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5 Lil Votes To Help Me..... Im Losing :o(
I need five votes from everyone that hasnt votes. Yes ONLY! 5! anymore and i could get deleted from the contest so please head on over and leave me five.... If your in a contest and need help let me know ill see what I can do!!

For The Girls...but Who Can Be Sure These Says Lol
HANDBAGS Have you ever noticed gals who sit their handbags on public toilet floors - then go directly to their dining tables and set it on the table? Happens a lot! It's not always the 'restaurant food' that causes stomach distress. Sometimes "what you don't know 'will' hurt you"! Read on... Mum got so upset when guests came in the door and plopped their handbags down on the counter where she was cooking or setting up food.She always said that handbags are really dirty, because of where they have been. Smart Mum!!! It's something just about every woman carries with them. While we may know what's inside our handbags, do you have any idea what's on the outside? ShaunaLakeput handbags to the test - for bacteria - with surprising results. You may think twice about where you put your handbag. Women carry handbags everywhere; from the office to public toilets to the floor of the car. Most women won't be caught without their handbags, but did you ever stop to

You Brought A Smile
TODAY I FELT A PEACE, I HAVE NEVER FELT BEFORE, THE THOUGHTS OF MY FRIENDS ON CHERRY TAP, BROUGHT A SMILE TO MY FACE AS I HEADED FOR THE DOOR. I SOMETIMES THINK, WILL THEY EVER REALLY KNOW, HOW MUCH THEY'VE BROUGHT TO MY LIFE, AND DO THEY REALLY CARE, COMING ON THIS SITE, SHOWED ME THERE ARE STILL VERY WARM AND COMPASSIONATE PEOPLE IN THE WORLD. I WAS TOLD I WAS A LONELY OLD WOMAN, AND YES MAYBE IT'S TRUE, BUT WE'RE ALL LONELY IN SOME WAY, BUT THROUGH THIS SITE AND THE BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE HERE I HAVE LEARNED THAT; THE ONES YOU LAUGH WITH, CRY WITH, HURT FOR WHEN THERE HURTING,THEY MAKE YOU WORRY, THEY MAKE YOU CRAZY, THE ONES THAT TOUCH YOU DEEP INSIDE WHEN THEY ARE NOT THERE ANYMORE, AND MAKE YOU WISH THEY WHERE. IF YOU HAVE EVER EXPIERENCED THAT TYPE OF CONNECTION WITH SOMEONE YOU HAVE NEVER MET.... FACE TO FACE... YOU HAVE INDEED BEEN BLESSED. I KNOW, WITHOUT A DOUBT, THAT I HAVE. LOVE YA MY FRIENDS

Bringing Sexy Back!
Capricorn You are very successful in life and are always planning for the future. You are probably already in a committed relationship and enjoy the intimacy that comes with your lovemaking. You are direct with your lover about what you like and you like it when they are direct with you. You have excellent sex, because you make sure that it’s a custom fit for yourself. Sex matches: Taurus, Virgo, Scorpio Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

My List
Top ten things I hate about where I work 1.)Leona! She is THE number one thing about my job I hate. She's rude and ignorant. She's old and doesn't know what she is doing anymore. I could go on and on.. but I wont. 2.)The hours. Sometimes I go in at 2am sometimes at 10pm sometimes 7am. It's ridiculous! 3.)The fryer. Sometimes it makes this loud bang noise. It sounds like it's about ready to explode one of these days. 4.)Karlene. She is one of thos people that feels the need to talk about ANYONE who isn't in the room. 5.)Some of the costumers. Now most of them are alright people. Some of them just drive you right up the wall. 6.)The pay. I don't get paid nearly enough to put up with most of the things I do. 7.)MaryEllen. Don't get me wrong she's a sweet woman but MY GOD. She can never seem to make it to work on time. Half of the time she's over an hour late. The she runs around talking aobut how she doesnt have time to do things. Hmmm I wonder why... 8.)Kathy. Sh

Owwie :(
I hurt so bad. My back especially. I slept with a heating pad on my back last night...and it was fine. Until I woke up. I can't move very well right now. If i move left - it hurts. If i move right - it hurts too. I've taken some back pain meds....even thats not working. Argggh! Anyone got some strong painkillers???? LOL

Why Can't People....
ever read a freakin profile?? I mean its not hard and its damn sure NOT brain surgery....Why is it people always ignore what people put in their profiles?? I read profiles like a fiend so I dont piss someone off accidentally.... Again, I guess Ill never understand the stupidity of some people....Sheesh...

New Wu-tang Clan Alumb Due Out This Year
Wu-Tang Clan's reunion with Loud Records founder Steve Rifkind is official, as the group has announced a new album titled 8 Diagrams, which will hit stores this summer on Rifkind's SRC label, through Universal Records. 8 Diagrams, which is named after a Kung-Fu epic, is the the first new album from Wu-Tang Clan in six years. The album will feature RZA, GZA, Method Man, Raekwon the Chef, Ghostface Killah, Inspektah Deck, Masta Killa and U-God, all original members of the Wu-Tang Clan. The new album will also contain an unreleased performance that will show fans why deceased group member Ol' Dirty Bastard "was considered one of the illest MCs ever," before dying of a heart attack in Nov. 2004. â€œThis is the perfect time for us to come back, the stars are aligned,â€ RZA said. â€œItâ€™s like when we first started with Steve. We put out real hip-hop at a time when it was turning into pop or R&B. We brought the focus back to the music in its rawest form, without studio poli

The Story Of Me 'n Jake
Let's see, it all started back in September of '05 when I met a man named David. Nothing came about it for a long time. We were pretty distant friends, then I gave him my myspace page and he added me here as well. We kept goin and decided to exchange yahoo names. We would sit and bullshit for a few hours here and there, still being cool friends. Then I found the site I hang on now and let him follow me to that one as well. We added each other on there and every chance he got when I was on yahoo, he would send his cam and never ask for mine. We would sit and chat and I thought he was pretty cute. So I asked him about his situation. Was he married? Kids? Job? You know, shit like that. He said he was single and no kids. I said if there was someone that was into him, but lived far away, would he move for them? and he said "yes" and that he was gettin restless and and wanted to get away anyways. So we decided to step it up and he started to make plans to come visit me. Things were getting g

Mate Math
ROMANCE MATHEMATICS Smart man + smart woman = romance Smart man + dumb woman = affair Dumb man + smart woman = marriage Dumb man + dumb woman = pregnancy ______________________________ OFFICE ARITHMETIC Smart boss + smart employee = profit Smart boss + dumb employee = production Dumb boss + smart employee = promotion Dumb boss + dumb employee = overtime _____________________________ SHOPPING MATH A man will pay $20 for a $10 item he needs. A woman will pay $10 for a $20 item that she doesn't need. _____________________________ GENERAL EQUATIONS & STATISTICS A woman worries about the future until she gets a husband. A man never worries about the future until he gets a wife. A successful man is one who makes more money than his wife can spend. A successful woman is one who can find such a man. _____________________________ HAPPINESS To be happy with a man, you must understand him a lot and love him a little. To be happy with a woman, you must lov

Where Do You Go?
Where do you go love and what do you do when seconds become hours and my heart aches for you What am I missing that fails to ensure your sweetest affection and my hearts only cure And what is the price that my heart has to pay to know what it's like to be with you each day How do I tell you so that you understand how much that I need you as Im putty in your hand For when I am with you you set my soul free to live and to love such a sweet fantasy But a moment without you is but lifetimes in hell and to spare me this fate my own soul would I sell I speak with my heart So sincerely I beg you as im falling apart My body so aches love and my heart screams in pain My spirit is frozen solid and im going insane Is all that I ask for and know that I need to great an obligation then tell me I plead For as each precious moment I spend empty and so alone I loose years of my life That I can never atone God knows that I love you for I sure

When A Hottie Girl Get Oorny !
We’re sitting on a couch on your porch, you at one end and I at the other end. I ask you, "Do you miss me? Do you miss my touch? Do you miss the feel of our bodies pressed against one another?" I ask these questions while I am moving towards you. I straddle you while you sit back and look into my eyes, you’re grabbing my arms just above my elbows, as my hands rub against your chest then slide down to your zipper. I can feel you hardening through your pants. I unzip and slide my hand down to your cock. I stroke it slowly, up and down. I'm pleasing you, and I know it. But I know what would please you even more. So I slowly move away from your lap and place my knees on the floor in front of you. I place my lips on your hard cock and give it a teasing kiss, then a little lick. Your hands are lightly cupping my cheeks, as though they are guiding my mouth where to go. I take you in, to the back of my throat, pressing my lips tightly around your cock. Bobbing up and d

Of Pearls And Stars
The pearly treasures of the sea, The lights that spatter heaven above, More precious than these wonders are My heart-of-hearts filled with your love. The ocean's power, the heavenly sights Cannot outweigh a love filled heart. And sparkling stars or glowing pearls Pale as love flashes, beams and darts. So, little, youthful maiden come Into my ample, feverish heart For heaven and earth and sea and sky Do melt as love hath melt my heart. by Heinrich Heine

Fall From Grace
As i fell from grace i thought. "What about happiness" A respons came . "I never promised happiness only freewill". So happiness is not part of the deal?! How could this be? As i live i see humans spend all their lives looking for happiness. They touch it but never own it. The only thing humans own is the Struggle. They struggle to hold onto life,love,faith. They struggle to hold on to everything. It is the only common donmiator. The Struggle, It's the fire that forges the soul. Steel into flame, is exactly what free will is about. Souls go in and are reshaped, some made better and some are destroyed. I spend the rest of my days in the struggle of freewill and find it comforting. It takes my mind off that happiness was never part of the deal. I long for the day that i return home and wonder who i will be when i finally arrive.

Ram
You Were Born Under: Your most comfortable inside your head - and often daydream the day away. You have an artistic temperament that makes you seem creative to some, eccentric to others. You avoid conflict at all costs, and you have a difficult time with relationships. Attractive and with good manners, you tend to shine in social situations. You are most compatible with a Pig or Rabbit. What Year Were You Born Under?

(cherry Tap Exclusive)
As the winter voids the warmth, so does our death voids our life. Time so precious that many pass before a dream is realized. I wish to love as love permits. But the gift is not of one but of two. The true heart stares fates eyes and flinches not. I sought to fill a gap, my heart emptied to despair. The treasure is hidden. Not of another body but within my own mind. I find it hard to breathe in a bed alone at night where I felt the hands of ease grasp me close. It is my destiny to breathe so I will continue although I long. But I continue for the time will pass. With me or without me. -ed

Cuple More People Needed!
~ Adult with Pet Contest ~ Now i'm taking adults with pet or pets for my contest send your pic link to my inbox and i will enter you! one with most comments wins! 1st person is...... 2nd person is...... 3rd person is...... Got to wait to tell a date to i get enough people to start i will announce the date! thanks maria

Thank You, Thank You, I'll Get Back To You!
So many of you are giving me tons of ratings and comments, and I don't have time to return the love. Leave me a comment here and I'll at least fan you. I literally only have time to add, rate, and comment my new friend requests!

Now You See This One-eyed Midget...................
You walk into the room With your pencil in your hand You see somebody naked And you say, "Who is that man?" You try so hard But you don't understand Just what you'll say When you get home Because something is happening here But you don't know what it is Do you, Mister Jones? You raise up your head And you ask, "Is this where it is?" And somebody points to you and says "It's his" And you say, "What's mine?" And somebody else says, "Where what is?" And you say, "Oh my God Am I here all alone?" Because something is happening here But you don't know what it is Do you, Mister Jones? You hand in your ticket And you go watch the geek Who immediately walks up to you When he hears you speak And says, "How does it feel To be such a freak?" And you say, "Impossible" As he hands you a bone Because something is happening here But you don't know what it is Do you, Mister Jones? You have many contacts Among the lumberjacks To get you facts When someone

Likes And Dislikes....
*** DISLIKES: Someone that does expects me to remember every little thing she ever tells me.. Seeing ribs on a woman, nose piercing, lip piercing, bad moods, rudeness, sarcasm, people that do not say what they mean and do not mean what they say, meanness. someone that tries to makes someone else into what they want and not accepting them for who they are. LIKES: hugs, holding hands, watching TV, cuddling, cute faces, long hair, someone to do stuff with, smell of fresh cut grass, smiles, my photography, dogs, long drives to no place or any place.. not needing to get right back to where we came from on a warm day, movies, and kitties. "Leave a comment on this blog entry!" *** Hi ladies, CT SingleWhiteMale seeks SingleWhite(or Black)Female in conneCTicut... I am a single white male in New Haven CT. I was born july 3 1975. I am looking for a sexxy BBW to date. If you’re interested then please reply to this message and feel free to ask me anything. I do hope to hear from you

You Know What I Hate?
When you meet someone, and you can't get them out of your head. You just want to be with them everyday, and when your not with them, you miss them. . . . I also hate when that guy told you they broke up with their girlfriend just to get you there so he can fuck you. Then time after time he says that again, but you never catch it untill it's to late. To late because, you really start to like him. You really want a relationship with this person. . . He's got your thoughts, you think he's getting your heart. . . . . . . . . . . . . But your still to scared to let him fully in your life. . . . . . . . . . . .Then there's always that day. That cold dark day when you find out the truth. . . . . . You find that all them times he ever said that he left his girlfriend he never did. . . . All those times that he wanted you to hang out he only wanted sex. . . . . . . . . . All those time's you helped him cheat on his girlfriend who didn't do a damn thing wrong to him. . . . . . . . All them

Ratings And Bombers Needed Please Help
Hey Hey Cherry Tappers/Friends & Fans Im in the Who's Your Momma Contest & Im Fairly Knew One of Two contest Ive entered and Both Still going on.. Please Please Help me win This one Bombing is allowed Come comment me and Bomb Me Please Please Please Especially those Of You Ive helped ;) I will show the love back PLEASE HELP ME :o) I need Lots and Lots of Ratings .. COmments and Bombing PLEASE Muahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhz and Hugs to all Click on the Link below

Come On Baby
Blah blah blah blah What to write what to write How about that I wish I was kissing you tonight Rolling around beneath the sheets Our tongues and bodies intertwined Come on over here baby And get tangled in me tonight Not sure where your body ends And where mine begins Blended together creating Just one skin Tickles and taunts Laughs and wiggles A million and one kisses Whispers that make us giggle Come on baby Let’s wrestle We can chase each other Around the room And roll across the bed Tumbling to the floor U can pin me Then I’ll pin you Breathless and sweaty Heat in our eyes Fire from my fingertips Fire from your thighs Come on baby ravage me And I’ll ravage you tonight Until we’re both exhausted Falling asleep intertwined Come on over here baby And let me leave u speechless I promise I can show you That real love exists

Dark Verse: Or, Is It?
----- Non-Lumens vivat ----- The darkling Hours where walks the Night, in feeble lumes where Shadows Bite, Where walk in safety Innocent. and swift Death Meets the Evil-bent, The Shadows are not still, you see, and watch the night unendingly, for Innocence doth walk abroad, and breathing folk enact their fraud, The Life that's Lived no legend, here, and the Loved are those who let it near, Their Hearts, their Souls, their Passions-filled, with Love-Unending, Ever willed, By Those who Walk and Guard the Night, From beings who the world enfright, And yet Protect the Innocent, From Other realms where Hell is bent, On things unHoly, Deeds and fells, On tearing Souls and rending veils, For such existence as they have, those ne'er-do-wells of nameless grave, So give your Thanks ye mortal Kine, The Kindred Live - Protecting thine, And that ye pay with blood and Love, is simply Price - the Kindred Prove, That fickle tho' the humans

To All My True Freinds
Just a note to say thank you for the prayers for Kiley. And to let you all know she has left the hospital. Shes not out of the woods yet but Im positive it was all your prayers that got her back home with her mom. thank you very much to all of you. May god be with you all and have a great weekend

To All My Friends
IF You wake up in a red room with no windows and doors, DON'T panic.. you're just in my heart!!! Send this to all the friends you want to keep forever... Today. Send this to all of your friends, and me if I am one. If you get 7 back you are LOVED!!! Here are the numbers of what kind of friend you are based on how many you get back.. 1-3 ~ you're a bad friend 4-6 ~ you're an okay friend 7-9 ~ you're a good friend 10+ ~ you're great friend

Tears Of Fame
Just go... live your life, and walk away It doesn't matter how I feel There is nothing left to do or say Just remember, I never lied, my feelings were real I understand why...you can't stay your life is busy, you broke the deal Your in lights, and Im the one who has to pay In time you will forget, and I will heal Leave me be, and set me free just go away, I'll be fine someday Dont turn around, I'm nowhere to be found Dont answer your phone, It's just me alone Leave me be, and set me free Just go, one day you will finally see you were wrong, and I was right Inside you were lost, like me I fought to love you, I lost the fight you left on your own, you let me be People surround you, I fade in the light I am lost, and your life is complete You got all you wanted, Ill try not to hold so tight Leave me be, and set me free just go away, I'll be fine someday Dont turn around, I'm nowhere to be found Dont answer your phone, It's just me alone Leave me be, and s

Loosing My Effin Mind
My god, i've been sitting home all day doing nothing. my fuckin' myspace wont work...and this damn site confuses the shit outta me. I think i want to burn down the internet. can anyone tell me what the fuck this is all about? Like why do we have to build up cherry points...and what's the fuckin' obsesion with cherrys anyway? Ugh...i think im going to go over into the corner and pound my head against the wall...

The End Of Heartache
I feel mistrusting of the human race right now. I guess building people up to only push them down is the new cool thing to do. Some days it seems like I'll never find anyone decent to form a friendship with.

This Was On A Greeting Card I Sent My Female Best Friend....
Why God made friends He never intended for us to walk alone in life, that is why he created friends. He places these special people in our path to walk with us... You and I have been friends along time. Our hearts are interlocked and what we are together makes us stronger and helps us peserve. Together we've tried out our wings, we've soared high, crashed, celebrated, and cried. We've dried each others tears and picked up the pieces of broken dreams. Together, we've made thing better than they were before. It's not even so much the help we've given each other; it's the absolute confidence that we are always there-waiting, willing, and ready to help. Above all friendship is a gift of oneself to another; Thank you for sharing such a beautiful gift with me. By Vicky M Worsham This is also for Andrew, and soon Nichole.

Different Worlds
Different Worlds Feelings are only the beginning There is so much more We are so different Too different For this to be what either of us needs Maybe I expect too much And maybe you expect too little Too many mistakes have already been made Too many to count So let “Us” not be a mistake But be a memory We will always remember

R U A "real" Friend???
pleassssssssse help me out if not please go to bullein and lest ya can do is repost it if nothin else other then that can ya please comment bomb the hell out of this pic, just click on it.

Recover Your Happiness
RECOVER YOUR HAPPINESS I LOVE THIS... A--Accept Accept others for who they are and for the choices they've made even if you have difficulty understanding their beliefs, motives, or actions. B--Break Away Break away from everything that stands in the way of what you hope to accomplish with your life. C--Create Create a family of friends whom you can share your hopes, dreams, sorrows, and happiness with. D--Decide Decide that you'll be successful and happy come what may, and good things will find you. The roadblocks are only minor obstacles along the way. E--Explore Explore and experiment. The world has much to offer, and you have much to give. And every time you try something new, you'll learn more about yourself. F--Forgive Forgive and forget. Grudges only weigh you down and inspire unhappiness and grief. Soar above it, and remember that everyone makes mistakes. G--Grow Leave the childhood monsters behind. They can no longer hurt you or stand in your w

Erotica Author
I am lokking for new ideas for my sideline writing erotica. I have done twisted dom stories, my fav fantasies anddriven my sub crazing by writing out his desires. So what next, should I go supernatural, or do a bubbly guy next door segment? Should I post them here to share, Maybe an omage to music??? I am in a jam and am really hoping that I can think of something better than she tied him to the hitching post, stripped him down and wrapped his cock with the lace garter sitting next to her. well maybe I will finish my cowgirl story... after all I am stuck in hick country. Well if I get any response and no deletes me, i might post a couple f the shorts on here. Oft to the coffee shop to brood and dream up sweet nasty things to do to my characters

Lol I Wish...........
Aries You are so full of energy, you constantly attract hotties, and you are always the dominant one in the sack. It is very easy for you approach people because you have so much confidence and you are very forward about your feelings. You are very likely to have lots of sexual partners, (sometimes all at once), and be the most sexually experienced of any of your friends. Sex matches: Gemini, Leo, Sagittarius Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Rant Time! Episode 9: Cheaters, Egoists And More!!!!!
Do you know someone who thinks they are better than everyone in the whole world? Or know someone who loves to be with as many people as possible at once? Or perhaps just someone who lies a lot? We'll here come's.... RANT TIME! Episode 9: Cheaters, Egoists and More!!!!! Today is a lovely day...TO CALL CHEATERS, LIARS AND EGOISTS...A BUNCH OF WHORES. Fucking whores...lol. My friend, who's name I will leave anonymous, came to me today about her b/f who cheated on her. This DOUCHEBAG has been ADDED TO RAZ'S DOUCHBAG PERSONS LIST! BUT, let us get on with the story. I hate cheaters. They fuck over their significant others and then they beg for them back after they have completely destroyed any shred of dignity left within them (ERIKA YOU WHORE!...and TIM! I DON'T CARE IF YOU WON A DAMN BEETLE THAT SMELLED LIKE SHIT BECAUSE YOU DIDNT SHOWER FOR A MONTH AND A HALF, YOU'RE STILL LAME!...jk I LOVE YOU GUYS! LOL, I GOT LUCINDA :-D), What the FUCK IS WRONG WITH THESE PEOPLE?! My friend (whom

Little Manhattan
When I meet you, You were so, accomplished, sweet and Pefrfect. And soon the days to come were, filled with our sweet laughter. Months went by and everything, seemed to be alright inside. I would feel your touch on my face, like a cool breeze blew through my window at night. But it was all a lie, You never intend to be mine. I sat back and watched you die, As you popped then down with lime. Oh the bottles that lined our table, We called it our Little Manhattan. While we sat there watching cable, Who could foresee this would be the end. Months went by while the, house was in such a disaray. From sun down to sun up, monday, through sunday this is what i would pray. Please take the bottle from his hand, and make him seen my crying soul. Wipe these tears of mine from my eyes, Because he's going to leave me behind. But it was all a lie, You never intend to be mine. I sat back and watched you die, As you popped then down with lime. Oh the bottles that l

My 'satan Keeper In First Contest' Bulletin
Hey Friends, Family, and Fans, Our Favorite guy Satan Keeper is in his first contest, to win a 7 Day Blast, it is a first to 10,000 comments contest, and it is a comment bombing contest so please go bomb his entry by clicking on the picture below, and please repost so that he can get the comments he needs as soon as possible, even if you are not into bombing please drop him at least 5-10 comments every little bit helps I will be checking in on his entry very often to see who is comment bombing, if Satan Keeper wins then those who were really bombing him and left him at least 1000 comments then i (Emanon)will get them any thing that the person wants from cherry gifts up to 10,000 cherry bucks SPEWED FORTH BYEMANON Aerosmith - Eat The RichMusic Code provided by Song2Play.Com

Alter Call (published)
Alter Call I hear the alter call but my feet won't move One foot in front of the other I hear the alter call and my heart aches Cast all my cares on Him I hear the alter call Erin E McFarland Copyright ©2007 Erin E McFarland

Crying From Abroken Heart
You told me things i wanted to hear but were any of it fro myour heart and soul? I doubt it knwo that i have learned soemthign about you. You play the game well. You have shattered my heart and I don't wont to feel every again. I might aw well be dead.

What The Shit Is This????
I have no clue what the fuck is going on in this site, i guess you could say i'm brand new to this site seeings how i just got in hear. For fucks sake someone help me out and tell me whats this all about.

Who Am I?
am i real? yes, of course. in another world, another dimension. i feel, get bored and exited, i hate and i love. i guess i live, therfore. a second life... www.secondlife.com Hey there, my name is Ayshe. I live in the fantastic realms of "second life". Arrived only three days ago. I'm quite slim, well, could be slimmer of course, but I'm feeling fine the way it is. I got long black hair that has a faint reddish glimmer in the sunlight. And I got dreams that extend it's length by far. And it's glamour... I was what you'd call a well protected child. And a well protected young woman, that is, as I'm in my early twenties already. For a turkish girl, I'm rather tall, 174 to be exact. Oh, I haven't mentioned my background yet? Yes, my parents came from Turkey, but I was born in a western european city. No siblings. No traditionalist family, no headscarf, no veils - can't even really speak Turkish! Still, one could argue, this background is the reason for me being so well protected.

You Are, I Know
You are in the shadows, as always, hiding. I know because I see you. You are constantly watching over me. I know because I feel your gaze. You are always there when I feel alone. I know because your presence comforts me. You are around when I wanna give up. I know because you give me a reason to hang on. You are right there when I feel I have nothing or no one. I know because I feel you and the comfort you always bring to me. Vampiress

My Tender Love
I walked into the room and saw a blur of a being. He was in a corner astonished. I wondered to myself what could it be? Was he someone like me? Someone who needed attention, affection, acception? I slowly made my way across the room just to see out of the corner of my eye his expression. I dare not stare for I do want him to stop meditating. The closer I drew to him, the more and more I felt his pain, his misery, his tenderness. I felt as though we were the only two people in the room. Without thinking, I placed my hand on his shoulder. "Why are you so down?" he replied, "Down? No. I'm not down. I was looking at this picture on the wall. It reminded me of a love I once knew. A love that is now lost." I lost my love tragically and she took my soul with her. I yearn for the opportunity again someday." "So why did you come here?" I said. He said, "I prayed before I came here. I asked God to send me an angel, to replace the one he had to call home." I was surprised by his response. Only

Irish Brithers
An Irishman walks into a bar in Dublin, orders three pints of Guinness and sits in the back of the room, drinking a sip out of each one in turn. When he finished all three, he comes back to the bar and orders three more. The bartender says to him, "You know, a pint goes flat after I draw it. It would taste better if you bought one at a time." The Irishman replies, "Well, you see, I have two brothers. One is in America, the other in Australia, and I'm here in Dublin. When we all left home, we promised that we'd drink this way to remember the days we all drank together." The bartender admits that this is a nice custom, and leaves it there. The Irishman becomes a regular in the bar and always drinks the same way: he orders three pints and drinks the three pints by taking drinks from each of them in turn. One day, he comes in and orders two pints. All the other regulars in the bar notice and fall silent. When he comes back to the bar for the second round, the bartender says, "I don't want

Maddie The Angry Bunny.
Maddie was a girl indeed... And human boys; she did not need... Because they simply were not her breed... (Anyway...) Maddie liked to sing and dance... And set aflame the male gender's pants... Then she would laugh, and watch them scream... Their agony caused her eyes to twinkle, and gleam! (Then came a most frightful day...) A boy walked up to Maddie with a grin... This particular boy was as thin as a pin... One could tell his mind was overblown... Because his sleepy-eyes were absolutely overgrown... They bulged and twitched with an atrocious glaze... Maddie looked at his eyes and their pupil's intricate maze... Then Maddie the angry bunny set his shirt ablaze... And laughed at her excellently executed raze... The police came later in the hour... And as they interrogated Maddie her mood grew sour... You see, Maddie was an angry bunny... and she did not find interrogation funny... So she screamed for them to let her free... The policemen shook their head

A Letter For Dad
Dear Dad, It is with great regret and sorrow that I'm writing you. I had to elope with my new girlfriend because I wanted to avoid a scene with Mom and you. I've been finding real passion with Joan and she is so nice. I knew you would not approve of her because of all her piercing, tattoos, her tight Motorcycle clothes and because she is so much older than I am. But it's not only the passion, Dad, she's pregnant. Joan said that we will be very happy. She owns a trailer in the woods and has a stack of firewood for the whole winter. We share a dream of having many more children. Joan has opened my eyes to the fact that marijuana doesn't really hurt anyone. We'll be growing it for us and trading it with the other people in the commune for all the cocaine and ecstasy we want. In the meantime, we'll pray that science will find a cure for AIDS so Joan can get better; she sure deserves it!! Don't worry Dad, I'm 15 years old now and I know how to take care of myself

We Can All Write Blogs
dont u love it when ppl think that i should drop everything to talk to them esp when i split my fucking head open and didn realise it was so bad til there was blood pouring down my neck & not to mention i cant even speak today my throat is so sore so fuck u im not going to be made to feel bad cuz i didnt say goodbye to you [[oh and u know who u fucking are]]

(from Shrinky) Success!
SUCCESS:> > At age 4 success is . . . not piddling in your pants. > At age 12 success is . . . having friends. > At age 17 success is . . having a drivers licence. > At age 35 success is . . having money. > At age 50 success is . . . having money. > At age 70 success is . .. . having a drivers licence. > At age 75 success is . . . having friends. > At age 80 success is . . . not piddling in your pants.> > > Pass this on to someone who could use a laugh. > > Always remember to forget the troubles that pass your way; > BUT NEVER forget the blessings that come each day. > > > Have a wonderful day with many *smiles* > > > Take the time to live!!! > Life is too short. Dance naked.

Poem: The Victim
COPYRIGHTED MATERIAL. PLEASE DO NOT COPY WITHOUT PERMISSION. THANK YOU. This is from a work experience 12 years ago. Outside of the event report it is the first time I write about it. The Victim Sweet, stick in the nose smell Thick, unrelenting, unforgetable odor Slime running down wall and pipe Must find the source, must make it right In the stairwell, hidden place Open door, drop to the floor A bundle, not a gift Leave this place, leave this hell Get away from the smell Dress to leave nothing behind Perfume under my nose Return to hell, return to the smell Somebody's daughter Somebody's sister Somebody's lover Anger, beat the walls Rage, beat the doors I make the calls and go outside December's cold, I feel nothing Someone's family will cry tonight

Anyone Live Near Findlay? Want To Kick My Ex's Ass?
So last night i call to my son's cell and some man answers the phone. In a very snide way tells me that i have the wrong number and never to call again. This morning my son finds my on myspace and asks for me to call him, but on his my cell phone instead. Apparently the new boyfriend took his phone and is using it for himself(that i got him so i can keep in contanct). So i get a hold of my son and it turns out the the new boyfriend has kicked him out of the house already. The house that I'm paying $2,500/month into. And the divorce is not completely final. So this dumbass shouldn't be there. I should go take pictures and use it in court. Anyways while i was on the phone, which i'm alloweed to do...they realized he was talking to me and snatched the phone from him. My Ex convinced her lawyer to file restraining orders that doesn't allow me visitations because of the fear that i would take him to Iraq with me....STUPID STUPID STUPID, its hard enough for people that work there and

Witches Rede Of Chivalry
Chivalry is a high code of honor, which is of most ancient pagan origin, and must be lived by all who follow thee old ways It must be known that thoughts and intent put forth on this middle-earth will wax strong in otherworlds beyond, and return...bringing into creation, on this world, that which had been sent for. Thus one should exercise discipline, for "As ye do plant, so shall ye harvest It is only by preparing our minds to be as Gods that we can ultimately attain godhead "This above all...to thine own self be trueA Witch's word must have the validity of a signed and witnessed oath. Thus they give word sparingly, but adhere to it like iron Refrain from speaking ill of others, for not all truths of the matter may not be knownPass not unverified words about another, for hearsay is, in a large part, a thing of falsehoods Be thou honest with others, and have them know that honesty is likewise expected of themThe fury of the moment plays folly with the truth; to keep one's h

Something To Unlock Us
SOMETHING TO UNLOCK US I have hear numerous comments like these: "I want my life to matter." "I want to make more of a difference to people." "Life is too short. I may not live a long life, but I do want to look back on a meaningful one." We live in a time when people are seeking more authentic ways to live. We also live in a time when there is less interest in religion and more in spirituality. Less in denominations and more in global participation. There seems to be a public yearning for lasting answers to the gnawing emptiness so many feel within. Television, movies and print media are tying into our universal attraction to all things spiritual. And so is the Internet. Just google the word "God." In English you will get several hundred million hits! More people are writing and talking about God than the world's wealthiest, most powerful and most well-known historical personalities. There is a great interest in spirituality, and for many people, a renewed quest

At Your Feet
Where are you tonight my love? What is it that you do? It's true my heart is torn apart When I'm not with you What enchanted thoughts swim through your head? Are any of them of me? When, my dear, you go to bed Is it my face you see? Who is honoured with your presence now? And do they even care? The thought of you not being admired Fills me with despair Do they appreciate your loveliness? Do they marvel at your splendor? Do they love to hear your velvet voice? Do they adore your smile so tender? If they do not Then they all are fools and had you been with me Every day, my love, you'd be a king because that's what you are to me I'm at your feet and I come with gifts my body, heart, and soul They're yours to do with as you please to command and to control I give myself with all my heart I'm yours for all of time Your slave, your queen, your anything only say that you are mine

A Love Likke No Other
I never felt a love Like this before It's a love like no other Something I have always hoped for A love with friendship Humour and heart A bond so strong It would never part A love that makes you smile From ear to ear A love that is joyful Without any fear A love that is beautiful From the inside out A love with no tears, Pain, or doubt A love with soul So tender and true A love that I have found Only in you...

Da Grammies
Grammies are on.. But lets hope those idots at the forgot the acronym lol .. ama or whatever will stop whinning about mp3's and technology and embrace it. I know it won't happen. lol no way the dixie chicks are back.. hehehe sting and the police made up.. that was amazing.. all that lost time they had .. being silly.. they could have made millions on reunion tours.. now there like 50 something.. and make up.. geeeeeeeez.. whats next.. van-hallen with all 3 lead singers? interesting..

I Dunno What To Think
OMG.... how do I get myself in these messes... Why do I let myself open up to new ppl... I know it will only get me smacked down in the end... Time and Time again i go through this... you think I would fucking learn... The thing that pisses me off the most is that ppl have to play games with you... they have to dangle what they know you want more than anything, right in front of your face... Then just went you finally reach it they snatch it away with out even caring what it will do to you... bah... that's life i guess...

What I Want In A Man
What I Want In A Man What I Want in a Man, Original List (age 22): 1. Handsome 2. Charming 3. Financially successful 4. A caring listener 5. Witty 6. In good shape 7. Dresses with style 8. Appreciates finer things 9. Full of thoughtful surprises 10. An imaginative, romantic lover. What I Want in a Man, Revised List (age 32): 1. Nice looking (prefer hair on his head) 2. Opens car doors, holds chairs 3. Has enough money for a nice dinner 4. Listens more than talks 5. Laughs at my jokes 6. Carries bags of groceries with ease 7. Owns at least one tie 8. Appreciates a good home-cooked meal 9. Remembers birthdays and anniversaries 10. Seeks romance at least once a week. What I Want in a Man, Revised List (age 42): 1. Not too ugly (bald head OK) 2. Doesn't drive off until I'm in the car 3. Works steady -- splurges on dinner out occasionally 4. Nods head when I'm talking 5. Usually remembers punch lines of jokes 6. Is in good enou

Please Go Show My Girl Some Luv
OK ALL YOU CHERRIES OUT THERE I COULD USE YOUR HELP IN GETTING ME TO WIN THIS CONTESET. PLEASE DROP SOME COMMENT BOMBS. THANKS THIS CONTEST GOES TILL VALINTIESDAY. FOR EVERY ONE WHO BUTS AT LEAST 200 COMMENT BOMBS DOWN WILL GET A PRIZE FROM ME. SO GET TO COMMENT BOMBING PLEASE THANKS CLICK THE LINK AND START VOTING

Pinhead
I am grateful for my generally good health. I've found myself not feeling well the past few weeks. Last Wednesday I got a sore throat that got progressively worse. In my American frame of mind NEVER thought to go to the doctor.Can't afford it.When I have the money I generally feel like I'm paying for someone to write me a script. Most times I walk in and tell them what I want and need...they poke around wiegh me take my blood pressure and then give me what I asked for and a big F**king bill. At best. I'm a smart cookie I read a lot and I've always loved pre med classes. I'd deduced it was a virus not strep. So it was cheaper for me to combine black market pain killers with over the counters and wait it out. So I waited...and waited. Toward the end of my shift Monday I took 2000mg of Vicodin. A staggering amount. And it took my pain from an 8 to about a 4. I told my boss I was scared because I was now tapped for narcotics. I came home and told my roommate I was scared

Insane Politics
By Chandler R. Chapman America Smartly found the serial numbers of some Iranian weapons in Iraq proving that Iran is involved and must be attacked. How else could a person get an Iranian weapon into Iraq except if Iran was supplying Iraqi Insurgents weapons? Lets apply that same moron logic to the rest of history: America was clearly selling arms, cars, and financing Hitler's efforts. America was clearly Funding, training, and equipping the Tailban. America was clearly Funding, training, and equipping Saddam Hussein. America was clearly Funding, training, and equipping Al Quaeda. America has put weapons in the hands of nearly ever warring faction on the planet, usually both sides of the conflict………….. By this same logic, America is the single biggest Terrorist the world has ever known. Should the world be as ignorant and stupid as the media and our politicians are asking us to be? Were they, the entire world would attack us, kill our soldiers, detain all Americans in i

Hospital Window
Two men, both seriously ill, occupied the same hospital room. One man was allowed to sit up in his bed for an hour each afternoon to help drain the fluid from his lungs. His bed was next to the room's only window. The other man had to spend all his time flat on his back. The men talked for hours on end. They spoke of their wives and families, their homes, their jobs, their involvement in the military service, where they had been on vacation. Every afternoon when the man in the bed by the window could sit up, he would pass the time by describing to his roommate all the things he could see outside the window. The man in the other bed began to live for those one hour periods where his world would be broadened and enlivened by all the activity and color of the world outside. The window overlooked a park with a lovely lake. Ducks and swans played on the water while children sailed their model boats. Young lovers walked arm in arm amidst flowers of every color and a fine view of the

House
House is such a good show. I love the guy who plays him, I don't know his name but man he's awesome. I hope I end up with someone like that, smart ass but still awesome as hell. Work was good today lots of new people to meet. Hopefully tomorrow wont be too bad, it being Valentines Day and all lol. Peace

Inked On The 27th
Yes, I will be getting my 22nd tat done on the 27th of this month. I am so excited to get this. I do enjoy the pleasure of being inked. Anyways I have been real busy with stuff. I will catch you all later. ~D~

Babys Talk To God Too
A baby asked God, "They tell me you are sending me to Earth tomorrow, but how am I going to live there, being so small and helpless?" God said, "Your angel will be waiting for you, and will take care of you." The baby further inquired, "But tell me, here in Heaven I don't have to do anything but sing and smile and be very happy." God said, "Your angel will sing for you, and will also smile for you, and you will feel your angel's love and be very happy." Again, the child asked, "And how am I going to be able to understand when people talk to me, if I do not know the language?" God said, "Your angel will tell you the most beautiful and sweet words you will ever hear, and with patience and care, your angel will teach you how to speak." "And what am I going to do when I want to talk to you?" God said, "Your angel will place your hands together, and will teach you how to pray." "Who will protect me?" God said, "Your angel will defend you, even if it means risking

Anna Nicole Smith's Gone Sad But Very True
VERY TRUE!! (I didn't write this but I could not agree more........) ONLY A FEW HOURS AFTER ANNA NICOLE SMITH DIES, HER NAME AND FACE ARE PLASTERED ALL OVER THE NEWS, THE INTERNET, AND THE RADIO. BECAUSE OF HER FAME AND FORTUNE EVERYONE SEEMS TO ACT LIKE THEY'VE KNOWN HER FOR YEARS, AND ARE SO CAUGHT UP WITH THE STORY... AND YOU WILL HEAR ABOUT THIS FOR DAYS TO COME... KNOW WHAT MAKES ME SICK?? THERE ARE SOILDERS DYING FOR YOUR COUNTRY EVERY DAY AND THEY GET A BRIEF..."FOUR MARINES KILLED IN IRAQ TODAY.."......" ANOTHER PLANE SHOT DOWN KILLING 3 AMERICAN SOILDERS..." AND DOES ANYONE BOTHER TO MAKE NOTE OF THESE MEN AND WOMEN DYING FOR YOUR RIGHT TO BE SAD OVER ANNA NICOLE SMITH? RARELY. YES, IT'S SAD THAT ANNA NICOLE SMITH DIED AT 39.... BUT THERE ARE ANOTHER 3000+ MEN AND WOMEN DYING AT A MUCH YOUNGER AGE DOING MUCH BIGGER AND BETTER THINGS THAN SELLING TRIM SPA AND HITTING EVERY TABLOID IN THE COUNTRY. THEYRE OVER THERE SELFLESSLY... DYING FOR THE GOOD OF OUR COUNTRY.

My Space Mourning Teen
Mourning Teens Express Grief on MySpace Email this Story Feb 15, 3:39 PM (ET) By ASHLEY M. HEHER CHICAGO (AP) - Matt Frank had been dead for eight hours when the first goodbye message was posted on his MySpace page. The note was short and simple: I love you. I'll miss you. Dozens more followed, as disbelieving friends took to the Web to mourn the 17-year-old and three other teenagers who were killed Sunday when a car - crammed with nine passengers - slammed into a utility pole after a late-night house party in suburban Chicago. "All I can say out of everything that I told you and taught you, I wish so bad that you wouldn't have taken my quote to heart... 'Live well, Party harty, Die young,'" wrote friend Kristi Morrison, 19. "Im so sorry I wish I could take that back... I love you so much man." More than half of teenagers who use the Internet frequent social-networking sites like Facebook and MySpace, where they create elaborate profiles and personalize t

A Fantasy (my Dick Will Be Hard Whilst I Type) ;)
I have a fantasy of being with 2 women at the same time. But I guess the weird part is how we would meet. Well, walking down the street in Center City, Philadelphia, I want to run into 2 sexy ass, thick females. They would be friends of course just walking down the street from a bar or something and here I come with a hundred pounds more muscle than I have now, a 10in dick and smokin a blunt. They would look at me with this intense look as we walk by each other and I would also look at them with the same intensity. We would stop in front of each other no words said just body language and a certain psychic connection of sexual energy and an unspoken understanding of what's about to happen next. They would take my hand and lead me to a secluded spot in a dark alley, undress me, revealing the rips and detail of my new found body from Iraq. One would be light skin and would immediately slurp up my already rocked cock. The other would start exploring my body with her tongue. F

What Do You Owe Your Real Friends
I just entered a contest,no this is not about that.as i was going through the bulletins i saw people that actually were mad at such and such becouse they only voted a few times and in some cases no times,for this person and they felt that these low voting people werent really friends. to say the least,i was embarrassed for these people.is a friendship based on votes?i would hope not.the people on my friend list dont need to vote to be my frind.i talk to some every day.sometimes about contests,boy/girl friends,vacations,scooters,cars,and just life.when they are gone i honestly miss them and they me.no votes involved. a real friend is there when you need to talk or simply want to talk. these people who get mad are just saying,hey my friendship is yours,for a price.buy my friendship,buy me.if my friends were that way im afraid i wouldnt have any at all,but they arent.i appreciate each of my friends and i dont care if they vote for me or my competitor becouse i know,for a proven fact,my

Crystal Dimed
Amid the darkness sprinlked with crystal beings a crystal child was born. She gleamed of pink and lavender light. As she grew she gloryed in the freshness if Spring flowers of mixed fragrance and hues, and in the warmth of Summer she ran and laught and grew. She danced in Autums winds amid the swerlling colors of rust and orange and brown. She delighted in the Winters art, the patterns of fronst and flake, the music of Ice singing from branches bare. Seasons passed and this Crystal child grew to shimmer a vibrant red and orange she was filled with the fire of young adulthood searching eager with the need to learn. Spring was her play ground, Summer her beau, ahh and winter a time that pulled at her energy for movement, but time had it's way of mellowing of satisfing her longing. This Crystal child became a Crystal woman of blue and white with silver light. She gleamed a guiding light. Were ever her light did reach she touched a life

Death, A Release From The Pain
suicidal thoughts always ebb in my mind. a cure i have to deal with depression is what i live with, but i keep it in good humors of course. ive come to a crossroad in my life where i cant tell wether im in the real world or a world of my own. this gripping thought always carries me into a fit of anger trying to find myself. ive lost touch with who i am and what makes me the person i am today. i forgot what it feels like to cut a hole into my skin what it was like to burn myself as punishment for the cut. the only release i have is piercing and even that is getting out of hand. one needle hole for another as soon as its in i take it out to make a new hole tearing away at the fabric of my life that still holds strong. deep down inside i am a wreck that can never be fixed. but i am stronger than death i have the will to go on and feel free to spread the message that you can stay strong and hold on. what is life but wrecked memories twisted childhoods and the pain of growing up a shawdowe

Chatters And Crazyness
Over the past few years since I began chatting online in Yahoo,I have come across some real winners but not as bad as these eejits in Catholic Chatroom 1 who even have a blog where they attack and demean certain chatters for random mistakes,mental illness or whatever. I recently returned to chat to visit old friends and later found myself mentioned on the blog attacking the fact I'm bi-polar. As if these people don't have their own issues.Don't they have anything better to do? This is just one reason why I prefer Cherrytap,SANE PEOPLE. I have met some kick ass people on here. So if you get the chance,check out Rayne's and Morrigan's pages. You won't be sorry so show the love.

Life...
My life has basically just been directly focused on school. I am really loving the classes I have chosen. I know I am on a great path, nothing will stop me, because I will not let it. There once was a guy standing between school and I. I now know that was a poor choice, if someone loves you like they claim they would not hold you back from what you want. They would be happy for you. I realize now that he was pretty selfish, I can understand him though, he thought if I succeeded then I would leave him behind; which that was never my intentions. I loved him for he was. On a side note: I guess I do look younger then I am, I was hit on by a 16-17 year old today. : On a happier note, a poem I wrote will be getting published. Wings

The Secret!
Good morning/good afternoon, everyone! My friend Stacey gave me a copy of The Secret to watch! Just finished watching it, actually. What an incredible piece of work! Please, find yourself a copy (DVD) of The Secret and watch it. This is life changing information, my friends! I've always tried to be careful what I "speak into existence." The Secret takes it to a totally higher level. I'm not always as careful as I should be; usually, I'm pretty optimistic. But I have a tendency to frame my thoughts from a negative perspective! That is going to stop!! Do yourself a favor, watch The Secret! It will make your life so much better, so much more abundant! I'm off to watch the store for friend Paula today! Just from 10 to 2 - not too bad for a Saturday. Have a wonderful day, everyone! Much love and warm hugs to all! Blessings all over the place, lol! I'll be back online this afternoon.

Feral Instincts...
feral instincts... deep within the shadows of a long corridor there within the darkness, he stands forever more watching me with baited breath, his eyes a deep blue he rises from his cushioned chair and stands before my gaze quietly summoning me, to sit upon his knee his fingers glide across my thigh, baring flesh for all to see caressing touch, he strokes my sex, and parts my pink lips wide lifting me, to straddle him as he pulls my skirt aside filling me softly with his gentle touch as he enters me so deep my womanhood gripping his fingers as our senses start to leap higher with each breath we take, our love, it flows so free he grasps my neck with his hand, as he now empowers me sinking to my hands and knees, like an animal to be ravaged he kneels behind my sweet ass, his lust for me so savage his manhood erect he pulls me back, my spine begins to bend he rams his cock within my depths, abandon ceased, at end grinding hard within my sex, my juices coat him thick

More On The Goddess
Tara, Goddess of Peace and Protection Goddess Tara is probably the oldest goddess who is still worshipped extensively in modern times. Tara originated as a Hindu goddess, the Mother Creator, representing the eternal life force that fuels all life. There are many embodiments of Tara, but the best known are the White Tara and the Green Tara. The peaceful, compassionate White Tara gently protects and brings long life and peace. The more dynamic goddess, Green Tara is the "Mother Earth", and a fierce goddess who overcomes obstacles, and saves us from physical and spiritual danger. In Sanskrit, the name Tara means Star, but she was also called She Who Brings Forth Life, The Great Compassionate Mother, and The Embodiment of Wisdom, and the Great Protectress. Adopted by Buddhism, she become the most widely revered deity in the Tibetan pantheon. In Buddhist tradition, Tara is actually much greater than a goddess -- she is a female Buddha, an enlightened one was has

Tribute To My Hero
HE WASNT A BIG MAN,BUT HE HAD A GIANT HEART.HE WASNT A RICH MAN BUT HAD A GOLDEN HEART.I SEE HIM NOW WITH HIS EYES AGLOW,KEEPING IN THE SADNESS SO NOONE WOULD KNOW. HIS SMILE WOULD WARM THE COLDEST HEART,TO SEE A TEAR FROM HIS EYES WOULD TEAR YOU APART.HIS LAUGHTER WOULD SOUND AND SHAKE THE GROUND,YET HIS VOICE WAS GENTLE AND ROUND. HE LEFT HIS FAMILY TO GO FAR AWAY,WHILE IN HIS HEART OUR SAFTY HED PRAY.NEVER A THOUGHT OF WHAT COULD BE,HE LEFT US BEHIND SO WE COULD BE FREE. IN OUR HEARTS HIS LOVE WOULD STRIVE,AND IN OUR PRAYERS HE WOULD SURVIVE. THEN ONE DAY A LETTER CAME OUR WAY,TELLING US OF HIS DYING WAY.THEY SAID HE WAS A HERO AND WE SHOULD BE PROUD,AND TO HIM OUR PRAISES SING ALOUD, BUT LIKE THUNDER OUR TEAR DID ROLL,FOR HE HAD TOUTCHED OUR VERY SOUL.NO ONE COULD KNOW JUST WHAT WE FEEL,FOR WITH GOD WED HAVE TO DEAL. SO ON THE FOURTEENTH OF THIS MONTH, WHEN LOVE GAVE ITS MIGHTY SHOVE, OUR HERO WENT TO GOD ABOVE. THIS IS DEDICATED TO ONE OF OUR CT HEROS WHO DIED ON VAL

A Clear Universe
When you unleash yourself from heaven and hell, gods and demons, ghosts and monsters, you are free. Free under whirling stars alight, air and world full of life, incredible possibilities, burning bright, anything, anything, in your hands in your life. Can't you see what you have? You don't need judgement, to judge, guilt, to love, why cloak in mystery, what is wonderful to behold? why look at the world with anything but the most open of eyes? the fire of the sun inside us, bits of the creation of all that is, isn't that enough? Who could why should anyone want more?

Your Words...
Just for a moment... let me quote you here: "God your pussy was so good, I hate having to pull my cock out of it!" "The way your cunt grabbed my cock as I fucked you, man, I want to do this over and over again!" "I love your pussy so much, I think I want to go down there and say Hi to make sure she knows how wonderful she is and then maybe after I'm done, fuck her again!" and softly spoken..."As good as your pussy is, it's the person attached to it that makes it so much more." "You are not just a wonderful fuck, but a wonderful woman." remember your words.. because I won't forget them.

♥birthday Calculator♥
29 June 1982 Your date of conception was on or about 6 October 1981 which was a Tuesday. You were born on a Tuesday under the astrological sign Cancer. Your Life path number is 1. Life Path Compatibility: You are most compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 1, 5 & 7. You should get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 3 & 9. You may or may not get along well with those with the Life Path number 8. You are least compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 2, 4, 6, 11 & 22. The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2445149.5. The golden number for 1982 is 7. The epact number for 1982 is 5. The year 1982 was not a leap year. Your birthday falls into the Chinese year beginning 1/25/1982 and ending 2/12/1983. You were born in the Chinese year of the Dog. Your Native American Zodiac sign is Woodpecker; your plant is Wild Rose. You were born in the Egyptian month of Paopy, the second month of the season of Poret (Emergence - Fertile soil

For Her Part 06
For your sweet loving kiss on my cheek brings my heart to a stand still As for this moment in time I just wish we where tougher for the rest of our life As my heart and soul will forever only be yours and till the last beat of my heart As my soul will live forever more with you Date wrote 20-02-07 By Aj Rich

So About Everything Yesterday..
Supposedly I got a strong enough response out of Angel Baby I had some negative things posted about me. I will take responsibility for posting that she was a cheater. I will fish out the Screenshot I have that proves it. We also know Fornicates does this shit, common knowledge on the site. What I was told, from Scrapper, it was a pretty nasty bulletin. He removed hers, and unstuck mine, because it was inciting some very bad words to fly. Violating the TOS. I'm totally for that. I'm just trying to find out what was said about me, and if my email really was posted there.

Ps
ok, I sent that by accident not once but twice. The rest of it is that my grandmotherr is going into a retirement community so I will not be moving to NC but rather to stay with friends in another part of RI where I can walk and take busses to plenty of jobs.

Just So She Knows...........
heres the scope peeps...................... ~I like this girl, she likes me back..She still Loves her ex and I know this and I understand.She needs to know that I feel about her and that is I only want the best for her no matter who shes with I just want to see her happy..Even if I never get a chance, I will always be by her side forever cause thats how i am, all I care is that her feelings, I am more than happy to push my feelings aside for her to see her happy~ Anyways I wrote all my feelings because I want to remind her what kind of guy I am, and I want to show other guys that its not giving up to push ur feelings aside for the girl u care about just to see her happy!!! Everyone forgets what being true is (no offense my friends just writing in general) anyways I hope everyone had a fantastic tuesday night and Hope u have a great wendseday!!!! love, ~Tommy ~ ^_^

Poems I Love. Enjoy.
AIGHT, SO HERE ARE SOME POEMS I LIKE TO READ FOR INSPIRATION, AND ALWAYS MAKE ME HAPPY. PROLLY DID THIS BEFORE, BUT SHIT I CAN'T REMEMBER. SO ENJOY. Edmund Vance Cooke How Did You Die? Did you tackle that trouble that came your way With a resolute heart and cheerful? Or hide your face from the light of day With a craven soul and fearful? Oh, a trouble's a ton, or a trouble's an ounce, Or a trouble is what you make it. And it isn't the fact that you're hurt that counts, But only how did you take it? You are beaten to earth? Well, well, what's that? Come up with a smiling face. It's nothing against you to fall down fiat, But to lie there--that's digrace. The harder you're thrown, why the higher you bounce; Be proud of your blackened eye! It isn't the fact that you're licked that counts; It's how did you fight and why? And though you be done to death, what then? If you battled the best you could; If you played your part in the world of men, Why, the Critic

Sip The Vodka!!!
SIPPING VODKA A new priest at his first mass was so nervous he could hardly speak. After mass he asked the Monsignor how he had done. The monsignor replied, "When I am worried about getting nervous On the pulpit, I put a glass of vodka next to the water glass. If I start to get nervous, I take a sip." So next Sunday he took the Monsignor's advice. At the beginning of the sermon, he got nervous and took a drink. He proceeded to talk up a storm. Upon his return to his office after the mass, he found the following note on the door: 1) Sip the vodka, don't gulp. 2) There are 10 commandments, not 12. 3) There are 12 disciples, not 10. 4) Jesus was consecrated, not constipated. 5) Jacob wagered his donkey, he did not bet his ass. 6) We do not refer to Jesus Christ as the late J.C. 7) The Father, Son, and Holy Ghost are not referred to as Daddy, Junior and the spooky. 8) David slew Goliath, he did not kick the sh*t out of him. 9) When Davi

Sorry For Not Being On Lately
TO ALL MY FRIENDS & FANS, WELL I FINALLY BOUGHT ME A HOUSE AND CLOSD ON IT ON DEC. 21, 2006. THEN THE PROCESS OF PACKING, LOADING AND TAKING TO THE NEW HOUSE, UNLOADING, UNPACKING IT ALL AND TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHERE TO PUT EVERYTHING AFTER ALL THE PAINTING WAS DONE, THEN THE NEW CARPET THROUGHOUT THE WHOLE HOUSE, NEW TILE IN BATHROOM AND KITCHEN, NEW VANITY & STOOL PUT IN BATHROOM AS THIS WAS IN GREEN...UGLY AS SIN TOO. GOT IT ALL PUT TOGETHER NOW...WELL, ALMOST. EVERY ROOM IS DONE BUT MY BEDROOM...GO FIGURE. GETTING PICS PUT UP AND WAITING ON FAMILY PICS FOR MY FAMILY COLLAGE WALL. I'VE GOT LOTS OF BEFORE, DURING AND AFTER PICS OF MY HOUSE BUT NO ROOM TO ADD THEM ALL AT THIS TIME...THIS SUCKS...LOL RATE ME, POST COMMENTS SO I CAN GO UP AND I WILL RETURN THE FAVOR NOW THAT MOST OF THE WORK IS DONE WHEN I'M ONLINE. HAVE A GREAT DAY!!

What Is Wrong With People
what the fuck is wrong with people on CT...I just read a bulletin about some twit crying because some of their friends aren't voting for them so this person is deleting the ones that didn't vote....Here I thought this site was to meet cool people not about fucking voting or else bullshit....I swear some people were better being swallowed then being allowed to breathe but hey thats my opinion Have a lovely day Draco

Emptyness....
My god life sucks.... Once again my dark side comes back. My surgery was postponed...Yet again! So I have to wait, I am not a priority anymore. I feel pain, desperate, hurting, empty... Like no one cares about me. I stand in front of my mirror last night with a blade wondering if anyone would miss me if I went away. I wanted to join my best friend in the after life.... But, I didn't. Maybe a am too coward to do such a thing....

Help This Soldier Win His First Contest
ok all you out there. i need you to help this soldier out. click the link below and start commenting. he is in his first contest ever and its the hottest guy contest. so please stop by and show some love. for anyone who drops 250 comment bombs i will award a prize to. so please get to comment bombing. and be truthful on the number of votes. the score will tell if you lied or not. here is the link just click it and start voting

So My Friend Talked Me In To .......
So my friend talked me in to getting back on here and haveing fun, well g I dont know where to begin .I add my music ,a few pics and then I add one that will probly not stay because i am so shy,But any way if you all have any advice plez feel free to share.

Crying
Crying alone it is to be never letting anyone see, How I hurt, how I suffer I pretend I am tougher, It is by far the better to seem to be the go getter. Always trying to be bright shelve it all for the night, No one sees, no one knows they see, smiles and glows, Suffer this in utter silence or pay the price of penance. Bound in chains of despair to tell all I do not dare, Stupid me, it is my fault because I'm always such a dolt, Why can't I just be normal, stand up straight and be tall?

To Every Girl.......
To every girl that is SCARED to put her HEART out there again, because she has been HURT too many times or so BADLY. To every girl that has been CHEATED on, because she's NOT a SLUT who gives it up to any guy. To every girl that dresses CUTE not SKANKY. To every girl who wants to be called BEAUTIFUL ...not HOT To every girl that will spend her whole day looking for the perfect present for >YOU>doesn't

Get On The Bus
A man comes home from work and finds his wife screwing his cousin in the closet. ''What the hell are you doing?!'' the man asks. ''I'm riding a bus,'' his cousin replies. ''That's a stupid thing to say!'' ''That's a stupid thing to ask!''

Welcome To Who I Am ,and How I Find My Self
Welcome to BITCHDOM BITCHDOM: When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a bitch. When I stand up for those I love, they call me a bitch. When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts or do things my own way, they call me a bitch. Being a bitch means I won't compromise what's in my heart. It means I live my life MY way. It means I won't allow anyone to step on me. When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak against it, I am defined as a bitch. The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead of being everyone's maid, or when I act a little selfish. It means I have the courage and strength to allow myself to be who I truly am and won't become anyone else's idea of what they think I "should" be. I am outspoken, opinionated and determined. By God, I want what I want and there is nothing wrong with that! So try to stomp on me, try to douse my inner flame, try to squash every ounce of beauty I hold within me. You won't succeed. And if

Truth Or Dare
TRUTH OR DARE - - - So here's the deal..........you get to ask me onee question no matter how crazy, inappropraite, or just random, & I promise to answer it 100% truthfully.........(thats the truth part) That's all you get. You get to ask me 1 question. (TO MY INBOX) ANY question Conditions: I won't tell ANYONE what you asked me and I'll answer it honestly. You cant tell ANYONE what you asked me and what my answer was. Now I dare you to repost this & see what people

I Got Arrested Today.
DAMN...I'M SO FUCKIN UPSET!!!!! I GOT ARRESTED TODAY FOR POSESSION OF GOOD LOOK'Z. THEY HOLDIN ME AT THE STATION SAYIN DAT ONLY A SEXY PERSON CAN BAIL ME OUT..... YOU COMIN OR NOT??????? DO I HAVE ANY REAL FRIENDS HERE ON CT TO BAIL ME OUT. SEND THIS TO AT LEAST 10 OF YOUR SEXY FRIEND'Z INCLUDING THE PERSON WHO SENT IT TO YOU IF U GET IT BACK 10 TIMES U KNOW UR LOVE BY YOUR FRIENDS AND IS CONSIDERED SEXY.

Starting To Babysit Again Tonight
tonight i start babysitting again, turns out randy wasn't even mad at me yesterday morning i took it the wrong way he was upset about work, the company that he works for really for the last 2 months has been messing him over money wise, so what did he do yesterday HE QUIT... taking them to small claims court wow. He starts his new job at the plant this Morning, so other than that we have 1 week left before the baby gets here damn time flies don't it? Ok I warned you in my bulletin LMAO well just sitting here at 4:42am bored out of my mind yet again no sleep and cramping like hell, just kinda bored nothing really else to do waiting on my nails to dry from the nail polish i just put on then i think that i will be going to bed, randy said tha the doesn't mind me staying up if i can't sleep he said that he is used to it, figured the only reason i do it is because i'm so used to working night shift that it don't get out of my system yet? i guess he is right? i dunno guess we will wait and

Yahoo Messenger Webcam And Yahoo Pool
Well I have yahoo and im a big fan of playing yahoo pool always looking for ladies to play whos interested? also if you dont have it well let me tell you it is a 5 minute download to your computer takes up like no space and its probably the best messenger out there as long as you stay away from weirdos and stalkers online you will be fine with it.....www.yahoo.com and click the download messenger simple and fast no harm done.......

Tattoo Contest Updates
~~ Best Tattoo on CT Contest ~~ Tattoo's of Backs, Legs, Arms, Chest any kind of tattoo's i need. Send me ur pics to my inbox and i will add u to the contest. Contest will start on 2/28 thur 3/7 You can comment bomb ur own pic! 1st Tattoo is...... with 0 comments 2nd Tattoo is..... with 0 comments 3rd Tattoo is...... with 0 comments 4th Tattoo is...... with 0 comments 5th Tattoo is..... with 0 comments Most comments wins! 2 gifts to each winner! Thanks Maria click on pic to enter contest! ~*~Maria~*~.....~*~ Angel Family *~~ (Founder)@ CherryTAP

Regrets
Regrets Resting in bed side by side partially languishing in the tangibility of last night. The sun kisses my face and transmits me back to your embrace. I angle my head to the side and glimpse you- still slumbering. Gently as not to wake you I creep out from beneath your arm. I collect my clothes from the floor and bolt from the room my heart- quickening with insecurity. You called me today and I made up some excuses to my abandonment. I heard the oppression in your voice. I jog my hand through my hair and forget you are still--- anticipating a reply. I say no it is just me I desire time. Time bounces faraway and weeks merge into months and I hope you’re not in my heart anymore. The depression is a friend of mine once more. I evaporate into night and attempt to feel conscious even though secretly I sense the numbness. A tear steals down my cheek and I whimper curling myself- into

Mom's Car
sooooo last night I wrote the blog about having a Migrane.. welll... here is the end of it lol... so I went to class thinking once I got a pop and got some caffine in my body I would be ok... got my pop opened it drank about 1/4 of it... went into class told the sub I was sick and such and the guy that sits next to me was sick too lol... well luckily we got out of class early because the sub didnt want to stay till 945... so I txted my day and told him to pick me up at 9pm... but then we got out and I called the house and said I was done... I sat down and my parents picked me up... we got started down the road and it was like instantly sick to my tummy... so I said to my mom to pull into the gas station and she relaid the message to my dad because my dad is deaf when it comes to speeking to him in a vehicle... well the light turned red and we had to stop so I yelled at my mom to open the door, and I puked in the intersection... then the light turned green mom closed the door and when d

"i Am Only One Lonely Little Man... / Just Trying To Get To Heaven And Just Passing Through Hell"..
It dawns on me I have done all I can Before dawn I see I have done my best I could write some things now say some things but It is better that I keep my mouth shut If I failed one I passed another test I am only one lonely little man If only I could make it right somehow My very uttermost seems not enough I could really use a miracle now Nobody can tell me I am not tough I never give up even when it seems I might as well Never having known success it never went to my head So I always have to do my best until I am dead Just trying to get to heaven and just passing through hell

Poem Dedicated To My Friend Who Died
This poem is dedicated to my friend Amanda Nowlin who died in a car crash this morning on the way to school. She was a Junior in my highschool, Southern Boone County Highschool, and she was a friend of mine as well..... This morning i heard the news I heard a girl had died Can this be true All the school hears A wind of sorrow blows through Tears fall and hearts break Not again, not again we say One by one we fall To your sorrow We cry your name And lift you up In heaven now you cant be hurt God holds your hand To guide you home We'll say a prayer To let you know We care for you And hope your there At heavens gates An angel now We seek you out In prayer and love Giving you our faith Farewell, farewell We bid Take care and know your loved No one can hurt you now On Earth we gather One group together Hand in hand and heart to heart Singing your name Be safe, be safe Oh heaven bound angel Your friends will miss you But now you must g

On Parenting And Manipulation
I was recalling some arguments I've had with my parents the other night and the whole topic and challenge of being a parent has been nagging at the edges of my brain for a while now. Also, how some parents try to manipulate their children. Argument: My father once yelled at me for almost 2 hours, reapeating the same stuff about how since HE was the parent, he didn't have to explain anything to me; I just had to do what he said without question, regardless of whether or not I believed it to be right. HE said it, so I would have to believe that way, act that way, etc. My Response: It's not that I'm going against him, or trying to be a rebellious person necessarily. However, if something doesn't resonate with my mind in a pleasant way, or is even the slightest bit questionable to me, I want to know why I'll be doing that thing. What good will it do other people? Will it hurt other people? Will it hurt me? When I tried to explain this, he told me to shut my mouth or I'd be smacked fo

My Birthday
So in 20 days~~~March 22 for those who cant count...I am turning 32 first let me say, GAHHHH I'm old!!! Now that you all know my birthday I expect to be lavished in gifts and worshiped....ha ha ha just joking a happy birthday will be great!!! just wanted to post that I am getting older

Fart Football
An old married couple no sooner hit the pillows when the old man passes gas and says, "Seven Points." His wife rolls over and says, "What in the world was that?" The old man replied, "It's fart football." A few minutes later his wife lets one go and says "Touchdown, tie score." After about five minutes the old man lets another one go and says, "Aha. I'm ahead 14 to 7." Not to be outdone the wife rips out another one and says, "Touchdown, tie score." Five seconds go by and she lets out a little squeaker and says, "Field goal, I lead 17 to 14." Now the pressure is on the old man. He refuses to get beaten by a woman, so he strains real hard. Since defeat is totally unacceptable, he gives it everything he's got, and accidentally poops in the bed. The wife says, "What the hell was that?" The old man says, "Half time, switch sides." REPOST FOR HUMOR.

Come Undone.
As I watched my cousin fight with her significant other, I was shocked and appalled at how they talked to each other. I know sometimes when you are upset with someone you will say things that you don’t really mean, but this was beyond ridicules. When she got out of the car to walk into the persons house I just turned up my radio and listened to Duran Duran. It was pretty amusing because we were in parked in what is considered Plymouth’s “ghetto”. I would never imagine talking to someone I care about that way. I am not typically a fighter to begin with. I tried to convince her to get the girl a little while to cool down, I always believed after a disagreement there should be a cool off period. Yet, she persistently kept calling back and yelling. Oh well, I guess I wont ever understand how some people work. I am getting closer and closer to just picking up and moving away. I am so sick of being used as a servant, being ignored unless someone wants something, when it all boils

Limited Insanity
There are some point in life where people has been driven to a limited insanity where they can't deal with things anymore. I guess Im one of them but struggling to get through with life and I keep on crying because I know I ain't happy but for once I have moved on with alot of bullshit, and no.. sorry doesn't cut it from those who are apologetic because its too late to hear from them. I lost alot of friendship because of an ex and I hate to say it.. don't fall for the one you love that are controlling and jealous about every little things, because it isn't good for a relationship. I guess I am happy of being single because I can get away from the drama and the bullshit and the fucking fights. I mean I don't really know what goes next in my path but I do know that I am going to see someone great in my life but so forth nothing and I don't give a two shit about it. Ahh I think thats it for now.. so shoo shoo for later.

Let Me Ask You Something
How many out there have developed true friendships from the people that you have on your friends list? How many out of all you have, do you count on to be true and not feeding you a line of bull? How many of you have run into those you THOUGHT you were developing a friendship with only they abandoned you the first time anything goes wrong such as you upset them by jumping to a conclusion and it turns out not to be true and they don't give you one chance to explain and just vanish and no longer talk to you? Or you make a mistake and they stop talking to you, a mistake that you never intended any harm but it happened anyway and they won't tell you what you did? Well, it happened to me and I really like this person and I don't know what to do. Do I continue to pursue this or let it go? This is my first blog but I wanted an opinion or two. Thanks a lot.

Creepy Personality Test
I took this test and it is creppy how it really picks out who you are. Answer the questions and answer them as honestly as possible, there are only 4 questions. Check them out here: http://memoriter.net/flash/test.html

Gwot Part 3
Okay so here is my new thing. I think that I should be allowed to carry a cricket bat and hit anyone who says something stupid like, "this isn't a combat zone it is garrison." If it isn't a combat zone, why do I get hazard pay jackass? Or anyone that does anything to hurt the effort to fight the war. This is why we are fighting the war on terror, and not winning it. So if you are an assclown, I should be allowed to hit you with a cricket bat. Where I hit and how hard I hit will be dictated by how big of an assclown you are or the level of assclownery what you said or did was. Here are my recent examples. Yesterday I was walking along one of the main roads on post and saw a Lieutenant Colonel stop a Sergeant because he was driving his gator without safety goggles. There is a war on, and all he thinks it is important enough to stop this guy, yell at him, and force him to park his gator on the side of the road and walk back for glasses. If you have nothing more important to do then me

See If Your A Bad Influence See What U Rate At
78~~~~ ouch! I'm a bad influence. Body: If you go over 45, you're a bad influence. If you go under 10, chances are you live under a rock and have no life... even more harsh. Total the number of things in each list you've done. No need to say which ones. If people really want to know they will message you. 1. smoked. 2. consumed alcohol. 3. slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex. 4. slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex. 5. kissed someone of the same sex. 6. had sex. 7. had someone in your room other than family. 8. watched porn. 9. bought porn. 10. done drugs. TOTAL: 10 1. taken painkillers. 2. taken someone else's prescription medicine. 3. lied to your parents. 4. lied to a friend. 5. snuck out of the house. 6. done something illegal. 7. cut yourself. 8. hurt someone. 9. wished someone to die. 10. seen someone die. TOTAL: 9 1. missed curfew. 2. stayed out all night. 3. eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself. 4. been to

Touching You Touching Me
IN THIS MOMENT I AM YET TO BE CLOSE TO YOU, OR IS IT YOU TO ME? IN THE WAVES OF MY DAWNING YOUR TOUCH IS YET TO BE FLOWING OVER ME. OUR TIME AS ONE IS YET TO BE, MY HANDS ON YOUR SKIN, AS YOU ARE HERE WITHIN. THE MOON IS YET TO CLOUD OUR DAY, WHILE WE CHASE THE LUSTS OF PASSIONS WAYS. IT IS ALL YET TO BE, YOU INSIDE OF ALL OF ME. SO WITH GREAT PAIN I REMEMBER ALL WE HAVE BEEN, AND KNOW AS OF NOW IT IS YET TO BE.

Sometimes
It's hard to be a mom. Sometimes it's hard to be his mom. I know it sounds bad, but everyone who knows me knows that I am brutally honest. It's just so stressful and tiring. He'll be starting speech therapy 3 times a week soon on top of the developmental, occuapational, and physical thery he already gets each once a week. He fazes out of EI in 6 months. Which means it's all up to me to continue his progress after that. Then we start special education and that shit. Then will come the emotional trama of other kids making fun of him. God I am just terrified. When do I get time to be me? When can I just be a 21 year old?

A Collection Of My Works
Trials of the human race Current mood: apathetic Why do we live in dispair? Does this God not care? The daily trials grow harder. Is it through suffering we grow smarter? Is life but a passing dream? Or is the reality of a Godless death enough to make you scream? But what if this is all a test? A test for God to see your best? Is life really just born, fuck, die? Or when we die is it time to fly? Confessions of a broken heart Current mood: cold Category: Life Why is it that we fight? Do we fight to find our light? How can we go about living day to day? When you dont have any words to say. How can we put behind our past? When we knew it wouldn't last. So how can we walk our path? Without having feelings of Wrath? Maybe we are destined to fall. And if so who will save us all? Death of a blackened soul I call to you in my sleep but in the end all i can do is weep weep about the times we shared when i dont think i can leave makes

Combat Infantry Badge
Well today makes a day in my military career. I finally got my CIB(Combat Infantry Badge) for being over here in country. Although in order to get this you had to be in a IED blast or in small arms fire with the enemy. I will post pics when I can. :)

First Encounter
*on the phone* “ok yes that is my place the one with the little white car in the drive, yes!” *knock at the door* ”Come in!” There is a tense hug and an awkward kiss on the cheek… two strangers meet… but it is funny over the computer they where not strangers at all! And now look at them... smiling with tight smiles and laughing about nothing at all... I ask you to come sit, although I am secretly wishing you would ask me to sit on you! Already I can feel the moisture between my thighs just thinking about what may happen tonight! Your face is beautiful and all I can do is picture my lips on yours... Oh I think you just caught me staring... I am wondering what you are thinking? As we sit you try to make small talk about the weather... I sigh to myself thinking Gosh I don’t want to talk about it please just touch me! Then I feel you hand brush over mine and see a smile creeps to your lips! I feel like I am burning inside! I can’t hold my composure much longer I want to be as c

I Am Excited
Its almost my birthday Gordon is off of probation Nekromantix are coming to town Tiger Army and The Unseen are on Warped I'm going to Cleveland to see the Trio I hopefully get to see Richie this summer there's a lot more but I'll probably look like a nerd. :)

Put An 'ice' Entry Into Your Phone With Emergency Contact Information
Put an 'ICE' Entry into Your Phone With Emergency Contact Information-Truth! Summary of the eRumor The eRumor says that after the terrorist bombings in London in July, 2005, an ambulance service started a campaign to encourage you to put an 'ICE' entry into your cell phone that contains the names and numbers of people to be contacted in case you are in an emergency. The Truth The campaign is true, although it was not prompted by the London terrorist bombings. It was started in April, 2005 by a paramedic based in Cambridge in England. His name is Bob Brotchie and he is a clinical team leader for the East Anglian Ambulance NHS Trust. He said he got tired of trying to figure out who to contact when dealing with shocked or injured patients who can't give the information themselves. The campaign encourages people to put an entry in their cell phones and other portable address devices under the name of 'ICE' (In case of emergency). Emergency personnel can quickly check the cel

Strangeland
My first blog is gonna be a dedication to a site. Strangeland.com. Awsome site, has anything that you could want even for those of you who like something a little harder on the eyes. So check it out. The forums have some cool ass people.

Someone Like Me - Lyrics
So I've abandoned my faith in human kind I've lost my way, I've lost my mind And here are these walls I'm hiding behind After all that I've seen I've damn sure been blind Cause you give this me this hope that I just hate You come along I can't concentrate It seems I should know now I'm not good enough And your not the type to ever fall in love With someone like me So I bide my time, I don't call I'm better off not to try at all But against my will I tear down the wall It's so easy now to feel so small When you give this me this hope that I just hate You come along I can't concentrate It seems I should know now I'm not good enough And your not the type to ever fall in love With someone like me ©2006-2007 ~wynterzend

Money
I always belive the more I give out the more comes back to me! Today someone gave me 100 dollars to pay for a penalty, when the deal was over I found out that there would be no penalty, so I went out of my way to return the money to them, they had no idea that there was no penalty, was that good neihboring or just stupidity?

You Know You Are From New York When
March 7 2007 You know you are from New York when Category: Life YOU'RE 35 YEARS OLD AND DON'T HAVE A DRIVER'S LICENSE. YOU GET READY TO ORDER DINNER EVERY NIGHT AND MUST CHOOSE FROM THE MAJOR FOOD GROUPS WHICH ARE: CHINESE, ITALIAN, MEXICAN OR INDIAN. YOU RIDE IN A SUBWAY CAR WITH NO AIR CONDITIONING JUST BECAUSE THERE ARE SEATS AVAILABLE. YOU TAKE THE TRAIN HOME AND YOU KNOW EXACTLY WHERE ON THE PLATFORM THE DOORS WILL OPEN THAT WILL LEAVE YOU RIGHT IN FRONT OF THE EXIT STAIRWAY. YOU KNOW WHAT A "REGULAR" COFFEE IS. IT'S NOT 'MANHATTAN' - IT'S THE "CITY". THERE IS NO NORTH AND SOUTH. IT'S "UPTOWN" OR "DOWNTOWN." IF YOU'RE REALLY FROM NEW YORK YOU HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO CONCEPT OF WHERE NORTH AND SOUTH ARE.... (AND EAST OR WEST IS "CROSSTOWN"!) YOU CROSS THE STREET ANYWHERE BUT ON THE CORNERS AND YOU YELL AT CARS FOR NOT RESPECTING YOUR RIGHT TO DO IT. YOU MOVE 3,000 MILES AWAY, SPEND 10 YEARS LEARNING THE LOCAL LANGUAGE AND PEOPLE STILL KNOW YOU

Boricua Please Keep This Simple Message In Mind.
BORICUA PLEASE KEEP THIS SIMPLE MESSAGE IN MIND. Current mood: calm Category: Life We may divide in geography, But United by Culture" " En La Union Esta LA Fuerza"

I Biffed On The Ice Today Again
yea so I was head to work today and I walked outside and stepped down the step if my houes and fell flat on my ass....ouch. So my ass was wet and I had to come back in to change my pants right? So I walk back out agian and WOOOP there I go again! I now have this huge ass bruise on my arm from where I fell not once but twice...damn I'm stupid

New Puppy!?
i might be getting a new puppy soon! its a 9month old pom. im very excited but nervous to! he has had a very hard life. his previous owners were very abusive to him in his short life. he was recently thrown against the wall and they broke is radius/ulna. he has a perm. metal plate in his leg. but i want him to know what a great life is, and that it is possible. if i saved yasmine my papillon now from her terrible first months, i want to do it for him. :)

What!?
Ok I'm sorry but my friend ran out of comments after I did this morning and has hers back already. Is that not some crap? I'm tired of rating and there's a bunch of photos I would have commented on...*sigh* guess it's time to take a break. WTFE.

Pretty Much
I'm a writer. I love everything thing about it. personalitly wise i'm the most masculine girl you could ever meet. I love myspace, and what i hate about this site is that you cannot write about yourself. i like reading and coffee on chilly days. sometimes, i can be just as smart as my hair color. it's kind of embarrassing, because at those moments i fit in with the stereotype that blondes are dumb. But I'm not really blonde. which i am completely against, because for the most part i believe i'm pretty intelligent - i mean, after all, you can't be stupid of you're seriously considering becoming a therapist when you grow up. speaking of which, i've finally got a clue as to what i want to be once i get out of school - a therapist. bet you didn't see that one coming, now did you? regardless of my lame jokes, i'm a pretty humorous person. i take pride in the way that i can make people laugh. i suck at thinking on my feet, though, don't start fights with me because i can't come up with comeb

For Him
Words are lost My agony is death My insides are torn My heart is shattered You left me so abrupt I don’t know how to handle it I’m lost in myself I can’t get out Pull me out Show me the way Give me the reason I have nothing You left me with me How do I fix it? I wake in tears They are yours I have none left for me The reasons have to be here Whisper Shout Yell Tell me It wasn’t enough The time was to short I lost to soon I didn’t fight long enough You didn’t want enough You walked away You left me behind Take my pain You left with nothing You are free

Blind Bull Mastiff Girl In San Diego Deserves Second Chance
This dog doesn't have a name, she came into the shelter as a stray after being hit by a car, miraculously surviving serious trauma to her head. She didn't escape unharmed though, as her eyes have been injured to the point of causing blindness and are bulged and bloody. Despite this she's got an amazing temperament with people, is a staff and volunteer favorite, and has even learned quite a few commands during brief training sessions while out on walks around the shelter. She only has a few more days before she runs out of time -- she can't be directly adopted in her condition, and no rescues have stepped forward. The shelter is at a loss to help beyond their means. Please, if you can help, contact DONNA HIRTRITER directly at 760-743-6874 or dustilu@aol.com This girl is amazingly resilient, young and otherwise in good physical condition. If these photos don't tug at your heart strings, then I don't know what will...

Life Sucks....
today is the anniversary of my mom's death. she's been gone 2 years now. she died of cancer. last night my husband left... will he come back... I don't know. All I can do is hope and pray that he finds the answers he needs to find. Will I linger on the fact he is gone? I'm going to try not to... Life is hard enough when you have help getting through... It'll be tough to make it with me and the kids... I have to find another job... can't make it on just $8.50/hr even if it is full time... I have a house that I'm buying... bills to pay and my kids to take care of. they are my number one concern. So I won't have much time to even think of him being gone out of my life. My daughter is upset this morning... she woke up and asked where's daddy... I told her that he decided not to stay... she said but I thought you said this was daddy's house too... I told her I did say that but that daddy felt it was best this way... but she didn't need to worry we both still loved her...

Sadness!!
so an old friend of mine from NYC just called...apparently, tonight is the last night the roxy's going to be open. i can't BELIEVE that shit.....great memories in that place. the best of which was me falling off the stage wanting to prove i could dance like beyonce. don't ask! anyway, yeah, it's the end of an era, and a sad fucking day.

Aura
Your Aura is Blue Spiritual and calm, you tend to live a quiet but enriching life. You are very giving of yourself. And it's hard for you to let go of relationships. The purpose of your life: showing love to other people Famous blues include: Angelina Jolie, the Dali Lama, Oprah Careers for you to try: Psychic, Peace Corps Volunteer, Counselor What Color Is Your Aura?

Awaiting...
Ok, I'm sitting here drinking Canadian Club and it just so dawns on me...in 3 months I'm going to be a dad. Hell I don't know if I'm ready for it. What choice do I have? I was an only kid what do I know about babies. I'm excited. I'm scared...shitless. It's hard to explain everything that goes through my mind on any given day about this. I have a hard time imagining myself as a dad. A corrupting uncle maybe....but a dad? LOL I'm wandering what the fuck I've gotten myself into. I know in my own little world I'm eagerly awaiting the arrival of Eli Robert.

Stink...
sometimes i wallow in regret. i have lived a life that has been less than kind, it amuses me sometimes, that all the people here think i am so nice. i enjoy hurting people, it's a curse. i enjoy being hurt. so fucked.

Party Hardy
Pardy hardy Rock n roll, Drink a fifth smoke a bowl. We are knaves both brave and true, We smoke pot and do drugs to. When we die have no pity, Bury us in Detroit city. Lay two joints upon our chest, And tell the world........ WE F*CKED THE BEST!! By J.S.

Matches
BLUE-WHITE Relationships What to expect: PROS * They will not get in each other's way or block the other from doing what they need or want to do * Both can operate very well on their own * They are typically more low-maintenance and require little entertainment from each other CONS * BLUES are emotion-based in thinking and WHITES are logic based in thinking * After the initial stages of the relationship, they tend to lose passion over time * The WHITE can tire of the BLUE'S need to control and the BLUE can grow frustrated at the WHITE'S lack of communication (quality and quantity) BLUE-YELLOW Relationships What to expect: PROS * They share a strong emotional connection * Together they have a high capacity for problem solving, creativity, and high quality lifestyle * The BLUE provides the quality and detail which is complimented by the YELLOW bringing the energy and capacity for risk-taking CONS * They can be

What Kind Of Goddess Are You?
What kind of Goddess are you ( with BEAUTIFULL pictures) You are a Earth Goddess. You love Nature and it's creations. You are very wise and sometimes a bit quiet and shy. People see you as a nice person but sometimes a bit strange. The persons that come close to you see a real friend with a golden heart.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Observing People
I read a few blogs people have posted and listened to some people recently and its just amazing to me how people can really trick themselves into believing something that is not there. Whether it be that they are happy, content, everything i ok, or even what the recieve or don't from people. Maybe one day people will wake up to reality and see things for what they are and not what they rationalize or percieve them to be. We all believe in what we do but we should all take the time to understand things from different angles so we can have a more complete view. Only taking things from one view point and rationalizing them til you get what you want then closing off to the rest of the view points is not being open minded.. its actually very much closed minded and stubborn. You have to be open for ideas and suggestions if you want to see things in the right light.. to understand the whole situation.. so that you can make the best choice possible. Yes I am a victim of such a situation b

My Boys
I want to say thank you to my boys (and good friend Girly) for their love and support in my returning to this page. It keeps my mind clear. Everyone has been great to me and my good friends have kept it real and drama free. It is hard sometimes to respond to everyone, so thank you for being so fucking cool. I have had a couple of friends bail on me recently for some dumb ass reasons, to them I say later! Real people stick around and exercise something called PATIENCE! Learn it.

Forever And Always~shania
In your arms I can still feel the way you want me when you hold me I can still hear the words you whispered when you told me I can stay right here forever in your arms And there ain't no way - I'm letting you go now - And there ain't no way - and there ain't no how I'll never see that day..... Chorus: 'Cause I'm keeping you forever and for always We will be together for all our days Wanna wake up every morning to your sweet face - always Mmmm, baby In your heart - I can still hear a beat for every time you kiss me And when we're apart, I know how much you miss me I can feel your love for me in your heart And there ain't no way - I'm letting you go now - And there ain't no way - and there ain't no how I'll never see that day... Repeat Chorus (I wanna wake up every morning) In your eyes - (I can still see the look of the one) I can still see the look of the one who really loves me (I can still feel the way, that you want) The one who would

Stashy Things
I see one can't comment on the stashes of people who've blocked you anymore, though one can still rate them up or down (interesting bug/feature). So noted, it was worth finding out since someone came to visit.

Why The Fuck....
..would anyone spend 100 bucks on a website to have your name on the top of a page for a bunch of silly points?????? Let's just take a 100 dollsr bill and burn it and it would be just as stupid. I'm sorry I'm sure some people that do it are nice people but no matter what you tell me it's fucking stupid to waste money on a website like this so you can think your being cool. Pretty fucking lame if you ask me.

Sites To See
so I suppose its time for me to try and write something.. So I finally started playing with twitter.. (twitter.com) which is one of these fashionable social website / whatever things.. check it out.. its pretty fun.. In other news... well I suppose there isn't much other news... Oh, another cool thing I wanted to mention is Second Life, if you haven't heard of it.. its a.. like the SIMs people say.. its a virtual world.. people actually make money in it.. seems like some pretty cool stuff.. I've gone to a few events in it.. My screen name in there is ZarMattAThustra Nishizawa, so feel free to add me as a friend and maybe we can hangout and explore that world together sometime? A good place to start, if you wanna explore second life, is The Second Life Harold Blog.. and there's links to other related blogs there... So I want to explore the world... but it would help if I had people to explore it with.. so def check it out.... ok.. time to for bed for me

My Dad Is Very Sick
I FOUND OUT YESTERDAY MY FATHER IS HAVING MORE COMPLICATIONS DUE TO HIS DIABETES, HE HAS HAD ONE TOE REMOVED SO FAR DUE TO FEET ULCERS, NOW HE HAS TWO MORE ON HIS FEET, THIS COULD LEAD TO APUTATION OF HIS FEET, I AM VERY SADDENED BY THIS NEWS, I HAVE ALMOST LOST HIM TOO MANY TIMES ALREADY, I CANT IMAGINE MY LIFE WITHOUT HIM, I AM VERY HEART BROKEN.

Poetry
he is strong like an ox his strength increable beyond any human. he is faster than sound or light he can move that quick. his eyes are Dark Red Darker tahn blood Or fire He has Razor sharp claws as hands to Ripp the body apart and take the soul. He lives in the shadows stealing the souls from all who hide lies or have thier eyes closed No one knows where he comes from or What he is but they know he will never stop

Here's To D J 405-338-9668
I learned today from one of my driver friends that one of our friends died recently in a truck fire. No one knows if he was alive or already dead when his truck burned all the way to the frame. But, here is to my ol driven buddy from Beaumont, TX ... I can still hear your jokes, remember many times eatting lunch together and talking on the truck phones ... Here is to ya my old friend ... To you, my bro ... Celtic Thx all of you addng rates on this blog post ... I am still in a wee bit of shock after one of my other driving bro's told me about this recent event. I just talked to DJ not more than b4 winter this year ...

Gre
i went and took the GRE this morning (the test you take to get into grad school). The good news is I passed, or at least got the score I needed to get into the graduate program I've got my eye on. The bad news is all the stress last night and this morning made me sick :(

King Of The Hill.
AWW. Okay. So I just saw the sweetest episode of KOTH ever. Bobby was found to be the next Buddha... and he figures out that if he is.. he cannot be with Connie. He's all... "I won't take the last test! I don't wanna be Buddha if I can't be with you!" Connie's all... "No! It would go against my total religion and I would be miserable if I didn't know if it was true or not..." So he took the test. Okay. So they lay out all the stuff again and Bobby has to choose one item. If he chooses the item that was owned by the last Buddha.. they know it is him. He glances them over.. and see's a mirror. Looking in the mirror he see's Connie. Bobby: I can choose ANY item I see on this rug? Monks: That is right. Bobby: Then I choose Connie! I see her right there in the mirror! Everyone is either happy or sad and Connie goes running into his arms to hug him, crying. They all leave and lesser monk is like.. "But that was his mirror! He chose his mirror even if just the r

The Death Of The Little Hen
Once upon a time the little hen went with the little cock to the nut-hill, and they agreed together that whichsoever of them found a kernel of a nut should share it with the other. Then the hen found a large, large nut, but said nothing about it, intending to eat the kernel herself. The kernel, however, was so large that she could not swallow it, and it remained sticking in her throat, so that she was alarmed lest she should be choked. Then she cried, cock, I entreat you to run as fast as you can and fetch me some water, or I shall choke. The little cock did run as fast as he could to the spring, and said, stream, you are to give me some water, the little hen is lying on the nut-hill, and she has swallowed a large nut, and is choking. The well answered, first run to the bride, and get her to give you some red silk. The little cock ran to the bride and said, bride, you are to give me some red silk, I want to give red silk to the well, the well is to give me some water, I am to take the

32-what She Doesn't Know
WHAT SHE DOESN'T KNOW IS SHE HAS THE POWER TO TURN A MAN INTO A CHILD THE SUN RISES EARLY EVERYDAY JUST TO SEE HER SMILE WHAT SHE DOESN'T KNOW IS HOW MANY WILLING SOULS THERE ARE TO HOLD HER IN THE RAIN HOW MANY SHOULDERS THERE ARE TO TRY TO EASE THE PAIN WHAT SHE DOESN'T KNOW IS HER EYES CAN STEAL THE RADIANCE OF THE MOON HER ATTITUDE CAN MAKE IT SNOW IN JUNE WHAT SHE DOESN'T KNOW IS HOW MANY DAYS SHE GIVES A REASON TO GET OUT OF BED ALL THE STUPID THINGS THAT HAVE NEARLY BEEN SAID

Men!
Men suck. Headgames suck. So I bring you the REASONS MEN SUCK! 1. They make you want them over and over again, and each time they hurt you like before 2. Just b/c it "feels right" means its ok. They completely forget about your feelings too. 3. They make you want them over and over again, and each time they hurt you like before(yes it deserves 2 spots) 4. Male pattern baldness 5. The geniuses tell your best friend secrets and expect them not to tell you 6. When they’re w/ their girlfriend they look at other girls 7. Scratch "their stuff" every 15 minutes 8. Everything they do is a competition 9. Toilet seat....terrible aim......got the picture? 10. Um, hi my eyes are up here, stop staring at my chest 11. They just can't be satisfied w/ one female 12. They don't take no for an answer 13. They’re hairy 14. Take advantage when you’re most vulernable 15. Think they could get anyone they wanted 16. Love and leave 17. Tell every friend how far they've gotten w/ you, or l

Tough Love Vs. Spanking
Most Americans think it's improper to spank children, so I have tried other methods to control my kids when they have one of "those moments." One that I found effective is for me to just take the child for a car ride and talk. They usually calm down and stop misbehaving after o ur car ride together. I've included a photo below of one of my sessions, in case you would like to use the technique. " " " " " " " " " " " " " " " " "

Reflections
Brilliant sunshine streamed into the master bedroom, between the cream coloured curtains, that were swaying gently in the morning breeze. Following the warmth of the sun was a slight trickle of cold air, which seemed to dance across the exposed areas of the two companions sleeping soundly. Slowly their bodies reacted to the change in temperature, from the musky heat of the night, to the fresh morning breeze, and their bodies became entwined, sharing their natural warmth. Nestling her head into the curved shoulder of her lover, Sarah slowly reached up and rubbed her eyes, before resting her gaze on James. "Good Morning sexy" she whispered, not wanting to wake him yet. James had recently begun work as a solicitor in a law firm in the city, and at present was working almost 16 hour days, and she had been busy organising a wedding for the last year, so they hadn't spent much time together. "You look so beautiful" she murmured, as her slender hand stroked the dark brown locks of his hair

This Blog Is Filled With Sadness
Damn... today is a sad day. Every time I talk to Corey, I get sad. It's been almost 2 years, you'd think I'd have learned to move on... but no... apparently I haven't. Sometimes I think I hate him, sometimes I never want to talk to him again... but in the end, I still love him. Yeah... still. He loved me... The only guy who ever has... and I pushed him away. I pushed away the guy who asked me to marry him. When I watched him walk away, I knew... I knew things would never be completely whole again... My heart would never be the same again... and I would never be completely there 100%. People walk away from me now and part of my trust goes too. You walk away once and I'll never completely trust you, there's no reason for me too. So keep doing it... you figure it out. I don't think I am all that bad of a person... I will love you with every ounce of my being, but if you don't feel the same, why should I care? Why should I? You obviously don't have anything investe

Things That R Collectors
PEOPLE WHO ARE OUT THERE AN CAN HELP IT WOULD BE APPICIATE. I HAVE A ROBERT BATMAN PICTURE..STUFF ON ROYAL FAMILY AN ELVIS PRESLEY-I ALSO HAVE STAMP COLLECTION-BASE BALL PICTURES-OLD HOCKEY PICTURE AN ALOT MORE BUT TO MUCH TO PUT DOWN .AS YOUS ALL KNOW I MOVED TO A SMALLER PLACE AN DONT HAVE ROOM FOR IT ALL NOW.. SO PLZ GET BACK TO ME IF YOU KNOW ANY ONE THATS INTERESTED IN ANYTHING.THX ALOT. DARLIN MOTHER

A Love For All Times
Breathless kisses Burning touches Soft-spoken words of love Urgently spoken words of passion. A man and a woman One complete love Since time began Predestined to be as one. We've been together before In other lifetimes We've fought dragons And have been torn from each others arms Yet our love prevailed. We've walked on this earth many times together Perhaps for a moment Perhaps for years But our heart is one heart And we were meant to be. So when our time on earth Once again comes to a close Have no worries my dear For we will find each other again And again And again. For our love is ageless Eternal A love for all time

Tom Waits - Alice
It's dreamy weather we're on You waved your crooked wand Along an icy pond with a frozen moon A murder of silhouette crows I saw And the tears on my face And the skates on the pond They spell Alice I disappear in your name But you must wait for me Somewhere across the sea There's a wreck of a ship Your hair is like meadow grass on the tide And the raindrops on my window And the ice in my drink Baby all I can think of is Alice Arithmetic arithmetock Turn the hands back on the clock How does the ocean rock the boat? How did the razor find my throat? The only strings that hold me here Are tangled up around the pier And so a secret kiss Brings madness with the bliss And I will think of this When I'm dead in my grave Set me adrift and I'm lost over there And I must be insane To go skating on your name And by tracing it twice I fell through the ice Of Alice And so a secret kiss Brings madness with the bliss And I will think of this When I'm dead in m

I Actually Laughed At This One!
All the organs of the body were having a meeting, trying to decide who was the one in charge. "I should be in charge," said the brain, "Because I run all the body's systems, so without me nothing would happen." "I should be in charge," said the blood, "Because I circulate oxygen all over so without me you'd all waste away." "I should be in charge," said the stomach," Because I process food and give all of you energy." "I should be in charge," said the legs, "Because I carry the body wherever it needs to go." "I should be in charge," said the eyes, "Because I allow the body to see where it goes." "I should be in charge," said the rectum, "Because I'm responsible for waste removal." All the other body parts laughed at the rectum and insulted him, so in a huff, he shut down tight. Within a few days, the brain had a terrible headache, the stomach was bloated, the legs got wobbly, the eyes got watery, and the blood was toxic. They all decided that the rectum sho

Lost And Found?
I have yet to find myself in this world so I am lost. Adrift on the sea of humanity with no one to be next to me. I should be used to it by now I suppose but I am not. My heart aches when I see friends with loved ones near and I have no one to turn to. I'm not sure what if anything I do wrong. I tend to think most people see me as a friends only person rather than something else. Of course given the drama in my life I can understand why someone would run the other way. It makes me want to curl up in a ball and just hide away but then how will I meet that someone who might change my life? Each day other rough time waking from the slumber where I dream of a better life for me and each day another disappointment. Maybe the next day will be better - one can hope. So I sit here alone on a weekend night listening to the crickets and frongs outside my window. Lulled to sleep by that sound I find myself finally at peace and thinking of the next day's adventure....and hopefully not d

Falling For Someone
Since I joined CherryTap, I have become attracted to someone and now I'm starting to fall for them. To me I think they are pretty and adorable. Age doesn't matter to me much really. I think that this person and I can have fun together and be kinky. I am starting to fall in love with them and it's driving me bonkers. Why does love have to be so hard and hurt? I was broken hearted several times and I hope I don't get broken hearted by them. Why can't I just hook up with them already? I'm like so dying to be held and kissed and hugged. I miss hugs and kisses and having fun and being happy. People ask me if I'm happy and the truth is I wasn't happy before, but I know that I would be happy with them. xoxoSheena

Forever My Love Will Be
FOREVER MY LOVE WILL BE When troubles bring you down and you don't know what to do, just look inside your heart and you'll know that I love you. Every one has a destiny to find, looking in your eyes I have found mine. You're all I ever wanted, you're all I'll ever need. I will be yours always, you will have my love for eternity.

Please Forgive Me Yet Once Again...
Well I have been having a rough time here, between school, work and my momma bein a bone head. She is real sick and refuses to talk to me, so I may not be here as much till i find out what is really wrong, she has a lot of ppl in hawaii that are really worried about her... now time for me to b mommy to my mommy... hugs n kisses

Ghosts Are Now Waiting For You.
Sweet berries ready for two ghosts are no different than you. Ghosts are now waiting for you. Are you... Sweet berries ready for two ghosts are no different than you. Ghosts are now waiting for you. Are you... Dreaming! Dreaming the night! Dreaming all right! Do we! Do we know, when we FLY? When we, when we go Do we die? Sweet berries ready for two ghosts are no different than you. Ghosts are now waiting for you. Are you... Sweet berries ready for two ghosts are no different than you. Ghosts are now waiting for you. Are you... Dreaming! Dreaming the night! Dreaming all right! Do we! Do we know, when we FLY? When we, when we go Do we die LALALALALALLALAALALALALALAALALALALA Do we, do we know When we fly When we, when we go Do we die

Divorce Letters Lol
Dear Wife, > > I'm writing you this letter to tell you that I'm leaving you for good. I've been a good man to you for seven years, and I have nothing to show for it. These last two weeks have been hell. Your boss called to tell me that you had quit your job today, and that was the last straw. > > Last week, you came home and didn't even notice that I had gotten a new hair cut, cooked your favorite meal and even wore a brand new pair of silk boxers. You came home and ate in two minutes, then went straight to sleep after watching all your soaps. You don't tell me you love me anymore, you don't want to have sex anymore or anything. Either you're cheating on me or you don't love me anymore. Whatever the case is I am gone. > > Signed, > Your EX-husband > > P.S. Don't try to find me. Your SISTER and I are moving away to West Virginia together! > Have a great life!!! > > ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ > > Dear Ex-

Video Affair
I've known you for a year and a day, From the net, online we plan, I see you on cam, you take a screenshot, I love you, yet know you not. We have our chats, online at night, Your voice I never knew, Our endless topics, in messenger, We type until we're blue. I want to take this to level two, The one I never knew, I want to know more than words and pics, No video, the real you. author: unknown

Free From His Leash
Free From His Leash I don’t desire to attempt this again not with you, we had our ups and downs now its time to bow out and discover someone else. I crave for someone to fulfill the barrenness left by so many- men like you. Someone to caress my essence and set free the woman I mask inside. All my life I have been searching for someone that will love me and that person is not you. Sorry to be so determined but time is not- what it used to be you’ve given to me three angelic keepsakes and for that I will always be grateful to you. So you need me back but I am not going to backtrack and lapse to surviving in the gray not when I sampled the illumination of deliverance on the tip of my tongue and had exhilaration course through my veins. Come home if you must but this home is one without trust- its nothing but the sentiments of us. I don’t care to drift down this same passage repeatedly. Today I am no longer linke

Unsure Anymore....
Sworen to protect the weak, to uphold the truth to believe in loyalty and honor.... Who's sword shall never be used to hurt those it is sworen to protect. Who's strength is only used to defend and never attack. I feel as though i am a dying breed .. few around who still believe in the same as i. I do not belong in this era ..No i belonged in the past i think , I would of lived a better life back then i think and things would of been much simpler.. Back when loyalty honor and courage meant something more then a pick up line at a bar or a hook to make another kid enlist... A title for a movie or a catch phraze to be used again and again until it is over used and forgotten... Where do i belong in such a world or in any world for that matter. Where do any of us belong... Why is there questions with no real answers? And prayers cried out only to only fall on deaf ears... For so many to cry out for power in moments of pain and if such power is received to only have it u

It's You.
Share your secrets, share your thoughts. I'll always be here for you in your times of trial and suffering. I'll never let you down, I'll never make you frown. I'll be your friend and maybe you best! You will be reciving a special place in my heart! It will stay there truely always and forever! Share your thoughts, share your dreams. Even if it seems unreal, It doesn't even have to be true!! It's You.

We Are One
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com I OFFER MY SELF TO YOU , AND FOR YOU MY MASTER , AND PLEDGE MYSELF TO YOU AS SLAVE IN LOVE AND OBEDIENCE , THE COLLAR YOU LOCK AROUND MY NECK WILL BE A SYMBOL OF OUR VOW, AND WILL SAY TO ALL OTHERS WE ARE ONE, TO LIVE AS ONE BODY , ONE SPIRIT, AND ONE MIND, ALWAYS TO LOVE AND PROTECT IN QUIET GRACE MY BODY IS ON FIRE AT THE THOUGHT OF YOUR TOUCH , A YEARNING AS NONE I HAVE KNOWN, AND WILL ONLY BE WHOLE WHEN YOU CLAIM ME AS YOURS, MY MIND IS NEVER STILL AS IT IS IN EROTIC TORMENT, AND IT LIES IN WAIT FOR OUR TIME OF CONSUMATION, MY LIPS BURN,EAGER FOR THE PRESS OF YOUR'S UPON THEM, A DESIRE THAT YOU NOURISH WITH YOUR DARKNESS, WE ARE A SURGING RIVER OF TORRENTIAL LUST , THAT RAGES AGAINST IT'S BANKS FOR RELEASE, AS WE ARE RELEASED FROM THE PAST TO BEGIN THE FUTURE AS ONE SOUL,

Fancy Eating Places
Before I was under house arrest, Nora and me went to Shanghai Charlie's Seafood Inn located next to Lake Ohmigosh. It's a fancy eating place. I usually steer clear of them type of places. Costs too much and they don't give you enuff to eat. Besides, Nora makes me wear a tie. I go ahead and do it. Nora wears a short skirt and black fishnet stockings which drive me wild. Nora is built real good with long pretty legs. You know what I mean? That's why I agree to wear a tie. We went in thar and it was dark. Candles were lit on the tables. Nora thought it was romantic. I thought it was cheap. Save on the electric bill. We finally get a seat after waiting fifteen minutes. And we was spozed to have had a reservation! Well, we go to our table. I wasn't drinking that night. I was driving. Nora got to drink her favorite wine. It is expensive, too. But I didn't care. Nora was paying the tab. We sat thar and listened to some jerk playing a fiddle. He was wearing a tux and playing some sissy music

Shhhh...it's A Secret
You see me as rational, as witty, warm and wise but underneath the mask I wear another spirit cries. You see me as a champion, you put your faith in me but underneath the mask I wear defeat is all I see. You see me as a survivor Who's mastered all the pain but underneath the mask I wear I think I am insane

"melt"
I was closed to all influence broken down and malcontent completely void of all affluence uninspired, cold and spent winter currents stole into me hardening my very core waxing and waning thorough the debris stealing my innocence like a whore then one day while I wandered lost and ragged, nearly lifeless inside, the beast still squandered turning my body into a recess I found a place far from the freezing that heated my insides, and ran out the libertine my heartbeat felt foreign and began seizing I thought that it was death's high sign.. I awakened to breathing that wasn't mine using his lungs vicariously the warmth he enveloped me in was divine yet my life still teetered precariously he taught me what it was to feel again and my heart was a willing initiate I was thawed to him like I'd never been exposed, my soul did emmoliate XxBarricadexX May 19 2006 ----------------------------- Notes: I just read this 1 for the 1st time today, and what do

"exposure"
Love is killing pessimism It's a shining optimism it burns brightly blinds who I've been and sheds light on who they always wished for me to be my blackened brain senses betrayal strike and recoil, strike and recoil... trust, faith hope, happiness.. foreign words that burn my tongue but I'm growing accustomed to this sensation I've never felt so exposed. XxBarricadexX February 6, 2006 ----------------------------- Notes: She is the sweetest bitch I've ever met. True statement.

"trust"
Where have you hidden my will to thrive oh so deeply behind your lies... you have blocked it from my sight the need to become filled with light what is now a barren stream was once overflowing with my hopes and dreams you've stifled my ability to overcome reality buried under all this sanity indifferent calm flows through this body silent screams echo and bring memory of all the times I thought you really cared for me I may never trust again because of all I learned from you, post-reign fallability is an inevitability when dealing with humanity to trust in another is to damn yourself. XxBarricadexX October 14, 2005 -------------------------- Notes: Too true beautiful, too true. Well, I'll be damned. :)

Busted!!!
I got busted again meeting a woman ive been chatting with!I think its not fair,i get bored and like meeting new people.Maybe i could do it without the sex??What ya all think?She mite divorce me!I hope not,i do love her but its an addiction,meeting new women and of course the sex.Should i go to counseling?Or say hell with it and try not to get caught or just stop meeting new women?Ive met about 5 women off the net.Is that wrong??

Inquisition
Inquisition There are so many things you need to do to please the human race you need to talk like them and walk like them and look like fantasies born Why should I be a clone? a figment of perverse imagination? Why can't they see the inner being? Does living always have to feel like a living curse? Why are all the hiding places taken? Questions asked are never answered find yourself through your tour of pain Welcome to this heartless nation where attraction is warped insane Bend over backwards hurdle over boulders Clean yourself up and cut your hair They'll never be satisfied no matter what you look like just as long as you're controllable inside like a fucking mind slave So why is it fat or thin they whine and stick their nose up their asses long hair, short hair, black or white schizophrenic tastes for schizophrenic minds Questions asked are never answered find yourself touring pain Talk into an empty well and hear your hollow

Work In Progress..started:: Dec 9 2004 Added To3/14/07
I am darkness I am light.. my purpose hereis not in sight. The reason is not known..the truth I know must soon be shown. As soon as things begin to be clear..I blink my eyes and sadly my answer disapears. I feel alot stronger, with the inner me..but knowing why I was chosen for this life..I may never see.

Well....
Ok, I think things are finally coming together, granted last minute and hectic...but all good right...Only one problem we still need a cake...lol..no one in liberal seems to know how to make a cake anymore...Oh well things will be ok... Ok, anywho...we're almost done and that's all that's important right...

Confession
My heart is breaking into a million pieces.... My mind is racing for a millions reasons.... For him, I am starting to fall..... Does he like me? not at all.... And I don’t know what to do or how to say it.... I just want to scream and give up on this shit.... Its not love this I know... But I like him... and it shouldn’t be so He’s not mine for me to need... But I feel as if my heart will bleed... I want to tell him but don’t know how... And I don’t think the time is now.

Pride
Pride I made the mistake of asking When I didn’t care to know You don’t have the feelings for me That you seem to like to show I am sorry if I seemed Like I cared about your taste But don’t continue sharing it Its just air you’ll waste My feelings have been damaged You don’t care to see I have feelings for you That you don’t have for me I’ll remember not to mention Anything I don’t care to hear And I’ll forget to tell you That I like to have you near You’re not worth my self-esteem My confidence or my pride Someday in the future I’ll make a beautiful bride I’ve been hurt by many You’re not the only one But sometimes I wish That I didn’t always run I flee from everything The good and the bad But usually my tears run When someone makes me sad I mist admit I like you No matter how hard that seems But even though you hurt me I still have my dreams

We All Need A Tree
I hired a plumber to help me restore an old farmhouse, and after he had just finished a rough first day on the job: a flat tire made him lose an hour of work, his electric drill quit and his ancient one ton truck refused to start. While I drove him home, he sat in stony silence. On arriving, he invited me in to meet his family. As we walked toward the front door, he paused briefly at a small tree, touching the tips of the branches with both hands. When opening the door he underwent an amazing transformation.. His face was wreathed in smiles and he hugged his two small children and gave his wife a kiss. Afterward he walked me to the car. We passed the tree and my curiosity got the better of me. I asked him about what I had seen him do earlier. "Oh, that's my trouble tree," he replied "I know I can't help having troubles on the job, but one thing's for sure, those troubles don't belong in the house with my wife and the children. So I just hang th

What Wwe Superstar Are U?
You scored as The Undertaker. you are like undertaker..u r very scary and some people think u are ... but at times u ar coolThe Undertaker100%Kane67%The Kane67%Jeff Hardy33%John Cena17%Triple H8%What cool WWE superstar are you?created with QuizFarm.com

Sexiest Cherry In Cowboy Hat For Contest
I will be holding another contest The Sexiest Cherry in a Cowboy Hat.. if you have a Pic of yourself in a cowboy hat or your significant other in one and would Like to be entered in the contest please Private message me the link of the pic you want entered ... the contest will Run for one week once the contest starts.. Comment bombing is allowed & You can comment bomb & rate yourself as well.. There will be a Female and a Male Winner depending on the Enteries I recieve ...send all links to Itsurangel

The Strange Effect Of Life
Has anybody ever noticed how you think of your own life as just that... 'yours" In truth, none of us have our own lives. Yea I know it sounds kind of imposing that none of us really have our own lives. But consider the facts. Each and every life on this planet is touched by another, and affected by those lives, in the same way that we each in turn affect all the others that we touch. Now here is where it get's wierd. How far have you really considered it. You can think of all the people that you know and touch the lives of. Seems kind of broad at that point. But you really cant stop there. You have affected all the people in you life in a way that no other person on the planet can. And all of them do the same. Just think. You show someone kindness, whether you really know them or not you have affected the course of their life. As they see others, they will in turn affect others, maybe even based on how YOU treated them. Yes, your very random act of kindness wi

Lost And Confused
Well as i go through life more and more i realize that things never seem to change.I do everything I can to make my life better but then I always have a desire for something I don't seem to be able to obtain.Its like when you have so much love to give and it seems no one wants love anymore love isn't the thing its stability, how much money you make, what you have or don't have.Why cant people love anymore?I just know I have really strong feelings for someone and lately I have not been able to spend any time with this special someone and it bothers me.It bothers me in so many ways like wondering if she actually cares as much as I do or is it just a game wondering if we will actually ever meet and if she truly desires too?I don't really have a clue but only time will tell. I am laying in my bed starring all around I am wondering what has got me to feel so down I am searching for something that can't be found I am looking for love its no where around am I looking to hard am I

Dreaming
Dreaming I used to dream of eyes so blue And loving arms to hold me. I used to dream of heroic knights And how gracious they would be. I used to dream of how I wouldn’t settle For anything less than best. I used to dream of how he would majestically Lay all fears to rest. I used to dream of fairy tales, How wondrous would they be I used to dream of story books All patterned after me. I used to dream of a lot of things, But the moment I met you, I immediately stopped dreaming, Because all of my dreams came true.

Tomorrow My Contest Starts. Bombs Away!!!! ;)
If ur willing to help me win this contest, hit me up on yahoo "Lovablejen33" :) I wanna win this contest, its a good one! And my dear friends last contest, why I entered. Thank you in advance to anyone who is willing to help me out. Have a great day!! xoxoxox Jen Starts 8 pm tomorrow night (est) Just click on the pic below, please rate and comment bomb. Ty THE KING AND QUEEN OF CHERRY TAP Contest starts April 4, 2007 at 8:00 pm est Contest ends April 15, 2007 at 8:00 pm est Prizes are as follows 1st place prize for the King is a Trophy, Yacht, Silver Motorcycle, Porsche, Tropical Vacation, Men's Bracelet, Rolex, Corvette, Platinum Cherry, Men's Ring & a weeks blast. 1st place prize for the Queen is a Trophy, Yacht, Silver Motorcycle, Porsche, Tropical Vacation, Rolex, Corvette, Platinum Cherry, Diamond Ring, Diamond Earrings & a weeks blast. 2nd place prize is a Trophy & Rolex 3rd place prize is a Trophy & a Diamond Ring (for the gals) Men's Ring (for the

In This Blog You Will Read About 30 Seconds To Mars....anything I Can Put On Here Without Worrying About Copyright Issues, You'll Find Here...
"A Beautiful Lie" Lie awake in bed at night And think about your life Do you want to be different? Try to let go of the truth The battles of your youth 'Cause this is just a game It's a beautiful lie It's the perfect denial Such a beautiful lie to believe in So beautiful, beautiful it makes me It's time to forget about the past To wash away what happened last Hide behind an empty face Don't ask too much, just say 'Cause this is just a game Everyone's looking at me I'm running around in circles, baby A quiet desperation's building higher I've got to remember this is just a game So beautiful, beautiful...

Breaking The Cycle
I give up on trying to fix it, this mess dealt to me to make right It's not okay, but I'll say it is to make you smile Wipe away my tears as I laugh through the pain I cause Blame me more I don't care, you matter not to me anymore, sick of waking up crying cause of my dreams and screaming out for help just to wiped clean and told to deal I know the reason you do this its a cycle, I refuse to conform too A branded anarchist, I'm the chaos in your life, have been since I was little I'm the reason you wake in the night to make sure the door are locked I'll never be you and thats what kills you the most I refuse to be a robot for everyone, doing what I'm told and saying my hands are bound I refuse to shatter lives around me just to keep my secrets silent

My Answers To An Actual Easter Crossword Puzzle
Keep in mind these are my answers to an actual crossword puzzle - they don't fit except for in my mind but hey I am the one that matters to me . . . Across 3. Another word for over. Blame - no hon it was your fault not mine 5. Another word for 'in back of' Fuck - or at least if you're doing in right 6. Makes eggs look pretty. Nothing - hehehe liquid chicken 7. A big meal at the end of the day. Twins . . . hehehe 9. Little egg-shape candies. Nipples - hey with cold weather around & they taste like candy at times 11. What some bunnies are made of. Cream - just ask Hef 12. What children hunt for on Easter. An escape route 14. The season of Easter. Is for hunting 15. The opposite of search. Destroy - oh wait that's seek isn't it 16. An animal that hides it's eggs. Transvestite - hmmm human I guess though huh Down 1. A word that describes Easter Eggs. Abortion 2. Water colour Girly 4. Another word for 'beneath' Fuck - for when y

Why Is There No Love For Me!!
Why is there no love for me, I searched for the answer but still don't see.. There was a time in my life, when I looked for a wife.. Now that is a distant dream, and I have no buisness on a balance beam. you see love is a serious matter, not just a bunch of on line chatter.. Now don't get me wrong, there are plenty of women with the same old song.. they do all that they can to find my heart and lock it, but in the end they just hang on because of my deep pocket.. but what I want is real, and it is deeper that just something you can feel.. But just so there is no misunderstanding about what I like, I want the kind of passion that keeps you warm all night.. A woman's body is special to me,and you are all queens to me.. But the kind of body that I crave, is the one that after one look you are a permanent sex slave.. let try to break it down to it's smallest part, I need a woman that also makes love with her heart.. yes I am and ass man and I love full lips too, I also love round hips and

Love....
ok for a few of yall you have heard this many times but its still botherin me...ok i was with brandon for almost 9 months and i truely loved him but i found out he cheated on me so i ended it and i thot i was over him so i gave derrick a chance and we really hit it off hes as i thot was gonna be the one guy that was different then all the others but i was wrong and i fell fast for him and i loved him but he lied to me and that hurts just as much as brandon cheatin on me but i still love the both of them and then theres this guy at my school that i never thot myself to like he used to be the geeky lil nerd kid in my class that i cheated off of jus os i can pass but over the years we became friends and hes changed ALOT hes still the really really smart guy at school but now hes clear over 6'4 or so and is muscular and he plays basketball and runs track and is at almost every single softball game weve had that was close enuff to drive too but im not sure on if he likes me but my friends s

A Billion Is A Difficult Number To Comprehend
Even money she gets it next time you hear a politician use the word "billion" in a casual manner, think about whether you want the "politicians" spending your tax money. A billion is a difficult number to comprehend, but one advertising agency did a good job of putting that figure into some perspective in one of its releases. A. A billion seconds ago it was 1959. b. A billion minutes ago Jesus was alive. c. A billion hours ago our ancestors were living in the Stone Age. d. A billion days ago no-one walked on the earth on two feet. e. A billion dollars ago was only 8 hours and 20 minutes, at the rate our government is spending it. While this thought is still fresh in our brain, let's take a look at New Orleans. It's amazing what you can learn with some simple division . Louisiana Senator, Mary Landrieu (D), is presently asking the Congress for $250 BILLION to rebuild New Orleans. Interesting number, what does it me

The Real Me (baby T)
If you look closely in to these eyes of mine, what do you see? a rose? a perfectly cut diamond? a burning flame? well, to tell the truth, it can be anything that you want to see, it's all in the state of mind. If you love me? you know, the real me, my heart is happy and is beating strong for you, but don't under estimate me, I will be a good friend to you, but I can double cross you if you don't watch your step and cross the line. I have been betrayed before, but promise me that you won't betray me. I'm not gonna run and hide from you anymore, just tell me what you want from me, I will be as kind and caring as a kitten, but I will be like a car and run you over if you are not careful and don't look where you are going. I just wanna be me.

Dave My Prayers Are With You My Sweet Friend
---- PLEASE REMEMBER DAVE AND HIS FAMILY IN PRAYERS PLZ--Just as I thougght things were getting better, something creeped round the corner and knocked me down again. I got a phone call this morning of my Ex, to inform me that my Son from that marriage has been diagnosed with Cancer, he is only 27 he'will be 28 later this year. Steven has severe Learning difficulties, due to been starved of air when he was born. Here is a photo of him taken last Christmas, he is between my 2 brothers, that is Caitlin and Charlene in the front---- Courtesy of MsTags.com--Courtesy of MsTags.com--Rockstar crazydave signed my guestbook@ CherryTAP--PLZ STOP BY AND LET HIM KNOW YOU ARE HERE FOR HIM THANK YOU L0VE AND PRAYERS WITH YOU DAVE AND YOUR FAMILY.GOD BLESS (repost of original by 'Sexy~Sissy~~~~~~owner of LITTLE SHOP OF HORRORS~~Bear Family' on '2007-04-06 14:52:51') (repost of original by '=(^_^)= ENGLA' on '2007-04-06 14:59:29') (repost of original by 'CT wifey of JWK197

Hmmm
Yeah Im having one of those nights..where ya just wanna have people pity you and cry by yourself. Seems like I have lots of those nights but not so much as I used to. I know my life is not what or how I want it to be so that depresses me. I know people get tired of reading these because it's pathetic but hey..you don't have to read ;) I wanted to just sit here and cry and just be invisible or just go to sleep and not wake up and then I realized I couldn't..a few very special "Pink" friends I guess knew something was wrong because honestly, when am I quiet? lol And apparently I needed them to notice in some way because I did feel better and I felt better after talking to someone who has been away for what seems like forever lol at least now I know he's not dead or killed by some wild canadian moose lmao So if I haven't seemed like myself then I'm sorry..I'm trying to get back to the Amy I wanna be and the Amy that I need to be...but yeah, that takes time. So if you have read this..thank

Request To Approve Comment
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Rating's On Cherry Tap = Server Overload's
Good Day all: Ok here is the low down. Cherrytap constantly nales me with rating to fast, and recently has been blocking me for ten minutes each time, this makes me leave the site and go do something else. I think that this defeats the purpose! I am sales Manager/lead Sales/webmaster for the leading systems Integration company http://www.nortech.bc.ca , in Northern BC, Canada. I deal in server's storage and file server technology every day of my life, network's amongst other things are a big part of my life. this server overload ruling is bullshit, because I have a latest technology system, that is obviously faster and more capable than the cherry tap server's. My point why should we all be insulted by these stupid server overload messages, when the fault lies in the old crap technology that Cherrytap is obviously running. You want to stop having server overloads, spend some of the hard earned money that this sight generates for you, and do some adding or upgrading,

Easter Humor
Signs The Easter Bunny Is Trying To Kill You : Can't shake that "some bunny is watching me" feeling Eggs dyed with Polonium 210 instead of food coloring You find beheaded chocolate molds of yourself scattered around the house Instead of hiding your Easter eggs, he's hidden your heart medication He sneaks into your home and paints skull and crossbones on all your Easter eggs Colored eggs look very similar to hand grenades Shows up at your place wearing a bunny-size space diaper Your brake lines have been gnawed through You wake up and find a chocolate horse's head in your bed He says he can't wait to snort your ashes Well on that note...Everyone have a great holiday... xoxo cammy

Wakefulness
2. Wakefulness Wakefulness is the way to life. The fool sleeps As if he were already dead, But the master is awake And he lives forever. He watches. He is clear. How happy he is! For he sees that wakefulness is life. How happy he is, Following the path of the awakened. With great perseverance He meditates, seeking Freedom and happiness. So awake, reflect, watch. Work with care and attention. Live in the way And the light will grow in you. By watching and working The master makes for himself an island Which the flood cannot overwhelm. The fool is careless. But the master guards his watching. It is his most precious treasure. He never gives in to desire. He meditates. And in the strength of his resolve He discovers true happiness. He overcomes desire - And from the tower of his wisdom He looks down with dispassion Upon the sorrowing crowd. From the mountain top He looks down at those Who live close to the ground. Mindful among the mindless, Awake wh

Mind
3. Mind As the fletcher whittles And makes straight his arrows, So the master directs His straying thoughts. Like a fish out of water, Stranded on the shore, Thoughts thrash and quiver, For how can they shake off desire? They tremble, they are unsteady, They wander at their own will. It is good to control them, And to master them brings happiness. But how subtle they are, How elusive! The task is to quieten them, And by ruling them to find happiness. With single-mindedness The master quells his thoughts. He ends their wandering. Seated in the cave of the heart, He finds freedom. How can a troubled mind Understand the way? If a man is disturbed He will never be filled with knowledge. An untroubled mind, No longer seeking to consider What is right and what is wrong, A mind beyond judgments, Watches and understands. Know that the body is a fragile jar, And make a castle of your mind. In every trial Let understanding fight for you To defend what you hav

Sagitarius
SAGITTARIUS November 23 - December 22 Ruling Planet: JUPITER, God of money, luck and good times between the sheets. Sagos are playful, laid back and oh-so fun to party with. They are wild, and may be the BADDEST party people you ever meet! One thing to be wary of is that Sagos like to talk SHIT! Sagos probably make better friends than lovers, but if you happen to score a one-nighter with them,be prepared to do stuff you've NEVER done before!Sagos are spontaneous and adventurous and most have probably been caught doing it somewhere public.When they find the right lover, they will give it 100s long as the commitment is returned. FAVE POSITION: They are up for anything. Quality AND Quantity. BEST SEX TOY: Handwrite a sexual fantasy of yours and leave it on their pillow. You'll be surprised at what happens next! SAGITTARIAN FEMALE IN BED The Sago woman is a handful! She changes her mind more often than not, is blunt, and oversensitive. But can u handle her open-minded se

Taking Back Control
Well, even with all the overwhelming events and information this past few weeks, I've managed to survive. The other night I finally stood up for myself. Most people would not be able to call me a quiet, submissive person that takes crap from people because most of the time, I'm not like that at all. There are, however, these certain people that have known me for quite some time that have been able to get to me. They dig down deep into my heart, soul, thoughts, memories, dreams, and past. They know things about me that I do not even know myself and they know just what to use against me to get me to do whatever they please. The other day I finally realized how to get out of all this and I actually did something for myself. It feels good to not only be getting out of this but to also know I did on my own. Life is looking up again and for now I am quite happy. Good day, all.

Who Is Senshi?
I do write for a living, but for that exact reason I often struggle to write anything about myself in depth. It always gets side tracked to some ulterior subject. So here's one of those lame Myspace quizzes. 100 Questions For Your Answering Pleasure!BasicsName::Dan Age::18 Height::6'1" Hair Color::Brownish black Eye Color::Blue School LifeWhat's your school's mascot?:Whatever i want it to be School color(s)?:Black and orange G.P.A.?:Probably around a 3.3, but im homeschooled Who is your favorite teacher?:Mr Love (grade seven) What do they teach?:He was a general teacher Is this your favorite class?:Not particularly. InternetDo you use any instant messengers?:Yep. If so, which ones?:MSN, Yahoo, AIM, Skype About how many hours a day do you spend online?:Too many ;p Do you have a digital camera?:Yep If so, do you post pictures of yourself online?:Tons MusicDo you play any instruments?:Yep If so, what one(s)?:Drums, and i sing 3 Favorite Genres Of Music::Ska, Punk, Rockabilly 3 Favorite

Is This An Adult Site?
What I think are reasonable claims for less and more stringent "interpretation" of NSFW rules in particular cases etc. (were I a bouncer which I am not. Etc. sigh. ...) could be made but I have seen an argument made in favor of dropping the whole kit and kaboodle, as I recall- "this is an adult site". Erm. One has to claim that one is 18 or older to have an account here, and therefore to see tagged images, blogs, etc. (Tagged blogs are visible to people not on one's list, I found, but not to people who've chosen in their profile preferences not to view NSFW material, and not to people who aren't logged in to their account!) One does not have to be logged in to an account to simply type in www.cherrytap.com and see any material in public areas of the site, and that's an argument for keeping that material restricted to unrestricted viewing- to what would be willing to see viewable by the public. True "adult sites" under law at least require one to certify that one is 18 or ol

Sane? Insane? Moot Point!
I WAS POSED WITH THIS TOPIC, QUESTION, WHATEVER: If a woman suffering from a severe psychological disorder loses touch with reality and commits a crime, shoul she b punished? Present an argument for and against punishment. What if a chemical imbalance in a man's brain is linked to his aggresive behavior, which id later results in a homicde? Should that man be held accountable for his actions? What should happen to these people, and who should decide their fate? A jury? A judge? A clincal psychologist? Provie arguements supporting each of these three as the appropriate decision maker" FORGIVE TYPOGRAPHICAL ERRORS, AS IT IS JUST COPIED AND PASTED, HOWEVER.... this is my response. -ahem- Should a woman, or any person be treated differently merely because a lawyer "proves" them to be suffering a severe psychological disorder? Not in the slightest, killing is killing, whether done for duty, profit, or fun. If someone takes a life, a life is expected to be taken in return. However, ‘an

Dense
mystery, is easy, hide in the fog of your creation. forgetting, that distance breeds distance, and the astronomy that allows us to find one another, grows more complex because of added trajectory. earthbound fog, complecates our telescopes even more, you create it, I create it. and all of it, hides out stars.

Service-connected Disabilities - File Early !
Service-connected disabilities - File Early ! Posted By Doug Nelson at 5:17 AM So far, We've talked about Post-traumtic Stress Disorder as a service connected disability. Actually, you have the right to file a claim for health problems and injuries incurred in military service, or, if pre-existing, were aggravated by military service. Why file a claim? You may be paid compensation for the degree to which the disability affects your ability to earn a living. If severe enough, you may get Vocational Rehabilitation, a better education deal. You may file VA Form 21-526e as you leave the service, IF you can be sure that your service medical records will be sent in to the VA Regional Office in your state of residence along with this form. If you are already out, get VA Form 21-526 from www.VA.gov and start working on it. Keep a copy of Copy 4 of your DD214 to send in with it. Get to a local veterans services rep, or a trusted member of a veterans services organization for help wi

O Great Spirit, Hear Us
O Great Spirit, whose voice we hear in the winds and whose breath gives life to all the world, hear us. We are small and weak. We come to you to find strength and wisdom. Let us walk in beauty and make our eyes ever behold the sunset. Make our hands respect the things you have made and our ears sharp to hear your voice. Make us wise so that we may understand the things you have taught our relatives. Let us learn the lessons you have hidden in every leaf and rock. We seek strength, not to be greater than our brothers and sisters, but to fight our greatest enemy-ourselves. Make us always ready to come to you with clean hands and straight eyes. So when life fades, as the fading sunset our spirit may come to you without shame.

I Dunno
both feet in the grave all I need is to fall, that one last slip A teetering in my subconscious, a screaming inside me that need to get said. There's never an easy way out Take a deep breath and close it up, speaking only makes it worse, reliving my own personal hell daily, my punishment for breathing.

Which Heart Is Yours?
There are two types of hearts in this world. Some are like glass and some are hard as stone. The glass heart is delicate and fragile like fine crystal. It is not weak or shallow yet it is not meant to be played with. When light hits it, it exudes a brilliance all its own and compares to nothing else. The light they reflec touches everyone it comes in contact with. The Glass heart reflects beauty and love, peace and kindness. These hearts are made to be cherished and set apart from all others. If you have the good fortune to meet this special heart, be careful not to break it. The broken heart turns to a heart of stone. It becomes cold, dark, and course. It cannot comfort, light no longer penetrates it. It has nothing left to reflect. Hate and bitterness darken it. A heart without love is nothing!

I Met A Special Person
I have met someone real cool on CT. Her name is Frenchtwist... I started sending a gift to her. Me being the smartass i can be said i would send her a gift for seven days. It started as a joke. She called me on it. Around three o'clock the next day she hit me up and asked where her second gift was. Well i could not let my mouth wright a check my ass could not cash. So i sent her the seven gifts. Since then we have become great friends. I cant wait to beable to just say at least hi to her.. She has become A special friend.. I have seen all kinds of pepole with ct wifey /hubby beind thier names. So I asked some one about it and found out that it is a ct thing. So as i was talikng to Frenchtwist i asked her to be my ct wife.. She said YES.. The only thing is I dont know how to make that happen. So if anyone can help point me in the direction I need to be in I would be so geatful..

Elizabethtown...
I sit in my office watching a movie I vowed I would never watch due to it would probably make me cry. And you know I hate crying, it shows I am weak at times, it shows I am a woman. I hurt and I bleed, and yes I do cry it just takes alot to get me there. So I'm watching this movie, and seeing how the leading female character changes the leading male character's life is a more positive way. I am reminded how much you mean to me. I am reminded that with just a simple look, text, or call how you ground me again. How you make this mess of a person feel so important. You seem to be willing to take my offers more now a days. Less timid to say no, and more willing to say yes when I offer to help you out. I'm starting to get you, I'm starting to fall for you, I'm starting to like this whole distance thing. I've stopped feeling like I need to be someone I am not. I can enjoy music again, I can cry, I can be weak. Because in the end I feel like you would be there to catch me, and hol

Remind Me Never To Be Nice Again.
So a friend of mine, gets kicked outta her house by her dad. Well her mom lives in Cali and cant come get her until a few weeks from now. So since I live in a two person dorm room all by myself, I said hey ya know what, you're more than welcome to come stay with me. I laid it down for her though, I can't help you with food too much, I'm a messy person, andI won't be here half the time due to class and work an my own social life. She says ok cool, she has 7 bucks, doesnt eat alot and will even clean up my messes. Im like ok sweet, so i go get her and all her stuff, she gets settled in, and for the next few days....she barely even talks to me. i take her to walmart, she buys a movie with her 7 bucks....instead of food or anything, she acts a complete fool in front of some dude that works there, embarrassing everyone, and im just like.... ok whatever. So she tells me saturday, that shes decided to go back to live with her dad, and she needed me to take her back. i was like....sure i gu

My Little Girl
Death of a Child Sandy Eakle Sorry I didn't get to stay. To laugh and run and play. To be there by your side. I'm sorry that I had to die. God sent me down to be with you, to make your loving heart anew. To help you look up and see Both God and little me. Mommy, I wish I could stay. Just like I heard you pray. But, all the angels did cry when they told little me goodbye. God didn't take me cause He's mad. He didn't send me to make you sad. But to give us both a chance to be a love so precious .. don't you see? Up here no trouble do I see and the pretty angels sing to me. The streets of gold is where I play you'll come here too, mommy, someday. Until the day you join me here, I'll love you mommy, dear. Each breeze you feel and see, brings love and a kiss from me.

Banana Nut Bread
2 OLD NUTS 1 LARGE BANANA 2 LOVING EYES 2WELL SHAPED LEGS 1 FUR LINED MIXING BOWL. 2 MILK CONTAINERS LOOK INTO 2 LOVING EYES PART 2: 2 WELLSHAPED LEGS GENTLY SQUEEZE 2 MILK CONTAINERS GREASEFUR LINED BOWL ADD1 LARGE BANANA AN COVER WITH 2 OLD NUTS WORK GENTLY TELL WELL GREASED. BE SURE TO WASH MIXER DO NOT LICK THE BOWL IF CAKE STARTS TO RISE LEAVE TOWN. TAKE 2 WITH 8 INCHES FOR 5 FIVE MINUTES 9 MONTHS=1 KID

Wish Upon A Star
I believe in my heart and soul that we were meant to be with one another. I think about you everyday and night. When I was with you You were the light of my life. You are the best thing that has ever happened to me and I wish upon a star for you to return back by my side. The love that I hold for you in my soul is greater than an ocean or the sky above. Please forgive me for all the hurt that I have caused you. I love you, and I always will until the day that I die. Hopefully, when that day comes, I will still have you by my side and you will be the last angel face that I see. I will be able to Have you hold me in your arms one last time, and I will be able to Look in your eyes and tell you how much I love you and how much you really mean to me. I love you!!

Normal Sex
You scored as Normal Sex. You like to do the things the way they were meant to be done. But this doesn't mean you can't be an animal in bed.Normal Sex89%Orgy61%Oral Sex44%Phone Sex39%Anal Sex17%Cyber Sex17%Gay Sex0%What kind of SEX do you love? (pics)created with QuizFarm.com

Kinky Lol
You scored as Very Kinky. You are very Kinky. Yuo are not over the top but you like kinky arousements and you are willing to try something new every time. You will make a very fun sex partnerVery Kinky70%A WUSS !!50%Average30%A Sicko10%How sexual are youcreated with QuizFarm.com

Stupid Fucking People
HEY ALL I JUST WANNA COMMENT ON THE FACT THAT PEOPLE R FUCKING, I REPEAT FUCKING, STUPID. RECENTLY.....PEOPLE HAVE BEEN GIVING OUT "INFO" ABOUT A PEDOPHILE WEBSITE....A SUPPOSED HAVEN OF SORTS FOR THOSE INTO CRADDLE-ROBBING. YERS TRULY DID NOT GO TO SAID SITE, AND I AM PERSONALLY HOPING ITS A JOKE.....BUT WAT UPSETS ME THE MOST IS THAT THESE STUPID PEOPLE PUT A LINK, CLEAR AS DAY, IN THE FIRST SENTENCE OF THE BULLETIN, "WARNING" YE TO NOT GO THERE.....AND IF YE HAVE COMMON SENSE...WHICH IF YER READIN THIS THEN THAT MEANS YER MY FRIEND AND MOST OF MY FRIENDS HAVE COMMON SENSE.....YE FIRST OF ALL ONLY WOULDA GIVEN INFO ABOUT Y ITS SO BAD BUT MOST OF YE WOULDNT HAVE PUT A DIRECT LINK TO IT....AGAIN DRIVING HOME MY POINT THAT THERE IS A LOT OF STUPID FUCKING PEOPLE IN THIS SITE NOW IN CASE THIS IS SOME BIG JOKE I ONLY HAVE THE FOLLOWING TO SAY..... YALL SOME SICK FUCKS

Jokes!! Cuz Everyone Needs To Laugh!
Your are 100% Oklahoman IF.... >1. You can properly pronounce Eufaula, Gotebo, Okemah, Chickasha and >Tahlequah. > >2. You think that people who complain about the wind in their states are >sissies. > >3. A tornado warning siren is your signal to go out in the yard and look >for a funnel. > >4. Your idea of a traffic jam is ten cars waiting to pass a tractor on >the highway. > >5. You've ever had to switch from "heat" to "A/C" in the same day. > >6 You know that the true value of a parking space is not determined by >the distance to the door, but by the availability of shade. > >7. Stores don't have bags, they have sacks. > >8. You see people wear bib overalls at funerals. > >9. You think everyone from a bigger city has an accent. > >10. You measure distance in minutes. ("I'm about 5 minutes away.") > >11. You refer to the capital of Oklahoma as "The City." > >12. It doesn't bother you to use an airport named for a man who died in >an airplane cras

Chapter 3
Chapter 3 Chris softly pulled Kim to him and kissed her shoulder. “Good evening little one” He whispered softly into her ear. She yawned and rubbed her eyes. “Did you sleep well?” Chris asked as he sat up, she did not answer him. “You know Kim; I know more about you than you think.” “Oh really now….well, I guess I know more about you too.” She said to be smartass. “Like what do you think you know about me?” “That you were an asshole, but now you’re a stalker and kidnapper as well.” She saw her words seem not to move him. “Does the name Raven Nightrain, mean anything to you?” Kim sat up at looked at him dead in the eyes. “That my mothers name, but where, how did you find that name?!” He smiled softly, and pushes some of his hair back. “She is, well was my fathers best friends’ wife, and you are his daughter. This also makes you my fiancé.” He said softly. Kim was in shock. She had never met her father, and when her mother was still alive, she could never remember a time

Did God Send You?
Did God send you? A 2nd grader asked her mother the age-old question: How did I get here?..:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" /> Her mother told her: "God sent you." "Did God send you, too?" asked the child. "Yes, Dear," the mother replied. "What about Grandma and Grandpa?" the child persisted. "He sent them also," the mother said. "Did he send their parents, too?" asked the child. "Yes, Dear, He did," said the mother patiently. "So you're telling me that there has been NO sex in this family for 200 years? No wonder everyone's so grouchy around here."

Just A Few Jokes...oh Those Blondes....
First I have to say if your a blonde, please dont take offense... A married couple were asleep when the phone rang at 2 in the morning, the wife ( undoubtedbly blonde ) listened a moment and said "How should I know, thats 200 miles from here!" the husband said who was that? the wife said I dont know, it was some woman wanting to know if the coast was clear! ************************************************* two blondes were walking down the street. one noticed a compact on the sidewalk and leaned down and picked it up. she opened it and looked in the mirror and said "hmmmmm this person looks familiar". the second blonde said "here let me see!"so the first blonde handed her the compact, the second one looked in the mirror and said " you dummy thats me!" ************************************************* A blonde suspected her boyfriend of cheating on her, so she went out and bought a gun. she went to his apartment unexpectedly and when she opened the door she found him in the arms o

Soar Throat
I have a soar throat and I am really pissed off about it! It hurts to swallow and I still have to go to work tonight ajdfhuayhefjasdf On the bright side, tomorrow is my very last day of school and then I will be an official college grad :)

Artist Contest Updated
Trying to find the ~ Best Artist ~ On CT! HAS TO BE OF YOUR OWN DESIGN WORK ! EITHER BLK/GRY DESIGNS OR BETTER YET ANY ART DESIGN MADE BY YOU. ALL ART DESIGNS ARE ELEGIBLE MADE BY A PC PROGRAM IS ELEGIBLE FOR ENTRY! Morphs are also allowed in contest! 1st Pic is...... with 1 comments 2nd Pic is...... with 1 comments 3rd Pic is...... with 1 comments 4th Pic is...... with 1 comments 5th Pic is...... with 1 comments 6th Pic is...... with 1 comments Comment bombing and self bombing is allowed! Contest will start 4/16 thur 4/23. If u would like to enter Plz send pic link to my messages and i will enter you in contest or tell me which pic and i will rip it for u! Great prizes to be given away! Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~*~SeXxY ~*~ MaMa~*~ MaRiA~*~Owner of A.F.H~*~And ~*~Angel * Family~*~ (repost of original by

Ugggh I Want To Scream
UGGH I want to scream my head off. I am so sick of things sometimes when things start looking up and getting better for us .It seems like it then start going down hill for while for us with something. Let me explain what I am talking about now, well Me and Tim was on our way to go take my written test the first step to get my licenses ,then we was going to go out to his work to pick up a Tupperware order, and see if they got any more cars in that I liked. But we couldn’t do any of that at all, because the Buick is now down and the Camaro is still at Tim’s work the guy that works with Tim hasn’t even checked it out yet. So as of right now we have no car uggggh, all I want to know is why us, it seems like when things get better it starts going down hill. Well I know right now I am so sick of life. Tim tells me is nothing to worry about, but he is worried. We can’t go with out a car so I hope this Guy can fix the timing light on the Camaro today. And until I get my licenses I won’t get a

Malkavians
Malkavian From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia The Malkavians are a fictional clan of vampires from White Wolf Game Studio's books, role-playing games Vampire: The Masquerade and, Vampire: The Dark Ages. In modern times, they are associated with the Camarilla. Their symbol is a broken mirror. White Wolf states, "Stories speak of an epidemic of contagious dementia exploding among those of Malkav's blood. Malkavians frequently haunt asylums, hospitals, and slums. As with all the vampire clans in the World of Darkness setting, Malkavians suffer from a specific flaw: in this case, they are incurably insane. However, many Malkavians believe their insanity to be a strength rather than a weakness. Exactly why they all suffer from insanity is unknown, but according to the Book of Nod, all third-generation vampires were cursed by Caine after the second-generation vampires were destroyed. One of these third-generation vampires was Malkav, the one Malkavians come from. According to Mal

Noticeable Notice !
This one goes out to all the people that took the time to, at least, visit my profile. I feel compelled to show these chosen few some love and thank them by stating my gratitude thast they've done so. Even though I've been a member for such a short time on this particular site on the electronic super-highway, I think that there are a few things that I still need to learn and I will continue to do what I can. The time that I spend on "cherrytap" is limited because my days are set aside for school purposes. I guess that if I were to be engrossed in participating in some of the things that are offered for a person to do, but in relation, I could possibly miss out on doing something that may be in my best interests to tend to - rather than trying to collect a bunch of points that only have imaginary use. Anyways, I don't want to come off like a person that tries to - should - people to bend to legitimate reasons for not being a CHEERY. But, I guess that's the way that the cookies cr

More About Mom's Death. . .
Mom got home from the hospital yesterday evening. She had sat on her bed for about 20 minutes when she thought she was gonna get sick. Well 5 seconds later she was throwing up blood. We rushed her to the ER where they then decided that she should be taken in the emergency helicopter to St. Joseph where she died on the way.

16 Rules (good Stuff)
I don't remember where I got this from but it's some pretty good advice.Hopefully you walk away from reading this with something that will work for you. Here are the 16 rules I try to live by: 1. Get and stay out of your comfort zone. I believe that not much happens of any significance when we're in our comfort zone. I hear people say, "But I'm concerned about security." My response to that is simple: "Security is for cadavers." 2. Never give up. Almost nothing works the first time it's attempted. Just because what you're doing does not seem to be working, doesn't mean it won't work. It just means that it might not work the way you're doing it. If it was easy, everyone would be doing it, and you wouldn't have an opportunity. 3. When you're ready to quit, you're closer than you think. There's an old Chinese saying that I just love, and I believe it is so true. It goes like this: "The temptation to quit will be greatest just before you are about to succeed." 4. With rega

Ok Im Back
Well lets see ...ALOT of drama has occurred here lately and i began deleting my account. I found out I have alot of friends who want me to come back. so without further tadoo...TAAA DAHHHHHHHHHH IM BACKKKKKKKKKKKK...please lets ALL get along....CTs sposed to be fun..ill give it one more try

Hot Friends
I want to make things clear. I have a girlfriend, she knows I am a flirt on here. I am a people person. Which means I love to meet people from all over the world. She is the love of my life and I drive her crazy when I am on here. (PC) So Thank you all for being and wanting to be my friends. Don't be a stranger. Mark

You Never No !!!
Around the corner I have a friend, In this great city that has no end, Yet the days go by and weeks rush on, And before I know it, a year is gone. And I never see my old friends face, For life is a swift and terrible race, He knows I like him just as well, As in the days when I rang his bell. And he rang mine but we were younger then, And now we are busy, tired men. Tired of playing a foolish game, Tired of trying to make a name. "Tomorrow" I say! "I will call on Jim Just to show that I'm thinking of him." But tomorrow comes and tomorrow goes, And distance between us grows and grows. Around the corner, yet miles away, "Here's a telegram sir," "Jim died today. " And that's what we get and deserve in the end. Around the corner, a vanished friend. Remember to always say what you mean. If you love someone, tell them. Don't be afraid to express yourself. Reach out and tell someone what they mean to you. Because when you decide that it is t

Any Fans Of Hedo
Any fans of Hedo out there? I've been a number of times and I'm thinking of going back. Maybe we could get a Cherrytap group going and get a group rate. Its just an idea. Let me know if there are any takers on it and I will see what I can do.

Chief Flinchum (vt)
Ok. It has to be said, and I'm going to say it. The Blacksburg police department dropped the ball big time! I'm referring, of course, the the Virginia Tech shooting. If you followed the news on this, you know that 2 people were killed 2 hours prior to the other 31 people. Do you understand what I'm getting at here? They had 2 hours to shut that campus down until this nut job was found, or at the very least, to make sure he wasn't still on campus! This is what the police chief had to say as his excuse... At televised news conferences this afternoon and this evening, Chief Flinchum and Mr. Steger tried to explain why authorities did not act to secure the rest of the campus immediately after the first shooting. Chief Flinchum said that initially officials thought that the shooting was “domestic,” suggesting that it was between individuals who knew each other, and isolated to the dormitory. He said the campus was not shut down after the first shooting because authorities thought that t

Do You Love Me?
Are You In Love or in Desire Do you Love me? Would you hold me threw the night, If i told you I couldn't sleep? Would smile and kiss me Even if i just tripped over something? Or would you laugh and embarrass me? Would you get mad, if i called you late at night because i missed you, Or would you talk to me until morning? Would you kiss my hand, and tell me yo love me, What would you do if you could never kiss me again, what would you do if i told you my heart was broken, would you try to fix it, would you make me laugh, and what would you do if i told you i wanted no other, would you run scared, or hold me tighter because you want the same, would you forgive me.. if i made a mistake, or throw me away like a piece of trash, would you take a bullet for me, to save my life, would you lay down and die, If I said I was going to die and i wanted my last day to be with you, Or would your life go on like I'd want it to, Would you be the first person to cry, Woul

Pre~dating Exclusively Agreement
Pre~dating Exclusively agreement! PRE DATING EXCLUSIVELY AGREEMENT.... (our my comments) 1. Before I agree to date you and only you, you must read and agree to all statements in this contract. By signing this you take full responsibility to ensure all rules are followed. By not signing this agreement, dating exclusively is null and void. This contract is NON-NEGOTIABLE! 2. If you stop insulting Nascar racing and concede that it is a real sport, that it takes talent and skill, I will stop calling your WWE wrestling a bad soap opera with untalented actors. However, I won't stop thinking it. 3. If you take a genuine interest in racing, I will be more than happy to help you gain an intimate understanding of the sport. 4. Events and activities are to be planned AROUND NASCAR races. So learn the race schedule. Under special circumstances, this may not apply, However, If I will miss a race, it must be taped using TWO VCRs (just in case one fails). NO special circumstanc

Underwear
OK...it's roughly 6:00 PM right now. I get up at 2:00 AM and leave for work. Here's my question: If I shower right now, and put on clean underwear, then wear the same underwear to work in the morning, does that mean I'm wearing dirty underwear?

If I Was Your Girlfriend
1.) How many times a day would you kiss me? answer: 2.) Would you hold me? answer: 3.) Would you have sex with me? answer: 4.) Would you take me places? answer: 5.) Would you love me? answer: 6.) Would you lie to me? answer: 7.) If I was sick what would you do? answer: 8.) Would you leave me for one of my friends? answer: 9.) Want to have a future with me? answer: 10.) Would you listen to all my problems and help me solve them? Answer: 11.) Would you introduce me to your mom/dad? answer: 12.) Would you care about what I wore when we go out? answer: 13.) Would you hang out with me AND my friends? answer: 14.) If your friend tried to get with me what would you do? answer: 15.) If me and one of your friends argued, whose side would you be on? answer: 16.) Would you give me your CT password? answer: 17.) If I gave you mine would you read all my mail? answer: 18.) If I said I loved you would you say it back? answer: 19.

Relay For Life!!!
Relay For Life!!! Relay For Life!!! Hello Everyone, So yesterday was relay for life poker run... Yay!!! No one showed up for the poker run but we got alot of the puddle fest to eat so we made $250 for the relay... Now Funny Funny Story!!! I had made cupcakes for the relay... Had them in this huge cake box... Leaveing the relay my mom did not tie down the box... And sat it on top of another box... Well going home the box flew off the back of the truck and hit my sisters car.. One half of the box went under and the other half went over... YES YES I GOT PICTURES!!! I hope everyone has a great day!!! *mwah* -Minga

I Miss You
I MISS YOU I long to lose my cursed thoughts To the blessed release of sleep The chilled night air to match my heart Good company they keep Yet still I think of only you The one I do not love I wait in sounds solitude For your call that may never come Once the fire intense and strong Inside my belly, burned Thirst for you unquenchable Your smile your touch, I yearned, Your words a chasm of desires You thundered my whole world You took my hand and lead me here My sweet surrender now unfurled, There is no belly fire tonight No quiver of my thigh No sweet dreams of what could be No silken words to lift me high No matter how I comfort self That this is what it should be My body yearns to hear your call Feel you, once again, right next to me, I cannot help but wonder If your thoughts drift back to us How you felt when I was near Of all that we now miss I would creep inside your door If my heart, were with you somehow On bended knees would whis

True Friend
Well this a blog to tell u about a true friend that is sweet and kind to others, she has the biggest heart and i love her. i met this girl in high school and she never knew i had a crush on her until now. But now I have the chance to be with her always and I hope she knows this that i care about her and always will.

Friends Promise And Words
A friend I will be , through the good to share all the times of joys and luaghters and through times of sorrow and tribalation to give a shoulder and a guiding hand through the pain and woes. My friendship comes with no limits or conditions for Im here of my own accord but remember most Im always here as a friend.

21 Fine Words Of Advice
There's some mighty fine advice in these words from the Anthony Robbins organization ONE. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully. TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other. THREE. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want. FOUR. When you say, "I love you," mean it. FIVE. When you say, "I'm sorry," look the person in the eye. SIX. Be engaged at least six months before you get married. SEVEN. Believe in love at first sight. EIGHT. Never laugh at anyone's dream. People who don't have dreams don't have much. NINE. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely. TEN. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling. ELEVEN. Don't judge people by their relatives. TWELVE. Talk slowly but think quickly. THIRTEEN. When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smi

Feeling Lost
This is a feeling I'm not real at ease with...feeling lost..feeling weak...yet here I am..feeling the biggest weenie ever cause no matter what I do the tears are just comeing. It sucks. Maybe it's all the worrie hitting me now...maybe it's the being burnt out from doing all the gigs last night. *sees time* ok Sat night. I haven't slept so to me it's last night.I'd do all those gigs all over again. I did them for the lady I love so damn much..I was gonna do what it took... guess that's all for nothing now too. Godz I'm feeling so...lonely...so..like I can not go on...WTF? This is not my style. I couldn't handel being around the rest of my kin not even the sweet darling=Bella boo=. That's why I snuck to an "off limits" part of this huge place. The call was to strong.I didn't feel like battleing myself so I just came. Noone will give a fuck anyway. And that's odd for me too. I love hanging with my kin & I love that wee bella more then I can tell you.But I HAD to be away from them

The Fuck Do I Know About Diamonds???
Well, it's been a while. I truly didn't intend on taking a month (or more) off writing, but I've been busy with lots of school work. And then, when I have felt like writing a blog, I've literally sat down a dozen times to write... but nothing ever seems to form. In fact, I feel that way now, but I'm forcing myself to write, so I appologize ahead of time for the lack of quality in this blog. So where should I begin? (The beginning silly) "Fuck you" (Yes, I talk to myself, fuck off) Welp, things are goin well in the homefront. Cryssi is doing well. She wanted to get her hair cut, so about a week and a half ago, she talked me into it, and Donnie cut her hair. It falls to her shoulder; Very cute. She's growing up SO quickly. She turns FREAKING 9 YEARS OLD Tuesday!!!!!! In fact, today (well yesterday, now) marked the 1-month before my own "Year of Life". One month left to stare down the barrel of 30 years old. *sigh* What am I gonna do? Know what I'd like to do? Yeah, only someone ex

My Family.. Check Them Out!!
Just Wanted To give a shout out to my Family.. These are the people that Make me Smile Everytime I see them online!! You guys Kick Ass!! The Rated R Superstar@ CherryTAP bloomer@ CherryTAP masterhead@ CherryTAP STEWIE GRIFFEN@ CherryTAP &E@ CherryTAP (IM 18 )YOUNG LOVE@ CherryTAP shadow-dad@ CherryTAP Never Said I Was An Angel@ CherryTAP cheekygirl@ CherryTAP Christian1369~ Member of the UNITED AS ONE BOMB SQUAD ~@ CherryTAP Nick@ CherryTAP I NEED SOMEONE TO LOVE!!!!!!

Do I Have To Buy My Slutty Secretary A Gift?
A coincidence that National Lingerie Week and National Administrative Professionals Week (Secretary's Week) is the same week? I don't think so. http://library.thinkquest.org/2886/clo.htm

The Fire Inside
We do this thing we love so much, Each and every Saturday night. Sometimes we take the checkered flag, And sometimes we have to fight. A big dirt oval is where we play, That's where we truely feel alive. It's not for the money or glory at all, We're jsut searchin for that perfect drive. It's where grown adults become kids again, The troubles of the world will have to wait. If I just get a run commin out of two, I could pass this guy down the long back straight. I know that fire that burns inside, The dream to go big time. I know that fire all to well, Cause your dreams are just like mine.

How F***d Is This
Yesterday Iam sitting here minding my business and a former co worker calls me and tells me my job is gone!!!! I was like wtf....So I call work and find out wth is goin on and the manager says "oh where was ya...ya was suppose to be here from 2-8" I was like wtf....I knew that my job was on the line so why in the fuck do ya think I wouldve jepordized NOT going in? Fuck I looked at my schedule over and over and over b4 leaving Sunday and it showed my schedule as being what it was the week b4....Same damn schedule and then all of a sudden BOOM I was to work yesterday? Thats so fucked up!!! I swear they re did the schedule just to set me up cause when I left on Sun my ass was scheduled OFF on Mon. And now cause of it Iam outta a job and now I highly DOUBT my kids will be coming home now like they was suppose to be in June!!!! I guess thats what I get for working for fucking pitiful ARABS!!!!

Me Against The World
whats the deal, i work, i play, and now one cares, i try to do things but the world won't let me, i push, claw, fight, kick and punch, to get to the top and the mountain and all the obsticals just keep getting bigger, everyone wants to be there but never are, why did life become so hard, once i grew everything hit, why not over time but all at once, what is it, am i not liked, did i do wrong, i know i made it this way but why wasn't i stopped, did anyone care were i was going, or did they jsut wnat to watch the show, so tell me why are you all against me, when i think you got my back you look away take a step back and then watch the show, if i was perfect would you like me am i really that bad of a person, do i push you away, or are you scared to tell me i want to know, i need to know, i have to know

Love Hurts
"Fuck It (I Don't Want You Back)" Whoa oh oh Ooh hooh No No No [Verse 1:] See, I dont know why I liked you so much I gave you all, of my trust I told you, I loved you, now thats all down the drain Ya put me through pain, I wanna let u know how I feel [Chorus:] Fuck what I said it dont mean shit now Fuck the presents might as well throw em out Fuck all those kisses, they didn't mean jack Fuck you, you hoe, I dont want you back Fuck what I said it dont mean shit now Fuck the presents might as well throw em out Fuck all those kisses they didn't mean jack Fuck you, you hoe, I dont want you back [Verse 2:] You thought, you could Keep this shit from me, yeah Ya burnt bitch, I heard the story Ya played me, ya even gave him head Now ya askin for me back Ya just another act, look elsewhere Cuz ya done with me Fuck what I said it dont mean shit now Fuck the presents might as well throw em out Fuck all those kisses they didn't mean jack Fuck you, you hoe,

Chase Tower Is Awesome.
So Chase Tower is awesome. Kevin, the guy that interviewed me, said that a lot of really important people go through there. FBI, Secret Service, High Ranking Judges, "Rock stars", the mayor, the governor, people like that. So I'm pretty excited. I went up to the "High Roller's" floor, where people hold half a million dollar wedding receptions, and where famous people eat. Oh my god, it is so nice up there. I start training on Tuesday. I got all my paperwork and stuff done today. All I need to find is my high school diploma and take two tests online. Easy stuff. Sammy is happy. =] Copy and paste if you care to see where I work. http://www.endeavor-re.com/office/ChaseTower/ChaseTower.html

Only God Judges Me
This is Johnna, Me, Where is everyone? Seems like everybody forgot about me. Left me standing here alone! HELP ME! I am screaming out for help, Someone just anybody, help me! I'm in trouble now. I don't know what to do. I'm hurting, my heart is broken. Where's the person or machine to fix and help things for me? I have always been there for my friends or even my so-called friends. I have always listened when they talked. I always try to help them. Took time out of my day even if I didn't have the time really, I made it. Even if I wasn't in the mood to fool with anyone or anything. I'm people strong backbone. But it helps me and makes me happy that I can put a smile on someone's face. Or that they come to me when they have questions and I have answers, or just to talk to them or just listen to them, even when maybe I need to talk and someone keep quiet and really pay attention and listen to me. I am happy that I could be the strong one. I will always be whoever's strong backbone, arms,

Our Weekend
last night my female slave had to be taken down and punished for her bad girl behavior. so I ordered her to lay over my knees and I took doen her panties and spaNKED HER EVERY HARD THEN IDECIDED TO HANDCUFF HER BEHIND HER BACK. I began to spank her even harder on her ass and body so it would make her cry a lot. I decided to smacker face hard as well but a away it wont leave any marks. after that she started to cry very loud so I decided to eas her torture by putting a mixer of two relaxents on a choth and sit her downon the bed and forced the choth over her face. i told her ibetter hear her breath it all in and hearing her breath it in is a big turn on for me. her crying became less ans less. I let her lie down cause she needed too. then iput a blind fold her oher eyes and ear muffs on as well so she couldn’t hear or see anything and gave her the choth again when isensed it was wearing off and to keep her quite as I fucked her a long time and made her cum till I came about 40 m

Psycho Religiouso's Piss Off
listen i have no problem with anyones faith thats your buisness but dont tell me what to beleave if you start preaching to me about how i need a savior and blah blah blah lord this and that im going to tell you to piss off im an athiest if you cant respect that then please save us the trouble and dont talk to me otherwise ill respect you you respect me and we will be good

What Is Love All About
Just when you think that you meet someone that is really true, there is other factors that might keep you and the other person from really finding out how far their relationship could go. people today say they are not racist but when it really comes down to it a lot more than they want to admit. i know a lot of problems would be solved if we all would look at people from the inside out, but that will never happen. I just hope that the guy i want to continue seeing does not let others and there beliefs stand in our way, i guess if you really love someone you will let others know that they can have opinions but they need to keep them to themselves. well i will find out going to try this dating thig again if it does not work i guess i know single may be the status that i need to stay.

Mothers
If you send this to just one person, it should make it all the way around the world by Mother's Day. This is for the mothers who have sat up all night with sick toddlers in their arms, wiping up barf laced with Oscar Mayer wieners and cherry Kool-Aid saying, "It's okay honey, Mommy's here." Who have sat in rocking chairs for hours on end soothing crying babies who can't be comforted. This is for all the mothers who show up at work with spit-up in their hair and milk stains on their blouses and diapers in their purse. For all the mothers who run carpools and make cookies and sew Halloween costumes. And all the mothers who DON'T. This is for the mothers who gave birth to babies they'll never see. And the mothers who took those babies and gave them homes. This is for the mothers whose priceless art collections are hanging on their refrigerator doors. And for all the mothers who froze their buns on metal bleachers at football or soccer games instead of watching from the warm

Public Service
Water vs Wine It has been scientifically proven that if we drink 1 liter of water each day, at the end of the year we would have absorbed more than 1 kilo of Escherichia coli (e coli) bacteria found in feces. Body waste. In other words, we are consuming 1 kilo of poop. However, we do not run that risk when drinking wine (or rum, whiskey, beer or other liquor) because alcohol has to go through a purification process of boiling or filtering and/or fermenting. WATER = poop WINE = HEALTH Ergo: It's better to drink wine and talk stupid than to drink water and be full of shit. There is no need to thank me for this valuable information. I am doing it as a public service.

The Beginning
I decided to bring back my poems so bear with me, considering I'm still digging them up. To understand my poems You need to understand me To understand me You need to know me To know me You have to read my poems All these can help you To understand my past and my future These are my emotions My life

I Saw You
A FRIEND SENT THIS TO ME SO I HAVE TO SHARE IT..... I saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But, you didn't see me, put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate at church last Sunday. I saw you, pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But, you didn't see me, playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you, change your mind about going into the restaurant. But, you didn't see me, attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you, roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by. But, you didn't see me, driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you, frown at me when I smiled at your children. But, you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you, stare at my long hair. But, you didn't see me, and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you, roll your eyes at our leather coats and glove

In Times Of
by Kit McCallum My soul drifts aimlessly in times of hopelessness. It searches tirelessly for meaning and truth ... Yet finds no direction. My heart bleeds quietly in times of loneliness. It yearns to find warmth and happiness ... Yet it somehow eludes me. My eyes seek out visions in times of want. They gaze endlessly through the blackness that envelops them ... Yet they cannot see the light. My ears listen earnestly in times of silence. They search for familiar sounds to comfort and console ... Yet they cannot penetrate the darkness that surrounds me. My arms reach out frantically in times of despair. They seek strength and compassion to enfold me ... Yet they find nothing substantial to enwrap. My mind cries out desperately in times of solitude. It poses intense questions that demand answers ... Yet there are none to be found. ***

Stay Far From This Guy He Is Married And Will Lie Just To Get You To Sleep With Him...
This is the guy he goes by blue eyes on here and he is married below is a copy of his my space page proving it, and here is the link: http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=179458962 Chuck and Charity "" Male 34 years old Texas United States Last Login: 5/4/2007 View My: Pics | Videos Contacting Chuck and Charity MySpace URL: http://www.myspace.com/chuckandcharity Chuck and Charity's Interests General ART! Didn't you read the other part..we are artists..what do you think we are interested in?? Chuck: Likes to paint, fishing, cars, Frankie, horror movies, and Charity...LOL. Charity: Poetry, drawing, fishing, cars, kids, reading, all kinds of movies, music..and most important Chuck. Music Heroes Click here for Myspace glitter graphics and Myspace layouts MySpace Contact Tables from MySpace Editor. MyS

Forbiden Desires..................
I really can't believe I'm writing this down, but I can't really believe I'm living the two lives I'm living right now, either. In my first life, I'm a happily married, 35-year old wife and mother and a very successful attorney working for one of the Delaware Valley's top firms. I'm smart, good-looking, eat right, exercise, and have a body that my critical eye says still looks pretty damn good in a small two-piece swimsuit. In my second life, I am a wanton slut that will do whatever my young-stud lover wants me to do. Scott, my lover, is 21 years old and works at our firm doing odd jobs, delivering papers, photocopying, mail-boy, etc. By all definitions of the word, he is a "hunk." He works out and his body is rock-hard. Brown eyes, beautiful black hair, and the nicest ass I've ever seen on a man. I am very much the professional in the office, but at office luncheons, softball games, and parties, I am a outrageous flirt. I just can't help it. At first, Scott was the perfect target

Drugs For Women
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V V
My darling you saved me From a dark dark place You were the only one To put a smile on my face You helped me to deal With my ever sinking mind Your warm encapsulating love Such a wonderful find Your arms wrapped around me In my hours of need Wiping away my tears In your embrace I felt freed For you are my hero I owe everything to you You are my eternal heartbeat And everything else too

I Thought You Loved Me
You knock on the door & seems so sincere. Slowly convinving me to open the door. Eventually I allowed you into take a sit. You did not stay long, disappearing as sudden as u've appear. Anger emerge from this sudden emptiness. You got me adapted to your companionship only to pick up & leave. I opened the door, allowing myself to be vulnerable, believing that you'll protect me & shelter me from reality, but instead, the one that I entrusted my heart & soul was the one that hurt me most

More Thoughts
Ever meet that certain someone, that you connected with and felt like they were the most compatible peson in your life? I often think of couples and how they find that unique certain something that makes them click. Is it racing, is it dancing, going for walks, how one throws her hair or how ones goatee looks on certain days? I remember how my grand parents were towards each other, they never seemed to fight, but I was young then but I don;t recall my parents ever telling any stories about fights they used to have. (my grandparents) How is possible for coouples to stay married for 30+ or even 50+ years and know they got what it took to work things through and make them last. That's what I want in my life. Someone who feels and knows without a doubt that "we" have what it takes in the beginning to last the rest of our lives together and actually be happy and grow older together, raise our kids, and just plain and simple love one another, and live out our hopes and dr

Freedom Of Expression!
Laws alone can not secure freedom of expression; in order that every man present his views without penalty there must be spirit of tolerance in the entire population. Albert Einstein US (German-born) physicist (1879 - 1955)

The True Me???? Servey Test
The True You You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be more relaxed, calm, and composed. With respect to money, you are a bit stingy. You think good luck doesn't exist - reality is built on practicalities. The hidden side of your personality tends to be methodical in your ways - with trouble adapting to the rules of society. You have a tendency to overdo things, but basically you value your friendships highly. When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you will search and search until you find your perfect match. Who's The True You?

I'm Alittle Bored And Alittle New To This Site Can You Help Me With.....
maybe a # maybe a comment maybe a looky look... lol i don't know how do this work anyone know? can you explain what the whole cherry bucks is for. i'm not quite understanding the whole thing, you have to pay REAL cash for a cherry blast...? that's crazy... lol but yea GIRLZ hit me up and let me know what you think of my pics....

What Kind Of Sexy Am I?
Merritt, you're Hot 'n' Sexy When you enter a room, all eyes gravitate toward you. Like a moth to a flame, people can't help but notice you. Maybe it's how you casually move through a crowd or that glow you give off when you flash that smile. You're hot and it shows. Could it be the haircut that says it all about you, the jeans that fit just right, or the casual way you saunter across a room looking confident from all angles? You have an air about you that commands respect from men and women alike. You possess such outward strength that these people ache to be around you. When you speak, people hang on your every word. You are so full of charisma and cachet that, whether in a business or social setting, you can gauge the mood in the room and offer the right compliment or provocative statement for any scene. Do you have a secret intuition about how people work? Just maybe. And that's one of the sexiest things about you.

.bad.n.good.
i feel the need to rant. theres good news and bad news. as there always is. ima vent the bad first... why? cuz i like to be different. so i get back 'home' after a 3 days jaunt to Sedona... and ya remember that whole raw sewage deal? that they were like supposed to fix while i was out of town? including cutting out the carpet...replacing it..and fixing the plumbing? i'll give you three guesses on what they actually DID do. you wont need them. why? cuz they suck assholes thru a brittle analgonasyphilerpesaids straw so i get home...unlock the door... horrific waft of sewage greets my nostrils. turn on the light... venture into the hallway.. and...dun dun dun...TADA!!!! ya. no new carpetting. no plumbing fixed. industrial fans still blowing away which are going to completely make my electric bill go wonky...and that section of carpet missing...oh and the best part? ya so like some of the nasty sewage had seeped into my kids room...and i TOLD the messican guy this..

Update On Interview
Well I am back! It went great for me. Not so well for them though. :lol #1 They are looking for more of a District Sales Manager. I was told that it was more on the Human Resources/Operations side when I did my phone interview #2 I told them that I didn't realize it was a sales position and that i didn't have as much experience in sales. Then the guy said "but you seem very outgoing and smart. I think you would easily transition into this position." I don't want to do sales! #3 When he asked if I had questions for him I fired away. At that point he became really nervous. It was actually quite amusing. (am i terrible for saying that?) They are a fairly small company. Last year's fiscal year revenue was only 30 million. I personally feel way over qualified for the job. In a week or so I will send a thank you card letting them know that another opportunity has become available for me that I am taking and that I appreciate the time that was given to me. Oh well! It was goo

You Don't See Me
I see you staring at me, but you never truly see, why I love you, oh, so much, when you're so out of touch. Feelings that we could have shared, you flung behind without a care. It seems so hard to let you go, and the process is so slow. I don't know whether I should stay, and waste another day away. I do know, though, that all this pain, will soon drive me insane. You don't feel me loving you, and you just can't seem to get a clue. You don't see me cry inside, and in you I know I can't confide. Yet still I find that you are blind, to things meant to be kind. You know nothing of my fears, and are unaware of all my tears. I know I really can't deny, things I feel as I look you in the eye. So who will help me make it though? Who will tell me what to do? How come every time I see your face, for me there's never any space? Maybe someday you'll see me differently, so until then, I'll be waiting silently.

Driving Lessons And Future Budgeting
I got a date set for my driving lessons and possibly a car to use to take the test. It will cost me less than the 400$ for all that to be done. Still I need a car to get out of the city that day I just hope I can get this done in June so i won't have to worry about this shit anymore. Once I get my drivers license, I can go up and down the east coast when i want (being that i have the money to rent a car). i really need to get the fuck out of this city every once and a while (at least once a month) and of course this will help with those festivals (such as the much up coming Winter Nights since I won't be going to Wellspring... way too far) I am going to have to budget a lot this year. It makes it better that I am going on a diet (basically I will eat better and less...mainly cause I need the money...but anyway) after I get my drivers license and leave the city that weekend (finding a place to stay or maybe just going out of the city Friday then Saturday and for a while on S

~*can't You See*~
Cant you see that my heart is one and my love belongs to only one....cant u see that i love one with all that i have and my heart is so strong for him that no matter what comes over us we will stand at each other sides and make it through what ever someone wants to give to us... we are here to stay as one we re here to love one an other as one we are 2 people that have faught through it all and come out on top and seen that our love is a specail kind of love and no matter how the drama and the haters want to be we can still make it through it all His heart burns with deep love for me as my heart burns deep love for him.... with a fire at our roots we climb to the top and love each other more and more each and every day Im closeing now hope everyone has a good day/ night please rate and comment thanks all ~*Mandie*~

Okay Now
okay i just made a blog thanking poeple for helping but apperently some think i over looked them becuase i didnt mention thier names , okay the names i mentiones bombed the hell out of me and im sorry but i did put and all of u who helped aloung the way just to numerous ot count but if your going to get all bitter becuase i didnt mention ur name then feel free to delete me block me whatever but those mentioned are those that did hundreds and hundreds aand so on so be mad or whatever but thats how it is!

Wrong Number Fun
Hello?" "Hi honey. This is Daddy. Is Mommy near the phone?" "No Daddy. She's upstairs in the bedroom with Uncle Paul." After a brief pause, Daddy says, "But honey, you haven't got an Uncle Paul." "Oh yes I do, and he's upstairs in the room with Mommy, right now." Brief Pause. Uh, okay then, this is what I want you to do. Put the phone down on the table, run upstairs and knock on the bedroom door and shout to Mommy that Daddy's car just pulled into the driveway." "Okay Daddy, just a minute." A few minutes later the little girl comes back to the phone. "I did it Daddy." "And what happened honey?" he asked. "Well, Mommy got all scared, jumped out of bed with no clothes on and ran around screaming. Then she tripped over the rug, hit her head on the dresser and now she isn't moving at all!" "Oh my God!!! What about your Uncle Paul?" "He jumped out of the bed with no clothes on, too. He was all scared and he jumped out of the back window and into the swimming pool. But I guess

Happy Thrus.. And Happy Mothers Day To All Mothers..
GOOD MORNING ALL..!! THRUS.. AND BOY TIME IS GOING BY SO FAST.. BEEN BUSY WITH GETTING STUFF FOR BAHTROOM.. AND FINALLY GOT SHOWER IN.. DOORS WILL BE IN ON FRIDAY.. PROB BE ABLE TO SHOWER ON SAT.. OR SUNDAY.. I HOPE ANYWAYS.. WILL DO WINDOW AND FLOOR TODAY WITH HUSBAND.. AND THEN DO REST NEXT WEEK.. BEEN HARD ONLY HAVING ONE BATHROOM BUT WORTH THE WAITE.. BEEN TOO LONG SINCE WE DID MUCH TO THE HOUSE EXEPT FOR KITCHEN AND ALL.. GOOD NEW DAUGHTER GOT HER HOUSE.. WE SAW IT LAST NIGHT.. IT LOOKS AWESOME.. NEEDS SOME WORK BUT ITS BIG AND HAS A POOL TOO!! SO WE ARE HAPPY ABOUT THAT..DAUGHTER WILL BE BACK TO WORK ON MONDAY AND SOON KIDS WILL OUT OF SCHOOL SO BE HELPING HER PACK UP.. AND BE READY BY END OF THE MONTH TO MOVE.. DAUGHTER SO DESERVES THIS HOUSE AND HAVE MORE ROOM FOR HER AND HUSBAND AND 3 KIDS.. I TOLD HER GOOD THINGS HAPPEN IN TIME..!! ANYWAYS,.. WILL STILL BE BUSY BUT HERE WHEN I CAN.. TAKE CARE AND HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY.. HUGSS AND LOVE GERI Get more @ CherryTagz

Running Out Of Pic Space
God Damn I have uploaded 73/90 pics. I'm running out of space. So once my pic space is full your all fucked for new pics of me. Cause I ain't buying VIP I got too many bills to pay already. Not only that but my b-day is coming and I gotta save some dough cause I'm gonna get totally shit faced. Oh and just to let ya'll know the pics that are private ARE NOT NUDES!!!! I don't do nudes I keep my body for my man, when I have one.

We Belong
ive tried to tell you so many times this feelings ogf mine but its not that easy ltting you know how i love you so complete me, you complete me i never found this way complete me, you complete me with words and melody dont you know that we both belong baby, dont you know that we will last forever dont you know that we both belong i knew it from the start, we belong hoping that someday for a hello, just that simple hello and maybe tommorrow, im the reason you smile and you make my day complete me, you complete me, i never found this way comple me, you complete me with words and melody together, you're my shelter in the pouring rain i just hope, that you will see, you and me we belong!!

Don't Pump Gas On May 15th, 2007
NO GAS...On May 15th 2007 Don't pump gas on may 15th ...in April 1997, there was a "gas out" conducted nationwide in protest of gas prices. Gasoline prices dropped 30 cents a gallon overnight. On May 15Th 2007, all internet users are to not go to a gas station in protest of high gas prices. Gas is now over $3.00 a gallon in most places. There are 73,0 00,000+ American members currently on the internet.

"good Boy"
After a very long day, I decide to just unwind by popping in a movie and vegging. Unsure as to what to watch, I stare at the shelves of movies and hesitate. Looking at them but not really seeing them. Thinking to myself, I feel as if I am leading a day after day life of boredom. I then set out to close my eyes and randomly choose what is in store for my viewing. Reaching out to grab one, I then hear a loud , impatient knock on my door. Rising to get the door, I hear your strong but sexy voice demanding," Don't open the door, unlock it and close your eyes". Curiosity unfolds before me as I unlock the door and do as im told. Calling out to you, "ok it's open". I then start to ask, now what and you quiet me with the swiftness of something slightly cooled, round, and hard piercing my lips apart to gag me. feeling the gentle smoothness of fabric covering my eyes and the harsh stiffness that bounds my hands behind my back. "Now I can prepare your surprise", I hear come forth fro

Where's The Rain?
I wish the rain would pour down Then I could let the tears fall I put on a brave face Smile and swallow the pain. I dreamed last night That I was holding you in my arms smiling blue eyed, blond hair little girl I saw your joy and felt your love. I woke up with empty arms Wondering where you were Then I remembered, And I felt the pain suffocate. My heart pounds out silent screams That choke in my throat I remain silent and anger wells drowning out your face. This day I am alone I have never known aloneness like this It is like a parasite That devours what I had become. Now nothing matters No joy can be found I try to run and escape But my shackles bind me to you. I am weak now Exhausted and drained The will that keeps me going Fades with each dreary day. Nothing more matters One day slips into the next My arms are still empty My exsistance still in question. I

Mothers Day
Don't wish me a Happy Mother's Day. Fall down and mourn For the mothers with empty arms And the children without mothers. This is a sad day for many Who are overlooked and crying Dying inside while others live and laugh It is sad because we are selfish And pretend there is no pain. Don't wish me a Happy Mother's Day Because my reason to celebrate Was ripped from my life And now the joy is gone. If you try to find me I will be gone Hiding from the reality Denying the day Drowning in numbness. Don't wish me a Happy Mother's Day The wishes will be met with silence And I will turn away so you can't see my tears.

Somethiong To Think About
OK everyone, this is my first blog ever, so i hope i do this right lol. Ok everyone is always talking about the war on terror, and how important it is for us to fight it. I can understand that to the fullest degree and i support our troops 100%. I was in the military myself, but what i do not understand is this...our military intelligence divisions, two words that go against each other all the time, know exactly were the terrorist training camps are at. They also know where all the key players are at. If terrorists are truely the target of our fighting men and womens objectives then send them to those areas of the world, let then do what they were trained to do, and bring them home. I do not know about anyone else out there, but i have lost 14 good friends in this "war on terror" and i say enough is enough. Hell if it was up to me, i would let the people in the middle east solve there own problems and take care of the problems here at home first. how can the government sit there and s

Godsmack - Serenity
As I sit here and slowly close my eyes I take another deep breath And feel the wind pass through my body I'm the one in your soul Reflecting inner light Protect the ones who hold you Cradling your inner child I need serenity In a place where I can hide I need serenity Nothing changes, days go by Where do we go when we just don't know And how do we relight the flame when it's cold Why do we dream when our thoughts mean nothing And when will we learn to control Tragic visions slowly stole my life Tore away everything Cheating me out of my time I'm the one who loves you No matter wrong or right And every day I hold you I hold you with my inner child I need serenity In a place where I can hide I need serenity Nothing changes, days go by Where do we go when we just don't know And how do we relight the flame when it's cold Why do we dream when our thoughts mean nothing And when will we learn to control Where do we go when we just don't know And how

More About Me, Just For Shits N Giggles
60 HAVE YOU EVERS.....what is your name?:Amanda age?:33 sex?:yes please height?:5'6' hair color?:brown eye color?:hazel have you ever...eaten dog food?:no...*blech* peed your pants?:I am potty trained cried in the movie theater?:hell ya been in love?:havent we all been kissed in the rain?:yes *sigh* lit yourself on fire?:lmao, i dont even want to know who answered yes to this been to canada?:no, as stated before..they are all crazy there lied about your age?:ummmm....maybe burned a cd?:yes lied to your parents?:never (crosses fingers) broken a glass cup?:many, im a clutz wrote on someones face with marker?:Lol, just today at work...Sorry Paul done chores?:my life is a chore smoked?:nope drank?:occasionally been drunk?:yes cut yourself?:i was a cook, so that would be a yes had a pet die?::( eaten something moldy?:Accidently been fired?:nope eaten string cheese?:Mmmmmm called a psycic?:No been to a bonfire?:Yes

Old Man And A Parrot
There was once an old man and a parrot living all alone together for like 40 years. One day, the parrot came to the old man and said, "you know, I've never had a woman in my life." So the old man, as a favour to his best friend, went to the pet store and talked the owner into letting him use a female parrot for one night for the fee of 40 dollars. He took the female home, put it into the cage with his parrot, covered the cage and went to bed. He was awoken in the middle of the night to the female parrot screaming she was being killed. He ran out and pulled the cover off the cage. There he saw his male parrot ripping all the feathers off of the female. "What are you doing?" the old man screamed. The parrot replied, "Are you kidding, for 40 dollars, I at least want the bitch naked!"

It Felt That Damn Good
I finshed what I was writing, laid down the keyboard, and walked up the stairs. I turned off the lights and slipped out of my clothes. I found my way to the bed and climbed into it. I found a comfortable spot in the pillows to lay my head. After I was sure I was confortable I began. I flicked my nipples with my fingers first to get the hard and ready. Once they were hard I sucked on each one, just becasue it feels that good. I pulled on them and found that familiar tingling between my legs. It's a pins and needles feeling that screams touch me. So I did just that. I let my hand wander down to where I was wet and waiting to be touched. I ran my finger up and down my wet slit just enough to tease. I felt my hips starting to thrust upwards in search of that feeling. I circled my swollen clit with my fingers but never touched it. I rubbed all around it, but never touched it, I was more wet than I had been in a long time. Finally, my finger found hte spot I was searchin

How Greatful Are You...
I love my mom (of coarse), and can't help but feel bad that I wont be able to do anything w/ her this day. But, I'm glad she understands that finishing this last semester for me in more important than this holiday. After all, can't Mother's Day be a day to be celebrated w/ your mom anytime of the year? Anyways, how grateful are you for your mom? This is just a shout out to show that you love her. Thank you and enjoy your day. Remo

My Story
She stands at his bedside as he sleeps. Smiling... she disrobes and slips into bed next to him. He stirs as her hands roam across his naked body and he pulls her closer to him...so he reluctantly yet passionately takes her hand and guides it to his cheek. Slowly to his puckered lips where it is possible to kiss her lovely fingers. He pulls her gently yet firmly to him. As he pulls her close he grips her tightly in his arms and whispers in her ear as he licks it all around and in and out. Her arms encircle him, stroking the back of his neck, her fingertips gliding lightly across his skin. Turing her head slightly, she kisses his neck...making her way towards his mouth..soft kisses become more urgent Her tongue traces first his upper..then lower lip...gently parting them..as she tries to gently probe his mouth with her tounge, he stops her. Holds her head still and with his lips gently caresses hers. She is trying to kiss him yet he withholds and caresses..... He all

Pure Bliss
have you ever been fascinated? by someone whose words just seemed to penetrate you you find yourself looking and you cant look away and the more that you try the more that gaze stays riveted where you want it to be cause you know that theres something you just have to see as you listen so close and you start to wonder what it would be like to start falling under a spell..mmmm so magic being spun by the sound of a voice whose rich warmth was spreading on down have you ever experienced instantaneous connection to the point where your thoughts moved in just one direction people will ask "please...just a kiss" but then you will find you wish the same wish your mind is amazing when you really let it go as you find yourself picturing mmmm...you know? as the warmth of that voice takes on a glow spreading and pulsing where you want it to go i will tell you all you desire me....i know you step out of what was invited,

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Candles flicker softly on a table set for two, There's no one on the earth tonight except for me and you. A nice romantic dinner and a bottle of chilled wine, And we are here together in a moment stopped in time. A love so few have ever known and this is its birth night, Alone within our little world, you and I and candlelight. So soon we will set free the feelings that we want to share. And I am held here spellbound by your laughter in the air. Thoughts of love like falling leaves, Swirling in the autumn breeze, Flow in our minds and in our eyes, A tender look and longing sighs, We touch and as the fire starts, That we have kindled in our hearts, We kiss and hear the angels sing, As heavens gift to me you bring, No more to live my life alone, And in your soul I found my home, At peace within your loving arms, Captivated by your charms, And happily I'd die for you, Here at this table set for two.

More About The Game
OK HERE IS MORE ABOUT THE GAME I CAN GIVE THIS GAME WILL TAKE U A LONG TIME TO DO BUT HAVE FUN WHILE DOING IT AGAIN ITS FOR A 7 DAY BLAST IT WILL START AT 7 PM EST TIME TOMMROW TUE THE 15 :) EVERYONE WILL MEET IN THE CANDYLAND LOUNGE AND I WILL TELL U WHAT THE GAME IS AND THEN IT STARTS. I NEED TO KNOW EVERYONE THAT IS IN THE GAME PLS. JUST LEAVE A YES ON THIS BLOG SO I KNOW.. THANKS LOVE YA CANDIES