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I Am Sad....
I AM SAD BECAUSE I BE LEAVING SOME PEEPS COMMENTS AND DO NOT EVEN GET BACK A THANK YOU....HOW MESSED UP IS THAT??? TO ALL OF YOU OTHER CherryCherry LOVERS WHO DO LOVE ME.....THANKS AND I LOVE YOU BACK DOUBLE.....Tammy

A Request From Aeliyah's Father!!!
Today is Saturday the 23rd of December!!! I had just spoken to Aeliyah's father!!! He is sooo gratful that you all have stopped for a moment to show and pay your respects to myself and falcon69. He understands now that his daughter's pic is the main pic of everyone's profile. His request is to please remove the candle light picture of her and put up your own of your choice now. You may keep the pic in your profile as a memory of paying your respects or you may go ahead and remove all together. We all request that though you do keep us all in Aeliyah's family in your thoughts and in your prayers. Remember to always kiss your kids everyday, all day if you have to. If you don't have kids kiss those who mean ALOT to you!!! Thank you so ever much to you all!!! You all are truly amazing people and you will always be remembered!!! Kim aka booshine and Andrew aka Falcon69 Most important Aeliyah's Father!!

Merry Xmas!
Music Video:UNFAITHFUL (by Rihanna)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone merry xmas ppls yea, i got everything i wanted, hope you did too. sorry about the song, i remembered one of my friends (jack) told me this past summer that the song reminded him of me...big long story, just hope he's ok. ttyl, dinner party so i gotta help out

Goose Bumps
A Poem That Gives You Goosebumps.. A drunk man in an Oldsmobile They said had run the light That caused the six-car pileup On 109 that night. When broken bodies lay about "And blood was everywhere," "The sirens screamed out eulogies," For death was in the air. "A mother, trapped inside her car," Was heard above the noise; Her plaintive plea near split the air: "Oh, God, please spare my boys!" She fought to loose her pinned hands; "She struggled to get free," But mangled metal held her fast In grim captivity. Her frightened eyes then focused "On where the back seat once had been," But all she saw was broken glass and Two children's seats crushed in. Her twins were nowhere to be seen; "She di d not hear them cry, " "And then she prayed they'd been thrown free, " "Oh, God, don't let them die! " Then firemen came and cut her loose, " "But when they searched the back, " "They found

Long Scientific Personality Test
ENFP - The Champion You scored 90% I to E, 10% N to S, 0% F to T, and 89% J to P! Your type is known as the Champion type, which is part of the larger group called idealists. Nothing occurs that does not have some deep and ethical significance in your eyes. You see life as an exciting drama. You are very charismatic, yet tend to be too harsh on yourself for not being as genuine as you think you should be. 3% of the population shares your type. As a romantic partner, you need to talk about what is going on in your life. You are a strong supporter for your partner's efforts to grow and change and be happy. You need to feel that same support from your partner. Expressive, optimistic, and curious, you are eager to enjoy new experiences with your partner, whom you wish to be your confidant and soul mate, as well as play mate. You are uncomfortable sharing negative emotion, though, and tend to withdraw from confrontation and process your feeli

A Story From Beneath This Saint's Tainted Halo...
There's a book with many chapters Many thorns lead to a rose Each of which has once drawn blood Many secrets undisclosed Stories spin in circles The end is as the start Gold bullets in the right hand Toys with mangled parts Scars creating something vivid Unveiling strength from shame Inspiration from the madness Igniting into flame Each thorn contains a lesson Each chapter has a beast The flower blooms for each of them A restless soul finds peace

Blog Title....
This blog is designed as a place for Me to vent... to work through things....to sort out My own shit.....so if what is spewed forth here does not make any sence....deal with it.... I don't care if you comment or not....but I do accept small pieces of wisom from all onlookers...

Happy New Year!
Hi There Cherry Fans! Just wanted to wish you a very happy new year! Hope that we can all stay in touch! Maybe you can stop by & take a look at my page. I've updated it for the month of January. I love getting all festive each month! Hope to talk to you soon! Leave a message showing your love & I would do the same! Love & Hugs!

Important Info About The New Never Get Busted Video
From: {Mr.eViL} ThE InFaMoUs BiTcH KiLLa Date: Dec 27 2006 11:08 PM !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hold up before you buy 'Never Get Busted' Some new information is coming to light in the uproar over Barry Cooper's Never Get Busted video's and website. From all indications it appears Mr. Cooper was never granted permission from LEAP or NORML to use their names in connection with his video. There is a HUGE discussion going on in the drug policy reform community about all of this. It seems pretty evenly divided to me with half saying it has the potential to be a wonderful thing, if it is legit, and the other half saying that this guy has no right to profit from information that the public has already paid for. They also say that if he wanted to atone for his sins as a narc he would give the info away for free. I, on the other hand, know first hand how difficult it is to be an activist and find funding for this work. If this guy is now on our side and is making this

Cherry Tap Marriage :>)
> !!!!This is called CHERRY TAP MARRIAGE! The first person to message you saying "I do." > will be your Cherry Tap Husband/Wife. > Now, this is just for fun so you can have a boyfriend or girlfriend in real life. > You'd be surprised who wants to be yours.=) > Repost this or your marrige will be plagued > with bad luck. Repost it with the title of > "cherry tap marriage'' >

Just A Word
just wanted to let everyone know merry christmas and srry i'm not on much i'm busy and i tend to forget about keeping up with things love you all and u all have been so nice to me. holla peole have a merry new year. peace and love.

28 Dec 06 - Thursday
28 Dec 06 - Thursday 1856 [Thomas] Woodrow Wilson 1922 Stan Lee 1958 Joe Diffie 1958 Mike McGuire – Shenandoah 1960 Marty Roe - Diamond Rio 1981 Elizabeth Jordan Carr 1st American test tube baby 1945 Congress officially recognizes "Pledge of Allegiance" 1983 Dennis Wilson drummer/singer (Beach Boys), drowns at 39 1997 Sting beats Hollywood Hogan for WCW Championship The best training is to play by ear: trial by fire. John Legend

Begin Anew...
(perhaps timely for the recent blog wars?) It's a time for forgiveness to leave past wounds behind To reconcile differrences there's new mountains to climb Begin fresh a new year severing roots of bitterness A time for rejoicing and to live in happiness Let's live in the present doing the best that we can Live life to the fullest be a better woman or man So clasp hands together and in harmony live Not doing the taking for it's better to give Heed not the words that are spoken in lies The gossip that's spread eventually dies Look forward to a new year filled with blessing and peace If we let yesterday be hurts of tomorrow will cease Happy New Year! Luv&Hugs, ~Mz Mic~

Characters!
CHARACTERS! Christina (twitch) eyes: blue hair: black flippy emo style clothes: emo age: 17 1/2 Amanda (spike, chunky munky) eyes: brown/hazel hair: blonde and pink sorta longish, over eyes emo style age: 17(soon to be 18 in about 2 months) Justin (bam) eyes: chocolate brown hair: dark brown longish clothes: metal/rocker age: 19 Ryan (psycho) eyes: brown hair: 3/4 blonde 1/4 brown skunk style clothes: gangsta/rocker age: 19 Jerum eyes: blue and brown switch hair: dark brown hair clothes: everything from punk/emo to metal age: 2 1/2 Rochelle (maw maw) hair: white eyes: green clothes: grandma style. lol. age: 72 Matt (emo blob) hair: dark brown eyes: brown clothes: redneck/rocker age: 23 John (squishy) hair: blonde eyes: blue clothes: redneck/prep age: 21 Justyn (spitfire) hair: dirty blonde eyes: hazel clothes: ... unique age:21 zachary taylor turner age: 27 hair: light brown eyes: gray style: sorta preppy, skat

Fake Friends
I HATE FAKE PEOPLE I totally have to agree with all of you who say people are getting fake on here. So I gave in and let's see who really reposts this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. It serves to eliminate people who are desperately trying to add "friends" like its a popularity contest in High School. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Lets see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are.. Repost this if you are a friend.. if you don't, you get deleted.. Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as "Fake ass Friends".

Living Will
Last night, my wife and I were sitting in the living room and I said to her, "I never want to live in a vegetative state, dependent on some machine and fluids from a bottle. If that ever happens, just pull the plug." She got up, unplugged the TV and then threw out my beer. She's Such A Bitch......

Astrology, Numerology
LOOKING FORWARD by tony mims Dec. 27, 2006 tm@listenandbeheard.net Thursday January 18, 2007 7-9pm Tony Mims will explore the metaphysical arts including, astrology and numerology. A personal reading is included with admission price. $10 advance reservations, $15 at the door. Limited seating. Make your reservations early. Listen & Be Heard Poetry Café Phone :707-554-4540 818 Marin Street, Downtown Vallejo CA, USA 94590 tm@listenandbeheard.net Welcome to the year 2007. Most people at this time of the year are looking to make a fresh start. I imagine this is the main motive of the "The New Year Resolution." Someone told me years ago that preparation is everything. If you had a road map of the journey you are about to embark on, you could chart the best direction to take to reach your destination. We all have an idea of where we want to go, but few really know how to chart the distance and find the best direction to get there. Sometimes what you personally want t

To The Light And Love Of My Life
ROOTS AND WINGS !! LIFE IS HARD TO TAKE SOMETIMES WHEN YOU ALONE AND LONELY THE MIND IS NEVER QUIET AND YOUR SOUL IS NEVER FULL THEN YOU MEET SOMEONE WHO SHARES YOUR INNER VIEW THEY BECOME SOMEONE VERY SPECIAL A FRIEND BUT AW BUT EVEN CLOSER WELL YOU ARE THAT FRIEND AND CONFIDANT BECAUSE YOU KNOW AS I TO BE A FRIEND YOU HAVE TO BE WILLING TO GIVE EACHOTHER ROOTS AND WINGS ROOTS,TO KNOW YOUR NEVER ALONE ROOTS ,SO YOU CAN COME BACK HOME WINGS TO FLY ABOVE THE WORLD SO CRUEL WINGS TO FIND A LIFE FREE AND REAL WELL YOU MY FRIEND HAVE GIVEN MY HEART ALL OF THESE YOU HAVE GIVEN ME ROOTS AND WINGS FOR THE LOVE OF MY LIFE KATHLEEN,MY KAT FROM YOUR POPPA BEAR!!

Where Can I Hide A Body?
I Am At My wits End and Am Ready to Commit.. I Know I shouldnt Say What Im Saying but I Cant Stand the Person I Live with Anymore! Some Of you Know Of my Situation..and Im Not Very Happy Where i Am And He Is Making it worst.. i just cant take this shit anymore I have NO $$$ to move... No Where Else to go... :(

Why I Myspace
Im a big myspace fan only because of family. Im addicted. I was blocked but I hacked around that. If I dont myspace my family will wonder what im doing on the net and they dont need to be on here. Keep them out of my real blogging life. ya know???

So Much Of You So Near
Scream My name! I hear your heart beating Claw my face! I feel your pain. How does it feel Dad?! Tell me how does it feel?! When you see so much of you So near. Are you going to beat it out of me? Till I can't take it anymore? Are you going to hurt me again? You can't; you're pinned to the floor. Scream my name daddy! Do you remember your little girl? What? I can't hear you. Had enough? WAKE UP! Does it hurt? Do you see? This blood. It's not from me! AHA HA! This is what you get. For hurting Your little girl in her red dress. I will never let you live it down Die Daddy I can't keep falling down.

Breaking
Breaking I felt something today within a place, On the outside was a door, I felt around my kneck and a key hung between my breasts, I opened the door to find a little girl on her knees playing with a doll, She looked up at me and asked me a simple question, This question broke chains and melted ice. The look in this little girls eyes was that of hope and innocense, She asked me what my answer was and I fell to my knees beside her. "What would you like the answer to be?" I asked, She got a sad look in her eyes and said to me in a small voice, "I guess it's not time yet" I turned away from the mirror this morning and everything hit me at once, What I have been putting my beautiful sweet innocent daughter threw and most importantly all that I had taken advantage of in life, A simple question by my own inner child broke a silence I have been deaf within for years. Now everyone gets to watch and wait, What will I do from here on out, only time will tell,

*iv Gone Bananas!*
You are most like: Banana You are a banana! you like sunny days and don't walk a straight line, you prefer to be sweet, and a little exotic Take this quiz: The worlds simplest fruit quiz Visit Toys For Your Blog.com for more blog quizzes

Bad Dreams
I'm noticing a strange new pattern in my dreams. No longer am I the one saving people all the time. I still have those but they're different now. Two recent ones in the last week's time have me thinking. First one had this part where I was fighting some guy in a kind of trophy room. There were animal heads, cases, trophies and swords all around the walls in this white marble room. We were fighting and it was going my way until he took one of the swords off the wall and stbbed me through the chest. He ran after i pulled the sword back out. So I'm there on the floor and someone else is there with me. I'm looking down at the marble floor watching myself cough up blood and start having this tired blackening feeling come for me. I started to loose consciousness and then died. Fun dream to have. So i died and then "woke" right up into a different dream. I was neat the ocean between to houses. I was looking for a girl named Marta and her daughter because they were in trou

Sex Ed
You have a sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

My New House
I have to tell the world and I have this posted in as many sites as possible. Just a little happy note about myself. Back in April of 2006, my boyfriends mom came to us and basically told us she was buying a house for us. Well dammit, I was beside myself and guess what, on February 27th, we will be moving into our new home that we have been waiting patiently for the builders to build. I am very excited and we are very blessed to have family so caring and loving. To have peace of mind that when we are finally out of debt..a couple years give or take that we will be well off. We won't have a mortgage to pay nor do we have to pay rent anymore (Thank God). As you can tell I am very excited. It's pretty neat when you go shopping with her for things for the house, like the interior stuff ie)carpets, cupboards, paint and what not and they ask would you like this to go on the mortgage and she says, there is no mortgage. Bought and paid for, I am getting so excited the more I talk abou

Reason For Me To Block You....
First both of these are examples of how to get deleted, don't ask me to put I love you on your page if you don't ever talk to me and I don't know you, actually don't ever ask me If I want too I will....and I don't really care about your camping gear :) lmao seriously I don't.... And this is just random from another site, but that same theory will still get you blocked on here.... Now if anyone else doesn't like being on my list feel free to follow above examples and I will remove you....and the ones that do like being on my list you guys know I think your all awesome... I hope everyone has a great weekend!

New Tattoo Designs
over the last week or so i've been busy managed to complete one design for a mate sort of newschool/old school piece.and ive done 5 smallish(all about 3 inches by 6 roughly) celtic pieces,and put the finishing touches to two large celtic pieces (one about 10 inches by 14 and the other one is 20 inches by 10) and a bit more to another large piece for myself.

Just Wanted You All To Know...
I'm sure some of my friends have noticed that I haven't here very much in the past couple of days... well, I want to say that I will be kind of scarce for a few more days... The reason being, my brother decided to do something really stupid Friday evening and I've been at the hospital, on the phone with doctors, and just plain worried about my brother... I talked to the doctors earlier and they told me that my brother is stable, but still has the breathing tube and is still being sedated... I was told that he will probably be that way for the next couple of days, then they will try to wean him off of sedation... If my friends could please keep my brother in their thoughts and prayers, I would appreciate it so very much... One last thing, never forget to tell your family and friends how much they mean to you... you never know if you will get another chance! So to all my friends and family, know that I love each and every one of you!!!

Resolutions
I don't really believe in New Years Resolutions. That said, I think that there are a few things I need to do, for my own good. Thus I am resolved to make a few changes in my life right now. We'll just not call them New Years Resolutions, okay? Everyone knows that NY Resolutions are usually broken by February. :) Resolution #1: Read more quality literature. I do read some quality literature. Jane Austen is one of my favorite authors. I find her stories timeless. Sad, funny, with caricatures of people that I can see in society even today. Banana Yoshimoto, Mark Twain, Margaret Atwood, Alice Walker, etc. These are all authors I read on a regular basis that are considered "quality literature." But generally I stick to a lot of what's referred to as "genre literature." Thrillers, mysteries (usually of the darker kind, not "cosies") and romantic comedies. Now, let's be clear here. I do not, and will not, ever say that just because an author writes in a genre, it means th

What Kind Of Vampire Are You?
what kind of vampire are you? you are a true vampire. congradulations!! you really don't give a damn what happens, so long as you get your blood to drink. and if someone messes with you, they're in for a whole world of pain!! closest relation ~ alucard from hellsing.words of choice ~ foolish humans. you shall all soon die by my fangs!Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

This Penguin Is Really In A Bit Of A...
(referring to the cute-penguin I'm presently using as "avatar".) Shoutbox stuff, not exactly a log, but it was fun to remember... Purpledragonlady did say - that I could run, but I couldn't hide. And I thought about this, and I did say: I don't think that the US Constitution allows me, you know... to waddle for office... so really? I can't do either. Bit of a puzzler. Waddl'I do... (old one, old one, unoriginal penguin, bad penguin.)

My Life ..my Love !!!
THIS IS FOR YOU KAT I WAS ALONE IN A WORD DEVOID OF LIFE I LIVED WITH MY THOUGHT AND MY PAIN YES I HAD LOVE AND LOST,AND KNEW THE COST WAS SURE IT COULD NEVER EVER HAPPEN AGAIN SO I SAT ON THE COMPUTER TO CUT THROUGH MY GLOOM TO BRIGHTEN THE PLACE THAT HAD BECOME MY TOMB I WATCH THE PLAYER,THE LIERS,THE HURTERS THE THEVES,SAW PEOPLE DISTROYED BY THEIR NEED SO LONELYNESS AND DOUBT REMOVE ALL SELL ESTEEM AND DEEDS TO TERRABLE YOU WANTED TO SCREAM. I TOLD MYSELF I WON'T FALL FOR THE GAME BUT THE STALKERS STILL TRIED NO MATTER WHAT THE NAME IT WAS ALL STILL PAINFUL AND LAME. THEN ONE NIGHT AT MY LOWEST DECLINE SOMETHING GOT MY ATTENTION AND TUGGED AT THIS DEAD HEART OF MINE,IT GAVE A LEAP AND MY EYE OPENNED WIDE FOR THERE IN THE HUMAN WASTE AN ANGEL APPEARED..NOT QUIET WHAT YOU'D EXPECT IN A PLACE LIKE THAT BUT GOD SENDS THEM TO US IN PLACES LIKE THAT,WE BEGAIN TO TALK YOU MADE MY HAR

Guys..gotta Love Them...
you might agree with it, but when it actually happens 99% of girls dont realize it 'til it is too late and that guy who did it is so frustrated that he has moved on to someone who will take notice. From a guys point of view: We don't care if you talk to other guys. We don't care if you're friends with other guys. But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off. It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there. We don't care if a guy calls you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned. Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till the morning. Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/ cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it. Don't tell us we're wrong. We'll stop trying to convince you. The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence

When A Woman Misses You......
When a girl bumps into your arm while walking she wants you to hold her hand When she wants a hug she will just stand there When u break a girls heart, she still feels it when u run into each other 3 years later When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind. When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply. When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around. When a girl answers, "I'm fine, " after a few seconds, she is not at all fine. When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are so wonderful. When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever. When a girl says that she can't live without you, she has made up her mind that you are her future. When a girl says, "I miss you, " no one in this world can miss you more than that When a girl is mean to you after a breakup she wants you back, but she's scared she'll get hur

~ I Need A Watch....lol ~
~~ Plz help me get a rolex for my page ~~ I only need 4000 comments then it's mine it's a sure thing and i like it better then trying and losing and not getting anything when i'm into the thousands in comments! thanks ~ Maria ~ Click on the pic below to comment me!

Her Dreams
For in her bed she lies awake From all her thoughts and her mistakes For in her life shes lost a lot Never forgave and never forgot Trapped beneath her thought and dreams Longing for happiness for she believes Lost inside and dont know how to feel Cant tell fake from what is real She dreams of wings So white and pure For in her dreams she feels secure Her lonely cries along the night Cant find wrong from what is right Mislead words from her lips Coldness from her fingertips She dreams of life Of things its brought The things she gained And the times she's fought For in this bed Where she does lie He mind is pre-occupied For all these thoughts put her to sleep Till tomorrow She does weep

Let Me Know Whats Goin On! Plz
I WAS JUST WONDERIN IF SOMEONE CAN TELL ME WTF IS GOING ON.. MY MESSAGES AND COMMENT WERE DELETED AND Y.. THERE WAS SOME COMMENTS ON THERE THAT CAN'T BE REPLACE.. IF ANYONE CALL TELL ME Y THAT HAPPEN, THAT WOULD BE REALLY GREATFUL.. PLEASE LET ME KNOW SOME WAY. THANKS.. BB!!!

Worry
This pain is too much I can’t take it anymore No longer wanting to live I grab a knife a stab it into my chest The blood spills out My body is going numb And now I’m falling to the ground Everything is going black My breaths are stop'in Now I am dead So now you will no longer Have to worry about me...

Which Horror Killer Are You?
You scored as Pinhead. You are Pinhead. You come straight from hell. Your curiosity has caused you to make some mistakes in life. But you are now more powerful than you have ever been. You enjoy pain just as much as you enjoy pleasure. Unlike most killers, you like to make sure your victims suffer for all eternity.Pinhead100%Leatherface100%Hannibal Lecter90%Freddy Krueger80%Jigsaw70%Michael Myers60%Jason Voorhees50%Buffalo Bill50%Captain Spaulding30%Candyman30%Which Horror Killer are You?

Death Will Never Be
Look in the mirror and what do you see a haunted spirit pain trapped in eternity, walking down paths of time hoping death will free him from torment and misery despair riddled mind a cancer in the soul the darkness eating away disease destroying him. Alone he always walked no faith in mankind, waiting for death to claim him to take away his shame and the constant pain that had followed him through all of his days through the dreams at night frightening him until light grew into a new day still the fears won't go away. Walking paths treacherous hoping death will free him, wishing to go to countries far where war is rife waiting for the stray bullet or the feeling of a knife entering the back and piercing the heart let the blood run red letting the diseased body, fall to the ground, dead. That was a day in his life he carried for many years from being raped, to fights at home from beatings and blood pouring from the ripped soul crying always wi

I Adore Him
I met the life love of life I met him on my space and we were the best of friends. I adore him he is my everything and until we got together I didnt believe in love. I had my heartbroken so many times and I just felt like love wasnt worth it. He is teaching me what love is and how it feels to have someone adore me for the first time in life. I would be lost without him and I cant wait till he moves in here with me and my kids. So believe and pray and God will give you the person meant for you.

Now This Is Fucking Great
Not sure how true all of this shit is, but there are some very interesting things, that I can agree with, and relate to... Men: 1) 94% of men lie about their penis size. According to condom manufacturers, only 6% of men use extra large condoms. Hey! I have pictures to prove that my boys shit hangs to the floor! 2) The average man is 5 inches long when erect (no matter what you have heard ladies, that's the truth). But girls that y they invented viagra! 3) 80% of American men are circumsized. Even though Pediatrics say it is not necessary. As far as Im concerned it should be 100% I mean c'mon that thing is UGLY in the first place could u imagine blowing one that wasnt cut! 4) No matter what all the ads say, nothing can make your penis grow but time (most men reach the end of their growth by the early 20's) Again I use this one word VIAGRA! 5) There is no correlation between penis size and shoe size, hand size, or nose size. I would hope not on

I've Had Enough
so i have decided i've had enough... enough of being treated like i don't matter, enough of being being lied to, enough of pretty much being told " fuck you" without so many words. so this goes out to anyone who has every lied to me, treated me like i wasn't equal or anything else even remotely like it. screw you!! thank you and have a nice day.

Where To Live In Retirement?
You can live in Phoenix, Arizona where.... 1. You are willing to park 3 blocks away because you found shade. 2. You can drive for 4 hours in one direction and never leave town. 3. You have over 100 recipes for Mexican food. 4. You know that "dry heat" is comparable to what hits you in the face when you open your oven door. 5. The 4 seasons are: tolerable, hot, really hot, and ARE YOU KIDDING ME??!! You can Live in California where... 1. You make over $250,000 and you still can't afford to buy a house. 2. The fastest part of your commute is going down your driveway. 3. You know how to eat an artichoke. 4. You drive your rented Mercedes to your neighborhood block party. 5. When someone asks you how far something is, you tell them how long it will take to get there rather than how many miles away it is. 6. The 4 seasons are: Fire, Flood, Mud, and Drought You can Live in New York City where... 1. You can get into a four-hour arg

Winners Of The Sexy Cherry Male Contest!
1st place goes to Lil Mike Rating winner with 74 rates wins the 1st place prize of $25.00 2nd place goes to Jeff with 2150 comments... He wins either $10.00 or his choice of two DVDS from Sunshyne Video with free shipping! Congratulations to all! Thank you to everyone that played.

Soooooo....
I coooked AND baked today. Normally I only cook. And I HATE HATE HATE baking. I was feeling good today..Maybe its this icky cold weather...or maybe its because I'm on vacation...The world may never know. But I made some yummo food that'll last a week...Now the Pie...I'm not so sure about. I baked a HOMEMADE cherry pie... It looks too good to eat...But between my momma and my brother...almost half of it is gone already. Welll...I'm gonna go find some trouble to get into...so..Have fun...and leave me some Cherry Lovin! BrattyBytch

Hell Test
The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Eigth Level of Hell - the Malebolge!Here is how you matched up against all the levels:LevelScorePurgatory (Repenting Believers)Very LowLevel 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)Very LowLevel 2 (Lustful)ExtremeLevel 3 (Gluttonous)ModerateLevel 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)HighLevel 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)ExtremeLevel 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)Very High

If
I never stopped to realize How lonely I would be I never thought the day would come When you'd grow tired of me Your voice was never sweeter Than the day you said goodbye You'll never know how much it hurt Because I'm too big to cry If I knew then what I know now You'd still be kissing me Instead there's someone else's lips Where mine used to be I say hello and wish you well Each time I pass you by But you'll never know how much it hurt Because I'm too big to cry You never looked so wonderful As the day you walked away I used to say, "I love you" But that I could not say I can't forget you No matter how much I try You'll never know how much it hurt Because I'm too big to cry

Why?
Did it take me being depressed and blah for me to truly realize how wonderful my boyfriend is. I mean it...I knew I loved him for a reason but tonight proved that he's everything and more then I could ever hope for in a man. Thank you baby ♥...I'm lucky to have you in my life. Do people feel the need to include (add me,fan me, rate me)...are you really that hungry for attention? I mean don't you think that if the person thinks you're attractive, funny, nice what have you...that they'll hmmm I dunno do it all on their own. Just a thought. and umm threw in the second part because that shit really annoys me and well didn't want my whole blog to be mushy ya know?

Two Ladies Talking In Heaven
Two Ladies Talking in Heaven 1st woman: Hi! My name is Wanda. 2nd woman: Hi! I'm Sylvia. How'd you die? 1st woman: I froze to death. 2nd woman: How horrible! 1st woman: It wasn't so bad. After I quit shaking from the cold, I Began to get warm & sleepy, and finally died a peaceful death. What About you? 2nd woman: I died of a massive heart attack. I suspected that my husband was cheating, so I came home early to catch him in the act. But instead, I found him all by himself in the den watching TV. 1st woman: So, what happened? 2nd woman: I was so sure there was another woman there somewhere that I started running all over the house looking. I ran up into the attic And searched, and down into the basement. Then I went through every Closet and checked under all the beds. I kept this up until I had Looked everywhere, and finally I became so exhausted that I just Keeled over with a heart attack and died. 1

2 Down And 50 To Go...
So far I've survived the first two weeks of 2007... only 50 more weeks and it will be complete... it has been an eventful 14 days... In those fourteen days, my girlfriend walked in and told me that she had been unfaithful to me... and then told me I needed to find another place to live... I crashed at a friend's house on his couch for two nights and then had another friend offer me a room at her place... so, I've basically lived in 3 different places already this year... now I am in Springdale, Arkansas which is about an hour north of where I was living in Fort Smith, Arkansas... My car is still in Fort Smith as it uninsured and unregisterd at this time... hopefully that will be changing soon... I feel so lost without my vehicle... I was working for Jackson Hewitt Tax Service as a Tax Preparer in Fort Smith... I was supposedly transferred to the office up here but they have yet to put me on the schedule... so I am also seeking employment again... Now understand this... I

I Am Still Me...
You tried.. You didn't have to make me love you.. I would have been more than happy as your friend.. Your presence in my life was desired on any level.. I am still me.. You lied... You promised me forever.. You told me she was gone for good... You were "Daddy" to my children... Then you left...again... I am still me.. You enchanted my life.. You showed me spirtuality beyond what I could have imagined... You weaved your majik effortlessly into my heart.. My soul... Then you took it away.. I am still me.. You're gone.. A part of me is gone with you.. I didn't need you to validate me..but you gave me renewed confidence.. I didn't need you to complete me..but you made my family whole.. I didn't need you to love me...but you made me feel loved I wanted you... But I didn't need you.. And I still don't.. For I am still me.. With or without you.. I am still me.....

Home
Home In a time that was not a time In a place that was not a place There you were in my soul Beautiful green meadows A strong Northern Gale The winds of enchantment and knowledge Do not believe what you see But see what you believe With my final breath drawn that day I spoke your name Knowing we'd be together again The taste of that last kiss Lingers on my lips still today So many times my heart has wept With longing for you You were always there, Yet your presence never revealed to me Reborn with the innocence of a child I could not know you then I found myself once more In a time that is not a time In a place that is not a place Praying to the only God I knew For guidance, answers, healing For a heart and soul that seemed broken beyond repair And you were there... I was drawn to you instantly, though The reason I could not comprehend I was searching for nothing but hope Instead I found life Even now, sometimes it's unclear How we got here.. From

Free
The fine line between dreams and reality A mix of confusion and complete clarity Constantly questioning my own mortality Unfulfilled longing, making my heart bleed Darkness enchains my deepest misery One bite, my love, set my soul free.....

My Kids
Im not sure how to start this.But here it goes. Im one lucky mother to have my 4 children.Roughly about 19 years ago we left abusive relationship.And it was so great to get out of an be able to start all over. Now Im able to say my kids have all grown up an on there on.Except my lovely daughter who I cherish with my life. I see the other 3 an at least an have them come home when they can.Its great to be loved by your children instead of us getting abused. A happy Mother:

Overall Career Ranking Of All 535 Members Of Congress
Career Subject: Overall Immigration Reduction Grades (Updated: January 09, 2007) A+ 4% Received This Grade: Barrett, J. Gresham (R-SC) - 99% Emerson, Jo Ann (R-MO) - 98% Bilbray, Brian (R-CA) - 97% Coble, Howard (R-NC) - 97% Deal, Nathan (R-GA) - 97% Duncan, John (R-TN) - 97% Hayes, Robin (R-NC) - 97% Hunter, Duncan (R-CA) - 97% Rohrabacher, Dana (R-CA) - 97% Tancredo, Tom (R-CO) - 97% Hastert, Dennis (R-IL) - 96% Kingston, Jack (R-GA) - 96% Smith, Lamar (R-TX) - 96% Stearns, Cliff (R-FL) - 96% Everett, Terry (R-AL) - 95% Goode, Virgil (R-VA) - 95% Goodlatte, Robert (R-VA) - 95% Johnson, Sam (R-TX) - 95% Norwood, Charlie (R-GA) - 95% Royce, Ed (R-CA) - 95% Wamp, Zach (R-TN) - 95% A 7% Received This Grade: Byrd, Robert (D-WV) - 94% Davis, Geoff (R-KY) - 94% Sessions, Jeff (R-AL) - 94% Taylor, Gene (D-MS) - 94% Vitter, David (R-LA) - 94% Baker, Richard (R-LA) - 94% Roberts, Pat (R-KS) - 94% Bachus, Spencer (R-AL) - 93% Chambliss, Saxby (R-GA) - 9

Ideas Anyone???
So, what do you do when your job is so boring? There is nothing for me to do at my job (I am in the process of looking for something else) BUT I mean I have like 5 mins of work to do each day and then nothing... I mean my boss is an idiot and the other guy that works here is ready to quit too (we are not treated the greatest)... but I get so bored... help...???

How To Deal With The Vonage Prob I Had
if you have vonage or are gonna get vonage and you have trouble accessing your acct...and they know you are having trouble but still turn your services off so u cant call out....you post something mean against them somewhere then have your hubby or wife or friend to call them and tell them either call you and help u get it fixed so you can pay on your bill or you are going to your lawyer.....works like a charm....LMAO

What My Heart To Do
as it all runing in my blood i feel my heart slow down my mind stops talking i dont hear the voices in my head .. what am i here again what was i to do .... watching the blood fall from my lips what have i done .... why why why did i do it the sweet poison over comes my body ... looking into your eyes deeply i feel your soul become one with mine did i hurt you .... what have i done i pull you close taken my heart cant heal from this pain from with in im becoming one with your soul i lov e you more thing i know how to put into words :P

Ex-girlfriends, Why
why do ex-girlfriends feel that they need to call basically just to tell you how that have found the all time love of their life and they are getting married, and this and that and it is all super duper great? And then they just give you that feeling that they did it just to rub it in your face and bum you out, and then they let you go, sucks, hate em for it!!

"broken"
I'm looking at a picture of us when we were happy and I can't stop crying because i want my baby back. you mean everything to me and I can't take it. I know things aren't the greatest but I can see it in your face. Baby please give me that one last chance. I look at you and my heart sinks. I have these memories of our life together and I can't take this. Youre with someone who wont really be apart of you and I just want to cry. I know you love me so why are you putting me through this. Give me a reason to smile again. Give the pain a reason to stop. make me whole again cause without you i only have half my heart.

Amazed!
I'm sitting at my computer this morning reading the news and drinking coffee like I do every morning and I come across a story of a woman found in Cambodia after living iin the jungle for 19 years. Strange. Like the saying goes, truth is stranger than fiction. Then let's go onto the top headlines on CNN.com today: * Beautician jailed for deadly Mazola injection A woman is jailed for involuntary manslaughter for injecting cooking oil into the butt of another human being as an anti-aging treatment. WTF, over? What idiot would say, "Stick a needle in my fat ass filled with the same stuff I cook my fried chicken in so it doesn't look old." Stupid people should not be allowed by law to breed!!!! In the 60's, people took LSD to make the world weird. Now the world is weird and people take Prozac to make it normal... It's going to be a weird day, I can see it already.

Metal Bound Furniture
In the tradition of two of my Favorite people here on CherryTap, Diva and Daddy, I thought it might be nice to share a site that I found, makers of wonderful lifestyle equipmemnt: "At MetalBound, we have been designing and fabricating fine metal bondage equipment for over a decade and have pieces residing all over the world. Take a look at some of our work and keep in mind we build custom equipment so if you don't see what you like allow us to design something especially for you. We also build fine metal furniture and be assured the same set of high standards go into all of our creations. MetalBound can create a single piece of equipment to add to an existing space or design, build, and install the most elaborate dungeon. We welcome all inquiries and I will personally answer any questions you may have.. Sincerely, Corey MetalBound"

How Is Your Soul
How is your soul? [pics] Your soul is broken.You are living through a lot of pain everyday that you have to deal with, which is making you sorrowful. No one ever stays by your side when you truly need them and no one ever will. Everything is hopeless and tragic and you keep yearning for the day you will be free from pain. Love is unlikely to happen to you because you isolate yourself and are suspicious of peoples motives. You stand in the shadows of the world, watching what you can never have. The bruises you carry never seems to heal, your mind is dark and no one seems to understand or wants to help. As always, you will be alone in the world, fighting your dark thoughts by yourself.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Vacation....
So, lately I've been thinking about taking a vaction to Korea and see my grandfather. My mom just recently got back from Korea and said that he's not doing well. Although I'm kinda nervous about traveling all that way alone... not to mention that my mom never taught my sisters and I any korean... So, I wouldn't have any clue what the heck my relatives were saying., aww.. but Korea is so beautiful... depending on where you go... so maybe, just maybe I will travel to see my family in the next couple of months.

I Miss You
I miss you every day and night Like sun flowers missing sunrise Like a bird missing its nest Like a cloud missing sky Like a river missing water Like spring missing flowers Like a mountain missing its rocks Like lovers missing lovers Like summer missing the sun Like fall missing yellow leaves Like fishes missing water I miss you, do you miss me? Like winter missing snow Like dawn missing sunlight Like night missing darkness Like a bird missing flight Darling, please come with me now Mountains and rivers also miss thou Please come, I keep my promise Forever, we will be in love.

Fucking Hilarious
my drunk fat neighbor just called the cops on us for making too much noise. it would be fine but hons on her computer and i was watching mind of mencia quietly thank god we called the landlord about her royal fatness. i cant wait to hear what he says about this.

Cowboy And His Horse ...
A cowboy and his horse? This Cowboy is riding the range when he gets ambushed by some indians. They take him back to their villiage to see the chief. The Chief looks at the cowboy and says: "You White man, you will die at sundown, but Chief is not as evil as white man, so you gettum three wishes. " What is your first wish?, The cowboy looks around, thinks, then, with a gulp, say: "well, can i talk to my horse o' great chief? "The Chief looks puzzled, laughs to his tribe and says "he-he, sure white man you can talk to your horse". So the cowboy goes to his horse and wispers in it's ear, the horse looks puzzled, but then with bright eyes it gallops off in a cloud of dust. The Indians just sit and laugh at the cowboy for wasting his wish. BUT, all of a sudden the horse returns with a Blonde riding upon its back. The indians look amazed. The chief grins, points to a secluded Teepee. The cowboy now looks embarrassed, so he takes the blonde and goes into the teepee.

Sway
IT WAS A HOT SUMMER DAY AND I JUST WATCHED THE WAY YOU SWAY FROM THE FIRST TIME I SAW YOU, I KNEW I WAS IN LOVE YOU BROUGHT PEACE TO MY HEART; LIKE THE OLIVE BRANCH TO NOAH FROM THE DOVE THE SHEER MATERIAL OF YOUR DRESS CLUNG TIGHTLY TO YOUR HIPS. SO I CHECKED MY GEAR, SLICKED MY HAIR, DUSTED MY SHOES AND LICKED MY LIPS HONEY YOUR WALK IS MAD FLY THE KIND TO BRING A TWINKLE TO RAY CHARLES EYE ALTHOUGH I HAD TO LOOK TWICE I REMAINED COOL AS ICE ENTICED BY THE GLIDE OF YOUR STRIDE THERE’S ONLY TWO WORDS I COULD THINK TO DESCRIBE YOUR SWAY. THIS WAY THAT WAY I MADE YOUR WAY MY WAY DAMN BABY! IT’S GOT TO BE YOUR SWAY SWEET CHOCOLATE GIRL... I CAN TASTE YOU ON MY TONGUE AS YOU STEP LEFT THEN RIGHT, I CAN FEEL YOUR RHYTHM MY PULSE RACED FASTER AND FASTER! BABY GIRL; YOUR SWAY CAN CAUSE A NATURAL DISASTER! JUST LET ME BE A PIECE OF THE ELASTIC IN YOUR THONG TRUST ME BOO; I KNOW I CAN HOLD YOU TWICE AS LONG DON’

The Year Of The Wolf
THE YEAR OF THE WOLF I have returned from this nothing The dead loneliness of the evermore I have transformed from a seed And now i have grown...come walk with me And i shall lead you through the nothing to return here,again as the wolf of the moon This is the year,this is the time

Well, Finally Found Home!
After losing my apt for notoriuos reasons, my fate has been decided. Mistress Thorn has decided that i should live in the family abode. All is working out well! i was pretty much family already. It sure is nice to have a roof over my head again and a family to come home to! i'm sure that life will be a little more interesting know and am looking forward to it! Hope all my Cherry family and friends are well!

Default Pic Commentary - 012107
Is this guy dreaming about swimming in this picture??? Free Radical@ CherryTAP This is interesting, but it is ripped from another profile. I would think that someone would put something that represents what is uniquely them on their default pic, although it is certainly eye catching. :) karen878806@ CherryTAP Gotta love this default picture, though. It certainly shows personality!! :D Liquidfantasy@ CherryTAP Can't help but wonder when folks put default pics like this one, if there is something very dark that they are trying to hide about their past or selves... DreamX@ CherryTAP I love the B/W photos and this one is really good insofar as the lighting, but it is a bit grainy (too low of a resolution used???) and he is way to serious, almost looking mad at the world. If one is to post a default picture, would they really want folks to know that they are mad or upset??? To me that isn't a picture that would necessarily draw folks into the profile.

Your State Motto
YOUR STATE MOTTO Alabama Hell Yes, We Have Electricity. Alaska 11,623 Eskimos Can't Be Wrong! Arizona But It's A Dry Heat. Arkansas Litracy Ain't Evrything. California By 30, Our Women Have More Plastic Than Your Honda. Colorado If You Don't Ski, Don't Bother. Connecticut Like Massachusetts, Only The Kennedy's Don't Own It Yet. Delaware We Really Do Like The Chemicals In Our Water. Florida Ask Us About Our Grandkids. Georgia We Put The Fun In Fundamentalist Extremism. Hawaii Haka Tiki Mou Sha'ami Leeki Toru (Death To Mainland Scum, Leave Your Money) Idaho More Than Just Potatoes... Well, Okay, We're Not, But The Potatoes Sure Are Real Good Illinois Please, Don't Pronounce the "S" Indiana 2 Billion Years Tidal Wave Free Iowa We Do Amazing Things With Corn Kansas First Of The Rectangle States Kentucky Five Million People; Fifteen Last Names Louisiana We're Not ALL Drunk Cajun Wackos, Bu

Private Picture Section
hmm i was thinking about doing a private picture gallery... hmm but i am not that sure though cause i am like shy to show myself off since over 30 people have viewed i want to know your opinion?"

Using Your Mouth
Using your mouth Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mouth. You are incredibly sensual, a great kisser and a seductive lover. You drive all of your partners crazy with your mouth. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Your On My Friends List....i Wanna Know U!!
YOU'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST, I WANNA KNOW YOU I want to know 26 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, never liked each other, or if we already know everything about each other. You're on my list, so let me know who I am friends with. JUST HIT REPLY TO SEND DIRECTLY TO ME IN A MESSAGE THEN, REPOST THE EMPTY QUESTIONS AS A BULLETIN. (male/female answer accordingly) 1. Can you cook? 2. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator? 3. What talent do you wish you had? 4. Favorite place? 5. Favorite vegetable? 6. What was the last book you read? 7. Are you Dirty or Clean? 8. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? 9. Worst Habit? HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Do we know each other outside of CherryTap? 2. What's your philosophy on life? 3. Negative or Optimistic? 4. What was your dream growing up? 5. Worst thing to ever happen to you? 6. Would you give me money or a slap in the face? 7. Tell

The Old Man
HE SITS AND WATCHES THE WINDS BLOW THE CLOUDS FLOAT THE SUN SHINES THE TIME IS HERE HE SEES-- THE CARS ZOOM BY THE CROWD SCRAMBLES FOR THE BUST THE LONG LINEAT THE FAST FOOD WINDOW THE TRAFFIC JAM HE HEARS-- THE NONSENSIBLE BABLING THE IFS THE WHENS THE HURRY HE SITS AND SHAKES HIS HEAD HE IS CONFUSED AND WONDERS WHAT'S THE RUSH? HE KNOWS NOT THE ANSWER HE ONLY KNOWS--TIME IS NOW HE SITS AND WATCHES HE SEES THE WIND HE HEARS THE SUN HE TOUCHES THE CLOUDS HE ONLY KNOWS-- HE IS CELTIC CHARMS IMPITUS CONFRACTUS

Online Friendship
Online Friendship... The true friends who we meet online are a very special kind They pierce your shields and see within the corners of your mind. They're always there when you're in need with their power to discern. They feel your pain.........they offer hope and genuine concern. We bare our souls, expose our hearts and show our inner fears, and then before you know it the keyboard's stained with tears. And if we could see them through that screen then no one could deny that to be a TRUE online friend they too must surely cry.

Her Ass And My Tat
ok check this out me and my friend need help. so here is the links below we are both in contest and would like to place for me and win for her. Click on the photo below for her and for me click on my tat below Thanks to every one for all there support

If You Don't Like It...............
I'm sick and mother fucking tired of all of the down mouthing of the President of the United States of America. Ya know, he has made some really bad mistakes, but so have I and so have you and so will the next person that takes his place. He has the weight of the world on his shoulders and he makes decisions that he FEELS is best. Where would this country be if I were running it? If you were running it? I don't want another fucking Bush bashing remark in my shoutbox or in my email box. If you don't like the way this country is run, then by God go some fucking where else and live and see how fast you run back to the place that is run by President Bush. You'll see that his decisions aren't as bad as you thought they were. Most of the people that whine, cry and complain are the ones who sit on their ass on election day and don't bother to cast a vote. To that I say STFU!!! I realize that we all have different political views and that is something that I respect. Now it's tim

Saint Brigid
Saint Brigid St Brigid of Kidare was one of the high goddesses worshipped throughout the Celtic world, commonly in triple form. Her name means something like "the high one" and is found in many Celtic name formations (for example the several tribes, in Gaul, Britain and elsewhere known as Brigantes). She is the patron of poetry, music, learning , healing, and above all fertility. One of the very early churches of the east midlands originally known as Civias Brigidae, was founded in Co.Kildare probably as early as the fifth century. Its foundress is said to have been a bondswomen, Brigid whose attributes are those of the great goddess. Her festival was on February 1st the old Celtic quarterly feast of Imbolc the name may refer to Belly or bag the feast marked according to an early text "the beginning of the lactation of the ewes" corresponding to the Roman Lupercalia, the Hindu Holi. Cicitas Brigidae may have been presided over by a female bishop, who gave way in due co

A Good Prayer
Heavenly Father, Help us remember that the jerk who cut us off in traffic last night is a single mother who worked nine hours that day and is rushing home to cook dinner, help with homework, do the laundry and spend a few precious moments with her children. Help us to remember that the pierced, tattooed, disinterested young man who can't make change correctly is a worried 19-year-old college student, balancing his apprehension over final exams with his fear of not getting his student loans for next semester. Remind us, Lord, that the scary looking bum, begging for money in the same spot every day (who really ought to get a job!) is a slave to addictions that we can only imagine in our worst nightmares. Help us to remember that the old couple walking annoyingly slow through the store aisles and blocking our shopping progress are savoring this moment, knowing that,based on the biopsy report she got back last week, this will be

Cars, Cars, Cars In Default Pics...
Many default pics -- all you see is their car! :D mysteryvan@ CherryTAP ron germy@ CherryTAP BhamBuggy@ CherryTAP Diesel@ CherryTAP or, their bike.... towguy@ CherryTAP Just a quick question -- when you open the doors, where are the people??? ;)

Rare Shark Footage - Frilled Shark (this Thing Looks Like A Dinosaur. O.o;;;;)
Officials at Awashima Marine Park, located in the coastal city of Numazu, have obtained rare video footage of a frilled shark (Chlamydoselachus anguineus) near the sea surface after it was captured in nearby waters. On the afternoon of January 21, a fisherman spotted the large fish in the shallow water near the park. He immediately contacted Awashima Marine Park officials, who caught the shark and transported it to the park’s dolphin pen, where they turned it loose. The weak shark was able to survive for several hours — long enough for park officials to videotape it swimming around. Video footage of the frilled shark near the sea surface is very rare, and the park says it will keep the video for research purposes. The frilled shark is typically found at a depth of around 600 meters (2,000 feet). Its slender body grows to about 160 cm long, and unlike most sharks, which typically have 5 sets of gills, the frilled shark has 6 sets. It is known as a “living fossil” for its resemblan

I'm A Scorpio... What Are You???
Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictionist. .:VIRGO:. The Virgin Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness. .:SCORPIO:. The sex addict Can be mean. EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Energetic. Predict future. Most erotic. (Freak in bed.) (GREAT kisser.) Always get what they want. Sexy. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. The sexiest ever....Romantic. Caring. .:LIBRA:. The lame lover Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone They meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique sexiness. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing n Bed..!!! Did I say Amazing in Bed? not the ki

This Is For All My Cherrytap Friends:
007-1-26 20:38:51 I wrote your name on a piece of paper, but by accident threw it away. I wrote your name on my hand, but it washed away.wrote your name in the sand, but the waves whispered it away. I wrote your name in my heart, and forever it will stay. Send this to everyone you love including the person that sent it to you. If you send this to 10 people in the next 43 minutes then tomorrow will be the best day ever!!!!!I believe in angels, the kind that heaven sends. I'm surrounded by angels, but I call them my best friends!

8 Years And It Still Hurts
Its coming up on 8 years now since you have passed away and here I am so painfully sad. How can I be okay? A part of me has gone with you and now Im not complete. Inside Im breaking down each day. Im on the verge of defeat. It hurts so bad inside right now. Im finally breaking down. This happens to me every year. Im empty with you not around. Always know that you are that special part of me, the part I cant have back. I miss you son and its so hard here. Without you my world is black.

Ok, Im In A Morf Contest And Need Your Help
Ok, to all my ct friends out there. I have entered into a morf contest. And what i need from you is to rate and comment bomb like crazy. For the one that comment bombs the most there will be a prize given away. Thanks for all the help for you are true friend. Just click on the picture below and i till take you were you need to go to rate and then comment bomb like crazy. Thanks again

Birthday Gift For Jim!
hey guys please visit my mumm and let me know what u think. http://www.cherrytap.com/mum.php?id=25158 or leave me a comment about it here.......... IM GONNA POST A MUM ON THIS TOO BUT IM ASKING MY FRIENDS TOO.... iM THINKING OF HAVING PICTURES TAKEN FOR JIM FOR HIS BIRTHDAY. THOES OF YOU THAT KNOW ME, ( MALE AND FEMALE) WHICH DO YOU THINK WOULD BE BETTER AN INTIMATE BEDROOM SETTING WITH ME DRESSED TO MATCH OR LIKE A OUTDOOR SETTING WITH THE bIKER IMAGE, LEATHER JACKET ECT?? lET ME KNOW PLEASE........

Wicked Fun
I am an independent consultant for Fantasia Home Parties. If you are interested in booking a party please contact me. Fantasia parties are great for girls night out~ Invite all your friends and expect to have SO much fun~ Fantasia is FUN, WILD and SEXY, and we have awesome products for all your deepest desires. Come check it out....browse the website and see for yourself~ WWW.FANTASIAHOMEPARTIES.COM

When You Say Nothing At All
It's amazing how you can speak right to my heart Without saying a word, you can light up the dark Try as I may, I could never explain What I hear when you don't say a thing The smile on your face lets me know that you need me There's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me The touch of your hand says you'll catch me if ever I fall You say it best when you say nothing at all All day long I can hear people talking out loud But when you hold me near, you drown out the crowd Old Mr. Webster could never define What's being said between your heart and mine The smile on your face lets me know that you need me There's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me The touch of your hand says you'll catch me if ever I fall You say it best when you say nothing at all The smile on your face lets me know that you need me There's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me The touch of your hand says you'll catch me if ever I fall You say it best when y

Just For Today
Just for today I will admit I have a problem just for today I can admit the problem is me tomorrow is distant on the horizon so just for today I will try just to breathe yesterday was painful filled with sadness and hurt from years long ago no longer able to hold them close to guard myself Just for today i will tell you I am not in control just for today I will ask for some help just for now i feel i must go finding my breath shaky and shallow how sad it is to know i am not strong just for today i will just be alone

Drunk Driving Its Your Decision
Picture this Close your eyes and imagine it You're standing by your man You're standing by your girl Picture this Look deep into yourself and picture it Your right by your friend and you don't know what happend Picture this There are sirens all around you and you don't know what's going on Imagine this He/She is dead and you can't do anything Can you see it? Alcohol is in your system Alcohol is on your breath Policemen trying to calm you down Policemen trying to say Trying to tell Trying to let you know what you've done Picture this You just killed the one you loved the most You've just killed the one who loves you back Are you picturing it? Cuze your waking up the next morning in a cold cold cell And the person standing next to you now Is lying in a coffin because of you Drinking and Driving Picture this Dream after dream Nightmares reminding you every night Can you see it? The parent of the boy/girl you've just killed Holding your hand even t

Classical Chocolate Truffles With Rum
Classical Chocolate Truffles with Rum Ingredients 8 oz (225 g) semisweet chocolate ½ cup (1.2 dl) heavy cream 1½ tablespoons dark rum (or coffee or cream) 5 tablespoons cocoa powder (unsweetened) Method 1. Break the chocolate into small pieces and melt it with cream and rum over hot water. 2. Whisk gently until the mixture is smooth. 3. Let it cool in the refrigerator overnight covered by plastic wrap. 4. Scoop a small tablespoon of chocolate mixture and roll the truffle balls in your hands; be careful to avoid melting the balls. The size (diameter) should be about 1 inch (2.5 cm). Alternatively, shape the truffles by using a melon baller. 5. Roll the balls in cocoa powder. 6. Store the truffle balls tightly covered in a refrigerator. Classical truffles of this type are manufactured by a number of companies in USA, Europe, Australia and elsewhere. They should be served at 64-68 degrees F (18-20 degrees C). If the temperature is higher they might be

Headache Remedy Lol
A husband emerged from the bathroom naked and was climbing into bed, when his wife complained, as usual, "I have a headache." "Perfect," her husband said. "I was just in the bathroom powdering my dick with aspirin. You can take it orally or as a suppository. It's up to you."

A Gypsy's Song
A Gypsy's Song He lights a fire in the fireplace And lights the candles that cover the bathroom He places rose petals in a path on the floor Leading the way for his love to follow He runs a bathtub full or water Then adds rose petals and scented oils to it He turns on music that will set the mood And he lays her silk robe on the bed Suddenly a key plays chimes in his ears She is here! He waits quietly as she opens the door Her coat and purse slip out of her hands As she notices what he has done Suddenly she feels a hand over her mouth And a tender voice telling her to relax This is the voice she has waited some many years to hear Finally he is hers and hers only Now he is in her arms and she won't let go Two lovers caught in the moment So close she can hear him breathe Hear every beat his heart makes So happy when he whispers "Welcome home my sweet Rroma"

Lunches...
I just gave myself a migraine. I didn't have much of a choice though. About an hour ago I was sitting here, making my way through a stack of follow-ups and trying to get people to send me their art or names or just quit being little bitches and agree to the less than minimum charges when I was suddenly struck with a horrific smell. Rotten fish. And it was STRONG. I gagged and slapped a hand over my nose. For the record, I truly dislike the smell of seafood. I don't eat it anymore except in the form of tuna cakes. (i used to but something happened one day and now it makes me ill) I can handle the smell if it's cooked well or if it's fresh and mixed with the smell of the Bay (I'm speaking of Fisherman's Warf in SF). But THIS was different. It literally smelled rotten and I thought I was going to loose the few wheat thins I'd snacked on this morning. I spoke up and mentioned I smelled bad fish. Then the boss' wife, said it was crab. She had made something with

Handbags
I never gave it a thought. Who would have thought? Have you ever noticed gals who sit their handbags on public toilet floors - then go directly to their dining tables and set it on the table? Happens a lot! It's not always the 'restaurant food' that causes stomach distress. Sometimes "what you don't know 'will' hurt you"! >>Read on... Mum got so upset when guests came in the door and plopped their handbags on the counter where she was cooking or setting up food. She always said that handbags are really dirty, because of where they have been. >>Smart Mum!!! It's something just about every woman carries with them. While we may know what's inside our handbags, do you have any idea what's on the outside? Shauna Lake put handbags to the test - for bacteria - with surprising results. You may think twice about where you put your handbag. Women carry handbags everywhere; from the office to public toilets to the floor of the car. Most women won't be caught without their handbags, but

Sharing Love
I WANT TO GIVE YOU EVERYTHING, DOWN TO THE ESSENCE OF MY SOUL. FOR BY GIVING AND BY SHARING, ONLY THEN CAN IBE WHOLE. BY SHARING EVERYTHING I HAVE, I WILL NEVER BE IN DEBT, FOR I HAVE FOUND THE SIMPLE TRUTH, ONLY BY GIVING, DO WE GET.

Fet Up!!
What im gonna do here is go off on a big fucking rant!! Im tired of my lifestyle my fake friends, drugs, booze, whores , my job, everything thats happening right now in my life basically!!! I cant stand waking up another fucking day knowing nothing is gonna be any different in my day!!! Just one big fucking drug induced blurry coma!!! Im gonna be sik now, thanx for listening thats all!!!

The Huntress
The Huntress Chamber ‘Well dog, are you ready to beg?’ He vomited on the stone flags and tried to raise himself, was kicked down. There were two of them, clad in motorcycle leather. His feet were being drawn upwards behind him and soon he was inverted, legs spread apart and wrists chained to a floor ring. ‘Nice cock.’ Booted legs stood inches from his face, the lashes of a whip brushing them. He stared in horror at the gnarled, glistening thongs. ‘Welcome to the Huntress chamber, David.’ The voice was Ilse’s and came from somewhere in the darkness. It carried the husky edge he had come to know so well – the excitement of the sadist. A lighter clicked and he had a momentary glimpse of her face as she brought flame to a cigarette. The sweat with it’s overlay of vomit was trickling into his nose and he coughed violently. This only seemed to make things worse. ‘Christ Ilse!’ It was meant to be a shout but came as a quavering whimper, ‘Don’t, please –

Watch Out
If this person is on your site and is a friend...if you keep her on yours...DELETE ME! this lowlife stalker has been causing shit for over a year! lavender@ CherryTAP This He/She is a stalker and a trouble maker... she has multiple names... she will use ya to get info...

Very Hot 2
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The Wheel Of The Year In The Troth
THE WHEEL OF THE YEAR IN THE TROTH (Troth: meaning faith or loyalty) WINTER NIGHT - around October 15th - The Norse new year. The forces of nature are finished expending their vital powers. People begin to turn inward to more spiritual things. Originally this festival lasted for around several days. YULE - from around December 20 - 31st This is a whole period of time - the old "yule-tide" also remembered as the 12 days of christmas. Yule-tide begins on the mother night and ends on yule itself, twelve nights from the mother night. It is a prime time to contact dead ancestors or the gods as the realm between this world and the other becomes thin. DISTING - around February 14th - The beginning of the return of the vital forces that turned inward at the time of winter night. This is a time when the ground is being made ready for the planting of seeds. It is a time for the preparation of new things to come. EASTER/VERNAL EQUINOX - The full manifestation of the retur

My First Blog
Hello, First thank you for reading this. The Moke runs a State Liquor Store in Warren. I love to play Texas Hold'em. So if u got a game let me know. Giving serious thoughts on tryin to turn pro. Ladies "How U doin?". Moke likes to trade goods and services. So if u got somthin ur lookin to trade let me know. Dont have much else on my mind right now except its so damn cold!!!! just remember My Mokeshake brings all the girls to the yard. And there life is better than urs. I could teach u but i'd have ta charge! Moke is out!

Read It
CHAPTER- SOMEWHERE AROUND 27 OF 30 i think i forgot to write about when i went visited this guy i met online in Rotterdam n my bio so im going to add about it here about 2 years ago i went to see this 28 year old guy i met onlline in rotterdam.we seemed to hit off we talked for a good few months before i flew and it was my first time ever to actually go meet someone from online, but as soon as i saw him at the airport i hid...i mean it was obvious this guy had some physical and mental problems.he told me he had but i never assumed this bad...but hey it was for 2 weeks and i knew noone there so i walked up and said hi. naturally it turned out to be a nightmare----it turns out he had been battling with cancer for years with it just recently came back,and all spread all over,he was ever so desperate to love someone and he grew up in broken family he basically had noone. he lived by himself and he was also a schizophrenic.so im stuck with this person for two

Sexual Astrology
ARIES WOMEN: Wildly sensual, passionate and adventurous. You'll have sex anywhere, you know what you want - intense and frequent sex, you have a need for complete control, but you're also in love with love. As a mate, you are ardent, loyal, sentimental, and earthly. Biggest thrill - the tickle of a man's facial fuzz. ARIES MEN: Sleeping with him is like playing croquet with live bombs - you never know what is going to happen! Never expect him to wait for you to be ready - he will rip your clothes off if he is ready to go. Don't tease him or you'd better be ready to deliver. Fond of slave master games and he likes it rough. Aries men are also explorers, so be ready to go where no woman has gone before. His favourite position: a woman on her knees leaning forward. TAURUS WOMEN: You expect your man to be kind and patient and make love to you by the book. Like to be pleased by sex, but don't look for unusual approaches. But you are a demanding lover and leave your partner breathles

The Sorrow On Her Face
THE SORROW ON HER FACE The sorrow is written on her face. Her eyes beg me with sadness. I feel the worry from her aura. Does she know I’m saving the world for her? Sanity flows away from us. Slipping through the net of our time. Will time led to love? Will love lead to passion? Will the sorrow depart from her face?

The Most Irritating Fucker At Your Super Bowl Party
The Super Bowl is really only half about the game. The other half is about seeing how much food and booze you can shove down your gullet before midnight rolls around, and having a free pass to show up to work hung-over the next day. Many folks agonize over throwing or attending the perfect party, but agony is futile because, really, all Super Bowl Parties feature the same things: lots of nachos, lots of beer and the typical infuriating cast of characters. Here is my vote for the worst: The "Fantasy Football Guy” Fantasy Football Guy spends the entire game pointing out to all who would hear which players were on his fantasy football team this year and in years past. “Oh, man. Great touchdown by Joseph Addai there. I wish he would have done that more for my fantasy team this year.” Hey, buddy, if you like fantasies so much, here's one for you: we all hope you're killed by a drunk driver on the way home tonight.

This Is For Arabella And Not Mattel
GOD TOOK AN ANGEL HOME LAST NIGHT, LEFT US HERE FEELING THATS NOT RIGHT, WE CAN ALL SIT HERE AND WONDER WHY, A BEAUTIFUL LITTLE GIRL HAD TO DIE. THERE WAS NO REASON, BUT THERE WAS A CRIME, THIS PRECIOUS CHILD WHO DID NOTHING WRONG, WAS TAKEN AWAY BEFORE HER TIME. GOD HAS A NEW ANGEL BY HIS SIDE, ARABELLA IS HER NAME, WE'LL NEVER UNDERSTAND WHY SHE DIED, WE'LL ONLY KNOW NOTHING WILL BE THE SAME. GOD HAS A NEW ANGEL BY HIS SIDE, SHE'S FINALLY AT PEACE, WE'LL NEVER KNOW THE REASON SHE DIED, A DAUGHTER A SISTER, A FRIEND, A NIECE. SHE WAS A PRECIOUS GIFT, SO REMEMBER THE LAUGHTER AND THE SMILE, REMEMBER HOW SHE GAVE YOUR HEART A LIFT, AND BE GLAD SHE WAS HERE EVEN FOR A SHORT WHILE. OUR THOUGHTS ARE WITH YOU, AND SO ARE OUR PRAYERS, NOT MATTEL YOU HAVE FRIENDS OLD AND NEW, AND WE'RE HERE FOR YOU, WE REALLY CARE. SO ASK FOR ANYTHING AND WE'LL BE THERE. YOUR FRIEND ANGEL

Blah...
So yeah, I just joined cherry tap and it is kind of confusing, but I think I am getting the hang of it. So far I have met some really nice people on here. This is kind of like myspace, but a lot better... If that makes any sense at all. Well until next time!

My Life Needs A Do Over Today
Ok so I left off with the disapearing act of the maintenance man. So right as he bolted on me, the phone rings. It is the school nurse telling me that my daughter has a mild case of food poisoning. *ACK* So I rush over to pick her up and I got her the attention she needed. Then I returned home with her to get her settled in and wait for Eddie to come home from work. Well then the Houdini maintenance man decides to show up to fix the toilet. UGH! Now I have to send him away because I need the bathroom for my sick kid. God only knows when I will get it fixed now. While tending to my daughter, one of my dogs apparently had a hell of a time in my purse. He managed to eat all my cards! So I had to call the bank and get those replaced and have money transferred into our local account so I could have access for what we need until the new cards get here. I finally get all of that taken care of when the workmen finally showed up to fix the broken boiler! YAY! Something good! So

Various And Sundry
So, I watched Humphrey Bogart in To Have and Have Not last night. Which was great fun, and interesting. A contrast to modern movies, where everything moves so much more rapidly. And it made me think about whether someone like Humphrey Bogart would ever be a big star today. Because he's not handsome, or charming, or anything. He's a star because he's Humphrey Bogart, but in our modern appearance-obsessed Hollywood, would Humphrey have been a star? Lauren Bacall, by the way? *fans herself* Can you whistle? Just to warn everyone in advance, I will probably be offline for most of nine days starting this Friday. I have a guest from out-of-town coming Fri-Sun. (My friend Mike, who goes to Penn State. I met him on the 'net about eight months ago.) Then Monday I fly to San Jose on business for a couple days. I'm at work at HQ on Tuesday and Wednesday, and then I go on vacation Thursday through Monday. I'll be visiting friends and family in the Bay area ... people that I was

How I Got My Soulmate!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
The best advice that I can give is to relax and do the things that you like to do. Try and attend art Galleries or Museums if you like that, go to church functions if you find that enjoyable, volunteer at hospitals or seniors homes if you find that interesting. Heck, if you are a party animal, continue to go to bars and clubs. This way the people that you meet will have the same interests as you. Just relax and let it come to you, sometimes when you try too hard to find a special someone it comes off as desperation and actually hinders the search. My answer would be the Internet, it may take a while of sorting through garbage....but it does any way you decide to meet people. People can lie to your face as well as over the computer. True love knows no boundaries. If you can't handle a long distance relationship, then maybe you could be just friends until you come together. My main theory of a soulmate is money!!! yeh they might say it is not about the money, but you all kn

A Much Better Day Thank You!
Today was a much better day!! The boiler was fixed late yesterday so now we have heat again and hot water! My daughter feels better especially since school was cancelled due to the weather. And I did not get charged the late fee! Today was a wonderful day! *cheers*

Rant Time! Episode 3: Honor?! What The Fuck?!
Honor...honor...honor...lets begin...A VERY FUCKING BIG TOPIC! RANT TIME! Episode 3: HONOR?! WHAT THE FUCK?! I'm going to start by giving you 2 definitions of honor I found at Dictionary.com (that I preferred to select to describe what I'm talking about): 1. honesty, fairness, or integrity in one's beliefs and actions: a man of honor. and 13. to hold in honor or high respect; revere: to honor one's parents. (theres like 26) Why does honor no longer exist among people? There is no such thing as HONOR in a society as depraved as ours. People fucking cheat on each other, take no regard to the idea that someone is in a relationship or honor their own, for instance: "I have a boyfriend." "We'll thats ok, that never stopped me." WHAT KINDA PEOPLE ARE OUT THERE THAT THEY CAN'T RESPECT OTHER PEOPLES RELATIONSHIPS. But it is not only honor in relationships its honor among friends and trust. WHY THE HELL can't people even honor their own friendships. Why can't people give up so

Girlfriend Application
the basics: name: age: height: weight(optional): eye color: hair color: some better stuff: measurements: cup size: shoe size: styles: what style clothes do u wear: style underwear is your fav: your hair is short or long: the goodies: best place for a weekend getaway: your idea of a perfect first date: if you had me locked in your room for an entire 24 hours what would u do with me: more goodies: describe your sexual appetite: whats your favorite position: does size really matter: why or why not: whats your favorite thing to do in bed: about me: what about me do u like: first thing u notice: how long have u known me: why would u make a good girlfriend for me: about you: what do u like to do for fun: you take me out sumwhere where do we go and what do we do: do u like surprises: do u like to cuddle: holding hands: staying in and curling up together for

Sacred Reich-who's To Blame
a mumm about music making kids commit suicide made me think of this song Jonny can you hear me turn that music down You're making too much noise I mean it do it now all that stuff is evil Ozzy, Judas Priest there's backwards messages in that stuff that leads you to the beast Jonny don't you hear me open up that door I've been calling you for hours I won't say it anymore just wait until your dad gets home and sees what you have done kicked out of school you've got no job you're a useless delinquent bum oh my god it's Jonny hanging by his neck all those metal albums have led him to his death Now it's time for parents to open ears and listen maybe it's too late to see what you've been missing music is no cause of death it's you that suffocates if you had opened your eyes and ears you'd see just who's to blame Who's to be responsible for a life that's gone off track who's the one who must be there to see i

My Disney Alter-ego
You scored as Sleeping Beauty. Your alter ego is Princess Aurora, a.k.a. Sleeping Beauty! You are beautiful and enchanting, and as sweet as ever. Sleeping Beauty88%Ariel81%Goofy75%Cinderella69%Peter Pan50%The Beast50%Cruella De Ville44%Pinocchio44%Donald Duck31%Snow White25%Which Disney Character is your Alter Ego?created with QuizFarm.com

My View On Me...
my name is robert i'm 6 ft with a whole lot too love and a whole lot of lovin too give. if u takin the time to check out my pics u know i have 3 lil girls.. i always wished to be surrounded by women,careful what you wish for..i did'nt do the about me part when i started ct but now i'm addicted..cool to know other people like me exsist...anyways having the three girls is cool even though their mama took them away from me as a christmas gift after six years...but i still get to see them a lot right now..so i'm cool with it.. quick run down on me, i was raised by women.. so i know how to love a womans being first then their body...and if i'm lucky i get to do both at the same time... saying that i know thats how i want my girls to be loved when they get old enough to experience love...i've realized in this past relationship that i'm the girl..my ex didn't like to be touched or romanced..which led to the dimise of our relationship and most of my others as a matter of fact...i think its bec

You A Player Or A Real Man ?
Is there any real men left out there ??? Someone who isn't just wanting a piece of ass ?? I mean, come on.. There has GOT to be some real men left out there.. One that is respectful ? There is so much more to REAL women like myself than just a piece of ass.. I do have a heart you know, I do have feelings.. If your all about just gettin some, then you need to move on to the next chick, cause I am worth more than that.. Been through alot in the past few years, especially the past two years, and at the end of 2006.. The last thing I need or want is a player... If your a player, MOVE ON.. If your serious, if your a REAL man, then I am willing to talk to you.. If Not.. Peace out!!! Go find someone else to play with, cause Im not wantin to play games.. Games are for high school kiddies... Thats all for now..

Friendship, Love, Life
Have you ever wondered which hurts the most, saying something and wishing you hadn't or saying nothing and wishing you had? I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say. Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them. if you do they might break your heart...If you don't, you might break theirs. Have you ever decided not to become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you had with that person? Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't. You can't tell your heart what to feel. Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you? Too many of us stay welled up because our fear of rejection is too hard to handle. Life is all about risks that require you to jump. Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have done or could have done. What would you do if everytime you fell in love you had to say good-bye? What wold you do if every

Comfort In The Dark
As you walk the roads at night, I follow always just out of sight. And sometimes you may feel me near, My footsteps in your mind you hear. I see you, tense, stop and stare, I hear you wondering who is there. Deep in the dark of the night you search, But your mortal eyes cannot see my perch. A flash of light within the dark, You feel fear come into your heart. And you flee to the places of human sin, Where footsteps are lost in the crawling din. Encased in the moving crowd, You feel safe and you feel proud. Until you notice them all leer, Their actions encouraged by the smell of your fear. They pull you into the night by your hair, Your clothes they rip and violently tear. Those Strangers ignore your cries of distress, You are surrounded by enemies in the darkness. But this darkness is my home, And through it I do freely roam. Those strangers now scream and try to fight, But they are no match for a true child of the night. Soothing words I

Mary Had A Little Lamb
Mary had a little lamb, Its fleese was black as soot, And every where that Mary went, It left a Sooty foot_______Print! Mary had a little Lamb, A Plate of chips and a slice of Ham, A Custard tart and a slice of cake, And what a mess did Mary make! Mary liked her little Lamb, It Followed her to school, It sat in her Class, Drinking from a glass, Getting top marks, Now he's the head of the class!

Pretty Eyes Contest Now Open!
The pretty eyes contest will run for a week... it will end friday feb 16th at 10 a.m. mountain time... The rules are 1. Be respectful! 2. You can comment bomb yourself! 3. Have fun! I will give prizes to the first, second, and third! Prizes will be determined at the end of the contest... Thanks... Everyone :D.... Please come vote for who you want the win the contestents are.... *C Money* *Ray* *magikarp* *boatman* *Sexy Lips* *Mystchaze* *Lost~~Civeteto~~~Queen Witch of Lestats Dark Covenant Family~~~Member of K.O.T~~* *Txsweetbeauty* *Lissaness*

Valentine's Day: Day Of Ick & Mush
So, Valentine's Day is coming up. And, I kinda hate Valentine's Day. And not because I'm single, or lonely, or blah blah... any of those whiny "woe is me" things you hear about V-Day. And not because, um, let's face it -- I'm not much of a romantic. Hearts with doilies? Boxes of chocolate? Mushy cards? Soooo not my style. I mean, noone who knows me would call me emotionally reserved. I'm affectionate. I'm loving. I have no problems expressing my feelings for people. I just don't ... get mushy. (Although, I'll take flowers. I LOVE flowers. I was spoiled, with my first two boyfriends, who loved to give me flowers. But in the last twelve years, I've only gotten flowers from my dad. OK, so my dad rocks, but c'mon. I deserve some flowers sometimes, right?) No, mostly I hate Valentine's Day because it's... well, tacky. And stupid. I mean, do I need a special day to tell someone I love him? Do I need an excuse to go out for a nice dinner? I'd rather he buy me flower

Music
I HATE AMERICAN IDOL how could i hate such a highly rated series of new found talent? simple it's not the talent they are seeking its the whole age and look limitations thing TALENT isnt aged it is timeless and LOOKS can be developed i am 33 so i am way too old for american idol but i still possess an old school self taught talent yet to be discovered by the right people but i assure you its a timeless gift i am trying not to waste But idol is just television fodder at its most (*in my eyes*) un-entertaining

Gallows Of The Underworld
Part 1 _____________________ Deep in the gallows of the catacombs, I awake from my slumber by the sound of a voice I had not heard in many years. There he stands on a podium talking about a book he wrote. "I love my mother. I always knew she did not abandon me. I know she fought to keep me but the fates must have had other things in store for us. I remember when I was a little boy she told me everyday how much she loved me. Now that I am old enough I want to speak out against the horrible things that happened to us. That is the reason I wrote this book and why I am standing here right now. One thing is missing, My mother. No one has heard from her in many years." These words echoed off the walls. For the first time in years I feel tears falling down my face. I want to go to him but I cannot. My son has more than one job, an author, a very popular soccer player, a CEO of one of the biggest companies in the country and last of all, a vampire hunter. Long ago, I had no reason left t

About You
Your touch is with me always, It’s burnt into my skin, As soft and warm as sun rays When a summer day sets in. Your soft voice never silent, It’s forever in my ears, Serenading every moment And calming all my fears. Your arms always enfold me, The strength of angels wings, They support and protect me wholly With the safety a true love brings. While I can never repay you, For the wonder you bring to my life, I can forever be true, And forever be a true wife.

Chili Relleno Squares
Original recipe yield: 16 servings PREP TIME 10 Min COOK TIME 30 Min READY IN 40 Min INGREDIENTS * 3 cups shredded Monterey Jack cheese * 1 1/2 cups shredded Cheddar cheese * 2 (4 ounce) cans chopped green chilies, drained * 2 eggs * 2 tablespoons milk * 1 tablespoon all-purpose flour DIRECTIONS 1. Layer cheeses and chilies in a greased 8-in. square baking dish, starting and ending with cheese. In a bowl, beat the eggs. Add the milk and flour; pour over cheese. Bake at 375 degrees F for 30 minutes or until set. Cut into small squares. Serve warm.

My Dad In College
My dear old dad. I know, I know, you've heard quite a few. Trust me when I tell you with my dad there are always stories just waiting to be told. Before you read this, I should warn you. There's doodoo in it. I know y'all remember how I said my dad's stories start one of two ways "Well, I was bored..." or "Well I got to drinkin'...." This is the latter. Anyways, my father went to college. He was forbidden to live on campus after his first year (more on that later), so they moved into an old house. One night, his friend Petit went to sleep early while the rest of them stayed up drinking. Late that evening my dad gets bored (he was already drunk), so he tells his roommates, "I'munago over and sh*t in that corner." "Nuh uh!" They respond. Note to YOURself: Never tell Venus's father he won't do something, because he'll be hellbent on proving you wrong. My father takes a sack, goes to the corner, and proceeds to empty his colon. "You sh*tting?" His friend asks. "Uh, yeah."

My Father Met My First Boyfriend
The night my dad met my first boyfriend, we were going to a dance. Junior (the boyfriend) came over to meet my family before going up to the middle school. My mother, grandfather, and grandmother all thought he was charming. They talked to him for a few minutes, then he and I went in the den to watch television. We sat on the couch watching the closest of the two televisions, and I grabbed his hand underneath the big hard pillow so nobody could see. I glanced over and smiled at him. Then, to my horror, my father walks in with a huge bloody knife, barely glances at Junior, and walks outside. Junior's fingers tightened slightly on mine, and I rolled my eyes to myself, looking back over at the television. My dad comes back in, still holding the huge knife in his hand, and stops at the foot of the couch, "You want me to use this on you?" while he looks directly at Junior. Junior lets go of my fingers, loses all color in his face, pops his eyes out of his head as wide as they'll go, and

Love
LAST NIGHT.... Last night I looked up at the stars and thanked my heavenly father for sending me you. Looking at all the stars I know I have found the brighest one and I followed it and it sent me to you. I could travel the world and never find some one as special as you. You are the light of my life and meaning for my being. Finding a bright star like you is rare, and keeping it shining is something I hope never dies. I can't give you the world, but I can show you the world. A world you have never seen a world with unconditional love, and a world full of unexcpted surprises at every turn. Share my world and I will share yours. I love you with every breath I take and with my every being.

My Grandma Part 8
Update on my grandma.. Well she is doing ok and doing fine.. She has been up and down mostly of the day.. But I was in bed all day long.. I am kind of sick.. Right now I am trying to help her out.. I can't do my laundry this week because grandma has to have the washer so I will do my laundry some other time.. I will keep you all posted about my grandma and what is going on ok.. There is not much to tell but I am telling everything I can ok.. Hope you all have a really good day.. Virgo24

Twat Waffles And Ass Hats!!
My friend Toxic posted a picture of herself licking a mirror. (Here is the picture) Well I left Toxic a messed up comment saying, "LMAO! Please .. oh please tell me this was either your mirror or mine!! Who knows who else has tongued that mirror!! LOL" So Toxic commented my default picture with, "HWAT! and yes it was my mirror you asshat!" So I went to Toxic main profile and commented her with, "If I am your asshat, then you are my twatwaffle!! LMAO" I then promptly changed my yahoo messenger status to read, "If im ur asshat, ur my twatwaffle" The following is the yahoo conversation between Toxic and myself: Toxic: i don't wanna be a twat waffle Toxic: can i be the asshat? Toxic: ROFLMFAO Myself: nope.. you called me an asshat.. I get to keep it Myself: lmao Toxic: FINE Toxic: asshat Toxic: LOL Myself: (inserted laughing audible here) Myself: oh my god!! I'm almost in tears Toxic has started viewing your web cam. You have started viewing Toxi

Im A Writer Also, And I Write A New Book:) - Fight For Your Dreams: Chapter 1-2
I thought on, why i not write a romantic book..I wrote till now horror, thriller, sci-fi, i know in hungarian language, but i thinking on now, i write a book in english..Not easy, i living in the usa only just half years ago..I make blogs in mí míspace, i make here now also, and send there the book's new chapter..I want to know, what you say all!:) Fight for your dreams! Written by Leslie Szalay Chapter 1. Arrived The plane just arrived to the terminal..slowly stopped, the airport is waited the new peoples from the passageway..The peoples came..Like always, the life is not stopped after the 2001 terrible things..Lot of reasons, who why came..But he don’t thinking on this..After the checking found a taxicab..He not was a Bond, never thought this..But his ideal was, hence he a man who is lived always like a gentleman..Leslie tried everything, to not see the driver don’t care, what said for him…He had new thoughts.. Leslie are you crazy?..firstly you came fo

I'm Really Tired...
Of being made to feel like shit..I'm tired of being treated like it too. I'm tired of being so emotional and crying every fuckin night because of something someone says or does. I'm tired of people getting pissed AT me for doing the same things they did TO me. I'm tired of not being happy..not all the time..not most of the time..just wanna be happy sometimes. I'm tired of not being able to talk to a certain friend of mine that I used to talk to all night every night. I'm tired of having to convince people all the time. I'm tired of wondering who's gonna snap next. I'm tired of double standards. I'm tired of having thoughts that go through my head. I am just so fucking tired..I'm going to bed now.

An Invitation From Shikshantar…
It doesn’t interest me what you do for a living. I want to know what you ache for, and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart’s longing. It doesn’t interest me how old you are. I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool for love, for dreams, for the adventure of being alive. It doesn’t interest me what planets are squaring your moon. I want to know if you have touched the center of your own sorrow, if you have been opened by life’s betrayals or have become shriveled and closed from fear of further pain! I want to know if you can sit with pain,mine or your own, without moving to hide it or fade it or fix it. I want to know if you can be with joy, mine or your own; if you can dance with wildness and let ecstasy fill you to the tips of your fingers and toes without cautioning us to be careful, be realistic, or to remember the limitations of being a human. It doesn’t interest me if the story you’re telling me is true. I want to know if you can dis

Use Some Manners Dammit!
Ok my little rant for the day! I can understand that this site is pretty much an attention whores paradise as well as a horny mans wonderland. BUT DAMN! If you want in my private folders you are gonna need to be on my friends list for one of htem and my family list for the other. THAT does not mean that as soon as I accept you as a friend, that you PM me telling me to add you to my family. That is one sure ass way to not only get you removed from my friends list, but also added to my block list! There's a reason why there are only 17 people on my family list out of the almost 500 on my friends list. Those 17 people I have either known all my life OR they have actually ttaken the time to get to know me as a person. Also, if you want me to comment bomb your pic in a contest or subscribe to a lounge....talk to me as a person first, hell atleast LOOK at my profile! If I think you're a cool person then you'll get my vote adn I'll do everything in my power to help you win

Love From Afar
Why does the heart have to lead you to someone so far away? I have been talking to this wonderful man and would so love to be able to get in the car, drive to his place, then grab him and never let him go! I know the heart knows no boundaries, and will have you fall for what you can't get a hold of right now. He has the sexiest voice and makes me weak in my knees. I feel like a school girl when I look at his page and wonder if I will ever get to touch the man of my dreams.......I look at all the happy couples around my city and often wonder if I will be one of them, I hate coming home to an empty house and not having that special someone say to me "How was your day, baby?".....and then put his arms around me and hold me tight till the stress of the day fades away. So, for now I will let my feelings be known in my blog and feel comfort knowing he is reading this........so until we are in each others arms I can only dream.

From The Past
Those words popped up on screen "Hey, how are you, how have you been?" A person from my past, out of nowhere, randomly like a blast. The last time we talked was the time of ALS, the summer I worked and never totally did forget. The strike at the college, and when we did remeet, I saw your face and heard the sound of your feet. We walked out of the book store, I took one look & talked to you for the first time in the years passed from before. We started slow, Jeff H remembers and he knows. The way we laughed and hung out, till the end of the snow.

Relationships Are Lhard Work !!!
recently i posted a blog titled "i met the man i'm going to marry" well here is the new 411 i am not going to marry him infact as of today we are thru because he wants our relationship to be in his control and only wants things his way. A relationship is a two way street and you (speaking in general) have to learn to take the good with the bad. The 2 things in my opinion that we all need in a relationship is communication and trust. Just to let you guys out there know i am 26 years old and have a disability known as cerebral palsy if you read my profile it says the same thing. i live my life to the fullest and i expect to be treated like everyone else!! anyway i just want someone to love me for me and to respect me!!

I Guess The Bribe Didnt Work!!
Well some of you know i tried to bribe to open my private pics for more comments in the contest, but im still behind :( So I guess it didnt work, but thanks to everybody who did help!! You can still try, its going till thursday night! So Come by and comment for me please!!! CLick and Comment!! I will still open em if i win!! LUV YA HAVE A GREAT VALENTINES DAY!! ILL SEE U ALL SOOON!! ~Cindy

Arggggggh
When will this damn day be over already!?! AGH!!! There's so much crappy drama in my life right now I'm wishing someone would just drug my Diet Coke and put me out of my misery!! Okay now I need an opinion...I fooled around w/ a friend and told him I wanted no one to know about it. Mostly because it was a drunken pity fuck...but I didn't want him to know it. Anyways, he ran told a mutual friend who asked me about it. He thinks I have no reason to be mad and that I'm blowing stuff out of proportion. Am I being unreasonable? He knew how I wanted it to be kept discreet, especially since I am married. Please dont rag on me for cheating either ok?

Longest Legs On Cherry Winners
I am happy to announce my three winners for the Longest Legs on Cherry contest!!! Please come show these ladies some love!!! Grand Prize Winner with a total of 2167 comments and rates combined - 1 Day Blast a lil **M.I.L.F**@ CherryTAP 2nd Place with a total of 1060 comments and rates combined - 10,000 dollar gift from Cherry Shop Autumn Austin_girlnextdoor@ CherryTAP 3rd Place- with a total of 592 comments and rates combined - 1,000 dollar gift from Cherry Shop Sexy Lips@ CherryTAP All three winners get their pics all rated 10's and commented on! Congratulations!!!! BeerQueen

Over Rated
Love is for a fool I once thought different Men fight a duel A woman's attention Passion being the fuel nerved with tension A glint of steel Silence heard over echoes Death ending the ordeal Once how love goes Love is for a fool I once thought different She showed me i was a tool Now I know the difference Her heart was quite broke Violence is not love's request Passion is not through gunsmoke Loss of a life's zest Romance now being gone To who should her love be shown Who does her love belong A mystery forever unknown Love is for a fool I once thought different I drowned in love's pool now I know love's over rated difference

My Love~
Walk with me, the path of life, to explore every bend of the road Enjoy with me the beauty of life, along its wonderful way Find comfort with me, in each other's arms, when grief crosses our path Find strength with me, in each other's strength, when despair lies in wait Laugh with me, a single true laugh, to enlighten another's distress Cry with me, a single true tear, to understand true happiness Cherish with me, the wonders of life, as they need to be preserved Rejoice with me, in the mysteries, of what is yet to be Find peace with me, in each other's souls, when the world has gone insane Find love with me, in each other's hearts, until this life has been fulfilled And when the path comes to an end I hope we can say from within We've known the beauty of true love, our love came from within All my life I had built up a fantasy of the perfect man. Countless romance stories and fables helped make that fantasy a reality in my mind. Searching for th

Do What?!?!?!
Ok so I'm new here....be kind all. I've had a really bad week, Valentine's Day is for suckers, and love is overrated. Now if you are really that interested to know what happened let me know and I might tell you depending on my mood.

Happy Hour My Place Tonight
NOW HERE IS THE PROBLEM, THERE ARE SOME OUT THERE WHO LIKE TO TRY TO BOYCOTT IT, THIS IS RIDICULOUS. IT ONLY HURTS WELL EVERYONE NOT JUST ME SO PLEASE IGNORE THE BS AND ENJOY THE HAPPY HOUR AND IF YOU CHOOSE TO BOYCOTT IT OVER SOME JEALOUS PEOPLE THEN I AM SO SORRY FOR YOUR LOSS BUT FOR THOSE OF YOU WITH AN OUNCE OF INTELLIGENCE I KNOW YOU WILL REAP THE REWARDS. THANKS AND IT WILL BE AT 11PM EASTREN TONIGHT. ENJOY AND TAKE CARE LOVE YA ALWAYS JAMI

My Unending Search For The Truth... :)
Which one do you think is more believable? Theory of Evolution or The Bible and God Creating Man To me, Im really beginning not to believe in a God with all the questions I do have about the Bible itself. I just cant agree with the first couple stories from the Bible being written/lain about 3500 years ago. Man was on earth millions of years before the bible was first created. I mean how does man actually know what the hell happened millions of years before they were born? How could any of those people know what happened? I dont think Jesus was Gods son either... If God had a son, wouldnt the next logical choice be for his child be Adam and Eve therefore making them brother and sister and then every one of us being imbred with each other? Really, thats gross lol. But back on topic. If God had made the earth in 7 days, whether it be 7 days on our calender that we now go by or whether it be a week in Gods time (which we really dont technically know), then why in the p

To All My Friends!
I just wanna say a couple special thank yous to a couple of my really good friends! Gidget..God I love you girl! You have been here for me through a lot! Jules..you know I love you girl! You and I spend 5 hours on the phone..you gotta know I have made love for ya, even when we don't talk and just sit here and be there for each other! :) MAUH! The bullgod...dude, you don't offend me, I actually think you are one of my only friends that gets me! *huggles* Splendid Beauty..Girl you rock on so many levels I cannot even begin to tell you what you mean to me! Stump..Brad, I love you and finally listened to your voice mail again..and you called me T lol! I love that accent, it rocks! Rev...who the hell else can I get to help me get poor desperate horny guys off? I mean dude your too damn funny! I gotta chat with ya again so that we can laugh our asses off some more! Dude I so wanna see ya in a kilt, mounting a donkey! I actually heard that in my head in a Scottish Accent!

These Last Few Months
these last few months, while being a bit difficult at some points, have also been some of the happiest of my life. My oldest son has moved back to new jersey. so now it is just the two of us and two boys. I have not seen my mother since new years. I miss my family like i can't even begin to describe. some days it is one thing after another. but, at the end of each day, i get to come home to Michael every night. I get to come home to someone who understands me like no one ever has. some one who has shown me the true meaning of the words, relationship, love, togetherness, compromise. although there are days when i miss my family, and some of the pressures of every day weigh down on me so heavily. even though my medication has run out, and my depression is trying desperately to bring me so far down. I look forward to every day that i have, because I get to share them with him. he is my everything. kiz.

This Applies To Both Women And Men
This is wise advice Recognizing Abusing Personalities Many women are interested in ways they can predict whether they are about to become involved with someone who will be physically abusive. Below are list of behaviors that are seen in people who beat their girlfriends or wives. If the person has several of these behaviors (say three or more) there is a strong potential for physical violence. The more signs a person has, the more likely the person is a batterer. In some cases, a batterer may have only a couple of behaviors that the woman can recognize, but they are very exaggerated. The behaviors become more severe and serve to dominate and control the woman. 1. JEALOUSY: Abusers usually say that jealousy is a sign of love. Jealousy has nothing to do with love; it is a sign of possessiveness and lack of trust. Abusers tend to question their partners about everyone they talk to, accuse them of flirting when they are carrying on a normal conversation, or be jealous of time spent with fa

It's So Cold!!!
I'm sick and tired of this cold weather. Where's global warming when you need it?! Now, every time I drive past a big SUV I shout, "AMEN BROTHER! WAY TO BE!" Finally somebody's putting out an effort to make it warmer! Then, when I see little hybrid cars I flip them off. They're the reason it's so damn cold, those inconsiderate pricks. Thank you, Taylor.

Remember To Always
Remember always to tell your mom your dad your daughter your son you love them Tonight the lil girl i was supose to adoped and have a pic of in my profile...her grandpa brought her to me for the weekend to see and she found a pic of my poppie and asked about him......she didnt want to let the pic go ( she's 2 ) saying she wnted to hold it ( and smart as a whip ) she said she wanted to hold it it made her feel good. So remember ALWAYS say i love you............you just dont know when you can hold them again. Blessings lil jade I love and miss you my poppie KISS

Random Writing When You Can't Fall Asleep. (possible Updates)
She gazed at his picture longingly, placing in down on the cherry wood desk once more. Her chest twisted in knots, an empty, lonely, cold feeling wrapping its self around her heart. How long since she stared deep in his, mesmerizing eyes, a week, a month, a year? Time seemed as though it had stood still. She brushed her long auburn hair away from her eyes as her pale, slender face looked up to the window. Rain beat rhythmically against the glass of her 3rd floor apartment window; only offering a momentary distraction. Her eyes fell to his picture again. Her eyes locked with his, a staring contest she would never win. He left and took a piece of her with him. She sighed and tucked his picture back inside the drawer. The blinking cursor caught her attention; she needed to work on her column. She didn’t think a broken heart would qualify as an excuse for not finishing her work. A half-hearted chuckle escaped her lips; she could just hear her editor Morgan now; telling her men are not

I'm A Cherry Ho
It just kicked me in the head that I've become a cherry ho - and I kinda like it. I'm branching out and meeting people that I normally wouldn't try talking to and making some cool friends along the way - having fun, swapping stories, you know, hoing around. LOL I'm getting freaky about this now - come and see me rate me, fan me, friend me and I'll return the favors - stab my map - leave something on my bulletin board - SHOW ME SOME CHERRY TAP LOVE Y'ALL - I need a fix. Love ya, Sandy

Blonde Jokes And No The Irony Isn't Lost On Me
Blonde Jokes -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Q: What's the difference between a blonde and a solar powered calculator? A: The blonde works in the dark! Q: How can you tell if a blonde has been using the computer? A: The joystick is wet. Q: What does a blonde put behind her ears to make her more attractive? A: Her ankles. Q: What do you say to a Blonde that won't give in? A: "Have another beer." Q: What do Blondes say after sex? A1: Thanks Guys. A2: Are you boys all in the same band? A3: Do you guys all play for the Green Bay Packers? Q: How do you make a blonde's eyes twinkle? A: Shine a flashlight in their ear. Q: What does a screen door and a blonde have in common? A: The more you bang it the looser it gets. Q: What does a blond and a beer bottle have in common? A: They're both empty from the neck up. Q: What do blonds and spaghetti have in common? A: They both wriggle when you eat them. Q:

My Daddy The Dancer
My Daddy the Dancer One day a fourth-grade teacher asked the children what their fathers did for a living. All the typical answers came up -- fireman, mechanic, businessman, salesman, doctor, lawyer, and so forth. However, little Justin was being uncharacteristically quiet, so when the teacher prodded him about his father, he replied, "My father's an exotic dancer in a gay cabaret and takes off all his clothes in front of other men and they put money in his underwear. Sometimes, if the offer is really good,he will go home with some guy and stay with him all night for money." The teacher, obviously shaken by this statement, hurriedly set the other children to work on some exercises and then took little Justin aside to ask him, "Is that really true about your father?" "No," the boy said, "He works for the Democratic National Committee and is helping to get Hillary Clinton to be our next President, but I was too em barrassed to say that in front of the other kids." -------

Computer
A certain someone suggested that I take pics as we(well mostly my friend Harry)built my new computer. So starting today I've created a new folder called, SURPRISE,"computer". It will be updated every week or 2 as each new part goes in. When its done, I'll post the specs, and if any of you guys are interested in one, just drop Me an e-mail. Harry's an A+ certified technician and really nows his stuff. As I'm sure some of you are aware, Cherry can be a rather slow loading site compared to others at times, but I ran the site through his computer and it FLEW! This can prove really helpful if you're bombing people tryin to help them level up. Anyhoo, the 1st pics posted.

I'm Hopeless
i love how every little spec of hope i have gets blown away before it even has the chance to become a full on dream....my life is going nowhere and no one seems to realize just how depressed i've become...my own mother hasnt noticed...well, thats a lie...she's noticed that i never sleep anymore, and that i have no desire to go anywhere or do anything...but instead of putting 2 and 2 together and realizing something is wrong she just continues to add to it...she continues to bitch at me about how bad my habits are and how i never do anything... then of course there's the whole no relationship thing...i'm still completely in love with the idiot...and his whore is leaving for some job far away for several months without him!...but im a fool to think he'll come back...he left me for her in the 1st place...i wish...i dont know what i wish...i wish things had never changed, i wish things will change...oh nevermind... i feel like not getting online anymore, or going to work, or even get

Did You Ever Think That Maybe Your Life Is Heading In The Wrong Direction?
291 friends on here yet I feel incredibly alone. Everything feels so false, so shallow. I long for something deep, something with substance. I long for something more. Almost 22 and going nowhere fast. Everything in my life just feels meaningless. I feel like I mean nothing.

Cleaning Up My List!
I guess that with all the friends that are on my list. I should have at least more tham dozen that would talk to me. I am going through my list and if you as a friend or fan would still like to have me as a friend please tell me. If I dont get a reply from you by the 23th of Feb, I will delete you from my list.

A Rose Is A Rose
God, grant me courage and hope for every day Faith to guide me along my way Understanding and wisdom, too And grace to accept what life gives me to do. It's easy to grow downhearted when nothing is going our way It's easy to be discouraged when we have a troublesome day But trouble is only a challenge to spur us on to achieve the best that God has to offer if we have the faith to believe Helen Steiner Rice

Quiz
What type of person do you attract? Your Result: You attract artsy people! Those free spirited artists with great imaginations find you interesting. They are usually interesting themselves, so its not a bad thing, but they CAN be a bit wifty and choose odd goals. If you like life to always be a bit 'different' from the norm, but not too extreme in any one direction, these are the people for you. If you seek logical decision making skills and good money management, you may want to change something in the way you appear. Artsy people are fun for adventure and exploring, so, have fun! (smoking weed helps too)You attract unstable people! You attract Yuppies! You attract geeks! You attract models! You attract rednecks! What type of person do you attract?

101 Ways To Annoy People
1. Sing the Batman theme incessantly. 2. In the memo field of all your checks, write "for sensual massage." 3. Specify that your drive-through order is "to go." 4. Learn Morse code, and have conversations with friends in public consisting entirely of "Beeeep Bip Bip Beeep Bip..." 5. If you have a glass eye, tap on it occasionally with your pen while talking to others. 6. Amuse yourself for endless hours by hooking a camcorder to your TV and then pointing it at the screen. < 7. Speak only in a "robot" voice. 8. Push all the flat Lego pieces together tightly. 9. Start each meal by conspicuously licking all your food, and announce that this is so no one will "swipe your grub". 10. Leave the copy machine set to reduce 200%, extra dark, 17 inch paper, 98 copies. 11. Stomp on little plastic ketchup packets. 12. Sniffle incessantly. 13. Leave your turn signal on for fifty miles. 14. Name your dog "Dog." 15. Insist on keeping your car windsh

Friend Sent Me This.
WHY CONDOMS COME IN BOXES OF 3,6,12 A man walks into a drug store with his 8-year old son. They happen to walk by the condom display, and the boy asks,"What are these, Dad? To which The man matter-of-factly replies, "Those are called condoms, son. Men use them to have safe sex.""Oh I see," replied the boy pensively. Yes, I've heard of that in health class at school." He looks over the display and picks up a package of 3 and asks, "Why are there 3 in this package? " The dad replies,"Those are for high school boys, ONE for Friday, ONE for Saturday, and ONE for Sunday." "Cool" says the boy. He notices a 6 pack and asks, "Then who are these for?" "Those are for college men," the dad answers, TWO for Friday, TWO for Saturday, and TWO for Sunday." "WOW!" exclaimed the boy, "then who uses THESE?" he asks, picking up a 12 pack! With a sigh and a tear in his eye, the dad replied, "Those are for the married men. ONE for January, ONE for Fe

Marriage Seminar
MARRIAGE SEMINAR While attending a Marriage Seminar dealing with communication, Tom and his wife Judy listened to the instructor, "It is essential that husbands and wives know each other's likes and dislikes." He addressed the man, "Can you name your wife's favorite flower?" Tom leaned over, touched his wife's arm gently and whispered, "It's Pillsbury, isn't it?

To Bad
I look at you i want to cry, helpless i feel as i look your way. i see no want i see no need. I look at you and i just cry. You see me here but you don't care, theres no room, past, present and future. Truth has no meaning and kindness got lost. I can't feel hate, i am shocked i am hurt. Theres a kind person in him, i have seen it, i know it but its all lost, all i can do it watch and cry. I failed........

Two Parts Of A Whole
Two Parts of a Whole You're the air that I breathe You're the food that I eat You're the sleep that I get You're my sugar and meat You're the liquid I drink You're the chair that I use You're the picture I draw You're the reason I choose You're my reason to be You're why I exist You're my own Hollocaust You're my own Blacklist You're a fraction of me I'm a fraction of you Together we're one No longer two

You Know, Crow Tastes Just Like Foot
Good Morning and how are you?... I am ok myself. Sort of still licking my wounds after being a bad boy last night. You know you would think I would not like the taste of my own foot… But apparently just ever so often I have to re-enter it into my mouth just to make sure I remember the taste of it. It all started out, I am thinking you want to hear this because I am telling you, but just sit tight and I do not need judging because I already was and made up for it but crow does not always taste good. Especially the foot version of it. So it all started out two nights ago. Mandy emailed me that she did not want her mother or I to be mad at her and she apologized, but she was caught cheating on a test and failed it. No problem… Apparently the test was in Spanish and it was her first year in Spanish and taking it in the 12th grade sucks, taking Spanish in any grade sucks… but as a senior to many things are going on, and Spanish is not one of them. Plus I have other issues on learning foreig

Five Best Things To Say If You Get Caught Sleeping At Your Desk
5. "They told me at the Blood Bank this might happen." 4. "This is just a 15 minute power nap they raved about in the Time Management course you sent me to." 3. "Whew! Guess I left the top off the Whiteout. You probably got here just in time." 2. "Did you ever notice sound coming out of these keyboards when you put your ear down real close?" And the NUMBER ONE best thing to say if you get caught sleeping at your desk... 1. Raise your head slowly and say, "...in Jesus' name, Amen."

Someone I Dont Even Know Put A Smile On My Face Today
THIS WAS A MESSAGE TO ME ON MYSPACE, AND IT INCLUDED THE PICTURE WHICH IS THE FIRST ONE IN MY PICS. JUST GOES TO SHOW YOU THAT GOD WORKS BEHIND THE SCENES SOMETIMES: A SMILE FOR SHERI, THX DAVE Body: Sheri, I've noticed for some time you are undergoing some form of recovery. I know it's none of my business and, don't care to make it my business but, I will say this; My heart goes out to you and your loved ones during any trying time you may have. And, I know I may be just a "weed in the wind" in this big world of the Internet but, I'm just a message away. Sometimes we all share a common denominator. You just never know what it might be. I was playing around with a photo editor and a couple pictures tonight. I call the end result "Sheri's Guardian". I thought you might like it: Look closely. Take care and stay strong in everything you do. And yes, you do have friends - friends who don't even know you! L&R Dave read About | FAQ | Terms | Privacy | Safety Tips

Computer Is Fawked :(
ok so my computer is not broken as such but it is my broadband and it really fucking slowww, and the company are being fucktardz so hence why i havent been around ALSO shoutbox is still off is too slow and keeps fucking up & dont need to add to the frustration any more :p not to mention the session expired i get all the time but will do a blog once i turn the shoutbox back on :D it taking me 5-7min to rate/fan one person lol fun times and that also leading me on to my next point apologise to all the ppl who like have waited upto 5days for me to accept friends I AM SO SORRY and to the few i rated and fanned but never added a double sorry to you guys if i added u and didnt rate u fan u i apologise too wow im full of sorry's today :p let me know and i will rate ya and fan ya - it just my dumbass computer now im going to try and do a few more friends request and then im off to rest cuz i have a stomach bug plus im off to the doctors to get the f

My Wild Heather Flower & Her Inflection
Body language is everything. She has this unique way about her in all her Inflections. I see it in dialectic warmth how she enthralls me with that affection. The flick of her hair, followed by that light sway of her hips rends my physique. Lost in my sudden primal call, her scent makes me hot with freak. I critique my style, do I have enough wiles to woo her? She is one step ahead, knows what in my head, I'm no entrepreneur. Timing is everything, lost in fantasizing; there is no way of denying my wanting. I crash through Grocery aisles, praying we would get home under heavens awning. Surveying her plunder, our craft soon sets sail for homeports wonder. Dinner is served, a glowing firelight, then infinite thunder. I bask on heavenly shores, wondering how a man like me, got so lucky inside. An angelic being, blinding to behold; ravished my willing soul, and be

Hide Your Feeling
at work make sure put all the sweet nice cute face, make it as if the work place is flowery the bestest place to be when you going to quit that place! Why because that stupid nosy doesnt have anything better to do named 'your co-worker' will spread stupid rumour, get you in trouble, make you clean the mess and do damage control. NOT FUN!!!! So you see having 2 face at work is needed! Darn you stupid has nothing to do co-worker glad I wont be around you soon! And owww what goes around comes around I'll make sure of that...

100 Things About Me
100 things about me 1. Full Name: Sarah-Jane Cowley 2. Nicknames: Saz,Sazzy,Ninja, shortie 3. Birthday: 4th may 1989 4. Place of Birth: Whitehaven hospital 5. Zodiac Sign: Taurus 6. Male or Female: Female 7. Level of Education: College - BTEC First Diploma in Business 8. College: Preston College 9. Occupation: Maccys 10. Residence: Preston 11. MSN Screen Name: Sazzy......Its been a month since my last nightout dancing the night away now me ready for a sesh.... __Your Appearance___ 12. Hair Color: blondy browny 13. Hair Length: just over shoulder length 14. Eye color: blue 15. Weight: 11stone 16. Height: 5ft 17. Braces?: No 18. Glasses?: yeeah (Just for pc) 19. Piercings: yeah ma belly button 20. Tattoos: yeah on m stomach chinease symbol maeaing love 21. Righty or Lefty: Lefty ___Your 'Firsts'___ 22. First best friend: Sophie i think cannit remember 23. First Award: Bronze medal in tap and modern dance 24. First Concert: steps haha 25. First pet: d

Words Ot Live By
WORDS OF WISDOM To handle yourself, use your head; To handle others, use your heart. . Anger is only one letter short of danger. . If someone betrays you once, it's his fault; If he betrays you twice, it's your fault. . Great minds discuss ideas; Average minds discuss events; Small minds discuss people. . God gives every bird it's food, But he does not throw it into it's nest. . He who loses money, loses much; He who loses a friend, loses more; He who loses faith, loses all. . Beautiful young people are accidents of nature, But beautiful old people are works of art. . Learn from the mistakes of others. You can't live long enough to make them all yourself. . The tongue weighs practically nothing, But so few people can hold it.

Excerpt- Nightshift ~graceli Kopanyi~
The night casts its shadow over her and she begins to run. Fear turns her blood cold. The sounds in the woods and inside of her head intensify with each breath she takes. The faster she runs the more aware she becomes of the demons plaguing her. She is so certain that they are solid entities, and physically nipping at her heels that she glances down to be sure. Nothing was there, all inside her head, like the life she has been living. The life she prefers to her actual one. She wasn't sure if the absence of the demons reassured her or worried her more. She glanced up just in time to see a tree trunk slam into her face. "Lisa! Wake up!" Chelle shook her friend almost violently. "Am I horribly disfigured?" she mumbled sleepily. "No," Chelle replied, puzzled. "Should you be?" "I just ran into a tree." Lisa responded more asleep than awake. "Must have been a dream, you've been asleep for a long time. You need to wake up now." she said again, concerned. "I can't, he has

Installing Husband
INSTALLING HUSBAND Dear Tech Support, Last year I upgraded from Boyfriend 5.0 to Husband 1.0 and noticed a distinct slow down in overall system performance -- particularly in the flower and jewelry applications, which operated flawlessly under Boyfriend 5.0. In addition, Husband 1.0 uninstalled many other valuable programs, such as Romance 9.5 and Personal Attention 6.5 and then installed undesirable programs such as NFL 5.0, NBA 3.0, and Golf Clubs 4.1. Conversation 8.0 no longer runs, and Housecleaning 2.6 simply crashes the system. I've tried running Nagging 5.3 to fix these problems, but to no avail. What can I do? Signed, Desperate ----------------------------------------------------------------- Dear Desperate: First keep in mind, Boyfriend 5.0 is an Entertainment Package, while Husband 1.0 is an Operating System. Please enter the command: "http: I Thought You Loved Me.html" and try to download Tears 6.2 and don't forget to install the Guilt 3.0 update. If t

Neighbors
It's a real fixer-upper, isn't it? This empty space where my soul lived With termites and cobwebs and water damage From all the tears I couldn't cry. It used to be a good place But then the neighborhood got bad. Death moved in when I was seven And his cousins Grief and Depression followed right along. Not long after came Obesity, That fat old uncle who won't go away. (He enjoys home cooking the best, But he'll eat anything.) Alcoholism rolled into my life a year later Driving a shit-green and rust Ford pickup. Terror and his roommate Paranoia came next And we hung out a lot for the next several years. I met Desperation for the first time when I was fourteen. She cut my wrist (just a tiny mark) And smiled at me with those sharp, pearly teeth. Crimson-haired Loneliness and her lover Silence Broke one of the beds one night. Rage moved into the attic and nailed the door shut. (We only hear him when he stops shouting.) Self-Esteem got locked in the closet - Did we e

Winners Of Baddest Baby Blues Contest
Thanks to all of those that entered! The winner of the most comments category was Sexy Lips with 6077 comments! She wins a one day blast! Sexy Lips@ CherryTAP The winner of the most ratings category with 26 rates was Crazzy LiL Milf. She wins a one day blast as well. Crazzy LiL Milf@ CherryTAP Please drop by and shower them with love! Cheers and Beers! BeerQueen Sam~Beer Queen~@ CherryTAP

One Full Moon
"Damn it!" Samantha tripped over a branch and cursed for the millionth time that night. What on earth had possessed her to go for a walk so close to dark, and how the hell was she going to find her way out of these woods? An owl hooted and something rustled in the trees behind her. Sam spun around, her hand coming unconsciously to cover her pounding heart. She couldn't see anything. The narrow beam from her tiny flashlight illuminated only a few feet of the path in front of her. The moon was full but under the dense tree cover, little of its light shone through. Somehow she'd made a wrong turn, but now she was so lost she would be damned lucky to get out before dawn. She had no clue what trail she was on, but she kept walking, too restless to stop and too scared to dare try to sleep. Several hundreds yards ahead, the path opened into a clearing. Moonlight shone through the opening in the trees making it appear almost bright there. As Sam got closer, she realized the clearing

My Best Friend Kathy (tootsie ) R. I ,p,
I once had a friend named Kathy Everyone knew her as Toostie She was an Awesome friend... She taught me that people mattered Their feelings, their thoughts, their actions, everything about them mattered!!!! I lost My best Friend to Aids and a part of me died with her I recieved a letter from her after she had died From her Father In the letter it told me that although friends matter som some etimes its best to not trust some people i never got the chance to ask her why she said this to me... i just recently found out why when i called her Dad a few days ago it was because her friend gave her Aids and she was mad at him So the letter she sent to me says D. T. A. well i wish i never saw the Letter cause i have lost so many friends by not opening up to them and accepting them as they are Just friends ...... So Tootsie Rest in Peace But you were wrong... Just as i am wrong... Friends Matter People Matter (Kathy Frakes 09-15-01

I Give Up
YANNO I THINK THAT I AM ONE OF THE PEOPLE WHO ACTUALLY VOTES FOR EVERYONE I CONTESTS. i HAVE BEEN ON CHERRYTAP FPR MAYBE A LITTLE OVER A WEEK NOW I CANT REMEMBER AND I THINK IT WAS TOO SOON FOR A COMMENT CONTEST. SO I THINK I AM GOING TO DROP OUT OF THE CONTEST I DONT KNOW, I AM GOING TO SLEEP ON IT AND DO WHATEVER I DECIDE IN THE MORNING.

Are You A True Friend
ok had to get you in here some how. well now that your in here i need you to help me give sissy a run for her money in definding her tital for the outlaw. so please click the link and start comment bombing. anyone who can drop 300 or more comments will get a gift from me. the more you drop the better prize you will get. thanks bunches lets give sisy a run for her money

Types Of Pussy
LAZY PUSSY- this is when there is no movement on the woman's part except trying to stop full thrust of the dick into the pussy. She says faster; faster but still is not putting any effort into the action at hand. THE WENDY'S WINDOW PUSSY- This is the girl you pick up around 12:30 am, when everyone is sleeping and she knows that you are coming so she is waiting by the door. You don't have to beep the horn or call her from the car because she knows the deal. She usually is not the best looking girl. You are never seen with this girl in public places and you hate that she mentions your name to her friends. There is no reason to ask how your day was because it is too late for conversation. It is all agreed upon before she even gets in the car. Nine out of ten times, there is no talk of relationship, because that might spoil the mood. THE CONQUERED PUSSY- This is the girl who teased you for about two or three years and finally you do get your chance and you please the pussy in a way i

Personality
Your Personality is Somewhat Rare (ESTJ) Your personality type is serious, fair, independent, and competent. Only about 9% of all people have your personality, including 7% of all women and 11% of all men You are Extroverted, Sensing, Thinking, and Judging. How Rare Is Your Personality?

What We Do For Love
If a man or a lady can not have fun and can not get along Leave each other. There are more love in the world then any one can think of. No Man Nor lady needs to live in hell. Just cause they think they are in love. Love does not mean to beat the hell out of any one. That is hate. So Why is it ladies stay with there Crazy nut case Boyfriends and husbands if they treat you this why? I do not and will not understand

I Often Find Myself Fantasizing About You
Lying here in my bed and an images of you comes into my mind I find myself getting lost in so much pleasure and wanton desire Without hesitation I feel my luminous landscape flooded in tremors of strong fire getting hot and excited for you... Lying here with my eyes closed I can feel how masculine and rigid you are to me I then gently trace my hands across my breasts shuddering wave coarse though me and my nipples hardened as I think of you My warm breath leads me down To trace the outline of my hips Exploring the inner soft of my thighs I am lead by my rigid breath author:?

Self Pleasure
She has developed a close bond With her little hand held wand When she feel's she in the mood She lays on the bed totally nude She has her wand in her hand Between her legs it will land She slowly slides it to the spot She is ready, she is hot She lays there with her eye's closed A very hot and sexy pose But she's not there for picture taking Nor will she have to be faking Soon she finds the perfect spot And very soon she has got A perfect rhythm with her hand More than any man could stand Her hand so steady the wand held tight She's going to blast off tonight Soon the feeling starts to take hold She is now ready to explode Her breathing gets heavy that's all you hear The point of no return is here Soon she shaking from head to toe Just like a man before he blows Her body is completely satisfied She's drifting with the clouds in the sky She's relaxed and full of pleasure Her hand held wand is a treasure She'll put it safely away

What Planet Are You From
You Are From Mercury You are talkative, clever, and knowledgeable - and it shows. You probably never leave home without your cell phone! You're witty, expressive, and aware of everything going on around you. You love learning, playing, and taking in all of what life has to offer. Be careful not to talk your friends' ears off, and temper your need to know everything.What Planet Are You From?

How Intuitive Are You?
You Are 72% Intuitive You are a very intuitive person. And luckily, your intuition is normally right. You're wise enough to know that relying on intuition alone can be dangerous. When your intuition seems really off, you tend to ignore it - and look at the facts instead.How Intuitive Are You?

For Once
For once I can look back and not see gloom. Theres room to believe again that I can achieve. I recieve what it takes to keep me from breaking. The aching is gone. It was there for so long. It was so wrong. I dwelled on mistakes. The things I cant change. It all brought me down and now I have found what was needed to be found. A reason to see me and all the potential within that is meant to be shown. No longer alone within but feeling the joy that was once so replaced by pain. It was written on a face that was meant to smile. Its awesome how the past can be learned from. For so long the past was what kept me hid in my cast and now I am free. The burden of worry slowly has diminished until only thoughts of my existence remain. For once my heart is no longer restrained. A chance was taken and for once Im not breaking down again and again. Im looking ahead.

Apoptygma Bererk - Until The End Of The World
I'll wait for you until the end of the world All the weights that keep me down Seem heavier than before They hit me in my face Though you feel nothing Only time will heal you say Your word's not therapy That half of me is gone My dearest treasure torn away I'll stick with you until the end of the world I cry out loud but you hear nothing I'll wait for you until the end of the world My dearest treasure torn away All the weights that keep me down Seem heavier than before They hit me in my face Though you feel nothing Only time will heal you say Your word's not therapy That half of me is gone My dearest treasure torn away I'll stick with you until the end of the world I cry out loud but you hear nothing I'll wait for you until the end of the world That half of me is gone, my dearest treasure torn away I'll stick with you until the end of the world I cry out loud but you hear nothing I'll wait for you until the end of the world My dearest treasure

Fantasies From My Mind.
One day Alex decided to take a walk in the park just across from where he worked, the day was sunny, warm and in the 70’s. Whenever he went for a walk, he takes this trail lined with trees and benches. This day as he was walking he saw a beautiful woman sitting, Alex went over and sit by her, she look over and smiled, hello my name is Alex, It's a great day to be to be sitting here. Yes it is she answered. They were talking and having a great time. She looked down at her watch, and said, I need to get back to work, it was very nice talking to you Alex; hope we can do it again. As she got up, she said nice meeting you Alex, oh and my name is Jessica. Jessica turned and started walking away, Alex said, before you go, would you like to have dinner with me Saturday night, Jessica turned and said yes, that would be nice, she wrong her phone number and as she handed it to Alex, she said talk to you soon Alex. That evening Alex called Jessica to ask about having dinner

Plz Rate =^hellcats^= Blog She Do So Much For Her Friends Her Blog Deserves To Be In The #10 Top Blogs !! Xoxo
PLZ RATE =^HELLCATS^= BLOG SHE DOES SO MUCH FOR HER FRIENDS HER BLOG DESERVES TO BE IN THE #10 TOP BLOGS !! THANK YOU IN BUNCHES !! XOXO CLICK & RATE =^HELLCATS^= BLOG 10 !!

When Someone Annoys...this Is What Sam Does...
This is a good one, but you would probably get arrested when you stop. If you are sitting next to someone who irritates you on a plane,train or bus: 1. Quietly and calmly open up your laptop case. 2. Remove your laptop. 3. Turn it on. 4. Make sure the person who won't leave you alone can see the screen. 6. Close your eyes and tilt your head up to the sky. 7. Then hit this link: http://www.thecleverest.com/countdown.swf

Hurry - Lyrics
You think You pause We break These laws Don't wait Don't doubt Just act Without You hold You fight We feel Tonight You ponder You obsess Just smile Undress Don't wonder Don't worry Just kiss me Please hurry ©2006-2007 ~wynterzend

Re: Actors And Well Known People
well I just wanted to post my 2 cents worth. There are alot of famous people in the news on a daily basis. But the one who stands out as the most awesome and deserves a round of applause would have to be John Travolta. It seems to me that every state or person that has to go through a tornado or hurricane, then Mr. Travolta is there to offer help and what-ever else may be needed. He donates his time and money to help those who are with-out help. And I don't see alot of other actors or actresses doing this. So in my book, yeah he rates right up there as being the first on top of the list! so congrats to Mr. Travolta for being so helpful and compassionate!!!!!! you rock, dude!!!!!!!

April Fool History
Unlike most of the other nonfoolish holidays, the history of April Fool's Day, sometimes called All Fool's Day, is not totally clear. There really wasn't a "first April Fool's Day" that can be pinpointed on the calendar. Some believe it sort of evolved simultaneously in several cultures at the same time, from celebrations involving the first day of spring. The closest point in time that can be identified as the beginning of this tradition was in 1582, in France. Prior to that year, the new year was celebrated for eight days, beginning on March 25. The celebration culminated on April 1. With the reform of the calendar under Charles IX, the Gregorian Calendar was introduced, and New Year's Day was moved to January 1. However, communications being what they were in the days when news traveled by foot, many people did not receive the news for several years. Others, the more obstinate crowd, refused to accept the new calendar and continued to celebrate the new year on April 1. These

School
Well looks like I will be going back to school. Starting at Concourd Career College Aug. 20th for Respiratory Therapist. Graduate in march 2009. 18 month program get me an A.S to go with my three A.A.s. Checked out Salary.com for how much they make (sound of jaw droping at the pay). Would be makeing more than twice as much as I did at my last job. WOOHOO. So loks like life may start sucking in the good way. Lets hope.

Post Office Job (lmao)
A guy goes to the Post Office to apply for a job. The interviewer asks him, "Have you been in the service?" "Yes," he says. "I was in Vietnam for three years." The interviewer says, "That will give you extra points toward employment," and then asks, "Are you disabled in any way?" The guy says, "Yes 100% - a mortar round exploded near me and blew my testicles off." The interviewer tells the guy, "OK - I can hire you right now. The hours are from 8:00 A.M. to 4:00 P.M. You can start tomorrow. Come in at 10:00 A.M." The guy is puzzled and says, "If the hours are from 8:00 A.M. to 4:00 P.M. then why do you want me to come in at 10:00 A.M.?" "This is a government job," the interviewer says. "For the first two hours we stand around scratching our balls. No point in you coming in for that."

To The Guys
Thank you for finding e attractive. I undersatnd if you want a piece of this, I don't blame you for it at all. But I am straight so no I don't want to be sucked off by a bi sexual dude. Not only would it not work for me but it may make me puke even thinking about it. I have nothing against gay people, be who you are, but it is not for me.

Cause I'm Bored.
AIGHT, SO I'M GOIGN TO HOLD A NEW CONTEST. SICK OF HAVING LIKE 5 THOUSAND FRIENDS BUT GET ALMOST NO LOVE FROM ANY OF THEM?? WELL HERE'S A CONTEST FOR YOU. IT'S SIMPLE!! IT'S CALLED THE "MY FRIENDS ARE MORE HARDCORE THEN YOUR FRIENDS!!" CONTEST. I PICK THE PIC OF YOU, LAYING THE RULE SOUT REAL SIMPLE AND EASY. MOST COMMENTS WINS. EACH RATE EQUALS A THOUSAND COMMENTS, 10 DAY COMP. WINNER WILL BE ANNOUNCED ONE HOUR AFTER THE CONTEST ENDS. GOTTA BE REAL FRIENDS, NONE OF THIS ASKING FOR A COMMENT BOMBER FAMILY TO HELP YOU OUT BULLSHIT. IT'S A WAY FOR YOU TO PROVE ONCE AND FOR ALL THAT YOUR FRIENDS ROCK!!! GET IT? YOU ALL SHOULD KNOW I DON'T PUT UP WITH BULLSHIT, AND I LOVE HAVING FUN WITH MY FRIENDS. SO BE A BUDDY, ENTER YOUR ASS IN MY CONTEST AND LET'S GET READY TO RUMBLE!!!! LOOKING FOR 8 CONTESTANTS. MALE AND FEMALE. JUST LEMME KNOW, AND LET'S HAVE SOME FUN. WINNER GETS ONE OF EVERY BIG PIMPING GIFTS THERE IS, I'M TALKING THE YACHTS, CARS, BIKES, JEWELRY AND ALL THAT JAZZ. ON TOP OF THAT

Ok, This Is Ridiculous
ok, maybe im on my man-period or something. but this petty points bullshit needs to stop. i caught some hell this morning for rating someones page a 9. they were really pissed. now, anyone who actually knows me, knows thats not my style. but instead of talking to me about it first, i get blasted for it. well, im sorry bitch, if you had a normal page, without all the dark crap around anything, it would have been easier to see the fucking 10. which brings to to my other point. why the fuck do we have those other 9 numbers anyway if nobody uses them. i mean realy, im not a 10, i dont get pissed if i get 9. hell, thats 90% and im good with that. we might as well just have a plus or minus. anyway, just had to vent, buh bye.

The Way Life Goes
It's time i let some things out. life can be full of joy or it can be 1 bad thing after another. Every time i become happy for some reason or another life decides to hit like a damn truck and out the window goes my happyness. for example i was blessed with beutiful children that i love dearly and life saw fit to take them away from me. I found someone that i fell head over heals in love with and once again life plays its cruel role and took that away from me to. Maybe im destind to be alone and miserable. I dont know. Dont get me wrong im not saying what happens in my life isnt in any way my fault. Alot of what happens could or can be avoided one way or another. Yes i admit it I do make mistakes and have tendencies to not do the right thing untill its to late but hey nobodies perfect. But the way i was raised is you take the good with the bad and if you have problems you need toi work through them not take the easy way out. I try so hard to do that but its not easy. Life never is. Mayb

Need To Get Away
Sometimes I just wish you’ll just let me be alone You’re always yelling, screaming, and cussing at me Sometimes I just wish you could be me for a day Maybe then you could understand how it is to be unfree I ignore you but you comes closer I stay away from you but you’re always starting shits WHY CAN’T YOU JUST LET ME BE!? I can’t stand you anymore and your hits I shiver under the darkness of death You came back and beat me down again I eat dirt while you feel good about yourself I just want you to feel this pain Trust me, you wouldn’t fucking last a day! You would feel like me, be like me Life’s a struggle but this struggle is too much I can’t take it anymore and I can’t fucking flee I’m holding on but I’m losing my grip Soon I’ll lose my mind and fall With no trace and peace No one will even remember me if I call.

Things Im Grateful For
the things im thankful for and keep me going everyday.. tho the list changes a little daily and thankfuly grows everyday. i wanted to share a little with all of you my friends... it may seem cheesey but so far its helping me deal with the day to day and things that have happend in my past...so here it goes the things that i am grateful for: All of my friend even tho i dont talk to them all the time when we do its a ton of fun For everyone that has been in and gone out of my life and teaching me new things For being able to start a bussiness and it going well in the first year For my wonderful boyfriend John(soon to be hubby) For being able to help others For other being willing to help me out For making enouph money to pay my bills and enouph to still have fun For being beautiful inside and out For being able to let my past go theres more but i dont know how many people are really going to read the whole thing but if you want to more of what im grateful fo

Why I Cry
Sometimes I cry inside, so no one hears me. Sometimes I cry outside, so I can get some help with whatever is wrong. I cry because I am starting to love you and feeling loved by you. I cry because I am beginning to trust you. You are beginning to trust me and I cry because I I am happy. I am crying inside because you are not with me right now. Sometimes when I am crying inside you don't know because I never show it. I am thankful for you because you are there to comfort me when I am crying on the outside. I cry because I know that I can be there for you when you are crying on the outside. I cry because I am happy to have you there for me and me being there for you. I cry because I miss you and wish you were still with me in my life.

Vile Sweetness (again Just Rough Work Forgive Typos....)
Vile Sweetness::: your soft caress were a slap in the face warm kisses from your vile mouth you held me close to your lying heart Poisoning my soul with your love how can loving eyes mask deceit my good memories now a lie

Awwww...
You are always on my mind Here you will find my thoughts, outlined Brandy, my dear sweetheart I will always carry you within my heart Brandy, you are unbelievably beautiful Not having met you earlier makes me feel like a fool The moment I saw you my heart was sold I dream that together we will grow old Brandy, you mean so much to me Being with you, one plus one equals three I anxiously await our time ahead For now, I keep dreaming of you instead All of you is what I need Together, we will succeed Bye bye, my love I really meant everything I said above another poem wrote for me by: Irishmouse25@ CherryTAP

A Few Things About Me:)
so here is a little bit about me. Okay, so it seems like a lot because it is so long. I Live with the philosphy that life is short, so people should live it fully. I Talk sometimes without thinking, sometimes too much, and sometimes before I've listened. I Wish I had millions of dollars to make bigger changes in the world. I Enjoy helping others and making a difference where I can. I Look for the bright side though I sometimes see the dark. I Find enjoyment in simple things. I Smell the roses when given the chance. I Hide my fears more than I should. I Pray that my family and friends are always surrounded by God's protection. I Walk in the park and feel like a kid again. I Write from my heart and tend to be sappy. I See beauty in so many things; in children playing, in old people living and in ornery people my age who don't know any better. I Sing all the time, even tho' I'm not sure I do it well. Ha! ha! I Can enjoy time alone, when

What Senator John Glenn Said
> > > *I thought this was interesting, no matter what your view of the war, > > this is good information.* > > > > WHAT SENATOR JOHN GLENN SAID* > > > > Things that make you think a little: > > > > There were 39 combat related killings in Iraq in January. > > In the fair city of Detroit there were 35 murders in the > > Month of January.That's just one American city, > > About as deadly as the entire war-torn country of Iraq . > > > > When some claim that President Bush shouldn't > > Have started this war, state the following: > > > > A. FDR led us into World War II. > > > > B. Germany never attacked us; Japan did. > > From 1941-1945, 450,000 lives were lost .. > > An average of 112,500 per year. > > > > C. Truman finished that war and started one in Korea > > North Korea never attacked us. > > From 1950-1953, 55,000 lives were lost ... > > An average of 18,334 per year. > > > > D. John F. Kennedy started the Vietnam conflict in 1962

A Place Where You Are Not Alone
There is a place where you are not alone, where your voice sings with every voice that has ever sung, or will ever sing. In this place you know that no encounter was ever wasted and that no face passed you by unnoticed in the crowd. Here you are allowed to choose again, and in this time you decide not to discount or overlook anyone. You move quickly past no one merely to get to someone else who pleases you more. Now you cannot see a single one you do not welcome, and in the harmlessness of your vision, all return your gentle gaze.

On My Mind
soo here i am and i am writing this blog...so much on my mind. i mean alot. i have a crush on someone but i kinda cant tell them cuz that would just be wrong in the simple fact that i am close with them. i am kinda not in the place where i want to be. i mean i want to go home with my family....but yea...ife goes on

Broken
i once had a care sat down shed my fears put all that was uncertain behind me i once belived that i wouldn't be decieved that life could be cruel and kind but now i see that i gave blindly you see you had me then you hurt me and now i'm gone someday i'll trust you again someday i'll find it within and maybe someday you will too now i see that i gave blindly you see you had me you hurt me now i'm gone you had me you hurt me and now i'm gone metalwolf music ©

Whee! Bandwidth. Yes, Just So They Who Are Bored With This Subject Can Avoid It.
Hotlinking: also known as Inline linking. As noted in the article linked to, linking to an image or video costs a certain amount in bandwidth- not just disk space, which is static, but amount of disk transfer over the lines in a certain time- and the company hosting the image, be it a large one like Photobucket or a small local ISP in your area, pays for this- in an agreement with another provider "up the line", usually- and generally so do you, in some way, in some sense. A simple sense, like unavailability of the image if it's called on too often, as with Photobucket; a little more complicated for me- if my bandwidth costs at the site I have an account on exceed a certain (largish, but that's for -every- file combined on the site over a month's time, not for any one file) amount, then the kind of account I have gets upgraded from personal to business, and the rates get upgraded from there on in- yay!... So--- these little cutesy finesses, classing videos as jokes, tra

Posted By Morbiddragon
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Rock Star
Sooo my mom went t me today .... Sheila did u know Sebby[sebbys my 6 year old cuzin] thinks ur a rock star.... lol he said to her today when i grow up i wanna be a RockStar Like Sheila that made my night it really did

Im Taurus And Have Hazle Eyes. What Are You?
let me know what you think of this and what you are VIRGO: Dominant in relationships. Sexy. Someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget. Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness. SCORPIO: Can be mean. EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Energetic. Predict future. Most erotic. Freak in bed. GREAT kisser. Always get what they want. Sexy. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Caring. LIBRA: Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique sexiness. Most caring person you will ever meet. Amazing in Bed. Not the kind of person you wanna fuck with, they'll make you cry. The most irresistible. ARIES: Outgoing.

If A Man Wants You
If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Always have your own set of friends separate from his. Maintain boundaries in how a guy treats you. If something bothers you, speak up. Never let a man know everything. He will use it against you later. You cannot change a man's behavior. Change comes from within. Don't EVER make him feel he is more important than you are...even if he has more education or in a better job. Do not make him into a quasi-god. He is a man, nothing more nothing less. Never let a man define who you are. Oh Lord! If he cheated with you, he'll cheat on you (Damn right!). A man will only treat you the way you ALLOW him to treat you.

My Addiction
I am an addict. However, I am not hooked on drugs or alchohol. I am a sex addict, and I freely admit it. Ordinarily this would not be a problem, right? Well, it makes everything, shall we say, awkward. I want it constantly. I need it much more often that I get it. I love my wife, but she does not understand. At all. I do not want to hurt her. She cannot keep up with me. She doesn't even try. I find myself looking at other women more and more. I cannot really even stand myself anymore. I have tried most everything to slake my lust but to no avail. The only thing that helps is physical contact with a willing partner. I really don't want to do anything stupid. I wish I knew how to make it stop.

To My Dauther Robben
deer robben, hello!Hi hope all is well with you!I know you have never meet me and i have not meet you!But i well tell you !your my life my little girl my one true angel ! your on my mind all the time in trully in my heart all the time!when i am sad i think of you and i feel happy and a little sad for to have you on my mind all the time and not see you hold you are have you in my life trully hurts and all i wish is that you are here with me! I can tell you how many times i thought about you and just want to cry the day away and know your one years old and still i ever meet you ! life can be bad to us i just want to lot you know robben i love u and wish i was there with you! love ur dad aaron

Put The Cold Wet Blade
Put the cold wet blade to my wrist again wet from the blood already lost deeper the cuts go trying to feel the pain I’m so lost I’m numb to the world I wake up each day wish that this will be my last I go to bed each night hoping not to wake empty the bottle down my throat again Maybe finally this will be the end of it all The end of my pain The end of my tears Now you wont be able to hurt me again No more yelling Now only quiet Turn up the Music Close my eye Rest my weak head on the pillow Just sleep Oh no awake again Just sick from the night before Why cant it end I cry to myself This is an EVERY day thing So press the blade again a little deeper and do it all over again The next day until my last

"in Your Eyes"
"In Your Eyes" PETER GABRIEL love I get so lost, sometimes days pass and this emptiness fills my heart when I want to run away I drive off in my car but whichever way I go I come back to the place you are all my instincts, they return and the grand facade, so soon will burn without a noise, without my pride I reach out from the inside in your eyes the light the heat in your eyes I am complete in your eyes I see the doorway to a thousand churches in your eyes the resolution of all the fruitless searches in your eyes I see the light and the heat in your eyes oh, I want to be that complete I want to touch the light the heat I see in your eyes love, I don't like to see so much pain so much wasted and this moment keeps slipping away I get so tired of working so hard for our survival I look to the time with you to keep me awake and alive and all my instincts, they return and the grand facade, so soon will burn without a noise, without my pride I rea

How Much You Love Me? Show It :)
i Wanna know how hott i am :) You're OK-----teddy bear You're CUTE----red rose I'd Do Ya!!----any spicy gift You're SEXY----dozen roses Let's Be Friends----kitten Wanna get Married??---any big pimpin' gift

Survey With Balls
This myspace survey has balls... Do you? 1. How many people have you had sex with in 2007? One. 2. Weed, coke, crack, heroin, oxy, acid, x, k, peyote, mushrooms, opium, hash....out of these 12 drugs how many have you done? One. 3. Ever cheated on a GF/BF? Nope. I confess that I was once the "other woman," though. His gf had already cheated on him, and they'd talked about breaking up, but it wasn't official yet at that time. Oddly enough, I now talk to her more than I talk to him. :) 4. Ever paid for sex? Unless you count paying for dinner. :) 5. Ever been married? Yes. 6. Ever been divorced? Yes. 7. If you had to pick one, what's your favorite sexual position? Missionary. 8. Do you own any guns? I've never really even seen a gun. Yeah. I'm not originally from western PA, OK? 9. Craziest place you ever had sex? I stick with nice comfy beds or couches most of the time, and I have no exhibitionist tendencies. 10. Ever been to rehab? Nope. 11

Pain
long for the day when the darkness claims me. I long for the day that the grim reaper comes for me He will take me away from all of this pain I will gladly lie down and let my body’s blood drain away I pray he will come soon and take me from my misery Please Death come for me soon I cant take the pain anymore Come for me and release me from the bondage of pain Ease my souls yearning. Please release me from the prison I am in. I beg you please come for me please Death come for me

Awww :(
WOW...that's one way of getting through to your kids... Don't Close Your Blinds The other day, my nine-year-old son wanted to know why we were at war in Iraq . My husband looked at our son and then looked at me. My husband and I were in the Army during the Gulf War and we would be honored to serve and defend our Country again today. I knew that my husband would give him a good explanation. My husband thought for a few minutes and then told my son to go stand in our front living room window. He said "Son, stand there and tell me what you see?" "I see trees and cars and our neighbor's houses." he replied. "OK, now I want you to pretend that our house and our yard is the United States of America and you are President Bush." Our son giggled and said "OK." "Now son, I want you to look out the window and pretend that every house and yard on this block is a different country," my husband said. "OK Dad, I'm pretending." "Now I want you to stand ther

Women,s Dictionary
Argument (ar*gyu*ment) n. A discussion that occurs when you're right, but he just hasn't realized it yet. Airhead (ayr*hed) n. What a woman intentionally becomes when pulled over by a policeman. Bar-be-que (bar*bi*cue) n. You bought the groceries, washed the lettuce, chopped the tomatoes, diced the onions, marinated the meat and cleaned everything up, but, he, "made the dinner." Blonde jokes (blond joks) n. Jokes that are short so men can understand them. Cantaloupe (kant*e*lope) n. Gotta get married in a church. Clothes dryer (kloze dri*yer) n. An appliance designed to eat socks. Diet Soda (dy*it so*da) n. A drink you buy at a convenience store to go with a half pound bag of peanut M&Ms. Eternity (e*ter*ni*tee) n. The last two minutes of a football game. Exercise (ex*er*siz) v. To walk up and down a mall, occasionally resting to make a purchase. Grocery List (grow*ser*ee list) n. What you spend half an hour writing, then forget to take with you to the store. Hair Dresser (hare dres*er

Weekend In Review...
Would you believe that I didn't have a drop of alcohol this whole weekend? Actually it's been two weeks since I last had a drink. I'm not sure if I'm proud of myself or if I'm ready to go out and get smashed on B&B. The weekend was quiet. Got new headlights for my car so I can stop blinding people with my high beams at night. (my low beams went out about 3 years ago and I've been lazy abou replacing them) Relaxed at home. Went grocery shopping. Played WoW for 12 hours on Saturday. Yep, that's right....12 hours. I was logged on from 4pm on Saturday afternoon till 4am on Sunday morning. There was a good reason for that. The people that originally pressured me into playing decided to switch servers. I didn't really feel like paying to transfer my poor little lvl 17 character so I made a new one on the server they dragged me to. Same race, different class. So now I have an Alliance character on Laughing Moon (the new one) and Haoramush (the old one) and a Horde character on Sil

Fallen Angel
I HAVE FALLEN FROM THE SKY FALLEN TO THE GROUND I AM THE ANGEL OF SADNESS ANGEL OF LOST HOPES ANGEL OF LOST DREAMS I AM THE FALLEN ANGEL FEAR ME NOT I AM HERE FOR A REASON THAT REASON IS TO HAVE A SECOND CHANCE IN LIFE THAT LIFE I WAS GIVEN FOR A REASON THEY TOOK MY WINGS THEY TOOK ME APART AND MADE ME HUMAN I WAS THE FALLEN ANGEL BUT THAT FALLEN ANGEL HAD ONE CHANCE IN LIFE THAT SHE WAS GIVEN THIS ANGEL WON'T MAKE THE SAME MISTAKE THAT SHE MADE BEFORE THIS ANGEL WILL GO DOWN THE RIGHT PATH THAT HAS BEEN CHOSEN FOR HER THIS FALLEN ANGEL KNOWS WHAT SHE HAS TO DO TO BE FORGIVEN

Going With The Flow
It is amazing how resistant so many people are to just 'going with the flow' these days even with the obstacles that stand in the way of doing that; stressful jobs, stressful home situations, loneliness, sorrows, regrets, misunderstandings .. the list could go on but what so many people have lost touch with and in turn lost their true selfs and the strength that comes with it .. is that life flows whether we want it to or not and we must learn from it, it is the teacher of change. I do not try to place my beliefs on others but in all of my being I know to be true that what we give out into the world is what we will receive back times 3. if we regret, our lives will be full of regrets, if we send out hopelessness then our lives will become wrapped with it. If we strive to stay strong within ourselfs and own or regrets and change our hopelessness then we will have transformation for the better. This is not an easy thing to do, it means choices, it means losses sometimes as well but fo

Things Change
Will you listen to my words, Reaching deep within their meaning, Feeling everything they hold inside. Would you look into it's windows, To see who lives inside? Would you read my poem, To taste the sweetened heart of it? Would you take the time, To smell it's sweet fragrance, Dancing before your senses? Would you tell me if you were upset with me, Because I feel like my life is a mistake? Will you forgive me, When I tell you it won't happen again? I had no idea it would be a problem. Would you wipe away my tears, When I tell that I'm sorry for the words I write? When I ask you if things have changed, Could you answer me knowing how you felt? I've given you my truth without knowing. Would you just jump in your car and run, When I told you I don't want things to be this way? Will you press play to hear my heart calling out? Wring my neck, twist by twist, Until the brighest stars flame out. When I say g'bye, Will you realize the reason I have left? I c

Hey
Hey everyone I Have Just rented 3 Movies. I will see how they are and let u all know what I think. I rented The New Bond Movie, The holiday and National Lampoon's Spring Break!! So I will be busy for the next 6 hrs and not on. Just so you all know why I am not on!! So if u need to reach me or want to talk to me it just going to have to wait hehehe!! Talk to you all later. Bye!! The National Lampoons Spring Break sucks it was like a documentory on spring break there was no plot or story line at all. I watched The Holiday is was a awesome movie!! Even though it was a chick flick!1 Actually never saw that side of Jack Black Before Really surpiseing. I would def buy it!! I tried to get into the Bond movie just could not do it!! It was sooo long!! I am just glad I didn't go to the movies and waste money to go see it!! What a dissapointing movie!! Love to everyone !!

Government Official!
A cocky Ministry of Highways employee stopped at a farm and talked with an old farmer. He told the farmer, "I need to inspect your farm for a possible new road." The old farmer said, "OK, but don't go in that field." The Highways employee said, "I have the authority of the Provincial Government to go where I want. See this card? I am allowed to go wherever I wish on farm land." So the old farmer went about his farm chores. Later, he heard loud screams and saw the Ministry of Highways employee running for the fence and close behind was the farmer's prize bull. The bull was madder than a nest full of hornets and the bull was gaining on the employee at every step. The old farmer called out, "Show him your card!!"

Burns My Ass...
THIS IS 2007 NOT 1957. I LIKE YOU, YA NO NAMED PILE OF SHIT DO WHAT I DO. I PUT MY ASS ON THE LINE EVERY FREAKING TIME MY PAGER GOES OFF. I DON'T GET PAID TO DO IT EITHER!!! I WANNA SEE UR FAT ASS JUMP IN A LAKE IN SUB ZERO TEMPS TO SAVE SOMEONE YA DON'T KNOW AT THE RISK OF YOUR LIFE. I ALREADY KNOW YOU CAN'T BECAUSE YOU AIN'T MAN OR WOMAN ENOUGH TO SHOW YOUR FACE WHEN YA SEND A MESSAGE. AS FAR AS BAKING, WELL I AM SURE I CAN BAKE YA A NICE FRESH PILE OF SHIT.

My Best Friend
I will always be there for you, and I hope you will be there for me too, for our friendship can never be broken, I will remain loyal through all the good and the bad,and in the end we will be glad, because without you I am nothing, as you are nothing without me, we fill the space a lover couldn't fill, for we hold each others secrets that we would never spill. And the day you left part of me left too! I'm so alone not having u here with me! Best friends forever you and me nothing could ever change that it's PURE DESTINY! I LOVE AN MISS U POOH! R.I.P 6-10-72 2-13-07

Fuck The Dumb Shit, I'm Moving To Scotland!
MARILYNmanson:snakeyesforsissies wrench is just a household god. but i carry mine with pride. i don't work but. i can work with. it to split your smile. run you down without a twitch. car's not as big as mine. tear the son out of your bitch and. sprinkle your remains with lime. i ain't no workin' man. i do the best i can. i got the devil's hand. rollin' sixes. i am the habit man. i use up all i can. i got the slackers hand. i can use remote control. daydream milk and genocide. tranquility with broken knees. silly putty enemies. butter knife in your side. what i got, i got for free. middle finger technology. whats yours is mine, yours is mine, told you fucker yours is mine. snake eyes for sissies. i ain't no workin' man. i do the best i can. i got the devils hand. i am the habit man. i use up all i can. i got the slackers hand. i was prophesised by shag-ri-la's. i am the leader of the pack. i am the pedophiles dream. messianic peter pan. just a boy, just a boy, just a little fuckin' bo

The Screaming Of Bunnies
The screaming of bunnies is a sound you never get out of your head. They scream out of fear, when a cat is attacking them, when you get to close to them. They scream in this way that makes your heart hurt. That makes the hairs on your neck stand straight up in the air. It makes you hold your children close to you, and thank the being upstairs that they are safe. It makes you hurt inside for the bunnies mother who knows she will never see her baby again alive. A cat only kills to play, never to eat. It hurts inside everytime I think of those bunnies last summer that lost their lives to the cat named Sassy. It makes me want to cry when i think back to pulling a few of them out of my pool during our long, hot, dry summer. And makes me remember the one I saved, so close to death, so cold, shivering. I wrapped it in 10 kitchen towels held it like it was my own baby, and watched in amazement as it came back to life. In my arms it looked up at me, let out a scream and took a leap o

A Poem I Entered Into A Mag ..
On 1/16/07, charri hensley wrote: IN WILD WAVES OF WET WHISPERS, YOU DRIP INTO MY GLOWING DREAMS.. I FEEL THE DEPTH OF YOUR PASSION AS WE TWO BEGAIN TO UNFOLD.. YOUR SOFT SWEET WORDS LIKE POISON.. I CANT STOP MYSELF.. I MUST DRINK IN ALL OF THIS ... YOU MAKE IT HARD TO GET PAST YOUR WAKING VIVID WANTINGS... TOUCHING YOUR LOVE, HOW IN THIS BLISS I AM AROUSED TO THE EDGE OF ALL YOU BRING INTO ME.. YOU DEEP INSIDE, YOUR PASSION FLOWING INTO ALL I AM, IN YOUR HANDS MY BODY SHAKES AND I AM COVERED WITH THE BLUSH OF MAKING LOVE TO YOU... TONIGHT ... FOR ALWAYS.. I BECOME

A Dog In Heat
A little girl asked her Mom, "Mom, may I take the dog for a walk around the block?" Mom replies, "No, because she is in heat." "What's that mean?" asked the child. "Go ask your father", answered the mother, "I think he's in the garage." The little girl goes to the garage and says, "Dad, may I take Belle for a walk around the block? I asked Mom, but she said the dog was in heat, and to come to you." Dad said, "Bring Belle over here." He took a rag, soaked it with gasoline, and scrubbed the dog's backside with it and said, "Okay, you can go now, but keep Belle on the leash and only go one time around the block." The little girl left, and returned a few minutes later with no dog on the leash. Surprised, Dad asked, "Where's Belle?" The little girl said, "She ran out of gas about halfway down the block, so another dog is pushing her home."

The Ugly Face Of Racism
The Ugly Face of Racism A white woman, about 51 years old, was seated next to a black man on an airplane. Obviously disturbed by this, she called the air hostess. "Madam, what is the matter?" the hostess asked. "You obviously do not see it," she responded. "You placed me next to a black man. I do not agree to sit next to someone from such a repugnant group. Give me an alternative seat." "Be calm please," the hostess replied. "Almost all the places on this flight are taken. I will go to see if another place is available." The Hostess went away and then came back a few minutes later. "Madam, just as I thought, there are no other available seats in the economy class. I spoke to the captain and he informed me that there is also no seat in the business class. All the same, we still have one place in the first class." Before the woman could say anything, the hostess continued, "It is not usual for our company to permit someone fr

Love
Love has a funny way of showin itz self to you, Itz hard to find that one man or woman ur ment to be with, Your always tryin to find out if the person you are with is the one! I went through a time in my life where, I dident know if i was ever gunna be loved ever again, It all started when i was with my ex in portland, Then Got together with another man closer to me, then got with another man who lived almost 1,000 miles away from me, that that point i thought he was the man i was gunna end up married to after a year or so. But in the end, he wasent! Then comes the man i'm with now. I've never been happier in my life, He treats me Sooooo Good, Loves me for me, dosent tell me what to do or who to hang out with. i can talk to him when i need, he's always there for me! He's very loving and makes sure i'm happy. He's a few years older than me but that dont matter! What matters is that i'm cared for and loved like a woman needs and wants! For those who read this, i will keep an update on wh

For A Reason
Hello my friend, I'm here for a REASON I am sending this to you to see how many actually read their comments.Your response will be interesting. Pay attention to what you read. After you have finished reading it, you will know the reason it was sent to you. Here goes: People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. Wh

This Sucks
Well, I heard a bit about what's up. Carla isn't playing games with me. For some reason she thinks she isn't good enough for me. She said this before and I really don't understand why she does. She is plenty good enough for me and I love her. I just want to be with her. I know we would be happy together.

Life In General
Well this is my first blog on this site. I'm living my life to the fullest and living my life one day at a time. I'm going to college and trying my damnedest to get my Associates Degree. I'm just the type of girl that if I start something I better damn well finish it. I may get frustrated at times but it's just the way I get at times. I'm going to close this blog because well I need to get my English paper written out and get my art paper done too. Peace out Love, Victoria

Lovers
A gentle touch means so much a stolen kiss it's what I miss Great big hugs having fun on the rugs holding each others hand and making circles in the sand A slight caress could lead to a good mess back me up against a door baby I'm yours A kiss on the lips sends me on a trip little loving strokes all my feeling evoked I want you like no other I wish you were my lover can you see how bad I want you these feelings are so true So come follow me we can take each other where we want to be no more time to hide let's take a good long ride One night of hot passion a wild night of actions you don't need to search anymore I will fulfill all your dreams and more

Insane Rant
Steppin out of myself for a moment, I just wanted to tell a few people a few things, and you know who you are. Fuck you to the people who think they are better than me even though some are, fuck you all of the mother fuckers that say I am insane though I am and you all need someone who makes you all feel better about yourself, and to all of you who like to use me because of my kind nature, Fuck you to all the people who say I love you and lie about it, Fuck you to the source of my tourment, Fuck all the people who think I can't love I am looking for love and it's you all that can't love, fuck you to the people who are thinking I can't spell for shit just because I can't, damn you all who call me a alcoholic I am drinking because of you mother fuckers! and to all the self-righteous fucks who judge me, and the people who say I will be there for you but never are, and to the false people who say one thing and do another, I am real mother fuckers! Fuck you to my dad who baught me crack

Forsaken Poem
There are times, when you dont know why, no matter how hard you try, and still you feel so shaken, unloved, forsaken... There are nights, when you feel so dry, no matter how hard you cry, and your heart feels taken, empty, forsaken... There are days, when you run from the light, no matter how dark the night, and you still are mistaken, so wrong, forsaken... There are times, when you get such a fright, no matter how hard you fight, and who knows if you'll ever awaken, so far away, forsaken... There are times, when you dont know why, no matter how hard you try, and still you feel so shaken, so alone, forsaken.

Excerpt From My Favorite Book...
The Prince had all his young life known the story of Sleeping Beauty, cursed to sleep for 100 years, with her parents the King and Queen, and all of the Court, after pricking her finger on a spindle. But he did not believe it until he was inside the castle. Even the bodies of those other Princes caught int he thorns of the rose vines that covered the walls had not made him believe it. They had come believing it, true enough, but he must see for himself inside the castle. Careless with grief for the death of his father, and too powerful under his mothers rule for his own good, he cut these awesome vines at their roots, and immediately prevented them from ensnaring him. It was not his desire to die, so much as to conquer. And picking his way through the bones of thats that had failed to solve the mystery, he stepped alone into the great banquet hall. In the topmost bedchamber of the house he found her.He had stepped over sleeping chambermaids and valets, and, breathing the du

Time, It Took The Most Of Me, And Left Me With No Key To Unlock The Chest Of Remedy
This was a really great weekend. Bobby arrived and we ended up going to the Midnight Cafe and stuff. And we saw 300 (again) in Imax. I don't see what the big fucking deal about Imax is. Bigger screen. Who cares? Jeez. Jeremy was still sick, so he went to bed earlier than he normally would have. THe next day, Jeremy got up and went to work, so me and Bobby went and had pizza at Anthony's (yummy) and then took a walk around what I call Jewland- A good part of Bexley is composed of really rich Jews. So I showed Bobby some of Bexley's finest mansions. And then we had delicious ice cream at Graeter's. We went shopping at Wal Mart for stuff and then we came back. Jeremy got back at around six, and then we all went for a walk around the Short North. We went to Planet Smoothie. Now, if anyone knows anything about the Planet Smoothie on the Short North, one knows that most of the guys that work there are gay. One guy hit on Bobby and Bobby was completely oblivious to it. When I told him,

Is It True?
I turn on the t.v. and what do I see.... Is it true? I say Is it true? I say Nothing but murder and lies and deceit...Is it true? I say Is it true? I say Nothing to be happy about and nothing to smile about. Is it true? I say Is it true? I say What has it come to? What can we do? Is it true? I say, Is it true? I say. My children and grandchildren are beyond our help. Is it true? I say, is it true? I say This world we live in IS beyond our help....THIS I say is true.

The Things I Am Asked
Hey all!! I have been asked a few questions and well seeing how I am such a nice Man Raper I will answer the questions: What do I smell like...Well on a good day...the body soap I use smells like cocnut, TIGI All Sexed Up (at least I think that is what it is called) and that smells like grapefruit lemonade, my lotion is well a body butter from the Body Shop...either coconut or sweet pea. So I guess I smell fruity and flowerie. No I will not take a naked pic of my tushie NO ONE needs to see that, nor do I do open "woo woo" shots. I guess if you have any ohter questions for me let me know!!!!

I'm An Idiot...
Once again I managed to go and completely ruin a good thing... I opened my mouth and said something I probably shouldn't have. I ruined a great friendship in the process... Oh everything that was said was completely innocent, but the timing was horrible. Now I am one friend less and completely disgusted at myself for just being me. I just don't know what it is about me... I can never say the right things at the right time. It could go back to the depression/anxiety, who knows... I just know that I always seem to be on the wrong end of poor timing. I don't know if I scared her off because of my nervousness or if I just said the wrong thing... What ever it was I feel absolutely horrible about the whole thing. =-( What hurts the most is that she doesn't want to talk to me anymore or even be friends... I messed things up bad enough, I was lucky that even told me that much. It did lessen the hurt some what that she did tell me something though... I mean, it almost

If You Saw Yourself Walking Down The Street, Would You Ask Yourself Out?
Actually I saw this statement on my friend's msn status... "If you saw yourself at a bar, would you ask yourself out?" Then she asked me what I would say,I said I wouldn't ask myself out at a bar because it's not my thing. So she asked again..."OK, if it you saw yourself walking down the street? Would you ask yourself out?" I said of course I did. Then it made me think. Are there for superficial reasons that I would want to ask myself out? When I hear myself question the weakness of the shape of my physique or the way I look, I realized that it wasn't permanent. These things fade, so why am I so fixated about the way I look when there are other important things in life to think about? It made me take a deep look at myself,my friends, my family, the world around me. How many times have you actually took the time to love yourself? To accept yourself just the way you are? How many of you are questioning right now, the same very question and facing su

♥only For Girls!♥
SECTION 1: HAIR 1. What color is your hair? Light Brown 2. If you dye it, how often do you dye it? I don't dye my hair. 3. How long is your hair? A little past my shoulders. 4. Is it straight, curly, wavy? It's mostly straight with a few waves. 5. Are you growing it out? Yes 6. Where do you go for haircuts? I usually have my mother cut my hair, it saves money and she's good at it. 7. Do you have a favorite hairstylist? Yes, referring to question 6. 8. What style do you usually wear your hair in? I usually have it pinned up, it's more comfortable to me. 9. Do you love or hate your hair? I do love me hair. 10. What kind of shampoo/conditioner do you use? Suave, it makes my hair look the best. 11. Do you use a blowdryer, straightner, curler, etc.? I don't really use none of these, I let it dry naturally. 12. What products do you put in your hair (mousse, styling spray, etc.)? Only a little hairspray. 13. Do people compliment y

Losing A Lover
Losing a Lover What made this lover walk away, not from the friendship but from the friend? Was it something that was said or done? Is it the way the friend looks or lives there life? Could this friend have done something to change the way things happened? The friend should feel grateful that the friendship is still there but in some way the friend can not help but think they have failed yet again.

Tattoo
TO MY RAPISTS AT THE AGE OF 6 TOOK MY VIRGINITY TO MY MOLESTER BY THE AGE OF 9 DID NOT REALIZE THAT HE WOULD HURT ME TO MY MOTHER WHO DOESNT EVEN CARE AND IF SHE DID CARE SHE JUST DOESNT EVEN WANT TO KNOW TO ALL THE PEOPLE WHO HAVE BEATEN ME IN LIFE PEOPLE WHO HAVE TREATED ME WRONG THIS BUTTERFLY MEANS TRANQUILITY AND PEACE BUTTERFLIES ARE FREE AND I FEEL FREE I AM DEFFIENTLY FREE FREE OF HATE, ANGER, AND FEAR!

Famous Sex Quotes
I believe that sex is one of the most beautiful, natural, wholesome things that money can buy." Tom Clancy "You know 'that look' women get when they want sex?...... Me neither." Steve Martin "Having sex is like playing bridge. If you don't have a good partner, you'd better have a good hand." Woody Allen "Bisexuality immediately doubles your chances for a date on Saturday night." Rodney Dangerfield "There are a number of mechanical devices which increase sexual arousal, particularly in women. Chief among these is the Mercedes-Benz 500SL." Lynn Lavner "Sex at age 90 is like trying to shoot pool with a rope." George Burns "Women might be able to fake orgasms. But men can fake whole relationships." Sharon Stone "My mother never saw the irony in calling me a son-of-a-bitch." Jack Nicholson "Clinton lied. A man might forget where he parks or where he lives, but he never forgets oral sex, no matter how bad it is," Barbara Bush (Former U.S. First Lady, and, you

The Trip
Ok so I was up all night last night didn't get a wink of sleep then had to leave way to early this morning. I fought with the boy beginning at 5 am until around 5:30 when he finally decided to get up and move his lazy ass. So finally around then we were out the door and on our way . . . or so I thought. Turns out that despite the fact that I asked him 200 times last night before we left my mothers house "are you sure you have everything" he left his jacket there and I felt that there is a chance we may need it while gone - so off we went to retrieve the item. I chirped my sister to let her know I was running late to hear nothing but bitching in return. So when I finally get near her place, seeing as how I really had no clue where she lived, I chriped her again to get directions. Now buy this time it was damn near 6:30 am and I was irritated at the late start and even more irritated at the bitchy ass people in the jeep with me. I had myself, my sister, the boy, and my neice w

You A Firefighter If.......
1. You can tell what type of fire it is by the smell of smoke 10 miles away. 2. You have ever had a heated debate over the color of fire trucks. 3. You have ever spent 10 min trying to force open a door only to have someone come along and open it by turning the handle. 4. You have ever taken 10 or more showers in 1 day. 5. You lay out your clothes from that day so if there is a call at night you can find them quickly. 6. You take great joy in smashing the windows of a car parked in a fire zone or in front of a hydrant. 7. You have ever been airborne without an aircraft and water was your thrust. 8. You always wear red suspenders. 9. You have ever slept in a hosebed. 10. You carry a ton of specially modified tools in your pocket. 11. You ever cursed out someone for armor-alling the seats to make them look nice. 12. You've ever clung to the air horn chord for dear life because the driver is insane. 13. You have ever played jingle bells at Xmas time on

Random
The porno of Hailey's life will be called ... "Celebrity Strip Poker" 'What will the porno of your life be called?' at QuizUniverse.com Hailey will go to jail for ... Sunbathing naked without sunscreen 'What sexual activity will you go to jail for?' at QuizUniverse.com You have a sexual IQ of 134 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com Hailey -- [adjective]:Insatiable to the point of crazy 'How will you be defined in the sexual dictionary?' at QuizUniverse.com

Types Of Computer Viruses
Types of computer viruses Adam and Eve virus: Takes a couple of bytes out of your Apple. Airline virus: You're in Dallas, but your data is in Singapore. Anita Hill virus: Lies dormant for ten years. Arnold Schwarzenegger virus: Terminates and stays resident. It'll be back. AT&T virus: Every three minutes it tells you what great service you are getting. The MCI virus: Every three minutes it reminds you that you're paying too much for the AT&T virus. Bill Clinton virus: This virus mutates from region to region and we're not exactly sure what it does. Bill Clinton virus: Promises to give equal time to all processes: 50% to poor, slow processes; 50% to middle-class processes, and 50% to rich ones. This virus protests your computer's involvement in other computer's affairs, even though it has been having one of its own for 12 years. Congressional Virus: Overdraws your computer. Congressional Virus: The computer locks up, screen splits erratically with a message

Give Me A Break
The Army relaxed their tattoo policy to allow back of the head tattoo, and big sleeve tattoos, the navy allows only certain size tattoos, the Air Force, has a little more restrictive policy, but The USMC? Effective April 1, Marines are prohibited from getting sleeve tattoos,” said Capt. Stephen T. Fowler, military policy analyst, Manpower Plans and Policy Division, Manpower and Reserve Affairs, Headquarters Marine Corps. “Those individuals who have sleeve tattoos are required to be documented by their command by July 1.” When I got my tattoo in Hong Kong, in 1986, mostly criminals, and sailors, had tattoos. I have over the years, been told, oh ick, and cool. Now days, more and more people get tattoos. So what do they do in the armed forces... make it more restrictive. Go figure. I am glad they are worried about the big picture :p

Cowboy Humor
Bubba's Buttholes Bubba died in a fire and was burnt pretty bad and the morgue needed someone to identify the body. So his two best friends, Daryl and Gomer,were sent for. Daryl went in and the mortician pulled back the sheet. Daryl said, "Yup, he's burnt pretty bad. Roll him over." So the mortician rolled him over and Daryl looked and said, "Nope, ain't Bubba." The mortician thought that was rather strange. Then he brought Gomer in to identify the body. Gomer took a look at him and said, "Yup, he's burnt real bad, roll him over." The mortician rolled him over and Gomer looked down and said, "No, it ain't Bubba. "The mortician asked, "How can you tell?" Gomer said, "Well, Bubba had two buttholes." "What? He had two buttholes?", said the mortician. "Yup, everyone in town knew it. Every time we went to town, folks would say, "Here comes Bubba with them two buttholes..." Texas Redneck The National Transportation Safety Board recently divu

Sick And Tired
Its just not as fun as it used to be here anymore.Theres a handful of very good friends that I treasure but for the most part, all im getting lately are the pervs that never get the hint or friends that get butthurt that i dont respond to them IMMEDIATELY when i have a list of THOUSANDS! Its the holidays coming up and im in a depressed mood. I am going to be off for 5 days and I have NOWHERE to go. No friends to visit, family is so far away and they could care less anyways and my one escape - Cherrytap has turned into a juggling act of trying to make eveyone happy. Trying to stay neutral when people that dont get along are BOTH on your friends list.Trying to show support for one while not berating the other. Endless bulletins bitching about downrating or fakes or cheats. I guess I'm just reacting to this funk im in. forgive my babbling but sometimes it just feels good to let it out SOMEWHERE! To those who have been there for me, thank you! Thinking of taking a cherrytap break

Cherrytap Is Such A Blast........
wow...hey everybody. I tell ya this cherrytap is a total blast...so glad my friend lori26101 told me about it.......once i joined i got her to join and we are both havin fun...i am addicted! anyway there is soooooo much to do here that i haven't been able to do everything yet...have met some really wonderful people and one lady that i am coming to really admire...lady_byrd...thank you for a new friend! well that's about it for now...thanks for all the adds and rates...keep showin me some love and it will be returned! twoshy

To Sum1 Very Special In My Life
To Some One Very Special In My Life... Hello and They say it takes a minute to find a CRAZY person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them, but then an entire life to forget them. Send this phrase to the people you'll never forget and remember to send it also to the person who sent it to you. It's a short message to let them know that they're not forgotten. If you don't send it to anyone, it means you're in a hurry and that you've forgotten your friends. Take the time to live!!!Distance and time may separate us but friendship and memories won't. Just thinking of you today.May your troubles be less, your blessings more, and nothing but happiness comes through your door!

Dating A Marines Daughter
Dating a Marines Daughter being the daughter of a Female Marine this is still true! hehhee Rule One: If you pull into my driveway and honk you'd better be delivering a package, because you're sure not picking anything up. Rule Two: You do not touch my daughter in front of me. You may glance at her, so long as you do not peer at anything below her neck. If you cannot keep your eyes or hands off of my daughter's body, I will remove them. Rule Three: I am aware that it is considered fashionable for boys of your age to wear their trousers so loosely that they appear to be falling off their hips. Please don't take this as an insult, but you and all of your friends are complete idiots. Still, I want to be fair and open minded about this issue, so I propose this compromise: You may come to the door with your underwear showing and your pants ten sizes too big, and I will not object. However, In order to ensure that your clothes do not, in fact, come off during the course of your

Classification Of A Hoe
Not all of us BITCHES out there are evil... But we do take our revenge and run with it... dont we ladies.... some of us, can dig a mugs back out just as hard as they think they can... lol.. am I right? We can be jus as manipulative, scandoulus, and so damn sweet as them, we play just as long and just as hard, difference is we use the RIGHT head in the game, and dont always get CAUGHT up In it.. Unlike some... thay call them selves players... yet what do we get......... Oh Yea Baby, we get nothing but the lable.... no props from otha kats or kits, no one ups.... just the infamous label.... Otha bitches call us bitch... hoe... what ever.... cuz they hate on your ability to play just as well, and the men, well lets be honest.... they tell there friends, oh yes, because lets face it... you sprung em, and they just mad that you did,... whinny little haters.... so to there boys... its always.. "yea I fucked that bitch" and in reality, there mind is sayin..... "ya... SHE FUCKED the SHIT outt

The Power Of Music
What a day...... For one day, you think there would be no stress in our lives, but to our dismay it eventually just appears. As some of us say in those moments in our lives, "Serenity Now" My serenity? That would be the power of music. You know in all the years that I wanted to become a music therapist, I can fully everyday understand why. Stress......lol. Do you disagree? If so, ask yourself, doesn't your mood change depending on what you listen to? Music is my therapy. Singing is my therapeutic drug. It lifts me like no other....is it as great as sex to me? Hell yeah. Music is my inspiration, it lifts me, it moves me, but most importantly it makes me happy. It should for everyone. Of course sex is on a totally different level, but just remember, music is sometimes involved in those acts of pleasure. How some can be happy without music, I don't understand and could never fathom, mainly because it is a part of my heart and soul. I would be a lost child searching her way ba

You Should Have Seen The Look On His Face!
Ok... so I am on layover in Oklahoma... if you dont know.. in the trucking industry, layover is where you sit around and do nothing and get paid for it. Some guys love the break, I would rather be working. But enough about that.... SO I am stuck in Oklahoma for a couple days and get a wild hair and buy a cowboy hat. I have never owned a cowboy hat, so I thought.. why not? Its a BIG fucking hat! I have aleways been a ballcap guy as my Hat Collection Gallery will attest, but this hat kind of spoke to me.. so I bought it. In Florida if you walk around with a cowboy hat, people ask "Wheres your Horse?" or say, "Howdy Tex!" In Oklahoma, they dont even acknowledge that you feel like a complete idiot walking around in this new hat! Why? Because they all are wearing one! So anyway, its a BIG fucking hat. Im no small fry myself. 6'4" and 260, and from what I have been told, I am a fairly intimidating presence, but I dont see it. *shrug* Im just a big ole teddy bear! I go into t

Help My Children Goto College Please
Hey I joined a program called Upromise. Its a program to help put money away for college for your kids. Anyways yes its legit. I was just wondering if you could help me. The easiest way I know to get you to help me is to give me your email address and then I send you an invitation. If you want to find out more about it you can check out their website at www.upromise.com. Even if you don't offer to help me I encourage you to do it to help your own children. The majority of the funds comes from specific items you buy at a grocery store when you use one of the grocery store vip cards. But you can also link a credit card to it and shop online or a certain restaurants. Don't worry its free. Anyways have a great day, Robert

You Will Be Missed.
Saying goodbye will be hard. I've had such a fun ride! The laughter, the tears; What fun I have had. But now it's time to be real. Time to fix real time. The hardest repair for me. I'm scared. No, petrified, shaking-in-my-boots, yikesohmighty! But it's all my doing. I dug the hole. I get myself out of it. In my heart you will remain. In my memory you have been etched. I would hug you, but........... you were, after all, just a dream.

Meaning Of Dominate
Being a Dominant requires you to be in control of yourself before you can ever hope to safely and successfully be in control of another. It is where you have control over a consenting submissive and having the power to control only what the submissive has given you the right to control. Power can not be taking it must be given freely from a submissive. Domination must come from the heart. If you want a fast easy way to be "boss" of your household this isnt the way to do it. Domination is not something you "try" its just who you are. Respect from a submissive is also EARNED not demanded.

Ducks Eat For Free At Subway
I was in downtown Boise Idaho and I saw a duck. I knew the duck was lost, because ducks aren't supposed to be downtown. There's nothing for 'em there. So I went to a Subway sandwich shop. I said, "Let me have a bun." She wouldn't sell me just the bun, she said it had to have something on it. She said it's against Subway regulations to sell just the bun. I guess the two halves aren't supposed to touch. So, I said, "All right, put some lettuce on it." "That'll be $1.75!" I said, "It's for a duck!" "Oh, then it's free." I did not know that. Ducks eat for free at Subway! Had I known that, I would have ordered a much larger sandwich. "Let me have the steak fajita sub, and don't bother ringing it up - it's for a duck! There are six ducks out there, and they all want Sun Chips!"

I'm Staring A Referral Program
Referral Program This is my own shopping site. I am going to start a referral system that will help you and I earn money! Click the link to read more about it, and please consider taking this great opportunity! Please Repost for all to see! Thanks, Jen & Zachary

Chapter 10 Cont'd
A further example of the halfheartedness and weakness of the leaders of pre-War Germany in meeting the most important vital questions of the nation is the following: running parallel to the political, ethical, and moral contamination of the people, there had been for many years a no less terrible poisoning of the health of the national body. Especially in the big cities, syphilis was beginning to spread more and more, while tuberculosis steadily reaped its harvest of death throughout nearly the whole country. Though in both cases the consequences were terrible for the nation, the authorities could not summon up the energy to take decisive measures. Particularly with regard to syphilis, the attitude of the leadership of the nation and the state can only be designated as total capitulation. To fight it seriously, they would have had to take somewhat broader measures than was actually the case. The invention of a remedy of questionable character and its commercial exploitation can no l

Different People
So I graduated Highschool almost 10 years ago. I am no longer a highschool student, so why do so many people I graduated with still act like this is highschool? There are these girls that say what they want, and have different rules for everyone. They can say racist things, but god for bid you make a comment about something they don't like you are immediately shunned, and are now an outcast. I feel at 27, 28, 29, and 30 we should act our age. Be happy with your life as pathetic at it might be, be happy. Love your children, be a good model to them. Teach them how good people can make a difference in this world. Teach them that with a little change in who you are you can be that amazing person. Your hatred for yourself does not have to be carried over to others. Be happy for people who lose weight even though your fat ass can't. Be happy for people who don't need to drink to feel numb, forget why they hate life, because frankly I don't. I love my life at this point. I am tea

The X's???
I mean what the fuck is up with them... Comment bombing is just a cheap way to get points... I'd be happy if BabyJ and Scrapper fucked you fucking fucks over and deleted yins' account for that stupid shit. IF YOU DONT LIKE BEING BANNED FROM COMMENT BOMBING, GET THE FUCK OFF THE FUCKING SITE YOU WHINING FUCKING BABIES! Okay so with that said... Fuck you.

12 Signs You Love Me
TWELVE: When you're on the phone with them late at night and they hang up, you still miss them even when it was just two minutes ago. ELEVEN: You walk really slow when you're with them. TEN: You feel shy whenever they're around. NINE: You smile when you hear their voice. EIGHT: When you look at them, you can't see the other people around you, you just see him/her. SIX: They're all you think about. FIVE: You relize you're always smiling when you're looking at them. FOUR: You would do anything for them, just to see them. THREE: While reading this, there was one person on your mind this whole time. TWO: You were so busy thinking about that person, you didnt notice number seven was missing ONE: You just scrolled up to check & are now silently laughing at yourself. NOW MAKE A WISH. YOU KNOW YOU WANT TO...... scroll down ******* ****** ***** **** *** ** * **

Erotica: Weekend Part 2 :)
We reluctantly wade to the shore and retrieve our clothes, but we do not put them on. We walk hand in hand, nude, through the trees and back to the cabin. Our bodies still tingle from a combination of the act of love just completed and the cool night air. Upon arriving at the cabin, we toss our clothes onto a chair near the fireplace. Our bodies are still damp and she is shivering slightly. She decides to take a shower and heads for the bathroom. "How about a drink to help warm you up?" I ask, heading for the kitchen. "Sounds good" she replies, closing the door to the bath. I hear the water running as I make us each a whiskey sour. The clock on the wall begins to chime. Glancing at the clock, I notice the time - ten o'clock. We've been here only two hours and already have begun acting like wild animals in heat. It feels good. A slight chill passed through me and broke into my thoughts. I realized I was still naked and beginning to feel cold from the lake wa

Romance
How Romantic Are You?You are midway between being a romantic and a realist. You can mellow and provide enough romantic sparks when needed. You know where to draw the line between sentiment and good judgment and have probably never been seriously lovesick. Your head may be in the clouds, but your feet are on the ground.Take more free personality quizzes

There Has To Be An Easier Way To Delete Friends
why is it that CT can't update the friends deleting option? seems they can make changes to everything else, even the things that don't need to be changed. I was in the middle of cleaning my list but it got so tiring having to delete everyone and confirm them ONE AT A TIME!!! I know it's not that hard to update and make it so you can delete more than one per page at a time....... Stop changing what's fine and work on the things that need work!!!! As for the ones who will say... well the site is free so either go join the VIC or stop complaining. Well if you haven't noticed CT does make money off the average person who doesn't want to join the VIC..... CT has sponsors and they get more money from the sponsors for the more memembers the site has. That's why they keep coming up on your page asking you to invite more and more people. I have well over 20 people that have joined under my name (plus the ones they jipped me out of the points for) so I think I have earned them enough mo

What Have I? Ii
I shouldn't be this depressed... I have the world, and regularly give it away. I want to be someone else sometimes. I want to believe, but the rational side of me can't. I shouldn't be this worried about my family. I shouldn't be this crippled with sorrow. Where is the other side? Where is the salvation? Where is the solice from soul-starvation? Where is that feeling of contentment... in this empty shell. I shouldn't... but I feel so far from humanity. Outsiders. Fragile... beautifully flawed strangers. Wholey different from myself. Perfectly imperfect. I wish one would touch me. But if I am not humanity.. then who am I? What am I? What have I? Who am I? ...someone please... reach me. Identify me. Define me. Explain me. As something other than different..unfamiliar... outsider. It's so unkind. It's so unbearable. To be this far out of reach. Lonliness. With emptiness. Concern. With confusion. Doubt. With faith. What do I believe..

I Can't Sleep Without Him
I thought of him again today, as soon as I closed my eyes to fall into a peaceful sleep. I saw his face inches above my own, staring so passionately into mine. I know that look, that longing, that desire . . . I love it, I want to see it all the time. How am I to try to sleep with that image in my mind? I can’t, so I give in and let my mind wander freely to what it will. Right back to him I go those eyes that stare through to my very soul. I feel naked though I am wearing clothes, I am fully exposed and waiting for him to take me mind and body. He knows how eager I am I can see his lips begin to curl. One more moment and it begin. He swoops down and sinks his teeth deep into the flesh of my shoulder and I let a moan escape my lips. I grab his hair and hold him where he is for a moment then rip him away. The sting of the bite too much to take. I want to feel more, but I need to feel all of him. He knows what he is doing. My grip on his hair loosens and he dives onto my

Poem 1 - Through The Eye's Of A Xulidimmu
Through The Eye's of a Xulidimmu My eye's are windows to the darkness and my soul, You venture into the blackness and fall into a pit of despair, Locked unto my gaze, now you wanna get away, Your soul gets pulled in, demons of the darkness gather from all around, Losing your sanity, energy draining from within, Corrupted by CHAOS, you've become a slave locked in chains, No way to get out, you are separating from the flesh, Once bathed in blood, you are becoming lost to the world, Lost to the World, Lost to the Flesh, Lost to yourself, Lost is your soul. You beg for my mercy, your pleading goes unheard, You tresspassed unto my domain, now you are darkness consumed, No sympathy, no warning, no emotion, no mercy for you, The fates have wrote it down, Destiny turned her back upon you, Live out what is left in this life, in the next you will be enslaved, Your soul cursed for eternity, begone from my site now, See you in the next life, when DEATH has come to get you.

Poem Number 2 "you Remind Me Of The 4 Seasons"
You remind me of the 4 seasons See ur exactly like the winter! you are exciting like snowflakes on a school night to little kids and your fun like sledding and snow angels all day untill you become tired and want to cuddle in the cutest way all through the night but at the same time you remind me of spring your beautiful like green grass and flowers blooming and calm n gentle like the spring showers that April brings in the spring i fall in love with you all over again like the love you have when the sun starts to shine again but you deffinitely are summer too well you're pretty much hot hah but fo real your are like beautiful sunsets at the beach that make life seem so romantic and make you stop n think how lucky we are your like hot summer days making me jump into the ocean making me feel so refreshed but most of all i think you are like fall you remind me oh how amazing lifes creations are like the trees leafs in new england in autmn your a beauty that is

Child Abuse
When my Mommy does come home. I'll try and be nice, So maybe I'll get just One whipping tonight. Don't make a sound! I just heard a car My daddy is back From Charlie's Bar. I hear him curse My name he calls I press myself Against the wall. I try and hide From his evil eyes I'm so afraid now I'm starting to cry. He finds me weeping He shouts ugly words, He says its my fault That he suffers at work. He slaps me and hits me And yells at me more, finally get free And I run for the door. He's already locked it And I start to bawl, He takes me and throws me Against the hard wall. I fall to the floor With my bones nearly broken, And my daddy continues With more bad words spoken. "I'm sorry!" I scream But its now much too late His face has been twisted Into unimaginable hate. The hurt and the pain Again and again Oh please God, have mercy! Oh please let it end! And he finally stops And heads for the door, While I lay there motionless Sprawled on the f

A Quote From The Past!
"If we forget that we are one nation under God, then we shall be a nation gone under!" I did not necessarily agree with everything Mr. Reagan said or did, however this is most probably the most accurate and profound statement of any statesmen ever recorded.

My Destiny
The Destiny you match most closely is Provider At your core, you're meant to be a Provider. You are 90% in line with the Provider role. This indicates that you have a genuine nurturing concern for the welfare of others and you're eager to serve them. You can recognize exactly what people need and your friendly, helpful, social nature makes them feel comforted. With your kind and generous heart, you are personable, talkative, and outward with your emotions, and your openness and sensitivity make you concerned about the way others view you. You have the capacity for profound care and sympathy for others. Just be careful not to blame yourself when things go wrong. You cannot prevent bad things from happening, even though your tendency to be orderly with a strong sense of right and wrong may lead you to believe you can. Your "work hard, play hard" philosophy should do well to keep you in balance. As a Provider, you are in good company with Bill Clinton, Mary Tyler Moore, and Sal

Very Sad
I don't know how to start or what to say. Only that I have a heavy heart, and very sad after this past weekend. Easter, was wonderful and spent it with my daughter and a wonderful friend. Someone who I adore and admire. I have been separtated and divorced for over five years and have dated this friend on and off for that period of time. And only recently have I come to realize how much she has meant to me. At the end of the evening we talked, and though I know the feelings I feel for her. She let me off the hook by letting me know that we would not have any more romantic involvement. It hurt because of the fact that over the four previous years. We tried and and tried and things just never worked out. Mainly because of my anger and total lack of compromise. I will grow and learn from this and from the person I now know as my Best friend. I will always know how wonderful she is and always do my best to be there for her when life is tough. Because I know in my heart she will

Life In General
So, I had to run to the college today to do some research, I get back to the flat - remind me to tell you about the house - anyway, so there's my lady friend cooking turkey tacos...hey, I like a taco as well as anyone, but turkey, you gotta be kidding. I ate a couple out of starvation, then headed to the computer with my jack - to hell with the coke tonight. Okay, this house, belonged to a exMarine friend who up and died of Cancer. I told his brother he ought to investigate, he probably caught it during desert storm. Anyway, so the brother doesn't want to make payments until late summer when he can sell it. You see, the Yankees come to the beach in the summer, think they'd love to own something, pay giant prices for crap, then use it two weeks a year. I took over everything for the brother - payments, utilities, the works. The crazy bitch I lived with in the district is holding down that flat - well her name is on the lease - I don't think I am welcome back. Anyway, here I am in a

The Figure Of Death
IM THE HEAT OF FIRE IN THE COLD OF SNOW CAME A MOVING FIGURE AS THE NORTH WINDS BLOW. OVER THE MOUNTAIN ACROSS THE RIVER A FEELING OF DEATH WHICH MAKES ME SHIVER. IT CAME DOWN THE PATH AND UP TO MY ROOM MY DOG LAY SILENT AND IT FAST TO THE DOOR. IT ENTERED MY ROOM I LOWERED ME HEAD I CALLED FOR MY DOG BUT MY DOG WAS DEAD. IT LEFT MY HOUSE AND I CAM FREE UNTIL THE NIGHT WHEN IT COMES FOR ME.

Harrassment?
Every day, a male co- worker walks up very close to a lady standing at the coffee machine, inhales a big breath of air and tells her that her hair smells nice. After a week of this, she can't stand it and takes her complaint to a supervisor in the personnel department and states that she wants to file a sexual harassment grievance against him. The Human Resources supervisor is puzzled by this decision and asks, What's sexually threatening about a co- worker telling you your hair smells nice?" The woman replies, "It's Keith, the midget."

Ready For Love
Ready For Love Take my hand and lead the way; tell me all you want to say. Whisper softly in my ear, all those things I want to hear. Kiss my lips and touch my skin; bring out passions deep within. Pull me close and hold me near; take away my pain and fear. In the darkness of the night, be my beacon, shine your light. In the brightness of the sun, show me that you are the one. Give me wings so I can fly; for I can soar when you're nearby. Enter my heart, break down the wall, it's time for me to watch it fall. I've been a prisoner, can't you see? Break my chains and set me free. Strip me of my armor tight; you'll find I won't put up a fight. Release my soul held deep within . . . I'm ready now, let love begin.

My Poem From The Heart
Dear to… Dear to my heart, dear to my mind Dear to the love left behind Dear to my soul, dear to me I thought it would be Dear to my face, dear to her Dear to the love, she claims hers Dear to my body, dear to my love Dear to the one, I’m thinking of Dear to her body, dear to her life Dear to her body, dear to her life Dear to the one, I will call wife Dear to her hands, dear to her touch Dear to her love, I miss too much Dear to my sadness, dear to my heart Dear to the pieces, which fell apart Dear to my tears, dear to them not Dear because I have not felt a drop Dear to my pain, dear to her name Dear to the love, which will stay Always stay the same Dear to my baby, dear to her bad Dear to the one, I cannot have Dedicated to those who miss what they Had once it’s really gone…

Poem 5
The day I walked away There was nothing he could say I had made up my mind Decided to act blind I saw the tears There were fears We both were crying Our fearful emotions were dying My heart burst from all the pain I was the one to blame I love him I can’t deny What have I done? I've made him cry Now Ive realized I was wrong But is it too late? For he is gone I've tried my best To win him back Maybe its not meant to be Because what I say he wont trust me It was a communication slack

Poem 19
Thought it was Just a Dream She often sits alone at night and wonders where he is, Is he thinking of her smile, as she thinks of his? She remembers when they first met, A summer she could not forget. They walked Hand in hand day or night wherever they went whether it be Under the moon that shined so bright or The Rays of The Sunlight She remembers the soft touch of his hand the look in his eye All the feelings she had were surely not planned She was overwhelmed how Being in his arms took away her fright & felt so right It left room in her heart for her magic to ignite. A promise she made in silence one night, That eventually things would be just right, The promise she held close to her heart, Praying from him she would never depart. Then one night it was like a dream, That she was sitting alone by a stream. Painful tears ran down her cheek, She realized then what made him so unique. He was nothing like anyone she'd ever known, The way he cared about he

Levelin' Up...give Me A Shove
I'm on that downhill sloap now, headed for level 13. Drop in and give me a shove to help me out! Lots of photos, and over 1,500 stash items to comment and rate. Hope to cya there! THANKS! Lev@ CherryTAP

Figging,...the Art Of The Ginger Root
Figging - The Art of Ginger Root Play By Master Michael When I first wrote an article on figging some years ago, I received, not surprisingly, a heap of e-mail from lifestylers who had never heard of this. They were most appreciative to have received the information though, and many were anxious to try the technique. I thought that with a new crop (no pun intended) of Doms and subbies entering our community, I would rewrite the article. If you're already familiar with figging, you may skip to the next informative article on the list. If figging sounds like an old Scottish sport, you'd better stick around and read on. Figging, anal play (or torture) using ginger root, seems to be an art that is increasingly ignored. Maybe it's because there isn't enough information passed on about it or perhaps with the advent of fancy salves, chemicals and potions that can mimic ginger, lifestylers don't want to take the time needed to prepare for this activity. Either reason precludes a plea

My God I Am Trying To Sing...
I like to sing but I don't think I am very good. So in good nature I figured why not try recording myself with some mixers for part of a few songs by Enya. If you are curious to how bad I sound, there is the links below. LOL. http://download-v5.streamload.com/3b29e2e8-63c6-4a6c-878d-6ff713de36ff/tattooedfaerie/Hosted/lala3.mp3 http://download-v5.streamload.com/3b29e2e8-63c6-4a6c-878d-6ff713de36ff/tattooedfaerie/Hosted/Recorded%202007-04-16%2020-59-34.mp3

Something I Had To Get Out Of My Head
It must have been destiny that brought us together God must have known I needed a friend Something to help me in my time of need It must have been destiny That I come to the barn that DAY A mustang that was in need of a friend From a place of freedom It must have been destiny That I come to you Sit with you in the sun, and rain till I guess you realized I was your friend It was destiny That I could ride you when no one could No harm would come to me You are my friend, I am yours You were sad that day I saw you Now I see the mustang spirit Unafraid, take everything in stride You made me forget the times I hurt You also protected me from ones who hurt me I do the same for you Do to others as you would have them do unto you Ole boy I know your only 6 but I hope you will live at least till your 20’s So that my nieces, nephews and others of my family can see you To know the horse that probably saved me, from insanity.

I'll Take You There........
I'll take you there someday. We'll pick a campsite, set up a tent and get all of our camping and hiking gear out, all the while touching and playing with each other, whispering naughty things into each others ears. You want me to take you right there at our campsite, but I want to wait until we get there. We pack some fruit, sandwiches, water, and a blanket and we start to walk down to the river. I let you lead the way, but tell you where to go, so I can watch you as you walk. You are so stunning; I have to use every bit of will power I have to wait until we get there. We come upon the path that will lead us there. We walk, admiring the beautiful scenery around us as we go. But it will only get more beautiful, believe me. Occasionally, I reach out and grab you, just to tease you a bit. In return, you stop short in front of me, so I "accidentally" run into you, so you can feel how excited I am. You turn around and we kiss deeply. Neither of us can stand to wait much longer. I turn yo

Please Vote For Me, Getting Close, Ends Tonight At 8pm Est
Please vote for me lots. In 1st place, but 2nd place getting close. Will make tags, wanted posters, photo cubes for all who helps. Just email me with what you would like. Thanks so much. xoxox Jen Just click on the pic below. :)

Chased By Animals
This kind of dream is common among children. Often, it reflects a deeply held fear of the animal doing the chasing. However, it may reveal an anxiety about something completely separated from the animal kingdom. In cases like this, it is important to think about what is chasing you and what your experiences have been with that particular animal. For example, if a relative whom you did not particularly like had a German shepherd dog, you may dream about being chased by the dog. This may reveal either the desire of the relative to obtain your attention and affection, or it may validate your fears and anxieties about that person. If you often use animal characterizations of people's personalities, this may be particularly telling. (He's a bear, she's a momma bear, he works like a horse, etc.) Depending on who the others are, it may be useful to determine what common relationship exists among your persecutors. You may feel indebted to them or simply hated by them. The former may inc

My Little Guy, Matt
This is dedicated to everyone who has ever been embarrassed by a child's words or action. My three year old son had a lot of problems with potty training; and I was on him constantly. One day we stopped at Taco Bell for a quick lunch in between errands. It was very busy, with a full dining room. While enjoying my taco, I smelled something funny, so of course I checked my seven month old daughter, and she was clean. Then I realized that Matt had not asked to go potty in a while, so I asked, and he said "No". I kept thinking, "Oh Lord, that child has had an accident and I don't have any clothes with me. "Then I said, "Matt, are you sure you did not have an accident?" "No," he replied. I just knew that he must have had, because the smell was getting worse. So...........I asked one more time, "Matt, did you have an accident?" This time he jumped up, yanked down his pants, bent over and sprea! d ! his cheeks and yelled.... ..."See MOM, IT'S JUST FARTS!!'