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I'm Baaaaack!
Hey all, I'm back from my two-week vacation, rested and relaxed and happy. I know you all didn't miss me much since I was still around all the time! OK, maybe a little bit of missing me? C'mon, gimme some ego sugar, kids! My vacation was absolutely fabulous. Just the right combination of rest, relaxation, and fun. I thoroughly enjoyed my time in Oregon with my friend Charlie, who we realized I've now known for 25 years... eek! And then I had a wonderful week with my sister's family in Chicago. Her new baby is totally adorable (in that ugly newborn sort of way) and her other kids were, as always, a treat. I also managed to meet up with a couple people from the 'net... fun! I just uploaded a bunch of photos I took while I was in Oregon. If you'd like to see all of them, please let me know! If you missed it, I did upload some new photos from my MikeNinja photo shoot. He's trying to talk me into another one, too... we'll see about that one! Anyway, hope you enjoy. Have

Kill Me....
What if I wanted to break Laugh it all off in your face What would you do? What if I fell to the floor Couldn't tear this anymore What would you do, do, do? Come, break me down Bury me, bury me I am finished with you What if I wanted to fight Beg for the rest of my life. What would you do? You say you wanted more What are you waiting for I'm not running from you Come, break me down Bury me, bury me I am finished with you Look in my eyes You're killing me, killing me All I wanted was you I tried to be someone else But nothing seemed to change I know now: this is who I really am inside Finally found myself Fighting for a chance I know now, THIS IS WHO I REALLY AM Come, break me down Bury me, bury me I am finished with you, you, you Look in my eyes You're killing me, killing me All I wanted was you Come, break me down Break me down Break me down What if I wanted to break...? (You say you wanted more, what are you waiting for? I'm not ru

What Kind Of Kisser Are You??
table width=350 align=center border=0 cellspacing=0 cellpadding=2> You're an Passionate Kisser For you, kissing is about all about following your urges If someone's hot, you'll go in for the kiss - end of story You can keep any relationship hot with your steamy kisses A total spark plug - your kisses are bound to get you in trouble What Kind of Kisser Are You?

Big Update On Me
Well Well Just to let you all know I am doing really ok.. I am doing what I can for this family and it is always getting in to trouble.. Just to let you all know who the hell I am talking about is my cousin Autumn she thinks she is old because he has a damn month that can run like freakin crazy.. I don't like her and yes I do fight with her all the damn time but I really can't help it.. I can't stand her at all and I don't want to be around her.. I have my damn reason lol.. But grandpa is trying his best to hang in there and I am hanging in there.. I has been two months so far after grandma's death and it is really hard.. I could not get no damn sleep because of what is going on.. I am always in bed thinking about her and loving everyday of it.. Everytime I try to go on with my life I think of her can't get her out of my head at all.. I cry in my sleep I cry at night wanting her back here on earth.. Now I know how my best friend sabby is now.. Her grandma died in March 2006 and h

Happy....
At night I gaze out the window. Thinking of only you. Hoping to get a chance to make you happy. And if I had you I'd always be true. We've met only once. But that's enough for me ... to know that if you let me ... I could love you. And no I'm not asking you for forever ... I'm just asking you for a chance to be Happy again.

Two Months Today...virginia Tech Shooting
Ross Abdallah Alameddine Partahi Lumbantoruan Christopher James Bishop G.V. Loganathan Brian Bluhm Lauren McCain Ryan Clark Daniel O'Neil Austin Cloyd Juan Ramon Ortiz Jocelyne Couture-Nowak Minal Panchal Kevin Granata Daniel Perez Cueva Matthew G. Gwaltney Erin Peterson Caitlin Hammaren Mike Pohle Jeremy Herbstritt Julia Pryde Rachael Elizabeth Hill Mary Read Emily Hilscher Reema Samaha Jarrett Lane Waleed Shaalan Matthew J. La Porte Leslie Sherman Henry Lee Maxine Turner Liviu Librescu Nicole White The Virginia Tech Massacre was a school shooting that unfolded as two separate attacks about two hours apart on April 16, 2007, on the campus of the Virginia Polytechnic Institute and State University in Blacksburg, Virginia, United States. A shooter killed 32 people and wounded a further 29 before committing suicide, making it the deadliest mass shooting in modern U.S. history. The shooter, Seung-Hui Cho, was a Sou

Chinese Chicken Salad
4 c. chicken, cooked & diced 1 c. celery, diced 1 green pepper, diced 1 pt. salad dressing 1 (5 oz.) can Chinese noodles 1/4 c. onion, chopped 1 (5 oz.) can Mandarin oranges 1 (15 oz.) can pineapple tidbits 1/2 sm. jar mustard Drain fruit on paper towel after draining liquid off. Combine chicken, celery, onion, green pepper, oranges and pineapple. Add salad dressing and mustard. Blend well and let stand for at least 3 hours. Add Chinese noodles just before serving. Serves 8.

Did A Test
You scored as Eyes full of Pain, People tend to overlook you, which makes you feel less worthy of their attentions. You sometimes wish you could just disapear from the world around you. You have been hurt very badly in the past and you just wish that someone would understand you, and what their cruelty is doing to you.Eyes full of Pain92% Mysterious50% Diamond Eyes50% Passion17% What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

Stained Sheets
Satin sheets stained in red and black. Pillows ripped and torn in frustration. Frames broken on the floor And pieces of glass at my feet, Telling me you think you know how it feels. You left me here, lying in my pool of sorrows, For me to drown; to suffocate in my loss. My suicide to help rid you of your guilt And to put me out of my misery, Saying this is the best way to end it. The constant labels racing through my mind: Bastard. Asshole. Fucking son of a bitch. Betraying my own body's sanctuary And leaving without a single hint of a tear. Not one last breath saved for us. Words have been lost in an engulfing black hole. Broken thoughts; Scarred minds. Murdered dreams; Shattered hearts. A disappearance of the heavens In the eyes of a single saint. Confused minds lose precious time, And you feared what was already yours. Wrapped in your own self indulgence, Consumed in your selfishness, Wincing at the first sight of love. Lying down with one eye on t

Tears
TEARS!!!!! Current mood: blah The Tears of today Are the Tears of tomorrow The Tears of heartache Are the Tears of sorrow The Tears of lust Are the tears of love the same tears we use to give thanks to God above The Tears of lost And Tears of pain The tears that remains Where your past is nothing But a clearly viewed stain Tears that go And Tears that stay Tears that will push the heaviest of burdens out of your way The Tears of hello's And the tears of goodbyes The tears that only ceased when you said hi The tears that I held back while I watched you cry The tears that I looked through as you said goodbye The tears I released Put me on a natural high Released my pains Released my sorrow My tears of today Are your tears of tomorrow

Help Him Level Up Please
HE NEED A LITTLE OVER 4000 TO LEVEL UP PLEASE HELP OUT ,RATE FAN AND RATE HIS STASH HE DOESN'T HAVE MUCH........... LOVE YOU ALL SMOOCHES WildCat Fade2B|ack ~Co-Founder of The Godfather Family~@ CherryTAP

It's Coming Soon!!!!!!!!!
Just wanted to let everyone know that I will be posting the cover of the book soon. I should hopefully have it before the week is through. As soon as I do I will be posting abulleting with the book info and the cover so everyone can SEE what they will be getting, big difference I think. Anyway, please watch the bulletins, it is coming soon. Thanks and everyone have a fabulous day :) Peter Britt

Popping My Blog Cherry :)
Ok, this is my first time doing this, so bear with me while I pop my blog cherry here.... This has been a slow weekend so far... I've been looking 4 a job for weeks now & still nothing. I haven't been working because school has taken a lot of my time but a sista is broke. My finances are stressing me the fuck out. It seems like every time we get ahead something always pops back up. I gotta pay the car note, the insurance, the phone bill, my damn tickets (police, gotta love em!) the fee to get my suspended license reinstated, and I HAVE to finish movin all my shit outta my mamma's house. It doesn't SEEM like a lot but it really is. I feel like every time I get ahead something else pops up. U work, struggle to live, than die. (I am not always this depressing) Unless you get rich and not give a damn. Someday..... *dreams*

Bonnie & Clyde - Some Research
Famous Cases Bonnie and Clyde Clyde Champion Barrow and his companion, Bonnie Parker, were shot to death by officers in an ambush near Sailes, Bienville Parish, Louisiana, on May 23, 1934, after one of the most colorful and spectacular manhunts the Nation had seen up to that time. Barrow was suspected of numerous killings and was wanted for murder, robbery, and state charges of kidnaping. The Federal Bureau of Investigation (FBI), then called the Bureau of Investigation, became interested in Barrow and his paramour late in December, 1932, through a singular bit of evidence. A Ford automobile, which had been stolen in Pawhuska, Oklahoma, was found abandoned near Jackson, Michigan in September of that year. At Pawhuska, it was learn

Sex Sign
Leo Since you are such an attention craver, you are into wearing the sexiest clothes and going straight for the sexiest person in the room. You like secure people who are genuine and have a good fashion sense. In bed, you like to get all of the attention, so you need a partner who can worship you for the hottie that you are. You like to dance and strip for your partner and you enjoy buying the sexiest lingere for yourself. Sex matches: Aries, Sagittarius, Libra Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Poem
You asked me to love you forever A promise I thought I could make Never And I know soon you'll break my heart In 28 days when we part Your feelings you cant sort For everything its worth My love I can no longer handle My feelings you thought you could fondle My emotions are drawn I no longer can stand the sound The words I waited from you took to long The words you love me My love was never free Although you took it that way to be

The Hidden Power Of The Heart*** Communication
Being vulnerable doesn't have to be threatening. Just have the courage to be sincere, open and honest. This opens the door to deeper communication all around. It creates self-empowerment and the kind of connections with others we all want in life. Speaking from the heart frees us from the secrets that burden us. These secrets are what make us sick or fearful. Speaking truth helps you get clarity on your real heart directives.

Chat Room Irritation
It is appalling, the behaviour of some that claim to be submissive. I don't care if you are owned or not. If you have claimed that you are a submissive, then perhaps you should at least stop and educate yourself so that you know precisely what it is that you are claiming. Do you have any idea how disturbing it is to see these lab monkeys in chat, behaving just as such.. a bunch of lab monkeys. Throwing things, being ignorant to manners and simple politeness. Hissy fits and bad attitudes. I sit and watch and bite my tounge. Gawd have mercy on the first of these foolish twits who dare cross me or those that i hold dear. Disrespect will be curbed immediately and is not tolerated. I am submissive yes, but i am no doormat. I am completely capable of holding my own and more than willing if the need should arise. So tread lightly ladies, show due respect. Tell me, if you were in a social function with a room full of respectable Dominants, would you be throwing things and stripping on table

This Story, Edited Was Published In A Book By Terry Culbert, "lucan, Home Of The Donellys"
Be Careful Walking Behind Cows Short Story by Bruce Currie © 2004 May 20, 2004 The Currie residence was at the corner of the 4th Concession and Duchess Ave. Our maternal Grandparents home was 2 city blocks away at the corner of the 4th Concession and Alice Street. Our Grandma and Grandpa lived ‘next door.’ Grandpa taught me how to milk a cow, when I was very young. Whenever the chance arose, it was great fun to practice the skill. Grandpa’s cow, May, was a beautiful light chestnut specimen, gentle of nature and easy to milk. Our Grandparent’s barn was a little 4-stall affair that had an ever so fun hay mow on the second floor. We kids used to spend an inordinate amount of time in that wonderful little barn ‘getting into mischief,’ as Grandpa used to say. During the milking lessons, Grandpa and Grandma used to always remind us to be careful when walking behind a cow. May was a gentle sort, there was little chance she would kick, but many cows weren’t so friendl

Boxing Gloves (c) 2005
Boxing Gloves Later, when I was nearing the ripe old age of three, Dad brought home two pair of boxing gloves. These were the littlest boxing gloves anyone had ever seen, but they fit my brother Brian and me perfectly. Uncle Laurie (Gordon A. Currie) came to visit when I was four. Dad decided this was a good time for more boxing lessons. Attempting to get Brian and me to straighten out our punches was an exercise in futility, so long as Brian and I were working together. All we were concerned with was knocking each other’s block off. Attempting to get a little focus in the exercise, Dad got down on his knees and told Brian to punch him in the face. Well, Brian was to have no part in punching Dad! Flatly refusing, Dad proceeded with the inevitable threat of, “you don’t hit me and I’ll tan your hide!” Being a relatively bright lad, my older brother hauled off and pasted Dad right in the ol’ proboscis! Bam! Dad rocked onto his butt, grabbed his nose and yelled, “Not in t

I Love My Family
Hi there i just wanted to writ this so all you people know i love my family all three kids and my wife to be i know you do not want to read this but i wrote it for me so thank you and have a good day!!! philburg360

When God Made Firefighters
When God Made Firefighters When God was creating firefighters, he was into the sixth day of overtime when an angel appeared and said, "You're doing a lot of extra work on this one." And the Lord said, "Have you read the specs on this order? A firefighter has to wake up to a fire alarm, go into burning buildings to rescue people and enter areas the normal person wouldn't go. "He has to be willing to leave his family and put his life on the line, work to exhaustion and beyond and be ready for the next call. "He has to have a strong commitment to a personal calling that places their lives in jeopardy every day. He has to be in top physical and mental condition at all times, function on black coffee and half-eaten meals, and have a heart big enough to love members of the 'brotherhood' world-wide, and a unity of purpose." The angel shook it's head slowly and said, "A heart that big... no way." "It's not the heart that is causing me problems," said the

Time Spent
what do you do when you realize it just isn't worth it when the pain is just to much and what joy there was, is drown in tears what do you do when you keep searching and never finding what you are looking for or what you thought you wanted is not what it seems what do you do when you watch someone drift away and you have no control no way to bring them back what do you do when you know someone loves you with all they have and you simply do not love them back what do you do when struggle to take that next step because you are so bone weary that breathing hurts feeling so alone without a center blowing on the breeze and praying to find solace in the angle in your arms sleeping so peacefully true joy, true love, complete, and childlike to be carefree, to see life from three feet high and your biggest problem is finding duck before bed to feel so undeserving of this precious gift so torn by my heartache fear and helplessness tears fall as they always do

What Myspace Is Up To.
MYSPACE TO FOLLOW RIVAL’S LEAD By Richard Waters in San FranciscoPublished: June 28 2007 22:05 | Last updated: June 28 2007 22:05 MySpace is likely to change its technology strategy to allow other online companies to “plug” their web services directly into its social networking site, according to Chris DeWolfe, one of its founders. The move would mark a new step in the evolution of social networks into fully fledged internet platforms, while opening a new front in the battle for audience share among the web’s fastest-growing companies. This article can be found at: http://www.ft.com/cms/s/f8b11252-25a7-11dc-b338-000b5df10621,_i_email=y.html "FT" and "Financial Times" are trademarks of The Financial Times. Copyright The Financial Times Ltd 2007

Snickerdoodles Recipe
Makes 18 servings.. adjust as needed..my org recipe is for 6 dozen lol INGREDIENTS: 1 cup shortening 1 1/2 cups white sugar 2 eggs 2 3/4 cups sifted all-purpose flour 1 teaspoon baking soda 2 teaspoons cream of tartar 1/2 teaspoon salt 2 tablespoons white sugar 2 teaspoons ground cinnamon DIRECTIONS: 1. Preheat the oven to 375 degrees F (190 degrees C). Grease cookie sheets. 2. In a medium bowl, cream together the shortening and sugar. Add eggs one at a time, mixing after each. Sift together the flour, baking soda, cream of tartar and salt; stir into the creamed mixture until well blended. 3. In a small shallow bowl, stir together the 2 tablespoons of sugar with the cinnamon. Roll the dough into walnut sized balls and roll the balls in the sugar mixture. Place cookies 2 inches apart on the prepared cookie sheet. Bake for 8 to 10 minutes in the preheated oven. Cookies should be slightly golden at the edges. Remove to cool on wire racks.

When You Come To The South
If you are going to live or visit in the South you will need a set of these rules: 1. That farm boy you see at the gas station did more work before breakfast than you do all week at the gym. 2. It's called a "gravel road." No matter how slow you drive, you're going to get dust on your Navigator. Drive it or get out of the way. 3. The red dirt...it's called clay. Red clay. If you like the color don't wash your car for a couple weeks - it'll be permanent. 4. We all started hunting and fishing when we were seven years old. Yeah, we saw Bambi. We got over it. 5. Go ahead and bring your $600 Orvis Fly Rod. Don't cry to us if a flathead breaks it off at the handle. We have a name for those little 13-inch trout you fish for...bait. 6. Pull your pants up. You look like an idiot. 7. If that cell phone rings while a bunch of mallards are making their final approach, we will shoot it. You might want to ensure it's not up to your ear at the time. 8. No, there's no "Vege

Another Day
so i wake up this morning only to find out quickly that i have a headache......joy so i know right away that my suger must be high... has not been high for quite some time but i believe that i forgot to take meds yesterday so i get the joy of giving my self three shots this morning... give shots....take meds slap myself in the head for forgetting....and then figure out what to make for breakfast.... tell my son fourteen time take the dog out take the dog out.... dont you have to pee in the morning well so does the dog..... he takes the dog out and then shelbie wakes up ......she gets up on the coutch and wants breadkfast well honey just give mommy a sec and i will get breakfsst. shelbie pouts and kris comes in from walking the dog...he is a great son......just a little deaf when not wanting to do something right away get breakfast together and feed hungrey children.......yeah then i look around my house and think god did some tornato come through this place and i slept th

Snakes
so my son proceeded to come in with not one but two snakes and tell me "look what i found mom" as i turn my head right in frount of me are not one but two like i said snakes in my face......now if my heart needed to be jumped for get the paddle things in hospital ....just have my son put snakes in my face.... now for the record i am not scared of snakes i have a boa and a python (if words are mispelled deal with it as my friend has tought me thanks samm...) but putting snakes in my face with out me knowing they are going to be there not cool.... headache is still going strong and i am fen sick of it by now........ just want to scream so anyway..blah blah blah chow~

Contest May End Late
ok i had to send my personal computer in..not sure when i will have it back...when i have more time to were i can get everything done to end the soldier contest im holding i will do it...so as long as the ablum is still open you can still vote. thanks Bonnie aka Adopt a soldier aka Dj Devil Witch

Title: The Stranger
I do not like this stranger that I have become. I know that you dont either. The person you love doesnt exist anymore. She is even more of a stranger. At times I am able to play the role By reflecting what I know you want to see. But it takes a lot out of me, And Ive run out of energy. Its harder and harder to conjure her. I feel I have no emotion, no hope, no soul. I dont know why you stay. I wont blame you for going away. Youre living with an empty shell. You might as well be living in hell. You dont have to join me.

Yes Or No ?
Y=YES N=NO M=MAYBE [] Push me into a wall and kiss me? [] Come To My House To Do Nothing But Chill? [] Slap Me? [] Slap me if i asked you to? [] Kiss Me? [] Let Me Kiss You? [] Watch A Movie With Me? [] Take Me Out To Dinner? [] Take A Shower With Me? [] Take Me Home For The Night? [] Let Me Sleep In Your Bed? [] Take Me Anywhere With You [] Repost This For Me To Answer Your Questions? [] Lock Me In Your room And Take Advantage Of Me? [] Let me lock you in my your and Take Advantage of you? [] Let Me Make You Breakfast? [] Make me breakfast? [] Tickle Me? [] Let Me Tickle You? [] Stick Up For Me Uf I Was Being Put Down? [] Instant Message Me? [] Greet Me In Public? [] Hang Out With Me? [] Hold my waist from behind while we are out? [] Bring Me Around Your Friends? Do You... [] Miss Me? [] Think I'm Sexy? [] Think I'm Cute? [] Think I'm Hot? [] Think I'm Ok? [] Think I'm Ugly? [] Want To Kiss Me? [] Want To Cuddle

Write Up On Me
James Janicek is commended for serving as QA Team Leader Supervisor for the Louisiana Recovery Field Office in support and recovery effort for Hurricanes Katrina and Rita. In this position, he supervised four separate QA team leaders responsible for 60 government QA roofing team members and over 60 Contracted civilian employees During the Period from 01 September through 30 November 2005, he provided invaluable experience and leadership to establish “Blue Roof” operations in St. Tammany Parrish and Calcasieu Parrish. Jim trained and supervised over 60 personnel as “Blue Roof” estimators and quality assurance inspectors. His positive “Can Do” attitude was adopted by both his team members and the civilian contract work force. Under his direct leadership over 35,000 temporary roofs were installed by contractors hired by the Corps of Engineers providing direct hurricane relief for many distressed homeowners. Jim has had a direct major impact on the hurricane recovery efforts in South

Dj Madjoker
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What Alcoholic Drink Are You
You scored as rum, you are rum. you are adventurous and fun loving, but laid back and cool. you like to travel and love good times. rum92% midori83% vodka79% absinthe67% champagne58% daiquaries54% bourbon50% beer46% wine33% whiskey29% what alcoholic drink are you (pictures)created with QuizFarm.com

Race To 10,000 Comments
RACE TO 10,000 COMMENTS FOR A 7DAY BLAST NO HOLDS BAR!! ANYTHING GOES!!! THIS IS A RACE!! WOULD LIKE TO START THIS CONTEST SATURDAY JULY 7' 2007 ANYONE CAN ENTER COMMENT BOMBING ALLOWED & SELF BOMBING AS WELL. PRIVATE MESSAGE ME WITH THE LINK FOR YOUR PHOTO!! ~*Ladygray*~*ENCHANTED*~CT Wife To Mark~@ CherryTAP

The Weekend Was So Off
So, I got on the computer I think Friday and then I was off of the computer again until Tuesday night. How odd for me. That is not normal by my standards....But I guess with working more on the porch, wondering if my hubby was getting to the point of heat exhaustion, and then making a spaghetti/salad lunch instead of my planned dinner (which the meal was supposed to have been) but we had my parents, our friend, and of course my mother in law (remind me to hold off on future invites to her please..... lol) which was great because it kept everyone out of my hair while I was in the kitchen cooking and chopping things for the salad. Then we finally got the chance to eat, and everyone (except said mother in law) was very satisfied with the meal because they thanked me. Mother in law, who basically did nothing from the time she got to our house, complained about one of my friends to the point that I had to walk off and block it out. She has a tendency to talk trash about my friend because sh

How Was Your First Golf Tournament?
We all know how a lot of people find golf a boring sport. And when introduced to a golfer, sometimes, you don't really know how to start a conversation with one. I bet, you will mention Tiger Woods' name. But after that... there is silence... (hahaha!) To help you start a conversation with a golfer, ask this question, "how was your first golf tournament?" This is such a fun question to ask any golfer. Seriously, if you do get to meet a golfer and ask him that question, look at his face. No matter how terrible his first tournament was, he usually makes a silly facial expression at first and with a nice smile and a lot of excitement, he starts to tell you what happened. He'll say at first, "ohhhhhh!" or "ewwww!" or "hahaha!" or "yikes!" or "oh My God!" Then say how embarrassing it was. Sometimes, it takes him forever to finish his story, so be prepared to listen...for a looong time. It sure does bring back memories. I remember my first golf tournament, the first time I heard

Keepers
I grew up in the 40's/50's/60's with practical parents. A mother, God love her, who washed aluminum foil after she cooked in it, then reused it. She was the original recycle queen, before they had a Name for it... A father who was happier getting old shoes fixed than buying new ones. Their marriage was good, their dreams focused. Their best friends lived barely a wave away. I can see them now, Dad in trousers, tee shirt and a hat and Mom in a house dress, lawn mower in one hand, and dish-towel in the other. It was the time for fixing things. A curtain rod, the kitchen radio, screen door, the oven door, the hem in a dress Things we keep. It was a way of life, and sometimes it made me crazy. All that re-fixing, eating, renewing, I wanted just once to be wasteful. Waste meant affluence. Throwing things away meant you knew there'd always be more. But then my mother died, and on that clear summer's night, in the warmth of the hospital room, I was struck with the pain of l

Well Its Happened
Early this morning, my dad died. I feel sad, but not like overly, i didnt cry or anything. I just didnt like him, I suppose thats why. But he's gone now, and the very few good memories I had will still be there when or if I think about him. I hadn't even seen him or talked to him since my parents divorced, I had the chance to before he passed but I didn't really want to, I mean I could barely talk to the guy while he was still around. Anyways, in a few dys, if that, I'll move on, probably move it from the front of my mind. This has helped already.

Hmmmmmmmmm
why must my ex boyfriend continue to let me know what's going on in his life?? (we spilt up in march) i'm the one who dumped him and to tell ya the truth i don't give a f*** what he does! he calls all the time or he emails me everyday...he tells me he's getting married! i say good for you now leave me alone!! this is the only place i can blog about it without him reading it!! *Update* I've blocked him from sending me emails from him sending instant messages, I've blocked him on yahoo 360 and myspace...the only problem i am having now is the phone calls....I called the cell service provider like someone told me to do, they told me there is no way to block his #....I'm glad he doesn't know where i live or have my home #

I Made It Through
My surgery went well today. It didn't start until after 1 and was through before 3. I had my sinuses fixed and a deviated septum repaired. I am not in major pain due to very good pain killers. My throat is much more sore than anything from where they intubate you while you are asleep. Thank you all for the get well cards, bowls of Chicken soup and well wishes. I have been in and out of sleepiness with the pain killers and just now took a minute to come back to my addicton. Have a great weekend. I apreciate all of you.

My Darlin' Princess
A little boy asked his mother, "Why are you crying?" "Because I'm a woman," she told him. "I don't understand," he said. His Mom just hugged him and said, "And you never will." Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?" "All women cry for no reason," was all his dad could say. The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry. Finally he put in a call to God. When God got on the phone, he asked, "God, why do women cry so easily?" God said: "When I made the woman she had to be special. I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough to give comfort. I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children. I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without complaining. I gave her the sensitivity to love her children under a

Why Do U Hate Me
Since when have become just another "someone"? When everyday I could call you when your moods would fall. Be there for you night and day when you were to tired to pray. I thought that I was more than and old empty soup can. You speak of your new boyfriend like he will be there until your end. And we all know how that works in time just look at all of mine. So many years and so much pain are you letting wash away in the rain? Since when and what made you change to keep you out of my range? I'd like to know as your best friend even if its not the same on your end. I love you more than anyone even when all you do is make fun. And tease me about a girl who is the only good thing in my world. She used to be your friend too but its not good enough for you? How can I not argue when you complain like an old hen. You've not said anything good to me since I was in pain so plainly. You call me after I had cried but now you act like our friendship died. What is it tha

My Heart Is Lost
MY HEART IS IN TEXAS AND I GOT TO GET IT BACK..ITS GOING TO BE BROKEN IF I DONT DO IT FAST. MY BABY IS GOT A FRIEND WHO I CANT STAND AT ALL SHE GOT TO HER HOUSE TO STAY THE NIGHT YET SHE DONT CARE IF IT ENDS UP IN A FIGHT!SHE IS TRYING TO MOVE IN FAST WHEN THERE AINT NO ROOM AT ALL!!! I FEEL SO LOST, I FEEL ALL ALONE, WHAT DO I DO IF SHE NEVER COMES HOME?

Spank Me Plz!!
I'm in a Salute Contest Mi Sexi Cherries!! Plz drop me a few bombs, if u haven't the time... Plz rate at least ;) #####Salute Contest-Ends 7/15##### 1st place receives 1 month vic or week blast 2nd place receives 1 day blast (Rates Count!!) Plz FAN & FRIEND THE HOSTESS to bomb. ***Christie*** ~Enchanted~ That is All! Thanks 2 Everyone who Spanks Me :) H♥llieH♥ttie™{President of I.A.R. Bombsquad & Founder of I.A.R Fan Train}

Something Worth Reading...
RED MARBLES I was at the corner grocery store buying some early potatoes and noticed a small boy, delicate of bone and feature, ragged but clean, hungrily apprising a basket of freshly picked green peas. I paid for my potatoes but was also drawn to the display of fresh green peas. I am a pushover for creamed peas and new potatoes. Pondering the peas, I couldn't help overhearing the conversation between Mr. Miller (the store owner) and the ragged boy next to me. "Hello Barry, how are you today?" "H'lo, Mr. Miller. Fine, thank ya. Jus' admirin' them peas. They sure look good." "They are good, Barry. How's your Ma?" "Fine. Gittin' stronger alla' time." "Good. Anything I can help you with?" "No, Sir. Jus' admirin' them peas." "Would you like to take some home?" asked Mr. Miller. "No, Sir. Got nuthin' to pay for 'em with." "Well, what have you to trade me for some of those peas?" "All I got's my prize marble here." "Is that right? Let me see it" said Miller

This Is The Soldier Promise!!!
THIS IS THE SOLDIER PROMISE!!! If I ever go to war Mom, Please don't be afraid. There are some things I must do, To keep the promise that I made. I'm sure there will be some heartache, And I know that you'll cry tears, But your son is a Soldier now, Mom, There is nothing you should fear. If I ever go to war Dad, I know that you'll be strong. But you won't have to worry, Cause you taught me right from wrong. You kept me firmly on the ground, yet still taught me how to fly. Your son is a Soldier now Dad, I love you Hoorah, Even if I die. If I ever go to war Bro, There are some things I want to say. You've always had my back, and I know it's my time to repay. You'll always be my daybreak, through all of life's dark clouds, Your brother is a Soldier now, Bro, I promise I'll make you proud. If I ever go to war Sis, don't you worry bout me, I always looked out for you, but I can't do that anymore, Cause I'm a big bro to all in America. I love you so much and you know

Bubba And The Psychiatrist‎
Bubba went to a psychiatrist. " I've got problems. Every time I go to bed I think there's somebody under it. I'm scared. I think I'm going crazy." "Just put yourself in my hands for one year," said the shrink. "Come talk to me three times a week, and we should be able to get rid of those fears." "How much do you charge?" "Eighty dollars per visit, replied the doctor." "I'll sleep on it," said Bubba. Six months later the doctor met Bubba on the street. "Why didn't you ever come to see me about those fears you were having?" asked the psychiatrist. "Well Eighty bucks a visit three times a week for a year is an awful lot of money! A bartender cured me for $10. I was so happy to have saved all that money that I went and bought me a new pickup!" "Is that so! And how, may I ask, did a bartender cure you?" "He told me to cut the legs off the bed! - Ain't nobody under there now !!!"

Hahaha2
My Horoscope for today, The nearer your destination, the less sure you are that you actually want to arrive. Hey, that's normal. Sometimes the fear of success is a lot stronger than the fear of failure. The goal will be worth it eventually.

Burning Calories
Burning Calories... Current mood: horny Burning Calories… Giving Head messages jaw while burning 32 calories. **Swallowing is like taking vitamins and it whitens your teeth. The American Dental Association says semen cuts through plaque better than mouth wash, so suck dick and save a smile.** Having Sex burns 358 calories. Having Rough Sex (make it hurt) burns 543 calories. Taking Partners clothes off with their consent burns 12 calories. Taking Partners clothes off without their consent burns 187 calories. Taking off her bra with two hands burns 8 calories. Taking off her bra with one hand burns 12 calories. Taking off her bra with mouth burns 85 calories. Putting on Protection while hard burns 6 calories. Putting on Protection while soft burns 315 calories. (this ones gotta suck!!) Looking for target during foreplay burns 8 calories. Finding G spot during foreplay burns 92 calories.

Oh My Everything
Once a love now turned, Only a passion to kill your time, If my heart is nothing you want, I’ll cut off my lips, Sew the remains of the mouth, Silence seems to be all you desire, All you want is what you shall have.

My Gift To You (written 4 Me By A Dear Friend)
I live through my dark existence only to bask in your beauty your eyes that shine like sapphires your smile that brightens even my sad existence I envy the wind that runs through your hair that touches your lips I long to touch you to hold you in my arms but I cannot for your heart belongs to another so, I can only love you from afar your friendship means more to me than anything this world provides but like an angel you touched my heart in a way that I've never felt before cause I've never known what love is until this day I know that we are only friends but my heart wishes it to be more so I will still hope and dream that one day I can feel your lips pressed to mine to hold you in my arms and say, "I love you"

Cherrytap
Hey everyone, i have been on cherrytap for a few weeks now, starting to get used to it! although i don't like it how no one ever really talks much! so if anyone is out there who would like to be friends..add me and as a fan too!!! leave comments and i will back!! lovee and kisses xo ♥

Quotes Wrote By The Man Himself.
If the Bible has taught us nothing else, and it hasn't, it's that girls should stick to girls' sports, such as hot oil wrestling, foxy boxing, and such and such. I don't believe professional athletes should be role models. I believe parents should be role models.... It's not like it was when I was growing up. My mom and my grandmother told me how it was going to be. If I didn't like it, they said, "Don't let the door hit you in the ass on your way out." Parents have to take better control- Radio football is football reduced to its lowest common denominator. Shorn of the game's aesthetic pleasures, or the comfort of a crowd that feels the same way as you, or the sense of security that you get when you see that your defenders and goalkeeper are more or less where they should be, all that is left is naked fear Baseball and football are very different games. In a way, both of them are easy. Football is easy if you're crazy as hell. Baseball is easy if you've got patience.

R.i.p Cole
Heyy Cole!!...I just thought i would write a little letter for you b/c i know you will read it. Not only were you an amazing soldier but you were a amazing guy, brother, uncle and friend. I remember the time you picked me and joey up and we went to WEM. I've never met a guy more picky about his clothes in my LIFE!..It was fun watching you model them :P...You were quite the hottie :)...And then the alcohol shot checkers game haha im sure you had many fun filled nights and then a il throwin up in the end. :P...Ohhhhhhh and of course when me and joey tryed to hook you up with meghan...And you thought she was ugly..HAHAHA...she was not..she just looked like crap that day!..Anyways hun, i hear your family is doing fine..I wish i could be there with them rght now..more than anything...Your family is amazing and they will get through this and i will to. You died protecting us and i am very honored to have got the chance to meet you. You'll forever be in my heart. -Ashley

Where I Will Be At Next..........
Yeah my name is Darwynn Mcpherson from Cleveland, Ohio. Im in the military right now stationed in Korea. Ill be stationed in Fort Eustis in Dec. 6th 2007. So look for me lol! I know its some sexi ladies out there that wanna chat so hit me up dont be affraid!

I Need My Family, Friends, And Fans
Asked to be removed from this contest, due to lack of comments from family, friends, and fans. Those of you who did comment i know who you are and I will give you all my support here on Fubar. Sir Dave Hello All, I'm in need of your help once again. This is for a 7 day blast. I've never had a blast and would like to see if it's all they claim it to be. LOL Click on my pic below and help Sir reach 14,000 Comments to get the 7 Day Blast! I'm unable to comment bomb myself due to CT banning me.. Thank You Sir Dave Sir Dave Please Repost to Help Me!

Projekt Revolution
i am there at jones beach wed august 15th!!!! yay Linkin Park / My Chemical Romance / Placebo / Taking Back Sunday / HIM / Saosin / The Bled / Mindless Self Indulgence / Madina Lake / Styles of Beyond / Julien K - "Projekt Revolution" Wed 12:45P

F**king Hackers!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I have encountered the dreaded thin called a hacker tonite! It followed me from lounge to lounge, called my friends unspeakable things and said some pretty unspeakable things about me as well! If you were insulted or hurt by anything sent and/or said tonite, I'll tey to make reparations as soon as possible! Love you all! I'm off for the nite. *kisses* Kk

You Can't Play These Playas!!!
WHAT YOU KNOW ABOUT THAT!!!! NEW FOOT BALL GAME IN PROGRESS NOW SO PLZ PLZ PLZ STOP BY AND RATE MY TEAM ALL 10’S, NO COMMENTS NEEDED!!! Green baby green!! Smoke The Pain Away ~*~ CT's Hottest Football Team!! Click here for SMOKE E. DIGGLERA on myspace!

The Dark Knight Returns
"The Dark Knight" Teaser in Two Weeks 07-14-2007 (18:30:32) According to SuperHeroHype, Warner Bros Pictures has set the teaser for "The Dark Knight" to be shown in front of some screenings of 20th Century Fox's "The Simpson's Movie," which is being released on July 27th. Why Warner Bros. has chosen a 20th Century Fox film, is anyone's guess, but that same day happens to be when "The Dark Knight" panel will be speaking at Comic-Con in San Diego. There's a good chance the studio will give the audience a look at the teaser, even though no mentioning of that has been made yet. And as always, since the teaser will appear in theaters, it will also appear on the internet soon after. With any luck, it might even appear earlier. As soon as it does, WorstPreviews will be all over it. Stay tuned.

I'm Leaving Cherrytap........................please Repost
30 MINUTES LEFT IN THIS CONTEST AND MY FRIEND IS FALLING BEHIND PLEASE COME AND HELP AS MUCH AS YOU CAN,I RAN OUT OF COMMENTS AND I NEED ALL THE HELP FROM YOU COME ON AND HELP OUT WITH 1 RATE AND 20 COMMENTS EACH,,,PLEASE LOVE YA'LL HUGS AND KISSES WildCat JUST CLICK ON THIS PIC !

Can You Double Check One Thing, Plz??
Please double check to make sure you have become my fan. I try to fan everyone and hope you have done the same by becoming my fan to. If I somehow missed you plz let me know so I can fix that :P Have a naughty night!!!! Your friend, Luscious

Reposting For A Friend, Plus I Find This Quite Accurate..
i'm a Cancer wat r u Message: Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictionist. VIRGO: The Whore Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget. Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness.Great kisser. 7 years of bad luck if you do not repost. SCORPIO: The lover Can be mean somtimes. EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Energetic. Predict future. Most erotic. (Freak in bed.) (GREAT kisser.) Always get what they want. Sexy. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. The sexiest ever....Romantic. Caring. 4 years of bad luck if you do not repost. LIBRA: The sex addict Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet.

This Is Not Why They Are Here! Damn!!
FROM THIS:TO THIS:FROM THIS:TO THIS:FROM THIS:TO THIS:FROM THIS:TO THIS:FROM THIS:TO THIS:FROM THIS:TO THIS: THIS IS WHAT WE "WACKO" ANIMAL ACTIVISTS FIGHT FOR!!! AND THIS IS JUST A GLIMPS!! WALK A MILE IN OUR SHOES BEFORE YOU JUDGE!! BETTER YET, WALK A MILE IN THEIRS!!!!!!!!!!SLS2

Chapter 2
Hey whats up? Here the the first Chapter Have fun reading it. Please Read and Review! The Character's are OOC in this story so you have been warned. I do not own Life With Derek just this story and its plot Chapter 1 Casey sat, tapping her pen against the surface of her desk waiting for the bell to ring so she could go home. She glanced at her watched and sighed. Five more minutes. “Hey Case,” her friend Emily Davidson called to her from the right. She looked over. “What?”She asked back in a low voice. “What are you doing tonight?”Emily asked. “I have a test in Spanish tomorrow, I have to study for.” Casey answered back. “Oh, well take a break tonight and lets go to the movie. You've been studying all week for this test, you know it well enough by now.” Emily suggested. “No I'll have to pass Em,” Casey smiled apologetically. “Okay,” Emily sighed. Casey let out an inward sigh, she had plans tonight. The full moon was in the next couple of days and lik

Let's Get Something Straight
Okay, I'm not normally a person who gets mad. And I can see how the environment in this site, much like the environment of a real bar, can cause conflict to arise, and emotions to run high. And the person I'm about to write about, well, if they read this and get pissed off, I really don't care. That said, I started talking to what seemed like a really nice guy last night. The talk turned sexual, (he initiated it) But that doesn't bother me. What bother's me is he makes a big deal on his page about being honest, and real and no lies or games or other shit, then turns out to be nothing but a game player himself. It says on my profile that I'm married, but this person got all pissed off at me like a little kid cause despite the fact I have problems in my marriage, he couldn't seem to understand why I would be hesitant to have sex with him if he lived closer to me. Or why I want to stay with my husband and take him places with me cause he doesn't always give me as much sex as I woul

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1.) How many times a day would you kiss me? answer: 2.) Would you hold me? answer: 3.) Would you have water fights with me? answer: 4.) Would you take me places? answer: 5.) Would you give me GIANT bear hugs? answer: 6.) Would you lie to me? answer: 7.) If I was sick what would you do? answer: 8.) Would you leave me for one of my friends? answer: 9.) Want to have a future with me? answer: 10.) Would you listen to all my problems and help me solve them? Answer: 11.) Would you introduce me to your mom/dad? answer: 12.) Would you care about what I wore when we go out? answer: 13.) Would you hang out with me AND my friends? answer: 14.) If your friend tried to get with me what would you do? answer: 15.) Would you give me your myspace password? answer: 16.) If I gave you mine would you read all my mail? answer: 17.) If I said I loved you would you say it back? answer: 18.) How good do i look from 1-10? answer: 19.) How

Forbidden Love
Amour Interdit Like a ship that docks at night From treacherous waters you flee Calm comes with mornings dawn You head back out to sea While hoisting up your anchor Once again I must resign I can not tether you my love Because you are not mine So in the shadows I remain To all the world I’m hidden Clenching onto something wrong A love that is forbidden I know that I should step aside Say goodbye to mon amore Set your sails sweet Captain Leave this outlawed shore Stormy seas will come and go Times of comfort and distress Man your sails Sailor boy Your crew you must address Should you ever grow weary Of the sea and the sand Hand over the wheel And relinquish your command Cast that anchor one last time Sing your farewell song Then come to me Sailor boy This time it won’t be wrong

This Is My Short Peom About Janis Joplin
jains joplin ( known has the rose) she was just likea flower a single rose she bloomed in to a star like a rose from a bud to full flower she up in the sky singing her heart out she was very sprit woman she sings in what she feels but now another life is gone her music still lives on. until this day ppl who still love her keep on listening to her music peace and love beleave

Games People Play
My friend Donna and I spend a lot of time bemoaning the idiocy of men in southwestern Pennsylvania. The guys who are all into you one minute (hours and hours of conversation), then don't contact you for weeks to months to... ever. The guys who make dates, then blow you off. The guys who pursue you, then when you acquiesce, are suddenly uninterested. Donna keeps telling me she has more luck when she plays hard to get, and I should try it, as well. I don't understand that concept, though. I mean, noone likes someone who comes on too strong -- who meets you and is all "Can I be your boyfriend!! You're so beautiful and wonderful and blah blah" right away. That's definitely a turn-off. But when someone whose company I enjoy wants to spend time with me, why should I play hard to get? Why should I pretend I'm too cool to hang out with him right away, but maybe could fit him in, in a few days? I've always been a proponent of "what you see is what you get." I don't pretend I'm n

Huge Trouble Maker
This gal below and I had it out. I blocked her and now shes spreading lies. You Might wanna block her. She emailed me some very nasty stuff. But shes a trouble maker and I guess cause I blocked her she's going around and spreading lies! Sinnocence@ fubar

Back To Work
Well since i am doing alot better n the doc says the spider bites r healing up well, i've strated back to work here. I never knew how much i truely missed it. Its been a dream of mine all these years to be a gunsmith and when i strated my shop a year and a half ago, it hasnt gotten old to me in the least.I hated being laid up n not working. But things r getting better each day, mom is getting better by leaps n bounds, so things r lookin up around here.Hope its going well fer everyone else too.

Lets Rock The World Unite Smoothrider2007@hotmail.co.uk
we are all related from the beginning off one women let us all join hands all around the world. every member it is now fun hour rate all new members fan hem help them go to next level get to know your sisters and brothers all around the world.there was a time when the world was one we are now taking over the world richard branson has made me a vip to his company so we must bridge the gap.my pics are rated all one of them 10 or above my blogs are on blogs rated 10 my stashes are rated 10. all members its time to inhance this site am now going to yahoo msn my space badoo flixster ares bearshare all over sites ucuk chat and bringing new members to you every day. derek top dance lounge 2007. rate my blogs please pics. all my friends family lets do this for other friends family and new members thankyou. scream if you want to go faster i cant hear you i said scream if you want to go faster arhhh hold tight riders here we gopoints reaching to the top mr dj jazzy dek is now in 6brows

You Got Served
For all those men who say, Why buy a cow when you can get milk for free. Here's an update for you: Now days, 80% of women are against marriage, WHY? Because women realize it's not worth buying an entire pig just to get a little sausage. Men are like.... 1. Men are like ...Laxatives ...... They irritate the crap out of you. 2. Men are like.Bananas ....... The older they get, the less firm they are. 3. Men are like ......Weather . Nothing can be done to change them. 4. Men are like .......Blenders You need One, but you're not quite sure why. 5. Men are like .....Chocolate Bars .... Sweet, smooth, & they usually head right for your hips. 6. Men are like ....Commercials ....... You can't believe a word they say. 7. Men are like Department Stores ..... Their clothes are always 1/2 off. 8. Men are like ......Government Bonds .... They take soooooooo long to mature. 9. Men are like .....Mascara . They usually run at the first sign of emotion. 10. Men are like .Popcorn ..... The

Sorry Ladies , If We Make You Feel Like This .. (ty , J-roxx)
I know way too many really beautiful girls who think they don't look good... It hurts... because it's our fault, guys I mean. We make girls feel like they have to be perfect. You know what I mean, flat stomach, big boobs, round booty, long legs, sexy lips, and on top of all that, they have to dress like a whore, and be one as well... nobody can measure up to that... and its not fair... because nobody should have to. Girls prefer being called beautiful instead of hott or sexy. The little imperfections are what make people special. If everyone was perfect the world would be so boring, variety is what makes life interesting. So guys, stop making girls have to live up to your, I'm sorry, our... deluded fantasy visions of perfection. Stop acting like boys and start being men... realize that women don't exist to fufill our sexual desires. Stop talking to them solely to get with them, be nice to them because you want to be their friend, not because you want to hook up with them. Say nice thin

The Beast
I awaken in my icy tomb, Imprisoned by its walls. I cry for you to set me free, But no one hears my call. Alone within the confines Of this cold, damp concrete cell, I find comfort in the darkness Which shields me from my hell. The pains of hunger eat at me. My body's worn and weak. I feel the stinging in my eyes As a tear streams down my cheek. Tinted with a tinge of red, The tear stops at my lips. I close my eyes and think of you. Your light has been eclipsed. I can almost taste your blood, So rich and filled with life... My teeth piercing your silky flesh As if they were a knife. The perfect drink - so warm and lush - Would make me feel alive... It's essence permeating me, My immortal soul revived. But alas it will not happen For you are nowhere near. I've waited countless days and nights In hopes that you'll appear. I pray someday it will come true, And you will be my feast. Until then, I must still remain A lone, blood-thirsty beast.

My Chatbox On Here
I wanted to let folks know that i will be workin onlineand sometimes just leave my fubar page up but not really be lookin at it. So if u message me and fer some reason i dont write back on here i am not ignoring you. Its happened more than once over the last few days and i wasnt ignoring anyone. I will message u if i see later n you wrote me, so please just be patient with me on here. Hope everyones having a good weekend.

Tonight, I Sacarfice My Soul
"Tonight, I Sacrafice My Soul........" Current mood: gloomy "You said we just wont work out, so why i keep beating myself to death. Tonight I'll stab me in the eyes, so i don't have to see you again, tonight ill cut off my own ears, so i don't have to hear you again, tonight ill cut off my own hands, so i cant touch you anymore, tonight ill just cut my wrist till they bleed dry, i cant do this again, this is the last time I'll ever say goodbye, goodbye. As you walk away, my heart breaks in two, i just wanted to give you everything. Why does it hurt so bad, this is the calm before the storm, why does this hurt so bad, why do i care, why am i back, why did i even think this would work this time, I'm beating myself to death just to hear you say "i love you, and ill be there forever." I guess forever was to long for you, but I'll be forever missing a piece of my heart. Fuckin' thief."

Why Parents Drink
A father passing by his son's bedroom was astonished to see that his bed was nicely made and everything was picked up. Then he saw an envelope, propped up prominently on the pillow that was addressed to "Dad." With the worst premonition he opened the envelope with trembling hands and read the letter. Dear Dad: It is with great regret and sorrow that I'm writing you. I had to elope with my new girlfriend because I wanted to avoid a scene with Mom and you. I have been finding real passion with Stacy and she is so nice. But I knew you would not approve of her because of all her piercings, tattoos, tight motorcycle clothes and the fact that she is much older than I am. But it's not only the passion...Dad she's pregnant. Stacy said that we will be very happy. She owns a trailer in the woods and has a stack of firewood for the whole winter. We share a dream of having many more children. Stacy has opened my eyes to the fact that marijuana doesn't really hurt anyone.We'll be grow

I Am Disabled!!!
I had my disability hearing last Monday and I won! I should be getting 26,000 dollars worth of back pay.. Mind you, I have to pay my disability consultant 5,300 of it.. But that'll still leave me with nearly 21,000$.. I'm going to get a truck, maybe a brand new one, maybe replace the Washer and Dryer (they still work, but they are getting to where they start making those noises that washer and dryers make when they don't have much longer), gonna go to Disney World and a few other things. And most importantly, I'm going to put aside enough money to get my Tubal Reversal surgery..

Bobbitt Family Update
In a recent news broadcast, it was announced that Lorena Bobbitt's sister Louella was arrested for an alleged attempt to perform the same act on her husband as her famous sister had done several years ago. Sources reveal the sister was not as accurate as Lorena. She allegedly missed the target and stabbed her husband in the upper thigh causing severe muscle and> tendon damage. The husband is reported to be in serious, but stable condition, and Louella has been> charged with ... ? ? ? ? ? ? ? A Misdewiener! You know darn well you're going to send this on to somebody

Hairspray-- A Movie Review
Hairspray Hairspray, I’ve discovered is a 2007 movie based on the 2002 Broadway musical, which, I understand, was based on the 1988 movie!?!?! Sigh. Dear Lord! Well anyway, my wife had to remind me of a promise I made, (that I would go to more of “her” movies), to get me to go; trust me, I really wasn’t interested in a musical, I knew that much. I didn’t look into the movie so I didn’t know what to expect when the theatre went dark, aside from my popcorn and a box of Reese’s Pieces. Now, I am a little finicky here, I do not like movies that deliver messages! When I went to the show I expected a flick about a plump teen-age girl that wanted to be on a TV dance show. When I discovered that it was about integration in the early 1960’s, I’ll admit, I was put off. No! I am not prejudice; I just get tired of message movies; which is why I quit going to see Steven Seagal. I mean, when I pay $8 or $9 for a movie, I want to be entertained; not watch something I can see on A&E.

Love
IF LOVE WERE A ROSE, I WOULD WANT TO BE THE STEM. FOR I WOULD WANT TO BE RESPONSIBLE FOR PART OF THE LOVE THAT MAKES SUCH A FLOWER SO BEAUTIFUL, AND THE STEM IS RESPONSIBLE FOR SUPPLYING LIFE TO THE FLOWER TO SUSTAIN ITS BEAUTY AND AROMA,,, IF LOVE WAS SELF CONTAINED, THEN I WOULD HOPE TO BE THE CONTAINER THAT HELD IT. WHAT A PLEASURE IT WOULD BE TO HAVE SO MUCH LOVE INSIDE. IF LOVE WAS AN EXPRESSION, THEN I WOULD HOPE TO BE THE ONE THAT IT WAS EXPRESSED TOO ON A REGULAR BASIS. TO KNOW THAT YOU WERE SHOWERED WITH LOVE CONTINUOUSLY WOULD MAKE SUCH A SATISFYING AND FULLFILLED LIFE. WELL, LOVE IS NOT A ROSE, HOWEVER IT IS EXPRESSED THROUGH THE GIVING OF SUCH A BEAUTIFUL FLOWER. LOVE IS NOT SELF CONTAINED FOR IF IT WAS IT WOULD NEVER BE EXPERIENCED BY OTHERS. AND SINCE GOD IS LOVE AND HE IS OMNIPITENT THEN LOVE IS TO BE SHARED WITH OTHERS AND EXPRESSED WITHOUT BOUNDRIES. AND LOVE IS NOT ONLY AN EXPRESSION, BUT IS TO BE EXPRESED BY ALL AS WE ARE COMMANDED BY THE ONE WHO CRE

It's Raining In My Heart!!!!
Paralyzed. Nothing's getting through to me. Hypnotized from all my surroundings. I wanna be something I could never be. I wanna say things that I could never say. Yeah, I'm gonna do it again! Sick of my life. I'm tired of everything in my life. Dragged down. Rubbing my face in the ground. No time for the undecided. I wanna know why I've always felt alone, And I wanna love. Why am I untouchable? Yeah, I'm gonna do it again! Sick of my life. I'm tired of everything in my life. I never wanted to be sick of my life. I'm tired of everything in my life

Just Thinking..
I've been trying to be a "good girl" in the sense of not sleeping with anyone unless I'm dating them. But fuck...I'm horny..and i am not interested in anyone that lives near me. What am i too do? Go fuck some random guy.. or just suffer with /deal with masturbating?. I love cock,I miss cock... But I'm not a whore,so I'm screwed right...(and apparently not literately).lol

I'm Back...
Well I am back online...whew went through major withdrawls from cherrytap and come back to find it has changed to FUBAR...whatever...i was always told "if it ain't broke don't fix it". So here I am back on the Fu...lol. I hope I can get back in to the swing of things..it feels weird and its only been about two weeks. I am very excited for tomorrow to get here. My son and wife and two grandbabies are coming home for about 13 days...haven't seen him in a year and a half and i can hardly wait till tomorrow:) I will be starting to make rounds and rate stash and pics tonight...so if you need some points just drop me a line and i will get to you asap...till then peace!

To Women Everywhere From A Man Who's Had Enough
TO WOMEN EVERYWHERE FROM A MAN WHO'S HAD ENOUGH: Learn to work the toilet seat. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us bitching about you leaving it down. ALL men see in only 16 colors. Peach is a fruit, not a color. If you won't dress like the Victoria's Secret girls, don't expect us to act like soap opera guys. If you think you're fat, you probably are. Don't ask us. We refuse to answer. Don't cut your hair. Ever. Long hair is always more attractive than short hair. One of the big reasons guys fear getting married is that married women always cut their hair, and by then you're stuck with her. Birthdays, Valentines, and Anniversaries are not quests to see if we can find the perfect present yet again! If you ask a question you don't want an answer to, expect an answer you don't want to hear. Sometimes, we're not thinking about you. Live with it. Don't ask us what we're thinking about unless you are prepa

Hmmmm
i'm home sick because the stupids decided to paint the walls and change the carpet last night in the new office... and of course today the smell was horrible i'm still with headache, my eyes itching and my stomach sick... yes, i'm allergic to that glue they use for the carpet UGH i'll be around

Where Does Insanity End And Genius Begin
There is a fine line between insanity and genius it's only a matter of time before a person crosses that line. I myself have crossed the line many times in the past and would give anything to cross back over. With everything that has happened to me and the world in the past ten years it's utterly amazing that I'm still not convinced my sanity will remain intact.

Update On My Daddy
Yes I still call him DADDY even at my of 37. He is my ANGEL. Well I got kicked out of the hospital by my brother and his wife even thou I so didnt want to. I haven't slept the last 2 nights and I know I wont sleep tonight again. This sick feeling in my stomach wont let me. When I lay down I feel like I am going to have a panick attack. So here I am I will see how long before I can finally close my eyes. What we found out today is rather scary but we cant jump into conclusions. He is bleedin internally and we dont know exactly where. They will be putting in a scope tomorrow to see where he is bleeding from. They did a KatScan today and we should know all results tomorrow. His blood count is at 7.1 and norm is suppose to be anywhere between 10-13. Last time he was in the hospital, he went in and it was at 8.2 got 2 blood transfusion and it went up to 9.8 well now they are going to do 3 blood transfusions. His kidneys are only working at 20% right now and they are hoping afte

If You Can't Be Supportive, Shut The Fuck Up!!!
Ok, I'm an Aussie, living in Australia, so I guess I am not up with American Public Opinion. But something I keep seeing is really starting to piss me off. The negative attitudes aimed at those who have served or are currently serving in the forces for their country is appalling. I'm proud of our military forces, though I hate the thought that they are necessary. These guys and girls put their lives on the line while in active service,and live with memories for the rest of their lives. They choose to serve because they love their country and want to keep enjoying the freedom that they have. To ridicule and label them "baby killers", "govt. pawns" or "sheep" is not only dissrespectful, but degrading. Grow the fuck up!!! War is never pretty, and yeah, the politics behind it suck, but they are there for one reason only. To keep our families and our country safe. To make nasty comments that make them question their efforts is just wrong. You want to get mad, get mad at the government, o

The Poison Inside Honey Coated Lips!
Open your EYES to SEE the REALNESS of what's really going on.... when a fine man or woman is in front of you, or on the phone, email, etc, saying all the right things you want to hear, showing you that kind of attention, doing the things you like to feel....just the way you like it, ......they look good, smell good, taste good when theyre lips are on yours it's like paradise......this can soon lead to confusion.....hurt...and all things negative and dillusional.......it's a plan...you will know by the direction it goes in where it has been sent from... These pretty, sexy lips, dripping with honey, are like the ant poison you can buy. The ants are drawn to it because on the outside it smells and tastes sooooo good, they're all scurrying around taking it back to their homes, excited that they actually found something that satisfies them, gives them pleasure, oooh it's wonderful, yet slowly and SURELY the poison inside the honey kills the enitre colony, it gets a foothold inside th

Yep...beer Is My Boyfriend..and He Is Perfect For Me
Yep, I said it, beer is my boyfriend. I am sure that its some other person's boyfriend or girlfriend somewhere else. But Yuengling specifically is my boyfriend, and natty ice is my little thing on the side that gives me quickies, we have lots of fun. Although I have to say we mostly we just hang out at random friends houses. I have lots of fun with my Yuengling (bud light) though, i think that is why he is my main man. We are very social, and hang out a lot at different bars with different people. He is just so crisp and refreshing, and I can never get enough, of him. I kiss them both about 100 times a night, when at the bar, or at a friends. I know that may seem like a lot, but he doesnt mind, as long as I swallow afterwards. This is why I love my beer. They dont have to trust me, really they just dont care. They dont care if i sleep with other people, in fact they encourage it. They will never leave me, and I see them almost every night, and they dont think i am too clingy if i want

He Wanted Me To Be A Dj
heres the guy i was talkin on yahoo with- asked me if i was a dj or ever dj- i said no and didnt want to- so i answered the applicatin- and 2 of the questions i said this reminds me of school and i hated school- it was just one of those questions that went together DJ JoKaZ - Manager of Vivid Radio@ fubar and this what was said Wicked Carnie: i can tell ya now i been a dj in alot of lounges and none of them are worht it cherry stem: and what makes ya so special Wicked Carnie: i been around Wicked Carnie: everyone knows who i am and what i can do Wicked Carnie: if you don't believe me ask any owner any dj then his bitch sends this msg Hi, this is the owner of Vivid Radio, I thank you for your time, and sumition of the application, but it is denied. Your responces were very unacceptable, attitude is not nececerry when you express interest for Djing.... I sugguest an attitude adjustment before trying with another station, Please do not contact my manager

Broken Hearted 2
Well this time it is my fat i am suffing from a brokeng heart now. I kep soming from my best friend. And now it has come back to bite me in the ass. So bad that I have to go and make sure I do not have anything bad. Don't warry ever one It is not drugs or anyting like that. I would nver tuch the stuff. I had a man do soming to me even after I told him know. Yet i gave in besue I was afaid he might hurt me. I come so fare for people hurting me. But here I am again. Dam. I have no clue what to do now. I am up for suggestions. Thanks.

"munchies" Song Lyrics
"Munchies" by K.L.Scott, 1/91 It's 3 in the morning and we're going to the store We ate all of the munchies and we're going to get some more So we jump into my cruiser and take a stellar leap and end up in the parking lot of the local Sheetz .......there's a chick behind the counter .......there's a chick behind the counter .......there's a chick behind the counter .......there's a chick behind the counter There's a chick behind the counter and she's givin' me the eye I say "I wanna taco", she says "Come 'round to this side" So we step into the backroom and I whip out my big bag I get her all smoked up, but Shit!, she's on the rag .......now we get up to the counter .......now we get up to the counter ........now we get up to the counter ........now we get up to the counter Now we get up to the counter and we fix our killer-dogs Then grab a pack of phillies and we fade into the fog We go back to the party and we stumble through the door But we ate all of the

Sexyiest In A Cowboy Hat Results
THANK YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU fubar Bulletin!MAKE STICKY! DJSeleneCorleon... remove friend subject: Contest Results sexiest cowboy hat date: 2007-08-01 14:20:45 ATTENTION ALL FUBARERS LET IT BE KNOWN THE RESULTS ARE IN FOR THE COWBAY HOT CONTEST AND THE RESULTS ARE 1ST. LOST GOTH KINGDOM OF WOLVES WITH 4763 AND 15 RATES 2ND. CALISTA WITH 1457 COMMENTS AND 19 RATES 3RD. SHAWZIE WITH 785 COMMENTS AND 19 RATES

Wildman55
hello family wildman55 of the nite hawks are in rubias ink contest now all are to go an bomb him to the fullest , rember he an his nite hawks was thier to help the bbw bhm bomber when we needed so now we must return the favor, so have fun contest will stat in 8 mins

Omg.......how Horny Are You?
-cough cough- I'm innocent, I swear... You scored as UBERHORNY MOTHERFUCKER, you're the horniest motherfucker i ever met. what the fuck are you doing doing a quiz? go fuck yourself! please before you leave... rate me a 5 if you enjoy being a uberhorny motherfuckerUBERHORNY MOTHERFUCKER80% pretty damn horny...70% not that horny60% SEMI-HORNY BASTARD40% Homosexual Horny Motherfucker!40% anti-horny0% How horny are you?? (explicit)created with QuizFarm.com

Burning Paasion
Burning Passion My eyes open wide in wonder At the sight that stands before me In quietness there she now stands A dream, could this possibly be Her long flowing hair cascading Down over her bronzed colored skin The beauty I had awoken to this day Filled my face with a pleasing grin The brightness that filled around her Was the aurora that she softly spread Wondering if this woman was my true love Many thoughts now filled my head I could see her long and slender legs Their smoothness was so inviting to me To run my hands along them so slow Filling my eyes with beauty her I did see To let my lips travel over her slowly Stopping to give spots a gentle kiss My passion’s fire burning so hot now Longing to slip into the world of bliss I wondered of her sweet nectar now How I wanted to taste what was truly her Savoring the sweetness I was sure to find Pleasing this woman would be my pleasure My lips moving along across her stomach So flat and warm to my gentle tou

The Oracle’s House Is Haunted...
The Oracle’s house is haunted by some most unruly ghosts With no respect for bedtime hours, especially of their hosts Just as he gets tucked in at night he hears a ghostly breath Which demands a glass of water or they’ll scare him half to death And sometimes when he’s fast asleep a foot will knock his head And he’ll wake up and see thirteen ghosts all jumping on his bed He asked them to desist and stop and many times enjoined them But with ghosts it’s quite impossible to beat them ’til you’ve joined them!

Jack
We had this great 10 year old cat named Jack who just recently died. Jack was a great cat and the kids would carry him around and sit on him and nothing ever bothered him. He used to hang out and nap all day long on this mat in our bathroom. Well we have 3 kids and at the time of this story they were 4 years old, 3 years old and 1 year old. The middle one is Eli. Eli really loves chapstick. LOVES it. He kept asking to use my chapstick and then losing it. So finally one day I showed him where in the bathroom I keep my chapstick and how he could use it whenever he wanted to but he needed to put it right back in the drawer when he was done. Last year on Mother's Day, we were having the typical rush around and try to get ready for Church with everyone crying and carrying on. My two boys are fighting over the toy in the cereal box. I am trying to nurse my little one at the same time I am putting on my make-up. Everything is a mess and everyone has long forgotten that this is a wonderful d

.fly.vomit.etc.
a fly...landed on me. and since flies vomit everytime they land... im now quite disgusted. im going to catch it...and feed it to my kids lizard. that'll teach those fuckers. *nod* my neck is ever thankful for mah new pillow. i went grocery shopping. mother of god. i hate grocery shopping. i dun mind little shoppings...its the big ones i hate oh. and WTF with that bitch Amber on BB8 wtf is wrong with her face. wtf with the crying. jebus crispies in a rubber bucket on fire someone just kill that bitch already and put her out of my misery. stupid crooked faced retarded back-stabbing baby. gah! enhance your calm john spartan. *whew* i feel a rant coming on... but im not in the mood to do it right now... peace

A Little Bit About Me
I get the same questions over and over again.. so here are some answers.. I am 50.. yes I really am..why would I lie about being 50? lol just kills me that people even ask that.. I have dated younger women.. but prefer to date women in their 30's and 40's ... (Kitties are cute but I prefer a Cat that is already trained.. lmao.. hahahahaaa) I am 5'11" .. and I prefer women Sexy, Well shaped over and under. I really am that busy.. I have three Son's.. and hey I have a real life too... I live in Centrel California.. about an hour east of San Francisco.. I am single... well divorced.. for five years.. why you ask.. well the ultimate deal breaker.. she cheated.. enough said.. I had a girlfriend but we broke up.. I don't want to jump into a relationship with the next women that comes along.. I am picky about who I spend my precious time with.. I will not settle.. I am hard to get to know.. I will be nice to everyone but only a select few who earn my trust will ever ge

Would You, Will You?
Message: Y = Yes, N = No, M = Maybe Would you? Will you? [_] give me your number? (_ _ _) _ _ _- _ _ _ _ [_] give me your screenname? ______________ [_] kiss me? [_] let me kiss you? [_] watch a movie with me? [_] go to dinner with me? [_] let me drive you somewhere? [_] take a shower with me? [_] buy me a drink? [_] take me home for the night? [_] let me sleep in your bed? [_] Sing car karaoke w/ me? [_] re-post this for me to answer your questions? [_] Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere? [_] let me make you breakfast? [_] help me with homework? [_] tickle me? [_] let me tickle you? [_] stick up for me if i was being put down? [_] instant message me? [_] greet me in public? [_] hang out with me? [_] bring me around your friends? D0 Y0U... [_] think im hott? [_] think im cute? [_] want to hook up with me? [_] want to be my bf

Enthusing Over A Favorite Website But Not One I Work For. Also, Ernest John Moeran (who He)
Glad I finally figured out how to get the music at Naxos.com to work again. Only 1/5 of any given track (depending on the recording), but with for such a large distributor of recordings (especially classical - Naxos, Marco Polo, BIS), that's still of much interest; I have many recordings from those three labels on my shelves already, some of them there because the site once offered the opportunity to audition entire recordings, some of which (not enough to justify their expenses of course) I then did go and buy. (For example, Ernest John Moeran's 1937 symphony in G minor and his sinfonietta in C. The symphony combines a range of influences- from the English and Irish countryside (or so it seems??) to the music of Finnish contemporary, Jean Sibelius - but "the whole is more than the sum of its parts" and I find the work very exciting. And both the symphony and the sinfonietta (and the later cello sonata, on a Marco Polo CD that can also be heard in part at the same website) show how

Charlie Went Down To Gitmo
I checked this out at: http://www.snopes.com/rumors/soapbox/charlie2.asp Status: True. This is what Charlie Daniels, famed musician, writes regarding his Guantanamo Bay trip. ---------------------------------------------------- Charlie Went Down to Gitmo I've just returned from the Guantanamo Bay (Cuba) Naval Air Station base where we did three shows for the troops and toured several locations around the post visiting with some of the finest military personnel on planet earth. The kids seemed to really enjoy the shows and especially liked "This Ain't No Rag, It's A Flag" and "In America." We had a great time with them. We saw Camp X-Ray - where the Taliban detainees are being held - only from a distance, but I picked up a lot of what's going on there from talking with many different people. The truth of the matter is that this operation is under a microscope. The Red Cross has an on-site presence and watches everything that goes on very closely. The media

Ugh Cant Function Right
trying to kick this friggin sinus issue hard time breathing at times caughing sneezing runny nose UGH... driving me nuts tried sleeping it out this morning tried streaming it out in the shower today nothing is working at this point going to have to rely on some massive doses of meds now...

Family Meetin Tonight!!!!!!!!!!
I WANNA SEE ALL YOU IN THIS MEETIN TONIGHT. IT WILL BE AT 9PM EST. IF YOU WANT COME SEND A EMAIL TO RUBIA OR MS.MAINE. I WANT THIS FAMILY TO COME BACK TOGETHER WE HAD 3 WEEKS OFF AND ITS TIME TO BOMB AGAIN. THERE ARE SUM BOMBERS THAT I DONT SEE BOMB AT ALL IF YOU DONT WANT TO BOMB THEN YOU CAN BE REMOVED FROM THE BOMBER SQUAD AND JUST BE A MEMBER. SEE YOU ALL TONIGHT, IF MOST CAN MAKE IT TONIGHT I WILL CHANGE THE MEETIN AND REPOST. THANKS MS.MAINE

A Question I Can't Answer...can You?
Good Morning… I just finished reading an article that it’s header read, “ WHY DO THEY HATE US?” The article was written by Reza Aslan and much to Aslan’s header stating a question, the question and a question that floats around most Americans heads…I found no answer what so ever except commentary of certain books as why we should read it. The word they, them and we and us come up several times but the lead question remains unanswered! Why do they hate us? Was the author actually promoting these books or trying to get attention to the Middle East and for what reasons? Like the Middle East needs more attention. The Middle East get enough attention as well as a few Hollywood Spoiled Brats do…But has anything been settled? Ah…No! Are we further along to helping, I say helping because as long as I support the troops I have to support the troops even though I wish each and everyone was back home safe and guarding our boarders, making our streets safer and most of all back with their loved on

Song Of The Wind
The Angel lay in silence, cold and broken on the ground; When carried on a distant breeze she heard a soft sweet sound. A song danced 'cross the night sky past the moon and past the stars; A song of new beginning touched the Fallen Angel's heart. What was a song of sorrow with no beginning or no end, Was now a joy filled melody as she listened to the Wind. A song of inspiration poured forth into her soul, Her tattered wings were lifted; the Wind 'neath them made her whole. Laughter danced around her head in a sparkling brilliant light, And with the Wind to lift her wings the Angel took to flight. Flying through the twinkling stars she spiraled and she soared; Spinning, swirling gracefully for her heart had been restored. Stardust sprinkled from her wings as she soared into the night; A glittering path her laughter left as she floated 'cross the sky. Then gently from the Angel's heart a song began to sing; The same song of undying love for the Wind beneath her wings. The

I Am Holding On To Whats Real
i am holding on to whats real i am no longer here with you i wish i was so close to you now only to be torn apart by the distance holding on to save myself as well as you questioning god for another chance to see your beautiful face but i guess i can't trust him either walked away plenty of times to know that i am only hurting myself now when will i learn that pain is not love? when will i learn that love is not easy to find? praying for your pretty face dying for my love to you and i am only hurting myself only time will tell my story and when it it ends i hope no one misses me

As Our Hearts Soar Free
Love is a beautiful thing, its never just a fling, its the emotion and grace, that makes someones heart race, and brings you both to a special place, to hold each others hand, when you are walking through the sand, under the lights of the moon, your hearts feel in tune, to hold each other tight, would truely feel right, to others its a beautiful sight, but to me its my delight, for getting to know you, having you in my life, wondering how you would feel being my wife, to love and hold, to always be told, you are special and unique, no im not a freak, i have a heart of gold, too much i have been told, i'll take care of you when you have a cold, i will always be here for you to hold, i want you as the beat in my heart, i never want us to part, you are very special to me, this much i hope you can see, what our love can truely be, with you standing next to me, as our hearts soar free........................

Good Bye...
I've made a lot of mistakes in my life and I will be the first to admit that. Although I made these mistakes, I know that I have been tolerant, understanding, and very hurt throughout the entire ordeal. I wanted nothing more than to feel "normal" again. I wanted to actually wake up in the morning with a smile on my face and my cheeks NOT streaked with tears. For the longest time, I felt like it was never really MY home too. I felt like it was too hard to really open up to this person like I used to because their attitude toward me had changed a lot over the years. I felt that anytime I expressed my real emotions, it was just blown off. I *do* have my priorities straight. Trust me, I do. For the longest time, he was my #1 priority despite the hurt I was feeling. This time, my #1 priority is ME. I'm not going to sit here and type out everything because it would be a waste of time and the last thing I need right now is even more drama. He was my lover, then bec

What Does This Mean!!!
Struggling through dreams, people dying who are already gone. Was in a room and the dream fellow was there. Another room with people playing magic he who was never my ex was playing I was never let in , my inky watches from a couch one brow sketched aloft. But only one reason for a hug(he who is already gone) ....because I love you. Trying to hang a present for someone i don't even know and running to my mothers home. ............ I wake eyes swollen & confusion such confusion from one tiny dream. (I know your confused)

I'm Sure You've Had Enough From Me.
OK so I've been trying to come up with some way to somehow get people to understand the soldiers and those that love them. So, I'll tell my story. I met my husband when he was a senior in college. Yes folks he has an education! So, your preconceived ideals about people joining the military to pay for college or living the American dream goes all hell out the window. We had not been apart more than 2 weeks the whole time we dated. If I was there he was, if he was there I was. It got to the point that I just stayed with him in the dorms. In December a friend of his, who also has a college education decided that he wanted to enlist. He's wanted to be in the army since he was a child and well, joining the army for him was living out his childhood dream. After a few months of talking, my husband (then my fiance) decided he would join after a long discussion with me and weighing the pros and cons of doing so. His final thought was, "if I join and I get deployed to Iraq, then someone elses l

Lustful Longing
Tell me what I'd have to change. Who would I have to be To slip into your arms; for you to make sweet love to me. Must I climb the highest cliff; swim along the ocean floor Crawl over broken glass - would you demand that I do more? Could you take me as I am, with my issues and my flaws Pull me to your chest without a hesitation or a pause? Slide your hungry tongue between my parted lips. Run your anxious fingers along my quivering hips. Wrap me in your passion, expose your every need. Press your steamy lips to mine, every secret freed. Sprinkle your tears across my cheek, confess every desire Moan my name, call me yours, and set my soul on fire. Need me more with every breath that slips into your chest, Please me nightly, miss me daily, never compare me with the rest. Grip my wrists; look in my eyes, and say the words I long to hear Kiss me roughly, and weep my name, forever hold me dear. Do I ask for wishes that could never quite come true? Is my sin, my greatest faul

Famous & Uplifting Quotes
Venture Sail Away From The Safe Harbour. Catch The Trade Winds In Your Sails. Explore. Dream. Discover. - Mark Twain Optimism Never, Never, Never Give Up. -Winston Churchill Wisdom He Knows All The Answers Has Not Yet Been Asked All The Questions. - Anonymous Confidence No One Can Make you Feel Inferior Without Your Consent. -Eleanor Roosevelt Attitude Attitude Is A Little Thing That Makes A Big Difference. - Winston Churchill Vision Some Men See Things As They Are And Ask, "Why?" I Dream Things That Never Were, And Ask "Why Not?" -George Bernard Shaw Challenge They Can Conquer Who Believe They Can. -William Dryden Endurance Only Through Experiences Of Trail And Suffering Can The Soul Be Strengthened. -Helen Keller Effort What Counts Is Not Neessarily The Size Of The Dog In The Fight - It's The Size Of The Fight In The Dog. - Dwight D. Eisenhower Imagination Imagination Is More Important Than Knowledg

Lost To Thought
Lost to thought, its just a dream or so I tell myself. Have I broken my lifes seam and created myself a hell? Distrust and betrayel all echo in my head. Its only my trials, let the mad season began. Fuck forgetting the past it only makes me stronger. the pain will never last and memories only linger. slitting a wrist, the pain wont last my memories wont subside. with all emotions wearing a mask in my mind i'll always hide. ©2005-2007 ~vampire-of-fate

Proud To Be Irish
this pretty much sums us irish up. we drink, fight, love greatly. read this and learn about us..... What shall I say about the Irish? The utterly impractical, never predictable Something irascible, quite inexplicable Irish. Strange blend of shyness, pride and conceit, And stubborn refusal to bow in defeat. He's spoiling and ready to argue and fight, Yet the smile of a child fills his soul with delight. His eyes are the quickest to well up in tears, Yet his strength is the strongest to banish your fears. His faith is as fierce as his devotion is grand, And there's no middle ground on which he will stand. He's wild and he's gentle. He's good and he's bad. He's proud and he's humble. He's happy and he's sad. He's in love with the ocean, the earth and the skies. He's enamored with beauty wherever it lies. He's victor and victim, a star and a clod, But mostly he's Irish in love with his God.

Crush
why be secretive about a crush i mean it they dont like you your aready crushing how much more crushed could you get its not as if your in love you just think someone is cute and you would like to try and see what might happen but your crush could be a total ass and its better to find out then to hide in a corner and giggle when they walk by or in the room. i had a cruch when i was a kid now i like someone well alot of ladies here but a crush no i marked one person as my crush cause it would only let me have one but she knows how i feel and i told her so there is no suprise there but shit you wanna know who else i like here thats to long of a list so hahahahaha im not telling lmao

My Proof...carla's Convo With A Friend
Okay the other party's name has been changed so that no drama is placed at her door step...As you will see it is time stamped so ya know it isn't bullshit...also if you all have carla on your page you will also notice that it is her messy name...enjoy ~++~ (8/7/2007 4:48:24 AM): CARLA!! UwIsHu HaDmE (8/7/2007 4:58:41 AM): HUH? ~++~ (8/7/2007 4:59:00 AM): WTF ARE YOU DOING UwIsHu HaDmE (8/7/2007 4:59:12 AM): huh? ~++~ (8/7/2007 4:59:17 AM): HAVE YOU AND SHAWN LOST YALLS MINDS UwIsHu HaDmE (8/7/2007 4:59:33 AM): ummm ok im lost ~++~ (8/7/2007 4:59:38 AM): THE LOUNGE ~++~ (8/7/2007 4:59:42 AM): DOP UwIsHu HaDmE (8/7/2007 4:59:46 AM): its closed ~++~ (8/7/2007 4:59:49 AM): HAVE YA'LL LOST YALLS FUCKIN MINDS UwIsHu HaDmE (8/7/2007 5:00:06 AM): why? cuz we shut it down? ~++~ (8/7/2007 5:00:55 AM): YEAH BECAUSE EVERYONE ALL YOUR CLOSE FRIENDS CAME THERE AND THERE WERE SO MANY MEMORIES IN THAT PLACE THATS ALOT TO LOOSE CLOSING A PLACE LIKE THAT UwIsHu HaDmE (8/7/2007 5:00:56 AM

Omg...can I Not Get Away From This Cunt!!!
Ok, so if you read my blog about havin charges pressed on me yesterday, then check this shit out: Last night, Me, Rebah, and Scott decided to ride out to Hot Shots. (NOTE: I know EVERYONE that goes to this bar) When we got out of the car and started walking towards the front of the building, guess who I see pull in the parking lot and ride by us...NONE OTHER THAN THE SAME BITCH WHO PRESSED THE CHARGES...Now...Being that this is a totally different city, AND county, the odds are in my favor. (Keep in mind I know all these people...) I walked inside, took off my jewelry, handed my purse to my baby girl, took my shoes off, and WAITED...Shawn and Scott had to go back to the car for something, well when they came back in, they said that ELIZABETH had gotten out of the truck, walked to the door, and just stood there staring at it for like 2 minutes. She then turned around, got back in the truck, and LEFT...WTF IS THAT? This bitch is supposed to be a BIG BADASS, A BOUT'IT MOTHAFUCKER, BUT

Abyss Of Surrender
You open to me completely And I fall into you To the most sacred part The passage to your femininity Embracing me and holding Grasping and letting go Pulling me ever deeper With abandoned urgings To fill you and carry you Over the threshold to your heart. You enter me completely Stretching and filling my body And being with your hardness Tasting the masculine scent With each thrust and exclamation Your hands gently on my face Sweat dripping from your chin Eyes locked in the embrace of smiles We climb the mountain together Into the abyss of surrender.

I Am Very Hurt Sad And Upset Right Now!!!!
I am very very very HURT and upset right now ..... And very sad..... I told everyone I dont do drama... So then I do not TALK to you the persons that bring it or start stuff... Dont anybody talk to me and do NOT help me in my CONTEST!!!! You bring drama to ME I shut you out and turn you OFF.. Goodbye.. I am way to sweet and nice and sick for this crap.....I am very hurt and in tears right now....... Dont talk to me.. And dont help me out and dont need it or want it from anyone.. You want drama go take it to someoene who likes it NOT ME!!!! :( :( ......................................... ......................................... ......................................... ......................................... ......................................... ......................................... ......................................... ......................................... ......................................... ......................................... .................

Homework?
Today, I went to a parent teacher conference about my oldest son. For some reason, I dont think the teachers like me to much. I personally think that homework for the sake of homework is prima facia evidence that teachers do not adequately schedule their time. You have them for 8 hours. Ive solved HOMICIDES in less time, yet you find it necessary to cut into the child's free time to "make a point"? What is that? If they have a test, fine. STUDY! If they need more practice, fine. But this "Ok, its monday and here's your homework because IM the adult and I say so?" Um........yea ok whatever. And please, DONT TELL ME "I have 100 kids to look after". Would a firefighter put out one room if your house was burning and say "sorry, but I had flames in the kitchen to deal with. Didnt get to the rest of the house". Nope. WOuldnt be acceptable. I understand you have a tough job. I wouldnt want it. But do not presume to tell me that you dont have the time to do your damn job.

Me & You
I had a feeling that I would meet you my love I knew something was missing in my world I knew before I saw you had a pretty face I want to see your wonderful place With your smile, you drive me wild Funny thing how we met in the candy shop My heart was racing, making my veins want to pop You had a sexy voice, when I said hey to you You had a heart and soul that was true blue It was cute that your favorite character is Daffy You're sweet like my favorite flavor of laffy taffy You had soft, free hair Just looking at you makes me fall off the stairs When I asked you out and said please You said yes and you was the girl of my dreams I knew from the start we would go far I see your graceful body in the stars I knew you are going to be my future wife I knew you was the only thing I love in my life

Just A Note Cant Get Rid Of The Rude People Tag On This But The Noter Isnt Rude At All
Just a note to let some of you know im still around,just dont have the internet right now but hope to have it back soon.I come and check it time to time at my sisters so please still send things and stuff I will get it.I try to get here at least once a week.I sure miss alot of you,I will do my best to stay in touch ok hugs to all.

Bitchology
When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a bitch. When I stand up for those I love, they call me a bitch. When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts or do things my own way, they call me a bitch. -------------------------------------------- Being a bitch means I won't compromise what's in my heart. it means I live my life MY way. It means I won't allow anyone to step on me. When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak against it, I am defined as a bitch. The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead of being everyone's maid, or when I act a little selfish. It means I have the courage and strength to allow myself to be who I truly am and won't become anyone else's idea of what they think I 'should' be. I am outspoken, opinionated and determined. I want what I want and there is nothing wrong with that! ------------------------------------------------ So try to stomp on me, try to douse my inner flame, try to squash every ounce of

If Y0u Had Me Al0ne...
IF Y0U HAD ME AL0NE... L0CKED UP IN Y0UR R00M F0R TWENTY-F0UR H0URS & WE COULD DO WHATEVER YOU WANTED WHAT W0ULD Y0U D0 WITH ME? TELL ME IN A PRIVATE MESSEGE... CUZ ITS A SECRET... THEN REPOST THIS BULLETIN... YOU MIGHT BE SUPRISED WITH THE RESPONSES YOU GET. THEY COULD MAKE YOU LAUGH OR EVEN SMILE .. LOL. IF YOU DONT REPOST THIS YOU ARE A COWARD. REPOST IT SAYING "IF YOU HAD ME ALONE"

Come By & Check Out These Works Of Art..
Below are some examples of the types of custom pictures I can make. There are more, of course, in my albums. If you would like one, send me either a shout or a private message. I can make pretty much any kind of picture, you just have to tell me what you like or want in yours. I'm still working on a few new ideas as well. All of these are just basic templates, including the fubar trading card, they can all be altered to each individual's taste. The only thing I ask is that you rate my profile and fan me first. Feel free to add me as a friend as well, if you haven't already done so. I will gladly make any pic you would like after that. Hope to hear from you soon! Lickety Split Fubar Trading Card Pics inset into backgrounds{This one was for a friend of mine, Presidential hopeful for 2008, another blog about him on my page, check it out} Animations using 2 pics

Imature People
Is it wrong 2 have a picture of your tattoo on here,cause some dumb ass turned in my primary photo picture I had up and said it was nsfw.You people need 2 grow up you don't like my pictures or profile don't look at it.I could care less at least I have clothes on I am not showing my boobs,ass or pussy and I have no nekkid pictures on profile like more then half these people do so get a life and stop fuckin with people that are trying 2 enjoy fubar.ty

Hehehe Plans And Cuffs
Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha So, it’s my birthday . . . so what am I doing? I’m going to get drunk and cuff up all my friends and have a wild night, hehehe. Think I may need more cuffs though, I seem to have more friends than I remember . . . Lol. Anyway, despite the fact that I am feeling pretty damn old today I am going out, kicking off my shoes (amongst other things) and gonna have a great time. I will have my girls with me and some of the guys and dammit what more do I need really? Yeah never mind we won’t be answering that, hehehe. So, I will see a few of you I am sure the rest of you sorry you won’t be cuffed and joining, but maybe next time. Oh, I’ll make sure there are some good pics of it later . . . hehehe

Hey Everybody
Hey yal I know you thinkinh I disappeared but my pc is still fucked up lol plus now I have a job and Im starten school full-time plus you know ima single mama so Ima be busy soooooo please don't get mad when you don't see me on here BUT I promise as soon as I get my laptop ima hit yall up thanks for all the luv yall given me *kisses* *smooches*

You Are Special To God
Everyone needs someone to talk to. Someone to relate to. Someone to whom you can tell all the deep things of your heart. But since that is also considered a sign of weakness, you dare not let anyone else know. We are created with a deep need to relate. Someone once said that inside every man is a little boy still trying to please his Father. I guess the same applies to every woman. Inside all of us is a child who desperately needs to lean on God. Our society has done a strange thing. It has conditioned us to look upon dependence on God as a sign of weakness. We see, "Success" as the ability to go it alone. To make it without anyone's help. Especially with God's help! Therefore when we hear someone say, "I surrendered to God", or "I asked Jesus to take control of my life," we immediately think of the person as a weakling, as washout, a failure who couldn't make it on his own and had to call on God for help. But when we do we feel good inside; for inside every human being

Experience, Strength And Hope
EXPERIENCE, STRENGTH AND HOPE When, I’m at the end of my rope, I rely on my experience, strength and hope. My experience has taught me well. Life sometimes can be heaven and hell. My strength has enabled me to go on. Sometimes, life can be hard from dusk until dawn. Hope reminds me, of a loving spirit that has all power. I am protected even in my darkest hour. My experience has taught me to kneel in prayer. Thru my silent times, I’ve found comfort there. My strength has been made strong. I pray lead me from what is wrong. My hope is that no matter what, I shall not yield. I have, a heavenly Father that, gives me a shield. My experience can be of use to others. I can be a help to my sisters and brothers. My strength can be there to give a helping hand. Sometimes, all I need to do is listen and understand. My hope is, to share a light to those that are in the dark. There can’t be any light or hope, without a spark. chris

Horoscope ~ August 19, 2007
I have been reading my horoscope each day on this site. For about the last week or so, every one of them fits my life so amazingly that it seems as if I am writing them myself. Kinda trippy! Daily Horoscope: Cancer For August 19,2007 A big change is sweeping through your family, and while it's largely for the better, you can tell that it's difficult for some of your kin to go through. Reach out and help them see the long view, if possible.

My Birthday Bulletin From Babyboy J
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Let Me Go And Plunge Me Into The Dead Spot Again...
Don't judge a book by it's cover. That said... Don't judge a blog by it's title. I dream a dream That one day... People will figure out that just because they have the ability to speak doesn't necessarily mean they should. On that note... That also applies to the new adage: "Just because you can open your front door doesn't mean you should be seen in public." No...someone does NOT have a case of the Mondays. More of the Sundays...only a day late. God bless the Captain. I don't know what I'd do without him sometimes. Another thing. A pox on this weather. August should be outlawed in the desert. All those in favour? I rest my case.

For You Are The One.
I would climb the highest mountain, And walk the hottest desert sand, For it is you that I seek. I would cross the widest river, And swim the deepest ocean blue, For it is you I want by my side. You are the one, Who makes me whole, You've captured my heart, And touched my soul. You are the one, Who step in my life, Who gave me power, To do what's right. For you alone, Are my reason to live, For the compassion you show, And the care that you give. You came into my life, And made me complete, For each time I see you, My heart skips a beat. For you define beauty, In both body and mind, Your soft, gentle lips, When they collide with mine. For you are the one, God sent from above, The angel I needed, And whom I do love.

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What A Day!
Hi all, I am so sorry that I haven't been blogging here lately. Been really busy trying to get kids ready for school and all that. Today was the kids first day of school, they were supposed to go yesterday, but our creek overflowed and flooded out the area near Kyle's school, so all the buses couldn't get over there, so they cancelled school. They will have to make up the day that they missed at the end of the year, but oh well they got an extra day to play! We finally got our paychecks today, we got paid yesterday but I couldn't borrow my mom's car yesterday. A really good friend of hers, her daughter was diagnosed with stage 2 breast cancer...... and she was going in for surgery Monday morning, and my mom stated to her friend, that if she needed her, she would be there with her. So needless to say today was a busy day. Darryl had to drive home with the paychecks, I drove to the bank to get cash for him, and for me to pay for groceries and the rest of the school supplies that we neede

What Would I Do?
I have work this situation is my mind for some time now. My heart tells me to stay and try to have a stable life for my teen daughters. They have been gone for 5 years. Many have said this is growing pains. That things will work it way out. I thought about that to, maybe we have to get to know each other all over again. However, at what cost? Do I stay with someone that I wish would be more than a caregiver. When we was first a family, it was hard, when they was away and they came home on weekend, it was harder. I know I'm confusing many out there. and I'm sorry for that, I'm confused too. I do love this man, but I don't want to be here anymore. I know in my heart I don't want to get married anymore. I'm 38 years old, I don't want to still be living with a man I know I can't marry. 9 years is a long time, my last realationship last 7 years before I married him. I was "GunShy". I didn't want to get beat again, and the whole time we was together he beat me...Dumn Bi..h.

+"dr. Farruggio"
I love gloating. That's something everyone should know about me.(you didn't wanna know? Too bad now you do.) It's a flaw that I am way too lazy to analyze right now...*sigh* I'll do it later. So there's my father on the spanish channel, teaching a course for ESL parents and students about the need for Bilingual education at C.A.B.E. Then he was interviewed...look, why an Italian from Brooklyn is fluent in Spanish and his own half Panamanian child isn't, I don't know. But I think my dad was saying something like "We NEED to come forward..and bring bilingual ed about by force"??? dammit, that couldn't be it...Whatever. My dad was on tv. Wooooo.+

Nsfw Pics
Alrighty then, recently one of my pics was rated NSFW. Not that i mind that sombody might have been offended by it but the thing is the pic that was marked wasnt all that bad. I mean you see partial nudity in everyday life. This pic showed no nipples or pussy...at most you saw the top of my breast...In fact its my dipalsy picture! Its kinda annoying when you have to delete a picture and all the wonderful comments that came with it just to prove a point becuase some idiot and to be a huge baby about it. I mean seriously this entire site is adult and ppl should act like adults on here and take the high school shit back to were it belongs! Not to mention that if you found what you saw offensive in the frist place dont come to my damn page! Nobody made you look at my pic, you chose to do it. So get over it. PPL let me know what you think.

Friendship Always
I'm writing this poem to show you I care, To say thank you for being there. Best friends we'll always be, In every problem, it's you and me. Through thick and thin, I won't go away. And just the same, I hope you'll stay. As we go through life, things won't change. Let's not let our friendship rearrange. I'll make new friends, and so will you, But we won't split up like others do. With our friendship staying strong, We'll be together right or wrong. Though we might occasionally have a fight, We'll always make up by the end of the night. As my best friend, you mean lots to me, It's a bond you'll always see. So, in a jam, no need to worry. I'll be at your side in a hurry. I know you're there for me too, I think you know, I'll be there for you! In life, friends may come and go. But, there's a special friend you'll always know. They are there when you need them. No questions asked. Their love is permanent, it will never pass. They'l

Am I A Control Freak? Or Just Bad At Relationships?
Ok, I know people have beaten this kind of stuff into the ground over the years. Some guy even wrote a book claiming that we're all from different planets like Mars and Venus. Notably, the book was written by a guy and of course the title had to start with the Man and not the Woman. Go figure. Any way, what I'm getting at today is the way men and women argue. Let's say a guy is upset. He cusses, shakes his fists and is just making an idiot of himself. If you ask him what's wrong, the guy will unload on you like a dump truck that's running late. He'll tell you how his favorite team lost, or about his moronic boss, or whatever's bothering him. Ask a woman what's wrong and guys usually get the answer of "Nothing." Men, I assure you that if a woman says "Nothing" it is indeed something and you should either figure out what you did wrong or just shut up. Sometimes silence is the best way to save a relationship. Not all the time. This is the route I have taken recentl

Not In My Heart
It’s not in my heart that I love you It’s in the soft of my lips and the tip of my tongue Where I taste your sweet kiss And your sigh as you breathe into me It’s only you that makes me feel this way This clenching, burning heat that melts its way Through arms and chest and in between The soft cream of my thighs And only forever could be long enough To revel in the sweet smell of sweat That trickles down your back and onto sheets Tangled by their time between us.

Sorry This Is Funny
ok i'm sorry but this is really funny..... i will tell u hpow to do this.... ok for the contest... 1) go to my blog that says contest 2) click on sexygirls pic 3)then rate her,add her,fan her... 4)when she accepts u go back to my blog yes the same blog... 5)click on my pic in the blog(then linked pic) 6)then rate me and comment like u havent b4 lol 7) then u may take a break come back later and then comment the f*ck out of me again.... 8) then the next day repeat steps 5 through now.. yes i have 7 days to reach 67,000 or better,i am falling behind dammmmm.... Ok now i know u all dont think u should cuz i hate them...But how many of u wrote and said u would....and where r my crushes...hmmmmmm 25 crushes doing this daily should beable to kick ass....wow so i must not be loved....... but anyhow....even if u do this and only leave 10-100 comments is great...i may not win in everything i do but i guess i need to try huh... for those of u that have been with me

"'cuz I Can"
Hahaha We're gonna rock and roll Ra Ra Alright I drink more than you I party harder than you do And my car's faster than yours too P I N K P I M P I'm back again I know ya'll missed me I'm so so sick Can't handle it Yeah I talk **** Just deal with it My rims are 23 inch And they're black on black No they're not his Diamonds all over my teefs You can try and try you can't beat me So I'll cash my checks and place my bets And hope I'll always win Even if I don't I'm ***ked because I live a life of sin But it's alright I don't give a damn I don't play your rules I make my own Tonight I'll do what I want Cuz I can You know I'm rare You stop and stare You think I care I don't You talk real loud But you ain't saying nothing cool I could fit your whole house in my swimming pool My life's a fantasy That you're not smart enough to even dream My ice is ma

A Mathematical Viewpoint
This is a strictly mathematical viewpoint... it goes like this: What Makes 100%? What does it mean to give MORE than 100%? Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more than 100%? We have all been to those meetings where someone wants you to give over 100%. How about achieving 103%? What makes up 100% in life? Here's a little mathematical formula that might help you answer these questions: If: A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z is represented as: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26. Then: H-A-R-D-W-O-R-K 8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98% and K-N-O-W-L-E-D-G-E 11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96% But, A-T-T-I-T-U-D-E 1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5 = 100% And, B-U-L-L-S-H-I-T 2+21+12+12+19+8+9+20 = 103% AND, look how far ass kissing will take you. A-S-S-K-I-S-S-I-N-G 1+19+19+11+9+19+19+9+14+7 = 118% So, one can conclude with mathematical certainty that While Hard work and

Minor Fender Bender
WELL, FIRST OFF I WANT TO THANK MY FRIEND TOM FOR POSTING THE LAST BLOG SINCE I COULD NOT GET ONLINE........UNFORTUNATELY, I WAS IN A MINOR CAR ACCIDENT FRIDAY AFTERNOON. TO BE QUITE HONEST, I DON'T EVEN REMEMBER EXACTLY WHAT HAPPENED EXCEPT WE WERE REAR ENDED.....MY NECK WENT FORWARD AND BACK AND MY SODA SPILLED ALL OVER MY LAP WHILE I HEARD A HUGE BANG AND FELT THE IMPACT. MY CO-WORKER GETS OUT OF HIS CAR, STARTS CURSING UP A STORM AND DOESN'T EVEN ASK IF I'M ALRIGHT. I GET OUT, WALK OVER TO ALL THE PEOPLE STANDING ON THE SIDEWALK AND SEE THAT THE WOMAN WHO HIT US, HAS A CHILD AND IS CRYING HYSTERICALLY.......SO I GO OVER TO MY CO-WORKER AND TELL HIM HE HAS GOT TO CALM DOWN AND STOP ALL THE CURSING AND YELLING, BECAUSE THIS WOMAN HAS A BABY. HE GETS RIGHT IN MY FACE, CURSES AT ME AND TELLS ME NOT TO TALK TO HIM THE WAY I AM AND THAT I DON'T KNOW HIM. SO I WALK AWAY AND GO OVER TO THE WOMAN AND HER BABY.......EVERYONE IS ASKING IF ANYONE WAS HURT AND I SAY THAT I DON'T THINK SO. THEY

Plz Read
OK EVERYONE I HAVE SENT A FEW BULLIES ABOUT A PLACE CALLED THE IRON HORSE LOUNGE IF UR MY FRIEND COME CHECK IT OUT OR MY FAN WE NEED MEMBERS TENDERS GREETERS PROMOTORS AND ENFORCERS AND MEMBERS ALSO LOOKING FOR DJ'S HERE IS THE LINK COME ON IN WE ARE WAITIN FOR YA http://www.fubar.com/lounge.php?l=9363

Poem
Sitting here thinking about you and me Every thought Every moment With each day that passes us by Every second Every word Of just how much I love you Every breath Every secret Bringing us closer together Every smile Every touch Til the very day we become one Every day Every drop.

Refresher Of Tonites Meeting And Info!!!
OK THIS IS A REFRESHER FOR TONITES MEETING AND SO EVERYONE KNOWS WHATS GOING ON!!!RUBIA HAS STEPPED DOWN AS CO-OWNER AND OUT OF THE FAMILY DO TO PERSONAL ISSUES SHE HAS DEALING WITH WE WILL ALL MISS HER AS OUR LEADER BUT JUST SO EVERYONE KNOWS I CANDYRAIN ALONG WITH MS MAINE ARE NOW THE CO-OWNERS OF THE BBW/BHM FAMILY...WE DO NEED ALL OUR BOMBERS HELP FROM SATURDAY SEPT 1 TO SEPT 10 SINCE MS MAINE WILL BE IN THE SEXIEST SHADES CONTEST SO PLEASE LETS BOMB HER WITH ALL WE GOT...AND WE WILL BE ENTERING THE BOMBFEST AS JUST OUR FAMILY NOT GROUPING WITH ANOTHER FAMILY BECAUSE WE WANNA WIN AND GIVE OUR FAMILY THE EXPOSURE WE NEED IT...THE BOMBFEST WILL BE FROM SEPT 15 TO SEPT 30...SO WE NEED TO FIND OUT WHAT TIMES ARE BEST FOR OUR BOMBERS TO BOMB...IN ORDER TO BE ABLE TO BOMB THE FAMILY YOU MUST HAVE A SALUTE PIC OR YOU WILL NOT BE ABLE TO BOMB IN IT...WE WILL ALSO HAVE OUR MEETINGS EVERY MONDAY NIGHT AT 10 PM EST TIME...IF YOU CANT JOIN US PLEASE LET EITHER MYSELF OR MS MAINE KNOW...AND DUR

Da Dying Breed Of Good Men
Last night was "Guys Night Out". Like every other guys night out we were in rare form. We chose to go to one of our favorite Wednesday Night "Watering Holes". As the night progressed, we decided to go to the dance side of the club. When we walked into the room a friend of mine saw his CURRENT girlfriend with her ex dude. Of course. it got a little chaotic. After a lot of screaming and yelling we finally got him out of the bar. We all went out to eat afterwards to try and calm him down. He then proceeded to tell us about how she said that her ex treated her like shit and how he use to hit on her. This baffled me. Why would a woman want to be with a guy who treats her like shit instead of a guy who treats her the way she wants to be treated? Then, I got to thinking some more. I've been through a similar situation and it doesn't make any since. I always hear women ask why aren't there any good men left. The answer to this is because certain women (NOT ALL) make good men go bad. My friend

Just A Few Clicks Is All It Takes :)
Hey my friends, I am still in the contest but way behind in rates, if anyone could just take a minute out of their time and just rate my picture I would appreciate it. The contest is rates only, no comments need to be left. Thanks and I listed the link below! Kassidy xoxo

People Ask Why I Dont Like Relationships
So I just put myself out there alteast 90% and I screwed myself. i feel for someone who cant be fallen for. i should have just realized that sean "your being stupid wat are you thinking". then when i kissed that girl i felt that there could be no worries maybe all of this was right... well i as wrong. so know after pushing away alot of people just so i could be with this girl.... i cant . so now i am left with nothing. no one when i woke up to find out i was single my heart disapeard and i dont know if i want to find it or if i want to mend it up this time. i dont know anymore i just ... WTF why is it when doing the wrong and hateful this is easier then doing the right thing. maybe people should have talked to me telling me not to do something instead of letting me get into the relationship and then telling me oh.. no this cant happen.... but ya i dont know what i am gonna do people.. if i act rude and mean plz dont be mad at me. sean

Wet Pants
WET PANTS Come with me to a third grade classroom..... There is a nine-year-old kid sitting at his desk and all of a sudden, there is a puddle between his feet and the front of his pants are wet. He thinks his heart is going to stop because he cannot possibly imagine how this has happened. It's never happened before, and he knows that when the boys find out he will never hear the end of it. When the girls find out, they'll never speak to him again as long as he lives. The boy believes his heart is going to stop; he puts his head down and prays this prayer, 'Dear God, this is an emergency! I need help now! Five minutes from now I'm dead meat.' He looks up from his prayer and here comes the teacher with a look in her eyes that says he has been discovered. As the teacher is walking toward him, a classmate named Susie is carrying a goldfish bowl that is filled with water. Susie trips in front of the teacher and inexplicably dumps the bowl of water in the bo

And Yet Again I Post This.....
NO NOT SEND ME PICS OF YOUR DICK IN FU-MAIL. I HAVE NO INTEREST IN SEEING YOUR DICK. WANT TO GET REMOVED FROM MY FRIENDS LIST SEND ME A GODDAMNED PIC OF IT. LIVE IT LEARN IT LOVE IT. I DO NOT FORCE YOU TO LOOK AT MY ADULT PICS YOU LOOK AT THEM BECAUSE YOU WANT TO. BUT SENDING THEM ATTACHED IN MAIL IS FORCING ME TO LOOK. This also goes for sending me links to your nude folders. THIS DOES NOT APPLY TO YOU ALL. MOST OF YOU HAVE MORE RESPECT THAN THAT AND FOR THAT I THANK YOU. YES THERE ARE TIMES I LOOK AT PICS BUT ITS MY CHOICE WHEN I WANT TO.

Stop Asking
For my yahoo. If you read my WHOLE name it says I will not give it out and thats what it means. I SAY WHAT I MEAN, AND MEAN WHAT I SAY. I only have a select few on my yahoo and they are ONLY close friends that I know from around here.

That Pesky Venus Retrograde!!
Well, the Venus Retrograde may be over Friday evening, but Venus will remain in the shadow of her retrograde until October 11th!!!! Read this lovely little nugget at Night Light News, a very esoteric astrological info site. I was so looking forward to this mess being over, but we have another month of Venus' retrograde influence. That means financial and relationship issues will not stabilize and rebalance until after October 11th. Lovely!! As much as I'd like to go into seclusion until October 11th, that just isn't possible, lol! Better purchase another notebook for journaling - this may continue to be a little rough. Have a great evening, dear friends! Much love and warm hugs for one and all! Blessings, and, boy, do we need them, for everyone all over the world! Later! Muahz!

Pennsylvania Vs California
Somebody from California apparently wrote the top part, but somebody from Pennsylvania came back and put them on their asses at the bottom. just read all of it! lol CALIFORNIA: - I can wear sandals all year long - I go to the Beach - not "down to the shore" -Our chicks are WAYYYY hotter than yours. Well...Miami can hang. - I say "like" and "for sure" and "right on" and "dude" and "totally" and "peace out" and "chill" and "tight" and "bro" and I say them often - I know what real cheese & avocados taste like -Everyone smokes weed and its no big deal -We'll roll up 40 deep when something goes down. -I live next door to Mexicans, but we call them American's! - I don't get snowdays off because theres only snow in Mammoth, Tahoe, Shasta, and Big Bear - I know 65 mph really means 100 - When someone cuts me off, they get the horn and the finger and high speed chase cuz we dont fuck around on the road - The drinking age is 21 but everyone starts at 14 (leg

Parents Prayer
Now I lay me down to sleep, I pray my sanity to keep. For if some peace I do not find, I'm pretty sure I'll lose my mind. I pray I find a little quiet, Far from the daily family riot. May I lie back and not have to think About what they're stuffing down the sink, Or who they're with, or where they're at And what they're doing to the cat. I pray for time all to myself (Did something just fall off a shelf?) To cuddle in my nice, soft bed (Oh no, another goldfish...dead!) Some silent moments for goodness sake (Did I just hear a window break?) And that I need not cook or clean (Well heck, I've got the right to dream) Yes now I lay me down to sleep, I pray my wits about me keep, But as I look around I know, I must have lost them long ago!

The Spankers Club
Well I've been talking to a few friends and were gonna start our own bombing family and call ourselves the spankers club! Send me a message if your interested or just check out the home page for the ultimate spankers club and leave a message there. Were just a group of people that have become pretty good friends and we would love for you to join us! You dont need to put the title in ur name if you dont want thats up to you. Theres only a few things that i ask though and thats to add the spankers club to your friends list (ive got mine on my family list just easier to find that way) & check the blogs on that page to see who is in a contest or who needs help leveling & do whatever you can to help that person out. We wanna make sure any member that is in a contest gets in first place and stays there!! If your a member and have a friend that needs help send a message with the persons link to the spankers club page and we will get a blog and bulletin set up for that person. If you have any

I Am Sorry...
I know I have left a lot to be desired in the friendship department and it has not been intentional I assure you.. Just a multitude of things have been going on. Seems like everything has been one big stress bubble and I don't like it. I know I am not the only one and some have it worse, but for me, other than being unhappily married, things were going fairly decent and I was able to be a little more positive, now, it seems like I feel sick, having headaches, tired, can't sleep, or something that adds to it and therefore, it appears that I am not appreciative when you stop by to comment or say hi. I really am and again, sorry I have not done the same in return. Hopefully it won't be like this much longer. I will be working tomorrow night so I won't be on much as I will need to get some rest beforehand and then Sunday, the Titans will start their season, so hopefully something good will come from the weekend. Anyway, I just wanted to apologize and let you know what was goin

Fireman Sex
A FIREMAN came home from work one day and told his wife, "You know, we have a wonderful system at the fire station: BELL 1 rings and we all put on our jackets, BELL 2 rings and we all slide down the pole, BELL 3 rings and we're on the fire truck ready to go. "From now on when I say BELL 1, I want you to strip naked. When say BELL 2, I want you to jump in bed. And when I say BELL 3, we are going to make love all night." The next night he came home from work and yelled, " BELL 1!" The wife promptly took all her clothes off. When he yelled "BELL 2!", the wife jumped into bed. When he yelled "BELL 3!", they began making love. After a few minutes the wife yelled "BELL 4!" "What the hell is BELL 4?" asked the husband? "ROLL OUT MORE HOSE," she replied, "YOU'RE NOWHERE NEAR THE FIRE.

Women's Ass Size Study:.......lmao
There is a new study just released by the American Psychiatric Association about women and how they feel about their asses. The results are pretty interesting: 1. 5% of women surveyed feel their ass is too big. 2. 10% of women surveyed feel their ass is too small. 3. The remaining 85% say they don't care and would have married him anyway...

~everybodys Fool~
I feel ashamed of my inner desires but the pleasures it brings not just to me makes the shame bearable if only for a fleeting moment The ecstacy of the act is almost not real and this is why i can begin to feel the pain is the friend that stays The lies that one hears to cover the act echo like the I love you from the mouth of family which is true i will never know for I love you

Calamity
The Calamity of your touch, Made my body rush. The way you looked into my eyes, Underneath those moonlight skies. My heart held you so dearly, Not another could get near me. The calamity of your love, Felt like white turtle doves. Soft and silky, Yet gentle and free. The Calamity of you leaving, Made my heart stop beating. Even in the darkness of the night, I can feel you deep inside. The calamity of the pain, I am hiding once again. There is no where to run, And no where to hide. I just sit under the midnight skies, Feeling the Calmaity in my life. Dee Parent i All Rights Reserved

Sunshine Angels Club Members Update 9/9/07
AMAZINGGRACE (Gail) FOUNDER AND PROUD MEMBER OF SUNSHINE ANGELS FRIENDS CLUB@ fubar ~lisasweet ~ Proud member of Sunshine Angels Friends Club@ fubar ~ SexyEyes ~ SUNSHINE ANGELS FRIEND CLUB@ fubar ~~wildthing 456 ~SUNSHINE ANGELS FRIENDS CLUB!@ fubar Lev@ fubar CHEVANNA~~SUNSHINE ANGELS FRIENDS CLUB~~AND ~~THE INDEPENDENT FAMILY HEAD SECURITY~~@ fubar ~*DixieAngel*~@ fubar ~*~ RedAngel ~*~@ fubar SINGED WING ANGEL, FYI HEAVEN AINT COLOR CODED@ fubar Gene@ fubar Pussay ~Protected by my R/L and FU Hubbie Master Rebel!!!@ fubar

Sunshine Angels Club Members Update 9/9/07 Blog 2 (continued)
--STRONGS DEN--@ fubar **Chez** Proud member of Sunshine Angels**@ fubar wonderick1958~ sunshine angels frinds club@ fubar scott4169@ fubar 'EZE *Tsung Lao Clan*'@ fubar ♥ Canadian Chick ♥@ fubar ~ Forbidden ~ Perv Crew ~ Proud member of Sunshines angels friends club@ fubar ARIADNE LOVES ANGELS@ fubar NAUGHTY CHIC ~OWNER OF THE G-SPOT (GOD FATHER/MOTHER LEVELING CREW)~@ fubar zgirl PROUD MEMBER OF SUNSHINE ANGELS FRIENDS CLUB@ fubar CARING PERSON@ fubar blackat201

You Will Always Be Watched From Above
Heaven's Very Special Child A meeting was held quite far from earth, It's time again for another birth. said the angels to the Lord above, This special child will need so much love. His progress may seem very slow, Accomplishments he may not show. And he'll require extra care, From the folks he meets way down there. He may not run or laugh or play; His thoughts may seem quite far away. In many ways he won't adapt, And he'll be known as handicapped. So let's be careful where he's sent, We want his life to be content. Please lord, find parents who will do a special job for you. They may not realize right away The leading role they're asked to play. But with this child sent from above, Comes stronger faith and richer love. And soon they'll know the privilege given, In caring for this gift from heaven. Their precious child so meek and mild Is Heaven's very special child.

Love Is
Love is the eternal bliss with the one that you vow to always miss Love is like the ocean vibrant and new Love is the song i sing the whole day thru Love is the children we see everyday Love is the warmth on those cold winter days love is the red of a delicate rose Love is what a heart needs to nurture and grow Love is in my heart now and forever.

Teddy Bear...so Sad
Hi all found this on nakedtaz.net....if you have any feelings at all...you will be in tears by the end of this poem..... "Dear Teddy" Teddy, I've been bad again, My Mommy told me so; I'm not quite sure what I did wrong, But I thought that you might know. When I woke up this morning, I knew that she was mad; Cause she was crying awful hard, And yelling at my dad. I tried my best to be real good, And do just what she said; I cleaned my room all by myself, I even made my bed. But I spilled milk on my good shirt, When she yelled at me to hurry; And I guess she didn't hear me, When I told her I was sorry. 'Cause she hit me awful hard, you see, And called me funny names; And told me I was really bad, And I should be ashamed! When I said, "I love you, Mommy," I guess she didn't understand; Cause she yelled at me to shut my mouth. Or I'd get smacked again. So I came up here to talk to you, Please tell me what to do; 'Cause I really love my Mommy, And

Thoughts To Share About 911
Six years ago nearly nearly to the hour I was sick and called off work. At about 8:30 AM I made a bed on the couch so I could watch TV and rest all day. When I turned the TV on it was on our NBC channel and the Today show was on. I hate watching network news programs because they hype stories and twist facts so bad in order to grab an audience, but I lay there and watched, too lazy to turn the channel. After a few minutes, they showed a shot of the WTC where flames and smoke were pouring out of it. As Katy Kuric was talking about the possibility of an air traffic control problem, I saw the second plane hit. I must have stopped breathing for a minute as I sat up and looked at the mayhem. I think I remember every minute of that day from that point on - making phone calls, messaging people, and eyes glued to the TV for most of the next few days. As flights were canceled I realized I had friends ad family stranded all over the country and wondered how they were coping. I talked to my d

To My Friends
Just to let ya know... I'm very sick. I had to go to the Dr. Yesterday cause I woke up Monday and the left side of my face was swollen to the point my eye was shut. Looks like that tooth that was abscessed had infected my whole body. I'm on 1500 mg of Amoxicillin a day for 10 days to get the infection out of my body. If that does not work.. I may have to be hospitalized. Just wanted to let ya know if you do not hear from me in the next few days. Love to all...

Really Need An Answer
Ok I was blocked from posting mumms. Was told that it was because of Nsfw which im my post didnt have any. So when they block you from that do you ever get it back? And why would someone report me if I did nothing wrong?

1 Year
today (sept 12) has been one year since my life long friend Mike died. I know they say time makes it easier but i find that soo hard to believe. i miss him soo much...i miss our crazy fights and our week runaways to the city. i miss his laugh and the goofy things he would say to me when i was upset to make me happy. Most of all i miss our drinkin nights at his or my house where we would talk about our past. I just miss him *tears*...i had a dream about him earlier and my mom told me that was a sign that he was still with me...that made me feel a lil better i guess. i hope ur doing good in heaven hunnie...im sure you are. love you forever -Ash RIP MIKEY Dec 20th 1985-Sept 12th 2006

Horoscope
WOO HOO!! I guess this means I can be an attention whore today!!!!! Daily Horoscope: Virgo For September 12,2007 Take a big step away from your normal routines today and make a scene of some kind. It doesn't have to be a tantrum -- it could be wholly positive, as long as you're certain you're the center of attention! YAY!!!:D:P

Rectum Stretcher
RECTUM STRETCHER While she was "flying" down the road yesterday, a woman passed over a bridge only to find a cop with a radar gun on the other side lying in wait. The cop pulled her over, walked up to the car, with that classic patronizing smirk we all know and love, asked, "What's your hurry?" To which she replied, "I'm late for work." Oh yeah, said the cop, "what do you do?" "I'm a rectum stretcher," she responded. The cop stammered, "A what.. A rectum stretcher"? "And just what does a rectum stretcher do?" Well, she said, "I start by inserting one finger, then work my way up to two fingers, then three, then four, then with my whole hand in. I work from side to side until I can get both hands in, and then I slowly but surely stretch it, until it's about 6 feet wide." "And just what the hell do you do with a 6 foot asshole?" he asked. "You give him a radar gun & park him behind a bridge!" TrafficTicket $95.00 Court Costs $45.00 Look on the Cop'

Yay Xanax
Well this probly wont make any sense, but I had a kinda crappy day, so I take my xanax and, woohoo, I feel good!!!!!Just though tId share this tidbit with yall!!!!! Miracle drug Im tellin yall!!! Sooo, I still got a lil sense so Im gonna stop lol!!! nite yall.........BTW if yall wanna know who was talkin crap to me and callin me fat and all that mean stuff the other night, I came across him in the mumms today his link is http://fubar.com/user/1074980.... he is really one to talk about folks, anyways! love yall!!!

Tastes Like Chicken (thanks J)
Zeus: ok :( ->Suga Lips: uh NO Zeus: can i taste ur breasts lol :D ->Suga Lips: thanks Zeus: i m ok. tnx:) u r so sexy ->Suga Lips: good & you? Zeus: how r u baby;? ->Suga Lips: hi Zeus: hey

I Just Love Comments That Say Go Kill Yourself
you know if you dont like what i have on my page then get the hell off stay my page. and for people that think i dont like people im a fucking people hater i dont fucking care what color you are thats just me. now save the comments go kill yourself to yourself its dumb and boring and lame. again i hate people get a fucking life. oh by the way and grow up

The Imaginary Romance...i Offer You...
sheltered from the real world...an escapade... a romance so perfect...all realities...evade... out from your wildest dream...as sweet as a deadly sin... far from ugly realm...sensuality exuding from within... let me lead you...to untreaded land...my love... trust and faith...knowing no harm will come... i'll show you...the art of romance... of sultry nights and amorous dance... bare your soul...and we'll embrace... till eternity...in trance...

You Are The Sugar
Your love, like sugar in a gentle rain So sweet I feel no pain. You are the Sugar And I am the rain. Your Kisses, like sugar in a gentle rain Melting sweetness I have no shame. You are the Sugar And I am the rain. Your touch, like sugar in a gentle rain Enlivening senses I have no gain. You are the Sugar And I am the rain. Published 2005 Editor's Choice Award

The Lost
How are you? How do you feel? Words spoken still and you are thrilled? You look at me with filth in your eyes, Look at you, look at me how are we? Leave me alone, go away you sick fuck. How dare you treat me like shit? What am I, am I you? You tell me, you ask how and why. Look me in the eye and what do you see? You see me, am I you? What’s that I see in your face? A frown, a tear, and a fake smile, Is it you or is it me? I’m going insane, corrosion in my brain. Let my eyes burn, you hurt my feelings. What are you? What are we? This is so great, look at me look at me? Am I you? Is it you? Scream, run, and hide its me, its me. Are we done yet? Damn what the fuck I sit here alone, why did you hit me in my head? Is it you? Or is it me? Laugh all you want, leave me be. Look, blood in my face damn you broke my nose. What the fuck, get back here, I hear you scream, what did you do? Is it me or is it you? What’s that on your chest? It’s a fucking knife, That’s funn

New Fans After 2pac's Death
In the parking lot of a west side Detroit school, there's one corner where, residents say, drug deals go down daily. At the opposite end of the lot, so-called gang bangers have been said to gather, flashing the telltale finger signs of the Bloods and the Crips. The center of the lot is where the cheerleaders sometimes hold impromptu rehearsals and the Girl Scouts wait to board buses for field trips. The contradictory uses for this parking lot make it an all-the-more appropriate place to serve as a memorial for Tupac Shakur, the rapper who promoted thug life yet condemned violence, who insulted women but said he loved his mother. It is here that a group of young African-American men stand about 20 deep, ranging in age from 15 to 47. Shakur's "If I Die Tonight" pounds from the speakers. They play it over. And over. And over again. "I'll live eternal/Who shall I fear/Don't shed a tear for me nigga/ I ain't happy here. I hope they bury me and send me to my rest/ Headlines r

Date Me Luv
[ ] I want your number [ ] Pretty/Cute [ ] Hottie [ ] Sexy [ ] Gorgeous [ ] Amazingly Beautiful [ ] I'd take you home in a second [ ] I'd make out with you right now [ ] I'd Hit it [ ] I love you [ ] Wanna hook up? Would you kiss me? [ ] Hell Yea [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Maybe [ ] already did Am I attractive? [ ] Heck no [ ] hot as Hell [ ] Fine [ ] Cute [ ] Okay I think ur pretty [ ] Sexy [ ] Ugly! Name one thing you like about me... ________________________ I look like.. [ ] A player [ ] One time thing [ ] Next bf/gf If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] maybe Would you rather.. [ ] Hook up with me [ ] Cuddle with me [ ] Make Out with me [ ] Date me [ ] Marry me [ ] Friends What kind of underwear are you wearing right now? [ ] boxers [ ] whitie tighties [ ] thongs [ ] granny panties [ ] boy shorts [ ] none On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. [ ] 1 [ ] 2 [ ] 3

Escort Duty........grab A Tissue For This One
This was sent to me by a good friend, I just wanted to share it with everyone. Some may have read it before, some never. The meanings the same no matter how many times we read it. Cemetery Escort Duty I just wanted to get the day over with and go down to Smokey's for a few cold ones. Sneaking a look at my watch, I saw the time, 1655. Five minutes to go before the cemetery gates are closed for the day. Full dress was hot in the August sun. Oklahoma summertime was as bad as ever -- the heat and humidity at the same level -- both too high. I saw the car pull into the drive, '69 or '70 model Cadillac Deville, looked factory-new. It pulled into the parking lot at a snail's pace. An old woman got out so slow I thought she was paralyzed. She had a cane and a sheaf of flowers, about four or five bunches as best I could tell. I couldn't help myself. The thought came unwanted, and left a slightly bitter taste: "She's going to spe

Hungover
got back into town on saturday and went out drinking around 9ish or so. closed the bar down and around here that means 4ish or so. bought beer to go went back to the house with some select ppl from the bar and proceeded to play pool and drink some more. don't know what time everyone left but i went and passed out until 3ish that afternoon. woke up feeling like shit. slept off and on all the rest of that day and now it's monday and i still feel like shit been sleeping off and on all day again. and yes next time i come home from work i'll do it again. its fun until the next day, or days in this case.... now it's time to go puke, have a good day...

Cancer
I saw my oncologist today and he feels that we have the cancer contained if not gone.However he would like me to undergo brain radiation as a precaution. I have small cell lung cancer which is very fast growing and aggressive and has the ability to alter it's form making it immune to chemo. The cure rate is minimal but quite often it can be contained or even gone but most always comes back elsewhere and doc says it's usually the brain. He feels that if we do the radiation now that when it comes back the brain will be a less likely target as we have radiated it , so I'm going to sign up tomorrow.Hopefully I'll still be able to function and chat with my very good friends that I've made here !!!

This Is For The Soldiers
As a veteran and having dealt with the VA system this is a cause that needs addressed. Dear Congressman Filner, 1.5 million people have served in Iraq and Afghanistan. Almost one-third of them will have a serious mental health problem – like depression, or Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder. That’s why I’m supporting IAVA and Drowning Pool’s “This is For the Soldiers” campaign to make sure the mental health needs of our troops are a top priority. We know you’re a strong supporter of the troops. You co-sponsored the crucial Lane Evans bill, which would get veterans the counseling and support they need. But without your leadership, this bill will continue to just sit in committee. We hope you’ll join us and bring this bill before the committee. With your help, we can get this bill moving and get troops the care they deserve.

So Very True!
A store that sells new husbands has just opened in New York City, where a woman may go to choose a husband. Among the instructions at the entrance is a description of how the store operates: You may visit this store ONLY ONCE! There are six floors and the value of the products increase as the shopper ascends the flights. The shopper may choose any item from a particular floor, or may choose to go up to the next floor, but you cannot go back down except to exit the building! So, a woman goes to the Husband Store to find a husband. On the first floor the sign on the door reads: Floor 1 - These men Have Jobs. She is intrigued, but continues to the second floor, where the sign reads: Floor 2 - These men Have Jobs and Love Kids. "That's nice", she thinks, "but I want more." So she continues upward. The third floor sign reads: Floor 3 - These men Have Jobs, Love Kids, and are Extremely Good Looking. "Wow," she thinks, but feels compelled to keep going.

Witch / Warlock
Encountering persons with supernatural powers, or becoming those persons ourselves, is a common dream image. In the case of occult power dreams, there may be unique elements of personal projection of will power by you upon others or by others against you. Who is the occult personality, you or someone else? How these powers are projected is important. If they are projected by you onto others, you may feel as though they have an unfair advantage and you want to level the playing field. Another version of this dream is that you may want others to appreciate your influence more. A third option is that you have repressed anger towards another. Still another possibility is that you may want someone to become romantically attracted to you. You may be projecting the power onto a stranger, who is likely a representation of someone else in your life or a representation of a part of yourself. If another is projecting power on you, it is likely that you believe others are pulling the strings

80- Burning Alive
Some ghosts never die... You burn the house and wonder why And with the morning there comes a light Collect the pieces for another try Some scars help you see How much the past won't let you be And with the morning there comes a pain Cuz with regret there comes a shame Burning alive I'm burning alive Some skeletons never leave The closets full of bones and dreams And with the morning there comes a chill A bed of stone and heart of steel Some lives are lived in fear Chances lost when the vision clears And with the morning there comes a loss Empty bruises and a hallow cross Burning alive I'm burning alive

My Friends
I have some very special people as my friends here. I want each one of you to know that you are very special to me in your own ways. You show me respect, along with the flirty comments, and that means a lot to me. I am very honored to have such great guys as my friends. And you actually communicate! Who woulda thought? :) I didn't start out thinking that I would have mostly male friends here, but that's how it ended up. The other friends that have since been deleted were nice, but after the initial first few weeks, faded away and didn't write much anymore. Friendship is very special to me, and communicating is part of that. I call you guys my "man harem." LOL! To the 2 or 3 of you who compete with the gifts, and you know who you are...you don't realize how you make my day. You put a smile on my face. I know you would do anything for me, as I would you. You are more like family now.... I just want to say....thank you from the bottom of my heart. You guys are the BEST! Laur

An Afternoon Spanking
An Afternoon Spanking by WritingMyOwnReality© It was a lazy Friday afternoon. I was lounging around, and it occurred to me I hadn't seen you in some time. I turned off the T.V. and idly wandered around the house. Either you where hiding from me, or you had left without me knowing about. Then I heard you moving around in our bedroom. I made no effort to be quiet, so you must have heard me coming. When I open the door, there you stood, dressed in a school-girl uniform. Right down to the leg socks, and your hair in pigtails. With your glasses on, the look was spot on perfect. You looked bashfully over your glasses at me and said, "I've been naughty," and blushed like the setting sun. I put on my best stern face, and planted my hands on my hips. "And just what exactly does that mean? Tell me what you did, and I'll decide on your punishment." I went and sat down on the edge of the bed, forcing you to come stand in front of me. You where still blushing, and looking at yo

An Afternoon Without Master
An Afternoon Without Master by momma1968 © I sit in the van waiting on my friend to get out of her appointment. I never thought she would be this long. I should have brought my book. I get comfy knowing I'm gonna be here for a bit close my eyes and my mind starts to wander. Mmmmmm Daddy comes to mind immediatly. I see his face then my eyes roam down further. Oh my god, that chest those big arms, just so sexy. Remembering the look on his face as he runs his hands through his hair making me want to be those finger tips. Watching as he licks those delicious lips I hear myself groan outloud. My body is now very much awake. I hear him tell me "Touch my pussy baby, come on no one is watching you, only me my love." I moan again, 'yes master' I look around with heavy lidded eyes no one is around at all. With my window rolled down I prop one foot in the sill, the other I let fall to the side. I tweek a nipple causing that delicious pain that only he lets me have. My h

Alice & The Neighbor
Alice & the Neighbor by netsub© Alice shivered slightly as the cool spring breeze caressed her nipples. She had been kneeling on the hard cement in the backyard long enough that her knees were sore. The neighborhood was quiet, except for the music floating somewhere on another block. She was more aware of her nakedness than ever before, as she waited and waited for her Master. Alice was not used to being naked in public, which was why he had sent her out here. Thankful that it was night, with only a sliver of a moon, Alice picked up the blindfold she had been instructed to put on before crawling off the patio, and onto the grass. Feeling her way in the darkness, she crawled until she thought she was in the middle of the backyard. She shivered again with the realization that she would be more easily seen, she still felt relatively safe within the safety of the bushes. They were new to this neighborhood. She had made one friend with the single woman behind them. Alice would just di

Vanessa Hudgens
One does not simply walk into Hudgens. Its black gates are guarded by more than just hair. There is evil there that does not sleep, and the Great Eye of Hansen is ever watchful. It is a non-barren wasteland, riddled with fire and ash and dust and hair, the very air you breathe is a poisonous fume. Not with ten thousand men could you do this. It is folly.

Im So Sick
of the drama on fubar aka cherry aka lost cherry I came to this sight thinking it was adult sight the day i turned 18 guess what i learned diff since i came here i see this sight is another place that theres drama not for kids but for adults which sucks..... u know so the fck what if someones using a fake pic so the fck what if one dsnt like another u know what instead of hating people y dnt u think about this there r people out in this world that r fighting for us to be here they r dying each and every day to give us that freedom.... the ones that cant talk to their wives or husbands or kids if they can fight a real war cant we stop the internet war.... sry my rant is now over.... i feel so much better now... ty for lisening

Please Send A Post Card To Our Fighting Men And Women
Please do this and pass it on! > > > Something cool that Xerox is doing > > If you go to this web site, www.LetsSayThanks.com you can pick out a thank > you card and Xerox will print it and it will be sent to a soldier that is > currently serving in Iraq . You can't pick who gets it, but it will go to > some member of the armed services. > > How AMAZING it would be if we could get everyone we know to send one!!! > This is a great site. Please send a card. It is FREE and it only takes > a second. > > Whether you are for or against the war, our guys and gals over there need > to know we are behind them... > ________________________________ > "In GOD We TRUST" > GOD BLESS AMERICA >

Why No Fubar Love
dont you just hate when some says : rate,fan, or friend me ill return the love, but when you do it you get nothing in return. i think you should say what you mean and mean what you say. i have return all the love shown to me and wish everyone whould do the same. and for the ones that have, you are the true meaning behind fubar. much love to all my fan, friends, and soon to be friend and fan. and thanks for taking the time to read my first blog. much love joedy

Man Best Freind !
sept17,2007 may my baby (tosha) R.I.P. I had to put my babe down tosha was a wonderful dog a best freind a man can ever ask for she was loyal,loving and great to have as a pet and a mans best freind there not a day that not goes by that I think about her all i can say is i love her so very much and tosha will always live in my heart i set many of times thinking about her when she was a puppy and all the way untel that day i had to put her down that she was a awsome dog and now i think that she in heaven keeping the angels company and loving the angels I will miss her alot.

Sleepy Cream
Sleepy cream I see you laying there, dreaming of things Moaning and slowly grinding your hips. Having fun in those little secret worlds you keep. Wondering who you are having fun with? It’s fine with me, sitting here watching you dream. I love the smile on your face. Every now and then you even let out a little scream. I laugh knowing it’s not from pain. You nipples are erect, I can smell your juice. It’s getting me hard as a rock. Sure I could go over and make a move. But it’s more fun watching you get off. My eyes open wide, your hand moves slowly down. Begins rubbing your pussy while you grind. I sit here careful not to make a sound. God babe you are looking so fine. You moan a little louder, arch you back just a bit. Beginning to tighten you thighs. Next thing I know, I’m rubbing my dick. Watching you have such a good time. Your hands moving fast, your body is shaking. You gasp! My mouth begins to water, for this cream you are making, So Fast!

Ache
Ache by Velvety © Lucinda Dupoint possessed both pride and scruples. She also however possessed the ability to swallow the former and disregard the latter whenever it suited her. When asked, she always said that she adored her husband. She adored him for providing the holidays, the champagne breakfasts, the black cab account, the dainty food served at the poshest restaurants, theatre, the opera, a career that consisted of “doing lunch,” and she especially adored the way his job yanked him out of the country for days, sometimes weeks on end, something that provided her with the opportunity to both have her cake and eat it. Lucinda performed a certain ritual each time his business took him away. She removed his photograph from the bedside table and placed it on the floor facing the toilet, propped up at a forty-five degree angle, or as near as dammit. Every time she had to spend a penny, or evacuate the remnants of the copious luxuries she consumed on a daily basis from her b

Alcibaides
Alcibaides by Spartan666 © She stood before me, in a black and grey business suit. Her pale blue eyes looked up at me hesitantly, waiting with an intolerable anxiety. I took a step back, lifting my camera and mouthing one word 'Strip!' Her eyes showed her defeat and she slowly removed her jacket. She was finished, beaten... mine. We where in here and her husbands bedroom. She was the faithful wife and yet this was the beginning of the end. The beginning of a move on my part that would see this woman become yet another of my sexual slaves. Within weeks she would do anything for me without complaint as all the others did. I would fuck her in every room of her house, she would blow me naked in her back garden. Soon, she would even fuck my friends who would pay me for the honor. They know me only as Alcibiades and from the moment the first item of clothing is removed they are entwined in the web I have laid out for them. Initially I have various methods of blackmail and

This Is True...check It Out On Www.snopes.com
This is true...check it out on www.snopes.com Latest Drug in Middle School - 'Dusting' First, I'm going to tell you a little about me and my family. My name is Jeff. I am a Police Officer for a city which is known nationwide for it's crime rate. We have a lot of gangs and drugs. At one point we were # 2 in the nation in homicides per capita. I also have a police K-9 named Thor. He was certified in drugs and general duty. He retired at 3 years old because he was shot in the line of duty. He lives with us now and I still train with him because he likes it. I always liked the fact that there was no way to bring drugs into my house. Thor wouldn't allow it. He would tell on you. The reason I say this is so you understand that I know about drugs. I have taught in schools about drugs. My wife asks all our kids at least once a week if they used any drugs. Makes them promise they won't. I like building computers occasionally and started building a new one in February 2005. I al

Women’s Top Ten Favorite Ways To Have Someone Flirt With Them
1. Talks about things she likes or dislikes, making comments and showing interest 2. Displays concern for her, her feelings and well-being 3. Shares jokes or amusing anecdotes with her 4. Compliments her on her screen name, attitude, personality and appearance 5. Sends her special/cute email messages 6. Makes an effort to contact her in some form most every day 7. Sends instant messages when she and you are online at the same time 8. Discusses seriously the traits she desires in a partner 9. Shows her your daring or mischievous side 10. Emails her greeting cards, gifts, pictures songs or fun attachments

Do You Know This Man???
DO YOU KNOW THIS MAN?????? That's right...this is Drew. One awesome guy. If you know him, you know what I'm talking about. If not, then here's your chance to get to know him. Drew is 50,000 away from levelling!!! Let's help him out. If you can go show him some love and PLEASE repost this, It would be greatly appreciated. What are you waiting for?? Dance your way over to his page and show him some L-O-V-E! DJ BIG COUNTRY AKA Drew64_4♦Stang's Underground♦@ fubar ...IF YOU RATE ALL HIS PICS, PLEASE SEND ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE AND I'LL GET YOU A BIG PIMPIN' GIFT FOR YOUR HELP... muah!

Eargrif's Walk Part 4
Eargrif replaced the neck lace to his pack with the other items he found spread over the nearby grass. He slipped his baldric over his head and adjusted it at his hip before putting on his pack. With all his belongings gathered he took a long drink from his water skin before continuing his journey down the neglected country road. The scene never changed as the day passed, it seemed as if he was walking in circles and someone was erasing his tracks. The eerie and ever present silence didn't bother Eargrif this day like it had the previous one. His mind was very busy trying to figure out the events of yesterday and last night. Eargrif had decided that he was either a thief that had stole from the wrong people or he had crossed someone and they had knocked him out and left him in the middle of this lifeless and seemingly endless countryside. Both of these ideas were neither very comforting or likely, the second at least provided the reason for his headache that lasted most of the day b

Flight
In the darkness of the night, I take my flight, Away from here, So he won't be near, He hurts me so, How low can he go? I must get away, Far away, He will kill me, If he finds me, I must hide, Durring my flight, Or face his crulty, in the brightest of light, He can't find me, I think im safe, I was so wrong, And now it's to late.

Thank You, Beth!
Just a public acknowledgment for Beth's generosity for sharing some of her angel and fairie pictures with me and allowing me to rip them to my FAIRIES AND ANGELS folder in my photo album. I have such a great fascination with angels and fairies that it was, indeed, hard to choose.... bethnlt-*FU-Bombers* FUBAR WIFE TO CKRETSQURL1 "COLBY"@ fubar Please feel free to explore my FAIRIES AND ANGELS folder for her angel and fairie pictures, as well as others that I have in that folder. Don't forget to say "Hi!" to Beth, as well, by going to her site and rate, fan, and friend her as well!!! :) (PS She has about 3,000 needed to level up at this time!)

Timing Is Everything
What could be.... What cant be... For reasons that arnt controllable Life throws life at you for a reason These reasons you have to believe are for a reason Life is always a lesson How you deal with these lessons changes who you become Living life and thinking there are no repercussions, or thinking that matters of the heart, wont get in the way is ridiculous But knowing things are just what they are is sometimes difficult to deal with Even if you've known what cant be at this moment in time But always BELIEVE what could be......... TC

The Marines' Prayer
Almighty Father, whose command is over all and whose love never fails, make me aware of Thy presence and obedient to Thy will. Keep me true to my best self, guarding me against dishonesty in purpose in deed and helping me to live so that I can face my fellow Marines, my loved ones and Thee without shame or fear. Protect my family. Give me the will to do the work of a Marine and to accept my share of responsibilities with vigor and enthusiasm. Grant me the courage to be proficient in my daily performance. Keep me loyal and faithful to my superiors and to the duties my country and the Marine Corps have entrusted to me. Make me considerate of those committed to my leadership. Help me to wear my uniform with dignity, and let it remind me daily of the traditions which I must uphold. If I am inclined to doubt; steady my faith; if I am tempted, make me strong to resist; if I should miss the mark, give me courage to try again. Guide me with the light of truth and grant me wisdom by which I

Straight Up!
now that the tables have turned.. do you see? NO really do you see? Your true intentions to live your life youve set off to be free.. your mind is racing not knowing which memories to cherish.. only one to chose from , and the rest will perish.. i ask if you see it.. do you fucking understand.. you cant fix what you broke. cant take back what you said. its what was meant to be... get over it... i did.. You continue on with your horendous lies trying to fight your demons it doesnt work so why try You tell yourself to leave it alone and let it be. Remember this is the way you wanted it.. so now let me be free..

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If You Thinkabout It....
THE POSITIVE SIDE OF LIFE: Living on Earth is expensive, but it does include a free trip around the sun every year. Birthdays are good for you;the more you have,the longer you live. Happiness comes through doors youdidn't even know you left open. Ever notice that the people who are late are often much jollierthan the people who have to wait for them? Most of us go to our gravewith our music still inside of us. If Wal-Mart is lowering prices every day,how come nothing is free yet? You may be only one person in the world,but you may also be the world to one person. Some mistakes are too much funto only make once. Don't cry because it's over;smile because it happened. We could learn a lot from crayons:some are sharp, some are pretty,some are dull, some have weird names,and all are different colors....butthey all exist very nicely in the same box. A truly happy person is one whocan enjoy the scenery on a detour.

What Is God Trying To Tell Me
every since you left i have felt empty inside. no one to turn to, no one to talk to. no shoulder to cry on on my time of need. to some ppl yes it is gettin over rated but not my fault how i feel it isn't like i can just stop loving you. i have been missing you for 5 months and the feeling is still there. you think i don't have feelings for you anymore but i just cant bring myself to tell you the truth about it. of course i still love you and i have tried to change that but it seems impossible. i have a whole notebook about you and the way i fell but now there are no more pages in it so now i write blogs. its not like you will read them so i just express my feeling here bc it seems like i have no one to lean on about this. you have moved on and yes i realize this but every time u r in need im there to help and im tired of holding on im tired of waiting on something that wont happen. all i think about is you everything i see reminds me of you every time u talk about her i cry eve

Rock Star
I;m so bummed , just found out they are not doing another rock star show. I loved that show one of the few reality tv shows that i actually watched. Ahh well i hate when they take good shows off the air. Enough said.

To All The Blazing Bomberz
Hey something really happen today and I could not explain what happen.. I was in bed and I got up and got on the computer and my computer is kind of being a bitch to me.. Well any how, I will finish rating and doing the comment bombing tomorrow if my computer don't act up on me tomorrow.. So I try to stay off so it won't act up so forgive me ok.. I hope you all have a really good night and have a really good day.. I will do what I can to rate pix and commment bomb too.. Virgo24

Under The Light Of The Sun
Darkness lies outside me, here, And a bit inside as well... How absurd is this desert city! I can't even explain how, But this is not my dimension, And my mind gets never comfort, It is always somewhere else. But you... where are you? Where's your voice? What about me if I don't have you, If I don't get your help? Everything will look better, Under the light that will come from the sun! This night will be gone, Darkness will fade out! Hills will be seen, I will go on looking for you. Away from this melancholy, Envy or rage alike. I don't want these words anymore To be here in my heart But you... where are you? Where's your smile What about me if I don't have you, If I don't get your love? Everything will look better, Under the light that will come from the sun! This night will be gone, Darkness will fade out! And under the light of that sun I will go on looking for you.

These Are Up To Be Worked On When You All Can Drop A Few Comments
Until we get the rules up and get the ID cards ready. Here are some giveaways going on that you all can pitch in and get a little practice in for the next contest. Just no blank comments. Always put something even if is a number. Get in this habit as many of the contests require no blank comments and if you happen to do one you could be the cause of the person we are bombing being disqualified. Just click on the pics and start comment bombing. If you use the tags that Les has put up in pics will call attention to our Bombing squad and maybe get us more members. Tracy 27,000 comments gets her a month VIP and a 7 day Blast Tali 15,000 comments gets her a month VIP WaterLily 40,000 comments gets her the million dollar mansion.........1 RATE = 5 COMMENTS Tali 23,000 comments gets her a yacht.......1RATE = 5 COMMENTS

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Pawn Of Trust
I dont know who i can trust I've been stabbed in the back too many times Just when you think there's a silver lining The rain comes pouring down I never commited a crime against you Except for being me Is it a crime to be different? Im being punished like it is I thought i had served my time I thought i had survived the torture But it has only just begun Just when you think its safe The dagger sinks in I experienced new extents of rejection Felt feelings i had only imagined In my darkest nightmares I masked the pain for so long I attemtpted to move on I struggled to make ammends I tried everything i thought would work But it wasnt enough You fooled me Made me belive that i had changed That i had been forgiven For whatever i had done Then when i thought i could turn away Without the fear of harsh whispers and evil stares You reached new lows I felt abandoned Like never before I was cast aside Not wanted By those i thought i could trust Yo

The Female Of The Species
The Female of the Species When the Himalayan peasant meets the he-bear in his pride, He shouts to scare the monster, who will often turn aside. But the she-bear thus accosted rends the peasant tooth and nail. For the female of the species is more deadly than the male. When Nag the basking cobra hears the careless foot of man, He will sometimes wriggle sideways and avoid it if he can. But his mate makes no such motion where she camps beside the trail. For the female of the species is more deadly than the male. When the early Jesuit fathers preached to Hurons and Choctaws, They prayed to be delivered from the vengeance of the squaws. 'Twas the women, not the warriors, turned those stark enthusiasts pale. For the female of the species is more deadly than the male. Man's timid heart is bursting with the things he must not say, For the Woman that God gave him isn't his to give away; But when hunter meets with husbands, each confirms the other's tale-- The femal

Hello Buddy
If you check out my blog that I posted a few months ago "Goodbye Dallas" you'd understand why I called this one "Hello Buddy" I had to put my dog down in August..worst feeling in the world. Well My daughters ex boyfriend gave her a Golden retriever for Mothers Day this past May. My daughter & her bf broke up and he was being a jerk for not letting her keep her dog. He kept him so he could let her be in pain more than he put her through from the break-up & shes pregnant with his child. Well last night he called and told Jess that she could have her dog back, cause he has no time for him.. and boy it does show. We got him tonight and through him in the bath tub...he was so dirty from being outside most of the day & night. He is very skiddish torwards men..but not woman. Jess told me that her X was very sturn with him, but the poor thing is 7 months and still needs to get potty trained. But he does well if u take him out every 2 hrs.. So, yes.. we got another dog :p I didnt want one

-----------------------i Love You--------------------
love you for so many reasons,large and small ,and all of them are wonderful I LOVE YOU for all, the special qualities, that make you "you"one of a kind, the only one in the world for me. i love you for the things you say, that bring such specialmeaning in my life. andi love you for the siknet times, when your eyes and your arms tell me all i want to know. i love thinking of all the adventure we may share, the olaces we may go. the discoveries we may make together, i love you because you know how to bring out the best in me, i love you...just because i do...because now, in aplace where there was nothing before, is the deepest part of my heat,,,there is love

Political Coup In Russia
We may soon see the slyest move ever made. Call it a coup if you like. President Vladimir Putin has found a way to get around Russia's constitutional limit of being president for a maximum of 2 terms. Since he is elegible to candidate for a third term, why not just take it? HOW???? You ask. Well, turns out the man is no fool, and looks like he is gonna do on the big stage things, the way just about everything get's done around here. Even though he cannt candidate for President, there is nothing stooping to candidate for the position of Prime-minister. He will be nominated (and elected) as Chair of the largest polical party in Russia (United Russia). Putin has also nominated one of his lackey's, a virtual nobody wo is more faithful than a litter of puppies, to be elected as the next president. With Putins backing, this nobody is a shoe in. When Putin gets elected as Prime-minister, after a short but acceptable interval, the nobody president will have something drastic happen to hi

Do Not Call List
Do Not Call list about to expire Restrictions that keep telemarketers from pestering you at home could end as early as next summer -- unless you register your phone number again. By Liz Pulliam Weston Humorist Dave Barry got it absolutely right when he called the federal Do Not Call list "the most popular federal concept since the Elvis stamp." There's no red-state, blue-state divide on the list, which prohibits telemarketers from bothering folks who have registered their phone numbers. Republican or Democrat, Libertarian or Green Party member, everybody detests telemarketers -- except, of course, telemarketers themselves, who were just about the only voices in opposition to the list's creation. The numbers speak for themselves: 10 million phone numbers were registered within four days of the list's opening on June 27, 2003. 30 million numbers were signed up within 40 days. 63 million were registered in the list's first year. Currently, 149 million phone numbers

Avenged Sevenfold - Bat Country
MY MOM TOLD ME TODAY THAT SHE HAD TO GET MORE TEST DONE TODAY YES ALL THAT KNOW ME ITS BACK THE CANCER STUFF. tHE THING THAT WORRIES ME IS IT RUNS IN MY FAMILY AND I HAVE NO IDEA IF SHE HAS IT OR NOT. ITS BACK TO WORRYING AND COURT AND JOB AND KIDS AND EVERYTHING ELSE. I JUST DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO ANYMORE. I BEEN HAVING CHEST PAINS AND BAD KNEES AND STUFF FROM MY CARSH IAM FALLING PART. I MIGHT BE IN JAIL FOR MY BIRTHDAY. YOU GOT TO LOVE THAT!!!!!!!! WELL THATS ALL FOR NOW IF YOU DONT HEAR FROM ME TOMARROW AFTER 130 OR THIS WEEKEND IAM IN JAIL AND ALL LOVE MIKE He who makes a beast out of himself Gets rid of the pain of being a man Caught here in a fiery blaze, won't lose my will to stay. I tried to drive all through the night, The heat stroke ridden weather, the barren empty sights. No oasis here to see, the sand is singing deathless words to me. Can't you help me as I'm startin' to burn (all alone). Too many doses and I'm starting to get an attraction. My c

Soldiers Meeting!!!
The soldier stood and faced God, Which must always come to pass. He hoped his shoes were shining, Just as brightly as his brass. "Step forward now, you soldier, How shall I deal with you? Have you always turned the other cheek? To My Church have you been true?" The soldier squared his shoulders and said, "No, Lord, I guess I ain't. Because those of us who carry guns, Can't always be a saint. I've had to work most Sundays, And at times my talk was tough. And sometimes I've been violent, Because the world is awfully rough. But, I never took a penny, That wasn't mine to keep... Though I worked a lot of overtime, When the bills got just too steep. And I never passed a cry for help, Though at times I shook with fear. And sometimes, God, forgive me, I've wept unmanly tears. They never wanted me around, Except to calm their fears. I never expected or had too much. I know I don't deserve a place, Among the people here. If you've a place for me here, Lord, It needn't be so grand. But if you do

A Brother Love
A Brother Love From the first time we meet I knew we would have a bond for life.I seen seen your first steps your first tooth how wonderful those things where to me; as we grew up we fought and argue but I always had your back until the end, here's your brother letting you know I thank God that you our my sister and I love you. Charles LaMark Nelson Copyright ©2007 Charles LaMark Nelson

A Lil Karma Maybe ??
DAYTONA BEACH, Fla. (AP) -- Mike Bumgarner, crew chief for the No. 5 Chevrolet driven by Kyle Busch in the NASCAR Busch Series, has been fined $10,000 for an infraction last weekend at Kansas Speedway. After Busch won the race, NASCAR inspectors discovered an unapproved intake manifold. The part was taken to NASCAR's Research and Development Center in Concord, N.C., where the violation was confirmed. Car owner Rick Hendrick said after Wednesday's announcement by NASCAR that the Hendrick Motorsports team will appeal the fine. ``To say we're confused about this situation would be an understatement,'' Hendrick said. ``The intake manifold that the team used was legal and we look forward to presenting the facts to the National Stock Car Racing Commission.'' Pass me a Bud... I enjoyed that lil bit of info... serves ya right asshole

$100 For Sex
100 bucks for sex Johnny wanted to have sex with a girl in his office... but she belonged to someone else... One day Johnny got so frustrated that he went up to her and said, "I'll give you a $100 if you let me have sex with you..." but the girl said, "NO." Johnny said, "I'll be fast, I'll throw the money on the floor, you bend down, and I'll be finished by the time you pick it up." She thought for a moment and said that she would have to consult her boyfriend... so she called her boyfriend and told him the story. Her boyfriend says ask him for $200 then pick up the money very fast... he won't even be able to get his pants down. She agrees and accepts the proposal. Half an hour goes by and the boyfriend is waiting for his girlfriend to call. Finally after 45 minutes the boyfriend calls and asks what happened...She said, "The bastard used quarters!" Management Lesson: Always consider a business proposal in it's entirety

Love Sucks
Love is just a game people use the powerful word to get into the minds of others and then break there hearts theres a few good people out there and theres a few heart breakers i my self have been though alot of heart breaking moments but the cold hard fact is love is hard to find. I just wish it was easier i hate being single but can't find any girl who wants me maybe i'm to picky but i just want a girl who is pretty and all but all the pretty ones are taken or rather not date an ugly guy like me i can't blame them i guess. I mean love has it's ups and downs i just don't want to be hurt again but want to be loved can't i be happy fore once c'mon now ugly guys need love too lol so if you think i'm worth giving a shot drop me a line maybe we can chat and see where it leads us. Please upgrade your Media player

The Knights' Love
There once was a prince, In days of old, Whose body was broken, But who's heart was bold. Who lived alone, Throught fear and blight, His appeareance was such, Many laughed at his plight. True love he sought, Through many a year, Yet people avoided him, Through laughter or fear. He heard a tale, Of a princess fair, Who lived in sadness, In a Dragons' lair. He climbed on his steed, A stallion, grand, And took off by himself, To distant land. His journey was fierce, Many bandits he fought, And many a monster, He challenged and fought. Till one day he arrived, In far away land, To rescue his maiden, From evil's dark hand. He entered the cave, As quiet as grave, It was then that he saw her, His true love brave. Twas love love at first sight, When there gazes did lock, Their adoration, they knew, Would hold them in stock. She was chained to a wall, Near a dragon who slept, The keys to her bonds, Round the vile creatures neck. The pr

Alley Cats
Alley Cats by alexlexy © He was gorgeous and funny, unfortunately he had a girlfriend, so I had no chance of bagging this hotty, but then again was he looking at me?? Our eyes met and that was it, it was like heaven we couldn't stop staring at each other, but I knew I had to stop he had a girlfriend which lived on my block, I wouldn't be able to live with the guilt, would I??? 2 hours later were outside in the ally together and im really turned on by now, just waiting for his soft lips to touch mine, the wait seemed like ages but when he did, it felt so right and I knew at that moment I was going to fuck him senseless and nothing was going to stop me, not even knowing his girlfriend was still inside the club! He moved his lips as if he was sucking ice cream from a cone; I moved mine in motion with his, He viciously ripped my new denim skirt, which cost me the earth, but I didn't care, all I wanted was his long hard penis inside my wet vagina!!! We tore at each other's

Multiple Myeloma
Multiple myeloma is a type of cancer that affects the plasma type of white blood cells. Myeloma cells tend to collect in the bone marrow and in the hard, outer part of bones. Sometimes they collect in only one bone and form a single mass, or tumor, called a plasmacytoma. In most cases, however, the myeloma cells collect in many bones, often forming many tumors and causing other problems. When this happens, the disease is called multiple myeloma. Please note that cancer is classified by the type of cell, or the part of the body, in which the disease begins. Although plasmacytoma and multiple myeloma affect the bones, they begin in cells of the immune system. This type of cancer is different from bone cancer, which actually begins in cells that form the hard, outer part of the bone. You should know this because the diagnosis and treatment of plasmacytoma and multiple myeloma are different from the diagnosis and treatment of bone cancer.

Worn Out!
I am beyond worn out! I have been through so much shit in the past couple of months im surprised that i've survived it all. I really thought that things were beginning to get better but it turns out i was way wrong

Help Me Get Vip Status
Well...I'm gonna try it again...A way for me to get VIP status....need all the help i can get....I need 8000 comments in 5 days....with your help i can do it even sooner. Must request friendship from Msdallas to comment on my pic.. Here's the link:

Pissed
February 21, 2006 - Tuesday pissed... Current mood: Dead so i come home from work .... and guess what i turn on the tv, then my reciver starts smoking ..... so i got a tv with no sound ... cant do that ... so i end up going to FS and spending 600$ on a new flipping reciver .... yah just what i wanted to spend money on today .... Currently listening : Jihad By Otep Release date: 19 June, 2001

I Am The Girl
i am a girl that will love you for who you are not what you are i am a girl who will want to do the things you want to and enjoy it i am a girl who would try to fix you your favorite meal just to see you smile i am a girl who takes pictures of you just so i can look at them when i miss you i am a girl who just wants to see you everyday just to hug you i am a girl who would hold you to keep you close i am a girl who would tickle you to hear you laugh i am a girl who doesn't care how much money you have or what kind of car you drive ->i am a girl who only gets mad because i care so much

Cleaning House Again
Well time has come again to clean house ....so many on my lists then never stop by and comment, rate any of the pics .....sooooo the way I see whats the sense really..isnt this place supposed to be for friends....how can you be friends if alot of the people never say a word back

Thursday - Oct. 11th
Another meeting this morning with a Fire Chief and Deputy Sheriff in a small town near here to create a club for possible first responders within the students of their neighboring high school. And then this afternoon I will be meeting with four teachers and the principal of another high school to speak to them about creating another first responder club at their school. Tomorrow I will be meeting with the regional director of Health and Safety with the American Red Cross to encourage their aid in training for these clubs I am creating for the high schools in my county. I believe that this will be a very worthwhile thing for all the schools and for the students too. It could encourage many students to explore the medical field as potential career choices for their future after high school. And then tonight... another late night budget meeting too. I cannot wait till tomorrow night. Should I wear a short skirt or a top with a plunging neckline today for my meetings

Today...
Well... Today sucked... just like yesterday, and the day before that and so on and so on. Monday I don't know what my problem was, well I do know what the problem was but didn't know why. I was just liked pissed off at the world. I was hating my job of course who doesn't hate there job. I hated the people at my job which usually I like the majority of the people there. I didn't wanna talk to no one except 2 people, and only one of them was there. Tuesday was a lil better but still hated my job and some of the people there. Wednesday sucked to cuz the CSM at my job was there and he's a big asshole and all he wants to do is clean the floors all damn day, on top of that he went on break at the worst time of the day and left me in charge and I didn't even really know what I was doing. Today was a lil better as well but now I'm in a bad mood cuz people don't do what they say they are gonna do. I mean seriously why would you tell someone you were gonna do something and do exactly the opposit

Stop And Smell The Roses.
This should probably be taped to your bathroom mirror where one could read it everyday. You may not realize it, but it's 100% true. 1. There are at least two people in this world that you would die for. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. You are special and unique. 8. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 9. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 10. When you think the world has turned its back on you take another look. 11. Always remember the complim ents yo u received. Forget about the rude remarks. And always remember.... when life hands you Lemons, ask for tequila and salt,and call me over!

Change
dear friends i am about to change leveling groups due to lack of suppport from the majority of the group. for those of you that have helped im more thatn gracious and if you need any help just let me know. All my friends and family are being thanked if it wasnt for you i wouldnt be here but i hope none of you decide to lash out at me due to the change i hope yall are true friends and wouldnt do that. I will still stay in contact and help you out if needed and i still hope to be a friend of the Quiet Angels

Puke
REY: SO HAVE YOU REY: EVER SEEN A BEASTIALITY PORN ->Suga Lips: great REY: i liked it when he came in my mouth and face REY: not really ->Suga Lips: do you ask random people this a lot? REY: do u swallow ->Suga Lips: nope REY: you like it up the ass REY: but i rather give head ->Suga Lips: I'm sure it was REY: that was hot REY: he also came in my ass ->Suga Lips: awesome REY: i gave him head and swallowed him cum ->Suga Lips: umm no REY: can you call me if i give you mine ->Suga Lips: I dont give my # out REY: can i please get your number so i can tell you more about it i have to get out of my office i sell cars here and i wont be able to see the customers that walk in ->Suga Lips: cool REY: i did not stop until he came in my mouth ->Suga Lips: cool REY: so i had to try it and i did it for the first time yesterday REY: i saw it on porn and it turned me on ->Suga Lips: yes REY: did you like it ->Suga Lips: in porn REY: ever seen

Sox Win 10-3!!!!!!!!!!
Let's set the scene..... Boston, mid October, a brisk 48 degrees, winds gusting upto 20mph. Once again the crowds mass, huddled close in the stands to help keep warm. As the seats in historic Fenway Park are full at the start of the 1st game in the American League Championship Series against the Cleveland Indians, fans look on at what has become quite a common thing in the last few years. The Red Sox are in the playoffs again and "The Hub" is alive, bustling with cheers as THE BEST FANS IN BASEBALL prepare for another amazing spectacle. Tensions were high as the question on everyone's mind was, "Can the Sox bats produce against one of Cleveland's top 2 pitchers with 19 wins this season"? And, "Could sensation Josh Beckett stay consistent and come up with another great game"? Both were answered quite early in tonight's 10-3 victory. Beckett gave up a solo home run in the 1st inning and Cleveland had an early lead. But he would then strike out the rest of the side to hold Clevel

Prayer Wheel For Our Military
The average age of the military man is 19 years. He is a short haired, tight-muscled kid who, under normal circumstances is considered by society as half man, half boy. Not yet dry behind the ears, not old enough to buy a beer, but old enough to die for his country. He never really cared much for work and he would rather wax his own car than wash his father's, but he has never collected unemployment either. He's a recent High School graduate; he was probably an average student, pursued some form of sport activities, drives a ten year old jalopy, and has a steady girlfriend that either broke up with him when he left, or swears to be waiting when he returns from half a world away. He listens to rock and roll or hip-hop or rap or jazz or swing and a 155 mm howitzer. He is 10 or 15 pounds lighter now than when he was at home because he is working or fighting from before dawn to well after dusk. He has trouble spelling, thus letter writing is a pain for him, but he can field str

Thanks Everyone
Thanks to Freedom isn't free for hosting the contest and to all my friends that helped me get third place to win my ticker. I am so greatful to have Pussay, Brown Eyes, Sharon, Kittycat and Rockin for helping me in my contest if I missed anyone I am sorry. Couldn't really say all that in my ticker but if you see it thanks everyone. Glad to have ya'll as my friends love ya'll Bitchy Babygirl FireFighter's Wife Free Graphics & Comments Codes Satisfaction.com Free Comment Codes

Friendship-poem
Friendship Friendship isn't something that comes every day, Friendship is something that takes time. Friends forever we shall be, till time has come to say good bye. But even though I'll be with you, through it all piece by piece. Meet you in heaven either way it shall be Frienship for eturnity... Made By Bonnie Sizemore 10-16-07

Burusera
Burusera: Shops in Japan sell used girl panties. "Buru" means bloomers and "sera" means sailor, the sailor uniforms that are worn by Japanese schoolgirls. They also sell other types of clothes, such as school uniforms, blazer school uniform, school swim suit uniform, etc. The clothes are often accompanied by genuine photos of the girls wearing them. The clients are Japanese men who smell or otherwise experience the panties for sexual stimulation. Vending machines were once used to sell packaged used panties. The price for a pair of panties can be as high as 5,000-10,000 yen. Underage schoolgirls participate in sale of their used panties, either through burusera shops or using mobile phone sites to sell directly to clients. When laws banning the purchase of used underwear from under-18s were introduced in Tokyo in 2004, it was reported that some underage girls were instead allowing their clients (called kagaseya or sniffers) to sniff their underwear from directly between their

The Lovers
The Lovers Tarot Card Number 6 of the Major Arcana The sun shines at its zenith and beneath it is a great winged figure with arms extended, pouring down influences. In the foreground are two human figures, male and female, unveiled before each other, as if Adam and Eve when they first occupied the paradise of the earthly body. Behind the man is the Tree of Life, bearing twelve fruits, and the Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil is behind the woman; the serpent is twining round it. The figures suggest youth, virginity, innocence and love before it is contaminated by gross material desire. This is in all simplicity the card of human love, part of the way, the truth and the life. The woman signifies the attraction of the sensitive life but she is part of a secret law of fate than a willing and conscious temptress. It is through her that man ultimately comes and only by her can he complete himself. The card is therefore in its way another intimation concerning the great mystery

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Speeding Ticket
You're sitting in the breakdown lane about 2130hrs, its been a quiet, boring night. You have the Radar unit is on, but nothing has come by in a while to even set it off. All of a sudden as your mind starts to drift away, you hear it whine and see it light up...65 mph in a 40 mph zone....you hit the lights and attempt to catch the vehicle, as it turns off onto a quiet side street and pulls to the side, you slide in behind it. You approach the vehicle...flashlight in hand...and the first thing you notice is the legs....the driver's skirt has been hiked up a little...almost to the point where you can see panties....and the shirt is low cut, with a tremendous amount of cleavage showing. You introduce yourself and ask for license and registration. You are taken aback when she turns and looks at you. You notice her lips, so full. Her eyes seem to pierce and look right through you. Her hair is pulled back in a loose ponytail. She reaches across to the glove box to retrieve her registratio

Notta
thought id say a few words being im new to the site -- im 36 and love to meet new ppl and have fun- i just had gastric bypass surgery this past JAN 19th and ive lost like 230 lbs so far and im feeling great - so stop by and ill return the favor!!!

Wouldn't You Like To Go A Cruise!! Check The Hotties Out @ Gentworld And Vote For Taralynn!!
Hi My Fubar friends, You are always so helpful and supporting in voting for me in many contests, no vote goes unnoticed and I truly appreciate it. I am currently in Gentworld’s bikini model contest @(www.gentworld.com) and this will be the 3rd time around running for this contest!! I’m in the running for Miss December. I really would like to win it this time b/c I think this will be my last chance to do so….So I turn to you again in hopes that you will vote me to win this one!! And that you will take the time to register and vote or at least throw a vote my way daily:) IF YOU SIGN UP AND VOTE FOR ME THAT WILL GIVE ME 5 POINTS OTHERWISE I WILL GET 1 POINT FOR YOUR VOTE, PLUS IF YOU REGISTER AND I WIN YOU ALSO HAVE A CHANCE TO WIN A VACATION PACKAGE TOO!!! AND YOU WON’T GET ANY SPAM OR JUNK MAIL IF YOU JOIN. AND YOU CAN VOTE DAILY...SO YOU MAY DO AS YOU PLEASE...I'M JUST HAPPY TO HAVE YOUR SUPPORT:-) THANK YOU XOXO http://www.gentworld.com/monthly_contest.shtm Click the pi

Leaders Of The Dj's
LEADERS OF THE DJ'S DJ BIGDAWG69 -GIT-R-DONE REBEL (OWNER) DJ BABY BOY$ - GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY (MANAGER) DJ TEXASCOYOTE MIKE GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY DJ SWEETPEACH2003 GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY OK SO FAR LISTED ABOVE IS THE DJ'S FOR THE LOUNGE. ANYONE INTERESTED CONTACT ONE OF HE LEADERS. DAWG69 wanna party click below

When Two Souls Meet
We sometimes meet our soulmate at times that aren't quite right, we might pass them in the highstreet or drive by them late at night. For some it's freinds since high school who grow apart with time, meeting some years later who then recognise the signs For others it's a comment that starts a friendship new, accross miles and countless countries you find a love so true And so it seems my soul has flown and joined now with my loves' and with him there it rests now forever as two doves And for those who have yet to find it please doubt not that it's true if you're open to the searching, quite often love finds you.

Y My Nick Name Is The Unforgiven
for the love of one , for the loss of one , for the lonley nights that sem as endless as the stars filling gods cold vlear night skies, for the want of a love to glide through the years as gracfully as two dancers across a ballroom floor , for the desire of a love to shine through the years as brillantly as diamonds on a peice of black silk these are the things we all want at least at one time or the other but for me these are the things i have wanted all my life but have fucked up and have dreamt of these are the things i will dork for till i find the one!!!!!! but i also will keep on doing even after so y do i call my self the unforgiven because of the ones i let slip away and for the ones i have never met so if u feel the same then let me know and if u just think im bullshittin then try me till then later and im the unforgiven

Love Online
They learned of one another, Through chats online. Within his sensitive soul, A caring, sincere heart she did find. Someone who made her feel wanted, Like no other has in quite some time. Nervous as she was, She agreed to meet in person. Her mind raced, her head full of confusion. She wondered if she should continue, And go through with this excursion. She gave in - to her heart she'd be true. Her doubts she set aside, Allowing her curiousity to be her guide. To his door she crept, Uncertain of what to expect. Two complete strangers never felt more comfortable, Than him and her that night. A spark was ignited, That wouldn't soon be extinguished. Author --- Trinity3

Tipping Isn’t A City In China
Monday night was Springsteen night. We decided to go eat dinner before the big concert....and new Springsteen political commentary. He did, by the way, loosely refer to the horse lawsuit he is involved in, by means of mentioning "the ability to sue others and be sued...for something that could be talked about". The concert was awesome. The six of us went to eat at Rosebud Cafe on Taylor St.....right in the middle of Little Italy. I was so in my element. But, that's neither here nor there. I can't stand ignorance, so.....Rosebud, I am calling you out. The hostess was cordial and we were seated fairly quickly. Our server popped right up and took our drink orders. Everything seemed hunky dory so far. About 10 minutes later, I'm wondering if our server had forgotten about us. We were ready to at least place an order for an appetizer. Plus we were still waiting on our drinks. Another five minutes pass and someone else brings us our drinks. Still no server. I ate the breadst

How To Eat
Hey, I have a lot of respect for all you guys who like to eat pussy because there are too few of you out there. And I'm not the only woman who says this. Furthermore, some of you guys who are giving it the old college try are not doing too well, so maybe this little lesson will help you out. When a woman finds a man who gives good head, she's found a treasure she's not going to let go of too quickly. This is one rare customer and she knows it. She won't even tell her girlfriends about it or that guy will become the most popular man in town. So, remember, most guys can fuck, and those who can usually do it satisfactorily, but the guy who gives good head, he's got it made. Most women are shy about their bodies. Even if you've got the world's most gorgeous woman in bed with you, she's going to worry about how you like her body. Tell her it's beautiful, tell her which parts you like best, tell her anything, but get her to trust you enough to let you down between her legs. Now stop an

Lightning In The Night Pt. 4 B
Lightning In The Night Pt. 4 b by Ann Douglas Even the fact that Mary was shaven bare brought a tinge of regret from the older girl. In theory, Kara could burn off the hairs on her body with a combination of her heat vision and some specially designed reflectors. Yet with all the trouble it took for her to trim the hair on other parts of her body, it never seemed worth the trouble. Maybe on another day, she might have to reconsider that. Now it was Mary's turn to float in the air as Kara lifted her legs up off the bed and spread them to gain access to the magical pearl between. Mary had no objection at all in being lifted this way because like her counterpart, she had long ago learned there was a certain added intensity to an orgasm if you had it while in a gravity reduced state. Unfortunately, in her case, most of those experiences in what she'd heard other flying heroines call Zooming had been solitary ones. Only one of her previous experiences had bee

What Do You Think
Do you think i should give up on tryin to make friends and talk to people because no one notice i am talkin to them and i am tired of it i mean i care about all my friends and what not but i hate it when i say somethin and it can be anything maybe something important and they dont see what i write so i give up i am quitting why have them if they dont care.

I Need A Few More People For My Contest
OK PEEPS I DOIN A CONTEST IT WILL START 12MIDNIGHT TONIGHT SUNDAY MORNING CENTRAL TIME _____________ RULES. 1.HAVE FUN 2.NO DRAMA NO BS 3.HAVE FUN LMAO PRIZES OK >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> 1ST= TICKER,OR A KEWL HALLOWEEN CUSTOM PICTURE,OR 90,000FU BUCKS 2ND= CORVETTE,OR PORSCHE,OR THE FU MONEY AMOUNT OF A VETTE 3RD MOTORCYCLE,OR 20,000FU BUCKS THIS WILL LAST 1 WEEK,AND STOP ON THE FOLLOWING SUNDAY AT 12CT PM CANDLE MANN IF U WANT IN THANX SLOTS FILLING FAST GET IN WHERE YA FIT IN :p

If I Had My Life To Live Over
IF I HAD MY LIFE TO LIVE OVER I would have burned the pink candle sculpted like a rose before it melted in storage. I would have talked less and listened more. I would have invited friends over to dinner even if the carpet was stained or the sofa faded. I would have eaten the popcorn in the 'good' living room and worried much less about the dirt when someone wanted to light a fire in the fireplace. I would have taken the time to listen to my grandma ramble about his youth. I would never have insisted the car windows be rolled up on a summer day because my hair had just been teased and sprayed. I would have sat on the lawn with my children and not worried about grass stains or the bugs. I would have cried and laughed less while watching television and more while watching my children grow. I would never have bought anything just because it was practical, wouldn't show soil, or was guaranteed to last a lifetime. Instead of wishing away nine months of pregnan

Here Kitty Kitty Kitty!!!! :(
My cat, Mike, ran away 3 days ago. She has been a strictly indoor cat for over 6 years. No, I didn't have her declawed. I would never do that to a cat. I was leaving for work and she just bolted out the door and took off. I tried calling her, and looking for her but she must have panicked. I have "Missing Cat" posters up in the neighborhood. She also has a microchip in her neck. God I hope someone finds her. I call for her everyday. I miss my Mikey. So does Charlie, my other cat. He keeps looking in her hiding spots. Damn. I'm sad. Charlie's sad. Come home Mikey. Please.

He's Amazing.
the guy i'm currently dating is pretty great. he talked with me over the phone until 5 this morning. he likes to talk, which is good because i like to listen, and these are some of the things he said to me last night: 1-he thinks i'd get along with his mom more than i will his dad because i'm such a nice person and so's his mom. 2-he said he's pro-choice- but it's not that, if he got a girl pregnant, he wouldn't want the baby, but it's not his body. 3-apparently, his friend allie says i've changed him. when i asked him what she meant he said that he's nicer to other people now that he's with me. and then there's the things he says about me... which, to be honest, i've heard them all before, (i have a smile that lights up a room, i have beautiful eyes, etc), but it's still sweet. i love it when he makes me laugh too. but enough about that. i have things to do, in a manner of speaking. later.

I Want This For Fitz If Its Not To Late..
I'm hosting my first contest!! I think it will be pretty fun! Anyways - Here are some rules! RULES 1.You MUST have a salute - NO EXCEPTIONS! 2.ALL Entries MUST be SFW! That means - If it is even remotely questionable - Don't bother using it. Choose carefully! 3.NO Drama!!! If I see drama - You will be Disqualified - NO warning given! 4.Self Bombing & Comment Bombing are good. NO SCRIPTERS/CHEATS!! 5. First person to 35,000 points wins!! Comments count as 1 point and Rates count as 5 points!3 6.Contest will start as soon as I get at least 10 entrants. And it will end as soon as the first person gets 35,000 points! PRIZE :: 30 Day Blast ORR A 3 Month V.I.P.! Repost & Sticky - - PLEASE? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ This awesome contest is being brought to you by none other than : ~~Perkkey~~@ fubar (repost of original by '~~Perkkey~~' on '2007-10-28 12:38:57') (repost of original by 'BrattyBytch - {{Shadow Leveler}}' on '2007-10-28 12

Giving Up
Ok, I know I am 23 but i can honestly say I have been through more things than any average girl I know. I wont post on here but i am sure people will have there ideas no matter what but first i want you guys to know i am not giving up in life or anything in that matter i have a great job(hot boss), great family, a lil girl i adore more than anything in this world, socially i am having a blast and getting better. Theres no more drugs and not as much alcohol anymore so in that aspect everything is wonderful. But i think on a relationship level i am giving up i try just dating older guys and they are either boring or just trying to be young all over again and if i wanted that i would just date someone my age but i dont date guys my age the majority of them are fucking idiots..i am begging someone prove me wrong but it sucks i go out on plenty of dates and as i get dressed i already know the questions that would be ask, what he is going to wear, what he is going to say to try and impress m

Unreal Reality
So many times I feel like i am being cheated out of things and life in general. Everquest takes a whole lot of my night time up and finding someone there to share that experiance with is just impossible. But it seems as i have feared that everyone one on the Net.. Eq or otherwise is so utterly fake and unreal with anything they say. It is sad really to think that there isn't one real person left in life. GOd I wish there was. krystinah

The Constitution Of The United States Of America
The Constitution of the United States of America We the people of the United States, in order to form a more perfect union, establish justice, insure domestic tranquility, provide for the common defense, promote the general welfare, and secure the blessings of liberty to ourselves and our posterity, do ordain and establish this Constitution for the United States of America. Article I Section 1. All legislative powers herein granted shall be vested in a Congress of the United States, which shall consist of a Senate and House of Representatives. Section 2. The House of Representatives shall be composed of members chosen every second year by the people of the several states, and the electors in each state shall have the qualifications requisite for electors of the most numerous branch of the state legislature. No person shall be a Representative who shall not have attained to the age of twenty five years, and been seven years a citizen of the United States, and who shall no

Peace
KNOWING PEACE AFTER TRIAL Families I see happy where kids, live happily with both parents. Sometimes make me cry. Even though I know my parents are just being happy being friends. They're day when I wished, I had our family back the way it was. The nights I was alone I look at pictures of us all together wished for those times again. When I could wake up seeing both my parents Christmas morning. Holiday were hard for me to deal with, epically those days. Some nights were tough for me, once in awhile I would pray and hope, to have my family back again. They're times I wished everything was back to the way it was. I know now that God have good plans for me. Realizing the more time I spend with God the emptiness slowly fades away. The pain and hurt has vanished God is filling my heart and soul with peace. Feeling joy deep inside my soul. Knowing that both my parents love me.

So The Gods Must Be Crazy?
Older dude stuck in a younger persons world. All good, make the best of today , learn from yesterday and make the best of tomorrow!! Peeps are always going to hate, but why? WHY NOT?? STOP! !!! Explore the differences and enjoy! Differences are what makes life richer!!! You gotta look out for yourself, and try and be righteous to others. But who draws the line? And where? My opinions sometimes out rule my ass on the checks it can cash, Butt,,,, Etc.... "Why can't we all get along?" Don't we all basicallly want the best for ourselves and our offspring? Can't we achieve our goals without fucking over others? I sure hope so!! Tommorrow has to be better!! So, I am crazy?!?!?

Lessons In Logic!
Lessons in Logic If your father is a poor man, it is your fate but, if your father-in-law is a poor man, it's your stupidity. ............ ......... ......... ......... ......... ......... ......... ...... I was born intelligent - education ruined me. ............ ......... ......... ......... ......... ......... ......... ...... Practice makes perfect..... But nobody's perfect..... . so why practice? ............ ......... ......... ......... ......... ......... ......... ...... If it's true that we are here to help others, then what exactly are the others here for? ............ ......... ......... ......... ......... ......... ......... ...... Since light travels faster than sound, people appear bright until you hear them speak. ............ ......... ......... ......... ......... ......... ......... ...... How come "abbreviated" is such a long word? ............ ......... ......... ......... ......... ......... ........

Help
My Birthday is on November 8th, and i would like to become Rock Star for my Birthday,so i am asking all who have not rated my pics,stash and what not to please help me hit my goal of becoming Rock Star for my Birthday...please and thank you very much.

The Latest Hhappenings With Rebbi, Wbrk, The Noize Network, & The Rambunctious Noize Radio Show
Ok it's been a few weeks since I posted anything ..s and stuff regarding the show in general. Yes I have left WorldRockRadio.com and I am back to my duties on my own internet station WBRK 96BunniRock.com. I recently upgraded the streaming server and got a new host through Spacial Audio. I am still updating website coding as well as doing a few other things with regards to the radio show. I am finally finished with updating The Rambunctious Noize MYSPACE Page and I hope that you'll like the new look I've been slowly working on. It's been so crazy in my life lately with leaving WorldRockRadio and The Krush Radio Network. I am finally able to get some of this stuff done now that Samhain is now finally over. I am also proud to finally & officially announce that I have signed on at WFLMRadio.com and am now going to be syndicated on their station as well as K94Rock.com, V-M-U.com, and MusiciansAddict.com. See below if you are interested in becoming a Noize Network Affiliate below **I

I Am Only One Angel
Echo of Angels by ~Irulana on deviantART I am but One Angel Shining my smiles upon the world Giving my Happiness to many And asking for nothing in return There comes a time when Even One Angel needs help From all those around use To help unfold our own wings Granted many see me as the Light As I bring Happiness and Joy to them And yet ask for nothing in return Even when I need the help myself Still I an but One Angel Smiling for all to see And bringing my Light to many For them to have some of my merriment And still I ask for nothing in return But this One Angel is asking now Will there be someone to help me Unfold my Crinkled up wings? To bring Light into my own days and nights? To shine down upon me as I shine on you? To bring me Joy, Happiness and Merriment? As this One Angel does to you without a complaint? This Angel here grows a bit tired From always having folded wings And giving all she has to give For everyone to take and see There

If Jesus Was A Drive-thru Cashier
I have to confess, my youngest daughter wrote this. She works in a fast-food restaurant and has an odd sense of humor. She makes me laugh hysterically. This might be blaspheming, but I'm prolly gonna end up in Hell anyway... ah the things i think about... Jesus: Hello, welcome to Eternal Damnation, may I take your order today? Customer: Ya hold on a second would ya? Jesus: Go ahead and order whenever you're ready. (two minutes tick by) Customer: Do you have any specials? Jesus: Today we have the Devil in Georgia meal on sale, which includes a picture of the Charlie Daniels Band. Customer: Uhhhhh.... (silence) Customer: I'll take two of those. But can I have one with Angel Food Cake? Jesus: That will be an extra 29 cents. Is that ok? Customer: Shit... Yeah... I guess. And I want one of those thingies... with chicken? Jesus: Are you referring to the Acts of Job side order? Customer: No... the other thing. With cheese and stuff like that.

Haters
U DUDES ON HERE REALLY GOT A NERVE TO COME AND HATE ON ME WHEN U LOOK LIKE ROAD KILL.JUST BECAUSE U FIND IT COOL TO PAY FOR A FEMALES BLAST SO U CAN LOOK AT HER TITS IS UR PROBLEM,DON'T MAKE ME UR PROBLEM.I DON'T LOOK FOR FRIENDS ON HERE AND DON'T NEED ANY SO THE HELL WITH THE LOW RATES AND THE FAGS ON HERE LOOKING AT MY PAGE FOR WAYS TO ATTRACT THE LADIES.U NEED ADVICE IT COSTS AND FRANKLY I DON'T SEE ANY DUDES ON HERE THAT CAN COVER THE BILL.SO, TO ALL U DUDES ON HERE LOOKING FOR DRAMA SAVE IT BECAUSE I'M NOT THE ONE.GOTO A BAR AND THROW A DRINK IN SOMEONES FACE IF U WANT TO BE A THUG.DON'T COME ONLINE LOOKING FOR TROUBLE,IT WON'T BOOST YOUR PROFILE VIEWS.SORRY :-(

Taking Chances
As I stand, looking forward the hustle and bustle only inches away Do I dare to do or stay where safety is If I stay I feel alone but only feet away It is life at it's fullest is it really that hard to cross seeing what can happen or just to take a chance and engulf all of the pleasures across the street. My heart screams cross the street, take chance If you don't you may loose the beat so please go with the flow do not be afraid of the hassles and bustles-life is hassle as is you take those chances and win My chance has come a break in the traffic do I walk with elegance or just run like a rabbit scared seconds feel like hours If I go, will I survive Do not be afraid The Angel will guide you Trough those moments of doubts Taking your hand and helping Along safely to pass the cross walk Do not have a fear The decision has come to go or not to go I take the moment with the first step I turn back to my garde

Blind
There are some people who can't seen whats happening in front their eyes. They have eyes but not the view to see. I had someone "special", she was like that. And still will be.....so crazy & I dont know how to explain..."stubborn" should be the appropriate word for her. Funny thing is, we broke up and she put me on "ignore" & she doesnt even know that I can not see what she wrote about/in reply. Whatever, Its very hard for me also. I loved her & will always love her. But, she doesnt need to know that. Its life, many a things happen to it and you got to live with it. I have chosen to live with the good memories I had with her. Sounds sad, but I will live.

Project Playlist #1 ??? ((big Cheater On Fubar))
This just doesn't seem right, that the #1 site in points, is not even a real person. Joined 4-1/2 months ago, all points are from the 9,451 referrals, no friends, and no pics, no salute still level 10, never given a happy hour. This seems a slam to all the other real people that are high in points, (not me)and spend their cash on happy hours and other things to support Fubar. With 10,000 points, or 20,000 during Happy Hour for each referral there is no hope for anyone else to ever be #1.. bummer This is a Phantom Public Service announcement ¢â¢¾Phantom¢¾¢â@ fubar

Hall Of Famer Passes Away
WWE Hall of Famer The Fabulous Moolah Passes Away Date Added: November 03, 2007 Story By: Marc Middleton - WWE.com has announced the passing of WWE Hall of Famer, The Fabulous Moolah. Apparently Moolah passed away last night sometime. On behalf of everyone here at the site, our condolences go out to the family of Moolah. No cause of death has been confirmed yet, but WWE should release more details soon. It's believed Moolah was 84. Fabulous Moolah passes away Written: November 3, 2007 Related Content * Fabulous Moolah photos * Moolah is remembered by her friends WWE is saddened by the passing of Lillian Ellison, who was known to sports-entertainment fans as Hall of Famer Fabulous Moolah. She passed away last night in Columbia, S.C. In the world of women’s wrestling, there will always be one irrefutable legend that stands head and shoulders above the rest: The Fabulous Moolah. She was the longest reigning champion in the history of her chosen sport,

Afternoon Off...
"The baby's not yours!" The daytime drama's overly familiar shout heralded a lazy afternoon. I rolled over on the couch, facing away from the beautiful blonde vixen, and closed my eyes. I didn't lay there long, before I felt a finger trace my chin and whisper down my neck. I turned and opened my eyes to see him smiling, sitting next to me. "What are you..." I stammered, still half asleep. "I'm not available to meet with you tomorrow. I was checking to see if you could fit me in now." There was a sense of urgency in his voice that warmed my blood, but I really had to maintain my composure this time; I didn't need a repeat of last week's appointment. "You woke me up. You were fucking late last week, and this week you think you can come in anytime you like. Absolutely unacceptable. Take your fucking pants off and bend over the chair. I need to think about your punishment." This time, it wouldn't be the soft whip, I needed to break him again. I needed to show him wh

Concert And A Drink...
'People should really pay more attention to who they meet online,' I thought to myself as I handed my ticket to the large bouncer at the gate. He didn't think I would ever find him here, but then again, he didn't really know me as well as he thought he did. Once inside, the pounding music throbbed in my legs, moving its way up and mixing with the excitement that already surged through my blood. It became a great compliment to the arousal I already felt in the pit of my stomach. A good chase was almost as good as great sex. I caught his scent instantly. It was musk, vanilla, and sex, and then my animal senses picked up the arousal and fear. This was definitely him, and the scent led me into the pit. I was a bit disappointed that my prey would be this easy to capture. I pivoted this way and that to maneuver through the mass of sweaty bodies between my victim and myself, and then I spied him. I pushed my way to him quickly, forcing aside those unfortunate enough to p

My Bar Rules
for those of you that don't know me very well or feel you have a right to harrass me, here are some basic rules i go by when here.. if you can't respect them then i really don't give a damn. it's my page not yours so gtfo if you don't like it. 1. if you are in my family then you have earnt a place there. adding me to yours or bitching at me about why you are not in my family will not change my mind and put you there. not to say that i don't have friends that are not in my family.. but it is limited in space and for once in this lifetime, i can choose my family! lol jk.. well sorta :P 2. i do not do cam or cyber sex.. no ifs or buts.. if you ask me about it i will delete you 3. i love the mumms and will enjoy the flirting, chatting, laughing, bashing and mocking but that is it. don't come to my shoutbox and try for a bit of one on one action or to continue whatever was said in the mumm. my shoutbox is different territory altogether! 4. i often stay online but do not stay at

Life Lessons
1 - First Important Lesson - Cleaning Lady. During my second month of college, our professor gave us a pop quiz. I was a conscientious student and had breezed through the questions until I read the last one: 'What is the first name of the woman who cleans the school?' Surely this was some kind of joke. I had seen the cleaning woman several times. She was tall, dark-haired and in her 50s, but how would I know her name? I handed in my paper, leaving the last question blank. Just before class ended, one student asked if the last question would count toward our quiz grade. 'Absolutely,' said the professor 'In your careers, you will meet many people. All are significant They deserve your attention and care, even if all you do is smile and say 'hello.' I've never forgotten that lesson. I also learned her name was Dorothy. 2. - Second Important Lesson - Pickup in the Rain One night, at 11:3 0 p.m., an older African American woman was standing on the side of

Ok People
As a few of you may know I am only on once a week for a few more months or,, weeks.. Since looking back. I figured I have lost contact to most of you.. And either we barely speak to each other or only few times and that was it. So next week to all the ones that are on my friends list(except some new/recent ones) I will be going through my list and deleting some. If you want to be kept on it.. let me know.. If not.. don't bother I guess. If you have to think more than a week to figure out..(that's part of the why bother) Will be sad but,,sorry... I am on here for friends and family sorry,, Was at a stage I was looking for points, but will come out of it?Adding people just for points? I say if your funny make me laugh.. If you want a conversation. Pick a subject. If you just want to be silly..I can try to be that. I am a good friend for those who want one I may not have the advice all the time. But I will listen like you are actually talking to me. If I seem distant ask me if

Me
I am having sum trouble with life in general . I can't see out of the tunnel I'm in . It's as if somthing keeps holding my head under the water & only let's me up to take a breath every now and then . Well just thought I'd vent for now l8r

Oxen
Oxen are the animals of agriculture and work. If you dream of oxen you may see yourself as wanting to return to a simpler, farm-based life, or that your work is never ending. Are you bearing the burdens of others unnecessarily or unfairly?

What Your Missing
Whats the deal people I know yall are smarter than this....... I enjoyed this sight when I first joined. The points were something new, its cool that you can actually see who is visiting or stalking your page lmao, but in all honesty its become a circle of backstabbing and drama recently. So bad, its too the point that I am not sure if I want to be here anymore. Most of you wont care I will be just a blip on your radar, if that. However, there are a few people who actually care and have remained true friends even through the bull crap. To those of you little Hitlers who enjoy running circles around everyone else's business and make your own drama by backstabbing its absolutely ridiculous. Some one takes the time and effort to make you a lounge even though they are running thier own successful lounge then you block them and steal one of their dj's. Its petty. then you cause so much drama in the X that Buzz deleted the room, he created it to give yall a great place to ha

Hottest Bar Check Out Rednecks Bar
CHECK OUT THE BEST REDNECK LOUNGE ON FUBAR...IT'S NEW AND GROWING COME CHECK IT OUT...JUST CLICK THE PIC AND IT TAKES YOU THERE.... (repost of original by '~Kesha88~1st Alert Hotties Capt~' on '2007-11-07 17:43:15') (repost of original by 'DJ_TWIZTED REDNECK ~~WICKED REDNECK BROTHER**~head enforcer@rednecks lounge' on '2007-11-07 17:46:34') (repost of original by 'DJSexyRebelBabe aka Nessa ~ DjCrazy Juggalo's Fubar Wifey * Owner Of Rednecks Bar *' on '2007-11-07 17:49:11') (repost of original by 'Brandi Jo *~*~enforcer@rednecks~*~*' on '2007-11-07 17:59:16') (repost of original by 'DJSexyRebelBabe aka Nessa ~ DjCrazy Juggalo's Fubar Wifey * Owner Of Rednecks Bar *' on '2007-11-07 18:29:03') (repost of original by 'DJ_TWIZTED REDNECK ~~WICKED REDNECK BROTHER**~head enforcer@rednecks lounge' on '2007-11-07 18:43:03') (repost of original by 'PRNZES~~HEAD_STRIPPER@REDNECKS~~' on '2007-11-08 00:13:42') (repost of original by 'DJSexyRebelBabe aka Nessa ~ DjCrazy Juggalo's Fubar W

One Week Anniversary
hey yall, plz join ths bar, i am the co owner, and it is ths shit, plz join just no drama, that is the one and only rule, come in and join the fun, and the Outlaw Family http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=51599

Hello There
Hello there, a friend recommended this site to me and so I thought I'd check it out! I'm an engineer from Bristol, UK and I love science fiction, music, history, art, re-enactment, reading, current affairs - Really lots of cultural things. I'm currently getting into Star Trek the original series. Only 40 years too late :) I've written some reviews which I'll probably place here as blogs, maybe they will prove entertaining who knows. Cool, Amy

Real Men!
WHAT IS A REAL MAN? 1.) A REAL MAN respects his mother and places his family first. 2.) A REAL MAN RAISES HIS KIDS, not JUST out of pocket either. 3.) A REAL MAN supports his woman to develop herself. 4.) A REAL MAN doesn't worry about what others depict as a real man. Walk in his shoes first and then tell him what makes him A REAL MAN. 5.) A REAL MAN doesn't Break Promises 6.) A REAL MAN calls you beautiful, not hot, sexy, or fine as fuck. 8.) A REAL MAN CALLS YOU on a daily basis - NO MATTER HOW BUSY OR TIRED HE IS. 9.) A REAL MAN looks past what he's heard about you or what his friends think of you. 10.) A REAL MAN wants to spend as much time as he can with you & won't get sick of you. 11.) A REAL MAN comes over just to watch movies with you. 12.) A REAL MAN kisses you on the forehead just because. 13.) A REAL MAN doesn't tell you what he thinks you want to hear. He tells you what's real. 14.) A REAL MAN should be treated like one. 15.) A

I Love You To!!!
Current mood: confused Category: Dreams and the Supernatural She had always liked him. But never truly knew why. He never talked to her. His friends had made her cry. She smiled at him in the hall. He just turned his head. He did not care about her. Is what he always said. But she kept her chin up. And she loved him still. Because she knew what was inside. A hole that she could fill .His friends soon caught word. Of her feelings toward him. They found it hysterical. But her love did not dim. She knew that she was better. Than what they thought she was. But still her heart was his. For reasons she knew not of. She slowly became more forlorn. Slipping deep into a hole. He was still ignoring her. Breaking her delicate soul. But her love did not falter. She always thought of him. But all the rumors about her. Put her closer to the brim .On the final day. His friends played a trick. Told her that he loved her. Just to watch her tick. Sadly she believed them .And she was overjoyed. Li

Ok Heres The Deal
Ok. I'm so sick of people being on my list and me not talking to them or them not talking to me. I dont want to be a B*tch but look either talk to me or delete me from ur friends list......please than thanks and if ur gonna talk to me dont do it thru my shoutbox i get to many ppl sendin me messages on there. I cant read half of them please and thanks

Are You Strange Too?
Only great minds can read this fi yuo cna raed tihs, yuo hvae a sgtrane mnid too Cna yuo raed tihs? Olny 55 plepoe out of 100 can. i cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr theltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe . Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt!

More About Me
1. Who was the last person to call you baby? my boyfriend 2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart? usually 3. If you got the chance to kiss the last person you kissed, would you? Yes 4. Has someone ever sang a song to you? Yes 5. Do you play Sudoku? yes 6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness would you survive? Yup 18. If your house was on fire, what would be the first thing you would do? take my daughter and get out 19. Who was the last person you shared a bed with? Miranda (my daughter) 20. Who do you text the most?my boyfriend 21. Who last said they loved you & meant it? Miranda 22. What color are your eyes? Brown 23. How tall are you? 5'3 25. Do you like your parents? I dont like them I love them 26. Do you secretly like someone? A secret to the world but he knows 28. Who was the last person you said you loved on the phone? my boyfriend 29. Favorite ex?How dumb if they were your favorite they wouldnt

Me
Weight:: Like I am gunna tell Right or left-handed:: Right Heritage:: German,English, Irish, Cherokee Indian Are you in love?:: Yeah How do you alleviate stress?::Sex, drink, scream Do you swear?:: What? Who me?? If you could have any job, what would it be?:: I don't know What are your favorite sports to watch?:: My kids and ones they play What was your first car?:: 1965 Rambler What kind of car do you have now?:: Pontiac Mini Van Were you popular in high school?:: For the most part Do you like thunderstorms?:: Yea Is the glass half empty or half full?:: Depends, whose glass? Best places you have ever been?:: Vacations Favorite food?:: Steak Least favorite food?:: Lima Beans What type of music do you dislike most?::Opera, Jazz?? Do you take illegal drugs?:: Should I?? Do you believe in love at first sight?:: Yeah sorta If you're not in love now, have you ever been?:: Am Are you a risk taker?:: Mostly What do you think about most?:: I think to much about to

Eemotions
Love is not about giving or receiving gifts but about sharing each other's feelings and letting each other know how much you really care. You need to be romantic, creative, and unique. The best way to show someone you really care is by words and how your actions make them feel special. You need to say something coming from the heart and show them from your soul. Love them for who they are and not for who you are. I thought I had found that special someone in my life. Life was good. the things that we did for easch other and the times we shared together. is what really made me fallin love with this person. I can still recall some of the best moments that we shared together. A long time ago we would call each other and talk for hours about things that really didnt even matter. Conversations that last all night long just so we could here each others voice. There were times that all we would do was ride around town just so we could listen to music. and have a good time. we hung out with

Life Sux
Life is good sometimes, untill one think sends it right into the shitter. I wish me life was full of love and laughter, but its not everytime I think its goin to be ok someone comes along and shit all over it, and its gettin to the point where i can deal with the pain anymore. I don't know where to turn to anymore, everyone just puts me down. tells me i need to do this or i have to do this. O wish someone would just help me and not just order me around or run my life. help thats all i need someone to talk to to love me for who i am.