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Cock....
Ok I am really loving it here at CT and all but I am really wondering what the whole point is to having more cock pictures on your page than anything else...I mean come on now there is not many ways to show it off...and no matter what angle you point your camera....its not gonna get any bigger boys. I enjoy sex as much as the next straight or semi straight gal but come on guys...

Favorite Christmas Present Contest
Best christmas present contest. Enter a picture of your favorite christmas present. Dates to be announced once enough entries are recieved. First 10 entries will be taken. Winner is picture with most comments. Prizes given for 1st, 2nd and 3rd places. Send link to photo you wish to use to my PM Present can be item or animal. Hurry and enter, this one will be fun. You can comment you own picture if you wish. Comment bombing welcome

Last Night/the Errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrric
Originally Published, 6/25/06 Eric came back from a few weeks in Florida and I decided to put together a little thing for him. Obviously going away for a few weeks doesn't necessitate a party, but this guy has 7 weeks left in town and we need to make as many memories as possible. Mi amigo is set to begin grad school at SUNY - Stonybrook (State University of NY at Stonybrook, Long Island). I was pretty pleased at who all showed (those who didn't will be later mentioned in a blog entitled "Darth Shaba" - look for it). ALL of the old school clique showed up: Marcus, Michelle, Stephanie, Stephanie's hubby, Tasha, Jamie, Jamie's sister, my boys Aaron and George and some others. We started off with a couple drinks and some pool at John Wayne's and then went to Pepper's after about an hour. I have to say that the night was friggin perfect. I didn't meet anyone or hookup, but that really wasn't what the night was about. I hooked up Tasha and a friend (who I think she reall

::: I'm This Girl ::: Not!
Message: I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because she's sleepy, but because she wants to be closer to you... Bullshit.. I'm the girl kicking your ass to move ovah baby cuz your hoggin' the bed! I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than inside your bedroom or in an expensive restaurant... You know it.. I like it wet! I'm the girl who says,"ok, but you owe me..." jokingly not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you... say my name.. say my name.. repeat after me -- LIAR, LIAR.. bwahahaha I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like, I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms... NOT.. I came, I saw, I conquered.. and I get the hell out. I'm the girl who never forgets the all sweet little things you do for me... Sic.. vomit.. next. I'm the girl who never gives up hope even when I tell others I have... Hope.. wtf is that?! I'm the gir

Sent To Me By A Friend Hot Wax Not A Friend
Hot Wax is not our Friend All hair removal methods have tricked women with their promises of easy, painless removal - The epilady, scissors, razors, Nair and now...the wax. My night began as any other normal weeknight. Come home, fix dinner, play with the kids. I then had the thought that would ring painfully in my mind for the next few hours: 'Maybe I should pull the waxing kit out of the medicine cabinet.1 So I headed to the site of my demise: the bathroom. It was one of those 'cold wax' kits. No melting a clump of wax, you just rub the strips together in your hand, they get warm and you peel them apart and press them to your leg (or wherever else) and you pull the hair right off. No muss, no fuss. How hard can it be? I mean, I'm not a genius but I am mechanically inclined enough to figure this out. (Ya think!?!) So I pull one of the thin strips out. It's two strips facing each other stuck together. Instead of rubbing them together, my genius kicks in so I get out the hair dryer

Chili Con Carne Y Chocolate
Chili Con Carne y Chocolate Yield: 6 servings Ingredients 3 tablespoons olive oil 4 onions, chopped 2 pounds / 1 kg minced beef 2 cloves of garlic, chopped 2 cans (14 oz / 400 g each) tomatoes 2-4 red chilies, chopped 1 red sweet pepper, chopped 4 teaspoons ground cumin ½ teaspoon ground pepper 2 teaspoons oregano 2 bay leaves 2-3 teaspoons salt 1-2 cans (14 oz / 400 g each) beans (red, white or black), drained 2 oz bittersweet chocolate Cheddar cheese for garnishing (optional) Method 1. Cook the minced beef, onion and garlic in olive oil. 2. Stir in tomatoes, chili, sweet pepper, salt and spices and cook for 15-30 minutes. 3. Add more chili, salt or spices as required. 4. Add beans and cook until heated. 5. Add chocolate, mix well when melted. 6. Serve with rice, cheddar cheese and a salad.

2 Da Sexxxy Onez ..added More To Prizes
HEY EVERYONE !!!! OK SO I FIGURED IT WAS MY TURN TO BE THE HOSTESS OF A CONTEST INSTEAD OF BEING IN ONE..LOL.. THE CONTEST IS GUNNA BE CALLED "BE BOSS LADY'S VALENTINE" IT'S GUNNA START ON FEBRUARY 1ST STARTING AT 11 AM EST AND IT WILL BE ENDING FEBRUARY 13TH @ 12 MIDNIGHT EST. SO COME HAVE FUN AND ENTER ! SO SEND ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE ONLY SO I GET IT FOR SURE IF YOU WANNA ENTER AND I WILL GO RIP YOUR PICTURE,I NEED TO HAVE ALL ENTRIES BY JANUARY 31ST. ~** RULES **~ . COMMENT BOMBING ALLOWED . YOU CAN BOMB YOURSELF . PIMP YOURSELF . NO HATING ON OTHERS IN CONTEST,WE'RE HERE TO HAVE FUN ! . WINNER IS GUNNA BE BASED ON MOST COMMENTS,HOWEVER IF THERE IS A TIE IT WILL COME DOWN TO COMMENTS AND RATES,SO MAKE SURE TO TELL PEOPLE TO RATE ALSO. . I'M GUNNA GIVE EVERYONE THAT ENTERS 10 COMMENTS TO START OFF WITH. ***** PRIZE ****** PRIZE(S) WILL BE BOUGHT FROM CHERRY GIFT SHOP AND ALL MONEY EARNED FROM CONTEST GOES TO WINNER,SO THE MORE

The Badger And The Bear / Lakota Legend
On the edge of a forest there lived a large family of badgers. In the ground their dwelling was made. Its walls and roof were covered with rocks and straw. Old father badger was a great hunter. He knew well how to track the deer and buffalo. Every day he came home carrying on his back some wild game. This kept mother badger very busy, and the baby badgers very chubby. While the well- fed children played about, digging little make-believe dwellings, their mother hung thin sliced meats upon long willow racks. As fast as the meats were dried and seasoned by sun and wind, she packed them carefully away in a large thick bag. This bag was like a huge stiff envelope, but far more beautiful to see, for it was painted all over with many bright colors. These firmly tied bags of dried meat were laid upon the rocks in the walls of the dwelling. In this way they were both useful and decorative. One day father badger did not go off for a hunt. He stayed at home, making new arrows. His children

Pissed
just so ya'll know. just cuz i am happy with myself does not mean i think i am better than u... i just dont wanna deal with childish ppl and... and im sry if ur mad at me for that.... the ppl involved in this drama kno who they are...and i guess i could say im sorry but im not...i really trusted one of you...thought i could count on u for anything...the other person...yea u were cool at first but ur charm wears off... so stop thinkin that u are so damn cute...to my brother : stab me in the back again please... whatever im pissed off....only 1 person could make me happy right now...

Feeling Blah Tonight !!!!!
I am really feeling blah tonight and i just really hate feeling like this and i have no idea why i feel the way i do and i just want it to stop now not later....home life is not what it used to be with hubby and family for some reason my hubby is the biggest jerk there is anymore and if he keeps it up i am out of here. I do love him very very much we have been together for almost 7 years and married for almost 4 and a half years. But i just don't know how much more i can take from him and family is just a different story!!! Me and my sister have been raising our brother's 2 wonderful children since june 29th,2006,because his wife up and left him and the kids with him and she doesn't want them and he can't take care of them right now living in a very small appartment but it is fine with me that the kids are with us because they are better off with us and being well taking care of and she can die for all i care anymore..She is a slut and more but i am not going to get into that...lol...I

Wishing Well...
Wishing Well... > > I was given an acre of land, > and in this field a wishing well did stand. How lucky could I be, > to have this all just for me? > > So I went to take a peek, > but found this well had sprung > a leak. > > The rocks along the outer wall, > turned to rubble and waited to fall. > All the water soaked in the ground, > grants of wishes no longer found. > > So I saved my tokens from this pit, > for this wishing well wasn't worth a shit. > > Kept my thoughts for a Genie in a lamp, cause this hole wasn't even damp. > Desperate and broke, I needed to sell > this worthless acre and valueless well. > > So I leaned over the edge to look inside, my mouth dropped open and my > eyes grew wide. > Much to my surprise, was a pond of gold, a treasure I surely couldn't wait to hold. It was dropped by dreamers of the past, all hoping for some miracles to be cast. > So I found a rope and climbed to

Filthy
I am happiest when im filthy sex on my mind. twisted and sick Dont be afraid. Just agree with me you know its right you know you want it dont try to make this all complicated its the most simple thing that there is the carnal side of human nature and its honest you know it feels too good to be sin spread your legs and open your mind you're dripping already so stop wasting time i am happiest when im filthy sex on my mind. twisted and sick dont be afraid. just agree with me you know its right and you know you want it tonight theres nothing we wont try from sweet soft lust to the darkest parts of our minds and its bad but so good the pain and the sweat and the cum what a mess its so good I wont allow safe words or limits tonight cuz youre mine all mine lets see how much more you can take spread your legs and open your mind you're soaking already so stop wasting time I am happiest when im filthy sex on my mind twisted and sick dont be afraid just agree w

True Friendship
"True" Friendship None of that Sissy Crap Are you tired of those sissy "friendship" poems that always sound good, but never actually come close to reality? like this? www.hostdrjack.com Well, here is a series of promises that actually speak of true friendship. You will see no cutesy little smiley faces on this card- just the stone cold truth of our great friendship. 1. When you are sad -- I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry bastard who made you sad. 2. When you are blue -- I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile -- I will know you finally got laid. 4. When you are scared -- I will rag on you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried -- I will tell you horrible stories about how muc h worse it could be until you quit whining. 6. When you are confused -- I will use little words. 7. When you are sick -- Stay the hell away from me until you are well again. I don't want whatever you have.

Valkyries
In his role as god of battle & the dead Odin was assisted by the Valkyries. They are depicted as Amazon-like warrior-women or goddesses, tall, strong & clad in battle amour with black faces & long flowing hair. They sometimes appeared as swans but more usually as Ravens or carrion Crows flying over the battlefield. The Valkyries rode on Horseback through the sky above the battle & swooped down to collect the souls of the dead warriors. They carried the heroes across their saddles & back to Valhalla. The name Valkyrie is in fact a title & means "the chooser of the slain". In Anglo-Saxon the word is translated as " waelcyrge" & has the meaning of "corpse eater". In this Saxon version they are represented as a triple goddess of death & battle, similar to the Irish Morrigan, the Furies of Greek myth or the Nordic goddesses known as the Norns. In many ways the Valkyries had much in common with the Norns, the triad of Norse goddesses of fate who weave the destiny of the human race on their

My Candy Heart
Your Candy Heart Says "Get Real" You're a bit of a cynic when it comes to love. You don't lose your head, and hardly anyone penetrates your heart. Your ideal Valentine's Day date: is all about the person you're seeing (with no mentions of v-day!) Your flirting style: honest and even slightly sarcastic What turns you off: romantic expectations and "greeting card" holidays Why you're hot: you don't just play hard to get - you are hard to getWhat Does Your Candy Heart Say?

The Awakening
" The Awakening " As the day begins to melt away And the oak trees begin to sway A moist night wind begins to blow I can feel the energy begin to flow A heavy fog is rollling in A faint mist falling against my skin Slipping through the shadows without a sound In the distance I hear a barking hound Quite a dismal town this seems to be So unsuspecting of those like me Never admitting that I even exist Complacant with life, the truth they resist Tonight's the night I reveal to all And crush their hypocrytical gall Slipping through the alleyways Past the diner called Auntie Mae's Ever so cautious, Quite as a mouse As I reach the mayor's house I can feel the storm moving in And I feel something twitch in my chin A soft glow coming from inside Reflecting off the car parked outside The kitchen light left aglow On a dimmer switch turned down low All the sudden the lightening flashes Two seconds later the thunder crashes The evening mist turns to

Confused Child
Little johnny came home from school with a note from his teacher saying that johnny was having trouble telling the difference between boys and girl,and would his mother please sit him down and have a talk with johnny about this. So johnnys mother takes him quietly by the hand upstairs to her bedroom and closes the door."First johnny,I want you to take off my blouse,She said,So johnny unbuttons her blouse and takes it off. "Ok now take off my skirt" now take off my bra,which he does. "And now johnny please take off my panties"johnny finishes removing these too.! His mother then says, ((JOHNNY ,PLEASE DON'T WEAR ANY OF MY CLOTHES TO SCHOOL ANYMORE)) !!

What The Hell Is Going On???
What in the hell is going on in the world? It seams as though life never lets us have a break from the stress. Between raising kids and trying to hold together a marrage where is there any time for anything. Sometimes it would just be nice if there was a pause button just to give us a minute to clear our heads. To really think things through and make the best choice every time. I know that I have made a lot of mistakes in the last year or so that I wish I would have thougth through before jumping to conclusions. I guess sometime you really never know what you have untill it is gone. Fortunatly sometimes there is a secound chance for us. God knows I have needed my fair share of them. Well I guess I need to think a little more before I act. Now if only I would listen to my own advice! Ha like that is ever going to happen. Well I guess that is all. Wish me luck!

You Be The Judge
so i get this email from my ex: This is to inform you,that if you do not contact me soon,we are going to take legal action against you for visitation and custody of madison. I have been Extremely patient with you,and you have completely ignored me,i am her father,and i will be allowed to see my daughter,and i believe a judge will agree with me. You've gotten off easy so far with me agreeing that we had open visitation,and now you are abusing that. You and only you,are keeping me from seeing my daughter,this will end. To keep things civil,and out of the court system,i suggest you contact me immediately so i can again start seeing my daughter on a regular basis. -Jack this is my reply: This is to inform you,that if you do not contact me soon,- Jack, you don't make it easy to contact you without you accusing me of me being obsessed and stalking you. Also, Jen tells me, as you know because I sent you some of the 48 text messages I received from her in Dec., saying not to contact

This Is One Of The Best Poems I Know
For those of you who wonder where I got this from to put on your site as a comment, I wish I wrote it but I didn't I just love it though. It describes a woman in ways eyes cant see, nor a heart can feel, it simply just is, beauty, plain and simple so without anymore fanfare, here is Lord Byron's She walks in beauty like the night. SHE walks in beauty, like the night Of cloudless climes and starry skies; And all that's best of dark and bright Meet in her aspect and her eyes: Thus mellow'd to that tender light Which heaven to gaudy day denies. One shade the more, one ray the less, Had half impair'd the nameless grace Which waves in every raven tress, Or softly lightens o'er her face; Where thoughts serenely sweet express How pure, how dear their dwelling-place. And on that cheek, and o'er that brow, So soft, so calm, yet eloquent, The smiles that win, the tints that glow, But tell of days in goodness spent, A mind at peace with all below, A heart whose love is

Thank You Carlos
Just want to send a thank you out to Carlos out for buying me a blast today.. People have been begging me for more pics, So I managed to take a couple Tonight.. As For Saulte pics go, I was asked for them by alot of people. SO I'm only doing saultes to people who buy me blast, or a big pimp'n gift, or a Cherry Spot light. They Will Get to have an Input on How they want it done. and what props they want involved (chocolate, cherries, oil, feet fetish ones, its up to you. The Bigger The Gift the more pics you get, 1 day blast , 1 pic, 7 day blast 3 pics, 30 days blast 7 pics. I've done 3 examples of saultes to people. I got a folder made just for them and 1 in my default to promote it. Carlos, James and Jester have boughten me blast.. Thank you so much. here are the links to the new pics.. Lots of Love and Kisses SexySherry ~Pole Princess~

Part I
Her palms were a bit sweaty, hear heart was racing, she honestly didn’t know what to expect. She’d seen one picture, and talked online. She had no idea who would approach her with the greeting “Good evening Little One.” As she walked off the jet-way, she smoothed her hair down and adjusted her skirt. Throwing her shoulders back, she reassured herself that it was going to be a good weekend. Just then, someone grabbed her elbow, leading her away from the terminal. She had only one bag, as he’d instructed her to bring only what she could carry on the plane. She turned to her left to look up at this man, this “Master” she’d come to meet. “Hello pet, it’s good to finally have you here,” he said. That settled her nerves a bit, but she was still anxious about what lay ahead. She didn’t know if they would ‘dive right into it,’ or spend some time getting a little more used to each other in the flesh rather than from behind computers. The drive through Atlanta was pleasant. She’d

A Sweet Story About Frogs
FROGS Once upon a time there was a bunch of tiny frogs.... who arranged a running competition. The goal was to reach the top of a very high tower. A big crowd had gathered around the tower to see the race and cheer on the contestants.... The race began.... Honestly: No one in crowd really believed that the tiny frogs would reach the top of the tower. You heard statements such as: "Oh, WAY too difficult!!" "They will NEVER make it to the top." or: "Not a chance that they will succeed. The tower is too high!" The tiny frogs began collapsing. One by one.... Except for those, who in a fresh tempo, were climbing higher and higher.... The crowd continued to yell, "It is too difficult!!! No one will make it!" More tiny frogs got tired and gave up.... But ONE continued higher and higher and higher.... This one wouldn't give up! At the end everyone else had given up climbing the tower. Except for the one tiny frog who, after

Longest Legs On Cherry Now Open!!!
I haven't seen so many wonderful miles of legs in years! Please show these glorious lady legs some lovin! Winner is based on number of comments AND ratings. 1st Place receives a 1 Day Cherry Blast! 2nd Place receives a 10,000 gift from Cherry Shop! 3rd Place receives a 1,000 gift from Cherry Shop! And ALL winners get all pics rated 10's and commented on! Contest ends next Wednesday at 6:30pm CST. Please show tons of love because they all deserve it!!!!! And thank you ladies for participating in my very first contest!!!! ***kisses*** BeerQueen Sam~Beer Queen~@ CherryTAP

His Love
When he is over me I feel his strength. When I am at his feet I feel his gentleness. When he holds me down I feel his power. When he looks at me I see his desire. When his hand stings my skin I feel his love. When he smiles at me I feel acceptance. When he is with me I am whole. When he is gone I am empty.

Please?lol
*has a random favour to ask* could you possibly go to this link http://vampirefreaks.com/main.php?r=1522993 and sign up there? o.o It doesn't matter if you don't really use it after like but I just need to get people to join via that link for a referal competition the site is holding atm and I'm not doing so well yet ;_; Please?

S.g.d
Little Miss Muffet Sweet girl's school stuff and A country smile and charm Out in the back Of my '58 Chevy She said she'd do me no harm You know she makes me feel good Just like a bad girl should She goes down She goes down She goes down Down, down, down Sassy little lassie Walking right past me Down in Tennessee Always a lady I love Southern ladies They just know how to please It's like connecting the dots Start at the bottom, lick it to the top She goes down She goes down She goes down Down, down, down All of the day All of the night Lick those lips Do you up right Up and down Round and round Round the world Scream it out You know she makes me feel good C'ya out in Hollywood Flat on my back she goes down For backstage pass, she goes down With all of my friends, she goes down She gives heart attack, she goes... She goes down She goes down She goes down Down, down, down

For Missing Children
THE SPIRIT OF A CHILD WHO HAS VANISHED IN THE NIGHT, THERE WAS NO STRUGGLE, NO RESISTANCE, NO FIGHT NO MOMMY AND DADDY TOO HOLD THEM TIGHT, THE PRECIOUS LITTLE DIAMONDS WHERE STOLEN IN THE NIGHT. THE DARKNESS SWALLOWS AND IT WILL DIGEST, TAKE THERE LIFE , THERE FINAL BREATHE A SHELL, A CORE, A FLAME THAT WILL NOT BURN, TOO LOSE A LIFE SO PRECIOUS,OF THIS DEATH WE MUST LEARN, ALL THATS LEFT IS A NAME AND SOME ASHES IN AN URN, AND A FAIMILY WITH NO WORLD LEFT TO TURN. CAN'T EXPLAIN THE FEELINGS WHEN A CHILD IS GONE, PEOPLE SAVE UP THE COURAGE AND HAVE TO MOVE ON. BUT HAVE NO FEAR WE ARE ALL SOLIDIERS IN THE EYES OF GOD, THEY WILL MAKE IT TO THE PEARLY GATES IT IS'NT SO HARD THEY WILL BE SAFE IN A PLACE, WHERE EVERYONE REMEMBERS THERE FACE, AND THEY WILL NEVER BE MISPLACED. LET THEM GO NOW THERE STARTING TO GROW THERE WINGS AND THE HEAVENLY BEAM, IT'S ALL PART OF REALITY AS HARD AS IT SEEMS, LET THE CHILDREN FEEL NO PAIN TAKE THEM TO THE GATES AND PROTECT THEM WITHOUT TH

Patriotism
This particular blog might upset some people, so I'm warning you in advance. I hope that you will read through it thoroughly, and think about what I'm saying, and not simply attack me. Skipping to the last paragraph, in this case, is probably not wise, even if I am a trifle long-winded. The dictionary defines patriotism as "devoted love, support, and defense of one's country; national loyalty." But what really defines patriotism, in the end? The support of the government? Or the support of the essential beliefs upon which a country was founded? Because honestly, whenever the war in Iraq comes up, I'm always deeply disturbed by comments that people make. That if you do not support the war in Iraq, you are attacking the soldiers. That saying that our government lied to us, that the war in Iraq is an irresponsible one, is somehow being unpatriotic, and is a failure to "support our troops." I even read an extremely disturbing comment on a mum -- a man said he was going go r

*headdesk*
not doing so well today...i've only been up for a little more than an hour and already i've fought with my mother. i stopped yelling and just stood there for about five minutes before she began to criticize my posture. ...very depressed today, it makes me feel worlds away from how i feel when i'm manic. i miss being manic, if i were today i would be able to help out with the housecleaning and stuff. but i'm not today...stupid bipolar, grr... pain is bad today as well, which further puts my mood in the toilet. i hurt quite a lot..but haven't told my parents about it. i might when my mother is done being pissed at me. i hate being sick...and at this point, i'm not looking forward to spending the rest of my life like this. not for the first time am i wishing my chronic illness was terminal.

10 Most Uncomfortable Questions About Massage
10 Most uncomfortable Questions about Massage. Do you tip? Are you supposed to be nude? Do you say anything if the pressure's not deep enough? What if you're self-conscious about your body? Here are the answers to ten massage questions you want to ask, but may be too embarrassed to. 1) Am I supposed to tip my massage therapist? If you get a massage at a spa or hotel, a 15% to 20% tip is standard if you were pleased with the services. On the other hand, there are no real ground rules or norms when it comes to massage in a medical setting. Some massage therapists and massage associations I asked said tipping isn't appropriate in a medical or clinical setting. If you're not sure, don't be afraid to ask if tipping is customary. You can call ahead to ask if you don't want to do it face to face. If tipping isn't the norm, you can always show your appreciation by referring friends, family and co-workers to the massage therapist

Thinking...
Ever have so much to say thoughts jumble in your head? Ever think too many thoughts that soon you find you dread.. thinking of anything aside from your bed. Ever want to be alone, where no one hears you cry? Ever think perhaps, you'd rather not think why... thinking of the things that always make you cry. Ever wish for something great, that makes you feel alive? Ever think of tomorrows, you know cannot arrive... thinking will surely shorten your drive. Ever know in your heart, what you refuse to see. Ever think you could know, how things have to be.. thinking of the empty words given to me. A. Boudreaux 2007

Wax Is Not Your Friend ....
WAX is Not your Friend .... All hair removal methods have tricked women with their promises of easy,painless removal - The epilady, scissors, razors, Nair and now...the wax. My night began as any other normal weeknight. Come home, fix dinner, play with the kids. I then had the thought that would ring painfully in my mind for the next few hours: "Maybe I should pull the waxing kit out of the medicine cabinet." So I headed to the site of my demise: the bathroom. It was one of those "cold wax" kits. No melting a clump of hot wax, you just rub the strips together in your hand, they get warm and you peel them apart and press them to your leg (or wherever else) and you pull the hair right off. No muss, no fuss. How hard can it be? I mean, I'm not a genius, but I am mechanically inclined enough to figure this out. (YA THINK!?!) So I pull one of the thin strips out. Its two strips facing each other stuck together. Instead of rubbing them together, my genius kic

Broken Messages On Ct -- For Now....
Just received.... Message from: babyjesus@ CherryTAP 2007-02-12 00:34:54 private messages are broken, i'm working on them now. werd.. -mike Hopefully, it won't take too long. :D K ************************************************* UPDATE.... He's getting quicker about things. All things fixed per his message: 2007-02-12 02:22:12 private messages are working again... :-) -mike

Update On Blast Contest
There were a number of outstanding nominations for the blast contest...it was very tough trying to identify one winner! However, one entry stood out as a way to help someone change their life in a way that really stood apart from the others. Here's the lucky winner's profile...take a look at his blast to see what I mean... Angel of Death Sto dando in su su amore a causa di voi (Nova's darkside)@ CherryTAP Here's what he wrote: I would like to thank Doug for the blast! Happy V-day everyone! Je voudriez-vous que sachiez-vous combien je m'occupe de vous et veux pour vous demander d'être mon épouse, m'épouserez-vous ? Un bon nombre d'amour CC Translated, this means: Cristina I would like you to know how much I care for you and want to ask you to be my wife, Will you marry me? Lots of Love Ray Doug

Episode 37
Circles February 2007 Our anti-hero is at the crossroads of his life. He has his destiny in the palm of his hands. One mis-calculation and everything he has worked for, will come down around him. Friends could be lost and lifes ruined. "Nothing happens without purpose." May 2002 Our hero is at the crossroads of his life. He has his destiny in the palm of his hands. One mis-calculation and everything he has worked for, will come down around him. He will take back his life or die trying. "Fear is the mind-killer"¹ Summer 1998 Our Villian is at the crossroads of his life. He has his destiny in the palm of his hands. One mis-calculation and everything he has worked for, will come down around him. But fate has something else in mind. Our villian has nothing to say because he only cares about himself. September 1992 Our anti-hero is at the crossroads of his life. He has his destiny in the palm of his hands. One mis-calculation and everythi

Stick A Fork In Me Cuz I'm Done!
Okay, this is regarding the Sweetheart Contest I was in..see another blog labeled, "My First One" for more insight if you haven't kept up. lol Well my peeps, I finally decided to hang it up. I have to say that I gave it a good run and for my first (and last) contest, I'm not too disappointed in myself. I am a very competitive person but I also possess realism at times (haha) and tonight, the realism is that I can't win at this point. I had off and on took the lead with as much as 4-500 comments at one time but when you stop, they come in with their comment bombers and bomb away (which is the way it works in anything - the sneak attacks...lol). So, when you get back on or wake up and look, you're sitting there in disbelief that you sat at your computer for hours on end only to be behind by hundreds or even thousands. Then, there are the moments when you're on a roll and almost taking the lead and you run out of comments. Oh joy! LOL It was interesting and fun at times but the conte

Three Little Words
Once, when he was nine, A timid little boy went to school With a handful of heart-shaped cards Safe in the lunchbox His mother had packed for him. He found in his desk A card just for him. It was much like the rest of them, Gathered in a pocket, Hanging from his desk, But this one had no name. He was the only one Who had this valentine Hidden in his desk. He opened it, And smiled. For on the inside Were but three words. He looked up quickly, And she looked away. But he didn't see her. Time passed, But he never forgot That little card, With three little words. Then, one day, When he was not such a little boy, He went to school With an envelope in his lunchbox. His mother didn't put it there Because she didn't know about it. But the not so little girl did, Because the envelope was for her. And inside it were Three little words. She looked up, And he looked away But she saw him. Time passed, But she never forgot That little envelope

I Feel Like Shit!!
Well Today has pretty much sucked... I feel like shit!!!! My head hurts, my stomach.... I just pretty much hurt all over..... I was hoping the day would go by fast but the fucken Doctor called in today so it is just sit here and wait until it is time to go home... So many weirdo's has been calling.... Yeah getting calls at the dentist office some can be strange... lol.... I have had people call me asking if we do braclets.... Meaning braces... LMAO.... I call other dentist office all the time joking with them acting like someone else changing my voice.... When they find out it is me they get upset then laugh their ass off!!!! ANyway that is all for now....

Love Profile
Capricorn - Your Love Profile Your positive traits: You are serious about relationships and ready for a commitment. You tend to help your partner attain the success they dream of. You are a rock. Relationship problems don't seem to phase you. Your negative traits: Sometimes it's very hard for you to accept your partner's past. You are emotionally reserved, and difficult to connect with. You expect your partner to take care of you - and make cheat if they do not Your ideal partner: Is incredibly powerful and well respected. Is often older than you - and could be a superior at work. Has a good amount of money... or the ability to be rich someday. Your dating style: Practical. A "get to know each other" coffee date is just fine by you. Your seduction style: Bossy - you like to be the one in charge in the bedroom. Slow and patient. You know that good sex takes time. Calculating. You'll use sex to get ahead, if necessary. Tips for the future:

In Love I...
How You Are In Love You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time. You tend to give more than take in relationships. You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time. You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change. You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard. How Are You In Love?

Happy Valentines Day Everyone !!!! :))
UMM YEA ITS FREEZING HERE LOOOL 2-13-07 THIS WAS YESTERDAYS WINTER STORM BLIZZARD 2-13-07 Here we go again. For your warm Valentines Day celebration, may I recomend a trip to warm & cozy Indianapolis. We have all the loving things you will need. If u want to go Ice fishing, Snow sledding, Make Snowballs, Snowmen or Snow Angels, Slide as u drive, maybe even some bumber cars :)) or watch these crazy fools take a curve to fast & wreck. We have it allll. So come on up, We'll leave the light on 4 ya!!!!!!!!!! loool yessss, This is yesterdays weather here in Indiana.. Were still digging ourselves out & its FREEZING here. I just Wanted u to have a peek :)) "HAPPY VALENTINES DAY MY CT FAMILY & FRIENDS"Huggies, Debbie

Fuck Valentine's Day!!!!!
That's Right!!!! I said it! I hate this Holiday! It's never given me a good moment or memory! For all of you who have someone to share it with . . . I'm happy for ya. For those who can't be with the one you want to share it with . . . I feel your loneliness and hope you are with them soon. I probably won't feel this way forever. Maybe someday I'll have someone to share this day with. I know alot of you out there know exactly how it feels to be a lonely single romantic on Valentine's Day. And for that . . . this one's for you!!!

First Blog...and Thanks For The Warm Reception...
First of all I want to say THANK YOU to anyone who has, did, or will be adding me or commenting. Now that that's out of the way let me just say that I love blogs. Sometimes I have something very philosophical to say, feel strongly about something, or just need to vent about everyday life. I guess it may seem like a diary at times but I'll mix it up a little. Aight, until next time, turner out.

What Is Love?
Ok... Valentine's day just passed and hopefully it is time for people to get back to being normal again. Why is it, on Feb 14th, people get all mushy and goo goo eyed over someone? I would think that if you really loved someone it would be every day you were all mushy and goo goo eyed? But then again, I am not sure what love is in the first place, I think it is just a gimmick to sell lots of candy and flowers for when you really piss that someone off, or it is their birthday, or VDay, and let't not forget the most important gift giving day of the year.. Christmas. Ya know.. I am sick of the commercial holidays, and would like to have someone in my life that just being around them was a gift, every time I was around them. Someone to enjoy and laugh with.. and walk thru life with. I guess that is an awful lot to ask for in this commercialized society. I can't seem to find that partner for me to hang out with.... and if anyone has the inkling to send me flowers.. that may change m

Uhhh K
Apparently someone named "Meg" joined and I was the refer o.O Well I do know a Megan, but she has a Cherry Tap and she doesn't really like it... I'm gonna assume that when I had linked the profile to my blogspot someone from there viewed it and joined. Cause I don't know anyone who looks like that or goes by Meg.

Take A Hard Look At Yourself
It doesn't hurt to take a hard look at yourself from time to time, and this should help get you started. During a visit to the mental asylum, a visitor asked the Director what the criterion was which defined whether or not a patient should be institutionalized. "Well," said the Director, "we fill up a bathtub, then we offer a teaspoon, a teacup and a bucket to the patient and ask him or her to empty the bathtub." "Oh, I understand," said the visitor. "A normal person would use the bucket because it's bigger than the spoon or the teacup." "No." said the Director, "A normal person would pull the plug. Do you want a bed near the window?" DID YOU PASS, OR DO YOU WANT THE BED NEXT TO MINE?

Im A Lion... Hear Me Roar!!!
So tell me what y'all think about this and the Leo persona and how I really am :D Does it match much? ;) .:ARIES:. The best in bed Outgoing. Lovable. Spontanious. Not one to F@*# with. Erotic. Funny. Take you on trips to the moon in bed. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY sexy. Loves being in long relationships.=) Addictive. Loud. best in bed. 16 years of BAD luck if you do not repost. .:VIRGO:. liar Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness. 7 years of BAD luck if you do not repost. .:SCORPIO:. The sex addict Can be mean. EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Energetic. Predict future. Most erotic. (Freak in bed.) (GREAT kisser.) Always get what they want. Sexy. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative

Bullshit!
So yeah... there is this guy... that I'm supposly "dating"... and then this other one who wants to date me... So I'm having this conflict... the "dating" one I never see or hear from often.. but yet I have this totally mad crushing stage on him... and I can't get over it... and the one who wants to date me is the same way... So hmm... here are my options... Keep "dating" that one... or date the other one... or just say fuck men all together!!! Yay go me!

What The Hell Happened To Women??
This is a question that has evaded men for centuries, I am not an expert on the subject matter as i do not think i think like a typical female at all, ya know, shopping, love, sweep me off my feet kinda shit that kinda thing, so when my ex#6 called me and began questioning such things and asked me what i knew about it this is what i had to say.. "There is no such thing as what you are looking for.. looking at it all logically and thru the ages this is what we know to be pretty much a fact from reading and such.. Women back in the turn of the century were basically promised off to this bruno or that cuz daddy thought he would be suitable, and they didnt know any better, back then women listened to their mom's and dad's and took what they said to heart and just did it blindly, plus you add into the equation the fact that having sex with your husband was a job and not for pleasure, although i dont think that all men just jumped on the hobby horse, rode the bitch to town and left her high

Can I Get A Hug?
Damn I never meant to hurt anyone. Especially myself. I was always honest from the start. I have so many things happening all at once. I need to weigh them all. Seems as though my head and heart are at war. Both sides pulling me apart. I am so confused. There are things that are very clear. And yet so damned fuzzy. I want to be happy. I want to be loved. I want to love. Brick by brick my walls come down. Yet it feels like something is right behind me Building them up again. Like a gremlin, or a nasty old troll. I know I hold the power. I know I hold all the cards for my battle. I just need to get hugged really bad. :(

Issues
So as some of you may know I like plus size girls. I love sexy curvy women. Myself I'm thin and work out. There is this girl I work with who I have been friends with for awhile and she recently told me that she "liked" me. She is a very pretty girl don't get me wrong but she is just to skinny for me and I think dating people you work with is like shitting where you eat.I informed her that I only wanted to be friends and she asked if I thought she was ugly. I laughed and told her that she is very attractive (which is true)but i liked thicker women. Not that they have to be fat but curvy. Now that she has been shot down she is telling everyone that I have a fat fetish. What should I do?

What Mythical Creature Are You
You scored as Angel. Angel: Angels are the guardians of all things, from the smallest ant to the tallest tree. They give inspiration, love, hope, and positive emotion. They live among humans without being seen. They are the good in all things, and if you feel alone, don't fear. They are always watching. Often times they merely stand by, whispering into the ears of those who feel lost. They would love nothing more then to reveal themselves, but in today's society, this would bring havoc and many unneeded questions. Give thanks to all things beautiful, for you are an Angel.Angel84%Mermaid75%Faerie67%Dragon50%WereWolf50%Demon25%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

New Contest For Blue Eyed Peeps!
Baddest Baby Blues Contest. Need entries!!! > For those blue eyed guys and gals!!! Send me the link to your pic showcasing those Baby Blues!!! > > Two Winners will be determined. One on number of comments and one on number of rates. YOU CANNOT COMMENT ON YOUR OWN PIC! > > No drama allowed. If it gives me a headache then I consider it drama and your ass is booted. :) > > If you have any questions...ASK BEFORE you enter. > > ***kisses*** > > BeerQueen > > Sam~Beer Queen~@ CherryTAP

Today After Grandpa's Funeral
I think of many things that I've done in my life, and realize ... I'm ok with dieing ~ I've raised my child and been a good Mother ~ I've been a great commanion and friend to many , and done everything in my ability to strive for success . I've put my own life aside to take care of the people that needed me the most. I took care of my dieing brother, I cared my ailing father, and now I'm tending to my disabled mother. I've never really had much of MY OWN life to live.. but I've lived my life through others !! I've been all over the US, and been to or at least through at least 30 of the states. I've even ventured into Canada several times. I've ran my own successful business. I've bowled, I've owned part of a racing team , I've swam in the ocean.. what more can a person ask for ?? SO yup... if it's my time to go.. then know I'm just at rest now. And my body is at peace !

A New Day
"I have always been delighted at the prospect of a new day, a fresh try, one more start, with perhaps a bit of magic waiting somewhere behind the morning."~ J.B. Priestly (1894-1984) English author With each new day comes the chance to start again; to dust ourselves off and begin anew, filled with fresh reserve and determination. Each day we live is a precious gift. It is up to us to treat it so. May you always find the magic tucked within the folds of each new day

Anyone Want To Help Me Figure This Out?
I'm new to all this in CT. This is my first blog. More like a test blog to see how it works. I checked out some lounges, meet some cool ppl in there. Trying to read other blogs, but it says i cant. Tell me whats cool and how to do different things if you would. I'd so appreciate it. Thanks in advance.

Why?!?!?!?!?!
Why am I always the exception??? Why is it that I can never have who I want??? Is it that Im just to excepting??? To understanding??? To giving??? Or is it that I just always come to late, and then fall for those who have already had claim laid to them??? Just makes a girl wonder if she can or will ever be number one in a mans eyes............ Maybe I will never know....

Still Not Much New...
Okay, so I know that I'm still new and I'm still trying to get the hang of this site.... it's like greek to me!!! I'm having a lot of trouble with the coding for the layouts... I know how to do it for myspace, and for a few other sites, but for some reason -- i can't quite get it right for my cherrytap layout... i will keep working on it though!!!

Juss Me Again
FRIENDS LAST 4 EVER _______________________ Ladies if, your Latino, White, Black, green, yellow, or blue. Color is just a color & Body size don`t matter in my eyes as long as you feel Good about yourself inside & out but, Allow me to Share & Show you the love that I have In my Heart that only you can feel. If you can fill,the full strenght of my heart flowing. Than you May step N2 my life style. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> ===================================== Love me not for the color and the shape of my eyes. But because you see the goodness of my soul therein. Love me not for the silk and satin of my sheets, But for the truth they speak Love me not for the softness of my skin But for the softness of my soul. Love me not for hands that stroke and caress you But for hands that do the work of God Love me not for the fullness of my Chest But for the fullness of my heart. Love me not for the sensitivity of my nipples B

Joke
Two gators were sitting at the side of the swamp near Washington, DC. The smaller one turned to the bigger one and said, "I can't understand how you kin be so much bigger' n me. We're the same age, we was the same size as kids. I just don't get it." Well," said the big gator, "What you been eatin boy?" "Politicians, same as you," replied the small gator. "Hmm. Well, where do yall catch em?" "Down to the side of the swamp near the parkin lot by the Capitol." "Same here. Hmm. How do you catch 'em?" "Well, I crawls up under one of them Lexus and wait fer one to unlock the car door. Then I jump out, grab 'em on the leg, shake the shit out of 'em, and eat 'em!" "Ah!" says the big alligator, "I think I see your problem. You ain't gettin' any real nourishment. See, by the time you get done shakin' the shit out of a Politician, there ain't nothin' left but an asshole and a briefcase.

Wtc 1st Responders & Our Government Turning Its Back On Us
"Catch Me Now" by The Kinks - I REMEMBER WHEN YOU WERE DOWN AND YOU NEEDED A HELPING HAND I CAME TO FEED YOU BUT NOW THAT I NEED YOU YOU WON'T GIVE ME A SECOND GLANCE NOW I'M CALLING ALL CITIZENS FROM ALL OVER THE WORLD THIS IS CAPTAIN AMERICA CALLING I BAILED YOU OUT WHEN YOU WERE DOWN ON YOUR KNEES SO WILL YOU CATCH ME NOW I'M FALLING HELP ME NOW I'M CALLING YOU CATCH ME NOW I'M FALLING I'M IN YOUR HANDS, IT'S UP TO YOU CATCH ME NOW I'M FALLING I REMEMBER WHEN YOU WERE DOWN YOU WOULD ALWAYS COME RUNNING TO ME I NEVER DENIED YOU AND I WOULD GUIDE YOU THROUGH ALL OF YOUR DIFFICULTIES NOW I'M CALLING ALL CITIZENS FROM ALL OVER THE WORLD THIS IS CAPTAIN AMERICA CALLING I BAILED YOU OUT WHEN YOU WERE DOWN ON YOUR KNEES SO WILL YOU CATCH ME NOW I'M FALLING HELP ME NOW I'M CALLING YOU CATCH ME NOW I'M FALLING I'M IN YOUR HANDS, IT'S UP TO YOU CATCH ME NOW I'M FALLING WHEN YOU WERE BROKE YOU WOULD COME TO ME AND I ALWAYS PULL

Shop 'til You're Dropped
About six months ago, I was about to go on a first date, and I wrote the following blog: ---------------- I'd like to return this... Dating is, in some ways, like shopping. Lots of pretty, shiny new things. But returns are such a bitch. People take it fairly personally when you try them and don't like them. Umm... not the right size. Not the right color? Much, much worse. "Not quite the right fit" might be the kindest return, but everyone knows there's more to it than that. ("I don't know what happened. He just started to unravel as soon as I got him home.") Shopping might be easier. When I return a skirt, the skirt doesn't keep calling me. It just goes back on the rack, waits for the next unsuspecting shopper. To be honest, I don't really like shopping. Perhaps someone could just GIVE me someone. Of course, gifts can also be difficult. If I don't like it, do I have to display it? Can I just put it in the closet? Can I re-gift it? (Here, Sheryl, I think you might like th

I Wait
I wait When the rivers effortlessly braid into the sea and the atmosphere of night was a feral incantation I waited for you. Even when you say we were no more and your heart was expressionless -leery. I still wait for you overlooking the seaside below. Brisk refreshing current kissing my cheeks. I walked a little preoccupied in the whispers of benevolence for I know not what I did wrong. Words malicious and deep-seated amputate and hurt far worse than any other offense could. When the sky circles indigo sea-foam and traces the murmurs of disappointment with scarlet night- cloud I wait for you. I wait for you till I cannot wait no more....

Ten Things Dumbasses Do On Cherrytap
ONE Bitching because you cant view someones private pics just makes you look desperate and creepy-GROW UP! TWO To the people who have like 40,000 friends, are you serious? You're stupid. Go play in traffic. THREE Don't ever post pictures and say "OMG, I'm so ugly" "OMG, I'm so fat" because if you were, you wouldn't post them. And if u do ur a freaking mongoloid. FOUR Nobody cares about threats over the internet. Don't try to act hardcore with the keyboard. Fighting online is like racing in the special olympics; even if you win, you're still retarded. FIVE Quit crying b/c you're not on someons fan list. who cares? ITS CherryTap SIX Who really cares if I don't accept you as a friend? MOVE ON!!! Don't send me another request or message asking "what's up with you not adding me?" I don't want you as a friend, that's what's up fruit!!! SEVEN Fake pics just to booster poi

Q&a About Me
1. Initials: AA? 2. What is your favorite thing to wear? Cruel Girl Jeans, tank top, boots and my straw cowboy hat 3. Last time you kissed someone: About 3 hours ago when I kissed my son goodnight 4. For or against same sex marriage? For 5. I say Shotgun, you say: Only if I'm driving! 6. Last person you hugged? My son 7. How many U.S states have you been to?: 16 8. How many of the U.S states have you lived in: 1 9. Name something you like physically about yourself: hmmmm....my eyes 10. Who is your best friend? Liz 11. Why are you still up? Damn insomnia again 12. Who/What made you mad today? My mother and her constant nagging 13. Favorite type of Food? Italian & Mexican 14. Favorite holiday? My Bday 15. Do you download music: Not to much anymore 16. Do you care if your socks are dirty? Yes 17. Would you date the person who posted this? Hmmmm....maybe 18. Has anyone ever sang or played for you personally? Yes 19. D

A Simple 5 Words
Have any of you ever noticed how the slightest little things that people say to you mean the most. Like this morning the woman that I adopted as another Mom told me that she was proud of me. That she was proud of the things I was doing with my life and with my son. That I was a blessing in her life and that the things I say and feel that come from my heart make a huge difference in hers. I went to sleep thinking about all the times I have never heard the words, "I am proud of you," come from my own parents. I mean when my mom was alive she would tell me all the time, but I know for a fact that in my 32 years of life I have never heard those words come from my fathers lips. Till this day all my father can do is criticize me for every little thing I do or even say, it’s never right or good enough for him. I get phone calls from my aunt who is taking care of him and he tells her that he is proud of me, but will never tell me and I am the one who needs to hear it the most. I have been m

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Always feeling alone.....until him. Lying in the darkness.....without him. I didn't love myself.....until him. I don't know who I am.....without him. I didn't care about life.....until him. I don't know what to do with myself.....without him. I never held someone so close to my heart.....until him. How did I ever get by.....without him? I never told a friend that I loved him and meant it.....until him. How did I ever find comfort.....without him? No one had ever been so open with me.....until him. Would I have ever seen my true self.....without him? No one had ever truly known me.....until him. Would I have ever known true friendship.....without him?

Friends
Friends A friend is someone we turn to when our spirits need a lift. A friend is someone we treasure for our friendship is a gift. A friend is someone who fills our lives with beauty, joy, and grace. And makes the whole world we live in a better and happier place. - Jean Kyler McManus -

Just Check First
it always the same..you try to make sure that you're not the one...you even ask them if it is..what's their response..no...so to make sure you let them have some space..but sure enough that space just seems to grow..so what do you do....fight to keep them..an all that does is push them away...an then at the end...they're the one to end it...you try an try to stop it but it doesn't matter....so as they go on you're the one who is left in the abyss...trying to figure out what to do next....the pain you feel weights you down..dragging you down further down...you try to fight your way up..but after sometime it dawns on you that after fighting so many times before that now you have nothing left in you to fight with...with this realized you start to allow yourself to sink even further down...you have no clue who you can trust anymore...friends..sometimes family...as you sink you can "hear" yourself scream....but there's no one listening...you know you can't answer it cuz it's you other part

Left With A Blank
I'm lost..I'm afraid...i don't know what to do Whenever i try, i always fail Just a different person, a different tale Why try if you never succeed It's like having a bloodless bleed That person you live to find is just out of reach To them you're just another person, worth no more than a leech When you spend your whole life trying to grasp an illusion Was it worth it all in the end when all you're left with is confusion Fuck feelings and fuck individualism The world should all be ran under fascism I try and try harder to trick my mind But it always turns out that it never gets left behind There is no one to blame but myself Since the only one who controls your whole life is yourself I am in a dark, narrow box and I'm getting claustrophobic I yell and scream until i become sick Your memory intoxifies my soul and suffocates my mind I'm afraid that i just lost what i didn't want to leave behind I try to touch the untangeable and breathe in breathlessness Fuck a dream,

The Macmanus Prayer The Boondock Saints
"And shepherds we shall be, for thee my lord for thee. Power hath decended forth from thy hand so our feet may swiftly carry out thy command. And we shall flow a river forth to thee and teeming with souls shall it ever be. In nomine Patris, et Filii, et Spiritus Sancti."

Dare To Dream
DARE TO DREAM For one who is a self starter and finishes what one starts For one who has studied and in the interim worked hard For one who has set goals both long range and short, for one who has Dared Dream and others dared to support These words up above were written for us all For those who dare be different and stand uncommonly tall So when life deals a blow and the future seems on hold, Press on, Press on, be uncommonly bold You've one life to live and as your story unfolds remember these words "Gibran" once told; *************************** "To understand the heart and mind of a person look not at what he (or she) has already achieved , but at what they aspire to do" *************************** These words of Gibran are profound you see because those who aspire still "DARE TO DREAM" If you must lose time, let it not be in vain, make each detour a challenge and do not refrain, For always remember hard as it may seem, on t

Untitled Poems
Untitled 1 Sin floats between my vains And I'm losing all my knowledge Even my dick's upset with me But I'm up for some bondage I'm kicking my legs up and down I met a pedophile the other day I cut his face and made him drown Untitled 2 May I run my fingers over your lips And may I kiss you out of lust May I lie with you in your bed I give you something you can trust I would be there when you're cryin' And lovin' you is a must Even when you thought you were dyin' I wanted to give you the biggest kiss And I'd be there beside you tryin' Untitled 3 Stick your finger in my eye Tell me my eyes are dull I squashed your fakeness Because I am a cannibal I make more tribulations I'll take you for romance I feel your dying sensations Untitled 4 Would you love me as a friend And would you kiss me in the end Would you hold my hand at any time And would I know that you are mine Would you talk to me when I cannot see And give me the needed com

What It Means
Five year old Becky answered the door when the Census taker came by. She told the Census taker that her daddy was a doctor and wasn't home, because he was performing an appendectomy. "My," said the census taker, "that sure is a big word for such a little girl. Do you know what it means?" "Sure! Fifteen hundred bucks, and that doesn't even include the anaesthesiologist!"

No Use
You come in the room and you close the door And you let me see what you're really here for Then you lay me down in an unmade bed And you show me things that aren't easily said Working in circles and twisting away Making it hard to breathe Touching my skin I don't want it to end I'm gone and you can't catch me Chorus: There's no use lying Because I've heard all your bullshit before You've said your old line for the very last time Don't want you round my backdoor She says my name and it takes me away A kiss on my brow and I'm here to stay When the clock chimes twelve And we're down on the floor She tells me things I've never heard before Working in circles and twisting away Making it hard to breathe Touching my skin I don't want it to end I'm gone and you can't catch me Chorus

Entry #1
Hello Children, It's been a while since I've had a little heart- to- heart with you boys and girls. The last couple of years have not been kind to yours truly. Much has changed since I've been gone. Nobody appreciates or respects a klown anyomore. That's alright though, children, and I'll tell you why. My absence has allowed me time to reflect, reflect on the past. I think back on all of my greatest achievements. The screaming, the blood, the looks of sheer horror as I claim one kill after another. Then I remember the time the bad men tried to take me away from you boys and girls. They tied me up and put in this dark room where laughing and smiling are forbidden. A place klowns like myself are considered to be a bad influence on other people. You what though children?? Those mean, grumpy, bad people in that dark hole learned to like me. In fact children, after I left, each one of those men wore a big, red, bloody, permanent, ear- to- ear grin. What I don't understand though, boys

Entry# 2
Hello Children, It's your's truly again. I'm a busy klown with places to go and joy to spread. My own special brand of joy that is. It's been slim pickings since the last time I chatted with you boys and girls, and this klown has had to make do as best he can. My last stop was at some small, backwater, hicktown. You know the type, boys and girls, the type where "my kind" are not appreciated. That's alright though, children, because I like a challenge. It was the middle of the day when arrived. The time of day where the sun is high in the sky and at it's absolute worst. That's when the head aches begin and my face can't smile any more. Well, boys and girls, it wasn't long before a strange man with a shiny badge came up to me and began to rant and rave. "Blah, blah, blah, freak.. Blah, blah, weirdos like you... Blah, blah, blah, keep movin'!!!" I figured that this man must have been cranky from the heat and had a headache like I did. That was my cue, boys and girls, at moment I dec

Ive Soooo Sick........
Sooo, ive been sick as dog 4 da past week and a half....so much dat i was taken to da emergency care unit at da hospital on thursday mornin at 2am.....wen i got there my temperature readin was at 103.5 and my body was hurtin so bad frm my head to my toes dat i was delirious frm it.....they gave some tylenol 2 bring it down and got me naked and into one of those hospital gownz....boy was i pissed cuz i was freezin cold and they wouldnt even gimme a blanket (they sed bcuz the blanket would keep my fever up).....well,after they put me in a room to wait 4 da on-call doctor my fever went up to 104.3.....they gav me sum more medicine and finally gav me a lite blanket....then they started wit all the pokin and testin....they did a ct scan, a chest x-ray, an ekg, a spinal tap, and they took out so much blood i fainted....and guess wat ppl.......they could not identify wat the hell was wrong wit me........they ruled out meningitis and the flu but they dont kno wat had me so freakin sick.....wun

Missing
Missing the sound of her voice Missing her lips against my own Missing the way she ran her fingers threw my hair Missing how she use to kiss me when i fell asleep Missing her finger tips brush against my lips Missing the ways she laughed at me Missing the ways she poked jokes. Missing the way she felt in my arms. Missing her whispered words of love. Missing the way she traced her fingers against my hand. Missing the way her hair smelled after a shower Missing the way we touched. Missing her breath on the back of my neck. Missing the ways we made love Missing the look in her eyes Missing her look into mine. Missing her.. Missing us Missing... Part of me is Missing...

A Note From An Angel
You came into my life unexpectedly, and everything took a turn for the better. Your warm eyes, your laugh, the sincere way you speak, and the kindness you showed me, all became a part of my life. As you unfolded yourself to me, I discovered more and more beauty. I have never seen so much gentleness in one person. Without even knowing it, you were slowly making a place for yourself in my heart. It used to seem so hard at times to feel so close in a relationship. But it’s so easy to feel close to you. I can’t tell you how nice that feels. I realize now that I had never known what it meant to be loved until I was loved by you.

Morph Contest
pleae help me win this contest all of my family and friends it doesnt take but just a minute to stop in and rate or message and if you have a few more minutes please leave another few comments i will appreciate it...and for those who know me you know i will return the favor im good about that thank you andrea[ CherryTAP.com photo: 2104189921 ]

Bomb Squad Very Important
bomb squad yesterday i was disappointed to the response to mandys link in fact only a couple of bombers maxed out this is ment to be a team that bomb out the links that go up there is 33 of us 33 bombers = 33000 comments so where was mandys 33000 comments we gave ours did you i thought that doing a link every 24 hours would result in a huge lead been gained by the target . i am aware of the bomber`s that have bombed the links i have requested and i am also aware of the ones that or not bombing when they come one line if your one of them i would like you to leave.the ones that do bomb would rather 10 good bombers than havin 29 bad ones i have been refusing people who have asked me to join as i no they only want to join cause there in a contest and as soon as the contest is finised they dont give a fuck , i am going to clear out the dead wood by saturday so i want to see some serious bombing from every one this will prove your loyalty and commitment to the squad and

Being With You
When I'm with you, eternity is a step away, my love continues to grow, with each passing day. This treasure of love, I cherish within my soul, how much I love you... you'll never really know. You bring a joy to my heart, I've never felt before, with each touch of your hand, I love you more and more. Whenever we say goodbye, whenever we part, know I hold you dearly, deep inside my heart. So these seven words, I pray you hold true, "Forever And Always, I Will Love You."

Happy Tuesday, Everyone!
Good morning, one and all! It's cloudy today, but at least it is not snowing, lol! I'm ready for Spring and green things!! There are moments when I'm so glad I am an approachable Mom/Grandma! I don't mind taking the guys to school because it becomes built in "talk time." Tim asked me what a yeast infection was this morning, lol! Yep, one of those questions. So I gave him a rather detailed overview of the whole thing - I'm a nurse, I live for these kinds of explanations, lmao!! After a reasonable Q & A period where both 16 year olds took part, it was time for Question #2. What is a Depo shot? I then proceeded to give another explanation and probably more info than he wanted to know, lol. I thanked him for feeling comfortable enough to ask me! To which he replied: I knew I could ask you and you would give me a good answer! You don't mind talking about "things." I took this as the greatest of compliments, as I never felt comfortable talking about "things" with my Mom, lol! Most of

Attn : Cherry Poppers ......
~~ Angel Family Hangout~~ Is one of the fastest growing lounges on Ct. We are looking for good people to join our Family We are in need of: *Bouncers 4 Needed *Bartenders 2 Needed We are a growing family and a friendly place to hangout at. This Friday is Strip Nite At The Angel Family Hangout. Come see how Angel Have Fun! Plz if u want to work the positions above send me ur request to my inbox thanks Maria ~*~Maria ~*~ Owner of Angel Family Hangout~*~And ~*~Angel Family Founder ~*~@ CherryTAP

I Wish I Could Still Feel Like That
You could take my legs, and I'd still drag myself after you You could then take my arms, and I would still look to you You could take my sight, but I'd still call your name You could take my voice, but I'd still listen for yours You could take my ears, but I'd still cry for you You could take my eyes, but I'd still yearn for you to touch me again You could take my memory, but I'd still have a place in myself waiting for you to fill You could take my mind, but my heart still has a purpose; to keep myself alive for you And you could take that too, and I would die, but there's no point to life without you in it I love you. I live for you. You bring such light to my life.

Happy Hump Day, One And All!
Clouds and snow flurries this morning, but looks like it may clear off. Wouldn't that we a nice surprise, lol!! Announcement!!!!! My niece Maria delivered son #3 at 3 something a.m. this morning. Aidan Edward, a whopping 8 lb. 4 oz., arrived via "water birth"! Nothing like arriving into this world, soothed by nice warm water, soft lighting, hushed sounds! Then, reality sets in, lmao! Little Aidan has two older brothers: Isaic is 7 years old, Elijiah John is a disgruntled 4 years old. E.J. is my little "wild man," so life may be very interesting for Maria for some time to come! Welcome, little one!! Can't wait to get my hands on him, lol!! More impending changes! Damian, oldest grandson, soon to be 20, is looking for an apartment. When he moves, he has asked permission to take Tim, next younger brother, with him. Say, what?! Since I am a realistic person at times, but still rather liberal in my views, we will discuss him taking over the legal custody of Tim! He needs to know that

Bulletins
You know what I find to be funny about the bulletins that people post on here, they have to lie to get people to look at them. I do not understand why people would have to lie with the title just to get someone to look at it or to repost it. I mean just be honest and see what happens. I mean your true friends will read it and repost it or do whatever is necessary. I do not lie about mine. If my friends do not want to repost then forget it. There are some that will repost it. Anways, I am off for a bit. Be back in like 45 minutes.

Q&a
Q. What's the difference between a man and ET? A. ET phoned home. Q. Why haven't they sent a woman to the moon yet? A. It doesn't need cleaning. Q. Why is a pap smear called a pap smear? A. Because women wouldn't do them if they were called cunt scrapes. Q. What's the difference between your paycheck and your cock? A. You don't have to beg your wife to blow your paycheck! Q. What do you call kids born in whorehouses? A. Brothel sprouts. Q. What's the difference between a 40 year-old man, and a 40 year-old woman? A. A 40 year-old woman dreams of having children, a 40 year-old man dreams of dating them. Q. What's white, smells, and can be found in panties? A. Clitty litter Q. I married Miss Right. A. I just didn't know her first name was "Always." Q. Why is psychoanalysis quicker for men than for women? A. When it's time to go back to his childhood, he's already there. Q. How do you know when your cat's done cleaning himself? A. He's smoking a cigaret

What's On My Mind Today
SEX...sex is on my mind today... it was on my mind yesterday and it will probably be on my mind tomarrow. Sorry if that offends anyone, but my mind tends to focus on that. It's who I am, and I don't make any excuses for that. If I could run around all day and fuck any woman who came near me without consequences of disease, I probably would. I can't freakin' wait for the warmer weather to get here so I can finally run around my yard naked (yes I have a privacy fence up all around it. I might be a freak, but I'm not crimanally so).

Don't Read Between The Lines...
...read the lines, you won't understand the infinite implications until you understand the infinity of what i'm saying best wishes special interest dirty dishes dead fishes free ticket good riddance broken stitches hits and misses rusty scissors poorly healed incisions blind divisions squeaky door hinges cattle never cringes it's delicious i'm cooking my steak less and pinker after every butcher shop visit don't be upset your turn is next take your place on the slaughter belt obnoxious minimalism vapid saturation moderate extremism secular state financed religion convicted by fringe convictions generals miss the days of conscription potpourri scented prisons i dropped the soap but no one's listening the mirror is superstitious it breaks itself without a witness your cancer obstructs my vision it's benign with its malignance held in place by a pair of forceps whispering its insistance assist the masquerade of resistance play a very convincing

Mmmmmmmmmmm
A touch of skin soft and slippery, With the hint of hint of sweat. We fought our resistance beneath the cool sheets, As the wind flowed from the window above us. Eyes met briefly and begged for the chance, To abandon all of our uncertainties. You began your work on my lips, Probing gently as if drawing sex, From a deep well of longing and need. Then heated tongues met in the midst, Of hot and quickening breath. And greedily we drank the wine of our lusts. Then intoxicated with those spirits, Our clothes found resting place on the floor. Piece by piece, Until there were no hiding places, For the two glistening and wanting bodies. Hunger revealed in this hot moment. Then skin meshed with skin, As the floor became the stage. You moved atop of me easily, And lowered yourself gently. Kissing me as I was filled with you. As a gasp broke the kiss, Your hands stroked the stray strands, Away from my forehead, then became entangled. Our slow rhythm gave way, To urgent

The Day They Met
One the day they met, the world stopped. nothing else mattered. Across the people and the long way between them, they saw nothing but each other. Slowly they walked towards each other, small smiles on faces, hearts beating fast. They get face to face and just look, hearts pounding hard in chest. Then arms wrap around tightly and hold afraid of letting go.Around them people look and smile..young love ...they think. Theyfianly releasebut keeps hands locked together, staring and smiling. Walking towards the luggage comes. Their they stand not knowing what to say or what to do. Fianly saying 'hi' and laughing. Walking towards the truck, hand in hand, talking about the flight, laughing. Getting home, not knowing what to do. Meeting people, getting very shy, turn red. Escape to room. 'I'm glad we met, i'm glad you came, I did not think I could love someone more but I do'. Going out spending time alone getting to know each other. New places, running into friends, having fun, getting home lat

Connection Problems.
So, some of you guys know I've been having some problems with uploads, etc. I got in touch with my service provider (Telewest Blueyonder - recently acquired by Virgin Media Group) and apparantly the problems I was having was due to improved security measures put in place by my provider. They've made only ONE port accessable by secure websites - so uploading pics for example meant that my computer refused to talk to the website causing it to time out. I'm glad it's sorted BUT I'm majorly pissed off that these arseholes didn't even send me a fucking E-Mail telling me they'd done that. Woulda saved me a whole lotta fucking about.

Wedding Anniversary
OMG.....This is funny! Well I think so A husband was in BIG trouble when he forgot his wedding anniversary "Tomorrow," his wife angrily told him, "there had better be something in our driveway that goes from zero to 200 in two seconds flat!" The next morning, the wife looked outside and saw a small package in the driveway. She brought it inside, opened it, and found a brand new bathroom scale. His funeral is on Saturday at 2 p.m.

Arcade Fire
Tonight I just seen the best band in the world right now !!!!!!!!!!! ARCADE FIRE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Tell the world just like i'm the now. I'm in awe of this spectalcal that I had the pleasure of seeing. Who the fuck dose bono think he is? coldplay fuck right off! this is what is needed!!!!!!!!!!! They may look like they are from the time when the real war was happen, not the oil war of today, I only wish they where, because what the fuck would we be listen to now? HEAVEN thats what!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! A R C A D E F I R E join up or die!

Bitchologyy
BITCHOLOGY When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a bitch. When I stand up for those I love, they call me a bitch. When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts or do things my own way, they call me a bitch. Being a bitch means I won't compromise what's in my heart. It means I live my life MY way. It means I won't allow anyone to step on me. When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak against it, I am defined as a bitch. The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead of being everyone's maid, or when I act a little selfish. It means I have the courage and strength to allow myself to be who I truly am and won't become anyone else's idea of what they think I "should" be. I am outspoken, opinionated and determined. I want what I want and there is nothing wrong with that! So try to stomp on me, try to douse my inner flame, try to squash every ounce of beauty I hold within

White Light,white Heat..lou Reed
White light White light going messin' up my mind Don't you know, it's gonna make me go blind White heat White heat, it tickle me down to my toes White light Oh, have mercy, white light have it, goodness knows White light White light going messin' up my brain White light Ooooh, white light it's gonna drive me insane White heat Ooooh, white heat, it tickle me down to my toes White light Ooooh, white light, I said now, goodness knows Do it Ooooh, white light I surely do love watch that stuff shooting itself in Ooooh, white light Watch that side, watch that side Don't you know, gonna be dead and bright Ooooh, white heat Yeah foxy mama, watch her walking down the street Ooooh, white light Come upside, your head gonna make a dead end on your street White light White light light moving me drain my brain White light Gonna make me really go insane White heat Ooooh, white heat, it tickle me down to my toes White light Ooooh, w

Why Not?
Why the Deacon and Devil? Hello there, if you are one of those who decided to come and look into my little dark world. Yes I said dark, and no I am not just another silly male gothic dude that thinks dark is wearing trendy clothing that happens to be dark. So what is dark? I think I was just like every one else before. I used to be one of those people who found myself alone at night, lonely a little...I dunno tormented. There were so many things I was supposed to be, so many things I felt I needed to be in order to find that acceptence and so called Success in life. Working, drifting, searching the internet alone for that little sweet moment of connection with some one. I was never overly religous, but I am spiritual and feeling lost and alone was sending me down into my own abyss. My own success was found in embracing that daker aspect of myself. I am not a soft modern man, I am not metrosexual, nor am I biased against any others style or ways. I am of myself, my

Lmfao Wtf?? Poor Lil Guys
It sounds like the plot to a bad B-movie. Meat-eating killer frogs have invaded a pond in San Francisco's Golden Gate Park, leaving environmentalists wondering how to stop their deadly march before they move on to bigger waters. The African clawed frogs have chomped through everything from turtles to fish in Lily Pond, near the California Academy of Sciences, the San Francisco Chronicle reported. • Click here to read the San Francisco Chronicle story. The frogs, which can grow up to 5 inches in length, have even gone cannibalistic. "They've eaten everything they can get their mouths around, and now they're eating each other," Eric Mills of the animal-rights group Action for Animals told the newspaper. Park officials have pulled some 2,500 of the frogs from the pond since 2003. They are taken to a fish and game facility where they are euthanized by a nerve poison, the paper said. But the frogs keep coming back. Last week, the city's Animal Control and Welfare Commis

Me...............
I sit alone and sometimes things consume me in fear. I need time I need space to find the answers but there is always someone pushing me pushing for more. I cant give more Im giving fully to those who need me the most now. My children I am the one person they have that loves them unconditionally and im there always, My mother who gave me the life I have and My grandmother who has lived so fully yet is beginning to see the end of her days. They are where I need to be .....how do u not give all you have all you are to show u love to show u care. and how can some one who says they love you so fiercely want you to turn your back on them and satisfy him? I cant I wont. Love would understand and be patient and wait. but sometimes what seems to be a love of a lifetime turns out to be nothing more than a love that passed the time. I said so many times to myself DO not let anyone in your heart they will only rip it apart. I am my family's rock and I shall continue to do so until I cant do

Not Another Contest Blog...
some of you know ive been really sick all week, well it's just getting worse. im in so much pain that the vicodin isnt even helping my throat anymore. i can barely swallow water and i have no voice today. im just waiting for a call back from my doctor to see if/when i can get in to see her today. just thought i'd write an update for those that actually care.

What's Yours?
You have a sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Thanks To Morbid Angel
McCAYLA, SHE WAS KILLED BY HER FLESH AND BLOOD AND ENDURED ABUSE FOR SOME TIME.. THE SYSTEM FAILED HER.. IF U SEE A BULLETION THAT I REPOST ABOUT THIS INNOCENT CHILD PLEASE REPOST IT.. ALSO THERE IS A BULLETION UP ABOUT A TAG U CAN RIP AND USE AS A PRIMARY IN MEMORY OF HER TILL HER FUNERAL.. PLEASE IF UR A TRUE FRIEND U'LL DO THIS FOR ME.. MY THIS CHILD SLEEP AMOUNG ANGELS.. SHE HAS HER WINGS AND CAN FLY FREE FROM ALL PAIN.. Buried at PhotoCasket.com

Ho Hum!
Well I havent posted many blogs on here at all so i figured i might as well do so now. Lately it seems like everything i do is wrong, no matter what it is. Im feeling more and more stupid as the days go by...why do i feel like this? I try to figure it out, i have a decent job that i enjoy, i have wonderful children that are doing well in school i have some great friends and my family is wonderful. I guess we all go thru these little phases where we start to lose faith in ourselves. Im 30 years old and i feel like my life is going nowhere right now...i am going back to college in the fall, maybe that will make me feel better. I dont think im going thru a depression, just tired of being alone. But i would rather be alone than be stuck with some of the guys i have dated lately. Why is it when you think you have met a great guy and things are going great all of a sudden things switch from good to bad. He all of a sudden shows you his true colors. Why do they like to play games

Just Wondering...
You know its wrong but you do it anyway..thinkin aint nothin gonna happen..its just a joke..your on a high from the adrenaline..your just about home..it'll be over in no time..then you look in your mirror and see the lights..that high just sunk to your gut..Was it worth it now?? ...JUST WONDERING...

My Firsrt Entry
Posted by: Glenda - Ky 1:08 PM Mar 15, 2007 This is absolutely Horrifying .. How these two Killed this baby the System absolutely Let her down & I read in the herald Leader where it was gonna be a private funeral and from the way it read They would be the only two attending.. Now how is this?? Tell me whats wrong with our Society Why are they allowed to Even attend her funeral or call any shots as to say the Funeral will be held private... Heres another Prime Example of the State not doing their Job .. COME ON PEOPLE WAKE UP... They have tortured this poor child enough... I know for fact from Inside source That Social Services was called Back 5 yrs ago for Suspicions of Abuse going on.. and Then A family Member of Joy Watkins had the nerve to Call the school that was raising Money For Michaelas Funeral and ask them if some of that Money could be used to Help pay the Step Moms Bond??? Now come on Can People get any lower... PEOPLE SHE WAS MURDERED THEY KILLED HER THEY CANT HURT HER ANY

Irish Cream Chocolate Mousse Cake
IRISH CREAM CHOCOLATE MOUSSE CAKE This rich chocolate mousse cake was created by Geri Gilliland, the Belfast-born chef-owner of Gilliland's, a cafe with an Irish accent in Santa Monica, California. On the inside of the dessert, chocolate mousse spiked with Irish cream liqueur is layered with espresso sponge cake that has been soaked in an Irish whiskey syrup. On the outside, the chocolate bands and a mound of chocolate curls give this treat a straight-from-the-bakery look, which we show you how to achieve at home. If it sounds too perfect, there is one drawback: This grand finale is certain to overshadow any corned beef and cabbage main course. Mousse 4 large eggs 1/3 cup sugar 12 ounces semisweet chocolate, chopped 1 1/2 cups chilled whipping cream 1/4 cup Irish cream liqueur Whisk eggs and sugar in large metal bowl. Set bowl over saucepan of simmering water (do not allow bottom of bowl to touch water) and whisk constantly until candy thermometer registers 60°F, abou

Mumm
Just wanted to address y'all on recent mumm. I wanted to apologize for the recent Van Halen Mumm I did. I did not realize someone did something recently on it, nor have I read it. I posted this one for my OWN curiosity. So, I apologize for you seeing something simular. However, lets not wear our ass as a hat about it either gang.

On Behalf Of Mccaylah
I want to say a Great Big Thank you To Everyone Especially Rosie for Being Here for Myself and Sweet Little McCaylah who has now gone to her Resting place & Because of Each and everyone of Us who Had this Moment of Silence & Was there with her In SPirit she has Now Gone to Rest and Was lifted up with Love and Peace... I couldnt have done this and Made it thru this even as hard as it still is right this moment without Friends Like you all... I Thank God For sending Rosie to me For without Her going all out for me With all this I couldnt done it She went above and Beyond without Being ask to do anything.. & Everyone Made Little Things wrote Poems Made Tags for us all To Use as our Primary .. My heart is Fluttering right now and Tears are falling and I Just cant find the words to say To each and everyone of you for Being here for this Precious Child & Using her Tag made by Amity and all the Beautiful Beautiful Tributes and The Candlelight Vigual Rosie made and Held I just cannot find the

Ok This Is All Me.. All My Humor.. Top 3 Sexual Questions Of The Day
These are the top three questions I have heard people ask and I thought it would be fun to answer them with some humor and some truth. Please feel free to add a question and see if I can have an answer for it also…Lol Top 3 question….. Sexual forum Top 3 questions Can kissing really get you pregnant? Only if its done right and that other half spends the night, with no contraceptive on hand, and you’re not willing to take a stand, and you both go all the way, and one month later you get some news that fucks up your day. So take it from me and do yourself a favor, buy a few condoms, I hear now they come in flavors. Remember no glove, no love Truth, The answer to the above question is no just in case you’re all a little bit slow. Does oral sex really matter? A. Just even thinking about this question makes me get madder. First to the ladies, it’s 2007, don’t you want a man that makes you come alive? If you have a guy not willing to go downtown and on you

An Emotional Week For Me....
It has been good because I have had the opportunity to begin some meditation CDs that a coworker has provided me some copies of. Thank goodness for them because they have allowed me to get some much needed rest, which probably allowed me to be not quite so emotional when I got the bad news this week. I have been applying for fulltime positions at work for the past year and have always ended up being chosen for the second best choice. Augghghgghhh! That can be so frustrating and discouraging. This last time, I had applied for an overnight position for Sun - Thursday, 10:45-7:15a. I even had all of the overnight and second shift coworkers advocating for me. Come to find out today that another relief person has got the position. What is discouraging is that she hasn't been as dependable as myself, nor attending the relief meetings on a regular basis - and I have. In fact, some of my coworkers feel that I am much too good a relief person and that is why I keep being passed u

In Memory!!!
Gods Heavenly Garden Sometimes God picks the flower that is still in full bloom; Sometimes the rose bud's chosen that we feel he's picked too soon. Sometimes the flower is fading with petals floating down, But God knows the perfect time to gather flowers from the garden. There is a heavenly garden in which God takes great pleasure beacuse he has placed within it the loved ones that we treasure. He walks among the blossoms giving them eternal rest, and I know that it must please him because he chose our very best. by. Dorothea K Barwick In memory of a great man that meant the world to me, he will be missed but never forgotten. love you.

Passion!!!
Come close and gently hold me as you never have before. Speak softly of your passion and the places you want to explore. Make the fire grow hotter as you taste my eager lips,and let your hands go searching as they brush across my hips. Tonight I want to love you as wholey as I may,let go your inhabitions and let me have my way. My needs grow deep with longing for your hot breath on my skin. Come close put out the fire that burns so deep within.

Letting Your Senses Take You Down The Road Of Defeat...
Many Christians walk by their senses rather than by their spirits. As a result, they are running into a multitude of problems which will lead them down the road to defeat. Although people may be saved and even filled with the Holy Spirit, they are not attaining and living the overcoming, victorious life. So what's the reason? It is simply because they have not made the change from the realm of the senses to the realm of the Spirit. The only way to make that change is with a renewed mind. A mind (spirit) that is renewed with the Word of God is always at war with the un-renewed mind, always in conflict, always engaged in a battle with unbelief. Unbelief is simply the conflict between the spirit of a man and the senses of a man. Your senses will always demand tangible, visible evidence concerning the reality of the things of God. In contrast, the man who walks by the spirit is always governed by the Word of God, independent of the senses. It is easy to see why many Christi

Seniors
SENIORS ARE THE LEADING CARRIERS OF AIDS: HEARING AIDS--BAND AIDS--ROLL AIDS--WALKING AIDS-- MEDICAL AIDS--GOVERNMENT AIDS--. MOST OF ALL MONETARY AID TO THEIR KIDS. THE GOLDEN YEARS HAVE COME AT LAST. I CANNOT SEE---I CANNOT PEE--I CANNOT SCREW --I CANNOT CHEW MY MEMORY SHRINKS--MY HEARING STINKS. NO SENSE OF SMELL--I LOOK LIKE HELL. MY BODY IS DROOPING---GOT TROUBLE POOPING. THE GOLDEN YEARSHAVE COME AT LAST. THE GOLDEN YEARS CAN KISS MY ASS. DARLIN MOTHER

My 'goth Contest Has Start' Bulletin
The Bests Looking Goth Contest has began, the contest will end Tuesday March 27, at 12 pm EST The Prizes Will be:First Place: Silver MotorcycleSecond Place: RolexThird Place: Platinum Cherry If Anyone one breaks10,000 comments thenthe prizes will beFirst Place: CorvetteSecond Place: Silver MotorcycleThird Place: Men's Ring or Women's Ring Here are your contestants, go BOMB them, this is a open contest if any one wans to join anytime before it ends then they will be allowed to, understand thats the contest will NOT be extended because of any new entries that may come in. ~Gothic Rose~Goddess of Blood and Daggers~Founder of The Covenant of Shadows~and~Founder of LDCCristal-NoirBLOODSYNDICATE.MESSIAH[time killer extraordinaire] [fetish toy] ..catalysmic [aura]..Ariyen ~ KOT, NaN, Bartender 4 Club FantasiaMORBID PRINCESS-LADY ONYX OF THE DARK REALM-LDCF CT WIFE OF BLACK KNIGHT -LDCFBisexualVampyre ~*B&A Family Princess Bitch*~

Mccaylah's Blast Coming Up Watch For It Please
This is a Reminder that the Blast Purchased in Memory of McCaylah Has now been Made and As soon as It is Approved I will be placing her picture as my Primary and Will Let everyone know so You can watch for it .. This is what I Said in the Blast I couldnt name and Ty everyone Personally So Please Dont be offended But I did Say Ty to everyone Who participated and used her tag as Your Primary :o) Love u all .... Be Watching for it :o) _____________________________________ The Blast : April is child Abuse Awareness Month The Picture in this blast is Of McCaylah A Special ty to {Mads} ToXic SiN For this blast In Memory Of Her she Murdered by her Parents Its Posted in My Blogs Many Things were made for her & Tributes .. A Special Ty to Rosie for eveything & Everyone To many To Thank Indiv..Thank You to Everyone who Participated & Used her Tag as their primary

It's All A Computer Game...
Ok, so here's a hypothesis on life: What if we're all omnipotent immortal beings living in some eutopian world? One of the downsides of living forever and having no hardships is that boredom can really set in. So... a new game was invented.... Anyone who pays top dollar to play gets to be born as a baby in this virtual reality world called 'Earth'. As the game starts all memory of the entrants' real existences are completely wiped and they have to start living their lives from scratch, believing that it is all completely real. ....We are all contestants! The twist is, the rules of the game are never explained to you... they can't be - you don't even know it's a game, but the reality of it is all the while you're on 'Earth' you're constantly racking up or losing points depending on all your actions or inactions. The goal, I think, is not necessarily to be a good and worthy human being, but to gain as much fame (or indeed infamy) as possible in whichever way you see fit a

New Additions To Preamble To The Constitution
NEW PREAMBLE TO THE CONSTITUTION The following has been attributed to State Representative Mitchell Kaye from GA. This guy should run for President one day... "We the sensible people of the United States, in an attempt to help everyone get along, restore some semblance of justice, avoid more riots, keep our nation safe, promote positive behavior, and secure the blessings of debt-free liberty to ourselves and our great-great-great-grandchildren, hereby try one more time to ordain and establish some common sense guidelines for the terminally whiny, guilt ridden, delusional, and other liberal bed-wetters. We hold these truths to be self evident: that a whole lot of people are confused by the Bill of Rights and are so dim they require a Bill of NON-Rights." ARTICLE I: You do not have the right to a new car, big screen TV, or any other form of wealth. More power to you if you can legally acquire them, but no one is guaranteeing anything. ARTICLE II: You do not have the right t

Just Do It!
I had always been a bit of a party animal, drinking smoking etc... But for some reason I just wanted to do a marathon once, sort of a life goal, tick the box thing. At the time all my friends and family were like 'man you can't do that, you don't run your way out of shape, there’s no way you can do it'. I kind used that as a sort of strength really. All the negative comments slowly building up in the back of my mind with a 'I'll show you' sort of undertone. One day I thought man I just got do this. So I tried to run around the block... only made down the street and came back. This was pretty disappointing but I though ‘no man just do it everyday just do it and go further’. So over the next couple of months I did, whenever I had doubts I just told myself this is not negotiable 'just do it' don't think about it just take action. Eventually I ran that marathon and finished. There was no one there at the finish line cheering me on (that I knew) but it taught me a lot about life an

I Get Attached To People
I'm the type of person that gets attached to others rather quickly if I spend anytime getting to know them.I can't seem to help it and because of this I get hurt alot.I've been on this site since December 6th.I've said goodbye to 2 friends already.One won't be back at all and one will be gone till the end of summer.I was upset enough to cry for most of the day after telling them bye.I know I'm tenderhearted and that people come and go in your lifetime alot.But it doesn't stop me from becoming attached to them.I would not want it to either.

My Thoughts
My thoughts are my writing, spewing forth at sporadic bursts, the randomness is what makes them work. Notebooks filled my room, therapy it was called, put it all down, it lets it all out they said, well it never left, it just keeps growing, spreading through my mind these thoughts. Some last for years, some for seconds, I write them down, so others,can see a side of me I keep quiet to those around. Then it doesn't disturb them.

Plants
something i found interesting..although i cant remember any dreams about a specific plant but this is what i was emailed its kinda cool Plants Plants are often not a specific item of dream interpretation because most of the time they function simply as background scenery. The exception to this rule is when a particular type of plant is identified in the dream. Plants that are significant are those that have historic importance in literature or your personal experience. For example, you may dream of visiting a friend who is sitting in a thicket of hemlock. Obviously, this plant is significant because of the implications of hemlock and suicide in ancient lore. Other plants that may be significant are those that remind you of a childhood memory, a particular place, or a particular person. In those cases, identifying the relationship of your current circumstances with your memories is important.

Nobody Else
I cannot find anyone else To compare to the perfections I cannot find a single person To show me as much affection I cannot find anyone else To help me rid my pain I cannot find a single person To make me again sane I cannot find anyone else To replace the sadness I cannot find a single person To cure the madness I cannot find anyone else To love as much as you I cannot find a single person To care for like I do you

Self Deprecating Humor
Yes folks, I've just had this brilliant idea that self-deprecating humor is perfect for people like me. It's a great way to set up the would-be admirers with in-your-face-can-you-handle-it dialogue with your pitiful-but-abundantly-witty-state of mind. The objective of this downhill run is to see if you can spot the defective areas from a distance, calculate whether or not the slope is do-able. Mentally prepare yourself for the twists and turns. Learn how to ski in armor for protection of the barbs and broken glass scattered around the course. The object is to have quick reflexes and not take anything too seriously as it really is just a matter of luck if anyone actually makes it down the slope. Most will say, screw it and walk away. Which brings me to another great point of self-deprecating humor. It separates the gutsy ones from the whimps. The champs from the chimps. And if anyone should actually make it to the finish line, you'll damned well know they effin deserve a little

Perfect
Your kiss. Your touch. The way you make me feel it all seems so perfect. Like its too good to be real. You're the only one who knows me both inside and out. You're the only one for me baby without a doubt. I love to hold you in my arms and feel your hands in mine. Your perfect just the way you are theres none other of your kind. The gentle way you kiss me i pray will never end. Remember how we started out as just being friends. But that friendship was so perfect it was sure to grow to love and love it was love sweet love. Its sort of like we're destined. A couple meant to be. Lets keep us going baby Heres to you and me.

Jinx
Time for bed for me and yet I can't sleep again. I feel as if I am a jinx to my friends lately. I went to see my friend and he ended up getting bad news about his ankle injury last week - more rehab and possible surgery on it. I went to see my girlfriend in SC and her boyfriend the other day to help clean up her yard - it was a jungle that needed some taming. Anyway the b/f's son stole his truck, wrecked it and was underage drinking on top of it. Everyone I touch in some way has had something go wrong. All my co-workers have had some bad experience lately too. Between my family issues and now this I have to wonder if I am not a jinx to people. My mom leaves to go to FL in the morning and I didn't go visit today because I am afraid if I do something will happen to her too. I know I shouldn't feel this way but I do. I guess I will be anti-social for awhile and claim that I am working on my finals - mostly true since it is finals week for me in my class this term - and just not

Smart
you think you know it all you think you are so smart im told im so dumb but i know thats not true you may be smart but you dont know it everything you have to be bad at something no one is that smart thats say half of being smart is knowing what you are dumb at if you dont know than you are not all that smart you dont know everything that you say you know all about me you dont know what i go through i not what it seems i guess you dont know that now are you it may seem like everything is fine but you dont know im not always happy like you you think youre not smart but youre not dumb you are perfect the way you are you dont have to be smart just be yourself dont try to know me

Old But Necessary To Repeat
Ah, this young Airman 1st Class say it all... This is an Airman's response to Cindy Williams' editorial piece in the Washington Times about MILITARY PAY, it should be printed in all newspapers across The World. On Nov. 12, Ms Cindy Williams (from Laverne and Shirley TV show) wrote a piece for the Washington Times, denouncing the pay raise coming service members' way this year -- citing that the stated 13% wage was more than they deserve. A young airman from Hill AFB responds to her article below. He ought to get a bonus for this. "Ms Williams: I just had the pleasure of reading your column, "Our GIs earn enough" and I am a bit confused. Frankly, I'm wondering where this vaunted overpayment is going, because as far as I can tell, it disappears every month between DFAS (The Defense Finance and Accounting Service) and my bank account. Checking my latest earnings statement I see that I make $1,117.80 before taxes. After taxes, I take home $874.20. When I run that through

New Day
Just joined and am trying to figure out how this thing works so be PATIENT with me. I have to go to a job interveiw, it is a lot harder to get a job now then it use to be. I had to go throught 2 days of testing and now I have to go through 3 interviews. One with the head of human resources and one with the board of employees and then one with the plant manager. I am on interview number 2. Then still have all the drug testing to go through. I hope this job is worth all the stuff you have to go through

Memory
its funny how some songs make memories flood back to you that youd normally not be thinking of,....the mornings id lay there while ud be hanging the clothes out on the line.....i ask you why when we had a dryer ,..you said you liked the way they smelled on my skin....you seem to be the reason to smile everyday for me ,.....its funny how when the song ends so does the memory.......or does it....

Death Be Swift
I once again trsuted my heart and like an old fool that i am it got hurt. Why do I keep trying? Why am I so damn stupid? Why lead me on or make me think that there may possible be a chance? Maybe I bost your ego I don't know butI Would love to have soem straight answers. My world was happy for a whiel and now al lI see is darkness. Life use to be sweet becaseu I thought I had someoen or the possiblity of someone and now i know...I am nothing...Once again I am back otbe nothing. I hate this....Life sucks!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Something To Think About
The first day of school our professor introduced himself and challenged us to get to know someone we didn't already know. I stood up to look around when a gentle hand touched my shoulder. I turned round to find a wrinkled, little old lady beaming up at me with a smile that lit up her entire being. She said, "Hi handsome. My name is Rose. I'm eighty-seven years old. Can I give you a hug?" I laughed and enthusiastically responded, "Of course you may!" and she gave me a giant squeeze. "Why are you in college at such a young, innocent age?" I asked. She jokingly replied, "I'm here to meet a rich husband, get married, and have a couple of kids..." "No seriously," I asked. I was curious what may have motivated her to be taking on this challenge at her age. "I always dreamed of having a college education and now I'm getting one!" she told me. After class we walked to the student union building and shared a chocolate milkshake. We became instant friends. Eve

So Many Things Happen In The Next 2 Weeks
im gonna need all the friends and support i can cuz next week on the 7th my brother gets married to this great girl and then less then 2 or 3 weeks later he goes off to Iraq and i have to start been the rock of the family see my brother has been since my fathers accident in 99 cuz he has been in a coma since and now since my brother is leavein its gonna be hard on my mom even more and i will have to be her rock i just need people to talk to from time to time anyone care to be that person hit me back

Only The Best And How
To All My Friends I Have not done a blog in along long time... So I am sitting here with some time on my hands and writing to you all or who ever reads this... Before I Start I Want To Send Some Love To You All as I don't think I say I love You Enouth :o) But My Life So Far... For A Change Things Are Starting to go Right for me... I am Happy, Chilled Out And Still Loving Life... At Work I can even say I broke a smile... Had my End Of Year Review with my store manager and I have to say I was very happy with how it went... she also told me I Might Get a Really Good Pag Rise to bring me in line with the other manages that work there... But I am going to hope for something like £19,000 to £20,000 from £17,000 and if I am right bearing in mind I might be way off the mark... That means I can pay for things That I have always wanted and wanted to do... :o) hehe But I will leave it there for the time being as me Lad Is Making a Mess of things and it looks like I have to tidy up... :o) hehe Lo

Sex On The Beach
I spread the blanket out carefully knowing that the sand will soon engulf it anyways... I sit with my sex on the beach in hand carefully not to spill any.. I pat the spot next to me inviting you to sit... You oblige and sit quickly... I take a deep breath the air smells of the salt water but the breeze against my bare arms and legs feels like gental silk hands massaging me... Um I dont know if it is the drinks or the look in your eyes that has my cunt dripping wet... I rub my thighs together just a bit... I whisper in your ear "I need you... Touch me" You take my almost empty glass and down what is left and throw it to the side into the sand... You wrap your arm around my waist and press your chest against mine. We are so close and I can smell the liquor on your breath, I go to kiss your lips but you turn your head and move to my neck.. you nuzzle me and slowly slide the straps down on my tank top... revealing my flesh.. Goose bumps invade my whole body as my breasts are revealed and

For Fu@k Sake!!!!
MYCSALUTE PIC IS GONE MY CRUSH WAS GONE MY PAGE WAS SCREWED UP SO HAD TO COME ON HERE AND FIX IT...IM BEGING TO HATE THIS FUCKIN SITE MY SHOUTBOX NEVER WORKS YES IM RANTING IM HUNG OVER DIDNT SLEEP TILL 5 THIS MORNIN BAD THING OF ME AND NADA BEING TOGETHER AND HAVING A HOUSE FULL WE NEVER KNOW WHEN TO GIVE UP AND SLEEP LOL.....BUT HAD A REALLY GREAT VISIT WITH HER I LOVE HER AND MISS HER TONS SHELL BE GOING TO ST.LOUIS SOON AND WONT GETTA SEE HERE AS OFTEN AS I LIKE ITS GONNA BE ROUGH.....OH BUT ON THE BRITE SIDE HER TATTOO SHE GOT LAST NIGHT IS FUCKIN AWSOME WELL GOTTA HEAD OUT ....XOXOXO,MESHA

Hallow
Have you ever felt like there was litterally nothing left inside? Like no matter what you did, nothing could fill that emptiness up? Has your pain ever gotten to the point where you're crying inside all the time?Life sux, its ment to, and happiness and a western world value that doesn't really matter. We should be content to just be, to just exist. So why does it hurt so bad when you're wronged?

Weeping Monday
WHEN EVERYTHING FROM FRIDAY NIGHT,TO SUNDAY NIGHT GOES WONDERFUL,BUT THEN YOU GET TO MONDAY,...AND EVERYTHING GOES WRONG YOU FEEL SCREWED,YOU JUST FEEL YOU CAN'T DO ANYTHING RIGHT,ALTHOUGH YOU TRY,ALL YOU CAN DO IS WEEP,JUST LIKE THE RAIN THAT IS FALLING DOWN,IT FEELS LIKE ALL OF THOSE HAPPY DAYS YOU HAD THAT THERE ARE DAYS OF SHIT PILED UP RIGHT BEHIND IT,THAT EVERYTHING HAS TO ATTACK YOU ALL AT ONCE IN ONE DAY,HOW DOES MONDAY DO THAT?--BRING OUT THE NEGITIVITY IN PEOPLE,...A DOMINANT POWER THAT HOLDS NO RESPECT OF WHAT IS GOOD,...AND BRINGS OUT THE WORST IN PEOPLE,? TELL ME,...WHY DOES EVERY MONDAY FEEL THAT WAY,IS IT JUST MONDAY? BAD DRIVERS,PEOPLE IN A RUSH,PISSED OFF BECAUSE THEY HAVE TO GO TO WORK,WHATS WRONG WITH WORK?OH,I SEE CAUSE WORK ISN'T YOUR FAVORITE BAR OR DRINK,...OR THAT FRIEND YOU'D RATHER BE WITH,MONDAY IS SUPPOSED TO START A NEW WEEK FOR MOST,WHEN A NEW WEEK REALLY STARTS OFF ON SUNDAY,BUT THATS WHEN PEOPLE PLAY,...PEOPLE HURT PEOPLE AND MOST DON'T LOOK BACK TO SAY

Lyrics To The Song Always By Bon Jovi. *maybe If You People Are Good. Ill Make A Video Blog Of Me Singing It*
This romeo is bleeding But you can't see his blood It's nothing but some feelings That this old dog kicked up It's been raining since you left me Now I'm drowning in the flood You see I've always been a fighter But without you I give up Now I can't sing a love song Like the way it's meant to be Well, I guess I'm not that good anymore But baby, that's just me And I will love you, baby - Always And I'll be there forever and a day - Always I'll be there till the stars don't shine Till the heavens burst and The words don't rhyme And I know when I die, you'll be on my mind And I'll love you - Always Now your pictures that you left behind Are just memories of a different life Some that made us laugh, some that made us cry One that made you have to say goodbye What I'd give to run my fingers through your hair To touch your lips, to hold you near When you say your prayers try to understand I've made mistakes, I'm just a man When

To The One Who Holds My Heart In His Hands
I sat at home, Wishing you were in my arms. I closed my eyes and pictured 'us' Together, looking into each other's eyes, Revealing all that is hidden And all that is true. I sat in my room, Thinking about how beautiful and perfect you are And I realized how lucky I was to be with you... Someone who really cares about me, Someone who actually feels the same, And I can't help but cry. I do not cry tears of sadness, But tears of happiness, Because I have found the one person who makes me happy And makes my life complete. I can't help wanting to have your soft lips on mine. Because I feel without you... there can be no me. I need you to help me Through the day Through the good And through the bad. I need you to be you, Because that is who I have fallen in love with. I love you so much My heart stops when I hold you close... I love you so much I can feel it deep down inside my soul. I love you for who you are And who you want to be. And, when I say

Time Still Remains
With this ring I thee wed How sad the vows have become In a world of tears and discord Sorrow has fled replaced by fear instead Bruises and anguish, he still comes Worth her life or is the payment to high Leaving a shattered frame of mind in charge Decisions to make are almost too hard Time and time again love tries to bloom Sorrow is only the outcome Who is to blame who is shamed Does he care what happened to her Or is her life none of his concern Thrice he has wed and thrice he has fled She has remained the same since that night When love left her heart in that fight Broken yet whole no one knows her pain Single and alone from that moment on Love’s whisper is gone Will another replace the pain and fill the void Time still remains

A True Goddess Today, My Love Special K. N.j..
Attention I need you all to gather round, I want to tell you about the sexiest woman around.. Now this may be a dream or maybe it's true, but you decide which one it is it's up to you.. But for now close your mind and open your soul,and listen to what you are told.. I was taking a walk in the park, and it was not to sunny and not yet dark.. when I saw a vision like something from a dream, a total goddess and you all know what I mean.. she was a beauty as if sent from heaven above, and at first sight all I felt was love.. So I stopped her and asked her name, and she she said please do not bring that game.. Still I felt this was my lucky day, and I was right she looked at me and said SPECIAL K. N.J.. I was surprised and yet there was no retreat, So I asked can I get you something to eat.. So we got together about eight, and believe it or not I was on time and not a moment late.. As we were seated I spoke about her outfit and about how well it fit, and she said now you want to talk that

What Do You Do Best?
I had the following conversation on Hot or Not yesterday with a boy whose profile identified him as a “professional party photographer.” BOY: ooh. you might be my favourite double match yet! are you as pretty in real life as you are in your photos? or did you just get a few lucky photos... SUGAR: I'm actually severely obese. I just found the right angles. BOY: you must be an amazing photographer. good job. i hope you have a good sense of humor also. SUGAR: Me, sense of humor? Surely you jest. What, pray tell, is a professional party photographer? The partier who takes lots of photos? Or the not-partying photographer who documents the party? BOY: you don't have to pary, to get me to tell you things. My life is like an open book... A party photographer, is the life of the party. I get people to be their best while sober, wasted and everything in between. In fact that is what i do best...helping other people strive to be their very best. What do you do best? This is wh

To All My Fellow Cherries
I'm happy to say that I love cherrytap.com I have met some great people one person in particular (JayBaby) much luv to everyone out there. Especially to Jay may peace be with you as you cross the seas. Know that my heart is here always and will never leave. Hurry Back!! One Luv, Real luv, always and forever

Goodbye To All My Friends An Fans
THANK YOU ALL FOR BEING GREAT FRIENDS AND FOR ALL THE RATES AND HELP YOU HAVE GIVEN ME.. THE TIME HAS COME FOR ME TO LEAVE AS I WILL NOT BE A PART OF A NETWORK THAT DELETES PEOPLE FOR NO GOOD REASONS OTHER THAN TAKING A STAND WITH OTHERS AND REPOSTING VIEWS OR RANTS.. CHERRY TAP SEEMS TO TAKE THE ATTITUDE TAKE OUR MONEY AND ALLOW NO SAY.. AND WITH EVEYONE ONE THEY DELETE FOR EXPRESSION OF VIEW OR A RANT THERE WILL BE 10 MORE NEW CHERRIES TO TAKE THERE PLACE WRONG EVENTUALLY BAD WORD OF MOUTH WILL GO A LONG WAY.. AND CHERRY TAP WILL NOT BE THIS SO CALLED HAPPENING PLACE.. ALOT OF MY GOOD FRIENDS WERE DELETED.. FOR REPOSTING AND WEARING THAT X ON THERE PROFILE AND THAT PISSES ME OFF.. CHERRY TAP.. DOES NOT SEEM TO CARE WHETHER WE ARE HARRASSED, ECT.. HAVE OUR PICS STOLEN AND USED ON SOMEONE ELSES PROFILE.. THAT DOESNT WARRANT DELETION.. BUT EXPRESSING A VIEW DOES.. WHAT A FUCKED UP NETWORK THIS HAS BECOME AND I DONT WANT TO BE PART OF IT.. AND I WILL NOT SPEND ONE DIME ON HERE..

My Friend I Love You
I can't give solutions to all of life's problems, doubts, or fears. But I can listen to you, and together we will search for answers. I can't change your past with all it's heartache and pain, nor the future with its untold stories. But I can be there now when you need me to care. I can't keep your feet from stumbling. I can only offer my hand that you may grasp it and not fall. Your joys, triumphs, successes, and happiness are not mine; Yet I can share in your laughter. Your decisions in life are not mine to make, nor to judge; I can only support you, encourage you, and help you when you ask. I can't prevent you from falling away from friendship, from your values, from me. I can only pray for you, talk to you and wait for you. I can't give you boundaries which I have determined for you, But I can give you the room to change, room to grow, room to be yourself. I can't keep your heart from breaking and hurting, But I can cry with you a

Circle Of Stones
As we grow up throughout our lives we all take steps our first steps are magical our toddler steps are to learn our teenage steps are for makeing mistakes so when we leave home we have a better understanding about life but the funny thing about growing old is that in time we all revet back to those first steps when we needed help the most in our lives we go back to where we flet safe felt love we go home.

Where Is My Energy Right Now?
Any time you sense you are getting overrun by outside influences and losing your feelings, put your attention inside your body. Relax. . ., let your breath sink low. . ., breathe in your abdomen. . . . --Anne Kent Rush When we are feeling as though all our energy is scattered throughout our bodies, we need to practice centering, or focusing this energy into one place. Our center may change from day to day, and each of us feels it differently. When we're walking, we may feel power coming from our hips and spreading through the body, heart, and mind. When we're in a meditative mood, we may feel warm energy at the back of the head. At other times, we might feel a real centering place in the middle of the chest, right where our heart and arms and breathing come together. There is no one way to be at peace. Centering is a way for each of us to find and picture to ourselves our focused energy. When we can do this, we increase our power to bring about those things we want from life, th

Forever Love!!
Forever love, I promise you, my love will be never fade. I can't just cut away my heart, where your love once laid. Forever love, I promise you, my heart you'll always own. Even though you've left me now, stranded all alone. Forever love, I promise you, my soul is yours to keep. As once our souls were joined as one, there's nothing left but sleep. Forever love, I promise you, you're always on my mind. For without you in my life, l've nothing left to find. Forever love, I promise you, l'm yours eternally. Through good times and bad, l'm always here, for your's I'll always be.

Fuck...again?
Damnit...I slept in again today. 2 hours late for work....I'm so fucking dead, right? Nope...nobody cares. Absolutely nobody...I'm in awe. The starter (who is a volunteer, he does NOT get paid) was here at 6, and when I didn't show up he just sent everyone out and collected credit card numbers. Fuck...I got in at 8 o'clock and everything is running smoothly, without me. Nobody is in the pro-shop, the golfers are all doing their thing. And the best part...every single one of them came back in after they were done playing and willingly paid. My boss comes in and says "Everything going smoothly?"...and that was it. Boy, if I knew it was gonna be like this I would have slept in more often.

To Young Girls
YOUNG WOMEN ARE GETTING OUT OF HAND. WHY DO YA'LL TRY TO OUT DO EACH OTHER? DO YOU REALIZE THAT YOU AS WOMEN SHOULD BE RUNNING THIS WORLD? FIGHTING ON CAM PUTTING IT ONLINE AND FIGHTING OVER GUYS WHO REALLY DON'T GIVE A FUCK. I'M SICK AND TIRED OF YA'LL FEMALES SETTING REAL WOMEN BACK.

To Be You
As I pour my blood down the drain I slit my wrists to hit every vein to think it would kill me to ease my pain I would give anything to have your fame to get what you got in which I don't own I am the unfortunate all left alone I only ask to be wanted and have love and affection but what I get is everyones simple rejection you act so hard done by but really your not I would give you anything To live the life you got but simply you don't see thats you've gone so far anyone would dream to live the life of a star you got the personality and the good looks I'm just the nerd with all the books YOu don't know me or what I've been through I'd do anything to be you

Hey All Of My Friends ..i Think U Should Read This Plzzz
COME JOIN US IN THE BEAR FAMILY OF CHERRYTAP THE BEAR FAMILY ON CHERRYTAP IS A FAMILY THAT WELCOMES NEW MEMBERS TO THE SITE AND HELPS MEMBERS NEW TO THE SITE WE ARE A FAMILY THAT IS JUST STARTING OUT BUT HOPING TO BE BIG WE WILL BE HAPPY TO ACCEPT NEW MEMBERS AND WILL BE LOOKING FORWARD TO MEETING NEW MEMBERS AND WELCOMING NEW MEMBERS TO THE SITE. WE ALSO HELP MEMBERS BY HELPING THEM AROUND ON THE SITE WE ALSO HELP MEMBERS WITH ANY PROBLEMS THEY MAY HAVE SO IF YOUR QUESTION DOES NOT GET ANSWERED RIGHT AWAY NO NEED TO WORRY THERE IS ALWAYS SOMEONE WHO WILL BE ABLE TO HELP YOU AND GUIDE YOU THROUGH THE SITE AND PAGE. SO IF THIS SOUNDS SOMETHING LIKE YOU COME JOIN THE BEAR FAMILY WE ARE A FAMILY THAT YOU CAN COUNT ON AND TURN TO ANYTIME. SO COME BE PART OF A FUN FANTASTIC FAMILY. IF YOU ARE INTERESTED IN JOINING THE FAMILY PLEASE SEND US A PRIVATE MESSAGE STATING THAT YOU WOULD LIKE TO BE A MEMBER OF THE FAMILY. WE ARE A FAMILY THAT IS HERE TO HAVE FUN AND BE A FAMILY WE WILL NOT TOLERA

I Want To Show You The Hole I Have Inside
I'm feeling crossed I take it inside Burn up the pain My thoughts are strange Just like the things I used to love Just like the tree that fell I heard it If art is still inside I feel it I wanna bleed Show the world all that I have inside I wanna scream Let the blood flow that keeps me alive Take all these strings They call my veins Wrap them around Every fucking thing Presence of people Not for me Well I must remain in tune Forever My love is music I will marry melody I wanna bleed Show the world all that I have inside I wanna scream Let the blood flow that keeps me alive Won't you let me take you For a ride You can stop the world Try to change my mind Won't you let me show you How it feels You can stop the world But you won't change me I need music I need music I need music to set me free To let me bleed The past couple of nights have been a whirlwind of strange thoughts. They enter for a little while

3rd Shift
Hi, this goes out to all who read my blogs. i am working 3rd shift and have very little time during week to be online. i hope all understand and encourage me to do my best at my job. i cant always respont to user comments so please forgive me. this is my 1st time doing a 3rd shift job and it is so hard to get used to love ya all and Missy will be back soon I promise. TTYL Love Ya All Missy

Poems Ive Written
A star so bright, A star so cold, I think about my final wish, to which I'm about to unfold, Something so beautiful like angels from above, I wish for that someone I still love, That Someone that listen to my dreams & Took away my fears, That Someone that held me close & wiped away my tears, As I blow out the candle to make my wish and wish that It comes true, I hope you know that all this time I've been wishing I still had you... I love you more today than I did yesterday But not as much as I will tomorrow

Poem 9
With the warm circle Of your ever loving arms, I found myself held close Kept from all harm Within your loving circle I would rest in harmony, There life was very different From what it used to be for me You Held me safe within that circle Of your gentle loving arms, My heart was captive I was a witness to your charms You Kept me safe From the evils of the world I rested my head upon your chest, Bound within your loving circle I know that I was blessed. Please Open wide your arms Into your Heart & soul again invite me in, Encircle me in tenderness Forever once more hold me close within. The world outside your arms Is safely kept at bay, For within your loving circle All bad is chased away. Within your circle of love No darkness was allowed, Only joy and peace reside Your heart my gentle shroud. Within your loving circle Your love would light my way, Leading dreams within my night To the safety of your day. Held tight within your arms No

Poem 11
Everyday that goes by my soul still burns with love for you, a love so intense it'll never again make you blue. A love I have for you but you're not there to hold me or love me. My heart breaks and my eyes fill with tears, I want to be there so you can take away my fears. It is you I cry for, you I long for,you I live for, you I'd die for.It is you I need. Only you can make me happy, only you can make me cry, only you will I never again say Good Bye. My love I have for you is so strong it will never die. I will always and forever be there for you. To care for you, to want you, to kiss you, and miss you. A love that you never had, a love that will never again make you sad, a love that only I can bring, I want to be the one and only true love in your life.

If I Were Given 3 Wishes
If I were given 3 wishes, I would first ask to wake up in your arms every day for the rest of my life. I want to breathe in the same air you breathe, when you awake to a new day. My second wish would be that I never disappoint you, or break your heart again. I only want to love you like no one ever has before. My third wish - it really is very simple - is that you would only tell me if you want any of these same things I want. If you still love me, and want me & you together to get through life & be one of the Happiest Couples on earth .Ones Others Look at and envy Because they want the same Kind of love. One word from you and I am sure this can be done, because I still love you as much as I did 3 months ago. It doesn't fade. I will always love you this much I'm sure of. I wouldn't ask for diamonds, gold or a million dollars. None of that could make me as happy as I would be to just have you in my life once again Forever & A Day!

My Friends, Please Read!
Hey guys, just wanted to tell you all I won't be around for several days. My computer is being really really evil and I have to get it fixed. I'm bumming my sis' laptop right now. If you rate my pics or something and want me to do yours, message me and I'll do it when I get back, On a fun note, my cousin Vivian is visiting from Cleveland! I'm taking off with her tomorrow morning to Mexico for a few days. After that I'm gonna drag her around to class with me and stuff =) I'll stop in when I can. Love you all!!

The Ex-wife
The Ex-Wife just a little ditty about my life with my ex :o) I Shudder at the pictured scene. Where soon the ex doth haunt imperious man. Where they affect towards so dismal hearts. Invoke thier will to tear apart. The soul and all the worldly goods. That maketh man in fatherhood. That all they own, the ex must have. No matter what they`ll forsake. Until finally our backs they do break. When all is gone and said and done. They cry with joy at what they`ve done. Soon all is lost in forgotten dismain. Then it starts all over again. They will not let you live in peace. Until every drop of blood is gone. They pick and pick at your fleece. Then Cry "Hooray we`ve won". Paul Ellis Davies Copyright ©2006 Paul Ellis Davies

Excerpt From Nocturnal
It was starting to get late, and to make matters worse, the moisture in the air formed a thin layer of fog on the ground. Finding it a bit strange for this time of year, I figured anything was possible and let the thought slip away. I was certain the best thing we could do was to get out of here. It meant I would have to put my curiosity on the back burner so to speak, at least for the night anyway. Tapping the side of my leg, Rambo took a few steps towards, me stopping at my feet. “Lets go home boy.” I began walking knowing he would follow. Noticing the fog, as it thickened further up the road, my eyes found their way down to Rambo. He was taking small cautious strides. They were just enough to keep him at my side. “You okay boy?” Lifting his head so his snout faced me, I noticed his eyes weren’t the same anymore. They held a sorrow deep inside. Looking his frightened face, I think we both had the same feeling that with all the strange things going on one of us might n

Still Learning My Way Around
Still learning my way around the Cherry Patch. Seems a lot like Myspace, only better. I still don't like the fact that pages are wider than a screen full, but that's cuz I'm an old techie and seek perfection when possible. As the internet world belongs to the X generation, appears most here are younger than this old geezer. That's ok, as I always seems to have hung with a yournger crowd anyway. I look forward to spending a little time here and see what new adventures this site may bring into my life. Stay healty, Be Safe, and Party On! Life is too short to hate, or let the little bs things we all have day to day get to you. Go forth and grow. Larry - Da Old Geezer

Cup Of Joes Contest Ends On April 26
[ CherryTAP.com photo: 2956170346 ] i'll do my best to rate all of your profiles and to fan all of you not to mention checkout your pics and to friend you. if your in the contest to i'll comment bomb you too. send me a message requesting a ty card if thats what you want. cause i can't afford anything else. ty for ur support. i'll try and give you all a ty card if i can't i'm truly sorry.

Happy Easter
hope you all had a happy easter i kinda did. i added knew pics and new stash items. i have new suff in my jokes section and new stuff in the news section. read the jokes hope they make you laugh don't just vote tell me what you think. also tell me your opinion when it comes to the news items please and ty. have a good week and weekend.

Need Your Opinion - New Pics
Well, I just did another photo shoot and I think we got some pretty cool shots. The only editing I have done is cropping them. I wanted to keep the raw image to hear your honest feedback. Head on over to my profile and select my modeling album to view and comment....thanks!

Friends
Friends I would wait for you outside heavens gates, Lend you my golden wings. For you I'd beg gods forgiveness, Stop bullets with my hands. For you I'd die a thousand deaths, wash away the pain. rid your world of hate and war, Plant flowers on your grave. For you I would do anything, Yhink of me everyday. best friends in our lifetime, The day after forever is where we'll meet again....

7 Ways To Make Your Self Happier In The Next Hour
Generally, I don't believe in the idea of a "quick fix" or instant gratification, but I have to say I was intrigued when I ran across an article about "7 Ways to Make Yourself Happier in the Next Hour." The author spent a year testing out the various theories of current scientific studies on happiness, and came up with seven points. Each of them can help lift your mood and give you a sense of accomplishment. I wanted to share them with you, Aaron, so you can try them out for yourself. The idea is to try to do as many of them as you can in an hour. Boost your energy by getting up and moving around. Taking a brisk ten-minute walk is best, because when you are moving faster, your metabolism speeds up and the activity is good for your focus and mood and helps you retain information. Reach out to friends. Arrange a lunch date or send an email to someone you haven't seen for a while. Socializing boosts moods and having close bonds with others is one of the keys

What Is Perfection
DESTINY If i had dreamed you It could not have been a more perfect dream If I had crafted you It could not have made a more perfect sculpture If I had begged God, He could not have delivered a more perfect gift For perfection is not judged by the eye Nor by the heart Nor by the lust of human kind It is the gift bestowed by Heven When two souls become one mind

Happy Again
I AM HAPPY AGAIN,I FEEL AS I CAN FACE THE WORLD, MY SMILE AND MY LAUGHTER IS BACK, AND I FOUND MY HEART,AND BEATS WITH SO MUCH CARING, I CAN BREATHE AGAIN,AND LOOK UP AT THE STARS, AND SEE THE BEAUTY IN LIFE, THAT I HAD LOST FOR AWHILE,... AND CREATIVITY IS FLOWING, AND ALL THE WONDERFUL THINGS THAT MAKE ME,---ME. DON'T YOU WANT TO BE HAPPY AGAIN??? ---HUGS---

Overdose Victims
OVERDOSE VICTIMS I'm sending these graphic pictures of overdose victims not for shock value, but rather in the hope that you will have a frank discussion with friends and family about respecting moderation, understanding limits, and knowing when to just walk away. Remember... This did NOT have to happen .... (parental discretion advised) And the BEST for last - - -

More Truth Then Not
Well, they'll stone ya when you're trying to be so good, They'll stone ya just a-like they said they would. They'll stone ya when you're tryin' to go home. Then they'll stone ya when you're there all alone. But I would not feel so all alone, Everybody must get stoned. Well, they'll stone ya when you're walkin' 'long the street. They'll stone ya when you're tryin' to keep your seat. They'll stone ya when you're walkin' on the floor. They'll stone ya when you're walkin' to the door. But I would not feel so all alone, Everybody must get stoned. They'll stone ya when you're at the breakfast table. They'll stone ya when you are young and able. They'll stone ya when you're tryin' to make a buck. They'll stone ya and then they'll say, "good luck." Tell ya what, I would not feel so all alone, Everybody must get stoned. Well, they'll stone you and say that it's the end. Then they'll stone you and then they'll come back again. They'll stone you when you're riding in you

Dear Sir.
and just like that your life can be broken into pieces. like a bat to a winshield or a stone giving a lake the ripple effect. everything can be shattered in an instant. so easily without any reason not to. simple words can hurt so much although unintentional. empty words are so much worse. i think empty words come from empty people devoid from emotion and any sense of caring at all. just a question...why would someone say something and not mean it? and then the recipricol...why would people not mean something when they say it? it you have something to say then say it. but please dont give me your empty words. those empty words h.u.r.t so much more than saying |nothingatall|

Tomb Of The Unknown Soldier
On Jeopardy the other night, the final question was How many steps does the guard take during his walk across the tomb of the Unknowns ------ All three missed it --- This is really an awesome sight to watch if you've never had the chance Very fascinating. Tomb of the Unknown Soldier 1. How many steps does the guard take during his walk across the tomb of the Unknowns and why? 21 steps. It alludes to the twenty-one gun salute, which is the highest honor given any military or foreign dignitary. 2. How long does he hesitate after his about face to begin his return walk and why? 21 seconds for the same reason as answer number 1 3. Why are his gloves wet? His gloves are moistened to prevent his losing his grip on the rifle. 4. Does he carry his rifle on the same shoulder all the time and if not, why not? He carries the rifle on the shoulder away from the tomb. After his march across the path, he executes an about face

And Then It Happens
I wrote this about 10 years ago. I wanted to do something in second person present. And Then It Happens Now follow me on this. You receive a major promotion in a job you can honestly say you live for. Then, you meet the man/woman/barnyard animal/inanimate object of your dreams and not only is the feeling/biological reaction mutual, but he/she/it is available and completely and utterly devoid of any and all psychological baggage. Next, a distant relative whom you\'ve only met once for a few hours, but actually grew to righteously hate in that short period of time, dies and for some inexplicable reason leaves you their fully stocked and staffed two-hundred room mansion in the mountains, or on the beach, or in the woods, wherever you would most prefer, the car of your dreams (fill in make, model, model, year, and options of your choice), and has prepaid all utilities, insurance and repair costs on both for the next century. In addition to all of this, your dog/cat/pig/reptile/arachnid

Error 6
Error: you're temporarily blocked from commenting because you have repeatedly flooded the cherrytap servers. your account has been flagged as abusive. continueing to flood our servers will result in it's deletion. try again in 10 minutes. play nicer next time. --babyjesus aka the fascist antichrist, i know.

Something That I Felt Like Wrighting
Hurt Again From times untold and words unspoken you broke my heart again , you'll never know what i feel right now not even in the end , you hurt me inside you could never tell , i can't beleave becouse it hurts like hell , scared to tell you how i feel inside becouse the words are unspoken , you don't know how much it can hurt someone you stop and see that the oneyour hurting isn't only me!!!!!

Plz Fill In X
do diz 19 hours ago Q1.Who are you? Q2.Are we friends? Q3.When and how did we meet? Q4.Do you like me? how much? Q5.Would you kiss me? Q6.What nickname would you give me? (only if you know me proply) Q7.Describe me in one word! Q8.What was your 1st impression of me? Q9.Do you still think that now? Q10.What reminds you of me? Q11.If you had 2 give me anyting what would it be? Q12.How well do you know me? Q13.When was the last time you saw me? Q14.Ever wanted to tell me someting but you couldn't? Q15.Are you goin 2 put this up as your blog 2 c wat i rite about you? Q16.If you wer asked would you go out wit me, what you reply with

20 Questions, Adult Style
1. Anal or oral? 2. Chocolate or whip Cream? 3. Ice or feathers? 4. Two girls and a guy or two guys and a girl? 5. Movie porn or live porn? 6. What do you wear to bed ? 7. Love making or hard fucking? 8. Do you shave ? 9. Spit or swallow? 10. Do you masturbate ? RESPOND IN MY EMAIL 11. Whats your turn on ? 12. Whats your favorite position ? 13. Do you belive in no glove no love ? 14. Where would you really love to have sex ? 15. How long can you go ? (and be honest) 16. Bondage or soft & gentle ? 17. Have you ever had sex in public ? 18. Do you touch yourself and get turned on ? 19. Is there anyone on your mind you want to have sex with ? 20. List one person on your friends list you would have sex with? Be honest !!

Organ Donation Is A Beautiful Thing
September 11, 2006 I lost my ex in a horrible motorcycle accident! He left his 5 year old Daughter behind, as well as many close friends & family! Yesterday I had the opportunity to meet the wonderful people who were saved through the donation of his organs! It was a bittersweet day, but touching never the less! Take a moment to consider becoming an organ donor! He saved 3 peoples lives, one with only about a week left to survive, she is 13 years old & healthy for the first time in her life! This Is Evan & Our Daughter Destinee! This is our Daughter & The young Lady who recieved his heart! This Is Destinee, Emily & Stef His Sister at the organ donor picnic His Patch on the quilt These are the other two he helped the one in the center recieved his kidney & Pancreas, the Gentelman on the far right recieved his liver! This is his Sister Stefanie Hugging one of the recipients! Thank You for taking the time to read this, sometimes somthing beaut

Anger
anger is not love anger is driking anger is killing someone anger one thing never do love, anger love not anger anger is ramming you head throug a glass door when your are man you do stupid things stupid things that are stupid when mad you dont feel nuthing anger we all have anger you cant change when mad stay stay away from everyone anger can kill because you do stupid things when mad sleep anger just ander ANGER

1 Week Down...
Man I can't believe its been an actual week since I last talked to Teddy. It'd be nice if his dorm mate came home from vacation tonight so that I could talk to Teddy tomorrow or something. But if not...I can deal with another week I think. I mean I've been holding together rather well actually. I haven't shed the first tear because I have kept myself busy. No this doesn't mean that he hasn't been on my mind. Goddess knows that he's been on my mind all the time. Anything and everything. I wrote him a letter and even bought him a card yesterday letting him know that I miss him terribly. See I can over come alot of things. I believe he's staying down in Florida at Florida State University. I think since his month is up this friday or whenever that he's going to end up staying there til he's done with college. I just...want to be with him. I want to start my life with him. I want to be with him and wake up to him every day of my life. I want us to be finally complete. It's getting h

Crimson Soaked
Crimson Soaked One... Two... I cant take this pain anymore Three... Four... The gleaming sharp falls to the floor Five... Six... Crimson flows first warm then cold Seven... Eight... My eyes feel heavy, they want to close Nine... Ten... Everything seems to be fading, fading away All over, everywhere, crimson flowing everywhere The white of my shirt and blue of my jeans are crimson soaked I know it's not just me that I am hurting, but more than one It's not just my life that I am taking, but we don't deserve it so. The counter, the floor, the carpet, from my head to toes Everything is crimson soaked When you come home tonight, you will find that everything is crimson soaked

Life In General
So... all it took was 3 days of living with my parents for me to cuss my mom out. Yay.... They wonder why I'm holing up in my room and only coming out to piss. If I'm not in my room, I'm out of the house. I've been buying all up the new Industrial coming out... got the new Front Line Assembly remix album, the new God Module, and the new Assemblage 23 on tuesday. I'm such an electrophile. I DJed at Reefers again last night.... hopefully that'll become a regular gig. Might be doing it tonigt too... I'll call and check later. I'm in an advanced process of getting all my karaoke shit together. I have a mixing board and karaoke player now. I need an amp and case for the main console... then I need speakers, mini-tv, mics, and the actual music. It's coming along better and quicker than I thought it would. It helps that I have a lot of help in this. What else is going on.... just life in general, I guess. Want a new tat soooo badly, but I really need to focus on this karaoke st

Choosing East
I'm North, as we all know I could have gone with West And I could have been very happy I could have been treated in a way I am not used to I could have been a part of his family I could have taken the leap I could have tried to learn how to be in West's area. But since I am North, I never change I am staying with East Am unwilling to throw away what we have built up I know he will be good to me I know he will be what I need him to become I am not fooling myself this time We can be on the phone for 1 hour and not say anything. This has been the hardest decision for me to make When you are looking at two wonderful directions You are already planted with one How or why would you change the scenery? If I cared less for either East or West this might be easy But I care so much for East I was starting to develop feelings for West. I know being North I could go in any direction I choose. So I am choosing East Hoping I can cope with the cold seasons And the dry s

Love Is On The Way
Lonely sidewalks Silent night Bring the evenin' Deep inside Hold me darling Touch me now Let the feelings Free tonight Love is on the way I can see it in your eyes Let's give it one more try tonight baby Love is on the way I can see it in your eyes Let's give it one more try tonight Time of season Wipes the tears No rhyme or reason No more fears All the dreamin' Is far behind You are here now Everythin's alright Love is on the way I can see it in your eyes Let's give it one more try tonight baby Love is on the way I can see it in your eyes Let's give it one more try tonight And in the morning I'll be gone away All the things are left behind If you need me I'll come night and day Let's stop the hands of time Love is on the way I can see it in your eyes Let's give it one more try tonight baby Love is on the way I can see it in your eyes Let's give it one more try tonight baby Music Video Codes

Fake Friends
People are too fake on here and in general!! They only want pic comments, or to see how many friends they can get. So let's see who will actually repost this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Lets see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are... Repost this if you are a friend...Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as "fake friends."

Im So Sorry!!!
I really wish you'd call me. It kinda sux that I've mailed you two letters now and you stll haven't called me. Anyways, if youv'e ever wondered what I think about while wer'e arguing, I'll tell you now> I think about everything...Lately you have no time for me and I cant stand it anymore. I need to be with someone that cares enough about me that he'd be there for me and actually make an effort the ways that I do. I've done everything for you and Im so tired of getting nothing back. Do you know how easy it is to just leave you for good and never look back? For most people, its pretty hard, but Im talking about me. I've been living without people I love all my life, dont think I cant do it with you too. Im not saying it wont hurt me, Cuz it will, believe that, but if your'e making no effort now even when we aren't together what is supposed to make me think you'll even give the slightest amount of time when we are? The fact that you love me means a lot it really does...But how d

Don't Pump Gas On May 15th
NO GAS...On May 15th 2007 > Body: Don't pump gas on may 15th > Body: ...in April 1997, there was a "gas out" conducted nationwide in > protest of gas prices. Gasoline prices dropped 30 cents a gallon > . > > On May 15th 2007, all Internet users are to not go to a gas station in > protest of high gas prices. Gas is now over $3.00 a gallon in most > places. > > There are 73,000,000+ American members currently on the Internet > network, and the average car takes about 30 to 50 dollars to fill up. > > If all users did not go to the pump on the 15th, it would take > $2,292,000,000. 00 (that's almost 3 BILLION) out of the oil companys > pockets for just one day, so please do not go to the gas station on May > 15th and lets try to put a dent in the Middle Eastern oil industry for > at least one day. > > If you agree (which I cant see why you wouldn't) resend this to all your > contact list. With it saying, ''Don't pump gas on May 15th" >

Getting Stuff Done
havent been on tap for awhile. been getting stuff done. had a dr appt today and sometime next week have to get some more things done. i re-arranged my bed room today and did some laundry. chris has been ill for the past week so things have been hectic. i will be on sometime next week to give out the luv. after my surgery take care jupie

Thought Waves
Imagine being my universe inside my universe inside my universe and i am each element that connects and intertwines its systematic tapestry. Exploring the very essence of your existance sliding across your astroplane as you bring remission of plagues into my membrane while atmospheric energies combine with telepathic vibrations. Big Bang like the theory and evolutionary like the fact, deep mental unconciousness in my slumber hovering over my mind's eye as i drift on the sea of R.E.M. Are we them? 2 shooting stars streaking across space and time dancing on the constellation and dining in the cosmic dusts. Parallels that co-exists in a viscious cycle of repetious vanity or they that take vanity and make it worthy of glory by creating and tellin the story? Or simply we ARE? Yes..... we are! Spaced Out, Micah Shawn

Employment
Between today and Wednesday (Woden's day as i like to call it). I am going to have to make sure my job is permanent. I hope today goes well but I also speak of the days to follow from here until the hear after and beyond. Of course everyone wishes good fortune upon themselves and their loved ones (fuck enemies they can suffer for all i care... i don't have the time or patience to love them since they are my enemies of coure but i digress) I just want to make sure I can pay rent and other such things so as keep under a roof and eventually move up north. However still I also need to continue my search for Ms. Right or at least someone extremely close to her if she does not exists. With this, by the early part of June (this year) i need to get my drivers license... I need toget driving lessons so i can at least leave and enter the city i live in when I wish. That being i have a car to go and return when i wish. Another day of work begins soon and i am going to have to ge

Mothers
If you send this to just one person, it should make it all the way around the world by Mother's Day. This is for the mothers who have sat up all night with sick toddlers in their arms, wiping up barf laced with Oscar Mayer wieners and cherry Kool-Aid saying, "It's okay honey, Mommy's here." Who have sat in rocking chairs for hours on end soothing crying babies who can't be comforted. This is for all the mothers who show up at work with spit-up in their hair and milk stains on their blouses and diapers in their purse. For all the mothers who run carpools and make cookies and sew Halloween costumes. And all the mothers who DON'T. This is for the mothers who gave birth to babies they'll never see. And the mothers who took those babies and gave them homes. This is for the mothers whose priceless art collections are hanging on their refrigerator doors. And for all the mothers who froze their buns on metal bleachers at football or soccer games instead of watching from the warm

The Son
My Son This is great, take a moment to read it, it will make your day! The ending will surprise you. Take My Son A wealthy man and his son loved to collect rare works of art. They had everything in their collection, from Picasso to Raphael. They would often sit together and admire the great works of art. When the Vietnam conflict broke out, the son went to war. He was very courageous and died in battle while rescuing another soldier. The father was notified and grieved deeply for his only son. About a month later, just before Christmas, there was a knock at the door. A young man stood at the door with a large package in his hands. He said, "Sir, you don't know me, but I am the soldier for whom your son gave his life. He saved many lives that day, and he was carrying me to safety when a bullet struck him in the heart and he died instantly. He often talked about you, and your love for art." The young man held out this package. "I know this isn't much. I'm not really a

Friends List
Hey cherry tappers no big rant today, in fact just a nice announcement. I know some are here because this place is a popularity contest no problem thats cool and great and some folks are here to meet new people great also but just do me one favor next time you add someone to friends list make sure that you tlak to them once in awhile. Mostly everyone on my list I see I try to say hi to at least once a week. Most respond back to me as well so thats not a problem . Just make sure you keep in touch with the folks you put on your friends list you might find that they have more to ofer than ther profile says

Submission
I have fought it I have denied I have reasoned I have cried It is all wrong It should not be It is written with pain It is plain to see Though I ran Though I felt fear Though I tried ignoring Though I would not hear I can not contain I now see it is true I should let it happen I whisper softly, ‘ love you”

Just Me In My Own World
I'm sittin home all alone, another love gone wrong. Another time,another place A new day a different face another way to make it through, Its like starring in a mirror looking at you. When I see myself looking back. Nothing ventured,nothing gained I can't feel the pain. Another knife cutting through, its just like you, to leave me life before you standing right in front of me all I needed, left me falling to my knees.

Flat Stomach
A little boy walks into his parents' room to see his mom on top of his dad bouncing up and down.. the mom sees her son and quickly dismounts, worried about what her son has seen. She dresses quickly and goes to find him. The son sees his mom and asks, "What were you and Dad doing?" The mother replies, "Well, you know your dad has a big tummy and sometimes I have to get on top of it and help flatten it." "Your wasting your time," said the boy. "Why is that?" the mom asked puzzled. "Well when you go shopping the lady next door comes over and gets on her knees and blows it right back up." If you don't forward this joke in 5minutes you will have bad sex for fifteen years.

Yearning For Love
Love Something that's alwayz scared and yet intrigued me Something that can easily be misconstrue by others Something so complex yet so simple Love Something I've yearned for Yearned for on many levels and in many ways Let me explain I yearn for the love of others as friends To be accepted as the real me To be cared about at all times To be heard even at the darkest hours I yearn for the love of a lover Not only for sex like some look for But someone I can hold Someone I can entrust my soul in Someone I can share my needs and desires with Someone I can discover my true potential with I yearn for the love of a family A family that accepts me for my imperfections A family that has my back no matter what A family that knows the true me A family that doesn't dwell on my past mistakes But help me through the future I yearn for love at all degrees Love Something that's alwayz captivated Something that can easily be misapprehended Something that I've alwayz longed

Why Can't We All Get On?
Why can't we all get on? Because we're different. It's a fact of life, and it's everywhere, from the school food hall, thru the mall, to the bars we hang out in. We all split in to our little groups because that's what we do, we split in to our little groups, and interact with those that we get on with. The world would suck big time, if we all got on, because it would mean we were all the same, all liked the same music, the same clothes, the same taste in everything, we'd all love the same man, or woman, and it would be bland and lifeless. Variety is the spice of life, it's our diversity, and uniqueness that sets us apart, that drives us forward, and makes us what we are, so the question isn't why can't we all get on, but the question is why can't we leave those alone who chose to be apart from us? That is the secret to harmony, not to force people together, but to recognise, acknowledge, and respect our differences, and to leave people to get on with their own lives, an

A Young Man Of 21
What should a young male of 21 know and what should he be able to do? There are no conclusive answers to those questions, but they are certainly worth asking. We agreed upon "civics" or what was called American government. A young man should know how this country is run and how it got that way. He should know the Federalist Papers and de Tocqueville, and he should know recent world history. If he does not know what has been tried in the past, he cannot very well avoid those pitfalls as they come up in the future. Superficialities, of course, are rife. A young man should be computer literate, and moreover should know Hemingway from James Joyce. He should know how to drive a car well - such as is not covered in "Driver Ed." He should know how to fly a light airplane. He should know how to shoot well. He should know elementary geography, both worldwide and local. He should have a cursory knowledge of both zoology and botany. He should know the fundamentals of agriculture and corporate

Spring N Summer Weekends
As we all know. when Spring n Summer arrive we all get more active and do alot more with life. Well as of 2 pm today.. like all Fridays coming.. I will be gone.. We go to the lake n live out of our travel trailer every weekend.. Rain or shine. This year will be a little different tho, this year I had an internet service put in. And got myself a laptop. Tho, sorry to say .. I won't CT to it.. I am leavin the drama behind. R N R time.. from May to September... NOthing but fresh air.. fishing n relaxing all weekend. I will return on Sunday afternoons.. And be back on the net.. anywhere from Sunday to Monday morning. I have met alot of very nice ppl on ct. but I need to do things for me while the weather permitts.. lol .. minnesota land in the winter I don't get out much.. Will see u all by monday.. Loves ya.. hugs.. n most but not least.. Have a gr8 weekend.. I LOVES Each n everyone of you !!!!

Do You Smell That?
DO YOU SMELL THAT? A cold March wind danced around the dead of night in Dallas as the doctor walked into the small hospital room of Diana Blessing. She was still groggy from surgery. Her husband, David, held her hand as they braced themselves for the latest news. That afternoon of March 10, 1991, complications had forced Diana, only 24-weeks pregnant, to undergo an emergency Cesarean to deliver couple's new daughter, Dana Lu Blessing. At 12 inches long and weighing only one pound nine ounces, they already knew she was perilously premature. Still, the doctor's soft words dropped like bombs. "I don't think she's going to make it," he said, as kindly as he could. "There's only a 10-percent chance she will live through the night, and even then, if by some slim chance she does make it, her future could be a very cruel one." Numb with disbelief, David and Diana listened as

Bitter
I am so sick and tired of this shit. I just keep getting screwed over or blown off all the time. You know what I wish? I wish that I could intentionally, and maliciously hurt somebody that I claim to care about. I really wish I had it in me, because it has been done to me plenty of times. And this past time has just really put me over the edge. But you know what? I could never do something like that to ANYBODY, because I am not an unfeeling, selfish, asshole, the way most people seem to be. I'm just too nice of a person, and where does that get me? On Cherrytap writing angry blogs that maybe 2 of you will read because it is happy hour and everyone is off getting points. It doesn't seem to matter how good of a person you are or the content of your character anymore, it's like that everywhere, even on here. Know why my rank is #997? Because the 996 before me are mostly girls that are willing to post naked pictures up. That's all guys want anymore, is just some dumb slut, or a psycho bitc

One Night Stand?
I am sitting here having a drink when you walk into the bar. I come to this spot regularly, just to have a couple drinks and relax. I'm not here looking for anyone or anything. I do get lonely once in a while, but I'm not looking for a one night stand and I believe that is all you will find in a place like this. You sit down beside me and we politely smile at one another. My attention is focused on the papers in front of me. I printed some stuff off the Internet just before I left the house. Some great recipes I found while surfing the web. I've been giving it my all to try to broaden my culinary experience. I am a great cook, but have only a few specialties and I'm a very picky eater. All of a sudden I can feel your hot breath on my neck. It startles me. I quickly look over and you're right there. Our noses are almost touching. Your eyes are so beautiful. I'm stunned by the electricity we share. You lean back and apologize. You tell me that you noticed the recipes and thought yo

Wicked Weekend...
She hadn't the foggiest idea why he wasn't at the bus stop. He had given his word that he'd leave campus for a long weekend so he could spend some quality time with her. Here it was already seven--two hours after his bus had arrived--without him. She sighed. It wasn't like him to build up her hopes and then drop her like a lead cookie. Valerie decided to take one walk back to the ticket window and check the arrival times of subsequent buses. Maybe he'd be on the next one. She hoped he hadn't run into any problems back on campus. Could he have had car trouble on the way to the bus station? Winter roads made Massachusetts travel very difficult. Hearing bad news about Tony would devestate her. Blinking her eyes, she did her best to dispel such bad thoughts. Be positive, she told herself. He'll be here. By ten o'clock she had given up on him. It was Friday night; the three nights they had planned to be together were not to be. Shrugging her shoulders, she headed towards her white Vo

Am I A Secure Lover? (yup)
Merritt, you have what psychologists call a Preoccupied relationship attachment style. Preoccupied You tend to worry about being abandoned in your romantic relationships. You have a strong desire for closeness, but may feel that others seem unwilling to get as close as you would like. It's likely that your openness to relationships is one of the first things potential partners notice about you. Attachment style begins in infancy with the interactions we have with our parents or primary caregivers. Through these early relationships we begin to understand the dynamics and patterns of close relationships and we carry this perspective into our adult relationships. Psychologists have identified four different relationship attachment styles: secure, preoccupied, dismissing avoidant, and fearful avoidant. Despite the alarming sounding names of some of these styles, there are many understandable reasons why people develop them. Further along in this report we will explain some of th

***only In America****
1. Only in America......can a pizza get to your house faster than an ambulance. 2. Only in America......are there handicap parking places in front of a skating rink. 3. Only in America......do drugstores make the sick walk all the way to the back of the store to get their prescriptions while healthy people can buy cigarettes at the front. 4. Only in America......do people order double cheeseburgers, large fries, and a diet coke. 5. Only in America......do banks leave both doors open and then chain the pens to the counters. 6. Only in America......do we leave cars worth thousands of dollars in the driveway and put our useless junk in the garage. 7. Only in America......do we use answering machines to screen calls and then have call waiting so we won't miss a call from someone we didn't want to talk to in the first place. 8. Only in America......do we buy hot dogs in packages of ten and buns in packages of eight. 9. Only in America......do we use the word 'politic

Pain Of Disspair
i look around for u, but i dont see u there i try so hard to find u don't u even care i turn behind me and look i think your standing there oh yes i look behind me right into the face of pain of disspair It's coming over me now And i don't know what to do i cling to something solide In high hopes that it is u It stares back at me and chill's me to the bone its stares right at me tell me i am not all alone i feel the chill come upon me and i kick and scream and fight i start to feel sick so i curle up in fright it set's there and waits i hate what i am about to do it sit's there and hate's tell me this isn't true. i sit there and start to cry i sit there all alone all the sundden i start to feel it there is no way to start over again i start to feel the pain of disspair within

Wolves : Moon Dancer
wolves : Moon Dancer Body: Late one frosty morn a dream to us was surely born a big black stallion we did seek to gaze upon him made you feel weak! Out into the open he did run with joy to spirit life was fun until that faithful day of capture to fill our hearts with joy and rapture He stepped into our life with fear his eyes so wide like a frightened deer with nostrels blowing and hoofs prancing I saw in him the moon was dancing Ahh yes the perfect name for him moon dancer we will be friends so black and sleek his coat did shine with some care and love he will be mine our pride and joy at such a sight made our hearts and minds take flight our dream has come to us this day and in our lives he will forever stay! A part of history we have bought ledgends before him c

30 Unknown Facts About Me
Body: 30 unknown facts/secrets about yourself: 1. Who ended your last relationship? I did. 3. What were you doing this morning at 8am? Driving my son to school because he missed the bus. 4. What were you doing 15 minutes ago? Making plans for my toy party!! Wewt! 5. Are you any good at math? Enough to graduate and function in my daily life. 6. What were you doing last night? Picking up the kiddos. 7. Do you have any famous ancestors? Yes! 8. Have you ever burped in front of the opposite sex? I have. 9. Do you know the words to the song on your myspace page? I don't even remember what my song is. 10. Last thing you received in the mail? Probably bills. 11. How many different beverages have you drank today? Iced coffee and iced tea. 12. What's one thing you wish to change about yourself? My inability to control my emotions. Whatever I'm feeling, you'll know. 13. What do you wish for? Financial security. 14. Do you draw your name in the

Friends
Friends by anthony rangel Every time I feel down I look around, I jus' look up and ur there to be found. Every time I cry, and I jus' don't know why, Ur always there to wipe that tear from my eye. Whenever I am in trouble, or jus' wanna be cuddled, I look up and ur there to keep me humble. Whenever I lose sight, and wanna find the light, Ur always there to make things bright. Whenever I call, cause I had a bad fall, I look up and ur there to cushin it all. Whenever I'm mad, and do things bad, Ur always there to make me glad. Whenever I'm around, and ur there too, I look up and smile at you. Whenever I think that its the end, Ur always there to be my friend.

Senior Personal Ads
Some "Senior" personal ads seen in Florida newspapers (Who says seniors don't have a sense of humor?): FOXY LADY: Sexy, fashion-conscious blue-haired beauty, 80's, slim, 5'4" (used to be 5'6"), searching for sharp-looking, sharp-dressing companion. Matching white shoes and belt a plus. LONG-TERM COMMITMENT: Recent widow who has just buried fourth husband, and am looking for someone to round out a six-unit plot. Dizziness, fainting, shortness of breath not a problem. SERENITY NOW: I am into solitude, long walks, sunrises, the ocean, yoga and meditation. If you are the silent type, let's get together, take our hearing aids out and enjoy quiet times. WINNING SMILE: Active grandmother with original teeth seeking a dedicated flosser to share rare steaks, corn on the cob and caramel candy. BEATLES OR STONES? I still like to rock, still like to cruise in my Camaro on Saturday nights and still like to play the guitar. If you were a groovy chick, or are now a groov

Alone
I reach my hand out in the dark to find your not there i look and search for you and yet i feel no one there i cry and plea for your comfort and where may it roam ask to only be answered by the silent dawn alone i break for your my drug your my poison i take with greed every moment i must have more of you to keep me sane yet it fuels it more the need when im alone to have more

Dear Lynne Rip
Dear Lynne, i feel i have to write this letter because i feel there is no other way to get closure. hopefully one day u will be able to see it. The day you died i didnt know. the day u said u needed me to come over i didnt know it would be the last time. im sorry i ignored u and that i never got to say goodbye. you were like a mother to me and you always made me feel good about myself and what i wanted to do. i wish i coulda been there for the funeral instead of my 21st birthday party in illinois i would do anything to give that all back. i still cry more and more each day because i think that your death was not accidental. i wish i coulda said a thousand things that i never got to say. i think of you every day and i miss you sooooo much i love you lynne and may god guide u like the angel that u are. RIP MOMMA!!! I LOVE YOU

Homewreckers
here is my 'Letter to Homewreckers' (and you know exactly who you are): Maybe you didn't know there was someone else at first. Maybe you had suspicions that you weren't the only one, but you couldn't confirm it right away. But soon you knew for sure. There was no denying it. Or maybe you knew right from the start, but just didn't care. Or could it be that your self-esteem is in the toilet and you are so desperate that you will take any attention from anybody? Or perhaps you knew your 'boyfriend' or 'girlfriend' was married and that knowledge intensified your twisted attraction and desire to become involved. If you are enticed by the 'thrill' of sneaking around and living the 'dangerous' life of 'dating' a married person, you need to seriously consider the type of person you are. It's sad and scary that sharing someone gets your adrenaline pumping. Or, have you convinced yourself that he or she truly loves you and is 'trying' to end things with the spouse so that he or she c

Sleep
I fail to see the lies they seek I fail to hear their dying screams I fail to waken from this sleep I fail to lead my loyal sheep Take away your voice Take away your choice We've come a long long way We're here, and here to stay Take away your sight Take away your rights We've got you in our net We are your government Give you basic needs Give you hate and greed We've come a long long way We're here, and here to stay Show you desperation Show you a failing nation We've got you in our net We are your government Sleep Sleep Sleep Sleep I fail to see the lies they seek I fail to hear their dying screams I fail to waken from this sleep I fail to lead my loyal sheep My mind awake My body whole I consciously break from this hold I no longer will live this lie I will fight back The greys must die

Sex With The Teacher A/c
Sex with the Teacher A 13 year-old boy comes home from school and his mom asks how his day was. He replies, "I had sex with my teacher today." "Oh my god! You get to your room! Wait till your father comes home!!!", says the mom. Awhile later the father comes home and the mom says, "Go up to your son's room and talk to him. He's been really bad today." Dad goes up to the son's room and asks why mom is so mad. "I told her I had sex with my teacher today," replied the boy. "Alright! That's my boy!", says dad. "Ya know son, women just don't think like men. But I'm proud of you. What are you now, about thirteen, right? Wow. That's my son! Ya know what? I'm so proud of you I'm gonna take you out and buy you that new shiny bike you've been wanting!" So the dad and his son go out and buy the nicest, reddest, shiniest bike in the whole town. "You gonna ride it home son?" asks dad. The boy replied, "Nah, my ass is still sore."

Last Night
I picked up an older woman at the Washington Potomac Yacht Club last night. She was a real looker for being 60. We drank a bit, had a bit of a conversation & she asked if I'd ever had the sportsman's double?. I said I'm not sure what that was. She said a mother and daughter with one guy. We drank a bit more, then she says that tonight was my lucky night. I said that sounds great, let's go! We went back to her place. She put the hall light on & and shouted upstairs: "Mom, you still awake ?"

Last Words
The last words i will ever say to the one who has came and gone in a day To her ive given my heart away And broken is the price Ill pay A love as pure and true as this was once sealed by a kiss But that thought now has cut my wrists Was I just a name on your list My passion will drown me here tonight To think that we once bathed in its light i prayed we wouldn't lose our sight we are to far gone to set things right As you lay me down to sleep My heart i'll give to you to keep I promise you won't see me weep what you sow is not what you reap The question you won't answer is why Why you saw it fit to lie The least you could have done is tried But its to late ive already died

Interesting
So, I get a call about nine in the morning. From my best friend Laura who I haven't had a chance to hang out with in several months. She tells me she'll be here in five minutes. So she gets here, gets out of her car with an armload of Balloons and a present. She tells me "Happy Mothers Day" and I just kind of stare at her. It's always fun being a single parent, sometime I think my friends have less sanity than I do.

Happy To Be Alive
Sometimes I wish people would go fuck themselves!! I swear they can be a pain in the ass!! Two more weeks of this stupid place...I wish his new room mate many nights of watching this idiot screw himself!! We are talking and getting along lately, but that doesn't matter...he's still an ass in my mind. Oh well!! Oh, and I knew his girlfriend (now ex) was psycho!! Glad the idiot sees it too. Oh well, I don't care anymore, I have something wonderful going on in my life, and I can't wait til the end of June to see things come full circle in this situation...I will be moving into an apartment in the beginning of June, but I won't be there for long, and I will more than likely be moving further north in the next five to six months...details on this later when things come to fruition. Been writing tons of poetry lately...have a reason to write it lately. Just to many words flow...hahaha I am just happy to be alive these days!! Everything I ever truly wanted is going to be min

What They Really Stand For
What car names really stand for... AUDI Always Unsafe Designs Implemented BMW Big Money Works Bought My Wife Brutal Money Waster Bimbette Motor Weapon Break My Window BUICK Big Ugly Indestructible Car Killer CHEVROLET Can Hear Every Valve Rap On Long Extended Trips Cheap, Hardly Efficient, Virtually Runs On Luck Every Time Cheap Heap, Every Valve Rattles, Oil Leaks Every Time Condition Hopeless, Entire Vehicle Relies On Leftover Engine Technology DODGE Drips Oil, Drops Grease Everywhere Dem Old Dudes Go Everywhere Dead or Dying Gas Eater Dear Old Dad's Geriatric Express FIAT Failure in Italian Automotive Technology Fix It All the Time Fix it again, Tony! FORD First On Recall Day First On Race Day First On Rust and Deterioration Fix Or Repair Daily Found On Road, Dead Fault Of R &; D Fast Only Rolling Downhill Features O.J. and Ron's DNA Found On Russian Dump GM General Maintenance Great Mistake GMC Garage Man's Companion Got A

Signs
Signs Found In Kitchens 1. A messy kitchen is a happy kitchen and this kitchen is delirious. 2. No husband has ever been shot while doing the dishes. 3. A husband is someone who takes out the trash and gives the impression he just cleaned the whole house. 4. If we are what we eat, then I'm easy, fast, and cheap. 5. A balanced diet is a cookie in each hand. 6. Thou shalt not weigh more than thy refrigerator. 7. Blessed are they who can laugh at themselves for they shall never cease to be amused. 8. A clean house is a sign of a misspent life. 9. Help keep the kitchen clean - eat out. 10. Housework done properly can kill you. 11. Countless number of people have eaten in this kitchen and gone on to lead normal lives. 12. My next house will have no kitchen --- just vending machines.

Most Handsome Male Child On Ct Contest! Contest Now Open!
`Most Handsome Male Child On CT Contest! I need 10 boys for my male child contest! Comment bombing allowed and self bombing also allowed! 1st Boy is...... with 1 comments! 2nd Boy is...... with 1 comments! 3rd Boy is...... with 1 comments! 4th Boy is...... with 1 comments! 5th Boy is...... with 1 comments! 6th Boy is...... with 1 comments! 2 Gifts person winners 1 V.I.P. and 1 V.I.C! Comments + rates = total Contest will start 5/18 thur 5/25 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~Majorboredum* woman ~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~@ CherryTAP

~ Cutiest Female Child On Ct Contest!~ Contest Now Open !
~ Cutiest Female Child On CT Contest!~ I need 10 girls for my cutiest female child contest! Comment bombing allowed and self bombing also allowed! 1st Girl is...... with 1 comments each! 2nd Girl is..... with 1 comments! 3rd Girl is...... with 1 comments! 4th Girl is...... with 1 comments! 5th Girl is...... with 1 comments! 6th Girl is...... with 1 comments! Comments + rates = total 2 Gifts person winners 1 V.I.P. and 1 V.I.C! Comments + rates = total Contest will start 5/18 thur 5/25 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~Majorboredum* woman ~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~@ CherryTAP

Today I Took The Authority Back
Today while doing what I do here at the house while the Ogre is out doing what he does (bringin home the bacon and he does it so well) I found myself in charge of the rugrats of the house while their daddy slept til time for work. The kids have repeatedly been gettin over on me because they know I don't really know the routine here and that I really don't know what they are allowed and such... so I'm the easy one to get over on. Not today, darlings, not today. The Wench dug deeep down in her thong and found those balls she knew were there somewhere. I made the rules. I turned off the video game. I made the little shits put on some freakin tennis shoes and GO THE HELL OUTSIDE TO PLAY. Yay me!

The Big 30!!!
next month i will be 29. a year later i will be 30! thinking about getting old used to send me straight into a panic attack. it still does sometimes...laying in bed at night my mind wanders and i get scared when i think about how someday i will be DEAD and there is absolutely nothing that i can do about it. people are born to die, & someday everyone i know & love will be dead and gone FOREVER. and nothing can stop that... i used to have anxiety attacks every night about this when i was 19 & 20 (i thought i was so old back then!!!) i had no one to comfort me. i had to deal with it on my own. over the years i learned to calm my attacks....& now i have jamie to comfort me. most of the time when i feel a panic attack coming on (he's usually asleep cos it's always in the middle of the night) i just turn over & wrap my arms around him & i feel safe. even if it's only for that moment--i feel better knowing that i have him to spend the rest of my life with....so yeah...i have a HUGE fear of D

Contemplating What/where To Be
So I find myself trying to figure out my step in my career and in life. Recently divorced and a long way way from my normal environment I am not sure what to do. My job is not a n easy one, and not easy to find a new one period. So, if i help create another new job opportunity do I take it or stay? I ususlly only in 1 place for two years at a shot on average based on my job. Pros; More money, higher position, closer to environment that I am used too and respect from co-workers. Cons; Starting over again (6th time), What few friends I have will be far away, will have to work alot of hours again.

What Is My Religeon?
The religion that has the greatest affinity with your belief system is: Your belief system is 72% compatible with Neo-Pagan religious beliefs. Neo-Pagan groups like Wicca and Druidism and the others, have different faiths, but tend to be polytheistic, they believe in multiple gods and goddesses. Most groups also have a highly personal relationship with nature and its seasons, observing important rituals throughout the year to express their faith. It appears that you are also interested in the natural world and the significance it has in your life. Recent attempts to reconstruct the ancient pagan faith — nearly wiped out after years of persecution — have unearthed spiritual texts and a highly secretive oral tradition. While the history of their religion is important, most Neo-Pagan practitioners worship in solitude, performing rituals of personal significance to express their own highly individual spirituality. Perhaps you too enjoy being alone when you want to reflect about

Understanding The Religious Reich 1.2
Understanding the Religious Reich 1.2 or How Fundamentalists Define "Religious Freedom" Copyright © 1990, 1997 c.e., Isaac Bonewits 'Deeply hath sunk the lesson thou hast given and shall not soon depart.'-- William C. Bryant A few years ago, Neopagan newsletters and journals were publishing articles about a religious freedom organization (now defunct), that had been founded by fundamentalists and which had invited Neopagans to join. The response from Neopagans at the time was, I believed, naive. That led to the first publishing of this essay in 1990 under the title, "Can We Trust 'Friendly' Fundamentalists?" Now with the growing power of the Religious Reich, which has almost completely taken over the Republican Party on a local and state level, it is even more important that Neopagans, and all others who cherish their constitutional freedoms, should improve our understanding of fundamentalism, of the long-range plans of "Christian Reconstructionism," and of what a fundamental

School's Almost Out!
I just wanted to write a little about what is going on with my kids and school and all. Andrew, oldest son, is going into the 4th grade next year, man i can't believe how big he has grown. Kyle, my baby, is going to be going to a regular Pre-K class. It is still only the 2 1/2 hours per day, but it's mon-fri! He will be taking speech classes during the summer and also next yr. His special-ed teacher will keep an eye on his progress in the new class, and if there are any changes, if he starts to lag, or not progress like he is supposed to then she is going to pull him out. She really thinks he is ready for the regular class now and if that is the case then he will not need special classes later on. We hope anyways! I mean in just a few months, he is able to say the pledge of allegiance, name his colors, animals, the sounds they make, shapes, letters, and is wearing underwear to class. She and I can't believe how much he has learned and progressed. Andrew went back to school on Thursday,

Iraq Bullshit.
My son called me the other day from Iraq. I never in my life heard someone sound like hell. Thats how to describe it. Hell. He has only been there a month. What happens after the end of 18 months. What is our country doing to these kids they are sending over there. Yeah, he was on a mission, some IED's blew up his vehicle but they were all safe. I cannot imagine what that feels like. I really cant. Although I can feel it because he is part of me. Doesnt anyone realize that its a hopeless situation over there. WE DO NOT BELONG IN IRAQ. The country is in ruins, thanks to us for blowing it up, and now we have to stay there to rebuild ??? WTF is up with that. Bin Laden is still running around laughing at us for having a dumb president and being in the wrong country. We know we are never going to catch him and he knows it too. He'll die of old age before he is found. My heart was broken listening to my sons voice. I wanted to pull him through the phone lines and br

When I Remember You
Golden wishes of childhood gone by Of all the things i couldn't make up my mind. Thought's of friends long since gone' And childhood dreams that never came true This is what i think of when I remember you. Old lover's who broke my hart oh so ture And all the thing's we never had time to do. Us living life like crazy fool's. This is what i think of when I remember you. Now your just a memory in my mind, Deth took you away too soon in time. But this is what i think of when I remember you............ Of love's golden touches And time And you

What Should've Been Done
We waste our breath when but a whisper would suffice. Turning a fist to the murder of men, but allowing that fist to fall. Sitting alone, when standing demands more respect. Rotting, slowly to begin without a single word of remorse. The spirit fights on in the mind but furthur adventure is left only to action. Tear this world down.

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Poetry
them them hypocrites teeth nashers ridicule me at every turn them them throat slashers denigrate me at will them them doubters dream smashers ready to count me out them in memories I bury you today, incapsulated in your body was pure evil, torment beyond belief, you ruined me for life ... I thought, you killed me inside, the nothingness, the empty void you tore in me each day, the cries, the unheard cries that echoed through my existence, the childhood lost, not lost, but torn, ripped from my fragile little soul, my tender virtue gone forever, thrown away like something worst than garbage, for garbage is something first that has meaning, in your hands I had no meaning, but... today I bury you, and with you I bury myself, and then through my own inner strength and the strength of those around me who care, I claw me way through the rocks and the dirt of torment and into the light of freedom, I emerge clean of the

Missy Elliot-one Minute Man
[Missy] Ooooooh, I don't want I don't need I can't stand no minute man I don't want no minute man Ooooooh, here's your chance be a man take my hand understand I don't want no minute man Ohh, ohh, uhh, OOOH Ohh, ohh.. Ohh, ohh, uhh, OOOH Ohh, ohh.. [Missy] Boy I'ma make you love me, make you want me And I'ma give you some attention, tonight Now follow my intuitions, what you're wishin See I'ma keep you up all night, for a long time Just start countin the ways [Chorus] Break me off, show me what you got Cause I don't want, no one minute man Break me off, show me what you got Cause I don't want, no one minute man Break me off, show me what you got Cause I don't want, no one minute man Break me off, show me what you got Cause I don't want, no.. [Missy] Tonight I'ma give it to you, throw it to you I want you to come prepared, ohhh yeah (oh yes)(show Me) Boy it's been a long time, a crazy long time And I don't want no minute man, and that's real Give it

My Lil Yahoo Group Bit The Dust
Hi there, just wanted to kick off my 1st blog here. I had a small yahoo group of about 3000 members that was deleted last week due to the fact that a member had posted pics of his wife there without her knowledge and another member who recognised her contacted yahoo and they closed us down instead of deleteing the offending member. RIP Aussiekylie Yahoo group. Anyway, we spent monday nite chatting on webcam at awc (link in profile) and had 3000 ppl veiwing which was a turn on to say the least. I hope they enjoyed the strip tease ......lol. http://www.anywebcam.com/aff.id?218529&s=1 Hopefully we will be back there sunday nite (aussie time) for another lil strip tease and maybe more depending on the nite. Kylie...x

Main Profile Pics!
Why do people put pics of others, Male putting Female pics, on their main profile? They can't get people to look at their profile any other way. Or is it they just don't have the confience in their own self being. Kind of lame to try and get ratings by tricking someone to go to your page. Besides that, in most cases you probably don't get the rating because it wasn't what they were looking for.

Suicide
Some days I just wish. I could run and hide. No matter where I go. Suicide seems my only way. My life is not worth it. All this pain and suffering. I dont want to be here anymore. The only way is suicide. Nobody can help me. I cant fix myself. Nobody knows the real me. Suicide is the only way. I put on this false act. And slap a smile upon my face. When really Im dying inside. The only way is suicide. All I ever wanted was. To be loved and accepted. Just to feel the warth of your love. But you never loved or accepted me. Suicide is my only way. Leigh Ann

Flirting On Ct
A lot of folks get ticked off here when people flirt with them. Well here's one big piece of good advice. Don't post nude or suggestive pics then! If you put bait on the hook, something just might damn well bite! Post a bunch of political or religious pics if you want only platonic responses. Otherwise accept the damn compliments and shut up! Use a little common sense here folks! It's not the other person's fault if they misunderstood your highly mature, strictly innocent pose in your panties, sucking a popsicle as a sexual metaphor! Gee golly, why what victims you are indeed! That being said, I think unsolicited harrassment deserves a swift kick in the balls and a good ole Bama ass-whipping! But don't poke the bear in mating season gals, he might just mount ya!

Violent Femmes- Kiss Off
Oh man- the Femmes!!!! what can I say- so many of their music is my heart , when I first shaved my head into a mowhawk it was to this album.. I LOVE the fuckin femmes. This Song in particular however.. is my I hate the fucking world song. I hate you I hate you I hate you.. fuck you fuck you fuck you song.. thats all lmao. I need someone, a person to talk to Someone who'd care to love Could it be you Could it be you Situation gets rough Then I start to panic It's not enough It's just a habit Hey kid you're sick Darling this is it You can all just kiss off into the air Behind my back I can see them stare They'll hurt me bad but I won't mind They'll hurt me bad they do it all the time Yeah yeah, they do it all the time I hope you know that this will go down on your permanent record Oh yeah well don't get so distressed Did I happen to mention that I'm impressed I take one one one 'cause you left me And two two two for my family And 3 3 3 for my heartache And 4

Pulling Me Apart
People love to pull me in all sorts of directions. Theres always what someone thinks is right and what someone else thinks is wrong. Sometimes I wish I knew for myself because things would be so much better if I did. Well I guess I'll just have to go into that deep contemplative state again like usual.

To My Goddaughter Alexandria Garcia Mason
you are my angel of grace helping me save face you are my angel of light lifting me above my plight i watched you breath your first knowing how much it would hurt hoping my heart wouldnt burst feeling it beat through my shirt i stared into your blue eyes watching my salvation knowing it was only a lie becuase ive welcomed my damnnation you came into my life just when i needed you i was filled with such strife there was nothing i could do now i feel you leaving me and i wont even get to say goodbye my heart can never be what it used to be after i feel you die no matter what happens my dear youll never have to fear ill hold you in my arms to serenade even when your death will hit me like a grenade all i want to say is youve been here so short yet youve filled me with a love ive never had you cant read this and possibly never will but i love you my nonbiological granddaughter my goddaughter and my saving angel

Okay, Last Minute Tip For Flash Designers...
You just built a complicated web site out of a dozen separate Flash files, so what do you do when your computer crashes and you have to reformat to use it again? Well, before that happens, there is something very simple you can do. Zip it. No, no, I'm not telling you to shut up. Send your raw Flash documents to a compressed folder, and upload them all to your web site, preferably not in the main public folder. That way, should your computer go bye-bye, and you have to start over, all you have to do is access your web site from the back door and download those zipped files. Extract them, and you have all of your progress ready to update. I wish I had done that last time...check out my new review for Spiderman 3 on aeldar.com and you'll see that I had to completely rebuild the review template as well. I'm not going to redo every single review I ever made, so all of the new ones will look different. I have 112 reviews now, and it would take forever to change them all to one

For Soldiers N Families
Here is a poem/letter that was supposed to go out to or sent to all Service troops around the holidays(ok x-mas) written by a friend of mine and Lizzard's(David), Thomas Burke, this friend wrote. WITH HONOR With honor you have served during peacetime and at war. both here at home and on distant foreign shores. You fought in many battles long before my time. You're fighting now and still may be after I have died. I've heard the stories about the jungles of Nam, where you went through hell on earth. I watched you crossing desert sands, wishing you weren't there and for your quick and safe return I bowed my head in prayer. I feel blessed to have been born in a land as great as this. Where I have freedom to believe, and choose how I should live. This freedom I enjoy was bought for me by others, it wasn't cheap,it cost the lives of many sons and daughters. The sacrifice and courage that made our country free, still lives in you, is a noble cause, and keeps us free tod

Please..wait..i Am
Please..Wait..I am Loading my self in your Heart ? ? ?? ? ?? ? ?? ? ?? ? ? Loading. . . ¦ 1% ¦¦¦¦ 10% ¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦ 20% ¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦ 30% ¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦ 40% ¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦ 50% ¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦ 60% ¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦ 70% ¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦ 80 % ¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦ 90% Loading . . . ¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦100% Successful Please keep me forever where I have loaded my self...In your heart! ´´´´¶¶¶¶¶¶´´´´´´¶¶¶¶¶¶ ´´¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶´´¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ´¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶´´´´¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶´´´´¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶´´¶¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ´¶¶¶¶¶ ´¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ´´´¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ´´´´´¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ´´´´´´´¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ´´´´´´´´´¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ´´´´´´´´´´´¶¶¶¶ (¯`v´¯) `*.¸.*´ ~~* ¸.•´¸.•*¨) ¸.•*¨) ) (¸.•´ (¸.•´ ? ? ?? ? ? The signs of Love Should be as clear As when you look Into a mirror. And, as an image, Come to you Because you're Merely being yo

A Perfect Boyfriend?
give her a necklace. give her one of your t-shirts to sleep in. leave her cute text messages. kiss her in front of your friends. tell her she looks beautiful. look into her eyes when you talk to her. let her mess with your hair. just walk around with her. FORGIVE her for her MISTAKES. look at her like she's the only girl you see. tickle her even when she says stop. hold her hand when you're around your friends and in private. let her fall asleep in your arms. get her mad, then kiss her. stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything. tease her and let her tease you back. stay up all night with her when she's sick. watch her favorite movie with her. kiss her forehead. Don't talk about other girls around her. If you love her, others shouldn't matter. when she's sad, hang out with her. let her know she's important. kiss her in the pouring rain. when you fall in love with her, tell her. and when you tell

Young Poetry- A Poem I Wrote When I Was Around 14 Yrs Old,
A fearful Night- I sit alone in my room with fright To curse the dawning of the night For when night comes your'e all alone. Not a soul to talk to Except your own. All your surroundings lie still without a sound. but in your mind, there is movement all around. A shadow perhaps, projected by the moon's lunar light. Will fill me up with childish fright Then, to my eyes' happiness, I see the rising of the sun. Now the end of my fear has begun.

"people Like This Need To Die"
People like this need to die... and if they cross my path, they will, by my own hands!!!!! (repost) date: 2007-05-31 14:11:13 Guy: "Can we have sex right now? Girl: "Can we do what?" Guy: "You know, can I be your first, finally?" Girl: "Um.....no." Guy: "Why?" Girl: "Because, 1. you have a girlfriend, who happens to be my friend......." Guy: "So, if you don't tell, I won't tell." Girl: "Besides that, I'm waiting for someone special. Someone that I want to be with for the rest of my life to be my first." Guy: "I'm not special to you?" Girl: "You're my friend. That's all." Guy: looks forward and keeps driving. 5 minutes pass....... Guy: starts to run his hand up the girl's thigh. Girl: moves his hand, "Don't touch me.". Guy: tries to kiss her. Girl: screams, "Would you stop." Guy: continues trying. Girl: moves to the back seat Guy: parks on an abandoned street and gets in the backseat with the girl. Starts to kiss he

Thought And Questions Over Coffee Alone.
I was at the bar the other night and I saw your face pass me by again. It was a ripple in time and all of what was in momentum paused while you moved. I was standing on the corner and I saw you pass in a car with out saying hello. Then again it was a dream that keeps moving along in fast motion and maybe I was waking up. I have been waiting to see you, but you never turn my way. Last night I dreamed that I was next to you and you never let me go. This morning I drank my coffee alone and I thought of you. I don't know what love is…I thought I did, but when there is only one giving it, is it really love? Why does this man speak of love so much, when he was so damned afraid of being around it? Is a wounded heart like any other wound, does it heal and become stronger or does it scar over and become very tough and ugly? Why do I feel safer in front of friends and smile for few hours, then in front of someone that possibly could make me smile for the rest of my life I feel like I need to

Ever Wonder ...
Ever wonder why we have two eyes? It was made that way so that one can see clearly how beautiful the world is just by looking at the eyes of a loved one. Have you every thought why God created spaces between our fingers? Simply, so that another person's fingers could fill them in ... And guess why is it that the heart is placed where it is right now? It was placed there so that during those moments of silent togetherness, we could listen to our hearts telling us that we have found the right person for us.

Show Love
Mom Juggalette~juggalo mafia~@ CherryTAP SO SHOW MAD LOVE TO MY SIS THAT HER AND HER BOYFRIEND AND HER MOTHER WAS IN A CAR ACCIDENT ON THIS PAST FRIDAY THEY WERE DOING THE SPEED LIMIT IN THERE OWN LANE WHEN A TRUCK CUT THEM OFF THEY LOST CONTROL OF THE CAR WRAP AROUND A TREE AND MY SISTER MOTHER DIE AT THE WERE THE CAR CAME TO A REST.i JUST GOT UP DATED BY MY SISTER BOYFRIEND SHE IS A WAKE SHE DOESN'T REMEMBER WHAT HAPPEN AT THE TIME OF THE ACCIDENT BESIDE WHAT THEY TOLD HER,SHE HAS A FEW BROKING BONES BUT SHE GOING TO MAKE A SLOW COME BACK .M PRAYS GOES OUT TO MY SISTER AND HER BOYFRIEND THAT EVERY THING IS GOING TO BE OK. LOVE YOU BIG SISTER MMFWSKCL

The Art Of Infamy
I'm eternally pimping my friends. As mentioned on my profile, I was in a no-budget horror movie for an aspiring director friend of mine. It's called "the Art of Infamy" and basically it's a documentary by a serial killer about serial killers. I know that none of this is really news, but I'm bloging this cause apparently Ryan Andrews (the director) has completed a 90sec trailer for the flick so here is the link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mSGX116CQoU I might post a "behind the scenes" anecdote at another date.

This Evenings Random Writting
I just want to lay with someone. Their warmth. Their being, next to mine. Comfortable, relaxed. Connected. A feeling of safety. Im bored of the same emptiness. So little passion, stem'd from so little faith. A new shell. The same echo. The distance. I want to not have to try so hard to feel. Something natural. Organic. Im tired of using artificial sweetener because everything is so bitter. Why cant I wake up tommaorw and crave normalcy? None of it seems realistic. Realisticly people lie, cheat, grow apart. Realisticly finding that "someone", that connection, isnt going to happen. Its all about timing. The right person never walks in at the right time. Timing is everything in life. Realisticly, no matter who it is, its not the right person. So why bother when youll always be looking, why bother when you know its always fake? [i hate pmsing.]

Crazy Survey
ARE YOU A VIRGIN:nawDO U HAVE ANY PEIRCINGS:earsHAVE ANY TATTOOS:naddaDO YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND....(NAME):No I have a husband..CLydeFULL NAME:Alesha M. SandersAGE:20HAVE YOU USED CONDOMS LATELY, IN ANY WAY:nawR U A CLEAN FREAK:nawHAVE U GOT IN A FIGHT IN THE PAST WEEK:nawHAVE YOU EVER HAD SEX IN THE BATHROOM:yeaHAVE UR PARENTS CAUGHT U HAVING SEX:probally..lolDO U BELIEVE IN SEX AT FIRST SIGHT:noDO YOU HAVE POT IN UR SYSTEM RIGHT NOW:noWAT ABOUT ALCHOHOL:noGOT ANY KIDS:yeaDO U DO PILLS:pills..bcDO U DO WEED:use toDO U DRINK:noDO U CONSIDER URSELF A SLUT/WHORE:noDO U SMOKE CIGGS:yeaIF SO WAT KIND:marb. 100'sDO U LIVE IN A TRAILOR PARK:yea..lolHAVE YOU EVER CHEATED:noIF SO, WAS IT WORTH IT:R U GOING TO A PARTY 2-NIGHT:noDO U SHOOT UP:hell nawDO U OWN A GUN:naw want oneEVER GOT IT IN THE BUTT:lmao...HAVE U EVER TRIED 69:no...DO U TAKE NUDE PICS:noDO U LOOK AT PORN:nawHAS UR B.F/G.F T

Best Kid On Ct Contest!
Best Kid On CT Contest! I need pics of Kids for this contest! 1st Kid is...... with 1 comments! 2nd Kid is...... with 1 comments! Comment bombing allowed and Self bombing allowed! 2 Gifts from gift shop per winner! If u want to enter the contest plz send me link to ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it for u ! Contest will start on 6/5 thur 6/12 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~*Majorboredum* LoVeR69*~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~~ Plz Sign My Guess Book Plz...LOL@ CherryTAP

To Those Who Say They Want To Be In A Realationship With Me... Seriously.
Recently I've had quite a few people (guys and girls alike) hit me up with offers of companionship. I've even given it a go with a guy I met on myspace from NC... but as usual, things did not pan out for us, and I find myself single once again. I have made the decision that if I ever do get back into a realtionship, wether it begin over the internet or in person, I need to know some things first... It may make it easier to determine how long the realtionship will last, or any problems we may come to during the course of our "togetherness". If you are going to fill this out, be real. I want honesty and not just what you think I want to hear. No one word answers, either. I can tell when someones just trying to kiss ash. --- put all your answers below the question & reply in a comment... only fill this out if you are seriously contemplating a relationship with me. This may make you change your mind or think twice. --- The basics: 0) My ACTUAL name is Crystal Gayle Grimes, My m

For Those Who Love It
What is life and what does it mean to me Its like the birds and the bees Love is kind sweet and every thing that is good Even a little bad jus the way it should A deep feel in my soul that wants to be let out Like an animal in the wild with an aggressive shout I never thought it would be true to love someone with a love that it like no other But as they say never say never for it may happen now and forever Well this is dedicated to my blooming flower and a close friend To show you my love and appreication hopeing our friendship wont end You like the warmth summer air thats passes over my face For with you i found my resting place Gentle,calm,mellow and peaceful is thge way you make my heart feel Been afraid to show my hearts desires that are real Listening to your voice and the way you talk,your smile and eyes Everything about you that leaves me my mismerize You play a very important role in my life I also admire your pian and strive So my ove i

My Ass Hurts.
Srsly. I got two shots in my ass, one was penicillin, which I'm used to getting it shot in my ass, it's something I had to have done a lot as a kid cause I get strept so damn much, but this other shit...oh my god... ...this other shit...was like thick yogurty acid and it took the bitch a whole minute to get it all injected. Not to mention, the needed was HUGE, and I don't think I ever need to actually get stabbed to know what it feels like. I can't sit. I can't lay down. I can't stand up. God this sucks.

Patterns
I was noticing in the shower the pattern on the shower walls. Mostly, it's off white tiles, with just a couple of tiles that have a design. 3 tiles, then design, 3 tiles, then design. It made me recall a conversation I recently had about the pattern in my own life. I recognize that it's there, just not the real reason for it being there. In the case of my shower, it's just to accent the rest of the room. Which I find humorous, since with the curtains closed you don't see it. I realize I'm repeating the same pattern in my life. But why? Is it because I'm looking for something? Is it because I need to repeat it in order to be happy? I don't know. Certainly, I believe that we are the sum of our experiences. The different adventures we have in our time of living create a mosaic that is our life. No one particular pattern is involved, just a myriad of colors. So is the repeated pattern a part of the mosaic? What if I continue in this particular pattern? Wil

Track 7 - Evidence
You have eyes that Lead me on And a body that Shows me death Your lips look like they were made For something else but They just suck my breath I want your pain To taste why you're ashamed And I know you're not just what you say to me And I'm not the only moment you're made of You're so sudden and sweet All legs, knuckle, knees Head's blown clean off Your mouth's paid off Fuck me 'til we know it's unsafe And we'll paint Over the evidence I want you wanting me I want what I see in your eyes So give me something to be scared of Don't give me something to satisfy You're so sudden and sweet All legs, knuckle, knees Head's blown clean off Your mouth's paid off Fuck me 'til we know it's unsafe And we'll paint Over the evidence I want your pain To taste why you're ashamed And I know you're not just what you say to me And I'm not the only moment you're made of You're so sudden and sweet All legs, knuckle, knees Head's blown clean off Your mouth's paid off F

Track 11 - Eat Me, Drink Me
In the wasteland On the way to the Red Queen... It's no wonder our stage clothes Have dreams to be famous. The trees in the courtyard Are painted in blood, So I've heard. She hangs the headless Upside down to drain. EAT ME, DRINK ME This is only a game, This is only a game I was invited to A beheading today. I thought I was a butterfly Next to your flame. A rush of panic and The lock has been raped. This is only a game, This is only a game... But then our star rushes in, Feeling like a child and looking Like a woman... She has been forecast with an Attempt to kill herself, But the ending didn't test well. EAT ME, DRINK ME This is only a game. I was invited to A beheading today. I thought I was a butterfly Next to your flame. A rush of panic and The lock has been raped. This is only a game, This is only a game... But then our star rushes in, Feeling like a child and looking Like a woman... She has been forecast with an Attempt to kill

Punk Kid From Texas
this is for micheal aka im a sexy guy in his highschool pics. nothing but a punk kid trying to act like a big shot, claiming to be in the military and all other kinds of lies. harrasing and threatening women becuase they wont date him. what a freaking joke, said he would kill himself because a girl wouldnt date him. its punks like this guy that make me sick, i served in the us army for 6 years and it sickens me that me and my friends bled for this country so that punks like this punk kid in texas can pull some bull crap like this. this kid is a liar and a coward and the only comfort i have is that punks like him get whats coming to them one way or another. i will post more when i calm down a little bit.

Satan On Your Dollar!
This is the Great Seal of the United States of America. It was designed by the Freemasons and contains a mass of symbolism that the profane (non masons) are not to understand. This article will once and for all prove that the Seal is a Masonic design. Have you ever asked the question 'Why is there a Pyramid on our $1 note"? The religion of Freemasonry and some of it's mysteries have descended from ancient Egypt whose mysteries descended from ancient Babylon. The Pyramid has of old been a fascination of Freemasons. It is a pagan temple of Satan worship. Aleister Crowley, Freemason and chief Satanist of the 20th Century performed a satanic ritual in the Kings Chamber. The Masonic founded and controlled cults of the Jehovah's Witnesses and Mormons have also adored the Great Pyramid. First of all I will interpret the Latin words on the seal. 'Annuit Coeptis' means 'Announcing The Birth Of' and 'Novus Ordo Seclorum' means 'New World Order'. So therefore it says 'Announcing the birth of t

Scumbag Alert(2)
This fucking dick had to be a fucking asshole, just because I wouldn't show him my tits. Well here's most of the transcript if you guys want to read it..his comments will be in yellow & mine in green, you will need to start at the bottom & read up..Then he add me as a fan, rates my profile a 1, and the tries to add me as a friend. What a fucking loser! Any of you guys want to fuck this piece of shit up? BE MY GUEST! ->sugardaddy: thank god for that! sugardaddy: STRANGER THINGS HAVE HAPPENED SEXY..... IM GONEEEEEEEEEEEEE ->sugardaddy: later littledaddy, btw, nice try on the add thing......not gonna happen! sugardaddy: ROTFALMFAO.. BYE BABY .. I KNOW YOU LIKE ME 8O) ->sugardaddy: why do you need to keep embarrassing yourself like this, im sure the right guy is out there for you. sugardaddy: I JUST NOTICED YOUR A GEMINI I WOULD FUCK YOU SILLY MAY I SUCK YOUT TITS TILL THEY ACHE? ->sugardaddy: umm Buckwild is a stallion, something you obviously know nothing about.... sugarda

Track 1 - Balls To The Wall
Too many slaves in this world One by torture and pain Too many people do not see They're killing themselves - going insane Too many people do not know Bondage in over the human race They believe slaves always lose And this fear keeps them down Watch the damned (God bless ya) They're gonna break their chains You can't stop them (God bless ya) They're coming to get you and then You'll get your balls to the wall, man Balls to the wall You'll get your balls to the wall, man Balls to the wall - balls to the wall You may screw their brains You may sacrifice them, too You may mortify their flesh You may rape them all One day the tortured stand up And revolt against the evil They make you drink you blood And tear yourself to pieces You better watch the damned (God bless ya) They're gonna break their chains You can't stop them (God bless ya) They're coming to get you and then You'll get your balls to the wall, man Balls to the wall You'll get your balls to the wall

Track 5 - Fast To Madness
[Lead:Andre] White hair and red eyes he is holding the crown The king of the island Elric Melnibone He's born for destruction He's ruled by the Gods eternal hero The scale of the universe Blood on his hands he's born a thousand times Why don't we feel the signs from the dragon king [Lead:Andre] Before the end of fire his journey starts The eagle's spreading his wings following his fate He's ruled from anywhere leads him to truth it's deep inside Hail to the king they bless tonight He's the Saviour of our time In a dark land far behind noone knows its name There's a dark sword cold as ice A blade created for him Stormbringer cries for the soul of everyone Stormbringer cries "The ending has begun" [Ref:] Run fast to madness Forever I Run fast to madness Leave him alone [Solo:Andre] [Ref:] Run... Destiny calling him back to the island And time? Time is standing still Time is not real [2x] Armed with weapon awaiting the fight He's leading the dr

To A Fellow Writer...u Know Who U R Ma"lord
ESCAPE Run to the darkness you'll find me there Join me and I'll try to calm your fear So alone am I struggling in my sorrow Just as with many this path I follow Thru morbid thoughts and shattered dreams Release found in my desperate screams Belonging to demons that won't fade away Hope you leave this shaded place someday Light my dark halls with a bright heart Please escape, tho I'll hate us to part Show me there are better times to be lived Take my friendship for it's what I do give...

To The One Who Turned My Heart Black
Hopelessly bound unfettered by the chains of love's grip - greatest gift, fate's cruelest curse. Wherefore do I weep at knowing the joy, the warmth, at feeling the peace, the fire. Wherefore do I weep unable to complete , to be, unknown the kiss, the flames. Wherefore do I weep at loving not living seeing not touching breathing not sharing holding not loving? All, because I, The Fool, am no more?

Piltdown Man, Archeology - Famous Hoax
'Reconstruction' of the skull of Piltdown Man The 'discovery' of Piltdown Man was a famous hoax in the history of the science of archaeology. Following on from the unearthing of the fragmented skull remains in Piltdown quarry in Sussex, England, between 1908-1912 of what had apparently been a type of primitive hominid species increasingly ambitious claims of the finding of a missing link fossil relevant to understanding human evolution were made - partly through the intervention of the popular press. Although the fossil remains presented as being discovered in Piltdown Quarry subsequently seemed to display features that did not fit in with other paleontological discoveries of hominid fossil remains it was only some forty years later that 'Piltdown Man' was proven to be a fraud. The excavations of 1912 were undertaken by Charles Dawson and the 'early hominid' type he discovered was given the scientific name Eoanthropus Dawsoni before many months had passed. The remains seemed to c

Take Responsibility
Whatever your troubles may be, you can always find something or someone else to blame. But there's nothing of real value to be gained by doing so. Certainly there are many factors that influence the events and outcomes in your life. The best things to focus on, however, are the things you can control. Sure, the weather or the economy or the government or your next-door neighbor may have inflicted some difficulties upon your life. So what is the best way to move forward? Resentment and anger will do little more than waste your time and could likely make you ill. Building an elaborate case of blame for what has happened will drain your energy and leave you no further ahead than when you started. Instead, consider forgiveness. Even though someone else may be to blame, consider the freedom and power and control of taking full responsibility for your own situation. When you focus on blame, you position yourself as a helpless victim. Choose instead to take responsibility, and

The Fires Die Down
I wrote this on 5/19/06 slip deep in to the caverns of hidden torments, and raven coloured dreams the dark wont dry your eyes not here, every torment is as it seems the whispers in the backlay pull away slowly, surely at the delicate grasp of sanity as the seams begin to tear, failing to keep together the boundaries of reality self neglect and punishment seeps poisonously through every single vein as the pain wells higher tightens to the core decaying hope and 'sweet'dreams but the fire dies down at the glimmerring of what was and meant to be of the thoughts inside and the contradictory cries maybe...just...maybe