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Humor 2 Listen 2... Must Have Sense Of Humor Lol
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I Am A Moron!!! :)
It has just been brought to my attention by my beautiful, sexy and wonderful soon-to-be-wife, Jamie, that because I put all my posts under one blog that I do not get any points for them because you cannot rate more than one post per blog. I did not know this. Now I do! :) Welcome to Page Two! Thanks, baby......I love you!!!!! xoxoxoxo

Tried To Warn Ya'll
What occult Power best suits you ? Your Result: Telepathy You have the ability of direct mind to mind communitcation of thoughts and images ,from other people , this could also mean you can hear the thoughts of others . Precognition Clairoyance Healing Psychometry Premonition Astral projection Dreamwalking

This Is For You Thane Lolz
Thane hunni, GEELONG suck!!!!!!!! & the SAINTS rockkkkk!!!!!! & thats why saints r sittin #2 on the AFL ladder =] **giggles** wooot goin to see the saints kick lions but in 7hrs (cant fukin wait!!)

More Online Pics
Hello all my cherry friends, if for some odd reason you dont see enough of my pictures here you can go to my online album at Flickr and see pics that I dont have on here and some I do have..... Photos: http://www.flickr.com/photos/fuego80027/

The End Is The Beggining Is The End
The Sewers belch me up The heavens spit me out From ethers tragic Iam born again And now Im with you now Inside your world of wow To move in desires made of deadly pretends Till the end of times begin Is it bright where you are have the people changed Does it make you happy youre so strange And in your darkest hour, I hold secrets flame You can watch the world devoured in its pain Strange Climb my ribcage to The replays run for you Unhook my lights to peek behind the flash For iam crystal chrome Iam shatter dome Iam kremlin king of angels avenged To destroy the end Is it bright where you are have the people changed Does it make you happy your so strange And in your darkest hour I hold secrets flame You can watch the world devoured in its pain The zeppelins rain upon us The guns of love disastrous A shadow lies amongst you To defy the future cast Is it bright where you are Have the people changed Does it make you happy your so strange An

Repost This
There is at least one person on your Cherry TAP list that wants to fuck the hell out of you. So lets play the Fuck or Pass! game. The rules are simple... if you want to fuck the person who posts this, send them a message saying "Yep, I'd Fuck you." SCARED? lol this sH!T's funny YOU HAVE TO RE-POST THIS!! and see who replies. There is at least one person on your Cherry Tap list that wants to do u so!!! Repost this as "Fuck or Pass" Don't be a bitch and not re-post it

Fyi.. Long & Deep But Worth Reading
"When one tugs at a single thing in nature, he finds it attached to >the rest of the world." ---John Muir--> I have been asked more than once, "what I am looking for and to tell more about the inner me, what makes me...ME ! ",...well here is a few of the answers,... I am seeking to find MY Zchivago. I don't adhere to the "dating game"...I have no car,no job and few friends, so I spend most of my time at home, finding ways to best 'Spend' my time..Using the internet to keep abreast of what is going on in the world around me...and keeping in tune to the wave of popular topics, effecting or impressing society as a whole as well as current events, happening around the world...Dull ? Maybe... but it is my life for now, so I make the best of it... As to family I have my Mother , a sister (Polio survivor, a Forever Baby)who lives with my mother... A brother , whom I DO NOT HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH...& thru his efforts I have two nephews, whom I have only gotten to know one, Clearly

Saturday, April 7th, 2007 4:35 A.m.
While I dream of doing, I'm never there. Where I plan and hope... The opportunity is far past already. Having lived in a shallow world where I realised at least on some level, I was smarter than almost all of the people around me. And before I was a teenager, calling the greater minds around me fools for the things that even I, a child, could so plainly and obviously see. As I get older, and as time allows me to become more jaded, I find myself better able to hide myself amongst a simplier life and people. Wheras I SHOULD be trying to become a well paid technician, or philosopher, or a writer, or teacher even... I scramble to find a place for an ox to work. a factory, a farm, a moving company. I seem to be content allowing the potential great mind i've been given to rot away on menial tasks. I'm a thinker and analyser.. I just collect and relate the information... It's up to others to interpret it. make plans. and them tell me what to do. I like to disillusion myself with a gran

I Love You All
Friend A friend is a person to laugh and cry with, An inspiration, Someone who lends a helping hand, though friends may not be forever, And they may not end up together, the memories of a true friendship will last forever. A friend is not a shadow nor a servant But someone who hold a piece of a person in his heart. Someone who shares a smile, Someone who brightens up your day What makes a person a friend? Is by saying your Love will stay

The Fool
5. The Fool How long the night to the watchman, How long the road to the weary traveler, How long the wandering of many lives To the fool who misses the way. If the traveler cannot find Master or friend to go with him, Let him travel alone Rather than with a fool for company. "My children, my wealth!" So the fool troubles himself. But how has he children or wealth? He is not even his own master. The fool who knows he is a fool Is that much wiser. The fool who thinks he is wise Is a fool indeed. Does the spoon taste the soup? A fool may live all his life In the company of a master And still miss the way. The tongue tastes the soup. If you are awake in the presence of a master One moment will show you the way. The fool is his own enemy. The mischief is his undoing. How bitterly he suffers! Why do what you will regret? Why bring tears upon yourself? Do only what you do not regret, And fill yourself with joy. For a while the fool's mischief Tastes sweet, s

Who We Are
I have assembled here a list of some of the traits and potentials of Indigo people. There are many Indigo-ray souls reading this who are still trying to figure themselves out, and realize that they are different somehow, but don’t know why. This work hopes to be of some assistance in sorting you out, and pointing you in the right direction. It is written primarily for the adult Indigos who find their way here (there are no accidents in the universe!), but applies to the younger Indigo children, too. The seeds of many of these traits are present in the children today, and will flower into full power when they make it to adulthood. These traits and characteristics are based partially on my own experience and Guidance as an adult Indigo, and from talking and reading and corresponding with other adult Indigos. Some are self-identified, others are not. I use the word ‘we’ collectively and "I" personally. Who are the "Indigo" people? Why are we here, what purpose do we serve? Are we a thr

My Husband Is Coming Home Next Week
my husband come home next week and can't wait to have him in my arms again. it has been to long since i have seen him. the cats are looking foward to see him to. i love my andy alot.

Poem 5 - What Do I Do?
What Do I Do? Pondering on the past which haunts me every day Old habits died off and I gained anew A friend I turned away from is callin me near My mind is full it's hard to hear My forgotten friend is drawing closer What do I do? This friend was close we got along well There was peace and my mind was at ease Not a care in the world we owned it true Something gave way and all was lost I opened my eyes and my friend was gone What is there to do? This friend I speak of is not like any other Always there for me, never turned away from me I can hear the calling in the distance but to go there I would have to leave this new life So confusing, what do I do? The time has come, but I need more I like it here now, I am almost complete But I feel my friend drawing even closer My Friend who is my loneliness What do I do? To go back means to be completely alone With no one but me and my friend No social life once again no people to help What Do I do?

Strangeish Funny Dream
Ok. This was a strange dream that I had, sad part is tho it is fesable in a far out way. For those who don't know me I will let you know before hand whom is whom in the dream. Josh- Friend who is a tattoo artist Virgina- Josh's wife Doug's sister. Doug- Boyfriend & brother to Virgina We are in a giant basment, 3 men are chained up to a wall. There is a giant void like there were to be a 4th on the wall. Josh has the 4th person strapped in what looks like a old-fashion electric chair. Josh is tattooing a barcode on this mans inner forearm, the man is screaming. Doug is standing next to one of the men on the way, in his hands is a wicked looking cattle prod. I myself an sitting off to the side just watching all that is going on. Virgina walks in asking us if we wanted any tea & that dinner would be ready in 20 mins. Josh & Doug look at her & at the same time they say "We won't be done yet!" They complain. Virgina gives them the death stare. "I don't give a fuck, din

Yay! Luck Shines Upon Me.
I seriously had a really good day. First this customer from my old work came in.. Luis.. and I wasn't sure if I should say hi or not but I always was fond of the guy, or maybe just saying his name but.. He finally caught my eye and I waved and told him hello. I figured he wouldn't try to talk to me a whole lot (which I hate) since he didn't speak much english... but he gave me this coupan for two free burritos at his work. (Chipolte) I was nervous about bringing it in cause I always feel bad getting stuff for free but.. I did. Turned out it DID expire last month but the guy still gave me the stuff. So I got two burrito's, homemade chips and guac and 2 rootbeers.. for free! AND my friend Alanna at work invited me out this friday for her friends birthday.. I rarely go out anymore. Oh AND Matt and I are going to fly kites. Ah... I love coming out of a dark phase. It's great. ^^

Lyrics That Touch Your Soul
Sitting here listening to my playlist I started thinking about how much music plays a part in our everyday life and how some songs stick with you...Im pasting below the words to one of my favourite songs of all time...alot of you wouldnt have heard of her..she is an australian singer called Missy Higgins..if you do like music and want something a bit different download a song or 2 of hers..her music is brilliant..and her tones..very australian..its not country..its soft rock or pop I guess you would call it..definately worth a listen...but read the words first.... MISSY HIGGINS LYRICS "The Sound Of White" Like a freeze-dried rose, you will never be, What you were, what you were to me in memory. But if I listen to the dark, You'll embrace me like a star, Envelope me, envelope me... If things get real for me down here, Promise to take me to before you went away - If only for a day. If things get real for me down here, Promise to take me back to the tune W

Bad Eastr's Weekend!!!!!
My parents just left for thier breakfast with his best old friends and they forget o closed up their garage and somehow or `someone came in our garage and stolen my $3,000.00 bike and I got so mad at my parents for left opening garage door!! I told them WHY id you left and opening?? but m father got so mad about someone coming in our garage!!! I hope so I can get back my bike or can't? But I have old on 19 New Brand MT bike untill I get house Ins CO. send me out a check for $1850.00 then I will tell ebay seller that I wants to buyig that bike!!! But costly me lot! But I think people are so SICK-O and IMMATURE!!! I have hard time to sleeping because paid bike for $3,000.00!!! WTF WHY do they takes my bike??? thank you for reading!!!! I HATE EASTER'S DAY means LOUSY HOLIDAY!!!! I hate being bored single!!!!

The Ranger Creed-us Army Rangers
The Ranger Creed Ranger flag Recognizing that I volunteered as a Ranger, fully knowing the hazards of my chosen profession, I will always endeavor to uphold the prestige, honor, and high esprit de corps of my Ranger Regiment. Acknowledging the fact that a Ranger is a more elite soldier who arrives at the cutting edge of battle by land, sea, or air, I accept the fact that as a Ranger my country expects me to move farther, faster and fight harder than any other soldier. Never shall I fail my comrades. I will always keep myself mentally alert, physically strong and morally straight and I will shoulder more than my share of the task whatever it may be. One-hundred-percent and then some. Gallantly will I show the world that I am a specially selected and well-trained soldier. My courtesy to superior officers, neatness of dress and care of equipment shall set the example for others to follow. Energetically will I meet the enemies of my country. I shall defeat them on the field of

Woman's Prayer
Great Spirit, I am Mother. I was made by You so that the image of Your love Could be brought into existence. May I always carry with me The sacredness of this honour. Creator, I am Daughter. I am the learner of the Traditions. May I carry them forward So that the Elders and Ancestors Will be remembered for all time. Maker-Of-All-Things, I am Sister. Through me, may my brothers be shown The manner in which I am to be respected. May I join with my sisters in strength and power as a Healing Sheild So that they will no longer bear the stain of abuse. Niskam, I am Committed Partner: One who shares her spirit, But is wise to remember never to give it away, Lest it become lost, And the two become less than one. I am Woman. Hear me. Welal'in. Ta'ho!

Kgr#59 - Knicks News/racial Mombo Jumbo
HOLY HELL is this a different Game Review. Hell it is not even a game review.For this KGR Houston goes over:-Knicks Injuries-Post Season Style KGR-East Playoff Race-Don Imus' "racial" comment/Houston take on itVote for Knicks Game Reviews on PodcastAlley.comRate us on Pod-Planet.comDigg us on Digg.com.Email comments(audio or text)to knickssitelinks@yahoo.com and it will probably make it onto the show!!http://www.garageband.com/mp3/KGR59_Knicks_News_Racial_Stuff.mp3

Preserve Endandgered Land~it''s Free~takes Only A Second
Why Preserve Rainforest Habitat? Rainforests are some of the world's most ancient and complex ecosystems. They cover a mere 2% of the Earth, yet more than half of all plant and animal species live there. The rainforest is home to creatures as famous as the jaguar and poison dart frog, as well as lesser-known and even unidentified species. These ecosystems are an amazing resource that is quickly slipping away. The rainforest is where many modern food staples originated, including tomatoes, corn, and chocolate, but we use a mere fraction of the edible plants available there. In addition, one quarter of modern medicines come from plant species that were first used as traditional remedies. Western science has analyzed less than one percent of rainforest plants for medicinal compounds, and the indigenous tribes that use these plants are rapidly disappearing. To complicate matters more, the rate of species extinction in the rainforest is undeniably high. As the forests are burned

They Have No Hope But Us: **graphic**
They Have No Hope But Us: The Tsunami of Suffering of Animals in Labs By Michael Budkie Founder, SAEN — Stop Animal Exploitation Now! Most people never see the inside of an animal laboratory. We are not allowed to view the reality of death and misery that is the lot of many animals. Whether they be monkeys, dogs, rabbits, or sheep we will never know what happens to most of them. We will not see how they live. We will not know the endless monotony of life in cages made of wire mesh and concrete. We will never know what it is like to live out an existence totally alone — day after day without so much as the touch of a familiar hand. We will never understand the suffering of their deaths. The unrelenting, mind-numbing monotony of isolation is relieved only by intermittent periods of unremitting horror. The psychological torture of isolation is interrupted only by the trauma of human handling, and the experience of becoming an unwilling victim in an experiment. The lo

So, I Thought
I thought I knew what fun was, until I heard you laugh. I thought I knew what joy was, until I saw you smile. I thought I had felt safe before, until you held me in your arms. I thought I knew what I wanted, until you came into my life. I thought I had been loved before, until you came to love me. I thought my future looked so bright, until you started to waiver. I thought I knew what loss was, until you left my life.

Wow All Of These Sites Are Drama Aren't They?
Welcome to my blog! I don't want drama so if you got it leave it at the door. I have a 2 year old son whom I love with all my heart and also my own home, car and money. I have a lot of my own drama so that's why I said I don't want any of any one elses. I have a close friend whom I am deeply in love with but also very very confused about at the moment. I love being with him but ya know some times things happen that piss me off. I love him with all my heart and I just wish more would come of this then what it is at the moment. *~Peace~*

Poem 4
My Tears fall, But my fake smile remains They dont know, I slowly go insane because of me His soul has died The day I walked away. Just In case its the end, I lay me down to pray. That his broken heart can mend, To love another But I will always love & miss him, This I just can't deny.

Poem 6
We both have a broken heart, It haunts me for what it's worth. We didn't see it comming, It was all so sudden. I heard it but did not understand, Thats what has us torn Left only to mourn It was all over & our hearts was scorned I'll never forget him because I love him Nothing more Nothing less

Being Judged
Everyday we are bein judged just on appearance alone. Considering we live in superficial world where everything revoles around media and sex appeal ..I guess I'ma number one target. I wear mini skirts and some lowcut shirts... So I guess I'm a tramp. I like to dance, and shake my ass like every other girl... So I guess I'm a ho.. I'm not even lying on this one, yes I have kissed a guy I was not going out with before... So what? Yea... I guess I'm a scandalous. I've broken someones heart without even knowing. So I guess I'm a bitch! I've said what was on my mind, when it was on my mind. So I guess I'm ignorant. I've said some hurtful things I can never take back and everyday I wish I could. So I guess I'm an asshole. I've been stabbed in the back 15000 times at a minumum. So I guess I'm friendless. I've been called every single name in the book at least 10 times each. So I guess I'm a loser. I've had guys with girlfriends unsuccessfully try to hook up with me .

If Ya Got Something To Say
I AM IN A STATE OF CONFUSION HERE.....THIS SITE HERE IS A GAME AND A PLACE TO HAVE FUN ON....OF COURSE THOUGH THERE ALWAYS HAS TO BE A FEW THAT ARE GONNA HATE AND TALK CRAP ABOUT YA. WHY, CAUSE YOU CAN'T FEEL GOOD ABOUT YOUR OWN SELF SO YOU GOTTA TALK ABOUT ME CAUSE I'M CONFIDENT IN MYSELF....WELL ALL I GOTTA SAY IS FU*K OFF AND STOP HATIN IF YA GOT A PROBLEM WITH ME OR WITH WHAT I DO THEN SAY SOMETHIN TO ME ABOUT IT...I WOULD RESPECT YA MUCH MORE DON'T SAY IT BEHIND MY BACK.....CAUSE MY BELIEF IS THERE'S ALWAYS GONNA BE PEOPLE THAT TALK ABOUT YA SO YA MIGHT AS WELL GIVE THEM SOMETHING TO TALK ABOUT RIGHT....IF YOU'RE MY REAL FRIEND YOU WOULD TELL ME, AND IF YOU AREN'T THEN JUST FU*K OFF.........

Make Love To Me/ Jade
Make love to me slowly Kiss me by the neck slowly touch me tenderly not coldy Grind your body next to mine Let our union be divine Make love to me slowly Whisper sweet nothings in my ear Tell me that you care While you play with my hair Explore my body with your hands and study Pleasure me Open your eyes so you can see me When I smile My teeth dancing in a tile Kiss me, Kiss me Kiss me, Kiss me Make love to me slowly When you have been riding a horse It expects you to stop Make love to me slowly My body is a temple It is holy

Come To Me!
This is a short story based in BDSM if this offends you well grow the fuck up and stop reading my stuff. :) For the rest enjoy. Come To Me I know what you need. You need to leave yourself and come to me. Do you trust me? Come to me. Don't be afraid. I will take you on a voyage. I will take you to another place. I will make you forget yourself and teach you how to satisfy me. Come to me. Now. Let me hear you say yes. I will be dressed in clothes that you love, that make me look so soft and voluptuous you hunger to hold me in your arms. But I won't let you. You won't dare to touch me. You know that I will laugh at you and push you away. The fear of that humiliating rejection keeps you frozen in place; shy, unsure of yourself, humble before me. Without command, you are already serving my will. Even without bonds, I can immobilize your body. You inhale the warm aroma of my skin, lightly perfumed by Rapture. For a moment, the fragrance intoxicates you so that you think you have wa

Erectile Dysfunction
hey guys its me the milf hunter and im here today to discuss a deep topic which may make some guys uncomfortable erectile dysfunction its your fault and theirs also to blame all these damn porn sites after a while you watch the same porn over and over again then you lose your hardon when watching to chicks get it on or some muscle bound freak of nature whos cock looks like something out of one of the alien movies bangs the skinniest slut he could find and perty much taps her brain with it it gets old and things in bed usually get to the piont where even when a blowjob might have once been the greatest wake up ever now is a chore to even get it up in the morning just stp watching porn for a while go out get some excercise stay away from viagra cialis enzyte maxxiderm and just get in shape thats whats wronge and when your wife girlfriend hired fuckbuddy or office secretary with a cup size of tripple d see's your getting in better shape theyll get kinky as shit cause 40 years from now wh

I'm Meeting Enrique Iglesias Finally!!!!!!!
So, OMG!!!!!!! I finally am going to meeting Enrique Iglesias this Monday night at KIIS FM in Los Angeles!!!!!!!!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOO HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO Sooooooooooooooooo freaking EXCITED!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH Frickin' 10+ years later and finally me and my mom are getting the opportunity to meet the man himself!!!!!!!! Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh the 75+ mile drive to the studios from my house will be wayyyyyyyyy worth it and with everything that happened this week it has definately made my week worth all the pain and heartache I've endoured!!!!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO Enrique te amo baby!!!!! I'll see you Monday mi amor!!!!!!

Hot Tattoo Contest Updates
Okay Hot Tattoo updates are...... 1st place is...... with 2449 comments! 2nd place is...... with 1971 comments 3rd place is...... with 823 comments 4th Place is...... with 264 comments 5th Place is...... with 140 comments 6th Place is...... with 114 comments 7th Place is...... with 8 comments 8th Place is...... with 5 comments 9th Place is...... with 2 comments 10 th Place is...... with 2 comments 11th Place is...... with 2 comments 12th Place is...... with 1 comments 13th Place is......

Wife's "love Letter" To Husband - She's Really Sorry!
Be sure to read P. S. at the bottom. To my darling husband, Before you return from your overseas trip I just want to let you know about the small accident I had with the pick up truck when I turned into the driveway. Fortunately not too bad and I really didn't get hurt, so please don't worry too much about me. I was coming home from Wal-Mart, and when I turned into the driveway I accidentally pushed down on the accelerator instead of the brake. The garage door is slightly bent but the pick up fortunately came to a halt when it bumped into your car. I am really sorry, but I know with your kind-hearted personality you will forgive me. You know how much I love you and care for you my sweetheart. I am enclosing a picture for you. I cannot wait to hold you in my arms again. Your loving wife. XXX ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? P.S. Your girlfriend called.

Poem: Spartan
COPYRIGHTED MATERIAL. PLEASE DO NOT COPY WITHOUT PERMISSION. THANK YOU. * I have seen too many clips from the movie '300'.* Spartan Taken from my mother Thrown into the water I cannot live forever So I'm told by my elder Live without any fear Metal's ring a song I hear In stories told quite clear About sword, shield and spear I am taught to fight With all my might Be it day or night Never show any fright Carry my home my shield Never will I ever yield Carried home on my shield Never left in the field If it is war you seek You'll not find me weak Careful how you speak I'm not just Greek I AM SPARTAN

Random Facts...
*When I was 3 I wanted to be a vet, till I learned at age 13 I had to be good in science. *I'm horrible in science. *I used to bring stray animals home till I could find their homes. *When I was 14 I was obsessed with Magick and read everything I could find in the school library about it. (who'd of thunk it? hehe) *When I was 7 I gave my brother a haircut, he couldn't go to school for 2 days till my mom took him to get it fixed. *By the time I was 8 I'd saved the lives of 2 baby kittens. *When I was 14 I was a mime for 2 years, face paint and all. *My first "love" was the preachers son. *When I was 11 I lost my Grandfather, a year later my Uncle. A small part of me died those days as well. *I often wonder what my life would be like if I had ran away from home like I wanted to when I was 7. *I have a huge family, but I don't know over half of them. *I hate diamonds, and gold. *I only watch TV at work. *I've always loved to read, and would stay up a

Really Bored
i'm honestly really bored it's 1 am and i'm stuck at home and i wanted to do something because i don't work tommorow but whatever ... this site is so addictive i love it and i already got a crush...oooo la la... ;) wonder who it could be... not many people have been accually trying to talk to me so i decided to write blogs so you know how i am just myself... P.s: all woman get automatically put into my family think they'll read this if ur not on my family list u don't know me well enough and are not trying to get to know me Raven

Hmmmm
LIFE ISNT ALWAYS WHAT IT SEEMS.. NO MATTER WHAT ..IT IS A WORLD MADE UP OF DREAMS.. DREAMS ARE NOT MENT TO COME TRUE YOU MAKE THE BEST OF WHAT IS DELT TO YOU.. EVEN WHEN YOU GET THAT GREAT HAND EXPECT THE WORST. CAUSE LIFE ISNT MENT TO BE THE BEST ITS ONLY KNOW AS THE WORSE. EXCEPT,EXPECT. AND LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST, CAUSE WHEN YOU GET TO THE END WHAT HAVE YOU HONESTLY HABVE TO LOSE , BUT WHAT WAS CHOSEN FOR YOU , NOT LIKE YOU REALY CHOSE YOUR FATE, LOL FATE IS FATE LOL

The Real Meaning Of Wicca..thank You Whispering_willows Fo Allowing Me To Copy This
What Is Wicca -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Contrary to what those who choose to persecute or lie about us wish to believe, Wicca is a very peaceful, harmonious and balanced way of thinking and life which promotes oneness with the divine and all which exists. Wicca is a deep appreciation and awe in watching the sunrise or sunset, the forest in the light of a glowing moon, a meadow enchanted by the first light of day. It is the morning dew on the petals of a beautiful flower, the gentle caress of a warm summer breeze upon your skin, or the warmth of the summer sun on your face. Wicca is the fall of colorful autumn leaves, and the softness of winter snow. It is light, and shadow and all that lies in between. It is the song of the birds and other creatures of the wild. It is being in the presence of Mother Earths nature and being humbled in reverence. When we are in the temple of the Lord and Lady, we are not prone to the arrog

Well
So I have a new outlet. I do a lot of writing, so since none of yall know me, I can just post my shit on here n yall can give an honest opinion of shit. :) And I mean Honest people.. So read it if ya will, tear it apart n let me know what you think

Three Little Pigs
Three Little Pigs went out to dinner one night. The waiter came and took their drink order. "I would like a Sprite," said the first little piggy. "I would like a Coke," said the second little piggy. "I want beer, lots and lots of beer," said the third little piggy. The drinks were brought out and the waiter took their orders for dinner. I want a nice big steak," said the first piggy. "I would like the salad plate," said the second piggy. "I want beer, lots and lots of beer," said the third little piggy. The meals were brought out and a while later the waiter approached the table and asked if the piggies would like any dessert. "I want a banana split," said the first little piggy. "I want some cheesecake," said the second little piggy. "Pardon me for asking," said the waiter to the third little piggy, "but what would you like for dessert?" "I want beer, lots and lots of beer," said the third little piggy. "But why have you only ordered b

My Son-in-law
Growing up in the Bible belt, I have heard all my life that God works in mysterious ways. The tragedy at Virginia Tech yesterday reminded me of this and how true it is... When my daughter, Shanda, and her then boyfriend David, graduated high school in 2003, David recieved a scholarship to Virginia Tech...We were all so proud of him and missed him while he was there...Come first semester reports, David lost his scholarship due to his GPA not holding up...He came back home, not thinking it right for his parents to pay for his college education... We haven't talked much about VT since then... David and Shanda continued to date and then married in August of last year. They are expecting a little girl May 20th a few days... My first thought, when I saw the breaking news, was, Now I know why David ended up home with us...I thanked the good Lord and said a prayer for all that were still there and their families and friends... I waited till this mornin', picked up the phone and

Can You Feel Me?
I can feel you You are out there somewhere Somewhere not too far away We have to make our paths cross We have to finally meet our destinies Our Destinies that is eachother. I can feel you I know what I have to do Do you know what you have to do Can you feel me? I leave you with what I have given you In hopes that you will find your way to me In hopes that you will follow your heart Follow it to me Follow it to your fate. Can you feel me? done by christine

Pearl Jam Says It Best...
Waitin, watchin the clock, its four oclock, its got to stop Tell him, take no more, she practices her speech As he opens the door, she rolls over... Pretends to sleep as he looks her over She lies and says shes in love with him, cant find a better man... She dreams in color, she dreams in red, cant find a better man... Cant find a better man (2x) Ohh... Talkin to herself, theres no one else who needs to know... She tells herself, oh... Memories back when she was bold and strong And waiting for the world to come along... Swears she knew it, now she swears hes gone She lies and says shes in love with him, cant find a better man... She dreams in color, she dreams in red, cant find a better man... She lies and says she still loves him, cant find a better man... She dreams in color, she dreams in red, cant find a better man... Cant find a better man (2x) Yeah... She loved him, yeah...she dont want to leave this way She feeds him, yeah...thats why shell be back again

What Number Are You
You Are 6: The Loyalist You have strong relationships and are intensely loyal. People find you easy to love and care for. You like your world to be stable and secure, no surprises. You're cautious. You prefer your inner circle to the outside world. What Number Are You?

More Ozzy News
OZZY TO RECEIVE VH1 ROCK HONORS VH1 pays homage to the legends who influenced the sound of rock with the second annual "VH1 Rock Honors". This year's celebration will honor the music and influence of OZZY, GENESIS, HEART and ZZ TOP. Premiering on Thursday, May 24 at 9:00 p.m., "VH1 Rock Honors" will be taped at the Mandalay Bay Events Center in Las Vegas on Saturday, May 12. The two-hour tribute will salute the groundbreaking bands of rock, the once in a lifetime events and the influential people who made a lasting mark on the history of rock. The influence of these honorees will be felt through spoken tributes, filmed packages and performances by some of today's hottest rock acts as well as the legends themselves. Check soon for interactive honoree profiles, exclusive programming, show information and more at http://rock.vh1.com.

What Kind Of Reader Are You?
What Kind of Reader Are You? Your Result: Dedicated Reader You are always trying to find the time to get back to your book. You are convinced that the world would be a much better place if only everyone read more.Literate Good Citizen Obsessive-Compulsive Bookworm Fad Reader Book Snob Non-Reader What Kind of Reader Are You?Create Your Own Quiz

Just ...
Just ... An unquenched desire carelessly wished. One last grasp at hope nearly extinguished. The frantic dash toward the endless wait, emotion laid bare at the hand of fate. The meaningless gesture that means far too much. All the weight laid upon the poisonous crutch. So much depending on such small mistakes. Astonishing, just how little it takes.

Stream Of Conciousness;
I said we can run away. We can run away to a far off place where no one will ever find us. It was almost winter and the air was chilly. From the green plastic chair you stared. You stared into nothing and seemed to be thinking of the world. I think we should go to England. I know it rains all of the time and that things may seem to be dreary all of the time, but as long as we have each other, I think that we could make it work. The wind blew through your hair and you raised your eyes to my level. A look of wonder and adventure came upon your face. If you want to come with me, I am leaving tonight. Tonight and tonight only. I have a feeling that if you don't come with me tonight, you may never see me again. You looked towards the ground and looked at a bug crawling towards your shoe. You thought to yourself how insignifigant the bug was. So will you go with me? I think that if you are, you should go home now and, you know, just kind of get things ready. Wash some of your clothes do what

O0o0o0o0o0o Hell No!!! How Wrong Is This
Ok its like so....Iam walkin to where I catch the bus to get to work the other day on the way to where I have to go in order to catch the bus....well on my way to there is a 1/2 way house.....I was walkin down the street and just happened to look over and heres this HUGE and i mean HUGE bare ass starin back at me.....OMG this sob was showing the world what he had!!!! balls hanging and the whole nine yards!!!! I didnt know if i was to lmao at him scream run like hell or what but that shit was just flat out scarey not to metion nausating!!!! Anyways for all tt needed a good laugh here ya go

You Know What I Love?
When I spend twenty five fucking dollars on a new monroe stud and then I lose the stupid thing while redoing my make-up. That's the second fucking one I've lost in two days. If I didn't have such chubby cheeks maybe I wouldn't have to wear it loose and then I wouldn't lose shit. I hate my face.

My Friend :(
I feel like Ive lost my best friend , I guess In a way I have..I only have myself to blame though.How could I think that with not actually knowing a person they could be my best friend , I told "her" things I would never tell anyone.I allowed "her" to see me in a way no one has. I trusted and respected . I blame no one but myself , I was the stupid one that fell in lust or whatever the fuck it was.. I chose to not let go , I chose to be jealous ,I chose my path and I accept that . But when all I ask for is a little honesty and you wont even give me that , to protect someone else. Am I that fucking psycho in you eyes that you think I would go after someone??? I guess I totally misjudged you . I guess I was wrong to actually put my faith and trust someone , when time and time again Ive been proven wrong by everyone Ive allowed myself to love. This why I think not having "friends" is probably the best thing for me. Im sorry I troubled you , Im sorry I cared about you , Im sorry I

Offline-gig To Promote!
Hi y'all I'm gonna be off line for a couple of days..I'm promoting my first gig this weekend..couple of local blues singers in Liverpool. I decided to do somthing after going to watch one of these singers (Laney Murphy) at a gig last month, where she drew a crowd of 200, but was paid only $25!..so i've booked a venue, oganise a DJ, got some sounds ready, and advertised it on myspace..tonight I'll be paying Laney her first proper pay packet..and having a party while i'm going about it! This is not a plug...wish me luck! pip pip x

#2 Pencil In A Catholic School..too Funny
Little Mary Margaret was not the best student in Catholic school. Usually she slept through the class. One day her teacher, a Nun, called on her while she was sleeping. Tell me Mary Margaret, who created the universe?" When Mary Margaret didn't stir,little Paulie who was her friend sitting behind her, took his pencil and jabbed her in the rear "God Almighty!" shouted Mary Margaret. The Nun said, "Very good" and continued teaching her class. A little later the Nun asked Mary Margaret, "Who is our Lord and Savior?" But Mary didn't stir from her slumber. Once again, Paulie came to the rescue and stuck Mary Margaret in the butt. "Jesus Christ!!!" shouted Mary Margaret and the Nun once again said, "Very good," and Mary Margaret fell back asleep. The Nun asked her a third question..."What did Eve say to Adam after she had her twenty-third child?" Again, Paulie came to the rescue. This time Mary Margaret jumped up and shouted, "If you stick that damn thing in me one mor

I Ripped This From A Friend!
SAGITTARIUS - The Promiscuous One Spontaneous. High appeal. Rare to find. Great when found. Loves being in long relationships. So much love to give. Not one to mess with. Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone They meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing in the you know where..!!! Not the kind of person you wanna mess with- you might end up crying.

" Need Mo Info" - Still Poking Around
Got this slow ass computer, and still poking around, finding out what goes where, typing faster than the letters appear. A blinking cursor, pointers with 2 arrows. As an Old Geezer I get confused easy. But I am stubborn and will eventually figure it out. This site like Myspace, let's others control how wide our page is, so they come and go wider than the monitor. I will persist, and hopefully make a few new friends. Never know, might even get lucky. But then the lady and probably her Girlfriend will know if I'm going to get lucky before I do. As it should be. I am a man after all. And glad of it to tell you the truth. Hope your all enjoying this beautiful weekend Some people see things and they see no miracles, others see things and everything is a miracle. Albert Einstein.

Poem
There are a couple things I want to make clear There seems to be mis conception goin on here So check it... A Thug will spit profanity from between his gold teeth He'll come over to your crib just to fuck you and eat He dont care about wiping his feet And wont lift up the seat cover when he pee A gentleman always chooses his words Never says anything disrepectful Or something that might hurt He always stick to his word And just to cook you dinner he'll leave early from work A thug aint gonna open your doors Wont cover you with his jacket He don't care if it pours No such thing as what' mine is yours He'll leave you to do his laundry Including his drawers A gentleman will always ask how you feel He'll know your favourite color and your favourite meal When you come home he will rub your feet And when it comes to his heart, you will have the key He will always treat you as his queen A thug will boast about how he is the baddest and how he is the best If a m

Deepest Desire
As the sun rises in the East So the breaking dawn of my love begins As the sun sets in the West I am overwhelmed with a burning desire A desire locked down deep inside One that cannot be concealed anymore I long for one sweet kiss to quench my thirst I long for one tender touch that will last a lifetime At the end of it all you are my deepest desire! I love you not today nor tomorrow but forever!

Doing A Video Tonight..
Hey Everyone.. I'm doing a video tonight.. If any one has any songs that they think would be hot...please let me know.. It will be uploaded by tomorrow night forsure.. Just want to Remind you all ... YOu Guys Kick Ass!!! Lots of Love and Kisses ~Pole Princess~ xoxox

Can I Keep Evolving?
(This blog is about my current status, I am an evolving person, one that wants a lot more out of life that I used to. And I am finally getting to the point where I won't settle.) Can I keep evolving In Kansas I would be hung Evolution never happened But can it for this woman Can I never turn back Into who I used to be Can I be a better me Will evolution help me I can take a compliment finally I can meet people I can hold a conversation I even walk on two legs Can he be strong enough for the both of us Would he be able to handle Seeing me cry Hearing my parents keep yelling at me If I keep evolving Being unwilling to settle Would you be ok with that Would you still like me Evolution helps me get up in the morning Evolution has made me who I am today I am nice, I don't yell, I don't fly off the handle I am losing weight rapidly all thanks to Evolution Evolution taught me how to handle a knife It helped me learn how to cook a standing rib roast

Love By Khalil Gibran
Love Then said Almitra, 'Speak to us of Love.' And he raised his head and looked upon the people, and there fell a stillness upon them. And with a great voice he said: When love beckons to you follow him, Though his ways are hard and steep. And when his wings enfold you yield to him, Though the sword hidden among his pinions may wound you. And when he speaks to you believe in him, Though his voice may shatter your dreams as the north wind lays waste the garden. For even as love crowns you so shall he crucify you. Even as he is for your growth so is he for your pruning. Even as he ascends to your height and caresses your tenderest branches that quiver in the sun, So shall he descend to your roots and shake them in their clinging to the earth. Like sheaves of corn he gathers you unto himself. He threshes you to make you naked. He sifts you to free you from your husks. He grinds you to whiteness. He kneads you until you are pliant;

It Only Takes One.
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You're Like A Pencil
You're Like A Pencil Did you know that you are like a pencil? Here's how: 1. Like a pencil, you can correct your mistakes. You can't change the past, but you can rectify it. And though you can't erase history, you can erase guilt and anger with forgiveness. 2. Like a pencil, painful sharpening can serve to make you better. Your difficult times can actually sharpen your skills or shape you into the person you were meant to be. 3. Like a pencil, you can do great things when you allow yourself to be held in Someone's hand. 4. Like a pencil, you can leave your mark whenever possible. That is what you're here for -- to leave your mark. It may be in small ways, it may be in the lives of people you have touched or nurtured, but you must leave something good behind whenever you can. 5. Like a pencil, it is what is on the inside that matters. Whether it is understanding or intolerance, love or bitterness, peace or unrest, kindness or self- centeredness, hope or

Daddy Dearest
You conceived me, hopefully out of love . I had no idea I was such a burden on you at the tender age of 2. That's when you ran and never looked back. In my tender twenty-eight years on this earth, i've acheived and attained many things, all of which you have successfully managed to miss. High school wrestling, prom, graduation. I'm on my own now and just starting to deal with the remnants of what you choose to ignore., what your hormones were so eager to create that night. I strive every day to be the exact OPPOSITE of you. I respect women, I maintain and take care of my responsibilities and when that day comes, that wonderful day that i find a woman to honor me and to be the mother of my children, I hope and pray two things ... 1) I hope to be the best father god allows me to be 2.) One day you will know your grandchild. Animosity is no longer my thing. Eventhough you are merely a sperm donor to me, you are family

Sanjaya
Yeah.. everyone made a huge fuss over the whole sanjay thing on american idol.. so i decided to make this shirt..... Personally, I'm shocked he lasted as long as he did on here... especially after that mohawk thing.

The Man That Will Steal My Heart...
Would feel this way about me...and I hope he is out there... I Wanna Make You Cry... by: Jeff Bates How long has it been? How long have you held it in? And how long will you wait Before you let somebody take your breath away Again? (Chorus) I wanna be the one who turns you on Makes love til the lonely's gone Be the man you've dreamed of all your life I swear I'll make it last until Tears of joy come pourin' from your eyes I wanna make you cry Tell me what to do And I'll do what you want me to 'Cause darlin, I believe That I have fallen hopelessly and helplessly For you (Repeat Chorus) I wanna be the one who turns you on Makes love til the lonely's gone Be the man you've dreamed of all your life I swear I'll make it last until Tears of joy come pourin' from your eyes I wanna make you cry I swear I'll make it last until Tears of joy come pourin' from your eyes I wanna make you cry I wanna make you cry

I Am Writing Poetry Again
"Make me fall in Love With You" Make me fall in love with you Make me beg for more Make me fall in love with you And you not slander my name as a Whore It's not the fact that you're addicting It's not any of the other things you Do I believe it's the fact that I am feinin' That makes me want more from you. Or..is it the way you control Me Or...possibly the way you abuse me I think that it's easy to see That I liked you..not loved Is because of the way you used to be. Now, all you do is despise me discretely. So, I didn't mind too much when you treated me like this Belittle me as much as you want Because in the end You might just notice That you'll be missin' someone Who was your best..and ONLY friend [[this wasn't directed towards anyone specific..just thoughts from olden days lol]] I would post my real good shit on here but I feel that ppl will do something with it..like someone ripped my salute photo[[gay]] and I don't want that to happen t

I Want You To Fill This Out... Don't Make Me Hunt You Down..
YOU'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST, I WANNA KNOW YOU...I want to know 33 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, never liked each other, or if we already know everything about each other. Short and sweet is fine...You're on my list, so I wanna know you better! =) JUST HIT REPLY TO SEND DIRECTLY TO ME IN A MESSAGE THEN, REPOST THE EMPTY QUESTIONS AS A BULLETIN. ============================================= 1.)Q. Can you cook? 1.)A. 2.)Q. What was your dream growing up? 2.)A. 3.)Q. What talent do you wish you had? 3.)A. 4.)Q. If I bought you a drink what would it be? 4.)A. 5.)Q. Favorite vegetable? 5.)A. 6.)Q. What was the last book you read? 6.)A. 7.)Q. What zodiac sign are you ? 7.)A. 8.)Q. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? 8.)A. 9.)Q. Worst Habit? 9.)A. 10.)Q. If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride? 10.)A. 11.)Q. What is your favorite sport? 11.)A. 12.)Q. Negative or Optimistic attitude? 12.)A. 13.)Q. What wou

My Bodily Seduction With Arnaldo
I never knew that it could be like this, I find it hard to believe that such a thing could exist, especially the openess and the warmth. The trust that he has even when I talk to my friends Damion, Nolan and Sean. All three were good looking men, of which he wasn't insecure or started acting jealous or stuff along those lines. I just knew him for like a day but it feels like I've known him for years, I guess it was during puberty and times of innocence was what he reminds me of best. He's so tempting to touch... And I'm so tempted to touch as I hear Kevin Little playing at the background. It hurts to touch him. But it feels so good at the same time. Feels like my first. OOooooooooooo...Mmmmmmmmmmm... I can't wait for the break.. I tried to stroke him but..I resisted... and winched......... too much of a bump. SAY HELLO TO MY LOVELY ZIT ARNALDO! Assignments

Syphillis
i took one of those about me quiz thingies and posted it on my profile..i'm bored so..if you actually get thru it i'll umm buy you a gift or something..but ya have to leave me a comment about it i'm being self indulgent..humor me lol love ya bitches :)

Wrote This One In Seventh Grade W/ My Friend Amanda...
P.M.S. There's one week in a month, when you wish everyone to hell. Your head aches, your stomach cramps, and your body begins to swell. You jump on everybody, for the stupidist little things, but that's just the half... of what your period brings... Before it ever happens, you leave your hair a mess. You don't give a damn what you look like, we call this P.M.S. Your friends try to help, but you're so hard to deal with... Your teachers sometimes tell you, that you're going down the wrong path. When it's done and over, you leap and jump for joy... When it starts over again, you wish you'd been born a boy!!! Lindsey Ruth Goolsby Copyright ©2007 Lindsey Ruth Goolsby

True Happiness
True happiness lies within the individual, it will surface only after the person rids themselves of the hindering doubts of unhappiness which plagues the mind. An excerpt from the book i'm working on titled " Simple Sayings" This book is dedicated 2 my children for inspriation, information, motivation and to leave behind the legacy of knowledge, wisdom and overstanding to all that desire to be enlightened. Micah Shawn

Detached
Detached With no sense of direction, losing my identity. In need of some connection to the world surrounding me. So tired of isolation, such a safe and stagnant road. Devoid of inspiration, I just can't carry the load.

Remember To Say I Love You
Around the corner I have a friend, In this great city that has no end, Yet the days go by and weeks rush on, And before I know it, a year is gone. And I never see my old friends face, For life is a swift and terrible race, He knows I like him just as well, As in the days when I rang his bell. And he rang mine but we were younger then, And now we are busy, tired men. Tired of playing a foolish game, Tired of trying to make a name. "Tomorrow" I say! "I will call on Jim Just to show that I'm thinking of him." But tomorrow comes and tomorrow goes, And distance between us grows and grows. Around the corner, yet miles away, "Here's a telegram sir," "Jim died today." And that's what we get and deserve in the end. round the corner, a vanished friend. Remember to always say what you mean. If you love someone, tell them. Don't be afraid to express yourself. Reach out and tell someone what they mean to you. Because when you decide that it is the right

Of Mythological Creature Are You
You scored as Angel. Angel: Angels are the guardians of all things, from the smallest ant to the tallest tree. They give inspiration, love, hope, and positive emotion. They live among humans without being seen. They are the good in all things, and if you feel alone, don't fear. They are always watching. Often times they merely stand by, whispering into the ears of those who feel lost. They would love nothing more then to reveal themselves, but in today's society, this would bring havoc and many unneeded questions. Give thanks to all things beautiful, for you are an Angel.Angel92%WereWolf75%Mermaid75%Faerie75%Dragon50%Demon0%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

~25 Questions~
1. What is the last thing you watched on tv? Aqua Teen Hunger Force 2. The Last song you listened to? Good Direction~Billy Currington 3. Cuddle or snooze? Cuddle for sure! 4.The last person you talked to on the phone? Patt

Attn All Rawr Members
I need everyone to go add this guy as a friend. I also need you to read his blog that is linked in this blog. Thanks! The guy you need to add: http://www.cherrytap.com/user/165815 The blog you need to read: http://www.cherrytap.com/blog/37754/328017 I also need to make sure that noone is in a contest during the week of this contest. If you are, please let me know. Otherwise I expect you to be here bombing this picture. Thanks!

Hello All, Here Is A Story To Get You All Going...
It had been a few weeks since I had had any extra fun *wink*. And I was already getting frustrated with everything, knowing that having some sexual fun it would soon be better so I got dressed to go out looking for the right one.... I took a long shower stopping to take a min. and touch myself and make sure things were still working well. ( that was my excuse for doing it) lol I soon found myself enjoying the feeling of my touch.. I rubbed myself and fingered myself till I felt a strong urge to get myself off. It didnt talk long before I had a hand full of my own juices. I touched my boobs with one hand and kept the other deep inside my wet cunt. After sometime I thought I needed to get out of the shower and get myself dressed to go out on the prowl. I fixed my hair and made sure I didnt have a hair out of place. I put on my thigh high hose on . I put on a cute white top that was see thru. you could see the bra I was wearing. ( it matched the cute thong i had on.. very cute I might ad

Letting Go
Wow....where do I start. I have met a lot of interesting people since I have been on Cherry Tap. Some good, some bad. In my time here I have also met people who mean the world to me and yet others that can't seem to take no for an answer. It amazes me how easily people can get there feelings hurt and become enraged by other people. There have been a choice few on here who have won my heart over in friendship and one who has won it over completely. I guess what is really concerning me is the degree to which some people will go to ruin another person's happiness. Why is it...when you finally find happiness in your life...other people try so hard to hurt you and to destroy that happiness. I sit here and I watch catty people slither their way through other people's profiles in order to "check up" on them or to try to catch them doing something wrong. How pathetic that this is all these people have to live for. Come on people...this is a website...There IS a REAL world out there, filled wit

Show Time!!
Ok, well If I have to remind you I'm gonna, but the best show I think NBC has cooked up yet, Check out "Thank God Your Here" It's just to Pee laughing so hard for!!! CHECK IT OUT!!!!!!!!! Monday nights!!!! On your local NBC!!

New Pics
Just letting everyone know I will be adding new pics soon. I hope to be shotting them tomorrow and I am opened to ideas. So if there is anything you would like to see please write me and let me know. They can be Naughty or Nice or both...

F**k You All
This is such a crock of shit....seems like the ONLY time anyone wants to "so called" give me the time of day is when it is covient for THEMSELVES wtf!!! I am sick and fuckin tired of when ya try and talk to someone they COMPLETELY blow ya the fuck off as its not "convient" for them!!! Makes me think to my self wtf or why the fuck do i even stay on here? People i think are my friends but just seem to come around when it is "convient" for them so guess what.....Fuck you and the rest of you fucked up people that claim to be who ya are and so forth!!! As far as iam concerned Iam NOTHING TO YOU or ANYONE else....best thing to do is just sweep me away as the dirt thats on the street....when i really need someone they are NEVER there....when i need a shoulder to cry on each and everyone of ya say "oh heres mine" but then turn around and ya turn ya back on me like usual...Or the men that sit here and say "oh iam not like that" but turn around and are EXACTLT what they say that arent... SO F

Sit Back N Laugh
Sit Back N Laugh Current mood: bitchy Ok so lets say someone calls you NAMES, and it doesnt bother you that u get called that since u know its not true.. But when the tables get turned on them n they get called those NAMES back, they pull a bitch n say Im gonna pound your face in.. So they must really be those NAMES to take such offense by it.. To me those NAMES are just hurtful words that to me personally I wouldnt let get to me.. But if it does get your goat, so to speak, than it must be true!! I'm just gonna sit back n laugh!! It seems that ppl are so raring to call others NAMES before they check themselves.. You must not be happy with yourself to call others NAMES.. Does it make you feel better that you do call others NAMES?? I bet your like *ha ha i called ********* a ****!!* DO YOU REALLY GET OFF BY CALLING PPL NAMES?? Well for one I dont.. I like to turn the tables so to speak n make the NAME CALLER feel how I feel, whether or not what I say is true or not.. Its just a wa

I Had Something To Say.
In the next world or in this one, mAybe i can find soMe magnificent way to Say it dO you think i want you to disbelieve me? RemembeR the first daY I CAlled you? i thiNk eveN then i knew i wanted yOu for myself. in an always sorT of way. So, does tHat sOund like a good idea Would there be anY Objections to me abdUcting you? wHO Would object to soMething that romantic, that Unimaginabely CHarmIng. not me, not you. those are the onLy twO people's opinion that mattered. i would like to haVE YOU miss. in a forever kinda way.

What Was I Thinking???
I come online day after day....night after night...same people---same conversations....I got kisses...I got sex....I got drunk....i got a problem...I got way too many personalities running uncaged thru my head. Do I hear their voice???--Only in my sleep. At least I aint told to kill---like some delusional folks are. I wake up mornin' after mornin thinkin about the night before....what was I thinkin when I smoked out of a can??? Was I on crack???Stupid....Stupid...Stupid--the words echo in my ears--like buzzing bees. Ah what was I thinkin when I hit two poles outside a bar 4x--leaving me with a sprained right hand???--3days later a ring was cut off it via the apartment maintainence man.---my hero!!! I woke up from a nap sometime afternoon--what was I thinkin...tryin to get George Strait naked???--ya ok so he is hott for an old man!!!--Too bad it was just a dream!!! Thats it for now world around me--I better stop before my insanity spreads to you!!! Take care...go die...wow!!! What w

Trial Is Over!
Today we went and heard closing arguements and then we were sent into deliberation. After being in the jury room for almost 4 and a half hours we came back with GUILTY~~Malice Murder, GUILTY~Aggravated Assult, and GUILTY~having a gun or knife at a crime scene. I think when we all went back there we knew that he was guilty, there was just SO much evidence to prove it. But it is still hard or it was for me to know that someones life rests in your hands. We went back in and then virdict was read. It took all I could do not to cry in there. I know that this man took another persons life....but there is his family and you think about what they all must be going through. Thats true on both sides. Anyway been a long trying day but it is over! Hope everyone has a great weekend!

A Friend Sent This To Me In A Pm I Liked It So Much. Wanted To Post It :) Hope U All Like It As Much As I Do.
All the money in the world will never add up to what you are worth. They say a picture is worth a thousand words, but not even a thousand pictures could ever come close to expressing the beauty I see in you. There is a saying, 'Out of sight, out of mind.' But how can that be true? You are not here, yet I can't get you out of my mind. All the world's riches would never be enough to compare to your beauty. It was written in the book of life, that God created the world and the things there in six days and he rested on the seventh day. But you, as a special being, God created you on the eighth day.

My Angry Blog...my Poor Doorie
Readers...please be cautious about reading because if you have anything negative to say about this situation please don't say it at all..This is what's true to me Dearest hit and run drivers, I wish that you people could be more responsible in driving. I just got my new car,blood and sweat.....and you just damn gave it a long ass scratch that hit the home run of my frustrations. With care and love I took care of my car. It's a learning experience nontheless. I'm not going to pray that you get something bad happen to you. I'm just going to wish that I'll be able to afford a lambo murcielago lol PEACE sniff

Words From Somone Dear (poem Dedicated To My Nana)
The child gazed apon the old woman as she spoke these words Live like everday is new, because today can always be your last Look apon those you call friends like treasure, then you will see you are truly rich Seek apon the new,because the old is gone and faded with yesterday Remember the teachings of the past , because they will help build your future Know your self and be humble to yourself, throughout all of what you loose you will see only what you have gained Most importantly live your life with love in your heart a song of joy apon your mind and hunger to find all the good in life no matter where or who it is there will be good and always be yourself. As the woman finnish the child huged her and said I love you nana. She said to the child you may not understand what i mean in my words and in this lesson but one day you will. The child was me and the old woman was my nana I still love you nana and I finnaly understand your words and the lesson R,I,P y

Tired Of No One Really Reading Profiles
i am gettin gtired of men not really reading a ladies profile, and if they didm they should have respect if the lady has a man by not trying to get them to meet with them..don't noone have respect anymore? sheesh

Observer
, you're now logged in! Below you'll find your test result. After, continue on to your homescreen to discover what we're about. continue to OkCupid homescreen > 5 - the Observer you chose BZ - your Enneagram type is FIVE (aka "The Thinker"). "I need to understand the world" Observers have a need for knowledge and are introverted, curious, analytical, and insightful. How to Get Along with Me Be independent, not clingy. Speak in a straightforward and brief manner. I need time alone to process my feelings and thoughts. Remember that If I seem aloof, distant, or arrogant, it may be that I am feeling uncomfortable. Make me feel welcome, but not too intensely, or I might doubt your sincerity. If I become irritated when I have to repeat things, it may be because it was such an effort to get my thoughts out in the first place. don't come on like a bulldozer. Help me to avoid my pet peeves: big parties, other people's loud music, overdone emotions,

Gotta Go.... C-ya!
well i hate to be the bearer of bad news but its time for me to go. not that some people will mind my leaving, but to those who actually have been civil to me thru my latest disaster i thank you. i thought this site would be cool, little did i know of the drama that would befall me here. anyone that wants to stay in touch probably has my yahoo id, if not send me yours and i will add you to my messenger. i just want to apologize to everyone i have caused any ill will toward. i did mean well! if you want to find me on messenger send your id to the mail here i will check this a couple times over the next week or so. once again my best to everyone!

Nice Day For A White Wedding
I wonder about my girl's patience. She's been asking where her ring is. For weeks now. Last night she gave up hinting. And just outright asked me to marry her. I think she's grown tired waiting for my happy ass.

Money!!
OMG @ the NERVE of some people!! They comment on things they have no clue about and don't involve them at all! "Give her back her money!" UHM ..if you don't KNOW the facts then wise up! HERE THEY ARE! GET THEM STRAIGHT ...the ONLY one who knows the slightest bit, is TINA, cuz she was there when I'd already given Amanda money to pay the Cable, and rent and they were both in default and I bitched to Tina about it all. NOT YOU!! If ever I would involve someone, it would be Tina. Amanda IS my best friend, true. I am also HERS. I love her like my own sister and always will. I will also defend her honor when it's being slaughtered by people who can't stay out of other people's business. We shared an apartment together last year also. EVERY SINGLE PAYDAY my check went to Amanda, all but $50 of it. LOW AND BEHOLD, her account at the time she deposited my money was ...NEGATIVE!! I'd give her a check for over $500, and her account was in the black more than $600 ...T

Chinese Proverb-giving
The trick is to realize that after giving your best, there's nothing more to give. ~ Sparky Anderson ~ The human contribution is the essential ingredient. It is only in the giving of oneself to others that we truly live. ~ Ethel Percy Andrus ~ No matter what age you are, or what your circumstances might be, you are special, and you still have something unique to offer. Your life, because of who you are, has meaning. ~ Barbara De Angelis ~ It is rare indeed that people give. Most people guard and keep; they suppose that it is they themselves and what they identify with themselves that they are guarding and keeping, whereas what they are actually guarding and keeping is their system of reality and what they assume themselves to be. ~ James Baldwin ~ Sharing is sometimes more demanding than giving. ~ Mary Bateson ~ Nature does not give to those who will not spend... ~ R.J. Baughan ~ Getters don't get -- givers get. ~ Eugene Benge ~ G

Some Quizzes
Your Personality is Very Rare (INTP) Your personality type is goofy, imaginative, relaxed, and brilliant. Only about 4% of all people have your personality, including 2% of all women and 6% of all men You are Introverted, Intuitive, Thinking, and Perceiving. How Rare Is Your Personality? You scored as Hot. You are Hot, you scream and are wild, people love doing anything sexual with you.Hot100%Sweet88%Soft75%Exciting75%Violent69%Wet25%Awkward0%Shy0%

What Every Kiss Means
**what every kiss means** -Kiss on the stomach; I'm ready. -Kiss on the Forehead; I hope we're together forever. (I miss those!!) -Kiss on the Head; Your my everything. -Kiss on the Cheek; I like you. -Kiss on the Hand; I adore you. -Kiss on the Neck; We belong together. -Kiss on the Shoulder; I want you. -Kiss on the Lips; I love you. ____________________________________________________ **What the gesture means** -Holding Hands; We definitely like each other. -Slap on the Butt; That's mine. -Holding on tight; I don't want to let go. -Looking into each other's Eyes; I just plain like you. -Playing with Hair; Tell me you love me. -Arms around the Waist; I like you too much to let go. -Laughing while Kissing; I am completely comfortable with you. ____________________________________________________ **Advice** Don't ask for a kiss, take one....... If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Lo

Why 7 Means So Much
Everyone seems to be asking me why I go by 7 lately. Why does the number have such meaning in my life. Here is the breakdown as to WHY it means alot to me. Each person I am about to name has a 7 in their life. Each person means something to me. Me- The ages 7 and 17- Something happened to change my life. Dad- His birthday is 7-20-59 Step mom- Birthday 10-15-57 Jarred(step brother)- Birthday 3-11-83 = 97 Jared(fiancee who died)- Birthday 7-2-83 Grandpa- Birthday 2-9-37 Jason(brother)- Birthday 6-22-87 Valerie(sister)- Birthday 6-17-91 Adrianna(daughter)- Died 7-6-05 at 17 months Mikey Johns(Adrianna's Dad)- Birthday 2-13-82 = 97 My fiancee- Birthday 6-18-81 8-1=7 The next few people do not have a 7 in their birthday, but they have one in a person/person's that means a lot to them in their life. Something that they are close to, and I am close to as well. Ashley(my sister in law)- Her sister Fallon 8-31-88 = 127 - Her boyfriend is Jarred as well. 3-

Why!!
why do people lie why do they have to pretend to be something there not why do men promise the would and never come threw with what they promises why is it that men say oh ill have to move to TX and tell U that they will do all they can to be with U why I ask my self all the time why not only men but women lie theirs no reason to lie the truth always will come out no matter what I think people need to be real to me and to there self face reality and know that yr never going to come to TX or even try to get to know me plez don't try leading me on its not going to work im tired of people playing mind games my I would be better of alone and not worries about nothing ever ok I guess im mumbling to my self again ha !! but though I would write down how I fell at the moment and vent it out on a blog pay no attion to me im crazy but i ask not to lead me on at all just be my friend thats all i ask dont make me keep my hopes up

Help Me Win, Voting Till Sunday @ Midnight
Help me win, voting till sunday @ midnight date: 2007-05-14 19:27:25 Here is the correct link for me in the contest i'd appreciate ur votes greatly date: 2007-05-14 19:15:16 Here is the correct link for me in the contest i'd appreciate ur votes greatly date: 2007-05-14 18:19:41 http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=625050&i=444321649 Help me out comment bombing welcome!!!!

Purity Test
My score on The Ultimate Purity Test:You got 30% purity! Ok well you have finally gotten through my test. How did you do? Belive me if you got a low percentage that dosn't mean your a bad person. That just means you have tried more things. Hope you enjoyed my test and recommend it to others. Please rate it if you enjoyed it. Thanks!!!!Link: The Ultimate Purity Test (OkCupid Free Online Dating)

Ron Paul Is America's Last Hope.
Dr. Ron Paul is one of the contenders for the GOP nomination for President. He is a long time congressman from the State of Texas. He was included in the recent GOP debate although the mainstream media ignored him afterward. Here is a link to a video of his debate responses and a link to a news article about the media blackout concerning Dr. Paul. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8Hfa7vT02lA http://www.lewrockwell.com/woods/woods67.html Research him. Visit his website at: www.ronpaul2008.com. And do whatever you can to make sure he gets on the ballot..then vote for him!

My Wishes
list of my wishes 1.skinnier than what i am 2.smarter than what i am 3.shorter than what i am 4.didnt have so many things wrong with me 5.wish he would just ask me out and stop driving me crazy 6.that i wasnt a bitch 7.to be perfect 8.to have a job 9.a car 10.to never be jealous 11.to be what hes been lookin for 12.my family didnt put so much stress on me 13.my family wasnt poor 14.to never die 15.never die alone 16.to get married but these are only wishes that wont come true

Joke Of The Day
Joke of the day: After spying a beautiful blond walking by a man says to God, "God, why did you make blonde's so beautiful?" God responded, "So you would love her." "But God", the man replied, "Why did you make her so dumb?" God replies, "So she would love you."

Joke Of The Day
A plane full of retirees headed for Florida was gripped with fear when the pilot announced, "Two of our engines are on fire; we are flying through a heavy fog and it has eliminated all our visibility." The passengers were numb with fear, except for one - a retired minister. "Now, now, keep calm," he said. "Let's all bow our heads and pray." Immediately, the group bowed their heads to pray, except one man. "Why aren't you bowing your head to pray?" the minister asked. "I don't know how to pray," replied the passenger. "Well, just do something religious!" instructed the minister. The man got up and passed his hat down the aisle, taking an offering.

Come On In
COME ON IN TO THE NEWEST LOUNGE ON CHERRY TAP INTRODUCING LOWRIDER LOUNGE!!!!!!!! MEET GREAT/NEW PEOPLE, HAVE FUN, LISTEN TO MUSIC {PICK YOUR OWN}...... PLEASE:: NO DRAMA, NO BULLSHIT, NO HATERS ALSO LOOKING FOR HELP WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR??? CLICK ON THE BANNER BELOW AND JOIN THE FUN NOW OPEN 24 HR 7 DAY A WEEK BE THERE AND BRING YOUR FRIENDS

Naughtty Questions....
outrageosly dirty questions WAT WOULD U DO? do guys like a noisy woman in da bed? is it a good quality for a person to be a freak? are threesomes too freaky? would role play be a bad addition? wat is tha best love~making position? how about them fuq faces? is pulling hair to barbaric? rough or soft? rap or r&b while doin tha nasty? strawberries?whip cream?and or candy? twisted freak?bonafied freak?or not at all? finger in tha booty? dildo?if so..man?lady?orboth?lol toss da salad,or get urz tossed?lol that ass?or that kitty? would u make a flick? ass or boobies? train wreck or none!?hah!ha!ha! deez questions too freaky?trust i could go further!

What A Diffrence 30 Years Makes
1975 : Long hair 2007 : Longing for hair 1975: KEG 2007 : EKG 1975 : Acid rock 2007: Acid reflux 1975 : Moving to California because it's cool 2007 : Moving to Arizona because it's warm 1975 : Tryin to look like Marlon Brando or Liz Taylor 2007: Trying NOT to look like Marlon Brando or Liz Taylor 1975 : Seeds and stems 2007: Roughage 1975 : Hoping for a BMW 2007: Hoping for a BM 1975 : Going to a new, hip joint 2007: Receiving a new hip joint 1975 : Rolling Stones 2007: Kidney Stones 1975 : Being called into the principal's office 2007 : Calling the principal's office 1975 : Screw the system 2007: Upgrade the system 1975 : Disco 2007: Costco 1975 : Parents begging you to get your hair cut 2007: Children begging you to get their heads shaved 1975 : Passing the drivers' test 2007: Passing the vision test 1975 : Whatever 2007 : Depends Just in case you weren't feeling too old today

Substitue
I found you under a tree You just looked at me Knowing exactly how to set me free Thats when you and I became we My heart flutered at every kiss The way our lips fit together I knew I was going to miss Those kisses that felt like feathers Your hands roam my body Touching my skin like you've known me forever Our movements felt naughty Even though it was always my surrender Then to see you leave with her My mind remembered what I am Something that can never compare For I am just a simple little lamb For I will always be a substitue lover There till something better comes Always good, but not forever Ant the one good enough for some

05-21-07
If you come on too strong, you may end up pushing the other party away when you really want to draw them closer, so ease your grip. Practice self-sufficiency and you'll find what you need in your own backyard.

Engraved In A Bullet
we, who have seen a thousand times more the death of men of rage. the children who wield those terrible weapons, and push us to kill again we, who know not the pain of death but how the sword pierces the skin the lives within us destroyed by fear that murders our immortal soul. we, who fear our dreams, the dead faces staring back, are no longer recognized by family or loves clinging. we, who died before we are dead want nothing of this world our thoughts numbed by self-loathing who rest on the edge of the sword.

Father's Ashes Get Stolen
Father's Ashes Stolen, Dumped on Lawn By Associated Press 6 hours ago CAPE CORAL, Fla. - A man's vehicle was vandalized and his father's ashes were dumped in his front lawn, authorities said. Wayne C. Carraway, 35, said he believed a robber broke into his 1987 Ford Bronco and thought a cedar box with a plastic bag full of his father's ashes contained drugs. Nothing in the car was stolen, he said. "I'm just trying to think about what they thought when they opened the box up and saw a baggie full of ashes," Carraway told the Cape Coral Daily Breeze. Carraway's father died in 1995. Carraway was going to spread the ashes along the Fakahatchee Strand in the Florida Everglades, his father's favorite fishing spot. He said he normally kept the ashes in his house. Someone broke into the locked vehicle while it was parked outside Carraway's home Sunday night or early Monday morning, authorities said. Carraway found the box on the ground near the ashes. He and his wife dug up

Yall's Prayers.....
Well i wanna really thank everyone fer all yer prayers fer Mom, cause they sure must be working. Shes doing so much better, the infection is all gone , n she anit in the pain she once was. Shes seemimg more like her old self than she has in such a long time. Still though she has some badf pain, exspecially in the late afternoon/ early evening. So still i have to watch her close, at least she is getting better. N i have been trying to message allmy friends on here more, it just all depends on her n work yall. I really do miss all of yall, n please feel free tomessage me, evenif its just to say hello. I love my family, dont get me wrong, just gets kinda lonesome not being on here like i use too. Just even message me n tell me how yer day has been, any message i recieve i enjoy so much!. But as fer me i'm doing fine, working more n feeling more like my oldself too! So yall write me, lemmie know how everyone is doing? N I will write ya back as soon as i can. I try n be on here some

Please Help!!!!
We need your help!!! Please vote for The Fracture to open for Godsmack at Shea's in our hometown of Buffalo, NY! We only have a 24 hour window to get votes in so please vote now, it only takes a second and goes along way towards helping our band achieve its goals!!! Vote Here!!! Below our links to the videos we used to enter! Enjoy!!! As always Thank you so much for your continued support!!! The Fracture - Callused The Fracture - Delirium

Starting Over
I just wanted to let everyone know that I am planning on cleaning up my "friends,family,and fan" lists....it's nothing personal but there are sooo many people on here that I don't even talk to that its getting difficult to keep track of the ones that actually do talk to me....I'm not bitching or complaining I guess i just wanted to point out that i am here to meet new interesting people...which i have...i am not here to get points...rates....fake friends...or whatever else...im not looking for a man i already have on who i love with all my heart...no one has the power to change that...I have met some really great people on here and am glad to have them as friends...im just not seeing the point in having alot of "friends" that i dont even talk to....so anyways...don't be offended or pissed off...its not that i dont like you its just that i dont even know you...if you would like to get to know me...not to try to get me to post nsfw pics of myself...and not to try to get me to leave my bo

Friends With Benefits
Friends with Benefits Ok..see..I'm NOT a chicken & have posted this !!! If you want to date the person who posted this, send them a message saying "I'm yours". If you just want to sleep with them and stay friends, send them a message that says "I'd hit it". If you have no interest in the person at all send them a message that states "no comment".... SCARED? LOL THE TWIST IS YOU HAVE TO REPOST THIS, EVEN IF YOU'RE TAKEN & see who replies. There is at least 1 person on your 360 that wants to date you, and maybe more that want to sleep with you.

11 Year Old Boy Pistol Shoots Wild Hog
In this photo released by Melynne Stone, Jamison Stone, 11, poses with a wild pig he killed ... Boy Bags Hog Said Bigger Than 'Hogzilla' By KATE BRUMBACK, Associated Press Writer 2 hours ago MONTGOMERY, Ala. - Hogzilla is being made into a horror movie. But the sequel may be even bigger: Meet Monster Pig. An 11-year-old boy used a pistol to kill a wild hog his father says weighed a staggering 1,051 pounds and measured 9 feet 4, from the tip of its snout to the base of its tail. Think hams as big as car tires. If the claims are accurate, Jamison Stone's trophy boar would be bigger than Hogzilla, the famed wild hog that grew to seemingly mythical proportions after being killed in south Georgia in 2004. Hogzilla originally was thought to weigh 1,000 pounds and measure 12 feet long. National Geographic experts who unearthed its remains believe the animal actually weighed about 800 pounds and was 8 feet long. Regardless of the comparison, Jamison is reveling in the attenti

"the Way"
Another original Poem by me... seems I've found a bit of a lyrical streak as of late... This one is done in the style of a Shakespearian Sonnet and was inspired by my last blog post concerning choices... Hope you like...Mike... "The Way" Years have past since last I was home; Wrapped in the warmth of family and friend; Years have past, spent imaginably alone; Alone in heart, to interiority I descend. Feebly proclaiming one souls desire; A victim of self-pity; predestiny's servant. Outrageous fortune consumed entire; Until at last, a soul becomes more observant. For fortune's eye focused upon a road; Throughout the journey and choices made. A souls resolve doest point and goad; Onward good soul, before the path doest fade. At awakenings end, mine eyes do see; Twas the choices I made on the road to me. © Copyright 2007 Michael John McPhee

Check This Out U Will Like It
if u like chattin then check this out. u create your own avatar and room and start chattin u can interact with people too u can make out, fight, and even have sex its pretty cool. if u check it out look me up when u get there http://imvu.com/catalog/web_invitation.php?userId=12742466&from=power-email

I Have Fibromyalgia But It Don't Have Me! Well At Least Not All The Time!
The Letter To Normals Hello Family, Friends, and Anyone Wishing to Know Me, Allow me to begin by thanking you for taking the time out of your day to spend some time with me and get to know me better. A person’s time is their most valuable asset and yours is appreciated. I want to talk to you about Fibromyalgia (FM) and Chronic Myofascial Pain Syndrome (MPS). Many have never heard of these conditions and for those who have, many are misinformed. And because of this judgments are made that may not be correct… So I ask you to keep an open mind as I try to explain who I am and how FM/MPS has assaulted not only my life but those whom I love as well. You see, I suffer from a disease that you cannot see; a disease that there is no cure for and that keeps the medical community baffled at how to treat and battle this demon, who’s attacks are relentless. My pain works silently, stealing my joy and replacing it with tears. On the outside we look alike you and I; you wont see my scar

The Trip... So Far
Hi everyone! Yes, I'm on vacation. Yes, I'm logging in while on vacation. I didn't expect to log in this much, but they have wireless here, and with Miranda sick, we spend a lot of time couch-potatoing it (which means time I can sit online while watching TV -- the glory of the laptop). It's been a great vacation so far, although I'll admit -- it did start off somewhat rocky. There were storms over Chicago on Saturday so my plane got stuck on the Pittsburgh runway for over two hours!! I missed my connection and was put on a later flight. I was told I'd get bumped from first class (I'd cashed in miles to upgrade) and would maybe lose my miles, so I was really annoyed. Then I left my jacket somewhere in O'Hare... grr! But I did finally arrive, and walked past security to find the smiling face of my good buddy Charlie. Yeah! Sunday we had a quiet day. Hung around, talked a lot. Did some shopping (attempts to replace jacket were in vain -- noone sells jackets this time of

Fighting With Your Inner Demon.
Rage. The urge to punch something until my hand bleeds. Then watch the ruddy red color run down the wall and just laugh insane. Eyes so open and wild, uncaring and scared like an animal caught. Scratch anyone who comes near me and bite them hard. Run away and just scream to "Leave me be, it isn't you!" There is something inside me, clawing to get out. A darkness I have kept hidden for years. Why now? Why must she even be part of me? I stare in a mirror and there is that woman again, staring back with such hatred. Darkness in her eyes, obsidian shards, hair falling in front of her face, bloody nail marks trailing down her cheeks. Lips split and chapped, eyes bruised. Blood dripping off her like raindrops onto the ground. She goes to scream but nothing comes out. She has no voice. Yet she silently speaks the words 'Release Me'. Then all she does is grin, grin with insanity and anger. I have taken in too many tears, healed and helped too long th

Life Freakin Sucks Ass For Me!
well this is a shocker or at least to me it was. i gotta have some test done cause i might have cancer. which sucks ass. i do not want to be sick and miss out on my life. so the world can suck my brown eye wink right now. but oh freakin well. u want fair go cry to someone else right. so i am gonna bite the bullet and see wut happens wish me luck and i hope if i do have it and i get sicker my real friends will at least try to cheer my dead ass up. peace out folks muah love to my friends and bit my ass to my non friends, freak pagan

Keep Moving Forward
Normally I'm not a fan of forwards, especially the "2007 is the only year so-and-so will work" ones, but I liked this one my sister-in-law Mary sent me. YOUR AGE BY EATING OUT Don't tell me your age; you probably would tell a falsehood anyway-but your waiter may know! YOUR AGE BY DINER & RESTAURANT MATH This is pretty neat. DON'T CHEAT BY SCROLLING DOWN FIRST! It takes less than a minute . Work this out as you read . Be sure you don't read the bottom until you've worked it out! This is not one of those waste of time things, it's fun. 1. First of all, pick the number of times a week that you would like to go out to eat. (more than once but less than 10) 2. Multiply this number by 2 (just to be bold) 3. Add 5 4. Multiply it by 50 5. If you have already had your birthday this year add 1757 .... If you haven't, add 1756. 6. Now subtract the four digit year that you were born. You should have a three digit number The first digit of this

The Ball And The Kitchen!!!!
Me and my brother were sitting in the living room one night watching t.v. and I had just put the babies to bed and I was trying to relax when we started hearing this weird sound like a ball bouncing on a hard floor....Well we knew it wasn't coming from the kids rooms or the hallway because the hallway and my kids rooms have carpet....I stood up and went to the kitchen and there was a ball bouncing all by itself in the middle of the kitchen floor....Me and my brother just stood there and watched it bounce for about 5 minutes and then it just quit and we heard what sounded like little footsteps going past us into the living room....That was my fourth encounter with just one of the ghosts in my house!!!!

Do You Love Music ???
Hi all you sexie cherry tappers, thanks for stopping by and showin love! I would love to show ya the same love, so stop on by www.aftershockradio247.com and let us know what you wanna hear. We play it all and our dj's kick ass !! *~-=-ASR247DJ-=-~* Your #1 station & the BEST on the Net-All request all the Time! >URL FOR WMP OR WINAMP http://rs1.radiostreamer.com:8028/ www.aftershockradio247.com Now Hiring !! Like what you Hear? http://radio.top-site-list.com/vote65.html Also look for us in the After Shock Radio lounge right here in CT !! I DJ Live Mondays and Thursdays noon to 3pm Eastern time, stop by and give love to all our rockin djs!!

Life
I haven't written in a long time and not sure if this is just a momentary lapse of sanity or because I am loosing grip on everything. I have been tested alot over the past year. I have become a single mom because my husband is in prison. I have tried to be a good mother to my children but I am letting them down. I am letting everyone that depends on me down. I went from having a full time job to a piece of shit part time one but on the promise it would be full time and more money. But its not. Now I am probably gonna loose everything I have worked my ass off to keep. I went today to try to get some monetary help from an outreach program and because I can't show her proof that I am making less money now, she told me . in front of my children that we were probably gonna be homeless...... How does someone say something that intense in front of 2 very impressionable children, who have already lost their daddy for the most part??? How does someone say that in front of children PERIOD? M

Holding On!!!
In finding out some news recently, Thats very hard to bare, How do i keep my soul alive, And not live in such dispair? To find your life could be cut so short, In the blink of one's beautiful eyes, I pray and hope i see another day, So I raise my head to the sky, Dear father can you hear me i need your help, For another day, I might not see, I need your strength and loving arms, To as of now, Carry me. This news i received has broken my spirit, Its like a Cancer within my soul, I need your love and awesome strength, Because im not yet ready to go, This is going to be hard to face my kids, Knowing I am all they have, So please Lord hear me, Grant my prayer, So a mother, these children wont lack, Today was a battle again my Lord, Its making me realize all my worst fears, Please Lord help me, I am on my knee's, And please Lord, heal my tears,,,,,, Written by: Azalia I found out recently that i have Cancer. I don't know where my life is going to go f

A New Beginning
Its been a while since Ive written in a blog.....no one on here knows what has been going on in my life so I see it as a fresh start. Recently Ive been contacted by a couple ex-girlfriends and I am asking myself, why? Why not just let it be and let me go on in my life? Do they not understand, its over, its done, one cares for no one but herself and thinks that because I cared for her once she can keep fucking me over and screwing the other half of the county. The other loves her drugs so much that when I needed her the most in my life she was too fucked up to care. So I pushed them away and for once turned my back on them. I had to turn my back to see a future in front of me. This is my time, this is my step forward, this is my new beginning. I like to write in blogs so to those who read this I dont just ramble on about useless and pointless stuff.....I like to provoke thought and ask the hard questions in life and see if I can type out an answer. I hope that this blog is filled

Seems Like....
My stash isn't good enough for everyone,OR my blogs,fine whatever.Don't wanna comment,Fine I don't care.Kinda makes me feel better knowing that maybe I can't write for shit.Well thanks hope your all happy and dandy!

Hihihi!
Hi everyone. I just wanted to start a blog..I might put some poems in future blogs...I just need to be in the mood to write first...we can blame my ex for me not being able to write anything right now.(I can write some pretty alright stuff if you give me a chance)Anyway, you'll hear more from me soon. XOXOXO loudmouth

A Poem For Me
I lay here dreaming of what is true, That without you in my world, It is upside down and blue, so let the world know, when i spend time with you, my mind is blown, and my heart u will always own. some one sent this to me to express the love they feel for me. i figured i would share it with whomever wanted to read it.

Pixz
Hey Whatz Upz Everybody Just Wanted To Tell You Guys I Have A Few New Photo Galleries From My Vacation Very Beautiful Artistic Scenery Shots Taken By My New Sony Digital Cam So Come On Down And Check Them Out When You Have The Opportunity....Take Care Always Your Friend "Carlitos Inferno"

Few More Thoughts
if my heart could If a broken heart could cry a river To float my boat upon I would cry all night my love and in the morning be gone to travel far away from here where no one knows I cried because you told me you don't love me and a part of me has died If I could sail my boat upon that salty sea and leave behind this hurt I feel I'd take the chance and flee but no...I'd love you still If a broken heart could cry a river to float my boat upon I would cry all night my love and in the morning be gone If I could sail my boat upon that salty sea would you change your mind and go with me come sail on my salty sea... come sail away with me... Love never dies a natural death. It dies because we don't know how to replenish its source. It dies of blindness and errors and betrayals. It dies of illness and wounds; it dies of weariness, of withering, of tarnishing. We enjoy warmth because we have been cold. We appreciate light because we have been in darkness.

A Kiss From A Stranger
*Sorry if there are typo errors. A kiss is a kiss. But what makes it special is the moment when that happens. It’s all about the moment, but that’s just me. I’ve seen this movie “Hitch” starring Will Smith, and he said there that “the first kiss, will always tell the woman what kind of relationship a guy would want”, is this true? Or is it just another exaggeration of the movie world. But if it is true, then it’s just all about the relationship. How about a kiss when you’re drunk or two people who just got caught up in a situation and kissed? How about that? Can somebody explain that to me? Please. My life is pretty much like a T.V. sitcom, or sometimes a soap opera. Everything happens. And this one episode, I won’t forget. I got a kiss from a stranger. He wasn’t a total stranger actually, I know his name, and he knows mine. But we’re not really close to each other; we talk but not as much as I do to my friends. In short, we’re just acquainted. And to me, he is indeed a stranger.

Goodmorning Beautiful
goodmorning beautiful Brad Paisley Good mornin beautiful how was your night mine was wonderful with you by my side and when i open my eyes and see your sweet face its a good mornin beautiful day i couldnt see the light i didnt know day from night i had no reason to care since you came along i can face the dawn cause i know youll be there Good mornin beautiful how was your night mine was wonderful with you by my side and when i open my eyes and see your sweet face its a good mornin beautiful day i never worry if its rainin outside cause in here with you girl the sun always shines Good mornin beautiful how was your night mine was wonderful with you by my side and when i open my eyes and see your sweet face its a good mornin beautiful day Good morning beautiful day good mornin beautiful its a beautiful day good mornin beautiful good morning good morning beautiful what a beautiful day good morning beautiful

" To Day Is Goin To Be "
I HAVE THOUGHT ABOUT ALOT OF THINGS TODAY OR SHOULD I SAY THE LAST FEW DAYS . AND SOMETHINGS ARE ABOUT TO CHANGE . SOME MIGHT NOT LIKE BUT , OH WILL , SO IS LIFE , AND IT WILL BE A INTERESTIN TO SEE , HAVE A NICE DAY IF YOU CAN , I PLAN ON IT . THAT IS FOR SURE . WITCHSBREW AKA CHERIE

Blind Dates Worth It Or Not
Blind dates worth it or not? I'm not sure. I have heard that they do and don't work. Personally I've never actually been on one. Friends have tried toset me up on them,but.... well lets put it this way,my friends may know me but they don't know me that well. I swear match makers can be a royal pain in the ass!They aren't happy with the way you look for a propective mate so they stick their nose in where it doesn't belong.A Dios mio!I mean I know they are friends but why can't I do it my way? I'm happy with the way I do things.No I may be single right now, but I'm picky. I had to learn the hard way about what I wanted.Been burned way to many times to not be picky! I know I'm bitching right now.I need to say this.If you are trying to play matchmaker for a friend*(unless they asked you to), leave it be!I know you are trying to help thjem because they are your friend. What makes you think that you know what is right for them? Hell! They might not even know what they want their damn

A Rose For You"
A Rose For You" I would give a rose to you, one kissed by sun and morning dew, to show you what you mean to me and how your love has set me free. I would give a rose of red to show you how my heart has bled with ruby drops of pain and then, with drops of love I found again. A yellow rose I'd give to you to show you how my dreams came true, dreams worth more than all the gold that treasure chests could ever hold. A rose of white, like pale moonlight, the way your love lights up the night then paints the day with purest bliss, I'd give to you and then, a kiss. The rose of pink I'd save 'til last. It's fragrance wipes away the past and writes anew upon the slate. Your love for me was meant by fate. Yes, I would give a rose to you to show you that my love is true. To show you that my love will stay, I'd give to you the whole bouquet!

Heinrich Schliemann, Archaeologist
Portrait of Heinrich Schliemann Heinrich Schliemann (Johann Ludwig Heinrich Julius Schliemann) was born in January 1822 in the German territory of Mecklenburg-Schwerin. His father was a minister of religion and the family, which grew to include several children, was not too prosperous by all accounts. Indeed, the demise of Heinrich Schliemann's mother in 1831 was followed by Heinrich's being sent to live with an uncle although a brief period of education at a Gymnasium (grammar school), was funded by his father. During his time at the Gymnasium Heinrich Schliemann was not yet a teenager but he may have already developed an interest in Archaeologist. In later life Schliemann claimed that his father had already introduced him to tales of the Greek Classical Era as related in The Iliad and The Odyssey, and had given him an Illustrated History of the World as a Christmas gift in 1829. Heinrich Schliemann even claimed in later life that by the age of eight he had already formed the a

For All The Times
For all the times you made me laugh For all the times you made me smile For all the times you encouraged me For all the times you listened to me when no one else would For all the times you shared part of your life For all the times you trusted in me For all the times you complimented me For all the times you cared about me For all the times you thought of me For all the times you were there when I needed you For all the times you gave me comfort For all the times you gave me advice For all the times you didn't judge me I thank you Thank you for always being there to listen and understand me. Thank you for all you did for me, And all that you still do. Thank you for making me feel worthy, For helping me put the pieces back together. And Thank You most of all for showing me how to be myself. Thank you Teddy Bear Leigh Ann ... JB

Your Memory
Your memory will always linger here inside my head. All the days together I will cherish 'till I'm dead. I constantly remind myself I'll never see your face again What was once will never be, nor will it be erased. I'm trying hard to get along aware you are forever gone. I find my mind wanders towards you. I know I'm breaking into pieces I can't seem to let you go. The memories, so haunting, still I cannot let them go. It's tough to try and ease this pain without seeing your smiling face... my lips so dry, my eyes so Lost. I'd do anything to hold your hand, but you have taken off. I fear living this lonesome life without a hand to hold. All this time you soothed my heart, and now, it's growing cold. Tell me, what am I to do when I am not looking at you? A home so solemn empty, bare. I wake up thinking you are there... But I am all alone. I know It's in the past and I have got to find a way to let myself accept the fact that you have gone away. T

Wolf Medicine
Kendall Klug In the Native American way, the word medicine means anything that brings one closer to nature and the life force inherent within all living things. This could mean the healing of the body, the mind, and spirit, as observed through the lessons and living patterns of the animal kingdom. Of course, this requires astute awareness by the seeker and the desire to be in harmony with the strength and wisdom of that creature's essence. Native American medicine is a "way of life". Animals are powerful teachers that frequently appear in our dreams or our daily activities, providing us with insight, companionship, and subtle messages. Understanding these signals necessitates humility and the ability to be in touch with one's intuitiveness. A dynamic animal of the great kingdom of creatures is the wolf. Referred to as the teacher and pathfinder of new ideas; the wolf has an enormous sense of family, as well as a strong individualistic drive. Taken in part from http://w

Hells Yeah...
Tomorrow morning, my friend Cherie and I are going to Carowinds. She has never been.. so it's gonna be fun. And yeah. School's out. Thank God. I needed a break from all that bullshit drama. And now I'm happy. :]

Please Pray And Help All You Can For Little Johnny Hes 2 Yrs Old And Has Cancer And Needs Our Help.
WWW.COTAFORJOHNNYB.COM (954)-213-3044 FOR UPDATES AND TO KEEP US COMPANY. THIS IS THE LINK TO THE NEWS VIDEO http://cbs4.com/video/?id=35049@wfor.dayport.com JOHNNY HES 2 YRS OLD, HE NEEDS OUR PRAYERS AND HELP. THIS PIC JUST BREAKS MY HEART, KNOWING ALL THE PAIN HES GOING THROUGH. THIS IS JOHNNYS FATHERS PROFILE. TO GET IN CONTACT WITH HIM. WE ALL NEED TO PULL TOGETHER AND HELP THIS LITTLE BOY OUT. WWW.COTAFORJOHNNYB.COM 954-213-3044 FOR UPDATES AND TO KEEP US COMPANY. GETS PRETTY BORING HERE.@ CherryTAP FROM HIS FATHER. MY SON NEEDS A BONE MARROW TRANSPLANT. DOCTORS AND OTHER PARENTS THAT HAVE HAD THIER CHILDREN GO THROUGH THE SAME PROCEDURE AND HIS INSURANCE PROVIDER SAID IT WILL COST "AROUND" 400,000 TO 500,000. HIS INSURANCE WILL COVER EVERYTHING BUT "AROUND" 30,000 35,000. WE ARE TRYING TO RAISE MONEY FOR HIM SO THAT WE CAN GET THE TRANSPLANT DONE AND HE CAN BEGIN TO GET BACK TO A NORMAL HEALTHY LIFE. ALSO I AM THE

Mile Marker
Technically, the core of the new book is finished. It is actually at the half way marker. If I had not decided to add so much supporting data, it would be finished. LOL. Time to take a breather, and a smoke. I would say I was going to take a sex break, but as those who know me know, that ain't going to happen anytime soon. More later.

Heartaches
"Won't be the first..heart that you break, won't be the last, beautiful girl...the one that you wrecked, won't take you back..if you were the last, beautiful girl in the world..."---Now, why the hell is this song all of a sudden stuck in my head???

Body Part
You scored as Butt, Butts are what really turn you on. You love to watch people walk away and slaping them is for you. Please rate and comment and tell me what quiz this is when you do!Stomach100% Butt100% Face83% Between the legs67% Eyes67% Legs25% Breasts0% What body part do you like most? (with pics)created with QuizFarm.com

I'm Ready....
By the time you read this, I will probably be dead. I'm ready....it's how I feel. I'm tired of my life truthfully. I'm truly tired, I'm truly sad, I'm truly lonely. I am too tired to sleep. So I pray to God.....it's so quiet. Very quiet. Please speak to me God. PLEASE. My sons need me, my poor mother needs me, people at work needs me, church needs me, my friends need me....oh, they are not here......Ever feel that way anybody? Do you feel like you have to be everything to everbody, but no one is anything to you, when you really need someone? Do you hurt so bad that you stream painful, warm tears but cannot cry out...because you are breathless with agony? Something to think about...I do....every night. I love you all and God bless

Strike 2?
I have some things on my mind that won't let me sleep. So here goes. Strike 1 I dated a guy for 1 year and 7 months. After we broke up I found out he was seeing someone else and had been seeing her for about 8 years. I guess the signs were all there. I only knew a few of his friends and never met his family. After this reality I didn't date for 5 years. Strike 2? I have been seeing this guy for a while ~3months. I don't know any of his friends and have yet to meet his family. I have this kind of deja vu feeling. So here is the question. Do I back out now while most of my heart is still intact or do I let things play out and see where it goes? The painfull reality is the first guy was my first love the second guy im starting to really fall for!

The Mentality Of Some People!!
Vent StartI'm not one to cause shit and I'm generally a nice person. But when someone fucks with me..damn right I'm going to get pissed!So here's the deal. As i was going through my pic comments today I noticed that bbg still has my default pic ripped.see bellowWell since I'm no longer on her friends or in the fan train, I send her a messageAt the time she was online. But didn't reply. Later on tonight I look again.. she still hasn't deleted it or responded to me.So I message her againNow, I have not down rated, slammed her, stalked her, I have not done ANYTHING but ask why she still has my pic and ask that she delete it. Rather then just deleting it and handling it via private message like I(as a MATURE woman) tried to do, a few minutes after my Second message to her she visits my page and I see thisWow!! is all I have to say.Walks out shaking her head.Vent Over

Inspired By A Ctfriend's Nickname
I'm reminded by Plznoexcuses' nickname... tagline... that someone thought a very important principle of moral living, of the way to treat others honorably, was the idea that one should treat other people not as means, but as ends. And not as one does objects, especially... (especially not as some people do objects. Admittedly on the other, some people treat objects better than they do people.) (I wouldn't suggest that the "Golden Rule" also is a similarly useful guideline- on the contrary really, much too full of exceptions in practice, especially when, as I tend to see, interpreted overliterally, and letter used in place of spirit.)

Of The Dragons Rebirth
i guess its time to go into full disclosure mode and tell you about my life before i became the dragon. im sitting in this little shithole hotel thats got a five star rating waiting for edmond gonzales to return from his funeral. again i ramble fuck i never used to ramble. anyways back to my lifes story. i was your average kid until i was 12,my father was never home and my mom was slowly drinking herself to death(ha father she was right you would be the death of her.)When i was twelve father started injecting me with a tar-like substance called it my vitamins but i should never tell my mother. it went like this for years my father would come home and id get my vitamins whether or not i was asleep. if i was asleep it would always end up with me having nightmares about little demons running in my body tearing apart my soul. so just after my seventeenth birthday im lying in bed awake waiting for father to come home when i hear the door open. they argue for a minute which was unusual i hav

The Void
This feeling I can't deny, I feel as though you have left my side. Here in this void, I sit and daze, I can't help but wonder the way out this maze. I'm trapped by love, I'm bound by destiny. I need you to step up and rescue me. It's dark and cold and I'm all alone. I'm scared because I don't know where you have gone. As i blindly search with extended arms, Only to feel things that do me harm. Where are you? You're nowhere to be found. To remain alone in darkness I am bound. Here in this void, I shall remain. Feelings of sorrow and piercing pain.

Please Help My Friend Out. Contest On The Local News
My best friend in the whole wide world entered a picture of her kitties in a contest on one of our local news station. PLEASE go vote for them!!!!! About half way down on the right side, click the bubble next to Sammy and Sebastian. Thanks in advance!!! Click this link!! http://www.myfoxorlando.com/myfox/

Cerebus
It's time for a new tattoo! I found a nice drawing of medusa. Definetely going to use it. Looking for the perfect drawing of Cerebus. If anyone can point me in the right direction I might be inclined to do something special.

Fettuccine Fredde
6 tablespoons extra virgin olive oil 3 cloves garlic, minced 1/2 cup pine nuts 1 cup diced tomatoes 1 lb. fettuccine, cooked and drained 1 cup tuna in olive oil pinch of red hot pepper flakes 1 red pimiento, chopped 4 tablespoons fresh basil, chopped 1-2 tablespoons ripe black olives, sliced or chopped 2 tablespoons fresh parsley, minced 1 tablespoon red wine vinegar sea salt and pepper, to taste slices of fresh red or green bell pepper (to garnish) lettuce leaves, for serving For more flavor, use red garden vine-ripened tomatoes. If these are not available, diced canned tomatoes may be substituted. Don't choose under-ripe orange packaged varieties for this dish. Cook fettuccine according to package directions (al dente) - do not overcook. Toss with a few drops of olive oil or butter to coat and chill in refrigerator for at least 1 hour (or overnight). Warm the olive oil in a skillet over low heat. Add garlic, pine nuts, red pepper flakes and chopped basil and co

'you're Fired' For Not Being A Wuss:
Colin Bruley worked for an apartment complex in Jacksonville, FL. He also happened to live in the complex. At 2AM, he heard a woman scream. He grabbed his shotgun and went outside to help the woman. Not knowing where the shooter was ... whether the shooter might come out of an apartment door at any time with his gun .. Bruley and some other residents took care of the screaming woman they found covered in blood. Bruley hands the shot-gun to another neighbor who came, and proceeds to put a tourniquet on the woman's leg, perhaps preventing her from bleeding to death. The next morning, the Oaks at Mill Creek apartment complex calls him in to find out what happened. A few hours later, they call him back in. Thank you? No. You are a brave man? No. "You're fired." According to the owner of the apartments, the Village Green Companies, he violated the rules in the employee handbook. Do you hear that? The handbook. "You saved a life? You put yourself in jeopardy to help anoth

Best Pet On Ct Winners Are.......
Best Pet On CT Winners are....... 1st Place is...... Wins Sex on the Beach + Beer Keg! with 267 comments + 9 Rates = 1380 2nd Pet is...... Wins Fuzzy Navel + Beer Keg! with 129 comments + 7 Rates = 680 I want to thank everyone in the contest! Thanks Maria

Poem
poem shadows. To much thinking and to much weeping has me feeling cold and aloneand that theres no where for me to go. Unseen Unheard I have faced death countless times. But still i live How? Why? . The hand of life that i have been delt is worse then the hand of death itself perhaps. Unwanted Unloved So in the shadows is where i sit waiting. For not even death wants me. T.V.H.06

I'd Rather- Luther Vandross
I'd Rather- Luther Vandross I thought sometime alone was what we really needed you said this time would hurt more than it helps but I couldn't see that I thought it was the end of a beautiful story and so I left the one I loved at home to be alone (alone) and I tried to find out if this one thing is true that I'm nothing without you I know better now and I've had a change of heart I'd rather have bad times with you, than good times with someone else I'd rather be beside you in a storm, than safe and warm by myself I'd rather have hard times together, than to have it easy apart I'd rather have the one who holds my heart whoo-oo-oo-oo yeah And then I met someone and thought she could replace you we got a long just fine we wasted time because she was not you we had a lot of fun though we knew we were faking love was not impressed with our connection they were all lies, all lies so I'm here cause I found this one thing is true that I'm nothing without you

800 Miles Away
Its so hard to believe Im here And 800 miles away From all My friends And all my fears Each day as I awake A splash of water And a lil shake As the day goes on All the things I long Are 800 Miles away At night I sit and think Maybe our love Just wasnt fate As I fall asleep A tear I not cry For its not really hard I just gotta try 800 Miles away Its not bad;I wont be sad 800 Miles away

Scatterd Pieces- -poem
If my soul were made of glass I'm sure that you would see It's cracked in many places And it's hard to tell it's me The cracks started long ago I can't remember how Perhaps it was my childhood I really don't know now I can't remember younger years No matter how I try But it must have started there When I began to live a lie Drinking parents do confuse Mixed messages all around What's a child suppose to do When hatred does abound They love us when we all behave That's all fine and good But when you start to be yourself They make their rules understood Do as I say; not what I do It's a crazy mixed up place Especially when you're growing up And it's always in your face Do I try to please Or should I run and hide? It really doesn't matter When no one's on your side Too busy parents never listen What's a child to do? They don't know who they really are Am I me.....or Am I you? Yes, I'm sure that's where it started So very long agoIt only goes to show you A child reaps; what his parents

I Almost Died Today. . .
No joke, my ma was driving the car today and she wasn't looking and she almost pulled into the lane next to us, had it not been for my brother, an on coming car would've hit my side of the car. He was going at least 80 mph. Makes me glad to be alive. . .

My Thank You To Everyone
I'm greatful for all the love that each and everyone has given to me. You all have went above and beyond what I ever even dreamed of. I hope to be able to return all the love in the near future to you. Thank you to all my new friends for Fanning, Adding, and rating me. I'm returning the love as quickly as I can. To my Family and Friends thank you for continuing to always show love.You all are awesome!!!! Thank you to everyone for reposting bulletins to help me. I love Cherry Tap and there are a lot of wonderful people on here. Have a great weekend..Much Love and Respect to all...BooBoo:) Special Thanks to I Love Sporks for my pimpout. Please stop by and show her some love. href="http://cherrytap.com/user.php?u=158234&friend=158234" target=_blank>I Love Sporks -add me as a fan before you add me as a friend- @ CherryTAP

Linkin Park - Given Up
Wake in a sweat again Another day's been laid to waste In my disgrace Stuck in my head again Feels like I'll never leave this place There's no escape I'm my own worst enemy I've given up I'm sick of feeling Is there nothing you can say Take this all away I'm suffocating Tell me what the fuck is wrong With me I don't know what to take Thought I was focused but I'm scared I'm not prepared I hyperventilate Looking for help somehow somewhere And no one cares I'm my own worst enemy I've given up I'm sick of feeling Is there nothing you can say Take this all away I'm suffocating Tell me what the fuck is wrong With me Put me out of my misery Put me out of my misery Put me out of my Put me out of my fucking misery I've given up I'm sick of feeling Is there nothing you can say Take this all away I'm suffocating Tell me what the fuck is wrong With me

Emotion Test...don't Cheat!
Don't cheat. It's pretty good. Write your answers underneath the question. The answers are at the bottom, BUT dont cheat. Then repost this for others to answer. 1.Which color is better red, black, green, blue ,yellow? 2. Your first initial? 3. What month were you born in? 4. Which color do you like more, black or white? 5. Name one of your friends? 6. Your favorite number? 7. Do you like Flying or Driving more? 8. Do you like a lake or the ocean more? 9. Think of a wish, but don't write it. Answers 1. If you choose: Red- You are alert and your life is full of love. Black - You are conservative and aggressive. Green - Your soul is relaxed and you are laid back. Blue- You are spontaneous and love kisses and affection from the ones you love and give good advice to those who are down. Yellow - You are a very happy person.. 2. If you're initial is: A-K You have a lot of love and friendships in your life. L-R

Spaghetti
A wealthy man was having an affair with an Italian woman for several years. One night, during one of their rendezvous, she confided in him that she was pregnant. Not wanting to ruin his reputation or his marriage, he would pay her a large sum of money if she would go to Italyto secretly have the child. If she stayed in Italyto raise the child, he would also provide child support until the child turned 18. She agreed, but asked how he would know when the baby was born. To keep it discrete, he told her to simply mail him a post card, and write "Spaghetti" on the back. He would then arrange for child support payments to begin. One day, about 8 months later, he came home to his confused wife. His wife said, "Honey, you received a very strange post card today." "Oh, just give it to me and I'll explain it," he said. The wife handed him the card and watched as her husband read the card, turned white and collapsed. On the card was written: "Spaghetti, Spaghetti, Spaghetti. Two with

No Internet Service
well i will be offline for about a week so thought i would leave a message to let you know i will be back soon and catch up on rating your alls stash and pics...leave me some love while i am gone...peace

Git-r-done Family Members
OK I JUST SAW SOMETHING THAT I TOTALLY DISAGREE WITH .. WHEN YOU HAVE A FAMILY MEMEBER IN A CONTEST , YOU DONT GO REPOSTING A LINK PAGE OF A POST FOR THE ONE WE ARE RUNNING AGAINST .. THIS MAKES THE FAMILY NOT LOOK SO GOOD AND ALLOWS OUR FRIENDSS AND FANS AND FAMILY TO GO RATE THE WRONG PERSON .. I AM ASKING ALL FAMILY AND BOMBERS TO CHECK FIRST BEFORE REPOSTING A POST .. NOT ALWAYS JUST LOOKING AND THEN POSTING WITHOUT LOOKING .. BOMBERS WE NEED YOU HERE AT NATIVE HUNEYS DAUGHTERS PAGE TO BOMB LIKE THERES NO TOMORROW SHE IS ONLY 3800 BEHIND , OUR DAY BOMBERS HAVE MOVED ALOT TODAY AND NOW IS NIGHT BOMBERS TURN TO KEEP HER UP THERE .. NOW LETS GIT-R-DONE !!!!

Eating Some Cake
Nothing seems better than a nice sugar rush at 3pm. Birthdays are nice no matter if its yours or not. I like cake and thats all there is to it!!! I can eat cake everyday. So Tobya Happy B-day and your b-day cake is yummy good!!!

What I Think (please Read)
You people think you have it so bad,with your problems like your boyfriend or girlfriend.That isnt anything think of all the people that have somethen that could really kill them like cancer or somethen like that.I mean think about it yall have it easy compared to them.Yall are all thinken what ever but if you really think about it we all complain about our lifes being so hard but those people with cancer or other stuff have to worry about if they are going to wake up tomorrow or how longer they have to live.. I think i have it pretty lucky to just have a whole in my heart i mean people think that im kinda wierd cause im just liven life like i dont have nothen wrong but i dont care cause mine can be fixed(hopefully) but the people with cancer 99% of the time cant be so im not preachen or nothen but please do me this think about what i just said please love Shelby Ginn

I Think I Have Issues
I don't know what it is about the "dark" guys. The Goth types, the bad boys, the BDSM types that I find so attractive. Seems like the scarier they are the more I like them. The sweet romantic types I'll be friends with but, that's about it. I think there is something wrong with me.

Son Of A Bitch! I Just Got The Best News!
Label: Saddle Creek Catalog Number: LBJ-106-7 "Heartbroke" is the first single from The Good Life's fourth full-length Help Wanted Nights (to be released September 11, 2007). Accompanied by non-album track "Thirty-Year Evaluation," this release is available digitally and as a limited edition 7" with B-side etching in hand-screened, individually numbered packaging.

Come Check Out The New Music Player And Have Some Fun Hope To See You There
COME ON IN TO THE NEWEST LOUNGE ON CHERRY TAP INTRODUCING LOWRIDERs 80's LOUNGE!!!!!!!! MEET GREAT/NEW PEOPLE, HAVE FUN, LISTEN TO MUSIC {PICK YOUR OWN}...... PLEASE:: COME IN AND JOIN THE FUN NO DRAMA, NO BULLSHIT, NO HATERS ALSO LOOKING FOR HELP SUCH AS BARTENDERS,BOUNCERS,GREETERS,DJ'S,MANAGERS APPLY WITH IN THANK YOU WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR??? CLICK ON THE BANNER BELOW AND JOIN THE FUN NOW OPEN 24 HR 7 DAY A WEEK BE THERE AND BRING YOUR FRIENDS 1Club.FM : 80s Dance Hits Get a cool scroller sign at MyToolSpace.com

I Had To Have One Of My Horses Put Down This Morning
What a terrible morning. A muddy section of the pasture and the playful aggressiveness of my horse Thumper caused my 25 year old saddlebred gelding, Majestic, to fracture his right-rear cannon bone. It was a compound fracture that forced the bone through the skin. He was standing there with relative calm while I comforted him and tried to figure out what to do. I called my neighbors (who are cattle farmers and fellow horse-people) and then I called the veterinarian. The vet told me to keep the horse on his feet and try to brace the broken leg. I did that (more efficiently than I thought that I could) and waited the 45 minutes it would take for the vet to get there. While my friend Joy stayed with me to wait with Stick, her husband Mark drove to another neighbor’s house to see if he would be willing to dig a horse grave on my pasture with his 92HP grader. 45 agonizing minutes of comforting and petting the horse and then the vet arrived. There’s not really anything tha

How To Eat It Right
95% of females can't cum from sex UNLESS, they're on top..and they're on top why? so they can stimulate their clit..by doin' their lil snake charm grindin' grab on our pelvic bones..which..really does nothin' for us..so the key is..eat pussy first..make her cum a few times...numb her up..then hammer away or soft and slow with alot of vaginal teasing with your magic stick to build it all up in the end, however u like...... now once ur inbetween her legs..don't just fuckin' dive in there like a bum at a thanksgiving charity dinner...take your fuckin'time I know pussy is nearly irresistable...but don't act like it is.. lick her inner thighs, kiss them..kiss around her pussy lips..kiss the lips etc. etc..finally once u've got your tongue on her clit..this is what u do..(u can use ur hands to spread her lips here if u want..that's all preference...it's easier to make em cum w/their lips spread..so u have easier access to their clit) now...roll the tip and somewhat flat part of your

Love And Time
Love and Time There are times when words aren’t enough feelings can’t always be put into words; because they are inadequate and often escape us sometimes, there are only feelings. There are times when all you need is a look; a silent, wordless connection between souls an understanding that needs no translation a natural, knowing gaze that says everything. There are times when all you need is a touch; nothing spoken - just the gesture of reaching out touching, silently transferring your energy conveying something that comes from within There are times when all you need is acceptance to know that you are valued as you are that any changes you make only enhance you more as you discover yourself. There are times when all you need is love no conditions or demands, only simplicity. to know that for no reason at all another chooses you over all others. There are times when all you ever wanted, was to be completed by another person. There are times when you n

My Awakening
I stepped into the room and saw you sleeping on the bed. You looked so peaceful I didn’t dare wake you; rather I slipped off my robe and slippers and crawled onto the bed next to you. I couldn’t touch you for fear of waking you; so I lie there watching you softly breathe until I fell asleep. I was having the most wonderful dream of you when I awoke. I’m not sure how long I had been asleep when I felt it; the pleasure was so great that it woke me. I opened my eyes thinking I must still be dreaming when I saw your face in between my thighs. Your tongue was so deep inside me I had to moan. As I did you pulled your tongue out of me and with eyes glaring up at me you growled “silence bitch.” I stopped right away and bit my lip. As soon as you saw my teeth sink into my lip your face disappeared again. Your tongue was back inside of me swirling away relentlessly. I needed to scream, your tongue felt so good but I couldn’t, I was obedient, I did what my Master told me. I felt your

Wtf?
I was just wondering if there is anything wrong with me. I have yet to find someone with staying power. I know, good things come to those who wait, but I am sick of waiting. I was hoping there was something there with a guy that lives a hundred miles away, but I just found out he's moving to a different state, so that's down the tube. I just want to be cared about, loved. That's kinda why I joined Cherrytap, maybe to find someone who'll like me for me, and not what I look like or my past. I don't want to find a dad for my daughter, I'm looking for someone for me. I need to fulfill MY needs. Maybe one day I'll meet my prince.

Karma And Tantra
Recently Joy was explaining Tantric Buddism to me while we were drinking beer and eating some tasty pizza (Northlake Tavern in Seattle). To summarize: Buddists work hard to fully understand that life is an illusion and to transcend out of the illusion. Tantrists also know life as an illusion, but instead embrace and enjoy the illusion for what is has to teach. An old Chinese friend of mine once explained Buddism to me this way (althoug he was actually explaining Karma): A priest was sacrificing a goat, and the goat because to laugh loudly. "Goat, why do you laugh?", said the priest. "I am about to kill you". The goat continued laughing and said, "Because in my last life, I was you. In your next life you will be me". And I realized a similar story-lesson about Tantra would be: A priest was fucking a goat ...

Why
Ok so im siting here drinking, thats no so unusual right? i have some why ?s 1) Why do you fall for a guy that dont fall for you? 2)Why does my heart feel like its broken sometimes? 3)Why does a man sing to u on the phone and sing side to side lmaoooooo! 4) why do people talk mack behind anothers back, to thier face they r your friend and behind your back they talk smack? 5)Why did i do what i did lastnight? 6) Why am i writing this? OK thats it sorry just had to write down something!

If I Could Have Just One Wish...
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you. - Courtney Kuchta -

Who Wants To Ct Marry Dj Tigger??
WHO WANTS TO CT MARRY DJ TIGGER????????? YES LADIES....... DJ TIGGER IS READY TO GET CT MARRIED.. DJ~tiggerb29_18301~EXCALIBUR RADIO~The Scooter Bar~Enforcer ~ THE MOST STALKED AND TALK ABOUT BALLS@ CherryTAP DO YOU WANT TO GET TO KNOW TIGGER OR HEAR HIM PURRRRRRRRR THE WAY THAT HE DOES THEN CLICK ON THE BANNERS BELOW AND IT WILL TAKE YOU RIGHT TO WHERE THAT CAN HAPPEN OR YOU CAN FIND HIM AT THE SCOOTER BAR... CLICK THE PICTURES BELOW .......... OR THE BBW WORLD ........CLICK HERE........... AND YOU MAY FIND HIM HERE... SUNSHINE AND MARINES LOUNGE......... CLICK ON ANY OF THE PICTURES AND IT WILL TAKE YOU RIGHT TO DJ TIGGER'S PAGE

Top 10 Tips For Understanding And Managing Your Autistic Child's Behavior
Children with autism are LESS likely to misbehave intentionally than typical children. Their apparent bad behaviors -- such as bolting from the room, whacking a peer, refusing to take part in circle time, climbing the fridge -- are often caused by external problems that can be solved by calm, creative parents. These hints and tips, provided in part by About.com readers, may make for a calmer family life. 1) Know Your Child Few autistic children are intentionally "bad." Many have difficult behaviors. So what's going on? Each child is different, and knowing your own child is key to taking action. Is your child extra-sensitive to sound and light? Does she need lots of sensory input? Is he likely to misunderstand a close approach? The more you know, the easier it is to troubleshoot a situation. 2) Modify Your Expectations Your mother may have expected you to sit still through a full dinner hour. But that's not a reasonable expectation for most children with autism. Consider starting wi

If A Man Wants You,
If A Man Wants You, If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he treat you any diff

Life
I feel so alone, and depressed right now. It seems like no matter how much I help other people with their problems, when I need someone to talk to there is noone. I'm so tired of giving so much of myself, no matter what it is because I seem to get so little back in return. I'm tired of being alone. Tired of women saying they want a nice guy and then they push you away for the asshole. I'm so tired of living and sometimes wish whatever greater power there is would set me free. Tho apperently I have yet to suffer enough. From The Doors(the movie)-Pam: "Does death turn you on? Do you love death?" Jim M.: "Life hurts alot more...When you die the pains over." The End by The Doors This is the end Beautiful friend This is the end My only friend, the end Of our elaborate plans, the end Of everything that stands, the end No safety or surprise, the end Ill never look into your eyes...again Can you picture what will be So limitless and free Desperately in need..

I Need A Drink........
Good morning.........been up all night and I'm wanting to continue my party......please buy me a drink, send me a comment or just say hello......you are my friend on this crazy ass virtual Bar so show me some luv!!

.thanx.
so. breaking a tooth while eating a chicken artichoke wrap...is not so cool. neither is having to go to the dentist on the one week anniversary of living in our new house... thank god for dentists being open on friday...which never happens... thank god for dentists with a soft touch which didnt make me scream or cry. thank god for dentists who were willing to save the tooth instead of trying to talk me into a root canal...cuz seriously? fuck that. thank god for grocery shopping at nite so that now theres all sorts of loverlies in the house and uhm...ya i think thats it for now... booo @ Monkeys that scream for ice. so yeah ima go...rest for a lil bit...before i venture my numbed face into the kitchen and render up some rosemary mashed taters...with a side of...yeah iunno yet. and that is all.

My True Friends...
Well you say you are my friend, but is anyon man enough to show me a little CT Loveand giv me a Blast ? I would be sooooooo thankful, no telling what I might do... Big Wet Kisses and Big Hugs... Love SharkyShark

Jow To Get A Id Made
Hey my friend he a great guy and he also make id go check him out and read his blog about getting a id made Later ☻Mr. Nice Guy☻OFFICIAL TEAM SHOCKER SECRETARY~ID MAKER~I.A.R. #35@ CherryTAP

This Week
well this is my frist blog so i thought i would start here this Friday I leave to go pick up my best friend in kentucky for her to come and stay with me for 2 weeks i will be back late saturday night we havent seen each other in 2 years cuz her hubby is in the army they just got but from a 2 yr tour in germany then he leave in october to go Iraq for 18-20 months so she is upset but she dont let show so while she is here i have to keep her occupied and keep her mind off of it but it will be hard for her but i figured it wont be too hard she get some alone time with him when she get back to him i am going make sure of that but he will be ok i know it in my gut and i know she will worry but he will be fine and thid will make them a stronger couple enough about them this about me right and i cant wait to see her and her kids lol i just got back from disney world with my sons and hubby is was great we took our oldest there for make a wish if you didnt know my oldest son is terminally ill wi

Social Networking Sites (from Cnet.com
July 9, 2007 11:48 AM PDT Google, Yahoo creating new social networks- reports Posted by Elinor Mills Bloggers are reporting that Google and Yahoo are working on new social networks now that their existing services (Orkut and 360, respectively) have failed to gain traction, except in Brazil in Orkut's case. Google sponsored a project last year at Carnegie Mellon University's Human-Computer Interaction Institute that was designed to "rethink and reinvent online social networking," the Google Operating System blog reported. The site also has screenshots. Dubbed "Socialstream," the service would be more like a unified social network that would allow someone to have accounts on multiple services but centralized contacts in one location. That would be pretty nifty. I'm personally sick of having to log on to different social networks to interact with friends, who are spread out across the gamut of services. Meanwhile, at Yahoo there is a project called "Mosh," according to Tec

Pakistani Troops Seize Red Mosque
By ZARAR KHAN, Associated Press Writer 49 minutes ago Pakistani troops raided Islamabad's Red Mosque on Tuesday and attempted to flush out the remaining militants entrenched inside a women's religious school in fierce fighting that left at least 50 militants and eight soldiers dead, the army said. The troops stormed the mosque compound before dawn. More than 10 hours later, they were still trying to root out the well-armed defenders said to be holding a number of hostages. Officials said at least 50 women were allowed to go free from the complex. Some 26 children had earlier escaped. Clashes this month between security forces and supporters of the mosque's hardline clerics prompted the siege. The religious extremists had been trying to impose Taliban-style morality in the capital through a six-month campaign of kidnappings and threats. At least 80 people have been killed since July 3. Amid the sounds of rolling explosions, commandos attacked from three directions about 4 a.

Worth Saving
It is not religion Maggie, it is politics utilizing the religious labels to form a bonding and identifications of alliances along rather primitive tribal boundaries. When one part of a sub-culture feels disenfranchised it often resorts to the religious expression of antiquity as a source of consolidation of political views in order to evoke a self-assured moral right to oppose the majority and replace the majority with brand of superiority to offset the perceived disrespect of the dominant culture to their minority sub-culture. Politics are the philosophies which we use to determine how we will function within a society in regards to the distribution of scarce resources. Religion is how we justify and moralize those philosophies and identify our right to have the resources in opposition to another group seeking the same limited resources.

I Am Calling All Nighthawk Bombers And Family
NIGHTHAWKS YOU ARE NEEDED ON THIS CONTEST NOW .. SHE IS AHEAD BUT WE NEED TO KEEP HER THERE .. SHE HELPS ALL WHEN THEY NEED NOW LETS SHOW THAT WE AS A FAMILY CAN DO THE SAME FOR HER .. JUST CLICK THE PICTURE AND LETS GIT-R-DONE THANK YOU THE DEVILISH ONE

Eva Mendez Is Hot
Nothing entirely interesting happens me so I'm not sure as to why I'm even blogging. I watched Ghost Rider the other day and damn she was fine in that movie. The movie wasn't that bad either. Work week is almost half over and tomorrow is payday so thats pretty awesome. I was thinking about picking up a PS3 bc of the 100 dolla price cut. $500.00 for a combo game/blu-ray player isn't too bad. They should of really have cut it to about 4 bills. People can build a killer gaming rig for 500 smackers. On top of that though my max resolution on my tv is 1080i so the blu-ray player may not even be worth it. Fuck I am a nerd. I think instead of me blogging I'll just post a pic of a hot chick, and leave a one liner. People say im a lot cooler when i don't talk. HA!HA! Mediocre Nation out.

Scambag Email (({junkie Email}))
Hi, How are you today? I hope you're just doing fine. The reason I contacted you with this email is that, I believe you and I share something in common. At some point in our lives we contemplated or tried to start a home bu*siness. Don't worry, I'm not trying to sell you anything. I just want to ask you a simple question... "Is it possible that at this time in your life, you are open to taking a look at a winning opportunity?" I really hope you are and with your permission, I would like to provide more information for you to evaluate. All I just need is to ask for your approval. If you think you would be interested in getting more information, please let me know. Just visit my sign up page for a tour Give-Me-Access Please include the following: 1. Your Firstname, 2. Your Lastname, 3. Telephone No.(optional), 4. and the Country you are from. Note: If e-mail already EXIST you can use your alternate e-mail. Thank you so much for your time read

Warning To All Men
Subject: ...for the love of God please read before Body: Police are warning all men who frequent clubs, parties & local pubs to be alert and remain cautious when offered a drink by any woman! Many females use a date rape drug on the market called "Beer." The drug is found in liquid form and is available anywhere. It comes in cans, bottles, or from taps and in large "kegs". Beer is used by female sexual predators at parties and bars to persuade their male victims to go home and sleep with them. A woman needs only to get a guy to consume a few units of Beer and then simply ask him home for no strings attached sex. Men are rendered helpless against this approach. After several beers, men will often succumb to the desires to sleep with horrific looking women whom they would never normally be attracted. After drinking beer, men often awaken with only hazy memories of exactly what happened to them the night before, o

Come On Ppl
OK PPL I NEED AT LEAST TWO PPL IN JOIN THE BEST INDAIN PIC CONTEST. 2 WINNERS FIRST GETS 30 DAY VIC 2ND GETS 3 DAY BLAST STARTS JULY 16TH 2PM EST AND ENDS AUGUST 16 TH 2 PM EST..... ANY TAKERS SEND ME PM AND LINK TO PHOTO IF I DO NOT HAVE AT LEAST TWO PPL I WILL NOT BE ABLE TO HOLD CONTEST......

Poem By Charles C.finn
Please Hear What I'm Not Saying Don't be fooled by me. Don't be fooled by the face I wear for I wear a mask, a thousand masks, masks that I'm afraid to take off, and none of them is me. Pretending is an art that's second nature with me, but don't be fooled, for God's sake don't be fooled. I give you the impression that I'm secure, that all is sunny and unruffled with me, within as well as without, that confidence is my name and coolness my game, that the water's calm and I'm in command and that I need no one, but don't believe me. My surface may seem smooth but my surface is my mask, ever-varying and ever-concealing. Beneath lies no complacence. Beneath lies confusion, and f

Why I'm Never Going Into My Bedroom Again...ever.
Last night, I went upstairs to change into my comfy clothes so I could veg in front of my tv for an hour or so before attempting sleep. I have had major bouts of insomnia the past few weeks and I am ready to travel to Europe with these trunks under my eyes. While in the bathroom, and looking in the mirror to see if it was time to wax my eyebrows again...I see reflected in the mirror my two worst nightmares sitting on the ceiling of my bedroom. There...perched upside done...were two very large black spiders that had definitely mutated from some underground pesticide plant. They were both on the ceiling and both fairly close to each other. Well, I'm a grown woman, and I can kill a bug with the best of them...even the ones on the ceiling with the chance that their dead corpses will land in my hair. But two at once? Too much for me to fathom. Which do I choose? If I hit one, the vibration would send the other one scurrying, in which case I'll never know where in my bedroom it

Why...
Why do you look at me like that, As if I’m not good enough for you? Why do you care what people think If you truly love me? Why do you turn and walk away Instead of trying to explain? Why do you hurt me so bad? Why can’t you just be a man?

The Worst "anal Sex Accident"
The worst "Anal Sex Accident" -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Date: 2004-12-09, 1:52PM EST Never have anal sex after a fish dinner. Most people contract some form of food poisoning at least once a year. Most of the time the symptoms are mild, and can even be mistaken for a 24 hour flu bug. Other times, the symptoms are similar to one having a very bad case of the flu, but rarely do people ever need to go to the hospital for food poisoning. Just by its nature, the probability of contracting food poisoning from fish is always higher than most other foods. This is why, based on personal experience, I recommend that no one ever engage in anal sex after your date ate a large fish dinner. We hadn’t been dating that long, only about a month. Even though we'd only been dating a short time, we were having sex since the second date, and it was the best, freakiest, porno-style sex of my life. Seriously, this was the kind of sex

I'm So Ready For A Break!
Good morning/good afternoon, dear friends! Saturday morning and I have a client to treat this morning - I try not to schedule things for the weekend, but sometimes I have no choice, lol. Ah, well! That's how you build a business, I guess! From what I've been hearing, I have not been the only one having painful processing going on this week. Why do these changes have to be so bloody painful?! As you've possibly read in my earlier blogs, my Empathic gift has kicked up a notch or two. I'm thankful I mainly pick up sadness, pain, heartache - rarely do I pick up rage, anger, chaos; but I can pick those emotions up from a closely connected companion - it has happened. Neither do I get murderous thoughts or darkness tinged with hate. The darkness I pick up is usually from deep overwhelming sadness! Some of you are aware that I have a Warrior Protector - a past life companion who has contracted (that's a Soul Contract, btw) with me to be my energy's protector/defender - when I get my ene

This Is A Driect Hit To Af And Sg
I want all to know about these tweo they say their your friends and once you dump their sorry asses or cath them in a lie they will turn on you in a matter of mins: If you have My Space,This site,Hi5.com tagged world or any of the other sites like this one Please Block These People from seeing you page or posting on it They are stalkers and haters Trust me They will stalk you till you break dont add them!!!! Two Faced Friends Angie Freeman and Steve Goodpasture & Owen It seems like they had stuck again and to make it worse they went after a friend of mine I dont know whom they think they are these are people with no life what so ever they sit on their fat asses and cause trouble for all others They had turned on their good friend and made her out to be thie whore but the shoe is on the wrong foor Its Angie and Steve who are the whores of my space dont trust them dont add them or anything If you read my blogs here you will know what they look like and not add them

Concrete Experiment
Stealing from my live-journal Concrete experiment I I am itching to do a bunch of stuff with concrete. I have tons of ideas but very limited knowledge. Time to play. Today, I made a form, coated the sides with vegetable oil, and poured some concrete into it.I over estimated the amount of water I would need and had to use more concrete mix than I had first intended. I poured some of the excess into a small cardboard box and the rest into the bottoms of two oiled buckets to make round walking stones. Pictures

Overrated
In My Opinion! Harry Potter P Diddy Jay Z Rihanna Christina Aguilera Shakira Britney Spears Take That Westlife Il Divo Charlotte Church Rev Run Flavor Flav Lil Kim Ashlee & Jessica Simpson Robbie Williams Posh & Becks George Bush Tony Blair British Footballers Nicole Ritchie Paris Hilton Janice Dickinson Hugh Hefner Trina Shaq Kanye West Danity Kane Fantasia Lady Sovereign Oasis Lord Of The Rings Pirates Of The Caribbean Ricky Gervais Peter Kay Gordon Ramsey Pete Burns Jack Black Excessive Piercings Tattoos K-Fed Nick Lachey Cheesy Songs Will Young Gareth Gates Johnny Knoxville Catherine Tate The Streets Sophie Ellis Bexter Lily Allen

"boyfriend Application"
SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THiS BACK TO YOU IN YOUR INBOX! Ladies Title it "BOYFRIEND Application" Guys Title it "GIRLFRIEND Application" 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Whats your sign? 5.Phone Number: 6. Location: 7. Height: 8.Hair (color and style): 9.Piercings/tattoos:none.. HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ...wait's.... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you ever ask me out? 6. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 7. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 8. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 9.Would you walk on the beach with me? 10. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 11. Do you/have you talked about me? 12. Do you think I'm a good person? 13. Would u take a nap with me? 14.Do you think I'm cute? 15. If you could change anything about me -would you? 16.Would you dance with me?

Real?
This is from Pamela's Blog at: http://www.cherrytap.com/blog.php?blogid=80113&pid=437202 Straight from Scrapper's Blog re Main Profile Pics date: 2007-07-16 20:47:05 subject: Main Profile Photos post date: 2007-07-16 20:43:01 views: 0 comments: 0 ratings: 0 Greetings Lately there has been a huge increase of individuals using fake photos as their main profile photo. Most people do this to get better ratings or to deceptively lure people to click into their page. This is not what we had in mind when we created this site, so we are going to be taking action prevent this. 1. Any top 100 cherry using a fake main profile photo will be reset to 0. 2. If you see a top 100 cherry using a fake photo as their main profile photo, please report to a bouncer. 3. We have ZERO tolerance for anyone trying to manipulate our cherry ranking. Anyone caught cheating will be reset. My response: If they want real, then they should make the users use their real "fi

Mummsville Reporter
From Tracer: My wife just read a comment made by someone stating that military guys don't deserve to be called "Heros" because to him being in the military was just a job. He also stated that being a sanitation guy was more dangerous and that he would thank them before he would thank the Soldiers. I think this guy should kiss my *#@. What do you think? My reply: Tracer, my son is in the Navy. I respect those who serve. I did not have to do it, and my dad, a full duration WWII vet and a AAF/USAF Sergent until 1949, told me "never join a peace time Army they are a bunch of F'ing boy scouts." I kind of figured he knew what he is talking about. Mind you, he died from exposure to radiation coming off of Bikini at a job he was contracting for. So it is not like he ever shirked his duty. Having said all of that, I will add that in 2003 we lost 43,000 people in the U.S. to highway fatalities. While we need our military, I am begining to see that it is more dangerous to drive then t

Why Am I Here?
Why am I here? I don't know it I just finded this Page and registred here... But it looks like it's going to be funny... So I'll be here again and again... Why I wrote this? I don't know it either... But I felt I must wrot something from me...

To You.......
Never say "I luv you" if it isn't really there. Never talk abou' me', if you really don't care. Never hold my hand if you're gunna break my heart. Never say you are gunna, if you don't plan to start. Never look into my eyes, if all you do is lie. Never say hi bee beh, if you really don't mean it. If you really wit me', then please say you'll try. Never say forever, because fukk forever. OnlyLuvBabe!!!

The Most Important Discoveries
Man discovered weapons, invented hunting. Woman discovered hunting, invented furs. Man discovered colors, invented painting. Woman discovered painting, invented make-up. Man discovered speech, invented conversation. Woman discovered conversation, invented gossip. Man discovered agriculture, invented food. Woman discovered food, invented diet. Man discovered friendship, invented love. Woman discovered love, invented marriage. Man discovered trade, invented money. Woman discovered money, man has never recovered.

Flow Of Logic
Unedited from Wealth, Women and War: Surviving Globalization The flow of logic may be a bit accelerated, so a review of facts is in order. First, the oldest truth known to civilized man is “this too shall pass.” Everything changes! Right now, in the aftermath of the Cold War, we are experiencing a rise in decadence as the effects of the counter-culture are assimilated into the mainstream culture. This is not unique in history. It happened following the Black Death in Europe in the 1340s. It has happened following every major cultural threat right up to the “lost generation” following the carnage of World War One. Our culture today is more reflective of the 1920s then it is the 1950s. In that era, known as “the roaring 20s,” the corporations ran the nations. This is not the first time; it will not be the last time.

Important Bulletin For Us Cellphone Users
REMINDER....9 days from today, all cell phone numbers are being released to telemarketing companies and you will start to receive sales calls. .....YOU WILL BE CHARGED FOR THESE CALLS To prevent this, call the following number from your cell phone:888-382-1222. It is the National DO NOT CALL list. It will only take a minute of your time. It blocks your number for five (5) years. You must call from the cell phone number and/or call from your home number that you want to have blocked. You cannot call from a different phone number. HELP OTHERS BY PASSING THIS ON TO ALL YOUR FRIENDS. It take about 20 seconds.

Award For Seeting Back Humanity
Today's Setting Back the Human Race Award "Winner" Ann Hart Coulter has been described by Wikipedia as: "an American conservative columnist and political commentator, and a best-selling author. She frequently appears on television, radio and as a speaker at public and private events. Known for her confrontational style, she has been described by The Observer as "the Republican Michael Moore", and "Rush Limbaugh in a miniskirt". Coulter has described herself as a "polemicist" who likes to "stir up the pot" and does not claim to be "impartial or balanced." My problems with Ms. Coulter are not her political views, stridency or her arrogance. My real problem is her cowardice. A real social critic, pundit, even a gadfly first examines the foibles of groups or individuals that are at least connected to matters of public import. I understand that the personal is political and vice-versa, however the vituperative and mean-spirited attacks that are her hallmark are rarely directed at what are

Place For My Stuff
Actually this is just a place for my stuff, ya know? That's all, a little place for my stuff. That's all I want, that's all you need in life, is a little place for your stuff, ya know? I can see it on your table, everybody's got a little place for their stuff. This is my stuff, that's your stuff, that'll be his stuff over there. That's all you need in life, a little place for your stuff. That's all your house is: a place to keep your stuff. If you didn't have so much stuff, you wouldn't need a house. You could just walk around all the time. -- George Carlin I Freecycle. If you don't know what that is, it's a concept where you basically... give away your stuff, and someone else will want it! It's a way to try and keep things out of landfills. In essence, you sign up for a Yahoo group that's specific to your area. (For more information, see Freecycle.org. So I regularly give away crap I don't need. This week I gave away a lamp with a broken switch and an overhead light fixture

Calling All Friends
Calling All Friends...Calling All Friends... Hey there Ya'll, Just wanted to let everyone know that I am in process of moving and am not gonna be on as much for the next few weeks... If you are on my friends or family list please private message me here with other ways for me to contact you, (ie: yahoo, hotmail, etc...), as I am not sure if Sadie Grace will be coming back to (Lost Cherry, Cherry Tap) Fubar...I love each and every one of my true friends and would like to stay in touch with everyone for life...but I have met the one person that I want to truely be with in life and don't won't any doubt to come into play...so I believe it may be time for Sadie Grace to stick to talking to her true friends in life and not everybody in life...Ya'll know who you are so I best get some PM's... Thank each and everyone for the times ya'll made me smile and laugh and were there to help me through alot of bad times...Thank you a million times over... Huggs and Kisses and Much Mad

Duh
Your EQ is 67 50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick! 51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese. 71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely. 91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that. 111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt. 131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin. 150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar. What's Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)?

Anyone Serious
am putting out a request to all ladys is there anyone serious to marry me am in uk got own bussiness fixing and building computers got a shop opening new shop computer literate not a geek though check me out will treat you as a princess and love you with all my heart body and soul i never argue or fightcheck me out derek top dance lounge ukchristyain born again 14yearsgod bless you allxxxx

Lost Souls
A bead of blood against ivory flesh Gasps swallowed into the night Another lost soul, offering itself to love Plaything to another, devotion abused Pleasure & pain endured, for want of another Until desperation sets in, to need & to want To know nothing else, to feel love's last hope Feeling trapped & alone, unwanted & worthless Torturous to continue, unable to stop To do anything for peace, blinded & lost So it finally ends, but not how expected The plaything bit back, violent & incessant Freedom, she found - so sweet & enchanting Her heart not yet shattered, her hopes not abated Her passions ignited, devotion so strong Her pleasure & pain are invited & desired Safe & secure in love requited

7-21-07 Astrology
A little lighthearted flirtation turns the temperature up in your life. No matter what your current romantic situation, it's always nice to acknowledge that you find others attractive -- and vice versa. Have some fun

A Country Away & I Still Hate You
As I run away........ I'll still feel the pain..... That you left..... For me to bear, tonight...... I know you'll feel the same..... For running out on me..... But I'm not the one..... To sit here and cry.... I'm gone tonight, I'll never say goodbye, I'll never say goodbye to you tonight. I'd rather die. I'm gone tonight, I'll never say goodbye, I'll never say goodbye to you tonight, I'd rather die. I'm gone tonight and you know why. I'll never say goodbye and YOU KNOW WHY YOU FUCKING NOW WHY. Through all this life of hate..... I never thought I'd say..... Goodbye to you..... Goodbye to you..... I THOUGH WE'D MAKE IT THROUGH........MAKE IT THROUGH......I'm done with you. Through all of my pain..... I though you'd stay......... In my heart and right beside me........ BESIDE ME BESIDE ME YOU LIED TO ME BESIDE ME BESIDE ME YOU LIED TO ME I'm gone tonight, I'll never say goodbye, I'll never say goodbye to you tonight, I'd rather die. I'm gone tonight, I'l

Quotes From Unholy Alliance
"Every nation, in evey region, now has a decision to make. Either you are with us, or you are with the terrorists." *President George W Bush, September 20, 2001 "Here is our answer: We refuse to allow you to speak for all the American people...We refuse to be the party to these wars and we repudiate any inference that they are being waged in our name or for our welfare. We extend a hand to those around the world suffering from these policies; we will show our solidarity in word and deed." *Not in Our Name advertisement* new york times september 19th 2001 "Peace is not patriotic [but] subversive...peace anticipates a very different world than the one in which we live-a world where the U.S. would have no place." -Professor Nicholas De Genova remarks at a columbia university teach-in "There is the beginning of a permanent global war to cement the domination of the U.S. government and its allies...Islam is being demonized, while racism and xenophobia are delibera

Linguine With Bitter Greens And Clams
Linguine with Bitter Greens and Clams The fresh flavors of linguine and clams get the summer treatment with the addition of delicious leafy greens. Use your favorites -- spinach, kale, even beet greens -- in any combination. Servings: 4 Ingredients: * 10 tablespoons extra-virgin olive oil * 4 large cloves garlic, peeled and sliced * 1/2 pound escarole, stemmed, washed and dried * 1/2 pound radicchio, stemmed, washed and dried * 1 small dried chili pepper, chopped or crumbled * 1/2 cup fresh parsley * 1/3 cup dry white wine * 24 littleneck clams, well scrubbed * 3/4 pound linguine Directions: Heat 3 tablespoons of the olive oil in a large skillet over medium heat. Add 2 of the garlic cloves and cook for 1 minute without browning. Add the greens to the skillet and cook, tossing constantly until just wilted. Season with salt and pepper. Keep warm. In a large casserole, heat 3 tablespoons of the olive oil over medium heat. Ad

Jail Sucks !!!!!!
AND HAVING THE SHERIFF'S OFFICE TRY TO KICK YOUR DOOR DOWN WHEN YOURE SLEEPING SUCKS TOO!! AND HAVING 2 GUNS PUT IN YOUR FACE, THROWN ON THE GROUIND, KNEED IN THE BACK AND HANDCUFFED SUCKS TOO!! SPENDING ALL DAY IN JAIL WITH CRACK HEADS AND PROSTITUES ....YUP THAT SUCKS TOO!! NOW YOU KNOW WHAT I DID ALL DAY!! :(

Bricks...
A simple and effective problem solving technique for new hires and how to determine the right spot for that new employee 1. Put 400 bricks in a closed room. 2. Put your new hires in the room and close the door. 3. Leave them alone and come back after 6 hours. 4. Then analyze the situation: If they are counting the bricks, put them in the Accounting Department. If they are recounting them, put them in Auditing. If they have messed up the whole place with the bricks , put them in Engineering. If they a re arranging the bricks in some strange order, put them in Planning. If they are throwing the bricks at each other, put them in Operations. If they are sleeping, put them in Security. If they have broken the bricks into pieces, put them in Information Technology. If they are sitting idle, put them in Human Resources. If they say they have tried different combinations, they are looking for more, yet not a brick has been moved, put them in Sa

Fantasy
All my life I had built up a fantasy of the perfect woman. Countless romance stories and fables helped make that fantasy a reality in my mind. Searching for that fantasy lead to many disappointments. Reality made it clear that there was no such woman. And as the years went by, the fantasy started to fade away - until I met you. I had almost given up on the fantasy until my fantasy became reality, that reality became you.

The True Emo From The Urban Dictionary
1.Emo= Genre of softcore punk music that integrates unenthusiastic melodramatic 17 year olds who dont smile, high pitched overwrought lyrics and inaudible guitar rifts with tight wool sweaters, tighter jeans, itchy scarfs (even in the summer), ripped chucks with favorite bands signature, black square rimmed glasses, and ebony greasy unwashed hair that is required to cover at least 3/5 ths of the face at an angle. ::sniff sniff:: "The Demise of the Siberian Traintracks of Our Rusty Forgotten Unblemished Love" sounds like it would make a great emo band name. ::cry:: 2.emo= An entire subculture of people (usually angsty teens) with a fake personality. The concept of Emo is actually a vicious cycle that never ends, to the utter failing of humanity, and it goes something like this: 1. Girls say they like "sensitive guys" (lie) 2. Guy finds out, so he listens to faggy emo music and dresses like a dork so chicks will see that he is sensitive and not afraid to express himself (lie).

My Appt. Yesterday!
So I went in for another check up yesterday. I am 8 weeks and 6 days today. Everything looked good. We saw the baby's heartbeat again on the ultrasound and even saw the baby move a little stub! LOL I have a picture of my actual ultrasound this time.

I Am Back From Hospital!!!!
I am back from the hospital they had me there 8 hours instead of 4.. Ugh!!!! lol... But anywhooo.. I am back on my contest..... And I am now trailing waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay behind now.. :( Like last........... If anyone wouldn't mind helping again.... Thankies sooooo much!!!! :0) ((((((((((((((((((((((HOLY CRAP I AM IN LAST PLACE RIGHT NOW)))))))))))))))) :o :o :o :o :o :o .................STARTS TO RUN FAST........ :o

I Am A Pathetic Loser And A Failure In Everything
God, how do I feel like a failure. As you may or may not be aware of, I am a screenwriter who has never sold anything is his pathetic life and most likely never will. Although the scripts are good but Hollywood would rather do crappy remakes of movies that never needed to be remade or destroy classic cartoons like UNDERDOG with staff writers. Crap like HOT ROD gets made but my good movies are ignored. Some unknown is out to make me a failure. I'm almost 40 years old and still living with my parents, I never had a girlfriend, steady or otherwise and I must be insane. For anyone sane that is going on 40, unemployed with no hope of a career or a personal life would have ended their own life by now. People with a lot more to live for has killed themselves. Me, with no hope of a professionally or personal life should just end it all, but I continue this hopeless existence living, waiting until the final failure which will be heart failure. Since I have no hope of a girlfriend I overeat. Cer

This Weeks Winner
Ok I know I haven't done this in like forever, but I just haven't had the time. It sure as hell isn't because I ran out of stupid people. I went to McDonalds yesterday before I went to work. Not my idea of good food, but I was in a hurry. I waited in line behind these two people who were staring at the menu for what seemed like 20 minutes! I'm thinking, "THEY'VE HAD THE SAME FUCKING MENU FOR 500 YEARS! YOU MORONS!" Yet they are not my dumbasses. I finally get to the counter and place my order with the 40 year old man working the register, and he stands there staring at the register blankly. As if he'd never seen one before. I ordered a Big Mac combo meal. Nothing too complicated. Everthing on it. He didn't have to "hold" anything. But yet he was puzzled. I asked him if it was his first day? I just assumed he was new, 'cause you learn about Bg Macs in like the first few seconds of employment. He says to me "no. I've been here for about a year." That just floored me! A YEAR?

Episode 74: I Fought The Lawn And I Won.
I may not be Ghost Rider but I'm tired, pissed off and I'm taking zero shit...savvy? Leave it to me to decide to "take on the heavyweight." Dude on The Couch had a project idea for one weekend where he and I would just haul off all the crap in the house we didn't need. No lie, we'd go from room-to-room finding shit roomies past had left behind that we couldn't salvage for anything useful and pop it all into the back of a truck and haul it off somewhere to dump it. Great idea! We slated it for a weekend and I'd take whatever I could by night if Dude would do whatever he could by day. Of course, I'd help in the interim until he went to sleep once I woke up. Cool. Problem...Work had me doing overtime which left me going to bed late. I ended up waking up late as well. Dude already had everydamnthing out of the back where we were looking to start. I was amazed. Thinking that he'd already hauled all that junk off, I set about honoring my part of it. Well, what I didn't know was that he

San Antonio
Just I've just been thinking about next weekend. I'll be In San Antonio for the weekend. It'll be a nice get away...I haven't been out of town in like what seems like forever, but its really been 2 months. eh, oh well. well thats really it for now. -cari

Life Dreams
Ever wonder what happens to your dreams you let go of? Recently I found myself coming full circle to the dreams I thought were lost. Yet here I sit trying to make since of it all. I guess they only come true when you yourself truely know they are a part of your identity. Only then do you come to realise that your dreams come true only if you believe in yourself. Only you can control your destiny. Dont hang your dreams on others insecurities. Be true to thy self.

In Case You Missed It
Basic Information Status: Married for 21 years Children: Six; oldest son is in the Navy. Occupation: Security Officer Education: B.S. Telecommunications Management, Radio Broadcasting Diploma, A+ Certified Computer Professional, Texas Class III Commissioned Officer, Ph.D Metaphysics, working on an MBA. Other: Published SpiritFlight, Well Past Midnight, and Theocon Nation in 2006. Working on a book on Globalization currently. They can be found at lulu.com and SpiritFlight is available through Amazon.

Close Yet Far- Song Lyrics - The Way I Feel My Life Is
who said that i wasnt right ive lived for years without a life dont have a soul on my side still ridiculed despite how hard that i have tried dont take me under your wing i dont need a hand dont need anything ive got a roof over my head as if i'd rather be alone with me instead close yet far drop me a line and tell me how the hell you are ill tip my hat to those who cant believe its me though i never never never ever wanted this to be i can hear the sounds of the city sunrise and set are the same to me a hesitating pulse is good company and my reflection offers no apology who said that i wasnt right and ive lived for years without a life dont have a soul on my side still ridiculed despite how hard that i have tried. close yet far drop me a line and tell me how the hell you are ill tip my hat to those who cant believe its me though i never never never ever wanted this to be close yet far drop me a line and tell me how the hell you are ill think of day

To All My Friends,family, And Fans...
I Appreciate You,Friends Family,and Fans... TO ALL MY SPECIAL FRIENDS, AND FANS... I'm sending this note, sealed with a warm embrace that I hope puts a smile upon your lovely faces. Between the lines, I hope you'll see, how very dear you all are to me. For there's a magic in written words that can speak a happiness that's felt not heard. So across the miles, I'm reaching out like a warm wind, to let you all know that I appreciate you,all my friends. TEJANA POR VIDA

Two Boxes
Two Boxes I have in my hands two boxes Which God gave me to hold He said, Put all your sorrows in the black, And all your joys in the gold. I heeded his words, and in the two boxes Both my joys and sorrows I store But though the gold became heavier each day The black was as light as before With curiosity, I opened the black I wanted to find out why And I saw, in the base of the box, a hole Which my sorrows had fallen out by I showed the hole to God, and mused aloud, "I wonder where my sorrows could be." He smiled a gentle smile at me. "My child, they're all here with me." I asked, God, why give me the boxes, "Why the gold, and the black with the hole?" "My child, the gold is for you to count your blessings, the black is for you to let go.

The Value Of Time
The Value of Time To realize The value of a sister/brother Ask someone Who doesn't have one. To realize The value of ten years: Ask a newly Divorced couple. To realize The value of four years: Ask a graduate. To realize The value of one year: Ask a student who Has failed a final exam. ! To realize The value of nine months: Ask a mother who gave birth to a stillborn. To realize The value of one month: Ask a mother who has given birth to A premature baby. To realize The value of one week: Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper. To realize The value of one minute: Ask a person Who has missed the train, bus or plane. To realize The value of one-second: Ask a person Who has survived an accident. Time waits for no one. Treasure every moment you have. You will treasure it even more when you can share it with someone special. To realize the value of a friend or family member: LOSE ONE. The origin of

New Friends And Old Friends
I am one of the people that like making new friends. In the preses I alos like to keep the old one I have made. In here. I have made new friends and I have kept some of the old one I made form game I play and other places as well. I hate wen you lose a friend. Although at times it can not be helped. If I had my way no one would lose any friends. Ether form them walking alway form us, moving awaqy or other ways. I do keep all my friends the old one and the new ones close to my heart. And I think of them often. And the new ones I do the same. It is jsut how I am. I have alosw lost some great friends. Some from wen I moved from Utah 11 years agao. and from other ways as well. i had a friend acaly a cubble die. But I still keep them close to my heart. And I love all my friends the old one and the new ones. ;)

Welcome To 5am With Wicked Lil Girl
Desire is enough to drive a person insane. The need to have something or someone despite the obvious facts that you can never have it. That fact alone will push you over the edge . . . Desire without satisfaction. Does anyone know what I am talking about at all? The desire to have something that you have longed after for so long. Anticipation rocks your body to the very core knowing that there is some chance that you can have it. You can work that hard and make it possible . . . You can have what your heart desires. But, you wake up the next day knowing that the day before was only a dream. The good mood was nothing but a fluke. Reality has set in again and you are back to your never ending quest to gain what you desire as well as your never ending trail of rejection laced tears. The river flows steadily behind you to mark your journey. You’ll be back after all. Those things in life that captivate and transfix us never go away only lurk in the shadows for a while. Yo

Crushes !!!!!! :) .. Lol...
OKIES..WHO IS EVERYONE WHO HAS CRUSHES ON ME.. LIKE YOUR REALLY GONNA SAY... LOL.. AND IF YA DON'T.. YOU BETTER GET CRUSHING ON ME QUICK.... LMAO...... HEHEHE..... WHATS THE DEAL WITH THE CRUSHES BEING ANONYMOUS??? HAHAHA... I WOULD RATHER KNOW WHO HAS A CRUSH OR CRUSHES ON ME..... I WANT MORE THEN 4 DAM IT.. LMAO... :) TEEEEEEEEEEEE....... HEEEEEEEEEEE......... I BEEN EATIN SOOO MANY HUMAN BRAINS I BROKE ONE OF MY ZOMBIE TEETH IN HALF.............. ((((Ouuuuuuuuuuuuuchiesssssssssssssss)))... LMAO!!! As if.... lol...... :( lol..

"the Warlord" Song Lyrics
"The Warlord" by K.L.Scott, 1991-93 I see a door that says "Do not enter!", ...I give a mighty kick I pull my sword and I start to swing, ...The blood is running thick I grab the treasure, and from around the corner, ..I hear a galliant yell Here comes another poor soul, ...I send him straight to hell I came, I saw, I did.... my job, I came, I saw, and I slayed!!! I come upon the evil wizard, ...with magic staff in hand I notch my bow and draw it back, ...he going to make a stand The arrow whistles through his fireball, ...hits right between the eyes It's a sign for all that challenge, ....everyone will die!!! I came, I saw, I did.... my job, I came, I saw, and I slayed!!! (Insert guitar solo here) Another door reading "Do not enter!" ...is shattered by my boot This time it's a crimson dragon, ...sitting on his loot His flames hit where I was standing, ...he turns to see my sword The blade sinks deep in his skull, ...this rush is my reward!!! I came, I s

Ronnie
another simple song triggered the water works over the bastard i use to call my husband.why i stil love him and why my hart hurts when i hear a song he use to sing to me is beyond me. why can't i just freakin get over him?i really try to stay away from songs that remind me of him and they are some of my fave. songs. how can someone just throw away a hole life? i mean we have two kids and now i am pretty much all alone. i just want to move on like he appears to have done.but three years come on people how can the man not see that i still love him? he use to complaine about how i changed and how he wanted "the old me" back and now i am the "old" me and he is nowhare to be found. i honestly think he was my soul mate and i let him slip through my fingers over a fuckin girl. well there is one song that says it all perfectly.. here by me by three doors down. i burn that song up. so heres to him and the prayer that someday he will come back to me whare he belongs.

Waiting For You!!!
I lie awake waiting for you. As I lie on my bed, thinking about you, I feel this strong urge to grab you and squeeze you, because I can't forget last night. You came to me unexpectedly during the balmy and calm night, and what happened in my bed still leaves a tingling sensation in me. You appeared from nowhere and shamelessly, without any reservations, you lay on my naked body...You sensed my indifference, so you applied your hungry mouth to me without any guilt or humiliation, and you nearly drove me crazy while you drained me. Finally I went to sleep. Today when I woke up, you were gone. I searched for you but to no avail, only the sheets bore witness to last night's events. My body still bears faint marks of your enthusiastic ravishing's, making it harder to forget you. Tonight I will remain awake waiting for you............ .......DAMN mosquito!

Best Of Intentions
well yeaterday I made up my mind to go enroll back in school, but me being my procrastnating self didnt do it, Im so pissed with myself but as Scarlet O'hara says, Ill wait till tomorrow or something like that, that seems to be my motto in life as of recently. But I know, I need to get off my ass and do something with my life, but, I just cant seem to make myself do it, maybe I should just go get a crazy check, but that would be giving up, but then again,I feel like Ive already given up, things never seem to look up for me, but maybe thats my fault, they say you make your own luck, I really need that recipe..that would be great...anyways thanx again for readin my crap! ~Lexi

Vampires Of Transylvania
vampires of transylvania Current mood: annoyed Category: Writing and Poetry Romania's Vampires Romania is surrounded by Slavic countries, so it isn't surprising that their vampires are variants of the Slavic vampire. They are called Strigoi based on the Roman term strix for screech owl which also came to mean demon or witch. There are different types of strigoi: strigoi vii are live witches who will become vampires after death. They can send out their soul at night to meet with other witches or with Strigoi mort who are dead vampires. The strigoi mort are the reanimated bodies which return to suck the blood of family, livestock, and neighbours. A person born with a caul, tail, born out of wedlock, or one who died an unnatural death, or died before baptism, was doomed to become a vampire. As was the seventh child of the same sex in a family, the child of a pregnant woman who didn't eat salt or was looked at by a vampire, or a witch. And naturally, being bitten by vampire,

The Natural Gardener Has It All.
Today I spend the day weilding my green thumb, which has been lazy of late. Being in a good mood I thought I would drive down to S.Austin to check out the Natural Gardener's nursery to see what all the talk is about. I was overwhelmed by the size and the myriad of plants to add to my lil spot of green. An awesome place to visit or shop. While wandering about looking at all the cool goodies;-) I came across the daylilies. Noticing a familiar face looking back. I knew it was the ones I have been trying to indentify. Looking two more down one was in full bloom. BINGO! I had my answer. A Milk and Wine Lily. So cool. Here's the website for the nursery for my local buds. http://www.naturalgardeneraustin.com A quick write up on the Milk and Wine Lily. Crinum x herbertii (Milk and Wine Lily) "Crinum lilies are one of our most common old garden and cemetery plants. In many ways, they remind me of Texas and the South. They're huge, the biggest of all bulbs. They're so showy

Repost....u Go Girl..sail!!!
Here she is, the USS New York, made from the World Trade Center ! USS New York It was built with 24 tons of scrap steel from the World Trade Center. It is the fifth in a new class of warship - designed for missions that include special operations against terrorists. It will carry a crew of 360 sailors and 700 combat-ready Marines to be delivered ashore by helicopters and assault craft. Steel from the World Trade Center was melted down in a foundry in Amite , LA to cast the ship's bow section. When it was poured into the molds on Sept. 9, 2003, "those big rough steelworkers treated it with total reverence," recalled Navy Capt. Kevin Wensing, who was there. "It was a spiritual moment for everybody there." Junior Chavers, foundry operations manager, said that when the trade center steel first arrived, he touched it with his hand and the "hair on my neck stood up." "It had a big meaning to it for all of us," he said. "They knocked us down. T

*the Little Girl And The Dog*
The little girl asked her Mom, "Mom, may I take the dog for a walk around the block?" Mom replies, "No, because she is in heat." "What's that mean?" asked the child. "Go ask your father. I think he's in the garage." The little girl goes to the garage and says, "Dad, may I take Belle for a walk around the block? I asked Mom, but she said the dog was in heat, and to come to you." Dad said, "Bring Belle over here." He took a rag, soaked it with gasoline, and scrubbed the dog's backside with it to disguise the scent, and said "OK, you can go now, but keep Belle on the leash and only go one time round the block." The little girl left and returned a few minutes later with no dog on the leash. Surprised, Dad asked, "Where's Belle?" (YOU'RE GONNA LOVE THIS!!!!!!!!! ) The little girl said, "She ran out of gas about halfway down the block, so another dog is pushing her home."

Hilarious House Of Frightenstein
Billy Van was the star of The Hilarious House of Frightenstein, but Vincent Price was the celebrity name that gave the show credibility, and probably led to wider distribution of the show than it would have otherwise seen. His role was that of comic narrator; from what was presumably supposed to be a balcony of the castle he gave spirited introductions to the sketches of all the featured players (save for the Wolfman) in sometimes amateurish but often clever rhyming verse. Counting the opening and closing sequences of the show, it meant that he usually appeared in each episode 8 times. Though he never actually appeared on screen with any of the other characters from the show (save Brucie), his poems suggested his character was a frequent castle guest and friend to all its inhabitants. Nearly every Vincent Price sequence featured props, with recurring ones being big floppy hands, a skull, and the ubiquitous beakers with coloured water and big chunks of dry ice spewing copious amounts of

Be Still & Listen
-author unknown- A man whispered, "God, speak to me" And a meadowlark sang. But, the man did not hear. So,the man yelled "God, speak to me" And the thunder rolled across the sky. But, the man did not listen. The man looked around and said. "God let me see you." And a star shined brightly. But the man did not notice. And, the man shouted. "God, show me a miracle" And a life was born. But, the man did not know. So,the man cried out in despair. "Touch me, God, and let me know You are here." Whereupon, God reached down and touched the man. But, the man brushed the butterfly away and walked on.

Rule #1
Thanks Fubar party people for Starting off this contest im Running on a great note... The competition seems to be really intense with @ least 4 competitors over 2000 votes allready.... I need to remind evry one to be sure to read and follow the rules of the contest.... Not everyone seem to be following rule #1... i dont wanna be unfair to any one so ive not been checking to see but i happened to check a few and i did notice that they hadnt fanned me and were voting....This is one of the few lil perk,i get from having this contest so Please if you havent yet follow all the rules including rule #1 Thank you very much, you participation is gr8ly appreciated by me and the contestants.. Rule for contest... 1.All contestants and voters must be a friend and fan,no exceptions(you will not be allowed to vote or enter if not) 2.Rates plus comments = total votes... self commenting is allowed & encouraged 3.Aug.3rd @ 7:00 pm thru Aug.11th @ 1:00 pm is contest duration 4.No downrat

1st Letter She Sent Me (04/08/07)
tracy martins Hi Sweetie How are you doing today...I was born in England and grow up in US..Since when i lose my parent i decide to follow my step mom to Nigeria cos she has been taking good care of me I would Love to meet you and get to know you better I am not here for game I am looking for a Man to spend the whole of my life with you seem to be the man i am looking forward to meet...Distance dont mean anything to me what matter most to me is True Love and Understanding...I love reading,listening to music,like action comedy movies,love meeting people far or near, i love been with friend and going out for camping and most of all been close to the nature..Am looking for a man that can make me happy and be there for me through thick and thin and that can help me find the treasure that i have lost and will see me through all my ups and down, a man that is loving caring,undestanding,that will respect my oppinion and most of all that play the game of love I am very outgoing,commun

None Fitting Close
The Subject for this week is None fitting clothing. It freaks me out when I see a big person with clothes on that are to small for there body. Im not hating Im a big girl to its just its getting taken a little to far. I see these woman that come into my job and some where spandex. Spandex is not the problem. The problem is these woman that wear these clothes and what happens. They wear the clothing to small and the clothing starts to roll up or even role down. I mean come on in public at least put on some clothes that fit and save to tiny crap for home. Also another thing that gets me is when you see these guys that like to wear these pants that are like 10 sizes to big and have to do the splits just about to keep the pants on. I mean come on now baggy is ok but I mean keep them on the but.

Congrats!
Well I cant sleep so i figure I would write a blog. Congrats to Barry Bonds for hitting # 755..lets keep em going Barry!! Also Congrats to A-Rod for # 500....I am a die hard yankee fan but Im not a fan of his but whatever. Good Job A-Rod...lol Im kind of bored with baseball though...I cant wait until football starts....as u can see from my previous blog, I posted the schedule for USC'S games...lol...Thats my team...ooohh I need to get the list for the active roster too...I mean Our quarterback is coming back....John Booty....Its gonna be a good season...I know it!! LETS GO TROJANS!!!! ok i think I am done rambling...lol

Heavenly Blessing
God is the biggest help in the World ...... I claimed it for you - now claim it for me. God has more than a thousand ways to provide for us, that we know nothing about. Here is your financial blessing! "Heavenly Father, most Gracious and Loving God, I pray to you that you abundantly bless my family and me. I know that you recognize, that a family is more than just a mother, father, sister, brother, husband and wife, but all who believe and trust in You. GOD, I send up a prayer request for financial blessing for not only the person who sent this to me, but for me and all that I have share this message with. And that the power of joined prayer by those who believe and trust in you is more powerful than anything! I thank you in advance for your blessings Lord, deliver the person reading this right now from debt and debt burdens and grant them good health and long life. Release your Godly wisdom that I may be a good steward over all that you have given me Lord, for I know

The Truth About My Sickness
for the last 4 years i have been sick.. i've got endometriosis. most people don't really know what that is. not really important i guess. but it has caused me to be in pain every day for the last 4 years... every day i wake up and i suffer... so my senior year of high school i decided to have surgery. when they " got in " they found that my condition was much worse than they thought that it was. i had a massive tumor that was thankfully benign. the dr. wanted to do an emergency hysterectomy at the time but my parents wouldn't consent to it because they didn't think that it would be what i wanted. i thought the surgery was my godsend..i thought it would help me..but after i healed and the pain from the surgery went away i felt better for maybe a month and the problems started back up again. that's when i went to the pain pills. and i stayed on them for a long time until the pain started to become so severe that even that didn't help. i ended up having another surgery, wher

Coheed And Cambria - Delirium Trigger
We're now, up here alone Terror on the intercom Can someone save us Systems malfunction Blast it this damn machine Over and out captain Something lurks Creeps on the counter top Somewhere behind you Parasitic cyst I can't stand to watch It's coming up and out of your chest (Remember when we were young) A-sit up, right on the table A photograph, of Earth feeding me a way back A-frightened I tear alone or maybe not The only one out there (Hello...) hello, when it rings will you answer? There, in the corner tall short stance it's you Come on, kill me You made a good friend, to me While you were outnumbered and torn They made us do things... Oh dear God, I don't feel alive When you're cut short of misery Will you pray it be the end Give a look, surprise, wide eyes to me Then you'll know just what I am The scar that triggers, you'll feel Come know me in a different light, now Come know me as God You made a good friend, to me While you were outnu

Against The Wind
Words and music by bob seger It seems like yesterday But it was long ago Janey was lovely, she was the queen of my nights There in the darkness with the radio playlng low And the secrets that we shared The mountains that we moved Caught like a wildfire out of control Till there was nothing left to burn and nothing left to prove And I remember what she said to me How she swore that it never would end I remember how she held me oh so tight Wish I didnt know now what I didnt know then Against the wind We were runnin against the wind We were young and strong, we were runnin Against the wind And the years rolled slowly past And I found myself alone Surrounded bv strangers I thought were my friends I found myself further and further from my home And I guess I lost my way There were oh so many roads I was living to run and running to live Never worried about paying or even how much I owed Moving eight miles a minute for months at a time Breaking all of the ru

Today's Horoscope
You're starting to hear from friends that a small secret about you is making the rounds. It's not such a big deal -- in fact, it might be for the best! There's no need to hire a public relations agent or start spin control. Note: This could be interesting

Feelin Out Of Sorts.
Not sure why. A bit....disoriented. It's quiet here. Cats are fed. Can't quite put my finger on it. Maybe it will pass. Maybe not. Either way, sleep will come. A new day happens. Dammit Did I feed the cats? ???

Something To Talk About
Days go by and i end up trying to make new friends to talk to or to get to know, I don't hide anything as long as you ask the questions. I know that if once I start talking that I tell you all about me then maybe you will know the real me for me.. Take time to get to know me and what I'm all about instead of thinking that I'm just another guy just trying to be a dog... I am a decent person and I know how to carry a decent conversation. you want to make the conversation interesting then fine, go right ahead I'm all game just get to know who I am first

Vacation
FOR MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS.........I WILL NOT BE ONLINE 8/9/07 THUR 8/12/07 FOR WE ARE GOING ON A FAMILY VACATION.......I WILL MISS YOU ALL AND I WILL CATCH UP TO ALL OF YA'LL WHEN I GET BACK HOME............MUCH LOVE, PEACE AND CHICKEN GREASE CHARLIE

Arms Spread Out
Comfort me cradle me Live for me arms spread out Temper lights a fire in me The shape of you breaking through Desired are the chosen few Standing on the edge of ecstasy The taste of your skin My body is giving in And I'm falling into you As you let yourself go To the edge of the world And I'm falling into you I'm falling into you Close your eyes and sacrifice I'll breathe you in till I get high The center of your world pulls me down Oceans rolling over me Crashing into you I see You call for me And I relive The taste of your skin My body is giving in And I'm falling into you As you let yourself go To the edge of the world And I'm falling into you I'm falling into you I come undone, I come undone, I come undone I come undone, I come undone, I come undone I come undone, I come undone, I come undone Comfort me cradle me Live for me arms spread out Temper lights a fire in me The shape of you breaking through Desired are the chosen few Standing

Thoughts
Thoughts Of You Thoughts of you have drifted near I sense them in my heart Along with all the sorrows not being with you has brought My tears are no longer empty they are filled with pain and such The sea they form is lovely yet deadly to the touch. When peaceful sleep encloses me I only dream of you These dreams are what hold me when my wishes don't come true This longing never ends and will never be satisfied Until my life is over and my heart and soul have died

I'm Back!!
It's been awhile! I kno... My summer life here kinda picked up, which is totally rad. I decided to get out, meet some people -- and quit sulking. So! I haven't forgotten about you guys here, who were willing to keep me occupied when I had NOTHING to do. I'm going to start stopping by again and stuff. Jasper! I've missed you the mostest. I hope you can forgive me :P I added a few new pics. Nothing fancy.

Three Men 12:50pm Thursday, Jul 5
Last night, we celebrated 231 years of All-American glory... Happy 4th of July. My flag hung, a solemn reference to the lives of my fellow brothers and sisters who've died for our country. My flag hung, a loud battle cry in the name of freedom and unity. Oh, how I love those stars and stripes... Even more proud am I, that I've chosen to fight alongside that flag; because on the day I die, everyone will know that I bleed red, white, and blue. So, we did it up, All-American style... A good ol' fashion barbeque in front of the barracks. Loud music, great food, some drinks, and the best of friends... There was no need to wish everyone here a Happy 4th. Every waking day of our lives we breathe for America. Each day at work, we do what it takes to ensure our nations freedom. What could possibly destroy such a joyous holiday? I'm about to tell you... First of all, if you are not in the mood for the sob story of yet another military man, then I highly advise that you stop reading right

Demon Lover
Are you out there tonight rock hard CockStar? Back me up against the wall, choke off my air As you burn into me with your hot horny stare Tie me to your bedposts, chain me to the wall Like a consort to Lucifer after his fall I'm young, willing, and able Ready to go Produce a Cat-o-Nine and I'll never say "No" I'm hot, wet, and ready before you arrive On my knees before you, I'll eat you alive Subconsciously, you know me Darkness as deep as the sea My lust is magnified as I moan my nightly plea Appear to me my Demon Lover Make me come over and over Fuck me high, pound me sober... Fill me up til my cup runneth over I long for your hands I dream of your lips... Hovering above my clit for a below thw waist kiss Make me cry Bind my wrists Spank my ass And I'm in Bliss Come to me my Demon Lover In quivering Lust, I wait Your Dark Paramour Forever yours to take

Depression 08-11-2007
Here it is, Saturday morning, and I'm working again. Why? I'm not real sure. Our group is caught up. But here I am, and I'm not even working my area. Once again, I'm an hour and a half away from my house, in a town I'm not that familiar with, doing tickets because another group can't keep up, and don't put in an honest days work. So that sets my mood for the day. I have banking that will not get done, because I won't be home in time. I have a yard full of weeks that I need to pull. I have a bathroom that needs to get finished painted and trimmed. My son just got home last night, I'd like to see him. But none of this matters, because people won't step up, and take responsibility for their actions. I'd like to go out, and see a band I like who's playing tonite, but I know deep down it will not happen. My wife works 12 hours, then is getting her haircut, then she'll come home and say she's too tired to go out. She'll tell me I should go out by myself, meet up with friends, a

The World's Greast Pick Up Artist
How A 20 Year Old Virgin Became The World's Greatest Pick Up Artist Is it really possible that a guy could go from having ZERO success with women in his teens and early twenties to just a few short years later... be dating a SUPERMODEL... have thousands of "notches" on his bedpost... and be referred to by many as "The World's Greatest Pick Up Artist"? Incredibly, the answer is YES. And what's even more incredible is the story of how it all happened... I was fortunate to meet a man several years ago who I consider to be the ROCKSTAR of meeting women. You may have heard of him - he's the main character in Neil Strauss' best selling book, "The Game"... has appeared on the Conan O'Brien show... and even has his own reality TV show in which he teaches other guys how to pick up women... He bills himself as, "The World's Greatest Pick Up Artist"... and it's a claim which no one on Earth can dispute. He's dated REAL super models, A-l

Finally
well finally only one week left till i go back to work, HOPE#FULLY!!!!!!!! if all goes well i hope to start back next sunday. well things are looking up, especially if i do go back to work, then i wont have to sit around all the time now, and i cant wait to go back to doing overtime, so i can make that money and live the nice life again instead of skimping by.... well wish me luck.

Good Morning
This is for anyone who woke up this morning and looked in the mirror and said " I survived another weekend!" This goes out to everyone that had to wake up and get dress and go to a job they did not want to go to. This goes out the anyone who rolled over and looked at the motherfucker next to them and said "you again" This is goes to all the heads that had to spark up as soon as their feet hit the ground! This is to all those that had to have a shot before brushing their teeth, You need to call AA!! This goes out to everyone who had to flip someone off while driving to work because some dumbass can't drive and talk on their cell phones! GOOD MORNING!! GOOD MORNING!

Poetry: "bitter Adversaries"
Bitter Adversaries Mind knows logically Heart feels emotionally The two battle constantly! Mind must be right Yet Heart won't give up its fight Heart skips a beat... Mind extolls all it's extensive knowledge Heart can't compete It hasn't a chance to even speak But ohh the pain Heart feels... Heart barely beats it feels so weak... Mind says "I told you so" Heart Arrests... . . . Mind feels the slow cold creeping of death Mind learns to regret Heart was right afterall! If caught between Mind's advice and Heart's will... Follow The Heart! By: ~Wren~

Time For Me To Leave And Not Come Back.
As of today.... I've come to decide and came to the conclusion that after being not on myspace or any of my other accounts on xpeeps and other sites etc. Over 8 days I was gone. It seems I didn't miss much nor was there anything worth wild to come back to. So I'm leaving and I'm not coming back for a while. Maybe I'll stop back on come this November... but other than that no real reason. Nobody asked me how I was doing or left me anything to come back to. So I thought what's the point? Those who did care and asked how I was and wanted to talk to me. Know of other ways to get a hold of me. Such as msn, yahoo once in blue moon with yahoo anymore though and the phone. I'm not needed so I might as well…. spend my time on other things more like workout, family, shooting, video games etc with time to spend... Though there is probably only one person who could get me to stay. But as far as I see it though, I feel as if there is no point anymore. So more than anything I won

Marinated Beef And Pasta Salad
Marinated Beef and Pasta Salad Next time you grill steak, be sure to save some leftovers for this colorful main-dish pasta salad, which is fragrant with fresh summer herbs. Servings: 4 to 6 Ingredients: * 1 pound mostaccioli pasta, uncooked * 2 tablespoons vegetable oil * 3 tablespoons lemon juice * 2 tablespoons red wine vinegar * 1/2 cup fresh parsley, chopped * 1 tablespoon fresh oregano, chopped * 1 tablespoon fresh thyme, chopped * 2 tablespoons Dijon mustard * 10 sliced mushrooms * 2 cups grilled flank steak, julienned * 2 cups snow peas, chopped in half * 1 red bell pepper, ribs and seeds removed, julienned * 1 yellow bell pepper, ribs and seeds removed, julienned * Salt and freshly ground pepper Directions: Prepare the pasta according to the package directions; drain. Set aside. In a large bowl, mix the vegetable oil, lemon juice, vinegar, parsley, oregano, thyme, mustard, mushrooms and be

Deleting My Page
i do not hear much from anyone anymore like i used to it seems as though once a person geta marrie dthey stop hearing from people they though was their friends so i am takin it into consideration of deleting my page here if i do and anyone wants to talk to me stil my yahoo i.d is kristie_congrove2000 or babydoll_1996@hotmail.com i hate to leave cuz i have met a lot of interesting folks on here but what is the point when noone will talk to ya to all the true friends i have on here thanks for being here for me i will never forget ya

Dying Spirit
Dying Spirit By; MHG a.k.a. Proud Mary SHE SITS, UNAWARE OF THE NOISE AROUND HER SHE THINKS WITHOUT ANY THOUGHT SHE CRIES WITHOUT ANY TEARS SHE’S HERE BUT GONE….. SHE LOOKS BUT DOESN’T SEE SHE HEARS BUT DON’T LISTEN SHE NEEDS A PLACE TO LAMENT THE DEATH OF HER SPIRIT HAS FINALLY COME A FRIEND SHE SEEKS BUT THEY NEVER STAY IT’S WARM, BUT OH SO COLD INSIDE HER CREEPING UP TO FREEZE HER GUTS GONE IS HER SMILE…. SHES INVULNERABLE, YET IN PAIN SHE HURTS AND CUTS DEEP TEARS FINALLY ROLL, ROLL UPON CHEEKS THAT’S COLDER THAN HER RAIN…. A SAD LONG WAIL A DEEP MOURNFUL MOAN SHE WHIMPERS, SHE CHOKES, SHE GAGS SHES ALIVE YET DEAD SAD TIRED EYES STARE BACK EMOTIONLESS, THE GRIN HAS SLOWLY FADED LAUGHTER TURNED INTO A SUBTERRANEAN GROAN SHES DRIFTING… SLIPPING…YES… SHES GONE…......

Would Like Everyones Opinion
Ok im just looking for opinions on this to see if anyone else see's this the way I do. I have this friend(a male) that is Christian, He married a Jehovah's Witness. When they met and married she was non-practicing. Well now she is practicing full time. They have two small children under the age of 5 and she is trying to force her views onto them with out talking with her husband first. I guess my question is if you knew that the person you love had a different religion than you would you force yours on them or make compromising? And would you force one view on your kids?

Together Forever
I want you in my life so much more then anyone else I want us to be together together forever I want to be loved for who I am not for who you want me to be I want your love no one else's I want to feel your touch soft in gentle like no other I want to hear your voice so calming in fear free I want to hear you say you love me more then anything I want your lips to kiss me for the very first time I want to walk with you hand in hand I want your arms around me so I feel safe in protected I want you to hold me just cause you can I want you to hold me even more when I cry I want your arms around my waist so they know that im yours I want you to be there when I need you most I want to be able to trust you so you keep my secrets deep inside I want you to love me for whats on the inside not the out I want you to tell the truth no matter how much it hurts I want you to say your sorry when you do somthing wrong I want to be with you just you in me I want your

Poem About Me
Surrounded by walls of my own making Best to leave the fantasy that dies over and over While I am prisoner to what brings me pain Best to live inside the walls of my own creation Then allow them to be taken down again I have not learned the lesson five times taught Five times given The price the same Knowledge of that price still I allow those walls to fall Only to put them back up Once again scarred because of my own folly No matter how many times I say it will never happen again I take the walls down and slowly, brick by brick I put them back up Only to be lashed by reality as they are put back Where they belong Where they once stood It is my lot in life to live behind those walls Protected from the mistake that I make over and over I will never learn the lesson About pretty words and smiles And once again I bear wounds that no one can see Even if I wished them to I expect no change And shall be wary of any I am now a jade figure Living in this world Where

Red Binder Solution
Received an email from a friend today. I don't drink a lot, but it is amazing what some lengths people will go to. The email stated: "I have compiled a Master Reference binder for all staff. Inside this binder you will find "solutions" to everyday problems. If you are having problems with the photocopier, having difficulty dealing with co-workers, having computer problems...please come and get the red binder and it will help you through your issue. Use the red binder for all issues...it is guaranteed to make you stress-free and relaxed." See photos as "Exhibit 1"!!

Uss New York
USS New York (LPD-21) From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia USS New York (LPD-21), a San Antonio-class amphibious transport dock, is the sixth ship of the United States Navy to be named for the state of New York. The ship is designed to deliver a fully-equipped battalion of 699 Marines. Shortly after 11 September 2001, Governor of New York George E. Pataki wrote a letter to Secretary of the Navy Gordon England requesting that the Navy bestow the name USS New York on a surface warship involved in the War on Terror in honor of September 11's victims. In his letter, the Governor said he understood state names are currently reserved for submarines, but asked for special consideration so the name could be given to a surface ship. The request was approved 28 August 2002. Oddly enough, a previous holder of the name, USS New York (BB-34), had its keel laid on September 11, 1911, exactly 90 years to the day before the WTC was attacked. Twenty-four tons of the steel used in its c

What I'm Doing Today
So I'll be on here for a couple of hours this morning and I'll be spending it bombing JeremyP. I just checked out where everyone is at on that contest and there are quite a few people that are already to 20,000 or almost there. There are only 10 winners! If we don't get him to 20,000 all the work we have done will not have gotten him anything! We don't want that to happen! I'll also be working on Rachael's and Kathys as well! Muahz

Red Ring Of Death
So recently my Xbox 360 finally got the 3 flashing red lights. Luckily thats covered under the Microsoft 3yr Warranty. The part that sucks the worst though, is that it will take 6-12 weeks for them to fix it, and send it back to me. This goes out to all the others that have had or are in the same boat as me.

How Would You Handle Yourself?
1.If you found out,the man or woman you were with was married to another and you? 2.What if they had a crimmal record and didnt tell you and you found out? 3.What if they had herpes, or gave you (STD) and later came and ask you for forgivness? 4. Can you forgive someone who is always hurting you? Can you still be a freind to them?

Support
ok im not to bigg on contest.... i have helped others out but usally im to tide up doing my thing which i so love to do but i get bored..... but i was wonderin if i happen to enter a contest how many of u could i count on???? just curious as to if i should or not.... plz let me know wat u think.... thanks.... have a great and wonderful nite.. yur friend Tongue....

My Fubar Friends
Although you are a friend of mine And shout box chats we exchange I would not know you on the street And doesn't that seem strange? You hold a place within my life we are fubar friends Unusual and unique We share ideals and special dreams And still we do not speak I picture what I think you are and all you mean to me do you do the same Perhaps you picture me? An intriguing game for both of us For someone we cannot see. So for this friendship we possess We owe this fubar server a debt Perhaps the charm lies in the fact That we have never met. Please do not judge me, and I will promise to do the same and forever in my eyes you'll always be a friend. We have to be Weary of our "online friends"; The reason for this comes from deep down within. Throughout our lives, from birth to the grave, Our impressions of others come from how they behave. We can touch them, feel them, see them, and hear, the truth of their words through a multi-sensed ear.

Fubar Looks Like Myspace! Omg...*heart Attack*
GIVE ME A FUCKING BREAK. YOUR SKIN IS STILL THERE, AND TO ME THE NEW LAYOUT IS ALOT EASIER THAN HAVING TO SEARCH PEOPLE'S PAGES FOR LINKS AND STASH, AND PICTURES AND SHIT. THIS SITE ISN'T MEANT TO BE UP TO YOUR STANDARDS. YOU SHOULD JUST BE GLAD THE SHIT'S STILL FREE. MY GOD, DONT' YOU PEOPLE HAVE ANYTHING BETTER TO DO THAN TO BITCH? GET A FUCKING LIFE. DAZZY *MOTHAFUCKIN* LYNN (GOT PROBLEMS WITH THIS? FEEL FREE TO E-MAIL ME AT XCURVYSPITFIREX@AOL.COM)

For Those Who Served & Fought For Our Freedom......
Take a man and put him alone, put him twelve thousand miles from home. Empty his heart of all but his blood, make him live in sweat, in mud. This is the life I have to live, this the soul to the Devil I give. You have your parties and drink your beer, while young men are dying over here. Plant your signs on the White House lawn; "Lets get out of Vietnam". Use your signs and have your fun, then refuse to use a gun. There's nothing else for you to do, then I'm supposed to die for you. There is one thing that you don't know; and that's where I think you should go! I'm already here and it's too late. I've traded all my love just for hate. I'll hate you till the day I die. You made me hear my buddy cry. I saw his leg and his blood shed, then I heard them say "This one's dead". It was a large price for him to pay, to let you live another day. He had the guts to fight and die, to keep the freedom you live by. By his dying your life he buys, but who gives a DAMN if a

Commenting Blocked
it wasn"t bad enought the stupid mother fuckers has had my customize"link on my online statics removed since the 15th of august and i can not write in my on online statics now the stupid sorry asses has blocked me from commenting for speaking my mind on the fucked up page design and now the stupid ticker we got to watch. this whole site right down to staff sucksbabyjesus and scrapper are the 2 behind it.and neither has the balls to reply to my messages

Giveme A Reason
This is another lonely morning It feels like another lonely night I'm almost sure I'll give up hoping Or shouldn't I give it one more try Give me a reason To hold on to this love Give me a reason To stay strong in my heart Show me a reason that I go on Words came straight from the start All alone Give me one good reason A reason to go on Did I just see a tear in your eyes Did I just miss a silent sign Is it the end or is it my mind Making it hard for you to try Give me a reason To hold on to this love Give me a reason To stay strong in my heart Show me a reason that I go on Words are straight from the start All alone Give me one good reason A reason to go on

Giving Up
Giving up When hate fills your eyes and like a lil bitch you fucking cry…You don’t know where to turn, all you can think about is when and why, when you want to walk away and never look back… When enough becomes enough and you just want to die, but all you can do is once again cry… Why, why is this getting to me why can’t I turn it off and walk away??? Why can’t I say I don’t care anymore and that you are not even worth this??? Why do I stand up for you when no one else will, when ever one else waits for you to fall on your face why and I there holding you up???? I fucking hate you and I wish you would die…Fucking Die already leave me alone…. by Satondra

My New Diet...
SO I'M STARTING MY DIET TODAY IT'S GONNA BE SO HARD BUT I'M GONNA DO IT..I'M DOING IT FOR MYSELF BECAUSE I WAS LOOKING AT MY PICTURES FROM LIKE 12 YEARS AGO AND I WAS SO BEAUTIFUL..NOT THAT I'M NOT NOW BUT I WAS A LOT SEXIER IN MY EYES. MEAT VEGGIES AND CHEESE THAT'S IT..20 CARBS A DAY IS WHAT I'M ALLOWED AND I'M GUARANTEED WITHOUT EXERCISE TO LOSE 3LBS A DAY.. I'M JOINING THE GYM TOO I THINK IT'S TIME FOR ME TO GET MY BODY BACK AND BECOME HEALTHIER...SO WISH ME LUCK GUYS CAUSE I'LL REALLY NEED IT..I'LL BE POSTING PIX TOO OF MY PROGRESS

Grilled Cajun Chicken
Grilled Cajun Chicken This superflavorful chicken recipe requires very little prep work. You can even add the spices to the chicken in the morning and let the breasts marinate in the fridge all day. Then just come home, fire up the grill and -- voila! -- dinner is served. Servings: 4 Ingredients: * 1 teaspoon salt * 1 teaspoon cayenne pepper * 1 teaspoon paprika * 1/2 teaspoon white pepper * 1/2 teaspoon black pepper * 1/2 teaspoon oregano * 1/4 teaspoon garlic powder * 1/4 teaspoon onion powder * 1/2 cup lemon juice * 1/4 cup vegetable oil * 4 skinless, boneless chicken breast halves Directions: Combine the dry spices in a small bowl. In a shallow glass dish large enough to hold the chicken in a single layer, place the lemon juice and oil. Add half of the spice mix; stir to combine. Add the chicken breasts, turning to coat both sides. Marinate for 30 to 60 minutes at room temperature or 2 to 3 hours (or overnig

Work With Me Lol
Ok If I dont leave you a comment right away please work with me . Im still tring to figure this place out lol . Slowly but surly i will and than I promise i will leave comments and such ! Thanks Tetisheri (giggles)

I Dont Get Some People
well here i am sittin here at pc and i come onto this site to chat and mingle with the friends i have made on here and reach out and try to meet others but theres a few on here that ya start to talk to rate their pics comment here and there on them then maybe a add friend and fan comes to play well theres been a few that allows this and then next thing ya know you are gettin blocked for no reason at all nothing is said or done wrong for that. for the people that i talk to regulary on here they know i am not like most the fellers on here to bash,and make some of the ladies on here uncomfortable in our conversations but i guess the ones that have blocked me either wanted points and thats it or idk whats the deal..it just bothers me cause im here to meet and make friends i dont care were im at on the list or were i rate but thats their perogative if they wish to do so theres some on here that dont give other people a chance or credit and if i go to a profile and rate pics and things a

From My Best Friend
To my friend We've been through thick and thin Get on each others nerves, talk shit to each other We make funny noises when were laughing at each other But yet we never seem to become distant. Or let others taint our judgment Why is that? Maybe its because we understand each other When I cant finish my thought, you finish it for me When you cant finish my thought, I just laugh Eventually something good and decent comes out of it But its worth the wait when it finally does. Maybe its because we are open minded and honest No matter how hurtful or hilarious the situation may be We dont pretend to be someone were not However we do pretend to think were always smart But no matter what we always admit when were wrong That trait is very hard to find, because pride makes people way to strong They say that two total opposites attract In our case they couldn't be more exact When all others thought wed never get along Amazing how they could never be more wrong. So

Free Speech Xpress Vol X No 22 June 8 2007
Delivering Weekly Censorship Updates to the Adult Entertainment Industry Vol. X, No. 22, June 8, 2007 - A Member Service of the Free Speech Coalition Stories without byline submitted by FSC contract writer, Scott Ross Contributing writers: Matt Gray and Dave Grimaldi X-Press Editor-in-Chief: Scott L. Lowther Special thanks to Cubik Corp. for formatting and Val Vizmanos for distribution Copyright 2007 Free Speech Coalition. Permission to reprint granted to FSC members; please give credit. Max Hardcore Indicted on Federal Obscenity Charges CHATSWORTH, CA - The Department of Justice indicted adult producer/director Max Hardcore on federal obscenity charges filed last week in Tampa, Florida. According to AVN, the ten-count indictment charges Hardcore with "transporting obscene matter via mail and computer." The indictment states that Hardcore "knowingly used an interactive computer service [...] in and affecting interstate commerce for the purpose of selling and distributing

Pain; Malevolence;poetry
People shielding themselves with an armor of ignorance, Walking around in a malevolent trance, Ceasing to see the path of their destruction, Muddling through each day, they barely function. Never understanding their negative impact on others, Their mothers, sisters, wives, children & brothers, Unfortunately, the children are the most harmed, Noone in this country, however, seems too much alarmed. Lost souls thriving for a place to be, As we overlook those with the greatest of needs, The homeless and abused, Mistreated and used, Like the child who is unloved and unwanted, The teenage crack whore, who will be forever haunted, How about the welfare mother, that can't afford to feed her babies, As we preach all our should haves, could haves, and maybes, No one knows what tomorrow will hold, The future is ours, just left to be told. Donna R. Forrest Copyright dated June 20, 2006

Motel Of White Locust
Couple pictures of my room after the little fire. So the walls have been painted and I love it. Here are some pics. Like you even care, but I love the way it turned out. Don't pay any mind to the messy bed. I never make it why should I it's just going to get unmade again. Now I need to get new bedding to match to walls, and new carpet since the fire burnt part of it and my puppy got in the paint and now there are blue paw prints all over my floor.

Sapphire
The sapphire is the crystal of faith, peace, and good fortune. Consequently, dreams of the sapphire relate to receiving or discovering these attributes in your own life. Whether you find the crystals or are given them by another character in the dream is crucial to determining what the dream may mean. If you find the sapphires on your own, you are probably needing to plumb the depths of your soul to find the peace or spiritual insights lacking in your life. If they are given to you by another, it is a sign that some spiritual mentoring, guidance, or direction is needed in your life.

A Short History Of Nearly Everything
A. Carolina parakeets fly up at the sounds of gunfire but return almost at once to check on fallen comrades. They've gone extinct because of humans. B. No part of your body is more than nine years old. Even parts of your liver and brain renew themselves. C. Darwin kept his theory to himself because he knew the storm it would cause. D. Fertilization is to the second, maybe to the nanosecond; if it had happened a nanosecond earlier or later, you would not be you. E. Anything that is true of E. coli must be true of elephants, only more so. Jacques Monod F. We had a massive ice age right before the Cambrian explosion: it ended because of volcanoes. "The idea is that we were saved by volcanoes." G. Because of our hands, our arms, and our ability to throw, we are the only creatures that can harm at a distance. H. "ONE OF THE HARDEST IDEAS FOR HUMANS TO ACCEPT IS THAT WE ARE NOT THE CULMINATION OF ANYTHING." Stephen Jay Gould I. The earth radiates heat, wh

People Piss Me Off.
I mean, I know it's me in the picture...but I have some idiot leaving me comments and telling me that a specific picture isn't me, he knows who it is and for me to take it down. Let's see, it's me a year ago when I still had my long brown hair, in my ex's bedroom WHILE he was in the shower and I had just gotten my new camera. The light if bright in the picture so he says it's a red head not a brunette. Why in the hell would I steal someone else's bathing suit picture when I have nudes up? What, it's the ONE picture you can't see my face in so that means it's not mine? Fucking dumbass.

Pickup Advice
I saw this on MSN and thought it was kinda entertaining.....so what do you all think. You agree with this junk or do you have better ideas for everyone? Bartenders’ best pickup advice - By Maggie Kim Few people have such a front-row seat to the dating and mating game as a bartender. Every night, these drink slingers watch would-be studs crash and burn, unlikely couples happily hook up, and more. Thanks to this experience, they’ve compiled a wealth of knowledge on the moves that work—not to mention those that bomb. Here, their best advice. Try this easy opener “I think the easiest way for a guy to start talking to a girl is to get next to her while she’s ordering her own drink and say, “That one’s on me.” Every girl will at least say thank you and if she’s interested, she’ll stick around and start a conversation.” —Gia Favia, Rino, Chicago Stand out with a signature drink “For both guys and girls, the meeting and hooking-up game is all about making an impression. I t