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I'm So Confused
I'm so confused on what I'm suppose to do in life rightg now. One minute my mom supports me 100 percent about getting a divorce, and then the next she doesn't. She pretty much told me today, that I need to try to make things work with my husband. How the hell am I suppose to forget about him cheating on me... I have no trust for him. He's currentally deployed... and I haven't heard from him in over two months, but yet he's able to pull out all the money from the account and leave me with nothing. She said that if I get divorced that I can pretty much set my mind on being alone for the rest of my life. Great mom huh!? I never wanted to be 22 and going through a divorce, but then again I didn't expect him to go off and cheat with me with the first available slut. I really wish this marriage would work out, but I'm to the point where im done trying. Who cares if I spend the rest of my life alone.... at least then I'll have a chance to be somewhat happy. Anyways.. just had to vent

Letting Yall Know Whats All Going On With Me In Detail
HEY YALL!!! I KNOW YALL HAVE BEEN WONDERING WHERE IVE BEEN .. WELL I'VE BEEN TRYING TO GET OVER MY BACK SURGERY ....ITS BEEN REALLY PAINFUL.... BUT I THINK IM GETTING A LITTLE BIT BETTER EVERYDAY ...AND I FIGURED I WOULD WRITE AND LET YALL KNOW THAT I HAVE BEEN MISSING YALL A BUNCH ...I'M NOT ALL THE WAY HEALED YET .....SO I'M NOT ABLE TO SIT FOR A PROLONGED TIME ....BUT I AM FORCING MYSELF TO SIT HERE ....LONG ENOUGH TO SPIT OUT A LETTER TO ALL OF YALL.......... CAUSE MOST OF YOU... I KNOW CARE ABOUT ME ....AND SOME OF YOU LOVE ME LIKE FAMILY... AND I KNOW YALL HAVE BEEN WORRIED ... AND I DON'T WANT YALL TO WORRY TO MUCH ... WELL THE DOCTOR SAID THAT MY LOWER LUMBAR 4/4/ AND 4/5/ DISCS WERE SLIPPED AND PINCHED... ALL THE FEELING TO MY KIDNEYS AND MY BLADDER WAS GONE....AND THE DISCS WERE PUSHING INTO MY SPINAL CORD ...AND MAKING MY RIGHT LEG PARALYZED ....I ALSO HAD A CONDITION CALLED DROPPED FOOT.... WHICH MEANT I COULDN'T MOVE MY TOES UP AND DOWN... SO HE SAID I NEEDED EMERGENC

Ordering Drinks...lol
Before you order a drink in public, you should read this! Seven New York City bartenders were asked if they could 'nail' a woman's personality based on what she drinks. Though interviewed separately, they concurred on almost all counts. The results: PART A: WOMEN-DRINKS, WHO THEY ARE, & YOU! Drink: Beer Personality: Causal, low-maintenance; down to earth. Your Approach: Challenge her to a game of pool. Drink: Blender Drinks Personality: Flaky, whiny, annoying; a pain in the ass. Your Approach: Avoid her, unless you want to be her cabana boy. Drink: Mixed Drinks Personality: Older, more refined, high maintenance, has very picky taste; knows EXACTLY what she wants. Your Approach: You won't have to approach her. If she's interested, she'll send YOU a drink.... .............. Drink: Wine (does not include White Zinfandel) Personality: Conservative and classy; sophisticated yet giggles. Your Approach: Tell her you love to travel and spend quiet evenings with fri

Last Night's Hawt Sexx
As promised, I field tested two prouducts last night, and here is the promised blog. Matthew and I had been giving looks and nudges at each other all night as we peered into the box of toys and such that got sent to my house. The toys, of course, will be passed around in parties, and I have my own, so of course none of those will be "tested" unless I buy my own. Howver, we saw the bottle of *FIREWORKS*, and the "Rolls Royce" of the line, the amazing *PURE SATISFACTION* This stuff retails at about 40 bucks a bottle. It is mostly for couples who are more mature, and could really use a boost in their lovemaking... of course, it doesn't hurt for some of us young adventurous types either. So I wrote my bulletin last night, and we grabbed the bottles. *FIREWORKS* is a cinnamon flavored warming liquid. I leaned my naked self above matthew in bed. I kissed him slowly and deeply, and nuzzeled my mouth into his neck. I love how solid he feels beneath me, with his soldiers body.

My Idiea Of The Purfect Partner ..lmao
Take This Survey at Quizopolis.comTaller then Me :-)Weight is no problem Hell I married a Red Head so hair color makes no difference to me ..lolOutgoing & a sense of HumorMust b Older. Older they are the better they are in bed...lol

Keep The Good Work Up!!!! I Love You All!!
OK GUYS I GOT A LITTLE OF A LEAD ON THE OTHER GIRLS IN "THE LOVELY LIPS CONTEST" AS FAR AS ON THE COMMENTS PART BUT STILL NEED LOTS MORE COMMENTS I HAVE SEEN THESE SAME GIRLS COME UP WITH OVER A 1000 COMMENTS IN NO TIME.. YOU GUYS ARE DOING A GREAT JOB AT HAVING MY BACK... I LOVE YOU ALL .... KEEP THE COMMENTS COMING TILL YOUR FINGERS HURT AND THEN REST AND DO IT AGAIN LMAO AND KEEP THE 10'S COMING ALSO. THERE WILL BE ONE WINNER BY JUDGES CHOICE, ONE ON COMMENTS AND ONE ON OVERALL RATING SO SURELY I WILL WIN ON 1 IF NOT ALL 3 LMAO!! SPREAD THE WORD AROUND TO YOUR FRIENDS AND SEND THEM MY WAY TO!!! THE CONTEST IM SURE WILL LAST AT LEAST TILL NEXT WEEKEND SO KEEP THE GOOD WORK UP!!! MUAHHHH YOU GUYS ARE THE GREATEST!!! HERE IS THE LINK ONCE AGAIN MUCH LOVE YOURHOOVERGIRL

Gov. How I Hate Thee!!!!!!!!!
Against it. If any of you out there are my friends, I ask you out of the kindness of my heart to repost this. If you're not my friend, I ask you search for the source compassion in your soul and repost this anyway. More importantly, if you're in a position to, DO something about it. This is about California legislation being passed to exterminate pit bulls. If it passes in California, it could be on it's way to anywhere. Someone has to try to make a difference...what if it were your pet? It would be great if Myspace could be used for something good other than getting dates. Please pass the word along and post this...so as many people can see this as possible.

Kinda Sad No One Even Notices......
I sit a lot n think ..imagine that huh...but I wonder honestly how many of the online "friends & family" actually give a rats behind as to whats goin on in your world.....well some like me do Yes i know sometimes Im moody n maybe i dont satisy EVERYONE in the way they wish but...I do try. I wrote this n thought well maybe somewhere along the way it might open some ones eyes. so here ..from me to my CT friends family fans to ALL of you ......... There are so many things in our lives that shape who we are..who we become..and who we allow ourselves to be. There are so many obstacles , trials and tribulations we all face conquer and overcome --but each lil one leaves a gap in our hearts and a hesitation in our minds. Hence the hatred and things going on between friends and strangers today. So many of us have scars not just physical scars but scars that run so deep inside it almost ruins our relationships with the outside world. Now granted the things we face in life are not always bad. We

Hkjh. Translation: The Devil Hates Plaid Umbrellas
i felt like writing a blog...but i didn't know what i should write one about...so, i decided to go to google and type in some random letters....well...sort of....in actuality, i gave the keyboard a headbutt in tribute to the recently departed bam bam bigelow. the results of the headbutt were the letters 'hkjh'. so, i typed it in to google image search and became horrified at what grotesque images awaited me... alright...so the images didn't start out so awful...in fact, they actually seemed friendly. that little archway glowed as if it was the gateway to heaven itself. it made me feel safe and cozy....full of warmth....of joy...it made me feel all warm like a freshly cooked meal... ...which ironically was one of the next pictures to appear...but wait....i think....yes, i think i see onion in that piece of culinary art....onion, of course, is the vegetable of satan...and, of course, there appears to be beans and such in there....beans cause gas....and from what my catholic friends tel

Bulletion Done By Me Rush
1. At least 2 people in this world love you so much they would die for you. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. If not for you, someone may not be living. 8. You are special and unique. 9. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world. 12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it. 13. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude rem

Let Our Voices Be Heard
LET OUR VOICES BE HEARD Life in the 21st century should be easy sailing for all people, but as you and I both know it is not. With the massive Jewish influence in the media, the government sponsoring terrorists through funding of Israel and the blacks and mestizo gaining unchecked access to our borders. The life for a white man has become regressive to the first time we settled our lands. Instead of us fighting Indians now we are forced to fight the illegal’s flooding our borders on an hourly basis, instead of building towns and technologies we are forced to protect them. With knowledge being controlled and news being censored it has become ever so present that the white race is under siege by the Jew and their hate filled agenda. More and more of our children are being brainwashed and being lead to believe that they should be ashamed of the race they come from. The way of life we live has come under constant attack from the would be un-doers of our race, with the control in t

Cigarette, The Sweaty Hair
Everyone has a path, so it seems, some choose a map and don't stray, some can't find the map, some can't read the map, for those who don't know their own path, what happens? I was asked to do something that is so wrong by someone who will say anything. I hate him for that, i think hate is a wasted emotion but this time it feel right. I never hate forever, i only hate out of anger, how dare he, the words, love, care, compassion, he know what they are, just can't apply them to life. It all about me fits... x has signed out. (1/8/2007 7:11 PM)the Current mood: x: yes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hard to think like that, mind over matter. Its amazing how one second can mean a year can mean nothing. Gompers pk... nothing..

You Are A Great Champion
You are a great champion, when you ran the ground shook, and the sky opened, mere mortals parted, and you met me in the winners circle, and i layed a blanket of flowers on your back. I will see you in the winners circle, Return to the mother, she will tend to you until i return to your side T.J. Maxx 0045 20070123

What I Have Lost
Why does it hurt so bad? To lose something I never had. To have these feelings and nothing to do. Just to sit around and wait for you. Why is it hard to move on? When all my feelings for you should be gone. In my soul when you are around. Your name is a beautiful sound. Now all I can do is wonder How I lost it all in a blunder. By not telling you how I feel, Trying to act like it's no big deal. Now I know the nature of my errors I just wish I can get rid of my cares Yet I know my heart won't let me Get rid of the person who fills me with glee. Just by hearing your sweet name Knowing my feeling for you are just the same. I must move on to a new life. Leaving behind the feelings and strife. I am only human and I am weak, But for you, there was a beautiful streak. I would do anything to repeat that day, When you hung on my words waiting to say. Now I am on a new track, Knowing that I can't have you back. No matt

Cherry Tap Love Letters!!!!!!!
Im not much intrested in cheap cyber play email a dick just isnt my way your touching yourself holds no intrest for me. unless you are mine your cock i dont wish to see I wont show you what you have no right to ask for if this isnt acceptable i can show you the door!! Doesnt make me a bitch becuse i wont dirty cam you google some porn links, you know what to do god gave you two hands so you fix your own issues and to clean up the mess man made the tissues so dont shoutbox me to help with the fix becuse im not intrested in random dicks may make me a bitch to flat out refuse you but apperntly you cant catch a clear clue here the anserw to your well thought out question your you wanna fuck was hard on my digestion so exuse me pls while I either laugh or hurl while im gone pls find some other girl

Wii
I finally got my hands on the new Nintendo WII yesterday. It is a really good system. I love the interactive capabilities. My friends and I were playing drunken bowling the other day. The object is that you have to take a shot if you don't get at least a spare in each round. Needless to say that after ten rounds, we were all drunk! Wonder what other games would make good party games? It's always more fun to play with friends.

Miss You
Well, it has only been a few days and I miss you. I worry, but you know me. I always worry. Probably will kill me one day. *smiles* I know that there has not been a week or day that has gone by that I have not thought of you with a smile, a tear, or wonder. I belong to you. I will always belong to you. You are my breath, my soul, my heart. You are my strength and my weakness. You are my anger along with my happiness. When I am not with you, I cry. When I am with you I cry. Not the same, but they are the same. You are my darkness and my light. If I lose you now there will be no other. I know I have said it before, but there is no other. There is no other that rules me. There is no other that can destroy me with simple words. Even writing this gives you too much power. I am obsessed. I have never been obsessed before. There is no other. There will be no other. There is only a Master. There is only my love. There is only my friend. There is only my heart. I miss

What Type Of Dragon Are You???
What dragon species are you? (Stunning pics) Ultimate Elemental DragonYou are the true ultimate dragon. You have the powers of all the other elemental dragons. You control everything and have interests in every part. for example the fire dragon loves things to do with fire whereas you like fire, water, lightning etc etc. You are considered dragon royalty.(NOTE: THIS DRAGON WAS HAND DRAWN BY ME)Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

What
Virgo You are shy at first, and because of that, it is hard for you to find lots of random sex partners. You are very intelligent and very into sex. You will only have sex with clean people, because you are afraid of getting an STD. You are also very kinky and imaginative in the sack. Your partners always have a hard time keeping up with you. Sex matches: Taurus, Capricorn, Scorpio Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

I'm Bored!
If You're Looking For Someone To Talk To, If Your Mom Is Looking For Someone To Talk To, If Your Best Friend From When You Were 5 Is Looking For Someone To Talk To, Write To Me Or Send Them My Way! I Want To Hear From You Guys, I Want To Make Some Actual Friends Here! What Do You Say? Anyone Interested? I Know There Has To Be At Least One Friendly Person Out There! Hope To Hear From All Of You Really Soon!

Party!!!!
hey you i can't wait for tonite i am going to get so fuckin wasted i cant help myself finally i get away from my mom and have some fun. i'm goning to rupert to meg's birthday party. she kewl cuzz she's down with the clown. i got her some bath stuff, a haloween candle, and a hachet. well g2g. TOY

Ut Oh
I WILL BE MOVING FOR THE NEXT 36 HOURS, SO IF YOU ALL COULD PLEASE KEEP THE VOTES UP FOR ME I WOULD BE SOOOOOOO GRATEFUL AND TRY TO GET AS MANY COMMENT BOMBERS FOR ME AS POSSIBLE. LET'S WIN THIS ONE TOGETHER... IF EVER ANY OF U ARE IN A CONTEST U BEST BELIEVE IMMA BE THERE BOMBIN THE SHIT OUTTA U! THANKS

Why Is It....
that others can troll for my aid in things and if I can help I do....but when it comes to me asking for aid, NO ONE comes to help me?? Thats just so worng and unfair.... I have been working hard on Jenna's Yahoo Group that I now co-own with her and as usal people are their usual apathetic selves and not helping me... I got news for you....If you arent willing to help me then dont ask me for help with whatever you have going... Im sick and tired of things being so one-sided and people being so damned selfish...

Hey This Is Jc
How the hell do you do shit on this site, man this shit is confusing. I dont know how to do anything on this site yet so can some people add me as there freinds or whatever I am suppose to be doing. Thanks JC

Baby John
Welcome my angel.....You have grandpa's name.. mom's loveing hands.. and grandma to hold you..and a big brother and sister to show you the right way to drive us all crazy.. you are very loved by all of us..

Penis Research
Penis Research There was a question in the scientific community regarding the need for the head of a man's penis. Three different countries assigned groups of scientists to determine just why a man's penis had a head. The French research group spent 1.4 million dollars to discover that the head of the penis was to provide pleasure for a woman during the act of sexual intercourse. The American research group spent 2.8 million dollars to discover that the head of the man's penis was to provide pleasure for a man during the act of sexual intercourse. The Italian research group spent $1.47 to discover that the head of the man's penis was to keep your hand from flying off and hitting you in the forehead during masturbation.

Legend Of Violet/iroquios
Legend Of The Violet / Iroquois Many Moons before the white man came to the land of the Red Indian, there lived a young warrior who was the pride of his tribe; for dangerous deeds had he accomplished for the good of his people. He had slain the Great Heron that destroyed their children, and he had brought back from the Mountain of the Witches the healing roots that cured the plague. Once when he led a band of warriors against another tribe, he saw in the lodge of one of his enemies a maiden so gentle and lovely that he longed to have her for his wigwam. But because of the strife between the two tribes, he could not buy her with quills of the Wampum Bird. So after he had returned victorious with his warriors to his own village, he often thought of the maiden, and how, unless he could light his wigwam with the brightness of her eyes, he would no longer lead out his young men to battle. At last he went forth alone, and hid in the woods near the village of his enemies. There h

What Perfume Are You
Your Perfume is Glow Fresh, sexy, and clean. You're real, intimate, and exciting. Your lush sensuality appeals to men... And you're as sexy as Jennifer Lopez. Power scents: Orange flower, grapefruit, and citrus. What Perfume Are You?

The Truth About The Ladies Room
When you have to visit a public bathroom, you usually find a line of women, so you smile politely and take your place. Once it's your turn, you check for feet under the stall doors. Every stall is occupied. Finally, a door opens and you dash in, nearly knocking down the woman leaving the stall. You get in to find the door won't latch. It doesn't matter. The dispenser for the modern "seat covers" (invented by someone's Mom, no doubt) is handy, but empty. You would hang your purse on the door hook, if there were one, but there isn't - so you carefully but quickly drape it around your neck, (Mom would turn over in her grave if you put it on the FLOOR!), yank down your pants, and assume "The Stance." In this position your aging, toneless thigh muscles begin to shake. You'd love to sit down, but you certainly hadn't taken time to wipe the seat or lay toilet paper on it, so you hold "The Stance." To take your mind off your trembling thighs, you reach for what you disco

Broken Home.
Stumbling through the wasteland of this place I once called home wandering through the darkness forced to face it all alone. This was once my solace. It was once a happy place. But it will never be again until I see your face.

2 Feb 07 - Friday
2 Feb 07 - Friday 1859 Havelock Ellis US physician/sexologist (Psychology of Sex) 1890 Charles Correll actor (Andy-Amos & Andy radio program) 1927 Stan Getz jazz tenor saxophonist (Benny Goodman, Jimmy Dorsey) 1934 [Clyde] Skip Batten Los Angeles CA, rocker (Byrds) 1942 Graham Nash rocker (Crosby, Stills, Nash & Young) 1946 Howard Bellamy Darby FL, vocalist (Bellamy Brothers) 1947 Farrah Fawcett 1947 Peter Lucia rock drummer (Tommy James & Shondells) 1948 Alan McKay rocker (Earth Wind & Fire) 1949 Ross Valory San Francisco CA, rock bassist (Journey) 1954 Christie Brinkley 1955 Brent Spiner Houston TX, actor (Data-Star Trek the Next Generation) 1963 Pebbles Flintstone fictional character on "The Flintstones" 2338 Data android character on Star Trek Next Generation 1829 Madman Jonathan Martin sets York Cathedral afire, does £60,000 damage 1848 Treaty of Guadalupe Hidalgo ends Mexican War 1863 Samuel Clemens becomes Mark Twain for 1st time 1882 Knights of Columbus fo

People Perceptions
This is prompted because of people perceptions or should i say misperceptions about people the one that i am hitting are based off of self experiance so please feel free in comments to add more. Because He Is A Soldier This one always sends me off the deep end. Just because i am trained to do things that most people could not have the stomach or the fucken nuts to do I must be a heartless violent fuck. Well guess the fuck what you are wrong. Yes i will admit every once in awhiile a crazy ass fucker makes it into the military which is where i think this idea comes from. Yes just like any other person i can have a temper but christ almighty i am human just like you. Just because i know that i can place a shoot in a 1 inch circle 1 1/2 miles away does not mean i am going to use that skill on anything other than a deer. Yes as a combat soldier the military teaches you to tap into that primal and more violent side that is in every single person but i also must say they also teach you

Big Day Tomorrow!!! Colts Win Big.....
I've been listening to everyone talking about the big game tomorrow, and it's funny how so many people think the Colts don't have a chance. Granted, the Bears are the best team in the NFC and deserve to be at the Super Bowl. Maybe I feel like Dennis Green when he lost his mind after the Bears came back to beat the Cardinals. "If you're gonna crown their ass before the game is over, then do it!!!". But for now, the game hasn't been yet. And I tried my best to keep it neutral and keep up good sportsmanship, but among the rabid Bears fans I've ran across (especially when I had to go to Chicago and it's suburb towns yesterday LOL), the sore-loser bunch of Patriot fans I've met, and the whole gambit of naysayers, I'm gettin' tired of being a quiet Colts fan. Guess it's time to show my colors. BLUE AND WHITE!!! I've watched my Colts ever since they came to Indianapolis in 1985. I remember the 1997 AFC Championship game when we were a miracle Hail Mary play away from the big dance. I wa

My Turn To Purge
Push me away, ignore my love Do just as you have done It seems our fairytale is over Although it had only just begun You chose to carry your burden alone And for you I feel a great sorrow Because sadness, I know, is easier shared Yet, we're waking up alone tomorrow I can't understand the choices you make By pushing away someone who loves you And my heart just can't stand another break Aftar all that it's already been through I know that I put my all into this My soul, my time, my tears and dedication I wish that was enough to have helped you through So you wouldn't give in to your hurt and frustration But it's over now, I'll walk away Another chapter in my book is done I'll turn around and try to pretend I wasn't sure you were the one.

The Final Outcome
HAMMIE:Have you had a chance to look at my complaint? SCRAPPER:Yea, please read term 7, block and ignore. HAMMIE: That won't work scrapper. I know she's on your family list...but she makes a ton of accounts, gets to level three, and smashes everyone she has a percieved grudge against. I'm banned from mumming because of her, and because one of your folks apparently didn't bother reading the mumm. So what you're telling me is that every time a new account of hers comes around, I can expect to get wasted, right? Because that is what I am hearing. SCRAPPER:Who is on my family list???? You are making no sense...tons of members add me to their family list. I can't stop them. It doesnt mean i even know them. I suggest blocking and ignoring. Thats all you can do. Sorry. HAMMIE:So do I get my mumm priviledges back? SCRAPPER: you are active HAMMIE:Thank you Scrapper SCRAPPER: no prob...just block and ignore the haters. It appears that he just isn;t grasping the fact t

~~ Quiz Time Everybody ~~
A-2-Z About Me Survey by bamachic49{---Basics---}Name: deannaNickname(s): deeAge: 38Birthday: april 2ndBirthplace: anderson,indianaCurrent Location: bloomington,illinoisEye Color: bedroom brownHair Color: long blondishHeight: 5'5Weight: 137lbsLefty or Righty: rightyZodiac Sign: ariesWhat Do You Drive: like most pplScreenname: diet_d3w_g1rl{---Favorites---}Color: purpleNumber: dont really have oneBand: trace adkins not really a bandMusic Genre: 80'sTV Show: csi Movie: dazed and confusedActor: not sureActress: not sureKind of Movie: horror so i can cuddleCartoon: roadrunnerSport: nascar DALE JR ROCKSFast Food Restaurant: dont really have oneFood: dont eat muchIce Cream: cookie doughCereal: honey combsCandy:

Me Myself And I After Thinking Alot....
u know i have always wondered what was good enough....apparently peoples expectations are extremely high...in fact to high for me....the drama and bullshit i face on a daily basis is enough to make me want to take a hammer to my head...u know i have this new outlook on life...people are fuckin perverted assholes who just dont understand the word no...i sware its a hard concept to get but life sucks like that and im the one that has to put up with it on a daily basis.... i have learned a few things over the past few weeks...i know who my true friends.... those are the people that have a normal conversation with me on a daily basis...those are the ones that take the time to care and ask me how my day was..they are the ones who could care less what i look like naked or want to just talked about sex...they are the ones who care about me as a person...thats all im asking for....is a lil respect.... respect from the pervs who are on this site to see boobs and ass....grow the fuck up and r

I Think I'm Getting Carried Away
I think i'm gettin a little carried away putting too many 'cutsie' things on my page... i mean really! a H.R. Puff n Stuff video?! LOL Is anybody out here old enough to even know what that is?

Witch One Are You
A Native American grandfather was talking to his grandson about how he felt .He said "I feel as if i have two wolves fighting in my heart .One wolf is the vengeful ,violent one and the other one is the loving compassionate one" .The grandson asked him " Witch one will win the fight in your heart?"The grandfather answered " the one I feed " BlackHawk

New Life
destined for something greater. thats what i felt today. i talked to a couple of friends and realized that everyone feels like there destined for something important, at least once in a while. so the question is what can i do that someone else can't. i guess i am about to find out, or die trying. oh yeah, i like beer.

When In Troubled Times
When in troubled times I doubt myself, I feel lost and alone. Darkness falls around me as I walk alone, trying to find a ray of hope and light to show me the way. Stumbling I fall and lay still on the ground, eyes closed and pray for a sign, some hope to help me get up and go. And then like an angel, my friend appears, reaching down to help me up. Brushing me off, you hold me close, helping me take my first step after my fall. I don’t even have to see your smile, because I feel it way down deep into my heart. I feel the glow of your heart, and it warms my soul, from the bitter cold of loneliness, to the warm embers of my friends love for me. We walk along and you slowly release me, from holding me close to just holding my hand. And after a time you walk away from me, telling me you will be with me always. And even when you’re away I feel you close to me, holding me, keeping me close to you. I don’t have to wonder where you are because even though your not standing here holding my han

"the Weapons Of Life..."
"The Weapons of Life" We as individuals live our lives each day unaware of the weapons we carry with us... Weapons of the mind and soul that can cause much more damage than any physical pain or any modern means of weaponry... Words and thought, the two strongest weapons in existence... Think and hear what is being said... Words and human thought can kill a people and destroy civilizations... The mind can cause, wars, chaos, mass destruction, and death worldwide... Our destruction... Human thought is the deadliest weapon never to be created in existence... Unfortunately, this is a gift given to us which has been expoited and taken for granted just as every other gift of knowledge has been over the years... With the mouth cooperating with your mind willingly, there is no limit to the mayhem that can and will be caused... There will never be an end, only ours... The laws of nature already state... Kill or be killed and survival of the fittest...

Crazy Morning!
Interesting way to start the day! I fainted, for the second time in my life and landed face first, apparently. Lovely! Nice goose egg on my forehead. My nose hurts, but I have one of those turned up noses that is soft and squishy - didn't break anything, thank the Goddess! My neck is killing me however. So, I'll call Stacey and see if she has time to work on my neck today! I'll live, much humbled, lol!! Oh, my glasses also need major straightening - at least they didn't break! My work day will start a tad later, after I get the glasses fixed! Can't drive far without my glasses, lol! Daily weather update: -6 degrees at the moment, with a projected high of 13 above. Gosh, a heat wave!!! Please be advised, all picture taking is on hold until my bruises clear up, lmao! Yes, I'm a little vain!! Have a fantastic day, everyone! Much love and hugs to the whole bunch of you, lol! Blessings all over the map! I treasure you friendship, everyone! Be safe.

Dangit
Some of you know but lately I've had an ear infection, well its gotten so bad I'm gonna have to go into the hospital and have my ear drained. I have to be knocked out and whatever and may even lose some hearing afterwards. kinda bummed...

Dream Lover
Kelley woke with a start. "Where am I", she thought. Looking around nothingwas familiar. It looked like she was in a trailer and older one but none the less a trailer. How did she get there she didn't know. Last thing she remembmer was seeing Duke come up to her. Duke was a guy Kelley seen some aroudn their small town. He's the best looking guy in town and every woman wanted him. The last thing Kelley remembered was him! He was talkign to her and she remembered his hand coming out to her and then nothing. She must have fainted. No food for a few days woudl do that to you. No one knew that Kelley had no food and was living out of her car and when possible freinds homes. "I told you no! That is final!" came an angery voice in the hall. Kelley crept to the door of the room she was in. It was unlocked. Good. Down the hall she crept till she foudn the room she was looking for. In that room were several men she didn't know and

No Questions Please...
I've been doing some thinking for the past few hours... (I know, that's dangerous, but hey, I do think about things sometimes!!!) LOL Anyway, as everyone else does, I have some faults ... some I'm not very proud of and some that do nothing but hurt others, no matter how hard I try to keep those faults out of things, they still rise up and hurt... Recently, one of those faults rose up and hurt someone I care about... For this, I've apologized over and over again. Yes, I know, saying your sorry only does so much ... but I also know that all I can do now, is to prove how sorry I am ... and for what I've done, and for the person I care about, I will do everything in my power to prove it. I can only hope that the person that I've hurt, reads this and understands how hard it was for me to type this out for all to see... I also hope they realize just how sorry I am ... and someday, they will forgive me. So you see my friends, I'm not perfect, no one is ... but I also know that wh

This Is My Friend
all of my friends i would like for you to meet a dear friend of mine her new name is khaotic cowgirl she is recently wed to chaotic cowboy (a ct wedding). Ok she is in a contest and needs all the votes she can get she is dear to me so could all of my friends go and support her the link is here thanks to all my friends huggs to the laddys and handshakes to all my guy friends.

Fill This Out
Fill this out, 1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. How have I affected you? 5. What do you think of me? 6. What's the fondest memory you have of me? 7. How long do you think we will be friends? 8. Do you love me? 9. Do you have a crush on me? 10. Would you kiss me? 11. Would you hug me? 12. Physically, what stands out? 13. Emotionally, what stands out? 14. Do you wish i was cooler? 15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I? 16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 17. Am I loveable? 18. How long have you known me? 19. Describe me in 3 words 20. What was your first impression? 21. Do you still think that way about me now? 22. What do you think my weakness is? 23. Do you think i'll get married? 24. What makes me happy? 25. What makes me sad? 26. What reminds you of me? 27. If you could give me anything what would it be? 28. How well do you know me? 29. Do you wish to get to know me more? 30. Ever wanted to tell

Best Female/male Style Contest
BEST MALE/FEMALE STYLE CONTEST 1. I Will Not Vote For Anyone In This Contest. 2: It Goes By Most Comments And You And Your Friends Are Allowed To Leave As Many As You Like. 3. The First Part Of This Contest To Determine The Top 5 For The Second Part Of The Contest Will Run From Friday (9th 4pm PST) Afternoon To Wednesday (14th 4pm PST) Afternoon. Top 5 Winners Will All Receive A Ring. Those Top 5 Players Will Then Move On To The Next Round And Compete For The 3 Day Blast. That Part Will Run From Thursday (15th 3pm PST) Afternoon To Tuesday (20th 3pm PST) Afternoon. 4. You Can Promote ANY WAY You Would Like. 5. Anyone Causing Problems For Another Contestant Will Be Automatically Disqualified. 6. Last Rule Is Have Fun!! :)

Poetry12
PALE ANGEL Pale Angel She walks with silent feet. Who is this pale angel? With coal black wings, And a blue-golden stare. Many know her name. Few know her. Even fewer know the real her. Sky??They whisper behind her back. Her pale fingers trail fire in their wake. Giving or taking the life depends on her mood. Mummering begins again as she makes her way To a new room, Another life Life? Death? Her dark hair covers her face as she enters Cool breath stops suddenly. Anger swells in her beautiful eyes Yelling and shouting begins outside the door. With a wave of her hand the door closes, Closing out the noise and anger. Her eyes never leaving the pale little girl on the bed. Screams Pain Hate Nothing She smiles a faint smile The light never reaching her eyes She whispers softly The girl stirs You live she mummers She tugs out one of her beautiful feather Placing it on the girls bed She mummers He will leave you alone now Quietness Nothing said She

Poetry13
UNDER THE FULL MOON Man and girl walk under the full moon, their faces enjoy the breeze of cool. Her heart starts beating at a quickened pace as she looks into her boyfriend's face, his face, pale as the moon, And wonders: "Will it happen soon?" They come to a green field of dark, where, at daylight, stands the park. Her dark eyes see nothing there. "Good," she whispers, and flips her raven hair. "If you love me, love me!" says she "If so ye will," answers he. She lies on the grass of cold and feels his breath most bold Now, her whole body shakes, fearing that from the dream she wakes. his hand travels to her lips and there it gently grips. she sees his teeth of withe, those sharp blades of night. And oddly, she starts to fear, that he didn't hold her dear. she starts to kick and swing, yet it does not harm the darkness king. His hand muffles her shriek and her punches to her seem weak. He bites her flesh of neck and sh

Whats In A Picture?
Whats in a picture but just a face. It doesn't really say much about the person in it. Most of the time it doesn't really resemble the real person in it. Some of us take really good pictures but are not that great face to face and some of us take really bad pictures but are awesome people in person. So don't discriminate when you see a face because you never know just how you look through other peoples eyes.

I Hate Guys
Just cause I go over my bf's place once uninvited, he all of the sudden won't talk to me. I got a hold of him yesterday and he said he'd call me today after work. Well, no call! I did nothing wrong. Im so mad.... would you be mad if your gf came by unexpected ONE time??

Couple Contest Over On The 14th Hurry And Comment Bomb Ur Pics People!
~~ Okay Hottiest cuple for valetines contest ~~ Okay I need pics of couples for my contest. 1st couple is...... with 10 comments 2nd couple is...... with 2 comments 3rd couple is...... with 1 comments 4th couple is...... with 1 comments 5th couple is...... with 1 comments If you want to enter send me your link to your pic and i'll enter you. okay this contest will start on the 10th to the 14th . Yes only 4 days long. Couple who win will get both VIP gift and VIC gift + Dozen Roses. Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~UBER MARIA ..Angel Family Founder~~@ CherryTAP

Top Ten Quotes From Dante's Divine Comedy
Top Ten Quotes 1) “‘And are you Virgil, you the fountain that freely pours so rich a stream of speech?’ I answered him with shame upon my brow. ‘O light and honor of all other poets, may my long study and the intense love that made me search your volume serve me now. You are my master and my author, you—the only one from whom my writing drew the noble style for which I have been honored…’” [Dante’s first words to Virgil upon meeting him in the dark wood before their journey into Hell. Canto I, Inferno] 2) “And when, with gladness in his face, he placed his hand upon my own, to comfort me, he drew me in among the hidden things. Here sighs and lamentations and loud cries were echoing across the starless air, so that, as soon as I set out, I wept. Strange utterances, horrible pronouncements, accents of anger, words of suffering, and voices shrill and faint, and beating hands—all went to make tumult that will whirl forever through that turbid, timeless air, like sand that

Attn: Angel Family And Everyone!
~~ I want to tell everyone.......~~ I will be getting married to this wonderful man As soon as we can get a hold of a pastor that will do it. Will be held in the Angel Lounge more info to come...... thanks to everyone, Maria & Mike

Another Day At The Office(nsfw)
A story written by me, now posted on literotica by me. steal it and I will punch you in the head several times because I took me weeks to write this. The alarm on the clock buzzed in the normal tone, just like it did every other day. However, some how, today felt different. Pushing the bed sheets off her scantly clad self Michelle made her way to the bathroom. Her bare feet softly padding on the plush carpet beneath her feet. Entering the bathroom she turned on the water to the shower, tested it, and then proceeded to undress. Bending at the waist she pulled down the pastel pink colored the material slipping from between her ass cheeks with little resistance. Flicking them off to the side she pulled off the black cami she had on letting her perk round breasts hang free. Finally she reached up and pulled the hair tie from her ebony hair. Holding that pose she turned to look at herself in the mirror. Her slender figure curvy in all the right parts and her long hair bunched in he

Quotes On Life
You're alive. Do something. The directive in life, the moral imperative was so uncomplicated. It could be expressed in single words, not complete sentences. It sounded like this: Look. Listen. Choose. Act. Barbara Hall, A Summons to New Orleans, 2000 The first step to getting the things you want out of life is this: Decide what you want. Ben Stein Not a shred of evidence exists in favor of the idea that life is serious. Brendan Gill Life is a foreign language; all men mispronounce it. Christopher Morley (1890 - 1957) The purpose of life is to fight maturity. Dick Werthimer Oh, life is a glorious cycle of song, A medley of extemporanea; And love is a thing that can never go wrong; And I am Marie of Romania. Dorothy Parker (1893 - 1967), Not So Deep as a Well (1937), "Comment" It's not true that life is one damn thing after another; it is one damn thing over and over. Edna St. Vincent Millay (1892 - 1950) Life is just one damned thing after another. Elb

Quotes On Love
Never pretend to a love which you do not actually feel, for love is not ours to command. Alan Watts To love deeply in one direction makes us more loving in all others. Anne-Sophie Swetchine Perhaps the feelings that we experience when we are in love represent a normal state. Being in love shows a person who he should be. Anton Chekhov (1860 - 1904) To fear love is to fear life, and those who fear life are already three parts dead. Bertrand Russell (1872 - 1970), Marriage and Morals (1929) ch. 19 Love is not enough. It must be the foundation, the cornerstone - but not the complete structure. It is much too pliable, too yielding. Bette Davis (1908 - 1989) Clarity of mind means clarity of passion, too; this is why a great and clear mind loves ardently and sees distinctly what it loves. Blaise Pascal (1623 - 1662) The meeting of two personalities is like the contact of two chemical substances: if there is any reaction, both are transformed. Carl Jung (1875 - 1961)

My Love Type
Your Love Type: ENFP The Inspirer In love, you are passionate and eager to develop a strong bond. For you, sex should be playful, creative, and affectionate. Overall, you are perceptive and bring out the best in your partner. However, you tend to hold on to bad relationships after they've turned bad. Best matches: INTJ and INFJ What's Your Love Type?

A Very Long Ramble About Reincarnation And Evolution
“To die a little less ignorant of mysteries than he’d been born” Clive Barker, ‘The Inhuman Condition’ The Books of Blood Vol. IV I think that’s what I want carved on my gravestone. At least I would if I was planning on being buried. It’s cremation for me, I need to get out of this body as quickly as possible and get on with my existence. I’ve always thought that there must be a place where we exist, in potenia, before we are born. By that rational, there must be somewhere we go after we die. Perhaps they’re the same place. Spiritual recycling. Reincarnation. There is an old Jewish myth that there are only a finite number of souls in existence, and that after a persons death, their soul returns to the ‘Well of the Souls’ (also called the Guph), where it waits to be reborn in another physical form. It makes sense if you think about it. Physics teaches us that ‘energy cannot be destroyed, only changed’. Movement into sound. Movement into heat. Heat into light. A person’s soul MUST hav

The Project Gets Bigger
LOL, well, as it always seems to happen, I tend to take a simple idea and it gets more complicated. I guess the old saying goes, if you are going to do something, do it right. I have spent the last few days working on an Administration side to this little project to allow an easy way to add, edit and remove content that is seen by visitors. It has a basic design like the front-end right now. Just working out the bugs and operations of the Administration panel. Right now I have created the Links and the FAQ's portion of the Admin panel and integrated it into the Front-End for the user. Now I can change the FAQ's or Links and it will be seen immediately by the user. I have not figured out what I am going to do for the other content yet though. I am looking around at other sites trying to get an idea of what options I like and are useful so that I might create a good user interface. Well, watch the progress if you want, I am back to work.

Funeral Procession
Funeral Procession A woman was leaving a convenience store with her morning coffee she noticed a most unusual funeral procession approaching the nearby cemetery. A long black hearse was followed by a second long >black hearse about 50 feet behind the first one. Behind the second hearse was a solitary woman walking a pit bull on a leash. Behind her a short distance back, were about 200 women walking single file. The woman couldn't stand her curiosity. She respectfully approached the woman walking the dog and said, "I am so sorry for your loss, I>know now is a bad time to disturb you, but I've never seen a funeral like this. Whose funeral is it?" > > "My husband's." > > What happened to him?" > > The woman replied, "My dog attacked and killed him." > > She inquired further, "Well, who is in the second hearse?" > > The woman answered, "My mother-in-law. She was trying to help my husband when the dog turned on her." A poignant and thoughtful moment of silence p

Thank You Everyone
I cannot possibly thank everyone for the Valentine's Day gifts and well wishes, it would take me all day. To all of my wonderful friends who sent me messages and gifts, I love you all very much, and would not be here if it was not for you supporting my page and my fucked up sense of humor. I am overwhelmed at the great folks I have met on here, and the ones I have grown to love. God Bless and Happy Valentine's Day everybody!

How Is Everyone Doing Out There?
Hey there , Thanks for stopping by My Cherry TAP Page, well the reason why I didn't hit the approve button is I go threw all profiles that request to be my friend to see if they have pictures of themselves, and friends, and family, dog and cat etc... LOL , you get the point right. To keep my friends as real as possible Im not like other people on here I don't just let anyone on my list just to build it up you know what I mean. If that was so I would have 4 times as much people on my friends list and that's not what I'm about. I hope you understand, I think that works out better for both of us, that way you know you're not just another number when you're on my friends' list? I return all of my friends' messages and chat with all my, MySpace friends that would like to chat it up with me if I'm online and have the time you all know how we do =-). So when I get a friends request from a new friend I check for a lot of things just to name a few I firist check to see if they a least ha

Will These Nightmares Ever End
here i sit a man looking back at the hell that has been my life and ppl still today think they know what is like to have lived through it well let us put a stop to that now here is my life and welcome to my hell and nightmares. i look back and i am 3 years old and i am alone in the house and a woman baths me and then takes me out of the tub and dries me off and keeps a towel around me and then reads me a story and lets me fall asleep but the sleep doesn't last for i am woken up to being touched and molested and then raped by a woman i was suppose to trust with my life but she betrayed that trust and sent my life to hell on a downward spiral. now a boy of 6 and in school and a small boy at that as i am pushed around because i am different and made fun of for something i can't help.but this young boy is different and turns to darkness for help and finds power through the craft and things start to change for the boy of 6.he learns to control his friends and make them do his wi

Hmm..so I Am New..
hey all, ok so i am new with all this. so if any of you have some pointers or whatever, it would be much appreciated. i am looking for friends on here and ONLY friends! so if your interested send me a line...lol

Internal Fire
Internal Fire (Erotica) You make me so fucking horny with desire My cock aches, and your lips sooth the fire The way your tongue dances around the tip Sends my head and spine into backflips I love laying you down and eating your fine pussy Licking all around your clit, your head becomes woozy I love bending you over, and softly cock teasing Ready to penetrate and get that pussy ready for pleasing Slowly inserting the tip creating such a sensation Cock searching deeply, now I'm using my imagination The Glory of your body, softly melting into mine Your exstacy I am experiencing, feels like the first time Your body twitches, and tenses up, I know your almost there The fire is burning deep, my balls are wanting to share Each stroke becomes an art, our bodies become un done My yearning for your treasure, our connection is now one

What Is A Friend List?
What is a friend list? To some it's a way to build relationships. To others it's an ego boost and a way to feel popular. And some people use their friends list mainly as a way to build CherryTap points. None of these are inherently wrong to me. Some of my friends keep in touch on a semi-regular basis. I've got some friends that I never hear from and that's fine. Some just roll through my photos giving tens and never comment or PM me, but that's cool too. If people need CherryTap points then feel free to use me in that way. I'm not a big fan of CherryTap points anyway, but that's another blog post. Some CherryTappers complain about never hearing from the people in their friends list either in a PM, IM or comment. These are usually the same people I never hear from. Let's be realistic. If you have a list of 200 friends, ask yourself how many times you've actually gone through and touched base with all 200 of them? Never? Then why would you expect that from others?

Sex In The Morning Or Evening Is The Best???
When I was married to my last husband (prior his death in 2002), he and I would have sex as often as we could. However, judging from some people's responses to my recent blog & Mumm regarding being awakened for sex, there are some people who simply do not prefer to have their sleep interrupted. Obviously, I would think that these type of people would simply go against the grain of having sex in the morning as well. To me, there was something nice to be said about having sex in the evening just before bedtime and, afterwards, laying my head upon his chest while snuggled up to him and his arms around me and we would talk until we could not hear the other speaking. In fact, I am not sure who fell asleep first. I may have because his voice was so soothing and mesmerizing to me. We would talk about things that happen that day, what we were planning to do the next day, what are dreams are in tandem with one another and as individuals, and the like. I also asked him a lot about hi

Boys Will Be Boys :p
Little Billy came into the kitchen where his mother was making dinner. His birthday was coming up and he thought this was a good time to tell his mother what he wanted. "Mom, I want a bike for my birthday." Little Billy was a bit of a troublemaker. He had gotten into trouble at school and at home. Billy's mother asked him if he thought he deserved to get a bike for his birthday. Little Billy, of course, thought he did. Billy's mother, being a Christian woman, wanted him to reflect on his behavior over the last year and write a letter to God and tell him why he deserved a bike for his birthday. Little Billy stomped up the steps to his room and sat down to write God a letter. LETTER 1: Dear God, I have been a very good boy this year and I would like a bike for my birthday. I want a red one. Your friend, Billy Billy knew this wasn't true. He had not been a very good boy this year, so he tore up the letter and started over. LETTER 2: Dear God, This is your

Bee Gees - Still Waters
Still waters run deep Just remember when we lie to each other No one wins, and losers weep Reflection will show this connection We can lean on each other This is all we need to know Well, I admit I've been a fool sometimes I believe I may be losing you It's now or never, we talk before a tear is shed Under your spell and over my head You took me in your arms, and you told me We don't need to worry But you, you never say your sorry Keep this love alive for us, it's all I feel How can we survive if we change what is real Still waters run deep Just remember when we lie to each other No one wins, and losers weep Reflection will show this connection We can lean on each other This is all we need to know I see the angel and the devil in your heart I confess, either one is my addiction And where you're leading me I don't have the will to fight Out of the darkness and into the light But living in your arms, I can take it Please don't make me shiver I know tog

My Recent Hospital Visit
On Saturday Febuary 17, 2007 I was hit with a severe asthma attack and was hospitalized.I was in contact withTHE EXECUTIONER,RACECHICK, AND TAMMY and they, thankfully, enformed some of my friends and family of my situation.I am writing this to say "THANKS AMILLION FOR YOU CONCERN AND BEST WISHES". None of you will ever truly know just how much your coments have meant to me. One never knows what they mean to someone untill you find yourself in a situation like this. The staff tell me that I amd doing better, but nothing in this world could have made me feel any better than all your best wishes.I've been told that they will let me out of here tomorrow and I will get to go HOME THANK GOD! I hate hospitals but I guess they are a necassery evil. Again thanks for your concern and I can only hope that in the future I can return the favor. MUCH LOVE AND MAD RESPECT FOR EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HORSE

Taken
The cold wind blows; sending chills through the spins of those who walk the through this once prosperous town, that is now a slum. It is almost Halloween and one would imagine running into Witches, Vampires, and Werewolves. However with the winds of change they have been replaced with Junkies, Bums and Vagabonds. She was forced to take care of herself since she was 17 years old. Stripping since she was 18 sleeping in run down motels, and eating was becoming a rare joyous event. She was fired from the club for being late too many times. She try to work normal jobs and for a while was doing well. Just when she was about to abandoned all hope. She decide for one night to walk the streets. Offer her company for those who want it. By no means a virgin, and isn’t fond of the situation but it was either fuck and eat, or go starving. She finished with her second John of the evening so far she has made a 100 dollars in a few hours ‘not bad so far’ she thought to herself. Granted the people

What's My Kinky Turn On?
You scored as Chains/Handcuffs. Your turn on is handcuffs and chains. You like being cuffed/chained to the bed, or cuffing/chaining your partner down. You love the pure ectasy of being in complete control... or letting someone else have complete control over you. Sex isn't sex without control.Chains/Handcuffs100%Biting100%Bondage92%Whips58%Blind Folds33%Blood17%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Don't Read This
You're going to receive a special treat A feast for the senses, just for you It's why I'm named the way I am A dirty little secret that I'll share with only you I am He Who Walks Without Light I am The Aphotic Atrocity To explain why, we'll play a game A very old game First we have to cast a spell Nothing too difficult, just say these words Ditatchi vera emusriam You said it in your head, now say it old loud So everyone can hear you Now turn off the lights And sit in the dark You can light a candle if you're too scared Now say it again, out loud So everyone can hear you Even the people you can't see Standing right beside you Too creepy? Well, that's just too bad 'Cause there's no turning back We're with you now You're becoming a bit ill at ease The air has a different chill to it now Doesn't it? We're breathing on you We can't wait to taste you Ditatchi vera emusriam You read it again, didn't you? I guess you really do want to play We can almost touch yo

Poem: To My Friends.
If you are depressed, sorrow took your heart, don't cut yourself just call me & Ill be there.... If you are crying and screaming, need someone to talk, don't try to kill yourself just call me & Ill be there.... If you have doubts in yourself, don't try to change you, just call me & Ill show you how beautiful and smart you are... If you need someone to bring back hope, just call me & I will help you to succeed.... If you need real friend to tell you truth & to be beside you, remember I'm always here.....

The Way To End A Night.
I’ve done it again. Here it is February 13 and I still haven’t found her a present. Why do I do this to myself? I don’t know, but other than ponder it I better fix it. That’s all I could think about as I rode around town trying to find that perfect and sweet present that would ensure a romantic evening. But I didn’t want to just get her a teddy bear and a box of chocolates. It just wasn’t going to be enough. Especially after the problems we were having the last few weeks. I bet you’re itching to know what I did. Well I’m going to be happy to tell you what I did. . . . I started the evening running around work trying to think what is was that I wanted to get. Baffled and dumbfounded I noticed a flower shop as I drove. Well I may as well start off with roses. I mean, it’s last minute; I’m going to be a little bit cliché. I parked the car and hurried in to the store. The look on my face must have said it all. “I’ll let you know up front, I don’t have that many red ros

Journey ♥
Don't Stop Believin' Just a small town girl Living in a lonely world She took the midnight train going anywhere Just a city boy Born and raised in South Detroit He took the midnight train going anywhere A singer in a smoky room A smell of wine and cheap perfume For a smile they can share the night It goes on and on and on and on CHORUS: Strangers, waiting, up and down the boulevard Their shadows searching in the night Streetlight people, living just to find emotion Hiding somewhere in the night Working hard to get my fill Everybody wants a thrill Paying anything to roll the dice Just one more time Some will win, some will lose Some were born to sing the blues Oh the movie never ends It goes on and on and on and on CHORUS Don't stop believing Hold on to that feeling Streetlight people

I Fucking Hate These Chain Bulletins
NOOOOOOO!!!! You opened it! Tomorrow will be the best day of your life, IF you repost this within 2 minutes with the heading: (pick 1) ¢¾ SLOW SEX ¢¾ I miss my baby ¢¾ In love ¢¾ I wear thongs ¢¾ Call me!!! A.S.A.P. ¢¾ Baby am I doing too much? ¢¾ I smoke ¢¾ Ask me Out already ¢¾ I'm Single :) ¢¾ I wish i was with her right NOW ¢¾ I wish i was with him right NOW ¢¾ HARDER HARDER ¢¾ I wanna love him but i just cant ¢¾ Smack That ¢¾ I wanna be with him ¢¾ Marry me ¢¾ I like some one ¢¾ I might like some one ¢¾ I wish we were together ¢¾ My ex is ugly ¢¾ Im back with my ex ¢¾ I wanna ask her out!! ¢¾ I wanna ask him out ¢¾ Im breaking up with you ¢¾ Im pregnant! ¢¾ I fucking hate these chain bulletins dont break the chain or you will regret it.

Missing
Sorry when I made this blog heading I actually wrote a good blog to go with it. Very heart felt and rather lengthy but I lost it lmao. and i wasnt going to try to remember all i said. SO... i will use it for this and then move on lol. Love ya cherries! Missing Please, please forgive me But I won't be home again Baby, someday you'll look up With any conscience, you'll say to no one Isn't something missing? You won't cry for my absence I know You forgot me long ago Am I that unimportant? Am I so insignificant? Isn't something missing? Isn't someone missing me? Though I'm the sacrifice You won't try for me no no Though I'd die to know you loved me I'm all alone Isnt someone missing me? Please, please forgive me But I won't be home again I know what u do to yourself I dig deep and cry out Isn't something missing? Isn't someone missing me? Though I'm the sacrifice You won't try for me no no Though I'd die to know you love me I'm all alone Isn'

Deep Throat Made Easy
Deep throat Made Easy Here for the first time ever are simple and explicit instructions on how to deep throat a penis. Position is important; you'll want to in position where you can extend and straighten your neck by slightly tilting your head back. This helps line up your throat with your mouth allowing the penis to slide in deep. The best position for beginners is with the receiver lying on his back with the giver lying on the stomach along side. You can prop yourself up on your elbows. The penis must be THOROUGHLY LUBRICATED! I can't stress this enough. An erect penis will slide much easier along the tongue and into the throat if it is well lubricated. Once you're in position, slightly tilt your head back and extend the tip of your tongue just past your bottom lip. Flatten the back of your tongue just as you would if a doctor were using a tongue depressor to look in your throat. (Extending your tongue helps flatten the back of your tongue. Force your throat open as you w

Randoms About Me
1.How old will you be in five years? 34..scary 2.Do you think you'll be married then? who knows 3. What do you look forward to most in the next six weeks ? Warmer weather! 4. Where do you most want to travel to? Somewhere where its warm and with a beach 5. Who was the last to call you? steve 6. Do you prefer to call or text? call..but like to text too 7. Do you have any pets? yes..tyson, suli and the two fish morty and festus 8. What were you doing at 12am last night? asleep 9. Are your parents married/separated/divorced? Divorced 10. When is the last time you talked to your mom? Today 11. How many states have you lived in? 5 15. What was the last thing you ate? cherry popsicle 16. What is your favorite restaurant? Kobe..ewly discovered 17. What is your favorite type of food? seafood or japanese/sushi 18. Do you like coffee? Not really 19. How many glasses of water a day do you drink on average. 6 20. What do you drink i

Broken Angel
Alone the angel sets crying like never before Her brown eyes red from the crying, she raises her head but only for a moment she looks around maken sure hes not there she takes a long deep breath saying to her self i must go on her heart is broken, he took what was so sought after by many and threw it away. She looks at the picture one more time of the one who hurt so dearly , Thinking god how could i be so foolish. I would of stood by him no matter what but now theres no way that i can be the one that he wants knowing now what i know, feeling the hurt and the pain, seeing in his eyes how he could never be truthful knowing there love was never ment to be, knowing that he could never just love her. she sits down on the rock where she wrote so many letters to him , writting this finale one she thinks back on all the things he said know

7 Kinds Of Sex
The 1st kind of sex is called: Smurf Sex. This kind of sex happens when you first meet someone and you both have sex until you are blue in the face. The 2nd kind of sex is called: Kitchen Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a short time and you are so horny you will have sex anywhere, even in the kitchen. The 3rd kind of sex is called: Bedroom Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a long time. Your sex has gotten routine and you usually have sex only in your bedroom. The 4th kind of sex is called: Hallway Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for too long. When you pass each other in the hallway you both say "screw you". The 5th kind of sex is called: Courtroom Sex. This is when you cannot stand your wife/Hubby any more. She/He takes you to court and screws you in front of everyone. The 6th kind is called Religious Sex, which means you get Nun in the morning, Nun in the afternoon and Nun at night. OOPS. Don't forget the 7t

The Past Revisited
It's funny how past acquaintances come back around and past feelings become renewed. I've always been one to believe you should never forget your past, but learn from it; grow from it. But sometimes when your past revisits you, you need to grab it with both hands and never let go. I guess we'll see how it all works out. ~latez

Love
Evil Love Poems Love may be beautiful, love may be bliss. But I only slept with you, because I was pissed. I thought that I could love no other. Until, that is, I met your brother. Roses are red, violets are blue, sugar is sweet and so are you. But the roses are wilting, the violets are dead, the sugar bowl's empty and so is your head. Of loving beauty you float with grace. If only you could hide your face. Kind, intelligent, loving and hot. This describes everything you are not. I want to feel your sweet embrace. But don't take that paper bag off of your face. I love your smile, your face, and your eyes. Damn, I'm good at telling lies! My darling, my lover, my beautiful wife: Marrying you screwed up my life. I see your face when I am dreaming. That's why I always wake up screaming. My love, you take my breath away. What have you stepped in to smell this way? My feelings for you no words can tell. Except for maybe "go to hell". What

What Is Love?
What is love? Love is the aroma of coffee in the morning Love is the sight of a beautiful face Love is the smell of a beautiful rose Love is something undefined Love is waking up to gorgeous eyes Love is falling asleep in her arms Love is winning the lottery Love is something undefined Love is laying in the grass Love is looking at cloud formations Love is staring at the stars Love is something undefined Love is in us all Love is human nature The "word" love can be defiend But the "feeling" is something undefined

I Have A Car!!!
so calcars was screwing me horridly with my 95 Aurora.. i mean the repairs since i got in it July have been as much as i have paid on the loan.. thats bullshit. i had it fixed in late december and i swear to god it broke down 6 weeks later... so i kinda freaked and told them to come get their piece of shit car back. i will not/ have not made a payment since it broke down again. likei said.. they can shove it up their asses... Sooo G went out and got us a car. ITS SOOO COOOOOOL!!! OMG its a 2007 Chevy Cobal and its red and shiney and drives great and i love this car.. and its NEW.. NEW I TELL YOU!!! i am still in awe of that.. but hey its all good. literally its all good with the car BWAHAHAHAHAHAHA so yippie for me i have a great car.. and its even fully insired LOL AND.. this is a kicker... i am still going to be able to get my friend Jamies car from him.. so we will have TWO cars.. Jamies is a 2002 Mitsubishi Lancer... I AM SOOO EXCITED!!! who would have thought a y

Poem
Another Name If I summon your name will you heed my cry to you? If I Plea in distress will you embrace me? Will you be here in the morning when all else is bleached from the night before? If this fantasy were more than muted black and white, I would have you here by my side. Another name for sadistic drifting is but a rose in a wilted garden. A thorn on the side of victimized soul that makes babe cry till morning aerial. It’s summertime and I am here hibernating without you. Would but your words be gospel and I could stroke your body with the hands of a seasoned lover? I would not shelter from you not the truth of skins. But brittle bones that once held youth with a civilized crimson rose. Another name is sacrilegious enchantment of imps flirting in the garden path. Naked thighs clashing with bare bottoms and the hands of youth savouring erotic matters. I laughed than in eupho

Sexual Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 112 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

My Guest Book
TheRH Cherry Rock Star@ CherryTAP Hey all Friends, Family, and Fans. I have put up a guest book, please add yourself, don't forget to include a picture of yourself. http://www.cherrytap.com/user/335594 RH

French Camp, Manteca, Ca.
We sit and stare at the itty bitty dream machine, the glare is only noticable in between the kerosene, commercials thought out carefully, consumers captured unsparingly spirits reduced to barely being spending surpasses everything especially any future seen on big brothers brand new plasma screen. Desperately searching for destiny deliberately damning everything, that might dare to detour or desturb sabatours word. Forced to endure the dispear declared, compared without a care incurred. Observe the heard absurd but yet inclined to define the place and the time that we abandon our minds, maybe yours but not mine. To leave lonely behind the space and the dime it takes to decide, recycle resign, regret or remind, rebirth or redie, decide or go hide. Hesitate to live life and let life pass you by. I learn lessons each time I let my selfishness die. Determined despite these demons of mine, that float flightless at night, the next up to fight forever as knights, jous

Dreamsplayground Toy Store
dreamsplayground toy store links dreamsplayground toy store link www.SexToySex.com/dreamsplayground dreamsplayground wish list link http://ww3.sextoysex.com/sex/start/wishlist.html?a=dreamsplayground

Shadow Dancing
To my Joan(s) in waiting; Mother of our Twins, Joan, died in 1956 when they were nine months old; Twin Daughter Joan joined Mother in April, 2004. It's my turn now ... we soon will dance together again, ... smiling in the shadows. Love 'n Stuff, RHEY ... ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ SHADOW DANCING Death smiles alone, in the shadow of Life. Waiting. I dance alone, in the shadow of Life. Waiting. You dance alone, a shadow in Death. Waiting. It is time for US to dance in Love. Together. Smiling in the shadows, Again! ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ Rhey W. Hedges, December 09, 2006

My Closest Friend
I remember that day as vividly in my mind as if it were an hour ago. I woke up, took a look at the alarm clock, and decided that it was too much of an ungodly hour to be up. I tried to turn over and fall back to sleep, but I could tell it just wasn't happening. I gave in, and dragged myself from the bed, and into the bathroom. After a long cigarette, and a few other necessities, I was awake almost enough to function. I sat down at the computer, thinking maybe today I could finally write something useful, after three weeks of writer's block, but that wasn't working either. So I flipped on the stereo. Eminem came on, louder then I was hoping to hear it�but still, I couldn't find the words I needed to write. After an hour of torturing myself in front of that computer, I gave up, and sacked out on the couch. Just then the phone rang. As I picked up, I was about to start cursing out whomever was at the other end, but when I heard your voice, I managed to stop myself just in ti

She Is Not Me
She is not me, but she has my fair skin and striking blue eyes. She has wild, unruly blonde hair, with just a hint of red. I can almost see her appearance unfolding as I look through my own past. She is beautiful now, but she will not be in a few years. Her hair will be impossible to tame, and she will hate the freckles that kiss her face as the sun begins to find her tender flesh over the next few summers. Her eyelashes and eyebrows will disappear, leaving only a cupie doll pucker and the blue of her eyes, like saphires in the snow. She will not be attractive until her teens, but will not know it for years. It will not be model beauty, but more her body embracing her character. I know her pain is not mine, but I feel it. I do not remember being her age, but there are pictures. Not many pictures, maybe five or six. They are not her, but she is there, looking back at me. She seems so lost. I can hear her thoughts, her worries. Where is her mommy? People say she will ge

Sylvia Plath's
Daddy by: Sylvia Plath You do not do, you do not do Any more, black shoe In which I have lived like a foot For thirty years, poor and white, Barely daring to breathe or Achoo. Daddy, I have had to kill you. You died before I had time-- Marble-heavy, a bag full of God, Ghastly statue with one gray toe Big as a Frisco seal And a head in the freakish Atlantic Where it pours bean green over blue In the waters off beautiful Nauset. I used to pray to recover you. Ach, du. In the German tongue, in the Polish town Scraped flat by the roller Of wars, wars, wars. But the name of the town is common. My Polack friend Says there are a dozen or two. So I never could tell where you Put your foot, your root, I never could talk to you. The tongue stuck in my jaw. It stuck in a barb wire snare. Ich, ich, ich, ich, I could hardly speak. I thought every German was you. And the language obscene An engine, an engine Chuffing me off like a Jew. A Jew to Dach

I Can't Belive
i can't belive that my babies are going to be another yr older.brenden will be 12 on april22nd and nicholas will be 7 yrs old on april 14th they are getting so big and learning and doing new things...i love my kids and they are the best that has happened to me:)

The Results Are In!!!
AIGHT SO AFTER A WEEK OF FUN, AND SOME HARDCORE LEVELING ON MY PART, I TALLIED THE VOTES. NOW THE ASSHOLE I AM, AND FOR A WAY TO MAKE ALL MY FRIENDS SEEM LIEK BIG PIMPS I MADE EACH RATE WORTH 1000 COMMENTS!!! HURT FACES I KNOW!!! LOL. SO HERE;S WHO WON, GIVE HER LOVE, FOR YOUR RESULTS AND SHIT HIT ME UP, AND TELL ME WHAT YOU WANT FROM THE SATASH AS A PRESENT. CAUSE EVERYONE WINS IN MY CONTEST. PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL. P.S. NAKED AND LOOKING AT SOME SEXY NEW PICS FROM A HOTTIE!!! BUT FIRST, THE MUSIC!! AND WITH OUT FURTHER DELAY WITH 257,916 COMMENTS, AND YES MY MATH IS CORRECT FUCKERS!!! TAINTED LOVE WINS!!!! VICTORY IS HER'S!!! SHE GET'S THE BIG PRIZE!!!! WOOOHOOOOOO!!!!! YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!!!!! P.P.S. IN THE FUTURE ANYONE WHO IS NOT A FRIEND OR FAMILY MEMBER OF MINE EVER CALLS ME A PRAT IN A CONTEST THEY ARE NOT EVEN IN, I WILL HUNT DOWN AND WEAR THERE FACE LIKE A MASK AS I DO MY LITTLE KOOKY DANCE, AND ONE NOT BELIEVING THAT OBVIOUSLY DOESN'T KNOW ME!!

Man Im Confused!!whats New???
man,i dont know what to think or do anymore,everything just seems so jacked up and confusing.is a friend a friend if the friendship is on their grounds with their rules or does it have to be my rules ? why does there even have to be rules?isnt a friend someone that is by your side no matter if your on top of the world or the bottom of a manuer pile.? someone that will talk as well as listen?someone that laughs with you as well as lends a shoulder to cry on recently i had a friend tekk me ,i dont want u talking to that person,i dont like them.well if they dont like them but i do,isnt that my buisness?do i drop one friend to keep the other?well i just said i choose my friends,no one else.they both got mad becouse i wouldnt drop the other,now im out two supposed friends and they are now all buddy buddy,huh??? i get along with anyone that wants to get along with me,some do become friends,others become casual how ya been friends.id never drop someone for liking anyone,my oppin

The Paper Lantern
When handed it they all tell you to protect it,because it is fragile.Looking at it it appears very durable.You feel it should be able to handle more than they let on. You try to hold it tighter an they scream at you to remind you on how delicate it is. So you loosen your grip when they remind you that you need to protect it. So how are you to hold it? To tight of a grip an you crumble it. To light of one an it could blow away. While holding it tho you start to feel the warmth & energy radiate off of it. It makes you want to hold it close so you can be enveloped in it's warm and energetic embrace.Slowly and unconsciously you move it closer to your chest. Your arms start to encompass it. Your arms tighten, all the while you keep reminding yourself to make sure not to crush it. You start to lose yourself in the moment. Nothing else matters but the emotional waves lapping at you. You feel yourself slipping so you start to try to remind yourself what they first told you, with no prevail. Yo

Somethings To Think About
"Follow your bliss and the universe will open doors for you where there were only walls." Joseph Campbell No one is to be called an enemy, all are your benefactors, and no one does you harm. You have no enemy except yourselves. St. Francis I was just reading an article online about a program where teenagers from Israel, Lebanon, Palestine etc. are all brought together to learn from each other and work past their differences. One of the girls said this to another and it really made me think. "If I don't know you, it is easy to hate you. But if I look in your eyes, I can't." If you know your worth......you do not need anyone else to confirm it. Alan Cohen Being unwilling to forgive is like drinking poison and hoping the other person dies. Love is the ability and willingness to allow those that you care for to be what they choose for themselves, without any insistence that they satisfy you. Dr. Wayne Dyer

How I Felt At The Tender Age Of 18
The Pains of Surviving Life as a Miscreation My heart is full of emptiness, And I just can't seem to get use to this misery, And all this pain that has imprisoned me, In a world where I can't survive as eighteen with no education, I sometimes wonder how I got in this miscreated situation, At times it's has me feeling sedated and weighed down, With all my dreams and my schemes to make something of myself, But I've only found nothing how can you turn it into something, One thing I do know is you can see the past, But wonder through the future as a blind. Mike Breon-Fitzgerald Cribb Copyright ©2007 Mike Breon-Fitzgerald Cribb -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Click Here to Rate My Poem

What The Feck
What the feck,, bye bedrocker What the feck was i thinking, She has a smile of a angel, Someone who was sent to protect me from the darkness, Her lips as red as a ruby, Picked from the deepest part of the ocean, From the depth of her soul, Becomes a light of a shadow, A shadow of misery, From doom of eternity, A soul that was once no more, What is the feck going on? My angel is no more, The shadow is gone, Clouded by mystery, What was once on earth, is now gone forever, All because i told her, I loved her soul.

Here We Go Again!
Happy Hump Day, everyone! Winter Storm Warning in effect from 6 p.m. today until 6 p.m. Friday evening! We're talking snow tonight; rain, freezing rain, sleet, snow and thunderstorms tomorrow (WTF!?); back to snow on Friday! Up to a tenth of an inch of ice is predicted, that should make for super fun driving, lol! Gotta love Wisconsin! Gotta love Winter!! You know the mantra: THEY BETTER NOT CLOSE THE SCHOOLS!!!!! I was reminded this morning after talking with a friend that CherryTAP is an online nightclub or pub! Like any nightclub, people are going to cruise into and out of your life, just as they would in any "real world" club! And it is just as painful - to be in someone's life, friend's of sorts, and then have them drift elsewhere!! I know it's been in the Bulletins from time to time, but please guard your hearts, dear friends! Cyber break-ups hurt just as bad as the real thing sometimes!! Been there, done that! I know I tend to get attached to people, even though I try har

Electro-obscenity
Overpopulation... Overpopulation... Too many sex crazed perverts... Must kill 'em all!... Static obsessions A year of confessions Sexual curiosity Bloody recessions A list of blessings Losing virginity Take 'em by the hand Burn 'em for eternity Let 'em fall to the end Bleed 'em for certainty Electric vengence Deceptive acceptance Sexual redemption Electro-Static impulse Electro-Obscenity Electro-Static results Electro-Obscenity

Promised To Never Fall In Love With A Stranger
I said I'd never fall in love with a stranger, Straying away from the comfort of my home Loving the only one that I sent all of my love to Now she's leaving with a piece of my heart Running away from the hardships of her father Running to the very love of her very mother A storm is chasing me close down close behind Smothering all the love that I have contained The love that I had never been able to relieve I promised to never fall in love with a stranger But I've never told her how much I loved her She's leaving me for the comfort of her mother She doesn't know how much she means to me She doesn't know how much I love her She doesn't know how much I really cared I see nothing more but being in deep love But I see the very one I love leaving I'd give anything for just one more hug I promised to never fall in love with a stranger All of my life I've prayed for someone like her When I found the one I wanted I'm losing her

From The...
From the deepest part of my being, comes a greatness. A beauty. Something that is real and awesome. From the deepest part of my soul is a gift. A reality. A newness. The ability to feel and heal with words of pure understanding. From the most private part of my heart lies the ability to feel emotion. So many different ones. Oh how they have made me who I am today.

Guide For Decoding Women
This was too funny If ya cant take a joke.. step off lol GUIDE FOR DECODING WOMEN'S PERSONAL ADS DICTIONARY FOR DECODING WOMEN'S PERSONAL ADS: * 40-ish..................................49. * Adventurous..........................Slept with everyone. * Athletic................................No breasts. * Average looking.....................Moooo. * Beautiful..............................Pathological liar. * Emotionally Secure..................On medication. * Feminist...............................Fat. * Free Spirit.............................Junkie. * Friendship first.. .....................Former Slut. * New-Age...............................Body hair in the wrong places. * Old-fashioned........................No B.J.'s * Open-minded.........................Desperate. * Outgoing..............................Loud and embarrassing. * Professional...........................Bitch. * Voluptuous........................

Are You Right Or Left Brained
You Are 20% Left Brained, 80% Right Brained The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning. Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others. If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic. Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet. The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility. Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way. If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art. Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports.Are You Right or Left Brained?

Suicide
Suicide Life is never good for me and this is what I wish you'd see. Just let me end it all for I'll be happy in the end, I'll finally be free. Free from all the pain and torment and the never ending battle. No more dealing with the arguments and tears, I'd finally be through with it all. You just don’t seem to understand that by keeping me here your making it worse. If I were dead and gone by now I'd be happy, I wouldn’t have this life, I wouldn't have the curse. I’m already considering doing this even without your consent. I know for sure that once its all over with my heart will finally be content. So here I am just sitting there, on my bed with a knife to my wrist. Please everyone don’t be upset, please don’t be pissed. You just need to know I love you all but couldn’t handle it anymore. Ok here I go, I’m doing this for sure. You just need to let me go to heaven now, hopefully God will understand and accept this. Just tell my kids I love them and I’m s

Dr. Said I Had To Wait One More Week
well at my dr appointment yesterday morning he told me that i have to wait another week, well I don't think that is gonna happen (laws of nature providing) friend of mine said more than likely my water is gonna break on Monday? Well we will wait and see huh? Other than that I just got home, I went to karaoke for a while , then went and put gas in randys truck, then went to wal-mart to walk around a while. Well dr said that walking induces labor so i thought why the hell not LMAO. well its about 2:12am and more than likely be up and on tap till about 3am then to bed for me so until later on in the morning cherries you all have a great night....

Night Thoughts
Night Thoughts Stars, you are unfortunate, I pity you, Beautiful as you are, shining in your glory, Who guide seafaring men through stress and peril And have no recompense from gods or mortals, Love you do not, nor do you know what love is. Hours that are aeons urgently conducting Your figures in a dance through the vast heaven, What journey have you ended in this moment, Since lingering in the arms of my beloved I lost all memory of you and midnight. Johann Wolfgang von Goethe

Tempted
Sat here and looked my friends list over, 669 people listed there and might of had frequent contact with about 10% of them .....so that bring me to being tempted to clean house a bit ....or should i just say frig it and keep them all?

Osculating
soft at first spirit waking bring together moving deeply vivid trembling at his touch in common is our first new found prussian blue bordering on risque desires thus in lavish endeavor....... a pool of your sweet kisses

My Work-no Sunshine
MAMI MAKES ME WANNA DO THE THINGS THAT CAN GIVE A BRO SERIOUS BACK PROBLEMS YA MEEN,FACE SOOOOOOO GORGEOUS, EYES LIKE SOMETHING OUT OF A DREAM A BEAUTIFUL THING.LUSTFULLY SPEAKING DAMN MISS SEXY IS THE TRUTH GOT A SOLJA WANTING TO GET ON HIS KNEES AND PLEASE TO CERTAIN DEGREES OF ECSTACY FEEL ME.HER SOUL I CAN FEEL THE REAL DEAL MISS HOTTNESS WITH LOOKS THAT KILL MAD FUCKIN SEX APPEAL, PRETTY HANDS AND FEET I LOVE THAT SHIT THAT'S A BIG TURN ON TO ME SEXY TO ANOTHER DEGREE FEEL ME I'LL BET YOU DO G.LOVE IS IN THE AIR FUCK TRUTH OR DARE, TRUTH IS SHE IS THE ONE WITH CLOSED EYES I CAN SEE THAT SHE IS, WAIT HOLD UP A SEC LET ME SIT BACK AND CHECK IS THIS REAL OR FANTASY DOES MAMA EVEN KNOW ME.YO SHE CHECKS FOR ME ALMOST EVERYDAY IN HER ON SPECIAL WAY HOPE TO MEET HER SOMEDAY,SOMEDAY SOON CAN'T WAIT.AIN'T NO SUNSHINE TILL THAT DAY BUT IT'S ALL GOOD I CAN WAIT......PEACE &LUV.....PAPI...A COLA WOULD TASTE GOOD RIGHT ABOUT NOW....HUMMMMMMM.

A Mother's Question
A mother asked President Bush, "Why did my son have to die in Iraq ?" Another mother asked President Kennedy, "Why did my son have to die in Viet Nam ?" Another mother asked President Truman, "Why did my son have to die in Korea ? Another mother asked President F.D. Roosevelt, "Why did my son have to die at Iwo Jima ?" Another mother asked President W. Wilson, "Why did my son have to die on the battlefield of France ?" Yet another mother asked President Lincoln, "Why did my son have to die at Gettysburg ?" And yet another mother asked President G. Washington, "Why did my son have to die near Valley Forge ?" Then long, long ago, a mother asked... "Heavenly Father, why did my Son have to die on a cross outside of Jerusalem ?" The answers to all these are similar -- "So that others may have life and dwell in peace, happiness and freedom." This was emailed to me with no author and I thought the magnitude and the simplicity were awesome Love to Al

Tuquatis Cabasa? (want Some Head?)
ok ok this is a funny story. One of my friends had taught me a little spanish one day told me to go up to a spanish guy she knew and say tuquatis cabasa(want some head)Of course i did not know what that meant at the time. So I said it to the guy you should of seen the guys face. So my friend was standing there almost falling to the ground laughing cause she had told me it means Hi how you doing. The guy kept telling me si si (yes yes). The poor guy was probably thinking damb i am going to love america. That was the first words in spanish my friend taught me. I told the guy i was sorry and he was laughing so hard he was nierly in tears like my friend. I was so mad at her but its funny.

Omg, Was It Worth It For The Divorce???
Todays American Statesman article -- "Man accused of stealing laptops from Dell Man said he needed the money after a divorce". It further states that: "An Austin man has been charged with stealing computers from a Dell Inc. office in Round Rock and told police that he needed the money after a recent divorce, according to court documents. Robert White, 38, told police that he stole 18 to 24 laptops, valued at about $48,000, from the Dell office on Parmer Lane, according to an arrest affidavit. ... White faces two to 10 years in prison and a $10,000 fine for the charge of theft of more than $20,000 but less than $100,000, a third-degree felony. White was released from the Williamson County Jail on Wednesday after posting $15,000 bail." Who knows, maybe it was worth it for him??? Does he get a discount for the attorney representing him now on the divorce and, now, the theft charges??? How is he now going to afford the attorney fees??? ;)

Love Vs. Like
Don't EVER leave the one you LOVE for the one you LIKE because the one you LIKE will leave you for the one they LOVE True Love Doesnt Have A Happy Ending BECAUSE True Love Never Ends ...tonight your true love will realize how much they love you. between 1 & 4 in the morning, tomorrow the shock of your life will occur. if you break the chain then you will have bad luck.... ..*..*..*..*..*..*..*..*..*..*..*..*..*..*..*..*..*..*..*..*..*..*..* If you REALLY LIKE (or LOVE) SOMEONE right now AND MISS THEM and can't get them out of your head then re-post this within 1 minute with the title Love VS. LIKE and whoever you are missing will surprise you.

Through A Rapist's Eyes (no Joke)
Through a Rapist's Eyes (No Joke) This is important information for females of ALL ages . A group of rapists and date rapists in prison were interviewed on what they look for in a potential victim and here are some interesting facts : 1) The first thing men look for in a potential victim is hairstyle They are most likely to go after a woman with a ponytail, bun, braid or other hairstyle that can easily be grabbed . They are also likely to go after a woman with long hair . Women with short hair are not common targets. 2) The second thing men look for is clothing .. They will look for women who's clothing is easy to remove quickly . Many of them carry scissors around specifically to cut clothing. 3) They also look for women on their cell phone , searching through their purse or doing other activities while walking because they are off guard and can be easily overpowered. 4) Men are most likely to attack & rape in the early morning, between 5:00a.m. and 8:30a.m. 5) The number one p

Over It
I'm over your lies, and I'm over your games. I'm over you asking me, when you know I'm not okay. You call me at night, and I pick up the phone. And then you be telling me, I know your not alone. ohh.. That's why (your eyes) I'm over it (your smile) I'm over it (realize) I'm over it I'm over it I'm over.. Wanting you, to be wanting me. No that ain't no way to be. How I feel, read my lips, because I'm so over.. Moving on, its my time, you never were a friend of mine. Hurt at first, a little bit, but now I'm so over. I'm so over it.. I'm over your hands, and I'm over your mouth. Trying to drag me down, and fill me with self-doubt. ohh.. That's why, (your words) I'm over it (so sure) I'm over it (I'm not your girl) I'm over it I'm over it I'm over... Don't call, don't come by, ain't no use, don't ask me why, you'll never change, there'll be no more crying in the rain. I'm so over it.... I'm over it.... Music Video Codes By Mus

Today Oh What A Day
U know when our kids were all small how easy they were to look after . Well i have 25,21,19 year old daughter and one son 11 . I rather have everyone of them babies again . Well not so much my son . Two live on there own but they should all just move back home . My days start with grandbabies calling me . I love that part lol . But i guess i am saying PLEASE if you have some kids enjoy them. When they ask you to watch a movie or play dolls or trucks because they do grow so so fast . I love mine so so much and i guess this is why they call me 100 times a day . They tell me everything . Things i don't have to know about as well. Just enjoy your kids while they are still small because THEY DO GROW UP !

Wastebasket Girl
She was the girl they all came to. She had the gift of being able to see people for who they were, ugly and wonderful alike. They told her their deepest secrets the ones they hid from the world. The darkest secrets that kept them awake long into the night, that woke them from their peaceful slumber, covered in perspiration and panting. What did she do with this information placed in her lap was not known. Even if she was asked she wouldn't have an answer or perhaps she just took it as her own burden, carrying the weight like a badge. She was used as a wastebasket, as they crumbled up their secrets and disposed of them in her. Walking away free of their own prison; restraining her with their guilt.

My Southerness
1. What part of the South are you from? Alabama 2. When is the last time you were there? Now 3. Have you ever dated one of your cousins? Hell No 4. Have you ever visited neighbors barefoot? Yes 5. Do you know anyone in the Ku Klux Klan? I use to 6. Would you leave the South? Probably not... 7. Did you grow up in a trailer? No 8. Did you graduate High School? yes 9. Do you believe in God? yes he gets me thru each day 10. How old were you when you went fishing for the first time? maybe 5 or 6. i love to fish 11. Have you ever been hunting? Yes 12. How often do you drink sweet tea? not often, too much sugar 13. Do you own a confederate flag? No 14. Do you hangout in walmart for fun? No 15. Have you ever stolen a road sign? No 16. Have you ever milked a cow? Yes 17. Are you under 30 with 4 or more children? No 18. Have you ever killed an animal for dinner? No 19. Are you for the death penalty? yes 20. Do you own

"solitaire Unraeling" Mushroomhead
"Solitaire Unraveling" Locked Away In A Cage My Rage Has Got The Best Of Me Time Finds A Way Each Day Of Leaving Less Of Me Behind I Find This Fight Must Be Won Inside The Mind So Uptight And Confined Often Blinded By The Light Taking It's Toll On My System Like Some Played Out Existence Time Ticks Away These Last Few Moments Is There Anything We've Left Unsaid? I'm On A Quest For Atonement I've Got To Find Piece Of Mind And A Place To Rest Biding My Time Until I'm Strong Enough To Fight Back Hope, I Hope Against Hope For Some Resistance Been Taking It Out On My System Rest-There's A Calm Before The Storm And The Western Front Is Quiet I've Got Rembrandt As My Right Hand And Solo As My Pilot Condemned Man Condemned Convicted Man Convicted Could Not Save My Life Cutting Strand By Strand Passing It Off Like Some Kind Of King You Don't Know Peace 'til You've Had Suffering I've Suffered All Of Your So Calle

Karma Does Exist
HAHAHAHA You guys are going to laugh your ass off at this one, I heard from my mother in law tonight she told me something that made me laugh my ass off! Sheena who broke up with me and ruined 9 years worth of a relationship for another guy got DUMPED by the guy she cheated on me with! See Karma does exist! I told everyone it was gunna happen i said he'd do it and woot woot i was right! Don't worry i aint never gunna take her sorry ass back but i think it is a fucking howl she got her ass dumped. So to people out there who i told , Wootness told you guys it would happen!! HAHAHAHA!

My Sexual Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 146 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Pictures.
Such a tragic.. Such a.. void. Pretending that I know.. when I don't. Forcing myself into.. walls of black of nothing of you. I won't. It's such a pretty picture painted such a pretty story told such an echo of forever ending never beginning with you. and I die... Another night enfolds Holding out a hand to punch into the air hold out a heart that was never really there. Offer a dream promises are not kept and any thoughts of me faded while you slept Am I just an image You imagined me one day and thought of all the things you could do to make it stay did anyone not tell you that ink it sometimes bleeds and even pretty pictures have not so pretty needs.

Time For Me To Go To Bed
Yes I have been up mostly all night long the reason for this is to watch over my grandma.. She is having problems and she is dying too.. As of now I am a watch dog to watch over her and hear her if she need help at all.. So Now it is time for me to go to bed someone is here and up for my grandma, so I will see you all or talk to you all really soon or say later on tonight at 8pm central time and 9pm Eastern time.. My show comes on Jericho and I am going to watch it and it is getting really good.. Hope you all are watching Jericho and see what is going on.. I will be up around 4pm or 5pm when ever I wake up. I hope you all have a really good day ok.. Peace out you all night night or say good morning.. bye bye.. Virgo24

Learning
i am learning that the giving of ones self is something very special. i am curious and a sponge for information. i want to know how to give myself fully to Him. to give Him and myself that gift is something that shall not be entered lightly but with full passion, knowledge and submission to the life.

Trust
The saying gose a lepord can never change its spots.What hurts the most is the fact that I was never givin a chance to show how much I have changed and grown, And to know that you dont trust me enough to find out. My heart hurts in a way that I can not describe. At this point all I can do is wonder Why. I need to know why you wouldnt tell me. You know the way I could behave and you know what I could do.I have worked so hard to remove that part of me. So why would you push me to that point. Or is it that you want to see me be that person again so you can walk away and Say "see I told you she was nuts." I have gone numb to my feelings. And I realy have no clue where my thought are on this.I just want you to rember that Its all about carma. For those that dont understand what comes around gose around and you will get yours.

Games People Play
no im not pitchin a fit or anything,lol. everyday i find people comming up with new games to run on other people and to play with good peoples feelings and emotions.sometimes i dont think they relize who they are playing these games on.i have a good friend on here,ct,that was very involved with a guy for months,he even told her he loved her.then she sent him thimgs and yes,money,becouse he wanted to see her and couldnt afford to.well,things went on for a few moere months till he sent her a letter.a very cruel letter.he said he had no use for a crippled ol bitch,his words not mine,and that he was going to use her money to go see another gal he met online in alberta.now she is in great despare and lonely as well as heart broken.she wont even get on her computer anymore and it was her only outside contact.the good news is when the guy got to alberta he met his dream girl and she robbed him and left him stranded.i guess what comes around goes around.well im always warning people about ne

Just You Need To See Better So That You Can Know What Is This
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Music Music
I'll be writing till I'm dead or maybe till I'm alive All the emptiness I've bled has only helped me survive Something melted inside when the tones hit my pulse And stifled the idle eagerness to grow into my clothes No one that I know is any longer good at actin' Like they comprehend the motive uncoated to feed the corroded passion Actually needs to stay eye level with the rest That's the least I deserve for the love that I've shed I've trudged through the sediment in search of the rhythm Dove soul first to bathe nude in its abyss Paid dues and made music my religion Now I listen, close my eyes, and forget I even exist I sing a bastard's tune, inspired by the noise The ship made before it sank and was finally destroyed I flaunt the grin of a man made for disguising a boy Who tried to avoid showing the cry in his voice But there's something special about the notes that he hears Those scales are redemption, unraveling repressed memories And when he breathes, a new energ

Some Info On Lupus
I Hijacked this from Cricket..its is very helpful and interesting for those of you who think that this is in fact a BS diagnosis! For those of you that care to know some of the facts about the disease that I, and some of our other dear tappers have..I am blogging some facts in here. Some of you will walk out of this blog, shaking your head and not really giving a shit, others..this will help you to understand why..when we're having a bad day..it's a really bad day...Not an "empty diagnosis" as one of my friend's docs put it to her..OR "non life threatening" as Dr. Phil so kindly put it. :/ ::Taken from the LFA website:: By definition Lupus is a chronic inflammatory disease that can affect various parts of the body, especially the skin, joints, blood, and kidneys. In an autoimmune disorder such as lupus, the immune system loses its ability to tell the difference between foreign substances (antigens) and its own cells and tissues. There are 4 types of Lupus: Discoid-almos

Your Son Is Here
A nurse took the tired, anxious serviceman to the bedside. "Your son is here," she said to the old man. She had to repeat the words several times before the patient's eyes opened. Heavily sedated because of the pain of his heart attack, he dimly saw the young uniformed Marine standing outside the oxygen tent. He reached out his hand. The Marine wrapped his toughened fingers around the old man's limp ones, squeezing a message of love and encouragement. The nurse brought a chair so that the Marine could sit beside the bed.All through the night the young Marine sat there in the poorly lighted ward,holding ! the old man's hand and offering him words of love and strength. Occasionally, the nurse suggested that the Marine move away and rest awhile. He refused. Whenever the nurse came into the ward, the Marine was oblivious of her and of the night noises of the hospital - the clanking of the oxygen tank, the laughter of the night staff members exchanging greetings

Your Dark Wish....
Your dark Wish Your wish is my command I’ll submit to your demands Grab my head and pull me in Tonight our bodies will commit sin Baby girl I’ll want you so bad Time with out you drives me mad I wish I could taste you tonight As I grab your ass and squeeze so tight Let me be your sexy boy As tonight I’ll bring you to a state of pure joy Filled with nothing but hot ecstasy As tonight baby girl it’s just you and me I’ll be anything you want me to be And I’ll do the things only you can make me do No matter whatever it is nothing’s taboo All you need is to speak your mind And soon our bodies will be intertwined I’m just a slave boy for you tonight my love Consider me a gift from the heavens above Poetry In Motion “Mario” http://www.myspace.com/dying_poet http://blog.myspace.com/dying_poet

What's Your Theme Song?
Your Theme Song is Back in Black by AC/DC "Back in black, I hit the sack, I've been too long, I'm glad to be back" Things sometimes get really crazy for you, and sometimes you have to get away from all the chaos. But each time you stage your comeback, it's even better than the last! What's Your Theme Song?

Encompass Of Letting Go
Not by desire, you got to set free. An important person that you love. Even though it’s to let them go to school, work, or death. Rather it for a short spell or for the remainder of your existence. You tolerate to let go. A mother, who wants the greatest for their child, will have to let go. Watching them mature to be young adults knowing that one day, they will be moving out. Having to let go of an important person, you call on that you conceal your faith in. It’s vanished in an instant. You have no choice, but to set free. For you, I linger on your calls. When I talk to you, making me feel first-class. But when the moment to disconnect, I have to permit you go. Even thought my heart does not want you to depart. Hearing the silence on the other end of the receiver. Is the hardest part of me, let you go. I realized it only for a short while. And the telephone will ring again. And you will be on the other end. Cheering me up, chatting away. Over what the f

Monday, Again!
Glorious Monday to one and all! A little too chipper this morning, aren't I, lol! I'm not working today. For two months now, my friends and I have had a Women's Day Out planned - and it is here! Yay! We're just going to LaCrosse, checking out a couple of specialty stores and having lunch. Not a big deal to most! But we don't get alot of free time to just talk and visit, so this is a rare treat, lol!! I'll let you know how it goes and what great world problem we solve, lol! We have an anticipated high in the low 40s or so today in Western Wisconsin. At least there will be sunshine, always a great plus around here! We are getting ready to dreadlock Dakota's hair! It really needs something as he doesn't take very good care of it. I would shave it off again, but he wants to try the dreads. I've gone online, checked out the needed supplies to take decent care of his hair and head, figured out how to do this - yes, go to dreadlocks.com and you will get the lowdown on dreads, lol!!!! I'

The Days Of Old
Today I was sitting here thinking about back when cherry tap was lost cherry...back when you could buy the spotlight w/ only 150k cherry bucks instead of the 1.4 million it went for today...back when it actually meant something to be level 20...now everyone and their dog is leveled super high on this site..anyone else remember those days? Back when hitting 200k members was a huge deal...I kinda miss the old site :( Too many people on here now...

My Knight In Shining Armor
My Knight in Shining Armor To My Rescue, you can not understand, But will you come? To Stand Strong in the face of Adversity To participate in this fight for love Just Fairy Tales they Say Mount your Steed and gallop into the horizon Forever looking for your damsel in distress And when you have her in your arms, you will caress Swiftly you ride, back to your castle you go Care for her you will, Shield her from her pain Cover her heart full of woes Mold her into the woman you want her to be But alas, just another prison you have put her For only in Fairy Tales can one be shielded from all the pain Her heart must be nurtured Like a flower needs room to bloom My Knight in Shining Armor How will you let her live? The magic of love is formed by reality Bring her back to the Castle you will. Let your shield of defenses down and so will she. Let the dance of love begin. Let her become the woman she needs to be. Do not shield but o

My Shower Story . . .
I was going to write the second part of the last blog and post it but I changed my mind after the conversations I have had the past 2 days. I decided to write this instead: I stood under the hot water letting it hit my head and roll down my body. I was in no hurry to get out - it felt good to stand there. I closed my eyes and he appeared. There he was standing in front of me staring into my eyes. He slipped his had around my neck and pulled me close to him. His lips were like silk touching mine, that moment could have lasted forever and I would have died happy. Yet, he pulled away from me and spun me around. He came up behind me and pulled my body up against his. The temperature in the room rose as his hands cupped each of my breasts. The way he pinched each nipple made me shiver despite the warmth I was surrounded by. The touch was perfect; he knew exactly what he was doing. He kissed behind my ear and down my neck. He playfully bit my shoulder and a soft moan esca

What Kind Of Cake Are You?
You Are a Chocolate Cake Fun, comforting, and friendly. You are a true classic, and while you're not super cutting edge, you're high quality. People love your company - and have even been known to get addicted to you. What Kind of Cake Are You?

Morphs
Want your very own morph for your profile. Send me a private message along with the link to the picture you want to be morphed into and i will come visit your page and copy the best pic you have for the morph. Not all pics work great with one another. Or just private message me and we will talk about it.... just some examples of my morphs

Viagra In Coffee
This elderly lady went to the doctor for a check-up. Everything checked out fine. The old lady pulled the doctor to the side and said, "Doctor, I haven't had sex for years now and I was wondering how I can increase my husband's sex drive." The doctor smiled and said, "Have you tried to give him Viagra?" The lady frowned. "Doctor, I can't even get him to take aspirin when he has a headache," she claimed. "Well," the doctor continued, "Let me suggest something. Crush the Viagra into a powder. When you are giving him coffee, stir it into the coffee and serve it. He won't notice a thing." The old lady was delighted. She left the doctor's office quickly. Weeks later the old lady returned. She was frowning and the doctor asked her what was wrong. She shook her head. "How did it go?" the doctor asked. "Terrible, doctor, terrible." "Did it not work?" "Yes," the old lady said, "It worked. I did as you said and he got up and ripped his clothes off right then

Pieces
Hearing the scurrying and squeals As the rats swarm everywhere.. I fight and trash about, trying to keep them away, as they attempt to tear me apart.. everywhere I turn, another attacks ripping them away, as I struggle to pull myself up I watch them scurry back to their dark little holes Pieces of my raw flesh hanging between their sharp jaws Alone once again, my wounds start to heal I am not ashamed by these scars They remind me of how I became so strong Instead I cherish them. My skin now thicker from lessons learned I am now stronger and wiser,… more prepared for my next meeting with the rats of life.

Please Bomb Her Pic
OK WELL MY CUTE LITTLE GOOBERS IS IN A CONTEST FOR THE CUTEST CHERRYTAP BABY IF YOU CAN BOMB HER PICTURE FOR ME IT WOULD GREATLY APPRECIATED....COME ON NOW SHE IS SUCH A CUTIE PIC JUST CLICK ON THE PIC AND IT WILL TAKE YOU TO THE LINK.......I WILL BE SURE TO RETURN SOME LOVE TO YOU PROMISE.......THANKS A BUNCH....KISSES

My Ectasy
why is it that every song i hear, every word that is sung has to be sung for you. loneliness happens thinking about you. Your smile, your laugh... your silly sense of humour. Its frustrating. Yet I am working on trying to reach my dream. You were there again. Holdin me close against your protective chest, showing me love and security. I felt you as real as you could be~ lost in this reoccuring ectasy. Lost in this unending history... If there were words that were actually more meaningful as soultaking as they are with feeling.. then maybe you would once see. Once in existence I find it hard to remove. I have tried, I resist it, but maybe now I will just let it go.

Ok Its About Time...
Ok its about time to update my friends! I'm doing great. Things r starting to shine in my life and I'm really happy. I found someone that makes me very happy! I have also moved in with him. Dennis follows what I had listed in my wants and he sweet but has his wild side like me!! LOL As most u know I'm a flirt and like to have fun but also one that likes quite nites at home and I found that one. I will be starting a new job hopefully this next week that will fit our time. My Dad is doing a little better but he can not drive anymore. So I am here helping him getting around and things. I pray for him everyday. I hope he gets better. But in the back of my head is the reality of it all he is getting old and may not last too much longer. I will keep ya updated. My Son is doing great in school. He will be going back and forth between our house and my parents house since he helps them around the house! He is such and sweety and has such a big heart for my parents. My divorce papers sh

Lazy Saturday.....
Its kinda odd not having anything to do after working 6 days a week 11 hrs a day. Dont get me wrong i'm enjoying it, just feel weird not working. Well i promised my nieces and nephews i'd cookout fer them. Gonna make up some bbq chicken, pork chops and tater logs too. Its such a beautiful day, it would be a shame to spend alot of it inside.I love this time of year, think i got spring fever lol. feeling extra frisky lol.

Birth Month Say About You ...
What does your birth month say about you? (With Pretty Pictures too!)January: Your Birthstone: Garnet¢¾ JANUARY = CRAZYFun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you.You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and tobe understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed.Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easilyconsoled. Honest. Concerned about people'sfeelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable.Emotional temperamental and unpredictable.Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly.spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets.dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things.Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitiveand forms impressions carefully. Caring andloving. Treats others equally. Strong sense ofsympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges peoplethrough observations. Hardworking. No difficultiesin studying. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressiveunless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurtbut tak

Batle's End
My female wiles were worthless. The good they've done me nil. I tried with all I have in me, But I have lost you still. My stubbornness was useless, For you were stubborn too. My tears, my pleas, as if to space, went sailing right by you. So now, I guess that I will wait, For time can cure my pain. I must convince my foolish heart. You won't be back again

Sexual Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 156 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Untitled Love Poem
There's a mist before your eyes, and it hides me from you Love will never be our prize, dreams of us can't come true, you can't see me, there's a mist before your eyes. There's a barrier between us, though neither are at fault, we cannot even dent it, it's a hurdle we cant vault, I can't reach you, there's a barrier between us. There's a bond we cannot honor, and it hurts us as we part, a love that can't be kindled, that will always break my heart, I know i cant be yours, there's a bond we cannot honor. So we cannot be lovers, Not now and maybe never, We may belong to others, but my heart is yours forever, With this forsaken love.

"we Will Never Forget"
This September eleventh will be 6 years, From when our skys were silent for days. And we became aware of all our fears, As we watched in a disbeliefed haze. NYPD and FDNY did everything that they can, We didn't think it could happen here ever. Nothing else mattered as long as you were American, We showed our strength as we banded together. It was a day we had no controls, That day brought us sorrow and regret. Through the loss of so many brave souls, I can tell you "We will never forget". RIGraywolf

My Great Uncle Ron G. Simmons
Shortly before Christmas 1987, Simmons decided to kill all the members of his family. On the morning of 22 December he first killed his son Gene and his long-suffering wife Rebecca by shooting them with a .22 caliber pistol. Thereafter he killed his three-year-old daughter Barbara by strangulation. Simmons dumped the bodies in the cesspit he had made his children dig at their home in Dover, AR. Simmons then waited for his other children to return. After their arrival, he told them he had presents for them but wanted to give them one at a time. First to receive her 'gift' was his eldest daughter, seventeen-year-old Loretta, whom Simmons strangled and held under the water in a rain barrel. The three other children, Eddy, Marianne and Becky, were killed in the same way. Around midday on 26 December, the remaining members of the family arrived for their Christmas visit. The first to be killed was Simmons' son Billy and his wife Renata; both were shot dead. Then their son Trae was strang

Don't Get Down, Turn Around
Don't Get Down, Turn Around People may say you are a piece of shit, That's because they don't even know a little bit. Some people may try to get you down, Turn around and picture them as a clown. When life gets rough, Think of all the good stuff. Even if you think your out of hope, Don't fall down just climb that damn rope. It may seem like your life needs to end, But, you need to think of your family and friends. Your life isn't just abou you, So, don't worry about all of the blues. Life is a precious thing, You never know what it might bring. Plus, what do you think will happen if you die, I bet you a lot of your loved one's would cry. By: Chris Parker 02/10/07 8:41 PM - 1 Comments - 0 Kudos - Add Comment

Becoming An Illegal
ok im not trying to piss anyone off here- I DO have mexican friends- Im not being prejudice! they are all here legally and its becoming ridiculous here in TN where I live.Feel free to speak your mind on the subject! I wanna Become an Illegal...Entry for March 25, 2007 Becoming Illegal (Actual letter from an Iowa resident and sent to his senator) The Honorable Tom Harkin 731 Hart Senate Office Building Phone (202) 224 3254 Washington DC , 20510 Dear Senator Harkin, As a native Iowan and excellent customer of the Internal Revenue Service, I am writing to ask for your assistance. I have contacted the Department of Homeland Security in an effort to determine the process for becoming an illegal alien and they referred me to you. My primary reason for wishing to change my status from U.S. Citizen to illegal alien stems from the bill which was recently passed by the Senate and for which you voted. If my understanding of thi

Long Distance Love
When it hurts so bad, why does it feel so good? I wish this all made sense, I wish I understood. Not having you here with me is tearing me up inside, but I can't stop thinking about you no matter how hard I try. You know how I feel about you, and I know I want to spend the rest of my life with you, but it's so hard to do when I can't even be next to you. Why does it gotta be so complicated? Loving you feels so right, but at the same time, knowing I can't have you keeps me awake at night. I just want this to be simple, I just want you here with me, to look into your eyes, be held in your arms...then I'd truly be happy. Right now this distance between us is out of our control, but I'm still hoping one day soon, I'll get what I'm wishing for.

Tattoo's
I am huge fan of tattoo's. I have a lower back tattoo of a butterfly..will post it soon. My nature is that exactly. I live freely, and put no boundaries in my life...except for my relationship of course. Your heart should be free, your mind clear..and your love endless.

Just Another Lost Soul
I am all covered in blood.. Under my bed hidden I hid myself.. I ran from HIM. Now I know I will never discover.. Something that has been stolen forever.. The gateway to my soul is filled with fear.. Lost in eternal despair Just a lost soul.. Who is to weep? It is gone forever with my sleep.. I want to leave.. I want to die.. Every time I look in mirror.. I see only clouded eyes.. They carry all this tragedy and pain knowing there is no true love.. All love is a game All love is in vain.. Hope wants to live. But it has nothing left to give.. I know that I will die a lost soul.. Only emptiness in a deep dark hole.. Where I was dragged and left to die in the cold... always alone just another lost soul

Lessons
You taught me never to hold too fast, to try too hard, to hold too long. You said relinquishment is an art. You let me live the moment through the eyes of love, and said that hunger is relative to the need. You said that nothing could stand in my way that I couldn't cast aside. You believed in what I couldn't see. And through your eyes I've seen, what masters dare to emmulate, what life seldom shares what comes to only those who seek... In life there is a banquet take only what you can share and give richly... In giving, you will never lose a thing.

Which Is Your Birthday Month? Im June
Which is your Birthday month? ¢¾ JANUARY = SHYNESS Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you. You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover. Repost th

Lil Something
?PARA MI AMOR? ?PARA MI AMOR? I WOULD LOVE U FOREVER I WILL LIVE FOR ?PARA MI AMOR ? I WOULD LAUGH FOR I WILL BE HAPPY FOR ?PARA MI AMOR? I WOULD TAKE CARE OF I WILL LOVE YOU FOR YOU ?PARA MI PARA? I WOULD LOVE THE GROUND YOU WALK O0N I WILL WORSHIP YOU ?PARA MI AMOR? I WOULD KISS EVERYDAY I WILL TELL YOU I LOVE YOU ?PARA MI AMOR? I WOULD BE YOUR TEDDYBEAR I WILL FOREVER BE THERE ?PARA MI AMOR? I WOULD ALWAYS THINK OF YOU I WILL CHERISH YOU ?PARA MI AMOR? I WOULD HOLD YOU FOREVER I WILL SHOW YOU MY FEELINGS FOR YOU ?PARA MI AMOR? YOU WOULD FOREVER BE IN HEART YOU WILL BEMY EVERYTHING ?PARA MI AMOR?

Refuge
January’s blister beat its cold icy kiss upon him as he approached the cabin near the lake. Rifle in hand, its cartridges spent, he returned to his mountain refuge without a thing to show for his evening’s efforts. Chilled right through by the winter breeze, his head low, the hunter cursed his lack of fortune while looking out at the vast plain of ice stretched out at the end of the dock. He continued on, the wind pushing against him as he trudged calf-deep through the white ground cover to the door. The dusk upon him, without thinking he turned the knob and pushed. He paused. The door opened easily and that’s when it dawned that he was certain he’d locked it before he’d left. Stepping to one side, he nudged the door the rest of the way and readied his weapon. Aware he had no ammunition he felt that the appearance of his trust Winchester would be enough of a deterrent to whomever had been inside. Gripping the stock tightly he eased his head around the corner and looked

This Is The Worst Day Of My Entire Life
I cant explain yet exactly what happened. All i can say is that any prayers or support right now would be greatly appreciated. I need all the strength i can get. To make it through this. Love Jade

~~ How Drama Always Finds Me ~~
Melissa Lee: hey i have a question for you maria martinez: hold on Melissa Lee: kk maria martinez: okay what? Melissa Lee: are you and alex still talking or friends? maria martinez: why? Melissa Lee: i just need to know maria martinez: i want him and he knows it Melissa Lee: kk but have you too been talking? maria martinez: yeah why at nite it's nice to talk to him since i got a cam maria martinez: why? Melissa Lee: just wanted to know how much hes been lieing to me but dont matter no more becuase i am threw with him maria martinez: why were u going out with him maria martinez: after he dumped me as a ct wife? Melissa Lee: me and shirly were suppose to marry him but you can have him Melissa Lee: im going back to live in the real world at least my bf doesnt lie to me maria martinez: two can't marry him on ct Melissa Lee: and he has time for me maria martinez: he is real ur b/f right Melissa Lee: yeah very real and very good to me maria martinez: so why u want alex f

Ppl Plz Do
1. Whats your Name? 2. Are we close? 3. What do you think of me? 4. Do you hav a crush on me? 5. Would u kiss me? 6. would u fuk me? 7. Describe me in 3 words? 8. If u Had Me for 30 Mins wat would you do? 9. What was ur first impression of me? 10. Do u still think the same? 11.. What reminds u of me? 12. If you could give me anything what would it be? 13. How well do u know me? 14. What do u like best about me? 15. Ever wanted 2 tell me something u could'nt? 16. Could you ever love me? 17. Give me a nickname and explain why? 18.R u gona put this on ur blog and c wat i say bout u? 19.Anything 2 say b4 u go?

I'm Too Young To Die..
What if tomorrow my life, is nothing but a past. A life lived way too shortly, one that didn't last. What if tomorrow I don't wake up, to see your peaceful eyes. What if my life is taken away, before I am ready to die. I have so much more left to do, so many experiences I would miss. The things I wouldn't get to say, the feeling of your gentle kiss. I am not ready to leave, and I am too young to die. I want to live longer, I'm not ready to say good-bye. But my end is coming fast, so I want to tell you this. Of all the people I am leaving behind, it's you who I will miss.

Forever Close My Eyes
The time that i die Will the tears fill your eyes Or will it remain dry? When I close my eyes forever And cross between the light, In the mist of nowhere Will you be alright? Forever separate from you Tears can open reality And reveal the awful truth The life I could no longer see When I close my eyes forever And cross between the light, In the mist of nowhere Will you be alright? Divided between two worlds I walk within the night Yet you will never now Where you stand in the light. When I close my eyes forever And cross between the light, In the mist of nowhere Will you be alright? Born an imperfect soul Innocence too futile to see This child within you will never know For flaws are all you perceive of me I'd give my whole heart to you Yet you will never welcome me Someday your eyes will reveal the truth And lift up all my agony When I close my eyes forever And cross between the light, In the mist of nowhere Will you be alright?

A Trucker's Life
As she looks out the window, she sees cars pass as she is waiting for her man to get off the road. She is missing him terribly as the kids are as well. She needs and wants him home more, but knows that they have to sacrifice the time with him so that they have money and the things that they need. She realizes that raising the kids is a hard job, but even harder for him to leave the family he adores and doesn't want to leave, but he knows that he has to. She knows that he hates to leave the family as much as she and the kids hate to see him leave. She has an idea in her head, due to her dad leaving at a young age, that her man won't come home, but knows in her heart that he will come home. She sometimes finds herself praying that he will come home, and always prays for his safe return. The road is an unpredictable place and a scary one as the traffic gets more and more clogged and people deal with road rage with violence. He knows that she worries about him, as he does fo

Just For Her In Responce To The Phone Call
My Gift To You by Lonely Shadow I live through my dark existence only to bask in your beauty your eyes that shine like sapphires your smile that brightens even my sad existence I envy the wind that runs through your hair that touches your lips I long to touch you to hold you in my arms but I cannot for your heart belongs to another so, I can only love you from afar your friendship means more to me than anything this world provides but like an angel you touched my heart in a way that I've never felt before cause I've never known what love is until this day I know that we are only friends but my heart wishes it to be more so I will still hope and dream that one day I can feel your lips pressed to mine to hold you in my arms and say, "I love you"

Tricky Taco Cup's Yummy
INGREDIENTS * 1 cup ground pecans * 1 pint chocolate or vanilla ice cream * 1-3/4 teaspoons water, divided * 6 drops green food coloring * 1-3/4 cups flaked coconut, divided * 4 drops yellow food coloring * 6 waffle ice cream bowls * 6 tablespoons whipped topping * 3 pieces black rope licorice, cut into 1/4-inch slices * 9 maraschino cherries, patted dry, halved SERVINGS 6 CATEGORY Dessert METHOD Freezer PREP 20 min. TOTAL 20 min. DIRECTIONS Place pecans in a shallow bowl. Drop small scoops of ice cream into pecans; roll to coat. Place on a baking sheet; freeze until firm. In a large resealable plastic bag, combine 1-1/2 teaspoons water and green food coloring; add 1-1/2 cups coconut. Seal bag and shake to tint. In a small resealable plastic bag, combine yellow food coloring and remaining water; add remaining coconut. Seal bag and shake to tint. Place coated ice cream balls in waffle bowls. Sprinkle with green coconut. Dollop with whipped topping. Sprinkle with the yellow coconut and l

Drunk Survey
Have you ever: fallen asleep with your face in the toilet? Yes taken off your clothes? They just fall off kissed someone of the same sex? Uh no woken up next to someone you didnt know? Yes puked on someone else? No fallen down a flight of stairs? Yes driven a car? Yes - almost got the DUI stolen anything? Yes broke anything that wasnt yours? No sang stupid songs really loudly? yes - almost knew the words too gotten kicked out of anywhere? Yes told someone you hated that you loved them? No cried uncontrollably? No went out in public? Yes yelled to a croud 'IM DRUNK'? No talked to a police man? Yes laughed until you peed your pants? No talked to your parents? Yes (wasnt pretty by the way smoked pot Yes did pills? Nope Who gave you your first drink? Hell if I can remember Who first got you drunk? Me & my buddy Mark Where was that? Skipped school and went to the park Who's your favourite drinkin'

Big Money To The One Who Will Kidnap Me!!!
Made this a bulletin and a Blog... LETS MOVE ON THIS PEOPLE!!! I am at work... and I don't want to be here... not even a little... so if I pay someone oh.. um... $17.34... Could you come and kidnap me? Please.. pretty please?... what if I made it... $17.86... oh.. ya baby... I am a high roller... giving money away like it was water... Help me help you... We could have lots of fun..... No.. REALLY.. we could.... Just think of it... Connect 4, poker, Rock Paper Scissors?... or we can even play.. (While you are driving me away tied up) I spy with my little eye... something that begins with A.. YUP.. Angelique.. and you will see me when YOU GET YOUR ASS OVER HERE AND TAKE ME WAY FROM THE SCARY PATIENTS IN THIS DOCTORS OFFICE... NOW LETS GET TO IT.. CHOP CHOP!!!!! What do you want?.. sexual favors.. hmm.. ok.. maybe a reach around.. or a little sucky sucky.. but that is it.. COME ON PEOPLE.. I CAN'T KIDNAP MYSELF.. how the hell would I tie the Knot?.. Thanks ♥Angelique&h

In Case You Were Wondering...
AIGHT HAVEN'T BEEN AROUND. GOT INTO A HARDCORE CAR ACCIDENT THIS TIME. BROKE MY LEFT ARM AND COLLAR BONE. WAS IN THE HOSPITAL FOR A BIT FOR THAT. ON TOP OF THAT MY VIDEO STORE GOT BROKEN INTO MAJOR DAMAGE AND HARDCORE LOSE OF MERCHANDISE. THEN SOME FUCK HACKED MY FUCKING CHERRYTAP ACCOUNT, BECAUSE THIS SITE IS RUN BY FUCKTARDS AND THEY MAKE IT VERY EASY TO DO SUCH THINGS. SO I'M IN MASSIVE PAIN, HURTING BAD ON FUNDS CAUSE INSURANCE COMPANY IS TRYING TO SCREW ME, AND SOME LAME FUCKER WAS ON HERE AS ME SENDING BULLSHIT EMAILS TO PEOPLE AND MANAGED TO SPEND ALL MY BANK ON SHIT FOR PEOPLE I DON'T EVEN KNOW. NOT IGNORING ANYONE JUST REAL PISSED RECENTLY. SO HOPE EVERYONE IS DOING BETTER THEN ME, AND WHEN I'M UP TO IT I'LL BE BACK WITH A FURY NEVER BEFORE SEEN ON THIS FUCKING SITE. PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL. P.S. NAKED AND BROKEN!!

Tears
I mourn for you I cry a river thinking about you You mean so much to me, and I don't think I could live without you Please say you won't leave me Life will never be the same without you You have always been my idol, my role model, the person I always looked up to With you gone, my life will go down hill I need you to be here with me, be here forever I have known you for so long, and thought I knew you for real Never before have I thought that there was more to you, more that you feel. You always put on a strong face, and fooled everyone who looked at you We all looked at that face but never at the heart behind that mask You blinded us all with your happiness and fooled us into thinking you were content Never did we realize that it was all an act, you are miserable with your heart all bent. All I want is for that fraud to become ever true You happy and never again blue. Can't you see, I care for you and never want you to leave me Maybe things will be better this way, wi

Something All Countries Should Think About...
Things that make you go Hmmm... There are no special bilingual programs in the schools in this country, no special ballots for elections, and all government business will be conducted in one language. Foreigners will NOT have the right to vote, no matter how long they are here. Foreigners will NEVER be able to hold political office. Foreigners will not be a burden to the taxpayers. No welfare, no food stamps, no health care, nor any other government assistance programs. Foreigners can invest in this country, but it must be an amount equal to 40,000 times the daily minimum wage. If foreigners do come and want to buy land that will be okay, BUT options will be restricted. You are not allowed to own waterfront property. That property is reserved for citizens naturally born into this country. Foreigners may not protest; no demonstrations, no waving a foreign flag, no political organizing, no bad-mouthing our president or his policies. If you do you will be

Seriously!
What the fuck. I was supposed to go on a date tonight but now that isn't going to happen because it is getting late and he still has an errand to run and this would be our first date so we aren't gonna meet in some bar cause that is lame, and I could go to the bar and meet any random person. However, I am getting sick and tired of this fucking shit. ALL I want to do is meet a nice guy that I have chemistry with, fall in love, make some love, get married, have some kids, etc. etc. Of course I am perfectly aware that all of that takes (or should take) years but meeting a guy I like would be a good start! Now I don't know what I am going to do tonight. I'm going to the bar but that isn't till like midnight so I might go see a movie before then. Plus I probably won't end up going to the bar cause I have to be at work at 6:30 am. Oh well

Rules For The Phone
Rules for the phone. How ALL business phones SHOULD be answered! GOOD MORNING, WELCOME TO THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA. PRESS "1" FOR ENGLISH Press "2" to disconnect until you learn to speak English And remember only two defining forces have ever Offered to die for you, Jesus Christ, And the American Soldier. One died for your

To Realize
To realize The value of a sister Ask someone Who doesn't have one. To realize The value of ten years: Ask a newly Divorced couple. To realize The value of four years: Ask a graduate. To realize The value of one year: Ask a student who Has failed a final exam. To realize The value of nine months: Ask a mother who gave birth to a stillborn. To realize The value of one month: Ask a mother who has given birth to A premature baby. To realize The value of one week: Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper. To realize The value of one minute: Ask a person Who has missed the train, bus or plane. To realize The value of one-second: Ask a person Who has survived an accident. Time waits for no one. Treasure every moment you have. You will treasure it even more when you can share it with someone special. To realize the value of a friend or family member: LOSE ONE.

"it's Develop Or Die."
Where do you begin if you don't know where you're coming from? I am lost. My love stricken from me. Future pending. Heart rebuilt and destroyed. I yearn for a love I can no longer have. I am on the mend. My lust deepens everyday. Damnit!! Why the fuck do I love this girl so much?!?! I let someone in once, I get hurt. I let another in I get fucked up. I didn't let anyone in for 6 years. And when I did look what it got me. Not very much incentive here. I don't regret it though, not one bit. It was the best time of my life. And the only time I've really felt "connected to anyone or anything." I'll always love her. She is my best friend, and she saved me. Arsonist One stares at me from the dark corner of my mind with a soft, evil laugh. Starting to RELAPSE!!! Fight it! [It's develop or die]

Who Am I?
A little more about myself...seems people are wondering ...so for the ones who were asking here ya go... I am 40 years old born in sept...yeah i am a virgo..lol. I was born in west virginia(clarksburg) but moved to Parkersburg when I was 7...lived here till after I graduated in 86 when I moved to Rockville,Maryland...lived there one year and came back to west virginia. You can take the girl out of west virginia, but you cant take west virginia out of the girl. I have never been married, I am the mother of one son and I have two granddaughters..lexi-3 and molly marie-2months. My son serves in the United States AirForce and he and his family is stationed in florida at Eglin AFB. I miss him (have not seen him in a year and four months, but at the same time I am so very proud of him. Family is very important to me and my mom and dad are amazing. they just celebrated 57 years of marriage and have actually been together for 62 years. they started dating at 13 and stuck by eachother all t

A Cardiologist's Funeral
The Cardiologist's Funeral...... A cardiologist died and was given an elaborate funeral. A huge heart covered in flowers stood behind the casket during the service. Following the eulogy, the heart opened, and the casket rolled inside. The heart then closed, sealing the doctor in the beautiful heart forever. At that point, one of the mourners burst into laughter. When all eyes stared at him, he said, "I'm sorry, I was just thinking of my own funeral..... I'm a gynecologist." That's when the proctologist fainted.

Pix
My friend Korry sent me her old web-cam. I got ambitious today (or bored) and decided to hook it up and make the salutes. I am finally off of level 10. Please come by and rate my new photos. Yes, I am even showing some skin (big deal is is how we were born) for Cinny. So come on by and see what I look like in a verified, authentic, real life, one and only GreyHawk. See, I told ya, you'd love me. Heh Heh Heh GH

Your Destiny Reading
The Destiny you match most closely is Advisor At your core, you're meant to be an Advisor. You are 83% in line with the Advisor role. This indicates that you are a quiet and reserved person who loves to help others achieve their potential through interpersonal connections. Others value you for your wisdom, integrity, and sound advice, as well as your genuine concern for people's welfare. You are a thoughtful person, trust your gut feeling about things, and have extremely acute intuition. You are somewhat of a poet in your way of thinking, finding beauty and meaning in simple things. Because of your sensitivity and soft-spoken ways, you may experience mood swings and the inability to get out of bad situations from time to time. Just be aware of that and you will get stuck in fewer unsatisfying ruts. As an Advisor, you are in good company with Martin Luther King, Jr., Oprah Winfrey, and Mother Theresa. Just as their destinies have a deep effect on their life paths, your destiny

A Bikers' Creed
Four wheels move the body. Two wheels move the soul. Most motorcycle problems are caused by the nut that connects the handlebars to the saddle. Life may begin at 30, but it doesn't get real interesting until about 60 mph! You start the game of life with a full pot o' luck and an empty pot of experience.. . The object is to fill the pot of experience before You empty the pot of luck. If you wait, all that happens is that you get older. Midnight bugs taste just as bad as Noon time bugs. Saddlebags can never hold everything you want, but they CAN hold everything you need. It takes more love to share the saddle than it does to share the bed. The only good view of a thunderstorm is in your rearview mirror. Never be afraid to slow down. Don't ride so late into the night that you sleep through the sunrise. Sometimes it takes a whole tankful of fuel before you can think straight. Riding faster than everyone else only guarantees you'll ride alone. Never h

Things To Note In Life...
1. It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return, But what is more painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let that person know how you feel. 2. A sad thing in life is when you meet someone who means a lot to you, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and you just have to let go. 3. The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had. 4. It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives. 5. It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone- but it takes a lifetime to forget someone. 6. Don't go for looks; they can deceive. Don't go for wealth; even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright. 7. Dream

Family Coming
Hey yall! Just thought I would let everyone know that as of Friday I won't be on here as much for like a week. SOME of my family is coming to visit from Michigan so I am gonna be spending time with them. I will be on from time to time to leave some love and all just not as much. They are stayin till the 15th so I am hoping we will have some fun when they are here!! Hope everyone has a GREAT Easter! Love you all!!

Wisdom
Words to Live By "To love. To be loved. To never forget your own insignificance. To never get used to the unspeakable violence and the vulgar disparity of life around you. To seek joy in the saddest places. To pursue beauty to its lair. To never simplify what is complicated or complicate what is simple. To respect strength, never power. Above all, to watch. To try and understand. To never look away. And never, never, to forget". -Arundhati Roy-

Movin Be Offline For Bout A Week Or So
Just wanted to let yall know ill be offline till prolly next weekend. Im in the process of moving and only have till saturday to be out of my apt. I found a beautiful house in the country that is a true blessin for me n my kids. But my landlady here is tryin to make me pay rent unless im out by this weekend. guess it dosent matter im the only one been payin rent for over a yr now. but oh well she can keep her trash!! ill let yall know when im back online, take care and dont forget me, hugs n loves Debbie aka IceBaby

Single Again Lol : )
Hey everyone I'm single again. I'm just goin to be chillin out for a little while. If you want to talk to me then you're more than welcome. There are only a few things i require. I want a girl that meets me half way on things. If we have a problem we should be able to just talk it out and come up with a solution. Also girls, make sure you can keep your word. If you can't keep your promises then there is no reason to even talk to me. You're just waistin both of our times. I'm a preacher's kid and i'm use to havin good girls as my girlfriend. I understand now that people have pasts and you have to sometimes look past them, but at the same time i don't want something that everyone has had. If you can keep these three simple things and just be there for me I'll make sure be there whenever you need me. If you need a shoulder to cry on then you know i'm there for you. I like to have fun with a girl and i like to make her feel special. The girl just has to do the same in return. If anyone is

The Empty Basket
Would somebody please tell me....what the fuck is wrong with me?? Why do I endlessly walk around in an empty haze? The truth is so hard to find...elusive and beyond my grasp. You say nothing has changed...and if it has not...then why do I feel so alone? Why is it that my voice speaks only silence? My empty rage flares within me, pointed at noone and everyone at the same time. There is no peace in these murky waters. I wade to the shore but am held fast by the waves, forever drawn back into their watery embrace. I showed you my torn and tattered soul, all that was left of me. For a moment I thought that meant something to you. For a moment...I was real. Within your gaze my wings unfurled and I felt as if I could fly. Why did you turn away from me? Ripped away the very wings you gave me. I am ugly. So ugly on the inside that you have turned away. Banished me to the shadows. Sitting in the quicksand, sinking further and further into nothingness.

Do U Believe This??!!
NaughtyPoll.com - take your own poll! 1. How old are you?27-29 2. What is your sexual orientation?Straight 3. Have you ever given somone oral sex?Sure I have 4. Have you ever received oral sex?Yes, of course 5. How many sexual partners have you had?None, I'm a virgin 6. What is your pubic hair style?Landing strip, a little hair still there 7. What is your choice of underwear style?Thong 8. Have you ever had anal sex?No, not for me 9. What is your favorite position?Anything that gets me off 10. How often do you masturbate?Never, that's not for me 11. Have you ever kissed a girl?Yes, for sure 12. Have you ever had sex with a girl?Yes, I sure have 13. Have you ever taken, or been in naked photos?Never done either 14. Have you ever had multiple partners at once?Yes, a threesome 15. Have you watched porn?Yes, of course. Who hasn't? 16. Have you ever been to a nude beach or nudist area?Nope, I am modest 17. Have you ever watched others, or been watched ha

Myth Of Love
We are but dust bourne on the wind. By chance, we land in the same place at the same moment in time. And by chance still, the years and elements blend us together in perfect unity...if wind, wave, and creature does not first tear us asunder. How is it then that two so similar...two so opposite...should chance upon one another and, with the force of a hurricane, fall? Is love not a myth whispered to children in dark hours in the chance that it gives them the mere glimmer of hope they need to carry onward through ever darkening times? Ahh...but we have found that love as we know it means the world. And that love as we know it is not complete myth.

Love And Pain
I am sorry if u were hurt, I told u not to fall. u said i was the greatest, though that made me feel so small. I wish I could have offered u the love u gave to me but time and pain have shown us that our love could never be. now go on with your life now u can finaly be free, I am sorry if i hurt you, but through the dark u will finaly see.

Easter Weekend........
I hope everyone has a good weekend with thier family n loved ones this weekend. I know if mom is feeling better we're gonna get the family all toghter n yes i'll have to cookout fer everyone. Hope its a pretty weekend too. So folks tell me yer plans fer thius weekend? What all is everyone doing?If all yall lived closer youd be invited here. N to all my friends, yall r all so beautiful n i mean it.I have some verry pretty ladies as friends on heere, big hugs n lots of sugars to yall!

Easter Bunny
In pagan times, the "Easter hare" was no ordinary animal, but a sacred companion of the old goddess of spring, Eostre. The Easter bunny has its origin in pre-Christian fertility lore. The Hare and the Rabbit were the most fertile animals known and they served as symbols of the new life during the Spring season. Since long before Jesus Christ was born, parents told their children that the magic hare would bring them presents at the spring festival. The presents were often painted eggs, as these represented the new life starting at this time of year." Hares are animals which look like rabbits, but are larger and in many countries quite rare. In most places, the Easter rabbit (bunny) has replaced the Easter hare completely. The bunny was first used as a symbol of Easter in 16th century Germany, where it was first mentioned in German writings. The first edible Easter bunnies, made primarily of pastry and sugar, were produced in Germany as well, during the early 1800s. Also in Germany, c

Fear.
Fear is the worst four letter word. It is not any other one. Fear can take hold of you, Make you turn to things you never would have. My fears have taken me to places I never wanted to go. I married one man fear made me do it Fear of being alone for eternity My fears made me drop out of college become a secretary, get pregnant I got married, and fear was always there. I had my first son and fear just stood there. It mocked me for 26 years. It was always there to watch me crumble. It held my hand and changed my mind When I would get strong. For 26 years I lived in its shadow. It guided me down wrong paths Made me so affraid of success that, I settled for failure, over and over again. And then one day I woke up. I told fear to go play in traffic That I was not going to be affraid anymore I was going to become who I've always known I could be. So here I am a few months without fear. I am strong at times, I am still affraid at points. I am terrified

Egypt::tales Of The Magicians 2
IN THE SEKHET HEMAT IXTH DYNASTY THE PEASANT AND THE WORKMAN There dwelt in the Sekhet Hemat--or salt country--a peasant called the Sekhti, with his wife and children, his asses and his dogs; and he trafficked in all good things of the Sekhet Hemat to Henenseten. Behold now he went with rushes, natron, and salt, with wood and pods, with stones and seeds, and all good products of the Sekhet Hemat. And this Sekhti journeyed to the south unto Henenseten; and when he came to the lands of the house of Fefa, north of Denat, he found a man there standing on the bank, a man called Hemti--the workman--son of a man called Asri, who was a serf of the High Steward Meruitensa. Now said this Hemti, when he saw the asses of Sekhti, that were pleasing in his eyes, "Oh that some good god would grant me to steal away the goods of Sekhti from him!" Now the Hemti's house was by the dyke of the tow-path, which was straitened, and not wide, as much as the width of a waist cloth: on the one s

For You Are The One
For you I would climb The highest mountain peak Swim the deepest ocean Your love I do seek. For you I would cross The rivers most wide Walk the hottest desert sand To have you by my side. For you are the one Who makes me whole You've captured my heart And touched my soul. For you are the one That stepped out of my dreams Gave me new hope Showed me what love means. For you alone Are my reason to live For the compassion you show And the care that you give. You came into my life And made me complete Each time I see you My heart skips a beat. For you define beauty In both body and mind Your soft, gentle face More beauty I'll ne'er find. For you are the one God sent from above The angel I needed For whom I do love.

Flowers
4. Flowers Who shall conquer this world And the world of death with all its gods? Who shall discover The shining way of dharma? You shall, even as the man Who seeks flowers Finds the most beautiful, The rarest. Understand that the body Is merely the foam of a wave, The shadow of a shadow. Snap the flower arrows of desire And then, unseen, Escape the king of death. And travel on. Death overtakes the man Who gathers flowers When with distracted mind and thirsty senses He searches vainly for happiness In the pleasures of the world. Death fetches him away As a flood carries off a sleeping village. Death overcomes him When with distracted mind and thirsty senses He gathers flowers. He will never have his fill Of the pleasures of the world. The bee gathers nectar from the flower Without marring its beauty or perfume. So let the master settle, and wander. Look to your own faults, What you have done or left undone. Overlook the faults of others. Like a lov

Saturday Before Easter At The Club
Since we're going to Cancun at the end of this month, we're trying to save money to spend on our trip. So last night was our last time at the swing club for this month. I thought it was memorable. This was going to be the closest club night to my friend Todd's birthday, so his wife Misty had told the owner about the birthday, and they planned something for him. I think he had an idea beforehand, because we'd told him about some of the birthday celebrations. On our way to the club we drove by their van and I fell in behind them, but then they got off the road about 10 miles before we got there, so we went on ahead. We went into the club, with me toting our bag of clothes and other bag of alcoholic beverages. I put the clothes in a locker -- since the rooms are open for play until 2 AM, we can't leave the bags in our assigned room. In the main room, with the seating area, the buffet, the dance floor and the small stage for the stripper pole, only one of the three long tables

Poem 7 - Fear
To Fear is dead so I must not, It beaks a man down and creates a knot. It kills the soul and makes a man hide, Everywhere i go, fear will ride behind. It will follow me until the day i die, When the day comes my life will fly. Maybe someday I can break it down, Then it will leave and I will wear the crown. To conquer ones fear is a big challenge in life, To overcome it and stab it with a knife. It will gang up against me with all it's got, But i must stay stron and unravel it's plot. The ice I am walking on is running thin, The further I go fear is trying to get in. Someday I will look fear in the eye, I'll look so hard it will want to die. My fear has created so many things in my mind, My Rage it brought out and my Rage it did find. It created a weapon that will bring it's end, It's the only way I consider Anger as my friend. I leave now with a message to fear, Beware my Rage - Have i amde myself clear?!

"it Can't Get Much Worse" Vs. "no One Should Ever Feel Like..."
So uncomfortble in my own skin. Can I barrow yours for a while and see if it feels like home? No.. I thought not. Its been broken for too long. Bind myself back together with bent nails and rusty staples. Im out of bandaids and superglue. Its futile to put the peices back together, when its too fragile to exist. Is this my face or just another mask? Another lie? Another fake? Another recreation of me? How can you tell when your real? Alive? Breathing? Synthetic is simple, your awareness of such is gone. Where is the line between you and them? Rip yourself appart Peice by peice Time and time again.

My Job
My Job When squad called my unit I would respond. Whether it was a stabbing, a shooting, or another dead john. 10-4 I would say I am enroute. Not knowing the situation or what the call was about. It was my duty to serve and to protect. A mentor, a counselor, all I asked for was some respect. At times I was nervous, even a bit scared. My adrenaline pumping when our sirens blared. So many killings to them it's a game. Kids caught in the middle, a bullet knows no name. So young, so innocent they had so much left to do. So forgive me if I cry, because I am human too. Never once did I take something that was not mine Not a ten, a twenty, not even a dime. Always tried to show some respect and kindness. Because I was proud to be one of Chicago's Finest. Never did I think when I got this call. That this would be my last job, my last 5-Paul. When the shots rang out I didn't feel the round. Until I heard my partner say "Officer Down". Now as I lay here trying

I'm Bored...
Ninety five percent of the people that come visit my profile are decent people who rate my photos and sometimes even rate my profile. Since they did me the courtesy, I will often come visit their profile as well to share the love. To the other five percent, WTF. You came to my page as an uninvited and unwanted guest and out of whatever twisted reasons you may have, start leaving me ones? Wish you had the guts to say who you were, because I would call your ass out. Jealous, much? Hell, it would be real easy for me to leave ones instead of tens, but I know I am the better person.

Prayer For Peace
O Great Spirit of our Ancestors, I raise my pipe to you, to your messengers the four winds, and to Mother Earth who provides for your children. Give us the wisdom to teach our children to love, to respect, and to be kind to each other so that they may grow with peace in mind. Let us learn to share all the good things that you provide for us on this Earth.

Going Crazy
I've been a nice person to everyone and i have two people that seem to have a problem with me no matter what i do they keep things going with me ,, one person is my ex and i went on ct to meet new people and good friends , well now he's on here starting shit with them and i don't know what to do . i've blocked him and iggyed him but he seem to still look at my ct every day and do and say mean thing's ,,, i just don't know what to do no more ?

Trying To Open My Eyes
walking blindly through life still young but trying to deal with the problems of the old searching for resolution searching for light it feels so dark and cold everything i do im trying to get ahead but trying to achieve with eyes closed shows no progress like watering a plant thats dead struggling with everyday issues hoping for the future dealing with the present and past wondering with eyes closed frequently falling off the path just how long will this darkness last?

Chained To My Heart
IN A CORNER SO DARK AND SCARY WISH I HAD A MAGIC FAIRY TO HELP OUT WITH ALL THE PAIN HEART IS FLOODED WITH ALL THE RAIN ... SMILING SOULD CAN'T KEEP IT AWAY IT COMES BACK THE VERY NEXT DAY THE PAIN HURTS IT'S SO INRENSE FALLING IN LOVE MAKES NO SENCE THEY SAY LOVE WILL SET YOU FREE BUT IT LOCKED ME UP AND LOST THE KEY. I'M LOCKED UP IN A PLACE SO COLD MEMORIES IN MY HEART START TO UNFOLD. Memories that leave me in tears Images of all of my fears Screaming trying to be set free but no one not a soul to help me I'm chained to the walls in my heart Can't seem to break it apart I'm locked to love that will not be That's why love won't set me free Until the day he feels the same I can no longer play his game So I will be locked away until all these feelings go away

Dfw Area Peeps! Edgefest 16!!
Is anyone goin? If so...look for me!!!! I will be with....4 guys (my hubby is one of them so don't get any ideas. lol). So, one chick and 4 guys. Look for us PizzaHut Park, this Sunday! We will be tailgating early with plenty of beer. Cheers and Beers! Sam

The Veins Of Love
Sipping from your pulsing veins Hearing your heart pound like rain Walking through the midnights fire Letting it take us even higher Warming my heart with your love Making me fear the cross above Transforming my lust and fire Laying next to you is my only desire! Finding peace in your arms Falling for all your charm Being seduce by blood and bone For your heart is my new home Scott baker

Untitled Poem 2
Lost in a sea of dreaming, wondering what it would be like.. You know, your still in my heart. Broken and battered, it withered without your light. You showed it so much... how to rise and fall. Utterly alone, I live my life without. You left me here with my suffering Was I not enough? Was I not your heart’s longing as well? The day has become darkest night, under a cold resentful moon. What do I do now? The ashes of my heart blown out to sea.

Things I Want To Know About You.
Things I want to know about you. Body: YOU'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST, I WANNA KNOW YOU...I want to know 44 things about you. . Short and sweet is fine...You're on my list, so I wanna know you better! =) JUST HIT REPLY TO SEND DIRECTLY TO ME IN A MESSAGE THEN, REPOST THE EMPTY QUESTIONS AS A BULLETIN. 1. What is your full name? 2. When is your Birthday? 3. What is your e-mail address? 4. Do you smoke? 5.How many sexual partners have you had? 6. If you can't answer, is it really that many? 7. Can you cook? 8. What was your dream growing up? 9. What talent do you wish you had? 10. Favorite place? 11. G-strings or thongs? 12. What was the last book you read? 13. What zodiac sign are u ? 14. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? 15. Worst Habit? 16. How do we know each other? 17. What is your favorite sport? 18. Pesimist or Optimist attitude? 19. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me

Poem 3
I lie awake while time slowly marches on, Thinking of what we had but now is gone. So many thoughts that have come and past, I think of the emotions I refused at the time to last. The love I crave still rides at my side, It covers my world, for there is nowhere to hide. his love,his trust, his heart, his soul, he gave to me, Life would change, of that I was sure. Now, years later Keeps visiting my stale thoughts, Reminds me of both love and time now lost. Radio plays the songs that we loved to hear, My only thoughts are to have him near. Alas, this time in regret has been in vain, I've spent many hours hidden in this pain. Tomorrow will come, like a thousand before, To hopefully heal our hearts, so painful & sore.

12 Signs You Love Someone
TWELVE When you're on the phone with them late at night and they hang up, you still miss them even when it was just two minutes ago. ELEVEN: You walk really slow when you're with them. TEN: You feel shy whenever they're around. NINE: You smile when you hear their voice. EIGHT: When you look at them, you can't see the other people around you, you just see him/her. SIX: They're all you think about. FIVE: You relize you're always smiling when you're looking at them. FOUR: You would do anything for them, just to see them. THREE: While reading this, there was one person on your mind this whole time. TWO: You were so busy thinking about that person, you didnt notice number seven was missing ONE: You just scrolled up to check & are now silently laughing at yourself. NOW MAKE A WISH. YOU KNOW YOU WANT TO...... ******* ****** ***** **** *** ** * ** *** **

Bright And Beautiful Future
Those who preach endlessly about how bad things are, do so mainly to advance their own power and influence. Instead of being frightened into submission by the negative scenarios, choose to follow the positive possibilities. Life has always been challenging, and it will continue to be. Yet that is no reason to be gloomy or fearful, for in every challenge there is great opportunity. Whatever you focus on will grow stronger and more influential in your world. Choose to focus on creative, innovative, loving, respectful and beautiful ways to move forward. Those who obsess over assigning blame only end up making the problems worse. What you can do now is far more important than who is at fault. If you give your energy to fear and hatred, whatever you fear and whatever you despise will grow bigger and more imposing. Is that really what you want? The future is as bright and beautiful as you decide to see it. See it, live it, and make it so. -- Ralph Marston

If Tomorrow Never Comes
If I knew it would be the last time that I'd see you fall asleep, I would tuck you in more tightly and pray the Lord, your soul to keep. If I knew it would be the last time that I see you walk out the door, I would give you a hug and kiss and call you back for one more. If I knew it would be the last time I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise, I would video tape each action and word, so I could play them back day after day. If I knew it would be the last time, I could spare an extra minute or two to stop and say "I love you," instead of assuming, you would KNOW I do. If I knew it would be the last time I would be there to share your day, well, I'm sure you'll have so many more, so I can let just this one slip away. For surely there's always tomorrow to make up for an oversight, and we always get a second chance to make everything right. There will always be another day to say our "I love you's", And certainly there's another chance to say our "Anything I can

First Blog On Cherry
Well hello all. Thank to all those lovely peopla that helped me get started here. Well it been nice so far dont have a pain in the butt people every where u turn to make trouble. I was hoping this Server would help me a little also. yes im a looking for that special lady that can put and keep a smile on my face. Well that need to go both ways. I share. Stop in say hello. If u got a hint or something to in prove here tell me. let make this friend ship last for a life time and more. well first blogs arnt tha good ones but i will let it out all the felling that i hide form others on the other pages. Well talk to you all later kool bye

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From Ny To Paris
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Had A Good Night...
I had a good night tonight. The in-law came over and watched the kid while my wife and I went out. Then we came home and got it on. All in all, a good night! My kid's really sick though, so that kinda bites. But I guess kids get sick, right? Life goes on. I hope your night goes as well as mine has, dear reader! SEE YA!

Jokes
BE STRONG A guy breaks into a house to look for money and guns and finds a young couple in bed. He orders the guy out of bed and ties him to a chair, while tying the girl to the bed he gets on top of her, kisses her neck, then gets up and goes into the bathroom. While he's in there, the husband tells his wife: "Listen, this guy's an escaped convict, look at his clothes! He probably spent lots of time in jail and hasn't seen a woman in years. I saw how he kissed your neck. If he wants sex, don't resist, don't complain, do whatever he tells you. Satisfy him no matter how much he nauseates you. This guy is probably very dangerous. If he gets angry, he'll kill us. Be strong, honey. I love you." To which his wife responds, "He wasn't kissing my neck. He was whispering in my ear. He told me he was gay, thought you were cute, and asked me if we had any Vaseline. I told him it was in the bathroom. Be strong honey. I love you too!!"

Missing You So Much It Hurts...
Time and suffering... Time means everything and nothing It takes so much yet gives so little And therefore gives more grief than joy For the best times are with the ones we love and the worst times are when they're away When they're here we feel complete and whole When they're gone we're lost and hopeless Everytime they come back we feel 10 times better yet with time comes with yet another absence then the feeling we had becomes 10 times worse and then comes the overwhelming questions of... "am I going to make it just one more day?" "am I going to survive the onslaught of missing you?" and then... "WHEN IS THIS PAIN GOING TO END???" "ARE YOU GOING TO BE AWAY FOREVER???" and finally it hits us with the biggest question "Do I really love you enough to stand this pain just one more day?" and that answer you ask... is "YES!!!" I will suffer as much pain as it takes until the next time you are with me. And when that time comes it will be greater

Don't Close Your Blinds
The other day, my nine-year-old son wanted to know why we were at war. My husband looked at our son and then looked at me. My husband and I were in the Army during the Gulf War and we would be honored to serve and defend our Country again today. I knew that my husband would give him a good explanation. My husband thought for a few minutes and then told my son to go stand in our front living room window. He said "Son, stand there and tell me what you see? "I see trees and cars and our neighbor's houses," he replied. > >"OK, now I want you to pretend that our house and our yard is the United States of America and you are President Bush." > >Our son giggled and said "OK." > >"Now son, I want you to look out the window and pretend that every house and yard on this block is a different country" my husband said. > >"OK Dad, I'm pretending." > >"Now I want you to stand there and look out the window and pretend you see Saddam come out of his house with his wife, he has h

Childlove????
There is so much support out there for child "love" that it's mind boggling... these are activists trying to make their lifestyle acceptable. They have pretty logos and girl-friendly pages that little girls would think were akin to Barbie.com... this is scary... http://www.clogo.org/main.php they give each other advise about finding out where children live... they seem to look for grandparents with children because they are more susceptible to their charm... this is getting depressing

My Apology To All My Friends And Family Members
" I APOLOGIZE TO ALL MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY MEMBERS FOR THE DELAY IN RATING YOUR STASHES AND PHOTOS. DUE TO THE GREAT RESPONSE I HAVE GOTTEN FROM THE BLASTS THAT OKIE GIRL AND HAPPY IN LIFE HAVE GIVEN ME, I AM VERY BACKED UP RT NOW AND AT LIMIT TOO. SO I WANTED TO TAKE THIS TIME TO TELL YOU "I WON.T FORGET YOU AND THANK YOU ALL FOR YOUR PATIENCE WITH ME ON THIS. YOU ALL KNOW THAT I AM FAITHFUL TO RATE,BUT I DO HAVE A BAD CASE OF CRS SOMETIMES TOO LOL, SO IF I DON.T GET TO YOU IN A REASONABLE AMOUNT OF TIME PLEASE REMIND ME. I LOVE ALL OF YOU! AND A SPECIAL "THANK YOU TO MY DEAR FRIENDS OKIE GIRL AND HAPPY IN LIFE FOR EVERYTHING YOU HAVE DONE FOR ME "YOU GUYS ROCK"!!!!! XXXOOO,S GAIL

Hello Everyone
Well, I think I am going to be changing my blog over here. I've been realizing that I have too many people I know in real life friended on my My Space page and end up not posting when I need to because I'm afraid of upsetting one friend or another. I don't know how often ill be posting but should be at least once in a while. Anyway, thanks for coming by.

I Wanna C Wat U Think Of Me!!!
what would you do if I? 1. I made a move on u: 2. I kissed you: 3. I lived next door to you: 4. I started smoking: 5. I asked you on a date: 6. I was hospitalized: 7. I ran away from home: 8. I asked u Make Love? 9. I asked u out? ::WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:: 9. Personality: 10. Eyes: 11. Hair: 12. Body: ::WOULD YOU:: 13. Be my friend? 14. Keep a secret if I told you one? 15. Hold my hand? 16. Go on a date with me? 17. Keep in touch? 18. Try and solve my problems? 19. Love me? 20. Date me? ::HAVE YOU EVER:: 21. Lied to make me feel better? 22. Wanted to kiss me? 23. Wanted to kill me? 24. Broke my heart? 25. Kept something important from me? 26. Wanted to make love to me? ::AND MORE:: 27. Who are you? 28. Are we friends? 29. When and how did we meet? 30. Describe me in one word: 31. What was your first impression? 32. Do you still think that way about me now? 33. What r

I'm Now 3rd, Could Really Do With Some More Help Plz Friends Where-ever You Are Lol !!!!
=== 'southern rebel girl' spewed forth the following at '2007-04-17 05:42:50'.. > > please please please come and help me if you're my friend. > > my son in now up to 3rd place in the best kid contest contest, and i need help ASAP to get back into the lead. t comments between us and the contest ends april 21st so not long to go. > > just click on the photo below then rate & leave as many comments as you can, the more the better of course LOL ... > > > > > > thanks so much to everyone who has helped so far, my true friends, and to anyone helps me, your cherry love is really appreciated :o) > > feel free to repost this bulletin if you think it will help ;o) > > have a lovely tuesday > > Amy xoxox > >

Quiz
You have a sexual IQ of 153 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

The Big Picture
Excerpts from Seneca Wisdomkeeper Edna Gordon's VOICE OF THE HAWK ELDER: ~*~ I BELIEVE in another world, a better world. I believe in many worlds, as many worlds as there are places to put'm in all of Creator's Creation. ~ Creation's much much bigger than we think. It's so big the whole sky full of stars is just a tiny part of it. ~ Creation's not just out there-- it's here inside of ourselves, too. Each one of us IS a universe. Every molecule, every atom is a Universe, a World with still other Worlds inside o' that. That's how Creation IS! It's so big in so many ways you and I can't even dream of it all. ~ BE A SHARER, be a giver, be a helper and the whole of Creation opens up around and over you, like an Umbrella Tree. All of Creation is like an Umbrella Tree we live under--really, inside of, 'cause we ourselves our part of it! ~ That's the most wonderful thing of al

Friendship
""THEY SAY IT TAKES A MINUTE...... .......TO FIND A SPECIAL PERSON, ....... .....AN HOUR TO APPRECIATE THEM, ...... .........A DAY TO LOVE THEM, ........ ..........AN ENTIRE LIFETIME......... ..............TO FORGET THEM............. .......SEND THIS TO THE PEOPLE...... .............YOU'LL NEVER FORGET.............. .........IT'S A SHORT COMMENT.......... ...........TO LET THEM KNOW............. ......THAT YOU'LL NEVER FORGET THEM...... ...IF YOU DON'T SEND THIS TO ANYONE... .......IT MEANS YOU'RE IN A HURRY....... ..........AND THAT YOU HAVE FORGOTTEN......... ...............YOUR FRIENDS If you get a dozen, you're loved!! . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .* . . . . . . . . . . .*. . . . . . . ** * . . . . .. . . . . .*** . . * . . ***** . . . . . . . . . . .** . . **. . . . .* . . . . . . . . . . ***.*. . *. . . . .* . . . . . . . . . .****. . . .** . . . ****** . . . . . . . . . ***** . . . .**.*. . . . . ** . . . . . . . . .*****. . .

Astrology
Steadfast and loyal: That's you. When it comes to old friendships, you never say die. Your pals appreciate your attitude, especially if one of them is going through a rough time. You're a rock for them to lean on. This is sooooo true!!

From My First Look
FROM MY FIRST LOOK WITH THE FIRST TOUCH JUST LIKE A BOOK ON A BURNING TORCH I FELT WITHIN THE ODDEST FEELING THAT KEEPS ON GROWING WITHOUT A CHANCE OF FLEEING THE FEELING UNKNOWN WITH ONLY ONE ANSWER AS EVERY ONE KNOWS WHICH IS KNOWN AS TRUE LOVE

Jade's Reminder....................
As Master walked through the door, His eyes scanned the room noticing the few things that were out of place. His coffee cup was still on the table, along with the strewn about morning paper. The immediate look of displeasure crossed His face. He did not expect much from Jade, just the things He did require of her He expected done. Jade's disobedience had been of annoyance to him these past few weeks. However after a day like He had today, this was one of the last straws. Master had been pleased with Jade's behavior and submission to Him since He had taken her in. Master had decided to give Jade a little more freedom as a reward. But to Master's dismay she had begun to forget her place at His feet. Master took a seat on the couch, turning on the tv. As He sat watching the evening news, He heard the back door quietly shutting. Jade knew she was probably pushing the limits, not being at the door at His arrival. However Jade, figured she could just explain to Master that she was out swi

"the One"
"The One" We sit on the beach so close in the sand, We're watching the waves and you reach for my hand. You turn to me and look in my eyes, The kiss you gave is no surprise. As we sit watching the sun set, I'm wondering if you are the one. The waves lick the shore Brought on by the tide, We laugh and joke as they chase us inside. We enjoy the warmth of a newly built fire. We sit in its glow as the tide becomes higher. We remember our day, recall the fun and the whole time I am wondering if you are the one.

This Is Kinda Of Funny Then In A Way It's Really Sad!
THAT'S FU*K UP YOU HIT ANYTHING THAT'S STICKING ANY BIT*H WITH LIPS CAN SUCK YOUR DI*K CONDOMS YOU DON'T BELIEVE IN YOU MUST BELIEVE SEXUALLY ACTIVES CAN LEAD TO SEXUALLY TRANSMITTED DISEASES THAT'S WHY YOU GOT A BURN FROM YA PENIS ANY DECENT BIT*H YOU SAW YOU GO IN THEM RAW THAT'S WHY YOU GOT AN ITCH AROUND YA BALLS AND YOU SO UNEDUCATED YOU DON'T KNOW THE DAMAGED THAT YOU CAUSED FIRST OFF YOU LAME THE GAME YOU SPIT ANIT WORTH THE PAIN INSTEAD OF BEING WORRIED ABOUT HIS HEATH AND EDUCATION THIS COWARD IS WORRIED ABOUT HIS REPUTATION HES IN THE MIDDLE OF LEARNING THE HOOD DONE HEARD HE BURNING EVERY FEMALE THAT HE USED AS A STATISTIC HAS BEEN TO THE CLINIC THIS NIGGA DOING SAME OLD SAME OLD TRIFLEN NIGGAS AND TRIFLEN HOES IDIOT WAS SO SCARED TO TEST HIS PEE ALL IS SAID REST IN PEACE

In Field Homer
Happiness is split, stinging lips from smiling too much from chortling chuckling snorting guffawing and the like. Happiness is an olive stuffed crust of bread. Or a mastiff puppy with a tough name, who secretly loves barbies. And is afraid of chihuahuas. Who isn't? Lil buggers are freaky looking. Yeah. It has something to do with all that. But so much more. You think I'll tell you? You think I know how? People please... I might be good. But this isn't my department. It's a secret. Only not. Because I'm broadcasting. With a tenfoot baseball bat of content. Y o u Have T o Swing T h e Bat

Hold It Back
I hold it back Acting like I don't care I know it makes him happy That is all that matters to me But I wonder when I'm going to crack When he will finally find out I'm not really okay Will he be mad I didn't tell him Will I love him forever I really don't know So I have to make sure I hold it back So I don't end up packing my bags Having to leave something that is so amazing I'll just have to learn to keep it back when with him And fall apart behind his back

Back From The Hospital
Well lets see, went into the ER about 04:30 on sunday morning with a fever of 104.3 a throught infection, as well as a few other things. Dr. said that it was sue to dehydration which is what everything stemed from. Of course me being the nut that I am I still showed up for work today.

You're Nothing To Me Anymore!
How fucking dare you. I cant believe you. I fucking hate you. I hope your fucking happy. you finally made it onto the list of people I will forever despise, remember that list? The one made up of my dad, eric and ap? yeah, well guess what you fucking asshole, your now on the list. I cant believe I ever believed what you told me. " I promise I'll never hurt you." And you say Im the liar? FUCK YOU! you are nothing to me anymore, do you understand that? YOU'RE NOTHING TO ME. YOU ARE A NO ONE IN MY LIFE. ANOTHER FUCKING ASSHOLE THAT'S HURT ME. I hope your fucking happy. " I'll love you always and forever." LIES!!!!!!!! I kept my promises to you, how come you didnt keep yours??? Bc I "changed"? No, we both fucking changed. You are not a fucking "man" either. dont ever think you are. a real man wouldnt leave his half fucking dead girlfriend to go camping. a real man wouldnt use his girlfriend for sex, and never give anything in return. a real man wouldnt have asked his girlfriend to change,

Novice Master
This is a strange topic but it is close to my heart, I am a novice Master, and I greatly want to learn from a real Master, but until then I will just continue reading on the subject, and for those of you who think that Masters and Slaves are sick understand it is a deeper emotional and physical relationship that just meer dating and thats what I want something more than just love, that and I want the control. I mean to know you are giving someone what they truly crave, and knowing they are doing like wise to you just thrills me, even though it may confuse some of you I am not here to question your lives, and don't want you questioning mine.

Bitching Pt 3
so a female i was cool with was on yahoo cam. i spoke then asked to see her cam. so as soon as it loaded her chest was on cam but hidden by her shirt. next she turned around and her ass was there. she went as far as pulling her shirt up to the top of her shorts so you could see her ass shape better, and was still hidden by the pants. all of a sudden i was booted off her cam, yet it still said her cam was viewable. she told me she had to get it right. after 10 mins of getting it right she offered me to come back on and view. i jokingly said. "YEAH AFTER YOU GAVE SOMEONE A SHOW LOL" then she wrote me back "OKAY, U DON'T KNOW SHIT ABOUT ME TO EVEN COME AT ME LIKE THAT BYE" was i wrong i even said i was joking

Live In Today
I have just recently lost someone very close to me. We all experience this. It always makes me stop and really look at the big picture. The true meaning of life. Unfortunately, I have been going through one tragedy after another for the past few years. I am sure you can imagine....it has really made me take a long hard look around. For a long time I would live my life ahead of schedule. Always living in tomorrow rather than today. I am now enjoying every moment for what it is. There may not be a tomorrow, and as cliché' as it sounds......I just experienced it once again. It won't be the last either, for any of us. I urge you to enjoy yourself and the gift that you have been given. Live, laugh, love and enjoy. It is so easy to look around and complain about things, but it is just as easy to look around and see how blessed you truly are. Trust me, just look around!!!!! I thank you all for allowing me to express myself and my emotions. Ya'll are always so kind in your e

To Friend Or Not To Friend That Is The Big Question???/
Friday, April 13, 2007 to friend or not to friend that is the big question???/ Current mood: pissed off Category: Friends Were do I start with this one..One of my friends decides to meet some one in person from Myspace. This friend of mine is very true and dear to me to the point we refer to each other as brother and sister. I've known him for 4 almost 5 years now and at this very point in his life his very sick with kidney failure,but you wouldn't know it by looking at him he looks fit as a horse. anyways back to the part that he meets this girl from here. When i meet her they have been hanging out several times and when she comes to my house she was so shy she bearly talked to me. After a few weeks I find out that she only lives a few blocks from me and i decided that when i go to my friends on the weekends I would take her with me. over a period of months that i have been sharing time with her and my friend. We have become friends or so i thought.... In Januar

She Has Done It Now!
domino lost her job at diamonds and her gettin fired might cost me mine so with this shit now and a few other things goin on with it just thought i would let everyone know that i am very pissed to fuck off and will be leavin her soon any ?s talk to me one on one and will anser if i feel you know me well enuff that know all of what happened

To Look At What Is There And See....
SOME THINGS WILL CATCH YOUR EYE AND WHEN THEY DO WE JUST LOOK AWAY BUT WHEN SOMETHING CATCHES OUR HEARTS WE TEND TO TAKE A MOMENT TO THINK ABOUT IT AND WETHER IT MAKES US SAD OR HAPPY .... TAKE IT FOR WHAT IT IS WORTH AND HOW IT HAS OR WILL EFFECT OR LIVES IN SOME WAY...WE TEND TO TAKE FAMILY AND FRIENDS FOR GRANTED AND NOT EVEN REALIZE IT...UNTILL IT TIME TO SAY GOODBYE FOR EVER AND YOU REALIZE THAT THEIR WHERE THINGS YOU WANTED TO SAY ....SO WHEN SOMETHING CATCHES YOUR EYE TAKE A MOMENT AND SEE WHAT YOUR MISSING OR NOT... SAY WHATS ON YOUR MIND, AND MEAN WHAT YOU SAY ...(SO THINK BEFORE YOU SPEAK, BECAUSE YOU CANT TAKE IT BACK)....LIVE EACH DAY TO THE FULLEST AS IF IT YOUR LAST AND TREAT OTHERS AS YOU WOULD WANT TO BE TREATED............

I Am Free
The very "thing" I loved tried to hurt me tried to crush me tried to erase my soul feed off my drainning self -esteem and laughed as I cried tears of pain and suffering distored and perverted the word called love Ignored my dreams tht warned me of my forseen fate my soul taken away and I becomming the Girl I never thought i could be Finding the courage to Say "this is enough" not willing to let myself grow cold and empty I found light that was within me and drove away the darkness i am free.

Riding Season!
Hello everyone. It's that time of season again. Motorcycles are everywhere, please watch for them and be courteous. For those of you who ride, keep the rubber side down and be safe out there. RIDE ON!

What Type Of Person Are You?
I believe that there are two types of people in the world, those that are happiest by themselves, meaning that they don't need someone to help complete them, and that they never get lonely or feel alone if by themselves. Than you have the opposite side of the coin, those people that aren't happy by themselves. They don't feel comfortable alone, and loneliness is second nature to them if they don't have someone in their lives. I am not referring to the peripheral people like friends and family, I'm referring to a significant other, a lover, a husband or wife, someone that actually completes them in some form or manner. Can you guess to which group I belong? You guessed it, I'm one of the people that aren’t comfortable alone, but here I sit in my apartment all alone. At first I thought that my being alone, and therefore lonely, was because I'm overweight, but I have found out that my weight isn't the cause of my loneliness. I have found men that are completely happy with the idea that

As The Saying Goes....2steps Forward 10steps Back
Iam soooo tired of even trying anymore...Seems that I take a step ahead and get the fuck knocked back BIG time...Iam so tired of backstabbing people specially when that person is ya own mother...I feel like giving up in the worse way but I know I cant!!! Anyways as they say life goes on but in order to do so with myself I feel I need to give everything up in order to do so and that being givin up a man that ya truely care for and so forth...but I surely dont wanna lose my family despite it all nor my bf but I just feel maybe thats what it will take but everyone tells me NOT to give up but that is easier said then done

More Beltane Lore
Beltain Beltain is that point in the year when you normally feel the springtime has arrived at long last and you just want to be a part of the Earth and the things that are growing in it. Each Beltain we try and connect with that spirit of lightness and growth that signifies the season and this includes your garden, your mind and your spirit. If you are lucky enough to be a part of a large group, you could make a traditional May Pole and do a dance around it. This is an old pagan rite that personifies the mating of nature with all things. You need a pole that is at least 16 feet long, and it should taper from the bottom to the tip in a gradual way. Each person that is taking part in the rite brings a ribbon that is 16 feet long. (Urge them to bring different colors.) The ribbons are attached to the top of the pole with a length left swinging free. The pole needs to be put into the ground very firmly, some people use a 5 gallon bucket filled with sand and then sunk in

Standing In Future's Past...
A long time ago, a young Cotton roamed these lands. Nearly 14 years had now past, and our hero now sat beside his younger sibling. As a side note, though the younger of the two, little is not a word to be associated with his brother. He had grown both taller and more stout than his older brother but he remembered what Cotton had told him before... You may be taller and younger, but I'm smarter. I fight dirty you see, I'm too old to be messing around casting taunts and jabs... The younger cast fiery glance laced with youthful determination and spite, but he knew better than to challenge our hero outright... So what would the two brothers do with the short amount of time together? Street racing was the younger brother's fancy as of late. No doubt influenced by the visage of being able to be "Fast and Furious". So our hero traveled to a few of these street races after darkness fell. A few laughs were shared as one of the more pompous participants, who earlier had claimed

Morph To Ugly... Not Pretty!
I just have to say... I have seen some kick-ass morphs. The guy who turns from what could be anybody's high school Science teacher to a wicked demon that you've probably seen in a nightmare. Or, the killer clowns that look so incredibly happy to make you watch him kill a litter of kittens right before he kills you. BUT... you know there are people on here who just don't quiet get the concept and fun that a morph can provide.. lol. I'm begging all the homely-no makeup wearing-non brush using- shower skippin' people to NOT morph into this enchanted-glowing-winged thing with the twinkling hair and sparkling eyes. Instead, choose to morph into that creature from beyond the grave... like the Cryptkeeper or something. It can only help you and not hurt you.. lol. Don't take this shit too personal yawl. But I'm serious as a heart attack right now.

17 And 10 Years Without Parole For Teen’s Killers
By Dan Ferguson Apr 29 2007 Recently, the younger brother of Matthew Martins used the name of his murdered sibling instead of his own to sign a form at school. He told his mother it was because he wanted to make sure no one forgot Matthew. Sandra Martins-Toner wept as she described the emotional impact on her family of losing her oldest child. She was reading her victim impact statement at the Friday B.C. Supreme Court sentencing hearing for the two Surrey residents convicted of murdering the 16-year-old. Robert Allan Forslund, 29 and Katherine Anne Quinn, 24 stared at the floor while Martins-Toner said her younger son keeps his older brother’s shoes at the foot of his bed and wears them when he wants to feel close to Matthew. Sometimes he’ll wear one of Matthew’s old shirts for the same reason. Martins’ other brother sleeps in Matthew’s old room, keeping it just the way Matthew left it. He leaves the lights on at night and sometimes his mother can hear him cry

Kentucky Derby!!!
ITS THE FIRST SATURDAY IN MAY!! U KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS!!! KY DERBY TIME!! WOO HOO!!!! THE WEATHER MIGHT BE NASTY BUT THE PARTY NEVER STOPS!!!! THIS WILL BE MY 17TH IN A ROW!!!!! I WILL BE IN THE IN FIELD WITH ALL THE OTHER 200,000 REGULAR JOES PARTYING DOWN!!!! MINT JULIPS TASTE LIKE SHIT BY THE WAY, BUT ITS TRADITION SO I WILL HAVE ONE ANYWAY!!! LOL!! MOSTLY BUDWEISER AND A FIFTH OF MAKER'S MARK!!! ITS A THREE HOUR DRIVE TO LOUISVILLE!!!! HOPE ALL HAS A GREAT WEEKEND!!!

Take A Second To Read This
Hey all how you doing? Thanks for taking hte time to read this. I will keep it short and simple , as to not take up alot of your time. I want to say I love CT and its a great site, but as I said on Myspcae as well, i am not here to win a popularity contest. I could careless if people like me or not. the ones who do will let me know the ones that dont... well you'll come up with some lame shit :) So please if you are going to add me, or have added me already, take some time to read my profile. I am gonna update it as i can, but i am new to CT and will take a bit to make my page look good. Thanks again for reading this!!! And if you dont like typos well... I dont care!! :-D

No Gas Tues May 15th
Pass it on because I'm tired of paying 3 and change for 1 gallon of gas. -----NO GAS...On May 15th 2007 don't pump gas on May 15th ...in April 1997, there was a "gas out" conducted nationwide in protest of gas prices. Gasoline prices dropped 30 cents a gallon overnight. On May 15th 2007, all internet users are to not go to a gas station in protest of high gas prices. Gas is now over $3.00 a gallon in most places. There are 73,000,000+ American members currently on the internet network, and the average car takes about 30 to 50 dollars to fill up. If all users did not go to the pump on the 15th, it would take $2,292,000,000.00 (that's almost 3 BILLION) out of the oil companys pockets for just one day, so please do not go to the gas station on May 15th and lets try to put a dent in the Middle Eastern oil industry for at least one day. If you agree (which I can't see why you wouldn't) resend this to your entire contact list. With it saying, ''Don't pump gas on May 1

For All The Mom's Out There!
MOTHER'S LOVE A Mother's love is something that no on can explain, It is made of deep devotion and of sacrifice and pain, It is endless and unselfish and enduring come what may For nothing can destroy it or take that love away . . . It is patient and forgiving when all others are forsaking, And it never fails or falters even though the heart is breaking . . . It believes beyond believing when the world around condemns, And it glows with all the beauty of the rarest, brightest gems . . . It is far beyond defining, it defies all explanation, And it still remains a secret like the mysteries of creation . . . A many splendoured miracle man cannot understand And another wondrous evidence of God's tender guiding hand. ~Helen Steiner Rice~ Another Poem I Found For Mothers Why are you crying, a young boy asked his Mom? "Because I'm a woman," she told him. "I don't understand," he said. His Mom just hugged him and said, "And you never will, but that's O.K."....... Later the little boy aske

Pleasing Pussy: Advanced Oral Tips
subject: Pleasing Pussy: Advanced Oral Tips (repost)OHH YEAH!!!! date: 2007-05-06 21:13:54 Gently pull the lips apart and look at her inner lips, lick them if you want Now spread the tops of her pussy up until you find her clit. Women have clits in different sizes just like us guys have different sized dicks It doesn't mean a thing as far as her capacity for an orgasm all it means is there is more of her hidden underneath her foreskin, whenever you touch a woman's pussy, make sure your finger is wet you can lick it or moisten it with juices from inside her. Be sure by all means to wet it before you touch her clit because it doesn't have any juices of its own and its very sensitive. Your finger will stick to it if it's dry and from what I hear it hurts. But you don't have to touch the clit so soon any way. You have to work up to that. Before she becomes too aroused, her clit is too delicate approach her pussy slowly. Women, more than men loved to be teased, the inner part

Hot Fat Girl Manifesto
The Hot Fat Girl Manifesto by Zoe Whittall Because being a hot fat girl is a lot of work and is undervalued or unrecognized. Because a fat girl still has to pay more money for uglier clothes or spend 11 hours at the thrift store to find anything hot to wear. Because if you take the elevator, people think you're lazy but if you're on the treadmill, people laugh. Because men like John Goodman and Bernie Mac get to have careers on television but sitcom-moms-of-three still have size-two waists. Because even feminist magazines publish fat-phobic articles under the guise of it being a "health issue." Because anti-capitalist activists still use expressions like "fat capitalist pig." Because girls are dieting at the age of nine. Because side effects of the most popular diet drugs are seizures, heart failure, fecal urgency, breast cancer, lung disease, insomnia, nausea and vomiting, dangerously high blood pressure, abnormal heartbeat, psychosis, strokes, hallucinations and sudden death

My Mother's Hands
My mother’s hands washing potatoes washing kids washing pans. My mother’s hands on bitterly cold days pegging yet more washing on a pregnant line the line growing nothing but nappies her hands blind with the cold. My mother’s hands ironing clothes ironing clothes ironing countless knickers for my seven sisters. My mother’s hands taking my hands in hers such love...such laughter! My mother’s hands patting talcum powder on another baby’s bum. Mum being Mum. Me, kissing my mother’s hands for all...they’ve done.

I Am Your Clock
I am your clock I am your religion I am your shotgun mechanical bride Nothing is done without my approval I own you I decide how long you sleep And how much rest You are ever allowed I decide what you desire I deny you time to think I am the mirror of constant humiliation That follows and shadows you Wherever you go And blocks out the light At the end of every tunnel you try Be on time Be on schedule Always feel Like you're always late And need more scolding and punishment Do not daydream Do not dilly-dally Do not fall behind Wings are flapping right behind you You know what's coming next As I swoop down like a hungry owl And sink my talons into your back And drag you back to square one again The pain gets a little worse every time Crash Crumple Do not pass go Do not collect Your dignity and your self respect Give up It's over No time allowed To try something you like The bills were all due yesterday You've failed You're through First we form ou

I Have Had Enough Drama And I've Decided I'm Leaving Cherry
Knock knock! Hello, you! May I grab your attention? Come a little closer... ...closer still... ...closer.. I GOTCHA! You've just been hit by a GIANT VIRTUAL PILLOW! Get in on the fun and hit everyone you know! It's the start of...... an Internet PILLOW FIGHT! The Three Pillow Fight Rules: 1. No sleeping on the pillow fight pillows. 2. You can't hit anyone who has already hit you. 3. There are no more rules. Now.....go out there and hit as many people as you can before they get you!!!!!! HAVE AS MUCH FUN AS YOU CAN! CLOBBER ALL YOUR FRIENDS!!!

When A Friend Is Not A Friend...
1. If you're going to offer to help someone, then don't talk shit about them behind their back. I have been going through a scenario with a now former friend, whom I used to carpool with, and occasionally would watch my daughter for me. This person OFFERED help, and I was greatful and took it. Later on I found out through another gf that she'd been going to this person and talking shit about me, saying how she is so glad she doesnt have to take me anywhere anymore, and I need to get a license etc. etc. (well no shit bitch), and just recently, well actually yesterday, I find out after I just came back from Coachella in Cali, that she was talking shit about me again, because I went to California. Basically my gf thought that me and said person were still carpooling, and told her I was in Cali, to which she responded "What's in Cali? Oh she can afford to go to Cali?" WTF? Yes it's called TAX REFUND and what's in Cali is my motherfucking business. Mind you I should inform you t

To You My Dear Chucky
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you.

It's The Little Things
It's The Little Things You can burn my house You can cut my hair You can make me wrestle naked With a grizzly bear You can poison my cat Baby I don't care But if you talk in the movies I'll kill you right there It's the little things It's just the little things Aw it's the little things It's just the little things Yeah it's the little things That drive me wild I'm like a mad dog I'm on a short leash I'm on a tight rope Hanging by a thread I'm on some thin ice You push me too far Welcome to my nightmare No more Mr. Nice Guy You can steal my car And drive it into the lake You can stick me in the oven And put it on bake You could throw a big brick Through my window pane But if I ever hear you ask me How I got my name It's the little things It's just the little things Aw it's the little things It's just the little things Yeah it's the little things That drive me wild I'm like a mad dog I'm on a short leash I'm on a tight rope Hangin

Somber Artist
She...so beautiful in her uniqueness...a stream of contradictions, wild yet delicate...a self-destructive nature hidden in wisdom and beauty She conquers in her failures, she captivates in her wrath. A blood doll, a child of darkness...lost in her nocturnal promenade of death in her way to oblivion, yet the grace she radiates in her macabre dance enraptures the artistic heart. She... the effusion of light frolicking in the all consuming shadows, hurts this eyes long used to the darkness. Like staring at the sun in a clear day...blinded by the magnificent radiance... But alas! Not unlike Icarus, drunk by the passion of the stirrings in the soul, in his foolhardiness to get close to the sun, I shall fall in disgrace. For this daystar that shines in darkness, is far away from my grasp. How can I be so naive...? To have the presumptuousness to even think that such beauty would look at one as lowly as me? Me...the artist, the gentleman, the visionary...the fool. Able to conceive beauty,

Answer It.
How far would you go? Put "yes" or "no" copy it and send it to me in a message PLEASE. Kiss me: Hug me: Date me: Get tipsy with me: Kill me: Love me: Hate me: Hold me: Lie to me: Hurt me: Sing with me: Dance with me: Grind with me: Cuddle with me: Let me make a move on you: Make a move on me: Watch a movie with me: Get me a B-day gift: Caress me: Let me borrow your car: Be there for me: Buy me a drink: Bring me around your friends: Give me a massage: Take me to the club: Go to sleep with me: Do me: Drink kool-aid with me: Take advantage of me: Hangout with me: Take care of me if I wasn't feeling good: Hold hands with me: Do something incredibly sweet for me: Give me a lap dance: Tell me you love me: Let me call you: If so whats yo number: What would you do if you woke up next to me: Will you repost this so i can do da same for u:

New Contest...on Blast
OK TO ALL MY PEEPS, I AM FINALLY GONNA SEE WHAT I CAN DO IN A CONTEST, ITS A RACE TO 35 THOUSAND, AND I THINK I CAN WIN IT, SO JUST CLICK THESE LINKS AND GET THE INFO, IT WILL BE STARTING VERY SOON, SO BE ON THE LOOK OUT ~JaMie~ At Least Rate My Page Since Youre Looking~CLUB F.A.R.~FAN ADD RATE~ WRR Army Staff~@ CherryTAP SHE IS THROWING THE CONTEST... PLEASE ADD RATE AND FAN HER, SHOW HER SOME LOVE.... ANY OTHER QUESTIONS... JUST CALL ON THE KING King Nazerene...Club F.A.R. #50 of SHADY'S S*U*P* "CT MAFIA"@ CherryTAP

Obly You
Only You Unshackle my crippled emotions Only you can do that. Smooth out my furrowed brow Only you can do that. Shake me out of my slumber Only you can do that. Get me on the edge of my seat Only you can do that. Melt my frozen heart Only you can do that. Make me laugh Only you can do that. Make me cry Only you can do that. Make me last all night Only you can do that. Make me feel real Only you can do that. Make me complete Only you can do that.

Hmm
Ever have a good idea for a blog and then when you start typing it out it sounds horrible and you wonder who the hell would want to read your ramblings? This blog started out as a tirade about how dating sites are laughable but even I got bored writing it. So it turned into something about boring blogs. Lol, not sure which was worse.

Feels The Same...
When these things that torture your soul are settled for so long, do they return when something so small has changed? I like to think I've grown, I like to think I know more, feel more, do more. But I still feel those simple and base feelings. The instant trust, and the even faster shattering of ones self. Perhaps I'm up to late, maybe I should sleep. Maybe I suck it in again, pretend it's ok, act like if no one saw it, it doesn't matter. That's not what I used to do. I used to cry, to contemplate, to think that it was a problem with myself. Now I ponder, I consider it is just someone else. That makes the answers simpler, but that means I cannot change it. Oh cruel and devious torment of the human soul, Love.

Meet My Friend & Go Say Hi!!
mtbikers72 loves ~Sweet~N~Sumthin~@ CherryTAP come on over and say HI!!! he is a awesome guy & any one against feeding trolls is a friend of mine :p mtbikers72 loves ~Sweet~N~Sumthin~@ CherryTAP

The Word "service
At one time in my life, I thought I had a handle on the meaning of the word "service." "It's the act of doing things for other people." Then I heard these terms which reference the word SERVICE: Internal Revenue Service Postal Service Telephone Service Civil Service City & County Public Service Customer Service Service Stations Then I became confused about the word "service ." This is not what I thought "service" meant. So today, I overheard two farmers talking, and one of them said he had hired a bull to "service " a few of his cows. BAM! It all came into perspective. Now I understand what all those "service" agencies are doing to us. I hope you now are as enlightened as I am.

I Added It Up In My Head, It's Your Loss.
All I wanted was to love you. You just wanted the chase. Once the chase was over, So was your love. You asked a million girls the same question. I was the only one that said yes. You promised I was special. I wasn't. I was true to you and your heart. You couldn't reciprocate. I tried to be nice to them. It only back fired on me. I loved you like no other. You loved me like all the others. Some day, you'll miss me. I won't be there. Some time you'll think of me with regret. I hope it hurts. Breaking my heart was cruel. Did it make you feel better? Are you happy now? I know I'm not. I wish you happiness. honestly. I wish my heart mends quickly. Although I know it won't. I will miss you. Will you miss me? Crying softly.

Just As I Want It To Be
used my new fancy electric bbq to make me some lunch, 3 fuses later it was all done and!!! i didnt start a fire this time, who could know hotdog buns could catch fire anyways... then off to lift sum weights so i dont have to spend the summer bathing in the reed. now its beer and soccer for the rest of the day mmmmilike i found abottle of baileys! mmmmmm i like

Life Is Too Short
When I was young I always thought it would be easier when and loose my parents. Well I am almost 50 and that thought is just as touch as when I was 25 thinking about it. I know mu Pops is going to pass soon and I wish things had been better between us. In the last few weeksI have been with him as much as possible with what ever time we have letf to do so. So what I am saying is if your parents are here dont wait till the end to have a good relationship with them . Thanx for reading my rambling this morning.

Hello
a friend of mine from work told me about this little addiction you all call cherrytap. i'm so completely overwhelmed at all the comments, gifts, messages, rates etc. that you are all showing me! I finally turned 18 yesterday, so I was able to join...I hope that I get this kind of attention everyday that I am here. P.s. I love nekkid pictures of people, men & women!

Time To Rant!!
You ever feel like a hamster? You know if you have ever had a hamster and it runs in one direction and if you pull it back it goes the same way everytime? Maybe its because thier brains are so incredibly small. Anyhow I feel like that hamster. Because no matter HOW many times I ask my friends to either like me for me and be happy, someone has to comment about my damn pics looking alike. Well they are all of me. It bothers me because the mentality is that I am hiding something. I already told you all I am not skinny and I even posted pictures to show that. However since my pics all have very very few rates (like 10) Most of you do not look at them all but feel the need to ridicule me about them. I take my pics at the angles i do because that it what I AM HAPPY With. I don't take them to please anyone but me. If I don't like a pic it doesn't go up. I am very self conscious and low self esteem. If you do not like my pictures don't bother insulting them. And while I got your attentio

Spring Cleaning- Lots For Sale
Linksys Brand Wireless - G Compact Wireless-G USB Adapter (The easy way to connect your desktop or notebook to a high-speed wireless network) Model Number: WUSB54GC -BP $10.00 ____________________________________________________ Space Colony Made by Firefly studios Coomputer Game (Think Sims meets Sci-Fi) Rated Teen and up 2003 $5.00 _________________________________________________ Roller Coaster Tycoon Computer Game Atari Rated for Everyone Windows 95/98 or higher to run 1999 $3.00 _________________________________________________ Baby Einstien DVD's: Baby Beethoven - Symphony of Fun Baby Santa's - Music Box Baby Neptune - Discovering Water Baby Bach - Musical Adventure Baby Monet - Discovering the Seasons $10.00 Each or $40.00 for the whole set ___________________________________________________ The Texas Chainsaw Masacre DVD Rated R Approx. 98 minutes $7.00 _________________________________________________ The Ring DVD

Nemo, Nightwish
This is me forever One of the lost ones The one withoug a name Without an honest heart as compass This is me for forever One without a name These lines the last endeavor To find the missing lifeline Oh how i wish For soothing rain All I wish is to dream again My loveing heart Lost in the dark For hope I`d give my everything My flower, withered between The pages 2 and 3 The once and forever bloom gone with my sins Walk the dark path Sleep with angels Call the past for help Touch me with your love And reveal to me my true name Oh how i wish For soothing rain All I wish is to dream again My loveing heart Lost in the dark For hope I`d give my everything Oh how I wish For soothing rain Oh how I wish to dream agian Once and for all And all for once Nemo is my name forevermore Nemo sailing home Nemo letting go Oh, how I wish...

Touchdown
MY SON IS BACK HOME IN THE GOOD OLE USA!! Please remember why we celebrate this holiday weekend and the sacrafice these men and women and their families make to protect our Freedom. Please keep them in your prayers!!! We won't be singing, "Back Home Again In Indiana" but, my son is welcomed home by his wife and daughters with hearts as big as the state of Texas! WELCOME HOME TO SCSF 506th FLIGHT!! THE MILITARY The average age of the military man is 19 years. He is a short haired, tight-muscled kid who, under normal circumstances is considered by society as half man, half boy Not yet dry behind the ears, not old enough to buy a beer, but old enough to die for his country. He never really cared much for work and he would rather wax his own car than wash his father's; but he has never collected unemployment either. He's a recent High School graduate; he was probably an

Let Me Know Your Thoughts On This One
A United States Marine was attending some college courses between assignments. He had completed missions in Iraq and Afghanistan. One of the courses had a professor who was an avowed atheist and a member of the ACLU. One day the professor shocked the class when he came in. He looked to the ceiling and flatly stated, "God, if you are real, then I want you to knock me off this platform. I'll give you exactly 15 minutes." The lecture room fell silent. You could hear a pin drop. Ten minutes went by and the professor proclaimed, "Here I am God. I'm still waiting." It got down to the last couple of minutes when the Marine got out of his chair, went up to the professor, and cold-cocked him knocking him off the platform. The professor was out cold. The Marine went back to his seat and sat there, silently. The other students were shocked and stunned and sat there looking on in silence. The professor eventually came to, noticeably shaken, looked at the Marine and asked, "What the hell is the

Li.lo Goes To Rehab
I hope Lindsay shaves her head and attacks SUVs with umbrellas too! On a side note: I'm actually glad she's getting help. The girl was destroying herself, her career, and her own health. Now, if she actually learns anything this time...we shall see.

Never Forget
One Thing To Never Forget Your presence, is a present to the world. You're unique and one of a kind. Your life can be, what you want it to be. Take the days, just one at a time. Count your blessings, not your troubles. You'll make it through, whatever comes along. Within you, are so many answers. Understand, have courage, be strong. Don't put limits on yourself. So many dreams, are waiting to be realized. Decisions are too important, to leave to chance. Reach for your peak, your goal and your prize. Nothing wastes more energy, than worrying. The longer one carries a problem, the heavier it gets. Don't take things too seriously. Live a life of serenity, not a life of regrets. Remember, that a little love goes a long way. Remember, that a lot of love goes forever. Remember, that friendship is a wise investment. Life's treasures, are people... together. Realize, that it's never too late. Do ordinary things, in a ext

Far Apart
Even though we're far apart You're always here with me In my heart... I think about you every day, And all the things I'd like to say... Though many miles between us lie... That can't stop me from sending a HUG and a HI! I MISS YOU!

Me And You
I'm walking through a desert land Feel like no one understands What my heart is going through right now My heart is filled with emptiness Wandering through a wilderness Searching for the usefulness it found *Intro to Chorus* But never did I think we’d be Not on the path of you and me And now that I'm alone and free I sit here and I see *Chorus* Me and You We're not the same And now it's plain Of what we made A mistake And now you're gone Where you belong Without a thought Of Me and You *Verse 2* Trying hard to pass the time But only you are on my mind Memories playing back at me from that night Going over in my head All the things I could have said To make you be right here with me tonight *Bridge* Never thought I'd see the day That we would have no more words to say Oh I loved you And now that we are in the past Know my love will always last Oh it's true; I love you

Top 10 Reasons Why Sex Is Financially Rewarding
10. Good sex keeps you healthy. It is the best exercise in the world. Saving you money on medical cost and gym fees. 9. Good sex keeps you from spending money as easily. You want to keep your clothes off. Face it, it is much harder to spend money naked than fully clothed. 8. Good sex makes you want to spend TIME, not money on the one that you want. 7. Good sex makes you crave your partner and not starbucks. You will save a fortune on not splurging on little things that make you happy for a brief moment. The knowledge that your cravings will be filled for hours at home will stop you from spending on little expenses through out the day. 6. Good sex makes you eat less. You will save thousands a year on lower food comsumption bills. 5. Good sex makes you want to plan for your future. It is so much easier to plan for a great future when you know what one aspect of your life will be. 4. Good sex is a great way to cut down on entertainemnt expenses. Do you really need the d

Driving Lessons (uncertainty)
I am trying to get a hold of people to see if they will teach me how to drive. this seems to be a growing problem for me. Either i have the money and need it for something else or (and this may be a first) I have the money but no one is around to teach me which is another skrewey situation. I just want to learn how to drive take the test and pass it and finally get my driver's license so i can move on to other things.

Still Missing You
Still Missing You As I awake in this world, I try and focus my sight, Hoping to find a beauty of this world. Almost blind due to the fact of her missing, Hoping my heart will beat once more. Searching endlessly but never finding what I seek, Hoping to find a beauty I have lost. Wandering without knowing, Hoping without wishing. Words echo in my head Repeating like a skipping record. Hoping to hear other words than “I’m still missing you”

Ct Ratings
After seeing some of the high school levels of drama, I try not to take CT too seriously. It always strikes me as funny when users have photo albums of "downraters", like they're trying to shame someone who may have been completely honest in their assessment. What's the point of having a rating system if you're pressured into always rating 10s? At this rate, it might as well just be a thumbs-up/down system like in Stashes. I've been thinking about how this problem might be fixed, and after a few flawed ideas, the only thing I can come up with is if the ratings are all anonymous, and there's no Tab message saying that someone "just checked you out". I guess it just boils down to which is the higher priority: getting honest ratings, or meeting new people. I believe that CT is more about the social aspect, so my vote is to do away with the ratings, and have a single thumbs-up or "I like it" button, similar to collegehumor.com

Having Problems With Sex Life..
A woman went to her shrink because she was having severe problems with her sex life. The psychiatrist asked her many questions but did not seem to be getting a clear picture of her problems. Finally he asked, "Do you ever watch your husband's face while you are having sex?" "Well, yes, I actually did once." "And how did your husband look?" "Angry, very angry." At this point the psychiatrist felt that he was really getting somewhere and he said, "Well that's very interesting, we must look into this further. Now tell me, you say that you have only seen your husband's face once during sex; that seems somewhat unusual. How did it occur that you saw his face that time?" "He was looking through the window at us!" ;-D

Don't You Dare Make Me Choose...
How can you do that to me!!! Mandi....I thought you were my friend...Your brother does NOT need to get involved .....thats what I liked about you at first....you didnt seem snobby. but what the hell is all this?? and just..UGH... Or how about the message you left him? He doesnt get on his cherrytap..I DO!! "i heard you called my girlfriend after you hung up with amber i DONT appreciate you lecturing my girlfriend about living arragments and another thing YOU ARE WHITE SO TALK LIKE YOU ARE i dont appreciate the way you talked to her i hate juggalos enough as it is dont make me hate them more and threaten me all you want i dont care thats all you clowns do anyway and for my girlfriend moving in with you i dont want it so find another clown to move in with you cause shes not and DONT EVER CALL HER AGAIN thanks bye" how could you be so callous...He got fucked over so many times by roommates!! of course he's gunna be paranoid....And she wanted to move in with not just him BUT ME AS WE

What Does Your Birthdate Mean
Your Birthdate: June 20 You are a virtual roller coaster of emotions, and most people enjoy the ride. Your mood tends to set the tone of the room, and when you're happy, this is a good thing. When you get in a dark mood, watch out - it's very hard to get you out of it. It's sometimes hard for you to cheer up, and your gloom can be contagious. Your strength: Your warm heart Your weakness: Trouble controlling your emotions Your power color: Black Your power symbol: Musical note Your power month: February What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Dear Friend ...
Dear friend, what's on your mind...you don't laugh the way you used to...but I've noticed how you cry...Dear friend, I feel so helpless...I see you sit in silence...as you face new pain each day...I feel there's nothing I can do...I know you don't feel pretty...even though you are...but it wasn't your beauty...that found room in my heart(Dear friend, you are so precious, dear friend)Dear friend, I'm here for you...I know that you don't talk too much...but we can share this day anew...Dear friend, please don't feel like your alone...There is someone who is praying...praying for your peace of mind...hoping joy is what you find...I know you don't feel weak...even though you are...but it wasn't your strength...that found room in my heart(Dear friend, you are so precious, dear friend)

Rating Pics
well, it seems as tho ive reched my limit tonite on rating pics....which sux. it also sux that there is any such limit donch all think? what prpose dose it serve to limit ur ratings? i certanly dont see any (atleast not that i know.)but who knows....so for u people out there who r my friends or have just stopped by and have rated my pics and r wondering why i havent rated urs yet, its because ive reached my limit...but dont worry, theres always tommorrow! and im sure ill probably reach my limit again as it seems pretty short (or is it just me?). but anywho, for those of u that have become my friends and fans today thankyou very much....and also thanx to everyone who has rated me a 10 and has rated my pix a 10! that always makes me feel great...like im doing something right (not that i think im not, but ya know)! designing and putting togather my cherrTAP page has beenn a lot of hard work but has also been a lot of fun! ive gotta say im having a blast with this place! i find myself on i

Time To Get To Know Me
WHERE TO BEGIN I HAVE FOUR WONDERFUL KIDS THEY ARE THE HIGHTLIGHT OF MY LIFE AT TIMES THERE THE ONLY REASON I GET UP EVERYDAY. YES LIKE MOST MY LIFE SUCKED GROWNING UP BUT IT'S MADE ME WHO I AM TODAY WITHOUT THAT LIFE WHO KNOWS WHO I WOULD BE NOW!! MOST OF THE PEOPLE THAT KNOW ME AND KNOW ME WELL WILL TELL YOU I DON'T ASK FOR ANYTHING I DO IT ALL ON MY OWN I HAVE MORE TREAD MARKS THAN I CAN COUNT BUT I WILL GO ON I MIGHT BE BROKEN ON THE INSIDE BUT MY STRENGHT WILL CARRY ME THROUGH IT ALL I HAVE HOPES AND DREAMS LIKE MOST EVERYONE BUT I WILL GET MINE I'M A FIGHTER I FIGHT FOR WHAT I WANT AND FOR WHAT I LOVE HURT ME AND YOU BETTER RUN HURT MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS YOU BETTER HIDE!!!!!AS THAT WON'T HELP YOUR ASS EITHER.... I TELL YOU THE WAY IT IS AFTER ALL LIFE ISN'T A BOX OF CANDY SO DON'T COME TO ME WANTING ME TO CANDY COAT IT FOR YOU BECAUSE I WON'T! I LOVE ANIMALS I'VE BROKEN HORSES TO RIDE I'VE EVEN BROKE A COW TO RIDE LOL I WAS BORED!! I'M GOING TO SCHOOL TO BE A LAWYER AND FOR FUN

So Much For That Nice Anniversary....
Now, I've accepted that no matter what else happens to me, I will always have this curse of bad luck over me. But sometimes, I feel like I just can't take it anymore. Let's start at the beginning. From the moment I walked in the door Saturday night. There was a party going on, and for those of you that already know, that's not unusual. I would have been more freaked out if the house was clean with a dinner prepared. Romantic shit was never his forte. Anyway, Everyone was over, all the usuals. It wasn't one of the best parties, because I was jet lagged and just wanted to go to bed, but couldnt, because Jordan didn't wash the sheets after the cats decided to piss on it. Heh...yea...*sigh* Moving on. Well, I finally get to sleep, and I kept waking up all night. My throat is killing me, and I guess it's from coming from Florida's humidity to Nevadas desert. Well, Everyone in the house eventually wakes up, and a few clean up for me, so I wouldnt have to on my anniversary, wh

Most Blinged Out Contest Opens Now!!!!
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Memorial Service
For those on here knows me as a real person, knows what my family has endured. We have lost our dad and brother, and now mom just called me, my oldest brother is now being shipped home too. Sweetsiren anyone can tell you my mom is the most gentle and forgiveing person, but this time she has really lost it, first time in my life i have ever heard her swear and put this war down...NOT THE SOLDIERS..... the war itself. She has always been the one to help hold us together as a family, and not just our blood family i am also talking about our military family as well...everyone called her mom, even Sarah's little one the first time he met her he would not leave her side and i think within 5 minutes he was calling her grandma). She wants Tammy and I to go to trenton's airforce base and claim his body, truthfully i don't have it in me anymore, i am so tiredof losing someone i love or care about deeply.How much more can a person really take?. I can bitch and complain on here this blog but i k

Kentucky Ren Faire
I been wanting to go to the Kentucky Renaissance Faire in Eminence. Has anyone ever gone? I am hoping that I will have a chance to go this year. It is every weekend from June 2nd until July 22 I think. Just wondering if anyone out there enjoys ren faires or the such. Later

My 31st B-day (today - June 4th - Monsday)
well so far my b-day has been great today! all my cherrytap friends and then some have been buying me all kinds of gifts and sending me cards, and happy b-day comments. its been terrific! u guys r all so cool! i couldnt ask 4 a better group of friends & fans! u guys are by far the coolest! thanx so much for ur kindness! u can gurebntee when ur b-day comes rolling around (and i know about it which ill makwe a point to try to find outwhen), that ill be doing the same for u. since ive found cherrytap, i dont think ive even signed off except once or twice in the beginning, but now i stay signed on 24/7 even when im asleep (i just set my setting to "passed out). ive noticed that the more im onhere i get 120 points every little while just for being on here for a certain amount of time...its great! ill be able to upload more pix b-4 ya know it! and i cant wait...im going to have some really cool pix to put up this next time around too. i know u guys will all like em'. i also love thsi virtual

I Misread A Lot Of Signals
I misread a lot of signals, and ended up falling in..... with HER, and I thought..... SHE felt the same..... so, I confronted HER with this, only to find out that SHE never thought..... I felt that way..... and that actually..... SHE was attracted to my BEST FRIEND..... I was in shock at first, but, the next morning...... I woke up to find HER..... and my BEST FRIEND, in bed togeather...... LIFE that exsists some time it's for OTHERS

You Owe Me Nothing In Return
These are probaly my all time favorite lyrics, reminds me so much of how I am in a relationship :) enjoy! By. Alanis Morrisette i'll give you countless amounts of outright acceptance if you want it i will give you encouragement to choose the path that you want if you need it you can speak of anger and doubts your fears and freak outs and i'll hold it you can share your so-called shame-filled accounts of times in your life and i wont judge it and there are no strings attached to it you owe me nothing for giving the love that i give you owe me nothing for caring the way that i have i give you thanks for receiving it's my privilege and you owe me nothing in return you can ask for space for yourself and only yourself and i'll grant it you can ask for freedom as well or time to travel and you'll have it you can ask to live by yourself or love someone else and i'll support it you can ask for anything you want anything at all and i'll understand it and there are no s

Flying Objects
One of the most haunted places we have lived was a small apartment in McKeesport, Pa. It was a 2 bedroom apartment above a garage. One winter, my children had snow day from school. The 4 of us, my self and my then three children, were sitting in the living room watching TV. The television began to change channels. It would switch to the local religious channel. We each checked to see if someone was sitting on the remote control, no one was. Infact we couldn't find the remote. So I got up and changed the channel back. I no sooner sat back down when the channel changed back. This went on for some time. My son found the remote in the kitchen and brought it in and gave it to me. The TV continued to change back to the same channel over and over. After about 10 minutes it stopped. Once again we began to watch the show. Suddenly we heard a loud noise come from the children's bedroom. Like something had fallen. When I went into their room I saw the smal

Female Come Backs
FEMALE COMEBACKS man: Man: Where have you been all my life? Woman: Hiding from you. Man: Haven't I seen you someplace before? Woman: Yes, that's why I don't go there anymore. Man: Is this seat empty? Woman: Yes, and this one will be if you sit down. Man: Your place or mine? Woman: Both. You go to yours, and I'll go to mine. Man: So, what do you do for a living? Woman: I'm a female impersonator. Man: Hey baby, what's your sign? Woman: Do not enter. Man: How do you like your eggs in the morning? Woman: Unfertilized. Man: Your body is like a temple. Woman: Sorry, there are no services today. Man: I would go to the end of the world for you. Woman: But would you stay there? Man: If I could see you naked, I'd die happy. Woman: If I saw you naked, I'd probably die laughing

Thursdays Thought For The Day!
As promised, here is today's thought for the day. I will do my best to ensure I put one up each day, but you know how we eccentric artists are, right! lol A thought for the day from: Peter Britt "This temptress, she calls me, venture out into the night. Demure, but luscious, so lucsious her delights tempted. Compelled to leap, I did! Could I retreat from this passionate flower, no! Mortal man could not and I did not. The stars never so bright as now, nor was the air this sweet, filled with rich scents. She released my fears. Taken by her completely, in a rhapsody of passion. The night, no longer the demon." ©1997-Peter Britt-Krystal Vision Productions

To My Friends
To all my friends, thanks heaps you're all the best :DD Double thanks to everyone who wished me a happy birthday. I should be back lurking around the place soon-ish... don't have the net where i'm staying atm. Gotta get a new place.. long story..will explain it all when i get back. Enjoy! and thanks again :D