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Relationship
SO UM THERES THIS GUY RIGHT... HE LIKES ME ALOT AND WELL IM JUST NOT FEELIN THE SAME WAY.. I JUST GO OUT OF A 2 YEAR RELATIONSHIP IN JUNE AND I DONT THINK I AM READY FOR ANOTHER ONE... AND ITS NOT FAIR TO HIM CUZ I KNOW IM NOT GOING TO BEABLE TO GIVE HIM WHAT HE WANTS AND THATS MY HEART... I CANT DO IT... HOW DO I TELL HIM... HE SO SWEET HE HELPS WITH MY KIDS AND THEY LOVE HIM.. IM JUST NOT READY TO BE COMMITED TO SOMEONE AGAIN... IM 22 I HAVENT GOT TO GO OUT AND DO THE FUN STUFF AND IM READY FOR IT.... BUT AT THE SAME TIME I DONT WANT TO HURT HIM...

Till Death Do Us Part.
When you look into my eyes. Tell me what you see. I don't think you'll ever realize the pride inside of me... I've walked my walk, talked my talk. I've lived and died in my songs. Temptation cuts so deep. It's fire still burns so strong. You know I've lived a few mistakes and I stand by them. It's me, myself, and I till death do us part. Till death, till death do us part. Sometimes my words may cut too deep. And I step on a toe or two. But whether I'm half dead or barely half alive, I live by the truth. Til death, til death, do us part. If you want to criticize. Then you can't believe anything you read. What you see is all of me. Yeah, I've talked the talk, walked the walk. Who thoughtI'd live this long? Oh, this life's been hard Like a switchblade, blind faith suicide. I live by the truth. I live by my truth.. Till death do us part..

Rough Week
It had been a rough week at work, and he was glad to get back home to relax. He had just walked in the door when he heard the phone ringing. He sighed when whoever it was hung up when he answered. He walked back to his bedroom to undress and crash for the night and was startled at what he saw. Standing at the foot of his bed with her hands on her hips was a girl. She was wearing a strapless black corset, low-rise black panties, and thigh-high black hose held up by black garters that matched her black high heels. Her shiny dark hair was long and soft around her face; her dark eyes sparkled. The only color to be found was her bright red lipstick and matching nail polish. He stood in the doorway for a moment, unable to move. How did she get in here? he thought. The slight worry he was feeling soon left him when he stopped wondering how and started wondering why she was here. She was obviously there for a purpose and the way she was dressed...he had to admit it turned him on a little. A

The 2007 Car That I Should Drive
You Should Drive a Toyota FJ Cruiser A true adventurer, you're always up for trying the latest new thing. And you need a car that will take you anywhere, because there are no roads where you're going! What 2007 Car Should You Drive?

If I Had You...
If I Had You Lyrics Artist(Band):Alabama Review The Song (1) Print the Lyrics If I Had You Lyrics MP3 Downloads Send Alabama polyphonic ringtone to your cell phone If I Had You Alabama Album: For The Record If I had you we'd run like gypsies in the wind We'd be lovers and we'd be friends, if I had you If I had you we'd count the stars all one by one We'd make love till they were gone oh, if I had you 'Cause you light a fire way down in my soul The flame keeps growin' stronger 'Cause there ain't no control And there's nothing, no there's nothing No there's nothing that I wouldn't do, if I had you If I had you, we'd sail the seven seas as one We'd never say it can't be done, oh, if I had you 'Cause you light a fire way down in my soul The flame keeps growin' stronger there ain't no control And there's nothing, oh, there's nothing I know there's nothing that I wouldn't do, if I had you If I had you...

Pool League
Hey people!!! Guess what? For the 3rd consecutive week....I got my arse handed to me. For the 3rd week in a row....I was down to the 8 ball, and the lady on the other team scratched. So ONCE AGAIN the ball was perfectly at the corner of the pocket...I took care to line up.....took a deep breath...and shot. WELL GUESS WHO SCRATCHED ON THE 8 BALL FOR THE 3RD TIME WHEN I SHOULD HAVE HAD THE GAME?! yup. So with a full bar...I heard the all too familar "OHHHHHHH!" resounding throught the bar. There were a lot of people I know, there last night. So with everyone thinking they are a comedian...I heard OVER AND OVER...."Hey got an itch? No why? CAUSE YA SCRATCHED! HAHAHAHAHAHA!" I was a good sport though. I wasn't nervous last night. As a matter of fact, I did my best shooting! : ) Pullled off a couple of "Hail Mary's", and for all 3 of my games...had all my balls off the table. *SIGHS* Well I guess I'm just not meant to win. Unless you count the 10 Bud bottles I downed! : ) Mos

If We Had Sex.... 20 Questions
If We Had Sex.... 20 Questions (Reply in a private email...or you can make it public so everybody can read it...(not recommended)) ================================================ 1. Would you mind me being in control first? 2. Would you smack my ass? (LOL) 3. Would you whisper freaky shit in my ear? 4. Would you like me to go down on you? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you go down on me? 7. Would you lick me like a lollipop or suck me til I explode? 8. How many rounds would we go? 9. What would you wanna do afterwards? 10. Spit, Swallow or elsewhere on you like your face or boobs (name it)? 11. Would you lick and bite me all over? 12. Would you like long 4play or get straight to the point? 13. Would you take ur time if I told you to? 14. Would u fall asleep next to me when we were done? 15. Would u want me to go hard and fast or slow and easy? 16. Where would u wanna "do it" at?

A Loved Ones Love.......
There are times when only a lovers love can understand our tears, Can soothe our disappointments And calm all of our fears. There are tines when only a lovers love can share the joy we feel When something we've dreamed about Quite suddenly is real. There are times when only a lovers faith can help us on life's way And inspire us the confidence We need from day to day. For a lovers heart and a lovers faith anda lovers steadfast love Were fashioned by the Angles And sent from heaven above. xxx

A Lil Change
So I decided to dye my hair back to brown. Actually its going to be darker then my natural hair color. I really love the red but with how fast my hair grows and with my roots I would have to dye my hair like every other week or something...thats too much work and too much money for me. So anyways let me know what you guys all thing. I'll post a picture eventually.

Suicide Series
Why do people think they understand my pain they know nothing, they think from it I gain My outside shell is happy and gay but I think about suicide everyday I seem like I complain about my past people suffer worse but still they last If life were easy faith wouldn't be needed With God I know I've pleaded Tears can't be shown my father made that known I hold back and hide my feelings no one knows that fake me they're seeing Love is the answer to my hurts I sit here and watch silently from my perch I quietly observ the passers by knowing they have no clue I want to die I'm always smiling and saying hi on the inside all I do is cry Sometimes it's like all I do is fight I hate it but love it, my thoughts at night Tears can't be shown my father made that known I hold back and hide my feelings no one knows that fake me they're seeing

Even Anudder Poem!!
i wrote this poem about a friend that was molested for several years as a fukin baby!! mcl The Bastard Frightened Child, wondering when he'll return, that lecherous smile that terrifies Her so. Like a Vampire he sups on Her innocence, an endless craving for Hopes and Dreams, slowly draining Her Childhood Happiness, leaving a broken, cynical soul afraid to Trust, afraid to Love, afraid to be Loved, afraid to be Herself. God ! Kill the fucking bastard ! written by slingbob777

Life!!!!
I Have to say my life has had ups and downs throughout it... Now after being married for almost 9 years and but seperated almost 7years I have to finally call everything about it over...Me and my estranged hubby havent been together in a really long time... We do share a 10 yr old daughter together...I myself feel and have felt for sometimes I wish we didnt get married... I think we were pushed more into it than us wanting it ourselves anyhow... well weve both moved on in our ways he has another daughter with another woman and me I have a son with another man...Well him and his other daughters mother split last year and he is currently with a woman that I can say gives me great comfort that my daughter can be around her...Well my estranged Hubby right now is currently in jail for a time we don't know yet how long but his girlfriend took my daughter to see him yesterday and kept her overnight...I can say I really get along with his girlfriend and she is great to my daughter too...Well h

Just About...
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.

Wow...
You know, I never really knew there were sooo many people out there with so many similarities. it makes me wonder why human society is always so destructive and barbaric. There are soooo many of us who feel the same way, think the same way, do things the same way, have the same opinions on the same topics and are passionate about the same things in life, and yet, we somehow find a way to disagree. Always! Like, I'm in college and I'm a Pre-Vet major. I have fellow students with the same concerns about animals on their minds, but there's a rift in the department between extra-curricular groups. Now how the hell does that work? We go to the same institution, we work with the SAME animals, and yet several of us have to go and be wenches about everything. It drives me NUTS! Not only that, but there are bigger issues in the world for people to be concerning themselves with, not who's in the 'better livestock group'. They're ALL livestock! The economy is singing its swan song, there ar

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Look at me Tell me what you see I see secrets and lies that have become me Used for person I was Everything taken from me My family, my home, my life and my soul She took it all away from me Look at me Tell me what you see I don't see all the good things that you might say to me I've been told I've been shown I'm not good for any of those I once believed but now I don't How could I now or ever Torn body from mind I can't completely feel My body feels pain my mind feels nothing I think of love, of pleasure, of companionship But my body feels nothing of this My soul has turned a shade darker

Tequila Makes Her Clothes Fall Off
SHE SAID i'M GOING OUT WITH MY GIRLFRIENDS MAGUARITAS AT THE HOLIDAY INN OH MERCY...MY ONLY THOUGHT WAS TEQUILA MAKES HER CLOTHES FALL OFF I TOLD HER PUT AN EXTRA LAYER ON I KNOW WHAT HAPPENS WHEN SHE DRINKS PATRON HER CLOSETS MISSING HALF THE THINGS SHE BOUGHT TEQUILA MAKES HER CLOTHES FALL OFF CH....SHE'LL START BY KICKING OUT OF HER SHOES LOSE AN EARRING IN HER DRINK LEAVE HER JACKET IN THE BATH ROOM STALL DROP A CONTACT DOWN THE SINK THEM PANTYHOSE AIN'T GONNA LAST TOO LONG IF THE D J PUTS BON JOVI ON SHE MIGHT COME HOME IN A TABLECLOTH TEQUILA MAKES HER CLOTHES FALL OFF SOLO SHE CAN HANDLE ANY CHAMPAIGNE BRUNCH BRIDAL SHOWER WITH BACARDI PUNCH JELLO SHOOTERS FULL OF SMIRNOFF... BUT TEQUILA MAKES HER CLOTHES FALL OFF CHORUS SHE DON'T MEAN NOTHING SHE'S JUST HAVING FUN TOMORROW SHE'LL SAY OH WHAT HAVE I DONE HER FRIENDS WILL JOKE ABOUT THE STUFF SHE LOST CAUSE TEQUILA MAKES HER CLOTHES FALL OFF

For This Peom Will Make You Wet Ladies
I can eat you out like no other man on this earth could ever eat you out For I can take your sexual need off this earth For I can make you scream like no other man could ever do to you For I will have sex and then make love to you for ever For I will scare your soul with my passions of sexual needs For you will remember me for the rest of your days for you will scream my name every time you touché your self there for my name is aj

Nation's Third Deadly School Shooting In Less Than A Week
Nickel Mines, Pa. - A milk-truck driver carrying three guns and a childhood grudge stormed a one-room Amish schoolhouse Monday, sent the boys and adults outside, barricaded the doors with two-by-fours, and then opened fire on a dozen girls, killing three people before committing suicide. At least seven other victims were critically wounded, authorities said. It was the nation's third deadly school shooting in less than a week, and it sent shock waves through Lancaster County's bucolic Amish country, a picturesque landscape of horse-drawn buggies, green pastures and neat-as-a-pin farms, where violent crime is virtually nonexistent. execution-style at point-blank range after being lined up along the chalkboard, their feet bound with wire and plastic ties, authorities said. Two young students were killed, along with a female teacher's aide who was slightly older than the students, state police Commissioner Jeffrey B. Miller said. "This is a horrendous, horrific incident for the

Perfect Family Verison 2
* first morbid thing I've written since Pure white whore so. blah bare with me lovez* His hands lock around her neck And she knows it's about to begin agian She can see it in his eyes But she has no more tears to cry Too many times she's been here before Laying here taking it as he rips her apart Filling her womb with maggots and blood He doesn't care he's having his fun A rotting body she lays there now But he doesn't care She's the girl of his dreams The one he knows will never scream The eyes of his love forever frozen in fear And the only liqued that comes Is smelly and clear But to him the scent is more then heaven sent His morbid bride Decaying inside A rotting body she lays there now But he doesn't care She's the girl of his dreams The one he knows will never leave Postmortem baby To a maggot filled mother He'll rape the graves to give him a brother The family he loves The family hez wanted So perfect in his mind Twisted in his ow

I Am So Freakin Happy Right Now!!!!!
hehe, they sent up an esspresso stand at the albertsons by my house!! i can have my cappacino's, Latte's, & Italian soda's within 3 blocks of my house!!!!!!!!!!!! i CAN WALK!! oh my goodness i am so happy lol...yeah i know, it really doesn't take much to make me happy lol =) this just made my day...hehehe

Here I Am, Rock You Like A Huricane
once agian I am sitting here after just getting done work. thank goddenss that I'm done for yet another day. however tomarow I don't have to work. oh yeah!! my first day off in over a month. but I'm so tired that I don't want to do anything that requres me to move. so yeah sex is pretty much outta the question lol. however I would really love some hot lil thing to come over and let me shower who the man is lol. anyways this week end is thanksgiving and I am afirad that the clostest thing to a turkey dinner I will be having is a 6 inch turkey sub from subway. sad don't ya think?? it could always be worse though. I do have a little bit of cash so I can find somthing to eat over the next few days if I need too. yes tis the season to be thankfull. and I am thankfull to have a day off and thankfull that its less then a week away from pay day :D

Truth
as some of you think what truth is i will tell you. Truth is when you get up in the morning and when some one asks you how you are tell them what is on your mind. For example when some one asks me how i am doing i always tell them i am still alive or i am still standing. So if you think about it that is truth

Hey Peeps
hey y'all i was just welcoming you to my page and i am so appy to be on here with all you lovely people and i wanna say will get back to y'all soon wen i fathom out all this website im kinda new so any tips you can give it would be a great help

Lost
You say you’ve lost yourself Well I’ve lost myself too I’m Falling again Dropping to the bottom Drowning all over again Love, Desire, Lust Is there a difference It’s hard to tell Can no longer feel Letting go for the last time Hating mistrust Almost as much as myself I wish to remain lost

This Is Something He Likes
I like it when she fucks other men, very well endowed men are the best, but any and all will do. It is something that I have always wanted to be into, but can only now express this desire. I can do this because of the honest true love that we have for each other. And that must be there in order for this to work. We have to be into each other with our entire hearts, or this cant work, and we have this true love. I like to watch her do these other men, from start to finish. I love the deep tounge kissing before they get started, and the teasing comments between them. I like it when they get to that point where they have to fuck, and get up to go to the bedroom. I like to watch another man undress her, and kiss her beautiful body all over. I love to see them perform oral sex on each other. Then I love to see him slowly slide his member into her, and then pound her hard until she comes several times. I like to see him roll her into several different positions, until he fill

Empty Promises
THIS IS WHAT I WROTE AFTER ME AND MY EX-FIANCE BROKE UP......................................... Empty promises. Empty words with no meaning.You said you loved me and that you wanted to be with me forever.. YOU LIED! You PROMISED me that i would never have to feel any pain ever again.You said we were going to be so happy together....Then all of a sudden it was like a bad dream when you said that it was over that all I was was one big mistake it was like my walls came crashing down around me! It was like the pain of a thousand daggers through my heart..You had saved me from drowning then you threw me back in..that was the worst pain I had ever felt in my life I didn't know it was possible to hurt so bad nothing was going to stop me from ending my life...You made me the happiest I have ever been all I could think about was you day and night you were in my thoughts all day and in my dreams at night.I did and still do love you more than anything in the world. It's so confusing how I can

Poem
Could you be the one for me? Could you be my find? Could it be, after all this time, Fate is going to be kind? Could you be the one for me, The one to help me forget The man that broke my heart, my soul The man that haunts me yet? You tell me that Im beautiful Something ive never heard But the one still lives here in my mind That couldnt spare a kind word Its going to be hard to forget And pick up the pieces he left Could you be the one to teach How to love again and forget? Could you be the one to come And mend my broken heart? Are you willing to piece together What another broke apart? It wont be an easy job you see My road has been long and rough And the heart that was once so soft Is now shut, locked, and tough But I can feel my heart open again Its opening for you Just come in and love me back Thats all you have to do I must ask you one small thing Before we kiss and part Please be nice and kind to me Im tired of broken hearts

I Am Nameless
I am nameless, Blamless to any responsibility Nameless to any creed, race, or religion. Even though I am god's creation. My wounds are deep, It's becoming harder to sleep Eager to tell a lie with every reply. Filled with disgust constantly contagious. I am nameless..

Betrayal
Lost the Lover you'll never again see that part that goes into the night once lost and never found again so broken by your casual neglect, lover so dying lie in this moment alone as this Sit, Hero so sit with her on this night hold her solve her problems and the other will live or die to live painted black whore to the moment forever or die and dissappoint because you lead them to an empass faith and hope a cruel leash as you held their hand as you do a gentle shove to push them on the way but you didn't look ahead so sit with your new victim as your last one is lost Heart Rape could it be more cruel than the survived moments to give a taste of romance and a chaser of rejection so when life taught the lesson that kindness is not rewarded loyalty is betrayed that love does not last where did you expect her to go? but into a place of darkness and never return Shameful Regret it is a shameful thing to regret what you lost

Well, Lee's Gone :(
Lee moved back home yesterday. :( I cried about it all night :*( I miss him. But I get to see him in 2 days :) I still don't want to be up here all by myself.... :*( :*( :*( :*( I feel so alone.... :*(

The Feeling Of Being Used Are Like A Thousand Knives In The Back
Fallen through deeper and deeper getting darker and darker Where to turn? Who to talk to No one.. No one cares! A Black hole consumes my heart As I lose my ability to feel ... to love A forgotten life ... Staring at the hourglass wondering when will it be done running through ... OR will i get the chance to flip it over again A broken mirror yet no reflection no soul NO MORALS! Names thrown around dug deep within the skin of the pure With hurt like a thousand nails she only lets them feel like one!

Come Join!
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One Flaw In Women ! ! ! !
One Flaw In Women Women have strengths that amaze men. They bear hardships and they carry burdens, but they hold happiness, love and joy. They smile when they want to scream. They sing when they want to cry. They cry when they are happy and laugh when they are nervous. They fight for what they believe in. They stand up to injustice. They don't take "no" for an answer when they believe there is a better solution. They go without so their family can have. They go to the doctor with a frightened friend. They love unconditionally. They cry when their children excel and cheer when their friends get awards. They are happy when they hear about a birth or a wedding. Their hearts break when a friend dies. They grieve at the loss of a family member, yet they are strong when they think there is no strength left. They know that a hug and a k

My Reason For Being
Today everything went wrong nothing went right, and there was an unsettling feeling that something is wrong or that something bad is going to happen. This feeling or premonition is never wrong, so i await in fear and dread the phone another is hurt or await the night that will never end for me. In that fear came thought, pondering over my reason for being. Since i was young, I knew what my reason for living was, life has continued to prove that i am meant to be here. i am meant to sacrifice, to give, to love and accept. i am a fighter for the weak, a protector if you will, i am your shield and your sword. i am a lover. i am meant to love those believing love is not real or meant for them. i am meant to be a guide, a guardian, and a lover. though my path does allow love to stay in my life or to be granted to me for long, this saddens me with knowing this, though it shall and must be. To those of you who know me, my heart holds true love and love for any i speak those words to. my love i

Jonny
Johnny Johnny wanted to screw a girl in his class,but she belonged to someone else. One day Johnny got so frustrated that he went up to her and said I'll give you a 1000 dollars if you let me screw you, but the girl said NO. Johnny said I'll be fast, I'll throw the money on the floor, you bend down, I'll be finished by the time you pick it up. She thought for a moment and said that she would have to consult her boyfriend..... so she called her boyfriend and told him the story. Her boyfriend says ask him for 2000 dollars, pick up the money very fast, he won't even be able to get his pants down. So she agrees and accepts the proposal. 30 mins goes by and the boyfriend is waiting for his girlfriend 2 call. Finally after 45 mins the boyfriend calls and asks what happened. She said "THE BASTARD USED COINS!!!!

B O N N I E A N D C L Y D E
BONNIE AND CLYDEYou sayYou wantSomething for freeDarlingI have EverythingIve ever worked forLike MeThere is always a priceAnd time is just a memoryWaiting to happenAnd love is just a silly circumstanceWe make into a millionSerious occasionsDont you thinkThis could be another great adventure?We could be piratesOr cannibalsOr pygmies in a circusPartnersTeam matesBonnie and ClydeYou take the shotgun and Ill load the 45Yeah, lets be that,Instead of what their telling usRoommatesStrangersVictims of our own creationsIve given you my heartThe rest of me tooThe scars are much heavier thanAnything elseThey hold water and resentmentAnd the love from anything that comes my waySo give it when you canIll take itAs much as I canAnd fire that fuckin shotgunI taught you how to use it, womanYou point it at what ever you fearAnd you pull the fuckin triggerAdventure sounds goodSo does the circusAnd pirates find goldAnd bury their treasureIm inFor lifeAre you in for life too?Come on, Pygmie!Theres only on

Dont Watch If You Are Weak Hearted...this Is Some Scarey Shit...
This is a car advertisement from. When they finished filming the ad, the film editor noticed something moving along the side of the car, like a ghostly white mist. They found out that a person had been killed a year earlier in that exact same spot. The ad was never put on TV because of the unexplained ghostly phenomenon. Watch the front end of the car as it clears the trees in the middle of the screen and you'll see the white mist crossing in front of the car then following it along the road....Spooky! Is it a ghost, or is it simply mist? You decide. If you listen to the ad you'll even hear the cameraman whispering in the background about it near the end of the commercial.

There Isnt One..
OK.. im Only going to Make this short!! Why Is it Everytime i meet someone,things go good for a week or so and then it gets all fucked up?!! guess when i mess things up with someone i do it good... Dont you agree?

Wednesday, September 27, 2006
From july till now Current mood: cheerful Ok I gave a serious relationship on more try and bless her heart it's not her fault . I was this close to commiting to a small but more than casual relationship. But my cock leads the way again. I had been seeing what must be Am 5 now , but still had am-3. She wanted to be my "Pet" so she has. She knows her place will never be ..1 but she still comes around. We have fucked many times since July even though i was trying to be exclusive with am5. Two weeks ago am 5 and i were toying with the idea of moving in together and that fell through. For some reason she seems stand offish. Our hot and heavyness has slowed down to a see each other twice a week , Well right after that Am 2 came calling through yahoo. She and her boyfriend had split for good. I gave what she wanted a good night of ecstasy ( pleasure not the drug...) And was satisfied at the words she parted me with that evening , "I forgot what good fucking was like , Why the hell did i l

Maybe We Should Bump X Up Two Spaces....
You scored as Mushrooms. Shrooms! You're still goin for one of the most natural drugs. You'd like to visit a whole other world, and see things you've never seen before. Fucking trippy.Cocaine81%Mushrooms81%Ecstacy75%Inhalents75%Marijuana69%Alcohol50%None!19%What's your ideal drug?created with QuizFarm.com

It's A Boy
Congratulations L.C. on giving birth to a new cherry....that's right me! lol Hi my fellow cherry's just thought i'd throw out a welcome to all just to let you know i'm here lol look forward to hearing from ya's soon :) Fletch .....share the love.....

Missed All Of You
I just wanted everyone to know that I missed all of you yesterday. I was on for a little bit yesterday morning and then unfortunatly my cable went out and never came back on last night. I was not a happy person since I was bored and wanted to come talk to everyone but someone had other plans. I Hope everyone had a good day yesterday and I hope I can catch everyone on later.

What My Soul Looks Like...
What Your Soul Really Looks Like You are a wanderer. You constantly long for a new adventure, challenge, or eve a completely different life. You are a grounded person, but you also leave room for imagination and dreams. You feet may be on the ground, but you're head is in the clouds. You see yourself with pretty objective eyes. How you view yourself is almost exactly how other people view you. Your near future is still unknown, and a little scary. You'll get through wild times - and you'll textually enjoy it. For you, falling in love is all about flirting and feeling playful. You couldn't fall in love with someone who took life too seriously.Inside the Room of Your Soul

Mood Kill
sittin here-sippin... sippin, hopin to pass this idea/this token. lost in humanity...passed on- I opened the door ... unspoken. My strong will,blinked, As i Sank in and Embellished. Saw...as the long knife stabbed, In the Adrenalin -i Relished. And Soon, i shall let this parish... And let it settal. But right now, Jus Now I Killed a Little. 2M.c.L.

Thank You All!!
THANKS TO ALL MY FRIENDS WHO RESPONDED TO THE TWO FOR TUESDAY!! I HAVE AROUND 2OO FRIENDS I SENT IT TO EACH AND EVERYONE!! SHOWIN' YOU ALL SOME LOVIN'!! I GOT A LOT OF RESPONSES BACK AND I'M HERE TO TELL YOU THAT SOME OF YA'LL AIN'T RIGHT......AND ONE OF YOU PICKED #4!!YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!! YOU REALLY AIN'T RIGHT LMAO!! SOME OF YOU PICKED ME!! *GRIN* AGAIN THANKS TO ALL MY GOOD FRIENDS!! I LOOK FORWARD TO SEND FUN STUFF TO ALL.. I HOPE SOME OF THE STUFF I SEND HAS NOT OFFENED ANYONE... JUST BEING ME AND HAVING FUN!! HUGS AND KISSES TO ALL!! JOHN & SHADOW

Chocolate Or...
Chocolate or Sex? That's the question today ladies and gentlemen. Which is better? Chocolate is sweet, velvety, soft...at least the kind I like, and it's soooo good. It fills an emotional need I think, and releases plenty of endorphins, although it's full of calories. Sex can be soft or rough, sweet or sadistic, and it's also very good. It fills an emotional need I think, and releases plenty of endorphins, fortunately it burns calories. My solution? Have sex while eating chocolate, that way the calories cancel each other out and you get a double rush!

Girlfriend Appliicatiion
boyfriend appliicatiion Body: Name: Age: Location: Height: Hair (color and style): Eyes: Piercings/tattoos: OTHER: 1. Where would we go on dates? 2. Who are three of your favorite bands/artists? 3. Do you drink/smoke?? 4. Do you like the beach? 5. If so...would you go with me late at night? 6. Do you like movies? 7. If so would you stay up and watch them with me all night? 8. If you were to take me out to a movie would we watch the movie? 9. If not what would we be doing? 10. Do you play an instrument? 11. If so...what? 12. Would you call me right after we saw each other to make sure I made it home alright? 13. How would you rate your hugs from 1-10, 10 being the best? 14. Favorite body part on a gurl/guy? 15. What would you say is the best thing about yourself? 16. Do you have any reps (ie: heartbreaker, player, slut)? 17. Would you give me kisses just because?

Friends
The one thing that i have realized that out of everyone in the world there are only very few that you are able to trust. Some you may think that you know but you never really know a person. There is always sercets to every person. There are times that you just have to look over them and enjoy what you have. But don't just stick your self with one person because you never know when you will find your best friend. relationships come and go but friends will stand by your side in any situtation you encounter

What Everyone Knows
Everyone knows what everyone knows You can’t change the world with a kiss and a rose Sometimes a man has to stand up and fight When others are wrong and he knows that he’s right Everyone knows that the peace must be won That change only comes at the point of a gun Everyone knows, and it’s well understood That “they” are all bad and “we” are all good Everyone knows “they” are after our blood That if we don’t fight them, they’ll come like a flood They’ll burn us and kill us and blow us away And basically do what we’re doing to “they” Everyone knows we must go there and fight We can torture and kill because “we” are all right We can hit them and kick them and shoot them and then The people left living will all be our friends Everyone knows that the answer is war We can do it again, we have done it before But peace never comes, and the violence grows I think someone should question what everyone knows

I Know What Love Is
I Know What Love Is I was forgotten Until you called my name Lost in the shadows Until you shined your light my way Now I believe again In all my dreams again I'm wide eyed and innocent Those doubting days Are so far away and oh I will fall And you will catch me always Time has taught me this I will fly And you'll be there to guide me Straight up to my hearts highest wish I feel you close to me And I know what love is Now there's no mountain Too high for me to climb No ocean so wide That I could not reach the other side Now I believe in me 'Cause you live and breath in me And nothing can come between We are one star No night can darken, oh I will fall And you will catch me always Time has taught me this I will fly And you'll be there to guide me Straight up to my hearts highest wish I feel you close to me And I know what love is It's an unspoken thing A quiet opening There's no words that can go that deep But I know I know I will fall And

Night Is For Lovers
I know you've been here, everyone has at least once... If you can't sleep tonight, then don't! Worry not because tonight is one of those timeless nights that never begin or end, you only slip in and out of them. Tarry here awhile then in between the sun scaped lands of your waking world. Listen to the secrets the night breezes whisper as they pass over ponds of water and cool your skin. Stand outside and relish the blazing star fire that heats your skin with a cold burning. Turn your eyes away from the shadows of the world and lift up your chin to gaze at the wonderfully pure reflection of the sun shining with a silver flare off the landscape of the moon. Tonight dance with faeries on shadowed lanes, and run with the deer under old oak trees. Dip your toes into waters with ripples laced with white fire. On nights like this when you can slip into the ancient lands do not fear getting lost, because when you enter the timeless realm that tonight has given you, ther

Dear God
Have you ever been just sitting there and all of a sudden you feel like doing something nice for someone you care for? THAT'S GOD talking to you through the Holy Spirit. Have you ever been down and out and nobody seems to be around for you to talk to? THAT'S GOD wanting you to talk to Him. Have you ever been thinking about somebody that you haven't seen in a long time and then next thing you know you see them or receive a phone call from them? THAT'S GOD. There is no such thing as coincidence. Have you ever received something wonderful that you didn't even ask for, like money in the mail, a debt that had mysteriously been cleared, or a coupon to a department store where you had just seen something you needed, but couldn't afford? THAT'S GOD knowing the desires of your heart. Have you ever been in a situation and you had no clue how it was going to get better, how the hurting would stop, how the pain would ease, but now you look back on it. . .. THAT'S GOD passin

Go 'head. Read It. I Dare You.
1 week. yeah i can't fucking wait. I'm heading down to dallas (yes, Texas) on the 30th for my LONG overdue vacation. Going down for the week. Don't really have too many people I plan on seeing (Could you be one? :-x), but hell, that's fine by me. Dad's #1 priority on that list. haven't seen him since..I'm going to say around Christmas. That sounds about right. I still haven't figured out what exactly it is about Dallas that i dig so much. The weather? the people? the color of the siding on a building? who knows. All i know is It's probably the best place (most enjoyable) that i've lived so far. This hell hole known as Pennsylvania ain't got nothing. maybe it's the home situation up here that has everywhere else looking so appealing. who knows. Hell sometimes i even think Long Island is appealing again (Yet i'm reminded once or twice a year why i DON'T want to live there again). Nothing against NY- 90% of my entire family lives up there. which is probably another reason i wouldn'

Being Piscean
[This is a piece I wrote for an old blog I had some years ago. I hope you enjoy it.] We see them come We see them go Some are fast And some are slow. Some are high and some are low. Not one of them is like another Don't ask us why Go ask your mother. - "One Fish, Two Fish, Red Fish, Blue Fish"Dr. Seuss It's not easy being a fish. It's even harder being two of them. I often find myself torn between dual natures; emotional drives and logical thinking, intuition and fact. My brain and my heart are rarely in agreement on anything. I feel something, and I think another. And too often I choose the wrong voice to follow; either I let my heart lead, and all sorts of calamity befalls me, or I do what I consider the 'sensible' thing and end up looking like an insensitive fool. I find myself resentful of others' good fortunes. I see plenty of insensitive, self-centered people with nice homes, nice cars, nice mates, and I often wonder if, were I to become that shallow, if I

*~fun With Yahoo - Session 9~*
SERIOUSLY - This was a good one. I suggest you read the entire thing. You might be entertained. I know I was. shrunkenguy121: help!!! PiercedQT: What? shrunkenguy121: I have a pantyhose fetish PiercedQT : And theeeeeeeeen? shrunkenguy121: My fantasy is being 1/2 inch tall and being trapped inside them PiercedQT: So you wish to be an elf then? shrunkenguy121: Yes... at first, i ask to be put inside, but after a while, I want to come back out, but I get told I am not allowed. shrunkenguy121: Can we role play? PiercedQT: I only role play with The Jolly Green Giant. I like my boys tall... and to not smell like feet. shrunkenguy121: I am trapped inside your pantyhose. Please let me out of here! Help me! PiercedQT: Damn, if there was ever a time for me to have athletes foot - it would be now! shrunkenguy121: Let me out! NO NO Not the spandex!! PiercedQT: I wear wooden clogs - You're gonna get a sliver up your ass. shrunke

What Disney Character Are You?
You scored as Goofy. Your alter ego is Goofy! You are fun and great to be around, and you are always willing to help others. You arn't worried about embarrassing yourself, so you are one who is more willing to try new things. Goofy88%Cinderella88%Peter Pan75%The Beast75%Ariel75%Sleeping Beauty75%Snow White50%Pinocchio38%Donald Duck38%Cruella De Ville0%Which Disney Character is your Alter Ego?created with QuizFarm.com

Him Indoors
A friend of mine from the local boozer writes a blog and in it he used to do hunk of the week, yes the guy who writes it is a screaming queen in case you didnt notice, but he put a picture of the geezer i live with and just what he wrote about him was hilarious. if you scroll down to february 14 2003 on this page u an see what he has written, anyway the rest of the blog centres round leith and the pub i used to drink in a lot, its quite hilarious as Pete the guy who writes it is a very funny guy Naked Blog

~tom~
~As I sit alone in my sacred spot hidden deep within a tree,I see my one and only brother saddly staring back at me.He told me once that someday he'd be gone, Leaving me here to carry on.Without you now I sit and cry wondering why you had to die.To take your life and fuck me up so,Why Tom did you have to go.You are my bro,My best friend and your suppose to be with me till the end.Some days I imagine you standing there, looking at me with your dark,blank stare.Telling me it will be all right,telling me to stay away from that light.So as I sit within this tree trying not to cut to be free,I think of you Tom and your last goodbye and all alone I sit and cry.I know your near me I can feel your pain wanting to help me as I go insane.I love you so much and you know I do But Oh why Tom did you have to ....Take your life and leave me here in this tree that we held so dear~

Those That Are My Friends
If you want to remain on my friends, family , fans list please let me know because I have 395 people on here and only hear from maybe 10 at the most. Look forward to hearing from you, if I havent heard from you in a week I will delete ya, sorry

Although...im Partial To Cats...i Like Dogs As Well....
You Are: 50% Dog, 50% Cat You are a nice blend of cat and dog. You're playful but not too needy. And you're friendly but careful. And while you have your moody moments, you're too happy to stay upset for long. Are You More Cat or Dog?

Hey Everyone....
ALL YOU GUYS WHO LEFT A MILLION COMMENTS I DIDNT KNOW IT WOULD ERASE.....AND NOW THAT I HAVE OVER A THOUSAND....I NEED YOUR HELP......LEAVE A COMMENT ON HERESO I KNOW WHOIM SUPPOSED TO GIVE THE SPECIAL GIFTS TO

Rawr.
Happy halloween everyone. Haha. Anyway. I got the sneezies! Which sucks. I cant sleep. And my tummy hurts. Great combination lol. =] SO yeah like anyway. I made a pretty new pic. Its my default. You should all look at it. I got a lot of stuff to do today. Which is fine. =] Kimmie cup < 3 Haha tanya and i are going to a haunted mansion in philly at like noon, cause her step daugther wants to. So tis what we're doing. Haha. Meow. Anywho. Happy halloween.

Another Poem I Found That I Wrote
Anyway, Anywhere, Anytime I've been sitting here thinking about you all day about your hair, about your eyes about the way you're so perfect. I guess I'm lucky to have you because you're such a great catch all my friends say there's no other that could match So, I'm just saying thanks for being in my life and I want you to know how much I love you and always will how much I adore you and how my heart can never stand still when you're around or when I think about you If I haven't told you this lately I'm sorry that I've forgotten and I'll try to tell you an awful lot Just remember that I will always love you anyway, anywhere, and anytime.

Dontchange
Lately you've been questioning If I still see you the same way We gonna both physically change Now don't you know you you'll always be The most beautiful woman I know So let me reassure you darlin that My feelings are truly unconditional [Chorus] See I'll love you when your hair turns gray I'll still want you if you gain a little weight The way I feel for you will always be the same Just as long as your love don't change, No I was meant for you and you was meant for me yeah And I'll make sure that I'll be everything you need Girl the way we are is how its gonna be Just as long as your love don't change [Verse 2] Cause I'm not impressed, more or less By them girls in the T.V and magazines Cause honestly I believe that your beauty Is way more than skin deep Cause everything about you makes me feel I have the greatest gift in the world And even when you get on my last nerve I couldn't see myself being with another girl [Chorus] [Bridge] So

99 Random Facts
99 things bout myself 1. Full Name: Alison Josephine Marie Hilmes 2. Nicknames: aj, bunnski, bunnicula, twig 3. Birthday: August 17 4. Place of Birth: Alamogordo 5. Zodiac Sign: Leo 6. Male or female: Female 7. Grade: Junior in college 8. School: SWIC 9. Occupation: street whore, jk 10. Residence: Highland 11. MSN Screen Name: boo boo bunny fukk __Your Appearance___ 12. Hair Colour: brown, was blonde 13. Hair Length: shoulder length 14. Eye colour: blue/green 15. Weight: 125 16. Height: 5' 11" 17. Braces? Nope 18. Glasses? Yes 19. Piercings: yes one in each ear 20. Tattoos: Not yet 21. Righty or Lefty: Righty ___Your 'Firsts'___ 22. First best friend: Rachel 23. First Award: perfect attendence 24. First Sport You Joined: indoor soccer 25. First pet: little puppy, named lady 26. First Real Vacation: went back to New Mexico 27. First Concert: havent gone to one yet 28. First Love: i dont want to say his name, so we will call him the ass ___ Favour

My Twin
The neck, and then the chain The head is hung in shame The neck, and then the chain The head is hung in shame I thought that you had grown That you'd carry on But now that I am gone What else's been withdrawn You used to be like my twin And all its been Was it all for nothing Are you strong when you're with him The one who's placed you above us all I think our love I'll let it pass It feels like fire But it won't last What is this coming to

What Color Is Death?
From the Album When the Kite String Pops What color is death? The shade of an ice pick sinking into flesh Sex-n-sex-n-sex-n-death I don't want you I want your flesh Close my eyes and dream of death Slip away and take a breath Rivers running dark and cool How can nothingness be cruel? What color is death? The shade of an ice pick sinking into flesh Sex-n-sex-n-sex-n-death I don't want you I want your flesh Close my eyes and dream of death Slip away and take a breath Rivers running dark and cool How can nothingness be cruel? Trip with me and meet the sun Orgasm of light Suck the world inside yourself Spitting forth the night Douse their minds in gasoline Drop the burning match Angel alien love I wait for them to I listen to the trees They hum and hold hands with the moon Insects whisper sweet nothings The solar system blooms The skulls of babies grow within The garden of the soul Where the girls run barefoot and all life lives uncontrolled Come on bab

Hey Lets Play A Game
Hi there everybody! I have added several pictures and there will be a few more to come ! everybody tell me which pic they like the best and thats the one I will put on the front I will gather up all the comments until ....Friday happy picking !

Don't Quit
When things go wrong as they sometimes will, When the road you're trudging seems all uphill, When the funds are low and the debts are high, And you want to smile but you have to sigh, When care is pressing you down a bit... By all means pray, and don't quit. Success is failure turned inside out , God's hidden gift in the clouds of doubt. You can never tell how close you are, It may be near when it seems so far. So trust in the Lord when you're hardest hit... It's when things go wrong you must not quit!!!

Pixs Of Cherries
It's nice to know there are many beautiful women out there. Perhaps many more than I would have expected. Today I was searching thru some pics and most {cherries} have the tendency to be semi~naked. {wink} I'm quite sure it works for them because most of the top {cherries} are either naked or mostly naked. So, today I'm going to take some naked pics......lol tty soon {E}

(this Is Long) What I Think About This Ignorant M*%#^@%ck%!
THIS IS LONG SO BE WARNED. Everyday i learn something new, everyday i read something interesting, i meet a new person, i speak to people i already know, i see a new piece of artwork i like or persons profile i like. AND ALSO everyday I run into what i call ignorance. I run into someone I WOULD CONSIDER an idiot. now i say I WOULD CONSIDER because i'm sure there are those who wouldnt consider that person an idiot. ( theyre idiots too). here is a female who has gained alot of popularity lately ....well....mainly because she is an idiot. for those who havent seen i'm putting a copy what she has to say on her profile in this blog, and then i am putting my response to her profile in this blog as well. I am not a fan of calling women bitches, as matter of fact i am strongly against it ( unless its sex talk in the bedroom which is a whole nother story cuz then i will say youre a sexy bitch in a minute, might even call you my sexy lil slut a time or two and a few other things in the heat

Poetry!
I love poetry and every so often I'm going to post some of my favourites both my own and those by more famous poets than I! Today's is by my countryman Robert Burns and written in Old Scots. O, my Luve's like a red, red rose, That's newly sprung in June. O, my Luve's like a melodie That's sweetly play'd in tune. As fair as thou, my bonnie lass, So deep in luve am I; And I will love thee still, my dear, Till a' the seas gang dry. Till a' the seas gang dry, my dear, And the rocks melt wi' the sun: I will love thes still,my dear, While the sands o' life shall run: And fare thee well, my only luve! And fare thee weel, a while! And I will come again, my luve, Tho' it ware ten thousand mile. Here's the English version!lol! Oh my Love is like a red, red rose That’s newly sprung in June Oh my Love is like a melody That’s sweetly played in June As fair as you are, my bonnie lass So deep in Love am I And I will Love you still, my dear Until all the seas

Stuff ...
You know you're living in 2006 when... 1. You accidentally enter your password on the microwave. 2. You haven't played solitaire with real cards in years. 3. You have a list of 15 phone numbers to reach your family of 3. 4. You e-mail your mate who works at the desk next to you. 5. Your reason for not staying in touch with friends is that they do not have e-mail addresses 6. When you go home after a long day at work you still answer the phone in a business manner. 7. When you make phone calls from home, you accidentally dial "0" or "9" to get an outside line. 8. You've sat at the same desk for four years and worked for three different companies. 10. You learn about your redundancy on the 11 o'clock news. 11. Your boss doesn't have the ability to do your job. 12. Contractors out number permanent staff and are more likely to get long-service awards. AND THE REAL CLINCHERS ARE..... 13. You read this entire list, and kept nodding and smiling. 14.

Addiction
When ever I hear the word addiction the first thing that comes to mind is drugs, alcohol, or any sort of substance that can be abused in some fashion. It is more often than not that this word gets assigned a negative connotation. There are some addictions that can actually produce positive results but by and far addiction is not a positive thing. Some examples can include being addicted to sports or your job or any sort of hobby oriented activity. A productive addiction can be cultivating but it can also be consuming. An addiction is something that you long and need for and are willing to sacrifice responsibilities and needs in the process of feeding this addiction. So I guess to give this word a negative connotation would be fair. Ok enough background information I should start to elude to my point here. The thing is we have so many things in our lives that we dont even realize that we are addicted to until we dont have that aspect as part of our lives any more. An example of thi

Sweet Surrender
Listening to music in our heads, We slowly undress, Feel the passion, Let it flow. Enjoy each others heartbeats Two souls joined to be complete. Kissing passionately, Caressing each others every crevasse. Your tongue whisking gently along the Nape of my neck. Passion ignites with furry. Sensual sensation over comes me. Filing my every desire, Not knowing what will transpire. Feels like thousand tongues cascading over my body, One going inside me, going deeper, deeper, Growing longer with every thrust. Wanting that continuous orgasm that's enduring Stronger and stronger, Cascading the simplicity of your arousal inside of me Makes me hunger for more. Making me moan with shirking ecstasy. Make wild passionate never ending love. Feel like a shaken champagne bottle ready to pop the cork. The passion engulfs me, Making me so wet. Wanting you to taste every drop of liquid Passion that flows out of me. Caressing my breasts with your hands. Making me pulsate wit

My Graphics
ok, after looking around rating & commenting peoples pics i see my graphics are like childrens art. i am not saying childrens art is bad, just saying for an adult my graphics do not compare to the custom graphics of others on here. i have no formal training, i have taken no classes & cannot afford the latest, greatest software to make the really cool graphics.

To Life
Lightning and thunder bring an early snow Blue flashes out my window Split seconds bright as day And then the muttering black Inside A warm fire burns A softer glow We laugh over dinner Fingering glasses Of rich, red wine

Lost Times For All Ofyou Who Miss Someone
One more day has gone The light inside my heart has extinguished Needing a hand to kindle that light, I can't imagine my life without you, My lord, Long time has passed since you've gone But I am still all alone The sky is without stars at night, Our distance is like the boundless ocean, Counting the damned time And waiting for the blessing moment, Loneliness I feel in me. Looking every day to the sly without sun, Empty I feel. Wishing to hold you as a bird needs it wings, I'll forever wait fro your return. My love, You are always welcome in my life! What is your opinion?

Do You Want To Do Something Posititive?
So a lot of people have been asking me questions like "do you have anyone else that we can send stuff to?' I myself just like having the fun of making contact. I have a loving sister that sends me stuff if I need it. And this camp is sitting very close to the Kuwait border and doesn’t have much of a supply issue. There is much worse places to be over here in Iraq. I don't feel that its my call to decide who gets stuff or not, it would make me feel rather awkward. Today I ran across something nice, and i feel that this would be the best solution.

Yo
Well here we are, i am a little new to the site and i have only really taken interest in this site for the last two or three weeks and so far i have to say i am enjoying my stay. Now lets get to it My real name is Earl and i live in Sydney, Nova Scotia which is a small island on the East coast of Canada we are well know for having one of the largest toxic waste dumps in the world today called the "Tar Ponds" which is exactly what its name says, A large pond of tar and polutants that literally sits in our back yards here is what wiki has to say http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sydney_tar_ponds Now i will get back into talking about the tar ponds later and beleive me i am very vocal on this subject, but this first blog is a get to know me thing so i will not go into great detail on the subject. So i have lived in Sydney for my whole life (27 Years) and i love it here. I have been an pothead for twelve of those years and i have no urge to quit now. I do smoke and occasionally drink but i

Im Back - Sortof =)
so.. you may have wondered what happened to me -- (or maybe not..) life has been a struggle for awhile, ive been waiting on a rather large sum of money - for over two months now - and preparing to move to arizona.. (many of you already knew this) - when my life gets overly dramatic.. and stressful - i decide i need to drop my e-life first... and focus on reality.. which i have - and still am.. right now im just peeking in and updating you all.. well, the money is to be here this week (and this time im positive it will be) its quite a bit less than planned - but its still plenty to finance the move - the album - and to get back to life.. and not be quite so stressed.. ill be moving in hopefully 2 weeks - ive also worked on music as always - with a new song that is going to be squeezed onto the album.. possibly the best thing ive made - although it still has a couple tracks to touch up. when i get to az it will be time to actually make cds. and sell them - my life is headed fo

Magick Is Around Us
The beauty and magic of nature has nothing to do with magick. There is the magic of the birth of a healthy child; the magic of true love. There is the magic of getting out of bed in the morning through an act of will. Unfortunately, this only seems to be magic to those who do not have this power. Those of us who can direct our bodies through acts of will too often take this power for granted. We fail to see the wondrousness of simple things, like wiping the sweat from one's brow. We take for granted the act of opening our eyes to feast on the sublimity of glaciers and oceans or the beauty of sunsets or meadows of wild flowers. These are truly magical deeds and, when contemplated, hold enough wonder to fill universes. But for many, it seems, such real magic will never be enough. Blessed Be, Crykit http://www.myspace.com/djcrykit

Dog Peeves With Humans
Dog Peeves About Humans 1. Passing gas and blaming it on me... not funny...not funny at all !!! 2. Yelling at me for barking... I'M A DOG, YOU NUMBSKULL! 3. Taking me for a walk, then not letting me check stuff out. Exactly who's walk is this anyway? 4. Any trick that involves balancing food on my nose... stop it! 5. Any haircut that involves bows or ribbons. Now you know why we chew your stuff up when you're not home. 6. The sleight of hand, fake fetch throw. You fooled a dog! Woooo-Hooooooo! Oh, what a proud moment for the top of the food chain. 7. Taking me to the vet for "the big snip", then acting surprised when I freak out every time we go back! 8. Getting upset when I sniff the crotches of your guests. Sorry, but I haven't quite mastered that handshake thing yet. 9. Dog sweaters. Hello??? Haven't you noticed the fur? 10. How you act disgusted when I lick myself. Look, we both know the truth, you're just jealous. Now lay off me on some

Why They Call Me Psycho
everyone ive known on the internet has come to call me psycho its my 'tag' as they say. i got this name for many resons. one i can open my mind and unleash my mind and say anything i want.i rarely laugh but when i do i have an evil kackle that carrys on for more then a few seconds. i can change the directoin of a conversation qick.im a hard person to get a bead on what im thinking.i come out with the most unexpected things sometimes.ive been known to brighten peoples days on here. even tho its rare for me to find someone to do the same. nowdays im less and less like this.i rarely find it important to speak my mind.i get bored easley nowdays and am listless.im alone nowdays and dont feal i conect to anybody. but anyways i tend to wonder from one thing to another easly. but yeah when you get to know me im psycho ina good way ...as people say. ive had several say im like no body else thave met. i duno about that im just difrent im not your everyday norm.well just letting yall know a lil a

Im Sorry
I'm Sorry... For all the things I said and didn't say. I'm Sorry... For all the mean things I might have said. I'm Sorry... For all the things I did or didn't do. I'm Sorry... If I ever ignored you. I'm Sorry... If I ever made you feel bad or put you down. I'm Sorry... If I ever thought I was bigger or better than you. I'm sorry... I Love You... Don't ever forget that! Through bad times and good, I'll always be here for you. I am Sorry... For everything wrong I've ever done. I'm writing this because what if tomorrow never comes? What if you never get to say good-bye or give a BIG hug to the people you care about? What if you never get to say I'm sorry or I love you?

For My Mother Who Passed Away
As I sit and gaze at the stars up above the San Diego sky I think of you and wonder if you are looking at those same stars... As I walk along the beach and listen to the waves crashing upon the shore I think of you and wish you were here walking beside me. As I sit and look at world and feel the soft grass beneath me I stop and listen to the breeze blowing through the trees.... I think of you and wish you were here with me sharing the quiet moments and the beauty God has given us. As I lie down on the grass I look up to the heavens and see the puffy white clouds like huge cotton balls scattered across the sky making believe each one is something different. I think of you and wonder if you are seeing the same thing. Sometimes I don't have to be doing anything and I think of you... Some of my favorite times are spent thinking of how much you mean to me and the special times we have shared. They all mean so much to me and wouldn't trade those moments for anything in the

A Night Out!
A night Out! It was a rainy day she wanted to go for a ride and sit with her man and listen to good music. She Had been thinking of this night for awhile ...She had this smile on her face when he walked into the room Pet, what's with that wicked smile? She looked up to find him staring at her ..Oh Just thinking love , no worries...He smiled and kissed her lets be off them he said I want to get there early for a good seat , you know it fills up on Saturday nights. They rode on bike and it felt wonderful The vibrations between her legs from the roar of the engine made her night just a little bit more enjoyable They pulled up in front of the club and parked he helped her off and gave her one of those oh,So fine your mine kind of kisses that just melted her she gentle put her hand on his cheek and patted it I do love you so she smiled and they walked inside The place was busy and full of the Saturday night crowd but they did managed to find a seating a dark corner where it wa

Happy Thanksgiving Everyone!!!
Twas the Night of Thanksgiving Twas the night of Thanksgiving, but I just couldn't sleep I tried counting backwards, I tried counting sheep. The leftovers beckoned-- the dark meat and white, but I fought the temptation with all of my might. Tossing and turning with anticipation, the thought of a snack became infatuation. So, I raced to the kitchen, flung open the door and gazed at the fridge, full of goodies galore. I gobbled up turkey and buttered potatoes, pickles and carrots, beans and tomatoes. I felt myself swelling so plump and so round, till all of a sudden, I rose off the ground. I crashed through the ceiling, floating into the sky With a mouthful of pudding and a handful of pie But, I managed to yell as I soared past the trees... happy eating to all---pass the cranberries, please I JUST WANTED TO LET ALL OF YOU KNOW TO MAKE SURE TO HAVE A "JOYOUS & FRUITFUL THANKSGIVING"AS SOME OF MY CHERRY FRIENDS & FAMILY ALREADY KNOW

Not So Good News
Well, I had a doctor's appt. today, What I found out is something I had a clue about but not what I really wanted to hear. Here I am diabetic, of course it runs in my family. My Dad had it. He also, had to get insulin shots. Now so do I. My blood sugar level is very high. Those of you who know me, know that i'm the junk food junkie!! This is going to be tough. Funny thing is I'm liking the taste of diet pop which I used to hate. Now everything makes sense in why I feel the way I do. Its just getting it under control. The worse part for me is the shots in the stomach. Its not as bad as it seems but I still don't like it. What goes thru my mind when I found out, was great, first off I'm alone, I can't have kids, most of my close friends are gone or have their own lives to live, I'm too young to get this, (not really) but I'm going to grow old alone. I just don't like being alone, through this right now. My mother is driving me crazy (that's my mom, i love her) I'm so new

Notice The Beautiful Things
NOTICE THE BEAUTIFUL THINGS -author unknown I had a very special teacher in high school many years ago whose husband unexpectedly died suddenly of a heart attack. About a week after his death, she shared some of her insight with a classroom of students. As the late afternoon sunlight came streaming in through the classroom windows and the class was nearly over, she moved a few things aside on the edge of her desk and sat down there. With a gentle look of reflection on her face, she paused and said, "Before class is over, I would like to share with all of you a thought that is unrelated to class, but which I feel is very important. Each of us is put here on earth to learn, share, love, appreciate and give of ourselves... and none of us knows when this fantastic experience will end. It can be taken away at any moment. Perhaps this is God's way of telling us that we must make the most out of every single day." H

Safety First ( Repost From Diva And Daddy)
Safety When Meeting For The First Time ( a repost from Diva and Daddy) By Postat There is a tiny but very dangerous percentage of people out there which in all probability you will never meet. But you would be wise, in any event, to take measures to protect yourself from them. HOW WELL DO YOU KNOW THIS PERSON? Can this person give you any kind of reference, or what munches and clubs are they known at? Have any of your friends or fellow pervs, at munches, clubs or in channel heard of them? Are they known by people at the places they say they are known at? Don't be shy! Ask around. People will understand and gladly help you. In fact they will probably tell you off if you take a risk and don't! Get their home phone number and address, real name, email, and car registration. If they won't even give you their phone number, SERIOUSLY DON'T MEET THEM! THE MEETING Meet in a public place, like a munch, a cafe, or restaurant and try to steer away from pubs and alcohol

Modele Gesucht!
Modele gesucht! Besondere Voraussetzungen und Referenzen, musst du nicht haben. Wenn dein Interesse da ist, dann werden wir uns vorher ausführlich über die kommende Fotosession unterhalten und ich werde dir die Möglichkeit geben, auch wieder davon Abstand zu nehmen. Es ist wichtig, dass wir beide hinter der gemeinsamen Produktion stehen, und alles zum Gelingen dieser Fotosession beitragen. Da ich mit digitaler Technik arbeite, wird die anfängliche Unsicherheit schnell verschwinden. Wir haben die Möglichkeit bereits vor Ort die ersten entstandenen Bilder am Monitor der Kamera zu betrachten und die eventuell entstandenen Fehler zu korrigieren. Rechte der Modelle, werden vor jeder Fotosession in einem Vertrag klar festgelegt. Das heißt, das ich mich verpflichte die Privatsphäre der Modelle zu schützen. Bilder werden nur, auf Rücksprache mit dem Modell, durch dritte veröffentlicht. Auf Wunsch des Modells werde ich sie bei der Vermittlung zu anderen Hobby-, Amateur- und Profifotografen

Syntilla
This band is a hot Chicago land band. There making there way up through the ranks right now. It won't be long till ya hear them on the radio. I use to play drums for these guys a while back. So show some love, listen to there tunes, got to there web page and leave some comments.

Hello, My Love
As I awaken, each and every day, Thoughts of love turn to you. An unbreakable bond between us two, A special love ever so true... The warm glow in your eyes, The sweet smile on your face; Makes me want to hold you, Forever in love's tender embrace. The gentleness of your touch, The sweet passion of your kiss. Just a couple of many pleasures, I longingly so miss... The sound of your voice, Is like a song in my heart, Always bringing me happiness, As it has done from our start

Who Knows What To Call This One
I feel a storm raging in my soul an angry hunger out of control it feeds upon ones insecurities so intense it brings one to their knees the waves are crashing tossing me around I try to find solid ground then in one single flash a bright light appeared so calming it was you...... then without warning the storm reappeared and left me tattered and my soul shattered so now all that is left is this empty shell and I go back to my living hell

Retirement Party.. At Ricks Boatyard
I found out that they are having a retirement party for Karl. Karl was an okay boss.. who never got your name right. lmao It was always hey guy! .. Unless you screwed up then it was.. Royyyyyyyyy! and my middle name.. how did he know my middle name.. Hell I never had one! lmao Anywho.. His party is at some swanky place called "ricks boat yard" on a manmade lake.. U know.. a place where a guy takes a girl to.. knowing he can't afford it! hahhaha I was thinking about taking someone.. I mean was.. lol But.. I don't know any women who would show up on time! Plus.. I don't like company parties. I don't like the true fakeness.. now this is fake people.. Acting like you want to be around people that hate you cuz of your skin color.. yeah.. thats fake! Knowing that who you bring can get ya fired.. yeah .. thats fake.. haha Anywho.. I'll probably skip the thing.. There offering it as a paid half day.. to 2nd and 3rd shifts.. Well since they are thr

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Better Than Myspace
Wow this seems like its a pretty cool site. I am hoping to meet tons of new people so i hope to see all of u (or some anyways)...lol. I will accept all friend requests so please please send them my way...... xoxoxox

3 Some
We are looking for a sexy, young, sweet thing to have some fun with. It's been very difficult to find. we want someone thats outgoing and up for anything and likes to party. Check out our profile and send us a message if you're up to it. We look forward to hearing from you!

Coffee
You Are an Espresso At your best, you are: straight shooting, ambitious, and energetic At your worst, you are: anxious and high strung You drink coffee when: anytime you're not sleeping Your caffeine addiction level: high What Kind of Coffee Are You?

What Is Your Gift?(
You scored as You have the Gift of Discernment. You have the Gift of Discernment. It is a well sought after gift my friend. It is a true blessing and curse to know when others lie to you, and to read their eyes. It can cause much pain and hurt if abused. Be very cautious.You have the Gift of Discernment75%You have the Gift of Empathy69%You sadly do not recognize your gift yet69%You have the Gift of Wisdom56%You have the Gift of Perception/Aura Vision38%You have the Gift of a Seer31%What is your gift?(PICS)created with QuizFarm.com

Womens Flaw
By the time the Lord made woman, He was into his sixth day of working overtime. An angel appeared and said, "Why are you spending so much time on this one?" And the Lord answered, "Have you seen my spec sheet on her? She has to be completely washable, but not plastic, have over 200 movable parts, all replaceable and able to run on diet coke and leftovers, have a lap that can hold four children at one time, have a kiss that can cure anything from a scraped knee to a broken heart -and she will do everything with only two hands." The angel was astounded at the requirements. "Only two hands!? No way! And that's just on the standard model? That's too much work for one day. Wait until tomorrow to finish." "But I won't," the Lord protested. "I am so close to finishing this creation that is so close to my own heart. She already heals herself when she is sick AND can work 18 hour days." The angel moved clo

Feelings
I have to really take the time to think since I know all these feelings as if there my second life.. I will not give up without a fight.. with the struggles of my heart that seems to take flight.. I look around and trying to find that shining light.. but when I close my eyes at night I still see that darkness that falls with sight.. I wake up to another day wondering were I fail or where I went wrong.. That this seems like an everlasting song.. Asking my self why I can't have that love that I desire so much.. Thats burns in my heart like fire but yet it wasn't ment to start a fire.. So I fight the everylasting battle that has now become my life.

On The Whole Celibacy Subject...(part 1)
Alot of people have asked me what prompted my seven month long...and counting...celibacy. Back on June 2nd, 2006 I wrote a blog telling the whole story...and followed it up with another one on June 5th. The problem for CherryTappers is that those blogs were only published on MySpace...and since alot of us have deleted our MySpace accounts...they were unable to read them. So, after being asked for the story for the umpteenth time I've finally decided to just repost it here. I'll post the June 2nd entry...and then the June 5th one. I just wanted to warn any readers that these entries are not current, although they do explain my current situation... Just a Bad Trip... June 2nd, 2006 I know I haven't been posting often in these past months. I would give some lame excuse about how busy I've been or how idiotic keeping a regular blog is, but I refuse to lie to you, dear readers. I've just been lazy. So many times I've sat down at my desk ready to write and then just got

Important Please Read!
Guys n gals my friends and compadres mi amigos..lol I've started my internship and I havent got quite the time to be chatting and be on cherrytap as much as I would!!! so no hard feelings k if you send or rate my pics make sure you send me a private msg so i can get back to you !!! Miss you all very much !!!

Belly-button
Belly-Button Gay Galore It is 10:00 at the police station and there is only 2 officers working that day... Billy Bob and Billy Joe. Billy Bob: Hey Billy Joe... can i stick my finger in your belly-button? Billy Joe: Sure Billy Bob! ...now its 11:00 at the police station... Billy Bob: Hey Billy Joe...can i stick my finger in your belly-button? Billy Joe: Sure Billy Bob! ...now its midnight... and the power goes out...!! Billy Bob: Hey Billy Joe...can i stick my finger in your belly-button? Billy Joe: Sure Billy Bob! Wait?! Billy-bob thats not my belly-button. Billy-bob: I know... and thats not my finger!

Freeeeeedom!!! Yeeehaaaa!!!
Scottish independence and the end of the UK It has recently emerged that almost 60% of people living in England support the idea of Scotland being made independent. In Scotland itself the figure stands at 52%, according to an ICM study undertaken on behalf of the Sunday Telegraph. The telephone poll, conducted on November 22 and 23, interviewed 1,003 Scots and 869 English people, so it is by no means all-encompassing but its findings come as quite a surprise, given English apathy towards the issue in the past. The report also revealed that 48 per cent of people living in England are in favour of complete English independence – so more people appear to be in favour of ditching the Scots than the Welsh and Northern Irish. SNP wants more The Scottish National Party (SNP) claims that Scots are fed up with being ruled by London and that now the country has a devolved parliament, it should progress to having a real parliament with real powers. Since Scotland regained a parliament

Some Wisdom From Gilby
1. Never, under any circumstances, take a sleeping pill and a laxative on the same night. 2. Don't worry about what people think, they don't do it very often. 3. Going to church doesn't make you a Christian anymore than standing in a garage makes you a car. 4. Artificial intelligence is no match for natural stupidity. 5. If you must choose between two evils, pick the one you've never tried before. 6. My idea of housework is to sweep the room with a glance. 7. Not one shred of evidence supports the notion that life is serious. 8. It is easier to get forgiveness than permission. 9. For every action, there is an equal and opposite government program. 10. If you look like your passport picture, you probably need the trip. 11. Bills travel through the mail at twice the speed of checks. 12. A conscience is what hurts when all of your other parts feel so good. 13. Eat well, stay fit, die anyway. 14. Men are from earth. Women are from earth. Deal with it

Yep.... Just About Right
You Are 60% Boyish and 40% Girlish You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch. Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes. You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them. You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be. How Boyish or Girlish Are You? That's about me..... :P

Who Wants To Be A Millionaire
The Winning Question A contestant on "Who Wants to be a Millionaire?" had reached the final plateau. If she answered the next question correctly, she would win $1,000,000. If she answered incorrectly, she would pocket only the $32,000 milestone money. And as she suspected it would be, the million-dollar question was no pushover. It was, "Which of the following species of birds does not build its own nest, but instead lays its eggs in the nests of other birds? Is it: A) the condor B) the buzzard C) the cuckoo D) the vulture The woman was on the spot. She did not know the answer. And she was doubly on the spot because she had used up her 50/50 Lifeline and her Audience Poll Lifeline. All that remained was her Phone-a-Friend Lifeline. The woman hoped she would not have to use it because ... Her friend was, well .blonde. She had no alternative. She called her friend and gave her the question and the four choices. The blonde responded unhesitatingly: "

I'm Confused
Ok I am a 32 year old that has lived in the Chicago area his whole life. That means I have seen 32 winters and 23 snow falls. Now the thing I am confused and have been confused since I was 16.. is why people who live in the Chicago area seem to forget how to drive in snow every year. I mean any point in the winter when we have snow fall there are cars wrecked everywhere. Why? Because people drive like morons. I mean seriously how do you live in an area that has snow storms every single fucking year and forget how to drive in them? I am driving into the office this morning and the roads arent plowed. See knowing this I left work early so I would have extra time and not rush.. one of the first rules of driving in this shit they all seem to fucking forget ... leave fucking early. Now I go to get on 290/355 north so I can jump on 90 west, well the entrance ramp is closed.. this time because there is a Tractor Trailor who was driving to slow to get traction on the steep grade. The state

Try This
Subject: How Smart Is Your Right Foot? This is so funny that it will boggle your mind, and you will keep trying it several times to see if you can outsmart your foot --but you can't! 1. While sitting at your desk, lift your right foot off the floor and make clockwise circles with it. 2. Now, while doing this, draw the number "6" in the air with your right hand. Your foot will change direction! Told you so -- and there's nothing you can do about it! :)

My Friends Are The Best!!!
My Friends are the BEST!!! Better than all the REST!!! I have truly been blessed, cause my friends are the BEST!!! Each and every day I come here to play. I see your feelings through your words. Each and every soul guaranteed to be heard! Cause my friends are the BEST!!! You lift me up when I am down. When im in need and have a frown. your kind words make it right. each and every single night. My friends are the BEST!!! Thank you for being there for me. when I am sad in times of need. All your comments they mean so much close to my heart they truly touch. My friends are the BEST!!! I hope one day I can return the love you given the love you've earned. Remember I see each and every one of you. And I'm thankful that this friendship is true! My friends are the BEST!!! There is a reason that we met Even if we havn't seen it yet. Stick together and see it through this beautiful love I have for you. MY FRI

Just A Few Friendly Wishes For You!!
Well its that time of year when we all are feeling a lil in the Holiday Spirit... shit I've been back and forth myself!! Hell, I just got my hours cut... Good so I can finally rest, but bad because they did it now before Christmas.. Hello, I have 3 kids, damb Corporations!! Managers are going for that Bigger Bonus so lets cut hours even though in all reality we've done tons of business and should be getting more!! Hell, just the other day I was high-fived for being #1 in Cake sales in the district!! Then they slap me in the face with this!! Oh well, time to go somewhere else!! Anywho, enough of that, like ya all want to know...LOL!!!! But to ALL of my Friends here at CT I Wish You All!! A Wonderful Holiday Season!! Happy Hanukkah, Merry Christmas, Happy Kwanzaa!! Did I miss anything??? Tons of Love and Many A Kisses!!!!

Husband Shopping
A store that sells husbands has just opened in Dallas, TX, where a woman may go to choose a husband. Among the instructions at the entrance is a description of how the store operates: You may visit the store ONLY ONCE! There are six floors and the attributes of the men increase as the shopper ascends the flights. There is, however, a catch?.. you may choose any man from a particular floor, or you may choose to go up a floor, but you cannot go back down except to exit the building! So, a woman goes to the Husband Store to find a husband?.. On the first floor the sign on the door reads: Floor 1 - These men have jobs. The second floor sign reads: Floor 2 - These men have jobs and love kids. The third floor sign reads: Floor 3 - These men have jobs, love kids, and are extremely good looking. "Wow," she thinks, but feels compelled to keep going. She goes to the fourth floor and sign reads: Floor 4 - These men have jobs, love kids, are drop-dead good looking and help wit

Real Men
REAL MEN 1.) A REAL MAN respects his mother and places his family first. 2.) A REAL MAN loves his kids. 3.) A REAL MAN supports his woman to develop herself. 4.) A REAL MAN doesn't worry about what others depict as a real man. Walk in his shoes first and then tell him what makes him A REAL MAN. 5.) A REAL MAN doesn't Break Promises 6.) A REAL MAN calls you beautiful, not hot, sexy, or fine as f*ck. 8.) A REAL MAN CALLS U on a daily basis - NO MATTER HOW BUSY OR TIRED HE IS. 9.) A REAL MAN looks past what he's heard about you or what his friends think of you. 10.) A REAL MAN wants to spend as much time as he can with you & won't get sick of you. 11.) A REAL MAN comes over just to watch movies with you. 12.) A REAL MAN kisses you on the forehead just because. 13.) A REAL MAN doesn't tell you what he thinks you want to hear. He tells you what's real. 14.) A REAL MAN should be treated like one. 15.) A REAL MAN doesn't ask questions when you say y

Gooooooooooooood Night!
ah as we come to the end of another busy broadcast day where pootypoo rules the mums and I get mentioned on several blogs for insight into realationships, ah i now lay my weary head to rest to get my beauty sleep ( god knows i need it lol ) good night everyone , see ya whenever i manage to wake the hell up......

Tag Your It
I've been tagged!! Current mood: amused Here's the game of "You Have Been Tagged" as it was passed on to me: The first player of this game starts with the "6 strange facts or habits about yourself" and people who get tagged need to write a blog of their 6 strange facts or things, as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "you are tagged bitch" in their comments and tell them to read yours. 6. I fantsize about Tony Romo.. Dallas Quaterback 5. I sleep necad 4. I can do this weird trick with my tounge 3. I sleep with a carebear 2. It takes me 2.5 seconds to put on my face. 1. I love dogs I am going to Tag. Nols Wiskey Bent PaPi PezKandy Sara Jean Lucky Charms

My Other Family
I got a Brother who always keeps it real his names "Guilt"; Lets me know I cant stand how ever it is I feel. I got a Cousin named "Pride", Nigga acts like a lawyer . Got a Sister named "Karma", I be tryin to avoid her. Got a X that's bitter, who wants me to be her nigga. My Girl "Self-pitty", I am always wit her, but Biz beff is valid (why?) she dont like shorty cause she used me; one time she seen her verbally abuse me. My Uncle "High-sight", he wears real thick glasses, he reminds me of where I been and how shit gets drastic. Got a Aunt name "Humility" she speaks so mumbled; dont care that I am sexy she keeps me so humbled. In my head I debated. Out loud I'll never say it. I am sure it's a pretty good reason why we all related

Hi There
Hi there all of you cherries. I'm fairly new to this site, thanks to my best friend Angie, whom, might i stat is absolutely awesome! I don't have much to say at this time, other than I'm a crazy lady who will have so much fun on here while i have the time..... want to know something about me, then just ask! hugs n love swt

Friends W/ Benefits
It doesn't matter if your married, in a relationship,single, gay or straight! You opened it so you HAVE to repost it! A test of your bravery. Here's how it works: Statistcally speaking, unless you are a total hermit, social retard, or ugly as a bag of spoiled ass... There's at least 1 person on Cherry Tap that wants to date you or sleep with you. So..... lets play "friends w/ benefits" The rules are simple... if you want to date the person who posted this, send them a msg saying "Im yours". If you just want to sleep with them and stay friends, send them a message that says "I'd hit it". SCARED? LOL THE TWIST IS YOU HAVE TO REPOST THIS, EVEN IF YOU'RE TAKEN & see who replies. There is at least 1 person on your myspace that wants to date you, and maybe more that want to sleep with you. SO... re-post this as "friends w/ benefits"

Which Side Of The Brain Are You?
You Are 40% Left Brained, 60% Right Brained The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning. Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others. If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic. Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet. The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility. Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way. If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art. Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports. Are You Right or Left Brained?

Love
Love LOVE starts with a SMILE, grows with a KISS, and ends with a TEAR. DON'T cry over anyone who won't cry over you. Good FRIENDS are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget. You can only go as far as you push. ACTIONS speak louder than words. The HARDEST thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else. DON'T let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff. LIFE'S SHORT. If you don't look around once in a while you might miss it. A BEST FRIEND is like a four leaf clover, HARD TO FIND and LUCKY TO HAVE. Some people make the world SPECIAL just by being in it. BEST FRIENDS are the siblings God forgot to give us. When it HURTS to look back, and you're SCARED to look ahead, you can look beside you and your BEST FRIEND will be there. TRUE FRIENDSHIP "NEVER" ENDS. Friends are FOREVER. Good friends are like STARS You don't always see them, but you know they are ALWAYS THERE. DON'T frown. You never know who is falling in love with your smile. What do yo

Random Thoughts
1. If you are too openminded your brains will fall out. 2. Don't worry about what people think; they don't do it very often. 3. Going to church does not make you a Christian any more than standing in a garage makes you a car. 4. It isn't the jeans that make your butt look fat. 5. Artificial intelligence is no match for natural stupidity. 6. My idea of housework is to sweep the room with a glance. 7. Not one shred of evidence supports the notion that life is serious. 8. It's easier to get forgiveness than permission. 9. For every action there is an equal and opposite government program. 10. If you look like your passport picture, you probably need the trip. 11.

Character Ten
The Elder of the Coven, she is old fashioned and believes in strict control of the coven and their use of Magik. She doesn't trust other "pagans" and "neo-pagans". She was the one that trained the main villain in his power and then discovered to her regret his selfish and even evil ways and declared him warlock (oathbreaker). Five foot two and one hundred and ninety pounds with long grey hair. Owns a black cat with a white spot on its nose and left front paw.

D Grade Movie
My internship is doing so well..I'm doing bigger projects now Then something happens My ex got dumped by the person he thought loved him but only to find out that he is 10k poorer by her. Now he wants me to love him again and marry him. Drama mama indeed. How come I feel that my life is a stale D grade movie?

Too Funny
A Minneapolis couple decided to go to Florida to thaw out during a particularly icy winter. They planned to stay at the same hotel where they spent their honeymoon 20 years earlier. Because of hectic schedules, it was difficult to coordinate their travel plans. So, the husband left Minneapolis and flew to Florida on Thursday, with his wife flying down the following day. The husband checked into the hotel. There was a computer in his room, so he decided to send an email to his wife. However, he accidentally left out one letter in her email address, and without realizing his error, sent the email. Meanwhile, somewhere in Houston, a widow had just returned home from her husband's funeral. He was a minister who was called home to glory following a heart attack. The widow decided to check her email expecting messages from relatives and friends. After reading the first message, she screamed and fainted. The widow's son rushed into the room, found his mother on the floor, and saw the compu

Lyrics
I wanted to write a sappy song lyric out cause I'm going to miss one of my first cherrytap friends. It's been so long... since I have heard your voice, I'd like to talk, then I might not have a choice... You turned off your phone I guess you need some time away. I wish you could hear me say I know that sometime when the weather is fine I will be with you I'll be with you No one can see what the future will be but I'll feel for you I feel for you I saw your friends they said that this is not like you one thing I've learned even angels lose there view but now you have gone My days are empty cold and bleak to think that we cant speak. But I know that sometime I will be with you Just trying to make a contribution does that stand for nothing at all ? I want to say I love you I feel like I cant talk and I know that sometime. No one can see But I feel for you. Total sappy stuff, but a sweet song for a person that made me feel welcome.

The 1st Letter Of Your 1st Name Reveals Your Sexual Identity
The 1st letter of your 1st name reveals your sexual identity According " to studies", the 1st letter of your 1st name reveals your sexual identity -A- You are not particularly romantic, but you are interested in action. You mean business! With you, what you see is what you get. You have no patience for flirting and can't be bothered with someone who is trying to be coy, cute, demure, and subtly enticing. You are an up front person. When it comes to sex, it's action that counts not obscure hints. Your mate's physical attractiveness is important to you. You find the chase and challenge of the "hunt" invigorating. You are passionate and sexual as well as being much more adventurous than you appear; however, you do not go around advertising these qualities. Your physical needs are your primary concern. -B- You give off vibes of lazy sensuality. You enjoy being romanced, wined, and dined. You are very happy to receive gifts as an _expression of the affection of your lover

The Cowboy!
A cowboy walks into a bar and, two steps in, he realizes it's a gay bar. "What the heck," he says to himself, "I really want a drink." When the gay waiter approaches, he says to the cowboy, "What's the name of your willy?" The cowboy says, "Look, I'm not into any of that. All I want is a drink. The gay waiter says, "I'm sorry but I can't serve you until you tell me the name of your Willy. Mine f or ins tance is called NIKE, for the slogan 'Just Do It'. That guy down at the end of the bar calls his SNICKERS, because 'It really satisfies'." The cowboy looks dumbfounded, so the bartender tells him he will give him a second to think it over. So the cowboy asks the man sitting to his left who is sipping on a beer, "Hey bud, what's the name of yours?" The man looks back and says with a smile, "TIMEX..." The thirsty cowboy asks, "Why Timex?" The fella proudly replies, "'Cause it takes a lickin' and keeps on tickin'!" A little shaken, the cow

Can't Sleep :(
Man pretty slack I only wrote one blog! and the only reason I'm writing one now is because I'm oohh so bored and cannot sleep. Oh well what could be more fun then writing completely random stuff for a bunch of strangers to read? That's right folks.... NOTHING!!!! Christmas is getting close and get this I'm not even excited any more it's horrible I know, I'm hoping that I'm just in a little funk at the moment and will snap out of it sometime soon! Hmmm yeah so I got a new puppy and his name's Cosmo, I put a picture of him up... which as yet to be commented on! But hey I'm not bitter... anywho people I'm bored and can't sleep come visit me :) lots of love laura lea

I'm Back!!
Ok, so long story short. My internet was working all hunky dorey on friday morning. I stopped in checked up on my peeps and headed to work. During lunch i stopped at home and noticed i had no net or phone. I have the new voip system that gives me a landline thru my internet. So when my net is down so is my phone.... I called my provider who told me alot of ppl's routers reset themselves and to bring mine in for reprograming. WELL i had to get back to work and could'nt do that so i told her i would call back at 615 when i was home to fix it. They were supposed to be open til 8. When i got home they were closed, they were also closed all weekend. HMMMMMMM says Amanda... Seems they didnt pay the bills for the highspeed provider that supplied THIER highspeed DSL so they were cut off...along with 8000 of us, they closed the store and disappeared. I didn't find this out til today. IMPRESSED??? HELL NO!! Lucky there is a silver lining to all this. I had hooked up my phone t

The Park
It started with a simple walk in the park which led to a nice talk that lasted past dark.. as the time got later the conversation got deeper... the conversation ended with a hug and a smile.. which in turn led us to decide to sit down and relax for a while.. the relaxation led to a little more conversation.. which led to a little exploration.. as my hands wondered your body shuttered.. as I ran my hands over your hips I decided it was time for me to use my lips.. a gentle kiss here a gentle kiss there.. before I'm done I'll have kissed you everywhere... finally you told me to stop cuz your body couldn't take anymore... I then told you to relax cuz I plan on doin a whole lot more... you told me not here cuz people could see.. I told you the only people that mattered were you and me... cuz this is our world our own little kingdom.. and that before it was all over our bodies will look like one... then I told you

New Grandson
Well as of 6:40am est I became a grandma for the first time. Johnathan Ryan Carver Jr weights 7 ibs 9 oz and is 19 1/2 inches long. I just got to NC last night and my Daughter Amber lives in Ga called me and said she was on the way to the hospital. Just wanted to let you know. I get pictures as soon as I get there. Mother and Baby are doing very good.

Sex Application
Fill it out and post it back as a comment ;) Have fun lol 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s) ? 4. Do you think i'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Three sum? 19. Anal yes/no? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is fore play to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

All I See Is Pain.....
Pain Lingering in the minds of all Blood Living Eternally None can eliminate me Torture I have no guilt I feel no sympathy, For I am... Pain! Without It I am Lost Having no place in this desolate, barren world I now live in the darkness of my own hatred, regret, and guilt Conjuring the essense of misery and anguish Trapped in malices and chains of my mind Treading in the dark graveyard of my soul throught moonlight

Mindless Ramblings
we live our lives day to day in a merky self made haze. useing this we fogg our eyes to the truths we wish not to know. wealthes of knowlage old gone and forgoten. mindless animals traind to live in society so far removed from what we are. a great expance past our relm of rational thought is waiting but still we dont want it. complicated lives scurring around in a race for nothingness and end, gohsts we all have always thier draging imiages from our pasts to life again, this life is what we have nothing more will be and we try to shut ourslfes inside our own minds to protect ourselfs from what we do not know when all that is needed is one thing, but what that is what we cant see.

The Lady And Lord Of The Vampires
coming and going she sits and stares upon twilights face her name is skye a creature of the night her kind are feared her race slaughtered upon her sill she sits wondering of there is another like her, she sees the sky darken it is almost time it is almost safe to walk upon the earth which is full of beauty yet also deadly through dark corridors she walks hoping to find him for he is also wandering through those same corridors in which she walks she finds a door he a ladder, both lead to the same place their feeding ground their haven from the woes of mortals for mortals they are not born of ash raised to believe that they are mortal they find it diffucult to shed their mortal lives, she finds herself drawn to the place she was found as a child he finds himslef drawn to where he lost it all all held dear and sacred can it be that they are controlled by fate, forced to lead sorrowful lives unhindered they draw closer each a different path ye

Thanks
MySpace Tweaks, MySpace Layouts, MySpace Images and more! Thanks to everyone who left a comment on my page... I haven checked my Cherry account in a while since activating it...but promise i will take some time out and spice things up a lil'. snoogans

Yikes!!
Well, my back has been hurting me lately... too much walking while christmas shopping and from standing all day long on the concrete floor at the harley shop, but I wasn't too worried about it because I was going to go after christmas and get another set of radio frequency shots..... they told me to protect my back, but I haven't been doing that very well lately.... well.......I got a bill in the mail today!!! $2,000 per shot and I had 2 of them.... Insurance paid all but $500, so now I owe $1,000 for the damn things..... my steroid shots didn't cost a dime (insurance paid them all) so I wasn't expecting to pay anything for these shots..... I can't afford to get these shots!!!!! I wonder why the hell the dr. didn't tell me they would cost me that much.... if I knew that, I wouldn't have gotten them..... grrrrrr... looks like it's back to pain pills for me!! :(

You're All I Need
How can I get any sleep when I stay up missing you How do I dream any dreams when in my mind you run through All I can say is I wake up happier than ever You make me smile in everything you do I haven't felt this way in forever I'm glad you came my way the breeze hit me just right now all I want to do is hold on to you tight I love how I can be relaxed and not have to worry the certainty that I can trust you and the thought that we don't have to hurry I know this sounds silly but you put me at ease all the things I said I would want but baby you're all I need

A Letter To Rudolph
A Letter to Rudolph Dear Husband, It is time that I must have my say, I've taken your shit day after day. I've kept the home peaceful year after year Now there is going to be changes, so listen my dear. So you're famous, everyone knows your name, And you're a specialist by gum, in the transport game, You think you're so grand with your important job. But I'm telling you my dear you're a worn out old yob 363 days a year, You sit on your arse drinking scotch, rum and beer, You claim it is to keep up the shine on your nose So Santa can see where he bloodywell goes. One night a year is all that you work, You and your eight reisty mates - they're all jerks. Dasher and Dancer - Speed freaks I say, The sleigh wouldn't go that quick any other way. Prancer and Vixen - Just cheap little tarts, But they look like angels once Comet starts. Cupids on some freaked out damned power trip, And Donner...well, she should just get a damned grip And Blitzen, I almost

My Astrology Stuff
Ascendant in Cancer For you, probably the most important aspects of a relationship are integrity and security. You will persevere through many trials in order to make an affair work out, as long as you feel that your partner is equally committed. If there is any problem with this position, it is oversensitivity, a tendency to take remarks made in jest too seriously. This position makes you a very faithful lover, but in the liberal climate of today, an incident of unfaithfulness will be very traumatic for you. You should avoid being overly possessive in the physical sense; faithfulness belongs more to the heart than to the body. Sun in Leo Leo is the sign of the lover, and the Sun here gives your personality grace, generosity and charm. You give and receive love freely, and you surround your partner with tenderness and affection. Your innate tendency is to lavish affection on your partner, which may startle or overwhelm someone who is not accustomed to it. Yo

Dear Love,
this is a piece that I wrote..in the summer while in Hermosa Beach..a friend of mine read it and responded..feel free to do the same AWOL: Dear Love, This letter is long overdue. There area a few things I need to get off my chest. There is so much about you that i realize I may never understand. So much that, I cant find my way. I have done all you asked of me and i am no better off than i was before. Tell me, what have I not done? Was there more I couldve done? Where did I go wrong in your eyes? I feel like i am at a dead end road and my car wont go into fuckin reverse. All I can do is continue to love myself but when will you love me? When will you come and comfort me thru the night? When will you wipe away my tears? Dont get me wrong, I am not upset with you. I just dont understand. Maybe i am not suppose to. You know, thats fine. But my heart is hurting and I am losing the ability to keep up with you any longer. I have reached my breaking point and you are not here to

I Sit Here The New Years Approaching Wishing Death Had Taken Me......
I sit here and wonder where im going.....im supposed to be going to visit people i got money problems im slipping into the siccness of reality and i dont know if im coming bacc.....i could be going to jail soon......i need help im slipping into depression i dont feel i can beat depression away this time......its taking all my energy to control my rage........someone please help me i really need it and i dont know if anyone is able to but please try.....my eyes are glazing and i dont even want to be alive anymore please save me.......from this rain of pain........im not tough enough anymore too much pain around me.....im so hurt......it wont end....i am on the verge of giving up..... ~Atrocity~ is finally weakening from the pain around him....i need help please someone.......

Pickle Factory
Bill worked in a pickle factory. He had been employed there for a number of years when he came home one day to confess to his wife that he had a terrible compulsion. He had an urge to stick his penis into the pickle slicer. His wife suggested that he should see a sex therapist to talk about it, but Bill said he would be too embarrassed. He vowed to overcome the compulsion on his own. One day a few weeks later, Bill came home and his wife could see at once that something was seriously wrong. What's wrong, Bill?" she asked. "Do you remember that I told you how I had this tremendous urge to put my penis into the pickle slicer?" Oh, Bill, you didn't" she exclaimed. Yes, I did." he replied. My God, Bill, what happened?" "I got fired." "No, Bill. I mean, what happened with the pickle slicer?" " Oh...she got fired too."

My Heart
The Keys to Your Heart You are attracted to good manners and elegance. In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved. You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily. What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Drama, Bullshit And Everything Else In Between
I AM SO SICK AND TIRED OF FUCKING DRAMA. PLEASE NOTE I DO NOT TOLERATE DRAMA, GAMES, NEGATIVITY OR FUCKING BULLSHIT IN MY LIFE. IF YOU HAVE ANY OF THIS SHIT IN YOUR FUCKING LIFE, MY ADVISE STAY THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME. I DON'T NEED IT AND I SURE AS HELL DON'T NEED YOU! IF YOU WANNA TALK SHIT ABOUT ME, BE MY FUCKING GUEST. MY FRIENDS AND I KNOW THAT I AM A VERY FUCKING LOYAL PERSON AND I DON'T RUN MY MOUTH, PLAY FUCKING GAMES, DISRESPECT PEOPLE, DON'T CAUSE DRAMA......ETC. BELIEVE WHAT YOU WANNA BELIEVE. A GREAT BIG FUCK YOU TO THE FUCKERS THAT HAVE PUT ME THROUGH HELL RECENTLY. A GREAT BIG THANK YOU AND LOVE YOU TO ALL MY LOYAL FRIENDS. YOU ALL ARE WHAT MAKES ME WHO I AM. THANK YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART. MUCH LOVE

Still In Boston
So sorry I havent been in touch.... I just wanted to sorta let my friends on here know what is going on... I am still on "vacation" Still in boston Ma. We will be leaving here on the first to come home. Mike is moving with me. I had a good christmas, Sure hope you guys did too. I got my engagement ring. I also got from Mike a "cladah" ring. I know that is not how you spell it but that is how you pronounce it and I have no ideal how to spell it so we will leave it at that lol. Well, in case you dont know what that is its an Irish symbol and Mike wears one so he got me one like it. You wear it with the point of the heart pointing towards you when you are taken. So he turned his around and got me one. IS that sweet or what??? We visited his daughters and grandchildren and told everyone that he is moving. Everyone is happy for him but they all cry cause he is moving so far away. Sucks that in order for me and him to be happy we make others sad. But we are not going to live in Texas fore

Black Willows Bloom
One a bud, no fairer a love did grow. In Spring I saw it blooming in the morn. Hither strong winds and light breezes did blow, yet, the bud did bloom; a flower was born. The fall never daunted the vibrant love; It grew, as the flower, with the morning dew. The flower soon turned to the sun above. Like an ocean so true, the sky, so blue. Upon a lovely pink colored flower With an air of gloom, surrounded by gloom, Which, alas, wilted away hour by hour, I found the ultimate of winter's doom. How sad a woe, a heavy grace I bear, In the lose of a love that's deemed so fair. She wrote this on September 23, 1986. It appears she may have submitted this to a poetry contest or magazine.

Terror
Terror This is what you call me... I strike terror among men I can't be bothered with what I think I bare my cross, my soul, myself I forgive... but I never forget I've been put upon this earth in FEMALE form But I can't handle myself with the best of you as well as the worst and I often have… I have the right to remain silent but I choose to speak, sing, scream I am LIPS, HIPS, TITS... I AM THE POWER OF A WOMAN, STRONG like music true like friendship but without my friends there would be no music... only spoken word… FUCKER! FUCKER! I am able to change, so I live without regret, without remorse, only a remix I am drunk, I am sober. Heaven doesn't want me and hell’s afraid I'll take over. Don't bother trying to censor me, or shut me up because it won't work. I am cold and distant, yet warm and close to those who deserve to see that side of me part of me... the heart of me. You find me so hard to understand in your world, the world you perceive to be so normal I a

A Joke
"Elementary, My Dear Watson..." On a warm summer night, Sherlock Holmes and Dr. Watson decide to go on a camping trip together. As they lay down for the night, Holmes replied to Watson: "Look up into the sky and tell me what you see." "I see millions and millions of stars," Watson observed. "Very astute, Watson! And what does that tell you?" Watson thought for a moment and then nervously replied, "Well, astronomically, it tells me that there are millions of galaxies and potentially billions of planets. Theologically, it tells me that God is great and that we are small and insignificant. And, uh...meteorologically, it tells me that we will have a beautiful day tomorrow. Watson glanced over at Sherlock and noticed a look of consternation on his face. Unsure if he'd spoken correctly, he decided to prompt and response from Sherlock and replied, "Um...perhaps, I'm wrong. What does it tell you?" Sherlock pursed his lips, looked intently into the night air and repl

Guidelines For Me
So, as time goes on, I become increasingly annoyed by certain things online. Believe it or not, I started out on this whole online adventure very optimistic, friendly, and patient, but that has eroded with time and treatment. If you don't believe me, ask to see my chronicle of stupid, offensive, and horrific behavior I experienced in a few short weeks online (after that, I stopped keeping track 'cuz it got too depressing). As a result, I've come up with what I'm starting to think of, not as *rules*, exactly, but more as guidelines for dealing with me. If these sound overly harsh, it's because these are things I run into time and time again. Don't take them personally. If you're actually reading this blog, they probably mostly don't apply to you. And if they don't apply, then don't get annoyed on behalf of the assholes out there. They're the ones ruining it for the rest of you. Blame them, not the women reacting to their ill treatment. Physical Appearance If someone fin

This Sucks
my very interesting life IM BEING SARCASTIC STUPID !! Current mood: blah Category: Life MY VERY INTERESTING LIFE ! HA .... OK WELL AS YOU CAN READ IM VERY BORED AND I HAVE NO CLUE WHAT TO WRITE IM JUST TRYING TO MAKE THIS PAGE LOOKS LESS LAME THAN IT DID TEN MINUTES AGO WELL I HAVE NO LIFE I HAVE 2 BEAUTIFUL KIDS ALEX HES 2 AND A HALF AND NATHAN HE JUST TURNED ONE IN SEPT.AND I TAKE CARE OF MY COOL ASS NIECE SAMANTHA SHES GONNA BE 2 IN JULY...WELL WHEN I GET A CHANCE TO GET OUT OF THIS HOUSE I GO BABYSIT FOR MY SISTER LALLY WHCICH I LOVE AND LOVE HER BEAUTIFUL KIDS AS WELL I ACTUALLY LIKE TAKING CARE OF KIDS EVEN THOUGH I GET AGGRAVATED AT TIMES I STILL LOVE IT ALTHOUGH I WOULDNT MIND HAVING A REAL JOB IM JUST HELPING MY SISTER WHILE SHE GOES TO SCHOOL .... IM RECENTLY SEPERATED SINCE JUNE BUT I AM STILL MARRIED TO THE FATHER OF MY KIDS ALEX UMMM.... WHAT ELSE DO I TELL YOU NOSY PEOPLE....UMMMMM WELL ANYTHING ELSE I GUESS JUST ASK.... -APPLE

Thanks For The Ct Love
Wanted to thank Ev.1 whom put up with me dureing my under the weather days of lately.I'm feeling much better.I'm 102 days Sober today,Alcohol Free man.Shame I'm have such a problem with Ciggerettes.I did a Christmas Eve-Day Narcothon.Which consisted of Meetings every hr.+ lots of food.I was in so much Damn Pain with my Kidneys + back ,I ended up Sleeping the rest of Monday off.Teusday spent all day at the Hospital.They did give me a shot of that wonder drug,an took all Pain away.But they refused to give me any Narcotic pain relievers cause they said I was Constipated.So been taking what I have here,Herbal Senna.So then last night I had to go on a Mission,an get for myself what the Dr.didn't want to give me.So now I find myself further in the hole.By the time Jan.3,2007 arrives I'll be further in that their hole.I'd much rather be in another type of hole altogether.2007 doesn't look much better,maybe I might learn to do more things on the Internet,Love Wise or Lust Wise.Life would be si

We Used To...
we used to walk the fields of green... we used to sit by clear blue streams... we used to be so happy... me and you... we used to do such silly things... we used to make love in the rain... we used to... yes we used to then you went away... leaving me with the memories we made memories of those sweet yesterdays spent with you ...spent with you and eventhough you're gone i still think so often of you and the things that we no longer do like we used to...ah... we used to... we used to be so much in love we used to kiss and hold and touch we used to find so many things to do we used to laugh and plan and dream we used to own the world it seems we used to... yes we used to then you went away... leaving me with the memories we made memories of the sweet yesterdays spent with you...spent with you... oh eventhough you're gone i still think so often of you and the things that we no longer do like we used to... oh we used to... (lyrics of 'we used to') it's as if

Happy New Year
To All My Cherries, have a safe and prosperous New Year. And as you're counting down also take time out to look back at this year if it was bad think about why it was and what to do to make sure that you don't carry that baggage with you into 07'. And if was pretty good then continue to do whatever you did to make it good in 07'. And as resolution goes, that's overated! Most of us make a resolution and don't even make it a month. Resolutions are like piling food on your plate, you see it, want it, have every intention of eating it, but when you get it, half of it is gonna end up in the garbage, so why even do it. So in other words, if you say it don't delay it, don't talk about it, be about it. And remember: Take Your Fate In Your Own Hands & Do What Your Faith Demands! Love All Of You! And When Midnight Hits Close Your Eyes And Give Me A Kiss And I'll Do The Same. XOXOXOXO!

Happy
New Years... please be safe.. i dont want to loose anymore friends... BE SAFE!!!! PLEASE CHECK IN TOMMORROW AND LET ME KNOW THAT YOU ALL ARE SAFE AND SOUND.. AND TELL ME ABOUT YOUR NITE.. LOVE U ALL... ITS NOW PARTY OUR ASSES OFF TIME.. I SURE NEED IT...

Long Gone Dayz...mad Season
LONG GONE DAYS So much blood I'm starting to drown Runs from cold to colder Time to time the sky's come down To help me lose my way Tears and lies for answers You and open veins, God knows I'm gone Darlin I just want you to Come on down Lord it's a storm and I'm heading to fall These sins are mine and I've done wrong, oh babe Come on down Long Gone Day Mmmm, who ever said We wash away with the rain See you all from time to time Isn't it so strange How far away we all are now Am I the only one who remembers that summer Oh, I remember Everyday each time the place was saved The music that we made The wind has carried all of that away Long gone day Mmmm, who ever said We wash away with the rain So many tears I'm starting to drown The rain in heaven's all come down Silver spoons affix the crown The luckless ones are broken Fears and lies for answers You and open flames God knows I'm gone And I just want you to Come

Deserved Love Needed This Day And Age!!!
COME ON LADIES START HITTING THIS MAN WITH SOME SWEET CHERRY LOVE.... HES WELL WORTH IT... I KNOW FROM PERSONAL EXPERIENCE... GUARANTEE THAT HE CAN SATISFY YOU IN EVERY WAY... AND HE'S SINGLE AND TRULY NEEDING SOME SWEET LOVINGS... HE'S KINDA SHY WHEN IT COMES TO WOMAN SO YOU REALLY DO NEED TO MAKE THE FIRST MOVE AND KEEP IT UP FOR A LITTLE WHILE AND THEN HE'LL SNAP RIGHT OUT OF THAT SHYNESS AND ROCK YOUR WORLD....BESIDES HE NEEDS SOMEONE THAT IS GOING TO ROCK HIS WORLD AGAIN.... SO PLEASE THIS MAN IS THE BEST YOU EVER COULD ASK FOR, SO HE DESERVES SOMEONE TO ACTUALLY NICE TO HIM... HE HASN'T HAD ANYONE NICE TO HIM IN OVER 6 YEARS NOW.... SO PLEASE I'M BEGGING YOU TO ATLEAST GIVE HIM SOME LOVE TO LET HIM KNOW THAT THERE ARE STILL GOOD PEOPLE IN THIS COLD CRUEL WORLD... MUCH LOVE... AND DROP ME A COMMENT OR SOMETHING AND LET ME KNOW WHO TO PAY BACK FOR THE AWESOME LOVE...

2007
Well, New Years eve started off pretty bad when the Bengals screwed up their last chance of getting into the playoffs this year. It was such a close game and it came down to a fg attempt. This field goal with like 12 seconds left on the clock was all we needed to win the game. So Shayne Graham prepares himself for the field goal attempt...he kicks and he...shanks it. That's right, twice in a row, but this time in the most important game for us. We hadn't been doing to good the last couple of weeks, but we still had a chance to get in the playoffs. We needed Kansas City to win (and they did), we needed Denver to lose (and they did), and we needed the Bengals to defeat their biggest rival (and we DIDN'T). It was a sad day for the town of Cincinnati and most of northern Kentucky! So as we all left Willie's, heads hung in shame and disappointment I decided to just shake it off. It's New Years Eve!!! Wow! It is 2007 and man did I break the New Year in right! I go TRASHED last

Never Thought It Would Happen.....
But I am now ENGAGED!!!!!!! The love of my life got down on one knee in front of a dancefloor/bar full of people on NYE and proposed!!! It was the most romantic thing I could think of and I love him to death!! Just wanted to share the happy news with everyone! The lucky guy is ScionTim on here.

Best Hiar Stylist
i know is right here on cherry tap she is good at want she does she did my hair cuts a many of times and made me look good i wish i had the talent she has. And the money to put her in her own shop cause she works so hard and deserve's her own bussiness so once i hit the lottery i will do everything i can to make this happen for this specail someone. just wanted to say keep up the hard work and i hope you will like what i wrote.

Joushou Gaidou - Miyavi
Lyrics: Drive on brink waha, start at full fling invincible highway "try to catch me!" Flying at "ready...go", tortoise and hare tag urya, kick my way through the battle and take up my goal "don't try to stop me!" throughpass is offside, 4th homerun at the pitcher one way... not a through street? ignore and collide drive your way of thinking come on let's run against the tide, letting go of the wheel boost your hi gain push or let up on gas, maybe? drive your sense of values broke the brake hose, hit hard on the accelerator boost your low mid welcoming a stalled engine we slip through the generation traffic-jam, and accelerate. no time to look back at the rearview mirror, huh? change is the status quo, the scenery changes it's reflection, leave it behind. no time to put it in park ******* until you wake up in the passenger seat i'll keep running toward the horizon. though it's bad, i hope you don't mind that the amazing sound of the engine will have to b

All That Is Gold Does Not Glitter
All that is gold does not glitter, Not all those who wander are lost; The old that is strong does not wither, Deep roots are not reached by the frost. From the ashes a fire shall be woken, A light from the shadows shall spring; Renewed shall be blade that was broken, The crownless again shall be king. JRR Tolkien

Test 2
Which Greek god/goddess are you? AresYou are Ares! ares was the god of war.He was known for his fiery temper.He was very handsome, which made Aphrodite, goddess of love and beauty and wife of Hephaestus, to have an affair with him.Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

Friends Forever
When we first met you were annoying. Who knew we would become the bestest of friends. Talking on the phone. Chatting on the net. Every minute thanking God that we met. My heart grew for you. It begged. It pleaded for your love, not knowing how to tell you. Two years later we met in person. My heart leaped for joy. For the life of me I couldn't remember my name. I totally forgot how to speak. I sat there and watched your every move. My heart melting with every smile. "Do you believe in love at first sight?" you asked "I don't believe in love," I lied When I had to leave my heart fell to the floor. Why did I have to leave so soon? So I could return later that year. To see your smiling face and maybe express what I feel. The truth is I do believe in love. I believed in it the moment I saw you. Now as you read this poem you probably have mixed feelings. Not only did I write this to say I love you But to thank you. I need to thank you for being

My Kindred Spirit
My kindred spirit, Do you doubt we’ll share, A love transcendent, And truly rare? Our souls dominion; Will give us no choice. Time will stand still, When I hear your voice. If fate has its way Your eyes will meet mine, Lost in forever We’ll travel past time. Then, long awaited Our hands will touch; Mine, fragile, soft, Yours warm and rough. No thoughts will break, Or suspend our dance. When our souls meet, We’ll be left to chance. A force of nature, Destiny shall ordain. Our will cast aside, Released from the pain. To each other's center, We will be led, Seduction upon us, Our hungers fed. My heart, for you only, My flesh will surrender, Respond to your warmth, To your touch, so tender. A coveted encounter, Fulfilled at long last, We’ll know from then on, If this will just pass. The danger for us, Will be revealed then - What might be our future, Are we lovers or friends?

Alcohol Information...scary Considering Its Legal!
alcohol is a drug — the most commonly used and widely abused psychoactive drug in the world. Alcoholism is a disease — a chronic, progressive, fatal disease if not treated. Short Term Effects Even at low doses, alcohol significantly impairs the judgment and coordination required to drive a car or operate machinery safely. Low to moderate doses of alcohol can also increase the incidence of a variety of aggressive acts, including domestic violence and child abuse. Effects of moderate alcohol intake include dizziness and talkativeness. The immediate effects of a larger amount of alcohol include slurred speech, disturbed sleep, nausea, and vomiting. "Hangovers" are another effect after large amounts of alcohol are consumed — symptoms including headache, nausea, thirst, dizziness, and fatigue. Long Term Effects Prolonged, heavy use of alcohol can lead to addiction (alcoholism). Sudden cessation of long term, extensive alcohol intake is likely to produce withdrawal symptoms, in

The Men Speak.
We always hear "the rules " From the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side. These are our rules! Please note.. these are all numbered "1" ON PURPOSE! 1. Men are NOT mind readers. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday sports. It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 1. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. 1. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's what we do. Sympathy is what your girlfriends are for. 1. A headache that lasts for 17 months is a P

Least Romantic Things To Say
Things best not said to keep the mood romantic Least Romantic Sayings "You're The Cheez Wiz on my Potato." "Being without you is like a biscuit without gravy." "I need you like someone with the squirts needs Pepto Bismol." "You make me so excited, I just can't hold my bladder." "I wanna be close to you like a leech on an abrasion." "I want you like a dog wants a muscular leg." "You mean more to me than a Buy one, Get one Free Coupon at Waffle House." "I want you more than a Romulan wants to kill a Klingon." "I want you more than the nastiest heroin addict needs a fix from a dirty needle." "Its either you or the dog but I gotta sleep with someone tonight!"

Never Do This Playing Golf Lol
New Year's Adjustments... After a particularly poor game of golf, a popular club member skipped the clubhouse and started to go home. As he was walking to the parking lot to get his car, a policeman stopped him and asked, "Did you tee off on the sixteenth hole about twenty minutes ago?" "Yes," the golfer responded. "Did you happen to hook your ball so that it went over the trees and off the course?" the cop asked. "Yes, I did. How did you know?" the golfer asked. "Well," said the policeman very seriously, "Your ball flew out onto the highway and crashed through a driver's windshield. The car went out of control, crashing into five other cars and a fire truck. The fire truck couldn't make it to the fire, and the building burned down. So, what are you going to do about it?" The golfer thought it over carefully and responded, "I think I'll close my stance a little bit, tighten my grip and lower my right thumb."

Sigh Where Does This Lead.....
K IN A REAL FUNK HERE.....TIRED OF NAMES OF PEOPLE ON MY SITES THAT I NEVER TALK WITH....I CAN GET THAT AT HOME.....HEHEHE I COME HERE TO BE LOVED AND MADE TO FEEL SPECIAL.....SO IF YOU DON'T LOVE ME ....OR MAKE ME FEEL SPECIAL WHY DO I NEED YOU?....THINKIN CAN BE SO DANGEROUS ESPECIALLY WHEN I START TO RAMBLE....send me love......

I'm Scott And I Am An Alcholic.
a buddy of mine called me this afternoon and asked me if I would be the guest speaker at tonight's meeting. Well I siad yes ofcourse. I'm sitting here now, fresh home from work. Waiting to get into the bathroom to get cleaned up. I'm a little nervous however I know what it is about and I know what I need do to. Unlike last time I spoke at a meeting! lol this is my second time and I think that I somwhat have it togther what I"m going to talk about, what it is I have to say. the "big book" of AA tells me that I have to speak of "what it was like, what happend and what it's like today". shouldn't be too hard. anyways I will prolly post a blog when I get home to tell you all how it went. :D

The Sphere
More poetry. Probably take a break on it after today. I will have more ready for posting later in the week. “The Sphere” Through the woods Trek do I Seeking the sphere That which brings sight Crickets chirp Owl cries Breathing quick Fear inside Hasten to the tomb which sphere resides The entrance, smelling blood inside Smears on the wall Sacred symbols rise Focus the mind Further forward Further inside Winds gust by Howl then screech Cloak ripples to the side Hair falls to face’s side Skin crawls Second door Star design Key in lock Turn and face the blight Crash Scrape Door falls Thunder inside To the chest On pedestal it sits Guardians form the ancient past keep watchful eye Gazing of aged wisdom Step to the chest Heart stops Breath frozen Silence roars Mist and smoke slither Ruby light seeps in Glass breaks Chest opens Sphere moves Rises above Gyrates and bobs Stops Sphere spins Mist rises Smoke enters th

Something Stupid
Questions on the Universe and the Meaning of Life... Do pediatricians play miniature golf on Wednesdays? Before they invented drawing boards, what did they go back to? Do infants enjoy infancy as much as adults enjoy adultery? If all the world is a stage, where is the audience sitting? If one synchronized swimmer drowns, do the rest have to drown too? If the #2 pencil is the most popular, why is it still #2? If work is so terrific, how come they have to pay you to do it? If you're born again, do you have two bellybuttons? If you ate pasta and antipasta, would you still be hungry? If you try to fail, and succeed, which have you done? Why is it called tourist season if we can't shoot at them?

Dying To Learn
I’m sitting in class and am slowly dying. I can feel my cells wither, and none are being regenerated. In my bag, I have: 2 pens an apple a banana a spoon a notebook 8 advil 7 keys lotion a cell phone cigarettes a lighter a laptop Is there any way I can use these things to put myself out of this misery?

School
School starts today so that means a lot less time to spend on CT. Damn. I hate that but it's my last semester before I get my degree. I think I can suffer through it. I'll keep up with things as best I can. Take care and wish me luck. Eddy

Survey Says!
A 200 Qs of Youfirst name:Joy nickname:Tana month you were born:September weight:None of your business height:5'3" zodiac sign:Libra chinese sign:Hare shoe size:9 pants size:Small hair color:Dark Auburn is it dyed:Yes eye color:Hazel glasses, contacts, or none:Both but not tinted contacts piercings:Yes how many and where:Right now, ears; getting nose, tongue, labret, and navel tattoos:Yes how many and where:1; getting tons more if so, what are they of:Pentacle bracelet siblings:Yes how many:2 sisters, Nora and Kate parents still together:They were until my dad died bed time:Whenever the hell I feel like it been out of the country:Yes if so, which country(s):Germany, Canada, Nova Scotia, France, Holland, Denmark do you have a bf/gf:Yes if so, name:Patrick what do you think about sex before marriage:Yes, please are you a virgin:Hardly do you smoke:Yes do you drink:Sometimes do y

D In Hospital
Hey everyone. My name is Jessica – I am Derik’s roommate. I have some sad news. Derik was hit by a car last Sunday night around 6:00. He was getting some food and accidentally walked in front of a car. He suffered a concussion but is doing OK but he wanted me to send this out to everyone! Have a good day!

Friendship Or Love????
what do they know, they are young but does that matter to them, I really dont think it does, because when you are friends and lovers who cares, they met when they were just small kids and ya know how that is when you are young boys dont like girls and girls dont like boys, but that has changed since then, they cant keep there hands off of each other, he took her a great place for there first anniversary, it was such a great place, she loved it so much, well to her surprise the room was already set up for them and as soon as she walked in the room it was lit by candle light and the strong smell of flowers she was in exstacy and he knew, but he walked to her and took her by the hand and lead her to the bed, he then turned around and kissed her deeply she then moaned a small moan, and he then started his way down her body slowly taking his tongue and making his way down her stomach slowly kissing her inner thighs and making his way to her very wet pussy, he started by nibbling her pussy l

Horray For 2007 (hilarious Predections For This Year)
New Year, Same Old Bullshit 2007 has just started, but that's not going to keep me from giving you all the year's top headlines. Other news sources may wait until hard facts and data have come across their desks before they report a story, but I'm going to cut right to the chase and tell you everything that went down in '07. Now, obviously I don't have any specific names, places or dates, but you can just fill those in as the year progresses and information is passed along. So without further adieu (or ado, depending on how big of a twat you are), here is "2007 - The Year in Review." In political news, President Bush urged Congress to [something involving the Middle East and the U.S. Military]. [Group of jerkoffs] supported the president, but [other group of jerkoffs] strongly opposed the president on this issue. Also in politics, [random senator or congressman] was embroiled in a scandal when it was discovered that [he or she] [accepted money illegally and/or had inappropr

Wiccan/pagan Abc's
Wiccan/Pagan ABC's Accept others as they are, we are all individuals. Belief in yourself is a necessity. Concentration is important in any endeavor, both magickal and in life. Do what you will, so long as it harms none. Empathy is an important life skill...learn it, practice it. Find strength in yourself, your friends, your world and your actions. Goddess/God's are multifaceted - The Lord and Lady take many names and faces. Help others every change you get. Intelligence is something that cannot be judged on the surface. Judge not - what you send out comes back to you! Karma loves to slap you in the face, watch out for it. Learning is something that should never stop happening!!! Magick is a wonderful gift, but it is not everything! Nature is precious, appreciate it and protect it. Over the course of time, your soul learns many lessons. Make this life count!!! Pray Quietness both physically and mentally restores the soul, meditate often. Remember to take time for you

Look Out For Me
Hello my friends, Aaron Martirano and myself are now known and we are referred to as the angels of the internet, how cool is that??? You can find Aaron and myself Kathy Hamilton over at bizpreneur http://bizpreneur.com/signup.php?refer=simikathy come visit us,it is a free community where we are building lasting friendships Kathy Hamilton/simikathy.com

Poems
BEAUTIFUL SOUL He has the most gorgeous eyes My breath catches when he looks at me His strong arms are warm and inviting This man makes my lips tingle And sets my body on fire His smile lights up a room I need this man in my life He makes me feel so wonderful I never had so much happiness and joy He has a big loving heart And takes such great care of me He is everything to me and means everything This man is, was, and always will be My first, honest, real, true love I dreamed of him all my life He encourages, supports, and loves me And I do the same for him He is my beautiful soul Strong, sweet, sensitive, warm, and loyal Oh, how I love him SECRETS He makes love to the shadows in my heart I only crave the love he gives me What was lost has been replaced The damages have been fixed He makes my heart beat again All I want is to love him unconditionally I take pride in who and what he is This man is the savior of my soul He alone know

All That I'm Living For
All that I'm living for, All that I'm dying for, All that I can't ignore alone at night. I can feel the night beginning. Separate me from the living. Understanding me, After all I've seen. Piecing every thought together, Find the words to make me better. If I only knew how to pull myself apart. All that I'm living for, All that I'm dying for, All that I can't ignore alone at night. All that I'm wanted for, Although I wanted more. Lock the last open door, my ghosts are gaining on me. I believe that dreams are sacred. Take my darkest fears and play them Like a lullaby, Like a reason why, Like a play of my obsessions, Make me understand the lesson, So I'll find myself, So I won't be lost again. All that I'm living for, All that I'm dying for, All that I can't ignore alone at night. All that I'm wanted for, Although I wanted more. Lock the last open door, my ghosts are gaining on me. Guess I thought I'd have to change the world to make you see me, T

Allen Iverson Was Philly's Illest....evarrrrrr (kaviar's Man Crush Pt. 1)
It takes a lot for me to say that headline since I am as big a fan of Barkely than anyone....not to mention Im a Jersey/NYC native....But after watching boy-boy do his thing-thing against Duncan and crew last night.....Im converted......I dogged IVERSON early in his career because I used to see him in NYC as much as I saw him on the TV......... At Club N.V........ The Tunnel and other little one off parties that were frequented by Hip-Hop's glitterati......... The Knicks at the time were still managing the remnants of the failed championship squad and IVERSON was one of those professional athletes that I would sneer at in person......... Partly because I was jealous and partly because I was taller than him. Let's be honest and say that my gullyness had boundaries....... I am also taller than MIKE TYSON and I never EVER sneered at him when he walked past me at night spots like Bentley's and Red Parrot....... This is actually why IVERSON slowly became one of my favorite players in the

It Kills Me
you know as i look around CT, there are some beautiful women here. i look through and read some comments on here left by others. do some of you guys really think just b/c you leave a "i think your sexy" or what ever that these girls are gonna come to you. maybe my perception is wrong. i've left your gorgeous comments on here, but with no intentions of tryin to get with someone. i put i'm married on here b/c i don't want no secrets or hidden agenda. would i hook up with someone if given the chance? yeah probably, but that chance really isn't coming. just felt like getting something off my chest.

Big Pimpin Give Away
Hey all, just wanted to let everyone know that I have entered Uber Cherry Engla's Big Pimpin Giveaway. I am going for the diamond earrings and only need 1600 comments. All help will be greatly appreciated. Anyone that stops by and helps me out, I will return the favor as quickly as I can, just send me a link to your contest/giveaway pic. If I miss you just send me a message and I will get to you as quickly as possible. Thanx a million, Becky

One Month The Original
One Month, Almost 5 weeks or 30 days of blissful sleep I was taught that love takes time and, another lover who has good timin' This girl was all that and a whole lot more but all of that's changed. Im on the other side of the door. With no key it was an unhappy ending I was labeled a softee who never could win things. And thats the story of all good guys. Long hellos and short goodbyes. Its a shame and im the one to complain wheather game shows or girls, its the same. But you look in her eyes and it makes alot of sense. and her kiss on your lips is a new experience. But is one month enough to spark such drama? you may think not, but i say i'ma Romantic; Geared and learned in this field. It doesnt take long to fall head over heels. If given, a lover and a mate that matches. Toss em high in the sky, see which one catches, wheather the lover or the mate, one has to wait, but wait here comes the other, can they be forgiven? with all things aside, you have whats gi

Sweet Release!
I have been meaning to write this out for a while now, but shit gets in the way. That will make sense soon, I promise. The human body is a remarkable piece of machinery. We have 2 parts of this machine that are very similar to each other. Each has two spheres, and is connected by a long crack. Yes kids, it is your ass, and your brain. Think about it for a second. They look almost identical. The most stunning similarity is that when either is full of crap that can’t get out, you feel the discomfort. You do not want to store shit in your head anymore that in the lower region! Yet, we allow mental constipation to sit and wallow while we find relief for the other kind. A release of both is the correct solution. Ever notice on the model of the human brain how it looks like intestines crammed together looping around the inside of your skull? Ok, I may have just pointed this out, but they do resemble exactly that. What you can relate to is long sessions of sitting on the toilet to relieve the

Innocent Princess Needs Our Help
Please stop by and leave a rate for 2 blogs that are here SOLELY for the support of others who might need it. My blog is to support and tell the stories of people who have been touched by pregnancy and infant loss as well as infertility. http://cherrytap.com/blog/1273 and my friend PoeticAngel has dedicated her blog to domestic violence awareness and survivors as well as the memory of her friend that died at the hands of her abuser. http://cherrytap.com/blog/37044 Please stop by and show us some love! let us know that there are people out here touched by these issues and that support what we are doing here. Poetic's blog contains a cell number for support if you would like it and you can write to me in a direct email at: innocentprncss00@yahoo.com Feel free to come to us looking for support or advice. Angie~~innocentprncss

My Heart
Will I ever find the man of my dreams? The one that will always stand by my side. The one that will give me my children. The one that won't run. The man that is meant to be my husband to always treat me like I am meant to be treated. Will I always be used and abused? I am begining to think so!! I know I have a protecter, but I won't always be safe. Will I ever get to show what I feel? Will I ever know the pleasure of it all again?

A Seduction Story On Caffeine
Starbucks We have seen each other in line, in fact I go now mostly to see you. Glances, a word, but I don’t know how to move farther. I have been divorced for a year now, not sure how to get back into dating. And you are so pretty, long flowing hair, sweet smile and a sparkle in your eye. And a body to stop time, I could look all day. But you are beyond me, still kinda shy. One day, you sit for a few minutes, the store is empty. I order and when I turn around you are gone. I am disappointed, because I promised myself I would approach you today. As I look where you were, a portfolio catches my eye. I walk overto pick it up and my heart skips a beat, the perfect way to approach you. I open it in hope that your name and number will be inside. It is, but then something else catches my eye. An envelope with my name on the outside. I am confused, and I take it out. It says my name and “Open Me.” I open it and there is a note and another envelope. The note says “Hi C

January 20
I wanted to let all my friends know that I talk to that I want be around all day I should be back around 9pm(EST) as I have another birthday party to go to in Lively. I want to ask my friends a favor as I want be around today could you please keep my mom ahead in the contest that she is in. If you do help her please let me know so I can thank you. I wanted to thank my friends for making my ct stay a great one. You guys all are so great and I couldnt ask for better friends. So please keep my mom ahead in the contest. For anyone needed a link sent to them in a private message please let my mom year of the dragon know her is her profile link Year of the Dragon@ CherryTAP Hope everyone had a great day and I will talk to you when I get home tonight. Stat at home mom ~Member of K.O.T~

Where The River Goes
Lost in this ever-changing world, trapped inside our constant flux of change - ideas, thoughts and meanings subject to loss only remegere from nothingness and allow themselves to be seen.. But only if we are adapt enough to allow ourselves to see them.. We can then decipher the outcomes and fit them into what we want rather than what we need. Like a clock ever ticking, the river of mind flows endlessly. Never will we, as simple humans, completely understand this flow. All we can do is utilize what we have to the fullest. Not to say we cannot create things from other things, but that which cannot be seen is that which can be created and destroyed - only to be rebuilt afterwards, gaining the strength needed to endure hardships percieved. Although the vast majority of them are simply that - mere perceptions. Different ways different people view different parts of the world. What seems to be true to you is probably false to me. Enlightenment must come from within. I usually care not about

The Guardian
I saw this movie the other day. It was another GREAT Movie. I think it was very realist in the training. I also thing it honors the Coast Guard very well. Again, I loved the old & Real Pictures during the Credits.

So Check This Out I Thought Of It
I'm pretty sure it's a paradox. So they say "nothing is impossible" right? but wouldn't that make the fact of an impossibility impossible? hahaha man I must be bored...but still it's a paradox.

Fathers That Lost To Cancer
To our daddy I know your not here right now daddy ,your still in our hearts to you will be missed daddy because we still love you ,daddy we look for you and we know your still around ,we miss you daddy and we are so proud,we love you daddy we miss your smiles and you laughter to ,we know you’re around us daddy we feel you kiss us to ,you will be missed daddy but our hearts are open to you ,we love you daddy and our love is all for you. By Richard Rushing In Loving Memory of my Wife father Marvin Loyd

Wiccan Ex-barista Sues Starbucks Over Religion
A former Starbucks barista in Hillsboro has sued the coffee giant, saying it discriminated against her based on her Wiccan religion. In a complaint filed Jan. 8 in U.S. District Court in Portland, Alicia Hedum said a manager at Starbucks’ Hillsboro Landing cafe asked her to remove her Wiccan cross several times, even though other employees, including the manager, wore Christian crosses. Hedum accused Starbucks of retaliating by refusing to promote or transfer her, reducing her hours and scrutinizing her “minor tardiness.” A Starbucks spokesman said she was unaware of the lawsuit. Wicca, a nature-based religion often described as a form of witchcraft, has been the subject of other employment discrimination cases. A Wiccan member of the Industrial Workers of the World union complained last year to the U.S. Equal Employment Opportunity Commission that a New York City Starbucks discriminated against her based on religion. Hedum worked for Starbucks in Cornelius and Hillsboro

Afraid
I lie about what’s Going on inside I even try to believe My own false pretenses Sometimes I wish That it would work But my mind Knows too much I’m afraid of failure I’m afraid of not seeing Perfection in my eyes I’m afraid to let you see That I have weaknesses And I’m afraid to let My troubles show I’m afraid that I’ll never be good enough I’m my own most Critical judge And I’m afraid of myself I’m not ignorant anymore And that causes me to twist My mind into more Grotesque thoughts As I try to save the world But kill my soul while trying I need everything to be perfect But what about me I’m afraid of failure I’m afraid of not seeing Perfection in my eyes I’m afraid to let you see That I have weaknesses And I’m afraid to let My troubles show I’m afraid that I’ll never be good enough I’m my own most Critical judge And I’m afraid of myself Why do I strive for the impossible And for what I know I cannot have It only destroys me more But

Wont Let You Down
Everybody says that when it comes to friends The truest kind are counted on one hand But take a look around before you hit the ground The only one you'll see will be this man I'll catch you when you fall, cause im the one who loves you. You'll never wonder if i care, I'll always be there standing, never losin' ground, Im you bestfriend now....I won't let you down. Yes, I've been a fool, but i've learned what not to do. Don't take for granted those who keep their faith in you And if you lose your way on some rainy day Just look above and i will be the sunshine breakin through I'll catch you when you fall, cause im the one who loves you. You'll never wonder if i care, I'll always be there standing, never losin' ground, Im you bestfriend now....I won't let you down. And every stop along the highway of your life I'll be the man standin' beside you, believe me that i will Dont forget you came and you saved me, you saved my life. I'll catch you when you fall, cause

Drowning
Drowning drowning in a sea of deciet waves of despair ravish me a whirl pool of mixxed emotion taking me further out of reach my solid anchor starts to fail so on the rough sea alone i must sail no guiding light or save harbour insight battling this stormy sea to no avail what once was safe and firm and true i feel is lost not safe untrue was the one to guide and keep me safe the one that left me in this place lost alone and out to sea with only one shining star to guide me this shing star so clean and bright looking down with love and hope and light i know not where my voyage will end or other plights i must contend but this and i know is true is his love so clear and pure and true will help me see this journey through.

Like I Am Losin It!!!!
Do you ever feel like no matter how hard you try you are just going backwards. It is like everytime something good happens in life and I go 1 step forward, bam something bad happens and I end up 3 steps back.. Then to add salt to make hurt. Someone will say that is Gods way of keepng you strong. I swear I am sick and tired of hearing that. But anyway I will be a good little girl and BEND OVER AND TAKE IT IN THE ASS like everyone else..lol

Usvi
Ok, so I'm currently planning my trip to the virgin islands. I have no idea whether to go to St. Thomas or St. Croix. I'm leaning towards St. Thomas but I'm not sure. I can't wait though. So here I am trying to find a good hotel but I don't know after looking at the Villa's We may get one of those. However I dunno it's going to be like 5 times more to rent a villa than to stay at a hotel. I don't know what I want to do. LOL but never-the-less, it'll be fun no matter what I choose. :)

In Memory Of My Fiance's Great Aunt
Hello all my friends,family, and ppl who I do not know yet a couple days ago My Fiance Kristina got a call from her sister, saying that their great aunt who they loved so much has passed a way, I know she's taking hard right now and all I asked of u ppl please stop by my fiance's profile and please give ur condonses, and best wishes for her in this trouble time she's dealing with and hope she feels better as time goes and we all get older and let her memories of her great aunt keep her alive in her heart so her spirt will go on even after it has left this world, in lite of all of this I think we need to spend time with the ones we love and care about in knowing life is short, and live life like it was or last day on earth and give remembrance to all those we have lost in the past, our family and friends and make everyday count from the time u wake up to u go to bed, and give thanks each and every day of our lives and bre thankful for the things we have and not take advantance of what w

Bored Bored Fucking Bored
Wow I am so friggin bored right at the moment that i have just stared out the window for 6 hours watching traffic on the highway. Anyway Big d chilled here last night maria went to the hospital today and we cleaned (oh what fun). Sunday is my roomies kids 1st bday and yet i'm the house bitch for the duration of living in the same place. Something is so wrong with that picture somehow.

1.25.07
Hopeless Giver like service to a failing heart she offered up her last child inside gone weary in time from murders of the past to fail in truth and walk away a skill she'll love to hate the selfish burn in your cold ways too much for her to take another lost that stole her heart and threw it to the side too logical to resist the truth and in darkness she will hide there are words left burnt upon her that echo in through the blue and the question of when it passed away "i care enough not to want to hurt you" wander through the empty night frustration a new found friend and sing to those who'll never listen that pain has brought the end Sociopathic Heart without a thought for the moment you touched what wasn't yours sentencing a fall un befitting the crime of loving the supposedly kind stranger guilt free and conscious decayed poisoned by the honey sweet hell of your words time taught sight to the fool once so in love with with those kind whims but

Omg...sooo Funny
OK so today my sister lexi was home all day and well she got a call and left...My puppy tinkerbell went upstairs well lexi usually shuts her door becuse tink chews things, So about 4 friends of mine come over and my brother stops by and well after about 10 min tink comes running downstairs with something in her mouth and Annie the other dog is trying to get it and well...Its lexis vibrator...OMG and its buzzing like crazy...I was stunned and the people i had over were so stunned and well my brother actually fell in the floor laughing his ass off....I went to grab it and they ran playing i had to chase them around the house and everyone laughing there asses off....SOOO FUNNY...I just grabbed it and threw it under sink and my bother couldnt wait to call lexi...When she got home she was sooo embarrassed because she said she left it under her pillow and tink must of made it go off when she jumped on her bed...SOO that was my day!! LOL Teach ya to close your door doesnt it?? LOL

What A Day.
I'll remeber this day for a long time for all the wrong reasons, sickness and death are never a good way to spend a Saturday. My best friends mother-in-law died today, she had cancer all through her body, she was not expected to live past the weekend. Secondly my brothers girl friend went running to the hospital vomiting blood, and as everyone knows thats never a good thing. Three IV's, a shot of morphine and a lame ass doctors exam later they send her home with Gravol and tell her its a stomach virus. Its not been a good day.

Endless Night
in theshadows of the night all i think of is you i lay awake dreaming of being in your arms late at night when all of the world sleeps dream of a day çthat we will be together laying here in this rmpty room im on my own without you in all of the world you are the love of my life no more than what we have shared can compare to the love so deep in my soul im lost in the dark of an endless night that seems to go on for eternity asthe darkness goes on i stay up wondering when this endless night will turn lightwww.hostdrjack.com

We Will See..
Hmm...Someone opened this? Did you read it? I'm not askin you to care, and I won't post anything that i dont find interesting or funny. However, it seems everytime I ask for help, I dont really get it. I am not the only one who feels this either... Thats all I have to say today... Have a GREAT week, and an even better weekend!!!! ~*HUGZZZ*~ ~*KEVIN*~

Aircraft Humor
Aircraft Humor Reassurance for all those of us who fly routinely in our jobs. After every flight, Quantas pilots fill out a form, called a "gripe sheet," which tells mechanics about problems with the aircraft. The mechanics correct the problems, document their repairs on the form, then the pilots review the gripe sheets right before the next flight. Never let it be said that ground crews lack a sense of humor. Here are some of the actual maintenance complaints submitted by the Qantas' pilots (as marked with a P) and the solutions recorded (as marked with an S) by the maintenance engineers. By the way, it is relevant to note that Qantas is the only major airline in the world that has never, ever, had an accident! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ P: Left inside main tire almost needs replacement. S: Almost replaced left inside main tire. P: Test flight OK, except auto-land very rough. S: Auto-land not installed on this aircraft. P: Something loose in the cockpit. S

Poetry
FROSTYS BACK.... THE SNOW HAD FALLEN AND COVERED THE GROUND, AND THE TREE LIMBS WERE WAITED DOWN WITH THE SIGN THAT WINTER HAD ARRIVED. THE SMOKE COMING FROM THE CHIMNEYS WAS FILLING THE AIR,AND THE SOUNDS OF CHILDREN LAUGHING AND PLAYING COULD BE HEARD FROM MILES AROUND THE SIGHT OF SNOWMEN OF ALL KINDS WHEN YOU PASS THRU TOWN...IS A VERY GOOD SIGN THAT FROSTYS BACK.

How American Am I?
You Are 100% American You're as American as red meat and shooting ranges. Tough and independent, you think big. You love everything about the US, wrong or right. And anyone who criticizes your home better not do it in front of you! How American Are You?

How Lucky Can I Be?
So I won tickets to go see Finger Eleven, Chevelle, and Evanescence tonight. I am so happy. YAY... The only bad part was the fact that my nose is so stuff that they played "me" on the radio and I sounded like on idiot but oh well I don't have to get up early satuday to make sure i get tickets to the show now.

15
It was 1993. I was young and unaware of anything sexual. I spent my days listening to music, stealing my sister weed and hoping to get a peek of her friends getting out of the hot tub. So far my summer vacation had been pretty boring. My parents were busy at work and there is only so much I wanted to do with my friends. My sister and a group of her friends had tickets to Soundgarden in Orlando and the only way my parents would let her go was if she took me with her. She agreed but set ground rules for me. Shut up, do what she or her friends said and don't wonder off. The bad part was that I could not attend the concert due to tha lack of tickets so I stayed in the hotel. Bored was a understatment. It was raining outside and my sister put the fear of god in me so I dared not to wonder off. Around 10;00 pm my sister friend Tammy arrived back to the room. She came in said hello ran to the bathroom and slammed the door. I ignored Tammy mostly because she always ignored me. at least an hour

Written Superbowl Sunday 2007
Winters tattered blanket Lays upon frozen ground Bleak and dreary sight No warth to be found I want to let it in And numb my pain struck heart As i trudge my familiar path Feeling torn apart I've walked this path countless times Yet never so alone Hopeless in my soul Frozen to the bone I promised all eternity My love my life my home Home is where i head to Empty and alone I'd loved before or so i'd though Who's to really say Yet never before so deeply Never in such a way Right now the path is empty This cold and lonely night Empty home before me Closer with every stride Am i walking towards my future? On this barren path ahead Will it always be this empty? Until i wake up dead Years ago i had my hope To find a love like this Faith that it would find me I'd bask within it's bliss I'd found the love i'd searched for And began to watch it grow But it seems to have withered Beneath this icy snow I yearn to have her back I know it may never be Abandone

Worlds Of Warcraft.
Dear friends, My name is Tara and I am an addict. I have been hooked on and have been playing for three days...Worlds of Warcraft Therefore neglecting my cherrytap friends. I hereby promise that I will be on this afternoon to rate, leave messages upload pics and comment peoples pages. If it happens that I don't get to ur page today...leave me a sad smiley in my comment box and i will get to yous as soon as possible! Love you all....Me

Wtf List
Just some things that make me wonder about this planet... WTF #10-Michael Jackson: self explanatory. WTF #9-People who say "This is SO nasty, taste it!": you just said it's NASTY, now you want me to put it in my mouth? WTF #8-Emo haircuts: self explanatory. WTF #7-Paris Hilton: there's just no words...though, I did think she was great in House of Wax, with the pole through her head... WTF #6-Methamphetamine: anything that can be made with Draino has just GOT to be good, right...? WTF #5-Politicians: I believe it was either Janet Reno or Hilary Clinton who wanted to take coffee to all the cattle guards because it's a "cold, lonely job"...are you shittin me?! WTF #4-Boy George: self explanatory. WTF #3-The Moon Landing Conspiracy theory: ...because the moon isn't real? WTF #2-The Chinese restaraunt next to the vet's clinic: great food, if you have a taste for Moo Shu Kitty. WTF #1-13 year-olds who dress like they're 20: no wonder this country has such a larg

Legalization March And Links
http://www.globalmarijuanamarch.org http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Global_Marijuana_March http://cannabiscoalition.ca http://www.legalize.org http://legaliz.info Legaliz.info Translated Global Marijuana March info on Girls Gone Weed RE: Global Marijuana March - May 4th, 5th, 6th - Everywhere! ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Jack Herer Date: Feb 5, 2007 5:02 PM

My Sexual Hidden Talent
Using your body Your sexual hidden talent is using your body's natural charm and beauty to seduce your partner. You are all about having the perfect body/looking good for your partner - and it does the trick every time. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Mmmm...margaritas!
You Are a Strawberry Margarita You're so sweet it's a little overwhelming, and people are a little afraid of corrupting you... It's a little difficult to imagine you with a margarita. And you're truly a different person after you've kicked back a couple! What Flavor Margarita Are You?

Why Buy The Pig
For all those men who say, Why buy a cow when you can get milk for free. Here's an update for you: Now days, 80% of women are against marriage, WHY? Because women realize it's not worth buying an entire pig just to get a little sausage. Men are like.... 1. Men are like ..Laxatives ...... They irritate the crap out of you. 2. Men are like.Bananas The older they get, the less firm they are. 3. Men are like Weather Nothing can be done to change them. 4. Men are like ...Blenders You need One, but you're not quite sure why. 5. Men are like .Chocolate Bars .... Sweet, smooth, & they usually head right for your hips. 6. Men are like ....Commercials ....... You can't believe a word they say. 7. Men are like Department Stores ..... Their clothes are always 1/2 off. 8. Men are like ......Government Bonds .... They take soooooooo long to mature. 9. Men are like .....Mascara . They usually run at the first sign of emotion. 10. Men are like .Popcorn ..... They satisfy you, but o

Lil Mama Still Needs Your Help!!
Hey everybody, just wanted to let you know that I have put more new pix on my site, so please don't forget to rate and comment them. That is very important to me. Also on Monday, Feb.5th I will be featured on www.V-Twingirls.com click on the biker babes page to view my stuff. Please leave comments about my pix and if you think I have what it takes to be a V-Twin Girl!!! Please and Thanks to everybody that helps me out!! Lots of Hugs, Lil Mama

1st Blog
Hey everyone... This is my first blog here on cherrytap and I was just gonna shout out to everyone and say whats up? I'm sittin at the house bored...should be sleeping bc i just got off of the graveyard shift but eh...lol well hit me up l8terz Love, Stephy

Bud Break
This one goes out to the Cali cherries out there, although in general some of what I say is applicable to all parts of the country. Yesterday I noticed the first wisps of green escaping from the buds of my Anna/ EinSchiener/ Dorsett apple tree. This moment is called bud break and in most parts of the sountry this happens in spring. Here, of course, if the trees actually waited until Ostara, they'd be in deep kimchee by August with a full load of fruit and 110 degrees out! So, what exactly is bud break, and why do some trees drop their leaves and grow a whole new set every year? In most parts of the country, this is absolutely essential to getting through the winder. No apple tree is going to survive a blizzard with all of its leaves. This is why they drop them in fall-- they basically go dormant-- hibernate. The buds are carefully sealed from the elements, and dormant. Giberellins help prevent the bud from sprouting-- breaking. How long the bud stays this way is determined by

Thrice Toss These Oaken Ashes
Thrice toss these oaken ashes in the air, Thrice sit thou mute in this enchanted chair; Then thrice-three times tie up this true love's knot, And murmur soft 'She will or she will not.' Go burn these poisonous weeds in yon blue fire, These screech-owl's feathers and this prickling brier, This cypress gathered at a dead man's grave, That all thy fears and cares an end may have. Then come, you Fairies! dance with me a round! Melt her hard heart with your melodious sound!- In vain are all the charms I can devise: She hath an art to break them with her eyes. THOMAS CAMPION

My Husband
My Husband It was a boring Sunday morning. She was sitting at the kitchen table having a cup of coffee… It surprises her she had been dreaming about. His gorgeous blue eyes and his smile were just on her mind since last night. He was wearing a tight pare of blue jeans, and a flannel sweater. He held something in his hand. It was a bag. He gave her the bag and then told her to put it on. It was sexy lingerie. Immediately she put it on. He was watching her. She ran the bath with whipping cream in her hand. He led her to the tub where he ate the whipping cream that was all over her sexy wet body... Using her fingers she ran the tips up his chest and then to his swollen shaft. She gently rubbed the whipping cream over his shaft and slowly he began to breathe heavy. They were both covered in whipping cream.. They slowly got out of the tub and headed for the bedroom. She threw him on the bed and began licking the whipping cream off of his body. His breathing became more intense as she lick

To My Teddybear
Sitting alone in the still of the night, Holding fast to dreams by candlelight. Feeling dreams first sweet caresses, Leaving in its wake, the daily messes. Solitude of soul as silence consumes, Hearing his voice, my soul begins to bloom. My skin tingles with the thought of his touch, Never, have I ever craved & desired any man this much. I yearn to taste his kisses, to feel him pressed to me, A beginning...perhaps...of a dream meant to be.

Regarding Sex And Gender
If a woman has sex with 10 men, she is a whore. If a man has sex with 10 women, he’s “The Man”. Why is this? Just because a woman has a strong sex drive? Why should women be categorized so differently than men, in the same situation? If a man is praised for the number of sexual partners he has had, so should a woman. If a woman is a whore because of her number of sexual partners, so is a man.

Bomb Me Please
http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=158234&i=312467067 well to all who can help me im in a contest to get comments and win a prize the link above is to my pic.so please comment bomb me as many times as you like i really apreciate it.and to those who already have thanks so much....

A Poem
The last thing I would do is hurt the ones I love, But what to do when they hurt you with their selfish love. Being selfish and insensitive is not my thing I choose to love unconditionaly with out any strings. To know love and the joys it brings is to also know the heartache and the emotions that feel good and sting.

The Disgusting Truth:
You should learn how to speak respectfully to a lady, asshole. You disgust me. (The Respectable "Cinnamon Julie" sentiments:) Babii gurl learn some etiquette for urself and maybe then U will understand what respect is...Be E-Z yungin.....Muah!!

The Most Beautiful Flower
I found this and had to share it..ENJOY!! The Most Beautiful Flower The park bench was deserted as I sat down to read Beneath the long, straggly branches of an old willow tree. Disillusioned by life with good reason to frown, For the world was intent on dragging me down. And if that weren't enough to ruin my day, A young boy out of breath approached me, all tired from play. He stood right before me with his head tilted down And said with great excitement, "Look what I found!" In his hand was a flower, and what a pitiful sight, With its petals all worn - not enough rain, or too little light. Wanting him to take his dead flower and go off to play, I faked a small smile and then shifted away. But instead of retreating he sat next to my side And placed the flower to his nose And declared with overacted surprise, "It sure smells pretty and it's beautiful, too. That's why I picked it; here, it's for you." The weed before me was dying or dead. Not vibrant of colors o

Drugs
Ever noticed how much junk email is offering to sell you medication at reduced prices? Why is that? Are we all ill and just don't know it? Is there really that much viagra in the world that they can sell it at those prices? Are Pfizer employees being given huge amounts of performance enhancing drugs? Do Pfizer make these performance enhancing drugs themselves or do they buy them from a rival drug company? I've gone cross-eyed trying to work it out. Personal favourite junk email message: "Look twenty years younger!" I think my work collegues would freak out if a seven-year-old turned up to do my job. Plus getting served in bars would be a nightmare. I might have more luck with women though. Like the Prophet says: "Woman: I want a baby. Man: I don't. Woman: You're so immature! Man: You just said you wanted a baby!" Case closed. Just my opinion.

Our Game
Warm smile...sweet kisses...your embrace Fingers upon my skin did trace... Little circles, swirls and letters too. Your cryptic thoughts beyond my view. What sweet feelings do your words convey? Delightful play to begin my day. You tease, “Keep guessing, my dearest one. Our wondrous game has just begun.”

Thinking Style
Your Dominant Thinking Style: Exploring You thrive on the unknown and unpredictable. Novelty is your middle name. You are a challenger. You tend to challenge common assumptions and beliefs. An expert inventor and problem solver, you approach everything from new angles. You show people how to question their models of the world. What's Your Thinking Style?

Disenfranchised (a Matter For The Courts)
Disenfranchised. Once again standing at the presapiss of my own indecisiveness. I watch and learn and repeat the same mistakes. Dare not pass judgement onto me, I have passed it myself. Complete with the regrets I'll wake up with tomarro. But I live as I am. Scaveging on the world around my undug grave. I shall survive. If the wish me to or not. But then again. Here I am, a faded image. Here I am, the peice of trash u never pick up. Floating around the bedroom floor. But then again.... My doing is my own. Disenfranchised. I.R.M. 02/13/07

Purely Sinful
Hi all Hot Rocks friends. I am a HTD for Purely Sinful family. We play a varriety of 17 games in Pogo. Check us out at http://www.myleague.com/sinners And if you join and play in pogo remember your name in Purely Sinful must match your Pogo name. Come on in and sin with us!

Wanna Have Cyber Sex - Lmao
Wellhung: Hello, Sweetheart. What do you look like? Sweetheart: I am wearing a red silk blouse, a miniskirt and high heels. I work out every day, I'm toned and perfect. My measurements are 36-24-36. What do you look like? Wellhung: I'm 6'3" and about 250 pounds. I wear glasses and I have on a pair of blue sweat pants I just bought from Wal-Mart. I'm also wearing a T-shirt with a few spots of barbecue sauce on it from dinner. It's smells funny. Sweetheart: I want you! Would you like to screw me? Wellhung: OK Sweetheart: We're in my bedroom. There's soft music playing on the stereo and candles on my dresser and night table. I'm looking up into your eyes, smiling. My hand works its way down to your crotch and begins to fondle your huge, swelling bulge. Wellhung: I'm gulping, I'm beginning to sweat. Sweetheart: I'm pulling up your shirt and kissing your chest. Wellhung Now I'm unbuttoning your blouse. My hands are trembling. Sweetheart: I'm moaning softly. Wel

From The Desk Of Ohio Gop Leader Bob Benit
Despite their newfound success at the polls, Democrats in Ohio and in Washington, DC, still don't share our common sense Ohio values: Ted Strickland wants more government control and increased taxes. John Edwards preaches the evils of Two Americas, yet builds himself a $6 million estate in North Carolina. Barak Obama dismisses his past use of marijuana and cocaine by saying it's just something typical teenagers do, while the lives of the soldiers fighting overseas are "wasted." But not to be outdone, Hillary Clinton boasts that she is the one most Republicans are afraid of : "Bill and I have beaten them before and we will again," she says.

Battle Of The Vic's!!!!!!!!!!!!!
aight FRIENDS and FANS whats up im in this contest and would really love it if you all could come give me some help i need 25000 comments to win heres the link THANK YOU I'LL BE GLAD TO RETURN FAVOR JUST ASK

"dirty Jobs" Ain't Got Shit On Me....
For those who have never seen the show "Dirty Jobs," let me tell you about it. The show showcases jobs around the country that are odd and usually have some dirt or undesirable aspect to them. Mike Rowe travels around and does these jobs with the people that actually do them. He has drilled for oil, checked cows for pregnancy and even made mud. Well Mike.... You haven't seen the worst. At this time I am on a cleaning crew. Doesn't sound to bad? Well the simple fact is that the place I clean just so happens to be a sardine factory. Yup... you read that right. I am cleaning a sardine factory. Let me tell you how my day goes. I wake up when the phone rings telling me what time to be there. The times vary from day to day from between 11:00 a.m. to 5:00 p.m. The entire crew drives for about an hour to the plant. Upon arrival, we put on our rain gear (pants, boots and a raincoat). To start the shift, we go shovel and pick dead fish up off the floor. On average there

Author Unknown
I found this poem and gave it to my grandmother over 5 years ago when my grandfather passed away and it touched me so i wanted to share it...idk who wrote it or the title but it still brings tears to my eyes.... I stood by your bed last nite, I came to take a peep. I could see you were crying, you found it hard to sleep. I whispered to you softly, as you brushed away a tear, "its me, I haven't left you, I'm well, I'm fine, I'm here." I was close to you at breakfast, I watched you pour the tea, you were thinking of the many times you passed that cup to me. I was with you at the shops today, your arms were getting sore, I longed to take your parcels, I wished I carried more. I was with you at my grave today, you tend it with such care, I wanted to reassure you that I am not lying there. I walked with you towards the house as you fumbled for your key, I gently put my hand on yours, I smiled and said "its me." we both went in, you looked so tired and you sank in to your cha

Survey Test
The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Second Level of Hell!Here is how you matched up against all the levels:LevelScorePurgatory (Repenting Believers)HighLevel 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)LowLevel 2 (Lustful)HighLevel 3 (Gluttonous)LowLevel 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)LowLevel 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)HighLevel 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)Very Low

Why We Take Them At Times?
Just wondering at times why we take the chances that we do. Guess it's just part of live and learn!!! Let someone know that I was interested, hoping the feeling might be the same, but than found out it wasn't. Sometimes I feel like the wrong guy, in the wrong place at the wrong time. But at least I still have her friendship, and I am definately thankful for that. So once again I have lived and learned from another experience, maybe I should have asked sooner, maybe it really wouldn't have mattered. Just one of those things that you never know about. Expect the worst, but hope for the best. But I know that one day I'll take the same chance again, because if you never do than you will never know what could have been. Thanks for taking the time to read this, so if there's someone out there that your debating about taking that chance with, take it, weather you win or lose, or you'll never know if you don't try.

My Apithany
Monday, January 15, 2007 My Aphithany Current mood: accomplished ok i know it is like one in the morning and i have been at work all damn day and i should be in bed right now but i have been pondering something lately. i think i have had an ipithany(sp?) but i am twenty years old and soon to be twenty one i have a child and i have seen alot for someone of my tender age. Thanks to one of my very dear friends Amanda who first brought this to my attention i have been chewing on this thought for a while and it has really evolved into something. We ALL have our young and stupid days...one night stands, sex with someone who we THINK is mr or mrs right but really they are just mr Right Now. What ever happen to chivary? Loyalty? and trust? there was a day when the person you lost your virginity to was probably your husband or wife and it was you wedding night. That was your one and only you were both imaculate and free of being tainted so to say. When someone ask me what is the bigge

Mother
Mother is slowly slipping away. Her prognosis is not good. They think she has only a few days left. Her condition was not diagnosed early enough. As a consequence it has progressed to a point at which the doctors hold no hope of recovery. It is too severe and she is too weak to fight it properly. all they can do is make her as comfortable as possibland to make her remaining time painfree as they can.

Cafe Del Mar
I've been so immersed in my love for ambient extractions and chillout, downtempo mixes, that I've nearly made my mind up that my next overseas destination or vacation (if I can tear myself away from Missoula) will be Ibiza and the Café del Mar.Now, you're probably saying WTF, what the heck is he talking about? Well, unless you know world geography as well as a few of my readers, currently or ever have lived in Southern Europe or follow the genre, then you might need some help. Allow me to enlighten you.Café del Mar is a bar located in San Antonio, Ibiza. Tourists flock there on a daily basis during the summer to view the beautiful sunset. Café del Mar is the original "sunset bar" in San Antonio opened by Ramón Guiral, Carlos Andrea, and José Les in 1978. Part of watching the sunset is the music described as ambient, easy listening instrumental music. The bar originally sold their own tapes of the music but a series of Café del Mar CDs have been sold. Currently (as of 2006) there are 13

Daddy's Poem
Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name, every child turned to stare. Each of them was searching, a man w

The Immortal Eyes
The immortal eyes see everything for us The immortal eyes show everything to us The immortal eyes bear everything with us And with the immortal eyes we learn from our mistakes. Or so we thought, Even today we still make those mistakes, Even with the aid of the Immortal Eyes. Dreams have been set out for us, Dreams have been destroyed by us, Great beings have set out for us fighting for us, Yet we throw everything back in their faces, Racism, Murder, Theft We commit all of these. MLK Jr. fought for Black Americans to be free, Black Americans have turned the other cheek, Black Americans are taking advantage of their newly earned freedom, Black Americans are using their new freedom against white society, The tables have been turned, It is now the whit society being discriminated against. Many soldiers have died fighting for this country, Many soldiers have died by the people in this country, Many soldiers still keep on fighting for this country, Yet, this country is still ungrateful and t

My Ex
Your Ex Is Paranoid Whether your ex was accusing you of cheating or your friends of being evil... Your ex definitely saw things that weren't there! People with paranoid personality disorder bear grudges, are always suspicious, and confide in no one. Sound at all familiar?What's Wrong With Your Ex?

Yeah... Damn It All..
So, I just wonder, what gives a person the right to think they can go up and touch a complete stranger? Honestly? And is there some kind of harassment bug going around that is taking over the bars? Yeah.. I just need to vent.. I'm tired of going out and having someone harass with either words or come up and start massing my shoulders when I've never even met them.. I don't think I should have to change my behavior just because I'm in a bar! I'm there to hang with my friends and do my thing... not to have strangers or people who I don't enjoy or feel comfortable being around bother me. And that said, no I've never been an outspoken person.. I really don't like to have to tell someone to back off or to say Don't Touch Me! But, I'm gonna have to learn apparantly! Yup.. just needing to let of some steam.. and I need to get me a bodyguard.. :)

Most Unique Tattoo Contest
Hey guys and gals , My husband is in a contest right now, It started last night at midnight and I really, really want him to win. If you could go and comment him I would greatly appreciate it. Even if you can only leave a few, every one counts. So please, if you have a extra few minutes stop by and leave a comment or two. And as always you know if you need my help with anything all you have to do is leave me a message and I will do the best I can. Thank you very much to all my friends and family stacey

If I Were Yours
1.)How many times a day would you kiss me? 2.)How many times a day would you just want to hold me? 3.)Would you take me places? 4.)Would you love me? 5.)If we went out on a date would you have me pay for it? 6.)Would you take me anywhere special? 7.)If I was sick... what would you do? 8.)If we had sex...what would you do afterwards? 9.)If one of my friends tried to get with you what would you do? 10.)Would you tell me? 11.)Would you listen to all my problems and help me solve them? 12.)Would you introduce me to your mom/dad? 13.)Would you care about what I wore when we go out? 14.)Would you go to the club with me? 15.)If your friend tried to get with me what would you do? 16.)If someone tried to fight with me in front of you what would you do? 17.)If a girl/guy tried to talk or dance with you at the club what would you do? 18.)Would you give me your myspace password? 19.)If I gav

Momentuum (poem)
The distant clicks of time ticks slowly Mind's of the hopeful scarcely roaming Surrounding surface tarnished yet glowing Adrenaline incapacitated and haulted from flowing The air amidst the area's thin Cold winds wisk by within a flinch Sanctity and serenity weeded out and beaten Compassion and morality defeated by a heathen Intense screams like movie theatre horror Disarmed from a once laminated armor Left to bathe in crimson, soaked in pain Stained sadistic and choked since that day Flashbacks haunt the soul in torture Darkness bright in a black heart growing softer Frame of mind badgered, splattered with water colors How quick things get blurry when the rain clusters --Snipe

All Shit
THE MOST FUNCTIONAL ENGLISH WORD IS: Well, it's shit ... that's right, shit! Shit may just be the most functional word in the English language. You can smoke shit, buy shit, sell shit, lose shit, find shit, forget shit, and tell others to eat shit. Some people know their shit, while others can't tell the difference between shit and shineola. There are lucky shits, dumb shits, and crazy shits. There is bull shit, horse shit, and chicken shit. You can throw shit, sling shit, catch shit, shoot the shit, or duck when the shit hits the fan. You can give a shit or serve shit on a shingle. You can find yourself in deep shit or be happier than a pig in shit. Some days are colder than shit, some days are hotter than shit, and some days are just plain shitty. Some music sounds like shit, things can look like shit, and there are times when you feel like shit. You can have too much shit, not enough shit, the right shit, the wrong shit or a lot of weird

Potty Mouth
I was told recently that it was unladylike to use so much profanity. I've thought long and hard about that comment. Then it hit me. Are men the only ones that can speak in such a manner? Why is unladylike to cuss? Why is it cool for men, but unsavory for women? Well, here's my response. FUCK YOU, FUCK ME, FUCKWAD, DICKHEAD, DICK, COCK, BALLSACK, NIPPLE HAIR, PUBIC HAIR, MOTHERFUCKER, FUCKER, CUNT, PUSSY, ASSHOLE, SHIT, SHITHEAD, PRICK, DICK-LICK, PUSSY-LICK, ASSWIPE, PENIS, VAGINA, BASTARD, CLIT, CUM-SUCKER, CUNT LICKER, SCROTUM, BITCH, SPHINCTER, CORN HOLE, DICKWEED, DICKWAD, TEA-BAGGER, SHIT FOR BRAINS, CUM SPOT and finally BUSHY TWAT. I'm sure I've left a few out. The point is, just because I am not waving a dick around doesn't mean that I cannot cuss with the best of them. By the way, my balls are much bigger than most men I know. The only difference is, I don't have to adjust mine when I sit down.

Violated....
I was violated one night 19 years ago, And once again so much so as recently that I know. As he went deeper and deeper inside, With all that I had, I prayed he'd stop and God be by my side. As I laid there with silent screams, To this day I have the nightmares that torture me. I resisted without words by moving away, He took it as if it were a sign of "OK". He tried to continue as I laid there, While deep inside I cried take me away from here. After it was over, he begged again to go to that forbidden place, I felt the rush of blood and tears flow down my face. I bled like once before, and yet it seemed like more- I felt violated was written all over my face, and all I wanted was to find the closest door. Today this feeling of being violated rings in my head, I feel like another piece of me has been paralyzed and feeling of being dead. All I wanted to hear was one person's voice, and have his love and his arms hold me; He was in the distan

The Wiccan Rede
The Wiccan Rede (Full Version) -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Bide within the Law you must, in perfect Love and perfect Trust. Live you must and let to live, fairly take and fairly give. For tread the Circle thrice about to keep unwelcome spirits out. To bind the spell well every time, let the spell be said in rhyme. Light of eye and soft of touch, speak you little, listen much. Honor the Old Ones in deed and name, let love and light be our guides again. Deosil go by the waxing moon, chanting out the joyful tune. Widdershins go when the moon doth wane, and the werewolf howls by the dread wolfsbane. When the Lady's moon is new, kiss the hand to Her times two. When the moon rides at Her peak then your heart's desire seek. Heed the North winds mighty gale, lock the door and trim the sail. When the Wind blows from the East, expect the new and set the feast. When the wind comes from the South, love wil

Body Parts Sent To Wrong Address
Body parts from China intended for a US laboratory have been mistakenly sent to a Michigan home by a delivery firm. The recipient, in Cascade near Grand Rapids, said her husband opened two packages - one containing a liver, the other a partial human head. "He started the second one, but stopped as soon as we saw the ear," she told the Grand Rapids Press newspaper. The delivery company, DHL, said it was not immediately clear what happened but the labels were reportedly in Chinese. The company says it is co-operating with investigators. The authorities believe 28 more bubble-wrapped human organs could have been dispersed across the country. The body parts - which are preserved - were for medical research, police spokesman Roger Parent said. "There will definitely be a shock to people if they see these things, but there is no hazard to health," he added.

Lol This Is Cute Lol
Never Trust A Midget A guy is standing at a urinal when he notices that he's being watched by a midget. Although the little fellow is staring at him intently, the guy doesn't get uncomfortable until the midget drags a small stepladder up next to him, climbs it, and proceeds to admire his privates at close range. "Wow," comments the midget, "Those are the nicest balls I have ever seen!" Surprised-and flattered-the man thanks the midget and starts to move away. "Listen, I know this is a rather strange request," says the little fellow, "but I wonder if you would mind if I touched them." Again the man is rather startled, but seeing no real harm in it, he obliges the request. The midget reaches out, gets a tight grip on the man's balls, and says loudly, "Okay, hand over your wallet or I'll jump!"

Human Design
human design i love the touch of your skin. feeling you from being deep down in. being inside you is bliss. your nails running across my back. not knowing how to act. looking into your eyes being as close to you as human design. kissing you good bye and wondering why.

Bad Ratings? Read Here
Yeah, so, if you were one of the people that received like a 2 on their pic, dont have a heart attack. I was going through pics, and whatever I didnt like, I rated low. Somethin' ur gonna have to live with.

Naughty Application
Fill out this out app and send it back to me. I wanna see what everyone would write. And I'll fill it out and send it back to ya if you do. 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think i'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Three sum? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is fore play to you? 24. Can we take pictures o

I Think I Broke Something...
Is it just me or does Cherryland exist in a ultra HOT, totally cool and hypersexual vortex? Everytime I'm here it's like flipping the switch...or pressing my button...tee hee! "I'm really not bad, I'm just drawn that way." ~Jessica Rabbit

Lyrics, Not Mine
This one is by Yellowcard: How I go I could tell you the wildest of tales Of my friend the giant, and traveling sales Tell you all the times that I failed The year's all behind me, the stories exhaled And I'm Drying out, crying out This isn't how I go I could tell you of a man not so tall Who said life's a circus, and so we are small Tell you of a girl that I saw I'd frozen the moment, and she changed it all And I'm Drying out, crying out THis isn't how I go Hurry now, lay me down And let these waters flow Son I am not everything You thought that I would be But every story I have told is part of me You keep the air in my lungs Floating along as the melody comes And my heart beats like tymphany drums Keeping the time while the symphony strums And I'm drying out, crying out This isn't how I go Hurry now, lay me down And let these waters flow Son I am not everything you thought that I would be But every story I have told is part of me Son I l

Gifts
Do people actually get angry here over who gives what & ratings and so forth???? I have read many blogs & profiles and I mean "many" and I see alot of mad pissed off people!!! I am wondering now if this place is a contest type deal or what... My gawd how can people get so angry over stuff like this.. WoWzerS!!!!!

Right Here Right Now
ok im new at this but here goes. im single now ..yea. an looking.put the past behind me. an happy as shit..so any good men that are fun to be with i would like to talk ok... im good really i am an i can prove it.... so lets just see what happens from here.... oh an paul your still number one in my book... ok ..enough of that .i dont like to be alone .im fun easy going .dont like head games..hate to argue .love sex ...yes even at my age..i can roll with the best!!!!.... so if you like to be king of your castle an good back rubs an a good dammm women contact me cause yes im all that ..im not trying to brag really im not .. but i love being a women an real weman know how to work t an arent afraide to say so...so if your brave willing or able contact me lets just seewhat happens ok.. im waiting devils due can you afford to pay

Just When You Think.....
Just when you think you have everything together and everything going your way...LOOK OUT! It fucking falls apart...I am in a stage right now where it is hard for me to trust people with anything from my feelings to my heart. I have tried in the past to give my all and give 100%..guess what..it backfires! I treat anyone I am with like a KING....is that wrong? Treating someone like you want to be treated shouldnt be wrong, if its not wrong why does it backfire everytime? Should I start treating them like shit and maybe then it wont backfire? I dont judge people by their looks...I take the time to get to know them and let it go from there..start off as friends and just go with the flow. I have never been much of a shallow person..sorry its a flaw I have...and putting my trust into someone is getting harder and harder by the minute.. That is something that will take time. I want to find someone that is willing to take the time with me, not reject me for it..someone who knows what I have b

Rocmp3.com Get In On The Groundfloor!!!
Check out this and get back to me click on pic: Shaun "RevelaShaun 6:8" Robinson At 619-955-7916 or e-mail: undagroun72@yahoo.com You can make alot of money helping others promote thier music also.

Celtic History And Its Effect On Modern Paganism - Part 2
Celtic History and its Effect on Modern Paganism - PART 2 [Note on Monotheism: The concept of monotheism wasn\'t new during the twilight years of the Roman Empire, but was first envisioned much earlier by the Egyptian pharaoh Achnaton (also sometimes referred to as Amenhotep IV in the history books) during the 18th Dynasty of Egypt, and he called this single all-male conception of Deity Aton. This began the original mistake of monotheism, the ousting of the female aspect of Deity from the consciousness of its followers, and made the social concept of a patriarchy far more acceptable to its adherents; it rejected the concept of duotheism, which would have given equal respect to the female aspect of divinity. It should be noted that it\'s very curious that neither Achnaton nor Christ envisioned a gender neutral conception of a single Deity (as a few open-minded Christians are slowly beginning to do today), which would have prevented a huge amount of the social strife and disempowe

Am I A Horrible Person?
So this morning my boss called me into his office. This isn't unusual as I am Lead and we have little meetings throughout the week, but we are scheduled to have one tomorrow. I thought it may have been an update about one of our girls who is out due to a difficult regency, but it wasn't. He asked if I had talked to Sara during the week, which I haven't with trying to keep up with my work and our other girls. He told me that she had given her two week notice yesterday. This shocked me as she is a VERY talkative person and can be quite annoying at times. I asked him why and he said she said it was to "stressful". When he told me this I gave him a look. Stress! Stress is what I went though in August when I was the only one posting EVERYTHING! She's only doing a specific invoice and even then she's asking for help and asking the same damn questions over and over! And to top it off she was SO SLOW! I've been telling him from the beginning I don't think she'd be able to handle it come the b

As Written By A Good Friend About Skateboarding
Gliding Chase D. Gabriel Ryan D. Crone ----- A pounding sound, my eyes close a sharp pain carving the flesh of my back and a numbing ringing arrives in my ears a chaotic sense of misbalance and fear. - Determination, a flinch, my eyes open Raise to my knees; a stinging sensation, a damp shirt which I lift to find a trail of sweat and blood a rush of emotion; enjoyment, rage, love, my mind is flooded. - I gaze upon my path, dim lights in a small way moon lit stairs and congested city air I look down upon my board; beaten and scraped, and over my fear a curtain of adrenaline is draped. - I gaze upon my path, a trail of sweat of bruises, scrapes, screams and tears I clench my fist tightly and wipe the sweat from my face pick myself up and laugh as once more, my heart starts to race - I run back to the start, and pause that stupid question; 'Is this worth it?' I brush the concrete dust f

Do You Measure Life By The Hour? Or Do You Live By The Details?
Sometimes the hours in a day are just not good enough... No matter how slow time may seem as your vision burns into the clock... the saddening reality then sets in.... All that time we watch the clock tick away... All those times we are anxious for minutes yet to come.. All that time then has been nothing but a sheer waste of what is to come. But then one must ask ones self... Why watch the clock tick for another time? Why be anxious then for another hour yet to come? Why do we dread the minutes? Minutes are much more precious than the hour... without the minutes the hour doesn't exist. So why generalize the time in a day.. when the true details are left ignored. The details....are the precious minutes that lead to the hour.. The hour is then the result of 60 individual minutes... 1,440 minutes in a day of 24 hours..... 1,440 details to fill each and every day.. There are many more minutes in a day than there are hours... The minutes in a day are more than good enoug

Trying To Work On My Profile
Well I am trying to learn how to do things on this site but it is awfully difficult when the computer seems to be moving slower than those turtles, the slowskis! Usually it is pretty fast! I probably have some bugs that need to be cleaned out of here. I'll have to get my husband to work his magic on this thing. I was trying to set up a skin. I did all the backwork but can't seem to apply it. When I tried to apply the one I made, the little circle was spinning and spinning and spinning. I finally just gave up cuz it is after 2 am and I must get some sleep. So for now, I remain skinless. You'll have to forgive me. I'll have to try again some other time. Time for beddy bye. Sleep tight!

Why So Few Images
I look at other people's profiles, and they have a ton of images up. I look at mine, and I see a scant handful. It's not that I don't have enough to put up - hell, there's something like 3500 up on my website! I only have a few up so as to not bore everyone. I have a few up on here that aren't even up on my website. I dunno, maybe I'm just picky.

Was It Just A Dream?
Just sit in your chair, exposed to Me, legs parted. Sit there with your hands on the arm rests, unbound yet forbidden to move. Hold yourself in that position and watch me play with myself mere inches from your face. Here, I will steady you head with my hand, force you to keep your eyes at my waist as I grow harder. I own your body, but more important I own your will. You may look--must look--now that I am hard, but you may not touch, may not kiss, may not even breath on me. Now that I can stand erect without the assistance of a hand, choose: look at my waist and know that I am hard merely to prove you cannot have me now OR look into my eyes and let them tell you with a simple glance that I can have you whenever I choose. Yes, the eyes are easier, aren't they? My hand keeps your chin raised so I can step forward and touch your neck, but you may not break from my gentle grip, may not look down and taste me. You need to earn that privilege, slave. Inspire me. Prove your worth-

Just Some Ink
My mind is open My pen poised Over a blank sheet of paper; Silently I wait for inspiration. Quietly observing, Channeling, All my thoughts toward one end Focused towards one purpose. Some ink is finally on the page. It records the moment; It saves it from disappearing Into the abyss where all things go To die. Quietly, I write. My mind is clear, Yet streaming, Sometimes Screaming! With my pen in hand Anything is possible. Everything is real. Just some ink on the page— Nothing more. Yet, it crystallizes The moment For all to see And love Or hate Now and forever.

Why I Do What I Do
PEOPLE ASK ME HOW I CAN DO THE JOB I DO. WELL MAYBE IT ISN'T A JOB, BUT A CALLING, MAKING SURE THAT THE LAST MEMORY A FAMILY HAS OF A LOVED ONE IS A GOOD ONE. HERE IS A COPY OF A POEM THAT HANGS IN MY MOM'S OFFICE AN EMBALMER'S HAND God gave us hands to use for Him, to use in different ways. Doctors use their hands to bring life into the world and to maintain life as long as possible. Artists use their hands to capture life on canvas. Authors use their hands to give shape to their creative ideas. But you, the embalmer, take that with which life has gone, and attempt to work miracles, and you do. You have no life with which to work, but you are expected to make your masterpiece lifelike. Family and friends pass by and inspect your work, not knowing how many hours were spent, nor understanding the agonizing heart that went into the masterpiece which you have created. You know that in a few short hours your masterpiece will return to mother earth, never again to be viewed by

Whisper The Words. (written By Me.)
Whisper the words So I wont fall apart. Whisper the words to mend my heart. Whisper the words to stop the pain. Whisper the words to help ease my mind. Whisper the words So I will know. Whisper the words I love you!

How Dare Them ( Update )
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Just Some News
well the upgrade of the site to Drupal 5 went well. Caleb is just fixing up the CSS and the front page and then at least it will be fixed and then we can get on with the development of it. I am really looking forward to having a site of our own up and running again so I can get things moving, have some fun and get to know some good people better

A Kindly Haunting
My body may be gone But my spirit lives on The sun will always shine And you will always be mine As night follows day My spirit is here to stay Never apart I will live on in your heart Until we are once more united Our loving words once more recited I will love you always Long after our earthly days We will walk with the Lord Hard times we have endured But our love will see us through In Heaven we can start anew

Passions
wrap your arms around me set all your passions free let me set the fire that rages deep within thee I need to feel the touch of your lips upon my cheek and feel your every breath of life and hear each word you speak love me and never stop for if you do I'll cry I'll curl up in the dying fire and in my own flames die

To All My Dearest Friends, I Need Some Help.
My cousin's cat had kittens and he was able to give away all but 4 of them. I told him I would help him find homes for the last 4. I can't take one because I am allergic, but if you could take just one it would be such a help and the kittens coul d have a nice home. Since he lives by the Nuclear Power Plant, I'll go pick them up for you. Below are pictures of the last 4 kittens. Will you help?

American Goddess
My Goddess Chart. American Goddess,Roman Goddesses, Egyptian Goddesses, and Greek Goddesses.. . . Pantheon of Goddesses arranged according to how they correspond: Moon Goddesses, Sun Goddesses, Warrior Goddesses, and more. with love, Myke.

A Poem That Gives You Goosebumps...
A Poem That Gives You Goosebumps... A drunk man in an Oldsmobile They said had run the light That caused the six-car pileup On109 that night. When broken bodies lay about "And blood was everywhere," "The sirens screamed out eulogies," For death was in the air. "A mother, trapped inside her car," Was heard above the noise; Her plaintive plea near split the air: "Oh, God, please spare my boys!" She fought to loose her pinned hands; "She struggled to get free," But mangled metal held her fast In grim captivity. Her frightened eyes then focused "On where the back seat once had been," But all she saw was broken glass and Two children's seats crushed in. Her twins were nowhere to be seen; "She did not hear them cry, " "And then she prayed they'd been thrown free, " "Oh, God, don't let them die! " Then firemen came and cut her loose, " "But when they searched the back, " "They found therein no little boys, "

Sunbeams
I sit and love in mystery and play amongst my friends, The angels sit and talk to me, so do trolls from rainbows end. The sunbeams carry fairies in, that laugh and joke with glee and Jesus holds my hand at night, and whispers he loves me. My father makes sure im happy by having my mommy smile. She doesn’t know he is there with her, hugging her all the while. While angels fly and flip for me, as happy as it seems. I find the world is weightless while I play inside sunbeams.

Blonds
FINALLY, A BLONDE JOKE TO END ALL BLONDE JOKES... A blonde woman was speeding down the road in her little red sports car And was pulled over by a woman police officer who was also a blonde. The Blonde cop asked to see the blonde's driver's license. She dug through Her purse and was getting progressively more agitated. "What does it Look like?" she finally asked. The policewoman replied, "It's square and it has your picture on it." The driver finally found a square mirror in her purse, looked at it and Handed it to the policewoman. "Here it is," she said. The blonde officer looked at the mirror, then Handed it back saying, "Okay, you can go. I didn't realize you were a cop."

Lover Style
The Exotic Lover 45% partner focus, 47% aggressiveness, 75% adventurousness Based on the results of this test, it is highly likely that: You prefer your romance and love to wild and daring rather than typical or boring, you would rather be pursued than do the pursuing and, when it comes to physical love, you concentrate more on enjoying the experience rather than worrying about your performance. This places you in the Lover Style of: The Exotic Lover. The Exotic Lover is a wonderful Lover Style, and conjures images of the exotic, romantic hero out of a romance novel, or perhaps a slightly dangerous and deadly sexy femme fatale from a noir mystery. The Exotic Lover loves pleasure and is a treasure to date, though it can be difficult to do so because they sometimes tend to be mysterious and reluctant to commit. In terms of physical love, the Exotic Lover can be quite surprising, as they are often more exciting and adventurous than predicted. Given a little freedom, an

All Wrong
All Wrong Sometimes I wish I'd go to sleep and never wake up Sometimes I just don't really give a fuck Life is fucked up and I'm the only one I can blame I'm sick as hell of hate, death and all of the pain If I got one day of peace it would be a surprise it'll probably only be a sign of my demise I wake up every morning thinking where did I go wrong The pain runs so deep it's like a broken bone when it comes to my life It's all wrong it's all wrong.

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Want To Meet New People
Hello everyone I am just new to this. i got send and invite by a friend throught i would try it out and see what it is like. i am going to explain a little about myself. i am a single mother one one daughter who is my pride and joy. I love to have fun hanging out with friends and loved ones.i am a caring person and very open minded person who will give my shit off my back for anyone who needs it.I am hoping to meet new people on here not just to chat with but to get to no more to Feel free to send me a message when you get time i will be glad to talk to .

Damn It
Ok so last year i was in a car accident they said was my fault now i just got my car back about a month ago now this lady at work hit my car today but good thing she told me so now i might not have my car again for a few months this sucks.

Deep Thoughts :)
Deep Thoughts 1. Save the whales. Collect the whole set. 2. A day without sunshine is like.... Night. 3. On the other hand, you have different fingers. 4. Remember, half the people you know are below average. ( 5. He who laughs last thinks slowest. 6. Depression is merely anger without enthusiasm. 7. Support bacteria. They're the only culture some people have. 8. A clear conscience is usually the sign of a bad memory. 9. How many of you believe in psycho kinesis?... Raise my hand. 10. OK...so what's the speed of dark? 11. When everything is coming your way, you're in the wrong lane. 12. Everyone has a photographic memory. Some just don't have film. 13. How much deeper would the ocean be without sponges. 14. What happens if you get scared half to death twice? 15. I couldn't repair your brakes, so I made your horn louder. 16. Why do psychics have to ask you for your name? 17. Inside every older person is a