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Ty Had A Close Call
We went to get a tree last night and it was raining a bit so we sent the kids to the car after we picked out a tree. well Ty couldnt get in the car so he ran back across the parking lot without looking and a car was coming. I am not sure if me screaming for him to stop or what it was but he tried to stop and hit the front fender of the car. His head bounced off the car and he went down. He got up just as fast as he went down. He had someone watching over him thats for sure if he didnt try and stop he would be under that car. He is ok and has a nasty bruise on his check but thats it. I dont ever want to have to have that feeling again.
sence i have joined this site i have met many cool people and some great ones too and a few outstanding one and i like you all i just wanted to say thanks to every one who has been soo nice and good to me and for the help a select few with the trouble i had and i am realy thankful for such great friends even if odds are i might never meat you i wanted to say thank you for being a good friend i ment a lot to me more then you will ever know
Well yeah it is right around the corner.. Whole lot of family and whole lot of Liq. It is so stressfull around this time.. Everyone is bitchy and Broke.. I got all of my shit done and still finding more shit that I dont need to buy.. Our family does christmas on christmas eve.. I know what the hell for.. I dont know. I married a man that family is strange.. LOL.. No Offence..
Well I am sitting here at 2 A.M woundering why I am still awake I need to be getting some sleep. I just dont feel like laying down yet. So what the Hell I will just Blog for a bit.. HaHa.. Well I am going to get off here..
I hope everyone has a very Merry Christmas..
Happy New Year.
Dont get to tore up..
The Naughty Elf
Thank You For Taking Over My Watch
I DID MY TIME, I PICKED UP THE PACK OF THOSE BEFORE ME, AND DID MY TIME, NOW I WANT TO PERSONALLY THANK THOSE THAT HAVE PICKED UP MY PACK, AND ARE CARRYING ON WITH MY DUTIES, IT IS BECAUSE OF YOU THAT I CAN NOW BE AT HOME WITH MY FAMILY, AND LOVED ONES. I SLEEP GOOD AT NIGHT KNOWING THAT I TURNED OVER MY WATCH TO YOU, AND YOU WILL DO IT WITH VIGILENCE AND HONOR.
YOU DID THIS AFTER I TOLD YOU OF THE HORRORS, THE HARDSHIPS, THE LONELYNESS, THE HEARTACHE, AND THE RISK, THAT YOU WOULD BE DOING THIS FOR THOSE THAT WOULDN'T CARE AND EVEN DESPISE YOU FOR WHAT YOU WERE DOING, GIVING THEM THE RIGHT TO BITCH AT YOU.
YOU PICKED UP MY PACK, AND TOOK OVER MY WATCH KNOWING ALL OF THIS, MOST PEOPLE WOULD HAVE SAID NO WAY AND TURNED THIER BACKS, BUT YOU SAW THE NEED, AND YOU STEPPED FORWARD WITH A SMILE ON YOUR FACE AND TOLD ME, GO TAKE YOUR REST OLD MAN, YOU DID YOUR JOB, AND I WILL TAKE OVER NOW.
FOR THIS I WANT TO THANK YOU, ALL MY BROTHRES AND SISTERS IN ARMS. YOU ARE IN MY THOUGHTS,
1. At least two people in this world love you so much they would die for you.
2. At least fifteen people in this world love you in some way.
3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.
4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don’t like you.
5. Every night, someone thinks about you before they go to sleep.
6. You mean the world to someone.
7. If not for you, someoen may not be living.
8. You are special and unique.
9. Someone that you don’t even know exists loves you.
10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.
11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world.
12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won’t get it, but if you believe in you
Pleace Read It
Prophet Muhammad (PBUH) say :
"Paradise lies under the feet of the mother."
"Thy Lord hath decreed that ye worship none but Him, and that ye be kind to parents. Whether one or more attain old age in thy life, say not to them a word of contempt, nor repel them, but address them in terms of honor. And out of kindness, lower to them the wing of humility, and say, "my Lord! bestow on them Thy Mercy, even as they cherished me in childhood." (Quran 17: 23,24)
"We have enjoined on man kindness to his parents; in pain did his mother bear him, and in pain did she give him birth." (Quran 46:15)
Pleace don't Forget your Parents on Christmas
My Sexual Sign And Matches
You are very dominant in bed, and you like to control your relationship in general.
You are so intense in the sack that none of your partners will ever forget you. You are an amazing lover, because you like to have an equal amount of give and take.
Sex matches: Cancer, Capricorn, Pisces
Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com
Dont Call Me A Slut
what the fuck did i do to deserve the title slut...if u want me to be a slut i can...
so n e one who wants to sleep with me leave a commet so i can get back to ta...there that is being a slut....
dickheads go the fuck away.... and im not a slut...
Nails In The Feanc
THERE ONCE WAS A LITTLE BOY WHO HAD A BAD TEMPER
HIS FATHER GAVE HIM A BAG OF NAILS AND TOLD HIM
THAT EVERY TIME HE LOST HIS TEMPER,HE MUST HAMMER
A NAIL INTO THE BACK OF THE FENCE,
THE FRIST DAY THE BOY HAD DRIVEN 37 NAILS IN TO THE FEANCE.OVER THE NEXT FEW WEEKS, AS HE LEARNED TO CONTROL HIS ANGER,THE NUMBER OF NAILS DWINDLED DOWN,HE DISCOVERED IT WAS EASYER TO HOLD HIS TEMPER THAN TO DRIVE THROSE NAILS INTO THE FENCE,FINALLY THE DAY CAME WHEN THE BOY DIDNT LOSE HIS TEMPER AT ALL, HE TOLD HIS FATHER ABOUT IT AND THE FATHER SUGGESTED THAT THE BOY NOW PULL ONE NAIL FOR EACH DAY THAT HE WAS ABLE TO HOLD HIS TEMPER. THE DAYS PASSED AND THE YOUNG BOY WAS FINALLY ABLE TO TELL HIS FATHER THAT ALL THE NAILS WERE GONE,THE FATHER TOOK HIS SON BY THE HAND AND LEAD HIM TO THE FEANCE. HE SAID,YOU HAVE DONE WELL,MY SON, BUT LOOK AT ALL THE HOLES IN THE FENCE.THE FENCE WILL NEVER BE THE SAME, WHEN YOU SAY THINGS IN ANGER,THEY LEAVE A SCAR JUST LIKE THIS ONE. YOU CAN PUT A KNIFE IN A MAN AND DR
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Shity New Years
i think this is going to be the worst new years of my life. i've had plenty of new years without a special someone but this year just made things a million times worse. me and my girlfriend got into a fight and everything last night and she broke up with me this morning. its one thing to not have someone but its devastating to have the one you love dump you on the morning of new years eve. it hurts not to be able to be with the only person you love and care about so much because they dump you hours before the new year. i just wish i had someone to hold and kiss when the new year arrives.
I Need A Birthday Hottie
ok i am single and need a birthday hottie to keep me company for the 24th so yeah if u wanna be my birthday hottie then leave a comment
What's everyone doing for New Years Eve?
I will probably have a bunch of friends over, break out the kegerator, get some champagne and wait for that ball to drop. Then everyone will suck down their drinks and there will be euphoria as 07 begins. Yaay.
But one thing I have to say, is that my new year's resolution that I made a few years back has held strong. I resolved to not make any more stupid new year's resolutions. Ironically, the only way to break that resolution is to actually make a resolution!
I love irony. Just like the librarian who banned the exhibit of books that were banned from schools, just because she loved irony.
In fact, the entire concept of New Year's is ironic. Since it is just another 24 hr cycle of the planet, that does not occur in any particular place in space (in fact we are closer to the sun in the middle of January, the earth is tilted more in the summer, it is not the shortest or longest day of
"thank You" Ray Stevens
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Never Look Back And Ask Why
"Never Look Back and Ask Why", now posted on my profile. I would appreciate any and all feedback from each of you my friends. You can download the song to your page, your computer, or to your IPod. It also has a ''rate'', i would appreciate if once you've listened to it you could also take a moment to rate the song. Any and all comments are very much appreciated. Please re-post this bullentin...........
NEW SONG POSTED AT MYSPACE~~~
My Unspoken Love
My Unspoken Love,
I stare into the darkened doorway,
Peering into the night
The shadows stirring in the warm subtle wind, as I wait,
Watching the same path you walked down, the same path you left me on.
I stand there in that doorway,
The doorway where we shared one another’s warm embrace,
That warm embrace that kindred souls feel when they meet for the very first time. That embrace that shines a radiant gold as a connection is made.
The radiance that was once apparent, now slowly diminishes into the cold, dark ashes of the mournful shadows of the silenced night.
Slowly fading, slowly was filling my unfaithful heart with emotions unknown.
As the tears of deception roll down my scornful features of an existent illusion;
I fell crying out your name in vain.
Crying out your name in that same dark, sorrowful doorway that I pushed you out of with words.
With this letter, the unspoken emotions can now speak.
They speak the words that I couldn’t s
well back again writing bout something wasnt sure what i wanted to say till now i want to say in the whole 32 yrs ive been alive ive never had real down to earth true friends till i came on the internet. i have even did something i thought was not possible and told ppl many times they full of it u cant build friendships off the internet well i was a fool cause i have made sooo many gd friendships ,gained a sister and developed a major crush . yes i like someone on the net very much but we are worlds apart , could a relationship built on distance survive well im not sure never been in that situation . my crush is a real gentleman, he tells it as it is , always puts others before himself. u dont see gd man like him around much anymore so now im in a pickle cause im not sure what to do bout it , should i ignore how i feel or should i react on how i feel ,would it be fair for the other person , how and what would they want . so why is it i finally find someone i feel would make me feel sa
Children Are The Future
Weather we realize it or not our children learn from watching us. Everything that we do they see everything we say they hear. Even when they act like they are not listening they hear us. That is the funny thing about kids we never know what they are actually hearing until it is to late sometimes, and then we wonder why they are growing up so fast. We as parents know are kids more than anyone else and they need to know that we are there for them no matter what and that they can come and talk to us know matter what.
We need to be there for our children and love and nurture them and we need to be there best friends. We need to let the children of the world know that they can come to use no matter what there problem is. Even if we do not like what they are going to say we need to stay calm and talk to them. Do we really need to yell at our kids all the time every time they do something that we do not approve of? What are we teaching our children if we yell at them all the time?
I am off to bed to hopfully get some sleep now! Everyone hae a grea night!
Well My Delicious Kittens... tonight I am going to go astray from my usual delicious topic and vent about something that truly drives me insane. DRAMA.
Anyone who knows me, and I means really knws me, not just stares at my tits and thinks they know me; knows that I am pretty laid back. However, I do speak my mind, and can be outspoken to fault in regard to telling people when I think they are acting like a jack ass or stupid bitch. Recently I have wittnessed several online wars as well as people I chat with on here who are engaged in things that make me wonder what happened to common sense and being adult.
Now having said that, let me write my disclaimer. I am as goofy and fun loving as they come. I have my pic with every Princess at Disney from my December trip, I will engage anyone in a tickle battle (and win), I dance like Cameron Diaz in Charlie's Angels in my kitchen when I do dishes, and I will make funny facves at you in bed if you aren't looking at me until you do and st
The pain Is So Strong
The pain is so strong within my body
I can feel my heart to slowly dieing
The tears of pain striming down my face
Nobody to turn to
Nobody there to hold
Gasping for breath
The heart is slowlying dieing
You feel the life being taken away from you
Your love for another person just being sucked from your lifeless body
Your crys for help no responce
Its starting to get darker and colder
All you wanted was love in return
You take 1 last breath and close your eyes
As the blood slowly Exscapes from your body
Turning pale and the heart findly stops
to all who know joanna today she was walking down the street and got shot.. i am not sure on how shes doing.. please prey for her as much as you all can it will mean alot.
Uninspired, fucking tired
So lost in this place
Caffeine wired, cocaine mired
Such a fucking disgrace
Close my eyes to see more clearly
Blinded by this pain inside
Taken all that I held dearly
Never take my pride
This need to know the answers
Consumes me like a cancer
Explain to me what I don't understand
I see this hate and fear
I see this blood, these tears
Is this really what you had planned
Trying to survive this nightly terror
Knowing it'll never end
Searching for another way
Just make the same mistakes again
This need to know the answers
Consumes me like a cancer
Explain to me what I don't understand
I see this hate and fear
I see this blood, these tears
Is this really what you had planned
Tortured by what I can't explain
Drowning out here in this rain
I don't want to play this game
Searching for another way
Try to erase the memories
Hate and fear and blood and tears
Close my eyes so I don't see
Other Countries Sex Laws
Some countries have very weird laws about sex.
For instance, in many Middle Eastern countries it is prohibited to eat the sheep you had sex with. A person who decided to eat this sheep is making a deadly sin, and he will never get into paradise with 70 virgins.
In Lebanon having half of population Christians, men are officially allowed to have sex with animals. Yet, an important restriction is applied: the animal must be female. For sex with male animals death penalty can be imposed. In Indonesia a person will be executed if he/she masturbated.
In Bahrain a man-gynecologist can have patient’s examination only by seeing the genitals’ image in the mirror.
In Guam, the island in the Pacific owned by the USA, there are specialists called defloration-makers. Such a specialist goes around the island and deprives females of virginity for a certain fee. A virgin cannot get married in Guam. A defloration-maker is the most exotic profession in the world, but this specialist is unlike
to every1 i rated under 10 im sorry i had no idea i was suppose to rate everything a 10 until someone told me.so im truly sorry for offending people that i did itll never happen again
Pleaseeeeee Read Me
does anyone have a web cam
i really really really would like to talk while camming
gets boring over here alone
Okay now i have become addicted to CT! LOL!
Thanx guys for inviting me here to join in the addiction. This is way too kewl. Love ya guys!
New Blog From Marc Klaas!!
What a difference a few hours can make. Earlier today the prognosis was bleak for Ben Ownby. Now he is safe at home as is Shawn Hornbeck who was kidnapped from the same general area over 4-years ago. I thought that it was like the Super Bowl of child recoveries until I heard that Monica and Mercedes Pineda, two Texas Amber Alert victims were also recovered. All of a sudden it is like the Super Bowl of child recoveries on steroids. God Bless Ben Ownby, Shawn Hornbeck, Monica Pineda, Mercedes Pineda and Berry Bonds!!!Sincerely,MARC KLAAS
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Boookie Marie's In Love..
Awe..man things just been crazii for me.. ever since well, New Years.. or maybe a couple days before. Well BoOokie Marie aka Jake got a girlfriend, so its been called quits for us.. which sucks!!! I mean, ii guess ii just wasnt expecting for him to go out && find sum1 other then me.. i dont kno. But so i been upset latly.. but im tryin not to let it get to me but then ii get on tha puter today && his away message said he was shoppin at tha store and then at tha bottom it said "i love emme" it just pissed me off, cuz he knoooooos i have feelings soOo deep..&& it just err, ii cant belive it. He dont love her!! He cant!! They only been together 2weeks at tha most...its crazie-ness to me!!
But im done worryin bout it && write'n about it..Peace!
New Contest Lookin For Contestants
OK EVERYONE HAS HELD A CONTEST NOW ITS MY TURN LOL . THIS CONTEST IS GONNA BE A LIL DIFFRENT THOUGH . ITS NOT GONNA HAVE A THEME . YOU CAN USE ANY PIC YOU WANT AS LONG AS ITS SFW . WE ALL KNOW THAT MOST CONTESTS ARE REALLY ABOUT WHO HAS THE BEST FRIENDS THAT CAN BOMB . SO THIS WILL BE A TEST TO SEE WHOS FRIENDS ARE BEST AT BOMBING .
OK PEOPLE THIS IS HOW IT IS GONNA WORK. YOU ALL GO AND GET ANY PIC AND SUBMIT THE LINK TO ME IN A PRIVATE MSG . REMEMBER IT NEEDS TO BE SFW . THE WINNER WILL BE DETERMINED BY THE NUMBER OF COMMENTS YOU HAVE . IF THERE IS A TIE THEN I WILL ADD THE NUMBER OF RATINGS YOU HAVE NOT THE PERCENTAGE SO THIS WAY IF SOMEONE WANTS TO SINK LOW ENOUGH TO DOWNRATE ITS NOT GONNA MATTER ANYWAYS . I WILL HOLD THE CONTEST FOR 72 HOURS AND THERE WILL BE A PRIZE FOR FIRST AND SECOND PLACE . I WILL START THE CONTEST WHEN I HAVE ENOUGH CONTESTANTS AND I WILL LET EVERYONE KNOW IN ADVANCE BY BULLETIN AND BLOG WHEN IT STARTS . CLICK THE LINK BELOW TO SEND ME UR CONTEST ENTRIES
Well This Is Entertaining
you know something weird happened today i ran into someone who has actually in just a few minutes of talking has shown the signs of a great friend. She is inteligent and gorgeous and has a very cute laugh.I just figured i would open up and say she seems so sweet so maye just maybe i will add another true friend to the ones i have.
I'M TIRED. need togoto bed
Weight Loss Rewards
Ok, I'm on a mission to lose 75 pounds. Well I've made myself a list of several rewards. I'm using 15 pounds as each goal, so that means 5 rewards!!
15 pounds - tanning!!
30 pounds - tattoo
45 pounds - undecided, but I'll probably need new clothes, lol
60 pounds - belly button pierced
75 pounds - woohoo, I'm having a party!!! LOL
Rude Ass Poeple!!!!
Have you ever noticed that people feel they have the right to be rude or an ass. However, when someone does the same to them they get offensive. Maybe they should treat people as they want to be treated(or at least pretend that they are an adult).
Drink What You Want, Smoke What You Want, Fuck Who You Want!1
DIZZOM WORLD ENT.(4 THE STREETS & THUGS
Dizzom's current project is gaining momentum among the club scene. Written by TONY CHRISTIAN and POPPA DIZZOM, “DAMN U LOOKIN GOOD” is a celebration of todays urban women of all shapes, sizes, and color. Produced by TONY CHRISTIAN aka AUTOPSY for RHYMES OVER MATTER and featuring Miami R&B sensation J-Shin ,“DAMN U LOOKIN GOOD” is one of those songs that everybody loves, from the hardest gangsta to the most sophisticated lady. Heavy bass, strong hook and aggressive vocals combine into a southern-crunk crossover classic. For years Poppa Dizzom has collaborated with several industry heavyweights. Working with such top acts as Trick Daddy, Trina, Michael Sterling, JT Money, and King Sporty (writer of Bob Marley's reggae hit Buffalo Soldier) has developed Poppa into a strong presence in South Florida's music scene. In addition to his various collaborations, he had briefly signed with D.G./Def Jam. Dizzoms' multi cultural Jamaican and American roots
On Tuesday my left knee had surgery! They scoped it! Today it is killing me! I still can not bender the damn knee! If anyone has anything to add or share please let me know!
Animal Ive Become
"Animal I Have Become"
I can't escape this hell
So many times i've tried
But i'm still caged inside
Somebody get me through this nightmare
I can't control myself
So what if you can see the darkest side of me?
No one will ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal
(This animal, this animal)
I can't escape myself
(I can't escape myself)
So many times i've lied
(So many times i've lied)
But there's still rage inside
Somebody get me through this nightmare
I can't control myself
So what if you can see the darkest side of me?
No one will ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal
Somebody help me through this nightmare
I can't control myself
Somebody wake me from this nightmare
I can't escape this hell
(This animal, this animal, this anima
Hair Ideas(color & Cut)
Looking too change my hair sometime soon,asking for ideas.What do you think would fit me?!I am a bigger female,with a round/heartshaped face.Dont want to go too short,and I want a color to match anything(streaks of odd colors ok but not full head of odd color)Any ideas people???
I do not understand why george bush wants to send more people over to Iraq. If there is anyone on here who can tell me why that makes any sense please let me know. All this money that he is sending over there when we have all these homeless people starving and freezing to death. Someone please try to help me make sense out of this whole mess. PLEASE!
The Mainstream Has Officially Co-opted My Culture
OK, so first a Buzzcocks song is used in a freaking AARP commercial and now the Biography Channel is airing a special on Sid Vicious! I was going to make some funny hypothetical comparison taking this to some absurd extreme but honestly I can't think of anything that's funnier or less likely.
I'm thrilled for the Buzzcocks; it's about time they got a payday of any kind for decades of great work. And as for the Sid thing, I'm sure Johnny Lydon is on the phone to his agent right now ("What about a gardening show? Or cooking, I can cook!").
I just got my music list to pick a song at random to begin play. It sure beats hearing the same song every time I go to my page, so I'm sure all my friends and fans are sick of the same song too. Even tho I really like the 1st song on the playlist, it's good to hear some of the others too!
Nothing On Earth ( Poem)
you twist my mind
and consume my thought.
You turn my heart to mush,
and turn me inside out.
I feel you close
even when your not.
A piece of my heart
I believe you have captured.
You fill me complete,
and in the same pour me out.
You make me love you
So you can turn me down,
But hooked am I
on a thought or dream.
Nothing means nothing,
but in your name is everything.
I am twisted over you.
I graps the stars If I could
To make them dance in your eyes.
I capture rain,
and save them sweet.
Just to imagine the tears
I shall wipe from your cheek.
I would follow you
no end to far
of the earth I would plummet
to fall safely in your arms.
Love you capture me.
You hide the truth.
But for love
there is nothing on this earth I would not do.
i currently have almost 30 tattoos and a sleeve "in progress" and i want more. is there such a thing as too much ink?
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Tequila And Salt
This should probably be taped to your bathroom mirror where one could read it every day. You may not realize it, but it's 100% true.
1. There are at least two people in this world that you would die for.
2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.
3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.
4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you.
5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.
6. You mean the world to someone.
7. You are special and unique.
8. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you.
9. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.
10. When you think the world has turned its back on you take another look.
11. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks.
So...........If you are a loving friend, send this to everyone, including the one that sent it to you. If yo
don't let friends
take home ugly
Starboard, Dewey Beach, DE
is only a light switch away.
life is a waste of time,
and time is a waste of
then let's all get wasted together
the time of our lives.
for peace is like
screwing for virginity.
Rouge , LO
matter how good she looks,
some other guy is sick and
of putting up with her shit.
Linda's Bar and Grill,
Chapel Hill ,
the feast of ego
everyone leaves hungry.
House of Coffee and Tea,
hard to make a comeback
when you haven't been
in the dust on the back of a bus,
love, not war.
-Hell, do both
The Filling Station,
CAN YOU FEEL DEATH COMING? HOW DOES IT FEEL? IS IT A SENSATION NEVER FELT BEFORE? IS IT WEAKNESS BEYOND DESCRIBING? IS IT PAINFUL OR SERENE?
DO YOU FEEL THAT WHEN YOU TELL SOMONE GOODBYE AND I LOVE YOU THAT THAT WILL BE THE LAST TIME? DO YOU FEEL THAT EMPTINESS?
DO YOU GET THE FEELING THAT THE EMPTINESS YOU ONCE FELT FROM THE LOSS OF A LOVED ONE IS NOT SO STRONG? THE IMPACT OF MAYBE SEEING THEM AGAIN IN ANOTHER LIFE TIME IS JUST A STEP AWAY?
TO FEEL THAT DARKNESS COME UP ON YOU ON LY TO FEEL YOUR ENERGY AND SPIRIT FREE AS IT ONCE WAS WHEN YOU WERE A CHILD AND NEVER HAD THE KNOWLEDGE TO REALIZE IT...IS THAT SUCH A BAD THING TO FEEL THAT WAY? TO WANT THAT? IN NO ATTEMPT TO WANT TO RUSH A LIFE TIME BUT REALIZING IN THE LAST COUPLE OF DAYS THAT IT IS RUSH WITHOUT CHOICE... TO MERELY LOOK FORWARD TO FEELING THAT?
THE EXCITEMENT OF THE REVOLVING DOOR OF THE CIRCLE OF LIFE.. THE BIRTH...THE DEATH... THE REBIRTH.. THE EXPERIENCES YOU KNOW YOU WILL HAVE IN THE NEXT LIFE AND THE KNOWING YOU
Did you know? before you go to sleep at night there is one person thinking of you. They want to kiss you, They want to be with you, they are always thinking about you before they go to sleep at night they are longing to be with you. This is all true not a fake if you repost this to in 5 mins the person that is longing to be with you will approach you and ask you out or grab you and kiss you!!!
Musicians What Do You Think?
I have an offer on the table right now to do some in store guitar clinics alongside a legendary Bass Player and a Drummer from two different Old School Metal Bands. I don't want to give away who they are yet but anyone who's anyone would know them. So my question is would you actually be interested in a General Bastard guitar clinic and if so what would you like to learn or garner from it. What do you think I have to offer that you can benefit from? Is it my sounds, technique, scales and theory?
Ring Around The Rosies.....
As an artist, along with creating pictures, I also write in different genres here and there when my muse hits me. I had written this about a week or so ago and posted it at another site I belong to. Just thought I would post it here and see if it peaked anyone's interest. Some of you have read before. Enjoy *WS*
Margaret stood in the normal daily line. Unlike most patients, she enjoyed taking her meds. The nurse was even nice enough to let her slowly count each pill and admire the pretty colors before she swallowed them. Such a variety: pinks and blues, reds and greens. Even yellow ones at times. They always made her smile. This morning however, she heard Alice calling her and she wasted no time in popping the pills and chasing them down with a small cup of water. Quickly she retreated to her normal corner. Alice was always there and prompt
as usual. She kissed Margaret on the cheek and began speaking in her own peculiar way as like always.
Margaret had named her Alice from memo
Stop Discrimination~part 2
Alright, I know I was slack taking so long to write my next roll of tangent to this topic, but for those that read these and are/were looking forward to it…good things come to those who wait. And here is your warning or wish…there will be more parts to come. This one is on the topics of Sexual Harassment and dressing as a woman in the work place. Hope you enjoy!
The majority of my true friends are male. The people that I am closest to are male. I end up spending more time with male friends than female friends. No, it’s not that I’m trying to get in their pants nor are they trying to get into my pants (skirt, or dress). It’s simple the reason why I prefer them to females. Less freaking drama!!!
I have more to talk to them about. Though there are times that we all talk out of the other’s interest levels so I feel like a monkey given a math problem. The conversations then do have a depth to them that most females can’t seem to get past or even to. The guys aren’t so cau
Larry's Lamaze Lessons
The room was full of pregnant women and their partners. The Lamaze class was in full swing. The instructor was teaching the women how to breathe properly, and informing the men how to give the necessary assurances at this stage of the plan.
"Ladies, exercise is good for you," announced the teacher. "Walking is especially beneficial. And, gentlemen, it wouldn't hurt you to take the time to go walking with your partner!"
The room was very quiet. Finally, Larry, a man in the middle of the group raised his hand.
"Yes?" asked the instructor.
"Is it all right if she carries a golf bag while we walk?"
hey all you cherry lovers it looks like this is the place to be to meet kewl peeps. so rock me roll me & jackyle me off! Can't wait to talk to all the peeps in "cherryland" holla at me
So, Im new to this. Its a whole lot different than myspace. Im confused on what to do. Im not sure I know how this works...I need someone to help me. Hmmmm....where to begin??
Take A Peek Into This..
The aspect of the human mind is at many times ever-changing. At one point your perspective could be sound and stoic. Then, out of nowhere, some cataclysmic change happens and there you are. You just stand there thinking about what to do, who you are, and what you believe in. Most people just put a band-ad over it and never think about the situation again. Until it bubbles to the surface and then you have to face it anyway. There is no real way of dodging the change or the feeling of alienation when it all goes south. One compromises and at some point even accepts it. The main point most miss is that nothing you do really stays it's course. It changes constantly…sometimes so small that you don't even notice. Then there are the big things that change, and you have to succumb to the fact that your plans never came through. That maybe…just maybe you weren't as safe as you once thought.
I've heard it said that God closes one door then opens a window…so you have something to jump out of.
the cold night air piercing my skin,
feeling its bite deep down within,
open the skies and show me the sun,
beauty and warmth like summers begun.
I craddle the heat and nestle my head,
just occasional breeze up over my bed,
a picturesque rainbow, dont hear my complain,
instead of the sun, we're stuck with the rain!
Betty Botter had some butter,
"But," she said, "this butter's bitter.
If I bake this bitter butter,
it would make my batter bitter.
But a bit of better butter--
that would make my batter better."
So she bought a bit of butter,
better than her bitter butter,
and she baked it in her batter,
and the batter was not bitter.
So 'twas better Betty Botter
bought a bit of better butter.
What Tourists Should Know When They Come To Maine
The Maine Turnpike began a new program this summer where they handed out flyers titled "Welcome To Vacationland. "
These flyers will be handed out to all cars with license plates from Massachusetts, Connecticut, New York, and New Jersey.
The flyers state the following rules for visiting Maine:
1. That slope-shouldered farm boy you are snickering at did more work before breakfast than you did all week in the gym.
2. It's called a "gravel road." No matter how slowly you drive, you're going to get dust on your BMW. We have four wheel drive because we need it. Now drive, or get out of the way.
3. We all started hunting and fishing when we were nine years old. Yeah, we saw "Bambi." We got over it.
4. Any references to "corn fed" when talking about our women will get your butt kicked...by our women.
5. Pull your pants up, and turn that hat around. You look like an idiot.
6. If that cell phone rings while a bunch of mallards are making their final approach, we will shoot
Hey to all my new friends that have been missing me that past couple of days. Went for what was supposed to - oh about a six or seven hour trip - and it turned into a two day event lol
We headed out to Brandon (about 2 1/2 hrs outta Winnipeg) for a family event and left pretty much on time as planned ...was near the end of the day ...dusk. By the time night fell completely we couldn't see a thing on the highway. Snowing and blowing snow ...I swear couldn't see a foot in front of the car. The driver said, nope, not driving in this - which was good - cuz I woulda suggested we stop if he didn't. My boys were in the car, no reason to risk anything.
So we stopped in a nearby one-horse kinda town. This was a novelty to my boys who haven't been any where remotely so small lol ...was a town with a main street and a few more jutting off of that ...not much more else. Was interesting listening to their comments and questions ...most of which I don't remember now but had me laughing at the
Fantasy Running Wild
I wish one day I can find a lesbian that would love take a hot romantic bath with me. while the candles are lite all around the bathroom rose pepples all over the floor leading to the bedroom.rose pepples and money all across the bed as she is laying on the back of my nude body. ,she makes love to my whole body I do the same .We dont miss no parts of the body to suck all over making love to each other as we are making each other hot and wet then she becomes aggrissive. She start ridiing my body as if she a horse gallaping accross the grass fast as the hores is in heat waiting to mate as her body riding me she begins spanking my backside.as she watching my butt rise every time she spanks me the more she spanks the more my backside rises . shes gets hoter and hotter making me wet .then we make love all night long together like tommrow will never be here. naughty arent i ?
Hey Who Has A Crush On Me
im cureious to know who on here has a crush on me i noticed on my profile that i have a crush
on me so im cureious to know who it is so if this is you please tell me i would like to know well much love to my peeps peace
so i'm really frustrated. i am going through a nice little divorce right now and it's not staying as nice as we agreed it would be. i'm having a lot of mixed emotions about how to handle everything. i never believed in divorce growing up. as each day passes, i'm more and more thankful i am not with him anymore though. he and i have a long complicated history. we met at 16, started dating at 18, were engaged by 19, and did long distance during college, seeing each other once a month until we were married at 21. i thought it would be forever. i thought i knew everything there was to know. boy was i wrong. i understand that everyone has their little secrets. we all screw up. it's when the screwing up is habitual and there are lies that follow that i start to get upset... anyway to make a long story short, we both screwed up. we were very incompatible and it just got worse over the years. i ended up cheating on him. i don't know. i was trying to fill a void, it was stupid. i didn't tell hi
Adult With Pet Contest
~ Adult with Pet Contest ~
Now i'm taking adults with pet or pets for my contest send your
pic link to my inbox and i will enter you!
one with most comments wins!
Got to wait to tell a date to i get enough people to start i
will announce the date!
Adult With Pet Contest
~ Adult with Pet Contest ~
Now i'm taking adults with pet or pets for my contest send your
pic link to my inbox and i will enter you!
one with most comments wins!
1st person is......
Got to wait to tell a date to i get enough people to start i
will announce the date!
My Sex Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 116
When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends.
Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com
Another day goes bye
same old emotions collide
trying so hard not to fall
still hear your call
So ill keep on walking
and still im falling
stuck in the game of life
but still im fighting
The darkness surrounds me
but promises you keep
in the midst of defeat
So ill keep on walking
and still im falling
stuck in the game of life
but still im fighting
My Trip To Norfolk, Va
wow, i will be out of WA for a couple of days, i will be in VA visiting with family, not sure what there is all to do out there so if you have any ideas let me know,
Make It Happen
i just started this site its cool as hell to me but i just hope people sho me love like i would do 4 them. so i can get used to this u feel me
Happy F'n Valentines Day ~ Lol
Man this poem rocks! Woo Hoo Ciao ~ XooX
Hearts and roses and kisses galore,
what the hell is all that shit for?
People get mushy and start acting queer,
it's definitely the most annoying day of the year.
This day needs to get the hell over with & pass
before I shove a dozen roses up Cupid's ass!
I'll spend the day so drunk I can't speak,
and wear all black for the rest of the week.
Guys act all sweet, but it soon will fade,
for all they're doing is trying to get laid.
The arrow Cupid shot at me must not have hit,
because i think love is nothing but a crock of shit!
So there's the story, what else can i say?
Love bites my ass, so fuck Valentines Day!
I Like This Idea...
I have to thank someone for this suggestion, but is there anyway I can teach the men on CT to talk to the ladies? To the women who don't mind it, to each their own! But seriously, the way I've heard the women that are my friends on here describe how the men talk to them, I'm embarrassed because I am a man. I mean, guys, to talk to a woman and be monotonously perverted to the point you're being obnoxious, or to belittle them because they are not playing into your games, you're giving women who already think that 'men are slime' more ammunition! IT'S NUTS!!!
I've always said, "You get what you give!" If you want to be an asshole to a woman, don't be surprised when they decide to be a bitch back to you! I prefer to be a gentleman, show some respect, and let them be who they are! I would hope that I would get treated with the same respect that I am giving them. If not, at least I won't be an asshole back to them; I'll just go talk to someone who does.
I must be one of a rare
The Power Of Three
I now seem to have the right team of people to help me out with the site, Jenny from New York who i have worked with before has come back to me and is helping to tame the monster that drupal coding is, by upgrading the site and attaching an ecommerce sit and CRM capabilities so we can sell the posters etc. Marc who is good with php and also Dave, Jenny is great at specifics whereas I just fall at the first hurdle, so fixing up access and once that is done it should be thunderbirds are go.
The only snag about working with people all over the place is the time zones, but its all good fun and games.
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buddha hits check out ANGELANDEVIL 's entire video collectionSingingfool.com
GO BEARS............YEP THAT WILL BE ON SUNDAY AND I HAVE TO WORK THE WHOLE ENTIRE GAME, SOOO.... KEEP ME POSTED PEOPLE....
Is there nothing sacred?
This short video has no sound, because it was taken by a thermal imaging camera at an airport! Weapons or bombs are not all of the things these cameras detect!! lol Just watch!! Click on the attachment!
Beware of Thermal Imaging Cameras at airports!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Test - Does Anyone Actually Read My Bulletins?
I am just curious as to whether or not anyone ACTUALLY reads my Bulletins... It always seems that my friend Mz. Attitude is the only one to view, much less comment on my bulletins...
OK, so to test this theory....the first five persons to respond with a comment to this bulletin, I will give them a $250 CT gift. (Yellow Rose for females...or a Pint of Guinness for males)
As a bonus....the first person to respond...they will ALSO get a $1000 CT gift (Dozen Roses for a female...or for males, 2 shots of Jagermeister)
Let the games begin...
UPDATE: The first two comments have already been posted...there is still time
I like to use cuffs and chains and some ropes for play time., intime you will learn what outfits you have work more than others. I never judge a slave/sub by thier clothes. its how well they serve and how well they take punishment that gits my blood to boil.
standard one must have a dress you are confortable driving it. standard two no panties. and standard three looks normal when in public.
Also bring any toys you like.
If your current master wishes he is welcome to acompany you. You will need to give me a time and date so I will be home for your arival.
I am a little dull to most people becuase I am shy but that is only a wall I put up to keep people I am a fun loving movie fan I am a happy person with a controling personalaty I do not git jelous of other people but do envy some I am a bit of a smarty when I do not know some thing I usaly fake that I do and put my foot in my mouth but I like to be honest even when it hurts people I try not to hurt any one's feelings b
hello everyoneim 24,wiccan,love the outdoors,meeting and chatting with spirtual individuals.love to dance and appreciate all forms of beauty and entertainment!!
just wanna chat aboput various topics:wicca,druidism,vamprism,the fae,anything!!drop me a message.
i live in the cold state of wis!!lol....
i have a 3yr.old boy who drives me up a wall!!!lol
Why Is The Question..
So here is a thought for everyone to ponder...
Why is that when you become friends with someone, they seem to be ok. Only to find out that they have been stringing you along the way, plotting behind your back to ruin what little life you have. They appear on the surface as a nice person, and then when you least expect it they turn on you and become the devil incarnate. Although you have helped them out of situations in the past it was just their way of destroying you bit by bit. So the question is posed, Why do these things happen to ourselves and how can it be prevented???
Lifes Fucked Up Twists And Turns
So life is strange, odd, off? Take your pick!
Life doesn't always take the road you want to, but what can you do about it? Well....let me tell you what I do (just did).... First, get angry/upset that this is even happening to you. Second, cry, YES, CRY--why....I don't know..but it seems any time the heart is involved and it doesn't get what it wants, the tears just seem to flow! And let me tell you, if you were to look at me right now, you would know that my heart is broken (but hopefully fixable!) Third, your logic kicks in--I AM OK--YES, I CAN MAKE IT.....(when does this actually come back around?) Fourth, your face is no longer tear streaked, you can now manage to speak more than one word without your voice cracking--meaning there is a end in site.
But you then remember...OMG! I really love this person, how can I be angry at them, because there is too much love there....then you think WHY did I shed so many tears over this BECAUSE this is what makes that other pe
Drama & Life Why Does It Have To Be So Hard & How Do You Deal With It????
Well Me and my X are Best friends and are there to talk to but maybe that is the way it's suppose to be but I am happy with that if I can't have him as a Lover then I am Happy Having him as a Friend at leat I don't Loose Him completely
Well Things are going Ok I guess I am happy to a certain extent I Love My Job and I have my Friends and Family & Kids that Love me and Keifer that is my heart and my lil sweetie my 2 year old God Child he is a rooten egg but he's my lil Rotten egg
and X's and their prombles how in the hell do I get pulled in them and end up friends with their girl Friends Hell I just don't understand it is weird and to talk to her and hear her say I Love him and don't know what to do it's just Crazy I don't know how I do it maybe it's just that I am the kinda person that can Listen to PPL when they have a promble but hell X's Girl Friends WHAT THE FUCK ???
I just don't know maybe it's cause I am a good person and I simpathize with others and Have a good
Your Slanguage Profile
Prison Slang: 50%
Aussie Slang: 25%
British Slang: 25%
Southern Slang: 25%
Victorian Slang: 25%
Canadian Slang: 0%
What Slanguage Do You Speak?
I'm A Sinner!
Your Deadly Sins
Chance You'll Go to Hell: 74%
You will die at the hands of a jealous -ex lover, how ironic!.
I Miss You
I miss you, only seems like
yesterday when we were together
in my dreams.
My hand in yours, it felt
like we were in heaven.
When are you coming home?
When will I see your face,taste your lips?
I hope our love never ends,
I miss you so much, there are no emotions in this
world to show how I feel, I love you so much
The taste of your lips,
The feel of your touch,
Baby I miss you so much.
Every night I see you in my
dreams, it feels like you
are really there, but these
visions are haunting me.
I am afraid that they will never really be,
But until the day you come home to me
you''ll always be with me in my dreams.
I miss you!
Editor Has Finished
The editor has finished reviewing my story for literotica and he made some improvements and gave me some tips on writing too.
I will be submitting the story to literotica probably tomorrow sometime after I receive a reply from the editor to a new message to him.
I have also submitted another story for him to review and edit. He will be getting on that one right away.
I began to read some stories in literotica last night for the first time and I do believe that my story called FIRST CLASS will do very well there.
I will keep you all posted on the progress of things.
High School Recruits Signed
The following have signed to play football for the Tide:
QB Nick Fanuzzi
RB Jamar Taylor
FB Jeramie Griffin
WR/DB Tarence Farmer
WR Darius Hanks
TE Chris Underwood
OL William Vlachos
OL Patrick Crump
DE Luther Davis
DT Josh Chapman
DT Jeremy Elder
DE/DT Nick Gentry
DT Alfred McCullough
DT Kerry Murphy
LB/DE Alex Watkins
LB/DE Chavis Williams
LB Jennings Hester
LB Rolando McClain
CB Kareem Jackson
Would you makeout with me me?
 Hell Yea  Yes  No  Maybe
Would you sleep with me?
 In an instant!  Yes  No  Maybe
Am I attractive?
 Heck no  hot as Hell  Fine  Cute  Okay  Ugly!
Do you think I'm a virgin?
 Yes  No  Don't know
Name one thing you would like to do to me... ____???
I look like..
 A player  One time thing  Next bf/gf
 A friend  A friend with benefits
 A possibility  A loser
If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me?
 Yes  No  maybe
Would you rather..
 Hook up with me  Cuddle with me
 Date me  Friends  Friends with benefits
On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me..
1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10
What would you want me to be to you?
 Friend  Girlfriend/Boyfriend
 Friend with benefits  Husband/Wife
Would u give me your number if so let me get it? _____________________
Are you going to repost this so i can answer for you?
My Tat Ideads
Hey Guess what..one day after my 21st birthday or like a few days after it, I'm gonna get a tattoo. I'm going to try and get it done by Kat Von D or Ami James off of Miami Ink cause Kat can do a kick a** portrait and that is what i'm going to get. I'm going to get nita's picture and her name and her b-day and death day and then grandaddy's pic. and his name and birtday and death date on my right sholder blade. I can't wait, I told mom and she didn't like it at first cause i said i have a idea for a tattoo and she was like no and then i told her what the idea was and she was like ok.
Then i'm going to get a skull on my right wrist and that will represnt Chris cause of all the love he has given me and the fact tat he was my first. He drew that one up for me, its awesome
then i'm gong to have my 3 stars on my left wrist casue i want it to go in order small for the past med. for the present and big for the future
then i'm going to have a barbwire and rose on my lower back be
When I'm Gone..eminem
It's my life...
My own words I guess...
Have you ever loved someone so much, you'd give an arm for?
Not the expression, no, literally give an arm for?
When they know they're your heart
And you know you were their armour
And you will destroy anyone who would try to harm 'her
But what happens when karma, turns right around and bites you?
And everything you stand for, turns on you, despite you?
What happens when you become the main source of her pain?
"Daddy look what I made", Dad's gotta go catch a plane
"Daddy where's Mommy? I can't find Mommy where is she?"
I don't know go play Hailie, baby, your Daddy's busy
Daddy's writing a song, this song ain't gonna write itself
I'll give you one underdog then you gotta swing by yourself
Then turn right around in that song and tell her you love her
And put hands on her mother, who's a spitting image of her
That's Slim Shady, yeah baby, Slim Shady's crazy
Shady made me, but tonight Shady's roc
Dante Alighieri's Biography
Born in Florence, Italy, in 1265, Dante Alighieri led a distinguished and dramatic life. Well-educated and of noble lineage, Dante was betrothed to Gemma Donati when he was a child. During the Middle Ages, marriage betrothals determined family alliances so although Dante and Gemma had at least three children, Pietro, Jacopo, and Antonia (Dante’s work sometimes mentions a third son, Giovanni), the love of Dante’s life was Beatrice. Dante canonized his courtly love for Beatrice in many of his works including TheDivine Comedy . Throughout his life, Dante reveled in the misery of admiring Beatrice from afar and his later works show that Beatrice became Dante’s inspiration even though she died when she was only twenty-five years old.
Dante first got involved in politics in 1289 when he fought for Florence against the city of Arezzo. Later, Dante became a prior for the city of Florence and an ambassador to San Gimignano. Two political factions developed during
Understanding This Site
i do not quite understand this site at all..i was invited to this site but i really have no clue how this works...i can not even find the ones that invited me on here...so maybe i do not need to be on here ...any idea how to sign out of this site.....sanangel
What Kinda Beer Are You
You Are Bud Light
You're not fussy when it comes to beer. If someone hands it to you, you'll drink it.
In fact, you don't understand beer snobbery at all. It all tastes the same once you're drunk!
You're an enthusiastic drinker, and you can often be found at your neighborhood bar.
You're pretty good at holding your liquor too - you've had lots of experience.
What's Your Beer Personality?
Love Is What Make's The World Go Around!
A persons bigheartedness can manifest itself in many ways. Whether you choose to share your bounty with loved ones in need or to donate your time to a worthy charitable cause, you may be surprised to discover that your philanthropic drive exceeds your resources to some degree. If you find yourself wondering how you can continue to give such bountiful gifts with the same level of enthusiasm today now that you see an impending imbalance on the horizon, consider the law of attraction. Remembering that like attracts like can help you stay as strong and determined as ever while you selflessly distribute your resources among those who need them most.
When we indulge the impulses of our hearts and give generously of ourselves without wasting our mental energy on thoughts of our own subsistence, we draw blessings into our lives as a matter of course. By giving, we send a signal to a listening universe that indicates we are ready to receive whatever abundance is in store for us. Our selfles
slavery is not about suffering . . . slavery is about service.
slavery is not about humiliation . . . slavery is about humility.
slavery is not about pain . . .slavery is about being present.
slavery is not about being used . . .slavery is about being of use.
slavery is not about control . . .slavery is about letting go.
slavery is not about your desires . . .slavery is about giving to others.
slavery is not about abuse . . .slavery is about acceptance.
slavery is not about proving anything . . .slavery is about being real.
slavery is not about contempt . . .slavery is about respect.
slavery is not about how you look . . .slavery is about how you care.
slavery is not about denying yourself . . .slavery is about being open.
slavery is not about punishment . . .slavery is about discipline.
slavery is not about being unable to escape . . .slavery is about being committed.
slavery is not about submission . . .slavery is about obedience.
slavery is not about fear
Fucking Around On And Rescreaching For Plan Tickets
shit iv been up since 3 this morning... i got so fucking bored so i decided to look at airplan ticket prices
whats funny is
around trip from july 25 to aug 5th
departure from reno nv (6:30 a.m.) arrvives to brooklyn new york ( 5:00 something p.m.)
(with 1 stop on the way)
the price is $320 (not including a motel)
sooo i compared another flight to somewhere else....
aroud trip from july 25th to aug 5th
departure from reno nv (5:00 a.m.) arrvive to
chicago il (12:00 something p.m.)
(one stop in saltlake city utah)
the price is $278 (not inclduing a motel)
so here something that is weird
around trip, july 25th to aug 5th
a flight from chicago il to brooklyn newyork is $437
but for here in reno to new york (same dates, around trip) the flight there is only $320... which reno is on the other side of the country from new york
but I.L. to newyork is only a few states away and they have to pay $437... now that doesnt make since...
can some one pleas
Hello, is this the Sheriff's Office?"
Yes. What can I do for you?"
I'm calling to report 'bout my neighbor Virgil Smith.... He's hidin' marijuana inside his firewood! Don't quite know how he gets
it inside them logs, but he's hidin' it there."
Thank you very much for the call, sir."
The next day, the Sheriff's Deputies descend on Virgil's house. They search the shed where the firewood is kept. Using axes, they
bust open every piece of wood, but find no marijuana. They sneer at Virgil and leave.
Shortly, the phone rings at Virgil's house.
"Hey, Virgil! This here's Floyd....did the Sheriff come?"
"Did they chop your firewood?"
"Happy Birthday, buddy!"
You Know Your From Nyc When...
You Know You're From New York City When...
You say "the city" and expect everyone to know that this means Manhattan.
You have never been to the Statue of Liberty or the Empire State Building.
You can get into a four-hour argument about how to get from Columbus Circle to Battery Park at 3:30 on the Friday before a long weekend, but can't find Wisconsin on a map.
Hookers and the homeless are invisible.
The subway makes sense.
You believe that being able to swear at people in their own language makes you multi-lingual.
You've considered stabbing someone just for saying "The Big Apple".
The most frequently used part of your car is the horn.
You call an 8' x 10' plot of patchy grass a yard.
You consider Westchester "upstate".
You think Central Park is "nature."
You see nothing odd about the speed of an auctioneer's speaking.
You're paying $1,200 for a studio the size of a walk-in closet and you think it�s a "steal."
You've been to New Jerse
As I stand above my cauldron,
Dropping in precious herbs,
Chanting the healing incantations
calling for love and guidance.
Watching it now bubble
As I add in the rose petals
I ask for Her grace and beauty
To add to my Magick being done this day.
The smoke of my incense
Is twirling around me.
The flames of my candles
Dance in celebration.
Now it is time, to seal the spell.
A smile, a joy for a finished deed,
A circle still sealed protecting me,
Glance to the heavens... "so mote it be!"
time to get older
trying to be a man without getting colder
trying to be all I can
being myself and being my own man
working to get anything I need
give a little back cause I don't believe in greed
helping those who can't help themselves
I've been getting taken advantage of since I was twelve
some people are sharks who want all you have
getting what they can from you then they laugh
it's not fair is what I used to think
I never smoke weed and I don't drink
I don't go to clubs I've never been in a bar fight
cause I make my own choices and I hope they are right
Copyright ©2007 Damon Taylor
Take It And Repost Please !!
Getting to know me. 25 questions!
1. Where were you 3 hours ago? Here
2. Who are you in love with? Not Tellin
3. Have you ever eaten a crayon? No...ewww
4. Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you? Yup...but I\'ll Let Your Imagination Work
5. When is the last time you went to the mall? hmmm..ages ago
6. Are you wearing socks right now? Nope
7. Do you have a car worth over $2,000? Nope...Damn Klunker.....opps, just lost my bumper
8. When was the last time you drove out of town? 3 weeks ago
9. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days? Nope
10. Are you hot? Hmm, You Tell Me
11. What was the last thing you had to drink? Coffee
12. What are you wearing right now? Again, Let Your Imagination Run Wild !
13. Do you wash your car or let the car wash do it? Car Wash Do It, cant figure out how to keep the roller brushes from washing ME
14. Last food that you ate? Ummm...OH ! You said FOOD
15. Where were you last week at this time? sitting right here
16. Have you bought a
Another Cold Night
Looks like another cold night here in STL.
I have become the man my ex wanted me to be; work, sleep, wash, repeat.
Fucking sad eh?
It won't last forever and I shouldn't beat myself up over it.
So much for 'being lucky for being single'.
There is nothing lucky about going home to nothingness, but it beats going home to things that don't care about you, that is for sure.
'Sitting on a park bench...'
Just A Song
this is an grate song its from twinklebug bbw
bulliten and i had to put it up here is a link to her page check her at you well love her
TwinkleBug BBW ~Wolf Pack Family Member~@ CherryTAP
I Wrote This Yesterday
BEEN DRIFTING ALONG, ALWAYS SEARCHING
NEVER FINDING AN ANSWER AT THE END OF THE DAY
LIKE A GHOST BLOWING BY IN THE BREEZE
WHEREVER IM AT, IM A 1,000 MILES AWAY
SINGING THE SAD SONG OF THE LOST & LONELY HEARTED
HOWLING AT THE MOON ON A STARRY DERSERT NIGHT
DREAMING OF REDEMPTION, AN ANGEL TO COME & SAVE ME
HOLD ME CLOSE & TELL ME EVERYTHING'S ALRIGHT
SIT BY THE RIVERSIDE, LISTEN TO THE WATERS RAGE
REACHING THE MOUNTAINS, TRY & CLEAR MY THOUGHTS
QUENCH MY DESIRE FOR THE VIEW FROM THE TOP
DECIDE WHENRE THE NEXT BATLLE WILL BE FOUGHT
MY SEARCH FOR ABSOLUTION SEEMS FRUTILE
NEED A TENDER TOUCH TO EASE MY TROUBLED MIND
AN ANGEL TO COME & SAVE ME FROM MYSELF
TAKE ME TO THE PARADISE I LONG TO FIND
JAY ROGERS 2-16-07
death leads me into a sudden halt halfway through my words...i'm left panting and stale mouthed rotten. i wake up but keep my eyes firmly shut, not wanting to accept that the dream always ends the same way, leaving me with the same familiar feeling of helplessness mixed with guilt that i can't remember the precise feeling of the way her hair felt between my fingertips. the way her scent floated across bits of oxygen inhaled into my lungs. i believed time has stopped in this exact moment. time has never run out on me before, there's always been that extra second to relieve me from the last, but the clock is mocking me at the moment. i need a stop gap in the road to regenerate the will to keep moving. does that read and resound pathetic? i'm 21 and she's been gone for far too long yet i still feel the need for an intermission, but looking back always seems so pointless because change is never available. change cannot happen. i dream. i wake. i shake my head.
at the moment i feel trapped
It Fucking Sucks...
When the only person you feel comfortable talking to is the only one you can't........
Hi, my name is Tionna and I am new to CherryTap. I am really confused about all of this. I have tried to change my skin and do other things with my profile and am asking any of you if you could give me some advise on how to do so... Thanks :)
Will Be Back Soon!!!
Hey you all, Friends, fans and anyone else!! I am gonna be gone for a while, things in my life are not going well...I had to move out of my house and my struggles have gotten a bit overwhelming.
I just want you all to know that I will be back as soon as I can :)
Please do not forget me!! I will be adding more pics as soon as I get back too!
I hope that you all understand!! Thanks!!
This poem was written by a terminally ill young girl in a New York Hospital
It! was sent by a medical doctor - Make sure to read what is in the closing statement AFTER THE POEM.
Have you ever watched kids
On a merry-go-round?
Or listened to the rain
Slapping on the ground?
Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight?
Or gazed at the sun into the fading night?
You better slow down
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.
Do you run through each day
On the fly?
When you ask How are you?
Do you hear the reply?
When the day is done
Do you lie in your bed
With the next hundred chores
Running through your head?
You'd better slow down
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.
Ever told your child,
We'll do it tomorrow?
And in your haste,
Not see his sorrow?
Ever lost touch,
Let a goo
Come And Visit My Pictures
You can find them on my site within the picture section, there is a folder called..."Carlos' new pictures" (of course), hope you look at them and if you like them rate and even leave some nice comments!
Carlos The Butt Man
Not My Style....but I Have Had Enough
I'M NOT GOING TO ACCUSE ANYONE OF ANYTHING HERE BUT I WILL LET YOU BE THE JUDGES ON THIS.
WILL ONE OF YOU POST A SALUTE?????
DJ ♥ Kitty Purr ♥ »ELLE« PhoeniXXX Radio@ CherryTAP
ELLE'S PREVIOUS ACCOUT
ELLE'S ATTEMPT AT A SALUTE
THINGS THAT MAKE YOU GO HMMMMMMMMM
JUST REMEMBER I HAVEN'T ACCUSED ANYONE OF ANYTHING I'M LEAVING THAT FOR YOU TO DECIDE.....
Poem #6 (so Cruel)
Dynamic people in society never ever give a f*ck about me. Reach out and touch the sky (that's very high) see how many people pass you bye. There will be one, just one who will reach out and grab your hand and save you from your world that is caving in. Don't pass that person by. Give 'em a try. Every person deserves a chance at life 'cause life is cruel, the world is cold and not many people have a hand to hold.
Nicole Marie Cordick
Copyright ©2007 Nicole Marie Cordick
All True All Real
It\'s hard to wait around for something that you know might never happen but it\'s even harder to give up, especially when it\'s everything you ever wanted. ;)\"
KEEP THIS IN MIND AND SOUL
LOVE ALWAYS DEEBEAR66 AND THE GIRL I TOOK IT FROM,. THANK YOU FOR SHOWING ME WHATS IMPORTANT AND THE FAITH I NEED TO GO ON WITH THE BULLSHIT OF PEOPLE IN LIFE AND THE OBSTACLES I NEED TO GET AROUND
A Question To Be...
Forbidden passions burn within
Help release my sin
Anticipating your every touch
Let us express desires and such
Caressing you as you shiver and quake
Love is what we make
Time being endless here
Forgetting all pain and fear
I take in your gaze
Following life's maze
Combined in soul by body
Memories shared becoming uncostly
Trusting in a gathered fate
Will you be my soulmate
Join Me Please
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Joke Plz Read
A Minneapolis couple decided to go to Florida to thaw out during a
particularly icy winter. They planned to stay at the same hotel
where they spent their honeymoon 20 years earlier. Because of hectic
schedules, it was difficult to coordinate their travel plans. So,
the husband left Minnesota and flew to Florida on Thursday, with his
wife flying down the following day. The husband checked into the
hotel. There was a computer in his room, so he decided to send an
email to his wife. However, he accidentally left out one letter in
her email address, and without realizing his error, sent the email.
Meanwhile, somewhere in Houston, a widow had just returned home from
her husband's funeral. He was a minister who was called home to
glory following a heart attack. The widow decided to check her email
expecting messages from relatives and friends. After reading the
first message, she screamed and fainted. The widow's son rushed into
the room, found his mother on the floor, and sa
Short Story Squared
just found this great website where you can start a story and invite your friends to have some fun and add to it.
Short Story Squared
Well here it is Saturday night and I am on the computer and I can not find any females playing on cam. I have not seen a female nude on cam in months. I guess it is just not for me to view any females on cam.
Hosting A Contest
I'm going to host my 1st contest. This contest is going to be for the sexiest cherry here on CT. The winner of the contest gets a cherry blast from me. Everyone who enters will get a gift from me. I need at least 10 people to enter. If I have 50 people enter the contest then 1st and 2nd place will get a blast. If 75 people enter then 1st, 2nd, AND 3rd place will get blasts from me.
The pic that is entered cannot be NSFW but anything else goes. Give me your sexiest pic.
The contest will start Sunday March 4th 12:01am EST and end Saturday March 17th 11:59pm EST
Each pic rating is worth 4 pts no matter if the pic is rated a 1 or a 10. Each comment is worth 1 pt. You can comment your own pic and you can comment as much as you want so comment bome like crazy :)
The person with the most pts at the end of 2 weeks wins. The contest is open to both guys and girls, so just send me a message and let me know which pic you want to use.
A Guide To Eating Pussy?
A few weeks back I read a blog titled “How to eat pussy.” While this topic always seems to really get me excited (I love going down on women), I felt as though the article was somewhat bland. It was almost “vanilla” … it lacked punch and spice. It was very … how can I say … missionary position, if you know what I mean.
It is for this reason that I decided to write about my favorite ways to please a woman orally. While I love to have a woman laid back on a bed, or sitting up in a chair, with my face buried between her legs, there are two ways which I have found REALLY makes her cum hard … and I mean cum HARD!!!
Don’t get me wrong, having a woman laid on a bed with her legs over my shoulders, my hands kneading her boobs, as she begins to buck and grind against my tongue as she cums is the best. Nothing makes me happier after she is finished with a huge orgasm when she reaches down and forcefully pushes my tongue away from her sensitive clit. I love that … especially when you
Just Wanted To Let You All Know
I wont be on as much my grandmother is passing away and i'm not taking it well.they have given her until mother's day so i will be traveling to be with her very soon....i will try and check on this everyday that i can.love to all
Comin Out Shootin
i walk with a weapon, cause i talk with a weapon
dead end compitition, let'em step in my direction
viva revalution via institution, pick a side cause when its time
im comin out shooting
Letter To Sen. Obama
I want to start out by saying by no means am I looking for a hand out or a free ride. I just want a fair shake. With that said, hello. My name is Jeremy P. Lincicum and I am from Edwardsville Illinois. I will do my best to keep this short and to the point. 2007 has started out pretty rocky at best.
I’d like to start with a brief background of myself. I am 31, live in a 3 bedroom house with 3 other guys, work midnights at a hotel making $7.75 an hour and I am lucky to pull in 12k a year.
First, I left college about 9 years ago with no degree and a few loans. This alone could fill pages to explain. So I will give you the readers digest version. I started College at SIUE in Jan. of 1995. It took a fight just to get in, so I know I had to prove myself. I did well, and pulled out a 3.30 GPA, not to bad for me. I began making a mark for myself both in campus life with the housing department and with the theatre departments. Then in Aug. 15th 1996 the bottom dropped and my mother had at
Tess's Words Of Wisdom On Boys
Boys are like sheep:
They run away if you try to go near them,
they're stupid as hell,
never clean shaven...
but if you bring the goods (grain, whatever)
they'll come runnin
How Pathetic Am I?
Seriously, how pathetic am I really. I have nothing better to do other than sit around all night and surf the web! I have TV on for background noise purposes...what the hell am I doing. I am doing nothing, and that is my biggest problem.
Salute Contest Yarly
come vote fo mah salute in deh Most Crestive Salute contest fo sho. it es deh most creative on deh fukkin cherrie lolz
Would You (2)
Wake Up With Fewer Smiles
Fall Asleep Without Making Love
Come Home Later And Later
Not Answer When I call
Avoid The Eyes You Once Swam In
Forget The Taste of My Lips
Smell Like An Unfamiliar Perfume
Stumble Over Your Rehearsed Responses
Lie To The One You Loved
See The Tears That Fall For You
Know What You Have Done
Ever Offer An Explination
Remember The Words You Told Me Once
Laugh At the Pieces of Heart You Hand Back To Me
Did You Ever See Me?
The Last Kiss Goodbye
i watched my grandma pass away tonight at the hospital it was the saddest day of my life because god had to take her before she could meet my son jayden and all i wanted was a pic of her holding my son and smiling my grandma had altimers (not correct spelling i know) but she still knew who i was and knew that i was having a baby boy she would always ask hows the baby doing and she would get happy when my gf would come up there to see her and she could see her belly my whole family was there to and that made me happy and im glad my grandma is not suffering anymore so when it was time to say goodbye i gave my grandma a hug and kiss on the forehead and said goodbye grandma now your with grandpa and the lord and they will take very good care of you and i will see you in time and we will be altogether i love goodbye i was honored when my dad asked me to be a paulbear (prolly not the correct spelling either) i said yes my grandma will be laid out this week and put to rest this week also i w
The Great White Shark Song
found this and since i'm an avid shark lover, thought i would pass it along to all of you wonderfully hot and intoxicated people "YAY RUM !"
the great white shark song on muchosucko.com
My Life Could Change
My life could change next week. I have to have a biopsy done on my breast. I have a solid mass on my right breast. I had an ultrasound done last week and now we have to find out if it is cancerous or not. I am so scared now. If anyone knows anything about breast cancer and biopsys please let me know.
It comes...when you least expect it...you know why...you see the signs,but ignore them.Pain...confussion....hate....run if you can,but oh my goddess, you can't!
The sun shines...your soul rains....lightning...thunder.....and still that damn sun shines!!
You fight...you struggle....why?you take a deep breathe,jump in and start over....why?
Days drag on...everyone does their thing and I am worthless...
Night moves in and I awake to nightmares and dreams...no one believes or understands...
welcome to my real world....I can't control it or fight it or turn it on or off...a great day can crash in a moment...a moment can sparkle in a lifetime.....
I just lost more than half of anyone reading this....lol...no worries....lost myself.....
My Autobiography, And Shit.
Body: Fill this out in YOUR OWN WORDS and repost as "My Autobiography"
1.Where did you take your default pic?
On my bed...?
2.What exactly are you wearing right now?
black shorts, a gray t-shirt, rainbow striped thong, 4 rings, 2 toe rings, and glasses.
3.What is your current problem?
Why is the rum always gone!?
4.What makes you most happy?
oh, YOU know...you know. :P
5.What's the name of the song that you're listening to?
Heaven's a Lie-Lacuna Coil
6.Has anyone you've been really close with passed away?
7.Do you ever watch MTV?
hell no, MTV rots your brain...haha
8.What's something that really annoys you?
hamsters...dear god, I hate hamsters.
some people call me Penis...why, I don't know.
eh, my chair.
Thinking about the past again, Realizing what could have been and what will never be. The following is a very touchy subject for me... I recently found out not to long ago the woman I was with miscarried my twin girls, It tears me up inside to even think about it. When I first found out she was pregnant it made me the happiest person in the world. I couldn't have asked for a better person to be the mother of my children. Then I had it pulled away from me just like everything else has been done to me. I'm beginning to wonder if I'm suppost to be happy. Maybe in another life I treated people very badly and now I am suppost to suffer for it all now... Who knows.
I cried a tear
you wiped it dry
I was confused
you cleared my mind
thxs for always
inspiring n encouraging me.
MADE SOME CHANGES TO MY SITE STOP BY RATE HATE NO WORRIES LOL , NOT MUCH OF A POINTS WHORE ANYWAYS ......HAVE A GREAT AFTERNOON MUAH LADY LALA
Half Way There .. And Just A Little Distracted ..
Ok .. so I have almost all my stuff at the new place and find out that my wardrobe just wont fit in my new place... To big by 2 inches.. LOL .. Im not complaining .. but sheeish .. since when has being to big been a bad thing?
Anyhow .. I guess Im living out of a suitcase for a while... LOL ..
Now just to get the unpacking done ... *sigh* ..
Ok so Im not at home or unpacking .. Im with the woman ... shoot me for wanting to spend time with her... Its a good distraction...
My Good Friend An Neibor Mary Jacobs
my friend mary jacobs is a really sweet lady she is a great person she is a down to earth person an most of all she is a very honset person just like me an she is a good person to get to know she lost her love vernon jacobs an i really like to have every one know that she is special to me she is a great lady an a special friend to me
~ A Dedication To The Canadian Soldiers ~
Any loss is one to many, but you have to believe that the world would nor ever be the same if these brave Men and Women did not answer a calling.
My thoughts and Prayers go out to all that has paid the ultimate Price.
Jager My Poison
Jager.......... What can I say it's the shit!!!!!! Makes your world fall to pieces but feel amazing the whole time!!!!!!!!!! I love the shit BUT ya know it's the ONLY thing that can give me a hangover... Jagerbombs!!!!!! mmm tastey but lethal!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But still I say Ill shoot those all day all day Vin where you at?!?!?!?!?!?!
What kind of soul do you have? Dark SoulEvil is your game and you don\'t wear it out. You dream of destroying the world and making minions of all lesser then you. Who can stand in your way when Darkness is in your soul. Take this test
Another Viagra Joke :)
An elderly gentleman went to the local drug store and asked the pharmacist for the little blue "Viagra" pill.
The pharmacist asked "How many?"
The man replied, "Just a few, maybe a half dozen. I cut each one into four pieces."
The pharmacist said, "That's too small a dose.
that won't get you through intimacy."
The old fellow said, "Oh, I'm past eighty years old and I don't even think about intimacy much anymore."
"I just want it to stick out far enough so I don't pee on my new golf shoes."
a poem by cake:
juicy butt sauce in your jeans.
fuck john gotti.
cum stains on your clean white sheets.
loose and flabby.
strum chords on my jine-tar strings.
dirty minds will make these things.
You scored as Sexy. You're hot and sexy and I want to make out with you. Lol. K email me. email@example.comSexy60%Ugly20%Cute20%Are you ugly, cute, or sexy?!created with QuizFarm.com
I have a question for everyone I want to hear everyones opinion ok I had A girlfriend for a while that I madly fell in love with and she comes to me and says she needs time to her self so she can deal with some problums that she has and she has to it on her own so she wants to put are relationship on hold until she takes care of the problums she says she feels the same way about me as do her so I say that it is fine that put the realationship on hold and I will be there for her when she decides to come back that is the easy part but I also have a friend that clames he is my brother atleast that is what he said but I find them in bed together I want to forgive them at least her because I dont want to loose her because she is the love of my life but I feel realy betraid right now.What should I do? All comments and suggestions are welcome thank you for the help.
I Give Up
I find what i thought was happiness.. I found out a little while later it was just a game.. And then the most wonderful guy came a long. He changed so much for me.. It was an all new experince for me.. But a wonderful one.. But then I got scared and confused. And do to that i just gave up the most wonderful thing. I hurt the most wonderful man that is out there.. And i am sorry for that.. I am toxic. I ruin everything i start to love. And its done now.. I am giving up.. I am closing my toxic touch up. I am locking everything away.. If i don't give myself to another then the hurt wont happen.. That man that has ben wonderful to me. As much as i am sure you dont believe me i do love you.. I am sorry for what i have done. I am going now so you can find true happiness. Dont give up cause then you give up on the one true woman who will love you.
Again baby boi i am sorry.
Please Hear What I'm Not Saying
Please Hear What I'm Not Saying
Don't be fooled by me.
Don't be fooled by the face I wear
for I wear a mask, a thousand masks,
masks that I'm afraid to take off,
and none of them is me.
Pretending is an art that's second nature with me,
but don't be fooled,
for God's sake don't be fooled.
I give you the impression that I'm secure,
that all is sunny and unruffled with me, within as well
that confidence is my name and coolness my game,
that the water's calm and I'm in command
and that I need no one,
but don't believe me.
My surface may seem smooth but my surface is my mask,
ever-varying and ever-concealing.
Beneath lies no complacence.
Beneath lies confusion, and f
Bullshit And Poems
Unjust in every cause.
Another way to keep the black and blue on the blue coller.
Carrie on keeping the war machine turning freely.
We are the greese in the gears.
From the sattilite transmission we get the filterd truths.
Hammers crash, triggers pulled someones child falls.
With all this travisties the people are told to keep the faith and pride in the system fucked.
Left wing Right wing this is all flying way out of control.
Theres not right nor wrong just the burning debris.
Insurrection, a word never used.
Rebelion is but a fantasy of the past.
Unjust in every way.
Stomach Pains and Ant-Acid
Waking dreams a wastful thought of what was just an empulse.
Mixing nural chemical induction pushing me off the edge.
And as I open my weary eyes I see things I wish not there.
I feel the creeping.
I feel the cold over my clamy skin.
Once again I feel lost in my own twiste
Either You Talk Or You Dont!!!
OK!! We all have "friends" on the tap but whut tha fuck!! why after a few convos you dont talk no more. For instance when i see someone on the tap i make sure i try to hit everyone up with a shout out or a comment due to the fact im not on my own computer (you know how that is right) i dont do as much as i want to.But if shout you in the box have the same fuckin common courtesy to holla back. Dont talk to me then STOP and leave me hanging, not only is it fucked up but its rude and downright fuckin nut-driving!! i thought the reason for us to talk and shit was to MEET people but it seems all anyone wants is points and shit like that. Well thats fine to each his own. Matter of fact i hear people talkin bout how awsome cherry tap is and their right the site is the bomb but some of these people are seriously slacking. I think when i get the money i gon plan a cherrytap LIVE mett and greet. I mean those of us who remember yahoo know all about the chat parties some people threw and the wild
Your Birthdate: November 28
You have a Type A personality so big it makes other Type A's shrink away in shame.
You never shy away from adversity - and you love to tackle impossible problems.
Failure is not an option for you, and more than a few people are put off by your ego.
You tend to be controlling, and you hate leaving anything up to chance.
Your strength: Your bold approach to life
Your weakness: You don't accept help
Your power color: Bronze
Your power symbol: Pyramid
Your power month: OctoberWhat Does Your Birth Date Mean?
Please Help To Stop The Pain
how do you stop from loving. How do you just rip out your heart to keep from hurting anymore. Why cann't i throw my emotions away. how does a 32 year old cope with her first heart ache. I never love my ex-husband this much. I though by now he would be gone out of my head. heart and soul but he still everywhere i turn. Do I need to just up and run away. hide from the world like my mome and dad keep me from. please someone stop the pain i don't want to cry no more.
Whatevery Kiss Means
Kiss on the stomach; I'm ready.
-Kiss on the Forehead; I hope we're together forever.
-Kiss on the Ear; Your my everything.
-Kiss on the Cheek; We're friends.
-Kiss on the Hand; I adore you.
-Kiss on the Neck; We belong together.
-Kiss on the Shoulder; I want you.
-Kiss on the Lips; I like you.
What the gesture means...
-Holding Hands; We definitely like each other.
-Slap on the Butt; That's mine.
-Holding on tight; I don't want to let go.
-Looking into each other's Eyes; I just plain like you.
-Playing with Hair; Tell me you love me.
-Arms around the Waist; I like you too much to let go.
~Laughing while Kissing; I am completely comfortable with you.
Don't ask for a kiss, take one.
If you were thinking about someone while reading this,
you're definitely in Love.
VIRGO - The One that Waits
Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the
last word. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever
wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. 7 years of bad luck if you do not
SCORPIO - The Addict
EXTREMELY adorable. Intelligent. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor.
Energetic. Predict future. GREAT kisser. Always get what they want.
Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative.
Romantic. Caring. 4 years of bad luck if you do not forward.
LIBRA - The Lame One
Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and
sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet!
however not the kind of person you wanna mess with ... u might end up
crying... 9 years of bad luck if you do not forward.
ARIES - The Liar
Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny. Excellent
kisser EXTREMELY adorable. Loves relation
I lost a best friend on Saturday... my buddy, Bandit, went to Rainbow Bridge to wait for me. We got Bandit when he was only 5 weeks old - barely old enough to leave his momma. I had given him to Chuck as a Father's Day present but, on the hour long ride home, as he sat curled in my lap while Chuck drove, he bonded to me. The first thing I did when we got him home was take him directly to the bathtub, where I bathed him three times to get all the fleas off. He didn't like that so much, but he did like being cuddled up to me in a big, soft towel afterward... Once he was dry, I took him downstairs and put him down on the floor. The house we lived in at the time had a sliding glass door to the backyard and little Bandit made a beeline for it. He looked SO confused when he hit the glass - nose first - at full speed and was knocked back on his keester, shaking his head and snorting...
As he grew, he went though his wild times, digging, chewing and getting into trouble. He was too smart f
Am I Your Fan?
Check and see if I'm a FAN of yours.If so, and you have a smoking hott picture it WILL probably be in my "SPECIAL FOLDER" titled "~~`sEAN tHA rIPPER`~~" CHECK IT OUT!!!!!
COMMENT AND RATE PLEASE LET THEM KNOW HOW HOTTTTTT YOU ARE BABE!!!
Get To Know Me
I was going to post one of the annoying survey things to tell everyone about me but then I decided rambling on about myself would be much better so this is my autobiographical ramblings....
I was born on a cold snowy day in January the 22 day of January to be exact but we really don't need to go back just that far. Instead of odd paragraphs I think I might just do a list of things I like and dislike and odd little facts and I suppose if you want to know anything else you will just need to ask!
-I love to cook
-I like almost any kind of music
-I have had the same 5 favorite bands since junior high: Third Eye Blind, Goo Goo Dolls, Matchbox 20, Savage Garden and Marcy Playground if you don't like them thats fine but I do not SUCK because I do like them I SUCK because I am SO DAMN GOOD!
-I am obsessed with Grey's Anatomy
-I have 2 cats, 2 rats and a ferret
-My favorite color is Pink
-I am a certified sex education trainer
-I am married
-I have 10 piercings and 1 tattoo
For My Main Man Mr. Metroseksual.
I pray for
Just simple things in the average eye.
That I have the power, as long as I can,
To keep drumming through life with foot and with hand.
Just a humble space
At the back of the stage behind guitar and bass.
I care not as long as I'm playing a beat
And the music's in time with my hands and my feet.
That my throne be not jewel
But a simple black, leather, padded stool.
For upon that I sit more proud than a king
My sticks suit me better then some crown and a ring.
That I always stay wild
That I never grow weak, that I never grow mild.
That playing shall never a burden become
That my life is an oath of the cymbal and drum.
Let my sticks be my sword and my drums be my shield
Let the bright stage before me be the battlefield.
And, oh God, let me triumph as long as I stand
And let music strengthen my foot and my hand.
Whether it be on stage, or just in a shed,
let me drum on until I am dead.
Thanks To Everyone!
I am so new to this that I am having a hard time keeping up with all the wonderful comments etc. that is being sent! Please know they are VERY appreciated and I will do my best to return the favor!!
for my first blog i wanna speak on behalf of all the homeboys. If u are or are plan on gettin with one of the homies then know this now the jealousy bullshit towards the homegirls aint gonna last very long. So my advice is get over or get on and quit naggin at the homeboys and 4 the few of the dogs who let this bullshit go on hit me up when ur balls drop cuz right now they seem 2 have sucked up into ur throat. Dont forget bros befores
there are some really awesome people out there glad i am getting to know or even chat with them. some of the sites i have seen blow me away one day tho i will be able to make mine prettier..ha,ha,ha..... thanks you's guys for stoppin by and checkin out some of my pics an other stuff you are all really great people big hugs to all of you
Eulogy For A Ghost
The Leather Soles Go Shuffling In,
Stinking Of Smoke And Ten Cent Gin.
Now Who Will Toast Our Noble Host That Has This Morning Given Up The Ghost?
The Wooden Coffer Hand To Hand.
Kind Words Are Offered, Silent Prayers.
But She Is Satisfied The Most While Stabbing Madly At The Roast.
The Rib Of Adam, The Eyes Of Eve.
The Sons Of Cain Receive No Reprieve.
The Creditor Rides With His Men.
The Death Of Debtors He Won't Forgive.
They Repossess His Silver Eyes, Now In The Potter's Field He Lies.
The Rib Of Adam, The Eyes Of Eve.
The Sons Of Cain Receive No Reprieve.
Waiting For A Dead Man's Shoes.
Have You Heard The Latest News?
Lazarus Is Back From The Dead Looking As One Would Expect.
Dripping With The Waters Of Sheol.
Babbling About Body And Soul.
And Then He Found His Wife In Their Bed Buck Naked And Already Wed.
The Tax Collector Beneath His Sheets.
The Door Swings Open. Floorboards Creak.
Now Who Will Toast Our Noble Host Who Has This Morning Given Up T
Dawn chasing close on the heels of the night
The stars and moon reflected in the ocean blue.
There, black 'gainst the rising sun,
Danced and sung the children of the goddess.
In frenzied circles they did dance,
And in ecstasy they did sing.
For theirs was the knowledge
That gives the bird its voice.
There was everything to live for,
Everything to hold dear.
Their brethren were the wind,
That plays amongst the grass,
The water that holds mysteries deep,
The fire that is the flame of creation,
The earth that is our Mother.
As I watch I too do know that,
I am but a child of the Goddess.
And so I and my kith and kin,
The followers of the Old Path,
Shall dance when the Moon is full.
Dance, and sing and rejoice,
For the sake of every moment,
For the sake of every Dawn.
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Telephone Number Search
Google has implemented a new feature which enables you to type a telephone
number into the search bar and hit enter and you will be given the person's name
and address. If you then hit MapQuest, you will get a map to the person's house.
Everyone should be aware of this! It's a nationwide reverse telephone book.
If a child gives out his/her phone number, someone can now look it up to find
out where he/she lives. The safety issues are obvious, and alarming.
Note that you can have your phone number removed or blocked. I tried my brother's number
and it came up along with the mapquest and directions straight to& nbsp;h is house. you
can fill out the removal form for yourself, and I would encourage all of you to do the
same. Quite scary. If your number is already unlisted with the phone company, you should be alright. Mine didn't come up because my number is already unlisted.
Please look up your own number.
In order to test w
Rules To Live By
"The man who follows the crowd will usually get no further than the crowd. The man who walks alone is likely to find himself in places no one has ever been.
Conquest...mistaken For Feelings!
I hear allot of my female friends speak about how sex ruined there relationship. How they had been chatting online and had really developed feelings and when they met, had sex, and didn’t hear from the person of found them cheating...ect., ect..
I want to share (or wake some of you up to a fact you probably know about but don't want to believe)... Men are, by nature, conquerors! And believe it or not, while men are more physical about it, woman have a conquest nature to. However, yours are more mental and spiritual.
The truth is, men will sometime tell you, and may even feel it (won't be lying intentionally, or actually do believe) ...that they have deep feelings for you. However, sometimes, it is just the desire to physically conqueror you (aqua: fuck your rains out).
It is not a need for some pussy, it is a need to conqueror. Woman do it to the heart, men do it through physical activity. Ever wonder why everything seems to go so well, attraction, so much in common....yo
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Undated Pimp List For Today
THIS IS MY CURRENT LIST OF PEOPLE THAT I HAVE TOLD I WOULD HELP. I HAVE BEEN A LITTLE LAX IN HELPING THEM AND I AM GETTING ON IT, MAYBE YOU CAN HELP ME OUT BY HELPING THEM.
How Much Will You Need To Save Each Month To Be A Millionaire At Age 65?
HOW MUCH WILL YOU NEED TO SAVE EACH MONTH TO BE A MILLIONAIRE AT AGE 65?
AGE 6% 8% 10% 12%
0 $104.33 $37.62 $12.89 $4.26
5 $141.75 $56.21 $21.23 $7.74
10 $193.12 $84.10 $34.98 $14.07
15 $264.04 $126.07 $57.72 $25.60
20 $362.84 $189.59 $95.39 $46.60
25 $502.13 $286.45 $158.12 $84.99
30 $701.89 $435.94 $263.39 $155.49
35 $995.50 $670.97 $442.38 $286.12
40 $1,443.01 $1,051.49 $753.67 $532.24
45 $2,164.31 $1,697.73 $1,316.88 $1,010.86
50 $3,438.56 $2,889.85 $2,412.71 $2,001.68
55 $6,102.05 $5,466.09 $4,881.74 $4,347.09
60 $14,332.80 $13,609.72 $12,913.71 $12,244.44
Note: Assumption is that savings are held within a compounding tax-sheltered investment.
The Sacred Shellmound Walkers
The Sacred Shellmound Walkers
by Francisco Da Costa
Saturday Mar 31st, 2007 6:28 AM
All over the Bay Area for thousands of years stood the Sacred Shellmounds. Sacred Burial Grounds of the Ohlone people. Kudos to Wounded Knee, Corina Gould, Morning Star, Perry Matlock, many others who have continued to visit these Sacred Sites in pilgrimage over which the Ohlone have Patrimonial Jurisdiction. San Bruno Mountain very close to San Francisco is the largest intact Shellmound. Now, once again a developer wants to build homes in and around the Shellmound.
It is the year 2007 and over sixty percent of Native Americans the First People of San Francisco included are not respected by this Nation are genuine citizens and owners of this land we call - California.
Every California Tribe should be on the Federal Register - this after all is their land. This land was stolen from them - every square inch.
There are 18 treaties signed by the United States government between various Native Am
It's nearly easter! Yay! Finally it's that time of year when I don't feel like a pie-muncher for eating my weight in chocolate! Well... better get the old elasticated trousers out *giggle*
Her heart, tender as the violets tendrils
Always seeking and never finding
The strong hand yet so gentle
To hold and protect it.
Her eyes, wise from the years
Always searching and never finding
The soul in his, to captivate
And dance with hers so freely.
Her hands, soft as a rose petal
Feeling her way yet always lost
Trying to touch his heart
In a way he's never felt.
Her mind, sharp as a tack
Always wondering and not understanding
What she has to do, or where to go
To find the one thinking of her.
How does she captivate him?
How can she get him to hold her close
To never ever let go
To show her true love
As she wraps him in an irredescent warmth
Self Copyright 2007
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I didn’t take much science, but I do know that physics is a broad and complicated subject. Some of the principles of quantum physics, while fascinating and exciting, are almost unimaginable to me. My understanding of physics is rudimentary, but I think that quantum physics describes the properties of certain particles that defy the laws of physics as we typically know them. Despite a persistent and pervasive following, however, there is not a specialized branch of “traffic physics” that describes the unique physical properties of, or laws governing, vehicles in traffic.
Here’s a completely hypothetical situation:
Let’s say I’m driving in the left-hand lane on some hypothetical freeway – say 190 in Dallas – at 70 mph. There is a car in front of me driving at 70 mph. There are several cars in front of that car. You are driving behind me.
The physics lesson:
Whether I am six inches behind the car in front of me or 300 feet behind it, we are still going 70 mph. The velocity…. r
Please Read If U Have The Time, Thank U
http://mysite.verizon.net/devonna.petree3/ I believe this to be a worthwhile cause. I know the CEO and founder personally. She was one of my first kids. A child of my heart and she has grown into a wonderful woman and mother. Thank you for caring enough to read her site.
Tell me the truth...but only what I wanna hear...
Read my mind like it was nothing...
Your eyes hide the world...while mine bare it all...(damn them!)
Defense goes up...yet security shot down...
It scares me like nothing else...too late I'm hooked...thus now terrified...
And where the hell to run when its impossible to hide...?
Not again...no no...never again...
What keeps happening to my master plan...y'know...the one that involves the very opposite of this...?
Story of my life...
Current mood: crushed
My Heart Was Broken Just today.
I never saw it coming.
As soon as you think life is finally going your way,
Fate thrusts it stealy knife into your heart!
You think you made the right choice slowing down to take a breath.
But then you find it turned round to kick you in the ass!
I never thought fate would be so cruel to take my love from me.
I just wanted to clear my head
To make sure my judgement wasnt clouded.
I needed to know my path was right.
But taking that breath open the door to pain in my life.
Fate tries to console you by telling you " you lost a lover not a friend".
So maybe my heart wasnt broken.
But its got a hell of a crack in it and hurts like it was.
To Fate I say FUCK LOVE!
Damn It Dont Get Any Better
well if tusedays avent was not great enough. 2 days ago i stub my toe and end up breaking the fucker. so yea my week is goin good fuck i hate this week wish it was over. oh and its ma middle toe on ma left knee which got spraind in the car wreak tuesday. so yay im on good drugs but damn it I BROKE MA TOE LOL. ok im done
My Poem Called To Say
L@@k I want you to see the motive
of my heart and why, it's so
vitally important to give you
everything from the start...
Honestly I want to show you
all my intention and hold up for them
now.What will it hurt!,it'll even
give you heart the strenght and
support that its been seeking...
Being able to think about you
everyday comsume me with good feelings
that are deep in the heart,mind,and soul..
When I dream of the day when you and I
eventually meet and have a chance to share..
Everything will fall into place an our
need to search will be over for each other...
Upon my request!, you must read down the
side and tell me what it has to say...
Sign: Raymond Starns
Dated Feb. 2000
Being a passenger in a plane
This dream can be mundane or remarkable, since some people are ambivalent toward flying while many others hold an irrational fear of flying. In America, it is a well- known fact among football fans that announcer John Madden never flies-he travels around the country by bus. Many people share his aversion, even those who dream of flying. In this case, it is an attempt by one part of the psyche to quell perceived irrationality in another part.
Dreams about flying as a passenger may hold a great sense of adventure for the dreamer. This can be due to the journey, the speed, or the destinations available through air travel.
Also, it may be due to potential dangers, such as hijacking, which the dreamer may heroically overcome.
Piloting a plane
Dreams about flying in a plane as the pilot vary tremendously. Is the dreamer a competent person either in sleep or waking? This may indicate a sense of control over circumstances.
Does the plane crash? This
A) Sgt. Thomas Ferrell Allison, age 22, died February 22, 2002
(A) Spc. Marc Anthony Anderson, age 30, died March 4, 2002
(F) Master Sgt. Evander Earl Andrews, age 36, died October 10, 2001
(M) Capt. Matthew William Bancroft, age 29, died January 9, 2002
(M) Lance Cpl. Bryan Pahl Bertrand, age 23, died January 9, 2002
(N) Chief Hospital Corpsman Matthew Joseph Bourgeois, age 35, died March 28, 2002
(M) Gunnery Sgt. Stephen Lamon Bryson, age 36, died January 9, 2002
(A) Spc. Curtiss Anthony Carter, age 25, died February 27, 2002
(F) Tech Sgt. John Allan Chapman, age 36, died March 5, 2002
(A) Sgt. 1st Class Nathan Ross Chapman, age 31, died January 4, 2002
(A) Sgt. Steven Checo, age 22, died December 21, 2002
(M) Staff Sgt.T Walter Francis Cohee, III age 26, died January 20, 2002
(A) Cpl. Matthew Allen Commons, age 21, died March 4, 2002
(F) Tech Sgt. Sean Mitchell Corlew, age 37, died June 12, 2002
(A) Staff Sgt. Brian Thomas Craig, age 27, died April 15, 2002
(A) Sgt. B
Midnight finds you a bit empty,
the lateness of the hour,
you look at the collection
of everything you have,
cross words said
oh so fierce,
now ferocity is gone.
So many things in the scrap book of you,
so many things discarded,
to be rediscovered.
Listen to these echoes,
you might hear yourself,
find a beat up photograph,
of you in happier times.
these shadows don't dance,
and nothing unearths itself here unasked.
Who would have the nerve to rate someones profile anything lower than "10"
The Kinky Contest!
Most rates win; 50 comments=1 rate
No auto-commenters; all comments must be original! No 123; abc; copy+paste
I want the best to win, not a comment bombing popularity contest.
What Im looking for:
Any kinky pics of yourself; bondage, fetish, candle wax fun, girl on girl play, sub and dom play, anything freaky and sexual that you find hot!
*keep in mind if it is a nsfw pic; people will have to be a friend of mine to view it no matter what my settings are;
don’t think im blocking people form seeing your pic.*
Everyone is a winner!
All contestants receive a candle for some kinky hot wax fun!
And a shot of your choice to inspire more kinky fun.
gets a relatively safe night
A safe hug
A safe teddy
And a safe Strawberry w/ Whipped Cream; mmm.. sensual tastiness!
gets a sensual massage from me.
& some gentle cherry kisses
gets a romantic dinner that will turn into a dirty, drunken, kinky ni
Saying Goodbye To The Best Dad Ever.
Kenneth Duane Brush
Monday, December 31, 2001 Kenneth Duane Brush LEXINGTON -- Kenneth Duane Brush, 62, died Sunday (Dec. 30, 2001) at the Good Samaritan Hospital at Kearney. He was born Dec. 12, 1939, at Stockville, to Myron and Luella (Halley) Brush. He graduated from Curtis High School. He served for three years in the U. S. Naval Air Force. He married Darlene Carter in El Cajon, Calif., in 1961. He was employed by the City of Lexington at the time of his death. He was preceded in death by his parents. Survivors include his wife, Darlene of Lexington; two sons, Wayne and wife, Mary Brush of Austin, Texas, Nick and his wife Patti Reynolds; two brothers, Ronald and wife, Ella Brush of Texas, Jerry and wife, Jean Brush of Holdrege; two sisters, Cheryl and husband, Darrell Dockweiler of Eddyville, Shirley and husband, Ron Atkinson of Curtis; and four grandchildren. .."
Just A Silly Rant.
Sometimes stuff gets on my nerves, stupid stuff. Sometimes I have really hard time containing my displeasure, which is kind of a bad thing since I am a waitress, lol. I'm just supposed to smile and be sweet..... no matter what. I have gotten pretty good at that, but.... I sure have some days of falling short.
In the last few weeks there have been some issues for me that are pretty nonsensical (yeah, I can admit that) but this stuff just PISSES me off. Some of these things are particular to being a waitress or being in retail or some job where you serve the public...... and they are in your face, in all their stupidity and self-centered glory.
I HATE INCONSIDERATE PEOPLE! It puzzles me as to why they come into a public place and do the following things.......
When you come into a restaurant, turn your damned cell phone off, at least until you have ordered your food. It's someones job to bring you what you want, but they cant if they don't know what that is, because you
i was just watching montel tryin to fall asleep since i been up for like 3 days straight and i busted in tears. it was about families that are over in war.and it all brought up pain that im feeling about my moms death.her death was unknowing and unexpected. the day i got the voicemail from my uncle(my moms brother lenny) and said she was life flighted to ruby memorial i morgantown cause they thought she was havin a stroke i was shocked,i called her cell and left a mssage sayin nothin was gonna happen to her that she'd be ok and that i loved her, but then when the dr called me and said she had suffered severe brain damage on the left side cuz she had, hada spontanious hypertension anorism,and there was nothing else possible for them to do to save her and that i hadta get there in person to give permission to take her off life support that moment i totaly lost it, and from that moment i might look and act strong on the outside but truthfully on the inside im just withering away to no
There just doesn't seem to be any real women or men out there these days. I see all these women my age or older trying to act like some little teenager on these type of sites and it just irritates me. At our age we should be aware of who we are and not trying to be what other people want us to be or what we think they want. It's funny because I'm always seeing guys my age robbing the cradle and getting together with girls that are just out of high school. Not until recently have I figured out why. In my opinion, it's because these girls have high hopes of families and that perfect life so the guys are either taking advantage of it or in a fatasy land and think that the girl is actually ready for that sort of thing. For you guys that may read this, if you are taking advatage of a situation then you are a piece of shit. You are the reason women are untrusting of us good guys. If you are living in that fantasy world then let the girl grow up and deal with lifes experiences as everyone els
Hey yall my friend entered me in his contest Hottest Girl on CherryTap without makeup...I know I am not but I am in it sooo if yall can show some love it starts tonight at 10 whatever comments you can do would be great! Let me know when and if you do so I can return the love! Thanks again all I know im a pain lol
All About Me
well if you ever want to shout with me and you can't find me on here then try me at:
really new to all of this so i dont really know what to put on here you seen my photo, and that is about all there is to me. smartass little hottie!!!
What To Do In 2007...cute!
Sleep as much as you can...
Read books that you enjoy...
Play with simple things...
Do whatever you want whenever you want...
Look for affection when you need it...
Get serious once in a while...
Forget about diets...
Show some affection...
Get angry once in a while...
Change your look...
Be happy, above all, regardless what
your challenges may be... Have a great year!
May your troubles be less, your blessings more,and nothing but happiness come through Goddess's love each day.
Update On Whats Going On With Me
I am so sorry I have not been up on CT and keeping up with all of you like I should. But things have been somewhat busy lately.
As you know, the wife and I worked out our problems and we are going to continue our life together. The sad part is we only had one night together before she took off to Chicago to help her Uncle Ray. That has left me in the role of Mr. Mom. Playing both roles for teenagers is a very demanding job and I would not wish it upon anyone. My oldest is graduating this year, so we have all the prom and grad stuff that we are preparing for as well. The boys have been great, but they are teenagers.
Uncle Ray has diabetes and has to undergo dialysis 3 times a week. His intent was to move to Florida to live with his sister. My wife went up to help him prepare his house to sell and then to drive him down to Florida. Well, since she arrived things have changed. Uncle Ray had had eye surgery for Cataracts last year. One morning he woke up blind. My wi
Im Sorry Im A Terrible Person
So I sit here and I keep wondering , why am I such a terrible person? I try to please everyone but myself .It kills me to see my friends and the people I care about sad ,or hurting , yet sometimes , its I that caused them that pain.the last thing in the world I ever wanted to do was hurt or mislead anyone, but it seems Im doing a bit of that these days.
Why is it always the most unstable one in the bunch has be the thread that pulls it together , or feels the most compeled to try and fix every one and everything.
Alice , I love you with all my heart , you were my first real friend on CT , you are my best friend.I am so sorry I let you down , Im sorry I upset you , and Im sorry I failed you as friend.
To those that hold on to a hope , I am sorry I have mislead you in any way . I value our friendship , though I see you hope for more , I can not offer any more then friendship. I am NOT looking for anything outside of that relm . Im sorry , for making you think I wanted mo
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What Kind Of Kisser Are You?
Another badass quiz from eSPIN-the-Bottle...
What's Your Kissing Style?
MY RESULT:Feisty Kisser
You’re ready to knock ‘em dead with your kisses (or at least rough them up a little bit).
We know this much about you – you’re an enthusiastic kisser. You’d run a mile for the right kiss, and afterwards you’d still have enough energy in you to squeeze the living breath out of the person you’re kissing. While we love your gusto, don’t be afraid of playing hard-to-get every now and then. It’ll keep your crushes on their toes (and keep their skin relatively bruise-free).
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Tomato And Lettuce
Okay so a guy is near the end of his senior year in high school. Unfortunately, he still has to share a room with his younger brother who is only 9 years old.
One night, he decides to bring his girlfriend home for a little fun. They have bunk beds and the guy notices that his little brother is already asleep on the lower bunk, so he and his girlfriend climb up to the top bunk.
As you might expect things start to heat up.
The guy remembers that his little brother is sleeping below so he tells his girlfriend to whisper "lettuce" if she wants it harder and "tomato" if she wants a new position.
PULL IT OUT!!!
PULL IT OUT NOW!!!
I can't get pregnant!
Then the little brother shouts up, "Hey, would you guys stop making sandwiches u
So who wants to go to work for me tomorrow? You'll get to spend the day doing, web/graphic design, search engine optimization, random IT work, ebay sales, product testing, and anything else they can throw at me. In short, you will be a swiss army knife.
... have fun
... oh crap, thats my job... 0_0
gurl has tried to keep herself busy all day, from playing around on here with all my fellow cherries to cleaning house, to constantly checking email. The thing about it is, no matter what one tries to do on a day they find themselves depressed, nothing seems to help no matter how busy they try to keep themselves.
It's kinda funny how when someone goes almost 3 years without something and then all the sudden it's given back to them, they just can't get enough of it. When that something that meant so much is jerked out from under them again it's even more devastating than it was the first time and the pain is deeper and more severe than it was the first time. The sheer fear of never getting it back again can scare the hell out of them, give them some really crazy thoughts they otherwise wouldn't think of, and can eventually drive them to doing things they normally would never do.
Now, sit and think about what matters most in life to Y/you and imagine what Y/you would do if
Just to let ya'll know, I will be in and out this weekend...chairbear is coming down and having a birthday party for her kids at Dan Nicholas Park.
If any of you know where it is come on by and join the party, must be accompanied by a child...lol
Also going to my daughters baby shower...YAY...only 30 more days till Ms. Alyssa Rayne arrives...
Hope each and everyone of you have an awesome weekend and enjoy time with your family, evem if by phone to say hello...My love to all...
Smiles, huggs and MUCH love ~ Sadie Grace
Flower In My Heart
Flower in my heart
A playful wind planted seeds on the shore of my soul...
some seeds were washed away by sea waves...
some seeds were food for seagulls...
some seeds were burned by the hot sun...
and i saw that all seeds but one were gone...
one remained to draw its water from my heart.
One-day Blog Silence
Silence can say more than a thousand words.
This day shall unite us all about this unbelievable painful & shocking event and show some respect and love to those who lost their loved ones.
On April 30th 2007, the Blogosphere will hold a One-Day Blog Silence in honor of the victims at Virginia Tech. More then 30 died at the US college massacre.
But it´s not only about them. Many bloggers have responded and asked about all the other victims of our world. All the people who die every day. What about them?
This day can be a symbol of support to all the victims of our world! All you have to do is spread the word about it and post the graphic on your blog on 30th April 2007. No words and no comments. Just respect, reflect and empathy.
Spread the word about this event
Why The Hurt ????
why do people break people hearts and put them down??? why do people hurt the loves ones the ones they love can someone tell me out there why people do that ??????
Stupid Survey ..lol I Was Bored
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Update On First Blog
so to answer a few questions, he didnt know when he wrote it that i had ct. actually i didnt even have ct until afte he had written the blog.
Having A Shitty Morning
So i have this friend that i have been talking to a lot lately. And she calls me this morning after i had gotten home from work and we are talking about stuff ( we have been talking about getting a place together for the last week). In the middle of our conversation she starts talking about how she was talking to Troy (her ex) and he told her that he had a dream about her and in this dream she told him she loves him. Normally this wouldn't bother me much because we are just friends, but when i'm with this friend if she talks about a guy she likes i get this sick feeling in the pit of my stomach. I doubt she has noticed these things, n e wayz she told me all this and then she told me that his dream was dead on and she hasn't said anything to troy and doesn't intend to. The funny thing is that she and this guy don't have the chemistry that we have, they don't even talk as much as we talk. I don't know what it is but i have told this girl things i haven't told any one EVER. i guess i kind
check out this link pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ooida.com please read their links and call anyone at congress to stop saling us out
For once I have hit my rating limit for the day. Can I ask why in the hell there is now a rating limit? What's the fun in that if you can only rate so much a day. I think it's shiity. I think that they need to get rid of this rating limit crap. I rate peoples pics no mater what. I know that if people are viewing my pics, I'd like for them to rate them while they are at. So how can I go looking at peoples pictures with out rating them. What, go look at them and then come back the next day and rate them. That's pointless. Please get rid of the rating limits. I understand that they are probably there because of some people that all they do is rate all day long to bump up in points. I'm not, and half the people out there are not. You should limit those rating 24/7 only. Omg this sucks ass. I have to wait until after midnight so that I can go start rating people again. URGGGGGGG
I lie on the ground,
and stare into space,
the stars start to move,
into the shape of your face.
I see you there now,
looking down at me,
with that cute little smile,
that I like to see.
You say "close your eyes",
"tell me what you see",
I see only two people,
just you and me.
We're walking the shoreline,
with our feet getting wet,
the horizon turns pink,
as the sun starts to set.
We make love through the night,
on that white sandy shore,
then I hold you while thinking,
I could want nothing more.
Oh I wish I could be,
in that one special place,
as I lie on the ground,
and I stare into space...
Dui Inforcement Lol!!!!
Body: One night, a police officer was stalking out a particularly rowdy bar for possible violations of the driving-under-the-influence laws.
At closing time, he saw a fellow stumble out of the bar, trip on the curb, and try his keys on five different cars before he found his. Then, sat in the front seat fumbling around with his keys for several minutes. Everyone left the bar and drove off. Finally, he started his engine and began to pull away.
The police officer was waiting for him. He stopped the driver, read him his rights and administered the Breathalyzer test. The results showed a reading of 0.0.
The puzzled officer demanded to know how that could be.
The driver replied, "Tonight, I'm the designated decoy."
My Life All The Pain
In my life I have been through a lot of pain and lost of people I love.
Something I can never get out of my head is the day when I was five I was raped by my twin sisters boy friend Billy that memory go though my head day and night I cant sleep some night or other night I wake up crying and screaming because I have a dream of that day. The other thing I can never get out of my head is when I was in fifth grade when my foster father Sherman who adopted me when I was six months died but the thing I remember about that day is two hours before he died I told him I hated him and wished he was dead and two hours later he was given the meds he was allergic to and had died ten minuets later ever since that day I have thought that his death was because of me. And also I can never get the day of the fourteenth birthday my best friend Brandon held me at gun point and raped me. These thing that have happened to me are things I have never got out of my head because of it I have had to lie most o
It was a warm summer evening in southern Texas,with the evening temps still into the mid 90’s and humidity was high. Dawn was a 20 year old junior at the local college. She was 5ft7 135 pounds with long dark hair and hazel eyes a small framed body that was nice and firm she as well had nice firm 36c breasts. Her apartment was on the top floor so she was lucky enough to have a balcony as well as having a great view of the pool. There was a constant flow of hot bodied men everyday in and out of the pool, it would make her mind wander and sometimes think in ways she’d never imangine so. Dawn was to major in business and was near the end of her semester, so she had been studying for her mid terms. On this particular evening it seemed a lot more warmer then usual in her apartment. She had gotten up from her desk that she was studying at and felt her vents. There wasn’t any cool air coming from them. As she checked her thermostat her a/c was still on but no cold air was comi
9 Months Later
HA!! Not that 9 months later but 9 months after my Gastric Bypass Weight Loss Surgery, I have lost 98 pounds. 98 POUNDS! I am so freakin psyched. Down from a size 26/28 to a 14/16 and even a few 12/14s. It is so exciting to feel healthy and look so different. I'm glad everyone seems to like my new photos. I'll try to get some new ones of my figure soon too. I still have a little ways to go but I'm willing to work for it and be patient.
Hey everyone, just to everyone know that we are moving to Texas next week. We got great job offers and arent going to pass them up. We arent sure how often we will be able to check CT so leave us a message and we will do our best to respond in a timely manner.
I have finally been called back to work. I hate temp. agencies but where I live that's all that's here. been a while since i was layed off. LOL and my shoes had holes from poundin the pavement. hopefully the work will last a longer time than before.
The Last Blog
THE LAST BLOG I DID I COPIED FROM SOMEONE ELSE I REDID IT IN A BLOG FOR MY OWN USE SORRY TO THE PERSON WHO I GOT IT FROM SORRY
I Need Your Help Friends, Fans, And Family.....
I want to thank those fans and friends who helped me by rating my pictures and profile so I can advance to the next level and display all my pictures from my trip to Europe. There are still other supposed fans and friends who have not taken the time to rate my pictures and profile. May I ask you to take the time and rate my pictures and profile so I can share with you more of my pictures from Europe. I am sorry if I am taking some of your valued time. Again, thanks and I look forward to talking to you all soon.
In Case You Didn't Read It Earlier
THE ROAD THAT I HAVE TRAVELED SINCE JOINING CHERRYTAP HAS BEEN AN ADVENTURE,I STILL GLANCE BACK AND WONDER HOW I BECAME SO LUCKY AS TO BE SURROUNDED BY SUCH BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE.
I WONDER IF YOU EVER REALIZED THAT I CARE FOR YOU ALL ENTIRELY.
AMIDST THESE CRIES OF JOY,I'M SIMPLY NOT THE SAME PERSON THAT I WAS BEFORE BECAUSE OF THE FRIENDSHIPS I HAVE MADE WITH YOU ALL.I HAVE BECOME A BETTER PERSON FOR KNOWING EACH ONE OF YOU.
THERE WILL BE MANY MORE TOMORROWS THAT WE WILL EXPLORE
MY THANKS TO EACH WHO HAVE TAKEN THE TIME TO HELP ME ALONG MY JOURNEY.ALSO MANY THANKS FOR EACH ONE WHO HAVE READ MY WORDS.
BE WELL,BE SAFE,BE KIND TO ONE ANOTHER,
BE WONDERFUL MY FRIENDS.
HUGS AND MUCH MUCH LOVE TO ALL
So Far I Have Perfect Scores On All Assignments
Well so far I have perfect scores on all of my assignments that I have turned in for my class and only a few more to do. I am so happy the end of the class is May 28, and I should have my degree by this time next year.
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com
Not Mine But To All My Male Friends
The Penis Poem
My nookie days are over
My pilot light is out
What used to be my sex appeal
Is now my water spout.
Time was when, on its own accord
From my trousers it would spring
But now I've got a full-time job
To find the blasted thing.
It used to be embarrassing
The way it would behave
For every single morning
It would stand and watch me shave.
Now as old age approaches
It sure gives me the blues
To see it hang its little head
And watch me tie my shoes.
Happy Mother's Day
Wishing all Mother's a Happy Mother's Day!! Have a wonderful day!!
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com
A Woman Fear
What is it exactly with the men now dayzs,what is it that you fear.You know i hear alot of this one statement that all men are doggs n up to no good,but i say that only comes from a person bad experiences.Ok Yes its bad how the world already portray women as bitches,hoes,slutts..in the videos the name calling when arguements arrive.One thing men 4get is that we came from a womans womb n that is god great gift to a woman so there for why disrespect the woman that have the ability to produce,populate the earth by bringing new life into the world.Now grant it the women do need the men on that half to reproduce,but on the other hand Men can become obsolete.Sexually the woman have all types of Toys to please them n most say that a woman can please another woman better than a man can physically.So i say to the fellas.No i say to the GENTLEMANs,Treat all ladies with respect,learn to find a womans necessites,passion,Joy n be beside her when it counts the most.
I come to you hungry and tired
you give me food and let me sleep
I come to you weak
you give me strength and that's deep
you call me a sheep and lead me to green pastures
only asking that I keep the focus in-between the chapters
You give me the word and only ask that I interpret
And give me the eyes that I may recognize the serpent
You know I ain't perfect,but you'd like me to try
Unlike the devil who just wants me to lie
till I die
Lord why is it that,I go through so much pain
All I saw was black,all I felt was rain
I come to you because its you who knows
you showed me that everything was black because my eyes were closed
You gave me the light and let me bask in your glory
So it was only right that when you ask for this story
I put it together to do our dogs some good
our dogs being,brothers and sisters in the hood
Plenty of times you sent help my way,but i hid
and I remember once you held me close,but i slid
There was something that I just
More Useless Products
Upon wandering through my place of employment the other day, I stumbled across some more useless items we sell. I don't know who comes up with this shit, let alone actually buys it...
The Olivia Newton-John Self Breast Examination Kit. While I'm all for breast cancer awareness, who actually had the nerve to come up with this, and have ONJ endorse it???? It comes with a magnifiying glass that fits your finger, an examination pad, a velvet pouch for the magnifier, and a postcard. I was born with my own self breast examination kit...it's called HANDS.
A portable alchol detector...great for parties! See who can blow the highest at your next kegger!! A perfect stocking stuffer for your favorite alcoholic!! If you blow in the Alcohol Detector, you won't end up blowing Bubba in the big house!!
Erotica: Poolside Part 1
The number clicked over in my head as I touched the end of the swimming pool, turned, and set off for another length. I swam quickly, enjoying the calmness, the silence, around me.
I turned again, my shoulders starting to ache as I think that a hundred lengths would be about right.
It was quite late, which was how I liked it as I had the pool to myself. I had timed it just right -- an hour in the gym, then into the pool just as everyone else was starting to leave.
Max, the guy on duty in the gym, didn't mind -- he had to stay to clear up anyway, and as I was a regular he was happy to leave me to it.
I turned again, enjoying the solitude around me, the feel of the water swishing past me as I swam, as I dropped my face into the water with each stroke.
As I turned, my solitude was torn away as two people jumped into the pool a few yards from where I was swimming. A wave washed over me, rocking me as I swam past, the water a mass
I Did One Of Those Quiz Things...
You scored as The Amazing Spider-Man. After being bitten by a radioactive spider, Peter Parker was transformed from a nerdy high school student into New York's greatest hero. Peter enjoys the thrill of being a super hero, but he struggles with the burdens of leading a double life. He hopes someday to win the heart of his true love Mary Jane, the woman he's loved since before he even liked girls. Right now, he just wants to make it through college and pay his bills. The Amazing Spider-Man63%Lara Croft58%Neo, the "One"58%William Wallace54%Maximus50%Captain Jack Sparrow50%Batman, the Dark Knight46%The Terminator46%El Zorro42%Indiana Jones
Taps Wuz Here
heh heh... I am posting this site in hopes that you will have a little fun with it. Its just something I have been playing around with. Please don't be offended by it. Its all in good fun.
My Sexual Style
You scored as A Romantic. You're a romantic through and through. You may not ever have very many partners, but it's ok. You know that it's about the person who you're having it with, and that the sex is more of a fun biproduct - a very fun biprodict. You know how to make your partner happy, and that's what it's all about.A Romantic78%Sex God78%A Slave To BDSM35%Virgin33%How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com
Best Morph Contest
BEST MORPH CONTEST
Best Morph contest. Looking for 20 contestants. The contest will start Sunday, May 20,2007 at 6pm EDT.
The contest will end Sunday, May 27,2007 at 6pm EDT.
Send me a PM with the link to the pic you wish to use.
I LOVE MY SWEET CT WIFE ¢¾MANDY¢¾br />@ CherryTAP
Contest begins 5-20-07@6pmEDT and ends 5-27-07@6pmEDT.
Comment bombing and self-comment bombing allowed.
1 rate=1 comment so be sure and tell everyone to rate also.
GOOD LUCK TO ALL
*PRIZES WILL BE PAID OUT DURING HAPPY HOUR*
CT HUSBAND TO ¢¾MANDY¢¾
I LOVE MY SWEET CT WIFE ¢¾MANDY¢¾
Blues Clues Saves The Day
Well for anyone who has young ones who aren't in school yet you have a huge idea as to what I'm bloggin' about.
So it's been officially a week ago that my son and I watched blues clues on nick jr, well the episode we were watching delt with the issue of anger management know to adults as daily life but yet to a growing little mind it's called Frustration.
So as we watched intently and learned from blue and steve, there are 3 steps to dealing with frustration... as said by steve, you must STOP, Breath, and THINK, sure sounds easy enough to as we repeated all the steps together, that is my son(4yr old) and I, He started to understand what to do when you get frustrated and can't seem to get things right, you just follow these steps and you'll be ok
well 4 nights ago, we had bought a new tooth paste by good ole' tom's organic grape flavored kids toothpaste, we had to brush our teeth with it, well I had misplaced it and couldn't find the damn bottle of tooth paste, as I retraced my st
My Top 5 Ct Friends
It was late in the afternoon on April 2007 when my daughter left my desk after playing Barbie online games, then a black huge background appeard on my poor 15 inch monitor.My eyes were focused on the screen.It scared me-Oh! my God,I was thinking it was a porno site because my daughter was browsing at websites for two hours,but,of course,i have restricted sites,i have spywares and i strongly avoided pop-ups but this looked like one."Where the hell did you get this?"I asked my precocious and lovely daughter.Well,it was not as bad as i thought it was, and with a single click I became one of the members of the worlds most popular site with millions of members joining everyday.
I was unreluctantly uploading photos and photos were displaying in less than 3 minutes (nah...that is if you have a good connection but mine is a bad one.)I received comments on my photos and i have had multiple viewers in a day.Don't you think its amazing?I was looking at profiles of America's men and women
If you agree too easily you will not be trusted. If you disagree too often you will not be believed.
When you strive to be seen as sincere, you most certainly will not be. For true sincerity is never the result of contrivance.
Let go of your need to impress others, and you will indeed be impressive. Let go of your concern for appearances, and you'll be authentically sincere.
The way to be consistently believed is to always speak the truth. The way to be truly respected is to live the big moments and the small ones with integrity.
If you feel the need to hide the truth about what you are doing, it's a good idea to seriously reconsider your intentions. Nothing gained by deception will ever be of any real value to you.
Say what you mean, be who you are, and do what you know is right. Live with sincerity, and the pathways you follow will be richly fulfilling.
The Door Of Full Surrender
The Door of Full Surrender
But He knows the way that I take; when He has tested me, I will come forth as gold.
What if you had two doors to choose from; behind one door was the complete will of God for your life and behind the other door was how life could be according to your own preference. Which door would you choose? The struggle for most lies in the desire to follow God completely and the fear of what might be behind the door of full surrender. Most of us desire to follow God, but few of us will do it at any cost. We do not really believe that God loves us to the degree that we are willing to give Him complete permission to do as He wills in us.
If we desire to fully walk with Christ, there is a cost. We may give intellectual assent and go along with His principles and do fine; however, if we are fully given over to Him and His will for our life, it will be a life that will have adversity. The Bible is clear that humans do not achieve greatness without havi
Sticky fingers ' tangled hair,
scattered crayons, everywhere.
Fancy artwork ' on the wall '
drawn by midgets ' three feet tall.
Tell me why ' and tell me how '
that was mine ' I want it NOW!
Fix my bike. Buy me gum.
If you have it, I want some.
Dirty faces, grass-stained knees,
learning words ' like pretty please.
Endless hugs & goofy wet kisses,
learning respect with 'Mr.' & 'Mrs.'
Scraped-up hands, from falling down.
Tender tugs - - on my night gown.
Need more paper ' for Santa's letter?
I wasn't so bad ' but I've been better.
Watching a movie ' again and again '
Mommy, please ' put the tape back in.
Messy fingers ' hair gone wild '
all in the life ' of our precious child !!
It Is Not The Age It Is The Attitude!!
A 92-year-old, well-poised and proud man, who is fully dressed each morning
by eight o'clock, with his hair fashionably coiffed and shaved perfectly,
even though he is legally blind, moved to a nursing home today. His wife of
70 years recently passed away, making the move necessary. After many hours
of waiting patiently in the lobby of the nursing home, he smiled sweetly
when told his room was ready.
As he maneuvered his walker to the elevator, I provided a visual description
of his tiny room, including the eyelet sheets that had been hung on his
'I love it,' he stated with the enthusiasm of an eight-year-old having just
been presented with a new puppy.
'Mr. Jones, you haven't seen the room; just wait.'
'That doesn't have anything to do with it,' he replied.
'Happiness is something you decide on ahead of time. Whether I like my room
or not doesn't depend on how the furniture is arranged ... it's how I
arrange my mind. I already decided to love it.' It's
Will A New Study Force Changes In Drug Law?
Will a New Study Force Changes in Drug Law?
By Bruce Mirken, AlterNet
Posted on March 15, 2007, Printed on May 18, 2007
On March 8, a high-powered British commission recommended tossing that country's law on illegal drugs onto the scrap heap and starting over again. Given that the U.S. Controlled Substances Act parallels the British Misuse of Drugs Act in important ways, the suggestion deserves attention in America as well.
Indeed, it would be a fine start if Americans could simply begin the sort of rational, thoughtful debate on drug policy that the British seem to be having. If we could manage such a thing, we might start changing illogical and unscientific laws that now lead to more U.S. arrests for marijuana possession than for all violent crimes combined.
The RSA Commission on Illegal Drugs, Communities and Public Policy, was convened by the Royal Society for the Encouragement of Arts, Manufactures and Commerce, a respected think ta
You Know What's Super Fun?
Asking your mom what her top 10 hottest celebritys are.
Her answers were:
10. Pueblo Bryson
9. Sean Connery
8. Michael Jordan
7. Robin Williams
6. Leonardo Decaprio
5. Brat Pitt
4. Steven Segal
3. Anthony Hopkins
2. Clint Eastwood
Please forgive my monster
Forgive my seething rage
This is not always who I am
You'll see when you turn the page
I do have a fluffy side
Though sometimes it's hard to see
Underneath the sheilds and shadows
Ever protecting me
Wish you could see past the shadows
Can it be you have the Sight
Can you get past the steel and leather
See past the darkness to my Light
But no, I should remember
Once I set the monster free
Everyone knows the truth
That the little purple monster is me
Sorry I've Been A Bit Slack Lately!
Life has a way of interfearing with online activities, lol. Naw, really thou...it's gotten a bit wild here. Down to only ONE pc now, and ds came for the weekend....making it be spread really thin! Anyhow this pc has many users, and this past weekend time-share wasn't what it could have been. Friday my one son was suspended for three days...I know, I know, self defence is the most awful distasteful, evil, vile, and discusting thing any one could ever do!!! Makes one wonder why thoes who say such things are the FIRST one's to BLOCK when the FEEL threatened, and unlike my ds...wait till after the person has struck (repeatedly I might add...) and refuses to stop when asked to??? Hummmm? Too bad they didnt gived him 5 days....that'd be 5 days of peace for him. And to think........some people dont understand why thoes school shootings happen. Talk to any kid that's been majorly massivey bullied, beaten and prosicuted for tryint to get help through the "normal" (deaf and blind) procedures! W
Bad Two Weeks
i had a really bad two weeks first my uncle deid and than a friend of mines kid got hit by a car and died and than my cousins wife died and there baby and than my brother in law wrecked his motorcycle and we dont know if he is going to make it and that pic of my sitting on that motorcycle is the one that got wrecked and to top it all off i have been having chest pains and the only one that knows is my sister
The 3rd Poem In My Growing Anthology
This one is called Your World
When you hold your world at high expectations
But the one you are facing seems to be erasing
You sit and wonder, and come to see
The world you have known can no loner be
What you have seen and what you have done
Meant nothing to to what you have wanted to have done
Why your world has wondered off the road
That you wanted to have taken
And ended up
Leaving your mind confused and mistaken
Do the little things you do
Split your world in two
One half highs
The other half lows
Or can it just be
That the world you see
Is really what you made it to be
Funny how we as humans contradict the fuck out of ourselves. We always say that we were looking to be friends with, in a relationship with, hire, promote....(insert other random bullshit) people with a great spiritual, moral....(insert more non-physical bullshit here) qualities. Bullshit...lies. Research and personal experience have proven this to be a load of shit. People are more prone to base shit off looks. Sure there are some mental and spiritual qualities, but most interaction is based on some sort of visual representation whether real or imagined. But what's stupid to me is even at a place like FedEx, most people are biased about looks on whether to hire someone or not to load fuckin' trucks. Now, I'm not a fuckin' rocket scientist but, I don't think a pretty boy type or a pretty girl would load a fuckin truck correctly. Nor would an attractive type with no leadership ability or experience make a good supervisor. Yet this shit happens daily. Even your significant other "who lov
Passion's abyss, can be seen in your eyes
Twilight's aura, a beauty to see
Forever lost, in the sweet rapture of your touch
Your captivating essence, invokes my soul
Your love, wraps me in a blanket of contentment
Endless search is over, I've attained ecstasy
by Michelle 2007
Find Me On Facebook
Besides my personal websites and fanclubs, you can now catch me daily on FACEBOOK - If you're already on there, then feel free to add me! Have a great day! Melanie
E' Line Official Myspace
Here is the Official Myspace from E' Line for the ppl who have Myspace too pls show some suport ;)
this is a new band tnx
As the moon drew near & my heart raced; someone was coming to help me find my place. The weather was cool and the night was young. Feelings of emotions steered as two became one. The opinions and commons were much alike and the stars couldn't have aligned any better on that night. At first it was nervous but then a little scared. After the prison started to come down, it was most silent. Not even one sound. The taste of candy on my lips and the smell of fresh air all around. I soon relaxed as the oddness went away and the feeling of being so comfortable was more than that of any man of any previous day. The music of a soft voice and the strings that came after were much like a siren of the seas. It wasn't strange at all and the warmth of feeling safe while wrapped up in a strong embrace. Soon silence once again filled the room and all was well for an hour of sooth. Feelings started to erupt and the lips against the back as one was awake and the other was sound. A rubbing tenderness of
Dad And Child Contest Score Updates!
Dad And Child Contest
I Need Dads with their kid or kids in a pic!
Comment bombing allowed and Self bombing allowed!
1st Dad is......
with 407 comments!
2nd Dad is.......
with 15 comments!
3rd Dad is......
with 8 comments!
4th Dad is......
with 4 comments!
5th Dad is......
with 1 comments!
6th Dad is......
with 1 comments!
7th Dad is......
with 1 comments!
2 Gifts from gift shop per winner!
If u want to enter the contest plz send me link to ur pic in my messages
or tell me and i will rip it for u !
Contest will start on 5/26 thur 6/1
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Lifes A Bitch Sometimes
so i was in a relationship for a year with a girl thought was made for me. recently things changed and she broke it off because she wasnt into it anymore or something like that. i have never felt like this about anyone this shit is rough. its been since tuesday and i cant get my mind away from it. to top it off me and her have been friends since middle school and we were roomates beforehand and i have nowhere to go and neither does she so we are roomates again. talk about odd. o well life rolls on we still care about each other it just didnt work i guess (for her for me i loved it ). i dont know if i really should be sharing all this but i need to tlk to help myself. thanks for listening
A Nasty Lookin Low Rater
Go check out this profile! She likes to rate below a 10 but doesnt have any room to talk!!!!
What Do You Consider A Friend?
OK... I really have to wonder as to what CT is all about. There are those that are Family - those who I am blood or related to in some way or another or have a variety of contact with outside of CT, then there are fans - yeah - even Derek Jeeter doesn't know I exist yet I still am a fan of... But Friends on CT... That is a whole other genre.
What makes a friend?
Is it someone that actually takes the time out of their busy schedule to once in a while drop a line, have a chat in the shoutbox, drop a comment every now and then, send a message to, rate new items in pics, stashes and blogs and really tries to keep in touch like many on my list (that is constantly growing because I give everyone that actually reads my profile and respects my wishes from the get go a chance to prove them self that they want to be a friend) or is it truly "cherry pickers"?
I know I am not perfect, but I do at least try to be a friend that keeps in touch with the people on my friend list once a week. Thi
I Will Finally Let You Know How Im Doing..lol
So everyone keeps asking me how is my pregnancy going and I guess I haven't wrote anything about it yet..LOL Well Im more then my half way point now. We are having a girl. We are naming her Haley Marie. I wanted of my girls to have my middle name at least. Haven't been sick at all. Im so happy with that. With my first daughter I was sick all the time so Im very happy with this one. Thought it was a boy though because im carrying low but I really don't think it has anything to do with it. I have my days though that I don't feel like doing anything but at the sametime have a lot of energy on other days. I just can't wait to have her so I can move around a lot better then I am now..
I have missed all the hic ups and the moving around and such. Its been 4 years since I have felt this. Its an exciting feeling bec then I know she is ok. My daughter has been very helpful with me also. She gets up and helps me with some dishes already and she loves to help me sweep and mop the floors. She k
Ill Miss You All
Hey all my sexy people. Well Finally got my deadline to move, so I will be gone for about a month. Ill be checking in from time to time but probly wont have my full internet untill im settled in properly. I will miss all my regular friends, so leave me love, and I promise to miss you all.
Mtv's Real World
help my friend get into mtvs real world please. you have to sign up. only 6 days left.
Why Ar Eyou Fake
YOU SAID YOU WOULD ALWAYS BE THERE FOR ME. BUT YOUR NOT
YOU SAID THAT YOU WILL ALWAYS LOVE ME. BUT YOU DONT.
WE SAID WE WOULD BE FRIENDS TILL THE END AND IT FEELS AS IF THIS STORY HAS WRITTEN ITS LAST CHAPTER.
WHY ARE YOU SODAMN FAKE? PRETEND TO CARE BUT THEN YOU DONT...BITCHES COME AND GO BUT FRIEND ARE TO REMAIN AND YOUR JUST A BITCH IN MY BOOK SO YOU CAN BE ON YOUR WAY.
SORRY I HAD TO GET THIS OUT MY BEST FRIEND OF 3 YEARS HAS FINALLY SHOWN HIS TRUE COLORS
Come One Come All!!!
Lagging behind in my first contest, cause I don't have a ton of bomber friends. Help me out guys. Show me some love and I'll show you love. Let's do this yo!!! :)
MamacitaTia AKA "Fun Dip"
Click pic below and comment the heck out of it!! :)
Remember that women have been the heart of all mankind and we will always be. Without us, our world would not exist. But we need to live in harmony with man and "men". Without them, we are nothing either. So it is in harmony that we must live with all.
THIS IS NO MOVIE OF NOBLE SAVAGES
Adrian C Louis (Paiute)
Born of trees
whose timeless atoms
carried on their savage
act of indolence
in annual assault of leaves
upon the earth
while their branches
felt up the sky
where the white man's God lives,
holding these petroglyphs
is neither apology nor legacy
but a wanted poster.
Now, dauntless before Dante's
of visions of Hell
I curse God and weep
because some creeps crept
through the back window and carried
away my typewriter
while we were at the wake.
When I find them,
they will bleed broken English
from shattered mouths
and my fists
will sing songs of forgiveness,
unless of course
they're my in-laws.
Best Sexxy Eyes On Ct Contest!
Best Sexxy Eyes On Ct Contest!
Contest will start on 6/4 thur 6/11
1st Set Of Eyes Are.......
with 1 comments!
2nd Set Of Eyes Are......
with 1 comments!
Winners will get 2 gifts each!
Comment bombing allowed and self bombing also!
Want to enter just send me a link to ur pic or tell me and i will
Rip your pic for you!
Click on pic to enter contest!
~~AnGeLHeArT~*Majorboredum* LoVeR69*~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~ FoUnDeR Of~ * AnGeLs Of MeRcY BoMb SqUaD * ~@ CherryTAP
New Pledge Of Allegiance
New Pledge of Allegiance!
Since the Pledge of Allegiance
The Lord's Prayer
are not allowed in most public schools anymore
Because the word "God" is mentioned....
A kid in Arizona wrote the attached NEW School prayer.
I liked it.
Now I sit me down in school
Where praying is against the rule
For this great nation under God
Finds mention of Him very odd.
If Scripture now the class recites,
It violates the Bill of Rights.
And anytime my head I bow
Becomes a Federal matter now.
Our hair can be purple, orange or green,
That's no offense; it's a freedom scene.
The law is specific, the law is precise.
Prayers spoken aloud are a serious vice.
For praying in a public hall
Might offend someone with no faith at all.
In silence alone we must meditate,
God's name is prohibited by the state.
We're allowed to cuss and dress like freaks,
That is just my luck :( My camera gets broke and I can't make my salute (not yet,lol's) I finally make it to this point and I was ready! (I need more pics anyways) :( So now I have to wait to get another camera :( I tried to use my webcam (it takes still pics) and it tells me it is not compatible with my new windows Vista,sooooooooo messed up :( Rrrrrrrrrrrrr! Makes me mad!!! But it is just TEMPORARY!,YEAH!!! :) Thank you for letting me "VENT",Because,it's ALWAYS just my luck,lol's,have a nice day/evening :)Take care all :)
What would you do?....you make the choice. Don't look for a punch line, there isn't one. Read it anyway. My question is: Would you have made the same choice?
At a fundraising dinner for a school that serves learning-disabled children, the father of one of the students delivered a speech that would never be forgotten by all who attended. After extolling the school and its dedicated staff, he offered a question: "When not interfered with by outside influences, everything nature does is done with perfection. Yet my son, Shay, cannot learn things as other children do. He cannot understand things as other children do. Where is the natural order of things in my son?"
The audience was stilled by the query.
The father continued. "I believe, that when a child like Shay, physically and mentally handicapped comes into the world, an opportunity to realize true human nature presents itself, and it comes in the way other people treat that child."
Then he told the following
Subject: FW: The Pope's visit
>The Pope was visiting New York, so the Cardinal sent a limo to JFK to bring
>him into the city.
>After getting all of Pope Benedict's luggage loaded into the limousine (and
>he doesn't travel
>lightly), the chauffeur noticed that the Pope was still standing on the
>Chauffeur: "Excuse me, Your Holiness, would you please take your seat now
>we can leave?"
>"Well, to tell you the truth," said the Pope, "they never let me drive at
>the Vatican since when I was a Cardinal,
>and I'd really like to drive today."
>Chauffeur: "I'm sorry, Your Holiness, but I can't let you do that. I'd lose
>my job, and what if something should happen?"
>protested the driver, wishing he'd never gone to work that morning.
>"Who's going to tell?" said the Pope with a smile.
>Reluctantly, the chauffeur got in the back as the Pope climbed in behind
>wheel. The driver quickly regreted his decision when, after exiting the
Why do ppl always want to cause bullshit between two ppl who are in love.
I'm holding back tears from sadness...yeah, it's a blue day ~ one of the days I don't consider to be "happy"...LOL ~ don't really wanna call it a "bad day", but it is what it is.
I'm sitting here, surfin' the net...shoppin' on eBay for some fun stuff to take fotos in, while I sip on a grody BARIUM BANANA SMOOTHIE!!! LMAO...I can't believe they think this stuff tastes good! BLECH!!
I'm going in for a CT Scan at 0800am...a lovely non-invasive procedure that will show all my beautiful "innerds" to my insurance company for final approval on my heart transplant requirements!
I hope I didn't overwhelm you with that last blog...but I DID warn you that it was LONG!!! This is another night of insomnia...one of the funky symptoms of cardiomyopathy. Well, at least I have fun while I'm awake! LOL...
LOVE YOU!!! MUAHz!
And Scarlett O'Hara said, "After all...tomorrow is another day."
Morph Me Contest -read Instructions
I want to see how good your creativity is, I am challenging you to make Me a morphing picture, if your picture is the one I choose as favorite, I will give you a pimping gift of my choice...
Now now boys and girls.. here's the picture I want you to work on. Feel free to post your creations on this blog for Me and everybody else to see.. I wish I could create a separate album for the contest but... no picture space right now. I will do that in time, once I have the space for them.
Here's the picture
I will be running this challenge till June 30th, so you have enough time to think and pick your morphing image!!... I can't wait to see!!
Love, kisses & spanks
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I Am A "metalhead"
Whats Your Stereotype?...
• You enjoy tanning.
• You own an iPod/mp3 player.
• You love Starbucks.
• You have been called a brat.
• You have tons of shoes.
• You have/had a laptop.
• You love shopping.
•[x] Black is one of your favorite colors.
•[x] You wear chains.
•[x] You like heavy metal.
•[x] You've shopped at hot topic
• You have worn black lipstick.
• You have/had/or wanted piercings.
• You own a pair of Tripp pants.
• You have at least one unnaturally colored haired friend.
• You like plaid.
•[x] You have/love Converse.
•[x] You hate mtv.
• You have/had/want/wanted blue, pink, red, purple, or green hair.
• You love mohawks
•[x] You LOVE Music.
•[x] Hate people who pretend to be something they are not
•[x]You are sad sometimes.
• You have dark colored glasses.
• You cry easily.
• You like emo music(RJA,e
What Is The Point
hey everyone, i don't understand what is wrong with people. this guy on here is just really rude and he will not leave me alone. i don't know what i did to him but rate his pic, thats all i did and he is like obsessing over my rate that is kind of retarded. like i said before i don't care what other think of me. just for others who look at my pics my 4 month is holding a can that is empty and i was sitting right there holding with her, and she is teething so that means she likes the coldness on her gums. if anyone thinks that it is a bad thing its ok just be honest with me instead of being cruel about it. nobody is perfect, i sure am not. everyone makes mistakes. you know whatever that person is nothing but a thing on the net its a waste of time for me.
Just Another Ramble
I'm becoming terribly resigned. pretty much just life in general I'm resigned to love, and don't even know if I believe in it anymore. there's plenty of signs in my life that point to YES and I should believe, but I'm not so sure if it's going to wander my way any time soon. I'm resigned to the passage of time, I can do nothing to stop it. it will continually speed up and unless I accept it, I'll simply be drug behind it.
Maybe it's not even really resign. maybe it's just apathy. I can feel that old numbness creeping back up my spine, just waiting to take over again. I hated those days. I was such a mess. I felt nothing for a months. nothing hurt, nothing was pleasurable, nothing was tolerable and nothing set me in any direction except further into complete indifference. I don't know the exact moment when it happened. but I became a former shell of myself.
My inspiration has been lacking. Am I only the only person in the world who literally acts out scenarios? I'll come up with som
I peek out of my shell for I'm starting to come out. My life is staring to look up cause friends are givin me a shout. They care bout me enough to see me through. You do for me and I'll do for you.
I Hate My Phone!
Hello everyone! Well...I was going to add some pics to my ct but my phone sucks!!! Everytime I try to take a pic and think it looks good enough to put on here it ends up blurry. I am not going to give up though, I will have more pics of me, current ones even posted on here soon!
I know many of you have signed my guest book already. I really would like to have all my family,friends and fans sign it. It would be much appreciated if you would take the time to do so and If you have one too I promise to do my best to sign it also
In the meadow I wait
For The One to find
A twist of fate
To control my mind
So, here I sit, ponder
And wait to see
i begin to wonder
If You’ll chose me
i’ll no longer pursue
That is not my part
i leave it up to you
To capture my heart
Time and again
i’ve began the chase
In hopes to in
That was not the case
I bow my head
And wait to see
If, after all this said
She will find me
Daily Horoscope June 12
"It's time to banish negativity from your life -- or at the very least to examine the habit and see what it hides. A world of possibilities is out there for you to explore, but you can't see it unless you're willing."
Be optimistic? Like ALL the time? Euw. My life sort of is takin a turn that way all on its own lately though. Hrm.
Unopened Letter By Unknown
I took the memories I had of you
And sealed them in a letter
I sent them along
I wonder if they were delivered
I think the address I wrote
Was the one you gave to me
You're not losing any sleep
And the letter remains unopened
Put me in a box and forget my name
Because if you don't remember it no one will
On a shelf where the dust collects
I see your face
Your eyes stare back
Like a thousand aches and pains
The memories of you can't be erased
Because I sealed them in a letter
It sits on your shelf
With dust collecting on it
Put me in a box and forget my name
Because if you don't remember it no one will
A million sunsets have come today
With each one gone by there is less pain
All I can do is forget
I Love You!!!
When you said, "I love you,"
I went over the moon.
My heart sang its glory,
The stars sang in tune.
As when with a word
God brought forth light,
So with these words
You ended my night.
So with these words
You made something new:
A bond of devotion
Between me and you.
How powerful words
To shape who we are!
We ponder in silence;
Our words cross a bar.
Your words crossed a threshold
And entered the past,
Yet they have created
A world that will last.
One Of My Poems "watch"
I sit here and watch them grow.
Teaching them things they need to know.
Wondering if they really know,
How they have helped me today?
Watching them day to day.
The smiles as they play.
What will they learn today?
DO they know they help me everyday.
Reading stories and playing games
singing and dancing throught the day.
with them I do no wrong
what am i gonna learn today?
watching them grow and play
teaching new things everyday.
they helped me today.
watching them grow and play.
Written by Tanya Bray
October 20 2006.
N The Shower Naked Do U Like
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This week has been a crazy week here for us. Just wanted to keep my friends in the loop who actually read my bulletins.
Monday we went to USC for lil man's root canal. Yea it sucked, it was a LONG day. The proceedure isn't like a normal one since his tooth is so new. They weren't able to finish it in the 2 1/2 hours they worked so we have to go back in july to finish.
Tuesday was his talent show and he played his baratone. He did really well and made us all proud. The teacher in charge of it was even saying how hard he had worked and how well he did.
Wed was more of an on the go day!!! we had to go shopping and get ready for the next day since the next day was..........
Thursday was GRADUATION!!! He promoted out of grammer school!!! I'm soooooo happy to finally get him out of there. After that we went to lunch and then to disneyland for the day and nite. WOW were we beat!!!
Friday we are going to go to the movies this afternoon.....
Pretty much on the go all week and
To All My Friends
i was just wonderin if all my friends would fan me i was just wantin to get a ranking one time while i was on here ive got 1814 friends and only 227 fans im 99.9% positive i have fanned all of my friends i fan when we become friends to everyone so if u would i would appreciate it
love to all
I HATE YOU!
Another Sad Poem From When I Was A Child
Who am I?
When I think I know I dont.
When I dont I think I do.
I need a map
My sense of direction is scattered
I can no longer walk on my own.
PLEASE! carry me
to that place thats in my dreams
to a peaceful serene sense of stability
I didnt realize it at the time, but what I was looking for was god. when i finally found him he did carry me to that place in my dreams.
If only I could find him again.
He promised to love like he said,
No matter what occurs,
And to show his proof of truth,
He traded his heart for hers.
Now that he had the trust,
He loved her more than she could believe,
They treated each other like royalty,
So why did she still leave?
Did he say somthing to hurt her?
Or was it the little things he didn't do?
His love for her was tight
But she still slipped through
Didn't believe in giving up on this
He tries to talk to her everyday
And each time he's broken,
As she says nothing turns and walks away
Even though it hurts
He looks for some else to take her spot
It seems to work for others,
But for him its not
Being alone is no longer an option,
He can't stop thinking about her
To fnd somebody else was a joke,
He'd rather struggle with her than without her,
Using methods that cover up what he really wants to say
Its a painful process and his hearts still shattered
But he'll pick the up pieces on the way
Father's Day 06
Last Father's Day was one for the ages. Here I was ready to share my son to my family which I havn't seen in 3yrs but to much of my disliking it happen to been one of the worst day of my life. Thinking that I was going to embrace with love turns out that it was a bloodbath to me. Yelling and agrueing made Father's Day of 06 one day I wish would never happens to me. Now on this Father's Day I'm not to sure how things will turn out but as God is my witness if this Father's Day turns like last years .... well my family can forget about seeing me and my son ever again!
So... to all my freinds out there don't worry about me as long I can shoot tha sh*t with yall will be cool with me! I know there's hope somewhere and this poem made my day feel somewhat speical to me......
God took the strength of a mountain
The majesty of a tree
The warmth of a summer sun
The calm of a quiet sea
The generous soul of nature
The comforting arm of night
The wisdom of the ages
The power of t
Father's Day , Call Your Dad!
If you are lucky enough to still be able to do this, call your DAD. He is waiting for your call, trust me on this. Or, call someone else's Dad, if you can't call yours, but if he is alive, your Dad is expecting your call, don't make him wait a minute longer.
Sex You Up
Oh babe, how I need to sex you up
To undress you in an urgent rage
To rip your clothing straight off you
And bring you deeply within too
To mount my man
To ride my steed
For you to come to me
I need to sex you up right now
No one else will fit the bill
You are the one how knows just how
To cause a quiver, send a chill
You're not too far
For me to come
To you right now
And sex you up
Her is another guy who doesn't like to be nice. Likes to give 1's and doesn't seem to want to read profiles. Show him some Cherry love like he showed me.
Things That Make You Go Hmmmmmm
1. If you throw a cat out a car window, does it become kitty litter?
>2. If corn oil comes from corn, where does baby oil come from?
>3. If there is no God, who pops up the next kleenex in the box?
>4. When a cow laughs, does milk come out it's nose?
>5. Why do they put braille on the number pads of drive-through teller
>6. How did a fool and his money GET together?
>7. If nothing sticks to Teflon, how do they stick Teflon to the pan?
>8. How do they get a deer to cross at that yellow road sign?
>9. If it's tourist season, why can't we shoot them?
>10. What's another word for thesaurus?
>11. Why do they sterilize the needles for lethal injections?
>12. What do they use to ship Styrofoam?
>13. Why is abbreviation such a long word?
>14. Why is there an expiration date on my sour cream container?
>15. Why do kamikaze pilots wear helmets?
>16. How do you know when it is time to tune your bagpipes?
>17. Is it true that cannibals don't eat clowns because they t
Crucify My Heart
I can still feel you here
But even your presence says goodbye
This ghost begins to disappear
And I must live with the reason why
Found everything I ever needed
When it was already gone
I am battered, broken and beaten
I have nothing to rest my hope upon
What have I done?
I've lost my all
The final act has begun
I dont want to answer the curtain call
I cannot stop these sorrows that resurrect
I face them eye to eye every day
Eternal torment is what I expect
Everything is lost to me anyway
So stab me again, drive another nail in
Crucify my heart, please, so it will end
Let the cold heartedness be who I am
Because I know I'll never find love again
Crucify my heart, I'm on my knees
Please God, let it be
Let its sacrific save me please
Please God make this end for me
Places I Have Been/countries Visited
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Litha Lore - The Witches Viewpoint
The Sun shines strong upon the ground,
Nature’s abundance grows all around,
Gently nourished by summer rain,
Apples, Oats, Wheat and Grain,
Promises of bounty, time reveals,
And On and On turns the Wheel!
The Horned One walks the bright Greenwood,
Rare glimpses seen make all feel good!
His Power once again at its Height,
Together with the shortness of night,
Summertime joy is all we feel!
And On and On turns the Wheel!
Hot and humid it begins to oppress,
All life moves less and less,
Thunders’ rumble taints the air,
The weather turns a lot less fair!
Lightning flash and Thunders Peel,
And On and On turns the Wheel!
Summer storms pass swiftly by,
And once again time doth fly,
Soon will come Harvest Time,
Wheat become bread, Grape become Wine!
A bounty taken to provide a meal,
And On and On turns the Wheel!
Still to come a last farewell,
Death embraced as He fell,
Blood freely given falls to the floor,
Sacrifice ensures life once more!
Bla Bla Bla
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Well yesterday was the anniversary of something that I would never wish upon my worst enemy. One year ago, my mommy was flown down to Lehigh Valley where we sat for hours to find out that she had suffered an anyuerism in her brain that had ruptured. The next day she had to undergo surgery to stop the bleeding and hopefully safe her life. It did. But we spent the next 7 weeks in the Nuero-Science ICU, for the first 3 weeks, she was in a medically induced coma, her brain kept spasming and everyday was a struggle for her life. But as the days and weeks past she grew stronger and after those 7 weeks, she was moved to a rehabilitation center for another 6 weeks. Finally after over 3 months, she was able to come home. She is now out of the wheelchair beginning to walk without any assistance at all, and getting by with day to day life on a mostly normal basis. She has proven to be such an amazing woman and I am so proud of her.
Love you Momma!!!
GOD, I FUCKING HATE MOSQUITOS..... THERE'S SHITLOADS OUT THIS YEAR! THEY JUST KEEP GETTING BIGGER AND BIGGER AND KEEP COMING BACK WITH MORE NUMBERS...OH MY GOOODD! HAHA....CHRIST MAN, BLACK FLIES.....SAND FLIES...HORSE FLIES.... I'M....I'M GETTING EATEN ALIVE!
THE HORNETS AND BUMBLE BEES ARE PRETTY MONSTROUS TOO. I HATE BUG BITES! :(
Robbery & Rape
Written by an early feminist highlighting the differences between rape trials and other criminal cases, she asked her readers to imagine a robbery victim being questioned as rape victims are on the stand:
Counsel: Mr. Smith, you were held up at gun-point at the corner of First and Main?
Counsel: Did you struggle with the robber?
Counsel: Why not?
Victim: He was armed.
Counsel: Then you made a conscious decision to comply with his demands rather than resist?
Counsel: Did you scream? Cry out?
Victim: No, I was afraid.
Counsel: I see. Have you ever been held up before?
Counsel: Have you ever given money away?
Victim: Yes, of course.
Counsel: And you did so willingly?
Victim: What are you getting at?
Counsel: Well, let's put it like this, Mr. Smith. You've given money away in the past. In fact, you've got quite a reputation for philanthropy. How can we be sure that you weren't contriving to have your money taken from you b
Ways To Turn Down Unwanted Men !!!!
HE : Can I buy you a drink?
> SHE : Actually I'd rather have the money.
> HE : I'm a photographer. I've been looking for a face like
> SHE : I'm a plastic surgeon. I've been looking for a face
> HE : Hi. Didn't we go on a date once? Or was it twice?
> SHE : Must've been once. I never make the same mistake
> HE : How did you get to be so beautiful?
> SHE : I must've been given your share.
> HE : Will you go out with me this Saturday?
> SHE : Sorry. I'm having a headache this weekend.
> HE : Your face must turn a few heads.
> SHE : And your face must turn a few stomachs.
> HE : Go on ,don't be shy. Ask me out.
> SHE : Okay, get out.
> HE : I think I could make you very happy.
It has become more than abundantly clear that even in the modern era we cannot trust outside, plenary pushing, nations to respect our rights. NYS has a major stake in our casinos (in the form of revenue sharing) but when push comes to shove NYS retreats. On the other side of the coin NYS is demanding that we dismantle our private enterprises and begin paying NYS taxes and is willing to do so by force.
NYS is perfectly okay with putting nearly 16,000 Iroquois employees (native and non-native alike) on the NYS public assistance roles. That is, I guess, better than recognizing and working with the Iroquois. It will also plunge the very non-native NYS residents into further economic degradation.
I agree with the Buffalo News editors: "Manhattan might as well be on Mars" when it compares to upstate.
Before and since 1400 we haven't gone anywhere. We hold this land original, absolute, and exclusive!
The Six Nations and our brothers on Long Island comprise over 100k native
I Haven't Been Online For A While
I had gotten a new job, working days for the first time in years. Needless to say it didn't work out. Though the company still deemed me valuable enough to keep me on nights, I am again a driver and that depressed me so I just cut myself off from the world. Now I've accepted my situation and am recovering. I am sorry if anyone was hurt by me, but, I was not in any type of mental state to deal with anyone.
The Will To Try
If you really love someone then let them go.
You can't hang on to them if they don't love you back.
You can't force someone to love you no matter how much you want to.
It is hard to let them go.
Life is so unfair.
Well life has to be unfair.
If life was fair then we wouldn't know the things that we do.
Our society would be alot worse than what it is.
How would you feel if you fell in love and lost them.
What if you never loved again.
What would you do if the one you loved died because of something that you had done.
Yeah I would feel guilty but you can't let it get you down.
If you do then you are just killing yourself slowly.
No matter what happened you shouldn't put yourself through that much suffering.
Trust me I know from experience.
You can love anybody if you let yourself.
There is no point in love if your not willing to try.
right now. i dont give a damn about anything or anyone.. im very depressed anymore, and i have extremely "reasonable" reasons to be! When the love of your life breaks up with you and tells you that your a piece of shit girlfriend, worthless, and you'll never become nothing.. or you were the worst mistake ever to them, or that they found someone else who is sexier and im just ugly as hell.. and that they fucked on the couch you were laying on.. and they wished you would die..and would love to see someone kill you; and etc.. yeah that hurts.. and when everyone for god knows what reason wants to fight you.. and be shitty towards you- and no one understands all they can say is get over it.. or it will be ok.. but if they felt how I did.. they wouldnt want to fucking be hearin that shit either.. it's not okay, and it wont be for a while- and im not just going to get over it because its not that easy and I do still love her- but It's so hard to let go.. and im so sick of being shit on! and p
Hi all, Tonight was an awesome night, went to my mom's and did a Birthday dinner for my sister who is graduating with a Master of Divinity!!! She will be having a ceremony July 15th, so Darryl, my sis, Joy, Me, and all of our kids are driving up there! Kinda excited about that, will be a fun trip! Also got offered a job today, but had to turn them down, cause at this time I can't leave the house for a job, and it was a Executive Manager too :( Booo Hooooo! Well I applied for one job that is hiring here in Guthrie, as a customer rep, and also helps with bookkeeping and such, I think I could do pretty good at both. Still waiting to hear from them, hopefully soon. I had to ask my brother for a loan, which I hate asking people to borrow money, but you do what you gotta do ya know. So I figured we could borrow enough to make it til the 5th and will pay him off asap. I just need enough to make it til then, and hopefully we can work out something. I am hoping so, we need money for Darryl when
On Dove's Wings
On Dove's Wings
Dedicated to the victims of 9/11/2001
In the air flies a lone white dove
casting a shadow upon the earth
flying free without care or fear
Above the land of the free
In these dark hours we search for the why
not knowing which hour might be our last
An ever changing world beckons us to fight
as fear causes us to flee
In my heart I know the truth
I long to be free from fear
like Dove in flight my heart is calm
it races for the hight to see
The world below the clouds
seems so small and insignificant
the fears and pain gone away
On Dove's wings is where I long to be
If You Care About Our Country Please Take A Few Minutes To Read This
SORRY I DONT HAVE THE PICTURES BUT I THINK YOU WILL GET THE POINT! FOR ALL OUR MEN AND WOMEN SERVING AND ALL OF YOU THAT HAVE SERVED IN THE PAST MY PRAYERS ARE WITH YOU ALL AND I WANT TO THANK YOU ..WITHOUT YOU AND ALL OUR FAMILYS BEFORE YOU WE WOULDNT BE LIVING IN A COUNTRY WHERE WE HAVE THE FREEDOM TO SPEAK OUT AND FOR ME TO REALIZE THEY WANT TO HONOR THIS BITCH IT SICKENS ME..
She really was a Traitor
IF YOU NEVER FORWARDED
ANYTHING IN YOUR LIFE FORWARD THIS SO THAT EVERYONE WILL KNOW!!!!!!
She really was a traitor
A TRAITOR IS ABOUT TO BE HONORED
KEEP THIS MOVING ACROSS AMERICA
This is for all the kids born in the 70's who do
not remember, and didn't have to bear the
burden that our fathers, mothers and older
brothers and sisters had to bear.
Jane Fonda is being honored as one of the
"100 Women of the Century."
New Slide Show
Hi Friends ,
I put a new slideshow on my page.
The picture of the 4 beautiful young
men & women there are my kids :)
Be sure to stop by my page to check
out the pics & don't forget to leave me
a comment while you are there.
Hugs from , Lisa
It's easy to hate, but hard to love.
Thus sayeth the big guy up above.
I can say you're evil when push comes to shove.
But I can't say I hate you, I just show you love.
All this situation needs is a little more tact.
Maybe once we've got that, we'll know how to act.
all the lies you told
how can you be so cold.
you said you loved me
and i was everything you need me to be
i cried so many nights
praying we can end the fights
you were my first love
you grab me with your glove
you played those chidish games
they are very lame
boy, i used to look at you with pride and grace
now i look at you with hatred and disgrace
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A Tribute To My Nephew
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My beloved 16 y/o nephew, Stephen, has Asperger's. In that 16 years, I've learned a lot about patience, and love. I was never fortunate enough to have any children of my own, but was able to play a small part in helping to raise my nephew, into the bright and strong young man he is. He'll be entering the 11th grade next school year, and right on time. We never let his illness slow him down, or set him back. He's always been treated special, but he's also been treated as normal as his illness would allow.
This Blog is for him....
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Till the sun went down,
Not a care in the world
My partner in crime
Wild and free we rode around
Superman capes we flew so high
Cops and robbers
We loaded our guns
Snack shop bullets
And plastic holsters
Shoot me dead
Then u better run
Cause im comin Johnny
We’re gonna have fun
Throw off the covers
At the crack of dawn
We’d play all day
Out in the sun
Then mamma’d scream
“Get ur asses in here,
wash off that mud
now get yourself clean”
Pappa’s in the kitchen
Waitin on us
We best hurry Johnny
He’s startin to scream
We’ll eat real quick
Then get outta here
Run outside with the moonlight
Summer breeze on our skin
Fireflies bursting with light
Chocolate icecream on our lips
Just me and u in this great big world
We had a blast
U were so cool
“Dream big babe”
You’d speak to me
I never feared
With u around
U kept me safe
Your dearest sis
Friends for keeps
For now and ever
But then u left……
U are my blood
sends me a comment...
I have no idea what he means O.o
I've never sent him a comment before LoL!
*bands head agaist wall*
New Cherry Tapper
my real life hubby made a cherry tap account plz show him as much love as u have shown me! thanx to all who takes the time to do this for him as well as me!
Zero Minded ct hubby of Princess Deja@ CherryTAP
Quote For 7/3/07
"Man the boat.
Mind the tide.
Don't touch my dirt!"
Capt Jack Sparrow
The Moment I Saw You
The moment I saw you I had to let you in
I saw this amazing love starting to begin
I opened my soul to a beautiful vision of you
I hoped, I prayed that your feelings were true
I have never before loved and I have paid the cost
Alone and empty and feeling forever lost
But, then, I had thought I have truly found
An Angel who walks upon the ground
You had gone beyond all limits for me
Giving me everything for the world to see
I now will search again my whole life through
And I swear I will never find anyone quite like you
You are so very special to me
I only wished that you could see
My heart alone makes just a single beat
A sound so low and so incomplete
My heart all alone, waiting to be heard
Waiting for your love like songs from a bird
My heart with yours had such tenderness
Now without you it feels nothing but emptiness
A heart alone, searches for its mate
You were my dream now it's too late
Forever your heart it hears
That sound it has longed for all these year
25 Random Things About Me
25 random things about Me
1.) I like to sew…. Until it feel like work
2.) I love good food… You can usually tell how someone is going to be in bed, just by the way they eat.
3.) I can’t stand a lier or a thief … I would give someone the shirt off My back if I felt they needed it more than I did
4.) I love to write… Until it feels like work.
5.) I love to paint… It’s good therapy.
6.) I am sadistic… I get giddy when I get to cause pain
7.) I am mouthy… I refuse to bite My tongue… I don’t believe it is healthy
8.) I am stubborn to a fault… I won’t budge if I think I am right.
9.) I am a brat…. What’s Mine… is Mine…
10.) I love babies… They are our hope.
11.) I don’t like to drive… Other drivers scare the hell out of Me.
12.) I don’t like malls…just way too many people.
13.) I am a blogging fool … I love the feed back.
14.) The only way I know how to love is… Unconditionally
15.) Respect is a big thing to Me… To earn respect you must respect yourself
16.) I can work on
Onward Christian Soldiers marching.
People puzzled keep on watching
But I have guessed the purpose of their files in hand
Flies to create their own Promised Land.
When the right hand washes the left hand and the left hand washes the right hand, both hands become clean.
Ga~topaz (kitty) On Death Row! He's Still A Kitten! Save
His name is Topaz and he is on death row at Carroll County Animal Shelter. He is good natured and a sweetheart!!! Six months old!!!!! PLEASE HELP!!!! He is almost out of time. Call 770-834-8150 ext. 10 and ask about TOPAZ. He needs a chance at life!!!!!!! And please repost!
heres the thing what is it with people and their nasty remarks everytime i post a mum someone always has somthing rude to say so i see it like this dont like what was created dont say anything
can i have you oh please say yes
because in my heart i will accept nothing less
can i have you to cherish and love
because you truly are a blessing from the heavens above
can i have you when i open my eyes
and when my emotions turn into waterfall-like cries
can i have you when things are going wrong
cause i know if i have you it wont last very long
can i have you from sunrise till sunset
because having you always is something i will never regret
can i have you in my arms like i have you in my heart
because i love everything about you each and every part
if there's anyone else for me then please tell me who
but since there's not just answer this
CAN I HAVE YOU?
Love and Faith
When i touched your skin for the first time
It drew tears from my mind
Leaving my mouth and heart empty
That this moment in the garden of love
I will forever cherish
There is no other with the presence of you
To keep me warm with love and faith
I've never felt this way about anyone
The way you have this strong hold
On my body and mind
There is only one place for you
And that's next to my heart.
20 Thngs To Try At The Movies
Note* You may need to bring a trustworthy friend to do a couple of these.
1. Go to order a large popcorn(like the biggest one they have). When they give it to you, look at it, then throw it on the floor angrily and start crying for no reason.
2. Wait until there's a funny part in the movie. When the laughter starts to die down, scream at the top of your lungs.
3. Before the movie starts, sit near the front. Start moaning loudly and dancing wildly.
4. At the end of the movie, when the credits are rolling, stand up quickly and try to convince everyone that there's a secret scene before the credits end. While everyone stays to watch the "Secret Scene"(which does not exist) stand up and leave without anyone noticing.
5. Pretend to cough wildly and die when the trailers are playing.
6. If the theater is packed and a stranger sits next to you, go "Oh my god, is... is that you?" From here you can take many approaches. One is,"I haven'
Well today I went and signed all the paperwork nessacary to get this shit done and over with! so in about 2 weeks from now I will be FREE at last FREE at last...lol....I am just so excited seeings how we have been seperated for so long....8 years we have been separated so what's the sense of not getting it done and over with?....I truely am thankful that he has cooperated with everything and was not a dick to me in any shape way or form....til he get's the final copy of the divorce papers then I am sure that I will be hearing from him....lol....gotta love the ignore button on yer cell phone! So anywho I can finally start setting plans and a date for my wedding to happen!
My First Blog
Well, this is my first blog, I'm not sure what I want to say,but I just thought I would introduce my self to all you bloggers out there.
I am Rio, and I live in south Texas in a city called McAllen.
It's only 9 mi. from Mexico and it's really hot here already and it's not even the hottest part of the summer yet.
I work out at the airport here and it's hard work but at least the money sucks.But I do get to drink all the water I want .
I take care of my elderly parents as well. Mom is not that hard she does quite well on her own, but my Dad is dependent on help for "everything" and all that that implies.
Anyway just thought I would say hello to all.
I Was Asked Of Iraq
I was asked of Iraq
By Paul Mays
I was asked my opinion on going to war with Iraq. So I thought I would write my opinion here so the next one that asks can just check it out instead of me having to type way to much.
I’m an old ex solder and I , along with almost everyone that took the field, hate war. The death of friends, the destruction of the land, the cost to our country all make me wish for world peace so our children can study science and history and live safe in a world of flowers and beauty.
I from the months before troops hit the ground in Iraq thought we had to lay a heavy hand down to the Iraq’s government. But I always disagreed with putting troops on the ground as I think we should have just leveled the place a little bit at a time until they stopped firing at our aircraft , which they were doing every day, and opened the country to the U.N. to verify that no WMD’s were there or being built.
I always have thought that we should have stated that we
Well what a lovely day. I have been stuck in bed all day. I was suppose to go to a family reunion, and to a bridal shower. But I woke up this am with a sore throat, head aches and such.
So now I am still in bed. Watching a movie. I miss my baby girl.
Hope everyone else's day went better.
hi all im a newbie....thx to everyone who explained stuff!!!!!!!! ur all awesome....if u want to know stuff about me just ask...im pretty much an open book
*hugs and kisses*
Rate My Stash!
Hi, fellow Tappers! I've spent the past 2 days updating my stash with some really cool music videos. I've got a couple of funny cat videos in there as well. Please stop by and rate them all. Thanks.....Cherries!
All In Context
Things I’ve heard (or even said) recently that sound odd out of context:
My money is on anal.
She didn’t have those clothes on when I came in.
Where do you get off?
Where did you last put it?
I don’t know why she called me daddy.
Do it fast or it’ll run down your leg!
Give it to me, I’ll lick it.
I haven’t gotten on in a long time.
Ducks, pigeons, the occasional rabbit.
I put relish on mine.
it's bullshit that ppl give you a low ratine merely because you gave them one. i mean i dont care what they rate me, but the only reason some of them are rating low is because i raated them low, then they bitch me out for it.PATHETIC!! most of the time i rate them low because they're pic quality is low. get over it. grow up! do you really think rating me low is going to affect me, other than pissing me off? is it really going to "get back at me"? no!
Why Me? ( Depressed )
My health is getting a lot worse and I have been very, very depressed. I'm currently seeing a OB/GYN doctor now & have been told that I have Polycystic Ovary Syndrome (PCOS) and I'm at risk for Uterus Cancer. This is the reason why I'm gaining so much weight ( despite diet & excercise efforts ), having irregular periods, facial & body hair growth, insulin resistance and much more. The doctor had did a pelvic exam on me in her office & is running a lot of tests on me. She gave me some medicine that should help regulate my periods & help w/ the facial & body hair growth. She ordered for me to get blood work & a ultrasound done (which has been done already earlier this week). I won't know the results of these tests un-till I go back for my next appointment (08/13) or unless they call me. The doctor wants to also do a biopsy and maybe more.
I have also seen my family doctor just recently this week & I had explained everything to him so he can be on the same
Everyone In Contest
I HAVE BEEN THINKING AND I THINK MAYBE A MONTH IS WAY TO LONG FOR THE CONTEST I WANT ALL OF URS OPON ON INSTEAD OF IT ENDING AUGUST 16TH HAVEING IT END ON JULY 31ST AT 2 PM EST PLEASE SEND ME PRIVATE MESSAGE OR LET COMMENT HERE AND LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU ALL THINK
left a bullentin on it too please get with me on this
Ok All I Have Made My Decision
Okay all I finally made muh decision on what I am goin to do with this.. I just got my second job and this is just to much for me and I am tired of peoples bullshit. If you dont understand then I dont fuckin know what to tell ya. I have to many websites and right now people are drivin me crazy and men are being cocksuckers like always so friends if you have me on yahoo or msn then you are save and the rest of you that dont then i am sorry and it was nice to meet you all take care and have fun
Aahh!!! Help Me
the contest will start at 12 tonight and end on august 2 comment bombing is good im not taking no more entrys
3rd-sex on the beach
the link to photo's
Dont u obey me
N dont even try
N Im not gonna die
Im just a nightmare inside ur dream
So just don’t get fainted
Don’t feel grim
All the emotion u kept in
N the love u can count on
Will go under darkness
Beneath my skin…
In ur each neuron
Then just don’t dream…
Coz u neither can catch me
Nor can defeat
Life is just a dream
Where people like u-
Don’t get success
Can only get bleed
So stay wherever u r
Coz Im not here
Im ur FEAR….!
A great big THANK YOU to all the friends that have helped me level out you are the best.
what happened i have been away for a while, why is it called fubar now?
Inside her heart,
Inside her Mind,
she sits in the dark,
alone with her thoughts,
so hollow and cold,
from the battles she's faught,
the stories untold,
she sits in the dark,
her head in her hands.
her lonliness grows.......
she dreams of a partner,
she dreams of a love,
someone to take her pain away,
one that fits her like a glove.
so many times she's found "the one"
so many times it has come undone.
Where is this "one" to make things right?
Where is "the one" who'll hold her tight?
Only in her dreams when she sleeps at night......
She dreams of her Man, so dark and so warm,
shelter her and cherish her, and keep her from harm,
but He is just a mist he's no where in sight,
in her slumber she cuddles her solitude,
through the cold and lonely night.
So Sad But True
we have to say goodbye to someone
who's been so special..
We give back their wings
let them go and pretend that
it was really nothing..
But we'll realize deep inside our heart
there's a big scar that was left
which we'll carry on for a lifetime
So sad but true...
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§ΤĥεỮńĽōνέď§®~The Ink Freak®~ sent you Strawberries with Whipped Cream
"Luv Ya! Lick, Lick, BITE!
Pulls your hair, don't try and boss me around! Takes both you hands and feet, ties you to the bed. I'll do better. I then proceed to fill your wet pussy with strawberries, then the redi whip bikini is applied, all the way from your front up to you tiny little asshole. Then I begin to lick as you squirm from orgasm after orgasm! You scream so loud I must place a gag on your mouth..............
Co-workers Mourn Deaths Of Westmoreland Brothers
Co-workers mourn deaths of Westmoreland brothers
By Paul Peirce
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
Word spread quickly Monday at the nonprofit agency that employed brothers Dennis and Daniel Geary that the two died late Sunday as a result of an automobile accident near their homes in Westmoreland County.
"Dennis and Dan worked as program assistants, working directly with our clients in group homes -- primarily in the West Newton area -- and it's been awfully hard on all of us," said Jim Pearl, human resources director for the Laurel Highlands Foundation Inc., which offers programs serving developmentally challenged individuals. "They were both good kids and very well-liked by both their co-workers and by our clients alike."
Their mother, Victoria Focht, of Herminie, also works at the foundation, which operates group homes in Allegheny, Fayette and Westmoreland counties. Their father is Dennis Geary.
"This is a really tough day for all of us here," Pearl said of the fo
A thought for the day from: Peter Britt
"Into my soul I reach, in hopes of finding a peace or solace to quell the burning in her absence. Apart from me, her love is as the flesh torn from my breast, the heart which gives me life. I stand empty, vacant without her voice to spare me from the night. The very best of me resides where she is, away from me. In her hands my existence, my heart, my passions. I wait lifeless for her return."
© 2003 Peter Britt Krystal Vision Productions
why in the hell would you fuckin add someone just to fuckin delete them? some loser kid has done this 2 many times to me. the bitch is a friend of mine's i guess bf... i hope she has more abitiy to stand stupidity than i cuz shes gunna have a lot of it in her life with this fuck face.
You're Not A Cop Until You Taste Them
The department was all astir, there was a lot of laughing and joking due to all the new officers, myself included, hitting the streets today for the first time. After months of seemingly endless amounts of classes, paperwork and lectures, we were finally done with the
Police Academy and ready to join the ranks of our department.
All you could see were rows of cadets with huge smiles and polished badges. As we sat in the briefing room, we could barely sit still, anxiously awaiting our turn to be introduced and given our beat assignment or, for the lay person, our own portion of the city
to "serve and protect."
It was then that he walked in. A statue of a man -- 6 foot 3 and 230 pounds of solid muscle -- he had black hair with highlights of gray
and steely eyes that make you feel nervous even when he wasn't looking at you. He had a reputation for being the biggest and the
smartest officer to ever work our fair city. He had been on the department f
Where I Have Been
Hello friends .... an update for you on where I have been .
I am still fighting the custody balls the wall with all I have got . It has taken its toll but I will NOT give up. I long time ago I would travel the ends of the earth and do whatever is required for my daughter. This is still the case, determination, tons of faith, and a love for my daughter like no other love I have ever expierenced, keep me focused and occupied. I know that God will not let my little angel nor myself down. I have begun to notice that we are so blessed and there are alot less coincedneces and tons more miracles and blessings than I ever imagined or saw before.
On top of all this I have the flu... I am wondering if this is Gods way of slowing me down because I am slap wore out, but still was wanting to go and I cant so much right now. Taylor is with HIM until tommorrow so I will rest tonight and get ready to hit the mommie trian excitedly at 4:00 pm, sharp... I will be back soon wanted to let you know my
I get to dress up as ANY cartoon Character Tuesday.
So Guess who i'm gonna be????
But i don't know if i'm gonna make a cape yet or no?
What do you think?
i'm new! how do i used this site? can anyone hepl me?
A Lil Bout Me....
I'M 40 YRS OLD. I HAVE 2 KIDS. GIRL 16. BOY 3. I HAVE 2 STEP KIDS. AND A BOYFRIEND IF YOU CALL IT THAT ANY MORE. WAY HE BEEN ACTING TOWARDS ME HERE LATELY. LOL. I'M A STAY HOME MOM. WITH THE KIDS. I'M BORN DISABLED. WEAK LEG MUSCLES. WEAR LEG BRACES. AND ROD IN MY SPIN.FOR THE CURVED SPIN.. WALK WITH ONE CRUTCH.. BEEN THIS WAY FOR AS LONG AS I CAN REMEMBER. BEEN THREW 5 DIFF. FOSTER HOMES SENCE I WAS 6 1/2. MOM GOT ME BACK AT 16 1/2. WHY I NEVER KNEW REALLY. WHEN GOT HOME COULDN'T DATE COULDN'T GO NO WHERE.. NOT EVEN WITH MY OWN BROTHERS. SAD I KNOW.. I'VE HAD A ROUGH LIFE.. YOU'LL NEVER BEGIN TO UNDER STAND IT REALLY. I CAN'T REALLY.. AND I LIVED THE DAMN THING. AND STILL AM.. WELL, OUT OF MY LIFE WORTH LIVEING 4.. IS MY 2 SWEET KIDS... YA THERE A HAND FULL BUT. I'LL BE DAMN IF I'LL LEAVE THEM BEHIND FOR NO ONE OR ANYTHING. YOU WANT ME.. YOU BETTER WANT MY KIDS TOO.. THERE MY LIFE, SOUL, MY EVERYTHING... WELL ENOUGH ABOUT ME. HOPE I CAN BECOME YOUR FRIEND..
The 'l I T T L E ' Things
As you might know, the head of a company survived
9/11 because his son started kindergarten.
Another fellow was alive because it was
His turn to bring donuts.
One woman was late because her
Alarm clock didn't go off in time.
One was late because of being stuck on the NJ Turnpike
Because of an auto accident.
One of them
Missed his bus.
One spilled food on her clothes and had to take
Time to change.
Car wouldn't start.
One went back to
Answer the telephone .
One had a
Child that dawdled
And didn't get ready as soon as he should have.
Get a taxi.
The one that struck me was the man
Who put on a new pair of shoes that morning,
Took the various means to get to work
But before he got there, he developed
a blister on his foot.
He stopped at a drugstore to buy a Band-Aid.
That is why he is alive today.
Now when I am
Stuck in traffic ,
Miss an elevator,
Turn back to answer a ringing telephone
When I Get High
So.William and I have been together again for a week and some odd days. I love him so fuckin much.
I was remembering back when I was so fuckin high that I couldnt even tell what was going on. It felt so freakin good.
I updated my main profile page again..Just slightly. I redid the RockYou thingy....I removed a few people from there, and added a couple more. I also updated the pictures of a few of you that were already in there. There really isn't many people in there, but they're the people I talk to the most. I also updated my song. I'll be singing this song now as well as Girlfriend. *sighs* Oh well.
PS - Lemme know what you think of the changes I've made to my page in the past few days.
Judge Jru's Best O' 2006
So here it is...as promised...a week late...judge jru presentsTHE VERY BEST OF 2006BEST IDOL RELATED SONGS OF 20061. ?And I?m Telling You (I?m Not Going)? ? Jennifer Hudson Are you surprised? In the year of Jennifer Hudson, I was required by law to place this song at number one?so I did. That said?what?s not to love about J-Hud? She went from Idol also-ran to Oscar front-runner in the span of a year.I would love to sit here and gloat about how predicted J-Hud?s return to grace back in her Idol days, but the truth of the matter is the thing that makes J-Hud so great (her larger than life theatrical vocals) was the very thing that kept me from loving her on the Idol.I know now. And that?s all that matters.2. ?Baby Makin? Hips? ? FantasiaFantasia + The Word "Baby" / Embracing your womanhood = Genius3. "Extra Ordinary Love" - DarinMega-Pop Producer (and judge jru crush) Max Martin teamed up with Swedish Pop Icon (and another judge jru crush) Robyn to create this bit of pop delight about a
Having A Giveaway
MR. D IS HOLDING A FUBARLICIOUS GIVEAWAY.
DETAILS ARE BELOW
JUST 1,000 COMMENTS
JUST 2,000 COMMENTS
JUST 3,000 COMMENTS
JUST 3,500 COMMENTS
JUST 4,500 COMMENTS
JUST 5,000 COMMENTS
JUST 6,500 COMMENTS
JUST 9,000 COMMENTS
JUST 20,000 COMMENTS
THERE WILL BE NO END DATE.
ONLY SERIOUS ENTRIES NEED APPLY.
JUST LEAVE A COMMENT HERE LETTING ME KNOW YOU WANT TO ENTER AND I WILL RIP YOUR DEFAULT PIC
Hang On In There
Life sometimes has a way
Of bringing times along
When anxieties and worries
Make everything go wrong.
Yet, please know that these times
Only very rarely last
And that blue skies will appear
When every cloud has passed.
Look forward to tomorrow
For, just like blossoms in the spring
You'll rediscover the happiness
That every day will bring.
So, please know that throughout the trials
And the troubles that you see
Life will once again be joyful
Just like it always used to be.
Written by Barbara J Laing but words so beautiful and true.
So recently I entered into a relationship with a guy who I only expected to be a one night stand. . . that was a month ago now and we started dating about 2 weeks ago. And well Honestly I couldn't be happier. I know it's way to early to fall for him but I can't help it. I am totally head over heels for him and he makes me feel important and needed, like HE is lucky to have me. (even though I feel that I fucking struck gold with this guy) I don't wanna let him go at all, ever. I have never had a man make me feel so much like an actual woman. Most of the guys I have dated just make me feel like an object or like a "girl" but he makes me feel like I am the only woman in the room. For example: last night we were out at a bar playing pool and he was on the other side of the pool table and this chic that I even noticed walked by him and he didn't even glance.... not even a side view. I was suprised. It just seemed like he didn't even notice her. So yeah I had to talk about this....
Sara Lee Corp. Is Recalling 27 Whole Wheat Bread
DOWNERS GROVE, Ill. - Sara Lee Corp. is recalling 27 whole wheat bread products because they could contain small metal pieces, the company said Friday.
A recent routine inspection of a bakery in Meridian, Miss., uncovered problems with a flour sifting screen, said company spokesman Mark Goldman.
The machine was "not up to our specification and raised the possibility some metal could have dislodged," Goldman said.
The problem was isolated to the Meridian bakery, which continued production using bagged flour that did not require the sifting system, Goldman said.
The recall involves EarthGrains, Publix, Sara Lee Delightful, Sara Lee Hearty & Delicious and several other brands that were stamped "best if purchased by" between the dates of July 25, 2007, and Aug. 7, 2007 and included the code "222."
The recall includes 27 products that are made under 13 brands. The products were sold in Alabama, Arkansas, Florida, Georgia, Louisiana, Mississippi, Missouri and Tennessee.
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I thought this would be a nice weekend starter.
From my Great Aunt:> I grew up with practical parents who had been frightened by the Great
> Depression in the 1930's. A mother, God love her, who washed aluminum foil
> after she cooked in it, then reused it. She was the original recycle queen,
> before they had a Name for it... A father who was happier getting old shoes
> fixed than buying new ones.
> Their marriage was good, their dreams focused. Their best friends lived
> barely a wave away. I can see them now, Dad in trousers, tee shirt and a hat
> and Mom in a house dress, lawn mower in one hand, and dish-towel in the
> other. It was the time for fixing things a curtain rod, the kitchen radio,
> screen door, the oven door, the hem in a dress. Things we keep. It was a way
> of life, and sometimes it made me crazy. All that re-pairing, eating,
> renewing, I wanted just once to be wasteful. Waste meant affluence. Throwing
> things away meant you knew there'd alwa
Long Distance Love
I have a long distance love
I know he was sent to me from heaven above
I long for his arms to hold me tight
For him to whisper in my ear " everything will be alright"
I am lucky to have him in my life
Maybe one day I will. become his wife
When we get gray and old
His will be the hand I hold
FOr better or for worse
Til death do us part
I will love him more with each beat of my heart
Smile for whats inside now,
When u smile it makes me feel alive agen,
Smile now for what its worth,
Because its ur time to shine in my world,
Ur priceless smiles that little smile never seems to fade me,
If it leaves things would change me,
So babe make my day for what its worth give me that wormth of ur smile,
My sunshine for every day,
For ur smile is what i kill for each day
soo fruity but im like in a good mood right now and just desided to make a gayish poem..make fun of me haha lol i do not care better ones then this one i write on paper this ones not thats why its all teeheeish lol
S.o.s.... I Need Everyones Help Lease!!!!!! :)
MY GREAT SUPER AWESOME F*CKIN AMAZING FRIEND((((((WIKID))))) IS IN A RATES AND COMMENTS CONTEST THAT ENDS TOMORROW.... SATURDAY AT 1 P.M... WE ZOMBIE NECROTIC BOMBERS HAVE BEEN HITTIN HER HARD ... WE BEEN RUNNIN OUT OF RATES/ COMMENTS.... LOL....OUR ZOMBIE FAMILY HAS GROWN SOOO RAPIDLY.....:)
IF YOU COULD CALL ALL YOUR FRIENDS AND WHOEVER ELSE TO COME HELP HER OUT..... IT WOULD BE VERY MUCH APPRECIATED.... AND SHE IS FUNNY AS HELL.. LMAO!!!! PLEASE COME HELP THIS SEXY ASS BIAACTH OUT.. LOL... :) EITHER CLICK ON HER PIC OR COPY AND PASTE THE LINK IN... :) THANKIES... AND HAVE A DARK MARVELOUS ZOMBIE DAY!!!! LOL..
Who Am I? Copywrite 2005
I am tall, I am short.
I am thin, I am fat.
Who am I?
I have short hair,long hair, inbetween hair.
My hair is blonde, red brunette.
I wear glasses, I wear contacts, I have no need for either.
Who am I?
You see me everyday.
You look me in the eye and don't even know it.
I see everything everyone sees all at the same time.
I am round, I am square.
I am framed, I am plain.
Who am I?
I am the mirror on the wall.
Save The Pitbulls
IVE HAD IT WIT DA SICK BASTARDS BREEDING BEAUFTIUAL PIT BULLS FOR FIGHTIN. GIVEING THESE DOGS A BAD NAME. I WANT IT KNOW THAT THIS BREED GETS A BAD NAME FOR NO REASON. THEY CAN BE THE SWEETEST PET IN THE WORLD OR THE MEANEST DEPENDING ON THE WAY YOU RASE THEM. AS A LOVER OF PIT BULLS IM SO OVER THE POOR TREATMENT OF THIS ANIMAL. IM SICK TO MY STOMACH WATCHING THE NEWS ABOUT SUMONE MAKEING A DOGFIGHTIN RING. WIT THE PITBULLS. WE NEED TO STOP TREATIN THEM LIKE THAT THIS IS WHY PEOPLE WANT THIS BREED DESTORYED. THIS IS JUST UNFAIR AND WRONG TO DO THIS. SORRY I JUST NEEDED TO VENT ABOUT THIS SITUATION. PLEASE FEEL FREE TO EXPRESS YOUR FEELINGS ON THIS SUBJECT. THANKS MICHELLE
Worlds Largest Taco......
This is an older article....but a big taco never loses its glory......
Chefs in Mexico think they have made the world's biggest taco.
The group got together in the Mexican city Monterrey to try and break the world record and cooked a taco that was a wopping 15 metres long!
It was made from over 10,000 wheat tortillas stuck together and filled with meat, cheese and onion.
The Guinness World Records organisation say they're waiting for the group to send them evidence before they can verify it.
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But after 8,000 hungry supporters had a nibble there's probably not much left!
The current record is a 10 metre (32.8 feet) long taco, made in Houston, Texas in 2002.
~ You Worry Me ~
YOU WORRY ME...
This pilot hit the nail on the head in his open letter.
He needs to be awarded a Medal for having the TESTICULAR FORTITUDE to say all this in a very profound way!
The paper stated today that some Muslim
doctor is saying we are profiling him because he has been checked three times while getting on an airplane.
The following is a letter from a pilot. This well spoken man, who is a pilot with American Airlines, says what is in his heart, beautifully....
"YOU WORRY ME!"
By American Airlines Pilot - Captain John Maniacalco
I've been trying to say this since 9-11, but you worry me. I wish you didn't. I wish when I walked down the streets of this country that I love, that your color and culture still blended with the
beautiful human landscape we enjoy in this country. But you don't blend in anymore. I notice you, and it worries me.
I notice you because I can't help it anymore. People from your homelands, professing to be Muslims, have
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