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Need Help
Ok everyone i have some more pics that i want to post but cant until i level up..I am sooooo far away but i think if all my family and friends and fans will help me i sure can get ALOT closer...So can everyone please help me...I will even open my NSFW ones to anyone that asks as long as they get rated and commented on...So Please Help Me hehe...Mwah!!!

Horoscope July 17, 2007
Home is where the heart is. You'll gain inspiration and a sense of security if you pay attention to your living situation. Figuring out what goes where physically helps your mental state, too.

Domesctic Violence It Is Not Just Hitting
Domestic abuse by a spouse or intimate partner knows no age or ethnic boundaries. Domestic abuse can occur during a relationship or after a relationship has ended. The victims of domestic violence and spousal abuse are five to eight times more likely to be women than men. However, men can also be the victims of domestic abuse. A common pattern of domestic abuse is that the perpetrator alternates between violent, abusive behavior and apologetic behavior with apparently heartfelt promises to change. The abuser may even be very pleasant most of the time. Therein lies the perpetual appeal of the abusing partner and why many people are unable to leave the abusive relationship. However the psychological and physical dangers of staying in an abusive relationship are severe. The first step in ending the misery is recognition that the situation is abusive. Then you can seek help. Domestic abuse between spouses or intimate partners is when one person in the relationship tries to control t

All I Need To Know I Learned In Kindergarten!
All I really need to know about how to live and what to do and how to be, I learned in kindergarten. Wisdom was not at the top of the graduate school mountain, but there in the sand pile at school... These are the things I learned: Share everything. Play fair. Don't hit people. Put things back where you found them. Clean up your own mess. Don't take things that aren't yours. Say you're sorry when you hurt somebody. Wash your hands before you eat. Flush. Warm cookies and cold milk are good for you. Live a balanced life - learn some and think some and draw and paint and sing and dance and play and work some every day. Take a nap every afternoon. When you go out in the world, watch out for traffic, hold hands and stick together. Be aware of wonder. Remember the little seed in the styrofoam cup: the roots go down and the plant goes up and nobody really knows how or why, but we are all like that. Goldfish and hamsters and white mice and even the little see

Song Lyrics
Here is the lyrics to a song I wrote, it's better with the music (guitar)but it might stand on it's own without. No Salt, No Lime verse 1 When you left me, I was lost. Hell of a climb. Want you back no matter the cost. But you still wouldn't be mine. refrain: Pour another memory, no salt, no lime. When I said I loved you, I meant for all time. Verse 2 It's goin' to take allot of time to get over you. Question I keep asking myself,"What did I do?" refrain: Pour another memory, no salt, no lime. When I said I loved you, I meant for all time. verse 3 I'll keep looking for you, questions to ask. The only place I'll find you, is in the bottom of this glass. refrain: Pour another memory, no salt, no lime. When I said I loved you I meant for all time.

Please Read
"I remember when the moment's laughter made me forget about the pouring rain then I looked up and saw your smile and it killed all my pain. But now your gone and time is lost left here with memories and thoughts. Of the good times that we shared but still haunted by the nightmares.Of the day you left me,yes the day you walked right out the door.Oh I came back and realized that you loved me no more.Well all the anger and the pain that i felt on that very day. Reminded me that laughter's just like the pouring rain. They both go away in time unlike the feelings deep inside and often times I wonder where is the place you hide.And now the moments laughter doesn't drown out the pouring rain.But how I wish to see your smile and have it kill this pain.But now your gone and time is lost left in this world without a cause. And as the time's ticking away I hope that you'll come back someday.Into my arms, into my life, and help me to be suffice.Cuz' as the time's ticking away we near our death's e

Breed Standards
DACA Breed Standard As in all the canine breeds, and more so because the Dogo Argentino was bred for hunting big game; a few years ago some discrepancies arose among show judges as to it’s physical specifications. The creators stated that the correct Dogo temperament should reflect their rare contrast between extraordinary courage and incredible kindness of character. The creators went on to say, “The Dogo is the most docile and mild of the hunting dogs and without a doubt, not even lap dogs have the kindness and patience to withstand the teasing that he can take from children.” They outlined the standard below so that there will now be no possibilities of error in respect to the regulations by which the Dogos are judged and the goal to which responsible and conscious breeders of the breed ought to aspire. HEAD: Massive, convex front to back, and transverse through the relief of the masticating muscles and the nape. FOREFACE: The same length as the head. The lin

My Sis
Wut it do peoples...I hope all of your weekends are starting off great. I gather you all here cause I'm being crazy n i'm bored like usual...lol... My sis is on Fubar aka CherryTap aka Lost Cherry now....If you gots time how bout stoppin by n showin her some luv....mucho thnx!!!:P Tia Bia@ fubar

Levelers
Im going to clear my family out not that i dont love them and not that they dont mean the word to me.Im going to add the levelers there that way im not always filling everyones bulletin boards with my post. So im asking for those of you that want to work level ups on a regular basis please comment on this blog.Just say add me.. Much Love and Respect to all. Please remeber to those that are leveling now it doesnt change anything it doesnt committ you to every level up we do. Its just a way for us to know who is doing it.i also think we have enough people that we can have 2 treams and work on more then one person durig happpy hours

Amber Alert.. Please Take A Look.. 2 Minutes Of Your Time Is All She Needs!
Endangered Missing MADISON ERICKSONDOB: Feb 1, 2007Missing: Jul 21, 2007Height: 2'1" (64 cm)Eyes: BrownRace: White Age Now: 5 Month(s)Sex: FemaleWeight: 13 lbs (6 kg)Hair: BrownMissing From:MANTACHIEMSUnited StatesMadison was last seen at home on the morning of July 21, 2007. She was last seen wearing a diaper and may be in the company of two adult females and an adult male. ANYONE HAVING INFORMATION SHOULD CONTACTNational Center for Missing & Exploited Children1-800-843-5678 (1-800-THE-LOST)Itawamba County Sheriff's Office (Mississippi) 1-662-862-3401********************as REPORTED ON WLOX.COM**********************A 5 month old baby was kidnapped at gunpoint this morning in Northeast Mississippi The kidnapping took place in Itawamba county near Manatachie around 11-30 A-M.Three people wearing masks entered the baby's home during a break-in and stole the child. Highway patrol officials believe the kidnappers were strangers to the child's family. An Amber Alert has been issued

What Kind Of Lover Are You?
What kind of lover are you?BarbaricYou have a wild, fierce, and strong animal-like nature behind your lovemaking and that makes you very passionate. When you find the "one" you can give your whole heart to, you give that and then some! It's true that most people say there's no love behind that much fire but that's quite the opposite. You love who you're with and have no problem slamming them down on the sheets and showing them the time of their life! For this, your lover will respond back with the same animal nature and that will show you how much they love you back! For you, it's rough all the way and always very heated and intense!!!How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

Mohican
Mohican (Mahican, Stockbridge, Wappinger) Language: The two Algonkian languages Mahican and Mohegan are related and have similar-sounding names, but they are linguistically distinct from each other, like Spanish and Italian. A third language, Narragansett, may have been distinct or may have been a dialect of Mohegan or Massachusett. The language spoken by the Wappinger tribe is considered a Mohican dialect by many linguists, but it may have been more closely related to Lenape. Unfortunately the point is moot, for none of these languages has been spoken since the early 20th century. People: The general term "Mohican" has been used to refer not only to the Mahicans and their kin the Wappingers, but also to six or seven other Indian tribes lumped together as Mohegans by early colonists. The confusion between these eastern tribes was worsened by James Fenimore Cooper's book "Last of the Mohicans," which incorrectly merged the Mahicans and Mohegans into a single, extinct Mohican t

Your Love Compatiblity
Your Love Compatibility100% CompatibleYou Two are truly made for each other.. For it is written in the stars above! Nothing and noone could break the bond of your Love!! You are strong and determined to fight for each other... Your Love will stand the tests of time!!How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

It's Unfinished Yet
I’ve been crucified by desire Taken down by a longing I can’t control My heart was defeated The tears readily flow I’ve been crucified by my own mind Unable to keep a thought straight Overwhelmed by reality The tears readily flow I’ve been crucified by authenticity Thrown into a downward spiral My entire being crushed The tears readily flow

Fubar
I often wonder with each day, will things change, or stay the same. I often wonder with each night, will things change, I hope they might. Around and round and round we go, but where were going, do we know? We go so fast along our way, we miss most things in our day. So now I ask, for this I must, before the day I turn to dust. Do you know just who you are? If so, you belong here on FUBAR

I'm Never Going To Be
I’m never going to be that happy-go-lucky girl that giggles at everything and never gets angry. I’m never going to be that petite little blonde down the street. I’m never going to be the girl that pretends to be stupid just to make you feel smarter. I’m never going to be the girl who does things to ease your mind. I’m never going to be the girl who drinks champagne instead of beer. I’m never going to be the girl who sits in the corner and stays quiet. I’m never going to be the girl who gets jealous and wants to fight because some other girl thinks you are cute. I’m never going to be the girl that sits and cries all night over you. I’m never going to be the girl who conforms to societies norms. I’m never going to be the girl you want me to be. I’m never going to be that girl.

Are You Sexually Tame, An Enjoyer, An Experimentor, An Explorer Or An Enthusiast?
You scored as Sexual Enjoyer, You are a person who enjoys sex. You like a little variety in sexualy activity but always with the same one person. Sexual activities outside of the mainstream are probably fantasies that you prefer to keep that way. If you want to change that, you will need to communicate honestly with your partner and be prepared to listen. If you have questions that would better characterize your sexuality than those in this quiz let me know. I will be revising it to make it better. And of course, don't forget to rate this quiz.Sexual Enjoyer64% Sexual Experimenter63% Sexual Explorer55% Sexually Tame54% Sexual Enthusiast54% Ladies - Are You Sexually Tame, an Enjoyer, an Experimentor, an Explorer or an Enthusiast?created with QuizFarm.com

Good Or Bad Or Neither Day...
There are those days when everything seem to be going great. Then there are those day when no matter what you do, it all seems to go wrong. Most of us have days when things are up and down, being both good and bad. Let me know about your days when thing are at the xtreme end of good and bad. Btw, I had a good day today...

My Funeral
Slow and long so you feel the pain tears come up quick they almost make you sick Gasping for breathe you hear the sobs an crys cant help but feel the sadness in the air your legs quiver as you walk you start to see my face Pale as milk a saddened look cant believe this is true so you grab my frostbitten hand it is true for i am nevermore i lay in my coffin in eternal sleep no more pain just defeat

The Curse Of Kindness
Be nice, I've heard it, was taught and raised to be kind since kindness supposedly can get kindness in return. I am beginning to think that is a day long gone for most, yet it is something I cannot change in me. It is something that became a part of me at a very early age. Don't get me wrong, I have a badboy side to me, and am also a bit of a rebel and even buck the system at times, I just do it in a kind manor, lol. Yet in todays society, it doesn't always bring kindness in return, it gets you told how sweet you are often, but what girl wants sweet anymore, they only want to find the big bad boy and hope he will be kind for them. The kind man is considered too soft for showing that side first as a friend and nothing else is noticed, leaving us lonely and pushed to the back burner, yes, as I said, cursed

Tired
This is just a blah blog. I am very tired... but for some reason i cant get to sleep. So i am going to sit here and ramble on for a while about nothing, anything, everything, just whatever pops into my head. I am just going to let my fingers type and whatever comes up on screen is what is going into this blog. Aquatic chickens!!!! Don't ask me where that came from. I know that it is a saying that my mate dark_lily used to say when she was at school... but i dont quite remember its origins. Will have to ask her about that again one day... or you guys can... whoever reads this.. which probably will be only a couple of people... cant say i am not realistic...lol. Cars suck. Well, they dont really but mine is being a biatch at the moment. But i wont go into that. Considering that the problem with it is most likely just the battery. I want to sleep... why cant i just close my eyes and drift away into dreamland.... instead of closing my eyes and just laying there for what feels like hours an

Just A Catch Up
Hey to Everyone that has been by my page the last few days..and to the ones that havent..Im back from holidays..feeling all relaxed n stuff...well sort of !!! I need a holiday to recover..taking 3 kids to an action packed state..which I guess you would compare to Disneyland..isnt exactly a holiday..lol..but it was good to get away from the norm and act like a tourist for a couple of weeks. Anyway, arrived straight back into reality, with my mum having taken a fall and fracturing her hip..its back to hospital visits and lots of running around, then I got a phone call about the job I was waiting on this morning..and they want me to start tomorrow on a trial basis..so its all go again..with that and the kids sports back in full swing..anyways..I still have the night hours to visit your pages and do some rating..hope you are all well...stay safe..Hugz..Molly xoxo

Wrote For That Special Person!
Dear Love of My Life, You know I never realized what true love was until I met you. I never knew the sun could shine on the darkest days until I met you. I never knew that a relationship could be equal until I met you. The moment I laid my eyes on you, I knew what true love was all about. Now I can't stop thinking about you. I can't stop rolling your name off my lips, just because it makes me smile so much to say your name. I can't stop thinking about a future together, because for once in my life I know I want to spend it with you. You have opened my eyes to so much, yet I still feel that I have so much to learn, but once again, I want to do it with you. For once in my life I believe in Angels, because in you, I truly found one. You are my Soul Mate, You are my Heartbeat, You are the One! I love you with all my heart and soul! Yours Forever, T.

A Kiss
The air was sweet, you could smell the flowers and the dew. There was a cool breeze that blew through the hot night air, bringing a short lived relief to the people it swept across. The sky was painted a soft silver by the moon, and although it was cloudy you could see the twinkle of a few stars shining with the hope of thousands of dreams. The sound of the wind, birds, crickets and the frogs played together like a soft love song, sweeping in on the hearts of those around. It was the perfect night, for the perfect couple, having their perfect first kiss. Their first, real kiss. The guy was the tall, dark and handsome type. They girl, a blonde hair, blue eyed beauty. They had been together all night, shamelessly flirting, and talking. They were friends, who liked each other but at times were afraid to admit, to even themselves, how much they really did. The end of the night finally rolled around, and it was time to say goodbye. They were standing by their cars, saying their goodb

You Know You Grew Up In The 80's If:
You Know You Grew Up In the 80's if: 1. You've ever ended a sentence with the word SIKE. 2. You can sing the rap to the Fresh Prince of Bel-Air and can do the Carlton Dance 3. You know that "WOAH" comes from Joey on Blossom 4 If you ever watched "Fraggle Rock" 5. It was actually worth getting up early on a Saturday to watch cartoons. 6. You wore a ponytail on the side of your head. 7. You got super-excited when it was Oregon Trail day in computer class at school. 8. You made your mom buy one of those clips that would hold your shirt in a knot on the side. 9. You played the game "MASH"(Mansion, Apartment, Shelter, House) 10. You wore stonewashed Jordache jean jackets and were proud of it. 11. You know the profound meaning of " WAX ON , WAX OFF" 12. You wanted to be a Goonie. 13. You ever wore fluorescent clothing. (some of us...head-to-toe) 14. You can remember what Michael Jackson looked like b

War On Terror
This posting is from an email that I recieved from Grassfire.org. They are a good organization that is really in tune with what is happening in the world. I try not to get political in my posts, but I loved this one and thought it was worth sharing. __________________________________________________ From the Desk of: Steve Elliott, President Grassfire.org 7/30/2007 Bobby, I want to share an email I received recently supposedly written by an angry housewife from New Jersey. Ron De Jong is from New Jersey, and is often pretty angry. I had him read it, and he's convinced it's authentic. Regardless, it does accurately reflect my feelings towards the war, our troops, and those who continue to bash this war on terror. "Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it not started by Islamic radicals who brought it to our shores on September 11, 2001? Weren't 3,000 American men and women murdered that day in downtown Manhattan, across the Potomac from our natio

Relizing
Ok here the thing my friends brithday was july 19.... he would have been 21....... he passed away 4 years ago..... yes i miss him with all my heart and just wish i could bring him back here and say goodbye..... well ok friends fight.... they get madd and say shit they dont mean to say.... some do things they dont relize that hurt the other person..... well my best friend has did shit behide my back.... that really hurt me and she knew what was goin on..... she has said shit to me that made me feel like shit.... but yet i was still there..... thing is iam still here no matter what she does or ever did to me..... a true friend stucks by your side..... and i have for her.... i just wish she would relize that and do the same for me ..... i really what to known is she my true friend or not

What I Want...check It Out
Read the lyrics, don't just look at them. THIS is the kinda guy I want more than anything. If you have troubles figuring out why, lol, just ask me. I'm more than willing to talk about it. :) ~~~ I don't know how to make lots of money I got debts that I'm trying to pay I can't buy you nice things, like big diamond rings But that don't mean much anyway I can't give you the house you've been dreaming If I could I would build it alone I'd be out there all day, just hammering away Make us a place of our own I will write you a song That's how you'll know that my love is still strong I will write you a song And you'll know from this song that I just can't go on without you I don't know that I'd make a good soldier I don't believe in being violent and cruel I don't know how to fight, but I'll draw blood tonight If somebody tries hurting you I will write you a song That's how you'll know that my love is still strong I will write you a song And you'll know from

Grandmaw's Stand Up For Our Soldiers!!!
Here's a quote from a government employee who witnessed a recent interaction between an elderly woman and an anti-war protester in a metro station in DC: There were protesters on the train platform handing out pamphlets on the "evils" of America. I politely declined to take one. An elderly woman was behind me getting off the escalator and a (20ish) female protester offered her a pamphlet which she politely declined. The young protester put her hand on the elderly woman's shoulder as a gesture of friendship and said in a very soft voice: "Lady, don't you care about the children of Iraq?" The old woman looked up at her and said, "Honey, my father died in France during World War II, I lost my husband in Korea, and a son in Vietnam. All three died so you would have the right to stand here, and bad mouth our country. If you touch me again I'll stick this umbrella up your ass and open it." GOD BLESS AMER

*~fun With Yahoo - Session 18~*
crzyb: hello PiercedQT: Hi PiercedQT: Uhm, your weiner is hanging out in your picture. It looks like it's about to attack! *Runs for cover*. crzyb: oh I know lol crzyb: I have got to be honest. I want to play with you PiercedQT: What do you want to play? Pin the tail on the donkey? Can you be the jackass? I'll the be pinner. crzyb: works for me crzyb: can I drive down there in my sexy car and meet you PiercedQT: Sexy car? Sounds more like you'd rather screw your tail pipe than me. I'm sad now. crzyb: ummm lol I should say fast car crzyb: how would u respond if I went down on u? PiercedQT: I'd be all like "Hello, I love you, Won't you tell me your name." crzyb: haha you are cute/sexy crzyb: can I go down on you>> PiercedQT: Go Go Gadget Tongue! crzyb: I love using my tongue crzyb: can I meet you now? PiercedQT: No, I have my period. That would put a damper, no pun intended, on the situation. crzyb: oh

Thank You
For all of you who helped bomb in the contest for Dana I would like to say Thank You for your help. She is a wonderful person. I know her in person and you will never meet a nicer person in your life. She is great. You all should get to know her better. Have a great day and Thanks Again.

Bang Me...
1. First off, what's your name? -Sherry 2. What do people call you? -lol Sherry, no fun nicknames here 3. Have you ever kissed someone with braces? -no 4. Who is the fourth received call on your call log? -my landlord 5. If you could change your eye color, what color would you change it? -I wouldnt change these beautiful babies. 6. What is the wallpaper on your phone? -"tiger fur 7. How many pillows on your bed? -8 8. Who was the last text message you sent to? -Michal, but it didn't go through, me and txts dont get along 9. What color is your shirt right now? -white 10. What was the best thing that happened to you last year? -I got divorced lol 11. Do any of your friends annoy you? -sometimes 12. Who's the fourth person on your call list -don't know, not gonna get up and look either 13. When was the last time you cried from laughing so hard? -never 14. What school did you attend in high school? -Tyler 17. Do you like Quiznos? -

God Sent You An Angel
God sent you an angel because he knew: you were someone's angel before you always took care of another & for a change it was your turn to be taken care of it was your turn to be happy it was your turn to know what it feels like to be loved in return it was your turn at a new life So when this angel comes to you: be happy, be grateful, smile & know it's your repayment for what you have done in the past. Life's little unexpectancies turn out to be the best ones we ever encounter

Bouncer Feedback...lol ;-)
A I posted earlier. One of my MUMMs was flagged NSFW then deleted. Followed by a week of banishment from the MUMM until I frakin beg Scrapper for my privileges back which I totally think is BS. Especially because some non-saluted hater can slam my shit and screw me for a week when I'm a paying VIC. OH, well on to new news. This bulletin passed my way yesterday...... How they killed the Mumms. Just saw this. Yes, good idea. Yes, they are killing this place. I might comment more, but will hold for now. With Scrapper's new rules about banning people for marking their own Mumms as NSFW to avoid them being reported by the assholes that are just marking certain peoples mumms for no reason we need to teach Scrapper and company that its bad business to piss off the customers. So this is what I propose of all mummers.... 1. Do not post mumms. 2. Do not comment mumms. 3. Mark any and all mumms as NSFW that aren't already marked. If those of us that bash and have witty comments f

Hey All
Hey, guess im one of the new guys here, umm just got outta a not so great relationship :( and movin on.... lookin for new people and things to do, and well stumbled onto this place, so just wanted to say hi, i got more pics and stuff to put up.. but i gotta dig em up..

Caramelized Peaches With Lemon And Blueberries
Caramelized Peaches with Lemon and Blueberries Dessert on the grill? Yes! This recipe is simple but powerful, and the caramelized peaches will provide a sweet end to a sweet day. Credit: Weber's Charcoal Grilling by Jamie Purviance Servings: 4 Ingredients: * 4 large peaches, firm but ripe, halved and pitted * 3 tablespoons unsalted butter, cut into small pieces * 2 tablespoons dark brown sugar * 1/2 teaspoon pure vanilla extract * 6 tablespoons store-bought lemon curd * 2-4 tablespoons heavy cream * 1 1/2 cups fresh blueberries Directions: Arrange the peaches in a single layer, cut sides down, in a 9-by-13-inch, heavy-duty foil pan. Scatter the butter pieces and sugar between the peaches. Add the vanilla to the pan. In a small bowl, whisk the lemon curd with enough heavy cream to create a smooth, spoonable sauce. Place the pan of peaches over direct medium heat and cook, with the lid closed as much as possible, until the peac

The Human Body
The human body is a machine that is full of wonder. This collection of human body facts will leave you wondering why in the heck we were designed the way we were. -Scientists say the higher your I.Q. the more you dream. -The largest cell in the human body is the female egg and the smallest is the male sperm. -You use 200 muscles to take one step. -The average woman is 5 inches shorter than the average man. -Your big toes have two bones each while the rest have three. -A pair of human feet contain 250,000 sweat glands. -A full bladder is roughly the size of a soft ball. -The acid in your stomach is strong enough to dissolve razor blades. -The human brain cell can hold 5 times as much information as the Encyclopedia Britannica. -It takes the food seven seconds to get from your mouth to your stomach. -The average human dream lasts 2-3 seconds . -Men without hair on their chests are more likely to get cirrhosis of the liver than men with hair. -At

I'm Sure You Men Will Agree On This One, Not That I Do... Lol
A group of girl friends are on vacation when they see a 5 story hotel with a sign that reads, "For Women Only". The Bouncer, a very attractive guy, explains to them how it works. "We have 5 floors... go up floor by floor, and once you find what you are looking for you can stay there. Its easy to decide, since each floor has signs telling you what's inside." So they go in and the First Floor sign reads, "All the men here have it short and thin". The girl friends laugh and without hestitation move on to the next floor. The sign on the Second Floor reads, "All the men here have it long and thin". The girl friends continued to the Third Floor, where the sign read, "All the men here have it short and thick". This was still another disappointment, but knowing that there were still 2 floors left they went up to the next floor. The Fourth Floor sign was perfect. "All the men here have it long and thick". The girl friends get all excited and are about to stay on the Fourth Fl

The Answers In 1,539 Words Or Less… 5:42am Wednesday, May 9
The Answers in 1,539 words or less… If I shed tears the way the skies loose rain, am I a thunderstorm? Roaring thunderously, barring teeth like the lightning that illuminates the black velvet carpet above my head, I am squall. It is all in a name. Each night that passes, is just a gust of the wind. Every child that splashes 'round shallow puddles is no more than the neurons sparking in the depths of my mind. I open these eyes toward the heavens. Stung by droplets, as they hurtle towards this earth. Miniature water bullets. Killing me oh soo very softly. Caressing me just the same. As each prismatic drop contacts my flesh, conceal the tears of man, I feel a release. Something like the soo sad love songs of old. Something like the gentle carry of zero gravity outer space. More like the understanding of the wise ones. The Night Sky lives. Breathing zephyrs. Looking through the eyes of the stars. Weeping rain. Moving with the legs of the atmosphere. I'll fall in love with her. I'd kis

Of Interest
This year the Houston Museum District Day is on August 18th, 2007 from 10am to 5pm Parking in the Museum District There are numerous places to park throughout the Museum District. Parking is available in the free lots at the MFAH on Bissonnet and Main and Main and Oakdale; The Menil Collection, Holocaust Museum Houston; John P. McGovern Museum of Health & Medical Science; Houston Center for Contemporary Craft and Houston Zoo. Paid parking garages and lots include: the lot at The Children’s Museum of Houston; the MFAH garage on Binz; Houston Museum of Natural Science garage; Rice University and the Park Plaza Hospital parking garage. METRORail If you take the METRORail to the Museum districtdistrict, you may park your vehicle at the South Fannin Park and Ride Lot for the entire day. For METRO information please visit www.ridemetro.org. Houston Museum of Natural Science, One Hermann Circle Drive in Hermann Park, (713) 639-4629, www.hmns.org From a giant T-Rex to

If You Fall I'll Catch, Catch You
Through our long walks and short talks, the conversation always stays the same. Your cold words and my contagious heart, will always be this way. Talking in oceans of circles and loving in swells of seas. Only give this ship one chance, one chance. You never said this would be so hard, but if you fall I'll catch you I'll catch you. This won't change so just go ahead and be that way, and we'll go on, we'll go on. My patience draws this last letter of love so thin. And the first three are fading fast. My touch seems colder than the shoulder you give me. Your warm tears still fear the past. We should just turn this ship about and head home where this all started, where it won't last. You never said this would be so hard. Wear your heart on your sleeve, and don't hide it from me. You always wanted to be the one who said it to me. So just stop playing these games. And for once you will see that I am You and You are Me. This is your last chance to save this. This is your last chance,

Comment Bombing
OK, I just figured I'd take the time to clear a few things up when it comes to this in case you didn't know. I know I had to learn the hard way and well, yeah LOL. To 'bomb' you just need to post as many comments as you can per your level. The higher your level, the more comments you can leave on a picture or whatever. Trust me, the comments don't have to make sense, and you can even copy and paste some html comments, pictures, whatever if that's what you want to do. From my past experience, you can only post the same thing, be it word, code, number, whatever, 10 times before you're told to stop spamming. So, you can post the same thing 10 times then start posting something else, or switch it up every other comment or so. Some ideas to use for bombing are: x xx xxx xxxx xxxxx xxxxxx xxxxxxx xxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxx z zz zzz zzzz zzzzz zzzzzz zzzzzzz zzzzzzzz zzzzzzzzz zzzzzzzzzz Or just some sort of nonsense like that. Hope it helps and I'd really like

The Man Everyone Knew
The Man Everyone Knew (verse one) Retribution from a soul, The darkness lives in us all, Revelation of a blind man, Heard deep inside by a deaf man, Doesnt the truth hurt us all, It's in our hearts on our hands, Killing the sound, Doesnt make the pain go away (chorus) Set you free from demons, The world so full of masochistic creations, Kill yourself, Prison the pain, Live in the dark, Make this go away, Tell yourself and all those around, You can fly without leaving the ground, Get so high, Live your life, Forget everything, Make this go away (verse two) Serenity comes to all those who wait, Sometimes that's just to far away, Chosen by the hate you create, Desolation by desperation, A hero in the eyes of many, But that's just an illusion, Forboding your demise, This hero takes his own life

My Magical Personality
Your Primary Mythical Creature Water Types The main strength of the Water types is feeling. The second element indicates the most probable focus for this emotional expression. Mermaid Water with Air Astrologically associated with Pisces and the Twelfth House Mermaid types are warm and caring in a passive, receptive way. They are given to daydreaming and to contemplation, a combination that can make them seem curiously absent and fey. They are among the most unworldly of all the types. Despite this they have a strong ability for clear, rational thinking that can be startling. They seem to have a deep, intuitive understanding of the oneness of the universe. They have a desire to help the world at large and are acutely aware of and sensitive to suffering. This is partly because they do not recognize the customary boundaries between people, other living things, time, space, this world and the Otherworld. They are frequently psychic. They can be brilliantly original and high

If I Was Your Vampire
6 A.M. Christmas morning. No shadows, no reflections here. Lying cheek to cheek in your cold embrace. So soft and so tragic as a slaughterhouse. You press the knife against your heart. And say, "I love you, so much you must kill me now." I Love you, so much you must kill me now. If I was your vampire, certain as the moon, instead of killing time, we'll have each other until the sun. If I was your vampire, death waits for no one. Hold my hands across your face, because I think our time has come. Digging your smile apart with my spade-tounge. The hole is where the heart is. We built this tomb together, and I won't fill it alone. Beyond the pale everything is black, no turning black. If I was your vampire, death waits for no one. Hold my hands across your face, because I think our time has come. Blood-stained sheets in the shape of your heart, this is where it starts... Blood-stained sheets in the shape of your heart, this is where it st

How Honest Are You?
You Are 72% Brutally Honest Most of the time, you tell it like it is. Even if it's hard for people to hear. Sometimes you hold back though, because you never want your honesty to be hurtful. How Brutally Honest Are You?

Scorpio - The Addict
Once you have opened this, there's no turning back. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist. Read your sign, then pass it on, with your zodiac sign and label on the subject line, This is the real deal, try ignoring it, and the first thing you'll notice is having a horrible day starting tomorrow morning - and it only gets worse from there. VIRGO - The One that Waits Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. 7 years of bad luck if you do not forward. SCORPIO - The Addict EXTREMELY adorable. Intelligent. Loves to joke. Very good sense of humor. Energetic. Predicts future. GREAT kisser. Always gets what they want. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Caring. 4 years of bad luck if you do not forward. LIBRA - The BE

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ok so im really bored and to make it worse im lonly! it sucks i just want someone to talk to and someone to be really sweet to me, but its so hard to find someone like that :( i know this is short but yeah its how i feel! ~mE~

Celebrating Being And Becoming
How far have I come along the pathway from conception to the present. I have been the fetus growing in my mother's womb. I have been the infant loved and cherished, the child at play. I have been the teenager infatuated with love and life and the young woman on a splendid journey. I am the wife and mother and have shared my home and love. My experiences have been rich, deep and full. My body is healthy, bold and beautiful. My voice is free and clear. And now, once again, I feel the changes that pass as a gentle wind through my body, that let me know I am transforming. I am thankful for the sensations, the feelings, the messages my body gives. It is as a metamorphosis from one beautiful form into another, like a caterpillar to butterfly. I shed what I no longer need as a snake sheds its skin. This is a new sense of balance I hail as I experience the transition from one stage to another. The richness of my life is enhanced by appreciating who I am a

Hey Yall
HEY YALL WANNA JOIN A REALLY COOL GROUP OF PEOPLE? THE INDEPENDENT FAMILY IS LOOKING FOR DEDICATED BOMBERS. TO JOIN YOU MUST BE A LEVEL 5 OR HIGHER AND HAVE A SALUTE PHOTO,THEN SHOUT AT PONYBOY OR TNK WE WILL GET U THE RULES FOR U TO READ AND IF YOUR IN AGREEMENT WITH WHAT OUR FAMILY REQUIRES THEN WE WILL GET U SIGNED UP. ponyboy1966~~ THE FOUNDER OF THE ÌñÐêþêñÐêñ† Fåmïl?© ~~ Hubby To LauraLei~~@ fubar ~TNK~ ~DSC.~FAR~IBIC~ÌñÐêþêñÐêñ† Fåmïl?© of CT'@ fubar SO WHAT YA WAITING FOR COME ON AND JOIN IN ON THE FUN.

Buddy Pet Help Line New Website
My dog Buddy He woke up one day in june of 2007 and lost all mobility of his hind legs,,I did some searching for an organization that would be able to help me out with this, well I was finaly able to get a pet credit card so that I was able to pay for some of the vet bills, after running up a nice bill with the vet I was told he needed surgery or he wouldn't be able to walk again on his own, or I could have him put down to sleep, well I've done this before with another dog and because of not being able to afford the big vet bill they told me it's best to put her down so I did and still got charged big time, well thinking of all this I started to dig even deeper to find some help as the surgery for Buddy would cost anywhere from 2500.00 to 5000.00 and with the very little fixed income I have wouldn't allow me to even make the smallest payments if I was allowed to do that but they wanted 2500.00 up front and then the rest if any was to be paid when the surgery was done. I search

We Are Back Togther
( whats worng with this ) (HIM) WELL WE ARE WORKING ON THINGS IN ARE LIFE WITH GODS HELP WE CAN DO IT , HE ASK ME BACK JUST AS I WAS GETTING ON MY PLANE TO KS, HE CALLED AND SAID PLEASE DONT GO I NEED TO TALK ABOUT IT IM SORRY I HURT YOU , AND I LIKE TO MAKE UP TO YOU , I WAS WORNG FOR WHAT I DID WITH HER AND IM SO OOO SORRY I DO NOT WISH FOR YOU TO FOR GIVE ME BUT I LIKE TO WORK OUT EVERY THING WITH YOU AND WELL YOU COME WITH ME , I MISS YOU TOO , AND I WISH I NEVER DID WHAT I DID THEN NOW , YES YOUO ARE A GOOD WIFE AT TIMES BUT I KNOW YOU THRY YOUR BEST TO MAKE THIS LIFE OF ARE WORK AND I WAS THE ONE DID NOT , SO (HER) WHY YOU HAD DO WHAT YOU DID TO ME AND EVERY THIG ELSE , AND YES I KNOW YOU TEELING ME YOU CHAETED ON ME WITH HER AND YOU LIKE ME TO FOR GIVE YOU AND GIVE YOU A 2 CHANGE WITH YOU BUT HOW CAN I SEE ITS NOT GOIONG TO GO ON WITH HER AND EVERY THIG ELSE , I CANT DO IT ANY MORE YOU HURT ME SO MUCH AND SHE WAS A FRIEND OF MINE , HOW CAN YOU 2 DO THIS TO ME ?

Vajay Doctor
Today I have to go in for yet another gyno visit. This is twice in one week. HOpe everything is alright. Im kinda worried. Anywho, things have been pretty good for a couple of days here. Been trying my best... Anyway, love you guys... well anyone who will read my blogs anyway. lol later ~Reb

Judas Iscariot... Are U Still There?
"JUDAS ISCARIOT" ARE U STILL THERE? long live the traitors ! some good hearted people have reported my picture as NSF - though not..it was just me, a guy in briefs.. no exhibitionism at all...even quite few of you have admired this photo and ripped this to your page.. but now its removed.. your friend in brief has just gone.. ok.....its all in the game. so this is my new primary picture you are seeing now.. my picture may be removed .....but i know my friends.... its quite impossible to remove me from your good hearts ..its for me ever .. i have not hurt any of u so far..i have solved many of ur problems when u contact me through "shout box" or by pvt message.. im damn sure that all my friends at least would leave a shout / message to me in sympathy....ty... i am ever your " lov "

Gonna Be A Bear
Women's Motto No. 1: Gonna Be A Bear In this life I'm a woman. In my next life, I'd like to come back as a bear. When you're a bear, you get to hibernate. You do nothing but sleep for six months. I could deal with that. Before you hibernate, you're supposed to eat yourself stupid. I could deal with that, too. When you're a girl bear, you birth your children (who are the size of walnuts) while you're sleeping and wake to partially grown, cute, cuddly cubs. I could definitely deal with that. If you're a mama bear, everyone knows you mean business. You swat anyone who bothers your cubs. If your cubs get out of line, you swat them, too. I could deal with that. If you're a bear, your mate EXPECTS you to wake up growling. He EXPECTS that you will have hairy legs and excess body fat. Yup, gonna be a bear!

I Can't Believe I Heard This...
I cannot believe I just heard this. Here I am, eating my pizza, then out of the tube I hear "now you can go strong or you can go soft!!!" I about spit my food out laughing. It was a commercial for ass wipe haha! Gotta love Charmin ;-)

A Advice To Get A Life
A Advice To get A Life by acyberflame Here we go: The images of lust, Are easy to understand. Do what you feel, Until you find trust. So easy to get Over the good ole internet. It's so easy to understand. Do it until the end. Move your body, move your soul. Getting hot? Have no control? Part of it, my Babe. Love or Hate! Who cares? Faces without bodies, Words without voices, Fake, fake world. Coming without going. Plug me in, plug me out. Still have no doubt? Shame on you! Go, get a life, Find your jive! In the real world.

Cyber Love(to Someone And He Knows Who He Is )
Cyber Love by Yolanda Schiltz What is this thing they call Cyber Love? Seems to be as crazy as this world of push and shove Never to hear your voice only the words you type Longing to meet you but it's only tears I wipe So desperate to see your handsome face anxious to engage in your sweet embrace I dream of your touch to take my breath away Someday I might know but for now I pray I want to Carress , Kiss and Smell your skin Cuddle and Make Love and take it all in To fall in Love under the moonlight To be side by side in the morning so bright I will keep Faith with help from our God above I will meet you one day "My Cyber Love"

Not Mis Right Now
i been wit alot of people my whole live but some times i feel as one special girl will do. but some time i feel as im too young to settle down. but maybe if that right person came in my live i wouldnt have to settle down but more injoy life knowin that theres no worriers cause i got tha person i love.

To All Friends
hello i will be goin through my friends list. im always showing love to all my friends and there also alot of you who dont give any love back from and theres quite a few that do return the love i know who ya are so if ya wanna stay on friends list let me know. thanks ♣♥♦ ©hÎ†ÖwÑ Bõ®Ñ ÅnÐ ®@Ì$ΣÐ™ ♦♥♣ -1977

Poem.
memories She stands in front of the mirror and looks into the glass the makeup that she wears conceals secrets of her past the way shes been abused and how she always hides will she end it now? or keep it all inside? pictures running through her head the worst is saved till last she looks down at her fisted hand and thrusts it through the glass she stares down at where it lays and wishes to be back in those beautiful days how did it end up like this? she wonders why shes the one that wants to die how could she get out? what can she do? she wants to tell somebody, but who? She dreams of a future of happiness and love, wishes she had a miracle from above why isnt she worthy of the life in her dreams? "Im going to give up!" she screams

The Other Me.
There's a second me inside of me this second, of course, only you and i see. she's in a black box, curled up and crying. she knows, this second me, that part of her is dying. lying in the dark, afraid and alone, she wonders why even in bed she wishes she were home. she wonders why she's alive, with all her days filled with sadness, wondering how to survive, in this emotional madness. she wipes tears from her eyes, realizing with dread, her hands are coated in blood, this second me is dead.

What The Hell??
No matter what I do, everything I say will be used against me. I can never just sit in peace of knowing I wont be accused of stabbing someone in the back or throwing someone under a bus. People dont mind running to people with the things that I tell them... but God forbid I say anything to anyone else about anything they said, im the fucking jerk. Im tired of this. Ive just come to the realization that nothing I do will ever be good enough, im always gonna be mistrusted and Im always going to be talked shit about behind my back... whatever. whatever...

Contest Grrr
ok im hopeing i have this right... this is her link rate,fan,add to comment the shit out of me lol ooh i was told if i dont win... well forget wat i was told lol *SEXYGIRLBLONDE* OWNER OF *THE DYNASTY CLUB*@ fubar ok i hope this all works but i think this is it and NO cheating...of course we have no cheaters as my friends lol thanks.... tongue....

Add Me Fan Me Rate Me
why do all these people want so bad for others to fan them etc? i only want people to fan me and add me if you are going to keep in touch with me!! BUT RATE MY PIC ALL YOU WANT!!!! rating is fine, but if you want to add me please stay in contact. i'm not here to be in a contest with everyone to see how many people i have in my friends or to see how many people are my fans..... i'm here for a good time and tio meet people!! so hit me up whoever would like to talk to me!!

Bf/gf Application
A Little bit about yourself!!! Remember all fields are optional! Name: Age: Phone Number: Location: Height: weight: Hair: Eyes: Piercings/tattoos: What Do You Think Of My? Personality: Eyes: Face: Hair: Clothes: Humor: Choice of music: Manners: Friends: Decisions: W0ULD Y0U... [] go out with me? [] give me your number? [] kiss me? [] let me kiss you? [] watch a movie with me? [] take me out to dinner? [] drive me somewhere [] make love to me? [] take a shower with me? [] be my bf/gf? [] hug me? [] buy me food? [] take me home to meet your family? [] would you let me sleep in your bed if i didn't have one? []Smoke pot? [] sing car karaoke w/ me?_ [] sit in the doctors office with me because I didn't want to go alone? [] re-post this for me to answer your questions? [] let me give you a piggyback ride? [] come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere? D0 Y0U... [] think im cute? [] wa

Running Backs
Running Backs 1st Yvenson Bernard Oregan State 5'9" 202 4.52 est: For all of the hype around the battalion of HS All-Americans at the position at USC and the deserved attention Torain at ASU and Markey at UCLA have received, my money is on Bernard to lead the PAC 10 in rushing. Like Mike Hart, Ray Rice and Ian Johnson, Yveson Bernard is a standout back who does not stand out in any obvious and measurable way. His size and long speed and not eye-popping, however his balance, vision, and quickness are truly exceptional. In his career the durable and productive runner has put up in 82 career games 601 rushes 2,648 yards for 4.4 ypa 25TDs and 611 catches for 7.5 ypc and 2TDs. Think of a quicker Rueben Droughns. 2nd Cory Byrd, South Carolina 40 Time: 4.48 est Senior Cory Byrd is the ideal tailback in Spurrier's offense. He's over 6 feet and weighs 214 pounds, is sneaky fast and catches the ball of the backfield extremely well; Byrd caught 35 passes for 406 receiving yards in 2006. He

Needled 24/7
Since day one I've been crass and far beyond. I couldn't laugh, I couldn't cry... Before you judge me, take a look at yourself. Condescending, outlivin' in a lie.. Despite all the pain in my heart grinding through, It ain't due that you hate what I hate what you do Despite all the piety you've been consuming thus far, A backstabbing motherfucker to the bone is what you are And everyday when the knife in my back starts to twinge n' turn, My eyes are catching fire and my heart starts to burn. A foot away from you is like a bit closer to heaven, Then again it's like being needled 24/7 You look down to me to see the scum of the earth to be. Fuck yeah, that's me, vile and obscene. I ain't happy about it but at least I don't judge and decree To be better than another human being. Everyday when the knife in my back starts to twinge n' turn, My eyes are catching fire and my heart starts to burn. A foot away from you is like a bit closer to heaven, Then again it's l

Beckie's Daily Words Of Wisdom // 8-26-07
Even know things may be hard today for you try to smile or laugh. There is always tomorrow. Rememer that you have at least one good friend who will be there for you through thick and thin. Hold on to that feeling when you are feeling down :) Any always remember that I am here for you as your friend! -- Beckie

My Link
This is the only thing requiring attention right now, my link..it is a race to 20,000 comments with no time limit...once I get to 20,000 comments I get a blast...Here is the link..I appreciate your help on this....this is not as high priority as the others. This is just mine. :P Clickable link

Hush: Lullabye For My Daughter
Hush now my darling please dont you cry because mommy is here to hold you through the night hush now my sweetheart im not going anywhere because without you by myside my world is only gray and without you by myside my day is turned to night.... hush now my baby please dont you be afraid because mommy is right here by yourside... hush now my darling please dont have a fear because mommy wont let anything happen to you hush now my sweetheart dont you be lost because mommy will be there to find you.... hush now my baby dont say a word because mommys right here to rock you to sleep hush now my darling please dont you cry because mommy is here to hold you through the night hush now my sweetheart im not going anywhere because without you by myside my world is only gray and without you by myside my day is turned to night....

Another Veteran Has Died.
I got the news yesterday that SFC David Miller,US Army retired Vietnam vet, husband and father pasted away after a long bout with cancer caused by Agent Orange. Dave was my mentor in Vietnam. He is problably the reason I made it back alive. He taught me how to hit a target with a M60 machine gun from the door of a Huey helicopter doing about 60 knots. He taught me how to take care of my aircraft. He was a friend and fellow soldier. I had lost touch with him since Nam but had hoped to see him next year in Georgia at our reunion. I was told that the effects of the cancer took a toil on his body. I will always remember him as a vibrant young Sargeant, full of life. SFC Miller may be gone but not forgotten. Thomas J. Iverson, SSG US Army Retired

Public Service Announcment
ATTN EVERYONE: Being alone in your car does not make you invisible!! When you are digging in your nose for that nasty boogie, guess what? EVERYONE CAN SEE YOU!! Today on my ride into work, I saw 3 people, 2 guys and 1 lady, all knuckle deep in their noses. Sooooo gross! Yeah, everyone picks their noses but damn...These people were seriously digging for gold like no one could see them. Bumper to bumper traffic. Nearly standstill and damn...I thought they were gonna get nosebleeds. So please people, keep the booger picking somewhere more private, or at least do it at 60 mph when people don't have to sit next to you and witness it.

Only In America!!!! (funnies)
1. Only in America......can a pizza get to your house faster than an ambulance. 2. Only in America......are there handicap parking places in front of a skating rink. 3. Only in America......do drugstores make the sick walk all the way to the back of the store to get their prescriptions while healthy people can buy cigarettes at the front. 4. Only in America......do people order double cheeseburgers, large fries, and a DIET coke. 5. Only in America......do banks leave both vault doors open and then chain the pens to the counters. 6. Only in America......do we use answering machines to screen calls and then have call waiting so we won't miss a call from someone we didn't want to talk to in the first place. 7. Only in America......do we buy hot dogs in packages of ten and buns in package s of eight. 8. Only in America......do we use the word 'politics' to describe the process so well: 'Poli' in Latin meaning 'many' and 'tics' meaning 'bloodsucking creatures' 9. Onl

Someone Else Always Said It Best
"I feel sorry for people who don't drink. When they wake up in the morning, that is as good as they are going to feel all day" ~ Frank Sinatra "Beer is proof that God loves us and wants us to be happy." ~ Benjamin Franklin "Sometimes when I reflect back on all the wine I drink I feel shame.... Then I look into the glass and think about the workers in the vineyards and al of their hopes and dreams. If I didn't drink this win, they might be out of work and their dreams would be shattered. Then I say to myself, "It is better that I drink this wine and let their dreams come true than be selfish and worry about my liver."" ~ Jack Handy "When I read about the evils of drinking, I gave up reading." ~ Henny Youngman

It Happens After Midnite!
well i'm so excited! i just don't know what to do. i'll see my son for the first time in 5 years. i just hope the tears i've been holding don't come out all at one time. his fiance and i are going to surprise him. he thinks i'm going to see him saturday. i haven't seen my baby since, omg since he left on the plane in his uniform and i can still remember the last hug i gave him. i i remember parking in front of the airline door and the sheriff walking over to my car. omg he's gonna run me off the no parking zone. the sheriff said "mam what are you doing here?" i said i was saying goodbye to my son. the sheriff then says"is that your son? pointing to the young man in a u.s.marine uniform. "mam get out of your car and spend some time with your son!" and i did. when i got back to my car everything seemed so slow motion and when i sat down and clutched the steering wheel all the tears a mother could have just balled out all at once. everyone looking and feeling what i felt. i knew then

My Baby Girls
ok...so yesterday I was very very tired and worn out..my girls were in the recliner watching tv so I thought I would just lay on the couch for a minute..Well my eyes were getting heavy and finally I fell asleep..Minutes later I woke up with my oldest putting a pillow under my head and my little one covering me with her blanket...then they both kissed me...Just like what I would do for them...I guess it made me realize that I need them as much as they need me..it actually made me realize too that I am thankful for the toys that are out and the running around the house chasing each other...I can't imagine my life without them..it may be hard and stressful at times..but when they come up to you and put their arms around you and tell you that they love you...it is all worth it....

Something Vile
Am I Crazy Or… Have you ever smelled something really vile? So vile that it makes you angry and disgusted? You think to yourself, What son-of-a-bitch unleashed such an ungodly odor? You’re about to vomit…then you realize the odor is coming from you. Please, tell me this has happened to you, too!

New Poem Let Me Know What You Think Please.
SANDS OF TIME By J.S. Monti Tick Tock we’re on the clock. Pressure building, just can’t stop. Things to do where goes the day? Words we never get to say. Tick Tock we’re on the clock. Got to beat another block. Dancing to avoid the thing, Like a puppet on a string. Tick Tock we’re on the clock. Seconds now we start to mock. Frazzled, sweaty, mind a racing. Another day rapidly erasing. TICK TOCK, we’re on the clock. Will we ever get caught up? In this web of time we weave, The important things we don’t perceive. TICK TOCK, we’re on the clock. Our mouths become as dry as chalk. Forgetting we need help today? Our ego’s getting in the way! TICK TOCK, we’re on the clock. Mind is numb and we’re in shock. Weary, troubled, full of dread. More to do lies just ahead. TICK TOCK, WE’RE ON THE CLOCK! Getting home it doesn’t stop. If anything we move much faster. Heading for complete disaster. TICK TOCK, WE’RE ON THE

My Donovan/my Private Nutcracker
Weird kid... not striking but sexy as hell. Something about him struck me. Was it his beautiful mocha that attracts me? My real son had a birthday party... I found the answer... At 10 PM techno ballet. In my back yard. I noticed. I stopped. I almost dropped my tray. I knew what that was. I knew it well... The technical words have eluded me now but it was there. Talent. The boy was a full on dancer. A completely classically trained male ballet dancer! I stood in awe during my moment of surprise. What do I make of this and why is he here? I believe we all come together for a reason somehow someway somewhere in time to achieve a goal that is unknown. there he was Techno Ballet. ICP music on. This child. Was dancing like Barishnikov before me. Leaping to heights unseen in years by me. He loved to show it off. And I would too with that talent. My mouth gaped open. No one else seemed to notice. I did. I was a dancer. Dancing is life to me. To express my soul as

A Cloudy Thought,
What were you today? was it what you wanted? I seen a cloud today that looked like a fairy kicked back on her wings..... yet it was just a cloud, it was magical to me... yet just a cloud, no thoughts, no pulse... yet the power to inspire me to be (not a fairy lol!!!) me, formless and free to be, yet curious what all you see.

Bubba And The Walmart Test
BUBBA AND THE WALMART TEST An office manager at Walmart was given the task of hiring an individual to fill a job opening. After sorting through a stack of resumes he found four people who were equally qualified. He decided to call the four in and ask them only one question. Their answer would determine which of them would get the job. The day came and as the four sat around the conference room table the interviewer asked, "What is the fastest thing you know of?" Acknowledging the first man on his right, the man replied, "A THOUGHT." It just pops into your head. There's no warning that it's on the way; It's just there. A thought is the fastest thing I know of." "That's very good!" replied the interviewer. "And now you sir?" he asked the second man "Hmm. Let me see. A BLINK! It comes and goes and you don't know that it ever happened. A blink of an eye is the fastest thing I can think of." "Excellent!" said the

Ya, I Guess It's Monday...
...and its shaping out to be a long one. Barely 11 and I've already had to take my truck to the repair shop, got yelled at by a teacher, missed two asignments (they're in my truck), and I already have a headache. Ugh, I can't afford having to do any repairs on my truck right now. I really really want a cigarette, but I'm gonna try to not smoke...

Break..
Hey Peeps, Thanks for dropping by my blog.. Just a little note to say hi and stuff. I've been a bit funny over the past few weeks, I aint gonna make excuses and stuff, its not any of your hassles. You guys make me smile, laugh and remember that the world is the same everywhere and that we are all great. Keep being your normal loveable selves. I'm going away today, but I'll be back soon and I will be back to my cheery piratey bombing self in a day or two. Love yas heaps! MWAH!

Those We Meet Along The Way
Has anyone else noticed that people seem to creep into your life without any expectation and then become the focus of so many things that you do before you ever realize that they have done so? Yes, I know it sounds confusing but really it isn’t. I am talking about the people that you meet that you never think are going to make a difference but then somehow they do. Yeah we have all met these people, but ever wondered how they find you, or better yet why they find you? Here is what I think: The people that are like this in your life have found you for a reason; they need you in their life as much as you need them in yours. Yes, I do think that people find one another out of need. It may not even be a need that you are aware that you have, but it is there and these people find you in order to help you address that need. I have done this myself . . . I am drawn to people who are troubled and distant, who need a guiding force and a strong arm to lean upon with a stronger ear atta

Learn To Read
->Suga Lips: lol no capshawks6...: any interest in a lover? capshawks6...: ok ->Suga Lips: I am recently separated & still haven't sorted things out with my husband capshawks6...: whys that ->Suga Lips: I don't have an interest in any men at the moment capshawks6...: do you have any interest in a very sensual man? ->Suga Lips: thank you capshawks6...: i am normal, you look very sexy ->Suga Lips: you look normal capshawks6...: do you like my pics? ->Suga Lips: thank you capshawks6...: are you a sensual woman capshawks6...: i'm doing fine ->Suga Lips: good & you? capshawks6...: hi sexy how are you Which part of "I don't have an interest in ANY men" & "sorting things out with my husband" was unclear? 8-P

I Hate My Parents For What They're Doing To Us.
They've taken away my everything. They've taken away my heart. I won't last six moths without him. I'll die from a broken heart. He was going to take care of me. He was going to take care of our baby. I lost our baby. I may not even be able to have kids from what the doctor said. Eating makes me sick. I have nightmares when I sleep. I can't live without him. They just don't understand. He was my world. He was my everything. He was the only things that kept a smile on my face. I'm completely miserable now. I would give up everything for him. I would give up this whole bullshit life. I hate my parents for what they're doing to us. They're ruining this part of our lives. Age is just a number. The difference will always be the same. We're going to be together anyways. So why keep us apart now? I guess they expect things to change. They expect us to move on somehow. He was going to wait for me at e

Just To Let Everyone Know!!!
I want to apologize from the bottom of my heart for not returning the love to everyone that has helped me so far in leveling ad what not. I have been really stressed out because I am getting evicted from my apt. and I am trying to file bankruptcy and through all of this I am worried so much about my kids and where we are going to go if we get kicked out. So I will probably not be on too much until I figure things out at home. I will do my best to catch with all of you when I feel that i have the time to play around again. To NBSD I love you guys and I am sorry that I have not been there like I should...i owe you all so much and I hope to see you sonner than later but you all are great!!!XOXOXOX Much Love to all my friends, fam, and fans....XOXOX Mercedes

The Hardest Thing I Have Ever Done
Public speaking has never been my thing...I always get light headed and my face turns red (which suprises most ppl who know me I'm a pretty confident person) So today wasnt any easier when I had to give my Mothers Eulogy..it was by far the hardest and most difficult thing I have ever done in my life. I was shaking so badly during that my step sister had to come up and hug me so I could calm down...But I AM grateful that I had a chance to express the love my Sister,Step Siblings and I felt towards her one last time.. I've always been kind of distant and aloof towards my family...Untill this happened. It has made me realize how much I cherish and love them. My step family are the most wonderfull people I have ever known. And I will ALWAYS love them because they are true family and they are all I have left now. I truly hope that none of you will ever have to go through anything like this in your life..to watch a loved one suffer for months before FINALLY they are given a chance to

Thing We Would Not Know Lol....
# If staying in a haunted house, women should investigate any strange noises wearing their most revealing underwear. # If being chased through town, you can usually take cover in a passing St Patrick's Day parade - at any time of the year. # All beds have special L-shaped top sheets that reach up to armpit level on a woman but only waist level on the man lying beside her. # All grocery shopping bags contain at least one stick of French bread. # It's easy for anyone to land a plane, providing there is someone in the control tower to talk you down. # Once applied, lipstick will never rub off - even while scuba diving. # The ventilation system of any building is a perfect hiding place. No one will ever think of looking for you in there and you can travel to any other part of the building without difficulty. # You're likely to survive any battle in any war unless you make the mistake of showing someone a picture of you sweetheart back home. # Should you wish to pass

Looking For A Sub Female
I'm tired of being lied to and finding all these people being fakes and liars, just playing games for fun. Leading someone on with false hopes really annoys me. Don't bother me if you can't be real. Seriously looking for a real female interested in me and get to know the real me past my page. Preferably submissive and bi. Must be very open minded either way. I'm not to picky or feel to be to conceded but must be beautiful in my eyes and other good qualities like intelligent, sense of humor, and good personality. Are you her? Know someone that would be just right or interested? Come on this way, I'm waiting. [M]

Q's About The Undead
Are some of the people we know really Undead — and how could we tell? If the Undead have been programmed to hunt the living, can we blame them? Are vampires more morally responsible than zombies? Is an Undead individual the same person as before his Undeath? Do zombies have minds? Do the Undead have a right to Undeath under the Ninth Amendment, or would it be murder to Unkill them?

My Fucking Rant On Assholes!!!!
oi...im SOOOO CONFUSED!!! oh yea, and men suck ass, since they are the reason behind my confusion...if u say ur gonna do somehing, do it! its not that fucking hard! u say u will call, then fucking call, dont say something if u dont fucking mean it!!! im sooo tired of all the bullshit going on...everyone with a dick just needs to leave me the fuck alone unless u can just be fucking truthful! OMFG! how hard is it to just say what ur thinking, or fucking tell the truth?! JESUS FUCKING CHRIST!!!!!!!

Different Things
I write what I like and want to here. Go ahead a comment about I dont care, but if I dont like what you say, look here after a few days I'll have a new entry. I write poems, and stories. Most peoms have a meaning to them from: school, my Boyfriend, or friends. Stories are only 2 books right now. If you want to read them just ask and I might mail you a chapter or two. If you have any questions, go a head and ask. It's good for the soul, but if I get any about sexal things I will not answer you to nicely (your warned!!). Call me a bitch if you like, I dont care. Say what you like, just say to me. If you want to see some other things I've put up on the net go to vampirefreaks.com/vampire666 have fun humans!!!!

Love Life So Much Better
U know it's so funny how fate works on your side and it was definitely workin on my side today. I have been having issues with steve (was my bf) and the way he had been treatin me. Well, it's been a mess n a half that i don't feel like goin into detail right now .. but to sum it up, he's been breakin up , making up, breaking up. It's been an emotional roller coaster for me. Recently steve and i have called it quits but been workin on tryin to fix it. I found out a couple things i wasnt too happy about .. and i was tryin to catch him on it. But as I was walking out the door to head to pick my daughter up at school, my friend dan who i have been talkin to on myspace.. was walking by to head to a friends house right in the same direction. Apparently his phone was shut off today because he was moving and had no internet or phone to get in touch with me.. he was goin to his friends house to email me . I thought it was fuckin awesome and we walked towards his friends (it was on t

Humor
New Study A study in Wisconsin showed that the kind of male face a woman finds attractive can differ - depending on where a woman is in her menstrual cycle. For instance, if she is ovulating, she is attracted to men with rugged and masculine features. And if she is menstruating, she is more prone to be attracted to a man with scissors shoved in his temple and a bat jammed up his ass while he is on fire.

Hippies...rejects...nerds...come My Way...we Need To Talk
Greetings one and all... And thanks for the read...The older I get...The wiser I feel..I dont feel sacraficing my 23 yr old youth for a 40 yr old intellegence is a even or better deal...Nor do I feel the need to combine the two either...I feel as young as I act and sometimes thats barely reaching 2nd grade level...Is there such a thing as reversal of intellectual mind set as one grows older?...I dont know but I sure do find playing games online and the competiveness of it appealing...Video gaming has come a long way since the big the yellow pie was eating dots and being chased by curtain drapes with eyes around the board only to turn blue for that kick ass bonus you got!...What was it again? 200pts for the first blue smurf you ate...then I think it went all the way up to 800pts....wow plz dont make me research this useless information...Cause now Im dying to know what the total value of all the blue ghosts in pac man is worth!...Wow!...has it come to this?...Is my life this pethetic

Ahh We All Love Billy Connolly
BILLY CONNOLLY'S CHAIN LETTER Hello, my name is Billy and I suffer from guilt for not forwarding 50 billion fucking chain letters sent to me by people who actually believe if you send them on, a poor six year old girl in Scotland with a breast on her forehead will be able to raise enough money to have it removed before her redneck parents sell her to a travelling freak show. And, do you honestly believe that Bill Gates is going to give you, and everyone to whom you send "his" email, $1000? How stupid are we? Ooooh, looky here! If I scroll down this page and make a wish, I'll get laid by a model I just happen to run into the next day! What a bunch of bullshit. Maybe the evil chain letter leprechauns will come into my house and sodomize me in my sleep for not continuing a chain letter that was started by St Peter in 5AD and brought to this country by midget pilgrim stowaways on the Endeavour. Fuck 'em!! If you're going to forward something, at least send me something m

Awaken The Demon Within
Shouldn't have touched the metal to the flesh...been years since I have induldged in such activities...college to be exact...fall of '00....the scars had all but faded.... I thought my demons were my friends, but in the end they're out to get me................. I'm coming apart at the seams............. Memories of a life hidden away.... Be normal, be white, be smart, be life affirming, be Christian, Be DAMNED. To Hell with everything they have forced upon me. I am Agnostic by nature and SelfDestructive by choie...Abuse me, Misuse me... Hello world. I smoke, I *smoke*, I drink, I torture myself, I burn my flesh in places not seen by my "general public", awesome or lonesome or someone or noone or fuck off.... The old me is back again, I have been reborn......................................... -stRAnGEr

Guys!! Read This And Take Notes Lol
1. Don't ever lie to us, we always find out. 2. We don't enjoy talking dirty to you as much as you enjoy listening. 3. Don't say you understand when you don't. 4. Girls are petty, get over it. 5. You don't have PMS; don't act like you know what it's like. 6. Saying something sweet might get you off the hook; doing something sweet will always get you off the hook. 7. If you talk about having a big dick, we know you don't. 8. Size does matter. 9. We don't like it when you act like Mr Big; we like it when you are Mr. Big. 10. A system in your car only impresses your homeboys. 11. No matter what you say, your ex girlfriend is a hoe. 12. It's good to be sensitive, sometimes. 13. If you did something wrong or even if you didn't, apologize. 14. Be spontaneous, dinner and a movie won't always cut it. 15. We are self-conscious by nature, we can't help it. 16. We are drama queens. 17. Fashion police do exist. 18. Don't ask us to give head; if yo

Friday
Now, I know you're not supposed to accept a date for the weekend after Wednesday and stuff, but the guy I just met and mentioned in my last post (Intense Dave) was all, "I am so into you I will call you tomorrow and must see you immediately" (I'm paraphrasing) that I figured I still had the upper hand. Well, I guess I was wrong because the weekend is almost over and I still haven't gotten a phone call. Evan, my ex, was in town this weekend, though, and he gave me something else to do other than obsess over why the new guy didn't call when he said he would. We'd had dinner in the restaurant of his hotel, and had such a lovely time that we decided to head right up to his room for a nightcap. Fast forward to an hour later… Evan and I were lying in his bed. He was shirtless, in his boxer briefs, his short black hair askew. I was in a bra, skirt and one black high-heeled Mary Jane. I had just told him that, despite the fact that part of me really, really wanted to do it, I just couldn

Pecans In The Cemetery
On the outskirts of a small town, there was a big, old pecan tree just inside the cemetery fence. One day, two boys filled up a bucketful of nuts and sat down by the tree, out of sight, and began dividing the nuts. "One for you, one for me. One for you, one for me," said one boy. Several dropped and rolled down toward the fence. Another boy came riding along the road on his bicycle. As he passed, he thought he heard voices from inside the cemetery. He slowed down to investigate. Sure enough, he heard, "One for you, one for me. One for you, one for me." He just knew what it was. He jumped back on his bike and rode off. Just around the bend he met an old man with a cane, hobbling along. "Come here quick," said the boy, "you won't believe what I heard! Satan and the Lord are down at the cemetery dividing up the souls." The man said, "Beat it kid, can't you see it's hard for me to walk." When the boy insisted though, the man hobbled slowly to the cemetery. Standing by the f

Native American Poetry
Native American Poetry The Last Warrier By W. J. Bruce High on bleak, stony rag, Unmoving, he sits astride His ragged coated pony. Only telltale frozen breaths, Separate them from The still, winter black boles Of ancient leafless trees. The pony, blown and lame, Stands with lowered head, Ears flattened to the sound Of a distant wolf pack. The man on his back, All weapons lost, Ignores the trickling blood From savage wounds, Mingling his war paint. Eyes burning fiercely He strains to find The sign he seeks: Behind, the sound of enemy Draws ever closer. At last, faith rewarded, He sees far below In the deep valley, Arriving at the edge Of the fast flowing river, The great she bear With two gamboling cubs: To fish the racing salmon, Drawn relentlessly toward Their age-old spawning ground. Silently, the wounded brave Offers his final prayer To the eternal clan bear; Totem and guardian Of his battle slain tribe. The enemy, exultant, Are alm

Help Christie Win A Hh
Im in a giveaway for a Happy Hour. I need 50,000 points totaland .. Rates are 10 points and comments are worth 1 point. I already have 14,585 of the total points needed. Can yall come rate the pic.. and sayyyy... 5 or MORE :D comments?? That would be AWESOME ! Id love to have a happy hour and become Godmother! xox

Love Letter I Wrote For A Friend Never Forget To Tell The Ones Yoy Love That U Do
This is for every hour we have ever spent together: For every kiss, each embrace, and ever tear shed for one another. This is for ever precious moment we have created just by being together. For all the times we managed to work through our anger and our tears, for all the time I was distressed and you were patient. This is for ever time you were there when I need you. For all the personal sacrifices you have made for me, for all the times when you understood me, and for the support you have always given me. This is for all the beautiful moments of the love we have made and given to each other, you of all the tendness and love you have shown to me, of all the things you have done for me that have in time added up to be so great. Most of all this is for you from me. To show you just how special I believe you really are. This is from my heart to thank you for everything you have done for me. To let you know exactly how I fell about you, and for all the times I forget to tell you these thi

Life During My Absence
There have been a lot of changes in my life lately. My computer had to go to the doctor this past week. Before that it was just a strange time. My life came to a halt as I knew it. The people I thought were my friends and would always be by my side have left me. Found out there are things more important to some people than trust and honesty, like bikes and clubs. I have the beginnings of a lot of new frinds. I just have to step outside of my comfort zone and make it happen. This month, well October, is going to be a time of change and growth. Hope all will be blessed in your lives. You can have new years resolutions at any time, not just Dec. 31st. Love and laughter to all

Break The Chain
Effort a gift, offered from the heart More precious than gold or the finest of art It goes unrecognized by those who refrain From giving their all when love turns to pain Controlled by the fear of losing control Abused, abandoned no faith in their soul Instead of embracing the things that they lack They cower in fear too afraid of attack The chain becomes stronger the longer you wait Who is the next to become filled with hate? It strangles your will as you struggle in vain Give love unto others to fracture the chain jskins

My Point Of View
I'm not sure how many of the ladies out there have noticed this, but I wanted to share a bit of something that I myself have realized recently. I've been meeting people online for a couple of years now, some I've met in person, while others prefer to just 'visit' online. Which is the reason for my blog. For centuries there has been an issue with men calling women "cock teases" when the woman doesn't "put out" at the specified time that the man thinks it is appropriate for the woman to do so. And I say, time to take your turn at the plate boys, because from where I'm standing, the roles are definitely reversed. I've met several men online, big and tall, short and fat, young and older, and they all feel that they have something special for the ladies. Promises are made, and assurances are given, yet nothing comes to fruition. There are emails, and texts, instant messages and phone calls, all about the same thing, wanting the same thing, assurances that only "they" can give you w

I Give It Another Try
I am very suprised that the name of this site has changed. But things are changing often, so is my account. Yes, Im clumpsy, forgot my profile name and settings, etc., so I created a new one. I was away for a long time. Medical problems with my hand (triggerfinger), very busy at work and moving my mom to another place. Not a happy time... But I had some weeks vacation, surgery on my hand and my mom is doing okay now. So life goes on!

Another Day
Taking things one day at a time, trying to figure out who I truly am inside. It's hard to look inward and to fix yourself, but for some eason, I know I have to. This difficult journey is truly hard when I don't have the support of my best friend. I don't understand a lot of things anymore, and it's hard for me to figure all this out on my own. I hope I can be a better person, and this is what my goal is.

Explaining My Family!!
Ok I talk to alot of people about my different family members from the FU!! So here Im gonna lay it out for ya! My sister Lilly and My brother in law B My niece Jay My brother Ice My brother H@rdKnCk My sons Collectadot AKA Alden & Bulldog AKA Jesse My Aunt Shyy So far that is all of us!! I will update as we get new members. I love every member of my FU Family more than anything. I will be and have been there for every one of them. Hope that clears up a little of the confusion.

Estate Planing! Lmao!!
Dan found out that he was going to inherit a fortune when his sickly father died. He decided that he wanted a woman to enjoy and share his new fortune with. One evening he went to a singles bar. He spotted the most beautiful woman he had ever seen. Her natural beauty took his breath away. He approached her. "My name is Dan", he said introducing himself. "Hello. I am Mary", she replied extending her hand. "I may look like just an ordinary man", Dan said. "But in just a week or two, my father will die and I will inherit 20 million dollars". Mary went home with Dan that evening. Three days later, she became his stepmother. Women are so much smarter than men. :-)

Why Did I Get
I don't have any naked or offensive, discusting pics on file so why did I get this from shop@fubar.com ? [quote]One of your photos has been marked as NSFW (Not Safe For Work). Please make sure ALL your NSFW photos are flagged as NSFW and placed in an NSFW album. Your photo was marked NSFW because it was either offensive or NSFW in nature. Also, your primary photo and all your background photos may not be NSFW photos. NSFW CONTENT IS NOT ALLOWED in the public areas of the CT. You can define a new primary photo and background photos by clicking on images link. Continued violation of 'fubar' policy, will result in your account being deleted without warning.[/quote] This place is getting pretty sucky.....

Healing Energy Using The Chakras
Name, Number, Colour & Description Of The Chakras Base Chakra 1 Red Sexual Expression, associated with the physical body,earth The base chakra is situated at the end of the tailbone. Its dominant colour is red. It is associated with the earth and the physical body, it is the centre of energy and vitality. It regulates the sense of smell, and is associated with will power, it is also ascribed to the planet mars.On a physical level this chakra governs the back, legs, hips, feet, spine and the circulation of blood. When functioning negatively, this chakra causes aches, strains and loss of mobility to these organs. The base chakra is the root of our manifestation, our existence. When we learn about our base chakra we come to understand that this centre is the base to past, in this life and our past lives. It is our connection to the earth and to the physical. The physical being what you can see, feel and hear. How we function on this level depends on how this centre is working.

Blood Work. . . . .
I went back to the hospital today to get more blood work done, but I'm still waiting on the results. I was hoping to get the results today, but haven't heard anything yet. . . . so I plan on calling in the morning to try to find out something. I will try to let everyone know as soon as possible after I find out something. But as things sit right now, I'm still waiting and still on bedrest. We're hoping for the best though.

Poem
I am here And you are there Our thoughts about each other Float through the air I think about you You think about me I think you are awesome I wonder what you think of me We are so far apart Yet we talk And we joke around We have each other in our heart In our minds We already know each other Its like we are just minutes apart We already know what is in each other’s heart We may flirt We may tease If we got together We might get on our knees It would be lots and lots of fun I promise you would enjoy As we would have our way I know I would never forget that day Kimberly

Read This Only If You Dare.
“And after these things, I saw another angel come down from heaven; having great power, and the Earth was lighted with his radiance. “ And he cried mightly, with a strong voice saying, Babylon the great is fallen, is, fallen and is become the habitation of devils and every foul spirit, and a cage to every hateful and unclean bird.” –Revelations 18 verses 1 and 2. These are apt words for such a nihilistic time isn’t it? Babylon in ancient time was the most powerful city-state in early Mesopotamia, or even in the entire Ancient world. It was an Empire that spanned the entire Middle East and Near East. Babylon’s labors laid the very foundations of Western Civilization, as we know it. From the “Code of Hammurabi” descended our legal system. “The Enumra Elish” gave us the framework for our religions and our myths. Likewise from her practice in trade, have lain the very tenets of modern Commerce: “A fair weight in a fair measure.” She also gave us a code of drawings that would for

Can It Really Be Possible?? I Have Won Again!!! :d
Besides getting the news yesterday that one of my photographs is getting published soon in the Parade Magazine, I have just received news that one of my poems, "New Beginnings" is also going to be published in a book in the winter of 2008! If I was on cloud 10k because of the photograph, I am now on cloud 20k!! LOL.... K Now, if that same Karma would spread over to my eBay items I have for sale, I might be floating off into the universe!! lol... :D

5 More Needed!
Another contest! Win a 7 day Blast! Need at least 10 entries, and its a Show me Your Grill contest! Just use one of your favorite smiling pic..:) Comment bombing is allowed and advised. No drama! Most comments wins! Will start October 20th @ 7 pm Eastern and run till October 27th @ 7 pm Eastern If you are interested let me know and I will add you! Prizes: 1st 7 Day Blast 2nd 3 day Blast 3rd 1 Day Ticker 4th Big Pimping Gift!

Someday We'll Know
"Someday We'll Know" Ninety miles outside Chicago Can’t stop driving I don’t know why So many questions, I need an answer Two years later you're still on my mind Whatever happened to Amelia Earheart? Who holds the stars up in the sky? Is true love just once in a lifetime? Did the captain of the Titanic cry? Oh, Someday we’ll know If love can move a mountain Someday we’ll know Why the sky is blue Someday we’ll know Why I wasn’t meant for you... Does anybody know the way to Atlantis? Or what the wind says when she cries? I’m speeding by the place that I met you For the ninety-seventh time...Tonight Someday we’ll know If love can move a mountain Someday we’ll know Why the sky is blue Someday we’ll know Why I wasn’t meant for you... Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, Yeah Someday we’ll know Why Samson loved Dalilah? One day I'll go Dancing on the moon Someday you’ll know That I was the one for you.... Open up the world I bought a ticket to the end of the

Things I Think About Everyday
Life is full of surprizes...Look I know what people say, but the thing is you can't judge a book by its' cover until you read it right or wrong? Well I am sorry if me telling the truth isn't right, but you know a person can only hold things in for a period of time before they can't take it anymore... Like one people say I am not ugly...Heres what I have to say to it. Quit lying cuz i know I am and i am not a shame to admit to it either. If you was shy growing up and didn't talk to anyone and when you asked gurls out. Well after you heard them tell ya to get out their face cuz you were ugly or cuz growing up your family wanted to treat you like shit. You'd say the same thing. Yeah I can honestly say growing up asking women out...I was told I was ugly or slapped in the face and kicked in the balls, or even lied on cuz they didn't like me... Lets say it was you ok. How would you feel after trying so hard in life and you was the black sheep to everything even to your own fam

Broken
Fallen from the grace of heaven... I have given all for you my love... Opening myself to mortality and pain... Sadly, you left me standing... alone, afraid, and cold... for you I gave it all... Now to walk this world of hope... without any for my own... you turn away for her to hold... don't know how much I can take... I pray each day for forgiveness... to return to the life I knew... but still I remain broken... Here crying over you..........

In The Hart Of A Thug
In the hart of a thug there is alot of love but in the face of a thug he shows no weakness The things he do to keep his family close and safe is a glimps of how he cares The things he do for his homeboys show that there is still love deep inside of him When he mean mugs you can't begine to notice his softness but it is there When he kisses his woman or plays with his child In the way he daps his friends The way he rolls for his hood In the way he fights for his falling In every thing he do there are glimpse of the love he has In the hart of a thug there is alot of love Music Videos - Lil LOVE (feat Mariah Carey and Bow Wow)

If There Is A God
If there is a God. I was thinking if there is a God. He must have one hell of a sense of humor. Cause you look at the human race and you got to wonder what the hell God was thinking about. And I look at this way. God made the mountains.God made the sky. God made the people,god knows why. He fixed up the planet as best as he could. Then come in the people, and gum it up good! The first thing you know.They civilize the foothill,and everywhere he put hills, the mountains and valleys below. They come along and take em, and civilize and make em a place where no civilized person would go. The first thing you know. They civilize whats pretty by putting up a city. Where nothing that's pretty can grow. They muddy up the winter. And civilize it inter a place to uncivilized even for snow. The first thing you know. They civilize left, they civilize right. Till nothing is left, till nothing is right. They civilize freedom, till no one is free. No one except, by coincidence, me. The first thin

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10 Rules For Being Human
1. You will receive a body. You may like it or hate it, but it's yours to keep for the entire period. 2. You will learn lessons. You are enrolled in a full-time informal school called, "life." 3. There are no mistakes, only lessons. Growth is a process of trial, error, and experimentation. The "failed" experiments are as much a part of the process as the experiments that ultimately "work." 4. Lessons are repeated until they are learned. A lesson will be presented to you in various forms until you have learned it. When you have learned it, you can go on to the next lesson. 5. Learning lessons does not end. There's no part of life that doesn't contain its lessons. If you're alive, that means there are still lessons to be learned. 6. "There" is no better a place than "here." When your "there" has become a "here", you will simply obtain another "there" that will again look better than "here." 7. Other people are merely mirrors of you. You cannot love or hate someth

New Pledge Of Allegiance
Since the Pledge of Allegiance and The Lord's Prayer are not allowed in most public schools anymore Because the word "God" is mentioned.... A kid in Arizona wrote the attached NEW School prayer. I liked it. Now I sit me down in school Where praying is against the rule For this great nation under God Finds mention of Him very odd. If Scripture now the class recites, It violates the Bill of Rights. And anytime my head I bow Becomes a Federal matter now. Our hair can be purple, orange or green, That's no offense; it's a freedom scene. The law is specific, the law is precise. Prayers spoken aloud are a serious vice. For praying in a public hall Might offend someone with no faith at all. In silence alone we must meditate, God's name is prohibited by the state. We're allowed to cuss and dress like freaks, And pierce our noses, tongues and cheeks. They've outlawed guns, but FIRST the Bi

I Need Opinions
Well right now im between school, going for nursing and for business management... But some friends and family members tell me i should go to school for photography because they say i would be really good at it, i like taking pictures, i think its fun, but growing up seeing both my parents in and out of the hospital from being sick all the time thats when i decided i wanted to be a nurse... but then my friend told me since i was so good with computers and people that i should go to school for administrative assistant... but ive also been writing since i was 7 so journalism is also in my interest, im confused because im not sure what path is the right path for me and i dont know if its possible to have em all.... i need advice

I Love You More
I love you more and more with each passing day,My love I profess to you, I love you more than words can say. I long to hold you in my arms and hold you oh so tight,Our love for each other, couldn't feel more right. I'm overcome by emotions and my heart races when I think of you,I can't imagine spending the rest of my life with out you. I've let you into my heart, locked the door, and thrown away the key;There's no turning back now, my heart is yours, this I hope you see. I love you.... ~Michael~ Click the above image to rate / rip / comment!

Not Going Anywhere
Well I know the title sounds a little messed up up, but the last 2 years have just not been that awesome. Dont get me wrong I am still here in the USA (thanks to our soldiers!!!! Thank GOD for everyone of you) But I have just had a bit of bad luck. The woman I loved broke my heart and we got divorced (sucked) My neck started hurtin and found out I have 2 bulgin and 1 herneiated disc (have no clue how to spell that..) I broke both of my legs and not at the same time... the first one was the tragic one, broken in 5 pieces and compound (yep that stickin out of my friggin leg) and the sad part, a pallet of budweiser did it!!!! No SH*T I was workin for xtra cash at christmas and me and that pallet went off the tommy lift.... I thought I was big enough to stop it from going off (it was a pallet of Budweiser... I mentioned that right!!!) Um, I was wrong... I keep sayin if it was Bud Light it would have only broke in 3 peices..... I Wrecked my damn truck... Its not bad, and I built

Another Day
well, here it is wednesday the 24th and i'm here stuck in the house again. you see, my car broke down 2 weeks ago and its still messed up. won't get it out til the first of november. lost my job because of it. so, now i'm unemployed and carless. go figure! lol. o well, everything will turn out ok. might be moving in a week or so to tyler anyway. more jobs available there. well, guess that's it. never wrote a blog b4. hope i did it ok. lol see ya!

Mspace Vs Fubar
so far,fubar is impressing compared to the dullness of myspace.maybe its just because i been on myspace forever it gets old.but like all new things,its a fresh new start...so help me understand how this works better ...im still figuring things out

What Did I Do?
This letter was left for me on my MSN page. I have been getting letters from this person for awhile now and I have no idea why. I do not know who this person is or what I did to them to make them so mad at me. I try to be nice to people and I have always thought I treated people nicely. This one really hurt me though. I just wish I knew who this person was so I could find out what I did to them. I really didn't think I was that bad of a person. I thought I always treated people good and tried to make them feel loved, I just don't know what to do anymore. Here is what they wrote: I see you are still around. I don’t know why you think that anyone cares about you or how you feel. You are just a waste of human flesh and we are tired of hearing about your problems and how much pain you are in. If things are so bad just do everyone a favor and kill yourself. You will always be alone, and obviously no one wants to be with you. Just do the world a favor and disappear or die!!! No woma

The Time Is Near!!!!!!!
the MushroomHead/Psyclon 9 show is this sunday!!!!aahhhhh!! and we just added a show at The Engine Room on Halloween night, as part of HaVoK's COSTUME NIGHT PARTY!!! so get your asses costumed up and be there wednesday bitches!!!!! no need for fake blood, your good buddies from Cerebral Down will spew all you need...muahahaha!! ill put the flyer up as soon as its done.......

To Be Continued...
There was soemthing I searched for through 46 states. And 3 different countries to add to the stakes. It all seemed so hopeless so much time was a waste. I prayed everynight to God for a taste. I just wanted love, such a simple request. The answer was always "no simply not yet" So I kept up the search for someone like me. I looked and i roamed wondered where she could be. Did she exist or was it all just a dream. I thought "what a fool" as I kicked and I screamed. There is no one there, at least not for me. Hope there was none or none I could see. I gave up what I longed for and let everything be. A life with another was just not for me. Then she came out of nowhere like a wave from the sea. And crashed on my heart like I couldn't believe. But easy it's not for a fight lies ahead. But thats nothing to me i'v fought and i'v bled. Though the battlefields different then ever before. Different then drudging through mud and through gore. For here only lov

Halloween 2007
My husband (J) and I went to an awesome Halloween party last weekend. We’d decided last month we wanted to go, when we met a couple (T and P) at the August party we wanted to see again, and, I wanted to go to a costume party. :) I found my costume a few weeks ago. I was the “Stitch Witch”. J was a biker. (YUMMY)… We weren’t sure if our friends M and K were going to go, but as long as T and P were going, we were there! After a long drive, and a shower, we were ready to go. M and K were there already… they’d gone straight to the party. M took a picture of me from under the table! The hosts post pictures of the parties on their site, and there they are. LOL T and P finally showed up. T got J to dance, even. :D Well, much flirting ensued. M was drinking a LOT. They had “underwear roses” on the tables, and M said if I found him one in black, he’d wear it. A challenge? I accept… I had one for him in about 15 seconds. :) Five minutes later, M comes to the table… his jea

Help A Soldier Out
I am helping a really good friend of mine in a contest, he is leaving tomorrow for the Army and is in his first ever contest. I really really want him to win tonite. He just barely past the leader and needs the boost to put some space between them. Please take some time to post a few comments to help him out. THANK YOU SO VERY MUCH!! WHOEVER POSTS 200+ COMMENTS I WILL GIVE YOU 5000 FUBUCKS!! JUST LET ME KNOW!!

Fattyfatty 2x4
Ok. When i tell someone I'm fat, sometimes they say "No you're not fat you're beautiful." So automatically being fat=not being beautiful? I don't really get it. I'm not all about that BBW bullshit but I still think that just b/e someone's fat doesn't necessarily mean they have to be given a negative response. Some people are just ugly, whether they're big or small or whatever. Can't help it. And some people are just really good looking, but supposedly they cant be that if they are big? I dunno what I'm really getting at here. LULZ? :/

~ Boy Calls 911 While Mom Drives Drunk ~
This Woman needs taken out in the back by her female family and friends and have the shit slapped out of her. When i heard this the first time i felt so sorry for that young boy. Someone you are supposed to trust and this is what she does. . Police say an 8 Year Old Seattle Boy called 911 while his Mother was driving him around Drunk. The Mother then got on the Phone and Hung Up

Sedução De Wamp
Já é noite... Meu sangue ferve em sedução Quero dançar a luz das chamas Dominada por súbita paixão Ouço teu grito, como me chamas Vagueio sozinha Sob a doce sombra da lua Consagro o ritual do pecado Dançando, as chamas me beijam Algo transcende, Poder indomável... Voráz sinto, O meu corpo te chamar Loucura, o prazer a sede Essência sensual a brotar Mistério entrelaçado como serpente Analiso a mim mesma... Estou a buscar a verdade oculta Sinto o corpo mudar, metamorfose Remoto segredo, transgressão O pecado em uma personalidade... Ai de mim!!! Que neste momento não sei quem sou Vejo as vidas se misturando Nem sei aonde realmente estou Olho o sangue correndo, sabor... Sinto nesse momento A verdadeira vivacidade Sim.Permito que isso viva Sentimento adormecido, inconsciente, Mas, acordando para a vida. A vida que tráz a morte A morte que dá a vida...

Baby Is Coming !!!!
HEY FREINDS FAMILY N FANS I NEED YOUR HELP TO LEVEL I NEED SPACE TO UPLOAD PICS OF SKYE HOPEFULLY WE WILL BEHAVING HER TODAY SO PLEASE HELP ME LEVEL GUYS ILL TRY ME BEST TO HELP YOU OUT WHEN I CAN HERE'S MY PROFILE LINK DJ DADDY D.E.A.T.H.™ {Co Owner of Ace Cafe & TBR!!}@ fubar THANX IF U CAN TAKE CARE !!!!

Breast Cancer Information Centre
http://www.cancerbackup.org.uk/Cancertype/Breast References for the breast cancer information centre The information in the breast cancer information centre is based on the Cancerbackup booklet, Understanding breast cancer, which has been produced in accordance with the following sources and guidelines: * Improving Outcomes in Breast Cancer – Guidance on Cancer Services. National Institute for Health and Clinical Excellence (NICE). Aug 2002 * Guidelines for Surgeons in the Management of Symptomatic Breast Disease in the UK. Breast Surgeons Group of the British Association of Surgical Oncology. 1998. * Breast Cancer in Women (publication 29). Scottish Intercollegiate Guidelines Network. Edinburgh. SIGN, 1998. * Guidelines on the Non-surgical Management of Breast Cancer. The Royal College of Radiologists’ Clinical Oncology Information Network. Clinical Oncology, 1999, 11 : S90–S133 * The Classification and Care of Women at Risk of Familial Breast Cancer i

Goofy Tyme
A Halloween Conversation... I started the convo off with "greetings and salBOOtations" Him...: hooooooowl are you today? ->Not Him...: grrrreat! kinda ->Not Him...: how goes it with youoohhoohh? ->Not Him...: that was supposed to be a kinda howl too btw Him...: i am WAIL ->Not Him...: das go~o~o~o~od Him...: very ghoul I get a kick out of the smallest things, lol

Somethine Twisted This Way Cums
My life is an enigma of consolidated trivia about the mundane world of retail sales and trial by fire. I seek to destroy the world that harbors the soul of my being, but by deceiving the persona that I believe in. Alone, I walk with friends that deny me and my very existence. I begin to discover the secrets they bring me, but deny them acknowledgement that they even exist. Death to those around me, including myself...for a man divided is an enemy unto himself. -Robert

A Good Friend
. A good friend This guy was like a dad to me and a good friend Stanley C. "Robinhood" Wells "Robinhood" Wells February 5, 2007 Stanley C. Wells "Robinhood," 58, of Syracuse, died Monday evening, February 5, 2007. Born August 31, 1948, in Gouverneur and raised in Ogdensburg, he is survived by his wife, Tina Wells of Syracuse; and his children, Sean Wells of Syracuse, Matthew Wells of Poughkeepsie and Carolyn Riihinen, and one granddaughter, Genavieve Wilson-Riihinen, both of Freeville. Also surviving are his mother, Agathlyn Thomas of Ogdensburg; brother, Donald (Darla) Wells of Snyder, TX; sister, Sally (Peter) Gilbo; brother-in-law, Ted Williams, all of Russell, NY; and mother-in-law, Florence Little of Syracuse; several aunts, uncles, nieces, nephews and cousins in and around the Ogdensburg area. Stan is also survived by his former wife and the mother of his sons, Elsie (Thomas) Wells of Ocala, FL. His father, Clifford Wells Jr., and sister, Sherry Williams, p

Gotta Love Old Men ..
I was at the mall the other day eating at the food court when I noticed an old man watching a teenager sitting next to him. The teenager had spiked hair in all different colors: green, red, orange, and blue. The old man kept staring at him. The teenager would look and find the old man staring every time. When the teenager had enough, he sarcastically asked, "What's the matter old man, never done anything wild in your life?" The old man did not bat an eye in his response. "Got drunk once and had sex with a peacock. I was just wondering if you were my son."

Survey Says....??
1. What is the status of you and the last person you held hands with? its my daughter 2. Whats bothering you right now? the fact that it feels like saturday & its asunday. 4. Wallpaper on your computers desktop? some stupid graphic 5. Background on your cell phone? palm tree, that I took a pic of when in the florida keys. 6. What do you want in your life right now? a great guy & more time. 7. Listening to? the hum of my computer fan 9. What do you smell like? probably household cleaners, since I spent the day cleaning 10. Drinking? nothing 11. Whats your favorite thing to have on your bed? a snuggly guy who loves me 12. If you could change something in your life, what would it be? my house, be closer to work, make $5 more a hour, cheaper or free insurance, being single & of course I would change fat into thin & breathtaking 13. What do you wear to bed? T-SHIRT 14. Do you remember your dreams? sometimes 15. Who will you sleep with to

Lets See.......
i wanna see how many people actully will read this in a 24 hour period/ so if you would please either rate me or leave a comment that so i know you did read this. just wanna see how people do this. if you do read i thank you very much. will send love back. my time is nowabout 8am so we will see later, thank you for your time.

New Photos (ongoing)
I did another photo shoot with MikeNinja last night, so I will be adding photos to four new folders, as well as the Photos of Me folder, as Mikey and I have time to work on them. I may be posting some photos that are available only to family. If you are not in my family, do not ask to see them. You will merely annoy me, perhaps enough for me to delete you from my friends list entirely. If you want to understand my idea of Fubar family, please read this blog. Hope you enjoy them!

November 8, 2007
It's time to turn inward and figure out what's really going on. It could be that you're perfectly in line with your social environment, but the odds are that you've got some minor tweaks to make soon.

Brand New "sweeney Todd" Trailer
http://SeXiVixxEN.flixster.com The first trailer for "Sweeney Todd" really impressed me, but this new international one turned out even better. There is no singing, just story, and we get to see Johnny Depp go from Benjamin Barker to Sweeney Todd, and witness the violence that comes with that. The movie, which is a musical, is of a wrongfully imprisoned barber (Depp) in Victorian England who sets out to seek revenge on the judge (Alan Rickman) who imprisoned him. Very recently, Paramount has asked director Tim Burton to make a few edits to the film, due to so much blood and gore in the footage that they have seen. With situations like this, we can expect to see an unrated version of the movie on DVD, which I'm looking forward to. "Sweeney Todd" is scheduled to hit theaters on December 21st. Link to Trailer: http://www.worstpreviews.com/trailer.php?id=531&item=1

A Love Poem (untitled)
This emotion that I have for you, something so deep and so pure my heart almost aches for you. This passion I have for you, this desire to please and pleasure you, your mind, body, and soul. Something so strong and so tender my life is rapped inside of you. I, breath, eat, and sleep you. My mind is consumed in every thought of you, how you look at me, how you kiss me, how you touch me. I am completely and totally in love with you. My days begin and end with you. My spirit is intertwined with yours. My heart beats in rhythm with yours. I am in all of your affection and love for me. I look at you and I see love, I see passion. I see the want and need for me. When I’m not with you I yearn to be in your arms. I love your arms. I feel safe in your strong loving arms. You are my everything. My love, my heart, my friend. This emotion I have for you. This wonderful adoring, splendid, scary emotion I have for you, that my whole body responds to is, loving you and being lo

Someone Tell Me Why?
What is it in life that they are givers and takers? I give and i give and i dont ask much in return!!!! People take me forgranted Dont get me wrong i do get tired of it!! But i still try.... I dont know why but i do..... I am at the end of my FUCKING rope One man can only take so much!!!! And i cant take no more!!!! Not saying i am perfect...... But i try to be..... Everyone knows me knows that i will help Walk to hell and back with most people.....Most not all Everyone should help the ones that help them!!! But i guess that is just not going to

Bouncer Checks
I've been noticing a wack of people not happy with the bouncer checks latley. It seems like everyone is getting them all the time or something. I rarely get them...once in a blue moon i'll get a bouncer check. I do alot of ratings and such but i've noticed the only times i get them is rating to many things in a period of time, entering the wrong verification code, rating the same item the same score twice and trying to rate a 11 when i'm out. I rated 359 stash items lastnight and got the bouncer check once. Maybe this will help some of you so i thought i'd post this.

Love Is It True
"love you to death. If I don't get this back, I understand. But I have a game for you. Once you read this letter, you must send it to 15 people that you really care about, including the person that sent it to you. If you receive at least 7 back, then you are loved. Nobody knows what they have until they loose it. You never leave the person whom you love for the one you like, because that person who you like will leave you for the person whom they love. Tonight, right at 12:00am, your true love is going to realize that they LOVE you! Then something is going to happen to you between 1:00 and 2:00 a.m. Tomorrow, be ready for the greatest shock of your life. If you break this chain, you are going to have bad luck in love for the next years of your life. Send this to 15 people in 15 minutes. Do it if you wanna know who your real love is

Feet?
I'm addicted to looking at photos... I'm a "photo-man-whore." I've come to notice that lots of women have pics of their feet. Most of these pics are labeled "As requested." Hmmmm... now a woman can certainly have pretty feet, but I don't really get that much satisfaction from seeing foot photos from every angle. So, are there really that many guys on here that are REALLY into feet? Or is it just one that really gets around? Makes me wonder...

Medical Nightmare
well i quit smoking recently. 4 and 1/2 weeks ago this past saturday. i quit for my own health and for the health of my kids. no more 2nd hand smoke. it was the right thing to do... but here is the kicker.... unknown to me i had a under lying medical problem. since i quit smoking the nicotine is no longer in my system restricting my blood vessels. there is a strong history of anuerysims in my family.. and now i have stabbing pains in the back of my head. tried to ignore them thinking it was just withdrawals from quitting smoking. went to the doctor and got sent to the emergency room. since i dont have health insurance i spent 14 hours sitting at the charity hospital system just to get a appointment for a MRI and a MRA. both are schedual a month from now on the 11th of december. In the mean time i get to play the waiting game and hope my head doesnt blow up. I will keep my friends posted as things progress. hugs and kisses to all, patricia

Karate Dpg
Karate Dog There was a young couple who lived in a town filled with crime. After three of their neighbors' houses had been robbed, the couple decided to get a guard dog. So the young wife went to the pet store and said, I need a good guard dog. The clerk replied, Sorry, we're all sold out. All we have left is this little Scottie dog. But, he does know karate. The wife didn't believe the clerk, so he said to the dog, Karate that chair. The dog went up to the chair and broke it into pieces. Then he said to the dog, Karate that table. The dog went up to the table and broke it in half. So the wife bought the dog and took it home to her husband who was expecting a big guard dog. The husband was of course disappointed and somewhat skeptical about the Scottie dog's abilities as a guard dog. When she told her husband that the dog knew karate, he said, Karate my ass! And to this very day, he is in the hospital.

More
the fact that SOMEONE thinks shes helping but all shes doing is making me full, kraft maccaroni and cheese......its gotta be velveeta, the day after white castle, fresh cut fingernails, creamy peanut butter, the fact that i just realized i dont have to keep making new ones, the guy on this site whos nams is pussy eater......dont know him......but really?......wonder if it works for him, jesus freaks, when BIG girls give themselves nicknames like baby girl, wisconsin,

Lunch Meetings
As if I don't have enough meetings already, now there are fellow colleagues who are asking me out for lunch meetings to discuss project issues. I received an email this morning from a colleague who wants to have lunch today but I can't because I already have a lunch schedule with another colleague. I now have scheduled lunch meetings with colleagues out to next Tuesday. Oh... and I am NOT working at all this weekend... unbelievable. I plan to do all sorts of things to my husband on Saturday night... get the massage oil out and watch out honey. LOL

Directory For The Psychiatrist Hotline"
MENTAL HOSPITAL PHONE MENU Hello and thank you for calling The State Mental Hospital. Please select from the following options menu: If you are obsessive-compulsive, press 1 repeatedly. If you are co-dependent, please ask someone to press 2 for you. If you have multiple personalities, press 3, 4, 5 and 6. If you are paranoid, we know who you are and what you want, stay on the line so we can trace your call. If you are delusional, press 7 and your call will be forwarded to the Mother Ship. If you are schizophrenic, listen carefully and a little voice will tell you which number to press. If you are manic-depressive, it doesn't matter which number you press, nothing will make you happy anyway. If you are dyslexic, press 9696969696969696 If you are bipolar, please leave a message after the beep or before the beep or after the beep. Please wait for the beep. If you have short-term memory loss, press 9. If you have short-term memory loss, press 9. If you hav

It's All In The Eyes
Sunshine retreats, your lies fill the sky As our eyes meet, I see through your thin disguise The devil within every one of us Shall not master me Seems too late to save you now I have to let you be

Hospice
After another week in the hospital dad is now home. He was there because the chemo damn near killed him before the cancer could. He had no blood and still has no platelets. He is now on hospice. The chemo can't cure his cancer and continuing it will only give him another month to three months of life and there is no guarantee he will not be sick and miserable. So, since there is no cure he decided he had been through enough....and now we will just see how it goes from day to day. This is when it gets tougher. As a nurse I see this every day but damn it is different when it's my daddy. Talk about a helpless feeling.... Anyway, just updating the friends that keep coming to check on me and keep lifting me up with their prayers, words of encouragement and support. Thanks also to my lifeline, daddyfirefighter...I never would be able to cope without you.

Cat Bathing
Some people say cats never have to be bathed. They say cats lick themselves clean. They say cats have a special enzyme of some sort in their saliva that works like new, improved Wisk, dislodging the dirt where it hides and whisking it away. I've spent most of my life believing this folklore. Like most blind believers, I've been able to discount all the facts to the contrary, the kitty odors that lurk in the corners of the garage, and dirt smudges that cling to the throw rug by the fireplace. The time comes, however, when a man/woman must face reality; when he/she must look squarely in the face of massive public sentiment to the contrary and announce: "This cat smells like a port-a-potty on a hot day in Juarez." When that day arrives at your house, as it has in mine, I have some advice you might consider as you place your feline friend under your arm and head for the bathtub. -- Know that although the cat has the advantage of quickness and lack of concern for h

When A Real Woman Loves A Military Man
When a woman loves a military man... 1.) If she wasn't emotional before, that is all about to change. 2.) You getting a higher rank could just mean an automatic free lay. 3.) Get her a pair of dog tags, ASAP, This is crucial, she will never take them off. 4.) Most of the time, you losing reception during training is your fault. (Though, she will eventually understand) 5.) Most of the time, everything is your fault. (This especially goes for when she is pregnant) 6.) She WILL start talking like your guys and you talk, including using your last names. 7.) Her patriotism could out-do most of your men... she will be proud... VERY PROUD. 8.) Be Ready: your car will end up with a yellow ribbon magnet or an "I LOVE MY _____" sticker eventually. (if you have separate cars, hers will DEFINITLY have these) 9.) She will most likely need a pair of dog tags to hang from the car's rear view mirror. (see 3) 10.) Every week she'll have "another song" that makes her thi

Am I The Only One??
I am so agrivated to keep trying these stupid surveys. I have started them atleast 5 times an only to be shot down with the answer you are not qualified or something to that effect. Personally I am finished attempting these waste of time surveys..

Poem
Feeling forever lost and empty trying to fill that void that someone left when they decided I wasn’t enough, just wanting my life to be uncomplicated and simple, whenever I try to have that something happens to fuck it up, I m just trying to be okay, but I m really not, I m so unhappy so lost, I have put those walls back up, so I don’t feel anything for anyone, so no one can get close. I‘ve envied those that have found love, but when will it be my time to find it? Maybe there just isn’t anyone out there for me, maybe I was destined to be alone? All I want is someone to love and someone to love me back, and not to keep getting hurt, maybe its life’s vicious cycle, what is the lesson I’m supposed to be learning, I just want my heart to heal ,to be unbroken, but maybe in a way I’ll always be broken, slowly starting to give up on love, so much confusion, so much frustration, too much to deal with all at once. I just want to be okay, but I’m so scared, is there really such thing as a soul m

Blind Deaf And Dumb
ok, so i havent been on this site very long and already ive become very opinionated and annoyed .......let me explain.......of course this site was designed for entertainment and fun which of course it is.....I can see rating someones PAGE a "10" if theyve put time into it ya know? sure.......have a "10" on me......but the pic rating game played on this site is so fucking fake i wanna vomit!. people put their pics up to be rated.......ok so rate them! If youre fucking ugly, keeping in mind beauty is completely subjective,and for those of you who dont know the definition of that word then NOW would be the time to STOP reading because by now your head is already starting to hurt......anyways.......if I think youre ugly or whatever i think you are and I rate you a 5 then why the fuck are you going to get mad? do you really think youre a "10"?.....really? why even have a rating system that consists of numbers? whats the point? why not just have 1 stupid little box that says "please lie to

Sci-fi Author Alan Dean Foster On Havergal Brian's Symphony No. 4
(which is the piece of music I'm listening to now; there's a budget recording - which I have - on Naxos, and I have a tape of the public premiere, as well...) Anyhow, a link to his interesting essay (also in my stash, I think...) here: -- http://www.havergalbrian.org/sym4_1.htm -- The piece itself is a setting of Psalm 68 (depending on what numbering, Bible, ... you're using- "Let God Arise" - Brian's symphony is called Das Siegeslied) in German (!) for chorus, soloists and orchestra. Lasting 45 minutes. Written in the mid-1930s. (And no, I don't think the composer was a Nazi sympathizer. But what...?) (I forget if I've posted about this before... or if "wars and rumors of war" are combining with the sounds running through my ears at the moment, and the hour of even', to make me want to post this just now. Not that I ever need much excuse.)

Boyfriend Application
Ladies Title it "BOYFRIEND Application" Guys Title it "GIRLFRIEND Application" copy and paste this to a message and fill it out and send it to me 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Whats your sign? 5.Phone Number: 6. Location: 7. Height: 8.Hair (color and style): 9.Piercings/tattoos: HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talked crap about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would u take a nap with me? 16.Do you think I'm cute? 17. If you could change anything about me -would you? 1

A Night At The Sundance
I had the opportunity to go out for some drinks and fun with two great ladies last night at a place is called "Sundance" and is more of a sports bar than anything but last night was karaoke night, heh. Since this was the first time I've met a Fubar patron away from the net we were more into the conversation than the singers. I don't think the night could have gone better if it was scripted. The three of us ended up hiding outside from the music so we could all hear each other. K has a great sense of humor and can split your sides with a look. D was, well..D! :) she always keep the conversation going on new topics, and both of them were looking ready for a Saturday night out.

A Poem..... Christmas Eve
It was a snowy evening and very, very cold. Thankful for the warmth , she and her husband sat inside, watching the snow falling from the sky. and The Christmas Tree all decorated & Twinkling like a beacon in the night, warming themselves by the fire and drinking hotcocoa. enjoying the quiet time, since The kids were asleep in their beds. Christmas was always her favorite time of the year! watching Chrismas shows on the tv, & seeing the decorations and lights on the houses as they drove by. Picking out the tree so everyone can help, by just adding what they wanted. the kids were excited about their break, having no school for two weeks! they would go sledding up and down the hills, but dressed warmly so not to get cold. a hat & gloves plus a scarf and boots. they didnt want to get sick for it was Christmas eve, as the children slept Mom and Dad put the Presents under the tree. when they were done, the stood there marveling in the wonders of what was yet to come, he couldnt wait said to

Shadow Destroyer
A sense of revelation With a taste bittersweet The world I leave behind Was never mine Tearing thru the walls Careful what you wish for This world I am escaping Was never mine A wicked sensation brews, I cannot refuse Creeping in your dreams Waiting for a sign, this world is not mine At least until you scream Freedom in your pain, sadness, now insane Shall be a long fall A new era begins, finally I win This is my world after all

Being Killed By Coughing...read To Understand....
Ok, I have had this cough 2 and a half weeks now and is showing now signs of stopping. Let me give you the whole "story" about it. At the beginning of the 2 and a half weeks I started having a really horrible sore throat. At that time I contributed the coughing to the dry and sore throat that I was having. But then the sore throat went away with some meds I had from my last sore throat. But the coughing stayed. And then the sore throat came back but not as severe. So basically the sore throat then was due to the coughing. Then I started getting either allergies or a cold cause I started having a congested nose and a little bit of sneezing. Now the allergy / cold "issues" are gone but this cough is still here. The problem that I am having with it now is that it is taking a horrific toll on my stomach muscles. It started as just hurting when I coughed. But now it much worse. I have been taking cough meds and drops but nothing is working. Two nights ago I went to bed after

Would You.....
REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE TO ME WITH YOUR ANSWERS. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. EVEN IF YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND OR GIRLFRIEND OR HUSBAND OR WIFE - REPOST THIS! LET THE FUN BEGIN........ 1.Your Name: 2.Age: 3.Favorite position: 4. Do you think I'm cute? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8.Would you take a shower with me? 9.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10.Would you leave after or stay the night? 11.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12.Condom or skin? 13.Have sex on the first date? 14.Would you kiss me during sex? 15.Do you think I would be good in bed? 16. Would you use me as a booty call? 17.Can I use you as a booty call? 19.Can we take pictures of the act? 20.How long would we have sex? 21.Would you tell your friends about me? 22.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THIS BACK TO YOU! TITLE IT-Naughty Appli

Who Would Want This Sent To Them...
"love when lites down low like this i get to find ur places u love to be touched huh bet i can find ur g spot 3 min and have u cumin in my hand in 5 smile what ya think baby" i was left this comment on a msg of my face.....i was not happy adn wonder, do women get off getting comments like this....i was disgusted....and let him know..

They Said No More Drama Part 2....
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Final Attack
This is a "real piece of me" write... this happened in 1994...and the son of a bitch finally went to prison for it. Please rate my blog and leave me comments! This piece is soon to be published in a colaborative effort put together by M Greene, and the proceeds will go to promote the fight against Domestic Violence. The Final Attack You hiding it from me Stuck in your disease Think I couldn't see The monster you released I knew something wrong Never stayin home for long Recreational drugs no fun Never playin in the sun Leavin me alone as one And when I decided I was done Then you turned to smokin crack Slippin around behind my back Talkin shit and shootin smack Then came the final attack Smashin in my face Blood all over the place My front teeth smashed in On my blood I'm choking Lips bleeding and broken From the crack you smoking But your cop Daddy won't fail And brother cop will post bail To

Jaded Flowers
As i awaken and look at you My eyes focus, can this be I wonder & guess, think & feel Can this be?? is this real The way we are With all our pains and scars Can we overcome our doubt To prove even jaded flowers can sprout Our love feels so steady and strong there is not a thing thats wrong So where do we go Do we go fast or take it slow Does it even matter, my love is already yours... To be with someone who truly see's you like no eyes, ever have can it be anything else....

12 Hours Only Kiss Me!!!!
THE SPECIAL IS OVER NOW BUT U CAN STILL GET ME KISSES.......DREAMS SUNDAY, DECEMBER 2ND - 12 HOURS ONLY - From 3AM EST (Midnight Fu-Time) to 3PM EST (Noon Fu-Time) all members who purchase 200 kisses for the contest will get an additional 50 as a bonus. The bonus MUST go to the same person for which the others were purchased. Meaning, you will be giving ONE person 250 kisses. If you would like to do this, BE SURE TO PUT BONUS in the transfer message ;) This should help those of you that are competing for the lead...and those of you who'd like to be. THIS DOES NOT APPLY to orders for more than one person. If this proves to be a good idea and people enjoy it, I will add more "specials" throughout the month. I'll probably do a "multiples" bonus next time around. Happy Holidays! - Heartistic Are you kissable? Let's find out who the MOST KISSABLE people are on Fubar! A new contest, only for Christmas, brought to you by the FuGraphics Gift Shoppe. NO RATES, NO COMMENT

Alright, I Don't Know Why...
I had to break up with banditgirly last night. I spent the whole night asking myself why I did it. In the end, it was things I'm not going to talk about in public, and to make a long story short, we're back together. I can't live without that cutie!

Pacs Timeline
.:: 2pac Timeline September 1968: Tupac's mother, Afeni Shakur, joins the New York Black Panther party at age 22. April 1969: Afeni's is arrested and charged with conspiracy to bomb several public areas in new York City. While out on bail, Afeni courts two men: Legs, a local hood, and Billy, a member of the party. February 1971: Afeni, pregnant with Tupac, has her bail revoked; she's sent to the Women's House of Detention in Greenwich Village. June 16, 1971: Shortly after his mom is acquitted on bombing charges, Tupac Amaru Shakur is born in New York. Tupac Amaru are Inca Words meaning "shining serpent." Shakur is Arabic for Thankful to God. 1975-1983: Tupac's family shuttles between the Bronx and Harlem, at times living in shelters. 1983: Legs comes to live with the Shakur family; Tupac "claims" him as his father. Legs introduces Afeni to Crack. September 1983: Afeni enrolls 12-year-old Tupac in the 127th Street Ensemble, a Harlem theater group. In his first per

From Pent-up Aching River
FROM PENT-UP ACHING RIVERS ROM pent-up aching rivers, From that of myself without which I were nothing, From what I am determin'd to make illustrious, even if I stand sole among men, From my own voice resonant, singing the phallus, Singing the song of procreation, Singing the need of superb children and therein superb grown people, Singing the muscular urge and the blending, Singing the bedfellow's song, (O resistless yearning! O for any and each the body correlative attracting! O for you whoever you are your correlative body! O it, more than all else, you delighting!) From the hungry gnaw that eats me night and day, From native moments, from bashful pains, singing them, Seeking something yet unfound though I have diligently sought it many a long year, Singing the true song of the soul fitful at random, Renascent with grossest Nature or among animals, Of that, of them and what goes with them my poems informing, Of the smell of apples and lemons, of the pairing of

Poetry
I have this wee fellow who lives in my brain... He taunts me,he teases me,he makes me insane... Though how he can do that when I already am... Is one for the young "shrink,doctor"man... The meds aren't effective,they just make me lazy. Though the world's rather pretty through vision that's hazy..... He's starting to scream at this tiime of year; that he's all I need.... Get rid of all these others on here..... Can't let him succeed for he hurts those I know.. Uses words like hammers to deliver his blows.... He doesn't know love,only anger and hate..,,,, Been alone all his life,been beaten and raped... When I give my trust he laughs in my ear.... Tells me I'll be sorry,instills the old fears... When I try to explain why I am what I am..... The looks of disgust close the door with a slam...... No more will I give a person a chance..... To trample my heart through life's little dance. The wee man's myself though a female I be.... For perhaps as a male I co

The End
Thinking I am done with Fubar. Good luck to all of you. I know I wasted way too much time screwing around here instead of stuff I should be doing. Hopefully you won't make the same mistakes I did. Happy Holidays and good luck to all. I am deleting my account soon.

Let You Down
When you needed me I let you down Now I need you But your nowhere to be found My apologies and tears arent enough Can't get you back now The road ahead without you will be tough You say I don't exist Its cuts like a knife Like the blade on my wrist Are you worth my life? I take a chance Let my true feelings out And all you do is crush my heart Over and over again Revenge you set on me Hate it transcends I'm holding on to whats left of us A memory in the midst of the fire The images I can't suppress And Im wondering how I let you go Let you slip away What I got left here now Pieces all over, my hearts in dismay Cuz I let you down I front to whomever Saying Im better off While I lay in bed at night Wishing my limbs I could sever I stay in a daze Partially blocked off from the world In my own little universe Praying for today to be my last day The day I ride quietly in a hearse All because the day I let you down I let myself down too And this mistake

Have A Point For Wearing A Hat Not Just Because..
Hats, today’s missive is about hats. Why we wear them, some that look excellent and come on what are you thinking…Ok before I get too far Good Morning and how ya doing? I am good, other then the fact some people don a hat for no other reason then to be cool or think they are. Case in point: If you wear a hat to be cool at least wear a hat that fits, ok? I mean wearing a hat two sizes too big, is just stupid. Makes you look gansta and you aint! I had to throw in aint for the gansta bit. It is last year and out of here forget the look it is not working. Ok here is another peeve and I should change this missive to things about people who wear hats that piss me off. If the bill of the hat is flat… take the dang thing off and make it round. Nothing bites my bullet more then a flat bill of a hat on a person wearing it sideways…it aint working! There is that aint again…Nothing peeves my but more then someone using the word aint because it aint a word! Wow, I best climb down on the soap box, I

Beseech / Higher Level
i can't resist nor refuse the thrill of lust you bring me the contradictions taking me down down to the darker side of me the insecurity is my fear to loose a part of me a pray of courage reaching my mind forgive me for my sins get down on your knees when i command lay back and take waht's yours to have i know exactly what to do to reach a higher level of you the feeling of loosing control to do what you desire trembling from the shame you bring you wanna make me beg for more touch me, fill me do what you please you're in control of me the only things i hate to love my god of pleasure get down on your knees when i command lay back and take waht's yours to have i know exactly what to do to reach a higher level of you a higher level of you get down... get down on your knees when i command lay back and take waht's yours to have i know exactly what to do to reach a higher level of you A higher level of you...

If Your Boed Cum Help Me Out
UGLY GUY 32 Needs 10,000 comments for a 1 month vip.. come by and help him out!!!!! Click the link below.. thanks for the help in advance. all love is returned!! just click on pic plez and thank you

Bully Test!
I am a new member of The Sisterhood, a great group of women here on fubar. They are holding a contest and I really really want to win lol. The contest is to see who can bring in the most new sisters into our family. Please do this for me and trust me you wont regret it. They have a lounge for women only, so if you ever have a problem or your just tired of men in these other lounges hitting on you or just being buttheads come join us!!! Just remember to mention my name...be sure to tell them Broken sent you. Just go to this blog and leave a comment telling the owner you want to sign up for the sisterhood. Trust me you will be glad you did. Just copy and paste this link: http://www.fubar.com/blog/159908/623368 Contest starts tonight Friday December 7th @ 7 pm and will end Thursday December 20th @ 11 pm est. SO PLEASE COME HELP ME OUT...AFTER YOU GET SIGNED UP LEAVE ME A MESSAGE IN THE SHOUTBOX OR FUMAIL TO LET ME KNOW YOU DID. THANKS this is brought

Losing My Phone *bye Bye Time*
Ok folks, if I am not online on Monday its because I lost my phone service. Just cant keep up on the bills on Workmans Comp, it sux! And its been hard lately. Those of you who really know me, know I have had alot of setbacks. Anyhoo, I need to come up with about 120.00 So I will try to get it together and be back online ASAP...I DO have a paypal account...if anyone wants to donate to my cause I could use it LOL If you wanna help shoot me an email on here (I dont ask for help unless I really need it), Ill be online till Monday unless I get it paid :) ~~~BW

Fettuccine With Gorgonzola And Broccoli
SERVES: 4 ingredients * 3/4 cup canned low-sodium chicken broth or homemade stock * 1/2 cup dry white wine * 1/2 pound Gorgonzola or other blue cheese, crumbled (about 2 cups) * 2 cups heavy cream * 3 tablespoons butter * 1 teaspoon salt * 1/4 teaspoon fresh-ground black pepper * 1 pound fettuccine * 1 1/4 pounds broccoli (about 2 stalks), thick stems removed, tops cut into small florets (about 5 cups) * 1/3 cup grated Parmesan, plus more for serving * 3 tablespoons chopped fresh parsley directions 1. In a medium stainless-steel pot, combine the broth and wine and bring to a boil over moderate heat. Cook until the mixture is reduced to about 2/3 cup, 5 to 10 minutes. 2. Reduce the heat to moderately low and add the Gorgonzola, cream, and butter. Bring to a simmer; cook, stirring, until the cheese melts and the sauce thickens slightly, about 5 minutes. Add the salt and pepper. Remove from the heat. 3. In a large

Fight Crimes Against Children: The Battle Continues
In a news conference held earlier this morning with the families of Ceasar Ivan Aguilar Cano, the 4 year old who was murdered back in July of this year, and Erica Hughes, the little girl was shot multiple times and left for dead by the animal that murdered her mother, Christopher 2X, and several detectives from the Louisville Metro Police Department, it was announced that 100 billboards and busboards will be erected beginning next week in order to bring the issue of child safety to the forefront. A little over a week ago, I was asked by 2X to represent B-96.5 as a spokesman for the campaign. In doing so, I'll be developing a series of Public Service Announcements designed to give you information on services and organizations that can help parents and their kids. My other goal is to get Kentuckianans to lean on their elected officials in order to push for stronger penalties, including mandatory death sentences for those that commit these heinous crimes. As some of you may know

Between Lust And Love
He makes me feel more alive than anybody else. What has he done to me to make me feel this way? Is it passion sparking of an unstable fire? Is it lust in his lips? Or is it love in my eyes? All I know is I am happy. Finally, realistically happy. What can I do? I want to be forever lost in the depth of his eyes. Wandering aimlessly, alive and amazed that such a thing could happen to me. How is all I can wonder. The touch of his lips against my skin. The depth that I feel in his whole. What can this be if it is now? Can it be real and true? I wait as the days pass, each growing richer than the one before. Full of light and desire. Hope and fullfilment. I need his touch, his kiss. The sound of his voice resounds. I long every second I am away from him. Knowing that soon we will come together in a thunderous rage. Both eager. Both willing. The need to great to stay apart for too long. His eyes fill when he sees me. Mine glow as equally. My skin warm from the desire we feel. The need

Notice
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In Memory Of David
In Memory Of David And so was gentle David taken from us Those that he loved all filled with such grief Beloved by all, he held all our trust We are sadened, as he has gone on beyond sleep The lord, his sheperd, does now hold him close Does look down in sadness at those left behind His mother, his sister, his lady, her son Did stand united, in heartbreak, they sighed His friends, they were many. His vices, so few He had such great love of nature and life His movies, his music, his computer, his joy He always combatted all sadness and strife He always helped others, tried never to harm He took care of a lady that couldn't herself The greatest of hearts possessed he in truth His generosity showed his emotional wealth At age three and thirty, his tale it did end To the weeping of family and friends all bereft A son and a brother, a lover, a friend A father in soul, from our lives he has left. wrote for me by a friend in IMVU

So...hmmm
Ok... well I joined this place and I'm looking around and I'm picking up on it. I think. But wow, this is like "myspace on crack" as one of my friends put it. i don't know if I can keep up. I'm afraid to step away from my computer... This is what happens when computers get to good people. This is what becomes of us...

More Untittled
i new you were mine the moment we met it passed all too soon pain i couldnt get time passed, met again hearts grew together inseparable one grown now forever but parted again can i hate this time to forget this pain it seems such a crime can i remember yet still be your friend if not then i guess this will be the end

Why Men Fuck Me Over..
Oh how I can go on and on with this subject.. Ill Label Them.. Subject A: Oh he'll know who the hell he is. You tell me you like me. And you'll "con" me into giving you a chance. You play "asshole" since you've known me(age 19). But then you don't say anything to me.. Till this year. And you still play the asshole card. You act like I don't care. When I care for you as a friend. But you dont want that. It's either all of you. Or nothing at all. Well then I'm taking the road less traveled and staying alone!! You travel BACK and forth to Here From There. I guess you werent that serious about being inlove with me then. Now where you? Subject B: You where ALL about me. When we dated the first time. And then the 2nd time around you sucks. Because you went on this whole "im bi because of you" bullshit.When we broke up 6years ago. Then you cant stop calling me. Or texting me. Guess what I'm not replying. Its an AWESOME guess I want NOTHING to do with you.. And speak of the fucking devi

Updated Fu Engagement!
I'm having a FU wedding with my Real Life girlfriend! PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE Come Celebrate With Us!! What Love Has Joined Together You are formally invited to celebrate the Fu Union of Munkee FU & Now with ez 2 use disposable applicator! as we both say "I DO" The wedding will be held: Saturday, December 22nd, 2007 9pm CST in Centerfolds lounge

Help Manly Become Godfather
My friend manly only needs 285,000 to godfather. If anyone knows him he is one of the sweetest people on fubar. Please make him godfather. You won't regret it. Please if you can't do anything else please repost this so everyone can help. Thanks! Here is his link. Go fan/add/rate him. Show him some fubar love. manly - Happy Sunday all!!!!!!!!@ fubar

Friend's Til The End Lounge
Please come join us at Friend's til the End lounge at: http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=52845 a place where you can meet new friend's and hear good music where the only thing that is required is that you have a good heart....

"ali" And "marcia"
heres another one folks... well, another two.. they don't even deserve separate blogs tbh.. I'll start with "marcia" some tool who comments in my shoutbox... the usual "hi sexy" n all that shite... Marcia:so ru single (so, yet another illiterate sad excuse for a human being.. ) ->Marcia: uh, why? I don't really see how thats any of your business... and you would know already if you could read.. Marcia: bcoz i find you sexy (riight, so, presuming I WAS single, that would automatically mean I would reciprocate, and go to god knows where to sleep with him.. yeaah... coz thats going to happen.. ) asks for my yahoo... i tell him i don't have one.. his reply (word for word) "pls you give me yahoo now" uh. what..? aanyway.... moving on to "Ali" this is still on my profile comments... Ali December 19, 2007 @ 6:08 am too long story at he bottom of "about me" section! and im actually too tired to read it all! would you plz make it shorter?! its not a novel is

Silly Crushes
okay so i really like this guy, but i really dont know if he likes me which is super frustrating. but anyways i was with my friend today and we ran into him somewhere and she thought he was flirting with me. i have NO idea what to do about it since im such a shy girl and just wish people would talk to me and figure everything out. if anyone has suggestions that would be great. hes such a sweat heart but i dont want to do anything that would ruin our friendship either. sometimes i really hate having crushes!

Some Good Warnings
Air Conditioner Caution: Avoid dropping air conditioners out of windows. Blow Dryer Warning: Do not use while sleeping. Vacuum Cleaner 1. Do not use to pick up gasoline or flammable liquids 2. Do not use to pick up anything that is currently burning. Fast Food Chain Coffee Warning - Contents may be hot. Carbonated Drinks Bottles Contents under pressure. Cap may blow off causing eye or other serious injury. Point away from face and people, especially when opening. Computers Keyboard not detected. Press F1 to continue Snacks Bag You could be a winner! No purchase necessary. Details inside. Mouthwash WARNING: If an amount considerably larger than being used is swallowed, seek professional assistance or contact a poison control center immediately. Ferrous Sulfate Contains iron. Infant Drops This formula may cause drowsiness, if affected do not operate heavy machinery or drive a vehicle. Childrens Cough Medicine Do not drive a car or run machinery.

For Rebelvamp
My One Tin Soldier That stands above the rest Always fighting Never dying Will fight to the end Will fight for what he believes in My One Tin Soldier Faithful & True Loyal to the maximum Beastly to those who do wrong Like an angel, he sweeps down from heaven to love you Like a demon, he sweeps up from hell to destroy you My One Tin Soldier Rebelvamp is his name Strong Faithful & True Loving I Love you!

Kosovo,[to The Tune Of The Beach Boys' "kokomo"]
Kosovo to the tune of The Beach Boys' "Kokomo" by the Norwegian Army Telemark battalion ********************************* Croatia, Albania, somewhere near Romania It's Euro, and NATO, why the hell do we go Pristinia, blew up, huh? Head for Macedonia I'll race ya... Somewhere far overseas There's a place called Kosovo That's where you don't want to go If you're Albanian at all Protecting human rights Air strikes and firefights And we'll be dropping our bombs Wherever Serbian bad guys hide Just up from Kosovo Somalia, Grenada, Or rescuing Kuwait-a We screwed ya Rwanda Wish we coulda helped ya Iraqi embargo That's where we got hustled Ooo so now we're helping out in Kosovo We'll kiss some ass and then we'll see how it goes And then we really don't know Good luck to Kosovo Mi-lo-se-vic You sorry son of a bitch [musical interlude] Every time we go To little places like Kosovo We never really know What happens after we go T

Dickology 101 -ladies Will Love This
A good friend of mine sent me this....OK....Now the ladies need to go ahead and read up...Fella's you better hope you are not INTERNET DICK! ************************************************* DICKOLOGY 101 MISERABLE DICK - When the guy is extremely handsome. He says the right things, does the right things. When it comes to sex, he is lacking in this department. He sucks your tits too hard, kisses your mouth too long, stays around your neck forever, fingers you like a GYN Doctor, licks your pussy like he was in a track meet and has a very small dick. You try to give him some head and only find that you are actually sucking a pacifier. This is so miserable. You think, "how can a guy so fine, so polite have weak game?" To top everything off ladies, how about just when in your mind your going to try to get the best out of this even if you have to make yourself cum and he beats you to the punch. DAMN, I cannot believe he came in 3 minutes!!! TOLERABLE DICK - Thi

Preacher And The Drunk
Baptizing a Drunk A man is stumbling through the woods, totally drunk, when he comes upon a preacher baptizing people in the river. He proceeds to walk into the water and subsequently bumps into the preacher. The preacher is almost overcome by the smell of alcohol, whereupon he asks the drunk, "Are you ready to find Jesus?" The drunk answers, "Yes, I am." So the preacher grabs him and dunks him in the water. He pulls him up and asks the drunk, "Brother have you found Jesus?" The drunk replies, "No, I haven't found Jesus." The preacher shocked at the answer, dunks him into the water again for a little longer. He again pulls him out of the water and asks again, "Have you found Jesus my brother?" The drunk again answers, "No, I haven't found Jesus." By this time the preacher is at his wits end and dunks the drunk in the water again -- - but this time holds him down for about 30 seconds and when he begins kicking his arms and legs he pulls him up. The preac

Redneck Medical Terminology
Redneck Medical Terminology BENIGN................WHAT YOU BE AFTER YOU BE EIGHT ARTERY...............THE STUDY OF PAINTINGS BACTERIA............BACK DOOR TO CAFETERIA. BARIUM................WHAT YOU DO WITH A PERSON WHEN HE DIES. CESAREAN SECTION........... A NEIGHBORHOOD IN ROME. CATscan................SEARCHING FOR YOUR KITTY. CAUTERIZE............MADE EYE CONTACT WITH HER. COMA....................A PUNCTUATION MARK D&C.....................WHERE BILL CLINTON LIVES DILATE.................TO LIVE LONG. ENEMA................NOT A FRIEND FESTER...............QUICKER THAN SOMEONE ELSE FIBULA................A SMALL LIE GENITAL..............NON-JEWISH PERSON G.I. SERIES..........WORLD SERIES OF MILITARY BASEBALL HANGNAIL............WHERE YOU PUT YOUR COAT IN THE CLOSET IMPOTENT............DISTINGUISHED, WELL KNOWN MEDICAL STAFF.... A DOCTOR'S CANE MORBID..................A HIGHER OFFER THAN I BID NITRATES..............CHEAPER THAN DAY RATES NODE....................I

Xmas
so i got my daughter for Xmas. her mom dropped her off pretty late Xmas eve, way later then i really expected. so around 11 we went to bed, but she wouldnt go to sleep. i found out when she got up it was already dark, so i was up all night with a 4 year old who wanted to play and not chill. finally around 830am i quit trying to get any sleep and let her open her presents which was fun. we played for most of the morning, then about an hour before her mommy was coming to get her, she got sick all over her fancy dress and me. we thought she was ok, feeling better playing and all, and when we put her in the car, she got sick all over herself again.. awww my poor baby. she is home resting now. hopefully it was just to much excitment...

Our Guardian Angels
A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I

New Grandson
At 1 am ET Kieran Daniel Eaton came into the world weighing in at 7 lbs 4 oz and measuring just over 20 3/4 inches. Congrats son can't wait to see hi picture Please go show him some love DJ MONSTER@ fubar

I Want....
I want you to touch me I want you to kiss me I want to feel you on me You grab my hair, pull me to you You ravish my mouth Such force, such lust You pull my clothes off Push me to the bed Feel my heaving breasts Cover them with your mouth Take what you want, it's yours You move down and taste me Tease me, torture me Bring me to the edge Leave me begging for more

I've Come To Realize....read This!!!!!!
I'm lost and confused a name for this feeling i cannot choose i want to noe because i dont ever want it to stop if it does i think my heart will just drop ive come to realize i care too much ive come to realize i miss her too much ive come to realize that shes alwasy on my mind but we broke up...those feelins shouldve been left behind i keep thinking that the reason was noones fault but mine someone please send me a sign... i cant be just a friend with these feelings i cannot end when we talk its like we re together with someone else i cannot not dream of another i should be as free as a dove but its hard to fly when i fell in love to all my friends...someday i hope u feel wat i feel for some one special...dont ever question ur hearts just ur mind...when u see another fallen whos heart was intertwined...pick him or her up....and never leave a friend behind.... i send my love out to her... mi corazon pertenece at ti....baby u noe

Moving
I'll be gomne for a week moving into my new home. I have to get the net set up through the cable company at the new house. So email me if you want to keep in touch between now and then . I'll be back as soon as I can

Husband Store
A store that sells new husbands has opened in New York City , where a woman may go to choose a husband. Among the instructions at the entrance is a description of how the store operates: You may visit this store ONLY ONCE! There are six floors and the value of the products increase as the shopper ascends the flights. The shopper may choose any item from a particular floor, or may choose to go up to the next floor, but you cannot go back down except to exit the building! So, a woman goes to the Husband Store to find a husband. On the first floor the sign on the door reads: Floor 1 - These men Have Jobs. She is intrigued, but continues to the second floor, where the sign reads: Floor 2 - These men Have Jobs and Lov e Kids. "That's nice," she thinks, "but I want more." So she continues upward. The third floor sign reads: Floor 3 - These men Have Jobs, Love Kids, and are Extremely Good Looking. "Wow," she thinks, but feels compelled to keep going. She goes t

Prayer To Habondia, Hertha & Hestia For A Good Meal
“Goddess of the hearth and home Habondia, Hertha, Hestia Warm my hearth with your love! Bless my meals That they may be Nutritious, enchanting, and Sumtuose. Blessed Be!”

Page One
So...this is my blog, such as it is and welcome to it. It was suggested to me that I start writing down thoughts and feelings and such and create a "journal". Well, I don't see any use in making and writing a journal that others can't read, so I'm sharing "ME" with the world (wide web). There will be no set rules here...no schedule...no itinerary...just me expressing myself whenever I ding dang feel like it. Today, I have nothing much to express, so this will be short and sweet, but there should be more soon (or maybe not...no set rules).

Whats For Dinner Tonight
Shrimp and Mushroom Linguini with Creamy Cheese Herb Sauce INGREDIENTS * 1 (8 ounce) package linguini pasta * 2 tablespoons butter * 1/2 pound fresh mushrooms, sliced * 1/2 cup butter * 2 cloves garlic, minced * 1 (3 ounce) package cream cheese * 2 tablespoons chopped fresh parsley * 3/4 teaspoon dried basil * 2/3 cup boiling water * 1/2 pound cooked shrimp DIRECTIONS 1. Bring a large pot of lightly salted water to a boil. Add linguini, and cook until tender, about 7 minutes. Drain. 2. Meanwhile, heat 2 tablespoons butter in a large skillet over medium-high heat. Add mushrooms; cook and stir until tender. Transfer to a plate. 3. In the same pan, melt 1/2 cup butter with the minced garlic. Stir in the cream cheese, breaking it up with a spoon as it melts. Stir in the parsley and basil. Simmer for 5 minutes. Mix in boiling water until sauce is smooth. Stir in cooked shrimp and mushrooms, and heat through. 4. Toss

The Emotin Is Me.. But I Am Not The Emotion
I have tasted the emotion, I have fallen on it's rugged terrain I have bruised and scarred and lamented over its jagged tug I have tasted moments of giving up, of giving in, of throwing down I have been weakened, battered and tested ........But I will not let this defeat me I have heard the words, the thoughts, inside and outside of my head I have swallowed and choked and chewed the emotion I have heard its lulling voice, its capture, its trap I have bled from my ears, from the impounding sound ........But I will not let go in this lullaby I have felt the emotion, embraced its sensual touch surrounding me I have been squeezed and restricted and confined in its nature I have felt the emotion, felt the loss of my will, of my drive, of my passion I have wounds of anguish and agony that ride on my back ........But I am not ready to fall down I have seen the emotion, its deceit, its aesthetically pleasing facade I have run towards it, run from it and run head-on into i

Holly Shit Help Lol
OKAY NO TIME FOR PRETTY RIGHT NOW.. I'M IN A RUSH LIKE ALWAYS... THE THREE OF US ARE HOSTING A HAPPY HOUR EACH TONIGHT STARTING AT 4PM FUBAR TIME. (I THINK) SHIT I DONT EVEN KNOW WHEN I PUT MINE DOWN FOR.. CRAP.. WELL ANYWAY LETS GET TO THE POINT.. I JUST LOST MY POWER AND IT TOOK ME AN HOUR TO GET BACK ONLINE.. WE HAVE OVER 400,000 PEOPLE IN NORTHERN cA. WITHOUT POWER NOW AS WE SPEAK.. OMG IM GOING TO MISS MY HAPPY HOUR.. GUYS GIVE LOVE TO SPIKE DURING HIS AND GIVE LOVE TO HELLCAT.. AND GUYS PLZ IF IM NOT HERE TAKE CARE OF ME DURING MY HAPPY HOUR.. I THINK THERE IS A GOOD CHANCE I'M GOING TO MIZZ IS.. ITS NOT LOOKING SO GOOD.. VERY HIGH WINDS WITH TONS OF RAIN SLAMMING US RIGHT NOW.. ITS NASTY OUT THERE.. SO GUYS YOU ALL KNOW WHAT TO DO.. LEVEL MY ASS.... MAN.. TY TY TY LOVE EVERYONE HELLCAT O'NINE TALES ¿HøøDY¿'S Ho@ fubar Spike@ fubar MIZZ SHADY LEADER OF SHADYS POSSE S*U*P*@ fubar

For D. With Love.....
Just down the street from your hotel, baby I stay at home with my disease And ain't this position familiar, darling Well, all monkeys do what they see Help me stay awake, I'm falling... Down on Virginia and La Loma where I got friends who care for me You got an attitude of everything I ever wanted I got an attitude of need Help me stay awake, I'm falling... Asleep in perfect blue buildings Beside the green apple sea Gonna get me a little oblivion, baby Try to keep myself away from me It's 4:30 A.M. on a Tuesday It doesn't get much worse than this In beds in little rooms in buildings in the middle of these lives which are completely meaningless Help me stay awake, I'm falling... Asleep in perfect blue buildings Beside the green apple sea Gonna get me a little oblivion, baby Try to keep myself away from me I got bones beneath my skin, and mister... There's a skeleton in every man's house Beneath the dust and love and sweat that hang on everybod

Just Another Day...
Today the papers are sent to the courts. The divorce should be final in 60 days or so. I have wanted this with all my heart for what seems forever. Now that it is happening, I'm suddenly scared, worried, unsure. Is this normal? I think about going back and I cry. I can't go back to that. I can't go back to the uncertainty, the instability, the lovelessness I feel. I am doing the right thing. Life is good, it is better now than it was. I have to keep telling myself this. Do not let the fear take you back to that aweful life. It is time to look forward with excitement...i have to look forward to the rest of my life. I am free, finally! I will be fine and I am happy, I am happy with me, finally. I love myself and I finally enjoy being me and being around me again lol...sounds stupid, I know. I was miserable. I hated who I had become. Enjoy myself, enjoy my kids, enjoy my life again. I cannot wait to begin!!! Watch me go!!!! :)

12 Laws Of Karma
-=THE GREAT LAW=- As you sow, so shall you reap. This is also known as the Law of Cause and Effect. Whatever we put out in the Universe is what comes back to us. If what we want is happiness, peace, friendship, love... Then we should BE happy, peaceful, loving, a friend. Negative energy sent out to others will come back to you 10 fold. -=THE LAW OF CREATION=- Life doesn't just HAPPEN, it requires our participation. We are one with the Universe both inside and out. Whatever surrounds us gives us clues to our inner state. BE and DO yourself what you want to have in your life. -=THE LAW OF HUMILITY=- What you refuse to accept, will continue for you. If what we see is an enemy, or someone with a character trait that we find to be negative, then we ourselves are not focused on a higher level of existence. -=THE LAW OF GROWTH=- Wherever you go, there you are. For us to GROW in Spirit it is WE who must change and not the people, places or things around us. The only

Yet Another Reason Porn Is Bad
This is a story that happened to me a couple years ago that I have decided to tell everyone about. I am a telephone guy and I make a number of service calls each and everyday. Most are normal, some are strange and few are downright bizarre. People always ask me about experiences I go through when entering people houses. This might not be one of the wildest things that has happened but definitely one worth sharing. Off to my first job, it was a warm summer morning and I was ready to try to bust out some work before it got too hot. All is normal and I pull up to my first house. The order was written to put in an additional telephone line and a jack. No big deal, I do this each and everyday. I knock and to my chagrin, a very cute young woman answers the door. Maybe 23 or 24 years old, not wearing very much. I thought to myself "I love my job, I love my job". There was no need to rush through this job. It was going to get gold plated (telephone man term to stay as long as possible an

Invisible Scratch Pickles
If I can be serious for moment. I don't know anyone personally with this affliction, but believe me if I did I would have already cured ALL their ills. Some of U might know people with this affliction, and that is why I am calling upon the ones who do to help rid the planet of these people. YES YOU CAN MAKE A DIFFERENCE Story. So I'm perched off my patio today daydreaming about movies that won't be made about ME when I'm dead, right. I look down to see this lil' young thuggish looking gangsta wanna be stupid ass thunder cat coming out of house. CUTE...I love all God's children. However, He's wearing these bluejean shorts that, when I was in elementary school, we called em' "Jams" (can I get an amen from anyone that remembers those). His shorts came almost to his ankles (I said almost) with the socks rolled up? How odd I say. Until I notice that the waistline to his shorts was like below his ass cheeks, and the only thing concealing his ashy butt was some boxers underneath a dirty wi

Sorry Friends
hi, sorry i haven't bin on my at&t internet services is down it keeps going in & out i cant stay on the internet tulle they fix it :( thank you all to how have help me you rock!! ill well git you all back with luv k well miss you all!! well im off to git this fix st

Weeeeeeeee
Alright people, I stashed it and now I'm blogging it because this is one of my favorite vidoes of all times, and I JUST was able to find the coding so I could post it!!! ENJOY and Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! Weeeeee!Add to My Profile | More Videos

This Girl
Ok so girls i need some help i like this girl and i thi nk she likes me how do i know for sure? she just broke up with her boyfriend and she says she wants to take it slow what does that mean in girl terms? also we talk all the time like day and night! So some help would be great!thanks

Past Drama On Fubar
Ok..if you have read my ABOUT ME, then you know that this is my 2nd attempt on fubar. The first time I was on fubar, I met a guy that totally turned out to be a headcase. He wasted a lot of my time and caused me much emotional stress! His name then was JJ..NOW, he is back on fubar as 'Sexy Daddy Jason - Fu Hubby to Sexy Bi Angel' His yahoo is JJ Alexander or Jessie Jones.. dragracer_from_hell@yahoo.com or midnitesoulz (something like that..he uses the other one more) He told me he had a daughter named Ashley..but i never heard her in the background any of the times that we talked. Also..when he calls you it will always show up "withheld" or "private caller". He told me he had a daughter that died. Of course, he told me a lot of things that just never added up. He sent me lots of pictures that i am going to post in an album..so ALL YOU LADIES can know that I am not lieing. This guy has mental problems and tries to manipulate females. And I don't want you to go thru the emo

Become An +afterhours Dj+
yo most of ya know me or heard of me, but for those dat don"t im DJ Benz or Benzi as a lot call me. if you love djin, just like to play music or jus bored and need something to do, join da Afterhours Crew. there are a lot of cool people in this lounge who like hip hop r&B and reggae. and we even gonna have our own website comin soon fubarsafterhours.com (under construction) we got cam shows, fubar parties, weddings (sometimes) and exclusive shit. Afterhours gets the latest music in fubar FIRST! and classic shit as well so join tha infamous crew of Ben Dover, DJ Mystik, DJ Sybermile, DJ Licia , DJ Peach, our Rookie DJ Flawless and myself (and we hav a lotta cool greeters and people dats are crazy, sexy, cool or all 3) if i 4get other djs im sry but they hot 2. http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=50455 so get at me and join da #1 HIP HOP LOUNGE on fubar -DJ Benz http://fubar.com/djbenzi myspace.com/rkyve

I Just Wanted To Kiss You
I just wanted to kiss you To show you my love That burns like sulphur Within my heart I just wanted to kiss you To show you That I am yours forever And you are mine I just wanted to kiss you To placate our long friendship To cement our union There and then I just wanted to kiss you And touch your lovely chicks I wanted to caress you And feel your body I just wanted to kiss you And feel your tongue in my mouth And mine in yours The warmth I just wanted to kiss you To feel the tenderness Of your soft lips Against mine I just wanted to kiss you Because it felt right It felt like the time to do so It just felt right I just wanted to kiss you And put my loving arms around you And feel your heartbeat In a warm embrace I just wanted to kiss you To kiss you and kiss you Because my lips were burning with desire I just wanted to kiss you

Want A Salute From Me Then Do This
Look my friends in a giveaway for a hh so help us bomb him the one with the most comments will get a NSFW salute from me with ur name and a big pimpin gift 2ND with the highest comments on his page will get a SFW saulte from me with ur name on it and 5000 fubucks so lets go lets she who can do this i got like 5000 friends yall help loves!!!! Mail me when ur done with how many comments u posted thanks Ok im sure That EVERYONE knows im in a giveaway for a happy hour. The last few days seems like it has been at a standstill. Plz help me out here im at 18,000 comments so far and i need 46,600 so im almost halfway there!!! If you would like to help me out or jump back in just click the picture of the star below and it will take u right to the picture i need bombed. Tell your friends as well plz and repost this if you could!!! All the help is greatly appreciated and after my contest is over with i will help anyone who has helped me!!! I do not go back on my word and i always return the

Cleberaty Rehab
This is a new realty show on VH1. Dr.Drew takes 8 celebrates through rehab. Some people, Star Jones for one, feel that this show is exploitive. Medical experts say this new show may stigmatize rehab and the celebrates are not getting the best treatment in front of cameras. Experts also say the last thing a recovering celebrates needs is more TV time. I feel this show educates the world in the truths of drugs and recovering from using.

The Demon And The Angel
A long time ago A demon fell in love The girl that he loved Was an angel from above The angel loved him back For everything he was These feelings had to be hidden They knew this love was forbidden They were from different worlds But they tried their best Loving and caring for each other Never letting their love go to rest But one fateful day Satan planned an attack To run heaven his way No turning back The demons job Was to collect all angels And lock them behind bars in hell Their task was quite simple If a demon were to refuse this task Their punishment would be far worse The demon smiled with a fake mask But inside he was very worried... They were going to strike heaven At the crack of dawn Getting ready for the attack But inside the demon felt so wrong He had to tell the angels Or they would be forever caged But it wasn't that simple How could he get away? He pondered at that thought But it was too late The demons were already headi

What Are You
You are The High Priestess Science, Wisdom, Knowledge, Education. The High Priestess is the card of knowledge, instinctual, supernatural, secret knowledge. She holds scrolls of arcane information that she might, or might not reveal to you. The moon crown on her head as well as the crescent by her foot indicates her willingness to illuminate what you otherwise might not see, reveal the secrets you need to know. The High Priestess is also associated with the moon however and can also indicate change or fluxuation, particularily when it comes to your moods. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

Removing Dead Beats
ok. to all my so called friends. i am going to remove everyone that did not fan me back or did a bullshit childish remove there fan after i fan them. if i fan you then have the respect i give you and fan me back. and for the so called point whores that removed there fans after i gave them a fan... fuck off.. u are a piece of shit and will not be in my grace anymore. its a matter of respect. you cant call yourself a friend if you go removing fans after you got what you wanted. so see you ass hats later. fan me back or kiss my ass.

Nsfw My Ass
I don't maybe its me but I don't see how a picture of me pointing my m-4 at the camera is marked nsfw. now I don't think fubar themselves did this. I'm saying it was some liberal puke who marked it nsfw. Now my msg to that person is this. Are you a complete fucking idiot born that way or were you dropped kicked as a child. think about it take a good look at the pic, what am i wearing that is a military uniform, and behind me if you stop putting flowers in your hair you may notice im in a military barracks imagine that. I think its safe to say I'm military don't you think, now anyone with half a brain knows that military use weapons including the one I'm holding. now if you would be kind enough to pull your head out of your powdered ass you may come to see the fact that this is my fucking job. Yes I kill people, they happen to be the same people who want nothing more than to cut you worthless head off on t.v. now if you would be so kind to go back with your tree hugging hippies and leav

Flat Frog
There was this little boy about 12 years old walking own the street dragging a flattened frog on a string behind him. He came to a house of ill repute, and knocked on the door. When the Madam answered it, she saw the little boy and asked what he wanted. He said, "I want to have sex with one of the women inside. I have the money to buy it, and I'm not leaving until I get it." The Madam figured, what the hell, so she told him to come in. Once in, she told him to pick any of the girls he liked. He said, "I heard all the men talking about having to get shots after making love with Balinda. THAT'S the girl I want." Since the little boy was so adamant and had the money to pay for it, the Madam told him to go to the first room on the right. He headed down the hall, dragging the squashed frog behind him. Ten minutes later he came back, still dragging the frog, paid the Madam, and headed out the door. The Madam stopped him and asked, "Why did you pick th

To All Potential Suitors...
Just to fill you in on the way we do it down here in the South: If you are lucky enough to catch my eye and capture my heart, you will certainly have to deal with my crazy ass family...and GOD do I love them all... The man who can accept that and treasure it for what it is, is a man who will be blessed to have another family to call his own... But beware...you break me & you will contend with the following: 'Cause Papaw's the local sherrif Yeah he's the judge and the jury too Uncle Bill's the undertaker, son He'll dig a hole for you Cousin Billy, he's just crazy He'll fight you just for fun Mama's got a real bad temper And daddy's got a shotgun... Actually, they all have shotguns...including me...hehehe I'm related to the Hatfields & The McCoys...and Bill Chadwell of The James Gang fame was a relative as well...so needless to say we are born knowing how to shoot... Any questions??? My Paps: My Daddy:

Angels~
These angels need your help please show them some love in there giveaways pweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeease!! sycho needs alittle over 17000 to finish for her 1 year vip show some love sassy is in a giveaway for a 1 month vip and need over 13000 to finish show some love lutin is in a giveaway for 2 1 year vips and is alittle over 70000 to get it show some love please evonne and tismom05 is in a giveaway for a 1 year vip, 1 hh, 30 day blast and ticker pack and has alittle over 57000 comments left show some love Although I can't show everyone the support like I would like to do if you all could drop a few on each one I would appreciate so much thankyou ronja!!! mwahz

Peanut Butter Cups
Peanut butter cups • 12 5-oz. paper cups • 2 cups smooth peanut butter • 1 pound semisweet tempered chocolate • 6-oz. semisweet chocolate coarsely chopped 1. Using scissors cut paper cups to 1 ½ inch height. Line baking sheet with wax paper and set wire rack on top. Using a spoon, fill one cup at a time with tempered chocolate, hold upside down, tap gently and let excess drip back into bowl. Scrape cup rim against bowl rim to make neat edge and place cup upside down on rack. Let cups stand for 5 minutes to firm up. 2. With knife, scrape cup rims to make clean, straight edges; this will also make the cups easier to unmold. Turn cups right side up and refrigerate for 10 minutes. Carefully peel the paper off chocolate cups. Set the cups right side up and store in cool place. 3. In a medium stainless steel bowl set over a pan of barely simmering water, melt the chopped chocolate, stirring occasionally. Remove the bowl from the pan, wipe the bottom dry and stir the chocolate until s

Apology
Apology To know and to have upset the love one of mine, I was stupid and slow to not read between the lines. I rushed out and sped like a car, Didn’t know that I had gone too far. To skid and to slide And turning some more I had finally knew what it was I saw. So I’m sorry for upsetting you And hurting you the way that I did, I was acting like a child And what most people call a kid! This poem of apology is written just for you, Hoping that I will be forgiven, And for you to be out of the blue. I want to make you happy, Yet somehow I have made you sad. I don’t know what else to say or that I need to do, It was my own fault for being so confused! But I hope that this poem will bring a smile to your face, To know that in a few days I will be there to embrace. (C) Angel

What A Man Should Do
Every girls dream since they were little girls is that one day she will find a guy that does these things for her. even the smallest action can have the BIGGEST impact in someones life. • give her one of your t-shirts to sleep in. • give her one of your hoodies to wear so everyone knows shes yours. • leave her cute text/notes. • tell her she looks beautiful. • look into her eyes when you talk to her. • let her mess with your hair. • touch her hair. • just walk around with her. • FORGIVE her for her MISTAKES. • look at her like she's the only girl you see. • tickle her even when she says stop. • when she starts swearing at you, tell her you love her. • let her fall asleep in your arms. • get her mad, then kiss her. • stay on the phone with her even if shes not saying anything • tease her and let her tease you back. • stay up all night with her when she's sick. • watch her favorite movie with her. • let her wear your clothes. • when she's sad, hang out with her.

Humour
While she was "flying" down the road yesterday, Laura passed under a bridge only to find a cop with a radar gun on the other side lying in wait. The cop pulled her over, walked up to the car, with that classic Patronizing smirk we all know and love, asked, "What's your hurry?" To which she replied, "I'm late for work." "Oh yeah," said the cop, "what do you do?" I'm a rectum stretcher," she responded The cop stammered, "A what? A rectum stretcher! And just what does a rectum stretcher do?" "Well," she said, "I start by inserting one finger, then work my way up to two fingers, then three, then four, then with my whole hand in. I work from side to side until I can get both hands in, and then I slowly but surely stretch it, until it's about 6 feet wide." "And just what the hell do you do with a 6 foot asshole?" he asked . "You give him a radar gun and park him behind a bridge..." Traffic Ticket £30 Court Costs £45 Look on the Cop's Face ... PRICELESS For everythin

The Amazing Musical Oracle
Its pretty simple 01. Load up all your music. 02. Stick it on shuffle/random 03. For each question, answer with the next track that plays. How does the world see me? Tainted Love - Marilyn Manson Will I have a happy life? The show must go on -Insane Clown Posse What do my friends really think of me? Truly Alone - Insane Clown Posse Do people secretly lust after me? Surfin Dead - The Cramps How can I make myself happy? Mr. Happy - Insane Clown Posse (oh my god thats pretty messed up) What should I do with my life? Pass the axe - Dark Lotus Will I ever have children? Growing Again -Insane Clown Posse What is some good advice for me? Scar Tissue - Red Hot Chilli Peppers How will I be remembered? All Apologies -Nirvana (not such a good sign lol) What is my signature dance song? Everybody Rize - Insane Clown Posse What do I think my current theme song is? Bowling Balls -Insane Clown Posse What type of people do I like to date? Dreams -

Ode To A Trailor Park Wife
Ode to a Trailor Park Wife As I sit here thinking of something witty to write; I think of all whom I could give such a freight.. Just to see me at my most natural; curlers in my hair ,eating a crueler. To just a laugh at such a deploy; maybe I could get a decoy. one who is like a step ford wife; one who is always alert and alive. Tell a man he is her only god; with nice big kahunas, and a killer bod.. But what would that prove to the men out there; would she have a mind of her own to compare. Realizing her most undesirable fears; she pop a tops another beer. Gives a toast to her big bellied fella; as she comes to understand, she is his trailor park bella. Sapphire Jewel aka Valarie A. Laboy Copyright 2006

Bulletin 1
A terrible tragedy has struck an innocent child We have lost a Precious gem and Heaven has acquired another Angel This is where our thoughts and prayers should be aimed The overwhelming support has surpassed what even I thought was possible for Fubarians However, now starts the speculations and controversy The unwarranted bullies asking questions raising doubts as to what actually happened All of which I might add is not based on any fact but what has been collected from vague news and police reports I ask that you grieve for the life that was lost, and keep all other thoughts to yourself until the proper authorities have brought resolve to this R.I.P Alijah James 10/29/07 - 1/29/08 (repost of original by 'M$Dalla$©Gotti Family Don™' on '2008-02-01 00:42:29')

I Fkn Love You Dee!!
We go together like peanutbutter and jelly! We have had our ups and down, but we have made it through them all! We went through alot together and im happy to say that we stuck together! I fkn love you dee! add this great gal! she is worth it! fan, rate, add her! FknCrazy*** OWNER OF CLUB NAUGHTY N NICE ***~Happily Fu-Owned by ~~Dene aka Lone Wolf™~~@ fubar

Listen
kinda something new, Asatru is the insp for this... oh Gods of Wind and Water carry me far away oh gods of Earth and Fire lead my course not astray listen to the wind song o'er the water carry me, carry me... far away take my soul to valhalla if I should fall this day in Death I keep my honor and as I'm carried away listen to the wind song o'er the water carry me, carry me... far away

Update 2-1-08
This is taken from Lilli's CarePage. I have been a busy little girl the past couple of days!! I got taken off of my high flow cannula the same day they moved me. I have been breathing on my own, Mommy and the nurses say I am doing great. Then today the nurse gave me a bath and took my iv out. Boy does it feel better. She said I am holding my feeds good and my tummy is staying small. I smiled really big for mommy today and she said I look like her cousin Alvis when he smiles. He must have a great smile cause Dawson's mommy said it lit up the room! Nothing much to report excet I am 4 lbs 1 oz as of Thursday night. I don't know why they won't give me a bottle yet but the Dr said soon. They have to wean me off the tube feeding to make sure my tummy is ok. I want a bottle now this binkie they give me doesn't fell my tummy up. Mommy has been spending alot of time here cause I am awake more during the day now. She said I have beautiful eyes and I am filing out. Dawson's mommy said I look s

~~ I Am Impressed! ~~
I posted a mumm today and have received MANY votes and comments on it. And I have to say that several of the comments from the guys impressed me! Gee... why can't you all be around here instead of all over the US? Not meaning A THING bad about it, but some of the guys gave advice and left comments that sounded like my 'sensible minded' friends. Stop and think shit. Maturity and all. I know, not all guys and men are like that in the world, but it's nice to find out that PERFECT STRANGERS are level headed out there. One even suggested something that I hadn't thought about that I am going to do. And it solves the whole situation, too. So this is ME - - giving PROPS where PROPS are DUE! Hats off to you guys out there for showing me, and anyone reading my mumm that there are GENTLEMEN left in this world!!!

I Wanna Know About My Friends
I wanna know about my friends...when you have time...and if you luv me...you will try to fill this in and send it back to me...LUV U Directions! Now, Here Is What You Are Supposed To Do...And Please DoNot Spoil The Fun! Hit Reply, Delete My Answers And Type In Your Answers. Then Send This To A Whole Bunch Of People That You Know...AndSend It Back To Me So I Can See Your Answers, The Theory Is That You Will Learn A Lot Of Little Known Facts About Those You Know. Remember To Send It Back Please! Let's have a little fun. I would like this back please!!! 1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE? yes 2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED? when my popz passed he was killed for new years 2 years ago 3. Do you like your handwriting? yes very much 4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT? ham 5. DO YOU HAVE KID? yes, i have 7 6. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU? Yep 7. DO YOU USE SARCASM A LOT? what do you thunk? lol 8. Do you still

Reality
Have you ever met someone that you believe is the most amazing women you have ever met? The one that when you look at her your stomach gets butterflies, your heart raises and you loose your breathe? The one women you know will bring happiness, strength, hope and compassion back into your life? The one that you will claim the tallest mountain and swim the widest river to be with her? But then you realize that fate will not bring you two together, cause either she's involved in another relationship or you work with her! Then the loneliness cames back into your life, you begin to feel like a ship lost at sea! Hoping that one day fate will bring her back into your life!

Eye Pools
Eye Pools Written By me I fell into your eyes. I can not look away. I want to stay for an infinite eternity. I fear to wake from this fantasy of pure ecstasy, For my vision of heavenly beauty, I may lose, To a new reality. If I shall lose my vision of sheer loveliness, My heart shall pain me More deeply than the heart Of a poet should Ever endure. Our meeting, Our fate, Is pure destiny. For I have never felt eyes As intense as yours. I want to speak, But I feel as if Your eyes Have read every page, Have read every note, Have read every word In my mind. The only question left is, “Will you be mine?”

His Name Is Muhammad
Every day I see the same headlines Crimes committed in the name of the divine People committing atrocities in his name They murder and kidnap with no shame But did he teach hatred, violence, or bloodshed? No... Oh No He taught us about human brotherhood And against prejudice he firmly stoodHe loved children, their hands he’d hold And taught his followers to respect the old So would he allow the murder of an innocent child? Oh No... Muhammad ya rasulallah Muhammad ya habiballah Muhammad ya khalilallah Muhammad Muhammad ya rasulallah Muhammad ya shafi’allah Muhammad ya bashirallah Ya rasulallah Muhammad the light of my eyes About you they spread many lies If only they came to realise Bloodshed you despise Muhammad ya rasulallah Muhammad ya habiballah Muhammad ya khalilallah Muhammad Muhammad ya rasulallah Muhammad ya shafi’allah Muhammad ya bashirallah Ya rasulallah

2/9/08
SHE WEIGHS 2LBS 5.5OZ! SHES OFF OF INSULIN NOW THAT HER BLOOD SUGAR IS LOW AGAIN=] AS SOON AS TOMORROW... MYAS ONLY> FORM OF FLUID INTAKE WILL B BREAST MILK [IF SHE CONTINUES TO DO THIS GOOD ALL NIGHT] IM SO PROUD OF HER, SHES NOT LETTING HER PREMATURE BIRTH SLOW HER DOWN ANYMORE=] I GOT LOTS OF NEW PIX COMING TOMORROW=] THEYVE BEEN LETTING HER WEAR SOCKS & HATS && LETTING ME CHANGE HER DIAPERS [WHICH,BTW,SHE POOPED ON MY HAND TODAY LOL!] KK THATS ALL FOR NOW, MISSY AKA MYLF

Tag
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I read about two books per week 2. I love to chew on ice from a water bottle 3. I love Prince 4. I enjoy being different from others 5. I like to draw, but don't much anymore 6. I was very, very shy growing up 7. I got pregnant with my first child in High School 8. I dye my hair often 9. I know how to belly dance 10. I like being sarcastic tagging: rigger69, SER MATTHEW, bobmann101, j fertig and Bludgeon reborn

Tuesday Opie And Anthony Links: Nick Dipaolo, Bill Burr, Amy Ryan, Erock Is The Angel Of Death, New Videos Online
LISTEN TO TODAY'S OPIE and ANTHONY SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) O&A ANIMATIONS ARE ON iTunes NOW!! (Watch Opie, Anthony, Jim, and Patrice tool on Eric Logan's Awful shirt!) Need the O&A Show, but can't find it on your local radio dial?? No problem at all.. GO GET YOUR XM NOW AND HEAR THE SHOW UNCENSORED! Our own Jim Norton is doing a li'l Comedy tour...CLICK HERE FOR JIM NORTON TICKETS! Our own E Rock is the ANGEL OF DEATH! A few weeks ago, he witnessed a fatal car crash in Hoboken, NJ...and yesterday, he was only a few feet away when he witnessed this horrific accident in Midtown Manhattan. Today on the Opie and Anthony Radio POgram, our pal Bill Burr is coming back after taping his Letterman appearance last night. Also stopping by is our good buddy Nick DiPaolo. Finally, stopping by the show is the one and only Amy Ryan from

Your Always My True Friend
My Hero Dad The day They Buried You and I Wasn't there:) only 1 of 12 You make me feel protected; I'm sheltered by your care. You're always my true friend; When I need you, you're always there. You have a place of honor Deep within my heart. You've been my superhero, Dad, Right from the very start.

Too Long For Mumm: Does He Have A Right To Make Me Cry?
He cares for me. I know this. He says he loves me. I know this. I love him too. He is my best friend. You know the story, if you read my MUM entitled "rightVSwrong" dated February 13th: I'm single again. I told him I want us to be friends. He's my best friend. I told him I can't be with him right now because I have to figure out who I am. I told him I need to get to know me to know what it is I want. I told him I want to be friends and he was finding every which way he could to hurt my feelings, including saying "All you bitches are the same." and "Now I can ask my coworker out!" and I realize..... he is trying to hurt me back, but I couldn't lie to him and be like "I'm positive I'm in love with you" cos I've never been in love before! I didn't say there isn't a possibility of us becoming more than friends in the future. I said we have too strong of a bond NOT to be in eachother's lives. Am I wrong for being honest? Am I wrong for wanting my space? Am I wrong for telling him we can

How It Works....
Ok I decided to start this up in order to entertain all my lovely friends and family!!! I will post the question towards the beginning of the day... today it will be posted right after this... And you guys post comments with what you think the answer to the joke would be.... Then later on in the day I will post the answer and the names of who all got the answer right! Plus if you get the answer right I will buy you a gift!!! Let the jokes begin!!!

When People Break Ur Heart
well i have had my heart tore out today by someone they know who they are and i dont get it they said i will call when i come in from bar lies and then well wont answer my calls i guess they thru me to the curb they should at least tell me what is going on when u love them ya know

We Matter
There is reason, there is rhyme. There's a place and a time. We're not alone, not by far. The only limits that we face are those we put in place. There's room for what you seek so please do not be meek. Your thoughts shape the world. Watch as it unfurls.

Laugh Already
9 WORDS WOMEN USE (1) Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. (2) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. (3) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. (4) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! (5) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to # 3 for the meaning of nothing.) (6) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That is okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when

Wanna Make Some Money? Read...
Would you like to make some extra money, just by doing the EXACT same thing you do here on Fubar? For example: Uploading pictures, adding friends, rating profiles, changing layouts, posting blogs, etc... Myspace makes almost 20 million a month, and do you make any of this money? NO? You're doing all the work! Well, with Yuwie, they pay you to make a site, upload your photos, customize your page, add friends, and refer people! And it's FREE!! Send me a private message to get started! I've made over 200 dollars already! I hope you enjoy it as much as I have! Dazlin

A New Beginning
The distance of a ocean can never stretch farther then the desire of a loving heart. The expanse of a bright blue sky can never express the size of a caring heart. The brightness of the stars in the heaven can never light the path of love as bright as love itself. Beyond all that we see, beyond all that we know, beyond all that we share, There is one thing beyond all. Love out reaches everything, it encompasses more then imagintaion, and in a single dream of compassion, We can reach past all and feel love with just one New Beginning. copyright 22 feb 08, j.stacy

Hello World
well be awhile since i have been on here but i am back hopefully more often then it has been sorry to all my friends, i never meant to ignore you all but life had dealt me a rough hand for a few months but it is getting better now..missed you all and hope to make new friend to add to my others

Men
: Men One for the ladies : One day my housework-challenged husband decided to wash his sweat shirt. Seconds after he stepped into the laundry room, he shouted to me, "What setting do I use on the washing machine?" "It depends," I replied. "What does it say on your shirt?" He yelled back, " University of Oklahoma ." And they say blondes are dumb.

Eye Contacts!
I went to the eye doctor last week for a check up and get told some bad news. I was only wearing a contact for my right eye, but during the check up the doctor told me that my eye disease is now affecting my left eye. So now I have to wear contacts in both eyes.

Fiddler's Green
Halfway down the trail to Hell, In a shady meadow green Are the Souls of all dead troopers camped, Near a good old-time canteen. And this eternal resting place Is known as Fiddlers' Green. Marching past, straight through to Hell The Infantry are seen. Accompanied by the Engineers, Artillery and Marines, For none but the shades of Cavalrymen Dismount at Fiddlers' Green. Though some go curving down the trail To seek a warmer scene. No trooper ever gets to Hell Ere he's emptied his canteen. And so rides back to drink again With friends at Fiddlers' Green. And so when man and horse go down Beneath a saber keen, Or in a roaring charge of fierce melee You stop a bullet clean, And the hostiles come to get your scalp, Just empty your canteen, And put your pistol to your head And go to Fiddlers' Green.

Peter The Great Returns!
What a wild couple of days for the Colorado Avalanche. Coming off a loss on Sunday where the Avs blew a two goal lead in Edmonton. It appeared the season was lost. Down four points with 18 games go to, the team needed one heck of a run to have a chance. But meanwhile, the good news was that for the first time Since December, the team had its three top scorers back in Paul Statsny, Ryan Smyth and Joe Sakic. And now the deals the last two days. First yesterday Peter Forsberg signs a deal with the Avalanche. Peter is probably the most dynamic player I have seen outside of Wayne Gretzky. Assuming he is healthy, he will add a new dimension coming back. Of course, the last couple of games, it was obvious that defense was lacking. Jeff Finger and Brett Clarke have been injured and their have been lapses that cost them. Now they bring back Adam Foote and picked up Selei from Florida. Much bigger and more physical, the toughness on this team just increased tremendously. Big w

When It Arrives
You're not quite ready for it And it happens really fast Your mind takes off, begins to spin Like a race car in a crash Your eyes are now wide open And you're liking what you see It surprises and amazes you Your heart is finally free There's nothing to hold you back But the fear that burns inside You're still feeling all the pain Of the last time that you tried You let your guard down once again And you dive into that world Your passions back, your chest's on fire Your love has been unfurled. So here you are in life's unknown The gift, of all, that gives You want it and you need it It's the reason that you live.

Do You Like To Bomb? Check This Out
THE CONFEDERATE BOMBERS FAMILY If You Are Wanting To Join A Family, That Actually Cares About It's Members And You Have A Salute Pic, Come Check Us Out. We Have Our Own Leveling Team, Our Own Lounge That Rawks 24/7, XRN RADIO NETWORK A Bomb Squad That Rawks, And Our Own Luv Train. If You Are Interested,Send A Friends Request,Stating You Are Interested In Joining !! ~CONF

Firecracker
Jeff...: what are you thinking in that pic ->Firecracker: lawyers suck balls Firecracker: and i dont?? i am actually attending law school right now with a 4.0 gpa ->Firecracker: go cry you sorry cunt Firecracker: you should grow a brain and stop living in jessica

Spring Break
whoot fuckin whoot!! i come home tomorrow!! and i cant wait!!! (can you tell?) yay!!! just gotta somehow sit thru 3 of my classes tomorrow and maybe wait for rush hour to pass before i can go home! i am so excited! i think my mom's out in florida until sunday and i think my sis is going away soon (i HOPE soon!) but i cant wait to see roxie and romey and let romey sleep on my bed all night even tho i bet he'll smell bad...i really miss those two! i still have a lot of work to do before then just to get me to tomorrow but i think now requires a break and a visit to walmart for presents for my friends since all of their bdays came and went and i didnt get them anthing. yay walmart!!!

Deleting People
Im cleaning out my friends list again , to get rid of people who never communicate with me at all. I m not one of those who have hundreds or thousands of friends in my list just for a decoration. To my real true friends - I love you all. Rock on - Lisa

Life Being Single
I have decided to swear off dating for at least 6 months. I am sick of relationships and tired of dating. Maybe i am spoiled or my standards are highter then they used to be. I know that my priorities have changed since I have had my son. Before physical attraction was what would compel me to seek something in the arms of that person without thoughts about would he be a good life partner, husband, provider, etc. As long as we had that chemistry I worried about all those other aspects later when things started to die down and then I would look in wonder or in horror at who I had chosen to spend countless hours and intimacies with. I guess that goes with the luxuries of being young. You have time to spend carelessly. You don't have to be so choosy or particular about things. You chalk it up to a mistake, a learning experience or a oh well it wasnt menat to be and you move on and on and on. But somewhere in all of this, you start to want more. More than the fun, the three month affairs

Valentines Day
In the days of the Roman Empire there was an emperor named Claudius who horribly tortured and presecuted Christians.The emperor even made a law that young people could NOT get married...because he thought unmarried soldiers fought better. But there was a very courageous minister named Valentine,who despite the risk of being imprisoned,encouraged young people to get married,and secretly preformed the ceremonies.Eventually Valentine was captured,put in prison'and tortured. While in the dungeon,Valentine became friends with the jailer's daughter who was also Christian,but blind.Valentine prayed for the young girl,and the Lord Jesus miraculously healed her!The jailer immediately gave his life to the Lord and became Christian too! Soon however,Valentine was sentenced to execution by stoning,beating,and finally decapitation by wild animals,all because he belived in marriage and preformed marriage ceremonies! Just before he was taken out to be attacked and killed in the arena,

You Are No More.
I rest my head down on this pillow tonight thinking of you, wondering if you are thinking of me. Lying here once where you held me; you are NO more. I feel alone, forgotten, weak, mindless, because you are not here with me. God help me to see my way through this. I sit, and sit and sit, waiting for your return, but you are NO more.

Just A Rate Would Help..giveaway!!
Yes believe it or not I finally entered a giveaway. If You would be kind enough to leave just a rate I would greatly appreciate it. Thanks in advance.and much luv! Sandy aka Devilish Desire!! Just click the link below thank you again!

The Cure - Pictures Of You
I've been looking so long at these pictures of you that I almost believe that they're real I've been living so long with my pictures of you that I almost believe that the pictures are all I can feel Remembering you standing quiet in the rain as I ran to your heart to be near and we kissed as the sky fell in holding you close how I always held close in your fear remembering you running soft through the night you were bigger brighter and whiter than snow and screamed at the make-believe screamed at the sky and you finally found all your courage to let it all go Remembering you falling into my arms crying for the death of you heart you were stone white so delicate so lost in the cold you were always so lost in the dark Remembering you how you used to be so drowned you were angels so much more than everything oh hold for the last time then slip away quietly open my eyes but I never see anything If only I'd thought of the right words I could have held onto you

Do This 4 Me....
I have a cool new friend named Southern Goddess that is in a contest. Plz go 2 the link below and give her a rating. Thanks! D' http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1575692&albumid=876530&i=1281946109&idx=26

I Fkn Love You Guys!
As Random As I Am So Are My PimpOuts! Go Show Theses Great People Love! I Am So Happy That I Meet Each And Everyone Of Them! So Will You! My Dear Dear Husband! The Best Guy I Know! DJ BEETLE JUICE~~OWNER OF BEETLES AFTER MIDNIGHT LOUNGE@ fubar My Brother-In-Law, One Of The Funniest Men I Know! Sweetest Too! J+A+B=ME~{D.J. Bitch Boy}~Co-Owner of Beetles After Midnight@ fubar My Little Ninja Jenny, OMG She Stalks Me And I Love It! "Frozen Trinket" FAR Club Member-Fu-Owned by Phillbilly Member of The Real Deal Family@ fubar

Stella Awards
Well, it's time once again for the annual "Stella Awards"! For those unfamiliar with these awards, they are named after 81-year-old Stella Liebeck who spilled hot coffee on herself and successfully sued the McDonald's in New Mexico where she purchased the coffee. You remember, she took the lid off the coffee and put it between her knees while she was driving. Who would ever think one could get burned doing that,right? That's right; these are 2007's awards for the most outlandish lawsuits and verdicts in the U.S. .... you know, the kind of cases that make you scratch your shaking head. So keep your head scratcher handy. Here are the Stella's for the past year: 7TH PLACE: Kathleen Robertson of Austin, Texas was awarded $80,000 by a jury of her peers after breaking her ankle tripping over a toddler who was running inside a furniture store. The store owners were understandably surprised by the verdict, considering the running toddler was her own son. 6TH PLACE: Carl Truman, 19

Lubbin' My Ladies
I have had a great time getting to know my first fubar owned, that I had to go out shopping for a few more. I just wanted to take a few minutes and thank them. Please stop by and give all these ladies some love. OK I had to edit this a couple of them haven't been fulfilling there commitments so I don't luffle them as much but I did add another I do. The sexiest Canadian (had to buy her again) Lacey™ ۞ owned by Jak ۞@ fubar A Real Artist(freed on 3/22but still loved ☠☠☠BrightEyedArtist☠☠☠@ fubar A real Texas rose(freed on 3/22 but still loved Texas Tea ~(FFF)~ Owned By JAK~ ~ FU-BOMBER FAMILY MANAGER@ fubar Some sweet SKY Just* Me* Sky Owned by (JAK~ ۞)why Fu Marriage, can't we just live in FU Sin?**FU Orphan**@ fubar The Hottest Patriot(freed on 3/22)but still loved i support our troops!(THANK YOU FOR WHAT YOU ALL DO!!)@ fubar My kind a Milf The Baddest MILF®@ fubar Everyone needs a little Sunsh

Ladies And Gentlemen.....humor
I feel very serious about this subject I'm going to relay onto thus. Office Humor....where does it come from...what part of our mind reacts to it? Have you ever noticed, everybody fucking laughs at a joke in the office? I often find myself wondering, why in the hell am I laughing, when instead I realize how stupid the quip was and want to jab him/her (cause we can't be sexist anymore....when did it become illegal to grab a chicks ass? ITS A FUCKING COMPLIMENT) in the neck as punishment. The infamous pity laugh, its a disease that has plagued us all for centuries. Joker - "why did the chicken cross the road?" Victim - "why is a chicken trying to cross the road in the first place? WHO THE HELL let the chicken out?!" that is what I want to hear from now on; people rebuttling against this horrendous day and age of lack with humor. This is serious people! Do we really want our kids growing up to think they themselves can be a comedian? NO....NAY I say! We need to smack our kids i

No Negativity Please...
as I know they may be based in love but right now I'm so full of rage, pain and fed up with being told what I'm not being enough, doing enough, fighting hard enoough and that I'm a fake victom... I fight every day with every breath, thought,heartbeat, blink and sheer control not to sit and scream all day. I know my friends and acquaintances can only read my typed words, but those who "care care" take the time to ask me for the whole picture. Right now on weekends, if you want to know it all, call me, I can talk for hours, but not so during the week as I now have to fight my insurance company on the one of over 9 ER trips in the last month. So please, if, even in love, your going to chide me, or take offense, or anything else not made of sugar; then call me next weekend and I'll do my best to try and give you the whole picture of this massive painting that is my every moment. No submisive victim here... Nothing but warrior at heart, so thank you. So here was my day after I

~the Essence Of Love~
~The Essence of Love~ I am good to you because You are who I am...Being in love with You is My Miracle...Seeing You, Feeling You as I do is the One thing I have always Desired all My Life...You came into My Life not knowing what was to be and I could never Love anyone more than I Love You...You were and are My Life...So You ask me why I am good to You..It is simple Baby...You were once in My Dreams and now You are Real and I would be with You Anytime, Anyday that Your Heart Desires...I Love You like I have Loved You all My Life and I have..... I just didnt know until I finally found You........ Peace

Sleepy Time Update
Hi All! A little birdie told me I was being too quiet and wanted to know if I was staying out of trouble. So I figured I'd shoot out a blog before I go to bed. I wonder who that little birdie is? hehehe Ok, here is the short version...I went to my GP yesterday, and he put me through a range of motion test on both of my shoulders. He came up with strained/possibly torn tendons in both rotator cuffs. As if the back wasn't enough. *eyeroll* So basically, I have no choice but to be good. I can hardly move! LOL I had to do some driving today, and let's just say, you don't realize how much you use your shoulders and arm muscles to steer unless you do something like this. Ugh! At least the left shoulder isn't as bad as the right, and I'm a leftie, so that helps. Here's the freaky thing...I have no idea how I managed to do this. LOL I have to train myself to sleep on my back because I usually sleep on my right side. Not anymore! Ouch! Ok, enough whining for now.

Wtf Is Wrong???
What is the one emotion that has everyone mystified? What is the one emotion that has started as many wars as it has ended? What emotion has had more plays, songs, and stories written about it than anything else? Love is the one emotion that makes enemies into friends and friends into enemies. So many legends surround this emotion, from the goddess Athena and Helen of Troy to Shakespeare's Romeo and Juliet. Love comes in so many different levels, that it doesn't appear to be the same emotion at all, but it is. There is so much to love, that it will be hard to put into this simple blog. It can tear people apart and make us do irrational things to bringing together entire nations. What can this emotion not do? It's hard to tell, but there is a lot it can. This emotion, bring tears to our eyes when something happens to our family members, friends, and pets. When we feel love ripped from us, as in death or being spurned by another, we do things we wouldn't normally do, such as go on

Irony And Complacency
As I lay broken into what feels like a million little pieces on the uneven playing fields of love, I peer up into the shadows of Justice. She stands there, majestic as she hoists her mighty scales of balance with her beautiful flowing robes whipping around her proud full feminine form in the midst of the whirlwind of turmoil derived by my emotional angst. She begins to speak to me in her always reasonable voice, almost void of any humanity due to her seemingly callous, yet fair, judgement of life "I heard from Irony that you have befriended Complacency, before your friendship becomes too settled and dependant I should tell you about your new friend so you understand the choices you have set forth upon with this course of action." Somberly she continues, "You see my dear child Complacency befriends those who are fearful of change. She seeks out those whom she knows will fit within her ideals and not step outside of the boundaries. She adores and coddles those afraid to take a ris

Why Does This Shit Always Happen To Me?
Why does this shit gotta keep happening to me? Come Friday I no longer have a job (place I work is closing.) Also, the woman I love seems to have become a born again Christian. I see no option besides suicide. Those of you who have known me a bit know I have 4 attempts under my belt. I really see no reason to live. Just can't take it any more. Wish I was dead now. If the Christard god really existed he can go get fucked up the ass sideways with a chainsaw. Life is a bowl of shit. Or a big shit sandwich - like they say the more bread you got the less shit you have to eat. Fuck religion, fuck the rich, and fuck life. I'd be better off dead.

Day-to-day
Day-to-Day Walking backwards,moving the past Words unspoken,the past still whispering Music vibrations,pounding away the past Day dreaming, dream on and on past go away Red light Go, past creeping Green light stop,confusion of the past Confusion sirens,my mind you appear Paralyzed intersection, thoughts are frozen Over populated world, the past won't stop Day-to-day, you'll always be the past Dazzling muse,day to day confusion, the past You'll always remain the day to day Past.....

A Man Named Dan
Due to the fact that I have had like 4 major nose bleeds in the last 5 days - my Smartass friend Deb felt like giving me a lil shit so this is how she did it. LOL - I have to say nobodys ever written poetry about or for me before - LMAO thanks Deb I feel special now!! Just remember paybacks a bitch! LMAO A Man Named Dan By: Deborah Boyd There once was a man Who's name was Dan He lived life with a nose bleed Until he was lead They lead him to the doctors And nurses and such In hopes to find a cure In hopes of so much He blamed others for this But they all knew for sure That the problem with Dan Was from not eating healthier So take my advice And follow the lead Don't end up like Dan With a nose bleed

Lmao
Here you go i found alot so hope you like!!!! Again, in keeping with my on-going losing battle with OCD, I wrote down all the outrageous, inspiring, offensive, enraging, insipid, bewildering, or hilarious statements made in 2007. Enjoy. -JPS "Yeah, they got the eyes like they're Oriental, and, you know, it's all pulled. So make sure you do it right." - Pat Robertson, noting that people like Fox News host Greta Van Susteren who get plastic surgery have strange-looking eyes "Welcome to Scotland" - Scotland's new slogan, which is what an ad agency came up with for a new "exciting" slogan after spending six months on the initiative and getting paid 125,000 pounds -- about $258,750 -- by the Scottish government "Since when did I become the spokesperson for nappy-headed hos?" - Wanda Sykes, on being contacted by every media outlet for her views on Don Imus. She also added, I "thought Imus died, like, nine years ago. ... [He has] one of those faces that belongs in the

Just Something I Wanted To Share
Love's most Look up, tomorrow's another day, you never know who'll come your way. They might be nice, they might be true, they might even be very good for you. But if you don't play, then you can't win, you'll never know if your heart can love again. The thrill of the first kiss on a lover's night, or the wonder of birds beginning their first flight. Arms around you good and light, lips to kiss you late late at night. Things you can't buy and things you can't win, come on now let your heart play again. To open up and let it flow, it'll come back to you, you know. You'll meet the one who's meant to be, heaven help us, It could be me...........

Living With False Hope
10-1-07 Life is an empty casket Wating to be filled Filled with your broken dreams And hopes that have been destroyed To lock away your sarrows Deep within your soul So you are haunted By the life you never had

Happy Easter From Rock Bottom Lounge
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My Easter Day
I spent all day yesterday with my in-laws.we went there for my 2 yr old to have fun and spend easter with his family. well at this family get together there was like 16 adults, 2 2yr olds, and a newborn. well i got to watch everyone treat my 2 yr old like he wasn't good enough for them. they sat there all day and praised the other child and almost totally ignored my son. he sat and said his ABC's in front of them and all they did was ignore him and talk about the other child. during the easter egg hunt the other child had 10 ppl helping him search for eggs but when me and my husband tried to help our lil one look we were told to let him do it on his own. they let the lil boy push and hit my son but if my son fights back they yell at him. and it makes me so pissed that "family" treated my son this way. I just can't understand why they feel the urge to treat my baby that way.

Nothing Really
is life real or fake? do we have real emotions or is it what people put in our heads? im not sure all i know is i will try to sculpt my life into a good thing that will help all who need help. i will try to help all who need help in life and i will help them understand how to help themselves. because we all need alittle help and alittle love. with out that there is nothing in this world but soulless creatures that like to hurt.

Yeah! I Made $10..did You?
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To Unbreak A Heart.....
So... I am in College, working, and singing all at the same time... And it's going to be really stressful... Beware, I'll probably take it out on you. Nah, kidding... But on my way to the college today I was thinking some pretty deep stuff. I was thinking how everyone I get in a relationship with, I usually mess it up by judging them by the one that I was with Formerly. It's quite pathetic actually. If I'm with someone I definantly wouldn't appreciate them judging me from their crazy stalker ex who's always calling or IMing them when I'm with them... So, why would I want to do someone that way? Exactly. I would apologize to all my ex's right now for judging them.. but they've simply proved my point that all of them have ended up being just as I imagined in the end... Therefore, there are no apologies in order. Sorry losers! But for someone that I choose to be with, I won't judge them anymore... Well, unless they give me a reason to. The best advice I can give to any of you

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Attn: all South Florida talent!!! This is "THE" Casting Call of 2008! Don’t Miss Out!!! BassTV and Java D’Lites are hosting a casting call for the new hit series "The Bass Brothers in the Million Dollar Bass Hunt!". It’s a completely ’OPEN’ casting call. All types of people are encouraged to drop by. Regardless of sex, size or ethnicity. Bring your head shot, Resume & Demo Reel (if applicable). We are looking for all types, colorful characters, and great personalities, however it’s advantageous if you know how to fish, go boating, are of Native American decent, and are athletic, (this is an action/adventure series afterall). But those are just some of the roles. Secondary roles will need to be filled as well as extra roles, stuntmen / women and so forth. So bring your game face, be professional and have a great time!. Starts @ 10am. There’s no preferential treatment for those here bright and early, anytime between 10am and 5pm is cool. We’ll be here the entire day

Auction Bid Update #2 As Of 11am 3/29
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This has been on my mind for a really long time. But recently certain events have come into the fold that have no longer given me the choice to be silent over it. Basically, I am entirely fed up with one thing in particular. And this just isn't necessarily about my situations, but of the situations of the people I care about and whom I hold close to me. I am really fucking tired of always hearing about how people get hurt and how people are unappreciated--or how people got cheated on. It's not that them telling me annoys me, it's that them dealing with it annoys me because no one fucking deserves a broken heart--not even the most fucked up people in the world deserve that. Have people (in general) become so fucking self centered and self absorbed that they have the testicular fortitude to sit there and tell someone to their face that they care deeply for them, but then go off and cheat on them? or lie to them? or just full-on neglect them? It's a fucking shame and all of you need t

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The stars are all out tonight shining bright. They call to me with their endlessness and light. Once so comforting, now they just feel vast and far away. i long for them to come closer and talk to me again. What is it they are trying to say to me. i'm open and listening, teach me.

From The Blogs Of Scrapper And Mike( Nsfw Update)
BabyJ wrote this blog earlier today. I thought it was such a great post that I wanted to put a copy in my blog. Keep up the good work Mike. __________________________________________ i've read a bunch of bulletins, blogs, comments, messages, shouts, etc.. all regarding positive and negative feedback on our nsfw flagging. i'm making this post to state some facts for the people who keep posting bullshit because they don't know the truth. do NOT post any comments trying to argue the points with me in this blog entry, consider it zero tolerance day. see item #4. :) 1) Just because we impose an 18+ age limit, does NOT make us a porn site. If that's what you thought, you were wrong and you either need to realize that or leave. It's my fault for not making that more clear in the early days, I suppose. 2) You can still upload adult/nsfw content, but just as ALWAYS, we REQUIRE you to use the tools provided to flag it as such. If you think this is censorship, you're a god damn

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GOING.... Going... Gone To ??____________________?? Who Will Own Me For A Month? Want to find out? Want it to be you? Well Here Is Your Last Chance!! Oh Boy.. My Last Night Of Fu Freedom What is an Untamed Angel to do? ;)