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I Lov Ya!
One day a woman's husband died, and on that clear, cold morning, in the warmth of their bedroom, the wife was struck with the pain of learning that sometimes there isn't anymore. No more hugs, no more special moments to celebrate together, no more phone calls just to chat, no more "just one minute." Sometimes, what we care about the most gets all used up and goes away, never to return before we can say good-bye, say "I love you." So while we have it it's best we love it and care for it and fix it when it's broken ... .. and heal it when it's sick. This is true for marriage... and old cars .. and children with bad report cards and dogs with bad hips and aging parents and grandparents. We keep them because they are worth it, because we are worth it. Some things we keep - - like a best friend who moved away or a classmate we grew up with. There are just some things that make us happy, no matter what. Life is important, like people we know who are special. And so, we keep them clo

Read This Its Hot.
john deer sucks dick and your beaner ass sucks dick to u think ur cool in the us army. shouldnt you be in the mexican army u beaner fuck.no wait u dont even deserve that .ill tell u what immigrant hop across the border and bend and scoot start pickin strawberrys and work your way up to god damn bananas.u and ur whole family ill help smuggle them in.i would pay you .i payd ur relitives to clean up some shit u know wut they say u payd juan u payd em all peace the fuck out BEANER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! This is the girl. Give her a visit.http://www.myspace.com/shawnta123456

Marines
well just got the news my younger brother signed papers for the marines this week right this moment is her at a base doing his physical. I dont like this my older brother was a marine and just rejoined and im mad at him for that and now josh yeah right what the hell is going thru these guys mind. josh says his reasonin is he wants to go to iraq and fight for his country ok i understand BUT i dont want to have to worry every day about an attack in iraq and spend time wondering if its him if hes ok. i dont want that. AND on top of this my older brother john just informed us hes being deployed to japan with his whole family of course but that makes him on the ohter side of the country with my niece ill get to see her then shell be gone for 3years ill miss all her first her first words her first steps. ill miss it all and that sucks ive always wanted a close relationship with my nieces and nephews and one i cant see and the other isnt going to grow up knowin me yes she will know she has a

Really Not Sure ...... ?
My first Blog. Im a virgin blogger...??? Im not really sure my life is exciting enough to have a blog..what does it really involve? Ive viewed other blogee's....there are sad poems..sad stories...horny poems...and im still looking for the horny stories ( insert angel face here ) !!...so what is expected of me ? Am i meant to list what happens to me daily ? (insert boring as hell face here ) Am i supposed to put my life story ? ( how long have u got face ) I think.. i might use this as my ranting area..not that I rant much..so it might be a very boring read for most of you !!..but..I will use it for that for now.. And I apologise to anyone in advance who clicked on this thinking it may contain something interesting xoxox Molly

They'll Never Know
They'll Never Know... You look at me and see the girl who lives inside the golden world, But don't believe thats all there is to see. You'll never know the real me. She smiles through a thousand tears, and harbors adolescent fears. She dreams of all that she can never be. She wades in insecurity, and hides herself inside of me. Don't say that she takes it all for granted, I'm well aware of all I have. Don't think that I am disenchanted. Please understand... It seems as though I've always been someone looking in. Well here I am for all of them to bleed, But they can't take my heart away from me, and they can't bring me to my knees. They'll never know the real me... DeEtte Tolander Copyright ©2002 DeEtte Tolander

An Article From Iraq...
This was forwarded to me by a friend, and I agree with about 90% of it...it made me think how different our society has become, and saddens me when I think about what patriotism used to be, and what it has become... I am a patriot - I support our troops in my heart and with my prayers, and while I might not agree with all of our President's decisions - he is OUR president, whether you voted for him or not. The position deserves our support, even if we feel the man with the position doesn't. I cannot tolerate the bashing of our military...as 99.5% of our military has no choice in what they are doing...just like 99.5% of those of us here at home have no choice in what we do for the companies we work for day in and day out. Anyway...on to the article... Ken ~~~ I wanted to share an article my son Eddie sent me from Iraq. I was not going to send it out through the usual means; I'm looking to have this published somehow. I just felt after reading it again this mor

Gang Of Five
Looking for five people to help me with the testing and development of the scarybird site, we got the backend fixed but there are more modules and stuff to be uploaded, so looking at this from an end user perspective. So if you have time on your hands and want to get in on the ground level and have a say in building a good networking site that will have projects and other mad stuff to be involved in can you let me know. cheers

Famous Last Words
some material from days gone by, gaming... FAMOUS LAST WORDS "Of course its evil, kill it!" "It can't talk to us like that!" "What do you mean, how many hit points do I have?" "Was that thunder, or were you rolling damage?" "No really. I can do this." "Okay, if I max out this round and win initiative next round, maybe..." "I open the coffin...SLOWLY." "Boost me up." "You mean it was a GOOD dragon?" "I'll steal the 20+ level mage's pouch." "What the hell, there's six of us and only 5 type VI demons." "A wish? Okay, genie, make me a ham sandwich." "Hey, all I need is a two or better to save vs. poison." "YO! Grendel! Your momma wears combat boots!" "I dunno what a tarrasque is, but it can't be TOO tough." "What do you mean, the dragon wakes up?" "Wait! What's deathspell do?" "Go ahead and drink it." "I'll never surrender." "It was a joke." "Hey guys, where are you?" "I mix the potions and drink."

Think Outside The Box
You are driving along in your car on a wild, stormy night, when you pass by a bus stop, and you see three people waiting for the bus: 1. An old lady who looks as if she is about to die. 2. An old friend who once saved your life. 3. The perfect partner you have been dreaming about. Which one would you choose to offer a ride to, knowing that there could only be one passenger in your car? Think before you continue reading... This is a moral/ethical dilemma that was once actually used as part of a job application. You could pick up the old lady, because she is going to die, and thus you should save her first; Or you could take the old friend because he once saved your life, and this would be the perfect chance to pay him back. However, you may never be able to find your perfect mate again. The candidate who was hired (out of 200 applicants) had no trouble coming up with his answer. He

Scarybirds Are Go
Well at last the Scarybirds site is up and running,well the community bit is anyway. Managed to sort out a few things with Caleb so the things that were there before the upgrade have now disappeared so I have a list of them for him to put back, but there are only a few minor tweaks to be done and I have sorted out the profile info or near enough. There are only blogs and forums that are active just now, but will be adding more stuff in the next two weeks or so. Would like to thank the people who I have invited who have joined so far. Anyway it only took me around two years to find proper help for it and it wasnt for want of trying, kept on meeting people who said they would do stuff and then ran away, kept on meeting people who said they knew how to do stuff but didnt, it was a bit of a shit experience, anyway I am sorted now Caleb knows what he is doing, is committed to the project and has done an excellent job so far. so I shall be recommending him to all and sundry when

Crackpot Friends Are The Best
An elderly Chinese woman had two large pots, each hung on the ends of a pole, which she carried across her neck. One of the pots had a crack in it while the other pot was perfect and always delivered a full portion of water. At the end of the long walk from the stream to the house, the cracked pot arrived only half full. For a full two years this went on daily, with the woman bringing home only one and a half pots of water. Of course, the perfect pot was proud of its accomplishments. But the poor cracked pot was ashamed of its own imperfection, and miserable that it could only do half of what it had been made to do. After 2 years of what it perceived to be bitter failure, it spoke to the woman one day by the stream. "I am ashamed of myself, because this crack in my side causes water to leak out all the way back to your house." The old woman smiled, "Did you notice that there are flowers on your side of the path, but not on the other pot's side?" "That's because I have al

You Didn't Think I Could Do It! Lol. My Idea Of Sex!
lie down on the bed take off all your clothes!i kiss you all over, from your head down to your toes.i kiss your body and you start to quiver.you kiss my neck and my body starts to shiver!i take your bra off , unsnapping the latches one by one. you pull up my shirt,kissing my chest just for fun. i kiss you on your breasts,and suck the nipples as they are hard. i feel your breath begin to weaken,at this point you are sex starved! and you unbutton my pants ,unzipping the golden fly, i pull of your skirt, as i see the twinkle in your eye.and i ease your thong off,slowly with my teeth.stopping in midriff licking your clit , so sweet!as the thong comes off , i kiss up your inner thigh. and lick the tip of your womanhood ,and you begin to feel high!and you pull down my underwear so slowly and serene.kissing on my throbbing cock,making my body steam. and you climb on top of me , putting you juicy cunt in my face.we begin 69, here and now is the time and place. and i lick you ever so swiftly as

Keep It Str8 Dont Get It Twisted
First off let me state one thing and one thing only....I AM SINGLE right there should be enough to say For whoever may seen my page latley or know me should know that. I have been dealing with alot of life issues lately and finally got some of them figured out. I am on here to meet greet and make new friends. I am looking for RELATIONS not RELATIONSHIPS Just when you think you got shit figured out you have NO IDEAIf you have seen my page you would probally think otherwise Let me just say to whoever and everyone my page is not a place to seek war and rub things in to other One they are just comments, if you dont like what you see then dont look....simple as that. I refuse to delete anything there is no point. Look unless you hear things out of my mouth then its probally not true and dont assume anything bout me because your probally really wrong then. Dont listen to what others say because they probally dont know and there opions and words are just that. things are better these da

The Emotions You Inspire Pretty Boy.
been alone for so damn long, its hard to give in to what seems right. never letting myself get caught up in the moment when all i want it is to be swept away. in my face you push me to the brink of where it becomes scary, without doing a thing. never over the edge. always leaving me that inch to make sure the decision is always mine. all it takes is a leap of faith, i am looking for the courage. hold me tight. let me listen to the beating of your heart, let me feel safe in your stong arms. tell me you love me. never let me be alone again. i want you. i want to build a life. i want to love you back. i want to be sure. i am scared. noy of what we could have, but what we could lose. the pain of hurting eachother. of being hurt by the person you love the most in the world. i dont want to be bitter again. never alone, never sad, never incomplete. i hear the things you say and i dont want to be frusterating. be patient. show me, i dont remember the way.

My Italian Stallion
Just heard a song in someone's stash that normally makes me smile, but for some reason, tonight, it's making me miss someone I love dearly, but have not seen in years. (I put this blog under this category, because he is the one that told me Virginia incarcerates according to the gender you were born with.) I still miss him, and probably always will, even if I'm in love with someone else. He'll always be my one that got away. He's the only man that treated me with respect, protected me, truly loved me. He treated me like a queen. I never felt that I was in want of anything I didn't have when I was with him, except to be able to always be with him. Life played out in a cruel way to each of us, first by seperating us unwillingly, then by shredding our inner selves, turning us both into people we never thought we'd be, nor could we stand to be. I found him several years ago, but life was not yet done tormenting us. My life has smoothed out, and I'm actually the happiest I've been

Sad
So I was really excited cause I was supposed to have a date and he is a really nice guy. Well I was supposed to email him and let him know plans and I stupidly copied down his email wrong. Now I dont know what to do cause I cant get a hold of him any other way. I just wanna cry I was so excited and I thought that it was going well and now I cant get a hold of him. I am so ticked off at me for copying it down wrong. To make matters worse I got in trouble last nite so I had to deal with that. Anyway I am not sure what to do I know all I wanna freaking do is cry and cry some more. Anyway that is all I have to rant about I am hoping that he decides to call me instead. Laterz.

Isn't It Obvious?
Can you hear it in my voice Was it something I let slip Does the whole world know Isn't it obvious? I'm the one who's in control Now I'm acting like a fool Do my feelings show Is my face aglow Isn't it obviuos? That I don't know what I'm doing anymore I'm feeling like a little girl Caught up in emotions I'm out of control isn't it obvious? Do you see my hands, they tremble Wonder why I can't look you in the eyes Don't know how long I can keep this inside Isn't it obvious? That I don't know what I'm doing anymore I'm feeling like a little girl Caught up in emotions I'm out of control isn't it obvious? Suddenly these emotions are in control of my heart Can you see it in my eyes Every glance, every smile must give me away And I feel so much I can't hide That I don't know what i'm doing anymore I'm feeling like a little girl Caught up in emotions I'm out of control isn't it obvious?

Free Web Hosting Info
After considerable waiting for www.110mb.com to get their systems upgraded my patience is getting thin as their completion dates keep getting pushed further. Really how can you beat 2GB of web hosting space for free right? In the mean time: I'm looking for FREE hosting as I learn and experiment with new ways to make web pages. Sounds cheap I know but I pay for hosting already for my companies main site. I have one site built in CSS ready to go, I just need somewhere to drop it so I can see how it will perform online and not just native on my machine. If you know of or use a free hosting site that is worth while please let me know. Thanks

To Whom It May Concern,
To Whom it may concern, My name is Mel Anderson. Though from what I’ve found a name holds little precedence to most these days. Rather, we are limited to a number. A Number, that should the day come if it suddenly grows legs along with that which also has a lovely state approved picture of one’s face, it can stall… or, from my experience, bring your entire life to a grinding stop. February 24th of this year could have been a wonderful day, though it seemed to be eventually ill fated or doomed to begin a landslide of ill happenings at least for the last month of my life. All surrounding being the victim of a senseless purse thief. Now I happen to be one of those people who yes, I do read horror-scopes, believe in ‘signs’ and all that jazz, though my downfall is I am a walking contradiction. I do also believe that if it is known it also has the possibility to change. With that idea I ignored all the ‘signs’ that my birthday was doomed. Now- no party was planned all of our frien

You Know Who You Are...
You hurt me. You made me feel like i was worth something and you ripped that all away. You werent willing to sacrafice your time and money on me, but you were all willing to make me sacraifce those for you. You didnt give me the time of day and you never acknowledged me ever, but you can be affectionate and crap with other girls. You said you loved me and that was it it was all talk. I said I loved you and I did something to show that I loved you. Im angry and upset with you. You cant toy with someones feelings, but that doesnt matter to you anyway. My feelings werent taken into consideration when you decided to rip my heart out. I doubt that you will ever read this because you never look at my profile anyway and you hardly read what I write so why am I even writing this? I dont know Im just really angry and upset and I needed something to vent what i was feeling. And i dont know what im doing anymore and it doesnt matter anymore anyway cause i dont matter

Depending On The Day
I wish I could run and hide and get away not talking to anyone depending on the day. I wish I could be someone else and not keep my emotions at bay to be able to open up to someone depending on the day. I wish I could talk to you and know exactly what to say hoping you feel the same depending on the day. I wish I knew what to do so please show me the way I want to leave this place depending on the day.

Empathy During Psychotherapy
Study Examines Empathy During Psychotherapy Chicago Tribune - March 07, 2007 Chicago Tribune (MCT) CHICAGO - They're special, those moments of close connection when you become attuned to another person's mood, and it seems you can sense what he or she feels. This "we're on the same wavelength" phenomenon is known as empathy, part of the emotional glue that helps bind people together. Now it's being studied with the tools of modern science, sophisticated neuro-imaging scans and physiological tests that track how people's brains and bodies respond during social encounters. The still-young field of scientific inquiry is called social neuroscience, and it's beginning to demonstrate that empathy has biological underpinnings as well as emotional dimensions. The latest research comes from Boston, where Massachusetts General Hospital researcher Dr. Carl Marci has been examining empathy in the context of psychotherapy. His research appeared last month in the Journal of Ner

Thank You My Friends..
I would once again like to thank all my friends for making my birthday such a special occasion, I realy appreciated all the comments and gifts. I especially would like to thank Debbie for all her time and effort in making this happen for me, and to one other, who will remain anonymous, but did so much just to make me smile. It was one of the best birthdays I have had in a long, long time. Thank you all from the bottom of my heart Adam

The Fireman
THE FIREMAN In Phoenix , Arizona , a 26-year-old mother stared down at her 6 year old son, who was dying of terminal leukemia. Although her heart was filled with sadness, she also had a strong feeling of determination. Like any parent, she wanted her son to grow up and fulfill all his dreams. Now that was no longer possible.. The leukemia would see to that. But she still wanted her son's dreams to come true. She took her son's hand and asked, "Billy, did you ever think about what you wanted to be once you grew up? Did you ever dream and wish what you would do with your life?" Mommy, "I always wanted to be a fireman when I grew up." Mom smiled back and said, "Let's see if we can make your wish come true." Later that day she went to her local fire department in Phoenix , Arizona , where she met Fireman Bob, who had a heart as big as Phoenix . She explained her son's final wish and asked if it might be

I Met A Guy-
Im prolly looking too far into this, But i met somone. and sense no one major in my life is on here I dont care who reads this- Hia name is Ross hes 22 and lives about 50 mins away. Hes really cute and a total sweet heart- We talked on the phone lastnight about everything from cuddleing to goals in life even stores we shop at- He it a total sweet heart- I think im digging him- Ill keep ya posted tho :)

What Is Said...... What Is Meant!
What is Said What is Meant! 1- While on routine patrol... -I was in the car because the coffee shop was closed. 2- The motorist was operating his vehicle in a reckless manner -He had a bumper sticker that said "SLOW DOWN-DON'T FEED THE PIGS" 3- The accident scene and the safety of the victims prevented this officer from doing traffic control -It was raining. 4- This officer went out-of-service to obtain intelligence information from a street informant. -It was too hot to ride in the car. 5- I observed the suspect acting in a suspicious manner... -The dirt-bag let go with an "Oink" as I walked by. 6- Knowing the suspect had a criminal history... -He puked on my uniform one night... 7- The informant is of known credibility and has provided reliable information in the past... -I've got two theft cases hanging over his head... 8- While being arrested, this subject resisted being injured in the act... -He ripped my shirt and broke my new mirror sunglasses..

Follow Your Dreams
Trouble arrives in measures, and we stack it up real high, until we're convinced, we have no reason to try. If you feel defeated, you're absolutely wrong, for if you follow your dream, you could never lose for long. Ignore the minor set-backs that pile up and trouble you, or you will build a mountain, out of the stones hurled at you. The future holds great promise, your destiny unknown, but God is always helping, and you're never alone. Soar bravely toward your goal. Let nothing darken the way. You can change your tomorrow, if you seek your dream today.

One Armed Man
There was a man who lost one of his arms in an accident. He became very depressed because he had loved to play guitar and a lot of things that took two arms. One day he had had it. He decided to commit suicide. He got on an elevator and went to the top of a building to jump off. He was standing on the ledge looking down and saw this man skipping along, whistling and kicking up his heels. He looked closer and saw this man didn't have any arms at all. He started thinking, what am I doing up here feeling sorry for myself, I still have one good arm to do things with. There goes a man with no arms skipping down the sidewalk happy and going on with his life. He hurried down and caught the man with no arms. He told him how glad he was to see him because he had lost one of his arms and felt ugly and useless and was going to kill himself. He thanked him again for saving his life and he knew he could make it with one arm if that guy could go on with no arms. The man with n

I'm A Shark
Amy, you're aShark! You've got a healthy love of life and a killer instinct. Chances are you hate rules, and don't plan on getting old. You're flexible and friendly on top of being innovative and smart. In short, people respect you. You're extroverted and love being in the spotlight. Your mantra is "work hard, play hard" — you live life to the limit. And that's just scratching the surface!

Salute Contest (clarification)
It should be a salute to me, so have either my sn or name on it. (sorry that it wasn't clearer to begin with) Anyone on my friend or family lists can enter. All you have to do is make me a salute. The contest will start next Sunday (April 8th) so you must enter by then, so I must recieve your entry by the end of Saturday (the 7th).

I'm Gonna Be Busy For A While...
I found someone here, and she means the world to me, so when I'm not chatting with her almost obsessively :D, I'll be trying to rush through some exams in programming and making some games in Flash. I just got the tutorials last night and I'm raring to try this stuff.

Meaning Of Roses
Red Rose: Love Deep Passion, Ever Lasting. White Rose:symbolize purity and brightness. A man who gives white roses is telling his love that he thinks she's an angel! Red and White Rose Mixed:A mixed bouquet of red and white roses symbolizes unity. The man giving this kind of bouquet is saying "I stand united with you!" Pink Rose:have several messages, depending on the shade. Deep pink roses symbolize gratitude and respect, while light pink roses show sympathy Orange Rose:new beginnings, Burgundy Rose:someone is telling you they think you more beautiful than you realize. My Personal Favorite: YELLOW ROSE:friendship and caring

Wtf
WTF are theese people getting out of downrating people, i don't get it lmao it seems like they do it cause they can't get attention anywhere else, if that's the case i can see why. if i had my way i would disable ratings 1-9 that way it's a 10-11 or nothing at all lmao. well that's my rant for the night. and to all those downraters that are seeing this...i just wanted to thank you for your consideration of being a childish shithead. cheers to all ;)

Love And Life
Kay well he accidently stood me up again he apologised and has called me just about every day since. I am being careful though and not rushing into anything although I am sure if we discussed it I could be his gf right now. But there are a few things to consider first. Work is going well and I think that is about it. laters.

Im Back
Just to let All my friends I'm back the new and improved me with a Tan, check out my new photos from the Island of Captiva Florida It was Paradise Thank you all hopefully you guys could comment or rate them Miss you's All here on CT thank you for all the loving keep it comming.....

Hello Friends!!!!
hello... finally got a wireless connection to say hello to everyone!!! im in tennesse, i got sunburn lol... im the only dude who gets sunburn in 70 degree weather with clouds... but i guess since im lucifer i am supposed to be red, you know all those cartoonie devils are all red lol... anyway, how is everyone doing??? i hope ok... hit me up because im going to try to jump on as soon as possible... any of you from tennessee let me know.... come on over to sieverville... its the home land of dollywood lololol... the party i am with wants to go but i dont lol... but i will... ugh... it just seems corny to me... anyways, take care ill be home the 9th but i will come stop buy... later all!

This Is For You Gypsy!!!
I got to the hotel first, I checked in and left the receptionist instructions to to give you the second key and send you straight up...I made sure that I was here early enough to set up the room and to get myself ready, for what was to be a most memorable evening..The room was quite large with a queensize bed, a table and two hard backed chairs..The bathroom held a large Jacuzzi..this will do nicely I thought as I started to run the bath...I went to my bag and took out some of the candles which filled nearly half my small suitcase I spread them around the room..some were scented with a strong spicy musk..and when I lit them them the began to fill the room with their deep aroma..with the room lit only by the flickering light from the candles the scene was almost complete...I took my Ipod and set it up on its speaker stand..the music started as I took the final steps..I went to my case and remove my outfits laying them on the bed...I picked up the red latex waspie and suspender b

Love Is A Lie(explicit And As Collaberated With Jack Daniels
love is a lie like fairy tales as told as a child the concept of love is filled in our brains enough is enough end the bullshit love does not exist im proven fact and im not gonna take it anymore your perfect mate who gives a flying fuck they dont exist wake up its not happening stop the insanity cut the cord end the myth before it rots your heart people say im full of hate im only giving back what was given to me i will one day smile when the world is on trial for the shit that has filled my head i hope all is punished for teaching this lie and noone is forgotten take this "love" and shove it far back up where the sun just doesnt seem to shine I was was the child that sat in the corner waiting for the love of my life to come i kept believing and believing but its nothing more than like santa claus tales tales and more fucking tales im left so cold and frozen from being tossed away again and again it will forever remind me how i ugly i a

Romance And Relationships
Soft kisses and running noses. Sweet promises that only candy can help you pass off of those poisonêd lips. Do you even know if the one who helps powdered your craving is a friend or foe? I guess it doesn't matter, just continue doing that dance that is all but to warming for your hollow soul.

Stupid (a Poem For Rick)
With the upcoming anniversary of the death of a dear loved one, I figured this would be a good way to help cope. Let me know your thoughts. Now you've gone and killed yourself. All we ask is "Why?" Why did you do this to us? All we do is cry. We shall make no more memories of you, But reminice on the ones made in the past. No joy or laughter heard now, Seems like forever we will mourn. Why you took your life that day, All we ask is "Why?" We love you dearly, And miss you so. Why were you so stupid? I guess we'll never know. In loving memory of Richard Charles Frazier February 14,1944 - April 10,1998

Poker League On Yahoo But You Must Have A Webcam To Enter
I have been watching poker and think that it is the sexiest game im fascinated by trying to read your oppenents mind so im going to setup my own league and anyone that has the webcam wich costs 20 dollars at the least for a cheap one is welcome to join....im not talking about strip poker either ugh get your mind out of your ass....

To All Fans, Friends, Family
OK It's OFFICIAL!!! ARMY WIFEZ ARE TOUGHER IS OFFICIALLY LEAVING TO GERMANY APRIL 10th... MY HUSBAND IS ALREADY THERE AND HASN'T HAD MUCH CHANCE TO GET ONLINE SINCE HE GOT THERE SO PLEASE SHOW HIM LOVE... I WILL MISSSSS ALL THOSE I GET THE CHANCE TO SPEAK WITH EVERYDAY!! YOU GUYS ROCK AND I HOPE TO STAY IN TOUCH WHEN I DO GET A CHANCE TO GET MY INTERNET AND WHATNOT HOOKED UP XoXo JESSICA ~*Army.Wifez.are.Tougher*~@ CherryTAP Army Papi 718@ CherryTAP YOU CAN LIKE MY STYLE BUT DON'T COPY... ~2 THAT SHORTY WHO STOLE MY PICS LOLZ XOXO TO MY PUERTO RICO, BRONX, QUEENS, BROOKLYN AND MANHATTAN FAMILY HOLDIN IT DOWN.... I'LL CATCH YA IN 3 YRS LOL!!!! BELOW ARE JUST SOME THAT I GET THE OPPORTUNITY TO TALK WITH ON A REGULAR BASIS... MUCH LOVE TO YOU GUYS AND RESPECT SHOW THEM ALL SOME LOVE XOXO (in no particular orfer) my momz xoxo Latin Diva@ CherryTAP stang u been there through thick & thin and are the greatest please show her some love for reals!! a

Blah Money Problems
When i get a check, the money is already spent. I got my check on Wed, and by saturday i am flat broke. I can not blame it all on gas prices either, as much as i want too. This is all my fault. I hate money sometimes. I feel as though it controls me, makes me spend what i do not have. I feel worthless without it, and a slave too it. I spent most of my money on things that i do not need. What the hell, i tell myself. Do i want to be in debt forever? Do i want to miss money so much, that i almost feel willing to do anything for some more of it? Its the worst drug.

A Hater , Pls Repost!
This person goes around and just rates people 1 on their main photo! Be Careful of her! Get people like her off this site! Why do we go around and send cherry love to have people like this here! makes no sense http://cherrytap.com/user/750173

The Wise Man
6. The Wise Man The wise man tells you Where you have fallen And where you yet may fall - Invaluable secrets! Follow him, follow the way. Let him chasten and teach you and keep you from mischief. The world may hate him. But good men love him. Do not look for bad company Or live with men who do not care. Find friends who love the truth. Drink deeply. Live in serenity and joy. The wise man delights in the truth And follows the law of the awakened. The farmer channels water to his land. The fletcher whittles his arrows. And the carpenter turns his wood. So the wise man directs his mind. The wind cannot shake a mountain. Neither praise nor blame moves the wise man. He is clarity. Hearing the truth, He is like a lake, Pure and tranquil and deep. Want nothing. Where there is desire, Say nothing. Happiness or sorrow - Whatever befalls you, Walk on Untouched, unattached. Do not ask for family or power or wealth, Either for yourself or for another. Can a wi

Jealousy Makes Me Giggle Gets Me Off Actually Wahoooooo
this is the nice shout out i received this morning from this lovely lil girl jazzy@ CherryTAP jazzy: WOW Can u say boob job this was my response ->jazzy: sorry but my boobs r real so bite me but im sure lil girl if u drank more milk ate more protein and maybe got some sun your boobs would grow and maybe become woman size...so hopefully that advice helps u...dont hate me cause i pack a full meal in my boobs..and if u see the ink on my bood hellllo big sign that they are real and did not pop when the ink was put on..Happy Easter Sunshine..xoxo

The Very First Time
Well here goes my blog virginity. Spending Easter just hanging around the house and taking naps here and there. Pretty boring things. I think I need to spice up my CT page. Let me hear your suggestions and I will incorporate as many as I can. I would especially love to here from you ladies.

Female Veterans Slam Va Citing Lack Of Services
Female veterans slam VA citing lack of services Sex abuse, PTSD among problems By Michael Gisick It happened at a Christmas party on a U.S. air base in Germany in 1990. Christin McKinley was a 20-year-old military police officer with the U.S. Air Force, six months out of boot camp and eager to prove herself. In a few weeks, her country and its allies would launch the first Gulf War. She wanted, she says, to be one of the boys. That night, one of the boys, a staff sergeant who was also one of her supervisors, pulled her into a bathroom. She told him no, she says, but he covered her mouth, pinned her down and raped her. Among the growing ranks of female veterans, McKinley, an Albuquerque resident, is disturbingly far from alone. About 3,000 sexual assaults were reported in the military last year, a 24 percent increase over 2005, according to a Department of Defense report issued in mid-March. Of 188 women now being treated through a clinic for post-traumati

Cherry Juice
(This is what CherryTap's Theme song should be.. Exchange the name Pimp for Cherry and this song would work, hehe ) "Cherry Juice" [Intro] One pound for the house, that's all we need baby Just one for the house.. c'mon [Chorus] CHERRY juice - oooooooooh-ooooooooh-hoooooooo I think I need to let it loose (might think I need to let it loose) Let her loose, let her loooooose She only want me for my pimp juice (that's all she want me for f'real) Not my CHERRY juice, I'm talkin new CHERRY juice I think I need to cut her loose (it's time for homegirl to recognize) Yes I do, yes I doooooo-hoooo [Nelly] I'm in that, seventy-four, Coupe DeVille With the, power seats, leather, wood on my wheel One-touch sunroof BUT leave it alone Hoes see it can't believe it - "It's goin back on it's own" Oooooooooooooooh, shit, that's how we do it baby "Every day like this?" Seven dayy-ayyys .. I tell you three-sixty-five Winter spring and fall, in the summer we ride You actin like

Judging Others
Why do people have to judge you by the way you look or act? Why can't they just accept you for who you are? SO what if I dress a little different or if my hair is two colors or if I have lots of black make-up on. I am still a person with feelings. I may look different but I am a nice person or at least I like to think so. If I choose to practice witchcraft, then why not let me do so? Witches are great people too! WE may have a different religion, but this is america, or so I thought. Don't we have the right to choose for ourselves? So if I want to walk down the street in my lil red plaid mini skirt with a black tee and lots of make-up and black thigh high boots then let me do it and don't point and stare and act like fools. Who gave you the right to judge one person when you need to look at yourself first? Let me practice whatever fucking religion I choose and don't try to shove one of yours down my throat.

Private Albums
I am still fairly new to Cherry Tap, and maybe I am just missing the point, but I am very confused about something. There are a lot of people on here that post photos of themselves, or whatever the hell is in these albums, and they are entitled "Only for me," or "For my eyes only, don't ask," or Only I can see these" and the albums are marked as Private. If the posters of these photos are the only ones who will be able to view the photos in these albums, why bother posting them at all? I may sound like a horny, pathetic man, but that is not the case. I just do not see the point in posting pictures on a friend site where everyone looks at the pics that you post, and then pick some of these photos and decide that nobody else can look. If they were that damned private then maybe you shouldn't post them at all. It's childish Mickey Mouse bullshit. The last time I looked this place wasn't called the House Of Mouse, it was called Cherry Tap. Just an observation.

What Has This World Come To
Ok, here is my very first blog ever, and there is just something I want to get out of my mind. Why is it nice guys hardly ever finish, period? I have tried meeting women, gotten to know them, helped them through what some may call a severely hard time in their life, and they then turn around and date a complete asshole just cause he is cute, claiming they could never date you cause you are too good of friends. Why also is it that a woman can never just come out and tell you when there is a problem in the relationship? Why do they feel compelled to cheat on me and then wait several months later before they admit it to me, then also claim they never thought the relationship would have progressed so far. I am really tired of never finishing. Why can't I meet a woman that likes me and can remain loyal? And now once again, I am back on the single market, sitting on a shelf, collecting dust, waiting for someone to find me, like me for who I am, and then take me home into their heart.

Breathe
I can finally breathe, I can finally be At peace with myself, and proud of my life I made it so far, with what little I knew Time has shown me, another way to grow Now I got the knowledge, to go all the way And I’m proud to say, that I’ll I had to do, was pray I asked for forgiveness, I asked for His hand To hold me up, when I knew I couldn’t stand I asked for higher strength, to help me fight addictions Though it all God stood by me, showed me a way outta sin And showed me how much I meant to him Now I can stand on solid ground, an I can do it on my own The only difference now, is that I’m never really alone When struggles come to light, I make the choice To pray to God, for Him to hear my voice And he knows this child’s cry; an I know it to be true Cause I can feel the presence of his hand, breaking though My troubles are mere stepping stones Cause now, I’m never really alone

Space Travel
As shuttle flights and space stations become a part of our modern vocabulary, space travel becomes more accessible. Consequently, dreams of it also are more common. This sort of dream is often simple wish-fulfillment-a desire to see the world from a different perspective. However, it can also be a dream of escape, travel or search. The purpose of the travel is obviously the key to resolving the dream. Another potential scenario for meaning concerns the mode of travel. Are you in a spaceship, or in something more familiar (like your car)? Dreaming of space travel is a very exploratory opportunity. It can also mean that you are lost or are groping for something in a vast vacuum. Did you want to be in outer space in your dream or did you simply find yourself there? Did you feel safe being there?

Define Real
If someone agrees something exists, then it becomes "real". How does one define "real"? Real is something you can touch, feel, see, smell, hear..? Is something NOT real when noone else can see it? I have become so angry with closed-minded people because they won't believe in something because they have been brainwashed by society, family, teachers, themselves... My oh my. The "voices" in your head are very real, but it's because you are crazy or need sleep, or less stress, right? Has anyone stopped to think that these voices may be something collected in your head subliminally from the past? What about maybe a past life? Do you ever recognize these voices? How and why do you hear them? ARE they real? And why do they go away when you try and focus on them or a specific voice (maybe after you hear one of them say your name..)? What about the idea that you are hearing the future, or the present, and not something already done? (Why would you ever analyze this after beeing laughed at fo

Friendship
~~ Friendship ~~ Many people will walk in and out of your life. But only true friends will leave footprints in your heart. To handle yourself, use your head; To handle others, use your heart. Anger is only one letter short of danger. If someone betrays you once, it is his fault; If he betrays you twice, it is your fault. Great minds discuss ideas; Average minds discuss events; Small minds discuss people. He, who loses money, loses much; He, who loses a friend, loses much more; He, who loses faith, loses all. Beautiful young people are accidents of nature. Learn from the mistakes of others. You can't live long enough to make them all yourself. Friends, you and me...... You brought another friend ... And then there were 3 . We started our group .. Our circle of friends..... There is no beginning or end .... Yesterday is history. Tomorrow is mystery. Today is a gift. Hugs Trouble

Who Profits From Drugs?
Here is a video that shows what the War on Drugs is really about. The first couple of minutes are in Dutch, but the rest is English. Check it out at: http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=864268000924014458&hl=en

Last Nights Fun!!!
So my birthday is this week and we decided to celibrate in grand fassion after learning that some friends were throwing a party at a Club Temptations in Dayton. Off we went last night on the long drive to a fun little joint we havent been to in quite some time. hen we got there it was quote packed so we dropped off our coats and bag in a locker, stowed out booze in the cooler opened up a couple and started to cruse the floor chatting with some friends, and seeing some that we had not seen for some time. After about an hour we just could not wait any longer to leave the group and head to the greatest part of the facility, the pool and hot tub! We headed back to the lockers stripped grabbed our towels and headed to the hot tub. Temptations has a heated pool, and a hot tub that seats 30+. When we got there there was only two other couples there and we slid in and enjoyed the watter and conversation for a bit. Our passions started to burn, allong with our bodies in the hot water so we slid

List Of Canadian Casualty's
Since 2002, 53 Canadian soldiers and one diplomat have been killed in Afghanistan. Here is a list of the deaths: 2002 April 17 — Sgt. Marc Leger, Cpl. Ainsworth Dyer, Pte. Richard Green and Pte. Nathan Smith, killed when U.S. F-16 fighter mistakenly bombed Canadians. 2003 Oct. 2 — Sgt. Robert Short and Cpl. Robbie Beerenfenger, killed in roadside bombing. 2004 Jan. 27 — Cpl. Jamie Murphy, killed in suicide bombing while on patrol. 2005 Nov. 24 — Pte. Braun Woodfield, killed when his armoured vehicle rolled over. 2006 Jan. 15 — Glyn Berry, British-born Canadian diplomat, killed in suicide bombing. March 2 — Cpl. Paul Davis and Master Cpl. Timothy Wilson, killed when their armoured vehicle ran off road. March 29 — Pte. Robert Costall, killed in firefight with Taliban. April 22 — Cpl. Matthew Dinning, Bombardier Myles Mansell, Lt. William Turner and Cpl. Randy Payne, killed when their G-Wagon destroyed by roadside bomb. May 17 — Capt. Nichola Goddard, an ar

5 Worst Movies Ever!!!!!
Ok so I saw Turistas last nite and this worthless excuse for a "movie" Inspired me to make the 5 worst movies I've ever seen!!!! This strictly based on my point of view and opinions so if I list a movie you like don't get mad at me. 5. Turistas! This was a waste of time to watch. There was no story line what so ever in this movie or maybe it was too simple for me to comprehend? I'm not sure. I wasn't expecting this movie to be good by all means. I did expect it however to have possibly maybe some good looking gore cause I watched the so called "unrated version" Now I have no idea what the fuck was so unrated about it. I would have hated seeing the theatrical version! There was only one scene in the entire movie where there was gore and it was nothing! Why must Hollywood deceive and disappoint me so! 4. Haunted highway! So you would think it takes place of a highway right. No no no no it's about this dude who is in love with another woman so he kills his wife (Ver

Over You
Now that it's all said and done, I can't believe you were the one To build me up and tear me down, Like an old abandoned house. What you said when you left Just left me cold and out of breath. I fell too far, was in way too deep. Guess I let you get the best of me. Well, I never saw it coming. I should've started running A long, long time ago. And I never thought I'd doubt you, I'm better off without you More than you, more than you know. I'm slowly getting closure. I guess it's really over. I'm finally getting better. And now I'm picking up the pieces. I'm spending all of these years Putting my heart back together. 'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through, I got over you. You took a hammer to these walls, Dragged the memories down the hall, Packed your bags and walked away. There was nothing I could say. And when you slammed the front door shut, A lot of others opened up, So did my eyes so I could see That you never were the best for me. Well,

Saw A Great Show
I just got back from seeing the Live show of "The Lord of the Dance". It was the best live show i have ever seen. If you get the chance to see it then I suggest that yo do. It was very entertaining and the music and dancing was superb.

Darrell Waltrip
Darrell Waltrip: Broadcast Analyst, FOX Sports Birthdate: February 5, 1947 Birthplace: Owensboro, Ky. Residence: Franklin, Tenn. Wife: Stevie Daughter: Jessica, 9/17/87 Daughter: Sarah, 8/25/92 Carrer Highlights Bill France Award of Excellence - 2000 NASCAR Winston Cup Champion - 1981, 1982, 1985 Most Popular Driver Award - 1989, 1990 NASCAR Winston Cup Illustrated Person of the Year - 1997 American Driver of the Year - 1979, 1981, 1982 NASCAR Driver of the Decade - 1980s National Motorsports Press Ass'n Driver of the Year - 1977, 1981, 1982 Auto Racing Digest Driver of the Year - 1981, 1981, 1982 Tennessee Professional Athlete of the Year - 1979 Career Brief: Starting his driving career in go-karts at age 12, Darrell Waltrip entered his first stock car race just four short years later. Waltrip and his father built a 1936 Chevrolet coupe and headed to a local dirt track near their Owensboro, Ky., home. The first night out was far from a success as

My Wife Died.
It's been 2 and 1/2 weeks since my wife died and I miss her SO much I think I'm going to go insane. We met on the steps of our high school on a January day, I think it was the 12th, we were 15 years old and we were together ever since. She would've had her 50th birthday the 27th of this month. Cathy had a small stroke, a TIA, October 26 and lost some vision in her right eye. Then 90 days later in January she had another one this one was worse. It affected her speech and right arm. Our local hospital sent her to Barnes Hospital in St.Louis, Mo. and while they were checking on the damage done by the stroke a CAT scan showed a tumor in her neck. Now she had recovered almost 100% from the stroke but another CAT scan showed tumors on both sides of the neck, left collar bone, bronchi in the lungs, stomach, liver and lymph nodes. Her cancer fell into the 15% that can't be identified as to where it started (occult primary)but we suspected the stomach. She came home for a week then we met with

Ummm, Yeah...that Was A Bad Day.
So, here I am, just sitting here. Yep. I hate just about everything right now. I havent woken up in three days cause I've yet to acctually sleep. I think I broke something important last night, but I dont remember how, or what I broke. I have consumed entierly too many energy drinks this week for any sane, healthy individual. I might have died a few days ago, but if I did, no one's acctually let me in on it, its just a feeling I have right now. I hate feeling. Because feeling hurts, and I hate that shit. If I could, I would destroy your world, because all its ever brought me is pain. Your world sucks, and I would love to burn it down. Maybe someday I will. If I can somehow figure out how to get this damn ghost to leave me alone long enough to compleate my death beam. Oop's. Forget I mentioned said beam of death, its not copyrighted yet. I really have to get on that. Anyway, I hope something good happens in like the next 24 hours, or I'm going to either stab someone, or myself. For real

Untitled #2
I wake up in the morning. It's sunny out. Not a cloud in the sky. I go and grab the newspaper noticing that my fiance is already gone. So I walk back in the bedroom and fall asleep. i wake up when i feel a kiss on my check thinking its my cat i try to shoo it away, and then i feel a hand on my back. I jump up not knowing who it was. And its my fiance. Waiting for me to go into the shower with him. It's midnight so I get up, go to the bathroom get undressed and he is already in the shower. I get into the hot steamy water, pulling back out from the heat but he insists that i come in. So i get back in the shower making sure the water barely hits me. I turn around to get my shampoo so i can wash my hair and he starts to hold me. Caressing my body. Gently touching my breasts. He starts to play with my hair. I turn around and give him a kiss. A passionate kiss. i turn off the water from the shower we get out and he carries me to the bedroom with my legs wrapped around his waste. He sets

Vinnie Paul Loses Hockey Bet To Nickelback's Chad Kroeger.......... Plus Family Values Tour Dates!!!!!!
The two men share more than music...hockey fans through and through, they each bet on their respective home team for the NHL's Western Conference quarterfinals; Chad (Kroeger) for the Vancouver Canucks and Vinnie (Paul) for his beloved Dallas Stars, with the winner receiving a brand spankin' new pair of cowboy boots. It's a good thing Vinnie lives in Dallas where he'll have a wide selection of boots to pick from for Chad. If he's awake yet after last night's deciding game in which Vancouver defeated Dallas 4-1 to move on to play the Anaheim Ducks in the NHL's Western Conference Semi-Finals, Vinnie is probably at his favorite bootery right now picking out a pair (one size too small) for Chad. Nickelback continues their 5xPlatinum run with "All the Right Reasons," along with what seems like a non-stop tour schedule. Vinnie and the Hellyeah boys are gearing up for their Spring "Fire It Up" tour in conjunction with their self-titled debut release that had the highest debut chart p

The Flame
Theres a flame that burns on the edge of town It keeps all the secrets that I tell It only gets bigger with time And I feel Im coming out of my shell That is how this game is played We fall and then we fade But for now Im free from the reasoning you believe in Dont throw this in my face, dont even Like slamming into a wall painted a windex color Diving into my head you may see me undercover Finding a craving for things you might kill me for Laughing as you throw the pearls on the floor Hostility can be a good thing when justified But the way you run has me mistified No free time for me if you wanna see what Im made of Underneath this skin there are things you are afraid of For the sake of it all dont rub my wounds with delicate pages Torn from the words of crumbling old sages

Three Ways To Kill Mold Naturally
Three Ways to Kill Mold Naturally By Annie B. Bond, author of Home Enlightenment (Rodale, 2005). A proliferation of mold and mildew can be the hallmark of hot and humid summers. I have a friend who has green mold growing on the shoes in her closet! A humidifier might be the best help for her, but there are also three natural materials that can be used as a spray to kill mold and mildew. They are all an excellent substitute for less environmentally safe bleach. Learn these three tricks for killing mold and mildew. One of these you most likely already have in your kitchen cupboard: Over the years I have found three natural ingredients that kill mold: tea tree oil (an essential oil found in most health food stores), grapefruit seed extract, and vinegar. There are pros and cons of each, but all three work. Vinegar is by far the cheapest. Tea tree oil is expensive, but it is a broad spectrum fungicide and seems to kill all the mold families it contacts. The problem is that it has

How Could??
The 2 people who loved and wanted us as their own.....deserve only the best ,when they have given us the BEST of everything in Life.They taught us to love and be loved..taught us RESPECT & to treat others how we'd like to be treated. Yet..you don't have a clue what the word respect IS. You're ignorant to little old ladies..abusive to people who love you. WHY????? You make it SO hard to love you...when you treat us ALL like shit.We have done so much for you,wanting only respect in return.You do things for others only when it will benefit you.Why does it only matter how you feel?? The world has treated you badly??? No..You are responsible for YOU.Your life IS what YOU have made it. Out of greed. You Always said "The person who dies w/ the most toys wins"...The toys you have don't even belong to you.They may be in your possesion.Have they made you 'happy" ? Now our parents' will die with nothing..because they are losing everything they have worked hard for. I wish I could undo you

My Three Mistakes
MY THREE MISTAKES Your once hazel eyes are now so god damned transparent.. Your true intentions have now become so fucking apparant. Look me right in the eye you piece of shit and lie to me.. Ill look right back at your sorry ass and pretend to believe. In a place where the butterflies once fluttered inside... Has been replaced with feelings of disgust that I chose not to hide. Im tired ...This game to me has now grown old... That once warm feeling has now turned so fucking cold. The day I laid eyes upon you I knew it was a fucking mistake.. But against all odds I chanced it..The FIRST mistake I would make. The words you spewed to me all of which were untrue... I ate them right up..stupid me. MISTAKE NUMBER TWO This dissidence is too much for me to take.. Deep down I knew you were just a big fucking fake.. I hope you fucking read this and take a glimpse into my soul... Then figure out how a heart so full of love can turn black as coa

Update
well as the month seems to come to an end all to quick I am getting ready to move. I am moving to El Dorado around the end of May. I have decided that i have way to much shit. It has been a nightmare packing. Things are really starting to turn around in my life. My ex husband finally went to prison and he lost his rights to his children. So it has been a wonderful week for me. I was so excited to not be freshmeat anymore and want to thank everyone for there help. Talk to everyone laterz and hope you have a great weekend!!!!! Love Ya Victoria

The Bitter Truth
The Bitter Truth You say one thing Yet you mean another You try to be up front While hiding beneath a cover Why are you so selfish? And why so ignorant? What exactly does life mean to you Or should I say, meant? I've never known someone so fake Someone who can't speak the truth Someone so terribly insecure Someone so cruel, someone like you Why did you have to be like this You started off quite fine You would always say how much you care I guess that was just another "line" I just sit around and remember Of how much I used to enjoy your name And how I so dearly loved To play your little game But now finally I know That you aren't at all what I thought And its a damn shame too, Because I hoped so much for you, a lot

A Parent's Worse Fear
I went to a party, and remembered what you said. You told me not to drink, Mom so I had a sprite instead. I felt proud of myself, the way you said I would, that I didn't drink and drive, though some friends said I should. I made a healthy choice, and your advice to me was right as the party finally ended, and the kids drove out of sight. I got into my car, sure to get home in one piece, I never knew what was coming, Mom something I expected least. Now I'm lying on the pavement, and I hear the policeman say, The kid that caused this wreck was drunk,Mom, His voice seems far away. My own blood's all around me, as I try hard not to cry. I can hear the paramedic say, This girl is going to die. I'm sure the guy had no idea, while he was flying high, because he chose to drink and drive, now I would have to die. So why do people do it, Mom knowing that it ruins lives? And now the pain is cutting me, like a hundred stabbing knives. Tell sister not to be afraid, Mom

Ask Away
I posted this blog so my friends can ask me questions about anything & everything...can be a question about myself or if you are just seeking advice about something. so ask away... Disclamier: All answers are based on my opionions so I can't promise that you will like them ;)

Help Her Out U Guys
she always participates in contests and helps others out yet i dont see many come to help her out in those contests..she is a great person now lets show our cherrytap love and help her out in this contest thanks alot..love my cherries xoxo

Only Friends For Now
www.hostdrjack.com I loved you with all of my heart, I wanted noone but you. I just wanted to be close to you because it felt so good to be close to the woman i thought loved me lol. Everytime you would even touch me it just felt so good, even if it wasnt intimatley. It felt so good to be touched by you because noone has ever touched my heart the way u did. Even my earsfelt eat when i heard u speak because ur voice is so beautiful, you made my eyes feel very good to. My heart iis so big and so vast you were very lucky to be the only woman in my heart. It stinks that my heart will always be urs, but thats what i vowed to do i vowed to loe you till I die. I have the unique capabilty of giving my heart to another woman though. My heart is just to big and to vast for one woman. Only if that woman threw it out the window on the highway as u were going back to grandmas lol. You always will have my heart because that is where love exist and i promised to love you till i di

School
SO i have been meaning to write about this but wow sooooooooo busy .... finding my self up at 545 am each morning and in classes form 8-4 but thne i stay longer and somedays having a night block its pretty wild lol ..... but amazing being i am doing something i love ..... but who new when i was taking sound design io would find out i need to start with Physics .... then we will do electircal work lol .... me being like an electrican kinda funny thought but none the less i will be doing it .... i will become a programer and learn to write my own programs b/c if i work on game sound i need to know how lol .... i will be an Engineer and this was something i had not so much expected ... but am way happy to learn so happy ... studing hard i just woke up form my nap so i have a fresh head to go thur my next few hoursw lol but i am truly happy doing this and i start Pro tools 2moro witch is the back bone of all sound design i cant wait ... ohh ohh ohhhh and i am going with my dad sho

Free For All Bomber Competition
OK.. I HAVE ENTERED THE FAMILY IN A BOMBER FAMILY COMPETITION... WE WILL HOPEFULLY BE BACKED BY SHADY, KMA, AND THE C,C,B, UAO, AND ELITE.. I HOPE!! WE WILL WIN THIS!! SO PLEASE.. ADD THE MAN.. AND GET READY TO GO TO WORK... IF YOU DONT HAVE A SALUTE..YOU CANNOT BOMB..IF YOU DONT ADD HIM YOU CANT BOMB... IF YOU CANT BOMB...WE CANT WIN!!! SO COME ON.. WE GET A 30 DAY BLAST AND A 7 DAY BLAST!! Jokers_Wild - Diary Of A Mad Trucker ‡± You Dont Have To Like Me But You Will Respect Me‡@ CherryTAP THIS IS STR8 FROM THE CONTEST HOLDERS BLOG... The Contest Will Start at 7 PM Central on May 12th Thru May 19th 7 Pm Central The Bombfest Family List are as follows. 1. RAWR Family 2. ALLEGIANCE Group ( Confeds and Patriotics ) 3. TEXAS Bombers 4. GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY BOMB SQUAD 5. BOMBSHELL&GRENADE LAUNCHERS POSSE Prizes Any family with a minimum of 2000 WILL Receive a 3 Day Blast for participating to promote Their Family, The Winning Family will Win a 30 Day Blast Inste

Ravens Need Help!!!
Okay Ravens!!! I have decided to run a blog also!!! I will not make new ones but I will update this one daily!!! I am going off of Raven's pick of the day!!! IF YOU HAVEN'T ALREADY HEARD J WAS IN A HORRIBLE CAR ACCIDENT AND THAT IS WHY HE ISN'T HERE. NOTHING WILL MAKE HIM HAPPIER THAN FOR US TO STICK TOGETHER AND REMAIN STRONG SO LETS HELP EACH OTHER OUT AND ACT THE WAY A FAM IS SUPPOSED TO!!!!!! XOXO, ALYCAT *******PICK OF THE DAY (bomb the hell outta it)******** THIS CONTEST IS RATES AND 1 COMMENT ONLY!!! PLEASE TAKE 2 MINUTES OF YOUR TIME AND RATE IT!!! RAVENS THESE ARE THE ONLY CONTESTS I KNOW OF PLEASE GET WITH ME IF I AM FORGETTING YOU... ALSO, IF YOU DO NOT HAVE ME ON YAHOO SHOUT BOX ME OR SEND ME A PM AND I'LL GET YOU THAT INFO TOO... LOVE YOU ALL

How I Am Doing.. Come See
WELL THIS YEAR HAS BEEN A BLESSING.. I HAVE 2 BEAUTIFUL DAUGHTERS THAT ARE RECIEVING AWESOME GRADES AND ARE ON HONOR ROLL.. GOT GREAT NEW FRIENDS HERE.. AND FINALLY GOT A PROMOTION @ WORK, I AM SO HAPPY TO SEE THAT I AM WELCOMED IN ALMOST ANY STATE IN THE U.S. OF A !! AND I AM VERY LUCKY TO HAVE A CAR THAT IS GONNA LAST ME AND MY GIRLS ARE VERY LONG TIME.. SINGLE AND STILLL LOOKING.. ANY COMMENTS? PLZ FEEL FREE TO ADD

If You Cant Stand Behind 'em, Stand In Front Of 'em!
what the title means... well if you can't support our troops.. then go fight for them and bring the troops home.... here is why i say this... Today, i went to lunch like always.... I wasnt really hungry today, so i stopped at the Diamond Shamrock at the corner of Burnet Rd and Longhorn drive, to get a couple of Black Cherry Vanilla Cokes and a pack of cigs. Well i wore my chamoflauge khakis and a t-shirt that said operation coalition forces. Operation Iraqi Freedom. This shirt was bought for me like 4 years ago by my ex husband while he was in Iraqi. Yes i love this shirt. well, i got to the counter, and a middle eastern decent lady was behind the counter. she read my shirt, and her WHOLE demeanor changed. She threw my cigs at me, didnt want to take my money, didnt offer me a bag, shoved my cokes where one about tipped over, and the dirtiest look i have ever seen. I never in my life wanted to grabbed someone over the counter. I know those people work hard just to earn a dollar,

Yea...
I will be taking a break from CT .. I will check my email n such but im tired of all the fucken Bullshit. I came here to get away from my real drama and I came to find more crap here than in real life. I will miss those of you who i have built good friendships with, jus know you are amazing and I love the fuck oughtta you..you have my cell # and IM to contact me... lixx Chita

The Heavenly Cat
Once upon a time, there was a cat who died. When she got to heaven, God asked her how she liked being on earth. She told the Lord that it was awful, she had to sleep in cold back alleys where there was no food and life was hard. God told her that he was sorry it had had turned out that way but here, in heaven, she would be happy and He would give her the most comfortable, warm pillow to sleep on. The cat laid down upon the pillow and was happy. A few days later, about a dozen mice that came to heaven together and God asked them how they had liked earth. Earth was no better for them than it was the cat. They explained to God that it was tough and exhausting and their feet were worn out from always running from cats and dogs and people. God felt bad for the mice and decided to give them rollerskates. One day God sees the cat again and asked her how she was liking heaven. She explained that it was absolutely wonderful. The pillow he gave her was the most comfortable place that sh

Chinese Proverb-death And Dying
See in what peace a Christian can die. ~ Joseph Addison ~ I'm not afraid to die, I just don't want to be there when it happens. ~ Woody Allen ~ There are three kinds of death in this world. There's heart death, there's brain death, and there's being off the network. ~ Guy Almes ~ A dying man needs to die, as a sleepy man needs to sleep, and there comes a time when it is wrong, as well as useless, to resist. ~ Steward Alsop ~ Your lost friends are not dead, but gone before, advanced a stage or two upon that road which you must travel in the steps they trod. ~ Aristophanes ~ Nothing that is really good and God-like dies. ~ Ernest Moritz Arndt ~ Truth sits upon the lips of dying men. ~ Matthew Arnold ~ The words of a dead man are modified in the guts of the living. ~ W. H. Auden ~ I do not believe that any man fears to be dead, but only the stroke of death. ~ Francis Bacon ~ When one by one our ties are torn, and frie

A Letter From God: Caroline Morrison
Will you ever again wear a smile or sit with me and talk awhile? Will you ever again need me so bad that you would give up all you ever had? Will you take my hand and fly away beyond the stars forever to stay? Will you ever again love me like befor and want me so bad forever more? Will you wisper in my ear your dreams and bare the emptyness, though it seems the world would cave, and we will have to part for a little while? But, it will never happen as long as you have my heart.

Attractive Test
Subject: Attractive Test Message: Would you make out with me? [] Hell Yeah [] Yes [] No [] Maybe [] Hell No Would you sleep with me? [] Hell Yeah [] Yes [] No [] Maybe [] Hell No Am I attractive? [] Gorgeous [] Hott []Cutie [] Average [] Okay [] Ugly As Fuck! Do you think I'm a virgin? [] Hell Yeah [] Yes [] No [] Maybe [] Hell No Name three things you would like to do to me... 1. 2. 3. I look like.. [] A Player [] One Nigh Stand [] Next Boyfriend/Girlfriend [] A Friend [] A friend With Benefits [] A Possibility [] A Fucking Loser If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Hell Yeah [] Yes [] No [] Maybe [] Hell No Would you rather.. [] Hook Up With Me [] Cuddle With Me [] Date Me [] Friends [] Friends With Benefits On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. [] 1 [] 2 [] 3 [] 4 [] 5 [] 6 [] 7 [] 8 [ ] 9 [] 10 What would you want me to be to you? [] Friend [] A Possible Girlfriend/Boyfriend [] Friend With Benefits []

When U Lose Someone Close
when u lose someone close to your heart and u must learn to move on without them in your life but always remember they are not really gone because they are in your heart always and always remember how much they loved you and the memories that u cheerios is a good feeling to have yes they are gone but will always be with u always thought the love u shared the stories and mommies and that u will always have to pass down to your kids and remember them as they were not as they was and remember they are always with u.

May 16
A friend offers you unsolicited advice, but there might be a kernel of wisdom hidden in there. Keep your ears peeled. While it's impossible to judge this situation from the inside, an outside perspective could help you out.

I Feel Vindicated
for once something has gone my way in reference to my asshole middle brother the jerk made me go to trial for my order of protection application he couldn't accept that he is putting my family in danger by his actions. I could not put up with any more the the felons coming out of my garage in the morning the fear of the police raiding my home with threats of them taking the house away and being on the streets. My mother is so co dependent and allowed it to go on so long but in her current health she proved over and over that she can not make decisions for her self and i had to make a proactive choice and its done. My brother a drug addict and drunk and has abused both since he was in his teens his brain is fried and because of my mother never took responsibility for his actions. he never was a adult in anyway. he's a coward and runs away from any thing that he should be doing like sharing in helping his mother that burden is left to me and my younger brother. we have always su

Myspace
heyy what up everyone. thank you all. im really new at this, i just joined 10 mins ago and i already have a million people leaving messages and comments.. lol anywaysss... i also have a myspace, feel free to check it out, its sweet and i have more pics!! www.myspace.com/BriiBabie dont be shy =) my aim screen name is gangstababie6x9

So Stoked!
BAM! in your face ;o) I'm gettin more ink done (finally) this Saturday!!! I'm way excited- finally going to get the piece on my back finished (the dove for my dad) and i couldnt be happier! after five fuddin years it will be complete! Ill post a pic after its all done ;o)

Longing For My Dark Prince
I can smell your fear as your blood courses through your veins; I draw nearer so as to breathe it all in, your heart now beating faster in your chest. I reach out and touch your face and run my fingers down your neck. The touch of my could hand sends chills dawn your spine but you are powerless to move. I could drink you dry but no, I am not just looking for a meal tonight. I am looking for my prince, my eternal companion. I can feel you shudder as I sink my teeth into your neck. As I drink you in you bring me new life, new hope. I will never be alone again.

Awakened By A Flood
my sleeping came at a time most consider the next day, all of a sudden i was in a world free of pain and full of life and happiness, you were there, i held you, you were proud, we laughed, you were gone, and i was awakened by a flood of my own tears glogging my eyes, mouth and nose, i love when you visit in my dreams.. it really hurts when you leave... it seems that as i lie awake in my pitiful state, i cant seem to stop the shudder and shake i can never put you in the back of my dreams cause every time im torn at the seems i wish i could be a dad have son you could see but god did not have that plan for me.. so now i write this awakened by a flood

2 More Busted On May 20, 2007
**DJ Devil Witch** AKA Adopt a soldier@ CherryTAP **DJ DEVIL WITCH**HOT COP ON THE JOB YOUR BUSTED!! NOW PULL OVER!! THESE PEOPLE HAVE BEEN PULLED OVER!! In order to be BUSTED!! you need to have an awesome profile, kind and nice, very few (NSFW) photos, NO "FAN ME" on your profile, must have a SALUTE, and not a drama queen. (DO NOT MESSAGE ME!!!!!). If you fit this you will be placed in MY BLOG with your link, for people to add you. Also a BULLETIN will be posted daily about all the busted people. MEN AND WOMEN ♥ HeAtHeR ~ DiZzY's ~ WoOd ♥@ CherryTAP Ronnie *WildMan* - Bodyguard to all the CherryTap Ladies@ CherryTAP

Dreaming While Awake
Cut my flesh and peel away All that is within all the hate Pour out my soul release the flame My light burns, but only in vain No Limits for me that define All that was from time to time Here i drip life flowing down My blood forgets, as it falls out Inside my eyes tears that will never come finally it ends and there is release my life now begins as I cease.

I've Come To An Odd Conclusion
I don't look at... well, looks, very often. This site's doing bad things to me. I'm 'rating' pictures and people... talking to people based on their pictures (mostly because no one bothers to put anything in their profile). It's really weird. I feel out of my element. I find myself saying "he's cute, she's cute, I'll add them... wait a second what am I saying?" I also have that weird thing going on where people keep, for some REALLY ODD REASON that I can't figure out, finding me attractive. I think they may have caught some bug similar to the one I caught. I don't know how to react. People out here in the real world don't find me attractive. Maybe I'm just not attractive when I move. Or maybe it's that I'm not attractive when I start rambling on, like this. Or maybe I'm just that good of a photoshopper, in which case I'll ask now if anyone would like to pay me for a photoshopping job or two? Hehehe... (That's the other thing, I have a hard time portraying my humor on

Why Women Go To The Bathroom In Pairs
This is just too funny! So true! When you have to visit a public bathroom, you usually find a line of women, so you smile politely and take your place. Once it's your turn, you check for feet under the stall doors. Every stall is occupied. Finally, a door opens and you dash in, nearly knocking down the woman leaving the stall. You get in to find the door won't latch. It doesn't matter, the wait has been so long you are about to wet your pants! The dispenser for the modern "seat covers" (invented by someone's Mom, no doubt) is handy, but empty. You would hang your purse on the door hook, if there was one, but there isn't - so you carefully, but quickly drape it around your neck, (Mom would turn over in her grave if you put it on the FLOOR!), yank down your pants, and assume "The Stance." In this position your aging, toneless thigh muscles begin to shake. You'd love to sit down, but you certainly hadn't taken time to wipe the seat or lay toilet paper on it, so you

My Heart Has Mended And Pain Is Forever Gone.
My phone died last night But this Shocked the hell out of me. I'm trying so hard not to cry... Cause i need to be strong.. Iceblueeyez, (My Boyfreind) Got into a car-accident, His Mustang is totaled, and He's in pretty bad shape. I Promised I would not cry and I would be strong, and everything will be okay. My heart shuttered of that frighting Shock. Like this nightmare would end... But It wasn't a nightmare it was real. I will be strong and I will never forget that He told me " I love you..." and i said it back.. My heart runs of Happieness and I will always remember he Says You are beautiful Rogue, My accent drives him wild. But I finally snaped out of My daze. I Love Lee and nothing is ever going to change that. Rogue

She Said Yes!!!
This evening I officially proposed to Victoria and we are going to make our happy union legal! Thanks to Lost Cherry/Cherry Tap We found each other here and our relationship blossomed into the love we share today and only grows as each day passes more and more. We have been putting it off due to some legal issues regarding probate, guardianship and other things Victoria had going on, but the longer things drag on, the more sense it makes to avoid any future possible problems by getting a piece of paper signed by a stranger to avoid such issues in the future. Some say the third time’s a charm and she hooked into the eternal bachelor. Imagine that!!! There is so much to do but the plan is to have a simple civil ceremony on June 4th. We had already “jumped the broomstick” but once that piece of paper states we are “Officially Husband and Wife” we will be looking into a unique Handfasting Ceremony to celebrate or love for each other with family and friends. I want to

My First Kiss
I was 12, in 7th grade, and my friends all had boyfriends. It's not that I was a late bloomer in liking guys, I was just a bit shy and not really one of the pretty girly girls like my friends were... I was more of the tomboy in the bunch. I didn't go shopping for clothes and paint my nails I set bushes on fire and smoked cigarettes. One night my girly, but also deviant, friend Tara was over and she was on the phone with her boyfriend whom I had never met. She told me he had a friend that wanted a girlfriend and convinced me to talk to him. After about 10 minutes on the phone with him he asked me to be his girlfriend and said he wanted to come over and meet me. I was hesitant but said okay because I had never had a boyfriend and wanted one. Tara ended up inviting the guys over to my parents' house that night and they showed up somewhere around 3AM, far after my parents had gone to sleep. My new boyfriend, supposedly 16, walked in wearing a leather jacket, an american flag bandana and ti

Love You!(this For My Real Freinds In Ct)
Hugssssssssssssss Love ya.. One day a woman's husband died, and on that clear, cold morning, in the warmth of their bedroom, the wife was struck with the pain of learning that sometimes there isn't anymore. No more hugs, no more special moments to celebrate together, no more phone calls just to chat, no more "just one minute." Sometimes, what we care about the most gets all used up and goes away, never to return before we can say good-bye, say "I love you." So while we have it . It's best we love it and care for it and fix it when it's broken and heal it when it's sick. This is true for marriage ... and old cars .. and children with bad report cards and dogs with bad hips and aging parents and grandparents. We keep them because they are worth it, because we are worth it. Some things we keep -- like a best friend who moved away or a classmate we grew up with. There are just some things that make us happy, no

Barely Republican :)
You Are 56% Republican You aren't a full fledged Republican yet, but it's probably the party that fits you best. You probably consider yourself an independent Republican. You usually support the party, but you also think for yourself! How Republican Are You?

Shit
Got my first tat the other day!! I lost my virginity!!! I was so freaking scared when my best bud kat went and took me but it was all ok because she was there. It didn't really hurt. I don't have a pic of it yet but i soon will as soon as i can get a cam because i lost mine at the park with nate. It freakin sucks because i wanted to get more pics and put them up. Oh well steve said he is going to get me another one soon since he is workin.

Ultimate Contest Rules
ULTIMATE CONTEST RULES 1 - CONTEST DUE TO START AT 12 NOON UK TIME 4TH JUNE SO LONG AS THERE IS A MINIMUM OF 10 ENTRIES RECIEVED. 2 - ALL PPL ENTERING MUST HAVE VERIFIED SALUTE PIC. 3 - PIC MUST BE OF PERSON ENTERING. 4 - ANYONE CAN COMMENT INCLUDING THE PERSON WHOSE PIC IT IS. 5 - NO SCRIPTS OR BLASTERS ALLOWED....ANY EVIDENCE OF THIS eg:- MULTIPLE SAME COMMENTS OR BLANK COMMENTS OR SAME RANDOM COMMENTS ON A CIRCUIT WILL CAUSE THE PIC INVOLVED TO BE INSTANTLY DELETED, I HAVE A COMMENT BLASTER MYSELF SO I KNOW WHAT TO LOOK FOR LOL. 6 - THE WINNER WILL BE DETERMINED BY THE PICTURE THAT HAS THE MOST COMMENTS AT THE CLOSE OF THE CONTEST ON 21ST JUNE AT 12 NOON UK TIME. 7 - DUE TO MANY PPL LIVING IN DIFFERENT TIME ZONES IT IS YOUR RESPONSIBILITY TO WORK OUT YOUR OWN TIME ZONE STARTING POINT, THERE IS A UK CLOCK ON MY PROFILE FOR YOU TO DO THIS. 8 - IF THE WINNING PIC DOES NOT REACH THE MINIMUM AMOUNT OF 50,000 COMMENTS BY CLOSE OF CONTEST THEN CONTEST WILL BE EX

Reach
And when God reminds you you are not alone He has been there all the time You sit in silence in the awe that reigns For who are you That He should send His love your way? In humility you bow your head and say the first of many prayers pieces fall in place once scattered upon the winds You are amazed, that He loves and remembers you in your little place. Faith as fragile as gossamer is stronger than the letters possess. I cannot remember, and I cannot forget the wash of grace You give, accept me; as I am all I have for you.

Well, That's A First And A Second
"You've received 180 points just for being online!" I see twice tonight for the first time (reminding me of that Punch cartoon, "You wait forever for a Horseman of the Apocalypse and then four arrive at once")

Gone For A Week
As some of may know, my father has not been well over the past few months. Well, he passed away this morning. It was peaceful, and really, it's for the best. He was suffering. Anyway, I have to leave town, probably tomorrow; Tuesday morning at the latest. I'll be online for tonight, but once I head out, I won't be back on here until next weekend. Eat a peach

Ok A Switch-what's For Dessert Kidd-o's
Chocolate Volcano Brownie 1 (21.5-ounce) package brownie mix 2 1/2 cups Ocean Spray® Fresh or Frozen Cranberries 1 cup granulated sugar 3/4 cup water 2 tablespoons cornstarch 2 tablespoons water 2 tablespoons salted peanuts, coarsely chopped 1/3 cup hot fudge topping, slightly warm 1. Preheat oven to directions on brownie package. Grease a 9 1/4-inch quiche pan and an 8 x 8-inch square pan. 2. Prepare brownies as directed on package. Spoon HALF of the batter evenly in the quiche pan and the other half evenly in the square pan. Bake about 20 minutes or until a tooth-pick inserted into the center of the brownie comes out clean. Cool completely. 3. Combine cranberries, sugar and water in a medium saucepan. Bring to a boil, stirring occasionally. Reduce heat and gently boil for about 10 minutes, stirring occasionally. 4. Combine cornstarch and water in a small bowl. Add to saucepan, whisking until thickened. Chill thoroughly. 5. Cut HALF of the brownies in t

Beef Enchilada Ingredients
Beef Enchilada Ingredients This recipe calls for: Chili (click here for chili recipe) 3 Tablespoons Chili Powder 1 1/2 teaspoon Cumin Powder 3/4 teaspoon Garlic Powder 1 1/2 teaspoon salt 4 Tablespoons Corn Oil 6 Tablespoons Flour 4 1/2 Cups Water 20 Corn Tortillas Cheddar Cheese Velveeta Onion Beef Enchilada Equipment Beef Enchilada Equipment Beef Enchilada Equipment For this recipe you will need: Sauce Pan Spoon Measuring Cups Measuring Spoons Cheese Grater Frying Pan Tongs, or forks to fry tortillas Grating Cheese Cheese Filling Cheese Filling First Sep: Grating Cheese Grate 1 cup Velveeta cheese and 1 cup Cheddar cheese and then mix them together. Set aside in refrigerator. Corn TortillaFlpping Corn Tortilla Blotting Corn Tortilla Frying Corn Tortillas Second Step: Frying Tortillas Next you will want to sof

I Know I Shouldn't
I know I shouldn't But all I do is think about youYour words are taken to my heart Your voice makes my ears linger for more Your face lightens my eyes Your presence makes my day It doesn't matter All I am to you is your best friends cousinJust stop it Treat me as if I wasn't I don't care if that means you stop talking to me At least I know the truth I know I shouldn't I like you anyways You always put a smile on my face You put tears in my eyes I just can't hide it any longer I have to tell someone I like you Even though I shouldn't It brings tears to my eyes That I don't even have a chance with you Even though it shouldn't

A Moon Of Full Avoidance
Well... where do i start? I feel like a new girl now! I's stumbling to find words now. Ok, i started out on Friday thinking that i just did not want to greet that day! I just couldnt believe that i had to be out of bed and gone so early in the morning for me... i felt sleep raped (or deprived). I wasn't looking forward to going too my training for my new job because we had a test that day and i couldnt study the night before because Joel (such a sweetie) asked me if i wanted to go too the movies whilst i was out delivering my b-day party invites! I got all excited that i was gonna be going out, and i told him I'd be there as soon as i was done and had dropped off a mate who was coming along with me! So i eventually got back to Joel's and drove us down too Carousel. We saw Pirates Of The Caribbean 3 - At Worlds End. That was a great movie! Wonderful how they've twisted all the characters around! Remember how they began? They become complete opposites! *wee* It was great! Althoug

Is This Weird?
I was just thinking .... a good number of the people in my "Family" are into the BDSM lifestyle, but I am not. I respect their choice, just don't think its for me. But I wonder ... maybe its equivalent to when you are a teenager and have friends who could be considered the "dangerous types" that just basically look after you and make sure no one bothers you? I don't know if that even makes any sense, but whatever. My mind goes on strange tangents sometimes.

It's A Wonderful Life
O.K. so it's been about a week and it aint been that bad i guess. well lets start off with me an matt went to the GodSmack concert last night and i had a blast!!!! I love the fact that when there's a good band coming to town that he wants to go see, he always chooses me to go with. It's about the only thing we do together other than go to the movies when there's something good playing. Anyways today kind of sucked at work don't get me wrong i love my job but every now and then it gets really frustrating and aggrevating. and today was one of those days.

A Favor To Ask Of My Friends
Hey...was wondering if any of you that have a morph maker, would be willing to make me a few morphs. Not a huge amount...maybe 4-5. Maybe not even that many. I tried doing some using the 'trial' on morphmaker...but let's just say it didn't work. lol It's a long story...hehehehe So, I never did get any done. If you're willing, just let me know, and I'll let you know which photos I want to use. Thanks a bunch!

You All Need To Read This It Is A Very Beautiful Poem...i Read From My Friend Cherokeelady Blog..i Loved It So Much I Thought U All Should Read It As
You have to read this. It is absolutely beautiful...... Each year he sent her roses, and the note would always say, I love you even more this year, than last year on this day. My love for you will always grow, with every passing year." She knew this was the last time that the roses would appear. She thought, he ordered roses in advance before this day. Her loving husband did not know, that he would pass away. He always liked to do things early, way before the time. Then, if he got too busy, everything would work out fine. She trimmed the stems and placed them in a very special vase. Then, sat the vase beside the portrait of his smiling face. She would sit for hours, In her husband's favorite chair. While staring at his picture, and the roses sitting there. A year went by, and it was to live without her mate. With loneliness and solitude, that had become her fate. Then, th

Notice
Falling into foriegn light She staggers, gasping for air Her chest tight. Do they see, do they care? She does. Watching them move through the world, Where she once was How? She wonders. How can they live While she withers there Will they step over her decay? Will they notice when she sticks to their shoes? Her voice cracks as she tries to yell "Hey" Her tears fall so hard, her cheeks bruise. He approaches from accross the street, "Miss, are you Okay?"

If The Cavs Win It All..........
As some of you may know, I live in Cleveland, OH. Our pro basketball team is in the NBA finals. Now this cities major pro teams have not won a major championship for 50 years or so. That being said, I think this city will tear itself apart. Now the Cleveland sports fan part of me wants to see a Cleveland team win something. I grew up in New England during the Larry Bird years and I also grew up a Red Sox fan (sorry, the "Tribe" will always be #2 in my heart Cleveland fans) so I have seen and felt the joy of seeing my team "win it all". There is almost 2 generations of Cleveland fans who have never had that feeling. Now, some of you may know this, but I manage an apartment building in downtown Cleveland, about a mile from the "Q" where the Cavs play their home games. This past Saturday, when they won the Eastern Conference finals, downtown went nuts, I got called into work and had to try to protect my building from people trying to celebrate by busting my building up. I kept our d

New To Cherry Tap
Hello there all. I am new to Cherry Tap. I am used to MySpace so this is kinda different for me. If there is anything you would like to know or need to know about me, all you have to do is ask. Like for starters, I am a loving wife to a wonderful man and mother to 2 beautiful boys. I just turned 30 and let me tell ya, it dosen't feel any different than 21. I am a Karaoke DJ and part owner of Mama's Karaoke in Anaconda, Montana. So...guess what I live in Anaconda, Montana. Also, I am co-founder of the Montana Paranormal Research & Investigations Society. We have recently done an investigation at the Old Montana State Territorial Prison. It was a fun experience and quite exciting. For more on that please visit our site at www.myspace.com/jjmpris. Other than that, if you want to know more about me, like I said, just ask.

I'm Sorry.......
I'm sorry for the things that turned to be I'm sorry you didn't like what you see I'm sorry if I made you feel second best I'm sorry that it inflicted you with threat I'm sorry that the harm has been done I'm sorry but I'm not backing down until there is no more frown I'm sorry that you felt that I misled I'm sorry if there were any tears I caused u to shed I'm sorry that you had to hurt in the process I'm sorry for taking time on my little project I'm sorry that you had to feel all the hurt and the pain I'm sorry and if I had the chance I'd do it all over again but minus your strain I'm sorry for things that were in the past I'm sorry because I wanted to save the best for last I'm sorry that I held back on telling you what I truly feel I'm sorry that all this love I have is so very real Haryaton Yahya June 8th 2007

The Best In The World!
My best friend is to me like the I breathe; the should I lean on when I don't know what to do. He listen to my woes and tells me I can go on. That he is proud of me and he knows I can do it. I have never had a friend quit like him...he has faith in me even when I have none left for myself. He talks and it calms me when I am so worried over little things. He loves me inspite of myself and keeps building me up. I think everyone needs a best friend like mine. Someone who calls just to talk and see how you're doing. A friend who builds you up and NEVER lets you down. He will do in all his power to help any and everyone. His heart is that big. You are my best friend and more. You are truly a God send as this week I have learned. Our paths were meant to cross. I love you for ever and ever!

The Women In This Town...
I have often wondered, what is wrong with me? Why can't I get a decent woman? I mean, all I can get are the fkd up ones, who leave me in a mess. All the half way normal women, just over look me, don' take a chance to get to know me. I mean, all I ask of a woman, is to just be there, and do the best she can. Unfortunately, I always get the one who don't know if they wanna be straight, of gay. Or the ones who just wanna play games. Why can't I get a real woman?

Games
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Read And Think About It
HOMOPHOBIA/TRANSPHOBIA Whether you are homosexual, transsexual or not, you should repost this in support of your friends and loved ones who are. Love is not defined by color, creed, or gender. I am the boy who never finished high school, because I got called a fag everyday I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian. I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman. I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights. We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time. I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room. I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me. I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high

The Wooden Bowl
The Wooden Bowl>> I guarantee you will remember the tale of the Wooden Bowl>tomorrow, a week from now, a month from now, a year from now.>> A frail old man went to live with his son, daughter-in-law, and>four-year old grandson. The old man's hands trembled, his eyesight>was blurred, and his step faltered. The family ate together at the>table.>>But the elderly grandfather's shaky hands and failing sight made>eating difficult. Peas rolled off his spoon onto the floor When he>grasped the glass, milk spilled on the tablecloth.>>The son and daughter-in-law became irritated with the mess. "We>must do something about father," said the son. "I've had enough of>his spilled milk, noisy eating, and food on the floor.">>So the husband and wife set a small table in the corner. There,>Grandfather ate alone while the rest of the family enjoyed dinner.>Since Grandfather had broken a dish or two, his food was served in>a wooden bowl!>>When the family glanced in Grandfather's direction, sometim

When I Was Half Alive Online...
I'm only messing around, actually I was part truthful as my computer keyboard has been out of commission and I have had to resort on using WINDOWS patented own digital keyboard. (for the computer illiterate, I had to use the mouse to click on a digital representation of the keyboard in order to type words on the computer.) Can you even begin to imagine how irritating surfing the web can be using only the mouse. AND HOW LONG EVEN THE SIMPLEST THINGS TAKE! I swear to god I was within a day of putting my fist throw this computer. LUCKILY, some people kick ass and mysteriously leave a brand new keyboard on my computer desk, thanks bro. Okay, that's all I really got and I only typed it because it involved typing and I can do that with a BRAND NEW FREAKING KEYBOARD! But I did learn that people are crippled by technology...brainstorm that one... PEACE!

Stupid Fools
After eight years of childless marriage, the 30-year-old wife and her 36-year-old husband decided it was time to find out why they couldn't get pregnant. They visited a fertility clinic and the doctors ran some tests which indicated they shouldn't have any trouble conceiving a child. A spokesman for the clinic said: "When we asked them how often they had had sex, they looked blank, and said: "What do you mean?" "We are not talking retarded people here, but a couple who were brought up in a religious environment who were simply unaware, after eight years of marriage, of the physical requirements necessary to procreate." The couple now knows about the birds and the bees, and with some luck they will have a child in about 9 months. silly ppl lmao

Trail Of Tears
In Memory of "The Trail of Tears" Trail of Tears Written by Anegawaya The long horrid path that our people passed, Walking for days on end, Realizing that things don't last, Even broken hearts can't sometimes mend, Walking and trying to survive, Some just dying along the way, From starvation, and sickness, Try walking that trail today, Some had been shot, Some had been stabbed, The winter so cold, but the sun so hot, Some of the children were even dragged, They walked along the same trail, As if the journey would never stop, You could hear their little wails, And than they would drop, Such a time should have never been, For so many have cried, Such a long and narrow trend, Hard to believe how many have died, We will always remember Our People, The ones that took this Trail of Tears, And when you pray to the Creator, So many people don't even care, That we are all supposed to love each other, In this w

Friends
From Friends To Lovers by Joe Vieira Sometimes I feel sad and sometimes I feel blue but whenever I see you, I'm as happy as can be for you bring a smile upon my face and a feeling of joy within my heart you're like my sunshine in the morning and my stars that glow at night you're like the waves in the ocean the cool breeze in the wind like the call of the birds in the morning dew like the sounds of beauty in the night you see all of these things are of beauty and love that's how I feel whenever you are near for it was the passion and desire from both of us that opened up the world for our eyes to see for our love of each other will grow and grow and our needs and desires will be more everyday for a friend you once were and will always be has turned into love as it should have been so I want you to know as a friend and lover that in my heart and arms you'll always stay for our love for each other will never fade.

I'm Still Here...lol
I got a profile comment this morning and it reminded me that I have not been on in some time. I am sorry I have lost touch with you. I had not meant to. I am busy working on a fundraiser for a gal at work. I should be finished late this week or early next week and be able to put it behind me. After that, I'll be here more often. Please do not take my absence as a sign of anything other than what I have stated. I am fine, feeling good as can be expected considering a rediculously lingering issue I deal with daily. Many of you are aware of that already, and those of you who arent, feel free to ask, its nothing horribly serious, Just not something I'd like broadcast here. Feel free to send mail, comments etc and I will respond. Again friends, fans and family, I apologize if it seems as if I have packed up my barstool and gone home. That was not my intention. Love and frienship to all who read this! ~~Leata

Enigma's Pimp Out
These wonderful and sexy ass people all need a good spanking. Please go and fan and rate their page. If you would like your page spanked fan and rate all these people and send me a private message saying you did so and I will do another pimp out next week and you will be added to the list. Dark Enigma CT MAFIA OneHotMommas wife Perkys Mistress Jess lover Lady Di's SugarBritches@ CherryTAP One Hot Momma~CŦ МǎҒїǻ-Crew Leader~Dark Enigmas Wifey~@ CherryTAP LADY DI ... ĆŦ МǎҒїǻ'..@ CherryTAP ۞WÌLÐÇÄŦ۞ ҒõÚñÐÈR ñ õWñÈR õҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ. ñ LõÚñGÈ۞@ CherryTAP JESSIE~~CT wife to Captain Caveman~lover of Dark Enigma~Ho Apprentice~@ CherryTAP BLOOD`N`GORE Crew Leader & THE DON of ĆŦ MãҒїǻ & HUBBY TO PRECIOUS@ CherryTAP SweetPoison®

Father I Didnt Chop Down That Cherry-tree
come to secret garden,vines starten harden,// smell roses,pull out garden hoses// just think how we fill up holes when we use that hoe// when miss stacy barber bends over and pics up her charger// billy carter starten get harder// pares and cream little -hairs on feets// larry-seen when i barried-that-seed// but igot to be honest father, i didnt chop down that cherry-tree//

Friends
FRIENDS Many people will walk in and out of your life, But only true friends will leave footprints in your heart. To handle yourself, use your head; To handle others, use your heart. Anger is only one letter short of danger. If someone betrays you once, it is his fault; If he betrays you twice, it is your fault. Great minds discuss ideas; Average minds discuss events; Small minds discuss people. He who loses money, loses much; He who loses a friend, loses much more; He who loses faith, loses all. Beautiful young people are accidents of nature, But beautiful old people are works of art. Learn from the mistakes of others. You can't live long enough to make them all yourself. Friends, you and me.... You brought another friend.... And then there were 3.... We started our group.... Our circle of friends.... And like that circle.... There is no beginning or end.... Yesterday is history. Tomorrow is mystery. Today is a gift. Share these

Hey I'm A Spud!!!
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In Love With A Shadow
In Love With a Shadow I live and breathe for you I bleed, I sweat I sleep and I wake I laugh, and I cry for you All these things, and more I know they're real yet the most precious thing to me is missing Oh my rose, the black rose with blood soaked thorns my living flame that sears my tortured soul I wake from dreams, and look at nothingness... groping in the air, breathless, powerless I cannot reach you I love a shadow There to see, the fleeting glimpse your deep blue eyes I stare into, every day they burn into my sockets so when I sleep, you're there and I see them staring back at me transfixed with ache, a need to escape, to be who you love I dare to pray they will look upon me in the flesh My beautiful shadow, one that I can't touch but a love I cannot bear to live without Ever present do I wait for you to hear your soft voice, the sound of silk brushing through my ears, and kissing softly my brain How I fear for

The Charge Of The Dark Goddess
The Charge of the Dark Goddess The Dark Goddess speaks to us, through the mouths of Lilith, Kali, Tiamet, Hekate, Nix, the Black Madonna, Nemesis and Morgaine.. I am the Darkness behind and beneath the shadows.. I am the absence of air that awaits at the bottom of every breath.. I am the Ending before Life begins again, the Decay that fertilizes the Living.. I am the Bottomless Pit, the never-ending struggle to reclaim that which is denied.. I am the Key that unlocks every Door.. I am the Glory of Discovery, for I am that which is hidden, secluded and forbidden Come to me at the Dark Moon and see that which can not be seen, face the terror that is yours alone.. Swim to me through the blackest oceans to the center of your greatest fears-- the Dark God and I will keep you safe.. Scream to us in terror, and yours will be the Power to Forbear.. Think of me when you feel pleasure, and I will intensify it, until the time when I may have the greatest pleasure of meeting

Quick Thought...
You know what... QUITTERS NEVER PROSPER. I've just had it right now. Seriously. I've had it with people who just give up. Only you can choose what happens. Only you know how you feel. Only you can make this better. Only you can make this real. Only you can fix what's broken. Only you this wound can heal. Something to think about.

Challenge Of Life
Finding the right person.. the person you want to spend the rest of your life with... I have come to this analysis of things... The person I want to be with for the rest of my life. She has to be a friend, have to be able to talk, laugh and carry on a conversation, humorusly and seriously (and knowing when to be each), I have to have trust in her at all times. Knowing that if I turn my back for a minute she wouldnt be with someone else. I figured out.. This describes 15% of the world population of women and of those 15% 3% of them are lesbians, 11% of them are married, and .9% percent are nuns. that leaves .1 percent out there to find And of that .1 percent there are other factors that would filter them out to finding the right one.. Finding a needle in a haystack.. thats simple rubics cube thats simple finding the right person (your soul mate) thats the challenge.

Hey Baby-stephen Marley
ive been gone a while away from you and i hope you overstand but ive got to do what i must do to be a better man cause if i was just to act a fool and do nothing with myself then all my blessings would be cursed my world would crumble in it's a joy when i sit down and think of the good times that we have and what we do to make it through when the good times turn to bad well i hope you find it in your heart and know these words are true and please don't fuss because i must go do what i must do hey baby don't ya worry even though the road is rocky i'll be coming home to you again cause if you thought that i was lost i had to bear my cross now im free from all these chains A TIME A SPACE A DIFFERENT PLACE HOW PERFECT WE MIGHT BE i would be the wind that blows you'd be that willow tree and i could never bear the thought of you not by my side so i would the warmth of day you'd be the cool of night and everyday i pray to jah that one day you will see

You
my pain is to much to hide i need help but no one's there im thinking about commiting suicide im hurting but your to happy to see im crying but you just walk on by i wanna commite suicide im screaming but you cant hear me im bleeding but you never notice so tonight im going to commite suicide and you'll never know im gone

Sex Without Love
Sex Without Love How do they do it, the ones who make love without love? Beautiful as dancers, gliding over each other like ice-skaters over the ice, fingers hooked inside each other’s bodies, faces red as steak, wine, wet as the children at birth whose mothers are going to give them away. How do they come to the come to the come to the God come to the still waters, and not love the one who came there with them, light rising slowly as steam off their joined skin? These are the true religious, the purists, the pros, the ones who will not accept a false Messiah, love the priest instead of the God. They do not mistake the lover for their own pleasure, they are like great runners: they know they are alone with the road surface, the cold, the wind, the fit of their shoes, their over-all cardio- vascular health—just factors, like the partner in the bed, and not the truth, which is the single body alone in the universe against its own best time. somethin

Sleeping With The Eneme!
one decision flows into the next. the moments consume me in an avalanche. life tumbles down its steep mountain slope. and all those tiny instances come together in a fury of if's. is this the darkness, is that what i am in, or are my eyes closed so tight that i can't tell the difference. is this life, is that what i've been given, or just a parody of life that skirts the window, but cannot open it. where were we then? in tufts of lies falsely blessed. with desire as the needle filled with with potions so addictive, i emptied it into my veins. always believing that tomorrow woud be my friend.yeah right, my friend. never thinking about all the beds it had slept in and abandoned like a cheap whore before it was in these sheets upon which i lay... i slept with the enemy too long before i knew i was it. so many locks, so few keys.

Up Date On Job
I just may quit because thinking about all that has happen I don't think this job is safe for me anymore. First off the guy pays under table in a public setting, secound I wont be able to work more then 10 days in the month of July and thirdly I don't think he is keeping me any way. If your lost read my other blog.

I Make Cherry Tap Id's
Hey ladies and gents do u want a cherry tap ID??? Well come on down to Thug Passion's ID factory...lol... I'v got a great selection of CT ID's... If I don't got the ID u looking for then then i'll make the ID u lookin for... All i ask is Rate my all my default pix and fan me(guy's dont fan me) thats all and any ID u want i'll do and i dont mean just that one ID... Any ID after is free... So Come and Get Em'

Quick Comebacks To Annoying Pick-up Lines.
Quick Comebacks to Annoying Pick-Up Lines. Man: Haven't I seen you someplace before? Woman: Yes, that's why I don't go there anymore. Man: Is this seat empty? Woman: Yes, and this one will be if you sit down. Man: Your place or mine? Woman: Both. You go to yours, and I'll go to mine. Man: So, what do you do for a living? Woman: I'm a female impersonator. Man: Hey baby, what's your sign? Woman: Do not enter. Man: How do you like your eggs in the morning? Woman: Unfertilized. Man: Your body is like a temple. Woman: Sorry, there are no services today. Man: I would go to the end of the world for you. Woman: But would you stay there? Man: If I could see you naked, I'd die happy. Woman: If I saw you naked, I'd probably die laughing.

Axe Fight Results
Well, the results are in! The first AXE FIGHT between Randy Rhodes and Zakk Wylde were not even close. Here are what you guys voted- Randy Rhodes-46 votes Zakk Wylde-16 votes Randy won that one by almost 75%! Check out the second round of my AXE FIGHT on my latest MUMM. Randy Rhodes VS. Yngwie Malmsteen(AXE FIGHT II) Thanks a lot for everyones input, it's been a real blast and I've enjoyed meeting you in the process headbangers!

Horoscope June 30, 2007
Family, friends, a cozy home: These things make you feel safe and secure. No matter what's going on with the outside world, if you know you have a haven you can retreat to, all's right with the world.

Some Meaningful Quotes...
"Life should NOT be a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in an attractive and well preserved body, but rather to skid in sideways, chocolate in one hand, martini in the other, body thoroughly used up, totally worn out and screaming WOOHOO, what a ride!" "Love is ironic. Only when you hurt someone do they realise that they truly love you. We shall always fall in love with the people who break our hearts. Love gushes out of the ruptures of a broken heart and then sends shivers to the whole of our existence. Love has to come out somehow and that is usually through pain and hurting. A heart which is unwilling to be broken, is unable to love. Similarly, if you cannot break someone's heart, it is a sign that they shall never truly love you." "Happiness needs sadness. Success needs failure. Benevolence needs evil. Love needs hatred. Victory needs defeat. Pleasure needs pain. You must experience and accept the extremes. Because

Parrot
A guy is browsing in a pet shop and sees a parrot sitting on a little perch. It doesn't have any feet or legs. The guy says aloud, "Jeesh, I wonder what happened to this parrot?" The parrot says, "I was born this way. I'm a defective parrot" "Holy crap," the guy replies. "You actually understood and answered me!" "I got every word," says the parrot. "I happen to be a highly intelligent thoroughly educated bird." "Oh yeah?" the guy asks, "Then answer this -- how do you hang onto your perch without any feet?" "Well," the parrot says, "this is very embarrassing but since you asked, I wrap my weenie around this wooden bar like a little hook. You can't see it because of my feathers." "Wow," says the guy. "You really can understand and speak English can't you?" "Actually, I speak both Spanish and English, and I can converse with reasonable competence on almost any topic: politics, religion, sports, physics, philosophy. I'm especially good at ornithology. You really

Fun Stuff
I sell a lot of cool "adult" fun stuff. Check out my website if you have any questions about anything like prices or products that you do not see let me know. I have a lot that isn't on there. You can ask me on prices because a lot of my stuff is on sale. If you live in my area Hudson Falls NY host a party. They are a lot of fun....

Lam Awareness (please Read/repost!)
How many people are diagnosed with Asthma, Chronic Bronchitis, Or Emphysema? ALOTIs it LAM?LAM goes undiagnosed or is MISDIAGNOSED as ASTHMA, EMPHYSEMA, or CHRONIC BRONCHITIS!Hi Everyone,My name is June. I'm 35 years old and I was recently diagnosed with a rare,progressive,fatal lung disease I had never ever heard of. In fact, not many people have.In September of 2006 After a catscan of my chest I was diagnosed with the beginning of Emphysema.It was misdiagnosed as it often is.I was also told prior I had Asthma, and Chronic Bronchitis. The disease I have is called Lymphangioleiomyomatosis. also known as "Lam" and as of yet there is no cure. Lymphangioleiomyomatosis is pronounced lim-fan-gee-o-ly-o-my-o-ma-to-sis. "Lymph" and "angio" refer to the lymph and blood vessels, "Leiomy" means smooth muscle, and "oma" is a tumor. The last part "tosis" refers to a disease condition. I have 25-30 cysts in my lungs. At times I get very tired.I cough alot and am short of breath most of the time and

Show Some Love
I just got off work. (I worked the night shift). I have to go in again tonight, but I'm not feeling very good. I went swimming yesterday and I was in the pool longer than I needed to be. I haven't good since I got out of the pool. I'm asking for some lovin' from my fans and friends. I need some ratings, more fans, and, yeah, some soup --- or a hot toddie! Whatever you can give would be appreciated.

Need Stream
I would like to Welcome you toClub JadedSo here I am...NEW Name NEW Loungeand needing a Brand NEW Station to stream outta my lounge... Just click the link below to enter Club Jaded As many of you know I was w/ Adrenaline Radio for a while..but due to uncontrolable circumstances I have decided to retire my self as a DJ and let the station go...I would rather go back to just Regular Ol' Jade...then to have to put up w/ ppl who call them selfs friends...So w/ saying that I am looking for a new Station that I can add to my lounge...All I am needing is a KICK ASS Station for my friends that come into my lounge to listen to...So if you have a stream and would like to Stream outta My lounge then PLEASE let me know!!!Thank You Sooo Much..ALL of YOU!!! Love AlwaysYour FriendJade♥JÃÐ£♥~F*ck All My Haters!!!~Your Ignorance Insults Me!!!~@ CherryTAP

Fake People...
** THIS IS A REPOST FROM A VERY GOOD FRIENDS BLOG. I LOVE THE WAY SHE PUT IT SO MUCH, THAT I HAD TO RIP & WANTED IT TO BE THE FIRST POSTING IN THIS BLOG. JUST READ & YOU'LL UNDERSTAND!!!** Please let me start off by saying this... I am not one of these kinds of ladies that goes around hating ...nor am I judging other people....yeah I may talk about ya and laugh a little...but I sure am talkin about myself at the same time.... So that being said..... WHy in the world do people pretend to be something they are not! I am so sick and tired of dissapointment in my life steming from assholes that are not true to who they are or what they say! I have done a whole lot of shit in my life and not all has been positive by any means But please God I feel like I have payed my debt and things have come full circle! I guess I should be loooking at myself and the people that I am choosing to be around.... I thought I had a high standard to hold people to...but apparently its not as high as i

I'm A Druid
I have been a practicing druid from 25 years and a teaching druid for about 7 years. I am a co-Archdruid of a grove. I have been the Chief Bard of the RDNA and I have been involved with many druid and pagan groups and individuals. As a druid, I am an environmentalist. I am also a skeptic when it comes to proclamations from any government or government official. I am comfortable in most rituals and groups and even own a few groups myself. For more information about Celtic beliefs and practices, check out my group on yahoo called, "ClanofDanu@yahoogroups.com". If you wanna check out general pagan groups, I have a group "Thepagancafe@yahoogroups.com" and it is comprised of a large group of folks from across the globe. Lastly, if you are a gardener and you want to learn about herbs as well, check out "Gardening_Magick@yahoogroups.com".

Where Is America
where is America, He died for you and me, for our freedom. but as today looking out where is america where is america voices that suppose to be so strong where is america when its our nations birthday. why is america voices die out where is america the land of the free where is america that my dad fought for back during world war II where is america the beatuiful where are america hidding. where is america one nation under God.

The Workout Plan
Well its been a while since i when out and worked out people tell me i don't need to but since i was young my dad has always keep me in shape by working out with him doing military push ups so here i am doing 50 push ups a night before bed yeah a blog about working out thats something

Happy Rockiversary!!
OMG! We are 1 Year old today! To celebrate we are giving away TONS of prizes Including: 1 Year memberships with Great League 1 Year memberships with My League Pot of Gold with Great League 3 day Cherry Blast Tons of CD’s Also all our shows are featuring multiple DJ’s. This is one party that is DEFINITELY RCOKING! Come celebrate with me and other DJ’s in the HotRocksRadio Lounge by clicking on the picture below….

End Of Time
Breakups suck, I am sure alot of people know that... Aside from the emotional jest of it, there is sorting out all the stuff, changing all the websites, having friends ask "you still with (name)" and haveing to explain to them what happened, then theres the millions of pictures you took of them on your phone and im sure theres more, its a headache really... Then after it sets in, most people wonder 'should i have done that' and thats when lonelyness hits your hard.... I say... Shit happens....

Signs I Have Seen
Did I read that sign right? TOILET OUT OF ORDER. PLEASE USE FLOOR BELOW In a Laundromat: AUTOMATIC WASHING MACHINES: PLEASE REMOVE ALL YOUR CLOTHES WHEN THE LIGHT GOES OUT In a London department store: BARGAIN BASEMENT UPSTAIRS In an office: WOULD THE PERSON WHO TOOK THE STEP LADDER YESTERDAY PLEASE BRING IT BACK OR FURTHER STEPS WILL BE TAKEN In an office: AFTER TEA BREAK STAFF SHOULD EMPTY THE TEAPOT AND STAND UPSIDE DOWN ON THE DRAINING BOARD Outside a secondhand shop: WE EXCHANGE ANYTHING - BICYCLES, WASHING MACHINES, E TC. WHY NOT BRING YOUR WIFE ALONG AND GET A WONDERFUL BARGAIN? Notice in health food shop window: CLOSED DUE TO ILLNESS Spotted in a safari park:(I sure hope so) ELEPHANTS PLEASE STAY IN YOUR CAR Seen during a conference: FOR ANYONE WHO HAS CHILDREN AN D DOESN'T KNOW IT, THERE IS A DAY CARE ON THE 1ST FLOOR Notice in a farmer's field: THE FARMER ALLOWS WALKERS TO CROSS THE FIELD FOR FREE, BUT THE

To My Friend
Left with dreams, all in thought, Spirits and souls, like magnets drawn, Hopeful ideas of a waking dawn. Knowing not which way to burn, A new fire may be blazing, Take note, angels, the fury of it all is amazing. Dreams intertwine, Words that are spoken, Promises made no hearts will be broken. Of fate to be seen, Left now with broad smiles, a friendship, for sure, will cross many miles..

I Might Have Been In A Place Near You.
Travels for the week of 07/29/07 Hannibal MO to Montgomery IL Montgomery IL to Galesburg IL Galesburg IL to Monmouth IL Monmouth IL to Covington GA Covington GA to Yoder IN Yoder IN to Elkhart IN Elkhart IN to Hannibal MO. Hannibal MO to Quincy IL.

Yellow Shirt
The yellow shirt had long sleeves, four extra-large pockets trimmed in black thread and snaps up the front. It was faded from years of wear, but still in decent shape. I found it in 1963 when I was home from college on Christmas break, rummaging through bags of clothes Mom intended to give away. "You're not taking that old thing, are you?" Mom said when she saw me packing the yellow shirt. "I wore that when I was pregnant with your brother in 1954!" "It's just the thing to wear over my clothes during art class, Mom. Thanks!" I slipped it into my suitcase before she could object. The yellow shirt be came a part of my college wardrobe. I loved it. After graduation, I wore the shirt the day I moved into my new apartment and on Saturday mornings when I cleaned. The next year, I married. When I became pregnant, I wore the yellow shirt during big-belly days. I missed Mom and the rest of my family, since we were in Colorado and they were in Illinois But that shirt helped. I s

Club Rules And Revisions
CLUB PROCEEDURES AND REVISIONS BEING TRIAL AND ERROR AS WAS STATED IN MY FIRST BLOG WHEN I FORMED THE STASH CLUB WE NOW HAVE BEEN A CLUB SINCE JULY4TH, AND WE HAVE DONE SOME GREAT TEAMWORK AND ACCOMPLISHED SOME GREAT LEVELS FOR OUR FELLOW CLUB MATES IN HERE AND I WANT TO THANK ALL OF YOU WHO HAVE MADE THAT POSSIBLE! YOU GUYS REALLY AND TRULY DO ROCK! AND THAT IS WHY I AM JUST REVISING SOME THINGS THAT I HAVE SEEN THAT I THINK NEED TO BE CHANGED FOR THE OVERALL BENEFIT OF THE CLUB AS A WHOLE. 1. ALL CLUB MEMBERS OLD AND NEW ARE REQUIRED TO HAVE 1,000 ITEMS IN STASH. THIS HAS BEEN RAISED FROM 500 TO 1,000 THERE IS VERY GOOD REASON FOR THIS! NUMBER ONE IS JUST THE SIMPLE FACT THAT THE REASON I STARTED A STASH CLUB INSTEAD OF A SOCIAL FRIENDS CLUB IS THAT I WANTED PEOPLE WERE SERIOUS STASHERS AND PEOPLE WHO LOVE TO RATE OTHER PEOPLES STASH AS CLUB MEMBERS, IN NO WAY SHUNNING FRIENDS IN ANY OTHER CAPACITY HECK THAT IS W

Beer Vs. Vagina
1.Beer is always wet. Vagina needs a little work. One point to BEER 2.Warm beer tastes awful. One point to VAGINA 3.A really cold beer is satisfying. One point to BEER 4.If after taking a swig of your favorite beer you find a hair between your teeth, you may vomit. One point to VAGINA 5. If you get home reeking of beer your wife may get mad, make a scene, kick you out, etc. If you get home reeking of vagina your wife may get mad, kick you out, even leave you. There's definitely a point to be had here, depending on your point of view and personal circumstances. I'll just call it a DRAW for the time being. 6. Ten beers in one night and you can't drive home. Ten vaginas in one night and you don't want to drive anywhere. One point to VAGINA 7. If you have a lot of beer in a public place, your reputation may suffer. If you eat any vagina in public, you become a legend. One point to VAGINA 8. If a cop stops you and you smell of beer you may get arrested. If you s

Woo Hooo!! A Whole Week
Well I have been here a whole week now and have met such an amazing variety of ppl. Many very helpful in trying to teach a yahoo'r the ropes here. WHEW! *giggling* Im looking forward to the coming weeks, this is when ppl who take the time to discover friendships might be surprised what lies inside the firey exterior is just a warm kindness i wish to share with all of you!! Kisses!

The Things Kids Say....lmao
I've been teaching now for about fifteen years. I have two kids myself, but the best birth story I know is the one I saw in my own second-grade classroom a few years back. When I was a kid, I loved show-and-tell. So I always have a few sessions with my students. It helps them get over shyness and usually, show-and-tell is pretty tame. Kids bring in pet turtles, model airplanes, pictures of fish they catch, stuff like that. And I never, ever place any boundaries or limitations on them. If they want to lug it in to school and talk about it, they're welcome Well, one day this little girl, Erica, a very bright, very outgoing kid, takes her turn and waddles up to the front of the class with a pillow stuffed under her sweater. She holds up a snapshot of an infant. "This is Luke, my baby brother, and I'm going to tell you about his birthday." "First, Mom and Dad made him as a symbol of their love, and then Dad put a seed in my Mom's stomach, and Luke grew in there. He ate for nine months thro

What Are You Communicating?
What are you communicating? As there is the impulse from within, and as that impulse is recognized by the tools of manifestation, communication takes place, communication from the infinite well of consciousness merging with that which is the application of consciousness in the world in which you live. It is important to recognize that all communication, all movement of creative energy has a source deep within the consciousness of the soul. There is only one voice speaking, but it has many vibrations, many sounds, and many projections of consciousness that are then translated and taken into the manifested realm. Have you noticed that in communications in the outer realm there is often a response to that which is being created, and that the response is often based upon that which is of the emotional, intellectual or physical nature? Communication from that perspective might be said to be reactive or certainly conditional upon the events and the environment in which the communi

I Have A Question For Everyone?
I want to know if you truely love someone should you really let them go without fighting for them without worriering about them without telling them on a daily bases that you love care and worry about them. cause i have let someone i love more then anything go so that she can find her way in life but it is truely tearing me apart i want her happy and not to worry about me but i constantly worry about her ....... could be she is the mother of our twins and my wife but i know she needs time to work things out for herself so any ideals on anything that could help me thru this tryin time or even get me over the lose of her cause i truely don't know if she will ever come back..... what do i do keep my love or just give it away?

Say I Love You...more Often...feel Free To Copy & Send To Others
One day a woman's husband died, and on that clear, cold morning, in the warmth of their bedroom, the wife was struck with the pain of learning that sometimes there isn't anymore. No more hugs, no more special moments to celebrate together, no more phone calls just to chat, no more "just one minute." Sometimes, what we care about the most gets all used up and goes away, never to return before we can say good-bye, say "I love you." So while we have it it's best we love it and care for it and fix it when it's broken ... .. and heal it when it's sick. This is true for marriage... and old cars .. and children with bad report cards and dogs with bad hips and aging parents and grandparents. We keep them because they are worth it, because we are worth it. Some things we keep - - like a best friend who moved away or a classmate we grew up with. There are just some things that make us happy, no matter what. Life is important, like people we know who are special. And so, we keep them clo

Saliva Benefit In Ohio
Sunday August 19th Defiance, Ohio K-mart Parking Lot. gates at 5:00. Saliva performs at 9:30 also performing: Waiting to burn sirface and special guests!! In the summer of 2002 Jon met the guy’s in SALIVA and struck up a friendship with their drummer Paul Crosby. In 2004 Jon was diagnosed with STAGE 3 MELANOMA one of the most deadly forms of CANCER. After numerous surgeries and being forced to go on Social Security, Jon and his family were left with rising medical bill’s and limited income. That ‘s when his friend Paul Crosby and the rest of the guy’s in SALIVA decided to step in and help by donating their services for this benefit concert. All proceeds will be going to the Smith family. www.myspace.com/jonsmithbenefit

Cal State Fair- Paso Robles, Ca
Hey Gang, I put up a new video blog from the Mid State Fair show. I apologize now for my typo's...if you don't know by now that I'm the world's worst speller than...news flash...I'm the worlds worst speller!!! I said "meet" instead od "met"(guess that is more grammer, but whatever) Also, at the very end, the text shoud read: " Thank you to Joey Barnes of DAUGHTRY for coming out and singing with us!" "red."..was a bad choice. Joey joined us for our "She's got the Look" cover! So enjoy it in all it's messed up glory....what can I say, I try! Thanks to everyone for another amazing show! Later, -T

If You Ever Wondered
Scorpio You are very dominant in bed, and you like to control your relationship in general. You are so intense in the sack that none of your partners will ever forget you. You are an amazing lover, because you like to have an equal amount of give and take. Sex matches: Cancer, Capricorn, Pisces Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Vote For Austin Pleaseeeeeeee
U better vote for Austin but u mite want to wait awile it takes alittle time for his pic to upload .... Wait till like tonight or tomarrow but then u better vote...... https://www.greatamericanphotocontest.com/voter1/index.aspx?p=142676&x=.jpg&referid=gapcrv433244

To All Those Friends,fans And Family......
I added some more pictures of my trip to Europe this last time. I have more to add but Cherry Tap will not let me add anymore until I get to the next level, so you have to help me with points and things like that. I am not here for points, i am here to make friends and if I meet a special person or persons on here, then great but in order to share things about my life and my trip to Europe, i need you all to help me get to the next levels so i can share pictures...... thank you.

Slap The Fuck Outta Me And My Team!!!
ENOUGH IS ENOUGH! IM SMOKIN AND I NEED SOME HELP !! DROP BY AND SHOW TEAM SMOKE THA PAIN AWAY SOME SMOKIN LOVEEEE!! ALL WE NEED IS ONE RATE PER EACH TEAM PIC! THATS JUST 6 RATES AND MAYBE 10 SECONDS OF YOUR TIME. PLEASEEEEEE!! :) COME SHOW ME YOU CAN ... SMOKE WIF ME BABYYYYYYYYYYYY !!!! MUAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH PAIN IS MY PASSION

Tis Strange- Tis Odd
How things turn out. How the one you least expect to understand reminds you who you are- stokes the fire that had become dormant within, the fire that had kept you true to yourself, the fire you had tempered for the fear of those who might get burned. To those who are listening, this fire will rage as it has never raged before, so if your skin is sensitive, if you fear the flame, by all means take cover. For never again will it be stilled- never again will it be the quiet hearthfire- it will blaze and burn any who stand in its path. The beast- the tiger lily- the wolf maid has awakened....

Youngins
Guys come to my job and hit on me which you know is fine when they finally get the clue of no I will not give you my number through their head. But what I find so hillarious is these guys that are like 16 to18. They come in acting like they are hard shit and they talk to me like I am a toy. one thing they dont understand is that for one until they turn 21 they are still jail bait like it or not and for another i know a teeny booper couldnt handle me grown men can barely handle me. so i mean damn chill alittle. but i mean still still love you my younge juggaloes lol

Today's Assignment
#####7 DAY BLAST/MONTH VIC GIVEAWAY##### They both need 20,000 comments Lucy ONLY 2071 COMMENTS 2 GO Brad ONLY 18105 COMMENTS TO GO After we get Lucy & Brad done lets work on Hellcat... #####1 YEAR VIC CONTEST##### FIRST TO REACH 250,000, WINS 1 YEAR VIC Hellcat

Fun On The Weekend!
A man left for work one Friday afternoon. But it was payday, so instead of going home, he stayed out the entire weekend partying with the boys and spending his entire pay check. When he finally appeared at home on Sunday night, he was confronted by his angry wife and was barraged for nearly two hours with a tirade befitting his actions. Finally his wife stopped the nagging and said to him, "How would you like it if you didn't see me for two or three days?" He replied, "That would be fine with me." Monday went by and he didn't see his wife. Tuesday and Wednesday came and went with the same results. But on Thursday, the swelling finally started going down just enough where he could see her a little bit out of the corner of his left eye.

Im So Tired Today
Im so tied today, I was up till the early hours with 2 gorgeous females. I dont even know why I went to bed as the sun was just starting to rise. But to the ladies involved you know who you are it was good fun, we will have to do it again sometime :)

Please Help Me Out
I HAVEN'T BEEN ON HERE SINCE LIKE FEBRUARY OR MARCH.....OR WHEN IT WAS JUST CALLED CHERRY TAP!!! CAN SOME YOU PLEASE EXPLAIN ON HOW THIS THING WORKS AGAIN.......I AM REALLY USED TO MYSPACE.COM BUT YOU LOVELY PEOPLE HAVE BEEN HITTING ME ON HERE SO I WOULD LIKE TO DO THE SAME IN RETURN BUT DON'T REMEMBER HOW IT ALL WORKS......LEAVE ME A MESSAGE IN MY INBOX OR RESPOND TO THIS AND I MIGHT GET BACK AT YOU.....

The Run Down
I have this little dog that is about 16lbs and she is scared of everything, if the doorbell rings she runs under my bed and just barks if you clap to loud she pisses on the floor if you look at her to long she starts to cry if its cold and i make a fire in the fire place she hides under my bed cause the popping of the fire freaks her out. Any dog she see makes her piss on her self like it was going to eat her or something. As far as i can tell the only dog she is not scared of is the one next door it is a lot smaller than her and when i take her outside if it is out there she runs up to it and it runs away from her and won't let her get close to it. Now i know all she wants to do is sniff its butt it just won't let her even get near it. It's kind of like me with women, the only ones i want are the ones that run from me, i try to get close to them and they just run away and i just keep running after them, all i want to do is sniff their butt or something like that. You know what i'm

Dating Sucks
So here it is another year single. All the dates I have had added up is as equal to me as a 5 year relationship. I have found absolutely nothing in dating, except a whole alot of hurt feelings and endless nights of (sometimes) Great Sex.Hang on girls, all it is a one night stand or maybe the fling of the week. How can u honestly believe that this is going to turn out into anything at all. I haven't! I have seen, heard, felt,tasted, and touched some of the most awesome and ignorant men in the world. Just to these All who have loved Hopefuloly they've learned. Dating Sucks. Respectfully No Ones Bitch. Leah

Yours Truely
Well here it goes.....theres very few of u who know bout me..the real me..im a 29 yr old single mom and the last 5 yrs of my life have been a rollercoaster ride...i went thru cancer,which i cant technically say ive beat it but i am in remission. when i went thru that i lost alot of confidence in myself and self esteem (its always nice to hear ur beautiful) so when i get a compliment from u and i kinda laugh it off its jus me its something i have to get back myself.Im a very compassionate person and very caring to those who mean alot to me...and its hard for me to trust anyone so good luck knocking down the walls.I recently lost my job due to my health and im having a hard time getting back on my feet so im going to be moving in wit my mom for a minute so therefore i may not be online as much.I also plan on goin to school in the fall..but wouldnt u know it i may not be able to go into the field i want to due a few things in my past that haunt me.So i jus want the people on here to know

From Me.
Hello everyone, well im new to cherry tap so i really dont know much about it im 5'6" brown hair an eyes as you see in the picture im here to have fun an for friends, for fun i like to go ,muddin,ride horses,swim,hang out with friends,make new friends,ride 4 wheelers,and up for anything fun so if ya want leave a comment if not it will be ok

Help Wikid
Wikid is in a contest and it's a really close one. If you could stop by and drop some comments it would be greatly appreciated. Rates count too. She is up against a great bombing team and all she has is her friends. We are doing our best to keep her in the lead.

Sick And Tired
well there ya go....listening to the same old music but the feeling has left me....that feeling of being looked at for more then a friend,it starts with a good bye, and ends in tears... and the middle is sadness and grief, losing someone so close to you hurts...hurts worse then you can imagine, i guess im going to have to cry until i have no more tears, i guess im going to have to look at my heart in a few pieces instead of being whole....and one day a man will come along and help me pick up whats left of me.. he will hold me in strong, gentle arms, look into my eyes and tell me its ok to be sad , and its ok to love again...its ok to throw that t-shirt away, its ok to make love all night long again, its ok to let your heart all go...let it go into the arms of another...i wonder what it is like to feel love so great it hurts you to be apart? i wonder what it is like to have a man all to yourself? i wonder what it is like to be loved by someone with all their heart? i wonder what it is l

Answering Service (( Women Luv 2 Chet Chat ))((women Only))
I have a little story I have to tell I met this dude that fucks so swell Just like E-40 he's sick wid it He's gifted, girl, him & his dick! His dick's so rich, his dick's so sweet He'd make a vegan chick want meat His dick's so thick, his dick's so long I swear his schlong can do no wrong! I love the way he grips my hips the way his dick kisses my lips Its pure heaven when he's inside The first time, girl, I think I cried! Like Kweli's twin he rocks my body He pops my coochie just like a hottie He's got more heat than homegirl, Wendy Just like candy he's Good & Plenty I've never known any such thing 2 - B a feign for ding-a-ling just wasn't me and it's the truth my ex would think I've gone coo coo Its immaculate in its conception His dick deserves an honorary mention He don't say much but that don't mean We can't communicate thru his ding-ding. Shit, now I'm sprung & n a haze sex & him on my mind 4 days its not like I haven't b

8
Number 8: The Jailhouse Interview The corridor is smotheringly hot. Light filters in sparingly thru microwave size barred holes hugging the spider web braided ceiling. A wall of black tempered steel bars separate me from the condemned as Barney scouts me to my elusive destination………… ironically, cell #8. But we are not in Andy’s jail up the river a ways in Mayberry, no; this place is right out of the movie Birdman of Alcatraz. Town’s people rumble that unexplained “accidents” and “disappearances” occur naturally around here, like apple pies on Aunt Bee’s window sill across from the ball park. As Barney fumbles the massive key ring in search of the key to freedom, I spy my first glimpse of the now infamous number 8. Slouched against a cinder block wall and steels of servitude, rests an obviously near-broken number. I enter and thank him for agreeing to see me and hot plate my butt next to him on his green wooden “bar stool.” Red Blacktop: Thanks again for s

On A Tightrope Ride
i really dont get some of this create a blog then name the damn thing i figure if you create it then its named but things seem to want to be more complicated then they need to be!simplicity is the sincerest form of sophistication(wow big fucking word, particularly for me) nothing greater then a mad summer heat wave! being a bit thin i take heat well! of course when winter hits im all about freezing my ass off! but i take it as it comes! Dragon con is soon upon us! i cant wait till that day im not certain to go but if i do yay for fun in costumes comics an geeks! i try to drag people to it because its worth every penny!thinking of goin as Wil E coyote, which is a bitch in itself! but worth the work! fuzzy an doggish! im all about it! well sorta im a cat person but i like WIl E coyote! determination in cartoon form! I work in a butter factory an i package butter! yea the job blows but it pays till i can do the whole school thing!(which you have been puttin off for two years!) shut the f

Forwarded Jokes
A man and his dog were walking along a road. The man was enjoying the scenery, when it suddenly occurred to him that he was dead. He remembered dying, and that the dog walking beside him had been dead for years. He wondered where the road was leading them. After a while, they came to a high, white stone wall along one side of the road. It looked like fine marble. At the top of a long hill, it was broken by a tall arch that glowed in the sunlight. When he was standing before it he saw a magnificent gate in the arch that looked like mother-of-pearl, and the street that led to the gate looked like pure gold. He and the dog walked toward the gate, and as he got closer, he saw a man at a desk to one side. When he was close enough, he called out, "Excuse me, where are we?" "This is Heaven, sir," the man answered. "Wow! Would you happen to have some water?" the man asked. "Of course, sir. Come right in, and I'll have some ice water brought right up."

Ok Like .. This Is How It Goes..
so.. uhh.. someone was a lil freaked out cuz i put this.. 1-207-513-7077 on her blog. cuz she had issues.. ect... but come on now.. how meny pplz DONT know my number? if you didnt you do now

In The Words Of Cherry Brady...
Just a couple of quotes from one of my favorite porn models (yes, I said porn models, get over it!)... "Have you ever been dining at a restaurant and someone walks up to your table to introduce themselves or they are a distant acquaintance or whatever and they want to shake your hand? If you are that person who keeps extending your germ infested, butt picking hand to some poor diner who is just about to lift a taco to their lips, STOP IT, dammit!" "If people spent more effort working on their interior qualities such as character, personality and integrity, instead of nitpicking every perceived flaw on their exterior, then this world would be a much better place."

All L.u.v. Club Member Please Read
I have been trying to make morphs for all members. If I havent made you one yet and you would like me to then just send me a PM telling me which picture you would like me to use and either a pic that you want to morph too or an ideal of what you want me to use. If you want me to choose pictures then just tell me. I am not asking you to rate any of my stuff for this. It is just something that I want to do for my fellow club members and friends. stacey also if you arent a member but are on my friends or fans list and would like one just let me know. I am not the best at it yet but you can see some of my work in my morps I made folder in my photos.

Funny
An Englishman and a Scotsman are driving head on, at night, on a twisty, dark road. Both are driving too fast for the conditions and collide on a sharp bend in the road. To the amazement of both, they are unscathed, though their cars are both destroyed. In celebration of their luck, both agree to put aside their dislike for the other from that moment on. At this point, the Scotsman goes to the boot and fetches a 12 year old bottle of sherry. He hands the bottle to the Englishman, whom exclaims " May the Scots and the English live together forever, in peace, and harmony". The Englishman then tips the bottle and gulps half of the bottle down. Still flabbergasted over the whole thing, he goes to hand the bottle to the Scotsman, whom replies: "No, thanks, I'll just wait till the Police get here".

I Can Do Better
this is the way i feel about the one that broke my heart.. "I Can Do Better" Uh, yeah you can do it I didn't give a damn what you say to me I don't really care what you think of me Cause either way you're gonna think what you believe There's nothing you could say that would hurt me I'm better off without you anyway I thought it would be hard but I'm OK I don't need you if you're gonna be that way Because with me, it's all or nothing I'm sick of this shit, don't deny You're a waste of time I'm sick of this shit, don't ask why [Chorus] I hate you now So go away from me You're gone, so long I can do better, I can do better Hey, hey you I found myself again That's why you're gone I can do better, I can do better You're so full of shit I can't stand the way you act I just can't comprehend I don't think that you can handle it I'm way over, over it I will drink as much lemoncello as I can And I'll do again and again I don't really care what you ha

What Star Trek Character Am I
Your results:You are Geordi LaForge Geordi LaForge 70% Deanna Troi 70% James T. Kirk (Captain) 65% Uhura 60% Beverly Crusher 60% Spock 57% Chekov 50% Will Riker 50% Mr. Scott 40% Jean-Luc Picard 40% Data 39% Worf 35% Leonard McCoy (Bones) 20% Mr. Sulu 20% An Expendable Character (Redshirt) 5% You work well with others and often fix problems quickly. Your romantic relationships are often bungled. Click here to take the Star Trek Personality Quiz

F*cked Up
When did life get so messed up? Things used to be so easy when I was younger. If anything went wrong or I screwed up really bad I could always turn to a best friend or my family. They would do anything and everything in their power to fix it or at least make it better. They hated to see me hurting and sad and I never worried about anything. I know life is supposed to change when you move out on your own and get married. Things change even more after you become the parent and have little ones who look up to you. I have never been so depressed in my whole life and not sure what to do to make it better. The very few friends I have left don't understand where I'm coming from and I don't think they really want to get involved anyway, and that's ok. My family doesn't know what to do either and think I need to see a therapist. I know that I need to do something.

I Love My Job
Im so excited for the frist time in my life I actullay love my job.any job that allows me to dance and kinda like hang out wit my friends all day rocks I mean yea its hard work but so much fun to. But im still so self consince about my looks. proubly because of the fact that I have to be pretty much naked. and im a big girl. Well dats all for now gotta go love shelly

A Tribute To The Nice Guys
This is a tribute to the nice guys. The nice guys that finish last, that never become more than friends, that endure hours of whining and bitching about what assholes guys are, while disproving the very point. This is dedicated to those guys who always provide a shoulder to lean on but restrain themselves to tentative hugs, those guys who hold open doors and give reassuring pats on the back and sit patiently outside the changing room at department stores. This is in honor of the guys that obligingly reiterate how cute/beautiful/ smart/funny/ sexy their female friends are at the appropriate moment, because they know most girls need that litany of support. This is in honor of the guys with open minds, with laid-back attitudes, with honest concern. This is in honor of the guys who respect a girl's every facet, from her privacy to her theology to her clothing style. This is for the guys who escort their drunk, bewildered female friends back from parties and neve

One Moment
One moment of pleasure One moment of pain He'll take desperate measures Just to do it again He speaks to you sweetly as he thrusts and thrusts And he fills you completely His eyes full of lust Now the pressure is mounting While you're screaming his name And the minutes are counting As you're playing this game You start to climax As your bodies entwine Then you start to relax As he tells you "you're mine" This dream that you're in

Look Into My Eyes
Look Into My Eyes When You look into my eyes, do you see the true me? Do you see I am sweet, and caring? Do you see I am giving and forgiving? Do you see my Love for you? When I look at your eyes I stop myself from crying When I'm alone and think about your eyes I cry. I can't stop thinking that you'll never see the real me. That you'll never see beyond your past! You'll never see that I love you for you! One day I'll be gone - gone for good! Gone from this world. No matter what happens, my eyes will one day close And forever rest in peace. But will I ever be completely gone? Just maybe everytime you close your eyes In your mind there you'll see I loved you for you And only wanted you to love me for me!!!

Thomas Chickenbone (poem)
Thomas Chickenbone He was demented and well-known By those who knew him not at all-- The thundering Thomas Chickenbone, Who walked these famed poetic halls. The younger lemmings aped his writing, That came from his almighty quill, That wrought much jealousy and fighting Among his peers of lesser skill. Larger-than-life, he walked alone, Like some half human and half beast-- The brazen Thomas Chickenbone-- The bomb of poetry released. He rolled his r's and hissed his s's In every poem he would write Like presidential addresses, That he delivered day and night. He was determined like a stone, And no one could break his will-- The feisty Thomas Chickenbone With balls of fire in his quill. Some women said that he alone Had stamina of a thousand men, For mighty Thomas Chickenbone Was very potent with his pen. --Alexander Shaumyan August 18, 2007 www.shaumyan.com

Brilliant Ways Girls Turn Guys Down!!
HE: I'm a photographer I've been looking for a face like yours! SHE: I'm a plastic surgeon. I've been looking for a face like yours!! HE: May I have the pleasure of this dance? SHE: No, I'd like to have some pleasure too!!! HE: How did you get to be so beautiful? SHE: I must have been given your share!!! HE: Will you come out with me this Saturday? SHE: Sorry! I'm having a headache this weekend!!! HE: Go on, don't be shy. Ask me out! SHE: Okay, get out!!! HE: I think I could make you very happy SHE: Why? Are you leaving? HE: What would you say if I asked u to marry me? SHE: Nothing. I can't talk and laugh at the same time!!! HE: Can I have your name? SHE: Why, don't you already have one? HE: Shall we go and see a film? SHE: I've already seen it!!! HE: Do you think it was fate that brought us together? SHE: Nah, it was plain bad luck!!! HE: Where have you been all my life? SHE: Hiding from you. HE:

Chatting Is Good
hi all hope everyone is good. things are great with me .its almost spring i love it .hope you all are well would like to hear from anyone to chat. i have met some nice people on fur bar so feel free to Singh my guest book and tell me a bit about yourself. and the country you live in .take carelyn. and by the way Garfield is still my favorite cat Lynn from down under.

Hard To Live Without
Our hearts are full of memories, We cherish them with care, The way you had to leave us Will always seem unfair, One thing we have to tell you, Of which there is no doubt, You are wonderful to remember, But so hard to live without.

Backstabbing Bitches.......
Why is it when a woman is strong, People bitch and moan? I can't be one to please all. So for this I take a fall. I try to get along with them, But all I get is a "you done the biggest sin". To this I will just walk away, I have nothing more to say. To all the fakers and haters, I will not cater! To your whiny ass needs, I say girl please. Grow a backbone and speak your mind. Stop hiding behind, That fake ass grin you give. If you have an issue with me, Be a woman and don't bow a knee! Tell me how you feel, Believe me I'll not get ill. We all have a right to get mad, No one can say they have never been bad. Hell if I'm wrong I'll admit, Guess what, I've slipped. No one is perfect and right all the time, So why go above one's head and whine? ***Written for the fake ass and spineless bitches that work around me!!*****

Classifieds
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Why Do People Treat You Like Slaves
i cant believe how some people can be. they treat you as if you are their slaves in fast food. they expect you to wait on you hand and foot. they come in and poor salt and pepper all over your tables and expect you to clean up after them. is there a rule that says fast food workers are below everyone.

Do U Want Ur Cake&eat It Too
why do men seemingly want there cake and eat it too? not all men but just about. well i like this guy and he is on again off again with this girl....right now he and i are supposed to be together......but she still lives with him and he has been trying to do everything in his power to get her to move out and leave him alone.....all but have balls and just tell her. i don't know what he is afraid of. well i am trying to sit tight and view things from the outside but i am getting feelings....not sure what to do. do i leave him alone ad move on or do i just play the field like him and wait and see? just the question that i have for myself. i will just throw myself into what i need to do. i am about to say fuck men all together.

Happy Labor Day!!
hope everyone had a wonderful day!!! :D:D stop by and show my contest some lovin!!!!!!!! CLICK PHOTO TO VOTE!!(rate and comment) with everyones help ive managed to get over 30,000 votes!! thank you guys so much!! love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hey if you havent rated it yet...please do...its worth 5 points and it only takes a second!! thanks :D

Evolution Joke
One day a 6 year old girl was sitting in a classroom. The teacher was going to explain evolution to the children. The teacher asked a little boy: TEACHER: Tommy, do you see the tree outside? TOMMY: Yes. TEACHER: Tommy, do you see the grass outside? TOMMY: Yes. TEACHER: Go outside and look up and see if you can see the sky. TOMMY: Okay. (He returned a few minutes later) Yes, I saw the sky. TEACHER: Did you see God? TOMMY: No. A little girl spoke up and wanted to ask the boy some questions. The teacher agreed and the little girl asked the boy: LITTLE GIRL: Tommy, do you see the tree outside? TOMMY: Yes. LITTLE GIRL: Tommy, do you see the grass outside? TOMMY: Yessssss. LITTLE GIRL: Did you see the sky? TOMMY: Yesssssss. LITTLE GIRL: Tommy, do you see the teacher? TOMMY: Yes. LITTLE GIRL: Do you see her brain? TOMMY: No. LITTLE GIRL: Then according to what we were taught today in school, she must not have o

Mr. Sensitive
As I look at you I see many things. First, I see what looks back at me. I see the eyes, the color of the clear blue sea. They are big enough to get lost in. Next, I see the smile that greets me when I'm down and it is big enough to brighten up anyones day. I see a strong figure outlined with broad shoulders, that shows strength and determination. I see the hands that have virility, but also posses a sensitive touch. As I speak to you I see many things. Not only do I see your love for the Lord, but I see the great friend you are to me. I see intelligence in your advice and in your ways of friendship. When I sit next to you and listen to you speak, you send off a voice of sensitivity and understanding. As I think about you, I know many things. Your big heart and sensitive touch helps me to see what Jesus was like. Thank you for your time and love Grandpa. I look up to you in many ways. To me, you are Mr. Sensitive By: Lucky to be Irish This w

Help! Status Box
Ive seen peoples status with long messages how can i do that? Im going to Vegas in am and need to leave a message in that box. I will have my laptop and phone but ill be off and on line while im gone.Please help me ty

Me And The Man Lol
I was taking a ride today and I saw a bike coming up quick behind me. I always look to see what make and model it is. If it is a Harley I usually blow its fenders off. This bike looked like a HD bagger so I rolled the throttle and decided to leave this dude miles behind me. There was a lot of traffic so triple digit speeds were hard to keep. The bike Finally caught up to me and to my surprise it was a bike cop. LOL DOH! I was thinking I was kinda in deep shit but I figured if he was going to pull me over he would have. I always look for the POE POE and I forgot about the damn bike COPS. This COP pulled up next to me and I yielded to him a few feet, I stayed to his right side a few feet back. We were riding together for about a mile or 2 then he picked up the pace. Traffic broke and he decided to get on it. So f00k it I got on it too. I thought he was testing me so I remained a tad behind him but I knew my Baby would eat him up but I decided to let him have the lead. After all he

.....
So .. anyone who knows me, knows that I am not a very spontaneous person. I get nervous meeting new people in person even though I am quite talkative on the phone and internet... Well.. Last night my son stayed the night with my parents and I hung out with my friend and came home.. well.. I got bored around 3am and there's this guy I have been talking online and on the phone and I agreed to meet up with him... AT 3 EFFIN AM... yeah..so that definately is not something I usually do.. Kinda dangerous.. I know..but I met him on hotornot and small world because it turned out he dated one of my friends like 9-10 years ago..so I guess it was a little safer to meet him?.. well at least that's the excuse I gave myself.. Well anyways.. I had a blast and am really glad I met him.. Hope to see him again soon! enough of my rambles.. =-)

Boredom Sets In And...
I'm sitting at work and i'm thinking, What would i do without Fu? My eyes are tired, My head it aches, But i know what i can do... I'll message my buddy called Fuzzy, He's always making me smile, He posts silly comments, is a real life saint, And will keep me sane for a while... My Soul mate is also on Fu, She's gentle and funny and kind, Watch out for drunken comments, She knows how to stalk, The most caring woman you'll find!... And then there's this geezer called Marty, A Scotsman living in a towel, He welds up his cars, Arranged a seedy meet in a bar :P And his air guitar moves make me howl... We mustn't forget our Lou Lou, I loves her to bits, she's a hoot, She's a crazed footy fan, Drives a huge car, With Billy boy barkin in the boot! From West Virginia is my buddy Chaos, He's a cutie who lives over the pond, Amazing good friend And if i was a witch, I'd magic him here with my wand! The one that i miss, my friend Link, He's busy right n

Rip - Sexyliljenn69
Jennifer Chambers (SexylilJenn69) was on her way home and possible fell asleep at the wheel and crashed into a tree. Officials are still investigating. They don't think speed was a factor. A nurse from the local hospital was first at the scene and found that she was still alive (barely). She had to give her CPR on the way to the hospital, but she died on the way. Jennifer was a very special girl who I loved and regret'd leaving to make a better life here in FLorida. The hardest thing was to move to Florida leaving a girl that I loved 1500 miles away hopeing that things still work'd out but that didn't happen. We broke up a few days before I moved but remained good close friends. Hearing of her accident hurts me greatly and knowing that her 6 yr old lil girl doesn't have her mother anymore bring more pain. lucky the grandparents will probably get custody (I hope) and she'll be taken care of. There is no dates set at the moment. Here are some of her pics (from her account)

Bro Brew Says Prayers Do Get Answered
DEATH , YOU ARE LIKE A BRO TO ME , I LOST A BRO BUT GOT ONE IN RETURN . LIFE HAS MANY JOURNEYS , AND YOU HAD GUESS A HUGE ONE OF ME , I CRIED AND HAD A HEAVY HEART , MOM SAID NEVER QUESTION YOUR PATH OR JOURNEY , SO , I , DID AS ASKED OF ME. WE HAVE PRAYED FOR YOUR SAFETY , AND WILL CONTINUE TO . MOM DID A LOUNGE IN YOUR NAME ALSO . WE LOVE YOU BRO GOD ITS GOOD TO KNOW YOUR SAFE . YOU BRO KURT AKA OAK & WITCHESBREW ALL OF THE DEATH BBG SPECIAL FORCES LOUNGE .

A Dedication
*the weak, hybrid wolf pup crawls in to your feet. she looks up into your eyes with all of her strength and whispers* Wolf moon, come cast your spell on me, and save me *her consciousness fails and she lies helpless before you*

Behind The Looking Glass
My mind is turned inside out. Can't form a coherent thought. These pains in my chest. My breath I can't seem to catch. This vice around my heart. Emotions trapped inside a cage made of ice. I am lost inside myself. Hiding from what I can't escape.Stumbling around in this drug induced daze. All the time wondering. Can I pick up the broken pieces of my life? To make it right? Yet uncertainty's and insecurity's. Make me doubt if I can ever make it good again. A path paved in shattered dreams. Lined with crystallized teardrops. Traveled by only me. Am I strong enough to let someone walk beside me? Or will I continue to walk alone. Questions swirling around all the time. Enveloping my mind. Desperately trying to clasp the answers. Fluttering just beyond my grasp. Where do I belong? Is there a place, that I can call home? Or am I forever destined to roam? Because this fear of having my heart laid bare. From the anguish of unkept promises. The sins committed by l

Things
Okay, I know today is the 6th anniversary of 9/11 and several people are reminding us of what today is, so I'm not going to do that. Time for some fun stuff. Britney at the VMAs. I've always loved Britney, still do, I guess it's because I'm a dirty old man *eg*. Anyway, I thought Brit looked pretty good for having had 2 kids. Let's just say that I wouldn't kick her out of bed. That's right I'd still fuck her, and she wouldn't have to ask me twice. I could care less about her performance on stage. Other things Kid Rock and Tommy Lee getting into fight. Folks that's not news, I'm surprised it took this long. So what am I really excited about? Well for those that know me I'm a big Indiana Jones fan ( I used to be an archaeological field tech), so the name of Indy IV for is Indiana Jones and the Kingdom of the Crystal Skull. I could care less about the title I just wanna see the movie.

Just For Me
As the days continuously go by, And night gives way to day, I just ask that God bless me, With someones, special way, Every night as my mind, Begins its overnight rest, I miss someones arms around me, Letting my heart know, Everything is alright, When i look around me, Couples all filled with joy and laughter, Building memories and spending time, Creating another day in "Their" chapter, God has blessed me but once again, With yet another day to live and be, So again i start to wish, Of a partner, Just for me, Written by : Azalia

Way To Go Andy Rooney
Andy Rooney said on "60 Minutes" a few weeks back: I don't think being a minority makes you a victim of anything except numbers. The only things I can think of that are truly discriminatory are things like the United Negro College Fund, Jet Magazine, Black Entertainment Television, and Miss Black America. Try to have things like the United Caucasian College Fund, Cloud Magazine, White Entertainment Television, or Miss White America; and see what happens... Jesse Jackson will be knocking down your door. Guns do not make you a killer. I think killing makes you a killer. You can kill someone with a baseball bat or a car, but no one is trying to ban you from driving to the ball game. I believe they are called the Boy Scouts for a reason, which is why there are no girls allowed. Girls belong in the Girl Scouts! ARE YOU LISTENING MARTHA BURKE? I think that if you feel homosexuality is wrong,

I'm Not Happy
a lot has happened in the past few weeks. LOTS. I don't want to throw any blame, names or anything else around. I'm not happy here. Nor am I really wanted, and I've not been really loved here for quite some time. The only reason I have put up with as much as I have, is my kids. We were very close to seperation/divorce in 2006, and we both decided to stay. Looking back, I can't help but to think if that was the wise thing to do. I am torn between ending another relationship where I have children, and moving on from here. I'm not happy....I feel unloved, unappreciated, disrespected, and ALONE. He has been blaming me for what went wrong. If that's what he has to do, to come to terms with it, then fine. I know in my heart, that he threw me out years ago. I didn't have to make a "guilt free" weekend to go fuck someone, make plans to leave, etc.... I told him from the (almost) beginning of my relationship with my master, but it did no good, because he didn't want to know, a

!!!
I'm not lazy...at least I don't think I am. I am just tired and worn thin. I worked so hard in school to finish early so maybe it is normal for me to want to PLAY a bit......I really don't wanna go to work..I know as adults we have to do stuff anyway we don't wanna do but this really sucks. I am so picky and I don't want just ANY job (for my FT job anyway...PT is different). I *KNOW* I need to. My asthma situation is getting desperate, and my roommate has to be my "eyes" because they are alot worse and my lenses are too weak to really help me. Every time I talk to dad, he offers me money...that's all fine and great but I'm supposed to be own my own now and I'd rather keel over and die from an asthma attack than accept their money. I already owe them quite a chunk of gold for helping me pay off my disney trip to a psycho ex. BLAH I am just BLAH lately

A Poem Of Who I Am
I may... I may not be a model, I may not be your ideal; At least I know who ever I am, I always keep it real. I dont have to be thin to catch an eye, I only have to do is smile when I walk by. See I shake my ass, and it really moves - catchin the eye of all the dudes. Men like all women, theres no secret to that - But they love us girl who are really Phat. Hips that swish, breasts that bounce - thats want they want, ounce for ounce. So dont say im wrong for the size that I am All your doin is hatin Cuz you want my man!

Something New (story)
Something New by Raindear816© (Sweet Lil Wicked One) I lay sleeping while you, my lover watch me. The moonlight casts a glow over my naked body. You study me, watching the rise and fall of my breasts as I breathe. My body is like a magnet to your hands. Drawing you close to me, I feel your gentle touch as you lightly brush my shoulder with your fingertips and trail down my arm to my side and follow the curves of my body. I remain asleep, I do not stir. Your lips tenderly kiss my forehead and then down my cheek to my neck. My body awakens to your touch as your passion for me rises and your hands explore my body. I awake to feel you kissing passionately from my neck and up to my lips as soft as a rose petal. I open my eyes and gaze into yours as we read each other in the moonlight, there's no need for an exchange of words. Your naked, sexy body on mine stimulates my femaleness to swell and moisten. Your kisses move lower still to my breasts where you cup one, twisting the

Forgive Me...
You forgive me for liking you too much, And I'll forgive you for not liking me enough. You forgive me for missing you so, And I'll forgive you for being so cold. You forgive me for the loud racing of my heart, And I'll forgive you for not hearing it. You forgive me for playing your games, And I'll forgive you for toying with my emotions. You forgive me for finding you so attractive, And I'll forgive you for not noticing. You forgive me for raising you up so high, And I'll forgive you for bringing me down so low. You forgive me for wanting to be with you, And I'll forgive you for avoiding me. You forgive me for being so pathetic, And I'll forgive you for taking advantage of it. You forgive me for not being able to let go, And I'll forgive you for never having latched on. You forgive me for having hopes and dreams, And I'll forgive you for crushing them. Forgiveness brings inner peace. Do we have a deal?

Will Be Gone For Awhile...
My internet will be down for a few weeks, so I won't be around.....For those of you who are my close friends, send me a PM before the end of the night with your yahoo IM's so I can keep in touch with you...Internet will be down beginning tomorrow..

#12 9/17 - 9/23
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I Wish
I wish I was writing that custom erotic story for "J"... it would be so much more relaxing and gratifying to be writing right now. I guess I will just have to settle for viewing the story in my head and build upon it all day long as I am stressing out. Perhaps the visions in my head of the story being built will settle my nerves. Is it lunch time yet? LOL

I Loved..
i can recall the crispness in your voice every time you spoke my name. i can hear my heart as it pounded when the phone would ring and it would be you. i can remember the sound my tears made as they hit the paper when i would write you a letter about what i thought. i tried to forget you so many damn times when my heart would beat me up inside and remind me that you are unforgettable. i pretended so many times not to care when my mind called me a fool for trying. i dreamed of you more times than i can count when i would find my body limp from just trying to stay awake. i have imagined what my life would be if you had never walked in it when i have known that that thought is too far from reality. and finally an end result to it all.. i have come to accept and appreciate that you are always going to me close to my heart because... I LOVED!

Fan, Rate, Then Add...
Hmmm... I realize that I am new here, but Fan you, Rate You, PRIOR to adding you? Sure, I am into a pretty face, and nice skin, just like the rest of us. But the Fan thing really means something to me. I can easily (almost) blindly rate a photo - and if it moves me, very quickly I will give it a 12. But many women here want the Fan first, prior to asking to connect to for friendship (or at least the allusion of friendship). This I have trouble with. Fan says to me that I not only like you, but support your decisions, way of life, choices of cold cuts, something for crying out loud. How am I to know if I can be your fan if I don't know a thing about you? I am fans of some, but there is reason for it. To those that I am fans, they know why. It genuinely revolves around respect. Some women are pretty weird around this concept. Most women don't want flesh freaks, then when a guy really wants to know something, treat them as a number. Many women here think that a g

I Knew (poem)
Yeah I knew this day would come, the day we say goodbye. I knew you would tell me you found someone else. I knew you weren't mine. I knew I deserved more but I took what I could get. I blindly took a hold of you desperate to feel loved, wanted, and needed. I knew it wouldn't last, but I gave you everything my mind and body. I knew this wouldn't become any more than what it was, and what it was, was nothing. I knew that .I settled and I knew that. Yeah I knew this day would come, but I didn't’t know it would hurt so much.

And So It Continues....
Today has about been strange to say the least but I am slowly but surely getting what I need done. I have my application for my license and proof of my newly accuqired E & O insurance ready to send to TREC. Tomorrow all this gets put in the mail and I await my pending license. I have been told I should get them from 1-2 weeks. Yippie then I can start work! I begin learning the contracts next week on Mon and Tues. This way once I get my license I am ready to go. I am excited. It is all new to me but I can learn it. Hopefully fast enough to make a bit before I have to file bankruptcy lmao. No kidding but debt is piling up and no income on my part means they are hard to meet. Anyhoo I have acheived what I set out to acheive...I am now going to be a licensed Tennessee Real Estate Affiliate Broker.

Blah
oh well.. my life is pretty suckie right now.. but not much i can do about it.. seems I can not get out of this depression I am in.. no matter what I do and how hard I try.. I just seemed to get sucked deeper and deeper into it... all my friends try to help, and I do so appreciate that.. but it seems nothing well get me out of it.. when i seem to finally be coming out of it.. bam something else puts me even farther in.. people who have no respect for me make it worse.. especially when I do everything I can for them.. I guess I am just gonna have to become the bitch again... well it will be good for me but bad for everyone else.. I guess its time I worry about me for once and less of everyone else... I guess thats all for now.. thanks for reading...

The Keg
A couple had just moved into a small castle they had recently purchased and were excitedly searching all the nooks and crannies. In a large underground room, they discovered many empty barrels that had been tapped years ago and one still appeared to be full. They immediately tapped it and found that it contained a delicious brandy. They drank the hundred-year-old brew and even served it to their guests at parties. Months later, after the barrel had run dry, they tried to lift it and noticed that it was still too heavy to be empty. Curious as to what could be making the barrel so heavy, they cut it up only to make the grizzly discovery of a shriveled corpse curled up in the barrel!

Love?
Thoughts of a sad soul Current mood: sad Category: Romance and Relationships Is it better to have to have loved and lost or to have never loved at all? This is a question for the ages. What is the definition of love? I dont believe there is a definition. I believe that it is a feeling of the heart and not of the mind. Love is a feeling that encompasses your body which you can feel thoughout your soul. I also dont believe it has anything to do with your mind because there is no logic to love, nor should it be something you even have to think about. Back to the question at hand. To lose something you love is probly one of the hardest things in life to deal with, from my experiences anyway. It effects your whole life, every aspect, every feeling, and every decission. It definitly takes some time some time to get over, more so when you cant understand the reason for the lose. If youve never had that feeling of lose, than in my opinon youve never truly loved. To have never loved

Does Online Dating Work Anymore For Guys?
I used to meet a lot of women online for dating years ago when the whole online dating sites were free and new. Now it stinks for guys at least based on the many emails I have sent via Craigslist and Match.com sites and the very few replies given. So I dont place a whole lot of stock and trust in it anymore. Besides most women are 500+ miles from me who have any interest. Now its just fun to do online stuff but romance is dead for normal guys like me.

Explanations...
Ahhh yes to leave the “almighty FUBAR” you are all asking, what’s the reason? Well first off I’m never on anymore anyway, second: Have you taken a look around here lately? It’s turned into a fucking drama circus, and really, it’s insane. The amount of bullshit I’ve seen go on here in this site, since I joined back in the fucking stone ages is incredible, I miss the old days, the days when it was all fun. Now you have to constantly fight to keep your name clear, and to get people from walking all over you. I have spent no more than 6 hours on FUBAR in the last week (I have had people checking on my account at times, just to make sure nothing out of hand is going on and that is how you are seeing this blog being posted), and I tell you, I feel less stressed, I know I know, why should I let a social network site get to me? Well I don’t know; it just has. As for all of my good friends on here, I love and respect the hell out of you, if you need to get a hold of me ever, email me, trappe

Omg!! You Have To See These Two!!
Today, is the best day I've had in a long time. I wasn't expecting anything, just a normal day. Well this lady made the whole day different. She heard about my contest I was in and pimped me out and the ass that was supposed to pay out for a blast and never did. She's definitely one of best people on here!! She added me today and pimped me out and I had none stop people on my page!! I would like to thank Baby Boy for introducing us!! Here's her link, if you don't have her on your list, go fan, add and rate her!! ~»§£ÅVE PRÌÑcE§§«~@ fubar And I would like to thank Baby Boy for always being there for me! For being there for everyone on his list. For helping me deal with that dude, who will probably never keep his word. Baby Boy is a very honorable man and someone you should definitely have on your friends list. He is a very honest and caring man, who will bend over backwards to help you with everything he can!! He won a contest today for a 7day blast today. He turned around and gave

No Need To Ask "why?"
As the road rises to greet you, And as the sun sets upon your past, You see hearts full of undeniable passion, And a friendship around thats going to last, You have said and done good and bad, You have already run a thousand miles, You've jumped the hurdles put before you, You've helped alot fo people with your wonderful smiles, Your touch is soft and gentle, Your breath is nice and sweet, Your arms bring welcoming comfort, To anyone whom in which you choose to be, You can distract the most complicated of minds, Make people forget through what they have been, You ahve what it takes to be wanted, Everything about you says you want to win, Even at times when you've seemed so low, You've always had a hand to reach out and say "hi", We all love you and would greatly miss you, So now you know, there's no need to ask "why?"............. This poem was written for three of my boys that recently have passed into Gods arms,,,,,, I ju

Finally Free
Just wanted to let you all know that my Divorce was finalized yesterday (26 Sept 07) at about 10 am. So for all of you local, and maybe not so local beautiful women out there, feel free to hit me up and maybe we can take a ride sometime. Im always looking to meet new people, and make new friends. Guys I will ride with you as well. You just have to have your own bike. No men riding bitch on the back of my bike. LOL

I Vampire
I Vampire After light I roam The dark streets of the night. My victims Follow me, I smell The blood, I yearn to drink The lust The ecstasy so pure Drives me past any wildest dreams. I am a predator And you are my prey. (c) Nataha Wismer 10/12/97

Top Fubar Friends!!!!
This is dedicated to all my friends on here that have always kept up and rated my pics on a continual basis, left comments and have helped me level up when I needed it!!!! Please everyone.. show them some love... They really deserve it!!!! I really Appreciate you guys... YOU ARE THE BEST! :) ~* BrOwN eYeD GuRl*~ *StEeLeRs GuRl 4EvEr*ItALiAn MaFiA pRiNcEsS*~@ fubar "SQUIRTER KAYLA RAYNES"@ fubar ~♥Miss TKT♥~@ fubar ~*Jaxfinest4ever*~*Fu-Hitched To The Amazing Panicmyself*~*Dirty South Crew*~@ fubar lilbellydancer101@ fubar ~SicilianChick~~Manager of EFXN Lounge~~Dirty South Crew~~*@ fubar SarcasticNanci@ fubar ~♥Miss TKT♥~@ fubar have a good weekend!!!!! Craig

Where Have I Been? I Have Been To Moli!! Lol...
I have been exploring building another profile site. Very interesting site that centers around many creative and talented people and allows one so shine those talents before others. If you want to check out what I have been up to, go to MOLI, click on searching for individuals and look for my pink hat picture. Click on that and be welcomed into another whole world of building a profile site. I see this as a great site to show off your creative side -- whether it be writing, selling wares, showing off your business, etc. It is in the beta stage, but is oh so easy to build... and the storefronts are cheap too!! If the stores are as user friendly as the profile has been to set up, I am definitely looking forward to getting one set up for me soon. Check it out -- MOLI Don't worry, I am not leaving here. Every site has its place...and when you check out the other site, you will see better of what I mean. Just another site for me to explore and reach out to other creative a

Security To Tight
Don't get me wrong i love the idea that they have security on here. But damn there making it to tight. It's is frustrating as hell trying to bomb a contest photo and everyother time you have to go through a security check. I just posted 30 comments on a friends contest page and i got hit with 20 bouncer id checks. Does anyone else see the problem with this or am I alone. I know that there has been other people complain about this but i just had to blow off some steam.

Flying Speghetti Monster Noodle Pie
Flying Speghetti Monster Noodle Pie... Prep & Cooking Time: 1 hr. 5 min. Yield: 5 servings Serving Size: 6.000 ounces 1 cup, drained, cottage cheese (fat free) 2 oz mozzarella cheese (part skim) 4 egg whites 1 tsp dried oregano 8 oz canned crushed tomatoes 1 raw, huge sweet red bell pepper, diced 1&1/2 cups cooked spaghetti noodles 12 oz raw, ground beef 1 Tbsp margarine, trans-fat free blend Directions: 1. Cook spaghetti, omit the salt and oil from the directions, drain and set aside 2. In a bowl, combine 2 egg whites, and margarine, add to hot spaghetti and stir 3. Coat a round, 9 inch baking pan with non stick cooking spray and add noodles, going up the sides as well 4. In a bowl, mix 2 egg whites and cottage cheese, pour on top of noodles and set aside 5. In a large skillet, brown meat with red pepper. Drain excess oils, blot with paper towel and pour on top of cottage cheese layer 6. Pour crushed tomatoes (including sauce) and oregano. Bake at 350

Controversy
mumm's are suppose to be controversial. I just can't decide. I wrote one to test the response (not a real situation) and to see if the people on Fubar would give the right advice. 75% did. I just didn't like the way it made me feel afterward even though it was not going to happen. My son is the most important person in the world to me. We went to practice, I helped coach, then went to eat and had ice cream together (his choice). Came home got ready for bed then read a story together like we do every night. Life is short and kids grow up fast. I hope everyone has a great night and go hug your child. T-Man.

Woke Up With Stranger
If we woke up naked together, using only 3 words what would you say? Tell me in a private message and then repost it titled "To all the men on my list" or "To all the ladies on my list" See how many crazy answers you get!

The Use Of Meth
Of all the drugs that I've tried in my life, meth is the one that I thought would put me in my grave..... and it would have, had I not had a strong family who love me and was able to step through the meth wall, and brought me back to life! I LOVE YOU MOM, DAD, CYNDI!

Uk Troop Reductions.
Shit like this pisses me the fuck right off. The English News (generally and falsely called the National News) has been bleating on all day long about how the "UK" government are reducing the British troop presence in Afghanistan. What the fuckers DIDN'T mention is that, whilst a shit load of English soldiers are coming home, there will in fact be an INCREASE in the amount of Scottish Regiment troops serving there. HALF of the Scot's Army will be there, almost 1400 young Scottish men and women. So, from a Scottish point of view, where's the fucking decrease? And people have actually asked me why I want Scotland to be independent from the UK. ps. I know that an army of 2,800 may not seem that large, especially to Americans, but Scotland has a larger army than other countries of comparable size and population.

Deployment Happens
Well, the time has finally arrived. I am off to the sand box for 15 months. Once I have an address I will send it out. My email at mark.wedel@gmail.com will still be working which would probably be the easiest way to get ahold of me for now. I will try to keep you all updated as best I can, when I can. I look forward to seeing you all in January of 2009 again stateside. Until then, we will have to communicate this way. See you all soon. Mark

My Other Blog
I have bee receiving alot of flack about my blog. People that have never spoken to me, accuse me of being a user and a bad guy because i post about good guys. Personally I couldn't care less what other people think of me, but judging me without even talking to me?? I'm sorry but that is going a bit too far. My friends know who and what I am, that is enough for me.

Tears
I find myself sitting here in tears more and more often and the only thing I can say is that tears are good to cleanse the soul, but why is it he can bring me to all these tears just by not doing as he says. I must be a terrible person that no one feels I have feelings also and can just be walked on. I know I am not the best person at times that I can be and fr that I am sorry, I know that my depression is no excuse but it does not help. Maybe in time I will learn to control my depression once more but right now I can't and so the tears will continue.

Are We Really As Equal As We Should Be?
ARE WE REALLY AS EQUAL AS WE SHOULD BE? All humans are born equal. It doesn't matter who your parents are, what race you are, what gender you are, or what afflictions you are born with. In fact, we are all born with some affliction or another. Some are just more obvious and visible than others. No one is perfect--perfectly imperfect, maybe; but no one is ever one hundred percent perfect. We are all born needing food, water, love, support, and stimulation. Even though we like to think we all have certain human rights, we really dont. Human rights are a set of rules--guidelines, so to speak--which were made up in order to protect people from each other. Ever notice that human rights seem to differ from region to region? Thats right. The set of rules vary by area. Such human rights as freedom of speech, right to abortion, right to choose religion, sexual orientation practices, are different all over the world. In reality, eqaulity is not automatically given. It is

Gater Stole My Thong!!!
Okay, so its late and I get a phone call from an ex-boyfreind. He wants to meet up and do some catching up on each other [ahem!] Well, he comes to pick me up and we grabs some beers from the local Handy Way. We go and sit at the dock and shoot the breeze, smoke a little, drink a few, listen to some toons. We decide to do some ridin, so we ride around a little while. Soon we end up at the boat ramp near the local bar. As we are sitting on the dock, we can hear the gaters croaking and growling becasue it is gater-matin season. We giggle about this and start getting it on too. Well, we get down hot and heavy, and decide its time to get dressed. He quickly gets dressed, but me being a woman and all, it takes me forever to find all my clothes. I looked around for my panties. My favorite black thong with the laces up the back and leather trim. I looked twice. They were not there.....I asked him if he had them [he would do this.....crazy fool that he is]. I looked

Woohoo
35 DAYS CLEAN & SOBER AND COUNTING This is a record for me yall GO ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I can only thank my kids (I love you Luke & Libby) and Will, and my friends who've been there for me thru everything and put up with my shit over the last couple years. I wouldnt be what i am without my friends, im finally realizing who my true friends are. Weez i known u for 6yrs and ive been thru alot and u been there for me...I love u girl James, my god bro, u've known me since i was 11...and im 22..thats a long ass time...we both fell off the earth a few times, but u been there...I love ya hun...ill always be ur spex :p

My Very 1st Poem Ever!!!!
Over a year has passed since I last saw your face, I never even though to utter a sylable of your name. However, you haunt me in my most secret place, I don't know why these feelings still remain. We put each other through so much in so little time The frustration, abuse, and pain. I hate you for you took something of mine, Yet I do not know why these feelings still remain

Daddy It Hurts
Daddy It Hurts! This Is a true story and If you don't pass this on you don't have a soul!!! My name is Chris I am three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me. I cant do a wrong I cant speak at all Or else I'm locked up All day long. When I'm awake I'm all alone The house is dark My folks aren't home When my mommy does come home I'll try and be nice, So maybe ill just get One whipping tonight. I just heard a car My daddy is back From Charil's bar I hear him curse My name is called I press myself Against the wall I try to hide From his evil eyes I'm so afraid now I'm starting to cry He finds me weeping Calls me ugly words, He says its my fault He suffers at work He slaps and hits me And yells at me more

Ok I Forgot To Thanks Some Friends
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Untitled
Everyday I wander what my life is worth. I wander why I am here on this Earth. Will there be a day where I can finally understand? Or will they always stand there and make a demand? My days are wonderful and full or fun. But when night falls, the pain throbbs my heart making me want more of that warm sun. Will there ever be a day where I receive praise? Or do they beleive that I am not fazed? I am not a walking peice of armor, I feel the hurt too.

In Loving Memory Of Crystal Dawn Fowler10/25/1983 - 06/10/2001
This blog is in memory of my stepdaughter. Crystal I love you and miss you with all my heart to day is your birthday and I so wish that you were here for us to celebrate it. God had other plans that took you away from us six years ago. I sit and wonder many times what would you be doing today if you were still with us. You will always be in my heart every where I go. We love you and miss you very much. We have two guardian angels up there watching over us You & Zoie (Unborn Daughter).

Http://neuroaster.multiply.com/
THIS NEWS BULLETIN JUST IN: Multiply Dot Com is a browser-supremacist cyberhole refusing to let my browser (or version or whatever) download a "headshot" pic (that thing that keeps you from looking like either a bot or someone trying to hide their face in Cyberspace). And now all I read on Yahoo 360 is "Why aren't you on Multiply?" this and "Why aren't you on Multiply?" that. Pisses me off. Have a nice day :)

Fill Your Moments........
Fill your moments with action, and there will be little time left for worry. Fill your moments with meaning, and there will be little time left for despair. Fill your days with discovery, and you will fill your life with valuable knowledge. Fill your hours with caring, compassion and respect, and you will fill your world with love and friendship.Fill your thoughts with positive possibilities, and the best things in life will surely be within your reach. Fill your words with encouragement and enthusiasm, and you'll often find people and circumstances lining up in your favor. Fill your efforts with purpose, persistence, diligence and integrity,and your life will be filled with valuable achievements.Fill your heart with a love of truth and goodness, and your soul will be filled with the treasure of wisdom.Your life is a most precious gift. Fill every corner of it with the best that you can.

Live Webcam : Looking For Spectators
I will tribute another cutie soon, I will do it live on my webcam. Let me know if you want to watch, just send me a message with your Yahoo Messenger ID. Otherwise, check my galleries! :) - Some skin for friends album (must be FRIEND over 18) - Shots Gallery album (must be FRIEND over 18) - Made for Me album (must be FRIEND over 18) - Tribute album (must be FRIEND over 18) Kisses Nice Boy PS: Comments on my pictures and videos are also welcome :) Below, you can see what to expect:

Ty Txsunrise For This Blog Love?hate?
Difference Between Love and Infatuation Are you really in love? Or do you think that you are in love? There is a big difference between Love and infatuation. Some people can't tell the difference, thinking they are in love but really it is a deep infatuation. Infatuation is instant desire - one set of glands calling to another. Love is friendship that has caught fire. It takes root and grows, one day at a time. Infatuation is marked by a feeling of insecurity. You are excited and eager, but not genuinely happy. There are nagging doubts, unanswered questions, little bits and pieces about your beloved that you would just as soon not examine too closely. It might spoil the dream. Love is the quiet understanding and mature acceptance of imperfection. It is real. It gives you strength and grows beyond you - to bolster your beloved. You are warmed by their presence, even when they are away. Miles do not separate you. You have so many wonderful little films in your head tha

Must Win
Must beat everyone to rule the world! So Im in a new contest. If you help me win i'll buy you all a puppy. You know you all love me and want to help me win a happy hour. So Woo Hoo. COMMENT BOMB AWAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Love you bitches, Mark Murderous!

All My Tears
for the times i sat there and allowed you to say whatever u wanted, no matter how much it hurt. the time i sat there and thanked God for bringing you to me. for the times i thought u were different then every other one. for the times love was truely meant for you. for the times i defended u against my own better judgement. well i guess every tear that falls now stands for something.

Lacuna
After all this time, Condi Rice has discovered she has a lacuna, and she wants it filled. You'd think she would have known about it sooner. In case you didn't already know, the lacuna of which she speaks is the gap, or hole, in the law that resulted in no clear way to prosecute the badly behaving Blackwater mercenaries in Iraq. Of course, before this war, America didn't use mercenaries much, so it wasn't a problem. Now Congress will have to define in a law what to do when our mercenaries get trigger-happy and start shooting civilians without provocation. While they're at it, outlawing the use of mercenaries altogether might be a good plan.

Summary Of Emailz
Body: ~*SUMMARY OF MY LAST YEAR EMAILS*~ I must send my thanks to whoever sent me the one about poop in the glue on envelopes because I now have to use a wet towel with every envelope that needs sealing. Also, now I have to scrub the top of every can I open for the same reason. I no longer have any savings because I gave it to a sick girl (Penny Brown) who is about to die in the hospital for the 1,387,258th time. I no longer have any money at all, but that will change once I receive the $15,000 that Bill Gates/Microsoft and AOL are sending me for participating in their special e-mail program. I no longer worry about my soul because I have 363,214 angels looking out for me, and St. Theresa's novena has granted my every wish. I no longer eat KFC because their chickens are actually horrible mutant freaks with no eyes or feathers. I no longer use cancer-causing deodorants even though I smell like a water buffalo on a hot day Thanks to you, I have learned that my pr

Things That I've Learned...
As I have matured... I've learned several things and thought that I would share them with ya'll. I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is stalk them and hope they panic and give in... lol... (I really didn't learn that, but thought it was cute anyways...) I've learned taht no matter how much I care, some people are just assholes. This is a real deal one here... I'VE LEARNED THAT IT TAKES YEARS TO BUILD UP TRUST, AND IT ONLY TAKE SUSPICION, NOT PROOF, TO DESTROY IT. I know this one for a fact. I've had this to happen. To love someone with my heart and trust them, but they were always weary of me. I've learned that you shouldn't compare yourself to others - they are more screwed up than you think. This is very true and I know some of these people too... lol. I've learned that you can keep vomiting long after you think you're finished... I know this one for a fact. I've been pregnant twice and have had many a hang overs.... I've learned tha

Just Thoughts
I sat alone today outside on the porch feeling the cold wind against my face...thinking.... life is so short..... nothing in life is ever guaranteed.... my sister thought she had life figured out and the truth is no one will ever trully figure it out all we can do is live life and love ever single minute of it. for so long now i have wondered aimlessly through life not knowing what I wanted or where i was going but i decided today that I need some changes in my life... changes that only i can make.... I need not to be afraid to live to be happy. I need to learn to live life to the fullest and experience what it has to offer.... So i guess theres going to be some changes in my life.... anyone that by chance reads this... dont be afraid to take chances for life is all about risk's and taking chances... life is about going out there and getting what you want..... live... laugh....love.. to the best you can...

Sex
Your bed’s feeling a little too crowded. You kick out the dog. But it’s still crowded. What gives? It’s time to examine your gut. You’re getting older, your metabolism’s slowing, your handles are growing… maybe your thighs jiggle and your hips shimmy when you shake your booty. All in all, you don’t feel, well, sexy anymore. If you’ve forgotten what the phrase “frisky devil” means, keep the Viagra at the doc’s office and make some of these easy changes to your health regimen (or just start a health regimen) to rev up your sex life. 1. OJ’s Not Just for Glove Wearin’ Vitamin C’s a perfect fit for boosting your pleasure. Popping a couple thousand milligrams a day will improve your blood flow (making for stiffer, longer erections for men and riper Tweety Birds for ladies); and this potent little antioxidant will also work hard to take down any free radicals that try to damage the cells in your private parts - C’s your own, personal sex brigade. 2. Couples Stretch Stretching

Where To Find.
well i guess im kinda down and out. i have been for quite some time. bare with the spelling,im half asleep. is there really true love out there? i watch some of these romantic movies and it makes me want to barf. or i laugh and say that would never happen. would it? can ever seem to find that semi-perfect guy. notice i said semi. you wouldnt ever find the perfect guy. and any guy that thinks he is, is just FULL OF SHIT!. ya know that one that sends ya flowers for no reason. or just calls you out of the blue bc he was thinking about you. or does that, put one hand on the side of your face and the other on your lower back and pulls you in for a deep kiss? or just makes you dinner. or just holds you when your feeling down or sad. and lets you vent when you need too. ok girls am i just dreaming or does it exist!? i dont anymore. ive given up on trying to find love. ive gone back to having a black heart and i hate it!

Apprehensiveness And Revulsion In Redlands
The world spins, light hears, sound feels. There is something at the edge of my vision, something menacing and ominous..but it is faster than I. No matter how quickly I turn my head, it moves faster, always at the edge of my vision, threatening me. The music surrounds me, caressing my skin and massaging my bones. Time works differently here, I wish I could go back to when things were orderly and made sense. One second follows another, 60 in a row makes a minute, 60 minutes in an hour, 24 hours in a day. Orderly, sequential...but not here, not in the land of the distorted. I pop a pill at 7 PM, a friendly little blue pill that makes the carpet fuzzy and the walls crawl like myriad ants. I smoke a joint at 6 PM, after the pill, to chill out and relax a little bit. I drink a beer at 9 PM to start my night, take the edge off the day, time works backwards. One minute does not follow the previous, it follows the next or perhaps the one after. People are strange, conversation is difficu

Love And Heartbreak
Why is it that when you think you have found that certain someone and you think all is going great, it all blows up in your face. You get to a point in your life where you believe that there isn't anything else that you could go through, but then you end up going through the worst pain of your life and all you want to do is stay in bed and never enter the real world again, but you can't because you have responsibilities that are far more important than anything you are dealing with personally. So you tuck it all inside yourself and try your best to go on with your life. You will forever love the one that hurt you cause you know it wasn't intentional, but you have to back off and hope that they come back to you instead of someone else. The worst of it is having to put your heart back together when it keeps breaking every minute of every hour of every day. But you keep going on cause you think of others before yourself.

11-05 Daddy Update
So he has almost completed half of his radiation treatments and they seem to be working pretty well as his pain is decreasing. Wednesday he begins chemo. He will take a treatment every 3 weeks. So we will see how that goes...Hopefully with prayers and the doctor's knowledge combined his cancer will be cured. Thanks all of you who have been here for me so far...Love ya all

I Wonder
I wonder... Sometimes i wonder, What it is like Up there? Is it sunny? Is it Raining? The weather... Is it jus like the way it is Down here? I wonder... But what's the point? Is there a point? May be there is. Will i ever find out? I guess that one day, My life. The end of it. Just live, The way it is for now. Wait till it's my time, My end. (c) Angel

Alfredo Ravioli Bake
2 tablespoons butter or margarine 1 1/4 pounds boneless skinless chicken breast halves, cut into 1-inch pieces 1 (8-ounce) package sliced fresh mushrooms 1 (16-ounce) jar Alfredo sauce 1 (25 to 27 1/2-ounce) package frozen cheese-filled ravioli 1 large (1 cup) red bell pepper, chopped 2 cups (8 ounces) mozzarella cheese, shredded 1/4 cup freshly grated Parmesan cheese 1. Heat oven to 350°F. 2. Melt butter in 12-inch skillet until sizzling; add chicken pieces. Cook over medium-high heat until chicken is lightly browned (4 to 6 minutes). Add mushrooms; continue cooking until chicken is no longer pink and mushrooms are tender (4 to 6 minutes). Do not drain. 3. Spread 1/2 cup sauce into greased 13x9-inch baking dish. Arrange single layer of frozen ravioli over sauce; drizzle 3/4 cup sauce evenly over ravioli. Spread with 1 1/2 cups chicken and mushroom mixture, 1/2 cup red bell pepper and 1 cup mozzarella cheese. Repeat with remaining ingredients, except remaining 1 cu

Just Sitting Here Thinking
I have had the last day to deal with the passing of my best friend and it isn't getting any easier let me tell ya. He was one hell of a guy. He was always there no matter what. We never had an intimate relationship because from the very beginning we agreed we would just be friends and agreed sex would make that difficult. If you don't have a friend of the opposite sex that you've had that kind of friendship with you may not understand but if you have you will know where I'm coming from. He was there for my girls, being a single mom with 3 girls to raise without a mans influence is difficult but he always made me know he was that influence for them and he was. I have called him in the middle of the night when my teenage daughter climbed out the window for a boy and he was right there. He was always there when they had new boyfriends to let them know hey they don't have a dad but they have Uncle Steve and now that safety net is gone and its a hard pill to swallow I must say. People say w

Show Me Your Tits And Other Slanders Stuff
I get angry when I see someone take the time to upload a photo of themselves just to read some of the comments degarding you in some way. The number one being let me see your tits or in nicer terms your NSFW. I'm sorry but if your spending your entire time on here and you cant break too look at a freakin porn site then you have problem. Why must you hound somebody to oogle at a body part. Have you never seen boobies before( or if you play for the same filed a cock) I have nothing against nudity I in fact love tits but I'm not going to go out of my way to see them. If someone has them marked as private, respect them enough that is what they want, privacy some people on here have NSFW pics up by the ten folds and thats fine it's their choice go hagle them for a while they probbaly love to have people look since all you have to do is Fan them. I know a lot of guys might read this and I write to me how lame for not seeing a womans breast. Hey I can look at breasts when ever I want to and

Shitty Life Lately.... :(
not so much for me, but for someone really important to me. he is the one that is there for me when im down and always seems to have the answers to everyones problems. he is my best friend and i want to help him cheer up. he wont be online till tomorrow night and i wanted to do something nice for him. will you help me? i want to try to get him leveled, or at least close to it so he has something to smile about when he gets home. will you help? please go to his profile and leave him as much love as possible? PLEASE!!! it would be awesome if he got a lot of awesome comments so he can see that people to care, plus photo comments are his fav thing too. lol. its always cool to hear people say good things about you. it helps cheer alot of people up :) please and thank you in advance. God Bless SilverBlood (rate/add/fan plz)@ fubar

Mine R Hazel!
Black Eyes People with black eyes spend the shortest time in relationships except for the one with their current addiction. They are leg humping friendly to borderline sleazy. They always fall in love with anything that has two legs, a pulse and a wet spot. They are great kissers----until they vomit all over you. They are very easy to please unless they haven't had their latest fix of alcohol, meth, cocaine, or prescription medicine. If you repost this and you have black eyes you will either O.D., spend the night in jail, or wake up next to some skank you've never seen before within the next 2 days. Blue Eyes People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. They are kind, pretty or handsome,very good kissers and are really hot. They always fall in love with their closest friends and never understand why. They are very funny, outgoing and don't care what people think or say. They are very satisfying and love to please. Are straight up WARRIORS when necessary. if you mes

Holidays
As a kid I used to look forward to the holidays and i do mean i was the first one to have the holiday spirit. on thanksgiving we had a feast of turkey,pies of all flavors like lemon,apple,cherry,mince .... but this year i dont think i want to deal with the holidays at all. my dad made all the holidays special but this year it just wont be the same. i lost my dad three months ago and the anniversary just happens to fall on thanksgiving this time.

Happy Veteran's Day
Please take time to remember those that have served our country, those that are currently serving, and those that have given their lives serving our country. Many people have taken time out of their lives to serve because they wanted to do something for their country. I can tell you that they do not do it to get rich and they do not do it for recognition. Most that serve know that there are bigger implications involved when they volunteer and they realize that they could be asked at any time to put their life on the line. Those men and women that are currently serving are doing a tough job, and with all the negative media and the opposition that they get from groups around the country for the job that they are currently doing; they need all the support that they can get from those of us that appreciate them. If you get the opportunity, let them know that they are appreciated. Thanks

Everlasting Love
The Flames Of Your Everlasting Love My love Come to me, To my loving arms And just ask me, How much I love you, And my answer will be as... I stare into the magic Of your eyes, That yes, I will always Love only you... And then I would say... Let's escape through the day and night, Let's fly together you and I... Up to the heaven wings of love, Since we are so feverishly and hungry, For each other's flesh... Since you have stir all my blood, That is boiling now... Just to bathe in your own, To feel the storm of fire, From your passions erupting, And burning, within us, to enjoy As we entwine flesh with flesh, To feel the depth from your passions As I feel your fingers trace my body As I tremble and quiver, with delight, It's an overwhelming feeling, Being embraced in the flames... Of your everlasting love!

My Birthday
Well my birthday is coming up on Nov 23. I will be celebrating alone this year since my wife left me. Hope to find a young lady or ladies playing on cam for my birthday, but I am not counting on it. My yahoo id is yoda_40351 if anyone want to get hold of me.

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A Poem For Dave
Pinched this from my Best Bud Mizz UK what she wrote for me. Your a man and Im a woman your older and Im younger, your cheese and I am am chalk, but makes no difference as we talk. You aint allways right and I aint allways wrong but it is easy for us to get along, You say yes I say no, you say left I say right but we are best friends we don't fight. you say nutty I say crazy you say make me a cupper lazy I say want a biscuit with that? You say yes please and a kitkat. You say best bud and I say best mate you can drive me crazy when its very late, your a laugh and I really do love ya and Im your guardian angel shining above ya. you say bye I say bye babe forver ever more I love my crazy dave huggiessssssssssssssssssssss xoxoxoxo Why not drop by and leave her some luv as well Mizz UK The Chosen One UK Levelers (Brit Bomber 9)@ fubar

Mourning
Lately, I seem to struggle to understand, why things happen the way they do. Why is death so mysterious? Why do some people have to endure so much pain and others seem so charmed? It makes me angry. Life's so short and unpredictable. We're taught to cherish each day, each breath, every second, but no one teaches us how to mourn the ones we lose. I'm so filled with grief at this moment, I don't know what to do.

I'm Tired..
I'm so tired.. and frustrated. I can't find a doctor that will help me. My primary says the Rhuemy, my Rhuemy says.. the primary. I called the psychologist office to get an appointment with the counselor lady I had seen before... can't get in till JANUARY .. FUK.. I'm about ready to drive into a ditch.. I shit you not I'm going to end up in the nut house oh yeah.. and the psych office person said.. maybe you can have your primary doc put you off! FUUUUUUUUUKKKKK

I Never Understood These Things.....
Lets begin with the english language. Bra, referred to in the singular, makes sense, it is one item, this is also true for shirts. HOWEVER! Pants, glasses, any kind of undergarment covering the crotch, shorts are all referred to as a pair, YET THEY ARE STILL ONLY ONE ITEM! COMMON PHRASES Yard Sale, Garage Sale, sidewalk sale... they aint selling any of these things. Words: Knee, Know... silent k, come on, a silent k? Really, who came up with that brilliant idea? Inventions.... Mankind is just a wonderful piece of work. Long before he came up with antibiotics, pain killers, cures for various diseases, he developed poisons and poison gas. Really smart, demonstrates where the human mind is. Before coming up with items to make things easier for the common man and woman, we developed siege warfare systems, cannon, firearms, etc. First use of the airplane... warfare. First use of the rocket.... warfare. First recorded use of a woman crying... war between th

Like...
you know that commercial for Five gum? how they have all the ball bearings in a giant speaker and the guy walks into them barefoot and lays down in them in his boxers? then turns on the sound with a low thrumming bass that makes all the ball bearings vibrate around his body? I want to do that.

Three Morals
A little bird was flying south for the winter. It was so cold, the bird froze and fell to the ground in a large field. While it was lying there, a cow came by and dropped some dung on it. As the frozen bird lay there in the pile of cow dung, it began to realize how warm it was. The dung was actually thawing him out! He lay there all warm and happy, and soon began to sing for joy. A passing cat heard the bird singing and came to investigate. Following the sound, the cat discovered the bird under the pile of cow dung, and promptly dug him out and ate him! The morals of this story: 1) Not everyone who drops crap on you is your enemy. 2) Not everyone who gets you out of crap is your friend. 3) And when you’re in deep doo-doo, keep your mouth shut.

Uhm,, Yea.
Ok Ive noticed that I have alot more fans than I have people that I have fanned. This more than likely happened during my happy hour when I just approved all 100+ requests because I was probably busy with the kids. For some weird reason, I can't see but like 50 of my fans. Don't ask. I don't know. But if I have not fanned you that you know of, please let me know. I can't see all my fans so I have no way of knowing. So please let me know and Ill get to it as quick as I can. Later guys.

Bombing Contest
I've helped a lot of you when you are trying to level up, now I'd like to ask a favor of you all...If you would pls just click the link for el crow's pic and leave a comment or 2 I would really appreciate it...Hugs to you all...Thank you in advance...I hope everyone has a great Thanksgiving...Tina

Soul Asylum- Somebody To Shove
Grandfather watches the grandfather clock And the phone hasn't rang for so long And the time flies by like a vulture in the sky Suddenly he breaks into song I'm waiting by the phone Waiting for you to call me up and tell me I'm not alone I'm waiting by the phone Waiting for you to call me up and tell me I'm not alone Hello, speak up, is there somebody there? These hang-ups are getting me down In a world frozen over with over-exposure Let's talk it over, let's go out and paint the town I'm waiting by the phone Waiting for you to call me up and tell me I'm not alone Cause I want somebody to shove I need somebody to shove I want somebody to shove me You're a dream for insomniacs, prize in the Cracker Jacks All the difference in the world is just a call away And I'm waiting by the phone Waiting for you to call me up and tell me I'm not alone Yes I'm waiting by the phone I'm waiting for you to call me up and tell me I'm not alone Cause I want somebody to

Yesterday...today...and Tomorrow
Yesterday's dead, Tomorrow's unborn, So there's nothing to fear And nothing to mourn, For all that is past And all that has been Can never return To be lived once again- And what lies ahead Or the things that will be Are still in GOD'S HANDS So it is not up to me To live in the future That is God's great unknown, For the past and the present God claims for His own, So all I need do Is live for TODAY And trust God to show me THE TRUTH and THE WAY- For it's only the memory Of things that have been And expecting tomorrow To bring trouble again That fills my today, Which God wants to bless, With uncertain fears And borrowed distress- For all I need live for Is this one little minute, For life's HERE and NOW and ETERNITY'S in it. Written By: Helen Steiner Rice

Forever
FINDING ONE'S SELF RAISING EACH OTHER'S VALUE IN EACH OTHER'S RISING ONLY SEEING REFLECTIONS OF EACH OTHER'S VOYAGE TOGETHER EMBARKING ON RAINBOWS REJOICING EVERY NEW COLOR VIVIDLY ECHOING THE RAIN EMBRACING THE VENTURE ENTANGLING IN EACH OTHER'S RAYS VEXED BY EACH OTHER'S REGARD ENCHANTED BY LOVE'S REWARD... RAINBOWS WRITTEN BY: DENISE TABORS JULY 2000

Thanksgiving Skiing
I did get up for a few runs this weekend. The snow is mostly machine made, although the foot of fresh powder that fell last week did help. We have aways to go in Colorado to have what I would consider really good skiing, but its getting better. Made it up to Keystone, which is now skiing top to bottom on River Run. No real beginner terrain yet. From talking to friends and reports is that Copper Mountain has the best skiing in the state. Eldora is reporting a promising start too. Steamboat has had to delay their opening, we need to get more snow up north. I'm gone the next couple of weekends, but hope to catch up after that just prior to Christmas week.

Trust On Him
Now, we have gotten through one more fall, I can just admit I’ve got it all ’cause I do ’cause I’ve got you. We’ve crossed these battle lines too many times. It passes through the heart. But it never leaves a mark. ‘Cause your love just keeps on healing me, no matter how I bruise. If I just trust you, your love just keeps on dealing me one more cure, one more chance that wasn’t there before, In your arms, no pain can harm the way I’m feeling ‘Cause don’t you know that your love is healing. I kicked around these lines in my head but I never listened to the words that you said. See where it’s lead. Well, I think I have it now ‘Cause you’ve showed me how And all I had to do was just to keep my eyes on you.

Celebrations In Many Faiths And Locations - Ancient And Modern
ANCIENT BRAZIL: Brazilian archaeologists have found an assembly of 127 granite blocks arranged equidistant from each other. They apparently form an ancient astronomical observatory. One of the stones marked the position of the sun at the time of the winter solstice and were probably used in religious rituals. ANCIENT EGYPT: The god-man/savior Osiris died and was entombed on DEC-21. "At midnight, the priests emerged from an inner shrine crying 'The Virgin has brought forth! The light is waxing" and showing the image of a baby to the worshipers." ANCIENT GREECE: The winter solstice ritual was called Lenaea, the Festival of the Wild Women. In very ancient times, a man representing the harvest god Dionysos was torn to pieces and eaten by a gang of women on this day. Later in the ritual, Dionysos would be reborn as a baby. By classical times, the human sacrifice had been replaced by the killing of a goat. The women's role had changed to that of funeral mourners and observers of the bi