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Life's Fleeting Moment
Life is draining and sometimes it feels as if it could pull out our very souls. All of us drifting here alone and searching for that which makes us complete. Gripping onto the past so tightly, never really understanding that it is our past the keeps us from being free to find peace. Holding our breath until we would burst into a million peaces never to be retrieved again. The fragility of life is what makes it so precious and should not be wasted on moments in the past but relished and savored for the fleeting gift that it is. We are all here just for a moment make your moment count! ~*~Peace & Blessings~*~ Freedom Child

What I Do .....and Love It!!
I am a cam model who is frequently on travel. I offer cam shows to those who would like to see a girl do that their loved one may not. I do enjoy married or unsatisfied men. I think the more men I can satisfy the happier they will make thier women. So ladies I'm here to help you not wreck you. I get extreme pleasure of showing people what I like and what they like. It is just beautiful to take your fantasies to a sort of reality. If you agree or would like to highten your sexual awareness please message me on Yahoo, MSN, or AIM: ohhnikiniki69 If your not interested please make it known by NOT messaging me! MY SERVICES ARE NOT FREE!! SERIOUS INQUIRIES ONLY!! MUST BE +18! NO PEDAPHILES, BEASTIALITY, OR SKAT!

Sex Cramp
yes i love sex, i am a sexual deviant and am proud of it... loud music, cuz i love when the bass makes the clit go brrrrrrrrrrrrr..... anyway, been having an up and down day... like always... that damn 30 seconds to mars song "the kill" has been inmy head all day

What Does Your Last Name Say About You
MY LAST NAME D: One in a million O: Awesome Kisser V:You are not judgemental E:Great in Bed A: you like to drink. B : You like people. C : You are really silly. D : one in a million. E : Great in bed F : You are dead sexy G : You never let people tell you what to do. H : You have a very good personality,looks and a very good kisser I : Great in bed. J : People Adore you K: Just too damn beautiful L : Unbelievably great in bed. M : best kisser ever. N: You like to drink A LOT. O: awesome kisser. P : You are popular with all types of people. Q : You are a hypocrite. R : Fuckin Crazy.(in a fun way) S : Easy to fall in love with T : You're loyal to those you love U : You are really silly. V : You are not judgemental. W : You are very broad minded. X : You never let people tell you what to do. Y : best boy/girl friend any one can ask for. Z : Always ready....... Delete the other person's name and repost this with the title "what does your last name

Moaning/venting
A lot of people keep telling me that this year is going well for me. Really fucks me off when they say that, like they totally forget everything that's happened and I could do the same. You know that The Damned song, 'I Just Can't Be Happy Today'? that's been me really for 2007. 2006 was a great year for me, I was such a happy positive person, I honestly believed that anything was possible. Never thought I'd be right. I feel like I'm losing tough with people. My relationship with my grandmother which used to be quite mother/daughter.. has now become non-existant. It's all down to me though, I know it's my fault but I don't want to change it. Nice. That's exactly what I'm getting at, people used to be able to tell me that I'm a great person and I'd believe them. Now I know for a fact that I am a nasty, spiteful, pessimistic piece of shit. So I can't believe them. I won't believe them. I can admit I am good at certain things, like drinking, writing, hair color lol. ~The tr

Lesson....
One day a farmer's donkey fell down into a well. The animal cried piteously for hours as the farmer tried to figure out what to do. Finally, he decided the animal was old, and the well needed to be covered up anyway; it just wasn't worth it to retrieve the donkey. He invited all his neighbors to come over and help him. They all grabbed a shovel and began to shovel dirt into the well. At first, the donkey realized what was happening and cried horribly Then, to everyone's amazement he quieted down. A few shovel loads later, the farmer finally looked down the well. He was astoni shed at what he saw. With each shovel of dirt that hit his back, the donkey was doing something amazing. He would shake it off and take a step up. As the farmer's neighbors continued to shovel dirt on top of the animal, he would shake it off and take a step up. Pretty soon, everyone was amazed as the donkey stepped up over the edge of the well and h

The Man In The Glass
The Man In The Glass When you get what you want in struggle for self And the world makes you a king for the day, Just go to the mirror and look at your self, And see what the man has to say. For it isn;t your Father, or Mother, or Wife Whose judgement upon you must pass; The fellow whose verdict counts most in your life, Is the one staring back from the glass. He's the fellow to please, never mind all the rest, For he's with you right to the end, And you've passed your most dangerous, difficult test If the man in the glass is your friend. You may fool the whole world down the pathway of years And get pats on the back as you pass, But your final reward will be heartaches and tears If you've have cheated the man in the glass.

Clothes
You are in love with Tommy, Because his last name is Hilfiger , But behind closed doors, Tommy, Is calling you a n* gger , But you could care less, Because you have been taught to dress to impress, If I ask you about your true history, You would have to look on the back of your jeans and Guess, You come up in the club wearing Versace , Clothes made by a homosexual male, So even when you say you are straight, It is very hard to tell, And for footwear, you wear Timberlands, Even under the sun, That same tree that's the symbol for them, Could have been the same one your ancestors were hung from, I cannot forget Nautica , When was the last memory you have of ships, Coming to North America in shackles, Being beaten over the back with whips, And to my beautiful black queens, Whose creative womb has become barren, I am confused because your face says Nefertiti , But your sweater reads Donna Karen, When was the last time you saw Liz C

A Erotic Shadowdance
White theighs incased in black lace .. crimson lips that have kissed eroticas face. flame hair blowing in the breeze. .a sensual seduction erotic tease soft lips on thy body trail.. sensual kisses from head to tail. lovers entwined sharing dark desire.. s angels and deamons watch wondering what will transpire.. soft lips a feathery caress . in a sillouette i slowly undress shall I shadow dance for thee. .an erotic seduction on hand and knee.. lips that tease and make thee swell showing you the pleasures of heaven and hell.. dance with me beautiful dreamer .. make love to me mightnight erotic screamer take me to shadowspace .. let me again feel eroticas grace. .lovers meet through a breif momment in space and time .. taste of me my lips of crimson wine.. make love to me so sweet and devine.. ~Shadowdancer~ 1-1-06

Come To Me
You scored as Vampire. You are a straight up! Vampire Your hobbies may include drinking the blood of innocents...or not so innocents. You tend to shy away from crosses. Your bed is a coffin with the dirt from your homeland inside. The light is your enemy, and will destroy you should you be lured into its trap. Garlic is not your favorite spice in the kitchen, though it does make for a very nice weapon along with the holy water you stole from that priest awhile back...Just watch your back you never know who might be lurking in a dark alley!Vampire100%You are a Vampiric Elf!67%Fallen Angel58%You are a Demon58%Black Witch42%What creature of the night are you you most like? (Pics!!)created with QuizFarm.com

We Used To Be When We Were We.
Single sets of treason reek of remembered feats- dead records, dead traditions, lessons not learned. Where the trends set new horizons the horrors fade in the thin cosmetic trickery of imposing silences, spaces cleared of remedial rubbish slimed behind the puppeteers levering masses of incestuous flesh through the motions of betrayl like rubber knives. Fare thee well, oh tequila mornings when you sang and the tune plucked strings of dark rainforest, beads of drawn faces left alone in stress. Fare thee well, oh acid afternoons when we walked on the hysterical sidewalks of solicitous leavings, gray flashes pricking our retinas with tears. Fare thee well, oh sleepless nights, when flesh wasn't enough, and we played sailor in a ship harboring doubts that outshone current certainity. These are gone. Now there is they, the track-marked sentinels gripped in a broken gaze, searching for something we used to be when we were we. They chase our traitorous blood from our red-h

Memorial Services For Fallen Hokies
Our family extends to you our deepest sympathy for you loss and our daily prayers for your healing. As a mother and a home school teacher, my heart breaks as I watch what you must endure. Know that our prayers are with you in the days, weeks and months ahead. God Bless You. Angela http://www.vt.edu/tragedy/photos/ Witness to Tragedy go to above links for all :( Memorial services for fallen Hokies The families of several fallen Hokies have asked the university to share this information regarding memorial services for their loved ones. We will add information to this page as it becomes available, and we will maintain information about contributions in their memories. Updated 4:30 p.m., Friday, April 27 Jamie Bishop In lieu of flowers, contributions in Jamie's memory can be sent to the: Bishop-Hofer Support Fund c/o Wachovia Bank Blacksburg Financial Center 200 North Main Street VA7044 Blacksburg, VA 24060 The Department of Foreign Languages a

Corporate Decisions
There was a boss who was told by his boss that he had to get rid of at least one employee. So he narrowed the decision to one of two new employees, Jack or Mary. He then decided to speak to each one privately, and let their reactions help guide his decision. So he called in Jack, explained the situation and, of course, Jack said he didn't want to lose his job, but he understood the boss's situation. Then he called in Mary, and said, 'Mary, I've got a problem; By the end of the day, I've got to lay you or Jack off...' And Mary says, 'Then you're gonna have to jack off, buster, I've got a headache!'

Missing Her!
Woke up thought it was a good day, find out I'm walking to get meds . I forgot to reserve my ride. What a nice day except... I think about her and her freckles high on her cheeks her eyes the color of our sky today. Her red hair sparkles in the sunlight. A smile sarcastic but, a smile.. she smells soft and sexy. someone you want to walk behind and whisper in her ear how beautiful she is and when your done roll your upper lip across the top of her ear and kiss her neck ever so softly as she shivers . You know, the hair on the back of her neck stands up. you are so close you can feel your breath bounce off her neck. She has to turn around her cheeks bright and blushing , looking up slowly pulling her head to one side hoping she will get kised. Kissed by you right then. now. she melts her body into yours . You have to hold her , her wieght is carried lightly in your arms. love remembering love . dreams of intimacy, sweet mornings wrapped in the smell of her hair and the warm spring nights

One For The Ladies
A woman was helping her husband set up his computer, and at the appropriate point in the process, the computer advised him that he would now need to enter a password. Something he will use to log on. The husband was in a rather amorous mood and figured he would try for the shock effect to bring this to his wife's attention. So, when the computer asked him to enter his password, he made it plainly obvious what he was entering by stating each letter out loud as he typed P.... E.... N.... I.... S.... His wife fell off her chair laughing when the computer replied: *** PASSWORD REJECTED. NOT LONG ENOUGH ***

Sumptin
Swing The pendulum circles the ring The bell has decided not to swing I’ve divorced myself of skin Still The air is motionless and ill My good intentions are quills I’ve slit my throat trying to give myself gills Sky Begins at about the thigh It doesn’t take much to fly You just have to do and not try Wheels Start and finish more then you think You can always find the seam And follow the path of deterioration Claim To own an unsinkable game I’m quick to suck on blame I’m a flashpoint of polarization Stage A coup de etat against the sage The real puzzle is after the maze I’ve filled a tub with degradation Bathe And somehow I may be saved I have to get back to digging my grave It has become my primary occupation

Whats Up.
Ive been walkin my ass off lately...lookin for a new job...another place to live...would love to get the hell away from Maryland...but thats not why ive been walkin...the weather has been great and i have one hell of a fever...cant seem to stay in even when i have to...things are okay...still the same crap but now just a little more pressure...like who needs that...hahaha...my wings arent fully grown yet but im about to jump anyway...wish me a little luck cause i definately need some...got some things goin on this weekend...hope it turns out okay...well anyways...im just checkin in with my friends...you know who you are...love yas...keep me posted...xo

Hooo Dee Hooo!
So uh yea, I fucked this bitch right.... Just kidding... or am I? Anywayz. Thursday night went out for Ladies night w/ Christina. Met up with Stephanie there also and the crazy Mexican chick that stalks me was there also.. guess she'd been asking about me while I was gone. :P I'll have to upload the images.. I realize I keep saying that and then never do but meh.. Oh found out some bitch is using my photos on another site evidently. Some people told me about it and I'm waiting to hear back on them to what site it is and the link. It could be one of my profiles somewhere else that I just haven't kept up on for all I know lol. But we'll see. Cause if this bitch is using my pics and shit, I am going to fuck their shit up. Besides, couldn't they use pics of a hotter chick than me? I mean, my pics aren't that great anywayz :( Umm other than that. Saturday worked in the morning and after that was going to go camping but it was cancelled so maybe next time. Went to Rya

Alice Cooper
Originally, there was a band called Alice Cooper led by a singer named Vincent Damon Furnier. Under his direction, Alice Cooper pioneered a grandly theatrical and violent brand of heavy metal that was designed to shock. Drawing equally from horror movies, vaudeville, heavy metal, and garage rock, the group created a stage show that featured electric chairs, guillotines, fake blood, and huge boa constrictors, all coordinated by the heavily made-up Furnier. By that time, Furnier had adopted the name for his androgynous on-stage personality. While the visuals were extremely important to the group's impact, the band's music was nearly as distinctive. Driven by raw, simple riffs and melodies that derived from '60s guitar pop as well as show tunes, it was rock & roll at its most basic and catchy, even when the band ventured into psychedelia and art rock. After the original group broke up and Furnier began a solo career as Alice Cooper, his actual music lost most of its theatrical flourishes,

Save Us
And its all Ive ever wanted to believe That peace could grow inside of you Inspite of me humanity I hope your out there somewhere All alone I hear the whole world calling Save us from ourselves All alone i hear the angels scream my name I look thru the eyes of humanity I looked at myself So many things i hate in me So many things are so hard to Believe I can hear the whole world calling Me Used to be all that i wanted You to see all that i needed you To be does anyone care About your fellow man Are you pure enough to hear me out yet Are you sure enough That your pure enough to comprehend Just live forgive and forget

No Gas Day, 14th And 15th ***repost***
I heard from some people about this, so I am getting on board. The 14th and 15th of May, the United States is going to protest gas prices. To do this, you must NOT PURCHASE GAS ON THE 14TH AND 15TH. The devastation to the gas market will bring down prices. Please repost this and do what it says. If we dont make a stand now, then the gas companys are just going to keep useing us as they always have. PLEASE PURCHASE GAS THE SUNDAY BEFORE THE 14TH. LETS SHOW THESE RICH ASSHOLES THAT THEY SHOULDNT FUCK WITH US AMERICAN JOHN Q. TAXPAYERS! God bless us on these days so that nothing dangerous or unfortunate happens during these protests. -Nicholas Justice

Ultimate Battle Of The Sexes!!! Sunday Night!!! Call In And Help Me!!!
This week it’s the BATTLE OF THE SEXES!!!! John from the Dead Air Show will be guest hosting to help poor Dave against myself and Mitch!!! This is a definite CALL IN SHOW!!! 646-652-4737 at 10pm eastern!!

To All Of My Friends And Those That Are Not Yet My Friends
THiS P3RSON LOV3S YOU V3RY MUCH ____________00________________ ___________000________________ _________00000000000000000000_ _______0000000000000000000000_ _________00000000000000000000_ ___________000________________ ____________00________________ SEND THiS 2 AS MANY PPL YOU LOVE ND SEND iT BAK 2 ME iF U HAVE LOVE FOR ME.. LETS SEE HOW MANY PPL LOVE YOU..

Baby
For those of you that didn't already know I am expecting my 3rd child in October!! I am 19 weeks along and excited to see if I am pulling out all the old pink stuff or buying blue!! Kyleigh seems to be excited this time since she is older she understands it better this time , but Anyassa I don't think she knows what she is in for....lol... She is too busy trying to defend herself from her sister. I have my ultrasound tuesday 5-15... I know I ahve a long road ahead of me.. I am a single mom and loving it cause got out of a real bad realationship with a lying cheating Physco asshole... but any who....will see will keep you all posted.

Mourning Over Lost Love.....
Have you ever had one of those times where you thought you were over not over someone but actually u were? Weird perspective but this is what's happening to me. I never knew that someone could squeeze so much love out of me that I am incapable of feeling any remorse for this person. And he has the audacity to ask me to marry him after all that has happened?? How does this person sleep at night after he has done something like this to me... Tell me that he's in love with someone else, and when she leaves he comes crawling back. He crawls back. Even after he knows that I'm not in love with him anymore?? Sweet sweet karma But I mourn for what could have been. And I feel the pain with all my being. And in a couple of days from now...I will be free to love again

Electric Cowboys
A friend and I was suppose to have a double date Friday night but sorta got stood up.. So we went and got something to eat and decided we was goin out anyways.. So we went to Electric Cowboys its in Chattanooga,Tn...And she only had a cpl drinks but she was drivin so.. I had like 5 long island tea's and 2 red headed sluts.. We didn't get home till they closed which they kicked everyone out around 2:30am.. But we had a good time.. she got asked to dance a cpl times but would tell them no, then they would ask me.. lol I would tell them no.. they were to drunk to stand much less dance..lol I slow danced with this one guy named Michael and he was a really nice lookin guy from Ala. and had been divorced for 15yrs. we danced 3 different slow dances.. and we told one of the bouncers that we was gonna kidnap him and .. he said that would be ok...lol but all in all we had a good time..But I always have a good time with her.. She is a great friend to have.. She just doesn't know how much our fri

The Most
Whatever space you're in, seek to fill it with positive energy and light. Whatever task you're doing, approach it as if it is the most important and fulfilling job you've ever done. Treat each person with whom you interact as the most highly respected person in the world. Look upon every experience as the most valuable experience you've ever had. Those who find the most meaning and fulfillment in life are those who give the most to each moment, to each person and each activity. The world in which you live is the world that your choices create. The most valuable opportunities are those to which you give the best of your attention, effort and commitment. The luckiest people are those who choose to create their own good luck. Every situation is a situation to which you can add value. Every moment is a moment to which you can offer love, beauty and positive purpose. Do you wish to get the most out of life? Then choose to be the most positively alive.

My Inner Self
You scored as WereWolf. WereWolf: Craving rare Meat, feeling caged, aggitated by being around people. Unable to control one's anger or temper. The person will give off symptoms of the shift. They will seem more hostile, blood thirsty, aggitated. They may even growl, bare their teeth or other animal like tendencies. In rare cases, some will physically change. Facial hair will grow thicker or darker, nails will become longer, canine's will seem longer. Embrace your wild side, for you are The Misunderstood WereWolf.WereWolf92%Mermaid75%Angel67%Faerie59%Demon42%Dragon33%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

Friedship
This said by the best description in a movie and whether you like it or not for the most part it is true.... Sally: We are just going to be friends, ok? Harry: Great! Friends! It's the best thing. Harry: You realise of course that we can never be friends. Sally: Why not? Harry: What I'm saying is... and this is not a come-on in any way, shape or form, is that men and women can't be friends because the sex part always gets in the way. Sally: That's not true, I have a number of men friends and there's is no sex involved. Harry: No you don't. Sally: Yes I do. Harry: No you don't. Sally: Yes I do. Harry: You only think you do. Sally: You're saying I'm having sex with these men without my knowledge? Harry: No, what I'm saying is they all want to have sex with you. Sally: They do not. Harry: Do too. Sally: They do not. Harry: Do too. Sally: How do you know? Harry: Because no man can be friends with a woman h

Im Josh
I had a freind that showed me this site, I think its cool but im interested in meeting people from this site instead of screwing off and not makeing the efort to have real fun. if you are interested in hanging out or getting layed it's all cool to me as long as it's fun im game!

The War
ok.......wassup world. my name's adam. i hope everyone's havin' a good time out there tonight. i just wanted 2 sit back, kick it, and pontificate on world affairs a little maybe. PARTICULARLY united states policy and direction. 'cuz in MY view, its all fucked up right now. i actually VOTED 4 bush 43 the second time around.......and now i just feel like the biggest dumbass EVER........ but lemme play devil's advocate 4 a second...one of my boys redneck brother has a bumper sticker that sez "i'd rather hunt w/ cheney than ride w/ ted kennedy" and maybe there's some truth 2 that shit. who knows. i guess what i'm TRYIN' 2 say is this. ok, look. we all know frickin' iraq is a MESS. so, instead of makin' up all that BULLSHIT about WMD's when the war first STARTED, what he should've just said was the MAIN reason, which i feel is THIS.........a stable, democratic iraq is good for the entire middle eastern region, and therefore, good for us. cuz oil ain't fuckin' free. and its sad,

My Horoscope...
...Was really cute today: 'Some people say one thing and do another -- and they don't notice how their behavior affects others. You, on the other hand, take the high road. The difference shows in the quality of your work and your personal interactions.' I know they're just a series of regurgitated cliches and ambiguities but i liked this one. It perked up my day a little :D

Missing You
You were the best thing that happened to me, You were my knight in shining armor, You wiped away my tears, and kissed away my fears, You showed me how good life could be, You opened up your heart to me, You made me feel beautiful on my worst day, You always knew the right things to say, I gave you my whole heart, I dont know how something so perfect could fall apart, You showed me what love felt like, Everything felt so right, I have you only in my memory now, I wish you could forgive me somehow, I cant tell you how much i still love you, I cant help but wander if you think about me too, I guess im writing this so one day youll know, I miss you

Clarification
Coninued from the last blog I want you all to know that have met some truly wonderful MEN .... on here not boys with tiny pea brains ..to the men and gentlemen of cherrytap.... I salute you and you know who you are .... Hugs from Sweetfox

Sex App.
Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s) 4. Do you think i'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Three sum? 19. Anal yes/no? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play ? 23. What is fore play to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THiS BACK EVEN iF YOU HAVE A BOYFRiEND OR GiRLFRiEND- REPOST THiS! TiTLE iT "SEX APPLiCATiON"

Beach Baby
The breeze blows through my hair As I sit and watch and wait. The sun kisses my cheeks. The waters stir the restlessness in my heart. The dreams live on despite the storms that rage in their season. I find comfort on the battered shore. The waves toss and turn and leave their treasures. Some treasures intact, some broken. Life is like that. The sun rises and brings us pleasure. The sun sets and leaves its glorious memory. People are like that. The seagulls cry their greedy song. The children sing with happy laughter. The pelicans fly in constant search over the waters. The hunters and the hunted. Never-ending horror and bliss. I like it like that. You may see what I see. You may feel what I feel. Your thoughts are different than mine. Your dreams go in different directions. My memories are mine alone. I like it like that.

Leading Causes Of Death - College Age
Leading Causes of Death - College Age -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Leading causes of death in the United States - college age young adults The top three causes, Unintentional injury (accidents), Assault (homicide) and Self inflicted injury (suicide), accounted for close to three quarter (73.3 percent) of all deaths among college age young adults (ages 20 through 24) in 2002. Note that automobile accident is the number one cause of death in this age group, accounting for about 30%. Top 20 Causes of Death - Young Adult (20 - 24) Rank Cause of Death Total Deaths No of Deaths Percent All Deaths 19234 19234 100.00% 1 Unintentional Injury 8275 43.02% * MV Traffic 5712 29.70% * Poisoning 1193 6.20% * Drowning 309 1.61% * Fall 164 0.85% * Other Land Transport 113 0.59% * Fire/burn 110 0.57% * Firearm 103 0.54% * Other Spec., classifiable 102 0.53% * Suffocation 87 0.45% * Pedestri

Nine Us Military Ships Enter Persian Gulf Wednesday, Assembling Off Iran’s Coast In Largest American Naval Move Since 2003
Debka File Wednesday, May 23, 2007 They sailed through the Strait of Hormuz by day - according to US Navy officials for training exercises. The vessels carry around 17,000 combat and marine personnel. They include the two aircraft carriers, USS Nimitz and USS Stennis, as well as the USS Bonhomme Richard LHD 6 Group, the world’s biggest amphibious strike force. Iran was not notified of the planned arrival. DEBKAfile reports the maneuvers take place less than two weeks after Vice President Dick Cheney visited the region and informed Saudi King Abdullah and fellow Gulf rulers that President George W. Bush has determined that if Iran refuses to waive a nuclear weapon capability, the US will attack its nuclear, military and economic infrastructure before he leaves the White House in Jan. 2009. (This was first disclosed in DEBKA-Net-Weekly 300 on May 11.) Our sources also note that the US armada sailed into the Gulf on the day the latest UN Security Council ultimatum expired for

Jokes...
Jack wakes up with a huge hangover after attending his company's Christmas Party. Jack is not normally a drinker, but the drinks didn't taste like alcohol at all. He didn't even remember how he got home from the party. As bad as he was feeling, he wondered if he did something wrong. Jack had to force himself to open his eyes and the first thing he sees is a couple of aspirins next to a glass of water on the side table. And, next to them, a single red rose! Jack sits up and sees his clothing in front of him, all clean and pressed. He looks around the room and sees that it is in perfect order, spotlessly clean. So is the rest of the house. He takes the aspirins, cringes when he sees a huge black eye staring back at him in the bathroom mirror. Then he notices a note hanging on the corner of the mirror written in red with little hearts on it and a kiss mark from his wife in Lipstick: "Honey, breakfast is on the stove, I left early to get groceries to make you your favorite dinner ton

I Want To Speak Of Warriors
“I Want to Speak of Warriors” By Paul Mays I want to speak of warriors. A long time ago I stepped from a plane onto a strange new land along with several dozen others. As we stepped down the ramp we all had a fear that ripped at our guts and just as we tried to figure out where we were to go and what we were to do , along came a truck filled with body bags to fill the plane for its return flight. I saw in the eyes, of those that had been sitting with me and speaking of how now that this one or that one was now in country the enemy would just turn and run, a panic that caused them all to go dead quite. War is not pretty. War is not a great thing that young men strive for. War is ugly, dirty, smelly, and causes the soul to numb. But War is a price a nation, and the children of that nation, sometimes must pay. When others make efforts to destroy all that make life, liberty and freedom possible then a people must stand and loose the dogs of war. Today we are at w

I'm Going To Spare You The Sob Stories...lol
I'M GOING TO SPARE YOU THE SOB STORIED AND TRY TO LIGHTEN THE MOOD A BIT! HERE WE GO! The Three Level's Lovmaking The Italian says, "When I've a finished a makina da love I go down and gently tickle the back of her knees, she floats 6 inches above a da bed in ecstacy." The Frenchman replies. "zat is noting, when Ah've finished making ze love, Ah kiss all ze way down her body, and zen Ah lick za soles of her feet wiz mah tongue, and she floats 12 inches above ze bed in pure ecstasy." The redneck says, "That aint nothing. When I've finished porkin the ole lady, I git out of bed, walk over to the window and wipe my weener on the curtains. She hits the freakin' ceiling."

Have A Safe And Fun Weekend And Monday
hello once again i am so happy right now i have the love of my life right now we will see each other some time this summer , i am goin gto take my friend carol out to the movies tonight to see johnny depps new movie he is so damn sexy i love him ever since 21 jump street i have an old video tap some where i have of him when he first came on it ,no wonder why i feel older then i am , i hope u all have a very nice weekend and a safe one , check my profile out when u can and comment me , i will do the same i am try ing to get at leaase ten people in the morn ing and ten late at night . it is hard for me doing the week nights because this computer is in our bed room and he is a sleep for work , i love ya all . call me if u have my cell , i think we will be going to the 7 pm show in g it is a three hour long movie , we will be going out to eat first,,, she is like a sister too me also , have a good weekend and monday keep cool,

To Love Someone
To love someone so much That when he rejects that love Your world just crumbles It falls apart. The only answer is to fill your life With prayer and salvation The Lord will help you do what’s best To have the man you love say We’ll always be friends I’ll be here I’ve lost the rhyme in my life A writer’s block to some extreme That no true poem can be created

~ Kid With Pet Contest! ~ Score Updates!
~ Kid with Pet contest! ~ I need 10 or more kids for my contest! Comments + rates = total 1st Kid is...... with 849 comments! 2nd Kid is...... with 597 comments! 3rd Kid is....... with 43 comments! Comment bombing allowed and self bombing also! 2 Gifts for each winner! Want to join tell me and i'll rip ur pic or send me link in my messages! Contest will start 5/24 thur 5/31 Thanks Maria click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~Majorboredum* woman ~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~~ Plz Sign My Guess Book Plz...LOL@ CherryTAP

Ok All Sick Of Wasting Gas Just To Get Gas , Here Check This Link Out ,. I Realy Hope It Helps ,
Check out (if you haven't already!) - It's a "data-base" for fuel prices. You can search as a 'visitor' or log-in and join. Theres even a place where you can ENTER THE PRICES of fuel and the stations in your driving area! www.gasbuddy.com While we may NOT be able to cut the costs of this shit, we CAN find the cheapest available. tigger , thanks dad , for the e -mail

Wondering Now
well i have always believed in put it right up front and yes i did in the bulliten, but when you hear, as many empty promises that i have herd, then it makes you feel that way, take the bulliten as wish, but the true ones will come forward ask what needs to be asked and what is truely wanted and needed !!!!!!! some will have fun with this and of course there will be haters, but atleast you know one thing, im not the one, who is sitting there saying DAMNNNNNN

Living In The Present
I never knew that things would happen as it would now. The whole world unfolding before my very eyes. To taste every pain, every joy, every sorrow and every heart felt smile to the fullest, and I do mean the FULLEST, was beyond a shadow of a doubt the best experience ever. And who would have thought that this could happen just by ignoring the past and future and just by staying in the now. This is one of the paths to Mastery. So what does Mastery entail?.... Being here, now, present. Have you ever been aware of every thought, every feeling and every physical sensation that went about your system? But this wasn't just a one off thing. This had to be practiced. I was like..wtf, I just got my heart broken and you want me to feel it to the full? Are you insane? Please let me just drown it with a bottle of Jack Daniel and I'll be fine. But then I surrendered, I surrendered to my heartbreak. I closed my eyes and when I opened them I was back in medieval Japan, and

Alive Onstage
Charley Drumm, ALIVE ONSTAGE 28 May 2007, 3:53pm For more than 25 years, CHARLEY DRUMM has been standing in front of people, playing his guitar, and singing the songs he loved to sing and the songs he wrote. His original songs are inspired by benchmarks in his life, loves and heartbreaks, friends and family, and a lifestyle that has taken Charley from rags to more rags. Now 50 something years old, Charley is undergoing a major lifestyle change, moving from married, family man to single, singer/songwriter, with a penchant for fishing. Any performance of Charley's witnessed, leaves one with the definite feeling you have just been a part of something special. Coming straight from the heart, leaving nothing onstage but sweat and tears, Charley pours out his energy and love of entertaining to his audiences. With a few exceptions, Charley has always been a solo act, completely comfortable being the focus of everyone's attention in any room he's played. The many years of solo work h

How Far Would You Go...........wiith Me!
HOW FAR WOULD YOU GO...........Wiith me! Put "yes" "maybe" "no" or ur own answer and answer me back Kiss me: Hug me: Date me: Get tipsy with me: Kill me: Love me: Hate me: Hold me: Lie to me: Hurt me: not Sing with me Dance with me: Grind with me: Let me touch you: Touch me: Stare at me: Cuddle with me: Let me make a move on you: Let me make you scream: Have sex with me: Make a move on me: Play with me: Watch a movie with me: Get me a B-day gift?: Let me borrow your car: Let me see you naked: Wanna see me naked: Could i turn you on: Could i make you scream: Would you be there for me: Buy me a drink: Take a shower with me: Bring me around your friends: Give me a massage: Take me to the club: Ask me out: like me: Drink kool-aid with me: Take advantage of me: Let me take advantage of u: Hangout with me: Take care of me if I wasn't feeling good: Hold hands with me: Do something incredibly sweet for

Witch's Chant
Darksome night and shining Moon, Hearken to the Witches' rune, East then South, West then North, Here come I to call Thee forth. By all the powers of land and sea, Be obedient unto me. Wand and Pentacle and Sword, Hearken ye unto my word. Cords and Censer, Scourge and Knife, Waken all ye into life. Powers of the Witches' Blade, Come ye as the charge is made. Queen of Heaven, Queen of Hell, Send your aid unto the spell. Horned Hunter of the night, Work my will by magick rite. By all the powers of land and sea, As I do say, "So mote it be." By all the might of Moon and Sun, As I do will, it shall be done.

Every Tear Falls For A Reason
TEARS FALL FOR LOVE TEARS FALL FOR HAPPINESS TEARS FALL FOR LAUGHTER TEARS FALL FOR PAIN TEARS FALL FOR HATE TEARS FALL FOR ANGER TEARS FALL FOR SADNESS TEARS FALL FOR DEATH TEARS FALL FOR EMBARRASSEMENT TEARS FALL FOR FAILING TEARS FALL LIKE RAIN

Back From A Long Absence
Lots of things on CT have certanly changed... I'm having a blast trying to figure out what's what now. Hope ya'll don't mind too much that I'm sharing some of my music interests, just let me know and I'll remove you from the sharing process. Hopefully, I'll have some time this week to add some more pictures... I have lots to post. I go camping thhis weekend, it's long overdue vacation time, and I'm psyched. I'll blog about how it goes when i get back. Have a good day everyone :)

When I Have You
(Verse 1) My heart skips a beat when I look into your eyes. My knees get weak when they see your face. And my dreams fly into the sacred open skies. And you never fail to amaze me with your charm. And you always keep me safe under your arm. (Chorus) Baby I can't understand what it is about you that keeps me on my knees. But you have a way with making me weak. You always have a way with speaking your heart And you never leave me to fall apart. Just to let you know, you tied me into a knot I can't undo. The darkest days are the brightest when I have you. (Verse 2) It's hard to not love you when you smile that way. I can't keep my eyes off of your beautiful presence. And I never seem to ever want you to go away. And I can't explain this feeling I have. But I know I love you and you're all I had. (Chorus 1x) (Hook) Even if tomorrow doesn't come and the sun doesn't shine. I know I'll have you right by my side. When my word before you I didn't love. Now with

Members Needed
friend request for the CT.L.R.L.Society of Wolves Hows it Going ,I'm Jeff Founder of a Bran new Family here on the CT. Seeking Loyal new members,to be part of the L.R.L.~The Objective of this Family is to Win Contests.The Wolf is out Totem,A Wolf Morph comes with membership.The Wolf is Strength,Unity + Loyalty.Either just send this back as a regular friend.Or send this back a member of my Family.Add L.R.L.~Society of Wolves to your nic.An I'll be by to retrieve your Code an add it to the Family blog,an a Picture for your Morph.Hope to see u.Many Hugs. just click here friend request for the CT.L.R.L.Society of Wolves Lord~Wolf~L.R.L.~Society of Wolves*Roadhouse~Riders~*Club*@ CherryTAP

The Last Time.
Some victories are hard won and long awaited. Today marked one of those moments... I had my last custody conciliation meeting.. I know it's the last because my son turns 18 in November. The last time my ex will use the opportunity of appearing in public to try to attack and discredit the mother of his three children, of which he tried his utmost. What did I want? Equal travel for visitation.. I wasn't asking for much, it all comes at such a high price. And I won some kind of victory in that. As I looked at the face pouring out lies and inappropriate talk I saw how far I'd come from believing the man spouting them long ago, and it was so much garbage, but I'm sure, this is the last time.

One Year.
Honestly, it's hard to believe it's been one year. Exactly. To the day. One year. It feels like it's been so much longer, like I've been alone and aching forever. And like it was only yesterday at the sametime. It's the odd sense of time that only comes with greif and despair. A severe loss, half of myself torn from the world. My heart is missing a piece of itself, and it's a rip that will never heal. I'm not sure I'm even making sense at this point. Then again, I'm not sure I care about making sense to anyone except myself. Because this? This isn't for you. Really, it's not. This is for me, for my own sanity. If you read it, more power to you. I think I'm going to make this a letter to him, because I feel like I need to do this. Right after he passed, I wrote him every few days. But I stopped because, well, it hurt to much. And I knew I didn't have to write anything for him to hear me. I just had to talk. I know that's still true, but every now and then, you just need to put things do

I Will Buy A Gift For Everyone...
that helps me out. I have a lot of friends and just one vote from everyone would help me a lot. I want to be on the show "Real World" but so far I only have 25 votes. There are only 4 day and 16 hours left...so please help me out. I will buy a gift for everyone who votes for me. All you have to do is vote and leave me a comment on the site with your cherrytap link. Please repost! www.realworldcasting.com/people/Karena Vamp

My Work So Far...
The works of Hubert Selby Jr. speak, in unconventional prose, for the part of society which has been ostracized by the majority. To the majority of readers who are familiar with proper English grammar, Selby’s writing style requires some effort to comprehend as he uses little punctuation: lack of quotation marks confuses the flow of conversation yet the run-on sentences, sometimes lasting for an entire length of a page, serve as fast-paced suspense-builders. Often categorized with the more modernist movement, the writing tends to follow a “stream of consciousness” which follows the thought process of the character’s inner-monologue. Born July 23 1928 in Brooklyn’s Red Hook District, Selby grew up around the same places where his books were stationed. At the young age of fifteen, he dropped out of school to work on the waterfront and in 1944 joined the merchant marine. On his first voyage about two years later, he was introduced to a theme which would play a central role through

A Poem For All
Decent into Madness Walking down a road unseen Taking turns that are not there Answering questions That will never be asked Fighting a hunger which cannot be fed Wanting for a sleep that will not come Wanting to sit but can’t see the ground Hearing screams that have no sound Fighting a war you cannot win Reading the books that have no words Chased by memories that do not exist Spinning down into a hole Where there is no escape Darkness swirling around No light to behold Crying out for help But none is near The walls closing in The only way out Is to go through to the end

About Your Sun Sign Lol They Type Of Person They Are
LIBRA - The Partner for Life Body: GEMINI - The Liar (5/21-6/21) Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY adorable. Loves relationships, Addictive. Loud. 16 years of bad luck if you do not repost SCORPIO - The Gorgeous One (10/23-11/21) Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Loves to help people in times of need. Best kisser. Good personality. Stubborn. Amazing in bed. A caring person. One of a kind.Gorgeous Smile.Not one to mess with. Are the most attractive people on earth! 15 years of bad luck if you do not repost. AQUARIUS - The Slut (1/20-2/18) Great talker. Attractive and passionate. Laid back. Knows how to Have fun. Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser. Unpredictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Good when found. 7 years of bad luck if you do not repost.

What Happens?
What happens whn u die? What do u c whn u die? ~Do u c the golden gates of heaven or the fiery gates of hell? ~Do u c a white light at the end of a tunnel? ~Do u c ur loved 1's that hav already passed on ready 2 greet u? ~Do u c God or Satan? ~Or do u not c anything at all? What do u feel whn u die? ~Do u feel a coldness come over u as the Grim Reaper come closer? ~Do u feel a sudden emptiness as ur soul leavs ur body? ~Do u feel only the pain of where the bullet entered ur body or where the knife was embedded in ur body? ~Or do u not feel anything at all? What do u say whn u die? ~Do u say "I'm sorry" to the person u hurt not yesterday? ~Do u say "I love u" to the person who u truely love becuz never got a chance 2 tell them? ~Do u say "It hurts" becuz the pain is overwhelmin? ~Or do u not say anything at all? What do u think whn u die? ~Do u think bout the pain in ur chest that keeps throbbin? ~Do u think its 2 e

If You Build It...they Will Come. Ok It Is Built, Yall Come. Made By "just Mee" Its Awesome Hun, Ty So Much!
Click the banner below and check out the Lounge. Sit back, relax and enjoy yourself. Guilty Pleasures is the Happenin' Place to be! LOOKING 4 FRIENDLY OUTGOING PEOPLE WHO ARE WILLING TO HELP & BECOME PART OF AN AWESOME TEAM. LOOKIN 4 BARTENDERS, WAITRESSES, SECURITY, DOORMEN, AND STRIPPERS. PLEASE CONTACT ME FOR MORE INFO, THANKS MUCH LOVE XOXOX JEN ~*Huggable*Lovable*Kissable*Jen*~ *DSC* Owner of Guilty Pleasures@ fubar />

Breathless.......
I'm sitting here tonight and i feel like i am just waiting.....waiting on what? I don't know. Waiting on who? Wish i knew. Is someone waiting for me? I hope so. Someone wanting someone exactly like me. A girl not so perfect, not so skinny, beautiful, with a big heart and a lot of love to give. Someone that I leave breathless after a simple kiss, twitterpatted at a single touch, and a longing just to be in the same room. When they hear a song on the radio it makes them think of me, and they smile. They smell a perfume or scent in the air and it instantly brings them back to me. Someone that can handle me. I can rock your world and if you aren't holding on you can fall off. I can make your head spin with a kiss and leave you amazed. Maybe someone can handle me one day. One day when the waiting is over and and our heads are spinning and we are completely breathless............

Describe Yourself
If someone asked you to describe yourself what would you say to them?? How could I put into words that the person I am now at this moment is not the person that I was yesterday and its not the person I will be next week..next month or next year..Without sounding like a nut case..lol.. I am forever changing..I do not use the term personal growth,{that shit is to much work}grin but I do keep a open mind to new experiences,new cultures,new religions..My mind is constancely evolving,new doors opening up to me everyday. Right now this very minute I would simply have to describe myself as......A forever changing woman with a kind heart and a mischievous mind...

One Simple Word
I gave you my strength, my essence of being I gave it openly and freely, you did not take it from me like a thief in the night. I gave to you all that I am In order that you could become the person you are. With one simple word YES

As We Grow.
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.

I'm Doing A Adult With Pet Contest!
I'm doing a Adult with Pet Contest! Comment bombing allowed and Self bombing allowed! 2 Gifts from gift shop per winner! If u want to enter the contest plz send me link to ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it for u ! Contest will start on 6/11 thur 6/18 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~*Majorboredum* LoVeR69*~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~~ Plz Sign My Guess Book Plz...LOL@ CherryTAP

Best Dressed Female On Ct!
Best Dressed Female On CT! Comment bombing allowed and Self bombing allowed! 1st Female is...... with 1 comments! 2 Gifts from gift shop per winner! If u want to enter the contest plz send me link to ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it for u ! Contest will start on 6/11 thur 6/18 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~*Majorboredum* LoVeR69*~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~~ Plz Sign My Guess Book Plz...LOL@ CherryTAP

Cryptic Dreams
Don’t know how it is I cant decide how much I hate you. Should be simple How you threw me away Not even staggered step Just goodbyes and excuses But my bloody whole seeking that hollow where you used to be and hating myself for looking there night after night, knowing I would just end up clawing Bruised flesh again and again And yet, I push that stone heart Up this hill one last time Again and again, Turning my back on the memories Turning my back on the fear Afraid of life without this pain As much as I dread it never going away and your echo is defiant rippled scars in the dark seeking me out, landing on my flesh and I can’t out run, your noise, your wretched static drowning out the peace shadowed out the light sucking the air from my lungs in desperate tremorred screams. And life after your pain is a dull thud, a dead limb phantom footsteps in my day trying to forget the dance. Spins in agony and delicious dips in dread and deceit no

Is The Grass Greener? - A Mumm Comment
Read this MUMM this morning http://www.cherrytap.com/mum.php?id=73201 The question was: In the idea of relationships is the grass greener on the other side? This was my response: "First you are asking the wrong question. The grass in your own yard is what you make it. If it looks likes crap, the grass on the other side is greener until you ruin it too or make your grass so green that the Green Giant looks pale. The right question is: How can I make my grass so green that it will inspire others to want to make their lawn beautiful too? When you know how to earn a woman's respect, talk to them, know what they want and how to give it to them, and you show them that you understand them....they will have the highest respect, love, honor and opinion of you. When you can do that with Vice President of Your Heart and fill her will exhilaration, you will have the best relationship ever that EVERYONE will notice. It will inspire others to reach for a better relationship and

Internet Petitions
If there is anything I find annoying, it is Internet petitions. They do not ever seem to work and for the most part they are half assed attempts at grievance mongering. I think part of the problem with internet petitions is a disconnect in conveying a serious message as seriously writing a message. There is no reason any ill-conceived and poorly crafted message should be taken seriously. Here is a petition that rolled across my bulletins: “Don't you think it would be a great idea that the people that you have blocked couldn't even view your page, let alone the normal not being able to comment or rate etc. Because they still can go on your page everyday now and stalk your new pics and see your stash and read your comments, they just can't talk to you or rate you. I would prefer greatly that they couldn't even see anything. Please if you agree and believe that BLOCKED USERS shouldn't be able to even view your page, sign the petition I've start below and repost!! Maybe Baby J

First Time For Me
im starting somthing tonight, major deleation in my friends list. I know im not the SHIZ-it when comepaired to looks or what ever! There alot of fake ppl in my list. --now adding in friends list, do you qualify?: -you must have a salute picture. -you must be atleast a level 5. and there will be a few that dont meet this but are personal close to me friends. The end of deleation will start as of June 13 2007 and will end on June 24 2007. I do hope that I get alot of responses from most of you out there. Just comment on here saying what ever. hugs to all that comment

Are You Ready For Some Laughs??
Sir Jim; that Crazy & Zany DJ of Hot Rocks Radio's Mid Morning Madness is teaming up with that other mad man of the air waves The Wicked Redneck!!!! Tune in to Hot Rocks Radio at 9:00pm Eastern and get ready to Laugh and hear some of the best Rock out there!:

Death Report
In my profession we often times hear about a fellow wrestler that has been injured and sometimes in a fatal accident.This was not the case this past Monday night (6-25-07) when Chris Benoit(WWE Superstar) was found dead.He was found along with his wife Nancy Benoit and his young son Daniel Benoit.Chris Benoit will always be remembered in the hearts of wrestlers and fans as a true icon.Although Chris Benoit and his family was found dead his memory will live on forever by the WWE name and shows.Chris Benoit 1967-2007 may he rest in peace.

Botp/gatchaman
I have decided to make a blog about the G-force, as we used to call our favorite Saturday morning cartoon (“we” being my siblings and friends in the neighborhood When I was little I used to love Battle of the Planets…I thought it was a great show…recently, I guess it has been a few years in the making but the original Japanese series was dubbed and released on DVD…I was confused at first because the title was different but I started buying them…hopefully I plan to get the whole series…but in the course of my research trying to find what I could not find on the store I found out some interesting things about this series. This is some of what Wikipedia had to say: "Battle of the Planets (1978) is the first Westernized adaptation of the 1972 Japanese animated television series known as Kagaku ninja tai Gatchaman. Of the 105 original Gatchaman episodes, 85 were used in the Battle of the Planets adaptation, produced by Sandy Frank Entertainment. The adaptation is generally faithful

Friens
Freinds are always here 4 u Ready to help,listen and be there In case of emergency or to hear what u have 2 say Each time they r needed Never to put u down or downrate u Deepens the bond u have Shaping ur future and molding ur trust in them.

Beer O'clock???
Hmmm... something must have happened while I was watching HOUSE?????.... See Mike's Message: "member is On TAP 2007-06-19 19:38:47 well that pretty much sucked! we haven't had server failures like that in a couple months, i suppose we deserved it. ;) site should be stabilizing now, it might be a little weird while some stuff catches back up, but should be normal in 15-30 minutes. it's beer o'clock! -mike" BTW, what is "beer o'clock"??? hee hee...

Blah
I am scared and yet expected to be strong. I am sick, yet expected to pretend that I feel okay. I am sad or upset, yet I am to present myself as happy and enthusiastic. I am yelled or fussed at, yet I am not supposed to feel hurt or cry. I am put down or judged, but I am not allowed to feel sad, low, worthless, or hurt. I am falsely assumed guilty of things that I am no part of and I am supposed to admit to guilt to satisfy the assumptions of my accusers. Their need to be right over-rides actuality and I am not compliant or obedient, therefore I am unworthy of anything. I found that if I am nervous about not being able to meet someones expectations, then I am just annoying them with my imperfections. If I am found unhappy at any moment then I will deserve to be abandoned of any form of love and support. If I am not in the same mood as others then I am violating the same mood rule. I am trying so hard to learn to read minds and learn the ever changing rules of

Freaky Horoscope
virgo:THE VIRGIN Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget. Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness. 7 years of bad luck if you do not repost. AQUARIUS: Does it in the water Trustworthy. Sexy. Great kisser. One of a kind. Loves being in long-term relationships. Extremely energetic. Unpredictable. Will exceed your expectations. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out. Amazing in bed, THE BEST LOVERS BETTER THAN EVERYONE! 2 years of bad luck if you do not repost. SCORPIO: The lover? Can be mean somtimes. EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Energetic. Predict future. Most erotic. (Freak in bed.) (GREAT kisser.) Always get what they want. Sexy. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. The sexiest ever....Romantic. Caring. 4 years of bad luck i

A Friend Of Mine Has Joined Ct
A friend of mine has joined CT and I'd like to give her a BIG CT welcome so anyone that can please go show her some love and yes we are working on getting her more photos uploaded. Heres her link. Jessy Thanks to everyone that can come show the love and welcome her to CT. Thanks from Mark and Christie

Illusions
Night whispers secrets to me Softly, gently in my ear Mysterious night So soft, none can hear Illiusions cast by shadows Shadows cast by doubt Darkness binds me To the illusion of the night The stars used to comfort me In my time of desperate need They are all so cold now The blackness of Death has stolen them Hope, doubt, fear, pain Emotionless people all around me I turn in circles, looking, searching In this illusion of the night. Shadow Christine Hopkins

Some Funny Shit
Master Card Wedding You got to love this guy. This is a true story about a recent wedding that took place at Clemson University . It made the local newspaper; even Jay Leno mentioned it. It was a huge wedding with about 300 guests. After the wedding, at the reception, the groom got up on stage with a microphone to talk to the crowd. He said he wanted to thank everyone for coming, many from long distances, to support them at their wedding. He especially wanted to thank the bride's family & to especially thank his new father-in-law for providing such a lavish reception. As a token of his deep appreciation he said he wanted to give everyone a special gift just from him. So taped to the bottom of everyone's chair, including the wedding party, were an envelope. He stressed that this was his gift to everyone, & asked them to open their envelope. Inside each manila envelope was an 8 x 10 glossy of his brid

If You Love Something, Set It Free
"If you love something, set it free... If it comes back, it will always be yours. If it doesn't come back... It was never yours to begin with. But if it just sits in your livingroom, messes up your stuff, eats your food, uses your telephone, takes your money, and doesn't appear to realize that you had set it free... You either married it, or gave birth to it." hahaha!!!

Come Join Me Party In §eÐu©tïve£¥ Twï§teÐ
I'm off work all weekend so I'm getting drunk tonight n I'm partying in the lounge come join me and have a a fucking awesome time Come join me and sadistic light in §eÐu©TïVe£¥ Twï§TeÐ have a blast and chat with some cool people and listen to some good tunes Click the picture below to join the lounge enjoy guys n girls

I Love Me Some Food!
For those of you, who like me, love to eat, and usually find the results of it in a bigger butt in your pants....I usually fluctuate up and down within a 20 pound range because I am a grazer. I like to always be eating something. And depending on what my grazing choices are depends if I am at the high end or the low end of the 20 pound range of fatness I allow myself. Just a tip of something I do when I am trying to get the bloat and fatness down....Graze on DRY froot loops and honeycomb cereal. They are both sweet, yet very low in fat. Both taste good and you can eat on a big ole bowl of it when you are watching a movie like popcorn, just with no milk. You can graze on it alot and not have to feel guilty for it. Also frosted and honey nut cheerios are good dry for grazing also. Beats the heck out of my first choice of ice cream or cheetos. LOL.

Anger From Long Ago
My hearts been torn asunder All these feelings pulling me under A deep dark sheet of depression Wishing I had some way to block these expressions of fear and loneliness, finding no help and no way to express the way my heart truly feels when it's my soul thats being turned to steel from all the pain that seems to some from the sky like a coarsing rain the world is driving me insane it's like some flat unyeilding blade that my mind gets tossed upon splitting it asunder my heart screams with the roar of thunder but no one hears, no one cares....all alone There are times when i feel the world hates me Like some tyrannical force is trying to abate me I feel like all around are trying to rate me with their eyes Their peering leering visages I despise I realise in my pain that I despise the forms that I see through my tear ridden eyes all the lies twisting my soul pulling me into a neverending hole of fear and regret if only I could forget all the lost love in my life the

Did You Ever
Did you everlove a boy? And know he didn't love you Did you ever feel like cring And wonder what good it would do Did you ever look into his eyes? And say a little prayer Did you ever look inside his heart? And wish that you were there The price you pay for love is high So when I say don't fall in love It'll be over before your through I think I should know I fell in love with you...

???? Tough Love ????
MY HUSBAND AND I ARE GOING TO BE GETTING A DIVORCE. THE REASON FOR THIS IS BECAUSE HE HAS TO GROW UP. I AM TIRED OF ACTING LIKE HIS MOTHER WHEN WE HAVE 3 KIDS'S TO TAKE CARE OF AND HE MAKES IT 4. I TOLD HIM TODAY AGAIN THAT I WANT A DIVORCE AND HE NEEDS TO GET HIS SHIT TOGETHER. IF HE GET'S THE HELP HE NEEDS AND STICKS WITH IT FROM NOW ON, WE WILL SEE WHERE WE GO AFTER A YEAR OF BEING DIVORCED. I LOVE HIM WITH ALL MY HEART BUT I HAVE TO DO THIS. I CAN'T KEEP BEING BROUGHT DOWN BY HIM WHEN SHIT HIT'S THE FAN, BECAUSE WHEN THAT HAPPEN'S I AM ALWAY'S THE ONE TO PICK EVERYTHING UP. THE DRUG AND ALCOHOL ADDICTION HAS GOT TO COME TO AN END AND I HOPE IT DOES.

Women
What is it about women? If you asked any woman you ever knew, what they are looking for they would all tell you the same thing. They all want a nice guy, someone with a sense of humor, that makes them laugh. Horse shit! that's what it is. I can't tell you how many women I've known that say that very thing but they will go out with, hell, even marry the biggest jerks on the planet.Men who treat them like shit. Abuse them mentally, emotionally even physically. Are they just born liars? do they just have a standard answer for that question, not meaning any of it?You try to be a nice guy. You try to treat them the way they say they want to be treated. What do you get? shit on. You heard me right. Women will go out with you all the time looking for another guy behind your back and will dump you when they find the one who will treat them like shit. And then have the nerve to sing that "I want a nice guy" tune again. Gees, why bother with being a nice guy. Why not just treat women like they d

Freedom
as the 4th of july passed I thought about the word freedom, it seems harder to realize now than a few years ago, it seems that the economy , taxes, and the employment scene have alot to do with how we feel about this. taxes getting higher on everything we need or want, while our wages stay about the same, employment, yes there are still jobs out there, but some of us will have to travel farther to make more, or find a job that we will truly like more than the job we allready have, and face it if you were totally happy, you wouldnt be looking, dont let anyone tell you that you are lucky to have the job you allready have, because if you werent allready qualified and productive , you wouldnt have that position allready, try to enjoy the simple things in life, laughter , friends, fun , hobbies, your significant other, make a nice meal or go out to eat, watch a movie, dig out some of those old cd's that you bought , and are now collecting dust, enjoy the freedoms that we have, smile, laug

Poison Ivy
Ok this will be my first real blog. I'm sitting here miserable, I'm itching like crazy (but not itching it)..lol..Cant sleep. Reason ...I am extremely allergic to Poison Ivy.. Does anyone have any good home remedy's you can share...PLEASE.... I will love you forever....lol

Help Me Out
ok im in a the CFL football game all we need is rates so will u go to the pic link below and rate my pic and the other 5 Shady Posse team member a 10 please i really appreciate it, and please just the shady posse pics love u all and have a great day

Too Hungry To Eat...
And too empty to sit still. Too tired to sleep. But too awake to focus. Mind racing, on no particulars. Choices, choices. Socially inadequate, just enough, to hide in the back, eyes to the ground. But outspoken enough to know not to go totally un-noticed. Running in one pack. Straying from the group. Picking up the random objects. Realizing again, lost, which direction should have been followed? Eh, make a path. Bring it back to the den. Hidden amoungst other items. Nothing needed, collected for memory. Collected for comfort, for reminders of times long gone. Brought out into the light to help another laugh, to wander back into the shadows when the time calls. Intelligent enough to read the streets, stupid enough to wander down them. Don't think before you speak, if you think it, you mean it. There is no time for euphamisms. Speak clearly, with enough resonation to be heard, yet still mumbling. Today has come and gone. Like yesterday. Minor details lost in the frailty

"all I Need "
In Your darkness i find my light Fore it is Your darkness that feeds by soul. In Your chains i find my freedom Fore bound by them, i am as i choose to be. In Your pleasure i find my own Fore it is my own deep dark desire. In Your arms i find my refuge Fore i know You shall keep me safe and warm. In Your eyes i find my world Fore i see my spirit dancing with Yours. In You, My Master, i find everything i shall ever need!

Decifer Then,,, Win My Mind,,,,,,,
To be one, is to know who you really are, and what you really want or would like to have,,,,,, If you arent in sync with your own world,, how could you ever be in sync with mine?? Food for thought!! Decifer that shyt.... then you will have my mind!

Here Without You
Here Without You 3 Doors Down A hundred days had made me older since the last time that I saw your pretty face A thousand lights had made me colder and I don’t think I can look at this the same But all the miles had separate They disappeared now when I’m dreaming of your face I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams And tonight it’s only you and me The miles just keep rolling as the people either way to say hello I hear this life is overrated but I hope it gets better as we go I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams And tonight girl it’s only you and me Everything I know, and anywhere I go it gets hard but it won’t take away my love And when the last one falls, when it’s all said and do

Girls Dreams
A teacher asked her class, "What do you want out of life?" A little girl in the back row raised her hand and said, "All I want out of life is four little animals." "The teacher asked, "Really, and what four little animals would that be sugar?" The little girl said, "A mink on my back, a jaguar in the garage, a tiger in my bed and of course, I'll need a jackass to pay for all of it." The teacher fainted.

Three Days Grace - Pain
This has become one of my favorite songs, it's on my playlist on my main page if ya want to hear it :) Pain lyrics Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all You're sick of feeling numb You're not the only one I'll take you by the hand And I'll show you a world that you can understand This life is filled with hurt When happiness doesn't work Trust me and take my hand When the lights go out you will understand Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Anger and agony Are better than misery Trust me I've got a plan When the lights go off you will understand Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Pain, without love Pa

Hilton On Long Hard Road
Paris Hilton promised to become a better person when she got out of jail. The more important issue, though, may be whether she can be a better driver. TAGS: Paris Hilton, Hilton LINK: Hilton on long hard road The Standard from Boxxet News ------------------------ SIMILAR STORIES Hilton and Hollywood have had trouble driving a straight line - Arizona Daily Star Hilton & H'wood's Big Problem: Driving - Dayton Daily News MORE FROM Seattle Post Intelligencer | Palm Beach Post | Pittsburgh Tribune-Review | Yahoo! News | San Diego Union Tribune

Our Children
As i observe the world around me, I look around and see so much greif, The look of sadness on everyones face, So many around that are truly unhappy, To watch the children in my neighborhood, Having really nothing at all to do, Seeing four year olds on the streets alone, Where are their parents and what do they do?? A little boy came up to me the other day, Said he was hungry and had nothing to eat, I fed his hungry little tummy, Then had a talk with his mother about this, She told me it was none of my business, That little boy, with a sad look on his face, I smiled at him and told him to come over when hungry, His mother is just a simple disgrace!! Im not the type of person, That would turn my back on an innocent child, When are people going to wake up and see, Our kids are ingesting wayyyy to much vile!! Some vile, spewed from their parents, Others taking it in from their world all around, Why am I the only one who sees this?? Its like peoples morals a

Remember Your Worth
Remember Your Worth > > > > > > > > > > > > > >One Flaw In Women >Women have strengths that amaze men. >They bear hardships and they carry burdens, But they hold happiness, >love and joy. >They smile when they want to scream. >They sing when they want to cry. >They cry when they are happy >And laugh when they are nervous. >They fight for what they believe in. >They stand up to injustice. >They don't take "no" for an answer >When they believe there is a better solution. >They go without so their family can have. >They go to the doctor with a frightened friend. >They love unconditionally. >They cry when their children excel >And cheer when their friends get awards. >They are happy when they hear about >A birth or a wedding. >Their hearts break when a friend dies. >They grieve at the loss of a family member, Yet they are strong when >they Think there is no strength left. >They know that a hug and a kiss >Can heal a broken heart. >Women come in all s

How Things Are Going So Far
Right now life is alittle stressful.... My health is going down hill faast... We found out last August that I have cancer cells and now I have to go through treatment but cause I have no insurance I ahve to wait... Well the dr told me 2 weeks ago that she thinks its getting worse and I need to get stuff done now...I have a 13 year old is my rock she keeps me sain... My best friend Tanya and her hubby Jake are a big help too they keep me busy and make it so I don't sit around and think about it... I guess I just worrie about it all the time ... I am a tough women and I know I will be ok ( or so I hope).... I know the next few monthes are gonna be hard for me but I have my family and friends to help me out..... I love you all and I am soooooooooo lucky to have u in my life.... Thanks for letting me vent and explain what I am going through.... I will keep yall posted on everything....

Unforgetable
I greive from the bottom of my stomach I grieve at the thought of an empty eternity alone a life of solitude and lonliness departed from ones true love tangled in a web of despair I cry my life can not end short even if I would try grasping at the truth of my reality I am alone a shed of a tear leads its way down my empty face I am damned for eternity to an everlasting sorrow

If A Man Really Wants You,
I read this in a friend's blog, it makes alot of sense :D If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. All men are NOT dogs. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them

Im Rating As Fast As I Can
Okay everyone...apparently I have hit most of my levels for the day, so just as soon as CT allows me to I will keep rating everyones: Profiles,Pics,Stashes, and whatever else ya want. I'm gainin levels as fast as I can, but apparently, I click fast, and CT doesn't like it, sorry its takin so long...

The Help Desk
This has to be one of the funniest things in a long time. I think this guy should have been promoted, not fired. This is a true story from the WordPerfect Helpline, which was transcribed from a recording monitoring the customer care department. Needless to say the Help Desk employee was fired; however, he/she is currently suing the WordPerfect organization for "Termination without Cause." Actual dialogue of a former WordPerfect Customer Support employee. (Now I know why they record these conversations!): Operator: "Ridge Hall, computer assistance; may I help you?" Caller: "Yes, well, I'm having trouble with WordPerfect." Operator: "What sort of trouble??" Caller: "Well, I was just typing along, and all of a sudden the words went away." Operator: "Went away?" Caller: "They disappeared" Operator: "Hmm. So what does your screen look like now?" Caller: "Nothing." Operator: "Nothing??" Caller: "It's blank; it won't accept anything when I type." Operator: "Are you still

Closeing My Eye's
close my eyes part one I close my eye's. To see the unseen. I open my heart to you. To give you my love. I come to you with open arms. To love and care for you like no othere can. I want to show you real joy. To give you happiness. To treat you like a queen. Iwant to give you my heart. To hold in your wram arms. to give you my love......

Love
When I dream under skies so blue I think about my life with you The life we made the love we share The lonely moments when your not there The time apart does some good Keeps love strong the way it should Our children smile and love to play With mom and dad they love to stay They say we're cool and lots of fun Although their lives have just begun So in my heart you'll always stay No matter that you are far away I love you more and more today Would love to show yon in brand new ways So smile my love for I am here In my heart you're alway dear I'll never leave from by your side I'll smile and keep up with a long stride So keep me close and love me more I'll see you on God's golden shore.

My Baby Wrote This
In to the night when the darkness makes me vulnerable I long for your hand to hold. There are some things about you I don't understand But that might take forever to unfold. Even with the miles which separate us and the fact we have not yet met My heart you have stolen from me And I wait here for you so patiently. This emotion in my heart for you grows stronger each day I love you with all my heart please tell me that you'll stay I’ll give you what I can I’ll give you what you need As long as you promise to do the same for me. And though some things I’d like to say May not come out right Perhaps I’ll save them for another day When my mind gets them insight So for now keep this thought with you You have someone here who will always love you.

Pain
Ever feel like you heart was ripped outta your body and beat with a hammer over and over?...Thats how i feel right now. I'm devistated and i don't know what to do. I lost an amazing guy and he isn't comming back. We ended it on a clean note though but it still hurts like hell. He made me feel amazing and for the time we were together i was extremely happy. I felt like i had something to look forward to. i know some people think its silly that people fall in love online but not me. You get to know someones personallity and heart before anything else. If you havent already read my sticky bulletin i posted well...im going on a fubar break to get my head straight and heal my heart a little bit. Thank you to all my friends who have been there for me trying to cheer me up. I know this pain isnt ever going to completly go away...When you love someone you can't just forget. But with time i will feel better and the tears will stop. I Will always miss him though. I gave him a part of me i've nev

This Is A Pic Of Talented Tongue Aka Fred
THIS IS IS ATTEMPT AT SUDCIDE AGAIN. NOW THIS IS SUPPOSE TO BE FROM A 38 GUN....OK BUT LOOK HOW STAGGED THE CUT IS AND HOW SLOPPY THE STITCHES ARE. U TELL ME IS THIS FROM A BULLET WOUND OR ANOTHER KNIFE

No Pic On Profile
IF YOU DON'T HAVE A PIC POSTED OF YOU ON YOUR PROFILE OR AS A MAIN PIC, YOU WILL BE BLOCKED FROM VIEWING ME. IT'S ONLY FAIR THAT YOU HAVE PICS POSTED TOO. IF YOU'RE UNDER 39, DON'T ASK ME TO ADD YOU TO MY FRIENDS OR IF YOU DON'T HAVE AN AGE LISTED, YOU WILL BE DELETED, BLOCKED.

I'm Not Wanting This To Happen...........
Well, I haven't posted on here for awhile and usually I dont post on here I post on myspace. But, I just want to share with everyone that my brother will be leaving soon to go back to Iraq, and I'm scared. I'm enjoying the time I have with him now, bc he's home for 10 days, but then I'm dreading it also cause those are the days that take him closer to his time of going to Iraq. When he comes home his little girl will be 15 months old. She's only 2 months old. The most precious time in her life will be in pictures, he will miss the firsts of her life. And, what about the times that I look at my mom and see the tears in her eyes that I can't dry like I want to. It hurts to know that the best thing for me to do is walk away and let the tears fall bc she is feeling the same emptiness and wanderment of his safety that I feel. I'm scared for everytime the telephone rings in the middle of the night and the sinking feeling in my gut of who will be on the other end. Or, everytime a gov't

Can You Do It?
Fantasia No Limit Lounge is currently hiring for 2 dj Positions! If you think you have what it takes and you are a experienced, reliable dj please contact management! The Stallion-FNL-Adrenaline Radio@ fubar ÐïÐÐ¥ ? ÄR & FñL ? Kïttêñ§ Måñ ? Ghêttð Jµggålð ? fµ ¥ðµ@ fubar ?Dj Tease?FNL?AR??ßG?@ fubar *Troublesum*akaYummyMzCJ*FnL*AR*AtomicBomber&Rockstar*@ fubar Please click the link and fill out the dj Aplication or come into the lounge Thank you, Adrenaline Management

K.o.w~this Affects Us All! Update From Lord Wolf
Blacklisted by Fubar where I can nolonger write in my Blogs I can put pic's in but all other Material is invisable.This is Proberly Retaliation of Deleteing That Punk Ass Punk.I do not need to mention his name he knows who he is an a few Kingdom know who he is as well.Now if I was to add him back this might all go away.A Lawyer was Contacted to see if we could get the FCC involved in this matter that has to do with Cruel an unual Punishment by Fubar.But the FCC does not Govern Internet Sites as Internet Sites are a Free Interprise.Fubar is a Socialization Exsperiment.They give us Priveledges an they take them away.In my LC days,There was no NSFW'sRules as Naughty Pictures were in Default.Now CT took these away.an made us mark them,an place other albums.An with NSFW's anything can be marked by the ever Increaseing Populations of Assholes that are now members here.As I have had Wolf pictures an Regular pictures marked in this Fashion it is unfair but like I priveous stated we a re Rats

Join Pinkys Wet Lounge Asap
What up all family members, cousins, and Friends,,Phenomenal Woman.. the First cousin to the Family has a New Lounge thats Really Poppin ya dig, She also got Openings for Dancers and Hostess, Bartenders, DJ's, so come peep ya Family out, You know the Don Gone Get the Fam thru the Door, I'm Bouncin ya dig.. so Come on out to Pinky Wet Lounge.. http://www.fubar.com/lounge.php?l=9168&tid=11062 Now holla at ya Kinfolks....sip dranks and Party ya dig... Don Giovonni Corleone and the Corleone Family

"can't Do It Today"
"Can't Do It Today" Gary Allan Trying to keep a candle burning in a hurricane, That’s what it’s like when you love me and you leave me this way, Like a dove crying out when he’s lost the will to fly, Yeah, shackled down to the earth by your long chain of lies, Well, I’ll forgive you tomorrow if the sun doesn’t shine, Let you back into my life when the oceans are dry, Take you back when every shade of the rainbow turns gray, But I just can’t do it today, I can’t do it today, Well I can see you dancing in that strangers arms, My world hasn’t stopped turning but it’s falling apart, Every breath that I take’s a little closer to sane, Yeah, they say that time is a healer but it’s still a long, long ways a way Yeah, I’ll forgive you tomorrow if the sun doesn’t shine, Let you back into my life when the oceans are dry, Take you back when every shade of the rainbow turns gray, But I just can’t do it today, I can’t do it today, Don’t wanna do it today, Well there

Never Underestimate The Power Of Your Actions
A good friend sent me this email. I have seen it several times before, but I always love reading it each time I see it. There is so much truth to it… the fact that everything we say or do can have a positive or negative impact on the people around us; that we do not know the true depth of our actions and the role they play in the lives of people (including family and friends). It makes you think about the little things in life and the value that is placed on them, or even the lack of value. I believe there is importance in the ability to be a positive influence in someone's life… whether it is one person or even many, many more throughout a lifetime. Regardless, everyone's actions are very powerful; not only to themselves, but to everyone else that touches their lives in one way or another. So remember this story when you are torn between the positive and the negative of a situation. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ One day, when I was a freshman in high school, I saw a kid from my clas

The Sound Of Caffeine
Clink, clink, whir, ca-ching Bang, bang, boom Crinkle, twist, hiss, fizz Slosh, slurp, sigh Gulp, Gurgle, Guzzle. Inhalegasppant Bounce, Prance, Quiver, Pounce, Dance, Shake, Go, go, go! Snoooooooooooooooore.

True Friend
What is a true friend ? we all think that we have true friends then we find out they arent as true a friend as we thought they were .. Some times in life we do come accross a true friend who stands beside us no matter what and is there to wipe away the tears when we cry and sometimes they cry with us .. i my self have came across a few i thought were true friends and turned out they were 2 faced friends who would as soon talk about me as to be a friend.. anyway in our life time we have alot of people come and go in our life but the true friends will always stay no matter what ...

And So I Say.....
I dropped by to see you late last night But you were out like a light wrapt in the calm cool insanity of sleep. Death is a good disguise for late at night Wrapping all its games in its calm garden But what happens when the guests return and all unmask and you are asked to leave for want of a smile But still we run and laugh and play oblivious of the arrivial of the calm cool morning -------------------------------------------------- I am troubled immeasurably by your eyes I long for the whisper in your soft replies A thousand voices run thick Disdain And my words hide What your soul already knows

Coming To Atlanta
I'm going to be in Atlanta from the 15th through the 22nd. My primary reason for the trip is to visit family and friends, but I'll also be looking for work and a possible place to live. I really don't want to live in Georgia again(personal preference), but I need to put an emergency escape plan together since things are continuing to fall apart for me here in Chicago. Just thought I'd share. If any of my fubar friends are in the area and interested in meeting up, let me know. I'm going to be pressed for time down there, but I'd love to make some new friends. Even more so, If I'm going to be moving down there.

It Hurts To Equal Nothing
Know what really hurts, when you know you don't mean anything. That at the end of the day, you close your eyes and the ppl who you thought were your friends never really cared about you in the first place. When you opened your heart and bared parts of yourself. Told ppl why it was so hard. Told them how the last person I'd shared myself with ripped me apart. Then to hear nothing from them for like two weeks. You're officially nothing anymore. You can be brushed aside, and be erased. that hurts. To not even deserve a goodbye. When you're supposed to have been friends with the potential of more? It just not worth the risk anymore and I am tired of crying. And ppl wonder why I am so cold all the time. Dun blame me anymore, blame yourselves. cause remember I don't matter. I dun exist.

The White Dove.....
well this morning after 3 hours of sleep....a white dove landed on my patio and made itself at home.....maybe its a sign....after last night....maybe its a sign coming down from above....literally....so we will see if this dove brings me good luck in a certain area in my life.....

Life Changing Event
WOOO-HOOO!!! I got the job!!! This is the best news I've received in I don't know how long. This is going to enable me to do what I've been wanting and needing to do for a very long time. My life is about to change and nothing or no one is going to stand in my way. It's time to make myself happy and I'm on my way baby!!!

If You Care About Trees...please Check It Out
This is a list of ALL the active and non active fires in British Columbia, Canada...THOUSANDS of hectares are burning *a hectare = 2.471 acres* It's freaky as hell, cause i am in the middle of it WHEEE http://www.bcwildfire.ca/hprScripts/WildfireNews/Fires.asp?Mode=normal&FC=0&AllFires=0

Is Change In The Wind?
August 05, 2007 Hawkish Turks prepare for Iraq invasion A strike on Iraqi Kurds could be the price the PM pays for peace at home, says Simon Hooper As American and British generals draw up plans to extract their demoralised troops from Iraq, another army sits impatiently at its northern border awaiting orders to launch an invasion of its own. Faced with a resurgent PKK terror campaign, Turkey's hawkish generals have long argued the case for a strike against Kurdish militant bases inside northern Iraq. With some 140,000 troops poised, and Turkish commandos rumoured to be deep in Iraqi territory, all that has been lacking has been the political will. "What is the point of an army if it can't defend the country?" one campaigner for the ultra-nationalist MHP told me in Ankara before yesterday's general election, handing out flyers bearing the party's vaguely fascistic logo. "This government is betraying Turkey." The success of the MHP, campaigning on a pledge to hang the

Leaving Later Today
Just wanted to let everyone know that I will be leaving this afternoon or evening and I wanted to make sure to let everyone know that I'm not sure when I'll have time or the ability to get back on the computer for some time. I hope all will be well with everyone. Take care!

Just Thinking
Where is the biggest battle we face in life? In out own minds. My mind is a virtual dictionary of all the things I am not. I am not pretty, not by the worlds standards, I have fuzzy hair (thanks dad) and weird ears. and large chested( thanks mom). I sometimes say too much and can often be very verbally biting. If you dont wanna know dont ask me lol. I am a perfectionist in a body that will never be perfect. I have no tolerance for liars, or cheaters, people that abuse kids or animals or the elderly. I am a bigger woman, not model thin and probably never will be,(if I lose weight it all crawls to my chest which is irritating cause then I am wayyy too top heavy. I write better then I speak, finding it easier to say what I mean thru this form rather then face to face, unless I am irritated then I have a loose tounge lol. I am afraid of heights and I love to sing but am terrified to sing in front of people. I want to travel places and yet am scared to travel very far from home. I see t

Bourne Alone
So i went to see the Bourne Ultimatum last night and it was good if you liked the other 2 you will like this one, some of the camera work was a little fucked up and there could have been a little more hand to hand fighting but all-in-all is was good. But before the movie started i was sitting there looking at all the people and i saw this dude a few rows in front of me and to the left and he was sitting there by his self and i started thinking god that must suck. Then i looked at the seats on either side of me and thats when it hit me, i came here alone too, so i went and got some popcorn and 2 cherry icie's and gave him one and said i know how you feel and went and set back in my seat and watched the movie. I really don't know why i wrote this!

Sail Away... 12:50am Wednesday, Aug 8
Catch me dreamweaver, carry me slow wave... in the hands of the reaper, on the seas of the brave. my body getting weaker, my soul you can't save. -poeticDesCent Try not to focus so much on the specific words; instead, allow yourself to capture the meaning in its whole.... I drift, you drift, we drift apart. I know you feel the slow pull of the undercurrents of life... I know you feel the gentle ebbs of the mighty sea of life. I don't know where you are... My vision still stands clouded by the last storm you left in your wake. So, here in my boat [alone] I have thought. My thoughts have basked under the unrelenting sun... My thoughts have sauntered under the silent stars... I'm tired of this. I try. You are not who you were, when we once sailed together. Now you've turned against me; and, I don't think you see that. Your black flag wanes on the slowly sliding horizon everytime you approach. Lucky you, I refuse to continue fighting you, fighting to get to you... Low on prov

Smile
There's a simple, easy step you can take that will exert a positive, powerful influence in a variety of situations. That simple act is a genuine smile from the heart. Smile, and not only does it improve your appearance, it improves all of you. Smile, and you cannot avoid being more positive toward life. Smile as you speak, and your voice will be more confident, enthusiastic and convincing. Even when you're talking over the phone and the person at the other end can't see you, a smile adds noticeable value to the conversation. Give a smile to others, and you instantly improve the quality of each encounter. Smile to yourself, and new positive possibilities come clearly into view. A smile costs you nothing, and yet it can bring so very much. Take a look around, and you'll see that the most successful and fulfilled people are those who smile the most. Even when you can't think of a reason to smile, smile anyway. Smile, and you'll surely create plenty of good reasons. -- Ra

Inside The Darkness
Inside The Darkness (verse one) The smell of love has gone, But still I hold on, Waiting for that moment, When you take my hand, Tell me with your eyes, Everything will be fine, And in one lost night, We will change every thing (chorus) Eclipse the moon, Drown out the sun, Blackness overwelms us, Soothing our minds, Take me to another deminsion, Lets live forever, Show me you can love me, Inside the darkness (verse two) Faded eyes of blue, Show the pain well, I know i cannot hide this, It's the disease in me, Forgive all that i've done, I cannot change it now, Look deep into these eyes, Everything will be fine (chorus two) Eclipse the moon, Drown out the sun, Blackness overwelms us, Soothing our minds, I'll take you away to another world, Let's live forever, I can show you love, Inside the darkness (verse three) Steal the night away, Run away from the past, Feel the love grow inside, Bury everything that doe

My Son Travis Was Hurt
he is 18 and he was with his gf emily last night...he got jumped by 3 guys and they knocked him out and broke his nose really bad...he is going to have to have surgery...he was defending his gf honour...what cowards to do this to him...he already has a cast on for a broken hand...they knocked him out in the middle of the street by kicking him in the head...then dragged him knocked out off the road...I spent most of the night in the hospital..thank God he is going to be okay..he could have been killed...what cowards to do this to my son. it scared the hell out of me...the police showed up at my door and said your son has been the victim of an assault...and that I need to get to the hospital.

Fuckin Cell Phones
i swear nobody has worse luck with cell phone like me, i bet i had more than 30. something fucks up with it or i just destroy it myself, i got this phone now i got from a friend and i know he was nice to this thing from day one , i mean its like 600 bucks for this thing, well he gets a new blackberry and tells me i need a new phone so he gives it to me. i had it about two months and it starts fucking up the display when i open it. now i cant see nothing, i mean fuck is it just me or what, i have not destroyed a phone myself in years. damn i just want a phone to last me more than 6 months its starting to get very costly. well thats all i got to say for now so later Fox

A Few Thoughts....
Have you ever felt as if your not sure where your life should be, as if your trying to live two different lifes. Both lifes contradicting the other, not sure of the life you should lead, wanting to do both. nowing you can't. You have people you love and desire on both sides. Both sides wanting you, niether fully grasping you. You have people who want to help you, but you wont allow even though you desire it. Something is holding you tied to confusion. Not sure what to do you just block off everyone and everything. You try to hide this confusion frmo others, from yourself, but some manageto work in a little. They try to help, but your not sure what to do; let them help or hide even more. You have spent most of your life trying to figure it out but have only figured out that you may never be whole. Most of yourself is hidden from the world. You figure that because its you, you should know these things but can't seem to figure out why you dont know even yourself. Therefor you block everyo

Poetry
1 Wish If I could have one wish... I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that fealing with anyone other then you.

Rage & Pain
Fueled by rage stopped by pain i see my glory fade as im stopped by this pain pins an needles in my spin just spread like cancer im filling with rage because of this pain This uncontrollable circle that has taken over me my strength my wisdom my life

Mirror Mirror On The Wall Who Is The Fairest Of Them All.
MIRROR MIRROR ON THE WALL WHO IS THE FAIREST OF THEM ALL. there is a lot of mirror pics out there so i decided to do a mirror pic contest PRIZES R AS FOLLOWS judges pick 3 day blast baller gift custom, morph graphic, tag set ( welcome, thanks, humpday) most rates (NUMBER OF RATES) {100 rates gets 1 day blast} big baller gift custom graphic, morph tag set ( welcome, thanks, humpday) most comments (2000 COMMENTS GET U THE MOST RATES PACKAGE) custom graphic, morph all winners get contest certificate hit me up and let me know the mirror pic u wanna use

The Way We Are
The Way We Are would I need ya if I got amnesia would you be the one for me if I lost my memory and would I look at you the way that I used to would I fall in love all over again or would I have to pretend are we gonna stay the way we are are we gonna break and fall apart are we gonna make it when our love is tested are we gonna stay the way we are I don't wanna break and fall apart are we gonna make it through the shark infested water hearts entrusted to each other and I don't know what I'd do if I found out you were untrue would I find it in my heart to forgive would I be able to forget will I be be beautiful or will I just be a fool can you keep me fresh and young what if I make you deaf and dumb are we gonna stay the way we are are... can we still have adventures when we're old and wear dentures will you kiss me on the lips do you think we'll dance with our plastic hips and when you look at me will you see the girl you met when

Party Tyme Liquors In Prattville, Alabama
Any one needing to extend thier partying needs after hours or even during we have the most exclusive and most delicious selections of alcohol and beer possible. when the party ends come and join our party at (PARTY TYME LIQUORS on hwy 31 (South Memorial Dr) in PRATTVILLE ALABAMA !!! LET US GET YOUR PARTY STARTED

Half A Joint
HaLf A jOiNt Current mood: blah Category: Life HaLf a jOiNt got half a joint... chillin'. I can really appreciate having a HEAD FULL OF SHIT and the ability to not think about a damn thing. Reality vs. fantasy and one mo' again I seem to tightrope the thin line that divides the two. All the pieces are coming together in the ol' grand scheme of things... I've come a long way. My ass is moving forward and there is no turning back... rule 1: No Wasted Steps I firmly believe that I can be one cold-hearted motherfucker until someone or something comes along to earn my respect. I mean... how can i take something seriously if it can't even look me in the eye? "Bullshit" doesn't earn my respect... understand that shit completely, ok? I can smell bullshit from half the country away. Throwing it at me is only going to get me to see right through you instead of ever really seeing you there at all... know what i mean? I'm facing down my demons... re- earning the

Job Promotion
The roommate from hell got 2 birthday presents today. I was nice to him and had stuff for lunch. and he got the dispatchers job at AAA. He will be working 4 10hr days. That means less time having him away because he will have 3 days instead of the usual 2 off. But he will be away longer each day he works so that will help. And a small raise. But that will go away quickly when his bill collectors get to him. And I will have to help him survive until he can pay me back. AGAIN! But his Mom is so grateful that he is in my house instead of on the streets . And he would be too. He is such a lazy ass he might even screw that up. But his rent is better than trying to work 2 jobs, which I can not do now with my back injury. Win some lose some. Storms in area signing off.

Food For Thought
God didn't promise days without pain, laughter without sorrow, sun without rain, but HE did promise strength for the day, comfort for the tears & light for the way. God determines who walks into your life.... it's up to you to decide who you let walk away, who you let stay, and who you refuse to let go.

Reason
Came to the conclusion That I dont even need him Just bored with life Searching for a reason A reason to wake up A reason to get out of bed My reasons for caring Believing the lies i'm fed Is the love lost Has that feeling gone away If so whats my reason My reason to stay Am I so use to drama, pain and dismay That I can't let go That I refuse to stray Maybe I still love you Maybe I still care Lying to the world A fake smile I bear Torn up inside Not knowing which way to go The hurt I've learned so perfectly not to show So my last lingering question Burried deep in my heart...... Whats my reason for still loving you When your tearing me apart ~KarNi~

Beyond My Control
Three little words I know that you notice me our eyes lock everyday. But fear of being rejected is keeping you away. I feel I have a burning desire way down deep. I wish we had a love to share, a love to save and keep. I want to be together now, going with the flow and sometimes, I wonder how, we can make it go. You're the one, I'd give the sun. Even the old pale moon. If only for a second, we'd be together soon. Then one night you whispered those words I'd longed to hear. "I love you" but, you didn't love me, my dear. That was long ago, the feelings are all to clear. I felt you'd have meant those words If you hadn't been hurt, my dear But once You got attached on me, You had to let me go. Because of a past you couldn't let go Things that were beyond my control. We were friends, the best ever made. But, I remember those words, in my heart they're saved. But now you say, that you've been thinking, and take those beautiful words away. My

Expectations
Cool air fills the morning as summers grasps at a futile attempt to stay the inevitable. A lite mist brings back memories of past and present, memories about expectation. I am not honest about what I expect of people. I know that most would read this and speculate about how negative I must be. Humans are capable of the most hanus acts. It seems depending on how much they think they will get away with it the more hanus the act becomes. The fact is when no one is watching most will do what is in their best interest. There are few who shine when no one is watching. How bright that light must be that none of us can see it. How sad is it when it is seen we look away. So though I expect quite a lot out of humans, I must say I am most happy when my expectations are not met.

Why We Get High
Almost all of you have gotten "high." You might call it "getting stoned" or "tripping" or "having a session" or "going on vision quest" or "partying" but the urge to switch channels and move to another and less usual state of consciousness is as old as our species itself. Actually the quest for intoxication is even older! Ronald Siegel, in his book, Intoxication, documents numerous animal species and most of the various human cultures that strive to get high or as he calls it, to intoxicate themselves. Siegel proposes that after food, drink and sex, "Intoxication is the fourth drive." He demonstrates through zoological and sociological evidence, that the urge to get high is among the most basic of motivations. Andrew Weil, M.D., and Wilfred Rosen, in their wonderful introductory book From Chocolate to Morphine, explaining psychoactive drugs for the young reaffirms this idea. They point out: Human beings it seems, are born with the need for periodic variations in consciousness.

Snow Leopards And Poachers
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Are You Dead Yet?
Don't hear, don't deem. Drown in before you dive. Don't care, commit to your self destruction drive I kiss the ground with love beyond forever Flip off the sky with bleeding fingers till I die Enemy, take a one good look at me. Eradicate what you'll always be, Your tainted flesh, polluted soul through a mirror I behold. Throw a punch, shards bleed on the floor Tearing me apart but I don't care anymore. Should I regret or ask myself Are You Dead Yet? Wake up, don't cry. Regenerate to deny the truth, The fiction you live in blindfold your eyes. Disclosure, self loathing. This time you've gone too far. Or could it be, my nemesis that you are me? Enemy, take a one good look at me. Eradicate what you'll always be Your tainted flesh, polluted soul through a mirror I behold. Throw a punch, shards bleed on the floor Tearing me apart but I don't care anymore. Should I regret or ask myself are you dead yet?

Leaving Fubar
GUYS, i'm sorry, fletch especially, but i am THE FUCK out of here, they're fucking with me every fucking time i post a mumm, not the fucking mummers, the fucking bouncers, and i'm fucking done. if you guys wanna find me, most of you know how, those that don't, shoulda got to know me better it's been a fun two weeks, i am deleting all of my albums before i go, so if you're ripping something get it now. i'll be fully gone in under 24 hours.

The Spirit In The Sky
The Spirit in the Sky I have been reborn On the wings of this mighty steed. On the open highway, without bonds of civilization to distract or confine me. With the wind in my face, and the beauty of nature which surrounds me. Who am I to question why I am here or what is the purpose of my life? Suddenly, I am transformed into a fearless Indian chief, riding a dark horse with fiery exhausts for nostrils, Lightning and thunder emerge from its machine soul It has come to life, it obeys my every movement, It senses my moods. There is a brief transformation of the souls, suddenly the man, and the machine of the man become inseparable and indistinguishable I am the machine and it is me. The pulsations of my dark horse's metal soul meld with my heartbeat; the constant mesh of its gears emanates allowing us to reach synchronicity. Leaving the mortal world behind us, we are compelled to the realm of the mystic. Our journey has begun. For the moment, we have esca

Hellooooooo......
Hellooooooo everyone! It has been forever in a day since I've been on here. Infact I just realized today that this is no longer called cherry tap. Damn how long have I been hiding under that rock I found? Apparently a little longer than I originally thought. HA HA! Well I've still got alot of shit going on.... so I'm out of here for now. Just wanted to stop by and say hello to muh friends. :D Hope all is well with all of you and yours.

Just Killing Time!!!!
1. Who was the last person to call you baby? Harry 2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart? yeah, for some reason I do 3. If you had to kiss the last person you kissed, would you? no question about it!!!!!!! 4. Has someone ever sang a song to you? yep!! 5. Do you play Sudoku? when it's slow at work 6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness would you survive? Yep!! 18. If your house was on fire, what would be the first thing you would save? my dog!! 19. Who was the last person you shared a bed with? Hmmm let's leave it as someone I love, no name but you know who you are!!!! 20. Who do you text the most day to day? hmmm have to say Alonso, Kraig or Mitch depends on the day, LOL 21. Who last said they loved you? no fare!!! my dad, LOL 22. What color are your eyes? Brown 23. How tall are you? 5'8" 25. Do you like your parents? Yep 26. Do you secretly like someone yeah, but it's not really a secret!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Friends Are Awesum
Of all the friends I've ever met, You're the one I won't forget. And if I die Before you do I'll go to heaven And wait for you I'll give the angels Back their wings And risk the loss Of everything Just to prove My friendship is true I'm thankful to having Family and Friends like you! OXOXOXOXOOXOXOXOOXOXOXOOXOXOOXOXOXOXOOXOOXOOXOXOX

Shoutbox Ambush!
has anyone else fallen victim to a link in their shoutbox thinking it was a mumm you should look at and only end up being sent to a chit chat lounge.as soon as i entered i could tell by the music i was leaving.but i decided to stay and watch people say hllo and goodbye to each other inbetween brb and wb.how dare chit chatters try to drag a mummer away! ♥SweetBab...: lol shadow {{{{{ Shadow Wo...: lol sweevil hot_one69: we dont want drama this is lala land haha this is to get away from drama ~The Lord of Sa...: you want drama go to yahoo chat,thats why i left and came here Sweevil - Assis...: *stares open mouthed at Shelley* ♥&dagger...: a song deb ÐJ ÐÈVÌÖÚ§¤ *ÐÈ...: what by gym glass heros ♥&dagger...: cuz we all get along life...lol {{{{{ Shadow Wo...: waits to see if tazzy is gonna jump up and down :D lol ÐJ ÐÈVÌÖÚ§¤ *ÐÈ...: huh lifesez: i want drama lama! ♥SweetBab...: 0_0 ~VAMP GIRL~BART...: hb viknings {{{{{ Shadow Wo.

Awake
As I stand betwen it all Torn between two sides To step up or to fall Is it a queston of pride? Two ends of the spectrum Which is the right path Go up into the kingdom Go down into the dark shaft? Stuck here in purgatory Allowed is only one choice Stand for the sake of the story Follow the glory of the voice? Outbound from the earth Destined to make the decision To glow or to scorch In my mind is this vision. -from the best poems and poets of 2004 copyright steven mowery aka slutnugget

Heaven Embraced
please please come back my fare prince My heart longs just to hear the sweet melody that is your voice To see those angel eyes caress my every movement To be without you is a terrible fate that i can no longer bare Oh come sweet prince answer my plee to have but one kiss would be such extacy So hear me now I long to drink the essence that is you while nestled in your engulfing arms To hear the steady beat resonance as our hearts meet Til then sweet prince i shall not look on the morn for fear tis just a fleeting dream, If I do not meet with loving arms i shall be forever scorned So come to me sweet prince of mine do not look for heavens divine for in my arms you will see that your heart was meant for me For you sweet prince kisses melissa

Son In Icu Update
My son is still in ICU...His potassium level is starting to go back up...Looks like we did it again with the help of my friends and all the prayer....Now if we can only keep him alive until we find a new kidney Jesus will have answered all my prayers...Thank all of you and keep praying that the Jesus guide the hand of the doctors and asking him to lead me to a matching live donor....God bless you all today and always...knightskitty

You're Special !
Today is International Disturbed People's Day Please send an encouraging message to a disturbed friend... just as I've done. I don't care if you lick windows, take the special bus or occasionally pee on yourself... You hang in there sunshine, you're special.

9-11 Pic Rating (how I Do It)
Don't get mad at me because I didn't rate the pic a 10. I'm not against 9-11 or anything, but I rate for quality and content. I'm not going to be overly fond of "god" references because I am not christian, and god is not a name. If the pic is small, I'm not going to rate it as high because I can't see it very well. I HAVE rated some 10's on here, because they were big enough I could see them clearly and they were well done. I just think it's really silly to get mad at me and even block me, for not getting a 10. Geez. Get over my ratings, people. :P I'm not the least bit patriotic, but I'm not against people who are.

Cystic Fibrosis
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Bek'ah's Bad'lan Bat-mitzvah
when she became double digit age-the question briefly passed in my mind--shall i pay some synagogue thousands of dollars to teach my daughter stuff of the ritual nature which sometimes even conflict's with G-d's Law--or shall i give said money away to worthy charities and teach her myself of the wealth of knowledge i acquired through a lifetime of study of G-d's Laws - i chose the latter. she becomes 13 in 4 days--i will bat-mitzvah her before sabbath on friday--on a holiday actually defiant to G-d's Law.--THIS IS NOT THE NEW YEAR---IT'S THE 7TH MONTH--IT'S A MINOR FESTIVAL TO SOUND THE TRUMPET--AND IS CELEBRATED FOR 1 DAY--NOT 2--AND TO GET INTO A SYNAGOGUE FOR IT-YOU MUST BUY TICKETS!! -will Bekah's bat mitzvah bre in a synagogue--i don't think so--it will be in the same dinky room i study the bible in--i'll read and teach her from the bible as i have been--not for a day but for a lifetime--teach her about G-d, what and how it means to be a Hebrew, how to pray--all that's good.--a

I Am Selling New, Never Used Body Jewelry
Feel free to message me or call me with any questions: 641-494-6657 Titanium Anodized Ball 14g Tongue Stud. Sizes are 12mm, 16mm, and 19mm. 14G Steel Spike Chin Labret. 8mm in length Color Titanium 16g Eyebrow 4mm Ball. 10mm in length Titanium Anodized Lip Loop Labrets 14 Gauge You choose which ring, color, and size. I don't have them in my possession yet but i ordered them and they should arrive within the week. contact me if you are interested in any of these. Prices are negotiable but i ask you to name your price. if i feel it is a good price then we will have a deal. Feel free to ask me any questions you have. This is all i have at this point but if these shipments go over well i will be buying more with a much bigger selection.

Rip My Beautiful Niece 9/11/07
for i have lost a very loved one in my life last night at 11pm who passed away to be with the great creator.my niece died last night who was 27yrs old.for i have both of my parents who are terminally ill and am worried very much about there health due to this great lose in our family..for i know you are not here this is for you.don't stand by my grave and weepfor i am not there i do not sleep i am a thousand winds that blow i am the diamonds glint on snow i am the sunlight on ripened grain i am the autumns rain.when you awaken in mornings hush i am the swift uplifting rush of quiet birds in circle flight i am the soft stars that shine at night do not stand by my grave and cry i am not there i did not die.THE AMERICAN INDIAN PRAYER OH GREAT SPIRIT,WHOSE VOICE I HEAR IN THE WINDS,AND WHOSE BREATH GIVES LIFE TO ALL THE WORLD-HEAR ME-I COME BEFORE YOU,ONE OF YOUR CHILDREN.I AM SMALL AND WEAK.I NEED YOUR STRENGTH AND WISDOM.LET ME WALK IN BEAUTY AND MAKE MY EYES EVER BEHOLD THE RED AND PURP

Photoshop
BEST 'SHOPPED' PICTURE CONTEST~***1st Place 1 Month VIP or 7 Day Blast***~~***2nd Place A Ticker and $50,000 in gifts OR $100,000 in Gifts***~~***3rd Place A Ticker OR $50,000 in Gifts***~~~~~~~~~THE RULES~~~~~~~~#1:#2: ALL PICTURES MUS BE SAFE FOR WORK.#3: ONLY YOU CAN ENTER THE CONTEST (YOU CAN'T ENTER YOUR FRIEND)#4: THE PICTURE DOES NOT HAVE TO MADE BY YOU, BUT IT HAS TO ATLEAST BE MADE FOR YOU.#5: NO DOWNRATING OR NO BELITLING OTHER CONTESTANTS (PLAY NICE)WINNERS WILL BE DETERMINED ON NUMBER OF COMMENTS ALONE AND YOU MAY BOMB YOURSELF.TO ENTER PLEASE FU-MAIL ME WITH THE LINK TO THE PIC YOU WANT TO ENTER.. I WANT ATLEAST 10 PEOPLE BEFORE I START THE CONTEST. CONTEST WILL START WHEN I HAVE ENOUGH PEOPLE AND WILL RUN FOR 2 WEEKS.QUEEN Nassy V4mpir3 Bitch FUBAR WIFE OF CARNAGE NSFW@ fubar

Common Courtesy
Why is it that I view people's profiles, rate them, rate their pics, send them requests.. and all they can do is accept my request without showing the common courtesy of rating my profile and pics? Is it too much trouble? If you can't rate my profile or pics, don't waste your time accepting my request.

Happiness
When one door of happiness closese another opens but often we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one which has been opened for us. It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, But it's also true that we don't know what we've we been missing until it arrives.......

These 5 Amigo's Need Your Help In Leveling
These five amigos need your leveling help... This guy has a heart of gold, and he has a family of mostly girls that will win your heart, too. Fly By Night (The Family) FlyByNight@ fubar This guy has been getting called minion all the time. He's a really great person... He needs help leveling and he will return the love when he gets back from his long vacation. Bombers... The Cool One... FOUNDER OF BOMBERS"R"US FOOTBALL TEAM GM@ fubar This guy used to hide in a corner. Now we all feel we want him out of the corner and shot into rockstarhood... 15.1K needed to level him GarnyX GarnyX *Stephanie's Dork*Goldielox's Assassin*Darkside Guy*@ fubar This guy has been stuck on his level for awhile, won't you come show him love, and it'll be returned. TigerLover69 This guy has always come to help out my friends and I whenever we needed it. He'll give love back. tigerlover069@ fubar This guy gives loves to his friends all the time, an

Emotions
Emotions, to many to count all in my head screaming, yelling, and they all have questions. I have no answers. I’m just as confused as they come. I’m always wanting but never getting. It’s so close I can almost see it. “NO”, they say. “You can’t have it.” “Why?” I say. They turn away. “Why?” They don’t look me in the eye. “Why?” I cry. It’s so close I can almost see it, touch it, smell it, and taste it. Make it stop. I think too much. It seems like all of these things are just clouding my head. What do the want from me? I have nothing to take. I hold on to my pride, that you cannot have. I hold on to my love, what’s left of it anyway. “It’s mine”, I say. I give and I give. What’s left? What’s mine? You take and you take. Your pockets full, seems busting. Your hands are full of me, my life, my fight and my light. My eyes full of hurt, fear, and disgust. My heart is running on empty. The sign says no more, stores closed, and your credit just ran out. ”Give it back”, I say. Give i

Bouncers Removed All My Skins And Profile Goodies
For some reason, the Fubar Bouncers have chosen to DELETE/REMOVE ALL the skins on my profile page. I have clicked to set different skins active, but it doesn't matter---all i get to see is a black background. This is DISGUSTING. They never sent me an email or notification that they were going to PUNISH me and TAKE AWAY ALL my little profile page goodies, such as my created CLOCK, PET CAT, Guestbook, voice message box, different slideshows, avatar, meez cat,etc.......... HOW RUDE! and NO note, of course, then, as to HOW LONG they will not let me decorate MY page like all of you are allowed. This is after they made me mark pictures NSFW that were NOT that category-----like the dashboard of my car???? and the pic of me sitting at my computer in my gold t-shirt???? WHAT is nsfw about these??? and they REMOVED my main picture on here with my face inside the heart.....I did NOT do this---FUBAR removed all these things.......and I brought them in ELEVEN new members,too!!! How ungra

Lee Roy Mercer Live At Wilkes County Heritage Museum 09/29/07
LEE ROY MERCER Live at Wilkes County Heritage Museum 09/29/07 LEE ROY MERCER Live at: Wilkes County Heritage Museum 100 East Main St. Wilkesboro, NC. Details: Benny Parsons Rendezvous Ridge to Sponsor First Annual Wilkes County Racing Heritage Celebration. Benny Parsons Rendezvous Ridge and Savethespeedway.net will be hosting the first annual Wilkes County Racing Heritage Celebration September 29, 2007 from noon to 4 p.m. The event will be held on the grounds of the Wilkes County Heritage Museum at 100 East Main St. Wilkesboro, NC. The event will be free to the public. Scheduled to appear at the event so far are 1960 NASCAR champion Rex White and Lee Roy Mercer who will be on hand signing autographs and promoting his new CD "Gone Racin", featuring prank calls to NASCAR drivers. Also, on display for the event will be racing memorabilia from Benny Parsons Rendezvous Ridge, and Winston Cup era memorabilia from the Winston Cup Museum out of Winston Salem NC. Live ent

Broken Angel
So small, yet still so proud At night before he dreams he looks into the clouds A high flyer's what I want to be Seems they won't let me, says I'm too small I don't feel small at all Break my dreams, that's what they'll do Well I'm going to run away and learn to fly like you I'm going to go so high and swoop so low You can't bring me down, going to be so proud Little angel you got to learn to fly Get up and earn your wings tonight Little angel just look in my eyes Get up and earn your wings tonight Push and shove then climb aboard This is the shuttle train to the top of the world When you look around what do you see These are all high flyers But none of these high flyers look like me What is that supposed to mean What am I supposed to be I pull my way up through this crowd To find your body crushed on the ground It's so obvious, why couldn't you see That you can't go high flying without a pair of high-flyer wings Little one's

This Stinks ;)
Yet again, another story that only I think is funny…*sigh* me and my stories… Yesterday I was scheduled to have RotoRooter come out and snake my main sewer line. It turned out he de-squirreled it instead. And when he told me about the dead squirrel he pulled out he said he skinned it first, so I enthusiastically asked "Was it good eatin?" Yes I knew what he meant, I have a really inappropriate sense of humor. He didn't think it was very funny. And then he started complaining about the smell. What? A dude that works in poo all day is complaining about something stinking? That's a little ironic. And here again, yes I know that dead animal smell is much worse than sewer gasses. Well, I think I pissed him off because he went and got his snake stuck in my pipe (there wasn't any way I could have put that to make it sound safe for work) and now I have to have my entire sewer line replaced. And that was yesterday in a very very small nutshell.

Today Suxxxx
today i took my dog to my aunts untill i get my own place n the worst thing happened! she got ran over i loved her so much! i just lost my bf n bb (the dog) was my only companion. the past few weeks have been horriable! but thanx for takin the time to read this!

Madlock On Tv
last nighti went to a gnag bang and it was fun. there was four of us guys and two girls and wow. i dont want to get in trouble for nswf again so ill explain as best i can that it was hot hot hot! we did tupperware on both girls and they liked it. they were hot girls too but one was too skinny and next time i hope she is not her.

Divorce
I have signed my seperation papers. Now to the next phase. Signing more papers. Now why would he think that I am just gonna sign something without even reading it or looking it over. He is divorcing me and I am not suppose to check it out first to make sure I don't get screwed along with the kids. He didn't marry a stupid one. Maybe the next one will be...(ohhh yea she is)

Important Info On Points On Pics
In case you might not have noticed fubar has made a lot of changes a lot hasn't noticed. No dirty weeds, no hiding gifts (lol whatever that was ,never used it) and the big one is no rates on pics you have ripped. I have checked this out now twice to be for sure.So any pix you have that is ripped when its rated you get nothing now.So if I have made you something and you ripped it please copy it and reload it so u can get points for the pix since fubar has changed this without telling anyone which is BS to me.Copying pics is the issue not ripping thats why I thought they had the no ripping feature so u could turn it on if u didnt want your pics ripped but to not get points for ripped pics now.What the hell next are they going to do.pacifiers ????? adult site lmao ugh ok sorry but they getting unreal on the bouncers and some of these changes....

Never Gone
The things we did, the things we said Keep coming back to me and make me smile again You showed me how to face the truth Everything that's good in me I owe to you Though the distance that's between us Now may seem to be too far It will never seperate us Deep inside I know you are Never gone, never far In my heart is where you are Always close, everyday Every step along the way Even though for now we've gotta say goodbye I know you will be forever in my life I walk alone these empty streets There is not a second you're not here with me The love you gave, the grace you've shown Will always give me strength and be my cornerstone Somehow you found a way To see the best I have in me As long as time goes on I swear to you that you will be Never gone, never far In my heart is where you are Always close (always close) Everyday Every step along the way Even though for now we've gotta say goodbye I know you will be forever in my life

Lol Ok Next!
can we tell i'm bored???? if you HAD to change ONE thing about me, whether it's physical or personality... what would it be?? i don't wanna hear "nothing you're perfect" bullshit, i wanna know ... if it was ABSOLUTELY NECESSARY to change one thing... what would you change??? ~Sin

Next Weekend
Now that the Royals baseball season is over, I have an upcoming Wizards game this coming Friday, a college football classic on Saturday and another Chiefs home game on Sunday.... It's going to be a busy weekend and maybe a long one depending upon how things go....I don't think that really either of the first two games should really be all that bad to work like the Chiefs would be....even though the Chiefs are suck on offense this year, it doesn't mean that it'll make the fans stop coming out and supporting the team all together....most especially when it's a division rivalry game.... My Dad and I both direct traffic for the Chiefs and Wizards but we work at the same intersection only for the Chiefs....our intersection is the busiest intersection of the entire sports complex....my Dad hates being bored and can't stand to not be busy so I let him stand in the middle of the intersection and direct the majority of the traffic while I stand off to the side and help direct one lane of

Nice Guys Still Finish Last
nice guys still finish last To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the stateline) to see her. To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes To every guy that would give his

Deleting..?
i might be deleting my fubar account. i dont see much of a point anymore. i cant add anymore pictures cause i no longer have a vic so my limit is full. and there are certain people that are very annoying and will never leave me alone. and ive been going through alot in my life lately.. idk. we will see.

It's Been A While
Well it's been a while since I posted anything on here... said much about what's going on in my life... I suppose consult older entries for the back story.. So the last couple of weeks have been a little strange for me. One of the factors contributing to the strangeness is.. Going 30 or so hours without sleep.. on more then one occasion.. sleep patterns shifting around so you go from waking up and 5 pm to 2 am to some other time.. hoping to become a day person somewhere in there... all the while trying to persue various job leads.. and getting ready for an up coming convention.. and trying to get all my stuff in order for that... It feels like.. well just like a constant state of trying to wake up.. but literally and figuratively.. As we speak I'm copying audio files off of my portable audio recorder onto one of my hard drives.. I'm trying to record a comment to a big time podcaster.. this will be my first time trying so.. the podcaster in question actually asked m

Lmao
YES ITS A BIT CHILDISH---ok damn-i found it on some girl's page but I laughed. 1. Get 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them in people's carts when they aren't looking. 2. Set all the alarm clocks in Electronics to go off at 5-minute intervals. 3. Make a trail of tomato juice on the floor leading to the rest rooms. 4. Walk up to an employee and tell him/her in an official tone, " 'Code 3' in housewares".... and see what happens. 5. Go the Service Desk and ask to put a bag of M&M's on lay away. 6. Move a 'CAUTION - WET FLOOR' sign to a carpeted area. 7. Set up a tent in the camping department and tell other shoppers you'll invite them in if they'll bring pillows from the bedding department. 8. When a clerk asks if they can help you, begin to cry and ask, "Why can't you people just leave me alone?" 9. Look right into the security camera & use it as a mirror, and pick your nose. 10. While handling guns in the hunting department, ask

Deadly Accident
Deadly Accident I woke up this morning with an eerie feeling some one was watching me. Just to open my eyes and look around to see nothing there. I tried to go back to sleep but every time I dozed off I heard some one whisper my name in my ear. Sometimes it was just hot air like the breath of a mad man on the back of my neck. I decided sleep was not going to happen and flung my covers off of me with a bit of anger because I was still sleepy. I felt the bad attitude setting in and the feeling of some one watching me still there. I decide to let some anger out and shouted into the emptiness, “I hope you are happy now I am awake and in a REALLY bad mood!” I find myself laughing at me shouting and made me a little better. I went downstairs to get me some coffee to help me wake up when the gut feeling of an intruder settled in my stomach. What the hell is wrong with me? Am I getting sick or is some one really here? My eyes widen and my ears more keen to the sounds around me as

The Final Inspection
The Marine stood and faced God, Which must always come to pass. He hoped his shoes were shining, Just as brightly as his brass. "Step forward now, Marine, How shall I deal with you? Have you always turned the other cheek? To My Church have you been true?" The soldier squared his shoulders and said, "No, Lord, I guess I ain't. Because those of us who carry guns, Can't always be a saint. I've had to work most Sundays, And at times my talk was tough. And sometimes I've been violent, Because the world is awfully rough. But, I never took a penny, That wasn't mine to keep... Though I worked a lot of overtime, When the bills got just too steep. And I never passed a cry for help, Though at times I shook with fear. And sometimes, God, forgive me, I've wept unmanly tears. I know I don't deserve a place, Among the people here. They never wanted me around, Except to calm their fears. If you've a

All Thanks To A Bear
All Thanks to a Bear by lonely_texas_breeze © She loves the crisp mountain air in West Virginia, the beautiful streams and the cool evening air that even in the summer time, gives her goose bumps. This time she has two weeks vacation to spend taking photographs and hiking. She didn't decided not to waste any of her precious vacation time, so she rented a cheap motel room just outside of town, so she didn't have to drive so far to go on her little adventures. The first sunset hits since she made it to town, she watches it while sitting on the rear bumper of her jeep. Sunrises and sunsets have always captivated her, she never understood why exactly, but if she sees one, she will stop and let it take her in, have its way with her, and then release her when it is done. After she comes too again, snapping back into reality, she heads for the shower and off to bed. The next morning, she is awaken by small sunbeams shining in through the window. She smiles at the thought of what s

Wicked Witch
Wicked Witch There is a demon An evil mind Inside us Oh I know, I know We all know the rules When water will be shed The wicked witch is... This is the end of all the miracles Farewell to you yellow brick road Everything she is asking for It all belongs to her Now she's gone into nothingness There she waits Still I can hear her singing in the room In the room I know she's gone I've thought "She'll never fail, All magic will be gone The day she'll melt away" This is the end of all the miracles Still I hear her singing in the dark Truth has changed, her voice it stays the same Farewell to you yellow brick road Still I hear her singing in the dark While times goes on her voice will fade away "They are all, they're everything, they are mine Silver shoes you're mine, you are mine You are mine." Hate will live on This is the end of all the miracles Farewell to you yellow brick road The wicked witch is dead...

The Truth...
IF A MAN WANTS YOU If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he treat you any differently?

As He Worked
As He Worked He worked furiously on completing the task at hand. I wait patiently knowing that once he is done, my lover will come to me. As he looks over to me with a mischievous look in his eye....I see in my mind what he is thinking. I lay back and remember our last time together, so erotic and sensual I remember his touch on my skin and I shudder slightly I start to imagine my hands are his hands, tracing my breasts and lightly brushing over the nipples. The breeze makes my nipples harden and quiver with anticipation. My mouth lets out a slight sigh and I continue with my fantasy, while across the room - he looks over and smiles knowingly. One hand on my breast and the other trailing down my stomach and to my sweet mound. I let my hand rest atop this sweet mound that belongs only to him. I feel the heat reaching up to my hand and I sigh If only these were his hands.... I start to trace the outer petals of my flower and feel the cool breeze as I part them to feel the wet

Wanted: An Explosion! Reward If Found!!
"Let it burn! Let it consume everything! That's what fires do! They dance and give light so that onlookers may find their path! They're vengefull and everconsuming... I love fire! And I'll never ever run... Never... My demons are with me always... They're part of me... I face them head on... It's a parasitic relationship... one feeding off of the other... You can't run... You can't hide... They're there and they're not gonna go away.... " Once upon a time, I could spin a tale and write a rhyme that would cause flame to orgasm. I'd weave darkness within shadows that created explosions within the souls it encountered. But lately... I don't know... Can such a fire just dwindle and die? Creations have been spawned from my seed. But like all fires, they need to feed. Inspiration. A spark. A fuse. Something! My palms lay open and bare. But I'll never fall to my knees. I'll never beg... Never cry... That piece in quotes was part of my own craft. A message that only now serves a

Jack Black
i was watching jack black the other day in the movie school of rockand i noticed that the kid playing spider looked awfully familiar well there was a reason for that i live in a small town and over the years i have watched kids graduate high school and go off to the four corners of the earth. some do good some dont well back to the young man playing as the character spider. well his name is Lucas Babbin and he is the son of the local dentist lol i cant believe i didnt recognize him sooner so now when someone here is asking dr.babbin how his son is they ask about spider and not lucas lol

Lay It All On Me
Come on down crooked man Step on up broken man Its okay to cry troubled man Just ease your worried mind and rest awhile Do you remember when it started You had a dream Now you never talk about it Your fame & riches were everything No matter what the cost Now you wish you hadnt blown it Well lay it all on me Lay it all on me Come on down crooked man Step on up broken man Its okay to cry troubled man Just ease your worried mind and rest awhile I came to see how you were doing Its been awhile Lookin back over your shoulder You were restless and you were wild Always running away Once was young now is older Lay it all on me, lay it all on me Come on down crooked man Step on up broken man Its okay to cry troubled man Just ease your worried mind and rest a while

Emotional Times
And it still hurts like its just happening today... God I love her, and I miss her with every breath that she takes, my grandmother was an amazing person, an amazing lady, and an TRUE lady in every sense of the word..... Rest in peace grandmother, and always know that you are loved, missed and needed in our lives still!

#15 10/08 - 10/14
********************************************** WEEKLY MEMBER PIMP OUT!! 10/08 - 10/14 YOUR MISSION IS 2 RATE ALL PICS, STASH, & BLOGS ON THEIR PAGE!! LETS GET THESE PEOPLE LEVELED!!!! IF YOU WANT 2 BE PICKED I EXPECT TO SEE YOU HELPING ;) THIS WEEK'S PICK IS... Captain Caveman 125,586 Points to Henchman **********************************************

Near And Dear Friend
I have a good friend of mine in a contest that I ddin't know he was in, and he needs help with comments....Can you Please stop by and comment bomb a few? (commment bomb means bombing the same picture over and over again with comments) Thanks Everyone!..Hugs and Kisses!

Moving On, Letting Go
Moving on , time to let go, it doesnt seem fair that i have to let you go my friend, you built a new life and i am no longer part of it. our friendship was special from the start. I will never forget you and i wish you the best of luck. No matter where life leads you, I will always remember what you did for me. you never asked for anything but my friendship and that i gave to you. Moving on, time to let go. I will miss you and i will always love you my friend. Stay strong and never give up. I will always keep you close in my heart, and pray that someday we'll cross eachother's path and be able to share the frendship that we have built. Until then i will always keep you close, and hug you in my dreams. take care my friend, you will be missed. but i must move on now, and let go. I have to go on and be the person that you have helped me to become, the beauty that you showed me that i couldn't see before. The smile you brought to my face everytime we ta

Black Sheep
i am so the black sheep of my family right now, RC my moms dad died last night, yea it is sad. unlike the rest of my family, who morns death, i don't. i on the other hand celibrate death as a new begining for all. my uncles have lost there minds right now along with most of the fam but i don't blame them. yet they all look at me and lose it again bc im not sad, instead i am happy. no matter what beliefs you my have no matter how you may look at it, he isn't hurting any more. he stoped dialisis on his own call 2 weeks ago and had, diabeates, and parkenses, and many other problems. think i am crazy if you want to but i know that i am not i just have my own views of it all. damn i hate the bible belt lol

Panther~totem Poles~
~~~ TOTEM POLES ~~~ If anyone tries to tell you that the Indians worshipped totem poles you can tell them they are mistaken, for noted authorities state clearly that totemism is not a religion. It is the identification of a man with his totem, whether his totem be an animal, a plant or what not. It is a serious, though apparently common mistake to speak of a totem as a god and to say that it is worshipped by the clan. In pure totemism among the aborigines, the totem is never a god and is never worshipped. A man no more worships his totem and regards it as his god than he worships his father and mother, or brother and sister, and regards them as his gods. He certainly respects his totem and treats it with consideration, but the respect and consideration which he pays to it are the same that he pays to his friends and relatives; hence when his totem is an edible animal or plant, he commonly, but not always, abstains from killing and eating it, just as he abstains from killing his friends

Misery Business
I'm in the business of misery, let's take it from the top She's got a body like an hourglass that's tickin like a clock It's a matter of time before we all run out... When I thought he was mine she caught him by the mouth I waited eight long months She finally set him free I told him I can't lie he was the only one for me Two weeks and we had caught on fire She's got it out for me But I wear the biggest smile Whoa... I never meant to brag But I got him where I want him now Whoa... it was never my intention to brag To steal it all away from you now But god does it feel so good Cause I got him where I want him now And if you could then you know you would Cause god it just feels so... It just feels so good Second chances they don't ever matter, people never change Once a whore you're nothing more, I'm sorry, that'll never change And about forgiveness, we're both supposed to have exchanged I'm sorry honey, but I'm passing up, now look this way Well there's a

The Bet
Captain Cooter and I have a bet. I bet him he can't go a whole week without posting mumms; which includes people posting for him. He has accepted the challenge. If he wins, I have to put: Van's Minion in my name for 10 days. If I win, he has to put: Suga Owns Me in his name for 10 days. So, if CC comes to you and asks you to post a mumm...do it, so I can win!! :D:D:D thank you. Bet starts as soon as this posts.

Halloween3
Halloween Fruit Salad Ingredients 12 oranges 3 bananas, cut up 4 apples, cut up 3 pears, cut up Preparation Cut off the tops and bottoms and hollow out 12 oranges, being careful not to break the skin; use a small serrated grapefruit spoon. Carve a face in each orange and put a tea candle inside. Arrange them around the edges of a platter and pile the platter high with cut fruit. Light the little jack-o-lanterns when your guests arrive. Serves 12. Hint: Keep the carved-out oranges, and let them dry out on a shelf. When they become rock hard, dip each in polyurethane to seal it against mold, and hang it on a string to dry. These tiny jack-o-lanterns make unique napkin rings or ornaments on Halloween wreaths. Back to top of page Sherried Pumpkin Soup with Candied Apple Ingredients 1/4 cup each of: diced onions, diced carrots, diced leeks, and diced celery 1/4 tsp. minced garlic 2 tbs. clarified butter (melted butter with the solids skimmed off the t

Work....
ok so i work like every fuckin day and i love it but i met this guy..... and he knows who he is....(chris)haha... and it blows because i like talking to him and i work nights.....and that is like the only time i can talk to him and it really sucks.... because he works during the day... please people give me some advice.... much love **Bridgette**

Me In Heels
To explain, I made a bet during the 2007 ALCS, the bet was that the Boston Red Sox would win the series over the Cleveland Indians, as the game reached its 7th and deciding game, I figured I would try on heels in the event I lost the bet to go to a banquet in a dress and full make-up. I won the bet, so this is closest I will get to a dress.

A Guy
i totally have the hots fer a friend he knows it too i have fer a long time i'm just hopen that sometime he'd want to hang out i i've never fell in love i hope its not this one he's going to the marines and id be heart broken if i did fall in love

Food For Thought
A successful business man was growing old and knew it was time to choose a successor to take over the business. Instead of choosing one of his directors or his children, he decided to do something different. He called all the young executives in his company together. It is time for me to step down and choose the next CEO,' he said. I have decided to choose one of you. The young executives were shocked, but the boss continued. I am going to give each one of you a seed today - a very special seed. I want you to plant the seed, water it, and come back here one year from today with what you have grown from the seed I have given you. I will then judge the plants that you bring, and the one I choose will be the next CEO.' One man, named Jim, was there that day and he, like the others, received a seed. He went home and excitedly, told his wife the story. She helped him get a pot, soil and compost and he planted the seed. Every day, he would water it and w

Internet Problems
Due to the rain we have been recieving this week, 6 days no sunshine lol. We are having a bit of problems with our internet. So far so good it seems to be working right now, but it could take up to a week to fix , so I may be here an sometimes not. Hope to see you all soon.

I Spy
She wasn't expecting me for another hour, yet I came early. There was no answer to my knocking, and as always before, I let myself in, thinking she must be asleep still. I walked quietly through the house, glancing around, but went straight to her bedroom. I expected to see her buried under the covers, sleeping soundly, but she wasn't there. The sound of water came to my ears from another room. It shut off suddenly, and I was struck with anxiety. I heard her footsteps as she padded down the hall. I turned and slipped into the closet, sliding the wooden door shut in front of my face. I peeked out through the wooden slats and saw her come into her room, naked and toweling her hair dry. She ran the towel over her face and then lower, drying the rest of her body slowly, as if she enjoyed the feel of the rough terrycloth against her soft skin. Her movements were languid and drawn out, bending over to dry her legs and feet, she gave me a full view of her round ass, and her thick labia bet

What A Loser
So some lame ass is creating accounts, rating my profile a 1 and then deleting their account. It happend so many times multiple times this weekend Get a life loser, IDGAF if you rate me a 1, and the fact that you have NO LIFE makes me laugh hardily at you. the fact your rating a 1 and then deleting your account lets me know your chickenshit as well cuz you cant even show your face. hahaha. people with no lifes other then online drama are funny.

Something Fun For Halloween... :d
Click the link @ the bottom to take this quiz and get somethin like this yourself..I'm still around, just gathering more proof for the next disaster...oh by the way, when listening to what people say around here, please consider the source first before you believe anything...lol. What Your Halloween Habits Say About You You're a friendly person, but not the life of the party. You like making someone else's day - and you'll dress up if you think of a really fun costume. You like to think of yourself as naughty. But compared to most people, you're actually quite mild. Your inner child is open minded, playful, and adventurous. You fear those closest to you finding out who you really are. You dread people discovering your secrets. You're prone to be quite emotional and over dramatic. Deep down, you enjoy being scared out of your mind... even if you don't admit it. You are a traditionalist with most aspects of your life. You like your Halloween costume to be basic, well m

Men Lol
The Why's of Men 1. WHY DO MEN BECOME SMARTER DURING SEX? (because they are plugged into a genius) 2. WHY DON'T MEN BLINK DURING SEX? (they don't have enough time) 3. WHY DOES IT TAKE 1 MILLION SPERM TO FERTILIZE ONE EGG? (they don't stop to ask directions) 4. WHY DO MEN SNORE WHEN THEY LIE ON THEIR BACKS? (because their balls fall over their butt-hole and they vapour lock) (You're laughing, aren't you?!?!) 5. WHY WERE MEN GIVEN LARGER BRAINS THAN DOGS? (so they won't hump women's legs at cocktails parties) 6. WHY DID GOD MAKE MEN BEFORE WOMEN? (you need a rough draft before you make a final copy) 7. HOW MANY MEN DOES IT TAKE TO PUT A TOILET SEAT DOWN? (don't know....it never happened) ( C'mon guys, we laugh at your blonde jokes!) And the personal favourite: 8. WHY DID GOD PUT MEN ON EARTH? (because a vibrator can't mow the lawn) Remember, if you haven't got a smile on your face and laughter in your heart...Then you are just an old sour fart.

Just To Settle All The Rumours...yes I Did!!
IT'S PRETTY FUNNY THAT YOU OPENED this because in the next seven days you will: * have someone fall in love with you * find money you've been missing * your luck will change for the better in all areas... love, happiness, job, money, BUT...first you will have to repost this with 1 of these titles: "I'm a lesbian" "I GOT ARRESTED AGAIN" "Just to settle all the rumors...yes I did!!" "I'm getting married!" "I got the job!.. I'm moving to Japan!" "I miss him" "Guess who i kissed last night!" "I guess it was never meant to be" "I'm gonna be a daddy!" "I'm gonna be a mommy!" "I'm moving : (" "I miss her" BEWARE IF U DONT REPOST THIS U WILLL HAVE BAD LUCK FOR 2yrs

Some Girl On Myspace..hating On Me!!!
This is a message from some girl named Candy Rain. I find it rude... but please tell me if you think she's right????? Just wanted to take a minute to tell U about yourself. U are very unattractive and disgusting to look at and it's totally amazing that U choose to be picky in your selection of friends. The only thing U have going for U is your breasts which U have promptly displayed to get attention. U are a sad,ugly, fat and lonely skank who really needs to look at herself in the mirror and see how undesirable she truly is Sweetheart - U are far from a flirt, u r just a fat slob starving for attention and the this the only way U could possibly get it, U sad bitch. U can be mad and do your little block thing and try and talk shit and delete this message, but just think about what I am saying and get a life loser. Candy Rain PS. - Black men don't wanna date U either. *NOW ON A REGULAR BASIS I WOULDN'T CARE.. BUT THIS PISSED ME OFF...... ****

Friend Who Reports Pics As Nsfw
I know that I have over 2000 so called friends, and now I know one of them isn't a "friend" in any sense of the word. I just had a very tame, although when I really looked at it, silly cartoon thing about rating my pics...it said something about having the balls to tell me and I guess the stupid picture was a set of balls with eyes and stuff, reported to the Fu-Court as NSFW. Well, I don't mind that it should have been marked NSFW and I would have been very happy to mark it as NSFW - if the non-friend friend had respected me enough to tell me they were offended by it....people on this site need to grow up! And, if you aren't too big of a chicken....let me know who you are and I will be happy to remove you from my friends list...

Silent
well where do i begin with today i have to say it was good i went to the galleria to shop and walk around for awhile nothing wasn't bothering me i just needed to get away for alittle while so i sat under the water tower thinking and it all became blank to me so i was confuse so i kept it to myself and stay out of sight from my friends at the galleria because they wanna to do something else and i didnt nowhere else as i left the galleria

Soul Of A Mate
SOUL OF A MATE Dare not to love a friend. What is a friend. Someone that loves you? Could that be brotherly love? But I would much rather have a female friend. Not akin to a sister, but as a complement to myself. And what is a female friend for a man surely I would always care for, but none could possibly understand or relate to the painstaking truth when you have never known the magnetism of a soulmate a mere friend could never do. A soulmate is a friend of the opposite sex you love. What is a soulmate but a friend who feels the same way as you do with such intensity that life possesses zest in the moment together to be alit with the happiness of your presence awash in the ecstacy of not only your words, your kindness but your every touch, and soothe to your voice As comrades, as admirers of the passions of life as slaves to pleasure in equal measure A soulmate is a woman you feel akin to in mutual fierce passion and attraction; small of stature but hug

November 10, 2007 What A Dream!!
This Morning I woke up & felt so good... Wow!!!I felt soooooooooo, refreshed.... I have not, Slept like this in so long.. The thing is... I can, remember my dream as if it was real... HUMM...How amazing is that? Usually for me to sleep a long time is something quite unusual..4 or 5 hours tops.. So, to dream & remember the whole of it is; some great feat within itself you see for me.So, I am about to tell you of this magnificent weird dream of last night.....*************************************** I was walking... Some how I came upon An acquaintance of mine not a Lover, nor a friend... Just A Guy from Town... I do not really know him per-say.. He's just is there on the side of me.. I look up at him & he said to me. "Do not worry..He will not hurt you..." I am walking with him.. But, watching us as well...{weird}..Then we are walking & I feel uncomfortable.. All of a sudden there is another Man from town..& I am dancing with him right there!!! He is A Man I know

Silence
I sit in silence, and wonder what I did wrong, As you live your life, and things go on, But I loved you truly- Just like you asked, And nothing was asked in return. An ocassionaly acknowledgement is all that I need, And all that I ever sought. My heart calls your name, true, But never did I allow my mouth To tell you. My words they are from my heart, And I never forced them onto you, But alas, now I don't hear your voice, And it make me wonder-- How can love be bad, how can true feelings Drive someone away. The darkness that once surrounded me Was driven away by your light, But now I see that light waining, As the darkness pulls me back in, And I have nowhere else to go, I have no one else to love, I was yours solely, I am yours still, Yet you don't know, And you can't accept my love. My heart calls your name, My lips to touch the warmth of yours, To feel the soft touch, To hear those words That only fire up my soul, And now, I am watching you from afar,

Sts-122 Atlantis Arrives At Launchpad.
STS-122 Atlantis Arrives At Launchpad. Image Above: The STS-122 patch depicts the continuation of the voyages of the early explorers to today's frontier, space. The ship denotes the travels of the early expeditions from the east to the west. The space shuttle shows the continuation of that journey along the orbital path from west to east. A little more than 500 years after Columbus sailed to the new world, the STS-122 crew will bring the European laboratory module "Columbus" to the International Space Station to usher in a new era of scientific discovery. Image Above: These seven astronauts take a break from training to pose for the STS-122 crew portrait. From the left (front row) are astronauts Stephen N. Frick, commander; the European Space Agency's, or ESA's, Leopold Eyharts; and Alan G. Poindexter, pilot. From the left (back row) are astronauts Leland D. Melvin, Rex J. Walheim, Stanley G. Love and ESA's Hans Schlegel, all mission specialists. Eyharts will joi

Fam. Only Pics
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Devious Intentions
All I can feel is two eyes burning into me Searching every part of me tearing me apart bit by bit, scanning my mind and discovering every weakness, Destroying every moment of happiness, It haunts my dreams and lingers within my world fixated upon me As if I am its toy Walking erect for so long watching every step Knowing if I slip or stumble it will allow it to close in More and more It gets closer day by day The heat from the glare gets harder to bare I can feel its passion and hunger It envelopes me and intoxicates my sences clouding my judgment If I run all I hear is laughter taunting me pushing me farther into the blackness No place to hide The darkness is his playground It allows him to get close enough to touch To breath in my scent I feel him all around me I smell his pugnant stench His breath hits my skin sending shivers down to my core He knows this It causes pleasure for him he is fascinated with every move I make When the light o

"sit On My Frosted Face"
I once had a snowman,and frosty was his name; it started off as fun,and wound up as a game. i made some minor changes,and moved things around; i have to work quick,or he'll melt to the ground. most people use buttons,and a carrot for his nose; i was thinking,ski mask,leather jacket,and panty hose. have you seen my "snowballs"?,you can hold them in your hand. i play with them often,except when holding sand. frosty wants to know,if you'll help to wipe his ass? with those sticks for arms i gave him,he can't make a clean pass. he should have a "top hat",upon his frozen head; sorry it's only bird shit,from the crows eating bread. i got in moms dresser drawer,i had to move really quick; frosty has a new nose,it's a 2ft. rubber dick. i must go for now my darling,time for me to go; always remember,don't eat that yellow snow. the next time you eat cereal,always take your place; please be courteous my darling, and SIT ON MY FROSTED FACE:

Bill Cosby
Bill Cosby and Alvin F. Poussaint, M.D. 12:53 p.m. ET, Sun., Oct. 14, 2007 MR. TIM RUSSERT: For the last half century he has performed on television, in the movies and on stage. For the last three years he has traveled the country listening to and talking with the black community. MR. BILL COSBY: I want you to go back to parenting. You young men, when you get married and you have children, you’ve got to parent. You’ve got to be parents. MR. RUSSERT: In this new book, “Come On, People: On the Path from Victims to Victors,” he tackles controversial and complicated issues such as the plight of the black family, black on black violence, high school dropout rates, the need for parental responsibility and more. With us, entertainer and activist Bill Cosby, and his co-author, Dr. Alvin F. Poussaint, professor of psychology at Harvard Medical School. Cosby and Poussaint, only on MEET THE PRESS. But first this morning, we take a break from our coverage of po

Kneel
A Holy son who never existed Demanding fealty for in exchange for salvation From your own actions and an imaginary consequence Stories even children don't believe Invented by the Romans to control the ignorant masses Seek forgiveness from ghosts that don't care about your sins Or a pedaphile who has taken your true son's innocence Streets paved with gold, a lake of fire Which is more believable? Don't ask questions or believe the hard proof Science is your enemy because it proves you wrong Slaves to an ideal, masters of guilt Kneel, oh Christian

One Day
One day I go away and I will say good-bye or you won't facing death is the same if you know you are dieing or not either way you take it with the same expectation and so it is hard to say good-bye with such un-knowing if we should ever meet again .......

My Rantings
I try to be the person I was meant to be but how to do that I don't know I just try to be froggie I should not let my feelings show To the people I've wronged, shame on me To the people who've wronged me, shame on you Through the veil of bullshit I try to see as I get older, the lies get harder to see through Many people will not understand all this The person they thought they knew On me, certain people feel the need to piss The anger builds in me, what am I to do? For most people I know There are certain songs I aquait to you Other people I know It's the sounds of bongs Many have told me, "here, there's someone for everyone" but when you first meet the "One" and all they've ever done is lie to you It makes me believe that's not true Therefore I must do my own thing To get through this life I try To try not to feel the sting Of another lie To all the people who call me "friend" and read these words For me to say "I love you" as you know Never lig

Beautiful
Its a word used to sparaticaly and unfair its like old jeans with the wear n tear. U say it to me and i feel nothing at all then i get to know u and i start to fall.. fall into the empty abyss that means nothing to me anymore well not as it once did once before. How do i know that ur words are true how do i know its not out of the blue wat does it take to make u understand i am not like them at all Im not that common girl that follows every word like the bounce of a ball. I am different in all aspects of the way I live my life according to my standards day by day I know i cant hope for true love or your heart but we all need someone and somewhere to start Your so different and unique and u drive me insane I fall to my knees when u say my name. I know im not the first u said those words too but i cant help myself ..im falling for u.

Grandson An His Birthday!!
I had just walked in the door at 10 am in the morn from a hard night babysitting kids, with hardly any sleep at all.. I turn to go to the ladies room an my grandson walks out of his room which I didn't see an said to me MawMaw are you NOT suppose to tell me something today??? I then got a big grin on my face an hollered to him "Happy 9th Birthday M". An then he was happy he just started smiling really big. It dont take much sometimes to make a child happy does it?

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Toilet Paper Tradgedy
Dick Wilson, the actor and pitchman who played the uptight grocer begging customers "Please, don't squeeze the Charmin," died Monday. He was 91. The man famous as TV's "Mr. Whipple" died of natural causes at the Motion Picture & Television Fund Hospital in Woodland Hills, said his daughter Melanie Wilson, who is known for her role as a flight attendant on the ABC sitcom "Perfect Strangers." Over 21 years, Wilson made more than 500 commercials as Mr. George Whipple, a man consumed with keeping bubbly housewives from fondling the soft toilet paper. The punch line of most spots was that Whipple himself was a closeted Charmin-squeezer.

Night Before Christmas Fubar Style..*2007*... By Dawn
Have a very FUBAR Christmas 'Twas the night before Christmas', when all through the site, Not a member was stirring, things didn’t seem right; The Stilletto Girls hung their stockings with care, In hopes that Baby J soon would be there; The bombers were nestled all snug in their beds, While visions of bouncers danced in their heads; With Stang in her 'thong, and JD in his cap, Someone heard Scrapper yell Good Lord and Oh snap, When from our speakers there arose such a clatter, We sprang from our beds to see what was the matter. Away to the monitor we flew like a flash, Oh it’s just Achilles updating his stash. So to the mumms did many of us go Nothing but whining from a Fubar point ho, When, what to our wondering eyes came along, A miniture sleigh pulled by eight girls in a thong, With a little drunk driver, so lively and gay, We knew in a moment it must be Baby J. More rapid than eagles his members they came, And he whistled, and shouted, and called them by n

Need I.t. Help With Yahoo
anyone know how to fix a problem with yahoo cams??? it worked one day went to use it that nyte after being gone so nothing was changed.... and now cant broadcast or veiw cams ... on bottom of cam will say reconnecting then after a minute error message comes up saying" a networking error has occurred can not conect to server" HELPPPPPPP PLZZZZZ

New Traditions
Because of the fact that I no longer have parents, my best friend and I cook for those who are in the same boat. If you are one of those people and would like to come to dinner tomorrow, we would enjoy having you join our non traditional family. I will be serving dinner at my house at 6pm. My house is NOT the palace it once was but the hearts are warm, loving and giving to those who wish to join. Please send me a reply to this if you would like to join us. To those of you that have lots of family, have a blessed Thanksgiving with them. To those of you that are nerves in the face of being with "those" family members, enjoy what little time they are obnoxiously alive. With love to all my friends and family, Happy Thanksgiving! Clara aka The Goddess CoverDBabe

Another Romantic Thing
(¨`·.·´¨) (¨`·.·´¨) `·.¸(¨`·.·´¨)¸.·´ ×°×`·..¸.,·´ ×°× If you love someone, tell them..... broken hearts are often caused by unspoken words! (¨`·.·´¨) (¨`·.·´¨) `·.¸(¨`·.·´¨)¸.·´ ×°×`·..¸.,·´ ×°× or just by complete Asswipes/bitches!!

More Funnies
An old lady is rocking away the last of her days on her front porch, reflecting on her long life, when--all of a sudden--a fairy godmother appears in front of her and informs her that she will be granted three wishes. "Well, now," says the old lady, "I guess I would like to be really rich." ** POOF *** her rocking chair turns to solid gold. "And, gee, I guess I wouldn't mind being a young, beautiful princess." *** POOF *** she turns into a beautiful young woman. "Your third wish?" asked the fairy godmother. Just then the old woman's cat wanders across the porch in front of them. "Ooh--can you change him into a handsome prince?" she asks. *** POOF *** there before her stands a young man more handsome than anyone could possibly imagine. She stares at him, smitten. With a smile that makes her knees weak, he saunters across the porch in his catlike way and whispers in her ear, "Bet you're sorry you had me neutered, aren't you?" -------------------------

Alone
Why must we be alone when others are around .. The hole in my heart getting bigger by the day..they say the holidays are the worst..they are so very right..my sons are gone I am alone..I put around in my house alone..wishing for friends..knowing there are none...wanting a family...knowing I had one...hope is lost...nights are long...pretty soon...with luck I will be gone....

"why You Hate Me"
I know why you hate me, because I dont have to be fake , because I take the things you're afraid to ask for, I laugh when I'm challenged while you bend and break, because I have the guts to say exactly what I think, the things that you wouldnt dare to, the things that would get you fired get me respect, I dont allow people to judge me by my cloths or my hair do, you hate me because you're a dime a dozen, they've seen a million just like you and you're all the same, where as people that havent seen me for years, every one of them still remember my name, you hate me because you have no balls, you cant even say what you're thinking, because I'll walk up to a woman and say what I want, things you'd only say when you've been drinking, go ahead and tell me, how many times have you seen me get slapped for it, NONE, and I have said plenty of stuff, but unlike you I dont have to prove shit, my attitude in itself is impressive enough,

I Honor Them...
=== '*Southern Sexy*' spewed forth the following at '2007-11-24 07:46:05'.. > > > > > > You stay up for 16 hours.He stays up for days on end.You take a warm shower to help you wake up.He goes days or weeks without running water.You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you.He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls.He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists.-You complain about how hot it is.He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow.You go out to lunch, and complain because the restaurant got your order wrong.He doesn't get to eat today.Your maid makes your bed and washes your clothes. He wears the same things

Inside
Inside i cry, Inside i die, Inside i feel the whole world should fry, for the pain inside will never be gone. inside i bleed, for a heart never freed, inside i feel the world should take heed, through the pain inside, i can't carry on.

Contest!
We have a last minute entrant...so we are up to 13...Woot!......Come On guys...i know that tickers lookin reallllllll juicy..Tell your friends,tell your family,even the mailman........also..self comment bombing is allowed sooooooooo.....get to it!!..lol......Happy Bombing!.....Vinn

~*~christmastown, Usa~*~mcadenville, Nc~*~
~&hearts~MERRY CHRISTMAS~&hearts~ A trip to McAdenville, is a family tradition. I have been almost every year of my life and now my boyz look forward to it as well. Its just not Christmas until you ride thru and look at the thousands of lights. Just click on the picture above to be taken to the Official website of Christmastown, USA. Great Pics as well as the History of this Christmas Tradition. Make sure to check out my pics under the file marked with the same name. Get this widget | Track details | eSnips Social DNA

Why Me?
After 7 long years the man I was supposed to marry has left me. Our daughter is upset and confused and I am trying my hardest to stay stron for her but I can't hold out much longer. She has already seen me cry too many times in the last 48 hours. This pain is unlike any other I have ever felt as this is the end for good. I can't possibly take him back after all the times he has cheated. And yes, I know that I shouldn't have put up with it at all but when you love someone as much as I do you tend to forgive. I love him so much. But I now know I need to look the other way and try to move on with my life. I guess it would be much easier if I didn't have to see him regularly as he comes to see our daughter. But I wouldn't give my daughter up for the world. I only wish that things could have been different. So please bear with me for a little while as I try to get my life back in order and my heart in one piece again. I thank all of my friends for the support and understanding.

Naughty Appliction
NAUGHTY APPLiCATiON" ***Best one will get a reply*** 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? Feel free to email Your answers to me

The Sexiest Peice Of Ass
A• R • I • E • S: The Hottest Kisser Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to fuck with. Erotic. Funny. Take you on trips to the moon in bed. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY sexy. Loves being in long relationships.=) Addictive. Loud. best in bed. 16 years of bad luck if you do not repost. P • I • S • C • E • S: The Sexiest Piece of Ass Caring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. Too Sexy, DAMN IT. Very high SEX appeal. Has the last word. The best to find, hardest to keep. Fun to be around. Freak in the sheets. Extremely weird but in a good way. Super good in bed. Good Sense of Humor!!! Thoughtful. A partner for life. Always gets what he or she wants. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet. 5 years of bad luck if you do not repost. C • A • P • R • I • C • O • R • N: THE BEST IN BED Loves being in long relationships. Great talker. Always Love to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. Sexy. Predict future. Irresistible, awesome kisser.gets what he or she wants.

Sisterhood Please Read
I am back with THE SISTERHOOD and wanted all my sisters to know that I dearly missed them tho I have talked to a few over the week that I was gone....Now that I have announced this before the world my sick body is getting off here and going back to bed.....Love each and everyone of you and Starr lots of huggs Liberated Spice

Maria's Wedding Night
Maria's Wedding Night ------------------------- Maria had just got married and being a traditional Italian, she was still a virgin. So, on her wedding night, staying at her mother's house, she was nervous. But her mother reassured her. "Don't worry, Maria. Tony's a good man. Go upstairs and he'll take care of you." So up she went. When she got upstairs, Tony took off his shirt and exposed his hairy chest. Maria ran downstairs to her mother and says, "Mama, Mama, Tony's got a big hairy chest." "Don't worry, Maria," says the mother," all good men have hairy chests. Go upstairs. He'll take good care of you." So, up she went again. When she got up in the bedroom, Tony took off his pants exposing his hairy legs. Again, Maria ran downstairs to her mother. "Mama, Mama, Tony took off his pants and he's got hairy legs!" "Don't worry. All good men have hairy legs. Tony's a good man. Go upstairs and he'll take good care of you." So up she went again. When she got up there,

Girl Language
Girl Language If i don't call you- it's because im waiting for you to call me When i walk away from you mad-follow me When i stare at your mouth- kiss me When i push you or hit you-grab me and don't let go When i start cussing at you-kiss me and tell me you love me When i am quiet- Ask me whats wrong When i ignore you-give me your attention When i pull back-pull me back When you see me at my worst-tell me im beautiful When you see me start crying-hold me and tell me everything will be alright When you see me walking-sneak up and hug my waist from behind When im scared-protect me When i lay my head on your shoulder-tilt my head up and kiss me When i grab at your hands- hold mine When i tease you-tease me back and make me laugh When i don't answer for a long time-reassure me that everything is okay When i look at you with doubt-back yourself up When i say that i like you- i really do more than you could understand When i bump int

The Promises
The Promises The spiritual life is not a theory. We have to live it. We should be sensible, tactful, considerate and humble without being servile or scraping. As God’s people we stand on our feet; we don’t crawl before anyone. If we are painstaking about this phase of our development, we will be amazed before we are half way through. We are going to know a new freedom and a new happiness. We will not regret the past nor wish to shut the door on it. We will comprehend the word serenity and we will know peace. No matter how far down we have gone, we will see how our experience can benefit others. That feeing of uselessness and self-pity will disappear. We will lose interest in selfish things and gain interest in our fellows. Self-seeking will slip away. Our whole attitude and outlook upon life will change. Fear of people and economic insecurity will leave us. We will intuitively know how to handle situations that use to baffle us. We will suddenly realize that God is going us wh

A Soldier's Christmas
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzz

Jason
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Dr. Carmen Date: Dec 7, 2007 1:13 PM REMINDING YOU ALL ABOUT SWEET LITTLE JASON MCCUNES FRIDAY NIGHT OF PRAYER, TONIGHT! PLEASE CONTINUE TO PRAY FOR JASON AND ASK JESUS TO CONTINUE TO HEAL HIM. GOD IS WORKING THROUGH OUR PRAYER AND JASON IS HEALING. ITS NOT GOING TO BE RIGHT AWAY, BUT OVER TIME JASON WILL WALK AGAIN! HAVE FAITH!HIS MOM GOT HER CAST OFF SO THAT IS GREAT FOR HER!JASON GOT HIS PIC LINE OUT! SO PRAISE GOD THAT THEY WERE ABLE TO DO THAT!THEY SAY JASON COULD BE HOME AS EARLY AS 3 DAYS, THEY ARE LOOKIN FOR A NURSING HOME WITHIN THE AREA TO TAKE JASON IN FOR 1 CALENDAR DAY SO THEY CAN GET APPROVED FOR ASSISTANCE. SHE SAYS JASON IS DOING GREAT AND THEY ARE CONTINUING TO WEAN HIM OFF THE VENT, HE GOT A LITTLE DEHYDRATED OVER THE WEEKEND BUT HE IS STILL DOING GREAT. PLEASE PRAY FOR THIS FAMILY EVERY DAY BUT PLEASE JOIN US AND OTHERS ALL OVER AMERICA TO PRAY FOR JASON AT 6 PM CENTRAL TIME!WHEN 2 OR MORE ARE GATH

A Special One Today Only
Hello to all.... I am going for the VIP and still really help getting the 10,000 comments. I have just under a 1100 now. I need as many that can to help me do this.... I am out of comments today.... Here is the link to the pic that I need the commenting help on. Much luv to all my friends.... Want to Thank Stephanie for that great give away today, and it was a great turn out. She has things going on all the time... so just check her blogs out. Here is the link to the Stephanie's profile. Then check out her blog. Stephanie Lynn@ fubar

2 My Friends
just wanted u 2 know, that in Jan 08, i will be unable 2 visit 4 a couple of mths, or if i'm lucky 2 get 2 a computer, i'll shall. But i cannot promise anything. Anyway, just thought i would send u all a short blog and tell u i will be going 4 surgery on my right ankle and i will b in a cast 4 2 months. I will be thinking of u and missing those u who care enuff 2 let me know by sending me messages and comments. I will b able 2 visit up until Jan 8th, 2008. Surgery is Jan 9th, 2008 Thnx my dear friends---

Decoding Women's Personal Ads
Ø 40-ish..................................49. Ø Adventurous..........................Slept with everyone. Ø Athletic................................No breasts. Ø Average looking.....................Moooo. Ø Beautiful..............................Pathological liar. Ø Emotionally Secure..................On medication. Ø Feminist...............................Fat. Ø Free Spirit.................................Junkie. Ø Friendship first.......................Former Slut. Ø New-Age.........................Body hair in the wrong places. Ø Old-fashioned........................No B.J.'s Ø Open-minded.........................Desperate. Ø Outgoing..............................Loud and embarrassing. Ø Professional................. ..........Bitch. Ø Voluptuous...........................Very fat. Ø Large frame...........................Hugely fat. Ø Wants soul mate.....................Stalker. Buddy of mine sent this to me, thought it was worth posting =)

This Shit Is Really Starting To Piss Me Off Here And Badly
SORRY FOR NOT EXPLAINING BEFORE BUT ALL THESE PEOPLE NEED HELP IN LEVELING.. TWO OUT OF THE THREE LOST THEIR ACCOUNTS WITHIN THESE LAST THREE DAYS.. SCOTT WAS LEVEL 17 AND BRI WAS LEVEL 24 GETTING READY TO HIT GODFATHER.. THIS HAS ME UP SET.. TALKING MORE SO ON BRIS ACCOUNT.. THAT GUY SPENT SO MUCH MONEY JUST TO LEVEL THAT ITS CRAZY HOSTING HONEST CONTESTS.. TO WAKE UP THIS MORNING AND HIS ACCOUNT GONE.. WE NEED TO HELP THESE GUYS.. SCOTT IM WORKING TO GET HIM BACK TO LEVEL 17 BRI IM HELPING AS MUCH AS I CAN AND THAT YOUNG LADY ON HERE SHE A FAVOR FOR ANTOHER FRIEND I RATED HER WHOLE PAGE TODAY.. LETS HELP THESE PEOPLE PLEASE.. TY TY scott@ fubar ~ÄRÌÈL#1ßÄÐGÌR£™~ღ♥£ÄÐ¥ õҒ ÑÄ§Ŧ¥ ŦĦ¥ĦÈ§®ღ@ fubar BRI GUY HELP ME LEVEL BACK UP I LOST MY ACCOUNT@ fubar RAVEN QUEEN * PROUD MEMBER OF THE SISTER HOOD 3 giveaways to go until I quit bombing@ fubar http://fubar.com/stashEntry.php?stashId=3480107 http://fubar

Hold On Tightly To What Is Truly Important In Life
HOLD ON TIGHTLY TO WHAT IS TRULY IMPORTANT IN LIFE Hold on to faith; it is the source of believing that all things are possible. It is the fiber and strength of a confident soul. Hold on to hope; it banishes doubt and Enables attitudes to be positive and cheerful. Hold on to trust; it is at the core of fruitful relationships that are secure and content. Hold on to love; it is life's greatest gift of all, for it shares, cares and gives meaning to life. Hold on to family and friends; they are the most important people in your life, and they make the world a better place. They are your roots and the beginnings that you grew from; they are the vine that has grown through time to nourish you, help you on your way, and always remain close by. Hold on to all that you are and all that you have learned, for these things are what make you unique. Don't ignore what you feel and what you believe is right and important; your heart has a way of speaking louder than your mind. Hold on to your dreams;

Oblivion.
shades of black swallow emotions once wrapped in blinding light. this is a massacre divine. dig out the heart to sever the beating....drag the muscle across the floors of an empty shell once thriving with serenity. scrape the pupils blind...beauty always fades anyways. understand that there is a constant sense of despair...and that despair is the only thing that never walks away. alone is all we ever are. to be numb is a blessing misunderstood. an oblivion of emotionless nothings only make it easier to cope. life is beautiful in the sense that beauty is a faux. let's be honest here....LOVE is the lie. [post script] this is in dedication to love lost after years of tranquility. i felt that i had to get this off my chest.

Scooter Bar X-mas Contest!!!!!!!!!!!!
THE SCOOTER BAR IS HAVING A CHRISTMAS CONTEST HOSTED BY SLADE.THE CONTEST IS FOR A BEAUTIFUL LADY TO BECOME THE CHRISTMAS BACKGROUND FOR THE SCOOTER BAR. PLEASE GO AND CAST YOUR VOTE AND COMMENT BOMB ON WHOM YOU FEEL SHOULD BE THE IN THE CHRISTMAS BACKGROUND IN THE SCOOTER BAR. HERE IS THE LINK TO THE PHOTOS FOR THE 7 LADIES THAT ARE PARTICIPATING IN THE CONTEST: http://www.fubar.com/images.php?u=458274&albumid=732626. THANX.

Treasure What Is Most Important In Our Lives
Treasure what is most important in our lives: There was a rich merchant who had 4 wives. He loved the 4th wife the most and adorned her with rich robes and treated her to delicacies. He took great care of her and gave her nothing but the best. He also loved the 3rd wife very much. He's very proud of her and always wanted to show off her to his friends. However, the merchant is always in great fear that she might run away with some other men. He too, loved his 2nd wife. She is a very considerate person, always patient and in fact is the merchant's confidante. Whenever the merchant faced some problems, he always turned to his 2nd wife and she would always help him out and tide him through difficult times. Now, the merchant's 1st wife is a very loyal partner and has made great contributions in maintaining his wealth and business as well as taking care of the household. However, the merchant did not love the first wife and although she loved him deeply, he hardly took notice of

It's Goodbye Time...
I'm sorry that I allowed myself to care. I'm sorry that I allowed myself to fall time and time again for your ways. I'm sorry that I trusted you. I'm sorry that I gave you my heart. I'm sorry that I let you break it. I'm sorry that I'm not the wife you think I should be. I'm sorry that you can't talk to me about things. I'm sorry that you have to run to her everytime you have a problem. I'm sorry that I let you break me down. I'm sorry that I allowed things to get this bad. I'm sorry that I let you put all the blame on me. I'm sorry that you took your love away. I'm sorry I'm not worth your love in your eyes. I'm sorry that I can do nothing to please you anymore. I'm sorry that myself as a whole isn't worthy of you in your opinion. I'm sorry if you feel that this is all just an act. I'm sorry I shed so many tears over you. I'm sorry I let you break my heart repeadtedly. I'm sorry it took me so long to see how you really are. I'm sorry I allowed you to pull the wool over my eyes. I'm so

Space And Time Travel
Your physical body exists at a specific location in space and time. In order to relocate physically, you have to travel to the new location. Your mind, however, is free to roam to different locations and even to other points in time. In recent decades, Remote Viewing – the mental viewing of remote locations – has been developed into a highly disciplined method of obtaining information from other locations in time and space. Many people have experienced their own versions of this skill in the form of precognition or deja vu, where scenes that you suddenly recognize in your life are scenes that you had previously viewed while in another state of consciousness. Deja vu occurs because you, as a soul, pre-planned the major themes of your life before your were born. You chose the time, the place and your parents in order to set a life plan in motion which would explore the desired themes. Such pre-planning gave rise to the occurrence of related, meaningful events in your life whi

Help Her Please
I would like us all to work on helping Deb get her VIP. When at all possible please go comment bomb her pic. She is a VERY good person n a VERY good friend and she has always helped A LOT of other people. It saddens me to see that all the people she has helped in the past n present are not helping her. So if you all could please help her with this. I kow she will definitely return the love back. Thank you to all who help. It would definitely be an awesome Christmas present as well.

Why Does My Prescription Take So Long?
This is not my writing but I thought it was very accurate.... You come to the counter. I am on the phone with a drunk dude who wants the phone number to the grocery store next door. After I instruct him on the virtues of 411, you tell me your doctor was to phone in your prescription to me. Your doctor hasn't, and you're unwilling to wait until he does. Being in a generous mood, I call your doctors office and am put on hold for 5 minutes, then informed that your prescription was phoned in to my competitor on the other side of town. Phoning the competitor, I am immediately put on hold for 5 minutes before speaking to a clerk, who puts me back on hold to wait for the pharmacist. Your prescription is then transferred to me, and now I have to get the 2 phone calls that have been put on hold while this was being done. Now I return to the counter to ask if we've ever filled prescriptions for you before. For some reason, you think that "for you" means "for your cousin" and you answer my q

Finally Going Back To Norma
well im finally going back to a normal life and i have found the love of my life, i would not let him go well unless of course he let me go, then thats ta different story. But hes the one that bought me the car in my pics

First Graders
A 1st grade school teacher had twenty-six students in her class. She presented each child in her classroom the 1st half of a well-known proverb and asked them to come up with the remainder of the proverb. It's hard to believe these were actually done by first graders. Their insight may surprise you. 1. Don't change horses until they stop running. 2. Strike while the bug is close. 3. It's always darkest before Daylight Saving Time. 4. Never underestimate the power of termites. 5. You can lead a horse to water but How? 6. Don't bite the hand that looks dirty. 7. No news is impossible 8. A miss is as good as a Mr. 9. You can't teach an old dog new Math 10. If you lie down with dogs, you'll stink in the morning. 11. Love all, trust Me. 12. The pen is mightier than the pigs. 13. An idle mind is the best way to relax. 14. Where there's smoke there's pollution. 15. Happy the bride who gets all the presents. 16. A penny saved is not much. 17. Two's company,

Please Help
THIS FANTASTIC WOMAN HAS HELPED SO MANY PEOPLE GODFATHER AND NOW SHE ONLY NEEDS 52,000 TO GODMOTHER HERSELF. COULD WE PLEASE, PLEASE GIVE HER THE BEST CHRISTMAS PRESENT A FUBARIAN COULD HAVE? MZ.DREAMS..***CLUB F.A.R*** Head Of Promotions & Door Girl For Centerfolds**fu-engaged 2 Jayrod874@ fubar MERRY CHRISTMAS

How To Know Your Growing Older:
1. Everything hurts, and what doesn't hurt, doesn't work. 2. Your little black book contains only names ending in M.D. 3. You get winded playing chess. 4. You're still chasing women, but don't remember why. 5. You look forward to a dull evening. 6. You turn out the light for economic rather then romantic reasons. 7. You sit in a rocking chair and can't get it going. 8. Your knees buckle and your belt won't. 9. Dailing long distance wears you out. 10. Your back goes out more than you do. 11. Your pacemaker makes the garage door go up when you watch a pretty girl go by. 12. You sink youe teeth into a steak and they stay there. 13. A fortune teller offers to read your face. 14. You got to much room in the house and not enough in the medicine cabinet. 15. Your children look middle aged. 16. You regret all those mistakes resisting temptation. 17. You know all the answers, but nobody asks you the questions.

Rotatrix Friends
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Blog Game
Leave your name in my blog comments. Once you do that, this is what I'll do for you... 1. I'll respond with something random about you. 2. I'll tell you which song or movie you remind me of. 3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle you in. 4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me. (if possible. if not, I'll say something that only makes sense to me.) 5. I'll tell you my first memory of you. 6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of. 7. I'll ask you something I've always wondered about you. 8. If you play, you MUST post this on yours. You MUST. **

Im Acually Fuckin Crying
cuz, i pissed a juggalo off cuz i dint wanan just be a fuck budy to him and that he flirted alot and now idk wtf to do, im acually crying and dnt normally cry, he made me feel ike some sort of lil hoe bag bitch

Top 10 New Year's Resolutions
Happy New Year's Day to all my fans, friends and family! Hope 2008 is a great year for you! Much luv to you! Linda Top 10 New Years Resolutions You Can Actually Keep [ Rate This Joke! ] (Added: 29-Dec-2005 Rating: 2.67 Votes: 6 ) 10. Read less. 9. I want to gain weight. Put on at least 30 pounds. 8. Stop exercising. Waste of time. 7. Watch more TV. I've been missing some good stuff. 6. Procrastinate more. 5. Drink. Drink some more. 4. Start being superstitious. 3. Spend more time at work. 2. Stop bringing lunch from home: I should eat out more. 1. Take up a new habit: maybe smoking!

Dying Of Lonliness!
have you ever felt like the whole world is against you and you are all alone? that is how i feel right now. nobody cares, everyone plays with your head and your heart, like it's some game. can anyone just be honest? is it possible to be smothered by lonliness? i think so, even in a room of a bunch of people i feel like i am all by myself in a world that has rejected me. I doubt if anyone who reads this actually cares but i am one of those people that just has to write when i feel at my lowest. and i tonight as 2007 comes to an end, so does my feelings that it can't get any worse... hopefully i am proven right and it only gets better as this next year begins

Little Magicks
A bowl of thistles placed in a room brings strength. Keep a frog in or around your home to attract new friends. String whole nutmegs alternating with star anises. Wear as a necklace for clairvoyance. Carry a buckeye (horse chestnut) for VERY good luck. A lucky hand root is said to protect you against all harm that a hand can do. Burn garlic skins for money. (purple skins are best) Hang bittersweet over your doors for house protection. Make a wish on 2 tonka beans, then toss them into running water. A bowl full of pennyroyal kept in the bedroom will help bring peace between a husband and wife. Don't trample on rye grass or ragwort...the fairies use these for makeshift horses. Put some sage leaves with your tarot cards or runes to protect them and keep them clean. Hang up a fresh wreath of rosemary for your home’s protection (smells great!) Put some blueberys under your front door mat to protect the home from unwanted visitors Use a sprig

Omfg...i Nearly Got Thrown Off The Bus (no! Not The Short One)
Holy shit I think I outdid myself today. I mean wow! I must have learnt new levels of self control. I went on the bus today with Abbey to put some money into my brother's bank account for him. On the bus back, we reached the village and this fat assed psycho gets on - not before having stuck her hand out for at least 20 minutes to get the bus to stop, and kept that arm out, poker straight, right up until the bus had stopped RIGHT in front of her. That annoyed me straight away. There was a single mom with a buggy and a kid trying to get off the bus before fat girl got on, but she just barged her way on the bus, almost crushing this little kid in the process. My levels of annoyance were cranked up a few more notches. I made sure abbey was going to stay in her seat, got up and went to help the lady off with her buggy and help her find her lost toddler in the folds of this woman's huge ass. As I did so, the fat girl stood there and just seemed to be deliberately unhelpful. By t

This Sums It All Up...
t doesn't interest me what you do for a living. I want to know what you ache for, and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart's longing. It doesn't interest me how old you are. I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool for love, for your dream, for the adventure of being alive. It doesn't interest me what planets are squaring your moon. I want to know if you have touched the center of your own sorrow, if you have been opened by life's betrayals or have become shriveled and closed from fear of further pain! I want to know if you can sit with pain, mine or your own, without moving to hide it or fade it, or fix it. I want to know if you can be with joy, mine or your own, if you can dance with wildness and let the ecstasy fill you to the tips of your fingers and toes without cautioning us to be careful, to be realistic, to remember the limitations of being human. It doesn't interest me if the story you are telling me is true. I want to know if you can disappoint an

Aspen Glow,part 3©
We had been exploring the mountains and playing since we arrived. I could never tire of this woman. If you win Love's lottery and find that one person that fits your whole life, you are one of the most lucky in the world. Some never express their wants and desires and live their life unfulfilled and empty. Always share yourself with the one your with. Let them know everything you desire and want,then take their hand and explore it together. They just might surprise you. The acidic smell of a dying fire, the wind caressing the pine bows above, the ghost of the wild rustling the underbrush, the crisp air of night in the mountains. Snuggled in a warm down sleeping bag, held off the cold ground by an air mattress, having the a very naughty dream. Off somewhere we were together. The smell of her hair and the caress of her lips as they travel my body. My dreams have always been so vivid and alive. It was like I was hovering above watching the two of us together. I could see her be

This Life
lets see im 23 got a wonderful girl she's about to have my daughter any day know my little girl dont know it yet but she is already everything in my world i hold dear to me i cant wait to see her face i got a great job doing what i like to do Construction so whats there to complain about?

Hey Babe
I got a package today from your brother. It was your memorial DVD. I watched it and drenched my shirt and pillow. It made it so much more real for me. I still have the illusion that I'll get a phone call saying it was a mistake, that nothing happened to you. I can't have that illusion anymore seeing the video. I was suppose to visit your grave today, but I couldn't make it down there. You know me better than anyone else, so you probably expected something to happen which made me not go. I really need to make it down there, it's just hard with work and not having a good vehicle. I will though, come hell or high water, I will make it there. I need it. I need to see it. I've seen pictures of it, but it's just not real to me yet. I'm so sorry I couldn't visit you or go to your funeral. I really would have wanted to. I will come down and see you, probably after the 19th. Me and a few friends will go there. I love you. I miss you.

Fu This Retards
crock..crock...i mean jeez what is it with you guys.you guys are supposed to be the balancing act on here but i see how it is; all one has to do around here is report something NSFW and you automatically go ape shit.."fubar shop, fubar support, fubar bouncer and of cuss baby J all ya'all can kiss my black shinning ass! all it takes is for someone that does not like you to report something as NSFW and you automatically remove it without checking what it is or checking to validate that it is indeed NSFW. i mean did you guys even bother to read it my bleeding mumm? the same thing happened with one of my default pic and you guys took it down bcus some a*hole felt the need to rate it NSFW. i mean i was under the impression that you will at least verify what you are banning. i don't even know why i bother with this. some dushbag made a smart response to a mumm i posted up, i deleted his comment and in turn he rates it NFSW and you guys pull the mumm..how about you read the DAMN thing before

What Is The Deal?
Ok, I thought that u come here to make friends. When u make friends u r supposed to look out for each other. You rate, I rate. I rate, You rate. That is not how it is going here. I rate and rate and friend. I don't get no response. That pisses me off. Some of the friends on my page I have not gotten a response in so long I forgot who they r. It is probably the same for them. I am boiling it down to, if you friend someone do what u r suppose to do. I will be deleting the non responsers

Update
Well guys, I'm back :D I disappeared for a little while, but I couldnt leave my wonderful fuFriends for too long :p The most recent news is that I'm 2months pregnant with my third, and just broke up with the father. Too much drama, I couldn't take it, I didn't deserve it. I kept giving him more chances to straighten out and well...Nothing came out of it. I can't be with someone who I can't trust and who has gone back on his word too many times. I'm done expecting change and not seeing anything. Now while I'm not perfect and have done some pretty stupid shit too.....I'm pregnant now, and I have to take care of myself for the baby's sake. And being utterly depressed and irritated all the time, fighting and bitching and wanting to slit my wrists just didn't seem right with me. So, I left. And that's it. What's done is done. Can't change the past. Time to move on. And on that note...here I go...getting ready to walk down a road as a single mom-to-be, try to be sta

Are You Serious?
I can't believe the things said all in goodness none in dread I so wanted to close my heart somehow she touched it right from the start I want this to really be true despell the sorrow, and the blue I need to know if this could be real or is it infatuation that I feel so many things are just a match when we speak I think what a catch true beauty comes from within and hers is unmeasurable, and without sin is this oppertunity that knocks cuz we can talk like there are no clocks alot of distance, this is a problem moved my heart allready, like no problem now I have tried to show my faults I am not perfect, as everyone knows skeered not she said she was life happens , and just cuz I understand like no one does a mirrored image of myself with all the love and no doubt so here I sit and ponder this so could it be love and would it grow I felt I was done alone for eturnity then a thought crossed me head could it be you, and could it be me

Pissed Off!!!
I think that it is really rude and fu@#ing stupid for someone to brake up a friendship with someone just because they are married. It should not be a big deal with a friend if a person is married or not. I mean you can tell if someone is married or not by two ways. one ask them and two look at their profile. Comeone people how hard is it to make an effort!!!! I mean I say it right in my profile. I am going to screamm if one more person asks me that question agin or trys to offer me sex. read my tpyeing.... I am here for friends. If you don't want to be friends with me because I am married then that is your problem, not mine!!Ialso I hate the people on her that are fake. Don't act like you want to be friends just to score.Don't say it is ok just to be friends when it is not, I hate game players. Also listen to each other!!!!!

What's Up?
I wonder how I begin to describe what the past few weeks have been like for me? It truly is not easy, especially since right now I know I am not dealing with my usual self. Not only dealing with all the after effects of surgery, but losing one of my best friends of the last 12 years and not knowing where the ones I call my "best friends" are. I guess with some I was blind when it came to some friends and with others I was ignorant. I truly don't know what has become of me. I do know that a lot of the changes has to do with the surgery. The cancer was all over my cerebral cortex, thus that is where they had to perform the procedure. Now for those of you who do not know, the cerebral cortex is the behavioral center of the brain. With me, having a cancer crawling all over it and then having it cut into during the procedure, an effect on my personality was almost inevitable - it changed my behaviors in many ways. My neurologist has noted I may act like a 12-year-old instead of a

Tuesday Opie And Anthony Links: Rock Scream Tuesday, 80's New Wave Tuesday, Harvey Levin From Tmz, Rich Vos, Paltalk Cameras Are Live, New O&a Vid
LISTEN TO TODAY'S OPIE and ANTHONY SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) O&A ANIMATIONS ARE ON iTunes NOW!! (Watch Anthony the Italian Stormchaser!) It's Rock Scream Tuesday and 80's New Wave Tuesday on the Opie and Anthony Radio POgram, and we're hanging with comedian Rich Vos today, who is promoting his gigs at Penguin's in Davenport, Iowa. Harvey Levin from TMZ.com is also checking in to the show to tell us all the latest celebrity dirt. Remember, if you want to see any of the in-studio goodness, breakfast and booger-eating, just turn on your PALTALK and go to the 'Opie and Anthony LIVE' room. Of course, you might want to check out the Ladies Of PALTALK, who spend their mornings showering, sleeping nude, getting dressed, having the morning sex, or having a morning dump (scratch that last one). In honor of the Rock Scream, you can crank up some Jim Gillette, call up the show (new number: 877-212-OandA), and do your best Frankie Goes To Hollywood impression (you know

Golden Ticket Week Long Special
GET YOUR GOLDEN TICKET TODAY!! *****GOLDEN TICKET SPECIAL***** Starting tonight (Jan.7th) at midnight fubar time, until Friday at midnight, we will be running a buy one get one free special. For every ticket you buy, you will recieve another one free. 50 tickets bought = 50 free tickets!!!!!!!!! Take advantage of this great Golden Ticket special and most of all....Have fun! :) ************************************* From December 30th to January 30th we will be holding a Golden ticket contest. Each golden ticket costs 500 Fu-bucks and counts as one entry. You can purchase them for yourself or for others. When doing a Fu-pal to pay for your ticket(s) Please make sure and put how many tickets you are buying as well as the name and link to the persons profile. We will update the results daily. For every ticket you purchase, you will be given a number. Now although you won't get a seperate ticket for each individual entry..you WILL recieve your numbers for every entry.

Show Me A Kid Who Doesn't Lie And I Will Show You God!!
Let's see, where do I begin. It all started with these kids at my son's school. My son decided to dedicate the 2007 school year to his grandfather, who passed away in July. Certain kids found that out, and started teasing him. They were saying some terrible things like telling my son to go Fuck his dead grandfather. My son got suspended one time, because one of the kids wouldn't leave him alone and my son got so pissed, that he hit the kid in the back with a rock, which my son knows wasn't the right thing to do. He came back from suspension, and the same kid plus 2 others started on him again. One kid punched my son in the jaw, the other kid punched him in the back of the neck, and the other kid just stood there and laughed as this all was going down. My son slapped the kid that was laughing. He went to the office and I was called. I called my husband and we rushed up to the school and had our words with the assistant principal and then the Pricipal (PICKLE FUCKER) as we all call him,

Want To Own Me For A Month??
I decided to get in an auction where you have the chance to own me for a month so if you would like to bid on me here is the link For the Winner I Will: Put owned by in my name Rate All Pics and Stash Put a link to you on my page Add You To My Yahoo Add You To My Family Add You to My Msn Daily Gift Daily comment Thanks so much for looking at this and those who bid on me.

Pain
Heartbreak and tears, loneliness and grief, head hung low, why? One time in life, just once why can't it be easy, what left to hold onto if she loses, loses her reason. She'd wait forever, to just have the one thing she can't live without, shame fills her heart, it's all her fault. can she look into a mirrior, see herself, or see the guilt, the pain she has inflicted. she would give anything to fix it, but she guesses somethings can't be undone, why did he love her, all along she knew she brings pain to those who love her. she tried to run, to save him, but she couldn't she loved him to much, and he held to tightly. She believed again in fairy tales, her dreams becoming realities, now crumbles at her feet, bc the one thing that she feared happened she hurt him. She can try the rest of her life to mend the pain, but she isn't worth it, not really the truth hits her hard, as he says leave me alone. her tears fall, her heart breaks,

Damn!!
Finally got off of work. Tonight was tough!! There were people freaking everywhere!!! I got so tired of hearing my name called!!! I'd be waiting on several people, and telling people, ok, hold on just one second, and I'll be with right with you. I was so sick of being nice by the end of the night, I was about to explode. Thank god I never lost my temper. Tips were great though. That sure never hurts!!! I did have to tell one guy that if he slapped my ass one more time, he'd be laying on the floor. But, we all had a lot of fun as well. I have these nerf dart guns at work I use on people when they get on my nerves. A bunch of us had one hell of a gunfight. Not to mention....I bought some window paint......it works very well on top of bald heads. I've also noticed how people seem to be pretty picky about MY body!! Several comments were made about my losing weight, and how I shouldn't wear this shirt, i should wear something more fitting, I looked good, I looked hot, I had lost too m

Haha :)
A gorgeous young redhead goes into the doctor's office and says that her body hurts wherever she touches it. "Impossible!" says the doctor. "Show me." The redhead takes her finger, pushes on her left breast and screams, then she pushes her elbow and screams in even more agony. She pushes her knee and screams; likewise she pushes her ankle and screams. Everywhere she touches makes her scream. The doctor says, "You're not really a redhead, are you? "Well, no" she says, "I'm actually a blonde." "I thought so," the doctor says. "Your finger is broken."

Fu Court Week 2
tuesdays docket. Hoodie take me to court cuz i have him blocked, i just gotta track down the truth and distroy it like you asked. THE FIRST TO EVER GET A PROTECTION ORDER is also what i got, he apparently has one too, We will see but im sure nothing was to come of this, **Editor's note. I havnt n issue on deleting the truth bout hoodie, and i still enjoy the fu court, but i personally think they need to learn thier "law" termonalogy becuase i still say "slander" is something thats said without truth or fact.... and being as i had a screen shot it was deleted but (i have a copy on my comp.. they only regulate fubar) how can the truth be slander? I'm sure hoodie has his own opinions on this, subject. Wendsday docket. A one mikhail, yes a reporter of mine was suing a one 666omega for assult, the end result after long 30 mins of greusome testomony OMEGA IS FOUND GUILTY OF ASSAULT AND BEING A ANTAGONIZER TO HIS OWN ASSAULT So, the punishment he re

Growing Up???
So when do you realize that you've grown up? Much of our lives we are wanting to grow up so fast and be so much older than we are. When do we do you finally realize that you are old? Well I think this weekend it has happened for me. Saturday night I went out with some friends to a local club and danced and had a great time. However i realized that there were other things i'd rather be doing, or other places that i'd rather be at. So I have come up some questions that i have been asking myself. Is part of getting older apperciating those night at home doing nothing but hanging out with some good friends and having some beers, as opposed to being a crowded bar and not being able to hear the person next to you talk because the music is so loud? Is part of getting older realizing that certain people are not right for no matter how good looking they are? Is part of getting older not just living in the moment but also looking toward the future? Is part of getting older re

You Make Me Feel
You had such a way of making me smile Of making me feel worthwhile Is it you that I miss? Or is it just the wish Of feeling needed Of your touch that was heated I should have given you a reason to stay If I leave now I might get away dilliness 053007

I Was Reminded
I Was Reminded As we lay there quiet I was reminded of all the reasons why I lust you Your smile, and the way it teased at me seductively Your laugh, and the way it tempted me Your eyes, and the way they seem to hypnotize me As we sat there silent I was reminded of all the reasons why I love you Your smile, and the way it brings such life into me Your laugh, and the way it makes everything okay Your eyes, and the way they seem to read my thoughts As we stand here now I am reminded of all the reasons why I hate you Your smile, and the way it confuses me Your laugh, and the way it seems to mock me Your eyes, and the way they can look into mine and not feel a thing

About Mine Contest
I am offering up a free gift of an animation or morph of your chosing. To get it you must leave 400 comments here: and then send me a fu-mail letting me know you've done that! ***you don't have to leave all 400 comments in 1 day!*** ***IF YOU DON'T FU-MAIL ME, YOU WON'T GET YOUR ANIMATION!*** Leggs*Sarge's Bad Girl*Stiletto Girl*FuSista Co-Mngr*Sisterhood@ fubar

Why Do I Bother?
I meet a woman and it's over just as soon as it begins. The Magic get's lost and become just another face in the crowd. So why not fade away? Just become that faceless person that you no longer know. for why bother with anything else? It's not like it matters anyways.

...whole...
Near death, with a 45 pointed at my head Broken, that’s what they said Locked up, examined and medicated It was so simple, it was my life I hated Time heals, time opens your eyes Helps you to see through all the past lies But as time drudged on the wounds were still sore I was falling again into the place without doors And I was nearing the edge of what was paved I felt her hand, I heard her voice and I knew I was saved A short time before I had to leave for a while Even though we are apart you still make me smile Slowing my mind when the need arose The door to my soul for you is something I will never close What was it you said Love, Life, Lord, Soul, Blood so red Allow me to save you as you have me No need to look any further, opens your eyes and see Im right here Standing, offering without fear Give me your soul I will show you life that is whole