Fubar Blog Posts 3

Sweet Serenity
The way the light hits your hair. Making it seem like it's on fire. The curve of your cheek. Your lips so luscious and full. The sound of your voice on the wind. How I yearn to have you close. I need you now. So that I might feel the velvety softness of your lips. As your hands slide down my body. Arousing every sense in me. I want to taste you on my lips. The salt of your skin. The scent of you filling my nostrils. Inflaming my desires. While your lips caress my skin. Your body pressed against mine. Awakening feelings I thought were as good as dead. Holding me in a sweet embrace. Making love to me without the hurried responses of lust. A slow seduction, as passions build into a fire. Burning towards sultry sensations. As I feel my shirt sliding down my body. The stroke of the clothe against my skin awakening me. As you drive me to distraction, with your lips and fingertips. Hands buried in my hair. As you kiss me like I've never been kissed before. I have dreamed of a moment like thi

How Do You Fix A Child's Pain Please Tell Me Please
You know we all realize in life that we made some really bad choice. Some we can get over, and some we cant because we hurt ourselves while making them. The ones that are the toughest are the ones we make that hurt others. We all have done it.. choose a path that hurt someone we cared about. As we get older we see these hurts and realize what a price we paid at the expense of others. It could be little things like hurting your parents as you grow up, betraying a friendship that can never be healed, But the most damaging choice, the most cruel thing you can do in life is walk out on a child life. Yes there are all different and at the time best for you choices but the ones who get hurt are the children. I raised 3 children alone, (not alone I had my family that has been there for them) but a FATHER is the one thing I could never give them, I brought my children up with Respect, Honor, and Grace. And anyone of them will treat you the way adults should be treated, I gave them all that wa

Today My Soul Cried
today as i went through the motions of every day suck air ,go there, be here, and so on.. i was forced to evaluate my life having nothing else to think about i had good parents growing up went to the preppy private school went to community college then university was quite popular apparently when your fat it pays to be funny but i cant recall ever being sad till today... i came to think about how.. i was never picked first i asked my date to prom i didnt get kissed till i was 17 i was in 2 relationships the first not even till i was 22 i have only ever had 2 sexual partners ive been in like a few times in love 2 times and either picked last or not picked at all every time im sure to some this may sound like the "poor fat girl whose self esteem is low and self worth questioned and self respect put out there for the world to see" but its quite the opposite i have loved the best,although his love wasnt returned i have visited far away places i am educated i am

Movin Again
Well yall I have had lots of fun in wyoming but it looks like im headed back to missouri. I am still job hunting which is about to kill me. I will be back in missouri around the 14th or 15th. For those of u that don't know my grandpa was givin about a week to live so i really need to be with my family right now. I hope to have time to write more later. But thats all for now. I hope everyone keeps in contact.

Life After Love
Wow, it's so hard to believe this much time has gone by, since my ex gf left me. My first weekend off since I started my new job was a blast. I suppose a little positive affirmation was just what the doctor ordered because I found out that, yes, other people still find me attractive, and, yes, I can sill dance my ass off. That means a lot to me since my ex never wanted to go out with me, other than dinning, and tried to tell me I was too manly because I never wore make up, or dressed all girly girl. Well what the hell would I dress up for just to stay home? Why wear make up and never set foot outside the house except to grocery shop? Work? Too hot to wear makeup. So, it's all good. She is missing out, now, because I will be going out more, now, and being all girly girl, and having a blast without her dragging me down. There is Life After Love is over.

Poem: So Often Things Go By.
When I lay myself down to sleep. I think of all of those whom I'd like to re-encounter or meet. I close my eyes & try to get to sleep. Restless thoughts take over me. I often wonder what if & why. Wonder what if. Had I tried? Often thought,... it was easier to just say good bye. Restless thought wont allow me to shut my eyes. Im not sad, or discontented. But have restless nights due to thoughts of what if &. So often things go by. The things that cross my mind. So much become truth before its a lie. Im often astonished by the things that cross my eyes. The nerve of the delusional, the vampires & manipulators. Not to mention those with lack of morals let alone humanity or character. So often I wonder just what there is that could be done. Even if its just to teach or save just one. When I lay myself down to sleep. I think of all of those whom I'd like to re-encounter or meet. My mind races, often making me rise to my feet, run to thi

Woo Hoo!
If anyone is bored and would like to help comment! It would be greatly appreciated! I only need a little under 45,000 for a happy hour! I completely understand if yall are commenting others or do not like to comment but I thought I would try! :) Have a great day everyone! Thanks Jennifer The link:

Simple Pleasures
February 27, 2006 - Monday simple pleasures Current mood: angry you know, i dont have much of a life. i've got two simple pleasures that untill yesterday i liked to enjoy as often as possable. the first no one can take away from me and that is watching anime. honestly i dont know what draws me in more, the stories or the art work, i dont know for sure, but i really enjoy watching it.. now as for my second, it is kind of lame actully, but up untill yesterday it was going to this local resturant. the food wasnt that great but the regular customers were nice people. i liked going there pretty much daily. it was some place i could go just to get out of the house and interact with people besides at work. and another pluss, is that a few of the waitresses wernt hard on the eyes ... but now yesterday, but now yesterday 2 fuckin cunts that work there obvously didnt have enough drama in there fuckin lives decided to start spreading rumors about my self and and another waitress that

All I Want In Life
All i want in Life is a good hearted woman who will love me for who im. Someone who will be there for me when im down in the dumps.Someone who won't cheat on me and stay beside me during the bad time. Who want to be with me and love me until the end of time.Someone who won't dump me for someone else. someone who i can care for until the end of time. someone who love to go out and have a good time with friends

How To Get Refferals On Fubar - The Legit Way
Many have noticed I know how to get referrals... So you want to know how to go about getting legit referrals. First I must stress it’s not a walk in the park. You can't just post your referral link by itself and expect to get referral joins. You need to work and you got to work hard to get referral joins. Yes it can be time consuming but that is what work is. So Get a pen and paper and take notes as this is a lesson on how to go about getting referrals. The first thing you’re going to want to do is find your referral code. Then you’ll want to mask/hide the referral code. You do this by finding a site who can make the long url small, I use http://surl.se/" target="_blank">http://surl.se/ Feel free to use any type of redirect site. I just mention this one. The reason you want to mask/hide your URL referral code is because sometimes people like to be jerks and just join the site without giving you credit as being the one who recommended the site to them. The second reason is

What I Need
i need a man, not a fake. a real good man n ill put my life at stake.. if he treats me right, ill do him good. but if he hurts me ill kick him to da curb ill love my man for all he is but if he hits me hes nuthin but a bitch.... tell me is it you can you treat me how i want... i really hope so im tired of bein hurt... so please just caress me and hold me thru the night if i wake up, assure me im alright tell you love me, and that youll never leave and please remember your heart is all i need i dont need flowers i dont need candy. i dont need money or anything fancy. just love me for who i am and dont forget my daughter for she is part of me now and forever after.

Ello Ello
So just a few hours left until i leave this town I live in..... On my way to a new life and new state. Scared a lil leaving everything i know. Everyone I have been friends with. But... Above all else I am excited! 17 hour drive awaits me to my destinantion..... then a 5 hour drive to someone special!! I'll bee off here for a couple days but will be back to give some good texas loving... lol. See ya on the flipside. DEUCES!!!

Pisses Me Off...
My kids' school will not allow the kids to dress up for Halloween or have a party because they say it is a religious holiday and they don't want to offend anyone else's religious beliefs. They also will not allow xmas parties anymore for the same reason. This pisses me off! They want to keep religion out of the school to keep from offending anyone, but they force our kids to say "one nation under god" in the pledge of allegiance?!?!?! What kind of double standard bullshit is that? I'm agnostic. It offends me for them to make my kids say that, but I'm not crying at the school to make them take it out. When I was in school, we got to dress up and have a party at Halloween. We had xmas parties too. It was fun. It makes me sad that my kids don't get to do those things anymore because of these crazy religious fanatics.

Go Away.....
Ok, guess it's my turn to bitch again......so brace yaself! If you stop by my page un-invited and decide to rate some of my pics, if you dont like em then get the hell away from here. I never freakin invited you nor did I ask you to rate em. You got some nerve to downrate my pic when you look like the south end of a north bound dog and the size of a damn barn! Maybe before you rate me you should try walking past a mirror with your eyes open for once, I promise it'll be a damn good wake up call for ya. I see lots of homely peeps on here but I'm not the kind who will stop by just to downrate someone. I also dont sit here and try to be some hot, sexy irrisistable babe either...so grow up and if you dont like somethin on my page then get the fuck off!

Little Piece Of My Heart
Oh look, a little piece of my heart is still beating, all nice and pink and fleshy. It doesn't even realize that the rest it has been sliced and diced, trampled, smashed, burned, beated, skewered, chewed up and spit out. Hold on, let me take care of that.....SPLATT!!! Ahh there, much better. So now I need to put something there, where my heart once was, so my chest doesn't cave in, how about a nice stainless steel one, no wait. Cold, hard, polished granite, that's perfect. And I guess while I'm at it, since my heart was so attached to my soul, I better get that replaced too, hmmmm let's see, got it. Black, twisted wrought iron soul. Hey now I feel just like everybody else!! COOL. Now I know if I ever have any feelings again, its just gas!

Unreal Memories .....
If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, (even if we don't speak often or if you are a random reader) please post a comment with a COMPLETELY MADE UP AND FICTIONAL memory of you and me. It can be anything you want - good or bad - BUT IT HAS TO BE FAKE. When you're finished, post this little paragraph on your diary and be surprised (or mortified) about what people DON'T ACTUALLY remember about you..

Grrrrrr
dv xp3j h3yu c7 etc....... I know I'm not the only one annoyed by the bouncer, but I need to vent. 8 times!! 8 times in a row I had that crap. I'd enter the code and up it came again!!! what the hell? Okay, Fubar aside wtf is up with people who double park their cars on a two way street across from a car that is ALREADY double parked???? Are they trying to cause an accident? Do they want their side view mirror ripped off by a passing car? PULL A LITTLE FURTHER DOWN THE STREET!!! And WTF is up with people who double park next to someone who is pulling out of a spot?? You can see them pulling out and you have the entire block to pull over BUT NO!!!! you block the one car that is trying to leave. YOU SUCK. and EVEN after you see & hear the person in the car tell you.."excuse me, I'm trying to get out" you give them the hand wave and say "I'll only be a second" YEAH a second I'll NEVER get back from my life!!! Is it the weather? Is it the pre-holiday season that has peo

Fubar
I've been a member on this site for a few years now. (it was lost cherry.com when I joined) Since then it's changed names like 3 times. Now it has it's most appropriate name of FUBAR. Since I have yet to figure out WTF this site is actually for. As far as I can tell is that it's a mix of people who are either exhibitionists posting nekkid or half-nekkid pictures, people who want to look at those pictures, people who are desperately trying to feel popular amongst strangers (kinda pathetic folks), and a handful of those who are actually using this as a genuine social networking site and/or trying to figure out what exactly is going on here. Not to be completely rude here but 80%-Plus of the profiles I've seen have "Rate me Fan Me Before You Add Me" in the Their Name. People get pissed if someone rates anything of theirs below a 10. However the 10 rating loses all meaning when EVERY BLOODY THING IS A 10! To top this off we now have FUBAR Marriages! A Marriage? Are you kidding me? Reall

The Ultimate Downrater
There is a guy (level 3) who has been rating people "1"'s. His screen name is dominant. He has a total of 17 pics. I make you aware of him because he might do the same to you....just a head's up! Thanks!

I Love Sexy Hot
hello u look so hot body i hope that im with u now and take off all clothis i want to kiss ur sweet lips and suck boobs and so i can see ur sweet boobs and like them and suck hard ur hard i am very hot body now i Look for beautiful women like you i am alone at home now The body warm and penis large cooling needs you email is sex1_sex2_sexy@yahoo.com and hot_sexhot@uahoo.com Look for a beautiful woman like you and I hope to speak with you soon I am always alone at home, and I hope that I find intriguing beautiful girlfriend and I object very hot and Raring see you

New Music Come Inside Have A Seat And Check It Out
PULL UP A CHAIR AND STAY AWHILE ALL 80'S ALL THE TIME LISTEN TO THE GREAT TUNES, MEET SOME GREAT PEOPLE, BRING IN YOUR FRIENDS IF YOU LIKE THE SOUNDS OF THE MUSIC PLEASE FEEL FREE TO SUBSCRIBE TO THE LOUNGE :0)

Choices,changesand Challenges
Its' at this point we search deep in our minds,and be open to Changes,Choices and Challenges and stop being so blind. We need to make some changes in this limited time we have ,decide what we want out of our lives. The good or the bad. It's time for different choices. For all things to be like new. Our lives need some thing different a more positive point of view. At times changes are challenges and we become a bit dismay. With God and Jesus on our side look at the progress we've made. Now,give praises to the Lord for His undeserving grace and Love, Cause now with Changes,choices and challenges we can all rise above..

Another Bulletin That Annoyed Me
yet again another stupid bulletin ok so very rarely do I post anything on here, usually beacause nothing inflames me enough to do so, but today I saw something that does. and I am going to put it here in its entirety (sp). In September 1993, Brenda Pratt Shafer, a registered nurse with thirteen years of experience, was assigned by her nursing agency to an abortion clinic. Since Nurse Shafer considered herself "very pro-choice," she didn't think this assignment would be a problem. She was wrong. This is what Nurse Shafer saw: "I stood at the doctor's side and watched him perform a partial-birth abortion on a woman who was six months pregnant. The baby's heartbeat was clearly visible on the ultrasound screen. The doctor delivered the baby's body and arms, everything but his little head. The baby's body was moving. His little fingers were clasping together. He was kicking his feet. The doctor took a pair of scissors and inserted them into the back of the baby's head, and th

Computer And Vegas
They are going to tear my computer out of my bloody hands to take it to the computer doc. and then i have to go to Vegas again! No way to talk to my friend the ones who still talk to me! yes u guessed it i dont have a life!

My Graditude!
THE HOLIDAY SEASON AND MY GRADITUDE TODAY I JUST WANT TO MENTION A FEW OF THE THINGS THAT I AM SO VERY GREATFULL TO HAVE IN MY LIFE. BECAUSE AT ON POINT IN MY LIFE NONE OF THESE THINGS OR ANYTHING MATTERED TO ME. NOW THE PAST 3 YEARS I HAVE COME TO REALIZE THAT THE THINGS IN LIFE THAT REALLY MATTER ARE NOT THE FANCY THINGS THAT MONEY CAN BUY OR ALL THE HIGH-TEC ELECTRONICS THAT ONE FEELS THE NEED TO FILL THEIR HOME WITH. " NOT TO SAY THAT THEY ARE NOT NICE TO HAVE" BUT THE THINGS THAT I WANT TO SHOW MY REAL GRADITUDE FOR ARE THE EVERY DAY THINGS THAT I SOME TIMES I OVERLOOK. I FIRST WANT TO THANK GOD FOR PROVIDING ME WITH EVERY THING I NEED IN LIFE. FOR THIS I AM GREATFULL. I AM GRATEFULL TO HAVE A HOME TO COME TO AT THE END OF MY DAY. FOR MANY YEARS I DIDNT HAVE THAT I LIVED IN AND OUT OF HOTELS OR BOUNCED FROM COUCH TO COUCH AT A DIFFERANT FRIENDS HOUSES, OR WORSE YET ROAMING THE STREETS FOR DAYS AND DAYS. I AM SO HAPPPY TO BE OVER THIS PART OF MY LIFE. SLEEPING IN MY OWN

W.t.f. Do I Know
My heart is truley Torn never to heal Iam afriad. I have no clue to as whut Imma gonna do Iam so full of pain that I have become painless A crushed lightbulb all out of shine Its hard to move foward When Ive lost whut is mine

Friday - Dec. 7th
Today my starts early. I will be having a meeting with a possible contributor to our fund raising program who is typically a large contributor to other things around the community. After that I need to head out to our corporate office to deliver some items that I have collected over the past few weeks that they need to receive. When I return I will be spending the afternoon on the phone to remind some volunteers of their obligation tomorrow with some fund raising. I can't wait till Sunday ... sleep in and Seahawks vs. Cardinals at 1 pm.

Brrr!
I put up somemore blond pics, this weekend Im going to be doing my hair purple smoke:) im excited, havent done that one yet. but yeah, Wintery pictures, hope everyone has a happy holidays! [P.S. Sorry if ive not responded or been slow, Ive been HELLA busy this week and Ive got a ton of work to do this weekend, altho im working on catching up now:), drop me a note if you feel neglected and ill come to your page and rate some things]

Knowing My Friends
Hello to all my friends and new acquaintances, I hope everyone is having a great start to their weekend. I know some of you may not see me on your pages or commenting and rating as often as I used to or as others do. I'd love to rate and comment everything for everyone, however that isn't really what i am on here for. I am here to make friends, chat and enjoy the company of others. If I am getting to know you I likely will choose to look at your pics and I will rate them, but I do stay busy and with my friends and their company in my lounge and handling things that have to be done. I really am hoping to get to know more of my friends and would love for more to visit with me and mine in the lounge and see me not only for who I am, but find those who do mean a lot to me. I will never ask for you to just rate my pics, however if you have interest in knowing who I am and about my life, past present and future, a lot of it is covered in my pics and I do notice who takes the time and shows t

Argh At The Egregiously Rude
So, I am minding my own business on here when someone I have never spoken with before pops up on my SB and demands my yahoo or msn messenger name. Needless to say I found it rather odd. I looked at his profile, no real picture or info, and no prior contact made alarms go off, obviously. So this is what ensued. And remember to read it from bottom to top. Da Sox: shut the fuck up, what are you a a god damn cop now cunt? ->Da Sox: i have never spoken in here to you before and your 1st question is actually a demand to talk to me on my private messenger and you dont even have a real picture up?? Da Sox: i didn't ask if u had a cam, what's your yahoo or msn? ->Da Sox: i dont have a webcam if that's what you are looking for Da Sox: to chat with u. what's your yahoo or msn? What the hell is up with these people? That is the third guy in 2 weeks that has talked to me like that. I seriously dont like it. And it always gives me flashbacks to my dad's actions towards me - and th

Stalkers Turn Me On
I don't know what's wrong with me...Receiving a death threat, really hasn't got me worried, I mean...sure my heart was pounding at the thought of a super fantasy come true...but mostly I was let down by the thought of not putting up a great fight...since I did sleep with protection. I was playing a sarcastic smartass bitch...I complimented him on making my heart quicken. It was a fucking rush. Watching the door, stalking from room to room with a weapon...Playing like rambo and shit...I just need the bandana. I've made quite a few enemies, which doesn't bother me. I'm a light sleeper, an I've always wanted to spill someone's blood with vengence & excitment. Just imagining all the different outcomes of the possible situation makes me quiver...perhaps I'll be able to dismember the body with ease...or I'll end up with a picture or two in the lifeofdebauchery.com gallery. *grin*

A Good Boyfriend
Every girl dreams that one day she will find a guy that does these things for her. even the smallest action can have the BIGGEST impact in someones life. ¢¾ give her one of your t-shirts to sleep in? ¢¾ leave her cute notes? ¢¾ kiss her in front of your friends. ¢¾ tell her she looks beautiful. ¢¾ look into her eyes when you talk to her. ¢¾ let her mess with your hair. ¢¾ touch her hair. ¢¾ just walk around with her. ¢¾ FORGIVE her for her MISTAKES. ¢¾ look at her like she's the only girl you see. ¢¾ tickle her even when she says stop. ¢¾ hold her hand when you're around your friends. ¢¾ when she starts swearing at you, tell her you love her. ¢¾ let her fall asleep in your arms. ¢¾ get her mad, then kiss her. ¢¾stay on the phone with her even if shes not saying anything. ¢¾ tease her and let her tease you back. ¢¾ stay up all night with her when she's sick. ¢¾ watch her favorite movie with her. ¢¾ give her the world. ¢¾ let her wear your clothes. ¢¾ when she's s

Update: Recovery Since Accident
Well as some of you now already I was to get my cast off on 12/21 and go back to work on 12/24. If all went as planned that is. Well x-rays showed that the new cast did little to help the healing process and that the only other course of action is surgery. What they are needing to do now is attach a metal (most likely titanium) plate to the bone in order for it to heal properly. This will most likely stay in for the rest of my life and is the best chance for me to heal. But first my road rash has to heal so there is no risk of infection. So now I am in a splint and not a cast. How do I feel about all this? Relieved actually. I feel that this is the only solution that will finally put an end to this crappy saga. I want my life back to where it was so bad, and I believe it will be that way once the surgery is performed and I should be back to work 2 week later. So just one more month and I am living my normal life again, I can handle that. My only problem now is, do

I Called The Suicide Hotline Tonight
So I called the suicide hotline tonight.. I got a call answering center in Pakistan... I told them that I was feeling suicidal... They got all excited and asked me if I could drive a truck. LMFAO!

My Poem
I lay asleep one night I dream of all that fight I see the wars of all time, World War Two, Korea, and 'Nam, The soldiers dead stand before me, and put me on the judgement stand. They ask why, and i ask why about what, They part and i see, people buring the colors of the free. Then again they ask why, I say I am not a judge of them, I am a soldier just like you. I put my life before theirs, and I judge their actions not. Again they ask why and again i have no answer. Then their tears fall, and their words flow, to me they explain the colors true. They say in unison with love and devotion, THE WHITE STANDS FOR USE THAT WILL FIGHT, THE BLUE IS FOR FREEDOM WE SERVE TRUE, THE RED IS FOR THE BLOOD WE ALL HAVE SHED. And again they ask why, Now with tears in my eyes, I understand and say, I can judge them not. They don't know, they don't relize. Then I say forgive them, and ask me not to judge for i see it as you. Because I now serve as you did, they bow to me and ask f

Today's Youth
How to deal with today's youth. I took my dad to the mall the other day to buy some new shoes. We decided to grab a bite at the food court. I noticed he was watching a teenager sitting next to him. The teenager had spiked hair in all different colours: green, red, orange, and blue. My dad kept staring at him. The teenager would look and find him staring every time. When the teenager had enough, he sarcastically asked, "What's the matter old man, never done anything wild in your life?" Knowing my Dad would have a good one, I quickly swallowed my food so that I would not choke on his answer. And in classic style he did not bat an eye in his response. "Got drunk once and had sex with a peacock. I was just wondering if you were my son."

Irritated.
I am starting to get irritated because people are sending me messages and I'm not getting them wtf is up with that? So if you sent me soemthing and I didn't thank you for it please let me know and i'll check into it... Love ya all! D

Super Sunday!!!!!!!!!!!!
The $1,000,000 Valentine - SUPER SUNDAY BONUS My very first Happy Hour is Sunday at Noon Fubar time. During my Happy Hour ONLY - I will be offering this bonus. THIS IS ONLY AVAILABLE FROM NOON TO 1PM FUBAR TIME. Here's the deal: Rate AND Comment one Love Box (100 pics) 11s = 300 Hearts Rate AND Comment one Love Box (100 pics) 10s = 150 Hearts YOU MAY RATE AND COMMENT MORE THAN ONE BOX. THE SUPER BONUS: Every 10th person to complete a box (every 1,000 rate and comment) will receive 1,000 HEARTS! I will never offer this bonus again - and I'm doing it early in the game. Unusual, but why not? Rules: -Anyone attempting to cheat will be disqualified. -You MUST send me a message (no shouts please) when you've finished each box. -You MAY keep the hearts for yourself, or you may give them to up to 5 other people. This could switch the scoreboard completely - so get your friends together and have them rate and comment to put you towards the win. 3.5 MILLI

Once Again
So here i am at another cross roads in my life where i am trying to do the right thing and do what is not only best for me but best for my son. I would love nothing more than to find a nice decent guy that doesnt suck at life and can accept me for what i am and the way that i am. while i would like a relationship i am still not a mushy person, i enjoy snuggling from time to time but i am not all lovey dovey i am more after a good friend, someone to watch football, enjoy a brew but be a good influence on my son. with that in mind from time to time i do get a little girly need someone's shoulder to cry on and someone to talk to, so dont act all offened at me when i require that, by the way does not happen often. hell when he is at his dads house belive me i am a wild child and love to have fun but the other 11 days out of the 2 weeks i am a mom, i work hard, i am a one woman show and would love to have some help and someone to be my partner in crime ... so i dont know someone explain to

Funny Stuff
SNOW ! *December .....8 6:00 PM *It started to snow. The first snow of the season and *the wife and I took our cocktails and sat for hours by *the window watching the huge soft flakes drift down *from heaven. It looked like a Grandma Moses print. So *romantic we felt like newlyweds again. I love snow! *December..... 9 *We woke to a beautiful blanket of crystal white snow *covering every inch of the landscape. What a fantastic *sight! Can there be a more lovely place in *the whole world? Moving here was the best idea I've *ever had! *Shoveled for the first time in years and felt like a *boy again. I did both our driveway and the sidewalks. *This afternoon the snowplow came along and covered *up the sidewalks and closed in the driveway, so I got * *to shovel again. What a perfect life! *December..... 12 *The sun has melted all our lovely snow. Such a *disappointment! My neighbor tells me not to worry- *we'll definitely have

Wake Up Call ####
This will make your mad and wonder when are we ever going to get a fair shake from the idiots in Washington? Got the following from a fellow senior who is also upset by this. He received this from a friend who teaches at a college. THIS IS A MUST READ.... WAKE UP This is a subject close to my heart. Do you know that we have adult students at the school where I teach who are not US citizens and who get the PELL grant, which is a federal grant (no pay back required) plus other federal grants to go to school? One student from the Dominican Republic told me that she didn't want me to find a job for her after she finished my program, because she was getting housing from our housing department and she was getting PELL grant which paid for her total tuition and books, plus money left over. She was looking into WAIT which gives students a CREDIT CARD for gas to come to school, and into CARIBE which is a special program for immigrants and it pays for child care and all sort

Grandpa
A five-year-old boy and his grandfather are sitting on the front porch together, when grandpa pulled a beer out of the cooler. The little boy asked, 'Grandpa, can I have a beer?' Grandpa replied, 'Can your pecker touch your ass?' The little boy answered, 'No Grandpa, it's just a little pecker!' Grandpa said, 'Then you're not man enough to have a beer.' A little later Grandpa lit up a cigar. The little boy asked, 'Grandpa, can I have a cigar?' Once again, Grandpa asked, 'Can your pecker touch your ass?' The little boy answered 'no,' again. Grandpa said, 'Then you're not man enough to have a cigar.' A little later, the boy came out of the house with some cookies and milk. Grandpa asked, 'Can I have a cookie?' The boy asked, 'Can your pecker touch your ass?' Grandpa replied, 'Hell yeah, my pecker can touch my ass!' The boy replied, 'Then go fuck yourself! Grandma made these for me

I Feel Crappy.
where did I go wrong? I don't understand why my life is the way it is. I mean Im happy, but I see where I was years ago, and I think I wish I was back there. But I shouldn't regret, just move forward, I just think I'm in a depressed mood

I Am Back.....
I thought I had found something good, but it was a stopping place in my life. I knew it was wrong to begin with, but I needed the break in my life. I did come back to my husband. I had hoped they would change, but he did for about 3 weeks. I did find out however that I am stronger and more beautiful than what I thought I was. I now know that I can make it on my own if I have to. I also found that I have more friends than I had thought.

No Tears To Shed
A trickle of blood drips off his cheek and he thinks "The tears are getting worse" as it falls to the sink. When it splashes and makes a ripple, He looks up to the mirror and see's a reflection that isn't His own. He see's a man Broken, Confused, and Alone. Not sure where or who to turn to for help to make things clear. His face was drenched with tears, His hair was a mess and pointing in all directions, and it looked like he hadn't slept in days. Cold and nerve shot his body qauked in agony, wanting but barely a moments rest from the pain. None that looked at this man would realize that the mirror reflected his inner self. But this man would shed no more tears for it felt like he was dieing, So he wore a suit of shadows and just blended away the pain, Just to wlak in society a normal man, not broken, confused or lost. But with a sense of where he was going and who he was gonna see....

Clay Aiken Spotted On A Date With Sexy Mexican Tv Star
American Idol runner up Clay Aiken has put an end to rumours of his sexuality after he was spotted in an LA restaurant with a sexy Mexican TV star. Aiken, is claiming though that he and Dora the Explorer are just good friends. Spicy hot Latina Dora and Aiken arrived at a downtown Pizza Hut on Sunday night - and were swarmed with waiting paparazzi who it appears were tipped off about the couples date. "They shared a pizza and two cokes" said waitress Tina Titwank "It came to $12.99 and Clay paid for it - they were very cosy." The news of the date couldn't come at a better time for Aiken - he has recently been the target of accusations that he could be gay. Some observers though are sceptical. "Its all a little convenient if you ask me. Sounds like the work of a publicist" said gossip columnist Perez Nosybastard "I mean he suddenly, out of nowhere, ends up on a date with the hottest star out there? Come on. One of them is a one dimensional character, formatted for pre-schoolers

Msn
> Hey it is tara and john the directors of MSN, sorry for the interruption but > msn is closing down. this is because too many inconsiderate people are > taking up all the name (eg making up lots of different accounts for just one > person), we only have 578 names left. If you would like to close your > account, DO NOT SEND THIS MESSAGE ON. If you would like to keep your > account, then SEND THIS MESSAGE TO EVERYONE ON YOUR CONTACT LIST. This is no > joke, we will be shutting down the servers. Send it on, thanks. WHO EVER > DOES NOT SEND THIS MESSEAGE, YOUR ACCOUNT WILL BE CLOSED AND YOU WILL COST > 10.00 A MONTH TO USE. SEND THIS TO EVERYONE ON YOUR CONTACT LIST. NOW YOU > KNOW WHAT TO DO. PLEASE DO NOT FORWARD THIS or REPLAY. COPY THE WHOLE EMAIL. > GO BACK TO YOUR INBOX AND CLICK ON NEW. AND PASTE THANK YOU FOR YOUR > ATTENTION. It's no joke if you don't believe me then go to the site > (http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/business/1189119.stm ) and see for yourself. > Anyways o

"one Person Said Yes" ...
After I got the itch, one person said yes... and well.. it's done. I am over being a fucking blonde :D (I swear I tend to take on the characteristics of a blonde when I am one too lol) This hair cut probably looks hotttttt in all black ... I might save a small mohawk of blonde *shrug* who knows... new pics soon ^_^

When Girls Drink Too Much
WHEN GIRLS DRINK TOO MUCH............ 1. WE HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO IDEA WHERE OUR PURSE OR PHONE IS. 2. WE BELIEVE THAT DANCING WITH OUR ARMS OVERHEAD AND WIGGLING OUR BUTT WHILE YELLING "WOO-HOO!" IS TRULY THE SEXIEST DANCE MOVE AROUND. 3. WE'VE SUDDENLY DECIDED THAT WE WANT TO KICK SOMEONE'S ASS AND HONESTLY BELIEVE WE COULD DO IT TOO. 4. IN OUR LAST TRIP TO PEE, WE REALIZE THAT WE NOW LOOK MORE LIKE A HOMELESS HOOKER THAN THE GODDESS WE WERE JUST FOUR HOURS AGO. 5. WE DROP OUR 3:00 A.M. SUBMARINE SANDWICH ON THE FLOOR (WHICH WE'RE EATING EVEN THOUGH WE ARE NOT THE LEAST BIT HUNGRY), PICK IT UP AND CARRY ON EATING IT 6.WE START CRYING AND TELLING EVERYONE WE SEE THAT WE LOVE THEM SOOOOO MUCH. 7. WE GET EXTREMELY EXCITED AND JUMP UP AND DOWN EVERY TIME A NEW SONG PLAYS BECAUSE "OH MY GOD! I LOVE THIS SONG!" 8. WE'VE FOUND A DEEPER/SPIRITUAL SIDE TO THE GEEK SITTING NEXT TO US 9. THE MAN WE'RE FLIRTING WITH USED TO BE OUR 5TH GRADE TEACHER.

Gackt Lyrics
Atemonaku hitori samayoi arukitsuzuketa Kasuka na toiki o tada shiroku somete Utsuri kawari yuku kisetsu no sono hakanasa ni Wake mo naku namida ga koboreta "Ima mo aishite iru..." Furitsuzuku kanashimi wa masshiro na yuki ni kawaru Zutto sora o miageteta Kono karada ga kieru mae ni ima negai ga todoku no nara Mou ichido tsuyoku dakishimete Wakari aenakute nandomo kizutsuketeita Sonna toki demo itsumo yasashikute Fui ni watasareta yubiwa ni kizamareteita Futari no yakusoku wa kanawanai mama ni "Ima mo oboeteiru..." Toozakaru omoide wa itsumademo mabushi sugite Motto soba ni itakatta Mou nido to aenai kedo itsumo soba de sasaete kureta Anata dake wa kawaranai de ite Saigo ni miseta namida ga kisenakute Kono shiroi yukitachi to issho ni kiete shimattemo Anata no kokoro no naka ni zutto saite itai kara Yorisotte dakiatta nukumori wa wasurenaide ne Chigau dareka o aishitemo Saigo ni kiita anata no koe o kono mama zutto hanasanai mama Fukaku nemuri ni ochit

The Shoutbox
dear stalkers..... it's kind of creepy that your always on my shoutbox.... even before i log in to my fubar account..... also.... try acting like a normal person and not a stalker/psychopath if you want to get to know me... thanx......flesh

Just A Child
a tiny child thats all i was innnocent fuckn innocent and you found lust? just a lil girl.. just learning this life but you took it from me you didnt play nice just a child not even quite one and look what you did it cant be undone pigtails and puppies a diaper and all you sick fuckn bastard i still played with dolls what were you thinking where was your mind was someone your age so hard to find? and what about those those who knew all along i was just a lil baby didnt you know it was wrong? 20 years later i now pay the price because i was a child molested half of my life just a tiny baby full of giggles and coohs you took my life what the fuck was wrong with you!!

Coffee
Explain to me why I have to spill coffee on myself only when I wear white or have on a nice tie? Now, you may all wonder why I would bring up this odd comment, but every morning, I come into work, get my cup of coffee, and start work. At least once a week, I will spill on myself. Almost always I'm wearing white. I have two theories on this: 1. There is a conspiracy in the cafeteria to produce/purchasefaulty cups that will cause the consumer to spill all over themselves in order to increase sales of more coffee. 2. A subconscious action designed to stimulate my brain in order to complete a resulting action. First, the theory of the cafeteria is a strong one. If you've ever eaten in our cafeteria, you'll know what I'm talking about when I mention the money grubbing bastards do everything in their power to suck every dime they can out of you and the company. The food is WAY over priced, tastes like crap, and at times has an odd color or smell to it. The hired help is useless, under-ed

Movies
The Exorcist - (1973) Jaws - (1975) The Silence of the Lambs - (1991) The Shining - (1980) The Sixth Sense - (1999) A Nightmare on Elm Street - (1984) Halloween - (1978) Dawn of the Dead - (1978) The Thing - (1982) Alien - (1979) Night of the Living Dead - (1968) The Evil Dead - (1981) Evil Dead 2 - (1987) Invasion of the Body Snatchers - (1956) The Omen - (1976) Poltergeist - (1982) The Mummy - (1932) Bram Stoker's Dracula - (1992) The Last Man on Earth - (1964) Scream - (1996) The Texas Chain Saw Massacre - (1974) Hellraiser - (1987) Day of the Dead - (1985) Friday the 13th - (1980) The Howling - (1981) The Stand - (1994) Phantasm - (1979) Arachnophobia - (1990) The Blob - (1958) Videodrome - (1983) Christine - (1983) Night of the Living Dead - (1990) Child's Play - (1988) The Blair Witch Project - (1999) 28 Days Later... - (2002) 28 Weeks Later– (2007) It - (1990) The Hills Have Eyes - (1977) Underworld –

Just Checking In....
Just wanted to stop by tonight to let ya know that I am still very much kicking..... Just needed to take a much needed break for awhile, ya know how it goes , get dragged into too much drama...all the whinning, bitching and so on just got to me .....during this break has done alot of thinking and has made some changes........... 1.no more trying to help the unstable people, if they dont want to change then no sense trying to help them 2.Enough of being a fat chick , on a diet now and come hell of high water am I falling off this one 3.Paying off all debts I owe even if its only a few bucks a month, sooner or later it will all be paid up 4. Going to try harder to be on here more often , has really missed talking with some of you Now enough rambling ....lots of love to you all and will be catching up more with ya all later on xoxoxoxoxoxo

Nascar Is Back!
If you didn't know already, then you must have missed last night's truck race- which literally RACED down to the finish. Then, tonight's Busch (or Nationwide as they call it thse days...) that's finish was just as phenomanal! GO MATT! Way to start a little bit o- Daytona action- start in the back and pull out a top 5. THAT'S MY DOG!!!

Not Really My Thoughts But There Funny :)
10 Thoughts For 2008 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Number 10 Life is sexually transmitted. Number 9 Good health is merely the slowest possible rate at which one can die. Number 8 Men have two emotions: Hungry and Horny. If you see him without an erection, make him a sandwich. Number 7 Give a person a fish and you feed them for a day, teach a person to use the internet and they won't bother you for weeks. Number 6 Some people are like a Slinky . Not really good for anything, but you still can't help but smile when you shove them down the stairs. Number 5 Health nuts are going to feel stupid someday, lying in hospitals dying of nothing. Number 4 All of us could take a lesson from the weather. It pays no attention to Criticism. Number 3 Why does a slight tax increase cost you $200.00 and a substantial tax cut saves you $30.00? Number 2 In the 60's, people took acid to mak

Totally Smitten
That's it. It's official, I'm totally in lust. Well, not lust, I'll say lub. Because it goes deeper than superficial lust. Jonathan was joking about the fact that when I'm with him I simply cannot stop smiling, but then I busted him out, cuz he can't stop smiling with me either. I do a lot of stupid MySpace surveys, and yesterday he read one I did. One of the questions was, "Where is your bf/gf?" And I put "He's not my boyfriend... yet". All night we were hangin out when finally he tells me he saw that. Sort of embarassing, but I made sure he felt the same way. It's like an unrequited high school love, although I don't think he ever noticed me back then.... I feel like I'm 17 again. Boys and girls, it's official : DJ Daily is rocking my socks off, and I'm rockin' his off 8-P Best part is - he LOVES my son...

Show Some Love...
Show this sweetie some love...she only needs 129K to level. ððð(¯`•¸·´¯)ÇH€RR¥ PRîÑÇ€§§(¯`·¸•´¯)ððð@ fubar and while ur at it show him some luv too cus I heart him Cripton@ fubar k thnx bye :)

Come Give Me Lots Of Lovin
Im in Stephanie Lynns Fu Buck Sale, I need 45,000 comments to get 5 million fu bucks in 6 weeks, (April 1st) please stop by and bomb me hard, U have to add the host, she has the best giveaways on the fu, tysm xoxox Jen

Venting......sorry
THE MEN I MEET JUST KEEP GETTING WORSE AND WORSE. MET A GUY RIGHT......HE SAID I WAS VERY PRETTY AND BLAH BLAH BLAH......COMES OVER AND MEETS A FRIEND.......DECIDEDS HE LIKES HER MORE AND HOOKS UP WITH HER........DOESN'T EVEN GIVE ME THE CURTISY TO SAY HEY YOUR COOL AND ALL AND I WOULD LIKE TO BE JUST FRIENDS...BUT I HAVE MORE INTEST IN UR GIRL...NAH HE JUST QUIT TALKING TO ME ALL TOGETHER AND STARTS ANSWERING ONLY TXT MESSAGES SHE SENDS....I TOLD HER TO GO FOR IT THOUGH...WHO AM I TO STAND IN THE WAY OF SOMEONE ELSES HAPPINESS. JUST BURNS A LITTLE. I ALREADY HAVE LOW SELF ESTEEM AS IT IS. THEN TO BRING A GUY OVER WHO I WAS TO HOOK UP WITH...AND UMMPHFFFFF SCREW U SHE IS HOTTER......... DIDN'T THINK IT WOULD BOTHER ME THIS MUCH BUT FUCK IT IS AND IN A REALLY SHITTY WAY. GUESS I HAVE LEARNED A LESSON...NEVER LET A GUY U R TRYING TO HOOK UP WITH MEET FRIENDS WHO ARE HOTTER THAN YOU. SUCH AS MY LUCK I GUESS. SHIT HERE LATELY ALL I GET ARE ASSHOLES ANYWAYS SO WHY BRAKE THE RUTINE WITH THIS

The Pitch
Twisting up from the pitch Shapeless and dark It comes Running toward the light Seeking happiness She falls And it consumes her Reforming her Changing her Breathing life to rage Hungry for pain Loseing herself To the sweet agony Lusting for blood She lurches forward Forgetting the true The innocent self Of her once Only world

What Are Friends For
Hello guys... Any chance i could get you to do me a very small favor?My boy friend is trying to get a happy hour,by getting people to fan rate and add this wonderful lady...She always returns all the love as well,shes very sweet...If he gets enough people to do this,He'll get a happy hour ,so id appreciate it very very much...Be sure to say in the friend request that MetalRon sent you so we get credit...Thank you so much!!!Have a great day! Heres a link to her...click/rate/fan/add(dont forget to say MetalRon sent you...xxxooo Very Sexy Comments & GraphicsThank you Very Much!!!Angel Hugs.....

The Lost Number
In the first dream remembered Clint had wrote me a poem but the second part was a quiz or test that he had to fill out so he asked me if I knew the answers Some had been lil so and so one was little Eshewan the one he was asking me about was the lost number a number that had dissapeared the next dream there was some fat kid I was at some place of work perhaps he made me take care of a customer because he didnt want to or thought he was too good the man looked spanish and I said 'No hablos espaniol' and the man said 'well me neither' amd I realised his daughter was white so maybe he was too he wanted 'the animals' as a theme for her birthday and I didnt know what he meant there were unicorns and a pooh bear but I saw nothing with two animals the last part was getting ready for a costume party I had a costume that looked like something medieval Oh, my aunt was there and I'd asked her about the number but my uncle was sleeping and she told me shh she was very tan and

Keep Me Close
I tried so hard to love you, thought my love would enough, to take all your pain away, all I ever wanted, was to give you what you need, to be the man you wanted, looking back now I see, somehow I let you down we spoke only words of anger, forgot the love we found, the day I first set eyes on you, deep in my heart I knew, all my life I had search for only you, you gave my life new meaning, you made me feel complete, now I sit and wonder, if it was really meant to be, when you said you loved me, was it real or only in my dreams, before you turn and walk away, and throw it all away, I hope you know my love for you, will never end and never fade, you will forever be a part of me, deep in my heart and soul, I pray you won't forget our hopes and goals, that you will find it in your heart, and always keep me close.....

Alone
Alone Walking beside u With the sky above A smile drifts slowly across your lips. As you walk alone I will be your shadow. I have lost my self Within your heart Knowing my thoughts And dreams are of you. The clouds of sadness Fall apon me as I see u walk Not knowing if your heart Belongs to another. I watch from the darkness Wondering if the day will come. When my wondering soul Will come to you as one. Night and day drift into one Time passes by Like a heart beat in life. I listen to your voice As if a million miles away, Your smile, your eyes Bring back memories of Time gone by. Alone I sit in this darkness Thinking and wondering ALONE……

Dumb Fucks Cont...
Okay since I posted my DUMB FUCKS yesterday... I have now had 2 more DUMB FUCKS one that even left me a photo comment of 'she looka like a man' and rated me a 4. Now I ask you do I really look like a man with boobs as big as mine... come on now http://www.fubar.com/user/597877 - Damian aka 'Tripp (Taken By A Beautiful Woman)' I think you need glasses or something... As far as the other DUMB FUCK that was almost brave enough to rate me a 2 well you are just a follower and I understand... Reverendhongry is his name.... Iam just curious of who gave these childern the right to judge any of us... they need to grow up. Now for everyone out there that understands how I feel and how imature these childern are being I thank you for giving me all 10 and 11 you guys and gals are great... and I thank you very much and the favor will be return...

Thoughts Of A Biker
BIKER THOUGHTS ETC Thoughts of a Biker God, yes, I'm a biker. Yes, your know what its like, You feel the vibrations, hear the sounds; You shift into gear and move away with easy, balanced, grace, Up hills, down hills, and long stretches of hi-way; God, yes, I'm a biker. You feel the wind, smell the earth, discover life, Twisting and turning, or running straight and true; You may chase a golden eagle, high in the bright, sunlit sky, Or seek a star at midnight, on the moon-lit horizon; God, yes, I'm a biker. You know freedom such as no other, You seek adventure, you seed solitude, you seek friendship, You are a friend to all and all, a friend to you; You are a nomad, exploring life, seeking your way, Without charts or directions to guide your way; God, yes, I'm a biker. Your know the feeling, seeing, smelling the early morning foggy air, As it gently caresses your face, and greets you on your way; You wave at others, as you pass by while they wave back, Wishing

Irish Joke
An Irishman wants a job, but the foreman won’t hire him until he passes a little math test. Here is your first question, the foreman said. "Without using numbers, represent the number 9." "Without numbers?" The Irishman says, "Dat is easy." And proceeds to draw three trees. "What’s this?" the boss asks? "Ave you got no brain? Tree and tree and tree make nine," says the Irishman. "Fair enough," says the boss. "Here’s your second question. Use the same rules, but this time the number is 99." The Irishman stares into space for a while, then picks up the picture that he has just drawn and makes a smudge on each tree. "Ere you go." The boss scratches his head and says, "How on earth do you get that to represent 99?" "Each of da trees is dirty now. So, it’s dirty tree, and dirty tree, and dirty tree. Dat is 99." The boss is getting worried that he’s going to actually have to hire this Irishman, so he says, "All right, last question. Same rules again, but represe

Dark Desires Suggestion
ok i have writers block on my newest story, so this is a place for any suggestions for the next chapter of the story. Please let me hear what Y/you would like to see happen next with this story the more suggestions i get the better, they might help me get out of this slump that i now find myself in. samara

Look At This!!!yumm Yumm!!!
I FEEL BLESSED TO KNOW ALL THESE AWESOME PEOPLE! THIS PERSON HAS BEEN MY FRIEND SINCE I JOINED FUBAR AND HAS BEEN A TRUE FRIEND TO THE END!!! I WONDER IF HE KNOWS HOW MUCH I CARE FOR HIM?!?! PLEASE GO SHOW HIM SOME LOVE WHILE HE IS AWAY IN IRAQ SAVING OUR COUNTRY. MY MARSHALL A.K.A THE TWISTEDCHILD N.K.A DA GIFT N DA CURSE FAN/RATE/ADD/CRUSH THIS SEXY SOLDIER!!! Da Gift N Da Curse - Master Of Artz@ fubar ~KISSES FROM YOUR BABYGIRL KARMA~

Only True Love
She embraces it The only love she'll ever truly know The only love to never let her go Never hurt her Never betray her She holds it so tenderly in her fingers Careful not to let it slip away Its her sweet serenity It loves her as much as she loves it She can't let it go It's her only hope she grasps its tighter Letting its love sink into her LIght begins to fade Its just her and her love She falls into an empty space Embracing it tighter She feels it all drift away Before she goes she whispers "My only true love is death its self."

The 2nd Auction..for The Rollers
This one that has more to offer but also has a higher starting bid So if you really want to show me your love then go bid....Come on you know you want to. Don't make me look like a dork Winner will get a 3 day blast, all pics will get rated and comments for a month AND a personal SFW salute. Bid starts at 125k

Rubber Ducky Race On May 17th
It is time for Debbullan's FOURTH ANNUAL RUBBER DUCKY RACE! May 17, 2008 http://debbullan.org/annual_rubber_ducky_race.htm In 2007 Debbullan placed the cause of raising positive awareness for the families, friends and victims of Hepatitis C in front of over 200,000 (TWO HUNDRED THOUSAND) people in 13 Countries. The only focused fundraiser we have held every year has been this Ducky race. Help us to continue raising awareness it only takes a minimum of $5.00. To learn more visit this webpage: http://debbullan.org/annual_rubber_ducky_race.htm If you already know Debbullan's work and wish to participate straight away here is your link to the rules and regs page, just click on Debi Duck to make a quick payment. A Pay Pal account is not necessary. Debbullan Rubber Ducky Vital Info To mail participation send check to the address at the closes of this email. Be sure to note the check or money order is for participation in Debbullan's Annual Rubber Ducky Race. In closin

My Mumm
OK all, I should think out how to write my next mumm. I was referring to the people who blast for points, it is only fair to return the favor, I should have posted all replies, feel free to repost and I will accept all. Thanks

Education
SCHOOL -- 1958 vs. 2008 Scenario: Jack goes quail hunting before school, pulls into school parking lot with shotgun in gun rack. 1958 - Vice Principal comes over, looks at Jack 's shotgun, goes t o his car and gets his shotgun to show Jack . 2008 - School goes into lock down, FBI called, Jack hauled off to jail and never sees his truck or gun again. Counselors called in for traumatized students and teachers. Scenario : John ny and Mark get into a fistfight after school. 1958 - Crowd gathers. Mark wins. John ny and Mark shake hands and end up buddies. 2008 - Police called, SWAT team arrives, arrests John ny and Mark. Charge them with assault, both expelled even though John ny started it. Scenario : Jeffrey won't be still in class, disrupts other students . 1958 - Jeffrey sent to office and given a good paddling by the Principal. Returns to class, sits still and does not disrupt class again. 2008 - Jeffrey given huge doses of Ritalin. Becomes a zombie. Tested for ADD. Sc

Here We R Again A New Start
This week as all about lil steps and goal seeting seeing if u want it reach out go get it and hell ya look its urs ... its been about differnt spin on things mind sets and gorth thats be teh teme of the year really i had to leave school fir a while i really didnt think i was gonna go to go back but this weekteh clouds opened up spilled out fate after the dr office on a whim we went apartment hunting One lovely older building stood otu with big greanna trees and a wishing well truns out my aunt used to love there when she was my age i was draw to it she was going to look as we jotted down the number this lovely old woman walked up and it trus out she qas he land lord next thing u know wwerre seeing and doing papaer work mind u b4 we can sign we have to confrim school is on i being scard out of my wits was gonna dance around what needed to be done who i needed to call but now had a reason i spoke to david and next thing u know 2 months maybe never till school st

Infected Fears
Crystal tears turn to infected fears That grace the face of sin, Hollow screams that linger mystify the air Masking a secret that's always there, At the bottom of the heart and forever in the head Always remembering until the day your dead. Every action has a consequence That can leave a permanent scar, So think and listen before you go too far. One decision can affect so much Like the night you let him touch, Just a laugh and a little bit of fun I'll be OK, no harm done, Carelessness punished so they may see The value of an action, for they are free. Too young, not ready, would never cope Now is the time to look for hope, Living and breathing with feelings too Feeling it move inside of you, The life you took was that of your own A little human already half grown. Bury the pain in your mind You can walk away and leave it behind Act as if you forgot You can leave it there and let it rot, But this is something you must not do, For this will always eat a

Club Story
I was going to one of those “alternative lifestyle” clubs for the first time. I was nervous, since I was going alone. I had planned what I would wear for weeks, trying to achieve just the right look. I had bought a new black skirt that was a soft suede material. I chose a red halter, which was cut down to the waist in front, and totally backless. I had on new lace topped black thigh highs, and my favorite black “come-fuck-me” heels. In this club there was no worry of being dressed too risqué. I checked out my appearance in the mirror before leaving the house, and was satisfied. The drive to the club took a little over an hour, but I listened to music on the way, and the time passed quickly. When I arrived, I parked and walked to the door. There was a doorman checking I.D., and taking money for the cover charge. Since I was a woman alone, it was only a few dollars to enter. I made my way inside, found a seat at the bar, and ordered a drink. I looked around, taking in the

Trains I Belong To
Wanna make more friends and have a awesome time on fubar ?? Well u have gotten the right blog Here some of the trains I belong to check them out and if you decided to join them please let them Know tequila sent ya :) Have a great time and remember let's party hard and have some fun already :)!!! Theres a link at the bottom if you wanna come into my lounge or the dragon coasters lounge or the hideaway or clu taboo all these lounges are the best :) let them know i sent ya. Fubar World Cruise page 1 fubar world cruise page 2 fubar world cruise Love in Da Club Frequent Flyers Swimming with dolphins Drama Free Train Fubar Hotel Flirting Train Some like it hot These boots are made for walking Laughter Train Godfather and godmother train Tequila Train Fairy Train Can u stand the rain No excuse for abuse Tattoo train Are u a turtle trip down memory lane Family Sunday Train Fathers of fubar Blog to all trains Red white and

Its Different
stupid shit plasters the walls sizemic activity in the class room halls spinning lies fill their heads watching kids walk by as their brains were under fead the emptyness is aparent sad is the excuse of the kids these days respect is no were to be found additude has come to the screeching high but brains have fell since my day i guess i am just older now, wiser i grow in time maybe i was like that maybe i was the same way maybe maybe

I'm On A Poll To Be The Wicked Dollz Of The Month!!!!
Hope you all are having a happy and safe 420!!!!!I have a spankin fresh, never been seen set for you all to enjoy on this lovely day!!!! It was also entered on the Wicked Dollz of the Month for June of 2008!!!!!!Please vote for me on this month's Wicked Dollz of June 2008 Contest on WickedDollz.net If I win I get to featured on the site for the month of June 2008, and also am entered in the WickedDollz Calendar Fans Edition!!!!!Much Much Apprecciated. Just go to the site and click on the Featured Dollz section, scroll down until you see the poll and vote for me!!!MUCH WICKED LOVE!!!!And Remember!!!!WE ARE NOT YOUR AVERAGE GENERIC DOLLZ!!!!WE ARE THE WICKED DOLLZ!!!!!xoxoxoxSkye Dollwww.WickedDollz.net

My Day Was Fine Until You Showed Up :p
Well people I guess I have finally succumbed to the annoyance and pettiness of this site we call Fubar. The more and more I log in, the more I wonder WTF am I getting myself into. I have been here for quite awhile and have saw it go from Lost Cherry, to Cherry Tap and now what we call Fubar. Well out of all the names I think FUBAR fits BEST! Yep, seems to me half this fukers are Fuked Up BeyonD All Recognition or Repair whichever or BOTH...TRUE STORY! I love all my friends, even the phony ones but I have decided I need a DETOX. No I am not deleting, thats just stupid. I worked hard enough to get where I am and will be damn if I start over unless they delete my sh*t on their own LOL. But I will say that I have never been on a site where DAILY bullsh*t is as common as everyone's default being a tit pic. All of us are old enough yet instead we act like the kids we gave birth to. Not all this applies to everyone because I have met WONDERFUL people on here. They know who they are and i

Beer Warning!!!!!!!
For some this WARNING comes too late, others we hope in time: Police are warning all men who frequent clubs, parties and local pubs to be alert and stay cautious when offered a drink from any woman. Many females use a date rape drug on the market called "Beer." The drug is found in liquid form and is available anywhere. It comes in bottles, cans, or from taps and in large "kegs". Beer is used by female sexual predators at parties and bars to persuade their male victims to go home and sleep with them. A woman needs only to get a guy to consume a few units of Beer and then simply ask him home for no strings attached sex. Men are rendered helpless against this approach. After several beers, men will often succumb to the desires to sleep with horrific looking women whom they would never normally be attracted. After drinking beer, men often awaken with only hazy memories of exactly what happened to them the night before, often with just a vague feelin

Alone
Alone I am just one. I can count it on my hand. I can hold one finger out By it's self, alone it stands And then, I add one more And this consists of you. Now the total of this sum Has now become a two. By Mike Teez

I'm In Another Contest
Cum and help me win a VIP. I NEED 10,000 COMMENTS TO WIN IT. PLEASE HELP ME IF YOU CAN!!! CUM ON YOU KNOW THAT YOU WANNA CHEER ME ON! YEAAAAAAAA I GOT THE BANANA CHEERING ME ON TOO!!! /> (repost of original by '♫ DJ~HarleyMoon ™ Owner of Rejects in the Rafters~owne by Ozzman & Wallnutts' on '2008-04-28 11:19:55') (repost of original by '♫DJ Crazy_Momx4♫ ~FU_OWNED BY Mr. Diamond & Rockstar~' on '2008-04-28 11:46:44')

Want A Custom Skin? Check This Deal Out
Want a custom skin, made just for YOU, by Heartistic Soul? I've gotten a lot of compliments on my skins for quite some time. Heart makes them all, so this gave me an idea! If you will be willing to give me your 11s, I'll order one from her for you! If you'd like a "still" one (images that don't move) give me your 11s for 2 days and I'll order one for you. If you'd like an "animated" one (images that have lights or glitter) give me your 11s for 4 days and I'll order one of those for you. If you want to do this and give someone else the skin that is fine. Just let me know so I know what name to order it for. She'll contact you after that, and you can give her the details of what you want on your skin. She's already given me permission to offer this so she knows to expect several orders in a few days. I will only be doing this for the first 10-15 people that contact me, depending on whether they want the still ones or the animated ones. If you want one, let me know quickly so

My Number 2
23 About 2TAKE THIS SURVEY! All about the 2nd person in your top friends list 1. Their Name? WickedPissaAwsum 2. Are they in a relationship? Naw 3. Where did you first meet this person? Fubar lol 4. How old were you when you first met? 24 5. Is this person one of your best friends? U can say hes a good friend yes 6. Say something that only makes sense to you and your #2 hmmm... Yeap sure is 7. Is this person older than you? Yeap 8. When was the last time you saw this person? This morning on cam does that count? 9. Do you miss this person? Well yeah hes my friend 10. Are you related? Hell Naw 11. Do you have nicknames for each other? Nope 12. Is this person bringing sexy back? Haha Yeah 13. Do you think that person will repost this? Naw 14. Why is this person #2 on your top friends? casue hes my friend 15. Have you seen this person cry? Nope and dont want to eaither 16. Have they seen you cry? Nope 17. Do you tell them a lot about your life? Yeap 18. Doing anything to

Life Is Backwards
Life is bas ackerd man! I think the life cycle is all backwards You should start out dead and get it out of the way. Then, you wake up in an old age home feeling better every day. You get kicked out for being too healthy; go collect your pension, then when you start work, you get a gold watch on your first day. You work 40 years until you're young enough to enjoy your retirement. You drink alcohol, you party, you're generally promiscuous and you get ready for High School. You go to primary school, you become a kid , you play, you have no responsibilities, you become a baby, and then... You spend your last 9 months floating peacefully in luxury, in spa-like conditions; central heating, room service on tap, larger quarters every day, and then, you finish off as an orgasm. I rest my case.

Tornados
I know now that I have a guardian angel, last night as I slept peacefully tornadoes roared around me. Five miles north of me and about 15 miles south of me houses have been torn off their foundations, roads are closed, people are without power but in my area nothing has happened. My car does have a new coating of pollen and a few small sticks are on the yard but nothing is really strewn out of place. Hopefully no one has been hurt!

West Virginia
• According to the state constitution, it is unlawful for anyone to own a red or a black flag. • Alderson: One may not walk a lion, tiger or leopard, even on a leash. • A person may not hold public office if they have ever taken part in a duel. A person may be jailed for up to six months for making fun of someone who does not accept a challenge. • Doctors and dentists may not place a woman under anesthesia unless a third person is present. • Huntington: Firemen may not whistle or flirt at any woman passing a firehouse. It is legal to beat your wife so long as it is done in public on Sunday, on the courthouse steps. • If you wear a hat inside a theater, you may be fined. • In Alderson, West Virginia, it is illegal to walk a lion, tiger or leopard in the city limits, even it is on a leash. • In Nicholas County, W. Va., no member of the clergy is allowed to tell jokes or humerous stories from the pulpit during a church service. • In West Virginia it is illegal to dig for ginseng o

10 Years
I cant believe it has been ten years since our little town of Springfield had the worst day of our lives. we lost family and friends on May 21, 1998. My heart broke cause I lost an amazing friend and more friends were hurt. The nightmares are still etched in my head and even after ten years it is like the wounds are brand new. I guess some wounds dont ever go away and having your friend die twenty minutes after talking to him on the phone is one of the worst ones I have. I can still hear his voice in my dremas sayin "Luv ya Baby Girl see ya at school. be careful I have a bad feeling today." then we laughed that he always had bad feelings and we hung up. I am going to go to the memorial on WED. and just say goodbye again. and bring Mike his favorite flower. a carnation. dont take a single day fro granted. one minute you could be talking on the phone next you are walking with your Ancestors in the Astral plains. HUGS

I'm Up For Auction!!!
Hey everyone want to own me? I'm up for auction, start your bidding!!! Just click the pic below and start bidding!! (the auction ends June 3rd) This is my offer to the winner.... 1 month owned by (winners name) in my name 1 month added to family and top friends (if given a VIP, then I will be adding all my pics which include nsfw pics, only family will have access to this album) 1 month spontaneous gifts from me All pics, no matter how many, rated Rate all stash no matter how much is in it! (if given a VIP) will give all 11's to winner for a month 1 sfw salute Pimp out in about me for 1 month This is a good offer people!!! So come spank that auction hard with bids!!!

Dance Floor Drama
I'm looking good tonight, so are you watching intently as you move closer to me your words haunt me perfectly tonight wrapping around my body like vines in an over grown garden I close my eyes wanting to hold on to this moment listening to the melodies of your voice dancing in my ears with passion my body quivers with excitement It’s not hard to feel special tonight praises and admiration quickly capture us we are melting together like chocolate on a hot summer night Let’s dance and hold onto this one night tomorrow we will pass by each other as perfect strangers always do Gavi 2007

Storms
I sit here all alone in the darkness left by the storm.My heart pounds louder than the thunder , it drowns out the thunder. with each flash of lightning i see your face appear before me a smile appears on my face. as the wind blows i hear you whispers in my ear ,my heart pounds harder , it feels as if its gonna jump out my chest . as the storm begins to whither im left with the wonder of your beauty and the sweet whispers of your voices ,as it quites and the power returns i look around hoping to see you there but im left wondering am i crazy or am i caught in the fantasy of my love bein my arms. my head hangs low an a tear rolls down my cheek as reality tells me it was just my mind , playin tricks on me that my dreams have not yet go true . im left in a sweat with the thoughts of my love and things to come . all i know is one day soon we will hold each other and share the sweet surender of our bodies and souls . til then my dream will have

Separation
Separation can relate to abandonment, marriage, friendship, career, or geographic upheaval. Many times, the subconscious impulses of personality are less mature in their problem-solving than the conscious, waking self. The function of ego is to filter these impulses so they do not get out into waking life. However, since the ego is turned off in sleeping, the immaturity of the id will have us walking away from our marriages, jobs, friendships, etc. at the drop of a hat. Being separated is different than being quarantined, abandoned, or quitting in that it is often mutual. In dreams, other characters can be more cooperative, since it is our subconscious that is controlling their actions. Who or what were you separated from in the dream, and did it seem like a permanent or temporary condition? Was the separation easily decided, or was it gut-wrenching?

New Pics
Just letting you all know that there is new pics posted in the more sexy pic. Thx for all the support And another update...this weekend I actually walked without the help of the crutches/walker...quiet abit today *sun* I think I bout overdid it as I had to revert back to help>>>> Im getting there just slow process

Stuff From My Yahoo
ProBlogger - Latest Posts Let Other People Do The Talking Posted: 01 Mar 2008 07:57 AM CST In this post Daniel Scocco gives some tips on letting others do the talking about you. Example 1 Aaron Wall is one of the most famous search engine optimizers on the Internet (and consequently in the whole world). His book on the topic has sold thousands of copies, and he is able to pull a $500 hourly rate when he has time to run consulting projects. Quite a mouthful, huh? Yet, if you visit his website, you will not see the words “expert,” “guru” or “rockstar” anywhere. Here is the first paragraph of his “About” page: SEO Book.com is a leading SEO blog by Aaron Wall covering the search space. It offers marketing tips, search analysis, and whatever random rants come to mind. ;) Example 2 Copyblogger, with over 35,000 subscribers, is the leading authority when it comes to online marketing and copywriting advice. Brian Clark, the author, has created several succes

From 2007
This negative situation is causing me some stipulation as to why you hurt me like you do, your not the guy that I once knew. What good I saw in you I'll never know, your not a man but a child, self absorbed, afraid to cut the cord. Your cold heart and empty eyes, why do you only see yourself? How can you not hear my cries? the lies, the threats, the lack of adoration, help decide my past debation. Even if you realized what you stand to loose, its too little, too late too cheesy too fake I know the monster that lies beneath waiting to return from his hiatus... No longer do I feel the need to debate this......

Hilarious...
>BigDaddyMi...: with a mouth full of teeth like mine a cock like yours better hope the man attached knows how to romance me BigDaddyMi...: with a cock like mine u dont need romance...u just need to hold on! ->BigDaddyMi...: lol BigDaddyMi...: thanks! ->BigDaddyMi...: how romantic BigDaddyMi...: okay....rephrased....i'd love to fuck the shit out of you! ->BigDaddyMi...: thanks, but I'd like to stay in one piece please BigDaddyMi...: lol....you...your sexy as fuck ->BigDaddyMi...: I'm sorry, but tear what up? oh how I love crazy ass dudes...

Fishing For Memories
And, yet again, life and angling collide on a highway paved with dreams, where some dreams lie between the white lines and others way off course. Fishing to live and living to fish are two parallels by which a special group of society lives. What this group finds in life often is reflected in fishing. And what this group finds in fishing often is mirrored in life. You've read the stories, listened to the stories and, maybe on occasion, have observed yourself in a moment where the struggles of life are defined and defused over a tightened fishing line (or even more defined over a line that goes slack). I have witnessed and observed the unique relationship of fishing and life as six anglers from Durham have resigned themselves to actors on the stage of life with the script written through fishing. This group, that represents the Durham based boat, Reel Time, is no different than you or I, in our angling pursuits. The group has goals, aspirations, and achievements it wishes to ac

My New Language...
I am the deli manager at a local grocery store and i have come up with my own language using products in the deli... Here are a few I olive you>>>>I love you I am FETA up with you>>>I am fed up with you Have a GOUDA day>>>>Have a good day

The Lovers
A friend of mine had this on his blog and I myself couldn't help but post it as well.... You are The Lovers Motive, power, and action, arising from Inspiration and Impulse. The Lovers represents intuition and inspiration. Very often a choice needs to be made. Originally, this card was called just LOVE. And that's actually more apt than "Lovers." Love follows in this sequence of growth and maturity. And, coming after the Emperor, who is about control, it is a radical change in perspective. LOVE is a force that makes you choose and decide for reasons you often can't understand; it makes you surrender control to a higher power. And that is what this card is all about. Finding something or someone who is so much a part of yourself, so perfectly attuned to you and you to them, that you cannot, dare not resist. This card indicates that the you have or will come across a person, career, challenge or thing that you will fall in love with. You will know instinctively that you must have

Love On Fubar
This content is about love. Since i been on this site i thought i would never find a woman to stick me. But after months on here i finally found the one i can truely be with forever. We both understand each other in different ways. And if u all want to know her name it is Kanena, my lady. So from this love i put on here anyone can find love if ur single. If u love her so much make sure u stay with her no matter what the problem is. Work out the problems u have no matter how big or small it is.

The Effing New Girl
So, I'm single now. What to do now? Join some socializing site, then follow someone I met there here. I haven't been single in a very long time, and I intend to enjoy it. What does that mean? Nothing serious. Low drama. Lots of fun people, plenty of new friends, maybe some hot nights. I'm game for almost anything.

Paganism Means
Paganism Means Paganism is the practice of a polytheistic religion. Polytheistic means more than one deity. Some pagans worship only one deity while still acknowledging the others and some worship an entire or pantheon or several pantheons. Types of Paganism There are many different types of paganism. Types of paganism are usually referred to as paths. Wicca seems to be the most common but it is not the only one. Some follow one specific tradition, like Celtic or Norse. Others draw their practices from many different traditions and belief systems. This is called eclectic paganism and it is becoming very common. Eclectic paganism allows a person to choose what they agree with from each belief system and mix them to match what they believe. Some pagans practice in groups or covens and others are solitary. Most of those that practice in groups follow a specific tradition. Spells and Rituals Most pagans use some type of ritual in practicing their beliefs. Rituals usually, but not alw

Please Come Check Me Out In The Auction!
PLEASE COME CHECK ME OUT IN THIS AUCTION. IF YOU GET AN ERROR WHEN YOU CLICK ON IT, YOU HAVE TO ADD THE PERSON TO YOUR FRIENDS LIST WHO IS DOING THE AUCTION. PLEASE COME VOTE ON ME! HUGS, DEE

A Perfect Circle ~ Judith
You're such an inspiration for the ways That I'll never ever choose to be Oh so many ways for me to show you How the savior has abandoned you F*ck your God Your Lord and your Christ He did this Took all you had and Left you this way Still you pray, you never stray Never taste of the fruit You never thought to question why It's not like you killed someone It's not like you drove a hateful spear into his side Praise the one who left you Broken down and paralyzed He did it all for you He did it all for you Oh so many many ways for me to show you How your dogma has abandoned you Pray to your Christ, to your god Never taste of the fruit Never stray, never break Never---choke on a lie Even though he's the one who did this to you You never thought to question why Not like you killed someone It's Not like you drove a spiteful spear into his side Talk to Jesus Christ As if he knows the reasons why He did it all for you Did it all for you He did it all for y

To All
i just joined this thing and all you guys are rating me. i really appreciate all of the ratings, it makes me feel so awesome, but i hate to let you men down but i a lesbian and have a girlfriend of 7 yrs. so don't try to hit on me or ask me out or anything like that cause i will just turn you down. thanks to all

Giving You Up And Letting You Go Are Two Different Things
Giving you up and letting you go are two different things Where do I start? And what do I say? How do I express How much I pray, That you would understand And that you would know, How much I truly care But how I can’t show My feelings deep down, My feelings inside, My feelings I wish I didn’t need to hide. Seeing you hurting And seeing you cry, Makes me wish I could roll over and die. And since I can’t be there, You won’t let me close, There’s almost no reason to live, I should just over dose. But if we’re so different, And not meant to be, Then why can’t I forget you, And you forget me? I can honestly say I love you, But I just need you to know, That giving you up is different, Than letting you go.

Auction
Bid on me.....Imcrazybitch click on this pic to take you there this pimp out brought to you by Micki"Blue Eyes" {Dirty South Crew}Co-Founder of Friendship Circle'----Owned by DustMePink Tell her Micki sent ya ~! ;) (repost of original by 'Mï¢kï-ßlµê-È¥ê§ ~{Ðïr†¥ §ðµ†h Çrêw}Çð-£ðµñÐêr ð£ †hê £rïêñÐ§hïþ Çïr¢lê'' on '2008-07-22 19:31:26')

Just Me
Hey all i am a 29 year old single female looking for friends and more. I love to have a good time and i can get crazy in a good way at times. I am fun loving and consider myself somewhat of a free spirit. IF you have a questions i'm not afraid to answer. So hit me up.

Saddest Yet Sweetest Thing I Ever Read.
This is so sad, yet touching. Reece Fleming was diagnosed with leukaemia back in 2004 when he was just 4 years old. He battled the disease for years until this May, when doctors gave the 8 year old boy only a few weeks to live. The family decided to try and help him achieve most of his goals before he would pass. And one of those was to marry his school sweetheart, Elleanor Purgslove. Reece's mother said "When we found out that we only had a few weeks with him we tried to do absolutely everything with him that we could. Him and Ellie had been 'special friends' for a couple of years but then they broke up. We said we'd have a pirate party, and Ellie came. She went to visit Reece a few times in hospital as well." Then during a recent laser tag party, Reece "proposed" to his little friend. After she accepted, their parents arranged a pretend wedding at Reece's home (not the kids pictured above). The families went out to dinner in the mayor's limousine and organized th

Cause A Ruckus!!
Yea baby!!!! Let's cause a ruckus!! Rate Fan & Add each clubber Then message Unbreakable! Make sure you tell them "Causing a ruckus!!" I'll be making tags daily so rate this pic and comment saying you've rated!!

I'm Sorry Guys But It's Time
LETTING THE POSSE GO OHHHHHHH WHAT STRESS This is very hard for me to do and I have thought it over for a long time.. I don't have time on here like I use to have.. There is so many things in my real life that I need to get done.. The hardest part about letting go of the Posse was the feeling of letting down the ones that have been with me from the start.. Like Retta, Matt, and Mister B.. But its came to my attention that Retta let go of the Posse name and after talking to me for a while Matt did also.. Mister B is the only one left that hasn't talked about or let go of the name.. ( I'm talking from the ones who joined we me around the start). OMG I love you Mister B.. I have to let go of the Posse.. I'M SORRY As far as bombing here goes at Fubar it sucks.. It sucks so freaking bad now trying to bomb anything.. Its not fun no more.. I guess they have to do what they have to do that best works for their business.. I don't blame them there but as far as us game

Poems
I accually wrote this after I seen nassy's bullitin which pissed me off someone said a racial slur to her and must me sick in the head because its wrong..to do.. Why is it the first thing people use when they get mad at other is a racial slur? These are the people who are sick in the head they need a cure!!! What right do you have to judge another and call them out of there name No one has that right grow up its no ones problem but yours you are to blame.. One more person full of anger and hate. Why do they use a racial slur does it make them great? A person who uses race against another is nothing but deranged All people bleed the same I feel sorry for people who judge another like this they need to change.. Love one another no matter what the case may be If you use racial slurs then you have a problem I hope one day you see... Hate is something that eats you up inside and will not get you no were. If you shall love and respect one another you will find m

Out Come On Surgery...
Hey everyone its me Andrea just wanted to post the updates before I go to sleep. As far as my surgery went it was some what a success,but it can always come back to haunt me. I have been resting on and off through the day. I am how ever still in the hospital on my lap top. My lower stomach feels like I gave birth to a new baby. (weird but did not happen I swear!) I am on an IV for a few days I think I will be home by Saturday is my guess. I still have not had a chance to walk with my 2 legs I tried it but no luck here. I have not had nothing to eat. This medicine I am on makes me very dizzy and moody. I am just looking for a speedy recovery but I know all time takes everything. Well If you want to send me some love or comment or presents it on you but I am not going to cry over it because I know who my true friends are and who are not and I don't ask nothing from no one it comes from your heart and soul that does the doing for the special things you do for me. I hope all my friends enj

Poem For Dave
Bleed for me my love, Let me taste what dreams are made of. Let me lick my sins from your lips, With each movement of our thrusting hips. Make me feel the world spin, As I drag my nails across your skin. For I have been deep inside, The place where all your secrets hide. I share your deepest desire, A love the burns as hot as fire. Each sweet drop is liquid love, Baby taste what dreams are made of. As I shove you down between my thighs, And watch you with hungry eyes. Bless me with your loving stare, As I writhe and moan and pull your hair. I feel you now so deep inside, We've no more secrets left to hide. Our love has grown beyond desire, Standing strong against trial by fire. Bleed with me my love, For this is what dreams are made of. -Angelic Descent

My Newest Owner!
Please met my newest owner Philemon! He is the best fu-owner anyone could ask for! Please go show him some love.. F/A/R him! Philemon - owned by Monica the Great@ fubar By the way... He loves penguins (bling him) and he also loves random gifts! Go spoil him as much as he has spoiled me!

Letting Go
Let Go To “let go” does not mean to stop caring, it means I can’t do it for someone else. To “let go” is not to cut myself off, it’s a realization I can’t control another. To “let go” is not to enable, but to allow learning natural consequences. To “let go” is to admit powerlessness, which means the outcome is not in my hands. To “let go” is not to try to change or blame another, it’s to make the most of myself. To “let go” is not to care for, but to care about. To “let go” is not to fix, but to be supportive. To “let go” is not to judge, but to allow another to be a human being. To “let go” is not to be in the middle arranging all outcomes, but to allow others to affect their destinies. To “let go” is not to be protective, it’s to permit another to face reality. To “let go” is not to deny, but to accept. To “let go” is not to nag, scold or argue, but instead to search out my own shortcomings and correct them. To “let go” is not to adjust everything to my desires but to

All For The Dance...
I start Hip Hop and Latin Dancing next week. It's more of a workout class than actual dance but I'm still doing it! If you know me, you know how important this is to me so, wish me luck :) Who knows where it will go from here. -REL

The 3 Collars........ 1) Collar Of Consideration
COLLAR OF CONSIDERATION Collaring is the term commonly used by those in the D/s community to describe the commencement of a relationship between a Dominant and a submissive. It carries the same type of weight that a marriage ring does in it's final stage and denotes the same depth of commitment. In recent times (since the advent of the Internet) we have seen a bastardizing of this ritual into something casual and transient. This attack on long standing traditions should be actively fought by educating those entering the lifestyle. First I want to state clearly that in my opinion collaring is done only in real life, between live people, ceremonially, joyously and celebrated. One does not get married online or on the phone and one does not collar online or on the phone. The first collar offered is called the 'Collar of Consideration'. This identification comes from the Old Guard Leather community, the same source of the Safe, Sane and Consensual code. This Collar is traditionall

Another Ignored Blog Post
Ok everyone, I seriously need to get my ass in gear if I am ever going to become a Disciple. I am seriously beginning to think I am not good enough for this site. It seems the only time I actually get a couple of people that normally wouldn't rate my pics, is if I give away fu-bucks. I will offer 10,000 fu bucks to anyone who rates any of my folders that have 100 photos in them. If you are going to rate the pictures ~ Leave me a message after you finish. Kapeesh?

The Lost Art Of Love Letters...prt 2
Monday Evening has fallen here. And with the sun goes most of the oppressive heat. Some still lingers, hanging about the air. waiting for me to walk outside so that it can beat about my shoulders and slide down my back. Evening. Gloaming. The time when light meets Dark. The time where fairies awaken. Leaves thrill and hold still. They wait for the middle nights...so they can be impregnated with dew. Gloaming is magic. Lightening bugs flutter for you. within thier wings they hold my kisses. And in their light therein lies my love. Teeny sparkels of it. The warm wind sweeps over my cheast and it takes my breath from me. It steals my whispers. It hugs them and holds them and the warm winds bring it over hills and over rivers...to where you lie. To where you drink your coffee on your bench. To where the sun may grace your face, and where the shadows dance across your dark hair. And there my love....My whispers... Have you felt them? Can you open your mout

41 Things In The Life Of An Italian Child . . .
01. You have at least one relative who wore a black dress every day for an entire year after a funeral. 02. You spent your entire childhood thinking what you ate for lunch was pronounced "sangwich." 03. Your family dog understood Italian. 04. Every Sunday afternoon of your childhood was spent visiting your grandparents and extended family. 05. You've experienced the phenomena of 150 people fitting into 50 square feet of yard during a family cookout. 06. You were surprised to discover the FDA recommends you eat three meals a day, not seven. 07. You thought killing the pig each year and having salami, capacollo, pancetta and prosciutto hanging out to dry from your shed ceiling was absolutely normal. (Wow, that's really Italian!) 08. You ate pasta for dinner at least three times a week, and every Sunday, and laughed at the commercial for Wednesday is Prince Spaghetti day. 09. You grew up thinking no fruit or

Computer
Hi,i just wanted to let every one know that my puter is very slow and I want to thank all of you who added me.I will try my best to come by and rate your profile but hey im not perfect so i might not remember to come by.Please come and tell me if I didn't.It might take me hours to rate all your pics, the way my puter going right now..lol..I would just love to pick it up and take it to the dumpster.lol...Soon i'll have a new puter and I can rate and show more love.:)..Please be patience.THANKS again for all the love. mel

Sooo...
Okay...I had this date Saturday night. He was a really great person and we hit it off very well, only problem was he was texting nearly the entire time and for about an hour while we were watching a movie he was talking to someone in the other room. He explained why he was talking to this other person, and it was a very valid reason but I was a little annoyed but I played it off as I wasn't. So he kept saying he couldn't wait to see me again, already planned another date with me and blah blah blah. Well I can't seem to get him to respond to a text in a timely manner(I'm talking an hour+). Now keep in mind, he was responding to everyone else immediately while on a date!!! So, please....just need some validation that he just isn't that interested and I should just leave him alone....

Gustav
Hello all, I just want everyone to know that I am staying home for hurricane Gustav. I will try to keep everyone posted to let you know if i'm ok. I hope to hear from all my friends soon. Take care all.... Phil

Ask
hey my name is Emma. I am 27. I am new to this site. I love to party. I love the grateful dead and going to festivals like bonnaroo and lagerado. i love riding motorcycles and just being chill. i am going to school to be a psychologist. if there is anything you want to know just ask me! Peace and Love, The Mad Hippie

We Sooo Bad!!
Fu Bad Girl Members!! as you may or may not know, we have been under scrutiny from some other club members claiming us to be unoriginal and criticizing our club name. We will not be weakened by their stupidity. We will stand strong and defend ourselves and especially our fabulous founder, Juicyfruit!! Plz remember ladies, we are and will remain the the baddest fu girls!!! p.s. I am making tags which are that of my primary pic which i have up now. if you would like one, plz message me to let me know!! much luv!!

Sucks Being Single...
all my friends are in relationships now and its kinda putting me down coz i feel so left out. like i was fine after i got out of my last relationship but ever since my friends all got hooked up im missing being in a relationship. its weird. im starting to hate this feeling. i just wanna be happy with someone rite now...

10.sept.2008/i'm Rich Batch!
Today (8.September.2008}I recieved a call on my Cellphone and was told Fantastic News!According to this 'Cashman Sweepstakes Cash give-away',I'm to recieve a check for $500,000 The 10th of Sept.As ~2nd Place WINNER~.....the Person whom I spoke w/ asked me personal info ?'s for delivery of this incoming cash prize & Everything,yet I'm Still finding this "unbelievable" until Wednesday is here.. I Need Peoples' Advice..Quicklike! (In Comments)or priVate mssges}Plz_If the Check really comes ,Should I Cash it?Are these winnings truely real?I honestly,Never won a red cent in my Life!But this has somewhat changed if everything goes the right way..The I.R.S will hate me whenever I Buy my new Dreamhouse soon!!I know they'll get there fukkin taxes though if I Really Won.. I'm worried its some type of gimmick!maybe to get me into debt if i have to pay that much back..

Help Me Level
OK MY FRIENDS FAMILY & FANS. I'M TRYING TO GET TO PROPHET BY MY BIRTHDAY. I KNOW I GOT A WAYS TO GO BUT I KNOW IT CAN BE DONE. I GOT THREE FOLDERS OF PICS YOU CAN RATE. ONE IS MARKED RATE ALL FOR 40,000 FUBUCKS DOUBLE IF YOU RATE DURING A HH THATS 80,000 FUBUCKS, AND TWO MARKED MOTIVATION PICS RATE ALL THOSE I'LL GIVE YOU 10,000 FUBUCKS 20,000 FUBUCKS IF YOU RATE DURING A HH. IF YOU RATE ALL MY PICS I'LL GIVE YOU 150,000 FUBUCKS AND IF RATED DURING A HH I'LL GIVE YOU A LOT MORE. All TOGETHER I HAVE OVE 2500 PICS. HERE ARE THE PICS YOU CAN START WITH. THAT'S 120000 FUBUCKS DURING HAPPY HOUR FOR THE TOP 3 FOLDERS DURING HH. AND IF YOU DO ALL MY PICS IN ALL MY ALBUMS I'LL GIVE YOU AN ADDITIONAL 150,000 FUBUCKS DURING HH. PRIVATE MESSAGE ME WHEN YOUR DONE Military Supporter~Owner*of*FreedomIsNotFree Lounge~Brtdr @ SP2~Lost & Shadow Leveler@ fubar

0 To 200 In 6 Seconds
0 to 200 in 6 seconds Bob was in trouble. He forgot his wedding anniversary. His wife was really pissed. She told him "Tomorrow morning, I expect to find a gift in the driveway that goes from 0 to 200 in 6 seconds AND IT BETTER BE THERE !!" The next morning he got up early and left for work. When his wife woke up, she looked out the window and sure enough there was a box gift-wrapped in the middle of the driveway. Confused, the wife put on her robe and ran out to the driveway, brought the box back in the house. She opened it and found a brand new bathroom scale. Bob has been missing since Friday

Atomic Love
Atomic Love Andrew and Lore, Who knew cupid was lurking in Fubar. Looking at profiles and rating them, you saw each others and it was instant 11's. Entering the Atomic Bomb Lounge, the conversation typed perfectly, you typed forever. The love emotes being exchanged back and fourth. As Alison Krauss sings, "It's amazing how you can speak right to my heart." So as you your love for each other. Bryan Addams states its best. "Now our dreams are comin true, and now nothin can take you away from me." Stephanie Fiske 9/12/08

Bacon Spinach Pizza
INGREDIENTS 1 can (13.8 oz) Pillsbury® refrigerated classic pizza crust or 1 can (11 oz) Pillsbury® refrigerated thin pizza crust 1 box (9 oz) Green Giant® frozen spinach 1 tablespoon vegetable oil 1/2 cup coarsely chopped onion 1 package (6 oz) refrigerated cooked Italian-style chicken breast strips, chopped 2 cups shredded mozzarella cheese (8 oz) 1 package (2.2 oz) precooked bacon slices, cut into 1/2-inch pieces DIRECTIONS 1. Heat oven to 400°F. Spray or grease 15x10x1-inch pan (use dark pan for thin crust). Unroll dough in pan. Starting at center, press out dough to edge of pan. 2. Meanwhile, cook spinach as directed on box. Drain well; squeeze to remove liquid. In 6-inch skillet, heat oil over medium-high heat until hot. Add onion; cook and stir 3 to 4 minutes, stirring frequently, until tender. 3. Top dough with spinach, onion, chicken, cheese and bacon. 4. Bake classic crust 18 to 20 minutes, thin crust 14 to 18 minutes, or until cheese is melted. Cut into 6 row

The Internet
As i sit,transfixed before this dark screen that holds the world before my fingertips i must wonder, out loud, and whisper, to the voices in my head (you are just jealous cause they only talk to me so shut up already jeez!)HMM HMM where was i oh yes u fd up my train of thought.is this a good thing or bad??The quest of good or evil?Jesus Christ or the anti-christ?Black or white yada yada yen and yang blah blah blah.All i know for sure is it sure puts me in touch with all the other crazies

From Dean Koontz -one Of My Favorite Authors
"To know the darkness is to love the light, to welcome dawn and fear the coming and night." "Hope is the destination that we seek. Love is the road that leads to hope. Courage is the motor that drives us. we travel out of darkness into faith." "Holy men tell us life is a mystery. They embrace that concept happily. But some mysteries bite and bark and come to get you in the dark." "One door away from Heaven, We live each day and hour. One door away from Heaven, But it lies beyond out power To open the door to Heaven And enter when we choose. One door away fromHeaven, And the key is ours to lose. One door away from Heaven, But, oh, the entry dues."

Fake People.... They Make Me So Mad!
So I read a blog done by the wonderful Ms Stang!! And it was letting us all know about a certain someone being fake! This aggrivates me to no end!!! I've been almost two years!! Im level 21 Finally. Never had a spotlight or anything.... This chick joined in January, Is a level 21 and has the spotlight today! I think the spotlight should be reserved for salute holders only!!!! Fake person: Simplicity@ fubar And if you know and have the lovely Ms. Stang added go check out her blog!!!! ~SexyMel~

How About A Queen Bitch?
This wonderful Bitch is 130k from fu-queen! I have never seen her ask for anything, so I'm asking for her. ☻☺Coןd Hǝɐɹʇǝd Bıʇɔɥ☺☻@ fubar Let's get her there! Please repost!

Re: Ron Paul: Bailout Will Destroy Dollar, World Economy
RE: Ron Paul: Bailout Will Destroy Dollar, World Economy ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 29 Sep 2008, 18:58 Ron Paul: Bailout Will Destroy Dollar, World Economy As a vote nears on the $700 billion dollar plus bailout bill, Congressman Ron Paul took to the House floor this morning to warn that the passage of the legislation will destroy the dollar and the world economy.http://www. prisonplanet. com/ron-paul-bailout-will-destroy-dollar-world-economy. html

Using My Name
So Check this out.. I work for Snake Eyes Radio as a Manager of the lounge. I promote so u see me in your bartab alot I assume if u watch it. Well there are certain people in the lounge that like to start drama... or use my name saying "Well Dg wanted this from you or Dg said this." Let me make this perfectly clear if I do say any of that sort or nature...I WILL TELL YOU! I am very tact and I do not beat around the bush. My profile has No One blocked and no one will be downrated from me. If you wanna do that to me Fine I really dont care. But I just want you to know that If anyone ANYONE comes to you and says "Dg said this or Dg told me this had to be that way" or what not you let me know I will not get mad or angry. Because If i do say it I will TELL YOU PERSONALLY. I am not shy nor am I embarrassed or to proud to admit i fucked up or said something. I am human and sometimes i do make mistakes. The only time i relay messages is when i am away from the computer and I need someone to ca

Hobo Steve Be Happy... He Founs A Tasty Rat
hobo steve says " HOnGRaY HoNgRay HiPPoZe!!!" hoNEychIle, SIt YoSeLF DOwN aN hoBo StEVe iZ GoNnA tELl YaLl a sTOrY... OnCe pon time therRe wuz a... a... a... whaZ da worD i'Ze loOkins fo.... daNIEls?.... no Das da wiZky... DANZL... das iT... a faiR dAnZl who live iN a towah. an sHe knewD one dAy heR prINse would come... sHe Knewd iT... buT she wuZ wRong... dead ass wrong... so she grEwd ol an died uv da HEm-rOIdS. dA eND. NOw wHErE daT doLla YAlL prOMiSe hObO STevE? hOBo stEVe nEeD it tA bUY hIS hEAd meDiCInES. JOIN US NEXT TIME WHEN HOBO STEVE SAYS: " MaSHeD taTeRS an pEaS!"

Wykd Crew Rules
Wykd Crew What we do : We rate,and bomb.We keep it realistic.We keep it drama free,and we keep it simple. Everything is done with goals.Goals are set to help members get rates,and help with contest/giveaways.It is unrealistic to level someone who needs millions of points.That is why we are set up on a goal system.If you are close to leveling,then we will attempt to do so.We are not in this for competing with other families,or to work helping others While leaving no free time for ourself.We are here to make and help friends. Goals : Each blog will have the goal stated on it. For example rate 50 of a members pics. What you need to do will be listed along with the persons profile link.There will be more than one person listed,so you can decided who to rate/bomb , or chose to hit them all.If a particular member is offering a prize for certain rates I will list this with that goal as well. For Example. Rate this members 100 pics for fubucks. Bombing : We do

Struggling
Unable to see what’s in front of me, Blinded by my own pride, Soaking at the bottom of the bottle, Drowning off of these pills I only smile ear to ear, When I just plainly don’t care, I only sneer, When I just plainly think of fear Useless, Unforgettable, Unforgiving, Meaningless, Nothingness These are the many things I fear of becoming, love me when you can, need me when you want, call me if you care I'm tired of seeing what isn't there, talking to all my friends whom seem to care more then you, I don't care anymore that you do or what I become this is me saying good bye, this is me saying so long, this is me telling you fair well

I'm This Girl.....
I'm this girl i'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because she's sleepy, but because she wants to be closer to you... i'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than inside your bedroom or in an expensive resturant... i'm the girl who says,"ok, but you owe me..." jokingly not because i actually want something, but because it means i get to spend more time with you... i'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and i will ((or at least try to)) have fun because it means i am spending time with you... i'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when i find someone i like i want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms... i'm the girl who never forgets all sweet little things you do for me... i'm the girl who actually keeps her body parts in her clothing in public... i'm the girl who never gives up hope even when i tell others i have... i'm the girl who once i let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your na

Check This Out??????
you know what i dont give rats ass what the graveyard family or vinnland warrior wants to do to my page or my fucking profile or anything....dont come fucking threatning me just cause im talking to a friend...or that friend dont want anything to do with either or them also....any and all threats have been passed on to the police....but if any of them want to see me face to face as they say they know where im at..then fucking come do it......im not playing these damn games on a fucking site....so to anyone who they try to get mad at me or whatever i say fuck it....my real friends know me and what i stand for..and for the ones who turn there backs on me i say fuck you

New Train Join The Spongbob Crew In A Crusty Pizza Party!
F.U.N. Song - Spongebob Squarepants " IT NEW SPONGBOB TRAIN! JUST RATE AND FAN ADD ALL THE PEOPLE ON THE TRAIN. FIRST STOP IS THIS FOLDER: TAGS ARE HERE: THE SPOGBOB RIDERS ARE: ~AKAMRS.T THE DREAM TEAM ~ DYLON'S DIVA MAFIA~ CLUB F.A.R.~SHADOW LEVELERS~ BAD GIRL~@ fubar BIG POPPA Ya Heard if im not caressin,em im undressin,em regiment bomber&mge. girlkikass2 dreamteam@ fubar The Dream Team Organizer & Member of Dylon's Divas Mafia Fubar Queen07-08@ fubar Daddysli

My First Set Of Rules
I hate being rude but due to some idiots I just have a few major announcements / ground rules before I start this. By you not taking the time to read these or or the rest of my profile about me shows me that you are LAME and only out for a piece of ass or are a lazy moron... maybe both (how sad for you) If your not then you need to prove why again you are even worth my time cus I am sick of & hate repeating myself when I took the time to put this information up in the first place for you to see... I know there is an awful lot but if your any kind of real/good friend you'll read through it to help get to know me!! 1. I AM NOT A CAM CHICK!!! DON'T HAVE A CAM FOR YOU TO SEE & DON'T ASK!!! If you have to ask then you don't need to see anyways... I have the pics I have posted up because I don't find that their that explicit or totally slutty because I am not some dumb picture whore here for your masturbating pleasure... Sorry it's just not gonna happen. To me they show that I can let go

Barack Obama For President.
Hello everyone, I very rarely get behind a politician. usually i despise them, I wasn't too fond of Clinton, until i had to deal with 8 years of bush. I'm registered to vote as an independent. i claim no political party. In the past i have cast votes for Republicans and Democrats and whatever Perot was thinking. I remember hoping that McCain would get the Presidential Nomination instead of Bush, because he used to have such integrity. This year something strange happened. I became inspired. by a politician of all people. Since that has happened, i have donated at least $300 to his campaign, something i never pictured myself doing. ever. but it happened. I want this man to be the President of the United States. So tomorrow, i am voting for Barack Obama, because i feel he has the ability to restore America to greatness. Please, when you vote tomorrow, ask if you are motivated by fear or by hope. Thank you for reading, andrew PS Vote No on Prop 8, bec

Love At First Sight
I know believe in love at first sight, That your heart can be won over with one glimpse into another's eyes. I once thought it was just a tale that lovers tell, Till the moment I looked into your eyes and you put me under a spell. From the first time I looked into your eyes, I know deep down inside, that you'd be the love of my life. You're my heart, soul, my only dream come true, I know this because before u came into my life I was already dreaming of you. It's no doubt that love at first sight is more than a myth, Because I fell in love with you before we even had our first kiss.

Stupid Choices..
Okay well im just starting to feel better after dealing with the lovelies at the Army hospital out here which sucks. I started drinking last night, okay i was drinking a lot and then I blacked out my friend called 911 when she realized i was unconscious they came into my home and i was unresponsive so they loaded me into the ambulance and guess what happened.. well naturally i woke up and saw some man standing over me and me not having any idea where i was undoes the belts holding me down and goes to dart for the door i get slammed back into my seat i get to the hospital and they say my heart is racing too fast and that they need to do an IV asap so me fighting and cussing refusing the IV because u do have the right to refuse medical treatment and they were like u dont have any rights because ur drunk so i got the IV and then my blood pressure dropped really low and they all came rushin back in it wasnt good but i got home this morning about 6 and have felt pretty crappy most of the

Send A Letter
http://www.bigthankyouproject.com/ ok this is for all who has someone in the military or knows some one that is in the military or you just want to say thank you to the troops that have defended our rights and lives in the fight against terror. even if you are against the war in Iraq send a letter to the troops and say thank you trust me it will make their stay over there a lot better and boost their moral. THANK YOU http://www.bigthankyouproject.com/

My Life
Just a few lines to touch base with everyone. I haven't been ignoring anyone, so please don't think I have been. I have a lot of stuff going on right now that is keeping me busy in real life. My daughter is in the hospital due to pre-term labor. She isn't due until January 31st but has been in the hospital for the last week and a half. They are doing everything they can to stop delivery for as long as they can but we aren't sure how long that will work. With her being in the hospital of course I have her son here with me. He is 2 1/2 so he keeps me busy around the clock. And of course with me working 7 nights a week it has been far from easy. But we will make it. We always do. All I would ask from my friends and family is please...when you lay down at night please say a prayer for my daughter and the granddaughter she is about to have. She only weighs a little over 2 lbs right now so we need her to just hang in there a little longer. And please understand why I'm not here as much as I

Users And Givers
I fine it sad that there are more people who use people for there goodness, Than there good people who just want to share there goodness. Not sure why that is. For the once who been true friends and you know who you are Thank you!!

The Death Of Sighs
the rain falls outside of her window as she looks out wishing for someone to come and save her from the death she feels consuming her deep inside, yet her eyes are too blind to see that a savior has wandered into her heart watching her from afar longing to hold her wishing she would open her eyes to see he's there beside her wrapping his every ounce of love and being around her longing to warm her frozen heart and save her from the past but weighted down by his own ball and chain his tattered soul can't break through the mortal world strong enough to touch her. out of the death of a thousand sighs longing for a moment to last but too weak and broken to hold on too afraid to gain a love and lose again from a hundred years of a hundred pains breathing dying living fading like the wind on a cold winters night left alone she sits not seeing that angel hovering above her so close yet so far it seems unable to pierce through the ice too broken himself to see what's inside yet knowing its

"turn Around"
A skinny little white guy goes into an elevator, looks up and sees this HUGE black guy standing next to him. The big guy sees the little guy staring at him, looks down, and says: '7 feet tall, 350 pounds, 20 inch private, 3 pound testicles, Turner Brown.' The white man faints and falls to the floor. The big guy kneels down and brings him to, shaking him. The big guy says: 'What's wrong with you?' In a weak voice the little guy says, 'What EXACTLY did you say to me?' The big dude says: 'I saw your look and figured I'd just give you the answers to the questions everyone always asks. I'm 7 feet tall. I weigh 350 pounds. I have a 20 inch private, my testicles weigh 3 pounds each, and my name is Turner Brown.' The small guy says: 'Turner Brown. Sweet Jesus, I thought you said, 'Turn around.'

Thoughts..
so my thoughts on a few different aspects of peoples opinions... how come its alright for a guy to sleep around with as many girls as he wants too and he doesnt get called a whore. but a woman sleeps with 2 or more people and she's automatically a skank and a whore and a slut and everything like that.. i think thats a sexist excuse to get out of trying to bring a males ego down from a womans perspective...no offense to anyone this is just my opinion. i think if the whore card is going to be thrown out there, it should be able to go both ways... manwhore is the term they use but the use its meaning as a joke amongst themselves... but when you call a woman a whore or a slut they take it the wrong way and get all emotional and freakout sometimes. Now me, if you were to call me a whore i'd probably use some smart ass comeback like i do... im not a whore im a dick Connoisseur theres a difference!!!! or im not a whore im too dumb to charge and i make their insult into a joke an

Ode To A Turkey
Ode To A Turkey... Tis the night before Thanksgiving and all through our house No turkey is baking; I feel like a louse, For I am all nestled, so snug in my bed; I’m not gettin’ up and I’m not bakin’ bread. No pies in my oven, no cranberry sauce Cuz I give the orders, and I am the boss. When out in the kitchen, there arose such a clatter I almost got up to see what was the matter. As I drew in my head and was tossing around To the bed came my husband, he grimaced, he frowned. And laying his finger aside of his nose, He scared me to death and I thought, “Here he goes!” He spoke not a word as he threw back my quilt And the look that he gave was intended to wilt. So up to the ceiling my pillows he threw I knew I had had it, his face had turned blue. “You prancer, you dodger, you’re lazy, you vixen Out yonder in kitchen, Thanksgiving you’re fixin.” But he heard me explain, with my face in a pout: "I'm just plain too tired and we're eating out!"

Thorn Birds
This past week I had the oppurtunity to watch "The Thorn Birds", since it came out 25 yrs ago I had heard many great things said about it and was interested in watching. The reviews didnt do it justice, it was awesome. Richard Chamberlain was very handsome and its not hard to see why he was chosen, if I had a priest like that I would be tempted too..LOL. The whole story had mecaptivated, I dunno perhaps its because I too fall for men that are out of reach that I was drawn to it. Rachel Ward did an outstanding job also as did the whole cast. If youve never seen this and you enjoy love stories at its best I strongly urge you to watch ....

Let's Put A Sold Tag On Her Tushy!!!!
SOLD! Lets Put A Sold TAG ON HER TUSHY! The Hottest Commodity Here On Fubar and Here's Your Chance to OWN her!!!! The Most Faithful RATER!! Most Loyal Commenter, Gifter, Pic Creator and FRIEND!!! She's Gonna GO FAST!! Get your Bids in & Make Them High the first Time!!! Even if you Cannot Make a Bid Make Sure that you Rate her Auction Pic, if she gets the most rates on her pic she can win either a $20 Bling pack or a 7 day blast!!! She Rate Away & Rate Often!! Tell ur Friends TOO!! This Auction doesn't End till Dec. 9th!!! Text link: [ fubar.com photo: 2743798301 ] This Pimpout brought to you w/ALL MY Love from: MzMic ™ TakenByMike, Owner of DJ KIDD ROCK & WILD &Golden Boy& Owned By Kritter, 2nd Alarm Hottie@ fubar

Over - Bling Bux 4 - Dec 4 - 5
AUTO 11 100% EZ RATE BlingBux Bonanza 4!!! Prizes Galore !!!! Chiina_Whiite I will be running an Auto 11 Tonight DEC. 4th 2pm Fu Time thru DEC 5th 2pm Fu time. There are Three(3) Contests: RACE, RACE, RACE! At 2:30pm Fu Time The Race is On. The FIRST Three(3) to completely rate the 549 pic BlingBux 3 Folder will win a MOON OVER FUBAR. Please Private Message me when you are done. The Grand Prize Drawings for Over 5 Mil: Rate ALL my EZ RATE 100 pic folders - Default Folder Included - and you will be entered into a drawing to receive one of three Grand Prizes 2.5 Million fubux 1.5 Million Fubux 1 Million Fubux Please Private Message when you have finished rating and let me know that you would like to be entered into the drawing. Three(3)Winners will be randomly chosen out of a pool of contestants. Prize Amounts may Rise-The More people the greater the Prize Amounts 150k Bux Random Drawing: Rate the 550 picture folder and private message me after rati

Percy Bysshe Shelley (1792-1822), English Poet:
The same means that have supported every other popular belief, have supported Christianity. War, imprisonment, assassination, and falsehood: deeds of unexampled and incomparable atrocity have made it what it is.

Lost Soul Has Auto-11s!
Lost Soul has AUTO 11s!!! He is a great friend and is never shy about returning the rates. Auto-11s are active until 7 PM EST/4 PM fuTime so help yourselves to the points as you help him. Thank you and have a great day. Lost Soul ~greeter @ Baby Dolls~ Lost Levelers~Club United~ Rate Spankers~Rating Revolution@ fubar Brought to you by..... cAUSE iM tHE fCKiNG pRiNCESS..dUHH@ fubar and RedZ28@ fubar

Hubbie Finally Home
Va brought home hubbie. He will be in a lot of pain and discomfort for many months. Slow healing process so he not out of the woods as of yet. I am just glad to have him home so I can care for him, some of the things he wanted me to do while at the hospital don't think I was suppose to do but did anyways only cause the nurse okay it. Monday will be a busy one for me with exam in class and have to get phone calls done plus start paper work for him. At lease this time he does have medication so I got the med sheet started on those so we know when he needs to take them. Espeically the ones for pain that way we can stay on top of the pain before it gets to the point of not helping like its suppose to. Don't take this wrong but think he just did this to keep me on my toes regarding my nurse training. But I know he really didn't want this to happen. Well can't think of anything else. Thank you all for your prayers and thoughts. me

Deceit
Deceit wears a veil of exotic translucence Woven with infinite care And the silken-smooth threads spun from lies Deceit is the game of petty spirits, and that is by nature a woman’s quality...Pierre Corneille Deception (also called beguilement or subterfuge) is the act of convincing another to believe information that is not true, or not the whole truth as in certain types of half-truths. Deception involves concepts like propaganda, distraction and/or concealment. Fiction, while sometimes manipulative, is not a deception unless it is portrayed as the whole truth. In many cases it is difficult to distinguish deception from providing unintentionally wrong information. One of the reasons for this is that a person or an entire organization may be self-deceived. Contents [hide] * 1 Dissimulation o 1.1 Camouflage o 1.2 Disguise appearance o 1.3 Dazzle * 2 Simulation o 2.1 Mimicry o 2.2 Fabricate

Memories Of Family Christmas
Memories of Family Christmas Dad i know these times are so precious to you. With tenderness, and hugs i send this through. With lights all twinkleing and jinglebells. Ring a ding ding. Dad i know this time of year is when your on your own, but family come a round, to make the day a gift and with few songs, and tv watching all of the old movies , but the one speicail gift i wish i could give is me bening there with you. With words of happiness i remmeber the laughter of tears. and speical times you spent with me. With dreams in your own heart for us all on a cold winters night, with know Christmas tree we didn't have we still spent christmas with you which shall last. A christmas visiting granma Mable, and uncle goerge and charlie, and aunty Doris and uncle Jack back in the sventies and eighties, visiting with aunty alam and uncle harry also to. Those were the days that are truely are fixed in my memories to day. With christmas time closeing in fast. My memo

Everything Happens 4 A Reason
Have u ever bought a lottery ticket n won big bucks? it happened cause u were broke n needed money. U play one on one with a friend in basketball n lose, u lost cause u suck n ur friend just saved u from making a huge career mistake. U screw up real bad by doing something that landed u in jail, but r given a chance by staying there or going in2 the marines 2 better urself, lets just say u didn't end up in prison. U ever go in2 a store 2 buy something u really want but they don't have it in ur size or its not in stock? Maybe cause it just wasn't the right item 4 u. U ever meet someone n know that u were meant 2 be together forever? Thats cause u found ur soulmate. Things u do in ur life play out the way they were supposed 2 cause it was meant 2 happen whether it was good or bad. Next time something happens tell urself, "it was meant 2 happen 4 whatever reason"

Rating Game Bonus
~Rain's Rating Game~ So everyone keeps asking how to get bonus entries.Guess what now you can. We have things each day that you can do for 1 bonus entry.Each task maybe different.You will have a time limit to complete whatever task you are givin.Task will NOT be givin during the time our auto's are activated so you must not wait till the last minute. To recieve a task you MUST PM (not SB) Rain.Make sure the PM is asking for a task for the rating game BONUS.Once she sets you up with a task you must let her know you have accepted and are going to do it. You then will have to accomplish it in a time frame and PM her again letting her know you are done.Each Bonus is worth 1 entry.You MAY request more than one but you must finish one before going to another.People with bonus entries will be listed below.Once auto 11 is activated, I will then transfer your entries to the regular rating blog.Thank You! Any Questions? PM RAIN ! ~Bonus Entries~ Transfered to regu

Was Kinda A Tough Day With The Dr!
I met with the Chemo dr and found out my success rate for my cancer after 5 years is only 38%, the 80% was 1 year. My dr., who is awesome, said he wants me in that percent and they are trying to get me on a clinical study in which he says would be beneficial to me. It apparently has gone into my lymph nodes in that area! If they get me in on the study, I won't have to pay for that part of Chemo. He says my age and health are definitely a plus! My Chemo starts on the 29th of Dec. If they don't get the Study I will be doing Chemo on a 21 day cycle. Which means I will have Chemo 4 days in a row and then break til the 21st day and start over for approx. 18 weeks (6 treatments). For those of you keeping track and researching the chemo for the 21 day cycle will be Cisplatin and Fluorouracil (also know as 5 FU). I was given so much info today the clinical chemo I don't recall! Sorry! They are doing radical Chemo and radiation as they normally don't do them together. If I get in th

Heartbreaks
My heart breaks Each day that passes Without effort from you I cant do it alone As much as I try Theres still something missing Your love doesnt feel the sam Like you no longer care Not sure where I went wrong But Im close to giving up Walking away for good Tears continue to fall And my heart breaks even more

Ho Ho Ho
Happy Holidays to all my wonderful friends! You guys are all a part of my every day life and it wouldn't be the same without you. You make me smile, laugh, gasp, cringe, and tingle! I love you crazy people who live inside my puter! :P ♥♥♥

Whatever It Takes...
you stood by my side you carried me through i am so much better becoz of u... through all the smiles and all of the pain the endless night together, i wouldnt change a thing... my heart belongs to you in so many ways along with my soul with u it will stay. i could never ask for a better love, or friend, and i know you will be with me till the very end... even tho we both know how high the stakes, never forget this... WE WILL DO WHATEVER IT TAKES.......

Friend W/ Autos
PLEASE HELP OUR FRIEND OUT, SHE IS THE MOST SWEETEST PERSON AND HAS A COOL PERSONALITY. SHE ONLY HAS 300 PHOTOS, SO IT WONT TAKE LONG TO RATE HER. THIS IS HER 1ST AUTO 11. SHE ONLY HAS 5 HOURS LEFT WITH HER AUTO, SO PLEASE HURRY! ppisces17@ fubar THIS MESSAGE IS BROUGHT TO YOU BY: ~coverdude~owned by r/l wife DJ velvet _raindrops@ fubar AND... ~Velvet~Raindrops~proud wife 2 Coverdude~CoOwner of DevilishlyDelicious@ fubar

Mink Leveled..let's See How Close We Get Her To Godfather
Thank you all that helped my sister level to Fu-King..You all rock!! Let's make her birthday special and see how close we can get her to Godfather. Just click on the link to take you to her page. ~Mink~@ fubar Thanks again for all that helped her. Hugs, Silverpixi

Assited Or Cheating This Is The Question
I was having this discussion with a male friend of mine, trying to determine the parameters of assisted masturbation. Is it truly being assisted or are you cheating? These are the two scenarios I came up with. If a girl who has just had her nails done,had a friend who helps her masturbate by holding the vibrator. She does not touch the other girl nor do any of her clothes come off. Do we call this assisted masturbation? A man has broken his arms and legs. Hes on an island of all men. There is no electricity so he can not watch any porn. If he has one of his friends jerk off for him. is this cheating? This is the crap that comes into my head late in the night

Stupid
Afraid Of you And what you mean to me Knowing That Im Alone in what I feel. Waiting For the day You finally walk away. Dreading The feeling Of life without you. Hiding From you So you dont know what I think. Smiling Through pain Do you look at me that deeply? Praying To God That I am enough to keep you. And all these things that I see in mah head. All these things that I feel in mah heart. Nothing that I know can stop me from loving you.

Friday Autos Hit Em Up!
AUTO 11'S RUNNING TODAY. HERE ARE SOME TO START OFF WITH AND WILL BE ADDING AS I SEE THEM. AS ALWAYS, IF YOU HAVE THEM FEEL FREE TO LEAVE A COMMENT IN HERE IF I HAVE OVERLOOKED YOU! THESE ARE IN NO PARTICULAR ORDER. A PAGE AND BLOG RATE WOULD BE MOST APPRECIATED AND MAYBE MY SALUTES? LOL **** FIRST EVER HAPPY HOUR TONIGHT!! **** PLEASE RATE HER BLOG TOO AND LET HER/ME KNOW IF THERE IS A PROBLEM IN DOING SO. THANK YOU! AutosSQUIRTERKAYLA PLZ RATE MY BLOG ~Fu-Sponsored By # 1 LSU Tiger fan "Michael Barnes&#@ fubar ~COUGARBABY~OWNER OF COUGARBABIESDEN.COM~GRAPHIC DESIGNER@HH-FORUMS~@ fubar ☠☣FTW™☣☠-FU OWNED BY MS. SASSY@ fubar Chiina_Whiite@ fubar ♥ღTEQUILA ROSEღ♥FU-Owners OkMasterWolf&BhamBuggy(2nd Alarm Hotties Prospect@ fubar BOBBYBONES-DSC4LIFE-LOVIN MY SIS, TNK-YSC, FU-OWNED BY VODKAGURL@ fubar ~ Grlskikass2~ taken by *Cougerbaby*~~fu_owned by ~ J+A+B=ME~@ fubar Auto's On~LIN LIN~ Secret Fu Wifey of... ?

Contemplating Life
Tuesday, November 14, 2006 Contemplating Life Current mood: blah Category: Life As I sit & wonder what it is that I am searching for, my mind is spinning in multiple directions. Contemplating life and soul searching, only to go nowhere. Still a lost soul. Not wanting to get close, in fear of hurting. Not of my hurting,but of the hurting of others, which I seem to do so well at. Though maybe it's because I have wounds that have never healed from being hurt, myself. Emotional scars. Wounds that cut deep into the soul and have made me cold & numb. The distrust in others, that people have seen in my eyes. The pain that has made me the "Bitch" that I am. Afraid of repeating the past. Which I have done quite well, before. To truly find the reason for the pattern to change. The reason to truly be happy. Continually, building the walls around me, to keep out what can hurt me and what I can hurt back. The walls that will take patience and trust to dissolve and breakdown. T

Broken Heart
I am overcome with sadness why does this hurt so bad? I didn't know you long but you have turned my world upside down. I had hoped you'd be the one to prove I could be loved. But now you are gone and I don't know if I will ever see you, feel you, smell you, taste you again.

Army Poems
I LOVE A SOLDIER I love a soldier With all of my heart. I see him almost never; We are always apart. We may not be together but love does not give in. To let something like this go would be such a sin. He is courageous and He is a man, Protecting his country as best as he can. The last time I saw him? Seven months past. But I feel his love for me and know it will last. Perhaps there will be peace; Perhaps there will not. I hold on to hope; It's all that I've got. My love for him grows. It gets stronger each day. The distance between us can't hold it at bay. He calls; I write. We both hold on with all of our might. I cry often, I will not lie. Sometimes smiling is hard, But I sure do try. I love. I hope. I dream. I cope. His heart is strong; His feelings are true. He loves me and I love him too. Yes, I love a soldier and though we are apart, We're always together-- Together at heart

Pagan Unity Campaign - Imbolc Campaign 2009
Pagan Unity Campaign - Imbolc Campaign 2009 From: Pagan Unity Campaign Date: January 14, 2009 Subject: Imbolc Campaign 2009 Contact: Fallon Glenn ( fallon_glenn@yahoo.com), Adam Labonoski ( adamlabo@aol.com) In accordance with Pagan Unity Campaign's ongoing So Vote It Be campaign and our goal to keep the rights and freedoms of minority religions on the minds of the government representatives in Washington during this time of great change, the Pagan Unity Campaign will stage the 8th annual Imbolc campaign on February 4, 2009. As has been done in previous years, we ask that all Pagans join voices and email, fax or telephone their elected officials during the first week of February to encourage support of religious tolerance, diversity and freedom. It only takes a few minutes to get involved, and serves as a simple yet powerful reminder of the importance of religious diversity in the country, as well as the presence of Pagan voters and other religious minorities throu

In My Arms....
Your baby blues So full of wonder Your Curly Que's Your contagious smile And as I watch You start to grow up All I can do is hold you tight Knowing Clouds will rage in Storms will race in But you will be safe in my arms Rains will pour down Waves will crash all around But you will be safe in my arms Story books Are full of fairy-tales Of kings and queens And the bluest skies My heart is torn just in knowing You'll someday see The truth for lies Clouds will rage in Storms will race in But you will be safe in my arms Rains will pour down Waves will crash all around But you will be safe in my arms Castles they might crumble Dreams may not come true Cause you are never all alone Cause I will always Always love you Hey I Hey I Will love you Clouds will rage in Storms will race in But you will be safe in my arms Rains will pour down Waves will crash all around But you will be safe in my arms In my arms

A Friend But Never Again
We grow older growing apart. Watching what we once knew flash away. We're memories now glimpses in the past. We long for those days but may never see them again. Its nothing but constant reminders of happiness. You were there You were true. Now it would be a miracle to even see You. You're like bigfoot sightings. You tend to be random and almost always fake. What happened? Now YouTell Me that we should get together. What a bunch of bullshit. I rather believe the bums on the street. At least they might be telling the truth. But you. Why bother? Is it the right thing to say Is it the just thing to say Or is it the common polite thing to say In order to appear friendly. To Bend with the curve of society. Looks were beyond us Now us is even beyond us.

Mummer Photo Albums Cont.
thought it was only fair If I did my own personal photo album blog too dont say I never share what ... I didnt do it just a sample of me being an activist worst date EVER !! he had promised me to keep them private when I gave them to him well fine then Im gonna show his ...and trust me there was nothing SUPER about it

I'm Back
Hey all, MMMMMMMMMM whats better then me half naked, with a very small walking cast. mmmmmm......How about me chained, gagged, blindfolded - with a walking cast, just totally helpless waiting on you to do ANYTHING you and your friends wanted to me. That was the prize the street racer how put me in my cast got after his race last night. ME, and all of me. I think him and his team enjoyed to rewards. I'm going to sleep Luv u Tara

Vas Fynest & Dawnmarie Auto11s
On Saturday 1/24 there are going to be two sexy ladies thats gonna have AUTO11s on all day and they want you to come spank them real hard. "A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out." Let's show them lots of fu-lovin. Add, Fan, Rate, Crush, Bling Them. Why Are You Still Reading This Go Show Them Sum Fu Loving! "Friends are the most important ingredient in this recipe of life." Here are the two sexy ladies for you to spank and spank them really hard!!! VAs FyNeSt~Owned By Jaded One ~~~~DAWNMARIE~~~~Fu-Owned BY SAY_HEY~~BIG AL'S WOLF PK CUBBIES Bulletin Brought To You By: SinfulBrat

Bowling Night
Tonight was bowling night again. For my new friends that MAY read this blog or for the bar tab stalkers, I'm in a league and I bowl every Friday night. As some of you know, I started out really bad. My average my first week was only 111. I've slowly been getting better and checked tonight to find out my average is now a 121. Not too bad, I guess. Today started out normal. I worked a full shift and we were so busy! I didn't even get a break. I can't really complain about it because for the first hour we didn't really do anything, lol. I just got really aggravated today at work though. People were just being stupid, I guess I should be use to it though....I do work with the public. =/ After all that went on this past week I thought for sure my bowling was going to be horrible. My emotions were a mess and even though I was sure I'd put it all past me, I wasn't 100% sure something small would make me think of what all had went on. I get to the bowling alley and I get told tha

Where Are You
Where Are You I dialed your number tonight And got a recording saying it was disconnected I felt my heart drop as I inhaled sharply Wondering what happened Hoping you are safe Thinking back to our first meeting Brings a smile to my lips And my heart skips a beat I wondered why someone like you Would care to speak to someone like me There you were looking so proud The way you carried yourself The way you dressed One could see without a doubt Someone so princely among our midst There were bad times but the good times followed always I smile as I remember your touch Your scent as you lay next to me Sleeping so peacefully I remember when you saw me after we parted for a week The smile was beaming as you held out your arms All I could do was walk into them With a smile as big as yours upon my lips Hearing the words I’ve missed you baby My heart raced as I agreed As our lips met in a tender yearning kiss Your arms holding me close as the world disappeared The

My First Auto 11s Auction
I am auctioning off one(1) Auto-11 bling (or 35 credits' worth of blings of your choosing) for fubucks. To bid on this auction, click on the link below to my photo gallery and leave your bid in a photo comment there. The auction will end on Wednesday, February 4th at noon Central time. I will notify the highest bidder at that point to make the payment and I'll bling them during Happy Hour. Happy Bidding!

Wondering..
So I'm spending my first full day at the hotel. I was up super last last night because my cousin was here snoring so loud. It was driving me crazy, lol. Anyway, I woke up to 18 new messages...all were sent from the "fubar shop". At first I thought it was cute, but damn...now it's annoying. Can you turn that shit off???

Pot O' Gold Contest
WYKD Radio Presents Pot O' Gold!! ~WYKD~WYKD~WYKD~WYKD~WYKD~ There is Currently 11,100 fubux in the pot ! ~WYKD~WYKD~WYKD~WYKD~WYKD~ Entries : ~ 1 ~ manly - Thirsty Thursday!!!!@ fubar ~2~ mamaduck/Proud Member of The Friendship Circle@ fubar ~1~ Valik WYKD Greeter@ fubar ~3~ ***Dragonfairy****Fu-Hunnie2bigdan877~~~Greeter@WYKD@ fubar ~3~ Little Angel AKA Michelle,OWNED BY KAT1114 SHADOW LEVALER@ fubar ~7~ imcrazybitch ~friendshipcircle~

What???
Ok, everyone has noticed the changes going on fubar. First it was comments had changed, now its not ez to do ezrates or any kind of rating with out the bouncer poppin up all the time, and the prices went up on drinks. Well, there is a bully, and yes I even reposted it, to protest with a saying in your status on Friday. Well, I got to thinking that isnt going to do any good. You are still feeding into the frenzy. If you want to protest, protest with some meat behind it and dont sign on for a day or a week or quit buying everything...fubux & real money. Hit them where it really hurts, the wallet. I personally am not going to renew my VIP or sticky anymore bullys. If 1000 people do not renew VIP's this month...thats is about $15,000 in a month. All the status for a day is going to get you is possibly flagged as a trouble maker and get blocked from fu or even worse get deleted. So what should we do??

Drunken Ramblings...
i'm drunk as hell. can't type to save my life. making drunken salutes. who wants one? yay for alkyhawl yay me! *streaks through blog nakie* *Backspace used: 25 times in this blog* i suck. lol.

Relationships
This is the story of my life. Ever since I came to this town. From 1969 up and to this date 2009. All I have evr done was to try to find the man who would love me for me.But no I would wind up with the ones who wanted money or sex.I never knew what was real true love.I have been marreid twice in my life time so far. My frist one passed awat in 1997. And my 2ed one up and just left me. But some how somw way it has made me stronger. I guess it was by the grace of God. Someday soon Mr. Right will come along. I will not have to look for them thay will find me.I was ready to give up altogether. But there is light at the end.

Women
Most people that know me are aware of my pathological dislike of women. I am yet to determine where it comes from, but I have a belief that most women are deceitful, conniving creatures that will silently stab you in the back. Mind you, ofcourse, not all of them, and I have met a small handful of ones that I adore. But that is rare, and I trust men much more than I trust women. Scratch that out...I distrust them less than women. At least you know that if a guy tells you he thinks you are smart, he is trying to say that he wants to see your boobs. In case of women, I dont even know what to believe and what to not believe. Cunts

I'am
I am ... A woman With a full heart, hidden Somewhere in an empty room ... With eyes not quite of autumn's gold, and yet Neither all of summer's green; I wonder ... If love is a tale made for children -- A granting of sweet dreams in their innocence -- A honey-coating to help their throats Choke down the bitter draught ... I hear ... A voice that whispers warnings, half-formed, Bodiless as hope, until I swear I cannot draw Another breath unless this spectre be unmasked, His lies mangled 'neath my righteous tread; I see ... A woman, proud, uncompromising, Diaphanous as air -- less, even, than the tears That fall in desolation about her weary feet, Salt poison pooled upon the withered ground ... I want ... A measure of quietude, a certain silence, The echo of alone which heals me of dreaming, The nothing that stills the wanting, The numb, the cold that laughs at pain; I am A woman, hidden ... I pretend ... That I can live forever -- that Time Has no puissa

Searching For...
i'm searching for my friend kouboi ive been in jail for the last 12 months and can't remeber the password to my old account if you see him tell him that ladylucifer is back and really needs his help cause i had to start this new one and plus i just really truely miss him

Welfare Is Back!!
Change you can believe in!! Welfare is back!! You have to love the Democratic party… Now tell me how the “Stimulus” bill, that restores WELFARE and ENCOURAGES states to increase welfare rolls helps the economy?? Let’s encourage MORE people to get on welfare and depend on the government and now we have more voting Democrats!! Great… This economy is going to surely recover now…

The Truth...
On a mission started by my own admission I will leave you all behind By direction I'll create my own protection The real me you'll never find Aspirations turn to fear and desperation Nothing's ever good enough for you Burn in sorrow 'cause I see there's no tomorrow You'll only see what I want you to Never gonna find me Never gonna find me Way down deep inside there is a real me I'm always gonna hide and this is who you'll see Never gonna find me Never gonna find me Way down deep inside they haven't found me yet I'm always gonna hide and this is who you'll get On a mission to establish my attrition You may think that you have won Your rejection has brought on my introspection I'll escape I'll only run Accusations may destroy my motivation I can feel it when you're pushing me Burn in sorrow 'cause I see there's no tomorrow Only I know which me you'll see Never gonna find me Never gonna find me Way down deep inside there is a real me I'm always gonna h

Want Fubucks??
You want fubucks? Well I want to level!!! So heres the deal! If you rate all my pics will get approximately 30,000 points. I will pay you 40,000 fubucks to rate all my pics!!! If you give me your 11's while you do it I will give you an extra 10K fubucks!! This can be done over 1-2 days so I can easily verify you are rating me So just PM when you are finished!! I am also willing to pay fubucks for bling packs and autos let me know if interested! If you would like to donate a bling pack I will use all the credits on you!!!!

My Time Is Now
My time is now I have never come this far I've never been able to look back I have never come this far And I'll never turn back Hello to you, Been a while Have you ever seen my smile? I'm living on, past the end with a crippled life to mend Something I won’t pretend ---------------------------------------------------- 'Cause my time is now Taking control and it never felt better 'Cause my time is now My heart is whole I'm dreaming my dreams But living what was meant to be After a frozen war ---------------------------------------------------- Perfection is mystification But a shimmer can burn bright You can't control A lowly soul But such a thing does not exist So I've been through a thousand cries And if that makes one laugh Then I can drop my guise And deem the pain worthwhile And I may not know what lies ahead such uncertain fate fear could spread and still mean nothing against strong tides -------------------------

Please Rate These
EACH OF THESE 3 FRIENDS NEED JUST 1 RATE PLEASE. IT WILL ONLY TAKE A SECOND TO CLICK ON EACH PIC AND RATE 10 OR 11 FOR THEM AND I'D SUPER APPRECIATE IT!! WINNERS OF EACH CONTEST THESE PEOPLE ARE IN WILL GET AN AUTO 11 SO HELP OUT WON'T YOU? WHAT'S A RATE?? THANKS!!

First Post
So here we go again , I start yet ANOTHER BLOG! I must own about 5 or 6 blogs at the least, and im sure if I put them all together we have a clear history of the whole of my life.That's actually not true as the blog I kept everyday for about 3 years got deleted...yeah I got extremely pissed off one day and deleted it all..silly me.Well I am new to this Fu community and am still "testing it's waters"...if I conclude it's worth my time to become completely addicted tot his place..then I will do my best to keep a good detailed Blog here....if not Im on Facebook, Myspace, Blogger, ect ect ect hahaha anyways. Up until the last few days I have spent the past years and a bit as addicted to IMVU as it gets...if your not sure what that is ..its basically a 3d chat community where your given a 3d body..you get to dress it and house it and basically everything you can imagine is there for you to have and own in a 3 d world.Your AVI thats your 3d body can be human animal or even a fantasy creature

Sugar Low
So it's official, I now have to go on a diet. So no more packets of biscuits, bars of chocolate, sweets or 8 sugars in my coffee. Instead, badminton once or twice a week, gym twice a week, and football hopefully every weekend. Oh the joy.

Foundry Cams: Sweet Victoria And Bri Are Your 'addiction'
Everyone has vices. Some people drink too much, some people smoke, some people gamble. We like to stare at hot young women shaking their amazing asses on webcam. Take Sweet Victoria and Bri from FOUNDRY CAMS for instance. We gave them a 'Stay Cozy' shirt and a 'Grr' Shirt respectively, and our buddies in DOPE and ZAKK WYLDE gave us the song "Addiction". What comes next is a LOT of ass-shaking from two magnificent pieces of ass. CLICK THE PIC TO GET ADDICTED TO SWEET VICTORIA AND BRI! and as always, if you need to give into that cam girl vice, then you should head over to FOUNDRY CAMS now and chat with Bri and Sweet Victoria LIVE on Cam! Special thanks to DOPEfor the song! Bands and labels, if you want YOUR music featued in a FOUNDRY CAMS video, you should send your CDs and press kits to: FoundryMusic c/o DFL MEDIA, LLC PO Box 257 Millington, NJ 07946 (...and because we haven't plugged these in a while...) Get your official STAY COZY and GRR tees and merc

A Shout; To All The "fallen" Comrades
My Brother; Albert Leigh Savaige. 11May1964 to 26Feb.2009 A true warrior, died in his element. Northern Yemen. Rest in Peace my Brother, your battle is over. May the Peace you pursued in your life, be with you in your death! Bless "ALL" who have died by their beliefs!!!

Friendship V Points
I'm actually pondering whether there is any point in me even doing this blog, so before you yell at the screen why are you then? its something I've always done when sommit is on my mind. I have as some of you know already, slashed loads of my pics down, I have also noticed since my last blog about my vip that I wont be renewing it, I admit I got the date it ran out wrong and its actually the 4th April but now the pics are gone I cant to be honest be bothered with re-adding them. This may not sound like me, but I can honestly say I have never felt so down about anything in a long time, this site has just gone down hill, for me the thrill of finding pics to upload has just gone ( so why do I stay? because of the few friends I do have and value and love as if they were my real family) that aside there is no other thrill for me on here. When I first came to Fubar or when it was Cherry Tap there was excitement to get on here, viewing pictures catching up it was fun! now there is

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Want More!
Feeling alone...More then ever.....This is what she is....Wanting more but nothing is what she gets....The boys think she's pretty but they just want to use her....The girls are all jealous and they ripe her apart......She wants to feel loved ......I want to feel loved........Not just by you by anyone......My heart is not a toy....Her heart is not a toy.......Waking to feel like she is wanted but sleeping to being used again.....I want to hear I'm beautiful...I want to hear that someone is in love with me and means it......She want to think boys mean security.....Not that they want her for a night.......Wake up day dreamer this isn't how life is suppose to be...Waking to nothing feeling alone......That's how she feels.....Will someone help her will someone actually care for me!

For Me!
I am pimping myself for once. I'm in an auction, sponsered by Radio X show. It starts tonight at 11pm EST/10pm CST. I will be at work when it starts, but please someone bid on me so I don't look like a gigantic loser!! Here's Radio's link: Radio X show@ fubar The album where my pic is is private for now, but will be open at 11pm EST/10pm CST/9pm MST/8pm PST =D Thank you all. (h)

Trivia #16- Episode 95
Every time trivia comes around, we have a housefull. I love it. So here is your results for Saturday's trivia: Sheena------------62 Mchgn-------------48 Xanrose-----------47 MissAshley--------42 MammaHelle--------35 Sassy_Jen---------31 Monkey------------29 Lost--------------28 Punkette----------25 Redlar------------14 Topfueler---------14 Nightshade--------13 Strega------------10 OP_free------------8 Hollow-------------7 Congrats to Sheena and MissAshley both for answering all the questions correct. Now... for the running totals... Xanrose-------------436 Mchgn---------------430 Sheena--------------376 MammaHelle----------345 Nightshade----------317 MissAshley----------299 Lost----------------283 Punkette------------268 Redlar--------------225 SweetAngel----------196 Sassy_Jen-----------182 Strega--------------169 StacyDawn-----------161 Hellermoon----------148 Topfueler-----------132 AnitaDick-----------118 OP_free-------------113 Monkey-----

After The Procedure [medical Blog - May Be Tmi For You!]
So, I have endocervical dysplasia. Yes, big fat medical words. Here's what's going on. [In English!] The cervix is the ending of the vagina and the opening to the uterus. It is a donut shape with a tube in the middle leading to the uterus. In 90% of women, any type of cervical abnormality is on the outer 'donut' part of the cervix. Mine is in the tube leading to the uterus, putting me in that 10% of more difficult cases. Dysplasia is a type of lesion, alerting to a pre-cancerous condition. Luckily, mine was caught early enough. Now since I'm in the aformentioned 10%, I have to have another procedure called a "LEEP". LEEP stands for Loop Electrical Excision Procedure. Basically, it's a little scalpel looking thing with a bow at the end, which electricity flows through. In this procedure, they'll be excising a cone shaped piece of my inner cervix, Removing the lesions and giving me a full diagnosis. It is considered a minor surgery, so there will be 2 weeks recovery

In God We Trust
Will NBC be surprised??!! Here's your chance to let the media know where the people stand on our faith in God, as a nation. NBC is presently taking a poll on "In God We Trust" to stay on our American currency. Please send this to every Christian you know so they can vote on this important subject. Please do it right away, before NBC takes this off their web page. Poll is still open so you can vote: http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/10103521/ This is not sent for discussion. I'll bet this is going to be a surprise to NBC.

Helping Lala Spotlight
Could you help a girl out? She need to do the Spotlight before she passes Godfather and could use a helping hand. Fupal her ANYTHING! Please click the top pic to go to her page. ~~LALA~~@ fubar Please Hit Her With a Donation. Anything You Can Spare Some Codes Proudly stolen for you by: PieDaDDY@ fubar

Iffy Further Detailed Career Counseling Suggestions -- Similar To Prior Blog Entry
Potential Clients and Some Words of Wisdom ------------------------------------------- 1. For the downsized -- who can’t understand why loyalty wasn’t rewarded Nobody owes you a living. You can’t rely on an employer for your whole existence, they can only supplement you. Compute your minimal needs and try to get an employer to supply that. Understand which of your limits are artificial and can be changed. Decide which minimum steps to ambassadorship you need to get serious about and pray for inspiration. Go with strengths or weaknesses, whichever you prefer. I suggest you get 12 guiding scriptures to believe most earnestly. 2. For the downtrodden -- oppressed, out of time to fill in forms again and again Needless to say, your typing skills come in handy filling out forms. This is simplified if you have a generic form already well prepared. Or get a friend to do it for you. You might be surprised what kinds of careers you would consider under various conditions, so f

Karma
Hows Your Karma? Excellent Karma You are a kind, sensitive, and giving person. And all your good deeds will pay off - if they haven't already. But you're not so concerned with what you get in return anyway. You have an innate caring nature - and nothing can change that! More Quizzes Take This Quiz

Church Of Google Forum: Letter To "christians"
http://www.thechurchofgoogle.org/forum/showthread.php?t=1616&page=4 Post #38: First off let me say, your religion has never been "quiet". Not once in your 2000 years of oppression (yes that's right I said it) have you been "quiet". You weren't quiet when your religion started and you are most certainly not quiet today. You claim to lay low? I've had a Christian (from one branch or another) at my doorstep every fucking Saturday since I can remember. That's forcing your religion on others. How exactly is that quiet or laying low? I am a history buff, and I can rip apart your bible within minutes. 98% of what is written in there is stolen from older cultures or total bullshit. Adam and Eve - Where's Lilith? Your religion is based in Judaism, quote them correctly or not at all. Adam ate an apple, which was taken from the Tree Of KNOWLEDGE, Your god doesn't want you to know anything? (It's also the same tree Odin hung from, odd. I will get to Odin in a minute.) Because of that apple, we

Alot Of Things
This is not a commentary on the issues and sunjects presented here. This is just the things I see in the news and in the world around me. So don't get your panties in a bunch if you think i am supporting or bashing some cause or subject close to your heart. Cause I'm not, my opnions aren't really voiced here.

Wife Needs Help For Spotlight
Heartistic Soul is having an Easter contest and I would love it if you all could help my wife out with this and get her as much love bunnies as you could. She is tryin to win first just so she can try to get spotlight and the 5 mill will help out a lot. If you got the extra fubucks and would like to help her out it would be greatly appreciated. They are only 500 fubucks each which is cheaper then most drinks you get from the gift shop. Thanks so much for all of you that read this and also help her. Here is the link to Heartistic Soul's page where you can fupal her money and let her no how many you want to give and my wife's id which is http://fubar.com/mommatasha. Again thank you all so much If you help and need anything just let me no and my wife and I will do what we can to help you out. Heartistic Soul@ fubar

Beg Has Auto 11s!
BROWN EYED GIRL HAS AUTO 11S ACTIVATED!! ¢¾Brown Eyed Girl ¢¾ ¢â ~ Sarge's Bad Girls ~@ fubar BEG LOVES SPANKINGS! GO SPANK HER HARD! GET YOUR POINTS WHILE PERVING BEG'S PICS! AUTO 11S! LEVEL UP! ¢¾Brown Eyed Girl ¢¾ ¢â ~ Sarge's Bad Girls ~@ fubar Public Service Announcement Brought To You By: ღTulsa's Angelღ Sarge's Bad Girl/Club FAR Team LOVE/The Pegasus Projectღ

God And A Little Boy
He was just a little boy, On a week's first day. Wandering home from Bible school, And dawdling on the way. He scuffed his shoes into the grass; He even found a caterpillar. He found a fluffy milkweed pod, And blew out all the 'filler.' A bird's nest in a tree overhead, So wisely placed up so high. Was just another wonder, That caught his eager eye. A neighbor watched his zig zag course, And hailed him from the lawn; Asked him where he'd been that day And what was going on. 'I've been to Bible School ,' He said and turned a piece of sod.. He picked up a wiggly worm replying, 'I've learned a lot about God.' 'M'm very fine way,' the neighbor said, 'for a boy to spend his time.' 'If you'll tell me where God is, I'll give you a brand new dime.' Quick as a flash the answer came! Nor were his accents faint. 'I'll give you a dollar, Mister, If you can tell me where God ain't...' Have a great week! Psalm;91: The An

Paper Thin Walls
As a young married couple, a husband and a wife lived in a cheap housing complex near the military base where he was working. Their chief complaint was that the walls were paper-thin and that they had no privacy. This was painfully obvious when one morning the husband was upstairs and the wife was downstairs on the telephone. She was interrupted by the doorbell and went to greet her neighbor. "Give this to your husband," he said thrusting a roll of toilet paper into her hands. "He's been yelling for it for 15 minutes!"

Mirror Of Reflection
It is one to believe that being real comes from the inner self and what is fake is an outward reflection of a desire to act out to capture the attention of others in a mirror of a lie. What makes the real person strong, is one who can truly stand in that reflection and know that in ones heart they are themselves. By Michael Dougherty

My Fated Lover
come to me there are no doors no bars to keep you from me no need to worry no one here alone .... open my arms wide offer you my throat rip me open feast upon my blood cradle me close feel my beating heart slow feel the warmth leave me come to me now my fated lover

And They Wonder Why Everyone Is Leaving The Site!
Have any of you noticed, even the Bouncer faces have all changed in recent months? In the Almost 2yrs. I have been here. I have seen a lot. But when a person can OOOOPS! I accidently reported your mumm. And fubarshop can delete it w/out doing an actual investigation. taken away the stastistics/points . Not to mention the 5,000.00 fubucks for going global. There's not mediation. No investigation! Ur S.O L.!!! And just so you know. The mumm I posted was the Etrade video w/the talking baby on the blackbeery! Now, tell me. How does that violate the no violence or obscene material???

New Home, New Life
Made it here to Alaska. I was worried about it since I had never flown. Things are looking better already up here. I am loving it so far. Now all I need are more friends in the area. I hate being lonely when everyone is either at work or at school.

Here It For A Sweet Angel, (tulsa's Angel) One Of Sarge's Bad Girls
Lets hear it for a great gal and total angel. She is one of Sarge's Bad Girls and an official Fu-Angel. Come and blow up her page with love. ღTulsa's Angelღ Sarge's Bad Girl/Club FAR Team LOVE/The Pegasus Projectღ@ fubar

Random Thoughts
here i sit in the darkness afraid ta live and wanting to die. the only thing that keeps me going is my one family member that i claim the rest have been disowned by me. my heart is sad that it has come to this with them i sit here tears running down my face. i feel trapped by life but i know i cant die. i sit here knife in my hand. i look at the knife and will myself to end it but i wont cause i love my bro so here i sit alone and afraid but yet comforted by the fact the no matter what my bro has my back. as strange as it seems my brother keeps me going and keeps me sane ty bro.

Untitled
People often call me crazy and to this I simply reply Thank you very kindly I dont even have to try For me it comes quite easily I'm not bothered by it nor will I cry I see it as a compliment Now let me tell you why Most people do not think before they speak Most people believe in a bunch of lies Most people like to think they are religious But are heathens just as I Most people watch too much television Cant read a book past the first few lines Most people follow the lives of celebrities The only business I care about is mine If sanity is measured by most people's standards Crazy suits me just fine Cling to your antiquated ideals Live your fabricated lives

Zomg!!! I Can Haz Blogz Too?!?!
Blogs are fun. :) Fubar is fun too. :) Sometimes people make fubar not so fun. :( Sometimes people take the internet WAY TOO SERIOUSLY. :( Sometimes people you thought were cool to talk to and normal, turn out to be anal retentive psychos. :( Remember: fubar=FUN, a GETAWAY Life: that thing that awaits when you turn your PC off. You may now return to your regular scheduled programming. :)

My First Baby
okay so it's almost time for me to go into labor, this is my first baby so i don't know what to expect. i'v been getting really nervous and wondering am i going to be a good mother. i know that's normal, but i can't help it anyway. How do i stop from feeling like this????

What Has Happened? Where Did Ya Go?
My impending incarceration On Monday May 19th I am due in court and am facing 6 months in jail. It is due to a toxic relationship I was in with this 22 year old girl. She had talked me into shoplifting some things for her and like an idiot I did it. Ofcourse I got caught. I have a prison record for Assult on a police officer from 1999 so they are throwing the book at me this time and going for the maxium sentance on a misdemenor. Hopefully I can get another 30 day posponement or at least 2 weeks to self-surrender to the jail. If not I will be going straight to jail on Monday. Anyway I thought I should let you, my fu-friends know that I will be taking a long vacation from fubar in the near future. I would like to thank everyone for their friendship and help in leveling me to Godfather in only one month. I will return to you all asap. Take care, and god bless.

Morning Glory
"You don't love a woman because she is beautiful, but she is beautiful because you love her."One year later and 140lbs less, I feel more alive. For the past year I have eaten no junk food. I stopped eating any white bread/pastas. There was a time when I would skip the vegies and go for the burger first :P. Those days are pretty much over for me. I've decided I want to be around longer so I can see more of what this world has to offer.There is one thing however that bothers me. It's not that I don't like the attention... but ever since I lost weight it seems people want me around more. People seem to pay more attention & to respect me more. Don't get me wrong- that's grand and all. I think everyone should be treated with respect and given a chance however no matter their size. Everyone needs friends and to be loved. It just makes me sad how judgemental people are sometimes.I want to be in a relationship that I can say how I feel and not be looked at like I'm weird. I want to be able to

Bike Week
Well spent another 4 days at Bike week north mrytle beach, I tell ya that place is banging . I go every week for atleast 3 days just to unwind and party, it is the most fun one can have never a dull moment, for all those who went ride hard and live free. Now on a sadder note, this goes out to my fallen teammate and friend, Rob Robinson, for those that knew him he was a great guy would be a friend to anyone for him to leave this world at such a mid life is a shame but we know he is in a better place, R.I.P. my friend 5/15/09......you will be missed by many, but not forgotten!!!!!

What An Amazing Man!
If you have read my other blog you already know that I am a single mom of two really great kids. Which means I work full time, and I am a parent fulltime. So I really don't get the chance for me time. So fubar is my me time, and when I first joined, I was simply on here for fun, and laughs. Thats seems to have all changed lately. Lord knows I never expected it to change. I have always been the person who doesn't believe that you can find someone that you connect with on the internet. Boy was I ever wrong. I have met the most amazing man ever, or atleast to me he is amazing! Not only does he make me laugh so much my guts hurt, and make me have to change my depends with the little pink flowers on them, but he has also made me feel like a WOMAN. Never disrespects me in anyway, or begs me to get naked and get naughty. I am so very glad we met here on fubar, because if it were in person, we probably would have had intimate relations before we had the chance to get to know eachother, and n

Get Some Bux & Help A Friend
Nothing fancy today. Just asking for help from even 10% of my 24,000 friends lol I have autos active..FINALLY! WOOOT! I will pay 10,000 fubucks per 100 pic rates andor 15,000 fubucks per bombing- I dont really need the bucks i just wanna level and I am a little under 5 mil from doing it! Just be sure to comment the last pic of the album you rate and pm me how many you got when you are done! I will be doing this all through tonight until the HH's are over. doesnt matter if they are 10's or actual 11's just whatever you can spare! Thanks in advance to all my awesome friends who do and will help! *smooches and lix* Brought to you by the one and only ~♥Temptress♥Head Promoter@Sex Kittens/greeter@NBH@ fubar

Road Of Life & A Journey Of Fate
the ROAD of LIFE & a JOURNEY of FATE As I travel down this Road of LIFE, I look 'round, and see not a Soul in sight. Feeling all alone, wondering if i took a wrong turn, so i slow it down, try to look at my Map so tattered and torn Full of self-doubt,not trusting the way i took,but how can it not be right when its gotten this far...... Not sure what to do,or which way to go, feeling quite LOST, i resign myself, to accepting the fact, i must go this Alone, why i don't understand, traveling in a pair , i cannot command...... So i get up, dust self off, take a deep breathand getting ready to go...down the Road of Life.....STILL all Alone...... But before I can start again,I can Feel before I see, a Strongand Gentle HAND reaching out and grabbing mine, startled, i look up into the Eyes of a Handsome Stranger, who looks 'lil LOST, like He'd been traveling Alone too....... He offers me smile and wipes a smudge of dirt off my cheek and asks...."Fair Maiden, why is it that You trav

How?
My heart goes out to him more than he knows but I don't know how to tell him. All I want is to let him know how I really feel but can never seem to find the words when I have the chance to talk to him. For some reason the words never come to me. I want to tell him how he's the only one I want and how I want for us to be all that everyone thinks we are and then some. I think him and I could be something very amazing but at the same time I'm so scared that by saying something I will only push him away. He is the best thing that has happened to me in a long time and I really don't want to lose him. He is amazing. Treats me and my lil girl like nobody ever has and doesn't ask for anything in return. He's happy just spending time together...don't have to spend money or anything just to be together. So now all I have to do is figure out how to tell him how I truly feel about him.

Want Pimpout?!?!?!
MY #1 FAM IS WILLING TO HELP OUT ANYONE THAT HELPS ME OUT. I AM TRYING TO GET A SPOTLIGHT ON EVERYONES HOMEPAGE. AND SHE IS WILLING TO PIMPOUT AND RATE PEOPLE DURING HAPPY HOUR FOR A RETURN OF LOVE. FOR 1 MILLION FUBUCKS (SENT TO ME) SHE WILL PIMP YOU OUT EVERYDAY FOR 7 DAYS ALONG WITH RATING YOU WITH 20 OF HER 11S THOSE 7 DAYS DURING A HAPPY TO MAXIMIZE POINTS FOR EVERYONE. THANKS FOR THE HELP ALL! ASH

Yet Another Butt Hurt Mummer...
This all started in the mumm... Where have the good men gone...http://www.fubar.com/mum.php?id=556963I was being purely comical and this fucker who takes the fu way to serious came in my shout... okay mumm first...Grim Reaper:I kno good guys r still out there cus I just happen to be one. Hit me up if u ever just want to talk.Emanon:just want to talk hm why cant i believe that lmao Grim Reaper:Cus ur used to the pervs so when a good guy does come by ur suspicion of his intentionsEmanon:No, i am a pervert a proud one in fact...and i am a male a straight one so dont want any guys to come by with their good intentions Then he came in my shout box....Grim Reape...: wow big fukin deal ..u must be proud of urself->Grim Reape...: I am always most proud of myselfGrim Reape...: u say ur so kool but y am i worth more than u and have more friends if they love u so muchGrim Reape...: get over urselfWhen i went to respond i got this....Aw yes your so cool, your definition of cool is you have more fu

Flake By Jack Johnson
I know she said it's alright But you can make it up next time I know she knows it's not right There ain't no use in lying Maybe she thinks I know something Maybe maybe she thinks its fine Maybe she knows something I don't I'm so, I'm so tired, I'm so tired of trying It seems to me that maybe, It pretty much always means no So don't tell me you might just let it go And often times we're lazy It seems to stand in my way Cause no one no not no one Likes to be let down I know she loves the sunrise No longer sees it with her sleeping eyes And I know that when she said she's gonna try Well it might not work because of other ties and I know she usually has some other ties And I wouldn't want to break 'em, nah, I wouldn't want to break 'em Maybe she'll help me to untie this but Until then well, I'm gonna have to lie too It seems to me that maybe It pretty much always means no So don't tell me you might just let it go And often times we're lazy It seems to stand in

Sitting At Grand Central.
Enter away message PLEASE DO NOT STEAL MY WORDS! I KNOW IT SOUNDS A TAD DEPRESSING, EMOTIONAL AS WELL, BUT HONESTLY IT'S THE WAY MY MIND UNWINDS, It's a wonderful thing to find a broken soul. the blood trickling down their eyes. no one can really see how decomposed they are inside. fulifilling their daily duties of smiling and being cheerful, just to satisfy those who surround them..it's all just a lie..filled with naive mediocre people, hypocritical in the best sense. those who choose to live just cause they have to, putting on a disguise everyday with no other way out..i dont want to see myself fall in the same vicious cycle of lies and deceit when in the end the one one get hurts, its the one thats been masking all the problems.me.I find myself sometimes so wrapped up in all the negative, that when something good coes along i cant really appreciate it. And then i end up with nothng but a deep remorse for the wrong choices i've made. If everything happens for a reas

Broadripple Is Burning
children broadripple is burning and the girls are gettin sick off huffin' glue up in the bathroom while your boyfriends pick up chicks and darling im lost i heard you whispering that night in fountain square the trashed filled streets made me wish we were headed home and there was love inside the basement were that woman used to lie in a sleeping bag we shared upon the floor most every night and darling im drunk and everything that i had loved has turned to stone so pack your bags and come back home and im wasted you can taste it don't look at me that way cause i'll be hanging from a rope i will haunt you like a ghost if my woman was a fire she'd burn out before i wake and be replaced by pounds of whiskey cigarettes and outer space then somebody moves and everything you thought you have has gone to shit we've got a lot don't ever forget that and i wrote this on airplane where the people looked like eggs and when a woman that you love is gone she was bombing east japan and do

Bigotry!
“Bigotry is the sacred disease.” “Bigotry murders religion to frighten fools, with her ghost” “The danger is that the cruel arts of their oppressors have enchained their minds, have kept them in the ignorance of children, and as incapable of self-government as children. “All men feel something of an honorable bigotry for the objects which have long continued to please them.” “That food has always been, and will continue to be, the basis for one of our greater snobbism does not explain the fact that the attitude toward the food choice of others is becoming more and more heatedly exclusive until it may well turn into one of those forms of bigotry against which gallant little committees are constantly planning campaigns in the cause of justice and decency.” “There are some upon this earth of yours, returned the Spirit, "who lay claim to know us, and who do their deeds of passion, pride, ill-will, hatred, envy,

When Will Enough Be Enough??
When is enough, enough? Life is a very peculiar thing. It has its ups and downs, and just to keep thing interesting life throws a few curveballs in for good measure. I was goin through my old blogs tonight. The last blog I wrote was about me taking charge of my life shortly after the Lisa suicide debacle. I am better now. Hell I was better then I jus didnt know it or couldnt see it. I can see clearly now, but as they say hindsight is always 20/20. Since that time there have been numerous changes in my life, not all for the better. But that is one of life curveballs. It seems that im destined to have more than a few thrown my way. Its true that I have walked my own path pretty much since the day I turned 15. And a lot of the problems and difficulties I'm having in life are a result of decisions I made when I was younger. I can deal with that. But in the meantime, does everything else have to work against me?? Be that as it may. I didnt start a new blog to rehash the past. Im

Monday Funny
Ethel was a bit of a demon in her wheelchair, and loved to chargearound the nursing home, taking corners on one wheel and getting up to maximum speed on the long corridors.Because the poor woman was one sandwich short of a picnic the otherresidents tolerated her and some of them actually joined in.One day Ethel was speeding up one corridor when a door opened andKooky Clarence stepped out with his arm outstretched. 'STOP!,' heshouted in a firm voice. 'Have you got a license for that thing?' Ethelfished around in her handbag and pulled out a Kit Kat wrapper and held it up to him. 'OK' he said, and away Ethel sped down the hall.As she took the corner near the TV lounge on one wheel, weird Haroldpopped out in front of her and shouted 'STOP! Have you got proof ofinsurance?' Ethel dug into her handbag, pulled out a drink coaster andheld it up to him. Harold nodded and said 'On your way, Ma'am.'As Ethel neared the final corridor, Crazy Craig stepped out in frontof her, butt-naked, and holding

Thank You, Sir. May I Have Another?
She sniffs the glass and wrinkles her nose, shakes her head a little, then looks toward her brother frowning--doing that weird nose face she makes. “I dunno, man… I.. I just don’t think I’m that sort of girl anymore.” She loves her little brother to death. He knows her better than most people especially over the course of the last year or close to it. He’s the person she asks for guy advice and the person she runs to when it’s been a long week and she needs to laugh and relax and unwind. He’s definitely the coolest dork she knows. And, so… she’s chosen to spend her evening at his place. No one else would do especially when you add in one of his best friends and another person she’s comfortable around…his brother from another mother as they joke. Earlier in the week, she’d bought a bottle of sugar free margarita mix. Not really her thing, but it was on sale. fuck it, she thought….why not? A

Hello World
Hello Everyone! Welcome to my new blog. I am so excited to finally be writing here for everyone to read about my ab/dl desires, and my experience with adult babies and diaper lovers from around the world. Mommy Lexus is more strict than sweet. All my ABDL friends call me The Enforcer and for very good reason. Some Abies just need discipline and luckily, many realize that wanting to set you straight is how I express my love. Lexus PhoneMommyLexus@yahoo.com

Your Seduction Style?
Your Seduction Style: Fantasy Lover You know that ideal love that each of us dreams of from childhood? That's you! Not because you possess all of the ideal characteristics, but because you are a savvy shape shifter. You have the uncanny ability to detect someone's particular fantasy... and make it you. You inspire each person to be idealistic and passionate, and you make each moment memorable. Even a simple coffee date with you can be the most romantic moment of someone's life. By giving your date exactly what he or she desires, you quickly become the ideal lover. Your abilities to make dreams come true is strong. So strong that you are often the love of many people's lives. Your ex's (and even people you have simply met or been friends with) long to be yours. No doubt you are the one others have dreamed of... your biggest challenge is finding *your* dream lover. What Kind of Seducer Are You?

Savior
Stop pushing your faith, spreading disease, for it falls on calloused minds and empty staresBow to your icon, made from their clay, tainted by the lies and cold hypocrisiesYou shun away all their beliefs, yours is the one true answerI’d like to take them all and flush them all awayWhy can’t you see how blatantly they purify corruptionJust steer away, away from me, don’t you seeYour prayer infuriates my anger, so I will find my saviorRight or wrong, I’m on my own, I will stand so strongSo strongWatch your blue skies fall, within morality, believe reality will keep your faithAs long as it pours from your essenceI believe that there is one, but the robe that he wearsIs handmade, and not their polyester fictionHow ignorant are your beliefs, you think that you’re so righteousI’d like to take them all and flush them all awayYou close your eyes and fold your hands, dropping down on your weakened kneesI turn around so all knowing you won’t seeYour pray

China At Its Best.
Common methods of torture and abuse in the People’s Republic of China Beatings and kicks Almost every detainee in China has to, or has had to, suffer being beaten and kicked. This method of abuse, by far the most common, is often especially noticeable after release from detainment, as some victims possess extensive bruises and injuries on their bodies. However, a range of torture victims have reported that in the weeks prior to their release from camps or prisons they were no longer tormented by beatings and other methods of torture which leave obvious external marks. Beatings, like other methods of torture, inflict wounds upon victims which in most cases do not receive any medical attention, or receive it far too late. Infections and more serious pain caused further abuse are the consequence. With leather belt and belt buckleThe victim lies on the ground or stands against the wall and is flogged with the leather belt fr

Please Help
If anyone could help , there is an organization in honor of PFC Nicholas Madaras, a fallen comrade of mine. They collect and distibute soccer balls for the children of iraq. http://www.kickfornick.org/ Nick Madaras was raised for a majority of his life in a little town called Wilton, Connecticut. From an early age Nick took a liking for athletics, trying his hand in every imaginable sport. One sport in particular really seemed to be a perfect fit for Nick, soccer. Nick dedicated himself to the sport of soccer; going to summer camps, coaching his younger brother Christopher in the recreation league, and sharpening his skills in the off season with his friends on a local team and playing in the backyard with his sister Marie. Nick’s work ethic and dedication to the team was something we all strive for, but rarely achieve.Nick took that work ethic and dedication into the Army with him when he left for basic training in July of 2005. After basic, AIT, and airborne sch

Thespian Metre Tattoos - Searching For The Major Designs
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Chapter 1 First Day Back At High School
First day back at high school I sat at the Piano gently gliding my fingers across the keys, when Alice approached me with that strange look on her face. “What’s wrong Alice” I asked since her thoughts were all cluttered. “This will be one interesting School year for us” she replied. “How so??” “I’m not quite sure, things are all fuzzy”. We jumped in my Volvo and started off to school. While driving I was thinking how interesting our school year could possibly be. We arrived at the school and I parked the car, there was a scent so enticing wafting into my nostrils. I listened carefully to all the thoughts around me to see if I could figure out where the source of this scent was coming from. Ahhh the new girl Isabella Swan, the scent must be coming from her. Her scent was eating at me, made my mouth water. I had to find a way to keep a distance from her to make sure that we were never discovered as Vampires, for the

Captured By The Moment- 100 Words Or Less....
I continue this game to see if I can write thoughts and dreams in 100 words or less and still ignite your imaginations........another offering, hope you like it... The blindfold’s darkness is total. The handcuff's chain scrapes against the bed’s iron frame, the bracelets cold against her slender wrists. The bed creaks as he kneels down between her trembling thighs. His steady palms glide up her legs, past her stocking tops. The touch of his flesh against hers electrifies her. She smells his maleness, hears his excitement, senses his ravenous eyes devouring her near-nakedness. His powerful hand settles over the front of her see-thru panties. He grips the waistband and pulls, the fabric tearing like tissue paper. “You’re mine now,” he says roughly. It’s true. She shivers deliciously...... Peace

Stlouis Fusingles Halloween Creature Feature Party
Saturday, October 17th, 2009 7:00 pm - 1:00 pm Stratford Bar & Grill (Party is in the Ballroom) 800 South Highway DriveFenton, Missouri 63026(636) 343-5757 Visit their website at stratfordbar.com Please Note: The Stratford Bar & Grill is a 21 or older establishment. The Ballroom is a non-smoking area, however smoking is permitted in the bar. SPECIALS! SPECIALS! SPECIALS! $5.00 Cover $1 Well, Wine & Draft from 7:00 pm to 9 pm Free Buffet from 8 - 9:30 (Menu TBD) Live Music will be provided by Harrison's Ford and St. Louis' own KLII (formerly King Louie) Classic Monster Movies will be shown on a video screen throughout the night as the bands play

Wtf Is Wrong With You People...
Seriously, what the fuck is wrong with people? Over the course of the last few weeks I have seen so much selfish and immature behavior. This is not about one single person. When did we loose good manners, common decency, and respect for one another? If this blog offends you so be it. I really have to say some things. It is not meant to be an attack on anyone. That is not my style. However, I will speak my mind when I think someones behavior is atrocious. I am by no means perfect. Hell, I am one of the most flawed people you will ever meet. I like me so I am good with my faults. But I must say that just because you got your feelings hurt it does not give you the right to be a vicious cunt. If this person actually verbally attacked you or crushed your feelings by making light of them, then by all means tell them to fuck off. Cutting someone to the quick cuz you had a shitty fucking day, week, whatever is just wrong. Holy hell, we all have bad times. Yes, we sometimes take

Once Upon A Time Chapter 11
THE STARS ABOVE As the knight stairs up at the moonlit sky And gazes upon the stars so bright He points to one to let it serve as a reminder Of all the things he loves about her "This one is for her adoring smile" "And this one is for her endearing style" "This one reminds me of her eyes" "As round as the moon and as big as the sky" "This star is for her amazing laugh" " This one is for her peace that calms my wrath" "There are not enough stars in the heavens above" "To count all the wonderous facets of this maiden I love"

Liar
Liar Empty inside and no where to turn; Faking a smile before tears start to burn. No love in my life and few friends I call mine; No one to say that it will all be just fine. Just 24 hours to escape and be free; To live out this lie I dreamed of for me. But wishes aren't heard, and dreams are defeated; The real world doesn't care how badly it's needed. So I'll hold my head up and pretend it's ok; My lie still a secret for at least one more day. Darlene

Middle- Class, Cap And Trade And You
Wow! home owners take note & tell your friends and relatives who are home owners!!! Beginning 1 year after enactment of the Act, you won't be able to sell your home unless you retrofit it to comply with the energy and water efficiency standards of this Act. More change you can believe in.....The Cap and Trade bill passed in the House and now is in the Senate. A lot has been said about the enormous tax hit and energy price hikes to every tax payer that will follow this bill, but not much has been leaked about the impact on your ability to sell and maintain your home. Ha, read on..... H.R. 2454, the "Cap & Trade" bill passed last week by the House of Representatives, if also passed by the Senate, will be the largest tax increase any of us has ever experienced. The Congressional Budget Office (supposedly non-partisan) estimates that in just a few years the

Looking For Djs Help!!!!!
ok this is your one and only dj bitch and once again i am looking for some djs to help me with the tunes if u love music and people then djing for me would be what u want its fun and relaxing to just get out there and blear your tunes every one loves doing it u don't have to have experience it is a plus but not need we can train on site just message me shout box me leave a comment get back to me if u r interested thank u very much

When People Go Bad...
The whole idea behind fubar in my opinoin is to have a place for ADULTS to go hang out. The keyword of course is ADULTS. The sad part is I find more and more too many on here are FAKE, TROUBLE MAKERS, or SIMPLY MENTALLY ILL. I mean you must be MENTALLY ILL to assume you can create a fake profile and attempt to STALK and RUIN someone's life online. What people forget when they do this is... in most cases the person they are attacking is real, has feelings, and isn't here to hurt anyone. And yet they put more effort into being someone they aren't to decive and hurt others than they spend just being themselves. How sad their miserable, pathetic life must be to stoop to that level. What they don't realize is it will come back to bite them in the ass. Eventually someone will find them and call them out. Then what the fake can only BLOCK the one who catches them or they delete their account and start again. Also think of what happens to the REAL person they are stealing pics and identity

Allegory Of The Cave By Plato, Taken From "the Republic" Part I
I'm writing this blog after a very interesting conversation with a fellow FuBar freind. Sometimes we are under the impresion that the people in charge of "things" are "competent" enough to be blindly trusted, Please take a close look at "The Allegory of the cave" by the great Plato, and be the judge. Enjoy. BOOK VII Socrates And Glaucon. I. " Now, then," I resumed, " in order to discover our natural condition in respect of knowledge and ignorance, figure to yourself a situation which I may thus represent. Imagine a company of men living in a sort of underground cave-like dwelling which has an entrance open to the light of day, long-drawn, and answering in width to the whole of the cave; and in this cave they are detained from childhood, with their legs and necks so fettered that they cannot change their position and can see only what is in front of them, being unable, by reason of the chains, to turn round their heads. And further, imagine them to have light from a fire which is burn

What's On My Mind???
Well there are a few things that are weighing heavy on my brain. I dont beleive that I am on Fubar to try and start any DRAMA for anyone. I cant wrap my head around the idea that someone out there would deliberately come to my page to start some. My personal life is just that PERSONAL. There are a few close friends on here that know somewhat of my real life, most do not! If I havent told you then its obvious that I dont want you to know. My problem is that im sick and tired of people assuming they know what is going on in my life and try and start drama. If you are unhappy in your own life dont come and try to make me unhappy as well. If one of your ex's moves on, do the same MOVE ON! There is no adult out there that should stoop to an elementary level and contact their new partner about ANYTHING!!! I am for the most part a caring and giving person, show respect, not just for me but for yourself as well. One last thought--I DONT GO OUT OF MY WAY TO SHOW UP ON YOU

The Red Shirt.
If the red shirt thing is new to you, read below how it went for a man....Last week, while traveling to Chicago on business, I noticed a Marine sergeant traveling with a folded flag, but did not put two and two together.. After we boarded our flight, I turned to the sergeant, who'd been invited to sit in First Class (across from me), and inquired if he was heading home.No, he responded.Heading out I asked? No. I'm escorting a soldier home.Going to pick him up?No. He is with me right now. He was killed in Iraq , I'm taking him home to his family. The realization of what he had been asked to do hit me like a punch to the gut. It was an honor for him. He told me that, although he didn't know the soldier, he had delivered the news of his passing to the soldier's family and felt as if he knew them after many conversations in so few days. I turned back to him, extended my hand, and said, Thank you Thank you for doing what you do so my family and I can do what we do. Up

Just Some Beautiful Words
You Feel Me In The Darkness ... I See You Through The Mists, My Presence Fuels Your Passions.... That Makes My Blood Run Hot, I Cannot Return To Your World, But You Can Enter Mine, Cast Away The Gold That Keeps Us Apart.... Reach Out And Take My Hand .... Eternity Awaits Us..

My Name Is Dusty Lough,,im A Child Molester & Drug Dealer So Please Stay Away From Me & My G/f Jersey
WHY DONT YOU TELL U LIES DUSTY U AND JERSEY BOTH ARE NOTHING BUT LIARS AND A FRIEND U KNOW HER FOR ABOUT 1 WEEK AND ITS UR FRIEND AND SELL DRUGS CMON DUSTY U CAN DO BETTER THAN THAT DRUG DEALER AND I WILL MAKE ALL THESE WOMEN AWARE OF U AS NOTHING BUT A WELFARE RECEIPT ,DRUG DEALER ,BEEN IN PRISON,CDONT PAY CHILD SUPPORT BECAUSE UR A 39 YR OLD MAN THAT STILL LIVES WITH MOM AND MAD I ME CAUSE I HAVE EVERYTHING U WANT AND U WILL NEVER HAVE GOOD TRY DUSTY ,,,ALL BY THE WAY DID U TELL THEM HOW U BILK MONEY OUT OF THESE WOMEN ,HE WILL TELL U HE HAS TO PAY RENT OR SOMETHING AND BEG U TO PAY IT AND THEN GO BUY DRUGS ,,HUN DUSTY TELL JERSEY HOW MUCH U WEIGHT ,U 450 WHALE THAT HAS NOT LIFE ANY NEVER WILL AND NEVER WILL WORK UR SCUMB ,,HELL MY SHOWER CLEANER THAN U ,,LADIES HERES UR STALKER,,,,BIG DADDY ,THE LAZY LIAR NO ONE YOUR 400PLUS LBS HIM AND JERSEY ,,STALKERS AND LIARS HERE LAUGHING AT U DUSTY,,,GOING NO WERE WELFARE CON ARTIST

The Right Way To Do It!!!!!
Its all about the sex.Getting in and out.Busting in and out.Screaming loud, Cussing words you've never heard before.Going into imaginary land.Feeling the highest state of ecstasy.The inner freak is coming out.Sex is what it's all about. No more hiding.Going hard, going deep.Constantly in and out.Slow and Quick. Soft and Violent.Open your mouth.Baby begging for anal.Too big, so use my finger.1 finger, 2 finger, 3? no more.She is a true nymph.nutting freely like a rain shower.Swallow some, swallow it all.Don't like to swallow? I'll clog the back your throat.Then you won't vomit!Choke you, romp you.Swing you over there.Have my way as always.No other way is best.Moans, groans, the only noises you make.Never-ending. Unable to stop.Loss of consciousness, out for the night.Sleeping deeply. She's gone.Turned her views, changed her ways.Come to my side. The good side.Reality you never knew existed.Next time, make it a threezie.Some for one, More for all!

Intelligence And Respect
I like to think I am a pretty intelligent person in general. I always did well in school, scored amazingly well on my SAT and was accepted to universities that most would kill to attend (I wish I could have gone to one of them in the end). I say this not to talk myself up or brag because I know there are thousands of people more intelligent than I am. I simply am giving a background of myself to relate to. I respect people who are both more and less intelligent than I am. I admire people who don't have to flaunt their superior vocabulary or vast knowledge in all things to know that they are indeed smart. I understand that some feel the need to prove to others how much smarter they are, what I don't understand or respect is why. I respect people who are secure enough with themselves that they don't have to be so abrupt and down putting to others around them. If I put my mind to correcting everything I see, hear or read I would be correcting all day long. I can school many people I kn

Is Stamina Good Or Bad?
Both, you should have a stamina of 10. Anything more than that and you have to increase your health alot as well. Thattakes away from your energy (you need it to do missions) and also from your attack power and defense power!

Grrrrrrrr!!!!
I'm not sure what I can do besides scream at my son's school. This past Saturday night Connor woke up because he'd thrown up all over himself in his sleep. He then threw up 2 more times. He had no fever or any other sign of being sick. Sunday he was fine. Monday they canceled school because of the weather and he was fine. Went outside and played in the snow and all. Tuesday he woke up to go to school and he was feeling fine. So I let him go. At about 9am I called his school and gave them my new cell number so they could get in touch with me at any time. The woman in the office repeated the number back to me and said she would put it on his record. I then proceed with my day and spend the day with John and go bowling that evening for the league. When I'm about to bowl my second game, I see that I have a voice mail. It's from my house. I call them back and see what's going on. That's when I find out that Connor had gotten sick at school, about an hour after I'd called them and told t

Twas The Day After Christmas...
nother holiday gone,nother year bout shot.everyone hoping the new year brings better things..myself,im looking forward to changes,new job,new location..next chapter in my gypsy life !hate being so far from friends & family back east,but can't seem to locate job back there,so looks like california is next move.i've enjoyed my stay here in new mexico,but i've had enough of the winters here & im ready to be in a more populated area than 'lonesome valley" !have an operatunity for higher pay & different work,so im gonna try it out !

You're Bored, Admit It
Looking back did you ever think you would be where you are now?Not at all.Is there anyone getting on your nerves at the moment?Nope.Are you wearing a ring, if so who gave it to you?I sure am wearing a ring. Tom gave it to me.Last place you fell asleep other than your bed?John's bedIs there someone that makes you happy every time you talk to them?There sure is What's the age difference between you and your best friend?I'm about 6 months older than she is.How often do you talk on the phone?every day.Is anyone else in the room with you?There sure isWould you run down the street naked if it meant earning $15,000?Sure, it's a small street.Do you believe what goes around comes around?SometimesDoes it annoy when a person posts alot of surveys?Lol I don't care.What's the last thing you wrote in cursive?Just my name. I had to sign somethingWhat will you do after this?Go smokeDo you read magazines, or just look at the pictures?I usually just look at the pictures, I don't read magazines much.Who

Forever Broken
Forever Broken December 29, 2009 Forever Broken My heart aches My heart bleeds The scare you left have crippled me. I am forever broken I am on my knees I am begging you Please, please, don’t leave. I’m broken, forever broken Watch as my heart continues to bleed

Let Go
To 'let go' does not mean to stop caring; it means I can't do it for someone else. To 'let go' is not to cut myself off; it is the realization that I must not control another. To 'let go' is not to fix; but to be supportive. To 'let go' is not to be in the middle arranging all the outcomes; but to allow others to effect their destinies. To 'let go' is not to be protective; it is to permit another to face reality. To 'let go' is not to regret the past; but to grow and live for the future. To 'let go' is to fear less and love more.

Things I Have Learned
Things I have learned I've learned . . . that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades and there had better be something else to take its place. I've learned . . . that just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have. I've learned . . . that just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other and just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do. I've learned . . . that our background and circumstances may have influenced who we are, but we are responsible for whom we become. I've learned . . . that maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you've had and what you've learned from them and less to do with how many birthdays you've celebrated. I've learned . . . that credentials on the wall do not make you a decent human being. I've learned . . . that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change. I've learned . . . that n

Be My Valentine
To love someone is the best thing a person can do . It is fresh as the morning dew. The heart is the greatest gift that is given freely. It can make a person in love act silly. When love is returned to the other person that is True Love . It is a gift from above. Take me heart as your own for all time . Will you be my Valentine?

Danica And The Hype
It is easy to think that when talk negitive or semi negitive about Danica Patrick that i have to be agaisnt woman in NASCAR. Im not i encorage woman in nascar. The prob is this with danica as it was when she strarted out in IRL. You don't hype up a driver that is yet to prove themselves. You don't give the sprint cup to someone who has not earned it. You dont place someone in the limelight for nothing. That is my prob. so much is made up for someone who had done little it is not funny. She is a good driver do not get me wrong but well does she diserve 60% of the covrage she got in the last 2 nationwide races, no. Did they have to pan to her car when it finished 31'st 3 laaps down? no. Kyle Bush a driver said it best when he said that drivers that have earned their way on loe budget teams diserved the media atention they were cheeted out of because of the danica circus i saw comming whe Jr motorsports, a driver that did not need to do anything more then focus on his own driving in the 8

Help! I Am In A Contest....
Ok, so I am in this contest... I need everyone to rate and leave lots of comments as I get points for EACH rate AND COMMENT!!! So please please PLEASE follow the link and do what you can for me!! And send your friends, and fans too!! Thanks so much! I really do have the BEST fu friends! http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=661564&albumid=1984353&i=2966620664&idx=10

Hutch And Relationships
I don't really see finding anyone tobe my soul mate onhere but if I do thats great but I do hope to find many a good friends that one day I may by chance actually meet in person. then we could see what happens from there or not but it would be fun to meet all the people we put down as friends and family curious things we are.

Shaun-sizzle 2 P-nizzle.....and Antrock In A Meezle....
Savv-Rock- My crew shines true - supernatural , like the third eye on a blind dude. Let me remind you - B-K-P-S is a life-style; fuck a rhyme, fool. I'll blow the hand off the sign you throw up, if it ain't mine: schooled. Like a mine field and if it mine - screwed. Kinda' rude, hella nice - tried and true, immaculate, like Jesus Christ to a ripe bruise.. Each1Teach1 of Brass Knuckle Poets Society said: fuck is up with the lack of nice crews? need to take heed and some advice too, if you aint coming hard as fuck you aint spitten to the right dude, better hope you catch yer boy in a nice mood, cause i crumble flakes into the water like fish food, B is to the K like its P into the S, synonymous with ridonkulous when we rockin this...youd need the 3rd eye of an eagle or a hawkeye with a twist, to even catch a spy report before you conquer this...Teach1 sponsors this, and any and all broadcasts, download it to yer eye phone, subcribing to my podcast... SAVV Br

I Am A Tree
I am a tree amongst the blacknessI have ghosts within my limbsI am twisted bent and weepingI am gnarled by men's sinsI am lost to light and laughterI am ancient at my youthInnocence never budding hereThese branches stripped at birthNever knowing love and careNo warmth within the dark despairI've heard it said that light will shineDarkness fades with love and timeyears to come will bud new growthNot of innocence but greeen with hopeOnce the tree is warmed within--Even love and trust may bloom again ©Dark

Business As Usual
Wednesday was a very busy day. I negotiated terms for the second office and took care of business. I visited with family and friends. I even had dinner with a lovely girl that I embarrassed with gifts of pretty panties and wine at the table. She had no doubt where I was going with this little exchange. :D I am really happy with the current changes and I am looking forward to even more...

Cover Letter
I need some proofreaders. I'm drafting a cover letter for a job I'm applying for. I never know how it sounds because it's my writing and I'm bias. Let me know what you think. Thanks! This letter is to express my interest in discussing the Head Athletic Trainer position posted on the NATA Career Center web site. The opportunity presented in this listing is very appealing, and I believe that my experience and education will make me a competitive candidate for this position. I am finishing up a two year fellowship working as the head athletic trainer at a high school. After working with these high school student athletes I know the high school setting is for me. I am a proven leader by the organizations I have been apart of during my undergraduate and graduate career. I take pride in my work and I always strive for excellence in organization and professionalism. I grew up playing sports, so I am very much a team player. If given the opportunity, I know I would be an asset to you

Saving Your Atv Trails!!
MY FRIEND FORERUNNER IS TRYING TO SAVE THE ATV TRAILS FROM EXTINCTION. PLEASE VOTE AND HELP HIM BECOME THE SPONSOR FOR YOU THROUGH PRILOSEC. http://www.officialsponsor.com/applications/view/4735. GO TO THIS LINK AND VOTE FRO BOB B. AND HELP HIM SAVE YOUR ATV TRAILS. IT WILL TAKE ALL OF US. SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO PLEASE HELP........

Jail Time For Insurance Evaders? Yes, Said Fox News
source: http://swampland.blogs.time.com/2010/04/14/jail-time-for-insurance-evaders-yes-said-fox-news/ Posted by Kate Pickert Wednesday, April 14, 2010 at 2:33 pm A little more than a week ago, Tom Coburn did something fairly courageous by political standards. At a town hall meeting in Oklahoma, the conservative Republican senator referred to House Speaker Nancy Pelosi as a “nice lady” and criticized Fox News. (He was briefly booed for the Pelosi comment.) After an audience member mentioned “the possibility of imprisonment” for those who don't buy health insurance, Coburn told her, “The intention is not to put anybody in jail. That makes for good TV news on FOX but that isn't the intention.” (This is true, the reform law expressly prohibits the government from jailing anyone who fails to either obtain health insurance or pay a tax penalty.) Then, last night Fox News's Bill O'Reilly raked Coburn over the coals for his comment about the network. O'Reilly said no one had ever ap

What Doesn't Kill You...
I reach my hand into the dark to find you there but you've been gone oh tell me what did I do wrong I take my shots, I'm standing here Pick myself off the ground again Tell me would you even care if I ever breathe again? Where will you be when this all falls apart? What can I do to fix this broken heart? I don't wanna cry myself to sleep at night over you or this not anymore I hope that you'll never breathe again That you'll never breathe again Where will you be when this all falls apart? What can I do to fix this broken heart? I don't wanna cry myself to sleep at night Over you or this not anymore I'm sick of losing sleep for you My heart can't break more times than two I'm running out of things to say I'm walking out that door My heart can't break more times than two I'm not afraid to walk away this time My heart can't break more times than two I'm not afraid this time Where will you be when this all falls apart? What can i do to f

Price
Love is one of those emotions that no one can afford anymore because the price is majority of the time a broken heart or just an empty promise, that you find yourself waiting on. Only to end up waiting on something that was never there to begin with, They say love is the most powerful force on earth well so is a the hurt that can follow that so called love. Honestly its hard to love knowing that anytime your heart could be ripped form your chest and broken, How many guys & girls go through life looking for that one person they feel is their soul mate just to go through pain all the time in order to find that person is it really worth that kind of Price.

Hmmm What To Do With This Place. Lol
Hmmmm I don't really drink anymore, but I do have some fond memories of my drinking days. And who was that passing me long island ice tea's. Holy crap. Those things used to be my drink, but now days that makes me think of Rolaids. Never the less I can still in joy the thought of you folks trying to get my drunk. lol Now I know that it is supposed to be a party. But what do you know. I get invited. Desided to check it out. Even from a security stand point. Seems cool to me, and here I am on a machine that I don't have any mug shots loaded on too. Than again. Must I brake another camera? lol A bit about me. I am a father or four year old twins with full custody. So real bars are kind of out of the question for most of the time. Also I do have my own small business that I'm not going to talk about shop at this time. What I will say is that those that really have something. Papers and all, but nobody willing to hire you. If you got what it takes, and it may mean a

You Wanna Knw Wat Grinds My Gears
U wanna knw wat grinds my gears. Boneyards, millions of dollors worth of taxpayers money on crap wasting away out in some isolated area in timbuckfuckingtoo oxidizing and rusting away. wanna knw why we are in an economic crisis. Cause our goverment isnt being very economical. Why dnt we recycle that reuse it hell sell it for scrap? Maybe then our kids can get a descent edumacation or maybe even fix our economic issues at least help. I mean come on wat are we here, little kids. We play with our toys until we break it then throw them away, I mean come on America. I think our goverment should pull the woodpecker out of the pine holes and take a closer look on wat they can to help our situation, and thats wat really grinds my gears.

A Prince..
He who knows truthKnows he must bring honorHe who knows loveKnows to bring commitmentHe who knows integrityKnows to bring intelligenceHe who knows his loverKnows to bring his open armsHe who is a knightKnows that he is protectorHe who sees beautyKnows he is the eyes beholderHe who understands compassionKnows he must be patientHe who understands his dutiesKnows his role as a prince

Im Here
I stood by your bed last night; I came to have a peep. I could see that you were crying you found it hard to sleep. I spoke to you softly as you brushed away a tear, "It’s me, I haven’t left you, I’m well, I’m fine, I’m here." I was close to you at breakfast, I watched you pour the coffee, You were thinking of the many times, your hands reached to me. I was with you at my grave today I want to re-assure you, that I’m not lying there. I flew with you towards the house, as you fumbled for your key. I gently landed on you; I smiled and said, "it’s me." You looked so very tired, and sank into a chair. I tried so hard to let you know, that I was there. It’s possible for me, to be so near you everyday. To say to you with certainty, "I never went away." You sat there very quietly, then smiled, I think you knew... in the stillness of that evening, I was very close to you. The day is over... I smile and watch you yawning and say "good-nig

Psychopath Achievement
Here's the latest from www.btfbuddha.com....i don't know preposting this if the videos will transfer correctly. if not, you can see everything here I read an article not too long ago about the ways in which the video game Red Dead Redemption shows how the Wild West and the game’s creators are women haters. Red Dead Redemption, if you’re clueless, is an open world game set in 1911 near the America/Mexico border in some fictional area. By open world, I mean you cover a vast expanse of game area which you can explore at will and your activities really aren’t limited at all. For instance, if you want to lasso a dog or hogtie a person you randomly come across, you can do so. If you want to tie someone to train tracks and watch the train turn them into pink mist, you can do that, too. The basic premise of the game is that you, as the main character John Marston, used to be an outlaw. You married a former whore familiar to your outlaw gang and had

All That Truly Matters
All That Truly Matters by Derrick Robert Watson All that truly matters, is that I love myself.All that truly matters, is that I forgive myself.All that truly matters, is that I believe in myself.All that truly matters, is that I do what I can myself.All that truly matters, is that I always be myself.

7 Inch Lcd Screen Exquisite Mini Tablet Pc With Wifi And Gps
Tablet PC, the strong trend have landed ePathChina. Due to extremely lightweight and handy characteristics, this tablet PC on ePathChina can be easily tucked under the arm and moved from place to place by anyone compared to laptops. Can you imagine how much does this tablet laptop weigh? It is only 350g. And it fit into tiny carrying cases which is so convenient to take. Now, let us try one kind of operation. Lightly click the display with stylus or your finger, you can run any application in this tablet laptop PC. With G-sensor function, no matter holding this tablet PCs transversely or vertically, the interface will change direction automatically. If you are dissatisfied with the storage of it, you can insert a SD card into this tablet laptop. It can not exceed the maximum capacity of 32GB. And the highlight of this device is the Google Android operation system 1.6. With this tablet laptop, you can work and contact with your relatives or friends anytime and anywhere. It will help you

Freedom
FREEDOM! I had forgotten what it felt like to let my mind be free of you. It had been so long that I constantly thought of you and us. Don’t misunderstand I think of you still but you don’t completely occupy my mind so unfairly like years before. I can now better concentrate on other aspects of my life and not those illusions you allowed me to constantly and falsely dream. Why didn’t you tell me? Why allow me to so unfairly drown in my inaccurate thoughts of us? Why waste my time when so much time was given already? Im confused, I feel such a burning hate in my heart, or maybe that’s just the leftover hurt. I truly wish you all the happiness the world can give but I am stuck here wishing that that happiness was with me. I fear that by my talking about her it pushes you further into her arms but I will just have to endure. Please don’t take this as my trying to tell you what to do in any way shape or form. I just want you fully aware of what I think and

If I Could I Would
If i could move the mountain, drain the raging sea. walk a million miles, just to see you smile. i would if i could. i would wipe away the tears, chase away your fears. i would if i could. but i can see, it will never be, the way i hoped it would. I dont want to say goodbye, i only wanted to be your friend, didnt want it to end. through the tears, and all the years, i thought i was something special, thought i was your hero, but i feel like a zero. I dont want to say goodbye. If only i could be.

Sunset At Carmel Beach
With crimson shades of yellow, I will feel no more pain. Through it's vivid colors, I can learn to live again. It's ever glowing warmth heats my dying soul. It's life giving rays makes this lonely poet feel whole. With turquoise shades of blue, I always carry a smile. Through it's crashing waves, It makes living worth while. It's soothing scent, mellow feelings it always seems to create. It's ever cool nature makes this lonely poet not hate.

Dirty Office Visit - "delivery For You!"
I walk into your office... and look around to see if anyone is close by... I walk around your desk and stand behind you and lean over and put my hands on the back of your chair and let my fingers touch you on either side just under your arms... touching the edges of your bra. I lean closer and put my lips close to your right ear and you can feel the heat from my breath against your neck and I whisper into your ear... "I want to taste your pussy right now, make it nice and wet for me" and you let out a deep sigh."show it to me" I whisper in your ear as I watch your right hand move from your desk to your right knee. Sliding up your leg, you slowly lift your skirt as you look around to see if anyone is watching you and there is nobody around. You lean back slightly in your chair and begin to spread your legs as your hand gently raises your skirt up your thighs so I begin to see your pretty white lace panties. "mmmmm thats nice.... now rub it...I want to see those pretty pussy lips" I whis

No Room For Bountry Pics? Heres An Alternative
No room in your folders for bounty pictures? Here are some alternatives! http://fubar.com/blog/334873/1126852 Street Team Prospects - Add the silver wings to your "About me" http://fubar.com/blog/334873/1126594 This is a clever idea. Ways to promote. http://fubar.com/blog/334873/1125968 http://fubar.com/blog/334873/1125967 Seven Easy wasy to Promote fubar http://fubar.com/blog/334873/1124713 Fubar Street Team Bounty http://fubar.com/blog/334873/1124639 We now have an Official Fubar Street Team Support Lounge http://fubar.com/blog/334837/1126741 Your Own Fubar Poster! http://fubar.com/blog/334837/1126652 Fubar on Facebook & Twitter! http://fubar.com/blog/334837/1126629 TEMPLATES AVAILABLE FOR PRODUCING YOUR OWN FLYERS!! http://fubar.com/blog/334837/1126518 Quarters, Pennies, and Super Glue! http://fubar.com/blog/334837/1125290 How do I participate? How do I Promote? http://fubar.com/blog/334837/1125244 If you are looking For Someone else to help

Fairy Tale
Knew a few and many things Once upon a time Knew beyond all certainty Happily never after Was alwayz so far behind Hadn't a hope for such frivolous things Chasing through ones dreams Living on the edge of reality Beseeching such meaningless things Knowing not where to find my knight Still looking for meaning All that it brings I know I'm not the only one Searching for the yellow brick road Deeming it as crazy thoughts Yet dreaming of that one toad That will turn into the prince(cess) We don't want the unreachable Just a glimpse into our own personal neverland

Shoutboxing...
So I was shoutboxing w/ one of my favorite people....we came upon a revelation that dumb people are actually the smart ones. They get to move around in an ignorance filled bliss....just flowing freely in their jelly donut lives....not caring if they are actually stupid or what anyone cares about them....i'm going over to the dumb side...who's coming with me?!

Up Waaay Too Late, With Chewmaja
maji: wuchu doin?maji: me nosyprinny: playing online poker, watching football, and looking in at fubar for no apparent reason.prinny: you?maji:lookin in at fubar, yawning, and making chebacca noises when I exhale.prinny: hahaha you so liemaji: I so do not. Check your phoneprinny: OMGlmao!! Ive played it 5 times areadymaji: 10 bucks says your trying to do it right nowprinny: HAHAHA!!!.......maybe :@ (Player is in comments, as fubar stills lacks the ability to create a blog editor that does not shred html code.) :/