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Coffee Drinkers
For Coffee Drinkers: You know you are addicted to coffee if ... You grind your coffee beans in your mouth. You sleep with your eyes open. You have to watch videos in fast-forward. The only time you're standing still is during an earthquake. You can take a picture of yourself from ten feet away without using the timer. You've worn out your third pair of tennis shoes this week. Your eyes stay open when you sneeze. You chew on other people's fingernails. The nurse needs a scientific calculator to take your pulse. You're so jittery that people use your hands to blend their margaritas. You can type sixty words per minute with your feet. You can jump-start your car without cables. You don't sweat, you percolate. You walk twenty miles on your treadmill before you realize it's not plugged in. You forget to unwrap candy bars before eating them. You've built a miniature city out of little plastic stirrers. People get dizzy just watching you.

My Life
I am starting to make changes in my life. Two years ago i was approved for disablity, but it doesn't pay the bills very well becasue I am young and haven't worked a lot since I was 16. So now I am out looking for a job so i can get off disablity and take care of my family. i have my degree in web design and i am searching for a job that will allow me to use my degree. So far I have not had any luck but i am not going to give up. My career advisor at school is helping me look not only here in Wichita, but in other states as well. It's time that i put myself first and start getting my life going in the direction that will make me a stronger person and also much more indipendent then i am right now.

18 Signs She May Be Cheating
Women can be extremely cunning when they're trying to conceal a huge secret, including hiding an affair from their significant other. In some cases, their best friend may not even know what's going on. But even the craftiest of women may show signs of extracurricular activity or unusual behavior; you just have to learn to pick up on them. It goes without saying that there are more obvious signs of a cheat, like staying out late and being dodgy about her whereabouts or phone calls. But there are other signs that aren't so obvious and, if you aren't prepared, you might miss them. However, seeing one or more of the following behaviors is not a clear sign that your girlfriend is cheating. The only true indication is when you confront her and she fesses up. So, without further ado, here are eight signs that your lady could be cheating on you. 1- Her approach to sex changes Forms of this sign can range from wanting to try new positions to becoming more dominant in the bedroom

Kuntry Views "the View"
When Life's just zipping along about 40 miles east of nowhere, pray that the road you travel Leeds you to somewhere. Anywhere has Got to be far better than Nowhere. Why travel backward, If you've already Been there? Y'all think about it... It'll come to ya........ What can I say?... Sometimes these crazy meanderings just seem to pop out of my Old Kuntry head... It was either sit down at this computer and try to dazzle you with my self proclaimed gift of muse............ Or I could go watch the "View"................ Yep!....."Good Times". A lot of us Southern folks only watch Nascar hoping to see a good wreck...........Come on!....... Tell the truth...... You do it too... In a way I'm thinking that's why most folks watch the "View".......In hopes that them ladies will break out into the largest Cat Fight in the history of National Television.......My money's on Barbra Waa Waa.... Not only does she have age and wisdom on her side, the skin on that womens face has be

Missing You
Everytime I think of you I always catch my breath And I'm still standing here and your miles away And I'm wondering why you left And there's a storm that's raging Through my frozen heart tonight I hear your name in certain circles And it always makes me smile I spend my time thinking about you And it's almost driving me wild And there's a heart that's breaking Down this long distance line tonight I ain't missing you Since you've been gone...away I ain't missing you No matter what I might say There's a message in the wire and I'm sending you this signal tonight You don't know how desperate I've become And it looks like I'm losing this fight In your world I have no meaning I try so hard to understand And it's my heart that's breaking Down this long distance line tonight I ain't missing you Since you've been gone...away I ain't missing you No matter what my friends say There's a message that I'm sending out Like a telegraph to your soul And if I can'

I Told You So
Suppose I called you up tonight and told you that I loved you And suppose I said "I wanna come back home". And suppose I cried and said "I think I finally learned my lesson" And I'm tired a-spendin' all my time alone. If I told you that I realised you're all I ever wanted And it's killin' me to be so far away. Would you tell me that you loved me too and would we cry together? Or would you simply laugh at me and say: "I told you so, oh I told you so I told you some day you'd come crawling back and asking me to take you in I told you so, but you had to go Now I found somebody new and you will never break my heart in two again". If I got down on my knees and told you I was yours forever Would you get down on yours to and take my hand? Would we get that old time feelin', would we laugh and talk for hours The way we did when our love first began? Would you tell me that you'd missed me too and that you'd been so lonely And you waited for the day that I return. And

When You Say Nothing At All..
It's amazing how you Can speak right to my heart Without saying a word You can light up the dark Try as I may I could never explain What I hear when you don't say a thing The smile on your face Let's me know that you need me There's a truth in your eyes Saying you'll never leave me A touch of your hand Says you'll catch me if ever I fall Yeah, you say it best When you say nothing at all All day long I can hear People talking out loud But when you hold me near You drown out the crowd Old Mr. Webster could never define What's being said between your heart and mine The smile on your face Lets me know that you need me There's a truth in you eyes Saying you'll never leave me A touch of your hand Says you'll catch me If ever I fall Yeah, you say it best When you say nothing at all The smile on your face Lets me know that you need me There's a truth in your eyes Saying you'll never leave me A touch of your hand says you'll catch me If ever I fall Yeah, you

Germophobia‏
During an hour's swimming at a municipal pool you will ingest 1/12 litre of urine.? In an average day your hands will have come into indirect contact with 15 penises (touching door handles, etc.)? An average person's yearly fast food intake will contain 12 pubic hairs.? In a year you will have swallowed 14 insects - while you slept!? Annually you will shake hands with 2 women who have recently masturbated and failed to wash their hands.? Annually you will shake hands with 26 men who have recently masturbated and failed to wash their hands.? In a lifetime 22 workmen will have examined the contents of your dirty linen basket.? At an average wedding reception you have a 1/100 chance of getting a cold sore from one of the guests.? Daily you will breath in 1 liter of other peoples' anal gases.? HAVE A GREAT DAY... ....and wash your damn hands!? I once dated a girl so cold, when she spread her legs a white light came on!!

Super Bowl Party
Enigma / Coco Bongo Super Bowl partyWe will open @ 5 pm, Kick off is 5:23 pm Feb 1, 2009. All TVs will have the game. Dancers will not dance until game is over & during half time show. Following the game it will be Stripaoke. This is allot of fun. All drinks are $4 u-call it on Sundays. There will be snacks & some hot food. So come out, We will be holding a stripper contest for the loosing fans. So guys and Girls This will be allot of fun. You will choose a team, we mark your hand. The looser strips on stage. Watch for many events planned @ the new Enigma / Coco Bongo Showgirls 120 Th & center. 402-330-2292

When?
Im pretty much praying that tomorrow is a better day. between my back really bothering me and drama I really feel like giving up. Not that anyone is going to read my rant but hey maybe I'll feel better. I really just dont know what else to do. I shouldnt let 1 person get away with murder. well not killing me but close enough, killing my spirit and joy to be happy. although Im sure thats the master plan. sadly enough its starting to work. I really dont know how much more of the foolishness I can stand. I mean when is enough enough. between all the ex's I've had I think this one takes the cake. hell this prick takes the ice cream too. how low is someone willing to go over rejection. it makes me sick to my stomach. maybe coming back to fubar was a dumb idea. who knows

Dream
In my dream i dream of you and me. A happy moment, a sweet feeling. In my dream i was happy and free. free of all though and all worry. In my dream all is joy and loving. Such a beautiful dream that i dont wish to wake up. No tear, no lie, no betray just feeling love. oh how i wish to have that dream again. i just wish to have that dream again where i can get away from all the heartache, all feeling i dont want to feel when i see him. a man once say i was his number one, then he go and broke my heart. 11 year being together a son and one on the way. finding out all the trash he say about me. it hurt so much so i almost commit a unthinkable act. i dont really know what the hell im doing. i wish to let go and not think of this man anymore. i wish to move on with my life. i wish to be happy again, wish to be myself again.

Love
love is like magin and it's always will be. for love still remains.life's sweet mystery love can transform the most common place into beauty and splendor and sweetness embrace love works in a mysteries way. and there's nothing in our life that our love cannot change. love is unselfish and kind understanding. for it see with a heart and not with your mind. love is the answer that me and you are seeking for love is the language that everyone speaks. love can be brought or sale. it's priceless and free. if there no love you feel for me. I then set you free. love is like magic and a sweet mystery.

Be With You
written in a pen and sealed with a kiss. if you love me please answer this. do you love me? or do you not? you told me once and to many, but i forgot so tell me again, and tell me now. and tell me the true. can i say that i love you? of all the people i've ever meet, you're the one i cant forget. if i die before you do. I'll go to heaven and wait for you. if you're not there by judgment day. i'll know you went the other way. I'll give back the angels my wings and risk the lost of everything to proof my love is true. I'll go to hell to be with you.

Two World Wars Ended
Two World Wars ended I was born 17 years later after 2WW Grandma says when it ended So revive breath life’s fresh air Release from heavenly skies Birds singing plant and trees glowing But said mankind must not build Such a deadly weapon drops on Japanese soils The horror they screaming, silents of the dead soil theworld have lost so much because of two world wars and why we keep on going Building such deadly and most evilness kinds Keep upgrading to perish mankind and all living things on mother earth? WHY We are here to make theworld a better place to lives? Because we are, Peaceful human being? This I cannot answer for you!

Artichoke Casserole
Artichoke Casserole Ingredients 3 tablespoons olive oil 1 garlic clove, minced 1 pound frozen artichoke hearts, thawed 2 tablespoons chopped fresh parsley leaves 3/4 teaspoon salt 1/4 teaspoon freshly ground black pepper 1/8 teaspoon red pepper flakes 1/2 cup chicken broth 1/4 cup Marsala wine 2 tablespoons butter 1/3 cup plain bread crumbs 1/3 cup grated Parmesan Directions Preheat the oven to 450 degrees F. Warm the olive oil in a heavy bottom skillet over medium-high heat. Add the garlic and cook for 1 minute. Add the artichoke hearts, parsley, salt, pepper, and red pepper flakes and cook until the artichoke hearts are starting to brown at the edges, about 3 minutes. Add the chicken broth and wine and simmer for 3 minutes. Transfer the artichoke mixture to a 2-quart baking dish. Melt the butter in the same skillet used to cook the artichokes. In a small bowl mix the melted butter with the bread crumbs. Stir in the Parmesan and top the artichokes wit

Fried Corn And Bacon
Fried Corn with Bacon INGREDIENTS (Nutrition) 6 ears corn, husked and cleaned 6 slices bacon 1/2 large green bell pepper, chopped DIRECTIONS Slice corn off of cob and scrape cob to release the milk. Set aside. Place bacon in a large, deep skillet. Cook over medium high heat until evenly brown. Crumble and set aside. Retain 2 tablespoons of the bacon grease in the pan and fry pepper until just softened. Add the corn and cook until tender. Stir in the crumbled bacon and cook 1 minute more.

Scrambled Egg Cupcakes With Cheddar Cheese Frosting
SCRAMBLED EGG CUPCAKES WITH CHEDDAR CHEESE FROSTING BASKETS: 8 slices white bread, crust, removed 2 T. butter or margarine, softened EGGS: 2 T. butter or margarine 7 eggs, beaten 3 T. chopped fresh chives or 1 1/2 tsp. dried chives salt 8 (2x2 inch) squares sharp cheddar cheese Heat oven to 350. To prepare baskets: Flatten bread slices with rolling pin. Spread butter on 1 side of each slice. Press bread, buttered side down, into 8 muffin cups. Bake 12-15 minutes or until lightly toasted. Prepare eggs: Melt butter in large skillet. Add beaten eggs, chives, cook over medium low heat until softly scrambled. Season with salt, if desired. When bread baskets are done, increase oven temperature to 475. Fill baskets with scrambled eggs, top each with a square of cheddar cheese. Return to oven about 2 minutes or until cheese is melted.

Super Bowl Bites
INGREDIENTS (Nutrition) 1 pound ground beef chuck 1 (8 ounce) package shredded Cheddar cheese 1 tablespoon mayonnaise 1 (1 ounce) package dry onion soup mix 24 (2 inch square) dinner rolls, split DIRECTIONS Preheat oven to 350 degrees F (175 degrees C). In a medium bowl, thoroughly mix ground beef chuck, Cheddar cheese, mayonnaise and dry onion soup mix. Spread even amounts of the ground beef onto the bottom half of each roll. Place top halves on, forming little sandwiches. If you purchased the rolls in aluminum foil pans, you may return them to the pan for baking. Otherwise, place them on a baking sheet or baking pan. Cover the pan tightly with aluminum foil. Bake for 30 to 35 minutes in the preheated oven, or until meat is cooked through.

Big Bites Big Game
Big Bites, Big Game These Italian and Spanish turnovers are perfect "finger food"--no knife and fork required. And because the recipes use refrigerated rolls or biscuit dough, it's an easy score. All you have to do is make the fillings. It's easy to make a calzone or an empanada. Step 1: Roll Open a can of refrigerated biscuit or dinner roll dough. Separate pieces onto a work surface lightly coated with cornmeal. Cover with plastic wrap and let rest for 20 minutes to relax dough. Sprinkle with cornmeal as necessary, and roll each into a circle. Step 2: Fill Spoon filling just below the center line of the circle of dough, leaving a border along the bottom half of the circle. Step 3: Seal With wet fingertips, moisten the bottom border. Fold dough over filling and press edges together. Thoroughly seal by using fingertips to crimp and flute the edges or by pressing with the tines of a fork. Place on a large cookie sheet lined with parchment paper. Step 4: Bake or

Slow Cooker French Dip
INGREDIENTS (Nutrition) 4 pounds rump roast 1 (10.5 ounce) can beef broth 1 (10.5 ounce) can condensed French onion soup 1 (12 fluid ounce) can or bottle beer 6 French rolls 2 tablespoons butter DIRECTIONS Trim excess fat from the rump roast, and place in a slow cooker. Add the beef broth, onion soup and beer. Cook on Low setting for 7 hours. Preheat oven to 350 degrees F (175 degrees C). Split French rolls, and spread with butter. Bake 10 minutes, or until heated through. Slice the meat on the diagonal, and place on the rolls. Serve the sauce for dipping.

Buddhist Quotes
On life's journey Faith is nourishment, Virtuous deeds are a shelter, Wisdom is the light by day and Right mindfulness is the protection by night. If a man lives a pure life nothing can destroy him; If he has conquered greed nothing can limit his freedom. Buddha One of his students asked Buddha, "Are you the messiah?" "No", answered Buddha. "Then are you a healer?" "No", Buddha replied. "Then are you a teacher?" the student persisted. "No, I am not a teacher." "Then what are you?" asked the student, exasperated. "I am awake", Buddha replied.

Drama Queens And Attention Seekers
Humans aka People never cease to amaze me the way we f*** eachother over talk about eachother behind eachothers backs. The I love you's then sleeping with their brother or sister the next day, the your so pretty or your so handsome then going and telling someone else well that persons so fat and ugly or skinny and smelly. The women who think they are everyones perfect dream their all look at me look at me my shit smells like roses you aint got it so dont flaunt it hell even if you did have it still no one cares Its not your right to judge so dont bother wastin your time doin it believe me no one is the least bit interested in you as to talk about you Starting drama just to get attention is a waste of valuable time your not going to get any attention from it drama just makes you look insignificant and uneducated. If your unhappy fix it go out do something with your time instead of putting other people down because it makes you feel a little taller and in control just to let you know you

Is The Possible Pick Of Judd Gregg (r) Nh, A Tactical Power Play??
I was shocked when I saw on Fox News Today, our new president which I affectionately refer to as "The Great Depression" has apparently looking into New Hampshire, Republican Senator Judd Gregg as Commerce Secretary. Now these two individuals "The Great Depression" and the Rhino Gregg are on the same side on many economic issues, Gregg negotiated the recent bailouts and is a key (as I call) repubican in the Senate budget committee. So they both like to spend like a a 16 year old girl at the mall with thier daddy's credit card, as we have seen. But I honestly believe this pick was not made for ideological reasons, after Bill Richardson was shacked by scandal. But rather this was a tactical move by the Obama administration. Let me explain. New Hampshire has a democrat governor, and we know who the democrats want that filibuster-proof Senate. Well if the detestable troll Al Frankin wins out after all the court cases over Norm Coleman, that will put the democrats at 59. Obama wants 60, H

This Shit Is Priceless
This shit is priceless.. Thanks Quita!!! Current mood: cold Category: News and Politics Here's a lil sumtin to start your day...... A stranger was seated next to a little black girl on the airplane when the stranger turned to her and said, "Let's talk. I've heard that flights go quicker if you strike up a conversation with your fellow passenger." The little girl, who had just opened her coloring book, closed it slowly and said to the stranger, "What would you like to talk about?" "Oh, I don't know," said the stranger. "Since you are a Negro, do you think that So-called President Elect Barack Obama is qualified for the job?" and he smiles. "OK", she said. 'That could be an interesting topic. But let me ask you a question first. A horse, a cow, and a deer all eat the same stuff -grass -. Yet a deer excretes little pellets, while a cow turns out a flat patty, and a horse produces clumps of dried grass. Why do you suppose that is?" The stranger, visibly surprised by the little girl's

Just Thought About...
How much I'm gonna miss my random blogging! damn .. well I guess while I can still get on I'd better do and lil one for today.. hmm.. what happened today, that maybe worth blogging about????... Well Miss Juccii took and lil ice cream swirled shit in jerome's room today... not that's it's interesting but as of now I have nothing else, so I'm gonna have to go with it... I came home from running a few errands today and happened to pass by the room.. took a lil sniff cause there was a funny smell in the air.. didn't think anything of it... then I came out ma room and passed by his room and again ... To my surprise that funny lil smell had grown stronger and funkier... So I'm like hmm.. I know this lil heffa didn't go in there and do what I think she did... and she did..... ********WARNING IF YOUR EATING ICE CREAM OR THINKING ABOUT IT, DON'T READ THE REST OF WHATS ABOUT TO BE TYPED IF YOU HAVE A WEENIE STOMACH *** AND YES I SAID IT ... A WEENIE STOMACH ****

Not Sure When I Wrote It But Its Called "karma"
My death has already happened My slow demise started in February My burial happened in May A walking zombie In a world of cruelty And pain Heartache and torture Fill my head My life isn’t right Fuck my life isn’t real Is this a nightmare That I just haven’t woke up from? No this is my reality This is my karma.

2008 Called "reflection"
The reflection In the mirror Isn’t me The reflection In the mirror. Shows every Bad memory The reflection In the mirror Seems to Fade away The reflection In the mirror Sees the pain Of past mistakes The reflection In the mirror Sheds a tear Fore the future is dim The reflection In the mirror Knows that true Happiness is a lie The reflection In the mirror Isn’t me!!!

Wrote In 2003 Called "why Do I Care"
Why do I still Think theres a chance Why do I still Love you Why do I still Dream of you Why do I still Call you my husband Why do I still Turn to you for support Why do I still Think you love me Why do I still Know one day it’ll be us again Why do I still Compare everyone to you Why do I still Wish I hadn’t fucked up Why do I still Care about your opinion

Not Sure When I Wrote It But Its Called "game"
Empty bed Broken window Blood stained sheets Tear stained face White walks His name written in blood I love you underneath Loaded gun in hand Trigger pulled A life lost The game of love Had became too much.

Promises
Alone I break My sanity gone Who am I To judge you Seriously I was Once exactly Like you I was the One who Made the Broken promises Never caring Who I Had hurt. Life’s worth So much More than Sweet bitterness I can’t I won’t Go through The heartache Yeah we weren’t Really together We were friends & Friends keep Promises they Make to One another

Im New Here!
hello, new on here and will start my blog soon, but for now you can check my other blog at www.mommymoney-carolee.blogspot.com thank you and will update this one very soon, have 4 kids and not much time :) ciao for now.

Daytona Beach Snack
What you'll need: Instant Vanilla pudding Milk (per instructions on pudding) Vanilla wafers (cookies) Ziploc bag, freezer or storage Rolling pin Miniature umbrellas (find at party supply store) Small bounce balls (to look like a beach ball) Clear plastic drinking cups How to make it: Follow the directions on the package of instant vanilla pudding. Divide the pudding between the clear plastic drinking cups (box directions will give you number of servings). Place cups in refrigerator. Place vanilla wafers in Ziploc bag. Break the wafers up a bit. Use the rolling pin to roll the wafers into very small pieces. Sprinkle the sand across the top of all the cups. You will want about 1/4" of sand on top of the pudding. Place back in refrigerator until time to serve. At party time, remove cups from refrigerator, add a small bounce ball and an opened miniature umbrella to the cup.

Things Not To Say To A Cop
20. I can't reach my license unless you hold my beer. 19. Sorry officer, I didn't realize my radar detector wasn't plugged in. 18. Aren't you the guy from the villiage people? 17. Hey, you must have been doing 125 to keep up with me, good job. 16. I thought you had to be in relatively good physical shape to be a police officer. 15. I was going to be a cop, but I decided to finish high school instead. 14. Bad cop. No donut. 13. You're not going to check the trunk, are you? 12. Gee, that gut sure doesn't inspire confidence. 11. Didn't I see you get your butt kicked on cops? 10. Is it true that people become cops because they are too dumb to work at McDonalds? 9. I pay your salary 8. So uh, you on the take or what? 7. Gee officer, that's terrific. The last officer only gave me a warning. 6. Do you know why you pulled me over? Okay, just so one of us does. 5. I was trying to keep up with traffic. Yes, I know there is no other cars around, that's

Kandie Man
Ive been called the kandie man they all say that cause that's what i am sweet as honey i get their monkey the cookie munster it seems to be me its when i work my tongue they have wet dreams so take me put me in your pocket save me for a rainy day pull me out and unwrap me when you want to play because i taste like sugar but still I'm man i melt in your mouth baby not in your hand yeah im the kandie man night magik luv and yule never get enough so let me rub your butt i touched your spirit and maybe your heart one thing is for certain your legs will always cum apart when i bite your neck and lick your ears ill make your fears disappear nibble your nipples and caress your body hit the magik spots that make you hot breath deep on your pussy lick it stick it trick it dream of me is all yule do when we get through wake up in the night with a smile in your eyes and me between your thighs got you hypnotized you don't have to call me daddy or even

Smoke-free Anniversary
Today is a very special day. This time last year, I quit smoking, so it has officially been a year! Honestly, I owe it all to Piper...I did quit before I found out that I was pregnant, but finding out that I was pregnant cemented the fact that I would no longer smoke. I honestly can't say if I would have gone back to smoking had it been for Piper, because I have quit several times, only to go back a month or two later. This is my second time quitting for a year, and I will NEVER smoke again! My daughter will make sure of that... I am having a celebration today. Lane is coming over and I am buying two big trays of Tuscani pasta from Pizza Hut and my father is making me a strawberry cake. This gives me more incentive to not going back to smoking. I don't have any cravings anymore, which is wonderful. I actually feel sick to my stomach when I smell smoke. When I first stopped smoking, I loved the smell of it. Now it makes me wretch! It feels so good to be able to smell, to taste, and n

Working Out
YOU'VE NEVER HAD SEX LIKE THIS Sex is (almost) always a good thing, but if it's all missionary (or cowgirl or doggy-style) all the time, you're going to get bored, fast. And so will she. If you really want to spice things up, try this move I call the superfly. It's definitely an "advanced" position and it's possibly dangerous, but the visual payoff for you is insanely good. It also challenges her abs and your arms while sending both of your adrenaline levels through the roof. Have your partner kneel behind your head, facing you, as you lie flat on the floor. Reach back and grip her hips tightly as she pushes off her feet and dives slowly forward toward your crotch. Support her weight with your arms and, as she straightens her legs out behind her, balance her body at a 45-degree angle to your penis, so that she can perform gravity-defying oral sex. Between watching that and her breasts swaying in the foreground, you'll have a mental snapshot to refer back to for the res

Nami Tamaki-believe
Unable to find the words to say I unconsciously touch your shoulder But you coldly jerk it away Without saying anything And through the smallest of misunderstandings Our love dies in its infancy I don’t want to see such a sad face Even if you lose even your dreams Don’t throw away that smile Keep shining in my heart Someday we’ll swear that the future We’re building with our own hands Will be in this place no matter what And no matter where you are But for now, please believe that although We’re looking painfully away from each other now Our eyes will meet So many lights streamed From the starry sky as we looked up at it That memory still hasn’t faded If I listen closely I can hear Phrases from that song you used to whistle And I want to be by your side in that place again In the tomorrow my heart is painting At the other end of the sky We’ll surely run through every day together from now on If these days have any meaning Someday we’ll swear that

Tamaki Nami - Reason
The further apart we are, the closer I feel to you Even loneliness becomes strength …When I think of you When the town, people and my dreams Changed I just fought against it I had yet to discover what it was like To put words together and still not understand each other I lost my dreams because I only wanted to hold you But you told me not to give up The further apart we are, the closer I feel to you Even loneliness becomes strength …When I think of you It’s the pieces of my dreams that are sticking into my heart so painfully That we met just like that was a miracle Believe in it once more On the days when you weren’t here I stopped completely But I’ve started walking again Absolutely every coincidence had meaning When I shared it with you When we fulfil our respective dreams and meet again Coincidence will become fate If we turn our broken promises into vows Can we go back the way we were When we met in that place? When I close my eyes I can see A

Ayumi Hamasaki - A Song For Xx
Why am I crying? Why am I lost? Why did I stop? Please tell me When will I grow up? How long can I stay a child? Where have I come running from? Where am I running to? I had no place to live. I couldn't find one. I don't know if I could have any hope for the future. They always said I was a strong child. They praised me, saying "you must be strong to not cry." I didn't want those words at all. So I pretended not to understand. Why are you laughing? Why are you by my side? Why are you leaving me? Please tell me. When did you become strong? Since when have you felt weakness? How long must you wait for the day you understand to come? The sun is rising. I must go soon. I can't stay in the same place forever. You will someday be betrayed by your trust in people. I thought it was the same as being rejected. At the time I didn't have that kind of strength. I definitely knew too much. They always said I was a strong child. They praised me, saying "you m

Rates Vs Friends
I just want to clairify 1 thing to my friends and family on fubar. I came in here for the social aspects of fuland to meet new friends to laugh with people and even to help people smile once in a while. BUTTTTTT I gotta tel ya all this rateing me please is about to drive me bonkers. If i have to rate your profile over and over to be a friends with you please by all means delete me. I really dont mind it now and then but dont make it like it's lifes new adventure " im burnt out on Rating Dont ask Please." friends i love with all my heart be a friend not a pain ok Thanks Rick

Vanilla Popcorn
Vanilla Popcorn Ingredients 1/4 cup corn oil 1 (4 inch) vanilla bean, split lengthwise 3/4 cup unpopped popcorn 1 tablespoon sugar 2 tablespoons butter, melted Salt to taste Cooking Instructions Heat corn oil in a large pot over medium-high or high heat for a minute. Add one kernel of popcorn to the oil. When the kernel pops, pour in the remaining popcorn and the vanilla bean. Place a lid on the pot, and shake gently until the corn starts to pop. Shake vigorously until the popping subsides. Remove from the heat, and pour into a large bowl. Remove the vanilla bean from the corn. Scrape seeds from the vanilla bean, and mix with sugar. Stir sugar, melted butter and salt into the corn until evenly coated, and serve.

Tandoori Chicken
Tandoori Chicken courtesy Sandra Lee Ingredients 8 chicken thighs 1 1/2 cups plain yogurt 2 teaspoons garam masala 2 teaspoons paprika 1 teaspoon minced ginger 1 teaspoon crushed garlic Directions Rinse and pat dry chicken thighs. In a large bowl, combine the remaining ingredients and stir until smooth. Add thighs and make sure they are coated. Cover with plastic wrap and refrigerate at least 2 to 3 hours, preferably overnight. Set up grill for indirect cooking over medium-high heat. Oil grate when ready to start cooking. Remove chicken from refrigerator and let sit at room temperature for 30 minutes. Cook 40 to 45 minutes or until internal temperature reaches 180 degrees F. Check for doneness by cutting into thigh to make sure there is no redness near bone. NOTE INDOOR GRILLING: Prepare chicken as directed. Preheat oven to 425 degrees F. Roast in preheated oven on foil lined baking sheet for 30 minutes or until internal temperature reaches 180 degrees F

Honey Lime Chicken Wings
Honey Lime Chicken Wings 25 chicken wings (tips removed) 1/3 cup honey 3 tablespoons Nellie & Joe's Key West Lime Juice 1½ tablespoons lime zest 3 garlic cloves, pressed or minced 1 teaspoon garlic salt 1 teaspoon onion salt 1 teaspoon dried parsley 1 teaspoon dried coriander Salt and freshly ground black pepper to taste Olive oil Preheat oven to 375°. Mix garlic salt, onion salt, parsley and coriander together in a small dish. In a large ziplock mix together honey, Nellie & Joe's Key West Lime Juice, lime zest and fresh garlic. Put chicken wings on baking pan. Pour olive oil onto wings and rub well into wings. Rub in salt and sprinkle pepper. Bake for 30 minutes, or until nice and crispy. Remove from overn and shake chicken wings in Ziplock to coat.

Key Lime Lobster Enchilada
Key Lime Lobster Enchilada 1 large onion, chopped 2 sweet peppers, chopped 3 garlic cloves, minced 4 ounces olive oil 2 (6 oz.) cans tomato paste 3 (6 oz.) cans tomato pureé 6 cups water ¼ teaspoon oregano 4 bay leaves 3 tablespoons Nellie & Joe's Key West Lime Juice 4 tablespoons cider vinegar 6 steamed lobster tails Sauteé sweet peppers, onion and garlic in olive oil until golden. Mix tomato pureé, tomato paste and water; add to onion mixture. Add oregano, bay leaves, Nellie & Joe's Key West Lime Juice and cider vinegar and cook over low heat for 1 hour. Cut lobster tails into bite-sized pieces and add to mixture. Season with salt and pepper to taste. Cook until sauce thickens. Preheat oven to 375°. Soften the tortillas and roll tortilla into enchiladas, filling each with about 3 tablespoons of lobster mixture. Bake enchiladas for 8-10 minutes until cooked, but not crisped. Remove and serve two per person, covering each portion with plenty of sauce.

Saigon Kick-love Is On The Way Lyrics
Lonely sidewalks Silent night Bring the evenin' Deep inside Hold me darling Touch me now Let the feelings Free tonight Love is on the way I can see it in your eyes Let's give it one more try tonight baby Love is on the way I can see it in your eyes Let's give it one more try tonight Time of season Wipes the tears No rhyme or reason No more fears All the dreamin' Is far behind You are here now Everythin's alright Love is on the way I can see it in your eyes Let's give it one more try tonight baby Love is on the way I can see it in your eyes Let's give it one more try tonight And in the morning I'll be gone away All the things are left behind If you need me I'll come night and day Let's stop the hands of time Love is on the way I can see it in your eyes Let's give it one more try tonight baby Love is on the way I can see it in your eyes Let's give it one more try tonight baby Love is on the way I can see it in your eyes Let's give it

5:05 Am
Why the hell am I up at this hour? I have been up all night watching Star Trek and Fu'ing the Bar. I miss my wife andf my kids and I am 500 miles away from them because I am a big freaking idiot. I love you baby and I am so sorry for putting you and the kids through this. I will be home soon as I can.

Alone
I hear the ticking of the clock I'm lying here the room's pitch dark I wonder where you are tonight No answer on the telephone And the night goes by so very slow Oh I hope that it won't end though Alone Till now I always got by on my own I never really cared until I met you And now it chills me to the bone How do I get you alone How do I get you alone you don't know how long i have wanted to touch your lips and hold you tight You don't know how long I have waited and I was going to tell you tonight But the secret is still my own and my love for you is still unknown Alone Till now I always got by on my own I never really cared until I met you And now it chills me to the bone How do I get you alone How do I get you alone How do I get you alone How do I get you alone Alone, alone

Teriyaki Beef Jerky
Teriyaki Beef Jerky Recipe 1 lb London broil, sliced across the grain into 1/8 to 1/4-inch thick strips 1 Tbsp brown sugar 1/4 tsp black pepper 1 tsp onion powder 1/2 tsp garlic powder 1 tsp ginger powder 1 tsp salt 1 Tbsp honey 1/4 C orange juice (no pulp) 1/2 C soy sauce 1 tsp liquid smoke 1/4 C water Preparing the jerky: Place all the dry ingredients into a glass bowl (do not use metal containers). Add liquids and mix until salt is dissolved. Place the meat in a glass bowl or glass cake dish. Cover meat and refrigerate for 24 to 36 hours in marinade. Remove the meat from the refrigerator, and pat the meat with paper towel to remove excess moisture. If you are have more than 1 pound of meat, simply double or triple the marinade ingredients. You want to be sure to cover the meat completely during the marinating period. Drying the jerky: Place in dehydrator (or 140 degree oven) for 4-8 hours depending on the amount of racks. Every hour turn racks

Coconut Chutney
Coconut Chutney 1/2 fresh whole coconut, drained and grated 1/2 cup plain yogurt 1 tablespoon vegetable oil 3 fresh red chili peppers, chopped 1/2 teaspoon mustard seed 1/4 teaspoon cumin seeds DIRECTIONS Place the coconut and yogurt in a blender or food processor. Process to a paste-like consistency. Transfer to a medium bowl. Heat the oil in a medium saucepan over medium heat. Stir in chili peppers, mustard seed, and cumin seeds. Cook until mustard seeds start to pop. Spoon over the coconut mixture. Cover, and refrigerate until serving.

Tumbler Candles
What You Need: Glass tumblers Tissue paper in assorted colors Glue stick Small candle Scissors Instructions: 1. Carefully cut holiday shapes out of the tissue paper. 2. Apply glue to the back of the tissue paper shapes and press them onto the outside of the tumbler. Experiment with layering colorful shapes over one another.

Love Letter Heart Box
Heart Box Present your special someone with this heart-shaped box filled with love notes, treats, or a small gift. What You Need: Papier-mâché box Striped paper Decorative paper Silver tooling foil strip Small silver frame Glue Instructions: 1. Cover the base of a papier-mâché box with striped paper. Trace the box lid shape on decorative paper and cut out. 2. Wrap and adhere a silver tooling foil strip around the edge of the box lid, pressing the foil above and below the edge to take the lid shape. 3. Adhere the cut-out heart onto the lid. Attach pink fiber around the cut-out heart shape. 4. Adhere a small silver frame with a message in it onto the lid.

Teddy Bear Valentine Box
Bear Box for Valentine's Cards You can replicate the same type of craft using craft foam by tracing the template pieces onto foam and drawing on a few of the details. It turns out really cute just with paper though -- the directions assume you'll be doing it just with paper Materials: paper glue scissors small empty box (we use kleenex boxes and shoe boxes) construction paper OPTIONAL: thin cardboard (empty cereal boxes work well) OPTIONAL: large wiggly eyes Directions: Print out the template of choice and color them as appropriate. NOTE: You can omit printing the third template and just cut a construction paper heart Wrap the empty box up with construction paper (or gift wrap) in an appropriate color (white, pink, brown and red would all work). Cut a slit in the top of the box large enough to fit Valentine's Day cards in the top. NOTE: You could also just cut the entire top off the box or use a no-top box like a sho

Mardi Gras Floats Game
Mardi Gras Party "Floats" Save shoe boxes or ask guest to bring shoe boxes to decorate. Take the lid off and turn the box upside down to decorate. The lid slips onto side of the box to create the back of the float. Kids can paint, glue material or colorful paper strips onto the boxes. Provide lots of craft supplies like sequins, glitter, ribbons, stickers, etc for them to decorate with. Let them dry while you play games and eat. Later have a parade, let the kids hold their floats and parade around the room.

Mardi Gras Mask
Print each image Cut out the two part mask from construction paper Glue the mask part to the crown part Cut out the eyes to fit Decorate with paint, markers, crayons, sequins, glitter, or feathers Staple, tape or glue an elastic strip that fits around the head to both sides of the mask

Endless Love
Its funny how over the years love doesnt change however the kind of love does. I'll be the first to admit that I still love my 1st husband I however am not in love with him. I love him because even after we got divorced he has always been there for me. Maybe it's wrong to still love him but I don't care if it's wrong. He's been in my life for 8 years and will continue to be even after other people come and go.....

Strangers On Friends List.
What is it with people on the net calling someone a friend just because they added another to their fake ass friends list their so fucking lame.for most of you don't know that you have to talk to the ones you add on a regular basis and show interest in their lives by asking questions about them to become true friends.take note.this is the only fucking way to become friends.

Fracture Point
The mind swirls in endless confusion So much anxiety, ceaseless There's no eyt to this storm Rolling, tumbling, chaos in motion So long have i fought to keep it all together But in the end how much control did i really have? Was i fooling myself or am i just a fool Too blind to understand what he really has? Fade to black, the curtain falls with a thud This life is neither tragedy or comedy There is no tears, there is no laughter Just a hollow echo into the silence Breathe, inhale, engulf the echoes Let it fill the lungs as i feel my mind slip away Can i escape this fate before i stumble Is this the final act before they cut my string? Splintes and shards of memory Bury themselves in my mind's eye Suffering internal vertigo Slip, falling into the void, what can i do? Lost conception, misunderstanding Looking at things upside down again Everything is turned inside out Hard to keep my feet on the ground When i'm standing on my head When the hell did th

The Dogwood Sessions
just this before you go. I really did die for you. I saw your face and you smiled, it was at someone else, and you were laughing, and even though i knew it was at me, in torn jeans and stained t-shirt, and the ridiculous look i must have had on my face, loving you while you were tearing the fat off the meat of me, and when you put me in the chair and started taking my bones out of my legs, slow and methodically, unhinging them at the joints, pulling back ligaments so not to snap them, all i could think of to scream was, "Do you think there is anyone alive, that ever lived, that will ever, could ever exist who would make love to you the way thhat I'd make love to you, til you cried like your fucking soul was spilling out and taking your magled guts and spitting those out to, and I'd fill you with everything good in me, every last bit and I'd walk away pure evil, because I couldn't keep any of it from you. Don't you understand- of course they hate me- i love you so fucking much that I

Touch Me
TOUCH ME I need for you to touch me…can you do that???…softly, passionately. Follow the contour of my body with your fingers…kiss me and touch my face, can you do that for me???…touch me…Our eyes meet, electricity, you approach me…moister begins, no words spoken, none needed, just touching….touch me…you reach for my hand, a soft kiss on the inside of my wrist, a moan escapes me, moisture flows, my breath quickens, my heart races…just touch me…up the inside of my are, goose bumps, my body shivers, my river flows…your hands slowly caress my back ending up at the base of my neck, your kiss deepens, intensifies with each smack…..touch me…our bodies melt together like hot metal…just touch me…your chest pressing against my enlarged mountains, I whisper your name, you touch my lips with yours with love, love for the moment…deeply, passionately….touch me…your hands slowly move down my back resting on my bump, squeezing, massaging…my river flows…touch me…anticipation of what’s to com

02.09.09 - Panic! At The Disco - Nail's For Breakfast, Tacks For Snacks
SONG VERSION BELOW Nails for Breakfast, Tacks for Snacks - Panic At The Disco LYRICS BELOW Watch your mouth oh oh oh because your speech is slurred enough that you just might swallow your tongue I'm sure you would want to give up the ghost with just a little more poise than that Or was it God who chokes in these situations, running late oh no, he called in Or was it God who chokes in these situations, running late oh no, he called in The hospice is a relaxing weekend getaway where you're a cut above all the rest Sick and sad patients on first name basis with all the top physicians Prescribed pills to offset the shakes to offset the pills; you know you should take it a day at a time That's when you st-st-stutter something profound to the support on the line And with the way you've been talking every word gets you a step closer to hell That's when you st-st-stutter something profound to the support on the line And with the way you've been talking every word

Frugal Valentines Day Ideas
Frugal Valentine's Day Ideas by Amy Allen Clark Make this holiday special for that certain someone What is not to love about Valentine's Day? It is a time to show the people in our lives how much we love them by throwing expensive gifts at them and demonstrating this by the amount of money we spend. Or is it? The card companies would like us to believe that this is what makes the holiday special. This holiday can be a tightwad's worst nightmare, but it doesn't have to be. For those of us who are tight on money, it is a great way to show how creative we can be when giving gifts and it is a wonderful time to display all of our talents. Here are a few creative and budget-friendly ideas for making this holiday special for that certain someone in your life. Table for Two The Valentine's Day that I loved the most was the year that we couldn't get a babysitter for our son. We were broke and could not afford a dinner out, let alone the price of getting someone to bab

Backpack That Kids Can Design
Backpacks (Kids make their own) 1. empty laundry soap boxes 2. collage material 3. markers 4. crayons 5. paint 6. rope 7. construction paper 8. butcher paper Have the children decorate the top and front of their box. When done measure each child's back to properly place the holes for the rope. You will need two strands of rope for each child. Different children require different sizes. usually about 12-18 inches each rope. The rope will serve as the child's straps for the back pack, so you want to be sure to place the ropes so that the child can wear the back pack safely. You may want to measure before they decorate. This is entirely up to you. After you have measured, place the fours holes accordingly. I use a knife or scissors to cut the holes. You will need a total of four holes, placed in twos...like this: O O O O Thread one rope through a top hole and a bottom hole and tie together leaving the knot inside the box. And then do the other side. When finishe

Charmed Pins
Charmed Pins Theses are so fun to design! For gold pin you need: Coiless Safety Pins - 2¼" Gold Gold Jump Rings Heart Charms 3/8" Jingle Bells Heart Shaped Pony Beads 8mm Pearl Beads For silver pin you need: Coiless Safety Pins - 1 1/2" Silver Silver Jump Rings Feather Charms 6mm Silver Jingle Bells Small Wooden Beads Instructions: Use charms, jingle bells, beads, pearls and just slide them on to coiless safety pins.

Chinese New Year- Paper Yoyo
Paper Chinese Yo-Yo This really works! Make it from wrapping paper and a dowel. Thanks go to Joan of New York for this project. You need: 1/8" or 1/4" Dowel Roll of wrapping paper Tape or Glue Instructions: Cut a strip of wrapping paper 7' long by 4" wide. Glue or tape one end of the strip to the dowel at the end. Roll the paper tightly around the dowel. To use, hold the dowel and flick your wrist in an upward motion. Paper will yo-yo out and back in.

Valentine Pinata
Add some fun to your Valentine party games this year with this easy to make, no-mess piñata. Bright and cheery pinks and reds dress up a plain paper grocery sack with no gooey paper mache to clean up! What you'll need: 1 brown paper grocery bag Tissue paper in red and pink 24" string or yarn Hole punch Stapler Newspaper or other lightweight filler Small trinkets and candies Scissors White craft glue How to make it: Open the grocery bag and put treats and trinkets inside. Fill about ¼ full. Fill remaining space with crumpled up newspaper. Leave a small amount of space at the top of the bag so it can be folded over and closed. Fold top over and secure with staples. Poke or punch a hole in the middle of the bag in the fold. Be sure it's low enough that the hole won't rip. Cut long strips of tissue paper about 3" wide and as long as the tissue paper sheet is. Fringe the ends of the tissue paper by cutting slits about halfway up. Starting at the bottom of th

Valentine Theme Parties
It's the holiday of love! And whether your child's Valentine's Day Party is at home or at school, everyone will absolutely love these fun and tasty Valentine's Day party ideas – including Valentine's Day party invitations, Valentine's Day decorations, sweet treat recipes, and more. Best for Kids of all age love celebrating Valentine's Day. For elementary-age kids, you may even be able to have a school Valentine's Day party! Party Planning If you're having your Valentine's Day party at home, begin planning your bash six to eight weeks in advance. This will allow you time to gather all the supplies that you need, including Valentine's Day decorations Valentine's Day balloons, gifts, and menu items. Planning ahead also gives your guests time to RSVP and make travel plans, if needed. Don't panic if you find yourself short on time; you can still plan a great party! Planning ahead simply reduces the risk of conflicts with guests' plans and may increase your party’

How To Be Annoying At The Library
1. Read out loud. Very loud. And slowly. 2. While pointing to a very simple word, like 'the', ask the person next to you if he/she can pronounce it for you. 3. While looking at your book, turn so you’re facing the person. Then, peer over the top of your book, and say "PEEKABOO!!" 4. Put down you book, and look over and start reading the other persons book, and, either 1) say "Ooo. Nice book." or 2) when he/she looks at you, quickly pick up your book and act like your reading it. 5. Suddenly look over at him/her, and say, "You’re one of THEM!" 6. Put down you book, and look at him/her. When they says something like "what?", cut them off by saying "Are you accusing me of something?" 7. Read your book. Upside down. 8. Read your book from right to left. And flip the pages the same way. 9. Flip the page every two or so seconds. 10. Pick up your book, put it down, and say, "Wow. That was a good book." 11. Read silently, and then as if speaking to the character i

Under The Sea Party Ideas
Take the plunge this year! These fun and tasty ocean party ideas – including sea party invitations, ocean party decorations, recipes, and more – will have all your guests feeling like they’re under the sea! Best for... Girls and boys aged four through eight just love fish, mermaids, and anything else that can swim! Party Planning For peace of mind, begin planning your ocean birthday bash six to eight weeks in advance. This will allow you time to gather all the supplies that you need, including ocean party decorations, gifts, and menu items. Planning ahead also gives your guests time to RSVP and make travel plans, if needed. Don't panic if you find yourself short on time; you can still plan a great party! Planning ahead simply reduces the risk of conflicts with guests' plans and may increase your sea party’s attendance. For under the sea party invitations, use white card stock or construction paper folded in half, and decorate it with pizza picture cutout

Slumber Party Ideas
A slumber party can be the perfect celebration for your little social butterfly. Our fun and creative slumber party ideas -- including slumber party games, slumber party food and more -- will be a blast for the attendees and easy-as-pie for a parent like you. Best For.. While girls are usually the ones who insist on slumber parties, boys enjoy this kind of fun as well. Slumber parties should be kept gender-specific; girls aged seven to 12 will enjoy them while boys aged eight to 11 will also think they are fun. Party Planning For peace of mind, begin planning your bash six to eight weeks in advance. This will allow you time to gather all the supplies that you need, including slumber party decorations, gifts, and menu items. Planning ahead also gives your guests time to RSVP and make travel plans, if needed. Don't panic if you find yourself short on time; you can still plan a great party! Planning ahead simply reduces the risk of conflicts with guests' pla

Sand Crafts
1 Colored Sand Candle Holders Materials Needed: Jars Sand Food Coloring Ribbon Glue Instructions: Place the sand in a glass or metal bowl and use the food coloring to tint it the desired color (you can also use rice). Fill the jar about two thirds full with the colored sand or rice. (It is easier to store these candle holders if you save the jar lids!) Glue and/or tie a ribbon around the top of the jar. Push a candle into the middle of the jar, pushing it into the sand. 2 Beach in a Jar: What You Need: Glass jar with lid Glass cleaner Paint pen, optional Sand Shells, pebbles, small pieces of driftwood, and sea glass Thick crafts glue Instructions: 1. Use glass cleaner to remove fingerprints from the inside and outside of the jar. 2. Decide if the jar is going to sit on its bottom or lie on its side. If you'd like, use a paint pen to write the name of the place where you collected the shells on the side of the jar. 3. Pour enough

Cross In My Pocket Craft
You will need: Scraps of plastic canvas (7 holes per inch) 1 yard of white yarn 2 yards of colored yarn (Camouflage is very popular for sending these to soldiers.) Darning needle with an eye big enough for yarn Directions: Cut the front piece 12 holes by 10 holes. Smooth off any little bumps. Cut the back piece 12 holes by 20 holes. Smooth off any little bumps. Cut the cross 3 holes wide along the vertical part and 3 holes wide along the horizontal part (see photo). Cover each piece using a stitch that slants right from the bottom over three holes. Or any stitch that you like. Save the edging for last. Cover the cross neatly with stitching. Cover the front and back, leaving the edges for last. Now start at the right front of the front piece. Whip stitch across. Hold the front firmly against the wrong side of the back and whipstitch the two together. Go all the way around the back, until it is neatly bound. Run your needle through a few stitches to hide the

3d Heart Mobile
3D Hearts Mobile More Crafts Holiday Crafts Make a mobile with strings of 3-D hearts. This is a great decoration for Valentine's Day. Supplies: Red, pink, white, purple, and other construction paper, oak tag, or gift wrap Pencil Scissors A long length of colorful yarn (thick yarn works better than thin string) Glue stick A sturdy paper plate Markers, crayons, or paint Stapler or tape Draw a spiral on a paper plate. Cut along the line. Decorate the paper plate using markers, crayons, or paint. make a few strings of 3D hearts, with 3 to 4 heart triplets on each string. You may have to make a knot under each heart to keep it from sliding down the string (if the string is too thin or if you don't use enough glue). Staple or tape a few strings of hearts to the paper plate. Attach another short length of string to the plate; it will be used to hang the mobile up. You now have a cute heart mobile for Valentine's Day.

02.10.09 - Kanye West - Street Lights (808's And Heartbreaks)
SONG VERSION BELOW Street Lights - Kanye West LYRICS BELOW Let me know Do I still got time to grow? Things ain't always set in stone That be known let me know Let me Seems like Street lights Glowing Happen to be just like moments passing in front of me So I hopped in the cab and I paid my fare See, I know my destination, but I'm just not there All the street lights Glowing Happen to be just like moments passing in front of me So I hopped in the cab and I paid my fare See, I know my destination, but I'm just not there In the streets In the streets I'm just not there In the streets I'm just not there Life's just not fair Seems like Street lights Glowing Happen to be just like moments passing in front of me So I hopped in the cab and I paid my fare See, I know my destination, but I'm just not there All the street lights Glowing Happen to be just like moments passing in front of me So I hopped in the cab and I paid my fare See, I know my

Signs You Won't Win American Idol
10. You dedicate "I Will Always Love You" to Saddam Hussein 9. Backstage, people say, "Are you still here?" 8. North Korea says if you lose they'll stop producing enriched uranium 7. Your mother says, "You're okay, but I'm really a big fan of Ruben" 6. You were recently named the three of clubs on the "Most Wanted Iraqi" playing cards 5. You've already appeared on another reality show -- "Cops" 4. Vegas gives you the same odds of winning it all as the Mets 3. You cancel your performance to stay home and watch "Jag" 2. Simon beats you with the microphone stand 1. Your voice is muffled by the SARS mask

Writing
From the waters I emerge, born anew, cleansed of my past, setting the foundation for a new life. Purity isn't what I seek, I'm too weak. I walk the earth with dead memories in my wake...fallen and sullen. I don't want you to stay, my pain wont go away. Marked in [ink], so that I don't forget. Tormented and destroyed, I stand alone.

Knowledge
Our country’s “Nintendo” generation are fed and bred with fantasies. Unknown of the failing system they live their lives under. Beautification of society’s problems coats the minds like scales of a reptile. A serpent through the thoughts, poisoning dreams, killing Kings and Queens. I ask but one thing from those aged b y knowledge… Infekt with the truth

Cool Website
Hello to anyone that reads this. I just thought that I should let everyone know that there's a really cool web site out there if you like bath salts custom made candles or hooded capes. It's pretty cool cause I have a hard time finding candles that are in the right size for my needs it's called http://whitefireclan.com check it out it's really cool.

No Turning Back
There's a million things that I could say If you're down for listening I never thought I'd feel so alone I never thought I'd want to come back home But I chose my path 9 years ago And now there's no turning back No, there's no turning back There's no turning back I lost everything Just to have this And now my dreams And coming true And now my dreams are coming true Chase your dreams Don't leave in fear.

? Love
i hear you say i love you i hear you say i care for you i hear you say ill do anything for you i wonder why you do i wonder why you care i wonder just what youd do i love you more today then yesterday i care for you more then you know i do anything with in my power to make you happy yet i feel that is not enough i feel like is should do more i feel like its not enough so why do i love you so why do i care for you so why would i do anything for you cause i love you nothing more nothing less i just hope that its enough

This Week.....
Well this week had started off like the many previous. Kind of disappointment and nothingness combined. It has been a rough few months. Between the "big D" and i dont mean Dallas, and then losing my job i have become rather discontented with my life. there were many nights of sleeplessness and those i could sleep wasnt all that good. but things this week actaully got better. like i had said prior it started off the same as weeks before. then it got better half way threw. I found a new friend, someone with alot of the same desires in life as myself. we had a few good converstations on the phone this week and even sat and talked. they helped me take another look at myself. dont get me wrong i have many people that i talk with that have been telling me the usual things of "try this" "try that" "dont worry things will get better". these people are my friends. they seem to support and help guide me out of this low point in my life. in all this i can say today im pretty chipper about my situ

Jambalaya Sandwich
Jambalaya Sandwich Ingredients 1/4 pound thick-cut bacon, diced 1 pound pork butt / pork loin, cut into 1-inch cubes 1 pound smoked sausage, cut into 1/2-inch slices 1/2 pound andouille sausage, cut into 1/2-inch slices 1 red onion, chopped 1 cup thinly julienned red bell peppers 1 pound boneless chicken thighs, cut into 1/2-inch cubes 2 celery stalks, thinly sliced 2 cloves garlic, chopped 1/4 cup chopped parsley leaves 3/4 cup plus 1/4 cup chopped green onions 2 teaspoons cayenne, or to taste Salt and pepper 1/2 cup water 2 sourdough bread loaves 1 pound Havarti cheese, thinly sliced Directions Preheat oven to 200 degrees F. In a large cast iron pot or heavy-bottomed braising pan over medium-high heat, cook the bacon until crisp and fat is rendered. Remove bacon and drain on paper towel. Set aside. Add pork to the pan with the bacon fat and cook on medium to high heat until pork is browned on all sides, about 5 to 6 minutes. Add the sausage, onions, and bell

Life In A Small Town
Today a friend and myself made flyers and put them up for our upcoming Passion Party. It was an interesting experience to say the least. And major fun too. A Passion Party is one that shows off adult toys and lotions and such. The one I went to was fun and so my friend and I decided to try to hold one. I was surprised at the places that allowed us to put up the flyer so it could be seen. Everywhere from the bar it is being held in, to the library! Just goes to show you that even in the bible belt, people can be freaky kinky. It will be interesting to see who all shows up.

Depressed
Hello Everybody This Will Most Likely Be My Last Blog Please Don't Get Me Wrong FuBar is A Great place to meet and Have Fun With People but I'm Looking for a Soul Mate A Sweet Honest Passionate Loving Caring understanding Lady. Tonight I went Out With A great Friend Of Mine and He Took Me To a exotic Dance Club The Lady's there were Hot I mean Smoking Well there weren't a lot of men there and the girls out numbered the guys 3 to 1when we walked in my friend had one of the dancers sitting on his lap with in 5 Min's after we got there any way they were talking the next thing ya know off to the back they went for a dance which was alright by me the thing that bothered me is not one of the girls approached me I had money I was very friendly I smelled clean dressed nice all that so it made me realize that I must be unattractive and yes it does hurt no I'm not tall 5' 4" with Grey hair I'm not a sex maniac and I don't Flaunt Money and I don't treat women like bitches and whores but it se

Wtf
All of you seem to be searching out the virtually impossible. No wonder the world is such a wreck today! Lighten up, try to shoot for the moon in place of the sun! Give it some time. Happy V day to the gals out there. Luv you all.....

Who Let The Trash Out
I HATE VALENTINES DAY!! created @ 02/14/2009 01:11 am expires in: 22 hrs [EVERYONE] Sooo do you find valentines day a useless holiday?? Yay ** OR ** Nay 113 votes 612 views 107 comments Report mum as NSFW (Not Safe For Work) [?] Since when is it a holiday? Who promoted this to the point of it becoming a damned holiday, and given this is an adult site is there really anything not appropriate adult content?

What Not To Say To Your Valentine
1. I really don't like this restaurant that much, but I wanted to use this 2-for-1 coupon before it expired. 2. People say I remind them of Eddie Haskell. 3. I used to come here all the time with my ex. 4. I never said you NEED a nose job. I just said it wouldn't hurt to consider it. 5. Could you excuse me? My cat gets lonely if he doesn't hear my voice on the answering machine every hour. 6. I like clay. It's mushy. 7. I really feel that I've grown in the past few years. Used to be I wouldn't have given someone like you a second look. 8. And I won that trophy in the inter-fraternity belching contest. 9. I know you said you don't eat anything with a face. But a good butcher will cut that part off for you if you ask. 10. It's been tough, but I've come to accept that most people I date just won't be as smart as I am.

My Life-part Iv: Heading West
In September of 1997, I packed my bags and left Richmond, VA for Tucson, AZ. The first Amtrak train I took went from Richmond, VA to Jacksonville, FL. Then I got on another train that took me from FL to Tucson, AZ. During the trip, I got see New Orleans, the Gulf of Mexico and the Texas-Mexico border. It was actually a cold ride until I got to AZ. Once in Tucson, I got an apartment and opened a bank account. I explored the city for about two weeks, looked up my aunt M. and then started looking for work. My job search was harder than I thought it might be because having a college degree i a town with a big university doesn't make you stand out much. I went job to job for a while. In 1998, I got hired at McDonalds. I did pretty well there in that I got three raises and some customer service awards. In 2000, I went back to school to get some job training. And that is when I met the person who would change my life forever...my future wife. That's the next entry.

Home Made Samoas (girl Scout Cookies)
Home Made "Samoas" Girl Scout Cookies Homemade Samoas (a.k.a. Caramel de-Lites) Cookies 1 cup butter, soft 1/2 cup sugar 2 cups all purpose flour 1/4 tsp baking powder 1/2 tsp salt 1/2 tsp vanilla extract up to 2 tbsp milk Preheat oven to 350F. In a large mixing bowl, cream together butter and sugar. Mix in flour, baking powder and salt at a low speed, followed by the vanilla and milk, adding in the milk as needed to make the dough come together without being sticky (it’s possible you might not need to add milk at all). The dough should come together into a soft, not-too-sticky ball. Add in a bit of extra flour if your dough is very sticky. Roll the dough (working in two or three batches) out between pieces of wax paper to about 1/4-inch thickness (or slightly less) and use a 1 1/2-inch cookie cutter to make rounds. Place on a parchment lined baking sheet and use a knife, or the end of a wide straw, to cut a smaller center hole. Repeat with remaining dough. Alternative

Lemon Pie Bars
LEMON PIE BARS 1 white cake mix (2 layer cake mix) 2 eggs 1 can lemon pie filling Put into a greased, floured jelly roll pan. Bake at 350 for 12-15 minutes. Frost with powdered sugar frosting with lemon juice added.

Marc's Race Day Dip
Marc's Race Day Dip INGREDIENTS (Nutrition) 1 (8 ounce) package cream cheese 1 (14 ounce) jar pizza sauce 2 cups shredded mozzarella cheese 1 (4 ounce) can diced green chile peppers, drained (optional) 1 (6 ounce) can sliced black olives, drained (optional) 1 jalapeno pepper, sliced (optional) 12 ounces chopped, sliced pepperoni DIRECTIONS Preheat the oven to 325 degrees F (165 degrees C). Spread the cream cheese in a layer in a 9 inch square baking dish. Spread a layer of pizza sauce over the cream cheese, followed by layers of shredded cheese, green chilies, black olives, jalapenos, and pepperoni. Bake for 25 minutes in the preheated oven, until heated throughout.

Deep Fried Ice Cream
Deep Fried Ice Cream Ingredients • 4 scoops well frozen ice cream • 2 eggs, beaten • 50 g crushed corn flakes • oil, burning hot (for frying) Directions 1. 1 Give the ice-cream scoops a perfect round. 2. 2 Put the 4 scoops in the deep freezer for 15 minutes. 3. 3 Give it an egg wash once you remove it from the deep freezer. 4. 4 Roll on the crushed corn flakes and give it a nice coating. 5. 5 Put it in the freezer for 20 minutes. 6. 6 Repeat the process twice. 7. 7 Heat the oil. 8. 8 Make sure it is burning hot. 9. 9 Deep fry the ice-cream quickly for 5-8 seconds. 10. 10 Make sure that the oil is very hot or the corn flakes won't get its colour. 11. 11 Now add little brandy or cognac and flambe it on the table. We add hot fudge at this point.

Tex Mex Sundae
Tex Mex Sundae Ingredients Vegetable oil, for frying 12 fajita-size flour tortillas 1/2 cup sugar 1 tablespoon ground cinnamon Directions Homemade Cinnamon Ice Cream, recipe follows 1 (20-ounce) jar chocolate flavored syrup 1 (10-ounce) jar maraschino cherries with stems In a medium skillet, pour oil to a depth of 1/2-inch; heat oil over medium heat. Add tortillas, 1 at a time, and fry, about 1 minute per side until golden. (Press tortilla down with a fork if it starts to puff up while frying.) Drain on paper towels. In a small bowl, combine sugar and cinnamon. Sprinkle evenly over hot tortillas. Set aside to cool. (Can be done 1 day ahead.) Top cinnamon-sugar tortilla with 1 generous scoop of Homemade Cinnamon Ice Cream. Drizzle with chocolate syrup, and top with a cherry. Repeat procedure with remaining tortillas, ice cream, chocolate, and cherries. Homemade Cinnamon Ice Cream: 1 quart half-and-half 2 cinnamon sticks 1 pint heavy whipping cream

Grilled Jerk Chicken With Mango Cilantro Salsa
Grilled Jerk Chicken with Mango Cilantro Salsa Courtesy Bobby Flay Ingredients 1/2 cup vegetable oil 1 onion, coarsely chopped 2 scallion, coarsely chopped 1 large Scotch bonnet pepper, stem and seeds removed 1 tablespoon fresh ginger, grated 3 cloves garlic, coarsely chopped 1 tablespoon finely chopped fresh thyme 2 tablespoons red wine vinegar 1 tablespoon light brown sugar 1/4 teaspoon ground cinnamon 1/4 teaspoon freshly ground nutmeg Pinch ground cloves 1 teaspoon ground allspice 1/2 teaspoon salt 1/4 teaspoon freshly ground black pepper 1 teaspoon fresh lime juice 4 chicken thighs, skin on, bone in 4 drumsticks, skin on To prepare the jerk chicken: Directions Puree all the ingredients, except the chicken, in a food processor until almost smooth. Piece the chicken with a fork to make tiny holes. Place the chicken in a large shallow baking dish and rub the marinade into the chicken. Cover and refrigerate for 24 to 48 hours, depending on how in

Reggae Jerk Skewers
Bob Marley's Reggae: Jerk Marinated Chicken Breast Skewers, Chargrilled and Served with Creamy Cucumber Dipping Sauce and Yucca Fries Ingredients For the Jerk Marinade: 1 onion, finely chopped 1/2 cup finely chopped scallion 2 teaspoons fresh thyme leaves 1 teaspoon salt 2 teaspoons sugar 1 teaspoon ground Jamaican pimento (allspice) 1/2 teaspoon ground nutmeg 1/2 teaspoon ground cinnamon 1 hot pepper, finely ground (or 2 Scotch bonnet peppers) 1 teaspoon ground black pepper 3 tablespoons soy sauce 1 tablespoon cooking oil 1 tablespoon cider or white vinegar 2 pounds chicken breast, dice 1/2-inch thick 12 wooden skewers, soaked in water for 2 hours Green tai leaves 2 pounds fresh Yucca, peeled, cut into fries 1 recipe cucumber sauce, recipe follows Fresh pineapple wedges Directions For the marinade: mix together onion, scallion, thyme, salt, sugar, allspice, nutmeg, cinnamon, hot pepper, black pepper, soy sauce, oil and vinegar. These ingredi

Caribbean Wings
Caribbean Wings Ingredients • 1 habanero, seeded and chopped • 1/4 cup soy sauce • 1/4 cup honey • 1/4 cup brown sugar • 2 tablespoon sugar • 2 teaspoons fennel seed • 2 teaspoons cayenne pepper • 2 teaspoons allspice • 2 teaspoons dried thyme • 1 teaspoon ground ginger • 4 garlic cloves, chopped • 4 green onions, chopped • 1/4 cup apple cider vinegar • 1/4 cup lime juice • 1/4 cup orange juice • 7 pounds chicken wings Directions In a food processor, blend together all the ingredients but the chicken until smooth. Reserve 1 cup of marinade. Place chicken wings into a large resealable plastic bag and pour remaining marinade over them. Seal and marinate in the refrigerator 4 to 6 hours. Preheat oven to 350 degrees F. Line 2 sheet trays with parchment. Remove chicken from bag and place on the baking sheets. Bake 20 minutes. Meanwhile, in a small saucepan bring reserved marinade to a boil. Reduce by 1/3 until it thickens slightly, about 10 minutes. After

S'more Brownies
S'more Brownies Ingredients Crust: 6 tablespoons unsalted butter, melted 1 1/2 cups crushed graham cracker crumbs 2 tablespoons sugar Pinch fine salt Brownie: 8 tablespoons (1 stick) unsalted butter 4 ounces unsweetened chocolate, chopped 1 cup packed light brown sugar 3/4 cup white sugar 1 1/2 teaspoons pure vanilla extract 1/2 teaspoon fine salt 4 large cold eggs 1 cup all-purpose flour Topping: 4 cups large marshmallows Directions Position a rack in the lower third of the oven and heat oven to 325 degrees F. Line an 8 by-8-inch square baking pan with foil so it hangs over the edges by about 1 inch. For the crust: Lightly butter the foil with some of the melted butter. Stir the rest of the butter together with the crumbs, sugar, and salt in a medium bowl. Press the crumb mixture evenly over the bottom of the pan. Bake until golden brown, about 20 minutes. Meanwhile, make the brownie. Put the butter and chocolate in a medium microwave safe bowl.

My Life-part Vi: Current Events
In September 2008, I was offered a chance to work for my ex-wife's mom's 2nd husband as a live-in caregiver. Basically I live with his dad who is elderly and needs watching. I keep the house clean, cook the meals, answer the door and phone, do the grocery shopping and make sure R. takes his meds. In exchange, I get free room-and-broad, free cable tv and a small paycheck every week. I am hoping to use this job to start a new career as a medical caregiver. I know I need more real medical training. I also am starting to look for a new woman to date. I signed up to a local dating website, but no love connections yet. Well thanks for reading my life story. I will add things about my parents and sister in the near future so keep checking in.

Painted Wine Glasses
Painted Wine Glasses Holiday Craft Ideas These painted wine glasses are an easy and classy way to dress up inexpensive clear wine or champagne flutes for your New Year's Eve party! Or, they make a wonderful host/hostess gift to bring if you are attending a party. Anyone can do it, just follow the step by step instructions below. This technique can also be used to decorate the disposable plastic wine or champagne glasses if you use those at your party.

Wire Heart Candle Holder
Love Craft: Heart Candle Holder Begin with 3 yards of 19 guage steel wire and wire cutters. Cut three wire pieces 2 feet each and one piece 1 yard. Begin shaping a heart at the ends of the three 2 feet each wire (as shown). Optional: Use a bead inside the heart loop. At the base of the 3 hearts twist the wire to create a 3" to 5" post (as shown). Separate and bend the 3 wires to create a holder for the wired candle. Create end loops with the tips of the wire cutter. Create a heart, and then, twist the one-yard wire three or four times around a wooden spoon handle. Open the loops so the candle fits (as shown). Push the base holder end loops together, so the wire candle is held firmly. Note: A small amount of wax dripped into the center holds the candle firmly in place, too.

Glittered Valentine Candles
Love Craft: Glittered Valentine Candle Purchase non-flamable water soluble glue. Cut out a rectangle to fit around your candle and overlap 1/2". Then, draw and cut out your design stencil... ...Or purchase foam stamps with your favorite designs. Get one or two glitter colors and pour some onto a flat surface. Select dripless pillar candles for larger designs. Use various heights and sizes to create a romantic candle garden. Wrap your stencil around the candle and secure with tape. Then, brush/spray glue on the cutouts. When the glue gets tacky press the gluey cutout areas onto the glitter. Spray glue and glitter several times to create embossed designs. Extra: Write "I Love You" or "Be Mine" with a small round brush and glue. Then, sprinkle glitter onto the glue to create glittered letters. Or, purchase glue glitter pens.

Rose Covered Heart Box
rose covered heart gift box Let her tuck away her precious treasures within this quick and easy box of secrets. With 3D stickers, this gift is a quick paint-and-stick project. Change the colors and you've got a great masculine catch all for your boyfriend or husband as well! view enlarged picture You Will Need wood heart shaped box red or other colored paint paint brush sandpaper 3D sticker of your choice Directions Lightly sand box. Paint entire box. Let dry. Paint second coat. Let dry. Affix sticker to top of box. What to put inside! The box doesn't need to be the gift itself. Use it as a gorgeous wrapping to help you unveil a beautiful gift inside! Below are a few suggestions on what to fill your gift from the heart with! Rose Petals Hershey's Kisses and/or Hugs 101 Reasons Why You Love Your Partner Love Coupons Tickets To A Play, Movie or Sporting Event Jewelry Perfume Samples Clues To A Scavenger Hunt Mini-Disc of Love S

Make Your Own Love Game
Make Your Own Love Game by Jennifer Good Want an activity that will make you feel more connected and intimate with your partner? Game nights are a great way to spend one-on-one time with your partner. Not only are they an inexpensive way to pass the evening, they're entertaining and often start up interesting conversations. If the game you're playing is homemade and tailored to your interests or relationship...all the better. With a homemade game, you can include personal or relationship building questions, fun dares, and even create unique playing tokens. Your options for customization are endless! To help you get started, here are some tips for creating your game, followed by tips and ideas for actual game playing. Use the two lists together and you'll be sure to come up with a new favorite classic. Creating Your Game Playing Pieces In order to play most games, you'll need tokens to serve as your playing piece. You can use something as simple as coins or glass beads, o

Confeused.
I am new here and having a hell of a time. I have read all the decrition and nothing still does not work. tried to post my playlist cause I have to have music,(love music) can't figure out how to post a layout, guess some would call me a dumby maybe so. Please I need help...!!!!(

Another Poem
Unforgettable you I miss your touch I miss your scent I still feel so much Done so much I regret. How do I forget unforgettable you. Your eye, your smile, you kiss, your taste. I feel that I let a good thing go to waste. I'm sorry for the things I've said. But I wasn't thinking with my head. I try and try but can't forget , unforgettable you. I want to let go and go on with my life but no matter how hard I try. I can't forget unforgettable you. I remember the bitter and the sweet. Without you I feel so incomplete. Please forgive me and let me prove How deep my love is for Unforgettable you.

I'm Sorry
I'm Sorry I'm sorry if I call too much I'm sorry if I miss your touch I'm sorry that I stare at your face because it takes me to a safe place I'm sorry if I cling too tight I'm sorry if I want to be in your arms every night I love you and want no one else I wonder if you wish we would have never met and you were with someone else I hope I am wrong I hope we last so long Please tel me how you feel and if this is real I hope you feel what I feel I love your lips your gentle finger tips your smile your laugh the way you take up on your friends behalf If I did something wrong I'm sorry but hope you can forgive me and love me

My Love For You
My love for you My love for you is true My love for you has made me blue. My love for you is never ending. My love for you is unbending. My love for you will never die. No matter how hard I try. My love for you will never end. Always know you have a friend. No one can come in between us. No matter how much we may fuss. I love you now and forever more. Like I have never loved anyone before. My love for you will see you through. My heart will forever belong to you. I know that we are through but that is not the case with my love for you.

Waiting For The Sun To Rise
Dark stale night, Waiting for the sun to rise. Sleep is just a dream, Awake for my Nightmare. Ready for another day, Waiting for the sun to rise. Another day begins as I remember the day past. What is it all for? What reason do I endure? I walk with wonder From day to day, Thinking too much, Trying to belong. Waiting for the sun to rise. Come on this day For me to embrace. Don't look back into the darkness, But, embrace the new day as I would a loved one. Waiting for the sun to rise. This is my gift. This is my nightmare. This is my life. Embrace it!

Tested By Fire
Am I to be tested by fire? Tempered, as steel, to forge the keener blade Can I possibly survive? Emerge from the flame Purified Purged Is such searing necessary? Must all that I am (or thought I was) Be melted to the core And poured out Liquefied Molten Am I to be totally recast? Refashioned at the anvil by heavy handed blows So unyielding that I require This violent a process Hammered Pounded I would choose a milder makeover The gentler touch Of potter to the clay The subtle training Of gardener to the vine Is the smithy to be my only master? If this is the form of refashioning I truly require Then I shall try to endure Hopefully Gratefully Shall I be made more worthy? I ask only that the process leave me bettered By whatever bellows and blows Keener blade Finer mettle Stronger Truer Brighter Tested by the Fire

This Old Body
Creaking and popping, having trouble walking, This old friend broken and tattered with pieces scattered. Abused and pushed, and a few times crushed. Many times taken for granted. This old body. May times taken to it’s limits, Then reaching inside and finding more From within it Tired and times almost dead, Yet still today able to climb out of bed. Moaning and groaning, dealing with the pain. What was I thinking, was I truly insane? Abused and drugged, wanting to be hugged Tired of living so hard, every day painfully bugged. This old body. I have come upon a choice, call it my inner voice. Hoping it is not too late, how many years left Two, three maybe eight. I’ve decided on surgery to help this old friend. My gift to you is to be easier to bend. No more medications to fakely gain. No more smiling and hiding the pain. Sorry my friend for being so relentless. Some day soon to be able to move With a smile and a little more effortless. This old body

Words Flow
Words usually so easy to flow, but today not so much so. Thoughts racing, memories chasing, feelings on hold. What is this that plagues my way? Keeping me from being able to Write what I want to say. Many lives lived, many hats worn. Why do I sit here feeling so torn? Confusion? Not most likely so. Disillusioned? Never that path Again will I go. Changes are coming as is written before. Never did I expect to be so hungry for more. So much has been seen, so much to share, But never to you would I ever compare Realizing again, today will soon be tomorrow. Time not to sit and look back in sorrow. Life is my text book which is always open. The world is the classroom where I set my Mind to always be open to things that I see And others that can be hard to perceive. Things to be seen, experienced and learned. So much to share, so much I have worked for So much I have eagerly earned. When I open myself and share my words, Don’t be afraid of me, but experience my Though

Slip, Slipping
Slip, slipping into consciousness lying in bed Wondering, wondering… Understanding not, for the night has passed. Left tired from a toss and turn not knowing. What is it that differs from other days passed? What is it that dominates my feelings, My thoughts, My inner being, my mind? I lift up from bed to enter my day, walking, Floating, my feet 12 inches off the floor. Warmth, kindness, passion and joy Fill my being with comfort. Still feeling, still seeing, still experiencing The touch, the softness, the taste, the scent. My body screaming and my mind at calm. What is it that dominates my mind today? These feelings are new… No, no, These feelings are old, familiar, Coming from a time long forgotten. A time and feelings thought lost. Anxious to learn, eager for more. I am ready to experience what has overcome, Overtaken, consumed my body, my mind. A night passed, a choice made. Respect and Honor still in place, still in waiting. Something done right, someth

Move On
The time comes to move on, but how? How does one move on? Hiding behind this computer gives me such security, Such safety. But, what am I feeling so safe from? Others or myself? What does it mean to move on? Do I put the past aside? Maybe I realize that the past lays path for the future. Does that even make any sense? I am who I am today because of my past. What does that make me? You decide! I am just going to keep moving into my future one second at a time. Maybe I need a push! Maybe I need to push myself. But if I only knew how. It all still makes no sense to me at times. One second, two seconds, three seconds, time to move on........

Unknown Sight Or Parapsychosis
The silence gives way to a low roar quickly moving closer until the heavens above open up and the depths of hell breaks the barrier. The violent rumble shakes my body violently as I awake from my sleep and open my eyes to see with a shattering deafness as my home is horrifically ripped open to the fires from hell. As I scramble to avoid the terrible heat from the endless flames that engulf everything in sight. My skin melting from the enormous heat that ensues. I stumble out of my broken home feeling definition of death. I can only see debris and flames as I notice the house next to me is gone. Understanding death was at my feet but sighing at the life that still remained in me I opened my mouth to scream in pain and horror but instead of sound I spewed sickness from within myself onto the ground before me…… I awoke from this dream sweating and shaking with fear. This was approximately 2 weeks ago. I have continued to have extremely similar dreams almost every night since. Last nigh

Compassion
Compassion: a feeling of deep sympathy and sorrow for another who is stricken by misfortune, accompanied by a strong desire to alleviate the suffering. Where is the compassion in todays society? I live every day searching for others that demonstrate compasion and empathy in everyday living. To my surprise I have found others who demonstrate these in the way they live thier lives. Not only for friends and family, but for others beyond the ones loved and known, but the surprise for me is where these people are found and what types of situations bring out the good in others. All I can say is life is to short and beautiful to live with closed eyes and closed emotions. Live for yourself and die lonely, live for others and live forever. If this makes sense to you then you have what it takes to live a full and happy life regardless of your physical status. Open your eyes Damn It! in anothers eyes you are no more than "Other People"! Society forms the ground for what we see and do.

Flawless
Flawless....(contemplating)..... Are we flawless? No, but we know that. Am I flawless? No, God knows I am full of flaws. This is a part of what makes us human. Does that mean life other than human is flawless? No, all life is has flaws, even when lifes processes run smooth. We live in a society that relies on the human flaws. We call our flaws entertaining. We make laws against our flaws, but we continue to live our lives not realizing how much faith we have in the flaws of todays society. For instance: We climb aboard a jet airliner beleiving that we will take off, fly and land flawlessly and safely. Is that belief, or self persuasion to believe? It is faith Dummies!!! Now think of all the flaws in life that you experience every day. Now think of the flaws you don't know about or realize have even happened. Take those thoughts and remember them when you step into that plane, or car, or boat. Is your belief that that vehicle is flawless really going to help

Love Vs Love
Love! What does it mean? If I tell a woman I love her it could be taken as if I wanted her between the sheets, but if I tell my mother I love he it means nothing of the same. I love the colo Hunter Green. This does not mean I want to eat the colo hunter green, but when I say I love cheescake it truly does mean that I want to eat it. I love my pocket knife and I love the ocean, but they won't both fit in my pocket. Silly me, why is love so complicated and yet it is just a simple four letter word? I just wish people wouldn't make such a big deal when I say to someone that I love them. I do truly love everybody. I may not like someone, but I can still love them. I just include pity for the por souls. Ok, I am not stupid! I do know the differences. I am just trying to make a point here. When I say I love you then you can rest assured that I mean it and if you are a man it does not mean anything gay. I have passion, heart and knowledge in such a plentifull supply that

Last Night
I rolled over and pulled your frail little form Closer to my body. I whispered in your ear "I Love You". You rolled over to face me and before another word was spoken we embraced in a passionate kiss that only true deep love can have. We spend most of the night in passionate embrace lilke never before could be compared. Heaven came down and touched us as we loved one another. It was as if we were created just for that night. Whimpering were the two of us, not for sadness, but for happiness from knowing that we were meant to be together. That is what god created us for. That was the very last night I spent with my lover, my friend, my wife. For God did come down and touch us, but he did let go of my sweet Angela. I Love You Angela and I will forever love you. I will never say "Good Bye". My heart just awaits the time that we are with each other again, for all eternity

Shores Of Life
A blank stare gazing nowhere watching nothing. Adrift in the sea of things past. Hoping, dreaming of the shores of things to come. Not to know what will come to pass, but rather which wave to ride in. Realizing that my pockets are full of the sand from shores long left behind. Wanting to not lose the memories, but to carry them with me always. Now knowing that the culmination of an old life is upon the tips of these waves that are carrying me to a new understanding, a new chance at happiness. A last chance at life! Emptying the sand from my pockets, watching each grain as they form a new shore for me to set anchor upon. Undrestanding now that my happiness should not be sought in the things to come, but rather from the grains of memories that now form the shore underneath my feet and heart.

My Life-part Vii: Being Political
Throughout my life I have always been interested and involved in politics. At age 10, I really cut my politically teeth by working on the 1980 presidential campaign of then-Gov. Ronald Reagan (R-CA). I told me teachers everyday up until the November election to vote for RR. I was back in action in 1984 and 1988 with my parents and sister. Once I started community college, I got more envolved by joining student government to represent my biology club. When I went to Marshall University to earn my BA Ed., I got even more involved by joining College Republicans and getting appointed to MU's student government. I worked on the 1996 presidential campaign of Fmr. US Sen. Robert Dole (R-KS) and the WV governors campaign of now Fmr. Gov. Cecil Underwood (R-WV). In Tucson, I advised the Univ. of Arizona College Republicans. It allowed me to goto the 2000 GOP candidates debate in Tempe, AZ. I didn't do much politically until 2008 other than getting my wife to join the GOP. In Octo

Having To Let Go,to Start Over!!!
I can say that its different when you meet sumone you really dont know about when in cums to the internet. well i can say i met sum nice and very understanding people, even my ex wife. yeah i know i've been through alot in life, just having to let that extra baggage go so i can feel lighter and stronger. real now alot is so better and i can step out and not step backwards now having to move forward knowing i have thoughts or feeling of what i left behide. Starting over is a rough task and i know if anyone has the will power, then staring over is'nt a hard task. i just know i had my share of misunderstandings and i want to start over knowing i have that MoJo. people know and understand the meaning of whats rite and whats wrong. Focus people....

Being In A New Area...
well hey everyone! i just moved to the Marietta area. just doing what i have to do here and still try to make sum nice friends here and still do what i do. the area here is much different than Nebraska. but i can get use to this in no time. So hey!!! where are the good folk at around here...LOL. hit me up sumtime i dont bit unless you want me to...

Honey Pot Teddy Bears
Honey Pot Teddy Bears Hot melt glue chips or sticks Teddy Bears Coaster / Cutting Board / Wood Plank Ribbon Double boiler Honey bears come in all different sizes , some are placed on platforms others are just left as they are sitting. For this project we used 2 small teddy bears and a round wooden egg holder for the honey pot. Use hot glue gun sticks in a natural yellow color. Or if you can, purchase the actual chips which can be found at good craft stores. Use a double boiler to melt the glue down, You can also use an old food tin can to avoid making too much mess. Melt the glow down on a slow heat and then using a stick, or spoon, drizzle it over the bears mouth and hands. Be careful as the glue is still HOT enough to burn your skin. Allow it to cool and glue onto a coaster or small cutting board for stability. You can have your bears sitting, standing or even smaller bears submerged in a pot of honey. These make fan

True Love
Yep !!!! I'm getting married to the love of my life Tommy Martin on August 28th.... i'm so excited and can't wait....i'm about to go dress shopping and just starting to plan so it's been alot of fun..... gonna be the best day ever....I LOVE YOU SO MUCH BABY....

True Love
I was married to the most incredible man in the world, until recently. I can't say anything bad about him, just he likes women a little to much. We were in a 4 year relationship and we were getting married in 2006. That didn't happen. We almost had a family, but do to unforeseen circumstances, it didn't happen, I love this man and he says he loves me, but needs some space. Ladies if you ever find what you think is your true love and soulmate, hold on tight and don't let go...I still can't.

Shot Glass Candles
glass shot glasses old candles stove pan old measuring cup wick wax dye(optional) 1.Break up all your old half burnt candles in to the measuring cup. You can use discolored wax if you are using wax dye 2.Put the measuring cup in to a pan of boiling water and leave to melt 3.When the wax has almost melted down completely add the wax dye 4.Cut wick to fit the shot glasses 5.Put the wicks inside the shot glasses (Make sure only to use glass shot glasses, plastic ones will melt) 6.When the wax is melted completely pour a measure in to each shot glass(careful not to submerge to wick) 7.When the wax is almost completely set move the wick in to the center of the glass and leave to set

Autumn Candle
These candles are great for decorative candles as they look wonderful sitting on a table top and can even contain leaves from a romantic walk making them sentimental. Take your candle mold and dip your leaves into the hot wax and press it up against the edge of the mold to hold it in place. Drop in your other bulky items such as small twigs, stones or other collected items. Then slowly pour your wax into the mold. Note: Twigs and leaves are flammable and should be placed in the bottom of the candle away from the flame to avoid a potential accident.

Sea Shell Candle
Sea Shell Candle Square candle mold or Bottom of a milk carton Candle wick Candle wax Optional Candle Dyes Sea Shells How to melt the Wax: Place your required wax amount into the heavy Pan and place it on the heat. Slowly heat the pan till all the wax in your pot melts. Don't allow the wax to get too hot. Adding the Dye: Once you have melted your wax you can add your dye. Add a small amount at a time as it is very strong. Note: When dried the color is much lighter. Getting the wick ready: Dip your wick several times into the melted wax to give it a wax coating to insure it burns evenly. Getting the mold ready: Start by cutting down your milk carton so that your candle mold is of appropriate size for the candle(or use other mold). Next attach your wick to a pencil or length of wood that will sit across the top of your candle mold (top is the open end). Next make a small hole in the bottom of the carton to thread your wick through. Pul

Beer Mug Candle
Beer Mug Candle Beer Stein Wax Brown Dye Whipping Wax (Home Made) This Beer Candle is made by pouring a brown wax into a beer stein and adding the froth to the top and drizzling the froth down the sides. Making whipped wax for decorative candles is rather simple when you know how and it can turn a candle into something spectacular. When making your whipping wax add a little extra stearine. I have also added a little corn flour for a whiter look. but you need to be careful as sometimes it lumps. Allow the melted wax to skim over and form a top layer crust, then using your egg whisk, beat up the wax to form a frothy mix. Spoon it onto your candle and allow it to set.

Christian Cross Candle
8 Flat Sequins 5 Fabric Roses Foil leaves Glitter glue Pins Candle Lace This candle is so easy to make and can be used for religious occasions, wedding unity candle or even as a Sunday school bible craft. Start by covering your candle with some glitter glue. It only has to be a small dusting of glitter. Take your sequins and thread them onto the pins. Place the pins in a Cross formation in the center of the candle. If your pins will not push in then heat them slightly. Thread the roses onto the pins and place them in a decorative formation along with the foil leaves. If you can not get the foil leaves try pinning on small silk leaves. I finished off the candle with a length of lace glued to the bottom. Wrap the candle up in some cellophane for a wonderful gift. Remember to never leave a candle unattended. Remove the Roses before burning down to the bottom.

Fragrance Crafts
About Aromatherapy Aromatherapy is the practice of using pure essential oils to promote an enhanced sense of wellbeing. People have been practicing aromatherapy for thousands of years, but there has recently been a renewed interest in using aromatherapy to create personal care products that offer added therapeutic benefits. If you are interested in learning more about how your can use soap making fragrance oil for aromatherapy, check out the following helpful websites: Aroma Web A World of Aromatherapy Aromatherapy: Taking Charge of Your Health You may also want to consider adding these books to your reference library: The Aromatherapy Bible: The Definitive Guide to Using Essential Oils by Gill Farrer-Halls Aromatherapy A-Z: The Most Comprehensive Guide to Aromatherapy Ever Published by Patricia Davis The Essential Oils Book: Creating Personal Blends for Mind & Body by Colleen K. Dodt [edit]Buying Soap Making Fragrance Oil Soap making fragrance oil and other supplie

Rose Crafts
Drying Roses If you want to keep your roses whole, or would like to use the dried petals in a craft like potpourri, you’ll need to dry your flowers. The easiest way to do this is to hang your flowers upside down in a cool, dark place. I like to use a closet to dry my flowers, and it has the extra advantage of scenting any clothes that might be in that closet. Tie a string around the stem of the flower, then tie the other end to a hanger or to the closet rod. Allow the flowers to dry for a couple of weeks before using. I have a few dried roses that have lasted very well for more than five years. Some flowers are not as pretty after drying, but dark colored roses almost always look nice (pink and white roses can turn brown, but they still smell nice). To use the petals, simple pull them off the stem. [edit]Rose Votives If your petals are still fresh, you can decorate votive candle holders with the petals. Choose a plain glass candle holder and a selection of about 2

Button Crafts
About Buttons Buttons have been around for over 4,000 years. They were initially used as decorative elements for garments and weapons, often to distinguish a person’s rank or affiliations. Today, buttons are still an important embellishment for clothing and crafts. In addition to a nearly unlimited array of button designs, there are two basic categories of button construction: Sew-through buttons: Simple disks or flat shapes with two to six holes symmetrically centered for sewing the button to fabric Shank buttons: Buttons without holes that instead have a bar or loop on the back which can be sewn to a garment Within these two classifications, there are thousands of variations of decorative and novelty buttons. [edit]Types of Decorative Buttons Buttons have long been a favorite decorative item because while they are embellishing a piece of clothing, they simultaneously keep the fabric together. Because of this functionality, buttons come in a tremendous range of desig

Mardi Gras History And Crafts
A History of Mardi Gras Mardi Gras means “Fat Tuesday” in French. It is the day before Ash Wednesday, which is the beginning of the Catholic Lenten season, 40 days of prayer and reflection before Easter. Catholics traditionally “give up” something for Lent, such as chocolate, soft drinks or other bad habits. It is also traditional not to eat meat on Fridays, though fish is allowed. Fat Tuesday, then, was the last big party before the sacrifice of Lent. It marks the end of carnaval season, which is said to begin after Twelfth Night, January 6, which is the day the three wise men are said to have given their gifts to the baby Jesus. Carnaval was around long before explorers made it to the new world, but the celebration came to American in 1699 with the French explorer Iberville. In the 1700s, masked Mardi Gras balls were common in new Orleans, but when the Spanish took control the festivals were banned. In 1827, 25 years after Louisiana became a state, having masked ball

Convention Basket
Convention Basket Finished size 5" high x 8" wide x 10" long Base measurements 3 1/2" wide x 6" long Self Made handle: from side to side across top of basket (after lapping ends of handle) length 12" Materials: thick 1/4" flat reed: 16 crosswise spokes - 17" , 10 lengthwise spokes - 20" , 2 for handle - 40" 3/16 " flat oval (weavers for entire basket) 3/8" flat oval 2 for handle support - 15" 3/8" flat oval 2 for bands - 30" #4 round reed 1 for band filler - 27" Medium chair caning for lacing top of basket #2 round reed for twining last rows of basket Weaving Base: Mark center of all spokes and handle spokes on rough side. Wet good. Lay 2 handle spokes vertically on table in front of you forming one 1/2" spoke. Continue combining two 1/4" to make one spoke. You will have 4 crosswise spokes on each side of the handle with 1/4" space between, and you will have 5 lengthwise spokes. Now place your first lengthwise spoke under handle spoke matching centers. W

Weave A Waste Basket
Weave a Waste Basket Materials: 1/4 flat natural 11/64 flat oval dyed burgundy 3/8 flat dyed green 5/8 flat oval #3 seagrass 7/8 flat natural 1/2 flat dyed navy blue 1/2 flat dyed green (spokes) medium chair cane (lasher) Cut from the 7/8 flat 6 spokes 38" long. Cut from the 1/2 flat 12 spokes 38" long. Mark the centers and soak. Starting with two 7/8 flat spokes, make a cross. Horizontally add three green spokes on each side of the center 7/8 spoke. Vertically add three green spokes on each side of the center 7/8 spoke. Horizontally add a 7/8 spoke on each side of the sets of threes. Vertically add a 7/8 spoke on each side of the sets of threes. Base should measure 8 1/2 x 8 1/2. Place clothespins on each corner. Using 1/4 flat, miter the base. Upset the base. 2 rows 7/8 flat 1 row 1/2 navy 1 row 3/8 green 1 row 11/64 burgundy (flat oval) 1 row 3/8 green 1 row 1/2 navy 1 row 7/8 flat 1 row 3/8 green 1 row navy 1/2 1 row 3/8 gr

Lazy Sunday Mimosa
Lazy Sunday Mimosa (Pat and Gina Neely) Ingredients 1/2 cup pink sanding sugar 1 (750-ml) bottle brut Champagne 4 tablespoons pineapple juice 4 tablespoons blood orange juice 2 tablespoons orange liqueur (recommended: Grand Marnier) Directions Dip the rims of the champagne flutes in water. Dip again in the sanding sugar. Divide Champagne between 2 glasses. Add half of both juices to each glass and top with orange liqueur.

Pats Spicy Chicken Wings
Pat's Spicy Chicken Wings Ingredients Spicy Chicken Seasoning Ingredients: 1 tablespoon seasoning salt 1 tablespoon crushed red pepper flakes 2 teaspoons black pepper 2 teaspoons cayenne pepper 2 teaspoons poultry seasoning 1 teaspoon lemon-pepper 12 whole chicken wings, cut in 1/2 at the joint Spicy Chicken Batter: 2 eggs 2 tablespoons hot sauce 1 tablespoon crushed red pepper flakes 1 teaspoon black pepper 1 teaspoon cayenne pepper 2 cups all-purpose flour Vegetable oil, to fry Dipping Sauce, recipe follows Directions In a small bowl whisk together seasoning salt, red pepper flakes, black pepper, cayenne pepper, poultry seasoning, and lemon pepper. Reserve 2 tablespoons in a separate bowl. Rinse chicken wings in cold water and place into a shallow baking dish. Sprinkle the wings evenly with the seasoning, and let them marinate, covered and chilled, for 1 hour. Whisk eggs, hot sauce, red pepper flakes, black pepper, and cayenne pepper into a medium size mixin

Tony's Chicken Fingers With Sweet Mustard
Tony's Chicken Fingers with Sweet Mustard (Pat and Gina Neely) Ingredients Peanut oil, for frying 2 pounds boneless, skinless chicken breasts 3 eggs 1 cup all-purpose flour 2 cups panko bread crumbs 1 teaspoon garlic powder 1 teaspoon lemon-pepper 1/2 teaspoon cayenne 1/2 teaspoon salt 1/2 teaspoon pepper Honey Mustard, recipe follows Directions Preheat oil to 350 degrees F. Cut the chicken breasts into long strips and set aside. Beat the 3 eggs in a separate bowl and measure the flour into another separate dish. Measure the panko into a pie plate or shallow bowl and season with garlic powder, lemon-pepper, cayenne, salt and pepper. Dip the chicken strips into the flour, the beaten egg and then dredge them into the seasoned panko. Fry in the hot peanut oil for 6 to 8 minutes, until golden brown, and remove to a paper towel lined sheet tray. Serve with honey mustard sauce. Honey Mustard: 1/2 cup Dijon mustard 1/2 cup honey 2 tables

Dutifly
Oh those things you dutifly whispered to me whilst you gasped for air yes Master, please Master, more Master, yes, you whispered as no one, no one, before you ever had Is it no wonder my hands became much bolder, and ever so slightly tighter for you, intoxicating you in your own diminishing breath your eyes begging not for mercy, no not that, but for the absolution of of your Masters will In shallow orgasmic breaths you cry out your heart beating wildly beneath your breast your tears running hot down your cheeks you succumb to the darkness that is mine to give yes, you dutifly whipsered to me, yes, yes, yes i am yours. Gamache © 2009

Come To Me
sigh ... to me ~ sing to me the song of your heart and I who adores you will dream your melody talk to me the words of your soul and I who cherishes you will love your soliloquy look to me the vision of your desire and I who searches you will fill your destiny come to me the beauty of your infinity and I who possesses you will sustain your mortality belong to me the covenant of your name and I who breathes you will live your eternity sigh ... to me ~ Gamache~ © 2009

Tag You're It
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I love/hate things: books, movies, people, pets. 2. Little patience. If you're gonna do it, do it now or forever hold your peace... 3. I always seem to start giggling for no reason... 4. Chocolate is indeed a girl's best friend. 5. I like to dance. I feel the need to dance often. Wish I was dancing right now! 6. I fall for guys EASY and on a regular basis (who never make up their mind, I might add) 7. I've lived in 3 countries and know 2 and a half languages. And yet everyone thinks I'm American... silly people. 8. I want decisions made for me. 9. I'm a kid. I'm just a kid. I'm an adult on my license, but talk to

Its Only Me
im shaun, im irish, i love getting tattoos and giving them. id rather get them i think more than the other. but ive made some dumb decisions in my past but i wouldnt take any of them back because i ve learned from them and now im a stronger and smarter person, i love to make people laugh and to keep u smiling

Domestic Abuse
I GOT FLOWERS TODAY we had our first argument last night, and he said a lot of cruel things that really hurt me, I know he is sorry and didn't mean the things he said, because he sent me flowers today, i got flowers today , It wasn't our anniversary or any other special day, Last night he threw me in to the mall and started to choke me , It seemed like a nightmare, I couldn't believe it was real. I woke up this morning sore and bruised all over , I know he must be sorry cause he sent me flowers today, I got flowers today ,and it wasn't mother's day or any other special day, last night he beat me up again, it was much worse than all the other times, If i leave him what will i do? How will i take care of my kids? What about money? I'm afraid him and scared to leave, But i know he must be sorry because he sent me flowers today, i got flowers today,Today was a very special day, IT WAS THE DAY OF MY FUNERAL! IF YOU ARE AGAINST DOMESTIC ABUSE, PLEASE PASS THIS ALONG TO EVERYONE, NOT JUS

Cookie Quiz
You Are Peanut Butter Patties / Tagalongs You are creative and artistic. When you think, you tend to think big. You go for the drama. You love excitement and passion... even if it gets you in trouble. You are intense and a little self centered. You can be quite full of yourself (but not without reason). You tend to be very indulgent. If you feel like having something, you go ahead and treat yourself. What Girl Scout Cookie Are You?

Which Oscar Would I Win
You Would Win Best Costume Design You are imaginative, artistic, and very unique. You are a natural designer. You can picture entire movies in your head. You are incredibly visual. As long as you can remember, you've always had a flare for fashion. You like to experiment with looks. You like dressing up in costumes and outfits. And not just for Halloween! What Would You Win an Oscar For?

Done
am so tired of the b/s people put out there. if you want to be my friend then be just that. don't pretend to be anything else. there are enough fake people out there..trust me..i've met a good deal of 'em. and no i'm not looking for a man to make my life better. all relationships do is screw your life up because no one can accept you for who you are no matter how much they claim to. so don't believe that your compliments are precious to me because they are just empty words given by someone who's just a picture one a screen. to those select few who have my number...thankyou for the messages but really...who are you kidding? i wasn't born yesterday so am not interested in your "wishing you were here" crap. i've been around the block a few times and you are no different. my heart is not available for giving. it is forever broken beyond repair with scars both inside and out from those previous to have it. so i'm done...

Which Deadly Sin Is Yours? (again Room For Debate!)
Which Deadly Sin Is Yours? Sloth Slow the world down a little and kick back. Why do today what you can put off until tomorrow. Find out your Deadly Sin at Quizopolis.com

My Mother.
My mother is an unquie woman in that she is a quiet feminist. While born in KY, she lived in OH and PA as her dad worked for Borton Foods as a regional manager. When he died, her family settled in KY for good. In school she excelled in all her classes but had especially well in science. She graduated 10th in her high school class. When many "farm girls" just got married out of school, she went to college to study chemistry. In college, she did well too. She got to study chemistry but only as a science education major. Women weren't supposed to be chemists in the 1960's. She added a second major of library science to improve her chances of getting hired at a chemical firm as a research chemist. She met by dad in the late 1960's and were engaged in 1966 as he entered the US Army. Once married, she ended her college education with an Associates of Arts in Chemistry. Now in VA, she worked as my dad finished is Army hitch and started police academy. In 1971 she became a s

Thank An American
1. If you have electricty. 2. if you've ever flown in a plane 3. If you ever talked on a phone Land or cell. 4. If you watch television 5. If you're reading this then you have a computer with internet. 6. If you like peanut butter 7. If you've ever needed open heart surgery to live 8. If you've ever listened to or recorded music 9. If you've ever needed an x-ray 10.If you drink soda 11.If you wear jeans 12.If you like your freedom from tyranny and oppression 13. If you take pictures 14.If you love rock n roll, blues, country, hip hop 15.If you like movies 16.If you use lightbulbs This is all I could think of off the top of my head. If you have something to add, let me know.

This Night
I sit and wait I weep I pray I replay in my head what went wrong what didnt I do what did i do my silence was for your benefit not your abandonment I was always there despite the closed doors and now I just wish you peace I wish you sucess tomorow more than I wish the happiness of my own life my stomach turns as I fight the urge to come to your side but even if I could I have no clue where to go I love you I will always love you I dont know how not to anymore even if I never see you you have to believe I just want you happy it is not my selfish needs but the needs of a dark world please get through this and I almost hope you forget me tomorow so I am the only one faced with this pain of the memories of us I wish for the bite of a rope upon me i wish for the darkness to take me all my hope is in you carry it with you forever

27 Facts About Men
1. Men like to barbecue. Men will cook if danger is involved. 2. Men who have pierced ears are better prepared for marriage. They've experienced pain and bought jewelry. 3. Men who have tattoos think they have a piece of artwork on them. Yeah, like a flaming skull is art? 4. Men are very confident people. My husband is so confident that when he watches sports on television, he thinks that if he concentrates he can help his team. If the team is in trouble, he coaches the players from our living room, and if they're really in trouble, I have to get off the phone in case they call him. 5. Men like phones with lots of buttons. It makes them feel important. 6. Men love to be the first to read the newspaper in the morning. Not being the first is upsetting to their psyches. 7. All men are afraid of eyelash curlers. I sleep with one under my pillow, instead of a gun. 8. A good place to meet a man is at the dry cleaner. These men usually have jobs and bathe. 9.

Joke
Mary Clancy goes up to Father O' Grady after his Sunday morning service, and she's in tears. He says, "So what's bothering you, Mary, my dear?" She says, "Oh, Father, I've got terrible news. My husband passed away last night." The priest says, "Oh, Mary, that's terrible. Tell me, Mary, did he have any last requests?" She says, "That he did, Father. The priest says, "What did he ask, Mary?" She says, "He said, 'Please Mary, put down that damn gun.' " **************************************************************************** Brenda O'Malley is home making dinner, as usual, when Tim Finnegan arrives at her door. "Brenda, may I come in?" he asks. "I've somethin' to tell ya". "Of course you can come in, you're always welcome, Tim. But where's my husband?" "That's what I'm here to be telling ya, Brenda. There was an accident down at the Guinness brewery." "Oh, God no!" cries Brenda. "Please don't tell me." "I must, Brenda. Your husband Shamus is

Tag Youre It
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. Working out is my addiction 2. I'm an artist 3. My Katie Bug is my all 4. I love the rain 5. I love dragons 6. I think too much sometimes 7. I have a zero BS or drama meter 8. I'm a complete dork and will do anything for a laugh 9. Blam Bitch! 10. "If you were a hotdog would you eat yourself?" Tagging: Lacie Shannon Hollie Liz Chris

Joke
One evening a man was at home watching TV and eating peanuts. He'd toss them in the air, and then catch them in his mouth In the middle of catching one, his wife asked him a question - and as he turned to answer her, a peanut fell in his ear. He tried and tried to dig it out but succeeded in only pushing it in deeper. He called his wife for assistance, and after hours of trying they became worried and decided to go to t he hospital. As they were ready to go out the door, their daughter came home with her date. After being informed of the problem, their daughter's date said he could get the peanut out.. The young man told the father to sit down, then proceeded to shove two fingers up the father's nose and told him to blow hard. When the father blew, the peanut flew out of his ear. The mother and daughter jumped and yelled for joy. The young man insisted that it was nothing. Once he was gone, the mother turned to the father and

Ecstasy
in the gentle tides of lovers let the calming waters pull you down when I touch you I feel you shiver I feel your heartbeat I can never get enough as we leave the world behind restless turns moist your mouth with my tongue touching your face my hands strayed knowing your taste ecstasy fill me full with thirsty love flow inside me like champagne flowing inside the spiral as we feel the water rushing over us this gentle tide seeing this ocean in your eyes

Our First Night
The first time we touched, you held me so tight that feeling I felt only felt so right. Things were moving kind of fast and I felt ashamed You made me feel so comfortable and said no one is to blame. You made love to me that night and also the next day Things went fast I wondered what you would say, You didn't say a word just held my hand, That made me feel closer to you.... you were that perfect gentleman. We are miles apart and I wonder when I will see you again, I can't wait till I kiss you, hold you, and just see you.... My Friend. MY LOVE

A Night Of True Love
Staring up at the sky looking into the deepness. My mind is drifting getting lost in the burning diamonds shining their light upon me. They radiate the love and passion I feel deep inside myself right now. I yearn for you to be with me tonight. I savor each sensual kiss that bonds us. Tonight, for the first time, I am balanced between love and happiness. My body aches for your tender touch. I have to be honest, you're the only man I've ever wanted. Feeling your warm soft breath on my neck as you whisper sweet words I've been longing to hear you say. Words that prove the love you possess for me. Moving together in synch as we become one body... one heart, one soul--- one being. The tension and pleasure that was built up between us, now is released in a single massive explosion. Soft cries and muffled words are the only sounds that can be heard as we fall together against the comfort of the bed. The only blankets we use are each others arms drowning into th

Movie Review: "taking Chance" (2009)
Film: "Taking Chance" (2009) Rated PG for many scenes of sadness and mourning Plot: The true story of hoe an USMC officer escorts the remaims of a fallen USMC elistman home for burial. Good Points: The film shows the care and respect the remains of fallen US military personnel by those who prepare them for burial and transport.; It shows how the loss of one effects the lives of many.; The film makes no political statement about the Iraqi War II or US military policies.; You never see the dead's face until the end credits in which photos and video are shown of him. Bad Points: None Kids Caution: Children under 12 may not understand the storyline. Out Of Four Stars: I give this film four stars. This is a film that if you have HBO, then you must see it.

309 The Hottest & Newest Lifestyle Club In The Midwest!
309 is the Hottest & Newest Lifestyle Club Located @ 309 Madison Ave, Brooklyn, IL. Where here we cater to the mature, professional, curious, grown & sexy. We offer an on premises upscale private lifestyle club, All events are B.y.o.b., provided Mixers, Open Lounge, Private Parking, Several Public/Private Showers, Hot Tub (Wet Room) Yummy, Swing City ( u have 2 c this thing) Mile High City and finally, " The Get N Where U Fit N Room" . There is no dress code, you are there to mix and mingle, dress comfortable and to impress. You must be 21 years old to enter with a valid Id. The VIP Suite is also available. For More Info on 309's Hours and Pricing... Contact Info Jenkinsalexander@ymail.com http://groups.yahoo.com/group/309Swingers/ Click to join 309Swingers

Fucking Animations/morphs/flashy Bullshit...
OK, SO DOES MAKING YOUR UGLY ASS MORPHING INTO A ROSE/TIGER/CARTOON/SUPER-MODEL MAKE YOU FEEL BETTER ABOUT YOURSELF?!?!? O M G - THOSE ARE SO FUCKING ANNOYING!!!! IF YOU GOT THAT MUCH FREE TIME, DO US ALL A FAVOR AND GET A FUCKING LIFE!!!!

To Be There With You
I wrote this for the woman of my dreams but it never seemed to work between us. So I figured I would share with who ever wanted to read it. If you want to give it to your lady/male friend you can. Hopefully it will bring a lucky couple closer I wish to be there with you. I want to gaze into your eyes, kiss your sweet lips, touch you in ways that no one has ever done before. I need to be holding you close feeling your breath upon my chest. I need to know that you need me as much as I need you. I need you to want me as much as I want you. I want you to be my one and only, the one who I cant live a moment without. To come home to you nightly would be my greatest wish. To know that at any moment I could have you in my arms, touching you, kissing you, exploring every inch of you. I want you in my life, no wait I need you in my life. Please, the torture is unbearable. I cannot go on without you, I need you, and I wish to be there with you

A Single White Rose
A single white rose ( Sonnet) Once in a castle a long time ago Lived a lady so in love with her king The way he wooed her set her heart aglow His sweet words of love made her spirit sing Each night he would tell her, you are the one I will love you forever and a day No force on earth will break us up this time I will stand beside my queen, come what may He created a rose for his lady White with traces of red, it wore her name War began, again he did his duty He was killed, foul enemy was to blame She was found in eternal sleep by friends Died of grief, rose locked inside her small hands

On Da 28th
this saturday at 207 wimbledon pl in bloomingdale, the bronx bull and me want to send you an invite to an offical fubar party begining at 9 pm. everyone on fubar that lives around chicago is welcomed. bring everything cept your drama, and maybe some party favors. music is on us, all that we ask is your company. for more info, contact X THE BRONX BULL X, fubar user 2373955. or for driving dircetions, please you mapquest ; ).

Check Out My New Marykay Flyer !!!
Do you love to look flawless? Love having your skin look healthy and radiant? Then you would love MaryKay! I'm looking to meet ladies who like to play in make up..or who like to get a free facial. Come to a color party at a Mary Kay meeting as a guest of mine, bring as many people as you want with you and have fun trying out different makeup and getting tips If you are interested in products, wanna join the Mary Kay work force, or just want to come in for a free facial or color party as my guest, please don't hesitate to call email or text me whenever... Help me grow my business and spread the word please You can tell family, friends, whoever you want Pass on this flyer Meetings are every Wednesday 6-8 p.m. MaryKay Independent Beauty Consultant Sabrina Fernandez SabrinaFernandez@marykay.comSabrinafernandez84@yahoo. com Home number: 661-802-7412 Cell number: 661-609-8951

If You See
MA TIKKA SHOW SUM LUV AND SCREEN SHOT IT PLEASE - IM SO BUSY LATELY YOU KNOW I MIGHT MISS IT - WILL PAY £5K FU BUCKS TO EACH SCREENIE AS LONG AS IT HAS THE FOLLOWING YOUR NAME DATE TIME (AND NO FAKES, I SMELL YOU COMING!) LUV YOU ALL AND I MEAN YOU ALL NO EXCEPTIONS

Energy Protection
Many of us are sensitive to energy, so we make our homes a sanctuary and only leave when we have fully prepared ourselves. We may use gemstones, essential oil, or talismans, or perhaps we call on our angels or surround ourselves in a bubble of light. But we should be conscious of what we are seeking to accomplish. It is important to remember that if we want to shield ourselves, we might inadvertently keep out the good that is coming our way. All of our tools can be helpful if we use them wisely and keep ourselves engaged in all the world has to offer. If we instead seek to filter distractions, than we can be like prospectors panning for gold. We learn to filter when we are children as we learn about the world around us. At first every leaf on the ground is a reason to stop and investigate. But as we learn where to focus our attention, the rest becomes background. We don't cut ourselves off from the world, we merely shift our focus. As humans, we don't always know what is good f

The Worlds Shortest Fairytale
Once upon a time, a guy asked a girl, "Will you marry me?" The girl said "No," and she lived happily ever after and went shopping, drank martinis with friends, always had a clean house, never had to cook, had a closet full of shoes and handbags, stayed skinny, and was never farted on. I think my humor has been turning a bit skeptic lately in the items I find so amusing to post. No offensive me friends...no inspiration....only cynical humor.

Take A Walk With Me
YOU COME TO ME AND ASK WHY DO I SPEAK OF THE THINGS I DO ? YOU ASK ME WHY DO I SAY THE WAY I FEEL IN SUCH WORDS THAT YOU CAN NOT UNDERSTAND? SO I SAY TO YOU TAKE A WALK WITH ME . A WALK IN MY WORLD . I WILL TAKE YOU DOWN THIS ROAD FIRST. ONE OF CHILDHOOD AND LAUGHTER . OR IS IT ? THIS ROAD I TAKE YOU ON MAKES YOU GRINGE . YET YOU WALK THE ROAD WITH ME. NOW WE WILL TUEN ON THIS STREET OF ADULT HOOD . WHEN TIME WAS FREE AND CHANCE WHERE MANY.. YOU ASK WHY DID I MAKE THIS DECISSION OR WHY THAT ONE ? COULD YOU HAVE MADE A BETTER ONE ? DID YOU? . NOW I TELL YOU THIS ROAD IS THE ROAD THAT HAS LEAD ME TO WHERE I AM AND YOU SAY THIS IS THE ROAD I WANT TO WALK I WANT TO UNDERSTAND YOU AND YOUR THOUGHTS . I WANT TO KNOW WHY YOU ARE WHO YOU ARE AND IF IT IS FOR ME . I TAKE YOU DOWN THE ROAD OF HAPPINESS AND LOVE AND JOY . THEN YOU SEE THE ROAD GETS A TURN IN IT AND YOU ASK WHERE DOES IT LEAD I SAY TAKE IT AND FIND OUT. AS WE WALK THE ROAD OF MY MEMORIES AND THOUGHTS YOU START TO CLOSE YOUR EY

Here We Are
HERE WE ARE ANOTHER LONELY COLD NIGHT WITH SARROW IN THE AIR. LOVE FOUND YET FELT. QUESTION WE ASK OURSELVES YET WE HAVE NO ANSWER, WHY DO I FEEL THIS AWAY, YET I DONT WANT TO KNOW THE ANSWER. WHO ARE THEY REALLY, DO I REALLY WANT TO KNOW? WHEN WILL IT BE MY TIME YOUR TIME OUR TIME? IS THERE GOING TO BE A TIME ? DO I EVEN WANT TO KNOW WHEN IT IS? I HAVE SAT IN THE DARK AND WATCH EVERYONES LIVES GO BY. THEY SEEM SO HAPPY AT TIMES YET SO SAD AT OTHERS. I FEEL NOTHING OR DO I . YOU THINK IM COLD BLOODED WITH ICE IN MY VIENS , YET I FEEL PAIN AND SARROW JUST AS YOU. I WANT TO FEEL JOY AND LOVE JUST AS YOU. I WANT TO FEEL IT WITH ONLY ONE . IS IT GONNA BE ? I DO NOT KNOW. BUT I KNOW I AM WILLING TO COME OUT OF THE DARK AND TRY . SHE IS WORTH THE RISK . THIS I KNOW. SO I AM GOING TO VENTIOR OUT AND TAKE HER HAND TAKE HER HEART AND FEEL THIS THING I HAVE BEEN HIDING FROM .(LOVE). THIS THING CALLED LOVE I WANT BUT I ONLY WANT WITH HER I WILL DIE TRYING TO MAKE IT HAPPEN. SO QUESTIONS YET UNA

Long For That Familar
I LAY HERE AWAKE AT NIGHT WITH A MILLION THOUGHTS GOING THRU MY HEAD, A MILLION EMOTIONS GOING THRU MY HEART.I LAY HERE YEARNING TO FEEL THE WIND FROM YOUR BREATH, THE TOUCH FROM YOUR FINGER TIPS, THE MOISTER FROM YOUR LIPS YET I FEEL NOTHING. I FEEL NOT YOUR TOUCH YOUR BREATH OR YOUR LIPS. AND I CAN'T HELP BUT LAY HERE AND WONDER WHY, WHAT HAVE I DONE TO NOT BE ABLE TO FEEL THAT? AM I LOOSEING YOU? HAVE I LOST YOU? IS JUST ME? IS IT MY MIND PLAYING TRICKS ON MY HEART. I FEEL A WAY I HAVE NOT FELT IN A LONG TIME AND I DONT WANT TO FEEL THAT. I WANT TO GO BACK IN THE DARK AND HIDE AND FEEL NOT ANY OF THIS . YET I WANT TO BE WITH YOU FEEL YOU HOLD YOU BREATH YOU TASTE YOU. BUT YOU SEEM SO FAR AWAY . AND YET YOU LAY RIGHT BESIDE ME? I WANT TO BE ABLE TO TELL YOU HOW I FEEL YET I AM SCARED IF I DO I MAKE YOU MAD. BUT IF I DONT I MIGHT LOOSE YOU . AND THATS NOT SOMETHING I CAN DEAL WITH. SO PLEASE LET ME FEEL THAT BREATH THAT TOUCH . LET ME FEEL YOUR LOVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Another Sleepless Night
I SIT HER MIND FULL OF THOUGHTS , HEART FULL OF EMOTION. AND ALL I CAN ASK MYSELF IS WHY CANT I GET THIS SHIT OUT OF MY HEAD. I LAY HERE FOR HOURS THINKING ABOUT NOTHING YET I THINK ABOUT EVERYTHING. DOES ALL THIS THINKING HELP ME OR HURT ME? I FEEL LIKE I AM GOING IN CIRCLES AND NOT GETTING ANYWHERE . I LIVE EACH DAY THE SAME YET I TRY TO CHANGE IT.I KNOW I CANT CONTINUE THE ROUTE MUCH LONGER MY MIND BODY AND SOUL CAN NOT TAKE THIS TORTURE. I BRING IT ON MYSELF ,YET I CAN NOT END IT . OR CAN I? IF SO PLEASE TELL ME HOW. I TRY TO DO THINGS TO GET MY MIND OFF OF THE TROUBLES I FEEL , YET NOTHING WORKS FOREVER DOES IT.I BROKE TODAY AND ASK GOD FOR HELP YET HE DID NOT ANSWER ME. DOES THIS MEAN THERE IS NO HELP FOR ME? OR DOES IT MEAN ONLY I CAN HELP MYSELF? SO TONIGHT I MAKE A DISCISSION . I MOVE FORWARD IN LIFE AND FORGET THE THINGS I CAN NOT CHANGE OR REPLACE OR EVEN FIX. I CAN NOT FIX IT IF IT IS NOT HERE IN FRONT OF ME TO FIX RIGHT? SO TODAY IS THE DAY I SAY LET ME BE REBORN ANEW AND

When Angels Cry
I HEARD A SOUND TODAY THAT I NEVER WANTED TO HEAR. I HEARD A ANGEL CRY OUT IN FEAR. SHE CRIED OUT FOR HELP BUT NO ONE CAME. SHE LAY IN A CORNER CRYING IN SHAME. SHE SAID NOT A WORD AS THE PAIN GREW MORE SHE SAID NOT A WORD AS HE WALKED OUT THE DOOR. SHE PRAYED TO DIE SHE PRAYED TO LIVE ! SHE ASKED GOD TO PLEASE END ALL THIS SIN. HER CRIES WENT UNANSWERED. NO ONE HEARD TODAY THEY LAY HER IN THE EARTH. I HEARD A SOUND TODAY I DID NOT KNOW I HEARD A SONG AS THE COLD WIND BLOWS. THE SOUND I HEARD WAS THAT ANGEL CALLING. PLEASE HELP THE CHILDREN .OUR HEAVENS ARE FALLING. I HEAR HER NOW LOUD AND CLEAR. I JUST WONDER WHY I NEVER SAW HER TEARS.

Questions
I WALK WITH MY MIND FULL OF THOUGHTS SOUL FULL OF MISERY,AND HEART FULL OF SARROW.I WALK A PATH I DONT KNOW WHERE IT WILL END . AND I DO NOT CARE.THIS PATH I WALK IS LONG AND DARK AND FULL OF NO REMORSE.YET I STILL WALK IT. I COULD TURN AROUND AND WALK A DIFFERENT PATH. YET I STILL WALK THIS ONE. WHY YOU ASK? I HAVE NO ANSWER FOR YOU. I WALK AND PONDER THE MEANING OF THIS THING WE CALL LIFE. YET I SEE NO ANSWER AHEAD FOR YOU OR ME. LIFE IS LIGHT DEATH IS DARK YET IN THE LIGHT I SEE ALL THE PAIN THIS WORLD HAS TO OFFER. AND IN DARKNESS I SEE NOT THE PAIN OR SARROW. BUT YET SEE NOT THE LOVE AND JOY IT MAY BRING. I AM BLIND TO WHAT WILL HAPPEN TO ME NEXT. AND I LIKE IT THAT AWAY. I AM IN COMFORT HERE. YET I YEARN FOR MORE. MORE ANSWER TO QUESTIONS I CAN FIND NO ANSWERS TO. YET I YEARN FOR LOVE THAT I KNOW WILL JUST BRING ME PAIN, FOR THIS I HAVE NO ANSWER. I YEARN FOR LIFE THAT YET WILL ONLY LEAD TO DEATH, AND STILL I HAVE NO ANSWER FOR THIS. I HAVE SO MANY QUESTIONS THAT THERE ARE NO ANS

More Thoughts Of A Mad Man
OK KIDDIES IM BACK WITH MORE RANDOM THOUGHTS FROM A MAD MAN OF SORTS!DARKNESS IN PRISONS ME AND I FEEL COMFORT WHY IS THIS? WHY DO I NOT FEEL THIS SOUL EVERYONE IS FIGHTING FOR? DOES THIS SOUL REALLY EXIST OR IS IT SOMETHING THE OLD ONES MADE UP TO SCARE US. WHAT GOOD DOES IT DO US IN LIFE AND REALLY WHAT GOOD DOES IT DO IN DEATH? DOES THIS REAPER WE ALL FEAR REALLY WANT OUR SOUL OR OUR SPIRIT? DOES THIS REAPER REALLY COME FOR US IN OUR DARKEST HOUR? I MEAN WHAT IS OUR DARKEST HOUR? I HAVE KNOWN MEN TO DIE IN THE PRIME OF THERE LIFE WHEN ALL IS WELL . HOWS IS THIS THERE DARKEST HOUR. IS OUR NAME REALLY SOMEWHERE IN A BOOK OF SOULS ? AND IF SO WHO POSSESESS THIS BOOK ? WHY DOES HE WANT THEM ? WHAT GOOD CAN THEY DO HIM? EVERYONE SAYS FEAR THE REAPER FOR HE IS EVIL? WHY IS HE EVIL. HOW DO THEY KNOW. EVERYONE THAT HAS MET HIM ARE DEAD. I SEE HIM AS A GUIDE . A GUIDE TO WHERE EVER WE GO AFTER LIFE , AND FOR THIS HE HAS A BAD REP. THERE WE GO STILL IN DEATH JUDGING PEOPLE!!

Enter Unto My World
YOU WANT TO JOIN ME IN MY WORLD YET YOU ASK WHY DOES IT HURT SO MUCH. DOES THIS REALLY HURT MORE THAN WHAT YOU LEFT BEHIND? DOES IT HURT MORE THAN THE PAIN OF LOVE FOUND AND LOST? THE SARROW OF LIFE AND DEATH? DO YOU FEEL LIKE I AM SUFFERING? THEN WHY JOIN ME HERE ? HERE IN A WORLD I HAVE FOUND COMFORT IN? YOU ASK TO JOIN ME YET YOU CAN NOT DEAL WITH THE EMPTYNESS. WHY?WHAT DO I FEEL YOU ASK? WELL NOTHING. NOTHING IS WHAT I FEEL, NOTHING IS WHAT I WANT TO FEEL FOR IN THIS NOTHING I FEEL NO PAIN NO SARROW NO HURT NO JOY OR HAPPINESS. TRUE. BUT I FEEL NUMB! AND THAT FEELS GOOD TO ME , FOR WITH NUMB I CAN NOT HURT. I ONCE ASKED A MEAR MAN WHAT DOES LIFE HAVE TO OFFER? HIS ANSWER SCARED ME. HE SAID SON ALL I CAN SAY IS LIFE OFFERS UP'S AND DOWNS, JOY AND SARROW,LOVE AND HATERD. AND COMFORT AND PAIN. YOU WILL LIVE YOUR LIFE WITH ALL OF THESE THINGS YET YOU CAN NOT CHANGE THEM OR LEAVE THEM BEHIND IN THIS LIFE. SO I ASKED THE SAME MEAR MAN WHAT DOES DEATH HAVE TO OFFER HE PLAINLY SAID NOTHIN

Take A Breath
SOME SAY IN LIFE YOU MUST TAKE A BREATH . BUT DO YOU FEEL AS I? THAT IF YOU TAKE THIS BREATH IT MIGHT BE YOUR LAST? ONE SECOND OF RELAXING CAN CAUSE A LIFE TIME OF SUFFERING. I SPEAK THIS FOR I KNOW THIS TO BE TRUE. I HAVE LIVED IT. I SPEAK ONLY FROM MY OWN PAST BUT FROM WHAT I KNOW IF YOU SLOW DOWN ENOUGH TO TAKE A BREATH YOU CAN LOOSE ALL YOU HAVE WORKED TO GET. DEATH IS JUST THAT ONE LAST BREATH, ONE LAST THOUGHT, ONE LAST EMOTION . THEN WHAT NEVER ENDING SILINCE AND UNKNOWING.BUT YET IF DO NOT TAKE THIS BREATH IS DEATH GOING TO GREEP UP ON ME AND ME BE TO TIRED TO FIGHT IT? DOES THIS BREATH WE ALL NEED TO TAKE KNOW ITS OWN BOUNDRIES OR DOES IT EVEN CARE. HOW CAN SOMETHING LIKE A BREATH MAKE YOU WONDER SO MANY THINGS ? CAN I OFFORD TO TAKE THIS BREATH ? BETTER YET CAN I OFFORD NOT TO TAKE IT? THIS IS WHAT I AM DEALING WITH TODAY? MAD THOUGHTS OF A MAD MAN YOU SAY! YES THEY ARE. OR AM I REALLY THE MAD MAN? FOR I SAY WHAT YOU ARE TO SCARED TO SAY?JUST THINK ABOUT THIS ONE FOR A SECOND

Concert Was Awsome
Had a great time, they rocked would see them again in a heart beat. played some new and old tunes. drummer had a sweet solo. Sevendust was good too. first time seeing them. didn't get to hear my song "Bitch". maybe next time.

Romeo And Juliet
Well ashes to Ashes. Love to dust. Sure as the sun will shine, And I was lost in lust. Now I am looking in your eyes, So black and so cold. Your words don't mean nothing, This game is so old. Now my world is spinning faster and faster. No drama instead, Your words go over my head. Let's stop hurting each other, So we can be alright. You're so perfect in bed, But still you're fucked in the head. Everything you say, I can't take your lies. I can't take your lies. This is just another Romeo and Juliet. I swallowed my pride. And way too many times, I left my heart wide open. Now I can't take no more. Now I guess some things Are just not meant to be - like you and me. Now my world is spinning faster and faster. No drama instead, Your words go over my head. Let's stop hurting each other, So we can be alright. You're so perfect in bed, But still you're fucked in the head. Everything you say, I can't take your lies. I can't take your lies. T

Come Party!!
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19 Ways To Keep Your Sanity
1. At lunch time, sit in your parked car with sunglasses on and point a hair dryer at passing cars. See if they slow down. 2. Page yourself over the intercom. Don't disguise your voice. 3. Every time someone asks you to do something, ask if they want fries with that. 4. Put your garbage can on your desk and label it "IN". 5. Put decaf in the coffee maker for 3 weeks. Once everyone has gotten over their caffeine addiction, switch to espresso. 6. In the memo field of all your checks, write "For smuggling diamonds". 7. Finish all of your sentences with "In accordance to prophecy". 8. Don't use any punctuation. 9. As often as possible, skip rather than walk. 10. Order a Diet Water every time you go out to eat, with a serious face. 11. Specify your drive-thru order is "To go". 12. Sing along at the opera. 13. Go to a poetry recital and ask why the poems don't rhyme. 14. Put mosquito netting around your work area and play tropical noises all day. 15.

Genie & The Taliban
Three guys: a Canadian, Osama bin Laden, and Uncle Sam are out walking together one day. They come across a lantern and a genie pops out of it. "I will give each of you each one wish. That's three wishes total," says the genie. The Canadian says, "I'm a farmer, my dad was a farmer, and my son will also farm. I want the land to be forever fertile in Canada." With a blink of the genie's eye, *POOF* the land in Canada was forever made fertile for farming. Bin Laden was amazed, so he said, "I want a wall around Afghanistan, so that no infidels, Jews, or Americans can come into our precious state." Again, with a blink of the genie's eye, *POOF* there was a huge wall around Afghanistan. "Uncle Sam" (A former civil engineer), asks, "I'm very curious. Please tell me more about this wall." The Genie explains, "Well, it's about 15,000 feet high, 500 feet thick, and completely surrounds the country; nothing can get in or out - it's virtually impenetrable." Uncle Sam says, "F

The Tounge Ring
This has been coming for a long time. There is nothing I find more annoying on a woman than a tounge ring. I hate kissing them, I hate it when they click them against their teeth,I hate when people play with them, I hate the feel of them on my cock when getting head. I needed to let this out after listening to a girl at work play with hers all last night! Do you hate them?

The Best Thing That Is Happing To Me
i jsut saw my g/f yester day and she home and i found out to day the best thing in the wold im gooing to daddy to a child i made and i will bethere for him or her now matter what happne i realy what a second chance with this i cause i loset my first one so im evnen moer happy then i have ever been

Starting To Enjoy Fubar.
I am meeting a lot of different people on here and making a lot of friends I am so glad to be apart of this site and I hope to continue to use it. Thanks to all those who are making Fubar enjoyable for me

One Flaw In Women
Women have strengths that amaze men. They bear hardships and they carry burdens, but they hold happiness, love and joy. They smile when they want to scream. They sing when they want to cry. They cry when they are happy and laugh when they are nervous. They fight for what they believe in. They stand up to injustice. They don't take "no" for an answer when they believe there is a better solution. They go without so their family can have. They go to the doctor with a frightened friend. They love unconditionally. They cry when their children excel and cheer when their friends get awards. They are happy when they hear about a birth or a wedding. Their hearts break when a friend dies. They grieve at the loss of a family member, yet they are strong when they think there is no strength left. They know that a hug and a kiss can heal a broken heart. Women come in all shapes, sizes and colors. They'll drive, fly, walk, run or e-mail

Women Over 40
In case you missed it on 60 Minutes, this is what Andy Rooney thinks about women over 40: As I grow in age, I value women over 40 most of all. Here are just a few reasons why: A woman over 40 will never wake you in the middle of the night and ask, 'What are you thinking?' She doesn't care what you think. If a woman over 40 doesn't want to watch the game, she doesn't sit around whining about it. She does something she wants to do, and it's usually more interesting.. Women over 40 are dignified. They seldom have a screaming match with you at the opera or in the middle of an expensive restaurant. Of course, if you deserve it, they won't hesitate to shoot you if they think they can get away with it. Older women are generous with praise, often undeserved. They know what it's like to be unappreciated. Women get psychic as they age. You never have to confess your sins to a woman over 40. Once you get past a wrinkle or two, a

The Americans Are Coming!!
For the last few weeks, the American people have started to peacefully revolt. There have been several re-enactments of the Boston Tea Party in various cities. (The BTP was the 1773 protest by American colonists over the British tea tax.) This is occurring because they are upset over the $1 trillion stimulus law, the unending bail-outs of just about every industry under the sun, the mortgage bail-out plan and the newest spending bill. So far this new "American Revolution" is peceful. But for how long? There is now a growing call for current and former military personnel to take control of the federal government until US Pres. Barack Obama (D-IL)'s birth history is varified and the Congress becomes term-limited. Conservative talk radio is split on this. The top tier (Rush Limbaugh, Sean Hannity) want a revolution in the ballot box and denounce an armed assult on the government. The second tier (Mike Savage, Mark Leven) are fanning the flames of impeaching BHO and emposing marshal

Spanish Resume
SPANISH RESUME MARTHA MARIA MIRANDA FIGUEROA DELACRUZ DE LOS SANTOS DE EL! CAMINO DE LA REINA 15 SOUTH PROJECTOS, APARTAMENTO EL BAISMAN EL BRONX, NUEVA JORK, WUNG WUNG FOR SERO SERO SELULA FON: (917) 555-5555 (Selula turnt off but I will get de monee orden tumoro Fon de la casa: neybor's fon, (788) 999-9999) mines is turnt off for me not payin. OBJECTED: Wung day I wanna opin a Day Kare in mine apartment for teng kidz. SKELLZ: &nbs! p; I wash my sisters kidz wheng she goes t o de dancen at Latin Quarta, shange the kidz pamperz, misk de milk and chocolate Quik in da botella while I wash de novelas at de saing tine. EJUCACION: I grajuaded from fif grade. Deng I grajuated from aighf grade. Deng I learnt alot from my Tia Juana, (she used to be my Tio Juan) she let me quik skool so she cood show me to babysit my cozins, Juan, Pito, Tito, Flaco, Papo, Chavel, Chavelo, and Ivette (dito, she dunt nose who her papi iz) WORK ESPERIENCE: Wheng I got tired of babysittin, I work

No Sex Tonight
I never quite figured out why the sexual urge of men and women differ so much. And I never have figured out the whole Venus and Mars thing. I have never figured out why men think with their head and women with their heart. FOR EXAMPLE: One evening last week, my girlfriend and I were getting into bed. Well, the passion starts to heat up, and she eventually says "I don't feel like it, I just want you to hold me." I said "WHAT??!! What was that?!" So she says the words that every boyfriend on the planet dreads to hear... "You're just not in touch with my emotional needs as a woman enough for me to satisfy your physical needs as a man." She responded to my puzzled look by saying, "Can't you just love me for who I am and not what I do for you in the bedroom?" Realizing that nothing was going to happen that night, I went to sleep. The very next day I opted to take the day off of work to spend time with her. We went out to a nice lunch and then went shopping at a bi

Movie Review: The Last Hangman (2005)
Film: The Last Hangman (2005) Rated R for disturbing images, nudity and brief sexuality. Plot: A bio-film of Albert Pierrepoint, the last government executioner in the United Kingdom, who hung 608 prisoners. Good Points: It shows how efficient the British system of dealing with capitol murder criminals in a quick and humane way.; It shows how even the most harden men can break down.; The film just tells about the executioner and not preach about the good or evil of the death penalty. Bad Points: Not much is developed in the relationship between Pierrepoint and his wife. Kids Caution: Not for children under 14 for there are many scenes of death. Out Of Four Sters: I give this film three stars. A good bio-film that could have been expanded upon.

The Loyal Opposition
Some Republicans in the US Congress (really mostly US Sen. John McCain R-AZ) like to call themselves "the Loyal Opposition". The LO sees themselves as opposing US Pres. Barack H. Obama (D-IL) when they disagree on some policy decisions but support him when they agree. They hope to work with BHO to make the nation better. I argue that "LO" is an oxy-moron. One cannot be loyal to a peron or group you oppose his/her/their viewpoint or actions. "LO" is just another friendly way of saying "Moderate". In my view, the Republican Party has no place for the LO/Moderates. It were Moderates that pushed for McCain's primary election victory and general election loss. They implode the GOP's big tent by pushing Pro-Lifers out the flap. The GOP needs real Republicans who will fight everyday in every way to curb BHO's policies and election victories. Who will embrace life, capitalism, military strength, and freedom from tyranny for Americans and nations. There is an old Vulcan sayin

Ever Wonder?
Ok I started this thing and now I'm not sure how to get rid of it. Have you ever worried about what this world is truning into? Well for me it is fearful enough for me to go into a large city and wonder around and think about who could do what to me at any time? I know fear drive a lot of us to stay put in our own safe little worlds (mine included) I just want everyone's thoughts how they feel that self-defence (i.e. learning of the martial arts)would help you out in a bad situation. Please be honest but not derogitory on your comments or blog. As I will not read them. Thanks

Messing With The Irs
(Internal Revenue Service, an agency of the government to whom Americans pay taxes on their salary) Always put staples in the right hand corner. Go ahead and put a down the whole right side. The extractors who remove the mail from the envelopes have to take out any staples in the right side. Never arrange paperwork in the right order, or even facing the right way. Put a few upside down and backwards. That way they have to remove all your staples rearrange your paperwork and re-staple it (on the left side). Line the bottom of your envelope with elmer's glue and let it dry before you put in your forms, so that the automated opener doesn't open it and the extractor has to open it by hand. If your very unfortunate and have to pay taxes use a two or three party check. On top of paying with a three party check pay one of the dollars you owe in cash. When an extractor receives cash, no matter how small an amount, he has to take it to a special desk and fill out of few nast

Hello
I am here to try to meet some new friends. I am not using my real name here because of all the unfavorable articles I have read on the Internet regarding information harvesting and other issues on social networking sites. I really do like to work on projects and watch documentaries and other more content based programming. I and found that I do like movies the really good ones are few a far between and most everything else even on TV just is not appealing. However, that leaves me feeling cooped up so I try to find many ways to get out even to just walk around. In the dry season I spend a lot more time outdoors as might be expected. Most of the time is spent hiking, mountain biking or going on drives.

Obama's Worst Enemy
US Pres. Barack H. Obama (D-IL) is at the 50th day of his first 100 days as the 44th POTUS. He has made some new friends (RINOs, Moderates) and some enemies. This got me to thinking about the question--Who/Whom is/are Obama's worst enemy/enemies? The Conservative GOP?--They are leaderless, have no real message and still licking their wounds from 2008. The Conservative Press?--They are being overshouted by Moderates and Liberals in the media. So they can't even be heard let alone be a problem to BHO. Conservative Talk Radio?--They are overshouting the Moderate/Liberal media but are soon to be silenced by some form of the Fairness Doctrine. Hate/Racist Groups?--They may truly hate BHO but they don't want to see him martyried. Not to mention the US Secrete Service are very good at keeping POTUS's safe. Wealthly/Blue-Bloods?--They see him as a flash in the pan who can't touch them because they have allies in high places to protect their business/wealth interests. No, i

Mayline
Hello I'm Mayline from phils. right now I'm on Lipa city with my aunties. I love to go to the beach and have a cool swimming i love the night life here very beautiful. iI go to the gym every night coz i have a job in day. lol i love to listen a music of beyonce,jhon mayer,etc RnB. i love to eat food and mingle with my friends go to disco. the best thing i have my body is to have lot of sex from the one i love..lol just kidding. i love to play bowling and play games to to mall and shop to have a new outfit. I'm here to meet people just add me if you want to talk with fflsexydi@live.

Hey
im cherry love im happy girl like you want to see enything happen its ok for me coz its not mind in a problem its happy battle if you are interested to me hit me up.. im the girl you are ,funtassy the girl in your dream im happy girl to want me enything you like from me iwill doit for you im open minded..

Internet Addict
Hello. Yes, you. You, looking at this screen for hours on end, online. You, bleary eyed. You, an addict. Have you looked in the mirror lately? Been outside? Know what day of the week it is? Your name was given to us by a spouse or family member who is concerned about your internet addiction. At Internetaholics Anonymous, we can help. We're a non-profit society of recovering addicts like yourself that provides support and counseling through weekly meetings designed to help you cope with your problem. We feature a twelve step recovery program and in extreme cases, interventions. Although it is our firm belief that you are never "cured," you most certainly can recover. We have designed a brief checklist to determine if you are an addict. Do you: 1) Have twitches of the hand when you walk by your terminal? 2) Check e-mail more than five times a day? 3) Spend more time chatting than eating or sleeping? 4) Surf aimlessly with no direction, if only to be online? 5)

Nasty Girl
get down on you knees take my cock in your hands let me know you're my nasty little girl rub it on your face worship it tell me how much you love it let me know your my nasty little girl run your tongue up and down it take it in your mouth let me know your my nasty little girl tell me how much you love it how all your holes are open for me let me know your my nasty little slut lie on the bed legs in the air show me me know your my nasty little slut beg me for it plead for my cock tell me you're my little slut take my cock deep inside you prove to me you're my little slut

Oral Desire
Cradled between your tender thighs I lift you to my mouth. The abundance of your wetness greets me and my mouth overflows with your warm essence. Your sweet taste is on my tongue and your fragrance delights my senses. No gentle lick this visit. No bashful cautious approach For I wish to consume you. Push against my hungry mouth As the tip of my tongue slides up the slippery furrow that welcomes me between rows of delicate pink petals. Thrust against my generous tongue. Show me the power of your desire for my oral caress. My exploring tongue lifts the hood and finds your smooth firm pearl. You squeal in that unique way, signaling that I have found your special spot. I harden in response. My jaws protests what my open mouth provides but I am unrelenting in my gift, intent only on your fulfillment. I feel your body tense, and you are quiet now... Concentrating... bearing down. Soon now my love, ecstasy approaches. You push hard and fast against my tongu

Drinking,,,lol
Flynn staggered home very late after another evening with his drinking buddy, Paddy. He took off his shoes to avoid waking his wife, Mary. He tiptoed as quietly as he could toward the stairs leading to their upstairs bedroom, but misjudged the bottom step. As he caught himself by grabbing the banister, his body swung around and he landed heavily on his rump. A whiskey bottle in each back pocket broke and made the landing especially painful. Managing not to yell, Flynn sprung up, pulled down his pants, and looked in the hall mirror to see that his butt cheeks were cut and bleeding.. He managed to quietly find a full box of Band-Aids and began putting a Band-Aid as best he could on each place he saw blood. He then hid the now almost empty Band-Aid box and shuffled and stumbled his way to bed. In the morning, Flynn woke up with searing pain in both his he ad and butt and Mary staring at him from across the room. She said, "You were drunk again last night weren'

Alone Again
Lookin 4 real friends, and hopefully a new gf; tired of bein alone. I need a good listener, sweet, caring girl that I can get 2 know. If ya wanna meet someone cool, down 2 earth, a rebel badboy of the 80's write me.

Cute One-liners
*Incontinence Hotline...Can you hold, please? *Lysdexia: a peech imspediment we live to learn with... *If only women came with pull-down menus and on-line help. *43.3% of statistics are meaningless! *Circular Definition: see Definition, Circular. *A.A.A.A.A. - An organization for drunks who drive. *It said 'Insert disk #3', but only two will fit. *Which is the non-smoking lifeboat? * |||||||//////__ __ __ __ __ The domino effect at work. *Originality is the art of concealing your sources. *Just fill out one simple form to win a Tax Audit! *Grow your own Dope - Plant a Politician. *Democracy: Four wolves and a lamb voting on lunch. *The buck doesn't even slow down here! *Don't assume malice for what stupidity can explain. *If you think talk is cheap, try hiring a lawyer. *Oh, no! Not ANOTHER learning experience! *The only cure for insomnia is to get more sleep. *Advice is free: The right answer will cost plenty.

Friday The 13th Thoughts
Beware Of The Friday 13th Virus It will recalibrate your refrigerator's coolness setting so all your ice cream goes melty. It will demagnetize the strips on all your credit cards, screw up the tracking on your television and use subspace field harmonics to scratch any CDs you try to play. It will give your ex-girlfriend your new phone number. It will mix Kool-aid into your fishtank. It will drink all your beer and leave dirty socks on the coffee table when company comes over. It will put a dead aardvark in the back pocket of your good suit pants and hide your car keys when you are late for work. Friday 13th Virus will make you fall in love with a penguin. It will give you nightmares about circus midgets. It will pour sugar in your gas tank and shave off both your eyebrows while dating your girlfriend behind your back and billing the dinner and hotel room to your Discover card. It moves your car randomly around parking lots so you can't find it.

How Sweet He Is!!!!!
For those of you that don't know me, my name is Shayla or Shay according to my boyfriend, Kent. I have 2 kids, 1 girl and 1 boy. Kent, my kids and I all have about the same interests. We all like being outdoors, when the ND weather allows. When we can be outside we like to ride horse, go 4 wheeling, go down to the river to swim, toss the football around, and build trenches on the sandbars. Kent is so awesome with the kids. He loves to play with them and they have so much fun together. I absolutely without a doubt love him to death. There is no one that I would rather be with. He is definately the love of my life. I'm not going to sit here and make you think that we have this fairy tale relationship, like all relationships we have had our ups and downs, and our good times and bad times but we always seem to get through it. Not many couples can say that they have survived everything that we have. This man, other than my kids, is the reason I wake up in the morning. I wish there was

Work
Fritst and for most I want to say hi to everyone I am new to this site so it is going to take a little bit for me to learn it. Now as for the subject, work has been very scares for anyone these days. I finally after a few month of being laid off found one. It doesn't pay much but at least it is a job. the only thing is you work 6 days a week. It takes some of getting use to but I am making it. I hardly see my family. Kids are at school and hubby works during the day. Witch that is a nice things. I finally get some away time from him. I have been working with him 24/7 for the last 17 years. I met him on my first real job, it took some time to get use to seeing him everyday. But now I can finally have a personal life (so to speak) So what goes on hear is just a little flirting and it is all out of fun. So let the games begin. I know I got of the subject of work, but I am sure that you really don't want to hear boaring things. Well you all take care and I will be stop

Movie Review: "an American Carol" (2008)
Film: "An American Carol" (2008) Rated PG 13 for Rude Conent, Drug Usage and Language Plot: A UnAmerican film-maker is haunted by three ghosts soto learn the true meaning of the Fourth of July. Good Points: A decent version of "A Christmas Carol" with a patriotic and Conservative twist.; Shows the hypocracy of Liberalism in a funny way.; Shows that both Democrats and Republicans support our troops and need to fight wars in order to maintain our freedoms and security. Bad Points: The jokes were over the top to the point that they weren't very funny. Favorite Scenes: US Pres. George Washington tells the film-maker that freedom is hard to get but easily lost by showing him Ground Zero.; Near the end of the movie, the film-maker sees in the mists of the concert crowds the ghosts of long dead American troops still protecting they nation they died for. Kids Caution: Nothing too bad for kids. Out Of Four Stars: I give this film three stars. A good conservative film that c

Wastin Time
Wasting Time" I'm a pimp, you can check my stats And rollin a Fleetwood that's how I mack I rock all the tracks, so the world knows I love all the girls smack, all the hoes Show love to those who come real with it Life's a bitch ,but I deal with it I'm in it to win it like Yzerman Can drink about fifteen Heinekins I'm not born again but if I was I'd ask to come back with a little more love Puffin the Winston, drinkin' a four-oh Kid Rock and I'm a let you know I been sittin here just wastin time Drinking, smoking, thinking, trying to free my mind I been sittin here just wastin time Drinking, smoking, trying to free my mind It's been a couple of months in this smokey room Eatin shrooms, drinking Boone's Writin tunes and hoping to get One of these motherfucking songs to hit A little bit of love that's all I need A little inspiration and a bag of weed A seed to plant so my tree can grow You know I left my girl cause I don't need that Hooold-up wait a minute I

Only God Knows Why
"Only God Knows Why" I've been sittin here Tryin to find myself I get behind myself I need to rewind myself Lookin for the payback Listen for the playback They say that every man bleeds just like me And I feel like number one Yet I'm last in line I watch my youngest son And it helps to pass the time I take too many pills it helps to ease the pain I made a couple of dollar bills, but still I feel the same Everybody knows my name They say it way out loud A lot of folks fuck with me It's hard to hang out in crowds I guess that's the price you pay To be some big shot like I am Out strecthed hands and one night stands Still I can't find love And when your walls come tumbling down I will always be around Yeah As it...hey And when your walls come tumbling down I will always be around People don't know about the things I say and do They don't understand about the shit that I've been through It's been so long since I've been home I've been gone, I've bee

How Do You Know You Got A True Dog
how do you know you got a TRUE DOG when they omit to you they are a dog when they cant stay with one female how do you know you got a TRUE DOG all they want from you is SEX then leave you go to another female for same thing how do you know you got a TRUE DOG when he disrespect you if you dont know you got a dog you want never know

Stone Cold Owns Me Irish Arse
Stone Cold1 Won Me .... Jennifer! imikimi - Customize Your World! In My Comeback Debut For Auctions In Ponyboy's The St. Patty's Auction imikimi - Customize Your World! Please Stop By Stone's Page & Add/Rate/Fan Him Before He Puts...

Thinking About My Fam And Friends In The Military
So my mom has the CMAs on tv and Im sittin here listening to my music on my computer. For a brief moment I took off my head phones (intentionally to ask a question) and happened to listen to the tv. A woman was on there speaking of how she lost her husband overseas and how music has helped her get through the pain. As soon as she was done speaking, Carrie Underwood sang a song called Just a dream.. I listened to every word when I thought about all of the people I know who have gone overseas and how fortunate I am to have them still with me. A lot of people arent so lucky... Robert (William) Martin, Matthew Brooks, Shaun Bush, Earl Cranford, Randy Gaona, Arlesha Henderson (my sister from another mama), Patrick Oconnor, Josh McCafferty, TJ Weeks and My Uncle Rick Castle!! I love each of yall! You all mean so much to me in different way!!! I appreciate yall more than you will ever know.... Matt- Even though I waited for you to come home and u decided you didnt think it was right f

March Madness
So, for the second year in a row, the Memphis haters are talking. "oh, memphis is not that good. they're in a weak conference. They cant shoot free throws." yada yada yada. Listen up! For the second year in a row, Memphis did what was expected of them. They won the games they were supposed to. Unlike many of their peers at the top like Louisville for example, who got throttled by Notre Dame. NOTRE DAME! Clemson got beat by GA Tech as well as Wake Forest. All these teams are getting beat by teams that they are far better than and teams with loosing records. Hey commend Memphis for winning when they are expected too instead of loosing to a team with a 12-18 record or the over hyped Notre Dame, for which espn felt they needed to show all of their games which by the way, they lost every last one of them. Dont be suprised if Memphis beats your team in the tourney, which you will continue to label them, "Not that good!" Go Memphis!

The Killer Mule
Farmer Jake had a nagging wife who made his life miserable. The only real peace that he got was when he was out in the field plowing. One day when he was out in the field, Jake's wife brought his lunch to him. Then she stayed while he quietly ate and berated him with a constant stream of nagging and complaining. Suddenly, Jake's old mule kicked up his back legs, striking the wife in the head, and killing her instantly. At the wake, Jake's minister noticed that when the women offered sympathy to Jake he would nod his head up and down. But when the men came up and spoke quietly to him, he would shake his head from side to side. When the wake was over and all the mourners had left, the minister approached Jake and asked, "Why was it that you nodded your head up and down to all the women and shook your head from side to side to all the men?" "Well," Jake replied, "The women all said how nice she looked, and her dress was so pretty, so I agreed by nodding my head up and down

Part 2
I am only here for a time and I don't want my life to ever be a waste so I go on forward with my destiny which is to fulfill thy command. I would never stand in someone's way even if they were in the wrong side of town. I would never mislead or lie to someone even if it meant for me to be hurt. I would never act or try to be something that I am not because I am me and am here for a purpose. If you are reading this that means you must have read part one and part two means am still alive and writing. I am not perfect because no one is and the only person to walk the earth that was, he was crucified. What that means is when the time or the moment of truth comes people will show their true colors. Judas betrayed him after Jesus welcomes him with open arms. He ate from the same food, from the same wine, from the same blood yet he found it on his heart to sell him for money. This is the symbol that most people use and care about in life. Money is the root of all evil and yes we need it howev

Well....hmmm
ok so I check this thing about once or twice a month...I have so much going on and there are things that I have to do and I'm usually not on here... I am on facebook more often...so look me up there. Yes my name really is Jennifer...lol if you can find me and want to then please just send a message here and I will try to check more often so that I can get you added. if you end up sending a message, leave me your name and email address so that I can find you on facebook and add you that way... OK thanks. (Oh and some new for anyone that may still like me as a friend or care or whatever, big news for my life: I got engaged in January, My son lost his first tooth, and I am almost completely done with school, had a really promising interview today(3-18-09) and I'm happy and not onthe computer much at all other than to do homework.)...that's my life in a nutshell right now. ok thanks again, Jennifer

Little Johnny's Way Of Thinking
Little johny's school is having show and tell, so the teacher starts a 'Guess Whats Behind My Back' game. She goes to her desk and picks up a item. She says, okay class, what am I holding, its RED, ROUND, and SHINEY. Little Johny replies I know teacher its an apple, The teacher replies, no little johny, But I like the way you think. So the teacher goes gack to her desk picks up another item. She says, okay class, what am I holding now, its YELLOW, and SOFT. Little Johny replies I know teacher,its a bannana. The teacher replies, no little johny, its a tennis ball. But I like the way you think. At this point little johny is furious. Okay teacher, this one's for you, he stuck his hand in his pocket and said okay what am I Holding, Its ROUND, HARD, and has a HEAD. The teacher says, Little johny, go to the office right now, you are in trouble. Little johny replies, for what teacher, its just a quarter, but I like the way you think.

...from Dan Savage
"It never ceases to amaze me that people who aren't interested in sex, who consider sex to be trivial and unimportant, nevertheless deny their frustrated partners permission to do this trivial, unimportant thing with others." Soooo true.

As Goes Aig Goes Us
Over the last week, US Pres. Barack H. Obama (D-IL) and the Democrat-controlled US Congress have been working to force AIG executives to return bonuses they earned last year. BHO and Congress agrues that no executive should be getting a bonus while his/her firm is getting a bail-out from the federal government. If the executives don't give up their bonuses, then Congress will charge them a special 90% tax. Now AIG were under contract to issue these bonuses or face more expensive breach of contract losses in civil court. This was known by the Federal Reserve and US Sen. Chris Dodd (D-Conn.) whom worked to allow bonuses to be paid with bail-out funds. And the bonuses are only $165 million of a $170 trillion bail-out deal. Ok. Whatever. The problem I see is the very dangerous precedent being set by the US Congress to tax any group of workers/businesses/non-profits that it wants to punish or control. This taxation terrorism that will destroy the American economy. This goes way beyond

Understanding The Difference
I'm not new to fubar nor is tis my first time knowing the game and mind washing it holds. Being a high level and leaving it behind sucks but realizing that there is more to life than seeing who can be top, makes your eyes open and of course, walk away from the computer lol. I've came back to fubar out of nothing but boredom..Being that I have children, a love man, a family to take care of, and better things to do...my time wont be spent on here..More like a way of killing time. Yeah its true that this site can suck you into a black mass but the idea is to remember that no matter what, you had a life before and after fubar. Anything is more important. and like life..anything else is better. So, pure boredom, the children are fine, my man isnt home, the house is clean and no one needs anything..I came back!

Ok..here We Go!
No, over look the name this isnt a porn story..I know boooo!!! Here we go, I decided to stop smoking. Cold turkey! Im not looking forward to the with draws and Im not doing this for myself. Hell over the years that I have been smoking its help me not kill people..ok, kill is a strong word but you get the point. A stress taker awayer..if thats even a word..it is now..So I figured why not make random blogs about whats going on..My fun with withdraws, side effects and so on. Not that anyone will read this lol..but hey, shut up I'll feel better getting it out!..So today is day one..well like an hour ago is day one. its 9:42pm March 20th. Ugg here we go. I have hard candy and a strong mental state even if some people will disagree..but they are stupid so fuck them. Ok getting off topic. I know i can do this but its going to be hard. Wish me luck..The next 3 days is going to be a bitch but if I can make it past 72 hours..Im golden..God forbid no one makes me mad..Welp I shall write something

9 Reason's People Cheat...borrowed
Why do I find it so easy not to cheat? Maybe I'm not very attractive, so my options are limited. Maybe I'm too jaded to go for the cheating opportunities. Maybe I still have some mental wounds lingering from when my dad temporarily moved out because he had met another woman. Maybe I'm too afraid that I've reached my sin quotient and one more big sin will keep me out of heaven. Cheating is not a caught in the moment thing if you are really into your significant other, you miss them when you are not with them, you don't look for a way to hurt or deceive them. I am just now patching up a friendship with someone I was seeing while they had a boyfriend (that may make me a cheater). At different points she told me that she had broken up with her boyfriend, that they were back together, and that he was boring and I was fun. It was total confusion. I told her she wasn't being fair to herself, me, or him. Finally, she said, "you just don't understand, there are things you don't know." Thing is

Chemistry Of Men And Women
Element Name: MAN Symbol: XY Atomic Weight: (180 50) Physical properties: Solid at room temperature, but gets bent out of shape easily. Fairly dense and sometimes flaky. Difficult to find a pure sample. Due to rust, aging samples are unable to conduct electricity as easily as young samples. Chemical properties: Attempts to bond with WO any chance it can get. Also tends to form strong bonds with itself. Becomes explosive when mixed with Kd (Element: Child) for prolonged period of time. Neutralize by dousing with alcohol. Usage: None known. Possibly good methane source. Good samples are able to produce large quantities on command. Caution: In the absence of WO, this element rapidly decomposes and begins to smell. Element Name: WOMAN Symbol: WO Atomic Weight: (don't even go there!) Physical properties: Generally round in form. Boils at nothing and may freeze any time. Melts whenever treated properly. Very bitter if not used well.

Hacking
Just to let u all no that if you receive any nasty messages from me make sure u double ck with me that I sent u it. All my accounts are being hacked into and they are pretending to be me and sending nesty messages to all my friends and getting them all pissed off at me. I am usually only on a couple of days a week and then it is only during the day. Please copy and paste the message for I have someone investigateing this matter and wants to see all of this stuff. Thanks for your help.

My Case Is Close
WHEN I SAY MY CASE IS CLOSE ITS CLOSE FOR GOOD UNTIL I CAN FORGIVE YOU WHEN YOU LIE TO ME I ASK YOU ABOUT IT BECAUSE I TOLD YOU UP FRONT IT ONLY TAKE ONE TIME TO LIE TO ME IF YOU CHEAT ON ME YOU HEAR THOSE WORDS YOU PUT YOUR HANDS ON ME YOU VERBAL ABUSE ME YOU HEAR MY CASE IS CLOSE IT TIME FOR ME TO STEP BACK

Yea....you Got It So Bad
If you think you are unhappy, look at them If you think your salary is low, how about her?If you think you don't have many friends...When you feel like giving up, think of this manIf you think you suffer in life, do you suffer as much as he does?If you complain about your transport system, how about them?If your society is unfair to you, how about her? Enjoy life how it is and as it comes J

A Women Should Not Tell A Man Her True Feeling
a women should not tell a man her true feeling we are so sensitive all we want is to be love we don't want to be used when we get close or feel self we start telling a man our true feeling BIG,BIG mistake i notice when we do that a man head get big,and chest out they think they have us where they want us when a man tell us about there feeling half the time it not the truth they got habit telling us what we want to hear for them it not the truth but when we tell them how we feel we be telling the truth a man eats it us when we do that a women should not tell a man her true feeling

Broken Sorrows
Broken Sorrows In darkest night is where I fight, Eclipsed by shroud, Drowns out the light. You'll never see me soar past your hanging cloud, I'm in the dirt, rough from the hurt. That night replays in my mind, No happiness shown, No peace here I find. Within me now, your gift is free, Broken Sorrows spring forth from deep inside of me. Within me now, all hate takes flight, Replaced the just with what feels so right. You're out of my mind now get out of sight, You had a shot doesn't phase me in the slight. Complications arise, that I can understand, But you're a grown adult, you don't need my hand. Don't walk away I hear you cry, "Please stay." You think you know about who's in this song Smile real bright fucker you couldn't be more wrong. Within me now your gift is free, Broken Sorrows spring forth from deep inside of me Within me now all hate takes flight Replaced the just with what feels so right. In the end it doesn't matter, Take

3 Men Married 3 Women From Different States
Three men married wives from different states. The first man married a woman from Nebraska. He told her that she was to do the dishes and house cleaning. It took a couple of days, but on the third day, he came home to see a clean house and dishes washed and put away. The second man married a woman from Oklahoma. He gave his wife orders that she was to do all the cleaning, dishes and the cooking. The first day he didn't see any results, but the next day he saw it was better. By the third day, he saw his house was clean, the dishes were done and there was a huge supper on the table.

Spread The Stupidity
Spread the Stupidity Only in America ......do drugstores make the sick walk all the way to the back of the store to get their prescriptions while healthy people can buy cigarettes at the front. ________________________________________ Only in America .....do people order double cheeseburgers, large fries, and a diet coke. ________________________________________ Only in America ......do banks leave both doors open and then chain the pens to the counters. ________________________________________ Only in America ......do we leave cars worth thousands of dollars in the driveway and put our useless junk in the garage. ________________________________________ Only in America......do we buy hot dogs in packages of ten and buns in packages of eight. _______________________________________________________________ Only in America ......do they have drive-up ATM machines with Braille lettering. ________________________________________ EVER WONDER .

Assicons
Need to describe your ass or someone else's over the Internet but want it to be visual? Well, how about some "assicons"? Here goes: (_!_) A regular ass (__!__) A fat ass (__)(__) A "wide load" ass (!) A tight ass (_*_) A sore ass {_!_} A swishy ass (_o_) An ass that's been around (_x_) Kiss my ass (_X_) Leave my ass alone (_zzz_) A tired ass (_E=mc2_) A smart ass (_?_) Dumb ass (_Lame_) Lame ass (_jack_) Jackass (_-$_) Cheap ass (_0_) A Prison ass (_) Half ass (®^®) Registered ass (__|___) Lop sided ass (_:_) 2 holed ass (_O_) Cavernous ass (an ass that's REALLY been around) (Mom)(__) Tattooed ass (_)||(_) F#^&*d ass ()() Ass print on a window ( * * ) Ass with dimples (_X X_) A kicked ass (_%_) An average ass (_$_) A rich ass [_!_] A hard ass

On A Lighter Note (yes, I Wrote This)
I went grocery shopping recently while not being altogether sure that said course of action was a wise one. You see, the previous evening I had prepared and consumed a massive quantity of my patented "You're definitely going to shit yourself" chili. Tasty stuff, albeit hot to the point of being painful, which comes with a written guarantee from me that if you eat it, the next day both of your ass cheeks WILL fall off. Here's the thing. I had awakened that morning, and even after two cups of coffee (and all of you know what I mean) nothing happened. No "Watson's Movement 2". Despite habanera peppers swimming their way through my intestinal tract, I appeared to be unable to create the usual morning symphony referred to by my next door neighbors as thunder and lightning. Knowing that a time of reckoning had to come, yet not sure of when, I bravely set off for the market; a local Wal-Mart grocery store that I often haunt in search of tasty tidbits. Upon entering the store at first

Are You Bored? (yes, I Wrote This Too.)
Well, perhaps this recounting of a recent occurrence in my life will jar you out of said state of mind. Early the other morning I awoke with the sneaking suspicion that the day about to unfold was going to be decidedly unlike any other I had lived to date. Before I so much as moved a muscle, a sinking feeling took me over. Had neighborhood garden gnomes animated themselves, snuck into my house, and dreadlocked my ass hair to make me appear posteriorly rastafarian? No, that wasn't it. Truth is they, the gnomes, did that on such a regular basis that I view said happenings as little more than a minor nuisance. I couldn't quite put my finger on it, or at least that's what one of my former my girlfriends tells everyone, but I digress. Finally deciding to get about the business of the day, I swung my feet to the floor which caused a sound in my bedroom like a fungo bat hitting a 55 gallon drum. There was nothing to deaden the echoing sound because MY CARPET WAS GONE! At some point duri

Linguistic Responsibility (yeah, Another "by Me" Original)
The current trend toward simply moving kids through the educational system in order to make room for the next year’s group is having a devastating effect on language and communication in America. At one point a California politician tried to push through the use of ebonics as a real language rather than what it is; pure unadulterated laziness of speech and poor education. Well, I have drawn a line in the sand. Fancying myself somewhat of a cunning linguist I take responsibility for each and every word that leaves my mouth, or makes it to the page, and that brings me to the story of the creation of the word farkinsnarth. If you Google said word you’ll find it has no meaning. It’s a word I personally gave life and I’ve taken responsibility for. Let me explain. Leaving a New Year’s Eve party some years back, I called a cab because admittedly I had drank very nearly the volume of a standard bathtub full of irish whiskey over the previous hours leading up to the demise of one year and

Thoughts, Part The Eighth
I am beginning to percieve a difference between Self Importance and Self Worth, the former being a far less noble version of what some people think is the same thing. Nothing currently to look forward to, this must change. Voluntarily restricting consumption of all things bad for me as of late, no word yet on whether or not this is the mental equivalent of going green.

When Shes Down Poem
when shes down nobody's around but she felt it she cant be helped time can only tell rain hides her tears to meany story's to tell she hides her heart only to feel safe not to be left behind she cant dry those eyes her wound's cant heal but only to be lost she cant help it she has no reason but only to scream her only place is home...

Past
Walking along this desolate and cracked planet Feeling like the air itself is pressing down upon your skin Weighing you down with life's responsibilities Looking behind you All of your past mistakes rushing forward to try to trap you again A part of you knowing that it would be easier to turn around Let those same mistakes swallow you whole again A shudder racking your body as you fight those intense urges to give up Digging deep down inside yourself, deeper than you've ever dared go before Amazed to find that small spark of strength The strength to turn your back on past mistakes Feeling that small spark growing as you face the future Growing as you place one foot in front of the other Rolling your shoulders as every foot gained gives you a little more space to move The beginnings of a smile caressing your lips Knowing that you have the strength to face new challenges The strength to turn your back on past mistakes To drop t

Just To Hear You Say That You Love Me
"Just To Hear You Say That You Love Me" (feat. Tim McGraw) If I could win your heart If you'd let me in your heart I'd be so happy, baby Just for these arms to be Holding you close to me There's nothing in this world I won't try No limit to what I'd do to make you mine, 'cause I'd climb right up to the sky I'd take down the stars Just to be in your arms, baby I'd go and capture the moon That's what I would do Just to hear you say that you love me Just to hear you say that you love me If I could taste your kiss There'd be no sweeter gift Heaven could offer baby Oh, baby I want to be the one I want to be the one Living to give you love I'd walk across this world just to be Close to you 'cause I want you close to me, yeah I'd climb right up to the sky I'd take down the stars Just to be in your arms, baby I'd go and capture the moon That's what I would do Just to hear you say that you love me Just to hear you say that you love me For the rest of yo

Heartbreak Hotel
This is the heartbreak hotel (9x)You said that youd be here by nineAnd said you took your timeYou didnt think to call me boyHere I sit trying not to cryAsking myself why you do this to meChorus 1 (sung by faith evans)Since youre not around for me to tell you baby face to faceIm writing you this letter, and this is hat I have to say:All I really wanted was some of your timeInstead you told me liesWhen someone else was on your mindWhat you do to meLook what you did to meI thought that you were someone who would do me rightUntil you play with my emotions and you made me cryWhat you do to meCant take what you did to meNow I see that you been doing wrongYou played me all along.And made a fool of me, babyYou got it all wrong to think that I wouldnt find outThat you were cheating on me.How could you do it to me? Chorus 2 (sung by kelly price)This is the heartbreak hotel (9x)Chorus and ad libI aint goin to take it no more (4x)(kelly price)everthing you said was a lieDont lie to me (fade out)

History Of Kwanza
Kwanzaa is a non-religious African American holiday which celebrates family, community, and culture. It is celebrated for seven days: December 26 - January 1. Dr. Maulana Karenga, professor and chairman of Black Studies at California State University, Long Beach, created Kwanzaa in 1966. After the Watts riots in Los Angeles, Dr. Karenga searched for ways to bring African-Americans together as a community. He founded US, a cultural organization, and started to research African "first fruit" (harvest) celebrations. Karenga combined aspects of several different harvest celebrations, such as those of the Ashanti and those of the Zulu, to form the basis of Kwanzaa. The name Kwanzaa is derived from the phrase "matunda ya kwanza" which means "first fruits" in Swahili. Each family celebrates Kwanzaa in its own way, but celebrations often include songs and dances, African drums, storytelling, poetry reading, and a large traditional meal. On each of the seven nights, the family gathers and a c

The Seven Principles Of Kwanza
The seven principles, or Nguzo Saba are a set of ideals created by Dr. Maulana Karenga. Each day of Kwanzaa emphasizes a different principle. Unity (Umoja) - (oo-MO-jah) To strive for and maintain unity in the family, community, nation, and race. Self-determination (Kujichagulia) - (koo-gee-cha-goo-LEE-yah) To define ourselves, name ourselves, create for ourselves, and speak for ourselves. Collective Work and Responsibility (Ujima) - (oo-GEE-mah) To build and maintain our community together and make our brother's and sister's problems our problems and to solve them together. Cooperative Economics (Ujamaa)- (oo-JAH-mah) To build and maintain our own stores, shops, and other businesses and to profit from them together. Purpose (Nia) - (nee-YAH) To make our collective vocation the building and developing of our community in order to restore our people to their traditional greatness. Creativity (Kuumba)- (koo-OOM-bah) To do always as much as we can, in the way we can, in order to leav

The Same Man
I have been cursed. I am just wondering why? I mean I keep dating/messing around with the same man. I don't litterally mean the same man but you could take one and put them in the others body and the only thing different would be their faces. I am trying different races, creeds, religions, type, style, ages, you name it but it still ends up being the same man. Well maybe I should say boy cause he usually is (not in years but in maturity). Like that stupid thing you see all over the internet. I just want one man to prove to me that they aren't all the same. I guess I just have to keep my head up and go with the flow.

I Love To Cleen Carpets
hi am the carpet man i love to cleen carpets make new friends am retaired security guard any one how lives close to bethlehem pa allentown needs carpet done cheep e mail me at frkm51@aol.com any one whants to chat e mail me all so

Scars
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shutMy weakness is that I care too muchMy scars remind me that the past is realI tear my heart open just to feelDrunk and I'm feeling downand I just wanna be aloneI'm pissed cause you came aroundWhy don't you just go homeCause you channeled all your painand I can't help you fix yourselfYour making me insaneAll I can say isI tear my heart open, I sew myself shutMy weakness is that I care too muchAnd our scars remind us that the past is realI tear my heart open just to feelI tried to help you onceAgainst my own adviceI saw you going downBut you never realizedThat you're drowning in the waterSo I offered you my handCompassion's in my natureTonight is our last danceI tear my heart open, I sew myself shutMy weakness is that I care too muchAnd our scars remind us that the past is realI tear my heart open just to feelI'm drunk and I'm feeling downand I just wanna be aloneYou shouldn't ever came aroundWhy don't you just go home?Cause your drowning in the wate

The 2009 Ncaa Men's Basketball Tournament-part Iii
Well I correctly picked the University of North Carolina winning the whole tournament. Overall, I was 70% correct in my picks. I did really well with the Play-In-Game, Round 1 and Round 2. I fell apart with Rounds 3 through 5. Locally, I was suprised that the University of Arizona got to the Sweet 16 since they had a pretty so-so regular season. I hope everyone enjoyed watching and following the games as much as I did. See you next March.

Destiny And Fate
We use these two words all the time, but do we really trust and believe in what these two words mean. Destiny by definition means: Predetermined course of events; Ones lot or fortune; Fate. Fate by definition means: Destiny; Fortune; End; Outcome; Death; Ruin. So by definition they can be used as one in the same. Destiny, and Fate. A predetermined course of events. Predetermined by whom? Ourselves, someone else, or a higher power? I think it could be just one, or a combination of all the above. I think sometimes too many of us hide behind those two powerful words.

So What Makes Someone A Hopeless Romantic?
The Basic's A female friend once told me that there are three kinds of men in this world. The 95%, the 1%, and the 4%. She said that all guys fit into one of these categories, some fit into one or more, but fill the shoes of all three. Since the time she told me this I've incorporated so that everyone; male or female is either a Hopeless Romantic or not. Now the 1% and 4% persons will be Hopeless Romantics, while the 95% fills the rest of the gap! The Break Down You're probably thinking I'm nuts by now but, hear me out. Then you can make your own assumptions. The break down goes like so, starting from worse to best: The 95% Person: This person is usually the one that is most "liked". This person's characteristics are that of the typical "jerk". They believe that a date should involve a bedroom, back seat or back row of a movie, at some point. They also believe that they "deserve" things. They usually abuse someone's love, caring and compassion. In fact they view the relationshi

Love Is A Verb
I’d seen the sign for the scenic view on my last drive down this road, but was two busy or to Consumed with myself to stop. This time I was in no hurry to get back. As I climbed the half mile to the top, my mind filled with images I wanted to bring home with me. I observed every crack in the wooden steps, and every ant crawling in those cracks. I took with me a picture of every tree I passed as well as each leaf on each branch. I kept a mental recording of every bird’s song and every cricket’s chirp. I stored in a special place the smell of each flower I picked. ( Who says we have to call them weeds ? ) When I got to the top I had all of these beautiful things, but none of them prepared me for what I saw when I turned around. The world! Seen through my eyes. Majestic hills filled with seemingly endless treasures! You can’t see them individually from where you stand, but from the top of the hill reminded me that I am just tiny part of a very big world. An importa

Unconditional Love
Sounds simple enough to understand. To Love someone with no conditions attached. To accept and Love that person for exactly who they are, (inside & out). You have to be careful with a statement like that. Things are not as obvious and simple as they may seem in the real world. Sure, You or someone you know may say; I Love You Unconditionally, but do they really? More importantly, does that statement have the same meaning to them as it does to whom they may be saying it too? Let’s look at the two words individually. Let’s look at the easier of the two by definition. “Unconditional” by definition it means: Absolute; without stipulations. You can take it further by making such statements as: without strings attached, I accept you exactly the way you are with no conditions attached. Ok, let’s break it down a little further. Let’s take: “Absolute” by definition means; perfect; pure; complete; unrestricted; ultimate.

Intimacy
BEING “NAKED” IS THE FIRST COMPONENT OF INTIMACY. “NAKED” COMES FROM THE HEBREW WORD AROM, MEANING WITHOUT CLOTHES, TOTALLY BARE, WITHOUT PRETENSE OR DEFENSE. IT SPEAKS TO THE NEED FOR TOTAL TRANSPARENCY, A TOTAL BARING OF WHO WE ARE, WHO WE WERE, AND WHO WE WANT TO BE. INTIMACY REQUIRES COMPLETE TRANSPARENCY. INTIMACY REQUIRES TOTAL VULNERABILITY. INTIMACY REQUIRES A TOTAL BARING OF OUR THOUGHTS, FEARS, MOTIVES, AND DESIRES. THIS IS THE WORK OF INTIMACY. THIS IS WHY MOST ARE NOT INTIMATE. FEW ARE WILLING TO RISK SHARING FULLY WHO THEY ARE AND WHAT THEY FEEL FOR FEAR OF BEING WOUNDED AND REJECTED. YET RISKING THE WOUND IS WHAT HELPS HEAL US FROM WITHIN. INTIMACY IS A DECISION TO RISK TELLING ALL. IT TAKES A DECISION. IT ALSO TAKES TIME AND CARE. WE NEED COMMITMENT; WE NEED SAFETY; WE NEED HEALING. IT IS HARD TO BE TRANSPARENT IF WE HAVE NEVER BEEN. OR IF WE HAVE BEEN AND WE WERE HURT, WE WILL NEED HEALING AS WE LEARN TO RISK OUR DEEPEST INNER B

Life After The Army
I think that every person who serves in the military has the right to their freedom. It is not always the case while serving, but once out of the military. is a breath of fresh air. It takes a little adjusting to things, but in the end is worth the life of deciding things for yourself. I realized that my life was different when I was in compared to now that I am out. I can do the things I want to do and sleep as late as I want to as long as I am not working. I am able to attend college online, which is ten times harder while being in the military and having certain schedules. I know I am a better person for having been through the things I have been through, and I just want to say that I support my fellow brothers and sisters in arms across all military branches. I hope they all come back safely and can cope with the changes once they get out or retire. I look forward to helping my fellow veterans out down the road. Freedom isnt free and I know that from experience. TO ALL THOSE WE HAV

Dir En Grey - Saku
WHERE'S THE FORTUNATE FUTURE? WHERE DOES OUR FORTUNATE FUTURE COME? DICK MEN FUCK OFF FUCK OFF AND WIPE (GET BACK MY MERRILY MEMORY) UNDER THE SUN To be revealed as if you were to be ridiculed, the disclosure of the flow of the red river You walk the mountain road made of corpses smiling Again you reach out and ants gather around the lily UNDER THE SUN People can't redeem have ash, tears, and taciturnity in both their hands... Whats Cruel is that the Sun and the Moon comes together Even tomorrow looks away On the Red Day you question taciturnity and... " "

Abingdon Boys School - Nephilim
Hanatareta tsubasa ga negai wo makichirashite Konoyo no hate otoshita inori no sora e to Sono hitomi ni utsusu no wa kaketa tsuki no rasen Nazoru yubi ga tadoritsuku basho wo sagashiteru Dakiau tabi yojireru hada to binetsu wo Musaboru you ni mata mune wo shimetsukeru Hanatareta tsubasa ga negai wo makichirashite Konoyo no hate otoshita inori no sora e to Yoru no fuchi ni saku hana wo mimi e oshiatete Hibiku machi no zawameki ni toiki wo kasaneta Ima mo nijimu ano hi hagureta kioku ga Kareta hazu no itami wo kizu ni kaeta Karisome no tsubasa de habataku inochi no hi wa Aragau tsumi wo sashite omoi wa kimi e to Chinurareta tsubasa wa mai agari kaze ni nari Ikusen ni kudakareta chikai wo sora e to Karisome no tsubasa de habataku inochi no hi wa Aragau tsumi wo sashite omoi wa kimi e to

Abingdon Boys School - Innocent Sorrow
sake ta mune no kizuguchi ni afure nagareru pain in the dark kasane ae ta shunkan no tsunagaru omoi tokashi te same nai netsu ni unasare te saigo no koe mo kikoe nai Don't cry koware sou na hodo dakishime tara kimi ga furue te i ta sotto kazasu tenohira ni fure te mise te never untill the end koboreochiru suna no you ni hakanai negai o close to the light toji ta kimi no omokage ni kare nai namida nijin de hodoi ta yubi no sukima kara inori ga fukaku tsukisasaru Don't cry hate nai itami to kanashimi kara kimi o sukue ta daro u motto tsuyoku tenohira ni fure te mise te ever and never end tokihanatsu so far a way! kizamu inochi no tsubasa de umarekawaru toki o machikogare te Don't cry koware sou na hodo dakishime tara kimi ga furue te i ta sotto kazasu tenohira ni fure te mise te kitto sagashi te i ta n da iroase nai kimi toiu na no kiseki motto tsuyoku tenohira de boku ni fure te ever and never end

Abingdon Boys School - Howling
The night sky full of cries Hearts filled with lies The contract- is it worth the price? A soul pledged to the darkness Now I've lost it I know I can kill The truth exists beyond the gates Fusagareta mabuta kara nagaredashita namida Kurikaeshi mushibamareru risei to chi no kakera I don't want anything anymore (Abakidasu kanjou ga around Turn round) I don't feel the way as before (Gang Bang Son of a gun) Karameta futatsu no mune no sukima de Hoshigaru dake no kawaita kono karada ga Kegareta yubisaki de yoru o sosogikonde Chigireru made kimi o kojiakete Asai nemuri no naka hagareta omoi ga kishimu Nani mo kamo ima wa subete keshisaretara Sun will rise Close your eyes Downfallen (Fallen) Falling Hold inside Just HOWLING in the shadows Taemanaku furishikiru ame ni utarenagara Shigamitsuku sono senaka ni fukaku tsume o tateta I don't need anything anymore (No one else can take my place) I don't see the way as before (I've been lost without a trace) Dareka no fureta yume no tsuzuki o

Iced Earth - A Question Of Heaven
The time is close now, the end is near My walk through the valley, trails of fear I feel empty, my penance overdue, I guess it's too late now to be with you I'm extremely frightened of what will surely be I sold myself, the death of me I know you can't forgive me I know I'm on my own, I've betrayed you I walk alone What exactly is the meaning of this Just pawns in your twisted game Severe pain for the lie I'm livin' For a love I never could betray Question me not say the lord unto thee You have chosen your own faith and your own destiny Denied of this life is what you are to be You have chosen your own faith and your own destiny Lord I pound my fists at you Won't you just let me die Would I not suffer enough No inner peace no after life I did what I thought was right All for the love of my life I know it's sad but true Something is very wrong Condemned to suffer so long For a love so true The question that lies within Is so hard to understand It still tears at me And in my dying

Iced Earth - Burnt Offerings
In one last breath You'll feel this damned old soul You'll see the things I see For all these years Of pain and sacrifice You'll know the pain I know Of all these things I offer unto you Infernal wisdom waits Now unleashed Like the flames of hate My sacrifice is made Every note And every word you hear Comes from deep within An angry soul That twists and turns inside Pondering this life Crimson eyes Staring through your lies Awakes the inner rage Take my knife Make my sacrifice You're my burnt offering Spill your blood Offer me good omen Make the sacrifice, the hours close at hand Burn your soul Offer me good omen Take your very life, this I command Dark shadows fall on this sacred ground Where true evil lies, summon them to rise Take the traitors, thieves and liars Feed them to the fire But first, spread their blood around The message will be found Walk carefully my friends stab my back again A warning from the sky These are not idle threats my friends We're slaughtering the

Iced Earth - Damian
(chanting) "Set! Damiando!" So the beast resides in me Deep down I always knew I never really did fit in So diverse from all of you Let him who comprehends Know the number of the beast It's a number of a man A number just for me As the boy becomes a man Father's minions pave the way Set in motion now, Armageddon, Final conflict, end of days I embrace the hounds of hell And the power they oblige For the task that lies ahead The Nazarene I'll crucify They'll see the raptures of our kingdom They'll see the truth to mankind I'll show what hell truly is The monotony of their lives (Chorus) When the Jews return to Zion And a comet fills the sky The Holy Roman Empire rises And you and I must die From the eternal sea he rises Creating armies on either shore Turning man against his brother Till man exists no more (spoken) "Nazarene, what can you offer? Since the hour you vomited forth from the gaping whomb of a woman, you have done nothing but drown mens' soaring desires in a deluge of sa

Iced Earth - Dark Saga
The deal was rigged There's darkness in my soul I want to die again An empty soul shrouded in darkness Alone and confused what am I? Images flash memories jaded He took my life God damn his lies Fight spawn of the damned, bring down the heavens Smash in the gates, burn down You must accept the fate that you've chosen You will obey your destiny I cheated myself for love Love unconditional Now just to see her face I've lost it all I know there's goodness in me Though I'm not the same I will defy the master I will refuse to be his slave No, I was betrayed I can't accept this My future's unclear, it's a lie I'll follow my heart stand and be counted The curse will lift I will survive I cheated myself for love Love unconditional Now just to see her face I've lost it all I cheated myself for love Love unconditional Now just to see her face I've lost it all

Iced Earth - Dracula
Do you believe in love? Do you believe in destiny? True love may come only once in a thousand lifetimes... I too have loved...they took her from me, I prayed for her soul....I prayed for her peace When I close my eyes I see her face, it comforts me When I close my eyes Memories cut like a knife The blood is the life, and Christ I defy. My sworn enemy...birth of a new creed. Is this my reward for serving God's own war? The blood I've spilled for faith fulfilled. To damn her, a disgrace, you spit back in my face. I served you loyally, and you spew blasphemy. I avenge with darkness, for blood is the life The Order of the Dragon, I feed on human life There are far worse things awaiting man than death Come taste what I have seen I'm spreading my disease I will feed upon His precious child The human race will bleed, they will serve my need. (Pre-chorus) I avenge with darkness, for blood is the life The Order of the Dragon, I feed on human life (Chorus) I am the Dragon of blood, a rele

Iced Earth - Frankenstein
A mastermind in the old watchtower Prying eyes must never find. Playing God in the final hour Insanity, such a fine line Overwhelmed by the mourning process And the loss of his dearly loved The Doctor's work is now obsession What is life? What's beyond? He wants to know what it's like to be God Creating life with his own hands To reanimate lifeless tissues The Devil's work, the doctors plan A man of wealth and a genius mind A slave to passion and his morbid side Robbing graves of the newly dead Erratic tendencies, a troubled mind I will create in my own image If God can then why can't I? No thought of the consequences I've got to know the meaning of life Lightning strikes, it's the witching hour The monstrosity comes alive A victim of man's vanity Born in delirium, a deranged child He turns his back on his own creation Chaos ensues, the innocent die Who's the monster? Who's the victim? Crucify!!! Crucify!!!

Icead Earth - Im-ho-tep
Time is the bond of mortal life Isis with the scroll of life Raised her love Osiris from the dead Live can transcend the mortal coil With this script, the high priest of The Pharaoh commits his sacrilege Death is but a threshold To another life, you will arrive With this power You shall live again, there is no end You'll live again... Love was the curse upon my soul For it I would risk salvation And utilize the scroll to save this one Time is the sentence for my sin Three thousand years my angry soul's Been trapped inside this tomb of my condemn. Death is but a threshold To another life, I will arrive With this power I shall live again, there is no end. I'll live again Dawn shines a light on pain untold Scarred from the millennia The heart that beats inside my chest is cold Rise, I'm rising from these sands of time By the scarab's power I am given strength With hate in hand, this misery I drink Death is but a threshold To another life, I will arrive And with this power I shall live

Iced Earth - Jeckyl & Hyde
What's the reason for me to be this way? I'm lying on the floor I've broken through some door I don't know how I came to this There is blood lust in my eyes And someone in my mind saying I have forced you here I'm hiding, right here inside you Trapped in here so long You'll find me growing in every man Who is this that speaks to me? Tearing down my mind My reality This must certainly be the one What will I pay for this? This evil synthesis! I'm out of control Evil takes my soul I can feel you inside me Of course you can You're not stronger than me I am You I won't let you I will beat you No, you can't have me! I won't let you destroy me You took away my life With your wicked seed If you're able to take control You'll bring damnation upon my soul

Ultra Street Entertainment Needs Your Help
Ultra Street Entertainment needs your help. We are currently looking to secure a location for Cruisin' For a Cause in Mid 2010. We need your help to find and secure a location to hold the show. We are on a small budget for the first show as it is our first show as a company. If you can offer us any help, please email us and let us know how you can help us. Thank you very much in advance for your support and help.

No Regrets!!!
I reilize that who I use to be doesn't determine who I have to be Given a chance to learn with each of life's mistakes and downfalls A fork in the river aloughs me to look two diffrent ways and decide The unintentinal pain I caused gives me a perspective I don't want Facing both me's seems somewhat unfair until shown both sides Could I love enough to change another given what I now know Control is an illusion and fear is the trigger that brings a false peace The true pain of others has been cheapend by lies of self-pity Munipulation becomes its own worst enemy and it leaves you alone End game nothing repeated and regrets only keep you weak

Being Sick
I hate being sick. I feel like I have been sick forever. With most people, they get and recover from a flu/cold in about 10 days. With me, it is about 15 days because my immune system is weaker. It is weaker because I was born with a severe heart condition that required two open-heart surgeries before I was a year old. Knowing all this, I try to prevent getting colds/flu by taking a multi-vitamin, exercising about 2-3 times a week and washing my hand hundreds of times a day. My current cold wouldn't be so bad if it didn't make my body so sore. The sneezing and coughing isn't too bad. My head doesn't really hurt as much as I feel like I can't concentrate my mind on things for very long.

4/14/09: I Have A Dream.....
I may not be be as profound, inspirational, or world-changing as Dr. Martin Luther King, but like him, I did have a dream today. I had a dream that I was in a reality show-style contest. I was in a competition to get to a certain destination, and the winner who got there first was given $250,000. This must have originated from the fact that I watched I Love Money 2 last night, but that's beside the point. Some of the other contestants were driving cars, but I was riding a bike. And the destination was someplace that I knew how to get to. I just had to get there first somehow. I remember (and the details of the dream are fading as I type this) that when the race started, I was using my knowledge of the area I was in (which was a weird mix between the place I live now and the place I grew up) and I was pedaling like crazy, because there were people depending on me to win that race. Winning that money would get me out of debt and help out a couple of people close to me, so I pushed mys

This Is My First Post..
I'm not sure how to do this site, it seems overwhelming and has "too much" crap, I don't like that. It should be easy to use, which I'm sure it is...just not now. It looks fun, way more fun that m*space but who knows?!

Life And Death....
I have spent my whole life opening my heart, arms and the doors of my home to anyone in need. I have given them whatever I can whenever I can. All I ever wanted in return was to be happy and feel loved. When I was 19 I got married, I was head over heels in love with her. But all she wanted to do was drink, party and do drugs. I got mad alot, she never wanted to just be a family. A couple weeks before our 1st Anniversary she took my son and ran off with a guy who supposedly a friend of mine and apparently had been seeing on the side for quite some time, at the time I didnt know it but she was pregnant with my daughter. When she left me I tried very hard to end my life, I slept with nasty women, drank myself into oblivion and did enough drugs to make Snoop Doggy Dogg blush. Just when I thought it couldnt get any worse, I get a bill in the mail for 10,000 dollars from the state of Arizona for child support. Great My wife cheats on me and now I have to pay her for betraying me, what a worl

The First Pup
This week the First Family took delivery of their new puppy, Bo. He is a Portuguese Water Dog that may or may not be hypoallergenic. He is a gift from US Sen. Ted Kennedy (D-Mass.). In getting Bo, US Pres. Barack Obama (D-IL) fulfilled a promise to his kids in getting a dog if he won the 2008 presidential election. (Well at least he kept on of his campain promises.) The whole "finding Bo" storyline points out some interesting (maybe even ironic) things about BHO: 1. The choosing of a First Pet was a closely guarded secret that BHO didn't want to discuss with the press. But BHO was slipping state secrets on our moves in Iraq like crazy as soon as he could. 2. BHO gets a dog bred for swimming from the only US senator who killed a woman via drowning. 3. No dog or cat is hypoallergenic, so BHO could have still have gotten a dog from a shelter. 4. Liberal hypocracy was on full display. BHO says we need to help out shelter dogs and public schools. But when he has the chance to do both,

Fubar Ol-bie
I joined this site nearly 2 years ago, but never gave it much thought so I pretty much left it alone. Well, I'm back and would love all the tips and direction possible, lol. I'd love to help people out with whatever it is (points??) and make some friends at the same time. So give me some tips, okay? I wasn't here 5 minutes and someone rated one of my pictures a 1, I take it that's a bad thing. They must think I'm ugly, haha. Okay -- talk to me!

Sex App
NAUGHTY APPLICATION CUT AND PASTE AND REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. LET THE FUN BEGIN......... 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Phone number?

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KALAMAZOO, Mich. - A Kalamazoo-area man who won $10,000 in the Michigan Lottery's Club Keno game has donated his winnings to a charity. Soon after winning the money on March 11, Jim Dancy of Richland decided others needed it more than he did. So he gave it all to the Greater Kalamazoo United Way. "I was heavily influenced by my close friend Julie, who taught me to think of others first, and to stop and think about what life is really about. I know the needs in the community are great right now, so for me it was the right thing to do," Dancy said in a statement released by the Michigan Lottery.

Blah
In these moments, I feel given in to insecurity. As though the past mocks and lets the future die. In these moments I am without the warmth of her company. Lost in the doubt of her return. In these moments I am gone. Away from comfort conditioned into isolation. In this shame I await for the pain of this new memory. In this shame I am left in my own resolve waiting for her answer. In my shame I stand. I am right I always am. In my own damn self pity I will keep company with every wing of every angel I have given flight from every kiss I gave her. And I will lay her, unmoving in a bed of these wings. Simplistic irony. Or my own stubbornness to realize I am always right.

Every Hit Or Liza
In the event of my pain, I am saddened with truth. That the pain is the only truth ive known. Let it go and feel the ground. Flying over self regret and loss of company. See it all from an angle that brings me no closer to closure. He loved abused and left, while I loved hurt and stayed.Feel me now this anticipation. Falling to the ground closer to another hurt. Alow another to lift me up, only to let me go. Feel the warmth of care as I fall, and the joy of empathy as I rise. Up and down.First hit love first fall lesson. Secound hit rebound sound hit lie. Third hit lust third hit contemplation. Every hit, every fall there after, rejection.

Part Five~
It was time. With an effort that would be similar to purposely pissing in my pants, I let her go. My grip had been so light that she didn't even feel it. I was committed now. For the first time in my life, I was alone with a girl without the crutch of my Charm. Suddenly, I was scared. The artificial confidence provided by my special talent was gone. Now I was just a shy, awkward eighteen-year-old kid. What was I expected to do? In the last five months since I had had intercourse for the first time, I had performed every one-on-one sex act I had ever heard of, and a quite few that I had dreamed up myself. The girls had loved every last one of them. A Charmed girl is a happy girl! The problem was that I hadn't ever had to work to please a woman before. What if Jill didn't like having sex with me? "Jim? Are you all right?" she asked, concern in her voice. I decided that honesty was the best policy. "Uh, I'm sorry, Jill. It's j... j... just that, um, I d... d... don't know if, uh..." I was

Part Six~
"No, I think I'm going to go through with this. You can't really know until you've gathered the complete experience." I liked her attitude. Jill slowly but surely sat back, and in one smooth movement, impaled herself on my manhood. She gasped and then started slowly moving up and down. Whether it was because of the sensation of her tight rectum squeezing and caressing me, or the ability to concentrate on what she was doing without having to control it, this was probably the most erotic thing I had ever experienced. I slowly began to rise and fall to meet her strokes. We went on like this for a couple of minutes without saying anything. She gradually picked up the pace to where she was moving pretty quickly, if not actually bouncing on me. "Jeez, Jim, this really isn't bad, but I just need something more." Without a word, I reached down to her crotch and positioned my right hand so that her lips were lightly rubbing the back of it as she went up and down. Steadily, I moved in to where

Part Eight~
Even though she can't read my mind the way I'm reading hers, she does a remarkable job. Her knowing fingers seem to know just what to do and where they're needed the most. Lisa's got real strength in her hands, too, probing out stiff muscles and working deep to get the knots out. If she ever decided to give up writing romance novels for a living, she could make a fortune at massage!She has me roll over onto my back and works her way up the front of me. My manhood is as stiff as I've ever seen it and I nearly come when she gives it a quick rubdown with her well-oiled fingers.When she's done, I feel a mixture of emotions that I would never have imagined could coexist. Her knowing hands have so relaxed me that I'm tempted to fall asleep, yet they have also raised my state of arousal to a fever pitch.Lisa lies down at my side and gives me a look that tells me all I need to know."Please," she murmurs.It's only after I'm poised between her legs, my manhood at her gate to heaven, do I realize

All Is Well
My friends all dead and goneBest look aheadlife goes onI'm stuck here againYes all is wellbest rest your weary headLife goes onbest look aheadfamily feels so far safea continent awaya child shot in the headnot theirs, so too badyes all is wellrest your weary headlife goes onbest look aheadLife has been so swellclimb in a kerosene bathlight a matchthen no turning back

Points To Ponder
- A bus station is where a bus stops. A train station is where a train stops. On my desk I have a work station... - Can atheists get insurance for acts of God? - If Fed Ex and UPS were to merge, would they call it Fed UP? - Does fuzzy logic tickle? - If they arrested the Energizer Bunny, would they charge it with battery? - I believe five out of four people have trouble with fractions. - How come you never hear about gruntled employees? - How much faith does it take to be an atheist? - I don't have a solution, but I admire your problem. - If a tin whistle is made out of tin (and it is), then what, exactly, is fog horn made out of? - If quitters never win, and winners never quit, what fool came up with, "Quit while you're ahead"? - If atheists say there is no God, who do they think pops up the next Kleenex in the box? - Okay, who stopped the payment on my reality check? - I believe the only time the world beats a path to my door is when I'm in the bathroom. - Do Lipton employees take co

Forbidden
Forbidden pleasuresWho makes the rulesUnfound treasuresAnd beautiful jewelsCan that line be crossedWhat could we truly beAnd at what costDo you see what I seeI know there is more thereWaiting to be foundCan you feel how much I careI feel like I'm being drownedIf you knew the amount of desireThat I feel for youMy burning fireThat wants one to become twoForbidden pleasuresWho makes the rulesUnfound treasuresAnd beautiful jewels

How Dare You?
How dare you walk into my life at the eleventh hour,Causing confusion in my world and seizing the powerThat I possess over the feelings I choose to have for a man,You weakened my wall by holding my hand;By being the man that I missAnd showing you care in just one kiss.How dare you walk into my life through the back door and unannounced;Leaving me dreaming of every momentwe've spent together and thinking of every ounceOf desire I feel to have our souls connect in such passion that it's surreal;To feel your heart pounding against my chest,To be entangled in each other's arms,My lips kissing your neck as your tongue explores my breasts;Back and forth, up and down,On the floor, in the shower,'Til my head rests on your chest at the morning glory hour.How dare you walk into my life and expose these thoughts thatI have buried for so long,That I have been able to suppressSo that I may go on;You've put me in a spot from which I cannot move,You've made me vulnerable again,'Cause you're so damn s

When I Cry
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Ca Daring
It is believed that Miss Californa lost the 2009 Miss America/USA contest because how she answered a question on gay marriage. When asked her opinion, Miss CA said she believed that marriage should only be between a man and a woman. What surprised the crowd wasn't her answer but that it was someone from CA that didn't support gay marriage. I guess Californians are sterotyped into all of them being Liberal, pro-gay and she simply didn't fit that sterotype. My View: Miss CA was brave for answering the question honestly. The Miss America/USA contest people should question contestants but not on public policy issues. This question was a gotcha question set to embarrasse her by the blogger who asked her. In the end, Miss Ca is getting good press while the winner Miss NC isn't even getting press time.

Changing Your Life...
So today has been a pretty quiet day and I thought it would be a good time to write down my thoughts... Overall, I am very satisfied with my life and accomplishments thus far. I just feel like there is this empty space that I want filled. I want a man in my life that I can have adult conversations with and enjoy adult time with. Now don't get me wrong, I have dated plenty in my 8 years of divorced life, but I want so much more than a 2 week relationship with a random stranger. Again, I am content with where I am in my life, but there are still many things that I want to accomplish and it would be great if I had a man, a best friend, and a supporter standing right beside me! He's out there..........I just hope he knows his purpose in my life when God presents it to him! : ) Everyone have a great evening!

Come To My Bedroom
In your bedroom..do you have... Condoms: noCell phone: yesBook shelf: yesCouch: noFuton: noComputer/laptop: sometimesPictures: yesMirror: noSkateboard: noBed: yesClothes on the floor: yepSurfboard: noSmoke detector: noPiano/keyboard/Guitar/bass/drums: noLocking door: noBottle of water: yesBlacklight: noLava Lamp: noMedals/ribbons: yesCDs: yesFlag: noStop sign/any sign: noPaintball gun: noReal Gun: possiblyCigarettes: noPot: noAny drugs: vicodin Alcohol: noBooks: lotsps2: noXbox: noGamecube: noStereo: noGum: noHow many windows do you have in ur room: 3What is the color of your walls? Wood coloredDo you get ready for the day in your room or the bathroom? bothWhat's on your walls? pictures that the kids have coloredHas the opposite sex been in your room before? duhHas the opposite sex been on your bed? yesHas the opposite sex slept in your bed? every nightEver had sex in your bed? yesWho usually sleeps in your bed other than you? RustyDo you like your bedroom: no

Honestly
Honestly, are you in love right now? No Honestly, what color is your underwear? White with colorful designs Honestly, what's on your mind right now? I'm nervous about the doctor Honestly, what are you doing right now? Watching Alvin & the Chipmunks Honestly, what did you do today? Nothing yet Honestly, do you think you are attractive? No Honestly, have you done something bad today? Yes Honestly, do you watch Disney channel? Yes Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now? Yes Honestly, what makes you happy most of the time? My laptop Honestly, do you bite your nails? Yes Honestly, what is your mood right now? Nervous Honestly, who do you want to see at this very moment? No one...I like being by myself Honestly, do you have a deep dark secret? I do Honestly, do you hate someone right now? Just myself Honestly, who/what do you want to hug right now? Lila Honestly, do your wrists hurt? LMFAO no Honestly, are you in denial? Maybe Honestly, wouldn't you rather be having

Relationsships
If your in a relationship and its going down hill and you have beencommitted for over 5 years would you have an affiar if it truly came downto it or would you stand strong no matter what u both go thru ?

Babies
It seems like everyone in my life is having babies. well not everyone but a lot of people i know are all pregnant and it seems to have happened fast. i don't know if that makes me worry if i should even care. i know that becoming pregnant at this point in my life is a bad bad bad idea. for one thing, im not done with school yet and for another i wouldn't want the man im messing around with to be my babies daddy. no no no. so time to call that relationship off and get back to my schooling. just so you know i have been away doing school work but hope to be back asap.

"new Law Makes Babies Government Possession"
HR20-New Mother's Mandated Mental Health Test-JUST PASSED HOUSE! Posted April 14th, 2009 by runforron http://www.govtrack.us/co... A sweeping government policy for all new births in the United States has just passed the House of Representatives and is now headed to the Senate. The Mother's Act, if passed, will mandate that all new mothers be screened by means of a list of subjective questions that will determine if each mother is mentally fit to take their newborn home from the hospital. Just imagine that after your child is born, you are told that you can't take them home since a multiple choice questionnaire wasn't answered correctly. Just imagine being told that the only way you can take your child home is if you or your spouse goes into treatment or on anti-depressants which we know causes psychosis, delusions, and even homocidal thoughts. It just doesn't make sense. Unfortunately, this bill is on a fast track--No public debate, no public disclosure of the broad impact on our so

Derivatives: A $700+ Trillion Bubble Waiting To Burst
In the past three years, while banks all over the world and Wall Street were imploding, while some $40-$50 trillion of capital was being destroyed in global stock markets, one financial market kept growing. That market is the financial derivatives market. According to the Bank for International Settlements [BIS], the global Over the Counter [OTC] derivatives market has grown almost 65% from $414.8 trillion in December, 2006 to $683.7 trillion in June of 2008. On the BIS’s own website, there are no updated figures for the notional derivatives market since June 2008, so we can likely assume, with some margin of safety, that this market has now grown to more than $700 trillion. Comparatively speaking, the total market cap of all major global stock markets is approximately $30 trillion. Before I discuss how financial products could grow more than 65% during a time period when financial companies were imploding all over the world, let’s review the definition of a derivative, b

Politics
IN THE DARK I CAN SEE THROUGH THE SPECS UR THERE TO ME IN BETWEEN THE CASTINGS OF THE SHADOWS EXISTS UR OUTLINE FOR YOU ARE NOT MEANT TO SEE FOR UR EYES ARE BLIND TO THE LIGHT BETWEEN NO WORRIES MY DEAR FOR I SEE MORE THAN I CAN HEAR FOR MY EYES SEE INTO THE BLACKNESS RIGHT DOWN TO PORES OF YOUR SKIN

Abbie_liu69@yahoo.com Let Chat
phew where do I begin?! traveling, music, movies, tv, food, cooking, cleaning, animals, astronomy, beaches, shopping, going to new clubs, meeting new people, excersice (okay wishful thinking on that one), the paranormal (I know, I know), boys, girls, people in general, dancing, my work, fishing, FOOTBALL! BOOMER.... SOONER!!!!!! Sooner Born, Sooner Bred. My GB PACKERS! Favre is my idol! A good Coors Light every now and again.. I could go on and on. I love so many things.

Forbidden Fruit
Just the sight of that juicy fruit Makes me want to take a bite But forbidden it is and I must resist Fighting with all my might From the first time I laid my eyes on it I knew it should be mine The desire in my heart for something so tempting Makes me want to have it all the time The color, the smell, even the touch Makes my heart jump like it's on fire The more I see it I want it to be My most intimate and raw desire But a forbidden fruit it will remain for now Because it does not belong to me From a distance I shall stand, admire and wait Until it becomes free

I Hate To Say
When I think about you I’m not sure how to feel.It’s like I’m holding onto something that never was real. For the past two years my heart has been chained to you.I gave up on the love of others. To you my heart was true. I just need to feel loved and have my heart set free.As much as it hurts we were never meant to be. You will always be special in my heart and my soul.You’re just not the one that can make me feel whole. No one can fill the space my heart has for you.Learning to love another doesn‘t mean that I wont be blue. You are still my best friend and no one can take that away.Just tell me it’s ok and let my heart find its own way. If I lose your friendship I don’t know what I will do.But honey I deserve to have love and happiness too.

Perfect Mothers Day Present For Two!!
Tickets are on sale now for "A Date With Mom" Mother / Son Dinner and Dance.Your tickets are available either through myself or the VFW Post 9439 @ 1800 Bryan Stock Trail (Call me if you have questions of course 307.333.4388)$35.00 Per ticket - 1 ticket equals one couple if you have three people and not two, the third one is $15.00 if you have a fourth, you have to buy another ticket.Only 90 Tickets will be sold.Friday, May 8th 2009 VFW Post 9439 (1800 Bryan Stock Trail Casper WY) on the hill, look for the military helicopter.7pm - 10pDinner 7 - 8Dance 8 - 10ANY AGE is welcome to attendMother / Son - Step Mom / Son - Aunt / Nephew - Grandma / Grandson, you get the idea.Casual to formal wear,its what YOU prefer.Door prizes through out the night.Proceeds to benefit the Shriners Hospitals.What better way to say, "Mom, I love you" then with Dinner and Dancing just days before Mothers Day.

Midnight Kiss
A branch entwined, Leaves fall to the floor like glitter. Rosemary scents encrusted in the vines. A taste not so sweet, hardly bitter. Her hair caressing the nape of her neck. His warmth sheltering her from the bliss. Muscles tightening, hearts pumping. A careless breath, a midnight kiss. Glistening tears descending from the skies. A gift from the playful cherub above. Tender hopes, see it their eyes. This is their time, time to share their love. They know not what their future beholds, or how many moments like this they will grasp. But as their tale unfolds, You will see them testing you from behind your mask. They are the purity of desire. Orion watches over their plentiful risks. They are neither ice nor fire. They are Midnight Lovers, sharing a midnight kiss.

Soothing Sunday
Sundays are such a relaxing day ..I tend to do NOTHING all day. Making me seriously regret working on Monday! I always miss my boyfriend on Sunday cause we are both too set to drive to see each other. I miss him today, I havent seen him since Friday afternoon. Well its ben a great pool day though my son is making me crazy by wanting all the kids to come over and play, glad no one is home. LOL Happy Sunday all

I Am A Biker
I am a Biker Current mood: naughty Category: Blogging I saw you hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line.But you didn't see me put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday.I saw you pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk.But you didn't see me playing Santa at the local Mall. I saw you change your mind about going into the restaurant when you saw my bike parked out front. But you didn't see me attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief, or organizing a Poker Run for Cancer.I saw you roll up your window and shake your head when I rode by. But you didn't see me riding behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you frown at me when I smiled at your children. But you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you stare at my long hair. But you didn't see me and my friends cut ten inches off forLocks of Love. I

Bewbs
Okay I have nothing to say about boobs.. however, I do have a thing or two to say about my shop on Etsy.com Anyone that wants to make their homemade goods and sell them has the right to do so on Etsy! It's a wonderful place. Please take a look at my pieces.I have 14 of them up for sale. Google MaryBetsy83 on Etsy.com and I promise you'll find me there! If you are a girl and you like bracelets on your wrist and you don't like to pay an arm and a leg for a braceelet, them I have the solution for you! Etsy.com/MaryBetsy83 !!!!!!!

Heart-aches
The blood that trickelsFrom these veinsAre caused by thoseWho brings these painsThe knife they useTo stab this heartJust makes it's beatCome apartThe breathe it takesIt loses quickThe blood that runsIs not so thickDarkness closesWith every breathIt tastes it's sorrowAnd it's deathThe life that flashesBefore it's eyesAre caught withEvery tear it criesIt envies allThe pain that's deltOf those that onlyIt has feltThe beat is slowing The bloods run dryNow aloneIt lays to dieTime is tickingIt's almost outSo where's the strengthFor one last shoutIt will not moveThere it liesWith one last breatheThat's where it dies

Misery
in silence i suffer,no one shall know,the things that i do,will not let it show. this bleeding i do,is not seen by eyes,for everythings that bleeds,has its own descise. in silence i suffer,with nothing at all,nothing to hold me,tis why i fall. I grasp in the darkness,for something to hold,but the walls are smooth,nothin shall mold. the rush of this fear,that enters my heart,makes everything worse,than it was from the start. my insides are screaming, but nothing comes out,no matter how long,or how loud i do shout. everythings broken,nothings attached,nothing i find,can help it to patch. Im close to the end,that i do have no breath,it came to me so soon,everything has left. everythings is empty,for i have a shattered frame,who is to notice,and who is to blame. i do have no feeling,i am so numb,there is noting left,for me to become. the end is coming closer,the ground is so near,that the pain that i feel,tis to who that is dear.

Heartbroken
creeping so silent, right under my nose, it hides in the places, where no one goes. It hides from the pain, it withers in fears, no one can hear it, along with its tears. no one shall find it, for its inside of me, but its slowly dieing, for only i can see. the pain is gripping, breaking it down, screaming so loud, but out comes no sound. pierced with hot knives, its smothered in fear, making no sound, the end is so near. the beats are getting weaker, the blood is running thin, everything blackens, theres no chance to win. it cannot breathe,

Hello Everyone!
MAY I HAVE ONE PICTURE OF EVERYONE PLEASE? IT IS FOR A SCRAP BOOK! AND DO NOT FORGET TO ADD ME ON MY 3 PAGES PLEASE!undeadsoldier86@yahoo.comwww.fubar.com/undeadsoldier86www.myspace.com/undeadsoldier86

Confused
i think of you and my body trembles, the way you touch me, the way you kiss me, the way yo squeeze me...can you be that man my life is missing??...no one can make me feel like you do...you hug me like you love me, you kiss me like you'll never see me again, you squeeze me like you need me...you say i will always have your heat, i wonder....do you still love me????...you stir feelings in me that have been locked away for a long time...confused...lost...needing...i feel that you can give my body...my soul what it's been missing...your essence, your skin, your hands, your lips...all i think about is you!!!!!...your Mr. Hyde holds me back, not wanting to deal with him....i want to be with you constantly...a tender squeeze makes my river ripple...a sensual kiss makes my river rush...a long passionate hug makes my river enraged!!!!!...i think of opening my love door, pretending i can't find the key, bricks laying around the door...i put back up...how can i love when i don't believe in love??

Delara Darabi
Stop Child Executions sadly regrets to confirm that the Iranian female juvenile Delara Darabi was executed early morning today in the prison yard of the northern city of Rasht, Iran.Delara Darabi was convicted of a alleged murder when she was 17 years old.In violation of Iran's own laws, neither of Delara's attorney were informed of the execution. Delara was hanged only 11 days after Iran's judiciary had officially stated that Delara's execution was postponed for 2 months (http://scenews.blog.com/4837662/)Delara was the most well known Iranian minor on the death row. She was also an artist and continued her art work in prison.In his blog Iranian attorney, Mohammad Mostafaei who represents many Iranian juveniles on the death row wrote this morning: "She was not a murderer. I swear she was not" (http://mohegh.blogfa.com/post-68.aspx)Amnesty International's Deputy Director of the Middle East and North Africa Programme, Hassiba Hadj Sahraoui stated that ""Amnesty International is outraged

The Amorous Bereft
I am the Destroyer of LoveCrucifing all that is rightCrucifing the good in this lifeI am my own Disease You kill me like a bad DreamMy own personal NightmareBut i will stand when everything falls awayStand & fight this feeling forever or until i die So im volunteering Love For something realIts never worth this Pain I always feel So why are you running awayIs this life to much to takeTell me why do I look awayDo I shame this love to betake Is love ever to befall upon me Or will i waste away In the darkness of my heartScreaming for pleasure I unmask this desire Its more than just a bad DreamIts this fucken trascending NightmareSo deceptively i kill myself from withinOnly to wonder & realize.. Is this my sin Love was once the soundOf this heavenly voiced beamNow Love is the soundOf a peircing scream Is love ever to befall upon me Or will i waste away In the darkness of my heartScreaming for pleasure I unmask this desire What have I taken away?A smothering indistinctness Of chaos

Sundays Lead To Mondays
Rode the bike to orlando last night was greeted by a beautiful sunset and crazy car drivers to boot. Took some roads off the beaten path was disheartened by homeless people or were they? holding signs asking for help. I had to think in my mind what if all the people who were sick held a sign would people be more compassionate to them. In times of strife how often does humanity reach out to help. I believe in most peoples mind they whisper in their mind thank god that's not me! I stopped into a bar had a quick drink observing people who were alone and with a significant other didn't really feel the depth of any happiness. I can read people better than most and after my thirty min. of nursing my drink the dark problems of others seemed to come into my circle I knew it was time to go at this point. But it's Sunday now my favorite day. Pancakes always sunday paper never read the front page always go to the travel section nothing else matters because I don't need to know what's goin

The Life Of National Guard
This is the life of the Army National Guard no matter the age you can always join and have a good time but when we get deployed our realationships have problems and we feel as if our lives start to crumble before the we get to the hot zone but when we get with the right one who is with us for through it all they are the strong ones

Drum Corps
If you want to hear fiery horns, banging drums and all-around good stuff. Check this out!! This the Madison Scouts Drum and Bugle Corps playing "Malaguena" from there Gold Medal year in 1988. Enjoy!! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f67sHIfu9Hs

Teardrop
A teardrop fell upon the rose That she held close to her breast. In sympathy, the petals closed, As she saw her love at rest. The rose it seemed to feel her pain As one by one her petals fell And upon the stem of thorns, Now fell the pouring rain. Bending down, she picked the petals And to herself, she drew them near; She saw, in the rose, her broken heart And on the petal, her fallen tear. Between the pages of a book, She placed the petals tenderly And the rose, it shed a tear, As if it cried in sympathy. The words, on the pages read, Forever, my love, remember me And when you see a rose of red, Remember, love, to remember me.

Paint For Me
Paint me a pretty rainbow and color it with reds; Bring to me a dream to spin with golden gilded threads And sing to me a song that lifts and puts on me a smile And when you're walking through my mind, stay in there awhile. Place upon my lips a soft blown kiss and if you'll be so kind; Leave behind a memory to impress upon my mind. Slowly back away from me when walking out the door And tell to me once more, what you're leaving for. Plant a rose of deepest pink to grow outside my window And after removing the thorns; a cutting upon my pillow. Make the moon again to shine and the stars to twinkle; Whisper to me a word of love that brings my eyes to sparkle. Come with me and dance once more; a slow romantic waltz, And p

Promises
Promises promises are just words to make someone feel better. some promises are keep some sometimes and some are broken. to me promises are just words put together. promises that are broken can hurt some people very much. to some people promises are words of honor. But to me promises have no meaning anymore.

A Couple Of Poems
You said I was your soulmate and that you loved me more then anything. And I actualy belived you. what a fool I was to belive someone like you could love me like that. I dont deserve your love for the fact that I dont deserve the love that eveyone else doses. I dont decerve a beatiful creature as yoru. I had been told that I didnt deserve you. I told the ones that said it for so long that the god's and goddess's sent you to me for a reason. But just as fast as you came into my heart you was gone out of my life as a lover. The god's must have relized someone as evil as me didnt deserve you in my life as a lover. Or the god's are just playing games with me to teach me a leason. But god's did one thing sending you into my lif. they truned my heart of ice into a black heart of flames. so maybe the flames will protect me better this time around. Then the ice did. The Life of the Heart My heart started out pure as the morning dew. Then the evil set in as thurne

As The Wolf Dies
AS THE WOLF DIES As the back wolf lays on the ground beaten,battered, and bloody. From the battle he has fouhgt for serval years. As he lays there about to die and let his soul go. A voice comes to him asking why givve up. The black wolf replies wiht a question of why not? He finds himeself relising that casue of his trying to hard to fight for what he love and lived in. That once he had it he didnt stop fighting. But now that ist it is all gone he relises that the warmth he is feeling is nto from the thoughts of his vicotry. But it is the warmth of his blood leaving his body fromt he serveral cuts and holes in his body. So the black wolf lays there waiting for death to come take his soul but it never happens

Pain Of Love
pain of love the pain of being in love with someone that dont share teh same love for you can be more hurtful then being hit by something, but at teh sametime it can make someone stronger also.but there are those of us that it just litteraly kills us.