Fubar Blog Posts 3

Basically.
Got a big plan, his mind's set, maybe it's right At the right place and right time, maybe tonight In a whisper or handshake sending a sign Wanna make out and kiss hard, wait never mind Late night, in passing, mention it flip to her Best friend, it's no thing, maybe it slipped but the slip turns to terror and a crush to like when she walked in he froze up, leave it to fright It's cute in a way, till you cannot speak And you leave to have a cigarette, knees get weak escape was just a nod and a casual wave Obsess about it, heavy for the next two days It's only just a crush, it'll go away It's just like all the others it'll go away Or maybe this is danger and you just don't know You pray it all away but it continues to grow I want to hold you close Skin pressed against me tight Lie still, and close your eyes girl So lovely, it feels so right I want to hold you close Soft breath, beating heart As I whisper in your ear I want to fucking tear you apart Then

Dachshunds
Body: 1. The bed has sausage shaped lumps under the covers. 2. When you come into the house after being away only minutes and you are greeted like you've been gone for 10 years. 3. Footstools are placed strategically around the furniture and bed. 4. The house is decorated with Dachshund items. 5. The owner is decorated with Dachshund items. 6. After the doorbell rings, you can't hear a thing for 10 minutes. 7. Dachshund "nose art" is proudly displayed on each window. 8. All socks, underwear, and shoes have holes in them. 9. All squeak toys no long have squeaking ability. 10. The doors to many rooms must remain closed. 11. The owner's bed never remains made. 12. You will find dogs instead of clothes in the laundry basket. 13. When you arrive, you find the living room covered with chewed up tampons, toilet paper rolls, Kleenex, etc 14. You notice small fox holes in the yard. 15. All waste baskets and trash cans are elevated at least

April Fools Day
I love to be in love actually. I"m slowly figuring that out. I don't know what is holding me back from relationships. I think I am just missing this pool of women that are single and i don't know.. maybe its cause i don't drink. I know drinking is like bad but it also puts you in more of a social situations. I know must married dudes would tell me the single life is so much better. I don't know. Maybe I'm just not appreciating being single that much. As I'm writing this I think I wrote about this before. Or maybe i just think too much anyways lets talk about my day. I went grocery shopping cause there wasn't any food up in the house. I don't need a lot. but for some strange reason my family makes a lot. Like they are serving for 8 people. no wonder im fat I am eating my lasagna..watching the heat and the pistons.. all by my lonesome. I'd rather be out with someone but idk anybody. Hope everyone has a great week. Preparing for Mondays are a bitch ~Timm

So, Last Night....
FUCKING ROCKED. I'm paying for it today with a nasty hangover, but it's worth it. Phillip (lead singer for Caddle) remembered me from previous shows and makeout sessions and I got a free tanktop that is now adorned with lots of pretty little autographs... I also kinda stole his bandana and his lighter. :) They gave me a CD because my other one was kidnapped by a family member of mine. In true Kristin fashion I got onstage and was treated like a true groupie princess, so I was all kindsa in heaven. I fucking LOVE those guys... and you can bet your sweet ass that I'll be back at Monsoons on the 20th to party it up with them again. Maybe this time I'll take them up on their offer to go back to their hotel.... *grin* xo Kristin

Tx Brat And Fiesty In A Contest....
these two girls are great friends and need you comments to when this contest... please comment bomb them and they and i will return the favor... here is the link to fiesty: here is the link to txbrat:

Girls Night Out
Had a girl night out on saturday. it was funny, i stopped at the package store to pick up my ingredients to make lemon drop martinis. my brother in law was there and asked what i was up to. when i said that i was having a girls night out, all the guys in there just started cheering and saying that they loved girls night out. i was laughing. then one jackass who didn't know the meaning of girls night out asked if he could crash our party. lmao! um....NO! started off at my friend stacey's had a double lemon drop martini there. then went to our friends crystal party where we pigged out on food and i drank about a pint of lemon drop martini. then stacey wanted to go home at 9:30. well she can say that. she doesn't have kids, so she really does not know the true value of a girls night out! lol. instead of going home, i went to my favorite hang out. had a few beers with some friends. did some jaeger bombs and ended up dancing on some tables. hadn't done that in quite a long time! too lon

On Air
hey all,,Im on air tonight from 6 to 8 pm est,,please come out and join me for some good music http://www.cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=5155 http://www.cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=5018 come check me out the first drink is on Me DJ Randy

I I Was Ur Girlfriend? (i Stole This From A Friend)
1.) How many times a day would you kiss me? 2.) Would you let me hold you? 3.) Would u come with me to places? 4.) Would you love me? 6.) Would you lie to me? 7.) If I was sick what would you do? 9.) Would you leave me for one of my friends? 10.) Want to have a future with me? 11.) Would you listen to all my problems and help me solve them? 12.) Would you introduce me to your mom/dad? 13.) Would you care about what I do when we go out? 14.) Would you hang out with me AND my friends? 15.) If your friend tried to get with me what would you do? 16.) If me and one of your friends argued, whos side would you be on? 17.) Would you give me your myspace password? 18.) If I gave you mine would you read all my mail? 19.) If I said I loved you would you say it back? 20.) How good do i look from 1-10? 21.) How do you feel about me? 22.) Have i ever made you smile? 23.) Would u spend the night with m

How To Convert Blood
A simple method of converting blood from one group to another could spell the end of life-threatening shortages in hospitals. The discovery means muchneeded supplies of the O-negative blood type, which can be accepted by everyone, could be increased. Blood shortages, which can lead to longer hospital waiting times and even death, could be prevented by creating stockpiles of this type of blood. The breakthrough by an international team was unveiled by Prof Henrik Clausen, of Copenhagen university in Denmark. The team managed to remove the sugar molecules which attach themselves to red blood cells and make each group different from the others. Blood types A and B have different sugar molecules attached to them, which causes a reaction to the molecules they do not have, making A allergic to B and vice versa. Also, some blood has a protein which makes it rhesus positive. But all groups can receive blood from type O-negative, meaning it can be used if hospitals do not

Cinderella Story
Cinderella Story You read the fairy tales And watch the movies You read the poems Wonder why you’re so lonely You hope that one day Your price will arrive Sweep you off your feet Make you feel alive But what if he never shows And you’re alone forever Prepare for the blows And for the rough weather He’ll never show up He’ll never love you You’ll never find him He’ll never love you You’re no Cinderella… (10/1/2006)

Degenerate Radio....... The Return
Okay.. I might as well just say it..... YES, Degenerate Radio WILL be coming back :) Which makes me very VERY happy.. I miss broadcasting... I just had to get the money together to get a static IP address to be able to broadcast my station again... which I'm glad to say... will be going back online.... May 1.!! WOOHOO! The triumphant return! YAY! http://www.degenerateradio.com:8000 It's a lifestyle... it's mine... and it's music... ;)

Double You Tea Eff..
Have you ever had one of those days where you just wanna scream at the top of your lungs, "What the FUUUUUUUUUCK??!?!?!?" Yeah well today is that day for me. It's only 8:20am and already I wanna bitch slap the next idiot to cross my path. My phone rang at 5:45am and the asshat on the other end was all perky and chipper and said "Hi Ryanne! This is the stupid Tampon (ok not really her name I dont remember what she called herself) from We're a Bunch of Dumbasses Inc! (not the real company name obviously) And I'm just calling you to remind you that you have an appointment at 7am this morning to have your air conditioner ducts cleaned and serviced!" (at this point I've opened both eyes and looked at my clock and saw what time it was and grabbed the remote and checked the date on the tv) I tried to be nice, honest I did..ok I'm lying. The bitch called me at the butt crack of dawn and had the balls to act all nice and happy to me. So I say into the phone, "Wait wait wait..Tampon? did yo

If You Are My True Friend
If You are My True Friend I need to know if you're my true friend, will you be by my side until the end? Can I tell you my secrets deep, and trust them in your heart you'll keep? We are neither of us without our flaws, can you accept mine as I will yours? I'll be a shoulder to cry on when you're blue, will you be there for me when I need you? No matter how busy I will make time for you, if you are busy will you make time for me too? I will take your hand and comfort your tears, will y

Where We Are...
she knew she had to be crazy... the late nights, the sweet nothings that piled up into exhaustion. but she couldn't forget his voice, soft and delicate, that crept through her ears and came to rest inside her mind. she felt the fear, the uncertainty that was yet to be. she didn't understand the tingles, the difficulty to breathe, the way he found his way inside her heart so quickly. and he felt the anticipation, the impatience within him, so many conversations, so many ways to break in. he wasn't sure if she would stay, didn't know how to tell her that he was aching, the hunger for a single look in her eyes so overwhelming he thought he would burst.

Ice Kitten
Ice Kitten, Ice Kitten Purring her way to troubled ardent love She is the princess ward of catwoman She sings of dark night's of love Fallowing the path of moon walk Men keep your eyes open and your hearts and voices to yourselves Or she will with a scratch, purring and kisses: Her way into your hearts Then struts away laughing with diamonds and other gifts in hand Blue eyes, Purple dresses struts her stuff in a warm smile of evil ardent love Just a kiss away She will play with you and play alone Yet always at arms length Never up close in warm comforts heart's embrace With a wink and a smile she eludes one and all men Who is the one who holds her heart No one knows A tear can not be shown in her eyes For her troubled soul With evil life firing in the stars of her dreams Ice Kitten travels the night of mens hopes and dreams Yet Ice Kitten keeps on taking and never is known to give her love back Her bed is warm to her touch and o

Circumcision
Well, after all these years of friends trying to get me to join myspace..bleh..now I'm here. I created a myspace profile once, it sucked so I never developed it. So far reading profiles and such here..I LOVE IT!!! TAP MY CHERRY BABY!!! Anyway, long day..gonna be a longer night. I'm heading to the bar tonight to hang with my friends and work on this damn profile. No pic you say? Yeah yeah. Give me time. I'm slow. The short bus only stops once a day. Circumcision? Why that title? Cause I'm cutting off myspace and exposing the head. Love ya Lee and Kimmie. Thanks for popping my cherry and getting me on here!

Keeping Real Was Never Sweeter
Even though I miss you so though everything is all fucked up even when you feel naucious even when people are stuck up keeping it real is what you do nothing couldn't be simpler though distance keeps us away your friendship is so dear most guys are lucky to get laid most guys wonder about sex almost every fucking day i slowly realize what matters the most the affection and companionship you provide is what gives me hope ~Timmy~

The Doc's Advise
Stop worrying about the little things, you can't control them and they're making you sick. I'm going to see you in 6 weeks and I want to see the old Dan that looked hungry and ready for anything, because honestly... you look like shit. So now I need a haircut, a shave, and continue my diet... I've been letting other people down and now I'm worried about all this other shit and letting myself down without realizing it. PS- 99% of women smell and should have rocks thrown at them.

The Wish
A man riding his Harley was riding along a California beach when suddenly the sky clouded above his head and, in a booming voice, the Lord said, "Because you have tried to be faithful to me in all ways, I will grant you one wish. The biker pulled over and said, "Build a bridge to Hawaii so I can ride over anytime I want." The Lord said, "Your request is materialistic, think of the enormous challenges for that kind of undertaking; the supports required reaching the bottom of the Pacific and the concrete and steel it would take! It will nearly exhaust several natural resources. I can do it, but it is hard for me to justify your desire for worldly things. Take a little more time and think of something that could possibly help mankind." The biker thought about it for a long time. Finally, he said, "Lord, I wish that I and all men could understand women; I want to know how she feels inside, what she's thinking when she gives me the silent treatment, why she cries, what she means

~quotes~~
These are just sum Quotes that caught my eye in one book I have called "Think Big" Thot I shud share a few of them with yall.... -If you worry about what might be, and wonder what might have been, you will ignore what is. -The road to a successful relationship is always under construction. -Forgivness is the key to happiness. -Love lets the past die by moving us to a new beginning without changing the past. -Don't lead me; I may not follow. Don't walk behind me; I may not lead. Walk beside me and be my friend. -A realationship is like a gem; it requires friction to polish it. -Negative thinking is mental malpractise. -If you don't know what direction to take, you haven't acknowledged where you are. -The best way to predict your future is to create it. -If you can't find the time to do it right the first time, when are you going to find the time to do it over? -If you and you partner always agree, one of you is unneccessary! -Therapist a

To Be True To Ourselves
THE UNSEEN In this life the right thing to do is too often the hardest taking right actions for the right reasons is the real test To face the onslaught and deal with the challenge at hand takes more courage than one can bring up on demand Reliance upon a far greater strength than our will to trust in the unseen is a far greater faith to fulfill To let the great spirit carry the day forward allowing life to unfold it's own way a reward To just accept that this is our role to play not tempting fate and forcing our own way Some things are easier to say than to do Trust in the unseen to carry us through By R. Thomas Dinsmore TIME Time is passing on this journey far too slow for resolution time is moving for the out come is an unseen restitution Time is now to enjoy the present things there are to do time is lost when we fail to live each day anew Time to live and time to laugh and enjoy the beauty in the day time to grieve and time to cry for

Circumcised
Two five year old boys are standing at the toilet to pee. One says, "Your thing doesn't have any skin on it!". "I've been circumcised.", the other replied. "What's that mean?" "It means they cut the skin off the end." "How old were you when it was cut off?" "My mom said I was two days old." "Did it hurt?", the kid asked inquiringly. "You bet it hurt, I didn't walk for a year!"

Oh Lord Another Blog Site.
Okay I have myspace and thanks (or no thanks I haven't decided yet) to a certain unnamed person I decided to get on here and see what it is all about. For now that is all I am going to write because it is time for bed and sleep.

A Broken Hallelujah
Live today, await tommorow, remember yesterday... everything happens for a reason. life's too short... dance naked! You know that place between sleep and awake, the place where you can still remember dreaming? That's where I'll always love you If love will finds its way, then it must be lost! Laughter is timeless -- Imagination has no age -- And dreams are forever faith and trust all you need is pixie dust And in the end Peterpan Stole Tinkerbells wings so she'd never leave him I can be your tinkerbelland you can be my peter pan and we can run away together off to never never land everytime some one says I do not believe in fairies and another one drops dead somewhere..everytime you break my heart thats what it feels like Hello. Iam the Happiness Fairy, I've sprinkled happy dust on you. So, Smile dammit. This shit is expensive!!!! faith trust n pixie dust!!

Maybe We Aren't Ever Supposed To Know What It Is Like To Hold Each Other, With A Tightening Grip, To Smell What He Smells Like Because We Were So
Can he hear me? Way out there. Pondering in the glistening light, looking as if he were dropped from the sky and I was to await for his appearance. Can we make it if we meet? Can we make it if we kiss? Can we make it if we hug, share nights together, hold hands...live? If we have not each other, we have nothing at all, no? We have something extraordinary. Something people don't think about. Something people don't care about sometimes. What is it you ask? Love. It is simply love. "What on EARTH does love have to do with living?" Love is what keeps most people living. Without it, we are skeletons waiting for our death to slowly appear and take us away. "Can you kiss me before you leave me?" "Can you kiss ME before I leave?" "Can we talk before you leave me?" "We can talk before I leave." "Can we flutter like we are butterflies, floating freely above the ocean?" "We can flutter like we are butterflies, floating freely above the ocean." As we sit there, talking, holding e

The New Roommate
Chapter 1 (summarized) I'm an 18 year old senior at an all girls boarding school. I'm a fairly attractive girl. I have long, golden blond hair, blue yes and full lips. I stand 5'9" and my credentials are 36C-28-30. I'm fairly top heavy and get plenty of looks when I wear my uniform. My uniform consist of a button up, fitted white shirt, a mid-thigh, pleated blue plaid skirt. I usually wear white stocking or knee socks with my black shoes. I always wear my sexy lace bra and tight lacy panties. I live in a dorm and my roommate is absolutely gorgeous! She is 5'7", has light blond, very long hair and the most amazing green eyes I have ever seen. She has large supple breasts and a cute little ass. We hang out all the time, go to clubs and tease the boys on the other side of town. Neither of had ever been with another woman before and after a while we found ourselves becoming very close. So close in fact that we'd practiced kissing with each other. We'd always find a way

Introduce Yourself, Please...
If you're on my friends list, I'd like to know 25 things about you. Just hit reply. Thanks! You'll be surprised how much you didn't know about your friends after this! 1. Ever punch someone in the face? 2. How old are you? 3. Are you single or taken? 4. Eat with your hands or utensils? 5. Do you dream at night? 6. Ever seen a corpse? 7. Have you ever wished someone dead? 8. Do You Like Bush, the president? HERE COMES THE EQUALLY INTERESTING PART... 9. What's your philosophy on life and death? 10. If you could do anything with me, and have no one know, what would it be? 11. Do you trust the police? 12. Do you like country music? 13. What is your fondest memory of me? 14. If you could change anything about yourself what would it be? 15. Would you date me? 16. What do you wear to sleep? 17. Have you ever peed in a pool? 18. Would you hide evidence for me if I asked you to? 19. If I only had one day to live

My Plans
im just sitting here, thinkng about my life. im not yet where i want to be in life, but it takes time to get where you want in life. and im glad ive finally figured out what i want to do with my life. ive made plans and im hoping this time ill stick with it and make my plans come true. ive decided to go back to school to get my associates in computer information systems, i just need one more class then by june ill get my degree. then july ill be working, then in a few months i want to take online class to become a travel agent, i think that will be fun. a travel agent isnt my dream job, i wanted to be flight attendent but i dont think thats gonna happen so i guess this is the closest ima get to it. so im gona be a computer programmer/travel agent. i have other plans but thats pretty much that main ones. so im hoping maybe 3yrs from now ill be where i want in life. ill write another blog from time to time to let you guys know whats going on with me. until then everyone take care and don

The Worst Rhyming Poem I Could Write
I remember when you stood at the door You said that I was someone you'd deplore I pleaded and begged for you to turn around You said our love would never rebound I cried I told you that I lied She was a one night stand Nothing was preplanned We kissed Her kisses were strictly strict Baptist Tight lipped and cool Kind of like kissing a old wrinkled ghoul My mind wandered I began to wonder What had I given up Thinking of you without letup I wanted to come back Picking some roses and lilac I knocked on your door It is you my beautiful who I adore You knew Covering me with kitty pooh You finally forgave But only if I promised to behave I promised with all my heart Once again you were my sweetheart

My Journey
Everyday I wake up I continue on my journey. A new place, a new face everyday. I've stumbled many a time and fell a few,too. But each time I get on my feet and try harder. Many along the way help, others try to deceive me. They tell me of shortcuts that only led to falls. Instead I'll push on with each new encounter. Trying my hardest and never stopping til the journey is complete.

About Me... Truthful Q&a's
A N S W E R - T R U T H F U L L Y 1. Do you like anyone?: YUP 2. Do they know it? No *blushes* 3. Simple or complicated? complicated IN - T H E - L A S T - M O N T H - H A V E - Y O U 4. Had sex: no 5. Bought something: no 6. Gotten sick?: no 7. Been hugged?: yes 8. Felt stupid?: lol 9. Talked to an ex: all the time 10. Missed someone: Yes 11. Failed a test: No 13. Danced: No 14. Gotten your hair cut?: If I cut my hair my family will kill me so Nope! 15. Lied: Nope U N I Q U E 16. Nervous habits?: Biting my nails n shaking my leg up n down 17. Are you double jointed?: Very 18. Can you roll your tongue?: Im hispanic what do u think? LOL 19. Can you raise one eyebrow?: yes 20. Can you cross your eyes?: yes 21. Do you make your bed daily?: Nope 22. Do you think you are unique?: Who isnt? H A V E - Y O U - E V E R'S 23. Said "I Love you": Yes 24. Given money to a homeless person: Yes 25. Smoked?: weed N cigarettes, quit them both! 26. Waited all

Unconditional Love
Unconditional Love To describe what love is its something words can't grasp actions speaking louder telling if its forever almost always its never forever is almost never seen its unrecognizable in these times crisis deters us from whats dear we don't know what we have til we don't have it no more you may love me you may say you do but do you truely do even when the clearest skies turn black when nothing is right but what we have? does it have to be sexual can it not just be love can i not depend on my friends is it wrong to have someone to rely on is it hard to beg for something just to get smacked back I'll never know what love is cause i can't seem to find it but if I ever do get it will i even know i have it? ~Timmy~

Hoppy Easter
Well it is time for the bunnies to deliver us all cream filled eggs, Peeps, chocolate bunnies and tons and tons of jelly beans. Okay do you eat he ears first or the feet first on those chocolate bunnies?( It is ok I won't tell) I get to finish the house tonight so i can have a family day today.Anybody wanna clean my bathroom? No cooking for me today it will be a strictly brunch thang at a restaurant with the folks and I get to dress up. Gotta love that. Ooh, Seven Spanish angels by Ray Charles is on right now. It is an awesome love song.

The Kill
What if I wanted to break Laugh it all off in your face What would you do? (Oh, oh) What if I fell to the floor Couldn't take all this anymore What would you do, do, do? Come break me down Bury me, bury me I am finished with you What if I wanted to fight Beg for the rest of my life What would you do? You say you wanted more What are you waiting for? I'm not running from you (from you) Come break me down Bury me, bury me I am finished with you Look in my eyes You're killing me, killing me All I wanted was you I tried to be someone else But nothing seemed to change I know now, this is who I really am inside. Finally found myself Fighting for a chance. I know now, this is who I really am. Ah, ah Oh, oh Ah, ah Come break me down Bury me, bury me I am finished with you, you, you. Look in my eyes You're killing me, killing me All I wanted was you Come break me down (bury me, bury me) Break me down (bury me, bury me) Break me down (bury me,

Tuesday April, 2/07
Ok I appoligize for the late post on this one but it was a tough choice this week I had several good storys to choose ffrom. I would have liked areal one but sadly bo one sent one in. So I chose a good one from the several made up ones I was sent. Hope you all enjoy it. Midnight, i am just coming home from work....The house is all dark, I tiptoe trying desperatly not to awake you....I walk through the house towards the bedroom i hear a faint sound of music....I smile thinking to myself you feel asleep while awaiting my arrival...I slowly open the door being as quiet as i can....I glance around and notice 2 candles lit, i walk over about to put them out...But out the corner of my eyes i notice your body gleaming in the candlelight i am breathless as i take in the site....Your beauty amazes me each and everytime i see you...its like seeing you for the very first time all over again....I sigh and slowly and quietly start to undress, as i watch you lying there.....your hair so soft lookin

Cherry Tap Hates Me
"Error: you're temporarily blocked from commenting because you have repeatedly flooded the cherrytap servers. your account has been flagged as abusive. continueing to flood our servers will result in it's deletion. try again in 10 minutes. play nicer next time. --babyjesus aka the fascist antichrist, i know." lol! Why do they allow contests with comment bombing if they threaten to delete your account when you do it?

Story Time Part 2
As he licked and nibbled on her hot wet core she could feel the little storm coming. He could tell as well so he grabbed a hold of her hips and licked faster and harder. When the storm broke she lifted her hips up and just shivered and he took all of her juices. Then as the last of the after shivers stopped, he turn his lips and tongue to her nipples and she found herself moaning once again. Then when her nipples were nice and hard he flip her over on her tummy. As he did he slipped member into her hot wet core. As he did she moan and let out a soft husky sigh. As he slipped in and out of her wet core she could feel herself getting hotter with each thrust he made. As his thrust picked up she could feel another storm on it's way. He could tell that another storm was on the way and he could tell also that she was fighting to keep a hold on it. So he bit her om the back of her neck and pinched her hard nipple. She could tell by his bite that he wasn't going to let her hold on to

Drama
I can say that drama is something many participate in others seem to think its fun. Fun is hanging with friends chatting listening to tunes working on postives laughing but for me drama hos can pack it a sack and carry their happy azzes away from me. Id rather help someone clean their pc up from an infection or be with my honey than to sit and listen to or be part of drama!! I used to be ornery to "Drama LLamas" bores me to death now. It was fun to talk smack to them now Blah!! Pe@ce OUT

First Kiss...
As our lips get closer, my eyes begin to close This moment... so long I have waited Then my heart stops, breath cease,and knees start to fold And the kiss, in one word... greatness... It last for seconds, but feels somewhat endless While we're locked in temporary bliss Like the key to the lock that secures our freindship Is what is felt when I picture this kiss... And as our lips grow distant, I awake from this dream Our eyes both filled with amazement To experience a kiss... so pure and so clean That you have no way to explain it.... Nemesis of Nazerath

My Fun Weekend
well, we went to the city this weekend. Dennis and I got along fairly well, and the girls had a blast hunting eggs and such. they looked so cute in their new little dresses. It was so much fun!!! They hunted for eggs, and got a TON of candy... it was much much fun!!! They had a BLAST with grammy lynda and aunt sarah!! other than that, things are goin pretty good~ stressed out~ this time of year always screws with me... my mom died 14 years ago on the 28th... it still screws with me... at least i have my friends :) anyways~ yeah, doin good, just been busy... sorry i haven't blogged too often! much love to you all!!

Nothingness
wtf ever so you've escaped the vessel? wasted essence...like afterbirth discarded should have died just then when are you to be freed? what do you need? Fuck this life and godless strife there is no shangri la come along and pain with me you want only more fuck you and your delusion nothing is forever nothing such as pure this disgusting air we breathe just to live for seconds more why so we can be more whore? skinless and somnolent cobwebs in your happiness confess your sins there is no such thing punish you for laid to rest its all just fucking pointlessness wait for life to turn around it wont but still you stand hands bound fuck this death bed I wont pray take my wake as blessing escape from hell and live only better lat me die alone...need no guilt fuck you my life to take makie no mistake not selfish to be just who you are alone you are and scarred you are so whos to tell just what y

Stuff
The immaturity of some people amazes me. Earlier this evening I watched the first episode of Mind of Mencia: Season 3, and at the end of the episode Carlos mentioned his website. So, I go to it and check out his blog. Well, in his blog there are a shit-ton of comments about how Carlos is a "joke-thief" and how he needs to come up with his own material and all of this crap! At first I was like, "What the fuck are these people ranting about, why are they trashing him like this?!" Then there were other comments about this Joe Rogan guy and either how Rogan is better than Carlos, or that Carlos is better than him and all of this shit. So, I investigated... I looked up some history on Carlos, whose name is actually Ned, and looked up this Joe Rogan guy, (I'm sorry, I'd never heard of him before, at least didn't remember his name, shows how significant he was to me, right?!), and found this guy's website. Well, I check out his website, at least his forum board, and see the way he talks about

I'm Not A Player I Just Fuck A Lot.
Ok so not really but Ive been thinking a lot lately about things that really really irritate me so Ive decided to compile a list here. 1-Close standers, by this I mean the people who stand an inch away from you when you're waiting in line for something whether it be a movie or at the grocery store. If I can feel your stank breath on the back of my neck, you need to back the fuck up. 2-People at buffets who pile like 5 pounds of food on their plates at once. It's a buffet cocksmackers, the food isnt going anywhere. Chill the fuck out and stop like you're a starving Ethiopian. 3-People who don't know how to merge onto the interstate. If you're in front of me on the on ramp going 30 and I'm going 50 and have to slow down, I'm probably going to pass you and give you the finger. 4-Bad drivers in general. My life could end because of someone elses mistake. So please idiots, stop talking on your phone and fucking pay attention or get out of the damn car. 5-still on the su

What Artist Should Paint Your Portrait
Who Should Paint You: M.C. Escher Open and raw, you would let your true self show for your portrait. And even if your painting turned out a bit dark, it would be honest.What Artist Should Paint Your Portrait?

When Friends Go Too Far
WHY DID WE CROSS THE LINE EVERYTHING WOULD BE FINE ONE MONET OF PLEASURE FOR ALL THIS PAIN CAN YOU TELL ME NOW WHAT WE DID AGAIN? EEVRYTHING WOULD BE OK MORMAL AS IT WAS BUT NO WE HAD TO GO TOO FAR WE HAD TO CROSS THAT LINE. I WOULD NEVER TURN BACK TIME FOR EVERY MOMENT I LEARN IT'S JUST THINGS ARE SO DIFFERENT NOW THINGS BETWEEN YOU AND ME. WHY DIDN'T I OPEN MY EYES WHY DIDN'T I ONLY SEE THAT WHAT WE WERE ACCOMPLISHING WOULD BE THE END OF A FRIENDSHIP BETWEEN YOU AND ME.

Did You Ever
DID YOU EVER LOVE SOMEONE AND KNOW THEY DIDN'T CARE? DID YOU EVER FEEL LIKE CRYING KNOWING IT WOULD GET YOU NOWHERE? DID YOU EVER LOOK INTO SOMEONES EYES AND SAY A LIL PRAYER? DID YOU EVER WATCH SOMEONE WALK AWAY, NOT WANTING THEM TO GO? DID YOU WHIPSER,"GOD I LOVE YOU" BUT NEVER LETTING THEM KNOW? YOU CRY AT NIGHT IN MISERY AND ALMOST GO INSANE. NOTHING IN THIS WORLD CAUSES SO MUCH PAIN. IF I COULD CHOOSE BETWEEN LOVE AND DEATH,I THINK I'D RATHER DIE. LOVE HURTS AND THE PRICE YOU PAY IS HIGH. SO I SAY, "DON'T FALL IN LOVE" IT'LL HURT BEFORE IT'S THROUGH YOU SEE MY FRIEND I OUGHT TO KNOW BECAUSE I FELL IN LOVE WITH YOU.

We Are Who We Think We Are.
What is the image you have of yourself? Who and what do you think you are? If your self-image is in conflict with your goals, the self-image will win out and the goals will fall by the wayside. Yet when your image of yourself is in agreement with your goals, those goals will be achieved in ways that seem almost effortless. Who you think you are has a tremendous impact on the person you actually become. And fortunately, you can choose precisely who you think you are. Others will often try to tell you who you are, but you don't need to pay any attention to them. Instead, decide to see yourself as the person you would most truly like to be. The way you choose to see yourself exerts a steady and substantial influence on all the other choices you make. And those choices add together to build the reality of your life. Truly see yourself as the person who can live the life you most sincerely desire to live. Who you think you are is precisely who you will come to be. -- Ralph M

Lettin Go Is Not Easy,it's A Fact Of Life
Im lettin go now, dont think I can last Im lettin go now, Ive been living too fast Im not up in the morning arid beat the clock at night Its got so damn predictable, feel Im doing time **oh no I cant stand another day I see those gates a closing Caught in the ricochet Oh no my lifes in miniature Ill be here forever How much more can a poor boy take When all he needs is an even break Im lettin go now Work is driving me crazy Lettin go now Take a lot save me Started when I was sixteen its been just like a drug Im working every day youd think I was in love

Looking For Contestants!
I'm going to do a contest for THE SEXIEST FEMALE CHERRY. If you would like to enter the contest just private msg me the link to the photo that you would like to use and I will rip it. Here are the rules. 1. NO HARASSING the other contestants otherwise you will be booted IMMEDIATELY! 2. IF you have nothing good to say....then say NOTHING AT ALL!! 3. MOST COMMENTS gets FIRST place 4. MOST RATES gets SECOND place 5. HIGHEST RATING gets THIRD place 6. You can only win ONE so if the person with the highest number of rates also has the highest number of comments then the person with the second highest number of comments will win second place etc. If you don't understand what I mean plz msg me and I will explain further! 7. Pic MUST be SAFE FOR WORK!!! 8. NO DOWNRATING BY OTHER CONTESTANTS! If you are a contestant you may rate the others but DO NOT downrate them otherwise that will be a violation of my rules and you will be KICKED OUT! 9. NO CHEATING. For those

A Poem From I Am A Supporter
Just wanted to share this poem with everyone. I thought that it was very nice and I hope that I am a Supporter does not get mad for me posted the poem but I liked it so much that I wanted to share it with everyone. Friends A friend is someone we turn to when our spirits need a lift. A friend is someone we treasure for our friendship is a gift. A friend is someone who fills our lives with beauty, joy, and grace. And makes the whole world we live in a better and happier place

He Lies On The Surgery Table
He lies on the surgery table Bright lights shine in his face. He knows this is his last chance. He may live or he may die today. A masked nurse stands next to him, pulling warming blankets up to his neck. "It's going to be fine." She reassures him reaching under the blanket for his shaking arm. He smiles weakly at her and says, "Whatever you do, please don't let go of my hand." A cop runs from his squad car, red and blue lights cut the darkness. He runs to the thin blonde girl lying on the street. Pulling on gloves he talks urgently into the call mike on his shoulder. Begging to send Rescue - fast. He bends down to the young girl, gently pushing blood tinged hair from her face. "Hey, just lie still. Help is on the way. What's your name?" She doesn't answer. Her eyes staring straight ahead. He feels for a pulse. "Stay with me now sweetie!" He says putting one arm under her neck gently turning her to him. He holds her blood smeared righ

258 Things To Do When You Are Bored!
258 Things to do When You are Bored Wax the ceiling. Loosen the lug nuts on your dad's new car. Drop your cat from a high place, to see if it really does land on all four feet. Repeat above until failure. Rearrange political campaign signs. Sharpen your teeth. Play Houdini with one of your siblings. Braid your dogs hair. Clean and polish your belly button. Water your dog...see if he grows. Wash a tree. Genuflect to Lawrence Welk. Knight yourself and some close friends. Found the Jim Jones' School of Modern Bartending. Flirt with an evergreen. Scare Steven King. Give your cat a mohawk. Purr. Mow your carpet. Rake your carpet (to clean up the clippings.) Whine Play Pat Boone records backwards. Re-elect Richard Nixon. Dress like your favorite Heavy Metal group...surprise your grandmother. Listen to a painting. Play with matches. Buff your cat. Raise professional racing ferrets. Paint your home...day-glo orange. Dial-a-Prayer and argue. Read Homer in the original Greek. Learn Greek. Chang

The End Of (some) Self-deceit
(Originally Posted on August 22, 2006)(Those of a "delicate condition" might want to skip this blog posting. It is of a more mature nature.)I would like to discuss one of the Nine Satanic Statements and the matching Satanic Sin with a new discovery about myself I made last night.The Satanic Statement is:3. Satan represents undefiled wisdom instead of hypocritical self-deceit!The Satanic Sin is:4. Self-deceitIts in the "Nine Satanic Statements" but deserves to be repeated here. Another cardinal sin. We must not pay homage to any of the sacred cows presented to us, including the roles we are expected to play ourselves. The only time self-deceit should be entered into is when its fun, and with awareness. But then, its not self-deceit!Truthfully, I don't know if what I was practicing falls under the category of self-deceit or not, but it might be.Let me set the stage. Yesterday when I woke up, I wore a dark T-shirt.(Mind you, other clothing was involved as well, but the important thing i

Missing Him
*sighs* No I'm not down in the dumps. I'm just bored and I have a major sinus headache. Not to mention I miss Teddy. He said he was getting out of school at four pm and that he'd talk to me then. And I haven't heard from him yet. Maybe I think he's an hour behind me :( Ahh hell I don't know. I just want to talk to him *sighs*

Vic Status
As of this morning, I am no longer a VIC member. I just wanted to let you know in case you're wondering why I'm not giving out 11's anymore. There are several reasons why I cancelled the VIC, but I'm not going into them here. No need to stir up the drama. I held onto my VIC for this long because I truly enjoyed bombing and leveling my friends with 11's. That is the only thing I'll miss. I love all of you!!!! Laurie

Falling From You
Falling From You I feel so empty, Yet it hurts so bad, The days are lonely, Nights so sad. My cries are echoing, Into the silent night, I feel really lost, And not all right. My heart is shattered, World crumbling down around me, Inside I'm broken, Not who I used to be. My body is aching, And I can't sleep, I'm barely hanging, And sometimes I can't weep. I'm searching for answers, That I'll never find, I can't let go of, What I need to leave behind. I'm singing my praises, Whispering somebody's name, I'm looking around me, And it's not the same. And everything I'm wishing, Is lost in a secluded dream, And nobody has stopped to notice, It's not how it may seem. Too afraid to look inside, Right into my soul, Don't want to find the truth, That I lie un whole. Ad I'm barely breathing, Holding back for the day, That I can actually stop, To say that I'm OK. And slowly looking deeper, To make sure it's true, Because right now, I feel

Distant Memory
You're just a distant memory Thats barely a part of me You're just a distant memory That I no longer see You're just a distant memory In my past you'll stay You're just a distant memory so far away You're just a distant memory I don't want to remember You're just a distant memory in the month of December You're just a distant memory of a relationship gone wrong You're just a distant memory but I will never forget our song You're just a distant memory you know this was all your fault You're just a distant memory my heart still in your vault You're just a distant memory But forever it will stay You're just a distant memory I wish so badly it would go away.

Taking Applications For A Female
ANY OF U FINE LADIES OUT THERE IN THE NEW ENGLAND AREA THAT ARE GOIGN TO BIKE WEEK 2007 IN LACONIA AND WANT TO GO RIDING WITH ME PLEASE FILL THIS SHORT APPLICATIN OUT AND RETURN TO MY MAIL BOX. BASICS Name: Age: Birthday: Location: Eye color: Hair Color: Height: Measurements: Favorite Bands: Favorite Movies: Religion: Smoke?: Drink?: Drive?: Job?: Piercings/tattoos?: Favorite type of music: Favorite sport?: Riden on the back of a bike before?

Say Goodnight
Say Goodnight Say goodnight my friend This loneliness is about to end One more for the road and then Goodnight, Goodnight You gave up on your life Broken Glass, cuts like a knife Forever more I will adore Goodnight, Goodnight And I dreamed of flying Angels Of Loves first epic glance And, now my love has gone and put An end to our romance So say goodnight my Love I’ve got a date with the man above To apologize for my failure of Goodnight, Goodnight And I dreamed flying Angels Of storybook Romance Impassioned nights And snowball fights And Slow Romantic dance So I’ll say Goodnight and pray It’s what you do not what you say I hope you find your way and then Goodnight, Goodnight Goodnight All ~ jskins

Why Aren't Women This Cheap For Dinners And Such ???????
Oil Change instructions for Women: 1) Pull up to Jiffy Lube when the mileage reaches 3000 miles since the last oil change. 2) Drink a cup of coffee. 3) 15 minutes later, write a check and leave with a properly maintained vehicle. Money spent : Oil Change $20.00 Coffee $1.00 Total $21.00 Oil Change instructions for Men: 1) Wait until Saturday, drive to auto parts store and buy a case of oil, filter, kitty litter, hand cleaner and a scented tree, write a check for $50.00 2) Stop by 7/11 and buy a case of beer, write a check for $20, drive home. 3) Open a beer and drink it. 4) Jack car up. Spend 30 minutes looking for jack stands. 5) Find jack stands under kid's pedal car. 6) In frustration, open another beer and drink it. 7) Place drain pan under engine. 8) Look for 9/16 box end wrench. 9) Give up and use crescent wrench. 10) Unscrew drain plug. 11) Drop drain plug in pan of hot oil: splash hot oil on you in proces

Hmm.......
So a bunch of my friends have told me that when i add new pictures they dont get the alerts! Is anybody else having this issue, r you may and not know it lol....So annoying, but anyway just thought id ask. I guess i can deal with BabyJ putting me in the corner for 10 min every once in awhile and im sure the unread messages alert that ive read 100 times will go away soon, but the picture thing bugs me lol LUVZ YA ALL

Computers And Business
A man is flying in a hot air balloon and realizes he is lost. He reduces height and spots a man down below. He lowers the balloon further and shouts: "Excuse me, can you help me? I promised my friend I would meet him half an hour ago, but I don't know where I am." The man below says: "Yes. You are in a hot air balloon, hovering approximately 30 feet above this field. You are between 40 and 42 degrees N. latitude, and between 58 and 60 degrees W. longitude." "You must work in Information Technology" says the balloonist. "I am" replies the man. "How did you know." "Well" says the balloonist, "everything you have told me is technically correct, but I have no idea what to make of your information, and the fact is I am still lost." The man below says "You must work in business." "I am" replies the balloonist, "but how did you know?" "Well", says the man, "you don't know where you are, or where you are going. You have made a promise which you have no idea how to keep, an

And If You Thought Yesterday Was Funny
How I even got any sleep last night is beyond me. Too many things going on at once and what gets me is that when everyone thinks that I am so level headed (this is when I need my best buddy Bill to calm me down) they don't realize that I'm lost in my own little world at times. There are SO MANY things I want in life that I have yet to see happen. I wanted so much to have a child, but so far no luck. I dealt with that and faced it the way I was supposed to. If I got upset over it in the beginning I finally learned that maybe I am luckier than I thought. My parents were blessed with three grandchildren (thanks to my brother) and I know that is the most important thing. They have grandchildren that are loved and pretty much missed. But back to this blog. I normally try to be open about myself like what I dream about for my future, and you have to understand that I never expected to really be able to find someone who would essentially love me for myself. I think that's why things have

I Have Returned
Well i just wanted to thank everyone that missed me and say goodbye to everyone that left while i was gone.the past few months have been torture without all of you and i want you to know that without my thoughts and memories of all of you i would never have gotten through this ordeal. no i'm not going to tell you what happened and i'm not going to dish my drama, i'm sure we've all had enough drama so thats that. I love my family thank you all for remaining so dedicated to one another and to me because i need you right now congrats to those that deserve it and love and kisses to those that need it. i love you all and its good to be home. ♥ KRISS

Revision Of The Charts
TRINITY RESIDENTAL TREATMENT FACILTY -------------------------------------------------- SUBJECT ANALISYS AND DIAGNOSIS CHART WARD: WEST BLOCK /AREA 7 SUBJECT: 13 ADMITANCE DATE:11/04/03 CLINICIAN: Dr.A,Overman -------------------------------------------------- SUBJECT NOTES: In recent observation the subject has shown little change however, The subject has been showing signs of sleep deprivation.It has been noted that he has shown some reclusive behavior. DIAGNOSIS: Subject may be suffering a form of regression or may be experienceing trouble adjusting to therapy TREATMENT: Adjust therapy accordingly and Schedule immediate interview with asigned clinician First Page Next Page a>">

Mine And Jelly's Theme Song!
How the hell did we wind up like this Why weren't we able To see the signs that we missed And try to turn the tables I wish you'd unclench your fists And unpack your suitcase Lately there's been too much of this Dont think its too late Nothin's wrong just as long as you know that someday I will Someday, somehow gonna make it allright but not right now I know you're wondering when (You're the only one who knows that) Someday, somehow gonna make it allright but not right now I know you're wondering when Well i hoped that since we're here anyway We could end up saying Things we've always needed to say So we could end up stringing Now the story's played out like this Just like a paperback novel Lets rewrite an ending that fits Instead of a hollywood horror Nothin's wrong just as long as you know that someday I will Someday, somehow gonna make it allright but not right now I know you're wondering when (You're the only one who knows that) Someday,

Piolts Gripe Sheet (thanks To Reallygoodlooking)
After every flight, pilots fill out a form, called a gripe sheet which tells mechanics about problems with the aircraft. The mechanics correct the problems, document their repairs on the form, and then pilots review the gripe sheets before the next flight. Never let it be said that ground crews lack a sense of humor. Here are some maintenance complaints submitted by pilots and the solutions recorded by maintenance engineers. By the way, the airline these came from is the only major airline that has never, ever, had an accident. Pilot: Left inside main tire almost needs replacement. Engineers: Almost replaced left inside main tire. Pilot: Test flight OK, except auto-land very rough. Engineers: Auto-land not installed on this aircraft. Pilot: Something loose in cockpit. Engineers: Something tightened in cockpit. Pilot: Dead bugs on windshield. Engineers: Live bugs on back-order. Pilot: Autopilot in altitude-hold mode produces a 200 feet per minute descent. Engine

Breakfast At Mcdonald's
Breakfast at McDonald's This is a good story and is true, please read it all the way through until the end! (After the story, there are some very interesting facts!): I am a mother of three (ages 14, 12, 3) and have recently completed my college degree. The last class I had to take was Sociology. The teacher was absolutely inspiring with the qualities that I wish every human being had been graced with. Her last project of the term was called, "Smile." The class was asked to go out and smile at three people and document their reactions. I am a very friendly person and always smile at everyone and say hello anyway. So, I thought this would be a piece of cake, literally. Soon after we were assigned the project, my husband, youngest son, and I went out to McDonald's one crisp March morning. It was just our way of sharing special playtime with our son. We were standing in line, waiting to be served, when all of a sudden everyone

Love
Love is like the seeds of life, To root is full of pain and strife. But to grow it’s like a great Oak tree, Straight and strong for eternity. Love is what I offer you, calm and oh, so true! Love is life between two who shares, A life between two who really cares. Love is ours, if you agree, To spend your life being with me!

Jeremy Crow Rocks!!!
Jeremy Crow, who is located in my family list, has done it again! This man is an artistic genius! He created this license for Sis and me, and also made it into a skin for our profiles. Please go check him out, if you haven't already done so. You're in for a real treat! Thank you so much, Jeremy! I love my curly haired brother! :-D

Apples And Wine
Yep I have decided that I must be a moroon when it comes to picking guys, I always seem to pick the ones that are either out to hurt me or are just plain liars. So I need some reassurance that yes, there are actually good men out there, good men that appreciate a good woman. Good men that are not out to hurt me, play me or lie to me.....I really need to know that they exist. Apples & Wine Women are like apples on trees. The best ones are at the top of the tree. Most men don't want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they sometimes take the apples from the ground that aren't as good, but they are easy to get. The apples at the top think something is wrong with them, when in reality, they're amazing. They just have to wait for the right person to come along, the one who is brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree. Now Men....men are like a fine wine. They begin as grapes, and it's up t

Divorce My Rebirth
Do we know We know the truth deepest held We know the line where feelings meld We know between what’s wrong and right We know there is a time to fight We know we should sow seeds of peace We know not to let selfishness gain a lease We know that when we force life to our will We know our souls become quite ill We know so little and yet so much We know that life we will all touch We know some will love us as we are We know some must go and be kept far We know that there is only this sweet moment We know that all love is heaven sent We know each our character and who we are inside Do we know life is not a destination that it is in fact a ride By R. Thomas Dinsmore betrayal of the soul A sickness that cuts deep within my shattered soul missing the pieces that make it completely whole The touch that warms me like none that can really be the embrace of the innocents now taken away from me Lost in the petty fight of two who vowed to be one attempts

Bloom
I REMEMBER YOU USED TO SAY SMILE,IN ALL OF THIS GLOOM,YOU LEFT ME BUT ONE THING,I HEARD YOU SAY BLOOM,BLOOM,BLOOM FOR ME BABY,YOUR LOVE I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER,...BLOOM FOR ME JUST AS I BLOOM FOR YOU. orginally written 7-21-2001

Black Roses
I try to think clearly, My mind in tatters, I'm a prisoner in my own hell, Black roses laid upon my grave. All I see is black, And all that I touch crumbles, I shrink away from sunlight, And my wounds won't heal. I try to save myself, My attempts in vain, I'm trapped in my despair, Black roses laid upon my grave. All I see is black, And all I love dies, I shrink away from love, And my wounds won't heal.

A Crush On Me???
OK, Someone found out how to drive me crazy! Someone has a crush on me! My hopes and dreams and my whole reason for having a site on CT is almost fulfilled!! Almost..... See, You may find this hard to believe, but I am one of those few men here who set their profile up in the hopes of getting laid. Yeah, I know, who would have thought! Now, someone has responded to my seductive ways! I am so close to getting laid, I can smell it... (er... maybe I should use another metaphor) so close, I can taste it, .... um, no, .... uh... so close I can feel it? .... Well anyway, it's close! Only one problem.... I DON'T KNOW WHO YOU ARE!!!!!! How are we gonna hook up and exchange bodily fluids if I don't know who you are??? I don't even know who to fantasize over! Oh wait a minute, what if it's one of the guys here? Hey, Boys, I'm not into pole fests... Not my thing... (shudder...) Now I don't know whether or not to have a hard on.... SIGH.........

The New Girl
So....we just moved here about a month ago...and I really have no girl friends here. Hoping to make some....if you're a cool chick in the Tampa area looking for a fun, crazy, free-spirited, drama free and non-backstabbing bitch to chill with then hit me up! I have zero tollerance for backstabbing, gossipy, two-faced bitches. If you're fake...don't waste my time! Holla!

Keep
i have fallen prey to the hands of fate once again i see a road i cant use to make amends i think im finally doing ok sometimes i sit and drink the night away but in this life that we lead sometimes our feelings mislead and the head and the heart don't see the same one hates to lose and the other feels shame so then its right back to the start another lonely broken heart I think this time ill take the blame for the sake of keeping things the same the past is long gone now and ive kept it together somehow its all i can do some happiness is overdue i think its time to go back to the start no more loneliness or broken hearts ive laid to rest all the blame no more sorrow no more shame just a man that is finally free it finally feels good to be me

Finding That Which Is Lost
You may burn incense made of herbs that symbolizing finding lost things, use a Saint Anthony candle and anoint it with Saint Anthony or Helping Hand oil. For added emphasis, invoke Saint Anthony into the spell. "Bound and Binding Binding Bound. See the Sight Hear the Sound. What was lost Now is found. Bound and Binding Binding Bound."

A True Beauty Spell
Prepare: * A dish full of earth (good soil, not dry, dusty dirt). * A yellow candle A full sized mirror * Olive, patchouli, jasmine, or cinnamon essential oil * A small flower pot * A flower or plant seed Anoint the candle with the essential oil you have chosen. Place it in the center of the dish of earth. Light it and sit down with it between you and a mirror. Look deeply into the mirror, concentrate on your reflection. Without being vain, consider the things you find most beautiful about yourself- not just physically but mentally. What is your inner beauty, what is your outer beauty? It's important that you never think of what you feel must be "changed", be as positive about the beauty that you have already. Perform this ritual 3 nights in a row. Once the entire candle has burnt down, remove the wax from the dish. Place the earth from the dish inside a small flower pot and plant a seed inside it. Water it and care for it so that it grows properly. You will soon fin

Needed Help!
You know for the past (4) Four days, yes (4) days now I have been asking around for some pretty simple information come to find out... All I was trying to figure out is where to get and how to send the fancy stuff everyone is sending in user messages... Now I wish to give a BIG Thank you to Deb for bringing me to CherryTap and another BIG hand to Katie for helping me out BIG time today before I really stressed out over this... Some days I'm a little slow here but I'm not totally stupid, more like overly educated would be it and suffering form information over load... Just thought that I would give thanks where they were deserved here is all, so carry on everyone and have an awesome rest of the weekend... Think I'm going to dig my cam out here, must be time for fresh pictures "wink"... .¸¸. ºÖº.¸¸. ºÔº ºÖº.¸¸.Sweet Package.¸¸. ºÔº ºÖº.¸¸. ºÖº.¸¸.

For All Of My Fellow Sagittarians
Sagittarians have a positive outlook on life, are full of enterprise, energy, versatility, adventurousness and eagerness to extend experience beyond the physically familiar. They enjoy travelling and exploration, the more so because their minds are constantly open to new dimensions of thought. They are basically ambitious and optimistic, and continue to be so even when their hopes are dashed. Their strongly idealistic natures can also suffer many disappointments without being affected. They are honorable, honest, trustworthy, truthful, generous and sincere, with a passion for justice. They are usually on the side of the underdog in society they will fight for any cause they believe to be just, and are prepared to be rebellious. They balance loyalty with independence. Sagittarians are usually modest and are often religious, with a strong sense of morality, though they tend to overemphasize the ethical codes they follow and worship beliefs about God rather than God Himself. This means

.out.of.sorts.rant.
*rants* so i find myself..slightly out of sorts.. due to the thoughtless words of a stranger. if this is a normal reaction or not im not completely sure...but it is mine. normally i find it quite an easy practice to dismiss the hurtful words of strangers if only due to the fact i know nothing of them and they...none of me, so what should their opinion matter...right? at least thats my own conclusion and thought process. abortion is the kind of topic where...if you want to keep certain friends you simply have to agree to disagree and speak naught of said issue. i have friends that have utilised said practice...i have friends who havent...i have friends who refuse to even consider the notion...i have friends who would consider the noticn if a situation arose in which they felt the need. im not required to agree with them as they're not required to agree with me...whatever works for each individual... however...they dont tell me my thought process is overly emotional the

Ucla Study
UCLA Study A study conducted by UCLA's Department of Psychiatry has revealed that the kind of face a woman finds attractive on a man can differ depending on where she is in her menstrual cycle. For example: If she is ovulating, she is attracted to men with rugged and masculine features. However, if she is menstruating, or menopausal, she tends to be more attracted to a man with scissors lodged in his temple and a bat jammed up his ass while he is on fire. :)

This Will Warm The Cockles Of Your Heart
This letter was sent to the principals office after an elementary school had sponsored a luncheon for the elderly. An old lady had received a new radio at the lunch as a door prize and was writing to say thank you. Dear Faculty and Students: God bless you for the beautiful radio I won at your recent senior citizens' luncheon. I am 84 years old and live at an Assisted Home for the Aged. All of my family has passed away. I am all alone now and it's nice to know someone is thinking of me. God bless you for your kindness to an old forgotten lady. My roommate is 95 and always had her own radio. Before I received this one, she would never let me listen to hers, even when she was napping. The other day, her radio fell off the night stand and broke into a lot of little pieces. It was awful and she was in tears. She asked if she could listen to mine, and I said fuck you. Thank you for that opportunity. Sincerely,

The World And Life
The World and Life I often wonder as I go along what thoughts lurk in the wind in such a rush I see the world and wonder where it all began Is this what we have instore for this so called human race a wasteland of hatred and mistrust does love have no more place Families are no longer true as they once were held in high Love is just word without a meaning mentioned on the lips of many This world in which I live begone within a whisper I know I will not be missed I go alone without a true kiss John Kiger Copyright ©2007 John V. Kiger

Back From France (part 2)
I didn't finish the first part, but for dinner, we had an interesting do-it-yourself dinner with meats, eggs and cheeses. There were 3 cookers and each of us got 2 little trays to cook whatever we wanted, however we wanted. Our routine was something like this. Breakfast was served every morning around 8:00. It was always very tasty but was most noteworthy was the coffee. What they have is this funny looking cylindrical shaped glass container where you just put in a lot of expresso ground coffee. I don't know exactly how much. You then put in very hot water and let it sit for about 10 minutes or so. Then you push the plunger down which is a fine screen pushing all the coffee grounds to the bottom. It was very strong, but good. Fresh fruit, breads, cereals, muffins and other goodies. About 9:00 we piled into the van to drive to the work site. This was pretty much north and slightly west. Since it was early spring, not much was growing yet. We had to drive over a mou

Vista.... On The Box?
Okay, so I admit it... as much of a computer god as I am... even I can screw up.... never EVER install Fedora Core 6 on a machine that already has Windows XP Pro, Windows XP 64bit, and Debian Linux. the stupid thing fouled up the GRUB boot loader, and forced me to rebuild the damned thing again.... Well this time, I went with Windows Vista Ultimate. Haven't had a problem since.... so I'll keep you posted...

Your Last Love Song
I wiped it away from my brow like windshields and a colored fly I wiped it away An essence of the now From cherry poppy seed to a crumpled sky. I rememberd how peppermint similes fade til' milkstains turn foul into wierd shades of ambroshia and teal Whines turned to a cry. Happy days have gond grey misty shades of my life bow before the base of this sore heel You give up and swallow my try, try, try. So, I wiped it away My flushed cheeks and our ill-fated vows this resignation I feel Is now mine. done by christine .

Firefighters..
I HAVE MANY FRIENDS THAT I CONSIDER FAMILY AND TO WHOM IS VERY NEAR AND DEAR TO ME THAT ARE FIREFIGHTERS.. ON CHERRYTAP AND OFF CHERRYTAP.. I WAS HEADED FOR A JOB AS A FIREFIGHTER TILL I GOT INJURED AND MY DREAMS WERE NOT TO BECOME A REALITY.. THAT REALLY SUCKS BUT I HAVE COME TO DEAL WITH THAT FATE.... I HAVE MEDICAL BACK GROUND AND HAVE BEEN ABLE TO HAVE OTHER JOBS IN THE MEDICAL FIELD, I HAVE ALSO GONE TO SCHOOL FOR E.K.G TECH AND ONLY HAVE TO DO MY INTERNSHIP.. YAY.. ANYHOW NOT THE JOB I DREAMED OF BUT STILL IN THE MEDICAL FEILD.. HERE IS TO ALL MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY THAT ARE FIREFIGHTERS AND OF COURSE THE FALLEN HEROS ALSO.. GOT THIS FROM A BULLETION.. > > > >

How Horny Are You After All?
You scored as Night horny. You tend to get hot when the others are getting tired. You want to have some in the dark time, possibly in the candlelight or in the dark with moon as your only light. Night time can be very romantic with moon, stars and candlelights, but be aware your companion might get tired before it's late enough.Night horny94%Morning horny94%Day horny67%How HORNY are you after all?created with QuizFarm.com

Thomas Ready To Run To Daylight With Sabres
Thomas ready to run to daylight with Sabres Thurman Thomas was a regular at Sabres' games during his tenure with the NFL's Buffalo Bills. Back in late March, Thurman Thomas was in Buffalo visiting his father-in-law, Bob Mariacher, who was recovering nicely after a bout with encephalitis. While in town the newest member of the Pro Football Hall of Fame decided to take in a Sabres game. The Sabres honored Thomas at the game by presenting him with a Sabres jersey with Thomas’s name as well as his No. 34 that he made famous with the Buffalo Bills. Going to a Sabres game is nothing new to the former running back, considering he was a regular at their hockey games while a member of the Bills for 12 seasons (1988-1999). In fact, Thomas is one of the Sabres’ biggest fans, even to this day while residing outside of his home in Orlando, Florida. Interestingly enough, Thomas’ hockey roots go back to his days growing up outside of Houston. “It was back in Houston when the

The Test Of True Love
On drop of blood is a small price to pay for a life of love or at least that's what i some people would say What would you be willing to sacrafice to be with someone you love for all time Would you sacrafice your own blood to save that person or would you let them suffer instead? would you be willing to sacrafice your life for there's or would you rather live yourself and go on without them knowing that you had a chance to save them but you backed away from it These queestions if you answered true to them will tell you how much you truely love the person you think you want to be with all your life. done by christine .

Comments From Famous People
Sometimes, when I look at my children, I say to myself ~~"Lillian, you should have remained a virgin." -- Lillian Carter (mother of Jimmy Carter) I had a rose named after me and I was very flattered. But I was not pleased to read the description in the catalog: "No good in a bed, but fine against a wall." -- Eleanor Roosevelt Last week, I stated this woman was the ugliest woman I had ever seen. I have since been visited by her sister, and now wish to withdraw that statement. -- Mark Twain The secret of a good sermon is to have a good beginning and a good ending; and to have the two as close together as possible. -- George Burns Santa Claus has the right idea. Visit people only once a year. -- Victor Borge Be careful about reading health books. You may die of a misprint. -- Mark Twain By all means, marry. If you get a good wife, you'll become happy; if you get a bad one, you'll become a philosopher. -- Socrates I was married by a judge. I should ha

The Past Few Days
I have not updated in days I know. I’ve just been busy or unmotivated. Let’s see here. Last Friday Phyls and I had our girl’s night. FINALLY. Haha. We ate and we watched movies with hot boys. Saturday I was pretty much just depressed for some reason. That night was not a good night. Sunday morning there was a little argument with me and James – that was not fun at all! We worked it out of course. He finally got the other package of cds and I’m glad. I need to send the rest out to him soon. I love him dearly. He’s moved into a new room which is good for him in a way but also bad because it doesn’t provide any signal for his phone meaning our time on the phone is limited to his curfew. Blah. Monday I was seriously stressing out. I have this history research proposal I was freaking out about. Basically what happened is, there’s 3 parts. Each part gives you a number of points. The total of the 3 combined must equal AT LEAST 70 points in order for you to be able to write the actual term pa

Which Are You,,,,,afraid To Tell Me......
.:SCORPIO:. The sex addict Can be mean. EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Energetic. Predict future. Most erotic. (Freak in bed.) (GREAT kisser.) Always get what they want. Sexy. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. The sexiest ever....Romantic. Caring. 4 years of bad luck if you do not forward. .:VIRGO:. The Virgin Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness. 7 years of bad luck if you do not forward. .:LIBRA:. The lame lover Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone They meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique sexiness. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing n Bed..!!! Did I say Amazing in Bed? not the kind of person you wanna #### with... u might end up crying

Today's Thoughts
YOU KNOW YOU THINK YOU KNOW PEOPLE.... THEN THEY QUICKLY TURN AROUND AND PROVE YOU WRONG. I DO MY BEST TO AVOID CONFLICT AND DRAMA. THEN I FIND OUT YESTERDAY, WHY DRAMA IS ALWAYS AROUND ME. IT'S TIME FOR ME TO MOVE ON NOW, I REFUSE TO BE TREATED LIKE SHIT. I'VE ALWAYS TREATED PEOPLE THE WAY I WANT TO BE TREATED. AND IT SEEMS THAT NO MATTER WHAT I DO, I STILL GET TREATED LIKE SHIT!!!! I'VE SERIOUSLY HAD ENOUGH NOW... I'M MOVING ON AND LEAVING PEOPLE (THAT CAN'T BE TRUSTED) BEHIND ME. AND IF YOU DELETE ME, SO BE IT!! I DON'T CARE ANYMORE... YOU THINK I'M THIS NICE PERSON, JUST WAIT... I'M PISSED NOW!! NOW IT'S GOING TO BE A DIFFERENT STORY. I'M TIRED OF THIS ALL... THIS IS SUPPOSED TO BE FUN!!! AND YET THIS ONE PERSON IS ALL ABOUT DRAMA.... AND THIS ONE PERSON HAS TURNED PEOPLE AGAINST OTHERS!! HOPE THIS MAKES YOU FEEL BETTER HUN.... CAUSE YOU ALONE HAVE MANAGED TO MAKE PEOPLE FEEL UNTRUSTWORTHY, YOU'VE MADE PEOPLE SECOND GUESS THEMSELVES AND EVERYONE AROUND THEM. I'LL NEVER EVER UNDER

Torn
I lie awake and ponder Nothing but the silence Wait...what is that I hear? A heart beat? *thump thump, thump thump* A burst of light Aloud crackling crash In the howling wind I stand alone Watching the clouds swirling around me To my left is my home To my right, the great unknown The wind is blowing harder now I watch as it picks up the debris The wind throws it left It breaks a window~an opening to my soul The wind throws it right I can't quite see where it goes Stuck in the whipping wind I receive my punishment I watch my home get torn apart Everything I loved and knew is gone With the loud harmonious thunder My heart breaks I pray that it ends The pain is too deep With the bright flashes of lightning I am torn between choices I am picked up by the whirling cyclone I am tossed into the dark hole of despair I hear it again *thump thump, thump thump* It gets slower and softer *thump thump, thump thump* The end is drawing near A *swish* and its gone

For My Family On Ct
listen theres is alot of u on there who dont really talk to me unless i make the effort so of those let me know if u wanna stay there of not then u will be gone no matter how close we might be ull be gone and wont be back on there.

Need A New Fan Belt Or What?
A guy in St. Louis was driving to work on Hwy 144 when he heard a 'pop'! . He thought it sounded like a flat tire, Though his ride wasn't affected. After pulling over, checking the tires and Finding them intact , he opened the hood To look at the motor. Before the hood was Even all the way open he jumped back In shock and knocked his head on the Partially opened hood, unable to believe What his eyes were seeing! Nobody was going to believe this! You sure wouldn't have either! Fortunately, a coworker with a camera recognized him along side the road and Stopped to see if he could help. Scroll down and check out the attachment photo s to witness For yourself the source of his amazement. Now, this has to be right up there at the Top of the list of unusual but verified 'Reasons I was late for work' !

Personality Type - Entj
Your Type is ENTJ Extraverted Intuitive Thinking Judging Strength of the preferences by % Extraverted 44 % Intuitive 50 % Thinking 01 % Judging 11 % ENTJ type description by D.Keirsey ENTJ type description by J. Butt Qualitative analysis of your type formula You are: moderately expressed extravert moderately expressed intuitive personality slightly expressed thinking personality slightly expressed judging personality

Virgina Tech Will Look Mild?
Sutter County Police Search For Man Accused Of Making Threats Transient Shared Violent Plan With Pastor, Family Members POSTED: 6:31 am PDT April 19, 2007 UPDATED: 10:30 am PDT April 19, YUBA CITY, Calif. -- Police in Sutter County were searching Thursday for a man who claimed he was planning an armed attack that would "make Virginia Tech look mild," the Sutter County Sheriff's Department said. Officials were looking for 28-year-old Jeffery Thomas Carney, who is accused of telling his pastor and family members that he had an automatic weapon, improvised explosive devices and poison. The sheriff's department said Carney made no specific threat to any particular place or location, adding that he is an alleged methamphetamine user and may be under the influence of the drug. Carney, who is a transient, had a last known address with family members in north Yuba City. Officials said he may be driving a red 1990s-model Honda or Toyota sedan with a black hood. Anyone with

Back
Well I'm back. I have been asked many times latel why I havn't been on CT so I figured I would return. I am in the process of doing some changing of things. So lets get started having fun again so add me and lets have some fun

New Job Today
Well, as some of you know, I have been looking for a job...in dire need of one. I had been waiting to hear from one in particular, and thank God, it came through! So...today is my first day on the job. I'm not really sure how long I will be there today, as I'm going in to get paperwork done, and then I'm not sure what all else they will be doing with me today....prob. just showing me the ropes. It is going to be a Mon-Fri. job, which is exactly what I wanted...so prayers were definately answered there. Being a Fri. already, this will make for a short week. lol I am assuming then, it will be back to work on Mon. I'd sure appreciate it if everyone would say a little prayer for me today, that things go very smoothly! Our phone rang at about 5:30 am this morning, a call from Lee's mom in Indy, that her apartment complex was on fire. It wasn't in the wing she was in, but the entire complex was evacuated, and she said so far about 3 people had been taken away in ambulances. It

The Priest!
The priest in a small Irish village loved his chickens that he kept in the coop behind the church. One Sunday morning before mass, he went to feed the birds and discovered that the cock was missing. He knew about the cock fights in the village, so he decided to question his parishioners in church. During mass, he asked his congregation, "Has anybody got a cock?" All the men stood up. "No, no, that wasn't what I meant. Has anybody seen a cock?" All the women stood up. "No, no, that wasn't what I meant either. Has anybody seen a cock that doesn't belong to them?" Half the women stood up! "No, no, no, that wasn't what I meant. What I really mean is, has anybody seen my cock?" Sixteen altar boys, two priests and a goat stood up.

My Little Angel
Last night when I was Feeling so low A little angel came and spoke to me She spoke some words,Yeh some magic words And my ittle angel put my mind at ease Here's what she told me, yeh,She said You can only remember the good times Cause the bad can bring you down Get your head above the water Swim in tears,You know you'll drown Oh my darling little angel Watching over me She's always there to watch out And dry the tears so I can see. Jimbo/Copyright/4/20/07

People Let Me Tell You About My Best Friend
Back in the day we didn't get along that well, For a while we didn't speak. Disagreements are a part of life, People are not perfect.. But we always found our way back to each other. Stubborn as the two of us are, Both of us having our share of pain, No matter what, the Love was Always there. I know you never meant to hurt me. And I hope you know, I never meant to hurt you. I have always looked up to you, Even though you are my baby sister. Thank you for being my bestfriend. I would never ask God for another sister, No one can or ever will take away, The sister bond that we have. What I feel in my heart is no lie, You are and forever will be my hero, my sister, my bestfriend. I Love You!

So Whats Been Up With Me
alot of things..well i've been talking to this guy and he makes me really happy..so yeah go him..but ya and me and my bf are not doing good and somebody told me something today that totally just made me like go "fuck it"...so ya..its not working out anymore..but ya..well thats whats up with me.

Life
Life is in the blood; without blood - there is no life. But I have blood so why is there no life? Is not my blood in bondage? Trapped within the walls of vessels, veins, arteries and flesh? How then can I be free? If there is no warrior to free my blood, then how? If not by another, then by me, At last my life shall be free!

The Eternal Heartbeat Of Spring
Life abounds Babies cling close to their mothers Cubs, kits goslings and whelps Their eyes see their first light Warm and yellow They grow Exploring their world Flowers bloom Pollen drifts on summer breezes Petals glisten under a rising sun New buds strain to open Green growth reaches for a clear sky The buzz of bees fills the air They fly from flower to flower Carrying golden powder The food of life Bringing life to fields and farms Woodlands and meadows Animals scurry Hiding Hunting for food Squirrels look for nuts A few left over from a winter's snow Birds fly by Flocks of hundreds Returning from an endless journey Finding nests torn and ripped Winter's merciless winds Warmed by a new sun into a gentle wind Time is needed to rebuild To weave the sticks and string In time for a new family The sounds and sights of Spring Continuing through the ages A new cycle of life An eternal heartbeat A beat never ending, never stopping Rebirth New life A n

How Sex Starts
How sex starts.... a smile leads to a laugh ...a laugh leads to a high 5 ...a high 5 leads to a hug ...a hug leads to a kiss ...a kiss leads 2 a makeout ...makeout leads to a feel up ...a feel up leads 2 a finger ...a finger leads to a hand ...a hand leads to a lick ...a lick leads to a suck ...a suck leads 2 a fuck. ...So tell me how many people are you gonna smile at after you heard this cuz sex is like math. ...u add the bed ..subtract the clothes ...divide the legs ...leave your solution ...and pray you dont multiply

I Knew
I Knew From that day you first messaged me I knew we'd be something special. Our love bloomed from our friendship But I knew friendship would not be all. When I first felt your arms around me And your body pressed to mine, I knew. I knew this feeling would last For a very ....... long.........time. From the first time that your lips touched mine And that intimate moment looking in your eyes Then the way you said, "I love you" I knew. I knew my life was forever changed, that I'd be safe in your arms. I knew that I would forever trust you, with my entire heart and soul. I knew that forever and for always that I'd love you too. From that day that you first messaged me, I knew.

Your Age By Eating Out!
YOUR AGE BY EATING OUT > > > > Don't tell me your age; you probably would tell a falsehood > anyway-but your waiter may know! > > YOUR AGE BY DINER & RESTAURANT MATH > > This is pretty neat. > > > > DON'T CHEAT BY SCROLLING DOWN FIRST! > > It takes less than a minute. Work this out as you read ... > Be sure you don't read the bottom until you've worked it out! > This is not one of those waste of time things, it's fun. > > 1. First of all, pick the number of times a week that you would > like to go out to eat. > (more than once but less than 10) > > 2. Multiply this number by 2 (just to be bold) > > > 3. Add 5 > > > 4. Multiply it by 50 > > 5. If you have already had your birthday this year add 1757... > If you haven't, add 1756. > > > > 6. Now subtract the four digit year that you were born. > > You should have a three digit number. > > The first digit of this was your original number. (I.e., How > many times you want to

Update Profile #1
I'm updating my profile, but thought some may desire to read my previous "about me". Well, here I am again updating my profile. It is a natural yet spiritual thing to do as I am constantly changing as I move along this path I take. I have been learning about dealing with my shadow. What may you ask is my shadow? My shadow is consisted of the life horrors I've experienced or perceived that I have experienced. These fears and insecurities bind me from reaching my full potential as a man and Shaman. I am learning that I am NOT my emotions whether anger, depression, laughter or anywhere in between. Throughout my life I have dealt with depression. 2006 was the peak of the mountain of bad emotions I had retained over decades. Following a stroke (December 2005), being laid off my job (January 2006) I took on the persona of an emotion I had allowed to grow deep roots in my life - depression. Too often, I would excuse myself from participating in life by saying, "I am d

Deseving
My eyees deseve me They show me the good But not the bad I live in a fairy tale Then suddently it all comes crashing down In a never ending spirral Just heading down into a dark and lonely pit My old ways looking so bright Like the only way To only make me feel right To show me the way out

Fun Weekend
Well, Saturday, my best friend turned 20 and her boyfriend and I had a surprise birthday party for her. I can't believe she never figured it out and she ended up crying when she walked into the house and saw everyone standing there and me with the cake. We ended up getting totally shitfaced and it was awesome.

Lost Love
I sit and think of life without you It seems my life is worthless, Not knowing what tomorrow might Bring without you. I sit in our room looking at the things We have knowing your not returning. I sit and think asking my self what did I do to deserve this. I told you I would Always be there and we promised too One another that we would. I am ask myself still, look at everything That was made between you and I. Why? Why? Is what I ask? What did I do to deserve this? You leaving me in the shape I am in! I feel like my heart is as empty as well Without water. Why leave my heart so torn Apart? Is life supposed to be like this? If you sit and think what makes you think, I didn't care?

Women's Personal Ads:
WOMEN'S PERSONAL ADS: 40-ish..................................49. Adventurous.........................Slept with everyone. Athletic...............................No breasts. Average looking.....................Moooo. Beautiful.............................Pathological liar. Emotionally Secure................On medication. Feminist..............................Fat. Free Spirit............................Junkie. Friendship first......................Former Slut. New-Age..............................Body hair in the wrong places. Old-fashioned........................No B.J.'s Open-minded.........................Desperate. Outgoing..............................Loud and embarrassing. Professional...........................Bitch. Voluptuous...........................Very fat. Large frame...........................Hugely fat. Wants soul mate....................Stalker. DICTIONARY FOR DECODING WOMEN'S ENGLISH: Ø Yes.....................................No Ø No........

I Need Your Help
I want to thank those fans and friends who helped me by rating my pictures and profile so I can advance to the next level and display all my pictures from my trip to Europe. There are still other supposed fans and friends who have not taken the time to rate my pictures and profile. May I ask you to take the time and rate my pictures and profile so I can share with you more of my pictures from Europe. I am sorry if I am taking some of your valued time. Again, thanks and I look forward to talking to you all soon. Pete

Hello Everyone
this is to let everyone know why i have not been around i underwent emergency surgery this apst thursday i am going to be ok and it was a very serious sitaution that required surgery. i will let you all know how i am doin in a couple days. i hope to back to ctworld around friday. love you all dj dominatrixxx

Why David Should Have Been Aborted
apres_lenfant_de_mort666: Hey Kiwi Fruit: hi apres_lenfant_de_mort666: :* Kiwi Fruit: heh apres_lenfant_de_mort666: My point has been proven. Kiwi Fruit: what point? Kiwi Fruit: *confuzzled* apres_lenfant_de_mort666: I pointed out that you have been rather rude to me lately. Kiwi Fruit: I'm not being rude Kiwi Fruit: if i was being rude i'd say get your crusty nucca lips off me Kiwi Fruit: thats rude apres_lenfant_de_mort666 is using an older version of Yahoo! Messenger and certain features may be unavailable. Click here to invite apres_lenfant_de_mort666 to upgrade. apres_lenfant_de_mort666: Not really...That's retarded. Kiwi Fruit: no its kinda funny apres_lenfant_de_mort666: Retarded is funny, so it's still rtarded. Kiwi Fruit: ok w/e apres_lenfant_de_mort666: Rude.... Kiwi Fruit: yeah fine I'm rude whatever you say apres_lenfant_de_mort666: I know. Kiwi Fruit: cause yanno you're always right apres_lenfant_de_mort666: Chyea Kiwi Fruit: 8-| apres_lenfant_de_mo

Friends , Fans & Family
Well I've been in Cherry tap now for about 3 weeks. I've entered a contest, made a bunch of fans, friends and few family members. Enjoying it every time I log in and play around for a while. To all my cherry tap ladies thanks for the privilege of viewing your photos on all parts of your web pages. The main thing about me is this, yeah I can play the game of rate,fan 10 as it goes in here. But you might notice one little difference I just don't go rate the first picture I see, thats too easy and too simple. Anyone can do that. So here in a nutshell is what I'm like on cherry tap. I may look at you page and not rate just for the sake of popping by as your advertisement or something caught my eye. Rate profile 10 , add as fan then go to your default photos. This where I sometimes will take the first picture rate 10 just out of courtesy of viewing mine as well. As a fan, I may even rate a few other picture in your profile, leave typical comments and move on - yeah thanks for the points

Short Comings
We all have short comings. Some just write it off as bummings. None of us are perfect. So our hearts we protect. The lines we write of our lives. Most do tell of our strives, Yes short comings we all do have. To the cuts of life we wish to apply sauve.

Peaked With Interest
The things we do in life. Is it for show or strife? The interest of others we may peak. Sometimes its what we do, not speak. Some actions speak louder than words. But some of those are smaller than birds. So truely what do we really seak? Clothing or jewelery? Or something sheak? More often than not its hooking interest. That of others is what we seek atleast.

Mmm I Cant Wait To Hear You Scream Fucking Yummy Hahah :scream The Misfits
Misfits - Scream Lyrics Whoooa Whoooa Whooooa whooaaaa Whooa Whooa Screeeaaaaaammmmmmmmm A chill runs up your spine It crawls into your brain The freezing touch of fear it's drving me insane Although you try to fight Dragged from the silence where you hide 'til you... Scream Scream I can't wait to hear you... I can't wait to hear yao... it's driving me insane Although you try to fight dragged from the silence where you hide 'til you Scream, Scream I can't wait to hear you... I can't wait to hear you.... I can't wait to hear you.... Scream

I Am This Guy
I'm the guy who will text you every single morning and tell you good morning and every single night to tell you sweet dreams. I'M THE GUY WHO DOESNT MESS WITH OTHER GIRLS CUZ I KNOW I HAVE YOU!! I'm the guy who will text you and tell you "i love you and you make me smile" just because. I'm the guy who will blindfold you and take you to the beach, let you run your toes through the sand and then make you guess where we are. I'm the guy who will show up at your games (or competitions or meets) without you knowing just to surprise you. I'm the guy who will hold you when you're crying and wipe away your tears. I'm the guy who won't pressure you to do things you dont want to. I'm the guy who still thinks you're beautiful with no makeup on, wearing sweats and a big t-shirt. I'm the guy who kisses you on the forehead. I'm the guy who doesn't kiss and tell. I'm the guy who won't lie to you about where he's going or where he's been or who he's been with. I'm the

Marzipan Babies
For those of you who saw the pictures of the marzipan babies that were added to my stash in the picture section, I have found out that they can be purchased. thought some of you might be interested. http://www.camilleallen.com/

Hello To All
Hello to all. Yeah it's me again. I havent graced you all with my blogging presence so I thought I would do so now. I had quite an interesting day, I managed to take a tumble and I have this really ugly bruise on my knee cap, wouldnt be a bit suprised if a few more didnt show. I felt really stupid. I mean it didnt really hurt at the time, hurt my pride more so than it did me, but now my knee feels like an elephant tried to rape it, my back hurts as well but you want to know something, I think it's absolutely freaking hillarious. I can laugh at the stupid shit I do. I know it's not funny to laugh at others when they fall but I have, it's not because they was hurt, it's just the fact of how it happened. I mean if they are injured badly no I will not laugh. Ok enough about that. It was a beautiful day here and I enjoyed it. ThiS iS one of my favorite times of the year, the flowers are in full bloom, trees are budding just lovely. I hate being couped up in the house so if you all dont

Pics I Drew While In Iraq
I been busy with school. My head hurts from all th studying I've been doing. Hopefully it's making my brain stronger. I have two finals on thursday, and one on either friday or monday or something like that. I skimmed through people blogs today, there a's a bunch I haven't read at all, I just been busy. I do still try to respond to individual messages though, however briedf. There may be people how only want a brief respsonse though, so when I'm busy is a good time to send me a message for that. I scanned some of my pictuers that I drew while in iraq. ( Hence the title ) I was drawing out of maxim and stuff magazines. It was extremly fruxtating because my pictures weren't turning out much like what I was drawing. I can't draw2 pretty faces at all, cuz my porportions suck, and they make things seem weird, and scary and stuff. Making things scary wasn't my purpose, and it's frustating sometimes when people think I'm crazy because of my drawings. Some of them weren't meant to be

Omg, I Actually Entered A Contest!!!
Yes, I actually entered one of these contests. And y'all thought I wasn't an attention whore, eh? LOL Click on my pic, go rate me and comment. C'mon...you know you love it, I mean me, I mean I love it when you rate my pics! LOL Oh, and only 1 rate, 1 comment...DON'T COMMENT BOMB!!! Thanks.

The Daydream
I was lying on my bed when the thoughts of him began to creep in. His eyes staring down at me, his lips curling when he sees me, his muscles tightening as he touches me. I keep thinking of him, I keep seeing him, I keep imaging him . . . And yet I don’t have him. All I have are the thoughts like these: He crawled up beside me on the bed and gently touched my cheek. He ran his hand through my hair and watched me as I sighed. He ran his fingers up along the black nylons I had worn just for him. He played with them for a minute as I just drank him in. I love his smell; I run my hands across his shoulders and lean into him further. He was caressing my foot as I lay back on the pillows and ran my finger nails up and down his back. I know it won’t be long before he gives in and turns to face me once again. Then there he is, his eyes blazing with desire and lips moist and waiting as he pulls me to him. He is kissing me like I had never been kissed before, with such fire, such

4 Ways For A Happy Relationship
4 ways for a happy relationship 1. It is important to find a man who works around the house, cooks and cleans and who makes money. 2. It is important to find a man who loves to spend money on you, and show you a good time. 3. It is important to find a man who's good in bed and who loves to have sex with you. 4. It is important that these three men never meet.

A Day For Angels
EVERYDAY,IS A DAY FOR ANGELS,ANGELS ARE THE ONES WHO WATCH OVER US,THEY ARE THERE,WHEN WE THINK ABOUT THEM,AND MISS THEM,THEY ARE OUR LOVED ONES,AND THEY THINK ABOUT US AND MISS US TOO,THAT IS WHY IT RAINS ALOT HERE IN WASHINGTON,I BELIEVE THAT THE ANGELS ARE CRYING,...

Mourning
Yesterday day at 6 am my mother found my step father dead. This really sucks. He was more of a father than my own. Can't really say it out loud yet. I didn't really like him that much and I don't get why it hurts so much. I need a hug.

Roast Pork With Raspberry Sauce
Ingredients 1 pork, boneless loin roast 1 teaspoon salt 1 teaspoon pepper, black ground 1 teaspoon sage, dried 12 ounce(s) raspberries, frozen 1 1/2 cup(s) sugar 1/4 teaspoon cloves, ground 1/4 teaspoon ginger, ground 1/4 teaspoon nutmeg, ground 1/4 cup(s) cornstarch 1 tablespoon lemon juice 1 tablespoon butter Preparation Heat oven to 350 degrees F. Sprinkle roast with salt, pepper and sage. Place roast on rack in shallow roasting pan. Roast for 1-1/2 to 2 hours or until meat thermometer registers 155 degrees F. Meanwhile, drain raspberries; reserve liquid, adding water to make 3/4 cup, if necessary. Combine 1/2 cup raspberry liquid with sugar, vinegar, cloves, ginger and nutmeg in a medium saucepan. Bring to a boil. Reduce heat; simmer, uncovered, 10 minutes. Blend cornstarch and remaining 1/4 cup liquid; add to saucepan. Cook over medium heat, stirring constantly, 1 minute or until thickened. Stir in raspberries, lemon juice, butter and food coloring. Place

Cheating For Two
I know its him you despise As you try to look into his eyes What he did to you Doesnt mean for you to do it too Listen to me and let me explain I know your pain I know what you're going through Dont so what you think you should do Wait for his return Then break it off there And watch him yearn For your love and care In the end you know its true That what he has done to you He truely shouldnt have done So in the end you werent number 1 I know it hurts like hell But he is the one that fails To realize you were more Then just a fling or a whore But the way you went about doing what you did means you just spent Your time wtih him for nothing So stop this somehow I can tell you now Dont do this anymore I have seen it all before It can only end in a mess Trust me I know this best I have had it happen to me Its not something you want to see

My Ct Wife
If u all havnt heard, i am now married to the most amazing woman, not only on ct but in the world, and i cant think of a better way to tell her that i am madly in love with her... i dont know how it is possible to fall in love with someone u never met face to face, but i have. there is nothing i wouldnt do for her and i miss her every second that i am not talking to her, and i want her and everyone else to know that i will never hurt her, and i want to spend the rest of my life with her. ♥♥♥I LOVE YOU KAT ♥♥♥

When The Fuck Is It Gonna Get Better?????????
OK FOR SUM OF YHALL KNO IM GOING THROUGH SUM TUFF TIMES RIGHT NOW........I HAVE NO JOB THOUGHT I DID TRAVELING WITH THE CARNIVAL.....BUT NOW THEY SAY THEY DONT NEED ANYONE RIGHT NOW WTF IS THAT SHIT????????I JUST THINK IT IS FUCKED UP ON AVERAGE THEY HAVE 2PPL A WEEK THAT LEAVE AND NEVER COME BACK...SO YOU WOULD THINK THEY WOULD WANT PPL THAT KNO WUT THEY ARE DOING AND THAT ARE GONNA STAY WITH THE COMPANY RIGHT??????WELL I GUESS THESE GUYS ARE DIFFERENT....IT JUST SEEMS LIKE EVERY DOOR I SWING OPEN IT GETS SLAMED RIGHT BACK IN MY FACE IT IS FUCKING BULLSHIT...PLUS TO ADD TO THAT ON MY SHOULDERS I NEED A JOB HERE WITHIN A FEW WEEKS OR MY ASS GOES TO JAIL FOR 3-12 MONTHS YEA LOADS OF FUN RIGHT? PROLLY NOT IT IS VERY FUCKING STRESSFUL....NOT TO MENTION THE FACT THAT THE ONE I LOVE LIVES SO DAMM FAR AWAY AND CANT BE WITH HER RIGHT NOW YEA YHALL GUESSD IT ITS EATING ME FROM THE INSIDE OUT RIGHT NOW.....I PUT THAT MASK ON EVERYDAY AND MAKE IT LOOK LIKE EVERYTHING IS ALL FINE AND DANDY BUT YE

A Few Intelligent Questions
Tell a man that there are 400 billion stars, and he'll believe you. Tell him a bench has wet paint, and he has to touch it. How come SUPERMAN could stop bullets with his chest, but always ducked when someone threw a gun at him? If it was only a 3 hour cruise, why did MRS. HOWELL have so many clothes? If corn oil comes from corn, and olive oil comes from olives... Where does BABY OIL come from? Why is it called a HAMBURGER, when it's made out of BEEF? Why does SOUR CREAM, have an Expiration date? Do infants have as much fun in their infancy, as adults do in adultery? What would a chair look like, if your knees bent the other way? IF "Con" is the Opposite of "Pro"....then what is the opposite of PROGRESS? Why is LEMON JUICE mostly artificial ingredients....but DISH WASHING LIQUID contains real lemons. If your car could go the speed of light....what happens when you turned your headlights on. How much deeper would the ocean be, if

Another Hate Life Rant
i read a blog earlier she made me realize how much i hate my life. not much to look forward to except death. oh and my kids milestones but other then that i dont think i'll find the love that was meant for me like in my favorite of all time song: "where is love.? dose it fall from skies above? is it under the willow tree that i've been dreaming of? where is she? the one i close my eyes to see. the one whose kisses and love was only meant for me." that song hurts to sing but it is how i felt ever since i saw the play back when i was 11 i cried then and i cry now. i'll never find it cause i dont think i really want to everything i touch i eventually screw it up. i got an ex that wants me back but its only cause no one wants her. i got a love in oklahoma that i wanted to spend my misserable life with but she lies about everything to keep me as a backup and i know this but like i say alot pain for me is a fettish and all it does is turn into lust. i would date but i hate the uncorfortablen

Another Part Of The Story!!
As he lead her back in to the house he said only this. Don't give up on that guy,he is still very much here,sweet dreams. As they left he went back to talk to the other high men. She headed back up to he room. Thought ahh think it's time for a bath. So she called for the person that gets her bath ready for her. As she slipped in to the hot sweet pea smelling bath, she shivered as her body got use to the hot water. As the water slipped all over her curves. She lay her head back and wonder did he know how she wish the water was him. She closed her eyes and she could remember a night just like this a storm just breaking, they were in a hot bath he was licking her nipples as one had held her breast tight as his other hand found it's way in to her silky core. At that thought ,her nipples became hard,like he was doing it all over again. She shivered all over again, and moan softly. Then she heard a soft voice saying to her,Don't give up on that man he is still very much here. She sighe

Day I Asked
APRIL 27TH 2007 .... ASKED FIESTY LIL VIXEN TO BE MY CT WIFE... SHE IS A AWESOME PERSON THAT I HAVE GROWN TO LOVE AND TREASURE MY TIME WITH.... PLEASE GO BY AND GIVE HER CONGRATS... ON OUR WEDDING....SHE IS A GREAT PERSON TO KNOW AND WILL BE A WONDERFUL FRIEND TO YOU... SHE HAS A VERY SPECIAL PLACE IN MY HEART! ~Fiesty Lil Vixen~Club Fantasia Co-Owner~{CHERRY SNATCHER PIMPETTE}~Boats Soon To Be Ct Wifey~@ CherryTAP "MY SWEET VIX"

Fun Loving
hi im a mother of 3 kids. And a loving wife of a ex marine. I enjoy going out to the beach and the sands with my family when we can go. my kids are 2 girls ages 5months and 4 years old my son is 5 years old. Im a stay at home mom which we enjoy the time togeter when daddy is at work. I dont like to judge books by its cover i get to know what is on the inside first. I say live life on the edge you only have on life.

4-29-07 Astrology
Don't beat up on yourself because you're not into taking on a new challenge right now. That's normal. After all, with everything you've accomplished, you deserve a break -- and a little fun. Call up some friends and get goofy.

Virginia Tech Memorial Video
"We are Virginia Tech. We are sad today, and we will be sad for quite a while. We are not moving on, we are embracing our mourning. We are Virginia Tech. We are strong enough to stand tall tearlessly, we are brave enough to bend to cry, and we are sad enough to know that we must laugh again. We are Virginia Tech. We do not understand this tragedy. We know we did nothing to deserve it, but neither does a child in Africa dying of AIDS, neither do the invisible children walking the night away to avoid being captured by the rogue army, neither does the baby elephant watching his community being devastated for ivory, neither does the Mexican child looking for fresh water, neither does the Appalachian infant killed in the middle of the night in his crib in the home his father built with his own hands being run over by a boulder because the land was destabilized. No one deserves a tragedy. We are Virginia Tech. The Hokie Nation embraces our own and reaches out with open h

What Every Girl Wants
1. Hugs from behind. 2. Grab her hand when you walk next to each other(don't make her grab yours). 3. When standing, wrap your arms around her. 4. Cuddle with her. 5. DON'T FORCE HER TO DO ANYTHING. 6. Write little notes. 7. Compliment her Honestly. 8. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible. 9. Be super sweet to her. 10. Call her at night to wish her sweet dreams. 11. Comfort her when she cries. 12.Wipe away her tears 13. Love her with all your heart. 14. Pick her up and flirt with her (she'll scream and say put me down but really she loves it). 15. Be a gentleman (hold the door for her). 16. Don't let your friends talk trash about her, it'll get back 2 her! & DONT ever act diff in front of ur friends than u r when its just u and her!!!! 17. Take her for a long walk at night! 18. Always bring a blanket where ever you go outside when its cold to comfort her and hold her close 19. NEVER LIE TO HER!!!!!! because then she will think everything you ev

Working With Your Child
I would strongly suggest the parents begin working with the child at least initially rather than leaving him to a therapist. Your child will trust you and understand you are trying to help him. You need to have boundless energy, be animated and genuinely love teaching your child. This is not easy and experts estimate you could do this for no more than 10 to 12 hours a week. If both parents take turns, the task is, of course a lot easier. Later, you could introduce a therapist or two to help out as you will not be able to maintain a high level of energy for too long. An advantage of doing the initial work yourself is that you will then know a good therapist when you see one and be able to weed out those that are of little value to your child.

Internet Love.
Wake da fuck up ct. Now their have been love going on in dis world since god first man and woman, right. And now we all have da internet to do our own thing, right. So my question is dis. Can u really find love on any website, yes or no? and why?

Men And Women On Life In General
Roman; "> ROMANCE MATHEMATICS Smart man + smart woman = romance Smart man + dumb woman = affair Dumb man + smart woman = marriage Dumb man + dumb woman = pregnancy _____________________________ OFFICE ARITHMETIC Smart boss + smart employee = profit Smart boss + dumb employee = production Dumb boss + smart employee = promotion Dumb boss + dumb employee = overtime ___________________________ SHOPPING MATH A man will pay $20 for a $10 item he needs. A woman will pay $10 for a $20 item that she doesn't need. _____________________________ GENERAL EQUATIONS & STATISTICS A woman worries about the future until she gets a husband. A man never worries about the future until he gets a wife. A successful man is one who makes more money than his wife can spend. A successful woman is one who can find such a man. _____________________________ HAPPINESS To be happy with a man, you must understand him a lot

How Much Life Experience Do You Have ?
You've Experienced 36% of Life You have the life experience of someone in their early 20s. You've seen some of what life has to offer - but you have a long ways to go. How Much Life Experience Do You Have?

My Stripper Song
Your Stripper Song Is Closer by Nine Inch Nails "You let me violate you, you let me desecrate you You let me penetrate you, you let me complicate you Help me I broke apart my insides, help me I?ve got no Soul to tell" When you dance, it's a little scary - and a lot sexy. What Song Should You Strip To?

Say A Prayer...
For my boyfriend, Cain... Also known as Ourwkdgm on Cherrytap.. He got into a terrible accident last week.. Thankfully he was able to walk away!! However he's in alot of trouble and landed himself in jail and it's not looking good!!!! We need all the kind wishes and prayers we can get so please everyone... Say a Silent Prayer for Cain!!!! If you know anyone who has been locked up then you know how it is... CAIN BABY!!!! We all love you and miss you dearly!!!! Were praying for your safe return... I long for the day to be in your arms again!!!!! "Always & Forever"

Worst Week
My brother David has always been the proverbial black sheep of the family. We were raised by strict Southern Baptist parents, some of whose tenets and ideals actually passed on to the next generation. David, however, had....issues. He had more than issues, he had a lifetime subscription. He started his own courier business, but had the bad luck/lack of business sense/deep desperation to partner with a criminally minded con artist. Through his many machinations, my parents lost their home, along with most of their life savings. David lost his car, then became homeless. This is not to say that David had a criminal intent - he was a terrible judge of character, and would trust anyone, no references required, no questions asked. To have that sort of blind faith in humanity in today's society is nothing short of miraculous. Most people in his hometown knew him either through his charity work with the YMCA, his dedication to local sports, or his volunteer work with childrens' sports. No ma

Problems All The Fucken Time..when They Gonna Stop?
Ok so I am hurt, discusted, upset, miserable, down right mad....more than anyone can even think!!!!! My mother is getting married on July 7th of this year, and you know something? My sisters are in the wedding but not me!!!! I have to find out from my best friend when the wedding is..as far as time goes..who would be marrying my mother and her boyfriend..which would be my grandmother...all that good and happy go lucky bullshit!! Then my sister calls me and tells me to drop the cell phone money off to her tomorrow after I am done taking the kids to the playground, just so she didnt have to call me and tell me herself!! So when my sister calls me I go off and ask her if she is in moms wedding and she says yes..which I already knew of course...and then I say about how nice is that when I dont even get invited to the fucken thing!! She then tells me that mom hasnt sent out any invitations yet..HELLO!!!! DO I NEED A FUCKEN DAMNED INVITATION TO MY OWN MOTHERS WEDDING?????????? DO I HAVE

Cinema Strange - Aboriginal Anemia
You sit watching your brother die 'cause he chewed on sickly rabbit. Poor boy Parzifal likes to hunt his sister, and so infection sets in like a gang of wolves licking at the heels of the anemic aboriginal hunting grounds, where you sprain your thumb throwing rocks at cadavers. Bashing in my weakened knees, bashing in my weakened knees... Animal people scale the walls so easily: your bitter family! Holding court without your brother, rectify your viral sanction. Anxious ears solicit thee, my snarling spies sit down to tea and ignore the bubbling sores that swell and spit along your backbone! Call your general, fortify his skin so my disease can't penetrate your china shack of ignorance and purple turbans! Split the bread between your chins, annihilate bacteria! Eating, breeding serfs and peasants, bloody plague-boys stealing crumbs! Bashing in my weakened knees, bashing in my weakened knees... Stripling arrows ricochet off teeth and crystal nighttime goblets. Dinner party, din

For Anyone Who Knows Me......
The toughest thing in the world isn't beating someone with your superior mental or physical strength; the toughest thing in the world is being strong enough to be vulnerable. Take a risk and show your real self to someone who counts. and anyone who knows me....would look at this and know it`s probably one of the hardest things for me to do! But it`s my horoscope today so who knows maybe i`ll surprise myself....

Red Shirt Friday
Last week, while traveling to Chicago on business, a man noticed a > Marine sergeant traveling with a folded flag, but did not put two and > two together. > > After they boarded our flight, he turned to the sergeant, who'd been > invited to sit in First Class (across from him), and inquired if he > was heading home. > > No, he responded. > > Heading out he asked? > > No. I'm escorting a soldier home. > > Going to pick him up? > > No. He is with me right now. He was killed in Iraq , I'm taking him > home to his family. > > The realization of what he had been asked to do hit like a punch to > the gut. It was an honor for him. He said that, although he didn't > know the soldier, he had delivered the news of his passing to the > soldier's family and felt as if he knew them after many conversations > in so few days. > > The man turned back to the soldier, extended his hand, and said, > "Thank you. Thank you for doing what you do so my fam

Right Through You
I recall the scent of you when everything was fine I remember all the words stuck inside my mind Cause all the promises were nothing else but lies I don't have to look at you to see it in your eyes I see right through you Everything's broken I see right through you Everything's gone Everytime I close my eyes I picture you inside Though I know I've lost it all, forever you'll be mine But all the fears inside lme left me with your lies I just have to look at you to see it in your eyes I see right through you Everything's broken I see right through you Everything's gone Now I'm leaving this behind I'll erase you from my mind You were never meant to be mine

Hi You Guys
hi to all my friends. i was just letting you guys know that i have moved back to my home town to be close to my friends and to be even closer to my family. i am doing good and i am hopefullly going to be getting a job in another nursing home and hopefully get a car and get back on my feet. well if anyone wants to know anything else about me and how i am doing just IM me and let me know.

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Got's Me Burnin'
Got this song in my heart Don't know who has the key Adrenline has me running Having this feeling That leaves me incomplete Tide is turnin' Soul is churnin' Wondering what you want Got's me burnin' Kinda restless just wanna sleep Open my window So I just can breathe Hear the wind howling Who must it be Tide is turnin' Soul is churnin' Wondering what you want Got's me burnin' You say follow your lead Is this my last ride I'm ridin' this storm out Girl, until you tell me This is not a dream Wondering what you want Got's me burnin' Got's me burnin' Got's me burnin' Got's me burnin' BY: William Burton

Thanks My Babies!!
Just want to say Thanks for being so loyal to your Mistress call and help out increasing my CT level!!... Now I'm going to be able to create a lounge and add some more pictures... isn't that fun??? *Kisses, whips and spanks* your Mistress M

Lol
diamond gems@ CherryTAP has been giein a clue from the cherry shop....for her commet...:fine donbury the surviors..let the animals eat em...lol for shiny hearts sent to anyone anonymously how much is 3+4+2+5+6+4+23++6+7+5+++7+8+9+

Gotta Love My Job...
Friday night...some drunk fool without insurance crashed into the cement wall next to my building doing 140 mph up a very residential street. The car was totaled...the wall is a little messed up and one kid ended up in the hospital...but all are okay... So, not really sure how to react when I'm woken up to someone banging on my door @ 3AM to tell me someone is stuck up on the roof of my building...My immediate thought was OMG...Someone is jumping...Come to find out...there was just someone stuck in the chimney on top of the roof. I didn't even know we had a chimney on the top of my roof...I've lived here for two years and don't even know how to GET onto the roof...damn...Firemen just left and all is okay in our world again...for now... ...Needless to say, I don't fully comprehend people...

The Poetry Of Mice And Soldiers
So there I was sitting on CherryTap (one of those online communities like MySpace) and looking through the bulletins. I love looking through bulletins. It's one of those places you can find a whole lotta things like when a band is releasing something or when the next show date is going to be...that kinda thing. Still, since the inception of this war we're locked into, I still never fail to see the subject lines of "If You Support Our Troops, Repost This!" and up until now, that is precisely what I've done. I've recently quit reposting them. Before you get completely disgusted with me, just hear me out. I was out for a walk recently. Misty's been sick. I'd been sick. I've had a lot on my mind. The filming has been halted in exchange for some base R&R. I've just needed a little time to think about some things and this was one of them. Seems like everytime I'd opened one of these bulletins, it would be a picture of a battle-weary soldier, carrying a hell-load of gear, trudging

Help Me Out
I want to thank those fans and friends who helped me by rating my pictures and profile so I can advance to the next level and display all my pictures from my trip to Europe. There are still other supposed fans and friends who have not taken the time to rate my pictures and profile. May I ask you to take the time and rate my pictures and profile so I can share with you more of my pictures from Europe. I am sorry if I am taking some of your valued time. Again, thanks and I look forward to talking to you all soon. Pete P.S. Oh hey if you want me to RATE your pictures, make sure i am able to rate ALL your pictures, as in some people I know on here who have ALL their pictures on the private setting. Come on how can I RETURN the favor... sorry for the gripe! Pete

A Conversation I Had Today...
Coworker: You know what would be good?Me: Yes, but I don't have any high explosives.Coworker: You know what else would be good?Me: Yes, but I don't have access to a fast acting, undetectable poison.(I had several other things I could have added, but he finally told me what he thought would be good. It wasn't as good as my ideas.)tag: work, conversation, funny, humor-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!Join me at CherryTap.com

Seen It Had To Repost It Thanks Ben
Holy shit, there is a lot of truth in this one. Are you tired of those sissy "friendship" poems that always sound good, But never actually come close to reality? Well, here is a series of promises that actually speak of true friendship. You will see no cutesy little smiley faces on this card- Just the stone cold truth of our great friendship. 1. When you are sad -- I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry bastard who made you sad. 2. When you are blue -- I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3 When you smile -- I will know you finally got laid. 4. When you are scared -- I will rag on you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried -- I will tell you horrible stories about how much Worse it could be until you quit whining. 6. When you are confused -- I will use little words. 7. When you are sick -- Stay the hell away from me until you are well again. I don't want whatever you have

Men Of War
You stay up for 16 hours partying They stay up for days on end, dying You take a warm shower to help wake up They go for days on end without running water You complain of a 'headache', and call in sick They get shot, or schrapnelled, and keep fighting You put on your 'anti-war' shirt, and march with your friends They fight and die to defend your right to wear that shirt, and assemble You make sure your cell phone is charged, and in your pocket They pray their radio doesn't get blown to hell You talk trash about your buddies that aren't with you They pray for their buddies in body bags You walk down the street, watching the pretties go by. They patrol the streets, searching for their next worst enemy You complain about how hot it is without air conditioning. They wear chemical suits that don't breath, protective masks, and continue the mission You go out to lunch, and complain because the order is wrong They go without eating till the shooting stops Your maid washes yo

(a Poem I Wrote) Belong!!!
*Belong* ***my feelings for you are fading, almost everything is destroyed, i want tu forget you, maybe even hate you, the truth is i kan't, i will alwayz love you, you're part of me now, no matter the ups and downs, tugether thingz didn't work out, apart you're all i thynk about, i need you baby, for the pain is unbearable, i want tu push you around, and smack you in the face, for all those times, that you got on my kase, you hurt me emotionally, i'll never be the same, how kan i say this, maybe i'm tu blame, now you hate me, or so you say, is thyz one of ur lies, will i ever really know, how kan you treat me lyke this, lyke i wuz just a one night bitch, baby i love you, my tears are unstoppable, please take me back in your arms, the place where i belong, are you too good for me, am i too good for you, does it matter, i'll alwayz love you, you'll alwayz love me, n' we both know thyz, our memories are grand, one moment kaptured in the sky, only me n' you understand, noone really kno

Monogamy And Man-haters
Okay, I am going to put the first line of this, the major thought of this post, in all caps, so people can see it, and I get my point across . . . and then I'll continue: HUMAN BEINGS ARE NOT MEANT TO BE MONOGAMOUS! There. Do I have your attention? Good. Now I'll explain. I do not believe that human beings were meant to be monogamous. That goes for most vamps and Otherkin, as well. (And vamps and Otherkin know what I mean, here . . . we're just too damned passionate!) Why do I say this? Well, only about 3% of all animals on the planet are monogamous, and only a small fraction of that percentage mates for life. But, aside from the so-called “statistics”, think about the . . . feelings, the desires we have. If we were meant to be monogamous, we would have lust, we wouldn't get horny, we wouldn't have the desires and needs and wants that we do where sex is concerned. Any of you can argue with me all you want. But, I'm sorry, I've seen too much, seen differen

Stuff
Not a whole ot going on today. It's werid when things stop. I talked to an advisor person about what classes I should take. They were somewhat helpfull. I signed up for some summer classes. So starting May 14th, I'll have stuff to do. I guess I have break for a few days. I probably need one. I'm just not sure what I'm going to do with it. The summer classes are all messed up though. They have different scedules, and different months. Some start in may, and some start in june. Some go to july, and some to augaust.. I only have a couple classes in may. That's probably a good thing in a way, cuz I think one of them is a n "upperlevel " class. I haven't taken any of those before. So I don't really know what to expect from it, or how hard, or anything it will be. I also don't know how much I"ll get paid for may, since I'm not in many classes. I have 14 credits for the summer, and I only need 12 or 13 for full time. But I don't know if they pay the full time amount if I'm not actually

Personality Type
Your Personality is Somewhat Rare (ISFP) Your personality type is caring, peaceful, artistic, and calm. Only about 7% of all people have your personality, including 8% of all women and 6% of all men You are Introverted, Sensing, Feeling, and Perceiving. How Rare Is Your Personality?

May 4th.
So here we go with another entry from my keyboard and hopefully more family member's are gonna read this one than my previous one's.Eye's to your soul is a family member and the only one currently in a contest.As such she represent's us all and how well she doe's reflects on the family and I gotta say so far the respnse from alot of ya'll is disappointing to say the least.As stated in the bulletin I just posted after working a 12 hr shift,if ya don't want to be a bomber leave a pm to the homepage and I will forward your name to Hitman and move you from the family list to just a friend...no ?'s asked.at least by me.Time to change the individualist attitude and think like a bombing family.I have been trying to update my stash for a month but my family obligation's and getting comment's out to those that leave me one has kept me from doing so.Oh well that's what being a member of a bomb squad(or 2 in my case)is all about.You still get point's for bombing for any of ya'll that are concerne

Substance Of Your Dreams !
Substance of your dreams What is the most beautiful thing you can imagine? You have the ability to make that beauty real. How would life be if it were everything you could ever hope for? You are in a position to bring those hopes to life. Look beyond the superficial tokens and trinkets of the world, to the underlying hopes, dreams and possibilities that give them value. Those hopes, those dreams, those beautiful possibilities are yours the moment you choose to accept them. A successful life is not a matter of acquiring power and possessions. A successful life comes from giving meaning and purpose to the abilities and resources with which you are blessed. Approach success from that perspective, and there is no limit to what you can achieve. Seek the real substance of your dreams instead of their mere outward appearance, and you will not seek in vain. What is the most beautiful, wonderful life you can imagine? Commit yourself to it, and the best of it is already

"life".......
A Life Poem Life can seem ungrateful and not always kind. Life can pull at your heartstrings and play with your mind... Life can be blissful and happy and free... Life can put beauty in the things that you see... Life can place challenges right at your feet... Life can make good of the hardships we meet... Life can overwhelm you and make your head spin... Life can reward those determined to win... Life can be hurtful and not always fair... Life can surround you with people who care... Life clearly does offer its Up and its Downs... Life's days can bring you both smiles and frowns... Life teaches us to take the good with the bad... Life is a mixture of happy and sad... So... Take the Life that you have and give it your best... Think positive, be happy let God do the rest... Take the challenges that life has laid at your feet... Take pride and be thankful for each one you meet... To yourself give forgiveness if you stumble and fall... Take each day that is de

Test Ur Knowledge
You Scored 60% Correct You are a solid child of the 80s You'd never confuse Tiffany from Debbie And while you may not know Prince's first #1 hit You know every word to Little Red Corvette How Much Do You Know About 80s Music?

Reminiscing -- 1995-present
I sat down today, with my 4 year books (3 from middle school, and the other from my senior year), and actually took the time to read them. The signatures and the wacky things they wrote that in today's world wouldn't mean a thing. Tons of memories that have been long since forgotten, as well as friends that you never got the chance to see or hear from again, whether it be going to a different school, moving, or just growing apart from that mysterious high school "clique" phenomenon. Faces scratched out from meaningless middle school grudges, or he said she said rumors, and the circled faces of the cute girls I never had the nerve to speak to. Back then, I wanted nothing more than to finish school -- first middle, then high school, I just wanted it to be over. I hated school with every particle of my being. I didn't study, my grades were flat out horrible, and the only reason I went was to see my friends, and because the law said I had to. Some of the most important years of my ad

Unconditional Love..:
Dear Mama, I remember when I was just a two year old kid and papa threw me outside the window because I am crying for my two peso coin which I accidentally throw in a whole, I was so scared then but, you picked me up and hug, you know mama I feel so safe then, when you hug me the world hugs me and everything turns ok, I remember you said stop crying vie, mama is here,, I love you vie , mama wont leave. I feel assured mama...you always been my hero.. Mama, do you still remember when I was a seven year old and I have to pick ivory to her nursery school because you have two work two jobs for our family and for our education and on our way home we met a big stupid cow and that cow chased us and me and ivory lost our slippers and we walk home crying?? you hug us and you went to the cow’s owner and talk to him angrily and tell him what does his cow did two your two little girls.. mama , I was so touched then and feel so proud , I know that in my life you will always be

Morph Contest Updates
Best Morph Contest! I'm doing a Best Morph contest! I need 10 to 20 people for it! Contest will start 5/03 At 2 p.m. Central thur 5/09 at 2p.m. 1st , 2nd and 3rd Place will get 2 gifts each! Everyone else will get 1 ! 1st Morph is..... with 4351 comments! 2nd Morph is...... with 2020 comments! 3rd Morph is...... with 317 comments! 4th Morph is....... with 154 comments! 5th Morph is...... with 5 comments! 6th Morph is..... with 4 comments! 7th Morph is...... with 2 comments! Comment Bomb and Self comment bombing is allowed! Want to enter send me ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it For you! Thanks Maria ~AnGeLHeArT~ CT Wife Of Lover69 ~ aka ~ SeXy MaMa ~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~@ CherryT

The Room Of Pet's Soul...
What Your Soul Really Looks Like You are very passionate and quite temperamental. While you can be moody, you always crave comfort. You are a grounded person, but you also leave room for imagination and dreams. You feet may be on the ground, but you're head is in the clouds. You believe that people see you as larger than life and important. While this is true, they also think you're a bit full of yourself. Your near future is a lot like the present, and as far as you're concerned, that's a very good thing. For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust. Inside the Room of Your Soul

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My Horoscope
Now's the time to patch up any differences of opinions you've had with a loved one. Not only will this make you feel better, but other parts of your life will smooth out too. Afterward, you can breathe a sigh of relief.

The Marine
We all came together, Both young and old To fight for our freedom, To stand and be bold. In the midst of all evil, We stand our ground, And we protect our country From all terror around. Peace and not war, Is what some people say. But I'll give my life, So you can live the American way. I give you the right To talk of your peace. To stand in your groups, and protest in our streets. But still I fight on, I don't bitch, I don't whine. I'm just one of the people Who is doing your time. I'm harder than nails, Stronger than any machine. I'm the immortal soldier, I'm a U.S. MARINE! So stand in my shoes, And leave from your home. Fight for the people who hate you, With the protests they've shown. Fight for the stranger, Fight for the young. So they all may have, The greatest freedom you've won. Fight for the sick, Fight for the poor Fight for the cripple, Who lives next door. But when your time comes, Do what I've done. For if you stand up for freedom, You'

Quickie In The Park
From the moment they saw each other that day they couldn't keep their hands off one another. It was as if they were two wild animals acting purely on instinct. He didn't even kiss her right away. He reached immediately for her skirt and hiked it up to her waist. In the same instant she unzipped his fly and pulled his cock out, leaving his trousers around his waist. He wrapped her panties in his fist and ripped them from her body. She moaned out her arousal leaning forward and half biting, half nibbling on his neck. From my hidden vantage point I watched as his fingers disappeared inside her deliciously pink pussy. She pumped her fist up and down his cock as his fingers thrust in and out of her pussy. They were both breathing heavily, trying to stay as quiet as possible, thinking they were hidden by the bushes, not knowing that this old bum was watching them the entire time. Without warning she lifted herself up and wrapped her legs around his waist. Without a word he moved his hand out

Gates Vs Gm
Gates vs. GM For all of us who feel only the deepest love and affection for the way computers have enhanced our lives, read on. At a recent computer expo (COMDEX), Bill Gates reportedly compared the computer industry with the auto industry and stated, "If GM had kept up with technology like the computer industry has, we would all be driving $25.00 cars that got 1,000 miles to the gallon." In response to Bill's comments, General Motors issued a press release stating: If GM had developed technology like Microsoft, we would all be driving cars with the following characteristics (and I just love this part): 1. For no reason whatsoever, your car would crash........at least twice a day. 2. Every time they repainted the lines in the road, you would have to buy a new car. 3. Occasionally your car would die on the freeway for no reason. You would have to pull to the side of the road, close all of the windows, shut off the car, restart it, and reopen the windows b

Oh My My
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Please Pray For These Families
THIS IS WHAT WAS HEADING OUR WAY YESTERDAY AND HOVERED OVER HEAD FOR HOURS WITHOUT TOUCHING DOWN. IT UNFORTUNATELY DECIDED TO TAKE A DIFFERENT TURN ENDING DOWN IN KANSAS AND DESTROYING THE TOWN OF GREENSBURG. PLEASE SAY A PRAYER FOR ALL THOSE WHO HAVE LOST SO MUCH IN THIS. ALL THEIR CHURCHES HAVE BEEN DESTROYED. SO THE LEAST WE CAN DO IS PRAY FOR THEM. I'm Back off for the day as we have more warnings. Will be back as soon as I'm able. Thank you to all of you who have continued to send me comments. I will return the love when I can. TO ALL MY FRIENDS Debris is strewn in Greensburg, Kan., Saturday, May 5, 2007, after a tornado struck late Friday. The tornado damaged about 95 percent of the town about 110 miles west of Wichita and 50 miles north of the Oklahoma state line, City Administrator Steve Hewitt said Saturday. GREENSBURG, Kan. (AP) Searchers went back to work after daylight Sunday, looking for anyone who might have been trapped since a tornado wiped most of th

Shes Gone ? 9-1-05
and she drifted off into the sunset riding the wave of life ... because the only one she ever loved just wasnt right ..long into her journey the girl realised relationships wernt for her ...so she kept going down the road all alone.... with out anyone to love and with out anywhere to go ...each day she kept going she kept wishing and hoping that somewhere along the road someone would have the heart to love her ..... and if she couldnt find it shed much rather have been.... never

This Is What Is Goin On.........
I hope you have been doing well. I have been so crazy around here it's not funny. Let's see first of all Darryl got an over weight ticket, so they started taking $60.00 out of the next so many checks which totally pisses me off. Darryl, Andrew and Kyle all got hair cuts this weekend, and wow did Darryl surprise me, he got ALL of his hair cut off!!! I was totally shocked that he did it, but man he looks AWESOME with short hair! Andrew and Kyle are already pre-enrolled for next yr had to fill out the lovely paperwork for them, have to take Kyle to get his last two shots then he is all caught up again, yay! I have an appt for May 14th, so that is cool. There is even talk about him going to summer school to help him even more, man he is doing so good with his speech! I can't believe how far he has come since we first got him into the program, they are awesome!!!! Andrew has to do a science project for school, which is due on the 17th, so we gotta get busy. We were gonna do the Titanic, b

I Believe
I Believe - That just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do. I believe - That we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change I believe - That no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. I believe - That true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love. I believe - That you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I believe - That it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I believe - That you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I believe - That you can keep going long after you think you can't. I believe - That we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. I believe - That either you control your attitu

The Prokofiev Quartet, This Time With
content :) (The earlier blog on Prokofiev's first quartet was the "This time, with feeling", but lacked a bit in the content department, telling you very little about the piece.) First, from laziness, a canned recap of the work's history from the notes to the 1994 recording of the work on the Naxos label (Naxos 8.553136, recommended) by the Aurora String Quartet, here paraphrased closely with a few thoughts added. In 1930, Prokofiev visited the United States on an extended concert tour that took him through the major cities of the US and included visits to Cuba and Canada as well. One benefit of the extremely successful tour was a commission from the Elizabeth Sprague Coolidge Fund at the Library of Congress to write a string quartet. Such a commission, Prokofiev later noted, served two purposes for the Library - it allowed them to give the first performance of a work by an important contemporary composer, and it gave them the manuscript for their archives. This first pe

Birthdays Suck!!!
it was my birthday last week, wednesday to be exact. i woke up completely miserable!!! it was gray outside, and just gloomy, much like my mood. it was work as usual, although i wasn't feeling too well. about 15 minutes after my 1 yr old daycare child arrived, he gave me my first present. i reached down to pick him up and stuck my hand into enormous gift that was protruding from its packaging. UGH!!!! later that day, another daycare child of mine, who is 5 yrs old, christened my living room carpet with the contents of his stomach. as if getting older wasn't enough!

Camera And Other News
Well for those who read my other rant about my camera you know I was very upset. Well I have good news to report on that. After an hour of messing with it I finally was able to fix it myself so its useable again. YEAH!!!! In Other news I was told that I will have a little longer home than originally thought which is nice.Those of you who know when I was suppost to leave add 60 more days to that! HOOAH!!!!! I hope everyone has a great week!

Gah Enough
Haveing one of those days where I feel totally alone. cast off by the people who said they were your friends but turns out, they were only there for as long as you could entertain them. One of these days I will find someone who WON'T take advantage of my kindness. Since I have had it since i was a kid. If I was an EMO kid I'd be sitting in a corner with a razor blade. Instead I am a hard rocking biotch and I am sitting in a chair in the main room watching the door with a beer and a baseball bat. BATTER UP!

Kind Of A Test
Was Just Wondering... If anybody really reads these blogs. I have a few people on my friends list that I find interesting and read whatever they write, but that's only a handful. I tend to accept every friend request that comes my way, so that makes the friends list pretty long, so I have to wonder if any of those will bother to read this. So here is the test - post a comment so I can see who really pays attention.

Everything I Do
Look into my eyes - you will see What you mean to me Search your heart - search your soul And when you find me there you'll search no more Don't tell me it's not worth tryin' for You can't tell me it's not worth dyin' for You know it's true Everything I do - I do it for you Look into my heart - you will find There's nothin' there to hide Take me as I am - take my life I would give it all I would sacrifice Don't tell me it's not worth fightin' for I can't help it there's nothin' I want more Ya know it's true Everything I do - I do it for you There's no love - like your love And no other - could give more love There's nowhere - unless you're there All the time - all the way Don't tell me it's not worth tryin' for I can't help it there's nothin' I want more I would fight for you - I'd lie for you Walk the wire for you - Ya I'd die for you Ya know it's true Everything I do - I do it for you

Your Angel
Your Angel You feel you have lost your angel But she has been there all along. She was there on your shoulder When you thought that she was gone. She was there right beside you When you couldn't go no more. She opened all the windows When someone closed the door. If you think that you are all alone And no one really cares. She is standing right beside you Helping you climb the broken stairs. She is there when you need her. She will catch you when you fall. She is there forever and always Listening to your every call. Just when things seem the worst And you think there is no way through, She shines a little ray of hope And points it right at you. So when you think you're all alone And no one is around, Remember that your angel is there To keep your feet on the ground.

What More To Say
Inside turmoil and sadness prevail. Long ago my mind set sail. How am I going to regain control? Where is the stability within my soul? When will I get you ever to see? I'm ready to cut my spirit free. This world I await to grow dark and on to the next. I stare at the sky completely perplexed. Happiness filled with pain and anguish. Contradictions unreconciled nor can I extinguish. How my tears roll and burn my heart. All I want is the best possible new start. I'm brought back to my confusion. My brain causes a serious explosion. I love her and she doesn't believe. So of my body my life should relieve. Truth escapes her ears though. I turn myself inside out, doesn't she know? Guess I'm gone and out of the way. I hope she will return to me one day.

I'm Not Supposed
I’m not supposed to love you I’m not supposed to care I’m not supposed to live my life Wishing you were there I’m not supposed to wonder Where you are or what you do I’m sorry I cant help myself ‘Cause I’m in love with you

Yes, I'm A Bad American
YES, I'M A BAD AMERICAN by: George Carlin I Am Your Worst Nightmare. I am a BAD American. I am George Carlin. I believe the money I make belongs to me and my family, not some mid level governmental functionary, be it Democratic or Republican! I'm in touch with my feelings and I like it that way! I think owning a gun doesn't make you a killer, it makes you a smart American. I think being a minority does not make you noble, or victimized, and does not entitle you to anything. I believe that if you are selling me a Big Mac, do it in English. I believe everyone has a right to pray to his or her God whenever and wherever they want to. My heroes are John Wayne, Babe Ruth, Roy Rogers, and whoever canceled Jerry Springer. I don't hate the rich. I don't pity the poor. I know wrestling is fake and I don't waste my time watching or arguing about it. I've never owned a slave, nor was I a slave! I haven't burned any witches nor been persecuted

Updated List Of Dvds For Sale
The following list of DVDS are $5.00 Each These DVD are in excellent condition and 99% have only been watched 1 time This 1st set of dvds is in original case with all artwork/inserts. Email me and let me know if you are interested in any of these. Stories Of Lost Souls Get Shorty XXX State Of The Union The Deep Detonator Cheech & Chong Up In Smoke Rappin Daddy Day Care National Lamppons Black Ball National Lampoon Dorm Daze Taxi What About Bob Van Damme Desert Heat 3 Strikes 8 Heads in A Duffel Bag Road Trip Eurotrip Death Sentence Friday Bikers Caught On Tape Cabin Fever Planet Dance Vol 1 Hunting Humans The Cable Guy Escape From New York A Million To Juan The Big Hit Rumble In The Bronx The Punisher Bruce Almighty Mr Deeds Dirty Work Into The Blue Sneakers White Chicks Cheaper By The Dozen Cheaper By The Dozen 2 Striking Distance National Lampoons Last Resort U.S. Marshalls Deuce Bigalow European Gigolo Agent Cody Banks Agent Cody Ban

How I Am Feeling Today!!!!!!
I HATE IT, THAT SOME ONE CAN GET TO ME SO EASILY! HOW IS IT THAT A HARD HEART CAN TURN SO SOFT! I GET SO SICK AND TIRED OF THE DAMN EVIL DOERS, BUT I KNOW I CAN'T CHANGE THEM! I JUST WISH SOMETIMES THAT PEOPLE WOULD UNDERSTAND RULES ARE RULES! THEY ARE MADE TO BUILD STRUCTURE. THEY ARE NOT MADE TO BE BROKEN!! PEOPLE JUST TAKE ADVANTAGE OF EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE! WHEN THE FUCK IS IT GOING TO STOP? I JUST WISH SOME TIMES THAT I COULD JUST GO HIDE IN A LITTLE HOLE. AWAY FROM ALL THE PAIN, HATE, EVIL, AND ANGER!! MAYBE THEN I COULD GET SOME FUCKING PEACE OF MIND!!!

What Color Is Your Lucky Underwear?
Your Lucky Underwear Is Red You're confident and bold, and your lucky red underwear will only make you more sure of yourself. You have a great zest for life, and you tend to take on impossible goals - and succeed. When it comes to love, it's hard for you to take the time to open up. You're too busy conquering the world. So if you're looking for a little more romance, put on your red underpants. And see where their passion takes you! What Color Is Your Lucky Underwear?

Buying Friends
Just wondering why there are so many bulletin posts that really don't say anything except "Love me." I see countless bulletins that state something like, "I'm not buying your friendship, but..." if you want to see my private pics, buy me a Cherry Blast... or Rate me to the next level... or Show me some love. Well, um, yeah, you ARE buying friends if you need something in return.

Naughty Application
NAUGHTY APPLiCATiON" ***Best one will get a reply*** 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THiS BACK TO YOU! EVEN iF YOU HAVE

She Died
beautiful and white only a couple days oldd and she was murdered by fucking lulu ... im sorry kitty ... i just found out a minute ago i went to my moms to get some stuff to take to my housse and my sister told me that lulu killed her im sooo sad

Bribing The Doc
BRIBING THE DOC BY: BRENDA L. It was a cool crisp spring night. The moon shimmering off the lake on the rippling water, making the shores of the bank well lit. I sat on the edge of the pier of the fishing dock dangling my feet into the coolness of the lake. The rippling of the water was gently massaging the feet after a hard days work at the plant. It was nice to know that I would have the next two weeks to myself. Isolated from the noise of the TV. Phone, the kids fighting over minor issue, and a quarreling husband. The doctor informed hubby I needed this time away otherwise I was going to snap. Well it does help to bribe the doctor a little. You see I bribed the doctor with a rendezvous here at the lake. You asked how this all came about well sit back and relax and enjoy reading while I tell you the tale. Well at the plant I had an accident and was knocked unconscious, and they called for an ambulance to come and whisk me away to the local emerg

Guest Book...
WELL I ADDED A GUEST BOOK ONTO MY PAGE, PLEASE FEEL FREE TO GO AND SIGN IT. IT'LL BE INTERESTING TO TO SEE WHO DOES OR NOT. NOT GONNA BEG YA.. BUT I'D LIKE TO SEE WHERE EVERYONE IS FROM AND HOW FAR AWAY FROM ME EVERYONE IS.

We All Need A Hero....
"...They can be a great people if they wish to be, Kal-El. All they need is someone to show them the light. That's why I have sent them you, my only son..." One of my favorite superheroes since I was a kid has been Superman...Kal-El...The Last Son of Krypton...The Man of Steel. Who didn't want to be Superman when they were a kid? Superman had it all...he could fly, run faster than a speeding bullet, was more powerful than a locomotive, he had that red cape and of course, that big red "S" emblazoned across his chest. The earliest I can remember seeing Superman on TV was in 1973. For those old enough to remember The Superfriends cartoon, that was my first taste of The Man of Steel. After watching the show, I would always take one of my dad's flannel shirts, tie it around my neck and run around the house, pretending that I could fly. In 1978, Ilya and Alexander Salkind, along with Richard Donner, made us believe that a man could fly with Superman: The Movie. I remember my mom and

Real Nude/sexy/erotic Pics Of Me
Help me to understand this apparent competiton on Cherrytap. Why post these things and invite the masses to come see....why not save those for someone you may be genuinely interested in? Same with the salute pics....this is the net and yes it is nice to see the *real* person behind the icons but I do not expect too, its just a nice perc. I surfed the *Whos on Tap* and *Top Cherries* and the tops are mostly all female with uhm, risque pics...I think out of 100 people there were possibly 3 males. I'm not knocking anyone....you are all grown and can post anything you wish of yourselves in line with Taps guidelines....just trying to understand this whole concept.

The Myth Of Miscarriage Grief
The Myth of Miscarriage Grief by Susan Arlen, M.D. Somerville, NJ This article has been written to dispel some myths and misconceptions about normal bereavement when miscarriage or stillbirth occurs. Sometimes the lack of information or downright insensitivity of caregivers adds to the already large amount of stress that bereaved parents experience, and can further deplete their low energy levels. Often, the newly bereaved feel pressure to behave in ways that are diametrically opposed to how they actually feel. This is not only emotionally draining, but it adds to their feelings of unreality and incongruity. "How can you be so upset, you were only six months pregnant? The baby wasn't even someone you know yet." Mental images of the developing infant begin long before its actual birth. They can commence at the time of quickening, when a pregnancy test turns positive, or even at the thought of having a child. We can and do love images of our future. The effect that t

Best Of Both Worlds
0 votes Flag this Post Ok, something lighter — Tuesday, May 08, 2007 It's just a borring wasted day. I should have done something productive today. However, I didn't. Maybe tomarrow. I was thinking and doing stupid internet stuff, and wrote about my dating outllook. It somewhat combined the long thing I was going to write about sexistness, and modern views, and people want to have the best of both worlds now a days sometimes. They want the pros form the yesteryears without the cons, and the pros of today too. The " perfect woman " - One who cooks has meals ready when the man gets home unless she's at work, cleans, takes care of the children, has a great job, is nice to you, and caters to all your whims. She also doesn't " get out of line " and "knows her place ", accepting the man as the patriarch. LOL The " perfect man " - One who has a good job, treats women " like a lady ", opening doors, uses the proper language, pays for everything, protect

Hotel Bar
Enjoy!! Hotel Bar you are nervous as you enter the bar. You know you look great in your shirt skirt and tight whte blouse, your nipples stiffen in the cool air conditioning, . You've never done this before, go into a bar alone, for the sole purpose of finding a strange man to fuck you. You are afraid of the possible rejection, or even worse, yet you find your pussy swelling at the anticipation of wht might lay ahead. You scan the bar and like what you see, its a fancy hotel bar, not crowded yet, but enough people that you can slide onto the bar stool without attracting too much attention. You opt for a stool all by itself, you feel the stares of the businessmen as they check you out. you blush and smile to yourself, you feel your pussy swell a little more, its starting to ache. The bar tender gets you your glass of wine and a menu. You smile, at him. When he's gone you start checking out the men as you look up from the menu, an older slightly over weight white guy, rich, but thats ab

To All The Mothers
Life's Journey Do not undermine your worth by comparing yourself with others. It is because we are different that each of us is special. Do not set your goals by what other people deem important. Only you know what is best for you. Do not take for granted the things closest to your heart. Cling to them as you would your life, for without them, life is meaningless. Do not let your life slip through your fingers by living in the past nor for the future. By living your life one day at a time, you live all of the days of your life. Do not give up when you still have something to give. Nothing is really over until the moment you stop trying. It is a fragile thread that binds us to each other. Do not be afraid to encounter risks. It is by taking chances that we learn how to be brave. Do not shut love out of your life by saying it is impossible to find. The quickest way to receive love is to give love. The fastest way to lose love is too hold

My Mame
alot people say that they don't like my name cause its dirty n its means sex, I say they are wrong , I thing its a very relaxing-n- stress free event and if it was aload the world would be better place, some sai that ladies can go topless in canada any were they plz -n- in germany they show alot too remember clothes need a vaction too

S.o.s
Ok it's this boy i know in he's 14 i can't tell u what grade he's in but i like him but he dosen't know this. but this person has a thing where he won't go with no1 from our school because it's 2 much drama.n he said he won't go with me because i wen't with his homeboy but thing is i didn't really like his homeboy.ionly wen't with him because people said he had money but as it turned out he had no money so i wonted 2 break up.n yes i am a gold digger in this case. but back 2(S.O.S)i won't 2 tell him how i fell but i can't because it's 2 hard n i already know what he's going 2 say. so 4 everybody who's reading this can u please help me out?i g.2.g bye love alwayz,Daddyz Lil Gurl

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Valentines Day Wish
Valentines are chocolates, sweets for sweets to eat, Valentines are flowers, buds and stems complete, Valentines are beating hearts, beating both as one, Valentines are kisses deep, lasting sun to sun. On this day of Valentines, chocolates you’ll not get, On this day of Valentines, gardens aren’t stripped yet, On this day of Valentines, these two hearts aren’t true. On this day of Valentines, no kisses, me and you. Valentines might come next year, to both you and I, Maybe then we’ll be much more, than a lady and a guy.

Forsaken 5/10/07
A restless wave, a dreamy glow, an ardent prayer was gushing, give me life, give me liberty, but pleading, ask no more of me, I've seen beneath the heavens' blue, and I've felt a world of woe, the crushing pain or treachery, a vigil true you would not keep. I've praued a hundred cosmic wishes beneath the starry sky. I've felt the burn of a lover's glow and treacherous, unexpected woe. I've known the pain of sore regret and the crippling throe of grief, like a tombstone laid upon my breast. Will my cold heart lie forever at rest? If one warm hand that held the key unlocked my mortal woe, my pulshing heart would throb again down the path my heart should mend.

Listen
Listen To the sound of your denial Knowing the truth yet playing dumb all the while Watch As you start to believe your own lies Living in your bubble has made you blind Move To the beat of society's drum You can't think for yourself and you have become numb Fly Heading straight for the sun Reality sets in as your wings come undone You claim you can't find the pieces you have been missing The answer is more simple than simple Just listen

If You Havent Done So Today..pls Do
VOTE... I'm in the brutal hardcore beauties contest all month..if you'd like to vote for me, .just go to this page and vote for GATA, that's me..Vote for Gatayou can vote once a day...thankx a bunchIf you want to repost this..you canthankx again

Thank You Guys
VOTE... I'm in the brutal hardcore beauties contest all month..if you'd like to vote for me, .just go to this page and vote for GATA, that's me..Vote for Gatayou can vote once a day...thankx a bunchIf you want to repost this..you canthankx again

I Just Cant Get Him Outta Ma System Crys
when i'm with somebody, all i think bout is you when i'm all alone, that's all i wanna do i miss the smiling faces in my sidekick, outta town visits, all the time we spent together makes it hard to get you outta my system. you know what you do to me (do to me) you don't even understand (damn) you know what you do to me (do to me) it's so hard to get you outta my system. i'm too attached, my heart won't let me fall back i got it bad, that's what you can call that (ah) when i see you in the streets, that's the worse for me used to love the little things you did, that's what works for me it's too major, don't see you on my pager, know what you doing, where you at, or can i see you later? (can i see you later?) the fellas telling me 'just let her go bow', believe me, i'm trying man, i just don't know how (just don't know how) i be in all the top spots, leaving with the hot shots, knowing they just want me cause i'm in the top spot that's not poppin and m

The Old Biker Trick.....
This guy has always dreamed of owning a Harley Davidson. One day he has finally saved up enough money so he goes down to the dealer. After he picks out the perfect bike, the dealer tells him about an old biker trick that will keep the chrome on his new bike free from rust. The dealer tells him that all he has to do is to keep a jar of Vaseline handy and put it on the chrome before it rains, and everything will be fine. He happily pays for the bike and leaves. A few months later, the young man meets a woman and falls in love. She asks him to come home and meet her parents over dinner. He readily accepts and the date is set. At the appointed time, he picks her up on his Harley and they ride to her parents house. Before they go in, she tells him that they have a family tradition that whoever speaks first after dinner must do the dishes. After a delicious dinner everyone sits in silence waiting for the first person to break the silence and get stuck doing the dishes. After

One Wish: Caroline Morrison
There is only one wish I long to be true. Is it much that, I'm asking from you. It has been a long time, quite a lonley space. Is it much to ask, to request upon your face. Maybe just a minute, or for a little while. All I really want is just to see you smile

Amuse Me
So it's a sunny Friday afternoon and I'm having trouble staying focused. So to pass the time, here's a challenge: Amuse me. Tell a funny story Bitch about your boss Flash me Share your favorite picture or graphic Find me a tattoo design (Celtic art) Use your imagination. I'll comment bomb contributors.

Today's Issues...
I just found out that a really good friend of mine passed away two days ago. I used to work with him before. I knew there was something wrong.... but, I was hoping this wasn't it. You ever get that feeling like you know something is wrong, but you can't quite put your finger on it? Well.. that how I was all day. Today is a sad day for me... Why is it that one area of your life goes really good.. then another area gets flushed down the toilet? Why is it a constant juggle with life? One day.. I'll be able to understand that. Yesterday.. I was the happiest person in the world. And now, weell now I feel the weight on my chest pushing as hard in as it can. It's almost unbearable... I wish that I could straighten out life.. so that I have an equal balance. So that everyday can be manageable for me. You know what hurts the most? Is I haven't talked to him for awhile.. and now it's too late to say anything. It's true... when they say tell the one you love that you love them... before it's too

Picture Ratings
What really pissed me off is I got a 4 on a pic rating. I never rate less than an 8 and you gotta be 1000 pounds and butt fucking ugly to get less than that. If people really want to rate poorly don't do it at all. There is a real person on the other end of the line, and they have feelings too. Besides those people insult my fucking intelligence too. Now if a person wants to rate me poorly realize that your pic shows up in my end of the deal. To the person that rated me a 4....go annoy another person and leave the fucking insults out. Doc

The Link To My Lounge~ Sandman's Cave
SANDMAN'S CAVE http://www.cherrytap.com/lounge.php?|=8110 THE ABOVE IS THE LINK TO MY LOUNGE I OWN , PLEASE COME SEE IT AND JOIN IT IF YOU HAVEN'T ALREADY, ALSO I NEED HELP WITH STAFF DESPARATELY IN SANDMAN'S CAVE , PLEASE LET ME KNOW IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO JOIN MY STAFF AT SANDMAN'S CAVE I NEED PEOPLE TO JOIN AND VISIT THE LOUNGE! THANKS EVERYONE!! PLEASE SPREAD THE WORD~ THE SANDMAN'S CAVE IS READY AND WAITING FOR TRAFFIC TO IT!! PLEASE COME AND SHOW ME YOUR CT LOVE , LIKE I HAVE FOR YOU AND YOUR LOUNGES! MUCH CT LOVE TO ALL!! SANDMAN

5-13-07 Astrology (mother's Day)
Why waste time on unnecessary preliminaries? The stars say you're right: It's a great moment to cut to the chase. People will appreciate your straightforward attitude as you get this situation on the right path.

Love: It Does A Body Good
Why Love Does a Body Good Love, sex, and marriage may well be the greatest pleasures of life, but healthy doses of all three may also help us to live longer and healthier lives. Numerous studies have shown the connection between a loving marriage and a long life--to the point that the National Center for Health Statistics has said that married adults (as well as those in committed relationships without all the legal fanfare) fare better on a number of health measures when compared to those who are divorced, widowed, or never married, reports The Indianapolis Star. "There's plenty of evidence that both human sexuality and intimacy and love and marriage are very, very good for our health," Dr. Stephen Bogdewic, vice chair of family medicine at Indiana University School of Medicine told Indianapolis Star reporter Shari Rudavsky. "If a new drug had that same impact, virtually every doctor in the country would be recommending it." People who are married are less likely to smok

A Win-win-win Situation
A Win-Win-Win Situation Everyone concentrates on the problems we're having in this country lately. Illegal immigration, hurricane recovery, wild animals attacking humans in Florida. Not me. I concentrate on solutions to problems. The result is a win-win-win situation: + Dig a moat the length of the Mexican border (cheaper than a WALL!) + Use the dirt to raise the levies in New Orleans. + Put the Florida alligators in the moat. Any other problems you would like for me to solve today?

Find Out What Men Really Mean When They Say...
"I'M GOING FISHING" Means: "I'm going to drink myself dangerously stupid, and stand by a stream with a stick in my hand, while the fish swim by in complete safety." "IT'S A GUY THING" Means: "There is no rational thought pattern connected with it, and you have no chance at all of making it logical". "CAN I HELP WITH DINNER?" Means: "Why isn't it already on the table?" "UH HUH," "SURE, HONEY," OR "YES, DEAR..." Means: Absolutely nothing. It's a conditioned response. "IT WOULD TAKE TOO LONG TO EXPLAIN" Means: "I have no idea how it works." "I WAS LISTENING TO YOU. IT'S JUST THAT I HAVE THINGS ON MY MIND." Means: "I was wondering if that redhead over there is wearing a bra." "TAKE A BREAK HONEY, YOU'RE WORKING TOO HARD". Means: "I can't hear the game over the vacuum cleaner." "THAT'S INTERESTING, DEAR." Means: "Are you still talking?" "YOU KNOW HOW BAD MYEMORY IS." Means: "I remember the theme song to 'F Troop', the address of the first girl I ever k

Why Do I Even Bother?
4 hours ago I sent out a Mother's Day message to all my friends and family and I just checked and not 1, that's right not 1, of my friends or family took the time to read it. Now a lot of you don't know, but some of you do but must have forgotten, that I just lost my Mom last 4th of July; it took a lot of effort for me to even post that; there's a huge hole in my heart and my life that's not even begun to heal yet and now I see that I'm just wasting my time to post anything on the bulletins. I'm sorry if this is gonna upset some of you but quite frankly I'm a little bit pissed right now...and no it won't last and no I'm not going off the deep end. Just can't keep the hurt and pain bottled up anymore. Addendum: Boy I guess I just needed to unload; let me say I know that most of us have lots of friends on here and with bulletins flying on the board faster than fleas, we miss them...so once again let me say I apologize for venting like that; I certainly wasn't trying to piss any of

Great Weekend
I had a really good weekend down in Washington DC with 2 of my old roommates from college. It was just a reminder of all that I have waiting for me after I graduate. Its all so close... all I have to do is make it through the next year alive and I will be in Washington working and keeping myself busy. Who knows, maybe meet a girl and start a family. Its all just right there, I just need to survive so I can take whats rightfully mine. Live- Lightning Crashes Lightning crashes, a new mother cries Her placenta falls to the floor The angel opens her eyes The confusion sets in Before the doctor can even close the door Lightning crashes, an old mother dies Her intentions fall to the floor The angel closes her eyes The confusion that was hers Belongs now, to the baby down the hall Oh I feel it comin' back again Like a rollin' thunder chasing the wind Forces pullin' from the center of the earth again I can feel it Lightning crashes, a new mother cries This moment s

To My Friends
For those who wish to stay in contact here is my e-mail: Harold (Hank) Stratton silverdragon32656@comcast.net silverdragon32656@msn.com as I'm leaving CT. I want to keep in contact with my friends and those who would interested in staying in contact with me. Maybe I'll be back later, who knows. Blessing and Peace SeidrDragon

5/14/2007
So today I was thinking about my quote of the day, and couldn’t really think of anything snappy or overly gross so I figured instead of the quote of the day id do the Top Ten Douche bags of America. Now I know it would have been probably be better to do the worlds Top Ten Douche bags but I wanted to stick continentally. Now some may like it some may get piss (too fucking bad!) I just wanted to talk about this today. I know there are plenty more douche bags here in the Good Ole US of A but this is my blog so blow me. "i dont go on til i get my ham sammich! this is all because im a lesbian right?" 1. Rosie O’Donnell – ahhhhh Rosie odonnell is at the top of my list for the sheer fact that she is a hetero-phobic bull dyke that can’t seem to keep her fat mouth shut. Will someone please get this planet of a woman a goddamn Twinkie? She is the sheer reason why homophobia exists. It is not because a person is gay, hell you want be gay by all means be that way, just don’t try to shove that

Who Knew I Was A Faerie?
You scored as Faerie. Faerie: Aren't you a cute little flying person? Faeries are earth spirits. They live among each element completely hidden. They have cousins called Pixies. Pixies however, are very mischevious. They enjoy tormenting other creatures for fun. Little pranksters.. I hope you never meet one. Pixies have a bad reputation for finding a creature and clinging to them until death. Faeries can be somewhat close to a Pixie, but mostly they are loving, playful, and carry with them a child-like enthusiasm for life. Hide among the pedals of a Daisy, you are a Faerie.Faerie67%Angel58%Mermaid50%Dragon50%WereWolf8%Demon8%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

R.i.p Misha
Today i got a sad news. That a dear friend of mine past away. She was like a sister to me. She was also a member of CT. her link was Misha@ CherryTAP I know she will be dearly missed from all of her friends and family. She had been dealing with infections for awhile. She was in and out of the hospital. So i guess her body finally just gave up. It had more then it could take. So, yesterday her body finally gave out and she past away from a lung infection.R.I.P My big sis rest in Gods hands and have lots of laughs and tell captdog and bev hi for me. I will miss you greatly. I love you sis and always will

This Is My Last Blog For My Contest And I Really Want A Blast And Iam 500 Votes Behind Please Help
http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=591160&albumid=346196&i=1125040167 I WAS WONDERING IF YOU CAN COMMENT BOME ME AND HELP WOULD BE GREAT THANKS AHED OF TIME

Warning
The following warning labels should be placed immediately on all varieties of alcohol containers: WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may leave you wondering what the hell happened to your bra and knckers/boxers WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may make you think you are whispering when you are not. WARNING: The consumption of alcohol is a major factor in dancing like a fanny WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may cause you to tell your friends over and over again that you love them WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may cause you to think you can sing WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may lead you to believe that ex-lovers are really dying for you to telephone them at four in the morning WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may cause break-ups WARNING: The consumption of alcahol may Mack you tink you can tipe real gode

U Know Ur A True Scot If
You know your a true scot if................... 1. Ye can properly pronounce McConnochie, Ecclefechan, Milngavie, Sauchiehall St, St Enoch, Auchtermuchty and Aufurfuksake. 2. Ye actually like deep fried battered pizza fae the chippie. 3. Yer used tae four seasons in wan day. 4. Ye canna pass a chip/kebab shop withoot sleverin when yer blootert. 5. Ye kin fall about pished withoot spilling yer drink. 6. Ye see people wearin shell suits with burberry accessories - pure class! 7. Ye measure distance in minutes. 8. Ye kin understaun Rab C Nesbitt and know characters just like him, in yer ain family. 9. Ye go tae Saltcoats cos ye think it is like gaun tae the ocean. 10. Ye kin make hael sentences jist wae sweer wurds. 11. Ye know whit haggis is made ae and stull like eating it. 12. Somedy ye know his used a fitba schedule tae plan thur wedding day date. 13. You've been at a wedding and fitba scores are announced in the Church/Chapel. 14. Ye urny surprised tae find curries, piz

5-15-07 Astrology
Rubbing elbows with the creme de la creme of society casts a rosy glow over your self-esteem, and no wonder -- these people just adore you! Keep hold of your common sense and you won't get knocked off your feet.

Among Many Tasks
Among many tasks Very urgent I’ve forgotten that Its’ also necessary To be dying Frivolous I have neglected this obligation Or have been fulfilling it Superficially Beginning tomorrow Everything will change I will start dying assiduously Wisely optimistically Without wasting time.

Beware!
I know a maiden fare to see, Take Care! She can both false and friendly be, Beware! Beware! Trust her not, She is fooling thee! She has two eyes, soft and brown, Take care! She gives a side glance and looks down, Beware! Beware! Trust her not, She is fooling thee! And she has hair of a golden hue, Take care! And what she says is not true, Beware! Beware! Trust her not, She is fooling thee! She has a bosom as white as snow, Take care! She knows how much is best to show, Beware! Beware! Trust her not, She is fooling thee! She gives thee a garland woven fair, Take care! It is a fool’s cap for thee to wear, Beware! Beware! Trust her not, She is fooling thee!

My Basic Rules
My Basic Rules... 1)Before you consider sending a friend request... try looking everything over and saying "Hi" to me first. Throwing a bunch of rates at my pics or a comment telling me you gave me a 10 is not communication. Maybe I'm old fashioned but that's how it is. Those who send a "New Friend Request" right away will probably get denied. I would rather have 10 Real and Intellegent Friends than 1000 Fake and Mindless ones that never talk to me. 2) Just because I browse your profile and possibly "Fan" you... don't assume this is an invitation to ask me to "Comment Bomb" your pic for some silly contest. 3) I "Fan" people for 2 simple reasons. Because I think we have something in common and that way if I can't say "Hi" I can find them again later. 4) Last but not least... I am here for fun and to make friends. So keep it real and leave the drama and games at the door. I have 3 simple mottos I live by. 1) Be You, Be Real, Be Happy. 2) Go Big or Go Home. 3) If You Can't Run

Please Help
I have a lovely lady that needs some help with her contest...PLease come and rate her a ten and leave a few comments... I will repay the love...Thank you so much,Claudia Let me know if I miss you...hugs Click on picture and it will take you to the link... THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!!!!

Ready For Love
Ready For Love Take my hand and lead the way; tell me all you want to say. Whisper softly in my ear, all those things I want to hear. Kiss my lips and touch my skin; bring out passions deep within. Pull me close and hold me near; take away my pain and fear. In the darkness of the night, be my beacon, shine your light. In the brightness of the sun, show me that you are the one. Give me wings so I can fly; for I can soar when you're nearby. Enter my heart, break down the wall, it's time for me to watch it fall. I've been a prisoner, can't you see? Break my chains and set me free. Strip me of my armor tight; you'll find I won't put up a fight. Release my soul held deep within . . . I'm ready now, let love begin

Hot Man Of Ct Contest!
Hot Man On CT Contest! I'm doing a Hot Man On CT Contest and i need men! Comment bombing allowed and self comment bombing also! 1st Man is...... with 1 comments! 2nd Man is...... with 1 comments! Comments + rates = total Winners will get 2 Gifts each 1 V.I.P. And 1 V.I.C.! Contest will start on 5/18 thur 5/25 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~ ~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~@ CherryTAP

Everything & Anything
O.M.G. what a day I had...You would not believe what my little great nephew did to my carpet:( he spilled his potty chair all over the frigging place and I had to call my roommate out of work to come clean it, because I am semi-disabled and unable to do it myself..I have come to realize growing older and being this HEAVY is not good at all it made me very ANGRY at myself for not being able to clean up a mess that was nasty...I am a very neat clean person & for me to not be able to do that for myself horrified me...I am absolutely going to go have that Weight Loss Operation...it will take a lot of courage on my part, but I am going to make my life so much better by doing so...Is there anyone out there who has had this Lap Band Operation or Gastric Bypass please let me know so I can ask you some questions...thanks for listening much cherry cherry love......Tammy

Rafe
AN EXCERPT FROM MY 5TH UPCOMING NOVEL MISSY lay wantonly on the bed, weak as a baby. She was looking at his broad back, all powerful. Just for her, even though she knew that's far from the truth. She should be glad that she met this man and had him in her lifetime, twice for that matter. Rafe stoop up. Her eyes followed him, so gloriously male, his glorious body glistening with a film of sweat. “Rafe…” she whispered. She hoped he did not read the longing in her voice. She felt so vulnerable. She wanted so much to hug him and beg him to stay. She loved him so much. “I’ve decided to choose a woman who will bear my baby from those applicants.” That she didn’t expect. Not as bluntly as that. She literally stopped breathing. Oh God…! “It’s just as well that you’re not pregnant. What we have is a great fuck. Let’s not complicate it.” “O-okay…” Her voice was trembling, she was trembling. Oh God. “I need to go to the restroom for awhile.” Tumayo siya nang hindi hinihintay

Yesterday
She sat there at the table, with cigarette in hand, Gazing into yesterday, Remembering a man. He wore a smile, so secretive, She couldn't really say, If he smiled it just for her, Or it just seemed that way. The year was 19 any year And slipping fast away. She could see it, like a glove, Slip, slip, slip, away. The back door slammed, on rusty springs, she jumped, then said to me... 'I made a wish for you today... That you won't be like me...' Ginny

What Never To Say To A Woman
What NEVER To Say To A Woman >NOTE: When you want to look at all of the different programs I have available to help you become more successful with women and dating, just remember the words David, DeAngelo, and dot com! Or you can just click this link and go check it out right now (and make sure you check out all the free video clips): http://www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com/e/17842/Catalog/?cid=HUZZZV&lid=1&ll=1 >>>DATING QUESTION FROM A READER: I have recently started to like this girl a lot. We hang out almost everyday, and everybody that is around us say that we act like we are going out. We flirt all of the time, but i dont want to be the one that admits that i like her first. I have also become really good friends with one of her friends and she told her friend that she likes me and everything, but she hasn't really had too much experience in dating. She is one of the nicest girls in the world and she is very pretty so I dont really understand wh

May 17 2007
Thursday, May 17, 2007 i am jacks blog that should never have been written cause i cant write Category: Writing and Poetry maybe it was watching the thirteen episodes of scrubs at billys house that did or maybe its the pot but ever sinse i got home i feel like theres some inner monolouge running through my head, my random thoughts wander selfishly through the remains of a brain that as time passes i feel might just be getting worse one concussion at a time, i think im close to nine though i can even recall more then three without repeating one, my mind hates me or i hate my mind, it forgets what i need amd remembers things that scar, my memory is sorted like some shoe box that i dont have the balls to burn. amazing huh all these years im still kickin, i mean cmon im dewey, im the boy, the last dewey. who would i be if i couldn't keep my head up and be strong through times shifted. its easy to say i live my life through quotes and self motivation... life is hard enoug wh

Hello. I'm Jessiey And I'm A Myspace Addict.
So, I thought I'd give this cute little site a chance and crap like that. I've been a MySpace addict for aboot 4-5 years now. I tried VampireFreaks, Hoverspot, even Flixter and I do have to say I like this site better than any of thee above. Still kinda confused but I'm sure by tomorrow I shall be a pro, WOOT!

70 Things About Me!
Body: 70 things you might not know about me!!! 1. What are your initials? KEJGL 2. What is your favorite thing to wear? Not much, I don't like feeling restricted by clothes. 3. Last thing you ate The clump of sugar in the bottom of my iced coffee. But I didn't mean to. 5. I say Shotgun, you say? G'head, I'm driving anyway. lol 6. Last person you hugged? Sean.. Right this second. lol 8. How many U.S states have you been to? All of them. One of the benefits of travelling with the Professional Bowler's Tour. 10. Does anyone you know wanna date you? Doubt it haha, anyone who knows me knows I'm head over heels already. 11. Name one thing you like physically about yourself. I like my eyes a lot. 13. Who is your best friend? Sean, Stacey M, April. 14. Why are you up so early? It's 3 pm... 15. Who/What made you angry today? The freaking construction people today. Let the other direction go TWICE while we were all waiting to get through. Took alm

We Finalized The Names!
May 14th- Well we have finalized it down to the names we like! If it's a boy we will name him Anthony Amico Marchione! If it's a girl we will be naming her Bianca Patricia Marchione! Amico is Tobe's grandma's maiden name and Patricia is her first name. We love having a bit of ancestry in our children's names! Thursday (May 17th) I will have my next OB appointment and the sonogram. Hopefully we will have a cooperating baby and will know what our child will be!

Va Awards Grant To California Veterans Home
June 14, 2006 WASHINGTON – Making sure the State Veterans Home in Yountville remains a comfortable residence for veterans, the Department of Veterans Affairs (VA) is targeting more than $807,000 in grant money for improvements to the state home. "This grant honors our commitment to care for the men and women of California who have served in uniform," said the Honorable R. James Nicholson, Secretary of Veterans Affairs. "Our federal-state partnership helps to provide comfortable housing for California veterans." The grant will pay up to 65 percent of the cost for general renovations at the home, including a new chiller for the facility’s air conditioning system. The overall cost of the project is approximately $1.24 million. The home provides skilled nursing care to about 1,110 veterans. In fiscal year 2005, VA spent nearly $6 billion in California to serve more than 2.3 million veterans. In California, VA operates 10 major medical centers, 49 outpatient

My Love Makes Me Laugh
You know i love you and you know you can be an ass you'll still get on my nerves but I'll let that pass our love is greater then words can say so please still make me laugh and I'll be happy to slap you any day By: Tara

My Very First Car Accident.
Well, I managed to have my very first car accident last night. Yes, I'm just that highspeed. "Tore up my car to junk and back," or so I've been told. To be honest, I'm not sure how I managed to get out of this thing without doing more than tearing up the front end of my car and killing a deer. I'm a bit sore from the impact and whatnot, but other than that, I'm fine. The angle at which she landed on my hood should have put her, legs first, through my windshield, but fortunately for me, she bounced off right before she hit the windshield. I felt so awful, especially because she didn't die immediately. I remember being more concerned for the deer than I was for myself or my car. It could have been worse, though. Had I not made the decision to pull over into the opposite lane, the car behind me would have slammed into me, possibly injuring or killing the lady, her little girl and her unborn baby. I'm not sure that I would have maintained my composure had that occurred.

Daily Horoscope May 18
"It's easy to start judging yourself by the world's standards, but it's ultimately unsatisfying -- like eating a whole bunch of cookies and then wondering why your body feels so lousy. Set your own rules and play by them." More like, stop judging yourself by the world's standards cause it makes you wonder why most people suck so much more than you do! Owned.

Medical Update
A couple days after my exam I ended up in the hospital with severe enough pain to warrant more testing be done.I had two types of ultrasounds done to be sure.I have a pretty decent sized mass growing inside one of my ovaries.Now it's time for me to schedule and MRI and from their figure out what kind of surgical procedure will be done.At least the ER doctor was kind enough to give me a prescription for something to kill the pain for a little while. Spent the last 24 hours rallying the troops nearby for immediate support around my children.I've called in a couple favors to help me so that once we know for sure what's going to happen..I have a pretty decent shot of having everything covered.. Only one thing has not been adressed yet.. getting my kids to the air port the day they are to leave for the summer.(if anyone local would like to volunteer please contact me asap) For now my darklings...this is the news I have and am holding onto hope that it is not cancerous.

Glooskap And Malsum (algonquin Creation Myth)
The great Earth Mother had two sons, Glooskap and Malsum. Glooskap was good, wise, and creative; Malsum was evil, selfish, and destructive. When their mother died, Glooskap went to work creating plants, animals, and humans from her body. Malsum, in contrast, made poisonous plants and snakes. As Glooskap continued to create wonderful things, Malsum grew tired of his good brother and plotted to kill him. In jest, Malsum bragged that he was invincible, although there was one thing that could kill him: the roots of the fern plant. He badgered Glooskap for days to find the good brother's vulnerability. Finally, as Glooskap could tell no lies, he confided that he could be killed only by an owl feather. Knowing this, Malsum made a dart from an owl feather and killed Glooskap. The power of good is so strong, however; that Glooskap rose from the dead, ready to avenge himself. Alive again, Glooskap also knew that Malsum would continue to plot against him. Glooskap realized that he had no c

Requiem For The Pheonix
I'm new to CT... and decided to blog here to share some of my new lyrics (I'm a singer/songwriter in a band called Pheonix Rising). We're working very hard on our forthcoming EP, "Aurora", and these are my lyrics from one of the songs, "Requiem for the Pheonix", the anthemic rock duet that gave us our name (seven minutes long, for all you folks who like a good epic). To listen, click on one of these two links: (slow connection | fast connection) to open a streaming version in your media player. This is a preliminary cut; we're in the process of polishing it up and re-recording vocals for the EP. Would love thoughts/comments! Requiem for the Pheonix Through the fire and the fury I have fought my way to you And it is here I leave my ransom As I bid my past adieu No more waiting, no more watching Wond'ring how this all will end Like a phoenix rising from the ashes I will live to fight again. My soul is weak and weary From wandering the earth O'er the years that I hav

May 17,2007
BEING AN ENABLER SUCKS! JUST BECAUSE I HAVE A BIG HEART, PEOPLE THINK THEY CAN JUST SHOVE ME ALL AROUND! YOU KNOW SOME PEOPLE SAY THAT THEY HAVE CHANGED. BUT REALLY IT ISN'T THEM THAT THEY HAVE CHANGED, IT IS THEIR LIES THEY HAVE CHANGED. WHAT IS IT THAT I HAVE TO DO TO STOP BEING FUCKING ABUSED?! SHUT MYSELF DOWN AND JUST GIVE UP ON EVERY ONE!? SOME PEOPLE DON'T KNOW HOW LUCKY THEY ARE? SOME HAVE KIDS AND DO STUPID SHIT IN FRONT OF THEM AND THINK IT IS NO BIG DEAL. BUT WHAT THEY DON'T REALIZE IS THAT THEY ARE TEACHING THE KIDS THAT IT IS OK TO FUCK UP, WHEN REALLY IT ISN'T!!!! I TOO HAVE HAD KIDS AND FUCKED UP AND NOW PAY THE PRICE FOR IT!!! HOW DARE YOU DO THINGS TO HURT THEM OR ME?! YOU DON'T DESERVE MY HEART OR THEIRS ANY MORE! WITH THAT I REALLY DON'T HAVE MUCH MORE TO SAY! OTHER THAN HOPEFULLY FOR THE ONES THAT HAVE READ THIS AND UNDERSTAND WHAT I AM TALKING ABOUT, I HOPE YOU TAKE HEED TO THE WARNING! DON'T TAKE ADVANTAGE OF KIDS, OR HEARTS, THEY ARE EASILY TO BE BR

The Mystery Is Solved.
How does the small arrow in the screen of the computer work when we move the mouse? Haven't you ever wondered how it works? Now, through the miracle of the high technology, we can see how it is done. With the aid of a screen magnifying lens the mechanism becomes apparent. Go to (or cut and paste into your browser): http://www.1-click.jp/ Make sure you Move your cursor over the circle

Thanks For Helping!
I've leveled up, with the help of so many... You know what that means...I can add new pictures of the granddaughters. To refresh you...Eva and Lilly are my oldest son's children, and he lives in Australia. I haven't even seen Lilly yet...other than in these pictures... Keep your eyes open, they should be showing up before long. Thanks again...

Steaming Hot Water!
I'm going to drive home, strip naked, and soak in the hottest water possible. Assuming I don't drown, I will proceed to drag myself out of the tub and make my way to my bed. Hopefully, I will have dried and dressed by the time I reach it, or I just may do the dirty and sleep sans clothing.

How Sensitive Am I?
Your Sensitivity Score: 73% You are a highly sensitive person. Pretty much everything effects you. You are tuned into the vibe around you, and someone's bad mood can bring you down. But you also easily share in someone's joy - whether you know them or not. Are You Extremely Sensitive?

.blink.
im. effing. tired. tired of packing. tired of cleaning. tired of doing laundry. i need a fairy godmother to wave a magic wand. i havent eaten in 2 days. this would normally alarm me... but... im not effin hungry. nothing sounds remotely appealing. so...whatever. in certain ways im much much calmer now that...im in the 'know' its still slightly mind boggling. yet as long as i dont 'doubt' it'll all work out fine. oh. chickadee? i found the dress *nod* *heads back to puttering*

I'm Sort Of Done But Not Sure Yet
Ok here's the 411... I'm thinking this CherryTap shit is just a big waste of time. The fucking 'tards don't even have the decency to admit when they fuck up. One of my good friends got ripped off on here so I figure... "Well this COMPANY is fucking worthless and the BETTER BUSINESS BUREAU should investigate, especially when they're starting to take transactions out TWICE." Can quote me on that. So if anyone needs me here's how to contact me. http://www.myspace.com/gamblerphoenix Yahoo messenger - made_0f_scars (thats a zero not an "o" AIM - Staind652 Once again, it's been fun. Later, AJ

A Little Trivia
Q: Why are many coin banks shaped like pigs? A: Long ago, dishes and cookware in Europe were made of a dense orange clay called "pygg". When people saved coins in jars made of this clay, the jars became known as "pygg banks." When an English potter misunderstood the word, he made a bank that resembled a pig. And it caught on. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Q: Did you ever wonder why dimes, quarters and half dollars have notches, while pennies and nickels do not? A: The US Mint began putting notches on the edges of coins containing gold and silver to discourage holders from shaving off small quantities of the precious metals. Dimes, quarters and half dollars are notched because they used to contain silver. Pennies and nickels aren't notched because the metals they contain are not valuable enough to shave. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Q: Why do men's clothes have butto

Ren Faire
OK, I'm sure this is bound to offend the sensibilities of at least one of two people on my friends list but I just gotta get this off my chest. So, on Saturday, looking for something different to do, I took my son to the Renaissance Fair, officially known here as the "Renaissance Pleasure Faire" Let me start off by saying: "What a collection of freaks and dorks this show was!!!" I went, once, years ago when I was a kid...and now I remember why I haven't gone back. Don't get me wrong, it was fun to watch Kyle practice fencing in the "swordfight training yard," shooting "cannonballs" (tennis balls) at some idiot in a jester costume, watching Kyle eat the biggest fucking cookie I've ever seen, etc. And, I didn't mind checking out all the cleavage from the lovely maidens. I did recognize several people from the local bdsm-themed clubs, etc. I've noticed that Ren Faire tends to be a magnet for that crowd. But it was hot, dusty, expensive and, well, stupid. I would have felt

Hear This ?
I hear you call and I feel the pull in my heart It is so hard being this far apart I remind myself that soon with you I will be I want it so completely that it scares me Your in my thoughts all the day all the time Your voice is a sweet rapture so sublime I am carried away of sweet dreams of you Your with me in them all the night through We make such love that the angels cry Your the only in this world for who I would die I anticipate your sweet kiss your tongue in mine I drink you in like the finest sweet wine I am drunk on the thoughts of our love so true I ache and long to be there with you A sweet pleasure of pain and the wonder within To let go of such a gift is a condemnable sin I need you and want to make your life a joy every day I want to keep you smiling and know I feel the same way Our life shared until infinities end Your my lover, my soul mate, and my best friend ! By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Musings
As he slept, she wondered what it would be like to waken such a beast, to release that which was coiled inside him like a viper waiting for its victim. She was not one to toy around with such situations, but like the cats she revered, the curiosity was too much to bear. She stroked his hair softly, his locks like spun silk as they slid through her fingers. His lips, slightly open in slumber, begged to be savoured. His warm, smooth skin begged to be caressed. Yet it was not yet the right moment: she would weigh her options, analyze the consequences, then make her move slowly. Carefully. Only then would she know if the beast would cherish or destroy her.

A Small Surprise.
I received an e-flier last night for a gig my band is playing this Thursday. You can see it amongst my photos. I was a bit surprised to see that we were listed as Terminal Heads, for a couple of reasons - we're not Terminal Heads (we're Terminal Decline), and three of us were never in Terminal Heads (and Gonk, who was their bass player - in the 90s - plays guitar with us). We don't even play any of their stuff. I hopped over to the website for the venue, to find a billing that reads: 'Terminal Heads: The long-awaited return of South London/ Gravesend's ground-shaking "77" punk rockers.' Sounds lovely, but I suspect there are going to be a few very disappointed punters come Thursday. We're the wrong band, and we're shite. No pressure, and all that. Marky Ramone is supposed to be DJing there in a few weeks' time - bet it turns out to be 'Diddy' David Hamilton instead. What's ironic about the whole thing is that we're supporting P.A.I.N. (stands for Propaganda And Inf

Today My Private Part Died
My Private Part Died Today! An old man, Mr. Goldstein, was living the last of his life in a nursing home. One day he appeared to be very sad and depressed. Nurse Tracy asked if there was anything wrong. "Yes, Nurse Tracy," said Mr. Goldstein, "My Private Part died today, and I am very sad, Knowing her patients were forgetful and sometimes a little crazy, she replied, "Oh, I'm so sorry, Mr. Goldstein, please accept my condolences. The following day, Mr Goldstein was walking down the hall w ith his Private Part hanging out his pajamas, when he met Nurse Tracy. Mr. Goldstein," she said, "You shouldn't be walking down the hall like that.. Please put your Private Part back inside your pajamas." But, Nurse Tracy," replied Mr. Goldstein, " I told you yesterday that my Private Part died." Yes, you did tell me that, but why is it hanging out of your pajamas? (You gotta love this!!!!!!!!!!!) "Well, he replied, "Today's the viewing."

Mailman's Last Day
It was the mailman's last day on the job after 35 years of carrying the mail through all kinds of weather to the same neighborhood. When he arrived at the first house on his route he was greeted by the whole family there, who congratulated him and sent him on his way with a big gift envelope. At the second house they presented him with a box of fine cigars.. The folks at the third house handed him a selection of terrific fishing lures. At the final house he was met at the door by a strikingly beautiful blonde in a revealing negligee. She took him by the hand, gently led him through the door (which she closed behind him), and led him up the stairs to the bedroom where she blew his mind with the most passionate love he had ever experienced. When he had enough they went downstairs, where s he fixed him a giant breakfast: eggs, potatoes, ham, sausage, blueberry waffles, and fresh-squeezed orange juice. When he was truly sa

Juice Biggaho Favor
This blog doesn't belong to me I am posting it here as a favor please if you're interested just follow his instructions on how to get on the website he is proposing. Thanks. Terri.... Juicebiggaho user #515706 favor: ok i was wondering if u read my 1st blog maybe some of u could copy n paste it into a blog of ur own and /or post a bulletin to register at www.yahvengeance.net,,if u do let me know so i can know who i owe favors to ty so much those who help ,oh 1 more thing if u go to the site and u r a visitor u cant see anything thats on the site so its better if u registewr its free,and if its not for u u dont have to return,,but ull like it theres stuff for everyone and if u have suggestions plz pop em in the forums ,,we try to keep everyone happy

After Being On Cherrytap For A While...
Here's what I think of it: Attention whores suck. I'm not here to be at some special rating or to get as many fans/friends as I can. This isn't my social life - I thought it would be a fun way to meet some new people and kill time while I'm working. Apparently I'm in the minority, as most people I've come across seem to be either interested in hooking up for sex with someone in their area, or just interested in getting a little ego stroke by people fawning all over their profiles. I'm not going to beg someone to buy me things, nor am I going to put anything other than my NAME where my NAME should be. I have no affiliation with any group of people on this site and I like it that way. I'm not a VIC because I honestly don't see the real necessity of financially supporting this site yet, even though I have more than enough means necessary. Why are there people that don't use their real pictures? Why are you here if you are that ashamed of yourself? I'm not the most gorgeous person on

Do You Know...... Do We Know
Do You Know ? Do you know what you do to me ? Do you know it is you I long to see ? Do you know that yours is the face I seek ? Do you know thoughts of you make life less bleak ? Do you know you’re the soul that to mine is a match ? Do you know you’re the itch I long to scratch ? Do you know how I dream of our first kiss dear ? Do you know how I desire to hold you near ? Do you know that your voice soothes my soul ? Do you know that together we become whole ? Do you know we were always destined to be ? Do you know what it is that you do to me ? By R. Thomas Dinsmore Do we know We know the truth deepest held We know the line where feelings meld We know between what’s wrong and right We know there is a time to fight We know we should sow seeds of peace We know not to let selfishness gain a lease We know that when we force life to our will We know our souls become quite ill We know so little and yet so much We know that life we will all touch W

What Our Soldiers Really Need: Lawyers
OPINION What our soldiers really need: Lawyers You’ve heard the stories of injured troops suffering unconscionable indignities and sub par care upon returning from the battlefields of Iraq. What you may not know, though, is that these same soldiers have no recourse when negligence maims or even kills them. Servicemembers have no voice in a court of law. By Jonathan Turley The president and Congress have been falling over themselves to pledge better care for our wounded veterans in the wake of the scandal over "squalid" conditions at the Walter Reed Army Medical Center that included mold, rats, cockroaches, rotting walls and callous treatment of patients. The president has empanelled the perfunctory "blue-ribbon commission." The hospital walls have literally been whitewashed, so politicians can use them again as backdrops for speeches about "nothing being too good" for our troops. Yet no one is talking about the one thing that soldiers and sailors are most desperat

I Felt Productive, And Posted A Song At Myspace.
Now if only I felt productive enough to seek out methods of getting a CD into stores that doesn't involve me selling my soul to Santa, Satan, Bill Gates, or the RIAA. http://www.myspace.com/thereverendmenagerie

Life Is To Short In Some Ways...
Sometimes I feel like I'm alone in this world although I know there's so many people around me. Most people that know me would say I'm a happy person and that I'm full of life and energy. In many ways there right and in so many more there wrong. I'm positive of my manic depressive mind. When I'm happy I'm really REALLY happy and when I'm sad I can bairly hold the knife away from my wrists. Right now is one of my bad moments I think. I'm trying to keep my head up high... Like I'm always telling everyone else. Who does the person that everyone runs to for help run to? I've never asked anyone to help me. I dont know how to ask for help. What will happen? So many things run thru my mind. So many decissions I have to make. So many things I cannot tell anyone but want to scream out loud! It's like I'm in a room full of people screaming at the top of my lungs and not even the person next to me can hear me. God please surround me with the light of the holy spirit and only send what I can h

To My Dear Wife:
TO MY DEAR WIFE: During the past year I have tried to make love to you 365 times. I have succeeded 36 times, which is an average of once every ten days. The following is a list of why I did not succeed more often: 54 times the sheets were clean 17 times it was too late 49 times you were too tired 20 times it was too hot 15 times you pretended to be asleep 22 times you had a headache 17 times you were afraid of waking the baby 16 times you said you were too sore 12 times it was the wrong time of the month 19 times you had to get up early 9 times you said weren't in the mood 7 times you were sunburned 6 times you were watching the late show 5 times you didn't want to mess up your new hairdo 3 times you said the neighbors would hear us 9 times you said your mother would hear us Of the 36 times I did succeed, the activity was not satisfactory because: 6 times you just laid there 8 times you reminded me there's a crack in the

To Everyone!
ok i have 5 in the family....146 friends ....98 fans...and im a fan of 92 people... so why arent you all helping me w/my contest!? i need all my friends family, and fans to comment bomb me!!!!! if you dont do this BEWARE

How Abnormal Are You?
You Are 32% Abnormal You are at medium risk for being a psychopath. It is somewhat likely that you have no soul. You are at medium risk for having a borderline personality. It is somewhat likely that you are a chaotic mess. You are at low risk for having a narcissistic personality. It is unlikely that you are in love with your own reflection. You are at medium risk for having a social phobia. It is somewhat likely that you feel most comfortable in your mom's basement. You are at low risk for obsessive compulsive disorder. It is unlikely that you are addicted to hand sanitizer. How Abnormal Are You?

*~hug~*
Hug If u love me (as a friend or more) u'll read the whole thing. What would you do if for every moment you were truly happy there would be 10 moments of sadness? What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life. I look up to you, respect you, and truly cherish you. Send this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk, or how close you are, and send it to the person who sent it to you. Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will. Remember, everyone needs a friend. dont ever leave the one u love for the one u like, because the one u like will leave u for the one they love. If you wake up in a red room with no windows and doors, DON'T panic.. you're just in my heart!!! Send this to all the friends you want to keep forever... Today is Bestfriend Day. Send

Alittle About Me
Hello, My name is Sherri aka Fiesty1. I was born May 12,1969 lived in Detroit and outer suburbs of Michigan. My parent's were married for 15 years' until my Dad was killed by a drunk driver in May of 1983. I have one brother who is living in Hasting's Michigan and he has a son. Most of my friend's here on the internet I have met through yahoo internet family and we all call each other Sister's or Brothers. I have a adopted Family offline as well for when I went through some hard time's.My close friend at the time took my son and I in and welcomed us with open arms as did the rest of her Family...Im the type of person who like's to make other's laugh out loud even when I know you are feeling down and out. And if I could would do anything to make you smile or help out in any way I could....I have two son's one who live's with his Grandparent's (my Mom and Step Dad) and he is gonna be 16 here soon and is looking foward to getting a job and he loves to write his own song's.. The other l

Do You Ever
Do you ever feel unloved? I did. Do you ever feel alone? I did. Do you ever feel unwanted? I did. Do you ever wonder what if? I did. Please dear friend, see I answered in the past tense for a reason. Those feelings have gone away since I met you.

Not Even Friends
Now I don't know you, and you don't know me. But, when my eyes are closed, you're all I see. You're my sun shining through the rain. But, you're the knife causing all my pain. You say things about me you know aren't true. But, all I say is that I love you. You said I was ugly to my face. These last two weeks I wish I could erase. I'm better friends with Josh than I am with you. All I want now is to end it, just be through. You were my best friend months ago. I try to hide my tears, but I know they show. And all you show me is that you don't care. When I miss you so much, this pain I can't bear. You stabbed me in the back; you should've ripped out my heart, Because now it is broken and I'm left in the dark. Killing me won't prove anything to you, But you won't notice, and what else can I do? There are plenty of fish in the sea, but you're the only one I'd like to hook. I loved you and you rejected me, but you didn't know it was my life you took.

Sexual Would Youz.
Answer with HonEst Truth. *Would YOu?* Bend Me Over. Hit on me In a Bar. Take Me home With You. FuCk me Royally. Have a One Night Stand. Wanna See Me Again. Come Vistit Me. Take Me On a DaTe. Let me Give You dome. Eat me OUt. take A shower With Me In My Two person StandUp sHower*It has A counTer/seat In It*. Send Me naked Pictures Of You. See naked Pictures Of me. Have sex With me. Be Passionate. Send me Flowers. *Hibiskis are My favorIte* Hold me In publiC. Talk dirtY to Me. Laugh with Me. Fuck Under The Stars. If I missed Somethin You woudl do With me Just tell Me. If Your a Chick Would U let me Fuck U with a Strap on. make out with me. Be Honest. Chicks and Dicks