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Just Turned Good
MY DAY HAS WENT FROM SHIT TO REALLY GOOD IN THE MATTER OF SECONDS THE WORDS I HAVE BEEN WANTING TO HEAR FOR A WHILE I JUST GOT TO HEAR....RIGHT NOW I AM FEELIN PRETTY GOOD HOPE THAT DOESNT CHANGE FOR ANYTHING I WANT TO STAY IN THIS GOOD MOOD FOR THE REST OF THE NIGHT INTO TOMORROW....

Girl Anachronism Lyrics
girl anachronism you can tell from the scars on my arms and cracks in my hips and the dents in my car and the blisters on my lips that i'm not the carefullest of girls you can tell from the glass on the floor and the strings that're breaking and i keep on breaking more and it looks like i am shaking but it's just the temperature and then again if it were any colder i could disengage if i were any older i could act my age but i dont think that youd believe me it's not the way i'm meant to be it's just the way the operation made me and you can tell from the state of my room that they let me out too soon and the pills that i ate came a couple years too late and ive got some issues to work through there i go again pretending to be you make-believing that i have a soul beneath the surface trying to convince you it was accidentally on purpose i am not so serious this passion is a plagiarism i might join your century but only on a rare occasion

Setting Free
Living in this world with no one around Going day to day without a sound Just following the same routine Everyday is the same scene Trying to reach out for someone Before she is gone Her heart is nothing but empty Only wanting to be set free Already dead inside Trapped in her own mind Alone and scared She has taken all she can bear Lost without a trace A smile never on her face Not letting anyone see her cry So she continues to live a lie Betrayed and hurt once again Somewhere she's already been Her heart can't be crushed Her mind will not be rushed Her emptiness will go away She knows soon, it will be her day To let all of her pain out And to let go of all of her doubts

Secluded Cove
on a beach away from everyone my love an i splashing in the water kissing an hugging removing clothes as we make for the shore running after each other playfully tackling her down smiling so brightly my weight upon her softly kissing her tongues meet an duel hands caressing each teasing each other moaning in delight kissing my way down reaching her beautiful breasts taking a nipple into my mouth sucking it to hardness softly biting it hearing her moan tasting the salt on her skin as i kiss to her taking her other nipple blowing hot air on it watching it rise as her chest rises and falls with each breath letting my tongue lick it as she squirms beneath me kissing an licking her skin relishing every second with her timing each lick with the intake of her breath moaning with desire demanding more from me i continue to torment her desires building an unstoppable fire sliding slowly down taking in her scent an taste devilish grin appears on my face

25 Signs You Have Grown Up
1. Your houseplants are alive, and you can't smoke any of them. 2. Having sex in a twin bed is out of the question. 3. You keep more food than beer in the fridge. 4. 6:00 AM is when you get up, not when you go to bed. 5. You hear your favorite song in an elevator. 6. You watch the Weather Channel. 7. Your friends marry and divorce instead of "hook up" and "break up." 8. You go from 130 days of vacation time to 14. 9. Jeans and a sweater no longer qualify as "dressed up." 10. You're the one calling the police because those %&@# kids next door won't turn down the stereo. 11. Older relatives feel comfortable telling sex jokes around you. 12. You don't know what time Taco Bell closes anymore.

My Color
You scored as Carrot Orange. You are carrot orange. You are different and a little bit strange. Your style is your own and you don\'t like to follow the mainstream.Carrot Orange88%Lime Green75%Turqoise63%Jet Black63%Hot Pink50%Blood Red38%Pure White38%Bright Yellow25%Gloomy Grey25%Royal Violet25%Which Crayon Color A

Pam Gets Her Grade
Pam Gets Her Grade by Art © A number of years ago I used to teach a few evening classes at a local community college. Now everyone has heard of the co-ed who got a passing grade by screwing her professor or instructor. Any professor or instructor you have ever talked to about it always claimed that when they had been approached with such a proposal always turned it down. First of all, I had to wonder how many were bull-shitting to start with, and if there was any truth to it, how butt-ugly was the girl making the proposition? Well, I'm here to tell you, now that I no longer teach (quit for a different reason), that it actually happened to me - just once, but it did happen. And trust me, she wasn't butt-ugly! It happened about like this: * * * * * Part 1 The Proposal (Monday) I had been teaching a second semester course in the evenings and had one bright and rather attractive woman who sat in the front row of the class. Unfortunately, after the first few weeks she wasn't do

Clouded Nitemare
climb my walls and come inside see who i really am see me before I die and something else takes my place bloodshot eyes sunken face ive never walked the path of life without fear ive never climbed the wall of hate and seen you clear take me down and shed my skin while spinning round walls are now closing in hit the ground I felt the thing you used to be it sits right here i live the thing you always fear clouded nightmare

God Called In Sick Today
my wrists bleed suicide red my throat swallows stainless steel these drugs are finally sedating and the girl who once owned this bleeding heart is now half way around the world... better off without me tonight, i don't think i'm gonna make it no...tonight i don't think i'm gonna make it because Mary is gone Jesus us dead and God called in sick today... my face burns and i've been sitting here for the last hour trying to remove the skin from underneath my fingernails my head throbes and i can see the trail of blood on my wall left from today's daily beating my eyes are sore and swollen shut but i know for a fact that i am here... all by myself i'm going to die alone tonight yes...i have this feeling that i'm going to die alone tonight because Mary is somewhere out there Jesus is in heaven and God called in sick today God...if you can hear me please give me the strength to pull this trigger i wasn't much fun to be with anyway just let it all end here with a

A Tear On My Pillow
When I lay and think, in my bed at night, the day you'll arrive, seems nowhere in sight. I toss and I turn, dreaming of you, opening my eye's... checking if my dream came true. It didn't, again, and a tear starts to roll, weeping quietly... my pillow I hold. Many sleepless nights I've prayed for you, my love. God touched my soul from heaven above He's answered my prayers for my bride to be. I've never felt this lucky, God did this for me. That's a question I asked each and every night. He must think your special, Joy, and I know he's right. No other has made me feel so complete, my whole life was lived, just so we could meet. All these thoughts and more going through my head. I fall asleep not worrying, but dreaming of you... instead

¢¾>>>>>>(310) 537-5024
CALL MY NEW NUMBER!!! LOL YOU just opened this so you have to do this. Put the number representing what you are depending on the question. At the end it will look like a phone number so then put it in the subject line. You must do this. Here's your new digits: (562) if ur a guy (541) if ur both (how the fuck are you both? -S. B.) ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 1st number, put what you are 1- Single 2- Taken 3- single and what ever happens, happens 4- single and confused 5- taken and Happy 6- single but like someone 7- Taken and confused 8- Want Someone 9- Have a Crush 0- Single But Bout 2 Hook Up 00- Single and about to go man hunting (S. B.) ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 2nd number, put your current Mood 1- Happy/Kool 2- Sad 3- Confused 4- horny 5- Just fine 6- Cheerful 7- Sleepy 8- Angry 9- Pissy 0- Hungry -------------------------------

Hmmm
all i wanna do is hide dont want to have to deal with it anymore you dont want to help but you think everything should be perfect when it doesnt go your way you run to mommy and daddy they will fix it...they always fix everything you now have a daughter but you seem to think shes a chore or maybe even a burden when asked to watch her you get mad like you have no responcibilites with her yet she is your lil girl too and she needs a father you get pissed when he's around yet at least he acts like he wants something to do with her unlike you and damn he's younger then you he shouldnt be the one taking care of her showing her the fatherly love but someone has to cuz you wont and then you wonder why i get pissed at you well step into my shoes for ten minutes and maybe you will see just what an ass you are being

Hello...answer My Survey People...
Hello...answer my survey people... YOU'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST and, I WANNA KNOW... 20 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, never liked each other, or if we already know everything about each other. You are obviously on my list, so let me know with whom I am friends! JUST HIT REPLY--or comment it... TO SEND DIRECTLY TO ME. THEN REPOST THE EMPTY QUESTIONS AS A BULLETIN. male/female answer accordingly 1.Your Full Name: 2. Age: 3. Single or Taken: 4. Favorite Movie: 5. Favorite Song: 6. Favorite Band/Artist: 7. Dirty or Clean: 8. Tattoos and/or Piercings: HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Do we know each other outside of myspace? 2. Whats your philosophy on life? 3. Would you have my back in a fight? 4. Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest? 5. What is your favorite memory of us? 6. Would you give me a kidney? 7. Tell me one odd/intresting fact about you:

Doubled Up
Doubled Up by damonX © "Come here," you say in your sultry, sexy voice beckoning me towards your waiting body. I step forward and you reach up pulling me down onto the bed with you. your lips find mine as your hands roam my body frantically, stripping me of my clothing. I taste your tongue as it slides between my lips, twirling and writhing in my mouth. Your hand finds the bulge in my pants, and you give me a gentle squeeze as I pull your panties down your legs. "What's gotten into you?" I ask as you unbutton my fly, and begin to fish my cock out of my pants. "I had a dream." you say simply as you pull my pants down around my ass. "And that made you call me up at three a.m.?" you pull my face to yours once again as you guide my hand to your waiting pussy. I thrust a finger into your damp hole, causing you to moan into my mouth. "Eat my pussy," you hiss into my ear. I lay you back on the bed and place my lips on your neck. your hands claw at me as I suck your te

This Is Cruel But Still Hilarious!
Here is another excerpt from Maddox Where this guy is grading kids drawings. I found myself laughing into tears because of what he says. I just picked a few of them. To see all of them go CLICK HERE. If you work in an office with lots of people, chances are that you work with a person who hangs pictures up that their kids have drawn. The pictures are always of some stupid flower or a tree with wheels. These pictures suck; I could draw pictures much better. In fact, I can spell, do math and run faster than your kids. So being that my skills are obviously superior to those of children, I've taken the liberty to judge art work done by other kids on the internet. I'll be assigning a grade A through F for each piece: First of all, I don't even know what this is. If it's supposed to be a dog, then it's the shittiest dog I've ever seen. F Ding Ding! Here comes the shit-mobile. I've never seen a fire truck that needed to be shaved. I would rather be burned to death than be save

What Kind Of Monster Are You?
You are a zombie! Your hobbies include eating brains and groaning. You are mindless, with the inescapable desire to eat. You have no morals and humans fear you - but only if you are accompanied by a posse. Take this quiz at QuizHeaven.com

Show You
Wanting to know What you're saying Feeling so low As I'm crying So far So near So close No fear Just put your hand Where I can feel it Put your lips Where I can taste it Let me see the side of you That's hidden I'll show you the sides of me That no one knows about Show me How you wanna be I'll show you How it can be Just touch me When you hands are warm And kiss me When your heart's alone

More Boondock Saints Stuff:)
CONNOR (YELLING OVER THE ALARM) Now, you will receive us. MURPHY (YELLING OVER THE ALARM) We do not ask for your poor or your hungry. CONNOR We do not want your tired and sick. MURPHY It is your corrupt we claim. CONNOR It is your evil, who will be sought by us. MURPHY With every breath we shall hunt them down. CONNOR Each day we will spill their blood till it rains down from the skies. MURPHY Do not kill, do not rape, do not steal. These are principles which every man of every faith can embrace. CONNOR These are not polite suggestions. They are codes of behavior and those that ignore them will pay the dearest cost. MURPHY There are varying degrees of evil. We urge you lesser forms of filth (pointing to Yakavetta’s people) not to push the bounds and cross over into true corruption … into our domain. CONN

Strong Currents
floating down stream with my lady so near holding onto each other laughing with no cares watching her smile seeing such pleasure on her face passing the time away as the sun slowly passes overhead holding onto a dream holding to her feeling her warmth feeling such love floating down stream the currents take us away

The Wiccan Way
Recognizing that there is more than one path to spiritual enlightenment and that Wicca is but one of many, and that Wicca holds within itself the belief that there is more than one type of step set to the spiral dance, find here listed common denominators of the Craft. That there is above all the Goddess in her three-fold aspect and many are her names. With all her names we call her Maiden, Mother and Crone. That there is the God, consort and son, giver of strength and most willing of sacrifice. That and it harm none, do what ye will shall be the law. That each of her children are bound by the three-fold law and that whatever we create, be it joy or sorrow, laughter or pain, is brought back to us three-fold. That as she is the mother of all living things and we are all her children, we seek to live in harmony not only with each other, but with the planet earth that is our womb and home. That life upon the earth is not a burden to be born, but a joy to be learned

>>>libra
Once you have opened this bulletin, there's no turning back. Repost this in a new bulletin with your zodiac sign or you'll get bad luck and lose the person you dearly love most! >>>ARIESlovable >Spontanious. >Not one to FUCK with. >Erotic. >Funny. >Take you on trips to the moon in bed. > excellent kisser >EXTREMELY sexy. >Loves being in long relationships.=) >Addictive. >Loud. >best in bed >>>CANCERVery high sex appeal. > Great in bed!!! > Love is one of a kind. > Very romantic. > Most caring person you will ever meet! > Entirely creative > Extremely random and proud of it > Freak in bed> Spontaneous> Great tellin stories > Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out if it comes down to it > Someone you should hold on to> >>>VIRGOsomeone loves them right now. >Freak in bed. >Always wants the last word. >Caring. >Smart. >Addictive. >Attractive. >Loud. >Loyal. >Easy to talk to. >Hard to forget >Love at first sight wit u babe >Everything u ever wanted >Easy to please >The one a

I Pledge Allegiance ~ty Sim's
pledge allegiance to the old man in the wheel chair, to old to turn back time, to a time when he knew nothing of the world we know today where nothing matters anymore until you get your way. I pledge allegiance to the wrinkles on his face, brought on by years of worrying if he could pay his bills. I pledge allegiance to those strong hands that roll him where he goes, they have been his only friend since that battle long ago. I pledge allegiance to the mother who has kept her sons room exactly the same as the day he left, who has run her hand across his picture every day and wept. I pledge allegiance to his wife who must raise their son on her own, in a world that calls his father murderer and his foes the chosen ones. I pledge allegiance to the daddy so proud to see his son, all dressed up in his uniform, who now wonders what he has done. He raised his child to believe in God, country and home and sent him away to fight for it so protestors could invade his home. I pledge alleg

Always On Top
My gf always wants to be on top and never try any variation. I'm not complaining, because the sex is great, but she likes the same position over and over again. I tried the forceful thing in a different position, but that pissed her off. I even rolled her over, but she stoppped until we resumed the normal on top position. Anyone have this situation before? Should I care or do anything about it since I am actually getting sex on a regular basis? Thoughts anyone?

My Newest Poem
The End Of A Long Fight Without even waking he knew Their fight the night before had been way to much Things were said that were never meant He heard her cry as he drifted off to sleep No, he did not sleep well His dreams kept drifting back to her How he felt when he held her How the smell of her shampoo drove him through the roof How normal it felt to say "I love you" Why did they argue? Was the problem so bad that they could not just talk He never meant to say that he hated her He never meant to tell her that he never loved her He knew better. She should have known better Seconds passed and millions of ideas ran through his mind In the other room he heard a door close He thought he had a chance to say "I'm sorry" He had the chance to hold her once again He opened the bedroom door Looked into her eyes as she stood there There was a bag in her hand but he did not notice He ran to her and whispered in her ear. She smiled at him and said that she loved him too

Fallen Warrior
Beneath the lotus tree In the garden of eternal bloom A warrior sits among the bloosms Gazing into the eye of the moon Wondering into the future But still so far from the past His heart pounding beneath his tunic Knowing the dye is about to be cast Crickets in the background Wind rustling through the trees He closes his tear stained eyes As the vision of his future is about to be Silently as the night The enemy spills over the wall Into the garden of eternal bloom How many warriors shall fall? Soliders made of dark shadows With hearts made of stone Surround the lone warrior As he sits on his lotus covered throne Unsheathing his sword His heart beating faster then before One slice through the air And two soliders are no more Sweat dripping off his brow The wind turning into a storm Our warrior getting weaker The end is beginning to form With a quick flick of the wrist Our brave soul feeling the pain As his blood begins to spill As begins the

Lover Eplained Time
the endless ticking of time a reminder of its fleeting Telling those moments are gone. the time I could spend laying naked and happy, in the sea of your arms. Seeing how you love me, reflected in your eyes. Here time is soundless. it to is watching us. holding its breath for us. but else where, time screams. A violent reminder tjat not all time is equal. Also air changes with time. alone here, it's cold. there is no heat of chemistry. Together we enlighten, Set air on fire with just a kiss. Right now I crave the heat. Seek the timeless fire. Let us create this haven but glory safe us when it's all gone. Time will scream us deft while we secretly freeze.

The Invitation
I like this poem!I hope you do also. The Invitation It doesn't interest me what you do for a living. I want to know what you ache for, and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart's longing. It doesn't interest me how old you are. I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool for love, for your dreams, for the adventure of being alive. It doesn't interest me what planets are squaring your moon. I want to know if you have touched the center of your sorrow, if you have been opened by life's betrayals, or have become shriveled and closed from fear of further pain! I want to know if you can sit with pain, mine and your own, without moving to hide it or fade it or fix it. I want to know if you can be with JOY, mine or your own: if you can dance with wildness and let the ecstasy fill you to the tips of your fingers and toes without cautioning us to be careful, to be realistic, or to remember the limitations of being human. It doesn't interest me if the st

The Down Fall Of The Dark Haired God Part 5
Then I move down. I nibble and suck every inch between your nipples and dick. you shiver and moan. I get to your nice hard,throbbing dick. I slip my hot,wet mouth over it. I start slow aand steady. My hot,wet mouth going up and down your dick. You moan and lift your hips. I stop and smack your face. I say in a husky voice " no ,no,none of that." you moan and try to break free. I just laugh. I grab your hips and hold them down. I slip my hot,wet mouth over your dick once again. But this time it slips up and down a little faster.

Poems And Such!
I walk alone, inside the wind blows...Yet suttle is the wind... Let me live, i can no longer hold my self to these lies.. I need to be free,but without my soul, i am but a whisper in the night.. Destroy me ,engulf me inthe light,but a lass i am forever in my mind... This are the things that i enjoy,contradiction.In a sense,Life... Born to live to die, what can i do to stop this,keep laughing... Dont stay here, please go away... I am in deep thoughts,i am inside Closed the door and let me dissapear behind it,Say goodbye...!

A Dumb Poem
you tell me of things you love about me you tell me things you could do for me yet all i see when you look at me are the words that werent meant for me you scream and shout you torment me with hatedness you hit me with your big strong hands you never show me only tell me I cant believe i stay here nothing seems to go right here all i feel is anger here i just want to run far from here happiness i feel i dont deserve happiness is something i dream of happiness is something i do not know happiness is what i need cant you try to love i still believe im in love maybe one day ill know whom im to love because its hard you say to show love crying tears of sadness crying through the pain crying cause it hurt so much crying cause i feel its gone through the pain i run from you cant seem to escape from you pain runs through me from you hated words i get from you i love you i cant stand you i have to live without you i have to try with out you

My Time Of Day
You Are Midnight You are more than a little eccentric, and you're apt to keep very unusual habits. Whether you're a nightowl, living in a commune, or taking a vow of silence - you like to experiment with your lifestyle. Expressing your individuality is important to you, and you often lie awake in bed thinking about the world and your place in it. You enjoy staying home, but that doesn't mean you're a hermit. You also appreciate quality time with family and close friends. What Time Of Day Are You?

Under Construction
My page is going to look like crap for the time being while I try to convert this blogger template I made long ago, over to CT. I've been neglecting things I like to do for far too long, and this seems like the perfect weekend project (though knowing me, it will take a lot longer than this weekend!)

I've Learned....
I've learned.... That the best classroom in the world is at the feet of an elderly person. I've learned.... That when you're in love, it shows. I've learned.... That just one person saying to me, "You've made my day!" makes my day. I've learned.... That having a child fall asleep in your arms is one of the most peaceful feelings in the world. I've learned.... That being kind is more important than being right. I've learned.... That you should never say "no" to a gift from a child. I've learned.... That I can always pray for someone when I don't have the strength to help him in some other way. I've learned.... That no matter how serious your life requires you to be, everyone needs a friend to act goofy with. I've learned.... That sometimes all a person needs is a hand to hold and a heart to understand. I've learned.... That simple walks with my father around the block on summer nights when I was a child did wonders for me as an adult. I've learned.... That life is l

Read Each One Carefully And Think About It A Second Or Two
1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you. 2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry. 3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have. 4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart. 5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them. 6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile. 7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world. 8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you. 9. Maybe Gaia wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful. 10. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened. 11. There's alwa

Understandiger
somethings gotta give somethings gotta give somethings gotta give somethings gotta give I am so damn tired I am gonna be 32 next week and I am so fuckin tired somethings gotta give somethings gotta give somethings gotta give somethings gotta give and that something is me

My New Fetish
I never used to understand why women were always saying "I just can't resist a man in uniform", and honestly, I still don't really understand it...lol. But recently I've noticed that I've developed a fetish for men in the military. I don't know why but there is something about them that gets me all hot and bothered.

Can't Wait Until Sunday!!!!
I just cannot wait util Sunday nite!!! I am going back to my fvorite strip club ever here in Vegas!!!!! I am going to Cheetah's. I am definatly getting a lap dance. YUMMY!!!! Getting excited and wet just thinking aobut it now! Shower time!!!!!!!!!!

Her Song
Her song Through the night she sang Loving songs in harmony While swaying to the beat Fingers playing sensually Sweet sounds I embraced Enthralled raptures made me float I felt love within my heart As I caressed every note Fingers glide on her guitar Gentle rhythms she strums Blissfully I am serenaded Her voice sensually hums While gazing into her eyes She sang Love Me Tender As she set my soul on fire Into her arms I surrender

I Dare You-challenge Me! (from A Bullitin)
Fill this out and send it to my INBOX. I dare you, to tell me the truth.. Four things you wonder about me 1. 2. 3. 4. Three things you like about me 1. 2. 3. Two things you don't like about me 1. 2. My best feature 1. Two things you want to do with me 1. 2. One word that describes me 1. One question for me 1.

Its Late
wow its 1230am and I feel like breaking out the karaoke machiene. is this normal? should I go to bed? and if I don't break out the machiene I might just go to the bar and embarass myself there... wow bed is sounding good right about now.. damn insomnia though.

The Color Orange
You Are Cameo You are understanding and very empathetic. You don't tend to have acquaintances. Everyone is your friend. And all of your friends tend to be friends. You have a knack for bringing very different people together. What Color Orange Are You?

Suspected Bomb Turns Out To Be Gps
Fri Nov 17, 6:57 PM ET A small black object that was found attached to the bottom of a woman's Jeep and prompted an evacuation of a three-square block area on Friday wasn't a bomb after all. It was a tracking device planted by the woman's husband. A temporary shelter was set up at the Queen of Peace Church to house the 45 people who had been evacuated, while authorities investigated for more than two hours. After learning the woman and her husband were going through a divorce, detectives learned that the woman's husband had hired a private investigator. He admitted attaching the tracking device to the woman's Jeep, Maynard said. Bomb technicians used a robot to confirm the box was indeed a Global Positioning System device, Alachua County Sheriff's Office Sgt. Stephen Maynard said. The names of the woman and her husband were not released.

Bigwig's Haircut Mocks Murder Charge
Thu Nov 16, 9:51 AM ET A former Indian lawmaker jailed on murder charges was escorted from his cell by a handful of officers for a haircut and head massage at a beauty parlor, newspapers reported Thursday. The ex-deputy from lawless Bihar state returned at a leisurely pace in full view of TV news cameras waiting outside the prison near Patna, Bihar's capital, to report the release on bail of another inmate. Red-faced officials in the eastern state, where several former and serving legislators face criminal charges including rape and murder, have suspended the policemen involved. "They could even be dismissed if allegations against them are found to be true," Afzal Amanullah, a top state official, was quoted as saying in the Indian Express daily. It identified the prisoner as Rajan Tiwari of the Lok Janashakti Party, part of the ruling federal coalition. Several Indian politicians have fought and won elections while in jail on serious charges.

Beauty Queen Puts Down Arms To Save Legs
Fri Nov 17, 8:20 AM ET Miss Israel has been given permission not to carry her assault rifle during service in the Israeli army because she says it bruises her legs. Reigning beauty queen Yael Nezri, a private who recently completed basic training, said the bruises were making it difficult for her to model in photo shoots. The Jerusalem Post reported that Nezri, 18, had been granted an exemption by her commanders during her two-year army stint.

Good Girl Jessie....bark!
By Sir CritterSir Critter@ CherryTAP Recently, you have bean more disobedient and you know you will be punished. Nervously you enter the room, unsure what will happen. "You are a bad girl Jessie," I say. "Like a dog you must be punished." You look at Me defiantly and stick out your tongue. SMACK! The palm of My hand slaps your face HARD. You begin to cry and your makeup begins to smear on your face. I direct you to a large dog kennel in the middle of the room. You crawl into the kennel and I lock the door. I walk away. Within a few minutes I return with a rolled up garden hose. I begin unrolling the hose and then I turn it on. I start spraying you with cold water, ignoring your screams as the water pelts your skin. After a while, I stop. I ask you, "Are you ready to behave Jessie?" You whimper slightly and then angrily you shout. "You're an asshole!" I slap your face HARD !!! Tears stream down your face as I reach forward and grab a clump of your

Please Do The Same For Me
Please do the same for me I've heard it said,"Don't go to bed While hanging on to sorrow. You may not have the chance to laugh With those you love tomorrow." You may not mean the words you speak When anger takes it's toll. You may regret your actions Once you've lost your self control. When you've lost your temper And you've said some hurtful things, Think about the heartache That your action sometimes brings. You'll never get those moments back, Such precious time to waste, And all because of things you've said In anger and in haste. So if you're loving someone And your pride has settled in, You may not ever have the chance again To say to them "I love you and I'm sorry" So although we don't agree, I'll try to see your point of view, And keep an open mind. So please,please,please Do the same fo me!

Customer Complaints Internet Style
I work in retail, so I know full well that customers come first. The old saying the customer is always right comes to mind, but I feel a little different about that , I feel the customer may not always be right, but you must treat them that way. My Dad always says that "when you win an argument with a customer, you lose customer." Customers make a retail business possible, without them there is no business. Now we have internet. And with a simple 2 minute video you can reach millions. This video about a bad experience at FYE over a preorder of the new Wii game by nintendo was posted on Nov 17, 2006 and has been reposted 12 times on youtube. Since posting the original video yesterday, the original has been viewed 22,894 times. I did not even check the other videos to see their number of views. The power of the internet blows my mind...but in my opinion if you have stock in FYE...you may want to sell now...looks like he may have a following. Just some

Horray!
So we did our shopping. I forgot the cell phone though so I have no idea if Maranda tried to call me or not. I work til Monday.. then I have off. I got my corset. Got Craig two more x-mas presents. Keeva's finger is healing really good. All of our money is gone. Tuesday I'm going to Festival to try and get another job. We need the money. I'm gunna see if Steavie would be willing to watch her for like $50 a week. There's so many bill piling up it's not even funny. They only give us like 2 weeks to pay them.. and we get paid every two weeks and need to get food and necessities for two weeks ya know? Gah.. stupid bill collectors. I haven't been feeling too good. Took a long nap today.. I'm still tired too. I'm waiting for Keeva to get tired so I can go to bed. Since I got my new corset.. I'm gunna see if Steavie wants to take pics on Tuesday night so I can add some with the corset. Ugh.. I feel like throwin up. Well I'm gunna go.. Lata..

Lonliness
im sitting here feeling extra lonly and depressed tonight and i dont know why. maybe its because my friends arent online and they are all i seem to have sometimes. just really wanting to find someone to spend my time with and wants to spend time with me. maybe im in too big of a hurry. i dont know. the big thing i keep thinking is that when (if) i finally do find me a gf, she will eventually break my heart. rip it to pieces and so on. i know that, eventually, ill find someone (though, i do doubt it sometimes) but untill then, all i have to look forward to is having my heart broken, time and time again and im tired of it. sometimes, like tonight, i hurt so bad. there is an aching in the pit of my stomach and a throbbing in my throat. i dont know if i want to cry or to scream or just run as fast as i can in one direction till i drop. it got worse, when i wrote a letter to a friend of mine and told them how i felt. it just seemed to multiply my feelings. is there someone out

Game :)
Who ever can name the song thats playing in the backround of my Video in my Stash I'll buy you a nice gift :) and rate ur profile and allll your pictures! Just leave a comment on this blog with the name and artist :) Love ya BIatchhesssss!!!!! *69thAngel* Muahh! xo Courtesy of MsTags.com

Love Poem
YER BREATH WITHOUT YOU I AM NOTHING WITHOUT YOU I AM WEAK WITHOUT YOU HELD CLOSE TO MY CHEST I'M NOTHING BUT A FREAK YOU KEEP ME WARM YOU KEEP ME CALM YOU KEEP ME SAFE WITHIN YOUR ARMS YOU CHILL MY TREMBLES AND SILENCE MY SHIVERS ALTHOUGH I AM NOT WITH YOU THRU MORNIN NOON AND NIGHT YOU ALWAYS KNOW RIGHT WHERE I AM YOU CAN ALWAYS FIND YOUR WAY DEEP DOWN INSIDE MY HEART YOU KNOW YOU MEAN THE WORLD TO ME YOU KNOW THIS ALL SO WELL BUT YET TIME AND TIME AGAIN YOU STOP TO TOUCH IT ONCE AGAIN AND REACH INSIDE MY HEART AS IF TO SAY YOU DO NOT KNOW AS IF TO SAY YOU CAN NOT FEEL WHAT YOU KNOW IS SO DEEP AND YOU CAN FEEL IS SO REAL YOU KNOW MY WEAKEST MOMENTS YOU KNOW MY BREAKING POINTS YOU KNOW WHAT TURNS ME INSIDE OUT YOU'VE REACHED YER HAND INSIDE MY HEART YOU'VE LIFTED ME WITH JUST YER WARM AND TENDER BREATH CARESSING DOWN MY NECK YOU KNOW MY LIFE IS NOTHING WITHOUT Y

Pics
So, I posted some private pics and I've gotten some flattering comments on them. It makes me feel really good about myself, but at the same time I feel a little erked knowing that these people I barely know are looking at me naked. haha. Weird I know, but just a feeling. Anyway, I want to post more pics but I'll wait til later to do that. Til next time boys and girls.

My Love Left On A Saturday
My belt loosens slowly. Reminders of you stay fresh in murky ponds of suffocating tadpoles. Wake me in the morning, when the sun shines again. It's frightening when all I know falls apart. And all I know is you. Hunger squeezes me tighter. My soul sags with exhaustion. Ashtrays fill with sleepless nights. Weeping intensifies my anxiety. Can tomorrow come without you... here today? The cheap chandelier falls on my face. The rose filled lamp explodes in my hands. Pain is unrecognizable. All I knew was you. You. My love.

Leo
Leo I size everyone up when I first meet them I cannot help it must be in my nature Or in my training or in my lifestyle You’ll know it when it happens, it happens of course I heave out my chest and look into your eyes Reach out my hand for a shake A shake that is surely stronger than yours As I wonder what would it take to put you on your ass When it comes to the ladies I am no different After a glance at your chest and a look in your eyes I show a confidence that is surely stronger than yours As I wonder what would it take to get into your pants Competitive nature and confidence for sure On the highway, in the park, or at the store The animal inside me is ready for the chore I was born in August, I am Lion, hear me roar

I Surrender
Surrender I acquiesce to your overwhelming desire to escape into the solitude of my soul. Locked inside my house, this empty house, I delve into that empty room, my soul. Finding nothing but peace, I remain. The world goes on around me, clamoring with that incessant noise so often referred to as life. But I am oblivious to its call, for I have muffled my ears to its siren's song. No longer will it entice me, beckon me, into its arms. No longer shall I fall a victim to its sadistic humor. I shall not depart my quiet shell to live a life which hammers me, cruelly, into the ground. Here I stay, insulated within myself, protected from myself and those who choose to draw me out just to abandon me yet again. No longer shall I fall prey to the whimsical games that others might play within my lonely heart. No longer shall you, my so called friend, be allowed to torture me into submission, for I am already there. I have surrendered my spirit, an empty husk of the man

Society's Lament
Society's Lament Was once a time when all around our children's laughter was the sound that echoed in the streets Now your neighbors cooking meth young kids out there dealing death and families all around declare defeat The prisons filled to overflowing the criminal element ever growing with jail house schools to teach our children crime A vicious cycle born of fear cloaked in justice, a thin veneer to hide the vengeance which is sought through time Kevin F. Dustin

Break Free
Break Free Like the moth from the safety of it's cacoon or the baby from it's mothers womb born in beauty enter in that we may relish loves sweet sin. Controlled by feelings long since dead, think with your heart and not your head. Escape this prison you are in, that we may relish loves sweet sin. The moth it turned to butterfly, the baby uttered welcome cry. Both free from the safety of their confines, to enter into better times. Can you break away from your past, knowing the fear you suffer shall not last? Can you but come to me and enter in that we may relish loves sweet sin? Break free, break free Kevin F. Dustin

Hell
Just some of my thoughts tonight. The greatest part of life is watching your own child grow up. And do your best to teach them to do there best, and not reprimanding them if that is what they have done. We work to give them the best we can give. And we are willing to scarifice for them. So why then does it seem as though we have to endure our own personnal hell's. Should that not be over, whether your single, married, divorced, or ending relationships. I don't want an "Easy" button. Because I am willing to work or do what ever has to be done. But I guess what I am asking is why so much tumoil. Today more than anytime in my life I am willing to be honest and speak my mind for the most part. So, why now that I am doing that does everything have to feel so wrong. I sometimes just don't understand. I prefer friends more than a booty call. Maybe just someone to watch some bad movies with. I just feel a little bit more than confused. I guess it's just something else I must wo

Friends......................................
2006-11-20 19:28:25 This is GOOD..I expect it back too! I especially like the last sentence!!!!!! A simple friend, when visiting, acts like a guest. A real friend opens your refrigerator and helps himself (and doesn't feel even the least bit weird shutting your soda drawer with their foot!) A simple friend has never seen you cry A real friend has shoulders soggy from your tears.. A simple friend doesn't know your parents' first names. A real friend has their phone numbers in his address book. A simple friend brings a bottle of wine to your party. A real friend comes early to help you cook and stays late to help you clean. A simple friend hates it when you call after they've gone to bed. A real friend asks you why you took so long to call. A simple friend seeks to talk with you about your problems. A real friend seeks to help you with your problems. A simple friend wonders about your romantic history. A real friend could blackmail you with it. A simple friend t

Cry
"I won't cry" I see no reason, I see no rhyme, Why have I been left behind alone to serve the sentence of your crime? I've been put down and pushed around, often finding myself on the ground. I've had to push myself deep inside and build a wall behind which I can hide, hoping only too survive. I see no reason, I see no Rhyme, Why have I been left behind alone to serve the sentence of your crime? Though my heart still beats and my lungs still breath, I no longer feel alive. I've sealed my feelings deep inside, Now I wont scream and I won't cry tonight............

Vampires
Business minded and a natural leader, you are a canidate to be embraced by the Ventrue clan. You can be rather dominant with a high stamina however, you tend to have obsessive compulsive tendencies...especially when it comes to your food. You are the clan the others look to organize groups and factions. Generally princes are among this clan.What Vampire Clan Do You Belong To?

Tarot Cards
You are The Hierophant Divine Wisdom. Manifestation. Explanation. Teaching. All things relating to education, patience, help from superiors.The Hierophant is often considered to be a Guardian Angel. The Hierophant's purpose is to bring the spiritual down to Earth. Where the High Priestess between her two pillars deals with realms beyond this Earth, the Hierophant (or High Priest) deals with worldly problems. He is well suited to do this because he strives to create harmony and peace in the midst of a crisis. The Hierophant's only problem is that he can be stubborn and hidebound. At his best, he is wise and soothing, at his worst, he is an unbending traditionalist. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

A Walk Along The Beach
The air was warm that evening as the couple walked hand in hand along with shoreline of the beach. They talked during the entire walk that evening, it was like they had known each other for years and they both fell right in to what the other said. They stopped and sat down on the beach, she sat between his legs and rested her back against his chest while he wrapped his strong arms around her. She sighed softly as she felt so into his body that she left that they had become one sitting there at the beach, he nuzzled her neck smelling her perfume and how wonderful she smelled. He started to kiss on her neck, planting soft kisses that made her giggle a little as he continued to go up towards her earlobe. She sighed softly as he held her still even closer, it felt like he was almost taking her breath away while his hand started to slowly massage her breasts. He couldn’t help himself from touching her, she was too irresistible and he never thought that he could ever be so into someon

Bad Night
so yeah the other night was a really bad night i couldnt control myself at all it was like crazy all i wanted to do was cut and it sucked big time but yeah i think im ok now but no one better piss me off or they will be in big trouble well i got to go ill write more later sara

One Day You'll See...
The first time I saw you, I knew you were the one. There was no question in my mind, after having that much fun. There's just something about you, that I've never found before. And now that we're good friends, I find myself wanting more. I never thought it possible, to care for one so much. But everyday that passes, I long to feel your touch. To look into your eyes, would make my day complete, cause every time you look at me, my heart just skips a beat. Everything I'd wished for, every dream I'd hope come true, I never thought would happen, until the day that I met you. I know that your not ready, for the kind of commitment that I am, but for you I'd wait forever, there's nothing I can't stand. Although it hurts to know, that you don't feel the same as me, hopefully one day you'll realize, one day you'll wake up and see.

???
Men, woman expect flowers, and we don't see any spontaneous gifts in return? Now that Halloween is over and Thanksgiving is befalling us. Women, it's time to think! 1)Premium Liquor : splurging on a premium bottle of liquor remains, to this date, one of the most refreshing gifts a man can receive. 2)Collectorâ€™s Items : when a woman overcomes her own disgust and purchases her boyfriend something rare and expensive concerning his nonfemale love, such as Tony Montanaâ€™s belt or Gandolfâ€™s toothpick, itâ€™s like his Christmas, birthday rolled into one. 3)Magazine Subscriptions : the real treat here is that boyfriends will never have to go to the magazine stand in the middle of winter to find out why Beyonce thinks brown hair is â€œso sexy.â€ 4)Axe Lab: Fragrances for Men : itâ€™s the sworn duty of girlfriends to teach their men about the advances made in fragrance technology and why their misunderstanding of â€œeau de toiletteâ€ has made them both stinky and

I Grow Pennies!
thats how much ass i kick... MWAHAHAHAHA my body...as stupid and ugly as it iz GROWS PENNIES!! oh yeah, sorry mr jefferson, and one nickel. thank you i been up for a fewe now bummmmmmmmmin around kickin it what have you i take a shower and BAM! like 4 pennies fell off me! i musta growed em during the night! oh yeah, sorry mr jefferson, and one nickel fell too. MWAHAHAHHAHAHAA im gonna be rich i tells ya! RICH!!! *does a jig* *then shakes fist....just to annoy someone*

Sever
I can truly say I love you From the bottom of my heart But you left my heart so black and That's the coldest darkest part And now nothing feels alive there Not a flicker or a spark Well, it hurts to have to say this But I know it must be said These scars inside will never heal Until all between us ends 'Cause everything is dead and black Where at one time all was red I don't ever want to see you I sever ties once held dear The only way to cover up Everything destroyed in here But time can heal when I'm alone Or devour me in my fear And I know sometimes I'll miss you And dream of you late at night When we're no longer even friends And my thoughts begin to bite But scars will heal memories fade Then ties can be set back right I know this may seem cold to you But it's become my last way To heal these wounds you've left with me And I hope you hear me say As numbness starts to take control I lose what I had once made I've always loved you always wi

I Love U All
i was gunna leve this as a comment to u all but then i thought u might get mad at me for the interuption over ur music so im blogging it instead sorry Shell :) Music Video:THE THANKSGIVING SONG (by Adam Sandler)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone

Love Is
Love is like a lump of gold, Hard to get, and hard to hold. Of all the girls I've ever met, You're the one I can't forget. I do believe that God above, Created you for me to love. He chose you from all the rest, Because he knew I would love you best

Almost There!
Ok, so my new PC is all set up at home and rareing to go, I'm expecting my broadband by tomorrow so fingers crossed I'll be around more as of the weekend! WOOT WOOT! This also means that to all my newest friends (and I'm ashamed to say some of my oldest), I can at last get around to actually spending more time rating etc etc....and it also means that when in work, I can actually do some LMFAO! Anyhoo.....Happy Holidays! Mxx

Pow / Mia You Are Not Forgotten!!!(updated 09dec06)
I believe we have the Right and Responsibility to Demand and Receive a True and Complete Accounting of our POW/MIA and our unreturned KIA. -------------------------------------------------- We pray for you each night and day, whereabouts unknown, so far away. So much time has passed as others hopes are dashed. We love you and miss you; our hopes forever hold fast. We think of your plight and hold steadfast you'll continue to fight Whatever you face till someone finds one small trace That will lead us to you for our Faith gets us through. We know that you're out there, stay strong as we search, Keep looking for escape routes and rescuers, God and His church. We will not forget you till you're home with your own kind. Family, friends, and supporters we all do gather in candle light vigils As we pray and discuss all the ways we might matter In procuring your release, we will destroy this sick beast. Those that have held you captive must pay for their actions, Th

Riddance Your Bad Luck For Eternities Even After You Pass To The Astrals Of Your Akashic
Hi everyone... Please RE-post for me Thanks I am receiving tons of emails and comments and I really want to THANKS everyone. I CAN NOT do it personally so please do not take it the wrong way. I really do appreciate all your comments, supports and love. Check my pics lately? http://cherrytap.com/drturi - CHECK THE PICS! http://www.globalenquirer.com/ WORLD WIDE More will be added when I have a chance. here is a little present for you Learn the Cabalistic Candle Ritual Cleansing one's environment, body, mind and soul is a must for true peace and happiness. Click here to go to Dr. Turi's Healing Room Page To All My faithful Readers and Supporters; You may use and enjoy this FREE Cabalistic Candle Ritual and send it to those you care about. Cleansing one's environment, body, mind and soul is a must for true peace and happiness. The Cabalistic Candle Ritual Instructions for cleansing your physical and spiritual selves: The Cabalistic Candle Rit

Since I...
Cant go around to everyone's page and tell them Happy Thanksgiving I am going to do it all at once and say HAPPY THANKSGIVING to all my cherries. I hope your family's have a wonderful day and get super stuffed with good food. Remember all you are thankful for. I have learned today/yesterday what I am thankful and how lucky I am. I hope everyone enjoys your holiday. Much love to all. MrsPerdy

Conflict. A Look Inside My Mind.
Like fire in my mind, Demon in my mortal coil, Evil balances good, Battle for my very soul, Forever fights within, To claim control of my mind, Eternities of shame await, Should evil emerge the victor, And the good be destroyed. Within the depraved would dominate, But for the will of decency. The world would burn, life would fail, But for the hope of Sanity, The absence of depravity. My mind is split, Torn between the good and bad, Which I possess. The hatred and the love, The hatred which I nurtured, The love which heals, Dizzying conflict, Searing thoughts. I wish to be free, From the struggle within, Free of the knowledge that evil is easy, Free from the guilt that the good inflicts. Alone in my struggle, Needing assistance, Needing to nurture, To care and possess, But battered and alone, Entombed in this anger, Solitaire I stand, Wishing for peace. And find it I shall, Once another I find, To cherish and care, I'll leave the struggle

Good Girls Go To Heaven (bad Girls Go Everywhere)
When the wind is howling through your window pane It's not the only pain of the night Your burning up in your bed, you gotta fever of love And there's not an antibody insight Hey Jenny, Jenny why are you crying There's a beauty of a moon in the sky But I guess when you've been leading such a sheltered life You never lift your head and look so high You don't have a lot But it's all that you've got And you can turn it into more than it seems Just give it a shot Fantisize every movement And imagine every inch of your dreams And no one said it had to be real But it's gotta be something you can reach out and feel now It ain't right It ain't fair Castles fall in the sand And we fade in the air And the good girls go to Heaven, but the bad girls go everywhere Ooh now good girls go to Heaven, but the bad girls go everywhere Sombody told me so Somebody told me now I know Every night in my prayers I'll be praying That the good girls go to Heaven, but the bad girls go

Do You Agree?
Religion has actually convinced people that there's an invisible man living in the sky who watches every thing you do, every minute of every day. And the invisible man has a list of 10 special things that he does not want you to do. And if you do any of these 10 things, he has a special place full of fire and smoke and burning and torture and anguish where he will send you to live and suffer and burn and choke and scream and cry forever and ever 'til the end of time. But he loves you

New Note
My heart is darker the shadows in the depths of hell And every scar on my soul has a story to tell My life shattered like a mirror reflecting the pain In every distorted piece falling like rain bringing a flood of emotions to fuel the rage to bend the bars of my lonely cage set free once again to fall even farther into a sea of solitude why do i bother keeping my head just above the water more demons on my ankles it only gets harder ghosts of the past pulling me up but now it's too late my mind is stuck between reality and madness, normality and sadness Write a S.O.S. with the blood from my wrist for all to see but you can not save it all will end today...

How Horny Are You?
You scored as A little horny. You're a little horny. It takes a lot to get you aroused though it will be all the more enjoyable when you do. Please rate and comment and tell me what quiz this is when you do!A little horny75%Very horny44%Not horny25%Normal Horny19%Super Horny19%How horny are you? (with pics)created with QuizFarm.com

Just Letting My Friends Know
hello out there just wanted to let my friends know that i have a new yahoo addy, my old one locked up so please if u would like to stay in touch please add me, thanks cobra blackcobra42764@yahoo.com

Of Course Men Remember Anniversaries
A woman awakes during the night to find that her husband was not in their bed. She puts on her robe and goes downstairs to look for him. She finds him sitting at the kitchen table with a hot cup of coffee in front of him. He appears to be in deep thought, just staring at the wall. She watches as he wiped a tear from his eye and takes a sip of his coffee. "What's the matter, dear?" she whispers as she steps into the room, "Why are you down here at this time of night?" The husband looks up from is coffee, "Do you remember 20 years ago when we were dating, and you were only 16?" he asks solemnly. The wife is touched to tears thinking that her husband is so caring and sensitive. "Yes I do," she replies. The husband paused. The words were not coming easily. "Do you remember when your father caught us in the back seat of my car making love?" "Yes, I remember," said the wife, lowering herself into a chair beside him. The husband continued. "Do you remember when he shoved

Man Eats 4.8 Pounds Of Turkey In 12 Min.
Man eats 4.8 pounds of turkey in 12 min. Wed Nov 22, 9:36 PM ET There won't be any turkey for Patrick Bertoletti on Thanksgiving — he got his fill the day before. Bertoletti, a 21-year-old culinary student from Chicago, won the annual turkey-eating contest at Artie's Deli on Wednesday, eating 4.8 pounds of the holiday bird — a full pound more than the second-place finisher. The eight contestants in the competition had 12 minutes to eat as much of a 12-pound turkey as they could manage. And their handling of the birds wouldn't have won them any etiquette medals. The defending turkey-eating champion, Sonya Thomas, known as the "Black Widow," got her mouth too full of turkey to swallow as the contest moved into the homestretch. She was disqualified. Bertoletti's winning strategy had him starting his attack on the turkey breast. "It's white meat and harder to eat. You want to get it out of the way first," he said. Bertoletti, who weighs 190 pounds, has won eating contests

Police Save Thieves From Sticky Escape Route
Police save thieves from sticky escape route Fri Nov 24, 6:20 AM ET Two thieves on the run in Germany made light work for their pursuers when they tried to flee across a drained pond and got stuck so fast in mud they had to be helped out by police. "They probably thought the pond looked dry and that it would be a handy shortcut," a spokesman for police in the eastern city of Chemnitz said Wednesday. "But they got totally stuck." Having released the men from the sludge, po

Do Me
WHEN i RUN AWAY FROM YOU - FOLLOW ME WHEN i POUT MY LiPS - KiSS ME WHEN i KiCK - HUG ME TiGHT WHEN i CALL YOU CRAZY - iM CRAZY ABOUT YOU WHEN i AM SiLENT - iM THiNKiNG OF HOW TO SAY i LOVE (LIKE) YOU WHEN i iGNORE YOU - i WANT ALL YOUR ATTENTiON WHEN i PULL AWAY - GRAB ME BY THE WAiST & TELL ME YOU'LL NEVER LET ME GO WHEN YOU SEE ME AT MY WORST - TELL ME iM BEAUTiFUL WHEN i SCREAM AT YOU - TELL ME YOU LOVE (LIKE) ME WHEN YOU SEE ME WALKiNG - SNEAK UP BEHiND ME, & REST UR HEAD ON MY SHOULDER iF I DONT CALL YOU - iM WAiTiNG BY THE PHONE FOR YOUR CALL WHEN iM SCARED - HOLD ME BY THE WAiST WHEN i LOOK LiKE SOMETHiNGS THE MATTER - KiSS ME & TELL ME EVERYTHiNG WiLL BE ALRiGHT WHiLE i HOLD YOUR HANDS - PLAY WiTH MY FiNGERS

Missing Soldier
MISSING SOLDIER FROM FORT CAMPBELL!!! PLEASE READ!! Most of you on my friends list I speak to quite frequently and some of you are very dear friends of mine. Now I am banking on that friendship as I am in need. My friend Jessiah has gone missing, it has been 5 days now and there is no sign of him anywhere. He has recently come home from Iraq, and we fear he may be suffering some post-traumatic stress syndrome or something. He has a wife, who is the sweetest girl you will ever meet, and a young son, who are both in Washinton right now and pretty much powerless to do anything down here. He has not used his cell phone or credit cards, his car is parked in the same spot it has been in......we are in fear of his life. He was last seen leaving Kickers, which is in a pretty bad area of town and right by the river. He has been listed on the National Missing Persons Database and yesterday his case was assigned to a detective. PLEASE HELP US! Go take a look at his profile, his URL is http:/

What Classic Bombshell Are You?
What Classic Bombshell Are You? Audrey HepburnYou are Audrey Hepburn! You are the epitome of class. You are elegant and regal. You love to express yourself in many ways, including dance. You also love helping people. Take this test

What Group Are You? Chav, Rocker, Skater, Emo, Goth, Trendy, Prepy
You scored as Rocker, Mosher. Your A Rocker!Rocker, Mosher95%Goth60%Chav, Townie, Rude Boy, Ned, Kev20%Prepy15%Emo10%Skater5%Trendy0%What Group Are You? Chav, Rocker, Skater, Emo, Goth, Trendy, Prepy Ectcreated with QuizFarm.com

Petsmart
Ok somehow im seriously irate about all this shit that is going on. Im stressed out because of work. And as i have said that im leaving PetSmart on Dec. 2nd i figured that it would just be a peaceful transaction and i wouldnt be as mad as i am right now. Well i was totally wrong. First ive realized and come to terms with the fact that my manager has been cutting me back hours because she obviously wants me to leave. I dont understand what she has against me and how I do my job. I do my job like im supposed to. If you look on my record i dont have multiple write-ups and complaints against me. I do my job the way that its supposed to be done. I have only called in sick and/or left sick 4 times! since May 2005. Ive been late once because my car wipers flipped out on me in a rain storm. I am a hard worker and I took crap like no other. My store manager liked to tell me that im "unefficent" because im not getting buisness and im not smiling all the time when im at work. What the Fuck are th

Women
Woe to the man who first saw one, Yet a pat on the back to this great fellow, For following something that Can be so terrible yet, The most wonderful thing ever created. If god is not a woman, Then woe to that man, For having to live with the temptation, For all Eternity. Woe to the man who seeks, To contain or bend a woman to his will. This man will turn full circle, For he follows his nature, But he is not thinking. You let a woman do as she will, And enjoy the pleasures as you can, The pleasures some wait their lives for. Woe to the man who waits still, And more to the man who passes, Without truely knowing what a woman is.

Heartbreak
You were a fool to think that I loved you; Now you know it was a lie. So why can't you just face reality And stop wanting to die. You loved me & you thought that I felt the same, When all the time I was just playing a game. Can't you see you're just a young boy And I just thought of you as another toy? So, just burn all the letters I wrote to you, 'Cause none of them was telling the truth. I had to do this to you before you did it to me, So just remember this is the way it has to be. I'm just a person who breaks a lot of hearts, And yours was so easy from the very start. So try to remember me for what you thought I was, And not as I really am. 'Cause now you know I didn't really give a damn. © VICKI JOINER COPYRIGHTED ON: 2004-09-22 12:35:13

Song
I sit alone here tonight, Just tryin' to pass the time, Now here you come, And I'm undone...... You take a hold of me, And I can hardly breathe, But you've been gone so long, And we both moved on, So tell me why..... Are you with me tonight? Just when I think you're gone, I realize I'm wrong, You're only a memory, Still stronger than I'll ever be, But I know the truth, I never meant a thing to you, It's like you threw me away, But a part of you had to stay, You're still inside me, And you won't let me be..... You take a hold of me, And I can hardly breathe, But you've been gone so long, And we've both moved on, So tell me why.... Are you with me tonight? I gotta drive out the memory, Hafta to rid myself of the you in me, Cuz if I never forget, I'll always regret, Letting you go, Letting our love go cold, There's nothing I can do anymore, I've tried it all before, And I don't wanna live this way, Baby, you're killing me, You take a hold of m

How I Feel These Days.
Lying from you- Linkin Park When I pretend, Everything is what I want it to be, I looked exactly like what you had always wanted to see, When I pretend, I can’t forget about the criminal I am, Stealing second after second just cause I know I can, But I can’t pretend that this is the way, it'll stay, I’m just, (Trying to fend the truth) I can’t pretend I'm who you want me to be so I'm, (Lying my way from) You!!!!!!!! (No, no turning back now) I wanna be pushed aside, so let me go!! (No, no turning back now) Let me take back my life I’d rather be, all alone!! (No turning back now) Anywhere on my own, cause I can see!!! (No, no turning back now) The very worst part of you… IS ME I remember what they taught to me, Remember condescending talk, Of who I ought to be, Remember listening to all of that, And this again, So I pretended up a person who was fitting in, And now you think this person, Really is me and I'm, (Trying to bend the truth ) The more I pu

Something To Think About
Ok everyone this was posted on a site from a friend of mine a really good friend of mine that I have known forever and it gave me a little insite on not only relationships but also on friendships. Thanks Steve So I thought that I got the priviliage of getting the insite and the words of wisdom from him i would share it with the friends on my myspace!!! So many people take for granted what they have and before you know it ist is gone and welll let me tell your from experience, IT SUCKS. So live life to the day for your friends, family and loved ones!!! Don't take anyone or anything for granted!! Recently I did a Myspace survey and one of the questions was who was your first REAL Love. I thought about how to answer this question since lately the words Real and Love haven't fit together so well. I took the short and politically correct answer in the interest of time and space on a short survey and answered Tanya, Kelli, and Shannon. While my answer was truthfull it was also flawed in

Everyone's Great
I just wanted to say thanks to everyone who's given me points and dropped me a comment. There's so many now it'd take me forever to reply to you all, so I just wanted to say thanks to everybody. You've made me feel wonderful. :)

Mind Games
I've fallen in love, she says There is no doubt If you fall in a ditch You can't fall out You play games with his head You cause pain to his heart Come on, let's play Grab another dart How do you do it Every single time Is it one snap of your fingers And you're, Oh look he's mine! Stop playing these mind games His brain is too small He really can't take it He's not bright at all Oh nevermind Forget it, whatever You're both idiots You're meant to be together

Nothing In My Way - Keane
Music Video:NOTHING IN MY WAY (by Keane)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone Nothing In My Way A turning tide Lovers at a great divide Why d'you laugh When I know that you hurt inside? And why'd you say "It's just another day, nothing in my way I don't wanna go, I don't wanna stay So there's nothing left to say?" And why'd you lie When you wanna die, when you hurt inside Don't know what you lie for anyway Now there's nothing left to say A tell-tale sign You don't know where to draw the line And why'd you say "It's just another day, nothing in my way I don't wanna go, I don't wanna stay So there's nothing left to say" And why'd you lie When you wanna die, when you hurt inside Don't know what you lie for anyway Now there's nothing left to say Well for a lonely soul, you're having such a nice time For a lonely soul, you're having such a nice time For a lonely soul, it seems to me that you're having such a nice time You're having

I Know Better
When I see your face, I get that feeling inside The feeling that one day, you will soon say good-bye. Tears fall fast and swiftly down my face It’s been 18 years and I still have no place. The words ‘I love you’ are rarely said Even though we are naked and alone in a bed. There are no comforting words, or helping hands But I don’t expect it; after all you’re a man! That issue has lacked for so long in my life I look at it as power, and not as strife. I’ve tried to take my life many times before But he never cared, he only slammed the door. Drugs and inflicting pain are where I turned But it never did help it only deepened the burn. The downfall from the high came hard and fast When would an end to my suffering come at last? You say you’re different, that you won’t do what they did But you put me in a container, with no holes in the lid. I feel it deep within, that happy thing called love But every time I speak of it, you give me a shove. You say

Just Stuff
i s'pose i ought to start trying to write a blog every day or every other atleast like i used to. umm not a whole lot is new. i've just been working. i did midnight's the last two nights and now they're throwing me on morning shifts which doesn't make me happy but ill survive. i may be working a 2nd job soon because my aunt just got the gas station back and needs help running it. as much as i know thatll mean all i do is work, i need the money and it's not like i have much else to do so for now it'd be fine. i slept until 7. i meant to get up at 4 then somehow i looked at the clock and it was 630 where it was just 4 like 30 seconds ago. i have to work at 10 in the morning. so ive been just sitting on the comp since i got up being fairly bored as ussual, which is my own fault for not choosing to do much of anything. i should get a check in the morning for the money i was shorted which is good. i should probably get groceries sometime soon, i took my foster my and brother to the

Should We Prefer Dogs To Women? :o)
1. The later you are, the more excited your dogs are to see you. 2. Dogs don't notice if you call them by another dog's name. 3. Dogs like it if you leave a lot of things on the floor. 4. A dog's parents never visit. 5. Dogs agree that you have to raise your voice to get your point across. 6. Dogs like to do their snooping outside rather than in your wallet or desk 7. You never have to wait for a dog; they're ready to go 24 hours a day. 8. Dogs find you amusing when you're drunk. 9. Dogs like to go hunting and fishing. 10. A dog will not wake you up at night to ask, "If I died, would you get another dog?" 11. If a dog has babies, you can put an ad in the paper and give them away. 12. A dog will let you put a studded collar on it without calling you a pervert. 13. If a dog smells another dog on you, they don't get mad. They just think it's interesting. 14. Dogs like to ride in the back of a pickup truck. And, last but not least: 15. If a dog leaves, it won't take half of y

Another
A Playful Sprite By: Molly Deshazer A mischief sprite I am likened to. Laughing as I go through the day. More playful am I at night, when The moon is full and bright. This playful sprite will show her light. But upon first light, The playful spite will take flight. For fear of being seen, by the mortal eye. For a shy sprite I am in truthful sight. And can only show the playful side at night.

My B-day Calculator
22 February 1978 Your date of conception was on or about 1 June 1977 which was a Wednesday. You were born on a Wednesday under the astrological sign Pisces. Your Life path number is 4. Life Path Compatibility: You are most compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 2, 4, 8, 11 & 22. You should get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 6 & 7. You are least compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 1, 3, 5 & 9. The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2443561.5. The golden number for 1978 is 3. The epact number for 1978 is 21. The year 1978 was not a leap year. Your birthday falls into the Chinese year beginning 2/7/1978 and ending 1/27/1979. You were born in the Chinese year of the Horse. Your Native American Zodiac sign is Wolf; your plant is Plantain. You were born in the Egyptian month of Pachons, the first month of the season of Shomu (Harvest). Your date of birth on the Hebrew calendar is 15 AdarI 5738. Or if you were born af

Life
I was hoping the first bulliten I posted on here would be something happy, but the thing that is most on my mind is my brother Hank R.I.P 09-20-06. We both share the same mother, and even though we have different fathers, we never considered each other as half related. We were all family. He departed this world after a tough battle with cancer. I know he is in a better place now and he does not have to suffer. For a while I was mad at myself that I didnt visit him more often. The last time I called to check on him he was too weak to talk but my mom relayed my phone call to him while she was there at his home trying to make him comfortable. My heart hangs heavy right now, but I know he would not want me to go on being sad. I still have so many memories that do bring a smile to my face and help me cope with his death. We always joked with each other about who has the biggest feet. I finally got him good a few weeks ago... I told him "his age is finally catching up with his sho

Rainy Day
Sitting on the couch, I turned the channels with the changer. Trying to find something that might peak my interest. But of course, there wasn’t anything on the tube that day. “There going to be a 70 percent chance of a afternoon thundershower, hopefully it will quench all of those plants that have been needing the rain.” said the weatherman. Soon I could feel two hands slowly rubbing my shoulders, they were strong and felt so nice as I soon felt your lips against my ear as you held me closer to your chest. I started to giggle as your lips tickled my ear, “You wanna go with me to the store to get some stuff for dinner tonight?” you asked me. I nodded and got up to get my purse as we walked out the door. The drive was a nice even though we did see some dark clouds overhead, the rain was coming in and it was gonna come sooner than we thought. By the time we got to the store and we came out, it was starting to pour down. “I’ll pull the car around and pick you up ok?” “A little rain i

60 Questions
1.Where will you be when it turns 2007? at a party with people i love 2. How did you get the idea for your MySpace name? umm it used to be my nickname 3. What song are you listening to right now? I Miss you - Blink 182 4. Has the death of a celebrity ever made you cry? nope 6. Do you own an iPod? used to 7. What was the first thing you thought this morning? i was in a good moood and started dancing and jumping on my bed :] hah 8. What do you do for a living? Student & waitress 9. What will you do tonight? hopefully talk to my love and then go to sleep 10. Whats your favorite memory from last weekend? getting drunk with sweet people, and talking to my love 11. What are the last two digits of your phone number? 36 12. What was the last thing you ate? brownie 13. What was last thing you drank? miilk 14. What was the last movie you watched? umm Christmas vacation 15. What do you dislike at the moment? my ass 16. What food do you crave

My New Poem
This is dedicated to my cousin who died of AIDS... One Great Poem One poem Just the right words The right sounds Combined in the right fashion To share an idea A dream I have deep in my soul I have written many poems I have used many words where the sounds were right They were not perfect They were not great Before I die I want to write that one poem that will be remembered In my fifty years I have heard a million words I have seen thousands of beautiful things My eyes have wept My thoughts have traveled through world unknown I have loved only once but my heart has died a hundred times My name will be forgotten My dreams will never be shared Time grows short My mind falters as the light in my eyes fade The last thought I have as my soul leaves my body I never found the right words I never found the right sounds I never wrote that one great poem A virus took it all away from me Took me away I will never be remembered

New Job Stuff
Well I just called into my new job, as a customer service and video clerk person at Safeway. I only work 20 hours next week! I'm kind of scared... These are only training shifts. I told my mentor/supervisor that I'm willing and able to work (after I said that I thought maybe that wasn't the best choice of words to use)... So then I just said I'm excited to be working there and ready and excited to learn everything I need to know. He said I had a good attitude and that he liked that. I told him I'd be willing to come in over the weekends and stuff or to pick up ppls shifts who had sick kids, etc. Anyway... I just hope that I am going to get more than 30 hours a week on average! Geez... So I'm thinking of applying over at Bed Bath and Beyond... and maybe Petsmart, and then maybe Applebees (which is a really NICE RESTAURANT haha is that what he says in Talledega nights?)... Anyway... If anyone has any advice about working at any of those places let me know... I'm poor. I am

Natural Health Remedies.
I will be starting a blog that will provide specific and practical remedies to help target common ailments. Some ailments I will include are Lupus, Asthma, Fibromyalgia, Diabetes, Allergies, Influenza, Depression and the list goes on. Keep checking back, I will try to cover a different aliment everyday.

Another Day
T.G.I.F. first off let me wish u all a great weekend. now down to more pressing matters.lol does anyones computer but mine get the friday blues and dont wont to act right? its gonna b a toss up if this one makes it through the day and doesnt get tossed out the window......lol any bets on if it does or doesnt.

Please Help
Bristol- Myers is donating a dollar to AIDS everytime someone goes to their website and moves the match to the candle and lights it. It takes one second to raise a dollar. https://www.lighttounite.org/

Yea! I Got A New Job!
Ok, I've been kickin this around for a LONG time and trying to make something happen with my current job. I drive 90 minutes each way to make this job, and I am SO not happy with what I'm doing... but I love the people and the atmostpehere. Well I did anyway... the people I still like, the atmosphere has changed alot... So, I applied to a place a friend works. One place, one time, one job that I REALLY want. Had to wait a long while to find out what's goin on... I interviewed first in the line. Sooo...... I just got the paperwork in the mail today, I GOT the job!! YEA BABY! I give my notice on Monday after I sign everything and send it back (cuz I'm just a lil paranoid about details) and 2 weeks from Monday I'm on to bigger and better things... FINALLY!!!

Well, I Wasn't Going To Make A Big Deal Of This
But now it's got me roped in a little. I'm in the most unique picture contest. I honestly think that mine is one of the most unique pics there. Please stop by and rate the pic and comment bomb it: Thanks!

Trick Or Treat!?!?!?!
TRICK or TREAT? I cast a spell tonight to become the magnet to your temptation; And sprinkle an appetite in you to crave my pleasing sensation! But, before I clear the cloudiness in you I’m gonna have some fun; Seduce you in every way you’ll be stiff with satisfaction when I’m done. Lure you into my enticing garden and flatter you with lust; I’m gonna nurture your needs and charm you with my trust! Sit you down to observe true beauty before I let you frolic about; Make you itching to touch & while you imagine I’m arousing your senses inside and out! I’ll dance all around your mind and yet remain a mystery; Persuade you to give in and pursue this one night fantasy! Invite you to indulge with pleasing delight and end it with a bang; Then, kiss you unconscious and let your mind and body regain! When you awake you’ll find....I am no where to be found; Beware though when you sleep I’ll be around! This spell I created for amusement to knock you off your feet; To make

Forty Tres
43 Things You Never Think to Ask 1. Have you ever been searched by the cops? YES. 2. Do you close your eyes on roller coasters? WHAT KIND OF A PUSSY DOES THAT??? LOL, ME. 3. When's the last time you've been sledding? LAST WINTER 4. Would you rather sleep with someone else, or alone? SLEEP?? WHAT'S THAT? 5. Do you believe in ghosts? YEAH...AS MUCH AS I BELIEVE IN THE TOOTH FAIRY 6. Do you consider yourself creative? YEP, I FIGURED OUT HOW TO KILL A RAT WITH A PAPERCLIP 7. Do you think O.J. killed his wife? NEGRO, PLEASE!!! IF YOU THINK HE DIDN'T, I'VE GOT A BRIDGE I WANT TO SELL YOU 8. Jennifer Aniston or Angelina Jolie? ANGELINA JOLIE'S A CRAZY BITCH...AND I LIKE THAT IN MY WOMEN 9. Do you stay friends with your ex's? NOT LIKE CLOSE FRIENDS OR ANYTHING BUT WE'RE FRIENDLY 10. Do you know how to play poker? SURE....LIQUOR IN THE FRONT, POKER IN THE REAR 11. Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight? TOO MANY TIMES 12. What's your favorite comme

Been Gone For A While
Hi there, everybody. It's been awile since I've been here. I hope that everyone is well, and doing fine. I haven't been on, as I no longer have access to the computer that I was using to be here. The one that I have here at home is a piece of junk and it takes forever for pages to load. Up to 5 minutes per page. The good news is that I've been informed that I will be receiving a new computer for Christmas. So YAY ME!!!! Hopefully, that means that I will be able to come here more often. But, for those of you who are interesting, I do have other webpages that you can visit. http://profiles.yahoo.com/bigturtle4u or http://www.myspace.com/turtlegrotto or for the downright naughty http://www.xpeeps.com/bigturtle Stop on by and hang out awhile. Later, gators.

Being Proud Of Who I Am
"Being Indian is a attitude,a state of mind,a way of being in harmony with all things an all beings. It is allowing the heart to be the distributor of energy on the planet: to allow feelings and sensitivities to determine where energy goes: bringing aliveness up from the Earth and from the Sky, putting it in and giving it out from the heart." ~Brooke Medicine eagle~

Top 30 Things You Will Never Hear A Southern Boy Say
1. Oh I Just Couldn't, She's Only Sixteen. 2. I'll Take Shakespeare For $1,000, Alex 3. Duct Tape Won't Fix That. 4. Come To Think Of It, I'll Have A Heineken. 5. We Don't Keep Firearms In This House. 6. We Don't Feed That To The Dog. 7. No Kids In The Back Of The Pickup, It's Just Not Safe. 8. Wrestling's Fake. 9. We're Vegetarians. 10. Do You Think My Gut Is Too Big? 11. I'll Have Grapefruit &Grapes Instead Of Biscuits &Gravy. 12. Honey, We Don't Need Another Dog. 13. Who Gives A Damn Who Won The Civil War. 14. Give Me The Small Bag Of Pork Rinds. 15. Too Many Deer Heads Detract From The Decor. 16. I Just Couldn't Find A Thing At Wal-Mart Today 17. Trim The Fat Off That Steak. 18. Cappuccino Tastes Better Than Espresso. 19. The Tires On That Truck Are Too Big. 20. I've Got It All On The C Drive. 21. Unsweetened Tea Tastes Better. 22. My Fiancée, Bobbie Jo, Is Registered At Tiffany's. 23. I've Got

No Title
Tonight I saw a beautiful sunset. As the sun was going down it cast a beautiful hue of red and pink across the clouds in the sky and it made me wonder what people thought about when they saw the sun rising. I've heard a lot of people say that when they see the sunrise that they believe it's a miracle that is proof that God truly exists. I, on the other hand see it as something different. When I see the sunrise in the morning casting a beautiful golden curtain across the sky it stirs something within me that is profound. It brings forth to me feelings of hope. The kind of hope they can only come from a sunrise letting you know that you have made it through the night and have yet another day to live and hopefully make the world a better place. Lately I've not been doing such a good job of making the world and better place and for that I'm sorry. With tomorrow's sunrise I will again hope to do better and strive harder to make the world a better place doing whatever I can to help a

Wierdos :|
I went to the mall today for some "me" time away from kiddos and hubby for a while just so I can unwind, and of course something ODD has to happen when i'm by myself. While I was walking through the mall some strange man stops me. Well, a LOT of people have been standing in front of the stores they work in greeting people or handing out brochures for sales and what-not. I didn't think anything of it and thought to myself, "what is he going to try to sell me?". Well funny thing is he wasn't a salesman to the store instead he starts rambling on about how he's new to the town and doesn't know anyone and wanted to know if i was from around there. Me: "No, sorry not originally..." and I start to walk away thinking that was that and he can't possibly ask me anything as far as what to find in the town since I don't really know it. He starts to FOLLOW me like a lost puppy, obviously trying to hit on me, and failing HORRIBLY. It was weird because he just kept following me, into EV

The Situation
Let us assume," said the professor, "that you are aboard a small >>craft alone in the Pacific, and you spot a vessel approaching you with >>several thousand sex-starved >>sailors on board. What would you do in this situation to avoid any >>problem?" I would attempt to turn my craft in the opposite direction," stated the brunette. I would pass them, trusting my knife and a bottle of mace to keep me >>safe," responded the redhead. Frankly" murmured the blonde, "I understand the situation, but I fail to see the problem."

Psychopathic Records
more @ FaygoLuvers ABK -Anybody Killa- Real Name: James Lowery Birthday: June 26th, 1973 Height: 6'2" Weight: 205+ Eyes: Brown Hair: Brown Race: Lumbee Indian Nick Names: Jaymo, Native Funk, Lil' Godzilla, Sawed Off ***Anybody Killa has been in the music business for awhile. Starting out in Krazy Klan in 1995, and also made a solo album called "Native Funk: Rain From The Sun". Now he's apart of the best record label in the world, Psychopathic Records. In 2002, ABK joined up with Twiztid to go out on the Mirror/Mirror tour to entertain juggalos accross America. After the Gathering of the Juggalos 2002, ABK put most of his efforts into finishing his debut cd. After spending a few months in the studio putting the finishing touches on his album, ABK hit the road with 2 Live Crew and labelmates ICP. Juggalos reactions to the songs off of his debut cd was incredible, kicking with bass and getting the crowd ready for the show, ABK seemed to get love from the Juggalos. Finally in

Rude People
Hello all. This is my fist blog on here ... Well, this passed Saturday me and my family went to a a tree lighting and it was nice. But when it was over a bunch of people were walking back to there cars that was in a parking lot near by. Well, anyway there was stop sing there and there was car trying to get out. Well, there was this one lady that was blowing her horn like a crazy person because the van in front of her was letting the ppl walking go passed . I mean come on now .. why do ppl have to be like that it the holiday season and every one was all happy and having fun at the tree lighting and this lady had to go and be a big ass and blow her horn like she was in a big hurry well just waned to share that all with you and would love to hear what you think

Just Something I Wrote Again And Again Unfinished
I need to know whats in my heart I need to know if it is real Ive known from the start I pretend its encased in steel The love I feel for you Is so soft and new It scares me to think it might not be true Where do I go from here You seem so far yet so near I smell you, taste you, so faint it is too Do I keep hopin and prayin for what Im not sure So much to learn and yet I know too The more I learn the harder it will be To turn and set my heart again free This all new and alien to me Ive given away my heart again to you

My Princess 3
YOU GO VERY FAR WITH YOUR MINED MY LADY IAM NOT VERY BAD LIKE THIS I RESPECT ALL THE PEOPLE ON THE WORLD SO U CAN THINK WHAT INSIDE ME FOR U IT IS MORE ANY ONE CAN THINK ABOUT HIM JUSTU MEAN TO ME THE LIFE THE MEANING OF THE BEAUTIFUL DAYS DONT GO LIKE THAT DONT LEAVE U DID SOME THING BEAUTIFUL IF U GO U FINISHED HIM U KNOW WHAT I MEAN .................... TRIBLE_XXX-ALFA-FOX-99

Hear, But Don't Listen
Sorry I was Not there Before the glass Had to meet The wall Nothing I could Have done But just watch Those tears Fall They may have Yelled it in Anger It was done As a pathetic Release But the fact is It hurt you Because you Believed It does not Matter What is said It is by no means True Just remember this One thing The words mean What they mean To you

I'm Back
FINALLY! Damn power company took 98 hours to restore service to my house. We had a winter storm back on Thursday night and the power went out to over 500k customers. It was a cold and lonely weekend. I spent part of the time out at my folks' house but I had to work on Sunday and the kids had school today. I missed all my friends and family here on CT. Hopefully the power stays on for the rest of the winter.

80's Kid!
Had to steal this, its' from MySpace bulletin but it's fun to reminisce... Q: Did you own a Light Brite? Yep. Q: Played with Strawberry Short Cake dolls? My sister had some, I might've popped a head off... Q: Played with Gi-Joe dolls? Yeah, friend Frank had a ton of 'em Q: Have a He-man or She-Ra toy? Didn't but Frank did. Q: Own a slinky? Multiple times, including as an xmas gift 2-3 years ago. Q: Had a Jem doll? Nope. Q: What about a Cabbage patch kid? I think his name was Calvin. My sister had Natasha. Q: Own a big wheel? Yep. Q: Trade Garbage Pail kids? I found a box of them while moving... used to get them at the sausage shop all the time. Q: Had a Popple? Nope Q: Had a Pound Puppy? I've got 3 or so in my stuffed animals box from moving. Cartoons of the 80's: Did you watch the following cartoons? Q: Thundercats? Ho!!!!! Q: Jem? I think so. Q: G.I. Joe? Yep Q: Rainbow Brite? Not unless my sister controlled the TV.

The English Lesson
so i deliver a pie out to a hotel tonight. the dude whos gettin it is english. it was awesome. its not everyday i hear an accent like that in person. lol. its fuckin funny. so im talkin to the guy and hes here for business and bis name is william and hes from somewheres REAL close to london but i dont remember, HOWEVER, i asked him for a favor, two actually. i was like dude, can you do me a favor real quick? actually, two of them. and hes all, kinda hesitant and what not like uh, sure. and im like can you say bloody hell and blimey for me. like ya mean it. and then i started grinnin REAL big. he started crackin up and did it. both its. it was very cool and made my night. bloop.

Thoughts About Marriage, By Kids
HOW DO YOU DECIDE WHO TO MARRY? (written by kids) (1) You got to find somebody who likes the same stuff. Like, if you like sports, she should like it that you like sports, and she should keep the chips and dip coming. Alan, age 10 (2) No person really decides before they grow up who they're going to marry. God decides it all way before, and you get to find out later who you're stuck with. Kristen, age 10 WHAT IS THE RIGHT AGE TO GET MARRIED? (1) Twenty-three is the best age because you know the person FOREVER by then. Camille, age 10 (2) No age is good to get married at. You got to be a fool to get married. Freddie, age 6 (very wise for his age) HOW CAN A STRANGER TELL IF TWO PEOPLE ARE MARRIED? (1) You might have to guess, based on whether they seem to be yelling at the same kids. Derrick, age 8 WHAT DO YOU THINK YOUR MOM AND DAD HAVE IN COMMON? (1) Both don't want any more kids. Lori, age 8> WHAT DO MOST PEOPLE DO ON A DATE? (1) Dates are fo

For All The Army Gals :)
*You complain that your boyfriend/husband has worked late all week and have barely seen him---I look forward to the two weeks a year we spend together. *You complain b/c he doesn't call you enough---My heart is thankful for the 15- second phone call I got last Tuesday in the middle of the night! *You whine to you friends about how much you miss him already because he is on a two day trip with his parents---I haven't seen him for 7 months now. *You don't fee like making love tonight because you are too tired---We will stay up all night because we don't know when it will be the last time. *Your boyfriend/husband belongs to you---Mine belongs to the government. *Your boyfriend/husband is training for his game next weekend---My boyfriend is trained to kill. *It's just not practical for you to drive an hour to see him every weekend during school---He spends $700 dollars on a plane ticket just to see me 2 days. *You hate hanging up the phone when talking to him---My hear

Playlist For The Week Of 11/28/06 - 12/5/06.
Autopsy - Severed Survival Cannibal Corpse - Kill Carpathian Forest - Fuck You All!!!! Ceremony - The Days Before The Death Confessor - Unraveled Hallows Eve - Death & Insanity King Diamond - The Puppet Master Kiss - Revenge Kiss - MTV Unplugged Kiss - Carnival Of Souls Motley Crue - Girls Girls Girls Overkill - Horrorscope Pungent Stench - Been Caught Buttering Sathanas - Thy Dark Heavens Scatterbrain - Here Comes Trouble Tankard - Beast Of Bourbon Usurper - Cryptobeast V/A - Underground Support Network: A Video Compilation

Random Thoughts
so i had a fun weekend in Key Largo this past weekend, as you can see from the pics i've posted.. well monday i started a new job as service manager.. and now im sick.. i think its just a sinus infection or something like that.. but damn this sucks .. on a brighter note.. my fav NHL team the Panthers finaly won a game tonight.. they were on a 6 game losing streak the bastards k .. im slowly getting sleepy here .. gotta love nyquil .. hope your all doing good mike

Layout Complete!
So I finished it. It's done. It's Holiday themed, and I FREAKING LOVE IT!! I spent 2 days working on it and I am extremely excited about it. So I'm doing a happy dance. wanna check it out? http://www.myspace.com/ladytesa yeah I know, OMG myspace...but in all honesty all I use it for is to practice my graphic design and my css that's all it's really good for.

This Contest Is Ahrd Work..pleasecumm Help Me Out
OMG..YUP IM BLONDE PLEASE GO VOTE ADN LEAVE A SMAL COMMENT ON THIS LINK, ALSO FEEL FREE TO VOTE AS MANY TIMES AS U WOULD LIKE WHICH I HOPE IS ALOT ..MWAHSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS..THE LINK IS BELOW ADN PASS THIS TO UR FRIENDS AND FAMILY http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=93659&i=2773692492

Friends
TODAY I WANNA SAY THANK YOU Today i wanna say Thank you, For your friendship thru the years, For offering your support selflessly, When i needed someone to dry my tears, Today i wanna say Thank you, For you have given me so much of your time, When my world crashed down around me, It was you who convinced me things would be fine. Today i wanna say Thank you, For being able to understand, I never had to say a word, You knew just when to lend a hand, Today i wanna say Thank you, Thanks for your hope and belief in me, I'll be your strength when your down, I'll always have faith in your dreams. Today i wanna say Thank you, For the person that you are, I know one day that voice you've got, Will turn you into a star! Today i wanna say Thank you, I don't think i say it enough, You realise whats really important, When the road you walk is rough. Today i wanna say Thank you... I love you like a sister and you need to know, Today i wanna say Thank you... Cause we

Cricket
OK, the big C. I fear this is going to cause me a whole heap of trouble, ridicule, loathing and the type of fearful threats one normally asociates with ignorance of race in the 19th century but her we go anyway. How do you explain cricket to an American? There have been too many attempts in history to name and non have been succesful. Here are a few notes and anecdotes to try to help you embrace something quintessentially english (or Australian or Indian actually, we suck) I could refer you to that bastian of internet knowledge Wikipedia but that would be cheating. The "Laws of Cricket" may also help, but I very much doubt it as they are only understood by umpires, strange old blind men in white coats. To experience the cricket atmosphere; try a trip to India where you cannot escape it, or Australia where it is played hard and to win, from birth right through middle age to death, moslty verbally but highly succesfully. English cricket is all about tea, sandwiches and "

More Of The Genius!!!
HEREfS A WEIRD ONE, THE AIR FORCE HAS BEEN CHARGED WITH USING JESUS CHRIST AS A MARKETING TOOL. WHO DO THEY THINK THEY ARE? THE VATICAN? THIS IS SUCH A CRAP LAWSUIT! JESUS WAS A GREAT MAN AND IF YOUfRE STUPID ENOUGH TO JOIN THE AIR FORCE BECAUSE SOME BOX-JAWED YAHOO TOLD YOU JESUS WANTED YOU TO GO FORTH AND DROP BOMBS ON YOUR FELLOW MAN, THEN YOU PICK UP A THING CALLED A BIBLE AND PUT ON A PROTECTIVE HELMET. JESUS HEALED THE SICK, WALKED ON WATER, HE NEVER SAID, gTAKE MY CHILDREN UNTO YOUR LANDS, BRAVO, TANGO, ONE FOUR, WEfVE GOT BOGEYS AT 1 OfCLOCK. THEY HAVE FORSAKEN ME, FIRE!h BEFORE YOU BELIEVE IN JESUS, YOU SHOULD DO A LITTLE RESEARCH ON THE MAN. ATLEAST GET THE BIBLE CLIFFNOTES. YOU DONfT NEED TO LOOK AT YOUR gWHAT WOULD JESUS DOh BRACELET. IfM PRETTY SURE JESUS WOULDNfT JOIN THE AIR FORCE BECAUSE THE NAVY SEALS ARE WAY COOLER! THAT MIGHT BE A COOL TOY! THE gCOVERT ACTION JESUS; WITH KUNG-FU GRIP!h ORDER NOW! THE WAY THINGS ARE GOING IN THE WORLD, VERY SOON, YOUfLL

Guess Who's Back ......... Meeeeeeeeeeee
Got a new pc today .. and am back online .. have missed you all ... Hope all is well with everyone ..I probably wont be on too much today or tonite as Im setting everything up and checking out the new things on this system .. so Big Hugs and Smoochies to all .. Missed ya bad !!!! Hugs .. Wen :)

This Week's Stuff
So I have been searching very diligently for a job for a few weeks now. I finally am getting some responses from quality companies and am having some good interviews, so that's good! Very good! I should also be FINALLY getting the fiber optic connection hooked up tomorrow and I can't wait to drop kick dial-up back to the cesspool from whence it arose. Unless something happens to delay it until next week. It will be nice to finally see how well CT runs with an ultra-fast connection, dual-core processor, 2Gigs of RAM and a widescreen display. Until then, I have to deal with partially loaded pages, no sounds, and frequent 404s and random disconnects. Have a good evening everyone!

Bored
Ok so night after night I sit here bored. I really need to find something to do at night. Maybe tomorrow afternoon I will take some salute pics. Well if I can get them to come out. Me + taking own pics = very bad pics! So we'll see what happens. So if you have any ideas how I can entertain myself while sitting at the computer let me know!! Anything has to be better then sitting here staring at the screen!

Lost Love
To brokenhearted women, please heed these words I say, the pain you think eternal will come to rest one day. Your destiny has whispered he wasn't the one for you, true love would never allow the pain he's put you through. A soul mate will always protect you, he won't hurt you in any way, and the bond that forms between you will grow stronger every day. Don't shed your tears in silence, there was nothing you could do, God gave you the strength of a woman, and your faith to carry you through. Time is so short and precious, so make every moment last, live today, tomorrow, don't dwell upon the past. The one who left you broken will come to rue the day, and the pain you thought eternal will slowly fade away. Maybe It's Over My Dream Man!!!

Summary Of My Last Year On The Computer
SUMMARY OF MY LAST YEAR ON THE COMPUTER I must send my thanks to whoever sent me the one about rat poop in the glue On envelopes because I now have to use a wet towel with every envelope that Needs sealing. Also, now I have to scrub the top of every can I open for the same reason. I no longer have any savings because I gave it to a sick girl (Penny Brown) Who is about to die in the hospital for the 1,387,258th time. I no longer have any money at all, but that will change once I receive the $15,000 that Bill Gates/Microsoft and AOL are sending me for participating In their special e-mail program. I no longer worry about my soul because I have 363,214 angels looking out For me, and St. Theresa's novena has granted my every wish. I no longer eat at KFC because their chickens are actually horrible mutant Freaks with no eyes or feather S. I no longer use cancer-causing deodorants even though I smell like a water Buffalo on a hot day. Thanks to you, I

Sexiest M.i.l.f. 30 And Over ..please Vote For Me After All I Am 40.hehe
HEY EVERYONE PLEASE GO LEAVE AS MANY COMMENTS AS POSSABLE, I WAS SICK YESTERDAY AND WASNT ABLE TO PTOMOTE MYSELF.. AND IF U COULD DO A BULLATIN FOR ME AND PASS MY LINK ON ..MWAHSSSSSSSSSS http://www.cherrytap.com/messages.php?mid=5131645&action=read&folder=inbox

Sad
what a sad thing we calll life.i try to avoid probblems but yet people whom i had probblems with at 17 still hunt me down n wanna know were i live n wanna kick my ass.why cant thy just give up.i moved on why dont thy.

And The Winner Is.........
The Cutest Kid on CherryTap is TORIE!! Thanks much to all who voted...Especially JellyBean,PlayfulGod and SerWilliam who voted thier butts off for her. I love you guys!!!! Yay for Torie!!!!!!!!!

Thank You!
I just wanted to post a blog and say thank you to everyone who voted for me.. I am not going to say never but I am going to try and stay out of contest. Unless of course its a wet t-shirt contest...lol. I know people are getting frustrated with all the contests and honestly i joined because i thought it would be fun and I was kind of bored here and there taking study breaks. I do try to talk to everyone who talks to me so I hope no one thinks i am superficial trying to get votes or something. Some one once called me materialistic and it really hurt my feelings. Maybe I am in the fact that I like to shop but when you get down to it poeple need way more to me then things do. My parents raised me way better then that.. Anyways I am getting a little carried away. I just wanted to say thanks and since not many of you read my bulletins I thought I would post it here.. Have a great Sunday Love, Persha

Leading Me On
*this is, at the moment, unfinished. I really nee to beef up my security system (defense syetem for yall who like to take things literally) You took my hand and lead me down a path that turned out to be a dead end You took me into your arms and flew me to heaven then you let me fall. You took my heart and put it into your pocket that ended up being a shredder. You wrapped me in your warmth and laid me down to freeze subzero temperatures. You played your magic trick and never brought me back.

Heartbreak
Heartbreak Sometimes I ponder about what will come next Where will my life turn when it seems to stall? When is the next time I will smile again? and how will I get up, should I fall? Happiness fills me with a touch of sadness. By that I mean I know it can't last. Beauty decays, laughter subsides When will the stones be cast? Tragedy can be measured by the amount of happiness taken away Elusion is our only protection As we fall victim to its prey So when I've reached a fork in life's road and the choices are many or few. I follow the one that leads away from misfortune Thats all I can really do When life is good You have to hold it in your hand You have to close your eyes You have to breathe it in! Happiness may end While tragedy begins Today is the beginning Is tomorrow the end?

Thanks
Thanks For Nothing Guys..If you want to know what im talking about read my last blog..Im tired of people being selfish!..I help every fucking person on my list in one way or another and i have ALOT of friends..and what do i get back?..SHIT ALL.. SO yah i will say this again...THX FOR NOTHING! :)

Tuesday, November 28,2006
DISNEY WORLD WELL ALOT HAS HAPPENED SINCE I LAST POSTED. SINCE NEWS 5 DID A STORY ON ALAN, WE HAVE HAD SOME FEEDBACK. NOT MUCH BUT EVERY LITTLE THING HELPS. ALAN IS STILL NOT RECIEVING ANY PHYSICAL THEARPY. OTHER THAN WHAT WE DO AT HOME. HE STILL HAS HIS GOOD AND BAD DAYS. HE JUST GOT BACK YESTERDAY FROM DISNEY WORLD. HE WENT DOWN THERE WITH HIS GRANMA. ALL THE CHILDREN LEFT LAST TUESDAY. ME AND DEREK SURPRISED THEM BY SHOWING UP THURSDAY MORNING. THEY WERE ALL QUITE SURPRISED..LOL, THE LOOK ON ALL THEIR FACES. WE ALL HAD A VERY GOOD TIME. ALAN CAN HARDLY WAIT TO GO WITH MAKE A WISH. THEY ARE SUPPOSE TO BE LETTING ME KNOW SOMETIME SOON WHEN OUR TRIP IS SUPPOSE TO BE. I AM EXCITED THAT HE WAS APPROVED IN A WAY, BUT THEN IN ANOTHER WAY IM VERY SAD. AS I KNOW ALANS CONDITION WILL ONLY GET WORSE AS TIME GOES BY. BUT HOPEFULLY WITH THE RESEARCH GOING ON SOMETHING WILL CHANGE. ANOTHER LITTLE BOY IN GA, MAY HAVE GAN ALSO. HIS NAME IS LYOTTON. THE DOCTORS ARE 99.9% SURE THIS IS WHAT HE HA

This Is Me!!!!
You are charming. You are very bright, and able to completely express yourself verbally. You have a lot of charisma and people are naturally attracted to you. 'What is your seduction style?' at QuizUniverse.com

The Friend
When we honestly ask ourselves which person in our lives means the most to us, we often find that it is those who, instead of giving much advice, solutions, or cures, have chosen rather to share our pain and touch our wounds with a gentle and tender hand. The friend who can be silent with us in a moment of despair or confusion, who can stay with us in an hour of grief and bereavement, who can tolerate not knowing, not curing, not healing and face with us the reality of our powerlessness, that is a friend who cares.

Could You All
PIck one person to like and stick with it ? I cannot keep up on all this CT Love. Whos marrying who etc? Geez..You think one CT spouse would be enuff!! But some have 2 or 4 or more....I need another spouse then huh? ::Looks at Jelly::

Foolish Games - Jewel
You took your coat off and stood in the rain, You're always crazy like that. And I watched from my window, Always felt I was outside looking in on you. You're always the mysterious one with Dark eyes and careless hair, You were fashionably sensitive But too cool to care. You stood in my doorway, with nothing to say Besides some comment on the weather. Well in case you failed to notice, In case you failed to see, This is my heart bleeding before you, This is me down on my knees, and... These foolish games are tearing me apart, And your thoughtless words are breaking my heart. You're breaking my heart. You're always brilliant in the morning, Smoking your cigarettes and talking over coffee. Your philosophies on art, Baroque moved you. You loved Mozart and you'd speak of your loved ones As I clumsily strummed my guitar. You'd teach me of honest things, Things that were daring, things that were clean. Things that knew what an honest dollar did mean. I hid my

Shining Stars
Through her eyes He reads her every thought Through her eyes He sees into her submissive heart Through her eyes He reaches her submissive soul Through her eyes Reflects the Love and Devotion she feels her eyes melting into liquid green pools At His words.. His touch.. Reflecting the Joy, the sheer Happiness and contentment Kneeling before Him looking into His eyes He sees the Peace and Freedom He alone has brought her Reflecting through His stars eyes.... Shining reflecting stars

Martha Stewart's Holiday "to Do" List
December 1 Blanch carcass from Thanksgiving turkey. Spray paint gold, turn upside down and use as a sleigh to hold Christmas cards. December 2 Have Mormon Tabernacle Choir record outgoing Christmas message for answering machine. December 3 Using candlewick and hand-gilded miniature pine cones, fashion a cat-o-nine-tails. Flog gardener. December 4 Repaint Sistine Chapel ceiling in ecru, with mocha trim. December 5 Get new eyeglasses. Grind lenses myself. December 6 Fax family Christmas newsletter to Pulitzer committee for consideration. December 7 Debug Windows '2000 December 10 Align carpets to adjust for curvature of Earth. December 11 Lay Faberge egg. December 12 Take dog apart. Disinfect. Reassemble. December 13 Collect dentures. They make excellent pastry cutters, particularly for decorative pie crusts. December 14 Install plumbing in gingerbread house. December 15 Replace air in mini-van tires with Glade "Holiday Scents" in case tir

Another Paper Written For School
Another assignment was to read "Dante's Inferno" and write our own journey in Hell using the concepts that Dante used. Well, you know me... my passion is music, so I wrote another paper based on music. My instructor liked it, so I was happy. Enjoy. My Journey Through Hell As I woke from a dream I realized I was in a forest, and a figure was standing above me. He said to me, "Come, we must go now." I recognized his voice, but my vision was still blurred from sleeping. He held out his hand to sturdy me as I rose to my feet. The sun was rising, and shone on his face. It was the face of Jim Morrison, the Lizard King. I could not believe who I was seeing because he had already gone on to the afterlife. He said to me, "Are you ready for your journey to Hell?" I realized I was about to embark on a ship leading to a place of eternal punishment. We would travel though a region of sadness, a region of the pleasure, and a region of tranquility. Due to motion sickness, I had los

Death
Blah...FINALLY! It's over, it's all over. At this point I don't care how I did, as long as it is all over, thank the Lord and whatever other gods maybe listening to me! I still have things to do: ~Go to RM today ~Come back to Gville Friday for a friends party ~BACK to RM Saturday ~Get naked for Ravenspedigree for fun photoshoots and goofing off this weekend! ~Spoil my pets ~Try to not get on my Parent's nerves...O_o ~Perhaps get a new car, even though it wont be new, it's still going to be old as myself and my parents can't afford a down payment on a car, so it'll be new to me, but not to the world...and eventually it can fall apart as well...goody So for the past two nights my sleeping habits have been atrocious, no idea why, I wish I knew, but theres nothing I can do about it now other than pray it didn't affect my exams any. So cross your fingers that I've passed the rest of my classes, and I am going to go to bed, because I really really need it for later today w

A Passion...it's Part Of The Art
Something I got into years ago, about 7 now, is ballroom dancing. It became a passion of mine. I quit a decent paying job to teach simply for the thousands of dollars of free lessons I'd get while a begginer instructor. It's a time to express me as I am, mentally, physically and spiritually. A time to make an art out of the atmosphere I'm in. I hear the music and it guides me. I feel my partner and I sculpt her. Combined comes this expression of what's being spoken to my heart at the time. It could be alive and vibrant with much zeal for life! A translationa and celebration of freedom and life. Swing! Swing hard and wild and free! Mix it all; jive, lindey, jitter bug, east coast and create your own style! It's all about you being you. Maybe someday I'll be as great as one of the greatest swing dancers of all time - Jimmy Stuart! Other times a waltz will play and I'll want to flow with how much I feel as all become right with the world. Beauty of life, friendsh

Cutest Couple Contest
Okay Ya'll Lets Get to Bombing ..Sinister's Sweetie & Sinister Hellian are in the Cutest Couple ..Both good friends and good people .. So lets show them some Luv and Bomb the hell outta them !!!! .. Click the Pic below to go to their Pic :)

Shrek 12 Days Of Xmas
OMG this KICKS ASS! 55555555555555555 ONION RINGSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS No wait, hey wait wait. Youâ€™ll forgot to sing my favorite Christmas carol: The Twelve days of Christmas No, not that one! A one, a two, a one tow three (no) four On the first day of Christmas My true love gave to me A fire-breathing dragon just for me Yeah On the second day of Christmas my true love gave to me two weed rats Heavenly Creatures And a fire-breathing dragon just for me On the third day of Christmas my true love gave to me three little pigs Ya ya ya yaaa Two weed rats and a fire-breathing dragon just for me On fourth day of Christmas my true love gave to me four exploding birds waaaaaaaa - bang three little pigs two weed rats and a fire-breathing dragon just for me ya On the fifth day of Christmas My true love gave to me Let me guess Five onion rings Five onion rings oh I knew it Four exploding birds Three little pigs Two weed rats And a fire-breathing drag

A Transylvanian Christmas Party
A Transylvanian Christmas Party [To the tune of "God Rest Ye Merry Gentlemen" - A Christmas Carol] A Transylvanian Christmas party...what a grand affair! I got my invitation yesterday and I'll be there. So will Brad and Janet 'cos they finally fixed that spare. And we'll Time Warp till we can dance no more, Collapse on the floor, And we will Time Warp till we can dance no more! A Transylvanian Christmas party...everybody come! I understand Frank will unveil his new phenomenum. He's blond and tanned like Rocky, but he's nowhere near as dumb. And we'll Time Warp until we go insane, Again and again, And we will Time Warp until we go insane! A Transylvanian Christmas party...bet I'll see you there! Columbia will sing and dance as though she were on air. I hope this time she doesn't trip and land up on the stair. And we'll Time Warp with hands on hips all night, Step to the right, And we will Time Warp with hands on hips all night! A Transylvanian Christmas party

I Wouldn't Believe It If I Hadn't Saw It
11's? the whole vic thing seems really insane. Why pay 14$ a month so you can put up more pictures, rate people 11's and get a special color for your name? I guesse people spend about the same on other stupid or silly things they don't need. People might spend that much on candy, or booze, or porn, or movies, or strippers. This site isn't really worse than those things. But really, why??? I guess it might satisfy that extra need for attention or self importance. Way cool, look at me, my name is colorfulll and I have lots of pictures. There are other sites that don't have a limit on the picts you put up. They don't have the rating systems or levels and stuff like this one does. I guess I've spent far more than that on liquer and strippers in a month, but I still felt kinda stupid later though. 14$ on this place would be cheaper than a case of beer or whatever every weeken, it's far less than I spend on gas and food. So I guesse it just has to do with what makes people happy. I

~~~~~~ What Mom Took~~~~~~~
~ What Mom Took ~ Most often when we think of Mom,we think of what she's given: The softness of a loving touch,a gentle guide for living; a nightly tip -toe in a room,an understanding look; but sometimes when I think of Mom I think of what she took. She took a child and taught it how to live this life with pride. She took those kinderkarden tears,and kept them all inside. She took the hands that longed to hold her child and not let go,used them to push her child along the way,to thrive and grow. Took time to do some other things like sew,and clean and cook,and never thought to ask for thanks for all the things she took. Thanks, Mom. You will forever live in my heart ,and be forgotten.

For A Velvet Revolution
The winds of change dance in our lives, Like northern lights chasing their own shadows in the sky. We can see better ways and easier days, We know there must be a more honorable and humane way. It is for us to pick the flower in our minds, It is matter of standing up and not just standing behind. We dream the soft solution alive, With the strains of peace and duty with which we strive. It is the wind of time that crosses our path, It is the scarred skin of our souls that know human wrath. We, standing together, are the solution, We are the warf, weave and frame for a velvet revolution. Negug, Timm Ondamitagos

Poem 10
Love Poem Miles Apart © By Stephen I wish I could wipe your falling tears away, as you bravely smile through your pain... You see me suffer, then you break down and cry miles apart... In your dreams I softly kiss you, no one can see the pain, that we both feel inside miles apart... You whisper I love you and I whisper to the skies, I love you too When will this pain ever go away even though we are miles apart... To be by your side is a dream I can't deny But I will wish for it to come true. I miss you so badly my heart is breaking as we cry miles apart...

Oh Boy I Messed Up.....:-p
SORRY YOU ALL MY TITLE FOR MY BLOG WAS NOT THE OTHER ONE I MISUNDERSTOOD ......ANYHOWWWWWWWWWWWWWW GIMMIE A HOLLAR SOME TIME I LOVE TO MEET NEW PEEPS AND MAKE NEW FRIENDS TOO....SMOOCHES......Tammy aka:CherryCherry™

Shall Be Missing
i probably shall be missing a lot more then ussual for the next two weeks. we just lost an employee so im going to be working lots of overtime. im also going to be doing a lot of midnights because the main guy is going on vacation, so i wont get a day off for a few weeks most likely, so if no one see's too much of me that's why. im going to have to start making cookies and other stuff on midnights which sucks, i don't even care for doing the donuts but dean won't be here to do them :/ i worked today when it was supposed to be my day off. and i believe im working the evening shifts on tues. and wed. meaning coming home from a midnight sleeping right away waking up at 1 then going back to work. tues. and wed. were my days off, but im willing to work i need the money. then for my midnights that im taking over for dean i may have to come into work an hr or two early for a few days. umm, that's about all that's new. i slept until 430 today. i went to bed at 2 and then just didnt want to

W.t.f.
Just online here today for a few hours. I have seen many peoples profiles and rate them cause i think i`m a good guy.. well after some time i noticed that hardly anyone sends comments or even looks at my profile.. i`m not saying i`m a great looking guy, just the average guy looking to meet some friends... hoping some that have time to talk.. not alot out there. Just wanted to see if it was just me or if i`m just being stupid. well thats all i`m done... to all you that do chat thanks for being a friend... have a great weekend.........

Life Is Some Thing More Than Just Life
hi-i am just new to cherry,hope to get familier soon-wellcome you all on my blog the first one trying to put on here. life is realy beautiful to enjoy it as we got-we are in a fix to get it but what we have got to do with that only.to get a life of human is itself is an achivement,so celebrate it as it comes to usby keeping in mind the bare fact of life that every one has got his/her self respect,we must suppose to understand this bare fact of life.if we wants to be respected so we must suppose to respect others in all respect. we must take care during the celebration of life that as under NO ONE SHOUL GET HURT BY FEELINGS OR OTHERWISE WE ARE SUPPOSE TO BE FARE IN OUR DEALINGS THERE IS NOTHING ABOVE THAN THE TRUTH & THE GOD CHILDRENS & ELDERS NEED SPECIAL CARE FROM US WE HAVE TO RESPECT THE NATURE AS WE BELONGS TO IT THANKS A LOT MAHESH SHARMA

Who Would Meet Me By The Tree
I just came up with this crazy idea like something that would be in a movie. I am feeling BLUE so cheer me up.. Would you meet me by the tree and what would we do? Please enlighten me LOL.. Christmas Graphics Dolls Comments codes Myspace Code Generators Layouts

The Color Of Crime
The Color of Crime Race, Crime, and Justice in America Second, Expanded Edition, 2005 Download free PDF Print Edition $8.95 If you do not wish to pay by credit card, send checks to: American Renaissance P.O. Box 527 Oakton, Va. 22124 (Price includes shipping within USA. For orders from outside USA, add $3.50 per copy.) Major Findings: • Police and the justice system are not biased against minorities. Crime Rates • Blacks are seven times more likely than people of other races to commit murder, and eight times more likely to commit robbery. • When blacks commit crimes of violence, they are nearly three times more likely than non-blacks to use a gun, and more than twice as likely to use a knife. • Hispanics commit violent crimes at roughly three times the white rate, and Asians commit violent crimes at about one quarter the white rate. • The single best indicator of violent crime levels in an area is the percentage of the population that is black and

Ok
im finally catching up with bulletins and things that i've missed. apparently now you can buy other members cherry blasts..thats feckin awesome. i want one :( i also want one of those perdy blue names that everyones getting

Some People Have It So Damn Easy!!
This is basically a follow up to the You Figure It Out blog that I wrote previously. Well the other day I spotted a former co-worker and was invited to his house. When I got there he told me he had only been back there with his girlfriend for 2 weeks. Previously he had moved out and was living with another gal. He says he was miserable with her and her father came and punched him in the face and told him to get out. So he came crawling back to his old girlfriend. I tried not to shake my head but I let out this little sigh. He said..yeah I have a lot of drama in my life don't I. I thought...you lucky fucker. You fuck around on your girlfriend. Move out and then come crawling back and she just lets you in? WTF. Everyone shoud be so damn lucky. I will never find someone that will do that for me. Here I can't find one person..let alone one person to let me come crawling back to them after I have fucked around on them and moved out. So that shit just makes my skin burn. Some people...men o

What Group R U?
You scored as Trendy. Your A TrendyTrendy35%Prepy15%Emo15%Skater10%Goth5%Rocker, Mosher5%Chav, Townie, Rude Boy, Ned, Kev0%What Group Are You? Chav, Rocker, Skater, Emo, Goth, Trendy, Prepy Ectcreated with QuizFarm.com

Which Horror Killer R U?
You scored as Freddy Krueger. You are Freddy Krueger. You are evil, but enjoy having fun. Sure you made some bad choices in life, causing some parents to attack you, and burn you alive. But hey, you have even more fun now than you did then! You prefer waiting for your victims to fall asleep, so you can have fun with them in your world. But if they pull you out, you dont let that stop your fun! Freddy Krueger50%Leatherface45%Buffalo Bill35%Hannibal Lecter35%Pinhead35%Candyman30%Michael Myers20%Captain Spaulding20%Jigsaw15%Jason Voorhees0%

My Way...someday...
Daylight breaks through equal bliss, all the reruns consume our history. Falling from grace, I hope you'll come sit by me. All I wish is your hand, it's the entrance to your soul. Each dream I had about you, got lost or thrown away; I can't wait forever, Can't you kiss me now? All the poems that I wrote, died and burned away. You took another man, after stealing my heart; It cracked in two, one for hate the other for you. Didn't I wait long enough? Leaving it for the perfect time. I can't look at you now, Won't you turn away? It's lonely where I am now, but I can't turn away. I think about you all the time, won't you come listen to me? Maybe one day I'll get your kiss, so I'll feel your lips, I won't let the moment pass me by, please stay as the star in my sky; Each day is lost without you. Maybe one day it'll turn out my way! Copyright©2006 Crazee Motherfucker

Not Really
So today was a pretty exciting day for me... i got to go the court house and file for a Divorce after beeing married for almost five years.... yeah i know how fun.... well he is getting served his papers tonight and i am really nervious to how he is going to respond to it.... so wish me luck that it will go good....

The Marriage Test
I was really happy. My girlfriend and me were dating for over a year, and so we decided to get married. My parents helped us in every way, my friends encouraged me, and my girlfriend? She was a dream! There was only one thing bothering me, quite much indeed, and that as my mother-in-law to be. She was a career woman, smart, but most of all beautiful and sexy, who sometimes flirted me, quite obviously too, and made me feel uncomfortable. One day, she called me and asked me to come over, to check the invitations. So I went. She was alone, and when I arrived, she whispered to me, that soon I was to be married, and she had feelings and desires for me that she can't overcome. So before I get married and commit my life to her daughter, she wants to make love to me just once. What could I say? I was in total shock, and couldn't say a word. So, she said, I'll go to the bedroom, and if you are up for it, just come and get me. I just watched her delicious behind as she went up the stair

Atlanta
So im in Atlanta! I made it through my first plane ride!! ahhh it was SOOO nerve racking lol.. I had christmas with my family b4 I left and my mom got me a PINK Nintendo DS :) sooo cute!!! lol Im playing this game called SPRUNG haha ;) Anyways I'll try and keep everyone updated on my trip! if anyone cares lol :) Were going to Wal Mart soon ;) I guess its WAY better then the one in Canada so Im excited lol And then we hit the big malls eeee Anyways talk soon 69th Angel xo

A Site That We All Should Support
Im sure as you all have seen i have a.symbol in my pics about child abuse. This maybe against the rules im not sure but this is a site i feel addimante about everyone who has kids or knows a child. Any how the site is www.perverted-justice.com vist it look at it its an important site i think we all should be behind just copy and paste to see this wonderful site!!!!!!

Another Storm
Preparing for another storm that is supposed to come in on Sunday. This one is not suppose to be as bad, only 35mph winds, but ontop of the mess this last one left, I don't see this one not leaving even more damage. It may well be our first Christmas by candlelight. BBQ'd turkey? No matter the circumstances, we will always make the best. We watched Pulse last night. The movie itself seemed like a twisted mutation of the Matrix regurgitated but if you think about how our society has become so dependant on mass communication infostructures, you should pause to contemplate the possibilities of something going horribly wrong. How much is too much communication? Losing the human touch is one thing, but what would happen if something other than humanity took control of our very lives? Identity theft is just a surface scratch I believe. I think it is only human nature to ponder where it will all end. If I can read, shop, talk in virtual, do everything accept

Trackz
Hi Peebz! I have been and still am updating my trackz... It's a pretty long list now, and it will only get longer. Many artists on the list are Dutch, except for Guano Apes, who are German, and some others (you will know which). I'm curious what you think of the trackz that are on my list, I'd like some opinions... And while you're at it, feel free to rate or anything that's on my profile - lol. Thanks!

Chim-chim Cootie Mouth
Here is your dose of humor: Follow the instructions to find your new name. Once you have your new name, put it in the Subject box and forward it to friends and family and co-workers. Don't forget to forward it back to the person who sent it to you, so they know you participated. And don't go all adult - a senior manager is now known far and wide as Dorky Gizzardsniffer! The following in an excerpt from a children's book, "Captain Underpants.And the Perilous Plot of Professor Poopypants" by Dave Pilkey.The evil Professor forces everyone to assume new names: Use the third letter of your first name to determine your new first name: a = poopsie b = lumpy c = buttercup d = gadget e = crusty f = greasy g = fluffy h = cheeseball i= chim-chim j = stinky k = flunky l = boobie m = pinky n = zippy o = goober p = doofus q = slimy r = loopy s = snotty t = tootie u = dorkey v = squeezit w = oprah x = skipper y = dinky z = zsa-zsa Us

Shoutbox!!!
Please stop asking me if i want your dick. I have a man and if you took the time to read my profile you would see that. I happen to be very much in love with and am not going to lose him over some comment. why would i want yours when i can have his anytime that i want? So please you can talk to me like a human being, but dont' shout at me asking me if I want your dick...cuz the answer will always be "NO"

Cute Ugly Or Sexy?
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A Dream
I am the sunshine of your life I bring the warmth to your veins I bring the flush to your cheeks I bring the twinkle in your eyes As I come near your breath quickens Your pulse races You can hear every beat of your heart in your ears It sounds like a band of drummers is inside your head Suddenly a feeling of anxiousness comes over you I reach you and whisper a gentle hello to you You breath in deeply the smell of my perfume Our eyes lock on each other Words are spoken through our minds Each telling the other they are wanted Your mind is transported to another place A place where you and I are alone In the place we share a long embrace A kiss that could ignite a sleeping volcano follows Our passions ignite, it's like a fire In it's presence nothing can survive, all is engulfed Suddenly, you are brought back to the present I stand there before you Your mind is angry It wants to go back to that place Is it just a dream Or you can make it a reality

New Here
well im new here trying to figure all this out. it all seems pretty cool so far. im a myspace person but im getting bored on there so this will be a good change for me. anyways stay tuned for more blogs to come.....

One Question About A Bullet.
I want to give up being a bullet I've been a bullet too long. I want to be an innocent coin. In the hand of a child. And be squeezed through the slot of a bubble-gum machine. I want to give up being a bullet. I've been a bullet too long. I want to be a good luck seed. Lying idle in somebody's pocket or some ordinary stone On the way of becoming an earring Or just lying there unknown among a crowd of other ordinary stones. I want to give up being a bullet.

Annnnd.
so basically this site is damn addictive... so i know theres gonna be many a insomniac night where im trying to get to the next cherry level... its like a retarded rpg...where i sit around all day tryin to level up... so you kno what to do

My Heart....
Nothing hurts more than realizing that he meant everything to you but you meant nothing to him. If you are going to make me cry, at least be there to wipe away the tears. I wonder, when you look into my eyes and watch my heart shatter, does it break your heart too? Even crack it a little? Theres a place in me where your fingertips still rest...your kisses still linger... your whispers softly echo...Its the place where a part of you will forever be a part of me. Theres a girl in my mirror crying tonight and there is nothing i can say to make her feel all right. You dont die from a broken heart...you only wish you did. You dont realixe how much you care about someone until they dont care about you. Look in my eyes and you will find me. Look in my heart and you will find you. You know you love someone when you want them to be happy even if it means that you are not a part of it.

Hey
Ok i am lost.Why do some guys say they will always be there for you when you need to talk but when it comes down to it they never are.I am so tired of the lies and the brbs i always get. They seem to think they can puch me around well you know what?I am not going to not fall for it any more.If you cant be there for me as a friend then dont be there for me at all .I am not goping to put myself through this any more.From now on if i cant find someone to be with for me and not for what i can give then forget it......Like said this is not toward all guys..

3:30-6:30 Every Single Day
Crumbling under the weight of my own perpetual attack Growing tired of controlling, want to be put on my back Be offered a hand As I steady myself I’m really tired again It’ll be over soon I think Would you believe that I really do want to let people in? But once they get to see the shit that I’m in, and the mess that I live with, they chastise me for being comfortable with this existence Yeah, it’s a mess But it’s my mess, I know where everything is So don’t move a thing Really, I’m fine I just need to go blind while I regain sight If you really want to come in then try to be polite Tell me it’s cute the way I draw black outlines around scar tissue Feel free to speak in soothing tones Don’t come in here and use words that remind me I’m alone If you can’t humor me as I indulge in a bit of pain Then do us both a favor and just go away I’ll be ok In about 10 minutes or so I’ll let you know I’ll be back to being the Zac you like But if you can’t tell me one little

My Tribute To Typos:typos Strike Back!
Through wretchedness and indignant times, I've experienced and lived 10 lifetimes, The adulation and ecstasy are transient, Cursed with this knack forever being fascinated by illusions of something grandeur I sit here alone a companied by my thoughts and ridiculed by my intentions to over come it I grab my keyboard and take vengeance of what i cannot envision or admit I shall strike down upon thee which covets that which hinders my will or taints my love Let the typos run down your dismayed covered peritoneum Let my words run through you like an tumultuous unceasing river

Tradition Of Angel On Top Of Christmas Tree
When four of Santa's elves got sick, the trainee elves did not produce toys as fast as the regular ones, and Santa began to feel the pre-Christmas pressure. Then Mrs. Claus told Santa her Mother was coming to visit, which stressed Santa even more. When he went to harness the reindeer, he found that three of them were about to give birth and two others had jumped the fence and were out, Heaven knows where. Then when he began to load the sleigh, one of the floorboards cracked, the toy bag fell to the ground and all the toys were scattered. So, frustrated, Santa went in the house for a cup of apple cider and a shot of rum. When he went to the cupboard, he discovered the elves had drank all the cider and hidden the liquor. In his frustration, he accidentally dropped the cider jug, and it broke into hundreds of little glass pieces all over the kitchen floor. He went to get the broom and found the mice had eaten all the straw off the end of the broom. Just then the

300%
A woman goes to her doctor, complaining that her husband is 300% impotent. The doctor says, "I'm not sure I understand what you mean." She says, "Well, the first 100% you can imagine. In addition, he burned his tongue and broke his finger!"

My Previous Life
In me previous life well I was the wife of a farmer from Fogartys Creek. I was the type who did everything right: I was passive and placid and meek. There was nothin' to learn where he was concerned - just act as if he was a king (and keep sayin' 'no' when he fumbled below 'til I had me that little gold ring). Well, he had me alright on our weddin' night - been better if he was a bull! Some honeymoon, me stuck in the room and him at the pub gettin' full. We moved the next week out to Fogarty's Creek and I was a farmer's wife. I cooked and I cleaned and six babies I weaned. I'd no time to think about life. He got up at dawn, by six he was gone and for twelve hours a day no-one saw 'im Bar the sheep and the cows and the 'overing crows...whatever I said useta bore him. So I learnt to just listen and keep me mouth shut and say 'yes dear' and 'no dear' and 'maybe' And when now and then he behaved like all men it was Bingo: another new baby. The years passed away, the same

I Hate People
people are dumb. period. if you dont get it...why are you even bothering commenting?! okey okey...id better clarify or someone will bitch here too probably. i posted a mumm saying marky ramone is either a douche or a bitch. every single stupid mother fucker that responded was like "im lost" "who?" "what?"......why the piss are you even responding then?? some wanker even says "i never heard them before" and posts his own music playing device thing...asshole. one person bitched that "shouldnt this be posted as a blog?" FUCK YOU. ill post how ever i wanna post. people are stupid.

First Entry
First Entry I"ve waited for this moment I've ran it over and over in my mind wondering how it would be . when or bodies connect my first entry.... As solid as granite slowly as he parting the pink sea pushing in a just a little felling her soft lipes encircle him griping him as much as he would want to thrustin! slan in her ! Shhhhhhhht man!! he get is all in there !! ther is anther person shareing this moment these fellings I want us to share.... he pushing in slowly about a inch then he pulling out just a little bit . seeing the estacy in her eyes he's pushing -in- alittle more the man like beast in me . is getting harder to ignore He is half way in trying-not-to-think!1 of how great she feels then shes start playing with her nipples so he give himself a taste pulling backing out just a little fells better than before Hes sweating the feelings to great He can't hold back any more she see the fire

After
After Fingertips, smooth, cool on my flesh as they trace designs at random in chilling sweat. The scent of us both lingering strong in the air, coloring the room with our lovemaking. "Baby", you call me, and smile, content as I lie there in your arms. "Lover" the name I return like a blessing on my lips, quivering in the newness of our first meeting, first mating. Just two wild beasts staving off reality for one more hour.

Girlfriend Application
I was bored so I decided to re-post this from an old blog. Fill it out. Girlfriend Application BASICS Name: Age: Location: Height: weight: Hair (color and style): Eyes: Piercings/tattoos: OTHER .Name 3 places you would want to go on a date: a b c What Kinds of music you like? Do you drink? What is your alcohol of choice? Do you smoke or do any drugs? Do you like the rain? If so...would you play in it with me? What about the mud? Do you like movies? If so would you stay up and watch them with me all night? if we were home Could we cuddle and just fall asleep together? ! Would you kiss me? Do you play any sports? If so...what? Would you call me right after we saw each other to make sure i made it home alright? How would you rate your kisses from 1-10? Favorite body part on you? What would you say is the best thing about yourself? Do you have any reps (ie: heartbreaker, slut)? Would y

Ashes (haiku)
Virgin rose petals Crimson tears flow from my eyes Love gone forever Angel with doves wings Cursed with a heart of sorrow Descends into dark Flames scorch a lost soul Tragic is this existence A heart in ashes

Sick Day (poem)
Can't go to school today Or go outside and play I am feeling quite ill Have a fever and chills Take my temp' and you'll see It's over one O three My nose is all stuffy Eyes are red and puffy I have an awful cough I'm sneezing my head off Got aches from head to toe My tummy hurts, oh no! Had a shot in the butt Fear I'm gonna throw up Throat is scratchy and sore Being sick's such a bore I must do as Mom said I have to stay in bed So pale, tired and weak Guess I'll just go to sleep

9-11
September 11, 2001 America stands strong In a sea of terror Planes crashed Buildings collapsed. People are dying, Children are crying, Fighters are flying, Neighbors are trying. The nightmare began, We took a stand, Everyone gave a hand, As the world began to band. Together we will fight, To make the wrong a right, To erase the dreadful sight, Of the aborted flight. We will unite in anger, And pain and despair, And tell the world, That we’re not scared.

The Meanest Mother In The World
Copyright© 1967 byBobbie Pingaro I had the meanest mother in the whole world. While other kids ate candy for breakfast, I had to have cereal, eggs or toast. When others had cokes and candy for lunch, I had to eat a sandwich. As you can guess, my supper was different than the other kids' also. But at least, I wasn't alone in my sufferings. My sister and two brothers had the same mean mother as I did. My mother insisted upon knowing where we were at all times. You'd think we were on a chain gang. She had to know who our friends were and where we were going. She insisted if we said we'd be gone an hour, that we be gone one hour or less--not one hour and one minute. I am nearly ashamed to admit it, but she actually struck us. Not once, but each time we had a mind of our own and did as we pleased. That poor belt was used more on our seats than it was to hold up Daddy's pants. Can you imagine someone actually hitting a child just because he disobeyed? Now you can begin to see how mean

A Little Bird Named Robin
A Little Bird Named Robin We were born 35 months apart, yet a whole lifetime. We are so different, yet so much alike. She is a wonderful mother,a strangely erotic woman, a strong personality (much more so than me), and a great friend to those who take the time to break thru all her walls. Most of all, I love her. Who is this paragon? We have a tie stronger than time, blood. She is my younger sister, Robin. We have spent most of the last 10 years not talking, putting each other down and keep the anger alive. But recently during a drinking binge, which is a rarity these days since I got old and settled, we had occassion to speak. Of the past and how we had hurt each other, and of the love we have for each other and for 6 little kids. So we thought that we might try to get along. We are doing wonderfully, so far. ________________________________________ Iremember the pretty little girl who asked for advice. And the secure young lady who gave me advie on guys, who picked my clothes (s

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Toxic Love! {interesting.... }
Toxic Love - the dysfunctional, addictive, cultural norm "True Love is not a painful obsession. It is not taking a hostage or being a hostage. It is not all-consuming, isolating, or constricting. Unfortunately the type of love most of us learned about as children is in fact an addiction, a form of toxic love." *** "If we can start seeing relationships not as the goal but as opportunities for growth then we can start having more functional relationships. A relationship that ends is not a failure or a punishment - it is a lesson." *** "As long as we believe that we have to have the other in our life to be happy, we are really just an addict trying to protect our supply - using another person as our drug of choice. That is not True Love - nor is it Loving."

25 Things
You're one of my friends and I love to know more so I'd be happy if you'd answer honestly just 25 things thanks. 1. Ever punch someone in the face? 2. How old are you? 3. Are you single or taken? 4. Beer,wine or liquor? 5. Do you dream at night? 6. Ever seen a corpse? 7. Have you ever wished someone dead? 8. Do you like fruit? Here comes the fun..................... 9. What's your philosphy on life? and death? 10. If you could do anything with me, and know one would know what would it be? 11. Do you trust the police? 12 . Do you like dance music (House/Techno/Trance)? 13. Fondest memory of childhood? 14. If you could change anything about yourself what would it be? 15. Would you date me? Would you kiss me? 16. What do you wear to sleep? 17. Have you ever peed in a pool? 18. When was last time you smoked pot? 19. Do you like your job? 20. What is your favourite thing about me? 21. Do you think I'm attractive? be honest remember? 22. What's your favourite food?

Something
grace flowing as beautifully as the blood on my face creeping as deceptively as the slow burning inscence grace will wash me soon giving way to the boon of my good seeping under my hood for now i`ll just hide in my hoodie where i know it`s safe where i know no one can penetrate where is my satisfaction why do i kill myself trying to satisfy others where are my kin of the debase where is my satiation where is my slap to the face where is my attack why am i asking questions i know the answer to the blood will flow i fear it won`t happen soon i fear a missionary hell i fear the stagnation of will but it won`t happen because i do not give up I HAVE NEVER GIVEN UP!!! it just gets hard i try to forget my path it is such a lonely fucking path fill me answer to my pull it is reaching the hilt and release will be spilled the birth of a virus the growth of a god shrouded in fog to be unleashed on you all he`s coming i have

An Eighties Christmas Flashback
An Eighties Christmas Flashback 'Twas the night before Friday and all through the town, no cops were cruising, no narks were around. As we all rolled our joints to be put in our sacks, we knew that soon we'd be stoned to the max. We drank Jack Daniel's And smoked Panama Red, a hit of tea and man I felt dead. We were all up that midnight all of the day, when there was a knock at the door that gave us away. There stood a man wearing a smile, so we invited him in to party a while. What to our red, glassy eyes should appear, two pounds of Columbia and a case of beer. So we sat down and he started to roll, filled up a glass and lit up a bowl. We ask the man what was his name, he said Saint Nichol and drugs is my fame. So as the man strutted out of sight, he said mari-ju-ana to all and to all a good night. Copyright; Flower Child

Darkness
Lurking around every corner Watching. Waiting. Lurking in the shadows, waiting for its victims. Capturing them to hold them captive, never letting them go. Never giving up. Holding you close, suffocating you. Covering your mouth. No cries of help, no cries of getting away. Shedding tears as you are squirming, trying to get away. The darkness holding you, holding you close to its form. Holding you so close you can’t breathe, can’t escape. You cry. Crying for someone, something, to turn around and get you out of Darkness. Out of its grasp, out of its sight. There is no escape. No way to get out of this dark, isolated place. You slowly quiet down. Slowly die out. Quit moving. Quit squirming. Stop breathing. Then you are gone. The darkness got to you. You’re gone. No more life. No more friends. No more family. No more help. None.

How Do You Measure Life???
Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away. This should probably be taped to your bathroom mirror where one could read it every day. You may not realize it, but it's 100% true. 1. There are at least two people in this world that you would die for. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. You are special and unique. 8. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 9. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 10. When you think the world has turned its back on you take another look. 11. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks. So.........

Christmas Carols For The Disturbed
1. Schizophrenia --- Do You Hear What I Hear? 2. Multiple Personality Disorder --- We Three Kings Disoriented Are 3. Dementia --- I Think I'll be Home for Christmas 4. Narcissistic --- Hark the Herald Angels Sing About Me 5. Manic --- Deck the Halls and Walls and House and Lawn and Streets and Stores and Office and Town and Cars and Buses and Trucks and Trees and..... 6. Paranoid --- Santa Claus is Coming to Town to Get Me 7. Borderline Personality Disorder --- Thoughts of Roasting on an Open Fire 8. Personality Disorder --- You Better Watch Out, I'm Gonna Cry, I'm Gonna Pout, Maybe I'll Tell You Why 9. Attention Deficit Disorder --- Silent night, Holy oooh look at the froggy - can I have a chocolate, why is France so far away? 10. Obsessive Compulsive Disorder --Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells,

This Is What Love Is All About
It was a busy morning, approximately 8:30 A.M., when an elderly gentleman in his 80's, arrived to have stitches removed from his thumb. He stated that he was in a hurry as he had an appointment at 9:00 am. I took his vital signs and had him take a seat, knowing it would be over an hour before someone would to able to see him. I saw him looking at his watch and decided, since I was not busy with another patient, I would evaluate his wound. On exam, it was well healed, so I talked to one of the doctors, got the needed supplies to remove his sutures and redress his wound. While taking care of his wound, we began to engage in conversation. I asked him if he had another doctor’s appointment this morning, as he was in such a hurry. The gentleman told me no, that he needed to go to the nursing home to eat breakfast with his wife. I then inquired as to her health. He told me that she had been there for a while and that she was a victim of Alzheimer's disease. As we ta

Introverted
Peaceful discontentment I while away the day No room for even resentment To make the wild thoughts play. A body full of sighing, A face that's turned to stone My will to move is dying It’s easier to stay prone. I wish and wish for laughter That’s new and fresh, and real. It seems forever after That life has lost its zeal. A moment doesn't lighten The feelings of despair. A joke will never brighten A heart that does not care. Oh, make my temper zesty And bring my mind alive! Stop me from getting testy, Just give me the will to strive! Give my wishes hope again. Give me a will to live. Make me strong, to withstand pain, And give me the grace to give. Deep within my soul, I know all is never lost, That life within will also grow, This is just compost. It helps the plant of life upsurge When it has fed enough. It fills you with an impending urge Know that you

Two Defining Forces
This is a MUST read !!! Be sure to remember the last paragraph! Your alarm goes off, you hit the snooze and sleep for another 10 minutes. He stays up for days on end. You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you. He knows he may not see some of his buddies again. You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls. He walks the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists. You complain about how hot it is. He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow.

I Searched The Garden For One Perfect Rose
I searched the garden for one prefect rose. There were so many I didn't know which flower to choose. Standing inside the rose garden it was hard to see.But when I looked outside my perfect rose was standing right next to me. Said I know I'am not perfect,but I'll love you with all my heart. When nobody else seems to care you can always count on me. I will never forget how close our love came to not be. But now that you're in my arms I'll never let you go. I don't need a perfect rose because you're perfect to me. I've got your love locked in my heart so tightly and I need you with all my soul.

Twenty Frist Century America
TWENTY FRIST CENTURY AMERICA Living in America today is very dangerous for a white person. With the borders being opened by the politicians and the blacks running amuck. The white woman is no longer able to walk down the street and feel safe. The negro has made sure that all territories are covered that once used to be all white. We are no longer the majority of this once great nation. There once was a time in America where the white citizens were the only people our politicians cared about, there was a time where if we had a problem it was fixed. This time is gone the way of the horse and carriage, it has become extinct due to the overtaking by the Jew and their immoral and unjust form of government. With the new age of “diversity” and “equality” the America we once knew has been totally reformed for the worst. We are now forced to share the same restrooms and classrooms with those inferior persons who are hell bent on collecting their welfare check when the reach legal age

God's Right Hand
1 Peter 1:5 “Who are kept by the power of God through faith unto salvation ready to be revealed in the last time.” Believers are “kept” by the power of God. This word “kept” in 1 Peter 1:5 is a military term. It literally means to be garrisoned about as soldiers around a fort. Think of the power of God as a fortress and you are on the inside. Now, how do you feel? Pretty secure, right? So many people get the idea that we keep ourselves safe. Friend, He keeps us. A father was crossing a street with his son. The son had hold of his daddy’s hand, then the light changed and the cars surged forward. The father grabbed his son’s chubby little hand and almost lifted his son across the street to escape the oncoming traffic. That is the way God holds us. Psalm 37:24 promises, “Though he fall, he shall not be utterly cast down: for the LORD upholdeth him with His hand.” You are in God’s right hand. Write that down and post it in a place where you can meditate on

Perverted Education
PERVERTED EDUCATION We are living in a time where we are expected to do the "right thing"! What the hell is the right thing to do, is it letting all those who immigrate illegally from one country to another stay furthering the downfall of our governments? Or is it listening to what others feel is right? What ever happened to the time where we were told to do what best suited us, what every happened to speaking out against a government that was unjust, I'll tell you what happened the Jew. Ever since the ZOG machine rolled over various governments, countries have become weaker, the people brainwashed to think that everyone is equal. I say fuck that, we are not all equal, the black man is in no way equal to the white, the Jew is in no way equal to the black, brown and are far less equal from the white men and women of this great world. We live in a day and age where media rules over our lives, our children are being taught to believe that just because the color of ones skin

Blow Me
A couple of homosexual men are accidentally rear-ended by a large truck at a stop sign one afternoon. Furious, the man in the passenger side throws his purse on the seat, steps out of the car, then walks back to the truck and starts banging on the door. The truck driver opens the door and the homosexual, standing there with his hands on his hips, says, "We're gonna sue your ass!" The truck driver smirks, says, "Blow me, buddy!" The homosexual stands there for a moment thinking, then his eyes get really big and his face lights up. He runs back to the car and says excitedly to his lover, "You won't believe this... he wants to settle out of court!"

Leprechaun??........i Think Not......
A man was walking in he woods, It was a great day. Suddenly, the man hears a rustling in the bushes. He peeks over the bush and sees a short man dressed all in green dancing around and singing. "Holy shit" the man says "That's a Leprechaun , I gotta grab him so I can get my three wishes" So the man pounces on the Leprechaun and says "Gotcha, now give me my wishes!! I want Cindy Crawford in my bed every morning, A million dollars given to me everyday for the rest of my life, and immortality." The Leprechaun says "Ah, Those are some hard wishes, for me to grant them I'll need you to let me bone you up the ass!!!" The man thinks for a second and says "All right, I'll do it for those things" SO the Leprechaun mounts him and starts going to town. The man says, "I can't beleive I'm doing this." The Leprechaun says, "I can't beleive it either" The man replies, "You can't beleive I'm actually letting you bone me too huh?" "Not exactly," The Leprechaun says, "I just can't beleive you really thi

Suspensful Nothing
He isn't real And neither are His feelings. She bleeds a Crimson red liquid That flows from The wound on Her chest. A hole so deep You aren't able To see an end. He filled that Gaiping hole once, Now that he's gone She has nothing left To do but watch The spider webs, Tornados and hurricans Rush through. Like a heart attack Stopping your blood flow. She sets herself on an Emotional journey So far away that No matter how hard she tried She will never Be hurt, Again

Sex And The Path Of Empowerment
Sex is a dance of energy; it is your contact point with the vital force of creation as well as a declaration of your identity in physical reality. Sexuality is an essential aspect of your creativity; when founded upon worthy values, your sexual experiences will offer romance, excitement, trust, sharing, intimacy, passion, pleasure, fun, exuberance, caring, love, and self worth. Sexual territory is like a huge forest filled with unknown mysteries. Sex is life; you are always sexual and you cannot avoid your genitals, yet your beliefs about your sexuality can be the source of many inner conflicts resulting in an avoidance of true sexual understanding. Hidden beliefs about love and your body can serve as the root causes of a basic denial of pleasure. Your sexual expression is conditioned by who you believe you are, as well as by what you believe you are worth. Sexual relationships are not random events; at times sexual encounters can span the lines of time, involving simultaneous love

The Proud, The Few, The Real Man
I am one of the dying breed, the very few guys who actually say what they do and do what they say. I am one those guys who not only says that they love their girl, I show it by being there when she needs me the most, cry with her when she is feeling pain or just having a bad day. I show her i am a real man by not reacting to when she annoys the heck out of me sometimes. I let her vent her frustration when she needs to even when its not me that she is angry at. If she has got a late night craving I will actually go out in the middle out the night and get it. Even when she has done me wrong I am still her man by forgiving her, cause we all make mistakes.

Getting Lost
::EXPLODES:: I feel the warmth splash against my face Tongue tasting what has been craved Your body caves And heaves, and caves again And again Bucking against my mouth Pushing into my head Slickening the fingers working in and out Convulse, beg to stop The shaking’s too much You seem to want to catch your breath You look down To find me staring up Staring at the momentary satisfaction of your lust But of course that look is all it takes To refill the reservoir To reinstate the need to lay waste Grab my hair and twist Prying me off your hips Hold me down in a commanding grip Grip me And glide me between your lips Give a lick at what you miss My breath is booming I fill your mouth Feel it trickle down your throat I look down And suddenly it’s all gone I seem to have been in the shower all along The water seems to be running cold But the room is so damn hot Why did the dream have to stop? That was no where near as dirty as it would have been in a few min

Simple Question !!
Her i wanna know what could be a great tatoo a design .. a pics..or something.. with this : ( something ) Sensual Naughty Romantic sexy but that is not too vulgar what i mean is like for exemple my grand mother can see it without been traumatized !! hehe !!! if you have any idea please can you senf me or tell me what it is !! i have a lot of difficulty trying to find one !!! thanks to all ;)

Your So Far Away
Your so far away How I long to see your face at my door And it doesnt help to know that your so far away But I still have you in my dreams As long as I have my dreams We are always together I close my eyes and I can see your face I can feel your touch,so soft and gentle You caress my face and trace my lips With your finger I shed a tear, a tear of joy And you gently wipe it away As I gaze into your eyes, I fall into a trance I kiss your hand ever so softly Closing my eyes I begin to see fireworks As we embrace one another The sparks start to fly For the passion is so strong It is unexplainable But its felt just the same by both We melt together as one In both body and soul The fire is real and grows bigger With each touch There is no need for words to be spoken Then the time comes When we have to say good bye For only a little while but seems like years Til we are together again And each time we share together The fire just grows bigger and hotter

:;love Me
LOVE ME Love me in the Springtime, when all is green and new, Love me in the Summer, when the sky is oh so blue, Love me in the Autumn, when the leaves are turning brown, Love me in the Winter, when the snow is falling down. Love me when I'm happy, and even when I'm sad, Love me when I'm good, or when I'm oh so bad, Love me when I'm pretty, or if my face is plain, Love me when I'm feeling good, or when I'm feeling pain. Love me always darlin', in the rain or shining sun, Love me always darlin', after all is said and done, Love me always darlin', until all our life is through, Love me always darlin', for I'll be lovin' you! There re many things in ure life which will catch ure eye but only few will catch ure heart pursue those

A Tribute To Winter
Hi Everyone. With the holidays upon us, and the days getting short. I thought you all would appreciate this superb, evocative, masterfully penned ode to the coming winter season. So, grab a coffee, a comfortable chair, relax and scroll down to enjoy the warm feelings and pleasure that this wonderful poem will bring... "ODE TO WINTER " A poem by Abigail Elizabeth McIntyre * * * * * * * * * "SHIT, It's Cold!" The End

Kiss Me On My Forehead
Kiss me on my forehead And lay me down to sleep Kiss away my tears And pray my soul to keep Hold me in the darkness Chase away nightmares Hold me tightly to you Far from accusing stares Whisper softly to me Quietly through the night Whisper words of love And cuddle me so tight Hold my hand in yours Lay so close together Hold onto this feeling We'll make it last forever Kiss me on my forehead As I slowly close my eyes Kiss me on my lips As we say our last goodbyes

Skipping
I got kind of ill after my upbeat post (lemon squares for breakfast IS a bad idea). I went to work anyway, but cut out three hours early. Ha! I feel like a kid out from school for the day... like I am cheating or something. I am going to work on my Book of Shadows and my study plans. I want to build a fine reading list and research binder. My plan is to be very very familiar with the Celtic pantheon and Druidic practices by this time next year (including the Ogham alphabet and knowing the sacred trees). I would also like to branch out with my healing work, candle magic, and work with the fae. Not to leave out divination and colors and picking a topic I am weak at and improving myself... wow. Yes, I am going to heap a lot on my plate. It should be fun.

Sensual Banana...
sensual banana... i'll slowly peel you of your dressing, feeling the firm, smooth flesh beneath, holding you so and, gently pressing, sliding your length into my sheath.. now drawing you out and, with your blessing, tasting the fruit upon my teeth...

Come Cover Me
Come wet a widow's eye Cover the night with your love Dry the rain from my beaten face Drink the wine the red sweet taste of mine Come cover me with you For the thrill till you will take me in Come comfort me in you Young love must Live twice only for us For me For you Time devours passion's beauty With me With you In war for the love of you (Tonight any dream will do) Not a world but your fine grace Seduction in sleepwalker's land November dressed in May on your face Holding us now the lovecropper's hand Come cover me...

I Am Apalled!!!!
I was just listening to M&B & heard a caller talking about how she gives her 15 year old daughter NO privacy and PROUD of it. Like she is doing her a favor. She checks her vm, reads her email, etc. I mean it just RIDICULOUS!!! Look bitch first of all if you have a guilty conscience or think you are "protecting" your child you are doing anything but. Where do you establish a sense of trust? You know doing so they might just feel they can approach you of their own FREE will Shudder the thought. Why not instead NURTURE your children, lead by example & EMPOWER them to be responsible thoughtful human beings, instead of trying to dominate & control them. You know what controlling behavior gets them? You know what domineering gets you? Authority issues, lack of developed judgment, resentment, no sense of trust in the parent/child relationship & just how do you expect them to have any respect or honesty when you do not respect them or approach them with trust? That only breeds negativity. Mis

Enough Love
enough love.???? do we all have it. Enough love.........???? a question to ask yourselves. Do you have it, or just imagine you do. There is no difficulty that enough love will not conquer, no disease that enough love will not heal, no river that enough love will not bridge, no wall that enough love will not throw down, It makes no difference how deeply seated may be the trouble, how hopeless the outlook, how muddled the tangle, how great the mistake, enough love will dissolve it all. If only you could love enough, you could be the happiest and most powerful being in the world..

Sexiest Pic Contest
come vote for me in the sexiest pic contest comment and rates will be great ty all friends n family at cherry tap!!! happy new year!!!! go to the following link then photo folder sexy pic contest thanks all again mwas!!!!!!!!!! http://cherrytap.com/user/191393 please repost thanks all!!!!

Stuff
well, jus sittin here after i packed and moved in one freakin day. wonderin what the hell i'm doing back in the worst ton in the county. then i realized that it just doesn't matter. the people around me love me and my kids are doing good, i got a roof soooo....

Geeky
Your Geek Profile: Gamer Geekiness: Highest Geekiness in Love: Highest Internet Geekiness: Highest Fashion Geekiness: High General Geekiness: High Music Geekiness: High SciFi Geekiness: High Academic Geekiness: Moderate Movie Geekiness: Moderate How Geeky Are You?

~~ People Needed Plz ~~
I need 4 more ladies for my Sexy Lady On CT Contest and I need 9 men for the Sexy Male Body On CT Contest Sexy Lady starts 1/5 thur 1/12 at 12p.m. noon and Sexy Male Body will start on 1/3 thur 1/10 at 12 p.m. noon So plz hurry and send me some nice body pics men and I know we got a look of sexy ladies on this site what u waiting for! send the link to the pic u want to use to my inbox and i'll get you in thanks ~Maria~

Friendship Contract
To all of my friends and fans: After serious & cautious consideration. .....your contract of friendship has been renewed for the New Year 2007! It was a very hard decision to make. So try not to mess it up!!! My Wish for You in 2007: May peace break into your house and may thieves come to steal your debts. May the pockets of your jeans become a magnet for $100 bills. May love stick to your face like Vaseline and may laughter assault your lips! May your clothes smell of success like smoking tires and may happiness slap you across the face and may your tears be that of joy. May the problems you had, forget your home address! In simple words .. May 2007 be the best year of your life!!! I know mine will be, because of you! Thank you for your love and friendship!

Your Christmas Fantasy
Merry Christmas, my pet, Look under your tree and see memories of me, where we once sat under a tree, and made love until the sun came up. Close your eyes and imagine me there, dressing you in your tight little satin undies, with your leash firmly attached to your ball and cock ring. Feel the silkiness of the stockings as I slide them up your long muscular legs. Feel your cock tense as my long nails brush against the soft underside of straining dick, and the tingle of the kiss I place gently on the tip. Taste the saltiness of your skin on my tongue as I pull your head down for a slow deep throat kiss from me. Lift one foot and then the other as I start to pull the hot leather skirt that you just opened , up over your bulging cock. Feel my tits pressing against your chest as I reach behind you to zip the skirt into place. Can you feel the silkiness of my skin as you softly squeeze my snow white globes. I feel your strong hands and long fingers caress them, as you lower

I Hate
k sorry but my first blog is going to be a vent. i don't know why people think that i am soo freaking stupid. all i ask of my friends and people that i meet is to pls be honest with me. yeah the truth might hurt, but lieing to me is going to hurt soo much more. i know i shouldn't let this get to me, but i just don't understand i guess. why is it that people would much rather hurt me with a lie, then to just tell me the truth? i swear i'm not going to be pissy if u lie to me. and i mean they aren't even lies that the truth would bother me. i have been lied to soo many times and i don't understand why. and yes i'm repeating myself, but it's cause i'm soo upset right now. i honestly now believe that nice people finish last. you can't be a good person that cares, cause if u do you'll get stepped all over like a damn rug. maybe i just need to grow a back bone and tell people what i think. but then again i always worry about hurting peoples feelings. but then people don't worry about my

In Defense Of 'loverboy'
Every so often, a band hits the scene that just changes things. Not necessarily the face of music, but the music that people remember for the rest of their lives. Loverboy is that band. I was born in '72, which means my teen years were spent in the '80s. I think back to the soundtrack of my life then...the very beginnings of my life experiences (to include the loss of my virginity), and there's a Loverboy song playing in the background. 'Lovin' Every Minute of It' could be heard at the high school football games or the parties; 'Working for the Weekend' would play each Friday as I worked my little part time jobs; 'Almost Paradise' was prom staple; and 'Heaven In Your Eyes' would somehow make it on the radio for each girl I'd try to woo at that out of the way place on the river that countless generations knew about. Of course, there are the other songs by Loverboy...'Take Me to the Top'; 'Kid Is Hot Tonite'; 'Hot Girls In Love'....all classics in every sense of the word. Thes

Disrespect.....painful
One word, respect...its a simple word. Not too hard to understand, not to hard to give, not too hard to live your life by....but why do so many people lack it? If I have one pet peeve, that would be it...disrespect that people show for others. I don't understand it...I dont get why if you say you love someone or even just care about them why you would disrespect them. I guess it could be looked upon differently, what is desrespect, what a person finds disrespectful...but I will put it like this: if you know that something is going to hurt someone especially becasue they have told you how they feel on the matter, it doesn't matter if you think it is valid for that person to feel hurt or not...out of shear understanding and caring for that person, you shouldn't want to take the chance at hurting them. If they tell you something hurts them...then it does and you should respect that and have enough respect for them to consider that before you go ahead and do it anyway. If all of us

Kids Off Tap (k.o.t.)
Kids Off Tap (K.O.T.) We all know there are underagers on here. A new group has been started to try and search out these kids and have their accounts deleted. This is not SSP in anyway. I just want everyone to know that all you have to do is contact someone with K.O.T. in their name and we will look into it. PLEASE, do NOT post a bulletin with that persons link in it. It draws attention to them and that is something that we want to avoid. I am a regular mummer, as most of you know. So, my question is...do you think that this is a good idea? BTW...we have been encouraged to do this. 37 votes 146 views 23 comments Good! Keep Kids Off Tap 91.9% (34 votes) Don't really Care 8.1% (3 votes)

Happy New Years, Here's Some Death Wish Shit
I’m gonna stand Because I have A foolish hand And a cramp In my back Upright twist Follow a fist Have a tryst In the mist Give me crystals Dipped in shit I’m the most beautiful piece of garbage you’ve ever met And I will always fuck up anyone who gets close enough to get cut Dumped, ditched I jump head first into a ditch Waiting to slip Piss of the wrong ape And get lead pushed Get my skull shook Crooked outlook Scabbing my babbles These shambles are scattered And slash from every direction Without hesitation Begging for aggravation Show me you outright malice I’ll roll up Blow your straw house down Hand you a switchblade crown Don’t fucking frown It’s for the best can’t you tell?

The Kiss
As delicate as a whisper, And soft as mountain mist Drinking all your flavor Awaiting to be kissed As light as summer rainfall And sweetened morning dew The gentlest of kisses Are what I crave from you Your lips so full and tender And moist beyond my dreams So full of lush desire Erotically extreme The longing grows within me I patiently await I'm mesmerized and craving I'm in an altered state As liquid passion settles The feeling is divine The taste is so erotic Your lips to be on mine

A Final Goodbye
Lost & Forgotten by Jason Brown This may very well be the last thing I write For it may all be over after tonite But if I shall go, than let me at least say this Things were great from a memory of a kiss I may not fit into many plans, although I've tried Seems though all Ive find how many tears I've cried And I guess being a gentleman doesnt matter much anymore Finding solace in your embrace while laying on the floor Never did I try to take advantage of your trust & good nature Love was my intention, brought to you by the Lord Savior Even when it seem its worst, I still stood by your side Lost in the madness, many nites I chose just to die Yet hear I stand, although my knees buckle in fear Wishing you wanting me and needing me near If I could say anything, it would be that Im sorry I'm obviously not the man you want, that is the top story Believed that if I had the chance, you could see the true form Lost in the darkness, forgotten in the storm The love you still

More Memories
* the first time i got drunk with my mom and her boyfriend and threw up all night long...damn those wine coolers...and ill tell ya one thing i have never drank those again! * meeting my bf for the first time and how i just knew that he was comin on that damn bus even though he told me he couldnt make it..how i looked like total shit and was in the middle of cleaning the house..had no bra or makeup on and was still in my jammies..the look on his face and how he took me up in the bathroom to give me a kiss so the kids wouldnt see..the first time we had sex and how it was the most wonderful thing in the world! * driving to north carolina this summer with my sister and how we stopped at kfc to eat lunch and the old guy with the huge bulge in his pants, flopping all over, how we laughed and stared in amazement...gotta love those black men!! * my wedding day and how i cried and was so damn nervous, seeing how many people showed up to what would turn out to be a disaster later in life....m

All The Kings Horses And All The Kings Men
Well everyone it's been another interesting year and I am sure like many of you I have made a few resolutions. 1st one is I will be a better Person, no more being ugly, no more being hard on myself for no reason. 2nd I will start placing my needs, wants, desires, feelings, dreams and just me ahead of what everyone else wants. I dont know that it will work but I am going to try...what choice do I have? As far as just talking I have afew things I want to say so that I can feel I had a fresh start... here goes: I feel that some of you have used me and yes I am sure that I have used some of you... I have and still do love some of you... some I thought I could spend the rest of my life with...some I wanted to, some I hoped wanted to do that with me. But that didnt happen however, I did learn that I love to much to quickly and it bites me in the butt sometimes, I do not regret how things happened because it is going to make me a stronger better person. I will carry both the joy and

New Year Day With A Funny Ending!!!
Yet again, we celebrated another holiday with Adam's family. Booze, jello shots, balloons, and appitizers, always a great party deal. His family and family friends are so damn fun to be around, I love being here in Utah. Trinity was a big focus on the party, due to her dancing to the music, and when the ball was dropping, so were her pants, lol. She was acting really funny, and you can tell it was because she was fighting her sleep. I drank so much, like 2 jello shots, 4 regular shots, a glass of champigne, a glass of warm wine, and 2 mixed drinks (very harsh ones). I was wanting some beer, but they didn't have Corona. That's ok, I still had a hella fun time. Then a guy we met from a previous party showed up, and he's cool ppl. We ended up taking him home with us because he told us that he didn't have a ride. Little did we know, he didn't live too far from where we were. He never told us, but there was no complaints. To make the day end on a weird but fun note, Adam offered

R.i.p. James Brown
Greetings all, First of all, I would like to wish you all a merry Christmas. If you have read my page, you know I am into hip-hop/rap music, so I was stunned and saddened to know one of my favorite musicians, James Brown had died this Christmas morning of Pneumonia. James Brown is a world renowned artist. He has been very, very influential in the world of hip-hop music. Many have sampled his music in their own creations to keep his music alive today. His dance style has influenced the likes of Michael Jackson, MC Hammer, Usher and many others. If you want to read more about his passing, I provided the link to it right here (http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/16349975/). Take care all and have a very merry Christmas!

Were You Bullie Little Amy...not My Poem..
Little Amy LITTLE AMYWere you bullied, little Amy? Everybody was happy it was the first day of school.We where all exited, one step closer the adult world.We were called up, one by one.Praud parents stood and watched. Where were you, little Amy? After a week a new girl started, we nearly never saw her. We had to be nice to her, she didn't have any parents. It was to late to start after a week, cause they you don't get any friends. What did you do, little Amy? The years went by, and we got stronger, you got weaker. We turned into gangs who went together too school, and was visiting each other after school. I remember a party in 4.grade. Everybody was envited even you. We got dressed in the prettiest dresses.We had to laugh when you came in yours.We ate cakes and laught, you smiled...maybe. Before we where going to leav, we wanted to play a fun game. It was my idea, you were choosen.You got your hair washed in coke. We laughed, you cried. Did the tears come, little Amy?You wer

Blink
The power of thinking without thinking???? Listening to an audio book that was given to me by a coworker. It by the same author of the Turning Point, which I read in my criminal justice - forensic psychology classes. Can you really think without thinking??? What do you think??? LOL... (Without thinking too much about it!!) Kat

What It Do ?????
OK 2 KICK ASS CHERRIES IN CONTESTS AND THEY NEED COMMENTS !! COMMENT BOMBING ALLOWED IN BOTH SO DO YOUR THING PLEASE.. ALSO MY SON IS IN "CUTEST KID" CONTEST AND HIS PIC IN HERE ALSO PLEASE GO SHOW HIM SUM LUV(COMMENT BOMBING ALLOWED IN HIS ALSO).IT'S APPRECIATED AND THE LUV WILL BE RETUNRED!!! XOXOXOXX THANK YOU !!!!!!! BEN DOVER..2 SEXY FOR CT CONTEST..ENDS JAN.9 MASTER D'S ANGEL.. SEXIEST LEGS CONTEST..ENDS JAN .9 BOSS LADY WIT DA SEXXXY EYEZ SON..CUTEST KID.. ENDS JAN.9

Fucking Wasted
Not that you care but I'm fuckig drunk as shit and making my private pictures availbe to friends, comment my shit, I'm going to bed alone tonight like every other night for the past 2 years...A nywho!! Show me some love I aint got none here *hiccup*

Coocoo Clock
cookoo clock Why females should avoid a girls night out after they are married!.. The other night I was invited out for a night with "the girls." I told my husband that I would be home by midnight, "I promise!" Well, the hours passed and the margaritas went down way too easy. Around 3 a.m., a bit loaded, I headed for home. Just as I got in the door, the cuckoo clock in the hall started up and cuckooed 3 times. Quickly, realizing my husband would probably wake up, I cuckooed another 9 times. I was really proud of myself for coming up with such a quick-witted solution, in order to escape a possible conflict with him. (Even when totally smashed...3 cuckoos plus 9 cuckoos totals = 12 cuckoos = MIDNIGHT!) The next morning my husband asked me what time I got in, and I told him "Midnight". He didn't seem pissed off at all. Whew! Got away with that one! Then he said, "We need a new cuckoo clock." When I asked him why?, he said ........."Well, last night our clock cuckooed

Update Of My Life...
i just realized i've not posted anything for quite some time... so here's what's going on in my lovely little world. right now i'm just getting over being sick, me and tommy both. lol. i went to see tommy, and he did move back with me. we came back early and the same day my dad went into the hospital with congestive heart failure. he's out now but still not doing too well. we're planning on moving back to alabama soon, just not sure when... we've been packing things slowly and cleaning up the house... while trying to keep things civil with my ex. things have been hell in that dept. he's a total ass and i can't even stand to hear his voice anymore. sometimes i wish he would just dissappear. anyways, on a happier note... tommy and i are doing wonderful, my kids love him to death. even my parents have accepted him... they've just not accepted the fact that i'm an adult and need to move on with my life. they're saying that if i move they'll never speak to me again... so i guess i'll not be

Me Being Mushy Lol
As i look at the stars i see your eyes looking back at me Now i know that where ever i go you will be looking back at me So now we will never be apart as long as you are in my heart and my thoughts

Jesus Didn't Want To Die
He knew he had to..... but he didn't want to. "Take this cup from my lips if it be thine will" When I read this in the bible, it hit me hard. I NEVER pictured it this way. It made him human to me. Then I started looking at his HUMAN side. "Jesus wept" AND, when he threw a fit because they used the church as a market and he upturned tables. WOW! Jesus gets mad! AND, in the end....when he knew what had to be done... but, "FATHER!!! FATHER!!! WHY HAVE YOU FORSAKEN ME?!?!?!?" Wonder how hard it was for God to give up his son for us? You see... the people had to give up THE BEST of their things for that year; Their crops and livestock {usually lambs}... The best of what they had, but not all of it... just the best. TO HAVE THEIR SINS FORGIVEN. THEN I understood what the saying meant; "The LAMB of God" God gave up his son as the best HE had {as a sacrifce} To have EVERYONE'S sins forgiven THUS, we go back to "Father!Father!Why have you forsaken me?!" He knew why...

Masquerade Party
She arrived at the party at around 10 and the place was packed with people. It took her sometime to try and find her mask since her friend said it was a masquerade party. She hadn’t been out to a party since she broke up with her boyfriend over 6 months ago. Her job occupied her lonely life but it was her friend that suggested that she come to this New Years Masquerade Party. When she got inside, the whole place was decorated beautifully with roses and streamers and balloons everywhere. It must have taken them forever to make this loft like it was. Everyone was dressed up in their costumes and had their masks on as well. This was going to be really hard to find her friend. Someone tapped her shoulder and she turned around and saw her friend. “Girl I didn’t think you would have came. I was over there talking with the devil for the longest time. There are a lot of fine looking men around here. The only thing is that you have to keep your mask on until midnight comes around. But I am go

,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
I Just Want You To Know..... I lost my way, And there's something I need to say. If only I had really known! The feelings I had, I would have shown. After all these years, After all these tears. Into my life you have returned, This time, I will leave no stone unturned! Still thinking about each other, The feelings just seem to get stronger and stronger. We both know what we want to do, You are here.....and I invited you. From near, from far, I will keep on loving, What was meant to be mine from the beginning. If only I could change the past, I would be with you my love, at last! There is one thing you should remember. Friends we will be, forever and ever! Not time, nor distance will make me forget. And whatever happens, I will never regret. I've found my way, There's nothing else I need to say. Still wish you were here with me.... I just wanted you to know. HotLips

Big Dude Lil' Dude!!
skinny little white guy goes into an elevator, looks up and sees this HUGE black guy standing next to him. The big guy sees the little guy staring at him, looks down and says: "7 feet tall, 350 pounds, 20 inch private, 3 pound left testicle, 3 pound right testicle, Turner Brown." > > The white man faints and falls to the floor. The big guy kneels down and brings him to, shaking him. The big guy says, "What's wrong with you?" > > In a weak voice the little guy says, "What EXACTLY did you say to me?" The big dude says, "I saw your curious look and figured I'd just give you the answers to the questions everyone always asks me. I'm 7 feet tall, I weigh 350 pounds, I have a 20 inch private, my left testicle weighs 3 pounds, my right testicle weighs 3 pounds, and my name is Turner Brown." > > The small guy says, "Turner Brown?!...Sweet Jesus, I > thought you said, "Turn around"!

Poems From A Dark Time
~The Only Fear~ As I laid steady took aim at your heart I never thought that shot would tear me apart you were a simple child by age I wanted to burn my book when I put your name on the page the whites of your eyes haunt me every night so young an innocent so happy hopeful an bright By: COUNTRYY ~ONE of Five~ When I rolled you over saw the look in your eyes, I knew you'd gone to the castel in the sky. I hugged you tight to say goodbye, not knowing why you were the one to die. I pulled your tags out from under your shirt, I used me sleve to whipe away the blood an dirt. Till the day i die i'll make this bet, the snap of your tags I will never forget. As I slipped your tag into my pocket, my mind raced on how to tell ur ma. She loved an trusted me with you her son, but now in your time of need there was nothing I'd done. By: COUNTRY ~Inside my current minds eye~ The man that you just shot to death Is the same man that gave you life fr

The Keeper And The Guardian/ A Collaboration
This is a collaboration.....and I am not sure if you can keep up with the two voices here without the change in text originally used for each voice....I am the first voice you will find here. The Keeper and the Guardian.....a beginning.... I walked into the bar tonight....Hell, I don't even know the name of this place...and I don't care. I just want to be left alone tonight, and I'm glad no one knows me here. It's been pouring rain all day, and I'm tired as I briefly shake my umbrella off by the door. When I see you walk into the bar I immediately pick up on your aura and recognize a fellow mystic, still your colors are muted, and after watching you for a bit I realize that you're a wilder, and probably unaware of what you are. Not uncommon, but you are very strong, perhaps the srongest I have come across. The place has the same cloud of smoke that every bar keeps...a haze sitting just about head high above the tables. I hear the crack of someone just splitting the balls on

Online Dating, Ups And Downs.
i cant quite seem to figure this out completely... this is now the 4th time ive dated a girl on the net. and im starting to learn, but im sure i still have allot to learn. anyway, i have found some ups and downs, and thought id ask for some help from my friends here on ct to give me thier oppinions and comments on this matter. (ups...) well ive found that you can learn allot about a person by chattin with them online. and that you tend to look past flaws and problems with that person and see the good side of them... (downs...) you almost never truely know the person. you meet and its all fucked up... they NEVER look the same as thier pics, even though it is them.(dont ask its weird) you notice EVERY flaw in an instant, and mentally pick apart the person. every last fucking detail... then 2 months later you're back at square one. anyone have anything to add?

Something To Think About...and Hopefully Smile!
I planted some bird seed. A bird came up. Now I don't know what to feed it. I had amnesia once -- or twice. I went to San Francisco. I found someone's heart. Now what? Protons have mass? I didn't even know they were Catholic. All I ask is a chance to prove that money can't make me happy. If the world was a logical place, men would be the ones who ride horse's sidesaddle. What is a "free" gift? Aren't all gifts free? They told me I was gullible... and I believed them. Teach a child to be polite and courteous in the home and, when he grows up, he'll never be able to merge his car onto the freeway. Experience is the thing you have left when everything else is gone. One nice thing about egotists: they don't talk about other people. My weight is perfect for my height -- which varies. I used to be indecisive. Now I'm not sure. The cost of living hasn't affected its popularity. How can

How Vampyric Are You?
You scored as very vampyric. awesome you are a big vampire! if i were you i would find a vampire gathering soon so you don't go too crazyvery vampyric67%almost there but not quite33%how vampyric r u?created with QuizFarm.com

I Just Came Back From A War
First thing I did when that plane finally landed was kiss the ground; The next thing I did was to go find my friends down at the old hang-out. We drank some beer and talked a lot about old times But when the booze finally hit Billy Joe Grimes He said, "I don't know what it is but you seem different to me." I said, "I just came back from a place where they hated me and everything I stand for; A land where our brothers are dying for others who don't even care any more. If I'm not exactly the same good old boy that you ran around with before, I just came back from a war. The very next morning I took a walk through the neighboorhood. I thought it's been so long since Ive been in a place where everything is good; People laughin' and children were playing, And as I watched them I found myself praying, "Lord, keep them safe here at home in the land of the free" 'Cause I just came back from a place where they hated me and everything I stand for; A land whe

??got Blood??
Blood is in all living all seeing all knowing A woman bleeds every month untill she runs out A man bleeds unexpectedly Life is what is transmitted through intercourse Some however choose/chose to send life to exit 666 What was that number Didnt it start with 555 Fuck it Never had time for #'s anyway Blood is the content of the cup of hate Blood is whats used to stain the bed after you got married But not anymore The Zig-Zag man rolled up marriage & Smoked it Written by me James V.... Copy written ,, so dont even try it

Harmony:karma:ying-yang
Harmony is ying-yang.. Harmony is when a fat woman walks down the street side-by-side a skinny woman the fat woman accepts that she is fat and is perfectly comfortable walking side by side with a skinny woman... And thats whats cool about the whole thing Its harmony, its balance and this is a spiritual understanding Are you in harmony with yourself, or do you have a problem??? Karma is when you throw your cigarette on the ground,, then you have to go to work @ 3 and your boss tells you to go outside and pick up cigarette butts... That really happened to me, back when I was making sushi So I stopped throwing my butts on the ground, Sometimes I'll spend the whole day building up karma points... understand it could take anywhere from a day, to a week, to ten years to get good karma in return I bought four packs of cigs from Conoco and when I got home I was missing a pack... which sucks.. So, a week goes by, I'm walking, and I find my pack of smokes in mint condition

She's Such A Tease
I hate her. I haven't met her and I already hate her. My mom told me she was a whore and dad wants to go out with her!!! WTF!?!?!!?!? My dad and "the thing" have planned like 3-5 dates and she never shows up. Today she was suppose to come over for the WHOLE day and my dad came home alone. I didn't ask cuz i knew. She had worked her magic once again. No one treats my dad like that!!! He doesn't deserve it... No one does... No wait, shes the one who deserves ditching. Errr, I can't believe her... She has the nerve to do shit like that and my dad still likes her... Fuck it, just fuck it!

First Posting Be Gentle
For years I have held onto the fact that I as a man knew what my plan was here on earth, knew exactly what my life was worth but in the end scheme of things I have no such clue of what my actual purpose has been or will be. I ain't looking for a steady thing ....... I ain't looking for a love thing...... I'm still young and I'm not ready baby..... I'm still looking for some better days. As I mature in life and grow as a man a father a friend and a brother I just want to be the best person I can be. I know this is a never ending road that one day all true Christians will walk to strive to be better than they have been in previous years. I'm not perfect in any aspect of my life if I were then It would be easy to assume I was god. With that being said I am not here to Judge Or Be Judged so be careful when your pressing your beliefs on someone you know absolutely nothing about ...... What will you do when its your time to be Judged ? I'm not writing this right now to be poetic but m

The Top Spot Spotlight
This new feature will be put into effect as promised within the next 48 hours and will include the following: 1. 1 Desktop wallpaper for each of the 4 girls will be added to the graphics folder, this for each winner to showcase at your page. 2. All 4 winners will be featured in a slide show that I will add to my page under the topic "Rick's Top Spot Hotties" 3. I will be fanning each girl once a day for the next 7 days from launch date of this feature. 4. Once this is all put in place and running I will be then sending you the gifts for your support as I promised. Please be patient as putting all this together takes times but worth the wait for the effort. Rome wasn't built in a day and neither are my graphics. lol Based on the votes and ratings that I have counted here are the 4 top girl who win this spot on my page. ~¢¾*¢¾~Cutie W/a B¢¾¢¾TY~¢¾*¢¾~ Founder K.O.T.@ CherryTAP ¢¾Justa_lil_southern_girl Trisha ¢¾ (If I do not get a fan add/profile rating = no f

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"A simple bitch will take you where you need to go. *A real bitch throws you her keys and says it needs gas in it! A simple bitch will tell you not to fight, it aint worth it. *A real bitch will say beat her ass and look at the crowd and say "better nobody jump in". A simple bitch will let another bitch know she can back the fuck up or get knocked the fuck out. *A real bitch will just knock her the fuck out!!! A simple bitch tells you, she's had enough to drink. *A real bitch tells you we need another shot, we bout to get fucked up! A simple bitch goes to the club with you and sits down. *A real bitch goes to the club with you and says lets show these simple bitches how we do it. A simple bitch wonders who your new man is. *A real bitch know that mutha fucka's first name, last name , his birthday, where he lives, who he's related to, what kinda car he drive's, where he works, how many babies mama's he has, and how many bitches he is talking to right now!!! A sim

The Ways The Pety Games Are Played
Silly little headtrips one and all. Drama when the need is none. Twisting and distorting for insignificate gains. I fail to see your mindset and conclusions. Ignorince is the practice of the populus. Spitting on the under. Even the trusted can no longer be trusted. One and all All demons under there skin. Karma shall reach u qwick. Strangers in there eyes proper dealings on a thin shell. Look no closer to people in association for discors. Stutter and try, wiesle and lie. An assortment of broken, pety things. I want none of what u construct. Now if only I could get the pain to mend. And the sound to siese. Your ways shall be but a joke on my lips, and chuckle under my breath. Karma swift on the wind. Gets u all in the end. I.R.M 08/01/07