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Lisa Was Arrested For...
Okay, so here's the deal, find out how you will be arrested, the Google way. Go to google.com, type "[your FIRST name] was arrested for" and see what you got sent to the slammer for. Remember to use the quotations marks, or else it won't work. 1. Lisa was arrested for a parole violation by going in to see her probation officer ,drunk off her ass at 10 in the morning

It's All In The Mind.
The man who never alters his opinion is like standing water and breeds reptiles of the mind. -- William Blake We seek the answer. Sometimes we think we have found a central truth and later learn that beneath it is another truth. Or what seemed so crucial as a guiding principle for our lives last year is still true but not as crucial. It is like trying to take a snapshot of a changing world while the camera itself is changing. Some of us in our hunger for security grab for "absolute" truths, which are not absolute. We must continue forever to be eager learners. In stepping across a stream from one floating log to another, we must resist the temptation to become overcommitted to staying in an especially secure looking place, or we will never reach the opposite shore when limited to being narrow minded. With an open mind, and not having a 'set in our ways' attitude, it is a thought process that works because it takes us out of our rigid ways. We are continually made new. That is th

By The Skin Of My Teeth...
It may have been the 11th hour, but I did finish my presentation in time! OK, so it wasn't the best (there were five other speakers), but it wasn't the worst by far and I am happy enough with the result. The worst thing about talking at seminars for me isn't the actual presentation, it's the hanging around before and after trying to hide my boredom at having to chat to people who are so full of their own self importance you just want to hit them in the face! Hmmm...I'll have to do something about tolerating people more!

The Eagle
the eagle so smooth so beautiful so free just soores through the sky wings spread wide soreing high waiting for a pray arnt they beautiful so be like the eagle and be smooth,be beautiful,be free and soore through the sky,with your wings spread wide,high in the sky and feel free to take a search for a pray and take a person or child in need under your wing and be like the eagle hugsssssssssssssss

Why???
Why is it that when you love somebody and you fight for them it never seems to matter they always seem to go back to the one that treats them like shit!!! Makes no sense to me!!! What I can't understand is why a man whats to be with a women that treats him like shit instead of a women that would love him uncoditionally. You give your heart away and it gets shit on and stomped on and thrown away!!! Somebody please help me to understand why all the good girl get look passed and why are hearts get broke!!! I thoght that I had found my soul mate and the love of my life and once again I got proved wrong that he is no different then any other man on the face of this earth and tells what he thinks that you wanna hear!!! But yet does he know that end the end I will be the one that is happy and my heart will heal but he will still be miserable!! There is one man on the face of this earth that I can say will never lie to me and that is my daddy!!! I hope that one day I find a man that will love

Cherrytap
CherryTap is for fun. That is my thought for the day. Any serious discussion has to take place elsewhere. Where? Your guess is as good as mine since we seem to thrive on the feel good carnival atmosphere in the US, and can't tear ourselves away from it. Still, as far as Carnival is concerned, CherryTap is fun.

Atmosphere.... Must Be That Fog Machine I Use...
You are 66% Bisexual You are bisexual. For you, sex is about having fun and the sex of your partner is of no consequence to you. You probably have a little bit of a preference either way, but you don’t let that slow you down. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Your Darkness
YOUR DARKNESS Let me see the darkness through your eyes Allow me the right to know the clouds in your skies Pull me spiraling down to the depths of your world I want your despair to be my lord Make me choke on your blood as it spills down my throat I crave to hear your voice and its somber note You've introduced me to the pleasure of this pain I intend to relish it until I am slain I need to feel your cold arms around me And your sternness forcing me to my knee I'm begging you to be my master Your denial forces my tears to role down faster You have become my whole life And your rejection is picking at my hope like a knife If I am not allowed to see your world, then pluck my eyes out Suck out my brain before you fill it with doubt Inject my veins with acid so that your stare cannot fill them with ice Use your sword to puncture my heart with one swift slice Leave me to die here in the spilled blood Allow my sadness to seep out into the red flood

Life In The Pits
"Katie, I'd like to talk to you about that incident in the parking lot the other day." "What incident is that, Bill?" "You walked out to a customer's car with him. I'm sure you understand that in the casino business, that raises a few eyebrows." "Jesus, Bill! I was walking out to my car after my shift and his car was parked next to mine, so I chatted with him on the way." "We have the security tapes of the whole thing, Katie, so there's no point in trying to sugar coat this. I just want to give you an opportunity to tell your side of the story." "That's bullshit! Those security cameras haven't been operational for three years." "How do you know that, Katie?" "The same way I know that you've been fucking that cute little pai-gow dealer." *** "Hey, Linda. Did you talk to that pit boss over at the Silver Nugget?" "Yes I spoke to him, Chris." "What's his name? "His name is Charlie." "Did you tell him about me?" "Yes." "Did you tell him that

Sincerely, Vagina Management
I, the Penis, hereby request a raise in salary for the following reasons: 1. I do physical labor. 2. I work at great depths. 3. I plunge head first into everything I do. 4. I do not get weekends or public holidays off. 5. I work in a damp environment. 6. I work in a dark area that has poor ventilation. 7. I work in high temperatures. 8. My work exposes me to diseases. _____________________________ Dear Penis, After assessing your request, and considering the arguments you have raised, the management denies your request for the following reasons: 1. You do not work 8 hours straight. 2. You WORK IN SHORT SPURTS AND fall asleep after EACH brief work period. 3. You do not always follow the orders of the management team. 4. You do not stay in your designated area, and are often seen visiting other locations. 5. You do not take initiative - you need to be pressured and stimulated in order to start working. 6. You leave the workplace rather messy

Mythical/magical Photo Update !!
Happy Saturday!! I have updated my photo's with some lovely fantasy pics. Please stop by and check out my mythical/magical photo album and show some luv ! Thanks and ((((big hugs)))) Have a great day ! Lin xx

New Movie I Am In! - Details Here.
Well folks, I am in another movie! "What Just Happened?" Starring my 4 favorite actors, I could not have asked for anything better in my life. Robert De Niro: Sean Penn Bruce Willis Edward Norton I have DREAMED of meeting this actors since I was about 7 yrs old. I guess dreams really do come true. I will be playing an extra part but there arent as many extras on this set like there was for the other movie I was in "Semi Pro". Thanks everyone for your continuing support. I will be starting acting and also a little bit of full-figure modeling. I am more interested in the acting though.

How Do You Like Your Girlfriend? Fried Or Smoked?
HOUSTON - For at least two days, neighbors at a city apartment complex noticed an acrid aroma, black smoke and leaping flames coming from two barbecue grills on the balcony of a second-floor apartment. What, neighbors at the Red Oak Place apartments wondered, was going on in the unit where 27-year-old Timothy Wayne Shepherd lived? What was he burning at all hours, for days at a time? The answer turned their stomachs. According to law enforcement officials, Shepherd dismembered, and then burned the body of his former girlfriend, Tynesha Stewart, a 19-year-old Texas A&M University student. Nothing remains of Stewart’s body, Harris County Sheriff Tommy Thomas said at a press conference Saturday. “I just don’t know what to think about it,” said Louis Evans, whose balcony faces Shepherd’s in the quiet tree-lined enclave in northern Houston. “I thought he was a nice normal person. I guess you never know what your neighbors are doing.” Authorities said Shepherd has confessed to

Csi: Houdini
NEW YORK - Get ready for “CSI: Houdini.” A team of forensic experts will pore over the exhumed remains of renowned escape artist Harry Houdini to determine whether he was murdered more than 80 years ago, the head of the investigative team said Friday. “Everything will be thoroughly analyzed,” said James Starrs, dean of the disinterment dream team of pathologists, anthropologists, toxicologists and radiologists. “We’ll examine his hairs, his fingernails, any bone fractures.” "It needs to be looked at," said Houdini's great-nephew, George Hardeen. His grandfather was Houdini's brother, Theodore. "His death shocked the entire nation, if not the world. Now, maybe it's time to take a second look." Legal paperwork necessary to dig up Houdini’s body from a New York City cemetery will be filed Monday to get the process started, said Joseph Tacopina, an attorney representing Houdini’s family. It could take months before the body is exhumed, although the process should move faster be

Betane
I see light Shining so bright Tears and Fears Pain and Gain, Power and Greed Drumming and mead.. We come back to Earth.. I bring my soul back again to my mother Earth.. and father Sun Uniting as one.. at this Beltane! Our spirits join together to help create this sacred life force Flowers blooming No more glooming The past is done It's time new life has begun!

Another Day
another day, another dollar except im off today...lol...anyways just bored today and dont have anything to do..i have a new job as of today, wooo hooo... more money, like 3 dollars more a hour!!! been busy the last couple of days here.. had a lot of fun and good times :-) ac is still broke and the men have been taking their sweet time fixing it..house is dirty and dog hair is coming out the wahzoo...anyways who cares...

Letter From Cherrytap Shop + My Responce
ref="http://www.cherrytap.com/user/56">CherryTAP Shop' spewed forth the following at '2007-03-27 05:31:23'.. > > An entry in your stash has been removed by the CherryTAP admins. This stash entry was removed because it was either offensive or NSFW (Not Safe For Work) in nature. Please read the Terms Of Service. NSFW CONTENT IS NOT ALLOWED in the public areas of CherryTAP. > > This stash removal has been recorded and your account will be deleted if it happens again. > I'll go threw my Stash an remove,any thing that might be offensive.its a shame the women can post anything an not get threaten'd with removal,lord an behold if a man does it.U all need to concentrate more on the minors infiltrateing the Tap.I will now be going threw my entire stash to remove all offensive material,friends,Fans + Countrymen

Too Funny
Senator Hillary Clinton recently went to a primary school in Ithaca, New York, to talk about the world. After her talk she offers question time. One little boy puts up his hand, and the Senator asks him what his name is. "Kenneth." "And what is your question, Kenneth?" "I have three questions: 1 .... Whatever happened to your medical health care plan? 2 .... Why would you run for President after your husband shamed the office? 3 .... Whatever happened to all those things you took when you left the White House?" Just then the bell rings for recess. Hillary Clinton informs the kiddies that they will continue after recess. When they resume Hillary says "Okay, where were we? Oh, that's right, question time. Who has a question?" A different little boy puts his hand up. Hillary points him out and asks him what his name is. "Larry." "And what is your question, Larry?" "I have 5 questions: 1 .... Whatever happened to your medical health care

What The Hell Is Up!?!?!?
OKAY, SO TODAY... I HAD THE RUDEST ENCOUNTER WITH A GUY ON CT.... I FOUND HIM PRETTY F-ING RUDE.... WHY IS IT THAT MEN, SEEM TO THINK IT'S SOCIALLY EXCEPT ABLE TO TREAT WOMEN LIKE "WHORES"? I'VE NEVER BEEN TREATED SO BAD BEFORE.... AND THIS IS DRIVING ME NUTS!! UP THE WALL AND DOWN AGAIN. I'VE NEVER TREATED ANYONE LIKE THAT!! EVER!! SO WHAT THE FUCK!?!?!? YES, I KNOW WHAT YOUR THINKING.... IT'S NOT JUST MEN THAT DO THAT, BUT WOMAN DO IT TOO. I'M NOT ONE OF THOSE WOMAN, NEVER HAVE BEEN AND NEVER WILL BE.... WHAT IS IT THAT PEOPLE GET OUT OF TREATING OTHER PEOPLE LIKE THIS? I WROTE BEFORE ABOUT SOMETHING LIKE THAT.... WHY PEOPLE TREAT OTHER PEOPLE BAD AND WHAT THEY GET FROM IT. I KNOW THAT IT DOESN'T MAKE THEM FEEL ANY BETTER. I KNOW IT DOESN'T RAISE THEIR SELF ESTEEM. WHY DO PEOPLE GO THROUGH THAT VICIOUS CIRCLE? THE WHOLE TIME I'VE BEEN ON CT... I'VE NEVER BEEN CALLED A WHORE, OR BEEN TOLD TO BLOW SOMEONE, CAUSE I CALLED HIM AN ASSHOLE.... WELL HELL HE STARTED THE CONVERSATION WITH :CA

Is Love Worth The Pain?
Is love worth the pain that is inflicted on one person or the other? The pain that comes from words spoken in anger, or frustration, words that you can never take back once spoken? Is love worth the pain? When distance seperates you from the one you love, knowing there isnt a damn thing you can do about it? Is love worth the pain when you see the one you love is hurting, knowing that you can't hug then or comfort them in anyway other then saying a kind word to them. The pain is unbareable. but what are we to do. Accept it and move on with life. Does it even matter?

Who Woulda Thought This Girl Would Become A Submissive...
You know... I've been thinking a lot lately about my being submissive. It's interesting to me that even 3 years ago, if a relationship as such of a submissive and Master would have been brought up to me, I would have thought the person was nuts.. completely and totally. I would have felt the relationship itself would be wrong. It's funny how with time, and a greater understanding of oneself, opinions can change in a person. When I tell someone I am a submissive, that I hold a Master.. I have rules I follow and I can get punished if I fail to follow those rules.. I have seen many different reactions. I have seen the reactions of those that have never heard of such relationships. That being said.. some have open minds and others do not. I have been questioned on how the relationship works, and why I am in such.. and why I am on the submissive rather than the dominant side. To being told I am completely sick and wrong.. and need help. As I said in an earlier blog... The nar

Stupid Rant
Ever notice how people claim things all the time , yet their actions speak so much louder. I wonder if some people purposly play head games , but whats even better , is when your only an option to communicate with when no one else is around , I guess people dont realize how obvious they really are I love being second best always please stop pissing on my leg and trying to tell me its raining. Im not as blind as you think

My Page
Just wanted to tell everyone that I've been making changes on my page....new background....new display name....and gonna be adding some new music....and maybe even some new pics....lol....who knows....just making changes....so...let me know what ya think!!! Have a great day!!! xoxoxox

I'm Piss Off. Read It And Repost Asap
Texas Teen Gets 7 Years for Pushing Teacher By Tracy Stokes, BET.com News Staff & Wire Services Posted March 28, 2007 – In Paris, Texas, last year, a 14-year-old White girl burns down her family's home. Her punishment? Probation. In the same town three months later, a 15-year-old Black girl, Shaquanda Cotton, is sentenced to seven years in prison for pushing a hall monitor at her high school. Shaquanda had no prior arrests, and the monitor, a 58-year-old teacher’s aide, was not hurt, according to Black leaders in the northeast Texas town of about 26,000 residents. But in March 2006, the same judge, Lamar County Judge Chuck Superville, who let the White teenage girl go on probation, convicted Shaquanda of "assault on a public servant" and sent her to prison at least until she turns 21. Officials at the Texas Youth Commission declined to discuss the case with BET.com, citing Texas law. "State law forbids us from acknowledging whether we have any youths are in our system, d

Underwear Pt. 2
So I finally wore underwear today. Why? I dunno. But someone made a comment about it, asking me when was the last time I wore panties. LMAO It used to be a treat to skip the skivys from time to time...but now it's a treat to actually put some on. Also, I love bras. Pretty ones. Expensive ones. If you are lucky enough to see my bra, trust that its because I'm flaunting it. But today, well all week, they've been especially...um...gravity defying. So I decided to break free of the bra too. I'm an odd girl.

A Little Bit More
So, Lets just say the last few years have taught me alot. I am glad for that too. I have bee striving for certain goals, and removing road blocks, and everything was copacetic ya know ? Then I fell in love. Before you begin Yeah, I read that book, "He's just not that into you" . Reading it is one thing, acepting it is another. Feel me? It isnt easy at all. #1, he was married when we met, and #2 he is a musician. So, it hard for to fit in to his world, I mean dont get me wrong; I was so facinated by vampires I learned as much as I could about the legend of their exisitance. I grew up listening to metal and rock instead of hip hop I wore the color grey for six moths. I wouldnt speak to ANY ONE for four months. I understand that being here isnt fun for all of us. There are things about me that most people wouldnt want to know. Most of the people I get along with are outcast. Zoloft sux. So I think I'd understand.

Rating Photos- Is Less Than 10 Really Rude?
Ya Know, when I first came to CT, I would rate photos honestly, depending on what I thought of them. I wasn't trying to be mean, I honestly thought people wanted to get real input on them. It wasn't until later (and after reading a few angry comments directed at me) That I realized that people here do not want honest apprasals of their photos or site - they simply want to make points so they can do more things with the points they earn. Personally, I prefer honest apprasals. But I now know that is not what this site is about. Now I either rate 10's or nothing. I expect that the ones who do rate less than 10 are just trying to be honest - not mean.

Wha Da Bizznezz Iz
I HAVE BEEN ON CHERRYTAP A GOOD MINUTE NOW AND I HAVE SEEN SOME OF THE MOST STUPID SHIT!!! I HAVE SEEN WHITE WOMAN WITH NAMES LIKE "GHETTO GIRL" , "I WANNA THUG" AND ECT... NOW WHY ON EARTH WOULD A PERSON BE PROUD THAT THEY ARE "GHETTO"? MIND YOU OVER 98% OF THESE SILLY GIRLS PROLLY HAVE NO CLUE WHAT THE GHETTO ENTAILS. PEOPLE FROM THE GHETTO ARE NOT PROUD OF THAT SHIT, WE STRIVE TO DO BETTER AND GET OUT. NOT BE PROUD AND REP SOME SHIT THAT MOST HAVE NEVER LIVED THE LIFE OF. HAVE WHITE WOMAN BECOME SO SHALLOW AND DESPERATE FOR THE ATTENTION/ AFFECTION OF A BLACK MALE, THAT THEY WILL RESORT TO CHANGING THEIR WHOLE WAY OF SPEAKING, ATTITUDE AND LIFESTYLE TO GET APPROVAL?? I CAN SPEAK ON ALL THIS BECAUSE IAM A WHITE FEMALE THAT DATES BLK MEN.... AND NEVER WILL YOU HEAR THIS IGNORANT BULLSHIT OUTTA MY MOUTH..."WHAT IT DO HOMIE" , "WHAS POPPIN", "WHA DA BIZZNEZZ IS" .. THAT SHIT IS NOT CUTE!! THESE ARE THE TYPE OF FEMALES THAT MAKE BLK MEN THINK ALL WHITE WOMEN ARE NAIVE AND DUMB. THE ONL

My Teeth
hello friends and family and fans. today im having my wisdom teeth removed, and just wanted to let all of you know.so if you would drop by and let me know you have been thinking about me.my appointment is at 2:45 and im sure it will all go well.to all of my close friends i love you and hope your doing well.and have a good day! much love always! -Amy

Scorpion Wish
A Scorpion passion for a rose garden The poison is strong It drips slowly from the tail The dessert is hot The roses wilt The scorpion sits in wait Under a rose bush The gardener comes The scorpion strikes And with magic wonder the gardener changes to a rose Who slowly wilts under the midday sun to ever shade the scorpion Only the kiss of the roses will change this evil curse So with dawn comes a showering rain The scorpion climbs to drink The roses strike back with kisses Now the curse is gone Forever more A scorpion's wish To be loved forever more the scorpion is now a gentleman With a garden of roses And a lady to love Now friend can any one find a picture to go with this. If not that is ok.

My Boy's In A Contest
HEY ALL MY BOY GODSMACK GURU IS IN A CONTEST COME SHOW SOME LOVE FOR THIS AMAZING MAN!!!!! COMMENT BOMBING ALLOWED !!!! AND DON'T FORGET TO RATE HIM TOO...ALL MY VIC FRINDS PLEASE DROP SOME 11'S HIS WAY. CONTEST ENDS APRIL 11TH! HUGS AND KISSES, LAURA

Sunshine By Nazareth
Artist: Nazareth Album: Rampant Year: 1975 Title: Sunshine Sunshine, every single day Helps to light my way And darlin', right before my eyes It don't come as no surprise That it's easy Easy lovin' you And baby,'til you came along There was always something wrong Around me There was emptiness of course But it's alright And it's easy Easy lovin' you And sunshine, having you around You're the light I never found And darlin',every minute you're away But it's brighter And it's easy Easy lovin' you Sunshine, every single day Helps to light my way And darlin', right before my eyes It don't come as no surprise That it's easy Easy lovin' you This song was dedicated to me by Gaudian of ~Sweet*Angel~ Thank you my Love

Have You Ever
Have you ever felt alone in life, Felt no one cared for you? Or been out with a group of friends, And felt alone then too? Have you ever had a broken heart, You felt couldn't be repaired? Or tried to touch somebody with your words, But knew nobody cared? Have you ever needed good advice, But were too afraid to call? Or felt separated from the world, Surrounded by a brick wall? Have you ever been asked about your future, And said you couldn't care less? Or tried to pick up the pieces but, They make just one giant mess? Have you ever felt so confused, That you couldn't even cry? Have you ever felt so damn depressed; Have you ever wished to die? Well don't worry its not what I want, but this is the final goodbye!!!

Passion......
BREEZE BLOWING THROUGH THE TREES I FEEL YOUR LOVE INSIDE OF ME FILLING ME WITH ALL YOUR LIGHT FILLING ME THOUGHOUT THE NIGHT. WITH EAGER KISS AND ROAMING HANDS THIS IS WHERE THE LOVE BEGINS POUNDING BODIES AND THUMPING HEARTS TEMERATURES FLYING OFF THE CHARTS. IN PERFECT BODY AND PERFECT MIND I WILL LOVE U TILL THE END OF TIME. ENDLESS NIGHT OF PASSION HOLD MANY STORIES THAT SHOULD BE TOLD.

Some Handy Quotes ..
A friend of mine got me thinking about a good old man and his famous qoutes. I thought I might share a few of them. On Dichotomy - "It's too bad you're stupid, cuz you sure are ugly." On Brotherhood - "No, your brother isn't the sharpest knife in the drawer, but you're a spoon." On Life - "Life is like a box of chocolates - it sucks when its empty. And meaningless. And filled with depression." On Inquisitiveness - "There are no stupid questions, just stupid askers." On Sports - "I'm sure there are worse athletes in the world than you, but they're probably hooked up to iron lungs." On The Fairer Sex- "I like my women like I like my coffee - silent and in the cupboard." On Existentialism - "It's okay; if we didn't have stupid people, we wouldn't have you." On Capabilities - "It's a good thing there's breathing, or else there'd be nothing you're good at." On Similarities and Differences - "Oranges are orange. Cheetos are orange. Yet they taste completely differe

Stunning Senior Moment
A very self-important college freshman attending a recent football game, took it upon himself to explain to a senior citizen sitting next to him why it was impossible for the older generation to understand his generation. "You grew up in a different world, actually an almost primitive one," the student said, loud enough for many of those nearby to hear. "The young people of today grew up with television, jet planes, space travel, man walking on the moon, our spaceships have visited Mars. We have nuclear energy, electric and hydrogen cars, computers with light-speed processing...and," pausing to take another drink of beer. The Senior took advantage of the break in the student's litany and said, "You're right, son. We didn't have those things when we were young...so we invented them. Now, you arrogant little shit, what are you doing for the next generation?" The applause was resounding...

Be Good.........give Head
Giving .........head....... massages the jaw....while burning 32 calories. Swallowing foreign body juices is actually like taking vitamins and it whitens your teeth The American Dental Association says that semen cuts plaque better than mouth wash, so suck a dick and save a smile. Having nice sex burns 358 calories. Having rough sex [make it hurt] burns 543 calories. Take off her clothes with her consent.........................12 cal without......................187 cal Take off her Bra With two hands..........................8 cal With one hand.........................12 cal With mouth.............................85 cal Put on Protection hard ........................... 6 cal soft..........................315 cal Foreplay Looking for target...................8 cal Finding G spot ......................92 cal I don't F***ing care.....................0 cal Entry Holding her..................12 cal On the floor.................8 cal With Differen

Best Salute Contest..
A good friend of mine "morbid dragon slave" is in the best salute contest.It's just rates no comments so could u please go and rate her? thanx.here is the link.I would do the same for u if u asked me too.. MORBID DRAGON SLAVE~*~CT WIFE OF GODSMACK GURU~*~Salute Contest@ CherryTAP

The Ultimate Test (poem)
She's no good, she's trouble they always say Her heart's in the wrong place, forever it will stray She never thinks of all the sins she committs She has no common sense, no brain, no wit But through all the mockery and snide remarks She keeps up her pride and won't let them break her heart She's not really like that, they obviously don't know her But they won't take the time to get to know the sweet girl They took the key to the door of her heart They won't give it back until she cries with a start She's a prostitute, a slut, a common whore That's what they say when they slam their doors But she's really not, she's actually an angel And the people on Earth have put her through hell They make up these stories and feed them to the next They don't know they've been put through the ultimate test Now God knows who's worthy of honor and praise So come judgement day, the good will be raised The evil will stay on Earth with the seven kings Those who've learned will m

New Lounge Open Come Check This Out W/music
YOU PLANNING A CT WEDDING? WELL THERE IS NOW A CT WEDDING CHAPEL HERE ON CT FOR YOUR PERFECT WEDDING.. WITH GREAT WEDDING MUSIC TO START YOUR CT WEDDING RIGHT AND A GREAT WEDDING SETTING COME AND GET MARRIED WITH STYLE AND START YOUR LIFES TOGETHER RIGHT....... http://www.cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=6544 IF YOU HAVE TO DRAG HIM TO THE WEDDING CHAPEL THEN SO BE IT LMAO... DONT SETTLE FOR JUST A PEICE OF PAPER ON YOUR PAGE DO IT THE RIGHT WAY WITH ALL YOUR FRIENDS THERE TO WISH YOU THE BEST... SAY I DO IN DESTINYS CT WEDDING CHAPEL

My Newest Poem
They lived and breathed, loved and died My hopes and dreams when she lied Left me to wander these wasted lands Time moves on like shifting sands I follow before me the unseen path Paying a debit of blood for the wrath Life that was passed away in time Gave me the gift for verse and rhyme To speak of my soul and who I became Of how I was changed by hatred tamed The venom ran through me and killed all love No peace to be found and no god above adrift in this life with no purpose found Lacking reason for this heart to pound The wounds in time did heal at last But only after much time had passed I stood before the wall and faced my foe My discovery is mine alone to know Having over come the demon within Accepted that I am born to sin That I will do both good and bad And that there is no reason to be sad It is just the nature of the human mind There is no mystery here to find We live and breath, Love and die A life imperfect is no living lie By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Pan Fried Tilapia
Serve this flavorful tilapia with French fries or rice and your favorite vegetables. INGREDIENTS: * 2 to 3 tablespoons vegetable oil * 1 cup panko bread crumbs, or use fine dry bread crumbs * 1/2 teaspoon salt * 1/4 teaspoon ground paprika * 1/4 teaspoon onion powder * dash leaf thyme * dash ground pepper * 1 teaspoon parsley flakes * 6 to 8 tilapia fillets * 1/3 cup Creole mustard or a spicy brown mustard * 1/3 cup light mayonnaise PREPARATION: Heat oil in a large skillet over medium heat. In a food processor, combine panko bread crumbs and seasonings; pulse several times, or until bread crumbs are fine. Combine mustard and mayonnaise; coat tilapia fillets with the mixture then coat with bread crumbsFry the coated tilapia fillet in a single layer, turning carefully after about 3 to 4 minutes. Cook for about 3 to 4 minutes longer, or until cooked through and lightly browned. Serves 4 to 6.

The Music Of Love
Bodies warm with passion's heat pressed together in hungry embrace. Intertwined we move as one, synchronizing to the inner beat of desires baton. The erotic rhythm of hips in motion thrusting in time with the melody that steals its way from the depths of our most primitive selves. A harmony of sounds unintelligible, voiced only by passionate lovers. Bodies warm with passion's heat, hard dancing to the music of love.

In The Beginning
In the beginning Everything is new From first kisses To first touches Leading to explorations And deep penetrations In the beginning Awkward hands Find steady paces Molding like a sculpture Learning all the moves Finding secret grooves In the beginning Hungry hearts Starving souls Devour the flesh Feed on dark cravings Obliterate life savings In the beginning There is an avalanche of hope Possibilities are endless This time love will prevail This beginning will flourish Nurture and nourish

Now We Know Why We Like Pissing Eeach Other Off
http://news.yahoo.com/s/hsn/20070330/hl_hsn/somepeoplefindangryexpressionsrewarding FRIDAY, March 30 (HealthDay News) -- While most people are upset or concerned when someone gives them an angry look, there are others -- with high levels of testosterone -- who actually enjoy angry expressions and seek ways to provoke them, new research suggests. "It's kind of striking that an angry facial expression is consciously valued as a very negative signal by almost everyone, yet at a non-conscious level can be like a tasty morsel that some people will vigorously work for," study co-author Oliver Schultheiss, an associate professor of psychology at the University of Michigan, said in a prepared statement. He said the findings may help explain why some people are so fond of teasing. "Perhaps teasers are reinforced by that fleeting 'annoyed look' on someone else's face and therefore will continue to heckle that person to get that look again and again. As long as it does not st

Power Engineering - South Australia's Largest Wind Farm
Hey everyone...thought I'd drop a line, and these links if anyone would be interested in seeing them. This is where our oldest son Kirk is now working...helping to erect these windmills used for electricity in S. Australia. He is really enjoying working there. I've seen picts. of these from sites out in Calif. where they use wind powered electricity. Kirk said that it takes something like 9 yrs. for these things to run, before they ever start producing the amt. of electricity needed. Looks like it would be a pretty facinating place to visit, and is mentioned in alot of travel tips as sightseeing for tourist. Maybe one of these days I'll make it there, to be able and see them. Thought you all might enjoy looking!Take careLev http://www.power-technology.com/projects/canunda/ http://www.windprospect.com.au/sites/lake_bonney.html http://pepei.pennnet.com/Articles/Article_Display.cfm?ARTICLE_ID=224365&p=6http http://www.bcse.org.au/docs/Project20Profiles/LakeBonneyI.pdf

10 Things To Ponder
>>>>Number 10 > >>>>Life is sexually transmitted. > >>>> > >>>>Number 9 > >>>>Good health is merely the slowest possible rate at which one can > >>>>die. > >>>> > >>>>Number 8 > >>>>Men have two emotions: Hungry and Horny. If you see him without > >>>>an erection, make him a sandwich. > >>>> > >>>>Number 7 > >>>>Give a person a fish and you feed them for a day; teach a person > >>>>to use the Internet and they won't bother you for weeks. > >>>> > >>>>Number 6 > >>>>Some people are like a Slinky.....not really good for anything, > >>>>but you still can't help but smile whe n you shove them down the > >>>>stairs. > >>>> > >>>>Number 5 > >>>>Health nuts are going to feel stupid someday, lying in hospitals > >>>>dying of nothing. > >>>> > >>>>Number 4 > >>>>All of us could take a lesson from the weather. It pays no > >>>>attention to criticism. > >>>> > >>>>Number 3 > >>>>Why does a slight tax increase cost you two hundred dollars and a > >>>>substantial tax c

Retired
The Joy of Being Retired Working people frequently ask retired people what they do to make their days interesting. Well, for example, the other day I went downtown and went into a shop. I was only in there for about 5 minutes and when I came out there was a cop writing out a parking ticket. I went up to him and said, "Come on, man, how about giving a retired person a break"? He ignored me and continued writing the ticket. I called him a "Nazi." He glared at me and started writing another ticket for having worn tires. So I called him a "doughnut eating Gestapo." He finished the second ticket and put it on the windshield with the first. Then he started writing a third ticket. This went on for about 10-15 minutes. The more I abused him, the more tickets he wrote. Personally, I didn't care. I came downtown on the bus and the car that he was putting the tickets on had a bumper sticker that said "Hill

Heard A Word Suicide Not From One But The Thousands That Tried The Lawyers Wife And The Teenage Brat One Thing In Common They All Wanted Out
I'm not sure many people have been in the situation to make this observation, but suicide is considered a sad waste of life while attempted suicide is considered to be a selfish act. I used to take hospital calls and I had a couple of this from charge nurses and doctors and the like. Someone tries to kill them self and its a lot of mockery and poor baby just couldn't handle life. You know if that person succeeded they would not only be dead, but people would feel a lot more sorry about it. Its so sad. No one saw it coming. Thats my favorite part. No one saw it coming. Gee I wonder why they killed them self. Maybe no one was paying any fucking attention. I just can't believe their dead. I never expected it. You'd think those long letters stating the futility of life would have tipped them off. The large collection of pills sitting right in easy reach of the bottle of whiskey maybe? The noose hanging from the rafters. We just thought he was a little morbid. I can't believ

New York Anyone?
Hi Everyone, Was anyone able to make it to my cam shows last week? They were a blast! Got some good squirting shots too! Hope you'll make it this week. My show this week is scheduled for 11 pm est tomorrow night. MARK YOUR CALENDARS :) I'll also have a new update up on www.aimeelynn.net so hope you'll stop in and check it out. FOR members that don't know this already. There is a TEXT link on my members page that says "Archives to privatecamz" that if you click on it will take you to the archived 300+ shows I've done in private. Some are very kinky and 80% are of me squirting. Good shows ;) Well that's about it for today. I hope some of you are going to make it to NY for the meet and greet. If you have questions about it here's the info and where to write. http://www.dreamnet.com/barmeet/ Please let me know if you're going to attend. I'd love to have you there. It's going to be a blast. If you can, just shoot me a message to let me know you're going to be ab

More Entree's Needed For A Contest
HI ALL, IM SENDING OUT THIS BLOG ON BEHALF OF MY GOOD FREIND, RITA. SHE IS ABOUT TO START A SEXIEST TATTOO & PEIRCING CONTEST AND SHE IS STILL LOOKING FOR MORE PEOPLE TO ENTER. THE CONTEST WILL START SOMETIME THIS WEEK. RITA WILL BE GIVING OUT BLASTS AS PRIZES. IF YOU HAVE A TATTOO OR A PEIRCING AND WOULD LIKE TO ENTER. PLEASE FOLLOW THE LINK BELOW TO GET TO RITA'S PROFILE SO YOU CAN SEND A MESSAGE SAYING YOU WOULD LIKE TO ENTER. RITA IS LOOKING FORWARD TO HEARING FROM YOU. SHE'S A SWEET GIRL AND A WONDERFUL FRIEND TO HAVE. THANKS WILLIE & RITA Rita Brat Portuguese Princess, Read My Blog About My All Blast Giveaway, Enter My Contest Now!@ CherryTAP

Bike Update
I am planning on getting new plastics and graphics on my bike some time. Disc cover and fork covers will be on my bike hopefully within the next month. The first thing that's going to be changed is my number plates. I am ordering new numbers from Decal Works who is my newest sponsor! After that, my stock handle bars are going to be changed to Renthal. And on a sidenote: I will be taking those motorcycle repair classes at my college.

To Love.....or Not??
The old saying goes "It's better to have loved and lost...than never to have loved at all," but I can't help but wonder if this is the right philosophy to live by. When you allow someone into your heart, you're trusting them with something so fragile. I don't think there are too many other feelings that can compare to that of a broken heart. The moment you give someone that "key" you become vulnerable, and you run the risk of having your heart shattered. Is it really worth it?? Building a wall around your heart can protect you from emotional hurt, but on the other hand I guess it can be harmful to close that door. Completely shutting oneself off from strong emotional connections may end up hurting more in the long run. I wish I had the answers when it comes to affairs of the heart, but I find myself feeling constantly conflicted about what to do. There's a part of me that has been hurt so many times...I am scared to let it happen again. How many tears do I have to shed before I

Nsfw.... Removal .. .. Questions ...
If anyone can help me out here .. Id REALLY appreciate it .. as Ive no idea what pic they took out . any pics i had that were according to their guidelines were marked NSFW . and put into seperate albums .. i get this note today .. even thou my DOGS picture was marked NSFW .. why ive no clue.. he was sitting in sunglasses I guess thats offensive to someone .. who knows .. .. so .. Please if you can .. give me some help . cuz im about ready to Leave the site .. this is crap .. A photo in your public gallery has been removed by the CherryTAP admins. This photo was removed because it was either offensive or NSFW (Not Safe For Work) in nature. Please read the Terms Of Service. a> CONTENT IS NOT ALLOWED in the public areas of the CT. You can create a NSFW private album or mark your photos as NSFW. You can create a NSFW private album and manage your photos by clicking the images link. This photo removal has been recorded and your account will be deleted if it happens again.

New Laptop Soon
Well, I have to get a new laptop. My husband's took a shit and now he wants mine lol. That's fine with me, even though I love mine. We just both need laptops since I take mine and use it at school and he uses his at work. I have it narrowed down to two...though which two I wont say yet because I plan to not say anything until I decide and actually buy one. I will tell you that I'll be getting a 12.1" screen & it'll also be a tablet pc since I'll get a lot of use out of that. We'll probably get the laptop within the next 4 months. I've been watching prices and deals.

Love Part 2
I love you, Not only for what you are, But for what I am When I am with you. I love you, Not only for what You have made of yourself, But for what You are making of me. I love you For the part of me That you bring out; I love you For putting your hand Into my heaped-up heart And passing over All the foolish, weak things That you can't help Dimly seeing there, And for drawing out Into the light All the beautiful belongings That no one else had looked Quite far enough to find. I love you because you Are helping me to make Of the lumber of my life Not a tavern But a temple; Out of the works Of my every day Not a reproach But a song. I love you Because you have done More than any creed Could have done To make me good, And more than any fate Could have done To make me happy. You have done it Without a touch, Without a word, Without a sign. You have done it By being yourself. Perhaps that is what Being a friend means, After all. ____

Stay Away
what if i told you that lately my feelings have been a little off track would you consider it bad? cause for a certain extent i have been wishing that our relationship would end quicker than it has been yet maybe im wrong for feeling this way it wouldnt be bad if i continued to stay STAY as in AWAY AWAY from you and all the pain that youve been CAUSING!

One On Trust ... 2 On Spiritual Things
THE MIND OF TRUST Fear a false evidence appearing real killing the love and the trust that we feel Loss of intimacy is replaced with anxiety unknown liaison found common in society Wandering eyes that seek out new a play mate expecting you home yet you come back late Plans the were made and now are in tatters pain at the thoughtless act, anger because it matters That one who professes love does things that create doubt is a sign of one self seeking without thinking things out As to who will pay the price for the things that matter least placing any ahead of love will give rise to the green eyed beast A monster with a will to destroy trust first of all it does this by using our pride to lead us to the fall It tells us that the one we love is untrue it shows us all of the signs of a love new It leads us to wonder where our love has been it creates images in our minds of the greatest sin Betrayal of all we held dear, now in disgust leaving us empty,

Ok Lets See Whos Got Guts.
This idea came along when i was talking to a good friend of mine. LOL I am now running a contest of the man with the most guts. Any man that has guts to send me their picture with them in their underwear, up close or full body is accepeted, I will do a contest and the picture with the most votes get a cross stitched item for free. This item is something i took time to hand make myself proudly. So, who ever has enough guts and gets the most votes whens something im very proud of.

Stalkers...they Crack Me Up
I got this in an email a few days ago, and just recently found out it came from www.illwillpress.com I am an avid Foamy watcher, and lover. I am not taking this crap seriously, but boy, did I laugh my ass off about it. So here's the little song/poem. I love to watch your bum. It's better then anyone's. I wanna rub it when it's chilly, and poke it with me willie, and make you scream with fun. But you wont return my calls. And you wont suck my balls. It's rather sad, but true, and it's really fucking rude. So I'll just have to... kill you. -Wanker.

Not Just Online
Ok,here i go again speaking my mind very frankly..Well,As much as I am fighting these online predators.I have a very good point to bring up as it has just been brought to my attentiuon in a very,very harsh real way. These sexual offenders are not only on our streets,but they sometimes live right in our own damn houses.They prey on those weak to them.Ones who respect them as adults when if they only knew that in reality they are no more then just a damn coward in disguise as a man.I wish that for once these men would pick on a woman,not just any woman but a woman who isnt afraid to say no.And one who isnt afraid to beat thier asses.but no,they pick on innocent lil children who deserve a happy life.These children also should be able to depend on thier moms for help,but some have to deal with moms who cant help them because they are only worried about themselves.I will promise all,i will definitely get even with this one particular man .He messed with the wrong girl this time.And he will

My Solution To The Iraq Problem (cant Believe No One Has Figured This Out Yet)
Im sick to goddamn death of hearing about this Troop withdrawl debate concerning Iraq. Here's the solution: 1. The government has waged a war on Terrorism yet we cant kill them off because we cant fucking find them. The remedy to this problem is simple. The republicans are complaining that if we withdraw from Iraq it will start a civil war there. Alright. Let me see if I get this right. A civil war will undoubtedly involve ungodly amounts of terrorists as that is the environment in which they flourish. Now if you have two sets of militants and terrorists killing each other off (something our government has failed to do by the way) how is that a bad thing? It seems to me that if a high number of terrorists are going to be killed its an opportunity our current administration would leap at. But what about the Innocent people you ask. Easy the innocent bystanders are getting mutilated by car bombs on a daily fucking basis anyway. We have troops in Iraq and we cant stop it so us not being t

U Remember Peep, The First Time?
to meet you in the dark to undress you lovingly to sear hot kisses onto your skin to have your scent fill my head to let my lips and tongue taste you to feel your body awakening to my touches to slip my hand around your cock to have my mouth follow in pursuit to make the anticipation end to hear you go breathless as I suck you for the first time to hear your delicious moans as i tongue your head to feel your desire as you entwine your hands deeply in my hair to obey your command as you urge me to take you deeper to sink my greedy hot mouth down onto your shaft to move in rhythm up...down...deeply...harder...faster....more... to feel your cock throbbing as you fuck my teasing mouth to feel your uncontrollable explosion to savor your taste in my mouth to swallow your essence to have a part of you inside of me your finally here i'm waiting no more i cannot wait until tonight kissssss P.S the first time i sucked your cock.. i will never forget it!!! I love U !!!

♥ Love ♥
Everyone knows that love makes you do crazy things, but did you know that love can be used as an excuse for ALMOST EVERYTHING IN LIFE? Let me teach you how you can use love as an answer for everything; good or bad. Love is the only reason people do things and love is the only thing people stay away from things. Love is what people hide from and love is what everyone is looking for. Some thing went wrong? Just say, I did it for love! I love you, because of love. I hate you, because of love. I dont want you, because of love. I dont want to see you, because of love. I dont want to hear from you, because of love. I dont want to think of you, because of love. I dont want to be near you, because of love. Love is the ONLY reason! Love is the only reason I did this. Love is the only reason I wanted to do this. Love is the only reason you did that. Love will be the only reason you will every do anything. Let me tell you something funny. Love is the only reason y

Misère Mon Ami
The sky was bruised a sort of pale blue. A blue that reflected off the fragments of the glass. The glass in turn was slightly saturated with a ruby red. This created a calm so profound, so palpable that it seemed almost sinful. I'm shattered, broken alive. In love with misery. We walk hand in hand in step with eachother. Knowing only how to cure the others deep dissatisfaction. Life seems abyssmal, if only there appeared to be some hope. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ another depressing poem by moi

Somedays - And Today Is One Of Them :-(
Somedays I sit and want to cry, All that was good has slunk off to die. I take the pills but they do no good, Despite me knowing that they should. Every other week I see my therapist, It just brings the pain of love I've missed. I try to be all smiles and light, But my spirit is lost to darkest night. If your reading this I wonder what you think, "Is this a man that's on the brink?" Somedays yes and somedays no, Somedays I just want to go. To join my Brother and my Dad, And Al the best friend that I ever had. Somedays tho I'm who I was and who I'll be, I find the man before the mental cruelty Somedays though I sit and cry, Somedays I just want to die. But tomorrow I'll be on the up, As playful as a 6 week pup. So please dear reader bear with me, I'm just a man and weak you see. But one day soon I'll be back to me, The person I know I can be. Andy Smith 27/03/07

Birth Of My First Grandson Today!
Hi all...just a quick note to share my big day with friends. My first grandson will arrive later today, so I will be away from CT and at the hospital anxiously awaiting his arrival. I will post more when I return later today...please all, say a prayer that all goes well for the happy couple and their firstborn!

Hospital Window
Hospital Window A great note for all to read it will take just 37 seconds to read this and change your thinking... Two men, both seriously ill, occupied the same hospital room. One man was allowed to sit up in his bed for an hour each afternoon to help drain the fluid from his lungs. His bed was next to the room's only window. The other man had to spend all his time flat on his back. The men talked for hours on end. They spoke of their wives and families, their homes, their jobs, their involvement in the military service, where they had been on vacation. Every afternoon when the man in the bed by the window could sit up, he would pass the time by describing to his roommate all the things he could see outside the window. The man in the other bed began to live for those one hour periods where his world would be broadened and enlivened by all the activity and color of the world outside. The window overlooked a park with a lovely lake. Ducks and swans played on the water

I Need Bombers And Raters For This Contest!!!
You aremn't allowed to comment yourself so I need all my friends and fans to really help me to win this contest! Click on this pic and rate it for me and if you have time please comment it as much as you can. Cherry love to you all! I appreciate any and all help you are willing to give me! Crystal (AngelEyezTN)

My Birth Month
You scored as january. JANUARY: You\\\'ve got the best personality (bar none) and an absolute pleasure to be around. You are probably a massive Crazy fan, and more than likely have an a very attractive partner (or three!). It is also more than likely that you have a massive record collection (that is better than anybody elses from any other month). YOu have a great choice in films, and may one day become a famous actor yourself - youve got the looks for it!!! You are definitly more metal than anyone january100%May0%April0%FEBRUARY0%June0%March0%JULY0%November0%OCTOBER0%SEPTEMBER

Life
Death and dying do no matter Lying and crying do nothing but shatter Fragile will holding all together Jealous reigns in hearts divided Seasons come as seasons do Love lost and then found again Rings exchanged and promises made Only to be shattered by a blade Darkness, sorrow and pain ends A new life is begins

Tied And Bound
the world is a mistress mean and crule keeps you on a short leash beats you into submission she controls your life evey minor detal from how you dress to when you sleep you have no control no say in this life your opion means nothen your ideas are throw away she controls your life from birth to death your socal group all your friends your thoughts and your freedom she is mean and crule never will free you beats you into submission every chanse she gets takes away your self respect removes all self confadence cares not of your wishes nore of your pains only what she wants only what she needs the world will never let you be free as you get older your leash gets shorter controls were you work and how you live she will never forgive you for any mistakes walking you around like a trained puppy now this is the end and she still dosnt care she throws dirt on you and gets a new boy

Cherokee Travelers Greeting
I will draw thorns from your feet. We will walk the White Path of Life together. Like a brother of my own blood, I will love you. I will wipe tears from your eyes. When you are sad, I will put your aching heart to rest.

Attention Harleys/chopper Contest
MUST BE SAFE FOR WORK 1ST PRIZE 3 DAY BLAST 2 PRIZE 3 DAY BLAST 3RD VIC GIFT OF YOUR CHOICE 4TH..POSCHE CONTEST STARTS AS SOON AS ALL ENTRYS HAVE BEEN FILLED PRIVATE MEESAGES TO ME ON WHAT BIKE SOI CAN RIPAND ADD IT WEN ALL ARE ENTERED..ILL POST A STICKY PLUS SEND Y UR LINK GOOD LUCK..BIKES RULE MEN/WOMEN ARE TO ENTER MUST BE SFW ANY FLAGGING OTHER CONTESTENTS WILL BE AUTOMATIC DELETED..WILL NOT BE TOLERATED JELOUSEY..

Sadness
Sadness reigns in her heart Happiness has finished and departs Friends who are not lie in wait Tears stream down as she takes the bait "It's just for a small time apart Don't worry we'll be together in the end" Are the messages he sends Stomach rolling loneliness comes over her again Happy face for the rest of the world Tears on a pillow as she unfolds from a curl Lies, deceit and broken promises are all she has Lies are what she presents to society Honesty means nothing to them or her anymore Darkness falls again plunging her into the void that is no more

"firemans Tears" Bulliten
The alarm rang, as it had so many times before. He was the first of the fireman up and out, awakened from his bed at the station by the clanging of the bell. Engine 3 pulled out of the bay, dispatch paged another station. And all the firemen aboard the truck were tensed with anticipation "It's gonna be a nice 'un, boys," He said as he donned his gear. And the young bucks smiled at him as they drew ever near. They turned onto his own street and he could see the fire's work He hoped their mother woke his kids to see their dad at work. His heart sank as he saw the home that he so dearly loved going up in smoke and flames as he donned his gloves. Agressively he hit the fire and searched the rooms above. And with a flare of personal vengeance he saved what remained of his home. As he left the world of flaming hell he saw his little girl He ran quickly to her side and said "Honey, Daddy's here." He would never forget what next she said As he held her close, "I love you, Dad

Finding A Coven Or Mentor
Whilst it is possible to learn the Craft alone, using books, it is often easier and more pleasent to work with others, or at least to have someone to talk to. However, finding the right person or group is not always easy; they need to be reputable, to practise the form of the Craft you seek, and you should be willing to meet their requirements. The best way to locate the guidance you seek is to work a spell and ask the Goddess. Ensure your aims are clear. Do you desire a Coven, meeting regularly and practiceing formal Rituals, or simply a contact for guidence? Are you prepared to travel, or content with letters, email and the phone? Would you prefer a simple herbal "Hedgewitch" magic, or are you after somthing more complex? When you are ready, cast your Circle witha large white candle in the centre.Raise energyby dancing, chanting, clapping,and as you do so visualize building a cone of energy over the Circle. When you feel this cone is ready, light the candle and call upon the Goddes

Tears Of Love
Tears of Love: So there’s all these different tears and reasons that people have for crying: Tears of Pain, Tears of Sadness, Tears of Happiness, Tears of Joy, Tears of Loneliness. There seems to be tears for absolutely everything. Where’s the Tears of Love. I mean, really, we talk about heartbreak, and losing the one’s we love. But we never really call our tears anything. We focus on our heart, well what about the rest of us. I bring this up, only for the fact of the other night I lost two pounds of water weight alone, sitting and crying my eyes out. Why do we love? Is it human nature? Is it some kind of predetermined emotion that is keyed into our existence? Was it god’s way of saying, hey fuck you, I’m gonna make you feel something like you’ve never felt before, the best feeling in the world, and then take it away, just to show you I’m in charge. Just to show you that I pull the strings. I think my heart is done being broken, not because I’ve decided, but because i

They Still Grind Horses Don't They?
When God Closes A Door He Opens Another,But What If You Don't want To Go Through It?.....ok strange way to start this but I'll get back to that quote a little later...So Friday I saw a movie I;ve been waiting all year..Fuck spiderman 3 Fuck Pirates 3...Grindhouse baby..thats what what I'm talking about.Okay back in the 70's when back when drive-ins were still pretty popular and they had midnight showings at theaters still they use to have low budget films filled with sex and violence and blood and really bad acting and plots..these were called Grindhouse movies..Now if you know the history of these movies one will get a kick out of Robert Rodriguez and Quentin Tarantino's double feature ode to those old 70's classics.Planet Terror and Death Proof are the films shown and at 3 hours and 11 mins it's worth every minute...also the treat of some fake trailers thrown in,is just great...I don't want to give to much away but I will warn you these movies are bloody are violent and are fucking f

True Confession.......
"Christopher..." She found herself stuttering. She never stuttered. "I...don't know what to say. I...God,...I can't believe...this is too...I can't. I can't do this." "Can't do what?" he asked, his voice is thick with unrealized passion. "Can't explain yourself? Can't own up to how you shit all over me? All over us? Can't be honest about how right it all was? How much you wanted me? Want me still? I can see it in the way you're standing. Hear it in the way your voice falters. I can smell it on you, Lo. Smell how much you want my hands and mouth all over you; my cock buried inside you." Christopher had managed to cross the room to her during his speech. She shivered as he clasped her arms and pulled her to him. "You know you want this" he whispered, running his lips up and down the side of her neck. "You know you want me, the way we'd always talked about. I know it all. I know all of your deepest wants and desires; your cravings and fantasies. I can make them come true. All you ha

Say It....damn It
I love you Christopher." She said breathing into his ear. The hot breath took his mind elsewhere. And the fact that she was nibbling on his ear lobe didn't help matters either. He began sliding his hand over her body instinctually. Her smooth skin took him further from reality. Guided only by his urges, he pressed her close to his body. A slight moan escaped her mouth before it was covered by his. Their lips danced together, fighting to take the lead. Each kiss signaled for another and yet another. Her mouth pulled away for a moment and then latched on to his bottom lip. A grunt formed in Christopher's throat as he took her by the wrists and pushed her into the nearest available wall. He took both of her wrists in one hand and used his other to cup the jaw of his lady. Christopher looked deeply into her eyes, as if to say something, but was cut short due to her lack of patience. Tara jumped on to Christopher, wrapping arm and leg alike around his body. She leaned down and began to

Obsession.. Part 1
Let's dim the lights, and light the candles A little music to set the mood And for the next few hours, relax while I hand you All the extacsy that you can consume Running a feather up and down your body While kissing your every crevice Licking your sex so innocently, but naughty Producing a feeling you never expected I seductively place my shaft in your love In a gentle and erotic fashion At my deepest depth, we embraced in a hug While the room is filling with passion Hours upon hours of sex at its best With stopping totally out of the question Just thoughts of what we are going to do next Because your body is my obsession -Nemesis of Nazerath

Cum See My Easter Eggs ;0)
Hey Everyone! I know it's insane short notice..but I'll be doing members cam in 1 hour for all my www.aimeelynn.net members (or if you are a member of a girl that performs on Camz.com then you can see my show for free as well. Hope to see you there! XOXO, Aimeelynn

Iowan Zach Johnson Wins Masters
AUGUSTA, Ga. - It all seemed surreal to Zach Johnson. Three clutch birdies on the back nine at the Masters. His name atop the leaderboard. Toppling Tiger Woods. Slipping on the green jacket. "I'm from Cedar Rapids, Iowa," he said when asked to describe himself. "That's about it. I'm a normal guy." Not anymore. Normal guys don't beat Woods in the final round of a major, especially when Woods is in the lead. Normal guys aren't unfazed by the ground-shaking cheers of Woods making an eagle to mount a charge. Jack Fleck was a normal guy from Iowa, too, and he took down the great Ben Hogan in the 1955 U.S. Open. Maybe everyone should have seen this one coming. A strange week at Augusta National saved the biggest surprise for the very end - Johnson as the Masters champion, and beating Woods to get there. "As they say, a giant has got to fall at some point," he said. Johnson pulled away from Woods and the rest of the pack with three birdies in a pivotal four-hole stretc

Two Patients
TWO PATIENTS Boy, if this doesn't hit the nail on the old head, I don't know what does! Two patients limp into two different medical clinics with the same complaint. Both have trouble walking and appear to require a hip replacement. The FIRST patient is examined within the hour, is x-rayed the same day and has a time booked for surgery the following week. The SECOND sees his family doctor after waiting 3 weeks for an appointment, then waits 8 weeks to see a specialist, then gets an x-ray, which isn't reviewed for another week and finally has his surgery scheduled for a month from then. Why the different treatment for the two patients? The FIRST is a Golden Retriever. The SECOND is a Senior Citizen. Next time take me to a vet.

Lmfao...i Made Myself Pee!!!
So I am going through, checking some videos and putting them in my stash. I came across Enuffz Enuff video to Fly High Michelle and I about pissed my pants! This is one gay video. I think the band members were actually trying to look hotter then the blonde in this. If you still didnt think they were gay even after seeing hearts in the one guys pupils, the 3,857 rainbows that flew through the screen should have tipped you off! Cool song though, where is my spandex!

I Give The Best Sex!!
CURSED FOR UR NEXT 5 BIRTHDAYS! IF U DONT REPOST JAN.- I'M SO FUCKING SEXY FEB.- L0VE T0 FUCK MAR.- iM A LOVER! APR.-I'M FEELING HORNY MAY- iM S0 FUCKiN FiNE JUN.- I GIVE THE BEST SEX!! JUL.- DAMN I WANNA FUCK!! AUG.- LIKE TO FUCK ALL THE TIME!!!!!!!! SEPT.- i`M SOO DAMN FiNE ! OCT.- iM A SEX FREAK;) NOV.-SHUT UP & KiSS ME =) DEC.- i JUST WANNA FUCK!!!!!!!!!! ***Repost in 5 Min 0R HAVE BAD LUCK ON UR ????????

Reference Yahoo And Cams...
YES, I DO HAVE A CAM AND YES, I DO HAVE YAHOO.. IF I WANT YOU TO HAVE ACCESS TO EITHER OF THEM, I WILL GIVE YOU MY SCREENNAME. DON'T ASK ME FOR IT OUT OF THE BLUE AS SOON AS YOU SAY HELLO TO ME. THAT'S ONE OF THE QUICKEST WAYS TO GET YOU BLOCKED.. AND IF YOU DO GET MY YAHOO ID AND I ALLOW YOU TO VIEW MY CAM, JUST LETTING YOU KNOW RIGHT NOW, I DO NOT GIVE CAM SHOWS OR SEX SHOWS, WHATEVER YOU WANT TO CALL IT. I WILL NOT SHOW YOU ANYTHING MORE THAN YOU SEE IN MY "YUP IT'S ME" ALBUM ON MY PAGE. I DO HAVE SMALL CHILDREN, AND FROM TIME TO TIME THERE MAY BE TOYS ON MY FLOOR IN VIEW OF THE CAM. IF YOU CAN'T DEAL WITH THAT FACT THAT WITH CHILDREN, THERE WILL ALWAYS BE TOYS, THEN DON'T EVEN BOTHER ASKING TO VIEW MY CAM. I ALSO MAY LEAVE THE CAM VIEW ABRUPTLY FROM TIME TO TIME. BUT DON'T GET ALL BENT OUT OF SHAPE THINKING I'VE DESERTED YOU OR ANYTHING, I WILL BE BACK. MORE THAN LIKELY, I'M JUST CHECKING ON MY KIDS OR GOING TO GET SOMETHING FROM THEM THAT THEY SHOULDN'T HAVE. OF COURSE, THE MOTHER

The Little Girl
I write poems every day and night just because I can't sleep at night I find I can't sleep because I'm afraid you will take things out on me like your on a rampage I hear mommy scream and ball out her eyes you make up excuses to hit her like" your sick of her lies" and when your done hitting her , you come after me and say I've done nothing but cause you misery. So you say " come here, lets play a game" and hit me until blood pours out my veins So i yelled" Please daddy stop, I've hurt enough" and he said" Oh come on baby, You gotta be tough" so I took it some more, without a complaint and at that instant I began to faint I screamed out I'm sorry but I cant take anymore! And within an instant I fell to the floor Within a week my body was found And they then buried me in a burial ground Where in heaven I could be at peace And all my pain can be released There is no more about my life to tell But this is my life inside the nutshell

Fuck This
OK SO I AM TIRED OF EVERYTHING THAT IS GOING ON..NOTHING SEEMS TO GO THE WAY I WANT IT AND I AM SICK OF BEING SAD AND FEELING UNIMPORTANT..IT IS GETTING OLD..I HAVE VERY FEW FRIENDS THAT ACTUALLY REALLY CARE AND I THINK THAT YOU TWO KNOW HOW YOU ARE AND I LOVE YOU FOR BEING THERE FOR ME ALWAYS...SOMETIME I FEEL THAT THE ONES I NEED THE MOST ARENT THERE WHEN I NEED THEM...I AM GETTING SICK OF THIS SITE AND THE DUMBASS PPL THAT ARE ON IT...I HAVE MET SOME REALLY COOL PPL ON HERE BUT THINGS NEVER END UP LIKE THEY SEEM...ANYWAYS I AM GOING TO TAKE A BREAK FROM THIS ADDICTIVE WEBSITE AND TRY TO FIGURE MY LIFE OUT...I AM HOPING ON GOING OUT OF THE STATE FOR A WHILE TO FIGURE THINGS OUT...BUT ALWAYS KNOW THAT THERE ARE A FEW ON HERE THAT I DO TRUELY LOVE AND I AM GLAD YOU ARE IN MY LIFE....."PEACE BITCHES"

This Is Our Year( I Wrote This My Senor Yr In High School)
THIS IS OUR WORLD THE ONLY ONE WE KNOW AFTER OUR TIME IS OVER WHERE WILL WE GO? WHAT WILL WE BE AND WHAT WILL WE DO? THERE DECISIONS WERE ONCE A DREAM THAT NOW HAS COME TURE. CLASS AFTER CLASS TIME IS TICKING AWAY IT USED TO BE YEAR AFTER YEAR BUT NOW IT'S DAY BY DAY. THEY MADE US COME TO LEARNTO MAKE US SMART JUST TO SHOW US INTO THE WORLD WITH LITTLE MORE THAN A START. WILL THERE BE FRIENDLY FACES LIKE THERE ARE HERE OR WILL WE BE LONE AFTER THIS YEAR? AS LONG AS WE CAN, WE WILL BE ONE WE WILL GROW ALONG THE WAY AS WELL AS HAVE FUN. WE KNOW AS LONG AS WE LIVE WE WIL BE TOGETHER THE MOMORIES IN OUR HEART ARE FOR ALWAYS AND FOREVER IT IS ALREADY "85" AND WE GROW CLOSER AS THE CLOCK TICKS. FOR THIS YEAR IS OUR YEAR THE CLASS OF "86".

Mother
If I could Give you diamonds For each tear you have cried for me If I could give you sapphires For each truth you've helped me see If I could give you rubies For the heartache that you have known If I could give you pearls For the wisdom that you have shown The you'll have a treasure, mother That would mount up to the skies That would almost match The sparkle in your kind and loving eyes. But I have no pearls, no diamonds As I'm sure you're well aware So I'll give you gifts more precious My devotion, love and care.

Where Angels Always Go
My life has changed it's sad to say It all began one August day As the angels came, To take you away I knew in my heart, You would have a better day As you are in heaven now, Where angels always go I know you love me, that I know I love you Mom, with all my heart, As if you didn't know I know you're in heaven now, Where angels always go,

A Note To Special People
The Special People In This World Are The Most Precious And The Most Appreciated People Of All No Matter What Happens, They Always Understand. They Go A Million Miles Out Of Their Way And Hold Your Hand. They Bring You Smiles, When A Smile Is What You Exactly Need. They Listen, And They Hear What Is Said In The Spaces Between The Words. They Care And They Let You Know You're There In Their Prayers............. Special People Always Know The Perfect Thing To Do They Can Make Your Whole Day Just By Saying Something That No One Else Could Have Said. The Special People In This World Are The Most Precious And The Most Appreciated People Of All

Can I Touch You
CAN I TOUCH YOU THERE WHEN YOU'RE ASLEEP THE WET SOFT PLACE UNDER YOUR SHEET I'LL MAKE YOU SHUDDER MOVE AND MOAN WITH HAND AND TONGUE SOFT LONG AND SWEET I'LL SATISFY THAT URGENT PLACE INSIDE OF YOU AT A MASTER'S PACE THE DEEPEST SPOTS TO PROD AND PRONG YOUR OPENING TO TONGUE AND TASTE WITH SOFT CARESSES I WILL PLEASE UNTIL YOU BUCKLE AT THE KNEES THEN DELVE INTO YOUR EROGENOUS ZONE AGAIN YOU'LL SHUDDER MOVE AND MOAN

Kind Of Dark
A crimson pool Warm and deep Lulls me to My eternal sleep The flash of silver Straight across my wrist Adds my name To the growing list The pain of life I feel no more Took the easy way out Through the open door Death's embrace So warm and pure I wonder why This is the only cure Who on this planet Loves and cares for me When I look back I'll finally see To those who did care I truly apologize But all the signs were there If you just looked into my eyes I could never find My own true voice At least finally I stuck to a choice Now that I'm gone Flesh being consumed by worms I'm content in knowing I did this on my terms.

What I Want
Yep it's 4:30 am and I can't sleep. So many things are just racing through my head. I am just so ready for things to start happening for me, I am ready to be happy and content, I am ready for my fairy tale, my happily ever after to start. Is that asking too much, lol? I don't have to have money, all I want is my kids to be happy and healthy first and foremost. For me to have a job that I love and to find my prince charming. I want a man that is wonderful with and to my kids, someone that can't wait to see me and to talk to me. Someone that will call when he says he is going to call, actually someone that will call me whenever he wants, just because he has to hear my voice. Someone that tells me how he feels, wants to hold my hand, put his arm around me, cuddle with me.....just someone that wants to be with me, is excited to be with me. Someone that is honest with me. Someone that has ambition and drive. Someone that knows how to laugh and play. Someone that is tough but gent

Random Fun Stuff :)
A woman's guide to understanding men... 1. A good place to meet a man is at the dry cleaner. These men usually have jobs and bathe. 2. All men hate to hear, "We need to talk about our relation- ship." These seven words strike fear in the heart of even retired General Schwartzkopf. 3. Men like phones with lots of buttons. It makes them feel important. 4. Men like to barbecue. Men will cook if danger is involved. 5. Most men hate to shop. That's why the men's department is usually on the first floor of a department store, two inches from the door. 6. Men forget everything; women remember everything. Think about it! How many women's sports use something called an "instant replay?" 7. Men are self-confident because they grow up identifying with super-heroes. Women have bad self-images because they grow up identifying with Barbie. 8. No man is charming all of the time. Even Cary Grant is on record saying he wished h

Herbalife Rep
Just wanted to let everyone know of a new product (at least to me new) I am now on and selling. The company is called Herbalife and they have a nice website www.herbalife.com. I just started the products on Monday, have alost a few pounds, more to do with water than anything else, but they do have some wonderful products, if anyone is interested in either trying some of the products or even looking for some extra money give me a shout or email and we can see where that goes.

Emergency Spiral Descents
Ahh, time for another bloggy addition. I'm actually amazed I flew again. Lately since coming to CNY I've been snuffed out due to weather. All last week I wasn't able to because it was snowing! What is up with that? I mean, I love the snow, I am glad I moved out here. I enjoy the change of pace and this whole new coast, but when it comes to getting shafted with weather that keeps me from flying... I just have to scream, " BITCH" Haha. Today was good though, I flew twice in one day. How bad ass is that. Imagine this : Airport elevation is 500ft and I'm at 5500ft. Above the runway numbers at the approach end of runway 15. Landing gear down, flaps set, throttles completely back to idle, bank to 45 degress, and start to spiral down... Looking out the side window and watching the earth spin around your as you hold the runway in sight. One complete turn. Two turns.. Three turns... Looking out and you are still too high to make a perfect landing so while power still out and only

Shopping With Mother!
A little boy goes shopping with his mother and is standing outside of the ladies dressing room waiting for his Mom to come out. While waiting the little boy gets bored and just when his Mom comes walking out, she sees her son sliding his hand up a mannequin's skirt. "Get your hand out of there!" she shouts. "Don't you know that women have teeth down there?" The little boy quickly snatches his hand away and thanks his lucky stars he didn't get bitten. For the next ten years, this little boy grows up believing all women have teeth between their legs. When he's 16, he gets a girlfriend. One night, while her parents are out of town, she invites him over for a little action. After an hour of making out and grinding on the sofa, she says, "You know, you could go a little further if you want." "What do you mean?" he asks. "Well, why don't you put your hand down there?" she says, pointing to her crotch. "Hell no," he cries, "you've got teeth down there!" "Don't be rid

Camping Trip
Two men camping in the mountains had spent four days together, and they were getting a little testy. One morning, the first friend says, "You know, we're starting to get on each other's nerves. Why don't we split up today. I'll hike north and spend the day looking around, you hike south and spend the day. Then tonight, we'll have dinner and share our experiences over the campfire." The second friend agrees and hikes south. The first man hikes north. That night over dinner, the first man tells his story: "Today I hiked into a beautiful valley. I followed a stream up into a canyon and ate lunch. Then I swam in a crystal clear mountain lake. As I sat out and dried, I watched deer come and drink from the stream. The wildflowers were filled with butterflies and hawks floated all day overhead. How was your day?" The second friend says, "I went south and ran across a set of railroad tracks. I followed them until I came across a beautiful young woman tied to the tracks. I

For The Girls
To every girl that is SCARED to put her heart out there again, because she has been HURT too many times or so badly. To every girl that dresses cute, not skanky. To every girl who wants to be called beautiful, not hot. To every girl that will spend her whole day looking for the perfect present for you. To every girl that would die to have a decent boyfriend. To every girl who would just once like to be treated like a princess. To every girl that cries at night because of another heartbreak. To every girl that just wants to hold hands. To every girl that kisses him with meaning. To every girl who just wishes he cared more. To every girl who would just once want a guy to give their jacket up when they are cold. To every girl who just wants him to call. To every girl who lies awake at night thinking about him. To every girl that just wants to cuddle. To every girl that just wants to sleep with him withou

The Year I Was Born..
In 1975 (the year you were born) Gerald Ford is president of the US Evacuation of US civilians from Saigon as Communist forces complete takeover of South Vietnam FBI agents capture Patty Hearst, who is indicted and convicted of bank robbery Teamster Jimmy Hoffa disappears without a trace Marines rescue the crew of the American ship the Mayaguez near Vietnam First Lady Betty Ford says in an interview that she thinks her children have tried marijuana Natalie Imbruglia, Drew Barrymore, David Beckham, Enrique Iglesias, Angelina Jolie, and Tiger Woods are born Cincinnati Reds win the World Series Pittsburgh Steelers win Superbowl IX Philadelphia Flyers win the Stanley Cup Production begins on Star Wars Jaws and The Rocky Horror Picture Show are the top grossing films Soul Train premieres on television in the United States "The Way We Were" (performed by Barbara Streisand) wins the Grammy for best song Saturday Night Live and Wheel of Fortun

Giving?
i cannot give myself to you because im not mine to give and i belong to noone and thats just the way it is forever alone inside myself and pushing you away i'll walk in darkness till my death and then i'll walk in day

Do You Need Therapy?
There's a 11% Chance That You Need Therapy You almost certainly don't need therapy. You have your life under control - and things are going pretty well. If anything, you would make a great therapist. You have a natural understanding of human psychology.Do You Need Therapy?

Why We Need Friend's
WHY WE NEED FRIENDS????? We need our friends for many reasons, No matter what the day or season... We need friends to comfort us when we are sad, And to laugh with when we are glad. We need friends to give us good advice, Someone we can count on to treat us nice. We need friends to remember us when we have passed Sharing memories that will always last. We need friends to help us solve our troubles And to share good times so the joy is doubled That's why we need friends... That's why I need YOU! Have A Fabulous Day Everyone Thinking Of You Today And Always Hugs Trouble

Rich Witch Spell
This spell should be cast on the evening of a New Moon. Find a flat surface or use your altar. Light a green candle, and place a bowl and a spoon on the surface before you. Mix a teaspoon of nutmeg and a teaspoon of cinnamon in the bowl. As you mix the ingredients, think of an amount of money you would like to see in your bank account. (Don't go overboard, though, or you will "scatter the spells energy".) Continue to focus on that amount of money as you take three coins of low denomination and toss them repeatedly, until you get one tail and two heads. Place the coins and the powder together in an old wallet or purse and shake it up as you chant: "Attraction powder let it be… send me all the luck I need." Place the purse in the same place as you keep all your financial documents.

Invisibility Spell
Invisibility is a term that is easily misunderstood. No, you cannot make a magical potion that you drink and *bing* become invisible. Sorry. But this spell will make you seem invisible to people. Sometimes it's nice you don't want attention or if you just want to be left alone. If you want to be invisible to others- that is, people will look right past you like you aren't there (but if you punch them or something, they'll still see ya, sorry) try this. Close your eyes and imagine a sphere of white light around you. Then imagine that the light starts to get blurry. It then takes on the colors and shapes of the environment around you. You fade into the light, becoming a part of it, until you completely disappear into the camouflage of the circle of light around you. I've done this and tried to talk to people and they didn't even see me until I physically touched them, then they would just like- jump- like holy crap, how would you get there? And normally, I'm a very noticeable pe

Wiccaning Ritual
On the first night after a baby is born, or the same night that the birth takes place, the mother or father (or midwife, if she is a close friend or relative) should take the infant out under the stars. The child should first be held up to the sky, saying: "O Lady of the Starry Heavens, Wise All-Father, Behold this lovely child ________. Conceived and brought forth In love." Place the child on the ground, hands under the head, briefly, saying: "Hail Earth, Mother of All. This is my infant, my love, And my jewel. Bless and protect him/her, Granting your enduring and eternal Strength, and steadfastness. May he/she ever have a spirit That seeks the stars, And roots deep within Thy loving breast." One should then clasp the child close and look about for a few minutes, for those who are gifted with second sight are often able at this time to see prophesies for the child or the mother.

Be Healthy And Eat Less
Be Healthy and Eat Less Time of month: Sunset on a Waning Moon (moving from the full to the new moon) Tools: * yellow candle with holder * rose petals * lavender oil * small garnets * carnelian or turquoise stone * small jar with lid or plastic bag that seals * picture of yourself healthy. Charge yellow candle with desired goal and place in holder . As you light the candle, visualize yourself passing on second helpings of food, small portions on your plate and looking healthy and physically fit. Charge rose petals, oil and stones. Sprinkle petals around candle, again visualize your goal. Place the charged garnet stones and a few drops of oil into the jar or bag. [A baby food sized jar might work well.] As you do this visualize again. Then pick up the petals and place them into the jar or bag also. Seal the jar or bag and say: "By this jar/bag of powered oil, petals and stones, it will bring me courage and help me meet my goal to not eat or snack as much and

Spell To Dream Of The Future
Dream divination is the power to see the future and enhance clairvoyance through dreaming. To foresee an event in the future through a dream, try this powerful dream ritual. Decide what subject your prophetic/psychic dream will be about: * Does it involve you, or someone else? * What is the subject you need information on? (Money, love, etc.) * How far or near in the future do you wish to see? * Do you have a specific question to ask, or just a general topic? * How do you want the question answered- by a guide, symbols, emotions, etc.? Once you are sure you know what exactly the prophetic dream should be able, you can gather your items and prepare your working. Lay out a square of pale blue cloth. In the middle, places a mixture of ash leaves, bay leaves, cinquefoil, heliotrope, holly, jasmine flowers, marigold flowers, mimosa, mugwort, onion, and/or yarrow (however many you can find). Bring the corners towards the middle and tie it all together like a small bag with a st

Sex Survey I Got From Jen
So fuck these child-like surveys about sex... Here's MY version bitches! Have you ever: Ended up with bad bruises after great sex? Not bad ones. But some real visible ones on my neck. They were hickeys but really big and visible. Ended up with Missing body jewelry? No Been with the same sex? No Had a threesome? Not yet. What kind was it: MMF(2 guys and a girl) FFM(2 girls and a guy) Had something in your ass(Other than a cock)? Ahahaha. No. My ass is exit only thank you very much. What was it? Did you enjoy it? Video recorded during sex? No Taken pictures during sex? No Had sex in public(with people around out in the open)? No How was it? Said these words during sex: Daddy: Mommy: Madam: Sir: God: Baby: Bitch: Yes Whore: Yes Cunt: Mother Fucker: Smack that ass: Eat that pussy: You like that: Yes Harder: More: Please: Suck It: Love it: Deeper: Faster: Had anal sex? Briefly. We started to but sh

State Of Mind
Been so sad lately, the stress doesn't even bother me anymore it's just disappointing, A few weeks ago my laptop died on me, there was something wrong with the bios and it wouldn't boot into ANY mode. I ended up having to restory the thing to factory specs. I love a TON of stuff. Including over 50 poems I wrote that I hadn't released yet. So there's no way to get any of that back. Then within a 2 week period my website Newyorktony.com got hacked twice. I know how it got hacked, what I don't understand is why? I don't sell anything. My site is nothing special. All it has on it is my poetry and my journal, it's a very simple site right now because I'm working on creating it totally in flash. So why hack it? People take me and so much that i do for granted it's not even funny. I feel like backing into the shadows for a little while just to see how people do when they can't get a hold of me as easily as they want. My heart is so big tho I can't even bring myself to be as cold to people as

Heavenskey?
you may call me what you will but please dont lecture me on childish behaviors especially when you have the audacity to call me a dyke whore.secondly you say that you are trying to be a good man and practice christianity well a true christian would not pass judgment on his neighbor or stoop so low as to belittle women with ill remarks in an attempt to make yourself feel better.yes i like women, that does not in anyway give you the right to call me dyke i didnt choose to like women or men im just attracted to them thats the way i was born nd if you cant accept that im sorry and i think its very sad that you would be so closed minded.And lastly i am not and never have just been a whore on patrol for sex .. yes i like sex i am a human being and i happen to enjoy it very much, but i dont fuck anyone and everyone and i sure as hell am not just looking for sex im looking for friends and if you would like to talk about people getting involved for sex we can just go back to how this started w

This Explains It All Lol
a tv show i'm currently watchn at the moment is asking which american president has the highest IQ level. #1 was John F Kennedy with an IQ of 160, Bill Clinton came in a close 2nd with 159 & the grand finale is George W Bush with an IQ level of 120 LMFAOOOOOOOOO that explains it all HAHAHA

Family
Family are people that are suppose to be there for you! Family are people that talk to you when u need to talk,they are there for you when you need a shoulder to cry on,they are there for you when u just need to release some anger...Family doesn't always mean they have to be blood related to you...i have a best friend that is there for me more then any of my family...family are the people that care the most about you and are there for you no matter what...and you always know that they will be there for you till the end of time!

My Knight And Shining Armor
In this world full of hurt and pain, I need someone who would help me through the rain. To comfort me when I’m sad, Doing everything just to make me glad. In this world I need a brave knight, Who would never give up on any fight. A knight who would dry away my tears, Telling me to overcome my fears. A knight who loves me for who I am inside, With him there’s nothing more I need to hide. A person who will still be standing strong, Even though everything has gone wrong. I need someone who is willing to give me more, Someone I can call my knight in shining armor.

Hater Hater Hater Hater Hater
OK...SO I BASICALLY WONT FAN ANYONE THAT WONT FAN ME...CAUSE SERIOUSLY ALOT OF PEOPLE WONT! SO I WENT TO THIS WOMANS PROFILE....AND I ASKED HER TO BE FRIENDS...DID NOT FAN HER! I SAID TO HER IN SHOUTBOX I DONT DO NO FANNINGS ILL ONLY FAN IF YOU FAN BACK,SHE DIDNT SAY ANYTHING ALL SHE WAS LEAVE HER PIC ON MY PROFILE...SO I WAS READING HER PROFILE MORE AND MORE...AND IF YOU ALL READ IT..WHOA THIS WOMAN DONT GIVE A SHIT ABOUT HER FRIENDS...SHE ONLY WANTS EM CAUSE THEY HAVE THE MONEY...IF YOU READ MORE..IT SAYS TO GET IN MY FAMILY YOU "HAVE" TO BUY ME A 3 DAYS BLAST..SO I LAUGHED AND I SAID..HMMM I WENT TO HER IN SHOUTBOX AND SAID..WELL HOW ABOUT THIS..YOU BUY ME A 3 DAY BLAST AND ILL ADD YOU TO MY FAMLY...*ONLY KIDDING* CAUSE YOU ALL KNOW MY HUMOUR.THIS IS WHAT SHE WRITES BACK...TOOK A SNAGIT SHOT! AS YOU SEE HERE IT SAYS "BLAST FOR FAMILY" HER SHOUTBOX COMMENT BACK TO ME! AND OH YES SHE BLOCKED ME SO I COULD NOT REPLY BACK. HER COMMENT TO ME ON MY PROFILE! NOW! DID I SAY ANYTH

Translation
Oldie but a goodie. Learn Chinese in 5 minutes (You MUST read them aloud) English : Chinese That's not right : Sum Ting Wong Are you harboring a fugitive? : Hu Yu Hai Ding See me ASAP : Kum Hia Nao Stupid Man : Dum Fuk Small Horse : Tai Ni Po Ni Did you go to the beach? : Wai Yu So Tan I bumped into a coffee table : Ai Bang Mai Fuk n Ni I think you need a face lift : Chin Tu Fat It's very dark in here : Wai So Dim I thought you were on a diet : Wai Yu Mun Ching This is a tow away zone : No Pah King Our meeting is scheduled for next week : Wai Yu Kum Nao Staying out of sight : Lei Ying Lo He's cleaning his automobile : Wa Shing Ka Your body odor is offensive : Yu Stin Ki Pu Great ; : Fa Kin Su Pa

Him
HIM Being a teacher, I periodically had to spent evenings at the library to study up for my next class. Tonight, I was in no mood to be at the library but I needed a little extra material for my next day’s lecture. As I entered the library, I found it was fairly empty. That meant I would be able to find a quiet area all to myself. I hated having to share, especially with the high school students. After grabbing the books I needed, I found a quiet area near the back of the library. No one else was around, and I figured I’d be able to get my research done quickly. As I opened one of my books, I casually looked up and around me. As my eyes scanned the library, I noticed in the far corner a woman sitting alone. She was very pretty but that wasn’ what caught my attention. Her hand was rubbing her breast through her shirt. Trying not to draw attention to myself, I sat back and watched this woman rub her breast and nipple with her hand. Her finger skimmed across the nipple,

Elegy For The Man I Called John
Elegy For The Man I Called John I buried my friend this morning The air so cold that the tears fell Frozen at my feet when the heavens cried The chill of the ground beneath my feet Pervaded my body, I felt frozen but still My heart bled like the soul of my friend A soul that died, long before he died And that died by his own hand (Or so he said) John used to tell me That he could find no forgiveness for himself “I deserve no peace from what I’ve done” I learned from my friend this morning That we are short on gratitude For the men that we send to do unspeakable things I wonder how many Silver Stars shine over The Potters Fields in this country How many of them are left alone, abandoned By their families, friends, or their sanity Remembered only to a few people, People who took a moment to care To offer a hand to someone in pain (Though it never seemed enough) I buried my friend this morning And when I stepped from the grave I trod over only the foo

Lol
So, for the most part...I blend in with the people I supervise and so...sometimes...things happen in front of me that shouldn't... Like...just now...I was outside with my friend (another administrator here) and this kid walks up to the back of the building and just starts peeing on the wall. So, I'm like uhhhh....you've got to be kidding.... He was humiliated. I told him he needed to stop and get his ID and my friend made him sanitize his hands before letting him hand the ID to me... Sometimes...my job...is just absurd...by the way, in case you're interested...the sanction for this "crime" is going to be washing the exterior of the building and scrubbing the steps...oh, and writing an apology letter to the people who live above the window he peed under. Some shit makes me laugh...

Halloween Update
ok some of you asked me about the new halloween remake (which im relly looking forward to) so i might as well post the news updates for the horror fans on my friends list this is what Zombie said on is myspace blog last night ENJOY Halloween update Yo Haddonfield Heads, I thought I was long over due with an update. Well, it's all about editing these days. I'm in my second week of editing and all I can say is EPIC. This fucker is one epic monster. You all have no idea what is coming your way. The teaser trailer doesn't even hint at what is in this film. The actors are very jazzed as well and are now all over myspace ready to meet their fans. many are in my top friends. So, head over and tell them how fucking pumped you all are for this new blast of MICHAEL MYERS MAYHEM!!!!

In Benefit For Parete, A Subplot On The Ice
http://www.buffalonews.com/102/story/41499.html Sabre alumni, police renew heated rivalry Everyone’s promoting it as a benefit for wounded Buffalo Police Officer Patty Parete, but there’s an interesting subplot to Thursday night’s hockey game between the Buffalo Sabres Alumni and the Buffalo Police Department in HSBC Arena. A few years ago, in a 3-on-3 Corporate Challenge game between the Sabres organization and the Buffalo Police Department, the game got a little physical, with Sabres coach Lindy Ruff and Lt. Paul R. Delano both using their sticks for more than stickhandling and shooting. “Paul started it, and Lindy responded in kind,” Detective William C. Donovan said. “That’s the way it is in hockey.” “Lindy joked afterwards that he was afraid of driving around Buffalo, that he would get a ticket,” Sabres public relations director Michael M. Gilbert said. “The Buffalo police guys certainly haven’t forgotten that.” But the competition will all be in fun Thursday n

I Have Delt With More Pain
I have delt with more pain I have delt with more suffering I have delt with more anguish then what ever human being as ever had to bear I have suffered from the hands of my parents I have suffered at the hands of mine friends I have suffered from every conceverable manner and I am tired I am tired

What Kind Of Sexy Girl Are You?
You Are Sensual Sexy You exude a luxurious sensuality in your everyday life Turning heads everywhere you go, it's all about your sexy attitude. You're naturally hot - gorgeous in both sweats and stilettos. Your biggest problem is that your ultra sexy self sometimes scares men away. What Kind of Sexy Girl Are You?

I Am Leaving For A Few Months
I will not be on for a few months (personal reasons) but I will return with a happy smile seems somethings have come up I can't Ignore so I will not be on this weekend might be leaving Friday ..love you all have a great Summer if I don't see you all..peace

Read This!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hello, Thanks goes out to those who rated my pictures so I can move up to the next level so I can add more of my pictures from Europe, as for the rest of you, come on I need your help.Please rate my pictures so I might advance my status and add more picture of Europe. I want to show you some great pictures I took. Thank you and talk to you soon! Pete

I Have A Date. . . . . . With My Vibrator.
Yep, so it's just the two of us now. . . me and my pretty pink little (okay, not so little) vibrator. Always gets the job done, goes everywhere i want it to, always there when I need it vibrator. It will never leave me. It will never change its mind about how it feels about me. It will never lie to me. I control its every move. Wish I could say the same about other aspects of my life. Like perhaps, the life like vibrators we call men these days. Throughout my short lifetime thus far, those vibrators of the human variety seem to have disappointed again and again. Each time the excuses flow forth, always the same, like bitter ejaculate. No wonder I hate blow jobs. Yes, I am single once again, fallen victim to yet another "confused" man who "just doesn't know what he wants." Don't fear ya'll, the bitter and jaded Andrea you have all come to know and love is back. It is so hard to move on and face the world again, to put yourself in the place of starting over. Oh, how I hate the d

Trillium
In a few days I will be at Trillium. This is my first time there. I hope to buy some mead there. A couple of bottles which won't be drunk until i return. One will be given to a friend of mine. For now .... Sleep and then back to work. Another day...another day of work. Another ride home. Anyways... Off to bed and soon off to sleep.

New York City Hard Time Blues
New York City Hard Time Blues by Miguel Pinero NYC Blues Big time time hard on on me blues New York City hard sunday morning blues yeah Junkie waking up bones ache trying to shake New York City sunday morning blues the sun was vomiting itself up over the carbon monoxide detroit perfume strolling down the black asphalt dance floor where all the disco sweat drenched Mr. Mario's summer suit still mambo-tango hustled to the tunes of fiberglass songs New York City sunday morning means liquor store closed bars don't open 'til noon and my connection wasn't upping a 25 cent balloon yeah yeah reality wasn't giving me no play telling me it was going to be sunday 24 hours the whole day it was like the reincarnation of the night before when my ashtray became the cemetery of all my lost memories when a stumble bum blues band kept me up all night playing me cheap F. M. dreams of hard time sad time bad time hell we all know times are hard sad bad all over well

My Next Tattoos. (this Summer)
I have decided on the next tattoos. Abraxas first. Then a Hecate tattoo on my right side and Aphrodite on my left side (ribcage i mean) When I have saved enough money to start investing I will save enough money to get my next tattoo after that. A large tattoo of Zeus on my back. I plan on getting others but I will photo them as i get them and don't quite know what i will get after these. I think i might get something Norse on my leg. Something like Yggdrasil or Thor's hammer or the Valknut. Those latter are just ideas and for now i will focus on those tattoos I had mentioned earlier. And of course I plan to photo all my tattoos after I get those mentioned. Including a better quality photo of the one on my chest. This way i can send them all into BME Zine.

Well Time For Another Update
alright, well it's official i suffer from extreme anxiety, and chronic depression... haha as much as i joke it's hard to believe but it's true... well smoking and drinking are now the least of my worries... i didn't go to school today cause i woke up and felt like shit ran over twice... i ended up going to see my doctor because he had a walk in today and my leg is still shot and just how i felt today so we did a stress test and well guess what... i failed with fling colors... so if i don't seem myself lately it's because i'm going to be starting a mental stress pill... the chronic depression is thought to be a side effect of the stress level... so yay once again i feel like yet another failure in life... time to go sulk, on the bright side i'm going to get trashed this weekend... i really haven't had a really good day of drinking since i turned 21, i had two days were i was really drunk but nothing like i was hoping... so i'm trying to look forward to that... yes i know these are rando

Update
tonite is the last nite i work at my second job as for i will be prepairing for my new ultimate job on monday. so my nites will be free to relax and enjoy life for a change, i will still be worken for the same company but just tranfering to a diff department, like a 5 dollar more an hour position, if i'm not too tired tonite when i get off i will be on here for a while laterz , have a gr8 hump day

Turn The Lights Off
In a dark room You cannot see With the lights off How can you find me? Use your hands, lover Let them find my body Feel me shiver at your touch Place them on my chest Trace my nipples with your finger tip They harden underneath you I am wet and ready In a dark room You cannot see With the lights off How can you find me? Use your mouth, lover Lower it to my lips Taste my flesh It burns for you Coax me with your tongue Circle it around my clit Savor me, devour me In a dark room You cannot see With the lights off How can you find me? Use your ears, lover Listen to my breath quicken Hear the sighs that escape me I am moaning just for you Begging you not to stop Please, please, I say Push me further, to the edge In a dark room You cannot see With the lights off How can you find me? Use your nose, lover Smell the perfume that rises from me The scent of sweat in the air That sweet, distinct aroma Breathe me inside you As our fragrances become

Things I Want To Know
Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes BASICS: Name: Age: Location: Height: Hair (color and style): Eyes: Piercing/tattoos: OTHER: 1. Where would we go on dates? 2. Who are three of your favorite bands/artists? 3. Do you drink/smoke?? 4. Do you like the beach? 5. If so...would you go with me late at night? 6. Do you like movies? 7. If so would you stay up and watch them with me all night? 8. If you were to take me out to a movie would we watch the movie? 9. If not what would we be doing? 10. Do you play an instrument? 11. If so...what? 12. Would you want me to call you right after we saw each other to make sure I made it home alright? 13. How would you rate your hugs from 1-10? 14. Favorite body part on a woman? 15. What would you say is the best thing about yourself? 16. Do you have any reps (i.e.: heartbreaker, player, and slut)? 17. Would you give me kisses just because? What would you do if... I cried: I said I liked you: I kissed you: I touched you

Casual Sex And Fantasy
Ok, so here's what I've been thinking. Forgive me if I ramble... Basically, I need to let everyone know that I'm married and I have been for 5 years. At first I thought I'd just keep it to myself so that I didn't scare any hotties away but that's just not the best thing. A lot of guys are just looking for fun without the committment. My husband and I have "extra-curricular" activities that we are in agreement make our relationship more exciting overall....so basically, if you're on here looking for fun and simply that...well then that's good cause i'm not looking for a serious relationship. Which leads to the subject of casual sex...I'm all for it. I think there's more to life than being with just one person, we both agree that you can have sex that will blow your mind but that doesn't mean you have to love the person and want to be with them for the rest of your life. I'm not saying I want 20 different guys but a few that I could have my way with would be nice :) So, the next subject

Shattered
I've lost my dreams Nothing left to shatter I've lost my heart Does anything really matter It all seemed so easy So many years ago So why now do I find It hard to tell you so I used to be open Honest about my life Now the only thing I feel Is nothing but strife What has gone wrong What caused this change Why did I take my life out Of such a comfortable range I seem to have To many questions Instead of looking for answers I find nothing but distractions This endless circle Just needs to end If it doesn't I know I'll lose you As everything, even my friend I can stop this all My head tells me what to do But my heart gets in the way Before the process is through So I'm completely lost Not knowing what to do Just wishing once again I could talk to you

*mean Moms*
Someday when my children are old enough to understand the logic that motivates a parent, I will tell them, as my Mean Mom told me: I loved you enough . . . to ask where you were going, with whom, and what time you would be home. I loved you enough to be silent and let you discover that your new best friend was a creep. I loved you enough to stand over you for two hours while you cleaned your room, a job that should have taken 15 minutes. * I loved you enough to let you see anger, disappointment, and tears in my eyes. Children must learn that their parents aren't perfect. I loved you enough to let you assume the responsibility for your actions even when the penalties were so harsh they almost broke my heart. But most of all, I loved you enough . . . to say NO when I knew you would hate me for it. Those were the most difficult battles of all. I'm glad I won them, because in the end you won, too. And someday when your children are old enough to understand

Sex Questions
1. Anal or oral? Can I have both? 2. Chocolate or whip Cream? whip cream 3. Ice or feathers? ice 4. Two girls and a guy or two guys and a girl? one on one although MMF does rock! 5. Movie porn or live porn? live 6. What do you wear to bed ? nothing 7. Love making or hard fucking? both 8. Do you shave? yep 9. Spit or swallow? swallow 10. Do you masturbate? yep 11. Whats your turn on? vampire movies 12. Whats your favorite position? doggy 13. Do you believe in no glove no love? yes 14. Where would you really love to have sex? anywhere 15. How long can you go ? (and be honest) hours 16. Bondage or soft & gentle? can i have both 17. Have you ever had sex in public? yes 18. Do you touch yourself and get turned on? yep 19. Is there anyone on your mind you want to have sex with? yes 20. List one person on your friends/family/fan list you would have sex with? (giggles) It's a secret!

1,000 Miles
1,000 miles, what I would give to reach through this phone, Touch your beautiful face, To finally be home, I close my eyes and picture you, curled up on the bed, holding your pillow like it was me, the phone resting by your head, Chorus: Tonight I close my eyes, Its one more dream of you, One more dream about your eyes, And holding you, Tonight when i close my eyes, Its one more dream about you, One more dream about your eyes, And how Heaven shines through, Baby- know I love you, more each passing day, Seems this distance pulls my heart closer, Though the tears fall the same, Keep your faith, Know it in your heart, That I am all yours, Even when we're worlds apart, Chorus

What Men Truly Know
What men truly know by Bryant H. McGill and Chris S. Heinen, December of 2004 http://www.myspace.com/bryantmcgill Men know many things Of beginnings, middles and ends Lifted heroes, fallen Kings Changes like the winds Needs, Hopes, and distant dreams The suffering that makes us stronger Things that are, and things that seem And a life, we wish was longer Birth, death and a brief moment For mistakes guilt and regret Sins that need divine atonement Our wrongs to thus unset Many more; are the things unknown Yet all can know good deeds Thus are mighty beauties grown From such wanton seeds

4th Of July
I SAW YOU AGAIN,THAT ONE 4TH OF JULY, THERE WAS NOT ONLY FIREWORKS IN THE SKIES, BUT THEN I SAW IT ALSO IN YOUR EYES, ON THAT HOT SUMMER'S DAY WE AGAIN KISSED, HUGGED EACH OTHER AND HELD EACH OTHER CLOSE FOR THE TIME WE HAD MISSED, WE WERE TOGETHER INTO LATE INTO THE NIGHT, THE FEELING WE GOT WAS SUCH A DELIGHT, WE WALKED HOME UNDER THE LIGHT OF THE MOON, AND PROMISED WE'D SEE EACH OTHER SOON, AND WE WERE RIGHT,IT DIDN'T TAKE LONG, FOR TODAY,WE ARE STILL HOLDING STRONG.

I Was Afraid Of This
I like the idea of being able to see who downrates, just because I don't like wondering WHO would do that. But NOW my bulletins are full of this-guy/girl-is-downrating-me/myfriends/mypix-go-hate-on-him/her UGH. LET IT GO PEOPLE. Sure it's immature to downrate, but it's JUST as immature to spread the hate. I will NOT go downrate anyone who is downrating. I will NOT go leave them comments telling them what assholes they are. They know that when they do it. Posting bulletins about them is just fueling their fires. And that's what they want. I have better things to do with my time.

Thats What They Say
They say never get involved with someone you meet on the internet.....they say never fall in love with someone you meet on the internet....well they are not me....I admit I wear my heart on my sleeve....It is either all or none....there is no inbetween for me.....I didn't take anyone's advice and I gave my heart to someone....he made me feel like I was the only person alive....he was there when I needed someone in my darkest hour...and when the time came and he knew it was going to be even worse he was coming to the rescue...but he never made it....the love of my life passed away before he could get here....not only had I lost my mother and best friend.....I lost my heart completly...he has been gone a year now...it has just been recently that I have let myself feel again....I do alot of teasing I know.....but if I give my heart to someone he will know it....and if he wants me...... then honey come get me..... THIS IS DEDICATED TO JAMIE.....I LOVE YA HONEY

In My Mind, In My Thoughts, In My World
In my mind, In my thoughts, In my world A world where all is black A world where all is cold A world where evil thoughts strike A mean thunderstorm Where the trees lay dead and leaves grow black Where light can't find its way Where houses are built of broken hearts A place I tend to stay Where streams flow of salty tears and water falls of blood The screaming sound of wounded souls fills my ears Where nothings left and all is gone Where nothing matters anymore Where the million broken pieces of me build a dark shattered wall A world without him Without love In my mind In my thoughts In my world....

Bitches
I am one of those women that CAN NOT stand to have some nasty bitch all up on my mans page. I can not stand to have some discusting woman think that my man would leave me for them. I hate when a chick thinks that talking on yahoo or on here means that my man is gonna pack his shit up and move to be with them.....so for all those bitches that think thats gonna happen i have something to say..... My pussy is WAYYYYYY to good to have my man miss out on it....You are NOT better looking than me and you sure as hell do not have ANYTHING that I do not....sweet talking and calling my man baby DOES NOT fly with me...comin to my page and checkin me out to see what i have that you dont is bullshit.... My man will not leave me for you...dont be calling him pookie or baby...wishing you could see what he has in his private folder, wishing you had that deep inside your fat ass...its not gonna happen. have you actually seen what your ugly ass looks like? do you honestly think that the pics

Friendship Fairy
I DANCED ACROSS YOUR WAY TODAY, AND BOWED A GRACEFUL BOW, I LIFTED UP YOUR CHIN FOR YOU LOOKED A LITTLE DOWN,I MADE A LITTLE WISH,... I SAW A SPARK IN YOUR EYES,AND THEY GLOWED, AND A SMILE WAS CREATED,I TOLD YOU A JOKE THAT MADE YOU LAUGH, YOU MUST KEEP SMILIN' THAT IS WHAT "THE FRIENDSHIP FAIRY"DOES. ---WRITTEN FOR MY "BESTFRIEND"

For U Babe
i have met alot of sweet woemn on here all of them are very special to me but there is 1 in particular that is very special in a different way she is the sweetest woman i have ever met.she makes me smile she makes me laugh i look forward to waking up every day just to talk to her.she is very prescious and very sweet she is every mans dream i have only known her a short time but i wanted to dedicate this blog to her cause she is so special i hope that someday she will have everything in life that she has ever wanted cause she sure deserves it. i know that i would love nothing more han for her to be mine but heck im just an average guy and she deserves so much better. but ill keep hopin and praying that she will someday be my soul mate that i can share my laughs and share my smiles and my feelings with. and i can do the same for her. i wish i could take away all the pain she ever had in her life and put it inside me so she would ever hurt again.well she knows i think she is special to me

Life
at the age of 20 walking this lonely road playing the 20 dollor game that we all call life at such a young age i see all the pain the govt is all screwed up all partys are currupt no deed is done without ones self in mind the cynic's point of view is the only true view parents with out a life touture their children trying to live throgh them as the child is crying inside its to late for the rebel who never had freedom trying to change the world without the world changing him without know what he is rebeling trying to get a job owning a home or atleast an apartment this life we life all it is a shit eating contest the more you make the more you do the higher position the more shit you eat but on my road the forks are all behind me the one way signs are all around no u-turn or lefts or right one direction one road heading for a fall which we are all one no stoping the disister that will make you wish for the finial stop, 6 feet un

I Lay Here
i lay here with a big smile thinking of how you make me want to go the extra mile,the thought of your lips touching mine,would be so fine,the touch of your hands running up and down my thighs,holding back the feeling i want to fly,whiping the tears from my face,feeling your hands are like silk and lace

Do You Get Enough Sleep?
You Get Enough Sleep Although sometimes it make not feel like it on Monday morning... You are getting enough sleep. Want to sleep better? Try wearing socks to bed and turning your clock to where you can't see it.Do You Get Enough Sleep?

18 Candles
my baby girl just blew out candles,yesterday it was 1,this time she got most of the cake in her mouth,as opposed to wearing it.shes an adult now,but still my baby,with a lot left in this world to learn.the last part of my job,is too see she knows this.

Naked Men And Lady Pics
heyas now that i got your attention,,please come join me for a night of fun at jousters lounge, http://www.cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=5018 and listen in at pink and sunshines Shugar shack,, http://www.cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=6866 we will be playing name that tune of 70s songs,,so please come join and have have a blast please repost DJ Randy

How Hot Are Your Kisses?
Your Kisses Are Spicy and Wild Your kisses are powerful stuff. They'll start a fire in almost anyone you kiss. You kiss with passion, skill, and endurance. Anyone who kisses you is in for a long, intense ride. You better watch out though. Your incredible kisses are likely to get you in trouble! How Hot Are Your Kisses?

Ooo Soooo Annoying!!
LITTLE THINGS THAT ANNOY THE HELL OUT OF ME!! 1. AS SOON AS I SIT THE HELL DOWN THE KIDS ASK FOR A DAMN DRINK!! KNOWING THAT 2 SECONDS AGO THEIR LITTLE ASSES WERE NOT THIRSTY BUT ALL OF A SUDDEN WHEN I GO TO SIT AND RELAX THEY ARE JUST DYING OF THIRST 2. WHEN YOU HAVE A MESSAGE UP THAT SAYS BUSY OR YOU TELL SOMEONE THAT YOU CANT TALK RIGHT NOW AND THEY STILL BOTHER THE HELL OUT OF YOU...DO THEY NOT HAVE ANY SENSE AT ALL TO THINK THAT BUSY MEANS THAT YOU ARE ACTUALLY FUCKEN BUSY? 3. PEOPLE THAT DRIVE UNDER THE SPEED LIMIT..BREAKING WHEN THEY HAVE NOT ONE SINGLE DAMN CAR IN FRONT OF THEM..ACTING LIKE A BIG BAD BEAR OR SOME SHIT IS GONNA COME RUNNING OUT IN FRONT OF THEM 4. WHEN YOU SEEM TO BE THE ONLY MOTHER FUCKER THAT LIVES IN A HOUSE, BUT THERE HAPPENS TO BE 4 OTHER PEOPLE THERE AND NOT ONE OF THEM HELP THE FUCK OUT WHEN IT COMES TIME TO DO SOMETHING AROUND THE BITCH!! WILL SIT THERE AND STARE AT YOU WHILE YOU RUN THE SWEEPER OR TAKE OUT THE TRASH!!! AND THEN AFTER IT IS ALL DON

Friends And Frustrations
Frustration..ok..tonight and for months, its been because I have a new computer sitting right beside this old piece of crap, and where I live, we do not have access to anything other than stone age dial up..so my new computer is too fast for the connection, I am working on this and will reciprocate to all those who have been so kind since I joined here! I am so mad I could spit, but...my mamma taught me it was unladylike to spit..*winks* and since I have no inner monologue, my mind wanders to the spitting versus swallowing debate on that one! lolol..ok..spitting..there's one more thing..did you realize cats arent clean? They are just covered in cat spit! ok..yeah, I know..that's enough Lucy! Hugs to all those who have visited and been so kind on their ratings and comments. I love Desired Evil! He brought me here!

The Wisdom Of Larry The Cable Guy.......
The wisdom of Larry the cable guy....... 1. A day without sunshine is like .........night. 2. On the other hand, you have different fingers. 3. 42.7 percent of all statistics are made up on the spot. 4. 99 percent of lawyers give the rest a bad name. 5. Remember, half the people you know are below average. 6. He who laughs last, thinks slowest. 7. Depression is merely anger without enthusiasm. 8. The early bird may get the worm, but the second mouse gets the cheese in the trap. 9. Support bacteria. They're the only culture some people have. 10. A clear conscience is usually the sign of a bad memory. 11. Change is inevitable, except from vending machines. 12. If you think nobody cares, try missing a couple of payments. 13. How many of you believe in psycho-kinesis? Raise my hand. 14. OK, so what's the speed of dark? 15. When everything is coming your way, you're in the wrong lane. 16. Hard work pays off in the future. Laziness pays off

Demons
Day turns to night Creeping in the darkness Four walls turn black Everything is silent Anxious to leave So scared to stay Noises in the shadows In a dazed state Everything is fading Demons all around me Why are they waiting Suddenly in a trance Cant think straight Black crystal ball Deciding my fate Skin getting so tense Hairs standing up Nothing is certain My time will be up Standing here bleeding Not knowing why In another room In another world I see things differently As if a second chance I open the door Light is to brite I take a few steps Just complete darkness Close my eyes Thinking its just a dream Open my eyes- the demon is me ....am i going crazy?

Don't Forget To Vote For Me =)
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Pitiful!
I understand how little high school kids get a little thrill out of all this rating and friends lists crap but us more mature people? Well, I just have to laugh. Add me as a friend and then don't talk to me at all? That is just stupid. Is it that important that we have 1000 name friends list and all the ratings? Does it somehow validate our lives? If it does than we are in bigger trouble than I thought. Thankfully, I know what it's all about, but for the future. Don't even bother adding me if you are not interested in getting to know me or even taking the time to drop me a line from time to time. If your friends list size is a true measure of your life and you as a person, than you have some serious issues. Of course, that's just my opinion, I could be wrong.

Crystal...have You Met Her?
If my glamorous Lifestyle is appealing to you, And you want to try me cause you've nothing to lose, Then I must offer you a bit of advice; You're a fool and you better think twice. I destroy homes. I tear families apart. I take your children and that's just a start. I'm more value than diamonds and more precious than gold. The sorrow I bring is a sight to behold. If you need me, I'm easily found. I live around you in school and in town. I live with the rich and the poor. I live just down the street and maybe next door. I'm made in a lab, but not one like you think. I can be made under your kitchen sink. Or even in your child's closet, or out in the woods. If this scares you to death then it certainly should. I have many more names, but this is the one you'll know best. I'm sure you've heard of me, my name is Crystal Meth !!!! My power is awesome, try me you'll see. But if you do, you may never be free. Try me just once and I might let you go. But if you try me tw

What Im Doing....
Okay, So now that summer is kicking in, I figure I'll lay low...what that means essentially is that Ill be dancing at various Gentlemens Clubs in Philly....This week I will be at the 19th Hole Lounge; 3011 Jenkintown Rd in Ardsley,PA on Tuesday and Thursday from 7pm until close. In addition, I am attempting to be a nude anchor on the Naked News-a rather cute show where important world issues are shared by cute Women who strip off at various stages during the braodcast. For those of you who care...please vote for me so I can roam the streets of New York, then Canada with a bikini on and ask people about the state of the Union :) The website for the naked news competition on www.nakednews.com. Vote as many times as you want so I have a shot at winning!

Jodie Is Here
well i will lay it down for you,my mother died on feb.20 2007 and i found out that i have diabetes.i am healthy other wise, by working out and watching what i eat.pretty bad huh. i wish i knew how to make a memorial for my mother on here, but i am a begginer so if any body can help it would be appreciated.her name is TWILA McGINTY and she was only 54.too short a life for such a loving mother and friend.

Stars Of Night
Stars are the light. Sometimes we only see these at night. The star we stare at in the sky. Sometimes birds may at night fly. Stars can make so many smile. We watch them all the while. Either on a grassy hill. Or while lying in bed still. Yes we all enjoy this beautiful light. Its just so beautiful, the stars of night.

Your All I Think About
As I sit in my room at night, it seems so lonely with out you. I sit and watch the sunrise, watching as the dark blue skies, give way to those of light blue. I wonder what your dreaming about, my thoughts lost in thinkinf of a beautiful angel. With eyes of blueish green, hair I love to run my fingers through and smooth each tangle. I think back as i watch you sleep so peacefully, I smile thinking here is something I has only dreamed about. From the roof tops and the mountains tops I just want to shout. Your my lady, the one I think about. My mind slips away with only you. to know our love is strong and stought, your all I think about.

Am I Really A Sub?
OK just cause I got a couple of emails about it I thought I would post this. Am I Submissive? I Don't Like Pain and Punishment -------------------------------------------------- Confusing Terms One of the most common things a new submissive has questions about is the "pain and punishment" category. Most of this confusion stems from the combining of the various groups found in the lifestyle into one large group called BDSM. Within the term BDSM we have at least three major factions, all with different needs and motivations. Perhaps breaking it down into BD, D/s and SM will make things a bit clearer. · BD - Bondage and Discipline - There's not much of a mystery here. The Deviant's Dictionary defines it as: Sometimes B/D, B&D. Bondage and Discipline. Sometimes used interchangeably with SM but more strictly referring to practices involving bondage and role-playing or humiliation but little or no pain. Sometimes thought to stand for Bondage and Domination, but see also DS

Insomnia Sux Ranting
so yeah insomnia sux. if youve seen my page youllnotice im on this site at all sorts of different hours. i try to sleep but i cant ive taken ever damn medicene to sleep some work but i cant get a perscription for them. seriosly though if you suffer from insomnia you know what im talking when i say that people take sleep for granted. people who wake others from much needed sleep are assholes and should be deprived of sleep for a week. i really have no clue why im writeing this readers must be thinking this asshole just wasted so many seconds of my life sorry im just sleep deprived and partially insane at the moment

Friends?
Ok Let me see if I can word this in a way for everyone to understand... I LOVE new friends...When I request to be someones friend; I rate, I fan, etc.... I notice that certain people on CT request to be added and then NOTHING! No hello's, no rate's, no nothing..... They just keep it movin'; It makes me CRAZY!!!! So here's the deal... I will always accept a persons request to be "friends". However, if I don't hear from you; be it a shout, a profile comment, a photo comment, a stash comment or a rate. I will delete you! I'm sorry but I'm not into having a million "friends" that show NO LOVE. I'm not trying to be mean at all.... Just want to "KEEP IT REAL"

My Personality
Your Personality is Somewhat Rare (ESFP) Your personality type is playful, charming, open minded, and energetic. Only about 7% of all people have your personality, including 9% of all women and 5% of all men You are Extroverted, Sensing, Feeling, and Perceiving. How Rare Is Your Personality?

Mr Cadbury And Miss Rowntree
Mr Cadbury and Miss Rowntree met on a double Decker, It was after eight. She was from Quality Street; he was a fisherman's friend. On the way, they stopped at a Yorkie bar, he had a rum and butter, and she had a wine gum. He asked her name, "Polo, I'm the one with the hole" she said. I'm the one with the nuts, he thought! Then he touched her milky way. They checked in, and went straight to the bedroom. Mr Cadbury turned out the light for a bit of black magic. It wasn't long before he slipped his hand into her snickers and felt her cream egg. He fondled her flap jacks then he showed her his curly wurly and tic tacs. Miss Rowntree wasn't keen to have any more jelly babies, so she let him take a trip down Bourneville Boulevard. He was pleased as he always fancied a bit of fudge. It was a magic moment as she let out a scream of Turkish delight. When he pulled out, his fun size mars bar felt a bit crunchy. She wanted more, he needed time out, and however, he no

My Son
I just want all my friends to keep my youngest son , Gordon in their thoughts and prayers! He has alot going on and I am keeping my fingers crossed that it all works out! If you want to know whats wrong...just ask! Thanks!

Don't Listen To Him
A couple had been married for many years, and their son was old enough to date. One day the boy brought a girl over to dinner. The mother was thrilled with her son's choice and couldn't wait for the wedding. However, the father was upset and, eventually, the boy asked, "Dad, why don't you seem happy with her? Mom likes her a lot." The father explained, "No son, there's nothing wrong with the girl. It's just that I cheated on your mother a long time ago, and the girl you've been dating is my daughter by that woman." So the boy dumped her and found himself another girl. Again, he brought her home to the mother's delight, but the father again told him that this girl was actually his half-sister. The boy lost his temper and told his mother what his father had said. Furious, the mother shouted, "Don't listen to him, sweetheart! He isn't even your father!"

Stay
So very possibly I have seen one of the best movies of my life seriously no joke. I saw the movie stay last week. And I'll admit i had to watch it a couple times to fully understand it. But everytime I watched it I fell in love with it even more. The movie begins with Henry and his family driving down the Brooklyn bridge when they have a blow out and are in an accident; however you don't know how the accident turns out in the end. Throughout the movie Henry appears to be very trouble, he sees a psychiatrist, is in need of medication, and treatens suicide. As the movie moves on the characters begin to see the same people and they begin to repeat moments in time. None of which makes sense at the time. It is not until the very end that we are told or rather shown that everyone in the car crash dies instantly except for Henry. Henry dies slowly on the bridge. As he begins to leave this life is watches those around him and what is happening. Here we realize that the entire film

I Just Work Here
This past week has been interesting to say the least i went in the Hole again but got money to get out been busy the past few weeks and yeah its been crazy.. I do want to talk about this busyness tho This week alone i have been super busy ive been at the college way to much and for way too long. Honestly ive been exausted. Shinbokucon is this sunday im exicted and fustrated about that but i hope all goes well. It should Elections for this years senate is pretty stressful. were trying to do eveything correctly and thats been a thorn in my side but its also been a fun time. Reffing will be slowing down some wich will be nice my back is really starting to hate me lol. Depression Well its reared its ugly head at me again its not a bad depression but i know its there ive been so busy w everything else that i havent hqd time to myself or sent it w someone of the oppsite sex

I Want This Guy!
I'm the guy who will text you every single morning and tell you good morning and every single night to tell you sweet dreams. I'M THE GUY WHO DOESNT MESS WITH OTHER GIRLS CUZ I KNOW I HAVE YOU!! I'm the guy who will text you and tell you "i love you and you make me smile" just because. I'm the guy who will blindfold you and take you to the beach, let you run your toes through the sand and then make you guess where we are. I'm the guy who will show up at your games (or competitions or meets) without you knowing just to surprise you. I'm the guy who will hold you when you're crying and wipe away your tears. I'm the guy who won't pressure you to do things you dont want to. I'm the guy who still thinks you're beautiful with no makeup on, wearing sweats and a big t-shirt. I'm the guy who kisses you on the forehead. I'm the guy who doesn't kiss and tell. I'm the guy who won't lie to you about where he's going or where he's been or who he's been with. I'm the

Why Bother
WHY BOTHER EVEN REPOSTING THINGS IF NO ONE ON MY LIST READS ANY OF IT...I BET NO ONE READS THIS EITHER! I DO THINGS FOR MOST PPL THAT I KNOW AND FOR PPL I DON'T KNOW ON HERE...THE LEAST YOU ALL COULD DO IS JUST FUCKING READ WHAT I HAVE TO SAY...YES I DO REPOST SILLY BULLETINS BUT FOR THE MOST PART I WILL OCCASSIONALLY PUT OUT A PIMP OUT FOR NEW CHERRIES AND I ALWAYS REPOST FOR CANCER AND FOR MISSING CHILDREN...AS FOR THE OTHER SHIT THAT SOME PPL PERSIST ON SENDING TO ME I COULD CARE LESS...I CAN NOT STAND THE FACT THAT PPL HAVE TO LET EVERYONE KNOW ABOUT A DOWNRATER...WHO FUCKING CARES? I MEAN...THERE IS THAT NEW FEATURE THAT BABY J GAVE US TO SEE WHO THESE PPL ARE...SO WHY DO WE ALL NEED TO SEE WHO RATED YOU A 1? SHIT...I MEAN I GREW THE HELL UP A LONG TIME AGO AND QUITE PERSONALLY DON'T CARE IF PPL GIVE ME A 1...AT LEAST THEY ARE GIVING ME A POINT RIGHT? OMG...THE RANT SEEMS TO BE ENDLESS...LMAO...ANYHOW...IF YOU DON'T LIKE WHAT YOU HAVE READ HERE THEN DON'T LOOK...TAKE ME OF

Pet Rules -- Place This Note On The Refrigerator Door- Nose Height.
PET RULES -- Place this note on the refrigerator door- nose height. Dear Dogs and Cats, The dishes with the paw print are yours and contain your food. The other dishes are mine and contain my food. Please note, placing a paw print in the middle of my plate and food does not stake a claim for it becoming y our food and dish, nor do I find that aesthetically pleasing in the slightest. The stairway was not designed by NASCAR and is not a racetrack. Beating me to the bottom is not the object. Tripping me doesn't help because I fall faster than you can run. I cannot buy anything bigger than a king sized bed. I am very sorry about this. Do not think I will continue sleeping on the couch to ensure your comfort. Dogs and cats can actually curl up in a ball when they sleep. It is not necessary to sleep perpendicular to each other stretched out to the fullest extent possible. I also know that sticking tails straight out and having tongues hanging out the other end to maximize space

Chicken Marsala
Ingredients 1/8 teaspoon pepper, black 1/4 teaspoon salt 1/4 cup(s) flour, all-purpose 4 chicken, breast 1 tablespoon oil, olive 1/2 cup(s) wine, dry Marsala 1/2 cup(s) broth, chicken 1/2 lemon 1/2 cup(s) mushrooms, fresh 1 tablespoon parsley, fresh Preparation 1. Mix pepper, salt, and flour. Coat chicken with seasoned flour. 2. In a heavy-bottomed skillet, heat oil. Place chicken breasts in skillet and brown on both sides. Remove chicken from skillet and set aside. 3. Add wine to the skillet and stir until heated. Stir in juice, stock, and mushrooms. Reduce heat and cook for about 10 minutes until the sauce is partially reduced. 4. Return browned chicken breasts to skillet. Spoon sauce over the chicken. 5. Cover and cook for five to 10 minutes or until chicken is done. 6. Serve sauce over chicken. Garnish with chopped parsley.

~letting Someone In Ur Heart~
How many times does it take to let someone in ur heart only to get hurt by them over and over till ur fed up? Well been there twice and got hurt twice, is 3rd time the charm? I have met yet again a WONDERFUL man, he lives nearby and we try to see each other oftenly. I am cautious, yet I have fallen for him more than I wanted to yet and that's not a bad thing. He is a great man, loving caring, cooks, helps always wanting to be loved back in return, calls, texts, sends messages always saying hi and I love you. His name is Darrell and yes I love him and gave him my heart and he has given me his!! We get along soo well and have ALOT in common as well as been thru alot in our past and are able to share it!! All I can say is, if no one can be happy for me then too bad I am happy for me and happy for him too. WE ARE HAPPY!! And in time, our children will be too and accept each of us. I love you Darrell!!!

Some Special Wishes From My Heart...
May today and every day of your life bring you fresh hopes for tomorrow - because hope gives all of us our reason for trying. May each new day bring a feeling of excitement, joy, and a wonderful sense of expectation. Expect the best, and you'll get it. May you find peace in simple things, because those are the ones that will always be there. May you remember the good times and forget the sorrow and pain, for the good times remind you of how special your life has been. May you always feel secure and loved, and know you are the BEST. May you experience all the good things in life - the happiness of realizing your dreams, the joy of feeling worthwhile, and the satisfaction of knowing you've succeeded. May you find warmth in others expressions of love and kindness, smiles that encourage you, and friends who are loyal and honest. May you realize the importance of patience and accept others for what they are. With understanding and love. you'll find the good in ever

I Never Lost So Much
I NEVER LOST SO MUCH AS WHEN I LOST YOU. ONE DAY YOU WERE HERE AND THERE WERE TWO. YOUR NAME WAS CALLED AND YOU DEPARTED. I THOUGHT OUR LIFE TOGETHER HAD ONLY STARTED. REMEMBERING WHEN WE WERE TWO HEARTS IN LOVE. OUR SOULS TOUCHED WITH GUIDANCE FROM ABOVE. I REMEMBER YOUR TOUCH AND YOUR GENTLE EMBRACE. AND THE SHINING SMILE ALWAYS ON YOUR FACE. YOU CHERISHED ME AND NEVER GREW TIRED. YOU GAVE ME YOUR ALL IN EVERY WAY. I THINK OF YOU AND MISS YOU EVERY SINGLE DAY. WE WILL BE TOGETHER AGAIN SOON. I'LL JUMP OVER THE RAINBOW AND OVER THE MOON. IN THE KINGDOM OF GOD WE WILL FROLIC AND PLAY. WE WILL BE TOGETHER AGAIN SOME WONDERFUL DAY.

Boredom
Listening to Lords of acid, should be sleeping but can't. Been studying and such... Mostly stopped being vegetarian after 3 years. Feel like I have to pray though before I eat a chicken or a pig. No beef ewwww! :) Have a happy night!

Sixtyfoureast @ Main Street Pub In Robinson!! Sat!
Hosted By: SixtyFourEast When: Saturday Apr 28, 2007 at 8:45 PMWhere: Main Street Pub122 E Main StreetRobinson, IL 62454United StatesDescription:SixtyFourEast Click Here To View Event

I Have A Problem And His Name Is Frank
Dear Frank, I love you deeply. We've had many wonderful times together and I will cherish them all always. Its been 5 years of fun and laughter. Unfortunately it's also been 5 years for me waiting for to grow up. 5 years of anger and frustration and frankly my dear I can't take it anymore. I am tired of waiting. Tired of being angry. Just tired. I tried to make this work I really did, but your inability to get a real grown up job at the age of 31 is really too much. When coupled with the fact that you cannot even take care of yourself this makes for a less then attractive package. I'm NOT paying the bills anymore and I'm NOT allowing you to continue leeching. I AM DONE. DONE DONE DONE DONE. Love, Amy PS. someday i might actually show you this letter.

Is This Site Acting Up Again
is this site acting funny for anyone else. not only is it going relly slow, but i have to keep refreshing because the screen keeps going all white ps this is the 3ed time i had to post this blog because the first time it did not post

I Dont Know Something That Popped In My Head
smoke a blunt drink a beer kill someone your time is near we dont have time to play these games just pull my hair and say my name you came here with one thing on your mind to get fucked proper and smoke a dime to get felt up and drink a brew then wake up in the morning and bid adu no feelings hurt i made you squirt you hurry and put on your skirt you spend the day wondering is he thinking of you you love the dick does it love you too your heads spining with thoughts of last night you want him as a husband which makes you his wife so as it started you say it ends you drink a beer and cry with friends they smoke your weed and call you a whore what comes next a knock at the door he stands there with roses, candy, and shit he said i hope you dont want me for my dick the sex was good and that night was great but for days i sit and wait i sat, drank, and got clowned by these hoes he looks at them and said time to go he grabs their shit and tosses it out the door look

Lost (poem)
LOST im a lost soul trapped in my thoughts walking on a path of memories and taunts scar'd by my childhood and teenage years each and every day i fear'd was he going to scream and shout? was his beating utensils gonna come out? at age 16 my dream came true i met my real father that day in june a father/daughter relationship then grew and he gives me the love i never knew. up until my 20th year i wondered if the man i fear would go away or just disappear but he didnt so i moved out started my life and a fresh new start had a son at 21 and so my adult life had begun but now that i am almost 28 he still treats me like i'm 8 how do i make him understand he needs to treat me for the grown woman and mother that i am. im not a child im now an adult thats what happens its not my fualt BY.Trin,

Congratulations!!
To all those who have bought thier way to the top! YOU MUST be sooooooooooo Proud. All you have proven is you know how to waste money and bought your popularity on this site. You should be soooooooooooo PROUD!!! Yay for you!

Help Would Be Appreciated
Yea yea...I know I could jus go to the help lounge..but I am too lazy to do that...lol N sides...Friends on CT r there to help right?? I am jus a tad confuzzled about the Bulletins regarding Lounges? Jus wtf r they all about? R they only places to go and listen to music? Or can one actually take part in conversation in these places? Do you have to request tuneage in them? Or can I just be my regular goofy self and do what I do best...blab!! I am sure someone out there can enlighten me and help to aleviate my confuzzlement. Blessed Be xo Boo xo

She-wolf (megadeth)
The mother of all that is evil Her lips are poisonous venom Wicked temptress knows how to please The priestess roars, "Get down on your knees" The rite of the praying mantis Kiss the bones of the enchantress Spellbound searching through the night A howling man surrenders the fight One look in her lusting eyes Savage fear in you will rise Teeth of terror sinking in The bite of the she-wolf My desires of flesh obey me The lioness will enslave me Another heart beat than my own The sound of claws on cobblestone, I'm stoned Beware what stalks you in the night Beware the she-wolf and her bite Her mystic lips tell only lies Her hidden will to kill in disguise

"head Like A Hole" (nine Inch Nails)
God money i'll do anything for you. God money just tell me what you want me to. God money nail me up against the wall. God money don't want everything he wants it all. [Bridge:] no you can't take it no you can't take it no you can't take that away from me no you can't take it no you can't take it no you can't take that away from me head like a hole. black as your soul. i'd rather die than give you control. head like a hole. black as your soul. i'd rather die than give you control. [Chorus:] bow down before the one you serve. you're going to get what you deserve. bow down before the one you serve. you're going to get what you deserve. God money's not looking for the cure. God money's not concerned with the sick amongst the pure. God money let's go dancing on the backs of the bruised. God money's not one to choose [Bridge] [Chorus] [Chorus] [Bridge] [Chorus] you know who you are.

Why Must I Explain..
Why must I explain.. what it is that causes me pain? Can you chase away the rain? This sadness makes me insane. Why do you think its you? No, there is nothing you can do. I dont mean to be rude to you. Somedays I just feel blue. What am I afraid to feel? Anything that could be real. When will my broken heart heal? I am tired of this broken wheel. If there is a reason why.. Send it to me by lullaby Perhaps to hear it wont make me cry. Until then...I just sigh. It surely isn't okay.. To waste yet another day.. Wishing I knew just how to say.. I am not happy with myself today. A. Boudreaux 2007

Summary Of Suckiness
Feeling free to express yourself is one of the first liberties the founding fathers granted to us as a free country from England. You get up in the morning knowing that.. You go to bed at night. You know of people, parties, clubs, gangs, etc that they do awful things. They do hurtful things. Than you have the people in the world who do amazing things. They save lives and help the less fortunate. These great en devours give us hope that our universe keeps an even tilt to good and evil. I started this blog with this brief idea of expression because of the suckiness I feel right now. Not so much that freedom of speech and saying what you want is wonderful; nor dreadful. I see it more as a fact. Something that can be interpreted in many ways. Looked at in different situations and much hateful. Such as when you use slander towards different cultures, races, factions, and relationships you have with significant others. I have people I don't like in music. Such as most cou

Friendship All The Way .
Friendship Is the bond that Hold us together. Friendship Is Laughing when friends laugh and Console when they cry. Friendship Is love where there is no hesitation or mystery? Friendship Is sharing your feelings, and Receiving love form each other. Friendship Is the call to unite. Friendship Is like money; easy to lose, but Hard to keep. Friendship Is Destroying enemies and Way to make a happy world. done by christine

Old...
hmm, am i crazy? Is it bad when you want something you cant have? But to also want something you know you shouldnt have? Is it wrong to love the person who makes you happy, but can never see you? Is it wrong to want to hurt them also? I think that the most important thing to happen to someone is for them to become one with another. And I think that it should only happen when you bind together during sex. There is nothing like that rush of being pulled into a euphoria of pleasure. To feel that persons heart beat go with yours. To have that breath breathe with yours. To feel your body intertwine and come to an ultimate climax of pleasure and metal combatibility. It is a beautiful thing. I believe everyone should experience. Kat

Chase Your Sooo Fucking Cute
your only two and your already a little lady killer hahahaha my student chase he and his mom came to the kids fair today and they pulled up to my booth and he was in his stroller and i looked down just in time to see him squeese his water bottle with a piece of his quesaduilla in it and water streaming down his leg lol his shoes were soaked it was fucking funny and then i gave him a lil rubber ducky and a hug and he was being all shy but then when they were walking away he looked back and he blew me a kiss awww i melted i love you little ... one day if i ever have kids ... im gonna be a kickass mommy you just wait and see

Things Moving Slow Or Just Not Moving
I am tired, it is almost 1:30 am and i have to work today, oh well fuck it i have delt with no sleep, before, just tired of this lonely life, I would say there is a good woman out there for me somewhere, but I don't want a good woman, no I want the kind that my mother always warned me about, just can't meet one, I mean how hard should it be, I am young handsome, and well thats something I aint talking about, but it seems like nothing I do changes, and for all of you who think I am just bitching, well if it had been three years since you had been laid you would bitch to. This is all I want, and all I have wanted for a while, I want a woman who is older, even just a year or two older, intellegent, sexy, and above all else be able to match my creativity, both in life and the bed room. Anyways, I think I am going to try and sleep, I will probably end up putting something else on here later, for now I better stop rambling and go to bed.

Interrupted Dreams
It's 604, was that someone at my door I was asleep but now I'm a awake My dreams interrupted by thoughts I can't shake Were you here tonight, or did just imagine Were you with me in flesh, please tell me I can't stand it You were so close, but now you seem so far I often lay wondering where you are Are you dreaming under the same moon as me Are you laying awake wondering where could I be I've told you before I'm not hard to find Look deep in your heart and there you'll see mine Two hearts brought together, across so many miles Two hearts that beat waiting for each other's smile We tried before, we knew it would work We made a mistake and realized who we hurt The pain that we feel is the distance between us The distance we fear is so easy to cross The time will come when we must meet Our fears and our passions will force us to seek We will cross the miles knowing just what we will find We will look for the smiles and know from the shine That what

Obituary For The Late Common Sense
Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Common Sense, who has been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was, since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He will be remembered as having cultivated such valuable lessons as: Knowing when to come in out of the rain; Why the early bird gets the worm; Life isn't always fair; and Maybe it was my fault. Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more than you can earn) and reliable strategies (adults, not children, are in charge). His health began to deteriorate rapidly when well-intentioned but overbearing regulations were set in place. Reports of a 6 -year-old boy charged with sexual harassment for kissing a classmate; teens suspended from school for using mouthwash after lunch; and a teacher fired for reprimanding an unruly student, only worsened his condition. Common Sense lost ground when parents attacked teachers for doing the job that they them

Unknown Lover, Unknown Face
Burdened with sorrows Soaking in my own mistakes Figuring out things that had to be explained Nothing seems right The tears i cry can not cover the hurt not the sadness i feel I wish i could change the way things are. I really do. Me feeling sorry for myself will get me no where. I fell in love with you because of you. I didn't fall in love because of the things that you do. Why can't I accept this information? Am I that shallow? Do I wish to find a guy with no mistakes for myself? Life is very complicated I do not know what my purpose of being here is just yet! But I do know that everything is not perfect. This is no Cinderella story. I wait for my prince charming to show up at my front door. The saying goes, good things come to people who are willing to wait. Should this little bit of information be true? Well that is something that I don't know. If it is more that fiction or merely an attraction Who is this extravagant person we all wait for. I mean he/she is

My Best Friend
I have a best friend that lives pretty far away from where i do. Theres very little we dont share with each other. And theres nothing i wouldnt do to see them happy. There are times and moments in a persons life that no matter what you may try to do, your life will be forever changed by them. Happiness,sadness, laughter,tears, pain, are all emotions that shape who and what we are. And no matter what happens i wouldnt have missed this for the world. The getting to know them, the times spent giggling over silliness, the wishing i could dry their tears, the times of feeling completely inadequate to the task of giving them the support they needed. It's a big job but one i will never shirk. It may be a helluva ride but i wouldnt miss it for the world. And if i know when we met what i know now i wouldnt change a thing. All i can do is hope i can make them smile when they need it, wipe a tear when it falls, and lend an arm when they stumble. P.S Always remember to be a friend someo

Things Arent The Same Old
things are always changin so when someone says "same shit or same old " they really dont know what they are talkin about just cause u have the same stuff happen to u doesnt me that it is actually the same thing u hear me so when u blog write or annouce that it is the same thing then u need to shut up and realize that it isnt the same thing.

The Rise Of The True Pentagram
One dark afternoon, like a shadow I flew, through the rain that fell sick with lament. To this house of incest, for when we undressed, blasphemies against Venus were rent. But when sister removed, her wed body approved, the parade of my heavenly quests. Yet all tongues are not true some are forked or askew, like an uncivil serpent at best. For ousted from Eden, I fousted all reason, hook in mouth like Saint Peter Pan. To haunt fairy groves, and hot virgin coves, where in the promiscuous swam. I elected lovers, and rejected others, misfistresses that don't give a damn. But in those that still do, my deep interest grew, the rise of the true pentagram.

So, I Have This Friend...
And...her name is Tina...and she...is an asshole...Yep. It's okay - she knows it. She always makes me do these absurd things...like just now...she pulled her shirt out and said...ummm..feel this...and I did and I was like ick...and when I touched it, she said yah - it's all sweaty. The thing is...she does this shit to me all the time. She is totally the person that is like...I think this milk is sour, taste it...but it's always something worse... She makes me smell her armppits...ha...and, yes, I actually do it...cause, really...I'm an asshole too... At one point, her two year old daughter had a cast on her arm and it was getting to be gross cast time and she's like smell it. And, I'm like no...and she is just persistant until I smell the damn thing. So, I do. And, I almost gag. And, she's like yah - it's gross, huh? The other night...she tells me..feel this diaper...it's so heavy...and I'm like NO. No, I'm not. And, she's like well, you're closer to the trash can so y

Silent Pain
SILENT PAIN Mah face keeps on shining pretending like i'm filled with joy and happiness mah inside suvers the pain inside is killing me and nobody knows... at night i cry myself a sleep waking up in the mroning feeling disappointed cuz i'm allive meaning there's another day looking out for me filled with sorrows and pain and nobody knows... i look in the mirror mah face looks terrible caused by the tears from last nigh the minute i step outside i put on my mask and all my sorrows dissapear all day long i'm acting happy and nobody but me knows what's hidden behind that mask... at night when i step into my room i feel released cuz i can take that mask off no more pretending just me being me but still i'm feeling down knowing that when i wake up in the morning nothing will be changed and nobody knows it but me...

Thought Of A Different Place
I was driving to work saturday night and found myself deep in thought about what kind of life I live. i had the top of the Corvette, Lifehouse-You and Me was playing extra loud to drown out the noise from the wind and elements around me. I found myself thinking about a person that just cant escape my mind. This person has been thru so much and still keeps going. I have been thru my fair share of events in my life that seem to cloud the sunniest days, but all seem tolerable in comparison. The thought going thru my mind were thoughts of meeting this person. Im sure plenty of u on here are or have had a situation on here of being distancely challenged in relationships. Well the thoughts were traveling thru my mind almost as fast as I was going down the road. The details of every moment as clear and detailed as an actual expierience that played out like a symphony. Everything around me was fading away. As I got closer to work, I found myself lost in thought thinking about conver

West Virginia Friends.........
West Virginia Friends......... FRIENDS: Never ask for food. West Virginia Friends: Always bring the food. FRIENDS: Will say "hello". West Virginia Friends: Will give you a big hug and a kiss. FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs. West Virginia Friends: Call your parents Mom and Dad FRIENDS: Have never seen you cry. West Virginia Friends: Cry with you. FRIENDS: Will eat at your dinner table and leave. West Virginia Friends: Will spend hours there, talking, laughing, and just being together. FRIENDS: Know a few things about you. West Virginia Friends: Could write a book with direct quotes from you. FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that's what the crowd is doing. West Virginis Friends: Will kick the whole crowds' as*es that left you. FRIENDS: Would knock on your door. West Virginia Friends: Walk right in and say, Whats up? FRIENDS: Are for a while. West Virginia Friends: Are for life. F

Winds Come Whistle
Winds come whistle howl across the vista of the imagination sprinkled dreams of starlike qualities tender mercies lost inside a vision that was laying on an empty seat in some coach or another travelling to another town that no ones ever been to or ever will again changing as it does with every shifting grain of sand scattered by the breeze and if a tear should wake the dead and grant them dreams anew then maybe we'll dance again maybe me and you...

Best Morph Contest!
Best Morph Contest! I'm doing a Best Morph contest! I need 10 to 20 people for it! Contest will start 5/03 At 2 p.m. Central thur 5/09 at 2p.m. 1st , 2nd and 3rd Place will get 2 gifts each! Everyone else will get 1 ! Comment Bomb and Self comment bombing is allowed! Want to enter send me ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it For you! Thanks Maria ~AnGeLHeArT~ CT Wife Of Lover69 ~ aka ~ SeXy MaMa ~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~@ CherryTAP

The Winners
THE WINNERS IN 7 DAYS BLAST CONTEST ARE:N 1ST PLACE WINNER FOR:7 DAYS BLAST WITH TOTAL OF:Current Rating: 10.26 (35) Comments: 42643 2ND PLACE WINNER FOR: WITH TOTAL OF:Current Rating: 10.09 (73) Comments: 35519 3RD PLACE WINNER FOR: WITH TOTAL OF:Current Rating: 10.03 (67) Comments: 16392 GIFTS WILL BE SEND TOMORROW THANKS YOU ALL FOR THE PARTICIPATION IN MY CONTEST. ۞WÌLÐÇÄŦ۞

Prisoned Mind
Im in a dark sad place but people dont see it Its hell and scares me Im a fake I pretend Im happy but I am not It hurts to be alone Pain brings me brief joy The blood stained blade is a temporary friend Love is being said But not felt to be held would be bliss Im in a dark sad place but YOU cant see it Its a prison its my MIND

How Can I?
How can a minute without you, Feel like forever apart, How can a minute with you, Stop my heart, How can craving your touch, Drive me to my knees in pain, Then the moment my arms are around you, I know it will all be okay, How can I feel so lost when you’re away, Then look in your eyes and know where I belong, I was so lost and weak in this world without you, But you’ve given me reason and made me strong, How can I long for you, When you are here by my side, How can I never be close enough to you, When I am with you all my life, How can I ever say to you, All that I have inside, I’ll never be able to show you how much I love you, But Everyday I will try,

Foot Doctors Are Cruel
He hurted me!! Pressed right where it hurt....the prick...lol Anyway it is tendonitis....i am to stay off it as much as possible...take prescription strength motrin 3 times a day and have it massaged...any volunteers? Also supposed to alternate heat and cold every 15 min when i can....so i will need someone to wait on me...lol So anyway...imma live and i can still wear cute shoes..:D

Would U
How far would you go? Put "yes" "maybe" or "no" and answer me back Kiss me: Hug me: Date me: Get tipsy with me: Kill me: Love me: Hate me: Hold me: Lie to me: Hurt me: Sing with me: Dance with me: Grind with me: Cuddle with me: Let me make a move on you: Make a move on me: Watch a movie with me: Get me a B-day gift: Caress me: Let me borrow your car: Be there for me: Buy me a drink: Bring me around your friends: Give me a massage: Take me to the club: Go to sleep with me: Do me: Drink kool-aid with me: Take advantage of me: Hangout with me: Take care of me if I wasn't feeling good: Hold hands with me: Do something incredibly sweet for me: Give me a lap dance: Tell me you love me: Let me call you: If so whats yo number: What would you do if you woke up next to me: Will you repost this so i can do da same for u:

September Rain
Monolithic heartbeats of september rain bounced along the highway like the rythm of passion each dream gentler than the first kiss but ever more distant and out of touch of grasping hands and of the mind And as each day dawns another piece of sunlight is slipping from the pumping veins of desperation to catch a dream of how it was distant tears of yesterday and though the movie fades inside a silver bolt of reality can touch the mind like a child touching a heart and with each vision a song is sung of how it was and what's become in tender nights that hide behind cold frost and dispair and yet the spirit of hope lives fresh each waking and all the dreams rerun on the cable of mind each time anew like virgin thoughts and changed to meet the needs of the day

Cyber Fantasy
You know I want you without me saying a word; Somehow my every sexual thought you heard. You love to make me horny and squirm; You love it when my cock you make firm. You tell me how your pussy is wet and tight; You make me want to fuck you every night. I stroke myself while I think of you playing; Wishing I could lick you while on my bed laying. Longing to feel your lips around my throbbing dick; Pacing myself so that this fantasy doesn't end too quick. Listening to you tell me where you want my mouth; My hand rubs down my body moving its way south. You moan my name as you climax together with me; The only thing better would be you lying next to me.

Very Important - Please Read
SWIFFER Wetjets Recently someone had to have their 5-year old German Shepherd dog put down >due to liver failure. The dog was completely healthy until a few weeks >ago, so they had a necropsy done to see what the cause was. The liver >levels were unbelievable, as if the dog had ingested poison of some kind. >The dog is kept inside, and when he's outside, someone's with him, so the >idea of him getting into something unknown was hard to believe. My >neighbor started going through all the items in the house. When he got to >the Swiffer Wetjet, he noticed, in very tiny print, a warning which stated >"may be harmful to small children and animals." He called the company to >ask what the contents of the cleaning agent are and was astounded to find >out that antifreeze is one of the ingredients (actually he was told it's a >compound which is one molecule away from antifreeze). Therefore, just by >the dog walking on the floor cleaned with the solution, then lick

Sudden Realization..
Well, not really its not exactly sudden. It's rather something I have known for a long time, but have been avoiding taking notice of. Avoiding admitting to myself, or to anyone else for that matter. I think it's a the simple fact that I am such a trusting and caring person that people feel the need to take advantage of these traits. However, the down side to this is I have been hurt, I have been left broken, and I am still damaged makes me not such a trusting person.... So, as I notice the little quirky things I tend to do here are a list of the following: Read Blogs Obsessively(especially new posts) Read Comments and Sometimes The Comments Sent Back (Usually if something catches my attention) Expect To Be The First Person My SO Talks To When Getting Online Constantly Seek Reassurance I am Not Being An Annoyance Compulsively Tell Them I Love Them For Constant Reassurance They Love Me Too Do Stupid Little Things For Attention Get Pissy When I Don't Have My Way

This Could Make Quite A Mess...
To my friends and fans, A sinister new Santini extreme stage escape called "Lobotamy" is currently in the construction phase. If any of you thought my escapes like "The Ripper" and the "Dead Man Walking" chainsaw escape were twisted and life threatening, you have seen nothing yet. "Lobotamy" will easilly be the most disturbing and dangerous escape I have ever created and brought to the stage. Photos and futher information will be posted once it is fully constructed. However, the hints are in the title! Just think irreversible skull and brain damage with a 9000 rpm high speed power tool as the "modus operandi". Cheers, Steve Santini www.thedarkmaster.com

Are U Romantic
You Are A Romantic Realist You tend to be grounded when it comes to romance. Sure, you can fall hard... but only for someone you've gotten to know. And once you're in love, you can be a total romantic goofball... But you'd never admit it to your friends! Are You Romantic or Realistic?

Check Her Out
PLAES GO SHOW THIS GIRL SOME LOVE SHE IS THE NICEST PERSON I HAVE MET ON CT AND WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR ANYONE SO PLEASE AS A FAVOR TO ME GO HIT HER PAGE WITH SOME MAJOR CHERRY LOVE ADD HER FAN HER RATE HER SHE WILL RETURN ALL THE LOVE SHE RECIEVES KERRY~WiFe Of ShAn~~RL G/F of Shan~OWNER OF CLUB FANTASIA~CHERRY SNATCHER SUPER PIMPETTE@ CherryTAP

Dont Fucking Touch Me No Means No
dont fucking say youll walk someone to there car to make sure they are safe your the reason why women dont feel safe people like you who fucking dont accept no. it doesnt matter if all you want is a kiss. your an asshole . dont ever fucking touch me ever you drunk piece of shit asshole FUCK YOU

Rambling A Little.....
I was thinking about how I could start a blog. The thoughts went through my mind about sharing stories or poems, or saying a little more about myself. For now I will add a little more to let you kind of have an insight to my inner workings. Haha. I am older, but still like to have the young side to me. I love life in general. Not a dang thing scares me. The only thing that really bothers me is if I am alone without a companion. I do have a sinister, morbid side to me. Vampires and a few other things along that order really intrigue me. The Darkness makes me feel at home occasionally, but then too I have my brighter days. I love snakes, which sometimes scares the Hell out of people. I respect the things that are out there that can do a person harm. I also respect a person's wishes if they do not want to go around things like that with me. As far as the cowboy and country side.....when I was younger I chewed tobacco, got under the hood of vehicles with my daddy, and loved

Another Hot Story, I Was Bored
you are the sunrise and the sunset. when i see you wake its so beautiful, when i see u go to bed its so beautiful. But unlike a sunrise ur beauty remains through out the day. Ulike the sun setting your beauty remains all night. I love it when i see all of ur beauty and we express something so special. I am so unique because unlike most men i charish each and every second we express that special love. The passion we share for each others nude bodies is so great. Its never to late for this. When my lips touch your lips it is such a fantastic kiss it feels so good, to kiss ur beautiful plump lips. It feelsso good to holdyou in my arms, especially while we r both nude. That feels so good i dont know what you feel. But while we are doin this i can feel my heart warm up so much. My shoulders they are so relaxed, and all i want to do is hold u tighter and tighter until your beautiful breast press against my chest. I want to hold u even tighter though so that you can feel my heart beating.

Blind Man
For many years I've lived through the night. . I've seen nothing new for it's dark in my mind. . . I've prayed to the gods and demons alike. . . I've begged for forgiveness though it didn't seem right. . . I am blind the child cried as he felt at the dark. . . I am blind the child yelled as if no one had herd. . . I've researched the sciences and religions and such. . . There are no answers and I've finally given up. . . I'm blind the boy sighed as he stared at the night. . . I've been punished for sins, which I just cannot find. . . I am blind the boy laughed as he gave it a thought. . . I've been dammed the boy laughed as he sat all alone. . . He heard the voice as it called through the dark. . . The prophecy states it said in his ear. . . A true man can see be he blind or have sight. . . A true man need only vision not sight to prove himself right. . . So prove yourself man and hold yourself high and feel what I say. It’s

The Bell
I KNOW WHO I AM I am God's child (John 1:12) I am Christ's friend (John 15:15) I am united with the Lord (1 Cor. 6:17) I am bought with a price (1 Cor. 6:19-20) I am a saint (set apart for God). (Eph. 1:1) I am a personal witness of Christ (Acts 1:8) I am the salt & light of the earth (Matt. 5:13-14) I am a member of the body of Christ (1 Cor 12:27) I am free forever from condemnation ( Rom. 8: 1-2) I am a citizen of Heaven. I am significant (Phil.3:20) I am free from any charge against me (Rom. 8:31-34) I am a minister of reconciliation for God (2 Cor.5:17-21) I have access to God through the Holy Spirit (Eph 2:18) I am seated with Christ in the heavenly realms (Eph. 2:6) I cannot be separated from the love of God (Rom.8:35-39) I am established, anointed, sealed by God (2 Cor.1:21-22) I am assured all things work together for good (Rom. 8: 28) I have been chosen and appointed to bear fruit (John 15:16) I may approach God with fr

An Excerpt From Lessons In Obedience By Lucy Golden - Warning, This One Is Long
She said nothing, just stared down at her plate through the silence that blanketed the guests seated round the table. The polite chatter and arrangement of glasses and cutlery stopped as if switched off, for none of them had been given any inkling of this. After a moment's silence I shook my napkin out over my lap and continued, talking to Lucy as if I were totally unaware of the other four listening so intently. "Shall I tell you why?" The "yes" was almost inaudible. "Because I want to. That is all. Now, perhaps you could fetch the soup?" "All right." This was brave enough, but when she looked up at me – her lips trembling, her great round eyes already red, already moist – I yearned to take her up and hug her. "Couldn't you . . . Could I speak to you privately? Please?" I could have refused – maybe a stricter master would have done so – but she had never made such a request before and I had given her no chance to discuss the punishment in private before the guests arrived.

Western Things
The Lone Cowboy By: Sharon Gay Watson A young cowboy came up to me And placed his hat upon his knee, His wild, big eyes looked so sad; I smiled at him, and he was glad. The cowboy was twenty, I was sixteen. The way he looked at me was sharp and keen. His name was Joel, and he asked me mine; He asked how I was, and I told him "fine". I knew I had seen him, but I knew not where; But somehow I knew for this boy I had care. As I thought, it soon came to me, That I had been his wife-to-be. Now it's been five years since I left town, And Joel hadn't known what had come down. I had his child, now a girl of five, And I had often wondered if he was alive. The truth was soon told, he was a gunman; And he was chased by a deputy hangman. I cried as he told me he loved me that night; I wondered where he would be, come light. Then he went out, and I heard his steps go As he walked into the street down below. I froze as I heard a sickening cry, And I wept as I

I'm Scared
I know its complaining but I don't know what to do cause I can't hold it in, and I don't want to burden a friend with it, but these past few weeks have been horrible the only reasons why i have been able to keep my last bit of sanity is because one of my bestest best friends, Rose, and an awesome guy, with out them, I don't know what I'd do, I feel like breaking down just right here, just everything thats been happening I don't know what to do.... I want to run away from it all, but I have to face some of these things, right here and right now, but it hurts so much to see it heppening... I just don't want it to happen now, I guess i'm just scared...

Those Born 1930-1979
Read this and see if it brings back any memories. It did for me, and I loved it. And, Jay Leno's statement at the end is just so profound... didn't know he had it in him!!! Those Born 1930-1979! TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED the 1930's 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's !! First, we survived being born to mothers who, while they were pregnant took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking. As infants & children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, booster seats, seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the g

Stop Blaming Myspace".
Anybody happen to catch Nightline last night on ABC? In case you didn't, one of the hot topics discussed was MySpace. It is no secret to anyone who reads the newspaper or watches the 6 o'clock news that MySpace has been in the limelight because of "sexual predators" trying to "abduct and corrupt" the youth of the world. To this I say bull crap! I see dozens of profiles a day showing 14 year old girls dressed like sluts, wearing four inches of make up and 32 layers of eyeliner, displaying their age as 18 years old and profile lines stating "Oh, I'm So Sexy" or "Hey There, Wanna Check Up On It?" Come on! The youth of today's world are already corrupt enough due to the undying need to be "older" than they really are. I seriously doubt there are tons of people on MySpace stalking "innocent young girls" who just happen to have tramped up profiles and ages 4 years greater than their own. On Nightline, there was a story of a 12 year old girl who was a drug-addict and attributed it all to M

Doctor's Appointment
Well, I went to the doctor's today for the 3rd time in 4 weeks. This is starting to seem all to familiar. I went back for my blood results today and have been informed that I have diabetes, but not yet to the point to where I need insulin shots like my grandmother did. Now I need to change a whole lot in my eating habits and I actually have to keep a calorie count and make sure I am keeping track of how much sugar that I eat. That should be interesting for me. I am just so sick of this. I do not know how much more I can handle. These last 4 years have just been a complete roller-coaster for me between the 2 strokes, the heart condition, the panic attacks, the fainting and now this. I think I am just the most upset right now because when I was rushed to the hospital for a massive panic attack at work and they called the paramedics my blood sugar came back high. And when I got the report from the hospital and saw that, I had asked the doctor at the hospital and he just blamed it on th

A Poem For Me!
A bowler, a batsman, and a cricket bat I’m learning a little and that’s just that You play on grass and bowl at a wicket If the opposing team pouts you tell em to stick it The bowler belongs to the fielding team And hurls a ball by the leather seam If the batsmans not out he runs between wickets And exchanges positons with the non striker in cricket Cricket it seems doesn’t have cheerleaders, And that’s quite sad, because I had a few leaders. One was a cheer for the MMU girls team And the other was for an Angel I met in a dream. It’s nice to have friends who are different than you They can teach you about things you never knew Like how to laugh, and listen, and be glad Even when their flatmates think they are mad. So this ones for Angel, a girl I adore She’s sweet, and she’s kind, and never a bore I tell her with this poem that my friendship will last Long after the cricket game fades in the past. Thank you Kim for such a wonderful poem. Thank you for bein

One Night
Twenty years ago, I drove a cab for a living. One night I responded to >>a call to a house in the less-affluent part of town. When I arrived at >>2:30 a.m., the building was dark except for a single light in a ground >>floor window. Under these circumstances, many drivers would just honk >>once or twice, wait a minute, and then drive away. >> >>But I had seen too many impoverished people who depended on taxis as >>their only means of transportation. Unless a situation smelled of >>danger, I always went to the door. This passenger might be someone who >>needs my assistance, I reasoned to myself. >> >>So I walked to the door and knocked." Just a minute", answered a frail, >>elderly voice. I could hear something being dragged across the floor. >> >>After a long pause, the door opened. A small woman in her 80's stood >>before me. She was wearing a print dress and a pillbox hat with a veil >>pinned on it, like somebody out of a 1940s movie. >> >>By

Poem
Title: Doesn't Matter By: Me Every word you speak I feel the razor cut so deep Everything you say I feel thrown away Everytime I see you I lose my self, like I always do My feelings for you run deep But it's these words I can't speak It's these things that I can't say They make me leave when I should stay They make me believe what others say For love this is the price you pay Things are perfect it seems Untill a nightmare overcomes your dream Your heart is broken, you feel discarded You don't even know how it started When it's over, you're left broken hearted From then on you live sheltered and gaurded You lose all feeling and become numb You lose track of who you are And where you're from You don't want anyone to know what you've become That person is the only thing that matters Till you have a reality check And your dreams shatter Pieces of your heart are broken and scattered Your mind is left bruised and battered Your body is left weakened and

Hmmmm
You're the thought that starts each morning, The conclusion to each day. You are in all that I do, And everything I say. You're the smile on my face, The twinkle in my eye. The warmth inside my heart, The fullness in my life. You're my silly, mature, caring, Thoughtful, bright, and honest guy. The one who holds me tightly, When I need to cry. You're the dimple in my cheek, The ever-constant tingle in my soul. The voice that makes me weak, The happiness of my life. You are all I've wanted, You are all I need. You are all I've dreamed of, You are all of this to me. ------------------------------------------------------ JUST A LIL SOMETHING I FOUND.... THOUGHT I WOULD SHARE... THIS ONE I DIDN'T WRITE AND I CUT OUT A PARAGRAPH, BECAUSE IT DOESN'T APPLY TO ME YET... *SIGH* ONE DAY IT WILL... TODAY I SAT DOWN AT THE WATER FRONT... DOING SOME THINKING, ABOUT LIFE. (YES, AS USUAL) I WAS PONDERING LIFE IN A SMALL TOWN. I KNOW THERE'S A WORLD OF POSSIBILITIES O

Pet Contest Need Pets For This
Best Pet contest! I need pet pics for my contest! Contest will start 5/14 thur 5/20. comment bombing allowed so is self comment bombing! Comments + rates = total 2 Prizes for each winner! Send me a pic link to my messages or tell me and i will rip it for u! Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~AnGeLHeArT~ CT Wife Of Lover69 ~ aka ~ SeXy MaMa ~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~@ CherryTAP

A Good Dog Story
I have a Labrador retriever. I was buying a large bag of Purina at Wal-Mart and was in line to check out. A woman behind me asked if I had a dog? (DUH!) On impulse, I told her that no, I didn't have a dog, and that I was starting The Purina Diet again. Although I probably shouldn't, because I'd ended up in the hospital last time, but that I'd lost 50 pounds before I awakened in an intensive care ward with tubes coming out of most of my orifices and IVs in both arms. I told her that it was essentially a perfect diet and that the way that it works is to load your pants pockets with Purina nuggets and simply eat one or two every time you feel hungry and that the food is nutritionally complete so I was going to try it again. (I have to mention here that practically everyone in the line was by now enthralled with my story.) Horrified, she asked if I ended up in intensive care because the dog food poisoned me. I told her no; I'd been sitting in the street licking my balls

Why God Created Children (and In The Process Grandchildren)
To those of us who have children in our lives, whether they are our own, grandchildren, nieces, nephews, or students...here is something to make you chuckle. Whenever your children are out of control, you can take comfort from the thought that even God's omnipotence did not extend to His own children. After creating heaven and earth, God created Adam and Eve. And the first thing he said was "DON'T!" "Don't what?" Adam replied. "Don't eat the forbidden fruit." God said. "Forbidden fruit? We have forbidden fruit? Hey Eve...we have forbidden fruit!!!!!" "No Way!" "Yes way!" "Do NOT eat the fruit!" said God. "Why" "Because I am your Father and I said so!" God replied, wondering why He hadn't stopped creation after making the elephants. A few minutes later, God saw His children having an apple break and He was ticked! "Didn't I tell you not to eat the fruit?" God asked. "U

How Hellish Pet Is Sexually,,,
, you're now logged in! Below you'll find your test result. After, continue on to your homescreen to discover what we're about. continue to OkCupid homescreen > HELL LEVEL 2 You're just about as deep in sexual hellfire as a person can get. Virtually no urge, however demented, will go ungratified; practically no boundary will go uncrossed. You're probably proud of your adventurousness, and, honestly, you should be. Few people are confident enough to pursue pleasure on their own terms. Your morals could sink a bit further, sure, but it's likely that you've got a pretty good idea of what you're into and what you would do...above all you're honest with yourself with what you want. If more people were honest with themselves, you'd have a lot more company down in the flames. AVOID: the lost souls in sexual heaven and (above all) the denizens of sexual purgatory. You don't need any prudes or wishy-washers in your life. My test tracked 1 variable How you compare

Mon/tue Survey
1. Would you make a fool out of yourself in public if it meant you were making your partner laugh? Yup and do! I'd do pretty much anything to hear him laugh. 2. Would you prefer the lights on or off during sex? Candle light.. Bright enough to see, dim enough that it feels intimate. 3. Do you judge people solely by their musical preferences? Nope 4. If you could 'take back' your virginity from your first partner, would you? yes I would 5. Would you ever start a relationship with someone who was still living with an ex for financial reasons? No, but Sean did. 6. Do you need to know everything about someone's past? somethings are better left unsaid

For 2000 Dollar Spree 6 Gift Max
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Will You Still Be There??
I've met a lot of very nice people here on CT. You've all crossed my path (as I have yours) for one reason or another. Perhaps it was to comfort you on a bad day...and we haven't spoken since. Maybe you're one of the few I exchanged information with and talk to daily. Regardless,you were a stepping stone in my life. Rather you choose to continue to walk "the path" as my friend after reading this blog is entirely your choice. I have met someone who has consumed my thoughts. A man that shares the same needs, wants, and desires as I do. I have surrendered to fate and destiny,that which led me to him, and in doing so have surrendered to him. No explanation is needed nor can I give one...as I can't put into words what has transpired...it's something that can only be felt with your heart and soul. If I have led anyone on to believe I was "theirs", I apologize for the misundertanding. My soul purpose of this blog is to remove myself "from the menu". For those that wish to remain fr

Reflections
In the midnight moon the shadows reveal your face Amongst the darkness and turmoil I see only your grace When the light of day comes I know It will end Once again I’ll say goodbye to my greatest friend She glows with the wisdom of all the earth Oceans and mountains couldn’t compare worth. If she only knew how she shines to me To see what only I can see Across the depths of hell I’d go Just for one minute within your soul To be there in that moment Every breath is another towards the end Another moment without my friend Once again the moon comes out My chance to see what I’m about To get to sleep to see your face A face that noone can replace But soon the light of day will come I’ll step out once again alone But on my mind my friend will be On my mind for eternity

Its Not Too Late
VOTE... I'm in the brutal hardcore beauties contest all month..if you'd like to vote for me, .just go to this page and vote for GATA, that's me..Vote for Gatayou can vote once a day...thankx a bunchIf you want to repost this..you canthankx again

What Do People See When They Look At Me
What do people see when they look at me? Do they see that I am different? Do they want to see? Do they see a single mother? Do they see someone that is poor? Do they see someone that works very hard for everything that she has? Do they see someone who has had their heart broken on more than one occasion? Do they see someone who tried their best at their marriage to still have it fail? Do they see someone who is in love? Do they see someone who wants to be in an unconventional relationship that is not accepted? Do they see someone who has a passion and love for life like nobody else they know? NO! All people see is what they want to see. What people see in me is someone who is overweight, with "a beautiful face".

My Sexual Zodiac
Cancer You are shy and mysterious. Hotties are always trying to unlock your secrets, and figure out what makes you so cool. You have to have trust in your partner, so you’re not really into randomly hooking up. You really like the intimacy that comes with sex and you won’t take no for an answer when it comes to after sex cuddling. Sex matches: Taurus, Scorpio, Pisces Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Darkness Descends Another One Written By Me............
the night falls in a heavy, suffocating cloak, soulless are we. the emotion for which you sacrifice yourself flares once, then dies, crushed by your obsession. all hope must die. your heart beats no more. how could you not understand? shadows surround us, crying, save us from ourselves.

Jokes Too Funny....lol
The 1st Affair: > > A married man was having an affair with his secretary. > > One day they went her place and made love all afternoon. Exhausted, they fell asleep and woke up at 8 PM .. > > The man hurriedly dressed and told his lover to take his shoes outside and rub them in the grass and dirt. > > He put on his shoes and drove home. > > "Where have you been?" his wife demanded. > > "I can't lie to you," he replied, "I'm having an affair with my secretary. We had sex all afternoon." > > "You lying bastard! > > You've been playing golf!" > > > The 2nd Affair: > > A middle-aged couple had two beautiful daughters but always talked about having a son. > > They decided to try one last time for the son they always wanted. > > The wife got pregnant and delivered a healthy baby boy. > > The joyful father rushed to the nursery to see his new son. > > He was horrified at the ugliest child he had ever seen. > > He told his wife, "There's no

Cili Garden
An old man lived alone on Lucero Street in Alice (that is Texas for you out of the area folks). He wanted to spade his chili garden, but it was very hard work. His only son, Francisco, who used to help him, was in prison. The old man wrote a letter to his son and described his predicament: Oye Francisco, I feeling pretty bad cuz I do not think I will be able to plant my chili gardenz theese year. I just getting too viejo to dig a garden, but if you waz here, all mi problemas wood be over. I know you wood dig the plot for me. Siempre, tu Papi ******************************************************* A few days later he received a letter from his son: Dear Papi, Por favor, no, don't dig up the garden, that's where I buried the BODIES! Love, Francisco At 4 a.m. the next morning, FBI agents and local police showed up and dug up the entire area without finding any bodies. They apologized to the old man and left. That same day the old man received another lett

Joke
We've all heard about people having guts or balls. But do you really know the difference between them? In an effort to keep you informed, the definition for each is listed below... GUTS - is arriving home late after a night out with the guys, being met by your wife with a broom, and having the guts to ask: "Are you still cleaning, or are you flying somewhere?" BALLS - is coming home late after a night out with the guys, smelling of perfume and beer, lipstick on your collar, slapping your wife on the butt and having the balls to say: "You're next." I hope this clears up any confusion on the definitions. Medically speaking, there is no difference in the outcome, since both ultimately result in death.

*i Want It*
WANT UR NUMBER....... DONT CARE WHO U ARE. I BET U WANNA GIVE IT TO ME........ I DARE U! COPY AND PASTE THIS AND SEE HOW MANY NUMBERZ U CAN GET!!!!! NAME:_________________ NUMBER:__________________ IT DOESNT MATTER IF UR SINGLE OR NOT. COPY AND REPOST OR U AND UR TRUE LOVE CAN NEVER BE

The Magic Of Me
imagine the mystical your vision would be me walking down paths of destruction unyielding to pain and desolation within me you find solace and i find desire rush to my side delve into my depths leave no traces and i shall weep forgiveness i shall bring comfort to no end deliver me~

Untitled: Caroline Morrison
In all honesty, I am scared to face reality. What was once true love, has become distant, and for what was once found, is once again lost. Yes there is some happyness, but where is the laughter? Where is the joy between two people in love? Where is the thoughfulness of one another? Have we forgotten who we are? Can we ever fall back in love again, or are we so torn inside that this is what we will be forever? It's not much to ask for a shoulder to lean on, or a hand to hold. What is a house to build with, but no love to make a home? How can we last last forever, if the joy, love, and laughter has folded so quickly? You can make a house look so beautiful, so other's may smile opon you. You can ride to the hightest mountain, so other's may smile. But who will smile in the end, when all you have done is walk away from the one's who matters most.

My 1st Contest
Im in a " " Contest ... please if you get a chance stop by and show me some Love !! xoxo Just click on the picture below and COMMENT bomb !! This just started 5/11 and goes for 2 weeks ! Thank you in advance for all your love , support and votes !! But best of all .. thank you for being a friend !! I love each and everyone of ya's !

Day Off Base
You're here, visiting me in my barracks room. We've just been hanging out watching TV and messing around on the computer all day. As it grows darker outside, we both get ancy and decide to take a drive. We go out to the parking lot and get in the car, where I mention the stars and the little sliver of moon that's showing. We pull out of the drive and I reach over and take your hand. We drive through the gate, the MP’s look at us funny but we didn’t care. As we drive up the highway, you move closer and slip your hand from mine. The next thing you know, you feel my hand on your thigh, lightly rubbing up and down. Then you notice that I am getting a little higher with each stroke, till I finally reach your crotch. I notice you are starting to get hard and comment on it. Then I reach up and unbutton the fly of your jeans, and your hardness slips out the front. I enclose it in my hand and lightly rub up and down, making you harder. Soon I move away from you again, and then slowly bend over.

Stupid People
u ever have some dumbass redneck put a gun on the roof of your car and fire it off without your knowlege? ever have some dumb jack ass ever wantin to beef with you over 5 bucks sayin their gonna kick ur ass if they don't get it when really ur MUCH bigger than they are and it was 8 dollars that u "owed" them after gettin alochol for em? ever have stupid fuckers that call u wantin to know all types of dumb shit at certain hours at night/morning when ur sick as fuck n can't talk cause ur watchin a movie n ur illness won't let you? ever have a friend go up to a relative n ask THEM if they can have money cause you owed it to em? ever get bitched at by ur family for callin a family member n sayin "hey whats up?"? ever have some pansy flip u off everyday defending their friend, not realizing the aftermath of what this could really start with them, after he gave u a dirty look and u were just defending yourself? ever got fucked in the back seat of a car? its fun u should try it really. thats a

This Is For The Smuck Who Called Me A Lowser
someone who came on my page and called me a lowser cause i cant afford two run blasts our keep my vics cause when my friend who was like dad two me died i didnt get a damb dime also im not lowser you little smuck plus he went down rated me hes only a 7 listen captain i have been on cherrytap for over a year soTHE CAPTAIN@ CherryTAP get your facts straight next time

2008 Election Issue
Copied from: http://www.cherrytap.com/stashEntry.php?stashId=1790515 IT DOESN'T MATTER IF YOU ARE REPUBLICAN OR DEMOCRAT! 2008 Election Issue!! GET A BILL STARTED TO PLACE ALL POLITICIANS ON SOC. SEC. This must be an issue in "2008" Please! Keep it going. SOCIAL SECURITY: (This is worth reading. It is short and to the point.) Perhaps we are asking the wrong questions during election years. Our Senators and Congresswomen do not pay into Social Security and, of course, they do not collect from it. You see, Social Security benefits were not suitable for persons of their rare elevation in society. They felt they should have a special plan for themselves. So, many years ago they voted in their own benefit plan. In more recent years, no congressperson has felt the need to change it. After all, it is a great plan. For all practical purposes their plan works like this: When they retire, they continue to draw the same pay until they die. Except

5-12-07 Astrology
Find a way to talk about what's in your heart in an amusing, original and interesting way. Subverting cliches is one of the keys to sustaining love. You've got what it takes if you just let go a little bit. hmmmm i'll think about it lol!

First Quote 5/13/07
now for the famous 'quote of the day' *knock *knock* woman: "yes?" man: "im getting breakfast. do either of you want some?" other man: *whisper* "we dont need any help" woman: *giggle giggle* "what?" p.s. *whisper* i wasnt offering that'll do it today, folks. tune in next time for the next 'quote of the day'

He Died And I Cried...
He died today. I'll never know what type of man he was or if his mind was free of the cloud of regret. I don't know how many hearts he touched or how many smiles he gave to those who needed one the most. I only know that my lashes were spiked with the salt of my tears. Why would I cry over a man I've never met? I don't know, really. I tried to prevent the tears pooling in my eyes from scalding a path down my cheeks, but alas! I'm simply not man enough to restrain such a torrential onslaught of emotion. The sickening sound of his ribs cracking as his son performed CPR on his still form keeps ringing in my ears. It seems so horrible to be on the way to your parents house to celebrate your Mother, only to arrive to discover your Mother sobbing as she tries in vain to resuscitate your Father. I don't know. This death really bothered me. That's fairly strange, as both of my jobs require me to face death head on at any given moment and I've not really had a problem with it un

A Kajira's Creed
Q: What are you? A: a slave girl. Q: What is a slave girl? A: a girl who is Owned. Q: Why do you wear a brand? A: to show that i am Owned. Q: Why do you wear a collar? A: that Men may know Who Owns me. Q: What does a slave girl want more than anything? A: to please Men. Q: What are you? A: a slave girl. Q: What do you want more than anything? A: to please Men. from the Assassin of Gor, Book Three of the Chronicles of Counter-Earth by John Norman

My Baby,
My baby, I am hopelessly falling for you. I told myself it would take longer I begged my heart to be tough for me. I pleaded with my brain to stay strong. My baby, you sway me, you make me see in color. My heart flutters for you daily In my brain is where you are constantly On my skin is your scent. My baby, you are the reason there is a smile on my face. My hair looks good now, that it too is happy. I've told my heart to wait longer. I've asked my brain to start to think better. My baby I could love you forever. I could be nice all the time with you. I could laugh at your jokes And I could cry only at stupid commercials.

10 Irritating Things People Do Or Say
1. People that point at their wrist when they are asking you for the time. Yes, I know where my watch is.. where the hell is yours? Do I point to my crotch when I ask where the toilet is? 2. People that are willing to get off the couch and search the entire room for the remote, because they refuse to walk to the tv to change the channel. 3. When people say "you just want to have your cake and eat it too" Well, of course..what is the sense of having cake if you can't eat it? 4. When people say "its always the last place you look" when they are looking for something. Well, of course it will always be in the last place you look. After you find it, why on earth would you keep looking? 5. When you go see a movie with someone and they say "did you see that?" No, I paid for the movie to sit and stare at the ceiling, and have you tell me what is going on. 6. When people ask you if they can ask you a question. Do they really give you a choice? 7. When people say somethi

A New Week!!
Monday again! I have been trying to go out and fan and rate some newbs and I hope yall try and do that too. Its hard to get the know the new ppl but if they interact with me you never know!!! I am gonna try and do a new sticky bulletin and pimp out 10 newbs this week sooooo be sweet and you may end up on it!!!!! An oldie but a goodie to start the week! The silicon chip inside her head Gets switched to overload And nobody’s gonna go to school today She’s gonna make them stay at home And daddy doesn’t understand it He always said she was good as gold And he can see no reasons 'Cos there are no reasons What reason do you need to be show-ow-ow-ow-own? Tell me why I don’t like Mondays Tell me why I don’t like Mondays Tell me why I don’t like Mondays I wanna shoo-oo-oo-oo-oo-oot the whole day down The Telex machine is kept so clean And it types to a waiting world And mother feels so shocked Father’s world is rocked And their thoughts turn to their own little g

Things To Ponder..
Here are a few things to think about while you are relaxing... Can you cry under water? How important does a person have to be before they are considered assassinated instead of just murdered? Why do you have to "put your two cents in".. . but it's only a "penny for your thoughts"? Where's that extra penny going to? Once you're in heaven, do you get stuck wearing the clothes you were buried in for eternity? Why does a round pizza come in a square box? What disease did cured ham actually have? How is it that we put man on the moon before we figured out it would be a good idea to put wheels on luggage? Why is it that people say they "slept like a baby" when babies wake up like every two hours? If a deaf person has to go to court, is it still called a hearing? Why are you IN a movie, but you're ON TV? Why do people pay to go up t

Chef Vs Cook
I came across a MUMM on the front page today that caught my eye. Normally I don't bother to look at these, because most of them are ridiculously idiotic. This one was called "Chef vs Cook"... 3 guesses as to why I had to check it out. This person, obviously a pastry chef, has put up pictures of her work in one of her folders. She poses the question, "Do you think there is a difference between a chef and a cook? Or do you just call everyone one or the other?" I'm curious to hear what ya'll think on this subject. Leave a reply!

Sleeping With Unattractive Women
One of the inherent traits of being a Guy is that you make your living hooking up with considerably less-than-desirable girls, because let's face it: if they were attractive enough in the first place, you wouldn't bother bedding and discarding them, you'd actually make an attempt at establishing a long-term, loving relationship. The problem is, unattractive girls are almost never aware of the fact that Guys are making a huge concession by hanging out with them and that they are nowhere near the top of the preference list when it comes to who a Guy actually wants to spend time/be seen with. So here are some tips for the ugly set; this way you won't get your heart broken and you and your Guy can continue having passionless, emotionless drunk sex without anyone's feelings getting hurt. 1) If we actually wanted to pursue a serious relationship with you, chances are we wouldn't have drunkenly slept with you within three hours of us meeting. 2) Don't get angry at us when we ask y

I Love
I Love I love to see you smile And I love knowing that I caused that smile I love to see you happy And I love knowing that I caused that happiness I love to look into your beautiful eyes And I love the way I fall into them I love it when you hold my hand And I love having the courage to grab and hold yours I love to tease and torment you And I love it when you tease and torment me I love it when you touch me And I love to touch you I love rediscovering how beautiful you are each time I see you And I love realizing how attractive you make me feel I love wanting so badly to kiss you And I love the way you want to take things slow I love the fact that you still want to be my friend And I love that I want to be yours I love so many things about you But the most important thing is: I Love you!

How To Collect $0 Checks From Twc... ?!
This kind of screwed me up for a while. Last week, I finally put in for unemployment through the TWC's website. I get a response a few days later... saying that I'm denied, but with instructions on how to collect NO MONEY. They even want me to head to one of the offices for an interview and counseling. I'm sitting here thinking, 'This is our state govermnent? The HELL?!' So now what? Go with what they're saying or call someone and ask them exactly why they seem to be running on crack and Mickey's?

Never Say To A Cop
1. I can't reach my license unless you hold my beer. (OK in Texas) 2. Sorry, Officer, I didn't realize my radar detector wasn't plugged in. 3.Aren't you the guy from the Village People? 4. Hey, you must've been doin' about 125 mph to keep up with me. Good job! 5. Are You Andy or Barney? 6. I thought you had to be in relatively good physical condition to be a police officer. 7. You're not gonna check the trunk, are you? 8. I pay your salary! 9. Gee, Office r! That's terrific. The last officer only gave me a warning, too! 10. Do you know why you pulled me over? Okay, just so one of us does. 11. I was trying to keep up with traffic. Yes, I know there are no other cars around.. That's how far ahead of me they are. 12. When the Officer says "Gee ....Your eyes look red, have you been drinking?" You probably shouldn't respond with,"Gee Officer your eyes look glazed, have you been eating doughnuts?"

Interconnected
Everything in your life has an influence and an interaction with everything else. Make an improvement in one area of your life, and many other areas will benefit. Everything in your world is interconnected. Create value in one place, and that value casts its light in additional places as well. Your positive thoughts and actions often have immediate and direct results. They also have indirect results that can continue far beyond the obvious. A small kindness offered to just one person can end up benefiting countless others. The love you give will always, in ways that you may never even realize, come back to you. Success and fulfillment do not occur in isolation. You'll receive no great benefit from being positive about only a few things if you take a negative approach in other areas. Instead, focus all your awareness and intention in a positive, fulfilling direction. Then, all the many connections will organize in such a way as to move you quickly forward. -- Ralph Mar

To One And One Only
You know I never said anything to you. Not one word. I left you alone because I thought you deserved that respect. But now you want to come around disrespecting me? I've done nothing to you. Now you wanna come around and pull this shit? What did you think I would be scared? Or that I would back down just cuz you showed up? You got another thing coming. You don't know me very well. Oh you mad now? Wanna hit me? Do it! Do it! Do it damn it, make me bleed, beat me from here to hell and back again. But I tell you now you're gonna have to kill me. You're gonna have to fucking kill me. You hear me!!!!!!!!! As long as I can take in a bit of air I'll keep fighting. Yes you damn right I care that much. I fought and overcome much worse than you could ever even dream of. So bring it damn b/c when it's all said and done I will die for it and be happy about it, b/c that's what I said I would do. So you wanna fight bring it damn it, cuz this is me staring you straight in the eye, who do you think wi

Wiser Than One Who's "good?"
If there is one truth that is evident on this floating rock of ours, it's that evil people never simply die. Oh sure, they have their lives extinguished for them, usually in unsavory ways that their pernicious behavior completely warrants, but they never just fall over dead. Why is this, exactly? I theorize that the evil that courses through some people's veins coats them with some kind of a death-deflecting, Teflon-like material. Death just slides off of these fuckers like a grilled cheese sandwich off a brand new skillet. Look at fucking Castro, for crying out loud. And what about Yassar Arafat? Sure, he laid there in a coma for awhile and some speculate that he was poisoned anyway, but however you cut it, the terrorist leader of the PLO did not die without a fight. The thing is, never -- NEVER I say -- do you hear about someone evil just keeling over and dying from natural causes. They always have to go out in some big dramatic fashion. Wouldn't it be simpler if some people just.

This Is Not The 'don't Buy' Gas For One Day
THIS IS NOT THE 'DON'T BUY' GAS FOR ONE DAY, BUT IT WILL SHOW YOU HOW WE CAN GET GAS BACK DOWN TO $1.30 PER GALLON. This was sent by a retired Coca Cola executive. It came from one of his engineer buddies who retired from Halliburton. If you are tired of the gas prices going up AND they will continue to rise this summer, take time to read this please. Phillip Hollsworth offered this good idea. This makes MUCH MORE SENSE than the "don't buy gas on a certain day" campaign that was going around last April or May! It's worth your consideration. Join the resistance!!!! I hear we are going to hit close to $ 4.00 a gallon by next summer and it might go higher!! Want gasoline prices to come down? We need to take some intelligent, united action. The oil companies just laughed at that because they knew we wouldn't continue to "hurt" ourselves by refusing to buy gas. It was more of an inconvenience to us than it was a problem for them. BUT, whoever thought of this i

If You Can Read This
BOTH OF MY FRIENDS ARE GOING THROUGH HARD TIME IN THEIR LIVES AND THEY NEED ALL THE LOVE THAT THEY CAN GET SO PLEASE HELP OUT,GO TO THEIR PAGES RATE,FAN AND ADD THEM HAVE A GREAT EVENING HUGS AND KISSES WildCat ryellowfast07@ CherryTAP xXxAARONxXxCo. Founder of (T.M.A.F)@ CherryTAP

Because
Because of your strong faith I kept the Track Who’s sharp-set stones my strength Had well nigh spent I could not meet your eyes if I turned Back; So on I went. Because you would not yield to belief in me, The threatening crags that rose my way To bar I conquered inch by crumbling inch-to The goal afar. And though I struggle toward it through Hard years, Or flinch, or falter blindly, yet within, “ You can!” unwavering my spirit hears And I shall win.

What A Week
What a week it has been for me and the weather. Last Friday night John's aunt from California came in for a visit, normally she is a really uptight kind of person, but this time, it was a good and relaxing kind of visit. She kindly paid for our dinner so we took her back to her hotel. The next morning, she treated us to breakfast and handed us grocery money, which also helped us out and get the food that we needed, we then took her to the airport for her to go back home. Later that day was my grandma's 86th birthday so we went there and had a wonerful time. The weather has been great, no rain, just some cloudy skies that cleared up and so we been having 70-80 degree temperatures, but i keep even cooler in my apt with the ac on.

Fuck You If I Offend You
Fucking niggers I swear i have had enough. Do I look like the kind of person that is a traitor...NO I do not think so,I pride myself on being as white as possible,and keeping things around me that way,its hard enough to explain to the kids that we cant fratronize with the natives,witout some random nigger on my page look I cant even watch tv shows with with 1/2 naked natives without feeling tainted. its everywhere and its disgusting. and while I am on this subject, IT'S CALLED THE WHITE HOUSE FOR A REASON!!!!

`most Handsome Male Child On Ct Contest!
`Most Handsome Male Child On CT Contest! I need 10 boys for my male child contest! Comment bombing allowed and self bombing also allowed! 2 Gifts person winners 1 V.I.P. and 1 V.I.C! Comments + rates = total Contest will start 5/18 thur 5/25 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~Majorboredum* woman ~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~@ CherryTAP

Chandelier
In a room-empty-small, four walls only, Covered with green cloth- A beautiful chandelier burns, all fire; And in each of its flames a sensual fever, A lascivious urge, glows with heat. In the small room, radiantly lit By the chandelier’s hot fire, No ordinary light breaks out. Not for timid bodies The rapture of this heat.

Where Is All The Family Lets Go Please Get In Here Now
OK WE ARE CATCHING UP AND WE NEED EVERYONE IN THERE NOW PLEASE WE CAN DO THIS, BUT IT WILL TAKE US ALL IN HERE RIGHT NOW FOR AN HOUR OR SO I KNOW WE HAVEN'T BEEN AROUND ALL THAT MUCH BUT WE HAVE HAD ALOT GOING ON HERE AT HOME, AND HERE ON CT TRYING TO KEEP THINGS RUNNING. HERE IS THE LINK PLEASE GET IN HERE AND HELP MYSELF AND KEVIN ARE IN THERE RIGHT NOW AND WILL BE THERE FO RTHE REST OF THE TIME WE ARE ON HERE TONIGHT SO WE ARE WATCHING WHO COMES IN AND I HAVE BEEN WATCHING BECASUE I AM IN AND OUT OF HERE EVERY DAY SO PLEASE LETS GIT-R--DONE ADN SHOW HITMAN6 AND EVERYONE HERE ON CT WE MEAN BUISNESS. THANK YOU

Quick 4-step System For Getting Her Number
Quick 4-Step System For Getting Her Number >REMEMBER: If you want to learn about all of the different programs I've created to help you learn how to meet women... just go here: http://www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com/e/17842/Catalog/?cid=ZZZV7S&lid=1&ll=1 >>>DATING QUESTION FROM A READER: Hi Dave, I'm glad you put together this newsletter because it's so helpful and awesome! But anyways, I have a couple questions if you could please help me. Number 1, I have your book and follow your stuff and I LOVE IT...to say the least. I've noticed though, that a lot of your stuff dealing with first encounters and pickups seems to be best fit for the club/bar scene which is great and everything, but I'm wondering how you go about doing pickups in regular places, like a supermarket, store, or coffee shop for instance? What suggestions do you have for meeting women here and how would you personally approach a women in these circumstances? I mean, after a conversa

Do We Use The "wait And See Method" Too Often?
Good Morning. Gas prices are about to jump again. Imagine that! I wonder how the gas out on May 15th went. Must have worked…gas is on the rise again. The consumer has no say in any of this other then to talk amongst themselves and complain on how high it is to fill their SUV’S up… Well so much for changing that by strike. Let’s try a new approach. Let’s all quit driving… There ya go… that will teach Mr. Oil and Mr. Well. Oh wait, I have that soccer game to attend to, and I need to run over to see how Joe is doing…Oh and I thought I would take the dog out in the country for a stroll. I will quit driving after all that…ooops have to get groceries and get my hair done… can’t car pool to the salon. See, they own us, we need them end of story. We have to sit there and take it. You know I had a thought. If everyone in this gas guzzling nation just did without one trip a week. One trip say even up to the gas station for coffee would walk tag along with another, just once a week… think of al

I Dont Want To Miss A Thing =(
I Don't Want To Miss A Thing >> I could stay awake just to hear you breathing Watch you smile while you are sleeping While you're far away and dreaming I could spend my life in this sweet surrender I could stay lost in this moment forever Every moment spent with you is a moment of treasure Don't want to close my eyes I don't want to fall asleep Cause I'd miss you babe And I don't want to miss a thing Cause even when I dream of you The sweetest dream will never do I'd still miss you babe And I don't want to miss a thing Lying close to you feeling your heart beating And I'm wondering what you're dreaming Wondering if it's me you're seeing Then I kiss your eyes And thank God we're together I just want to stay with you in this moment forever Forever and ever Don't want to close my eyes I don't want to fall asleep Cause I'd miss you babe And I don't want to miss a thing Cause even when I dream of you The sweetest dream will never do I'd still miss you babe And I don't want to miss a thing

Hmmm
WELL TODAY IS A NEW DAY... A NEW OPPORTUNITY.... FOR THAT NEW START... DO YOU TAKE THE CHANCE TO TAKE ADVANTAGE OF YOUR EVERYDAY OPPORTUNITY? DO YOU KNOW WHAT YOUR DREAMS ARE? ARE YOU DOING YOUR BEST TO REACH THEM EVERYDAY? I KNOW THAT I DO.... I OFTEN WONDER WHAT MY FUTURE IS HOLDING FOR ME. BUT WHAT I HAVE REALIZED IS THAT I CAN'T GET TO MY FUTURE UNTIL I'VE LIVED MY PRESENT... I TAKE A LOOK AT MY SURROUNDINGS.. AND FOR ALL THAT'S HAPPENED, I WOULDN'T CHANGE A THING... I LOVE MY LIFE.. EVEN IF IT'S BEING A SINGLE MOTHER. IT'S NOT AS HARD AS PEOPLE THINK. YES I HAVE KIDS, FOR THOSE OF YOU THAT DIDN'T KNOW... LOL! I WATCH THEM GROW INTO THEIR OWN PERSONALITY AND IT JUST BLOWS ME AWAY! WHOEVER THOUGHT THERE WOULD BE LITTLE ME'S RUNNING AROUND... *NOTE TO SELF* REMEMBER WHAT IT WAS LIKE TO BE A KID... LOL AND THE BAD ASS THINGS I DID TO MY MOM. OH YEAH I CAN SEE IT NOW.... MY KARMA COMING AND SLAPPING ME IN THE FACE. OH GREAT... LMMFAO!! YOU KNOW WHAT'S HILARIOUS? IS THAT I'M ON THE PHON

Winter(published-2006)edited
One of my favorites Winter is gone , but my heart stays cold, Dwelling on words you said, lies you told. Blinding my eyes, with your smile, As you ripped at my heart, all the while. You made me believe in things that weren't there, Tricking me into believing , you really did care. Spring is here , bringing new life all around, But in my heart , there is not even a sound. Seasons will come , and seasons will go, My heart remains in winter, buried deep within the snow.

Before Its Too Late
Why won't you say you love me tell me not to leave? Why won't you say you can't live without me can't bear the thought of not seeing me? To go or stay I do not know do you want me or is it only my fantasy? If there's a chance reach out to me grab me and hold me before it's too late.

Teaching Hospitals, Trauma Centers In Downtown(baton Rouge)
BATON ROUGE – To provide state-of-the-art medical care for veterans in metropolitan New Orleans, the Department of Veterans Affairs (VA) and Louisiana State University (LSU) took a major step today toward creating a shared, VA-LSU medical complex in downtown. “Both our institutions would benefit from savings and efficiencies by working together,” said the Honorable R. James Nicholson, Secretary of Veterans Affairs. “Most importantly, Louisiana veterans would receive world-class medical care in a modern, conveniently located site.” Officials from VA announced today the results of an intensive four-month study of the feasibility of the two organizations collaborating on new medical facilities. Both VA and LSU operated hospitals in New Orleans that were destroyed last year by the floods spawned by Hurricane Katrina. “VA is committed to New Orleans and its future,” said Dr. Jonathan B. Perlin, VA’s under secretary for health. “

Update 5-17-07
Just an update, i'm doing pretty good, except in the process of getting my teeth checked out since i haven't gone since junior high 15 years ago, but my teeth aren't to bad, had one bad one they pulled and they are pulling my wisdom teeth. lol 2 down only one more to go. On the good note for those that have read my blog, they finally caught my ex, he's sitting in jail WOOO HOOO! I'm gonna get full custody of my daughter!!! Sorry i haven't been on much, i'll try to get caught up on everyones stuff... if i haven't done your pictures yet or even touched your stash please private message me and let me know... I'll get to it, i'm pretty good about keeping that up.. On another note i won't be around May 24th through May 29th, i'm going to see my daughter in Montana.. I can't wait either...Have a great weekend and Memorial weekend....

Lost Weight
Ok Ya'll...I've lost lots of weight and wonder where it all went to lol. I had weighed up to 274 lbs little over 4 yrs ago when i was about to have my daughter and just over those past years i've managed to lose it all. Yea took 4 hellish long years to do it but just since last year of September when i dumped my daughter's father due to some personal reasons, i started losing weight. I am proud to say i am now down to 196 1/2 lbs!!! 3 1/2 more till i am back to my pre prego weight!!! I am not sure how i lost it all because i don't exercise much really...am on my feet alot but other then that?? LOL course it could be due to the fact that i am no longer under the stress i was when i was with Ruth's dad? Oh well...i'm just so f'ing thrilled i've lost it all and plan to keep on losing it. I don't really eat much anymore like i used to so that could be part of the reason why i have lost so much weight!! Any ways....I Just thought i'd share my excitement with all my friend's and family!

I Am 39
Body: Subject Dr Phil Test - I'm a Body: Dr. Phil scored 55; he did this test on Oprah and she got a 38. Some folks pay a lot of money to find this stuff out. Read on, this is very interesting! Don't be overly sensitive! The following is pretty accurate and it only takes 2 minutes. Take this test for yourself and send it to your friends. The person who sent it placed their score in the subject box. Don't peek but begin the test as you scroll down and answer. Answers are for who you are now......not who you were in the past. Have pen or pencil and paper ready. This is a real test given by the Human Relations Dept. at many of the major corporations today. It helps them get better insight concerning their employees and prospective employees. It's only 10 Simple questions, so..... Grab a pencil and paper, keeping track of your letter answers to each question. Make sure to change the subject of the bulletin to read YOUR total. When you are finished, repost this. Make