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You Would Not Believe Everything Is Getting Better
my dad told me today since i am seriously thinking about joining the navy that he will send me to see all my family before i do... so i get to go to NH, OH, IN, and then im gonna see about Fresno.. he said wait till january so that holiday traffic has died down.. some and we can get more money for and i can figure out my route... but f---king rock on i get to travel then join go off for training..... and see more of the world... things are starting to look up for MISS JENN

Tortured
Every night I realize that I'm alone, without comfort, without love, and without sanity. Mainly without you... Without the warm embrace of your arms, without you Every night I find myself tortured, Tortured with the thoughts of you. Tortured by every silent whisper, Each tear that has silently fallen from my eyes.

Sad Heart
I love him more than life itself but im afraid to love him like i should my heart is hurtting im scared to get too close i keep feel like i cant win his heart and mind for me he'll love me for a little while then he will set me free- ive lived so long on hopes and dreams i dont know what to do i feel like im waiting on empty dreams i wonder if my heart and mind are wait going do a shure one day he will hurt me why not im us to it yet i still keep running back between the paths of our hearts and the path to my mind its a worn and beaten track he has my heart held on a string its breaking in two the part that belongs to me the rest belongs to him i knoe htat there is a strong palce in my haert i just dont know how to find it and theres no way to make him see how how much i love him thats really sad to me i can only hope that someday one day he'll wake up and see while my heart still belongs to him (noe im not saying that im gonna cheat on him if things dont work out ill be single a long

Life Or Death
What do you do when your all alone You have noone to hug, you have noone to hold Do you stay and stick it out, your dreadful little life or do you run away with an attempt at suicide one little oppurtunity to take away the pain a memory once gone that youll never regain you meant something once, you use to belong now all you are is a part in a song but then you screwed up they made you dissapear but how you screwed up was never really clear now all that lays before is your decision to make do you keep livin hell on earth or your own life take do you go 6 ft under or build from ground up what lies ahead youll only wonder,about all stuff all thats left is to decide what you want outta life or if you wanna end it on the blade of a knife what you get if you choose death can be said on your last breath Dustin B. Unrath

Kids Say The Darnednest Things!!!
Slow down for three minutes to read....It's so worth it. What does Love mean? A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds, "What does love mean?" The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined. See what you think : ____ "When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love." Rebecca- age 8 _____ "When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth." Billy - age 4 _____ "Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other." Karl - age 5 _____ "Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs." Chrissy - age 6 ___ "Love is what makes you smile wh

Turkey Enchiladas
SHREDDED TURKEY MEAT 2 DOZEN CORN TORTILLAS RED/OR GREEN CHILE IN A CAN LAS PALMAS OR WHATEVER THE STORE HAS SLICED OLIVES MONTEREY JACK CHEESE YOU LAYER IT LIKE LASAGNA IN A DEEP DISH PAN YOU WARM UP THE TORTILLAS TO GET THEM SOFT U DIP THEM IN A LIL OIL ON BOTH SIDES DIP IT IN THE CHILE THEN LAYER THE BOTTOM OF THE PAN SPREAD THE TURKEY ON TOP THE OLIVES AND CHEESE THEN PUT ANOTHER LAYER OF TORTILLAS KEEP DOING IT TILL UR DONE WITH THE LAYERS THE TOP LAYER POUR SOME EXTRA CHILE ON TOP PUT IN THE OVEN AT 325 FOR 45 MINUTES

Read This
1. Do not say what you mean. Ever. 2. Be ambiguous. Always. 3. Cry. Cry often. Tell them it's their fault. 4. Bring things up that were said, done, or thought months or years ago. 5. Make them apologize for everything. 6. Stash feminine products in their backpacks and in their books as cute reminders that you were thinking of them. 7. Gossip. Gossip about everything that walks. 8. Play Alanis Morissette's "You Outta Know," loud. Look at them. Smile. 9. Look them in the eye and start laughing. 10. Cry. 11. Get mad at them for everything. 12. Discuss your period in front of them. Watch them squirm. 13. Hold grudges. 14. Demand to be e-mailed. Often. Whine when they don't comply. 15. When complimented, make sure to be paranoid. Take nothing at face value. 16. Use daddy as a weapon. Tell them about his gun collection, 17. Be late for everything. Yell if they're late. 18. Talk about your ex-boyfriend 24-7. Compare and contrast. 19. Go ev

Photo Update !
Happy Saturday ! Hope your weekend is going well. Christmas is getting ever closer, and i have added more photos to my 'all things Christmas' album. Please stop by and show some festive love and if you have time check out my 'grand daughter, family and mods made for me' albums as i have added new stuff there. I have also added new tags in my 'tags i've made for friends' album. Thanks kindly for any love you may show mwhah xx Linda

Redneck Application!!
Redneck Application Last name: ________________ First name :( Check appropriate box) [_] Billy-Bob [_] Bobby-Sue [_] Billy-Joe [_] Bobby-Jo [_] Billy-Ray [_] Bobby-Ann [_] Billy-Sue [_] Bobby-Lee [_] Billy-Mae [_] Bobby-Ellen [_] Billy-Jack [_] Bobby-Beth Ann Sue Age: ____ (if unsure, guess) Sex: ____ M _____ F _____ Not sure Shoe Size: ____ Left ____ Right Occupation: [_] Farmer [_] Mechanic [_] Hair Dresser [_] Waitress [_] Un-employed [_] Dirty Politician Spouse's Name: __________________________ 2nd Spouse's Name: __________________________ 3rd Spouse's Name: __________________________ Lover's Name: __________________________ 2nd Lover's Name: __________________________ Relationship with spouse: [_] Sister [_] Aunt [_] Brother [_] Uncle [_] Mother [_] Son [_] Father [_] Daughter [_] Cousin [_] Pet Number of children living in household: ___ Number of children living in shed: ___ Number of children that are yours: ___ Mother's Name: ______

Twas The Night B4 Christmas
twas the night before christmas and all through the house not a creature was fucking not even a mouse moms at the whore house dads smokin grass i had just settled down for a nice piece of ass then out in the yard i seen a big dick i knew in a moment it must be saint nick he flew down the chimney like a bat out of hell i couldnt believe that fat fucker had fell he filled all our stockings with pretzles and beer and a big rubber dick for my brother the queer he tore up the chimeny with a thunderous fart that son of a bitch blew the chimney apart he bitched and he cussed as he flew out of sight piss on you all and have a good night

Statues
There are two statues in a park; one of a nude man and one of a nude woman. They had been facing each other across a pathway for a hundred years, when one day an angel comes down from the sky and, with a single gesture, brings the two to life. The angel tells them, "As a reward for being so patient through a hundred blazing summers and dismal winters, you have been given life for thirty minutes to do what you've wished to do the most." He looks at her, she looks at him, and they go running behind the shrubbery. The angel waits patiently as the bushes rustle and giggling ensues. After fifteen minutes, the two return, out of breath and laughing. The angel tells them, "Um, you have fifteen minutes left, would you care to do it again?" He asks her "Shall we?" She eagerly replies, "Oh, yes, let's! But let's change positions. This time, I'll hold the pigeon down and you shit on its head." AND WHAT THE HECK WERE YOU THINKING ? ? ? ? ? ? ?

Wasting Your Vote...
And to think there are people out there who don't even vote. If all of this is true it will come out in the next year in CAPITAL LETTERS. With love from me to you, PLEASE REMEMBER THIS FOREVER Worse than you thought & worth remembering, and this came from a DEMOCRAT Dear Mr. Ex President Clinton, I recently saw a bumper sticker that said, 'Thank me, I voted for Clinton-Gore.' So, I sat down and reflected on that, and I am sending my 'Thank you' for what you have done, specifically: 1. Thank you for introducing us to Jennifer Flowers, Paula Jones, Monica Lewinsky, Dolly Kyle Browning, Kathleen Willey, and Juanita Broderick. All Democrats! Did I leave anyone out? 2. Thank you for teaching my 8 year old about oral sex. I had really planned to wait until he was a little older to discuss it with him, but now he knows more about it than I did as a senior in college. 3. Thank you for showing us that sexual harassment in the work place (especi

My Life Sucks!
Well, I really fucked up now. I lost my job because of my depression. I was too depressed to even call in two days in a row and now I don't have a job. Yeah, I know...MY FAULT! Now I lost my job, my girlfriend left me, my life just sucks!

Between The Holidays !!
A lady walks into a tattoo parlor and asks the artist if she can get two tattoos. The artist says, "Sure." She tells him that on her left inner thigh she would like a turkey, and beneath it she would like it to say "Happy Thanksgiving." On her right inner thigh, she says that she wants a picture of Santa Claus, and beneath that she would like it to say, "Merry Christmas." Obliging his customer, the artist gives her the two tattoos, and after he is finished, he asks her why she wanted them. She told him that she was sick of her husband saying there was nothing to eat between Thanksgiving and Christmas.

Dose Your Name Fit?
C: Good person A: Easy to fall in love with L: very good kisser D: Is very sexual E: Can kick your ass R: Has one of the best personalities ever O: Can last a few rounds N: Loyal. Now do your name. A: Easy to fall in love with B: Amazing kisser C: Good person D: Is very sexual E: Can kick your ass F: Loves people G: Loves to laugh and smile H: fricken hott I: Loves to laugh and smile J: Is really sweet K: Crazy L: very good kisser M: Has gorgeous eyes N: Loyal. O: Can last a few rounds P: Popular with all types of people Q: A animal lover R: Has one of the best personalities ever S: Makes people laugh T: Makes dating fun. U: Has a Smile to die for V : freakin hott hardl ever unhappy W: Very broad minded X: Never let people tell you what to do Y: Can be funny and dumb at the same time Z: Loved by everyone

Willingness
A self taught dirty little masochist...as i have become..i gaze at the shallow hallway i will walk down...dark, dripping with the stench of the others.. Knowingly i participate, willingly i degenerate and copulate with these desires.... I stand before you , you only see the innocence ...or what you think is....your touch tightens my skin....my chin rises...with the tilt of my head from the desire.....every movement, though slow and soft, is mechanical, expected and wanted.

Holidays
With the holidays coming up let us all be safe on are way home form all the parties we will be going to . I went to a party, And remembered what you said. You told me not to drink, Mum So I had a sprite instead. I felt proud of myself, The way you said I would, That I didn't drink and drive, Though some friends said I should. I made a healthy choice, And your advice to me was right, The party finally ended, And the kids drove out of sight. I got into my car, Sure to get home in one piece, I never knew what was coming, Mum Something I expected least. Now I'm lying on the pavement, And I hear the policeman say, The kid that caused this wreck was drunk, Mum, his voice seems far away. My own blood's all around me, As I try hard not to cry. I can hear the paramedic say, This girl is going to die. I'm sure the guy had no idea, While he was flying high, Because he chose to drink and drive, Now I would have to die. So why do people d

Hecate, Greek Goddess Of The Crossroads
Hecate, Greek goddess of the three paths, guardian of the household, protector of everything newly born, and the goddess of witchcraft -- once a widely revered and influential goddess, the reputation of Hecate has been tarnished over the centuries. In current times, she is usually depicted as a "hag" or old witch stirring the cauldron. But nothing could be further from the image of Hecate's original glory. A beautiful and powerful goddess in her own right, the Greek goddess Hecate was the only one of the ancient Titans who Zeus allowed to retain their authority once the Olympians seized control. Zeus shared with Hecate, and only her, the awesome power of giving humanity anything she wished (or withholding it if she pleased). Usually classified as a "moon goddess", her kingdoms were actually three-fold . . . the earth, sea, and sky. Having the power to create or withhold storms undoubtedly played a role in making her the goddess who was the protector of shepherds and sailor

5 Levels Of Hangover
One Star Hangover (*) No pain. No real feeling of illness. You're able to function relatively well. However, you are still parched. You can drink 5 cokes and still feel this way. For some reason, you are craving a steak & fries. Two Star Hangover (**) No pain, but something is definitely amiss. You may look okay, but you have the mental capacity of a staple gun. The coffee you are chugging is only increasing your rumbling gut, which is still tossing around the fruity pancake from the 3:00 AM Waffle House excursion. There is some definite havoc being wreaked upon your bowels. Three Star Hangover (***) Slight headache. Stomach feels crappy. You are definitely not productive. Anytime a girl walks by you gag because her perfume reminds you of the flavored schnapps shots your alcoholic friends dared you to drink. Life would be better right now if you were home in your bed watching Lucy reruns. You've had 4 cups of coffee, a gallon of water, 3 iced teas and a diet

Expectations
I think They expected me to be amazing And I just didn't fit the grade it was all a charade I can't be what they expected I'm only me I'm only who I've decided to be As real and raw as they come Fake and glazed to those Who don't look deeper Than what they see The real me is Right here If you choose to see it

I Want To Be There...
I want to be there, When you need someone who will care. I want to be there, When you need someone that wants to share. I want to be there, When you need someone to be here. I want to be there, When you need someone to get you a beer. I want to be there, When you need someone to brush your messy hair. I want to be there, When you need someone to share the pain you bare. I want to be there, When you need someone who hugs like a teddy bear. I want to be there, When you need me to be there. Tyler Montgomery 3 Nov 02

Joyous Occasion
WELL TODAY WAS AND IS A JOYOUS OCCASION FOR US ALL WITHIN THE K.O.W...AS LORD WOLF AND WITOKA HAVE FUMARRIED AND JOINED EACH OTHER..WITH THIS JOINING COMES A NEW DAWN FOR US ALL. SO LETS WISH THEM A UNITED CONGRATULATIONS FROM THE K.O.W. WITH THIS UNION COMES THE CHANCE FOR NEW BEGINNINGS SO LETS US BEGIN AS I HAVEA LREADY SAID IN A PREVIOUS BLOG ABOUT RISING FROM THE ASHES...WELL LETS MAKE IT SO AND WITH THIS BLOG I WOULD LIKE US TO TAKE THIS OPPORTUNITY TO BRING NEW MEMBERS INTO THE PACK AND WELCOME BACK OLD ONES WHO HAVE LEFT. LETS CREATE A STRONGER KINGDOM FOR A HOUSE IS ONLY AS STRONG AS ITS FIRST FOUNDATIONS.

Testing My Limits. More Pern Stories
According to my watch, it was exactly 10:07 when I turned into the long, curving drive to Kim's house. I'd promised to have her at her lawyers by 11:00 and she told me she'd be ready by 10:15. I walked up and rang the bell. Not getting an answer, I rang it again and banged on the door with my keys. When she still didn't come to the door, I fumbled around under the porch swing to find the key she kept hidden there. A strange chill moved over me as I opened her door, almost a feeling of foreboding. One of the first things I noticed was that the house was dark and silent, almost eerily so. I moved through the living room, calling her name several times but getting no reply. As I approached her bedroom, a narrow band of light could be seen coming from under her door, but no sound at all. I pushed open the door, calling out to her. "Hey, sleepyhead, get your butt out of bed. You wanted to leave here by 10:30." The silence alone was ominous enough, but when I saw her sprawled face do

Rip
R.I.P. V2 So today I was felling really lost becasue of everything that was going on so I went to visit my Uncle's Grave....and sitting there next to him trying to figure out what to do I wrote this song V1. I have stander here lost and alone from the day you have gone My life has gone wrong this pain has broken me my best friend chours Rest in Peace my best friend Rest In Peace your pain is no more Rest in Peace watch over me I'll be with you again one day V2. I walk away to try to find myself Its hard without you here to Guide my Path I would sell my sould To have you back Chours V3. I cant belive I will never see you again There is noone here to wipe away my tears Noone to Help me face my Fears I have lost my soul and heart With out you my life has fallen apart Chours

Darwin Award Candidate Taser
Someone sent me this one today and I found it funny in a sick way. Not really a candidate though since he didn't really die in the act. A guy who purchased his lovely wife a pocket Taser for their anniversary submitted this : Last weekend at Larry's Pistol & Pawn Shop I was looking for a little something extra for my wife Toni. What I came across was a 100,000-volt pocket/purse-sized taser. The effects of the taser were supposed to be short lived, with no long-term adverse affect on an assailant. The idea is to allow my wife -- who would never consider a gun -----adequate time to retreat to safety. -----------WAY TOO COOL!! Long story short, I bought the device and brought it home. I loaded in two triple-a batteries and pushed the button. Nothing! I was disappointed. But then I read (yes, 'read') that if I pushed the button AND pressed it against a metal surface at the same time; I'd get the blue arch of electricity darting back and forth between the prongs and I'd kno

This Is A Friend.
This is my friend PLEASE go to her page and some LOTS OF LOVE!!!! Her daughter was in a fire and is in need of lots of PRAYER>>> I plead with you to show the love ... You have to become friends and fan to see What this little CHILD OF GOD is going through as well as the family .. plz click on pic to help prayers .. We all know prayers are miracles and they work in the power of beleivers of GOD!!! LETS PRAY TOGETHER FOR THIS LITTLE GIRLS WELL BEING!!

I'm 24% City And 75% Country
Body: How City are you? [] I've been to Star bucks more than once in my life. [] I Shop at AE, A&F, or HCO [] I own 2 or more polo shirts [] I straighten or blow dry my hair on a daily basis. [x] I wear flip flops no matter what the weather [] I own an over sized pair of sunglasses [x] I own 1 or more pairs of ripped jeans [] I layer my shirts []I will do anything to get the best MySpace pic's [] I had a "MySpace mirror pic" [] When I'm not drinking star bucks I prefer water [] I get annoyed with tomboys [x] I own an over sized bag or purse [] I have seen episodes of Laguna Beach [] new addiction is 8th & Ocean or the Hills [] I say "lol" in every online conversation [x] I own tight jeans [] I wear large necklaces [] I own an iPod/mp3 player [x] Internet = survival [] One of the sports I play/played is football,Baseball,Basketball [x]Have more than 1 AIM screen name [x] I have said "lol" or "OMG!" in a real conversation. [] I like shopping. [x] I shop wheneve

Please, Break My Heart
Go ahead, break my heart I'm used to it. There's nothing left inside of me. I'm empty a broken shell of something lost forever thrown away hurt one too many times and left for dead on the side of the road to nowhere at all. There's nothing left outside of me. I'm forgotten a blackened stain of shattered hopes ripped apart fooled one too many times then pushed away to fall into an ocean of my own poisoned tears. So, go ahead, break my heart I'm used to it. Go ahead, break my heart I expected it.

Would You?
Would you kiss me if I asked you to? Would you take my hand? Would you hold me close? Would you share your dreams every single one? Would you could you love me if I asked you to? Would you sit with me upon the beach beneath the setting sun as waves relentlessly kiss the shoreline each one searching for perfect love? Would you whisper my name on the dark and lonely nights just to let me know that you're still here if I asked you to? Would you let me love you as we lie in bed my head resting upon your chest counting heartbeats as our heated passions subside? Would you let me have you once again in the early morning after we wake if I asked you to? Tell me, would you let me kiss you if I wanted to? Would you?

Illusion
I am not real... I do not feel what I feel. I am not me... and I can not be what I see. I am an illusion... a ghost of time haunting my own dreams. A whisper of absolutely nothing, constantly screaming in unbearable silence, and scattering memories to the wind. I am a shadow... a sadness only truth can feel. A specter with his immortal scythe, that is tearing a hole in the fabric of love, to uncover what I truly am. I am a myth a wisp of smoke that almost was, but really isn't. A phantom of the unwilling, a figment of my own dying imagination, an arrogant ghoul that knows nothing of the fool he thinks he is. No, I am not real... I do not feel what I feel. I am not me... and I can not be who I see. No, I am not here... I am just an illusion... But who are you? Are you an illusion too?

Mad Rant!!
Well I've come to the conclusion that the last 6 years of my life aside from the twin tornadoes has been a complete and utter waste of my f-ing time!!!! A little back story forst...most of ya'll have read my blog regarding my work schedule...most of ya'll know I USED to go into BPI @ 1:30-2:00pm...now it's 2:45 due to honeywell. For the mathematically challenged...that's a loss of 1 to 1.25 hours. Now the loss of pay hurts but that's why I have Honeywell...the loss of time is what hurts....with that loss of time comes the realization that I noe have to cram more wor into less time. This can be a bit of an issue, but I'm already doing the impossible...why not just go the extra mile and make it the overly insane! 85% of my contact with my two youngest comes in the form of phone calls.....I cherish these even though they may only last 2...maybe 5 minutes tops. The rest of the time is getting updates from the Ex...hell of a way to be a parent...but hey, she got what she wanted...kids, a me

Why?
Why is it you meet someone and you think they are awesome, handsome/beautiful, sincere and truly into you and yes, you have fallen for them. You go through months of having nice times even if the times you spend are few and far between. You understand and sympathize with everything that they tell you is happening. Things start to look bleak, but you are patient and then things are looking up. You hear those words you have waited to hear, those three words that are suppose to make you feel wanted and desired... So why do I feel so hurt and confused?

Tony Romo Won His Showdown With Brett Favre And The Packers, Tossing Four Tds In The Win.
a href="http://rainiedazze.com"> The speculation has been there for a couple of months now, but it was finally proven Thursday night. The Cowboys are the best football in the NFC - right now. Certainly, the Cowboys are hoping they will be able to claim that time come late January, but as things stand now, they are the top dogs in the conference after Thursday night's 37-27 win over the Packers in a showdown of 10-1 teams. The Cowboys moved to 11-1 and clinched a playoff berth in the process. They can clinch the NFC East on Sunday if the Giants lose in Chicago or wrap up their first division title since 1998 by simply winning one more game. But by beating the Packers in front of a raucous Texas Stadium crowd, the Cowboys now have the inside track on claiming home-field advantage throughout the playoffs. "It's great to be 11-1," head coach Wade Phillips said. "This put us in the playoffs, which was our first goal. Our second goal was to win our division

*l*o*s*t*
You told me that you loved me… With all of your heart… You told me many things… In the months you had my heart… You said you wanted me… Through the good and bad… I never dreamed this could end… In the way that it had… I only wanted you… Forever to hold near… I only wanted you… That which I hold dear… I am lost without your voice… Each day in my head… I longed for the day… That we could just lay in bed… How should I feel… Within my heart… Knowing that we… Will forever be apart… My heart calls for you… Each and every day… It wishes to be with you… Forever! It would say… I should have known better… Than to fall so hard for you… But my heart wouldn’t listen… My mind wanted you too… *AngL*

Magic
For there are three great events in the life of man: Love, Death and Resurrection in the new body; and Magic controls them all. For to fulfill love you must return again at the same time and place as the loved one, and you must meet, and know, and remember, and love them again. But to be reborn, you must die and be made ready for a new body; and to die, you must be born; and without love, you may not be born; and this is all the Magics.

Naughty Application
NAUGHTY APPLiCATiON" ***Best one will get a reply*** 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? Feel free to email Your answers to me instead of posting them

If I Were Santa
IF I WERE SANTA, I'D - If I were a rockin' Santa, You know what I'd do? I'd dump the silly gifts That are given to you. I'd deliver some things Just inside your front door -- Things you have lost, But treasured before. I'd give you back all Your maidenly vigor, And to go along with it, A neat, tiny figure; Then restore the old color That once graced your hair Before rinses and bleaches Took residence there. I'd bring back the shape With which you were gifted, So things now suspended Need not be uplifted. I'd draw in your tummy And smooth down your back Till you'd be a dream In those tight fitting slacks! I'd remove all your wrinkles And leave only one chin, So you wouldn't spend hours Rubbing grease on your skin. You'd never have flashes Or queer dizzy spells, And you wouldn't hear noises Like ringing of bells. No sore aching feet, And no corns on your toes No searching for spectacles When they're right on your nose. Not a shot

Experiment Results
it seems that i was tanked while i was writing that last entry. wow. anyway, work sucks and i wish i had a day off. i can only have infinite patience for so long. do you realize how much mana that consumes? i havent figured out why i do this. im typing on autopilot here. i guess only time will tell. its five thirty and its almost dark? eek, i need to go to sleep. bye bye

Bucs Mma Fight Of The Week- Bj Penn Vs Jens Pulver 1 & 2- Double Fights
Sorry about long wait on mma fights ppl- had endured some issues, but now- i have the BJ Penn/Jens Pulver matches from first confrontation to second. Enjoy both fights on me!!! BJ Penn Vs. Jens PulverAdd to My Profile | More Videos

A Little Bit About Me
well the day was october 30 2000. i had to go into the clinic for a blood draw, since my nose had been bleeding non stop for 2 days. well the lab had called my mom up and told her they thought they had made a mistake. so i had to go back and get it drawn again. the next morning one of the nurses from the lab sad i had to get to the er because i have end stage renal disease. which basically means kidney failure. so my mom rushed home from work and took me to the er. mind you it was halloween day so i was pretty freaked out. when i arrived at the er i waited only 10 mins before i was in a room having an iv put into my wrist. then within the hour i was having emergency surgery for a catheter to be put in my neck for dialysis. i was so sick the first 3 days i don't remember much except that i was in icu. i remember the third night i was taken to a regular room. the first meal for me in 3 days. i could barely eat i was still weak. after the first few dialysis treatments i started to feel be

I’m At 170! *last Time I Checked*-- Written Yesterday
Yes, last time I checked I weighed 170 pounds. I can't even remember last time I weighed that much. I keep losing weight, and that makes me so happy. At my highest, I was at 220. I vow never to weigh that much again-- ever. I was always happy to just get to 175, so you have no idea how happy I was to see 170 on the scale. My next goal is 165, then 160. I know that I can do it. Josh said that he will start taking me to the gym in the afternoon, because there aren't that many people there at that time. I asked him if he would stay near me until I am comfertable to be by myself, and he said that he would. I said that on the days that he goes to school, and his brother isn't home that I will do either my hip hop dance or my belly dancing videos that he bought me awhile back. If my legs hurt, I told him I won't go to the gym, so I can't really set days to go until about the day before. So, that's good. I hope that next time I weight myself either I am still at 170, or I lost a pound or 2, t

Adds (friends)
I don't understand this I have next to my name No Salute No Add, why do ppl with no salutes keep requesting me as there friend!!! it's right there on my page can't they read!!!! NO SALUTES NO ADD!!! What does that mean? No salute no add!! For you all that are on my friends list right now I will let it slide for 2 weeks startin' tomorrow!!! if by the 18th you have no salute you will be removed from my list!!! Sorry to many fakes out there and I don't need ppl commin' to my page to see what other ppl are up too!!!! YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!!!!

I Hate Bullshit !
well i guess i should have listened when people told me that being around a certain some one who cause bull shit ! the questions OMG ! Just cause you with some one everyday does NOT mean you are fucking them ! I mean really !!! Or does it ?? Maybe it can be assumed but NOT ! Cant you be friends with some one and be around them and yeah even love them and NOT be fucking them ??? Well, I have proven that is possible ! I am so pissed off at the stupid people in this town who have ASSUMED that ... here's your answer .. NO we are not fucking .. we have not and will not . we are friends .. yeah we are close and all that .. but if i am going to have a friend with benefits it wont be him !

Mystic Warriors Tribe Update
Mystic Warriors Tribe Owner Mystic Warrior **MWT** Second in command Jim 'the real flirt ~ Royalty Leveler ~ & **MWT** second in command' Vice Platoon leader 'Queen B owner of the Tiger's Den & proud member of**MWT** Rainbow Warriors Platoon Leader Platoon Members Sandy 'mailbroad47**MWT** Cece 'even-in_the_rain**mwt**' Karen '~@Mary Kay Karen@~ **MWT** Sassy 'Sassyharleylady**MWT**' PLATOON LEADER cathy lostangel **MWT** Platoon Members 'Mystic Angel **MWT** Real Wife of Mystic Warrior **MWT**' Amanda 'Amanda The Seductress 69 ~ & ~ RLW To ~The Real Flirt~**MWT** Wind talker's Platoon~ Vice' Vice

Ice-cream Tree
Trim your Christmas dinner table with these individual-size tannenbaums made of ice cream or sherbet. RECIPE INGREDIENTS: Ice cream or Sherbet Gumdrops Edible glitter 1. For each one, first roll a piece of waxed paper into a cone and slip it inside a paper party hat set upside down in a freezer-safe glass. 2. Spoon 3/4 cup of slightly softened ice cream or sherbet into the hat, then set the glass in the freezer to harden (about 2 1/2 hours). Meanwhile, use a rolling pin to flatten gumdrops, then cut out stars using a small cookie cutter. 3. At serving time, invert the hats onto bowls, squeezing them gently to release the paper and the ice cream, then peel away the paper. Let the ice cream soften slightly, then sprinkle the trees with colored edible glitter and top each one with a gumdrop star, using a toothpick to secure it in place if needed.

For The Troops
Twas the night before Christmas, he lived all alone, In a one bedroom house made of plaster & stone. I had come down the chimney, with presents to give and to see just who in this home did live As I looked all about, a strange sight I did see, no tinsel, no presents, not even a tree. No stocking by the fire, just boots filled with sand. On the wall hung pictures of a far distant land. With medals and badges, awards of all kind, a sobering thought soon came to my mind. For this house was different, unlike any I'd seen. This was the home of a U.S. Marine. I'd heard stories about them, I had to see more, so I walked down the hall and pushed open the door. And there he lay sleeping, silent, alone, Curled up on the floor in his one-bedroom home. He seemed so gentle, his face so serene, Not how I pictured a U.S. Marine. Was this the hero, of whom I’d just read? Curled up in his poncho, a floor for his bed? His head was clean-shaven, his weathered f

A Learning Experience
WELL AGAIN HERE I AM ...I SIT HERE WITH A HEAVEY HEART AND LOTS ON MY MIND...I WONDER WHY A MAN THAT PROFESS TO LOVE ME WITH A DEPTH THAT IS UNREAL CAN NOT SEAM TO SEE WHAT IS BEFORE HIS VERRY EYES AND WHY HE WOULD CONTINUE TO ASK ME TO LIVE WITH THAT PAIN WHY CAN A MAN NOT SEE THAT A WOMAN HAS A NEED TO BE FIRST WITHIN HIS LIFE AND ONLY HIS CHILDREN CAN TAKE PRESADENCE OVER THAT WHY MUST A WOMAN COMPETE WITH THE PAST AND MOSTLY WHY MUST THE HEART BE HURT TO FIND THE TRUTH WAY BEFORE IT IS EVER SPOKEN AND WHY MUST THE TEARS COME IN SILENT TO THE MIND

Celtic Blessing For The Season
glitter-graphics.com Celtic blessings for the season "Nollaig Faoi Shean Is Faoi Mhaise Dhuit" Knoll-ig f'wee haan ss f'wee shun-ah g-with (A Christmas of Happiness and Joy to you) (old Irish Saying) "May peace and plenty be the first to lift the latch on your door, and happiness be guided to your home by the candle of Christmas." "In the New Year, may your right hand always be stretched out in friendship and never in want." The Magic of Christmas lingers on Though childhood days have passed Upon the common round of life A Holy Spell is Cast

It Must Be Nice To Be A Man
The perception of marriage from a dominated woman. It must be nice to be a man It must be nice to not have to understand It must be nice to be a man It must be nice to not balance the children It must be nice to be a man It must be nice to insult at a whim It must be nice to be a man It must be nice to control all things It must be nice to be a man It must be nice to expect all to love you It must be nice to be a man It must be nice to be a father, and husband by title It must be nice to be a man It must be nice to hold title, but no responsibility It must be nice to be a man It must be nice not to be concerned with what you desire It must be nice to have it when you want it It must be nice to be a man It must be nice to say "we don"t have the money' It must be nice to be a man It must be nice to spend the money we don't have It must be nice to be a man It must be nice to leave the house every day It must be nice to be a man It must be nice to gripe when you

Im Sorry But Love Getting Help From My Friends So Im Here Again Cuz It Works So Well
YEAH I KNOW CLUB FAR IS NOT A BOMBING GROUP BUT IM STILL CALLING APON YOU AND MY OTHER GROUP DIRTY SOUTH CREW IM IN NEED OF SOME ASSISTANCE AND WHO BETTER TO CALL APON THEN FAMILY RITE WELL WHAT I NEED IS SOME SUPPORT FROM ALL OF YOU I NEED 40,000 COMMENTS FOR A VIP AND SO DOES QUEEN OF HEARTS WITCH SHE IS POSTED IN MY BLOGS SHE NEEDS 10,000 COMMENTS AND IS WORKING ON HER LAST WEEK I BELIEVE SHE REALLY NEEDS YOU CLUB FAR GO SHOW HER SOME LOVE AS WELL EVERYTHING IS POSTED IN MY BLOGS AND ANY OTHER BOMBERS OUT THERE THAT IS WILLING TO HELP IS A PLUS ALSO THANK YOU FOR YOUR TIME IN READING THIS

How A Girl Should Be Treated!!!!!
To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her. To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down. To every guy who has given her flowers just because thats how he rolls. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. .... To every guy that she cried in front of... To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes..... To every guy that would give his seat up... To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every

Chuck Norris Is A Powerful Man
Chuck Norris is a certified Web sensation. Widely circulated facts about his accomplishments, strength, and energy have elevated him to a level of popularity seldom seen by actors pushing 70. But can Norris's fabled powers impact the leader of the free world? The actor who kicked copious butt on "Walker, Texas Ranger" is now attempting to bench press a presidential candidate from obscurity to front-runner with his endorsement of Mike Huckabee. Searches on Norris are up 10% over the past week, but more importantly, lookups on "mike huckabee chuck norris" are up a whopping 457%. As for Huckabee, the GOP candidate has seen his searches double over the past week. Is it the Norris effect? We looked at searches on two prominent endorsements on the Democratic side to see how celeb buzz is affecting candidates. Oprah Winfrey has thrown her behemoth buzz behind Barack Obama. We know that Oprah is the largest offline influencer of buzz. Her support has lifted searches on books, cars, an

T-24 Hours For Sts-122 Atlantis Launch
Atlantis Countdown Proceeds Image Above: Atlantis on Launch Pad 39A. Photo credit: NASA/Kim Shiflett Image Above: Atlantis delivers the Columbus Module to the ISS. The Columbus Module is the largest contribution to the ISS by the European Space Agency (ESA). The launch team at NASA's Kennedy Space Center is continuing its steady march toward a lift off Thursday afternoon for space shuttle Atlantis. The countdown is proceeding smoothly, NASA Test Director Jeff Spaulding said Wednesday. Mission STS-122 is scheduled to launch at 4:31 p.m. EST from NASA's Florida launch base. Atlantis will carry the European-developed Columbus laboratory and attach it to the International Space Station. Seven astronauts, including two from the European Space Agency, will fly aboard Atlantis. Live Coverage will begin on NASA TV at 11:30 am EST. Technicians and engineers at the launch pad have several steps ahead of them Wednesday. The most visible milestone will come in t

Who Does This? Comment And Tell Me
1.Who runs around shouting "Where you be???" 2.Who hangs up the phone during a conversation?? 3.Who says "Death to America"????? 4.Who steals food from the drive thru??? 5.Who would take the time to read this crud??? ..............comment and tell me who

Klayton(celldweller)'s Interview With Theoutview.com
Klayton, vocal e produtor do Celldweller , nos deu uma entrevista falando sobre o projeto do Celldweller, vida pessoal e sobre os fãs brasileiros. Ele também comenta sobre planos para lançar um DVD e o que ele estaria fazendo se não fosse cantor. Consegue adivinhar? De médico a ator de filme pornô! Por um segundo você desejou que ele não fosse cantor, não é? Mas não perca a esperança, ele ainda está solteiro e vem tocar aqui dia 15 de Dezembro. Leia a entrevista! (english version here) Outview - Klayton, como surgiu a idéia do projeto Celldweller? Klayton - O Celldweller foi um processo natural para mim, musicalmente falando. Fiz vários projetos anteriormente e finalmente me decidi por parar de usar tantos pseudônimos e fazer tantos projetos diferentes. Queria me focar em uma coisa só, então deixei tudo de lado e me foquei somente no Celldweller. Outview - Você planeja vir ao Brasil algum dia ? Há milhares de fãs do Celldweller aqui ! Klayton - Bem, espero poder

Dying Inside
Feels like Im dying inside Missing out on life From this I cant seem to hide Cant take much more The pain is overwhelming My heart is an open soar Trashing my emotions Not an ounce of love within you Caring less about my devotion Picking me up when you please Leave when youve had your fill Hurting me comes with ease You came and you went I scream and I cry Consumed with torment I feel like your whore My body's your interest But my love you ignore Feels like Im dying inside But one day I'll break from this Then the pain will subside I'll be walking out the door You'll be sorry I promise Maybe then I'll be something you adore

Penguin Cupcakes
Looking for the perfect snow day treat? Suit up and make the penguin cupcake. RECIPE INGREDIENTS: Vanilla cupcakes Vanilla frosting Chocolate cookies (we used Keebler Fudge Shoppe Grasshopper Fudge Mint Cookies -- 3 halves per penguin for body and head) Dried apricots (cut into triangles for the beak and feet) Brown M&M's Minis (eyes) 1. Have your child help make a batch of vanilla cupcakes with vanilla frosting. (Use your favorite recipe or 1 box of cake mix, which will make 24 cupcakes.) 2. Buy or make 2 to 3 cups of frosting (save some for decorating glue). 3. Decorate as shown, cutting the cookies in half with a knife (a parent's job) and using extra frosting to attach the apricot beak and the M&M's eyes.

The Intervention Part 1
It's the intervention between two people, you find a girl in a type of clothing that's see thru, I look think'n of the possibilities, hotel, my place, or the back of my SUV. Well we find the spot, the right place for me to make her hot; I move over and kiss her lips, slide my hands across her hips. She tells me stop, and I do for a sec, then I nibble on her ear, she screams like a child; We move towards the soft spot, as I kiss down her chest, likky, likky, my tongue's all ova her breast. Then I start to lik to the area that'll make her moan, my tongue goes to work and it's just like home; Juices so sweet, my tongue can't believe it, part the lips and start to eat it. Her back is arching, her mouth lets out a scream, it must be a dream, the number of times I make her cream, I stop; Let her catch her breath, she massages my back, it's all that, nibbles my ear, time to get back on track

Leaving
this is my last time on fubar for a while i need a break from this I am Graduating soon Plus i have a business to run for those who truely know who i am and what i am about they know where to reach me and for those who still want to reach me you can do on Yahoo or MSN hit me up Nyck404 I just need a break. This is an Alternative to deleting my account. which I worked hard to rank up in i just need to focus on other things in my life. I appreciate all my friends and love the comments that are left. Thank you very much and god bless..

Bill Clinton Open To 'first Lady' Duties
If his wife Hillary Rodham Clinton wins the presidency, former President Clinton says he would have no problem taking on the traditional duties of a first lady — even if it's overseeing Christmas decor and Easter egg hunts at the White House. "You know, I'd actually like doing that," Clinton told ABC's Barbara Walters in an interview scheduled to air Thursday night. "If I'm asked to do that, I would love to do that." And don't worry about calling him "first gentleman." "I really don't care what I'm called," Clinton said. "I got to be president for eight years. People can call me whatever they want." If Mrs. Clinton is elected, Clinton said he would only attend cabinet meetings if she asked him. "And I think it would only be wise if it were on a specific issue," he said. "I think it's better for me to give her my advice privately most of the time." Former President Clinton is among Walters' "10 Most Fascinating People of 2007." ___ On the Net: http://www.abc.c

Audioslave-revelations
You know what to do, you know what I did Since you know everything just clue me in I am such a wreck, I am such a mess I know what I know, why don't you fill in the rest? I will bring you down, I will make it bad While you're feelin' proud, why don't you help me? Such a shame that I wouldn't know by now Your revelations Cut me in, I don't wanna live without Your revelations, revelations You know what to say, you know what I said You know what I dream sleeping in my bed You hold all the keys, you know all the roads Why don't you guide me in, if I'm such a lost soul? I'm spinnin' 'round, I will make you ill Since I'm so broken down, why don't you fix me? Such a shame that I wouldn't know by now (I wouldn't know by now) Your revelations Cut me in, I don't wanna live without (Don't wanna live without) Your revelations I am haunted when I am sleeping Try to give without receiving It's in the applebite (It's in the applebite) It's in the days and nights (It's i

Ends Tomorrow
Hey hey all my groovy Fubar friends! I am once again exposing my boobies for votes in a contest! This is Wolfie's contest for sexiest SFW pic! You don't even need to leave a comment, just rate the pic! Thirty seconds of your time folks! Here's the link! "You think I sell my body, I merely sell my time."

Wow I Really
do ruin everything my ex thinks i cheated on him.... never happened,,, but i did fuck up and sleep wit hthe person i had slept with for three years right after we broke up but bad timing he came around when i was low and hurting so i did it to fill this void in me tat hey ur good enough for something when i felt like nothing.... my bad i fucked up... so now i hurt someone i love because he thinks i cheated and then i hurt him by fucking someone right afer we broke up...

Crash And Burn
Lost in this haze of despair and frustration that was caused by you, You hid so far behind your disception and lies but only to bring them all to the surface... Until the real you finally began to come through. Evil and wicked, your soul made of hatetred and resentment that you blame others for, I guess you found that my vunerabilty was so weak that it was I that you picked to settle your score. Drawn into your magnet spell I was, like a moth to a vibrant flame, Not knowing for a second that the road up ahead would lead me through horrible pain. For years you used me as a door mat that you stepped on and beat out, You would always tell me that you loved me, but when I disappointed you you yelled that you hated me with an angry shout. Your depression took my soul to a pitiful level of emptiness and my love love grew to hate, And my dream of leaving you was becoming a reality, but until that moment I would wait. Then the door of freedom swung wide open

Gratitude
I just came back from an AA meeting and we talked about gratitude. I wanted to share a bit what I shared and learned... I am grateful of what is happening in my life. Yes, I cried, fought tooth & nail, blamed others, but I'm truly grateful it's all happening to me because if it wasn't, I probably woulda been dead. I am grateful that I relapsed and now have to start over being sober. I am grateful I now have an ulcer that almost put me in the hospital. No matter what tomorrow brings, I know Goddess has her hand on me and will take care of me. Am I scared? Hell yeah, but I know She will be there to help me, direct me, do whatever it takes to make me what She has me to be. I know if it's Her will, the people that are mad at me will come back into my life. It's not my decision, it's Her plan.

Du Hast
du du hast du hast mich du du hast du hast mich du du hast du hast mich du du hast du hast mich du du hast du hast mich du hast mich du hast mich gerfagt du hast mich gerfagt du hast mich gerfagt und ich hab nichts gesagt willst du bis der tod euch scheide treu ihr sein fur alle tage nein nein willst du bis der tod euch scheide treu ihr sein fur alle tage nein nein du du hast du hast mich du du hast du hast mich du du hast du hast mich du hast mich du hast mich gerfagt du hast mich gerfagt du hast mich gerfagt und ich hab nichts gesagt willst du bis der tod euch scheide treu ihr sein fur alle tage nein nein willst du bis zumtod der scheide sie lieben auch in schlechten tagen nein nein willst du bis der tod euch scheide treu ihr sein fur alle tage nein nein

Could Care Less
well i like the bar tab the way it was before i could careless what my friends do or who they rate add or fan to me i think it would cause hard feelings to someone if they saw a friend of thiers giving more to other ppl then they do them i think the bar tab should go back the ay it was i think it is stupid the way it is now ... sorry just my thought thats all ... i hope everyone has a nice day ..

What Each Kiss Means
What Each Kiss Means - Kiss on the stomach; I'm ready. -Kiss on the Forehead; I hope we're together forever. -Kiss on the Ear; You're my everything. -Kiss on the Cheek; We're friends. -Kiss on the Hand; I adore you. -Kiss on the Neck; We belong together. -Kiss on the Shoulder; I want you. -Kiss on the Lips; I love you. ____________________________________________________ What the gesture means... -Holding Hands; We definitely like each other. -SLAP ON THA BUTT: That's mine. -Holding on tight; I don't want to let go. -Looking into each other's Eyes; I just plain like you. -Playing with Hair; Tell me you love me. -Arms around the Waist; I like you too much to let go. -Laughing while Kissing; I am completely comfortable with you. ____________________________________________________ Advice; Don't ask for a kiss, take one. If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love. ____________________________________________________ Requirement

Fear Is All We Have To Fear!!!
Fear is only an illusion. It is the illusion that creates the feeling of separateness - the false sense of isolation that exists only in your imagination. --Jeraldine Sounders We are only alone in our minds. In reality, we are each contributing and necessary parts offering completion to the wholeness of the universe. Our very existence guarantees our equality, which, when fully understood, eases our fears. We have no reason to fear one another's presence, or to fear new situations when we realize that all of us are on equal footing. No one's talents are of greater value than our own, and each of us is talented in ways exactly appropriate to our circumstances. Freedom from fear is a decision we can choose to make at any time. We can simply give it up and replace it with our understanding of equality with all persons. Taking responsibility for our fear, or our freedom from it, is the first step to a perspective promising healthier emotional development. If I am fearful today,

Missing You
My body aches for your touch Your lips leaving a trail of fire as they move down my neck and across to first one nipple then the other They grow taunt as your tongue flicks across the pinkness A moan escapes my throat as you begin to nibble Uncontrollable wetness escapes me A smell of sweetness fills the air You look deeply into my eyes & I silently beg for you "What's the matter baby", you whisper huskily "Please" I whimper "Tell me what you want" "Please" is all I can manage to say Positioning your self above me, I can feel the one thing that can bring me relief pulsating, throbbing, & trying to penetrate into my wetness on its own. "Please" I ask one more time before you groan and thrust into me, driving us both into the edge of insanity.

Ripped Pics
With the holiday season here and everyone making pretty things for everyone just some wise knowledge DONT RIP YOUR PIC you wont get any points for it right click save it and then up load BUT make sure you give the person the love they deserve..... Just wanted to give some friendly advice

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Hot And Stormy Night
It was in the middle of the day and Cassandra was beginning to do her daily chores. She decided that she was going to prepare supper for her newlywedded husband to come home. She knew that he would be home around 6 p.m. that evening so she would have plenty of time to get everything done in time, just the way that he liked things. Cassandra was like a little girl in her dream world; a man who she adored, a house that she always dreamed about and had the best sex life one would want. Everyday was a new adventure for the two of them, but always had the same sex routine. She thought to herself that today was going to be different. So she had dug the sex toys that were buried in her closet for many months, because she thought that she no longer needed them; now that she was married. She left them on her night stand and went about the rest of her chores. She had got the house all cleaned up and wanted to get refreshed before her hubby came home. She drew herself a bath, undressed an

Todays Horoscope..
You're in a good position to get your way with the boss or that one cutie -- but only if you can wait them out! Your patience is far from legendary, but you can pull it off if you really want to. Ok so I am bored today.. So I look at this.. and think about it.. HMMMM I dont have patience.. Never have.. That could explain so much about me as a person.. I try to be patient.. but it just seem to work..

Im Soooo Ready For The New Year
Well lets see, my father in laws dad died sunday, the funeral is monday, and now theyre rushing his mom to the hospital with a ruptured stomache. i just got off the phone and found out it's not a ruptured stomache but a ruptured hernia. So she will need a minor surgery and have to tay in the hospital for a few days. I swear if anything else happens this year I'm gonna need a padded room. So if I'm alil quiet or just not myself today, I'm sorry just it's all catching up with me.

Another Day To Walk Alone
Another day I have no one by my side another day I don't cry, another day without a kiss and a kiss I won't miss, another cold and lonely night is another night that I am ready for daylight, people always think that cause I try to stay clear of love i'm weird but if they only knew I really try to stay clear of my fears and one of those fears are of another day to hurt without that special someone near.

A Different Christmas Poem, From A Marine
A Different Christmas Poem: The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled

My Sexy Acronym
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If You Ever Feel Stupd, Read This...you'll Probably Think You're A Genius!
(On September 17, 1994, Alabama's Heather Whitestone was selected as Miss America 1995.) Question: If you could live forever, would you and why? Answer: "I would not live forever, because we should not live forever, because i f we were supposed to live forever, then we would live forever, but we cannot live forever, which is why I would not live forever," --Miss Alabama in the 1994 Miss USA contest. *************************************************** "Whenever I watch TV and see those poor starving kids all over the world, I can't help but cry. I mean I'd love to be skinny like that, but not with all those flies and death and stuff." --Mariah Carey *************************************************** "Smoking kills. If you're killed, you've lost a very important part of your life," -- Brooke Shields, during an interview to become spokesperson for federal anti-smoking campaign. *************************************************** "I've never had major knee surgery on

Love, Lust Or Marriage?
LOVE: When your eyes meet across a crowded room LUST: When your vibes meet across a crowded room MARRIAGE: When your glares meet across a crowded room LOVE: When your partner sez "Let's make love" LUST: When your partner sez "Let's screw" MARRIAGE: When your partner sez "You want me to do what?" LOVE: When Spring fills your heart anew LUST: When Spring means you can do it outside MARRIAGE: When Spring means yard work LOVE: When you argue over how many children to have LUST: When you argue who gets on top MARRIAGE: When you argue about everything LOVE: When you share everything LUST: When you want everything MARRIAGE: When the bank owns everything LOVE: Mutual Climaxes LUST: Multiple Climaxes MARRIAGE: Climaxes??? LOVE: When you phone just to say, "Hi" LUST: When you phone to pick a hotel room MARRIAGE: When you phone to finish an argument LOVE: When you write poems LUST: When you write porn notes MARRIAGE: When you write checks LOVE: Consider abs

By Now
I guess dreams really do come true..Every once in awhile..Things will work out 4 you..but those are few & far between..You can get broken, waiting on these.. "By now, you think I'd figure it out...What this Crazy life is all about...By Now,you think I would know...How 2 let my feelings show"......Threw my pennies into the wishing well....Yearning 4 the secrets that noone would tell..I'm Looking 4 answers maybe I'll never find..But I'll keep on searching till I run out of time.."By Now, you'd think I'd LEARN which Bridges 2 cross & which ones 2 BURN...By Now, you think I'd gotten away, Escaped somewhere, someplace safe"....Where ever this LIFE takes me..I'll keep on surviving & Existing..Hope I get wiser closer 2 the END..I'm Sick & I'm Tired...I can't be WRONG again.."By Now, you think I'd Know... how 2 let My True feelings show...By Now, you think I'd Learn...Which bridges 2 cross & which ones 2 BURN....................gary

Leaves Of Grass
Leaves of Grass “From Montauk Point” By Walt Whitman I stand as on some mighty eagle’s beak, Eastward the sea absorbing, viewing, (nothing but sea and sky,) The tossing waves, the foam, the ships in the distance, The wild unrest, the snowy, curling caps -- that inbound urge and urge of waves, Seeking the shores forever. ··· Walt Whitman ···

For A Roomate
ok the only people i no are the ones i use to hang out with and unlike some people i no what they are like and i dont want to hang out with them due to the fact they could ether get me to go to jail or other bullshit things so iam looking for a roomate the one i got now dont do shit he never helps me around the place and everytime i do brake my back cleaning he is alwasys tehre to ruin it again n again if you are in mesa or thinking abount this please let me no ill be geting my place in jan if everything works out great that is btw iam not looking to hook up with anyone of any kind iam just looking for a replacement my roomate dont do shit he only pays the rent thats it iam not looking for any thing else just that

Fucktards
im so god damn sick of ppl callin me a racist!!!! im not god damn racist.. and quit god damn downratein me for somthing you hear about me.. if i was racist i wouldnt be marreid to dpezzi21 in REALLLLLLLL lifeeeeeee dpezzi21@ fubar

Please Pray For Allyssa New Update
HERE ARE SOME LINKS FOR SOME OF THE MOST RECENT UP DATES ON ALLYSSA. http://dailymail.com/News/200711300073 http://dailymail.com/News/200711260034 http://www.wsaz.com/news/headlines/11754056.html# http://www.myspace.com/we_love_allyssa SHE ALSO OPENED HER EYES ON THE 4TH OF DEC AND SEEMS TO BE DOING A LOT BETTER. Dec 6th surgery went well she is out and doing good. Tomarrow they will be taking the skin from her scalp and using it on her face. So keep the prayers coming, they seem to be working. Dec 7th she had her face surgery went well today but she is still sleeping 11:36pm. Dec 7th 10:30am Allyssa just came out of surgery and did very well again. She has her own skin on her face and a few of her fingers. Dr. Warner was telling me that her fingers for the most part are healing and that we might only loose a few finger tips. Her breathing is doing better and they are getting very few plugs out now. Dec 9th 12:30 pm Allyssa ran a high fever last nig

I Love You This Much
I love you enough to fight for you,compromise for you and sacrifice myself for you if need be.Enough to miss you incrededibly when we're apart,no matter what length of time it's for and regardless of the distance.Enough to believe in our relationship,to stand by it through the worst of times. to have faith in our strength as a couple, and to never give up on us.Enough to spend the rest of my life with you,be there for you when you need or want me and never,ever want to leave you or live without you. I LOVE YOU THIS MUCH

This Is Me
Name: Jamey Rae Birthdate: 7/12 Birthplace: Canton, Ohio Current Location: Canton, Ohio Eye Color: Green Hair Color: brown w/blonde highlights Height: 5'6 Weight: 151 Piercings: 4 Tatoos: 2, about to be 3 Boyfriend/Girlfriend: Not at the moment....but I'm veeeery interested in a certain someone Overused Phraze: abso fuckin lutely FAVORITES Food: Seafood Candy: Chocolate.... Number:7 Color: red, pink, green Animal: Men.....haha No really, dolphins Drink: pepsi, lemonade Alcohol Drink: Bud Light....tequila! Bagel: nah Letter: Duh, *J* Body Part on Opposite sex: Arms, smile, eyes and of course ASS... This or That Pepsi or Coke: pepsi McDonalds or BurgerKing: neither Strawberry or Watermelon: both......strawberries w/whipped cream and chocolate.... Hot tea or Ice tea: neither Chocolate or Vanilla Chocolate Hot Chocolate or Coffee: Hot chocolate Kiss or Hug: BOTH...and a little more! LOL :) Dog or Cat: neither Rap or Punk: Both Summer

In A Solders Eyes
Ask this question to a soldier,the answers in his eyes Always we will be here waiting,the call we wont deny We'll always fight for freedom,never ask why We'll go away to far off lands,leaving our loved ones behind Many times we are alone, several times inside Open the windows to our souls, see in soldiers eyes They said my life was over They said was a waste You'll never have a life my boy Not just a taste I refused to believe them I was better than the rest And when i look up from my feet There was a sign saying be the best I walk through the door Determined to make them see ''You want to be a soldier lad?' '' Come on then, follow me.'' If you saw me now My life far fro over I'm sure as hell ot a waste Far from it I'm soldier.

Dj Shadow
YOU NEVER KNOW WHEN THIS DJ.. MAY BE LURKING AROUND... YOU WILL ALWAYS FIND HIM... HIDING IN THE BACKGROUND... BUT YOU'LL ONLY FIND HIM AT... IS HE AWAKE??... OR IS HE ASLEEP?!? WELL IT DOESN'T REALLY MATTER!! BECAUSE YOU'LL ALWAYS KNOW... WHEN HE'S SPINNIN THE VINYL... HE PUTS ON AN AWESOME SHOW... EVERY SATURDAY AND SUNDAY MORNING... FROM 1AM - 7AM MST... HE'S CLASSY... NEVER SASSY!!!... AND... ALWAYS AROUND WHEN YOU NEED HIM... SO COME ON IN TO AFTERSHOCK AND SAY HELLO.. GET TO KNOW SOME OF THE GREATEST PEOPLE YOU'LL EVER MEET ON FUBAR WHERE WE'LL TREAT YOU LIKE FAMILY ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ HERE IS A LIST OF THE AFTERSHOCK RADIO DJ'S ~*~DJ BROWN EYED DAVE (OWNER)~*~ ~*~DJ MERCEDEEZE LAINE (CO-OWNER)~*~ ~*~DJ BRAE (CO-MANAGER & PROMOTIONS)~*~ ~*~DJ SHADOW~*~(CO-MANAGER) ~*~DJ EARTHWALKER~*~(Lead DJ) ~*~DJ WILL VO

You Are So Invited
What Love Has Joined Together You are formally invited to the celebration of Liberated Spice & BigJimmy as we both say "I DO" The wedding will be held: Friday December 21, 2007 6:00pm fubar time at the Centerfolds lounge alicia keys - no o...

The Law Is The Law!
THE LAW IS THE LAW! I really love this one. This is one of the better e-mails I have received in a long time! I hope this makes its way around the USA several times over!!!!! So Be It! THE LAW IS THE LAW So if the US government determines that it is against the law for the words "under God" to be on our money, then, so be it. And if that same government decides that the "Ten Commandments" are not to be used in or on a government installation, then, so be it. I say, "so be it," because I would like to be a law abiding US citizen. I say, "so be it," because I would like to think that smarter people than I are in positions to make good decisions. I would like to think that those people have the American public's best interests at heart. BUT, YOU KNOW WHAT ELSE I'D LIKE? Since we can't pray to God, can't Trust in God and c annot post His Commandments in Government buildings, I don't believe the Government and its employees should participate in the Easter and Chri

Life And Times Of Rye
I am back in Henderson Kentucky and alone....I had a b/f and he broke up with me over stupid reasons. I moved to Colorado and had a g/f, then she broke up with me over stupid reasons and I found out that she had another girlfriend. Then I moved to Wyoming and lived with a friend and he kicked me out and sent me to a homeless shelter for three days while I waited for a bus ticket to come for me. I met a guy named Wesley Barton and he changed my life forever. I will always remember him for that wonderful gift of friendship. I dont understand why people are sweet to your face and then kick you out the next moment. I am gonna give up on love all together. I hate getting my heart broken.

Maybe So...
I kno I havent written in here for awhile...I guess its about time eh? Well...I am on the move again. I should have this taken care of in January. I am moving back with someone which will seem strange and bizarre. Well not really moving back in with them...I will be living in a trailer that they own. I am going back to Johnstown. Jerry heard of how terrible I am doing financially. Especially with hearing about what Jeff has been doing to me. He wants to help me out. I am gonna be staying in the trailer next to him. Pay less in rent yes...but more on gas but it will still be a better choice BECAUSE I will be able to save up money and get my divorce like I want to. I want my old name back! And I want Jeff to leave me alone. Its went beyond my control now. I have to do what I have to do. Michael and Kandi were worried that I would not see them anymore. Which isnt true. I will visit. I am not gonna leave them, nor Libbie, nor Leland. They are my family. Yea...maybe

Love On Fire
Love On Fire by BlueWolf © The blink of an eye A moment in time Open your heart I will open mine Wanting to know you Getting to know me Thinking of you With every breath I breathe Out of the shadows Into the light Wanting true love The time is right Wanting it all In you it’s there Wanting romance Inhibitions bared The touch of a hand First kiss, desire A beautiful feeling Of love on fire........... ~~PLEASE RATE AND COMMENT THIS POEM~~

Best Toast!
John O'Reilly hoisted his beer and said, "Here's to spending the rest of me life!, between the legs of me wife!" That won him the top prize at the pub for the best toast of the night! He went home and told his wife, Mary, "I won the prize for the Best toast of the night" She said, "Aye, did ye now. And what was your toast?" John said, "Here's to spending the rest of me life, sitting in church beside me wife." "Oh, that is very nice indeed, John!" Mary said. The next day, Mary ran into one of John's drinking buddies on the street corner. The man chuckled leeringly and said, "John won the prize the other night at the pub with a toast about you, Mary." She said, "Aye, he told me, and I was a bit surprised myself. You know, he's only been there twice in the last four years. Once he fell asleep, and the other time I had to pull him by the ears to make him come."

Do You Ever Wonder?
Why is it that people say they "slept like a baby" when babies wake up every two hours? If a deaf person has to go to court, is it still called a hearing? Why do we press harder on a remote control when we know the batteries are flat? Why do banks charge a fee on "insufficient funds" when they know there is not enough? Why does someone believe you when you say there are four billion stars, but check when you say the paint is wet? Why do they use sterilized needles for death by lethal injection? Why doesn't Tarzan have a beard? Why does Superman stop bullets with his chest, but ducks when you throw a revolver at him? Why do Kamikaze pilots wear helmets? Whose idea was it to put an "S" in the word "lisp"? What is the speed of darkness? Are there specially reserved parking spaces for "normal" people at the Special Olympics? If the temperature is zero outside today and it's going to be twice as cold tomorrow, how cold will it be? If it's true that we

Were Country Livin Begins
Neillsville Online.com Clark County ATV Trails Bruce Mound Winter Sports Area Fishing In Clark County Golfing In Clark County The Highground Veterans Memorial Hunting In Clark County Knobby Ridge Motorcycle Trail Levis/Trow Biking/Hiking Area Listeman Arboretum Nature Trail Neillsville Historic Driving Tour Clark County Snowmobile Trails Wild Rock Horse Trail 1897 Jail Museum Historic Downtown Reed School Silver Dome Ballroom Tuft's Mansion WCCN Pavillion Neillsville Winter Carnival Central Wisconsin Horse Sale Clark County Fair New! Neillsville Airport Fly-in Neillsville Heritage Days Neillsville - www.neillsville-wi.com Where Yesterday, Today and Tomorrow Meet Neillsville is a unique community nestled in the rolling hills of central Wisconsin surrounded by natural beauty, with strong hist

A Christmas Romance Wish
A Christmas Romance Wish by BlueWolf © Every night there's a star, On the which I do gaze. Its power is magical, For it sets my heart ablaze. It promises all happiness, And that's being with you. This star holds my Christmas wish, To share my love with you. This poem tells of the only wish I have for Christmas this year.

Dunno What To Do
so ive been going through alot lately. ive been takin my grandfather to his dr. appt every week and takin care of him daily. on top of that i found out my friend jesse is in the hospital. i dunno what happen to him cuz no one is talkin about it. i'm so worried about him. every time i ask mel if hes gonna be ok she tells me she doesnt know. so whatever happen to him it is serious. hes been in for a week and a half. no one can go see him except his family and mel. so if anyone can say a prayer for him that would be great.

A Valetine's Gift I Made A Few Years Back
sometimes i think i'm smothering you but it's ok because you let me there are times i hold on too tight, or maybe too long but you never tell me i have to let go you give me the freedom i crave you don't push away or tell me i want it too much i feel i can let you in with no restrictions you've picked up the pieces and healed old wounds even at my worst, you're the best thing about me i love looking in your eyes and seeing no traces of lies or deceit i know you care for me unconditionally i am comforted knowing that you are mine and that i belong to you too there are times i don't say what's really on my mind and sometimes i try to hide what it is i'm going through but know i realize exactly what i have when i'm with you and all i want from you is what you are

Just A Shout Out To My Fubarian Friends
Just a quick note to say hello to all my fubarian friends, It's been a bit since I've graced you all with my presence hehe, yea I know some of you are just overly delighted, don't worry, the new year is upon us and perhaps my sarcasm will just get better, woot woot . Seriously hoped each and every one of you had a fantastic holiday. Love your fucastic friend Tequla Sunrise xxxxxxxxxx

He
I am a victim of this place. A culprit in this crime. I've progressed this drama of mine. I suffer from addiction, and deeply rooted affliction to man of a different time. Would he? Could he? Should he, be mine? It's a dream unfilled, a touch never felt. An emotion never expressed, a hand never dealt. It's the beginning of a heartache and the journey of a lifetime. Would he? Could he? Should he, be mine? He's the knight in my fairy tale, the villain in my dream. The heroin in my movie, as silly as it seems. He's the one I never had, even in our prime. Would he? Could he? Should he, be mine?

2007 Writing Stats
For 2007 only. Submissions: 116 Rejects: 90 Stories Written: 10 (plus several started in 2006 or to be completed in 2008) Words Written: 112,692 Publications: 2 Acceptances: 5 This is what it takes folks... 5.2% of my submissions are successful, and this is a GOOD rating.

A Poem For You !!!!!!!
Don't go a cry of lamentation falls onto the seas, water withdraws it stops to rain from the oasis onto my eyelashes a wind sobs in solitude, a twig is broken wild flowers look down, butterflies die don't go a star refuses its sky, a child inhales sadly winds get confused where to blow all springs dry the coy flowers of my heart fade, I become sad don't go the mountains of imagination inside me, the northern star, the early morning wind kissing your hair become orphans cranes cease to pass by, nightingales cease to twitter flowers cease to grow in my garden, oh my love don't go my heart is sentenced to pains storms, separations, memories and loneliness is left behind you Loves looking down, songs with wet eyes I can't get used to your absence, your absence is death don't go the trains inside me turn upside down it snows on the stations, I get cold don't go, stay my love, don't leave me don't make me wait hopeless, helpless all

My Bucket List (revised)
This isn't everything, and I haven't seen the movie "the bucket list" but I thought it'd be cool to create my own list. Adventurous: fall in love go skydiving with someone para sailing fly an airplane scuba diving in Australia volunteer at a zoo buy stocks start my own company watch as many pro football games at their home stadium drive in a demolition derby march in a huge protest (that I support duh!) Visit: Europe Australia South Africa Chili Brazil Canada The Caribbean Own: cheetah 68 Nova 69 VW bus custom built chopper personal bliss: get some poetry published sell some art learn to work on cars save more money stay organized land dream job take some cash and go on a road trip to nowhere (& then use my tom tom to get back home) not kill my neighbors

New Year Seeds And Plantings
Sometimes, some people get too busy to remember that someone cares, someone listened and that, that someone took his or her time out to do so. When we lose sight of the important little things and we end up missing the big things that count also. Those little things, that don't count for much in the moment, help water and maintain the seeds we plant in each other. Whether it be a friendship, a romance, our significant other, or with our children. Each one represents a seed we plant in them and they within us. We all need to be like a farmer, remember that the planting of the seed is but one small part, that the seeds need water, good soil and sunshine to help them grow. The soil, the beginning of these relationships. The seed, our interaction through respect and consideration. The water, our tears that we may shed out of joy or sadness. The sunshine is the joy, our time with those special people we plant our seed in. The comfort comes from knowing that someone is ther

Message From A Friend...
Wanting to wish you a Happy New Year, Here's hoping this one is full of good cheer, Hoping for the best in life and love for you, May your joys be many and your sorrows few. It works for me too! Happy New Year FU-barians! XOXOX me

Ign- Holy Hong Kong Phoey- Plus Jack Nicholsons Anger With The Dark Knight
Holy Hong Kong Phooey! Plus, Jack Nicholson is irked with The Dark Knight. by Stax November 7, 2007 - Director Christopher Nolan's The Dark Knight has been filming on location in Hong Kong, but it appears that local businesses and residents aren't exactly greeting the Bat-sequel with open arms. According to Batman-on-Film.com, "Batman was subjected to a blackout by Hong Kong companies after appealing to them to leave their lights on for filming of the movie The Dark Knight, a news report said Wednesday. Letters were sent to 60 companies with waterfront properties appealing to them to leave their lights switched on from 5 pm to midnight so that the Hong Kong skyline would be dazzling in the Warner Bros shoot. But 80 percent of the companies approached ignored the request and switched their lights out at the end of the working day as usual, the South China Morning Post reported." This news comes on the heels of an earlier report that claimed a major river stunt had to be cancel

Auction
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I Hate Moving!!!
So as of today I still hate moving.. I hate packing.. so much shit to pack, especially when you have a 5 yr old running around destroying things... lol trying to decide what to keep and whatnot to keep... oh well such is life... gotta love military moves I guess hahahaha... Anywho thats my day.. packing packing love it......

The Start...
So here it is the first couple of days of 2008 and I have already worked my ass off to the point where my whole body hurts. I need a massage, any offers?? LOL So all and all this year is going pretty good, no big fights with the parents, looking for a place to move so I can get the fuck out of this house before I do kill one of my parents. Because it is only a matter of time before them or I flip out on each other. So I am hoping to move by March at latest giving that nothing comes up between now and then. Which knowing my luck it will. My relationship is still going steady and strong given where my old man is. LMAO. I still have a temptation to be with another man but I don't know if I can bring myself to do it, but hey in the heat of the moment you never know. Right? Right! So yeah, that is it for now. PEACE, LOVE AND TRAMP STAMPS!!

This Is A List Of Fubar Psychos.
I got an inspired by last reading a Blog, of how this beautiful woman got nailed by a psycho. so in the spirit of things. Im using this blog as a list of Fubar Psychos, feel free to add to it, and the reason why.

Cabo Wabo Mas Tequila Cookie Recipe:
1 tsp of water 1 tsp baking soda 1 cup of sugar 1 tsp salt 1 cup of brown sugar 1 tsp lemon juice 4 large eggs 1 cup nuts 2 cups of dried fruit 1 bottle CABO WABO Tequila 1 Sammy Hagar c.d. Grab your favorite Sammy Hagar c.d. and CRANK THAT FUCKER UUUUP!!! Sample the CABO to check quality. Take a large bowl, check the CABO again, to be sure it is of the highest quality, pour one level cup and drink. Turn on the electric mixer...Beat one cup of butter in a large fluffy bowl. Add one teaspoon of sugar...Beat again. At this point it's best to make sure the CABO is still OK, try another cup ... just in case. Turn off the mixerer thingy. Break 2 leggs and add to the bowl and chuck in the cup of dried fruit, Pick the fucking fruit up offa thr floor... Mix on the turner. If the fried druit gets stuck in the beaterers just pry it loose with a drewscriver. Sample the CABO to check for tonsisticity. Next, sift two cups of salt, or something. Who giveshz a

I Knew I Loved You-savage Garden
Maybe it's intuition But some things you just don't question Like in your eyes I see my future in an instant And there it goes I think I've found my best friend I know that it might sound more than a little crazy But I believe I knew I loved you before I met you I think I dreamed you into life I knew I loved you before I met you I have been waiting all my life There's just no rhyme or reason Only this sense of completion And in your eyes I see the missing pieces I'm searching for I think I've found my way home I know that it might sound more than a little crazy But I believe I knew I loved you before I met you I think I dreamed you into life I knew I loved you before I met you I have been waiting all my life (add the whos here) A thousand angels dance around you I am complete now that I've found you (and the whos here) I knew I loved you before I met you I think I dreamed you into life I knew I loved you before I met you I have been waiting al

Long Distance Love Poem
My 'Special ' Internet Friend The internet is scary The internet is fun The internet is the place I met my special ’one’ We met upon the internet Our keyboards as our voice Monitors as our eyes We fell in love by choice The days and weeks since we’ve met Have gone bye very fast The many hours spent online Each telling of our past The miles that lay between us Seem to be so few One click upon a button And there I am with you To see your name upon my screen Does give me such a thrill And when you send your "Hey Baby" It makes my heart stand still The little things you say and do Those smiles and hearts you send You’ve come to mean so much to me My ’special’ internet friend.

They Fucking Robbed Me
I have been on Fubar ever since it was Lost Cherry....Well I have worked my ass off to get to where I was at....I was at level 22 as of last night and had 1 million fubucks.....i GOT RANKED #152 even today.....YET they have reset my whole fucking account.....I have no fuckin money and was a level fuckig 0 today.....This is bullshit considering how fucking hard I have worked and all the time I invested to get to where i was at....I am to the point that I may just say fuck it and delete my account......and many others may do the same because of this.....This is by far not fuckig fair at all.....I am irate about all this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hummm.... Makes Ya Think
Don't care if you have a boyfriend or girlfriend right now.... I dont care if you are a guy or a woman or Michael Jackson.....just read this, it will make a difference..... When she stares at your mouth [ Kiss her ] When she pushes you or hits you like a dumb ass cuz she thinks shes stronger than you [ Grab her and dont let go ] When she starts cursing at you tryin to act all tuff [ Kiss her and tell her you love her ] When she's quiet [ Ask her whats wrong ] When she ignores you [ Give her your attention ] When she pulls away [ Pull her back ] When you see her at her worst [ Tell her she's beautiful ] When you see her start crying [Just hold her and dont say a word ] When you see her walking [ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ] When she's scared [ Protect her ] When she steals your favorite hat [ Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night] When she teases you

The Sweetest Words You Will Ever Hear
mi amor para usted es más profundo que el fondo del océano, mis pensamientos para usted va encendido más allá de la galaxia, mi corazón es el tuyo mientras usted es el mío If anyone can tell me what this says ill buy u a drink or 2......i might even talk to you after that.....hehehe

To Meet Such A Man
TO MEET SUCH A MAN I sat, with two friends, in the picture window of a quaint restaurant just off the corner of the town-square. The food and the company were both especially good that day. As we talked, my attention was drawn outside, across the street. There, walking into town, was a man who appeared to be carrying all his worldly goods on his back. He was carrying, a well-worn sign that read, 'I will work for food.' My heart sank. I brought him to the attention of my friends and noticed that others around us had stopped eating to focus on him. Heads moved in a mixture of sadness and disbelief. We continued with our meal, but his image lingered in my mind. We finished our meal and went our separate ways. I had errands to do and quickly set out to accomplish them. I glanced toward the town square, looking somewhat halfheartedly for the strange visitor. I was fearful, knowing that seeing him again w

Good Friends
I just wanted to take a minute of everyones time to say thanks to all my new and great friends. I will be out of town for the next few days. My grandfather passed this weekend and I will be going home to say my goodbye. Thanks to all the wonderful friends who have sent well wishes to me and my family. No one handles a death well, but I tend to have a harder time then most. I skip the whole process and go straight to anger! LOL So knowing I have good friends from all over that send love and smiles fills my aching heart!I love you all!!!

Bucs 2008 Nfl Mock Draft. All 7 Rounds Plus Top 20 Fas
This mock draft is 7 rounds and took a lot of work. I tried to hit on all of the needs, but I may have failed at some, so please complain if you have a valid gripe. Also, please read and compliment! Also included are my Top 20 Free Agents and where they will sign. Bob Sanders- IND Dallas Clark- GB Jared Allen- KC Philip Rivers- SD Randy Moss- NE Julius Jones- DAL Alan Faneca- STL Justin Smith- CIN Asante Samuel- SD Marcus Trufant- SEA Albert Haynesworth- TEN Patrick Crayton- SEA Nnamdi Asomugha- OAK Michael Turner- NYJ Lance Briggs- ARZ Gibril Wilson- NYG Terrell Suggs- TB Derek Anderson- BAL Flozell Adams- DET Donte’ Stallworth- BAL Round 1 1. MIA- Darren McFadden, RB, Arkansas 2. STL- Chris Long, DE, Virginia 3. NYJ- Jake Long, OT, Michigan 4. ATL- Glenn Dorsey, DT, LSU 5. OAK- Calais Campbell, DE, Miami (FL) 6. KC- Sedrick Ellis, DT, USC 7. BAL- Vernon Gholston, DE/OLB, Ohio State 8. NE (from SF)- Malcolm Jenkins, C

Almost Destroyed The Tv.
Yesterday I was bowling on my Wii trying to get to pro, which by the way I did. Anyway I like to "throw" the ball with conviction and I kinda threw it at one point with a little too much conviction. I wound up letting go of the remote. THANK GOD I had it strapped to my wrist, otherwise I would've been a sad panda last night when it came to TV time. lol

Hello All
Well this is my first couple hours here, so please excuse my dull profile. Give me a few days to learn my way around, and in no time I'll have the hang of it. LOL To all you that come to visit. I will get back to you I promise. In the mean time, I'll go to a corner and try and figure this site out. xx all

My Walk
Alone in silence I now walk No one stands there by my side Life's uneven path rises to meet me Unknowing my way, I take another stride Evilness surrounds me each day Into its traps I try never to fall Kindness has been my teaching Love and caring for one and all Anger I see by others as I pass by Not understanding the reason of their ire Could it be so much pressure bottled inside That they have succombed to its fire Eyes of sorrow I have looked into Pain etched deep inside their soul this day Eating at them this unknown tormenting demon Hoping they can break its grasp one day No brightness can I see now All around is dark like an evil filled night Draining the weaker ones that I pass Pulling them into a lifeless plight I feel myself waiver as I take my next step Which of these evils have set a trap for me I strive to stay true to my life's course Pulling against its grasp, I set myself free In silence I walk now, learning with each day I take nothing for gran

Please Keep My Ex And Friend In Your Prayers
Please keep this great young man in your prayers and pray for his brother. He is in need of support. His brother was in a car crash and he does not know how exactly he is doing. Please pray for this family in their time of need. Below is my friends profile. Thanks once again. wickedninja with fangs@ fubar

Love Me Because I Love You
A lost young petal Wondering souls I see the dream you seek Follow me please, if you dare. The dream is coming For you and me. I return by your side With a heart in my hand. It is like a bright fire dancing To the slow music turning. My heart as smooth as ivory Has turned to a lonely, sulfur. I retire my heart now to you, Love me bacause i love you.

A Friend In Need....
IS A FRIEND IN DEED! I'M NOW 9,900 AWAY FROM GETTING THE VIP AND ONLY TWO DAYS TO REACH 15,000! I WANT TO THANK ALL OF YOU THAT HAVE HELPED! AND THOSE OF YOU THAT MIGHT BE PLANNING TO! HERE'S THE DEAL! IF i REACH THE 15,000 MARK BY SATURDAY AND GET THE VIP, I'M GOING TO GO TO EVERYONE THAT;S HELPED AND EITHER, 1) GIVE THEM SOME FUBUCKS OR 2)rERATE THEM AND SOME OF THEIR PICS 11'S! sO IF YOU HAVE HELPED ME AND i GET THE VIP, PLEASE SEND ME A MESSAGE TO LET ME KNOW AND I'LL DO WHAT I SAY! tHANKS AGAIN!

Thanks
ok i just wanted to say how much i appreciate everyone that bombed me like crazy for 5 days!!!!! as alot of you all know it went sour.....so im just gonna take it like it is lol.....but im gonna get back to all of you slowly but surely as far as helpin you out in a contest or a give away just let me know if ya need any help in email and i will get to ya just as fast as i can.....AND I STONGLY ADVISE TO MAKE SURE YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE DEALING WITH WHEN YOU ENTER A CONTEST.....OR A GIVEAWAY.....well thats all i wanted to say.....have a great night everyone

New Nsfw
iight heres a new deal i have 28 spots on my family list left and i want vip and blasts so u want on my family list to see them and want me to add more pics to it even maybe a video if i can on here if not than depinding on wht u get me i may just send you one but thats the deal ......

Woman's Heart Attack (myocardial Infraction)
Woman's heart attack (myocardial infraction) This is the best first person account of a woman's symptoms of a heart attack I've read. Please read and share with the women in your life. I was aware that female heart attacks are different, but this is the best description I've ever read. Women and heart attacks - (Myocardial infarction) Did you know that women rarely have the same dramatic symptoms that men have when experiencing a heart attack . . . you know, the sudden stabbing pain in the chest, the cold sweat, grabbing the chest & dropping to the floor that we see in the movies. Here is the story of one woman's experience with a heart attack. "I had a completely unexpected heart attack at about 10:30 PM with NO prior exertion, NO prior emotional trauma that one would suspect might've brought it on. "I was sitting all snugly & warm on a cold evening, with my purring cat in my lap, reading an interesting story m

Shout Box Sox
Todays shoutbox cock muncher is!!!*drum roll* Da Sox: go fuck off & die cunt ->Da Sox: now now, you said you had A question.... not question(s),I dont give that out to just anyone. Specially to people I dont know.Sorry, have a good day. Da Sox: ??? Da Sox: ok, what's your yahoo or msn? ->Da Sox: umm yes that I do. Da Sox: do u have yahoo or msn messenger? ->Da Sox: sure.. shoot? Da Sox: question for u ok? Then after my reply he went ,rated me a one then blocked me*blushes* I was pretty nice to him too, oh well. I swear some peoples children who lack manners, but heavenly make up for it in the ignorance department

I Want You To Want Me
IM IN AN AUCTION THE STARTING BID IS 50000 FU-BUCKS AND HERE IS THE PRIZE IF YOU ARE THE WINNER 15 MINUTE PHONE CALL RATE OF ALL PICS N STASHES BECOME MY #1 FRIEND BE MY FAMILY MEMBER MAKE A BLOG/BULLY PIMPOUT A SALUTE OF CHOICE A 7 DAY BLAST ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS CLICK ON MY PIC AND GO BID Cheap TrickI Want You To Want MeMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Wher'd They Go
So in the last posted convo I mentioned something about tv shows that dissapear and you wonder where they went. I often do that, well more than often.. more like daily but usually a different show every day.... I mean there were some great shows out there I used to watch that just kinda phased out, some with no like series finale or anything and are now living in obscure syndication. The first one that comes to my mind is Boston Public.. I F'n loved that show.. I distinctly remember monday nights BP at 7 followed by Raw at 8 that was a great 3 hour block of television. but then BP got moved to friday nights and it effectively got killed off.. Futurama is another one.. great cartoon.. I mean sure its on cartoon network, comedy central and all that but it just kinda dissapeared and popped up there.. Lets see there's also the Tick (cartoon and live show) Greg the bunny (the original not the new crap on IFC which is basically pointless) and oh yeah Undeclared..Freaks and Geeks

Bad News
I know this isn't the best News to start out with something sad but I dont' know how long my eyes will last before they need the operations on them... I saw my Diabetic Eye Doctor and I have cataracts in both eyes, due to my Diabetes and suffering dry eyes. I am scare of it a little bit, the Doctor told me if my eyes get worse, there is a surgery for them and one at a time. Though most Diabetics go blind adventurally. I now, really dislike Diabetes, if it wasn't for the polyneuropathy that has 50 % of my body in certain areas and now my eyes are going. I love reading, now that will be another thing to lose, unless I can find a partner to read to me... I love doing alot of things like writing Poetry to writing short and long Stories. I do alot of Arts and Crafts, I also love painting and playing my electric keybroad. I don't fear Death but to lose my eye-sight before I get a chance to find my True Love, I would never know what they look like and would need their help more in

Things That Make Ya Wonder...
Chatting with a few people today I got a message from someone and to be honest...I feel so played like a fool and thought someone like me would understand my heartache but it turned out to be a joke and as always it was played on me. Never fails... My ex-g/f and I we, at least I thought, had the same BS in common. We couldnt get pregnant. She told me that the docs told her that it was due to the hormone therapy because it fucked her up and that her juices in her puss was full of acid that it was killing the sperm right on the spot. OK...I will by that I have heard of that before. She was told she would never become pregnant because of that. Now...she not only has one child but has one on the way too. *Puts a big L on her forhead for Loser* I should have known since she is fucking crazy anyway. Just pisses me off that she would lie to me like that. Even after we broke up she just still agravates me. Probably more jealousy than anything...and being played like a fool. She r

Doggy Style: Better Than Sex?
After the discovery of fire, and the invention of the Bacon Double Cheeseburger, Doggy-Style has to be high on the list of greatest discoveries of all time. Far surpassing things like the wheel or electricity…maybe even Mountain Dew! I love the DS, but it isn’t the position I open with. Usually I go for something a bit more traditional, then when the ol boy is lookin good, I’ll spin the gal around and break out the DS as my Mortal Kombat finishing move. Doggy-Style is like a nacho with extra cheese….yes, it’s that good. All experienced doggy-stylers know this - but I feel compelled to share the benefits of the canine-crawl: 1. Front Row Seats! When your drilling away from the back, you have an unobstructed view of the boning. It’s like a live porno, and you’re the star! 2. No Mushy Shit! With your head 2 feet away from her body, you know you’re safe from her wanting to do any of that kissy-wissy bs that girls like. Plus, DS is kinda dirty, so

Longing For Someone
The expected day came with it came the tears. Tears of time lost to silly things, tears of feelings unspoken, tears of knowing when the good-byes are over it will be a long haul before my eyes meet yours again. Moments of down time once used to rest are instead used taxing my mind for every scrap, every tiny piece of you. Every morning I wake my first moments of consciousness are shocked with the knowledge that the warmth of your body is missing. In my mind I reach out to you, my arms ache for you, my mind is filled with the scent of your hair, and my mouth still has the taste of you. I open my eyes and reality rushes back, my body openly revolts. Talking to you over the phone is a tease at best but all that we have for now. How inadequately the words “I love you” and “I miss you” seem when expressing my longing for you. From morning’s first text messages to long late night conversations I search for just the right phrase. Voice inflection and word choice feel like such blunt instrum

Joke
This was too much for the bishop, so he ordered the nun to buy back the donkey and lead it to the plains where it could run wild. The next day the headlines read: NUN ANNOUNCES HER ASS IS WILD AND FREE. The bishop was buried the next day. The moral of the story is . . . being concerned about public opinion can bring you much grief and misery . . even shorten your life. So be yourself and enjoy life. Stop worrying about everyone else's ass and you'll be a lot happier and live longer! Have a nice day!

If You Got To Believe In Something,why Not Believe In Me?
Ahhh yes, words to live by. Said by Fierce Ruling Diva. Awesome tune if you can find it. ----------- Earlier today I was watching the Bjork Stalker video. Apparently this young man was obsessed with Bjork. Watching the video diary,of this guy slowly sinking into a mental quagmire...got me to thinking (truly a first). I too am obsessed. Obsessed with the past. Things back then weren't always good or even ok...but they sure seem alot better than things are now. Way back when,back in the day, I seemed to let things slide or at least did a good cover job. Today's key word is Masking. Masking your feelings... Now,everything hurts. Little things irk me to no end. I obsess over the most trivial and non trivial things. I admit fully that I'm a mess. In a way it's truly liberating. Why fight or deny what you are? I spoke to a friend of mine today who I used to be like a brother with. We seem to be birds of a feather...massively depressed,see only the negativity. We came to

Have You Ever
Have you ever felt like nothing can be right? Or liek you are never meant to be happy? Or to meet that 1 person that you have been waiting to meet for your whole life? My friends just left, and i realized i am so sad inside, as soon as they walked out the door i started to cry....really what is wrong with me? I'm not happy with me, at all, nothing about me i am happy with...idk, i'm thinking about deleting my fubar and myspace and whatever other account i have that i forgot about...i dont know, i need to find me, who i am, i now part of me is a sarcastic cunt, due to every guy i have had in my life, i dont let peopel get close and when i do think they are getting close i push them away....i dont want to hurt because if i hurt my kids hurt, but thats just the thing, i'm hurting myself in the long run, and it sucks....but i honestly dont know how to change it...i dont like change...hate it actually...just like i hate...well nevermind....god why ami writing this? i dont have a clue....as

Very New
Okay folks, I'm very new to this place. I've run through several similar sites and this one has a somewhat amazing view on how people interact. So I'll fire you a few blogs here every once in a while just to keep people upt to date on what's going on in the life of Will Long. Sound decent...? Until Next Time

Speedy Layered Chicken Enchilada Pie
1. 1 (11.5 ounce) package Old El Paso(R) Flour Tortillas for Burritos 2. 2 cups cubed cooked chicken 3. 1/2 cup uncooked instant white rice 4. 8 ounces shredded reduced-fat Monterey Jack cheese 5. 1 (15 ounce) can Progresso(R) Black Beans, drained, rinsed 6. 1 (19 ounce) can Old El Paso(R) Red Enchilada Sauce 7. 1 cup Green Giant(R) Frozen Shoepeg White Corn, thawed 8. 1 cup Old El Paso(R) Thick 'n Chunky Salsa 9. 2 tablespoons thinly sliced green onions 10. Reduced fat sour cream (optional) 11. Chopped green onions (optional) Nutrition Info Per Serving * Calories: 570 kcal * Carbohydrates: 53 g * Dietary Fiber: 4 g * Fat: 21 g * Protein: 33 g * Sugars: 4 g About: Nutrition Info [This link will take you outside Yahoo! Food] Powered by: ESHA Nutrient Database [This link will take you outside Yahoo! Food] 2. Cooking Directions 1. Heat oven to 350 degrees F Spray 9-inch round (2-quart) glass baking di

Untitled
untitled what have you done to me? a smothering indistinctness of darkness as memories darken. once we savored paradise, untainted and wide-eyed, but your thirst soured. a dark pool of memory - tears follow rain, follow darkness, love burnt to ashes. in a torrent of bitterness, i reject you.

Ode To A Back Stabbing Bitch
YOU SEE IT COMING, BUT HESITATE. BECAUSE YOU TRUST THE APPROACHING HATE. CLOSE YOUR EYES AND HOPE FOR THE BEST, BUT DEEP IN YOUR HEART YOU KNOW THE TEST. FUCK THE WORLD, FUCK YOU TOO, YOUR HEART IS BLACK AND SO UNTRUE. NEVER DARKEN MY DOOR AGAIN, NEVER CALL YOURSELF MY FRIEND. OH YES THERES SO MUCH MORE TO SAY, I REGRET THE DAY YOU CAME MY WAY. TAKE YOUR LIES, DECEIT AND SPITE, YOU HAVE NO REASON YOU HAVE NO RIGHT. THE DARKEST PITS AWAIT YOUR ARRIVAL, NO EXCUSES NO DENIAL THIS WEB OF LIES BELONGS TO YOU DONT TRY TO ACT LIKE YOU NEVER KNEW YOU MISERABLE BITCH THAT NEEDS COMPANY MINIONS TO CARRY OUT HER DEEDS. YOU HAVENT GOT THE BALLS TO CONFESS THAT YOU ARE RESPONSIBLE FOR THIS MESS. EVERYONE WILL SOON REALIZE YOU DECEIVE, YOU CONJUR, YOU CHEAT YOU LIE. YOU KNOW EXACTLY WHO YOU ARE YOU FUCKING CUNT YOU WONT GET FAR. NOW LAY IN YOUR BED OF THORNS YOU WHORE FROM ME YOU WILL GET NOTHING MORE. SIGNED LUMINA

I Did This
OK IT'S BEEN A HOT MINUTE SINCE I BEEN IN A CONTEST,SO PLEASE GO RATE/COMMENT.ALL IS APPRECIATED ! IT IS A BOMBING CONTEST IN CASE U WANNA HELP WITH THAT PART TOO. THANKS LINK @ THE BOTTOM !!! The Prizes this time are all Fubucks! First Place 250,000 Fubucks Second Place 100,000 Fubucks Third Place 50,000 Fubucks This is a bombing contest and here are the rules & scoring system: Every comment counts as 1 point Every rate counts as 10 points The total combination of Comment points and Rate points added together will be your total score. The highest wins. ENDS MONDAY JAN.21

Dj James Paul
hey there! DJ JAMES PAUL HEAR! and live on air! COME ON AND ROCK WITH ME & LET THE BODYS HIT THE FLOOR! in G.O.H. THE GUARDIANS OF HELL! Music Video:BODIES (by Drowning Pool)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone JUST CLICK THE PIC BELOW AND JOIN ME! G.O.H. takes no responsibility if james paul happens to draw blood ! (repost of original by 'LunarLupin K.O.P.E. Tiggs! insatiable one! CO.OWNER of G.O.H.' on '2008-01-15 12:47:22') (repost of original by 'SuNNy K.O.P.E PhOeNiX' on '2008-01-16 13:46:00') (repost of original by 'DJ James Paul aka K.O.P.E PROSPECT' on '2008-01-16 21:13:49')

In Military Contest
hey everyone on my friends list i need your help. i'm in a contest and need as many comments as i can get. if you can come by and leave some i'd greatly appreciate it. here's the link http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=981568&albumid=800517&i=952499079

Lost Angel Times
I WANT TO TAKE A SECOND TO THANK EVERYONE FOR COMMENTING ON THE HEARTS BY THE WAY THINGS ARE GOING WE SHOULD HAVE THIS OUT BY EARLY NEXT WEEK. COWBOY HAS REPORTED SOME KOW MEMBERS STILL ON HIS PAGE SO PLEASE JUST BLOCK THEM IF THEY PERSIST. HEARTISTIC IS HAVING INTERNET PROBLEMS SO IF YOU HAVE HEARTS COMING OR GOING OUT IT WILL TAKE A LITTLE LONGER THAN USUAL. IF YOU ARE WAITING ON A TAG PLEASE LET ME KNOW AND I WILL MAKE IT TODAY SOMETIME. LETS MAKE THIS AN ENJOYABLE EXPERIENCE ON FUBAR FOR ALL. HAVE FUN HUGS DEE

First Time
Raindrops and heat, Bodies entwined, Our sweat mingles, As our passion grows, Skin on skin, Lips locked together, Fingers exploring New territory, My cries grow frenzied, Outside the rain falls hard, As if in time with your thrusting fingers, At last I surrender my soul to you. for WMH 9-6-2007

One Sexxxy Kitty
One SeXXXy Kitty! Fu Own Me....Here's what I am offering: If high bid is lower that a 7 day blast Rate all pics and stash 100 11s Fu-Owned in my screen name for the length of time you own me Added to my top friends for the length of time you own me 1 daily comment and gift Pimpout for as long as you own me. If the highest bid is a 7 day blast Rate all pics and stash during Happy Hour 200 11s for the week during Happy Hour Fu-owned by in my screen name for a week Added to top friends and #1 for a week 1 daily comment and gift for the week Pimpout for the week If highest bid is a 30 day blast Same as above but for a month plus these changes 200 11s become per week for the month Added to family for a month 2 daily comments and gifts with one gift big pimpin 1 SFW salute If highest bid is a Happy Hour Same as above but for 2 months plus these changes 300 11s per week during Happy Hour for 2 months 1 NSFW salute 1 20 minute SFW phone call If high

012008 Love Horoscope
Stay engaged in a boring conversation today, no matter how much you want to tune out. If you don't you might miss a key to a quandary you're experiencing. Sit with this for a while -- listen and absorb. Focus on the message not the messenger.

Cold
OMG.. it is so fracking cold outside and I have to go to the store. The wind chill is like -12F. Someone come warm me up.. lol or goto the store for me. I'm not use to this mess. :P I'm missing north carolina weather right now. Reminder invest in some long johns for me and the kids.. we are wearing our pjs under our clothes :P to keep warm outside lol thanks for listening to me rant! love ya misty

Thanks Rabbit... *hugs*
Rabbit hun.. you are so wonderful to me... Thank you for this... I love it!!! This was again, put into my profile comments... isn't he a sweetheart!!! :) I HAVE A CRUSH ON YOU. I WROTE THIS TODAY. I HOPE YOU LIKE IT WHAT WORDS? Words twist and tumble Through my mind But I can't grab the right words Or the right lines So we sit In silence But it’s not uncomfortable In fact I love it You rest your head upon my chest As we lay there Lovers entwined Hearts entangled You raise your head And look into my eyes And I see our love As if it is a real FORCE I don’t ever want to lose this moment You lay your head on my chest once again And now I can feel your heartbeat And my hearts skips with joy And I finally find the right words I’m looking for I love you from now till the end of time! Rabbit Read my poetry they r in blogs Rate fan and add me@ fubar With Love To All... *AngL

For My Parents
As I look for the last time, i cant seem to find the answers. I am lost, but what's the cost. The memories of the good times, along with the bad times. The tears the laughter and even after. As I look one last time at the pictures You wont give me another chance, I am in a trance. You took all the memories, and threw them away, now i really cant stay, the skies are so grey. the very last look that i took was of an emptiness, you called my name, but it wasnt the same. I cant erase the pain inside, you no longer stand by my side. I use to be your daughter, but now it doesnt matter. You threw me away. you closed the book, without another look. you started a war, but do you even know what for. To me it is all a waist, i cant fill in the space that you left behind. The tears continue to fall, i cant hear you call anymore. A knife rips at my heart, cause i know we will always be apart. I will always love you but cant forgive you You threw me out and t

We Fade To Grey.....
It's 2:23 am...and I'm sitting here. Tired. Alone. Thoughts shooting around my head like a pinball. ------------------- Listening : John Carpenter - Police State Logic System - Automatic Collect Automatic Correct Simple Minds - Fear of Gods Xenon - Xenon Galaxy (Theme Version) John Carpenter - The End (remix) Smiles - Pendulum (Space Version) Fashion - Mutant Dance Move Night Moves - Transdance Xymox - Scum (Dance Mix) Project One - Look Out (Project Mix) Front 242 - Take One Visage - Fade To Grey Ministry - Primental Intro - Lost mix (Muzak Superior) Vision - Lucifer's Friend (Extended) Re-Flex - Flex It! Wet - That's The Game (Instrumental) Stroke - Tokyo Amazon (Inst) Black Devil - One To Choose the League Unlimited Orchestra - Things That Dreams Are Made Of ---------------- Watching : www.ogrish.com. ---------------- Thinking : I wish things were like the Easy button. Want to leave and go far away? Press the Button. Situation is bad...ta

Don't Be A Snoop!!
I'm sorry my friends but I've gotten back in hermit mode here. Some things went down yesterday that almost had me picking up my toys & closing up shop here. No I don't want to talk about it, it's been dealt with; discussed until I'm tired of discussing it; apologizes were given & I accepted them however I'm just not in the mood to hear anyone's bs today. I've turned my shoutbox off so those that know they are my "real" friends can PM me or those that have it can txt me. Yahoo & MSN are not available right now. I just don't have it in me today. To the Snoop; please either PM me with what you want or go about your business. I haven't been to your page snooping your pics & don't plan to. I'd like to think I'm more adult than that. What went down sucked on all ends but I'm not bringing it into today. Yes I'm down about it but he & I agreed to move past it & so we shall. Everyone else have a good day! Love to everyone. ~*~XOXO~*~Lizzy

Can't Sleep Part 2- With Pills
Here I go again. I can't sleep. Perhaps its all these drugs I am getting from the doctor's office. I was told its suppose to relax me. If it did, I should feel something, but still why can't I sleep? I guess to be able to sleep is to be able to acknowledge that you do not have any worries or heartache. In actuality, I have such pain. Now, that I am feeling a bit dizzy, I was told its because the drugs are starting to kick in. I am starting to hallucinate. I am starting to doze off and my topic of discussion swaying to ideas. No one is around but it feels that I am in the middle of a room where people are talking about the pills I've taken to relax. Its best I sign off .. Night all

Life
You have to take the good with the bad Smile when you’re sad Love what you’ve got And remember what you had…. Always forgive but never forget, Learn from your mistakes But never regret People change Things go wrong Just remember Life goes on!!

----------- I Can Feel You---------
YOU'RE FAR AWAY, BUT, I CAN FEEL YOU. YOU EXIST IN MY EVERY BREATH. IN EVERY BEAT OF MY HEART, ADDING A SPECTACULAR SIZZLE IN ALL THE RIGHT PLACES EVEN WHEN I CLOSE MY EYES. I SEE YOUR FACE AND FEEL THE FIRE OF YOUR CARESS. YOUR PRESENCE IS A TANGIBLE THING... YET AS HAR TO GRASP AS THE AIR. I REACH FOR YOU, BUT YOU ELUDE ME. STILL,I CAN FEEL YOU; THE SOFTNESS OF A PETAL A WARM WIND ON MY CHEEK, A RAY IN MY VISION, A DISTANT LIGHT THAT EVER DRAWS ME NEAR.

Major Record Labels To Allow P2p Music Sharing
By Eliot Van Buskirk EmailJanuary 26, 2008 | 12:01:00 AMCategories: Digital Music News, Events, Getting Artists Paid, Music Software and Sites, Social Media After years of fighting peer-to-peer file sharing companies, the major record labels have decided that if they can't beat them, they might as well join them -- in one case, anyway. At the MIDEM conference in Cannes, QTrax announced deals with all of the major music labels and publishers to offer the first free and legal ad-supported P2P service to include major label music. "You can't change the attitudes and habits of what is now probably amounting to two generations who believe that music ought to be free on the internet," said QTrax CEO Allan Klepfisz. "Those people are not going to be discouraged by Supreme Court decisions, they're not going to be discouraged by technological interference. Ultimately, what will discourage them is a demonstratively better service." Klepfisz pegs the catalog of the service over 25 m

Blocked
Blocked The river flows rapidly down the mountain, and then all of a sudden it gets blocked with big boulders and a lot of trees. The water can't go any farther, even though it has tremendous force and forward energy. It just gets blocked there. That's what happens with us, too; we get blocked like that. Letting go at the end of the out-breath, letting the thoughts go, is like moving one of those boulders away so that the water can keep flowing, so that our energy and our life force can keep evolving and going forward. We don't, out of fear of the unknown, have to put up these blocks, these dams, that basically say no to life and to feeling life. - Pema Chodron, Tricycle: The Buddhist Review, Vol. I, #1 from Everyday Mind, a Tricycle book edited by Jean Smith

Little Broken Unloved Box, Full Of Dreams And Broken Thoughts.
Where have all my beautiful things gone. Someone stole them from my house. I put them in a tiny lockbox. Somewhere safe and secret. You don't want to hear about it. There's nothing inside. Just a few scraps of paper. An ugly old stuffy doll. Nothing but a few ideas about life nothing of any value at all. Molded tin with little paint chips falling off. Much like my razor blade heart, rusted webbed and spidered apart. There's nothing to it really. Just another tin box to put myself in. Nothing but a little cozey cage where I live. Starving myself just to stay safe. Insect legs broken off. Tiny whispers stored in jars. Little wishes and unloved thoughts. This is where everything beautiful is locked. Nowhere to go but down and further away. But today someone took my box away. Someone took my little ugly box. Nowhere to hide, nowhere to cry. Nowhere for my empty little heart to die. Just an empty space, marked only by the absence of dirt

More Fu-angel's He He
ARE THERE ANY ANGELS OUT THERE... HIT ME HEART OF FIRE UP AND THEN FAN, ADD AND RATE THESE ANGEL'S TO BECOME ONE OF THEM. LET'S KEEP IT GOING SO WE CAN ALL GET GOOD FRIENDS.... ALSO, NO YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE NO GODFATHER OR BE PAST A CERTAIN LEVAL TO BE AND ANGEL. THIS IS JUST TO MAKE GOOD FRIENDS... REMEMBER TO FAN ADD AND RATE ME AS WELL LOL!!! ADDING THE NAME TO YOUR’S IS OPTIONAL!!! "Heart of Fire"~Co of E.D.F.B.~ Club FAR~ I customize pic's!!! ~?PH3NOM3N@L UNBR3@K@BL3 M3?~ CaSpEr...W.C. M.(under boss purdyfam) NO FAKE PEOPLE PLEASE!!!!I WILL BLOCK YOU’RE A** ~*Deliciously Evil*~ **Member of I.B.N** ******JUICY DEE****** Angel Eyes Club F.A.R MEMBER Special R Kay Brown Eyed Beauty~Club F.A.R. Member and Proud Official Greeter of Club F.A.R.~ ?Thyckie Thyck? Club FAR ? Baby-Gurl *FU wife to Cuppycake* ~FU- Bombers Family Manager/promotor~

For Mom ! "ocean Of Tears"
I have lost her… How I long for the warmth of her smile The sunshine that comes with the sound of her voice The blanket that her love was Keeping me warm, guarding me… Against the cold breath of the world. Long ago I was flying We were flying together Today the rain came.. Once I was so proud and haughty; Now all that is left is this ocean This ocean of tears

Members List
I WOULD LIKE TO WELCOME EVERYONE TO OUR NEW BOMBING FAMILY. IF YOU HAVE ANY QUESTIONS OR CONCERNS FEEL FREE TO COME TO US AT ANY TIME. WE DO NOT HAVE MANY RULES JUST PLEASE SUPPORT YOUR FELLOW FAMILY MEMBERS WHEN THEY ARE IN A CONTEST AND TRY TO KEEP THIS FAMILY DRAMA FREE. THANK YOU ALL FOR JOINING HUGGSS DEE ANGELBRAT OWNER SASSYBRAT CO-OWNER silly little angel TRACKER CANDIMARIE BABY BLUE EYES GIRL SYCHO DISTURBED ANGELKISS COWBOY SILLY LITTLE ANGEL

Lmao... You Know You're A Real Nurse When...
1) The front of your scrubs reads "Nurses... here to save your ass, not kiss it!" 2) you occasionally park in the space with the"physicians only" sign...and knock it over. 3) you believe some patients are alive only because it's illegal to kill them. 4) you recognize that you can't cure stupid. 5) you own at least three pens with the names of prescription medications on them. 6) you believe there's a special place in hell for the inventor of the call light. 7) you believe that saying "it can't get any worse" causes it to get worse just to show you it can. 8) you wash your hands BEFORE you go to the bathroom. 9) you believe that any job where you can drive to work in your pajamas is a cool one. 10) you consider a tongue depressor an eating utensil. 11) eating microwave popcorn out of a clean bedpan is perfectly natural. 12) you've been exposed to so many x-rays that you consider it a form of birth control. 13) you've ever heard a patient with

I Follow You
I follow you You are the best guide To the center There is a maze and walls Monsters and butterflies “Come now Turn this way and that Left, right, right again” Through this maze created. The twists and turns forged Through happy pain, light Sorrow People will tell you This maze is madness. But it keeps the demons out, And you as a guide let me in. Stay fast “It is time to climb the walls One then another Never watch the walls They are constructed Of the wants, dreams, Loves They will make you a Part of their mortar As fast as quicksand” “Here pet Rest awhile you have made it The happy center of The swirl of life” “You've have made it. The point where all the me's Are we Welcome home.” The frost ghost shadow hands Can’t touch the Happiness of us in here The great the joy I have in sharing this world With you pp2008

Ummm Reading
My story begins in a downtown parking lot. After having several drinks in the club "Eva" suggested that we go to her car to smoke a blunt. I took advantage of the situation and pretty soon I was touching and massaging her, before knew it we had our tongues in each others mouths. I slid my hands under panties and grabbed her round firm ass. I knew the kissing and touching was getting her hot so I made my move and my hand moved from her ass to her dripping wet hot pussy. Rubbing and fingering her pussy felt so good for both of us so I ripped all her clothes off except for her tee. I layed the front seat back and began to finger her juicy pussy. Since she was laying on her back I was able to fit two fingers deep inside of her. "Eva"s pussy was so wet and juicy by now that my fingers were completely soaked. Not wanting to waste this precious pussy juicy I stuck my fingers in my mouth so I could taste how sweet her pussy was. She licked and sucked her own fingers greedily.

Happy Bhm And Ground Hogs Day...this Is Long..
Happy Ground Hog Day, yes it is February 2, 2008 and the day the little hairy creature is prodded to come out sniff the air look around and perhaps unload last falls last meal…no idea I am not a ground hog watcher and in my end of this little round rock we call the world a ground hog is called a wood chuck! You know how much wood can a wood chuck chuck if a wood chuck could chuck wood? Yeah we made that little ditty a classic. I say we because that brings me to the meat of today’s other topic. February is also the Oprah month. I do not mean that in a bad way, but she is part of the problem and I will divulge my synopsis on this and why the thinking process of WE & THEY have come together and why it should be WE. Not the games mind you and that Game is another topic I want to bring up on another day the Wii Game conspiracy. But for now let’s look into the We and They atmosphere that has been created. I can fall on either side of the we and they fence. However I would like to think I fa

The Spiraling Pain
The loneliness sinks deep My life is in shambles No one to share things with I am totally alone Nothing makes me feel good anymore I can't go on living It has to end All of it Why must I live with such pain? My heart cries for want of another to share my feelings with Yet I have no one I feel as if no one wants me As if I'm a joke to others No one listens to me They probably think nothing of me Doubtful I will ever find a woman for me I've only ever loved one woman in my life And she wouldn't have me So maybe I would be better off dead Do you know what it's like to feel as if you're not wanted? I do It's a terrible and haunting feeling It tears your mind, body and soul apart Slowly kills you from the inside out You begin to depsise everyone around you Most of them have everything you don't Begin to believe they are taunting you Yes, it hurts to be so alone among so many Cuts to the core of your being Sometimes making you want to lash out in anger

True Color
What's Your True Color?You're green, the color of growth and vigor. Good-hearted and giving, you have a knack for finding and bringing out the best in people. Green is the most down-to-earth color in the spectrum — reliable and trustworthy. People know they can count on you to be around in times of need, since your concern for people is genuine and sincere. You take pride in being a good friend. For you, success is measured in terms of personal achievement and growth, not by status or position. Rare as emeralds, greens are wonderful, natural people. It truly is your color! My Result: Green You're green, the color of growth and vigor. Good-hearted and giving, you have a knack for finding and bringing out the best in people. Green is the most down-to-earth color in the spectrum — reliable and trustworthy. People know they can count on you to be around in times of need, since your concern for people is genuine and sincere. You

Im Stuck!
ok now i have even posted a mumm about this but it got deleted cuz ima tard and forgot to but nsfw..but im jus all confused.....i really like this guy but he is like a best friend....i kno we both like each other just becuase the way we act but what i wanna kno is.....should i hook up with him and potentially ruin a good friendship or should i play it safe and jus be a good friend???

Super Bowl "the First Half"
We started to get ready for the game. The food was cook and the chips and dips were out. You were dressed in your favorite jersey and jeans looking as beautiful as ever. At kick off you smiled and kissed me playfully telling me you were better then the silly game. Knowing you were in a playful mode I teased but Hun its the giants super bowl. Pouting you playfully stomped your feet, shaking your sexy bottom as you left the room. Only to return in your jersey, now cut down the front exposing most of your sexy cleavage. You teasingly swayed in front of the TV tantalizing me. Not wanting you to know how much you were turning me on I said Hun it's the game. Now biting your lip in a sexy pose you teasingly move to the table. Picking up a hot dog you sat across from me and said well baby wish this was you. I watched as you teased the hot dog and myself. The movement of your mouth was tormenting me. Still playing uninterested I turned back to the game. Hearing you sigh you again

New Beginnings
Its always fun when you meet new people. I met someone awhile back that is really awesome. This guy opens doors (even the truck door, whether i'm just gettin in or getting out, he comes around and opens it. One of the rare gentelmen). Even though there wasnt music playing, he still grabbed me and slow danced with me. It was just so sweet!!!! This is really cool too. We were hanging out last night, and he tells me... "I'm very attracted to you, you're one of the most beautiful women I've ever laid eyes on. I hope you're not offended by what I have to say". I was thinking "uh oh". But it was allllllll good. He tells me he wanted to "cultivate a relationship" with me and that he was intrigued by my personality and everything about me. I told him well that didnt offend me at all. He said "well good then" lol. He must have thought I wouldnt like hearing that or something but heck I thought it wonderful :)

Myth Of The Full Body Orgasm
Why is everybody hyped up on this "full body orgasm" crap? I'm serious, you see it everywhere, all the magazines in the checkout line at grocery stores "Find ALL his pleasure spots" or "Stay in bed all day and enjoy it!" I do, it's called sleep. Might not start till 4 o'clock in the morning, but I can garauntee it'll last till 2 or 3 pm. But honestly, it's not hard to have a full body orgasm. Not hard... and not fun. Because the full body orgasm does not originate in the genital region. I'm sorry ladies, it's just not there. No, the full body orgasm is when you get that spasm... don't look at me like that. Every single person reading this knows exactly what I'm talking about. It's that spasm where you burp, sneeze, hiccup, cough, fart, laugh and crap your pants all that same time. It's like "HIccUrpchooGAahchUAgppfftTThaHAHaoops...uhoh" Now all of a sudden you're rolling on the ground, foaming at the mouth because a warhead just went off in your chest cavity. It's like

To You My Friend
To You My Friend At one time my heart felt lost, until you came. Tears were flowing, like mad raindrops, with endless paths. Your kinds words, filled voids, I never knew existed. You woke me up from my life's deep sleep. For all of this mending, you did with just one gesture. You became my "Angel", like no other. You became my friend, whom I will value and cherish forever. To You My Friend

Again Please?
Hey guys! Rates have reset since this contest has started, so if you could take just 30 seconds of your time and go back and re-rate it, I will love you forever! Ok, so I'll love you forever anyway... If you haven't rated it yet, will you pop in and do it? It's hard to pick just one too, so rate as many as you like. There are LOTS of sexy mummers in that folder!

Deer Head Superstar
Ok, so the other night I was sitting on the couch with the guys and I just start laughing my ass off, I mean I was laughing to the point I thought I'd pee myself because.... I had a thought. A great thought. First, a commercial for "Pet Smart" came on and it made me start thinking about the times I took my Wolf there and how people reacted to her. Everyone looked at me like I was crazy, some were fascinated, others scared of her and I started thinking.. You never really see people in there with exotic animals (cept me, really)You usually see the normal cats and dogs. So, for my thought... (and if you're a friend of mine, you know I am random and like to do and say crazy shit to get a rise out of people) I was thinking, it would be awesome to go into Pet Smart with something so off the wall that people wouldn't know what to think. I started thinking, what would be something really cool to take in there? I can't take an Emu, giraff, camel or anything like that because... well

Today
Ok things are so werid in my life that i don't even understand anymore. So i find myself looking in the mirror to find some source of strenth. I smile to myself and this damn song comes strolling through my mind ,,,,,, If you like pina' coldas,,,,and getting caught in the rain,,,,, I know silly song but hey i bet not u are thinking it too!!!!! lmao!!

Re: Ron Paul Delegates Unite! (now We Fight To Win!!!)
RE: Ron Paul Delegates Unite! (Now we fight to Win!!!) ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Aaron Russo's America: Freedom To Fascism Date: 06 Feb 2008, 16:11 ----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: SUPPORT RON PAUL 2008 !Date: Feb 6, 2008 7:58 AMSPREAD FAR AND WIDE!Stratocaster Punks 4 Ron Paul Roots Run Deep (Ron Paul 2008) eKlipSe RE: They're called PREFERENTIAL primaries for a reason!!Lisa(RON PAUL-08)red room recording Dani ♥'s Ron Paul (ronpaul2008.com)Thank youWe the People Support Ron PaulRE: They're called ;PREFERENTIAL primaries for a reason

Update 2/7/08
Hey Everyone people keep asking about this and i am tired of repeating myself so hey blog it! As of last week I was seen at the spinal clinic they did a series of x-rays called strech x-rays where they take films of your spine in different postions. However, they found more problems with my spine is not aligned correctly. And the spinal Steonsis is more complex then we had imagined. And with the syotic nerves in my legs being pinched my pain is out of control. After my Mri next week we are going to try the spinal Injections again, and if that doesn't work we will resort to surgery, which i am scared to death about because of all the stories i have been told about. Working is out of the question now my doctor has me on high doses of medication & Limited steps. Do not give me any sympthony on this spinal steonsis can effect anyone at anytime. this is just to let my friends know what's going on. David is still in the desert and will not be back for another week. so bare with me

Do This And Have A Heart People!
Hi, all you animal lovers. This is pretty simple.... Please tell ten friends to tell ten today. The Animal Rescue Site is having trouble getting enough people to click on it daily to meet their quota of getting free food donated every day to abused and neglected animals. It takes less than a minute (How about 20 seconds) to go to their site and click on the purple box 'fund food for animals' for free. This doesn't cost you a thing. Their corporate sponsors/advertisers use the number of daily visits to donate food to bandoned/neglected animals in exchange for advertising. Here's the web site. Pass it along to people you know. http://www.theanimalrescuesite.com/ I am donating to animals and hunger daily!

The Body Builder
The body builder takes off his shirt and the blonde says, "What a great Chest you have!" He tells her, "That's 100 lbs. Of dynamite, Baby." He takes off his pants and the blonde says, "What massive Calves you have!" The body builder tells her, "That's another 100 lbs. Of dynamite, baby." He then removes his underwear, and the blonde goes running out of the apartment screaming in fear. The body builder puts his clothes back on and chases after her. He catches up to her and asks why she ran Out of the apartment like that. The blonde replies, : I was afraid to be around all that dynamite after I saw how short the fuse was!

Navy Company Song
Anchors Aweigh (1906 version) Stand Navy out to sea, Fight our Battle Cry; We'll never change our course, So vicious foe steer shy-y-y-y. Roll out the TNT, Anchors Aweigh. Sail on to Victory And sink their bones to Davy Jones, Hooray! Anchors Away, my boys, Anchors Aweigh. Farewell to foreign shores, We sail at break of day-ay-ay-ay. Through our last night on shore, Drink to the foam, Until we meet once more. Here's wishing you a happy voyage home. Blue of the Mighty Deep; Gold of God's Sun Let these colors be till all of time be done, done, done, On seven seas we learn Navy's stern call: Faith, Courage, Service true, with Honor, Over Honor, Over All. http://www.history.navy.mil/trivia/trivia01.htm#anchor252177 All recruits are required to learn. All Sailors should know by heart. All not marching in formation should stand and come to attention when they here, and sing along!

As You Watch Me
I arrive home take off my shoes and head upstairs, unzip my dress and let it fall to the floor. The water runs in the bath making steam all around me, stepping out of my panties and bra I dip my foot in to test the water. It feels warm against my foot so I step in and lay down and relax, my hands scoop water and I watch it run along my stomach, I then cup water over my breasts and watch as my nipples react to the feeling, The door shuts and I hear footsteps coming towards me, the bathroom door is slightly open and I feel like I’m being watched, my body starts to tingle just by the thought but I continue my bath. I get up and take the mirror off the wall and place upright so he can see me more clearly. I lay there my hands touching my neck, then my fingers running across my lips, my reflexion showing him the excitement which I’m beginning to feel. Touching my neck I start to slowly run down my body and gently glide over my breast and nipple, the wetness makes me rub softly and the

Looking Far Back Into Our Human Past,
Such a strange, beautiful, ever-changing thing. it is clear to see that as civilizations grew, not only did their societies change and grow, but so did their concepts of 'society' itself. Even our concepts of what society was 100 years ago bears little resemblance to how we see it today. Advancements in science, the arts, psychology, music; they have massively impacted our culture, how we interact, and how we see ourselves and each other. Sometimes, our perceptions of our society can make us sad, disappointed or angry, while at other times it makes us smile with pride at our accomplishments, happy with the comforts and pleasures that we have attained for ourselves. It would be foolish to ever think that we have reached our peak or plateau as a society, numbed by our modern world and all of its over-stimulations. Whether we want it or not, or realize it or not, society will continue to change, adapt, evolve, much like a living organism. And we shouldn't forget that th

All My Poems Dont Rip Or Copy Please Just Read
Love You When heaven opens up the tears Fall from all their loved ones of You and me. They are so happy. I may go before you but I will Always love you. Second by second, minute by minute, Hour by hour, day by day, and year by year My love grows for you. The tears I shed for you is just love for you. So when I am gone before you remember all the Memories and love for you I had. When the rain comes down it is just My tears of love and happiness for you. Written by: Tim Starman The Worry The Pain The worry the pain. Am I fine or am I worse off. I pray day in and out that I am fine. I don't feel fine. I feel worse off. I might die. I might not ever work again. What should I do? I want to be here forever. I want to watch my kids grow up more. It is rough on them any my husband. I wander how far did it spread. I say I might die. But everybody says I will be fine. I miss being the o

Tag. You're Turn.
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I'm severely afraid of spiders. Every time I see one, they make me cry. 2. I have a giant red mark on the side of my face from talking on the phone so much. 3. I'm scared of being alone. 4. I hate having water on me. The only time I tolerate it is in the shower. 5. I collect dried flowers and picture frames. 6. I'm on the computer way too much. 7. I torrent like a fiend. 8. Snot is the only thing that grosses me out. 9. I'm leaving in 4 days. I'm so fucking excited. 10. I photoshop and scrapbook wildly. Its one of the only things that keeps me occupied. I am going to tag: The Bitch, e

"relationships"
"relationships" ... Down upon my mind, the forces come.... Like the whirlwind of the soul.... Introduced, I say, "..." and curtsay to the host, Love. Their are three of him? or four? Dancing, whirling, he does not allow himself the chance to capture me. "***..." he says. I cannot garble my words enough to please him. He cannot choose. Niether can I. "Love?" I state, preoccupied, as he tugs on my sleeve, sipping a punch I cannot taste. "????" he inquires, plaintively. I cannot read his eyes, and I cannot touch his soul, so I dismiss him, as he dismisses me. "~~~," a voice whispers from everywhere and nowhere. I see him there, not Love, but a dark stranger. Again he says, "~~~," and it is a taunt, a challenge. "!!!" Love cries to me, but the stranger has claimed me. I am his, for he facinates me, enthralls me, where as Love paid me no mind, as I paid him none. "!?!?" Love pleads. "~~~!" The stranger growls. And I am tak

The Lady Of The Dragons
The lady of the dragons The lady of the dragon sleeps When all about her life is quiet Her deep love of life awakens in her the brilliance of a new day She hastens to care for those about her - Her dearest friends They eagerly await her gentle ways, her warmth from within As she cares for them, Showers love in her endless words and manner Unknown to them is her strength- her courage, her humor And silently, proudly her mother watches as this woman-child grows Into the beautiful lady of the dragons that has always been her dream

Who Is There?
Who is There? Who am I to forget you? Who are you abandon me? Strangers? Friends? Who? Who am I to call your name? Who are you to bring me shame? Who is out there to bring us close? No one? Anyone. Who am I to turn to you? Who are you to tear me in two? Who is out there to keep the peace? You? Me? Not I.... Who am I to be your friend? Who are you to call the end? Who is there to return the past? ... "I don't know...."

Sorry For Not Being Here....
SORRY I HAVEN'T BEEN HERE.. UMM ALOT HAS HAPPEN MY MAIN ACCOUNT IS GONE.. I CAN'T LOG IN AND I'M TRYING TO CONTACT EVERYONE I CAN...BUT I GUESS I'M GOING TO USE THIS ACCOUNT FOR NOW.. IF ANYONE NEEDS ANY HELP, PLS LET ME KNOW.. I'M SORRY..

Wtf People
i see things still havnt change since i was on here last year people lie and say add rate and comment so people do and they dont and if you have pics on here show them when added and the ones that say buy me a blast why would any one pay to see a pic isnt that like a internet hooker thats my out look and then you have the ones that say they are for my fubar husband what the hell is that all about is he paqying you rent or car payment please and then you have the one that say dont even ask my eyes only well if you dont what anyone to see them or ask take them off this is an adult sight im sorry if you people on her are upset with what im say but its the truth so rate and comment and sign the one that add you and i will not rate or comment if the pics are not you or husband or kids or family or boy friend

3 Little Words
I love you- The 3 words every girl wantes to hear- I love you- The 3 words that most guys say and dont mean- I love you- The 3 words that will haunt your mind- I love you- The 3 words that hold so much power and yet mean so less I love you- The 3 words that is losting their mean with every passing year I love you- The 3 words that are the most miss used I love you- The 3 words when said from my mouth is gold I love you- The 3 words from me to you COPYRIGHT@2001

Tagged
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1.I have no children 2.I hate people that think there better than somebody else 3.A great friend 4.Nice guy 5.I like fast cars 6.I like shooting my guns 7.I dislike ass kissers 8.I'm laid back 9.I don't drink 10.Never married Makin Whoopie Stargazer Thassy Underated1 Kellie2you

Some Kisses
Some kisses linger like cotton candy on your lips, melting like vanilla ice cream dripping down your wrist, behind the bleachers at the 4th of July picnic. when you forgot the cone in your hand in the wonder of that first sweet mouth to mouth surrender. Some kisses get trapped in your mind like a song on a summer night in the back seat at the ball field while your friends pass the joint around you toking and smoking and singing along with baby better kiss him... wanna see you kiss him good bye.. na nananana nah nah hey hey... some kisses warm you like a wood stove in a mountain cabin behind the ranch house when you're snowed in together and there's nothing much to do but play scrabble and keep the fire burning and you keep the fire burning, baby, keeo that fire burning all night long. And then there are the kisses that take you back ten years turn your knees to jelly start a quiver in your belly oh yeah, there are the kisses that whisper from the past do you

I Was Tagged......
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I love to do spontaneous things 2. I like to Party with my friends 3. I like to drive to the lake for privacy 4. I love my my daughters 5. I love my my closest friends 6. I love my grand daughter 7. I am too dedicated to my job. 8. I Love Liquor/Beer 9. I love walking in the summertime!! 10. I love the sunshine!! 1. Ashes I'm A Star 2. Debbie Oklahoma Sweetheart 3. CrashDummy 4. Jon 5. Maintenance man

My "meet The Noobs" Bulletin
Meet The NoobsAll of them are very down to earth cool people so show them some love, rate em, fan em, friend em as well...remember this site is still about helping others and not just your self!!!ROCKERS Metal Kyng@ fubarXinergy@ fubarDa Fellazderossi@ fubarfoolish@ fubarTim@ fubarhavohej@ fubartarmasterdg@ fubarflyfishin99_9@ fubarDa Ladiezbutterfly1975@ fubarSherri46975@ fubar

Lt Class Tonight (for A Change)
- Alio, aš esu Bruno - Alio, aš esu Girlish K, Aš esu iš Lietuvos. - Jums užsakytas kambarys viešbutyje, viešbutis vadinasi "Žaliasis tiltas", Jis mažas, bet patogus. - Kur yra viešbutis? - Lengva surasti, jis netoli ... - Aš Jūsų laukiau, Jūsų kambario numeris 211, Jis antrame aukšte ... - Štai Jūsų kambarys. - Kambarys puikus. - Ant lovos - viena pagalvė, ar norite antrą? - Ogi ! ... - Laba diena, galiu Jus pakviesti puodukui kavos? - Ačiū, Jūs labai maloni. - Pyragaičiai labai skanūs, norite dar gabaliuko? - Ne, ačiū. Tik juodos kavos, prašom. Galite man paduoti cukraus? - Prašau - ačiū ... - Malonu Jus matyti. - Labai šilta šiandien, ar ne tiesa? Galite nusirengti, jei norite. - Kur galima pasimatuoti? - Štai ten, prie didelio veidrodžio. - Ačiū. ... - iš tikrųjų. Bet aš mėgstu šiltą orą. - Tikrai karšta šiandien. Ar norite išsimau

Broken Trust
You broke my trust, Not long ago. All those suspicions I held, You made come true. I can not take you back, I can not love you anymore. Once the trust is broken, You never truly regain it. Why waste time anymore, You will no longer be coming to my door. If you have done this to someone before, I hope they realize you will do it even more. She may want you, But I know I don't. I see you with eyes wide open, It doesn't matter to me anymore. Dee Parenti All Rights Reserved

Loving You From A Distance...
I'm loving you from a distance Protecting me from myself Because when I'm near you I can't control the things I do Big spaces become smaller Feels like I will collapse Sometimes I feel like a failure And that makes me very sad I'll make sure that you know me And how much I feel for you But loving you from a distance Right now is all that I can do

Yes, She Was Caught... But...
Ok, so sporks was caught. Alright. I didn't know her personally, and feel that her lack of parenting was disturbing, but she isn't the one who CURB STOMPED her baby's head. Her boyfriend/husband/fiance whatever the fuck he was, did. I just find it a little callous to be spending all our time on here talking about a girl who has obvious mental issues, instead of doing things like having fun, getting to know new people. And it's a little perverse to spend your time dissing people you have never once met in real life. In fact, you probably haven't spent more than an hour in total talking to them online. So, to have things like "TheBITCHgotCaught" as your status message is a bit out of line, especially if your only beef was some stupid shit that happened on a social networking site. It's the internet. Get over it. Unless you are hanging out with the person on a regular basis, you have no right to talk shit about them because they did something stupid, such as being friends with so

1 Week Almost Level 10
Lot Everybody, well I been here a week now and almost level ten and I cant wait to be able to start my own lounge! I know it is gonna be alot of work. Hey if there are any classic Rock fans out there that wanna start a lounge together I wanna try to get it built and up and running before may or so and the more time goes by the more I will be working more. Hey I am not bragging I was shocked I musta gone from level 5 to level 9 over night had alot of people looking at my profile and I had been on here 18 hours a day and just alot of plain hard work or hard play if you will. I actually have only been going to about ten lounges but hey what can I say people remember me, I make them laugh so you got to gregarious, if you sit in the corner quiet and pop off aword two here and there you are not going to generate much. Lots of photos and lots and lots of nice people help too. yoshi out

Still Take You Home
Well it's ever so funny, cause i dont think you're special, i dont think youre cool youre just probably alright, but under these lights you look beautiful. and i'm struggling, i can't see through your fake tan yeah and you know it for a fact, that everybody's eating out of your hands well what do you know? oh, you know nothing but i'd still take you home, yeah, i'd still take you home. so what do you know? you dont know nothing. well fancy seeing you in here, you're all tarted up and you don't look the same. well i haven't seen you since last year, and suprisingly you have forgotten my name, but you know it and you knew it all along you say you have forgotten, but you're fibbing, go and tell me i'm wrong. well what do you know? oh, you know nothing, yeh but i'd still take you home, yeah, i'd still take you home. so, what do you know? you dont know nothing, no. yeah, so what do you know? well you dont know nothing, no! yeah, but i'd still take you home, and

Love
The one i love is not here with me, he holds my heart but does not see. I lay so quiet and still at night , at the moment things in my life just dont feel right, The emptiness that i feel , within my life it is so real. Slowly i drift off to sleep , My tears on my pillow are mine only to keep. For in the morning i wake again until its time to return to by bed at night and repeat it all over again .

I Want To Kill Everyone
Well, most everyone. I have always despised this stupid holiday with a passion. It makes me want to just smack everyone I see. Especially when it's all around. I went to go visit my ex today to get some stuff out of the apartment. He says: "I would have gotten you something but... I don't know how appropriate it would've been..." Ok. First of all, even when we were together, or rather when I was with someone, I never got anything. So what the fuck difference does it make whether or not he "would have" gotten me anything. I do agree it probably might have been inappropriate but still. Does he have to say it? Driving home was a fuckin' wreck too. Everyone with their stupid balloons in the back of their car that they cannot see behind and almost crash into me. Not to mention the wind is atrocious. I swear if I were any thinner I'd blow away in it. Yesterday the winds got up to 65 mph! WTF! That's the strongest in this city's history. I wish I would have been around to laugh at all the pow

Bloodshot Eyes
Bloodshot Eyes Something emerges from my back Trying to humanize my feelings Doing its best to help me out Of the chasm of negative emotions Whoever it is It seems to modify Remove imperfectly working elements Burst fetters binding the soul Jealousy tangles hair like a mouth Envy twists fingers Anger in clenched fists Hatred in bliidshot eyes Anger in clenched fists Hatred in bliidshot eyes I gave vent to fatal impulses On account of which I suffer now So many burnt bridges around Almost improbable to step forwards I can observe a slow change I am ot anxious to punish the guilty I don't hold the blind in contempt I shake off the infected skin Anger in clenched fists Hatred in bliidshot eyes Anger in clenched fists Hatred in bliidshot eyes

Ty*kisses*hugs*love*
WASSUP TO ALL MY FRIENDS! THE ONES WHO SHOWED ME SOME SWEET OL BIRTHDAY LOVIN DESERVE A LOVING SPECIAL SHOUT OUT AND THIS IS IT!! TYTY MMUUAAHHZZZ !! LOVE U LOTS AND IF U READ AND RATED THIS BULLETIN LEMME KNOW CUZ I GOTS A SPECIAL GIFT FOR U AND I AINT A BALLA I JUST WANNA SHOW LOVE TO THE REAL PPL WHO R SHOWIN ME LOVE! THX AGAIN.. **~~CHERRYPOPPED~~** now lets play a game and see how many kisses i get back? NUTTINBUTTSEXXY NUTTINBUTTSEXXY NUTTINBUTTSEXXY AND DONT FORGET TO CHECK OUT ME AND MY SEXY ASS FRIENDS AT PIANOMAN'S PU$$YCAT PLAYMATES! THE COOLEST HOTTIES ON FUBAR CAN DEFINITELY BE FOUND HERE!!! GO SHOW MY GIRLS SOME LOVE PLZ AND THANK-YOU BELIEVE THEY WILL RETURN IT!

Peeyah
I just wanted you to know that we loved the way you smile the way you mad the family mad but now that your gone we're broken you've gone away and we don't feel you here anymore there was so much for you to learn and im broken cuz im not strong enough to know that you've gone away but people say your in heaven now but i dont buy that cuz how can god take away someone this family loves all we wanted was to keep you safe and he snatch you from us and now we dont feel you here anymore we just wanted to steel your pain and now were lonesome that your gone away cant feel you here anymore they say that the worst is over now but i don't buy that cuz im broken when im open to the word theres not much ican say i wanted to write something poetic for you but i cant all i can say is that we love you and always will ... love your family

Support The Us....
br />Turn up your volume too theres a song!You stay up for 16 hours.He stays up for days on end.You take a warm shower to help you wake up.He goes days or weeks without running water.You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you.He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls.He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists...You complain about how hot it is.He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow.You go out to lunch, and complain because the restaurant got your order wrong.He doesn't get to eat today.Your maid makes your bed and washes your clothes. He wears the same things for weeks, but makes sure his weapons are clean.Yo

Learn To Tun Fun Into Fortune
go to this site and learn how .....e-mail me letting me know what you liked about it and i will give you a free vacation. my e-mail dareenul@hotmail.com site : www.paycationexperts.com my site: www.ytbtravel.com/funtimeanytimetravel

Heroes
Turn up your volume too theres a song!You stay up for 16 hours.He stays up for days on end.You take a warm shower to help you wake up.He goes days or weeks without running water.You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you.He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls.He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists...You complain about how hot it is.He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow.You go out to lunch, and complain because the restaurant got your order wrong.He doesn't get to eat today.Your maid makes your bed and washes your clothes. He wears the same things for weeks, but makes sure his weapons are clean.You go

Glossarying Over The Quacks Test Of Size
Aback. Shocked or surprised. Ablutions. Washes. Washing the body and hands. Add insult to injury. Make an already bad situation even worse. Added their weight. Put their support to and agreed with the view or argument. Administered. The past tense of administer which means to put on. Ado. A fuss Affluent. Wealthy. Affronted. Offended or hurt. Afloat. From the expression ‘Keeping Afloat’ or, Keeping Your Head Above Water. This means to survive when things are bad because if not then you drown. Afoot. What is/was in the process of happening. Afraid to say. Unfortunately, I do not want to say this but it has happened. Agitation Great worry or distress. Ahead of the field. In front. On top of any problem that may happen. Ailing. Ill, Sick. Aired. Spoken in public. Aired his views means to say what he thinks. Airy Clean and fresh, filled with clean air. Al Beano Albino or white or colourless. Alacrity. With great speed, eagerness and enthusiasm. Alb

Jsut How Dumb People Are
i thought i seen it all i guess i was wrong i found someone very stupid that i talk with on here and i have a ? maybe one of you can tell me how can you have a convosation with someone who hates to be questions, i dont see how you can

My Real Thought's
I've spent most of my life thinking everything was about me.Then one day it hit me that it wasn't about me but it's about everyone in the world..The blacks whites asins i mean everyone.We are all humen but not one of us can say we are perfact.We all have hate we are able to kill and hurt others weaither it be someone we where close to or a stranger....We need to put aside our diffrences and look at the people next to us...Do you see the color of there skin or there religion....No we see the hurt the anger the sadness the fear and there happyness thats what makes us humen....If we put the gun's knives and fist's down maybe you'll see what i see.....What i see is hurt anger fear of others we don't know ..Put a white man with a good job and dresses well with a black man who deals drugs and dresses poorly...thay are both the same trying to provide for there familys trying to put f ood on the table and a roof over there heads but then we say the black man is wrong for trying to provide for

Swingers Hahaha
1. What is swinging? Swinging started when impotent men allowed their wives to be fucked by well-hung studs so that they wouldn't leave them. However, in the many years since, swinging has developed and now many small-dicked men as well as limp-dicked men will share their wives with the likes of you and me. 2. What do I need to get into swinging? For a single male swinger, the most important thing you need is a big cock. If you have a genuine ten-inches or more then you're laughing, but eight inches is sufficient. A big cock is the most important thing in a woman achieving orgasm, so that's what most swinging women will be attracted to. DO NOT BE FOOLED if a woman claims she likes receiving oral, or foreplay, or that dick-size isn't important to her; it isn't important, it's _vital_. Women are hypocrites in this respect; they like to boast about not being so "shallow", but in the cold light of day, when she's choosing her next fuck-target, she'll go for the biggest di

Doing His Job
you see them and look sick blaming them for the war when they have no part they are doing as told none of them want to do it any more then you want it but if they refused you wouldnt be free hes doing his job letting everyone else be happy while hes depressed missing the ones he holds dear so the ungreatful ones can freely be ungreatful one day you will need him and hes gonna turn his back so remember when you look at him blaming him for this hes only doin his job

Support Them
you say you support them and are totally behind them but do you thank each one you see no matter where you are do you tell him you are greatful and appreciate all he does saying you support them and doing it are two different things if you dont plan on doin it dont say you do he doesnt ask for much just a lil respect once in a while to be reminded why hes doing what he does so take a minute of your precious time to show that you really do by a simple thanks or a handshake make a soldier smile then you can say you're supporting him

In Your Arms
Forever by your side is where I wanna be Your soul and mine intertwined for all eternity Laying in your arms so safe and content Sleeping to the sound of your heartbeat, my head laid upon your chest Never knowing fear cause you chase it all away In my dreams with thoughts of you is with thoughts of you is where I wanna stay Say you'll never leave, in me you'll find a home I'll give you faith and make you see True love, once unknown

Monkey Bar
A guy walks into a bar with his pet monkey.>> He orders a drink and while he's drinking, the monkey jumps all around >> the>> place.>>>> He first grabs some olives off the bar and eats them, then grabs some>> sliced limes and eats them, then jumps onto the pool table, grabs one of>> the billiard balls, sticks it in his mouth, and to everyone's amazement,>> somehow swallows it whole.>>>> The bartender screams at the guy, "Did you see what your monkey just >> did?">>>> The guy says "No, what?">>>> "He just ate the cue ball off my pool table - whole!">>>> "Yeah, that doesn't surprise me," replied the guy, "he eats everything in>> sight. I'm sorry. I'll pay for the cue ball and stuff.">>>> He finishes his drink, pays his bill, pays for the stuff the monkey ate,>> then leaves.>>>> Two weeks later he's in the bar again, and has his monkey with him.>>>> He orders a drink and the monkey starts running all around the bar again.>>>> While the man is finishing his drink, the monkey finds a Marasc

Solution To The G Spot Question?
From correspondents in Paris February 21, 2008 09:30am Article from: Agence France-Presse Font size: + - Send this article: Print Email AFTER more than half a century of debate and bedroom exploration, a row about the location of the fabled G spot may be settled at last, the British weekly New Scientist says. The G spot, named after a German gynaecologist called Ernst Graefenberg who first mooted its existence in 1950, is said to be a highly sensitive area in the vagina that, when stimulated, gives a woman a powerful orgasm. But where the G spot is located has been clouded by evidence that is subjective or downright contradictory, and some experts have even concluded that it does not exist. The answer, according to Italian researcher Emmanuele Jannini, is that, yes, the G spot does exist, but only among those women who are lucky enough to possess it, New Scientist reports. Jannini, of the University of L'Aquila, used ultrasound to scan a key vaginal area among

Cruel World
the world is a cruel and unforgiving place somtimes...no one can truely know the way that things will work out and why...you live each day thinking that you are moving in the right direction, making the right decisions....but are you really? When I look back on my life I think "What the FUCK!" What was I thinking, how did I rationalize all of that? But I cannot be totally amiss, because my yesterdays are most likely the reason that I have my todays. I think that my biggest sin is that I would have the whole world waiting for me, I never am able to grasp how the people in my life seem to be able to move on after we are through... I guess sometimes I just want to world to stop, because in my heart I think that they should always be right there waiting...alone, sad and barren without me.. Seems crazy to say it out loud but it is true, I am SELFISH. I have so many happinesses in my life, I am an accomplished poet, I am GREAT at anything to do with art or creativity....and mostly

Chapter 14
She ignored the pain , running into the bathroom, and quickly getting ready, she dabbed on some make-up, she had to mask herself, so what she was feeling inside didn't show on the outside. She got dressed quickly, she needed to stop at the local bar and grab a pint of vodka, she knew she needed to loosen up before she met Bob, she had to kill the numbness, and she had no other way of doing it, except to drown it out. It was hard for her to live her life, without the crutch of alcohol. It didn't get rid of the pain, just numbed it so she could keep moving .Without it, Jesse found herself not wanting to get out of bed, no motivation to live, just drop dead, she felt helpless, and the voices in her head was always screaming at her. She looked in her mother's cupboard and found some outdated tequila, she took a swig feeling the burning liquid reach her blood , she felt a little calmer, she took one last look at her babies and headed out the door. She knew that she needed to get a into her

Chapter 23
Jesse, visited Cody and Sarah, as much as time allowed. If she was scheduled later in the day, she would go over and help ready them for school. They couldn't tell that she was working hard to make sure they came home. She hoped that Frank and her mother was watching what they said in front of them. They didn't understand that hanging out all night was the way she coped, and she never stopped working home to bring her kids home, nor will she ever. They looked at it like she was using them as a free babysitter so she could party. She was tired, and didn't' have any more energy to waste, so instead of arguing, she let them think what they wanted, they will soon find out, their assumptions were incorrect, but right now, she couldn't win, she had to save all the energy she had to focusing on bringing Cody and Sarah home. She hadn't called Bob in three weeks, and as much as she missed him, she had to keep her focus on the most important goal of her family's life. Bob, couldn't understand

Ashamed To Be Male
When I am allowed the privilege of viewing a female's NSFW pics and I choose to leave a comment I have to scroll down through all the other previous comments. It is then that I am ashamed to be part of the male gender. The level of the crudeness of most comments is apalling to me...I can only assume it is the same to these women and no small wonder why so many choose not to allow access. How these men(?) can possibly think that their vulgar and primitive remarks are going to turn on the women is beyond me. When I do leave a comment it is always complimentary and coming from a gentleman...perhaps that is what makes my generation so different than today...we were taught to respect women and to try to appeal to their self image...not make them feel like sluts. I have seen some pics that were very tastefully done while still being provocative and have praised the person for their originality and sensuality. I have read other comments on those very same pics that probably made the per

Bosslady Is Pregnant?!?!?!
JUST KIDDING !! :p:p:p:p:p:p:p ~~BOSSLADYWITDASEXXYEYEZ'S GIVEAWAY~~ **PLEASE READ IN FULL** -- I'M RAISING AMOUNT OF FU-BUX GIVING AWAY-- BUT U GOTTA JOIN TO FIND OUT :D ** STARTS AS SOON AS I GET AT LEAST 11 MORE PEOPLE AND WILL RUN 2 WEEKS*** 1st Place. 25,000 COMMENTS= 7 DAY BLAST & 20,000 FU-BUX 2nd Place. 20,000 COMMENTS= 3 DAY BLAST & 15,000 FU-BUX 3rd Place. 17,000 COMMENTS= 1 DAY BLAST & 10,000 FU-BUX ** ONE WITH MOST RATES GETS 1 DAY BLAST**ONLY ONE WINNER** ~~ RULEZ ~~ 1. SFW PICTURES ONLY 2. NO DRAMA OR B.S. OR U WILL BE TAKEN OUT OF CONTEST 3. RESPECT OTHER PEOPLE IN CONTEST,NO BASHING OR DOWNRATING 4. ONLY ONE WINNER PER PLACE 5. BOMBING ALLOWED AND SO IS SELF BOMBING 6. U WILL NEED TO ADD ME AS A FRIEND(JUST FOR CONTEST IF U WANT) 7. YOU HAVE TO PIMP YOURSELF OUT(BULLETINS,BLASTS, ETC..) 8. HAVE FUN !!! -- I'M RAISING AMOUNT OF FU-BUX GIVING AWAY-- BUT U GOTTA JOIN TO FIND OUT :D

My First Auction
CHECK HER OUT!!!!! {PLEASE REPOST} (repost) This is my BEST FRIEND on FUBAR!!!! And she is up for auction for the FIRST TIME EVER!!!!So go and show her the love...well the love through $$$$$$$$$$ :D I want to see some AWESOME bids on my girl here!!!!!! She is a total sweetheart who goes above and beyond for her friends!!!!! I guarantee you will get your $ worth and then some!!!!!! BARBARA This bulletin brought to you by: ~*TinkerbellMN84*~ (repost of original by '~*TinkerbellMN84*~Check out some awesome friends in my about me section!' on '2008-02-25 21:40:19')

The Stranger
The Stranger By: Billy Joel Well we all have a face That we hide away forever And we take them out and Show ourselves When everyone has gone Some are satin some are steel Some are silk and some are leather They're the faces of the stranger But we love to try them on Well we all fall in love But we disregard the danger Though we share so many secrets There are some we never tell Why were you so surprised That you never saw the stranger Did you ever let your lover see The stranger in yourself? Don't be afraid to try again Everyone goes south Every now and then You've done it, why can't Someone else? You should know by now You've been there yourself Once I used to believe I was such a great romancer Then I came home to a woman That I could not recognize When I pressed her for a reason She refused to even answer It was then I felt the stranger Kick me right between the eyes Well we all fall in love But we disregard the danger Though we share so

Da Vingers Lol!
Ole vas vorking at the fish plant up nort in Dulut vhen he accidentally cut off all ten of his finkers. He vent to da emergency room in the Clinik and vhen he got Dar da Norsky doctor looked at Ole and said, "Let's have da finkers and I'll see vhat I can do." Ole said, "I haven't got da finkers." "Vhat do you mean, you hafen't got da finkers?" he said. "Lord, it's 2007! Ve's got microsurgery and all kinds of incredible techniques. I could hafe Put dem back on and made you like new! Vhy didn't you brink DA finkers?" To vhich Ole says, "How da fock vas I suppose to pick dem up?

My View On Love
Love is a temporary madness, it erupts like volcanoes and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any fool can do. Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. Those that truly love, have roots that grow towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossom have fallen from their branches, they find that they are one tree and not two

Save Yourself
Stabbing Westward - Save Yourself I know your life is empty And you hate to face this world alone So you're searching for an angel Someone who can make you whole I can not save you I can't even save myself So just save yourself I know that you've been damaged Your soul has suffered such abuse But I am not your savior I am just as fucked as you (I am just as fucked as you) I can not save you I can't even save myself So just save yourself Please don't take pity on me Please don't take pity on me Please don't take pity on me Please don't take pity on me My life has been a nightmare My soul is fractured to the bone And if I must be lonely, I think I'd rather be alone I think I'd rather be alone You can not save me You can't even save yourself I can not save you I can't even save myself Save yourself So just save yourself

Terrible Lie
Nine Inch Nails - Terrible Lie hey god why are you doing this to me? am i not living up to what i'm supposed to be? why am i seething with this animosity? hey god i think you owe me a great big apology terrible lie terrible lie terrible lie terrible lie hey god i really don't know what you mean. seems like salvation comes only in our dreams. i feel my hatred grow all the more extreme. hey god can this world really be as sad as it seems terrible lie terrible lie terrible lie terrible lie don't take it away from me. i need someone to hold on to. don't take it away from me. i need someone to hold on to hey god, there's nothing left for me to hide. i lost my ignorance, security and pride. i'm all alone in a world you must despise. hey god, i believed that promises, your promises and lies terrible lie terrible lie terrible lie terrible lie you made me throw it all away. my morals left to decay. how many you betray. you've taken everything terrible lie t

Lets Get This Lovely Woman To Godmother!!!
EVERYONE MEET J-ROXX!! This LOVELY woman is in a CATFIGHT!!! Now before u perverts get all excited, LOL, she is in a race to GODMOTHER with another female, and J-ROXX DESERVES TO WIN!!!! PLEASE GO SHOW THIS WOMAN SOME LOVE!! RATE HER, FAN HER, ADD HER, RATE HER PICS AND STASH, AND SHOW HER REPEATED LOVE TIL SHE MAKES GODMOTHER!!!! CLICK HERE!!! This Pimpout brought to you by ☆FTW☆@ fubar

I Say Again, Dont Send No One Money On Here Or Anywhere Else On The Net!!!!!!!
Listen ladies, i think the world of ya'll and as i said before in a earlier blog. But is come up bout a few more of ya'll being took fer some scams on here. So i say again.......... iF A MAN FER ANY DAMN REASON ASKS YOU FER MONEY ON HERE OR YAHOO, DONT SEND THEM A DIME! ITS A FUCKIN SCAM AND WHY WOULD A MAN NEED TO BORROW MONEY FROMA WOMAN ONLINE ANYWAY. tHINK ABOUT IT YA'LL EITHER THIER A SCAM ARTIST OR A DRUGGY. i DONT CARE IF YER IN LOVE WITH THEM OR WHAT, ABSOLUTELY NEVER SEND THEM MONEY.eITHER THEY'LL WANT MORE OR YOU'LL NEVER HEAR FROM THEM AGAIN. Ladies u know i care fer all my friends, just please watch it. N i tell u what if i find out one of yall has been taken like that, i'm gonna report it, things like that are serous and a felony.Just count it up as a learning experince, cause yer moneys gone, n help make sure he never does that to anone again. Oh n goooooood morning my ladies, biggest huggs to yall

What Is Happiness
I sit here watching my kids play outside and yet wonder if they will ever truly be happy. They miss their dad so much and yet when they ask I am lost for words. I just keep telling them that he loves them very much and they will talk to him soon. But it still doesn't take their pain away. Then I think if only I was happy would it make a difference? Then I find someone who does make me happy I lose his trust because I did something stupid. I know you have to earn trust back and it is very hard to do with a distance between you. Then I sit and look at my kids and ask myself if it is worth it. Deep down I know it is and then replay in my head al lthe times my kids have talked to him and watch their faces light up because they know he makes me happy. But does it have to hurt to be happy? And really what is happiness?

Auction (closed)
http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1423864&i=513540610 OK i am in an auction and the highest bidder on me wins: 1. all photos rated 2. all stash rated 3. mumm made all about you 4. salute made by me with your name on it 5. nsfw salute made by me with your name on it 6. my undivided attention... you can bid with fubucks, vips, blasts, tickers, and happy hours.. all cash prizes trump over fubucks.. please show some love and come vote on me... just click on the pic and it will take you there...

Military Dedication 3
With each day that passes we lose anohter soldier. While someone not serving is putting him down. His family gets the horrible news only to hear someone say they are glad hes gone. People blame the men and women serving for this war when in reality they are only doing their job. They dont want to leave their family and friends but they have no choice. It breaks my heart when someone bad mouths the military. If the men and women didnt willingly serve people would bedrafted against their will. What would be said then? Would the soldiers still be blamed? Each day I do my best to speak to at least one person serving. Leting them know they are supporte and thought of. Is it that hard to make soldier feelgood about serving their country? They will see and do stuff we could never dream of. So honestly how hard is it to show a little appreciation? They are the reason we have our freedom. For Freedom definitely isnt free!

For All The Haters
For all the assholes, noobs, jealouse bitches & the imature let alone kids on this site. All the true real people & sweeties,.. please seriously ignore this. Did I invite you to my page or slideshows? Are you not on an adult site? Is it my problem youve issues with your wife? Or that you go around living your lie's. Leaving the things you say to make it seem as if I intruded into your life. You know your full shit! Get over it! Get real & just stop being stupid. Yeah! Quit it! Dont come into my shout box. Tell me some shit. Like we were intimate. You idiot, can you be more deluded! Is it my fault your mom didnt give you enough tit. Let alone that your a foul mouthed idiot. You think your the shit, here on the net. That it makes you a bad ass let alone legit. OOoH! Snap! Guess what? Your still a fcking idiot! Oh & for all you ignorant kids. Get the fck off my page you asshat snits!!! You werent invited! Let alone do I need to take your stupid shit. Come

Going To Gig Tonight
Hey, I put together this classic Rock band from a bunch of old friends of mine and we are playin' for a private birthday bash tonight in the Northern Ca. Area. We are going to record the gig so be watching for the upload. Most of the time I am touring with my Bootleg band but this is something different for me, We have been rehearsing for about 2 weeks on the good Skinnard and CCR and other grerat tunes from the 70's and 80's. I am looking forward to this gig. I hope everyone takes a listen to it when i get it uploaded. I may be able to put up some video as well. We'll see what happens. Hey, those were the great Rock N Roll days!! Blog on! And wish me luck. I am going to play some screaming guitar solos tonight!! for sure.....

Could You Love A Unique Child As I & Many Others Do?
Autism/Asperger's Train Help Spread Awareness One Person At A Time! Please Copy One Of These Picture Below & Put On Your Profile!!! Heya! My Name is Krystal (EchoAngel). I have an 8 year old son named Jaren. I don't have to tell you that he is my life. My son was diagnosed with Asperger's Syndrome AKA High Functioning Autism at 3 years old. He isn't stupid, actually quite the opposite, he is brilliant. He has faced a lot of challenges including delayed social skills, facial & vocal cues and body language cues were also some things that were hard for him to catch on. Fortunately, Jaren was diagnosed early and had an advantage that many children didn't. He is overcoming all obstacles one by one. Now he has also learned that everyone has things about themselves that they want to change and in time and with hard work, we all can do anything, not just children with extra challenges. He is learning what his strengths and weaknesses are. His speech skills are years ahead as well a

Male Disease Tester
A friend has taught me a new trick that I felt was good enough to share.... Have you ever had a girl ask to pour citric acid on your penis? Well, it turns out that when a diseased penis comes in contact with any citric acid it burns tremendously and causes the most uncomfortable burning feeling in the male appendedge.... If this happens you know that person has a problem, and cannot be trusted to have sex with! Since I never had heard this before I started doing research to test this theory.... It turns out since some diseases are actually in the shaft of the penis and not seen by the naked eye the citric acid is able to absorb into the skin and leak into the shaft and determine for you if there is a problem....I have yet to test this theory myself, but so far the credibilty of it is 95% true and even though nothing but blood testing is 100% those are pretty good odds.... I just thought I would share this cheap alternative to blood testing every time you meet someone and if anyon

That's Right Bitch.....
Babe, baby, baby, Im gonna leave you. I said baby, you know Im gonna leave you. Ill leave you when the summertime, Leave you when the summertime comes arollin Leave you when the summer comes along. Baby, baby, I dont wanna leave you, I aint jokin woman, I got to ramble. Oh, yeah, baby, baby, I wont be there, Really got to ramble. I can hear it callin me the way it used to do, I can hear it callin me back home. I know, I never leave you, baby. But I got to go away from this place, Ive got to quit you. Ooh, baby, Baby, ooh dont you hear it callin? Woman, woman, I know, I know its good to have you back again And I know that one day baby, its really gonna grow, yes it is. We gonna go walkin through the park every day. Hear what I say, every day. Baby, its really growin, you made me happy when the skies were grey. But now Ive got to go away Baby, baby, baby, baby Thats when its callin me Thats when its callin me back home... -Led Zeppelin

Me Downrate
i PULLED ANGELBRAT FROM THE CONTEST YESTERDAY NOT FOR DOWNRATING BUT WE SUSPECTED THE LEADER TO BE RUNNING A PROGRAM. 600 COMMENTS WHEN YOU ARE BY YOURSELF IN A FEW MINUTES IS REDICULOUS. I NEVER DOWNRATED ANYONE I WAS RATED A 1 BY GERRYH, AND POSTED THIS BLOG THIS PANSY ASS MAMAS BOY IS GOING AROUND RATING EVERYONE A 1 AND BLOCKING THEM PROBABLY CAUSE WE CAUGHT THAT CHEATER IN THE ONTEST. BLOCK HIM IF YA CAN gerryh HUGS DEE AFTERWARDS HE WROTE A MAIL TO MY HUSBAND SAYING HE WAS SORRY IT WAS A MISTAKE RIGHT RATE THE FAMILY A 1 AND BLOCK THEM IS A MISTAKE LOL WE HAVE BEEN IN MANY CONTESTS AND NEVER BEEN ACCUSED OF SUCH CHILDISH NONSENSE. i GUESS THE TRUTH HURTS.

:o Do U Have The Balls Like I Did
If You Have tht BallsTAKE THIS SURVEY! Take this survey 1. How many people have you had sex with in 2007?? 1 2. Weed, coke, speed, crack, heroin, oxy, acid, x, k, peyote, mushrooms, of these, how many have you done? None 3. Ever been cheated on? Yes 4. Ever paid for sex? Naw no need to 5. Ever been married? Naw 6. Ever been divorced? Naw 7. If you had to pick one whats your fave sexual position? 69 8. Do you own any guns? Yes 9. Ever done more than 30 days in jail? Naw 3 was long wnough 4 me haha 10. Ever been in rehab? Naw 11. Have you ever had any sexual experiences with the same sex? Yes 12. Ever have sex with anyone that you met on myspace? Naw 13. Last time you masterated? Hahaha wouldnt u like to know 14. Do you think Arnold could beat up Chuck Norris? Im sure but who cares not me 15. What celebrity would you want to have sex with if you had the chance? None 16. Ever been unemployed for over a year since becoming an adult? Naw 17. How many states have you lived

Why
why do people add you then never talk to you? is it just me or does this annoy anyone else too. i mean yeah i want as many freinds as i can possibly get yes but i dont want you to be on my freinds list if we arent going to be freinds i'm not here for popularity or tosee how many friends i can get i'm here to meet new cool people so if u dont want to really be my frined then dont add me please

Guess The Song..
I wanna see how many people out there actually listen to the classics....I was raised on everything and the following lyrics is from one of my fave songs of all time. Let me know if you know the name and who its by....If you dont get it then man something is wrong with you lol... Some people call me the space cowboy, yeah Some call me the gangsta of love Some people call me Maurice Cause I speak of the pompatus of love People talk about me, baby Say I'm doin' ya wrong, doin' ya wrong Well, don't you worry baby Don't worry Cause I'm right here, right here, right here, right here at home Cause I'm a picker I'm a grinner I'm a lover And I'm a sinner I play my music in the sun I'm a joker I'm a smoker I'm a midnight toker I sure don't want to hurt noone I'm a picker I'm a grinner I'm a lover I'm a sinner I play my music in the sun I'm a joker I'm a smoker I'm a midnight toker I get my lovin' on the run Wooo Ooooo, Wooo Oooo Well, You're the

R.i.p. Jeff Healey
Guitarist Jeff Healey dies of cancer Category: Politics The blind Canadian rock and blues musician Jeff Healey has died of cancer on the eve of a new album release. The famous guitarist, who played with his instrument flat on his lap, died of cancer in a Toronto hospital on Sunday, a spokesperson said. I have always been impressed by Healey. Its a great shame that cancer finally got him. He is one of the most inspiring guitarists of his generation. And lets face it his music made the movie Roadhouse. read more | digg story I think I have seen Healey live. I was always impressed by just how good he was despite the fact he was blind. His playing was just so full of feeling. Just check this out and his version of My Guitar Gently Weeps is pretty impressive too.

"faith Aka 'faith218xox'"
Do to recent events I thought I'd add a lil update since there's a man hater, more so just a rude person on here. hahahaha. It actually cracks me up to tell you the truth. I was talking to this person on here that goes by the name "Faith aka 'faith218xox'" (http://www.fubar.com/user/1661095#). She's blaming me for ruining everything for guys just because I told her that someone, actually 3 other people on the site had told me that she was a fake. She said that she would make a sign to prove me wrong, and I said "Cool!" " That's the easiest way to prove the stupid people wrong on this site." I then signed off, and she thought I was ignoring her, and not telling her who it was. Therefor she posted stuff on her page, whining how I accused her of being fake, and ruining it for all men. All I did lady was tell you what people were saying. So she blocked me, so things can't be talked about rationally. HAHA Anywho Miss Faith. Chill out, make a stupid salute and all will be fine. There's n

Poem I Wrote
Memories I sometimes catch myself thinking about you lots of memories start running through my mind No matter how i try not to let them flow there is nothing i can do because they continue to grow My mind keeps wondering back to them days where we were so happy with love that was everlasting Talks of the future of things we would do days filled with joy of just spending them with you I wonder sometimes do you have them days where my memory sometimes crosses your mind Now as my memories are starting to fade the love we once shared has started to melt away I'll keep the good memories locked in my heart days of our love that just fell apart

Parrot 160 X 128 Ck3200ls Pixels Colored Lcd Screen Car Kit For Bluetooth
Includes Parrot CK3200LS electronic control unit, Color LCD display, Junction box, Mute cable, Power cable and microphone. Parrot CK3200LS / CK-3200LS LCD Car Kit With Color Display is a universal system, works with phones from all manufacturers. * Voice dialing, holds up to 150 names in memory. * User Friendly interface with Full Color LCD Display and Vocal Prompts. * Supports Headset, Handsfree 0.96 & 1.0, OBEX SyncML, Object Push Bluetooth profiles. * Multifunctional External 262,000 Colors TFT LCD Display, allowing to: * Accept and initiate, reject and end calls. * View the active Network and Phone names, Signal and Battery strength meters. * View Picture Caller ID for incoming calls and status of Bluetooth connection. * Access Phone Book in alphabetical order (vocal prompts for letters given). * Adjust Volume during the conversation. * Access Call Lists (vocal prompts given). * Dial a number (vocal prompts for digits given). * Preset Voice Commands (vocal prompts given). * Establi

A Plasma Hdtv Or An Lcd Tv Set - Which Is Better?
Though both LCD and plasma displays come in the form of slim flat panel displays, yet from a technology perspective, these two flat panel displays process the image in a totally different manner. Plasma uses a matrix of tiny gas plasma cells that are charged by precise electrical voltages to emit light and hence to create the picture image. Liquid Crystal Displays (LCD) panels - work by trapping a liquid crystal solution between two sheets of polarized glass. When an electric current is passed through the liquid crystals, they change the polarization of the light passing through them in response to the electric voltage as a result of which, more or less light is able Review: Panasonic TH-42PX50U Plasma TV ...or side for easy access - Does not support picture in picture display - No computer input or camera card reader Specs - 31 inches tall - About 42 inches wide - 4 inches deep - 76 lbs - Stand ... to pass through the polarized glass on the face of the display. It is not the sco

Clarification Needed
Why is it that every dictionary gives the definition of nymph, nymphomania, nymphomaniac as referring to a woman? Nymph: 3 entries pronunciation: nim(p)f 1) any of the minor divinities of nature in classical mythology; represented as beautiful maidens dwelling in the mountains, forests, trees, and water. 2) girl 3) any of the various immature insects, especially larve of an insect (grasshopper, true bug, or mayfly) with incomplete metamorphosis that differs from the imago especially in size and in its incompletely developed wings and genitalia. Nymphomania: Etymology-New Latin from the word nymphae meaning inner lips of the vulva;( from Latin plural of nympha) and the late Latin word mania meaning excessive sexual desire by a female. Nymphomaniac: noun: meaning disapproving; a woman who desires frequent sex especially with multiple partners. WHY A WOMAN? Nymphomaniac: Is it someone who is forever searching or yearning to fulfill their sexual needs? Is it someo

Little Black Dress
LITTLE BLACK DRESS My little black dress, Fits nice and tight. As you can see it traces my silhouette. My carves are define, My legs are shapely and sexy. Seductive, Alluring, Telling you what I want. Your eyes raom my body, As your heart starts to beat. You come closer, As I give my come hither look. Our lips touch and your hands start to roam. You touch, You feel, As you find what you want. Two hearts beating together, Racing through time. Pure delight, Pure sexual heat. All Of this from my little black dress. DEE PARENTI All Rights Reserved.

Happy Bday To Executioner-come Party With Us
OK SAT IS EXECUTIONERS BIRTHDAY SO WE ARE THROWING HIM A PARTY FRIDAY NITE COME JOIN US PLEASE CLICK ON PIC TO LOUNGE- EXECUTIONER Owner@Naughty Parties "THE BIKERS BAR" HOTTEST LOUNGE ON FUBAR@ fubar (

Me
She is kinky and has a clever smile, She will make you think about her all the while, She moves her body to the beat, It makes your want to skeet skeet skeet, Her eyes glimmer with beauty, But being sexy isnt her only duty, She tilts her head and bites her finger, And in your mind those thoughts still linger, Her skin so soft and body so smooth, She will make you think about making a dirty move, But you can't it's not her style, She will tease you with her sexy smile, I'll bet her lips are sweet as candy, Thinking about it will get you randy, You can look but you can't touch, But the temptation is almost too much, She is so kinky and so clever, Trust me she knows how to raise your lever

Dj Hate-me
WE WANNA ROCK YOUR WORLD AT THE BLACK DIAMOND LOUNGE WITH THE BEST IN ROCK, METAL, AND INDEPENDENT MUSIC AROUND CLICK ON THE PIC TO JOIN THE PARTY DJ HATEME ON AIR TO TAKE YOUR REQUEST AND ROCK OUT YOUR FAVORITE TUNES

Holiday Rooooad And Fair Is Fair!!!
Body: An 80s Survey... Body: IF YOU WEREN'T BORN BEFORE 1987 DON'T EVEN ATTEMPT THIS QUIZ 1. How old were you in 1980? I WAS BEING MADE IN 1980.... 2. How old were you in 1989? 8. 3. Wuzzles or Popples? WASN'T A FAN OF EITHER. 4. Did you watch Transformers? RELIGIOUSLY. 5. Did you see E.T. on the big screen? SEVERAL TIMES, I LIKED FLIGHT OF THE NAVIGATOR BETTER. 6. Did you own a Lite Bright? I BROKE A FEW OF MY SISTERS. 7. Who is your Favorite Golden Girl? SOPHIA OF COURSE!! 8. When someone says " Who you gonna call? " You think? BILL MURRAY USED TO BE FUNNY... 9. What was your favorite toy? GI JOES MOTHER FUCKER!! 10. Did you have a Pogo Ball? I HAD THE WALMART RIP OFF BRAND. 11. Did you listen to New Kids on the Block? FORCED TO BY MY SISTER. 12. Which New Kid was your favorite? APPARENTLY I LOOKED LIKE JOEY. 13. Did you play M.A.S.H? YEAH. MANSION, APARTMENT, SHACK, HOUSE. 15. Did you have Jelly bracelets? YEAH, THEY MAD

Dad Update
Well he seems alot better he got bout 8 hrs sleep. the pain meds r working good on him, he'll be laid up fer almost a month though.moms tired too, but it was from worry. but at least hes here where we can take care of him. leahs over here most of the day, n shes such good help taking care of them. shes very loving patient, and caring. she was worred so badly too. but he seems alot better he just needs to rest, n ferget about work. we anit gonna deal with that now, n if that job absolutely needs to be finshed i can do it. hope everyones having a good sunday

Update
hey there to all my FU friends. just letting you all know im not going to be around for a while. work calls and ill be away until June or even till October. will try to stop in and say hello to the ones that ill miss the most during that time. (YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE) hope you all dont miss me too much.

Winnipeg Tourism Videos
A few years ago I took my camera out with me everyday for walks home from work and just walks for fun. it was a great way to exercise and I made these two videos as a result. I hope you enjoy and I look forward to your feedback

Fuck You Fuck You Fuck You Fuck You
soooo....we aren't dating material but we'll still be really good friends. uh huh... sure. So you come bring me my dvd with your new girl in the car. That's realllllll fucking nice. Mother fucker. I can't decide weather I'm just REALLY fucking pissed off at you or if I'm just really hurt. Either way, I now want nothing to do with you. You fucking bastard. All I ever did was try to be your fucking friend...apparently I'm not good enough for that. so FUCK YOU YOU FUCKING PIECE OF SHIT MOTHER FUCKER! FUCK YOU! FUCK YOU! FUCK YOU! By the way, your new girl friend is fucking ugly. So have fun with the fucking ugly bitch. Fuck you.... oh and in case you didn't get the point, FUCK YOU!

I Am
I am ... A woman With a full heart, hidden Somewhere in an empty room ... With eyes not quite of autumn's gold, and yet Neither all of summer's green; I wonder ... If love is a tale made for children -- A granting of sweet dreams in their innocence -- A honey-coating to help their throats Choke down the bitter drought ... I hear ... A voice that whispers warnings, half-formed, Bodiless as hope, until I swear I cannot draw Another breath unless this specter be unmasked, His lies mangled ‘neath my righteous tread; I see ... A woman, proud, uncompromising, Diaphanous as air -- less, even, than the tears That fall in desolation about her weary feet, Salt poison pooled upon the withered ground ... I want ... A measure of quietude, a certain silence, The echo of alone which heals me of dreaming, The nothing that stills the wanting, The numb, the cold that laughs at pain; I am A woman, hidden ... I pretend ... That I can live forever -- that time Has no

I Shit You Not, I Knew This Would Be It!
Your Stripper Song Is Closer by Nine Inch Nails "You let me violate you, you let me desecrate you You let me penetrate you, you let me complicate you Help me I broke apart my insides, help me IÃve got no Soul to tell" When you dance, it's a little scary - and a lot sexy. What Song Should You Strip To?

I Love You Daniel !!!
Howdy, I thought most people on here should understand what it means to be engaged ! Damn right Im getting married soon !!! Im okay with talking to ya but FUCK NO I dont wanna date anybody of ya. I hope u understand that - if not Im sorry !!! * Daniel I love you with all my heart and soul * Your the best what ever happened to me !!! I cant wait to become ur wifey :) Stef

Mental Ward Electronic Switchboard
When you dial a Mental Hospital.... RING...RING..... Welcome to the Psychiatric Ward. If you are obsessive-compulsive, please press 1 repeatedly. If you are codependent, please ask someone to press 2. If you have multiple personalities, please press 3, 4, 5 and 6. If you are paranoid-delusional, we know who you are and what you want. Just stay on the line so we can trace the call. If you are schizophrenic, listen carefully and a little voice will tell you which number to press. If you are manic-depressive, it doesn't matter which number you press. No one will answer. If you are delusional and occasionally hallucinate, please be aware that the thing you are holding on the side of your head is alive and about to bite off your ear

Been Real Sick
i have been real sick for the last 2weeks ihave been going back and forth to the hospital for iv antibiotics im slowly hoping im getting better well im goin back to bed now so my page love love u all and miss u

When All Fails
WHEN TIMES ARE ROUGH I TRY TO SIT BACK AND ENJOY WHAT THERE IS TO LAUGH AT, BUT WHEN THINGS GO WRONG.... IT'S A DIFFERENT STORY. FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO KNOW ME AND KNOW THAT I HAVE 3 KIDS THAT I HAVE BEEN RAISING FOR ALMOST 4 YEARS BY MYSELF WITH THE HELP OF SOME PEOPLE... NOT MUCH, BUT IT'S HELP....I DON'T LIKE TO TALK ABOUT MY PROBLEMS TO ANYONE CAUSE OF A NEGATIVE RESPONCE OR JUST THE UH HUH'S OR EVEN THE I SEE.... SO EVERYTHING THAT I HAVE BEEN THINKING ABOUT REALLY HURTS AND BOTHER'S THE SHIT OUT OF ME. I AM THE ONLY PERSON MY KIDS HAVE AND I AM TOLD I'M A BAD FATHER. SO BE IT.... MAYBE I AM, BUT I DON'T HIT OR ABUSE MY KIDS. I LOVE THEM WAY TO MUCH AND THEY ARE MY LIFE. I WOULD DIE FOR THEM. I WOULD PUSH THEM OUT OF THE WAY OF A ON COMMING TRUCK FOR ME TO GET HIT INSTEAD. BAD FATHER... I GUESS I AM...

Fu$$ Giveaway
FU BUCKS GIVEAWAY Ok I am going to do a FU$$$ Giveaway. This is how its gonna work. U pick any SFW pic and comment on it. For every 3000 comments I will give you 50000 FU$$$. So if you wanted 100k you would give me 6k comments. So anyone interested send me a private message with your pic link. Wishful Thinking@ fubar

Sex Great Excercise
Having sex is yet another great past time for burning up those unwanted fat producing calories... REMOVING CLOTHES With partner's consent... 12 calories Without partner's consent... 187 calories UNHOOKING BRA Using two calm hands... 7 calories Using one trembling hand... 36 calories GETTING INTO BED Lifting partner... 1.5 calories Dragging partner along floor... 16 calories Using skateboard.. . 3 calories ACHIEVING ERECTIONS For normal healthy man... 2.5 calories Losing erection... 14 calories Searching for it... 115 calories PUTTING ON CONDOM With erection... 1.5 calories Without erection... 300 calories INSERTING DIAPHRAGM If the woman who does it is: Experienced. .. 6 calories Inexperienced. .. 73 calories If a man does it... 650 calories Add five calories for retrieving it from across the room. POSSIBLE INTERCOURSE SIDE EFFECTS Bouncing... 7 calories Sliding around... 9 calories Serious skidding... 12 calories W

Unexpected Visitors
Greetings & Salutations my dear FUbarians! Lend me your eyes. ??? Neva mind =) I know this is rare, but... I have a surprise set of house guests tonight. Let me think how to put it.... My ex-sister-in-law and her daughter (my son's aunt on his mom's side) - Wendy & Claire - are in Nashville visiting Vanderbilt University. I guess Claire has her senior year in HS coming up or she graduates this spring - how the hell am I supposed to keep up? - and she might be attending Vandy. oh. boy. I sure don't need a 17 year old female to babysit for the next 4-5 years. Worse, Wendy just might follow her here. I hope she finds another school. I am pretty sure she will because mom is so high on Vandy. WHEW! fingers X'd! Anyway at least they called me last night about the time I was settling in for sleep. WOOHOO! 20 hours' notice! Oh well, always liked her better than her sister lol! She is younger too... So I will have - between the cat and the ladies - a whole house full of kit

I Cant Sleep
I cant sleep at all and its about 1 in the morning. i had a long day friday. getting bad news right after i get up in the morning then seeing my son being sick with the little flu shit in which he is okay since he took his nap but have to see how he is when he wakes up. i cant sleep mainl because my mom passed away the same day i turn 24 and cant seem to wonder if it was a bad thing or a good thing. i just cant help but wonder if there was a reason for her dying on my birthday or if it was just unexpected and wish i knew. i keep pondering the situation even if i try so hard not to think about it and it hurts to know that right now. i cant keep from thinking about my mom because i havent seen her for the last several weeks because of the situation at their house because two people there are being asses acting like i never loved my mom. I knew that she was termanilly ill and im not able to cope with the situation of someone dyin right in front of my face and people think im selfish that

With A Woman In Mind
With A Woman in Mind With a woman in mind a man can feel like he can do anything anything can be achieved And nothing is to great to overcome with just one thought of holding her by his side with love in both of their hands and a open heart to guide them toward there dreams nothing is ever to big and the world belongs to just them but when he is alone he tries to look so tough an yet when she walks bye he can be so gentle as the wind across your cheek with his arms wide open to hold her close to his heart and he will now shed a tear for the happiness he now holds deep inside feeling whole now for the first time with a woman in mind and gently standing bye your side anything can be possible so dont be affraid to try.

No Words Can Ease The Pain!
As I talked with my friend Holley tonight she learned that a good friend had just died. My heart go out to her, her family and the her friends wife who I can only imagine is just devistated. Love and Prayers to all of you. To me death is one of life's greatest mysteries. It is creates the most important questions, because the answers affects how we live our lives. One question is simple; what comes after this? When we are faced with the death of a friend or relative, we are stunned with grief. We don't understand, he was here and now he's not, where did he go? Where does the spirit go and how is my spirit supposed to go on without you? This is the greatest and most diffucult spiritual quest that anyone must endure. To lose a dear friend a child or a spouce never seams fair, and that raises the question of why? Why this good man, good husband? Why not the rapist I saw on TV last night? Why him? Why do this to me? Why??? All these are questions I cannot answer. Nor d

Stuff I Can't Get Put Together
Thoughtlessly, mind-lessly, suddenly, without a single cue thought of you come crashing through and resonate around my head Wondering, hopefully, if thoughts of me have come to you? . . . . . . . . . . . .. . . .. . . .. . . . Wistfully and joyfully the things my mind designs carefully and quietly I try to write the lines . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . This life I have is not of mine but of someone I was knew I want to move on and be the one I'd like to know . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

Please Come Help Me 21,000 To Go For My Happy Hour
please take a few mins of your time to come leave some comments if you can spare like 100 for me i will be sure to rate you back with 100 11s just let me know when you have left 100 comments and then ill return the favor sound like a good deal i thought so to lol please and thank you very much

Want In ?? Free Auction(no Entry Fee)
RULEZ FOR AUCTION: *READ THEM ALL PLEASE* ** SEND LINK TO PIC TO RIP AND WHAT U ARE OFFERING TO HIGHEST BIDDER VIA FU-MAIL !! ** LINK @ BOTTOM 1. MUST HAVE AT LEAST 1 SALUTE PIC. SFW PICS ONLY ! 2. NO DRAMA TOLERATED 3. SERIOUS BIDDERS ONLY,BE READY TO SEAL DEAL WITHIN 24 HOURS IN CASE PERSON BEING AUCTIONED DECIDES TO TAKE YOU UP ON BID. 4. PERSON BEING AUCTIONED HAS FINAL SAY TO WHATEVER BID THEY CHOSE !!! 5.REAL MONEY THINGS(BLASTS,TICKERS,HH'S,STICKIES,VIP'S) TRUMPH FU-BUX UNLESS PERSON BEING BID ON DOESN'T WANT IT. 6. I THE HOSTESS(BOSSLADYWITDASEXXYEYEZ) WILL NOT BE HELD RESPONSIBLE FOR ANY THINGS NOT PAID (EX: SALUTES,BLASTS,TICKERS, ETC.. BY EITHER BIDDER OR PERSON IN AUCTION ! ) 7. DO NOT BID OR SAY WHAT U WILL OFFER FOR HIGHEST BID THAT U CAN'T BACK UP ! 8. EXAMPLES OF THINGS YOU CAN DO/GIVE HIGHEST BIDDER: KEEP THEM FU-DRUNK,SALUTES,PHONE CALLS,BUY GIFTS,LINK THEM ON UR PAGE/BULLY/STICKY/BLOG,OWNED BY IN FU-NAME,ADD TO FAMILY,CRUSH T

This Is Me
Strong, independent, soft spoken and vocal, with an unconditional accepting personality. All of that ensconced in love, empathy and respect, feistiness, gentleness and laughter.This is me. Who I am today. Not perfect in all things. Extremely capable of owning her own struggles and admitting her own flaws. Of which there are many. This is me. Who I am today.Emotional submission is NOT just be a dream and sexual submission is NOT just be a fantasy... because this is me. Who I am today. I am to be taken in whole doses... in my perfect and imperfect entirety.Or not taken at all. If you can't take on the entire package, in all of it's various wrappings, then you can't have the joy of knowing me as I will be tomorrow.This is me. This is me and who I am today.I am to be taken in complete doses.Or not taken at all.

Love Defined
Love me in the Springtime, when all is green and new, Love me in the Summer, when the sky is oh so blue, Love me in the Autumn, when the leaves are turning brown, Love me in the Winter, when the snow is falling down. Love me when I'm happy, and even when I'm sad, Love me when I'm good, or when I'm oh so bad, Love me when I'm pretty, or if my face is plain, Love me when I'm feeling good, or when I'm feeling pain. Love me always darlin', in the rain or shining sun, Love me always darlin', after all is said and done, Love me always darlin', until all our life is through, Love me always darlin', for I'll be lovin' you!

The Realm Of Fire: Summer
The Realm of Fire: Summer Fire, with creative and destructive power contained within every flame, is likely the most challenging element. Fire represents transformation, both in substances that burn and in the environment around it, as the flames supply both light and heat. It burns with passion and energy reflected in the human spirit – the purity of fire is akin to our motivation and will, the drive to succeed and shine in our own light. Through the light of fire we receive the illumination we need to follow our paths, giving us the energy to refine our passions and strive for our goals. Fire can leap up and die down again just as suddenly, bringing spontaneity in its flames. It is called the “living element” as its dance is reminiscent of our own dance of life. In the summer, the heat of the Sun’s fire is most present, and the energy of the fire fills our bodies and our lives. We spring into activity, motivated by the increased light to do more, and express the fire of our

Almost 3 1/2 Yrs
It has been almost three in a half yrs since I have seen my little girl. I breaks my heart that two yrs ago this father's day that my own father told me that I'm not a father because I don't see his Grand Daughter. I mean the man shouldn't talk cause that was the first father's day in 17yrs since he has seen me. So what does that mean does it mean that he wasn't a father for 17 yrs come on now. To me he is not my father he's just a long lost friend cause to me my father is the man who raised me. My Daughter knows where I am even though she is only 4yrs old she is very smart for her age. Her mother my ex wants nothing to do with me at all, and dosen't want me talking to my own daughter how messed up is that. At least I know that when father's day come around this yr my siter in-law will call me and put my daughter on the phone :D .... So like it says in the start of this blog it's been almost three in a half yrs since I have seen her.... Where ever you are Princess know that Daddy

Another World....
There is no use in dying When still I seem to be undone There is no use in trying to find again The love of someone Where have I gone and come so far Well, I've been headed nowhere I have been walking quite a while along Feeling lonesome Don't you worry, they won't find my body I want you to know I found Peace in another world Don't keep digging, I want you to leave Back away from the place where my ashes are buried I still can hear your breathing As if you'd never gone away I still can feel your touch, your tenderness As if you were still there There is no sense in crying Only liquid running from my eyes And all the feelings I restrain Are the remainders that survived Don't you worry, they won't find my body I want you to know I found Peace in another world Don't keep digging, I want you to leave Back away from the place where my ashes are buried

Mr. Common Sense
Mr. Common Sense Saturday, March 22 2007 Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Mr. Common Sense. Mr. Sense had been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He will be remembered as having cultivated such value lessons as knowing when to come in out of the rain, why the early bird gets the worm and that life isn’t always fair. Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don’t spend more than you earn) and reliable parenting strategies (adults, not kids, are in charge). His health began to rapidly deteriorate when well intentioned but overbearing regulations were set in place - reports of a six-year-old boy charged with sexual harassment for kissing a classmate; teens suspended from school for using mouthwash after lunch; and a teacher fired for reprimanding an unruly student, only worsened his condition. Mr. Sense declined even further when schools were requir

^sin^ Needs Attention!
Bored dont know what to do with your time why not bomb rate and comment...Help her level she would do the same for you Click the Photo Below ^sin^-Enforcer @ the playpen☠fu gf 2 sexy sheila☠fu owned by emt380@ fubar (repost of original by 'QUEEN Nassy V4mpir3 GothMother' on '2008-03-22 17:32:23')

So There Is No Confussion
For all the ppl who didn't read my blog about my 2 contests here is how i run stuff!!!! YES..... rates and comments count YES..... my contests run for a few of days meaning 2 days or a week YES..... after it is closed i look at the RATES & "THEN" COMMENTS to determine the winner, it is my money and my fu-bucks that are being use i don't want DOWN RATING to help ur friend out since rates are counted! if i see it.... well lets just say i better not!!!!!!!!!!! IF U DON'T LIKE I HONESTLY DON'T CARE U CAN RUN UR CONTESTS HOW U WANT AND I CAN RUN THEM HOW I WANT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

How Well Do You Know Me?
So I decided to make a little quiz to see wich of my friends know me best, copy and paste the questions in a PRIVATE MESSAGE to me, with your answers. I will then add up your score & send it back to you (as well as post it here). Sooo... how well do you know me? (some questions will be multiple choice so pay attention) 1. WHAT IS MY FULL NAME? 2. WHAT MONTH WAS I BORN? 3. WHAT YEAR WAS I BORN? 4. WHAT "TEAM" WAS I ON IN HIGH SCHOOL? A) FIELD HOCKEY B) CHEERLEADING C) SOFTBALL 5. WHAT ARE MY TWO FAVORITE COLORS? 6. WHAT WAS THE NAME OF MY HIGH SCHOOL SWEETHEART? 7. HOW OLD WAS I WHEN I GOT MY FIRST KISS? 8. HAVE I EVER BEEN MARRIED? 9. HOW MANY TIMES HAVE I BEEN ENGAGED? 10. WHAT IS MY HOMETOWN? 11. HOW DID I MEET MY BABYS FATHER? 12. WHAT MUSICIAN AM I OBBSESSED WITH? 13. WHAT DO I FIND STRANGELY COMFORTING IN A RELATIONSHIP? A) BEING SHOWN OFF B) ABUSE C) SEX 14. WHERE DO I LIVE? 15. WOULD I DATE ANY OF MY X BOYFRIEN

I Have To Leave Again
i know i just bearly got back here but i have to go again more drama has come up and the sme drama never left so i'll miss you all(you most blunt) i care so much about the great friends i've made here..i'll pop on now and then to say hi and see how you all are doing...peace love and happyness to those i'm very close to

Enjoy!
This is me The words you read I'm not a mystery It's that simple Sometimes I'm the pebble Or I can be one of the ripples With these ordinary words I can make common sense sound absurd Or bring new life to the slaughtered This is a power we all hold The one thing we can control Use your words to reveal your soul Now is your chance Don't leave it to happenstance Speak what is real while you still can Or live with the regret Of things left unsaid Revealings of the heart trapped in your head

Wtf
downyourth...: The "Master" in fact one of my accts here was masterfulone ->downyourth...: master or what? downyourth...: I'm the "master" didn't you know hun---I love to make people think and I am well-versed trust me on all subjects--Had plenty to learn from I'm one of 9 kids ->downyourth...: all this witty banter downyourth...: the point of what ->downyourth...: so once again I ask... what is the point here? downyourth...: that's right and u won't---so you bisexual babe I doubt it ->downyourth...: so what is your point here? I see no age or local downyourth...: 34B ->downyourth...: nowhere near that downyourth...: I know but they are nice what a 36C? ->downyourth...: well - I don't have big boobs so ... oh well downyourth...: not abby baby that was a typo I love ur profile pic OMG downyourth...: srt abby I love pussy and actually big boobs are my specialty amongst many many things trust me..I have 6 yrs on you too u in shock yet? ->downyourth...: interesting name you g

For Those Who Say This Is Just The Internet...
True. This is just the internet. And when I see people write stuff scoffing at people and things done to them on the internet, it gets under my skin sometimes. When I lost EVERYTHING in Hurricane Katrina, it was my "internet" friends that couldn't do enough for me. People I only talked to online or a very few, on the phone, was there for me and my family 110%. They gave to the Red Cross and other similiar organizations, but my "internet" friends offered to help us personally. They wanted to send anything and everything they could to us, direct. I have family members that wouldn't even do anything to help us. But my online friends were there for me always and still are. So when someone writes a mumm about what someone else did to them on here and they're upset about it, before you leave a smartass comment saying something like, "it's just the internet, get over it", remember that yeah, even though that's all it is, there is still someone REAL behind the screen and at the keyboard. And t