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More Dreams
Longing for the human touch Desire that I need so much Confusion as to what to feel Lost in all that is not real A fantasy of mind and light Found lacking by so far a sight For I need to touch a flesh so true yet I can’t reach out and touch you All I can do is sit and wait Sit for hours second rate Behind the wall of distant glass It drags on slow and never fast Till in this place I see you near The one I always hold so dear The one who touched my heart and mind The one who is the greatest find Now I see there is more I need my heart for one alone does bleed Loneliness does surely grow I wonder if inside you know The hold you do have on me And how these eyes do truly see One I can never ever hold I think of waiting till I am old It would be worth all to hold one time And feel the joy one moment sublime Where I could gaze into those eyes And know the wonder and surprise But this is just what can not do I need the touch from only you By R. Thomas Dinsmore

More Thoughts!!
So if you thought you could keep me tied up and chained up think again. You swore to me that you'd never stop being my friend. Yet yesterday ,when i called you ,you showed your hateful side to me. You said that you'd always forgive me for anything i did,as long as i played your game. I've fallowed your rules,I never broke them. When I messed up I never ran,I took what ever you dished out. I twiswted and turned inside out for you. I played the part of your slave to the T. Yet here I am alone and once again on my own. I did everything you asked of me. I played by your rules and your rules alone. Yet you left me as fast as you picked me up. Now I pull myself back together, and you want me to feel bad for wanting what i want. Does anyone eles sees something wrong with this pic,or am I the only one. You also swore we would stay friends,but now when other men start looking at me, you want me to feel bad because of it. Anyone eles see anything

More Members Links
this is a new member that just joined us..make him feel welcome to ourr lil family Dannyo68@ CherryTAP this is kevin.sweetnnasty's man our treasures ct hubby and real life boyfriend.his profile link wouldnt open so i added a pic link instead.make him feel welcome too

More Than You Know
You always, know what I feel, You may not think it's a big deal. I'm truly grateful for you and your comfort. You always know when I am hurt. I know your love, Will carry me through. I feel you care, More than any one out there. You offer your arms, To protect me from all harms. You give me your heart And ask nothing for your part In giving me peace, harmony, and hope. When I fall in a hole and there’s no way out, You are my rope. Yes I truly know you care, But it's just not fair. I don't want your life any rougher, You are too kind and sweet to suffer. Wither you say love you or love ya, You have made my life bed-da. When I'm far away and distant, Don’t ever think, my love is gone for an instant. More than you know, I do care, so.

More Quotes
*~a million words would not bring you back, i no, BecauseI've Tried. Neither Would A Million TeaRs. I Know, BeCause I've Cried *Love is friendship set on fire *Love is a never ending feeling *Love is sometimes denied, sometimes lost, sometimes unrecognized, but in the end, always found with no regrets, forever valued and kept treasured. *Guys are like Stars, there are millions of them but only one can make your dreams come true! *Love isn't who you can see yourself with, but who you can see yourelf without. *You know you're in love when the hardest thing to say is goodbye. *You can say you love me but until you prove it, the words mean nothing to me. *The First time I saw you, I knew that it was true, That I'd love you forever and that's what I'll do. You don't know what you do to to me, You don't have a clue, you don;t know what its it's like being me looking at you!! *I do believe that God above created me for you to love, he picked you out among the rest cuz he knew I'd

More Friend Quotes
*Friends are forever, guys are whenever, so when worst comes to worst, my gurlz come first! *True friends are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget! *friends are like starz, u don't always see them but they r always there *friendship is Just a word but my girls give it a meaning

More Friend Quotes
*Some love lasts a lifetime. True love lasts forever." *A loyal friend laughs at your jokes when they're not so good, and sympathizes with your problems when they're not so bad *A true friend never gets in your way, unless you happen to be going down." *The only way to have a friend is to be one." *

More Funny Quotes
* *Last night I looked up at the stars And matched each one with a reason why I love you I was doing great, but then I ran out of stars* *a peach is a peach a plum is a plum a kiss isnt a kiss without some tongue *Roses are red violets are blue god made me pretty what happened to you? *GUYS ARE LIKE ROSES WATCH OUT FOR THE PRICKS *I'm Loved by some, Hated by many, Envied by most, Yet wanted by plenty *If ur naughty go 2 ur room.. If u wanna be naughty, go 2 mine *God created men first, cause you always make a rough draft before a masterpiece! *God made coke god made pepsi god made me so darn sexy *All Good Girls And Boys Go To Heaven Thats Why I Wasnt Invited *The more I get to know guys, the more I like dogs *guys are like slinkies its always fun to watch them fall down the stairs *Star light ....Star bright .... where the heck is Mr. Right?* *If u need space join NASA baby!!! *You can fall from the sky* *You can fall from a tree * * But the best way to fall* *

More Of My Philosophy...(another Repost)
...but this time I'm sober. What a treat for you. Actually I felt I had to be sober to muse on the subject I'm about to tackle. It's a rather important subject, although whether or not it should be is still up for debate. In fact I think many people spend a bit too much time thinking about it and/or arguing over it and maybe they should learn to just live and wait to find out if they're right or not. In the end, it's a lesson we all learn... On Religion: I was raised Lutheran. I attended Lutheran schools and Lutheran churches. I was forced to crawl out of bed early on Sunday mornings, shimmy my way into uncomfortable frilly little dresses, pile into my Dad's car, and go to church, where, once I arrived, I sat on an uncomfortable wooden pew and stared at some guy (wearing what was probably an equally uncomfortable dress) on a podium giving a big long boring monotone speech about an afterlife that was as distant to me as the planet Pluto ( I always dug that...a planet named after

More Than Words
How do you write a poem in which words can't even describe the feeling I'm having inside? How many ways and how many times can I say 'I love you' without it sounding repeatious? I love you! I love you, too! ... three, four I could say you mean the world to me but how much does the world really mean? Or that I love you more than anything and anything means everything So do I love you more than I love my own father? No, I don't but that's a different love You can say it You can shout it And if it's really any love maybe you could show it But that person should just know it because love is more than words

More Of The Same
Laziness Never put off until tomorrow what you can do the day after. Anyone can do any amount of work provided it isn't the work he's supposed to be doing at the moment. --Robert Benchley If it weren't for the last minute, nothing would ever get done. A conclusion is simply the place where you get tired of thinking. Never put off till tomorrow what you can avoid all together. Early bird gets the worm, but the second mouse gets the cheese. Early bird gets the worm, but the second worm gets to live. Ambition is a poor excuse for not having enough sense to be lazy.--Charlie McCarthy

More Of My Thoughts..
Baby,show me what you feel. Come on to me Show me something real I need to know how you feel. I need you completely. Closer baby,closer Come on baby lets begin.. Love is taking over Got to let it in. Ooh I need to feel the heart of you. Need to reach the very deepset part of you. Can i touch you there, Touch you deep inside Can I touch your heart, The way you're touchin mine Can I touch you there Touch you deep within Can I touch you there, Closer baby closer, Can't be close enough I can't help the way I hold you Ijust hunger for ur love. Let me show you just what love can be.. written by Lisa~sissy~

More From The Book,..now I Gotta Go Back To Work,.
Early Lore Pamela Emmie-Maria VanEisjden It was spring, wonderful spring. How else a story of deception would bring about a smile to my face and joy to my heart. It was a good year that year. You can’t tell this story without telling the tale of two other women that were indirectly involved at the time. Monica Jordan and Kamika last name unknown, so this will be hard indeed. But I will do my best to recreate the times and events that compose this relationship. Lord that guy on Oprah makes it hard for us folks who tells the story the way it went… but here it goes… It was late April, 1991. The squire to the order was busy with a certain Monica Jordan. Life was pretty much mundane. I was seeing the world through the eyes of a USMCR pfc, so I was pretty disenchanted with everything that was going on around me. It just so happens that our band Kaytreo was doing a talent show. We would provide the music for various singers in the CSRA, all for a nominal

More Random Notes.
I jammed today to the point of muscle fatigue and I'm feelin' quite sassy! I can truly say that TJ is Hooah! It has helped me to tone my bottom and thighs in the short time that I've been doing it! It's truly amazing! ------------------------------------ So, life has been a wee bit hectic lately, but honestly, when isn't it? Sometimes, I feel like life will get the best of me, but then I start thinking about the best of me. There's a great deal of good in the worst of you and I, you know. I guess that sounds quite immodest, but you know, it isn't often that I remember to give myself the kindness that I dole out to others. Really, when I think about it, I should be just as kind and encouraging to myself as I am to others. If I treat myself poorly, who's to say that one day, my poor treatment will not spill over into another aspect of my life? What if I become so comfortable with being down on myself that I decide it's okay to knock someone else down, so to speak? It's not something I'

More Depressing Poetry
HOLIDAY CHEER Well you see I can’t stop this twitch Need a witch Someone something Please stop this slow sting Oh, I’m sorry Not what you wanted to hear today Oh, I’m sorry You just don’t care today Well that’s OK You just had complain Thought you were owned completely So much in vein Sold my soul so easily Sitting all along But you still won’t call No one on the phone How far did we fall Oh, I so sorry Still not what you wanted to hear Oh, if you only knew how sorry You still wouldn’t fucking care Well that's OK

The More I Listen To Kill Hannah...
The more I love them, and I can't wait to see them on Sunday! "Scream" I saw the clouds forming tornadoes in the sky The winter winds blew on lake michigan that night I carved your name into my arm So i would remember you Sometimes it hurts so bad i don't want to know what to say Enacting sybil vane in some tragic way So afraid that i can't ever explain So now i Scream And hope it's a dream It's hard just to breathe When you say goodbye I wanna sleep but there are nightmares when i try The birds are circling I know the reasons why Maybe a sad song some time I will make you remember me Somehow i feel that it's my destiny to fail Get dried and hung upon a gallery wall Holding on by just a thread to my heart So now i Scream And hope it's a dream It's hard just to breathe When we say goodbye Scream It's not what it seems I still cant believe That we said goodbye

More Friends.
Hey fellow cherrytappers. I figured this was a good way to meet more friends so that is what this post is about. I don't have alot of pics right now but more are on the way. Stop by and show me some luv anyway and I will do the same. Have a nice day. Peace.

More About Me
It's me it's me. It's the PH to the B lettin folks know a little more about me. I'm 5'10" 350lbs. Shaved bald with a goat tee and blue eyes. I just happen to live in Misery errr Missouri. I'm a 13 year pro-wrestler on the independant circuit. Currently I'm laid up with a back injury which stinks. I'm an avid video gamer or as my friends say Vidiot.I love sports of almost all kinds. Yes football,baseball,hockey, and Basketball among favorites.But then again I watch almost all sports, I have one thing to say about the olympics and that is ball room dancing and backgammon are NOT SPORTS!!!!! I think meeting new people is always fun and a rather great thing to do. So I hope all take time to read this. Have a Nice Day!!!!

More On Continuing In The Word Of His Grace
December 3rd More on Continuing in the Word of His Grace I commend you to God and to the word of His grace, which is able to build you up and give you an inheritance... receive with meekness the implanted word, which is able to save your souls. (Acts 20:32; James 1:21) Paul's exhortation to followers of Jesus Christ was to "continue in the faith" (Acts 14:22). "The faith" (in which we are to continue) is the word of God. Paul later called it "the word of His grace." Since God's word is permeated with His grace, it is able to do glorious things in our lives. James wrote of "the implanted word, which is able to save your souls." God wants to plant His word into human hearts that the word might bear fruit therein. This is how the Lord began His work in us: "having been born again, not of corruptible seed but incorruptible, through the word of God which lives and abides forever" (1 Peter 1:23). By communicating His word to us (through preaching, teaching, witness, or evangelism)

More Than Boobs.
I do not know why I actuall posted another one aout being beautiful exactly, but I am blaming it on what I read in Karen Marie's profile this morning. She made a comment on how so many of us men comment on a woman's breast as, "nice tits", or such. I agree we sometimes get rather blunt and rude. By the way gentlemen or not I am a breast loving man, I like to see good breast on a woman. However, they all have them they just come in various sizes and shapes, but what is the rest of the woman like. Has sehe lovely eyes? or a beautiful smile? A voice so sweet she could talk the birds out of the sky? What are her other qualities. I love a woman for the gift of talk, kindness, friendship, and personality she posses, not just what size jugs she may have and yet I am not going to say I did not notice either. However, I know they are more than walking mammory glands. Ladies I love the way nature put you all together. It makes things work out for enjoyable nights and so forth, b

More Fun!!
You Should Learn French C'est super! You appreciate the finer things in life... wine, art, cheese, love affairs. You are definitely a Parisian at heart. You just need your tongue to catch up...What Language Should You Learn?

More Of The Genius!!!
HEREfS A WEIRD ONE, THE AIR FORCE HAS BEEN CHARGED WITH USING JESUS CHRIST AS A MARKETING TOOL. WHO DO THEY THINK THEY ARE? THE VATICAN? THIS IS SUCH A CRAP LAWSUIT! JESUS WAS A GREAT MAN AND IF YOUfRE STUPID ENOUGH TO JOIN THE AIR FORCE BECAUSE SOME BOX-JAWED YAHOO TOLD YOU JESUS WANTED YOU TO GO FORTH AND DROP BOMBS ON YOUR FELLOW MAN, THEN YOU PICK UP A THING CALLED A BIBLE AND PUT ON A PROTECTIVE HELMET. JESUS HEALED THE SICK, WALKED ON WATER, HE NEVER SAID, gTAKE MY CHILDREN UNTO YOUR LANDS, BRAVO, TANGO, ONE FOUR, WEfVE GOT BOGEYS AT 1 OfCLOCK. THEY HAVE FORSAKEN ME, FIRE!h BEFORE YOU BELIEVE IN JESUS, YOU SHOULD DO A LITTLE RESEARCH ON THE MAN. ATLEAST GET THE BIBLE CLIFFNOTES. YOU DONfT NEED TO LOOK AT YOUR gWHAT WOULD JESUS DOh BRACELET. IfM PRETTY SURE JESUS WOULDNfT JOIN THE AIR FORCE BECAUSE THE NAVY SEALS ARE WAY COOLER! THAT MIGHT BE A COOL TOY! THE gCOVERT ACTION JESUS; WITH KUNG-FU GRIP!h ORDER NOW! THE WAY THINGS ARE GOING IN THE WORLD, VERY SOON, YOUfLL

More Stuff
Tread lightly on a weary battered heart and wonder not when you see that once again she cries remember for her sake before you judge tho the dagger is already drawn the invisible wounds and scars she bears look closely before you plunge the blade and know with your thrust goes nearly the final flicker from her eyes imagine the tears and the desperate pleas But... don't let them haunt you long rest assured she forgives and she has you in her prayers

More About Me..
Random Facts to know and tell 1.I never read instructions, I prefer it to try things out till it works. 2.I'm afraid of spiders. 3.I don't like the word "Hot". Sometimes people mistake my quietness for rudeness. 4.I can change my mood within seconds. 5.If i'm in a bad mood you'll never notice because I won't show it. 6.I'd rather talk to people online than on the phone. 7.I won't trust you until you prove me that you are worthy of being trusted. 8.I am impatient. 9.I don't like having attention drawn to me. 10.I don't take compliments well (I know that's weird). 11.It embarasses me when people say i'm hot. Music is like my oxygen. 12.I'm short, only 5'1". 13.Most people don't take me seriously. 14.I look younger than I am. 15.I don't like the word "cute". 16.I hate talking about myself. 17.I hate being bored. 18.I'm terrified of heights. 19.I can only sleep when it's cold. 20.I'm musically talented, somewhat. 21.I don't like the word "Hot". 22.It annoy

More Poetry
In this house I'm a prisoner In my own head In my own room And in my own bed Like circular walks And disfigured clocks These rooms of my doom Harbor pain in the rocks And I look out these windows To see streets that unwind Only to find that they're all in my mind The Calico watches With a penetrative stare She frequently asks me If I'm really there I know that I care And I know that I want To see my reflection In a mirror that I haunt But the truth is I wait For an ambigious date When questions are answered At an alarming rate The depths of the deep The nightmares I sleep The places I go When I'm counting the sheep They wander away Until night turns to day And when light touches them Why I ask them to stay How I hunger for peace In my restless mind And I long for this ivy To relax and unwind Growing fast past my windows And over the roof A prisoned palace Showing me proof That its all so organic And easily torn How fragile the mind When it

More Of My Soul!!
When will this all end. How far will we all go? When the fires die who will be standing. Will it be you my friend? Will it be you my faithful enemy? Will it be me? When all that is left is ashes,what well we see? Will we see from this world or the next. What we see will it be worth our lost? When all is done and said ,was it worth it all? Was it worth our pain and tears? Was it worth all our fights? Was it worth the lonelyness? Was it worth the wandering? Was it worth our happieness? Was it worth our laughter? Was it worth our dreams? Was it worth our hope? Was it worth our trust? Was it worth our love? Was it worth our lust? Was it worth our lies? Was it worth us? So once again I ask was it worth it all? When the wandering which is life done and the fires are dead,was it worth it? Was everything that we went through and what lays ahead worth it? Who well be standing and well our souls be at peace when we a

More Of I Need Advice
Iam sitting here and cant sleep. Its 1:15am and I got a phone call from him. It was a short call. He asked if I was sleeping and, I told him no. He then asked if I have slept good since we ran back into eachother. I didnt respond. He then told me that he love to see me....right now!! Of course I said that was impossible. That I have the baby with me. God Iam sitting here so excitied. My girlfriend is here and said she would keep the baby while I go over there. I cant go though..I will be so nervous!! The truth is I havent slept right since we ran into each other but, I could never tell him that. The last new years we spent together we watched a live band play, it was our favorite local band. Well the band is still together and they are playing this new years down the road at the local dive...I really want to go...only if he want to go with me. Iam too scared to ask.... Now what??????

More Poetry
Friends Threw It All By: Christa ~ For Karl ~ In Life there are to many things that can make a heartbreak You never know when falling in love can be a mistake You turn here and there Looking for a match to make a pair So many wasted kisses so many wasted tears How could I have missed it so many wasted years I thought it was love with him and him But the forecast always said it looks dim Until one day it seems so long ago I saw the love I would someday come to know I was having a bad week, no thought it would get better While sitting by me he said “We should get together!” “Yeah we should.” was all I could say We had plans on the third day “I’m moving soon.” rang in my ears I knew where this was going I refused to shed tears But he made it clear that friends we should stay To this request I felt some dismay He treated me with utter respect He never made a move I could detect We spend over a year getting to know one another Laughing and t

More To What Makes Me Happy....part 2!!
fridays when i get to see my man for that whole damn hour...the look on my kids faces when they wake up christmas morning and see all the presents under the tree from "santa"...getting my homework done in advance and not having to rush through it to get it done...fitting into those jeans that i havent been able to do for awhile (and now i can!!)...going to the store and finding something i have wanted for awhile and see that it is on sale (big time on sale too!)...a man telling me that they like something else about me other than my eyes or my smile...waking up in the arms of my man...listening to my man snore knowing that im secure...smoking a cig and being able to enjoy all of it without it just sitting there in the ashtray...finally finding my balls and being able to say what i feel....loving a man and not caring what anyone else thinks...answering my phone and hearing " you have a collect call from michael"...not having a negative balance in my bank account...smiling just becuz and

More Me!
[b]You Are 27% Selfish[/b] [img]http://images.blogthings.com/howselfishareyouquiz/selfish-2.jpg[/img] In general, you are a very giving person who treats others very well. But at times, you insist on getting your way - when it matters most to you. [b]How Selfish Are You?[/b] [url]http://www.blogthings.com/howselfishareyouquiz/[/url]

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[b]Your Famous Last Words Will Be:[/b] [img]http://images.blogthings.com/whatwillyourfamouslastwordsbequiz/death5.jpg[/img] "What we know is not much. What we don't know is enormous." [b]What Will Your Famous Last Words Be?[/b] [url]http://www.blogthings.com/whatwillyourfamouslastwordsbequiz/[/url]

More Friggin Poetry...
The Beast Heaven does not answer the door Bleeding out from the inside knuckles worn down to the bone bleed raw... Mercy does not come to the window to hear the desperate plea for peace Embrace the burning pain inside Engage in battle with the beast... 12.8.06 James C. Leveroni

More New Erotica- Extracurricular Activities
Have been writing a lot of erotica in the past month or so...guess I've been inspired, you could say. ;P Anyways, finally got around to typing some of them up and posting them online, and should even have them linked on christywild.net soon...in the meantime, here's a nice little threeway PWP I wrote recently. Enjoy! Extracurricular Activities By Christy Disclaimer: This story is based on characters and situations created and owned by JK Rowling, various publishers including but not limited to Bloomsbury Books, Scholastic Books and Raincoast Books, and Warner Bros., Inc. No money is being made and no copyright or trademark infringement is intended. Summary: Fred, George, and Hermione decide to have a little fun together after practice. She never got tired of watching the twins practice. They were like the wind itself- swift, silent, and sometimes deadly. Which was not to say they didn't have comparable moves while off the field. Far from it, and Hermione had the exper

1 More Day
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More Yuck
kindred soul I held your beauty within my arms one brief moment I beheld your charms Two souls touched as none ever had all that is life, the good and the bad Was ours in a timeless space that we share your open heart showing things beyond compare A kindred soul on this sweet journey of life someone who knows that loneliness cuts like a knife leaving us breathless with anticipation that a reprieve in soon to be our emancipation Freedom from emptiness at the end we fulfill a gratuitous sensation of an infinite unending thrill To know something we share in our space two souls that feel and express in this place that only exist in the written word yet is far more touching than which is heard because it comes from the desire of the soul to find our missing half and become whole the sent of a match may stir the senses but these written words build fences that hold in the feelings that only we know there is nothing more beautiful t

More Than Ever
The songs I hear, the people I see, Make me think of how it used to be, Just you and me. Did you leave because you seen the inside of me? Or is it because you wanted to be free? I seen you cry, Is it because you did alot of lying? I understand how you feel, I wish I could make your pain heal. We deserve eachother, And we should never be with another. I sit here and think about what it would be like Being without you. I couldnt go on living, going through all the pain and the sorrow after all that we have given and after all that we have borrowed. I think I might be dreaming, About how our love shined and beaming. But when I wake you are there by my side. I hope now and forever that I never lose you. I love you more than ever and I love you more than human eyes can see.

More Lyrics
hi five yeah true harmony.. unlike pretty ricky.. lol I like this song.. just can't find the video.. proudced by teddy "yup yup" rilley All summer long We've been together And I never felt so good Cuz when I'm with you You such a good time (yes it is) And when you get next to me You make my heart beat fast You through me back when you smile And when we're alone I know we're in love Cuz I can't get enough of that Chorus 1 I like the way you kiss me when we're playin the kissing game I like the way You keep me looking forward to another day We've got it good We have it all it seems We're livin dreams yeah This is our time Cuz what is meant to be Just you and me This is still new We stay young and hard, break in two But I know our love Would always be there Chorus 1 yeah I like it Keep me looking forward to another day 'nother day I like the way I like it ohhhhh I like it.

More Bitching
I really need to get more sleep. I'm always tired, but at night all I want to do is piss around on the internet or watch TV. I guess from going to school in the morning and working through the night, I feel the need to at least spend some of my day doing things I enjoy. Tomorrow is the 5th day I will be closing at work, BUT it is for a good cause. I was supposed to be off tomorrow, but I switched with this one girl so that I can go to the hockey game on Wednesday. I don't even follow hockey, but I went the home opener this year and liked it, and my friend asked me to go, so what the hell? A little quality time with a good friend at a hockey game is worth $60 I guess. Oh well, I better at least get ready for bed. I really don't want to get up for class tomorrow. 9 more days and then Christmas break, much needed. April can't come soon enough!

More Than Slightly Stupid
Ok, So if this is a online "BAR" Why are themes/ content that are: adult, Not Safe For Work, offensive, and whathave you grounds for Deletion? Has anyone been in a real bar? Because in a real bar no one cares about any of that crap. The rules are: dont throw up, dont pass out, and don't pee on anyone. Nothing like the boundraies underlined here. If this is supposed to be a Bar, are not bars for adults? And as Adults cant we act like adults? Comments anyone?

More Xmas Shopping (edit X 1)
.x.Dreaming Of A White Christmas .x. Hi, All My Girlies + Guys...Well I did some more xmas shopping today, we went to Target first and I bought both of my niece's a there presents and I got my dad some more stuff, and then we left there and went to the petsmart store and I got memuu some presents and Whiskey a present too. Left there and we went to a chinese buffet for dinner, then we went to Publix and did are grocery shopping and came home. My mom is taking me out one more time and then on Dec 23rd me and my dad will go out one last time. I'll Keep U Posted. I Love Ya All Bunches

More Things That Are Pleasing To The Ear...
So while getting my first into lesson on mixing vinyl (yep, learning to DJ over here...just call me DJ Elf) I ran across more sounds that I like. I’ve known that I like industrial and strange sounds in some music. The Skinny Puppy song “Goneja” is a good example of that. Also the theme from the original Terminator movie with the pipes and metal and intense sound. Another song that I was introduced to last night that I have to agree is most awesome is called “Swords” from the Rhythm and Stealth album by Leftfield. Something else that the last song has that I like is the sound of large drums. That deep, urgent and tribal sound always makes me want to get up and move to it. Kinda reminds me of a heartbeat sometimes, like during and right after sex when you can hear your heart pounding and afterwards when you collapse and can feel both your heart and the other person’s but they are so loud and in sync that you can’t tell them apart. LOL. I know, odd description but true. Wha

More Random Stuff
who was your last? 1. Hungout with? Alison and Allen 2. Rode in a car with? Coley 3. Went to the movies with? oh wow.. um.. either Allen or April.. loooooong time ago 4. Went shopping with? can't remember 5. Commented? Anna 6. Text Messaged? Anna.. lol 7. Hugged? Alison A N S W E R. T R U T H F U L L Y. 1. Do you like anyone? yes =) 2. Sun or moon? moon 3. Winter or Fall? fall 4. left or right? right 5. 10 acquaintances or two best friends? 2 best friends 6. Sunny or rainy? rainy 7. Vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream? chocolate ---------------------------------------------------------------------------- A B O U T . Y O U. 1. What time is it? 15:10 2. First Name? Dustin 3. Where do you wanna live? anywhere, as long as I can be near Anna =D 4. How many kids do you want? 1 of each =D 5. Do you want to get married? yeah but not for a while 7. Have you ever eaten spam? i don't think i have.. 8. Favorite ice cream? chocolate chip cookie dough woot 9. How many

More Updatez On Me
Well after I wrote that poem I am ok and fine.. NO I did not have a fat head break down.. I don't wont one and that is going to wait long long time.. lol.. I am feeling a little better feeling having a headache and I am way to damn tired. I am usually up all night long but I could not sleep.. I am just tired of drama that rolls around and starting fucking shit here.. I don't like drama and I can not stand people who talk back to my grandma.. Grandma is really sick and she is dying and all people fucking do is yell at her.. Well I don't do that now more and than god.. Well give you more updates on me ok..

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Well I finally got some damn sleep last night thank god.. And to be honest to you all I really feel alot better than I did yesterday.. I really feel like shit yesterday and now I am better as I can be.. Yep.. I may go to bed early again tonight but don't know if I do or not.. But I am going have to get off here and let computer rest or have my cousin be on here for a while.. I am going to my room and listen to my cd player and listen to my cd or music what ever you want to call it.. Yes I know my room is a mess but I or some how I will have to clean it when I do really feel like it.. Yeah but have to help around the house because my grandma can't do it at all she is really sick that is why I am here to help.. You know how that is.. But again it is call life and help other people around that is how it is me.. I do have time to talk to my friends and my family but they do get on my nerves sometimes but I know they are there for me.. I have alot of faith in me and I know what I ca

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I Luv Her madly! With a passion nothing can quench. Only Her touch can come near calming my burning desire. I want to learn from Her, as I want Her to learn from Me. When our bodies intertwine in passionate sex, My will is for Her to explode with satisfaction. I wish She could only realize. She has lit a flame. That burns deep, waiting for Her to share in My Burning passionate desires.

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One day old man Stumpy and his wife Martha went to the Illinois State Fair. There is this man selling plane rides in his single prop show plane for $10 per person. Stumpy looks to Martha and says, "Martha, I think I really should try that." Martha replies, "I know you want to Stumpy, but we have a lot of bills, and you know the money is tight, and $10 is $10." So Stumpy goes without. Over the next few years they return every year, and the same thing, Stumpy wants to ride, but Martha says no money. Finally, when Stumpy and Martha are both about 70 years old, Stumpy looks to Martha, and says, "Martha, I'm 70 now, and I don't know if I'll ever get the chance again, so I just have to have a ride in that there airplane." Martha replies in the same old fashion, and Stumpy kind of slumps down. The pilot is standing near by and overhears the conversation... The pilot pipes up, "Excuse me folks, I couldn't help but hear your situation, and I have a deal for you. I'll take both of y

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this is what i sent the one i was talking about in my last blog please read and be honist about what u think i whould realy apresheatit thank you When I think of you and my days are blue. Everything in the world seems out of reach. Then and only then I see myself the way I know I am meant to be all alone. In this world bye myself here in the middle of this wall I built around myself. At first I built it so I couldn't get hurt anymore, but that was 8 years ago. Now I keep it up I think so I can't get out and show my true feelings. I don't know how I would protect myself if it wasn't up but I would like to try. The only problem is that see I have only found one person that has even tempted me to try tearing the wall down. I don't know if it is even possible for her to love me. We have been friends for a really long time. I can't remember when we met but I do know that when I am not thinking of her in my spare time, I am thinking about the fun we have together her and the kids. When

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You have the right to remain motionless, or you may elect to run away from me. Should you decide to run, I shall direct my K-9 to chase you down to the ends of the earth. You have the right to have your lawyer run with you. Should he refuse, a recent Law School graduate will be appointed by the court to jog along with you. If while running, you suddenly decide to end the race, beware that my K-9 may or may not understand your intentions, and may continue his persuit of you in full stride. You may stop running at any time, at your own risk. Good luck. On your mark, get set....GO!!!!!

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1.First off, what's your name? Ashy Larry, i'm goin from ashy to classy baby.... 2. Ok, but what do people call you? E. Just E, not E-Money, E-Dizzle, E-Wizzle, JUST E. 3. Have you ever kissed someone with braces? No, that's fucking scary... 4. Who is the fourth missed call on your call log? I don't know, I don't look at that shit. 5. If you could change your eye color, what would you change it to? I would not, my brown eyes are the best. 6. What is the wallpaper on your phone?: A Pond, and my ringer is a frog croaking, ribbit, ribbit....nobody has that shit, it's balla. 7. What do you have handy at your bedside everynight?: A loaded .40 cal semi-auto, just cause I can. 8. What was the last text message you sent? She did what? For how much? 9. What do you want for Christmas? A new Z06 Corvette, in TRIPLE BLACK...but I won't buy it for another few months.... :( 10. Do you have your tree up yet? Yeah, whatever...i'm the grinch, I hate X-mas. 11. Do

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1.What is the last alcoholic beverage you drank? A Scotch Sour 2. Do you follow college football? Pretty much, THE Ohio State University 3. How many miles does your car have on it about 15,000 on my TrailBlazer My Honda Prelude is a Frankenstein of Parts, the body is dented and has like 190,000 miles on it, though the engine, transmission, and entire drive train are brand new….so about 20,000 miles, maybe. 4. Who was the last person to send you a text message and what was it about? Ashley, private bueiness, can’t talk about it, nun-ya-business. 5. Last time you went swimming in a pool? At Dave’s party in Pennsylvania I think… 6. Are you happy? Yes I think I am. 7. Where was the last place you went shopping? Micro Center…computer store…looking at the new Dual-Processor G5 MAC with a 30” Cinema Screen…freaking sexy ass setup, and it’s under $5000…which isn’t actually bad. 8. How do you feel about your hair? It’s short and super. 9. Where do you work? Fo

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I need more cowbell! I'm a struggling musician these days. Back in the 80's I wowed audiences by the thousands with my gutsy cowbell solos. Musicians don't even have a clue now days as to how important a cowbell player is to a band. The cowbell is second to only one other instrument and that instrument is the kazoo. Look at the not so well known band U2. They blew their shot at being a popular band when they turned down my solicitation to play cowbell for free in their band. Of course my cowbell talents have cursed me in the past as well. A little known fact is that I was the reason Guns n Roses split up. Apparently Axel could not handle the fact that I was getting all of the attention from the lady fans and he threw a tantrum and left the band. After listening to Working for the Weekend by Loverboy 756 times in a row, I was hooked! I set out to be the best cowbell player in the universe. Needless to say, my dreams have been shattered! Don't feel sorry for me though! I still rock

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Two old ladies are standing at a bus station and one of them is smoking. Suddenly it starts raining so the smoking one takes out a condom from her purse, cuts the edge off and puts it over the cigarette. Her friend asks her: "What are you doing?!?" So she replies: "I don't want my cigarette to get wet so I covered it with a condom" So her friend asks: "What’s a condom? Where did you get it?" So she says: "At the pharmacy" So the next day her friend goes to the pharmacy and asks the clerk if she can get a condom. The clerk asks: "What size?" So she replies: "I dunno, one that will fit a camel" -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- A wife went in to see a therapist and said, "I've got a big problem doctor. Every time we're in bed and my husband climaxes, he lets out this earsplitting yell." "My dear," the shrink said, "that's completely natural. I don't see what the problem is." "The problem," she complained, "is that it wakes me u

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I am 70% Video Game Addict.Video games are a big portion of my life, maybe too big of a portion. They are not a means of social interaction, despite what I might think. I should just go outside.Take theVideo Game Addict Test@ FualiDotCom I thought I'd be more of this one lol. I am 56% Asshole/Bitch.I am abrasive, some people really hate me, but there may be a group of other tight knit assholes and bitches that I can hang out with and get me. Everybody else? Fuck ‘em.Take theAsshole/Bitch Test@ FualiDotCom LMFAO! lol I am 49% Idiot.I ain't too bright. But all those other idiots annoy the hell out of me. I may not be the brightest bulb in the bunch, but at least I know my limits.Take theIdiot Test@ FualiDotCom RAWWWWR HELL YEAH!

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You're an Passionate Kisser For you, kissing is about all about following your urges If someone's hot, you'll go in for the kiss - end of story You can keep any relationship hot with your steamy kisses A total spark plug - your kisses are bound to get you in troubleWhat Kind of Kisser Are You?

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Not that I have to say it, but it can be a weird time. People are busy with things other than work and the normal routine of living. I enjoy putting up a real xmas tree and all that comes with it. You read about people getting stressed and depressed over the holidays. I don't think it's that as much as how boring it can be. Your are in between projects and not a lot is happening at work. Like any full time worker, I probably spend at least the equal amount of time at work versus being at home. Not that is a bad thing or is it? I know I look forward to the new year and getting back on pace with some outside work projects and the other crap life will bring me *lol* JJ the Axe

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The Top 15 *Other* Signs Santa Claus is Actually a Woman: 15. Santa *remembers* it's Christmas. 'Nuf said. 14. Reads children's letters in office instead of in bathroom. 13. Never explains what exactly you did to deserve that coal in your stocking; if you have to ask, maybe that's the problem! 12. Employs little people in a sweatshop and co-hosts TV talk show, "Regis and Santa Lee." 11. Despite the closet full of red coats with big black belts, *still* insists she has nothing to wear on Christmas Eve. 10. "Mrs. Claus" wears work boots, has a crew cut, and drives a '68 El Camino. 9. A man simply would not care if you were naughty or nice. 8. Actually seems to shake like TWO bowls full of jelly. 7. Bowl full of jelly, my ass. It's water retention. 6. Constantly whining about equality until it's time to clean out the reindeer stalls. 5. Matching shoes and belt? Only a woman would accessorize a pantsuit like that! 4. No guy would ever

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#1,Do you attend Funerals to comfort grieveing widows? #2,Did you ever dine alone on edible panties? #3,Do you put the shades up before undressing? #4,do you stuff socks in your pants,craveing a shallow bitch? #5,Do you use Hot-Tub jets for Immoral purposes? #6,Do you on occassion use cucumbers or other veggies in the bedrm,for an extra special salad at a later time? #7,With a babe blind-folderd an tied spread out,do you on occassion,use a Kielbasa,dureing roleplay? #8,do you mentally strip most women ? #9,Doi you on occassion guess what type of panties if any a women is wearing?

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#1,Are you concidering a janitor's job at an all-girl colledge ? #2,Are your forearms starting to look like popeyes? #3,Are your Favorite Dial-a-porn,numbers on an auto-dialer? #4,Do you feel like a Monk with an extensive magazine collection? #5,Is the Bowling Alley the only place you've scored in months? #6,Are you concidering visiting a Club Med Resort? #7,Are you concidering joining a local Nudist Club? #8,Are you concidering placing a sex add for a Swingers Slave ?

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#1,Do you subscribe to Sports Illustrated for the Swimsuit issue? #2,If you wrote a book on sex,would it have to be a handbook? #3,Will you read any book with the word "throbbing" in the Title ? #4,Do you think the Joy of Sex,+ More Joy of Sex are incomplete? #5,Can you recite passages from The Happy Hooker from memery? #6,Do you use the Gooey Decimal System to organize your Adult Library #7,Do you read the Fantasy letters in men's magazines before checking out the pictures?. #8,Do you feel that you could write a great Sex manual on the Art of Performing Cunninglis? #9,Do you feel that your better at performing Cunninglis than a women? #10,Do you believe your the greatest Orgasim Creator Born? #11,Do you feel you hold the Record for the most times a man has eaten it on the rag? #12,Are you constantly trying to sleep with a lesbian,to find out for sure that your the best Cunninglis Master in the world?

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This 65 year old woman is naked, jumping up and down on her bed laughing and singing. Her husband walks into the bedroom and sees her. He watches her a while then says, "You look ridiculous! What on earth do you think you're doing?" She says, "I just got my checkup and my doctor says I have breasts of an eighteen-year-old." She starts laughing and jumping again. He says, "Yeah, right. And what did he say about your 65 year-old ass?" Your name never came up..." she replied

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A kid comes home from school and says to his mom, "Mom I've got a problem." She says, "Tell me." He tells her that the boys at school are using two words he doesn't understand. She asks him what they are. He tells her "well, pussy and bitch." She says, "Oh that's no big deal, pussy is a cat like our little Mittens, and bitch is a female dog like our Sandy." He thanks her and goes to visit dad in the workshop in the basement. He says to his dad, "Dad the boys at school are using words I don't know and I asked mom and I don't think she told me the exact meaning." Dad says, "Son, I told you never to go to mom with these matters, she can't handle them. What are the words?" He tells him...pussy and bitch. Dad says, "OK," and pulls a Playboy down from the shelf, takes a marker and circles the pubic area of the centerfold and says, "son, everything inside this circle is pussy." "OK, dad, so what's a bitch?" "Son," he says, "everything outside that circle."

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Just found another writing of lyrics I did a while ago so thought I would post it...kind of in an emotional space right now..searching for something and I don't know what...anyway here goes... More Then you Will Ever Know I once knew a place that never felt the light A place so dark that love did not grow Cold and unfeeling Dark and so hidden My heart had once flourished A place filled with innocence Warm and open it once was But life changed it as time went by I love you more than you'll ever see More than my heart could ever show I love you more than you will ever know My heart did not escape your eye You saw within me all that is good Despite all that I told you No matter what I shared You grew ever closer to me Your light and love setting me free Unconditional love, a gift from you Lighting the fires deep within my soul I love you more than you'll ever see More than my heart could ever show I love you more than you'll ever know Almost gone a

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Holiday Eating Tips-Part 2 6. Under no circumstances should you exercise between now and New Year's. You can do that in January when you have nothing else to do.This is the time for long naps, which you'll need after circling the buffet table while carrying a 10-pound plate of food and that vat of eggnog. 7. If you come across something really good at a buffet table, like frosted Christmas cookies in the shape and size of Santa, position yourself near them and don't budge. Have as many as you can before becoming the center of attention. They're like a beautiful pair of shoes. If you leave them behind, you're never going to see them again. 8. Same for pies. Apple. Pumpkin. Mincemeat. Have a slice of each. Or,if you don't like mincemeat, have two apples and one pumpkin. Always have three. When else do you get to have more thanone dessert? Labuor Day? 9. Did someone mention fruitcake? Granted, it's loaded with the mandatory celebratory calories, but avoid it at all cost. I mean,

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Q. How can you tell if you eat pussy well? A. You wake up in the morning with a face like a glazed doughnut and a beard like an unwashed paintbrush. Q. Did you hear about the male prostitute who got leprosy? A. He did okay until his business fell off. Q. What's the best thing about marrying a woman with leprosy? A. She can only give you lip once! Q. If they bring shrimp home on shrimp boats, fish home on fish boats, and clams home on clam boats, what do they bring crabs home on? A. The Captains Dinghy! Q. What does 70 year old pussy taste like? A. Depends! Q. What should you give a man who has everything? A. A woman to show him how to use it. Q. Why do black widow spiders kill their males after mating? A. To stop the snoring before it starts. Q. Why don't men have mid-life crises? A. They stay stuck in adolescence. Q. What's the difference between men and government bonds? A. Bonds mature. Q. What do you do with a bachelor who thinks he is God's gif

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You Are: 70% Dog, 30% Cat You and dogs definitely have a lot in common. You're both goofy, happy, and content with the small things in life. However, you're definitely not as needy as the average dog. You need your down time occasionally. Are You More Cat or Dog?

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Adding my weightless comments to the ton of meaningless blathering already out 'here'. The holidays are here, we're completely broke (as usual) but at least I'm good with the judge, I have a psycho-bitch-from-hell ex-spouse with kids and child support who LOVES trying to put my ass in jail, try divorcing one yourself and you'll know where I'm comin from with that!! We've recently moved (to Phenix City, AL) and the house is still a mess - but at least I'm 2 1/2 hours closer to the kids (the psycho-BFH ex doesn't like that at all, but screw her - No you do her, I'm Thru!! :) for Lo, these 7 yrs now - and in those 7 years of blissful divorce, her sorry ass has drug me in front of the judge 10 F***g times! She got her the best in legal counsel, tho - cos the first 5 or 6 times were over menial bullshit, that she only got a few hundred dollars in legal fees for, but that was merely the SETUP for the jail time and big bucks to follow!! (watch your Ass, before having kids with thes

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Two Headed Angels Ludicrous this modern life so boring snooring on the floor innate this curse this vision diverse refusal to implore irreversable piercing anguish festering out from inside the core a rock beneath a raging torrent unmoved amid chaotic flow james c leveroni 12.26.06

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In a couple of hours I'll be meeting my fiancée at the airport, as she will be here for another 20 days! Moreover, since the first phase of our paperwork has now been approved, PERHAPS this will be her last "visit" before she is able to stay in the U.S. permanently! She travels SUCH a distance to get her, & we find SO many things to do while she's here, that, well, Cherry Tap falls by the wayside for me. Have an **EXCELLENT** New Years, one 'n all!! Perhaps the 3rd weekend of January I'll once again be spending more time here??

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You Are Thong Panties Woman, you are one hell of a ride! You're a total wild child - and you live for crazy times. Men are attracted to you like flies to honey, even though they know they should stay away. You need a expert cowboy who can keep in tune with your free spirit! What Kind of Panties Are You?

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My strength is probably greater than that of another fledgling of the same age, because I have fed from Marius, who is close to 3,000 years old and had fed from our Queen after he had been burned shortly after embracing Armand. I am willing to let my strength develop as it should as I age in vampiric years. All of our gifts grow stronger with age. Now I do realize that there are still those out there that don't believe we exist, but we do. If you look at statues from around the world you'll see that some have fangs that are visible and the statue is in human form. If you look at some of the Chinese Buddha statues they have a swastika in the middle of the chest for them it was an ancient religious symbol, before is was used by the Nazi's during WWII. So you see if you look into the past you will find things that are in the present. So, yes it is possible for Vampires to exist in present day and be as old as 6,000 years, if not older. The bloodline i was "born" into is at least 6,000 yea

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What a fine day today Even though The rain that’s been falling Can’t seem to change me She said she wants me But I think I’d lose my mind Can’t you see I’m lost without you Can’t you see I’ve nothing but time Maybe there is something out there Out there waiting for me But I just can’t find the line To make this life Like the one that was left behind What a fine day today Even though All these empty spaces Thru all these empty spaces Make up this sad little rhym

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Bo Bice Lie......Its Alright I’ll get you back I’m out of cash You can always count on me Oh, I forgot C’mon baby just believe You’re so good at telling lies I’m like “here we go again” And I don’t need no reason why You could tell me anything Just don’t think I don’t know That I should let you go But you’re beautiful tonight So lie…it’s alright (Keep saying whatever you want to believe, as long as you look like that, she says) I’m over here Around the way You know I’m only stopping by I thought you said You said to me Come on over here tonight I don’t mind I kinda like All the stories that you tell It’s obvious but I don’t care Cause you’re doing it so well You’re so good at telling lies I’m like “here we go again” And I don’t need no reason why You could tell me anything Just don’t think I don’t know That I should let you go But you’re beautiful tonight So lie…it’s alright It’s alright, it’s alright No I wouldn’t change a thing It’

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i had to go take a drug test and get a physical done for my new job yesterday...anyway a few things were interesting to me.......1, im damn glad that i didnt smoke that crack the other night and 2, i have lost 14 pounds in about 2 months, which would be good had it not been the reasons that i dont eat much lately...grandmom died, heart broken because of someone, and worried to death about this certain someone and the f'ed up thing he has done....but thats another blog for another day.....it is now time to get myself purdyful before peeps start rollin in......and dammit i need to go get cigs.....im smoking way too much lately, another side effect of said someone.

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Ok it is going to start a new year with 2007 so I am going to have a really good year lol.. 2006 was a bitch and it was bad for all the trouble I had in 2006 now 2006 is go and I want to start the new 2007 fresh.. I am doing really great and feeling alot better.. I hope you all had a really good time on New years Eve night and party hard lol.. I had a really great time I did.. So I am wishing you all for the best of 2007 and A Happy New Year My Friends.. Virgo24

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* the first time i got drunk with my mom and her boyfriend and threw up all night long...damn those wine coolers...and ill tell ya one thing i have never drank those again! * meeting my bf for the first time and how i just knew that he was comin on that damn bus even though he told me he couldnt make it..how i looked like total shit and was in the middle of cleaning the house..had no bra or makeup on and was still in my jammies..the look on his face and how he took me up in the bathroom to give me a kiss so the kids wouldnt see..the first time we had sex and how it was the most wonderful thing in the world! * driving to north carolina this summer with my sister and how we stopped at kfc to eat lunch and the old guy with the huge bulge in his pants, flopping all over, how we laughed and stared in amazement...gotta love those black men!! * my wedding day and how i cried and was so damn nervous, seeing how many people showed up to what would turn out to be a disaster later in life....m

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More Than Passion Silently she awakes and gazes upon him there. She sees him sleeping peacefully and longs to hold him near. She reaches out her trembling hand to gently touch his face. Remembering short hours ago, sharing love's embrace. He stirs just then and spies her tender. loving stare. Then places his hand over hers, stunned at the extent of her care. Their eyes never leave each other as she caresses his soft skin. She smiles at him slightly as she moves closer to him. He takes her in his arms placing a kiss upon her cheek. She turns her head slowly, his lips for her to seek. A subtle moan escapes her as his hand explores anew. Passions kiss intensifies as their rhythmic dance ensues. He proclaims his love for her as he kisses her wanting neck. She moves her hands over him finally to rest upon his chest. Feeling her velvet secret engulf him again and again, And feels her building climax escaping from her then. She arches back, catches his eyes adoring their al

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It's clear that if we don't stop hating, nobody will. It has to start with us because not only are we ourselves suffering horribly from the limitation and burning of all that anger, but the world is never going to change unless one person somewhere starts to stop hating. -Richard Carlson We the unwilling, led by the unknowing, are doing the impossible for the ungrateful. We have done so much for so long with so little We are now qualified to do anything with nothing -Unknown (borrowed form Perl.com State of the Onion 2003) *************************** I was having a conversation with someone on Cherry earlier today and was reminded not to sweat the small stuff in life. There are so many more important things on life than senseless cherry tap drama. If someone isn't being hurt by the nonsense, then in my opinion, it is just that... nonsense. And again, this is my opinion.

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ok... this is crazieness.. we spent like 6+ hours camming and talking today.. and i loved every second of it!!!.. somehow it seemed like mere minutes rather than hours!! I have never in my whole life felt like this before... sure i have had crushes,, but this is more. I connect with yuo on such a different level... I could be content just watching you go about your daily routine all day long. I have never fell this hard soo quik ever! I've never felt like this before period. You make me feel like there is a purpose for this whole rat race i am running..like there is finally a light at the end of my tunnel..and its you. This is all so new to me.. i am always so used to walling up inside myself.. but everthing just spills out when i think look or talk to you. I find my self thinking..am i in love?..is that was this is..and it terrifies me!!! Suddenly things make sense and are all askew all at once.. my head is spinning..my stomache is churning..but i like it ;p !! You got me thinking cra

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2007-01-02 14:27:28 we're about to do some network maintenance, things might be rough for the next hour or so (2:30-3:30PM PST). please return your tray tables and seats to their upright positions and turn off all cell phones and other electrical devices! in the event of an emergency air masks will drop from the compartment above you. your seat cusion also doubles as a flotation device! i'll post something once we're done... cross your fingers! -mike Okay... I am bracing myself for any potential turbulance -- are you???? Kat

More On Cancer...
Cancer, the fourth Sign of the Zodiac, is all about home. Those born under this Sign are 'roots' kinds of people and take great pleasure in the comforts of home and family. Cancers are maternal, domestic and love to nurture others. More than likely, their family will be large, too -- the more, the merrier! Cancers will certainly be merry if their home life is serene and harmonious. Traditions are upheld with great zest in a Cancer's household, since these folks prize family history and love communal activities. They also tend to be patriotic, waving the flag whenever possible. A Cancer's good memory is the basis for stories told around the dinner table, and don't be surprised if these folks get emotional about things to boot. Those born under this Sign wear their heart on their sleeve, which is just fine by them. The mascot of Cancerians is the Crab, and much like this shelled little critter, Cancerians are quick to retreat into their shells if it suits their mood. No wonder these

More Turth
WHAT DOES NOT MAKE YOU A JUGGALO/LETTE... 1) you are NOT a juggalo if the only reason you want to be is because its "cool" 2)you are NOT a juggalo if you call EVERY JUGGALO YOU meet a jugahoe 3)you are NOT a juggalo if you think you are more "down" because you have more shirts then someone else 4)you DO NOT have to do drugs to be down 5) wearing your paint in public DOES NOT make you better than a juggalo who doesnt 6)you do NOT have to flash your tits to be a juggalette (but if you want to I'm all for it) 7)getting good grades and carring about school DOES NOT make you a juggahoe 8)you do NOT have to own a hatchetman charm to be more "juggalo" than someone else 9)you are ALLOWED to like other music and still be a juggalo 10) beating people up and claiming juggalo ONLY for that purpose does NOT make you a juggalo 11)claiming juggalette and being a whore beacause you think thats what juggalettes are does NOT make you a juggalette 12)just because you

More Adult-puns
MORE ADULT-PUNS How do you cancel a appointment at a sperm bank? Tell them you can't cum. ***************************************************** What do you call a guy who never farts in public? A private tutor. ***************************************************** An innkeeper's daughter during the Middle Ages made love for fifteen straight knights. ****************************************************** Man: "How do you like your eggs in the morning?" Woman: "Unfertilized!" ******************************************************* Johnny asked one of the kids at school, "If you woke up covered in KY Jelly naked in a sleeping bag in the middle of the forest, and your ass was killing you, would you tell anybody?" "No, I'd be embarrassed." So, Johnny asked "Wanna go camping?" ******************************************************** What's the difference between love and herpes? Love doesn't last forever. Get more at www.hostdrjack.com

More Successories Quotes
The Road to Success “Always choose the path that moves in the direction of your dreams. Though your journey may be filled with many winding roads, when you are inspired to follow your dreams, you eventually find success, and discover it is less about the destination and more about the manner in which you traveled.” The Essence of Change “Learn to embrace change, and you’ll begin to recognize that life is in constant motion, and every change happens for a reason. When you see boundaries as opportunities, the world becomes a limitless place, and your life becomes a journey of change that always finds its way.” The Power of Attitude “Our lives are not determined by what happens to us, but how we react to what happens; not by what life brings to us, but by the attitude we bring to life. A positive attitude causes a chain reaction of positive thoughts, events and outcomes. It is a catalyst… a spark that creates extraordinary results.” The Essence of Destiny “Watch your thoughts

More Devotion
Cherokee Feast of Day by Joyce Sequichie Hifler Country sounds abound on a cold winter evening. A cow bawls, dogs bark, voices carry across the frozen land. Evening brings the comforting thought of home. Wood for the fire, soup for supper, a cat stretching on the window sill and waiting to be fed. And winter sunsets are the essence of all that is beautiful. The last few minutes before the sun goes down, it fires the horizon with live embers, hazes the hills with blue, and then turns deep purple, red, and gold - gilding the treetops and reflecting in window panes. If there are a few gray hours in winter, far more are filled with thoughts of home, sharing, and time to enjoy it. ~ I beseech you.... by everything you hold sacred and dear.... arise to the dignity and grandeur of your honored position as the father of your gallant little band, shake off the fetters of the Bad Spirit.... ~ KEOKUK 1832 --------------------------------------------------------------------------------

More About Tauruses
Taurus is the Second Sign of the Zodiac, represented by the Bull which is prized for strength and stamina. The Egyptian Horus was the Bull of Heaven and a white bull was sacrificed in Babylonia at the time of the New Year to placate Ramman, the God of Thunder and Lightning. Taurus peacefully tends and nurtures Spring's garden, bringing forth harmony from chaos. Like the Bull, Taurus does not move unless there is something worth moving for. Taurus likes to keep a firm hand on possessions and nothing makes this Sign happier than secure material prosperity. Taurus craves the good things in life. Dominated by the romantic Planet of Venus, Taurus is deeply loving with strong values, but can be slow to make decisions. Earthbound with worldly goals and in tune with nature, Taurus is the most reliable and faithful Sign of the Zodiac. In essence, Taurus governs practicality and security. The symbol...or glyph...of Taurus represents the horns and head of the bull. It is the Sign of the Builde

More Quizzes
You scored as Blue. Your heart is blue. You are a very calm and relaxed person. You are very caring and like helping others. You\'re grateful for what you have in life, even if it\'s not perfect. People love you for who you are, don\'t ever change that- it\'s what makes you the great person that you are.Blue96%Yellow96%Pink86%Red82%Purple61%White57%Orange57%Black54%Green54%~What colour is your heart?~created with QuizFarm.com

More On Stabbing Babies In The Face...
alright...i mentioned in the previous blog that i might go into deeper detail as to why i think stabbing babies in the face is wrong....well, i'm in a writing mood right now, so that detail will happen at this very moment, dawg.now, to understand why i believe that stabbing children in the face is wrong, you first must understand that when i was a baby, i too was stabbed. no, i wasn't stabbed in the face, but as i was stabbed in the top of my skull by the dang doctor as i was being born. true story. folks who know me are well aware of the bald spot atop my skull where i was stabbed.this stabbing, which apparently seemed harmless at the time, my mind got twisted like a towel made of limes being rung out. yeah, that's right....my mind is like a citrus cloth that soaks up the filth that develops in the society we live in.....and then that filth gets cleansed in my limey goodness. but anyway, getting stabbed near the brain had those apparently benificial effects...plus, the fact that my ha

More About Me...lol
You Are a Dreaming Soul Your vivid emotions and imagination takes you away from this world So much so that you tend to live in your head most of the time! You have great dreams and ambitions that could be the envy of all... But for you, following through with your dreams is a bit difficult. You are charming, endearing, and people tend to love you. Forgiving and tolerant, you see the world through rose colored glasses. Underneath it all, you have a ton of passion that you hide from others. Always hopeful, you tend to expect positive outcomes in your life. Souls you are most compatible with: Newborn Soul, Prophet Soul, and Traveler Soul

More Of Turning Point 2005
Wait a minute what am I talking about, fuck all this pity bulshit, why waste my life on all that has fucked me in the past.(I mean if I gotta walk this earth more I might as well enjoy it right?) No fuck that, fuck you, it's my turn, my turn to shit on this world, I'm through sitting around, I'm done waiting on the next person to fuck me over, this world is now mine. I'm going to come out strong and on top of it all. This is my life no one else's, I'm done with all this shit. I am now in charge, and I say "fuck the world, fuck life, and most definatly fuck you." I fear no man or no pain, I can hurt no more than what has already been done to me. Fear me now for I have nothing to lose and everything to gain. Your fear and your pain shall give me life. I feel your fear in my blood, it flows deep, it's better than any drug. I shall live forever in your thoughts, in your dreams, and in your nightmares. "Here Me Now I Am God!"

More Control Over Fear
This weekend I did something I swore I would not do the first time I saw this thing being built. I have always disliked ferris wheels. The one at California Adventure is the biggest I have seen in person. I first saw it 6 years ago from a hotel room across the street. I had a view of the whole park, very strange to see the lake as a large empty pit. This weekend I agreed to go on it, and in one of the swinging cars at that. There was a family in the same car with us. My friend kept telling me to look around. My fear was strong, but I did not scream. Or at least not much or too loudly. I did look around a little while in the air. The scariest parts were when the car swung so I would be looking downward.

More Words...
Red Wine Tonight I sit Beside myself An idea As sweet as this Red wine Pouring it out Trickling Over your breasts Dancing Across your belly Flowing Down Between your thighs Sinking deep inside Your lips As sweet as this Red wine We share this Thirsty Kiss… 1.5.07 James C. Leveroni

More Of My Iraq Bs
im not sayin just get the fuck out in defeat, im sayin we need to consider the lives of our troops, and their families, and alot more things, than just political agenda...cuz however u look at it, POLITICAL AGENDA is behind the whole thing, not humanitarianism, or goodness of the heart, etc...

More On The History Of Tattoo's(deeper Look Into Tattoos)
Tattoos The Ancient and Mysterious History Humans have marked their bodies with tattoos for thousands of years. These permanent designs—sometimes plain, sometimes elaborate, always personal—have served as amulets, status symbols, declarations of love, signs of religious beliefs, adornments and even forms of punishment. Joann Fletcher, research fellow in the department of archaeology at the University of York in Britain, describes the history of tattoos and their cultural significance to people around the world, from the famous " Iceman," a 5,200-year-old frozen mummy, to today’s Maori. What is the earliest evidence of tattoos? In terms of tattoos on actual bodies, the earliest known examples were for a long time Egyptian and were present on several female mummies dated to c. 2000 B.C. But following the more recent discovery of the Iceman from the area of the Italian-Austrian border in 1991 and his tattoo patterns, this date has been pushed back a further thousand years when h

More Thing I Love..=)
MoRe THiNgS i LoVe..=) stupid SurveyS that UnCover So Much! blasting My Music when Im Home Alone danCing Like No oNEs BusineSs! BakinG CookiEs aNd The Smell of Vanilla Candles! DresSing Up All Girly! Hot Pink and Black! Photography * Shopping * Laughing * Dancing * PArtying Summer Days and Pink Night skiEs! Tanning Beach Bumming. Purple SkittlEs! SarCAsm and cLever Letters! QuOtes ANd StickErs ! MY FamiLy! WriTiNg aNd MaKiNg PoUtY aNd KiSsiE FaCes! the Feeling wheN You've Finished SomethiNg Big! CrY FesTs With BEsT FriendS Over NonSenSE! ScaReY MovieS! The SmEll OF DraKkaR! KodAk MomEnts and HallMark CommerCiaLs! Making A GenuiNe ConNectiON with SomeOne! SnOwMeN and TeDdy BeArS! BAllOonS And LeaRniNg! singINg In THe ShowEr And ThiNking Im REallY gooD! REaDing MagAzinEs aNd GoiNG To THe GyM! LaugHing ANd MaKing Other PeoplE Laugh! BEinG Able To CeleBrAte All HoLIdAYs! Being Told im PreTTy aND beinG Eyed From Across A rOom! MYstery an

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Raisin Bran I saw your crazy horse dripping with color breaking through the clouds an eclectic mirage carrying thunder... Free spirited devotion steadfast in illusion a beauty so wild your story on canvas emotional fusion... 1.11.07 James C Leveroni *what I got from a womans painting at an artshow

More On My Condition!!!!!!! ( Repost)
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More People Need To Die.
ok, so the death toll of people i know/am close to for the month is now upto 6. if the rest of you fucks would be so kind as to let me know when you are going to die i would greatly appreciate it. If your not sure, just give me a ball park figure. if you dont come up with a time frame for me, i will set a date and we can work it out, your choice, knife, gun or rope.

More Rimbaud
'A Season In Hell - 6' The Impossible ¯¯¯¯ Ah! My life as a child, the open road in every weather; I was unnaturally abstinent, more detached than the best of beggars, proud to have no country, no friends, what stupidity that was. - And only now I realize it! - I was right to distrust old men who never lost a chance for a caress, parasites on the health and cleanliness of our women, today when women are so much a race apart from us. I was right in everything I distrusted: because I am running away! I am running away! I'll explain. Even yesterday, I kept sighing: "God! There are enough of us damned down here! I've done time enough already in their ranks! I know them all. We always recognize each other; we disgust each other. Charity is unheard of among us. Still, we're polite; our relations with the world are quite correct." Is that surprising? The world! Businessmen, and idiots! - there's no dishonor in being here. - But the company of the elect, how w

More Poison
You cry down the phone to me, and then you try to act tough! You tell me you cut yourself, you didn’t cut deep enough! You push me get jealous and turn nasty until we have a fight. Then when I fight back you cry like a bitch that nothing is going right! You tell me you love me that you’re the luckiest man. But then you start fights with me and say I just don’t understand! You sit there and tell me how you want me as your wife. Then in the next breath you say you don’t want to live your life. You question my love; however your love is never up for debate. How can you love your filled with too much hate! You try to accuse me of being with some other man. Then you cry you’re just insecure so I should understand. You try to act tough and like your all that! But you bitch like a girl when I decide to fight back! You try to hurt me with the words you say. Then you whinge that I’m pulling away! You were the one that played around and lied. I

More Drama Today ... I Hate It
Drama and self importance rain the immature make public their pain Delusion that the world does care Of all the doings they would dare Sickening the mess they live inside Sane souls would instead hide Too many think their live matter most Their past chases them they see the ghost For when childish minds refuse to see There lives are their own making to be Lived in the moment and not in fear They past up the gift to us so dear life free of the burden self centered thought Drama is a choice and not worth all it’s brought By R. Thomas Dinsmore Thos next one is old and full of the self pitty that people living in drama have . Wasted years In the rush to become what is ideal failing to think about what I feel working so hard to live up to expectation see the thing I became for others elation loosing all that I held dear giving in to all for sake of fear beholding the path that I had taken Feeling so lost, alone, and forsaken price paid in blood and swea

More Poetry...
Now, I have to preface this by saying that one of my CT pals, actually did his "due diligence". He did some "research" on me (presumably to make certain that I wasn't on the FBI's Most Wanted list) and he found a poem I wrote in 1996. Incredible! I had completely forgotten this poem, and he found it for me. Additionally, this poem was written at a time in my life that was incredibly painful and heart-wrending. I won't bore you with the details, but after "re-discovering" it, after having forgotten about it for many years, I will share it with you. It was published in the New Yorker under a different title so my lawyer says it's okay to "copy" it here as 'Untitled'. In Tara's halls, harps echo; around doth ruin lie. Though far from home, we shall come there by and by. We wait as anxious children, for a mother, now no more, and we with arms outstretched in passion, reach toward that blessed shore. Our wait is never done, everlasting beyond Death. Alone, in haunted

More Than Words
[Verse 1] Saying I love you Is not the words I want to hear from you Its not that I want you not to say But if you only knew How easy it would be to show me how you feel More than words Is all you have to do to make it real Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me, yeah Cause I'd already know. [Verse 2] What would you do (what would you do) If my heart was torn in two? More than words to show you feel That your love for me is real What would you say If I took those words away Then you couldn't make things new Just by saying I Love You (just saying I love you, saying I love you) More than words (just saying I love you, saying I love you) [Verse 3] Now that I've tried to (now that I've tried to) Talk to you and make you understand All you have to do is Close your eyes and just reach out your hand And touch me Hold me close don't ever let me go More than words Is all I ever needed you to show Then you wouldn't have to say That you love me,

More Of The Feeling
The Desire Wonder and joy I feel when your near Desire and elation holding you dear Knowing one whose soul is true Finding the heart of love in you Pain in the past long forgotten in your gaze feel of your sweet kisses leaves me in a daze transported into a world we alone share I love to get lost in your eyes without a care electric intensity as our hands touch addiction to the high I want it so much I hold you, you hold me and joy is all I feel My feelings growing stronger they are for real I miss you so much at the end of the day I have a desire and wish I could stay Just to hold you close all the night through and wake to your embrace in a day anew just to see that smile grace your beauty so true I live to be the one who gives it to you By R. Thomas Dinsmore

More About Me!
FAVOURITES Alcoholic Drink: vodka Actor: johnny depp, brad pitt, antonio banderas, sean penn, al pachino, robert de nero, matt damon, mark wahlberg,..etc Actress: angelina julie, julia roberts, julianne moore, nicole kidman, susan sarandon, cameron diaz, renee zelweger, salma hayek, lauren graham, kim director.. etc THIS OR THAT Pepsi or coke: pepsi Fruit or veggies: fruit ofcourse Day or nite: nite Hot or cold: both Summer or winter: both Surf or snowboard: never tried any.. *sighs* =( Books or movies: movies McDonalds or Burger King: burger king Socks or Barefeet: if its cold > socks...if not > slippers r on ;P Beer or Liquor: both Chocolate or Vanilla: both HAVE YOU EVER Kissed someone: maybe Gone past someone kissing: yeah.. lol Had sex: nope Smoked: yes Drank: yes Done Drugs: umm.. hehe Thought about suicide: never Slit your wrists: nope Gone skinnydipping: nope..but i would love to Kissed the same sex: yuck! Won an award: nope Gone skydiving:

5 More Entries Please!! Fuck You Contest
YES YES YALL I AM RUNNING A CONTEST BEST FUCK YOU PHOTO....YOU GOT A PIC OF YOURSELF THAT SCREAMS FUCK YOU ALL OVER IT LETS ENTER IT IN THIS CONTEST ... RULES ARE FIRST 10 TO ENTER GET FIRST RUN.. NO MORE THAN 10 ENTRIES... IT WILL BE JUDGED ON THE PIC WITH THE MOST COMMENTS WIN.. SELF COMMENTING WIL BE ALLOUD... HERES THE DEAL U WANNA ENTER YOUR PIC IN MY CONTEST.. YOU SEND ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE LETTING ME KNOW..PRIZES ARE AS SUCH 1ST>>> ROLEX 2ND>>> MAN OR WOMANS RING(DEPENDING ON THE WINNER) 3RD>>> PERSONALIZED TAG AND A PERSONALIZED MORPH LETS GO PPL SOON AS I GET MY ENTRIES I WILL GIVE U NOTICE OF STARTING TIME THIS CONTEST WILL RUN FOR 4 DAYS ONLY.. HERES A QUICK SNEAK PEAK 2 THE ENTRIES SO FAR I NEED 6 MORE ENTRIES LETS GO PPL RAZORBLAD3_KIZZ jac1979 !**H8 ~me**! Canadian Hottie --۩LOЯĎ۞Lз§tãt۩ WANNA ENTER THE CONTEST LET ME KNOW £ÃÐ¥ ØF KÃØ§(RATE ME FAN ME I WILL DO

4 More Ppl Needed Best Fuck You Photo Contest
YES YES YALL I AM RUNNING A CONTEST BEST FUCK YOU PHOTO....YOU GOT A PIC OF YOURSELF THAT SCREAMS FUCK YOU ALL OVER IT LETS ENTER IT IN THIS CONTEST ... RULES ARE FIRST 10 TO ENTER GET FIRST RUN.. NO MORE THAN 10 ENTRIES... IT WILL BE JUDGED ON THE PIC WITH THE MOST COMMENTS WIN.. SELF COMMENTING WIL BE ALLOUD... HERES THE DEAL U WANNA ENTER YOUR PIC IN MY CONTEST.. YOU SEND ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE LETTING ME KNOW..PRIZES ARE AS SUCH 1ST>>> ROLEX 2ND>>> MAN OR WOMANS RING(DEPENDING ON THE WINNER) 3RD>>> PERSONALIZED TAG AND A PERSONALIZED MORPH LETS GO PPL SOON AS I GET MY ENTRIES I WILL GIVE U NOTICE OF STARTING TIME THIS CONTEST WILL RUN FOR 4 DAYS ONLY.. HERES A QUICK SNEAK PEAK 2 THE ENTRIES SO FAR I NEED 6 MORE ENTRIES LETS GO PPL RAZORBLAD3_KIZZ jac1979 !**H8 ~me**! Canadian Hottie --۩LOЯĎ۞Lз§tãt۩ THE ORGINAL TAZZ"AKA WYITETIGER" WANNA ENTER THE CONTEST LET ME KNOW £ÃÐ

More Spelling
I know, I know, I am an anal spelling nazi, but it does mildly annoy me that the designers of this place can't even take the time to spell things correctly. The sheer joy I should feel from being notified that some nice person has a crush on me is slightly tempered by the fact that I am told that they have a crush on me 'rite' now. End of rant. Please feel free to bitch slap me and tell me to get over it. -30-

3 More Spots Left!!
YES YES YALL I AM RUNNING A CONTEST BEST FUCK YOU PHOTO....YOU GOT A PIC OF YOURSELF THAT SCREAMS FUCK YOU ALL OVER IT LETS ENTER IT IN THIS CONTEST ... RULES ARE FIRST 10 TO ENTER GET FIRST RUN.. NO MORE THAN 10 ENTRIES... IT WILL BE JUDGED ON THE PIC WITH THE MOST COMMENTS WIN.. SELF COMMENTING WIL BE ALLOUD... HERES THE DEAL U WANNA ENTER YOUR PIC IN MY CONTEST.. YOU SEND ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE LETTING ME KNOW..PRIZES ARE AS SUCH 1ST>>> ROLEX 2ND>>> MAN OR WOMANS RING(DEPENDING ON THE WINNER) 3RD>>> PERSONALIZED TAG AND A PERSONALIZED MORPH LETS GO PPL SOON AS I GET MY ENTRIES I WILL GIVE U NOTICE OF STARTING TIME THIS CONTEST WILL RUN FOR 4 DAYS ONLY.. HERES A QUICK SNEAK PEAK @ THE ENTRIES SO FAR I NEED 3 MORE ENTRIES LETS GO PPL RAZORBLAD3_KIZZ jac1979 !**H8 ~me**! Canadian Hottie --?LO?D?L?§tãt? THE ORGINAL TAZZ"AKA WYITETIGER" tHe dUke WANNA ENTER THE CONTEST LET ME KNOW £ÃÐ¥ ØF KÃØ§(RATE ME FAN M

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YES YES YALL I AM RUNNING A CONTEST BEST FUCK YOU PHOTO....YOU GOT A PIC OF YOURSELF THAT SCREAMS FUCK YOU ALL OVER IT LETS ENTER IT IN THIS CONTEST ... RULES ARE FIRST 10 TO ENTER GET FIRST RUN.. NO MORE THAN 10 ENTRIES... IT WILL BE JUDGED ON THE PIC WITH THE MOST COMMENTS WIN.. SELF COMMENTING WIL BE ALLOUD... HERES THE DEAL U WANNA ENTER YOUR PIC IN MY CONTEST.. YOU SEND ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE LETTING ME KNOW..PRIZES ARE AS SUCH 1ST>>> ROLEX 2ND>>> MAN OR WOMANS RING(DEPENDING ON THE WINNER) 3RD>>> PERSONALIZED TAG AND A PERSONALIZED MORPH LETS GO PPL SOON AS I GET MY ENTRIES I WILL GIVE U NOTICE OF STARTING TIME THIS CONTEST WILL RUN FOR 4 DAYS ONLY.. HERES A QUICK SNEAK PEAK @ THE ENTRIES SO FAR I NEED 2 MORE ENTRIES LETS GO PPL RAZORBLAD3_KIZZ jac1979 !**H8 ~me**! Canadian Hottie --?LO?D?L?§tãt? THE ORGINAL TAZZ"AKA WYITETIGER" tHe dUke nccomicfan WANNA ENTER THE CONTEST LET ME KNOW £ÃÐ¥ ØF KÃØ§

More Questions!!!
1. Who were you with last night? allen and alison of course 2. What woke you up this morning?i dunno, i just...woke up 3. Where are you? in my room 4. Is tomorrow going to be a good day? i suppose so, i have no clue what im doing tomorrow but i like to have a positive outlook on things. 5. Did you kiss or hug anyone today? no 6. Who's bed were you in last night? mine 8. When's the last time you cried? i dunno __The PAST round__ 10. Ever thrown up in public? yes lol 11. whats on your mind right now.? Anna.. let's leave it at that rofl :P __The FUTURE round__ 13. Would you take a bullet for anyone? yes, for the right people 14. Where would you like to live? closer to Anna for sure 15. What kind of home would you like? as long as it's not a box lol i dun really care. 16. What do you want to be when you grow up? career wise? im not too sure. but i want to be a good father and a good husband. 17. Where do you see yourself in 5 years?

More About My Past
Read this bulletin. http://cherrytap.com/bulletins.php?b=2273307099 It is really said. I've sort of been through that in my life when i was a child. To me Men that beat up woman for any reason should be shot, hung, or what ever. I've seen it done to much in my life time. My father beat up my mother right in front of me. He told me to go to my room but i wouldn't go. Until my mom told me that she would be alright. Even though she wasn't though. I was only 4 yrs old and i still remember the whole thing to this day. To this day. I said i would never be like my father and i'm not either. I'm proud to say that too.

More Questions
1. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? yanno i cant even think who it was and probably no 2. What song describes your relationship status? I'm gonna have to say landing in london 3. How much does your dog weigh? i dont have a dog 4. Are you a heart breaker, or the heart breakee? the breakee 5. Ever waxed your legs? no i dont want that pain 6. Earrings or necklaces? necklaces 7. Who have you talked to most today? Daniela or Jen and Dustin 10. Color of your shirt? black 11. How many years have you taken a language? 4 years 12. Who's on speed dial 2? i dont use speed dial 13. What color is your background on your computer mainly? black 14. Do you wish on 11:11? no, i direct my wishes to the loved ones i've lost they watch over me 15. Good advice if you ever go camping? Don't set up camp in a Bull field! 16. Are you a bad influence? not really 17. What color are your eyes? blue 18. Would you rather have your name or y

The More I Am Away From You
The more I am away from you, The more I want you here. The more I do without your love, The more I want you near. I know that it makes little sense To want what's not around, But there's just one true love for me And that's the one I've found. We've gone through all the weather maps, The sunshine and the rain, But I would take a sea of storms To be with you again.

More Quizzes, You Slut
Congratulations your a REAL Slut! Your deffinatly not going to lose it becuase you sure are using it! Your Motto: "I'll try anyone or anything once or twice!" Your Sign: "Slippery When Wet!" * Don't forget to pratice SAFE SEX! Better stock up on condoms and lube!Take The Slut Quiz Now!"Slut Quiz - Female" is available here***starXtest v2.0***

More Quiz Yay
TEN FAVORITES 01. show - Crystal Maze 02. flower - red roses 03. color - blue, black, red and purple 04. sport - athletics 05. mall - Bullring i guess 06. music - rock 07. food - pizza 08. season - autumn 09. day - Friday 10. city - erm...Nottingham maybe TEN FACTS 01. hometown - Barton 02. hair color - dark blonde 03. hair length - shortish 04. hair style - LAYERS!! lol 05. eye color - blue 06. shoe size - erm 7 i think 07. mood - eh, bit annoyed 08. smell - nothing 09. available - not really ♥ 10. lefty/righty - Righty TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE 01. have you ever been in love -Yes 02. do you believe in love - Yes 03. why did your last relationship fail - please dont make me remember 04. have you ever been heartbroken - Yes 05. have you ever broken someone's heart - not that i know of 06. have you ever fallen for your best friend - yes 07. have you ever loved someone but never told them- yes 08. are you afraid of commitment - no 09. h

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how many of you remember the movie "meet joe black" with brad pitt, where he was death on vacation and wanted to know what it felt like to be human and feel things. anyways remember the older daughters husband how he caused his father in law to be forced into retirement.... ya i know get to the point... well the part right before the party he was sitting at the bar with joe black telling joe about how him and the daughter got together and how much he loved her... joe asked him "how do you know she loves you?" **listen good people** he said that he knows she loves him because he is free to be himself...she knows everything there is about him. all his faults...all his strengths and all his weaknesses and she loves him in spite of all this. this makes him free in every sense of the word to love her with everything he is...EVERYTHING. how many of you want that kind of love? thats what i am looking for. forget holding things back...let me pour myself into her...every drop. le

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I'm finally ready to share my stupid graphics with world I made this one based on one of my favorite songs called Somwhere by Within Temptation What can I say... I was bored lol To smart people you would be able to connect the dots but your supposed to know that the last word is heart... because of the big heart to the left of the words lol but if you couldn't now you know Pretty self explanatory lol, just messing around... i did however make this background all by myself hehe I've actually got two of these, one in each color... not sure which is better... ill go ahead and put it below so you can tell me which one you like better This was made based on one of my favorite Hellogoodbye songs called Here (In Your Arms) I just love this song and I HAD to make a graphic with it :)

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MySpace sued in wake of sexual assault.... A Texas 14-year-old and her mother have sued MySpace for $30 million after she was raped by a man she met on the social networking site. Pete Solis, who faces felony sexual assault charges, courted the girl via her MySpace profile. They proceded to exchange phone calls and e-mails prior to meeting in May. Solis reportedly picked her up at school, took her to dinner and a movie, and then sexually assaulted her at a South Austin, TX apartment complex. MySpace's age verification practices come under attack by the plaintiff's attorneys. The site requires users to be at least 14 years old, asking for name, date of birth, e-mail address, sex, and country of residence. However, it does not attempt to verify the information, which is the basis for the lawsuit. In a statement, MySpace chief security officer Hemanshu Nigam said that the site takes "aggressive measures" to protect its members and encouraged all Internet users to use "smart web p

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A businessman is driving thru the backwoods of Arkansas, and is kinda lost. He sees a hillbilly walking along the road, and pulls over to ask him for directions. "What's the quickest way to Little Rock?" "Are you walking or driving?"asks the hillbilly. "Driving," says the businessman. "Yup," says the hillbilly. "Definitely the quickest way." ~ A redneck walks into a hardware store and asks for a chain saw that will cut 6 trees in one hour. The salesman recommends the top of the line model. The redneck is suitably impressed, and buys it. The next day he brings it back and says, "This chain saw is defective. It would only cut down 1 tree and it took all damn day!" The salesman takes the chain saw, starts it up to see what's wrong, and the puzzled redneck says, "Heck, what's that noise?" ~ "Hello, is this the FBI?" "Yes. What do you want?" "I'm calling to report about my neighbor Billy Bob Smith! He is hiding marijuana inside his firewood." "Thank you

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These days we as a people quicken to fast to anger and hatred and are to slow to seek out peace, kindness, and further more mutualism. It saddens me we all as a people let things like religion and politics and further more minor differances seperate us at the core and we as a people seek war and revenge to many times. We as a people should listen to our faith for all faiths no matter what you be, so have it be any of the following, Christian, Catholic, Jew, Muslim, hindu, pagan and so forth they all call for peace not WAR. So let it be our differances that join us together may OUR differances blend together in mutualism so we may join in the song of PEACE. Theres times I watch the news and see the wars and pain and all the killing and all of it is made by the need for revenge, and it saddens me. I say to you as the Great wise Ghandi said *eye for an eye will make a world blind* for this he was speaking of the beauties of forgiveness through the actions of forgiveness it brings us t

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-Like a squirel in front of a cement truck. -As if I was stripped of my will to live. -Like a five year old being asswhipped by ten year olds. -Like an ant under a lens. -Like a midget in a pro wrasslin' match. -Like a driver in an out of control bus.

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LONGEVITY Married men live longer than single men, but married men are a lot more willing to die. MEMORY Any married man should forget his mistakes, there's no use in two people remembering the same thing. APPEARANCE Men wake up as good-looking as they went to bed. Women somehow deteriorate during the night. PROPENSITY TO CHANGE A woman marries a man expecting he will change, but he doesn't. A man marries a woman expecting that she won't change, and she does. DISCUSSION TECHNIQUE A woman has the last word in any argument. Anything a man says after that is the beginning of a new argument. COMPREHENSION There are 2 times when a man doesn't understand a woman - before marriage and after marriage. HOW TO STOP PEOPLE FROM BUGGING YOU ABOUT GETTING MARRIED: Old aunts used to come up to me at weddings, poking me in the ribs and cackling, telling me, "You're next." They stopped after I started doing the same thing to them at funerals.

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1. Do you ever cook? yes 2. Coke or Pepsi? Pepsi 3. Have you met anyone in real life after meeting them online? Yes I have 4. Would you sell your soul to the Devil? I believe I already have 5. Do you like photography? I do 6. Have you ever been on a road trip? Yeah 7. How much do you weigh? I really don't know 8. Pink or blue? Pink 9. Would you smoke? No 10. French or Italian? Italian 11. Name one person you hate, and why: Oh they know and im happy they do 12. What is your biggest weakness? Piercings 13. Why do you like the music you do? the lyrics hold a lot of meaning to me 14. Have you ever left the house naked? No 15. Would you flip off the president? No 16. What's your favorite album/CD? The Black Parade -My Chemical Romance The Used - The Used Take this to your grave – Fall out boy 17. Would you date someone older than you? yes 18. Have you ever fallen in love with a neighbour? No 19. Have you ever been t

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OK WELL I WAS ON 209 LAST NIGHT HEADING TOWARDS TAMAQUA FROM MIDDLEPORT OHH ABOUT 10:30 LAST NIGHT WHEN A BLACK CAMERO PULLS OUT IN FRONT OF ME AND PUTS UP THE ROAD AT 45 MPHS FOR ABOUT 3 MILES JUST PISSING ME OFF. I GET UP TO WHERE I CAN GET AROUND THIS LITTLE FUCKO I WAIT TIL THE 2 CARS COMING THE OTHER WAY PASS WHEN THIS PRICK DECIDES NOW HES GONNA FLOOR IT. WELL THAT JUST PISSES ME OFF. SO I GRAB THE LAST GEAR LEFT AND MASH ON IT. I GET RIGHT UP BEHIND HIM AND SLIDE ON OVER INTO THE OTHER LANE TO GET BY THIS ASSHOLE. HE GETS ABOUT HALF WAY PAST MY TRAILER AND I CAN SEE THE BRAKE LIGHTS REFLECTING ON THE SIDE OF MY TRAILER FROM HIS CAR. I SLIDE BACK OVER RIGHT IN FRONT OF HIM AND NEXT THING I KNOW HE IS FADING FAST BEHIND ME. PROLLY NEEDING TO CHANGE HIS PANTIES. GUESS HE DIDNT KNOW THAT A BIG TRUCK CAN DO 80 MPHS AND HE PICKED THE WRONG TRUCK TO FUCK WITH. BY THE TIME I GOT INTO TAMAQUA HE WAS ABOUT 3 MILES BEHIND ME. HAHAHAHA THE MORAL OF THE STORY IS DONT FUCK WITH ME.

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Through the perils of time, Aidan and Sophia hid their forbidden desires for one another for the pure fact that their families didn’t approve of their being together. Aidan was the son of a well known blacksmith, that had provided the towns near and far with swords and countless metal works. Sophia was the daughter of the towns best swordsman. Mixing business with pleasure wasn’t a wise thing to do back in these times. Sophia and Aidan were madly infatuated with each other, their love was building at rapid speeds. They had known each other since infancy and thought that their parents wouldn’t mind the connection. Aidan and Sophia would run off at various hours of the night and day, their families often wondered where they were. The thought of them being together hadn’t crossed their feeble minds. Aidan was a young man, eighteen years of age, long sandy blonde hair, striking green eyes , strong firm hands, he was built to handle manual labor. His father was the type o

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There's a stoner and a super genius sitting on a bench waiting on a bus. The genius gets bored, leans over to the stoner and says, "Hey, I'll tell you what, I'll ask you a question and if you don't know the answer you have to give me five bucks. If you ask me a question and I don't know the answer I have to give you 50 bucks." The stoner says, "Alright, man." The genius asks the stoner, "What is the Pythagorian Theory?" The stoner replies, "I don't know." and hands the genius five bucks. "Okay," the stoner says, "What has three legs going up a hill and four legs going down?" The genius thinks real hard and finally gives up. He hands the stoner 50 bucks then asks, "So, what is the answer?" The stoner says, "I don't know." and hands the genius five bucks. A linguistics professor was lecturing to his class one day. "In English," he said, "A double negative makes a positive. In some languages, though, such as Russian, a double negative is still a negative. However, there is no language

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You all know my name by now. I am 34 yrs old. I raised my 11 yr old son from the age of 2 to very recently. Due to a bad break-up I went through which altered my living arrangements he stays with his mother. She and I are very good friends. If you read my blog entitled " My life" you know much of this already. I am looking for "The One". Am I looking on here? Not entirely but I am not closed off to the fact that it is possible. I am a hopeless romantic, very passionate, very giving, and kind to all unless provoked. I do believe in true love and seem to have a good bit of knowledge on it. Not because I have truly had it but because of what I have not had. So many claim to have had true love before. Here's a clue..if it was true love...you would STILL have it. I love fantasy. I am a fan of Star Wars and Lord of the Rings. I collect Star Wars and Dragons and even certain Super-heo merchandise. No, I am not a nerd. My close friends claim that I am just a big kid and due to years of

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The Good Husband Jack wakes up with a huge hangover after attending his company's Christmas Party. Jack is not normally a drinker,but the drinks didn't taste like alcohol, so he had more than usual. He didn't even remember how he got home from the party. As bad as he was feeling, he wondered if he did something wrong. Jack had to force himself to open his eyes, and the first thing he sees is a couple of aspirins next to a glass of water on the side table. And, next to them, a single red rose! Jack sits up and sees his clothing in front of him, all clean and pressed. He looks around the room and sees that it is in perfect order, spotlessly clean. So is the rest of the house. He takes the aspirins, cringes when he sees a huge black eye staring back at him in the bathroom mirror. Then he notices a note hanging on the corner of the mirror written in red with little hearts on it and a kiss mark from his wife in lipstick: "Honey, breakfast is on the stove, I left early to get gr

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The drunk; A guy is sitting at a bar in a skyscraper restaurant high above the city. He's slamming tequila left and right. he grabs one, drinks it, goes over to a window and jumps out. The guy who was sitting next to him couldn't believe that the guy had just done that. He was more surprised when, ten minutes later, the same guy, unscathed, comes walking back into the bar and sits back down next to him. The astonished guy asks," How did you do that???? I just saw you jump out that window and we're hundreds of feet above the ground!!!" The jumper responds by slurring, "Well, I don't get it either. I slam a shot of tequila and when I jump out the window, the tequila makes me slow down right before I hit the ground. Watch." He takes a shot, slams it down, goes tot the window and jumps out. The other guy runs to the window and watches as the guy falls until right before the ground, slows down and lands softly on his feet. A few minutes later, the guy walks back into the bar. The other g

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NEW YORK - Deborah Reeve got a cold, a cough and a fever that wouldn't go away. It was more than two years after she had left recovery efforts at ground zero. A month later, the nonsmoker was diagnosed with mesothelioma, an asbestos-related cancer. By last spring, the 41-year-old mother of two was dead. "My wife got killed on Sept. 11 and she didn't die until March 15, 2006," said her husband, David, a paramedic like his wife who also spent months breathing in toxic dust at the World Trade Center site after the 2001 attacks. "She got killed and didn't know it." After five years, doctors have definitively established a link between work at ground zero and chronic respiratory illness; a study published last fall by the largest monitoring program for post-9/11 workers found nearly 70 percent were likely to have lifelong breathing problems. But experts have been slower to officially link deaths to the exposure, saying it is easy to misinterpret some diseases, like cancer, as

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*BASICS* 1. Start Time___ 10.35pm 2. Name__ Anna Jane Warrington 3. Astrology sign___ Aquarius 4. Gender___ Female 5. Eye color__ Blue 6. Favorite color__ black, blue, red and purple 7. Glasses___ yes 8. Tattoos___ not yet 10. Sibling's name(s)___ Richard *HAVE YOU EVER* 12. Cut your own hair?___ Yes once lol 13. Done something in the past month that you regret?___ nope 14. Skipped school?___ yes 15. Bungee-jumped?___ No 16. Punched someone?___ yes 17. Hit on someone?__ yes 18. Been arrested?___ no 19. Broken into someone's house?___ no 20. Cried yourself to sleep?___ yes 21. Been to a funeral?___ too many 22. Used a lighter?___ yes 23. Been on stage?___ yeah *FAVORITE* 24. Season___ Autumn 25. Food___ pizza/pasta 26. Ice cream flavor___ chocolate fudge brownie 27. Candy___ chocolate M&Ms 28. Breakfast___ eh... 29. Person___ i have many favourite people 30. Book___ harry potter 31. Song___

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A tour bus driver is driving with a bus load of OAPs when he is tapped on his shoulder by a little old lady. She offers him a handful of peanuts, which he gratefully munches up. After about 15 minutes, she taps him on his shoulder again and she hands him another handful of peanuts. When she is about to hand him another batch again he asks her: "Why don`t you eat the peanuts yourself?" "We can't chew them because we've no teeth", she replied. "We just love the chocolate around them." ------------------------------------------------- Two nuns are driving down a road late at night when a vampire jumps onto the bonnet. The nun who is driving says to the other, "Quick! Show him your cross." So the other nun leans out of the window and shouts, "Get off our f*cking car."

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Q: WHAT'S the difference between outlaws and inlaws A. outlaws are wanted! ------------------------------------------------- Did you hear about the two gay Irishmen? Gerald Fitzpatrick and Patrick Fitzgerald. ------------------------------------------------- Three Bad-Ass Mice Three mice are sitting in a bar. The first one exclaims, "I am one bad-ass mouse! In my hood, we have huge mousetraps. I take the damn cheese out of the traps and move the bar up and down while I eat." The second one chimes in with, "Oh yeah. Well, I'm a bad-ass mouse too. In fact, I'm such a bad-ass mouse, that in my hood, I mix rat poison with my milk and chug it down every night before I go to bed." The third gets up and starts to leave. The other two mice both yell out, "Hey chicken, where do you think you're going?" The third one replies, "Going home to fuck the cat." ------------------------------------------------- Joe and Wanda had a small apartment in the city and t

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this convo is between me and my cousin cause he pissed me off... it is not towards any of you __________________________________________________ analsexlove: you are a fat obesed shit talking cannibal eatting obsessive gross $2 roadwhore, increased stretch mark vagina face zit popping emo bi-polar snatch, yeast infected mouth creamer cum dropper, you anally aborted anal bleeing alien fetus, toilet back door sex fiend shopfront whore, tattered and torn vagie clean teeth grinder, your an animal abusing rapping retard thats get off at the sounds of screaming animals in pain cuming every time you have the power to put stress on a helpless little animals hellahottie: FUCK YOU! hellahottie has logged off messanger

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Prettiest Cop On The Block I'm 6 foot 3 with a fist like a hammer And I work with the Vice Squad when I can And when I pull out my badge they forget all my glamor Little guys all surprised Take a seat Peek at me It's a bust I'm a man I'm the prettiest cop on the block I set your souls on fire Yes, I'm the prettiest cop on the block I'm cool and I'm so mean Oh, I'm the prettiest cop on the block I've handcuffed your desire I've got a stiff reputation with a stick like a rock My kids are confused and my wife is in shock I'm a full blooded man not a weak immitation I like to flex my arms in the neon lights I'm a queen on the street and a king at the station It's a secret of mine, not a sign I'm gonna make that right Because.. I'm the prettiest cop on the block I set your souls on fire Yes, I'm the prettiest cop on the block I'm cool and I'm so mean Oh, I'm the prettiest cop on the block I've handcuffed your desire I've got a stiff reputation with a stic

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And here we come to the vital distinction between the advocacy of temperance and the advocacy of prohibition. Temperance and self-control are convertible terms. Prohibition, or that which it implies, is the direct negation of the term self-control. In order to save the small percentage of men who are too weak to resist their animal desires, it aims to put chains on every man, the weak and the strong alike. And if this is proper in one respect, why not in all respects? Yet, what would one think of a proposition to keep all men locked up because a certain number have a propensity to steal? -- Felix Mendelsohn, 1915 Fanaticism consists in redoubling your efforts when you have forgotten your aim. -- George Santayana, "The Life of Reason" I'd rather that England should be free than that England should be compulsorily sober. With freedom we might in the end attain sobriety, but in the other alternative we should eventually lose both freedom and sobriety. -- W.C. Magee, Archbishop of York

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DWARVES LYRICS "Bitch I Love You" [Performed by Blag Dahlia] Bitch I love you 1, 2 Oh, bitch I love you won't you run away with me Oh, bitch I need you more than anyone can see And I love it if you're leaving, I love it if you stay, Bitch I love you, won't ya let me run away. Oh, bitch I'm leaving on a sunny afternoon yes and I'm never coming home, I'll be back soon if you tell me you refuse me, then I can't be thrown away, Bitch I love you, won't ya let me run away. hey run away, run away anywhere that you want to go, do really give a damn so... what? so what! So, bitch I love you won't you run away with me Oh, bitch I need you more than anyone can see And I love it if you're leaving, I love it if you stay, Bitch I love you, won't ya let me run away. Bitch I love you, won't ya let me run away. Oh, Bitch I love you, won't ya let me run away. ------------------------------------------------ Love, Love is gonna' get you down It's gonna' fill you

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Actress Jayne Mansfield accidentally exhaled her breast out of her dress during the telecast of the Academy Awards in 1957. Adjusting for inflation, Cleopatra, 1963, is the most expensive movie ever made to date (mid-1999). Its budget of $44 million is equivalent to 270 million 1999 dollars. After six months at the off-Broadway New York Shakespeare Festival Theater, Hair opened at the Biltmore Theater in New York, in 1968. It was the first rock-musical to play on the Great White Way. Although identified with Scotland, bagpipes are actually a very ancient instrument, introduced into the British Isles by the Romans. As of 1996, Hee Haw holds the record for the longest running weekly first-run syndicated show in the history of television. It spanned over 4 decades, from the late '60s to the early '90s, airing every Saturday night at 7:00. Because of TV censorship, actress Mariette Hartley was not allowed to show her belly button on Gene Roddenberry's STAR TREK [episode #78

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Wow. Sleep eludes me again. Go figure. If sleepin' were fuckin'...I'd be a virgin. Probably wouldn't even have touched myself yet. I thought I had a lot more to say when I started typing but I think I was just foolin' myself. What is there to talk about that hasn't been discussed at great length by others? What kind of interesting new conversation could be brought to the table that hasn't been run through the mill and dragged through the mud?!!So I will sit here and think until I can find a topic to talk about. Hmmm.......................................... Ah-hah! I got it. Have you ever thought about how we can...? Or how we have to take a .....? Or maybe why we always...? See what I mean... all talked out. Life and conversation have turned into "Who can state the obvious the best or who can ask the most redundant questions possible." Ever wonder why when someone asks you a question and when you answer them they say " Oh yeah?". Well.... Jackass, I was just making that sh

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Well, we ended up not leaving after the Madrid show. We stayed for the next two shows in Spain and then the next three shows in Italy. We just got home Saturday some time. I have serious jet lag. ALL of the shows were GREAT! I hated to leave but I knew we had to come home eventually. If any of you get an opportunity, you need to check out their web site and check out their albums. They are a great band and they just get better with time. And if you get an opportunity to see them in concert when they make it to the states, take advantage of that! They are meant to be on that stage! Thank you all who have stuck with me in spite of me not being on line too often. I am going to try and come on here more often to say hello. I just don't always get to do the things here that I used to so that is why I have been keeping in touch through the blogs. Take care everyone!

7 More U.s. Troops Killed In Iraq During Bush's Surge
* Please Rate This Blog use the red box to your left 7 U.S. Troops Killed in Iraq 27 Jan 2007 The U.S. military reported the deaths of seven more soldiers Saturday. Two died in Diyala province northeast of the capital on Friday, three in an unspecified location [?!?] north of Baghad on Saturday and two in east Baghdad on Thursday. http://www.cbsnews.com/stories/2007/01/27/ap/world/mainD8MTS9B80.shtml

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Hey guys:) 'n' gals;)...Have you had a happy week?...hhhmmmm...I am enjoying this funn site:)...I'd love it if saw my MySpace page:)...Maybe, we can be friends there as well!:)...You care to see?... http://www.myspace.com/gemmamadison Let me know your thoughts, My friends and FANS?! Kisses, Gemma ;)

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Hey guys:) 'n' gals;)...Have you had a happy weekend?...hhhmmmm...I am enjoying this funn site:)...I'd love it if saw my MySpace page:)...Maybe, we can be friends there as well!:)...You care to see?... http://www.myspace.com/gemmamadison Let me know your thoughts, My friends and FANS?! Kisses, Gemma ;)

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Hey everyone! Thank you so much for the support this month in the contest I'm in. It has been touch and go. I was in first, then second, then first again, then second, now I"m in third. But I'm not losing by much. So if you feel like it...please stop by freakdaddy's and vote for me for the next 2 days. As you know you can vote once a day. Thanks so much! http://friends.freakdaddys.com/voteme/vote.pl My pic is the 4th row down all the way over to the right. Aimeelynn and Brianna Ray > and some lucky guy LOL

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MESHA Sexual tour guide 'What will your sex business card say?' at QuizUniverse.com MESHA's Sexual Catch-Phrase is... "Go ahead - Make my day" 'What is your sexual catchphrase? at QuizUniverse.com MESHA will go to jail for ... Making sweet love to a religious symbol 'What sexual activity will you go to jail for?' at QuizUniverse.com - MESHA's Sexy Acronym - Mis for...MagneticEis for...EroticSis for...SeductiveH

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Beautiful are butterflies Acting as messengers of nature Who do not bite, Sting or transmit diseases But More beautiful are women Acting as messengers of God Who romantically bite On the male species And sting them With their feminine passion As they transmit Their heavenly love into men’s souls Beautiful are butterflies being watched By a person with binoculars As a form Of outdoor enjoyment But More beautiful are women being watched By a marriage-minded man As a way Of selecting his blushing bride-to-be Beautiful is a White Admiral Butterfly In dappled sunlight Drinking the sweet liquid Secreted by bramble flowers But More beautiful is a Take-Charge Woman In morning rays of sunlight Taking in the sweetness Secreting from her man’s Flowery-soft love Butterflies and Women Both are beautiful In their own unique ways But they alike in one way, As both move about With carefree ease And add beauty To wherever they are

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3 slices bacon 1 bunch collard greens - rinsed, trimmed and chopped 1 onion, diced 1 (6 ounce) smoked pork chop, diced 1/2 teaspoon cayenne pepper 1 (14.5 ounce) can chicken broth 1 (12 fluid ounce) can beer salt and pepper to tastHeat a large pot over medium-high heat. Add bacon, and fry until crisp. Remove bacon, and drain off excess fat. Add the onion; cook and stir until slightly browned. Add the pork chop, and season with cayenne pepper. Cook until pork is browned. Add the collard greens, and pour in the chicken broth and beer. Cook over medium-low heat for 30 to 40 minutes, until collards are tender. Crumble bacon on top, and season with salt and pepper before servinge

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Kindle This Hearts Dieing Flame Wandering through the darkness Searching for a source of light Walking alone through this desolate land A land that some call life I need to find a fire To kindle this hearts dieing flame Someone to Search inside Someone who can stand to see the pain Don't be afraid of the shadows I have been lost in so for so long After awhile they're comforting After all the feeling is gone Give to me your hand and lead me to the light Take me from the darkness Help me regain my sight I Know it's a lot to ask And i have not much to give All i have is love And the rest of this life to live So save me from myself And i will give you all of me Give me a little of yourself And i will love you endlessly PAW PRINTS IN MY HEART You came to me when I knew no love And engraved your paw prints in my heart. You left me later for the skies above And made me wish we didn't part. You taught me happiness was a treasure When I was really do

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u and i had many conversations on the telephone talks about one day we having a place of our own wake up in the morning and have breakfast ready on the table but all of that just seems so far away from me had to wake up face reality it all just seem to good to be true after all you put me through and now u tryin to tell me that ur sorryand u tryin to come back home u tellin me that u really need me crying beggin both knees are on the floor

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I was involved in a hit and run car accident last night.I was hurting real bad and was taken to the hospital.Thankfully the accident didnt cause any damage to my incison and no internal damage.Just left me real sore.I was given a pain shot and sent home.Michael and my mom were also in the car.We are all ok just a bit sore today.They didnt get the guy who hit us since he left the scene.

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A woman was unhappy with the way her laundry was done at the local Chinese Laundry, so she wrote a note and put it in the bag with the next collection of soiled clothes: "USE MORE SOAP ON PANTIES!" She got the clean laundry back, and was still dissatisfied with the results, so the following week she enclosed another note: "USE MORE SOAP ON PANTIES!" The Chinese laundryman became very annoyed, and when her clean laundry was delivered, it contained a note from him: "I USE PLENTY SOAP ON PANTIES! USE MORE PAPER ON ASS!!!"

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Ok so this week, I was able to go to school 2 days out of 5. My heart seems to be getting worse and my blood pressure is getting dangerously low. Today was the lowest it has been ever. my mom took me to the doctors yesterday. I found out i have gained 20 pounds in a month due to meds my cardiologist put me on. My regular doctor took me off those meds and put me on Beta blockers. He didnt want to because they tend to make people depressed, and im already on Prozac so yeah. But he thinks they might work. I pray that they do i dont know how much more of this i can take. yesterday was the most pain a heart episode has put me through and im getting sick of staying home and not being able to do anything. *sigh* sorry i guess i just needed to complain a little.

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A sad song......... Where do I go from today? go back; I don't know the way. When did it become so small, I was supposed to be big and have it all. Leg shaking, winds blowing, eyes closing, heart slowing. How do I make the next move? Do I really have anything left to prove? What is the reason for all this doubt? A little girl screams to get out. Remembering the soft touch of yesterday, wishing all the pain would go away. Calling to the nameless in the night, Lost in the darkness, lost without light. Leg shaking, winds blowing, eyes closing, heart slowing. Sleep.

More..more..more Sex! Please
I am a Capricorn! Aries Aries LIVE for head massages. ANY part of their head: Lips, Eyelids, Eyes, Tongue, you name it! Aries also like to fuck in public places during business hours. You need to be open minded with an Aries. If you don't feel like being duct taped to a wall and beaten with live ferrets: Tell Them. Be warned! IF you don't want to be kinky, don't be with an Aries. If you say no too often to them you may lose them as a lover forever. Aries idea of Heaven is participating in live sex shows for money. Having their favorite human toy win first place in a pony boy/girl race. Fucking as an art form on display in a gallery. They secretly crave to be strippers or Annie Sprinkle. Aries LIVE to be jealous...they also like to coordinate other people fucking. Secretly desire to be fluffers. Aries owned a violet wand before it was popular. They are also sadists. The best gift to give an Aries is designer colored nylon rope in their favorite color. They live to tease and

More Crap About Me
My company did the pyro for the super bowl I have no kids No pets No hubby I like being single More than a carry on is to much baggage I love music I adore fine wines I like real men, not jerks

More Than A Regular Few Days
the drive to jess' house was fine. my dad rode in the subaru and my mom drove ahead of us so we could follow. we got there and jess and andrew came out to meet us. the driveway was icy so it was funny to watch me try to balance everything and try not to slide. we chilled at her house, then jumped into her dad's truck (me and andrew squished in the back) and drove to the room at the community center. we only had to unload food and drinks and run outside for cigarette breaks. the band got there and andrew apperantly knows them. i had no idea they were a heavy metal band but it worked out nicely with the DJ. we helped finish decorating and mingled wit the early people. my friend chris s., angel, vicky, george, andrew, "white chocolate", and ivan were there. not a lot of people showed up and a few left to go get some drugs. i danced with the jess and ali and some other girls to most of the songs. after the band tho, it got boring and i ended up sittin outside for a lot of it

More Classic Irish Jokes
An Irishman who had a little too much to drink is driving home from the city one night and, of course, his car is weaving violently all over the road. A cop pulls him over. "So," says the cop to the driver, where have ya been?" "Why, I've been to the pub of course," slurs the drunk. "Well," says the cop, "it looks like you've had quite a few to drink this evening." "I did all right," the drunk says with a smile. "Did you know," says the cop, standing straight and folding his arms across his chest, "that a few intersections back, your wife fell out of your car?" "Oh, thank heavens," sighs the drunk. "For a minute there, I thought I'd gone deaf." ******************************************************************************************** Brenda O'Malley is home making dinner, as usual, when Tim Finnegan arrives at her door. "Brenda, may I come in?" he asks. "I've somethin' to tell ya". "Of course you can come in, you're always welcome, Tim. But where's my husban

More History
If a statue in the park of a person on a horse has both front legs >in the air, the person died in battle. If the horse has one front leg in >the air the person died as a result of wounds received in battle. If the >horse has all four legs on the ground, the person died of natural causes. > > >------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ > > Only two people signed the Declaration of Independence on July 4th, >John Hancock and Charles Thomson. Most of the rest signed on August 2, but >the last signature wasn't added until 5 years later. > > >------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ > > Q. Half of all Americans live within 50 miles of what? > > A. Their birthplace > > >------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ > > Q. Most boat owners name their boats. What is the most popular boat >name req

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What is the last alcoholic beverage you drank? WKD Blue When Is Your Birthday? 29th jan Who was the last person to send you a text message? Sarah Last time you went swimming in a pool? few months ago Are you happy? at the moment yes Where was the last place you went shopping? burton How do you feel about your hair? I like it Where do you work? co-op or as i still call it The 'Tro Last thing you ate? Space Raiders Do you wish you were someplace else right now? yes...yes i do and not long until I'm there either Last time you smoked a cigarette? never...that i remember anyway Do you have any expensive jewelry? yeah i got a few expensive necklaces AIM or MSN? MSN What classes are you taking now? media How many hours on average do you work a week? erm 8 hours at the 'tro, 4 hours on radio and fucking tons at college Who do you like right now? Dustin :) Who was the last person to call you? Dustin Last time you did volunteer

More Randomness
My Drill Instructor once was asked "How do you know as a leader when it is time to charge a Marine". He look at him and said these words "Remember is is OK to step on your dick as long as you do not mark time on it". This simple wisdom has guided me in not only life, but also in the Corps. All make mistakes and yeah we all need a good ass chewing. But what you do after is what counts. Are you going to do the same one, or move on. Today I found out my youngest Marine has decided to marry a woman. He has know this chick for 6 years now. When he came to his new duty station guess what. Yep, she found herself a Jody. Now that they are back together they want to tie the knot! Lets see, once a cheater, always a cheater! Not to mention that if and when he deploys, well can we say baracks whore! When whill the young learn from the old!

More Info Needed
Hey all. Some of you read about the tax mess up that my hubby's company did. Well basically we are still waiting to hear from the company's lawyers........ My CPA friend called the company and talked to Warren and he told my friend that he would call them back....... Well let's just say he never did. So Mike called again today and talked to the owner of the company, and he had to call his lawyer, so basically we are waiting to hear from 2 different people's lawyer....... So the owner is supposed to give Mike a call either earlier today or by tomorrow morning, I really hope that they can help us figure out what we need to do to resolve this. I will keep you informed.

More Signing Day Info
2007 Signing Class as of 10:30 a.m. CT NAME POS. HT. WT. HOMETOWN (HIGHSCHOOL/JC) Josh Chapman DT 6-1 330 Hoover, Ala. (Hoover HS) Patrick Crump OL 6-3 285 Hoover, Ala. (Hoover HS) Luther Davis DE 6-3 280 West Monroe, La. (West Monroe HS) Tarence Farmer DB 6-0 195 Houston, Texas (St. Pius X HS) Jeramie Griffin FB 6-0 225 Batesville, Miss. (South Panola HS) Darius Hanks WR 6-0 190 Norcross, Ga. (Norcross HS) Jennings Hester LB 6-3 230 Atlanta, Ga. (The Marist School) *Kareem Jackson DB 5-11 185 Fork Union, Va. (Fork Union Military Academy Rolando McClain LB 6-4 245 Decatur, Ala. (Decatur HS) Alfred McCullough DT 6-3 300 Athens, Ala. (Athens HS) Kerry Murphy DT 6-5 320 Hoover, Ala. (Hoover HS) *Jamar Taylor RB 5-10 200 Lakeland, Fla. (Lakeland HS) Chris Underwood TE 6-4 225 Birmingham, Ala. (Vestavia Hills HS) William Vlachos OL 6-1 295 Birmingham, Ala. (Mountain Brook HS) Alex Watkins LB 6-3 225 Brownsville, Tenn. (Haywood HS) Chavis Williams LB

More On The Mayan Calender
Many of us are aware of the Mayan calendar but not many people truly understand what it means and how it works. Yes, the calendar does end on December 21, 2012, but what does that mean? How does it come to that? What is the calendar based on? The Mayans had a very precise understanding of our solar system's cycles and believed that these cycles coincided with our spiritual and collective consciousness. The most significant of these cycles has much to do with the 2012 prophecies. In the following writing, we will walk through the main details of their prophecies surrounding the 2012 transition. We'll cover how the transition takes place (from an astronomical perspective), what it means for us, and when the cycles take place. We'll start with the basic prophecies and later move deeper into the explanation of the cycles. The Mayans prophesied that from 1999 we have 13 years to realize the changes in our conscious attitude, to stray from the path of self-destruction and instead move

More About Me, My Life And Anything Else You May Want To Know.
Hello all, My first blog here at the TAP, so I'll tell a little about myself and what I'm all about. Well, first off I still would like to apologize for not chatting with everyone as much as I'd like to. I still have the occasional technical issues with the website, mainly dealing with the shoutbox, loading profiles and albums. After awhile my computer just craps out on me and won't load anything CherryTAP oriented. Hopefully I'll get that sorted out soon, it has been better as of late, but isn't where I'd like it to be. I will get to all of you eventually though, I can garauntee that. Now on to your's truly. Where to start... Well like my short description on my profile says I am a very easy going guy with a twisted sense of humor. =-) Most people either get me or they don't. I really don't have a problem with that. Granted, I do have a tendancy to bumble my words and come off sounding like a jackass... haha Really though, it's normally nerves kicking in which caus

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Monday, November 06, 2006 Blogity blogdigidy Current mood: calm Category: Life Just a quick blog here. People wondering if I fell off the face of the Earth and shit. I am still in Peoria. Will be back sooner or later. Everything is fine. I am doing the usual. Guitar, books, music. Hanging out with Amy watchin' movies alot. Just the usual stuff I do regularly. So don't worry all. I be fine. I know how much ya'll worry about me. I am sorry that I did not get ride the Zipper at the Fall Fest with Quentin this year. Last year we went around in a circle like some 16 consecutive times. It was a trip. Then we got off and I puked all the beer up that I drank right before getting on. But I moss ya'll and i look forward to seein' ya'll again, hanging out in the E-Town, and down at Hammerheads. So see ya soon. -C- 4:12 PM - 0 Comments - 0 Kudos - Add Comment - Edit - Remove Tuesday, August 15, 2006 Libertarianism Current mood: horny The key concepts of

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Tuesday, May 23, 2006 I PUT NO STOCK IN RELIGION. Current mood: disappointed Category: Religion and Philosophy I put no stock in religion. By the word religion, I've seen the lunacy of fanatics of every denomination, cult, whatever, be called the will of "God" or whatever you want to call it, he, she, whatever. (I just used whatever 3 times in one sentence.) Holiness is in right action. And courage on behalf of those that cannot defend themselves. And goodness, what God desires is in your mind and heart, and what you decide to do every day, you will be a good man, or not. Here are some really cool sites to visit: Dennis Leary vidoe: Asshole http://www.youtube.com/watch.php?v=6WiV2fyvRbs Funny Asshole video (Not vulgar.) :http://filmstripinternational.com Colorgenics: http://www.paulgoldinresearch.com/cg/index.htm Deep Thoughs by Jack Handey: http://farstrider.net/DeepThoughts/Handey.htm Ripley's: http://www.ripleys.com/ Web Junk: http://www.vh

More Friggin Shit
Vicarious The table is set a candlelit feast fine linen and lace 'neath each delicate piece warm smells of joy soft sounds fill the air flowers in a vase without a care... A trick seen before pulling the cloth the setting remains no longer impressive yet could you put it back underneath it all just the same? 2.7.07 James C Leveroni

More Friggin Shit...
Foolish Foolish to think you can own earth sun sky and sea Foolish to think you can own a person place or thing or me We own nothing only what we do we pay rent with time foolishly... 2.7.07 James C Leveroni

More On Anna
Anna Nicole Smith, the pneumatic blonde whose life played out as an extraordinary tabloid tale â€” Playboy centerfold, jeans model, bride of an octogenarian oil tycoon, reality-show subject, tragic mother â€” died Thursday after collapsing at a hotel. She was 39. She was stricken while staying at the Seminole Hard Rock Hotel and Casino and was rushed to a hospital. Edwina Johnson, chief investigator for the Broward County Medical Examiner's Office, said the cause of death was under investigation and an autopsy would be done on Friday. Just five months ago, Smith's 20-year-old son died suddenly in the Bahamas in what was believed to be a drug-related death. Seminole Police Chief Charlie Tiger said a private nurse called 911 after finding Smith unresponsive in her sixth-floor hotel room. He said Smith's bodyguard administered CPR for about an hour before she was declared dead. Through the '90s and into the new century, Smith was famous for being famous, a pop-culture punchl

More Venting 2.9.07
Why, FUCKING Why?! did you want to see me bleed more lay more lowly than i did when you showed up did you want to see more tears more heartbreak more agony more fear and distrust was i a clever experiment to see if you could break the broken was i a hole and a heartbeat did you want to take all that was left and throw it away because i would have given it all for your smile if you had only asked

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Three eight-year-old boys - Steve Branch, Christopher Byers, and Michael Moore - were reported missing on May 5, 1993 by Chistopher Byers' adoptive father, Mark Byers. Although the search began that evening, an intensive police search for the children was not undertaken until the morning after they were reported missing. Later that day, their bodies were found shoved down in a muddy creek near Robin Hood Hills. The boys were stripped naked and had been hog-tied ankle-to-wrist with their own shoelaces. All had been severely beaten and abused, it's been said Byers was the most injured, having suffered a fractured skull, stab wounds to his groin, castration, and having had the skin of his penis removed, yet all three boys were inflicted with lethal wounds. Autopsies were inconclusive as to time of death, but stated that, while Byers died of blood loss, the other two boys showed evidence of drowning; however, during the subsequent trial of suspects Damien Echols and Jason Baldwin, the m

More Lyrics To Make You Think
"The Priest", by Limp Bizkit It could be the absinthe talking I dont think so I dont either Ive gotta find a new place A new place to feed Gotta be Stop everything, something is not feeling right The planets are not all aligned I know when I felt this before My evil is thirsty for more I need a new allie to feed What can I do? I've got an idea I think I'll just become a priest Decieving them with my belief I'll preach about what life is worth And cover my sins with the church My demons can run around free No one will suspect a thing I'll show them its okay to lust A priest is a church you can trust I found a new allie to feed Baptized by the unexpected Terrorized by the imperfections Somethings not right The planets are not all aligned I know when I felt this before My evil is thirsty for more I need a new allie to feed What can I do? I've got an idea I think I'll just become a priest Decieving them with my belief I'll prea

The More Things Change,the More They Stay The Same...
BLACK SABBATH LYRICS "War Pigs" Generals gathered in their masses Just like witches at black masses Evil minds that plot destruction Sorcerers of death's construction In the fields the bodies burning As the war machine keeps turning Death and hatred to mankind Poisoning their brainwashed minds... Oh Lord yeah! Politicians hide themselves away They only started the war Why should they go out to fight? They leave that role to the poor, yeah Time will tell on their power minds Making war just for fun Treating people just like pawns in chess Wait 'till their Judgment day comes, yeah! Now in darkness, world stops turning Ashes where the bodies burning No more war pigs of the power Hand of God has struck the hour Day of Judgment, God is calling On their knees the war pigs crawling Begging mercy for their sins Satan, laughing, spreads his wings Oh Lord yeah!

More Tests Needed In Anna Nicole Death
Several people close to Anna Nicole Smith were quick to speculate after her death that drugs were to blame. The medical examiner who performed an autopsy on her body, though, said it could take weeks to determine a cause of death. Dr. Joshua Perper, the Broward County medical examiner who did the autopsy, said Friday that no illegal drugs were discovered in the 39-year-old Smith's room at the Seminole Hard Rock Hotel and Casino in Hollywood after she collapsed there on Thursday. Perper said there were prescription drugs in the room but would not identify which. He said it could take three to five weeks to conclude his investigation, which will include toxicology tests. CNN quoted an unidentified law enforcement source as saying there were large amounts of prescription drugs, including Valium and antibiotics, as well as over-the-counter cold and flu medication taken from Smith's room. But Perper said the autopsy found no immediate evidence, either in Smith's stomach or her b

More Whining About Assholes...
I had some fun on a little rating spree last night, rating strangers who scrolled by. Then this morning I find this in my shoutbox from one of them. So-and-so: now thats funny... strip down and tell you that ur SEXY... hahahaha He's referring to my profile where I poke fun at all those "add me/rate me/fan me before you friend me" folks by saying you have to strip down, hop on one foot and call me a sexy bitch before you can friend me. And basically, he's laughing in my face at the idea that I might be sexy. Look, it's cool if you don't find me sexy. That's your prerogative and I know I'm not everyone's cup of tea. Far from it and I am quite aware of that fact. But is there really need to be cruel about your disagreement? So I re-rated him a one and blocked him. I must have hurt his ickle feelings because he sent his friends over (or maybe he just created new accounts to do it) to rate ones on my profile and public pics. Boohoo. If you're going to be an asshole,

More (presumably Dirty) Madlibs
So, I was doing some thinking and, y'know, I thought that __________ with __________ might be fun. It is, after all, what I would do with you if ________. Whilst I had you ______________, I would ____________ and let __________ __________ ________. After that, I'd invite __________ [ and _______ and ________ and _________] _______ to _________. And by now, you'd ________ ________ __________ with _______ all _________ _________!

More Poetry, Go Ahead And Comment,
I give thousand returns him to the things. And I put them of the misfortune. It would have to enjoy this form every second that is allowed me, but without knowing the reason, the only thing that it becomes is to waste the opportunity better wishing something. It is clear that always it is inhaled to something superior, something insurmountable, superb; but until we did not prune it to acquire, it would agree to us not to apostatize of such way. We would have to learn to savor every minute of the little pretty thing that we have. To think that it is the last moment that we will be able to rejoice of that way. Perhaps thus we are thankful little that us of the life... thus we will perhaps remember every moment which we happened and until we let pass bad moments. And at the aim we will be able to watch back without fear. Because nothing is infinite... Because everything what we happened is taxed, we want or we do not want, and we preferred that he is something pleasant. Because since we l

2 More Sprews Of My Mind
Caccoon Do u know me? Can u see or hear me? Does my presence come as a passing fog? Blow through u like a cold chill? Am I figment of this imagination? A image never truly seen. What a waste, shame I couldint be me. Living in a shadow growing mold. Living in the caccoon made of tears. Feel me decay. In ur cold dead hands. A pointint reminder that we are all what others make of us. Your own opinion makes no differince. Self delusion. Living in the light of the surpressors. Living in the caccoon made of tears. Head like a sponge, full of germs. Soul like a slate, cold black and blank. Driving like a nail into a brick. Bent and dull. Life in a caccoon of tears. I.R.M. 02/08/07 Do As It Has Been Done Chemicaly Imposed. Melting into cell like suger into water. Washing over my sences. Leaving me a floating death. A crime of one, working against yourself. Temptation, condemnation, attack against fouled values. Tied up in a world outside

1 More About The Dixie Chicks
Dixie Chicks finish first at Grammys LOS ANGELES (Reuters) - Country music outcasts The Dixie Chicks, who jeopardized their career by criticizing President Bush, won all five Grammy Awards for which they were nominated on Sunday, including the coveted album of the year. The victory for their work on the chart-topping album "Taking the Long Way" marked a stunning validation for the female Texan trio almost four years after their dream run as the darlings of Nashville came to an abrupt end. Singer Natalie Maines told fans during a 2003 concert in London she was ashamed to come from the same state as Bush. As news of the off-the-cuff comment spread, the group was transformed into pariahs. Country radio stations stopped playing their songs, while album and ticket sales suffered. "I think people are using their freedom of speech tonight with all of these awards," Maines said, as the group accepted the final award of the ceremony, album of the year. Bandmate

4 More Ppl Plz!!
THE BEST BIKE PHOTO CONTEST.THIS CONTEST WILL BE JUDGED ON RATES AND COMEMNTS. THE PRIZES WILL GO AS SUCH..#1 FOR RATES ALONE..WELL RECIVE A PERSONALIZED SKIN OF COURSE A BIKE WILL BE THE THEME ON IT..#1 ON COMMENTS ALONE WILL RECIVE.. THE SILVER BIKE OUT OF THE GIFT SHOP.#2 RATES ALONE WILL RECIVE A PERSONALIZED TAG.. AND AGAIN THE THEME WILL BE ABOUT BIKES..#2COMMENTS ALONE WILL RECIVE.. A SILVER RING OUT OF THE GIFT SHOP DEPENDING ON THE WINNER MALE OR FEMNALE..#3 RATES ALONE WILL RECIVE... A PERSONALIZED MORPH.. AND YES THE THEME WILL BE ABOUT A BIKE..#3 COMMENTS ALONE WILL RECIVE A MAN BRACELETTE OUT OF THE GIFT SHOP.. RULES OF THIS CONTEST...RATES AND COMMENTS WILL TAKE A FIRST PLACE.. SELF COMMENT BOMBING WILL BE ALLOUD THIS CONTEST WILL RUN FOR 5 DAYS.. THERE WILL BE 10 ENTRIES.. IF I SEE ANY CONTESTANT BASHING ON ANOTHER CONTESTANT .. OR IF YOU SEND A FRIEND TO DO IT.. YOU WILL BE DISQUALIFIED..NO DRAMMA EVER IN MY CONTEST.. DO

More Pics Posted My Oh My Cum Look
hey everyone i was going thought some cds today looking for pics for psp when i came across a disk that had all my pics on it that i thought i lost so come on over to my default and my naughty and my babyboy album and check it out, i also have some pics added in my tags i made for friends album and stuff made for me album so cum on over check it out make sure to leave comments i love reading what you all have to say love ya all lots embyr pls repost this embyr ~Lioness of The Flesh Of Lestats Dark Covenant Family~*~*CT Wifey to onmyown*~*@ CherryTAP

More Thoughts
I wonder what it would be like to just float away into the nothing to feel no pain no sadness no disapointment to just float like smoke in the wind to just float and no care not hurt to not cry just be everything and yet be nothing at all i wonder what that would be like?

More Bad News
Its been one hell of a week for me. My motherhas been in hospital since 4 th of feb. she went it with a severe chest problem. ( fluid in her lung )and she was scheduled for an exploratory operation today ( tuesday ). but surgeon did not perform it as she was not stong enough due to having a slight heart attack last week. which noone detected. Operation is now scheduled for next week.

More About Me
*My name is Olivia *I AM STRAIGHT!!! *I'm 16 yr. old 17 in nov. *I'm half black half white *I'm from the bay area *I'm 5'8" *I love to sing, dance, act/perform *I love shoes I have over 200 pairs of shoes from nike dunks 2 charles david I have every type of shoe *I love fashion *I love animals I have a dog, 3 cats and a horse *My fav. place 2 be is on the beach *I love meeting new people *humor is everything to me *I love driving *I'm crazy and loud when I want 2 be....mostly with friends, but I'm quiet and like to keep 2 myself while I observe things....but I still like talking hahaha. *I love piercings I have 5, I use to have my tongue...not 4 that reason that u mite be thinking but I'm getting my bellybutton pierced! *I love tattoos I'm getting one on the back of my neck when I turn 17! *I dont smoke, drink or do drugs I'm not gonna mess myself up. *I spend most of my days in my house in the music studio *My heros are my family and friends *I am single but I am

More Questions.
Another Q & A thingie: 1. The phone rings. Who do you want it to be? A former band-mate of mine, telling me that he's putting the band back together without our sleazy marimba-playing manager and that he has several extremely lucrative gigs lined up in cities I've never visited before. 2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart? Of course, what the hell else would I do with it? Ride it to work? 3. In a social setting, are you more of a talker or a listener? Listener. "Speak little, learn much." Besides, I'm shy. 4. Do you take compliments well? I'm better about it these days, but I used to be so shy I'd get absolutely tongue-tied. 5. Are you an active person? My job keeps me on my feet and moving all day long, so I guess I have no choice. 6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness, would you survive? I think I'd figure something out. 7. Do you like to ride horses? I've only tried it once or twice; I guess it could be fun. 8. Did you ever

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LINKIN PARK LYRICS "By Myself" What do I do to ignore them behind me? Do I follow my instincts blindly? Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams? And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening? Do I sit here and try to stand it? Or do I try to catch them red-handed? Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness, Or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness? Because I can't hold on when I'm stretched so thin I make the right moves but I'm lost within I put on my daily facade but then I just end up getting hurt again By myself [myself] [x2] I ask why, but in my mind I find I can’t rely on myself [Chorus:] I can’t hold on To what I want when I’m stretched so thin It’s all too much to take in I can’t hold on To anything watching everything spin With thoughts of failure sinking in If I Turn my back I’m defenseless And to go blindly seems senseless If I hide my pride and let it all go on then they’ll Take from me ‘till everything is gone If I let them go

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Through Your Eyes Through your eyes I see the path I take Through your eyes I see the choices I make Through your eyes I see how the world should be Through your eyes Is how I can see Through your eyes Life is so clear Through your eyes I can see what I fear Through your eyes You see into my soul Through your eyes I became your goal Through your eyes You see into my heart You see me through your eyes While were apart

More For The Ladies !! Hey... I'm Laughin With You. I Can Take It!! Lol ;o) (hugs)
Stuff For The ladies hehe :oP One day my housework-challenged husband decided to wash his Sweat- shirt. Seconds after he stepped into the laundry room, he shouted to me, "What setting do I use on the washing machine?" "It depends," I replied. "What does it say on your shirt?" He yelled back, " University of Oklahoma ." And they say blondes are dumb... ------------------------------ A couple is lying in bed. The man says, "I am going to make you the happiest woman in the world." The woman replies, "I'll miss you.." ------------------------------ "It's just too hot to wear clothes today," Jack says as he stepped out of the shower, "honey, what do you think the neighbors would think if I mowed the lawn like this?" "Probably that I married you for your money," she replied. ------------------------------ He said - Shall we try swapping positions tonight? She said - That's a good idea... you stand by the ironing board while I sit on the sofa and fart.

1 More For You Ladies. Ummm Guys? Whatch What You Buy!!! Rofl!! :op
Menopause Jewelry My husband, being unhappy with my mood swings, bought me a mood ring the other day so he would be able to monitor my moods. We've discovered that when I'm in a good mood, it turns green. When I'm in a bad mood, it leaves a big f*cking red mark on his forehead! OWWWWW!!!! lolz ;oO

More Ranting.. From My Twisted Mind....
Fuck.. I dont even know what i wanna say so imma let my mind free and just write as i think.. So watch out this will be fucked up.... Ok here we go.. i miss my son.. I dont get to see him and I hardly get to talk to him then when i do talk to him like today My son was too busy to talk he was listenin to a song.. so he wouldnt talk.. That hurts but yet i know i deserve it.. Then ya go the whole fact that im living in a fucked up World.. And this world i speak of is my own mind.... Its FUCKED... im fuckin sick of getting hurt.. Im fuckin tired of being soo fuckin stupid.. And gullable.. I wish you all could see the world through my eyes.. Even for an hour.. You wouldnt be able to handle it.. The fucked up thoughts in my head... The shit i deal with.. The Fuckin abuse i take.. You'd never even know.. Its sooo fuckin hard.. Im 21 years old.. i shouldnt have this shit to think about or deal with.. i should be happy go lucky.. Not worry about how im gonna get things In order and straightene

More Inane Questions About Me
Laryngitis Sucks!!! 1. Where did your last kiss take place? The bedroom 2. Who knows a secret or two about you? not very many people 3. Three words to explain why you last threw up? migraine head ache 4. Did you ever burn yourself? like 3 days ago 5. What's crazy to you? "The Definition of insanity it to repeatedly do soemthing, knowing the outcome, but expecting different results each time... " 6. Favorite cuss word: fuck 7. Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now? at least 3 people I know of 8. Who is your hero? The men and women in the military, fire departments and police departments 9. Would you ever want to be a model? hell no 10. Who is the most experimental person you know? my children 11. Do you tell white lies? Sometimes 12. When is your next party? my daughters graduation in June 13. Who do you want to be with right now? mr. sandman 14. Is it better to give or get? Both are good :) 15. Ho

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I WANT YOU SHEETS TANGLED, MY BODY DRENCHED IN SWEAT. BREATH RAGGED, I CAN HEAR MY HEARTBEAT. I WAKE , THE SWEET DREAM OF YOU STILL FRESH IN MY MIND. THE PASSION STILL MAKING MY BODY CONVULSE. I CAN STILL FEEL YOUR HANDS ON MY SKIN. YOUR TASTE STILL IN MY MOUTH, SALTY, BITTER, SWEET COPPER. THE MEMORY OF THE FEEL OF YOUR BODY SO EAGER AND READY FOR ME. MY WRISTS ACHE SO SWEETLY FROM THE BINDS THAT HELD ME. WHY DO YOU TORTURE ME SO? COMING TO ME ONLY IN MY DREAMS. I STILL FEEL THE WEIGHT OF YOU ON ME. THE TINGLE THAT YOUR MOUTH EGNITED IN ME STILL MAKING ME WHIMPER. I SMELL THE SWEET MUSK OF OUR BODIES ALL AROUND ME. THE FEEL OF YOUR HAIR AS IS CASCADES DOWN AROUUND MY FACE. THE MARKS THAT YOUR NAILS HAVE MADE ON ME CANT POSSIBLY BE REAL BUT YET I SEE THEM. I SEE THE WOUND THAT YOUR FEEDNG HAS LEFT, HOW IS THIS POSSIBLE? DO YOU SEE MINE? DO YOU WAKE WITH THE SAME MEMORIES THAT I DO? IS THIS REAL? WHY CANT I HAVE YOU IN FLESH A

More Damaging Than War Across The Seas.....
Wake up USA! I'm observing blogging across the net and I look for any sense of victory, alas, it is all smoke and mirrors. As American's . . . as ppl on this planetâ€¦ as thinking and feeling beingsâ€¦ WTF!?!?! We are preoccupied. We lay on our laurels. We have self indulgences beyond any generation before usâ€¦ we are lost in lifeâ€¦ we try to find meaning in much that is just meaningless. We overlook what should be praised. We sit on our hands as we look for our remote controls. We scream out without even hearing what we say ourselves! This is a bizarre version of the vision our fore fathers (and mothers) had for us. We are looking for an open door when there is not even a door, doorway, or an obstacle in our way. Wake up and put some socks and shoes on..... and look past the mountainsâ€¦ see life!

More On The Goddess
Tara, Goddess of Peace and Protection Goddess Tara is probably the oldest goddess who is still worshipped extensively in modern times. Tara originated as a Hindu goddess, the Mother Creator, representing the eternal life force that fuels all life. There are many embodiments of Tara, but the best known are the White Tara and the Green Tara. The peaceful, compassionate White Tara gently protects and brings long life and peace. The more dynamic goddess, Green Tara is the "Mother Earth", and a fierce goddess who overcomes obstacles, and saves us from physical and spiritual danger. In Sanskrit, the name Tara means Star, but she was also called She Who Brings Forth Life, The Great Compassionate Mother, and The Embodiment of Wisdom, and the Great Protectress. Adopted by Buddhism, she become the most widely revered deity in the Tibetan pantheon. In Buddhist tradition, Tara is actually much greater than a goddess -- she is a female Buddha, an enlightened one was has

More Movie Reviews ...lol
SAW III -- This one was way better than the first two. I don't know who came up with the stuff in the movie, but man was it gross...lol. This one gets 5 stars. TEXAS CHAINSAW MASSACRE: THE BEGINNING This one was good. Not as ummmm gross as Saw III. But still good. Mainly -- if ya haven't seen it-- shows how the whole thing, including Leatherface, started. This one gets 4 stars I have no idea what's on the agenda for next weekend...if its worth talking about, I'll leave another review LOL.

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Answer this for the person who posted this send it back to them in a PRIVATE message and then repost it for yourself! 1. Would you have sex with me? Answer: 2. What positions would u want to b in? Answer: 3. Would u suck/lick me ? Answer: 4. Would u sex me hard? Answer: 5. Would u have sex with me the first night u met me? Answer: 6. Would u let me pull your hair while i did you? Answer: 7. Would u do me in the shower? Answer: 8.Would u hancuff me or tie me up to the bed and then do me? Answer: 9. Would u have 3-some with me? Answer: 10. What about me makes u want to have sex with me? Answer: 11. Would u talk dirty to me while we sexed? Answer: 12. Where would you do me? Answer: 13. Would u do me in front of people? Answer: 14. Would u do me again and again? Answer: 15. Would u do me in the rain? Answer: 16. Would u mind if we did it like a porn star? Answer: 17. Would u have phone sex w

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I am 26 years old born and Grew up in Oklahoma but also Southern New York. I currtenly do reside in Pryor, OK though. My whole family pretty much on both my parents side are from NY but now are spread throughout the US. I have a lot of military background in my family especially on my moms side. So I have a lot of love and respect for anyone in the military and can be very patriotic if I want to be. I thank God for the soliders of the USA for what freedom they give us!!On my dads side I am related to Frank Llyod Wright(the famous artitcure) who is my Great Great Great Uncle and then also the Wright Brothers(yes Orville & Wilbur Wright-the ones who invtented the airplane-guess thats where I get my passion for traveling) who are like my 3rd cousins. My dads side is from England/Germany and my moms side is from Scotland. Both my parents are still happily married and I have one older sister and brother in law. So yes I am the baby. My dad is a retired cop, after he did that he had his own

More Stuff Added
hey all...just droppin' in to let you know I've added more stuff to my stash. I've added some of my poetry to the "dunno" section...since there wasn't a poetry section...lol I don't claim to be a super poet, but hope you enjoy them anyway.

More Than Friends
More than Friends by Lady of Love My friend, My love What should it be My friend, My love Oh, how I care for thee Your touch Your feel You make me so alive My God, I don't know how I would survive You are my friend Who could ask for anything more You became my love... With every touch you make my heart soar I don't know how to make you understand what you have done for me But to let you know you gave me a chance to be free And a great ability The ability to have the feeling I can be loved The ability to have the feeling I can be cared for The ability to make me just feel good about myself So with that My friend, My love Which ever it may be Please say... you also love me

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I have never been so scared in my life, to think that you are on the verge of loosing someone you LOVE you feel like you don't have the strength anymore. I often cry myself to sleep wishing that you would hold me so tight and never let go and promise that everything would be alright. I LOVE you with my whole being, and I remember that I made a vow to LOVE you for as long as I shall live and I meant it. I can't imagine life without you, the thought of your touch that makes my whole body shiver, the love that you giving me day by day makes me look forward to a brand new day, every second that we spend together will always be cherished in my heart. Moments go by, days go by but memories of you and I will never leave this heart of mine. Every time you hold me close to your body I feel the connection that is very powerful and strong and it's a kind of a connection that would move mountains and cross the deepest oceans, for you cause there is nothing I would n't do for you cause you ar

More Pics And My Son's Birthday
well today is my son's birthday and e is 9 oday. i feel real old and w are having a party for him and it is going to be fun. also to my family friends i have more bad pics for bad people so if u like to see then great. i have to go so i can get shit ready for my so's party but i will be back later on today. love hotchick 3

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I was born the youngest of 4 kids a very long time ago. I had a normal childhood except for coming down with polio at the age of three. With the help of my family, a few good doctors, and the man up stairs I pretty much got over polio and after two years went back to being a regular kid. Polio left me with a weak leg that required a brace on it for me to walk and a damaged right lung plus a few other things I will not bore you with. I grew up on our family farm then after college I went to work for a local company as an accountant. I moved to North Carolina for ten years during the 80’s as the head accountant for a branch plant for the same company. I worked hard for the first 5 years then after getting all the systems in place I had it fairly easy the last 5 years. I retired from work in late 1989 because I was getting too weak to do the job the way it should be done. Then in February of 1990 my lung just gave out on me, as a result of havening had polio. I’ve been on the respirato

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Dying In Your Arms I'm wearing thin wearing out becoming weak Holding hands with this rope she's my self-destructive Bleeding disease the things that makes it hard to breathe But if I shoved you far away This addict just starved again asphyxiated [Chorus] And now I see it's you that's tearing me ensnaring me This is me dying in your arms I cut you out now set me free Lynched high above what used to be In her gallows built for me So I escaped cut this noose around my Neck I break free to see the things you blinded me And I shoved you far away Now I live the life I dreamed of You're dead to me [Chorus x2] You poisoned my life So I take this knife And I cut you out Cut you out [Chorus x2]

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My Curse I watched you walk away Hopeless, with nothing to say I screen my eyes Hoping to see you again This is my curse (the longing) This is my curse (to) This is my curse (the yearning) This is my curse There is love burning to find you Will you wait for me? Will you be here? Your silence haunts me But I still hunger for you This is my curse (the wanting) This is my curse (to) This is my curse (the needing) There is love burning to find you Will you wait for me? Still I want And I still I ache But still I wait To see you again Dying, inside, these walls (2x) Can I see your face in these tears? In these tears And I see your face... There is love [8x]

The More I......
The more I talk to you The more I like you The more I like you The more I want to be with you The more I want to be with you The more I miss you The more I miss you The more I love you The more I love you The more it hurts I don't have you

More To Come.
I had the sugery today. They only just looked around today. They want schedule another sugery. This next time they will be taking it all. My uterus & my ovaries. They said that I had multiple sights of adhesions. So that is my only option now. I will let everyone know the date of the next surgery. I will be out of work for at least six weeks with this next one. Wish me luck.

4 More Dayz..........
~~~~~~ ENDS FEB 28 @ MIDNIGHT EST ~~~~~~~ *** SEXIEST PLAYMATE CONTEST ENDS 2/28 *** GO SHOW YOUR FAVORITE PLAYMATE LUV !! COMMENT BOMBING ALLOWED !!! ~~STARTS FEB.16 1 PM EST AND WILL END FEB.28 MIDNIGHT EST ~~ ** DURING HAPPY HOUR YOU CAN MAKE ALOT OF POINTS ** MR. JANUARY.. I.D.G.A.F. MR.FEBRUARY..ARTISAN69(LARRY) MIZZ MARCH..VENUS(SAXXY) MR.APRIL .. DJ LOONEY MR.MAY.. THE SEXY JUGGALO THRILL HAMMER MR.JUNE.. BEN DOVER MIZZ JULY.. MARIA MR.AUGUST..HANDICAP MIKE MIZZ SEPTEMBER..TATTOOGIRL MIZZ OCTOBER..HONEY MR.NOVEMBER.. HSTREET MR.DECEMBER... TIGER

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MILFORD - A cousin of murder victim Jose de Lima was arrested Wednesday for the alleged statutory rape of a 13-year-old Milford girl, a crime uncovered by investigators probing the killing, police said. Celio Teixeira Durval, 21, of 41 Water St., Apt. 3, was arrested at his home around 5 p.m. and charged with three counts of statutory rape of a child, police said. Police have no information that suggests the two crimes are related, Milford Police Chief Thomas O'Loughlin said. "I don't think there's a connection," the chief said yesterday. "There's nothing there to indicate for us to believe that." Durval has apparently moved since de Lima's Jan. 29 murder, but he lived with him and his three other cousins at the time of the homicide, according to O'Loughlin. Durval was home when de Lima was gunned down in the doorway of their 20 Main St. apartment, the chief said. No suspects have yet been arrested in connection with the Brazilian immigrant's killing. Durval was held y

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Worked 53 hours this week. doing my best to help support my parents. my dads dad is in the hospital, its very bad. my dad is on his way up there since last night. think im losing the one woman i want in my life. i could really go for a good talk.

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Another one of these things: 1. What is your occupation? This year, mail-sorting machine operator. With an IQ of 148. God Bless Ohio, Land Of Opportunity. I still usually list "musician" as my religion & ethno-background, though. 2. What color are your socks right now? white 3. What are you listening to right now? my S.O. coughing 4. What was the last thing that you ate? a pretzel 5. Can you drive a stick shift? No 6. If you were a crayon, what color would you be? "Burnt Umber" (or maybe not, but I always thought that was a cool name for the "dark orange" crayon) 7. Last person you spoke to on the phone? Some survey-taker, who I told to stop calling. 8. How old are you today? 45. Just like yesterday. 9. Favorite drink? "Diet Pepsi Jazz Wild Cherry & Vanilla." Or Murphy's Irish Stout. 10. What is your favorite sport to watch? Politics 11. Have you ever dyed your hair? Yes, I'm embarassed to say. 12. Favorite curse word? I seem to say "dammit" a

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Well i put out the feelers for a drupal programmer and I managed to get myself one, at last I can now rest easy that everything will be fixed and sorted, so that is thing number 2 that is in the process of getting sorted which will give me more time to have fun with the other bits and pieces. i am now quite delighted.

More Stalking (nsfw) From: You Dont See Me (by: Graceli Kopanyi)
I stayed late tonight because it seemed like a good idea at the time. After all, I did get everything done that I had set my mind to. But as I was walking to the parking deck in the middle of the night, I found myself questioning my judgment. Each step I took echoed in my head as well as in the parking deck. Feeling more and more uneasy by the second, I rushed to the elevator, the feeling of indescribable panic had me refusing to enter the darkened- well poorly lit anyway- stairwell. Ashamed of my paranoia I entered the empty elevator and rode up the four floors that I knew I could have easily walked. As the doors opened, I saw my car immediately, it was, after all, the only one left on this level. I assure myself that there was no one out there, that my unease was due to living in the city. This was a really nice area, not once had I seen an unsavory news story about a woman being attacked in this part of town, well except for what Diego did to me, but he was locked up, no one wan

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So Friday he finally got home around 10pm. He showered, ate and then literally fell asleep on the couch. Saturday we got to spend 1 good quality day as a family Today- he had to be at work no later than 12:30 to get his truck ready to go transport soldiers back to the field, So he lost 5 hours or more on Friday than everyone else that isn't an 88m (truck driver) in his platoon and then he had to be back 2 1/2 hours earlier today. What a damn rip off!!! They might let them come home next weekend but they're not sure yet! ***On a good note, theres rumors that they might have to pull them from the field early, so instead of the 9th it might be the 5th or 6th. :)

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Martini! Your sex life mostly resembles a Martini. You are suave, sophisticated and just a little kinky. You have an active sex life, but you only recruit the best to be your sex partners. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com You are a straight You are good at planning for the future and living well but you will probably not be seen at that wild party going on this Friday night. You have moderate luck when playing poker, and you are probably not that good at bluffing. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com You should make love to soul You like to groove, slow and steady. Throw on the James Brown and let the atmosphere envelop your lovemaking. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com Karina is most likely to get laid in Macao, in a bar. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com As it turns out, Karina is aroused by ... Library cards 'What crazy thing are you aroused by?' at QuizUniverse.com You are 33% easy You are not very easy. You like to at l

1 More Hour!!!
AIGHT, CONTEST ENDS IN AN HOUR, I'M LIQOURED UP AS FUCK, AND I HAVEN'T RECIEVED HAVE THE HAND JOBS I WAS EXPECTING, SLACKERS. YA'LL HAVE FUN, AND I'LL LET YOU KNOW WHO WON TOMORROW. SORRY FOR ANY DRAMA, TRIED TO KEEP IT FUN. PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL. P.S. NAKED AND TRYING TO FIND MY BUSHMILLS!!!

More Pointless Death
Philadelphia -- A skinhead accused in a racially motivated murder nearly two decades ago had been cruising around looking for a black man to kill before he fatally shot a man headed for a night on the town, his friend testified. Thomas Gibison, 35, of Newark, Del., was arrested in November and charged with murder and ethnic intimidation in the April 16, 1989, shooting death of Aaron Wood. Common Pleas Judge David Shutter on Wednesday ordered Gibison to stand trial on the charges. Gibison, then 17, and Craig Peterson, 19 at the time, were driving around Philadelphia, looking to kill a black man, an act they viewed as a rite of passage among white supremacists, Peterson testified at the preliminary hearing. Peterson said he borrowed his mother's car and the two drove to Wilmington, Del., but they "didn't see anybody." They then headed to Philadelphia. "Our target was the black man," he told Assistant District Attorney Roger King during Gibison's preliminary hearing Wednes

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My Physical Survey Physical AppearanceHair Color BrownHieght5"4GlassesnoShoe Size8Casual or FormalCasualLong or Short HairLongManicured or NaturalNaturalEye ColorGreenLet's get PhysicalLights on or OffBothBed or TableBothRomantic or WildBothRisky or SafeBothHugs or KissesBothEars or NeckNeckWalk fast or SlowBothDance or Tap FootDanceWalk or RideRideStay in or Go OutGo OutSpontanious or PlannedSpontaniousOrganized or FrazzledOrganizedEarly or LateTry to be earlyTaken or SingleSingleHigh Places or Well GroundedWell GroundedSwimming or SkiingSwimmingHiking or Beach StrollBothVertical or HorizontalBothBath or ShowerBothRoll-on or SpraySprayHot or ColdHotTongue or LipsBothType or WriteTypeRead or SingReadTalk or ListenBothOne of the Gang or OutsiderOne of the gangLoud or QuiteQuiteSchool or WorkWorkSmoke or DrinkBothThanksgiving Dinner or Midnight SnackMidnight snackNapkin or Hand TowelNapkinTheater or RentalsRentalsCandle lit Dinner or PizzaBothPassi

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Baby its you and me Baby it's you and me No one else Just you and me. You show me love I show you love back. Baby it's just you and me. I love you more than words can say I love you more then things can show Baby it's just you and me. You hold me close While we sleep through the night Baby it's just you and me. When I feel hopeless and lost You're there to tell me I'm okay Baby it's just you and me. Baby it's just you and me You Made Me Feel Alive Again At first I was alone And always criticized Then you came along And opened up my eyes You made me feel alive again And like I belonged Meant to be here with you And lie here in your arms You always make me happy Even when I'm sad You are my purpose, my life, and my destiny You are the only one, I will ever need MY LOVE FOR YOU MY LOVE FOR YOU Will NEVER BE THROUGH THE ONLY THING I COULD EVER WANT WOULD BE U I KNOW WE Fight ALOT OF THE TIME BUT ALL i WANT is FOR

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*** SEXIEST PLAYMATE CONTEST ENDS 2/28 *** GO SHOW YOUR FAVORITE PLAYMATE LUV !! COMMENT BOMBING ALLOWED !!! ****~~STARTS FEB.16 1 PM EST AND WILL END FEB.28 MIDNIGHT EST ~~****** ** DURING HAPPY HOUR YOU CAN MAKE ALOT OF POINTS ** MR. JANUARY.. I.D.G.A.F. MR.FEBRUARY..ARTISAN69(LARRY) MIZZ MARCH..VENUS(SAXXY) MR.APRIL .. DJ LOONEY MR.MAY.. THE SEXY JUGGALO THRILL HAMMER MR.JUNE.. BEN DOVER MIZZ JULY.. MARIA MR.AUGUST..HANDICAP MIKE MIZZ SEPTEMBER..TATTOOGIRL MIZZ OCTOBER..HONEY MR.NOVEMBER.. HSTREET MR.DECEMBER... TIGER

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And I just got word yesterday that there is a new TMNT movie opening on 3/23. I've already started gathering a group to go see it. Turtle Power!!! Beyond that... I'm better now. I only have a bit of a fever and at least enough energy to be at work. I could probably use another day of rest but I almost went nuts yesterday without the energy to do anything but lay on the couch. Oy. So back to work for me. Ah well.

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screaming in silence till your thoughts become violent, Time takes its toll, till your mind becomes numb and your body lies cold, Drifting away dreams seem to fade, wanting to speak, but there's nothing to say, history repeats for those who allow, bending and breaking till you're forced to fall down, Keep it locked up and don't say a word, about the nightmares you've seen and the sorrow you've heard make yourself numb so the pain goes away, saving it all for another day.

10 More People Need For The Contest
NEW CONTEST!!! Okay so a lot of contests have already been done! They are all just a popularity contest. Well I am starting a contest for the least popular picture on cherrytap. That’s right the least popular So here is the deal The picture with the least number of comments in a 7 day period starting 24hrs after I get 20 enteries will win a 7 day blast. That’s right the least number of comments

More Rehab...
this morning i went again to rehab... who said it doesn't hurt of course this guy is nice and tries to not hurt me, but oh well lol doctor yesterday said it's not necessary that i need more rehab, that is ok i finish with those 10 sessions and then just go to swimm in a club, so i get my leg stronger you could be surprised, after a week raining like if it was the end of the world, now if sunny, a clear sky, and cold (50F this morning)... it's friday and tomorrow i wont be able to go to the MoonPark (another electronic party like south fest or creamfields, but smaller: like 15 K person there only)... well this stupid leg wont let me able to go to dance in sometime lets pray i can buy a ticket to go to the Pet Shop Boys concert next march 23 :) anyways, i feel like listening oasis i'm sleepy, is there anyone that can hug me a bit? :)

8 More People Needed For The Contest
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~ More Healing Thoughts ~
There are only two mistakes one can make along the road to truth: 1.) not going all the way; and 2.) not starting. Three things cannot be long hidden: the sun, the moon, and the truth. Do not dwell in the past, do not dream of the future, concentrate the mind on the present moment. There is nothing more dreadful than the habit of doubt. Doubt separates people. It is a poison that disintegrates friendships and breaks up pleasant relations. It is a thorn that irritates and hurts; it is a sword that kills. An insincere and evil friend is more to be feared than a wild beast; a wild beast may wound your body, but an evil friend will wound your mind.

6 More Hrs.~she Has Not Won A Contest
Hey There Everyone Please Come and Vote for my sexy girl Named Sexy Simmer She is the bomb and she is a good friend and If you bomb her pic until sunday I Will make a tag for you and Buy a gift for you when I get back just send ME a message to let me know who helped. Please Help her out thank you.

More About Me
Other Random Stuff About Me by onmyown2723Name:: AllyssaAge:: 22Height:: 5'9"Weight:: 180Right or left-handed:: rightYour heritage:: GermanWhat is your favorite game?: backgammon, I never, lottsoFavorite color:: blackLeast favorite color:: orangeDo you like to drive fast?: YupDo you like thunderstorms?: yesWhat is your sign?: cancerDo you eat the stems of broccoli?: yesWhat was your first car?: 88 deltaIf you could have any job, what would it be?: your bossIs the glass half full or half empty?: whats in it?Do you type with your fingers on the right keys?: yesWhat's under your bed?: Toys, books, shoesWhat are your favorite sports to watch?: sccocerSingle biggest intense pain?: CustomersThe best places you have ever been?: 60ft down in the gulf Hamburgers or hot dogs?: hamburgersWhat is your occupation?: manager/ severWhat was the last thing you ate?: french toast with eggs hashbrowns and baconDo you wish on stars?: yesIf you were a crayon, what color would you b

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NEW CONTEST!!! Okay so a lot of contests have already been done! They are all just a popularity contest. Well I am starting a contest for the least popular picture on cherrytap. That’s right the least popular So here is the deal The picture with the least number of comments in a 7 day period starting 24hrs after I get 20 enteries will win a 7 day blast. That’s right the least number of comments

More Bad News
I just wanted to let you guys that care know that my mother in law just had a stroke or heart attack or something. We are not sure yet and hubby and I are headed to WV to find out. So if you dont see me on here for a while that is why. Please keep us in your thoughts and prayers. Thanks all my CT friends. Love Annette M

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Your Personality is Somewhat Rare (ENFP) Your personality type is enthusiastic, giving, cautious, and loyal. Only about 8% of all people have your personality, including 9% of all women and 6% of all men You are Extroverted, Intuitive, Feeling, and Perceiving. How Rare Is Your Personality?

18 More Fun Things That Are Great
Have you ever thought back to the time when you were a kid and wanted to do some of those things? I had numerous times but always put it behind me as being childish and something that an adult couldn't benefit from and thus it would be considered useless. Well that just isn't always the case. Here are some things to consider to do in the middle of a workout to make it fun and even improve the exertion. Jump rope. How often have you seen boxers working with a speed rope as a part of their fight training? It isn't just for the fun of playing jump rope it is an excellent coordination exercise. The hands get with the feet and better motor skills are developed. It improves endurance and enhances power in the feet and calves. See how long you can continue without tiring. That will teach you how good it is. Skipping. Skipping along seems childish as opposed to running but in fact it is a great exercise to do along with running. It is another exercise that will improve power

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I should be getting my SteelMX rider package soon. It's basic, but hey...it's something! I'm excited! I just changed my oil and oil filter today. So, after I fill my gas can up, I'll be ready to go hit the desert again. My handle bars need to be replaced, but they are okay for now.

More About My Saturday Call!!!!
I am the first to tell you that my job is the greatest in the world. I love the people I work with and the ability to help people is just awesome. There are, however, downsides to my job... Yesterday was one of those days. I deal with death all the time. Hell its a part of life! But when you deal with death as much as I do, you find things to help you get through that horrible thing in life. I am not saying that death is horrible, its life!!!! But I see the side of death that only a few get to see. The homicides (taking of a human life), suicides (taking of your own life) and the accidental deaths. Yesterday was an accidental death. A dad was out doing yard work... something dads do. He was running a tractor leveling out some gravel in his driveway. His 3yo daughter was outside playing. He told her to stay back while he as working, but for those with kids you know that little children don't listen like we do. They see mom or dad and want to be there involved in what there are doing. W

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The confessional A married Irishman went into the confessional and said to his priest, "I almost had an affair with another woman." The priest said, "What do you mean, almost?" The Irishman said, "Well, we got undressed and rubbed together, but then I stopped." The priest said, "Rubbing together is the same as putting it in. You're not to see that woman again. For your penance, say five Hail Mary's and put $50 in the poor box." The Irishman left the confessional, said his prayers, and then walked over to the poor box. He paused for a moment and then started to leave. The priest, who was watching, quickly ran over to him saying, "I saw that. You didn't put any money in the poor box!" The Irishman replied, "Yeah, but I rubbed the $50 on the box, and according to you, that's the same as putting it in!" ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ There once was a religious young woman who went to Confession. Upon entering the confessional, she said, "Forgive me, Father, for I have sinned." The

More On Piasa Bird
The Legend of the Piasa Bird "The Piasa bird is said to have flown over the "Great Father of Waters" thousands of moons before the white man came, when magolonyn and mastodon were still living." The Piasa, or Piusa, means "the bird that devours men" or "bird of the evil spirit". Early drawings depict it as part bird, reptile, mammal, and fish. The colors used in early paintings symbolize war and vengeance (red), death and despair (black), and hope and triumph over death (green). Marquette and Joliet recorded in their diaries a description of an image of this creature incised into the limestone bluffs 40 to 50 feet above the water near their historic landing site at the confluence of the Illinois and Mississippi Rivers. This image was later painted, and has been relocated several times. Today a painting of the Piasa Bird can be seen on the bluffs near Alton, Illinois. The most enduring and fascinating legend about this bird was written by John Russell in 1

More Short Redhead Jokes~!!!!
Q: How do you get a redhead to argue with you? A: Say something Q: If you love a Redhead, set her free ... A: If she follows you everywhere you go, pitches a tent in your front lawn and puts your new girlfriend in the hospital, she's yours. Q: How do you know a guy at the beach has a redhead for a girlfriend? A: She has scratched "stay off MY TURF!" on his back with her nails. Q: What does a redhead, an anniversary, and a toilet have in common? A: Men always miss them. Q: How do you know when your redhead has forgiven you? A: She stops washing your clothes in the toilet bowl Q: How do you know when a redhead has been using a computer? A: There's a hammer embedded in the monitor Only two things are necessary to keep a redhead happy. One is to let her think she is having her own way, and the other is to let her have it. Q: How do you know when you've satisfied a redhead? A: She unties you.

More Things You Will Never Hear A Man Say
More things you will never hear a man say. * I know you just blew me, but I need a kiss. * I'm sick of beer, give me a fruit juice with a lemon twist. * Great, your mother's coming to stay with us again. * I wonder if my gorgeous neighbor knows that her drapes are open when she's getting ready for bed. Maybe I should tell her. * No way, you weeded the garden last week. It's my turn. * Better get ride of these old Penthouse magazines, I don't look at them anymore. * I understand. * This movie has too much nudity. * Damn, we're late for church. * No. I don't want to see your sister's tits. * Damn these onions, pass me a tissue. * Put some panties on, for Christ's sake!!!

More Strange Items....
Seems the River City Bagel & Bakery in Boise, Idaho, has an interesting marketing plan. See for yourself: Federal prosecutors are seeking to gag a professional madam. Don't they know that costs extra? So YOU Thought Your Kink was weird... Mechanic Chris Donald loves his work — he has sex with CARS. Chris, 38, has a recognised psychological condition that makes him physically attracted to motors. He has had sex with more than 30 different models in 20 years — plus two motorboats and a pal’s JETSKI. Chris said: “It’s all about imagination and creativity. There’s more to car love than exhaust pipes. Stroking the body panels and delicate touching makes excellent foreplay.” And he bragged: “I did have the exhausts custom made for one car because they were too small. I had them widened and rounded. “The firm never asked why — but I loved the view while she was up on the ramp and they were working on her. I love all aspects of cars. Some people even like to taste mecha

More Thoughts From The Cave.
So here it is all you neanderthals, what you have been waiting for. The wisdom from the almighty Poobah himself, Caveman is here now and wishes to empart some words of wisdom. You know whoever said that is better to have loved and lost, than to have never loved at all. That person should be taken outside and and keel-hauled. For those of you who don't know what that is, I'll tell you. In the old days of wooden sailing ships like the USS Constitution, when a sailor was accused of a crime at sea and found guilty by the Captain, one of the punishments available to the Captain was to the prisoner Keel-Hauled. They would take the prisoner to the very front pointy end of the ship and tie two ropes, one around each arm, the other ends they tied to the outside edges of the main mast and sail so that it looked like a giant jump rope with prisoner at the center of the rope. They would then throw the prisoner off the front of the ship into the water and drag his body across the underside

More Cherry Things That Make U Say Hmmmm
why does cherrytap have to have that daily tips page EVERYTIME you log on? daily tips mean it's the tip of the day!!! If we log on several times a day (like most of us do) why do we have to deal with that over and over? If I didn't click it the 1st time I logged on what makes them think I want to click it the 10th time???? At least on MYSPACE they have the link to skip the ads BEFORE they load. I know when I joined cherry it said no ads........ so what are those tips of the day to join blockbusters and all those other sites to get extra points?? just ads for those sites.

More Stupid Shit I Ponder
Why is it that if I am 15 minutes late to my doctor's appointment I have to reschedule (and get charged for the visit) yet I am expected to wait over an hour for the doctor? If the drug companies supposedly charge so much for their medications to further medical research how come everything in the doctor's office is provided by a drug company? Everything down to the alcohol pads, tongue depressors, pens, and even the paper that covers the bed. Hmmm some research going on. Where did we come up with the H in Jesus H. Christ? I mean I have read the Second Testament over and over and never did it say Jesus had a middle name. How come the people on the genetal herpies comercials seem so damn happy to tell the world they have warts on their genetalia? Why do some comercials have nothing to do with the product they are even selling? Why are musical artists spelling in their songs lately, is it that they are trying to promote literacy through music or prove they can spell?

More Randomness
Oh yeah!!! My hairdresser just called to confirm for tomorrow after my test (she's working me in at 5) So I guess y'all can call me Brittany after then ha ah ah ha yeah I am a bit loony today, over look it, rehab hasn't been working for me either, I am having some major withdrawls.

More Lovey Shit
Crushes only crush you Falling only hurts you Hearts will only break you If there is no love to save you. Do you believe in love at first sight? Or should I walk by again? Do you love me because I am beautiful, or am I beautiful because you love me? Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened. Don't fall for someone who won't be there to catch you. Don't fall in love with someone you can live with, fall in love with someone you can't live without. Don't frown because you never know who is falling in love with your smile :) Don't settle for the one you can live with, wait for the one you can't live without. Don't tell me you love me unless you really mean it because I might do something crazy like believe it Don't walk behind me, I may not lead. Dont walk in front of me, I may not follow. Walk beside me and be my friend.

More About Me
Well let me see, On January 20, 2006 my late wife was diagnosed with cervical cancer. We decided that she would have a radical hysterectomy performed. Once the Specialist got inside to do surgery it had spread to her lymphnods so he closed up and informed us that she had to undertake radiation and chemo which she did. Rad every day for 8 weeks and 6 chemo treatments. In the first couple days of Aug 06 she was given the all clear. Then by the end of Aug she was diagnosed with a reoccurence and another round of chemo was ordered. By the 1st of Oct she was admitted into the hospital due to nausea and they found a block intestine. They worked to get her blood count up enough for surgery and on our 3rd anniversay she was taken into surgery to try to reroute the intestine. That was unsuccessful as well and I was told that she only had 3 to 5 months to live but to expect 1 month to 1 year. She was discharged to go home with hospice care and a moriphine pain pump. On Nov 20, 2006 my angel was

More Poetry
I never meant to turn you away I never meant to kill the love I never meant to show you the bad side of me I never meant to turn my back on you I showed you a world you could have had Then gave you the world you didnt want Too long have i waited in the shadows Too long have you stood by me I await till the day you return A lost cause nothin more No need to bother with me Gone in a world that only i see Slowly slipped into a coma Broken inside Behind a mask i hide

More Mumm Stuff
There was a Mumm posted today about implants being the Mark of The Beast. Once again we are in the "end times" according to many arm chair preachers, and of course I am a minion of the Anti-Christ if I don't buy that line of logic. However this is what I did post on the topic. "Just for the sake of argument, let us presume they are a threat? How would that make your life different? Can you buy or sell anything without a social-security-card today? Can you work without one? Open a bank account? Get a student loan? How would the implant differ from that? How is it any different so that they would want to use it? Moreover, what do you think you can do about it? If the Multinationals are so powerful, and one can presume they are, what are you going to be able to do as an individual to stop them if this is your goal? I might clue you in on something, other then venting steam, accusing the multinationals of treason isn't going to do much good. They are in charge. And the people will go al

More Things Learnt.
Bloodhounds are CUTE! and bark alot. Matt is at an age where his back legs are too large for his body. He hops alot. mango's and zuchinni on the grill are GREAT. My aunt and grandma are taking WAY too long to get back. My food is gonna RE-cook in the oven.

More Of My Color Code :)
Turn-ons Top 5 BLUE Turn-Ons: 1. Being sincere and genuine 2. Appreciating and understanding them 3. Being thoughtful 4. Expressing interest in personal details 5. Behaving appropriately and being well mannered Turn-offs Top 5 BLUE Turn-Offs: 1. Being non-committal 2. Becoming emotionally unavailable or dismissive 3. Demanding spontaneity 4. Promoting too much change 5. Abandoning them / Being disloyal How do I match? Okay, Aphrodite , now that you have the power to sweep a man off his feet by using your knowledge of The Color Code, the next item that we need to address is who do you want to be with? More specifically, with what color(s) should you seek a serious relationship? The beauty of relationships is that any color can date or marry any color. We can all be compatible if we work to be so. The advantage The Color Code gives you is the ability to know what you're getting in a potential mate, and what you can reasonably expect and can not reasonably ex

More Then Just A Hero
TO FIREMAN 185 There are heroes who walk among us never looking for glory or praise They don't seek recognition for their thoughtful, caring ways. Living lives of deep commitment providing for those they hold dear Steadfast with a quiet strength through times of laughter and tears. You are a person like that to me the most selfless man by far. So CHUCK, I'd like to thank you for being the HERO that you are.

3 More Needed!!!
Ladies and gentlemen...I'd like to do a contest! You can use any picture you want and the person w/ the most comments in 3 weeks will win! I'll start the contest as soon as I get 10 people to join up but would like to start it this week sometime! So come on! who wants in? Winner gets a 7 day blast! 2nd place will get a 1 day blast! Everyone else will get a prize as well!! The contest ends exactly 21 days after it starts...I'll alert all entries of exact start time.

[more Utterance, Perhaps Retaliation]
...its funny. ...how some people just dont understand. Before I get into something serious and negative, I wanna share something with you all. This road called Life Ive been walking took some pretty nasty turns every now and then, some bumps here and there, and theres been times where its been gold-plated. Yet, I dont feel content with myself, and I feel that I can change that. Now. By doing something I never thought I would do, but to go old school. And by that, boys and girls, I mean that Im going to retrace some steps and fix stuff that I know I messed up. Mend some ties and rebuild some bridges. [Keyword: some] By achieving this, it would only make me stronger and just make things so much better and easier. I would not have to go on and grow old and die knowing that I couldve fixed something and made the best of it. More details as they arrive... Now, for something that makes my chest hurt. I have been accused of nonsense. I do not know why God allowed talk to be so fucking

3 More Needed!
Ladies and gentlemen...I'd like to do a contest! You can use any picture you want and the person w/ the most comments in 3 weeks will win! I'll start the contest as soon as I get 10 people to join up but would like to start it this week sometime! So come on! who wants in? Winner gets a 7 day blast! 2nd place will get a 1 day blast! Everyone else will get a prize as well!! The contest ends exactly 21 days after it starts...I'll alert all entries of exact start time.

More About Me!
Ok since I have been busy with life I thought I would write more about me and how I became a dad. Keep in mind im not here for points or “pats on the back” this is just more insight to the person behind the “nickname” in 98 after being split up from my current girlfriend for a few years. I decided to move on and brave back out into the dating population. A friend suggested phone chat lines which were popular at the time so I gave it a try. For the most part I enjoyed the experience, it was a fun way to socialize with others, eventually I met Pamela and we talked several times and she seemed ok, she had kids which was a 1st for me but I figured I had settled down so dating a woman with kids wouldnt be so bad. After a while we agreed to meet, she had invited me over for dinner. Dinner went well, to be honest if it had just been the two of us I would have continued my search. But the two youngest kids were there Gregory age 8 and Mariah age 6,and they were so adorable and well mannered th

More Thoughts Of Her
In these quietest of times I wish for you in my arms. Here by my side to cradle your head upon my chest. Feeling the silken caress of your hair upon my shoulder, the ardor of your body so near to mine. These little things that I miss so much when you are away from me. Those smallest of things so precious that consume me with thoughts of you. Those tiny, caring, tender nuances that join two hearts as one. Unspoken words that can be shared with but a glance between two eyes of those truly in love. That enchanted feeling that makes the heart swell, when beside you at this moment is the onethat makes you whole. Each time I gaze upon your face I see reflected in you, all that I have ever wanted. The myriad glow about you that sweeps me in it's aura. The radiance of your smile, that sparkle of heaven in your emerald green eyes. Yes, my love, my heart of hearts I have you inside me. Like flesh, like blood, as life's energy rushing headlong sustaining me in all ways, for all time.

More Songs And Memories
More songs and memories for today… Goo Goo Dolls – Iris This makes me think of both my first year of college and my first year in CA. When I hear this song though I see both my dorm room at Tech, the one I had to myself and the set of Terminator the Musical. It even brings back the smells and little things I forget otherwise. That year was a good one for me, even if I was on academic probation after it. Nirvana – Nevermind I remember days in band where we’d have a substitute and we’d all just hang around in groups and chat. I remember a bunch of us talking about this song while watching the guys play hacky sack. Ah, the joys of high school. Pearl Jam – Jeremy Again, this brings to mind another Trigun AMV. I’m such a geek. A-Ha – Take On Me This one is associated with riding with Zach and friends in the Malk-Mobile singing at the top of our lungs. The only problem was that the only part that most of them knew was the high pitched note “two”. So you heard a lot of sort-

More Music That Makes Me Feel Not Alone
We chase misprinted lies We face the path of time And yet I fight And yet I fight This battle all alone No one to cry to No place to call home Oooh...Oooh... Oooh...Oooh... My gift of self is raped My privacy is raked And yet I find And yet I find Repeating in my head If I can't be my own I'd feel better dead

More Post From The Locals
Posted by: Vicki - KY 9:20 AM Mar 14, 2007 If her skin was peeling, then water was way to hot and what child is going to get in scalding water of her own free will? I've read b-4 where parents have "TORTURED" their children by putting them in scalding water. I wonder if this is what these parents did. When I look at their pictures, it's like they don't even feel guilty or have any remorse for what they did. I heard tho that some people in prison don't like when you hurt a child, so they may soon feel remorse once they get to jail. Posted by: GSS - WINCHESTER 10:17 AM Mar 14, 2007 WHERE IS THE COMMENTS FROM SOCIAL SERVICES,HAVE THEY GOT SOMETHING TO HIDE! BECAUSE THEY KNOW THEY DIDN'T DO THEIR JOB.AND FOR THE CASEWORKER OF THE 10 YEAR OLD MCCAYLAH I DON'T KNOW HOW YOU CAN SLEEP AT NIGHT WHEN YOU NEGLECTED HER BY NOT REMOVING HER FROM THIS ENVIROMENT YOU ARE NO BETTER THAN HER PARENTS AND SHOULD BE IN JAIL TOO FOR NEGLECT IS ALSO A FORM OF ABUSE.LETS HOPE THE NEXT CHILD THAT NEE

A More Personal Time.
Clifford's Funeral Home Sunday March 2001 11:00am Taylor stood inside the door every time she got close to escape for a few minutes of private time something or someone brought her back into the main room. She was suffocating, so many faces passing by her most had no clue what was really going on. They were there to mourn the death of a young man gone before what they believed to be his time. Looking around she never felt so alone. Her sister and her mother sat at the front of the room oblivious to all that had happened, all that was said. Lynn stood strong accepting the false promises given to her from Taylor's family. She realized growing up a lot of them said what they needed to, to justify there actions for the past. The display Taylor had seen that afternoon disgusted her, their family was unable for one day to set aside petty differences to say good-bye to someone they all claimed to love and yet, never attempted to see. Her Aunt Trisha and the youngest

More Nasties
THE 10 MOST IMPORTANT PEOPLE IN A WOMAN'S LIFE 10) The Doctor because he says, "Take off your clothes." 9) The Dentist because he says, "Open Wide." 8) The Hairdresser because he says, "Do you want it teased or blown." 7) The Milkman because he says, "Do you want it in front or in back?" 6) The Interior Decorator because he says, "Once you have it all in, you'll love it." 5) The Banker because he says, "If you take it out to soon, you'll lose interest." 4) The Police Officer because he says, "Spread 'em." 3) The Mailman because he always delivers his package. 2) The Pilot because he takes off fast and then slows down. 1) The Hunter because he always goes deep in the bush, shoots twice and always eats what he shoots

More About Me
You have a sexual IQ of 86 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com Haha, super genius? I may be a super genius, but not when it comes to sex. Isn't 86 getting close to being handicapped? You prefer Romantic sex! You like romantic sex. For you, it's not all too much about being horny - it's more an expression of how you feel about your partner(s). It's an experience that you can share -- that you can experience and enjoy together. 'What is the best type of sex for you?' at QuizUniverse.com That looks about right. You scored as Batman, the Dark Knight. As the Dark Knight of Gotham, Batman is a vigilante who deals out his own brand of justice to the criminals and corrupt of the city.

More About Me
Let me begin by telling you that my cocky asshole persona that I have not only on this site but in everyday life, started out as a simple shell. Yes like a turtle, this shell is my home to protect my soft tender side from the elements of not only man but WOMAN as well. Through the years like all homes they need to be repaired and adjusted and upgraded. I mean would you want to live in a shit hole. Now this shell is so thick and strong it's easy to forget its just a shell. My heart and soul (LOL like I got those) still have the final say. Why am I saying all this on my stupid space? Some might say I'm letting my guard down by doing so. In all honesty there is no guard and there is no door. I don't care who knows because no one will ever know that side of me. Even those of you that think you do, don't. My heart and soul don't need a friend. They don't need support. They don't need a so called "rock". If you know me consider it a privilege, not because I'm that awesome but because I make

More Saturday Stuff...
Not a lot got done today. Paid the bills for the church. And now watching a Pokemon movie that David has wanted to see for a long time... figures just as we were going to leave..lol. Pluto decided he likes gum and chewed up a whole pack. Went up to take a shower and before I was gone for 5 minutes I was hearing "Dad!" being yelled over and over. I had not gotten in the shower yet so I put my clothes back on and went down and asked what he wanted... "I'm lonely without you here". lol. He is attached to my hip when he is here.

More Geek Girl Tips.
Finding the Geek Girl Girl geeks are a minority in a male dominant environment. As the ratio of guy:girl geeks are overwhelmingly in favor of guys, we're harder to find. Half the time you probably don't even realize we're here. Many use screen names that aren't obviously gender-specific (myself excluded) and girl geeks sometimes obfuscate their gender in order to be taken more seriously. We have to work harder in the tech world to prove geek-worthiness, since having breasts seems to be an automatic assumption that we stumbled onto a webmaster forum by mistake. Because earning geek status is such a challenge, we either get really good at what we do, or give it up entirely. The Approach We are more attracted to intelligence than testosterone, so don't come on like a neanderthal. Most geek girls have had to endure a lot of harassment, criticism, over-inflated egos and sexual innuendos from their male counterparts and are wary of being approached. We do not respond kindly to "Hey

More Realisitc Barbie Dolls...
Finally a Barbie you can relate to! At long last, here are some NEW Barbie dolls to coincide with her and OUR aging gracefully. These are a bit more realistic... 1. Bifocals Barbie. Comes with her own set of blended-lens fashion frames in six wild colors (half-frames too!), neck chain and large-print editions of Vogue and Martha Stewart Living. 2. Hot Flash Barbie. Press Barbie's bellybutton and watch her face turn beet red while tiny drops of perspiration appear on her forehead. Comes with hand-held fan and tiny tissues. 3. Facial Hair Barbie. As Barbie's hormone levels shift, see her whiskers grow. Available with teensy tweezers and magnifying mirror. 4. Flabby Arms Barbie. Hide Barbie's droopy triceps with these new, roomier-sleeved gowns. Good news on the tummy front, two-muumuus with tummy-support panels are included. 5. Bunion Barbie. Years of disco dancing in stiletto heels have definitely taken their toll on Barbie's dainty arched feet. soothe her sores with

More Old Poetry
i can see the pain in your eyes and its killin me i can feel the pain in your touch and its hurting me i dont want to feel the pain anymore its killing me to think of all the negative i wish for things to be the way it used to be something has changed in your voice i dont want to fight anymore i just want to move on with life something has changed in your actions you used to bring me into you now you push me away why do you?? bring me into your arms let me embrace you and our love let me wipe away your tears let me heal you with my love

More Blogging Space!
Between Myspace, Xanga, IMVU, and this, Im sure I could have millions of people read what I have to say, though, not many do read any blogs. Just thought I would put my words in. Well, Im new to this so I will figure out the ropes..

More Words
Desire to hold you close at night For in my dreams you feel so right As we touch and kiss so deep Love the envy of angels who weep Passions that build the hottest fire Swept away both in the moments desire Caught up in the act as the waves consummate The rhythm of lust at climaxes sweet gate Two as one in all ways for all time This is the dream of our love sublime By R. Thomas Dinsmore Dreams Sweet seduction in her smile Lost in the rapture of her style Eyes that call in strong desire Looks that set my soul on fire Wanting, needing, starving for touch Confused as to why I want so much Things in life beyond my reach Learning lessons none can teach Fantasies that run through the mind Satisfaction never to be my find Yet as a moth drawn to a flame The wild heart is hers to tame Submission of the burning soul Giving in and filling the hole Never has one fit desires image so well Envy makes another’s life a living hell Knowing the one that they care

More Joey Porter Drama!
Word has it that Levi Jones also lost some jewelry in the altercation with Joey Porter the other night at The Palms. Seems that about seven people were involved in all. Goeff Hobson at Bengals.com sums it up best: "The Bengals game against the Dolphins in Miami this season now has some hype". This appears to be a case where Joey Porter needs to get shot in the ass again. Perhaps somebody from Levi Jones' crew can take care of that. Maybe Pacman Jones is available? He's been out of the news for a few weeks now.

More Poem
In the End So this is how our story goes, he left me in the middle of a poem and the plot was so thick with passion that my pen still won't let go I'm struggling to stay sane inside this maze of wonderment, but I want to throw things around my heart aches to kick and shout until someone tells me why people often run away without saying goodbye This soul does not comprehend soundless parting words silence seems meaningless when waiting for a reaction that echoes my own expression How long could I possibly linger in abeyance before his number dials mine to tell me I'm not pretty enough or something worse, nothing at all

More Thoughts
i was thinking is there really the ONE?? i mean is there one person you see your self with forever can there really be a perfact relationship or something close to it i've been waiting for someone to come sweep me off my feet i had it once but i blow it like an asshole but everyone makes mistakes you just need to learn from them but i want people to really sit down and think about this blog is there really someone out there that fits into your life could you marry this person and start a family and if there is what if you blow it is that your end?or wil you find someone new which means there is more then one someone out there for everyone which means there really isn't the ONE more like some hmmmm this should make you think huh it's like diffrent kinds of sex but only it's not sex it's relationships i dunno it's just a thought

More Quizzlings
Just cuz I wore a bit of make-up sometimes.... Which Batman Villain Are You? You are: THE JOKER!Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code ~~~~ Good lord I have no idea what this means but I am afraid and slightly ashamed. What Psychosexual Symbol Are You?

More Changes Coming
So as i have said before if u wanna see me keep pics up u gotta put comments on them. I'm gonna make a bunch of changes real soon, so "save the pictures" u like. I will probably also change the music again as well. maybe go for some pop and/or rap and hip-hop. I f i do, don't expect them to stay up for long. TTYL Mark aka Mr Lucky P.S. It's been really quiet on here for me lately...where are all my friends?

More 10 Things In Life You Control
7. The environment you live in: Your house, the condition of your home, the town you live in, the amenities available to you are all things you can control, although some to a lesser degree )i.e., you decide to tolerate them or move someplace else). 8. Your fiscal situation: Having or not having enough money is a factor of what you make versus what you spend. 9. Your time: You choose how to "spend" your time and how much of your time to give to various activities. You'll never get more time than the 24 hours you're given each day. 10. Your legacy: All your actions, words, and knowledge that you share while you are living become the gift that you leave when you are gone. Finally. that's all folks

More To Come
Well, here goes. I have been through alot in my life. Currently, An ex of mine that liked to use me as a punching bag is trying to find me. Lucky me. I just moved out in my own apartment. Ended an 11 year relationship & lost a dear friend of mine to a heart attack. I tried to meet a friend & hoped it to be more but I made a mistake, he either wasn't ready or not interested. Thats ok, such as life I always say! Lose in love..........always!

More From The Rockin Landry
My SunDay, Our Mornings are long sleep still set in our eye's, A Last day of a short weekend were runing out of time, Nice people that's close with Deeds an friend ship. Passed This Saturday we were drunk as shit, Greetings Hung over Sleep still sets our eye's Wish you Good morning Sleepy eye's Now we said Our hello's an our said Hi, Open a Can Of Beer ! it's Sunday, Were Running out of Time, Landry,2007 Said Awesome Landry: Landry the Mastur Rater@ CherryTAP

More About Me
hello all, just wanted to say , always hold ur family and friends close .cus you never know what tomorrow may bring. your family will always love you ,no matter what.true friends will too. but anyway. how do you get ur cherry busted up to the next level? srry all couldnt resist saying that lol.

More Shit From Little Johnny
Little Johnny comes in to school one morning wearing a brand new watch. Obviously his best friend little Benny wants to know where the watch is from, so Johnny tells his story: "I was coming from the bathroom to my bedroom when I heard a strange noise from my parents bedroom. I walked in and saw the bouncing up and down. Dad said I could have anything I wanted as long as I didn't tell the family. I asked for a new watch and here it is." Benny decides he wants one too, so night after night he listens outside his parents bedroom for any strange noises and, sure enough, eventually he hears some banging and groaning from the other side of the door. He walks in and catches his parents in the act, so his dad offers him anything he wants to keep quiet about the whole affair. Benny immediately says "I want a watch.". The dad sighs and says: "Alright but go and stand in the corner and don't make a noise."

More Enduring Than Relationships???
On a local American Idol page on MyFoxAustin site, ALL (detergent) has their ad center top to the right which states: "The Average Woman Keeps Her Favorite Piece of Clothing for 12-1/2 Years; (That's One Year Longer Than Her Most Enduring Relationship!)" Now, what does that say about her relationships??? Would you believe that I actually have many clothes that are much older than that???? ;) What do you value more -- a relationship or something materialistic????? Just curious....

More Recovery...
I just wanted to appologize to all who read my last blog entry... it wasnt very well written or easy to understand for that matter, so let me start at the beginning. Last Thursday afternoon I went to the local Emergency Room at Licking Memorial Hospital with massive pain and abdominal cramps, to the point of not being able to walk. After Hanging out in the E.R. for what seemed like hours and they determined the problem to be my gall bladder... it was too late to operate on me, I guess. The surgery was Friday morning / afternoon, I am not sure which cause of all the drugs I had pumping thru me. So Friday was a blur ..same for Saturday, Except I remember my Ex bringing my kids to see me for about a half hour or so, they were so tore up .. I could see it in their faces.... After they left Saturday I got determined to get the hell outta that hospital and get back on my feet.... I used the breathing meter just like they told me and caughed up nine kinds of nastyness... just

60 More Days And I Am Free
Omg in 60 days I am finally divorced and able to marry my fiancee I am so happy my soon to be ex is balking at the childsupport and the alimoney he has to pay hey putting up with his ass for 19 yrs is worth the amost 2,000 he has to pay a month atleast they didn't make him pay for my meds that would 3,000 so he shouldn't bitch and in less then a yr alimony will be gone so stop bitching about it and get over it hahahaha

More Information On Mccaylah's Death
Winchester girl died 5 hours before parents called for help; was struck in the chest and burned in water By Cassondra Kirby HERALD-LEADER STAFF WRITER JANET WORNE Ten-year-old Michaela Watkins was found dead in her apartment on Memorial Park.Michaela Watkins was dead nearly five hours March 11 before her father and stepmother called authorities, according to testimony in a court hearing Tuesday. The 10-year-old girl died from blunt-force injuries to the chest caused by an object that the medical examiner likened to a 2-inch by 4-inch piece of lumber, Winchester police Detective James Hall said. The object was swung at high velocity. The resulting pressure on the chest and lungs caused respiratory problems leading to the girl’s death. Seven of Michaela’s ribs on the left side of her body were broken. In addition, burns on Michaela’s legs were consistent with someone lifting the girl and setting her in hot water, Hall testified. The extent of Michaela’s injuries were re

More Art Project Stuff
Last night I started a new art project. I showed my wife what I had done and she laughed. (Don't worry, it was in a good way. )I asked about the laughter and she said that the project definitely reflects my personality, just like the last one.Anyway, since I need to buy some stuff for the project and since I won't get paid until Monday, you'll have to wait before you can see it. So there! tag: art, computers, crafts, fun-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!Join me at CherryTap.com

More Stuff To Think About
Don't You Ever Wonder... Why the sun lightens our hair, but darkens our skin? Why women can't put on mascara with their mouth closed? Why you ever see the headline "Psychic Wins Lottery"? Why "abbreviated" is such a long word? Why doctors call what they do "practice"? And... Why is it that to stop Windows, you have to click on "Start"? Why is lemon juice made with artificial flavor, and dishwashing liquid made with real lemons? Why is the man who invests all your money called a broker? Why is the time of day with the slowest traffic called rush hour? Why isn't there mouse-flavored cat food? When dog food is new and improved tasting, who tests it? Why didn't Noah swat those two mosquitoes? Why do they sterilize the needle for lethal injections? You know that indestructible black box that is used on airplanes? Why - don't they make the whole plane out of that stuff? Why don't sheep shrink when it rains? Why are they called apartments whe

More Things I've Learned
I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is stalk them and hope they panic and eventually give in. That you should never compare yourself to others....they're more screwed up then you think. We are responsible for what we do.....unless we're rich and famous. That 99% of the time when something isn't working in your house......your kids did it. If guys want to look appealing to women....dress as a Visa card That time heals all wounds....but tequila makes you forgot it alot quicker McDonald's does not like Schwin's going through their drive'thru. People will look at you funny if you walk up to the drive-thru ATM machine Old men wearing short shorts with no underwear on will cause small children to ask to see the baby bird he hiding.

More Update
shes having surgery they still don't know what time because the o.r. is backed up they found an abcess growing on her stomach thats leaking into her body. they are cutting out part of her small intestines and attaching the other part to her stomach they are re arranging her eating track so the food goes down her left side and not her right then they are going to explore to make sure they didn't miss anything she will be on an eating tube for 3 days SIGH

More Updates Surrounding Mccaylahs Death
Michaela's injuries detailed By Cassondra Kirby CENTRAL KENTUCKY BUREAU JANET WORNE Michaela Watkins, 10, died March 11 How to report suspected child abuse Children's deaths from abuse are a growing trend WINCHESTER -- In dramatic fashion, Winchester police yesterday contradicted claims that 10-year-old Michaela Watkins died after she accidentally burned herself in hot water in the bathtub and then fell down stairs, as her father and stepmother have said. In a Clark County District Courtroom, Detective James Hall painted a starkly different and more violent picture of the circumstances surrounding Michaela's death. Authorities also said evidence shows Michaela had been dead at least five hours before police were called to Patrick and Joy Watkins' apartment. Hall said autopsy results show that someone held the girl in scalding water and beat her to death with an object similar to a 2-inch-by-4-inch piece of lumber. Hall said he was called to Patrick and Joy Watki

More Evil Work Convo Haha
[11:21 AM] Leah: are you going to tell tracy? [11:21 AM] Leah: i would [11:22 AM] sondrabo: well I had to deal with it so I replied to Tracy, cc'd accounting and Darryl and said this bill belongs to him. [11:22 AM] Leah: good [11:22 AM] Leah: how much was it? [11:22 AM] sondrabo: he never works...just orders shit [11:22 AM] sondrabo: i dunno like $80 for shipping [11:22 AM] Leah: yeah true [11:23 AM] Leah: holy [11:23 AM] sondrabo: guess he doesn't have anything else to spend his money on anyways...except a lifetime supply of Cheezies [11:23 AM] Leah: lol [11:24 AM] sondrabo: we're too evil when you get us together [11:24 AM] Leah: no way

2 More!
Full Armor Clothing has picked me up as a model and they are sponsoring me! I should be getting a photo shoot some time next month! Enlighten Clothing also picked me up to sponsor me, I'm just waiting on their 2007 line to be produced. I know them personally. 2007-2008 should be a kick ass season for me. I've been gearing up to ride this weekend. Work on my cornering. As a first time racer, most everyone wants to make sure you have fun and that's what I plan to do!

More On The Trip
What the hell is wrong with me? When did I become such a weak minded and emotional mess? I have cried, I mean literally broken down with tears in my eyes and cried about 5 times in the past 2 days. When did I become this person? When did I become a person who can not deal with reality, can not handle what is going on around me, walks away to shed a tear rather than standing there and facing the issue? Why the hell do I have to be this way? I break down every time I go to the cemetary, I don't sob or anything but I tear up and have to leave the fenced in area. Do you know how hard it is for me to cry in front of someone? I do not fucking cry - Jessie does NOT cry, period! Then when Mawma tried to leave with us tonight when we left I cried when I got to the jeep. We were sitting there telling everyone that we had to go so I could get things together to wash the laundry and pack back up for morning when lapsed back into a different time I guess. She stood up all shakily and s

More On Me
So I am going to move to Arizona with this wonderful young man that I fell in love with and he in love with me...I wake up in California and have a smile that won't quit...I smile any way at everything in life...things just seem beautiful when your workin on your own dreams..I can't believe I lost that for a time and went thru depression, drugs, isolation, and suicidal attempts. I can see now that I overcame such hardship and struggles within...I firmly believe we don't go thru things for no reason the reasons may be to make us a better person (always should) or for the benefit that you may be a part in saving another human life thru your story, your pain, your victory, and your strenths...... I'm free and clean of drugs...no more living life like I want to die...I don't take all the chances anymore...And pain was overcame by the love in my heart when I learned acceptance...

1 More Day
JUST A REMINDER FOR ALL CONTESTANTS.1 MORE DAY TO CLOSE THE CONTEST. THE HOTTEST TATTOO OR PIERCING ON CT CONTEST IT WILL END ON MONDAY 2ND OF APRIL.... This will be for both the people who like just rates and who like comment bombing as well!! For every rate you get it will equal 3 comments so that the people who do not have comment bombers can have a better chance to win. THE RULES WILL BE 1~ No down rating please. 2~ Self commenting is allowed 3~ comment bombing is allowed 4~ NO NSFW PICTURES ALLOWED 5~ Good sportsmanship are a must!! CHOOSE YOUR FAVORITE AND VOTE. GOOD LUCK TO ALL GIFTS WILL BE DETERMENT ON NUMBER OF VOTES AND THE AMOUNT OF ENTRIES. YO

More Of Me - - -
Hey everyone, for those of you who know me, you know that I have another site I'm at and where to reach me. For those of you who don't know, you can contact me at: MySpace URL: http://www.myspace.com/hthr0325 See ya there. Much love. BabyGirl -