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Back To School
12/22/06 Television is working – news at last. It saddens me to find that Donald Trump and Rosie are having a tiff. What great publicity for the two of them! I guess there’s not much real news to report with Congress in recess. I headed into Reno to visit the social security office. Apparently I need an SS card or some kind of printout to get a drivers license here in Nevada. I found the office without too much trouble. Some of the street signs were hidden from view or non-existent. Once I arrived the whole process took about five minutes. It would have been an all-day ordeal in Southern California. So with a whole day of spare time on my hands, I visited the casino dealer school, otherwise know as the Reno Job Training Center. Within fifteen minutes, I was signed up for blackjack and craps classes and standing at a table. First the shuffle, then the pitch, handling the chips, learning the terminology – paper play, washing the deck, stripping the deck, turning the

Back To Work
Well I'm going back to work tomorrow. I've been off since Dec. 22/06. b/c of the Christmas holidays. I'm really not looking forward on going back to work though at all. but at least i'm going back on afternoons instead of day shift. cause i've been staying up until 5-6 every morning. so i'm just glad that i'm not going on day shift then. :D. I don't mind day shift at all, but it is just waking up so early in the morning and me going to bed so late at night that kills me. but i will not change that, cause i'm a night hawk anyways. :D. If people r wondering what i do for a living. I work for a supplier for General Motors. Well for the people that had to work during last week. it really sucked to be u. lol.

Backseat Oral
It was close to 5 PM one November evening when Isabel called me to invite me out for drinks. We worked together and had been seeing each other for awhile. With her lovely, slightly-accented voice she suggested something more than cocktails and hors-d-oeuvres. We left work together and, getting in our cars, headed to Shirlington, where there was a pleasant tapas bar. The bar was her choice because it was midway between my house and hers. Isabel was 40, but didn't appear to be middle-aged. It helped that she was Cuban; her Latin ancestry gave her lovely olive skin, dark eyes and beautiful, lustrous dark brown hair with hints of red. She had a trim figure with a perfect ass and full breasts. Live every other Latina I met, she loved sex. If there was one complaint that I had with Isabel, it was that she was married. She had recently filed for divorce. Still, I was fucking a married woman. "Not the first time", I thought. We got to the restaurant, Toro, and ordered a pitcher of Sangri

Back To The Grind
I have to go back to all of my classes tomorrow-blah. I really do not feel like it. I got quite comfortable sleeping in and going to work. Staying up late playing the Wii was good too. That will probably still go on. Just waiting for graduation in April. Then I can sleep in everyday til I decide to start job hunting LoL. I also forgot to buy a bus pass. I'm definatly not driving down there because it is like 10 dollars to park. I guess I'll either have to get up earlier and go buy one, or just pay to ride for the day. I hate public transportation. If I could afford the 10 bucks a day I would so drive. Oh well

Back In School
I start my classes again tonight. Instead of both classes on one night, I have one on Tuesday and one on Thursday. Hope it works out for me. For the record, in my first two classes, I got an A and an A-. (One of the two I was one point from a perfect score.) Just thought I let ya know. Happy new year!!!!!!!

Back Home (finally) Part I Of Jamaica Days
Music Video:DUDE REMIX (by Beenie Man)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone just for those who didnt know, i went to montego bay, jamaica for 7 days. i thought 9 but apperantly not. we got back yesterday and my original impulse was to say "whatever happens in jamaica stays in jamaica" but that's only true for Las Vegas, city of sin (but Jamaica is the island of sin so booyah Las Vegas!). ok so we got up at 5:45 am to leave early. i had to throw random clothes in a suitcase and hope it worked (cuz i didnt pack the night before like a stupidass). For breakfast, we had smoothies in the waiting area and california tortilla quesadillas that we brought on the plane so we didnt have to pay for the meal boxes. The flight was quick (only 3 and a half hours) but the TV entertainment sucked after the in flight movie, "invincible". We flew over islands (Cuba and the Bahamas i think) and i was lucky enough to get the window after years of ditchin it for the aisle seat. Immigr

Back Into It
last night dreamed i was called back to Florida to the AF base for a retirement or funeral of some sort. I was there in just regular clothes and some of my friends from before were too. We went through all the ceremony of things in the viewing stands. I look down and now i'm back in uniform wondering how it happenned. like no matter what it'll always be with me.

Back From Vacation!
I have been gone for the past week on a mini vaca with my family. Its good to be back. I really needed a break from all the bullshit in my life. It seems like I missed a lot on here, though... Thats ok. I'll catch up. Anyway, I just wanted to let everyone know I'm back. I'll have some new pics on here soon! YAY! :)

The Backstory
“I like to watch,” my girlfriend Elle said and stuck her chin up and out like she always does when she feels like she wants to challenge me or flirt with me or both. “I’d like to watch you with another man,” she said to me her chin still up, her eyes going all sparkly. We were, I recall, making a late breakfast. Elle held a cantaloupe in her hand. I held a mug of coffee in mine. Elle’s chin jutting and her assertion, “I’d like to watch”; that was how it started. It wasn’t like I hadn’t been with a guy before; it was just that I hadn’t been with one recently. Elle knew my history—the late nights of heavy drinking and minor drugging with my college theatre group that would inevitably devolve into the splintering couples of various configurations and sexes, each of us pairing—or sometimes tripling— with another and traipsing off all tipply into the night. She knew that I’d been manhandled, that I’d done some manhandling, and that I liked it. She knew too that I hadn’t done it in

Back From Surgery
The surgery turned out to be bigger than the doctor had thought, so instead of staying out of work for one week I'm supposed to be out of work two weeks. There's a lot of pain, even with the pain pills. Thank you all for your good thoughts :)

Back Before I Found My Soul
Whispers in the distance, Shadows on the wall, Resulting from the lines, In several bathroom stalls, I try to shut them out, And drownd away the pain, Just smoke another joint, There's nothing left to gain, Memories so faded, Some things not ment to be, Look deep down into my soul, And watch whats haunting me, No more shards or broken glass, No mirrors on my bed, A lust for something painfull, A thirst that's in my head, Now I'm lost in my dispair, There's no where left to hide, I wish I could express the things, I shelter down inside, A prescription for the blues, Will remind me every day, I can't seem to pass this stage, this life is not the way. Feb,14,2004 Daryl Lemky

Back In Fla/
Well back in fla b/c my best friend of 17 yrs is getting married and we are going to pick out dresses how fun? I am so happy for her as for me I got to court on the 24th to see if my ass goes back to jail... long story I'll blog that when I get back home to Augusta I am only down here for the weekend b/c i have school tuesday. well time for bed it is 2:09 am and I am driving from West Palm Beach to Orange City Fl which is 2 1/2 3 hrs away, from there daytona is 20 mins plus I can't drive and I drove to fla with my grandma and staying at my dad's and since him and his gf are going to visit her family in orlando beth can meet me there b/c orlando isnt that far from orange city, right outside it actully. well good night getting up early

Back In Classes
hello to everyone, just letting everyone know that i am not ignoring anyone, i was on a three week break and tried to catch up with everyone, i will do my best to keep in touch, i am back to hitting the books, so i am wishing everyone a great day/night (depending on when you read this)

Back In Town
Ok so I've been back in good ole Mishawaka less than a week. I've managed to clear a bar (through no fault of my own mind you), I was innocent, just tryin to figure out what I was gonna do to the girl next to me later on. I've met an awesome woman who I think may be the death of me, but hell it'll be a great way to go. And I get to let all the people of Cherrytap know about me, I mean thats the greatest thing I've done right?

Back In Greener Pastures
Well i am back from my holiday in avoriaz! yay be sure to check out the sunset pics i posted. Pretty much was lookin at a painting at sundown every night! so yeah apart from that erm well nothing much to say, just posting the blog cuz, well i felt like blogging and well here it is. Not sure why but heres the blog yay! blogity blog blog blog! the end! Take it easy ladies and gents! :D *hugs* James

Back At 1619
Well, being back at 1619 could not get any better!!! I finally have a bottom bunk! (I'm like 11... lol) My roommates are the shit, it's going to be an awesome semester. I got two fishies... Stanley Williams and Vincent Owens (the best names ever for fish of course) Classes are going quite well if I do say so myself. :) I do however miss everyone from home and I wish I got more snail mail. lol. Well, hope everyone has a wonderful week... and an even better weekend. :] MUAH! Ashley

Back In Action!
Well after being on and off over and over again with a long distance relationship we finally decided to call it quits for good and just be friends. Guess I am back to the single life again which is okay I guess and I'm in no hurry to find anyone new. Gets pretty discouraging when everytime you think something feels right it always goes wrong. Maybe I need to find the wrong girl in order to make things right LOL!

Back To The Studio
Back we go again Sunday to try to finish up all the recording for the new SPLINTER cd "NEW SOUTHERN REALITY" We are down to the last 3 songs. And we still have some photo shoots to do. So its looking like we are on track for an April release.

Back To Work I Go............
My gosh, I never realized how physicially hard my job is till I was off for 2 months and went back. After 5 days of running that huge machine I'm so sore I can hardly move, guess I should have worked out while I was off instead of laying around vegging. My doc. is always telling me I should exercise, and I always look at him like he's crazy and remind him what I do for a living. Now I know just how hard it really is, so I know he's crazy. Well a couple more weekes of pain and I should be back in shape, but oh, how long those weekes will be!!! Thinking of taking some vacation days just so I can rest a little, like maybe for my birthday. But that's not till next month. Well I ought to be in great shape for that! Just in case someone actually reads this ( poor you ) I'm still having modem problems so I never know when I'll be online. Need to get it replaced this week. DON'T WORRY BE HAPPY

Back Home.. Back Online
hi to everyone... am back home and will be online more recent.. the trip was very sucessful for me but i caught a cold.. so will be staying in for a few days to battle this out.. thank you everyone for your comments and messages while i was gone cyth

Back From Nevada
Well, I'm back from my trip to Laughlin, Nevada. Had a great time as usual. We usually go as a company trip for my husband and my mom, but this might have been the last year. However, we decided that we will continue to go every year, probably more than once a year....kind of like how it was when I was little. ...Works for me. I also pierced my ear lobes again...final lobe piercing...3rd one.

Back At One ~ Brian Mcknight
It’s undeniable that we should be together It’s unbelievable, how I used to say that I’d fall never The basis is need to know If you just don’t know how I feel Then let me show you that now I’m for real If all the things in time, time will reveal Yeah 1 - one, you’re like a dream come true Two, just wanna be with you Three, girl it’s plain to see That you’re the only one for me and Four, repeat steps one through three Five, make you fall in love with me If ever I believe my work is done Then I’ll start back at one (yeah) It’s so incredible, the way things work themselves out And all emotional, once you know what it’s all about, hey And undesirable, for us to be apart I never would’ve made it very far ’cause you know you got the keys to my heart ’cause... Repeat 1 Say farewell to the dark of night I see the coming of the sun I feel like a little child, whose life has just begun You came and breathed new life into this lonely heart of mine You threw out

Back Onlline
For those of you on my list on Cherrytap plz read it is really important that you do so.. For the last of couple of days I have or had no mouse to get on the computer at all.. I was highly pissed off and everything else.. A little after one am in the morning I came in here to the computer and get on it.. Next thing I know the mouse was not working at all.. I threw a damn fit about it.. It was my cousin autumn who brook it and it got me pissed off.. So I am so sorry that I did not get to you all at all.. You have to understand about my problems in the house of what is going on.. Yes I did missed an very important in event so I had to missed that and I was highly fucking pissed off of what happen.. It will not happen again.. If it does I will bitch non stop to get my damn way.. So Forgive me not answering you all.. It has been default if that is how you spell.. So I hope you all have a really good day.. Virgo24

Back On Course
Okay I've found a way of avoiding distractions from Siobhan, it's by getting someone to do sound engineering for me, so I don't have to worry about distractions during the process... I get all my work done alone and all gets happy. Normally I wouldn't let something like this get in the way but for whatever reason Shiv has managed to send my head into a spin. She thawed my heart a little, how can I be grimm anymore? Damnit! Been playing around with some riffs that I'm hoping to use in a song soon, my next work provided I can write a drum track for it, and writing original drum tracks when I know naff all about drumming can be a pain quite often. Still, minimalism and power, leave all the technical stuff for the synths to take care of, that's my outlook at the moment, it's how I wrote songs before, it's how I'll continue now. Finally, been playing around with the idea of a second project in a different style of metal, this Raw, Melodic, Avant Garde and Symphonic Black Metal hybrid

Back To Indian Golden Coasts
My company has a division which is involved in rebuilding Condos on the Indian east and west Coast. That has afforded me the opportunity to visit often and inspect the progress. Fortunately for me, one of the nicer buildings has been restored and is available for my trips. Also fortunately for me, she has ample occasions to travel to the beach. I try to help her out with expenses by sharing my unlimited access to the Condo. This weekend our trips coincided giving me the opportunity to mix business with pleasure. We met in the late afternoon. My business was completed and she was coming in from a day of lounging in the sun. When we kissed I could taste the sun on her lips. She was warm, salty, and sensuous. Our kiss lasted for what seemed like hours while our hands started exploring each other. At some point I removed her top and had access to her firm warm breasts. Each nipple was begging for attention as I squeezed one while sucking on the other. Low moans came from her throat and

Back In The Day Of Dancing...
I used to love to dance, which is why I get drawn into the videos, such as this one, that involves dancing. This one is from the movie, Step Up. Flixster - Share Movies Aside from the nature of some of the lyrics, I do enjoy the beat and uplifting sensations that it provides to make one want to get up and just dance away! QUESTION: Are you still enjoying to dance???

Back Home, For Now.
Hey everyone. The procedures went well, except instead of coming out extremely happy due to the anesthesia, I came out extremely groggy and with excrutiating pain. That was a bummer. I wanted to be happy and have no pain. Oh well. I was happy to finally be able to eat. :) I had been on a "clear liquid diet" for almost two days. Where all I could eat was broth, jello, hard candy and drink nothing but black coffee, gatorade, water, juice. Have nothing colored red. No dairy or carbs. Basically, I was eating like I would if I was sick. It sucked. My first stop after the procedures....Drive Thru!! The reason I was getting these procedures (endoscopy and colonoscopy) was for a diagnosis. I've been dealing with stomach issues for several years now, where it nearly debilitates me. I can take several stomach pills a day, or it can be bad enough where I take pain medication. Either way, I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired. The worst part about these procedures is the diet

Back To Reality
I live in a world where you dont exist, a world where you're just a figment of my imagination. I live in a place where I can wear stripes and stars, and not be afraid to walk down the street. I live in a place where I can smile at my neighbor without someone thinking Im in the wrong. I live in shades, in colors. Where ever I want to live. A place without you. Without the bombs without the guns without the pain without the bleeding and the screams. I live in my own world, where you dont exist. You cant hurt me here. You cant cut me, beat me, bleed me. You cant touch me here. I live in a world you could only imagine. I live in a world of freedom. You don't belong here. But I didnt think...this world would end, as soon as I woke up. Back to the bombs back to the guns back to the pain back to the bleeding and the screams. Back to reality. -UnTouched Sanity -Loyal

The Background
THE BACKGROUND (Jenkins, Cadogan) Everything is quiet, Since you're not around, And I live in the numbness now. In the background. I do the things we did before, I walk Haight Street to the store, And they say where's that crazy girl? You don't get drunk on red wine, And fight no more, I don't see you anymore, Since the hospital, The plans I make still have you in them, Cause you come swimming into view, And I'm hanging on your words like I always used to do, The words they use so lightly, I only feel for you, I only know because I carry you around, In the background. I'm in the background Words they come and memories all repeat, Lift your head while they change the hospital sheets, I would never lie to you, No I would never lie to you, No I felt you long after we were through. When we were through The plans I make still have you in them, Cause you come swimming into view, And I'm hanging on your words like I always used to do, Th

Back In The Saddle Again...big Tour Kick Off I Detroit W/ Amber Pacific And Daphne Loves Derby
Message: Hey gang! Just wanted to drop by and let you know we have a few shows starting to show up on the books, the first being in Detroit with Amber Pacific and Daphne Loves Derby. Here are the details: 02/27/2007 06:30 PM - Shelter 431 E. Congress Detroit, Michigan 48226 US Cost: 12.00 Description: w/ Amber Pacific and Daphne Loves Derby Doors: 6:30 stage time: TBA 03/03/2007 08:00 PM - Headliner's 4500 N. Detroit Ave. Toledo, Ohio 43605 US Cost: $5 and $7 Description: Other Acts TBA http://www.headlinerstoledo.com

Back On The Tap!
I haven't been here for what... almost 2 months? It feels like it... I was over in Boston, MA for three weeks (just got back two weeks ago), then I forgot my login for a while - only just remembered it! Well, dunno what else to say - I can't remember the last time I was here, so let's say it was 01/12 or 12/01 depending - the first day of December, anyways! Since then I've: - Had my Birthday (12/12) - Flown to Boston to meet my g/f (that I met on the net). Our first meeting, and yes - it went VERY well! - Been back at work 2 weeks, and been promoted. 3 times in 14 months is a pretty decent average - Been to an IHOP (as far as I know, we don't have any in Australia - International my arse!) - Gotten inexplicably better at Call of Duty 2. I'm usually the n0ob of my group, but I've started to not suck as badly (huzzah!) There's probably a heap of other stuff I've missed, but *shrugs* Oh well. Glad to be back!

Back From The Hill
Well this was not my weekend, lol. I lost it all, but i had a blast doing it! I played some slots and some blackjack, there were some awesome moments at the blackjack table. There was this guy that sat down next to me, his name was Dale, and he kept calling the cards it was amazing, and i don't mean like counting or something, but he'd be like "Dealer is going to have a 6" and BAM! sure enough the dealer flipped a 6, and he kept doing that, it was pretty cool. he helped most of the table win, lol. Also this reminds me of a Vegas story i might as well share here instead of making it's own blog... When I turned 21 my family took my to vegas so I could gamble for the first time ever in a casino. So of course back then I mainly liked blackjack, so I took my $100 and went to a table. I bet $15 on my first hand and i got delt a pair of 10's, I was like "SWEET". Then I said I wanted to split them, and everyone at the table kept telling me "No, you don't split ten's are you nuts?

The Backhand
There was nothing to stop me from disappearing into a trail of bread crumbs until you flung out a dragnet of knuckle bones. A snowflake’s down settled over the bone meadow beneath my skin. I was never looked at like I was moon, merely tossed over left shoulder that lucked into being a star, into dying in the backhand wishes. Your kisses flipped copper pennies against rough baseboard of tongue till I blushed an orchid’s frail bruise. But lover, my heart is hard; I fear its vessels have toughened into gravel streams, and there is no space for you. Stake your claim on my freckled landscape and call it discovery, call it conquered, fight your way in. For you are the first man to leave your footprints behind on my bedspread like you really meant to return.

Back From The Dead
Two dark limos and an suv arrive a the home of Josephine. Not aware of what is about to happen she and her husband sleep soundly. Her sister is in the baby's room. Her Best friends are in the kitchen not aware of anything then it happens. Gun fire galore. Her friends duck in the kitchen Lisa grabs the baby and hides in the closet. Her friends make a run to there bedrooms to get the arsenal of weapons. Too late they get caught running up the stairs. Suddenly a group of thugs barge into Josephines room grab her and Christian. Lisa hides trying to quiet the baby. They get dragged down stairs. Two bouncer looking men have Christin on his knees he's bleeding from the mouth. Some tough looking girl holds Josephine. The woman looks a little crazed. Then walks in another woman with a long black coat. There is something familar about her. The woman gets close to Josephine. Josephine is shocked. There standing before her is a woman who should be dead. The woman takes off her dark mir

Back Biting
I know that no matter where you work there's always back-biting going on in one form or another. Some days it seems worse than others. And the last two weeks have definitely been bad for it. What really gets me are the back-biters who one moment pretend to be friends and the next they're running everyone down who they believe is below them. Yep, I'm talking about a certain boss at work. She's no better than the rest of us, she just likes to think she is. So I took yesterday off to get some stuff done and because of a couple of appointments. All but this one boss understood. I didn't see any point in working for a half hour or so, leave an hour and return, only to turn around and have to leave almost as soon as I got back. It really would've messed up the paperwork. This morning I get there and am told by a co-worker that this boss was talking about cutting my hours if I call off again -- this pissed me off and I confronted the boss. She denied it, saying "I simply meant that, since

Back,white,thug Or Whatever
Why are some people racist when it comes to sex.God created us all equal.Sizes and shapes come in all races.All black men don't have pythons,and all white men are not small.I've had my share of both and they are equal.You have freaky black men as well as freaky white men,and a few freaky black women as well as white.You should be looking at your partner as a person not a color.Judge them for whats on the inside not the outside.I teach my kids to see no color when it comes to love!

Back From Work
Just came home from work and... no bruisings today!!! Thanks ex-sniper for crossing your fingers *wink*. LOL My colleague is such a sweetheart. I did a lot of administration for him (updating care plans for our patients) and he bought me cigarettes and I may begin 1 1/2 hour later tomorrow morning! Thats what I call: teamwork, cooperation, etc. LOL Sorry, I just enjoy my job *smile*. We always have so much fun!

Back In College
I use to be a theater tech for my old community college. We were doing a production of Spoon River Anthology. Anyways i was first to arrive at the theater, i went around to unlock the dressing room "green room", the shop and the lighting booth getting ready for the show. We had this one kid in the show i couldn't stand. I was going through the prop closet out of bordem and saw caps, capgun and looked over to the table and saw my camera and that was when i got my idea. i am going to scare this fucker. the toliets are around the corner from the rest of the green room so i load up the camera and gun and hide on the boys side in the dark. A few moments later i hear the door open. It was one of the actress, so i figure if i can keep quiet she wont know i am there. A few moments later the other actor showed up so now i am like, shit she is going to come back and ruin it, but he never came back to where i was located. Then my little bitch arrived. After shooting the shit with the oth

Back Surgery
Well its been a on going pain since october,when I was hit by a board from a table saw.Its been more of a Mental challenge for the Pain since I have no Insurance an cannot get meds.I have had to Shut my business down for 4 months now.I have been going to Therapy to a Dr. who takes patients with no insurance,three times aweek for spinal decompression.I was contacted today by a Health Service of Saint Thomas,An they have agreed to pay for my M.R.I. that I recieved in a ER in Nashville Tn.& they also told me that they would pay for my surgery,Cause they do charities for the uninsured workers.So I finally get to get rid of this ongoing stressful pain & I dont have to worry about being crippled by my next B-day.Thank God sum one is watching over me,cause sumtimes the pain is too much..

Back-ers And Happy Valentine's!
In a hurry to do some work so my opinion on the holiday will go in another blog, but the subject line does summarize it (and yes, I am and almost always have been single, and for most of that time not looking)... Site's been down for me all morning. Time for me to get some work done since I have an appointment tomorrow. :) (Edit: hrm. Printing out three biggish 800k or so files may- take a bit...) This one, not to be missed - by me... Eric

Background
Hello! For all of you that don't know what I do for a living here is a little bit about it. I do basically 2 things, working on a 3rd. Firstly, I am a Mary Kay Consultant working on building both my customer base and my own personal team. I am working toward my very first car which is the VIBE. You can visit my personal website www.marykay.com/shsykes1 to check it out. Secondly, I substitute teach for the elementary schools in my district. I try to stay busy with that about 2 to 3 days per week. Sometimes those 2 or 3 days are full days and sometimes only 1/2 days. It just depends on what they need me for. Thirdly, I also am an Independent Distributor with Herbalife. Herbalife is a health and nutrition company. They have all kinds of different stuff from protein shakes, to soups, to snacks, to energy drinks and different vitamin supplements that can help with a variety of ailments. So there is the basic background of what I do. If you have any questions feel fre

Back!
Welllll... I'm back from sunny, beautiful California. I felt really bad about missing that really bad weather out here. Really. While everyone in the northeast and north were dealing with the bad storm, I was running around in jeans and a t-shirt, enjoying the sun. And I felt soooo bad about not being around to shovel. So, miss me?! :) A week without me blogging... how did you all survive? I had a fabulous trip! Very busy, but fabulous. I'm kinda tired out from my vacation now, though, and am happy to be home and sleeping in my own bed. Not that my cats let me sleep... they apparently REALLY missed me! Anyway, I'll be posting some photos I took on that trip, because I think I took some I'm proud of. But even with levelling (thanks Roge, for all the photo rates!), I still don't have that many photo slots. If anyone's interested in seeing all of the photos I took, let me know. I did a really interesting photo tour of a "day in the life of Berkeley, CA," from which I'll

Backgorudn On Vieks Pics
Well on Sunday for my bay present from my mom I had there gift of a vikes ticket. The original plan was for me to find some find my shift for me at work on Dec 16th 2006 so we could go spend the nite at Tony's house (my moms co worker). Failing that call in sick. Well because the person I was working with decide to quite the week before I couldn’t call in sick with out losing my job. So the plan was get to the tail gate lot on Washington and Chicago ASAP. On Thursday I got a fone call from my mom asking me what I wanted to drink for the party I go beer wise she goes I m at the liquor store what do u want. I paused to think for 2 seconds and responded the biggest bottle of jag u want to buy me. On Friday I got my pay check went to the costume shape got my war and hair pant, then got a 6 Pac of red bull. So I would have it all ready for Sunday. Then worked. Really didn’t sleep well, so I went to bed at 5 am cause I got home from work at 230 a.m. Woke up

Back To Chapter Four
I do plan to spend some time this weekend hoping to finish chapter four and then on to five of course... when I am five I figure I will be about half way done with the ebook. And then on to the next one and the next and the next...... I hope you all have a wonderful weekend.

Back...i Think
I know its been awhile since I have been on and written anything but know that I am very thankful for the messages that I have gotten and also the comments that were left for me... I am going through some rough times AGAIN and having to make some decisions that will affect mine and Lisa's life drastically...I know what I need to do just how at the moment...right now I am feeling very lost and confused and wondering why things happen when they do...but I do know that things happen for a reason and I WILL get through this as I always have :) This week I doubt I will be on much but I have a feeling alot will change next week and my life will be back on track... Thank you all that have stood by me and been there for me...that means alot to me and I lubs ya bunches *big hugs*

Back Again!
Well, Made it back from California. I am so wore out. Just the getting Dads things packed and loaded and having to deal with my sister. I havent had the break down yet. Sure it is coming soon. Probly when I start putting Dads things in my house. It was hard to leave his home, knowing it will never be the same. Its such a mess from trying to go threw things. Well may take me a bit to get it all together and be back to normal, but sure i will get there soon. My uncle that lived next door to my Dad (rented from my father) passed on Feb 14th. So I really got a double wammy. Just want them both to know, that I love them Deeply!

Back To The Dark Side I Go
I have decided ( now that I have done more research than I need to) to try the vegetarian thing again. I did it before ( hence the again part) and it started off ok, then went down hill. I was too picky about what I ate and I wasn't eating enough protein. Well, not eating enough protein ( no wise ass protein comments please..lol) can lead to serious health issues. Well, after my research I have found a TON of ways to get said protein ( yeah, that way too ) so I don't get sick. Maybe I'll work on my book more now. If I have the time, I'll do some more writing. (Ok by vegetarian I don't mean I am going to be PETA loving vegan. NO WAY. I will still eat dairy and fish.I am not doing this solely because of the animals. When I get more of my book done, you'll understand it all)

Back In Cherry Tab
OK!Just to let every one know i havent been being rude by not responding! I moved in to a new place and had to get my net transfered! That took a couple of days. but im back now and all is good so if i was missed give me a shout and say hi!

Backseat To The Stars
take a seat next to me lets watch the sky as it burns itself into the night watch the purple haze as it melts into our eyes watch it turn black; black like the ashes of our hearts spread apart your wings so you can fly into the newborn night head up towards the sky fly away into the sea of open fields of stars but don't forget don't forget that I'll be hear waiting waiting for your return Remembering when We used to look up to the sky and dream of a future, a future full of dreams Its hard to know that you are gone flying far away from anything and far way from everything

Back From 3 Weeks Of Hell
I am back from the field. I am now PSD Personal Security Detail. I will be protecting our Battalion Commander. There is a total of 15 soldiers that are on the Detail. I will be on it until we return from Iraq. The field problem sucked ass. Our Battalion Commander decided to do a night mission that started at 10:00 at night until 6:15 in the morning. We then had a mission at 11:30 that same morning. We were totally exhausted but we kept going. I, myself, am glad it is over.

Back To Work
well i'm back to work and back to no sleep yeah! i love it i really love working 19 hours a day when i sleep i do sleep. how ever it stops me from keeping up with cherry tap so show me some love even though i'm not here i miss you guys you know who you are peace and love xoxoxoxoxox

Back To Work
Well after being pulled from work nearly 2 months I am back........ nothing has changed there but the way I deal with it....people I work with want a pay check but don't want to earn it..... I could care less. I have been there too long to let it get to me and the money is hella good so why let some tool ruin it.... @ least I got vacation pay coming to help get caught up...... YAY!!!!

Back In The Midnight Hour!
ONLY AT DAVES HIDEAWAY COULD YOU WITNESS THIS. SHE IS PLAYING ALL THE MUSIC NO OTHER DJ DARE. IT COULD ONLY BE THE AWESOME THE ONE AND ONLY “DJ YANKEE GIRL” YES SHE IS BACK 7 DAYS A WEEK AT MIDNIGHT CST SO COME ON IN AND SEE HER POLE DANCE AND DJ ALL AT THE SAME TIME. THIS IS ONE YOU WON’T FORGET IN A HURRY. AND SHE WILL HAVE YOU COMING BACK FOR MORE. SO COME AND CHECK HER OUT. ALL YOU GOTTA DO IS CLICK THE LINK BELOW AND IN YA GO. ALL THE PEOPLE IN HERE ARE THE FRIENDLIEST ON CHERRY TAP. YOU COULD BE LISTENING TO THE FASTEST GROWING STATION ON CHERRY TAP AND HAVING FUN WITH THE CROWD.

Back Off
you need to just back off i'm not going to dress the way you dress back off i'm not going to listen to a word you have to say i'm my own person I don't want to be like you I just want to be me back off I don't want to listen and i'm not going to you can't tell me what to do back off you can't tell me how to act i'm not a puppet i'm me back off you can't change me just leave me alone just back the fuck off by Melissa Dumler

Back To Work
Just wanted to let you guys know that I just went back to work last week after quite a few years of being a stay at home mom. It's only part time but it's going to take me some time to balance everything out. Forgive me it if takes me longer then usual to return comments, rate your pics/stash and get to your blogs. Hope everyone has had a great start to their week!!

Back To The Daily Grind
I start work tomorrow at the preschool. I'm excited, but also really nervous; I haven't really been told much about it. All I know is I'm a one-on-one aide, and that's it. Don't know the age, the disability, nothing. As if my first day isn't going to be nerve-racking enough. Most days I'll be starting at 8am, but tomorrow they want me to start at 7am. Crap. I'm not at all a morning person, plus the school is a 40 minute drive from my house. I'll probably just stay with my boyfriend tonight since he's a lot closer than I am. But anyway, yay I finally start working on a regular basis. It'll be good for my bank account, as I've been broke for months. Anyway, I'm bad at ending blogs, but I gotta go so it doesn't matter. Off to my grandma's house and hopefully not giving her my cold. Hope everyone's enjoying the nice spring weather!

Back From The Hospital(s)
I am back from the hospital(s). I will write more in a longer blog later about what led me to go there though some of you already know. Now I am going to take a nice shower in my own bathroom, with my nice own fluffy towels and nice smelling shampoo and etc... i'm comfortably numb.

Back In Action
hello all my wonderful friends, I'm back, in case your wondering where i was. Then stop now take a pee break, grab a snack and snuggle in, it's story time. Last sunday the 26th my sister fell off the back of her couch while she was trying to hang blinds. Yes not the brightest thing to do, but hey we're not perfect. Now we didn't think anything of it, till i got the text at 5 in the morning that she was in the er getting x-rays done. So i rush up to st. marys, which is about and hour and half from me. Kelly my sister, had a concusion and a twisted arm with ripped muscles. Because of the injuries she can not be alone. So I've been getting up every morning to beat rush hour traffic so i can watch her, then driving home each night to be with ryan. Which just from home to kellys house is about 3 hours round trip. But to make matters worse she is in the middle of sepration from her life partner. So i've been carting her to the bank, b/c amy tried to strip the account. The lawyers office

Back From Mexico
Back from Mexico and though I am getting over a flu, I had so much fun in the sun. All the snorkeling, climbing the pyramid at Coba and seeing Kukulkan, the feathered serpent god in light and shadow on the pyramid at Chichen-Itza on the spring solstice! It was the experience of a lifetime! I was also at the beaches and ruins of Tulum. I snorkeled at Maroma, Puerto Aventuras, Xel-Ha, Akumal, and in sacred cenotes at Jardines Del Eden and in underground caverns. I hiked, I swam, I basked and imbibed. I had such a wonderful time! Now I am back working in my dungeon again. Been spoiling myself again. I've put in an order into a company in London for some custom made crotch high black patent leather boots with 7" stiletto metal heels and 2" platforms and side lacing with red trim. They are going to be incredible. I really hate that most people don't know the difference anymore between really high quality fetish footwear and crappy knockoff poorly made plastic Pleaser gear. I

Back Home
I just come back home from the Frankfurt music fair. I took some pictures and,as soon as I can, I will share these with you. Unfortunately, this year, I had no time to walk around the fair ground so I did not meet any cool player. As you can see in my pictures, last year, I met Shavo from System of a down...well, I hope to chat with all of you soon. Ciao

Back Stabber
I am now observeing a fiercely cruel game of friend interventions of the heart. A terriable threesome of back stabbing and lies of twisted self gain is in play at the moment among them.. I am awaiting my part as I speak ( if you will).. Not invited by 2 but by the other one.., one who knows I could set off the balance of faith and trust of the other two.. I do hold a few secrets of one friend in question , mainly about the second face he wears behind the others back.. With no doubt in my mind one would be crushed as well as feeling betray if she knew the horriable things he claimed to be true about her, while to her face would dismiss the unholy gossip.. Doing such a thing would tear one friendship apart while bring the other two closer together. Allowing once again their passion filled with goals of a wonderful life could once again rain back on the path they had strayed off of. Now I ask my self ,should I bring the" treacherous " news of lies, sex with gain as well as a

Back + Wrist Pain
In between classes.... sitting outside in my backyard and it's hot out here, but my daughter wants to play outside. My back is killing me today. Not fun. I'd take something for it, but the only thing that knocks it is Vicodin... cant take that, then drive to the college. So, I have to wait until I get home. Damn Osteo & Scoliosis. My fractured wrist still isnt healed. I actually think I reinjured it when I went over a small jump I had went over before, not realizing it had turned into sand (bad move on my part, I shouldve taken notice), my bike and I went completely sideways, I gunned it, and my wrist twisted a weird way. I didnt fall, but I also killed my wrist again. I just cant wait to get this stupid brace off!

Back Like Cancer!!!
AIGHT, I'M BACK. I KNOW ALOT OF YOU ARE PROLLY SAYING, "DIDN'T KNOW YOU LEFT...." AND I HATE YOU FOR THAT. SO YEAH, MEAN HATING AND RANTING LIKE A MOTHERFUCKER!!! MUCH LOVE TO THE REAL FRIENDS, GOD BLESS PAIN KILLERS, AND ANYONE NEED ME TO PICK A FIGHT? CAUSE GODDDAMN I'M IN THE MOOD FOR SOME ARGUING AND ASS KICKING!!! PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL. P.S. NAKED AND IN NEED OF SOME SEX!!!! THE SEX THING. THE ANGER THING. AND NOW THE DANCE YOUR ASS OFF THING!!!

Back To Eden
Well it seems I need a change in luck So down and out,I'm feeling stuck So much pressure from the man Oh dear lord,Won't you take my hand And set me free from this misery Ain't had a bit to eat in days Oh I just can't go on this way I hurt so bad that I could cry Oh dear lord,Just let me die And set me free from this misery Have'nt felt a woman for what seems like years My face is streaked from bitter tears Every new day just brings me further down Oh dear lord,Please plant me in the ground And set me free from this misery Lost my house,Family and four door car Wonder how in the hell I ever got this far Winters setting in,All the flowers are seeding Oh dear lord,Please take me back to eden And set me free from this misery. Jimbo/Copyright/4/11/07

Back Home
I am back home, I know, so soon, but the dollar is not doing well against the Euro and i had to come home early. I did get to see western part of Germany, Luxembourg, Belgium, Britain, Ireland and of course the Netherlands, where I spent most of my time and made alot of friends. i will miss my friends in Emmen, its near the German border in the province of Drenthe. I will return when I can. I was very upset to leave and I was in tears. Well I hope to hear from all my friends and fans soon......... Take care. Pete

Back To The Beach
Got back late last night. Leaving again Wednesday. Rain - pouring rain, blowing sand, beautiful day to do nothing but get knee walking drunk. Think I will call health bitch and see if she wants to join me. later dusty

Back From France (part 1)
Actually, I got back the day before Easter, but it's taken a lot of time to get over the jet lag. We all met at one of our houses and piled into a van. Three of the wives rode with us to the airport in Richmond. We checked in and waited for our jet. Pretty much no problems, but the oldest of us was much more thoroughly screened. I guess he was looked upon as a potential threat. Age, 78. Then at Philadelphia we had to wait for several hours for our overnight flight to Paris. Some of us had a beer and lunch while others just waited, reading, calling their wives and getting in one last conversation. The flight to Paris was smooth, with 6 of us together while for some reason, I was put in the back. One good thing is that I got a lot of leg room, but eventually a couple with a toddler sat next to me. The kid did a really good job with the flight, fussed a little, but ok. The next morning we arrived at Charles de Gaulle airport and got through customs no problem. We then

Back From France (part 2)
I didn't finish the first part, but for dinner, we had an interesting do-it-yourself dinner with meats, eggs and cheeses. There were 3 cookers and each of us got 2 little trays to cook whatever we wanted, however we wanted. Our routine was something like this. Breakfast was served every morning around 8:00. It was always very tasty but was most noteworthy was the coffee. What they have is this funny looking cylindrical shaped glass container where you just put in a lot of expresso ground coffee. I don't know exactly how much. You then put in very hot water and let it sit for about 10 minutes or so. Then you push the plunger down which is a fine screen pushing all the coffee grounds to the bottom. It was very strong, but good. Fresh fruit, breads, cereals, muffins and other goodies. About 9:00 we piled into the van to drive to the work site. This was pretty much north and slightly west. Since it was early spring, not much was growing yet. We had to drive over a mou

Back To Birmingham
WE ARE LEAVING TO GO BACK TO BIRMINGHAM TOMORROW-(WEDNESDAY) WE WAS GOING TO TAKE HIM TO THE MDA OFFICE IN MOBILE, HOWEVER THE NEURO THAT HANDLES THE MOBILE OFFICE IS THE SAME NEURO THAT SAID THAT THERE WAS NO WAY THAT ALAN HAD GAN, AND THAT HE WAS THE DOCTOR AND HE KNEW MORE THAN US..BLAH BLAH..ANYWAY SO WE WOULD RATHER TAKE HIM BACK TO BIRMINGHAM WHERE HE USUALLY GOES, AND WHERE THE DOCTORS ACTUALLY CARE WHAT THE PARENTS THINK.VERSES MOST OF THE MOBILE DOCTORS THINK THEY KNOW EVERYTHING..ANYWAY ALAN IS GOING TO SEE 3 MDA DOCTORS. DR. MCGRATH IS HOPING THAT THE MDA WILL ACCEPT HIM. THE MDA SUPPORTS 43 FORMS OF NEUROPATHY.GIANT AXONAL NEUROPATHY IS NOT ONE OF THEM. SO IN SEEING THESE DOCTORS WE REALLY HOPE THAT THEY WILL ACCEPT THIS FORM ALSO.I HAVE NO IDEA HOW IT WILL TURN OUT, BUT I'M HOPING THEY WILL ACCEPT IT AS ONE THEY WILL SUPPORT. IF THEY DO, NOT ONLY WILL IT HELP ALAN IT WILL HELP OTHER FAMILIES WITH THIS ILLNESS. ANYWAY I WILL LET EV1 KNOW WHAT WE FIND OUT.

Back To Blogging, Lol! At My Sister's Pad, And It's Not A Nice Visit.
Hey, its been a minute since I last blogged, hasn't it? Well, let's update the CT population, shall we? I am at my sister's house and it's not a regular "Hey, what's up?" visit. I've been here since Sunday and she's taking care of me. Remember the left ovary pain I've mentioned in previous blog entries? It has grown to the point of my older sister having to care for me and tend to my children for me. That's why I'm at her house. I have to consume painkillers throughout the day to put me to sleep because they DON'T curb the pain. At all. The Vicodin I have doesn't work much. Fortunately, I have an appointment this Thursday. I went to the ER last Monday and was told I either have: -Ovarian Cysts -Ectopic Pregnancy -Ovarian Cancer -Cervical Cancer Great. Well, that's life, right? What can I do? Pray for me. Until fingers and keyboard meet again, Indee

Back To Work
Well thats it folks oralpro has to go back to work. I start working afternoons, evening, and some nights tomorrow. I will still be on but it will not be as often. Please fill free to leave me a PM here or email for those who know that. I have lots of fun on this site and look forward to talking to everyone when I can.

Back Online!
Sorry for being out for awhile. The guy who I stealing internet connection from was late paying his bill. What a cheap bastard! J/K :P Well, anyways, I'm back online now and I'm picking up where I left off. Later!

Back
Well I'm back. I have been asked many times latel why I havn't been on CT so I figured I would return. I am in the process of doing some changing of things. So lets get started having fun again so add me and lets have some fun

Back...
Hey Everyone, Well, they've done some work on my PC and on my connection is better, so I'm gonna try this again. If ya'll are interested, please rate and leave comments. I seem to make a better board when I know ya'll are reading it... Enjoy....

Back Home..
Well I'm home once more, safe and sound.. Although the trip home was a real pain.. 3 hours or so of sleep on top of jet lag and a hang over from drinking almost 1/2 of a liter of captain morgans sucked! So needless to say I felt terrible when I boarded the flight home, and still felt bad when I stepped off, and then again even still felt bad after I got some sleep at home.. Tomorrow I should be back to normal.. I think. The vacation went well, aside from the bad bit of news pertaining to family, and havng to work on my computer now that I am home, since it somehow had gotten screwed up while I was away.. Gotta love family using your computer when your not around.. heh.. Anyway, it's late and I need sleep. Will try and catch up with the 25+ comments and such I received while I was away, so if I miss anyone.. It's not intentional. Just drop me a message or something to remind me and I'll get to you. PLaying catch up is always a pain.

Back From Bondage Ball
We just got back from Bondage Ball an hour ago. I was about to not go, but I felt it would be rude to do so, being that I was on the guest list (which is the usual situation). I ended up looking over at My sissy (the prodigal sissy returned) who was bustling about tending to the house but for certain social reasons was in "boy mode", and asked if he would like to join Me, despite being in his male identity , and he said wanted to accompany Me to the event and was told that he needed to call a cab, we had 20 minutes to get ready togo. I must say, having My sissy there to find My shoes, place them on My feet and buckle the straps as I tended to My hair and make up really had cut down on My time needed to get My self presentable for a public appearance at Bondage Ball.

Back To Tornado Alley
Well another 2 week trip to Oklahoma. I hate going to Oklahoma - miss my family, my friends and my Baby. I had a wonderful weekend at home with everyone - I have some of the very best friends and the greatest family in the world.

Back From The Hospital
Well lets see, went into the ER about 04:30 on sunday morning with a fever of 104.3 a throught infection, as well as a few other things. Dr. said that it was sue to dehydration which is what everything stemed from. Of course me being the nut that I am I still showed up for work today.

Back After A Break
Hi! Not many will remember me but for anyone that does just thought I would post that I am back and will be posting some brand new photos soon. Roger Waters and Pink Floyd fans might like the photos of his tour that should go up later this month :) Say hi - I did!

Back Stabbers
DO YOU EVER GET TO THE POINT IN YOUR LIFE WHERE YOU JUST WANT TO KILL THE NEXT PERSON WHO PUTS A KNIFE IN YOUR BACK. WELL I AM AT THAT POINT NOW. IN THE LAST TWO DAYS I HAVE BEEN PLAYED A FOOL AND LIED TO AND I AM TIRED OF IT. JUST WHEN I TAKE A STAND TO GET MY LIFE TOGETHER THEN I GET THESE IDIOTS WHO WANT TO PLAY GAMES AND TRY TO MAKE ME FAIL. WELL NICE TRY BUT NOT THIS TIME. IF U HAVE EVER BEEN THERE GIVE ME A SHOUT OUT.

Back In
Well I just wanted all you that I am offically back in the Corps as of today 04-26-2007 I am just awaiting orders back to the fleet. Im not sure where I will end up but I will try to keep you all informed.

Backhand Me
All seems to be quiet on the North front, but small remains of a shattered breath still hums. Lonely and solice is the tune from the world that bent you over its knee and claimed victory in the dark region of no sunshine. Taking it dry from the world and everything in it, you walk as if a silver spoon has been placed in your ass for safe keeping, just incase someone wants another taste. It wouldnt so much matter as long as mercy was granted somewhere in between the toture of memorable mistakes and empty promises. Sometimes people just cant see what the good thing is, not even while it is right in front of them kicking them in the balls. Sometimes ignorance is just the best route for those who deny the fact that indeed they have been sentences to a road in which few can travel let alone walk on. In triggered emotions of anger and pain it was the lasting thoughts of a born love that brought on the hope that maybe one day everything would pass. It is this grey lull where nothing seems

Back To The Grind, Another Awesome Weekend Gone. ;)
Myspace Graphics Myspace Graphics I hope ya'll had a great weekend :D. Now that there are some great memories for some of us and sadly none but the same'ole shit different day for others. I hope ya'll have a great week ahead, back to the ole'grind and get those bills paid. ;) A new weekend is coming up the highway and is waiting for us to survive another week. Hey babe, te iubesc pe zi ce trece mai mult si mai mult. (K) PEACE LOVE DANCE watchingufromthemoon™ AKA lifelover2000™ Myspace Graphics

Back Home
Well, we're back home in MO, after spending a "few hours"...lol in Indianapolis. We got into Indy around 11:30, and ended up making arrangements with Lee's cousin, to meet them at the Denny's where they were having a late supper. So, we tormented the waiter at Denny's till going on 1:00. He was a fabulous kid, and took it all in stride, joining in on our fun! naturally, even when we got back to Lee's mom's, we still had to sit around, talk, and unwind a bit, before calling it a night. We met up with Lee's sister to deliver her wedding rings that Lee made, and got to spend a bit of time with her. We had to rush back and pick up Laura, then we headed to the park to spend time with cousins, nieces, brothers...just a whole slew of us, to celebrate laura's b.d. which was on Sunday. We had a beautiful day for it, and naurally, all the kids had a ball playing. Of course, we were hoping to get out of their sooner than we did. that's the way it always goes when we visit though.

Back To The Task At Hand...
After a few days, and more money, our hero departed the small town and set off again for the unknown. It was good to be back underway, leaving behind the past yet again. The hours seemed to melt away quicker than the miles, urban terrain giving way to patches of wilderness and farmlands. Fatigue sets in quick when you're behind the wheel nothing but the road to keep you company, and our hero was not immune the the hypnotizing effect of the pavement speeding by. So ol' Cotton pulled off the road to feed his trusty steed and take a slight reprieve from the travel. The air was crisp and cool, Old Man Winter it would seem, still reluctant to let the warmth of spring set in. After a few more moments both rider and steed appetites were sated and our hero traveled onward. The sun slowly slipped past the horizon on his left, as if someone hanging onto the edge for too long. The sun fell to the west and let the night set in for now. The highways became smaller roads now, winding ag

Back
Just wanted to Let you all Now That K@T is back , and i am a Changed Person , all Past from here is Past so don't Bring past Up to me , i came back Cause Somebody took me back here , somebody i whas once her enemy and since recent , we had some meetings and really Got well toghether and became Good Friend , ppl who doesn't Know who this is you will soon know Katerine aka K@T

Back To Work
Im not laid off anymore today I head back to the factory... more money hopfully no problems...lol money doesnt solve my other issues... but its all good.. I'm content that I am able to work and stand on my own 2 feet and not be someone fake

Back...
well I'm back in town, figure I'd let everyone know that the surgery was a success and that my lil one is doing great now... I've read all the comments and such left on my page, but, theres no way for me to keep up, my account is getting deleted on the 15th, have to wait till they cancel my vic completely...so...take care all!!

Back In Mah Straight Days
What can I do ? What can I say ? Where can I go ? When just suddenly out of the blue I think of you You fucking ass You ripped out my heart out and threw it about you son-of-a-bitch Why do you have such a hold on me? Cant you see Im trying to get rid of you again? you hurt me once youll do it again What cant it all just stop? What cant these thoughts just go away ? Its eating me away and the further I sway Day by day oh damn just stop this is killing me your fucking with my head with my life I have done went through anorexia and belimia so your also fuckin with my body isnt that enough? DAMN IT JUST FUCKING STOP

Back
if anyone has wondered where i have been i have hurt my lower back...i might not be on here for awhile..i hurt my lower back and need to have surgery...im in the bed and cant even get up without help from my sister...i hope to be back soon but not sure when..my sciatica is really bad and i have spasms down my leg at all times..i have a doctors appt.wednesday and then i will know when they will perform the surgery..the sooner the better cause i feel like shit...soma and vicodin have helped a lot though!!!

Background Links
Need a Background.... Check these sites... http://www.wonderbackgrounds.com http://www.capricorn007.com http://www.bigoo.ws/ These three sites allow for direct linking, so you won't have to worry about having to upload it to your own server.

Back Again!!!
BEEN GOING THROUGH SOME ROUGH TIMES AGAIN...LOL SEEMS LIKE MY LIFE IS ALWAYS A BUMPY ROAD DOESNT IT? WELL I DECIDED THAT MAYBE ITS KANSAS CUZ MY LIFE HAS NEVER BEEN THIS ROUGH UNTIL I CAME HERE...LOL SOMEONE MAKE MY LIFE BETTER PLEEEEEEEEEEEASE...NO JOKING...I KNOW I NEED TO CHANGE THE WAY THINGS ARE IN MY LIFE AND I AM IN THE PROCESS OF DOING SO...YES A PART OF ME MISSES THE SOUTH...I AM ORIGINALLY FROM FLORIDA AS SOME OF YOU KNOW BUT I DISLIKE THE HURRICAINES BUT I LEAVE THERE AND COME TO TORNADO ALLEY...LOL ANYONE KNOW OF ANY PLACE THAT IS SAFE FROM MOTHER NATURE??? I'M GONNA TRY AND SPEND MORE TIME ON HERE...I KNOW I SAID THAT BEFORE BUT THIS TIME I WILL MAKE TIME...I MISS MY FRIENDS AND MISS LEAVING COMMENTS LIKE I USED TO DO IN THE PAST...UNTIL NEXT TIME...LUV YOU ALL AND HUGGERS

Back To School
Starting tomorrow I will be a college student again. For the first time since the car accident in September I will be back. I can't wait. I can't wait to prove all the doctors that said I shouldn't go back yet wrong. I can't wait to shut up my parents for doubting me. Most importantly, I can't wait to shut up that little voice in me that says I can't do this... he was never there before and I can't wait to shut him up.

Back To The Us :)
Yep I'm coming back at the end of june, and damn does it cost a fortune. Still I knew this when i booked the flight so I can't complain. I started watching life on mars (series 1) yesterday and it suddenly hit me why its so popular. Its not pc! As the series is based around the 70's, then some of the talk is based around that time. I remember the sweeney, it was a cop show that I was allowed to stay up and watch once a week. As to why i loved it so much I couldn't tell you. My brother used to be a fan of starsky and hutch, and you couldn't watch anything else when it was on. It was a sacrifice worth keeping him happy LOL. Of course he was also a fan of the 6 milion dollar man. I remember the day it was shown because we used to go to a boxing club, and he decided the show was more important. Well we both didn't really enjoy going to the club, but i carried on. As my brother was watching the show, I was at the club and then put into a fight against the county champion! What the hel

Backgrounds..................
boring backgrounds, oh, I remember, I should change my own ...........lol backgrounds with too much uploads, it needs hours to get a comment on the people's page lol to much colored backgrounds, my eyes........lol and so on................ But what really bothers me, that we are not telling sometimes some 'truthies' to each other, but/and... remember always the way, how you do it.....you are talking to people and not to machines or something worthless. The right sound makes the good music, ........... Wishing you all a good day, ............lol

Backroad Trouble
“Oh my God I am going to be so late!” I said to my self as I flew down the country back roads that seemed to be deserted. I glanced at the speedometer, and realized the doing 75 on these back roads was probably not very good on my car. Suddenly the sounds of sirens raged in my ears as a black and white county cruiser pulled in behind me. “Well Hell!” I said to myself as I eased off the gas and pulled to the side of the road. I glanced in the mirror to see a very large, muscular police office climb out of the car and he did not appear to be in a good mood by the scowl on his face. I put on my brightest smile and turned toward my window. “Hi officer”, “I know I was …” “Madam do you realize how fast you were going?” I looked at him sort of irritated that he had interrupted me and smiling with a smirk and said “Why no officer, but I am sure that you are going to tell me now aren’t you?” “Madam, I suggest that you change your tone of voice with me!” the office shouted. He looked

Back In Time
Close your eyes...And go back in time Before semi automatics and crack... Before SEGA or Super Nintendo... Way back...I'm talking about Hide and seek at dusk. Red light, green light. The corner store. Hopscotch, butterscotch, doubledutch, jacks, kickball, dodgeball. Mother May I... Red Rover and Roly Poly. Hula Hoops. Running through the sprinkler. An ice cream cone on a warm summer night... Chocolate or vanilla or strawberry or maybe butter pecan. Wait... Watching Saturday Morning cartoons... Short commercials. Fat Albert, Road Runner, The Three Stooges, and Bugs. Or back further... When around the corner seemed far away, And going downtown seemed like going somewhere. Cops and Robbers, Cowboys and Indians, Zorro. Climbing trees, building igloos out of snow banks Running till you were out of breath. Laughing so hard that your stomach hurt. Jumping on the bed. Pillow fights. Spinning around, getting dizzy, and falling dow

Back Again
I know, I know I made some type of promise, perhaps even a resolution to blog more. Oh well, guess I've been busy, plus didn't really want to get into anything too personal. I've decided to hold things in more, or even just talk about it and be done with it rather than dragging it along. I've made some pretty drastic changes in my life, which have turned out to be very beneficial for me personally. The important thing is that they have benefited ME. I guess some would view that as selfish, but after being so selfless for a while and not doing what's best for me I decided it was about time to make some changes. Some of those changes are easily seen, because they are physical changes. I've lost 13lbs overall, 20lbs of fat, gained 7 pounds of muscle and my body fat is down to 20% from 28%. With that obviously comes part of the mental turnaround where I feel better about myself because of my appearance. I've come to a peace with certain things in my life, so their previous effect on me

~back From Vacation~
Hi my friends, I'm back from Myrtle Beach. Got back yesterday (Monday). I had a blast wasn't ready to come back. I got a bad sunburn, sun block didn't do me any good. Chest and legs feel like they are on fire, but other then that the beach and the water was awesome. I'll have photos to add soon. I didn't take to many, not as much as I wanted, was having to much fun lol...but I did take some. I'll share soon. Hope everyone had a good Memorial Day weekend. Missed you guys and gals. Luv/Hugss/Kisses Custom Comments and More @ † Dark Angel Designz †

Back From A Long Absence
Lots of things on CT have certanly changed... I'm having a blast trying to figure out what's what now. Hope ya'll don't mind too much that I'm sharing some of my music interests, just let me know and I'll remove you from the sharing process. Hopefully, I'll have some time this week to add some more pictures... I have lots to post. I go camping thhis weekend, it's long overdue vacation time, and I'm psyched. I'll blog about how it goes when i get back. Have a good day everyone :)

Back To Work
Back to work finally! Havent worked since Easter Sunday, so i'm definetely excited.... 7 days in Pittsburgh, PA Monday 6/4/07 - Monday 6/11/07 building the stage and tear down for Kenny Chesney Concert. Should be interesting to say the least! Anyone from around Pittsburgh please send me a message, I have a couple questions about the area. I won't have access to the internet after Sunday, so call the cell if its business related, or leave a message on here or the hotline (313)986-8584 Check Out the tour launch video on youtube http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Uc05Qi8m4gY Flip Flop Stadium Summer 2007 Country Musics Finest Kenny Chesney featuring: Brooks & Dunn, Sara Evans, and Pat Green *06/09/07 Pittsburgh, PA Heinz Field 06/09/07* 06/23/07 Philadelphia, PA Lincoln Financial Field 07/07/07 Seattle, WA Qwest Field & Event Center 07/14/07 Cleveland, OH Cleveland Browns Stadium 07/28/07 Foxboro, MA Gillette Stadium 08/18/07 Detroit, MI Ford Field Kenny Chesney,

Back To The Online (christian) Dating Scene...
Remember this post? It says that eHarmony is a christian dating service. Well, I guess they can be whatever they want to be, since it's a private business.Or can they... It turns out they are based in Pasadena, California. And California has an anti-discrimination law for sexuality. And christianity doesn't like homosexuals.Gays and lesbians and bisexuals, oh my!So, now there's a news story about a woman now suing eHarmony for not matching homosexuals together. From the story: Linda Carlson said she tried to use the Internet site in February to meet a woman but could not based on her sexual orientation. When Carlson wrote to eHarmony to complain, the company refused to change its policy, according to the lawsuit filed on her behalf in Los Angeles County Superior Court. The lawsuit claims that by only offering to find a compatible match for men seeking women or women seeking men, the company was violating state law barring discrimination on the basis of sexual orientation.

Back To Work
After 7 months of unemployment, I will be returning to work on Moday June 4th. Yay Me!!! I will be on first for my training then eventually move to the third. I want to say thank you to all the friends I have made on CT and those who helped me pass the time. I will still visit every morning before I go to bed and will have to comment on some mumms daily to get my fix, cause I am addicted!!!!! Thanks Again! Kisses and hummers all around :P

Back To War?
I was doing an analysis of Vietnam this past weekend. Yes, we "lost" the war. But here is the rub: Capitalism "won." Here then is the challenge: How to bring to others a form of capitalism which they can work with (there is the key) without the loss of 58,000 U.S. troops, and 2 Million VC? Apply that to Iraq. It is not even a question of "do we have the right to impose our value system on them." Being pragmatic, all I can say is that the corporations will impose anyway. It is in the nature of the corporations. Therefore the question is, how do we do that without the murder and mayhem? That is the challange. So, should you go back? Well, yes, and no. To kill, no. That is pointless. To build, yes, if you can. The cautionary note, of course, is that there are criminals who do not want you to succeed. That is a truth. So security is necessary. But security is not murder or killing, security is making it impossible for the criminal to engage in his activity. There again is a matter of

Back From Indiana
Hey All... Just thought I'd better pop in and let you know we made it back from our rush trip back to Indy on Friday. We got in very early, about 3am on Tues...just a few hours of rest, and then to work today. I felt like death warmed over when I got up, after the weekend we had. I am happy to say though that your prayers were much appreciated, and answered. Lee's mom didn't have a stroke, but her disorientation, and some dementia problems, turned out to be reaction to the combinations of some meds she was taking. She also had a severe infection from the stint that was put in her kidney, so that had to be redone. She was one very sick woman. But, she is doing much better, and the antibiotics are doing there job on the infection, so I have a feeling she'll be out of the hospital by the end of the week, if she continues to improved. With her health the way it is, she can't do much of what needs to be done in the way of unpacking and trying to get moved in to her new place.

Back On Tap
to all of those who have noticed i am back on tap... after a long move and computer issues i finally got everything back up and running...yup that means ill be rating u shortly specially if ur a fan just give me sometime and i will get to you asap

Back On Track
My band and i finished moving our gear into our new studio a few days ago and now we have got it up and running. We started work on a new song that i hope we will be using on our forthcoming album, i think we should just completely ignore our older songs when it comes to picking material for our album because its painfully obvious from listening to them that they were recorded in less than ideal conditions, our new studio just blows away that goddamm cardboard box we had been using as a recording studio for the last four years soundwise. The song we are working on now is also a lot rawer and more brutal than our last batch of songs and i for one hope that we focus more on angry stuff for the album and keep the polite stuff for Vinyl/DJ releases.

Back In The Day!!
I have a confession... In the 80's... I Was... A Breakdancer...!!!! there it's done. i feel better now. But sometimes I long for days of dance factory "a roller rink in the 80's in boston " where you could have a good time and not get shot. And here comes the---------CHALLENGE let see if you Ladies if you can do these dances 1.the drop 2.the slide (not that stuff you see in the movies- the real one) 3.the wop. 4.the flintstone 5.the scooby 6.Inspector gadget 7 the pump 8.poping and locking (real old school) 9.the freak (you better me good) 10.the bounce NO RUNNING MAN PLEASE If can think of more -- let me know!!!!!

Back To The Rodeo
Back to the Rodeo # Erotic instructions: He lies flat on his back. Hop on top of him facing his feet, guide his penis inside you, then carefully lower yourself all the way back so that you are lying on top of him. Extend your legs straight out and slightly apart. # Pleasure payoff for you: Woman on top has a rep for not producing much body contact, but this position provides that carnal closeness that makes doing the deed so damn steamy. The action is slow and penetration shallow -- a major plus if your dude is well-endowed. It'll also allow his penis to tantalize the supercharged nerves of your lower V zone. # Pleasure payoff for him: He'll love that he can touch your breasts and belly or manually stimulate you while nibbling your neck. You can show him exactly how you get yourself off by guiding his hand with yours -- a thrilling lesson most men crave.

Back To School - More Info...
I've decided, knowing the credits I already have through the local community college from my prior attempt at an AA in Technical Theatre, to go back to local community college, change majors, and get an AA in Physics, in order to help get myself into the Aerospace Program at UMCP, as a sophomore (and possibly a junior). With the number of CORE courses I already have credit for at local community college (2.5 years, I got a lot of them - if not all of them), I should be able to focus the most on the major courses. I just need to find out how much that I already have (even with a crappy prior GPA) that will transfer to UMCP (though, I'm thinking that I should be able to transfer the CORE courses I did best in - mostly relating to the Tech Theatre major [lots of arts classes] - and bury the classes I didn't do so well in). I also just realized that there is a combined BS/MS degree program offered at UMCP, but it requires a prior 3.8 GPA, which is CERTAINLY not what I had my first go ar

Back.....
Back…. 6/24/07 There are things I wanna say but I cant figure out how To say them to you without hurting At least one of us. I love you, I truly do and you say You love me too. In fact you were the one to say it first. But then after a short time you Tried to run but something wouldn't Let you get very far from me. I however was going to let you run as far As you needed to without standing in your Way because after all that Is what you do when love something right? “Let it go and if it comes back its yours.” Yet I'm beginning to wonder if you Ever truly came back to me. For you see in the beginning we could Talk for hours on end about everything And anything. Yet now I feel as though you are Leaving me out in the rain And just simply shutting me out. I can't stand this feeling, I know you've Asked “what's wrong” so many times And time and time again i've said “Nothing I'm fine“. I want this feeling to go away. I want things to be like they wer

Back In The Day
This was posted by a friend of mine, but oh so true.... I am watching the newest version of THE CHRONICLES OF NARNIA. While I really enjoy this rendition of the book-to-movie, it got me thinking out tv and movies when I was a kid, pre-cable, vcr and dvd. Remember when the great shows we couldn't wait to see only came on once a year!? It was such a treat! It was like a freakin' holiday! EVERYONE was asking if you'd watched it at school the next day. THE WIZARD OF OZ was a big event. I can remember we got our baths and dinner early, we got to stay up late, AND we got more than our 30 minutes of television !! HELL YEAH!! Not to mention, my little sister was TERRIFIED of the flying monkeys. We also got fun snacks. I remember always waiting for the cartoon version of CofN: LWW. It was just as sad to me in cartoon form when they shaved Aslan's mane off and tied him up. I can remember just crying and being SO upset EVERY SINGLE TIME! That cartoon really made me want to

Back To Work
I just enjoyed two days off of rest and relaxation...back to work tomorrow morning...I am in on wednesday and thursday...and friday is my first pay day...I can't wait...hopefully I have this weekend off...but if I don't that is okay too...have a great day my friends...thanks for all the ratings my goal of 1,000,000 point is in reach now lol...stay safe.

Back In Time
If you had the choice to go back in time would you hop on that time machine...go back and do things differently or just deal with the fact that you are now and old fart..... best music best shows best commercials best movies ahhh take me back dang it!!

Back
well im back wont go on a trip with them anymore thow was not to go fishin like they said i think im cought up on evey on if i missed something just point me in the right diretion will take care of all my friend needs

Back From Bamburg
not only do i always suggest visiting europe..i am now going to strongly advise visiting bamburg germany..what a great little town i spent most of my time on base but the one night i did go out was amazing

Back And Smiling!
Well my husband is back home and things are going great. We are spending quality time together and making the most of each day. We will start working on our home to get ready to be put on the market and then its north we are headed. Alot has happen since he has been home. But that's between me and him, lolol. Custom Comments and More @ † Dark Angel Designz †

Backstabber
Sit in the dark watching time pass by I comtemplate the reasons that I try I could fight forever but Ive lost my smile I could take a step but it feels like a mile Im alone I think no ones here I taste the salt of my one tear Betrayed I remove the knife from my spine And prepare to be stabbed one more time I hide my pain behind anger and hate Ive come to accept this as my fate Ive no where to run no where to hide Im all alone I feel Ive died Bullshit and lies are all I am fed Its a labyrinth of misery inside my head They have finally broken me down to my core I just want to sleep now nothing more

Back
I'm back from Charlotte. I'm not happy to be back but that's life. I'm very nervous here and hope to be able to move up there soon. I noticed last night at the movies and when we were out walking around when I got home that I'm really tense. I'm having nightmares again which sucks hardcore. I love my friends but I'm not sure I can handle staying here too long.

Back To Black
He left no time to regret Kept his dick wet With his same old safe bet Me and my head high And my tears dry Get on without my guy You went back to what you knew So far removed from all that we went through And I tread a troubled track My odds are stacked I'll go back to black We only said good-bye with words I died a hundred times You go back to her And I go back to...... I had to borrow Amy's lyrics to describe how I feel. I can not believe that I was foolish enough to be caught up in this fuckery. And now, as usual, I feel worthless and guilty. Mrs. Lotus Blossom

Back From The Land Of The Emotionally Dead
Ever had those days when you just couldn't take the rat race anymore? I have,I'm sure you have too,we all have. It took a car wreck to bring me back from the insanity I call my life. I as usual was on my way home from work going to meet my new wife for dinner at a local pub and suddenly,my cell phone rings. Stupidly,I answer it to discover my ex calling me and then within seconds,I glance up to see a car coming at me. Boom! we collide,I woke up in the hospital. After a few weeks trying to heal,I looked at my life and how I almost lost it answering a call from my past. I guess the oncoming car was a sign from The Big Dude that I should focus on the now and never answer my cell when driving. So,here I am black and blue and on hella morphine trying to jot down a few thoughts. Sometimes life hands us instances like that to help us veer onto the path we need to walk. Though I have a totalled Civic,I still have a loving wife and my life,I can replace the car but I am not replaceable. As for

Back To Charlotte
It looks like I'm going back to Charlotte for the weekend. I'll be leaving Thursday morning and coming back Tuesday night most likely. Very soon I will be moving up there for good. I'm bored with the Durham area and I have my own reasons for choosing Charlotte. I'm looking forward to hanging out with people over the weekend!!! I had so much fun last time I was there and I know this trip will be better!!

Back Yet Again
Hey yall im back yet again! My computer fucked up last week and I got it fixed and working properly again thanks to my friend Llyod! He does awsome jobs on the computers! Anywho hit me up and see whats going on!

Back From Vacation
Hey folks :-) Well, today is my first day of work after 10 days off. Unfortunately the internet connection where I was sucked and could not begin to handle the CherryTap bandwidth needs. I was able to get in a little here & there, but I had to be real smart in stoping the page and loading only the pictures I was rating in order to try to keep up with folks that rated my pictures & page. In the whole time I only had one downrater (knock on wood). She rated my default picture a 10 this morning and an hour later downrated it to a 9. Not a big deal really, but it has the feel of punishment for untimely response. This afternoon, when I saw what she had done, I went to her page and rated several pictures 10 and her as well, but I blocked her anyway. It is a shame as I probably would have fanned her and tried to make friends, but I don't like how she handled things this morning. In any case, I wish her the best but I wish she find it away from me, lol. I hope everyone had a fa

Back Home From Surgeon.
Well...Got back home earlier today from having 6 teeth extracted. Went pretty well execpt for one of the wisdom teeth was still under the gum...So he had to split the gum open,remove the tooth in front,and then yank it out....Ewwwww!! Cant eat really....had some soup earlier and some mashed taters for dinner. Face is swollen like a puffer fish and my mouth is hurting. Other than that I can function for like 5-10 minutes before I have to lay down again. Have a great nite and see ya all later on.

~backlash~
I am the best merc in the business, catch the big boys, bring the Syndicate a lotta dough. Yet I am nothing more than a workhorse to them- worth only the profits I stuff their eager little paws with. All praise and fine when I'm on my A-game- racking up the perps- but let me falter, let them hire one merc that can keep up with me and I'm back to being the company freak. Back to being "Little Miss Condescending"- good enough to hand the tough jobs no one will touch, but not good enough to give the time of day to. Now they go to telling me I can't take this job? That the bounty is is impossible to collect- that I will never catch up to him? Tell ya one thing: I never say never. And when someone tells ME "never?" My response is simply: Watch me. I so love a challenge! So, Richard B. Riddick- Lord Marshall or no- you're MINE!

Backstage
So you've been wandering around the FU-Bar and you've ended up backstage. You've either been invited with an official pass, are drunk or have taken a wrong turn while trying to find the bathroom. By rkrgrl If you're up for it hang out and party with the band. Post up some pics of your own backstage passes or old concert stubbs you may still have laying around. Free drinks for those that actually do this! If your a musician then become an Official FU-Bar Rocker yourself and join the band! Post your info here. What do you play? Are you in a band? Got demos? Post a pic! You're backstage live it up!

Back To Ct
One thing history has taught us about ourselves is we get one chance for for every decision. big or small great or mild,..one chance to make it. i made a choice to leave ct last week. the cause was justified but there was another way to go about fixing it without leaving ct. as soon as i left i felt a great freedom,and soon after along with that feeling came a heart ache for missing my friends. i have pretty much all my friends on yahoo that i had on ct but it wasn't the same. for whatever reasons you cant converse with your friends as easily on yahoo all at once. people are either not on or hidden or you find yourself unable to catch up with them. during my brief leave from ct i did have a time of clear thought to gather my reasons for being here or not being here. my reasons in the beginning where to meet others, share my music, and my art. to make a connection that could carry over past online and into real life. i can say i believe with almost all of my friends i have that. along t

Back In The Ring
Lastngiht went back to firebreathing. went for about an hour or two..cant remember how long it took for me to use up all the fuel i had for it. no incidents like i said i learn frmo my mistakes but im expecting something to happen again.

Back From My Trip
Well, I had a nice time in Virginia.... I got to meet Greg and we had a good time...I didnt want to leave, but I have responsibilities here at home. I wish I could have at least stayed longer, but you know how that goes... Unfortunately, I didnt get to meet up with kl0wn and Twiztit, and I really wish I could have. i was so tired when I got there that I actually was passed out by midnight! So hopefully I can look to making another trip and will meet up with them then.... another unfortunate, I have been sick since i got home, which is why I was only online for about an hour in total yesterday...I'm feeling a little bit better today, but still pretty queasy... I had a midterm today...I think I did ok, but not really sure.... Greg is a good guy and hopefully we will get to spend some more time together soon...I couldn't tell how nervous he was, but being the guy he is, he locked his keys in the car right when he came to meet me...I guess thats one way to make sure he go

Backstabbing
Be careful who you talk to. Recently, I had a discussion with someone who said they were a friend of one of my family members on Cherry Tap. With my family member's best interests at heart, I bared my soul about my feelings of an acquaintance of theirs. The feelings were not good. During the conversation I was encouraged to continue. The person I was talking to even requested to be my friend. I find out about an hour after the conversation that he sent the conversation to the person I had shared my feelings about. This acquaintance then calls my family member and everyone else she knows. So now there is super huge drama over what was supposed to be a private conversation. I also recently found out that the acquaintance is passing off the conversation as a letter that I directly wrote to her. So now I'm getting threats from her peeps. I'll tell you, I've really learned my lesson on this one. You really need to know who you are talking to before you can trust them with an

Back To Work
Well since i am doing alot better n the doc says the spider bites r healing up well, i've strated back to work here. I never knew how much i truely missed it. Its been a dream of mine all these years to be a gunsmith and when i strated my shop a year and a half ago, it hasnt gotten old to me in the least.I hated being laid up n not working. But things r getting better each day, mom is getting better by leaps n bounds, so things r lookin up around here.Hope its going well fer everyone else too.

7 Back Pain Breakthroughs
7 Back Pain Breakthroughs http://www.rd.com/content/chronic-back-pain-breakthroughs-/ Are you hurting? Here's help. By Michael J. Weiss End Back Pain Agony Ouch, that aching back! If you've ever moaned in agony from back pain, rest assured -- albeit uncomfortably -- that you're not alone. About eight in ten Americans will suffer from it at some point in their lives. After colds, it's the No. 1 cause of missed work. It's a major drain on the American economy, costing more than $90 billion a year in medical bills. Yet a cure for the common backache is as elusive as ever. Part of the problem is the complexity of the spine, a miraculous structure of bone and cartilage that surrounds nerves linking the brain to the rest of the body. The lower back, called the lumbar region, bears most of a person's weight on five vertebrae separated by disks that work like shock absorbers to provide cushioning and flexibility. Muscles and ligaments supply further support. But over time,

Backless Black
Just a little cotton candy dressed in liquorice black - a backless thing that throws me just off-balance. Five feet, give or take a couple inches - but any more of her than that and too many men would die, hearts would stop - just a couple inches from the hemline to the knee and from the hemline to the waist and in-between the moon and stars collide. Sure, she wears it, but, in truth, she owns that tiny dress and every man left staring, speechless in her wake. © All rights reserved Scott Adelmann

Back From Our Trip!
Hi all, we are back from our trip! It was so much fun. We went to St. Louis to see my sister for her ordination ceremony to be a Chaplin, and eventually to become a priest! It was so much fun!!! We got to do fun stuff, and stayed in a nice hotel that was about 20 minutes or so from her house! She was excited that we were all there. We got to video tape the ceremony because James couldn't be there, he had to work! :( So we got the most important part of the ceremony....... and Jenny liked it. It was a long drive though, we were so ready to be out of the car! We liked the car so much we are looking into getting one soon, I hope! We drove a 2002 Ford Taurus............. it was NICE!!!!!!! :) I found one for about $6995, it's a 2002 model with only 72,000 miles or so on it, so not too bad. Some of them were outrageous and they had more miles on them. A very comfortable car, and the hotel was nice. We stayed three nights, but with coupons and help from my mom, and my sister, we only had to

Back To Work In The Woods :)
Well i finally got another job as a lumberjack so ill be off tot he woods.... the bad part Im going to be staying in a camp so ill be away from home even more.... if your wondering its not camping lol cause that would be fun... this is just a place to stay between work so i dont have to travel alot.......i wont be on cherrytap or fubar....whatever its called for long stretches. Im sorry to all my friends and fans..... and everyone else thats made this a fun time.... i will try to show love when i get the chance to be on.... anyway have fun peeps and stay safe.... ill be thinking of my friends while im there ;)

Back From Camping
Well, been gone for a week, hope we didn't miss too much! If you accepted our friend request during that time and noticed we didn't get around to rating your pics, let us know! We'll be sure to do so! Camping was fun. We spent most of our time about 40 miles south of Bend, OR at a couple of lakes and tons of volcanic tourist attractions! The Lava caves were cool! The weather was great, went fishing, etc. We'll put some pics up soon! Hope everyone is well, Mark and Lina

Back Again
Just wanted to say hello to everyone some of you might have noticed my lack of presence a few weeks so for all of u I wanted to say I am back again full of energy and partymood and noticed they have changed the pagename yet again:P boy was i surprised hehe so stop by and say welcome back or just be curiouss like the rest of us;)

Back From Disney :(
So yeah im home now from disney.... totally felt like i was fucking 5 there again wont lie. there was a fair share of little kids that got into my way for ride that i "accidentally" elbowed in the head! oh well, i guess theres always next year :(

Back Pay Is Pretty Much Spent
Easy come, easy go, I guess...... ...... WAIT A MINUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! EASY!!! THAT WAS EASY?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?! 3 YEARS OF WAITING AND THE MOUNTAINS OF PAPERWORK ALL THE PERSONAL, PRYING QUESTIONS!! Ok... Now that I have that out of my system. I'm going to get a truck... Dennis and I went yesterday and looked, we found a nice little Toyota Tacoma, it was around 6000$, I think.. But it was older than I wanted, a 1998 model.. If I can find the same thing in a 2002 or later, that'd work. Dennis and I are going to go to Disney World, and other things they are around Kissime Florida. I need a boat load of dental work, I just got an exam today and I need several fillings, a crown, a root canal, a tooth repaired and one needs to be ground down.. fun fun fun. Am going to replace the washer and dryer, towels, pots and pans ect.. The animals need vet visits, shots, spaying, nuts cut.. An

Back 2 Good
It's nothing, it's so normal You just stand there I could say so much But I don't go there cause I don't want to I was thinking if you were lonely Maybe we could leave here And no one would know At least not to the point that we would think so Chorus: Everyone here, Knows everyone here is thinking about somebody else Well, it's best if we all keep it under our heads I couldn't tell, If anyone here was feeling the way I do But I'm lonely now, And I don't know how To get it back to good Verse: This don't mean that you own me Well, this ain't no good, in fact it's phoney as hell Yeah but things worked out just like you wanted to If you see me out you don't know me Try to turn your head, try to give me some room To figure out just what I'm going to do Chorus: Cause everyone here, Hates everyone here for doing just like they do And it's best if we all keep this quiet instead And I couldn't tell, Why everyone here was doing me like they do But I'm sorry now

Back At Work
You know when you have been on vacation you get back to work they want you to do all the work that was left from the last shift .. well I have that tonight so I am pretending to work I have my laptop and I know I am heading in for a wild night.

Back To Work!!!!
WOOOOHOOOO!!! Yes finally after being out of work for a month, I am back in my game. and the feeling is awesome!!!!I am the type of person that really just cannot sit around and do nothing, so I was going stir-crazy. No more unemployment to claim for me. I am going to be making some pretty good money. Much better environment and alot closer to home. Plus it is what I know how to do. I won't disclose on here what exactly it is or where because of certain people who think they can try and ruin my life, But just know that it is nothing stupid, skanky, or illegal in any way shape or form, I mean c'mon, I have kids and a wonderful husband, plus I am not one to sell myself short.those who ACTUALLY KNOW me, know that I'm not one who can be knocked down so easily. Tootles~`Jen

Back In 2nd!
Make Me Miss August! Vote for Miss Lush- Keep up the votes everyday! Currently #2!!! Let's keep me on top! YOUR Votes DO count and HELP! I need your help to put me into the tristate hotties calendar! Vote in the Calendar contest as well as playing cards contest! ** Remember, joining with my recruit number gives me five extra vote points! If you're not from the Tristate area, use zipcode-08869. My Recruit ID# is 325. Help me win!! PLEASE JOIN!!!!!!! It will really help me get further! Vote for Miss Lush for August!! Let's do it this time Really! Thanks for all who have been participating and helping and thanks to those who will make me win this upcoming month!!

Back In It
hey what's up, people call me peanut, i don't know the name just stuck. i'm somewhat new to this site, but i guess you can blog on this. For a while i was always the person to back down from competition with women, not like they're supposed to be a competition (i mean so it's not degrading) but i would alwasy give up if i realized i didn't have a shot and i would never make the first move because of rocky relationships in the past and being used or played by a lot of people. But last night i realized to not back down anymore and give it my all. i'm not going to sit back and wait anymore for my opportunity to come to be with a girl, i'm going out there on a sturdy branch and going for it instead of watching as*holes and fatties get the girls by being a d*ck and some still go for that. i've come a long way from being a fatass myself to getting in shape and looking good, and now it's my turn. Nothing worth having ever comes easy, so those of you with relationship problems, look in the mi

Back Again
hi to everyone who reads this. it been a long time since i've een on or posted anything. well since march i fished up my first year at college and i'm starting my second year in a couple of weeks. i've gotten a jobit might not be the greatest job but i'm helping out the family. so yea. i'm still looking for that special someone, he's out there somewhere just haven't found him yet. so yea hit me up i'll be putting up some new pics soon.

Back To The Future
Back to the Future Announcing the new Built-in Orderly Organized Knowledge device, otherwise known as the BOOK. It's a revolutionary breakthrough in technology: no wires, or electric circuits, no batteries, nothing to be connected or switched on. It's so easy to use even a child can operate it. Just lift its cover. Compact and portable, it can be used anywhere, even sitting in an armchair by the fire -- yet, it is powerful enough to hold as much information as a CD-ROM disk. Here's how it works: each BOOK is constructed of sequentially numbered sheets of paper (recyclable), each capable of holding thousands of bits of information. These pages are locked together with a custom-fit device called a binder which keeps the sheets in their correct sequence. By using both sides of each sheet, manufacturers are able to cut costs in half. Each sheet is scanned optically, registering information directly into your brain. A flick of the finger takes you to the next sheet. The BOOK may

Back Like A Bastage!!!
AIGHT ALL, BEEN GONE FOR A BIT. HAD TO REBUILD MY VIDEO STORE. RUN MY BAR, AND ALL IN ALL DRIVE MYSELF COMPLETELY INSANE FOR A FEW MONTHS. WHEN I LEFT THIS PLACE WAS CALLED CHERRYTAP, NOW IT'S FUCKING FUBAR, BUT IF YOU ALL ASK ME IT'S STILL SNAFU. TO MANY NEW BULLSHIT SECURITY CHECK DEALS. TO MANY NEW BELLS AND WHISTLES, AND STILL NOT A GODDAMN THING I WANT TO DRINK IN THE DAMN GIFT DEPARTMENT. LOL. ANYWAYS, I KNOW YOU ALL MISSED MY BITCHING, I KNOW YOU DIDN'T BUT FUCKING HUMOR ME AIGHT? SO THAT'S THE UPDATE, I'M BACK LIKE A VICIOUS BASTARD, SO ENJOY. PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL P.S. NEKKID AND ALREADY DRUNK AS FUCK!!! NOW DANCE!!!

Back Home
Heya friends! Well I am back home again after visiting my family for 2 weeks for my sisters wedding. I had a wonderful time all but getting a bad cold while I was there. I am getting over it now, almost gone. :D I just hated being sick while I was up there and durning her wedding. All in all I had a great time. I am glad to be back home now and able to come on here a lot more and visit with you all. I wished I could haved stayed a few days longer but thats okay. I got to spend a lot of time with my family and my pets. I just miss them all so much now. hehe. How has everyone been? :) Girly glitter comments from www.GirlyTags.com

Back To Work
i am going back to work isn't that wonderful.....well it really is but i don't wanna i am feeling better now and we don't really know why i was sick or anything and i still have one more doctors appointment to go to on the 21st

Back To School....be Thier Voices!
With kids going back to school....be sure to watch for signs of child abuse and neglect! Recognizing Child Abuse and Neglect: Signs and Symptoms Factsheet Author(s): Child Welfare Information Gateway Year Published: 2006 The first step in helping abused or neglected children is learning to recognize the signs of child abuse and neglect. The presence of a single sign does not prove child abuse is occurring in a family; however, when these signs appear repeatedly or in combination you should take a closer look at the situation and consider the possibility of child abuse. If you do suspect a child is being harmed, reporting your suspicions may protect the child and get help for the family. Contact your local child protective services agency or police department. For more information about where and how to file a report, call the Childhelp USA® National Child Abuse Hotline (1.800.4.A.CHILD). (Back to Top) Recognizing Child Abuse The following signs may sign

Back To School!
With kids going back to school....be sure to watch for signs of child abuse and neglect! Recognizing Child Abuse and Neglect: Signs and Symptoms Factsheet Author(s): Child Welfare Information Gateway Year Published: 2006 The first step in helping abused or neglected children is learning to recognize the signs of child abuse and neglect. The presence of a single sign does not prove child abuse is occurring in a family; however, when these signs appear repeatedly or in combination you should take a closer look at the situation and consider the possibility of child abuse. If you do suspect a child is being harmed, reporting your suspicions may protect the child and get help for the family. Contact your local child protective services agency or police department. For more information about where and how to file a report, call the Childhelp USA® National Child Abuse Hotline (1.800.4.A.CHILD). (Back to Top) Recognizing Child Abuse The following signs may sign

Back To Reality, Bitches!
If there is one thing that annoys me about this place it is the sudden implosion of cyber marriages. Yes, cyber marriages, fubar weddings, all that crap really annoys the shit out of me. It's really none of my business on who marries who and what people do with their lives, but it annoys me to no end to see people wasting away their lives dedicating themselves to people they will probably never even meet. Now, I'm not one to judge, but honestly, if you are quite a distance away from the one you "love" do you really think it's going to work out in real life just because it works out online? I honestly believe that people on this site are multi-faceted. There is the fubar personality and then there is your REAL personality. When on fubar, you can be the person you are not. For an example...me. I'm really not gorgeous. Yes, these are my real pics, obviously, but for some odd reason, webcam makes me look thinner and prettier then I normally am. Do I ever have real life

Back.
Stolen away for the last 6 days more or less, by 2 of my siblings. Both along with everyone else in the family knowing how nothings really been going right in my life of late. Took me away for a few days out of the city. Just some nice quiet remote little place. Never felt so relaxing. Knowing full well, that the only ones which could call and bother us were our parents. Was a big weight off my mind. Now though, I'm home again. I'm really hoping that things stay quiet. Especially after the phone calls I had off my baby's biological father. None of it nice, and it's not getting written here. But all is well with both of us, and for that I am doubly glad. - Emjay

Back To Me....
Cueshe - Back To Me Sometimes I feel like I like I�m all alone Wondering how, what have I done wrong Maybe I�m just missing you all along When will you be coming home Back to me... There were times I felt like giving up Haunted by memories I can't give up Wish that I never let you go and slip away Had enough reasons for you to stay... Can you feel me? See me falling away (See me falling away) Did you hear me? I'm calling out your name (I�m calling out your name) Cause I�m barely hanging on Baby you need to come home Back to me... Sleepless nights Cause you're not here by my side Cold as ice I feel deep down inside Maybe I�m just missing you all along When will you be coming home Can you feel me? See me falling away (See me falling away) Did you hear me? I'm calling out your name (I�m calling out your name) Cause I�m barely hanging on Baby you need to come home When will you be coming home Back

Back When Insults Had Some Class.
He has all the virtues I dislike and none of the vices I admire." -- Winston Churchill "I have never killed a man, but I have read many obituaries with great pleasure." -- Clarence Darrow "He has never been known to use a word that might send a reader to the dictionary." --William Faulkner (about Ernest Hemingway) "I've had a perfectly wonderful evening. But this wasn't it." -- Groucho Marx "I didn't attend the funeral, but I sent a nice letter saying I approved of it." - MarkTwain "He has no enemies, but is intensely disliked by his friends." ----Oscar Wilde "I am enclosing two tickets to the first night of my new play; bring a friend... If you have one." -- George Bernard Shaw to Winston Churchill...followed by Churchill's response: "Cannot possibly attend first night, will attend second, if there is one." -- Winston Churchill "I feel so miserable without you; it's almost like having you here."-- Stephen Bishop "He is a self-made man and worships his creato

Back From Vacation
Okay.. i am back. i was gone. but now I am back. yay me. Camping was awesome. I was at an SCA event called Pennsic War and was pretty much Kilted and shirtless the whole time. i have an image but i am not sure if i want to show it because.. well, it's me topless and you can see how much weight i still need to lose but i had an awesome time, lost 6 lbs, ate bad food, met great people, and even had my dangly bits fondled at a party. can't get much better.. well, yeah, it could have, but it was a great time

Back To Work
With school reopening next week, I will have much less time online. I am sending this note out to thank all of my friends who have been just that - friends! For all of you who have rated me, I am indebted to you. I will try and have tried to at least start most all of you. If I don't finish, I will be certain to bookmark you pages so I can start again where I left off! Thank you all and I hope I least see you online to send you comments!!!!! manly

Backing The Wrong Horse?
I'm fucking pissed! I drive back to town from going to the slayer concert. I have some time to kill so I go to my favorite watering hole to have a drink and shoot some pool. I get my vodka and tonic (5 olives) and some change, head to the back and put my money on the table and wait my turn just like every one else. When my turn comes up I "rack 'em" and start to play. When i win the game i sit down to enjoy my drink while the next guy in line racks. I get up to shoot but there is this guy in the way preparing to break. I say "sorry man but it's my table". He gets upset and starts complaining that he wants to play his friend. I tell him that's fine but he'll have to put his money up and wait his turn, like everyone else. He has no intention of waiting and starts to play. So, me being me, I reach around and pick up the cue ball and tell him that I'm going to play my turn. Next thing I know I'm backed against the wall with 6 gang banging pussies trying to intimidate me into g

Back Home Finally
It is so good to be home. I went to NY for 2 weeks. I got home tuesday night. Mikes mom works for Delta so I was flying on a buddypass. I was supposed to leave NY Aug 9th but there was no seats available on the plane. So I waited till the 13th. I checked my bags and went through security and with a baby thats a pain in the ass in itself. I went to the gate checked in and waited. The only reason I got a seat is because a guy didn't show up. I get on the plane, put my seatbelt on and the guy next to me starts yelling at me because my daughter was in his space. He is so lucky I had to get off the plane. I had to get off because the guy decided to show up. So now I have to either wait till 3 in the afternoon for the next flight or go the 14th. It was 6 in the morning already and I was stressed so I decided to make it for the next day. I get there the next day and the same thing happens, there are no seats. Keep in mind also my bags that I checked in are in Oklahoma City already. So I only

Back In Texas, With Angel
I am back, in Texas with Angel, and its perfect, I am so very happy,we are both in love, i could not have asked for more. she is wounderful, beutiful, sexy, and every thing in between. I LOVE HER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Back From The Beach
Coming home from the beach has been overwhelming. My anxiety and panic was much more manageable away from home, all tho it was defiantly still a problem at times. I find myself now motivated to get some things done, and severely overwhelmed. Since Ive gotten home I've been sleeping a lot more. Generally i get 4-6 hours a night, and now between sleeping at night and naps during the day I'm getting atleast 12 hours. Its not good sleep either, I wake up very tired. Its never restful sleep, I wake up tons and I think Im dreaming alot. I wake up feeling hung over, even after going to sleep sober(as sober as a stoner gets) and i wake up confused and with a heavy head. Its so frustrating, I get up and I start cleaning, or whatever, and i make progress then all of the sudden its all so overwhelming and i have to go sit down and distract myself from thinking about it all. Why cant i just do it. Its like im constantly doing several things to keep from thinking too much about one thing. Thi

Back Out
An aging woman in bed with her even more aging husband turns to him. She says, "I'd like to do it tonight, but I'm afraid my back might peter out." He answers, "So would I, but I'm afraid my peter might back out."

Back Issues
A few weeks ago I started being awakened at night with terrible shooting pain in my legs. I went to my GP and he scheduled an MRI. Last week I got the MRI on my lower back. I've had MRIs before and they never find anything but this time they did. I just talked to my doctor and he has scheduled me to see a back doctor next week. I am so glad they have finally found something. I doubt they will be able to do anything for it but just having it confirmed feels good. And if they can do something for it then all the better. So next Friday I will find out what can be done and hopefully be taken out of a lot of pain.

Back 2 Work!
Last school year, completed my first year of working in a middle school as a Teacher's Assistant. And I really enjoyed my work and the kids, but the best part was, I was off all summer long. While school was out, I was off for 3 months!! I really enjoyed my first summer not having to work. I was finally able to do all the things in the summer I have always wanted to do but never had the time bc I was constantly working. So I went to VA on vacation to see my 2 brothers (one has cancer), nephew's 2nd birthday, Uncle's wedding and to sight see. We were gone 2 weeks and we had a great time! After I returned from VA, I spent a lot of time laying out on the beach or at the pool. My older daughter Britt goes to school full time and works nights and my youngest spent weeks at a time at her father's so I had plenty of alone time! And I took full advantage of getting up at noon and putting a bikini on and going to sit in the sun for 5-6 hrs. a day!! I got the best tan I have ever had s

Back To Work:(
I AM SORRY THAT I HAVEN'T BEEN ON LATELY, BUT I AM BACK TO WORK...SUMMER IS OVER AND I WORK 5 DAYS A WEEK... I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS N FANS,FAMILY :) JUST THOUGHT THAT YA MIGHT WANT TO KNOW WHY I HAVEN'T LOGGED ON THAT MUCH..HAVE A AWESOME DAY AND I LOVE YA:)

Back To School
I have such mixed feelings about today. My oldest daughter is now in the 6th grade. The middle one in 2nd and the little one in Pre K. This is the first time in 7 years that I will not be able to take any of my girls to school on the first day.( except the little one who attends the same school where I teach) I loved walking my kids to school on the first day. My mom was always there for me on my first day. Every year! Today, I will see the middle one leave on a van that will take her to school for me. It just doesn't seem very fair. My youngest will be moving up to Pre K today. Not much of a big deal to her since she has been transitioning into that room for a month now and I think it's just become a natural process with her. My class is at the opposite end of the building, so I don't get to check on her much. I don't know what I am going to do next year when she isn't in the building any longer. I do know that I WILL be taking the first day of school off of work!

Back Again
As some of you know, I'd retired Earthwhore. But now it seems the need for Earthwhore is back. I feel the need to spread the hatred again. Some things just spark up the urges to promote death, decay and fear. Why should humanity be worth saving anyway? Or any other life for that matter. Death is the highest order in the universe. It's inevitable.

Backstabbing Bitches.......
Why is it when a woman is strong, People bitch and moan? I can't be one to please all. So for this I take a fall. I try to get along with them, But all I get is a "you done the biggest sin". To this I will just walk away, I have nothing more to say. To all the fakers and haters, I will not cater! To your whiny ass needs, I say girl please. Grow a backbone and speak your mind. Stop hiding behind, That fake ass grin you give. If you have an issue with me, Be a woman and don't bow a knee! Tell me how you feel, Believe me I'll not get ill. We all have a right to get mad, No one can say they have never been bad. Hell if I'm wrong I'll admit, Guess what, I've slipped. No one is perfect and right all the time, So why go above one's head and whine? ***Written for the fake ass and spineless bitches that work around me!!*****

Background...
this is about a person i had a crush on for 5 years she opened my heart when i was closed she showed me kindness and gave me attention and she was the only one who did so i have lots of things iv written to her that only few ppl have read my Master room music blog was wrote in memory of what happened between us and all my notes i wrote her that are now stashed in my yearbook next to her picture... i told her my feelings and i did so at the wrong time in her life and i paid for it she ignored me she regrets this i believe bc she has always seemed like she wishes she didnt but i seen her today and it brought all those feelings back so i am writing heh

Back! And The Shadows Followed Me
Hi all Wolfie here! Mmmmm it has been too long indeed!.... I have just realized that I have indeed forgotten to post a new blog!.... well I have made it safely to Sydney and am now trying to find a job!...... it’s not too bad here I love it! There is someone I want to meet! Loll…… and someone that I regret meeting in my old days….. I still feel the pain of losing her! She didn’t know how much I cared for her!... how much I truly enjoyed talking to her and just being there for her to talk to and get things off her plate……. But I guess that’s my role in life ay?.... just to listen and then to leave…. It’s what I’m good at!... I should have become a social worker or a phicoligest! Lmao……. Like that would have happened!..... Anyway! I’m sooooooo just sitting here bored and listening to gothic metal as per normal! And just can’t get shannan off my mind! It’s been a while since I last talked to her and the last thing I said still burns in my mind!... like a venom! Slowly killing me and tea

Back From Vacation
Ok I am back from vacation and will talk more about it later but I don't have time right now because I am at the library using there computer because I had mine shut down for now so I also have pictures of Las Vegas and more miss you and can't wait to have more time to talk to you all about my fun fun fun.....

Back-to-school Internet Safety Tips
http://tech.yahoo.com/blogs/devlin/14799 Back-to-School Internet Safety Tips Mon Aug 27, 2007 4:32PM EDT See Comments (13) Since there can never be too many reminders for kids on how to stay safe online, here are seven from the Illinois Attorney General, Lisa Madigan. She joined with the National Center for Missing and Exploited Children, Microsoft, Best Buy and the Geek Squad, and an Illinois retail association to spread the word on safe online practices. Best Buy and other retailers will be distributing 20,000 mouse pads emblazoned with these seven tips during Back-to-School shopping days: * Never post personal information online. * Don't put strangers on your buddy list. * Don't post potentially embarrassing images of yourself online. * Remember that anyone can read blogs. * Communicate only with friends and family. * Tell your parents if you receive anything that makes you feel uncomfortable. * Think before you post any information about yourself--

Back From The Abyss.
Ok the last blog I did was a rough one for me. I was entering into a state of depression that brought me to the edge of suicide. I hated everything in my life and I was about to end it all when something amazing happened. But I will get to that in a minute... To sum up what has happened since the last blog... I went to court for a restraining order charge that was placed on me by my ex that was preventing me from seeing my daughter. I ended up making a deal where I got supervised visits with my daughter every other weekend. I was overjoyed just to be able to see her, but at the same time every time I saw her face and heard her voice my heart was torn further because I knew that everything that I had was destroyed. And as much as it hurt to see her I couldn't go without her. I was dying inside with or without her. I needed her because she offered me unconditional love but at the same time she reminded me that my ex was a destoyer of worlds. After my second visit from her everything

Back To Work
Well the 4th of Sept has approached with a vengence, to some around here it signals the well earned break from thier children to me it means I'm back to work.. Last year it was 350 students, this year I have a feeling there will be more, but we shall see..Hopefully this year since I'm "offical" my pay checks will be a bit better.. It's funny actually, without the "offical" school badge my pay was crappy but with it, it jumps up a whole 2 dollars..lol..oh well I'm in it for the pay I'm NOT in it to help mold young minds and not reinforce the prejudiciares that thier parnets have instilled in the sponges that lay between thier ears.

Back Home
Hi all you guys. I'm just droppin by for a quick "HI", since it is VERY late..about 2:20 am. We got home from Indiana at about 1:15...got the car unloaded, and everything piled into the living room, as usual. I'm not doin' another thing tonight, except to hit the sack. lol I did wanna spend a little time here, and check in on cmails, bulletins, and all that stuff. But, now that it's done, I think I'm headed for the nighty nite sack. It was a long 7 hr. drive, and it is good to be home safe, and sound. I'll be in tomorrow, and fill ya all in on the trip. I hope you all had a wonderful Labor Day weekend...I know we sure enjoyed ours. Take it easy, and talk to ya all tomorrow!

Back From Vacation
I am back from a well needed rest, "End of the Summer vacation." I will get back to all those that have left comments and mail real soon. I hope everyone have a great and safe Labor Day weekend. Hugs to all my friends and family. Gegi

Back Rub
Straddling my body, your naked butt on mine, you grab the baby oil and gently start rubbing my neck as you toss my long red hair aside. Then you work your way down my back, alternating from gentle to strong. You start massaging my sides as you lean down, your naked body on top of me. Reaching around my sides, you massage both of my large breasts. You begin to get hard; pre-cum seeps from your erect cock down into the crack of my ass where your manhood is nestled. You rub your cock back and forth as my tight ass cheeks squeeze you. Rubbing down my back again you get to my hips, spread my legs and put your legs between them making me open them even wider. Your fingers work their magic between my legs making me squeal louder and louder, deeper and harder until I cum and wetness fills me. You taste my sweetness, then grab my hips hard and pull me up onto my knees, pushing your cock deep inside of me. Pushing and then pulling back, in and out, slowly at first, then faster and harder u

Back For A Lil Bit
well gettin things back together at home .. out to see familly gttin a li l help taking care the mess left from the break in .. gettin my cell phone turned back on . hate the home phone anyways .. may give a few friends a call give em my new number ..blah blah .. what have i missed ? here

Back Track Lust.
You pulled the satin ribbons frommy chest againWe could drive through memory lane with your integalatic starewe've been swimming for hours trying not break that Au Naturel high Sucking you in once moretidbits of pouts meltingand your flow tomy flowfrom my positivesand your negatives.You kept on Askingwhy we stayed together as you tugged a fistfulof hair.~K~ " Its the Thing Now..

Back To The Cardiologist.....update
Well I had the appointment today...well I have to wear the monitor for 30 days, October 11th will be the last day. I tried my damndest not to have to wear it, but they said they need to monitor my heart crucialily...They did an EKG today...not so good, I have an arrhythmia, its beating at times too fast in the lower area of my heart its called Ventricular Tachycardia... so they are making me wear the monitor, to get the information on how fast its beating or how many beats per minute it beats, so they can more tell how to treat it. Its a lethal disruption of a normal heartbeat, it basically keeps the heart from pumping blood normally throughout the body. It can be caused by low potassium, which is what they seem to think the problem might be so they are thinking that they can maybe treat it by upping my potassium...they may not even have to treat it, or they may put me on medicines used to treat it...the last and only way they would be able to treat it is to do surgery and put in a pac

Back To My Roots
I have taken a major step in fixing my life and getting back to where i should be. I have re-enlisted in the US Army! I need this to get my life back on track, so im back in a good place now. For allthose who this upsets, im sorry, but now im doing something for ME!

Back To Despair
Someday, somewhere, before I grow too old, I hope I can find someone who shares the same openness and passion about intimacy as I...but I'm not feeling very optimistic today about my chances. Everyone wants to be my friend, no one wants to love me. I've decided to stop looking for love, and let it come to me. Nice guys DO finish last.

Background On Me.....
Well I am 28 and a single mom, my son is 11. I got pregnant when I was 16 and had my son just after I turned 17, 2 weeks before my senior year. I graduated high school and earned my cosmetology license at the same time. I have worked in the salon industry off and on now for about 10 years. I left my sons father when he was 1, he left my son when he was 2, and signed over his rights when he was 5. I have never gotten a dime from him, not even when we lived together. I have always done it myself, except when I have been too ill to work (that is a whole issue that I dont talk about much). I am not after your money or even wanting it, so please do not rank me with the rest of the gold digging trash you have known. I am a truly independent woman, that is a blessing and a curse, as most things are. I am a fulltime college student, a psychology major, GPA 3.789 out of 4.0, member of 2 honor societies. I have almost completed my associates and hope to transfer in the spring to a univer

Backseat
Teenagers again - backseat burning up desire like bubbles rising and tugging buttons, snaps, shirttails until precious flesh warm and moist upon me - windows fogged by then... Kissing hard squirming aching fit to burst and finally being safe inside you and the slow build up to feeling almost passing out as hand finds lovely breast mouth tastes luscious skin sweat breaks out - you rise and fall and rise again - in shadows I can see the place where part of me enters you. Teenagers again - our dams now overfill and we flood forth you fall into my arms and giggle as cars go rushing by up on the highway leading to our bed... © All rights reserved

Back
Im back.. did ya know i left for the weekend? lol Me and hubbys 5 year anniversary was saturday so we went and hid out at a motel. Kept ourselves busy of course.. and soakin in the whirly pool as Mark calls it :P It was great and I feel better... Im worth it dammit ! lol

Back To The Quick/short Greetings, Lol!
Just a brief one to let you know I will not be back online until about 9 p.m. tonight. I have a display at the Sparta Women's Health Night from 5 to 8 p.m. On top of that, I'm dancing with the Sparta Bellydancers at 7:10p.m. at the same function!! I find it amazing that it is almost the anniversary of sorts of my first official distance energy sending! That first sending truly changed my life in so many ways. To that young man, the recipient of said energy, I say thank you for coming back into my life and for being who you are and what you are for me! You know who you are, dearest Warrior friend, lol! And later this Fall, the first week of November, I believe, will be my one year anniversary here at Lost Cherry/CherryTap/Fubar! What an amazing year it has been, lmao! So many new friends, actually old friends found again. And I love each and every one of you so very much and appreciate your friendship more than you know! Have a wonderful day, dear friends! Much love and warm hu

Back To Army Life
Well, tonight is my last night as a free man! Tomorrow i go to the processing station in Dallas, take the physical,and take theoathof enlistment back into the Army. I know there is the possibility of me going to Iraq, but its a chance every soldier takes when he puts on the uniform. I am happy to be going back in, and i know the great spirit will protect and watch over me. John

Background Too Transparent
Layouts using this tutorial are very basic. This will change the background, the opaque to transparent and the font color. The values you need to change are the URL / FONT / COLOR / SIZE. For color either use web-safe colors or the hexadecimal value for a color. After choosing and putting in the URL, SIZE and COLOR choice, go here http://www.fubar.com/create_skin.php erase EVERYTHING that comes up when creating a skin and replace with this code. **DO THIS ACTION 2 TIMES. IT WILL NOT WORK OTHERWISE. YOU MUST GO BACK IN EDIT, SELECT ALL, PASTE, SAVE. To see an example of this code in action check this skin out... http://fubar.com/user.php?u=28962&preview_skin=438842 copy code below: body{background-image:url(URL)!important;background-attachment:fixed!important;background-repeat:repeat!important;} table,th,tr,td,p{background-color:transparent!important;background:transparent!important;color:COLOR!important;font-weight:bold;} body, tbody, table, th, tr, td, p,

Back For A Spell...lol
hey everyone...just wanted to let you all know that im alive and well...just been flying all over iraq the past few days...had some time to chill out and regroup..which is always good...hope everyone is doing good and hope i get to hear from you over the next couple days before i fly back out again!! brett

Back In The Day Shet
Today I stand, amongst a clamor of revelers. Some seem grief stricken, many others sit With their eyes held open with rusty paper clips, Reaching for that bag of chips waiting for that next distraction. The following is to the mourners: Take heart and take heed, because what has died today Serves to be born again in a new in a new frame. This is not what They had in mind; They weren't hoping for a populace distracted by the fame That's been forced into their picture frames By the same criminals who try to capture your sunrays In their non-existent monocles. Here lies the tortured body of a grand idea Massacred by diamond studded machetes and Painted up in the colors of Red. White. And Blue. Her life force still exists somewhere, below those knife wounds. And her true destiny has yet to be manifested, Though the texts of indoctrination would tell you otherwise. We loved Her as a mother, we loved her as our

Back In The Shadows Again...
I have been to nice lately... I feel like I have lost my edge.... I want to hide in the shadows for a time.... Watch and take notes... The chain that holds me back is finally breaking....that's a good thing... I am back to wanting to break shit and fuck against a wall until exhaustion....is that wrong? My hands tremble with the thought of violence, not from fear, but, anticipation of the act... I want to be a "nice guy" but that is a lost thought today... Instead I want to..... I don't know... Too many thoughts... He,he....too many thoughts.... madness, depression, anger, sorrow, laughter...my best friends sometimes.... And also my worst enemys.... Friends lost and promises broken.... Too many thoughts.... I want to walk in the rain and scream at the gods... Ask them "when is this test over?...when do I reach the finish line?" I wait in the shadows and laugh....

Back At Home Base For Supplies
Hey all my Fubarian Friends:) I'm on here for an hour or two...because we're getting supplies then back off to the mountains. I've got a friend looking after my fubar account while I'm not here. He's a pretty cool guy...his name is Mike No he doesn't belong to Fubar. So please be nice to him...:P So please rate/fan/add me to your friends list I'm just a lonely Soldier out here in the Dust Bowl of Hell!!!!!! well I'm off now...got to go check my emails and write a letter home to my MOM!!! Thank You ...roamnhands...AKA Dave Taylor SGT I LOVE ALL MY FUBARIAN FRIENDS HERE and HOPE TO MAKE MORE FRIENDS!!!!!oxoxoxoxoxoxox

Back Stabber
hate the way you treat me like im some object and when your done with me you toss me to the side to bad you do that to everyone and they are just waking up yea you never thought people would find out how two-faced you are did you but the truth is my dear your not to good at cleaning up your mess you leave tracks a mile long and whats that ahhh you dont like me wait is that because i know i dont have to take your shit and i have "REAL" friends you say you have realized who your true friends are well so have i and you sure in the hell are not one of them im tired of all the bull shittin drama im tired of the back stabbing cut troat 2-faced lies and all your childish games to be quite frank with you your nothing in my eyes your worthless

Back Home
11-4-03 I left my girl in Jersey and traveled to Berlin on my tour through Europe I ran into a French Girl who promised me everything but couldn't give me what I needed. I fell in love in spain and almost stayed there but I knew if I did I would never leave. On my way through Italy I found fine quisene but nothing I've found compairs to whats waiting for me back home in Jersey. The love i left behind the one I could never stop loving the only girl for me is back home in Jersey waiting for me. She has everything I need and everything I could want, nothing in the world compares to the beauty in her eyes. Soon I'll be back home in Jersey, and I will never leave again not for GOD or nation cause back home in Jersey I've got a girl waiting for me, I'm going to raise a family.

Back From Vacation And Back To The Pitch
When to quit the sport? Why the hell to people still play when they are approaching 40? Cause it is sooo damned satisfying to play as a team and the thrill of winning/scoring keeps one coming back for more Besides, why else would a family guy stay in shape...lol

Back To Work
Hopefully my blogs will evolve a little as i continue to post them.. but at least I don't ramble on forever and lose many.. :) I woke up at 3:30 this morning.. dammit.. why couldn't I sleep until at least 5? It is 6 now and I am completely ready for work at 7. It really sucks going back but I have been terribly lazy at home, eating too much, partying too much.. not keeping up with my exercise.. so being back on a schedule is a good thing. I should be on tonight for a little while if anyone wants to give me a holler..lol Thanks for making my vacation more fun!

Backstabed But Back Up
Sitting at a freinds house and the cell phone rings. The person im subleasing with at the other end saying that I needed to move the landlords orders. Ok fine I pack my stuff and get out and move in with my freind (who live in the middle of nowhere). No Internet no real home I'm screwed. So I dissapear because I have to. I Call my g/f about 3 times before i gave up and started thinking she found someone else. Though I thought about her almost everyday. Then I get the call that the apartment I had been wanting was open so I take it. I started to get back on my feet. Couple of months later after I built my computer I get Internet back. First thing I do is go look for her. I find a mutral freind who tells me he hasnt heard from her. Ok she has moved on I suppose. So I look on the bulliten board and see another freind has posted a bulliten to his place so I go check it out. I meet alot of new people there and when he sees me the first thing he asks is "are you going to dj again" I told him

Back To School
Well I have finally decided to go back to college. I have not been in school since 1994, back then my children were 3 and 4 and I was going through a nasty separation(Not divorce, just together 10 years and splitting up)and I was attending Clinton Community College with a major in Criminal Justice. I wanted to be a Probation Officer. Well needless to say he made it impossible for me to attend with dragging me to court every other day and doing anything he possibly could to take custody from me, which by the way never happened. I have had full custody of my children since the beginning of all this mess and they are now 16 and 17. Anyway I had straight A's but missed so much time they were not able to credit me for the courses, so I lost the A's, and was academically dismissed. I also lost all federal funding and student loans. The requirements to return...paying a full semester out of pocket which was not possible for me at the time being a single mother of 2 small children so I le

Back In School
Back In School by joe doe © A VENGEFUL BUTLER INVITES HIS FORMER EMPLOYER FOR A "VISIT" TO A GIRLS' REFORMATORY. TWENTY-EIGHT YEAR OLD SUSAN IS SOON STRIPPED NAKED, SHOWERED, AND SHAVED.... (THIS STORY WAS INSPIRED BY COLE; THANKS COLE!) I had never gotten along well with our family butler, Winston; he had always been overbearing when I was in school. So, after I got my Master's and took over the family business, I naturally lorded it over him. When my father died and I inherited the family estate, the first thing I did was to fire Winston. It was no surprise when he decided to return to his old teaching job at the local girls' reformatory. What surprised me was when he called me a month later and invited me to spend a week there as his guest. I was reluctant at first, but when he told me about the golf course, gym, running track, and Olympic-size pool, I finally agreed. He just wanted to show me there were no hard feelings, he claimed. The girls' reformatory was an imposi

Back
I think I now have to face the fact I may have some nerve damage to my back . Because the reason I say this is because it is getting harder for me to sit,or lay ,standing is fine ,which is wierd . I have plans to call the doctors office in the morning to see what can be done . I wouldn't rule out surgery .

B;ack Rose Mourns
My home is far but the rest lies so close With my long lost love under the black rose No will to wake for this mourn To see another black rose born. When hope seems impossible Perhaps it just lies in the hands of another Too many people simply see reality As what we can see and touch But feelings are very real too. Perhaps we should have a sign around our necks So all the world could see how we feel inside We all feel crazy from time to time But few things I've read ever expressed that feeling with such power. Depressions is unique It can be and too often is The largest, most dominant thing in a person's life And, yet, at the same time, it is nothing at all… So I conclude what cannot be said But to write how I feel nothing compared Every rose has it's thorns As well as the black rose mourns.

Back From Urgent Care
Hey Everyone, I just wanted to let you all know what I found out at Urgent Care today. Before I went to Urgent Care, I had a temperature of 101. When I got there, I did not have a fever. The doctor I saw was really nice and asked me a lot of questions. He told me that I have bronchitis, a viral infection in my stomach and some other kind of infection. The doctor gave me a prescription for a Z-Pak to fight the bronchitis. He told me to drink plenty of fluids and rest. He even gave me the bus money to get home. So if you do not see me on here that much bombing or rating, I am in bed resting and trying to get better. Love you all, Tiggerbear2007

Back To Work Wednesday 9 Oct 07
The first time I've ever gotten a certified letter, requesting my return to work. Too cool! It was from Ameron International. Certified welding again, and it's UNION! More money less work! Whoo Hoo!

Backseat Oral
Backseat Oral by POFD © It was close to 5 PM one November evening when Isabel called me to invite me out for drinks. We worked together and had been seeing each other for awhile. With her lovely, slightly-accented voice she suggested something more than cocktails and hors-d-oeuvres. We left work together and, getting in our cars, headed to Shirlington, where there was a pleasant tapas bar. The bar was her choice because it was midway between my house and hers. Isabel was 40, but didn't appear to be middle-aged. It helped that she was Cuban; her Latin ancestry gave her lovely olive skin, dark eyes and beautiful, lustrous dark brown hair with hints of red. She had a trim figure with a perfect ass and full breasts. Live every other Latina I met, she loved sex. If there was one complaint that I had with Isabel, it was that she was married. She had recently filed for divorce. Still, I was fucking a married woman. "Not the first time", I thought. We got to the restaurant, Toro, and

Backstage Bliss
Backstage Bliss by Tabby JJ Kitty © You come to the theatre I've been working at to meet me after rehearsal. I've been directing. I'm in the dressing room inventorying costumes before I meet with the designers about what else we need. You walk in all brisk and chilly from outside. I take your face in my hands to warm you up then kiss you passionately. You take off your coat. I love the way you look in your suit for work. I'm sitting on the make up counter with my feet in a chair while I shuffle through paper work and script notes. You stand in front of me, taking the papers form my hands and setting them aside. You gently stroke my face and neck with your soft gloved hand. I look up at you - god you look good and it's been such a long day. I move the chair, pull you toward me, wrapping my legs around yours and unbuttoning your suit jacket. God you look good. You take off your gloves and stoke my hair with your hands, you know what I'm about to do and you sigh with anticipation.

The Back Room
The Back Room by Serena_Orgasmic © The neon sign outside said The Back Room, or at least it was supposed to. Three of the letters had burned out and never been replaced, so what it actually said was The Broom, and that's what it was called by its degenerate patrons. It could generously be called a bar, but in truth it was a hole in the wall. The pool tables were scratched to hell, and used less for billiard games than for sexual ones. There were more burned out neon signs inside advertising 'orna,' 'Mill,' and 'udweis.' A small stage stood in the corner, though it rarely saw a live band, taking a back seat to the ancient Juke Box, which most nights made about as much money as the toothless bartender. The Broom's degenerate patrons were mostly red of neck and blue of collar. The few white collars thrown in for good measure paid more attention to the crossed legs of their female companions than to the rings on their fingers. Sleeves were seldom seen and midriffs seldom covered, n

Backbone
A few of U know this already, but a few days ago an ex gf of mine wanted to get back together with me. We tried twice and failed so I knew the answer was hell no. Still I was curious why she broke up with me in the first place, so I asked her. She told me I was too clingy. I wouldn't hear from her for 2 and 3 weeks at a time so I got concerned. This of course pissed me off and I told her sorry I gave a rats ass about U. She then tried to blow me off saying whatever and still pissed I said that her ass wasn't good enough for me and that I could easily do way better. It felt really damn good because when we broke up, both times I acted weak and said let's be friends and all that bs. IDK but when she put it all on me for our relationship failing when she was always blowing me off for her buddies I got pissed and let her know how I felt.

Back Garden
Back Garden by mindrazor © We live in a nice, well off, leafy suburb in Johannesburg, South Africa. We have our own private little garden area at the back of the cottage, which is pretty secluded, and only accessible from a garden door, which is always shut, or the glass french doors leading off the bedroom. I live with my girlfriend, Kirsten, and we have a great relationship. The thing is, that I have stronger exhibitionistic urges than she does, although she’ll quickly take me up on a challenge. However, I do get off on the possibility of being seen naked. Of having other people’s eyes stroking my penis, when I “don’t know” they’re watching. I often suntan in the nude in our back garden, but that’s about as exciting as it gets. However, one Saturday morning, an opportunity presented itself, that had my mind working overtime. I was in the bedroom, rearranging my cupboards, when Kirsten’s cellphone rang in the lounge. It was her mom, Karen, on the line, wanting to return some

Back Yard Show To College Dorm
Back Yard Show to College Dorm by showife © Some years ago I was working at a vacant house near a college campus doing some clean up and maintenance work. The house was right behind one of the boy's dormitories and had previously been occupied by students. A few of the days my wife had come along to work with me since the kids were in school. It was springtime and we were finally having some nice warm weather after a long winter. Since the house was empty, and the back yard was fenced in, my wife decided to lay out in the sun to get an early start on her tan. By the second day of her doing this I noticed that every so often some of the boys would be looking out their windows, enjoying the springtime warmth and also looking at her. The third day she decided to get some sun was the warmest we'd had that year, as the high was near 80 degrees. I noticed that she had settled into her lounger to soak up the sun and looked very content. She had slipped her arms out of her suit so s

Backyard Antics
Backyard Antics by dracomalus© This is something that happened to me when I was about 21 years old. I had just arrived at home from work. It was one of those days you wished you could go to the bar and just drink the day away. I work for a small company in southern Texas. It was shortly after the colleges and high schools had gotten out, and the weather had been holding up pretty well lately. So, as I drove in, I noticed the car in the house next door was in. It belonged to a nineteen year old girl, Lily, that had just moved there for the summer year in college. We lived in one of those neighborhoods where all the housewives gossiped about everyone and everything. So far, the story was she had just graduated and was single. I got out of my old black cougar eliminator. I had seen a lot of good times, and more than my fair share of girls in the spacious back seat. I quickly checked myself in the mirror. My black hair was just short of falling into my dark green eyes. I wouldn'

Back To The Work Force
Well for the ones who know me, know I have a new job. I start my new job on Monday. It has great benefits and the pay is really good. The only thing I don't like about it, is that it is swing shift. So therefore I will not be on as much :( I am gonna miss you all and I will come on when I can. Hope you all don't forget about me...

Back On The Air!
Hey everyone who missed and and rasberries to those who didn't even know i was gone...I'm back and I'm ready for anything :) hope to hear from all of my peeps soon...drop me a line or a joke or just a hey...I'll return the fav...*** HUGS *** to all who missed me and Peace be with all :)

Back From Rehab!
Well everyone, I am finally back home! After 26 days of rehab I have come to terms with my addictions and am eager to maintain drug and booze free...crazy thing to say since this is fuBAR! But yea I missed all my friends on here and look forward to talking to all of you again as well as getting to know new members as well! So glad to be home and looking forward to continuing my life positively and finally doing something with it. Wish me luck...so far been sober a total of 30 days!!!!

Back
My back and neck are both not any better. I can't wait for the first of November toget here that way I can get in and see the doctor . I have tried everyting short of giving up because of the pain. The fun part is trying to sleep at night. I have to sleep on my stomach and that is even getting old .

Back In Town Fer A Bit
just wanted to let everyone know that i am good and back home. sorry i didnt tell yall that i was leavin but it was a snap decision on a jopb i couldnt turn down. lol it made my winter nest. well i hope that yall can be understandin bout all this and will fergive me fer not tellin yall ahead of time i was goin to be gone. sorry fer worryin the ones i had and no im not mad at anyone just really didnt have access much. oh and to let yall know i will be gon from fr til the thurs before halloween on another job and the surgery the day after i get back. bein that they have to cut my belly then i prolly wont be on fer a bit after that. anyways yall stay sweet and i will be on when i can over the next few months. HUGZ to all.

Back In Time
Back In Time By: April Terry To go back in time, If only it could be. For once in my life, I just wish it could be. With each passing day, I realize more and more, Things will never be, What they once were. To go back in time, Should be an option. The place I now stand, Is driving me crazy. I know what I should do. But I have no clue, As to how it should be done. The last thing I want, Is to hurt someone I love. To go back in time, Oh what I would give. Maybe my soul, Or this chaotic life. Nothing seems to make sense, No matter what I do. I fill as if I’m running in circles. And the more time that passes, You slip further away. To go back in time, Is it too much to ask? To know your all mine, And to ease my mind. I can’t help but wonder, If there still someone else. And with each passing day, The heartache seems to grow. To go back in time, Would you if you could? I know by doing so, I wouldn’t be who I am. But would that really be so b

Back In Prespective
Well i know its been quite awhile since any of yall heard from me. Theres been alot of changes going on here and me dealing with some personal problems. Also in a investment i thought was a sure thing, i got ripped out of 500 bucks. But its my fault i shoulda investagated the guy before sending him that kinda cash. I'm doing better though so dont anyone worry, i'll be fine. One thing though i cant promise i'll be on as much as i use too fer a few weeks or a month. buti will try to check in as much as possible. I miss each one of you and hope your all doing well.

Back To Being Me!!! Humm......
The reality of reading someone else's sappy Blogs.... Makes me want to Puke!!! Sorry, for posting all the warm Puke of Late. We have the ability to make choices.. That is 1 fact I try to make clear, to people when I post a comment. If you choose your choice... It is YOUR own PICK!! Please do Not place"BLAME!!!! "Choice: is 1 Freedom we have out of the our own abilities in Life... Everyone has a choice of right or wrong!!!! If you do not like my words.... That is YOUR choice... Do NOT ask for MY comment if YOU DO NOT WANT: my honest OPINION!!! If you you delete them that is YOUR choice... If I make MY comment, it is MY choice... When I make the "WARM PUKE" Comment... Watch out!!! It is MY CHOICE to give you a kick in the Ass from MY POINT OF view!!! Yes, I am Back to my Regular mode once again!! HAVE A BERRY SWEET DAY!!!! P.S. I only wish here I could give you a posa w/pics!!! LOL!1

Back To The Hell Hole
Were going back to IL, not able to stay here sue to financial problems like the cost to live in a place down here, plus our room mate got laid off from his job til lext june, Shawn cant do it on his own with paying rent plus utilities and bring food in house and im looking for a job but no telling when id find one. But beware FL! we'll probably be back in june

Back From Vacation
Well, the title says it all. I spent most of last week puterless and offline while visiting a friend in the Seattle area... All I can say is I really like that area, great to visit for sure. If I had the freedom to move, it would be near the top of my list, along with New Orleans, but thats a blog for some other time As for Seattle, I did quite a bit of the touristy stuff, but still had fun. I was able to catch a Seahawks game @ Qwest, which was fantastic. The fact they won the game was even better! It was great to be part of the loudest crowd in the NFL for a game. I was also about 5 miles from an actively erupting Volcano - Mount St. Helens. From the viewpoint we had, we could actually see the smoke (from the heat of the lava/magma inside the volcano. It was incredible to be that close. Of course, I did a lot of the touristy stuff as well (Harbor cruises, Space needle, etc), but won't bore ya with details here.. those will wait till I post the pictures I have.. LOL. B

Back To Work For Me!!!
I have finally been released to go back to work and started today....I will not be on as much but will try my best to keep up as much as I can. Of course, my HH giveaway started the day before I went back lol. But I have had a couple of dedicated friends that have been helping me out.....I am coming home from work and maxing my comments, however, if you get bored and want to help a girl out click on the link below and it will take you straight to the page I need comments on.....Anyone that knows me knows each and every comment will be appreciated!! I will not be posting as many comments as I usually did but will try to show extra love on my days off!! Luvs ya all!!!

Back Home
Well, I have decided to go back to my parents house for a few months. #1 reason is they are in their 70's now and limited mobility. so they need me to be around and help them with stuff. #2 my current room mate (after a couple years) is not all that great. i like the guy but he has way to many habits I cant live with any more. A - smoking nothing against smokers, but it affects my health way to much breathin in his smoke. B - big whiskey tooth. every day / night a full bottle gone. I drink, but not like that. he cant go one day without whiskey. C - hes a slob I am tired of cleaning up after him. I come home from workin 8-12 hours and the last thing I want to do is clean up his messes. dishes from the night before he said he would do. I sweep, mop, vacuum the floors when i can, but I need him to also. added to that, when he washes dishes, I have to do them over again. food still on the dishes. I guess I should have seen this before my 2nd year of living here

Back To Footbal!!!!!
Yawkey Way, Beacon Rd., "The Hub", Fenway Park. These are names that every New Englander can associate with fo 8 months out of the year. It's BOSTON, home of the 2007 WORLD SERIES CHAMPIONS, the RED SOX!!!! But now that October has come to a close, and we're already holding one trophy, fans refocus their attention just a short drive south west of BOSTON. Gillette Stadium, Foxboro, Massachusetts. Football fans all over the country are now being familiarized with more New England geography as the NEW ENGLAND PATRIOTS are well on their way to an undefeated season! And Sundays now are nothing but loyal fans glued to the TV once again to cheer on their team as they try to acomplish what only one other team in history has done...a perfect season. But when Miami did it, the season wasn't as long. There are 2 extra games now. And Sunday would prove to be quite a test as the only two teams in the league still undefeated would meet each other, and as luck would have it, it would b

Back To Work...
Phx was great...hiking went well...however the truck didn't do so well. Snapped a tie rod the first night...so i lost a day and a half nwaiting on the dealer to repair it. Then after the 90mph assault on flagstaff i noticed smoke from under the truck...she was spewing trans fluid from the transfer case output seal...so...the truck is in flagstaff and i have a 2008 rental... 8500 feet currently...nother 1000 foot to go and back to flagstaff i go to pick up the truck. Guess the put a transfer case in it...and since its fixed i get to pay for the rental until i can get back...what a bargin eh? DW

Backed Into A Corner
I made you a promise And gave you my word Why is it, tell me this What is it you heard? I know I said I would stay away And keeping my word was hard to do I know there is nothing I can say But I am so sorry I hurt you There is always something That gets in the way And all the hurt it would bring If I were to say I fell for him too What more is there What am I to do And I know you care my intentions are and were As well as remain the same The have always been pure No, this wasn't a game I will back away but not too slow Give you the time and distance To think and in doing so By not giving in to your resistance I cant be the one to hurt you I wont be the one to make you cry acting as if you don't hurt, but you do But if you truly need me I will be by your side I wish you the best in life All the joys love can bring so I don't cause anymore strife Alas, good evening I love you both from the bottom of my heart

Back Monday
I'm way behind, but will return Monday...please give me a few days to catch up!:-) My kid and I are going to an annual retreat in West Marin for multiracial Jewish families.:-) Honor our Veterans and our Active Duty personnel...let's work to support our returning troops needs and bring the rest of them home ASAP. Shalom!

Back In Hospital
Well, dad started chemo last Wednesday.... And ended up in the hospital on Sunday....Nice huh? It completely wiped out his white blood cells...as of today his White Blood Cell count was 600 which means he has NO way of fighting any kind of infection. He also already has an intestinal infection and is very sick and weak....so it hasn't been a good few days....He should pull out of it in a day or so tho...Keeping fingers crossed and the prayer lines open...... Thanks all for your support...I will be thanking those of you who continue to show me daily how great friends can be....

Back In My Hole
I was doing good. I was being so strong, until I saw you and my whole world just crumbled apart again. My heat was almost completely numb. Then I heard your voice and saw your face, looked into your eyes and my heart filled with sadness and pain. My head full of questions of why...why did you do this? For 3yrs I gave my all. It's takein everything I have to hold back the tears. It took everything I had not slap you, it took everything I had not to go off, and it took everthing I had not to grab you and kiss you. It's takein everything I have to try and forget you.

Back
Looks like I'm actually gonna have time to visit again now. I know it's been almost two months since I've talked to a lot of you, but life has been a true nightmare here. Please bear with me as I get back into the swing of things again...

Back Ten Degrees
"In those days Hezekiah was sick unto death. And the prophet Isaiah the son of Amoz [yes, THE Isaiah of the book bearing his name in the Old Testament] came to him, and said unto him, Thus saith the LORD, Set thine house in order, for thou shalt die, and not live." The twentieth chapter of Second Kings opens with Judah's king Hezekiah about to die soon after the Assyrian siege of Jerusalem described in chapter nineteen had been lifted. Not because the Assyrians had won, of course, but because the forces which had surrounded the city all died during the night, all 185,000 of them (the equivalent of just over nine modern divisions of twenty thousand soldiers each) slain by the angel of the LORD. This loss would have a profound effect upon Assyria; in fact, history records that these "bad boys" of the Near East never mounted a large-scale assault again. Hezekiah's own impending death prompted him to do something not, like so many who preceded and followed him on the throne of Judah

Back Into The Dating World
My husband and I just recently decided to see other ppl. I am not sure what i should do. Whether to stay single and enjoy my new found freedom. Or to try to date and find another mate. This is the first time in 12 yrs I have been faced with this Question. I believe I can be happy either way, But If i am to date again need to know what the best ways r to meet new ppl. If u can help either comment or Shout at me. Thanks!!!

Back Home!
Hello all today is my first full day back home from the hospital. I am very sore but doing well. I think. Surgery went well. But there is a lot of pain involved on getting better. Just wanted to let everyone klnow that I am back and I am recovering just taking forver to recover. Happy thanksgiving all!

Back To The Coast
Well my plans have changed yet again but this time its cause my husband is back so i will not be staying in gloster like i had planned My aunt is now going to have to go stay with my uncle till a time when i can deal with the thought of being near the man i love but whom hates me I just feel that if i stay here in gloster that i will not do well and that i will sink into depression due to the fact of knowing my husband is near and i cant be with him so i have decided to go to the coast an just go back to work there and take care of my mother I will tell you all i love my husband and he and i have both said things to each other that were mean when we were angry I do regret alot of the things i have said but he has deserve some of it for what he has done to me had i done some of the things he has done to me he wouldnt have dealt with it well anyways everyone i will not be online for awhile i love you all if anyone needs me just call my cell loves Ya LP

Back At Timbercreek In Louisburg, Ks Tonight!
Hey all, That's right...my band RiverGard is back at Timbercreek Bar & Grill tonight (November 23rd) from 8pm to midnight. There's no cover charge, only great LIVE MUSIC, dancing, Great food, and just GOOD FUN! Come on out tonight and enjoy some great live music in a really NICE venue with plenty of dancing, drinking and FUN! As always, mention that you heard about us on Fubar to recieve a FREE personally autographed 8 1/2 x 11 color photograph of the band (supplies limited).

Back!
I got back from my trip to Mi at 330 Thanksgiving morning. It was a Very Long and lonely drive. Almost 14 hrs., I just wanted to wish all my FUBAR friends a late, but, happy Thanksgiving. I could hardly wait to get back here to see everyone.

Back Then
So you broke up with me and im tryin to start anew how am i spose to do that when all i think about is you i dunno why girl but your always on my mind still got me writing bout ya all the fuckin time crazy girl whatcha got me goin through, got me mezmerized is it the long blonde hair, the stunning smile or those baby blue eyes wasnt a bad breakup but girl you broke my heart you dont realize how being without you is tearin me apart {back to the beginning before we came undone back before the army, when things were still fun back to the beginning before our affairs were stirred back before the army, before you kicked me to the curb}chorus now i sit and wonder what the hell i did wrong gotta hold my head up, gotta keep stayin strong i wanna hate you for the pain i feel inside and thinking about you only makes it amplified i cant do it, bring myself to hate you i just cant after everything youve put me through we're no longer together gotta getcha off my mind cuz in real

Back Again..
Well yesterday I went to my sister's so I can get reacquainted with an old friend. It was nice as we went to the Comedy Club and then bowling afterward. Coming off a 4 day weekend and I still feel I have not rested at all.. Alot of emotional ups and downs have taken place and I am tired, frustrated and wondering when will it ever end. So much is going on in my life and it seems that things just keep getting worse. Even when I try to be better or do things different, nothing changes. I guess the only way to know that it will is to change them myself. Something just has to give though as I can't go on like this. It is not healthy and only makes things worse... Anyway, this is my little vent for now.. Later everyone...

Back In Hell
Well im back in hell some where i dont want to be all cause i am scared to be around my husband cause all the pain he seems to cause me I do love him i just wish hed get his head out of his ass and grow up and stop telling lies on me and i sure the hell wish hed stop listning to people that dont know the whole truth or just want him to be unhappy cause there are I had to go to the emergancy room tonight all cause i had a panic attack and a migrain so i had a fun day i just wish i could return to 2 years ago and redo alot of things and make sure me and my husband never went to ft drum ny that was the worst mistake of our lifes well anyways ive got to get off the computer and get some sleep its 3 am and i have alot of crap to do today so loves ya everyone and doug if you read this i do love you an miss you i just wish youd actually just give us a chance and stop believing all the lies you made up to push me away and make me look bad good night

Back Issues
Not sure what I did. but i went to the chiropractor today, and I am on bedrest til at least thursday. At this point it is unclear as to what is wrong, or what I might have done to cause the pain that i am in. Just wanted to give those of you that care an update! Jenn

Back At The Apartment...
Well I am home...at the apartment. I hate dealing with family issues. They always call on me for things like this bullshit. After lunch I did a quick stop at the hospital. Pearl was fine. She just twisted her hip a bit. Her head is the same. I told her I was going to fix her walker or get her a new one. She was apologizing for this mess. I told her it wasnt her fault which it wasnt. I started thinking...danger danger...as I was driving back to Doris' and instead of going back there, I went to Gini's and her shit for brains husband Bobby's house. I told Bobby that since he had no sense in fixing the walker that he can go with me to buy another one. He was like no...he needs the money. I said well if you werent a dumbass and fixed the walker properly you wouldnt have to go buy one. Then Gini got involved but it was actually for my side which was fucked up. So they were arguing and finally he went with me to get one. That was a silent car ride. But he bought one..

Back From Dr
ok, I am back fromthe dr and it is official...I AM DYING~! No seriously, my blood pressure is way high so I am on med now to get it down. Today it was 160/122. Maybe once it comes down my head and neck will stop hurting so much. I hope so~! Jeff is off work today and laid up with the staph infection. We won't be getting any housework done today ~ I plan on moving him out of the bed so I can lay down shortly. I am sleepy today for some reason. Guess it may be the weather. Cool and crisp outside. Makes me want to just snuggle up on the couch and sleep all day. But we all know MOMS can't do that~ I hope you all have a great day and JAY...happy birthday (again)~! ~~smooches~~

Back In Missouri
I back.. and my lappy is working again! Not only did the wireless not work, but this thing also reverted back to its troublesome self. So once again Brad to the rescue. I'm off work until Monday. Then I have a pretty decent schedule. That's good since it all means more $$. Christmas gifts from Cheryl are going to be limited I think. I have to buy a car. HAVE to. I can't put it off anymore.. and I can't afford it either. If anyone knows of a halfway decent car for very very cheap I'd love to know about it. Le sigh. So on Sunday I'll be 4 months along. I have my next appointment on the 18th. And I'll be 18 weeks then... which is EXCITED! Between 20 and 22 weeks is when I'm supposed to have my next ultrasound to find out the sex. To TRY to find out anyways. I hope this lil zombie cooperates! What else... hmm I don't know if I'm feeling the baby move and kick but I'm definately feeling things that I haven't before (or maybe not noticed?) I like to think it's the baby. That m

Back At The Start
I swear im getting back where i started.... the shy quiet girl who doesn't talk to anybody. I'm afraid to get close to anyone anymore. im afraid to get attached to someone and get hurt in the end. because it has happened so many times. i know im only 19 and this is just the beginning but. I dunno if i should let my guard down or build a bigger wall.. and hardly trust anyone or be more hesitent to meet people. sometimes i swear i just wanna be in my own lil bubble ... hardly anyone understands me anymore. my friends don't know a whole lot about me. i've got so many secrets im bout bleeding out my ears from it. and People don't understand how sensitive i can be when it comes to my feelings and stuff. i might look tough and all... which i don't think i am.. but other people do. but damn I would call myself a baby sometimes. I still think about my past so much it drives me nuts... i regret so much .. but gesh u can't go back and change it. I worry so much about the future cuz i don't have

Back From Tx
I just got back from TX. I was visiting a really good friend of mine from high school. My girlfriend and i drove out there with the baby and had a blast! I made it home safe and sound. The baby did very well on that long as drive.

Back Home Again
hi everyone, just got home a few days ago n back online today. I'll try n message everyone i can, just letting yall know i'm back fer awhile n missed you all. as long ass my slow ass pc permits i'll be online as much as i can. hope everyones been doing well, and that you all r having good holidays.

Back In Hizzy
The house finally past inspection on the heating and air...it only took 4 times to get it right. I think that it's mad shell on there part.so now we are about a month behind so no moving in for x-mas. The contractors talking about maybe the end of next month.

Backdraft
Quiet, peacefull. Thats usualy the way it starts. A blaze reaches its point of balance and waits, inside, the heart still smoldering,just waiting for a breath to continue to exist. Some one unsuspecting sees a door and may open it... And full fury is unleashed. The stillness, and then the whine that denotes destruction, a warning. A woman sits on the other side of the door, (to her heart perhaps) thinking. her hand slowly reaching towrds the handle... she must change to survive...

Back Home
I finally returned home from Iraq. I want to thank all my Fubarian's that kept me company while I was over there. Please support those still in the fight and remember the ones we left behind. Thanks... love ya's. String

Back In Michigan!
Well after a month in California, it just wasn't for me. I've moved back to Michigan (for better or for worse). I need to start looking for someplace to live and a roommate to split an apt with. It's good to be back (and fucking cold too!)

Back To Me
Sometimes I feel like I like I�m all alone Wondering how, what have I done wrong Maybe I�m just missing you all along When will you be coming home Back to me... There were times I felt like giving up Haunted by memories I can't give up Wish that I never let you go and slip away Had enough reasons for you to stay... Can you feel me? See me falling away (See me falling away) Did you hear me? I'm calling out your name (I�m calling out your name) Cause I�m barely hanging on Baby you need to come home Back to me... Sleepless nights Cause you're not here by my side Cold as ice I feel deep down inside Maybe I�m just missing you all along When will you be coming home Can you feel me? See me falling away (See me falling away) Did you hear me? I'm calling out your name (I�m calling out your name) Cause I�m barely hanging on Baby you need to come home When will you be coming home Back to me...

Back To School
I may not be on here much here soon. With 2 kids, Christmas, Working, and goin back to school. I probly will be pretty busy. I will answer messages as soon as I can. Please don't delete me. I enjoy talking to you all.. Hugs.. Have a great day..

Back To Reality
Caught up in the words that appear on your screen Wanting to believe so much of what is seen Your heart skips a beat with each new person you meet Wrapped in illusion There becomes confusion What is real, what is fake So much of you to give and take Freely speaking words you'd often not say Hoping later, your heart won't pay You wait for that comment, or email, or shout Finding so many ways to overlook your doubt It's different this time, it has to be He's sweet, he's smart, and he loves me What's a little distance When there is no resistance What's and issue or two Love will see you through Then one day you realize its just a dream What you wanted it to be, is all you have seen Your eyes are now open and reality set it in You wake up alone, and your life is not him Though never real, your heart is still cold The emptiness takes its familiar mold And you wonder how long it is going to be Before you head back to fantasy **copyrighted 2007 W

Back In The Game
So I got permission from the hubby to do this.. he gets home 7am.. after he gets home i can go to the gym for 2 hours and he will stay up just so i can do this.. I told him that its bothering me that i cant go to the gym..I never thought id go through gym withdrawls.. lol.. I told you I not giving up this fight.. I WILL WIN.. Wish Me Luck

Back Handed Compliments
I don't care what anyone says I think you're hot. I don't care what anyone says a little junk in the trunk is fine with me. Maybe other guys feel differently but I like a chick with a little meat on her bones. Relax sweetie your sexual performance was perfectly adequate. Your plastic surgeon has such a delightful sense of humor! You're smart to do your laundry on Saturday night, when everyone else is out. A bright red mini-dress! You really have tons of confidence in your inner beauty. Look at how much weight you've lost! That dress didn't fit you nearly as well at that last wedding you wore it to. Those blackheads form the cutest pattern! I very much like your dress. It does wonders for your figure. You are an excellent artist, which is a relief considering what a poor cook you are! No, honey, I love your boobs. I don't even like them big. Your haircut really slims your face. For a not bad looking girl you look terrible in photos.

Backing Up Your Cell Phpne Contacts
If you dont back up your cellphone contacts on your desktop/laptop, there is a great service available that backs it for free online. "ZYB.com" let's you back up your contact information - and even your Google Calendar events - over the air, for free. No cables, no cost.Just go to their web site and open an account, then set up a simple process on your phone to sync whatever portions of your phone you wish. Remind yourself to sync it every now and then to keep current.

Backrub
You have fantastic hands You rubbed my back today That small touch Aroused me beyond words Thank god you were behind me You couldn’t see my nipples get hard Or that look of pure ecstasy As you moved lower on my back Bet you it would shock you to know I dreamt of fucking you While I slept last night Thought about that while you were rubbing my back I ask you to do it a little harder Squeeze a little tighter Oh god~ to the right Uhh that feels so good Yeah, you have great hands I’ll give you that But will you respond to mine? Do you take as well as you give? I start at you shoulders Poor baby, you’re tense I lean forward and push my breasts into your back Why the fuck should I play fair I feel your breathing change I ask you if it feels good Am I hurting you? All you do is grunt I’ll slide my hands down your back Not a rub, but a caress Can you handle that? Glad for that big shirt you’re wearing now, aren’t you? If only my dream from last

Back To The Dr.
My appt for the cardiologist was rescheduled for today, and not surprisingly they didn't find a damn thing, but remember these are navy doctors. They did another EKG and they did an ultrasound on me which was pretty cool. They didn't do the stress echo on me, why I don't know. I am going to see if I can get a third opinion and have the stress echo taken, and let this be the deciding factor.