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Fda Approves Emergency Measures For “mass Dosing” Of U.s. Citizens
Takan From:   Paul Joseph WatsonPrison Tuesday, April 28, 2009 The FDA has approved “emergency measures” to carry out “mass dosings” of U.S. citizens with antiviral drugs in the event of a widespread swine flu pandemic. An Associated Press report states that the new powers would allow the drugs to be distributed to  a “broader range of the population” than present measures allow. The drugs, primarily Tamiflu and Relenza, would be “distributed to larger segments of the population without complying with the approved label requirements,” according to the report. The announcement follows a similar directive issued last night, which would allow Tamiflu to be used to treat children under the age of 1 and to provide doses higher than originally approved for children over the age of 1. As we reported this morning, a Time Magazine article prepares Americans to accept mandatory enforced vaccination a
Fda Advisory Panel Recommends Ban Of Pain Medications
An advisory panel for the Food and Drug Administration (FDA) recently recommended limiting sales of acetaminophen products like Tylenol and also recommended banning prescription pain medications Vicodin and Percocet. This recommendation will prompt more people to change their habits and focus on joint pain remedy and pain relievers found in the natural vitamin supplements industry for arthritis treatment. Acetaminophen, along with prescription pain medications like Vicodin and Percocet, have all recently made headlines attracting consumers' attention because the FDA panel believes the drugs pose a risk of liver failure. The headlines underscore why 32 percent more people are now choosing arthritis remedy supplements like Flexcin, which offers the only joint pain treatment with the CM8TM ingredient. "Like millions of others, I have little interest in taking prescription pain medications because of the uncomfortable and dangerous side effects that can possibly do even more harm to my b
things don't change, people change and it doesn't mean you forget the past or try to cover it up. it simply means that you move on and treasure memories. letting go doesn't mean giving up, it means accepting that some things just weren't meant to be..but if you truley care for that special something, you will try your hardest to have grasp of it in your own hands, and nothing can take that feeling away from you It's sad when people you know become people you knew when you can walk right past someone like they were never a part of your life how you used to be able to talk to them for hours, and now you can barely even look at them...
Fda Ignores Ada -- Allows Flouride In Bottled Water
FDA Ignores ADA -- Allows Flouride in Bottled Water ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Wndy [WTC7 = WTF?] Date: 28 Sep 2007, 09:43 For those who don't know, fluoride is POISONOUS when ingested. It's fine in toothpaste, as long as it's NOT swallowed. Interesting how the "FDA" RECOMMENDS that people drink it in their water, ESPECIALLY babies. Proof that federal government would like us all to be retards who are easy to take advantage of, or just die already.From: RainbojanglesDate: Sep 28, 2007 9:21 AMFrom: Goddess KarenDate: 2007/9/28From: ~Nita aka ~eerieDate: Sep 27, 2007 2:10 PM Thank you ::rävensärä::Date: Sep 27, 2007 1:58 PMBottled Water: Now they can put fluoride in it 27 September 2007Watch out for that ‘healthy’ bottled water you’re drinking – it might contain fluoride. America, the world’s largest market, is now allowing ‘natural’ bottled water to be fluoridated.The decision has been made by the USA’s Food and Drug Administration (FDA) –
Fda Looks To Widen Antidepressant Warnings
FDA Looks to Widen Antidepressant Warnings -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Potential suicide risk would extend to 24-year-olds By Amanda Gardner, HealthDay Reporter Find More Health Highlights: May 6, 2007 Certain ACE Inhibitors Cut Elderly Dementia Risk Today's Health News WEDNESDAY, May 2 (HealthDay News) -- U.S. health officials recommended Wednesday that warnings about antidepressants and suicidal thoughts and behaviors be expanded to young adults up to 24 years of age. Currently, the so-called "black box warnings" on antidepressants only cover children and teens. The proposed label changes would note that studies have not found an increased suicide risk in adults older than 24, and people 65 and older have shown decreased risk of suicidality. The changes would also emphasize that depression and some other serious psychiatric disorders are the prime causes of suicide. U.S. Food and Drug Administration offic
Fda Officially Declares The Sun Unsafe, Urges Public To Lather Toxic Sunscreen On Skin (repost)
(NaturalNews) The absurdity of many US government recommendations would be humorous if not for the millions of Americans that take them seriously. The latest pseudo-scientific nonsense being peddled by Big Brother is the US Food and Drug Administration's (FDA) ignorant claim that sunlight is dangerous, and that only "broad spectrum" sunscreens that block basically every type of sun ray from penetrating the skin are capable of preventing skin cancer and other alleged sun-induced diseases.The FDA's recent announcement deals primarily with a significant change in sunscreen labeling, but the devil is in the details as the agency purports in its press release that the sun is dangerous and must be avoided. The agency would rather have every American lather on a coating of toxic, chemical-laden sunscreen than risk the chance that even a single ray of "damaging' sunshine penetrate their skin.Such nonsense, of course, has been debunked by a host of scientific studies in recent ye
72 Fda Recalled "weight Loss" Products
F.d.a. Receives Death Reports Citing Popular Energy Drink ( Nothing Is Safe Anymore)
F.D.A. Receives Death Reports Citing Popular Energy Drink By BARRY MEIER | New York Times – 4 hours ago Email   15 Print RELATED QUOTES SymbolPriceChange MNST 45.73 -7.59   Five people may have died in recent years after drinking Monst
Fda Seeks To Bypass Doctors With Behind-the-counter Drug Sales Via Pharmacists
Well I said it before and I will say it again. Its really all about the money and the FDA pushing there harmful drugs. They want everyone to be taking there drugs!! See Below: In a bold move designed to sell even more prescription drugs, the FDA has announced its intention to bypass doctors and allow pharmacists to prescribe certain drugs directly to consumers. The move would subject patients to prescription-strength pharmaceuticals even though they have not been examined, diagnosed with any condition or given any kind of non-drug treatment plan by the person prescribing the drugs. It is a "drugs only" approach that moves the U.S. medical system one step closer to what I call "drive-by medicine." The FDA is justifying this move by explaining that pharmacists have the training and knowledge to provide "interventions" to patients. As the FDA stated in a Federal Registry notice: "Some groups have asserted that pharmacist interaction with the consumer could ensure safe and effective
Fda Watch
FW: Fwd: FDA Watch In Pharmacology, all drugs have two names, a trade name and generic name. For example, the trade name of Tylenol also has a generic name of Acetaminophen. Aleve is also called Naproxen. Amoxil is also call Amoxicillin and Advil is also called Ibuprofen. The FDA has been looking for a generic name for Viagra. After careful consideration by a team of government experts, it recently announced that it has settled on the generic name of Mycoxafloppin. Also considered were Mycoxafailin, Mydixadrupin, Mydixarizin, Dixafix, and of course, Ibepokin. Pfizer Corp. announced today that Viagra will soon be available in liquid form, and will be marketed by Pepsi Cola as a power beverage suitable for use as a mixer. It will now be possible for a man to literally pour himself a stiff one. Obviously we can no longer call this a soft drink, and it gives new meaning to the names of "cocktails", "highballs" and just a good old-fashioned "stiff drink". Pepsi will market
Fda What Do They Do Again
Miracle Cancer Cure In 2001, Nova Scotian Rick Simpson discovered that a cancerous spot on his skin disappeared within a few days of applying an essential oil made from marijuana. Since then, Simpson and others have treated thousands of cancer patients with incredible success. Researchers in Spain have confirmed that THC, an active compound in marijuana, kills brain-tumor cells in human subjects and shows promise with breast, pancreatic and liver tumors. The U.S. Food and Drug Administration, however, classifies marijuana as a Schedule I drug, meaning that it has no accepted medical use, unlike Schedule II drugs, like cocaine and methamphetamine, which may provide medical benefits. What a buzzkill.    So the FDA does studies on WTF ever they do! Take the drinks on the shelf Gator Aid for one 100 countries band this additive in this drink BVO is a flame retardant it keeps the color in the drinks from separating The FDA small and short test that the accepted as a final study
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Fdic Shuts Down Anb Bank In Nw Arkansas
In this slow economy, even banks are feeling the pinch. The FDIC shut down one northwest Arkansas bank system. Arkansas National Bank, that had nine branches in the Bentonville area was shut down Friday. The bank branches sat quiet and empty after the shut down. Arkansas National Bank had a loan loss of more than $100 million last year, making it a prime candidate for Federal take over. Arkansas Business publisher Jeff Hankins says ANB was already on notice that the Feds weren't happy with their numbers. The northwest Arkansas market had slowed tremendously and ANB had just given too many loans. Hankins says, "We knew ANB was in trouble. Last year out of 17 banking entities that were losing money ANB was one of them, the combined losses was $90-million, ANB was $80-million of that total." Customers faced closed ATM’s over the weekend, but Monday morning were finally greeted with open doors, as another bank took over for the failed ANB. Little Rock's own Pulaski Bank w
What is the FDIC next to fubucks for?? Anyone??
Let us never forget that day,We lost 343 brothers that day including Chief of Dept Peter Ganci Jr.They all went in the same way they did every day but this time it was there final call.Thet all served with honor.They gave there lives in the line of duty we thank them all.You will never be forgtten.God bless you,your families.God bless FDNY and all who serve her.
Fdny Ladder 5
Lost 2 respected firefighters today... Robert Beddia who was close to retirement... and Joseph Graffagnino...who leaves behind a young child and a wife... To fight a fire in a building that has been condemned and abandoned since 9/11... I don't know these two fine firefighters but I do know someone from a neighboring firehouse who is deeply shocked and upset by their deaths... Bless them and their families...for that matter all fire/rescue/ems...police...military...all that take their lives into their hands every day to protect hat is off to you all...thank you for all that you do. ~t
F.d.n.y. Brothers R.i.p.
This memorial Is Dedicated To My Good Firefighters Friends And Brothers Firefighter/EMT Hector Tirado, Firefighter/EMT Sean Tallon, Firefighter/EMT Michael Vernon Kiefer May You Rest In Peace You Shall Never Be Forgotten, We All Love You And Miss Very Much God Bless All Of You ! Firefighter Hector Tirado, Jr. Engine 23 Firefighter and Model Of his three jobs, Hector Tirado Jr. liked firefighting work the best. A former emergency medical technician, he was lured to the New York Fire Department less than two years ago by the excitement and the opportunity to help people, said his uncle, Robert Tirado. The divorced father of five children, Mr. Tirado, 30, also worked as a waiter and, occasionally, as a model. His latest shoot was posing in casual clothes for a Latino firefighters calendar that was due out sometime this year. His uncle said, "I'd walk on the street with him in the summer and the girls would give him their number." Mr. Tirado, who lived in the Bronx and wa
'343' Fdny New York City Fire Department
Fdny "he's My Brother" 9-11
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5fdp Far From Home. I Love This Song!
Another day in this carnival of souls Another night's sands end as quickly as it goes The memories are shadows, ink on the page And I can't seem to find my way home And it's almost like Your heaven's trying everything Your heaven's trying everything To keep me out All the places I've been and things I've seen A million stories that made up a million shatered dreams The faces of people I'll never see again And I can't seem to find my way home Cause it's almost like your heaven's trying everything to break me down Cause it's almost like your heaven's trying everything to keep me out
5fdp Or Annihilator?
This week we have The Way Of The Fist by Five Finger Death Punch going up against Annihilator's Metal album. I think we know which band will win but I still need your votes lol! Voting begins tonight and ends Sunday February 16th at 8 p.m. eastern time.
1. Were you dating the last person you kissed? yes lol 2. Pretend you've had 10 beers, Describe what you would be doing right now? nothing at all...I hate beer, and I've drank up to 9 before...nothing happened, not even a buzz :-/ 3. What do you want? oral sex 4. Who was the last person you shared a bed with? ex >.> 5. Do you talk to yourself? lol yes i do actually 6. Do you drink milk straight from the carton? I live alone, so yes! xD 7. Who knows a secret or two about you? nobody >.< 8. How long is your hair? blah blah BLAH 9. Do you like Batman? sure 10. Who was the last person you told you loved them? xD 12. Do you swear at your parents? yea 13. Do you like anyone now? ok 14. When was the last time you lied? wait till i finish this bulletin, they're all lies xD lol 15. When was the last time you cried? sept 25th 1982 xD ohh, i was not born then haha 16. Is your birthday on a holiday? no >.> 17. What instant messaging servi
"f'd Up" Friday...
Wow did I have a great start to my weekend... Or is it a finaly to an very nasty week... Friday started out alright, Was suppost to be easy. A few places to go, clean up ... Then it happened the co-worker I was working with got the tip of the middle finger cut / smashed off. Tried to rush the co-worker to the hospital, It was my luck that it happeed at the beach and staging for the boat show was going on topped with people stopping in the middle of the street waiting for parking spaces. Finaly made it to the hospital and the person's finger could be saved .. so they say. I still feel guilty even thought I shouldn't Before that my laptop died, my camera was broken,.... blah blah ... i dont think i should say any more I still have tomorrow...
Fd Up Day
Today as sucked a fat babys dingy, my alarm clock kept changing time so i woke up a hour early, the weather in Cali SUCKS today. My girl is pissed off at me, cause Im a idiot sometimes. And my boss is a SOB, told him to shove it up his ars when i left the shop Hope everyone else had a wonderful Friday
F'd Up People
This is for all my Seattle friends.....girls in general....Beware of a guy on here with the name Seattledoublehelix....He's a whackjob...Whom I believe keyed my car in the last 24 hours after a heated conversation on here last night....Go figure...the argument....and then my car is keyed not even 24 hours later....I've filed a report and given SPD his name and address....Karma's a bitch if nothing else....Just wanted ta warn all my peeps... M
F**d Up
I have fucked and followed, drank and swallowedall this life has given meto bring myself to this pointForgot never forgaveBitches, fucks, lively muckingalways in the back of my headburning a hole through what I ever hadFuck the bullshit, caught with a bitchstickcursed , fucked, forgiven, but never the other wayFuck them all forget the pain but it lingers moreTo haunt my dreams and fuck my brainHate the dreams hate being awakeFucked and followed forgotten and swallowedThe world has spit me out spoiled
F'd Up
Just got back from urgent care. I originally went in for my hand, left being told I have 3 things going on. Bursa in my shoulder, tennis elbow and tendinitis in my hand. They gave me a shot of toradol there and a different wrist brace then the one I usually use making it hard as hell to type, kind of one fingered. They sent me home with prednisone and a muscle relaxer. I guess I am suppose to take 40 of these damn predinsones in a week, blech!!!! Typing sucks
F'd Up Month
so this month has been rather f'd in the a. My other car gets repoed, had to replace my fuel pump and two of my cloest friends suffered deaths i their families. One being like a second mom to me. fucked up month indeed.  
F'd Up Puter
My computer turns on.............but the monitor and the keyboard are not recognized........I am hoping that something just the two inputs........LOL  but........I am thinking there is a virus that did it...........not sure.......... Looked up a game cheat and shut it down as thing I know............   no signal input on monitor and the fucker goes to sleep and the keyboard is not even lighting up.............   I need either advice or a shotgun blast to the face..........   I love you all and miss shooting the shit with my buds....... I will return shortly ...........priorities ya know  *snicker*   dig it   Tew aka Cyn..................
fealty\FEE-uhl-tee\ , noun;1.Fidelity to one's lord; the feudal obligation by which the tenant or vassal was bound to be faithful to his lord.2.The oath by which this obligation was assumed.3.Fidelity; allegiance; faithfulness.
Fear And Loathing My Feelings
This is something I've grown accustomed to keeping to myself. I had this friend that keeps reminding me that keeping my feelings bottled is a bad thing. Although I know I can talk to several people about things. I fear misinterpretation in some form or another. Let me start by saying, love is a confusing bitch. There are so many ways for it ot be misread and there are so many kinds of love. There is someone my heart aches for that I have kept ot myself I have expressed it subtly to her as well as my best friend. This is not a person on the LC she is a dear friend that has be come engaged to my best friend. The three of us were close when they hooked up and I don't hate him for being with her; or her for choosing him - I'm not clear on how to discribe the love for them, it isn't lust, and it's more than friendship and different than one would have for family. These are friends that in some ways I have gone through hell for or with. I so want to be around them again...
Fear less, hope more; whine less, breathe more; talk less, say more; hate less, love more; and all good things are yours. Jo Ryan
I met me an angel She gives me pure happiness Though I fear sometimes that the happiness will fade away I know I love her with all my heart and soul but sometimes I think and its sad to say that I will lose her I mean she is all I think about and dream about anymore An just talking to her being me such happiness that I haven’t felt in a very long time I wish every night I could hold her and kiss her, and just let her fall asleep in my arms just the feeling of her soft skin against mine would make my heart race. But she lives an hour away, which isn’t fair to most people Though it seems like a thousand miles to me since I love her so much I just afraid she will find someone there and I will fade out of the picture An that one of us will hurt the other one somehow.. Because I’ve knew my share of heartbreak to give someone your heart and soul only to have them rip it from your chest and step on it. I guess im just ranting on FIN
The Fear Of Anything Wrong
It has been two long months, Each day harder than the last, To see you locked away, And forbidden the ability to be, Every chance wiped away by the fear, The fear of anything wrong, The fear of allowing myself to be happy, With out pain, But when the time comes, My fear and doubt will be gone, And forever my life will be fulfilled, By the thought of if only.
Fear . . .
I Love You ! That is what your untrustworthy lips spoke to me the night your soul and mine broke out in battle. As i sat trying to absorb everything, my soul began to grow angry.How can you tell me you love me and yet bring yourself to lay your filthy hands upon me. Cowardness drove you to that point. The fear of loosing control. Helplesness began to flood my body as scattered hands slammed aimlesly upon my trembling body. My anger slowly begins to fade and dark rage begins to settle inside me. My eyes glow with insanity as i leap upon you and return the pain you have brought me. Fits of insanity help me thru the night and battle. My lungs fill with air and quickly empty as i scream out for help. People flood the dark damp street as they listen to a 20 yr old girl get beat. Rushing down a flight of stairs, running to hold onto her life she stop and turns to see the people that had gathered to listen to her life be beaten away from her. Her eyes fill with fury as she screa
Fear Song
Verse 1 : So deep unsude, there's nothing there. No one knows, no one can hear. These tears, these empty tears - are an only solution to so many fears. Chorus : Crying black - it's just the way I feel. crying black - it keeps coming back. crying black - it's the only way to - reveal the inside me. Verse 2 : I feel so empty now. There's something there, I know. So much anger, rage, and so much pain. It's too much and I can't even think of - starting all over again! Chorus : Crying black - it's just the way I feel. crying black - it keeps coming back. crying black - it's the only way to - reveal the inside me. Verse 3 : Inside, there's a war waging deep, - and there is so many secrets to keep.
FEAR'S Fears of being alone one around to show love fears never being able to love again fears never being happy or finding peace Fears no one will ever understand.. I set and fear each and every day that no one will come around looking out the window to see if someone is out there ....just to find the emptyness within myself because my heart fears the pain that another could cause me.. I had a husband but he was always concerned about the other women he could bring into his life and thats all he has ever been concernd about all my pain that dewell deep with in he gets his pleasure off my pain the more pain he can cause the happier he is....hurting the one that thought he loved isn't suppose to hurt or destroy a person but his love is bitter and nothing sweet.... sherry
Unspoken admirations, unsaid true emotions, deep longings kept inside, my soul screams for it to be set free, cravings yearn for the touch my inner being wanting to escape like tearing through the skin i feel the escape becoming nearer, Emotions, Feelings so deep undescribable in everyway, I want to be set free to express them i want to let go of fears, i feel my heart thumping yet i feel my thought twisting, please set me free of this, hear me screaming form inside ...tears run dry...The dream i have always dreamt will come true the day i set my fears free.
I hear the thunder rolling in the sky.Ican feel the scared child deep inside.There is a closet where nasty things hide!Darkness creeps in from under the bed.Snakes,spiders,and other unfaced fears.This child,adult feeling helpless!
Fear Of What Could Be?? Not Any Fucking More.
Aight haha... I was scared that his new gurl would be prettier, skinnier and better then me... Then I saw a pic and I'm like hehe.. What the fuck.. He decided to down grade. I don't even care anymore.... Afta that dramatizing shit I am so over him period. Anyways... I came to this conclusion... ACtually I have always had it but I let it down for one time and got fucked over... Don't let them stay long enough to get attached... Two weeks is my limit most generally. P.s. Now he thinks Im ugly... Its terrible.
Like a frightened child I trembled inside Not knowing what to expect Not knowing what I would find With every breath The fear grew The undeniable feeling That danger was lurking in every shadow Would arrive on every breeze My senses alert, my mind racing All the questions None with answers The fear of the dismal past The terror of the unknown future What will it bring Will it be nothing more than the past re lived The pain and hurt brought back to the surface The numbing past never far from my mind Always there Always reminding me of a pain that never dies
The Fear Behind It All
here is my fear take it from me I wanna say it all the fear prevents me here is my fear take it from me You're gunna go but you should know what i've been showing is real I wanna say it all the fear it stops me here is my fear take it from me i'm starting to lose it all that's okay I guess I never had it to begin with all I had was my fear why me? why now? Don't want me to hurt don't want him to hurt at all I'll take his pain Take his fear take his confusion take it into myself keep it from him so he can keep his own life keep him sane so he can have a good life I'll keep my fear keep it all I don't get what I want I'm fine with that I just want him to be okay Dispite how I feel I want to say it all but my fear still prevails
Fear 2
I see your face Through twisted eyes, All of my pain All of your lies. A window breaks And Falls a tear, Nothing matters Except our fear. Copyright to Christina Miller 2007
I'm all smiles Laughter filling the room Everything seems perfect Everything seems great. I call him to tell him I love him He tells me he loves me I hang up with a smile Close my eyes and imagine us together As soon as I open my eyes, I burst into tears I know what comes next I know the pain and can feel my heart aching already A fear overwhelmes me Starts to kill me slowly As I fear losing him I just can't do it I can't lose him again Can't see him with another My heart isn't strong enough anymore So fragile to even the thought I know what comes next I'm mad at myself for becoming happy For smiling and laughing It feels so wrong Cause it scares me so much If I lose him I don't think I can go on I have fallen in love And love doesn't seem that great Like a roller coaster I'm going higher and higher We're at the top Everything is great I know what comes next And I just relized I'm scared of heights.
Fear Of Losing What We Have
Fear Of Losing What We Have One of humanity's biggest fears is losing what we have. It is healthy when fear of loss helps us take steps to protect what we have worked hard to attain, but it is unhealthy to continue to fear something we can do nothing about. We need to remember that focusing our energy on fear can actually create what scares us, and holding tightly to what we have keeps us from participating in the universal flow of abundance and instead creates stagnation. Since we can only really control our thoughts and our responses, gaining proper perspective may be key to conquering such fears. The letters of the word "fear" can be used to stand for "False Evidence Appearing Real." Fears of being separated from something or someone we feel we need for our security or happiness comes from a delusion-a distorted way of understanding ourselves and the world around us. When we understand that possessions are only representations of the energy at work in our lives, we can shift o
Fear On Fear!!
Fear of Fear that rips you apart!! Fear of Laughing that makes you forget the bad!! Fear of Opening up to someone once again!! Fear of Seeing clear that nothing is what you thought it was!! Fear of Flying so high that te sky can't hold you!! Fear of Leaping over the edge of safety!! Fear of Holding someone close to you after they have left!! Fear of Crying after your world has fallen apart!! Fear of Singing when the mood grabs a hold of you!! Fear of the Frist Kiss that might be the last kiss!! Fear of the Arms that reach for you!! Fear of Walking when you should stay!! Fear of Pushing when You need holding!! Fear of Takeing help when it's there even when you need it!! Fear of Messing up when there is already a mess. Fear of Life and Death when there is no need for it!! Fear on Fear, there is no such thing as no fear, fear is apart of everythng!!!
Fears Carress
feeling you leave seeing you go fearing this is the end hoping for one more day fear closes in warmth an sincere fear grabs hold knows i lost you my dear how can i stay could i even try to leave fear seems new i shall love you my dear words fall silently can not stand alone i see my end near for i lost what is so dear
What’s going on in this life of mine? What’s going on deep within? I’m angry, confused, nervous & scared, Of this tornado in my mind… Outside, everything confuses me… I’m frustrated, scared, and everything is so unclear! My soul pulling in every direction, I cry… I feel unsafe in my surroundings, and within myself. Should I reveal myself… let someone in…? Is it safe to be so open with my ragged soul? Can I truly afford not to? Whiplash from the spoken mind… Guilt for that which is not… Where is the compromise? How do people deal? I’ve found something so precious in my life… It frightens me… Knowing that I push away so often From that which I hold dear! A soul that longs for acceptance, Both from others and within… So frightened, confused, and shy. My efforts being thwarted by my own self! I have no oasis… No certainty, no confidence… I fear I have nothing… Nothing within to develop, to make better… I am lost… lost in love…lost in myself!
Fear morning smiles like the face of a newborn child innocent unknowing winter's end promises of a long lost friend speaks to me of comfort but i fear i have nothing to give i have so much to lose here in this lonely place tangled up in your embrace there's nothing i'd like better than to fall but i fear i have nothing to give wind in time rapes the flower trembling on the vine and nothing leads to shelter it from above they say temptation will destroy our love the never ending hunger but i fear i have nothing to give i have so much to lose here in this lonely place tangled up in our embrace there's nothing i'd like better than to fall but i fear i have nothing to give i have so much to lose i have nothing to give we have so much to lose
Fear Of Rejection.
The fear of rejection weights heavily on my mind. I know how I feel. I know what I want. How do I tell you? Do I just come right out and say "I like you?" Would that be to forward? Do I just not say anything? Would that be bad? Do I just try not to have these feelings? Would that solve anything? The fear of rejection weights heavily on my mind. I want to tell the world. I'm in love with you. I want for you to know as well. Then my mind replays the past. This one moved away. That one cheated. This one went to jail. That one died. Pain and suffering pleges my mind, body and soul. Your smile brights my world. Your tenderness makes me like you even more. I want to tell you but I'm afraid. Afraid of what you might say. I wish you could read my mind. I want to hear you laugh. I want you to know this. I really love you.
I believe that my greatest fear is never finding true happiness. Don't get me wrong, I have happy times, but I mean true happiness. And it may be a very girlie thing to say, but that does include finding real love. I want to find someone who thinks I'm everything to them and I make them as happy as they make me. I'm so tired of being used and overlooked. I know I'm young, but I still wish I could be truly happy. I know, I ramble, but hey, no one makes people read these things, haha.
Fear N Pain
I'm going to write this poem I'm going to make it good I'm going to make it stand out Like my feelings always should But instead i bottle up I let me rot inside Let my heart decay away As i get taken for a ride As happiness begins to fade Depression is creeping in Madness is here to stay And darkness fills me within I'm locked inside my mind Locked within this cage Locked away inside my thoughts Felling the blade of rage As it gently run across my arm I feel it slice my skin A million cuts on my arm For each and every sin Sins which i regret They haunt me everyday They live inside my head And keep the sanity away Each and everyday I find it hard to cope To cope with my painful struggle I wonder if there is hope Everyday i wake up And seem as happy as can be But deep inside my fucked up mind There is pain and misery
I fear dying alone. can someone help me.
I don't fear my country, I fear my goverment.
The Fear Of Death
The fear of death So many people live in fear of death but if you live in fear of death, then your not actually living. If you live by your fears, then you are slowly dieing. If u don't fear death, then you can live a long and prosper life. To fear is to die. To have no fear is to live. Now that doesn't mean we can go just do whatever we want to. We still have responsibilities. What responsibilities? Now thats somthing only you can answer. Johnathen Allen Forcum Copyright ©2006 Johnathen Allen Forcum
Fear Is Running My Life Now.......
With my hormone levels moving so slowly I chose not to go in and have my blood draw this week because I couldnt handle the letdown of another drop of a whopping 2 points. I just couldnt take it. My body is now acting like it was when I was FIRST pregnant....sore chest, tired, mild nausea and it makes no sense. Mike asked if maybe I could be pregnant again. I said its possible but pretty unlikely. We have come up with maybe my body is experiencing my pregnancy in reverse. That seems more possible to me. I have friends on a Trying To Conceive after Miscarriage message board that are worried for me due to my symptoms because they have GTD. This is a condition where after a miscarriage...the body retains some tissue and it turns into an infection that becomes a tumor that is life threatening and needs to be treated with chemo injections. They said that its not normal for the hormone numbers to slow down so much like they have and that that is what has happened to them. I am very s
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Rich Date: Nov 30 2006 8:40 AM Why do so many fear the very things they want most. Like love. Everyone wants true love in their lives but fear keeps it out. Fear is the prison of the heart. The only thing we truly have to be afraid of in this world is our own thoughts of fear. Many fears are born of fatigue and of loneliness. We bring it upon ourselves. No one put it there. We created it in our own minds. Fears, doubts, negative thoughts. Those are our worse enemies. The worse sorrows in life are not in it's losses and misfortunes, but it's fears. The thing I fear most is fear. Of all the emotions we carry, fear weakens judgment most. Fear is a slow destructive emotion that will eat away from you within. This will cause fatigue, stress, mental anguish and than all the physical symptoms associated with these. When people allow fear to rule their lives they are actually preventing the very changes
Fear And Loathing In Nc hasn't been all that long since I returned to the ring..and I'm already injured :( On the 13th of this month (Dec) I have a match in Raleigh NC at Kings Bar. I will be in a 10-man tag-team match (Where I will be the only female) Of course I don't mind getting down and dirty with the guys..but with my new injury..i'm beginning to wonder if I'm even gonna be able to do it..I'm pretty sure this road of recovery will be short, I've always been a quick healer. tell the truth..I'm pissed that I've injured myself. It was such a simple move that I did and ended up fucking my knee up. My opponent was going for a crucifix sunset pin and my knee got all caught up in it and she landed on my leg and my knee and ankle popped at the same time. WAS NOT FUN!!! I lost feeling in my leg from the knee down and it scared me. So after the match was over..(which ended very quickly) My friend and I left for the hospital and got checked out. Luckily..nothing is broken and I only hype
Fear By Sarah Mclaughlin..(luv This Song)
Artist: Sarah McLachlan Lyrics Song: Fear Lyrics Click here to send Sarah McLachlan polyphonic ringtone to your cell phone. Morning smiles Like the face of a newborn child Innocent unknowing Winter’s end Promises of a long lost friend Speaks to me of comfort But I fear I have nothing to give I have so much to lose Here in this lonely place Tangled up in our embrace There’s nothing I’d like Better than to fall But I fear I have nothing to give Wind in time Rapes the flower trembling on the vine Nothing yields to shelter it From above They say temptation will destroy our love The never ending hunger But I fear I have nothing to give I have so much to lose Here in this lonely place Tangled up in our embrace There’s nothing I’d like Better than to fall But I fear I have nothing to give I have so much to lose I have nothing to give We have so much to lose...
Fear And Loathing Of The Federal Government
Ok yanks, here it is, The US constitution has no amendment giving the federal government the right to tax your income, IN FACT the supreme court has ruled twice that a private citizens personal wage cannot be taxed by the federal government. So in short, it is ILLEGAL Canadians, guess what, we're getting fucked by the bureaucratic weenie as well After seeing the documentary "America: Freedom to fascism" (which explains in great detail that there is no law requiring an american citizen to file a 1040 or pay a federal income tax on his personal wage) I decided to go digging through our tax code, and guess what.. Remember the British north America act, they drilled us with that shit in grade 9 or 10, well according to sections 91 and 92 of the BNA the government is not allowed to tax our personal wage. In Canada income tax was introduced as a temporary measure during WW1, Incidently right around the time the americans turned over monatary control of their country to the feder
The Fear Of Dieing Alone
its the one thing that fear and dread the most is dieing alone at a old age with one to be by my side or to see me happy even if its for a little while thats my greats fear and my lease is not being loved or wanted or needed at all this two things are the ones that hurt me the most of all no they could come true
The Fear Of Dieing Alone
its the one thing that fear and dread the most is dieing alone at a old age with one to be by my side or to see me happy even if its for a little while thats my greats fear and my lease is not being loved or wanted or needed at all this two things are the ones that hurt me the most of all no they could come true
Fear Of Love
Have you ever loved someone so much that fear takes control of every emotions Fear of loving Fear of losing that feeling of floating on air Fear of one day hearing the words goodbye How can love and fear be twisted in one so that you can't even tell them apart Maybe loving means risking everything for that one person who makes you feel larger then life I feel that with you fear Fear of feelings I promised myself I would not feel again Fear of giving myself to be hurt again Fear of saying goodbye and never loving again Where do I go from here? Do I let my fear of not being enough drive me away? Do I let go now and let fear win? Do I hold on and allow fear to drive you away? Or do I hold on and shut fear out and know that real love will win? Whatever path our love leads us down one thing I know is true Your love had made me realize what it is to love so much that fear takes control Whether that is good or bad remains to be seen Love knows no time no plac
The Fear
I feel so completely safe, whenever I have you near. So comfortable when you are close, I have but only one fear. This fear is so overwhelming, I must reassure myself everyday. I tell myself not to worry, that you're going to stay. The more time we spend apart, the more I have this fear. I wish we were together right now, how I do wish you were here. The love I feel for you, is more than words can say. I could not imagine life without you, not one single day. You showed me that you cared for me when I felt I was something that no one would touch, You proved that anything was possible, and I thankyou very much. ~Gwendolyn A (Pepper) Coyne September 1996
The Fear Of Love
THE FEAR OF LOVE Mortal coils Strike our symbiant being, Bringing forth tears of blood, Remembering long lost loves and losses. Making us weak in our knees, Nightmares to our dreams, Trembling in our fear. Nowhere to run, nowhere to hide, Our souls laid bare in love’s brilliant light. Screaming from the inside, whimpers issue forth. Panic setting in, heart pounding in our ears, Wanting to take the leap, yet frozen in fear. Hands issue forth waiting to be taken, But do we dare. Do we dare take the challenge, The challenge to conquer our greatest fear, The fear of love.
Fearless storm Winds howl and thunder crash Sound of titans as they clash Quake and shake the world around Flashing and captivating sound Icy fingers of white dance across the sky Hold the attention of mortals such as you and I Force of winds that swirl and blow ever so intense Hide inside safe in cover if you have any sense Yet I am drawn to the show and can’t look away Thrill of it fills me with desire and makes me want to stay Do not fear my sweet one it is only a passing thing Soon to be far away and gone a memory of the sting No more tears for things that simply just must be I will keep you safe and secure through eternity No thing that is of this world ever should you fear For you’re the sweet and touching soul that I hold so dear Winds may blow and thunder crash lightning streak and run When all that is has passed to calm and storm is done You will still be safe from harm and enjoy the moment shared For you will never worry knowing there is always one who
Fear And Pain
I love you Yet I cannot tell I need you Yet I am afaid The pain Is unbearable Yet you are here And I cannot tell For the fear Of rejection and pain For the unknowing That kills within How do I tell The secret that I hold within For the fear Controls my heart The pain Once again wins
Fear And Love
To repress anything is a crime: it cripples the soul. It gives more attention to fear than to love, and that is what sin is. To take more note of fear is sin, to take more note of love is virtue. And always remember to take more note of love, because it is through love that one reaches the higher peaks of life. Out of fear one cannot grow. Fear cripples, paralyzes: it creates hell. All paralyzed people -- psychologically paralyzed, spiritually paralyzed -- live life in hell. And how do they create it? The secret is that they live in fear; they only do a certain thing when there is no fear, but then there is nothing left worth doing. All that is worth doing has certain fears around it. Catching a big wave. Falling in love. If you fall in love, there is fear because you may be rejected. Fear says, dont fall in love, then nobody will reject you. That is true if you dont fall in love, then nobody will ever reject you but then you will live a loveless existence, which is far worse tha
What are you afraid of? Do you ever find yourself home alone at night, wind howling, house pretty dark, in the distance maybe there is a dog howling.... ever find yourself in that situation and you feel the hairs stand up on the back of your neck? Does being alone creep you out? Are you afraid of the dark? How about heights? When you are in a building on a really high floor or maybe in a highrise hotel with a balcony....are you too scared to stand too close to the window or go out on the balcony? Do your knees go weak when you are somewhere where there is a "look out" type of ledge? Do you refuse to walk on the side of the mall walkway that overlooks to the floor below? Do heights make you a big ole scardy cat? When you see a spider repelling down from the ceiling, inching it's way closer to you does it make you scream out in fear? If one is on the floor and scurrying in your direction do you flee? Are you afraid of spiders? What about snakes or dogs or birds or bats or l
Fear And Changes
Last night, for the first time, I felt fear for my personal safety. (And this was after the fun part of the evening, D, so this isn't you.) I don't mean the generalized fear that all women feel alone on a dark street, or when trying to find their car in a dark parking lot. No, I mean, actual fear in a specific situation. I've lead a sheltered life, I admit it. I've lived in middle class suburbs. I went to a fancy private college where we were hidden away from the world, and the most we had to worry about was whether the caf was going to serve us something scary today. I've been in situations where sex I consented to felt awful and bad, and I felt used. But I had never in my life before felt that the word "No" had a possibility of being ineffective. This was a guy whose company I enjoyed. I knew he wanted me sexually, but I thought that clearly setting expectations would be enough. And it very nearly wasn't. Oh, repeated yelling of "No" and a knee where he didn't want it
You gain strength, courage and confidence by every experience in which you really stop to look fear in the face. You are able to say to yourself, "I have lived through this horror. I can take the next thing that comes along." You must do the thing you think you cannot do. --Eleanor Roosevelt
Copyright 2005 Bill Williams Fear The darkest night The hottest day The fiery pit of hell No one likes the idea of hell And who can blame them Always try to avoid it Never want to talk about it Nightmare of the population Terror of entire nations People always try to spread it Always try to calm yourself Never let it get to you Armies taken overseas Bombs exploding everywhere Losing lives to the enemy They think they’re winning But one battle at a time We show them how the big boys do it Fear The coldest heart The darkest sea The biggest meanest dog The barrel of the gun The feeling that you’re looking into it Fear The sharpest teeth The reddest eyes The bloodiest death Blue and the grey The dark red uniforms To symbolize the death Of an entire army In one small battle All caused by ignorance And fear The only fear worth having, Is that of fear itself To know that fear is opposite Of having the faith in life Of having faith in
Ever have the feeling like everything's not quite real, but you also have a huge pit in your stomach like something horrible's about to happen? Like you're dreaming, but you know it's going to turn into a nightmare at any moment and you're in such a state of suspense you're scared enough to cry? I've been having this feeling since yesterday. Everything's...weird. On the one hand everything feels weird and dreamy and disconnected. But then there's the moments...the few moments, where I get what I can only describe as what Jason calls The Fear. Personally, I've never totally understood The Fear before, but I think I do now, because I think it's different for every person, so maybe his version of The Fear is different than mine. It's like an anxiety attack without the anxiety if that makes sense. No, it doesn't. Argh. I'm just scared. Insanely, irrationally scared but I don't know why. Maybe because of money? Maybe because of school starting? Maybe because of having to tran
Fear And Sorrow
I try in desperation With everything that I am To fill this hellish void The one that lies deep Inside the pits of my soul I looked for an escape And saw none And then I saw you A gleam of hope I see But could I be so foolish I desperately try and grasp Whats no longer there I try with all of my might To reach out to you You in your arrogance Shun me, turn me away I cry in agony you've caused me this pain But I too am to blame I'll accept it though I want to apologize But I am all alone now In the darkness surrounded Crying, pleading to you Help me now and again Im sorry!
Two of my fav quotes: "Many of us crucify ourselves between two thieves -regret for the past and fear of the future" -Fulton Ourseler " I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear...And when it is gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear is gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain." -Frank Herbert
Fears Please understand what I have to say, It comes from my heart, And grows deeper each day. A life of joy and honest love, I'd searched my soul, And prayed to above. Asked God to send someone for me, Someone to love, A love someone would see. But many years had passed me by, Prayers were all but lost, I'd given up, I'd accepted fate, Too high was the cost. A friendly chat was what I searched, A laugh along the way. A single thought, A blinded hope, To brighten up my day. But heaven opened up it's doors, And blew a gentle kiss. I opened my arms, Held tight my heart. It carried things I could not miss. You were on that kiss, God sent to me, A gift a loving heart. You carried warmth and joy within, A wonder from the start. Now months have passed, And love has grown. A fear so strong inside. That God will call you back to him, No place for us to hide. To lose you now, Would take my life, And throw it to the dark. An endless cold, A lifeless life,
Fear In The Lgiht
Armed and watchfull i stand ready. for the light has brought me lots of pain and sorrows. And the shadows is what i have known. I walk the road getting more and more causes, People of this road are kind and caring it appears but I fear will once again be double crossed and to return to the shadows from which i came. War destruction beatings is what i have known all my time. Fighting and surviving and evertime i ventured into the light from the shadows and tried to walk this road I have been decevied and double crossed. I'M READY FOR THIS ROAD!!!!!! but my fear is if i get double crossed again should i just stand back to the shadows and continue my life that way and remain alone or just give up and just exist. the damage done is brutle and I honestly don't know if i can take anymore. But what i do know is I will not go down without a fight once and for all!!! I truley hope the one that stands with me in the light stays other ways I will just go back and continue my journey in the dark
Fear Of Love
i took a chance once before i found true love only to have my heart ripped and torn i swore never again i would never hurt again i sheilded what was left of my heart i let noone near and then i met someone who melted the ice the pain still exist, as does the fear loving again causes the fear not ever wanting that pain again afraid of the tear it scare me so to feel this way do i dare trust again can i really follow my heart or should i hide within this shell the fear is real is the love for real
The one I love is the one I fear And this terrible day comes but once a year On this day of February, the 28th I experience my depressing and unhappy fate My love gives me a present today But my happiness and joy slowly fades away He tells me that it doesn't come in a box But that this present is made up of chains and locks He binds me in chains and wraps them up tight And I experienced something horrible that cold, cold night When the deed was done he looked at me to say I love you honey, and happy late Valentines Day
The Fear
The Fear of losing you... each day i fear u to say i not true i love someone else then each day i feel bad till u arrive my past haunts me taunts me but dear i know u would never hurt me but things happen if they were suppost to happen i know when i look in to your eyes its true you do love me but things u say and do blind me or do they show me what i can not see. well dear this means i love you but don't hurt me my heart belongs to you take good care of it charish it as i would yours i love you but my past haunts me help me learn to leave the past behind and open new doors to the better things in life
Fading embers the fires died down Setting aside the light Welcome the darkness with open arms Slowly losing sight Fearing the depths of the great unknown Afraid to face the dark A helpless plea echoes through the night Alone cold and stark Standing on the brink of the edge Lines of sanity blurred Leap of faith into nothingness No thoughts, no fear, no more
We have all had feelings on helplessness at least once in our lives. Mine decided to come today. I got a call from my best friend and there was so much emotion in her voice as she was telling me about a trip to her doctors office. I don't need to go into details. She's only 18, same age as i am. I wish i knew what to do to help her or i knew what to say. I just feel so helpless. Shes sitting here crying on my bed right now and i just wish that there was something i could do. Well, guys any advice is greatly appreciated so please feel free to comment. Talk to you guys later. much love and kisses
Fear Don't Live Here
Fear Don't Live Here I want a second chance at life. I want to feel wild. I want to wear my heart on my sleeve. Cuz fear don't live here anymore. You can't hurt me like you did before. cuz I grew strong and Fear don't live here anymore. Your words and actions would make me cry myself to sleep. often feeling cold, Thats over now!! Cuz fear don't live here anymore. Monica Joyce Matthews Copyright ©2007 Monica Matthews
i get to bring my son home tuesday. finally, it was a relief to hear the good news now im second doubting myself thinking that i wont be able to care for him the way the nurses at the hospital did. hes coming home with a monitor and medicine he was born at 31 weeks. im scared something might happen to him while hes home. i have 2 other kids but hes diffrent. i just wish i could calm my fears and know that ill do just fine with him.
A Fear
I never really got to know you though I had several chances The moments that we spent together seemed to come and go in glances I thought those times were something special But now it seems they were just a vessel Now I know what's in your heart But still I don't know where to start You say your sorry so many times You say you love me with words that rhyme My word to you is quite sincere You will always be my friend so dear The one that I love and hold so near You know how to find me, just look here So now please tell me just one more time Should I stay close by so you could be mine Or should I take a few steps back til the end of time
knowing when your fears are alive and breathing that heavy demon stencth, turn and face it staring it down with your last bit of courage. and if that doesn't work just kick it in the
I wrote this when I was like 17, working 3rd shift security in an abandoned hospital. Waiting in the halls of madness, Lurking in the endless night Lies the creature of my torment Stalks the cause of all my fright. Silently it sits there waiting I cannot pinpoint its place Still, its presence fills the room. Hiding in every dark place. Were I stronger I would face it, Cause my foe to bear the shame. If I could but find and name it… Our weaknesses would be the same. Taking reign of all my courage, I now know what must be done T'is by logic, not emotions, That the battle will be won. Warily, I stalk the shadows Think to myself, "What is the worst…" Broke and battered, they pack my body, Inside any waiting hearse Bolder now, I charge the darkness, Determined now to find my fear. Flush it from its place of hiding Find out what it wants in here. Then I see it, wrapped in shadows Its rising shadow loom
Fear Of Suceeding
i think i'm on the edge of something horrifically wonderful frightening me every moment i ponder fearing that a look in the mirror will implode my current image and expose self-image horrifically wonderful edging on megalomania creative bliss and erotic tensions broken and i dare not to fall bumping on gnarled branches tripping on twisted road rolling down muddy ravines that dots my body with a pus call normalcy professionalism traditionalism and stability windmilling my heavy arms that hold pages of poetry over the edge of horror the idea that one day people may read murmur my name until the volume is heard in their children's classroom. if i fall... whumanbard, ncpv, copyright 2007
That evil creation Made by my fellow sisters To torment and scare me. Every glance into it gives them more power. Feeding off my pain and suffering, sucking on the fear, That grows with in my belly. Everywhere I turn it haunts me, Preying that it will fade so I can not see the demon that now Stands in the place off what was once a woman. My hem grows heavy with the blood, pooling around me, Looking forward with pain shinning in my eyes, the reflection waivers Making the evil creation go black, never to be haunted by that Mirror again.
Fear Factor
What do you fear? I mean really? Everyone is afraid of something. Whether it be agoraphobia (the fear of open spaces or being in a crowd), arachnophobia (the fear of spiders), claustrophobia (the fear of confined spaces), triskaidekaphobia (the fear of the number 13), or oh so many other fears. What I am going to be speaking about here though is kakorrhaphobia and eremophobia. Kakorrhaphobia is the fear of failure or defeat, while Eremophobia is the fear of being oneself or of loneliness. I believe that these two fears are inherently linked together. That's not to say that one cannot exist without the other. Of course it can. But often, one lays in the shadow of the other. Fear of failure prevents us from living to our fullest potential. How many times have we considered our lot in life, recognized what we needed to do to improve it, and thought, "I'll get around to that." That, my friends, is fear. Fear is preventing us from doing what we need to to change for the bette
Fear. Such a small word with a incredibly huge stigma attached. Fear can debilitate one to the point of self destruction, or it can also be a beings greatest motivator. I mean without fear, where would we be? We could be locked away inside ourselves, afraid to try, that is what fear is. But those who chose to overcome this feeling, came through enormous battles and achieved more than what they ever dreamed. Same here. If I held bound to my fears, I could honestly say my life would be very boring. I would of never gone to New Orleans and I most certainly would of died in Katrina. But my fear is what got me through, yes fear is what got me to wade through the nasty waters to find my salvation. Fear of death. I do not fear death, not in the least not when it's time. But in my world, it's not time yet. I have so much left to do, many more fears to overcome and my biggest one yet. Relinquishing control is a hard one, but it is one I am ready to make. Being the self sufficient female I am,
Fear is the worst four letter word. It is not any other one. Fear can take hold of you, Make you turn to things you never would have. My fears have taken me to places I never wanted to go. I married one man fear made me do it Fear of being alone for eternity My fears made me drop out of college become a secretary, get pregnant I got married, and fear was always there. I had my first son and fear just stood there. It mocked me for 26 years. It was always there to watch me crumble. It held my hand and changed my mind When I would get strong. For 26 years I lived in its shadow. It guided me down wrong paths Made me so affraid of success that, I settled for failure, over and over again. And then one day I woke up. I told fear to go play in traffic That I was not going to be affraid anymore I was going to become who I've always known I could be. So here I am a few months without fear. I am strong at times, I am still affraid at points. I am terrified
Fear Of The Smear
by Dr. William Pierce The enemies of America and of Europe -- the enemies of our people everywhere -- have two guiding principles, two imperatives. The first is to continue backing the racially destructive programs now in place while introducing newer and even more destructive programs through the media and through government legislation. The second imperative is to prevent or neutralize any effective opposition to their programs: that is, to make it impossible for our people to defend themselves. For example, just two of the racially destructive programs they already have in place are, one, keeping our borders open to immigrants from the non-White areas of the world and, two, doing everything they can to encourage miscegenation. Their immigration program, aimed at flooding White areas with non-Whites, is backed primarily through the government. Their miscegenation program, aimed at increasing the degree of racial mongrelization, is backed primarily by their mass media -- althoug
A few minutes before the church service started, the townspeople were >> sitting in their pews and talking. Suddenly, Satan appeared at the >> chancel >> (podium area) of the church. Everyone started screaming and running for >> the >> front entrance, trampling each other in a frantic effort to get away from >> this evil incarnate. Soon, everyone had exited the church except for one >> old man calmly sitting in his pew without moving, seeming oblivious to >> the >> fact that God's ultimate enemy was in his presence. >> >> Satan walked up to the old man and said," Don't you know who I am?" >> >> "Yep, sure do." >> >> "Aren't you afraid of me?" >> >> "Nope, sure aren't." >> >> "Don't you realize I can kill you with a word?" >> >> "Don't doubt it for a minute." >> >> "Did you know that I could cause you profound, >> horrifying, physical agony for all eternity?" >> >> "Yep", was the calm reply. >> >> "And you're still not afraid of me?" asked Satan. >> >> "
More afraid of not flying than of falling, More afraid to jump right in than stalling, More afraid to sit in silence than to speak up for myself, More afraid to sit back & watch than to stand up for someone eles, More afraid to close my mind than to open my eyes & see, More afraid to close my mind than to let in diversity, More afraid of not trying than of failing, More afraid of slipping than hanging onto the railing, More afraid to settle for less than to keep striving, More afraid of not living than of dying!
FEAR I am afraid ma, take me inside you I couldn't get used to, take me again I grew up ma, the houses grew up The shoes grew up. the roads grew up They want me to the army They tell me to make war They give me guns ma They tell me to kill They tell me to lie ma They tell me to get up They are eating my brain ma They are eating my brain Close the television ma They are lying to you too Don't give your vote ma Don't buy their game *It is not mine. I was just know that the writer is from a country outside the free world with a fundamentalist government and a racist army.
Fear Of Heights
I’ve never felt so unbelievable Daydreams dancing in my mind It’s almost inconceivable A place inside I couldn’t find I’m afraid I’ve never been as high before As I’ve been with you It makes me question everything Could you really be this true I’m afraid of falling I’ve never felt the intensity Of a beauty that I can’t describe But a part of me wants to run away And trap itself inside I’m afraid I’m falling for you
A Fearful Voice
I don't understand. Why can't my daddy hold me like that....why doesn't my mommy hug me or tell me that I'm good??? I lie away at night and listen to them fight. I hear that words "the dumb f**cking kid has ruined everything" Then I hear the footsteps climbing up the stairs. As the footsteps get louder, a chill goes up my spine. I think to myself, "if I just close my eyes and pretend I'm asleep, I'll be ok." The light goes on and my eyes pop open. There he is in front of me. Yelling and screaming at me like I did something wrong. I can't help but to cry. I'm afraid. I'm afraid for what my daddy will do to me. Will he just yell or will he hit me too? Suddenly I see stars and everything around me goes black. I can hear her crying in the other room. I awake to find myself no longer hurting. NO bruises, no scars, no tears, but in my mommy's arms. I'm still wearing my pajamas, lying there limp and cold. I walk over to where she is and whisper in her ear "Everythi
I guess ive felt it now, the true thing thats called fear, it does start in your gut like most can tell you, Its the little things, sitting in your hmvvw looking over a route and having come over the radio, Minimal dismounts on the ground this area receives a bunch of sniper fire regularly, thats when it hits ya, the fear of that silent death flying at 100 miles through the air, Snipers dont really phase me as much as an ied called an Efp, it use to be when we would drive to places there was a low rate of efp's, due to the fact they cost about $50,000 to go from their home country to being placed on the ground ready to kill my brothers and sisters, the routes we use to drive on where cheap, dirt poor people, you would hardly run into efps but tons of other dangerous ez to spot ieds. The new place we are at will turn your blood cold, make you jump if u hear a loud noise, ive recovered vehicles from efp blast and it usually not pretty, if it punches thru the army your talking about seri
Fear The Kryptonite!
'Kryptonite' discovered in mine The real kryptonite - Jadarite (NHM) Very definitely not green Kryptonite is no longer just the stuff of fiction feared by caped superheroes. A new mineral matching its unique chemistry - as described in the film Superman Returns - has been identified in a mine in Serbia. According to movie and comic-book storylines, kryptonite is supposed to sap Superman's powers whenever he is exposed to its large green crystals. The real mineral is white and harmless, says Dr Chris Stanley, a mineralogist at London's Natural History Museum. "I'm afraid it's not green and it doesn't glow either - although it will react to ultraviolet light by fluorescing a pinkish-orange," he told BBC News. Rock heist Researchers from mining group Rio Tinto discovered the unusual mineral and enlisted the help of Dr Stanley when they could not match it with anything known previously to science. Once the London expert had unravelled the mineral's chemical make-up,
Fears' Closet
I found myself walking in a mist Unnerved beyond pains existence Clenched face and fists Giving up without resistance Falling to a heap on natures' carpet Begging for relaxation's release Tears of hurt tasting the sharpest Enable only to give and please Lost in musicians' expression I look to the sky for false answers Hopes of losing built tension Sensations creep along like cancers Turning into a wanted ghost Feelings pour from a running faucet Becoming nothing of a boast Left to return to my fears' closet Hidden in life's darkness Safety being a happy feel Meetings of the heartless Regaining a glint of zeal Peering from the heavy door Removed from dramatic hectism Knowing how I wanted more Using a closet for my Sanctum Wrapped with my fears' blanket Stepping from shadows without notice Dreams of how I want to make it Crouching in Fears' Closet made me hopeless
Sightless eyes open into darkness.Choir singing in the church room above.I try to scream for help,but no one can hear me over the organ player.Fighting against the rope that binds my wrists above my head.I can feel the panic turning my stomach.What is that noise? I look around trying to see through the dark.I am not alone.A silent scream rips out as a torch is lit.Way too close to my face.I can feel the flames licking my cheeks.Terror grips me.I try to pull away from my attacker.Away from the face so many children love.The white face with the blue eye makeup.The blood red lips snarling at me.I look away from the pure evil I see in it's eyes.Mirrors reflect the darkened room and the flame from the torch multiplied a thousand times.Along the floor I can see...what is that? Children? No,not children.The light catches a figure just enough that I can see the lifeless eyes and painted smiles of the dolls mocking me.I flinch as a cold dampened hand touches my cheek.A sadistic smile curving hi
"fear Of Dying" (jack Off Jill)
I'm not afraid of standing still I'm just afraid of being bored I'm not afraid of speaking my mind I'm just afraid of being ignored I'm not afraid of feeling and I'm not afraid of trying I'm just afraid of losing And I am afraid of dying Without you yes I do and I hope that you do too Without you yes I do Without you yes I do and I hope that you do too Without you yes I... I'm not afraid of being sick I'm more afraid of being well I'm not afraid Put the gun in my hand I'm just afraid it will hurt like (hurt like) hell I'm not afraid of screaming and I'm not afraid of crying I'm just afraid of forgetting And I am afraid of dying Without you yes I do and I hope that you do too Without you yes I do Without you yes I do and I hope that you do too Without you yes I... Fear of Fear of Fear of Fear of I'm not afraid of looking ugly I couldn't care what they say I'm not afraid of happy endings I'm just afraid my life won't work that way I'm not
i feel as if iam loseing you silently,when you look at me you look right throw me and i wonder if it's me your seeing or if it's another,i dont know how to talk to you when i try your defences go up and i hang my head and cry silently to myself,and think to myself iam i holding on to something thats not worth holding on 2 i feel you sliping throw my hands, i hear you say i love you i hear you say you care i hear you say you need me to be there, but are you there, do you really love,care or need me like you say you do, is fear what makes you stay what makes you say you need me you love me you care,is fear what makes you hide the true you from me and the world is fear what makes you stay with me the fear of not knowing whats going to happen, not knowing if you can do it with out me or have you goten so use to me being here you dont know any thing else but in truth you have falling out of love with me!
Fear A friend posted a blog that got me thinking. What is it that causes people to fear commitment and love? its a simple thing to ask that one want to be with only you and no other. they should be honored that you have chosen them to be the one and only. so many times they are blind to the greatest gift they could ever have in their lives all beacause of FEAR. life is shorter then most think. many obsticals have crossed my path in my years on this earth. but once you have faced death and God has granted you yet another chance to be on His earth, it makes you step back and ponder many things. Love is nothing to fear, it should be embraced. My love is not something I share with just anyone. Only those who truely deserve it get it. My children, My family, and My Baby. They are the only ones who have proven to me they deserve the Gift I have to offer! And to them I give it freely!
Fear Of "opening Up" Keeping You Single?
I've got a couple of important questions I want to ask you about how men really think. See if you know the answers. Here goes... Are men "intimidated" by strong women who are more independent than others? And is it really true that men don't like women who really have their act together, and are scared off because of this? If you've ever felt frustrated that a man DIDN'T want to be with you because you were too strong and independent, then you know what I'm talking about. Which is why there's something I'm curious to know... Have you been really hurt in one of your past relationships? To the point where it's hard to trust again and open up again? I ask because there's a critical "shift" that takes place when you've been hurt that can easily end up working AGAINST YOU in all your other future relationships - even if you really want them to work. See... what happens for most women who are hurt and have this "shi
Fear Only Detroys Fate...
Fear And Ignorance In Action
Hard To Handle had this quote on her blast. I noticed it popped up right after I wrote the blog about Punky's Blast quote. LOL I collect quote that I love and I love philosophy, so I commented on hers too. Hard 2 Handle@ CherryTAP Noticed your Blast quote: "There is nothing more frightful than ignorance in action." -- Johann von Goethe Actually, it is fear in action that is the most frightening. All human emotions and actions derive from love or fear. When you come from love you can never be wrong, aruged with or proven wrong. you create wonderful things from love. When you choose to live in fear, you create horrible things and fear will come back to haunt you. Ignorance means "to have a lack of knowledge or information." Everyone is ignorant to something. We are ALL born completely ignorant and no one knows everything and no one ever will. There is knowledge of things that we will NEVER come to know about the universe, physics, and what lies outside the finite view o
Fear Of The Inexplicable
But fear of the inexplicable has not alone impoverished the existence of the individual; the relationship between one human being and another has also been cramped by it, as though it had been lifted out of the riverbed of endless possibilities and set down in a fallow spot on the bank, to which nothing happens. For it is not inertia alone that is responsible for human relationships repeating themselves from case to case, indescribably monotonous and unrenewed: it is shyness before any sort of new,unforeseeable experience with which one does not think oneself able to cope. But only someone who is ready for everything, who excludes nothing, not even the most enigmatical, will live the relation to another as something alive and will himself draw exhaustively from his own existence. For if we think of this existence of the individual as a larger or smaller room, it appears evident that most people learn to know only a corner of their room, a place by the window, a str
Fear To Get A Broken Heart Again
I see the dream girl in sight so everything’s going to be alright But…I better can hide my warm beautiful feelings I better keep my love for you in secret It seems there’s nothing else what I could do But still I say it to you Very difficult to live with - THIS - But still I pray for that one and only… That one and Only - KISS - If I could make a romantic movie It becomes a perfect love story with much sensation, romance and glory I get a shaming little laugh when I hear your name You’re everything in my eyes You’re my living flame And give many BUTTERFLIES Even through the deepest of my little shying heart One-million flying butterflies through my tender body They all flying apart But, I don’t dare to try to make a step in front of you because I’ve fear of something Fear I never knew So maybe I can better try to keep seeing you like a friend Because my fear’s to get a broken heart again
Fear Of The Unknown Are U Haunted?
Hidden in shadows, fog whispering in my ear, I wait patiently for you to appear. I reach out through the mist sensing you are near, My hand touches you, and I can feel your fear. ~Morgana Angelia~ 7-30-2001
How does fear start? When we are so small, Fear of being alone, With our cries we call. Then comes further fear, Fear of things we can't see, Fear of the dark, “Please don’t leave me.” Then comes more fear, Fear of unacceptance, Do they want to be my friend? Will this fear ever end? Then comes teenage fear, Fear of growing up, Is this all I will be? Will anyone ever trust me? We pass through, So much fear, We go through it, Year after year. In old age we come full cycle, Fear in our old bones, We return to the oldest fear, 'I don’t want to be alone.' Finally fear of death, Comes with our last breath, And that's when one comes to see, Fear is reality. Fear is the biggest test, It never lets us rest, So don't give fear a chance, To hold you in a trance. Take it by its toe, In your heart, open a window, Throw fear out and you will see, Once and for all you can truly be free.
After the circumstances surrounding Benoit's death were released, the only thing I could think of was my best friend. The rages have been getting worse- I've been told too many times the lie "ran into the wall, no biggie." But I know. Her boyfriend's a pill addict and very abusive- mentally usually more than physically. He's out of work, stays home with their son so they can save on daycare, and when I met him, was the coolest guy.... Yet when he got laid off his job due to a disability, he- changed. The pills became his escape and shortly turned him into a monster. Her brother has moved in with them- more for his reasons than any of this- so I have some peace of mind knowing he's there. Yet I made her promise NEVER to be alone with her boyfriend after yesterday- even told her "you have a key to my place- go there even if I'm not there if you have to." I have tried to get her to leave- given her solution after solution, number after number, even offered to have someone esco
WITH A STEEL GUN IN MY HAND Cold and all alone tonight The wind brings my fear to life The whip of a strong delight With a steel gun in my hand Remembering what was good Forgetting every part of me Loosing sight from far ahead Pretty soon I will be dead Walking along by myself The shadow creeping behind Mocking me, laughing at me Whispering all of the time I come by and stop to look While darkness spreads through and through To mutter again a lost thought With a steel gun in my hand Too late to start over again Too early to face the end Too tired to rage the fight Too scared for my soul tonight Why can’t I see the falling When will I hear the sounds Cumbersome as it may be My tourniquets come unbound The life I had slowly pours Back to earth, a crimson gorge And now rest , to forever sleep With a steel gun in my hand
Fear Of Dying_jack Off Jill
I'm not afraid of standing still I'm just afraid of being bored I'm not afraid of speaking my mind I'm just afraid of being ignored I'm not afraid of feeling and I'm not afraid of trying I'm just afraid of losing And I am afraid of dying I'm not afraid of being sick I'm more afraid of being well I'm not afraid Put the gun in my hand I'm just afraid it will hurt like hell I'm not afraid of screaming and I'm not afraid of crying I'm just afraid of forgetting And I am afraid of dying I'm not afraid of looking ugly I couldn't care what they say I'm not afraid of happy endings I'm just afraid my life won't work that way
Fear...yeah Right!
I feared being alone until I learned to like myself. I feared failure until I realized that I only fail when I don't try. I feared success until I realized that I had to try in order to be happy with myself. I feared people's opinions until I learned that people would have opinions about me anyway. I feared rejection until I learned to have faith in myself. I feared pain until I learned that it's necessary for growth. I feared the truth until I saw the ugliness in lies. I feared life until I experienced its beauty. I feared death until I realized that it's not an end, but a beginning. I feared my destiny, until I realized that I had the power to change my life. I feared hate until I saw that it was nothing more than ignorance. I feared love until it touched my heart, making the darkness fade into endless sunny days. I feared ridicule until I learned how to laugh at myself. I feared growing old until I realize
Staring up at me blue eyes afraid to cry her heart pounding for me I am her fear Looking down at her brown eyes afraid to move with the bruises she created on my body She is my fear I fear her dominance she fears the emotions I make her feel I fear nothing my her hand, but that our love may become nothing more than a one-night stand I'm just an insecure girl afraid of her sexuality and you're just an abused woman afraid to love again I fear everything with child-like eyes that love is merely an infatuation nothing but a sort of puppy-eyed adoration And you believe the world's darkest lies afraid that, through the barrier, they see your pain And will betray you once again. But the chill of winter is fading, your untouched heart can beat again Our bodies are one And the fear all melts away
Fear Until The Beginning Or The End
Fear. A growth inside that makes one scared of something or someone. Anything can be feared. Why do we fear? Who puts this thought inside our minds? Is there any right answers for these questions? Is there a point to fear? No. We are safe, saved from God or taken by the Devil. Y do we fear? If we known where we are headed after death? Up or down, that's the answer. Period. Why do we have drama, worry or cares? Life is a short period of time compared to eternity of Heaven or Hell. Yes. To go to either of these places depends on your life on earth and how you live, and yes, this contributes to where you will end up. So if you know this from the get go, why don't you start your life up right (or wrong?) Wherever you choose to go, is where you'll end up. Don't worry or wonder where you are going to because you have the answer in your own heart. I know where I am going. I love GOD and even though I don't live the exact "christian life" (as some would say) and I don
Dont u obey me N dont even try Im yours N Im not gonna die Im just a nightmare inside ur dream So just don’t get fainted Don’t feel grim All the emotion u kept in N the love u can count on Will go under darkness Beneath my skin… In ur each neuron Im living Feeling scared??? Then just don’t dream… Coz u neither can catch me Nor can defeat Life is just a dream Where people like u- Don’t get success Can only get bleed So stay wherever u r Coz Im not here Im ur FEAR….!
All her thoughts, all her words Continuesly she hears her screams "My dearst friend how do you be?" Envies for what is to come, hey him too She'll ask him to his face, "My dearst freind how are you?" He looks so empty glaring deep in her soul What is she to say when he holds her tight, then pushs her away before the nights play To love is a gift, he taught her this Not so easy with a glass heart in a safe box Emotions make her wonder how he could love her at all ( Deep within ) the shadows walking toword her No second thoughts, what is wanted is recheeved His misery no longer brings her to her knee's Their hearts crying when they are apart Together she is safe and free They spoke of the futuer Plans so brave and bold How could she say no? But in her dreams she feels what is to be..
I ain't afraid of you! So just ... AGH! GET AWAY FROM ME WITH THAT!
Fear can be a kind of drug, too. Just notice how your heart rate accelerates and your hands shake when you spin off into any kind of mental turbulence. You can kick this monkey with some self-love and kindness. uhm...gee ya think? i have this fear. and right now it could be categorised as my 'greatest fear'... mostly cuz i dun have anything else to be afraid of at said moment. and i have this thing... where i wont say it...cuz if i say it... what if it comes true cuz i said it? kinda like the whole wishing on stars thing? ya cant tell what ya wished otherwise it wont come true? or something else that makes sense i'd elaborate...but...ima chicken. figure it out yourself. *laughs*
Something else I wrote along time ago I have many powers in this world. I hold in my tiny hands the ability to create my own future, to reach for the stars, or to let the grains of earth escape from my grasp. In my heart I have the ability to love, or the choice to hate. My mind holds the answers to questions; I don't have the courage to ask. Chaos and confusion are demons I fight daily. It's easy to say that i will overcome, rejoice in the knowledge that I have control, but doing and saying are so different. They say if you love something let it go free, well I love my mind, heart and soul. Letting go is way to easy though, its holding on that really takes courage. To get back up, and reach higher is so much more difficult then giving in to pain and darkness. I shall continue to get back up until God above puts me down. I will get all that I need, and all that I want. These are things that everyone deserves, and noone should ever settle for less. I know I won't.
Fear is sharp-sighted,and can see things underground,and much more in the skies. -Miguel de Cervantes, Don Quixote de la Mancha (1.3.6)
Fearless Break it down let it all out I’ll give you my opinon Walking around running my mouth Cause I’m not about pretending I talk tough calling your bluff Don’t tell me what I can’t do Don’t ask me to ignore what in my heart I know is true I never want to be predictable I’m never gonna take the easy road I never wanna follow where the Ordinary ones have gone before And that’s why everyday I say it to myself Be fearless and nothing is impossible So fearless and know that your invinsible Be fearless prove the undeniable Cause your so much stronger than you know So let it go It’s crazy never be done It’s revolutionary Don’t phase me I won’t run Nothing you can say to scare me Bring on fame I got game See I was born for this part Just have to start by following the voice inside my heart I never want to be predictable I’m never gonna take the easy road I never wanna follow where the Ordinary ones have gone before And that’s why everyday I say it to
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Fear Of Failure
One who fears failure limits his activities. Failure is simply the opportunity to begin again, this time more intelligently.
fear runs through me deeper than it hath before fears of love fears of loss can you taste the sweetness of the nectars of heaven and break yourself from the source or must you then drink forever though temptation be corrupt and shall, indeed, murder you in your lust if the pain of corruptivity is the sweetness shall you endure or break in fear my pain entwines my sweetness that look in your eyes though it maketh the tears begin to flow from mine own is none other than that which makes my body shiver in complete desire.
I've been called fearless but I do have some fears... Well not necessarily a fear but I really really really dislike cockroaches and water bugs... ewwww they're so big and they make that crunchy sound when you smash them... blech. But seriously I do have one fear. A fear I've been living with for a while. Probably started around a year ago, but I fear... a person. I fear myself.I hear the compliments everyday on how nice and good I look. And yeah I like to act all confident about it and the such and yes I do take the time to try to fix myself up in the mornings but, when it comes to that dreaded mirror, I don't look at myself like "look". Instead I look at my hair, my nose, my lips, the rest of me. I avoid making eye contact with myself.The window to the depths of my soul is one place I've always dreaded going. One place I always wanted to avoid. Because I know most of what is there. Pain, hurt, turmoil, betrayal. Everything I've run away from. It's all in there. I buried it, I turn
Face your fears or remain chained to them.
Fear can be something that bring a feeling of coming undone to people. It can bring a sense of insecurity and hesitation to someone. It can bring reluctance and even skepticism to someone who is afraid. I don't believe though that fear can't be those that we love. The support that they offer critical in our ability to deal with fear..and all that the emotion of fear brings to us. Sometimes, it is difficult to control fear..and the nervousness it bring us. For me though, this is when I lean on the shoulders of my friends...may all of dear friends..also have the strong shoulders of your friends to lean on when you feel fear in your life.
My heart was bound It was shattered and torn While hidden in darkness The hate was born I ran from friends And hid from lovers No one getting close Under covers Felt it bleed Felt the pain Too much hurt Never again No more love, No more lust Ashes to ashes, Dust to dust Heart is locked, guards never down No more tears, I won't drown Scarred for life, Burned by fire Careless feeling, Empty desire Just one emotion, Hate, My dear Forever fed, By raging fear
Fear Vs. Afraid
To Fear to be afraid sometimes I wonder are these two the same I fear falure I am afraid of being hurt I fear not being a good mom I am afraid of being alone I fear loosing my self I am afraid of being worthless I fear letting someone to close I am afraid of showing emotion The list could go on and on but are they the same to you how about you Fear to me is much more a powerful emotion Afraid I do not feel has as much control Fear can cause you to never Afraid can cause you to go slow So tell me what do you thinK but to beat all to be absolutly honest I do not fear or am not afraid I AM SCARED SHITLESS!!
As I sit here wondering what I did to deserve this, I realize that there is only one good thing in my life and that is you! Whenever I am with you, it is sheer bliss, But because of all that I am going through, I am afraid that I'm going to lose you. I never meant to drag you into this mess, If i were to lose you, I would never be the same, I am so sick and tired of people playing games, All that I ever wanted for you was simply the best. I feel like everything is out of place, And although they remain unseen These tears continue to stream down my face. I want to let it all out, I just want to scream, But I am afraid of being a disgrace I wish that this were only a dream. I haven't had a chance to be happy for quite a while, Then I met you, the only person who can make me smile, You are all that I have to hold onto, And I'm so afraid of losing you that I don't know what to do. You're the only one who has ever gotten close enough to wipe away my tears, Losing my mom u
Fear Of The Day (1999)
A sentimental journey and a cross road of life a confession of love and a promise to be your wife A selection of verse and an illusion of vows a curious gesture and questioning aloud A fearful direction and a unanimous way a dread of wonder and a heart of day Mold me and use me just a simplistic way a delusion of night and a fear of the day
you dont understand you never will how could you when you dont even try i hate you you scare me i despise you just let me hide how could you oh, please, tell me why how could you oh, please, dont let me cry under the stairs no, thats to obvious just let me hide you scare me oh, how i scream a terror to be reconed with and yet it was all a dream
I'm afraid to close my eyes at night My breath slows down and my throat goes tight Why must I be scared all the time Sometimes I feel like I 'm just a mime I can't get away from them all my dreams are like an endless fall Please someone wake me up right now I scream out in pain when I say ow My nightmares follow me wherever I go And that was so long ago I need to get out of this hell that I'm in When those wicked things see my pain they grin I know now that I can't wake up ever from this nightmare And that just makes me want to shed a tear The nightmare that I'm living in Is the real life that I must begin
Fear Is that what I'm living on? Fear That I'm no longer strong Fear That I am broken still Fear That I will never heal Fear That you won't understand Fear That guides my trembling hand Fear That I will let you in Fear To give my love again Fear Because my heart says try Fear That you will make me cry Fear For when we meet one day Fear That you won't want to stay
~Fear~ "Fear"…it keeps me on my toes it keeps my sharp in my flow-mentals it jump starts my fundamental lighting candles on my third eye's mantle and never leaving me dismantled. Because fear is a friend of mine We got back like flows and rhymes. And there's a fucking knot in my stomach right now- Some people choose to rip it out but it's something I can't live without. And so I pet that mother fucker like my pooch's snout And keep it here…right here…deep inside my gut As if I were pregnant with an intent to deliver a biblical blow of diabolical proportions. 10.0 on the Richter Scale, fire-balls bouncing off sky scrapers like a giant pinball machine that suddenly ran amuck breaking shit off like erratic hockey pucks while I hold a picket sign with a big "FUCK YOU DELUXE" and pretend not to give a mother fuck! Because fear is here stabbing me with sharpened spears And draining all my unborn tears...but I am not scared! I breathe it in like mountain air beca
Fear Has No Taste
Fear has no taste when we embrace the things we shouldn't. What is it that drives us to make such choices? Perphaps the sun has cooled and the bitter rain of our mistakes is falling on our heads like bullets. Force...its the only way a creature of habit can learn or be measured. Most never see it coming like a frog in a pot of water. Blistered and dying. That is when death is the only lesson learned. Useless is this knowledge. This is what these choices offer the chooser...utter oblivion.
Fear Is Only In Our Minds......
Religion: Believe whatever you want to believe but please do not preach to me that I need to find god or else I am going to hell! How do you even know God exists? Because a book was written 3500 years ago? The first writings were by Moses and then the Egyptians who used hieroglyphics written in stone, and then changed several times till we have this multitude of a book called the Bible. I personally do not care what anyone believes, to each is own, what ever makes you happy, but please please do not push your beliefs on me. Do not assume I am a “bad” person because I do not accept god into my life, I accept one person and that’s me and you want to know why? Because I know what I am and I know what I have to offer and I know myself inside and out and I accept myself and that’s all that matters. You want to discuss other religions and ideas with me, that’s great but do not tell me what I should believe because you will not win and I am not easily convinced. Abortion…….. Yes I do not
I found a great guy... even better... he says he loves me. How in the world can this be happening!? He lives in FL, I live in TN. He is 26, I am 19. And he is PERFECT!!!!! It's like... what the hell... what kind of cruel joke is this that I find someone so great and I can't even touch him? I just got out of a relationship. I have had a terrible history with men and abuse and it's hard for me to trust. I want him. I have not stopped talking to him since we met. We talk all the time. I'm really falling for him. I know it's sooo fast and completely illogical but there it is. I'm scared to death. I'm scared of being with him, I'm scared of not being with him. I'm scared. I have so much more to say... but I don't know how to say it.
Fears Of Violated Women!
Fear of violated women! The damage is done at a very young age How do you get yourself back How do you get comfortable with in your own skin To feel secure with the opposite sex ever again Be able to relax and give them your all They have your heart your mind and your soul But how do you give them your body Mindless is a women to be To go through a violation of one’s self At such a young age To men she should trust with life to come But tell, please tell me how is this to be done How do you explain that you love so deep But are so afraid and uncomfortable you cannot love complete Physically and mentally this is very draining We try so hard to give our hearts desire our all Of almost thirty years I cannot figure Still self conscious and in fear of being hurt But what is the worst of it I try and I try do you know how hard it is To never get pleasure and peace with ones mate Please don’t get me wrong I love him with all my heart But scared to let go and trust
Fear Of Crashing
as i live ...and as i breathe, i feel this life misrepresents me , i dont know where im going or what i want to falling faster than before . speeding, crashing through all doors will i find begging or end will all things broken someday mend ?who has answers? what may come ?what will happen when im done .fire, water ,earth and air. i wish i could fail without a care
Of Angels and Wolves whom do you fear most; The Wolf or the Man, whom do you fear; Fear the Angels, they know no remorse; Fear the man, they are without remorse.
Fear Of The Unknown Is Normal.
We all fear what we don't know - it's natural. --Leo Buscaglia If we put a blindfold over our eyes and begin to walk around an open field, we would feel unsure with each step. We might be afraid of falling, afraid of walking over some unseen edge and hurting ourselves. When any of us face something and we don't know what the outcome will be, we often feel blindfolded. We fear we may get hurt. We fear we can't do it. We have a hard time trusting ourselves. A blind person often finds help or guidance from others, or will gain confidence by walking on - slowly at first, finding trust and sureness with each step. These same things help us when we are afraid. It is also helpful to remember there is no right or wrong way to explore what faces us - only our own way. I will find new trust that I can place in myself today? You can too ya'll
Fear Of Death
One of my friends here suggested that I post more of my articles. So here is another: FEAR OF DEATH “Where does the fear of death come from? Ignorance of the self gives fear of death. The more one learns of the self, the less fear there is of death, for then man sees only a door to pass through from one phase of life to another - and the other phase is much better. The more spiritually one lives, the less fear there is of death. The more one lives in the soul, the less hold one has upon the body. The body has fear according to the consciousness it has in itself. Man is not only dependent upon his mind for thought, but every atom of the body is to some extent conscious, and so protects itself” Hazrat Inayat Khan A lot, perhaps most of these articles come from conversations that I have with people and this one is no different. I seem to get my best teachings from the people around me who think I am teaching them. I have been convinced for some time that I am the one who is
I don’t know where to start to describe the incredible thing that has happened to me. Those of you who have dealt with extreme trauma may understand. As they can share, unfortunately, it is indescribably to those who have not experience it firsthand. Of course indescribable means that I will use every word in my vocabulary to express this to you knowing that I will not succeed. It is the point of psychotic break when all your defenses fall. Your every secret fear is laid bear for all to see and do with as they please. You have no protection whasoever. Everything and anything acan and will hurt and scare you. You want to be alone because for anyone to see you in such a state would hurt you although not intentionally. No this doesn’t sound good at all. You’re right. Living in this state I would imagine causes multiple suicides. At the same time, I have been through this and survived. It is that survival that is so incredible. I went through an experience where I felt just as I’v
“Is fear inherent in the soul, as you said the angels feared the contact with the body? Fear is a shadow cast upon the light of the soul. And of what is that shadow? That shadow is of something that the soul does not know, something that is strange to it. For instance, take a person near the water who has never learned to swim; he is not acquainted with water, he is not at ease, there is his fear. Another person gets rid of that feeling of strangeness, he knows his own power over the water, he has no more fear. Therefore, fear comes from ignorance. As everyone fears to go in a dark room when he does not know what is there, so the soul in entering the body of clay naturally is frightened.” Hazrat Inayat Khan Sometimes people do things that I simply do not understand. I try to understand but it is not always possible. And then I get it, they are afraid. Which is totally understandable. From the paragraph above we could extrapolate that we begin our journey on the Earth in fear,
Fear & Loathing In Las Vegas
Fears..... people have many fears in life. I have acouple that weigh me down also. But those fears of mine stem from past experience and situations I found myself in that I could not handle and did not have any control over. My fears are based on loss or to lose... To lose something so dear to you, and I couldn't stop it or prevent it. Oh and my fear of injections. But, thats is based on a bad expeience... *shivers* ugh I fucking hate that. But do I let my fears still slow me down when it comes down to something important... Fuck no.... I'm to much of a fighter for that... my fears piss me off and I refuse to surrender to them.. I don't understand why I would not do something cuz I'm afraid... Whats the worst thing that could happen... Pain... Death... even worse.. Rejection and emotional suffering. Fuck that... I can understand not everyone is like me that I would fight and fight and so on till I drop dead.. But if something and someone that you care for and need and such is in troubl
Fear Is Pulling Me Under..
* I'm laying on the operating table groggy and unaware of my surrondings, my name being called from all around me "Katie wake up..Come back Katie" as my eyes start to flutter open the light is blinding and I feel an awful scratchy, suffocating, binding feeling in my throat.I try to move my arms and legs, but i come to the realization in a panic that I am immobilized, still paralyzed from the medictions. As my eyes slowly begin to adjust to the lights above me and my mind becomes a bit clearer i am able to see and understand why my throat feels the way it does, I still have the tubes going into my mouth and down my throat. Off somewhere behind me I hear the words "Thank god she came back, that was a close call" I cannot move my neck or any or my limbs as i search around the operating room looking for a familiar face, I do not reconize the nurse that is at the side of the table checking my vital signs, My throat feels so tight its burning, i feel as though i am suffocating even though t
Have you ever loved someone so much that fear takes control of every emotions. Fear of loving. Fear of losing that felling of floating on air. Fear of one day hearing the words…goodbye… How can love & fear be twisted in one so that you can't even tell them apart. Maybe, loving means risking everything for that one person who makes you feel larger then life. I feel that with you, fear. Fear of feelings I promised myself I would not feel again. Fear of giving myself to be hurt again. Fear of saying goodbye and never loving again. Where do I go from here? Do I let my fear of not being enough drive me away? Do I let go now and let fear win? Do I hold on and allow fear to drive you away? Or do I hold on and shut fear out and know that real love will win? Whatever path our love leads us down one thing I know is true. Your love had made me realize what it is to love so much that fear takes control. Whether that is good or bad remains to be seen. Love knows no
Watching with adoring eyes as you ignore me, filled with this endless love that you can’t see. Sitting there next to you, so close yet so far away there is nothing I can do. My heart skipping its pace, as I gaze into your perfect face. If only I had the courage to do, to at least voice what is within my heart.
The Fear In The Heart Of A Man
against an attacker I will take my stand because my heart will show fear 4 no man but 4 a broken heart I run with fright scared 2 be blind in a vulnerable night I believe this fear is in every man some will acknowledge it others will fail to understand there is no fear in a shallow heart because shallow hearts don't fall apart but feeling hearts that truly care are fragile 2 the flow of air and if I am 2 be true then I must give my fragile heart I may receive great joy or u may return it ripped apart 2-Pac Shakur
Fear Of Terrorist Or Anthrax
BIRMINGHAM, Alabama (AP) -- Hundreds of thousands of holiday cards and letters thanking wounded American troops for their sacrifice and wishing them well never reach their destination. They are returned to sender or thrown away unopened. Christmas cards to the armed forces must be addressed to a specific person. Since the September 11 attacks and the anthrax scare, the Pentagon and the Postal Service have refused to deliver mail addressed simply to "Any Wounded Soldier" for fear terrorists or opponents of the war might send toxic substances or demoralizing messages. Mail must be addressed to a specific member of the armed forces -- a rule that pains some well-meaning Americans this Christmas season. "Are we going to forget our soldiers because we are running in fear?" Fena D'Ottavio asked. The suburban Chicago woman was using her blog to encourage friends to send mail to unspecified soldiers until she learned of the ban, which she called a sad commentary on society. Last
Fear Is All We Have To Fear!!!
Fear is only an illusion. It is the illusion that creates the feeling of separateness - the false sense of isolation that exists only in your imagination. --Jeraldine Sounders We are only alone in our minds. In reality, we are each contributing and necessary parts offering completion to the wholeness of the universe. Our very existence guarantees our equality, which, when fully understood, eases our fears. We have no reason to fear one another's presence, or to fear new situations when we realize that all of us are on equal footing. No one's talents are of greater value than our own, and each of us is talented in ways exactly appropriate to our circumstances. Freedom from fear is a decision we can choose to make at any time. We can simply give it up and replace it with our understanding of equality with all persons. Taking responsibility for our fear, or our freedom from it, is the first step to a perspective promising healthier emotional development. If I am fearful today,
fast beating hearts induces thoughts of death. fears and panics entrapped in this head. gets dark and cold deep within this mind. thoughts race with the vision in place. imagining destruction. daydreams in a nightmare flight. palms sweaty, eyes closed. its got control!! cant move, cant run. there's no where out of this!! mental movie has begun. get the popcorn, it's gonna be a while. takin a trip through your mental case mind. reality..... miles away. hiding under the covers, thinkin deaths on the other side. trembles and shakes keep your ass in place! morbid visions of whats on the other side. demons, or even a blood soaked psycho comin to get ya!! real sounds intensify..increasing the heart race. visioning the sound maker as death comin closer. holy shit.... this is it... death is here to take ya!! induced courage causes contiplation of a peak. mental voices scream, craziness is all this is
As i sit here in this chair listening a slow jam, I'm starting to think of what life has been like for me as far. It all started when i went back and read all the post blogs i wrote and reflecting on past memories. I know a person shouldn't dwell on the past but, i can't help it. its what i have and can never shake. I'm reminded of people i miss, time i gave love only to not receive in return. what I've gained and lost. And who i came from having trust for any and everyone to watching everyone with a hawk eye. I find myself waking up in the middle of the night, getting in my car and just driving and listening to the same song over and over again. On the outside, I'm happy, smiling all the time. but for really on the inside I'm angry and i don't know why. my life is going okay, I got a nice place to lay my head, food in my stomach, and a car. so what the fuck is up? What I'm i really missing in my life? I really feel that its past bullshit that's fucking with me. But see, the fucked u
I have been contemplating letting of of fear and living in the moment. This past April I traveled alone across the United States, through the Yukon and into Alaska in a brand new company van and believed that I had conquered alot of my fears. I traveled across icy mountain passes in a snow storm. My body was so tense I thought it would crack into pieces, my hands turning white, tightly gripping the steering wheel. I am a southeast Texas girl that is totally unfamiliar with snow and ice and I have a huge fear of heights, especially mountain roads with life threatening cliffs to slide off of! I literally kissed the ground when I safely arrived at the bottom of that mountain and believed I could do anything after making it through that! But the holidays have brought on a new set of fears. I lost both my mom and dad in the last couple of years and so I have very little family left. Christmas activities really bring up all the wonderful memories of holidays past, but they also bring up th
Some people say life isnt something to fear, only death is. For me death isnt something I worry too much about. Its what leading up to death that I fear. Life is the hard part, learning to accept what is, fixing what you can and praying you just make it. In this life I have had pain, hurt, abuse of many forms-some self inflicted, joys, sorrows and defeats with a few victories. I put on this face that life is ok and that I am happy. In truth, life isn't ok and I am not very happy. I am alone. My heart is in a million pieces and I don't think I have any super glue to fix it. I lost the man I loved. He walks with another for reasons both known and unknown to any of us. I hope and pray for the ability to learn to live again with out him and find some one new someday. The few chances I have in this life to make amends are high on my list to fix the karma I have given myself. There are so many people I took for granted and broke. Some of them I have been blessed to have back in my life, othe
Fear Beside Me
everything flooded back to me all the memories of you and I happy together and in love I’d forgotten how much I cared I’d forgotten how sexy you were you've changed a lot love I wonder what you were thinking when you saw me on the chat board talking like I’d never been gone did all the love for me come back I know my love for you did i missed you so much i blocked it out my feelings for you kept growing though I don’t know if it means I’m suppose to be with you or that I’m playing with myself again setting unstable feelings and thoughts for us like I’ve done before, and it crumbled back on me I’d like to tell you how much I still love you but I don’t want to be rejected again I’m so afraid of you, and I don’t know why I know you, and the way you act... I just want to be loved again....... by you.....
Fear of death Fear of life Fear of truth Fear can bite Fear devours Trust at sight Fear turns logic Into spite Fear even doth Turn light to night When it upon Your shoulder lights Fear twists Fear kills Fear is the cause Of most world ills Love chase fear away When fear gone All just peace
Fear the light Fear the dark Fear the shadows Fear the night Fear can kill you If you let it control you For fear is nothing but a destruction Of ones self and ones soul Let it into your Heart And let it control you And you will never know anything But the fear you let control you Yet if you take control now And learn to master over it Then you shall live your life Without the constant knowing of Fear For Fear is naught If you do not fear it But to fear your fear Is to give it control And let it destroy you
Fear Inside
this fear inside grows deeper as we speak im not use to this type of fear its worries me greatly that im so afraid to come clean for so long ive wanted you for so long ive waited and yet we spoke the whole time i figured by now id have the courage to ask you anything yet im so afraid that the answer i get wont be the one i want and i dont want that awkwardness between us if its not what i want thatd be my fault and i dont want to lose u uve always been special to me whether you saw it or not i may not be the perfect girl but could u love me the way i am? flaws and all? could u love me the way i love you? i could spend my days lost in you id give u everything just to have you and you have no idea how much i like you i know it may be too soon to ask but i want to know so badly it makes me cry im not perfect,nor will i ever be but would you date me anyways?
Fear And Loathing In New Hampshire
Now that the caucusses in Iowa are past, we my friends are in the beginning of what is sure to be the Shitstorm of '08. New Hampshire, one of the most conservative states in the union plays host today of thefirst primary. The fear? While true aficianados of american politics no longer place much faith in the substance of the caucusses, Huckabee's win there means republican hopefuls must give a greater ear to, and therfore voice to, ultra-right wing christians. Prior to Huckabee's surge, Romney and McCain were battling it out for the party's more centrist voters but their losses means both now will have to pander to the far right to regain their positions as front runners. Huckabee will most certainly fade from the front long before the party's nominating convention; but, his victory in Iowa will make an indellible mark upon the overall election. The longer Huckabee hangs on, the more power the dogmatic christian 'taliban' will have in determining the repuplican platform for the g
Fear And Loathing
Fear and Loathing....Two things that are inevitable in this world...Two things I have constantly......Always....Bugging the shit outta me.....Confusing me......Consuming me at times...What do I fear you ask?? I fear what the future holds for me...I fear that they ARE all the same....I fear that noone will ever really know WHO I am or appreciate me for it....I fear being alone.....I fear not knowing....What do I loathe??? I loathe the same things....I loathe not knowing what the future holds...I loathe fearing that they ARE all the same....I loathe thinking that they may never know WHO I am or be able to appreciate me for it....I loathe being alone....I loathe now knowing..... When will all the Fear and Loathing cease???
Fear No Man Trust No Bitch
whats up everyone go leave me a voice comment on my page now dayummit quit playing leave me some love
The Fear Of Satan
People were in their pews talking at church. Suddenly, Satan appeared at the front of the church. Everyone started screaming and running for the front entrance, trampling each other in a frantic effort to get away from the evil incarnate. Soon everyone had exited the church except for one elderly gentleman who sat calmly in his pew without moving, seeming oblivious to the fact that God's ultimate enemy was in his presence. So Satan walked up to the old man and said, "Don't you know who I am?" The man replied, "Yep, sure do" "Aren't you afraid of me?" Satan asked. "Nope, sure ain't." said the man. "Don't you realize I can kill with a word?" asked Satan. "Don't doubt it for a minute," returned the old man in an even tone. "Did you know that I could cause you profound horrifying AGONY for all eternity?" persisted Satan . "Yep," was the calm reply. "And, you're still not afraid?" asked Satan.
Fear Of Life
Fear of life what to do Everybodys screwing you Fuck the pain, fuck the fear Your pain is shattered in the mirror No passion, no pain, what can you say Being tortured in every way Im done with this game fuck it im out Im not gonna scream just fuckin shout
Theres something thats been buggin me for a long time now, the thing is ive never takein a real hit in a fight, & that kinda scares me...Is it that im leading up to a really violent fight or is it that when i do get in a good fight im going to die? Either way it kinda scares me...Or is it that when I finaly do get to my love, that im going to get jumped & beatin so bad i die... Or is it that when I get to my love that something bad is going to happen like shes just playin me, & if that the case im going to take the intire iraqie army on by my damn self, & I will win because I will be so upset that noone nor nothing will be able to stop me when i begin my rampage,I will make sure that not a one of them escapes me I will kill them all on my own, & my friends will see my symbol at every location i kill,I will leave my mark to show everyone that doubts my rage, I will be on the news ppl have always doubted me because im a lil guy, but when I get there & if she
Fear And Failure
Fear defeats more people than any other one thing in the world. -Ralph Waldo Emerson. i went skydiving yesterday and to be a certified skydiver, you have to take a 6 hour training course where you're briefed on emergency procedures, how to fall correctly in the relative wind, landing a parachute and other things relative to learning how to sky dive correctly. and believe me there is alot to know. it's called an AFF training course, which stands for Advanced FreeFall training. it consists of a 6-8 hour classroom course, and 7 jumps with a progression in increased difficulty for each jump. a couple weeks ago, i laid down $1300 for my AFF training and took my first skydive school and first jump, everything went very well for the first jump, i was very confident going into the jump, piloted my parachute to the ground and landed well. afterwards, i was glowing, exhuberant and exstatic about learning to skydive, the whole ju
fear of confusion fear of killers fear of panicking fear of death fear of clowns fear of needles fear of stalkers fear of love fear of getting hurt fear of the future fear of car accidents fear of not being happy fear of being buried alive fear of losing someone you love fear of the past coming back fear of someone not loving you back fear of disappointing the people you love fear of hurting the people you love fear of not knowing whats going to happen fear of me
The Fear Of Fear
Fear is not what I am afraid of. True, it is a frightful thing to fear; But the fear of fearing fear is overwhelming Especially when its form becomes sheer Fear is like losing a tree of shade on a bristling day Or losing your breath when you fall below the sea; I fear this fear of fearing these fears And it is this fear that is part and parcel of me. Fear is like loving without being loved back, Fear is like leaving without being left; And the fear of loving and leaving and being loved and being left Is opposed by the fear of not fearing anything And being an empty vase, noisy and bereft I fear not death nor do I fear life, But I fear the fear of both as my peers; If I could release one fear from my fears It would be the fear of fearing these fears.
The Fear Never Stops (poem)
A dirt road a woman walking with a basket on her head A field a woman walking with a bushel on her back A city street a woman walking with a briefcase A parking lot a woman walking with a grocery bag A suburban mall a woman walking with a stroller Suddenly heavy footsteps behind her Her heart beats quicker A robber, a rapist a harasser, a killer? Perhaps just a nice person? But she's afraid The sound of a stranger's footsteps is a universal female experience of fear
fear. Current mood: awake fear, when you look at it is a pretty miraculous thing. to have a healthy fear of a thing, actions ect.. it could keep you safe and sound, surounded by the light instead of lit up because you just so happened to put your finger in a socket? how'd it get there anyway? more than likely , you thought you could put your little finger in there and somehow, keep it away from the impending doom that is the mighty shock. just an over the top example folks. someone told me earlier " you can't let the fear rule you. because if you do , you will only end up with the big ol' what-if" and unhealthy fear can become like a indestinguishable fire that if not put in check, can consume you. not only hill it hurt you but others around you as well. from recent exp. i can tell you that the fire is pretty fucking hot. i knew the risk involved and before i proceeded yet i jumped in. throw caution to the wind like midget tossing. what's the worst that could happen right? i
Fearing The Loss Of Mylil' Lei Sis
~Waiting is the worse state to be in for me, but doing so with myMaster has been very helpful for me in this to do. myMaster's kaleiatia means the absolute world to U/us B/both and W/we want her here in Michigan with U/us to make U/us the complete Family W/we experienced with her on her visit up here, short though it was and went way to fast also. The depth of O/our love for her goes very deep and W/we are B/both very well aware of this and so have tried to not overwhelm her with it, but never have W/we hidden it, denied it to her or the world, or abused it in any way whats so ever. W/we B/both know she has all her family close to her out there, in that its just a local short flight from the island she works on to go to the one she as born on to see them as she is able to, and it can be a bit more so to make such happen from Michigan but to this B/both ourMaster and i have said willingly and generously that there will be some form of saving opened for the B/both of U/us to help her ha
"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our Deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not out darkness, that frightens us most. We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented and fabulous? Actually who are you not to be? You are a child of the universe. You were born to manifest the glory of the universe that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in every one." -Marianne Williamson
"fear Of Commitmen!"
Im thinking today is a good day to write about the"Fear of Commitment!" In this day and age, wouldnt you agree that it is far to easy to give up on the word commitment! The definition of the word "Commitment," is the state of being bounded emotionally or intellectually to another person or persons or an obligation to a job or friendships. I think there are many people on FuBaR and in real life who are committed to different values in their lives, whether it is a romantic love interests or perhaps even a good friendship or job. So why is it then that it is so easy to break that commitment or commitments? Or maybe even still there is just a feeling or emotion to "Fear a Commitment?" Is it because so many of us have had a bad relationship, or did things not go right at a job or in a friendship? There are so many excuses that could be used here that I could write a fifteen paragraph explanation on excuses of why not commit! I think that most of us just dont have the fortitude to commit cau
Why am i here? Im full of fear, I cant go by, Without a tear, All i wanna do is die. My hands shake, My heart brakes, All i gain, Is more pain, I feel really low, So please just let me go. I see it there on the side, This is one hell of a nasty ride, I picked it up, took a deep breathe, Shut my eyes, and hoped for the best. Few seconds later i open my eyes, Finally there are no more lies, Then i reilse Im allready dead!
So what is this fear fad that some people are getting into? Webster's Says: fear(fîr)n. 1. A feeling of agitation and anxiety caused by the presence or imminence of danger. 2. A state or condition marked by this feeling: living in fear. 3. A feeling of disquiet or apprehension: a fear of looking foolish. 4. Extreme reverence or awe, as toward a supreme power. 5. A reason for dread or apprehension: Being alone is my greatest fear. Alright I can go with that. So now that we all know what fear is, what causes it? Is it like number 1 says? Because of imminent danger? Nah can't be, that doesn't apply to the reason for this blog. Number 2 is out as well, same concept as number 1. How about 3 or 4? Nah those are both out too, there is no great power here and certainly nobody to look foolish too, except the one you face in the mirror each morning. SO it looks like our winner is behind door number 5. Alright now that we've determined it's a reason for dread or apprehension th
Fear Me
What People Think of Your Mouth People see you as both flirtatious and intimidating. Your friends are secretly put off by your seductive powers. And strangers either fear you or obsess over you - sometimes both. No way to fight it - you're a natural vamp. Or rake. What Does Your Mouth Say About You?
Why are we as humans so afraid? I was once told what does not kill you makes you stronger ... but what if all it makes you do is want to die? I know I am stronger than this ... but I can't seem to find my strength ... I want so desperately to have someone love me, to share my life with someone worthy. Yet I am so afraid to go out and find them for fear of finding another user or someone not worthy of me. What do you do when you have so much love to give yet every time you try you get hurt? Do you retreat .. do you hide? Do you close yourself off and not allow anyone near you? How do you cope with the rejection or lack of commitment?
Darkness surrounds me Depression takes hold Chains hold me captive The air is so cold. Fear settles in I try to get free No light in this darkness I wish I could see. A lock clicks lightly My heart jumps in my throat A door opens softly They're coming to gloat. The soft sound of footsteps Reaches my ears The flare of a match Lighting my fears But the face that I see Is not the one I expected It looks on mine with Love I thought I'd rejected. A hand reaches out And unlocks my chains I'm finally free To love again.
The Fear
Fear Of The Wolf By ~degrading On
Fear of the Wolf By Jessica Rud “Sweets for your grandmother again?” Red froze as the now familiar voice floated through the seemingly peaceful forest and found it’s way to her ears. She ignored it and continued walking, although she couldn’t stop herself from quickening her pace somewhat. “You know it’s hopeless, don’t you?” the voice, sickening and smooth, continued to mock her from the shadows of the trees. “Sweets can’t save her. Nothing can save her.” “Shut up.” Commanded Red through gritted teeth, “Go away.” “This is my domain, Red.” Hissed the voice, “I’ll stay as long as I wish.” Red growled under her breath and continued walking. “Ignoring me, Red? Tad immature, don’t you think? Stop a moment. Talk to me.” Against her will, Red stopped, her feet suddenly rooted to the ground in involuntary fear as a dark shape emerged from the wood in front of her. Yellow eyes gleamed, and the sharp white teeth were twisted into a very un-wolflike grin. Red wanted to berate hersel
Fear Of The Unknown
As I've mentioned to someone before, it's the fear of the unknown that gets to a person. Let them know what can or probably will happen straight out, and it truly does help. It might not hurt less if/when it happens, but atleast it's not being blind-sighted. It's not being given a false sense of security. You know for sure what could and most likely will happen. It can help put you at ease at least a little. Confront your fears, and it's not always as bad as your mind makes it out to be. Keep in the dark, and everything seems scary. It doesn't hurt less, but knowing from the other side, it makes it a little easier to accept and prepare.
Fear Of Rejection..
In some of my blogs, I actually say that rejection is healthy and with the right frame of mind, you can always use a light hearted approach and tell yourself that if you meet someone and it doesn't work out, then you will eventually meet someone better. And it's true. However, when you are rejected by people whom you share a connection. When there is uncertainty. That is much harder, it's a totally different level to deal with. It does hurt, that's a fact. Personally, it's like a physical sensation in the pit of my stomach. It's actually akin to when you find out someone you care about has died. I felt and sometimes still feel that way for my grandparents whom I miss sorely still. But, what to do? You can't force love and you can't make people choose you. Sometimes it's family related, sometimes it's someone you really care for, in the end, once there has been some history, rejection becomes a hard pill to swallow. I'm sure we all fear rejection. Some of
In your meditations, you will meet gods. These gods are nothing more than the holiest aspects of your own mind; they are not other beings. Your inner gods will grant gifts of knowledge and power. Accept what comes your way without doubt and without fear. You can trust your gods. They will never betray you, for you cannot betray yourself. Such trust dissolves fear and regret. You will find a resolution to your inner conflicts. The gods will direct you forward to the very border of reality itself. On the other side is vast profundity, the ultimate nature of existence. But the border can be crossed only if you have resolved all fear and regret. All fear comes from our sense of self. When we stand at the border of reality, we are afraid of being destroyed. But we came from Tao in the first place. We are Tao. To return to Tao is not to be negated, but to become one with the entire universe. True, we will no longer be who we are now, but we will be one with Tao. In that
The first step in dealing with fear is recognizing it for what it is. Recognizing (and in some cases analyzing) your fears is very inportant in that process. Ultimately, there is one fear that provides the foundation off all others: the fear that we may not be able to deal with whatever *may* happen. Fear itself is a mechanism that resides in the 'animal part' of ourselves, a mechanism intended to keep us out of harmful situations. Fear of heights, for example, is a mechanism that tries to keep us out of those situations where falling is a possibility. Fear of spiders and other black hairy things that crawl with too many legs keeps us away from potentially harmful varieties. Fear of drowning keeps us out of the water. Then there are those fears based upon previous experience. Someone who has nearly drowned may be afraid to swim... someone who has been abused may fear people... someone who has nearly died in a fire may be afraid of fire. These fears are 'learned' fears, and it's
To put it down to a mere word. its fear. fear is the truth behind your lies. fear is the the vanity behind your disquise. its the set point in your mind. that clock that stops. ticking when you know its time. for me its the inspiration that keeps you going. that adrenaline rush that filters fun from insanity. if fear is just a word for you, think again. that lump in the back of your throat, the very fright that makes you choke. the final step that turns faith into hope. it may be just a result or intimidation. but trust me. fear is an obligation. fear could be the depth or your dignity. simply the novel that explains your humility. when you have to ask yourself. fear? is it still in me? the luminating moon thats been making you question life. the momment of mindset that causes you to pick up the knife. but is it shaking in your hand? or are you you in demand? if you follow your instinct, what was your path? put aside the bullshit and trust in your wrath. because if
Fear Quotes
You block your dream when you allow your fear to grow bigger than your faith. ~Mary Manin Morrissey Nothing in life is to be feared. It is only to be understood. ~Marie Curie Fear is a darkroom where negatives develop. ~Usman B. Asif Keep your fears to yourself but share your courage with others. ~Robert Louis Stevenson Panic at the thought of doing a thing is a challenge to do it. ~Henry S. Haskins The one permanent emotion of the inferior man is fear - fear of the unknown, the complex, the inexplicable. What he wants above everything else is safety. ~Henry Louis Mencken There is a time to take counsel of your fears, and there is a time to never listen to any fear. ~George S. Patton Many of our fears are tissue-paper-thin, and a single courageous step would carry us clear through them. ~Brendan Francis There is much in the world to make us afraid. There is much more in our faith to make us unafraid. ~Frederick W. Cropp There are
Fear Of Being Crushed Again
yes my therapy agin my friends!!! so have a seat and see if u follow what i am tryiing to convey and hope it helps any one else out here in wonderful fu land!!! i have been struggeling with pain of past relationships haveing gone bad, i let the pain sink it ugly fangs so deep into my heart and soul, i use this little elitronic box to hide behind... one minute i am reaching out to my closest friends needing them so desperately, and the next i am walking away, feeling like i am being smothered... i have also been doing this espically with any man that seems to be around me now... Fear of being LIED to FEAR of being abused FEAR of being used FEAR of knowing in my gut when he is going around cheating on me and when i ask him about it he denies it I have heard ppl say that FEAR holds a person back... couldnt FEAR and "protecting ones self from being hurt again" be considered one in the same??? i find lately that i want to reach out and i keep calling for my
Fearless United--***new Lounge***
Ok I made a lounge for all of us to hang in and talk and cut up. I want you (all my friends family and fans) to join in, and I need staff so if you are interested please let me know!
A- Ablutophobia- Fear of washing or bathing. Acarophobia- Fear of itching or of the insects that cause itching. Acerophobia- Fear of sourness. Achluophobia- Fear of darkness. Acousticophobia- Fear of noise. Acrophobia- Fear of heights. Aerophobia- Fear of drafts, air swallowing, or airbourne noxious substances. Aeroacrophobia- Fear of open high places. Aeronausiphobia- Fear of vomiting secondary to airsickness. Agateophobia- Fear of insanity. Agliophobia- Fear of pain. Agoraphobia- Fear of open spaces or of being in crowded, public places like markets. Fear of leaving a safe place. Agraphobia- Fear of sexual abuse. Agrizoophobia- Fear of wild animals. Agyrophobia- Fear of streets or crossing the street. Aichmophobia- Fear of needles or pointed objects. Ailurophobia- Fear of cats. Albuminurophobia- Fear of kidney disease. Alektorophobia- Fear of chickens. Algophobia- Fear of pain. Alliumphobia- Fear of garlic. Allodoxaphobia- Fear of opinions. Altophobia- Fear of
Fear Pt2
Q- A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z | Top R- A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z | Top Radiophobia- Fear of radiation, x-rays. Ranidaphobia- Fear of frogs. Rectophobia- Fear of rectum or rectal diseases. Rhabdophobia- Fear of being severely punished or beaten by a rod, or of being severely criticized. Also fear of magic.(wand) Rhypophobia- Fear of defecation. Rhytiphobia- Fear of getting wrinkles. Rupophobia- Fear of dirt. Russophobia- Fear of Russians. S- A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z | Top Samhainophobia: Fear of Halloween. Sarmassophobia- Fear of love play. (Malaxophobia) Satanophobia- Fear of Satan. Scabiophobia- Fear of scabies. Scatophobia- Fear of fecal matter. Scelerophibia- Fear of bad men, burglars. Sciophobia Sciaphobia- Fear of shadows. Scoleciphobia- Fear of worms. Scolionophobia- Fear of school. Scopophobia or Scoptophobia- Fear of being seen or stared at. Scotomaphobia- Fear of blindn
The fear of death is more to be dreaded than death itself. Publilius Syrus
If I didn't fear so many things I would be somewhere else. I hate that I can't just do what I would love to do. Go to the one place I want to be more than anywhere in the world. There would be so much more to me if I had no fear. I live a normal everyday life. Nothing special. I know what I want and where I want to be. I know what I feel. Fear is all that holds me back. Fear of failure,rejection and loss. If I could learn not to fear,I know exactly where I would be.
Fear Of Life
I sit in my room, Pondering my life, Remembering back to when I had hopes & dreams, I begin to cry over memories & dreams long gone, I wipe my eyes & stand up, I breath deeply, I bury my emotions & go on with life, As usual I hide my true-self, For fear of losing my loved ones.
The Fear In Your Eyes
By Gwen Stacy Sound the alarms all eyes to the horizon Prepare for war put down the fear in your eyes We fight and die, bearing arms,free of fear Our colors nailed to the mast I may not make it back But I'll make sure someone never forgets me No regrets nothing left to loose. I may not make it back This night is mine So take a good last look at the blackened sky Put down the fear in your eyes I thought I'd never see this day The time to fight is now On to fight this war I decide who will live and who will die I decide who dies This night is mine
As I sit here in fear of what is and what can be I wonder what is to be. Life is not an easy street to walk sometimes and this I know but I still want it to be . I worry about tomorrow and what is about to happen to my life. Will I be here a yr from now, hell will I be here 6 months from now. For a woman who has had this issue before this is scary and surreal. What will the doctors say? What is it? Am I to die and leave my kids alone? These are the thoughts that race through my mind as I sit here in fear!!
The Fear Of Lilith
An interesting article about Male Fear of Dominant Women The Fear of Lilith Examining the Lilith Myth and the Male Fear of Dominant Women By Charles Alexander Moffat Men’s fear of women has caused them to portray women in two specific archetypes and continued to compare women in such a fashion because the majority of their writing was written by men for other men. Thus was born an unspoken tradition amongst men to portray women as weak submissive and/or seductive, evil succubi/monsters such as Lilith, and is the result of men’s fear of being controlled. Psychologically, a man may be willing to have sex, but if the woman is not, the denial of sex perpetuates a breach in the male ego. The male response to this rejection is fear and anger, and in order to find a solution to the problem, the male reacts by finding excuses for his superiority. Believing that if he is superior and that the woman is weaker and inferior, then whether or not the woman is willing will now be unimpor
No one knows the fear I hold, layers of strength. Yet my heart grows cold. Sometimes I cry my tears of rage. The world around me crawls. Silent, turn the page . . . Death has come. Say goodbye. A world of hope in the tears I cry. All a waste, yet I've always known this time would come, my journey home . . . Goodbye, my love, my only friend. My journey to the forbidden end
U know why I hate relationships, because I'm always afraid something will come along and ruin them. Seems to always happen no matter what I do. It seems as soon as I get to the point of smooth sailing, it all goes wrong. Sometimes I wonder if I'm destined to be alone. It sure seems like it.
Fear And Loathing In '08
Sarah Palin is a sinister woman. We are two-thirds of the way through the most important election of our time and this wicked woman is going to torpedo the entire thing. The McCain camp has been crying like little children over Barack Obama's alleged celebrity status yet they dont seem to think it strange that The GOP VP candidate has her own action figure. Celebrity status indeed! Sarah Palin is the most terrifying political figure in American History. Richard Nixon is an altar boy compared to this Nazi. Apparently Gov. Palin believes that the War we are in is a task from God. Really. Anybody remember the crusades??? Those were tasks from God too. Dont believe me? Pope Urban the 2nd launched the first crusade in 1096 because God willed it to be so. If you do research into World War 2 you will find that Adolph Hitler refers to his task as "God's Task" to rid the world of the Jews. We are in this war because we have a president who lies more then Stephen Glass. Also dont start in with
Fear Of Loosing.
I love him more than I've loved most people. I'd do anything just to make him smile. But I'm worried. there's been a time when we weren't sure of how this is going to work. Distance can be so empty and a hard road to travel, especially when your heart has been broken so many times.And when you've lost so much. I just hope I don't loose this one...I always fall hard when I love, because you never know when you will have the chance to love again. But we have this connection...its unexplainable. And I would do anything to make this work. And its hard sometimes because I can't be there to console him to tell him everything will be okay. To hold him and kiss him and wrap him up. It hurts. And it's hard. But I want him and only him and I cant even picture sharing anything with anyone else. It literally makes me feeling sick even at the thought of someone else. I would have given up completely if it wasn't for him...he saved me in so many ways. I could never thank him enough. I just want to
**Some of my biggest fears** (Some are interesting) *Thunder *Lighting *Being alone during thunderstorms *Dying alone *The thought of my daughters first heart break *Not being a good enough mother *People thinking Im a bad mother,friend.. person in general *Not doing anything with my life Most of all My greatest fear is not having my daughter in my life...that would kill me!!
Fear And Loathing From Missouri
The biggest event in television history is taking place tonight. No im not talking about Katie Couric's follow up colonoscopy I am talking about the Vice Presidential Debate between Joe Biden and Sarah Palin. Over the last month we have seen Sarah Palin go from Republican Hero to bumbling Zero thanks in part to the now famous Katie Couric interviews. However, even though she makes Dan Quayle look like a Rhoades Scholar there is no way she can lose this debate. The McCain campaign has done such a good job of turning every question concerning her qualifications into media attacks or sexist questions that the very second Joe Biden refers to inexperience her popularity is going to sky rocket. This bothers me because for years women have fought for equal rights (which I supported 100%) however I find it funny that now that they have them they want to play by different rules. When a journalist pointed out the Palin was all for the Bridge To Nowhere before Washington pulled out it was called
As I sit here wondering what I did to deserve this, I realize that there is only one good thing in my life and that is you! Whenever I am with you, it is sheer bliss, But because of all that I am going through, I am afraid that I'm going to lose you. I never meant to drag you into this mess, If i were to lose you, I would never be the same, I am so sick and tired of people playing games, All that I ever wanted for you was simply the best. I feel like everything is out of place, And although they remain unseen These tears continue to stream down my face. I want to let it all out, I just want to scream, But I am afraid of being a disgrace I wish that this were only a dream. I haven't had a chance to be happy for quite a while, Then I met you, the only person who can make me smile, You are all that I have to hold onto, And I'm so afraid of losing you that I don't know what to do. You're the only one who has ever gotten close enough to wipe away my tears, Losing my mom u
Our lives are dictated by fear. How much of it is justified? Fear of being homeless, or hungry, impoverished, or hit by a truck if I walk in front of it - these are fundamentally rooted in fear of physical suffering, pain, even death. But what about socially? How much of our decision-making is based on fear of social persecution? Scared of what someone might say if we speak how we feel in everyday situations, scared of who would reject us were we to act this way or that? Fear of alienation from the fellow humans we long to be accepted by? And aside from cultural norms that involve our selves being reflected back to us by others, an introspective fear? Scared of venturing from a psychological or emotional place of comfort and security to explore what lies beneath? Do we fear knowing and dealing with our selves? And if so, why? Is it because we cling to a self-image that is so attached to Ego, so loaded with emotional mental, and practical investment, that we cannot bear
Fear That Grips Us
Sipping a drink I glance over my glass and something catches my attention. Something steals my breath away from me. The glow she exudes is overwhelming, it almost blinds me. Her aura draws me too her, but I can’t move. My feet won’t budge, she is too beautiful for words and my body knows it. How could I stand a chance, any hope of catching her attention, this angel that has fallen to heaven. Her smile lights up the room brighter then the Sun. Her laughter is like the sweetest music ever written by the greatest composers. It grabs you and won’t let go. She floats around the room on a cloud of air, like carried by invisible wings of an angel. And yet I am still frozen in my spot. Unable to move. Gripped by fear and caught in her sirens song, I watch her float by me. She glances in my direction and all I can do is look away in hopes that she doesn’t see the stupid look that must be all over my face. My stomach clenches and churns, I feel sick, nauseated. I find the courage to look up and
I see you standing there in the dead of the night and reach for you but can’t seem to grasp you I can’t grab your hand and I lose you .You slip through my fingers as I try to find the strength to grab you, you fall into the deep abyss I have flashbacks of all the great times I’ve had with you and all the bad I see all of it so clearly I had a chance to help and be there When you needed it but instead I pushed you away and I didn’t realize what I had with you until I finally lost you When I lose you I lose friends, family and the strength to move on I come back to reality and wake up from my horrible nightmare and remember that it was just a distant memory one almost forgotten but not forgiven
Fear Factory/cars
Fear Factory - Shock
Welcome to my world Headfirst to the earth With my sights on the goddamned kill switch Ive become a fuse Charged with attitude Fixed and dialated by my anger I have become a direct I have become a current I have become a direct I have become insurgent I will be the power surge Shock to the system Electrified, amplified Shock to the system Alternate my wires Heat my core desire I will not stand for condemnation Ive become the volts To lead the revolt Fuck with me ensues certain danger I have become a direct I have become a current I have become a direct I have become insurgent I will be the power surge Shock to the system Electrified, amplified Shock to the system I am the power surge I am the insurgent Electrified, amplified Electrified, amplified Shock!
Fear Burns
Fear burns Fiery fragments And angels doomed to die. Falling sparrow; eye of a cat “meow”…
Fear Of Flying
Unnskyld meg. Men dette kan ikke være tilfeldig: Laurie Anderson gir ut United States 1-4 i 1984. Den omhandler bl.a hennes frykt for å fly... Og den frykten kan henspille på boka Fear Of Flying som omhandler kvinners seksuelle frigjøring. Samtidig har vi Oh Superman som opplagt henspiller på Nietzsches Overmenneske, og som skapte en engelsk massemorder (han brukte å høre på makkverket i forbindelse med sin drapsmani). Og hvis vi tar med Dylans begynnelse med Uz' oppgave med å frelse verden med en jødisk-nazistisk ideologi og unnlater å nevne den historien og de medsammensvorne er det påfallende at den ENESTE personen fra den gjengen som ikke er nevnt i skurkesammenhenger senere er Lou Reed. PERSONEN HUN GIFTET SEG MED???
Fearnet Meets Cinema's Secret Weapon - Celldweller
There's a chance you haven't actually heard the name Celldweller yet. But I can almost guarantee you've heard the music... and loved it. A musical juggernaut built and operated by a single multi-instrumental artist, singer and producer – who goes simply by the name “Klayton” – Celldweller is arguably one of the most-heard bands around, thanks to its omni-presence in countless high-concept Hollywood trailers, movies, television shows and video games. Virtually every track from Celldweller's self-titled 2003 album – a bestselling blend of electro-industrial instrumentals and heavy guitar-driven dance-metal songs like the popular “Switchback” and “Frozen” – has been licensed for some form of mass media, from movies and trailers (Spider-Man 2, The Punisher, The Hills Have Eyes 2), to video games (Project Gotham Racing, Need for Speed: Most Wanted) to TV series (Pimp My Ride, America's Top Model). Klayton's newest track “Birthright” recently surfaced in the trailers for Speed Racer and s
Fear The Blame...
Fearing this part of my soul again Lighting bombs in your mind Get ready for this It may leave a mark I'm coming in fast Gotta fight this war Use my words as a weapon Another Goddamned slap in my face Fear this cause I'm breaking down again Ripping through the walls of your nightmares Nevermind that you're no my number one Too haunted by the other side Come to me seeking recogniton Stay away from me with your vindication I need a minute to eliminate this I'll reach deep down inside your chest Take a bite out of that shit you call a heart I hope you blame yourself...
Quick glance to the right I could've sworn I heard a sound One that goes bump in the night A sound that fills me with terrible fright I hear the thunder rumbling Then the lights go out I sense movement Somethings about! I can hear it breathing through teeth so bare Along it's scaley back is a line of thin hair As I think of this, my dread begins to flare In the corner! A dark shape indeed And as I watch It comes closer to me I can feel it's claws scratching my chair Green eyes glowing! Yes, theres a monster there Now I can smell it's breath The stench of human blood Gore dripping from it's mouth in a horrible flood Then all of a sudden The lights come on again And sitting beside me Is my furry bestfriend All of this has made me feel cold and quite queer Because it was all created, by my own Fear!
Fear Is Conquered By Taking Action.
Your Daily Motivation – Fear Is Conquered By Taking Action. Tuesday January 20, 2009 FEAR IS CONQUERED BY TAKING ACTION. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Nothing in life is to be feared. It is only to be understood. When you dare to face the things that scare you, you open the door to freedom and success. Most of your obstacles would melt away if, instead of cowering before them or procrastinating about dealing with them, you make up your mind to walk boldly through them. Don't be afraid to take the steps you need to take to make those positive changes in your life. To fight your fears, you must act. Your fears increase when you wait, put off, or postpone. If you understood your situation enough, you would never be afraid. The attainment of your dreams is but a determined action away. Successful people take action. Copyright 2008 Watch This Video => Discover The
Fear And Loathing...
I've spent my life being afraid Afraid to fly, fearing the fall Afraid to fail, fearing to try I've always been so afraid of what I would say Fearing what they would say or do I've tried so hard to overcome these baseless fears I have no reason to dread what may or may not come to be I don't know when or how I'll pass this I turn away from the sun lest I see my flaws torn open before me I can't help myself, someone bring me back to the light
What is this thing that everyone fears? Scared to move. Scared to breathe. Afraid to be next. Afraid to bleed. Watching in horror as this thing rolls by. You cannot escape it, you will too soon die. Noone can beat it. We're all doomed, we will all be victims of this terrible loom. He owns us. Makes us. Takes our lives. He'll reign this world, this king of fright. Through day or night, he'll come for you. He knows you'll suffer and so do you. This angel of death is who he is. He is waiting, watching and hearing you breathe, he will get you- just wait and see.
Fear... Of new beginnings Of the same old end Of whats to come Of what might have been... Fear... Of failing again Of trying to win Of unseen danger Of the eyes of a stranger... Fear... Of whats out there Of everything everywhere Of what lies between Of the unclean... Fear... Of whats in me Of being free Of whats in you Of what we do....
Fear Does Not Control The Heart
It doesnt matter the time, Nor does it matter the place... Nothing in life is fair. Death could not stop true can only delay it for awhile. Sometimes, if you look in the mirror hard enough, you can see the other half of yourself staring back. I see the end of time when i look into my own eyes deep enough. You see, People like us dont need to step back and look at things. People like us dont need another to divide whats real. And i dont worry because in the end, i know what IS real. Dont for one second think, the feelings you have are real...They are just confusion. Im not going anywhere. Those things wont destroy a lifetime of happiness and love. Things like that dont happen overnight. And you're right. It isnt fair. But heres my advice... Get over it. Fear doesnt have anything to do with it. Its more along the lines of devotion and undying passion. You'll always be second best. And this is my Letter To You.
Today I sit in fear. I wonder what will become of me and will I see another day, week, month or year. For today I made a discovery that in all honesty does not surprise me but still scares me to the point of no end. I can only hope that in the weeks to come it turns into nothing but a bad memory, although with my life and the way it has gone I doubt that fate would be so kind. Well to anyone who might actually read this thank you for taking the time out to do so. Have a Blessed Day!!
Fearless Leader
As a professor at Texas A & M, I taught during the day and did research at night. I would usually take a break around nine, however, calling up the strategy game Warcraft on the Internet and playing with an on-line team. One night I was paired with a veteran of the game who was a master strategist. With him at the helm, our troops crushed opponent after opponent, and after six games we were undefeated. Suddenly my fearless leader informed me his mom wanted him to go to bed. "How old are you?" I typed. "Twelve," he replied. "How old are you?" Feeling my face redden, I answered, "Eight."
You gain strength, courage and confidence by every experience in which you really stop to look fear in the face. You are able to say to yourself, 'I have lived through this horror. I can take the next thing that comes along.' you must do the things you think you cannot do.
In this great big world Will I ever find One who will love me And think I'm one of a kind? Am I just a dreamer For wanting such A best friend, a lover Is that asking too much? Someone to share things From laughter to tears Maybe for me there is no one It's one of my greatest fears!
This might be a touchy subject but my give a damn broke years ago. Fear. . .Do you sit in a catatonic stage and let your dreams and hopes slip away, or do you grab it by the throat and choke the life out of it until you get what you want? I will use Eminem for a second here. he started out broke living off of a dead end job, but he had dreams of being someone. he wanted more then what he had and he had to made a decision. He made the right one. He bled, sweat and paid the price for where he is today. Not just him. Many, Many people are willing to lay it all on the line for what they want. It wasnt easy for them. Many have reasons why they dont go for what they want. Fear is usually the main reason. They usually come up with one excuse or another. Granted they may have extenuating circumstances where they have to put there dreams on hold, but they never give up. I say kudos. that is how you achieve your goals. I know I am not the smartest man. I know my ego can fuck
Fear To Get A Broken Heart Again
I see the dream girl in sight so everything’s going to be alright But…I better can hide my warm beautiful feelings I better keep my love for you in secret It seems there’s nothing else what I could do But still I say it to you Very difficult to live with - THIS - But still I pray for that one and only… That one and Only - KISS - If I could make a romantic movie It becomes a perfect love story with much sensation, romance and glory I get a shaming little laugh when I hear your name You’re everything in my eyes You’re my living flame And give many BUTTERFLIES Even through the deepest of my little shying heart One-million flying butterflies through my tender body They all flying apart But, I don’t dare to try to make a step in front of you because I’ve fear of something Fear I never knew So maybe I can better try to keep seeing you like a friend Because my fear’s to get a broken heart again
Fear Lives In The Future...
"We can't fear the past. Fear is a future thing. And since the future’s all in our heads, fear must be a head thing." -- Tom Payne It helps to understand that fear is usually a projection into the future. We typically fear what MIGHT happen rather than what is happening now. Susan Jeffers notes that 90% of what we fear usually does not materialize. So replace your images of disaster on the TV screen in your mind with awareness of what is really happening. And don’t allow your thinking to change channels. "I have not ceased being fearful, but I have ceased to let fear control me." -- Erica Jong What are you afraid of?
People are afraid of themselves, of their own reality; their feelings most of all. People talk about how great love is, but that's bullshit. Love hurts. Feelings are disturbing. People are taught that pain is evil and dangerous. How can they deal with love if they're afraid to feel? Pain is meant to wake us up. People try to hide their pain. But they're wrong. Pain is something to carry, like a radio. You feel your strength in the experience of pain. It's all in how you carry it. That's what matters. Pain is a feeling. Your feelings are a part of you. Your own reality. If you feel ashamed of them, and hide them, you're letting society destroy your reality. You should stand up for your right to feel your pain Rhino
Fear And Love
Fear keeps a lot of people from achieving their professional goals but it also keeps people from taking risks personally. Everyone has battle scars when it comes to love. I always say that the world is full of damaged people inflicting pain on other damaged people. However, you cannot simply give up. There are a lot of what ifs. Hell, what if the sky falls tomorrow and you never found the true love that you seek because you were so scared. We have to get over the past. That man or woman who has moved on and it is not fair for you to be stuck in limbo because of what happened. People never really recognize the long standing ramifications for their actions.(until it's way too late) They go on about their business and do not know—or care—about those who have to try to pick up the pieces. All of that being said, live again and love again. Sure, it is a risk. It is always a risk. Just be cautious and follow your gut instincts. You can know somebody for twenty years and they mig
Fear Of Being Alone. - Tips:
tips: i am the same way your not alone. i dont like to even go out in the car alone or go to a store it would help if you had a friend or a child of yours to ride along with you someone you can trust of cores.try geting out more maybe check out some support groups or get into some kind of hobby or something you love to do. things like that will pass the time away fast and keep your mind off of the fear of being alone.perhaps volunteer at a school to read to small kids.check out the library they have things going on there usely if there any thing like my library. take walks in the woods visit your friends.i know it is so hard its a fear i have i dont think ill ever over come it my self.these are a few ideas that i have. just trying to help. sharing a few things my therapist had suggested to me .  
Have You ever needed, desired, longed, dreamt for something so bad and for so long, and tried going for it when You thought it was there only to have it be not it and after evrytime You bury all those longings and desires lil deeper...... so now.....i see in front of me what i think is really it......yet here i sit, shaking in my shoes, scared to death, but feel myself reaching out to it none the less......... makes it hard to breathe..... thoughts all over the place.... Hearts racing..... but ... I AM GOING TO OVERCOME MY FEAR........ PUT FEAR WHERE IT BELONGS..... GONNA TAKE THAT CHANCE, AND JUMP!!!!
Fear Is A Cannibal
I Only Want to Give Love - HELP ME, HELP date:2007-08-11 09:24:06A customer at work asked if they could ask me a personal question. I said, "Sure." Aren't most of my blogs deeply personal? Why do I open myself up as I do? Because I don't think I'm unique. I think that anything I feel or think has been felt and thought before. Maybe if somebody reads what I write it will make them feel less alone. Maybe it will give them a new path to travel.I've covered this topic before, but I guess I'll do it again. People live in fear. Tremendous amounts of fear. Some of the questions a typical fearful person thinks are : "What will OTHER people think?" "Am I doing the RIGHT thing?" "What if I fail?" Some people get so overwhelmed by these questions that they turn them inside out and start judging other people because its just too scary to allow anything but their own ideas to flourish. Even though mostly these people do not have their OWN ideas, they have ideas that have been for
"FEAR"I am not a part of youI am the HEART OF YOUI am not what you arebut your midnight starcalling out for youno light coming thoughI dawn in your headdevastateddeadI like you style,in which i shall prove VILEbelieve in mesoon the truth you will see~perreault~
i still don't know if i have enough strength to make it hour to hour, day to day. i know alot of these blogs lately are coming out as poor me, pity me, whatever. that's not my intention. i've just been using it as a place to get out what's been in my head, as i really don't have another place to let things out at the moment. i don't have a cell phone anymore. i don't have a computer that i can use regularly. at least not as regularly as i was using it before i moved back to jersey. my medications are keeping me calm for the most part. but i'm not sure calm is always the best thing for me. when i have too much time to myself instead of freaking out in anxiety, now i find myself slipping into a spiral of worse depression. i have a hard time reaching out to the friends i've had for years. and those same friends don't have a consistent way to get a hold of me either to try to help me through it. i know one person can't be the reason to move forward unless that one person is me, but i'm s
Fear This.
Your death will come regardless, time never leaves you be. Our world is ever heartless, a twisted reality. Lest ourselves be honnest, depart from tyrany. Then moderately faultless, we'll face our destiny.
Sitting here wondering, what life is all about. When is this ride over? When did it ever start? What starts off as daydreams, quickly tunr to nightmares. Tormented by my past and terrified of my future..... But then again, who really cares?
Fear And Loathing In July 2009
As i sit here in my very quiet kitchen, i'm considering what are the issues that face all us in this country... but more than that i wonder about the twisting of these issues and how hard both sides have dug to make it all so confusing... GM and government ownership... Yup the US govt. now holds a huge stake in the once mighty GM (so does canada) and there has been no shortage of republican/conservative out cry of "SOCIALISM!!!!!" yet the workers only own 15% and that's the key to a socialism, worker self owned/managed... Neither side addresses the real good and bad of this... good workers do now own 15% and the government will eventually be bought out of its shares, one can only assume when things are better... One therefore has to assume the government would make a profit and this should bode well for us the people.  The down side... for now, this is expensive and it is us the people who are paying.  Had we not done this though, job loss and income loss would have been devastating a
The Fear Of Tears.
One day its here, One day its there.The world is spinning.Another day has past,Yet nothing forward,Nothing back.Churning, ChurningTime keeps turningMy heart its burning,When will it end?Looking forward, Looking backI'm lost on this path,Life it changes to fast.Love is out there,But where?Walking, WalkingWalk away it's the same,Say's the Mind.Stay say's the heart.Lost in this world, Lost in this girlNothing left but tears.Nothing left but fears,Nothing inside but pain.What is this change of love,To pain?Nothing but the end,I fear.
Feared Run
Feared RunWe all Fear!We all run! Why?Unknown reasons! Are we scared? Yes !! Of the unknown. Why do we run? Unknown Knowledge. What do we run from?The fear of the unknown
so a so-called friend stole my phone a couple of weeks ago. i wasnt pissed about the phone, just the 700 pix and vids of my son from the last yr and a half stolen from me.when it happened i knew i wouldnt get them back, but i looked on the bright side. i still have my son, and a lifetime to take more pix and create more memories with him. anyway the so-called friend has been causing a lot of trouble. throwing around empty threats. and it seemed at first i was afraid of him coming to attack me, then i realised, im not the one when im wasted off my face to phone and make death threats or threaten to wreck someones car. i thought i was afraid of him, but i realised, im more afraid of turning on him and not stopping. he's wronged a lot of people who were supposed to be his 'friends', including me and my bf. but i wont stand for it. if people think im a bitch for standing up and saying no more bull, fine, at least im a pedigree. but im not takin anymore shit from anyone. all my life ive h
My heart is filled with painMy mind is filled with doubtMy emotions are spinningI can not stop cryingI can not see straightI do not want to liveI want to just go to sleep and never wake upI am thinking about us and my pastThe past few nights all I have had is nightmaresI do not want to remember them but I amYou tell me how you don't know meI tell you who I amI do not think you are going to like itI just don't want to lose youNeverless, you say you need to knowWhy can't you be happy with who I am nowI am going to scream and go numb, when I tell youI am going to change just a little moreEverytime I tell this life storyI want to run and hide, but there is no where to goFor I know that I am going to scare you awayJust promise I will not lose youI have lost to many by nowJust hold me while I tell youI know I am not going to be quit sane afterwardCan you live with me?Now knowing my painKnowing my FearsKnowing my deepest secertsKnowing my whole life storyEnding the pain is all I wantNeverless
If that's the way you loveYou've got to learn so muchIf that's the way you say goodbyeAnd this is how it endsAnd I'm alright withinNever going to see me cryCause I've criedChorus:So go on, go on and break my heartI'll be okayThere's nothing you can do to meThat's ever going to burn meSo go on, go on and leave my loveOut on the streetI'm fearlessBetter believe I'm fearless, fearlessSo oh woh oh woh oh... If this is how it hurtsIt couldn't get much worseIf this is how it feels to fallThen that's the way it isWe live with what we missWe learn to build another wallTill it fallsChorus:So go on go on and break my heartI'll be okayThere's nothing you can do to meThat's ever going to burn meSo go on, go on and leave my loveOut on the streetI'm fearlessBetter believe I'm fearless, fearlessSo oh woh oh woh... If it's between love and losingTo never have known the feelingAnd I'm still sad we've lovedAnd if I end up lonelyAt least I will be there knowingI believe in loveGo on, go on break my heart
Fear My Emptiness
Smile empty soul   Am alone to face the world, alone in the cold No one to help me, no one to save me. No matter how much I try to reach for you All I feel is nothing, no love, not even your hand. As I smile my empty soul, am still so alone.   Jose Hermosillo
Fear 1 (story)
"Where are we going?" Tammie asked as they turned down the dirt road. "Alittle patience Tammie," Larry chuckled as he looked over at the redhead beside him, "and you will see soon enough."  Tammie pouted alittle but sat back in her seat and looked at the landscape thru the window. Uneasiness started setting in as the woods grew thicker around them and she looked over at her boyfriend. Larry merely smiled and reached over and ran a hand up her thigh. Soon their destination came into sight and if anything her uneasiness grew.  "What are we doing here?" she asked with a wary look in her eye, as she read the sign in front of them.  Welcome to Milestown, we hope you enjoy your stay, is what the sign read and it was easy to see that this small town was clearly deserted.  "YOU BROUGHT ME TO A DESERTED TOWN???" Tammie screamed at Larry.  The man visibly flinched, but recovered quickly as he explained that it was not the town that he brought her to see but a certain building. Tammie sat up
Fear 2
A man's angry yells, a woman's terrified screams and a young boy's cringings in the shadows. Unseen by his father, the young boy watched in terrified silence as his mother was raped repeatedly to be followed by her brutal murder. Blood was everywhere, the smell in his nostrils, the taste in his mouth, his mind burned with a fever unlike any he had ever felt before. The older man dropped his wife on the floor like a broken toy and walked from the room. Looking around the 5 yr old crawled from the shadows to where his mother's ravaged body lay and he touched it, smelled of it then lay down by it. In his fevered mind he heard the lullabye she always sang to him, now little more than a haunting and torturous tune. He looked over at the knife his father had used on his mother and reached over and picked it up. Coherent thought was no longer an option as he stood up, his small body covered in the blood of the woman he loved more than life itself, his mother was his world and now that world l
Fear 3
Larry shook Tammie hard, trying desperately to awaken her from the grips of the horrific nightmare. She opened her eyes, but they seemed sightless and he knew that terror had taken her over. Turning her head towards her boyfriend she simply mouthed the words, Help me. Larry didnt know what to do, but one thing he did know was that he had to get her out of this hospital. Larry jumped as he heard a scream.  "What the fuck????" he shouted.  Instinctly he looked over to make sure Tammie was still beside him. She still sat in a dazed trance seeing things he couldnt see. Larry got to his feet leaving Tammie where she was and set off to find the source of the screams. "I bet someone followed us in here and is playing a stupid joke." Larry whispered to himself. The dark figure watched as the man walked down the halls, looking in the various rooms. He laughed to himself as he entered the room where Tammie sat, helpless and alone. The next scream Larry heard made the hair stand up on his nec
Fear Of Failure.
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Fear And Loathing...
... On The Campaign Trail Due back at the library TOMORROW and I've read one chapter.  And the computer says 'NO RENEWALS'.  Shit.
F.E.A.R;Fuck Everything And Run-or-Face Everything And Realize
One simple word, yet filled with complexity. One may ask themselves several questions. Is it physical, emotional or the blend of both causing an intellectual fear? Or perhaps it is just the unknown. There are so many factors and fixtures ~ the simple little word ~ becomes a mesh of complexity and undefinable objections. As a child fears the darkness ~ a submissive fears the empty void a Master may create. Being left on her own to remember His teachings and guiding ways ~ though she has been trained well, the solitude is creates a void. Within this void the manifestation of fear begins. She begins to doubt herself, her abilities, perhaps even her worth. She continues to struggle to remain focused. She fights with the inner conflicts raging within herself. So desperately trying to please, and obey, yet consumed with fear. The loneliness grows ~ the darkness seems cold and empty ~ there is a deafening silence that rings in her ears. She guards what is left of the soul she possesses.
Fear   Why not wear Red converse high tops If they make you feel Red   Why not slurp Your snow cone If the sound Makes you giggle   Why not burp In contest with a child If t
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There's somethin' 'bout the way the street looks when it's just rainedThere's a glow off the pavement, you walk me to the carAnd you know I wanna ask you to dance right thereIn the middle of the parking lot, yeahWe're drivin' down the road, I wonder if you knowI'm tryin' so hard not to get caught up nowBut you're just so cool, run your hands through your hairAbsent-mindedly makin' me want youAnd I don't know how it gets better than thisYou take my hand and drag me headfirst, fearlessAnd I don't know why but with you I danceIn a storm in my best dress, fearlessSo baby drive slow 'til we run out of roadIn this one horse town, I wanna stay right hereIn this passenger seat, you put your eyes on meIn this moment, now capture it, remember it'Cause I don't know how it gets better than thisYou take my hand and drag me headfirst, fearlessAnd I don't know why but with you I'd danceIn a storm in my best dress, fearlessWell, you stood there with me in the doorwayMy hands shake, I'm not usually thi
Acknowledging fear is not a cause for depression or discouragement. " Because we possess such fear we also are potentially entitled to experience fear (fearlessness). True fearlessness is not the reduction of fear; but going beyond what you fear.
A Fear That Has Me Wondering
Whats next in my life?Hatred is all i ever really KnewLove is not something I give easilyWhere do I go from here I still travel a distant lonely roadTo end up where I always am atA dark deserted highway to destructionA path in which i lend my self well to followI dont have the strength of a million swords to allow my self this kind of painbut yet I always endure itWhere does it end?It ends with a broken heart every time I see itit ends in a world of unhappiness and lonelinessI cant see my self going on but yet I doI drive my self to hurtTo be tortured amongst the rest that are like medoomed in a world of painI dont know what to doI dont know how to proceedI want to follow my heart and every thing it tells me to dobut if I do i am afraid I am just headed for the very place I am at right nowheart ache.
I'd like to believeTo be relieved  Just wanting to careAnd a world to share  Am I so badTo always feel sad  For I know a smileCan last but awhile  I get such a chideFor what I feel inside  Now, through all the fearsI have only tears
Fearless by Pink Floyd You say the hill's too steep to climb,Climb it!You say you'd like to see me try,Climb it!You pick the place and I'll choose the timeAnd I'll climbThe hill in my own wayJust wait a while, for the right dayAnd as I rise above the treeline and the cloudsI look down hear the sound of the things you said todayFearlessly the idiot faced the crowd, smilingMerciless, the magistrate turns 'round, frowningAnd who's the fool who wears the crown?Go down in your own wayAnd everyday is the right dayAnd as you rise above the fearlines in the frownYou look downHear the sound of the faces in the crowdSong sung by crowd is: "You'll Never Walk Alone"by Rodgers and Hammerstein
I fear that im loseing my will to love to feel love and to show it this dark path is all I have left to share my walk meaning leaveing everything behind to never look back to that old life never knowing what you could have done to change it, fear is everthing in life without fear there can be nothing thats life, to fear something means you have life but if you dont fear death what is there to fear.
I'm lost and scared feeling so far from you. Not sure of what to do. Are you truly with me or do you fool me? you say it and sometimes show it. But I wonder if I'm blowing it. I don't know what to say or do. Am I dreaming I am with you? I love you want you But don't feel you completely want me. I'm lost and scared your turning back to her. It's not fair I know where I stand I love you I hold you I want you I need you Just be mine and stop my fears!   ~Kinky Tink~          10/17/2010
Bullets don't scare me... Bombs don't scare me... Getting hit by a car doesn't scare me. I'm not afraid of dying...then... why am I afraid of living...?
Fear, Pessimism To Optimism
Fear, the essence that will destroy, piercing the heart destroying the feelings. Fear, wiles to strip us apart from ones' desire, overtaking your will, making it degenerate. Fear, can't be suppressed, clustering ones' mind, diluting it with poison. Fear, assails our heart's desire, nervously making one back down. Fear, devouring dreams, destroying the optimism into pessimism. Fear, to overcome, break the bearing held down on you. Fear, determine retribution, forth which one will vanquish the essence of darkness. Fear, masterminding the solution, to which dreams will undermined the pessimism to optimism. Fear, with haste don't hesitate, forth break free from the darkness. Fear, internally penetrate, to decimate, leave without trace. Fear, RIGHTFULLY TAKE PLACE, TO RECLAIM THAT OF WHICH IS YOU, DON'T LET IT RECLAIM YOU! FEAR.
Fear maskin the fear that i hold insidethe pain that stays dormanthurt feelings mistrustjudgemental back stabbing befriended the pain that hurts most feeling that u mattered but it's just a shame to be heard to feel loved anymorepain of a knife slicing,cuttingtear open dead flesh that makes u feel dirty gross insidehiding ur pain hearing rumors hearing hatred toward ur name not wanting to face another day of livingon a world that doesn't want u feeling no such thing to u anymore ur life a blur on a dirty screen outcast,no feelings, dead to the world no one caresthe fear that u hold inside.
The Fearless Four And Me
I sit dealing stud, In this broken bar, With a dusty floor, Drinking whiskey from a dirty glass, I chew on this spent fat Cuban, Of whom a humbling taste it did impart, Now nothing but wisps of mist on this stale and lifeless air, I play my dead hand with a bluff as with my life before this demise, I see my sins played across their blank stares, But with a flicker of a smile played across my greying lips, As war, famine, conquest and death twitch ye not, Unfazed by my misdirection, As one more Cohiba lights my world, I play on as this house holds all the cards, My hand of four ace of spades tells of my fate, The ethereal nothingness beyond the swing doors in lifelessness, Is known beyond these squeekless hinges, And the breathless air, As I sit killing time in the waiting room of my own weaknesses, Indulgencies I wrap myself within, I have lived in disregarded of others, And seen my own gratifications satisfied, Within this dream of being humble beyond my weakened
Are you scared of the dark Are you afraid they’ll break your heart Are you afraid you’ll lose yourself Are you afraid of your own health Are you scared to lose Are you afraid to choose Are you afraid you’ll win Are you scared of your own sin Are you scared to forgive Are you afraid to live Are you afraid to die Do you think you told a lie To live When you think you’re dying To laugh When you feel like crying To stand When you think you’re gonna fall It’s just fear after all It’s only fear after all Are you afraid you’ll be alone Are you scared to pick up the phone Are you scared of the past Do you think that you might crash Do you think you’re in too deep Are you afraid to sleep Are you scared there’s no stability Are you afraid of your own fragility To mend When you’re think you’re breaking To strength When you know you’re shaking To pray When your back’s against the wall It’s only fear after all
Sometimes, I fear ,  I'm going to snap , The hand that feed's , That which gave me life , Layed up in a pool , Crimson red it drip's, Find me , If you wish, Leave me, Better I was dead, Toss a blanket, Made of fine thread, Over his pale carcass, Sheltered in a morgue, He is an exhibit, Nothing more said!
Fear Holds Me Back
One thing I don't understand with people..they say things like...wat would you do..or wat do you suggest....when it comes to a personal issue..especially someone you care about...why is someones opinion on an issue the two of you are struggling with so important....they don't know them like you do..and prob have no clue as to the depth of your relationship...watever that relationship maybe....there are DEF two sides to each story..but regardless of wat those two sides are...that really doesn't matter...the fact still remains..that the person's opinion you should be focused on is that other person....too many people go looking for the answers in all the wrong places...when the answer to the question you may be faced with lies within that other person....why is it so easy to pour your heart out to a total stranger..than it is to someone who means so much to you....I will never understand people....get your answers..ask your questions...just make sure you're using the right so
Sometimes there's way to much to take, way to many fake people. Blank stares from strangers and friends, my future is my biggest dread.. Time flys by and scares me shitless, seems as though my fear is pitless.. Lapidary carving my life set in stone, my fear of forever feeling alone. Ill always have someine, I know that for sure, to sit by my side for all I incur.. But being alone and feeling alone are very different things, you can be alone and still feel loved, but the other one sure stings.. See, Im fluent in the language of love, "I love you too" means nothing but lustt..
 The fear of being hurt in a relationship usually causes you to stay single or fear getting attached to a
'fear Of The Dark' Installment One
Prologue June, 1982 A Good Deed   The last sane resident of the lodge set the timer for the detonators which were connected to twenty plastic C4 explosives.  The gentleman who had given the devices to him agreed with his urgency to maim the monstrosity that had arisen there.  Where the gentleman had come across the explosives was a mystery to the bomber but it did not matter.  If this was not done the evil would continue to metastasize into the outer world.  Due to recent events the bomber now had the chance to rid the world of the building’s owner and his destructive ways.  He was about to send all of it away. The lodge was decorated with wood finishes which gave it a nice, homey look.  The owner had spent many years refurbishing the building to give it an inviting quality which would make people comfortable. Everyone thought he was simply an interior decorating freak but he chose certain decors to set up specific pinpoints of light and dark along with areas of magnetic pul
Fear, Why?
People are afraid of themselves, of their own reality; their feelings most of all. People talk about how great love is, but that’s bullshit. Love hurts. Feelings are disturbing. People are taught that pain is evil and dangerous. How can they deal with love if they’re afraid to feel? Pain is meant to wake us up. People try to hide their pain. But they’re wrong. Pain is something to carry, like a radio. You feel your strength in the experience of pain. It’s all in how you carry it. That’s what matters. Pain is a feeling. Your feelings are a part of you. Your own reality. If you feel ashamed of them, and hide them, you’re letting society destroy your reality. You should stand up for your right to feel your pain.
Fear Itsself Is Undefined
I lay on my bed soaking my pillow with my tears, I try to remember exactly what it is that I fear. Is it the passing of time or the love that I lack? Is it the mistakes that I've made or the fact that I can't bring the past back? What is it that I'm afraid of? Why am I so scared? Is it the people I've hurt or the people that have hurt me? Am I afraid of everything that I cant seem to see? Is it the love of a friend, or the loss of my family? Is it the possibility that my life can end in a tragedy? What is it that I fear most? What do my eyes say I'm scared of? Is it the sun that sets but won't seem to rise? Is it the hope that I have that always seems to die? Is it the trust of a person that I cannot begin to grasp? Is it all the memories of my horrid past? Is it me? Can it possibly be that the thing I fear most is the thing I can't be? The things that I try to understand? The me that I try to be with when I'm feeling sad? The person I'm expected to be? Is t
Fear is an emotional response to a perceived threat. It is a basic survival mechanism occurring in response to a specific stimulus, such as pain or the threat of danger. Some psychologists such as John B. Watson, Robert Plutchik, and Paul Ekman have suggested that fear is one of a small set of basic or innate emotions. This set also includes such emotions as joy, sadness, and anger. Fear should be distinguished from the related emotional state of anxiety, which typically occurs without any external threat. Additionally, fear is related to the specific behaviors of escape and avoidance, whereas anxiety is the result of threats which are perceived to be uncontrollable or unavoidable. Worth noting is that fear almost always relates to future events, such as worsening of a situation, or continuation of a situation that is unacceptable. Fear could also be an instant reaction to something presently happening. Fear is often preceded by astonishment, and is so far akin to it, tha
fears are jus a mindset of your imagnation that runs circles full of color which in turn gets you wonderin..... how do u change this mindset to get outta these fears to get that demon outta you wat does fear even mean?? does it mean when your scared of somethin or is it a mixture of being scared and now wantin things to change so instead you get the feelin of fears so you try to stop the changes from happening cuz even tho there changes your hoping the past doesnt repeat itself in an awkard way if havin the fears is a good thing to improve your thinking to make you stronger time and love waits for no one jus like fear waits for no one they live and feed on people like a demon feedin rom the dark side of you
I feared being aloneuntil I learned to likemyself. I feared failureuntil I realized that I onlyfail when I don't try. I feared successuntil I realizedthat I had to tryin order to be happywith myself. I feared people's opinionsuntil I learned thatpeople would have opinionsabout me anyway. I feared rejectionuntil I learned to have faith in myself. I feared painuntil I learned thatit's necessaryfor growth. I feared the truthuntil I saw the ugliness in lies. I feared lifeuntil I experiencedits beauty. I feared deathuntil I realized that it'snot an end, but a beginning. I feared my destiny,until I realized thatI had the power to changemy life. I feared hateuntil I saw that itwas nothing more thanignorance. I feared loveuntil it touched my heart,making the darkness fadeinto endless sunny days. I feared ridiculeuntil I learned howto laugh at myself. I feared growing olduntil I realized thatI gained wisdom every day. I feared the futureuntil I realized thatlife just kept gettingb
Fear I Feared …  I feared being alone Until I learned to like Myself. I feared failure Until I realized that I only Fail when I don't try. I feared success Until I realized that I had to try in order to be happy with myself. I feared people's opinions Until I learned that people would have opinions about me anyway.  I feared rejection Until I learned to have faith in myself. I feared pain Until I learned that it's necessary for growth I feared the truth Until I saw the ugliness in lies. I feared life Until I experienced its beauty . I feared death
Fear And Love
“There are two basic motivating forces: fear and love. When we are afraid, we pull back from life. When we are in love, we open to all that life has to offer with passion, excitement, and acceptance. We need to learn to love ourselves first, in all our glory and our imperfections. If we cannot love ourselves, we cannot fully open to our ability to love others or our potential to create. Evolution and all hopes for a better world rest in the fearlessness and open-hearted vision of people who embrace life.”
Running through the forest,  Something is chasing me,  Heart pounding inside my chest,  Frantically looking around, Scrambling up the mounds that block my way, Clawing over logs,  The sounds of falling footsteps coming ever closer, Catching up no matter how fast I run,  Looking for a place to hide,  Ever searching, Finding a hole I might be able to slide into,  Don't have time,  They're right behind me,  Find a tree I can climb,  Jump up to grab the first branch,  Swinging legs up just in time,  The man below jumping to grab me as I climb ever higher,  Cornered,  Cannot climb higher,  Him gaining fast,  Not wanting to be caught I climb precariously higher, Putting weight on a branch that wasn't able to hold it,  Falling through the tree smacking branches on the way down,  Feeling bones snap as branches do,  Landing broken at the base of the tree,  Unable to move,  Adreneline rushing,  Heart beating,  Caught.
Fear Of Love
Fear embraces like a warm blanket, hiding the invisable bruises that linger. Silent tears fall, for love has been so unkind. Abused and broken, holding on barely by a thread. Wishing to love and be loved, with out the fear of being harmed. Longing to feel a caress, not the abusive blow of a hard fist. Just to have a love, that doesnt cause pain.  
Fear Nada
Some seem to think only the strong can survive,  but they certainly aren't the only ones that desrve to be alive.  Those that have adorning eyes and a heart big in size deserve their time too.  They deserve more than what they are given.  Without them some others wouldn't be livin'.     Wats sup, I guess you would know, but see I fear nada.  I know there are others out there that care for more than prada.    There might be someone suffering in silence, sadness that is not shown.  can change more than the finances, a tougher heart sometimes has grown.  To say your understand you need to have fealt, what it is like to be out dealt.  I already know you can be strong, carry yourself and just move along.    Stand up and fear nothing more, love has been made. Go forth and fear nada, please don't be afraid.  I ask this of you, because I know, with you by my side into the future I wouldn't be afraid to go.  If you need to be sorry, be frightened for the souls that aren't like y
I fear that someday you might leave me because you realize you can do betterI fear that something is going to stand in our way and we will slowly drift apartI fear that you won't call me or will get tired of who I amI fear that you might realize how you've compromised for meI fear that some one is going to steal you awayI fear that something inside of you is going to get annoyed with all the little things you used to loveI fear that one day something is going to happen and God will take you away from meBut most of all I am afraid that I may do something to make you cry, and if that happens I'll die"
Fear And Lust
I was waken by the sound of my bedroom door opening. Fear shot though my body as I lay in my bed not moving. I could hear the sound of foot steps coming closer to the bed. I jumped from my bed and ran to the door. As my hand touched the cold metal I felt a large hand grab my hair hard making me fall back onto the floor. I could feel pain in the back of my head as everything started going black. Waking up I looked around not knowing where I am. I am laying in a large bed naked in the middle of a room. On the walls there are what looks like whips and floggers. I then notice a tick metal collar around my neck. A chain went from the collar to the bed. Again fear shot throw me. Then a door opens and three men walk into the room. All three where wearing mask, but they where all naked. They start to me and I move to the other side of the bed.They all where fit and there bodies look as if the where made out of stone. One grab the chain and pulled me to them. I let out a scream and he slapped m
Feast For The Fallen Warriors
You will need the following tools and items: Staff, athame, cauldron, 1 black candle, 1 red candle, 1 white candle, a plate with bread and salt, a plate of cookies in animal and human shapes, and an apple, blanket & BOS. Place the cauldron in the center of working area and put the white candle inside the cauldron, the black candle to the right of the cauldron, and the red to the left of the cauldron. Ground and center Walk deosil 3 times around in a circle Stand before the cauldron Light the black candle. Hold your staff before you horizontally and say: This is the time to honor all fallen warriors. Great Dagda, All Father, you who have gathered to you all brave warriors who die in battle, I salute you. Light the red candle to the left of the cauldron. Hold your staff before you horizontally and say: Morrigan, Supreme War Goddess, you who have gathered your share of the fallen heroes, I salute you. Light the white candle. Again holding your staff horizontally say: Hail to t
Feast Of Sensations
..would u play me with your fingers.... and taste my passion fruit with your wet tongue?.... Ah!.. but where to...with your feast of sensations?,...On your knees and eyes upwards... and i ; in welcoming chair.... with legs spread and rested on its sturdy, curved arms. ..boldly and vulnerable; head stretched backwards and exposing tender-white throat; and dark-feather hair cascading..... down shapely collar bones partially covering; soft, rounded-firm mounds of womanly flesh.... pale in contrast; to dusky-red nipples; engorged with wanton nourishment. the pulsing vibartions before you;.. eyes seeing with your viewing....lower..
The Feast Of Vultures
The Feast of Vultures ~Voltaireine de Cleyre~ Behold, behold, How a man is grown! A cry hurled high 'gainst a scaffold's joist! The Voice o Defiance - the loud, wild Voice! Whirled Through the world, A smoke-wreath curled (Breath 'round hot kisses) around a fire! See! the ground hisses With red-streaming blood-clots of long-frozen ire, Waked by the flyin Wild voice as it passes; Groaning and crying, The surge of the masses Rolls and flashes With thunderous roar - Seams and lashes The livid shore - Seams and lashes and crunches and beats, And drags a ragged wail to its howling retreats! Swift, swift, swift, 'Thwart the boold-rain's fall, Through the fire-shot rigt Of the broken wall, The prophet-crying The storm-song sighing, Flies - and grom under Night's lifted pall, Swarming, menace ten million darts, Uplifting fragments of human shards! Ah, white teeth chatter, And dumb jaws fall, While winged fires scatter Till gloom gulfs all Save the
Feast Of The Epiphany
OK Folks.... don't get over the Christmas Rush too fast... For those of you who are coming down with Post-Christmas depression.. take Heart.. The Feast of the Epiphany.. marking the coming of the wise men to the Christ child.. isn't until January 6th.. Ummm... that happens to be the 12th day of Christmas folks..
The Feast
the feast Cemetary quiet, Death is near Darkness falls, Have no fear. He finds her A victim with ease, She is his For small fees. Together they go, Quiet and dark, He needs her alone To leave his mark. Fangs puncture, Sharp and Quick. Ohh... the sensation. He begins to lick. She grabs his head Pulling his close. He opens his mouth, The blood flows. Life is ending Blood drained out No energy left No voice to shout. Life has faded She is no more. She's just another Blood-letting whore. Alone he walks Quiet and Dark Full and content He left his mark. Dark is fading He has to go... Back to his crypt Far down below. Cemetary quiet, Death is near The sun rises, Have no fear.
Feasting On The Sheep
by Dr. William Pierce Well, I knew it was coming -- in fact, I predicted it when I spoke with you more than a year ago about the Jewish extortion campaign against Switzerland. I told you that if the Jews succeeded in sucking the blood they were demanding out of the Swiss, eventually they would come for our blood too. And now they're here, demanding that Americans also pay them back for their losses during the so-called "Holocaust," just the way the Germans and the Swiss and the French and the Dutch and others have been forced to pay them. I made that prediction because I know the Jews. I know that they always will be looking for more victims until they have sucked all of the blood there is to be sucked from this planet, and then they will turn on each other and begin sucking their fellow Jews' blood. They cannot help it. It is their nature to be deceivers and destroyers and bloodsuckers. And there is some justice in their coming for our blood now. I could even call it poetic just
Feast Of Samhain/celtic New Year
November 1 is the Celtic feast of Samhain. Samhain, Gaelic for "summer's end," was the most important of the ancient Celtic feasts. The Celts honored the opposing balance of intertwining forces of existence: darkness and light, night and day, cold and heat, death and life. The Celtic year was divided into two seasons: the light and the dark, celebrating the light at Beltane on May 1st and the dark at Samhain on November 1st. Therefore, the Feast of Samhain marks one of the two great doorways of the Celtic year. Some believe that Samhain was the more important festival, since it marked the beginning of a new dark-light cycle. The Celts observed time as proceeding from darkness to light because they understood that in dark silence comes whisperings of new beginnings, the stirring of the seed below the ground. Therefore, the Celtic year began with the season of An Geamhradh, the dark Celtic winter, and ended with Am Foghar, the Celtic harvest. The Celtic day began at dusk, the beginni
The Feast
Caress my eyes Undress my lies Lick my thighs Devour my mind It is yours to find The treasures those few know there lie. Slow the fire of my desire Let the leaves of your schemes fall to my knees. Safely fall in my arms, I can smooth away the harm. Smell my roses Stroke my hopes They are yours to grope. Unleash the beast Feast on my neck Taste temptation Tremble at my lips Kiss my hips Get a grip on Amazing Dip in the folds of my heart Rub off the love Push past the negative world Slide into a dream Suck on beautiful Nibble on the bliss of my smile Move to the groove of the beat Note your benevolence Do not break the tune Piece together the world You have never heard, The Great Indoors Is what you are here for. Open up. Take a breath Of my life Take a bite Of my strife Endeavor In the body Of You And I,
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Feast Of The Einheriar
Feast of the Einheriar Sunday November 11, 2007 All Day (This event repeats every year.) Location: Midgard Notes: The chosen heroes who sit in Odin's hall are called the Einheriar, and we honor them on this day. Lift a toast to those who fell bravely in battle for our Way, our people, and for noble causes. Think on the sacrifices of our veterans, and visit their graves. Remember, also, all who transcend, overcome, and transform themselves into higher beings by courage or sacrifice or wisdom; all those who walk the Way of the Gods!
Feast For Darkness
The nature of my beast is your lust for me.. I feed on your soul so completely... Rapture engulfing your heart.. your mind.. your loins I'll devour in time.. My hunger for you never saited.. the thirst for your blood unequated.. Come slowly to me in the night.. undress my soul with your piercing eyes.. run your hands over this flesh so cold.. fill my body from within.. injecting me with your seed of sin .... My mouth dry from screams of passion... panting and breathless I'm left ravaged... quenching my thirst on your warm bitter blood.. Our bodies twisted..blanketed with the darkness.. billowing lust seep deep within.. no sence of time..we've thrived on sin.. feast my love on this this flesh of mine.. take your fill of my body soul mind... then togeather we'll surpass all others... lusting in darkness and undercover..
The Feast Of Poets
The Feast of Poets A Ballade (w/ a double refrain) At this table I long to sit And dine with those who have come before, But I only may if they deem me fit When I touch pen to paper no more; And having passed that final door To the land of dreams (eternal young!) Where I shall rest for evermore And sing again these songs I've sung. Oh, where shall I these passions commit And where shall I these thoughts outpour? What shall become of these flames I've lit When I touch pen to paper no more? But to dine with those of antique lore In that hallowed hall where there is hung The gilded sign of the troubadour And sing again these songs I've sung. If antiquity will permit These words I've written remembered, or A seat at the Feast of Poets When I touch pen to paper no more. For such is the dream I hold in store When wreaths upon my grave are flung, But to rest with those whom I adore And sing again these songs I've sung. Dear Reader, listen, for I implore, W
Feast Of The Broken (rhyming Version)
Belly up to the feast all you dream breaking fools hopeless hate is your fork as you break your own rules the hearts that are withered and broken up souls scatter the table as the banquet unfolds Showing no mercy to those shriveled hopes you spear with your knife and chew up the corpse Spit out the bones of dreams become waste those poor hapless lovers are just to your taste Salt with pure agony your hunger to sate eat up and be empty, you scavengers of fate. D. R. Hyden i actually wrote this twice...the first one didn't rhyme and was cool too, but i like this one, it was floating around in my head and i used the unrhyming one as an outline...
The Feast
We swept into the sleepy town on wings of night; we were a rushing, a ferocious wind and we were hungry. Some felt us coming. Some amongst the fat and frightened sleepers raised their heads, their hooded eyes would try in vain to pierce the dark - as always, they would try to find a refuge in a fire, that is all they ever knew to have, to stand between them and the endless night, filled to the brim with life that wants to feast upon them, wants to sink its flashing teeth without a second's hesitation deep into their unprotected flesh and tear their worlds apart in a bright ruby sacrifice, a baptism of blood that ends their meaningless existence. But all the fires do is blind them further still and take away whatever chance they might have had to rise and flee, or to agree and find a balance, learn our ways and share our days and nights in some form that resembles an ecology - but they do no such thing, instead they quiver and they tremble, they pray,
The Feast Of Poets
The Feast of Poets At this table I long to sit and dine with those who have come before, but I only may if they deem me fit when I touch pen to paper no more; and having passed that final door to the land of dreams (eternal young!) where I shall rest for evermore and sing again these songs I’ve sung. O where shall I these passions commit and where shall I these thoughts outpour? what shall become of these flames I’ve lit when I touch pen to paper no more? but to dine with those of antique lore in that hallowed hall where there is hung the gilded sign of the troubadour and sing again these songs I’ve sung. If antiquity will permit these words I’ve written remembered, or a seat at the Feast of Poets when I touch pen to paper no more; for such is the dream I hold in store when wreaths upon my grave are flung, but to rest with those whom I adore and sing again these songs I’ve sung. Dear Reader, listen, for I implore, when I touch pen to paper no more,
Feast 2:sloppy Seconds
Warning there a scene that make u cry believe me i warning who ever watchs part 7 it will make u cry.Put words what guy does to baby to save his own ass. part1 part2 part3 part4 part5 part6
Feast Of Love
Whats the basis of love? The pretensions of it? Is there such thing as love at first sight? Why does it seem we cannot begin to understand love because of human nature flaws? Is it meant for love to be true or something false to believe so we can procreate? I think the basis of love is meant to be understanding, caring, sympathetic, and respect for one other another. Love is not an emotion it's a choice but with that said I do believe if you truly care and love someone you want to see them happy no matter what it might cost you. Love is unconditional if it's true. Strong is the word we use for love but it could keep someone alive if you love hard. Love is what we all want to feel but we have to be able to choose to love. It's not something that just happens.
The Feasting
THE FEASTING BY:Wayne Wadsworth: Dancing demon’s in the dark, Dancing, dancing to a beat of a heart. Deep in the world all alone, Hides a child with no where to go Lost in a world all fallen apart, Awakened from the sound of the Devil’s harp His sharpen eyes watch and wait Till the time is at hand to Seal their fate Heart filled emptiness Blacker than coal The evil one waits Till hells bells toll Sadness overwhelms Their meaningless lives Lying there crying No one to help Louder and louder The drum’s start beating Soon oh soon The Devil Will be feasting Somewhere in the distance You can hear them screaming Oh god, I wish I was dreaming As voice filled screams Filled hollowed ears This is the time he makes it clear Rising up from their graves The children start weeping The laughter begins As the demon’s starts reaping Filling his basket all with their souls The dead were all his His to control
[feast Of Famine]
When I get to the pearly gates I hope God has a sense of humor. I mean... he has to right? Look at duck billed platypi and Australians. ---------------------- My dog is whimpering and barking in her sleep. I think she's dreaming about eating a cop. I don't discourage that. As for me, I'm... exhausted. I wish I had something insightful to tell you people, I wish I could work on Icarus Rising proper, but sometimes you really shouldn't force things when every muscle creeks, and your brain is so... dry. My ex is getting married to the man she cheated on me with. My dog needs surgery. My dad is changing careers at 55. My mum is losing her mind and spiking her blood pressure. My gramma is a demanding tyrannical invalid. My extended family members are all loud snotty shits. My best friend A doesn't make enough money and is having his first kid in a month. My best friend B just got layed off and has immediately lost all remaining hope. My brother is like the walking de
The Feast
The Feast by StarFields We swept into the sleepy town on wings of night; we were a rushing, a ferocious wind and we were hungry. Some felt us coming. Some amongst the fat and frightened sleepers raised their heads, their hooded eyes would try in vain to pierce the dark - as always, they would try to find a refuge in a fire, that is all they ever knew to have, to stand between them and the endless night, filled to the brim with life that wants to feast upon them, wants to sink its flashing teeth without a second's hesitation deep into their unprotected flesh and tear their worlds apart in a bright ruby sacrifice, a baptism of blood that ends their meaningless existence. But all the fires do is blind them further still and take away whatever chance they might have had to rise and flee, or to agree and find a balance, learn our ways and share our days and nights in some form that resembles an ecology - but they do no such thing, instead they quive
The Feast Of A Lifetime
subject:The feast of a lifetime post date:2007-09-07 09:32:14 views: 23 comments: 2 ratings: 0 The salty taste of my tears is but a moment's flavor at the table * * * * * * * * * * subject: Personal Thoughts on "The Feast of a Lifetime" post date: 2007-10-16 17:49:17 views: 21 comments: 0 ratings: 0 Title: The Feast of a lifetime Written: 9/7/2007 Format: The salty taste of my tears is but a moment's flavor at the table. This poem was written, with the intention of making people think. While it may be only one line, it has a greater meaning to convey that I think perhaps no one has quite understood. The comments I received upon it's original post seemed to miss the much so that I decided there was nothing left to do but explain myself, in blunt, precise terms. Yes, I will admit that I did cry, and quite a bit when I wrote it. However, the title, "The feast of a lifetime", was meant to suggest to you, the reader, th
The Feast Of St. Margaret The Immaterial
Six years ago … Matthew 13:36-43        September 24Proclaiming the Gospel @ WMU, Kalamazoo    10309.24 Then shall the righteous shine forth as the sun in the kingdom of their Father.  Who hath ears to hear, let him hear.  43 After Jesus explained the parable of the tares of the field (from verses 24-30), He turns to the righteous – those who will be doers of the word, and not hearers only.  And it’s a gospel not for the unlearned, but they can learn it.  Lord, grant me the will not only to learn but also to teach Your Word, and make my conviction stick!  Amen. From this day on, you will write, record everything on papyrus.  That way you will never be misquoted or attacked by ignorant men.  (Ambrosius, speaker to and patron of Origen) After coming from Woody’s funeral with Sharon and Virginia, I was impressed by Bethany’s LYO; thirty-two 7th through 12th graders who, though I didn’t get to meet them too much tonight, look like a great group.  A
Feast On Sorrow
I've felt darkness closing in on me Chilling shadows surrounding me I've had the poison leak into my skin And it corroded my heart away Bled away Cut away Dark night of my soul... -Fear Factory
Feather-light Pancakes
Ingredients: 1/3 cup water 1/3 cup instant nonfat dry milk 4 eggs, separated 1 cup sieved cottage cheese 1/2 tsp salt 1/3 cup sifted all-purpose flour 2 Tbsp butter or margarine 1/2 cup honey 1/4 cup frozen orange juice concentrate Instructions: Place water in bowl. Add nonfat dry milk and beat until mixture stands in soft peaks. Add remaining ingredients except egg whites. Beat egg whites until soft peaks form. Fold into first mixture. Pour batter, 2 Tbsp at a time, onto hot, greased griddle. Bake until golden brown. Turn and bake on other side. Serve immediately with sugar, syrup or honey-orange sauce. Honey-Orange Sauce: Melt butter in small saucepan. Add honey and orange juice concentrate. Heat until warm.
Featured Cherry - #1 Angela
FEATURED CHERRY #1 innocentprncss™@ CherryTAP She has a page dedicated to pregnancy and infant loss awareness and supporting the troops. Her blogs reflect the trials and tribulations that come with being elated about pregnancy and the pain that comes with its loss. She want men and women to know they arent alone in this loss and dont have to grieve alone!
Featured Radio Stations
Club Illusia ~ Owners ~DJ Clandestine and WhiteRider®™Club Illusia has been on since November 21st and are growing bigger everyday. The lounge is the place to be when the DJ's are in there laying down the tunes. They have some pretty awesome DJ's. DJ Abnormal, DJ Crazyeyez, DJ Nykon, EXPERIMENT 626, DJ Knightwalker, DJ KinkyScreams and the 2 newest ones to the crew DJ Shylo & DJ Sis. So click on the picture above and join us in our lounge. Also check out our CherryTAP page @ Want good music,GOOD FRIENDS AND TONS OF LAUGHS?WELL THEN HEAD ON OVER TO CHERRYLICIOUS RADIO!!NOT ONLY ARE WE AN ALL REQUEST STATION BUT OUR DEDICATED STAFF OF OWNER'S, MANAGEMENT,DJ'S & BOUNCER'S ARE AVAILABLE IN THE LOUNGE 24/7!! OUR DJ'S ARE THE LIVELIEST, FUNNIEST AND MOST INTERACTIVE ON CHERRY TAP AND UNLIKE SOME STATIONS WE ACTUALLY CHAT IN THE LOUNGE TO GET TO KNOW OUR LISTENERS!! IT'S NOT ABOUT NUMBERS FOR US! WE JUST WANNA BRING YOU THE BEST SHOW OU
Apathetic attitudes adjust accordingly at almost anatomically accurate angles. Depressions stir like the substance flows through veins. Unaccomplished tasks and desires Dance around me as if tribesmen in a ritualistic chant around the fire. The fire. The fire steadily burns within me, the craving. My link to darkness. My lust for love. A myth. Unproven legends. Hatred for failure. Destined for pain. I fear that I'll never find true love again. Feather. Beautiful Feather. I long to feel your gentle touch once more for eternity. Feather.
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Featured Cd: Raven-red E.p
*edited note: the back cover here has no barcode on it to prevent bootleggers to make money off my fat ass! -KM-* The Classic Killa-mo 187 Album. Released on March 14th 2006 Localy across Emmet County..Than Released onto the internet April 4th 2006. This is the CD that introduced everysingle music fan to Killa-mo 187. A now 23 year old Horrorcore Rapper who first Sinked his teeth in rap at the tender age of 13 in 1997. Reissued and Repressed just for the 2007! new Cover, new packaging, same ol flavor! Featuring Mindless Thought, Nitro (Featuring Reapz Tha Heretik), Da Fuck U Doin Now!, 70-Second Style Part 2, Raven-Red, A Lil Story, and Raven-Red Remix (Featuring Mortality and Cryptic Lok Asassain). Don't Be a pissant! pick it up today! 1. Diagnosis 2. Mindless Thought 3. Raven-Red 4. Talkin 5. 70-Second Style Part 2 6. Killa's Gonna Kill You! 7. A Lil Story 8. Remembering Those (Skit) 9. Da Fuck U Doin Now 10. Trailer Park Breed 11. Nitro Ft Reapz Tha Heretik
Featured On Rfos
I've been featured on RFOS. You can view the profile here: Enjoy! Melanie
Feather In Ur Headdress? Good Laugh!
HOW MANY FEATHERS IN YOUR HEADDRESS? You may have seen this one before, still good for a chuckle. A female reporter, interviewing an American Indian chief, asked the significance of the varied number of feathers in Indian headdresses. "Feathers show number of sexual partners," the chief replied. Indicating a nearby young brave, he continued, "Him? One woman, one feather. Him?" Pointing to a second, older man, "Three women, three feathers." The reporter looked at the Chief's headdress. "But you have so many feathers!" The Chief proudly slapped his chest. "Me Chief. Sleep with all women. Big, small, fat, tall." Horrified, the female reporter said, "You ought to be hung!" The Chief said, "Damn right. Me hung big like buffalo, long like snake." The offended reporter said, "You don't have to be so hostile!" The Chief replied, "Hoss-style, dog-style, wolf-style, any style!" The reporter cried, "Oh, dear!" "No deer", said the Chief. "Ass too hig
A little boy and girl at school were having lunch in the shelter shed. "Tommy," she said, "I'm not eating any more chicken sandwiches." "Why?" he asked. "'Cause I'm starting to grow feathers down here," she said, pointing to the bottom of her tummy. "I don't believe you," he said. "You'll have to show me." Behind the shed they went, where the inspection took place. "You're right," he said. "I've been eating a lot of chicken also. Perhaps I'm getting feathers too." "Well, I'd better have a look," she said. After a lengthy examination, she looked up and said, "Oh, I think it's too late for you. You've got the neck and giblets too."
Featuring 4 Or Expose'
1.Concentration--Blackalicious & J5 2.Top Qualified--Haiku D'etat & Quannum Mc's 3.HeavyWeights rounds 1-4--ProjectBlowed/CVE/FelineScience/GoodLifersFreestyleFellowship 4.Dr.Ez's Cool Fantastic 1&2--The Anonymous/L.a Allstar roster 5.WeathermanGang--Cage/AesopRock/El-p/Tame1/YakBallz 6.Rainmen--DeepPuddleDynamics 7.Voices--Living Legends 8.ChainReaction--Mystics/Pharcyde/B.E.P. 9.Party Hard--Perceptionists/Guru/CamuTao 10.Any FreeStyle Fellowship 11. timeline--visionaries/livinglegends
Features Some Ppl Dont Know About.
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Feat. Adrenaline
The Following Announcements Paid For By THE NEW WORLD ORDER I would like to Welcome you BACK toThe nWo LoungeW/ Live Stream From Adrenaline Music RadioSo here We are...SAME Name SAME LoungeSAME Familyand some NEW faces... So with the Hottest Djs rawkin' what YOU wanna hearthe Greatest ppl you may ever meetand the Best SOCIAL atmosphere on Fubarthis is the one Lounge you MUST check out!!! Just click the link below to enter The nWo Lounge Yeah We were gone for a minutes now W're back w/ a NEW jump offTrust and Believe that when YOU'RE nWo...YOU're nWo 4-LIFE!!! The nWo Lounge Owner:Hollywood-nWo-FNL-Adrenaline Radio@ fubarBulletin Created by:~♥ღJÃУღ♥~nWo~@ fubar
Feather Hailglow
Your fairy is called Feather HailglowShe is a protector of the lonely.She lives in high places where the clouds meet the earth.She is only seen in the light of a full moon.She wears pale blue like the sky. She has cheery turquoise wings like a butterfly.Get your own fairy name here!
Featured Artist Showcase
Come on over & tune in to hear some of the best tunes on the net today... we have some the best featured artists all come on over & show some support only on Hippo Radio... every sunday afternoon
What are the features of thyroid cancer? Many patients with thyroid cancer have no symptoms whatsoever, and are found by chance to have a lump in the thyroid gland on a routine physical exam or an imaging study of the neck done for unrelated reasons (CT or MRI scan of spine or chest, carotid ultrasound, etc). Some patients with thyroid cancer become aware of a gradually enlarging lump in the front portion of the neck, which usually moves with swallowing. Occasionally, the lump may cause a feeling of pressure. Obviously, finding a lump in the neck should be brought to the attention of your physician, even in the absence of symptoms.
Featured Entertainer...from "ghost Lover"
The Featured Entertainer They came. One by one, sometimes in twos or threes, they came and sat in the darkness and waited for her. The burly Latino bouncer, with his arms covered in outlandish Oriental style tattoos, took their money for the cover charge and watched them suspiciously from the front door. The place was small and dark. A few neon signs advertising different beers lit the back wall and a centrally located bar took up the middle of the strip club. The rest was filled with round tables and well worn chairs. Behind the bar was Cherry. Blonde and slim, but at thirty-two years old she was too elderly for the dance floor. She drew beers and poured shots with a weary, exhausted, and bored expression. The main feature of the club was, of course, the stage. The long narrow peninsula of a dance floor protruded from the right wall of the strip joint. It thrust itself out into the club like a mocking rendition of the hard-on that the men would be sporting when she
"featured Entertainer"
The Featured Entertainer They came. One by one, sometimes in twos or threes, they came and sat in the darkness and waited for her. The burly Latino bouncer, with his arms covered in outlandish Oriental style tattoos, took their money for the cover charge and watched them suspiciously from the front door. The place was small and dark. A few neon signs advertising different beers lit the back wall and a centrally located bar took up the middle of the strip club. The rest was filled with round tables and well worn chairs. Behind the bar was Cherry. Blonde and slim, but at thirty-two years old she was too elderly for the dance floor. She drew beers and poured shots with a weary, exhausted, and bored expression. The main feature of the club was, of course, the stage. The long narrow peninsula of a dance floor protruded from the right wall of the strip joint. It thrust itself out into the club like a mocking rendition of the hard-on that the men would be sporting when she
Apathetic attitudes adjust accordingly at almost anatomically accurate angles. Depressions stir like the substance flows through veins. Unaccomplished tasks and desires Dance around me as if tribesmen in a ritualistic chant around the fire. The fire. The fire steadily burns within me, the craving. My link to darkness. My lust for love. A myth. Unproven legends. Hatred for failure. Destined for pain. I fear that I'll never find true love again. Feather. Beautiful Feather. I long to feel your gentle touch once more for eternity. Feather.
Feather Masks
Featured Ddr Member: Dani
Every week I will choose a person from my Dirty Deeds Radio leveling blogs and feature them to help them level! This week's featured DDR member is our very own General Manager: ~♥Ðani♥~'♫DJ SMURFETTE♫~GM @ DiRtY DeEdS RaDiO~* She has been trying to get to Insider for a very long time!! She only needs 223,575 points to Insider!! She is always there for us, helping us level, working hard to make your experience at Dirty Deeds Radio a blast. The least we can do is get her leveled and OFF MY LEVELING BLOG!! Rate Her! Fan Her! Bling Her! Want to be the next Dirty Deeds member featured? It's easy! First: Become a member at Dirty Deeds Radio Second:Fumail me to be added to my leveling blogs!
Featured Ddr Member: Dreamyeyed Babygirl
Every week I will choose a person from my Dirty Deeds Radio leveling blogs and feature them to help them level! This weeks Featured Dirty Deeds Member is none other then: ~Dr3@my3y3d_B@bygir!~ *Greeter@DDR*Shadow Leveler*Proudly Owned by NOVA*Fu-engaged to Freek* She is one of the sweetest ppl I know on Fubar. She is always there to level someone or just get them that much closer. She only needs 504,478 points to Henchman!! She is also getting Fu-married tonight!! July 31, 2008!! Wouldn't it be a great wedding present to get her leveled??? Rate Her! Fan Her! Bling Her!! Get her off my DDR leveling blogs!! Want to be the next Dirty Deeds member featured? It's easy! First: Become a member at Dirty Deeds Radio Second:Fumail me to be added to my leveling blogs!
Featured Ddr Member: Jit73
Every week I will choose a person from my Dirty Deeds Radio leveling blogs and feature them to help them level! This week's featured DDR member is our very own: 'jit73 Enforcer @ DDR DIRTY DEEDS RADIO' He is always hanging around, helping you out when you need it, or just there to cheer you up :) He only needs 165,590 points to Henchman!! Rate Him! Fan Him! Bling Him! If he levels before I announce next weeks Featured DDR member then you win a 1 day blast from me!! Want to be the next Dirty Deeds member featured? It's easy! First: Become a member at Dirty Deeds Radio Second:Fumail me to be added to my leveling blogs!
Featured Ddr Member: Dj Dragonfire
Every week I will choose a person from my Dirty Deeds Radio leveling blogs and feature them to help them level! This week's featured DDR member is your favorite dragon: 'DJ ±ÐrãgøñFirê±Êñƒør¢èr@Ðirtÿ Ðëéð$± & RL Boyfriend Of Jenalicious' He is always rocking the lounge with kick ass tunes and helping out others when it is needed! :) He only needs 298,395 points to Fuberlord!! Rate Him! Fan Him! Bling Him! If he levels before I announce next weeks Featured DDR member then you win a 1 day blast from me!! Want to be the next Dirty Deeds member featured? It's easy! First: Become a member at Dirty Deeds Radio Second:Fumail me to be added to my leveling blogs!
Featured Ddr Member: High Tides
Every week I will choose a person from my Dirty Deeds Radio leveling blogs and feature them to help them level! This week's featured DDR member is none other then: 'High Tides' He is always rocking away and giving you that laugh you always need!! He only needs 191,213 points to Fuberlord!! Rate Him! Fan Him! Bling Him! If he levels before I announce next weeks Featured DDR member then you win a 1 day blast from me!! Want to be the next Dirty Deeds member featured? It's easy! First: Become a member at Dirty Deeds Radio Second:Fumail me to be added to my leveling blogs!
Featured Ddr Member: Ichabod
Every week I will choose a person from my Dirty Deeds Radio leveling blogs and feature them to help them level! This week's featured DDR member is none other then your friendly neighborhood cow: 'deja MOOOOO' *aka Ichabod* Always there to cheer you up and make you laugh, and helps you level when you need it too!! He only needs 8,490 points to Fugee! *I think we can level him.....* Rate Him! Fan Him! Add Him! Bling Him! If he levels before I announce next weeks Featured DDR member then you win a 1 day blast from me!! Want to be the next Dirty Deeds member featured? It's easy! First: Become a member at Dirty Deeds Radio Second:Fumail me to be added to my leveling blogs!
Featured Ddr Member: Jett
Every week I will choose a person from my Dirty Deeds Radio leveling blogs and feature them to help them level! This week's featured DDR member is none other then our lovely lounges co-owner: JETT mfkn SETT øS.E.W.Cø He rocks the tunes and helps make DDR a great place to be! Plus, he is just an awesome guy!! He only needs 272,407 points to Henchman!! Rate Him! Fan Him! Add Him! Bling Him! If he levels before I announce next weeks Featured DDR member then you win a 1 day blast from me!! Want to be the next Dirty Deeds member featured? It's easy! First: Become a member at Dirty Deeds Radio Second:Fumail me to be added to my leveling blogs!
Featured Ddr Member: Mikey
Every week I will choose a person from my Dirty Deeds Radio leveling blogs and feature them to help them level! This week's featured DDR member is: I ♥ boobies» Êñfðr¢êr@ÐÐR » Irish and Bounty's Beer Bitch He is one hell of a DJ and enforcer! And he always gives and helps us out, and NEVER asks for anything in return! He only needs 199,736 points to Henchman!! Rate Him! Fan Him! Add Him! Bling Him! If he levels before I announce next weeks Featured DDR member then you win a 1 day blast from me!! Want to be the next Dirty Deeds member featured? It's easy! First: Become a member at Dirty Deeds Radio Second:Fumail me to be added to my leveling blogs!
Featured Ddr Member: Sexy B
Every week I will choose a person from my Dirty Deeds Radio leveling blogs and feature them to help them level! This week's featured DDR member is none other then our gonad slayer: THE GONAD SLAYER ☠~FU-ENGAGED TO THE LOVE OF MY LIFE JIT73 She is always there to slay some gonads for you, or just be there as someone to talk to. She only needs 5,441,940 points to Disciple!! Rate Her! Fan Her! Add Her! Bling Her! If she levels before I announce next weeks Featured DDR member then you win a 1 day blast from me!! Want to be the next Dirty Deeds member featured? It's easy! First: Become a member at Dirty Deeds Radio Second:Fumail me to be added to my leveling blogs!
Feature Wanted:
some way to opt out of the shitty "news" ticker
Feathered Fury
A burglar broke into a Chri stian family's home one night.He shined his flashlight around, looking for valuables; when he heard, a strangevoice echoing from the dark saying, 'Jesus is watching you.'He nearly jumped out of his skin, clicked his flashlight off, and froze.After awhile when he heard nothing more, he shook his head and continued. Just as he pulled the stereo out so he could disconnect the wires, clear as abell he heard, 'Jesus is watching you..'Freaked out, he shined his light around frantically, looking for the source ofthe voice and finally, in the corner of the room, his flashlight beam came torest on a parrot. Did you say that?' He whispered to the parrot.'Yep,' the parrot squawked, 'I'm just trying to warn you.' The burglar relaxed. 'Warn me, huh? And what is your name?' 'Moses,' replied the bird. 'Moses?' the burglar laughed. 'What kind of people would name a bird Moses?''The kind of people that would name a Rottweiler, Jesus.'
Me...ME!?What am I doing?!!,Brooding!...,And sick of those...Those!!!,With constant need of verbal defication,Faceless without explination,Cowardess!!!,Hide behind your facade!,Watching...waiting,Struggling for a reaction,This is all you have around you collapsing!!,You!...You are nothing!!!,Madonna are you not!,Content with the loss of one,So easily forgotten?Though the wound is still fresh,In covering these wounds,She exposes scarred flesh,Flawed!,You shall remain alone,Trapt in your own web of lies,Flawed!!,You shall remain alone,Far from those who would hear your cries,And you are NOTHING!!!,For to my own self,I shall be true,Envoking Karmic debt,A deed I will personally see through!
Features And Benefits Of Sheepskin
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Features Of Cartier Watches
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Featured Fake Of The Weekend..
Here's this weekend's entertainment from the Faker Front..ready? This profile... Has pics that he's claiming to be, but they are actually of Ben McAvinew as shown below: But somewhere in these pics there is like one of the real person in there, clearly not Ben McAvinew however. And of course, no salute. While we were here we noticed this family too, all non saluted: Word has it they have been deleted before and well, they probably will be again. Remember kids, if something is too good to be true and can't produce the goods to back up their bullshit, real or not, then it's probably just that - bullshit. Have a good weekend and peace.........
..Feather.. A feather drifts through the skies, randomlyTumbles as it gets caught in updrafts of the wind,Sitting amongst the debris that should be life,A fallen angel stares into the moments,Tears of mercury weigh heavily upon her face,Constantly slicing are the knives of disgrace.An eternal abyss of shadows for an infinity of lifetimes,Even knowing mercy will never come via simplistic grace,She greets oblivion willingly with obvious haste, Her fractured soul not feeling the true burdens of herIsolation, the loneliness has hope laid to waste.The wind picks up more feathers and carries them away,They remind her of the souls of which she once played,Battered and torn as they drift away, once gleamingAnd bright now sullen and grey.She pays for each of them dearly and repeatedly,Her pound of flesh forever bleeding,Surrounded by foma from those who despise,
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Nowadays, there are a number of online dating services, which are a great way to find a friend or a potential relationship. Using these services is quite easy as you can protect your personal information and create different usernames to communicate with other people attached with these networking sites. Using online dating services is fun and easy and meeting the right person is also quite exciting. All you need is an email address and a computer to enjoy the world of online dating. While almost all the online dating sites do not discriminate and permit any individual to join their networks, but there are certain sites that geared specifically for certain groups. However, the problem that is faced by most of the people is choosing a dating service. As there are a number of dating services available, therefore choosing a service that offers security and safety of your profile can sometimes be quite difficult. Such kinds of problems are usually faced by newcomers that are unfamiliar wit
Features Of Micromax Mobile
Are you wondering why so many people are opting for a Micromax mobile these days? In less than three years, Micromax has become the third largest handset manufacturer and the twelfth largest in the world. And because we want to help you choose the best, here is a Micromax Mobile Price List. Whether, you are in the market for a personal mobile or a business mobile phone, Micromax has something to suit all needs and budgets. Micromax embraces over 60 models today, ranging from QWERTY to touch enabled phones, dual sim to 3G Android smartphones. Basically, Micromax focusses on fabricating innovative designs and astonishing features at an inexplicably affordable price.The range of A-series mobiles launched by Micromax, recently, is a huge success. Micromax Superfones A100 Canvas HD and Canvas 2 A110 have received great reviews and have been highly applauded. Also, Canvas 3 A120 is now one of the most anticipated mobile of the year. Micromax caters the need of a varied audience, mostly tar
The Feaux
if you're going to mohawk your hair do it, but please stop slicking it all up to the middle into that frohawk thing. it looks stupid. one of those things that might have been fun to do while you're in the tub shampooing your hair; don't leave the house like that. everybody thinks they so cool but in ten years the kids will look back and laugh at people who did this. just like we do to people who used to rock the mullet or those wave hairspray bangs lol. if you are reading this, and you have a fohawk- slap yourself
Feb 16-?????
Just wanted to let my friends and my fans know that I am going to be away from the site in Feb. for a couple of weeks. I am having a boob job!!!! I can't wait! I will try to keep everyone posted on how things are going. Yes, I will be posting new pics after the surgery and they are all healed up. Kisses Dana
Feb- 07
Hey all. I am gone to the states for a few weeks. Will stop in off an on to check things out. Spending time with my boys and my future wife. Hope you all have a great 2 weeks. MMFWCL TO MY HOMIES!!!!! Raphael
Feb. 10, 2006
Febuary 10, 2007 It was on a Friday Feb. 10, 2006, almost the end of the work day when I got a call from my brother to come down to the hospital right away. It was my dad, he had been in the hospital for sometime now. There had been emergencies before. I thought this was nothing new, besides I had just went to visit with him the night before and he was in a good mood, joking around. I do remember kissing him goodbye and then going back and kissing him again. Not knowing that I would never speak to him again. He had passed and although I walked into the room where he laid with no cords, or iv's or anything hooked up to him, I still felt he was alive. In the hall before I got in the room I felt this rush of energy, like a kid playing up and down the hallway. I looked at my brother and sister and mother like what's wrong, they said dad died and although his body lay motionless there on the bed, it just wouldn't register. Some days it still doesn't register that he is not around
Feb 13 2007
Recipe For Freindship 2 heaping measures of trust 2 well rounded scoops of respect 2 generous portions of affection 2 equal amounts of sharing 2 equal measures of love 2 well thought plans for future And 1 large round hug to go around the family. Stir together until lumps and bumps are disolved Then it will be one big happy family. just remember it takes the family to make it all work out. Together you can do it good luck.
Feb. 14, 07
I remember why people hate Valentine's Day. The people who have someone to spend the "holiday" with will rub it in your face, either on purpose or by acceident, and you sit there alone with a box of candy you bought yourself. We've all been there at one point or another, but no worries. There is someone out there waiting for you. You can't find them by looking for them; you have to let them find you. That's the way love works. And when he comes to you, confesing his love to you, you'll know that you've always loved him too.
Feb 26, 2007
"Get down on your knees and thank God you are on your feet." ~Irish saying
Feb 11, 2007
I am up for Auction: Heres what i'll do if ya win me: - rate, fan and add - rate all pics - rate all stash - daily comments - add to family as well as top friends - add Owned by your name to mine - 2 Salutes (SFW or NSFW your Choice) - info and link to your page in About me - and if interested ill add to my messenger - maybe more depends on the bid and whacha want Click the pic to bid:
Feb 1
February 01, 2008 Quote of the Day "Once the 'what' is decided, the 'how' always follows. We must not make the 'how' an excuse for not facing and accepting the 'what.'" – Pearl S. Buck
Feb 1
Sitting around 31000 for the contest so far...again want to thank all that have helped....have also been told that the ending date for the contest is Feb 29......
Feb. 2, 2008
This song is powerful. Mandy Moore :: Gardenia Well I put so much thought into getting ready And now I know that was the best part It's so easy to get caught up in what I'm regretting Forget what I got from a wounded heart I'm the one who likes Gardenia I'm the one who likes to make love on the floor I don't wanna hang up the phone yet It's been good getting to know me more I've been seeing all my old friends in the city And walking alone in Central Park Doing all the things that are neglected I traded them all in to be in your arms I'm the one who likes Gardenia I'm the one who likes to make love on the floor I don't wanna hang up the phone yet It's been good getting to know me more Well, I hear my own voice sounds so silly Keep on telling my story all around Everything I lost seems so different Well, this is how everybody gets found I'm the one who likes Gardenia I'm the one who likes to make love on the floor And I don't wanna hang up the phone
Feb. 2, 2008 [[2]]
Sugarland :: Stay I been sittin' here staring At the clock on the wall And I been layin' here praying Praying she won't call It's just another call from home And you'll get it and be gone And I'll be crying And I'll be beggin' you baby Beg you not to leave But I'll be left here waiting With my heart on my sleeve Oh for the next time we'll be here Seems like a million years And I think I'm dying What do I have to do to make you see She can't love you like me Why don't you stay I'm down on my knees I'm so tired of being lonely Don't I give you what you need When she calls you to go There is one thing you should know We don't have to live this way Baby why don't you stay You keep telling me baby There will come a time When you will leave her arms And forever be in mine But I don't think that's the truth And I don't like being used And I'm tired of waiting It's too much pain to have to bare To love a man you have to share Why don't you stay I
1 Feb 2008
Datum: Fri, 1 Feb 2008 09:23:04 -0600 (CST) Von: "Tyler Perry Mailing List" An: Betreff: A Message from Tyler Perry - Are You Mad At Me? Okay, I think ya'll mad at me or something! I know I've been MIA, but I tried to explain that in my last email. You know how I know you got attitude with me? 'Cause only a few of you have gone to see my new talk show at Either that or you don't have a high speed Internet connection. Whatever the reason, I want to know (smile). I worked hard on that show and put it on-line just for you. So check it out if you can. And to the woman who was watching it at work and asked me to take care of her if she loses her job from laughing so hard. Uh.... you might want to wait 'till you get home next time. LOL !! Y'all so spoiled (smile). Okay, do me a favor please. After you see the show hit the message board. That's the only way I can know if you've seen it or not. S
Fe B 4
February 04, 2008 Quote of the Day "We make our fortunes and call them fate." – Benjamin Disreali
Feb 7
February 07, 2008 Quote of the Day "It is necessary to try to surpass oneself always; this occupation ought to last as long as life." – Queen Christina
Feb 8
February 08, 2008 Quote of the Day "Happiness is a butterfly, which, when pursued, is always just beyond your grasp, but which, if you sit down quietly, may alight upon you." – Nathaniel Hawthorne
Feb 8
37400.....getting closer. Thanks again to everyone that has helped me. I sure know that I wouldn't be this far along without you all!!!
Feb 11
February 11, 2008 Quote of the Day You desire to know the art of living, my friend? It is contained in one phrase: make use of suffering. – From Henri Frederic Amiel
Feb. 11, 2008
My great grandma passed away at 12:30 this morning at a hospital in milwaukee. She had emphzema. I will be in Milwaukee all day thursday an hoping to spend the rest of the day when i get back round 6pm with my man of my life! My great grandma an I really didnt get along, she always cut my father an i down. She never did like my dad cause he got my mom knocked up at a young age an my so called mother ran off to him cause she was young an in love with my father when my father was 30 something years old an she was 17 years old. ~shorty~
Feb 12
February 12, 2008 Quote of the Day "We taste and feel and see the truth. We do not reason ourselves into it." – William Butler Yeats
Feb 13
February 13, 2008 Quote of the Day "The most important things to do in the world are to get something to eat, something to drink, and somebody to love you." – Brendan Behan
Feb 14
February 14, 2008 Quote of the Day "When you cannot make up your mind between two evenly balanced courses of action, choose the bolder." – William Joseph Slim
Feb 20
February 20, 2008 Quote of the Day "Don't let other people tell you what you want." – Pat Riley
Feb 21
February 21, 2008 Quote of the Day "Discontent is the first step in progress. No one knows what is in him till he tries, and many would never try if they were not forced to." – Basil Maturin
Feb 22, 2008
I was still going to church =/ Becky leant me her car (which was a red, berand-new monte carlo), and drove off with steph and lindsey. I hopped in and drove it to a halloween store, and bought a sfot, pink sqaure of fabric. i drove to another store, looking for a staff. but all their stuff was horribly cheap and ugly. So i went back out to the car, and there were two blonde girls and a dark-haired guy disassembling the car! the guy and oen girl was in the back seat. the guy had the steering wheel in his hands, and the girl was breaking out one window. the other girl was climbing out of their car (a dark silver one... maybe a scion coupe). they saw me and got in their car and drove off. I walked out of the lot and down the street. around dark, the car was sitting under a net on the sidewalk. its tires were missing, and it was all rusted. There was a cat in the back seat. i let it out. it walked with me, until we passed a house with a Dauchsund. it saw the cat and darted ins
This month has been so very hectic for me... Not only do 2 of my boys have birthdays this month, but I had company that is just one of the most awesome people I have ever met. I love you!!! My grand daughter also had a birthday this month. 1st Shane turned 17, almost an adult, and I'm so very proud of him, he's come so far in life. 2nd Haley turned 2, wow time flies, i don't get to see her near as much as i'd like, but well I guess that's life... 3rd George Is 14 today!!!! Happy Birthday buddy !!! You are great!!!!!! I'm now the shortest person in my house, and the girls just keep calling, lol. George has his 1st school dance on friday and wow that makes me feel really old. To my honey.... I love you sooo much. You make me so very happy and I'm so glad you are in my life. SpinAgain*@ fubar
Feb 28
February 28, 2008 Quote of the Day "When you have a great and difficult task, something perhaps almost impossible, if you only work a little at a time, every day a little, suddenly the work will finish itself." – Isak Dinesen
20 Feb
atum: Wed, 20 Feb 2008 02:12:29 -0600 (CST) Von: "Tyler Perry Mailing List" An: Betreff: A Message from Tyler Perry - Married is the #1 DVD!!! Thank you all for making WHY DID I GET MARRIED? the number one DVD this week as well as buying WHAT'S DONE IN THE DARK. It's so good to know that I can count on you. (smile) Thank you, again! I want to say a quick congratulations to Lavan Davis, Lance Gross, HOUSE OF PAYNE and Janet Jackson. They all won Image Awards. I am so happy for them, especially Lavan. I'm telling you, nobody would give this man a shot. Now look! I'm just blown away. Another reason that I'm writing is this. When we won the Image Award for HOUSE OF PAYNE, I said something that I didn't know I had said until I watched the show played back that night. I said that if 1000 people tell you no and you get one yes from God then that's all you need to make it. That thing woke up something in me. I realized a
Feb 2 2009
The Maiden Awakens by Karl Lembke In the waxing year, the Goddess awakens. The Maiden aspect awakens first, as winter fades into spring. Imbolc, Candlemas, and Lady Day are names given to this first of the three festivals of the waxing year. Imbolc, literally "in milk", refers to the beginning of lactation in the farm animals, in preparation for the birth of the young. The name Candlemas traces to the practice of blessing the candles for the coming year, making way for the light to come forth. Lady Day is the name given in honor of the Lady, who returns from the underworld, bringing the light and warmth of the newborn Sun. Imbolc is the first of three Awakenings. In the waxing year, there is a festival of Awakening for each of the three aspects of the Lady. Imbolc is the Awakening of the light, when the first signs of new growth begin to appear, and the plans for the new year are laid. Seed catalogs are purchased, and farmers ready to sow their crops when the time comes.
Feb. 2009
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