Fubar Blog Posts 2

When My 30 Day Blast Is Up Im Outty
I am starting a new chapter in my life..i have just seperated from my husband and going to take things to a new level..i am going to not be on here much at all for i am in need of other things to do besides sit here..i am going to hopefully find what i am looking for in the split up that we just had... just wanted to inform my many friends and fans it will be a lil while before i am on alot

When We Talk On The Phone
When he calls and we talk on the phone he makes me weak in the knees his voice makes my heart race . His voice sends my head reeling with so many tender thoughts, romantic notions. my mind minds eye can not stay away from thoughts of his first taken kiss. The first touch of his hand, all the sensations stemming from these thoughts make for a longing I have never experienced before. In my heart I wish to embrace the enevitable. I wish to be able to bring these thoughts and sensation to him. Share the love of a woman with that one special man. Now that I know he is real there is nothing that can stop our meeting and finding each other in every way the creator meant for a man and a woman to be. No we have never met . But I know in time we will. Anna

When We Feel That We Are Nothing Special
When we feel that we are nothing special When we feel that we are nothing special To someone else we are more than we know When we feel out of place There might be someone around the corner Who needs us the way we are When we are feeling down There is someone to pick us up When we are alone Just think of that someone And they are there When you feel lonely baby Remember these things To me you ARE special You mean a lot to me To me we are in a place together Even with the distance between us When you feel down I am ready to pick you up When you are alone or lonely Think of me, I am there in your heart

When Friends Go Too Far
Why did we cross the line? Everything would be fine - One moment of pleasure For all this pain; Can you tell me now what did we gain? Everything would be OK - Normal as it was, But no - we had to go to far - We had to cross that line I would never turn back time, For every moment I learn. It's just things are so different now - Things between you and me. Why didn't I open my eyes? Why didn't I only see That what we were accomplishing Would be the end to you and me?

When The Lord Made Paramedics
When The Lord Made Paramedics When the Lord made Paramedics, he was into his sixth day of overtime when an angel appeared and said, "You're doing a lot of fiddling around on this one." And the Lord said, "Have you read the specs on this order? A paramedic has to be able to carry an injured person up a wet, grassy hill in the dark, dodge stray bullets to reach a dying child unarmed, enter homes the health inspector wouldn't touch, and not wrinkle his uniform." " He has to be able to lift 3 times his own weight, crawl into wrecked cars with barely enough room to move, and console a grieving mother as he is doing CPR on a baby he knows will never breath again." "He has to be in top mental condition at all times, running on no sleep, black coffee and half-eaten meals. And he has to have six pairs of hands." The angel shook her head slowly and said, "Six pairs of hands...no way." "It's not the hands that are causing me problems," said the Lord, "It's the three pairs of eyes a medic has to

When She...
When she walks away from you mad [ Follow her ] When she stare's at your mouth [ Kiss her ] When she pushes you or hit's you [ Grab her and dont let go ] When she start's cussing at you [ Kiss her and tell her you love her ]

When Do U Know Love Is Right?
****THIS IS HOW I CAN TELL WHEN I FEEL LIKE THIS,WHEN ALL I WANT TO DO IS TALK TO U, WHEN AL I WANT TO DO IS SEE YOU, WHEN ALL I WANT TO DO IS FEEL YOU I NEED TO SEE YOU AND HEAR YOU AND TOUCH U.. UR MY HEAVEN ON EARTH RIGHT NOW, MY PARADISE IN AN UGLY WORLD,MY CALM AND MY STORM..YOUR MY EVERYTHING**** THERE ARE A FEW PEOPLE WHO WILL READ THIS AND THINK I AM CRAZY OR WOW U MUST REALLY BE IN LOVE. BUT IT IS FOR ME TO KNOW AND THAT IS ALL THAT MATTERS.SO YOU CAN ALL WONDER AND GUESS BUT MY SECRET IS SAFE.NOBODY ELSE NEEDS TO KNOW.

When People Break Ur Heart
well i have had my heart tore out today by someone they know who they are and i dont get it they said i will call when i come in from bar lies and then well wont answer my calls i guess they thru me to the curb they should at least tell me what is going on when u love them ya know

When You Cant Seem To Do Anything Right>>
and all else fails , you begg, you plead and cry and it is not seen or heard or felt. How do you get a guy to just listen and understand , He is your whole World and Without him your lost , lonly and torn . You ache and want to hold him near , keep him as close as you can, but you can,t cause you,ll sufficate him.. He needs his space/ room.. Lord knows im so crazy about him... Which he knows too... Just so many miles between us is all.. I think and know, I live and breath with him in my thoughts and heart and mind . Its all I want , is to be with him , but cant yet.. I do undrestand some ; but not all..> Like the cold evasiveness he seems, to make me feel when he keeps his silence and distance so much.. Not like before when we first met. He was attentive and caring , and so loving and we shared so much and seemed so close . No so for away . What did happen????. Why I ask myself ???. Did I do or say something to drive him away >? I hope not cause he is my life .. My

When I Close My Eyes
when i close my eyes....... I close my eyes to imagine The touch of your hand I want you so badly Cant you understand I feel my fingers slide They caresse my naked skin My thoughts are with you And they are filled with sin Thinking of the distance When will you be here Dream of you closer And of you beeing near Still with my eyes closed I kindly bite my lips Wish that this was your hands Caressing the skin on my hips If you where on top of me I would feel you breathe And i wouldnt need to guide you You would take the lead A moan escapes my mouth And it makes me open my eyes In my dream you where just here But that was just lies You are still so far So i turn into hide Im going back to dreams Where i got you by my side

When I Close My Eyes...
thank you Kim for letting me repost this... when i close my eyes....... I close my eyes to imagine The touch of your hand I want you so badly Cant you understand I feel my fingers slide They caresse my naked skin My thoughts are with you And they are filled with sin Thinking of the distance When will you be here Dream of you closer And of you beeing near Still with my eyes closed I kindly bite my lips Wish that this was your hands Caressing the skin on my hips If you where on top of me I would feel you breathe And i wouldnt need to guide you You would take the lead A moan escapes my mouth And it makes me open my eyes In my dream you where just here But that was just lies You are still so far So i turn into hide Im going back to dreams Where i got you by my side

When?
I sit here wondering Why we Grow Wondering When today is going to be tomorrow How I let you walk on me Why Was I too blind to see When did things go so bad? I didn't do nothing to make you that mad Yet you went all out Everything you said, you had to shout Is it because you got older? Or is it cause your heart got colder? When did this happen? I can't believe this happened. I was ontop, had It all You set me up for the biggest fall Now I sit back with nothing, As I wonder how this happened and When.

When The Time Comes
When The Time ComesYou were there to hold my hand,As I went off to school for the first time,And you were there to pick me upWhen I skinned my knees.You taught me how to love,And you taught me right from wrong,As I grew up, you grew older,And I knew what I would do,When the time comes.I held your hand as you tried to sleep,And I picked you upWhen you needed me,As you did when I was young.I should you that love,That you taught so well,And I cried so hardWhen the time cameFor you to move on.I see the memories as if a film,And I feel the pain,So I know it's real,But tomorrow, it will dull.And when the time comes,I will do the things we used to do together.Not tomorrow or the next day,But when the times comes.

When Men Don't Tell The Whole Story!!!!
I recently got into it with a female friend on here because she was showing alot. We were dating (real life) and I mentioned the fact that I didnt like it. She claims that she'd "loose" points or wouldnt even get as much if she didnt show her goods to ppl on here. NOW, i'm thinking about adding some NSFW...Should I do it??? This was recently posted by my x and I just happened to come across it. He so forgot to mention so many other parts of this story. For instance, I NEVER said that I wouldn't gain points if I didnt show NSFW and for another, we were NEVER "DATING" we were barely friends with benifits because this idiot wouldn't know how to treat a woman if I wrote him an instruction manual. He is a low life liar and it is really sad that he tried and in some ways succeeded to make me look like a whore. Sucks to be you Joey!!!! Get a life ~ JD ~@ fubar this would be him!

When We Danced
When We Danced Soft gentle stare Warm tender touch You took my hand And we danced Arms around me Light dragging moves Cheek warm against mine Breathing deep from the soul Long have I searched Finally I have found When you took my hand And we danced

When?
When? When will I be able to smile, And know that my smile is real? When will my thoughts be normal, And not scare or frighten me? When will I be able to trust, And not fear being hurt? When will I love, And have him love me back? When I feel complete, And not so hollow inside? When will this sadness disappear -- For it is taking up my mind.

When Change Is Not Enough: Seven Steps To Revolution
When Change Is Not Enough: Seven Steps to Revolution By Sara Robinson, Campaign for America's Future Posted on February 22, 2008, Printed on February 22, 2008 http://www.alternet.org/story/77498/ "Those who make peaceful evolution impossible make violent revolution inevitable." -- John F. Kennedy There's one thing for sure: 2008 isn't anything like politics as usual. The corporate media (with their unerring eye for the obvious point) is fixated on the narrative that, for the first time ever, Americans will likely end this year with either a woman or a black man headed for the White House. Bloggers are telling stories from the front lines of primaries and caucuses that look like something from the early 60s -- people lining up before dawn to vote in Manoa, Hawaii yesterday; a thousand black college students in Prairie View, Texas marching 10 miles to cast their early votes in the face of a county that tried to disenfranchise them. In recent months, we've also been gobstopped by th

When Am I Having This Baby
Im so ready to drop this baby out now.. was due sun the 24 and hes still not here im goin to the doc today and i hope he says were gonna have this baby by the weekend...im tired of bein fat and pregnat and none of my clothes fit me anymore.... Dakota Shane Graley better come soon!!!!

When Love Gose To Hell
closing my eyes i listen this never changing melody echo's like a gunshot you were all i ever wanted or so i thought guess i thought wrong lies and fights sleepless nights blood and tears thats what i live for now your little china doll you break me away little peace by little peace i know not love but heavy hand i know not light but your dark grace does not fall here only tears like whispering rain only to be brushed off till the next season of broken heart of shattered vows will i ever open my eyes change this melody theres no more echo theres no more you and me only lies, blood and dust thats all thats left of us

When It Arrives
You're not quite ready for it And it happens really fast Your mind takes off, begins to spin Like a race car in a crash Your eyes are now wide open And you're liking what you see It surprises and amazes you Your heart is finally free There's nothing to hold you back But the fear that burns inside You're still feeling all the pain Of the last time that you tried You let your guard down once again And you dive into that world Your passions back, your chest's on fire Your love has been unfurled. So here you are in life's unknown The gift, of all, that gives You want it and you need it It's the reason that you live.

When Girls Drink Too Much...
WHEN GIRLS DRINK TOO MUCH............ 1. WE HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO IDEA WHERE OUR PURSE IS. 2. WE BELIEVE THAT DANCING WITH OUR ARMS OVERHEAD AND WIGGLING OUR BUTT WHILE YELLING "WOO-HOO!" IS TRULY THE SEXIEST DANCE MOVE AROUND. 3. WE'VE SUDDENLY DECIDED THAT WE WANT TO KICK SOMEONE'S BUTT AND HONESTLY BELIEVE WE COULD DO IT TOO. 4. IN OUR LAST TRIP TO PEE, WE REALIZE THAT WE NOW LOOK MORE LIKE HOMELESS HOOKERS THAN THE GODDESSES WE WERE JUST FOUR HOURS AGO. 5. WE START CRYING AND TELLING EVERYONE WE SEE THAT WE LOVE TH E M SOOOOO MUCH. 6. WE GET EXTREMELY EXCITED AND JUMP UP AND DOWN EVERY TIME A NEW SONG PLAYS BECAUSE "OH MY GOD! I LOVE THIS SONG!" 7. WE'VE FOUND A DEEPER/SPIRITUAL SIDE TO THE GEEK SITTING NEXT TO US. 8... WE'VE SUDDENLY TAKEN UP SMOKING AND BECOME REALLY GOOD AT IT. 9. WE YELL AT THE BARTENDER, WHO WE BELIEVE CHEATED US BY GIVING US JUST LEMONADE, BUT THAT'S JUST BECAUSE WE CAN NO LONGER TASTE THE VODKA. 10. WE THINK WE ARE IN BED, BUT OUR

When I Look To The Sky
When it rains it pours and opens doors that flood the floors we thought would always keep us safe and dry And in the midst of sailing ships we sink our lips into the ones we love That have to say goodbye And as I float along this ocean I can feel you like a notion that won’t seem to let me go Cause when I look to the sky something tells me you’re here with me And you make everything alright And when I feel like I’m lost something tells me you’re here with me And I can always find my way when you are here And every word I didn’t say that caught up in some busy day And every dance on the kitchen floor we didn’t have before Every sunset that we’ll miss I’ll wrap them all up in a kiss Pick you up in all of this when I sail away While I float upon this ocean I can feel you like a notion that I hope will never leave Cause when I look to the sky something tells me you’re here with me And you make everything alright When I feel like I’m lost something tells

When I'm Gone
We're doing it I look around me But all I seem to see Is people going nowhere Expecting sympathy It's like I'm going through the motions Of a scripted destiny Tell me where's our inspiration If life won't wait I guess it's up to me (Whoa) no we're not gonna waste another moment in this town (Whoa) and we won't come back The world is calling out (Whoa) leave the past in the past Gonna find the future Misery loves company Well so long You'll miss me when I'm gone You're gonna miss me when I'm gone Procrastination Running circles in my head While you sit there contimplating You wound up left for dead (you’re left for dead) Life is what happens While you're busy making your excuses Another day Another casualty But that won't happen to me (Whoa) no we're not gonna waste another moment in this town (Whoa) and we won't come back The world is calling out (Whoa) leave the past in the past Gonna find the future Misery loves company Well so long You'll m

When?
You never know how truly silent your world can be until you can no longer hear the voice of a loved one. You can be surrounded by people, by friends, you can be in the loudest rock concert and all of the sudden everything can seem so deathly silent. You never know how lonely your world can be until you can no longer be with your loved one. You can be in a room surrounded by a million different people and all of the sudden it seems empty. You are alone all of the sudden in this huge world and it is very frightening. You look around you and nothing seems familiar any longer. It's like no matter when you turn, you have no where to go. You look both ways and the corridors seem to go on for ever and each way you look it is all the same and you have no clue where to turn. It's like drowning and having nothing to grab a hold of. It is like when you were little and you had a bad dream. The kind where you wake up and you try to scream but nothing comes out and you can barely breath. It

When You Look At Me
When you look at me what do you see? I wish I knew so that I can smile again. You took away the smile from my heart. Left me with a rose slowly dieing. If only my mouth would say what my heart wants to say. Why did I let things go this way. It's like I'm kissing you tonight. As if there is snow all around. And we're all alone tonight again. Not letting others get in today. With you is all I want to be. Tonight,tomorrow,forever my baby. You are special to me. Everytime you look at me. I fall in love all over again looking at you. Because you are the best thing ever created for me.

When A Cowboy Learns To Cry
He looks into her eyes And sees the torment in her soul, And his heart sinks deep within him. He dare not leave this angel behind, But cannot torture her anymore, And his heart shrinks deep within him. He places his worn hat atop his head, Adjusting it just over his eyes, And pulls his denim jacket Around his broad shoulders As he heads for the door. He stops to tell her that he loves her, But the words meet a cold stare, And the shrivel deep into his throat Tasting like day old coffee and bread. His eyes shift away from this angel That he has tortured so much In so little time. He drags the heel of his boots As he nears the door that leads into nothingness, And stops one more time To see his tortured angel and dearest friend Standing there in solemn grimness. They say angels and cowboys Would always be, and he believed it to be true, He opens the door into the darkness, The world from where he came, And pauses one last time to try and say The feelings that

When I'm Smiling
When I am smiling Look deep in my eyes Can you see me? Not a laugh, but a cry. Do you see in my grin The unspoken fears? That sparkle of mirth Is just unshed tears. I smile when I hurt, It's my merry mask. When I want to weep I shout out a laugh. So though I am smiling I'm falling apart, But try as you might, You won't read my heart. D. R. Hyden just found this one...wrote it years ago. hmmm... does it still apply? i don't know. look into my eyes when i laugh and you tell me....

When I Lie Down Next To You...
When I lie down next to you. I feel my heart growing between us. When we lie down together I feel, The missing piece of my heart I never had. I think about all the wrong things I've done to you, And the things I've done to hurt you and I wish I could go back in time and erase it all. I've done many things to hurt you and still we lie together. When we lie together, I feel a relationship beginning to grow. No one could ever break us apart, When we are lying side by side. When we lie in the same bed together, And all I can think about is you and I. When we lie down together in the same bed, I can't thank about anything but you and I. by:Gary Frost May 21, 2005

When I First Looked Into Your Eyes
When I First Looked Into Your Eyes When first I looked into your eyes each breath became a thousand sighs. My heart drummed out a thunder beat I glowed with joy from head to feet. The hand of love had touched my soul, as the bell of destiny began to toll. The tide of love began to rise, the world was filled with summer skies. My sodden clouds of cold and grey glowed with gold, then wisped away. A brilliant rainbow arched across, as waves of love began to toss. The air was filled with lovebird cries, when I first looked into your eyes. When I first looked into your eyes, all time and space were paralyzed And in that instant, I was shown a universe I had never known. I dwell there still, in Paradise, when I look into your eyes.

When Pain Collides Between Heart And Mind
When pain collides between heart and mind, All is left is pieces for the others to find. Somewhere in heaven is where I found you, Now your gone and nothing seams true. All the things you said was just part of a game, Changed me forever all the same. Still yet I cry inside from all this pain! Driving through my life a madman insane. I miss all the things we had so hard to part, Yet writing all these words are the start.

When Seen Though My Eyes
When seen though my eyes All I ever wanted was to be part of your heart, And for us to be together to never be apart. No one else in the world could even compare, You re perfect and so is this love we share. We have so much more then I ever thought we would, I love you more then I thought I ever could. I promise to give you all I have to give, Ill do anything for you as long as I live. In your eyes I see our present, future, and past, By the way you look at me I know we will last. I hope that one day you will come to realize, How perfect you are when seen though my eyes.

When Is It Enough?
Marijuana Statistics Marijuana is the most used illegal drug in the United States. Nearly 69 million Americans over the age of 12 have tried marijuana at least once. Marijuana is California's largest cash crop. Today's marijuana is 10 to 15 times stronger than it was in the 60's Reaction time for motor skills, such as driving is reduced by 41% after smoking 1 joint and is reduced 63% after smoking 2 joints. There have been over 7,000 published scientific and medical studies documenting the damage that marijuana poses. Not one study has shown marijuana to be safe. Data has shown that people high on marijuana show the same lack of coordination on standard "drunk driver" tests as do people who have had to much to drink. The daily use of 1 to 3 marijuana joints can produce the same lung damage and potential cancer risk as smoking five times as many cigarettes. Marijuana is the second most common drug, after alcohol, present in the blood stream of non-fatally and fa

When I Thought He Didnt Care!
So the love of my life ISN'T in my life; frankly most days even though I think about him, I am pretty sure he isnt thinking about me. But I must have been mistaken, because he seems to know things I didnt tell him... or didn't know I told him. I forget that he is amazing. I will never underestimate him again. Busted flirting? Yep! Trying to move on? Not so easy. Being absolutely addicted to someone I can't keep? Yes every moment since the first time he said my name. How does a soul deal with that?

When You're Playing Aic, It's Gotta Be Loud.
Is it just me, or does Alice in Chains just not sound as good when played at low volume? I had turned the volume down to take a client phone call and hadn't gotten around to turning it back up. Then all the sudden I realized I was playing AIC, and it sounded...bad. Solution? Crank it UP!!! Ah, now that IS better.

When You See Me (a Poem)
When you see me on a "good day" I may look as if nothings wrong, But I, myself, am very aware That the energy won’t last long. You may think that I am lazy, Or I just don’t like to try, Or maybe I am just depressed, When sometimes you see me cry. You may not understand me, It’s not easy to explain, The struggles that I so often endure, As I live each day in pain. People may offer their opinions, Thinking that I just need some advice, Yet they don’t really comprehend, Although they are trying to be nice. What for some may be so easy, Is almost impossible to me, But because I may look healthy, Many around me fail to see. Perhaps it seems that I’m sloppy, If I would only take more pride, It’s sad that many don’t stop to see, The person who is inside. Planning things is so hard to do, With each day uncertain fate, The best that I can do is try, And oftentimes I have to wait. Life can be so stressful, Even when you have your health, Many pe

When
When A Rondeau Redouble . When will they forgive us, The Dead of Tomorrow's Child, If we ignite the world on fire In a brilliant mushroom cloud? Before we press ourselves too hard Upon a most dangerous course, One question should come to fore; When will they forgive us? After we have razed the cities And all the fertile land between, What legacy shall we leave for The Dead of of Tomorrow's Child? Everything in ancient past And everything we now create are glories wasted, futile, If we ignite the world on fire. And hopes for a far tomorrow Are fleeting phantoms at best, If we fulfill our fury In a brilliant mushroom cloud. Why sacrifice so much promise For the vanities of a few When we could forge our future And instead make the world anew? When?

When Mothers Fail
I will be the first to admit I am not perfect, and am pretty good at admitting I am wrong. And yet this time I do not know what I did wrong, and compared to my ex wife, I am damn perfect. My little girl ran away from her mom's house on Tuesday. She's 8. I got the call from her friend's mom asking if it was ok she played over. As I already knew she was "missing", I talked to my daughter and the mother both before deciding it was a good idea that I came and got her to smooth things out as she was brought home. I called my ex to convey this idea, but I was screamed at and told she would get her, because she had been out for almost an hour looking. So in short, this was not about my daughter's feelings, or why she even ran away in the first place. It was about my ex, it's always about her, because she is more important than everything else. Then the boyfriend decided to open his mouth about it, which I admit, if he'd do it to my face I'd respect him more. But he has since apologized for hi

When Queit Reigns
When Quiet Reigns a Sonnet * When quiet reigns or in thunderous din, when ideas flow like mad... To hear Poe spoken, to hear the words flow or to caress their gentle laments on creased, dog-eared paper... To come back to the root - the Great America Poet - like a moth to a lonely flame. For this the Dreamer aspires - Immortality and to know that in the end it all comes back to Poe

When You Say Good-bye
When You Say Good-bye A Poem When do you say good-bye To those you’ve held most dear? How do you end a relationship When it’s become unclear? When do you say good-bye When old friendships die? And when you say good-bye, Are you allowed a tear? Will there ever be a time When the fences can be mended? When forgiveness can be found With those you had befriended? Will there be a time, Maybe one last time, Just a tiny, brief moment Before all has ended? Or perhaps it might be best To let the friendship die. Let it wither and fade away And accept the silence as good-bye. Perhaps this is best; To forget all the rest And learn to set your sights Upon a distant day.

When I Type Words Come Out.
i'm not really feeling how i thought i was feeling then. i'm broken. i'm fucked up in the head. like a razorblade covered in lust cutting out the love covered in you. it's over. i'm covered in bruises and this time it's literal. this time it's for keeps. this time it's for you. i can't even fucking write anymore. i'm killing the words like i've killed every god damned from the start emotion that's ever been flung my way. stunned from the get go. or was that stunted? go ahead and love me if that's what you felt you wanted to do. but i assure you it's a bad idea. and this isn't just me being emotional. this isn't black fingernails and new holes in the face of a sixteen year old wet on the edges little boy filled with hatred towards everything that doesn't love him enough to pop a pimple on his exposed ribcage back. this is real. this is the end. but i promise... more than i've ever promised anything in my life... this wasn't a mistake. everything happen

When It Comes To Men, Are You A Player?
The Only Thing You Play is "Cool" It's not that you don't have the skills to juggle a few men Nope, you just lack the desire. You prefer dating to be a simple one on one process. No games, no other people, no drama - just you and the guy you're getting to know. When It Comes to Men, Are You a Player?

When You Say Nothing At All
Fuck, I hate country music...lmao It's amazing how you can speak right to my heart Without saying a word you can light up the dark Try as I may I could never explain What I hear when you don't say a thing The smile on your face lets me know that you need me There's a truth in your eyes sayin' you'll never leave me The touch of your hand says you'll catch me if ever I fall You say it best when you say nothing at all All day long I can hear people talking out loud But when you hold me near, you drown out the crowd Old Mr. Webster could never define What's being said between your heart and mine The smile on your face lets me know that you need me There's a truth in your eyes sayin' you'll never leave me The touch of your hand says you'll catch me if ever I fall You say it best when you say nothing at all The smile on your face lets me know that you need me There's a truth in your eyes sayin' you'll never leave me The touch of your hand says you'll catc

~when I Think Of You~
~When I Think of You~ ~Do you know, when you have told me to think of you, I have been feeling ashamed of thinking of you so much, of thinking of only you--which is too much, perhaps. Shall I tell you? It seems to me, to myself, that no man was ever before to any woman what you are to me--the fulness must be in proportion, you know, to the vacancy...and only I know what was behind--the long wilderness without the blossoming rose...and the capacity for happiness, like a black gaping hole, before this silver flooding. Is it wonderful that I should stand as in a dream, and disbelieve--not you--but my own fate? ~Was ever any one taken suddenly from a lampless dungeon and placed upon the pinnacle of a mountain, without the head turning round and the heart turning faint, as mine do? And you love me more, you say?--Shall I thank you or God? Both,--indeed--and there is no possible return from me to either of you! I thank you as the unworthy may.. and as we all thank God. How shall I ev

When A Heart Is Broken
When a heart is broken the soul just slowly dies. Emptiness fills the body and the mind no longer tries. A broken heart still beats and the body continues to live. But all emotion is lost and there is nothing more to give. The person then becomes useless but continues to take up space. The eyes are dull and lifeless. Of life or love there is no trace. When a heart is broken there is no repair to be made. An empty shell is all that remains and soon, that too, shall fade.

When Darkness Falls
When darkness falls and despair envelopes you like a blanket I will be a candle to give you hope a hand to wipe the tears a whisper that prays for you I will hold you up like you me in my time of trials you are never alone though silent I will be there copyright 2008 JSDEUEL

When Your Eyes Glisten In The Dark, (fall 1989)
I see your eyes glistening in the dark. I touch your shimmering hair as it waves in the midnight air. I smell your perfume, the sweet fragrence starts to spread out over the sea. I taste your presence inside of me, deep in my heart. I hear your voice, and I swell up with pride because... I know you will always be by my side.

When Boy Makes Girl Jealous
Boy and a Girl, the best of friends. From elementary to high school frombeginning to end. Through all those years their friendship grew.They both felt the same, but neither knew. Each waking moment since the day they met. They both loved each other sunrise to sunset. He was all she had n her terrible life. He was the one who kept her from her knife. She was his angel, she made him smile. Though life threw him curves, she made it all worth while. Then one day things went terribly wrong. The next few weeks were like a very sad song. He made her jealous on purpose he tried. When the girl asked, "Do you love her?" on purpose he lied. He played with jealousy like it was a game. Little did he know Things would never be the same. His plan was working but he had no clue. How wrong things would go, the damage he would do. One night she broke down, feeling very alone. Just her and the blade, no one else home. She dialed his number, he answered, "Hello" Sh

When All Fails
WHEN TIMES ARE ROUGH I TRY TO SIT BACK AND ENJOY WHAT THERE IS TO LAUGH AT, BUT WHEN THINGS GO WRONG.... IT'S A DIFFERENT STORY. FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO KNOW ME AND KNOW THAT I HAVE 3 KIDS THAT I HAVE BEEN RAISING FOR ALMOST 4 YEARS BY MYSELF WITH THE HELP OF SOME PEOPLE... NOT MUCH, BUT IT'S HELP....I DON'T LIKE TO TALK ABOUT MY PROBLEMS TO ANYONE CAUSE OF A NEGATIVE RESPONCE OR JUST THE UH HUH'S OR EVEN THE I SEE.... SO EVERYTHING THAT I HAVE BEEN THINKING ABOUT REALLY HURTS AND BOTHER'S THE SHIT OUT OF ME. I AM THE ONLY PERSON MY KIDS HAVE AND I AM TOLD I'M A BAD FATHER. SO BE IT.... MAYBE I AM, BUT I DON'T HIT OR ABUSE MY KIDS. I LOVE THEM WAY TO MUCH AND THEY ARE MY LIFE. I WOULD DIE FOR THEM. I WOULD PUSH THEM OUT OF THE WAY OF A ON COMMING TRUCK FOR ME TO GET HIT INSTEAD. BAD FATHER... I GUESS I AM...

When I Think
I think of u and my heart melts. I think of your smile and it makes me laugh. I think of the honesty and the tears fall. I think of what I can't say to you and I realize that I hurt you. The thought of that makes me see what I am. The thought of what I am.. makes me hate myself. Now the only words I seem to think of when I think of you is....... I am sorry.

When I'm With You...
When I'm with you, eternity is a step away, my love continues to grow, with each passing day. This treasure of love, I cherish within my soul, how much I love you... you'll never really know. You bring a joy to my heart, I've never felt before, with each touch of your hand, I love you more and more. Whenever we say goodbye, whenever we part, know I hold you dearly, deep inside my heart. So these seven words, I pray you hold true, "Forever And Always, I Will Love You." - Chris Engle -

When A Girl Misses You
: When a girl MISSES You Body: --Girl Facts When a girl is mean to you after a break-up she wants you back, but she is too scared she'll get hurt and knows you're gone forever! when you catch a girl glancing at you, she wants you to look back and smile When a girl bumps into your arm while walking with you she wants you to hold her hand When she wants a hug she will just stand there When u break a girls heart she still feels it when you run into each other 3 years later When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind.. When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after a few seconds, she is not at all fine When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are playing games When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever When a girl say

When I Was Dyin, You Became My Breath
The subject line is lyrics from currently one of my favorite bands, One Less Reason. The song is called Snow Angels. Check them out, they are on myspace.com/onelessreason They are an awesome band, kinda rock style music but really good lyrics. As far as anything written by me.. It has been hard lately. I haven't come up with anything worth a damn. I have been just struggling.. Its like, I want to write, but nothing I put down in pencil is working for me. But this is called "My Fantasy" - It sucks mind you, but it is all I can pull out. Your skin is on my fingertips but I can't feel your touch I know your lips are close to kiss but I'll never know your taste Like a dangeling string Out of a cats paw reach Close enough to extend out but never within the grasp You are my fantasy So close to knowing Far enough to watch you leave Like an outlining shawdow In the hope of light but never able to completely see You are my fantasy Though I've felt your skin n heard your wor

When The Sun No Longer Shines
When the Sun No Longer Shines I couldn't see a problem , 'till you came by yesterday, And I can't tell you how it hurts , to look at you that way. You came to me , with opal eyes, the starlight , at your feet. The signs tell of a meeting with the chemist , in the street. What will you tell yourself, if we never see the signs ? Did you ever wonder where you'll be when the sun , no longer shines ?

When Is Enough ...enough
So today started out like every other day, and then i got into the office and had the shit hit the fan ASAP. Owning your own business is Hard, and to boot it gets harder when you have days like this I get in the office and to find out that some of my Servers were off line...so i get with my "IT" people and rip them a new ass because there steady playing games while these alarms on the servers going off......problem fixed ......back to normal day..phew then i talk with my ex.....We have been battling back and forth to get back together, and seems that somethign always fucks it up all the time, so this time it was someone Hating on us both, and fills my ear with Bull Shit.....and i ask her about some of it, and to come anf find out it was all LIES i was told by this other person....DRAMA yes i know....... so after my ex hears what i have to say she drops a BOMB on me, she says......i wanted to get back together today and tell you i loved you and missed you so much.......and you

When U Look Me In The Eyes-jonas Brothers
"When You Look Me In The Eyes" If the heart is always searching, Can you ever find a home? I've been looking for that someone, I'll never make it on my own Dreams can't take the place of loving you, There's gotta be a million reasons why it's true. When you look me in the eyes, And tell me that you love me. Everything's alright, When you're right here by my side. When you look me in the eyes, I catch a glimpse of heaven. I find my paradise, When you look me in the eyes. How long will I be waiting, To be with you again Gonna tell you that I love you, In the best way that I can. I can't take a day without you here, You're the light that makes my darkness disappear. When you look me in the eyes, And tell me that you love me. Everything's alright, When you're right here by my side. When you look me in the eyes, I catch a glimpse of heaven. I find my paradise, When you look me in the eyes. More and more, I start to realize, I can reach my tomorrow, I

When A Guy Says He Loves You
when a guys says he loves you, do you know he means it? can you see the truth in his eyes. when a guy says he loves you, is he there every waking moment? is he there to comfort you when you're hurt. when a guys says he loves you, does he spend more time with you than his friends? does he take to that resturant you've been wanting to go to? when a guys says he loves you, he should tell you he means it. you can see the truth is his eyes when he says it. when a guy says he loves you, hes with you 24/7. hes always there to comfort you from the pain. when a guys says he loves you, you are his anything and everything. there is no this and that.

When I Look Into Your Eyes
You are so amazing When I look into your eyes I feel nothing but cravings You make me feel so ecstatic Chills rush down my spine My heart beats fast I feel warmth throughout my body All I hope for is just one kiss Your sweet lips against mine My arms around you Holding you until the end of time

When Life Give You Lemons . . .
So I've been struggling recently. I can't seem to pull myself to exactly where I want to be. I've been finding things easier when I look at what's being given to me and not what I want and am not getting. But I still am finding it difficult. I'm trying to be a supportive wife to my husband but it's hard when he should be looking for a job and isn't even trying. I can't seem to make Lemonade out of the Lemons I have at the moment.

When Keep It Real Goes Wrong
Out of a million pplz..im..1 of the third who keeps it real but shited on most time. okay got sum freinds dont mind some new. 1 thing with me..i speak my mind so im free. i can never forget the day my father past. i would not ever hold any feelings 2 myself...cause u never know when some going go. i have met wonderful pplz hope 2 meet more IN this world u have to deal with evil and good..that just the way life is. this kushmoresim: so deal with the hand that given no matter if u have not the same pair

When We First Met
When we first met I tried all i could to not think about you, It was more than I could do... So i would simply walk alot to occupy my time.. But then I would end up where I started from with you back on my mind... you see you have something special that i can't quit explain.. I knew you we're dangerous before I knew your name... It wasn't my fault it happen on its own.. so now that we are together you will never be alone...

When God Is Close By
How often do we hear children ask the Following? "Is God close by? Imagine the following scene, A family was sitting around the Dinner Table then one of the children asked his father the following: Daddy why is there no one sitting on the table at the end of the table? The fathere answer int eh following way Son God is Sitting there dinning with us, Ok the boy said the father then told the child to close his eyes so the prayers could be said,again the boy asked "Daddy is God with us right now? Yes was the reply now son close your eyes so we can talk to God, Again the boy asked, Daddy is God on the Table? Again the reply was yes son he is now please close your eyes and the child did, but before doing this he noticed the lid off the sugar jar and he asked "Daddy is God in the Sugar jar? And again the father said Yes Son God is in the sugar Jar and with that the lad firmly placed the lid on the jar say "Now I have you God you will never get away from me again

When Love Hits You
you feel it you smell it you sense it you hear it you float on it you sleep in it IF ITS REAL you cant describe it you cant put it into words you can get rid of it you cant live without it you cant forget it So remember when you got it you, got it hold onto to it tight nurture it to its fullest then find new ways to make it grow love is only what you put into it not what you take from it love hard love strong love long love unconditionally love always and you will be loved in return!!!

When Clever Ideas, Going Terribly Wrong...
Good Morning today’s topic as you read is “when clever ideas go terribly wrong.” We all have had those grand ideas that just seem like the thing to do and why hasn’t anyone thought of this before your…right? Well… I will give you three accounts of dofus at work… The last one is just plain terrible and should be a DARWIN AWARD… I will not send the video on this one as like I stated last week it’s very gory and for the family of this less then intelligent man will be scared for life… but first the lesser of the three. A floor-fitter from Hackney, East London thought he had a pretty slick idea for a proposal. He was going to fit a $12,000 engagement ring into a helium balloon so he could, ugh, literally pop the question. Unfortunately for everyone involved a bit of wind caught hold of the balloon and blew away. This poor dude attempted to track the balloon by car but to no avail. And, of course, insurance is for suckers. He’s hoping for a miracle both in terms of the jewelry and salvagi

When Is It Tyme
When is it time to say goodbye, To all the love I've known, When is it time to end your pain, And leave me all alone? I've watched you on your good days when I feel your strength renewed; But shortly after little ups, The down days then ensue. We ride this roller-coaster of Emotions as we try, To make it through another day, And yet, I can't deny ... That as I look into your face On days that have been bad, I see a look that beckons me It's tired, and hurt, and sad. The little spark I used to see Behind those loving eyes, Is growing ever clouded By life's cruel inhumane side. I try to see beyond the pain You feel with every step; And softly whisper to myself This may get better yet. If I can bear to watch you Just another day or two; I justify my reasons to Ensure I cling to you. For letting go is harder for The person left behind; It means that if I let you go, I cannot turn back time. Back to the days I long for now, When you were full

When Shall I Do It???
ok i got one more HH pls let me know when would be the best times for u so we all could make a lot of points n we all could level up much love to all of ya and have a great day n a nice time till i decided when i make the HH love u allll kiiissssssssseeeeeeessssssssssssss

When The Crowds Are Gone
I don¹t know where the years have gone Memories can only last so long Like faded photographs, forgotten songs And the things I never knew When the skin is thin, the heart shows through Please believe me what I tell you is true Where¹s the light, turn then on again One more night to believe and then Another note for my requiem A memory to carry on The story¹s over when the crowds are gone All my friends have been crucified They made life a long suicide true Guess we never figured out the rules But I¹m still alive and my fingers feel I¹m gonna play on till the final reel¹s through And read the credits from a different view Where¹s the lights, turn them on again One more night to believe and then Another note for my requiem A memory to carry on The story¹s over when the crowds are gone When the crowds are gone And I¹m all alone Playing a final song Now that the lights are gone Turn them on again One more time for me my friend Turn them on again I never wanted

When I....
When i walk away from you mad [ Follow me ] When i stare at your mouth [ Kiss me ] When i push you or hit you [ Grab me and dont let go ] When i start cussing at you [ Kiss me and tell me you love me] When im quiet [ Ask me whats wrong/Or mess with me. ] When i ignore you [ Give me your attention ] When i pull away [ Pull me back ] When you see me at my worst [ Tell me im beautiful ] When you see me starting to cry [ Hold me and tell me everything will be alright ] When you see me walking [ Sneak up and hug my waist from behind ] When im scared [ Protect me ] When i lay my head on your shoulder [ Tilt my head up and kiss me ] When i tease you [ Tease me back and make me laugh ] When i dont answer for a long time [ reassure me that everything is okay ] When i look at you with doubt [ Back yourself up ] When i say that i like you [ I really do more than you could understand ] When i grab at your hands [ Hold mine and play w

When It Rains, It Pours...
A dear friend of mine and her husband had to say goodbye to his father. He lost his battle with Lymphoma. She and her husband are expecting their first child. They have been so excited since they found out they were going to be parents. However, it quickly turned to sadness when they learned his father had stage 4 Lymphoma. Again, I realize things like this happen daily. But when it happens to our own family and friends, it hurts that much more. How do we comfort them? What can we do to ease their pain? Our thoughts and prayers just don't seem to be quite enough... ~An absolute mess

When Is It Fair?
Tonight I sit here with tears streaming down my face. Not because of the day I had. My day was actually great. I had a dear sweet friend of mine pop up in my shout box. It has been some time since we have talked. I was made aware that her Fuhubby said his Good bye's on March 2nd and passed away on March 14th. I knew him but it was more so in passing the last several months. I knew of his illness, but it still leaves a feeling of complete loss. His blogs truly show a light that illuminates from him. He makes it very clear that if their is someone that you love to make it known. I know we are not granted the tomorrows. I know that at any given day our Father can call us home. I also know that life is not guaranteed to be easy, or without pain. Be it physical, mental, or emotional. Some of us are very great full to never have this hand upon us. Some of us have hand the hand dealt to us more than our fair share. The feelings that I have at this moment are those of confusion. We search this

When Is Ur Birthday??
Which Baby are you... ---------------JANUARY BABY-------------------- pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth. Stubborn. Repost this in 5 mins and you will meet someone new in 8 days that will perfectly balance your personality. ----------FEBRUARY BABY -------------------- Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. sexiest out of everyone. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Horny. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spe

When I Need You, Leo Sayer
When I need you I just close my eyes and I'm with you And all that I so want to give you It's only a heartbeat away When I need love I hold out my hands and I touch love I never knew there was so much love Keeping me warm night and day Miles and miles of empty space in between us The telephone can't take the place of your smile But you know I won't be travelin' forever It's cold out, but hold out, and do I like I do When I need you I just close my eyes and I'm with you And all that I so wanna give you babe It's only a heartbeat away It's not easy when the road is your driver Honey that's a heavy load that we bear But you know I won't be traveling a lifetime It's cold out but hold out and do like I do Oh, I need you When I need love I hold out my hands and I touch love I never knew there was so much love Keeping me warm night and day When I need you I just close my eyes and you're right here by my side keeping me warm night and day I just hold out my hands

When Love Is Not Enough
What do you do when love is not enough? How do you convince your heart to move on when it hurts so badly it skips a beat? Whether its miles between you or an unseen distance how do you close the gap? How do you move on when your air is lost and you cannot breathe? How do you convince your mind to let go of the one you love? What do you do when love is not enough?

When Is Your Bithday???
When is your birthday so we can show you... "Dylon's Diva Mafia" some serious birthday luv!!!! I would love to have all the divas bdays, so that we can show each one you MAD BDAY love. Please send me a private message or leave it here...Thanks so MUCH. PEASE AND LOVE...MsMaine AKA The WiseGal

When I'm With You, Sheriff
I never needed love Like I need you And I never lived for nobody But I live for you Ooh babe Lost in love is what I feel When I'm with you Maybe it's the way you touch me With the warmth of the sun Maybe it's the way you smile I come all undone Ooh babe Lost in love is what I feel When I'm with you Baby ooh I get chills when I'm with you oh Oh baby my world stands still when I'm with you When I'm with you I never cared for nobody Like I care for you And I never wanted to share the things I want to share with you Ooh babe Lost in love is what I feel When I'm with you Baby ooh I get chills when I'm with you oh O baby my world stands still when I'm with you oh oh Baby ooh I get chills when I'm with you oh O baby my world stands still when I'm with you When I'm with you When I'm with you

When
i am in love with someone and i love them with all that i am, and the thought of spending my life with them sends chills down my back. i never in my life thought i would meet someone like him. he's great, not saying he is perfect cause no one is. but he is perfect for me. he is so damn sexy, and can get my blood boiling in a matter of minutes. just the thought of his touch mmmmmm... but i love him for other reasons, looking into his eyes u can see his soul and u can see the pain he has been thru, and how compassionate he is, how loving and protective. the feel of his arms around me puts me at ease no matter what, and i love that feeling. no one else has done that for me. and there is no one else that i would rather be with.

When You Know
What if you knew things were meant to be a different way? He tells you he loves you, but you can't say it back. And deep down you know he's not the one you want to hold at night. You keep telling yourself that soon things will work it's way out. Each night he tells you everything will be okay. That he wants to make you happy and things will get better. And now you realize that this lie you've been living has to come out. You know the time is now. You tell him this won't work anymore. That everytime he touches you it's not the one you want to feel. And you feel so guilty for leading him to believe that his heart was the one you held. When all you wanted was the one you're dreaming of. He pleads for you not to go, as you're walking out the door. You turn to him and say that he's better off this way. And you look into his eyes seeing the hurt and the love. You can't believe that after all you've done, you're still the one he wants to hold at night. You go to the other and hope it's no

When Will It End?
When will it end? You wont be faithful Always acting single You're engaged Yet sleeping with a good friend Flaunting to all who want to see Doesnt matter who you hurt As long as you get noticed You could careless When will it end?

When Is Enough, Enough??
This has been on my mind for a really long time. But recently certain events have come into the fold that have no longer given me the choice to be silent over it. Basically, I am entirely fed up with one thing in particular. And this just isn't necessarily about my situations, but of the situations of the people I care about and whom I hold close to me. I am really fucking tired of always hearing about how people get hurt and how people are unappreciated--or how people got cheated on. It's not that them telling me annoys me, it's that them dealing with it annoys me because no one fucking deserves a broken heart--not even the most fucked up people in the world deserve that. Have people (in general) become so fucking self centered and self absorbed that they have the testicular fortitude to sit there and tell someone to their face that they care deeply for them, but then go off and cheat on them? or lie to them? or just full-on neglect them? It's a fucking shame and all of you need t

When You Realize
There comes a time in your life that you realize things and see things in a different view. It hits you more than you realize. I realized that failure is not always failure. Sometimes what you perceive as failure at that given moment is actually the best thing that could ever happen to you. I thought that my marriage failing was the worst thing in life and that my life couldn't go on. When I said I do, I meant it, until death do us part. I couldn't imagine that my marriage would ever end. When it did, I felt like my world was ending, like I was a failure, that I had failed. Then I realized, it was the best thing that ever happened to me. What you may think as failure is sometimes not failure at all. It's the beauty of life to be able to face defeat and realize that you are not defeated but actually the winner in the end. Things happen that you don't plan...things change, but what knocks the wind out of you only makes you stronger so that the next time you get hit, it does

When I Talk To Him I Feel Like This Song
Sum 41 Lyrics I don't want this moment, to ever end, Where everything's nothing, without you. I'll wait here forever just to, to see you smile, Cause it's true, I am nothing without you. Through it all, I made my mistakes. I stumble and fall, But I mean these words. I want you to know, with everything I won't let this go. These words are my heart and soul, I'll hold on to this moment you know. Cause I'd bleed my heart out to show, that I won't let go. Thoughts read are spoken, forever in doubt. And pieces of memories fall to the ground. I know what i didn't have so, I won't let this go. Cause it's true, I am nothing without you. All the streets, where I walked alone, [With Me lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com] With nowhere to go. Have come to an end. I want you to know, with everything I won't let this go. These words are my heart and soul, I'll hold on to this moment you know. Cause I'd bleed my heart out to show, that I won't let go. In fr

When A Guy Misses U
girl facts- When a girl is mean to you after a break-up she wants you back but she is too scared she'll get hurt and knows you're gone forever! when you catch a girl glancing at you, she wants you to look back and smile When a girl bumps into your arm, while walking with you she wants you to hold her hand When she wants a hug she will just stand there When u break a girls heart she still feels it when you run into each other 3 years later When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind.. When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply,, When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after a few seconds, she is not at all fine When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are playing games When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever When a girl says she can't live without you,

When You Love Someone...
when you love someone... and they have bipolar disorder, It's hard not to walk on eggshells. The only high maintenance part of me (besides making my kitty purr)--is my heart-- I need to be reminded that I havevalue, and would love to hear hij say I love you, and at least-- give me a meaningful touch. I've not been one who has to have jewelry, or fancy things. Material things are nice, but the "just because I'm plum tickled with a bouquet of wild flowers picked from the side of the road. Captain Sunshine, however must have 2 boats, a motorcycle, a dirtbike, 2 other dirt bikes for the boys, and a toy/tool barn that'd bigger than my own house. When did I become invisible to my husband? It's not like I've been a sexual prude or anything-- I'm a cougar. He's still pushing me away. Most of y;all reading this will easily say--dump the jerk. But we have children and are bound to one another in so many different ways. I'm not asking him to change, however, I miss the old "us".

When It Was Easy To Work...and Live.
I remember a time when going to work was fine it didn't mean you couldn't do anything else. Even in high school my job never hinderred my social progress now I am in the peak of my social life, and I don't have time for it. I make good money and I can do pretty much anything I want, but now if I am not at work I just want to veg out. It is so weird who would have thought when there was nothing to do I would always be bored. And now with tons to do I am just trying to sit home and be bored. I don't get it I guess the grass really is greener on the other side.

When It Was Easy To Say I Love You And At Least Believe It.
I used to be the biggest sap wear my heart on my sleeve and never know better. Now everytime Iget someone good in my life I can't do the simplest thing to keep them there. I think I show how I feel and I think I am doing right by them but then it turns out I am an asshole that doesn't know how to love someone. All i really want is to be in love or at least in like and have the other person know it. Instead I come across as a pervert or an asshole that is cold and uncaring. Maybe I have been burned...a lot but I always thought I got over it I guess not. You never can love like you did when you were 15 I guess.

When You Have Sex, Your Body Makes A Promise
Time and time you hear the story. Poor, sweet girl meets guy who seems really crazy about her. They date for an unspecified period of time before finally she decides to have sex with him. In that moment, everything changes. Sex unleashes a torrent of emotions. She’s vulnerable. She’s smitten. She’s ready to plan their future together, and she wants him to feel exactly the same way. And he’s ready to run like hell. So he does, which labels him a "player." He was only out for sex. What a jerk. He knew how hard it was for her to give that part of herself to him and as soon as it was over, the thrill of the chase was over too. Suddenly, he was ready for the next conquest. He’s a jerk...right? I’m here to say something on behalf of men...because if a man wrote this he’d probably be called a "woman hater." So I’ll be the voice. WOMEN...I ask you...do you ever think that maybe, just maybe, the reason he ran wasn’t because he "conquered" you? Maybe YOU are the one who made him run. Ma

When You Look In My Eyes
When you look me in my eyes, I get a burning feeling, I get utter hatred towards you. I want to get a brick, and beat the shit out of you. When you look me in my eyes, I'm shocked you don't feel the heat radiating from my body...When you told me the words from you're mouth-you said that you got mad, and frustrated...But truth be told, you are indecisive- wishy washy....Pick a side...What's it gonna be...Who's it gonna be?? I thought about beatting you with a Brick, I don't want the charges. I had so many vow thoughts, I thought about dismantling you're car... When you look in my eyes, you say that you can read my mind...When you look in my pretty dark eyes, you should feel the heat, the utter hatred, and dispair that I hold so high for you...I tell you what...next time you look in my eyes, tell me what I'm about to do to you....

When I Think Of U
WHEN I THINK OF U, EVERYTHING SEEMS SO SERENE, SO CALM- WHAT IS THIS EFFECT U HAVE ON ME. I'VE BEEN A BAD BOY, I'VE MISBEHAVED, I NEED U 2 TOUCH ME..COMMAND ME-DISCIPLINE ME- WHEN I THINK OF U, I CAN TASTE URE SKIN, I CAN SMELL URE PERFUME...I NEED U 2 DISCIPLINE ME, MY INTELLECT WON'T HAVE NO FOR AN ANSWER, WHEN I THINK OF U. WHEN I THINK OF U- MY DAY BECOMES BRIGHTER. WOW, THE THINGS YOU DO 2 ME,THINGS U SAY 2 ME...WHEN I THINK OF U, WHAT HAPPENS WHEN U THINK OF ME. WHEN I THINK OF U, I WANT U 2 TAKE MY MIND OFF OF THE THINGS IT SHOULDN'T BE ON....I NEED U 2NIGHT, WHEN I THINK OF U....AND THE SOLE PURPOSE OF THIS IS 2 TELL U THAT I THINK OF U, I THINK ABOUT THE THINGS WE DO, THE THINGS U TELL ME WHEN WERE ALONE. WHEN I THINK OF U, MY MIND DOESNT WONDER, MY BODY HAS A PLACE 2 B.... WHEN I THINK OF U....

When Zeus And Hermes Came To Town
“And it came to pass in Iconium, that they went both together into the synagogue of the Jews, and so spake, that a great multitude both of the Jews and also of the Greeks believed.” We left Paul and Barnabas last week rejoicing at their successes and not dwelling on their failures in Antioch of Pisidia on their first missionary journey, known to most of us as Paul’s first missionary journey, to spread the good news about Jesus the Son of God dying on the cross and rising from the dead to free every one of us from sin, the separation from God we’ve all incurred by choosing to act out of God’s will for our lives. By the beginning of the fourteenth chapter of Acts, we find Paul and Barnabas arrived safely at Iconium, a town with an interesting history of its own; it had just recently assumed the name under the Roman emperor Claudius. Prior to this, for about two centuries it had been ruled by Rome due to a proviso in the last Attalid king’s will (one of the kings in a family line f

When Was The Last Time You Had A Conversation With The Moon?
When was the last time you had a conversation with the moon? Made a wish on a falling star? Held hope from a string of delicate things When was the last time you got lost in an enchanged wood, Or were kissed by a prince , who turned into a frog ... Consulted a caterpillar? Or kidnapped a myth? Had a visit from your faery godmother ... Who turned pumpkins into coaches and wishes into wings When was the last time you cried lost tears into the lake of longing? Or sipped inspiration from the pool of wonder, Or rose, victorious, like a phoenix from the ashes? When did you last ... lay your head in the lap of awe ... and listen to a song ... from a distant shore ... called home? THE TIME IS NOW Leap... soar... explore... remember your dreams ... and unseen things ... Sing with rapture ... and dance ... dance ... dance like a dervish And when imagination knocks ... open the Duir (door) ...

When's It My Turn
You want me to deal With all that become real But baby I just wanna play dumb I wanna just keep my soul numb I'd love to just for once be able To stare blankly at nothing And care about nothing I don't feel like dealin With life's harsh realities I don't feel like caring About what other people are battling When's it my turn not care? When's it my turn to turn a blind eye As one of my closest homies begins to cry When the fuck is it my turn? To feel appreciated When the fuck is it my turn for my soul to stop bein lacerated You want me to deal With all that's become real But right now I just don't want to feel Feel for a world that's so empty So hateful so annoying Sometimes I wish I wouldn't wake up in the morning That I'd take my last breath OH but make you don't cry when you find out I'm gone You didn't care before Don't fuckin care now You want me to face reality? I want mufuckers to stop lyin to me When's it my turn to get the gun And stop everybody

When You Feel Alone...
"When you are feeling alone.. like no one cares.. Read this because its absolutely true: Every night, someone thinks about you before they go to sleep. At least fifteen people in this world love you. The only reason someone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. There are at least two people in this world that would die for you. You mean the world to someone. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. Always remember the compliments you've received. Forget the rude remarks. You are My Friend.. and You are LOVED! Never forget that! Hugzzz.. Luv ya!!!

When If Meets Must
If we can fight together, we must strive together If we can play together, we must pray together If we can plan together, we must stand together If we can cry together, we must try together We must strive together, if we can fight together We must pray together, if we can play together We must stand together, if we can plan together We must try together, if we can cry together The future of man is built on a plan Of working together whenever we can So "if" must stand so tall And "must" alone, cannot fall For together, forever we bring The best, the good of it al

When Justice Is A Business,will Anyone Be Innocent?
Rise In Prison Population Unrelated To Crime Rate By Leonard E. Colvin Chief Reporter New Journal & Guide With its $5.6 trillion-dollar economy, the United States leads the world in generating wealth and producing and consuming material goods. It also has the nation’s highest ranked military and technology base. The United States is number one in another, more ominous category: incarceration of its citizens. China, the world’s most populous nation has 1.5 million behind bar and Russia has 890,000. Outdistancing these countries by far, and, at the top of the heap, is the United States with 2.3 million people behind bars—and the number keeps growing, according to a new report from the Pew Center, a non-profit organization. Interestingly, as the incarceration number has skyrocketed in America, the level of crime in the nation has not risen in correlation. Rather, according to the report, tougher sentences, poor legal representation and a lack of inmat

When You're Gone
I always needed time on my own I never thought I'd need you there when I cry And the days feel like years when I'm alone And the bed where you lye Is made up on your side When you walk away I count the steps that you take Do you see how much I need you right now? When you're gone The pieces of my heart are missing you When you're gone The face I came to know is missing too When you're gone The words I need to hear to always get me through the day And make it ok I miss you I've never felt this way before Everything that I do reminds me of you and the clothes you left, that lie on the floor And they smell just like you I love the things that you do When you walk away I count the steps that you take Do you see how much I need you right now? When you're gone The pieces of my heart are missing you And When you're gone The face I came to know is missing too And When you're gone The words I need to hear to always get me through the day And make it ok

When Forever Comes
When Forever Comes I am suprised I never told you, When forever comes, I will be here waiting for you, Together we will walk, Hand in hand, And when forever ends, I will be the last person you see, As your hand grips mine, And tears swim in my eyes, I promise I wont break, All the promises I made, Broken dreams, And things we never got to do, I wont blame you, So please do not blame me, Just remember, I am the one that loved you, Right until the end.

When You Thought I Wasn't Looking
When You Thought I Wasn't Looking When you thought I wasn't looking, I felt you kiss me good night, And I felt loved. When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw tears come from your eyes, And I learned that sometimes things hurt, But it's all right to cry. When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw that you cared And I wanted to be everything that I could be. When you thought I wasn't looking, I looked ... And wanted to say thanks for all the things I saw When you thought I wasn't looking. Author Unknown

When Worlds Colide
Pressure keeps you, not knowing which steps 2take 2nd guessing as i ....... Tho not going in a certin direction, Focus my world is rocky Mountaind based Envirment, my mind is boxed own confusion unsure, imperfect & conclueded my illusions I love me, cant change now 2far in the game, Ive been making it on my own but you fit in my insanity Rome in, My world falls deep 4my passion of making mistakes, my love 4words, The purity of my soul, I lack the understanding of self @ times Tho I feel u better than u feel yourself, I see u better than the blind sees black and touch as is 2contact Subblind beauty Loss of gravity pushes 2pull our souls 2maintain on an invisiable line & when finally we get past the bull%&@$! of life and love when our worlds colide we smile.... and only we know why...........

When I Was 5 I....
( this is in Crysta's words...no paraphrasing or third party talking is being done.) When I was 5 and in kinderguarden I had a little experience. I was sitting in class as I did everyday. My mom was there as she always was. She worked in my class helping out and all. I totally loved that. I got to see her all the time. My teacher Miss Frank was talking on the phone(her celli) to someone she new, her voice kept getting louder and louder. She was pssied at someone. But then she did something no teacher or adult should ever do, but if you are going to do it don't do it in front of kids... She cussed at someone over the phone. She said F**K you and bull S**t. I went straight up to her tugged on her skirt to get her attention. She said hold on to the person on the phone, "i'll have to call you back". She asked me what I needed. I said" Miss Frank what you just did was inappropriate, inexcusable behavior that should seise to ever happen again." She simply sai

When Will It Be Real..
I've been through some rough shit in my past with men. They all seems to convince me that they are real and well they seem to use the fuck out of me so they can get what they want make me believe in them even fall for them just for them to shit on my heart like I am nothing. Go figure it is all about sex. I love sex and I am not afraid to express myself during it. And When you think ok maybe this one is just after that well you were wrong ..I want it get it clear in these guys heads I can get it when I want whenever I want that is not all I need. I want to feel like I am a godess in their arms . That I am who and what they want.That they could fall in love with me all over again and know that it was meant to be.but Who know I don't I want to know what their defintion of love is..? I m almost 32 yrs old the games are over with it is time to get real..It is just really pissing me off..later

When Total Dementia Could Save You: Lol
WHEN TOTAL DEMENTIA COULD SAVE YOU: A guy is at the supermarket when he notices that the rather good looking blonde behind him has just raised her hand and smiled hello to him. He is rather taken aback that such a looker would be waving to him; and, although familiar, he can't place where he might know her from; so he says "Sorry, do you know me?" She replies, "I may be mistaken, but I think you might be the father of one of my children. His mind shoots back to the one and only time he had been unfaithful. "Holy Crap" he says, "are you that strip-o-gram on my stag night that I screwed on the pool table in front of all my buddies while your friend whipped me with some wet celery?" "No" she replies, "I'm your son's English teacher."

When I Look Into Your Eye's
When I look in your eyes There’s no need to hide You take my as I am You love me & understand That I’m not perfect But you tell me Im worth it You kiss me when I’m down All of the sudden my world spins around My world revolves around you I promise to always be dedicated & true You held my hand And became my best friend When no ones there You stick around till the end You don’t care what people say You tell me no matter what Your love for me will always stay You make me smile You make me blush You make me breathless with every touch Your love is the sweetest dream It is the greatest part of me You’re the sprit in my soul I love you more then you'll ever know

When I Say I’m Broke, I’m Broke
A littlee old lady answered a knock on the door one day, only to be confronted by a well-dressed young man carrying a vacuum cleaner. "Good morning," said the young man. "If I could take a couple of minutes of your time, I would like to Demonstrate the very latest in high-powered vacuum cleaners. " "Go away!" said the old lady. "I'm broke and haven't got any money!" And she proceeded to close the door. Quick as a flash, the young man wedged his foot in the door and Pushed it wide open. "Don't be too hasty!" he said. "Not until you have at least seen my Demonstration." And with that, he emptied a bucket of horse manure onto her hallway Carpet. "If this vacuum cleaner does not remove all traces of this horse Manure from your carpet, Madam, I will personally eat the remainder. " The old lady stepped back and said, "Well let me get you a fork, 'cause they cut off my electricity this morning. "

When Ur Heart Stops
WHEN UR HEART STOPS . WHAT DO YOU DO WHEN YOU MEET SOME ONE N AFTER A WHILE OF TALKING U CAN FEEL UR HEART SKIP A BEAT FOR THE FRIST TIME IN A LONG TIME. YOU GUYS CAN TALK BOUT ANY THING N LAUGH ALL THE TIME ALWAYS HAPPY N YOU KNOW HOW THE OTHER PERSON IS ALWAYS FEELING. WHEN YOU SEE THAT PERSON'S SMILE IT BRIGHTEN'S UP UR DAY. U THINK BOUT UR PASSION'S N DREAM'S THAT LAY IN THERE PALM. U GET A RUSH OF WHAT THE FUTURE COULD LOOK LIKE. ALL THE MEMORYS YOU COULD MAKE WIT EACHOTHER. AN THEN IN JUST ONE BLINK OF UR EYE U SEE THINGS FLASH AWAY. THINGS U THOUGHT U DONT REALLY KNOW BOUT ANYMORE IT SCARES YOU. U FEEL LIKE THAT PERSON'S PAST MAY NOT BE THERE PAST YET BUT STILL APART OF UR FUTURE. OR MAYBE ITS JUST UR FEELINGS PLAYING GAMES ON YOU. WHO KNOWS REALLY RIGHT. BUT U WILL FEEL IT WHEN UR HEART STOPS.

When It Feels Like Everyone Is Up Your Ass
At times we all hit a wall and wonder WTF is going on ......... I read these quotes to remind myself, its not me ......... ************************************************* We learn wisdom from failure much more than from success; we often discover what will do, by finding out what will not do; and probably he who never made a mistake never made a discovery ..... ************************************************* Take the good until you find something better, and in search for something better do not let the good slip away from you or die out. If you disregard it despite its worth, and pursue something better, what you had escapes you; but if you remain attached to what is good, you will always have it if nothing better follows ....... ************************************************* Love is a space in which all other emotions can be experienced ......... ************************************************* If you would learn the secret of right

When U Become Death(poem)
IN LIFE THERE HAPPY TIME PAIN TIME THE JOY. NOTHING LIKE BRING LIFE IN THIS IM HAPPY FOR SON AND MY BABY GIRL. BUT IT'S A COLD WORLD YOURE MOMMY EVEN KILL YOU IF YOU OUT OF LINE. I USE TO BE SO CONFUSE I BE QUICK TO BE MAD AT THE WORLD BUT FIND OUT. YOU CAN NEVER CONTORL FAITH CAUSE THAT WHY IT'S CALLED FAITH IT JUST EXIST. RISK EVERYTHING I HAVE CAUSE ALL I HAVE ARE MY WORDS AND WHAT I STAND FOR. SLOWING DIENG INSIDE I KNOW LOVE MY ANSWER. I DONT THINK I HAVE ANY FRIENDS MYBE THEY ALL JUST THERE FOR A REASON I CAN BE ANYONE FRIEND FOR NO REASON. EVERYBODY IN UR LIFE HAS THERE USES. NOT EVERYONE CAN BE UR BBF...EVEN YOU CAN LOSE UR BBF. I LEARN TO TAKE WHAT I GET AND EXPECT NOTHING LESS. I HAVE BECOME DEATH.

When You Have Sons Like These
And you also find out interesting things when you have sons, like... 1.) A king size waterbed holds enough water to fill a 2000 sq. ft. house 4 inches deep. 2.) If you spray hair spray on dust bunnies and run over them with roller blades, they can ignite. 3.) A 3-year old Boy's voice is louder than 200 adults in a crowded restaurant. 4.) If you hook a dog leash over a ceiling fan, the motor is not strong enough to rotate a 42 pound Boy wearing Batman underwear and a Superman cape. It is strong enough, however, if tied to a paint can, to spread paint on all four walls of a 20x20 ft. room. 5.) You should not throw baseballs up when the ceiling fan is on. When using a ceiling fan as a bat, you have to throw the ball up a few times before you get a hit. A ceiling fan can hit a baseball a long way. 6.) The glass in windows (even double-pane) doesn't stop a baseball hit by a ceiling fan. 7.) When you hear the toilet flush and the words 'uh oh', it's already too late.

When Love Is Not Enough
Have you ever felt that no matter what u do it just isn't enough ???????? Sometimes in life we come across situations in which, as hard as we try, our efforts just aren't enough ........ We find ourselves constantly running to achieve the love and recognition of those we put up on a pedestal.......... And no matter what you do, no matter what direction u turn, or what effort you make it isn't right or enough ............. And then one day, WHEN WE ARE EXHAUSTED AND EMPTY FROM ALL THE UNRECOGNISED EFFORT, we scratch our head and realise ....... ITS NOT ME *** ITS THE MOTHER F$%^&ER I HAVE BEEN TRYING TO PLEASE !!!!!!!! *** THERE JUST ISN'T PLEASING SOME PEOPLE AND I DON'T BELIEVE THAT IS NECESSARILY A REFLECTION OF THE SELF, RATHER A MIRROR OF THOSE AT WHOM OUR EFFORTS ARE DIRECTED ........ If we are happy in ourselves, we cannot necessarily take responsibility for making other people happy, only to show them the need for that inner happiness...... And sometimes,

When Somone Has Kid(s)
Ok.. first of all, it's very important to be up-front about kids when you start talking to someone online if you wish to develop a serious relationship. Like, hi! my name is XXXX and oh.. yeah, I have X kids. Why? Because not everybody wants to be involved with someone who has kids. And in the end, I truly believe you save and avoid yourself a world of pain, by ensuring this topic is dealt with like right away. It allows whoever you are interacting with to have the power of choice. Some will not want to have a relationship with you if have kids. And you cannot blame them. It's a choice. They have the right to decide what is best for them. They are still good people. And I don't think it's even about them being selfish either. It's a simple matter of their goals and priorities. Now, as far as how I handle this issue, it's very simple. Personally, to fall in love with somoene, is just that. That they have kids or not, is not an issue. I can't hol

When Quiet Reigns
When Quiet Reigns When quiet reigns or in thunderous din, when ideas flow like mad; to hear Poe spoken, to hear the words flow or to caress their gentle laments on creased, dog-eared paper. To come back to the root, the Great American Poet, like a moth to a lonely flame. For this the dreamer aspires; immortality, and to know that in the end it all comes back to Poe.

When You Feel Lonely
With You I need you boo, (Ooh) I gotta see you boo (Hey) And the hearts all over the world tonight, Said the hearts all over the world tonight [x2] [Verse 1] Hey! Little mama, Ooh, you a stunna Hot..lil figure, Yes, you a winner And im so glad to be yours, You're a class all your own And.. Ooh, little cutie When..you talk to me I swear..the whole world stops You're..my sweetheart And im so glad that you are mine You are one of a kind and.. [Bridge] You mean to me What I mean to you and.. Together baby, There is nothing we won't do Cuz if I gotchu, I don't need money, I don't need cars, Girl, you're my all. And.. [Chorus] Oh! I'm into you, And girl, No..one else would do, Cuz with every kiss and every hug, You make me fall in love, And now I..know I can't be the only one, I bet theres heart's all over the world tonight, With the love of their life who feel.. What I feel when i'm With you [x5] Girl.. With you [x5] [Verse 2] Oh Girl!

When I Look At You
I look at you and think: I cannot live Without you; you're the person of my dreams. Of course I know I can, but I must give My heart room to tell it as it seems. Romance must have a language fit for feeling More than fits between the earth and sky. For love there cannot be a floor or ceiling: My love goes down too deep and flies too high. So when I say I cannot live without you, Know I can't imagine so much pain; And when I claim to always dream about you, Well, know the moon is happy once again. The sun reveals cold truths for all to see, But I must light my love with poetry. Larry

When I Godmothered .. My Ty~
I Finally Made ... GodMother!!!!! Yayyyy and I want to thanks some super special people!!! First Mikey For The GodFather list~ Mikey@ fubar Then ThckNLuvIt!!! she is soo awesome!!! ~♥~Thcknluvit~♥~@ fubar My awesome friends Magicsfun~ love you two!! Magicsfun~fu spouses to Dream Goddess@ fubar Wonderful Mz.B~ Love you Baby~ ღ•Mz.ß•ღ - Member of Club F.A.R & D.S.C & Shadow Levelers@ fubar Fantastic TomK Love you loads!! tomk@ fubar Sweet SBMO8~ kisses and hugs~ (he is also trying for spotlight.. plz donate) SBM08 ~Sergeant-at-Arms Rate Spankers Leveling Club*~Fu-Owned by Carolena838~**{{Shadow Levelers}}**@ fubar Sassy Stephanie Lynn~ love you doll!! Stephanie Lynn@ fubar Stunning HisSweetObsession~ hugs and kisses~ ♥HisSweetObsession♥ ~~ *Rate Spankers* ~~ *Shadow Levelers*@ fubar Beautiful MAIASIDHE Hugs and kisses MAIASIDHE

When A Loved ♥ One Is Diagnoised With Asl Lou Gehrig's Disease :(
Amyotrophic Lateral Sclerosis (ALS, sometimes called Lou Gehrig’s Disease, or Maladie de Charcot) is a progressive, usually fatal, neurodegenerative disease caused by the degeneration of motor neurons, the nerve cells in the central nervous system that control voluntary muscle movement. As a motor neuron disease, the disorder causes muscle weakness and atrophy throughout the body as both the upper and lower motor neurons degenerate, ceasing to send messages to muscles. Unable to function, the muscles gradually weaken, develop fasciculations (twitches) because of denervation, and eventually atrophy due to that denervation. The patient may ultimately lose the ability to initiate and control all voluntary movement except of the eyes. Cognitive function is generally spared except in certain situations such as when ALS is associated with frontotemporal dementia However, there are reports of more subtle cognitive changes of the frontotemporal type in many patients when detailed neuropsychol

When It Rains
When It Rains When the world cries, I thrive Not like feeding on something borrowed More, Something you can't give back Walking through the water makes me feel alive I hurry before it all seeps through the cracks I'm happiest when it rains Like a child with a new toy, but I'm sad when its gone and drained You make it rain in my world again And come and go like the seasons change However unlike the seasons When I need you, you're there When you're here, no sign of despair Your memory will forever be there Even when you're gone It's been burned into my mind, I have no shame When I close my eyes and think of you It always begins to rain

When (the Dead Of Tomorrow's Child)
When (The Dead of Tomorrow's Child) When will they forgive us, the Dead of Tomorrow's Child, if we ignite the world on fire in a brilliant mushroom cloud? Before we press ourselves too hard upon a most dangerous course, one question should come to fore; When will they forgive us? After we have razed the cities and all the fertile land between, what legacy shall we leave for the Dead of Tomorrow's Child Everything n ancient past and everything we now create, are glories wasted, futile, if we ignite the world on fire. And hopes for a far tomorrow are fleeting phantoms at best,, if we fulfill our fury in a brilliant mushroom cloud. Why sacrifice so much promise for the vanities of a few when we could forge our future and instead make the world anew? When?

"when A Girl/guy Misses, You"
When a girl is mean to you after a break-up she wants you back, but she is too scared she'll get hurt and knows you're gone forever! when you catch a girl glancing at you, she wants you to look back and smile When a girl bumps into your arm while walking with you she wants you to hold her hand When she wants a hug she will just stand there When u break a girls heart she still feels it when you run into each other 3 years later When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind.. When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after a few seconds, she is not at all fine When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are playing games When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever When a girl says she can't live without you, she has made up

When Will They Realize?
Okay, I'm trying to understand things in this fucked up world but every time I think I've got something figured out, things get changed. I never really realized how conceited this fucking world could be. A world where what you look like matters more than what type of person you are. Honestly, you can look sexy as hell but you might as well be a stuck up snob. Which is how most good looking people think. (That just may be my opinion, but most of them I've met are like that.) You have to be thin, you have to be blonde, blah blah blah. Things can't always be that way, and people need to wake up and smell the coffee. I never thought of myself as beautiful, but I thought of myself as an awesome person. People I guess dont want that in someone. But honestly, I dont really care anymore. I'm happy to be who I am, and if people dont like that oh well, they're missing out on something that is really great. I may not be a model, but what I lack in looks I definitely make up for in personality. Ju

When Grandma Goes To Court
When Grandma Goes To Court Lawyers should never ask a Southern grandma a question if they aren't prepared for the answer. In a trial, a southern small-town prosecuting attorney called his first witness, a grand-motherly, elderly woman to the stand. He approached her and asked, "Mrs. Jones, do you know me?" She responded, "Why, yes, I do know you, Mr.Williams. I've known you since you were a young boy, and frankly, you've been a big disappointment to me. You lie, you cheat on your wife, and you manipulate people and talk about them behind their backs. You think you're a big shot when you haven't the brains to realize you never will amount to anything more than a two-bit paper pusher. Yes, I know you." The lawyer was stunned! Not knowing what else to do, he pointed across the room and asked, "Mrs. Jones, do you know the defense attorney?" She again replied, "Why, yes, I do. I've known Mr. Bradley since he wa

When Thank You Just Isn't Enough....
I want to introduce you to some of the most awesome folks I've had the pleasure of being friends with here on Fubar.If they aren't on your friends list you just gotta go f/r/a them I wish I could list every1 who I care for here but I don't think they make bullys that long lol TY SO MUCH....... The Shadow Levelers.....what more do i gotta say..they are best..I'm truely blessed to call everyone of them my friend, tho i cant list them all here..do yourself a favor and checked out their complete listing in booboo's blog, someone who by the way I can't say enough about..she stays so busy, showing love to all of fubar, organizing her Fu-family, and still has time to make every person she comes into contact with feel like the most important person on earth..a true angel ♥ BooBoo ♥ Founder of Shadow Levelers.@ fubar Without this lady & her world cruise I wouldnt have the friends i have today. she took me under her wing answered every dumb question i had, taught me how to

When I Fall
When I Fall ~ Steven Page & Ed Robertson of the Barenaked Ladies I look straight in the window, try not to look below Pretend I'm not up here, try counting sheep But the sheep seem to shower off this office tower Nine-point-eight straight down I cant stop my knees. Chorus: I wish I could fly From this building, from this wall And if I should try, Would you catch me if I fall? My hands clench the squeegee, my secular rosary Hang on to your wallet, hang on to your rings Cant look below me, or something might throw me Curse at the windstorms that October brings. I look in the boardroom; a modern pharaohs tomb Id gladly swap places, if they care to dive They're lined up at the window, peer down into limbo They're frightened of jumping, in case they survive. I wish I could step from this scaffold Onto soft green pastures, shopping malls, or bed With my family and my pastor and my grandfather who's dead Look straight in the mirror, watch it come clearer

When We Talk
When We Talk BY:LATENITEFANTASY I feel like I've known you forever Except I haven't met you ever I've fallen in love with the unknown Please reach out and toss me a bone I want to know the person I've gotten to know I want to see the person I haven't seen I want to feel what my heart has felt I want to meet the person I haven't met Do you walk the walk The way you talk the talk With me are you true When we talk about you I have fallen in love with you Have you come to love me too You're the one I want to be with Please tell me you haven't been a myth I want to know the person I've gotten to know I want to see the person I haven't seen I want to feel what my heart has felt I want to meet the person I haven't met With me are you true When we talk about you I want to be with you But only if you've been true Do you walk the walk The way you talk the talk With me are you true When we talk about you Toby KeithCrash Here TonightMusic Vi

When Does It Stop
When does the pain ever stop I get hurt in every way that you can hurt a person They tell you to trust them and you give them that much just for them to not give a shit about the way you feel..I want this fukkin pain to stop and i want to be happy with the person that i am with and live the life but for some reason we can't.I don't know if i should just let the pain and tear's get the best of me and leave it as that or make the pain go away but doing something about it..I am so tired of all the pain and the tears that i cry everynight and the thoughts that run through my head wondering with I am going to be in pain tomorrow or the next day and hoping that the night befor would be the last time that i cry cause of the pain..My heart hurt's and so does my eye's just don't think i can handle anymore pain and tear's.. NOW YOU ALL KNOW THAT I DO HAVE FEELING AND YES I DO HURT AND CRY I AM ONLY HUMAN..

When I'm On The Mic ... Another By The, Wordsmith, The Microphone Bully
How many stupid mother fuckas wannna try and test the Wordsmith? Step up right here and now because today is where your life ends I told you time and TIME again my friend, I'm not the one to fuck with because your best my friend is where the toilet and my ass is I weave a style so deadly that it tends to cause conniptions so bitch swallow ya tongue because a seizure is what you'll end with I told you all before this Boogie Down nigga is so wicked, My amazing styles and flows causes, slow songs, flowers and caskets I'll do it this one time and give it up, here is my government, Richard the Chef is The best, come on kid, step in the oven Cookin' up MCs who have the nerve to think they then can stop me Well here it goes 1 - 2 - 3, that's ya best? Nigga ya sloppy Don't hold me back hold up wait a minute, this kid tried to flex I pulled back bladow, sprayed up his mother fuckin chest! Where ya layin and I'm standing is the result son I'm the realest

When I Gave You My Heart
when i gave my heart to you i never knew you would ebd up taking it with you when you left me. where my heart once was there is only a empty hole. there been days that i could do nothing but cry and wonder what it was i did wrong. there has been days that i blamed myself for not being all you needed me to be. it feels i have wasted my life trying to find something that could never be. i feel my soul still crying out for you even when im not crying on the outside. my soul still cries out for you on lonely nights like tonight. i wonder is i will ever be as happy as you are now.

When I Wish Upon A Star
when i wish upon a star i wish you were near and not so far but that star tells me that your not as far as you seem to someone must be wishing on the same bright star and getting the wishes i wish for i wish you were near and not so far cause you are my shinning star

When People Talk About Love
When people talk about love they usually mean the feelings between two people. If you dont give it nourishment love can become bitter and cold; and cause it to fall apart and die. With the right nourishment it can grow to be a beautiful feeling. Love is like a rose with the right nourishment it can grow to be a beautiful flower. If it is not nourished it will wither and die. So if you have love keep it happy and nourished and one day it will be the best thing in the world you could ever dream of having.

When I Stare Into The Stars
when i stare into the stars all my fears subside and my heart stops to hide all the tears ive cried become tears of a love that died cause the one that lied now that i cried all those tears for the love that died theres no reason for my heart to hide

When Does It End?
I sit and wonder why people insist on butting into other peoples business and life. I use to trust people but now I am very careful about that. I think someone is my friend, and I find out they are out to stab me in the back. Or try to start trouble for me. Its terrible how people are today. Im so glad I have my best friend of 30 years to trust. She would never do anything to diss me. She is an awesome person. And I think more people should be like her. She doesnt criticize me, or judge me. She tells me what she thinks if I do something stupid. But she never holds things against me. And I am the same with her. I am actually that way with all my friends, but they seem to "get off" on dissing me. Its ok people, I have big shoulders, and I can take it. I'm not the one who has to answer for it in the end, you are!!!! And remember, what goes around comes around. So don't come crying to me when someone does the same thing back to you that you do to others!!! I'm not usually this hars

When Uglier Jealous Ppl Rate You Low
I love it when ugly people like hideous rate you low its so goddamn funny and in my mumms ITS STLL THE SAME FAT ASS UGLY LOSERS that get the ooposite vote on purpose to see that i do i mean dont be my friend its not like i put a chain on ur neck forcing and u guys know ur uglying then me and just of my looks and thick bod so please fo you and i a favor spare me dont request me if ur gunna just do that get a life!

When Trust Is Broken
She sat in her girlfriends arms thankful for her warm embrace. “Don't cry baby girl” she said “wipe those tears from your face”. “But it's over we are finished and I know that I have failed”. “Sis it was not you in the wrong and in time you will prevail”. “But I gave him an out” she said “I asked him time and time again”. “He assured me that I was the only one and much more than a friend”. “Sis you are beautiful, intelligent, submissive and kind”. “You will one day find the one who wants not just your body but also your mind”. She was in tears again, choked up and now unable to speak. It had been days since she had slept or had a decent bite to eat. She hid herself from friends and shut her self away. She didn't care about tomorrow or if she saw another day. Her heart was broken into pieces that were shattered to the floor. But deep down inside she still wished he would just walk through the door. She knew she deserved better, she knew what she had to give.

When Listening To Friends Count
Just joined here recently and met alot of good ppl. Didn't know that these people where as cool as they were. I really believe some ppl in your life are seasoal and some are permanent .. but whether seasonal or permanent, some ppl here are cool. I recently found myself in a compromising position with no options. Anyone who really knows me and just not of me know I don't like stuff like that. I called up some ppl I met here and got some good advice I should have listened to and stuck with. Moral of the whole thing, you can learn from a total stranger the ropes of life but when you get something from the ppl around you that 'care' it's priceless and valuable advice stick to it. Learn from my mistake keep your friends close and your enemies closer to see what the he** they doing. Until next post... peace.

When I'm Lost
The summer breeze blows soft and slow In my arms, I know, you know The tender seeds we so gently sow Can only wonder what went wrong When I'm lost, you speak in sympathy When I'm tired, you breath life into me When I'm hurt, you put your arms around me When I'm cold, you find the warmth inside of me The morning dew lies on the leaves What's left between is you and me The sun grows strong and it speaks to me You're the only one I ever need to hear So the trees stayed in the breeze I find strength in all I feel The softest touch you give to You're the only one I ever need to hear When I'm lost When I'm tired When I'm hurt When I'm cold You speak in sympathy You breath life into me You put your arms around me You find the warmth inside of me

When Frustration Comes To Call...
When we talk about frustration, we generally mean those feelings brought about by shocking changes in our worldly circumstances. Loss of property, loss of job, disappointed expectations. These events and so many others, leave us feeling frustrated and helpless. "How could this happen to me?" we ask, "Who did this to me?" The hard lesson is that even though the events that led to our frustration just came out of nowhere, the solution will not. It's up to us to quit trying to figure out how this happened and turn our attention to what we can do about it. Frustration leaves us feeling out of control, prey to random forces. When frustrated, we must learn to seek out the areas we can control and learn to accept that the ultimate CONTROLLER of our circumstances is always watching out for us.

~*~when A Girl.................
When a GIRL is quiet ... millions of things are running in her mind. When a GIRL is not arguing ... she is thinking deeply. When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions ... she is wondering how long you will be around. When a GIRL answers "I'm fine" after a few seconds ... she is not at all fine. When a GIRL stares at you ... she is wondering why you are lying. When a GIRL lies on your chest ... she is wishing for you to be hers forever. When a GIRL wants to see you everyday... she wants to be pampered. When a GIRL says "I love you" ... she means it. When a GIRL says "I miss you" ... no one in this world can miss you more than that. Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person.... Find a guy ... who calls you beautiful instead of hot. Who calls you back when you hang up on him? Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep? Wait for the guy who ... kisses your forehead. Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats. Who holds y

When It Goes Lop-sided...
hey fellow mummr's - just wanted to say thanks for the friendship, all the fun, and the support ya'll have given me. it's nice to come here when feeling less then zero...to be in the dumps, and have a place to go and leave the grief behind is pretty neat, i love that about our little home away from the troubles we all face. to give anyone who cares a bit of insight to my recent plight and bring things up to date: anyone who knows me even a tiny bit, knows i have been head over heels in love with "jewbear" - nyssa - we have been living and loving together through thick and thin since November last year. we shared space and our lives in Vegas, and then moved recently, and have settled in Phoenix, Az - where i first met her, back in October. Moving here has always been an option, but one i've not wanted to take, as it's where her ex lives, and where she left her hardships behind. she also left her children here, with family, and that, alone has been the single reason that I

When The The Army And Hospital Dont Agree With Your Religion Though They Say They Do
Ok I have a awesome friend of mine and myself, we have the same religion. It doesnt invold hurting ourselves, others, nor animals. But it is something that the military said they they agree with. I took him his book today and the hosptial gave it back to me saying they he cant have it because they dont agree with it. I got mad and said thta it is his religion and mine. You cant take that away from him. That is his right to believe what he wants to believe. I think they should have just let him have his book and everything would have been fine. But they took that away from him. I am mad and so is he. He wants out that hospital and they wont let him leave. I am mad about that also. Anyways I am fed up with a lot of stuff and I just want him happy and be able to get well with them tellling him what to do or how to live his life. Or what to believe in. the Army said they dont mind his religion, why cant the hospital? Grr to hospitals. I am waiting on word back on when I can g

When I'm Gone
Will you miss me when I'm gone Will you remember me for very long maybe when you hear a certain song Will you remember me very long Will I ever cross your mind If i do will it be kind Will you speak of me with words kind will I ever cross your mind will you remember the look of my face anytime or anyplace maybe the glimpse of someone in a crowd will you remember the look of my face will you remember the sound of my voice will you even think of it again maybe something whispering in the wind will you remember the sound of my voice will you remember my touch upon your skin a kiss on yours lips, your eyes or your chin will there be the slightest memory again will you remember my touch upon your skin. ~The Last Written Poem to me by my angel Jeff~ Always loved never forgotten... 03/30/1964-02/22/2008

When Is It Ok?
Since when is it ok to break marriage vows? When one partner isn't happy? When one person has already done it to the other? When? My husband cheated on me around the time we got married! Once before, and once after. And today he decides to tell me that if I were to cheat on him, I wouldn't be cheating unless I fucked the guy. And if I did, he wants to watch, if he can't be here to watch, he wants me to video tape it. Is there something wrong with this picture?

When I'm Sad
i don't always think rationally when i'm sad and may say or do things that i don't mean. i have made lots of great friends on here and some have become very special to me and cloce to my heart. i tend to wear my heart on my sleeve, which makes it easy to be broken. i have to learn to use my head more and my heart less

When Death Comes
Born with death in your eyes yet you exist with them blind. But don’t worry death will follow you, waiting.. waiting.. for you to take that final breath A must needed release for a tired body In a world of nameless faces ,wandering dreams and vile temptations are those who can’t wait to step into a shallow grave Suffering and denial spill from your mouth like an orgasmic release. Flawed expectations saddened with delight, seeming more tragic by the realization that your precious world is cold. as Death finally came...

When You Love Someone
When you love someone - you'll do anything you'll do all the crazy things that you can't explain you'll shoot the moon - put out the sun when you love someone you'll deny the truth - believe a lie there'll be times that you'll believe you can really fly but you're lonely nights - have just begun when you love someone when you love someone - you'll feel it deep inside and nothin else can ever change your mind when you want someone - when you need someone when you love someone... when you love someone - you'll sacrifice you'd give it everything you got and you won't think twice you'd risk it all - no matter what may come when you love someone you'll shoot the moon - put out the sun when you love someone Song & Lyrics by Bryan Adams

When Love Becomes Hate
When Love Becomes Hate Once I trusted you, Now all I see are your lies, Once I would have died for you, Now all I can all i wish for is that you would fade away, Once I had believed in you, Now I know better than to believe your lies, Once I had loved you, Now I hate you and what you are! Once I told you that I do not hate easily, Now all I know is that you have taught me all to well how to hate, Once I would have done anything for you, Now I wont do a thing to assist you! Once I thought i couldnt live without you, Now all I can think of is the day you are forever gone from my life, Once I cared for you, Now I feel NOTHING but DISGUST! You know who you are as well as most people know it now that you have started this shit. So I tell you now in front of all who read this I DO NOT trust you , I DO NOT want you, I DO NOT need you, and I sure as f*** DO NOT LOVE YOU! DJ Forsaken I will shed no more tears at what might have been because now it will N

When You Hold Someone's Heart Part1 & 2
When you hold someone's heart Part1 & 2 Part 1 There is times when all things change in a single moment and we are stranded in that moment for what seems like an eternity. All bearings are lost and we are cast adrift into the nameless unknown never to be sure just what happened or why. The uncertainty of that moment affects us forever causes something far more damaging than wounds of the flesh, but scar of the spirit and soul. When you hold the heart of someone be gentle and careful since what you hold is far more precious than just a persons love. You are holding their trust and the very essence of what thy will become in the future. All love no matter what kind should be honored and cherished when it is freely given with no strings and no expectations. Unconditional love is a rare gift to give so when you receive it honor it like nothing else in this world or any other. It is more valuable than all the gold in the world and more precious than life itself. Just something to

When The Chips Are Down
Designer of Pringles can is buried in his inventionStory Highlights Designer/chemist/food storage technician Fredric Baur died May 4 at age 89 Baur was proud of design for packaging Pringles chips in a tube, his children say At his request, part of Baur's cremated remains were placed in a Pringles can Can was buried along with the rest of his remains in Springfield Township, Ohio CINCINNATI, Ohio (AP) -- The man who designed the Pringles potato chip packaging system was so proud of his accomplishment that a portion of his ashes has been buried in one of the iconic cans. The man who designed the Pringles can had part of his cremated remains buried in one, his family says. Fredric J. Baur, of Cincinnati, died May 4 at Vitas Hospice in Cincinnati, his family said. He was 89. Baur's children said they honored his request to bury him in one of the cans by placing part of his cremated remains in a Pringles container in his grave in suburban Springfield Township.

When I Am Gone....
When i am gone, and passed over to the other side What are the things That people will remember about my life? The good things, or the bad? The times together, and the ones we never got to have? Will my life have changed them? Even in some miniscule way? Or will they move on, as if its just another day As if even in death my life had no meaning Will i have affected no one in this short time of living? Or will they remember me for the things ive done? The small little things i did to help every one in this short life, you live you love you Die When i do , will other be asking themselves Who am i?

When Your Not Here
Every day when I think I think of you You and your beauty Your bright and shiney smile Your sense of humor Your own little laugh Your ability to make me smile I think of every thing about you Every night when I dream I dream of you Being with you Laughing with you Talking with you Listening to you Holding you tight I dream of being with you forever

When Girls Dont Put Out
(girls don't read this if u don't have a sense of humor) This was written by a guy... it's pretty damn smart. and funny so just go with it (Girls -- Have a sense of humor!) One evening last week, my girlfriend and I were getting into bed. Well, the passion starts to heat up, and she eventually says, "I don't feel like it, I just want you to hold me." I said, "WHAT??!! What was that?!" So she says the words that every boyfriend on the planet dreads to hear... "You're just not in touch with my emotional needs as a woman enough for me to satisfy your physical needs as a man." She responded to my puzzled look by saying, "Can't you just love me for who I am and not what I do for you in the bedroom?" Realizing that nothing was going to happen that night, I went to sleep. The very next day I opted to take the day off of work to spend time with her. We went out to a nice lunch and then went shopping at a big, big unnamed department store. I walked around with her

...when You Relized That, Just Being Yourself, You Were Good Enough?
Even the best of us sometimes succumb to peer pressure. What others think about us or say behind or backs should never be measured by which we judge ourselves. It is impossible to please everyone or meet their differing expectations. Trends and styles constantly change, what's trendy today could be tomorrow's bargain basement. What matters most is who we really are, and that's the way God wanted it to be. Being one's self is good enough for anyone, and it never goes out of style. The precious moments of our lives

When Will It Be Enough
Ok I know it's wrong to feel sorry for yourself. I understand that tragedy happens to many people everyday...just wish I wouldn't feel so much of it. Today my doctor called me. For months now he has been working with my neurologist to find a med that would calm down what they felt was an "innocent" tremor in my left arm. The surgery for my ulnar nerve seemed to have made my arm angry. Today I was told, "I'm sorry Val, you have Parkinson's syndrome." Not the Disease but certain aspects of it. Now I have had a tremor for years and knew at times it makes my life hell. The first time people see me try to do something with my left hand it causes alot of questions. To know down the road that my right arm will start to shake, as will my head and I already have had a few bouts of mental confusion and inability to focus at times. I thought that was just due to diabetes if my sugars were too low or too high. Seems maybe that is not the case. When my second daughter died I told God, "P

When Tommorrow Starts Without Me
When tommorrow starts without me, and I'm not there to see; If the sun should rise and find your eyes, all filled with tears for me; I wish so much you wouldn't cry, the way you did today, while thinking of the many things we didn't get to say. I know how much you love me, as much as I love you, and each time that you think of me, I know you'll miss me too; But when tomorrow starts without me, please try to understand, that an angel came and called my name, and took me by the hand, and said my place was ready, in heaven far above, and that I'd have to leave behind, all those I dearly love. But as I turned to walk away, a tear fell from my eye, for all life, I'd always thought, I didn't want to die. I had so much to live for, so much yet to do, it seemed almost impossible, that I was leaving you. I thought of all the yesterdays, the good ones and the bad, I thought of all the love we shared, and all the fun we had. If I could relive yesterday, just

When They Go Away
seems once you start to get to know some one here on Fubar, and u settle down to and start to get to know them,they go away...for personal reasons, or they just get tired of being here, some have already left here already, and i miss them, they were real nice to me...never had a bad time with them...i love my friends very much, even my enemies i admire...lol will miss them so much.

When Someone Makes You Smile After You Them,
It is a nice feeling to meet someone new that puts a smile on your face! Its hard to find a person thats down to earth,straight up and honest about themself who they are and what they want from life! To me thats one of the best qualities a person can have. And a big turn on to meet up with a woman thats not afraid to be herself and to say whats on her mind! Theres not many people out there anymore thats for real and down to earth but when you are lucky enough to find and meet one it sure feels good!!

When You Were Here
When you told me you loved me, I felt the soft gentle warmth of the rising sun, that is how you made me feel from the day I saw you. When you told me you loved me I felt as if I was ten feet tall and bullet proof that is how you made me feel from the day I saw you with you there was no pain, Everything was so clear There was so sadness There was only love Of course it was all for you From the day I saw you When you told me you could not live with out me, I felt as if I was the strongest fortress, that is how you made me feel from the day I saw you. I had no worries There was no confusion There was no sadness There was only love When you were here

When I Say I'm Broke - I'm Broke
A little old lady answered a knock on the door one day, only to be confronted by a well-dressed young man carrying a vacuum cleaner. "Good morning," said the young man. "If I could take a couple of minutes of your time, I would like to demonstrate the very latest in high-powered vacuum cleaners." "Go away!" said the old lady. "I'm broke and haven't got any money!" and she proceeded to close the door. Quick as a flash, the young man wedged his foot in the door and pushed it wide open. "Don't be too hasty!" he said. " Not until you have at least seen my demonstration." And with that, he emptied a bucket of horse manure onto her hallway carpet. "If this vacuum cleaner does not remove all traces of this horse manure from your carpet, Madam, I will personally eat the remainder." The old lady stepped back and said, "Well let me get you a fork, 'cause they cut off my electricity this morning."

When I Am Faced With A Tough Task, How Do I Respond?
We never know how high we are 'Til we are called to rise; And then, if we are true to plan, Our statures touch the skies. --Emily Dickinson We are all capable of far more than we think we are. It's in the tough times, however, that we discover the depths of our strength, and it's then that we know that some power has enabled us to do what we thought we could not. Whatever we call that power, it is there for us when we need it. To do what seems impossible, all we need to do is ask for the help we think we need. And we can look within, too, and summon our whole selves to the task at hand. With all that going for us, how can we fail? And when the tough work is over, we'll look back and know we've grown from the experience. And yes, our statures will have touched the skies. When I am faced with a tough task, how do I respond?

When Im Feeling Empty
Four days from now will you have sex? pfft i wish ... very unlikely What color are your eyes? Brown Are you online? pfft well yeah What are you wearing right now? still in my pjs What are you most looking forward to today? Nothing really, I have to work. Are you friends with your ex? fuck no Do you like your first name? sure What is it? Jolene What are your initials? JBB What's your biggest fear? being alone forever... heights, snakes, spiders, umm... just being alone i don't like that How do you feel about chocolate-covered strawberries? YUMMY! Europe or the Caribbean? europe would be cool Who was the last person you talked to on MSN or AIM? oh wow probably my sister Name a song that reminds you of old memories? photograph by nickelback Do you like the color gray? its okay Look outside, how's the weather? looks like it could rain Are you jealous of anyone right now? No... Did yo

When Did Fubar Get Spam?
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When Geeks Send Mash Notes
When Geeks Send Mash Notes by LateNiteFantasy© import java.smut.*; /** * ScrewBrainsOut describes an interface * between a male component and a female * component. */ private class ScrewBrainsOut { // Instantiates male, female, and joint classes They they = new They(); Guy he = new Guy(); Girl she = new Girl(); // Defines state of variables private boolean dickHard = false; private boolean pussyWet = false; private boolean orgasm = false; private sated = false; // Defining her interaction with his state of arousal for (int hesHot = 0; dickHard == true; hesHot++) { if (hesHot

When I Close My Eyes
when I close my eyes,It's you that i am with holding hands and talking on the beach the waves crash the shores.like our lust for one another explodes in our minds we stare into each others eyes without a word,know what each are thinking our lips gently press together as our minds seem to melt as the passion fills our soles with what we both long to hold you wisper to me "we were ment to be" and say you love only me... It's then that I wake up and in a lonely deep depressing thought brings me back from where i really want to be.

When Somebody Knows You That Well
Tommy's daddy, kept a six pack in the fridge We thought we were old enough, To do what Daddy's did. It didn't take us long to go From drunk to really sick. When I walked in my house, I stumbled just a bit. You play it cool, But it's no use, Dad ain't no fool, And that's the truth. Chewing gum won't cover, Up that smell. You can't hide one single thought, If you try, you'll just get caught. When somebody knows you that well. We lost Daddy, In nineteen ninety-nine. I took care of everybody's pain, Except for mine. And then one night, My wife took my face in her hands. She said, "I think it's time you cry for your old man." You play it cool, But it's no use. She ain't no fool, And that's the truth. And my teardrops finally fell. You can't hide one single thought, If you try, you'll just get caught. When somebody knows you that well. I could probably do more, To help my fellow man. But life gets busy, And I hope God understands. Someday, when

When The Night Falls
Raven is: sad I get very sad when it gets to evening/night time. All the hurt that is hidden or forgotten during the happy daytime becomes apparent during the twilight and night time. I feel guilty, stupid, embarrassed, misunderstood, ignored, alone, sad, pitied, irresponsible, bleah! I feel like i've been let down, and that i've let everyone down. I feel tired physically and mentally. I feel like a fool, an idiot. I don't know how to fix my mistakes, or even if i've made any mistakes. I feel jealous. I feel like i've betrayed people. I feel unresponsive, and aloof. I feel disjoint and detached. I feel cold. ……..

When Do I Think Of U?
I think of you in the peace solitude and stillness of the early a.m., for you are tranquility. I think of you on an ocean's front, for you are the roar of the waves, the power of the sea, and the salt in the air. I think of you amidst a crowd and the chorus of city sounds ...for that is my song, and you are the music. You are my first thought of each new day, and the last image I glimpse, as my eyes are closed upon a feathered pillow. In that secret place called sleep, it is you that I search for, through shades of darkness and clouds of cotton. When do I think of you? Every moment of my life. And, when the final sleep does come and if there is thought... it will be u

When Your So Called Friends Betray You From 4-30-07
About two months ago, a friend of mine was in this band called An Automated Gift. Then, suddenly, I found out she was kicked out of the group, for which reasons I do not know. After I heard about this, I couldn’t really stop thinking about the situation on hand. Apparently, it was said that the bad kicked her out because the guy that owned the studio where they were recording their demos and CD’s with had a daughter that wanted to be in the band. So as the story goes the guy in charge of the studio must have told the band that if his daughter was in the group, sessions would be free of charge or at least less than before. Then, the ax fell and my friend was out of the band. It was kind of a shame too because I saw them perform and I thought they had some pretty damn good potential. But, the story doesn’t end there, and this is what really pisses me off. Not just the group dumped my friend for the guy’s daughter for cheaper rent, but they butcher the songs she fucking wrote. F

When We Make Love
When we make love; Bound to the bed, my body is yours, flat on my back or on all fours. Take me hard or take me slow, Coming together our juices flow. When we make love; Whip me, flog me make me feel, your loving touch makes me heal. All my fears fade away, when we begin to play. When we make love; Naked bodies grind against each other, you’re my friend, my partner, my lover. Passion’s ignited within our heart, our love is true, never to part. When we make love, your body fits me like a glove. With love and care you enter my hole, we’ve now merge, body mind and sole. We are one when we make love.

When She Began To Touch
When She Began To Touch by LateNiteFantasy© She touched him 'til he could not catch his breath, Her hands stroking and squeezing all the while, Her hot and hungry mouth gently caressed, Sucking, licking, nibbling as she defiled His chest and shoulders, hips and, then, his cock: To make him gasp, her hands would gently stroke, She worked him, then she paused just to take stock He had to get inside her. He could hope To last a few more heartbeats of this pleasure, Poised at the entrance of her pleading sex Before he slid in slowly at his leisure, Finding her hot and tight. It would not vex To wait another moment - was it too much? Surely she knew when she began to touch.

When You Say Things.....
When you say you love me, I believe it When you say you trust me, I want to see it. When you say you need me, I can see it in your eyes. But then I found out it was one big lie. You didn't love me, you just said that to make me feel special. When you said you trust me, yeah that flew out the window. When you said you needed me, what the fuck you didn't. You just wanted me that one time, that one place, and now look. We are both in positions we can not change We are both stressed, both crying, both in pain. Both want to believe each other, both want to love Both want to find something that we crave yet never get enough of. But remember when I say this: I do love you and always will I do trust you and never will fail I do need you and you need me Together we can make this work. But remember this once and for all: In the upcoming months things will change but you hurt me in a way that I can't explain. You hurt me in my heart and m

When There Was...
When there was me and you, I knew where i stood i never feared rejection, i had all the love i could want When there was me and you, I beleieved in myself words couldn't hurt me you stood by my side. When there was me and you, i felt beautiful i didn't need a mirror, it shone in your eyes. When there was me and you, I truly felt alive but now you've gone away and left me, just a shell

When I
When I fall catch me When I cry hold me and say everythings alright when i get sick leave me roses and stay with me all nite When I'm sad kiss me on the cheek and tickle me to make me laugh When I don't speek to you stare at me and speak to me When I'm confused pick me up and hold me asking if im okay When I say I love you say you love me 2 When I say I hate you hug me and say you love me When I slap you say its gonna be okay and grabs me and hold onto me When I don't trust you say you trust me and hug me When I say I hate life stare at me and wonder why When I say I'm tired pick me up and put me in bed then lay beside me all nite holding me and keep me safe as i sleep When I need company never leave my side When I jump off a cliff jump after me When someone's picking on me beat the shit out of them and hold onto me When I need a hug run over to me and glomp me making me fall on the ground giggling while you are holding onto me When

When I’m Hurting
WHEN I'M HURTING It's easier for you to walk away, than it is for you to reach out to me. It's easier for you to look away, than it is for you to see the depth of my despair. It's easier for you to look through me, than it is for you to see "me." It's easier for you to distance yourself, than it is for you to really care. It's easier for you to hear, than it is for you to listen. It's easier for you to judge, than it is for you to understand. It's easier for you to label, than it is to get acquainted. It's easier for you to bask in your joy, than it is for you to feel my pain. It's easier for you to bewilder at my mysteries, than it is for you to probe deeply into the depths of my soul. It's easier for me to look away, than it is to let you see the feelings betrayed through my eyes. It's easier for me to cry, than it is for me to talk. It's easier for me to walk alone, than it is to risk rejection. It's easier for me to push you away, than it is for me to be held. I

When I Think Of You
When I think of you When I think of you it always makes me glad. When I think of you I am not always so sad. I think about how you make me feel. I think about how your friendship is real. You must know a part of me may always want so much more. But you dont run away from me and for that You I truely adore. I think about the time we've spent. I think about how much it has ment. I think about how you always know what to say, and how some how you always make things ok. So here's to you my friend for life. I will always be here for you no matter what Strife. By: Marrianne Boley 6/27/2008

When We Met
The drive wasnt that long, a little over an hour, but I was soo impatient driving there. I coudnt do it fast enough. Knowing I was finally going to have you in my arms, to be able to stare into your eyes and kiss you. The thought of feeling our lips pressed together made me speed even more. When I pulled into the drive knowing I was just feet from your door, my heart started to pound. I was suprised I wasnt wakeing everyone up by the noise it was making. I kocked on the door and you opened it immediatly as if you were waiting next to it just for me. I saw your face, my heart stopped. Such radiating beauty, I knew there was no turning away now. I looked deep into your eyes my mouth wide in sheer wonder of the feelings I was experienceing. You laughed and told me to come inside. As soon as I stepped over the threshold you were in my arms kissing me. It was more rapturous than I could imagine. My whle body responded to your kiss almost immediatly. If I wasnt in love with

When You Have Sons (funny)
You find out interesting things when you have sons, like 1.) A king size waterbed holds enough water to fill a 2000 sq. ft. house 4 inches deep. 2.) If you spray hair spray on dust bunnies and run over them with roller blades, they can ignite. 3.) A 3-year old Boy's voice is louder than 200 adults in a crowded restaurant. 4.) If you hook a dog leash over a ceiling fan, the motor is not strong enough to rotate a 42 pound Boy wearing Batman underwear and a Superman cape. It is strong enough, however, if tied to a paint can, to spread paint on all four walls of a 20x20 ft. room. 5.) You should not throw baseballs up when the ceiling fan is on. When using a ceiling fan as a bat, you have to throw the ball up a few times before you get a hit. A ceiling fa n can hit a baseball a long way. 6.) The glass in windows (even double-pane) doesn't stop a baseball hit by a ceiling fan. 7.) When you hear the toilet flush and the words "uh oh", it's already too late. 8.

When
When I'm with you, eternity is a step away, my love continues to grow, with each passing day. This treasure of love, I cherish within my soul, how much I love you... you'll never really know. You bring a joy to my heart, I've never felt before, with each touch of your hand, I love you more and more. Whenever we say goodbye, whenever we part, know I hold you dearly, deep inside my heart. So these seven words, I pray you hold true, "Forever And Always, I Will Love You.

When I See You Smile
"When I See You Smile" I live my life with no regrets, I gamble wisely on sure bets. I have no place, no face for shame, After all, this is my game. It's my life and I live it content, I have one God to which I repent. I quietly make cautious decisions, Little space for uninvited collisions. I live this life day by day, Kissing each treasure along the way. I teach, I learn, I work, I play, I always find time to pray. There are many more needier than I, I'm blessed even with the tears I cry. I cherish memories and photographs, Love, smiles and silly laughs. I love stars, rainbows, the moon and you, For understanding and loving me the way that you do. For holding my hand and staying by my side, You've made my life one heavenly ride. Fate has entwined our precious hearts, For an awesome love that's off the charts. The tragedies have all been so worth while... It's all so clear when I see you smile.

When The Eagle Cries
Another day, just like any other out of the blue, it turned to horror How could they? Why would they? The innocents suffered hell's inferno An senseless act that goes unforgotten How could they? They will pay. [Chorus:] When the Eagle Cries Blood will flow When the Eagle Cries For freedom's fight When the Eagle Cries We love her so When the Eagle Cries We will sacrifice Out of the ashes came a tempted vengeance but we are focused, we seek redemption we are free we'll stay free All they've done is make us stronger The sleeping giant is asleep no longer If need be we'll die free [Chorus:] When the Eagle Cries Blood will flow When the Eagle Cries For freedom's fight When the Eagle Cries We love her so When the Eagle Cries We will sacrifice

When You Thought I Wasn't Looking
When you thought I wasn't looking I saw you hang my first painting on the refrigerator, and I immediately wanted to paint another one. When you thought I wasn't looking I saw you feed a stray cat, and I learned that it was good to be kind to animals. When you thought I wasn't looking I saw you make my favorite cake for me, and I learned that the little things can be the special things in life. When you thought I wasn't looking I heard you say a prayer, and I knew that there is a God I could always talk to, and I learned to trust in Him. When you thought I wasn't looking I saw you make a meal and take it to a friend who was sick, and I learned that we all have to help take care of each other. When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw you give of your time and money to help people who had nothing, and I learned that those who have something should give to those who don't. When you thought I wasn't looking I saw you take care of our house and everyone in it, and I learned we have to take c

When A Man Wants You
IF A MAN WANTS YOU If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he treat you any differently? Always ha

When Love Goes Bad
I have made a realization this past week. I am by no means perfect. I have hurt someone I really care about and maybe I am running scared. I don't really know but it isn't the same no longer. At least not like when we first met on here and yes I will take blame for the downfall but I lost a piece of me when I felt like me being me was causing problems so i changed. Now I realize I am not happy being who I am. I want to be the old me and it is causing problems. I am sorry for what I have done to this person but it obviously wasn't ment to be. If it was I would still be the same person when we first met on here and I am not. People can make their own judgements on me that is fine. I can understand but I did love him with my whole heart at one point but things changed. To him I am sorry for hurting you and you didn't deserve any of it. I just try to be me and I am an out going flirtatious person. To those who have been watching me and telling him everything I do I am sorry for hurting you

When Will The Newbs Learn???
I had actually gone to this newbies page and rated her a 10, and fanned her. She came to my page and downrated me. So, I gave her a little fu-love!!!! If you're in the mood, go check her out and give her love, LMAO!!!!!!!!

When A Woman Loves A Man...
When a woman loves a man... When a woman loves a man... she throws herself into his heart. always ready with a smile or a sweet kiss. She’s not blind to his shortcomings. yet knows when to turn a blind eye, after all a "perfect" man does not exist. When a woman loves a man... she takes his brooding in stride, wants to fix his pain, be his brightest day. She often ignores her own needs, Choosing to focus on her man, Even when he forgets the words to say. So smile when you see her... Make sure she knows she’s on your mind. embrace her eyes in that way of old...just like the first time... Tell her how warm her heart makes you feel Hold her just a bit too long...until the last song. Until the last song. When a woman loves a man... she knows he’s just a big old child, saving all his nickels for "GTA IV". She can overlook so much now with a wan smile and slight headshake, just as long as he keeps her safe and warm. When a woman loves a man... Fo

When Some One Betray's You...
God has promised if we will put our trust in Him, He will pay us back for all the unfair things that have happened to us~Isaiah 61:7-9. Maybe you were cheated in a business deal and you lost a lot of money. Maybe somebody lied about you, and that misinformation kept you from getting a promotion. Or maybe a good friend betrayed you. Certainly, these kinds of losses leave indelible scares, causing you to want to hold on to your grief. It would be logical for you to seek revenge. Many people would even encourage you to do so. The slogan "Don't get mad, get even!" is a commonly accepted principle. But that's not God's plan for you. If you want to live your best life now, you must learn to trust God to bring about the justice in your life. The Bible says that God is a just God, and He will settle and solve the cases of His people (Hebrews 10:30). That means that you don't have to go around trying to pay everybody back for the wrong things they've done to you. Y

When It Rains...
I know.... This is 3 back to back to back Cubby blogs that i'm not happy. Sorry. Ever have one of those days that you knew would effect the rest of your life? Be it, when your girl says yes to marrying you. Or the day you find out your pregnant? I had one of those days today. Some of you know, most dont. I have back surgery scheduled on July 17th. next Thursday. I have 2 collapsed disks. Today i had a pre-op appointment. They FORCEFULLY stuck a camera in me. (Don't ask). And they took a last look at what they have to do. Well, it wasn't good news. They saw some changes since the last test. Some growth of nerves, and scar tissue. Doesn't sound like a big deal right? Well, its big enough for them to tell me today that they no longer want to proceed with the surgery. At the beginning, there was a very small chance of something to go wrong. That has changed. Now, Dr. Brock says there is a 30% chance of something going wrong. (Never walking again). And since i'm now w

When I Was Looking For You
When I was looking for you: You found me first. When I was upset, You cheered me up. When I was laughing, You were there to share it with me. Why did you do all those things for me, When I am just a friend? That is what I am to you, right? Whatever you did, You made me feel like the HAPPIEST soul ever! Then, my heart melted, melted into your hands. I belong to you now! I will always treasure, the word you created for me, the short and simple word 'up' that you had always used to make me smile, whe I was frowning GOODNESS, I LOVE YOU! ISNT IT OBVIOUS?!

When Bishes Lurk...
Why when you know you can't stand me do you want to come look on my page... Jealous much? Why when you know I will see you on my auction photo you come and look...Jealous much? You know I can get bids without fucking begging all day...Jealous much? Doesn't it bug the crap out of you when they think they own the place, yet they have to beg for every blast, happy hour and bling pack they get.. Jealous much? Stop the lies will ya?? I never deleted shit! Funny how you would take a screen shot of your comment then all of a sudden I delete it so it's no longer on the bulletin?? Makes you look like the dumbass and not me! Who takes screen shots of their comments?? Only those trying to set people up to make them look bad. But there are some very smart people on here who saw right through your stupid stunt!You know you deleted your own comment. Just back the hell off and leave me and my friends alone will ya, cuz everyone on fu knows how desperate you are for attention. Jealous much??

When It Rains...
Dear Isaac: I hope you're happy. Things are going really shitty for me as of late. I have bursitis in both knees now. I had a wonderful job offer, but can't take it because I don't have my Social Security Card, and they won't let me apply for one because somehow the local office said they don't accept military IDs as a form of identification. I'm doing things I don't want to do just to make some scratch to take care of my son. I know you're probably laughing at me, telling me I'm getting everything that I deserved. But wait! There's more: I've had to sign a paper refusing further cancer treatment. In front of an attorney. So that slow, painful death you wanted me to die? Yeah, it's set in stone. I'm sorry I never let you have that 3-way that you always wanted. I'm sorry I wasn't beautiful enough for you that you had to tell other chicks that they were beautiful and not your own wife. I'm sorry that I couldn't do everything in my power to make you happy, even disown all of my m

When I Heard His Voice
When I heard his voice after all those distant years crackling through the line, I could see his face as if Time had never interfered. 10-18-02 (my best friend from when I was 5 years old...the last I had seen him was 21 years ago)

When I Say I'm Broke --- I'm Broke !!!
A little old lady answered a knock on the door one day, only to be confronted by a well-dressed young man carrying a vacuum cleaner. 'Good morning,' said the young man. 'If I could take a couple of minutes of your time, I would like to demonstrate the very latest in high-powered vacuum cleaners.' 'Go away!' said the old lady. 'I'm broke and haven't got any money!' And she proceeded to close the door. Quick as a flash, the young man wedged his foot in the door and pushed It wide open. 'Don't be too hasty!' he said. 'Not until you have at least seen my demonstration.' And with that, he emptied a bucket of horse manure onto her hallway carpet. 'If this vacuum cleaner does not remove all traces of this horse manure from your carpet, Madam, I will personally eat the remainder.' The old lady stepped back and said, 'Well let me get you a fork, 'cause they cut off my electricity this morning.

When Dreams Aren't Enough
We would talk all night long, Thoughts of us being together. We would wish on the clock, For this love to last forever. A love so very strong, But only shared with our voice. A void still left within us, You had to make a choice. You chose to let me go, For something I can't understand. The path you chose was tainted, So far from what i planned. Your voice still fills my mind, With the love we shared before. But I no longer had you as my own, I could only dream of more. You are still somewhat part of me, I see you whenever I dream. But dreams don't last just like your love, Nor does my self-esteem. When dreams aren't enough, I ask myself why. You still come to me for support, Every time you cry.

When I Think About Her!
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When I Grow Up
When I grow up I want to be famous I wanna be a star, I wanna be in movies. When I grow up I wanna see the world, drive nice cars, I wanna have groupies(or Boobies is my unclean version). When I grow up I wanna be on tv, People know me, be on magazines. When I grow up fresh and clean, number one chick when I step out on the scene. (Chorus from the Pussycat dolls) What a catchy tune~ I wish my non-talented ass would be noticed and made famous over night! I work real hard, have dedication, I'm a good roll model. I don't have an eating disorder, get arrested for drunk driving, fight in public with my best friends or shove an 8-ball up my nose to enjoy a night out dancing.. So who's D**K do I gotta suck to get my foot in the door??(you know who you all are) Well even if I can't be a star, or on T.V I know I will always be admired on fubar!!!!! XOXO to all my Jons and hooka's!

When Did Wednesday Become The New Monday?
Today started out with my mom yelling at me. I'm horking down a breakfast burrito and my coffee has yet to kick in, I really want to go back to bed and I got a weird, semi-vague email this morning, which is making me frown at the male pursuasion. That being said, I'm glad it's Wednesday. I'm going to have a few drinks when I go home tonight. I may or may not go to the gym, but I will do laundry. I might even decide to go clothes shopping this week. So, take THAT Wednesday!

When You Dream Of "milk"....
Milk Milk is a symbol of leaning, knowledge, plenty, fertility and immortality. Milk as a symbol of immortality may be found in different cultures and literature, including India, Greek mythology, in Celtic writings, in Islam and Christianity. In his recordings, Ibn Omar wrote that Muhammad said "to dream of milk is to dream of learning or knowledge." Dreaming of milk is a very positive message from your unconscious. It may suggest that you are in need of the deepest and most fundamental type of nourishment and that it is available to you. You unconscious may be suggesting that it is time for you to grow and to learn and that it is possible for you to do that at the current time. The interpretation of dreaming about milk can also be looked at from a very different viewpoint. Milk can be a safe representation of semen and you may have unconscious (or conscious) desires for sexual relations. However, in my opinion is is unlikely that milk in dreams represents sexuality. Finally, milk

When Summer Becomes "boring"
Sooner or later, kids get bored with a backyard game of hide-and-seek, and then it's mom and dad to the rescue! With just a few minutes of planning, you can keep the kids active - and entertained - in fun, out-of-the-ordinary ways all summer long! Try these ideas to get the whole family moving: Go for a hike. Find a trail through the woods and keep your eyes peeled for natural finds. "Take the time to look at birds' nests, ant hills and even moss on trees," says Dave Thoensen, who runs Tamark Day Camp in Lincolnshire, Illinois. "Kids really get a kick out of nature." Other interesting things to spot: woodpecker holes in trees, animal droppings or deer, squirrel and fox tracks. For more tips and ideas, read Get active: Hike. Get buggy. Look for interesting insects in your own backyard or at the local park. "You can pick up a bug box from a hardware store," says Thoesen. "They're cheap, the holes let bugs breathe, and they have a magnifying glass on one end." Get the kids to set ou

When Women Have To Tease For Attention
It's sad when women on fubar have to show their bodys just to get attention from other ppl all i have to say is real women don't have to show their privet area's to get attention from guys and whats it all about when a women does show off ther privet spots and guys leave commits and the women gets piss off again i will have to say is don't show it and then you won't get the commits then.

When Will You Choose To Speak Up?...
In Germany, they came first for the communists, and I didn't speak up because I wasn't a communist. Then they came for the Jews, and I didn't speak up because I wasn't a Jew. Then they came for the trade unionists but I didn't speak up because I was not a trade unionist. Then they came for the Catholics, and I didn't speak up because I was a Protestant. Then they came for me, and by that time nobody was left to speak up. -- Martin Niemoeller -- Dachau, 1944

When It's All Over
When it's all over When then end has come and all that must be done is finished when it's all over, and it's time to fly to the freedom of desire when it's time to let go, but you cling to the familiar routine when there is a bridge that must be burned, you fear the fire And like the Jester's of yore the fool on the hill playing the clown once more.... yes I am the clown I found the clown saw him in the mirror early this morning being the fool like the pathetic hopeless jester going for one more laugh I found the clown living in a fantasy a house of cards imaginary paper flowers carpeted the floor illusions of duty obligations of honor I found the clown what a damn fool what a failure of love passing the wrong tests deaf to the inner jest running in circles of doubt clueless to love's shout

When Boredom Strikes...
1. Where is your cell phone? pocket 2. Your significant other? bitte? 3. Your hair? short 4. Your mother? small 5. Your father? asleep 6. Your favorite thing? mp3 player 7. Your dream last night? blank 8. Your favorite drink? coffee 9. Your dream/goal? happiness 10. The room you're in? living room 11. Music? depends... 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? ... 14. Where were you last night? home 15. What you're not? confident 16. Muffins? *nods* 17. One of your wish list items? independence 18. Where you grew up? cow city 19. The last thing you did? watch tv 20. What are you wearing? boxers 21. TV? off 22. Your pets? spike 23. Your computer? broken 24. Your life? myeh 25. Your mood? alright 26. Missing someone? definitely 27. Favorite Store? nope 30. Your summer? too hot 31. Like someone? duh 32. Your favorite color? blue 33. When is the last time you laughed? today 34. Last time you cried? dont

When I Thank Of You
When I Thank Of You when i think of you and all the things you do, i get so happy because i know that you and i will always be. i love to think about your smile and when you laugh. got me thinking of you when i take my hot steamy bath. i just want to spend all my time with you maybe a lifetime will do. your my sun i'm your moon and life without you is like being a fool. all the things you do make me think of you and i know i've said this many times before and baby i'll say it just once more. i love you

When Life Doesn't Really Go The Way You Pictured!
I have been on this site since May 8, 2007. I have seen a lot. People coming and going. Drama started and flushed out. I have met some amazing people, that have actually found themselves in my r/l. I have gotten blast, Happy Hour's, fublings, and a VIP. I have fubombed, I have been entered in contest. I have participated in Auctions. I have created an amazing lounge! All with amazing people that have stuck by my side through everything. All this has been a blast. Its a good time to get out. Then when things seem to be going well. Something creeps up and grabs a hold of you that will in fact change your life all together. As some of you know, my life has been an open book on here. I have shared in my blogs my daughter, my relationship, me being silly and poetry no matter how bad it is. LOL! I have shared the end of one relationship to the beginning of another. I was in fact one of the lucky ones to find a man that loves me from this very site and we are together now. All this and i

When Is It Enough (for Ppl Who Couldnt See Othere One)
when is someone good enough... you give your life to someone ... your there for them no matter what .... you stood up for them against everyone ... you put up with all the hurtful things they say to you.... you deal with the pain when they tell you that your not good enough... you struggle when they say they don't care you locked yourself away inside and gave them forgiveness every time they raise there hand to you .... you made yourself believe them every time they said sorry i wont do it again even if you know it wasn't true threw all your pain and suffering you still stayed by there side and still forgave them .... what the hell gives them the right to tell you its all your fault and why do we believe it is even when we know better ... why even after they tell you they don't care and they don't love you and that u made them unhappy for so long ... does it still hurt ... why is it at that moment all you wish for is a soft stroke of deaths hand to release you from your nightmare

When I Grow Up
Which song best fits you?? When I grow up (Pussycat Dolls) Your in to dancing and just want to get out there (Hollywood), you want to do something more in the world! Fun quizzes, surveys & blog quizzes by

Whenever, Wherever, Whatever.
My smiles reflect the love you give and continue to give me. My laughter carries all the joy you have shared with me. The sparkle in my eyes shines brighter with the thought of you in my life. I dream and dance and sing and love and share and learn and grow better because you are a part of my soul. When I think of how much I love you . . . . well you have not asked, but the following is how you make me feel. whenever, wherever, whatever. I feel like taking deeper breaths and trying to taste the air to make sure what I have is real. I feel like tossing my head back and laughing until I think I no longer can . . . and then doing it again. I feel like I was given a gift no one else in the world has . . . and although I want to share it . . . I want to keep it even more. I feel like I would surely be dancing instead of walking should others not think me crazy. I feel safe in your arms . . . untouchable really. I feel like your skin underneath my fingertips and your hair in m

When Girls Drink Too Much .....
WHEN GIRLS DRINK TOO MUCH............ 1. WE HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO IDEA WHERE OUR PURSE IS. 2. WE BELIEVE THAT DANCING WITH OUR ARMS OVERHEAD AND WIGGLING OUR BUTT WHILE YELLING ' WOO-HOO! ' IS TRULY THE SEXIEST DANCE MOVE AROUND. 3. WE ' VE SUDDENLY DECIDED THAT WE WANT TO KICK SOMEONE'S BUTT AND HONESTLY BELIEVE WE COULD DO IT TOO. 4. IN OUR LAST TRIP TO PEE, WE REALIZE THAT WE NOW LOOK MORE LIKE HOMELESS HOOKERS THAN THE GODDESSES WE WERE JUST FOUR HOURS AGO .. 5. WE START CRYING AND TELLING EVERYONE WE SEE THAT WE LOVE THEM SOOOOO MUCH. 6. WE GET EXTREMELY EXCITED AND JUMP UP AND DOWN EVERY TIME A NEW SONG PLAYS BECAUSE 'OH MY GOD! I LOVE THIS SONG!' 7. WE'VE FOUND A DEEPER/SPIRITUAL SIDE TO THE GEEK SITTING NEXT TO US. 8. WE'VE SUDDENLY TAKEN UP SMOKING AND BECOME REALLY GOOD AT IT. 9. WE YELL AT THE BARTENDER, WHO WE BELIEVE CHEATED US BY GIVING US JUST LEMONADE, BUT THAT'S JUST BECAUSE WE CAN NO LONGER TASTE THE VODKA. 10. WE THINK WE ARE IN B

When You Love Some One
When you love someone so deep inside, It seems like it's so easy to hide. You've loved him for so very long, You would think he could do no wrong. Every day you would hope and pray, That he would always stay this way. He treated you like you should be treated, You thought your life was finally completed. You thought your love was growing true, And then one day it was all so blue. He started putting you down and it hurt, You thought all you were to him was dirt. He started ignoring you and you wondered why, All you wanted to do was curl up and die. You thought your relationship would never end, But that was all so fake and pretend. One night he was so sweet to you, You thought all those things were maybe untrue, Two days later he was back the same, You thought you were the one to blame. He thought the relationship was getting too serious And that you had become a little too curious.

When Fubarians Disappear... Or A Reminder Of What We Leave Behind
It's not hard to find, if my notes haven't kept someone's nickname to match with their user number (the one in your URL in your browser address bar - my user number is 96574), a source that has it - Google often does, if you phrase a search right, for instance. And I find, too, there's this page of bookmarks, which has a list of 46 CherryTap/Fubar profiles, some of them no longer on the site, some of them "almost" deleted, some still here: http://www.netvouz.com/b00d3vil/tag/cherrytap (Most such sites - like archive.org, the "Wayback" machine - have procedures for removing your page - note I say procedures: you have to be prepared to prove certain things - and they may not be true of fubar as they are of LiveJournal, where I came to find out about the archive.org etc. But worth pointing out, anyway.)

When
When you see me what do you see? When i look in the mirror i see someone that is scared to go anywhere, and is scared to go after what she wants in ife. When i see a pictuer of myself; I see someone that has no ambitions and has a problem with weight. You may see someone that is depressed when u read this, But the questin is What do u see when you first look at me? You wish you could find someone that you can talk to about anything. You hope to find someone that can read you like an open book. so i ask again What do u see when u see me?

When I Fall In Love
When I fall in love, I want to be with her always; In happiness, to smile with her, and be the one to hug her near. In sadness, to cry with her, and be the one to dry her tears. When I fall in love, I will spend my every waking and sleeping moments with her and catch each moment in its eternally lovely form. When I fall in love, I will miss her the very moment I say 'goodbye' and my heart will yearn for the very moment I say hello'. When I fall in love, all my old hurts and pains will seem lost and faded away and I will be strong and brave once again. When I fall in love, I want you to be happy always, ever and feel like the happiest person of them all . . . Because that's what I will feel, when I fall in love, with you. ..

When You Fdind Yourself On Your Own
When you find yourself on your own, Remember that you are not alone, And when your feeling down and blue, Remember that I'll always love you. When I am not here with you, Remember that our love is pure and true, I think about you every night and day, When Im with you I want to stay. I hope you will always remember me, Coz' I will remember you for eternity I never want to let you go, Coz' I love you more than you could ever know. If there was anything I could do, I would do it just to please you, You know its well and truly true, I would do anything for you. When your looking at the stars, in the eternal blue Remember that each star out there Is a reason why I love you And when you think your alone, and when no one is there at all I'll be right in front of you, to catch you when you fall.

When I Lay And Think
When I lay and think, in my bed at night, the day you'll arrive, seems nowhere in sight. I toss and I turn, dreaming of you, opening my eye's... checking if my dream came true. It didn't, again, and a tear starts to roll, weeping quietly... my pillow I hold. Many sleepless nights I've prayed for you, my love. God touched my soul from heaven above He's answered my prayers for my bride to be. I've never felt this lucky, God did this for me. That's a question I asked each and every night. He must think your special, Joy, and I know he's right. No other has made me feel so complete, my whole life was lived, just so we could meet. All these thoughts and more going through my head. I fall asleep not worrying, but dreaming of you... instead

When Your Hands Go Out
When your hands go out, love, toward mine, what do they bring me flying? Why did they stop at my mouth, suddenly, why do I recognize them as if then, before, I had touched them, as if before they existed they had passed over my forehead, my waist? Their softness came flying over time, over the sea, over the smoke, over the spring, and when you placed your hands on my chest, I recognized those golden dove wings, I recognized that clay and that color of wheat. All the years of my life I walked around looking for them. I went up the stairs, I crossed the roads, trains carried me, waters brought me, and in the skin of the grapes I thought I touched you. The wood suddenly brought me your touch, the almond announced to me your secret softness, until your hands closed on my chest and there like two wings they ended their journey.

When You Know...
When you know your heart has turned black and blood seeps no more from the various open wounds cause by those you thought you were in love with you realize you need to change again. But let's face it change is an odd thing in this life but other infulence change so easily that sometimes you lose whom you are. Me I still know who I am and what I want but I know that I have to change somehow for something new to happen. I think fate is telling me I'm not ready for anything serious yet I mean every time I try I get screwed and another wound appears on my damaged heart. So yeah I guess it's time to alter myself somehow before I ever try this game again.

When I Close My Eyes
We are so far apart that this is what happens when I close my eyes........ My hands hold you my arms embrace you my heart loves you my soul carries you my eyes see you my body lays next to you my lips whisper i love you.

" When The One You Love Is Destoryed "
I WRITE ABOUT FEELINGS AND STARTED WRITING AGAIN . TO FALL IN LOVE WITH A MAN OR WOMEN AND HAVE IT BE THE LOVE YOU WERE LOOKING FOR YOUR WHOLE BEING IS OVER WHELMING . TO BEABLE TO SHARE WHAT YOU FEEL IS THE GREATEST FEELING THEIR IS . AND EVERYTHING IS GOING WELL AND THEN ALL HELL BREAKS OUT . EVERYTHING THEN CHANGES YOUR NOT THE SAME COUPLE THAT FOUND LOVE , YOU BECOME DISTANT , AND STUCK IN THE PAST OF WHAT HAPPEN , INSTEAD OF GETTING PASS WHAT HAPPEN OR TRY TO FIX IT . IT THEN BECOMES ONE SIDED NOT 50 50 NO MORE , JUST , SO CHANGED . THOUGH THE ONE " LOVES THE OTHER WITH ALL THEIR HEART " THE OTHER IS STUCK IN THE PAST NOT WANTING TO MOVE PASS IT . SO , AS TIME GOES ON THE ONE WITH THE LOVE BECOMES TRIED OF TRYING TO FIX WHAT HAPPEN IN THE FIRST PLACE , WHERE AS IT SHOULD BE THE TWO TOGETHER FIXING OR TRYING TO DO IT TOGETHER . THEIR IS A SAYING THAT IS SOO , VERY TRUE . " " " YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU HAD UNTIL IT'S GONE " " " I MISS THE PERSON I FALL IN LOVE WITH AND THAT PERSON WI

When You Thought I Wasn't Looking
When you thought I wasn't looking, I felt you kiss me good night, And I felt loved. When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw tears come from your eye, And I learned that sometimes things hurt, But it's all right to cry. When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw that you cared And I wanted to be everything that I could be. When you thought I wasn't looking, I looked ... And wanted to say thanks for all the things I saw When you thought I wasn't looking.

When Freethinking Becomes Illegal
Well, How Do I Start This .. The Other Morning, 8/11/08 @ About 8am I Had A Rude Awakening ... It Was'nt Like Some One Tossed Water On Me Or Some Shit Like That .. It Was @ Gun Point It Was The Mendocino County Sheriff's Department, Task Force To Be Exact They Served (What We Now Know) A Fake Search Warrant. We Thought It Was For Pot and Some How Making Money Off Of It .. We're As Broke As Ever .. It Did'nt Make Sense It Did'nt Don(sp?) On Us That They're Real Targets Were Not The Crop Not The Money .. Well .. Kind Of .. BUT .. Something Me and My Friends Were Joking About We Call Our Selves The Mendo Liberation Front And Thanks To Some Pictures We Took, We're Now Being Treated Like A Sleeper Cell And/Or Terrorist Organization! I've Been Under Federal Investigation For Awhile Now But I Thought It Was For Graffiti .. But Alas, I Was Horribly Mistaken. The Pictures That Were Taken, In My Room .. They Were Me, Patrick and Kevin We Were Joking Aroun

When I Fall In Love
When I fall in love, I want to be with her always; In happiness, to smile with her, and be the one to hug her near. In sadness, to cry with her, and be the one to dry her tears. When I fall in love, I will spend my every waking and sleeping moments with her and catch each moment in its eternally lovely form. When I fall in love, I will miss her the very moment I say 'goodbye' and my heart will yearn for the very moment I say ‘hello'. When I fall in love, all my old hurts and pains will seem lost and faded away and I will be strong and brave once again. When I fall in love, I want you to be happy always, ever and feel like the happiest person of them all . . . Because that's what I will feel, when I fall in love, with you.

When Will It End?
Why do i feel the way i do? I feel like im chasing dreams and not geting anywhere. i want to find who i am or was befor pain. there is one how i look to, to save me but lives not with me but in another state in the east. so much is runing through my mind and it all messes with me. I dont know wheather to be happy sad mad or kool with everything the old me would have known what to think say and do. well im off and ill see you all when im in a better mood.

When In Ur Life Has This Been Said To You...by A Family Member???
My aunt came up to me and my cousin and said "Hey if I show you guys my butt-cheek will you see if there are any bruises on there, I was pinched?" lmfao...I love my freaking family! :)

When Tomorrow Comes
When tomorrow comes and I don't wake up, will you love me just as much? Even though I can no longer speak, or caress you with a gentle, loving touch. Would you sometimes think you saw me in a crowd or heard me call your name? I guess what I'm asking is "Would our love for each other still be the same?" I would hope that you might shed a tear or maybe even two or three. In memory of all the love and tenderness that was shared between you and me. But please don't let your grief take over and completely rule your life. If you can find someone who loves you as much as I do, then take her to be your wife. For I don't want you to be lonely and I will understand that you need someone And it will not change the love we shared since the first day it all begu

When A Guy Misses You
When a girl is mean to you after a break-up she wants you back but she is too scared she'll get hurt and knows you're gone forever! when you catch a girl glancing at you, she wants you to look back and smile When a girl bumps into your arm, while walking with you she wants you to hold her hand When she wants a hug she will just stand there When u break a girls heart she still feels it when you run into each other 3 years later When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind.. When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply,, When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after a few seconds, she is not fine at all When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are playing games When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever When a girl says she can't live without you, she has made u

When Girls Are Drunk!!!
WHEN GIRLS ARE DRUNK.. 1. They have absolutely no idea where their purse, cell phone, camera & car keys are. 2. They believe that dancing with their arms overhead and wiggling their butt while yelling "WOO-HOO!" is truly the sexiest dance move around. 3. They've suddenly decided they want to kick someones ass and honestly believe they could do it. 4. In their last trip to pee, they realize that they now look more like a homeless hooker that the goddess they were just four hours before. 5. They drop therr 3:00 a.m. sub sandwich on the floor that they're eating even though they're not the least bit hungry, pick it up and carry on eating it. 6. They start crying and telling everone they see that they love you soooo much. 7. They get extremely excited and jump up and down everytime a new song plays because "OH MY GOD! I LOVE THIS SONG & IT'S MY FAVORITE EVER!!!!" 8. They've found a deeper/spiritual side to the geek sitting next to them. 9. The urge to take off articles of clo

When A Woman's Fed Up
When A Woman's Fed Up I got my first-ever speeding ticket while trying to make it to my Media Law class on time only to find out that it was canceled. Finals were soon approaching and this happened to be a class where the lecture was more important than the course book. I usually did not stop by the school cafeteria, but I chose to do so. That proved to be a mistake. The hamburger that I ordered still had not thawed out and I noticed a gnat that flew into my drink. I demanded for a refund, but I felt as though I needed an act of Congress to get it. Now I was the one feeling as though there was a conspiracy against black people it happened to me. Thoroughly frustrated, I tried to make the best of my time at school by studying in the library. None of the books that would help me in my History elective were available. I decided that I was better off just going home. To my surprise Malcolm's Nissan Sentra was in the driveway. I'd not seen him home in the mid-afternoon si

When I'm Gone-3 Doors Down
There's another world inside of me That you may never see, There's secrets in this life that I can't hide. Well, somewhere in this darkness, there's a light that I can't find Maybe it's too far away, Maybe I'm just blind Maybe I'm just blind, Chorus So hold me when I'm here, Right me when I'm wrong, Hold me when I'm scared, And love me when I'm gone. Everything I am, And everything in me, Wants to be the one you wanted me to be. I'll never let you down, Even if I could, Give up everything, If only for your good, So hold me when I'm here, Right me when I'm wrong, Hold me when I'm scared, You won't always be there, So love me when I'm gone. So love me when I'm gone Love me when I'm gone... Refrain When your education x-ray cannot see under my skin, I won't tell you a damn thing that I could not tell my friends. Now roaming through this darkness, I'm alive but I'm alone, Part of me is fighting this but part of me is gone. Chorus So hold me

When I Grow Up
You Should Be a Social Worker You are deeply caring and empathetic. You are able to take on other people's problems as if they were your own. Sensitive and intuitive, you understand human emotions well. Helping others gives you the most joy in life. You feel like it's your purpose in life. You do best when you: - Have a lot of responsibility - Greatly impact someone's life with your work You would also be a good philanthropist or stay at home parent. What Should You Be When You Grow Up?

When You Thought I Wasnt Looking
When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw you hang my first painting on the fridge and I wanted to paint another one. When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw you feed a stray cat, and I thought it was good to be kind to animals. When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw you make my favorite cake for me, and I knew that little things are special things. When you thought I wasn't looking, I heard you say a prayer, and I believed that there was a God to talk to. When you thought I wasn't looking, I felt you kiss me goodnight, and I felt loved. When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw tears come from your eyes, and I learned that sometimes things hurt, but it's alright to cry. When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw that you cared, and I wanted to be everything that I could be. When you thought I wasn't looking, I looked.... and I wanted to say thanks for all the things I saw when you thought I wasn't looking.

When You Need Someone To Lean On
When you need someone to lean on. or just a helping hand. You know i'll never judge you, your my friend... i'll understand. No matter what your going through, however big or small. With our two heads together, together we'll stand tall. Don't be afraid to lean on me, and please dont ever frown. Together we're united, i'll never let you down. I'm here if ever you need me, with a problem you need to share. When times are tough, just call on me, you know i'll always be there.

When Times Get Tough Don't Get Selfish
by Cerina X (all rights reserved and held by Submissive Loving) Guidance for when our dominants are going through a difficult period. I will be the first submissive to admit this. I am selfish about my needs. I am selfish about Master's time and attention. When I do not get it I can become not so pleasant to be around. I forget that I am here to fulfill HIS needs and that mine will be met as a result of fulfilling his needs. I am sure your question might be, "if I am always fulfilling the dominant's needs how can mine be met"? I've asked that same question and you are in luck today because I have the answer. We have taken our time and have chosen the right dominant to serve. By that I mean we have chosen One we feel will best fulfill our needs. So if we have done that it stands to reason that if we keep the dominant's needs met and he/she is happy, we will reap the benefits of a satisfied dominant. I have found this to hold true through trial and error. If Master is not gett

When Your Career Plateaus
Careers start out as a climbing exercise: When can I get promoted? How can I get a raise? What job will be more challenging than my current one? But for all but a tiny fraction of workers, that climb ends before their career does. Some people realize they don't enjoy working at higher levels of a company, or aren't very good at it. Others get this message from their boss. And some people decide they're not willing to make the tradeoffs required -- traveling more, or sacrificing family time -- to continue climbing the corporate ladder. Finding Your Place "Your ambition may naturally shift as you grow in your career," said Libby Pannwitt, principal of the Work Life Design Group in San Carlos, California. Sometimes the best response to this problem is to change companies, to find a place where you can keep climbing more comfortably. But what do you do when that's not the answer? The key is to find a way to keep work interesting and challenging. This will help you remain a valuab

When I Gave My Heart To You
In a world full of sorrow and pain two hearts come together to love each other. They fall in each others arms to never leave the other so that they might never have to be alone again. Many days pass and their love grow stronger for the other untill a day when she meets his best friend and says she feel in love with him and she took the boys heart with her when she left. To this day he loves her but he knows that he will never find her again so he falls to his knees and prays that he will find a love true and kind that will never leave him. He prays for a woman to come into his life and change everything for the best and someday this will happen but untill then he stays strong to himself helping others with their realtionship problems so that he wont be hurt while he waits.

When Two Hearts Stand Together
Two souls come together A connection made Two hearts join as one Combining past with future Touching his with mine Touching mine with his Taking his heart Placing it next to mine Taking his whole life Calming one empty piece of his heart Taking to him with open arms To reach over and control his emotions Overriding his wandering heart To stop and walk next to mine Seeing his heart want to walk next to mine Touching him with one warm, sweet, tender soothing kiss Caressing his soul With funnels of light To brighten his smile Taking his mind into wonderful new horizons Filling them with beautiful memories Of a world filled with tall empires Of miraculous strength Tearing down weak fortresses Combing faith with destiny Combining truth with love Combining inner strength with divine intervention Combining peace with tranquility Taking all of this Building one tall castle Of two spirits Built with two courageous hearts...

When Tomorrow Comes
I won't wake when morning comes- Daylight may take you from me Don't wake me from this dream- Let me lie down; let me sleep Let me feel your arms holding me... When tomorrow comes- I'll pull the shades so time can't see I'll break the clock that's next to me I'll lock the door and lose the key I'll break the mirrors so I won't see ...That you're not here lying next to me If tomorrow never comes- Then I won't have to see In this bed I sleep alone- There's no one next to me I'll lie to myself Pretend I didn't hear The fading whispers of your footsteps I'll stop time to keep you near... If tomorrow never comes- My regrets will be but few If tomorrow's sun comes shining Then tonight, forever Is the time I'll have with you So, don't wake me from this dream Let me lie down; let me sleep Let this night be mine to keep If tomorrow never comes- Then you won't have to leave Loneliness will have to wait If you stay right here with me I w

When Is A Relationship Really Over?
When is a relationship really over? Can anyone give me the answer? Is it over when you walk away and say I'm done with this crap or is it when you just know that it will never work out? I am in a state of confusion and frusteration right now over a relationship issue. You think you're in love with someone and then you break up. You try to move on, but then out of the blue the person that you are still trying to get over shows up. And everything that you are trying to put at the back of your mind, to get over the situation, comes rushing back to you in a flood of emotions. Then you tell yourself "What the hell are you thinking? You know you shouldn't but yet you want to." Gosh! I wish this whole relationship think would be easier. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!

When My Angel Takes Flight
Sickness so deep it seems there's no cure. For something so empty such beauty so pure. The world is so open it's empty and cold. Why be so selfish lonely less bold? Wish you could see all that is there. All of the beauty you truly could share. Open your heart and close off your mind. Such goodness and hope inside you could find. One selfless act to show it all mattered. Instead it's all maimed it's torn and is tattered. How could this happen and me not have seen? Not read all the signs not known what they mean. Showing it's over and the end is now here. Not one word to be spoken not emotion nor tear. Empty I'll be when my angel takes flight. In moments I know she'll be gone from my sight.

When You Have An ' I Hate My Job 'day,
When you have an ' I Hate My Job 'day, [even if retired you have those sometimes] try this: On your way home from work, stop at your pharmacy and go to the thermometer section and purchase a rectal thermometer made byJohnson & Johnson Be very sure you get this brand. When you get home, lock your doors, draw the curta ins and disconnect the phone so you will not be disturbed. Change into very comfortable clothing and sit in your favorite chair. Open the package and remove the thermometer. Now, carefully place it on a table or a surface so that it will not become chipped or broken. Now the fun part begins . Take out the literature from the box and read it carefully You will notice that in small print there is a statement: 'Every Rectal Thermometer made by Johnson & Johnson is personally tested and then sanitized. ' Now, close your eyes and repeat out loud five times, 'I am so glad I do not work in the thermometer quality control department at Johnson & Joh

When Can I See You Again?
Part 3 of 3. The dawn of day three breaks under a heavy, low hanging cloud. The skies of life are heavy as he confronts the reality that this is their last day together. The joy and glee of the previous two days brighten his spirit, while the reality of the clock, and the looming miles, cast their gloomy shadow. For a brief fleeting moment he wallows in the sorrow of their reality and his heart cries in anguish at the thought of not seeing her tomorrow. Adding to the the reality of the hour, is a lingering doubt about her interest. He is from one circumstance, her from another. She had previously commented on his Southern mannerisms and he cannot help but wonder if that is good thing, or if she has mistaken such manners for passiveness. For if she has, how will she react when he digs his heels in over something important to him? Will she run? Will she fight? Or, will she have the courage to stand up to his challenge without the argument turning into a “personal” assault?

When Angels Cry ;; Poem
WHEN ANGELS CRY ,, I HEARD THE OTHER DAY, AN ANGEL CRY. MY HEART BLED MY TEARS FELL. SOMEONE TORE ITS WINGS AS THEY FELL TO THE GROUND I TRIED TO CATCH HIM I HELD OUT MY ARMS. BUT LIKE AN ANGEL SO BEAUTIFUL AND FAR AWAY THEY COULD NEVER REACH ME OUR HANDS NEVER TOUCHED. MY TEARS STILL FLOW FOR THIS ANGEL THAT WAS HURT SO MAYBE ONE DAY I'LL BE LUCKY ENOUGH TO HAVE AN ANGEL ALL MY OWN..

When You Have A....
When you have an "I Hate My Job" day, try this: On your way home from work, stop at your pharmacy and go to the Thermometer section and purchase a rectal thermometer made by Johnson &Johnson. Be very sure you get this brand When you get home, lock your doors, Draw the curtains and disconnect the phone so you will not be disturbed. Change into very comfortable clothing, make yourself a cocktail and sit in your favorite chair. Open the package and remove the thermometer. Now, carefully place it on a table or a surface so that it will not become chipped or broken. Now the fun part begins. Take out the literature from the box and read it carefully. You will notice that in small print there is a statement: "Every Rectal Thermometer made by Johnson &Johnson Is personally tested". Now, close your eyes and repeat out loud five times, "I am so GLAD I do not work in the thermometer quality control department at Johnson & Johnson." HAVE A NICE DAY AND RE

Whenstillness Speaks
as the gentle night breeze sweep the land that is deep in sleep i close my eyes and try to sleep; as the stars became brighter and brighter, my eyes refused to close sleep, just ran away into the darkness of the land; the twinkling of the stars, the warmth of the air disturbed only by the muted sounds of the heart beat! tried counting from one to hundred; tried reading a book; tried to count the number of times the stars twinkled in the sky; still, my eyes refused to close, sleep would not engulf the senses; when stillness speaks, everything else just listens;

When Hate Crime Is Not A Black And White Issue
When hate crime is not a black and white issue By Howard Witt Chicago Tribune PREV 1 of 6 NEXT Enlarge this photo WADE PAYNE / AP Deena Christian and her husband, Gary Christian, sit with a photograph of their daughter, Channon, at their Knoxville, Tenn., home that friends made and then signed for them. Channon, a 21-year-old University of Tennessee student, and her boyfriend, Christopher Newsom, 23, were carjacked, raped, tortured and killed in January. Enlarge this photo AP Channon Christian and boyfriend Christopher Newsom were raped and killed in January in Knoxville, Tenn., while on a date. Some conservatives say the crimes were racially motivated, while the district attorney's office says they were not. Enlarge this photo Lemaricus Davidson Enlarge this photo George Thomas Enlarge this photo Letalvis Cobbins Enlarge this photo Vanessa Coleman KNOXVILLE, Tenn. — What happened to Channon Christian an

When You Say Nothing At All
It's amazing how you can speak right to my heart Without saying a word, you can light up the dark Try as I may I could never explain What I hear when you don't say a thing Chorus: The smile on your face let's me know that you need me There's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me A touch of your hand says you'll catch me whenever I fall But you say it best when you say nothing at all All day long I can hear people talking out loud But when you hold me near, you drown out the crowd Old Mr. Webster could never define What's being said between your heart and mine Chorus: The smile on your face let's me know that you need me There's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me A touch of your hand says you'll catch me whenever I fall Chorus: But you say it best when you say nothing at all The smile on your face let's me know that you need me There's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me A touch of your hand says you'll catch me w

When I Need You
the shine of light in your eyes give me reason to believe in love you are my angel from above my angel when i need a hug when i need to be loved when i need a soul to confide in when i need someone to hold me while i cry when i need you to say that you'll always be there for me my partner my lover and friend

When The Darkness Won't Lift...
DEPRESSION It's a word we use casually, lightly ignoring the fact that true depression---whether its cause is biological or brought about by life events---can be utterly devastating. The depressed person is emotionally paralyzed, cut off from the stream of daily life. And the condition is self-perpetuating. Just finding the energy to seek help can seem like an insurmountable task. So how do people find their way out of the darkness and into the light? The motivations to seek help and the ways people find to lift themselves out of the pit of depression are as varied as individual personalities.

When Love Dies
A poem from a friend that touched my heart~~enjoy!! When loves dies It’s a terrible waste. We hope for the best Was it all in haste? Old memories spring forth We cherish them a lot. Some were unbearable Some were actually hot. Seeing that someone again Makes the heart full of glee. The mind starts to wonder Goes on its on spree. Then something happens Or a word is shared. The feelings all swelter Fall quickly away as dead. We longed for the truth Settle for the lies. Now it’s finally over When love dies. Written by Doyle Kirkman September 9, 2008

When Are You Going To Fuck Me Over ?
i just want to know. i can't go through another detrimental experience.i can't have you be nice and then turn on me, i can't let you hurt me like they have in the past so just leave before you end up changing.

When All That's Right Ends Up So Wrong
There's more than I can say And there's a deeper part of me Won't you be my inspiration Help me end my desperation now Sometimes I wonder why even when I'm feeling like I could never be more happy, or that anything could bring things down; somehow it does. I've been in a relationship now off and on for quite a few years, and it seems like no matter what I do "with the best of intentions", it explodes into pieces because of things I think or say that are way out of left field. I'm a pretty lame person when it comes to "worst case scenarios", if there's a negative reason why something might be the way it is, I'll look at it that way with her. I can't grasp what drives me to be that way with her because she makes me complete, and feel loved and all the amazing things that come with it... but yet I put this dark cloud over it. Tell me what it is I'm meant to do I've fallen to my knees I've shed away my tears And lost my destiny I'm not the kind of person to throw everyt

*when A Man Wants You*
If A MAN WANTS YOU... If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn’t want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that’s not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can’t ’be friends.’ A friend wouldn’t mistreat a friend. Don’t settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don’t stay because you think ’it will get better. You’ll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who’ve got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn’t marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he treat you any differently? Always h

When Will I Be Stronger? 9-4-08
in the rain tonight i sit, thinking about what u said to me. remember all the love we used to share and reminding myself that it was not me, it was u who decided that u didnt want to care. the who left me alone... running through the cold... staring into the darkest nights with out u to hold.... the one who left me crying.. curled up in the corner... i know that lessons make us strong... but when will i be stronger??? as i walk along the path, the memories come rushing in that is where u first said i love you but all that is gone now.. with nothing left but pain in my heart, i watch u walk away with someone new... while i'm the one who is alone running through the cold.. staring into the darkness with out u to hold... the one u left crying curled up in the corner... i know that lessons make us strong... but when will i be stronger????? I've got a find a way to get over you. some how some way, but i dont know what to do.... coz i dont wanna

When It Rains It Pours On Me Lol Dear God
Ok lets start with monday since i lived thru the weekend lmao..god..glad to put that weekend behind..I have learned that on here as much as i think its shallow..i have some really great friends..thanks to all of u! On a day that was easier then i thought it was gong to be cuz it was my anv. from the past which has alot of bad memories for me. I have never been so happy to be out of anything in my life..but some of the stuff from it really comes back to haunt me.. im learning now how to deal with it better and better..i still make many MISTAKES! but at least i dont hear that crap from that anymore! I happen to learn on friday that my favorite uncle in the world has Bone Cancer..Today i learn that he is starting treatment this week but the outlook of the treatment is not very good and he if he around 6 mths we are lucky! Tuesday i get sick..miss the big announcement at work..so today i go in and am told my boss is leaving...i cant blame him i would leave for the amount of money he is g

When I Am King You Will Be First Against The Wall
Ahhh home in Washington DC. One time, I had to make a quick trip to BJ’s (where they unfortunately do not deal in their namesake) for a metric assload of kitty litter and fiber. What? I like to stay regular. Shopping was no big chore, but because I was buying four 40 pound buckets of kitty litter, I opted for the flatbed trolley as opposed to the cart. That way, I wouldn’t have to haul the buckets up and over the edge of the basket of the cart. The problem is the flatbed suddenly doesn’t steer as well with 160 pounds of shitgrit on it. But since I was shopping at dinner time the crowds were thin and I made it to the registers without much of a problem. I checked myself out (because who has time for an inept teenager to morosely sob their way through scanning every item because they’ve suddenly realized that this is the best their lives will ever be?) and made my way to the exit. If you’re unfamiliar with stores like BJ’s, or Costco, or Sam’s Club this next part is important, s

When A Kiss Is Just A Kiss
When you kiss anothers lips and the sparks dont seem to fly when instead of that wonderous feeling your feal like you could cry, that feaeing of love is gone but you dont want to hurt your other when you know your heart is empty and that you seek to have another someone who makes your insides fly by just a simple kiss someone whos eyes make you smile and whos voice fills you with bliss someone who you think of every day and night someone who loves you and make you feel alright when a kiss is just a kiss the hurt is beyond all reason the emptiness fills you up inside and you just want to run run as far as you can to look for the love that you know is needed the love that makes your exsistance make sence. i dont want to live this lie anymore and i want to find my love. is life suppose to cause this much pain. where you cant evan write a simple poem without the pain inside hurting so much that you have to tell the world. i no longer want to be alo

When I Cry
You see the pain that lies in my eyes, But, alas, my eyes are dry, I won't cry. No, I won't cry. You see the anger that burns from my gaze, The madness that sets my eyes ablaze, I won't cry. No, I won't cry. You see the fear that closes my eyes, The smile I wear is but a disguise, I won't cry. No, I won't cry. You see the hope that is finally dead, I cannot trust for my heart has been bled, I won't cry. No, I won't cry. You see the love that lies within, But I shall never love again, She won't cry. No, I won't cry. You see death's hand that has glazed my eyes, No one saw me die inside, They won't cry. No, they won't cry.

When You Want To Get To It
So do you ever thing that maybe this song is the dow fall of modern relationships? Every girl wanted these guys...then to find out they were gay..the expectations were crushed by all and now its true sometimes a gay man treats a girl like a lady when others dont. lol

When You Love Someone
When you love someone so deep inside, It seems like it's so easy to hide. Seems you've loved him for so very long, You would think he could do no wrong. Every day you would hope and pray, That he would always stay this way. He treated you like you should be treated, You thought your life was finally completed. You thought your love was growing true, And then one day it was all so blue. He started putting you down and it hurt, You thought all you were to him was dirt. He started ignoring you and you wondered why, All you wanted to do was curl up and die. You thought your relationship would never end, But that was all so fake and pretend. One night he was so sweet to you, You thought all those things were maybe untrue, Two days later he was back the same, You thought you were the one to blame. He thought the relationship was getting too serious And that you had become a little too cooky. By this time you knew it wouldn't last, All the nice things he said

When Friendship Ends...
It might seem like the worst thing in the world: losing a friend. But I promise you time is a great healer,things will get better. Losing a friend can be very stressful especially if you’re not sure why it's happening. There may be reasons you will never know but you just have to remember that if you were friends once then it couldn't have been anything to do with who you are. There may have been something that you have done or said that has hurt your friend without you realizing it. Or maybe it could be someone else who is getting in the way of your friendship.Either way don't be too worried as everything happens for a reason, if you are meant to be friends again then you will be. If not then you won't, it might be hard but believe me you will get over it. On the other hand it might be you who is causing the falling out. Your friend has possibly said or done something that you don't like. Don't take it to heart, ask them to explain what they meant or why they did it. I am sure there i

When I Think About You
When I'm thinkin of you, eternity is a step away, my love continues to grow, with each passing day. This treasure of love, I cherish within my soul, how much I love you... you'll never really know. You bring a joy to my heart, I've never felt before, with each touch of your thought, I love you more and more. Whenever we say goodbye, whenever we part, know I hold you dearly, deep inside my heart.

When Champagne Bubbles Get You Dry
Having champagne is amazing, specially if you have a good company to share it. My nanny told me once women are like champagne. You might want a sweet one but once you try an extra-brut you won't get back to sweet. Hope i meet an extrabrut soon ;)

When Insults Had Class
"He has all the virtues I dislike and none of the vices I admire." Winston Churchill "A modest little person, with much to be modest about." Winston Churchill "I have never killed a man, but I have read many obituaries with great pleasure." Clarence Darrow "He has never been known to use a word that might send a reader to the dictionary." William Faulkner (about Ernest Hemingway) "Poor Faulkner. Does he really think big emotions come from big words?" Ernest Hemingway (about William Faulkner) "Thank you for sending me a copy of your book; I'll waste no time reading it." Moses Hadas "He can compress the most words into the smallest idea of any man I know." Abraham Lincoln "I've had a perfectly wonderful evening. But this wasn't it." Groucho Marx "I didn't attend the funeral, but I sent a nice letter saying I approved of it." Mark Twain "He has no enemies, but is intensely disliked by his friends." Oscar Wilde "I am enclosing two tickets to the first

When We Two Parted
When we two parted In silence and tears Half broken-hearted To sever for years Feb 25th, almost morning State police, $2k they allow It felt like a warning Of what I feel now Outside frigid; cough and cold Lover's Day; a child, his. Truly the future was foretold Immiturity lead to this. Dec 14th, Your name came before me She knelt to whisper in my ear I wept uncontrollably Knowningly on the other side; You were here. The laws are all broken & freedom is your fame I pray your name; hear it spoken And share in the shame They know not, what I know thee Who knew you so well Indecisive to just let you be. My love is too deep to tell. In lust we met In love we conceived I shall never regret In silence I grieve If I should meet you After all these years How should I greet you? With silence and tears.

When "we" Are Older??......
GAMES FOR WHEN WE ARE OLDER 1. Sag, you're It. 2. Hide and go pee. 3. 20 questions shouted into your good ear. 4. Kick the bucket 5. Red Rover, Red Rover, the nurse says Bend Over. 6. Musical recliners. 7. Simon says - something incoherent. 8. Pin the Toupee on the bald guy SIGNS OF MENOPAUSE : 1. You sell your home heating system at a yard sale. 2. You have to write post-it notes with your kids' names on them. 3. You change your underwear after a sneeze. OLD IS WHEN: 1. Going bra-less pulls all the wrinkles out of your face. 2. You don't care where your spouse goes, just as long as you don't have to go a long. 3. Getting a little action means you don't need fiber today. 4. Getting lucky means you find your car in the parking lot. 5. An all-nighter means not getting up to pee! Thoughts for the weekend: Wouldn't it be nice if whenever we messed up our life we could simply press 'Ctr- Al

When The Chips Are Down...
I have been experiencing a lot of downfalls in my life and it leads me to wonder what is it in my life that is coursing all this bad karma my way. I look around at my friends and family and see the blank stares in their faces as I pose this question to them - do they really not know?.. or are they to afraid to say? What do you do when the person that you depend on - the person that tells you to sit by and trust in them and let them take care of you - is incapacitated in some way? There heart is there and you couldn't bare to make them sad or hurt their pride but suddenly your whole life is falling apart and you have zero control over the course of your destiny while in this mode. I have spent every waking moment and breath that I have focused on the man that I love - making him well, standing beside him during crisis and trusting in him whole - heartedly. I have devoted countless hours to the fight to bring him home and get him back her - all very tiring and not seeming to prevail. M

When God Made Paramedics
When God made paramedics, He was into His sixth day of overtime. An angel appeared and said, "You're doing a lot of fiddling around on this one." God said, "Have you read the specs on this order? A Paramedic has to be able to carry an injured person up a wet, grassy hill in the dark, dodge stray bullets to reach a dying child unarmed, enter homes the health inspector wouldn't touch, and not wrinkle his uniform." "He has to be able to lift three times his own weight. Crawl into wrecked cars with barely enough room to move, and console a grieving mother as he is doing CPR on a baby he knows will never breathe again." "He has to be in top mental condition at all times, running on no sleep, black coffee and half-eaten meals, and he has to have six pairs of hands." The angel shook her head slowly and said, "Six pairs of hands...no way." "It's not the hands that are causing me problems," God replied. "It's the three pairs of eyes a medic has to have." "That's on the

When Did I Start Gettin All Hot For The Young Ones??
wtf? i've always dated people at least 7 years older than me but lately every chickie's picture i look at i go to look at the age and it say 21 or something. i feel like a dirty old man heh ~ well an old friend did always say i was her favorite dirty old man but still.....makes me feel old i guess have put myself on a few dating sites to try and well i guess get back into that whole dating game and same thing every time i go "ooohhh yummy" the chicks under 24 it's well discerning i guess??? i don't think i look my age and i know i sure as hell don't act my age maybe i just need a good midlife crisis yah that sounds fun :)

When Their Is No Where To Run
Wipe away the tears and the negativity that is inside Their is something greater that does exist and reside The pain and stress will never go away Just like me, who will always be there for you to stay Pressure is looming, future appears dooming like so If you let it be this way it will for sure grow Their is no need to make wishes in the wishing well Greatness is your fortune indeed some can tell The IQ levels off the charts, and a dream that is alive Their is no way of failure, no such of a dive Not everything is right and fair At least you have my love and care Standing beside you in the sun or rain Will always do my best to soothe your worries that drive you insane Many things are rolling in your mind Challenges and obstacles at times so easily to find The school year is young as a morning day Just stay calm and the problems will go away Life it self can leave the soul black and blue When ever you need me I will be there for you All the things you have

When Will People Get It...
THIS IS WHAT I DONT UNDERSTAND. YOU WOULD THINK IT WOULD BE EASY BUT IT JUST GETS MORE DIFFICULT BY THE DAY IT SEEMS AND EVEN SOMETIMES BY THE MINUTE. NOW IF IT WAS JUST ME CAUSING THE ISSUE I UNDERSTAND BUT ITS NOT ME. ITS VARIOUS PEOPLE AROUND. YOU CANT DEPEND ON PEOPLE ANYMORE BECAUSE THEY CANT SEEM TO UNDERSTAND THAT YOUR TIME IS JUST AS PRECIOUS AS THERES. NOONE IS TWISTING ARMS AND KICKING ASS TO GET PEOPLE TO PAY ATTENTION. THERE ARE MANY OTHER WAYS YOU CAN GO ABOUT IT BUT ITS REALLY YOUR CHOICE IN HOW YOU HANDLE IT. WHATEVER IT IS THAT MAYBE THE CHINK IN THE CHAIN. WHAT IVE DECIDED TO DO IS TELL WHAT I FEEL RIGHT THEN SO PEOPLE WILL KNOW WHAT KIND PERSON THEY ARE DEALING WITH. FROM THERE ITS UP TO THEM IF THEY COME TO TERMS WITH ME BECAUSE IT WONT MAKE A DIFFERENCE IN THE END IF THEY ARE NOT LISTENING IN THE FIRST PLACE. WHAT GOOD IT WILL DO YOU FOR YOU PERSONALLY IF JUST GIVE IT TO THEM STRAIGHT AND DIRECT. FEAR SHOULDNT BE AN OPTION TO NOT EXPRESS WHATS ON YOUR HEART. I CANT

When I Close My Eyes
I close my eyes to imagine The touch of your hand I want you so badly Cant you understand I feel my fingers slide They caresse my naked skin My thoughts are with you And they are filled with sin Thinking of the distance When will you be here Dream of you closer And of you beeing near Still with my eyes closed I kindly bite my lips Wish that this was your hands Caressing the skin on my hips If you where on top of me I would feel you breathe And i wouldnt need to guide you You would take the lead A moan escapes my mouth And it makes me open my eyes In my dream you where just here But that was just lies You are still so far So i turn into hide Im going back to dreams Where i got you by my side

When I Look Into Your Eyes
When I look into your eyes I see you When I look into you eyes I see all the things you do When I look into your eyes I see just how beautiful you are When I look into your eyes I am with you no matter how near or far When I look into your eyes I see a love that I strong and true When I look into your eyes I realize just how much I love you When I look into you eyes I see a love that will never break When I look in to your eyes I see an angel undercover When I look into your eyes, I see my best friend and lover When I look into you eyes and run my fingers through your hair I just want you to know that no matter where I am or where you are, I will always be there.

Whenever Matter Gets Ruined
When any matter gets ruined When any difficulty arises You give me companionship, oh friend There is no one, there was no one In my life aside from you You give me companionship, oh friend As long as the night is moonlit, everyone gives company But you don't let go of my hand in darkness When any matter gets ruined When any difficulty arises You give me companionship, oh friend Those intentions of faithfulness, we will obey vows As long as even one breath of life is within our control My heart now believes we had met sometime before also This is a link of centuries, it's not a matter of today When any matter gets ruined When any difficulty arises You give me companionship, oh friend There is no one, there was no one In my life aside from you You give me companionship, oh friend

When America Goes Down
When America Goes Down When the quick and grinning fire burns our epitaph on ice, When the mad seas breach the ramparts, And demand we pay the price; Will our 'twained lives split asunder? Will our love submerge and drown? Will we cling tight through the thunder as America goes down? When the fungal growth that's fastened on our cities lifts and flies, When the pioneering spirit of our forebears falls and dies; Will we still lie curled together in our broken marriage bed? Will our love still be forever when america is dead? While the parasite is eating through our sweet and happy dream, While the nightmare is descending, And the sleeper cannot scream; While the night is washed with creeping In all shades of black and brown, Will you wash my wounds by weeping While this land of ours goes down? When the rising god of history starts to beat the drums of doom, When this rich and diverse culture seals its democratic tomb; Will we march along in sorrow with a dumb, fu

When It's Time To Start Cussing
/A 6 year old and a 4 year old are upstairs in their bedroom. 'You know what?' says the 6 year old.. 'I think it's about time we started cussing.'/ /The 4 year old nods his head in approval./ /The 6 year old / /continues, 'When we go downstairs for breakfast, I'm gonna say something with hell and you say something with ass.'/ /The 4 year old agrees with enthusiasm./ /When the mother walks into the kitchen and asks the 6 year old what he wants for breakfast, he replies, 'Aw, Hell, Mom, I guess I'll have some Cheerios.' // / /WHACK! He flies out of his chair, tumbles across the kitchen floor, gets up, and runs upstairs crying his eyes out, with his // //mother in hot pursuit, slapping his rear with every step. His //mom locks him in his room and shouts, 'You can stay there //until I let you out!'/ /She then comes back downstairs, looks at the 4 year old and asks

When I Cry... Whoa This One Is Weird... Even For Me
You cry, I scream, Torture inside, Of me, Tough me, I scream, For help, You’re at, My door, At night, I see, Your face, Haunts me, Can’t breathe, Help me, I scream, Torture inside, Of me, Tough me, I scream, When you, Touch me, I freeze, Hit me, I scream, You yell, I cry, I die, Don’t cry, I scream, Torture inside, Of me, Tough me, I scream, When you, Hold me, Tell me, You only, Love me, I cry, I know, You’re gone, And then, I cry, You cry, I scream, Torture inside, Of me, Tough me, Can’t breathe, You’re not, Here when, I cry.

When I'm With You
When I'm with you, eternity is a step away, my love continues to grow, with each passing day. This treasure of love, I cherish within my soul, how much I love you... you'll never really know. You bring a joy to my heart, I've never felt before, with each touch of your hand, I love you more and more. Whenever we say goodbye, whenever we part, know I hold you dearly, deep inside my heart. So these seven words, I pray you hold true, "Forever And Always, I Will Love You."

When I Said I Do
These times are troubled and these times are good And they're always gonna be, they rise and they fall We take 'em all the way that we should Together you and me forsaking them all Deep in the night and by the light of day It always looks the same, true love always does And here by your side, or a million miles away Nothin's ever gonna change the way that I feel, The way it is, is the way that it was When I said I do, I meant that I will 'til the end of all time Be faithful and true, devoted to you That's what I had in mind when I said I do Well this old world keeps changin', and the world stays the same For all who came before, and it goes hand and hand Only you and I can undo all that we became That makes us so much more, than a woman and a man And after everything that comes and goes around Has only passed us by, here alone in our dreams I know there's a lonely heart in every lost and found But forever you and I will be the ones Who found out what forever mea

When& Where
WHERE ITS AT TOMORROW NITE IS @ THE ALLEY IN CARTERSVILLE GA. THATS WHERE I'M GONNA BE! SAT.NITE OCT.25 2008. THE ALLEY IN CARTERSVILLE. GREAT LOCAL BAND...LUCAS MCCAIN IS ROCKIN THE HOUSE. I'LL BE THERE AFTER I CHECK OUT THE PUNCHLINE! SO IF ANY FUBIES ARE IN THE NEIGHBOREHOOD GO TO THE ALLEY & LETS PARTY! PEACE~LOVE&LAUGHTER TO ALL! KIM

When You Care To A Fault
When you care to a fault, You no longer look at the surface of an individual, You look at their potential. You don't see them for what they can do, You see them for what they could be. When you care to a fault, You disregard yourself for their well-being. Your acts of selflessness caiter to their best interests. You do without in order for them to have abundance. You go the extra mile to push them a step forward. When you care to a fault, Their success is your food. Their happiness is your water. Their comfortability is your sleep. And their growth is your smile. When you care to a fault, What's yours is theirs. What's theirs is theirs. What they do not have will be theirs, And their wish is your command. When you care to a fault, Your health begins to waver. You don't sleep well. Your appetite drops. Your mind plays tricks. When you care to a fault, You run yourself into the ground. You're quick to anger and slow to forgive. You are never satisfie

When I Was A Child
When I was a child Strawberry Ice cream Was made with a pound Of sugar and real Strawberries When I was a child The clothes hung On a line outside to dry And smelled of mom’s Twenty-mule team When I was a child Strength of Character was One can of spinach Away When I was a child My hero was A masked man Who carried guns and Had an indigent Indian as a friend When I was a child Sexual awakenings Were defined by A magazine centerfold And a right hand When I was a child Women were to Be bare foot, Pregnant and unhappy Now that I am a man I struggle to cast Off my childish ways But strawberry Ice Cream Still is my favorite

When Old Love Met
WHILE LOST IN MY MIND I DABBLE WITH TIME WHEN A PAIR MEET MY STARE IN THAT INSTANCE MY MIND PAUSED FOR A SECOND WHAT WAS I THINKING BEFORE I SAW THOSE EYES BLINKING MY MIND IS RACING MY BODY IS SHAKING MY THOUGHTS ARE CHAOTIC I WANT TO DO SOMETHING EROTIC HOW CAN THAT BE ALL YOU DID WAS LOOK AT ME WHEN DID I REALIZE THAT YOU HAD ME MESMORIZED IN MY MIND I HAD DOUBTS WHEN DID THEY COME OUT MY LOVE FOR YOU WILL ALWAYS BE TRUE

When A Girl/boy Says...
When a girl says she likes you, she wants you to ask her out. When a girl misses u, she's afraid to see how your new girl looks, she's dreading the fact thatur nothers anymore When u break a girls heart, she still feels it when bumping heads 3 years later When a girl just stares deep into your eyes, she's HOPING that your hers and only hers ( it shows how much she cares: eyes never lie) When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind. When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply. When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions,she is wondering how long you will be around. When a girl answers, "I'm fine, " after a few seconds,she is not at all fine. When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are so wonderful. When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever. When a girl says, "I'll love you forever, " she means it. When a girl says that she can't live without you,she h

When I Think About You
When I think about you; my mind begins to wonder in the memories we have shared. Sometimes I sit and stare at your picture. My eyes start to galze as I get lost. Lost in the thought of when ?I? will see you again; when I will hold you in my arms and hope I never have to let go. Letting go is the worst feeling but knowing I will come back to you makes it worth everyday apart. So the moments I spend with you I cherish as if its the last I'll every see you. Each kiss is a kiss of passion and every look will photographed into my mind so; When I think about you.....

When It Hurt's
Can you take me telling you the truth When I know the situation is shadiest But my girl, will you... Believe when I say I knew that you be tripping So I slept out in my ride in the driveway So before we get into the things that we shouldn't do I'm a need your undivided attention Cause it's fantasies and reality Baby which one are we living in, oh When it hurts, will we still be The same two lovers All over each other When it hurts, will we still see What we got together Promise that we'll never Never ever be Temporary (Not Another) Ordinary (Uh uh) We should change people's definition of love So forget what you heard The only way that this will work Is if you love me when it hurts Can you love when it hurts I don't wanna blend in With every other relationship that be falling in and out girl (Not us) I knew that I tripped Cause every time we argued I think about having someone on the side girl So before we get into the thin

When You're Gone
When You're Gone I always needed time on my own I never thought I'd need you there when I cry And the days feel like years when I'm alone And the bed where you lie is made up on your side When you walk away I count the steps that you take Do you see how much I need you right now When you're gone The pieces of my heart are missing you When you're gone The face I came to know is missing too When you're gone The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok I miss you I've never felt this way before Everything that I do reminds me of you And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do When you walk away I count the steps that you take Do you see how much I need you right now We were made for each other Out here forever I know we were, yeah All I ever wanted was for you to know Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul I can hardly breathe I need to feel you he

When Tomorrow Starts Without Me
When Tomorrow Starts Without Me When tomorrow starts without me, and I'm not there to see; If the sun should rise and find your eyes all filled with tears for me; I wish so much you wouldn't cry the way you did today, while thinking of the many things we didn't get to say. I know how much you love me, as much as I love you, And each time you think of me I know you'll miss me too; But when tomorrow starts without me, please try to understand, that an angel came and called my name and took me by the hand, And said my place was ready in heaven far above and that I'd have to leave behind all those I dearly love. But as I turned to walk away, a tear fell from my eye, for all life, I'd always thought I didn't want to die. I had so much to live for and so much yet to do, it seemed almost impossible that I was leaving you . I thought of all the yesterdays, the good ones and the bad, I thought of all the love we shared and all the fun we had. If I could relive yesterday

When Promises Made . . . Were Broken
Yesterday's goals, dim memories. Dark saddened eyes, blurring with tears. Painful scars borne; Love's history. Futures crumble when doubt appears. No brightly lit hope envisioned, When following after harsh words. Hurt soul splits in twain, partitioned. Swooned by appeal - when numbness lured. Apologies made, never bought. Price paid turned out far too costly. Though never known what would be wrought - Must walk into the night softly. One wish, only to be released. Granted - now receive this token. Words written in rhyme, love's deceased. When promises made . . . were broken

When First I Looked Into Your Eyes
When first I looked into your eyes each breath became a thousand sighs. My heart drummed out a thunder beat I glowed with joy from head to feet. The hand of love had touched my soul, as the bell of destiny began to toll. The tide of love began to rise, the world was filled with summer skies. My sodden clouds of cold and grey glowed with gold, then wisped away. A brilliant rainbow arched across, as waves of love began to toss. The air was filled with lovebird cries, when I first looked into your eyes. When I first looked into your eyes, all time and space were frozen And in that instant, I was shown a universe I had never known. I dwell there still, in Paradise, when I look into your eyes.

When It Hurts!!
It Hurts so Bad I know it hurts the pain in my chest the feeling of alone I know it hurts the pain in my heart I am feeling dead you said you loved me you said you cant live without me I know it hurts the pain in my chest the sickness in my head I know it hurts him kissing you him holding you I know it hurts It Hurts so Bad so please just let him/her aloose and let them be free so either one of them can have a life of there own.

When The Time You Spend With Them Is Quality Time, That's What They'll Remember
I hope Miss Fiona doesn’t object to quoting from a recent chat we had, but it words just right what I believe. There are moments every day I don’t know if what Martha or I do with the kids is quality – it’s certainly time, and while like any parents we’re not perfect, we are the best we can possibly be as God continues to make us to Sarah and Jeffrey. Now to recap the last four days, especially as the schoolchildren in our area are returning to class after a FIVE-day weekend! Friday was a snow day, Saturday and Sunday were … the weekend, Monday was a teacher planning day, and yesterday was Veterans Day. When Breanna stopped by with Grandma Sharon to pick up the kids and serve them all lunch at her house while Mary and I had to take in our cars for a long overdue oil change, she said she’d love another day off. I sardonically said to that thirteen-year-old, “Shut up.” Trust me, our family’s self-esteem is not easy to dent or wreck that way. Starting with yesterday, I was surpri

When I Look In The Mirror
I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN THICK. EVER SINCE I HAD KIDS I HAVE NOT BEEN ABLE TO LOSE MY WEIGHT. I KNOW I AM FAT. I HAVE TO LOOK AT MYSELF EVERYDAY IN THE MIRROR. I HAVE NEVER NEVER NEVER LOOKED AT ANY ONE AND THOUGHT ANYTHING BAD ABOUT THEM BECAUSE THEY WERE BIG OR SMALL. I KNOW NOT ALL MEN OR WOMEN LIKE BIG GIRLS. I HAVE NEVER CARED THAT I WAS FAT TILL THIS DAY. I HAD SOMEONE CALL ME FAT ASS AND U HAVE NO IDEA HOW IT FEELS. I AM SO CRUSHED. I DO NOT PRETND TO BE SOMETHING I AM NOT. I JUST WISH PEOPLE WOULD THINK ABOUT OTHERS BEFORE THEY OPENED THEIR BIG FUCKING MOUTHS.

When I Sleep
when i sleep,i dream of you,and all the things we used to do,all the tears and all the smiles,loving you was all worth while,you filled the hole,inside my heart,and when you left me,it all came apart,the world around me,came crashing down,all i could hear was this echoing sound___ (woman laughing) I can still hear your voice,inside of my head,and everything,that you've said,you were the light,in my hour of darkness,you lifted me higher than i've ever been,the love you gave me, can't be messured,loving you,was such a pleaure, When I sleep You're all that I see when I sleep cause you still matter to me when I sleep I can feel you in my dreams (solo) am I nothing,am I invisible,don't I matter,to you at all,tell me,tell me, do you see me,when you close your eyes,am I ever on your mind, why did you leave me,how could you do me this way,your my addiction,running through my veins, When I

When I Opened My Eyes
When I Opened My Eyes I wanted to shut them quickly I wanted my eyes to close forever The visions I now have are poison Memories of us are crumbling Changed to see new things Watching you let someone else in Pushing me away in my own memories Events that did happen Now bring heartache I watch you run too him All that I know just destroys me Yet My Heart can’t let you go Your pictures on my walls remain In the dead of the night I stare I dream and hope and wish Even though I know I’m a fool There is no us just me There never really was us You were gone I was Alone When I Opened My Eyes

When You See My Face I Hope It Gives You Hell....
monday morning....i can already tell its going to be a fucked up day. work schedule 6am-3pm...got to work at 630 am. so yah i was a little pissed about being late.. then i got in trouble for having my phone out and I was FUCKING furious. well then I spent most of my fucking lunch break on hold with my gay ass insurance company. Trying to figure out when my bill was due. Then, I had a message on myspace from my lame ass exboyfriend Nick, who fucked me over hardcore..I'm not TALKING to you douche bag!!! grrrr then to top it ALL off...im sick... GOD DAMN!!!!!!! grrrrrr.....i need a cigarette and my stupid break is not until 12:30. Im fucking pissed off today... I wanna get fucked up and pass out... thats what I wanna do tonight..

When You Lose Someone It Makes You Look At Life And Who Is In Charge?
You know someone told me that they believe in GOD. Ok that is their right. Someone once told me there is no GOD. Ok that is their right. Then I thought about it and I believe that there is A GOD.. maybe not what most people think of as GOD but there is someone that watches out for the people here...OK OK you ask me well then how come children die. How come good people die. How come people have to suffer. I have been thinking alot about this over the last year since my mom was taken from me quite suddenly. WHY?! What am I suppose to do without her? Why did she have to die? Why was I not there when she went? Why is (my) GOD taking her from me and my children? Why did he make it so my daughter had to be the one home with her when it happend? What does it all mean? THEN!! I worked thru most of it and here is what I have come up with. Since (my) GOD is the only one that can give me the answers then he is the one I have to ask. So I did, and here is what I have been told (figativly).

**when A Girl & In Da Closet**(dirty Secrets)
**WHEN A GIRL & IN DA CLOSET**(DIRTY SECRETS) When a GIRL is quiet ... millions of things are running in her mind. When a GIRL is not arguing ... she is thinking deeply. When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions ... she is wondering how long you will be around. When a GIRL answers " I'm fine " after a few seconds ... she is not at all fine. When a GIRL stares at you ... she is wondering why you are lying. When a GIRL lays on your chest ... she is wishing for you to be hers forever. When a GIRL wants to see you everyday... she wants to be pampered. When a GIRL says " I love you " ... she means it. When a GIRL says " I miss you " ... no one in this world can miss you more than that. Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person .... Find a guy ... who calls you beautiful instead of hot. who calls you back when you hang up on him. who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who ... kisses your forehead. Who wants to show

When You're Not Here
When you're not here. I lose sight of my self when you're not here. I'm lonely as can be when your not here. I have no one to talk to except myself when you're not here. I can't think or create when you're not here. I'll just never be happy when you're not here. I'm missing my heart when you're not here. I've lost my soul when you're not here. I can never just be when you're not here. I'm useless as can be when you're not here. I miss you so much I want to cry I wish you were here. I need you so much oh how I wish you were here. How I love you so much I wish you were here.

When I Long For Death...
No words linger. There were none. The gleeful laughter that wafted into my door caused me to wonder, you must delight in this? Of course, what fair judgment can be made? The nepotism of it all seems only outweighed by the staggering apathy and indifference. So here now is the nothing. Oblivious to regret, the water rises above your eyes. My spirit awaiting that freedom awakening to see there is none here. Vainglorious disregard would not serve to awaken in me the peace that I crave. The mind is sharp and thoughts are focused. The pain of abandonment fades quickly into a deftly realized truth. I am moved. Not to a deity nor to prayer. It would seem you condemned me to solitude. The silence reassures me that indeed there is nothing. Words seep through the cracks of my disdain. Poetic sympathies meant to ail my waning heart and grant me hope that tomorrow comes the possibility of a future worthy of my pursuit. But such things are words, are they not? They are th

When You Say Good-bye
When You Say Good-bye When do you say good-bye To those you’ve held most dear? How do you end a relationship When it’s become unclear? When do you say good-bye When old friendships die? And when you say good-bye, Are you allowed a tear? Will there ever be a time When the fences can be mended? When forgiveness can be found With those you had befriended? Will there be a time, Maybe one last time, Just a tiny, brief moment Before all has ended? Or perhaps it might be best To let the friendship die. Let it wither and fade away And accept the silence as good-bye. Perhaps this is best; To forget all the rest And learn to set your sights Upon a distant day. 12-30-98

When I Am In Heaven
When I am in Heaven When I am in Heaven, I am in complete control. Hasan promised Paradise; Did he imagine this? Did he see houri dancing? Long legged Nymphs and rich intoxicants? When I am in Heaven, I am in complete control. 1-22-99

When I Left Levi ( My Ex - Was With Him For 26 Months). We Had A Soap Opera Life.
My convo with my ex, this is when we broke up. I left him. This was on 11.17.08 ( he took it a lot better then I thought he would. He always said that he was my soul mate and couldn’t live with out me. Wonder if that was a lie ) Me : It does thanks. My bday was so good that there is no words to describe it, thats how good it was. And i'm doing so much better since you and i are not together. No offense to you, its just the drama is gone, i'm taking care ok ky better and i'm so much happier. So up being only friends and nothing more is perfect. You do realize that you and i will never be together again under any circumstance right? And if you cant deal i'm sorry. Just walk away now and have a good life. Him : wells thats good I plan on moving out of state as soon as most of my bills are paid off. in a couple of years. so i'll probly not be in touch when I leave. Me : I dont want you to keep in touch then or now. I'm moving on with my life. You should to. Him : ok have a

When It Rains, It Pours!
If it ain't one thing, it's another! Early Sunday morning, Joey and I decided to take Andrew out to breakfast at Denny's after he got out of work. We all were starving and looking forward to feeding our bellies with not so healthy food. LOL As we pulled up to a stop sign at the end of the exit ramp (which is only about half a mile from Denny's) Joey made a comment about how heavy the traffic was for being 12:30am. All of the sudden, our Blazer got hit from behind by another Blazer! We all had our belts on, thank God!, but Joey and I got thrown forward. Andrew did also, but didn't seem to be affected by it. Joey and the other driver pulled up onto the overpass so as not to block the exit ramp, and he and Andrew got out of the car to check the damage and get the other driver's info. I was pretty shook up, and started having neck pain and pvc's. Andrew came back to me and took my pulse, checked my eyes, asked me questions to assess my alertness, and kept me as calm as he c

When A Man Loves A Woman
Hi,I'm an alcoholic. I've been sober for 184 days. I drank my first beer beer when I was nine years old. My father was an alcoholic, so my mother liked to blame my problem on his bad example, that way she could hurt us both at once. Anyway, I liked my beer and the ones that followed. And about a year ago I got drunk...and I couldn't stop. It's never quite happened like that before, and I still don't know why. I've lied to everyone I know, everyone I loved. I was ashamed, terrified and humiliated everyday. One day I got out of the shower, grabbed a towel and decided to go get the paper. It's a good thing no one saw me go out the door or at the curb, because i went out there with the towel in my hand. I know how lucky I've been. Because there were times I drove my little girls around just ripped out of my mind. One Saturday I took my baby girl on errands and when I got home I realized she wasn't with me. I had left her somewhere. And since I couldn't remember where I'd been, I had no ide

When Two Hesrts Meet
When two hearts meet When two hearts meet, Walls of concrete come tumbling down, Masses of iceberg disintegrate, slowly melting into streams of hope, meeting in fusion a ray of glow. When two hearts meet, All inhibitions are stripped away, Stark naked in human form,we stand and look, eyes lingering at the point of no return, where my world is built on clay and stones. When two hearts meet, Love finds a new meaning in my life, Joy and happiness fill my days and nights, peace seeps into the flow of the tide, heaven and earth meet in the glow of light. When two hearts meet... One heart,one beat,one life oh so sweet.

When Tomorrow Starts Without Me
When Tomorrow Starts Without Me I dedicate this to my sister in the lost of her Loving daughter and my niece "Clarissa" Love You. When tomorrow starts without me, and I’m not here to see, if the sun should rise and find your eyes all filled with tears for me. I wish so much you wouldn’t cry the way you did today, while thinking of the many things we didn’t get to say. I know how much you love me, as much as I love you. And each time you think of me, I know you’ll miss me too. But when tomorrow starts without me, please try to understand. That an angel came and called my name and took me by the hand and said my place was ready in heaven far above. And that I'd have to leave behind all those I dearly love. But as I turned to walk away, a tear fell from my eyes, for all my life I’d always thought I didn’t want to die. I had so much to live for and so much yet to do, it seemed almost impossible that I was leaving you. I thought of all the yesterdays, the good one

When I'm Gone
WHEN I’M GONE All the little things that I do lately, seems to make you mad someday you’ll think back of these things and be sad All the little things that work on your nerves, as the day is long someday you’ll realize that you deserved, when I’m gone All the little things just seem to cause you pain someday you’ll realize, I didn’t cause your rain All the little things you say I did wrong will be the things you miss most, when I’m gone All the little things that seem to make you blue someday will be the things that make you smile, when we’re through All the times you had to get the last word at the sound of the gong will seem so absurd, when I’m gone All the times you just had to play your song someday you’ll realize there was a place it didn’t belong All the times you did things that you knew were wrong someday maybe you’ll understand, when I’m gone All the times you just had to be right someday will seem dumb, when I’m out of sight All the times that

When Girls Dont Put Out
When girls don't put out!! This was written by a guy ... it's pretty damn smart. Girls -- Please have a sense of humor! I never quite figured out why the sexual urge of men and women differ so much. And I never have figured out the whole Venus and Mars thing. I have never figured out why men think with their head and women with their heart. FOR EXAMPLE: One evening last week, my girlfriend and I were getting into bed. Well, the passion starts to heat up, and she eventually says, 'I don't feel like it, I just want you to hold me.' I said, 'WHAT??!! What was that?!' So she says the words that every boyfriend on the planet dreads to hear... 'You're just not in touch with my emotional needs as a woman enough for me to satisfy your physical needs as a man.' She responded to my puzzled look by saying, 'Can't you just love me for who I am and not what I do for you in the bedroom?' Realizing that nothing was going to happen that night, I went to sleep.

When Change Is Good...
I SAY THIS WITH PRIDE. I DO THINGS IN MY LIFE THAT MANY PEOPLE DONT FEEL COMFORTABLE WITH. NOW I DONT SEE HOW MY HABITS WILL EFFECT SOMEONE ELSE THAT DONT KNOW ME AND PROBABLY WILL NEVER KNOW WHO I REALLY AM. THE ONLY TIME I FEEL THAT CHANGE SHOULD OCCUR IS WHEN SOMETHING PIVITOL AND EARTH SHATTERING HAPPENS. THATS THE ONLY ANYONE WILL EVER CHANGE. IM NOT HERE TO CHANGE THE WORLD. IM HERE WITH A PURPOSE AND NOTHING MJRE. WHAT I DO TO MYSELF HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH ANYONES LIFE. WHEN SOMEONE FINDS OUT YOUR DOING ONE THING THEY HATE THE MOST THEY CUT YOU OFF LIKE YOU NEVER EXISISTED. SO TAKE HEED TO WHAT IM SAYING. CHANGE FOR YOURSELF AND DONT EXPECT EVERYONE TO BE PERFECT. IF SOMEONE THINKS I NEED TO STOP DOING WHAT IVE BEEN DOING BEFORE I MET THEM IN ORDER TO KEEP THEIR FRIENDSHIP. THEY OBVIOUSLY NEED TO BE LEFT ALONE PERIOD.

When You Thought I Wasn't Looking
WHEN YOU THOUGHT I WASN'T LOOKING A message every adult should read because children are watching you and doing as you do, not as you say. When you thought I wasn't looking I saw you hang my first painting on the refrigerator, and I immediately wanted to paint another one. When you thought I wasn't looking I saw you feed a stray cat, and I learned that it was good to be kind to animals. When you thought I wasn't looking I saw you make my favorite cake for me, and I learned that the little things can be the special things in life. When you thought I wasn't looking I heard you say a prayer, and I knew that there is a God I could always talk to, and I learned to trust in Him. When you thought I wasn't looking I saw you make a meal and take it to a friend who was sick, and I learned that we all have to help take care of each other. When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw you give of your time and money to help people who had nothing, and I learned that those

When Fubar And Real Life Collide
1775, 1812, 1861, 1898, 1917, 1941, 1945, 1956, 1980, 1991, 1998, 2001, 2003 Do these numbers mean anything to you? Well they mean something to us, and they mean something to the thousands of American Soldiers that fought, the American Soldiers that continue to fight and to the families that lost their moms, dads, sons, daughters, wives and husbands. These numbers represent the dates that America’s bravest, strongest and most honorable men and women traded in their jeans, dresses, sandals and baseball caps for Military fatigues and combat boots. These are the dates that Our American Heroes answered the call of duty. The dates that these outstanding men and women set out to fulfill their oath to protect our freedom and defend our homeland. These are the dates that our Soldiers said goodbye to their families, some never to return. As the Holiday Season approaches and you are planning Christmas dinners, hopping from store to store buying up your holiday gifts and sending out

When!!!
At what point do you stop holding out hope, at what time can you safely say that there is indeed no going back. We have all, at some point been in just that situation, unsure of how and when to let go and move on…is it the right thing to do, do you hold on to the smallest part of hope that what you have desired and wished for will again come true, will once more be there for you to treasure and hold true to you…… Do we really ever let go, or is it there in the back of our minds, giving us the occasional nudge every now and again, just to remind us just how we do feel, then it is up to us as to how we handle it at that time and mostly we reflect for a while then tuck it back in the depths of our mind once again…….until the next time……..does it get easier to handle each time…who knows…it’s a personal thing…some handle and deal well with it…….others, not so well. For me, I tend to think I can handle things like that pretty well but I have been told very often that I have

When Fubar And Real Life Collide...(from Bully By Dawn)
1775, 1812, 1861, 1898, 1917, 1941, 1945, 1956, 1980, 1991, 1998, 2001, 2003 Do these numbers mean anything to you? Well they mean something to us, and they mean something to the thousands of American Soldiers that fought, the American Soldiers that continue to fight and to the families that lost their moms, dads, sons, daughters, wives and husbands. These numbers represent the dates that America’s bravest, strongest and most honorable men and women traded in their jeans, dresses, sandals and baseball caps for Military fatigues and combat boots. These are the dates that Our American Heroes answered the call of duty. The dates that these outstanding men and women set out to fulfill their oath to protect our freedom and defend our homeland. These are the dates that our Soldiers said goodbye to their families, some never to return. As the Holiday Season approaches and you are planning Christmas dinners, hopping from store to store buying up your holiday gifts and sendin

When Fubar & Real Life Collide (a Bully By Dawn)
1775, 1812, 1861, 1898, 1917, 1941, 1945, 1956, 1980, 1991, 1998, 2001, 2003 Do these numbers mean anything to you? Well they mean something to us, and they mean something to the thousands of American Soldiers that fought, the American Soldiers that continue to fight and to the families that lost their moms, dads, sons, daughters, wives and husbands. These numbers represent the dates that America’s bravest, strongest and most honorable men and women traded in their jeans, dresses, sandals and baseball caps for Military fatigues and combat boots. These are the dates that Our American Heroes answered the call of duty. The dates that these outstanding men and women set out to fulfill their oath to protect our freedom and defend our homeland. These are the dates that our Soldiers said goodbye to their families, some never to return. As the Holiday Season approaches and you are planning Christmas dinners, hopping from store to store buying up your holiday gifts and sending out

When I First Laided Eyes On Her
Hey Fu Land, Hey How You doing lately??? Well I am doing So Much Better. I have alot of peronsal issuse going on in my life and I finally haven't been so stressed lately and I am starting to do better for my self in my life. The Biggest Thing That has happend to me recently is I have Met the Most Amazing Woman in the World. I Met Her Back In Novemeber and Her and I have been talking for a few weekds now. When I first ever laided eyes on her, on fubar. Yes Fubar, But Hey who gives a shit right? As long as you guys are happy and Love eachother for who they truely are That's all it should matter Right? Well Anyways back to what I was saying, I Met her on Fubar, We exchange yim names an ect ya know lmao. But She Is very very beauitful an Her personality is 100% Just Like Me To a T. She Has The Most Beauitful Smile. She's The Most Caring Person I have Met, She Totally understands Me and Doesn't ever Judge Me for who I am. She Very Charming, wonderful, IN EVERY WAY POSSIABLE.

When Tomarrow Starts Without Me
When tomorrow starts without me, And I'm not there to see; If the sun should rise and find your eyes All filled with tears for me; I wish so much you wouldn't cry The way you did today, While thinking of the many things, We didn't get to say. I know how much you love me, As much as I love you, And each time that you think of me, I know you'll miss me too; But when tomorrow starts without me, Please try to understand, That an angel came and called my name, And took me by the hand, And that I'd have to leave behind All those I dearly love. But as I turned to walk away, A tear fell from my eye, For all my life, I'd always thought, I didn't want to die. I had so much to live for, So much yet to do, It seemed almost impossible, That I was leaving you. I thought of all the yesterdays, The good ones and the bad, I thought of all the love we shared, And all the fun we had. If I could relive yesterday, Just even for awhile, I'd say good-bye and kiss you

When Is Fuck Acceptable?
When is FUCK Acceptable? There are only eleven times in history where the "F" word has been considered acceptable for use. They are as follows: 11. "What the FUCK do you mean, we are sinking?" -- Capt. E.J. Smith of RMS Titanic, 1912 10. "What the FUCK was that?" -- Mayor Of Hiroshima , 1945 9. "Where did all those FUCKING Indians come from?" -- Custer, 1877 8. "Any FUCKING idiot could understand that." -- Einstein, 1938 7. "It does so FUCKING look like her!" -- Picasso, 1926 6. "How the FUCK did you work that out?" -- Pythagoras, 126 BC 5. "You want WHAT on the FUCKING ceiling?" -- Michelangelo, 1566 4. "Where the FUCK are we?" -- Amelia Earhart, 1937 3. "Scattered FUCKING showers, my ass!" -- Noah, 4314 BC 2. "Aw c'mon. Who the FUCK is going to find out?" -- Bill Clinton, 1998 1. "Geez, I didn't think they'd get this FUCKING mad!" -- Saddam Hussein, 2003

Whenever . Wherever . Whatever .
My smiles reflect the love you give and continue to give me. My laughter carries all the joy you have shared with me. The sparkle in my eyes shines brighter with the thought of you in my life. I dream and dance and sing and love and share and learn and grow better because you are a part of my soul. When I think of how much I love you . . . . well you have not asked, but the following is how you make me feel. whenever, wherever, whatever. I feel like taking deeper breaths and trying to taste the air to make sure what I have is real. I feel like tossing my head back and laughing until I think I no longer can . . . and then doing it again. I feel like I was given a gift no one else in the world has . . . and although I want to share it . . . I want to keep it even more. I feel like I would surely be dancing instead of walking should others not think me crazy. I feel safe in your arms . . . untouchable really. I feel like your skin underneath my fingertips and your hair in m

When Tommorow Starts Without Me
A DEDICATION TO THE MOST AMAZING WOMAN TO EVER GRACE THE EARTH... MY MOTHER. VIVIAN MAUDE BURDICK-GOEBEL NOVEMBER 26TH 1940 - APRIL 25TH 2008 I'LL LOVE YOU FOREVER MOMMA. ---- When tomorrow starts without me, and I'm not there to see; If the sun should rise and find your eyes, all filled with tears for me; I wish so much you wouldn't cry, the way you did today, while thinking of the many things, we didn't get to say. I know how much you love me, as much as I love you, and each time that you think of me, I know you'll miss me too; But when tomorrow starts without me, please try to understand, that an Angel came and called my name, and took me by the hand, and said my place was ready, in heaven far above, and that I'd have to leave behind, all those I dearly love. But as I turned to walk away, a tear fell from my eye, for all life, I'd always thought, I didn't want to die. I had so much to live for, so much yet to do, it seemed almost impossible,

When It's Time To Go To Bed, It's Time To Go To Bed
Sarah’s one-liner upon our getting home from last night’s Singing Christmas Tree and after eating what we bought at McDonald’s just cuts to the quick! Both Martha and I would have loved some extra shut-eye, but she had to work at Wal-Mart today and I’m not quite the deep sleeper unless I have to be. Today is my thirty-seventh birthday, but I got my presents last night when we got home from Minot First Assembly of God’s annual Christmas choir singing and dramatic presentation. It’s a lot of fun and very poignant without being preachy. Last night what especially struck me after I arrived since the kids were already there with their aunt Mary, Martha’s parents Robert and Sharon, and their aunt Margaret and her three kids. After Sarah saw me arrive (Martha worked late shift at Wal-Mart) she wanted to come with me instead of stay in the church nursery with Jeffrey, Josceline, and the other kids. On one trip back from the bathroom – and she asked me to go both times, that’s a plus –

When I Was (very Personal. Plz No Hateful Comments)
When I Was... When I was three years old, I lived without my mom. I remember waking up one morning, And all her stuff was gone. When I was four years old, She left me to my doom. She would leave me with her boyfriend, And he would take me to his room. When I was five years old, In weather that was oh so cold. She would lock us outside, You were bad was all we were told. When I was ten years old, Cooking is what I learned. My mother wouldn't get up to feed us, And I ended up severely burned. When I was thirteen years old, I had to move to a new place. I was always picked on, They told me I was a disgrace. When I was fourteen years old, I layed on that hard prison cell bed, "Don't make plans to go home" Was all the officer said When I was sixteen years old, I tried drugs for the first time. Never knew I'd become addicted, I always thought I'd be fine. When I was seventeen years old, I tried to cut through my vein. I wanted it all to stop, I

When The Rain Falls
When The Rain falls Current mood: handsome Category: Writing and Poetry When the rain starts falling it is to God I start calling. Doubt overshadows my mind, but it is God's peace then I find. My life sometimes I don't understand, but I know my life is in the masters hands. The rain beats against my house yet I am still standing strong. I know by God's grace and mercy I shall carry on. Some battles I may lose, but the war has been won by choosing Jesus God's only son. No longer do I run I just run to the alter and claim my victory. Today is the day I choose Jesus to break the chains that have imprisioned me. Today is the day I choose Jesus, the life, the truth, the only way. He is the same yesterday, today, and forever.

When Two Worlds Collide
When two hearts beat as one can love still be undone or is it more likly that the world will move on never changing but rearranging to make room for these two for the sound of true love it deafens us all and just when we think our backs to the wall love comes a knocking it beckons us all we fight it and fight it but in the end we all fall when two worlds collide the sound we here is another unbreaking both people giving yet neither one taking love has been born for the world to see it happens to you it has happened to me.i know that im loved i have not a single doubt but i wish she was as willing to say with a shout I love you Michael and you I cant live with out. i would tell the whole world for she deserves the world to know.... but if she cant do the same maybe she wants me to let her go.

When I Get You
when i get you home we get them lights down low cuz we both feel like makin love you yez no clothez on throwin wrecclezz love sexxxually eruption all over the bed during tracc 5 & 11 gettin rodeo on that azz playin hide & seek wit every stroke i wanna be all in it hit it hit it hit it hit it that shit be poppin it be just like you 2 say i wouldnt break the brakez off that keep grindin on me thiz guy want you 2 give me that shit

When Love Captures The Heart
When love captures the heart make sure its for keeps and not for a minute for life with out love is not how its meant to be but love is for life though all eterntity,sheding light on whislting pipes and lifes tremendos sprinkling happiness thats so true. With speical quailites and enquities through termoil or happiness this sprinkling of angels dust is true with every speical heart a tune will play for each day and trips to have made in places so wonderus as these will be in a feild of true dreames with thee. In the arms of one's love spreading out to each other and kisses that fills the air asun above In an emotion or two will last through time its self with out adoubt for all can see through eyes not them left on the shelf. Showing alasting love and eternaity with a mind of a conshuois thought through roses and mirrors we gave to each one so happily in our words of marriage and children to we all give this to each so true. In many days that come and pass this will always last wi

When I Close My Eyes
When I Close My Eyes I see a smile that is so cheering I see lips that are so teasing I see eyes that are so bright and pleasing I see a face that is so sexy I feel like I've known you forever Except I haven't met you ever I've fallen in love with the unknown Please reach out and toss me a bone When I Close My Eyes I hear words that are so touching I hear a voice that is so passionate I hear a laugh that is so warming I hear a heart beat that is so loving I want to know the person I've gotten to know I want to see the person I haven't seen I want to feel what my heart has felt before I want to meet the person I still haven't met When I Close My Eyes I see hands that are so soothing I see arms that are so strong and protecting I see a chest that is so relaxing I see a lap that is so comforting I see a body that is so giving Do you walk the walk The way you talk the talk With me are you true When we talk about you I have fallen in love with you I thought you

When
When Tired and worn Weary soul Hidden behind Leather and scars Broad shoulders Carrying worlds Not my own Nerve of courage Feeding swarms of Parasitic performers in Characterized friendships Angelic heart Forgotten and unnoticed In the treads Of boot heels Thoughts wonder To lingering question When will Ancient hands Guided by love Skin flesh from soul Carry me back To start again?

When I Rise
When I Rise For now my grave will suffice Though I will have no warmth I will be shielded from pain The darkness almost comforts Bringing a sense of peace Though it may drive me insane My Angel has distanced herself Once again my heart cracks How do we end up in this place? My love seems a burden to her Instead of embracing it She simply turns her face I wish I could erase myself Or just reset my life Maybe life would be different then I would probably be in the same situation The same circumstances surrounding I would still be an inkless pen I am so hurting and tired now My body weakened and frail I will try to close my eyes Maybe when the coma is over I will be a stronger man Hopefully I will, When I Rise

When It Rains It Poors..
Gosh Darn...U know they say when it rains it poors I am sooooo Upset I have been waiting all yr for the day after Christmas shopping just a ritual I do every year...So I go 2 Start it cause the cold kills me if you all dont know that by now..lol anyways it would not start sooo more stress and Hubby all pissed of course if something dont start we all are gonna get a little Td off so we come 2 find out the Fuel Pump is out YEAH......so no shopping...ugh =[ NOT IN THE BEST OF FUGGING MOODS OK....XOXO

When Gets A Chance
transfer all email to txt to ma sidekick access to net is light was skite it last night at reception drink a lil cant much mom is there lol i make funny faces so she think i dint know what it taste like lol beyonce was there in voice "shoulda put a ring on it" once i had floor all to ma self jst kickin it bride throw bouquet in the overhead lights so funny put pic in files second bouquet thrown lol so funny

When I Volunteer.....
i volunteer with deah row offenders as some of you now know. it's a hard battle with no light at the end of the tunnel for the time being. I have a time limit on my friendships and to save people's lives while still trying to somehow live my own. i've been writing articles and attorney letters all day and thought i'd share some of my work. today someone asked me if it was hard to befriend people i knew would be dead in short time. it is. trust me. but, as i told that person, i'm only shorting myself and them by acting like they're already dead. my op-ed article: As a criminal justice student, I find myself constantly questioning American justice. What happened to the pursuit of truth? To the rights and ideals set forth by our Constitution? It seems more and more that our society, as a whole, is much more interested in the pursuit of retribution. We are out for revenge in a modern day witch hunt with no help for the poor souls who stand in our path or get caught in our nets. C