Fubar Blog Posts 2

Whatever
All i know is that i feel so alone anymore,i start to talk to someone and then they dont talk to me,like i did something wrong when i know of nothing i did.And then there is family who say they are there for helping you, but then all they do is yell at you and fight with you, say things that hurt you. Why dose it seem like anymore all people are here to do is hurt other people and there feelings. I have so much love to give and no one wants it seem like family dont want my love friends dont want it, so why do i have it? Whatever

What Is A Men Whore?
Today i had a conversation to that one i fall badly.... to that one i care bunches.. Well everybody who was talking to me in the past or reading my profile....they knew i am want things working out with somebody i do know a long time now. I always thought or belived we can not be together and we also can not be without eitch other...we like cats and dogs...we laughed, fight and cryed in the past together...we try to support eitch other as much as we could...with him being deployed and now back in the states and me in germany. I try to watched his back as much as i could. I know for a men its hard to be without sex...but for an woman as well...lol...i understood and i took it that way...i was pretty open about that part... Well lets say it that way...i asked him few times before...would u like me doing the same things what u re doing? Would u like me to f.. around as muchest u do? His answer was no he would like that idea but he can not stop me... right he cant. But i know how bad

What Is Hemodialysis?
I thought I would write this blog in order for my friends to really understand what I am going thru and what happens to a person that has to be on Hemodialysis in order to stay alive until the transplant if that is what route they want to travel. So thank you for taking the time to read this and have a good one, feel free to share this with your friends here, because so many do not understand how or why one has to live on the dialyzer. Hemodialysis uses a machine to clean your blood. The dialysis machine has a filter on it called a hemodialyzer or dialyzer. The dialyzer works like an artificial kidney and removes the waste and the extra fluid that builds up when your kidneys are no longer working. In my case, I was born with Polycistic Kidney Disease and was only born with one, which was small. Hemodialysis ca

Whats For Dinner Tonight
Shrimp and Mushroom Linguini with Creamy Cheese Herb Sauce INGREDIENTS * 1 (8 ounce) package linguini pasta * 2 tablespoons butter * 1/2 pound fresh mushrooms, sliced * 1/2 cup butter * 2 cloves garlic, minced * 1 (3 ounce) package cream cheese * 2 tablespoons chopped fresh parsley * 3/4 teaspoon dried basil * 2/3 cup boiling water * 1/2 pound cooked shrimp DIRECTIONS 1. Bring a large pot of lightly salted water to a boil. Add linguini, and cook until tender, about 7 minutes. Drain. 2. Meanwhile, heat 2 tablespoons butter in a large skillet over medium-high heat. Add mushrooms; cook and stir until tender. Transfer to a plate. 3. In the same pan, melt 1/2 cup butter with the minced garlic. Stir in the cream cheese, breaking it up with a spoon as it melts. Stir in the parsley and basil. Simmer for 5 minutes. Mix in boiling water until sauce is smooth. Stir in cooked shrimp and mushrooms, and heat through. 4. Toss

What Am I To Do
I guess you came and got what you needed from me because now all is silenced. Not a word, not a sound from you do I hear. I look for you daily but you have disappeared from my life. Now what am I to do. You gave me your heart. I gave you mine. Now my heart is broken. Now what am I to do.

What Would You Do For A Friend/best Friend?
My question is simple. What would you do for a friend or best friend? To what extent would that friendship go? Would you give up something valuable for them or even family if there was conflict? Feel free to comment and give your opinion.

What Would You Do For A Bf/gf Or Spouse?
My question is this. If your BF/GF did not like a friend of yours and asked you to choose between them or your friend/best friend, would you dump your friend to save the relationship? Should you have to? Feel free to comment.

What Is Love
2-7-2001 What Is Love? How do you know what love is? Is it when you can't stop thinking about someone? When you are thinking about them before you go to bed? Then wake up thinking about them? Is it when you feel weak around someone? Not knowing what to say or do at first? Is it when you get butterflies in your stomach? When you feel lost without that someone? Is it when you feel whole when you are with that someone? When you get happy just to hear their voice or see their face? Are those things love? They may be. They may not be. Love will let you know when it comes.

What Makes A Guy Irrestable To So Many Women
i have been trying to figure what i say to women to make them go all gaga and want so much out of me ,, i have been trying to figure out for the life of me what itis that i say to make them this way ,,, is it cuz i am a good listener and that i ofer advice that only i know of cuz of lessons life taught me ,, but still this cant be the one thing women want ,,,, i mean most guys tell women what they want to hear but on the other hand i dont i tell them the truth is that so wrong of me ,,, if i think they r beautiful then i tell them if i think they r ugly i will tell them so ,,,, but still doesnt explain the factors of the women wanting to be with me andhave a releationship with me ,,, most of the women tell me that they r unworthy of a releationship but in the end i convince them that everyone is worthy of being loved ,,, is that such a crime ,,, and then on top of it all they r all trying to figure out what i say to make these girls think that i am there only chance at love and they h

What A Great Place!!
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What Do You Question ?
why is it, that you are never truly thankful, till you lost what you are thankful for? i once heard, when you say " i love you" that is your feeling. Which doesnt matter much at all. Its what you do that matters the most. No matter what the lie is, the other always knows the truth. And no matter how much it hurts, to always tell the truth. why is it, its the truth that never gets told. and when it does its like a volcano exploding. what is it we are all so afraid of ? we say we hate lies, but condone them. we want to hear the truth, but keep the silence. We want to talk about our feelings and find a resolution, no matter it be good or bad. But never do, and just ignore the facts. why is it we always settle and never reach and strive for our goals? do we think they are unattainable? and if we do why is it ? when before they were our dreams and we would of done anything to achieve them ? why is it we resist to be what our parents and grand parents and ancestors

What I Want
SO IM ON A BREAK AND I HAD SOMETHING SUDDENLY COME OVER ME...SO HERE IT IS MY DEEPEST THOUGHTS....THE TIME THAT I HAVE BEEN WITHOUT MY BOYFRIEND ..THE LOVE OF MY LIFE HAS BEEN DEFINATELY HARD BUT THE TIME I HAVE HAD ALONE I WAS ABLE TO REFLECT ON ALOT OF THINGS AND HERES WHAT I FIGURED OUT...I BELONG TO ME AND IM NOT A POSESSION,MY HEART IS MINE.I JUST WANT TO BE LOVED AND TREATED RIGHT. NOBODY BELONGS TO ANYONE...ITS A GIFT TO HAVE A SPECIAL SOMEONE IN UR LIFE. I GUESS WE GET CAUGHT UP IN ALL THIS STUPID SHIT THAT WE FEEL WE NEED TO CLAIM SOMEONE. I DONT NEED SOMEONE TO COMPLETE ME ..I COMPLETE MYSELF.I WANNA HAVE SOMEONE JUST SHARE MY LIFE WITH ME AND I WANNA BE ONE HALF OF TWO.NEVER CHANGE WHO YOU ARE TO MAKE THE OTHER HAPPY..THEY SHOULD TAKE U AS YOU ARE.LIFE IS HARD ENOUGH AND LOVE ONLY COMES AROUND ONCE A LIFETIME. AND WHEN ITS RIGHT ITS THE MOST BEAUTIFUL THING.RESPECT EACHOTHER AND ALWAYS TALK THINGS OUT ..COMMUNICATION IS SO IMPORTANT.LAST BUT NOT LEAST..NEVER REGRET ANYTHING

What Is A Friend?
What is a Friend? I wish i knew the direct answer. To me they stand by you no matter what and forgive you for everything. But others it means other things. I used to have someone i considered a mom to me my best friend I guess I wasn't a good friend in the end because we aren't talking and they said they would be friends no matter what happened. but it didn't work that way oh well you live and learn

What I Feel
Pain consumes me like a fire in the forest i hate the distance i hate the fights i hate this every thing that is the bad side of me what can i do but sit here and take the pain and suffering i wonder around blind in this world i only feel for her and she knows it and sees it but it seems it is not enough i would cut the heart from my chest and send it to her if i thought it would help her know i worry and stress out about the things i do cause i am in love for the very first time in my life and i happens to be scary and i am new to it but yeah i am out i just hope you read this and you know who you are love ya bye

What Do Men Not Understand????
Okay..............Lets try this again, shall we???? Where does it say in my about me to add/fan/r8 AND Cam please????? I believe it doesn't SAY Cam is ok.... You men need to read *About Me* there is nothing about camin' addin to yahoo or *make honey* none of that.........So why send me a message sayin add me yahoo msn ect so we can cam???? I will make myself Clear 1 (ONE) MORE TIME........I AM HERE FOR FRIENDSHIP.........NOT TO SEE SOMEOTHER GUYS PENIS, HIS BALLS NOTHING THAT I CAN GO SEE WITH MY HUSBAND! DO NOT SEND ME A SHOUT, PRIVATE MESSAGE, NOTHING, IF IT HAS TO DO WITH ANY BODY PART OTHER THAN UR FACE, OR FOR FRIENDSHIP...........I WILL NOT TELL THIS PERSON'S NAME.........BUT............THE NEXT DAMN TIME I WILL EXPOSE YOU MEN FOR THE PIGS YOU ARE, I AM KEEPIN A LIST... I AM NOT AND STRESS N.O.T A FUBAR WH0RE AND NOT CARE TO SEE ANY MAN'S PENIS EXCEPT FOR MY HUSBAND'S.... THX SO VERY FREAKING MUCH !!!!

What She Thought Was Not What It Was...
She woke up in the morning to find that her master had left her a special note. She was very excited because he had said hello that morning as well. She readied herself and she was on slave cloud 9. She went through her day... thinking and planning and wondering what would please her Master on this day... She was prepared with a gift as well. But she also thought of their arrangement...besides she was just a lowly slave and he was Master to do what he pleased and she had no say... she was bound and determined to be anything that he wanted her to be. Still with love, devotion, and determination in her heart she saw later that night while at the Masters feet ... she had been wrong about the message that was sent to her. Yes she was there ...and there with him.. but the message that she received that morning she saw in several other places. At that moment her heart just sank. She thought and hoped that one day he would feel the same that what he wrote was for her and for her

What My Hands Say About Me:
What Your Hands Say About You You are logical, analytical, and rational. You have good verbal skills. Flexible and broad minded, you can fit in to any situation. There's no telling where your life will take you. Consistent and reliable, you like to count on structure and routine in your life. Your emotions tend to be nervous and potent. Your energy - both positive and negative - deeply impacts your life. What Do Your Hands Say About You?

Whatcha Think?
It's amazing how I feel when I'm around you, How my heart pounds when you come into a room. I look at you and think: My God! How lovely! And everything I am bursts into bloom. I feel as though you must, you must be mine, Not as a possession but a goal, Something almost unimaginable: The free devotion of another soul. As though I were about to enter heaven Or just within the hour condemned to die, My mind with one fierce thought keeps running over, With you, and only you, the reason why.

What A Night....
I went to karaoke last night....and something happened. I don't know what, but i only had four beers and a shot, and i was DONE!!!! Usually i can drink like a fish, but one of my best friends said "maybe you got drugged" and i was like ok. How do you know if you were drugged? I mean i couldn't hardly walk last night, i was tired by midnight, i barely remembering singing any songs last night. I also did eat a very very big meal before i went there to sing, so you think it could have been that as well? Hell i have no fucking clue what just happened to me. Can you all give me some info on what it's like to be drugged if you ever have been, WHICH I HOPE IS NEVER!!! I just can't believe someone would do this to me, if they did drug me...I'm one of the nicest guys you could possibly meet. What the hell happened to me last night???

What Happened One Night...
Ok, to understand this you have to know two things first. 1. In Germany you are only allowed to let your car idle for 1 minute. After that you are supposed to turn it off. 2. This happened in OCT. 2001, when US forces in Germany were still on high alert after 9/11. There was a lot of false sightings and "noises in the woods" calls, so everyone was watching around more than normal. Like all good Army stories, it starts like this: There I was, no scheise (look it up it's German), driving on patrol in an MP vehicle (Chevy Corsica) at night near Frankfurt Germany. As I drove around in circles.....before I got my free doughnuts and nightly nap LOL j/k , I saw a silver in color 2000 Jeep Cherokee running in a parking lot near base with its parking lights on. I didnt notice it much then since it was a US vehicle in a US Housing Area. Later on though, I passed it again and it was still running.. (REFERENCE : 12 hours driving in BIG circles) then I got really curious because now it

What Is It.....
Why can't people rate your stuff. If you stop at a blog rate it. if you like it comment too. I mean what's the point half the time. I know that if I go to someones blog I ALWAYS rate it, and if it's really good I share it. What the harm, you get points for it sheesh. (sorry small vent)

What Now
I wonder some day to why I do what I do. I've been puttin my self through pain an sorrow an it feels like its for nothin. I cant seem to catch a break. Its gettin harder for me to breath an even harder for me to wanna live. I am lost in all that is my life. I fight the urge to cry. I have two options to either keep the man who says he loves me or my best friend whom i have loved for years. Its all so confusing my mental abusing. I am lost in this world that I call my life. What do I do it all for????

What Vampire Clan Are You?
Artistic and maybe even a bit shallow, you belong to the clan of the Toredor. You have a keen eye for pretty things. The embrace is looked on as perserving all beautiful things for eternity. You are the sensual vampires that you hear people talk about that seduce to get what they want. This clan is the one thought of as being the spoiled sort who want to get what they want. However, you usually work right under the ventrue clan as they try to carry out their plans.What Vampire Clan Do You Belong To?

What Is Your Drink?!?
So I just took my first quiz and it has been determined that my drink is hard liquor! In this case it was 100% corrsect. The is nohing like several shots to warm me up before going onto the dance floor to shake the night away! Sometime I feel like the only woman in the place who does not mind a hard up from something mixed. Everyone always gets those fruity drinks that have cute names...bump that give my a shot of jim bean, crown royal, maybe some tequila (for starters) and let the night begin.

What The ?
i was just sitting here getting drunk on Captain Morgan, and realized that more than half of the people on my so called "friends list" weren't my friends at all. they just added me so they would get points. it's all about winning some prize i guess. everytime i would send a message or shout or gift to some of the people on my friends list i would get no response at all, even when i could see they were logged in. this really pisses me off. so to all of the ones who never replied have been deleted....to those who have been "friendly" you have been spared from the chopping block. this is a warning. i will not help anyone level up anymore unless they are my friends. so don't even bother adding me to your friends list if you won't even talk to me.

What Is Your Kinky Turn On?
You scored as Whips, Your turn on is the "good ol'" whip. You either like to feel in charge during sex, or you like to feel pain. Sex isn't sex unless it's rough.Bondage83% Whips83% Biting67% Chains/Handcuffs50% Blind Folds42% Blood33% What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Whats Good For The Night
Whats popping Fubar its ya boy Diggs chillin up on a late night just finish watching the Celtics win and the Steelers lose(ouch).I guess thats the benefit of being a Steeler fan and being from Boston helps.Well to all my friends out there that love sports the way I do thats whats good.When you get a chance stop by the page and show some love and I have over 100 pictures so you can get a good look at me.Not shy and I don't bite so making friends is something I come here to do.Hit me up and let me know whats the deal.

What Mythological Creature Are You?
You scored as Mermaid, Mermaid: Mermaids are also known as Sirens. These creatures were beautiful women who tricked sailors into becoming completely entranced by their haunting voices and found death soon after. Not all stories of Mermaids are about gentle loving sea people. They are mystical, magical, and extremely dangerous. They have a way about them that brings anyone they are around to seem enchanted. They are very mysterious creatures and to meet one... Would mean certain Death. Let the song of the Sea fill your soul, for you are a Mermaid.Mermaid84% WereWolf75% Faerie67% Angel58% Demon42% Dragon34% What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

What Do Your Eyes Reveal About You?
You scored as Anger, Your eyes reveal anger, you are likely to blow up over things and over-react. You tend to assume the worst and if it ends up being for the best then well someone else got screwed. I'd advise you to try and find the happier side of things and to remember there is good in this awful world.Anger75% Eyes full of Pain58% Passion50% Diamond Eyes50% Mysterious50% What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)Updatedcreated with QuizFarm.com

What Is The Deal?
Ok, I thought that u come here to make friends. When u make friends u r supposed to look out for each other. You rate, I rate. I rate, You rate. That is not how it is going here. I rate and rate and friend. I don't get no response. That pisses me off. Some of the friends on my page I have not gotten a response in so long I forgot who they r. It is probably the same for them. I am boiling it down to, if you friend someone do what u r suppose to do. I will be deleting the non responsers

What Up With That
U know.. I really like this site and was hoping to meet ppl with class... seems recently that no has anything else to talk about besides sex... come on pple get over it! Is there no one out there with some real life? morals... I mean I admit to being naughty as well ,,, but it is getting old... Is there no real conversation? What do u think if people are sexually over-active or do they actually have something to talk about!

What The Fuck?????
I have been on this site for less than a week and I have already noticed the large amount of fucking females who seem to think they MUST have a high rating in order to feel good about themselves. I personally have been rated everything from a 1 to a 11 and have just not thought twice. WTF is up with this shit. Why the fuck do females have to be validiated by CyberSpace???? I'm sorry but my fiance is all the validation I need and seriously am debating NOT recommending this site to my friends. Can someone PLEASE help me understand why females are like this????

What I Miss The Most
i miss the ocean and the tide i miss the realness in my life i miss having someone around to talk to, laugh 'n play with i miss being truly happy i miss being true to my self i miss being strong enough to walk alone in this cold, cruel world i miss kisses i miss having a protector i miss living life i miss my friends i miss talking alot most of all i miss being missed....

What Can I Say
Yeah what is there to say its one of the worst weeks of my life .....most of you out there that know me i health problems .....im a 41 year old man thats falling apart ..well monday was the start of it i had an EMG and im sure there are a few out there know how painful they can be .....(shocks and nedles to your mussles) so needless to say i was very sore after wards during the EMG they started with my right side ran though all the tests then had me flip to do my left well they started my left side....the thest were so low they thought the equement was malfuctiong the couldnt execpt the tests numbers so needless to say they ran them 7 fucking times bringing me to tears it was that painful ..... well they found something after 7 times of putting me though hell i would think they would have found something .......i have nearve damage in both of my arms and neck which acounts for the constant pain i have in my hands there are days i cant grip open our even hold a pen the pain is that much

What Does A Woman Have To Do...
Is it just me, or do I just have too much time on my hands.... I always worry if I hurt someone's feelings, so I will probably stay true to form and keep it nice....but I still want to get my point across.... OK, WHY IS IT that the one you want you can't have due to personal issues, location, time constraints, fate, etc...and the ones that you don't want are always there...in your face, up close (TO DAMN CLOSE) and personal. Then you give one a chance and they MESS IT UP...Lie, Cheat and STEAL your heart....then look at you like they have not a clue what they did!!! Wonder why women are angry and skeptical of their motives and feel that everything that comes out of their mouths are calculated PANTY DROPPERS.... Then along comes one that you want, they want you and there is chemistry and great conversation, genuine RESPECT for one another and a enough fun for a lifetime...What does a Woman have to do to hold onto the good one? Stay TUNED, I'll let you know.... Hap

What Do You Consider To Be Real Friends?
What do you consider to be a REAL friend? is it the fact they help you move? Come over to your house for a BBQ? Watch your children, go out with you, do your housework if you are sitting there with a broken leg? Do they chase your old girlfirends, or any number of things? The concept of true friendship changes with every person- but one thing that does stay constant is the inability for a true friendship to be built upon pure selfishness. Over the years, I have gotten to know a very large amount of people. Some, I could care less if I ever meet again, others, I wish I had kept in touch with. But for the most part, the friends that I call friends have stuck by me through every aspect of my life, both good and bad. I know that if I call any one person, that I will be able to talk to them just fine- even if there have been years between talking to each other. Why? Because even if we are across the nation, or across the world from each other- our friendship is solid enough to be abl

What My Eyes Say About Me:
What do your eyes say about you?Eyes of PassionFiery, thats what you are. You have passion in your soul. You are the person that will defend those that you love with your very life, and to the death. You are not a person to piss off. If ever one you loved was in danger you would be the first to offer to take their place, and without a second’s hesitation.How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

What A Night
She was working late in her office when the phone rang. Startled, she picked it up wondering who was calling, the number blocked. The voice on the phone with no urgency at all said she needed to get to the conference room; there was something for her to see. Figuring it was the cleaning crew, and wanting to get any problems taken care of immediately she left her office and headed down the hall. She heard noises from the room, and to her surprise when she walked in she saw the cleaning lady on her knees, her hands wrapped around the cock of a man in the shadows of the room. His hands were firmly grasping the head of the woman, and he was pumping her mouth slowly. She watched as his saliva covered cock moved between the lips of the cleaning lady. She was white, her lips full, hands moving up and down the shaft in rhythm with her mouth, noises coming from her, showing how into what she was doing. Suzanne knew she should say something, stop this, get security or something, but she just

What The Heck Is Up With Fubar Chicks
Ok here is my beef. Some women on here that are infamous have hot bodies but one jack up mug. I really don't get it. I would sit there masterbate all over the body but not even kiss them lips. That when it his me. Do hot bodies really compensate for a jack up grill?~x

What A Great Analogy Of God For Those Who Don't Know,
BY ROBIN WILLIAMS NO LESS. This is one of the best explanations Of why God allows pain and suffering That I have seen. It's an explanation Other people will understand. A man went to a barbershop to have His hair cut and his beard trimmed. As the barber began to work, They began to have a good conversation. They talked about so Many things And various subjects. When they eventually touched on The subject of God, the barber said: "I don't believe that God exists." "Why do you say that?" Asked the customer. "Well, you just have to go out in The street to realize that God Doesn't exist. Tell me, if God exists, Would there be so many sick people? Would there be abandoned children? If God existed, there would be neither Suffering nor pain. I can't imagine loving a God who Would allow all of these things." The customer thought for a moment, But didn't respond because he didn't Want to start an argument. The barber finished his job and the customer Left

What's Up?
I wonder how I begin to describe what the past few weeks have been like for me? It truly is not easy, especially since right now I know I am not dealing with my usual self. Not only dealing with all the after effects of surgery, but losing one of my best friends of the last 12 years and not knowing where the ones I call my "best friends" are. I guess with some I was blind when it came to some friends and with others I was ignorant. I truly don't know what has become of me. I do know that a lot of the changes has to do with the surgery. The cancer was all over my cerebral cortex, thus that is where they had to perform the procedure. Now for those of you who do not know, the cerebral cortex is the behavioral center of the brain. With me, having a cancer crawling all over it and then having it cut into during the procedure, an effect on my personality was almost inevitable - it changed my behaviors in many ways. My neurologist has noted I may act like a 12-year-old instead of a

What Kind Of Sex Do You Have
What Kind of Sex do YOU Have? SOCIAL SECURITY SEX Two men were talking. "So, how's your sex life?" "Oh, nothing special. I'm having Social Security sex." "Social Security sex?" "Yeah, you know: I get a little each month, but not enough to live on!" LOUD SEX A wife went in to see a therapist and said, "I've got a big problem, doctor. Every time we're in bed and my husband climaxes, he lets out this ear splitting yell." "My dear," the shrink said, "that's completely natural. I don't see what the problem is." "The problem is," she complained, "It wakes me up!" QUIET SEX Tired of a listless sex life, the man came right out and asked his wife during a recent lovemaking session, "How come you never tell me when you have an orgasm?" She glanced at him casually and replied, "You're never home!" CONFOUNDED SEX A man was in a terrible accident, and his "manhood" was mangled and torn from his body. His doctor assured him that modern medicine could give him back his

Whats Been Going On
This is whats up!! I live in MS now. Me and Rodger. Its great. I tried to get into active duty but they declined me for another 7 months. Like 7 months is going to make a difference. I got the child custody thing done and overwith...thank god. Just waiting on life to take me and Rodger to the next spot. Talk to ya later

What Does It All Mean?
i have this best friend who u p till tonight has been my only friend. His name is Steve and he is all I have. Half the time he acts like im his world and best friend couldn’t love me more But I’ve heard him say things, like he doesn’t care if I live or die. Then denies it and reassures me he cares a lot. There’s nothing he wouldn’t do for me But then when I need him to actually do something he gets all moody and weird When ever I de get the courage to talk to or meet a man he gets weird on me and moody. He tells me about everything yet I don’t know or understand why. When he gets mad and takes off he comes back like nothing happened and if I ask why did you come back he wont answer me I don’t get it. I never had people in my life I could trust or ask questions to about things He has been the only person I trust, yes we dated, yes he is still my best friend who I care about more then most people do their own family. But I am so confused as to what all of it means. And wh

What You Are To Me.
What you are to me. My minds like a dresser Clutterd and stuffed. Overflowing with all the reasons I knew were not enough. My hearts Like a band-aid. Stretchy and bent healing my cuts even the ones never meant. Your eyes are like a piece of glass. Sharpening and chill deep. Reminding me of all the Little promises You never did keep. Your touch is like heaven. Soft and so smooth. Like a piece of silk. Just used and used. Your voice can be so calming. Like a Soft whisperd song. I never could realize The road that was so wrong. I love you but I hate you Somethings wrong with me. Maybe you aren't perfect. But you're as close as close can be.

What's Up Everyone?
Eh, what's up? I'm just chillin but I thought that I would share something with you.. check out the newest lounge that I am in and please come in and help me get it all poppin. What's the worse? I mean seriously, you get to hang with me and whatnot. SO please just click this link and come in. Help me out some. http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=53535

What Love Is Not
love is not the result of a thunderbolt crashing down on you, rendering you speachless and wilting you by the magnitude of the love energy. It is not a purely physical attraction that makes one feel so in love. No, ita a multitude of little things that constitute that feeling of romantic love Wayne Dyer This guy is my hero!!

What Is A Fireman
WHAT IS A FIREMAN He is the guy next door - a man's man with the memory of a little boy. He has never gotten over the excitement of engines and sirens and danger. He is a guy like you and me with wants and worries and unfulfilled dreams. Yet he stands taller than most of us. He is a fireman. He puts it all on the line when the bell rings. A fireman is at once the most fortunate and the least fortunate of men. He is a man who saves lives because he has seen too much death. He is a gentle man because he has seen the awesome power of violence out of control. He is responsive to a child's laughter because his arms have held too many small bodies that will never laugh again. He is a man who appreciates the simple pleasures of life - hot coffee held in numb, unbending fingers - a warm bed for bone and muscle compelled beyond feeling - the camaraderie of brave men - the divine peace and

What's My Age......
Old man was walking down the hallway of an old folks home and came to this woman and immediately said "i bet you can't tell how old i am" the old lady replied "i bet i can.... Drop your pants". So the old man thus dropped his pants and stood buck naked in front of her and she said quickly "your 96". The old man, shocked, said "how did you know that, your amazing!" She said "it was easy, you told me at breakfast this morning"

What Is Love?
Love, The gentle touch of a lover, The caring hug of a mother, The soft speech of another, The smile of your brother. The quick glance of a passer-by, The feel of passion nearby, Your emotions put on stand-by, The feeling you’re never going to die. The throbbing ache inside, Always being by your side, The far-off sound of the tide, The feeling of being untied. The peace of knowing, The feeling slowly flowing, The rapture always growing, Not stopping, only going. Being able to express yourself, The feelings inside oneself, Emanating itself, From myself.

What Is Normal?
Do you ever sit around your home and wonder who it was that got to decide for the whole world what normal is?Did they take a vote and some of us missed it cause we were out shopping?Or did they just let a few "priviledged" in on the committee? In a world where uniqueness should be treasured it is instead frowned upon as it is not "in the norm".Why do we have to be in the norm to be accepted....and why is it that the differences that attract us are the things we try to change?Are we so terribly insecure that we cannot have anything "different" in our lives without feeling threatened? Quite frankly I'm a bit fed up with other people deciding for me if I'm bloody normal or not....I'm normal for me,you're normal for you,and screw the books that say we have to be a flock of sheep so that everyone else doesn't feel threatened by those of us who simply don't fit into the "norm".Love and happiness to the world and may you find a niche that you feel you wholly belong in and the rest of th

What Would You Do??
An old, tired-looking dog wandered into the yard. I could tell from his collar and well-fed belly that he had a home. He followed me into the house, down the hall, and fell asleep in a corner. An hour later, he went to the door, and I let him out. The next day he was back, resumed his position in the hall, and slept for an hour. This continued for several weeks. Curious, I pinned a note to his collar: "Every afternoon your dog comes to my house for a nap." The next day he arrived with a different note pinned to his collar: "He lives in a home with ten children -- he's trying to catch up on his sleep. Can I come with him tomorrow?"

What Wicca Is And Is Not
Wiccans are not your storybook witches. We live by a credo, called The Wiccan Rede. The main part to this is "An it harm none, do what ye wilt." We live by this everyday. We do not participate in nor condone any fomr of ritual abuse. We feel that harming another living being in any way will come back to us three times over. In fact, we believe everything we do has an effect on our lives, again...threefold. We do ou best to only put out positive energies in order to receive various blessings in return. You anger a Wiccan, you are not going to have a horrific spell cast upon you in which your hair is going to fall out and you will end up with a bad case of acne. It just does not work this way. Many practitioners of Wicca actually refuse to use magic in any form because it is asking permission to tread upon a person's free-will or wellbeing. this would be negative and it will come back to us. In fact, spells are not what people think they are in the first place. Spells are done by invokin

What You Think Of These ????
1.) I am NOT always a pain in the butt ... sometimes I am a pain everywhere 2.) I get enough exercise ... just pushing my luck ! 3.) I'm not bossy ... I just have better ideas ! 4.) I used to think drinking was bad for me ... so I gave up thinking ! 5.) I know right from wrong ... Wrong is the FUN one !

What Id Like
id like to say that im happy about my current situation but im not. im not happy that i get to wake up alone everyday, im not happy that i have to move.im not happy.everyone one at work always asks me why im so happy and everytime i say im not its fake.why can i fake so well for them and not for my self. i just want to be happy

What Do I Do
OK SO MY BOYFRIEND JOSH HAS A FRIEND FROM AUSSIE OVER AT HIS HOUSE AND HES IN GA AND IM IN AL AND IM SORTA JELOUS FOR THE SIMPLE FACT IM NOT THERE ....DOES THIS MAKE ME A BAD PERSON OR SOMETHING BECAUSE IM JELOUS...IM SO JELOUS I WANNA SCREAM AND FUCKING CRY I DONT KNOW WHY IM JELOUS I HAVE NEVER BEEN THIS JELOUS BUT I LOVE JOSH ALOT AND I JUST WANNA KNOW IF IM BEING SELFISH??

What The F---
i was watching a law program today and i was wondering what the hell is up with ppl in this world we live in , I mean if you commit a crime and get away with it you commit another if you get caught you blame the socity , if you cheat in your girlfriend or boyfriend it's because you were tired of their crap or you think it's thier fault and they made youu do it, what makes me all pissed is well blame everyone else for our bullshit when in fact we are our own problem so take some responsabiltyfor yourself and stop blaming everyone else and look to yourself

What's The Deal?
Being a single guy in today's world sucks! It seems everyone is flakey, shallow, inconsiderate, and looking to just play people for whatever they can get out of them. I say "everyone" instead of narrowing my complaint to just women because I'm sure that the ladies out there have the same problem with guys. What's the deal? Why can't people just be real, do what they say, tell the truth, and honor the committments they make? It seems so hard to find people that you can just connect with without having to play all the games involved in trying to get to know the "real" them. No one, it seems, is willing to be vulnerable enough to be themselves. Are we all that insecure? I'd, just once, like to meet a girl who knows how to truly be down for a man, so that I can truly be down for her. Are there any women left out there like that?

What Is In A Name, He Is She And You Is Me. A Grot
Bear with me here. ++++ As was reported in the He sbj alth and Fitness ma mmw gazine, the m hwp e fp dications like Tra iv ma llc dol,V acg ia pe gra, Ci pf al mwe is, Am vu b wg ien & the new Vi vgx a ms g hj ra So ip ft Ta qh b il let provide people courage, excellent mood & self-confi diz dence. We decided to prove it in a practice. And the results, much to our astonishment, were excellent! All the testing people were happy to give back departed joys and vivacity. You are the next! Be sound of body and mind! ++++ This is from, er, Kriemhilde Glaser to murphy Enterp.. account of , well that is actually me and you do not need to know that because I get enough garbage. Anyway I copied and pasted it above and the result was even more funny than was in my box. This is obviously to a man so I guess my pseudonym email address being just initials and a surname is obviously very masculine sounding. Well that is the whole idea of a nom de plume as in the olden days when wome

What I Think.. Deleting... You
You know i have been here since Sept 2006 and have over 2000 friends.. when i post things ask for things. where is everyone.. i'm so pissed right now.. this is so not fair.. i'm the sweetest person you can met and will do anything for you.. what is the deal. i'm to ugly to fat. what.. everyone else can post and everyone runs to them.. i think this is totally bullshit... i'm sorry i think i have maybe 3 or 4 friends on here that i talk to you... I can't help but to be so upset.. I spent all my time on here.. rating, fanning, everything i can do.. and then i look up. NOTHING, NOTHING......I ask those that are so so popular and you know who i'm talkin about, not being mean.. and its who you know, well shit... i know you all... so i'm back to my question, what is the DEAL.... Sorry ,but i can't take this anymore.. this place is for fun, whatever. it was when i first got here.. but now everyone is for thereselves....bull.....I really don't want to leave.. i have put to much into this and lo

Whats New So Far
Well I am just here thinking of the direction my life is now going. I finally wrapped things up in college but I decided to take a semester off before moving on to the university. I actually now have a degree in psychology but I do not know if I really want to continue with it or follow a new path with a whole new major. Oh well I digress. Work has a whole new set of problems each and every new year and so far I have not been disapointed. I have decided not to apply for renewal of my position as an associate trainer only because I have not really been doing much as one so I feel it is a little dumb to show up for work and there is nothing else for me to do since the new associate trainer has already finished all the work by the time I arrive...then she sits on her fat ass chatting with my supervisor and the team lead when we are all busy taking calls that she should be taking as well. Hmm...can you all say favortism? Gee I know you can. So to deal with that I have decided that sinc

What Being A Mom Means To Me
What being a mom means to me, it is that first cry u hear, the smell of a baby, all the diapers changes thinking whoa i cant wait til they can do it on their own, then missing it bc they went and grew up on u, all the toys u trip over, the mommy mommy mommys u hear in a day, why s whats hows, all the questions u hear, how the smallest smile lights up ur heart, or a crayon scribbled card means more then diamonds, how their pain breaks ur heart, staying up all night with them because they are sick, puke on ur floors, i am not eating that , then having to make a peanut jelly sandwich, holding hands, lil kisses, hugs, then fights when they get teenagers, the omg what did i do thoughts when u do, help me lords u say a day, wildflowers given to u that are really weeds, better then 12 dosen roses, that homerun hit , joy, pain, love, heartbreak, that is what a mother has, thank god for giving us tears to shed, in happiness, in sadness, anger, and in pain, tha

What Is Politics?
A little boy goes to his dad and asks, "What is Politics?" Dad says, "Well son, let me try to explain it this way: I am the head of the family, so call me The President. Your mother is the administrator of the money, so we call her the Government. We are here to take care of your needs, so we will call you the People. The nanny, we will consider her the Working Class. And your baby brother, we will call him the Future. Now think about that and see if it makes sense." So the little boy goes off to bed thinking about what Dad has said. Later that night, he hears his baby brother crying, so he gets up to check on him. He finds that the baby has severely soiled his diaper. So the little boy goes to his parent's room and finds his mother asleep. Not wanting to wake her, he goes to the nanny's room. Finding the door locked, he peeks in the keyhole and sees his father in bed with the nanny. He gives up and goes back to bed. The next morning, the lit

What Does It All Mean??
Truth is actions shown and not words spoken... Promises are meant to be kept and not broken... Love is meant to be shared and given back in return... Loyalty is to be faithful and with your own beliefs be stern... Hope is a wish kept in you heart... And dreams in your heart that should never part... Inspiration is part of something that you take with you forever... That changes your thought and opinions for the better... Desire is a craving for a pounding need and can be filled with some type of deed... Friendship is a bond that nothing can break... Death is a thing that makes peoples hearts ache... Disappointment is a test in life that breaks the soul... Denial is something that we think protects us when we should drain the pool... Anger is an act of ragging pain... Strength is a tool used to conquer the terrain… Disease is a sickness that weakens our minds... Depression is a punch that hits us from behind... A kiss is a way to express love and affection... Addiction is a powerful thi

What Do I Do??
okay i have surgery coming up in feb and i dont know if i can get it or not, my insurance dropped, anyways what should i do? i have my man that i love so much and i dont know how he feels about it. i hate that he doesnt talk to me, tonight i felt so bad been crying all day and all night because i feel like we're falling apart, i dont know if it is me or if we are really falling apart can someone give me some advice????

What Is This Love ...?
What is this Love I have for you? _________________________________ Love is the Tenderness in your loving words and touch. Love is not needing the last word in an argument. Love is looking at your own faults instead of others. Love is Sacrificing instead of demanding. Love is Being There for me during the bad times too. Love is Caring when the other is sick. Love is being Faithful to our Union. Love is the Honesty and Respect you show me. Love is Giving instead of taking. Love is making me Laugh when I'm depressed. Love is giving me Comfort when I'm sad. Love is Sharing those Important decisions. Love is Forgiveness when I need it. Love is being Committed to our relationship. Love is Accepting me as I am instead of trying to change me. Love is holding me and crying with me. So why do I love you so? I love you, not only for what you are, But for what I am when I am with you. I love you not only for what you have made of yourself, But for what you have ma

What My Tombstone Will Say
Free your body and soul Unfold your powerful wings Climb up the highest mountains Kick your feet up in the air You may now live forever Or return to this earth Unless you feel good where you are! This is what I want my tombstone to say! Make sure you just read the first letter of every line.

What Is Love Anyway
I love you whether or not you love me I love you even if you think that I dont Sometimes I find you doubt my love for you, but I dont mind Why should I mind, why should I mind What is love anyway, does anybody love anybody anyway What is love anyway, does anybody love anybody anyway Can anybody love anyone so much that they will never fear Never worry never be sad The answer is they cannot love this much nobody can This is why I dont mind you doubting And maybe love is letting people be just what they want to be The door always must be left unlocked To love when circumstance may lead someone away from you And not to spend the time just doubting

What To Do?
so now i have alot of new questions do i take a new job anf relocate to a country i dont know and go it alone for 3 years min. do i stay and travel nonstop never knowing a true home, with someone i cant live with out yet remain lonely do i meet up with a new unknow person, and have a fun night out? what if i do, and things go great? i most likely will never see him again. so knowing that i cant do anything with him or i will feel horrible about myself, with knowing that it just seems like a waste of time energy and money. yeah i know it sounds cold but i look at things from a professional lever usally. as much as id like to have fun and try it theres really no need to, its not cost effective so to speak. i truely suck as a person i think.

What To Do At Wal-mart When You Are Bored!!
Things to do at Walmart When You Are Bored 1. Get 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them in people's carts when they aren't looking. 2. Set all the alarm clocks in Housewares to go off at 5-minute intervals. 3. Make a trail of tomato juice on the floor leading to the rest rooms. 4. Walk up to an employee and tell him/her in an official tone, " 'Code 3' in housewares".... and see what happens. 5. Go the Service Desk and ask to put a bag of M&M's on lay away. 6. Move a 'CAUTION - WET FLOOR' sign to a carpeted area. 7. Set up a tent in the camping department and tell other shoppers you'll invite them in if they'll bring pillows from the bedding department. 8. When a clerk asks if they can help you, begin to cry and ask, "Why can't you people just leave me alone?" 9. Look right into the security camera; & use it as a mirror, and pick your nose. 10. While handling guns in the hunting department, ask the clerk if he knows where the anti - depressants are. 1

What Now?
After two and half years I now have to start my life over. I put all my time into believing he was mister right, when truth was he was mister cheater. I guess I feel stupid for believe all the lies and bull-shit. Now I just wonder how I'll ever be able to trust anyone ever again. I shared my heart and my bed with this man, and things will never be the same. How can someone made love to someone then go tell someone else on the phone or computer they all them? I've never understood how that works. I guess some people don't care about hurting others. So what now....long lonely nights on the computer trying to figure out what's so damn special about this on-line world, and figure where do I go from here?

What Is It
What is it when Fubar BLocks a person for asking a simple Question on a mumm? WHat is it When they mark a picture of an american soldier as not NSFW, DO they have a problem with freedom? Or is FUBAR just run by people who are not americans? and who dont believe in what so many are fighting for and dieing for every day? And appearently they have something against motherhood as well.

What A Great Place!!
Family rules for joining the spirit levelers! >Don't join this family because you are in a contest >You cannot enter any contest for 30 day's after joining because of previous scheduled events. > You can't belong to any other bombing family can not be disrespectful to any family member ,treat them as you would want to be treated > You "MUST" have a salute and be a level 5 or higher,Be respectful to all other members,help all members when they are in contest or give aways,when you reach about 20.000 we will put you in a leveling pimp out so that everyone will come and blow your page up and level you fast!We are a "DRAMA FREE" family anyone found causing Drama will be removed at once "NO QUESTIONS ASKED" we will not put up with it!We ask that you repost our bulletins and check the home page daily for new blog postings,we are a bombing family as well so when asked to help out with some comments in a contest or give away please do so!So if you would like to join go to Spirit Levele

What's Up Bar Goers!!!
Hello all.. Just wanted to say Hello and good day... Hope you all are having a good time here at Fubar... I know I am... I am addicted to this site already... I don't know what all to talk about here... I guess I could tell you all alittle about myself.. I am married to bobby39426 .. We will be married for 4 years on April 17th. I have two kids from a previous relationship. My son is 13 and my daughter is (will be) 8 years old on January 22nd.. I love to talk to my friends online.. and I love Karaoke.. dancing... darts... pool.. And I love making and meeting new friends... I am a good person and I will be friends with anyone as long as you give me a chance to be your friend.. But if you ever screw over me then you can kiss the friendship goodbye.. Cause I might be able to forgive but I don't forget... So don't judge me before you get to know me first... "FRIENDS ARE LIKE DIAMONDS, VERY PRECIOUS, VERY RARE, SO CHOOSE THEM WISELY"

What I Don't Need.......
I don't need your lies, your promises that contain so much bullshit that they turn your lips brown before they leave your lips. I don't need your sympathy. Damn sure don't need your pity. You can move your lips and empty words spew and you type the nicest words but if you can't show me that you mean what you say, save your breath and save your keyboard. I am woman enough to accept that some things last only for a season and then the next season slowly moves in and the old one is pushed away. I may be bruised, but trust me, I've had hundreds of bruises that went a lot deeper. You only bruised the top layers. I've bounced back from bruises that broke my soul, fucked my mind, ripped my heart out from my body. It wasn't easy, but it's made me into the woman that I am today. The woman that can move on without looking back. That can accept the fact that I will never be good enough to be the one that any man calls "his girl." I am who I am and it's your loss that it's not good enou

What Does The Word Family Mean To You?
Ok...This is extremely hard for me to write so i will do my best.As most of you know I joined a group here called The Latina Mafia last year. I absolutelt Loved being a member! I recall many times people on Fubar complimenting us on how we ran our ship and some even reffered to us as the closest group on here and told me how they would join a group and never or hardly ever hear from them and how ours was amazingly close!! Well before the holidays i was forced to leave for a couple months and i was sure to let evryone know I was leaving for some "me time" and wiould be gone 4 a while......When I returned.I had very few comments and less messages with the acception of a few people who held tight to our FAMILY and didnt just do the out od sight out of mind thing. Thanx to them you know who u r!!!...But that isnt even the worst part.I can live with that! There are many members who dont know others exist and or do not make any efforts to keep in touch.....Whats the point of carrying the na

What You Need To Know About Me
Hi everyone! I'm a professional stand up comedian from illinois...I'm on here to make friends, real comedy fans, and find open minded people for erotic encounters all at the same time....I'm married and don't lie about it but in an open/swing relationship with my wife, so ladies please don't be afraid to hit up on me its allowed. I don't mind guy friends but know up front I am not bi....aside from that its all normal stuff...I"m a big duck and goose hunter....love strip clubs.....I enjoy just meeting and hanging out with kewl people who like to have fun and laugh without any expectations from me......if you're from mo, il, or in, and this sounds like you please send me a message on here and lets see if we can't get something together!!

The "what Ifs"
one of my many "moms" and i were sitting down talking today of everything good and bad that had happened to us in the past..mostly the bad. wondering how we could have changed it...and although no tears were shed we were both pretty damn irritated..then she said no more "what ifs"..lifes too short to live in the past and be sad and wonder what could have been... easy to say..hard but yet easy to do.. she sat there saying how she used to have the perfect life..the family that got along, the perfect marriage, all the kids, good jobs, lots of money..and how one day it was just all of a sudden.."different"..she left her husband, lost the job, moved from place to place between shit boyfriends, started doing drugs, got her kids taken away and then unfortunately lost a son... then i look at my life..i may be young but my life hasnt exactly been the best ride ive ever rode...when i was younger i was involved, in shape, parents together, siblings that got along, had the perfect family that w

What Love Is To Me
here is just a few things i think what love actuall is when you find true love. when people talk about love they talk about feelings and thast about it,when i think about love,i think its alot more than feelings.theres heart and soul put into it, fear and tears,and laughter and sillieness. wanting that person around all the time, cant live without that person, cant be without that person cant imagine life without that person, want that person to put there arms around you and kiss you, have a warm feeling inside when you think about that person, smiling when you hear there name, seeing there face everywhere you look, feeling them everywhere you go,

What Do You Do?
What do you do when the world pulls you down when you try so hard to smile but all you know is to frown What do you do when you want to stand tall when you want to be happy but you constantly fall What do you do when everythings blaimed on you when your hearts so shattered and you finally have the pieces but not the glue what do you do when the worlds crashing down around you What do you do When he says "I Love You" What do you When you know wat you need When you know your in love But youll never be free

What Is The Sisterhood?
The Sisterhood is a family that I've created for women only. We are not a bombing family nor a Leveling family. I do however post a pinkout (pimpout) on Fridays but they are not a requirement; if you're sitting around bored looking for something to do, they are a great way to show your sisters love; again they are not a requirement. The only requirements I have are listed in the rules. I created The Sisterhood so that the women of Fubar have a place to come to where they can feel safe from the extremely rude and often vulgar sexual advances from the some of the men of Fubar (not all). A place where you can talk about anything to any one of the sisters and not feel judged because the chances are that one of us has been there and even perhaps are going through it now right along with you. I hope this helps. Sister Love, SuperStarrPrincess Owner The Sisterhood Join The Sisterhood!!

What An Epic, Now I Know How You Know Who Feels.
I have just finished saying Thank you to everyone, well I think that is the case. Today, there was the grand total of 67 thank you's and I am so thankful that Brassy Lass has stayed the course, the Bouncers have been given the day off and Fubar has not frozen me out or hung once. If you knew how much it had been worrying me being so far behind due to outside circumstances then you would understand. Sometimes life just goes smoothly and you think that serendipity has moved in and other times you wonder what on earth it was that you did wrong. Then you think that everything happens for a reason but still cannot figure out why. I suppose it is show you that there are some wonderful people out there, no, that sounds tame. I cannot think of a reason though for my friend tonight being so sharp tongued except for the state of the cosmos. Had I not read the cosmic calendar then I could well have said something and lost a friend for life. However, instead I have virtually lost my

What Happened To My Friends?
Ok, Im going thru my list of friends to see whos online in here now , and I send out a kissing tag to those who are online , I think I sent it to at least 20 people , probably more. Well I only got 2 back . Thank you to Passy and Cajun Cherry. Are the rest of my friends that busy in here , they cant return a comment ? Thats why Lisa's not in fubar as much any more doing what I did before. Fubar seems to have just went down hill now. I have some in my family that I barely even hear from , even tho Im trying to stay in touch with my friends . Whats going on I wonder . Guess I'll be deleting friends again soon & keeping true friends who talk to me & stay in touch. Rock on - Lisa

What's Wrong With Stem Cells
I’m not entirely sure why there are people against the use of embryonic stem cells (besides the obvious argument on how the stem cells are obtained) for the research into treating things such as spinal cord injuries and Parkinson’s disease. There’s also the argument that adult stem cells have proven to work more effectively compared to embryonic stem cells although scientists have been working with adult stem cells for decades while embryonic stem cells were only first studied since 1998. Now, for those who don’t know, stem cells are cells that can renew themselves through cell division continuously and have the ability to change into a wide range of cells. They can become cells like those found in the heart, brain, muscles. The embryonic cells are those found in the embryo (and I think in the umbilical cord as well) and can become any tissue in the body excluding a placenta. Adult stem cells are seen more as a repairing cell that can be found in both children and adults and do

What Is This I Feel?
i sit here and cry each night the tears i cannot fight the emptiness fills my soul all it is left is a hole, the void is there now and the pain i feel is how when cant feel a thing anymore for she doesnt care anymore rain falls down each day... it doesnt wash the tears away so what is this I Feel?

What A Snake!!!!!!!
*****READ FROM THE BOTTOM UP****** So, we worked our ass off to help a friend last night who won a photo bombing contest fair and square and this is what we get in return! This guy is a puke! This is his other account. Cause he admittingly has a few. I will find his main account and post a link. He VIPS often so you would think he has some clue how FUBAR should go, right? NO! ->PebblesinA...: you are a loser and I will blog this right now and mumm it and make sure everyone knows what you have done bomberDJHY...: RIGHT HERE IT IS GOING BACK NOW ADDED ALL TOP COMMENT IS WINNER BYE ->PebblesinA...: you are not keeping up your end ->PebblesinA...: she won it ->PebblesinA...: the contest was most comments ->PebblesinA...: true people don't put on fake contests and get mad when they didn't get all the adds, fans or crushes they wanted ->PebblesinA...: look, you are a weasel . thats what it comes down to. you are a liar and a fake and wouldn't know what the heck a

What Is The Sisterhood? A Note From The Owner
The Sisterhood is a family that I've created for women only. We are not a bombing family nor a Leveling family. I do however post a pinkout (pimpout) on Fridays but they are not a requirement; if you're sitting around bored looking for something to do, they are a great way to show your sisters love; again they are not a requirement. The only requirements I have are listed in the rules. I created The Sisterhood so that the women of Fubar have a place to come to where they can feel safe from the extremely rude and often vulgar sexual advances from the some of the men of Fubar (not all). A place where you can talk about anything to any one of the sisters and not feel judged because the chances are that one of us has been there and even perhaps are going through it now right along with you. I hope this helps. Sister Love, SuperStarrPrincess Owner The Sisterhood Join The Sisterhood!!

Whatever It Takes- Lifehouse
A strangled smile fell from your face It kills me that I hurt you this way The worst part is that I didn't even know Now there's a million reasons for you to go But if you can find a reason to stay I'll do whatever it takes To turn this around I know what's at stake I know that I've let you down And if you give me a chance Believe that I can change I'll keep us together whatever it takes She said "If we're gonna make this work You gotta let me inside even though it hurts Don't hide the broken parts that I need to see" She said "Like it or not it's the way it's gotta be You gotta love yourself if you can ever love me" I'll do whatever it takes To turn this around I know what's at stake I know that I've let you down And if you give me a chance And give me a break I'll keep us together, I know you deserve much better But remember the time I told you the way that I felt That I'd be lost without you and never find myself Let's hold onto each other above eve

What Is Child Abuse?
PHYSICAL ABUSE:Any non-accidental physical injury caused by the child's caretaker. Does not necessarily include the intent to injure; may be the result of over discipline or inappropriate punishment. SEXUAL ABUSE: Any contacts or interactions between a child and an adult in which the child is being used for sexual stimulation of the perpetrator or another person. EMOTIONAL ABUSE: Blaming.belittling or rejecting a child; treating siblings unequally; persistant lack of concern by caretaker for child's welfare. NEGLECT: Inattention to basic needs of a child such as food, clothing, shelter, medical care and supervision. Tends to be the chronic

What Woman Should Know About Men
things most females don't know --Guys hate sluts even though they have sex with them! --"Hey, are you busy?" or "Are you doing something?" ~ two phrases guys open with to stop from stammering on the phone. --Before they call, guys try to plan out a little about what they're gonna say so there aren't awkward pauses, but once he's on the phone he forgets it all and makes it up as he goes. --Guys go crazy over a girl's smile. --Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him. --Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're, goin for the lether-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method. --A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to. --Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved. --Don't talk about your guy friends to your boyfriend. --Guys get jealous easily. --Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to think. --Giving a guy a h

What A Mess!!!
I have been with my b/f (Stuart) now for 4 yrs and in the 4 yrs he has driven a truck OTR. At first I used to bitch, moan, and groan that he wasn't home on holidays, or that we couldn't plan anything. This past year has been a little better in the fact he is out for 5 to 6 days and not for 2 to 3 weeks. His home time is 36 hours normally unless something comes up that he has to be here. Now most of you that know me already know that my life doesn't really suck , I'm not necessarily mistreated and I can even step up and say there are worse women off than myself. so this is my bitch, He is obsessed with money to the point I'm not on the checking account because he thinks I will spend every last dime he earns. Which i laugh at this because I am the type to spend maybe 10 dollars on a pair of sunglasses and he will spend 50 dollars on his loose them and replace them with the same brand. The money issue has repeatedly came up due to my Dr's bills lately and he hasn't come right out and

What I’ve Done Today
What I’ve Done Today I made someone laugh, I calmed another's tears. I acted very silly, To subside a child's fears. I held open a door today, For an old couple to pass through. There is no real reason why, This is just what I do. So at the end of the day, After a few have laughed or had fun. If I don't wake tomorrow, I know the job I'm here to do has been done.

What Love Is
love is everchanging love is neverending love is unstoppable love is undeniable love is eternal love is divine love is uncontrolable once you start to love someone, never will you stop, It may seem so but it is not true, you always love them, your love for them just grows and changes, maybe so you can still recognize it, but in todays world more often not. However attempting to control love, turns love into hate, true unconditional love is FREEDOM!!!

What A Rough & Sad Day!!
My Grandpa passed away tonight. I saw him before it happened. But he was on a ventilator and sedated. I was able to tell him I loved him and hold his hand. He squeezed my fingers when I talked to him. Then 2 hours later he passed away. I went back to the hospital and saw him and he was already in a body bag. I really wish I hadnt seen him like that but didnt really have a choice in the matter. I gave him a kiss on the forehead and told him I loved him again. I wont be around much as I need time to myself. But I love you all!!

What Is Love
A touch A gesture Could it be a thought? A hope A dream Perhaps it is a fantasy? A longing A need What if it is a torture? A self created hell A Nightmare to twist the soul Will we die? Alone Disappointed Satisfaction to be fleeting Out of Reach A Tease Perhaps its purpose is to humble To ground To tame Nixy

What To Do, What To Do...
I can't decide if I want to persue drumming or bass as my primary musical endeavor. I can't give either up completely, but I'm having a very hard time deciding which to dedicate myself to! HELP :)

What My Birthday Means
Your Birthdate: July 2 You're so intuitive, it's like you have a sixth, seventh, and eighth sense. You connect with others freely and easily - and you tend to have many best friends. Warm and caring, it's hard for you to close your heart to anyone. Affection is like air for you - you need to give and receive it to survive. Your strength: Your universal compassion Your weakness: Your unpredictable mood swings Your power color: Mauve Your power symbol: Butterfly Your power month: February What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

What Type Of Writer Should You Be?
You Should Be a Romance Novelist You see the world as it should be, and this goes double for all matters of the heart. You can find the romance in any situation, and you would make a talented romance story writer... And while you may be a traditional romantic, you're just as likely to be drawn to quirky or dark love stories. As long as it deals with infatuation, heartbreak, and soulmates - you could write it. What Type of Writer Should You Be?

What Sign Is Your True Love?
Your True Love Is a Scorpio Why you'll love a Scorpio: Strong and sexy, Scorpio will overpower you into falling in love (before you even realize it!). You'll love being swept away by Scorpio - into a world of insane passion. Why a Scorpio will love you: You don't mind letting your Scorpio take the reigns, as long as you know you're truly cared for. Loyal and devoted, you would never do anything to set off insanely jealous Scorpio. What Sign Is Your True Love?

What Is Life
What is Life There is no life Therefor i dont have one If I did it would be dark Filled with hatred What is life There is no life people show me their dreams I see their destruction What is life There is no life people create joy I create hatred What is life There is no life Life is not a gift Life is not a choice What is life There is no life....

What Do U Think?
Stoop not down,therefre, Unto the Darkly-Splendid World. Wherein continually lieth A faithless Depth And Hades wrapped in clouds, Delighting in unintelligble Images, Precipitous, winding, A black, ever-rolling Abyss Ever espousing a Body Unluminous Formless And Void T.C.O.Z

"what Did You Say'
“What did you say?” passion & desire fleeting moments that pass in the fire that pass between us a wanting for you waiting for a chance not knowing what to do watching as you move I see the look you gave it to me you can't write the book they are my memories what did you say I thought you called my name tell me whos to blame for making me want you so pass on by leave me alone I'll make it in time leaving you in the past..... written by: Jennifer Fischer 09-29-07

What's It Mean?
I have an indecisive man on my hands...One minute he tells me he really likes me and even more than a friend and the next minute he sayd he doesn't know what he wants. He was hurt in the past and I guess is afriad to get hurt again which i understand. But...He is the one that replied to my single's add, so if he wasn't ready why did he? We talk everyday online for hours, talk on the phone or text almost everyday and we have met once and really hit it off...So what should i do?

What Is It?
Can you feel it That ache inside your mind That heartless endless darkness That twists you up with time And you can't escape it It's inexplicably real You're slowly being erased by it Too weak to stand, you kneel

What Keeps Me Strong
What keeps me strong are the moments we have shared. The holding of our hands clasped together, The touches of your hand brushing against my face, The touch of your fingers as they run through my hair, The little kisses just because, The I love you's shared between us, The everlasting and loving looks into my eyes that you give me so passionately, The feeling of us when we make love. All these little things are what keeps me here waiting and hoping. What keeps me strong are the songs. The sound of music those words of love within them, The passion sounding out from them, The meaning in each words as I hear them, The sight of you mouthing those songs to me in the dark of night. What keeps me strong is the future. Thoughts of our families, Thoughts of our children now and possibilties of children of yet to come, Thoughts of grand babies, Thoughts of a lifetime if love and devotion to one another, Thoughts of growing old together. So if asked what keeps me stron

What Type Of Angel Are You??
What type of angel are you?Devious angelThough you may not be the kindest of all, you sure know how to be blunt and to the point. You don't really give a damn what others think and want it to stay that way. You're strong because you're independent and unpredictable. You don't mind if you're on someone's bad side, who really gives a crap? How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

What's Happenin Lately...
I have been in early labor, 3cm dialated, since last Wednesday January 9th!!! The baby should be coming anytime now! YAY!! Thank goodness....I am so relieved to be done!! LOL Now we're just playing the waiting game...

What Is It About Vampire Movies?
I love vampire movies. The neck biting just TURNS ME ON!! I have really been into them today for some reason. As a matter of fact, I am watching blade right now. I know part of the reason why I am today. My Man came to see me first thing this morning. And that is what He did to me this morning. Bite me all over my neck. The thing is though I have always been into these type movies. Dracula, Bordello of Blood, Underworld ( that is a really HOT movie) Van Helsing, etc. I just love watching them. As a kid I would stare intently at the tv when one came on. My parents thought I was a weirdo cause the other kids would run from the room when some one got bit. Not me, I wanted to see it. Just it is one of my turns on. Some people like to see ppl get it on tv, I like to see people get bit. Go figure. Lots of love to everyone, especially to my Man.

What If
What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there? What would you do if for every moment you were truly happy there would be 10 moments of sadness? What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, I look up to you, respect you, truly cherish you, and love you. You are special to me and you have made a difference in my life. Send this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk, or how close you are, and send it to the person who sent it to you. Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will. Remember, everyone needs a friend. Dont ever leave the one you love for the one you like, because the one you like will leave you for the one they love. if you get this it means the person who sent it truly cares about you, whether they're a friend, gf, bf; Whatever it may be

What Is A Fireman?
What is a fireman? He is the guy next door - a man's man with the memory of a little boy. He has never gotten over the excitement of engines and sirens and danger. He is a guy like you and me with wants and worries and unfulfilled dreams. Yet he stands taller than most of us. He is a fireman. He puts it all on the line when the bell rings. A fireman is at once the most fortunate and the least fortunate of men. He is a man who saves lives because he has seen too much death. He is a gentle man because he has seen the awesome power of violence out of control. He is responsive to a child's laughter because his arms have held too many small bodies that will never laugh again. He is a man who appreciates the simple pleasures of life - hot coffee held in numb, unbending fingers - a warm bed for bone and muscle compelled beyond feeling - the camaraderie of brave men - the divine peace and selfless service of a job well done in the name of all men. He doesn't we

What Is Wrong With Me
I think something is wrong with me. As long as I can remember I have been hard and not gave a shit about who or what thought about me. I mean I would do stuff just to make you ask... is she ok. I could have given shit less about a man much less if he was there at night or not. So what is wrong with me? I cant explain it. I have blown so many off and havent looked for anyone cause I dont want hurt and yet I catch myself crying because I am not where I want to be. I have very few friends that know the real me or even try and get to know me. I am starting to care what people think and i dont know why my hard image is going away. Why do I care what he or she thinks? Why is it that I care about what I look like when i go out the house to run to the grocery store. I know that beauty is with in. What is funny is I have discussed over and over about having a surgery for gastric bypass and it has said no you dont need it you are beautiful. They say you have a great personality a

What The Fuck Is This Fash Shit
I uploaded this restart i still get it.I hadto disable to get in. If you're reading this page, you probably have an old version of Adobe's Flash Player installed inside your web browser. Because of a *MAJOR* security hole in this plugin, you *MUST* upgrade the plugin to continue using fubar. If you don't, your account may be compromised and bad people might trick you into doing things you really dont want to do... Follow the red link to Adobe's Homepage and install the newest version of THE FREE Adobe Flash Player and restart your web browser. It should only take a few minutes. If it asks you to pay for something, you can't follow directions and you're installing the wrong thing. -mike Need help? Check out the Support Lounge and get answers! If you have upgraded and you keep getting this message, or if you don't want to upgrade and want other people to have access to your fubar account and your computer, click the button below to temporarily override the safety

What Do U Do?
there asre some ladies on here i really like, but they are spoken for taken, whatever ya wanna call it, they live too far some live here in wa or engaged or military wives and such...my heart just sinx like a battle platform hit by multiple torpedoes...lol.....they are beautiful so friggin beautiful..all of em are actually, just wonder how so many can have such a great heart and care? i read some of the mummz and blogs readin that the guy they love has left them for someone else, and they keep right on going, some are still with their men...how do they take all them compliments and keep going...all ican say is woe..with make up and no make up they are all dynamite lookin no matter what...yet they are out of reach for me..so another battle within my feelings..swallowin myself steem and not havin achance lol with anyone....so mebbe i am destined to be alone..grow old n gray....yep thats me in one big ugly package

What Should I Do?
For you, I would gladly walk a mile, if that would give me a chance to see you smile. I'd call you my friend, but that's a lie. You mean more to me, but I can't explain why. For you are more precious to me than all of the world's gold, but I can't tell you that, how can I be that bold? If I spoke what's on my mind, would you accept me? Because without you, I don't know where I'd be. You seem to be calm, while I feel absolutely lost. I would like to be so bold, but what would its failure cost? Am I the only one faced with this choice? Be daring and risk losing you as a friend too? I can't risk that; I'd rather have that then lose everything. What should I do?

What Really Get Me
what really gets me i cant stand men that can rape and get away with it . Or someone who steals and gets away with it. Or some one that messess with someones life and gets away with it. All these these people dont have no remore or forgiveness for what they do. i cant stand men that beat wemen or that beat children. Or the people that do drugs and dont see the effect it has on them or there family and friends . I know what it feels like to have 3 of the things that i have mentioned done to me. It dont feel to good and im not proud of it. i sometimes feel that it was my fault or i did something to make it happen. But i have to over come that and realize that no child asks for it to be done to them. I was 4 years old and i was going through foster care. And in foster care they dont care what happens to the child . they say they do but they dont. if They did they would not let it happen to me. The minute i told them they would have pulled me out. I was raped and beaten at 4 years

What Do You Do?
Ok how do you be nice to an ex that is accusing you of cheating on him with the guy your with now? Hes pissed bc i left him and found someone else, yes rather quick but still. Makes me mad bc hes accusing me of things that are not true. Makes it worse hes puting this in blogs where his friends can all read it and say bad things about me. I explained it to him and hes just makeing me mader and more pissed off. dont know how to say it to him with out being mean.

What A Charmer.
Johnny is GONE from my mother's life. period. He's with his whore, SHE just sent me a (stupid yet) offensive letter from HIS myspace (she's so fucking dumb. seriously). I know it's her because, he may be a stoner, but he types in proper english. "Ur ugly and r dirty fat whore eat more ' He comes back, i am fucking gone. MOM brought this drama into my life. He just sits in that fucking chair all day, smoking pot, and doing nothing. I'll go live with cori if i have to. HE IS NOT WELCOME HERE.

What Should I Call Her?
Once upon a time there was a child ready to be born. The child asked God. "They tell me you are sending me to Earth tomorrow, but how am I going to live there being so small and helpless?" God replied,"Among the many angels. I chose one for you. Your angel will be waiting for you and will take care of you." The child further inquired, "But tell me, here in heaven I don't have to do anything but sing and smile to be happy." God said. "Your angel will sing for you and will also smile for you everyday. And you will fell your angel's love and be very happy." Again the child asked, " And how am I going to be able to understand when people talk to me if I don't know the language?" God said, "Your angel will tell you the most beautiful and sweetest words you will ever hear, and with much patience and care. your angel will teach you how to speak." "And what am I going to do when I want to talk to you?" God said, "Your angel will place your hands together and will teach

What Do You Do
Alright, just gettin some stuff out there... Don't mind it What do you do when your whole heart is really taken by one person and your not sure if that person completely has yours? You know that there is love, but how much? The question goes unanswered until that last straw, but you thought that last straw was already pulled. You move on and the next thing you know is now your in a relationship that you need to work out just because your afraidof being a single mother. All the sudden your getting told by other people do what your heart tells you to, and now realizing maybe that last straw really wasn't pulled. Some where there has to be a happy medium right? Wrong! Life doesn't give you that luxury, it makes it as hard as possible to make any sort of decision, and now your in a moral, physical, and mental dilemma. You know if that one person who has your whole heart was with you and finally ment it, you would be completely and udderly happy. Although everyone around you most likely

Whats Yours......????
IM A PISCES WHAT IS YOURS GEMINI -WILD IN BED (5/21-6/21) Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY adorable. dual personalities. Loves relationships, Addictive. Loud. 16 years of good luck if you repost SCORPIO - SEX (10/23-11/21) Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Loves to help people in times of need. Best kisser. Good personality. Stubborn. A caring person. ONE OF A KIND.Gorgeous Smile.Not one to mess with. The best sexual partners in the zodiac. Are the most attractive people on earth! 15 years of goo luck if you repost. CANCER-MORE SEX TO GIVE (6/22-7/22) Trustworthy.Sweet. Attractive. Great kisser. One of a kind. Loves being In long-term relationships. Extremely energetic. Unpredictable. Will exceed your expectations. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out. 2 years of good luck if you repost LIBRA-GREATEST SEX EVER (9/23-10/22) Caring and k

What The Hell??
I've noticed as of late I rate and fan some of the ladies on here cause they are either cute or have things in their profile that I like or respect but then I see that they have visited my page with no rate, no fan, no nada. Now I dont think that I'm the nicest lookin dude on the site but I dont think I send em screamin into the woods either. So what the hell??

What Do You Use Fubar For?
Personally, I'm not a gamer. I come on here, see how far up the ladder I can get and make a few friends along the way. I seriously don't understand why so many people get their panties/undies in a wad saying that folks are point whores. So what? It's a site based on a point system. Wouldn't you think it's part of the idea of the site!? How do you feel. Please comment!

What A Woman Should Have........
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ... enough money within her control to move out and rent a place of her own, even if she never wants to or needs to... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ... something perfect to wear if the employer, or date of her dreams wants to see her in an hour... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .. a youth she's content to leave behind.... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ... a past juicy enough that she's looking forward to retelling it in her old age.... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ..... a set of screwdrivers, a cordless drill, and a black lace bra... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ... one friend who always makes her laugh... and one who lets her cry... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .... a good piece of furniture not previously owned by anyone else in her family.. A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ... eight matching plates, wine glasses with stems, and a recipe for a meal, that will make her guests feel honored... A WOMAN S

What Is Hope?
What is hope? To want? To desire? To expect that what's envisioned may indeed happen? YES to all of the above. Is hope that gut feeling that it's worth holding out and hanging on for just a little longer? ABSOLUTELY Is hope the core of the human condition? CERTAINLY Can you have hope without faith and hunility and wonder? THAT'S TOUGH Just the thought that there's something bigger, something truer, something totally surprising out there waiting for us is... PRICELESS. What would you be without hope growing deep in your bones, thriving in every inch of you? NOTHING. What does it take to hope? EVERYTHING!!!!!!!

What Is Your Celtic Horoscope?
You Are An Ash Tree You are vivacious and impulsive, which makes you extremely attractive to many. Intelligent and demanding, you don't care much for criticism. You have a ton of ambition and talent, and sometimes money rules your heart. You like to play with fate, and you can be very egotistical and restless. Demanding of attention, you need love and a lot of emotional support. What's Your Celtic Horoscope?

What Do You Think?
Advanced Global Personality Test Results Extraversion |||||| 30% Stability |||||||||||||| 53% Orderliness |||||||||||||||| 63% Accommodation |||||||||||||||| 63% Interdependence |||||| 30% Intellectual |||||||||||| 50% Mystical |||||||||||| 43% Artistic |||||| 23% Religious || 10% Hedonism |||||||||||||||||||| 83% Materialism |||| 16% Narcissism |||| 16% Adventurousness |||||||||||| 50% Work ethic |||||||||||| 43% Self absorbed |||||||||||| 43% Conflict seeking

What Should I Do Bout Love
why is it in life when you want something you cant never quite get your fingers on it.well thats what going on with me and i dont know what to do i was dting this young lady that i happen to love very much but there is so much going on in here life that she pulls away from me even when i try to back off some i have a problem because i dont want to be away from her it makes it bad enough that we dont live near each other but to have something esle bring us more pain is hard to deal with so if your reading this leave me some advse let me know what i should do should i move on until we get things str8 or keep trying to work it out .

What A Great Two Nights In Wrestling
I have already done 7 matches in two days and got another show at three o'clock. Myself and Devin Lee have wrestled on two shows each night so far this weekend it has been great and as of the moment we havent lost one. So thats doing pretty good. Well anyways just wanted to put a little on here about my wrestling seeing as I hadn't in a while. So talk to everyone later.

What The Fuck Ever
I see rage i see fear four letter words i only hear you may sound tough and act all hard but to end it all is what you dont have fuck everything in my life there is no good then to blow my own head off if i could. The rage inside me grows to life as i see you in my mind killing you. fuck this world and everything in it i was created in this world but only god made it. im so pissed i could kill but my heart right now wont be enough to fill.

What Insanity We; Live, Breathe And Walk Within Our Lives?
Quotes from Coco Chanel: "Scheherazade is easy. A little black dress is difficult." Line from Steel Magnolias: "What distinguishes us from the animals is our ability to accessorize." Actually I would disagree with that....animals are always at the best no matter what they look like. So not always accessorizing is best....because humans and animals are not the same, for someone to compare dressing to animals is going complete insane because the two will never be the same. Wisdom from Mark Twain: "Man is the only animal that blushes, or needs to." Actually....Mark Twain should had said..."If man was wise as the hooting owl upon nightfall, he would never be lost to why he is always wandering lost within life, while talking from the ass that make no sense to anyone and he is failing too see no one is the same or different, life was created to be union of whole not many." At time I wonder why I was born into a world that speaks of change and hope, but fails to do wha

What Eye Color Are You
Black Eyes People with black eyes spend the shortest time in relationships except for the one with their current addiction. They always fall in love with anything that has two legs, a pulse.They are great kissers----until they vomit all over you.. If you dont repost this and you have black eyes you will either spend the night in jail, or wake up next to some weird guy you've never seen before within the next 2 days. ___________________________________________________________ Blue Eyes People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. They are kind, pretty or handsome, very good kissers and are really hot. They always fall in love with their closest friends and never understand why. They are very funny, outgoing and don't care what people think or say. They love to party.They are very satisfying and love to please. Are straight up WARRIORS when they need to be.They are bad to the bone. If you repost this and you have blue eyes you will have the best kiss sometime in the next

What I Hate About Fubar
It seems like the only way people will talk to you on here is if you're a sex freak, hot, or you post pictures of your body. Where does that leave guys like me? I'm not a sex freak, I'm not hot, I don't post pictures of my body for everyone to see, and for that I'm treated like I'm invisible. Why? Just because I don't follow the path that about 90% of everyone else on here goes down, that apparently means I don't exist. I'm a nice guy, I have a brain, I can carry a conversation, I have issues like everyone else. But does that matter? Apparently not. Now, I have met some nice people on here like Kimmy who give me a reason to stay on here, but for the most part, I don't enjoy this site as much as I used to because everyone is all about sex and that annoys me. I doubt anyone will read this and that's okay because I've learned not to get my hopes up too high anymore. But for the ones that do read this, thank you for taking 2 minutes out of your day to do so. That's all I have to say on

What Words
Words twist and tumble Through my mind But I can't grab the right words Or the right lines So we sit In silence But it’s not uncomfortable In fact I love it You rest your head upon my chest As we lay there Lovers entwined Hearts entangled You raise your head And look into my eyes And I see our love As if it is a real FORCE I don’t ever want to lose this moment You lay your head on my chest once again And now I can feel your heartbeat And my hearts skips with joy And I finally find the right words I’m looking for I love you from now till the end of time!

What Men Want.....lol
More beer. More cheese. More sex. Vitamin fortified cigars. Public beer fountains. Kitty catapults. All day happy hour at a lesbian Hooters. Wet T-shirt Fridays. Replace NFL linebackers with genetically bred velociraptors. Rocket boots. Machine gun camp. NASA space shuttle races. Sledgehammer boxing. Girlfriend TiVO so you can pause, rewind, and delete arguments. Congressional pie fights. Government research grants to build the perfect chicken parmesan hero. More beer. More cheese. More sex. Tomahawk missile surf boards. Hot tub jury boxes. Nacho cheese lipstick. Personal midget-ninja chauffeurs. New TV shows: PBS' The BBQ Hour, Total Kung-Fu Live, and America's Funniest Farts. 24-hour, on call UN negotiator for when you stumble home late, drunk, with lipstick stains on your collar. More beer. More cheese. More sex. Condoms that whistle, whir, and honk when used. Inflatable sex dolls who cook. Beef jerky business cards. Combination briefcase/pizza oven. Nation

What Else, But Life...............
I sit here tonite and think about how fucked up a persons life can get, only to get worse. Im damned if I do, and Im damned if I dont. You love someone and want something to work, but then others want things the way it is. I try to help out when I can. Yeah I just had something major happen in my life. Well this whole year, the little bit we have had, has really sucked. I guess when times get tough, your true colors shows. So does this mean I lose someone again? Yes, in more ways than one. I also lost myself on my way . Any more it seems like I am living life for others, rather than for me. That I wake up and wait for answers on what I should do, rather than what I want. Yeah I have become dependant on others due to reasons, need not mentioned at this time, but I want to be independant. I am the complete opposite of who I was 5 years ago. I have fully become a woman. Im no longer trying to run around like im 19 years old. I act more like im 38 rather than 28. And ther

What's With Rating Pics Less Than A 10?
Ya know.... I like to consider myself a decent person... not perfect... but just the same.. pretty much a good guy.... So I decide to build up some points and rate a few pics... and WOW!!! First JoJo slams me for downgrading her pics average (and frankly I didn't see anything that said I had to rate her 10 minimum and geeze to be honest... she ain't no friggin 10) and then next thing you know I rate this chick named SerenitY a couple of 8's and even a 9 and she comes back and rates every one of my pics a 1 What kind of deluded babies does this site allow in to slam honest opinions????? Didn't realize I had logged on to IneedpamperscauseIamspoiled.com I am sure I will post more on this later...

What Do My Lips Say
What Do Your Lips Say About You? My Result: Understated Charm Whether you're delivering a sweet smooch or a well-chosen compliment, a kind and centered sweetie like you uses your lips to show how much you care. You're a great listener who's got a knack for knowing what — and what not — to say. Subtle and down-to-earth, you're not totally consumed by fussy fashions or high-maintenance beauty routines. We'd bet you're most comfortable in simple styles that let your genuine self shine through. Seems just right for a go-with-the-flow gal like you! Take this test >

What The Hell Was He Thinking
Anyhow if you know me you know Ihave this dumbass ex ok. Well what in the hell possesses a man to ask if he can claim the kids I have taken care of by myself for the year without child support ok, for 6 mos. of last year. Can someone explain to me what goes on in a mans mind to think this is ok.. He has a new wife, and a kid on the way.Cant believe he would even think I would help him out.....

What Wedo
Music:My Curse by Killswitch Engage Get Yours: Music Codes> > From: ?Lil Bit ? Date: 19/11/2007You stay up for 16 hours.He stays up for days on end.You take a warm shower to help you wake up.He goes days or weeks without running water.You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you.He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls.He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists.You complain about how hot it is.He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow.You go out to lunch, and complain because the restaurant got your order wrong.He doesn't get to eat today.Your maid makes your bed and washes your clothes. He wears the same thing

What Tree Did U Fall Under
What tree did you fall from? (I’m a Maple) Find your birthday and then find your tree. This is really cool and somewhat accurate, also in line with Celtic astrology. Dec 23 to Jan 01 - Apple Tree Jan 01 to Jan 11 - Fir Tree Jan 12 to Jan 24 - Elm Tree Jan 25 to Feb 03 - Cypress Tree Feb 04 to Feb 08 - Poplar Tree Feb 09 to Feb 18 - Cedar Tree Feb 19 to Feb 28 - Pine Tree Mar 01 to Mar 10 - Weeping Willow Tree Mar 11 to Mar 20 - Lime Tree Mar 21 (only) -Oak Tree Mar 22 to Mar 31 - Hazelnut Tree Apr 01 to Apr 10 - Rowan Tree Apr 11 to Apr 20 - Maple Tree Apr 21 to Apr 30 - Walnut Tree May 01 to May 14 - Poplar Tree May 15 to May 24 - Chestnut Tree May 25 to Jun 03 - Ash Tree Jun 04 to Jun 13 - Hornbeam Tree Jun 14 to Jun 23 - Fig Tree Jun 24 (only) - Birch Tree Jun 25 to Jul 04 - Apple Tree Jul 05 to Jul 14 - Fir Tree Jul 15 to Jul 25 -Elm Tree Jul 26 to Aug 04 - Cypress Tree Aug 05 to Aug 13 - Poplar Tree Aug 14 to Aug 23 - Cedar

What It Means
what each kiss means:] - Kiss on the Belly: I'm ready. - Kiss on the Forehead: I want to be with you for the rest of my life. - Kiss on the Cheek: We're friends. - Kiss on the Hand: I adore you. - Kiss on the Neck: I want you, now. - Kiss on the Shoulder: Your perfect. - Kiss on the Lips: I love you. ____________________________________________________ WHAT EACH GESTURE MEANS: - Holding Hands: We definitely like each other. - Touching on the Butt: You're mine. - Holding you tight pressed against each other: I want you. - Looking into each other's Eyes: I like you, for who you are. - Playing with Hair: Let's fool around. - Arms around the Waist: I like you too much to let go. - Laughing while Kissing: I am completely comfortable with you. ____________________________________________________ ADVICE: - If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love. ____________________________________________________ REQUIREMENTS:- Post this again af

What A Boyfriend Should Know And A Girlfriend Should Do
What a BOYFRIEND SHOULD Know and a GIRLFRIEND SHOULD do Guys:Put your hands around her waist firmly girls: lay your headback on his shoulder and put your arms on his. Guys:whisper in her ear Girls: giggle Girls:whenever he tries to kiss you, don't just let him, kiss him back. Girls: When you want to cuddle with him, tell him you're cold Guys: automatically move closer to her. (if your stupid then you'll either say" me too " or you'll give her your jacket... don't) Girls: During a movie, if he puts his arm around you, tilt your head on his shoulder Guys: lift her chin up and kiss her. Guys: When she tells you she loves you, look deep into her eyes, give her a peck on the lips, and tell her you love her too... and mean it. Girls:When you're both laying under the stars, put yourhead on his chest and close your eyes as you listen to his steady heart beat Guys: whisper in her ear and link your hands with hers. Now make a wish about

What Should I Do ??
Why if your suppose to love the person with all your heart you always find a way to hurt the other person.My husband is always so mean to me.One minute he loves me with all his heart and soul then the next minute he is telling me he wants to pop me in the F**king mouth.What makes a person like him hate me so much...What should I do I have 2 kids with no job and I am going to school should I stick it out till school is done or should I just leave him and risk losing my house and the only place my kids have known as home. What should I do???

Whatever It Takes
A strangled smile fell from your face What kills me that I hurt you this way The worst part is that I didn't even know Now there's a million reasons for you to go But if you can find a reason to stay I'll do whatever it takes To turn this around I know that what's at stake I know that I've let you down And if you give me a chance Believe that I can change I'll keep us together whatever it takes She said "If we're gonna make this work You gotta let me inside even though it hurts Don't hide the broken parts that I need to see" She said "Like it or not it's the way it's gotta be You gotta love yourself if you can ever love me" I'll do whatever it takes To turn this around I know what's at stake I know that I've let you down And if you give me a chance And give me a break I'll keep us together, I know you deserve much better But remember the time I told you the way that I felt That I'd be lost without you and never find myself Let's hold onto each other ab

What Is My Problem???
Okay i've never really written a blog...but here goes. As I sit watching the NFC Championship Game, which has turned out to be quite boring so far (except for Plaxico and Al Harris's occasional sissy-fighting) I feel like I need to get some random thoughts off of my chest. I don't know what my problem with women is these days but i've gotta figure it out. Whether its is a newfound lack of self-confidence, or my shyness...I seem to have a problem approaching women. Even if just to dance or something. I don't think i'm ugly....I get told differently every day. Girls tell me i'm good looking, great guy, great sense of humor, great dad, blah-blah-blah, blah-blah... I am the king of short changing myself. And when a girl blatantly flirts with me, I just smile and walk away. Just happy that somebody really notices me. Why can't I just be me? Maybe it's just not my time for some reason or other. Everything happen for a reason right? I really do want to have a relationship with someone but I n

What?
Something Must Be by Oblivious Something must be wrong with me with all this hurt inside, always bursting with anger, and never any pride. Something must be wrong with me if all I do is cry, I can't stop this pain all I want to do is die. Something must be wrong with me if my emotions run wild, all this confusion does is make me feel like a lost child. Something must be wrong with me with all these terrible things, always there and never gone depression is what it brings. Something must be wrong with me if I can't stop these thoughts, all this pain does is turn my stomach in knots. Something is truly wrong with me when I think there's only one way out, "Let this pain end," is all my heart will shout

What Are Runes
WHAT ARE RUNES ~-~-~-~-~-~-~- LOKRIEN In the most mundane sense, runes are an alphabet much as our own alphabet and others such as the Greek and Cyrillic alphabets. Each rune represents a sound and was/is used to write words with. But that is in the most MUNDANE of senses. Runes were used long before the concept of writing was around. Each rune is an archetype of a force. People had concepts for such things as Fire, Honour, Birth, et.al. and each of these concepts were given names to make them easier for us to comprehend. In this way, runes are very similar to the Hebrew alphabet. Each 'letter' not only has a sound and a name, but is a complete word with all associated concepts. This similarity with Hebrew extends even farther. Each hebrew word is made of several Hebrew letters, therefore ea

What Do Elements Mean
What do the elements mean? The Guardians are the 4 corners Earth, Air, Fire, and Water (Christian belief may be called the 4 horsemen) The Elements are named: Uriel, Michael, Raphael, and Gabriel Air: Compass point: East. Number: 1. Represents intellect, communication, knowledge, concentration; the ability to "know" and to understand; to unlock secrets of the dead; to contact the angels; telepathy, memory and wisdom; the hawk, the raven and the eagle; prophecy; movement, Karma and speed Fire: Compass point: South. Number 3 . Stands for energy, purification, courage, the will to dare,creativity; higher self; success and refinement; the arts and transformation; the lion, the phoenix and the dragon; loyalty and force. Water: Compass point: West. Number: 2 . Associated with intuition, emotions, the inner self, flowing movement, the

What's Next?
As if my life and my health can't get any worse! Yesterday afternoon, I had collapsed after having migraine headaches for more than a week. I called the doctor and moved my appointment from Friday to today. I had several tests run on me and got the results earlier this afternoon, and I am still in disbelief! A seizure! What else can go wrong? I swear to God, I am getting sick of this! I have not felt like this in a long time, and I swore to myself a long time ago I never would feel this way again, but I just think for mercy's sake, take me out of this world...end my suffering! I hate feeling like this! What's the point? Why keep fighting? I may never be the same as I once was, so is it really worth even trying sometimes? I know it's insane to say such things...I am just so lost right now...I want to be able to have peace - peace of mind, peace in life...is that even possible or is it just a pipe-dream? I want a life again, but this is not a life - this is a prison!

What It's Like To Wake Up Dead. . .
Not dead yet, Chilean man wakes up at his own wake Sun Jan 20, 4:05 PM ET An 81-year old man in the small Chilean village of Angol shocked his grieving relatives by waking up in his coffin at his own wake, local media said on Sunday. When Feliberto Carrasco's family members discovered his body limp and cold, they were convinced that the octogenarian's hour had come, so they immediately called a funeral home, not a doctor. Carrasco was dressed in his finest suit for the wake, and his relatives gathered to bid him a final farewell. "I couldn't believe it. I thought I must be mistaken, and I shut my eyes," Carrasco's nephew Pedro told the daily Ultimas Noticias. "When I opened them again, my uncle was looking at me. I started to cry and ran to get something to open up the coffin to get him out." The man who "rose from the dead" said he was not in any pain, and only asked for a glass of water. Local radio also surprised listeners by announcing a correction to Carr

What Kind Of Guy
What kind of guy do you look for? one that in time you can adore? one that you hope will remain friends, even when your love ends? One that flatters you with whispers in your ears? one that holds the tissue to wipe your tears? a guy that will do anything you want him to? a guy who loves you for the real "you"? One that will always hold you tight, keeping you from nightmares all night? a guy that reminds you how beautiful you are, regardless if you are close or far? A guy who shares his food when you want more? or a guy who opens and holds the door? a guy who can stare at you for an hour and a half, just to see your smile and hear your laugh? One that would stay up to talk on the phone, just so you would never feel alone? A guy who knows a little bit of romance, gives you a long kiss after a slow dance? One that apologizes no matter how long, for even the simplest things he's done wrong? one that would choose you over anything, cause you with him makes h

What Words Can't Say
What words can't speak, my love, Cherish, For if one million suns could shine for me, They would shine will all conviction, Upon my face their warmth carress, Would guarantee my thought fullness, And never would I hurt your soul, With harmful word or tethered toll, I'd wash away your tears that flowed, And set aside a new found glow, A glow that would make you smile a new, And keep the bond that we once knew. What words can't speak, my love, I'll grant, To whisper them in undertones, And when the hour draws close near, I'll hold you in my arms so dear, And take away the pain and fear. What words can't speak, my love, Hearts will confide.

What Is Gong On World
Well this is my first blog post since I have joined this sight and yeah. I have been back from Iraq now for a little over a week now and have been drunk for almost the entire time. LOL. So yeah I am just sitting here right now being bored out of my mind and I am getting ready to go and go on leave in a few more weeks and I am going to be drinking alot more. So yeah hello everyone my name is Daryl and I am always open to new friends so yeah I am here and will be here for a while LOL. Well got to go for now.

What R We Gonna Do
THINGS HAVENT BEEN GOING EXACTLY SMOOTHLY BETWEEN US LATELY AND THE REASON ISNT REALLY AS IMPORTANT AS WHAT WE CAN DO TO MAKE THINGS BETTER ... I LOVE YOU , AND THATS A FACT . YOU MEAN THE WORLD TO ME , AND I BELIEVE THAT TOGETHER WE CAN FIGURE OUT HOW TO GET THINGS BACK TO THE WAY THEY SHOULD BE BETWEEN US . THERES NO OBSTACLE BIGGER THAN OUR LOVE FOR EACHOTHER ... ALL WE HAVE TO DO IS HOLD ON AND WORK OUR WAY THROUGH THIS . I PROMISE TO DO MY PART BECAUSE I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART !!! I CAN NOT CHANGE THE PAST AND ERASE ALL THE MISTAKES I HAVE MADE ALL THE TIMES I DISAPPOINTED YOU THE WAYS IVE MADE YOUR LIFE CRAZY AND UNHAPPY . BUT I CAN CHANGE THE FUTURE AND MAKE A NEW START EVEN THOUGH I KNOW IT WONT BE EASY ... EVERYTHING MAY NOT I MEAN WILL NOT GET BETTER OVER NIGHT . BUT I SWEAR I WILL WORK HARDER AT THIS THAN ANYTHING I HAVE EVER DONE BEFORE FOR MANY REASONS BUT MOSTLY BECAUSE I LOVE YOU ... AND BECAUSE IM LEARNING TO LOVE MYSELF .

Whats Your Sexual Iq?
You have a Sexual IQ of 131 You know a lot about sex. You have had many sexual experiences and you are well versed in all of the lingo associated with sex. You watch a lot of T.V. shows about sex and you pick up a lot through movies and T.V. You are likely to get even smarter when it comes to sex, because you are very intelligent already and are just waiting to have more sexual experiences. 'What is your Sexual IQ?' at QuizUniverse.com

What Will Your Soul Mate Will Be Like?
provider. you like that they provide the security and luxury while all you have to do is enjoy it. because spoiling you is what make them happy. they love to show you off and to make you happy. they work hard play hard and fall in love hard. they would walk to the end of the earth for you. tresure this love! Take this quiz at QuizHeaven.com

What Is Love And What Would You Do For It***
WHAT IS LOVE AND WHAT WOULD YOU DO FOR IT*** LOVE IS BETTER WHEN YOUR BEST FRIENDS.. LOVE is RESPECT.. WITHOUT RESPECT YOU HAVE NOTHING.. LOVE IS MAKING THAT PERSON YOUR WITH FEEL SECURE.. AND KNOWING THERE'S NO ONE ELSE THEY'D RATHER BE SPENDING THERE TIME WITH. LOVE IS ..LOVE IS WHEN YOU CAN TRUST THE PERSON FULLY AND NOT HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT WHERE THEY ARE OR IF THEY ARE DOING SOMETHING AGAINST YOUR BETTER JUDGEMENT..LOVE IS WHEN YOU CAN LAY DOWN WITH SOMEONE AND TOTALLY BE YOURSELF,HAVE FUN, LAUGH, AND FEEL LIKE YOUR HAVING THE BEST CONVERSATION... JUST BECAUSE OF THE WAY YOU REACT TOWARDS EACH OTHER. LOVE IS BEING ABLE TO EXPRESS YOURSELF WITH OUT HAVING TO WORRY ABOUT HOW THE OTHER PERSON IS GOING TO REACT. IN LOVE YOU SHOULD ALWAYS BE ABLE TO BE YOURSELF. LOVE IS WHEN YOU CARE ABOUT SOMEONE AND YOU GO OUT OF YOUR WAY TO PLEASE THE PERSON JUST SO THEY KNOW YOU ARE THINKING ABOUT THEM. LOVE CAN HAPPEN FAST OR LOVE CAN TAKE IT'S TIME. LOVE IS WHEN YOU SEE PAST ALL FAULTS AND STIL

What Does It Take To Get In Ther
Attention all friends and family. If I have ever helped you out in a giveaway or contest please help me now. I'm in a Happy Hour giveaway and need 140,000 comments, I'm at 55,534 right now please come drop me a few comments. It's comments AND rate the pic./fubar.com/user/1007162 Evonne & TisMom05 need 140,000 comments to win a 1-Year VIP, a Happy Hour, a 30-Day Blast AND a Ticker Pack! PLEASE HELP OUT THE SOONER I GET TO 140,000 COMMENT IM DONE/ALSO IF WANT A MORPH I am offering up a free gift of an animation or morph of your chosing. To get it you must leave 400 comments here: and then send me a fu-mail letting me know you've done that! ***you don't have to leave all 400 comments in 1 day!*** ***IF YOU DON'T FU-MAIL ME, YOU WON'T GET YOUR ANIMATION!*** Attention all friends and family. If I have ever helped you out in a giveaway or contest please help me now. I'm in a Happy Hour giveaway and need 140,000 comments, I'm at 55,534 right now please come drop me

Whatever Bullshit
Man, have you ever gone to bed with a thought or rolled up a nice jay? Way too funny! But nothings funny so here we go! *If you have Faith as small as a mustard seed it will grow. *Always follow your heart.

What Did U Expect
You came into my life As quickly as you left. You grabbed a cutting knife And sliced right through my breast. You didn't mean to hurt But what did you expect? My heart now cut in two It feels beyond repair. Injury done by you God, life just isn't fair. You didn't mean to hurt But what did you expect? So here we are, just friends, But I long to be more. Desire with no end Throbbing from my core. You didn't mean to hurt But what did you expect?

What Are You
You are The High Priestess Science, Wisdom, Knowledge, Education. The High Priestess is the card of knowledge, instinctual, supernatural, secret knowledge. She holds scrolls of arcane information that she might, or might not reveal to you. The moon crown on her head as well as the crescent by her foot indicates her willingness to illuminate what you otherwise might not see, reveal the secrets you need to know. The High Priestess is also associated with the moon however and can also indicate change or fluxuation, particularily when it comes to your moods. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

What Is A Soulmate...
There are many opinions about what soul mates are, and if they really exist. The romanticized version is that every person has a soul mate, their other half in polarity with whom they will one day reunite to share eternity, experiencing a one of a kind love that completes and uplifts. This is something everyone hopes for and searches to find, yet soul mate love can only be validated by the hearts of two people. Soul Mate Definition: The dictionary defines a soul mate as "one of two persons compatible with each other in disposition, point of view, or sensitivity." Regardless of your personal beliefs about soul mates, it is possible to attract a partner with whom you can experience unconditional love and acceptance. Everyone can have a love that lasts forever, whether your understanding of forever is over the course of one or many lifetimes. A soul mate's love far surpasses chemical attraction; it overcomes all duality, role playing, ego, pride, and superficiality. But, you must firs

What Is A Hedgewitch?
A Hedgewitch is someone who practices Hedgewitchery or Hedgecraft. HedgeCraft is a spiritual path and is a form of Traditional Witchcraft. It is most commonly practiced by modern Pagans. Hedgecraft is based on the village wisewoman of European folklore. It has similarities to the traditional cunning folk of England. Hedgewitches often practice herbalism, magick, wildcrafting, and many different forms of healing. The use of shamanic techniques is a part of this tradition. Such techniques as the use of trance inducing plants, drumming, dance, chanting and meditation. Hedgewitches are generally unconcerned with overly formal magical workings, preferring more simple folk magic. This is a heavily nature oriented tradition, as such, most Hedgewitches live outside of urban areas. In ancient times, the local Hedgewitch or wisewoman typically lived just on the outside of the town's boundary hedge, part of the community but also an outsider. Most Hedgewitches practice is solitary an

What Love Should Be Like
The sound of our voice makes me weak When I hear your words I cannot breathe The thought of your touch It does so many things That I can't stand it, it's too much Your smile that is so true and calming In your arms I want to fall No thoughts of you ever harming I just want you and that's all Your hands touch me when I am away The thought of it taking my words I want to say so much but lose what words to say So much I miss you it hurts You are all I could want and are my soul You have fixed what was broken You made me whole All with no words spoken I have dreamed of you for so long Trying to put someone in your place I was so very wrong The faceless was always your face I have wanted you and didn't think you were real I could never explain to you How you exposed what was never allowed to feel Your soul is my soul Your heart is my heart Now that I am whole I never want to part I want you for you I promise to give all of me You have nothing but true What els

What Is There To Worry About?
From the reports I have read today, it is basically official about the tax rebates. The scarey thing I am finding out right now is that no one is paying attention. As much media coverage this is getting, it seems like everyone I talk to do not know anything about it. That is kind of shocking considering it considers a good amount of money. People need to start paying attention a little bit better. Anyhow the figures changed for some reason. A day ago it was going to be $800 per single, and $1600 per family. Today I seen it as $600 per single and $1200 per family. I did not catch on why the decrease, but there is a lot of stuff going on in this package. It seems as though everyone is driven on "fear" of this economy. Every headline and story includes the words "fear", "for fear of", "anticipating a recession", etc. etc. It does seem to some degree we are scaring ourselves into a position more so than actually in the position. I am not stating that there is som hard ev

Whats Left Of Me
Caught up in a moment again, just not sure where it is to begin. Seems my thoughts are scattered as if I am a child, and being in this mood makes me become wild. One looks at their own past and tries to move on, never looking back at the times that have gone. Memories seem to stick inside of my troubled mind, at least this time they are without dread. Many things I am not proud of that I may have done, regrets I hold I can not even count of one. Mainly because when you live life you also learn, and sometimes my words come out a little stern. Even though we may cross each others path, I dont want you left behind in my aftermath. For I treat you as a good friend should, I would do better if only I could. Someday I may be able to open up and show, how much room you left me with to grow. With the pain and emptiness around that I see, you can just have " whats left of me " !!

What Do You Do?
What do you do when you have a friend that needs help, but there isn't anything you can do about it? I know that I should try my hardest to help them to the best of my ability, but I don't know what I can do! It's nothing that I can really help with. I want to help, but how am I supposed to do that when I have other things that I have to worry about? Getagrrr!

What To Do When Your Mind Wonders?
What to do when your mind wonders and get you introuble? I have a bad habbit of letting my mind wonder and get me in trouble. I dont want it to but it happens. I have to find a way to keep my mind oppoucred. Antone have any ideas. I know what I wanna do but I cant and that sucks.

What The Hell, What, Confused
ok i dont no if i am still with this guy he called me about a month ago and told me his ex maybe going to have his baby so we stoped seing one another then on jan 6 we got engeased he went back home to norfolk va and everything is so fucking confused he just wrote me a e mail saying he wants to be with me but he cant right now and he cant stand not being by my side everyday. so i am ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh and to top it all off i think i am going to have his baby but he has to much on his plate right now and i dont want him to worry about me i am a big girl i have gone thou it with my other baby.

What I Am (part 1)
Alot of people tell me they want to know more about and I get tired of repeating myself so I thought I would make a list of things that I am and am not. You might want to grab a snack or something to drink for this one....here we go. 1. I am a mom - I have four beautiful daughters that are my pride and joy. I also have a beautiful baby granddaughter. (no penises allowed here folks). I have a relationship with my kids that most moms would die for and if they say any different I will ground them for all eternity. (just kidding) 2. I am funny - I've learned to see the humor in all things. I've had too. My life has been a series of hard knocks and without a sense of humor I wouldn't have survived. I've been known to make people laugh at a funeral (sorry, Aunt Ruth....no disrespect was intended). My sense of humor can be described as witty or sarcastic at times but never harmful. I don't say mean crap to people. Mean people suck. 3. I am getting a divorce - I am pres

What I Am Not (part 2)
Still here?? Wow, I am impressed! You must really be interested so I'll hit ya with my next list. Hope you're not hungry or in a rush. 1. I am not lazy - I work two jobs and keep a fairly clean house. My ass never sits (well, of course unless you count the time I took in front of my computer writing this) 2. I am not a fake - What you see is what you get. I will tell you my likes and dislikes up front. For example, I don't like sports. I would not accompany you to a Bengals game to root for the home team. Save the foam finger for some other lucky lady. I'm not going to tell you that your John Denver collection is bitchin'. If I don't like your type of music I will tell you or take a sledgehammer to your stereo. The choice is yours (again, just kidding) 3. I am not crazy - I am a fairly normal person leading a fairly normal life. I don't hear voices. Well okay once I heard the voice of Betty White but it was after a Golden Girls marathon and all she said w

What My Name Means
What Fred Means You are loving, compassionate, and ruled by your feelings. You are able to be a foundation for other people... but you still know how to have fun. Sometimes your emotions weigh you down, but you generally feel free from them. You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something. You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense. You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row. You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace. People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a domi

What I'd Like To Do To You Written On Sept. 21, 2007
You have no clue of what I'd like to do to you, But this will tell you exactly what I'm going to do. I want you to know exactly what the pain you put me through feels like, So I'll start by dragging you down the street behind a bike. Then, one by one I'll break every bone in your hands and feet, It sounds like sweet delight but to me it's just a treat. You'll be begging for mercy but no one will hear you nor will they care, This pain is more than you can bear. Damn right bitch, I always knew I was stronger than you. And that is only part of what I'd like to do to you.

What Is D/s All About.
i have talked to many Women here on Fubar and more often than not i am asked why i am into being submissive to a Woman. Truthfully, i don't know the reasons behind my preferences. Many of the things i enjoy are an acquired taste that came with time. Many people think it's all about Whips and Chains when in its purest form has nothing to do with that. In it's purest sense it's a lifestyle role play with a TPE or total power exhange exists between the man an the Woman. It's not a role reversal in the sense that the man now becomes Betty Crocker and is feminized(although that can be part of it). Rather, it's a twisted version of male chivalry where the man waits on the Woman hand and foot 24/7. He has o put her first in everything in his life. For example, if he wants to go out for a beer with his friends it may be required of him to ask for permission before doing so. Best Graphics - Top Comments It's about thinking about the Woman's needs first and making sure that they

What A Group - Check Em Out. (done By Chrissy)
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What A Pile Of Crap...
ugh. i'm so damn lonely. and B O R E D. every night lately rick's been coming home and falling asleep. kevin and marlow sleep ALL DAY in the living room. and tashauna hardly ever comes out of her room anymore :( she also sleeps most of the day too. but it seems like i'm pretty much by myself all the time anymore. it's making me horribly sad... even when kevin and marlow are up they just seem to be bothering me a lot lately. i'm not sure if i'll be able to handle living with them permenetly... but i also don't think we can afford a place by ourselves... and tashauna's moving back to kennewick. i really need to find a new job. i've decided that i want a job where i don't have to work on weekends or holidays. i'm tired of not getting weekends off. specially now that rick does. so i was thinking like an office job or something, but they all want you to have at least one year of experience. HOW THE HELL ARE YOU SUPPOSED TO GET EXPERIENCE IF NO ONE WILL LET YOU GET ANY?!?!?!

What Is Love??
What is Love? The word love has many different meanings in English, from something that gives a little pleasure ("I loved that meal") to something one would die for (patriotism, family). It can describe an intense feeling of affection, an emotion or an emotional state. According to philosophers, the only goal of life is to be happy. And there is only one happiness in life: to love and be loved. Love is essentially an abstract concept, much easier to experience than to explain. The definition of love is the subject of considerable debate, enduring speculation and thoughtful introspection. The difficulty of finding a universal definition for love is typically tackled by classifying it into types, such as passionate love, romantic love, and committed love. These types of love can often be generalized into a level of sexual attraction. In common use, love has two primary meanings, the first being an indication of adoration for another person or thing, and the second being a state

Whats On My Mind
Ok I've got several things I would like to say...All of you know over a month ago I had to sell my PC so my kids could have a good christmas...Well it really killed me having to walk away from all my friends at the time....Granted it was a nice break from the drama but i truelly missed all the people I thought were my true friends.I missed the hours of helping people in contests, making morphs for people, and just chatting with everyone.....But when I left here I also gave alot of people ways of contacting me...well there were 2 who stayed in touch regularly....I dont know how many nights I sat here wondering what all my friends were up to.....Well apparantly I was an easy one to forget.....Ive been on fubar for 5 hours now and you know what? 4 people and only 4 people have even acknowleged me being online...That really hurts.....I hope you all enjoy fubar and its worth everything you put into it because it is no longer worth all the heartache to me anymore....... Yeah some of you

What It Means To Me
Title: What It Means To Me Poems are like medicine for my mind, You'll understand if you're my kind. Poems are like a sedative deep into the night, When I am sleep and my mind takes flight. Poems are my salvation when I hang on the cross, Thoughts bring me to a road to which I'm lost. Poems are rosary beads touched with pen, For all the times I want to give in. Poems are my enemies of all ghosts past, Haunting and taunting me they even laugh. Poems are suicide letters written in despair, When I can't feel or see an nobody out there. Poems touch me and I touch them back, They reflect my love even when I lack. Poems are nothing, yes everything, All. Something like my final call covering in covenant As an ole woman's shawl. Poems are intricate small and deep, An intimate introspection into me. Poems are solitude for the multitude in a tube of tunnel vision, Sharp incision definition of division Between streets and prisons. Poems are reminders of past inflic

What The Hell Happened??
A long time ago in a galaxy far far away.... Oops wrong scenario... A long time ago on a site called Lost Cherry, A time when kindness, manners and friendship ran rampant. There was a discerning sense of ethics and etiquette. Now as the site has grown many of the old ways have become a thing of the past. Making way for a much more “ME” orientated atmosphere. Luckily a lone internet scavenger stumbled across the dead cherry scrolls while rummaging through archives in a hidden data base. After hour upon hour the scrolls have finally been translated. Baby Jesus said unto the people of Cherryland...... This site is my gift to you, go forth my children, make friends, rate, fan and add in the name of love. I give you 10’s and 11’s for which to award our fellow brethren. Give them freely and give them often. The 1 through 9’s are of no use and only there to fill space, using them may result in hurt feelings or a rash of 1’s tossed right back at you. (rather damaging to your rating if

What Is Love
What is love is love fair is love true what is love, if love causes pain what is love, with out love what is love if you can't love what is love if not able to feel love what is love if there is cheating, and abuse, what is love if your in love with someone other then the one you married, so i ask again WHAT IS LOVE is there a such thing as in love, what is love some love is broken some love is pain some love is love and not to be loved SO I ASK AGAIN WHAT IS LOVE

What I Have Learned!
I have learned a few things of late, and I wish to share them with you. I know that some of you, have read my blogs and maybe have gotten to know me, or at the very least had a good laugh. A lot has changed for me, I use to feel sorry for myself and think that I am not good enough for someone, and that no one wants me, well I found a new way of thinking. If someone thinks that I am not good enough for them, that’s there problem cause maybe there not good enough for me, unlike them I and not judgmental of others. If people don’t want me or want to take the time to get to know me, that is there lost, cause I am for the most part a very sweet and loving person, who will speak his mind and not sugar coat things for them, guess that is why I get called an asshole all the time. If that is the reason, then yep, I’m an asshole, and proud of it. Also I am a friend to the end, I won’t give up on you, I won’t walk away from you, I will even help you hide the bodies. But piss me off, or b

What Is Life..
what is life if tears always run down her face ? and hurt feel her soul with hate . the darkness of her life is all thats left of her now . the shadows of pain,and hate, and hurt , destroy her,cosumes her till their no more to take , her heart is numb .so she cant feel the pain ,of the hurt full words he says, to her , to numb to feel the rage of his hate,to numb to feel him destroy her to break her down so bad till she no longer knows who she is ,she a shadow of a person that her loved ones once new. but they know her no more ,she hide behind a pretty smile so no one can see .the shame she hides deep inside her from the lie she has to tell them.she's ok when she knows deep down inside she's not... by robin

What Is Love
What Is Love By Joanne Anderson One day I was asked “What is love?” I sat and pondered long and hard as I tried unsuccessfully to describe the wonder and feeling of love. The words compassion, desire, hunger, emotion, forgiveness, self-sacrifice and a fiery passion deep inside a person sprang to my mind, but I thought love is so much more than that. It is the look in a mother’s eyes as she nurses her newborn child. It’s that person who gives up his day off to help a friend. It is a child’s laughter when playing. It is the younger person helping an elderly person across the busy street. It is seeing someone that has nothing and giving them all that you can. It is what brings a man and woman to each other for a lifetime. It is giving up something you need so you child can have that new toy he or she wants so desperately to be cool with their friends. It is the soldier that takes up his gun and fights to protect the people from a cruel and vicious tyrant that murders and torture

What I Want!
Like anything in life that you want, you should say it proclaim it either through spoken or written words. I know I have expressed what I want in spoken words to my friends and family but I dont think I have ever written them down to reread over and over. So here we go. Since I am almost 30, I know gasp! I say the big number THIRTY and this big number has me freaked out. Not the actual number but what I should have by now like a kick ass marriage and a family. So, I have baby and marriage on the brain and crap is this depressing. I even started a joke with my family that I am on the hunt for a husband at Walmart (reason why i shop there so much). Some have suggested to move my search to like Lowe's or Target lol. I am highly concidering this. any thoughts? anyone want to get married and have kids? So here it goes! I WANT A HUSBAND AND KIDS! Rock n Roll!

What I Love About You David
What I Love About You I love the way you look at me, Your eyes so bright and green. I love the way you kiss me, Your lips so soft and smooth. I love the way you make me so happy, And the ways you show you care. I love the way you say, "I Love You," And the way you're always there. I love the way you touch me, Always sending chills down my spine. I love that you are with me, And glad that you are mine.

What's The Deal
Well I am am very pissed off. Last POST was deleted cause the cunt whines like a baby.. Sure wished she would just leave me the fuck alone... I don't want your FUBAR FREEK... I Don't need to get on here to find me any one to SCREW**SHACK UP WITH OR ANYTHING ELSE.. I have a life outside of FUBAR.. Even though I Enjoy it VERY MUCH.. I do not sit my ass here all day and STALK People.. You need to STALK YOUR Fat Ass To a GYM and leave me alone...

What Type Of Flirt Am I???
You are a romantic flirt You view each crush you have as the potential ONE. You are inclined to write poems and give gifts to show that you care about them. You are also inclined to win your crush over with all the attention that you lavish upon them. Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

What Type Of Flirt
You are a direct flirt You know who you want and you go after them. If they’re not interested, then you shrug it off because there are plenty more potential hot dates out there. You don’t waste time and, because of this, you have a high chance of finding Mr. or Miss Right (Now). Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

What And Why This Is A Blog...
So, I got this book recently called "How Far Would You Go?" written by Evelyn McFarlane & James Saywell (the authors of the "If" books). I'm taking below directly from the book: There are 500 thought-provoking questions. These questions can help us discover more about ourselves, our friends, and our family members. I decided to start posting blogs taking a question from the book and posting my answers. If these questions and answers help you learn more about me, as a friend or family member, all the better. I am looking to learn more about me... What are my limits & how far will I go? Any comments that you feel like leaving (good, bad, or indifferent) are more then welcome. If you have a comment and don't want to post it on my blog, feel free to send me a message. Enjoy All!

Whats The Point
If I die today what would the people who knew me remember me for? For the whore everyone treats me like or just a good fuck. Who would care if i die today or found out i was dying? No I'm not going to kill myself if that what you thinking while reading this. I look at these people in my life and how they treat me as if i was nothing. A piece of ass yet they dont even try and impress me at all. Its like they can see right through me knowing all i want is to have someone who cares yet they know my past or i slept with them before. so they know i wont just give that up for fear if i dont have the meaningless relationship with them i will have nothing at all. I want so much to be able to look into someone else and see something real and yet I must be blind or the world is really just that fuck up. Everyone tells me that you get what you deserve but i understand or remember being this hard on others so i question am i really alive or just a living dead girl.

What Is Dominance And Submission?
If anyone were to ask what 'Dominance and submission' is, they would receive almost as many answers as people who practice it. D/s consists of a consensual relationship that is based around a power exchange between two people. One person is the controlling one, known as the Dominant; the other person is the controlled one, and is known as the submissive. The submissive gives a certain amount of 'power' to the Dominant over their lives. This can be as simple as the Dominant telling them what to wear each day, or can be as complex as the submissive having to ask the Dominant for permission to leave the room. The rights of the submissive are not taken from them, they are given freely, a submissive is with a Dominant by choice. The submissive wants to obey. If they did not want to be given guidance and instruction, they would not be with a Dominant. Many new people to the lifestyle think that being a dominate is very easy but in fact it is not. There is more to being a Dom than telling

What?
lol so I'm confused...idk how to do a lot of stuff on fubar...hence this odd blog...but anyways, just wanted to say hi to everyone...if anyone, who actually reads this. So, hope you're having a better day than I am...I have a cold...blah!

What I Watched On One Tree Hill
I was watching One Tree Hill the other day. In the episode that i was watching, the class, i think it was a Literature Class, was told to to pick a name out of the hat that was passed around the class. Each group of 2 was told to get to know each other by answering the following questions/ statements: 1. tell something personal. 2. tell something that your scared of or afraid of. 3. What do you plan on doing in 10 yrs.? 4. Tell a secret that you have.Then they were told to take a pictur eof the other person the way you see he/she with the answers to the statement/ questions. Thought i would do the some the something they did in the this episode. What can I say that is personal that most people don't know. Well with me being gay, I deal with not being goo enough for my father's side of the family ( with some liking me). Ever since I have told them that i have moved to Lock Haven, PA, they have pushed me away. All i have to say to that is

What?
What? It is such any easy question but so hard to answer. How do you answer it when you mind is going a million miles a minute just trying to comprehend what is going on with your heart? What? It is such and easy question but so hard to answer. I love you! I miss you! I want you! I need you! I can't live without you! You are everything to me! You stole my heart and soul! You make life worth living! You are the most beautiful thing I have ever gazed upon! Will you marry me my love? These are just some of the answers to that simple question. What?

What Is Borrwed Time?
What is Borrwed time? is it the time people are give to stay n say there good byes to the family n friend that they want to or or is it God tell them telling them that they are going? I dont what it is or anything. i think that it just the last time that you are going to be told that it is ur time to go to heaven and start a new life.i think that u are always dying that you are waiting to get the "borrowed time" n pass on to ur other life thats waiting for u.

What Do They Know
I face the world with a smile, no one knows what is hid inside. They see only happiness, they cant see the tears I've cried. When I am alone I hurt, because here I do it well. In front of all the watchful eyes my heaven turns to hell. The judge and jury awaits me, everyone has a say. In a life that hangs suspended for yet another day. Who are they to judge if what I have done is right or wrong? In the end I gave him up, but inside still sing his song. I don't know how to find the strength I thought I had. If only I could play tough it wouldn't be so bad. They say that life goes on and someday I'll smile again. But, how do they know my pain without being where I've been? I've traveled so far from home, and can't find my way back. Somewhere along the way I must have jumped the track. I saw him just today and his smile is still the same. He looked at me so sweetly, but never spoke my name. I wonder if he remembers me, It hasn't been that long. He may have forgotten me, bu

What Is Yuwie?
First off, Yuwie is 100% FREE. Yuwie is like any other "connect with friends" or social networking site. But we have one major difference. Use Yuwie - Get Paid! Yuwie pays you to blog, upload pictures, refer friends, chat, hang out, etc. Ask me just I'll give you the link

What Is With...
What is with nosy people? I mean do they live and breath at making other people lives miserable? I have always kept my problems to myself unless I wanted to share them with my family and friends for their opinions. But it's like you have these nosy ass people that wants to make your life hell while they sit back and smile.

What Children Say.....
what is butt dust? What, you ask, is "Butt dust?" Read on and you'll discover the joy in it! These have to be original and genuine. No adult is this creative. JACK (age 3) was watching his Mom breast-feeding his new baby sister. After a while he asked: "Mom why have you got two? Is one for hot and one for cold milk?" MELANIE (age 5) asked her Granny how old she was. Granny replied she was so old she didn't remember any more. Melanie said, "If you don't remember you must look in the back of your panties. Mine say five to six." STEVEN (age 3) hugged and kissed his Mom good night. "I love you so much that when you die I'm going to bury you outside my bedroom window." BRITTANY (age 4) had an earache and wanted a pain killer. She tried in vain to take the lid off the bottle. Seeing her frustration, her Mom explained it was a child-proof cap and she'd have to open it for her. Eyes wide with wonder, the little girl asked: "How does it know it's me?"

What Is Shamanism
Shamanism is classified by anthropologists as an archaic magico-religious phenomenon in which the shaman is the great master of ecstasy. Shamanism itself, was defined by the late Mircea Eliade as a technique of ecstasy. A shaman may exhibit a particular magical specialty (such as control over fire, wind or magical flight). When a specialization is present the most common is as a healer. The distinguishing characteristic of shamanism is its focus on an ecstatic trance state in which the soul of the shaman is believed to leave the body and ascend to the sky (heavens) or descend into the earth (underworld). The shaman makes use of spirit helpers, with whom he or she communicates, all the while retaining control over his or her own consciousness. (Examples of possession occur, but are the exception, rather than the rule.) It is also important to note that while most shamans in traditional societies are men, either women or men may and have become shamans. There are a number of rel

What The Hell's The Problem??
Man rides lawn mower to liquor store Tue Jan 29, 12:49 PM ET A man was charged with drunken driving after going through two bottles of wine, cutting through a snowstorm on his lawn mower and riding down the center of the street to reach a liquor store, authorities said. Police found Frank Kozumplik, 49, homeward bound on a John Deere tractor Saturday night, toting four bottles of wine in a paper bag, officials said. He told officers that his wife had taken their car to work, and that the mower was the only way he could reach the store, two miles from home. His blood alcohol level was 2 1/2 times Michigan's legal driving limit of 0.08 percent, police told WLEN-FM. They arrested him and confiscated the mower. Kozumplik declined to comment Monday night.

What A Man Should Do
Every girls dream since they were little girls is that one day she will find a guy that does these things for her. even the smallest action can have the BIGGEST impact in someones life. • give her one of your t-shirts to sleep in. • give her one of your hoodies to wear so everyone knows shes yours. • leave her cute text/notes. • tell her she looks beautiful. • look into her eyes when you talk to her. • let her mess with your hair. • touch her hair. • just walk around with her. • FORGIVE her for her MISTAKES. • look at her like she's the only girl you see. • tickle her even when she says stop. • when she starts swearing at you, tell her you love her. • let her fall asleep in your arms. • get her mad, then kiss her. • stay on the phone with her even if shes not saying anything • tease her and let her tease you back. • stay up all night with her when she's sick. • watch her favorite movie with her. • let her wear your clothes. • when she's sad, hang out with her.

What I'm Feeling Today !!!!!
What i'm feeling today !!!!! i'm getting tried of going to the dr's it starting to bring back feeling that i don't want and i don't know what to do about these feeling anymore the feeling that it like going to treatments again and i don't want to feel like this it making me depressed again i just want to run away from this problem but i know i can't do it i need to be strong for all my love ones that love me but it soooo dam hard and i''m getting tried of asking people to use there car just to get to the city or asking people to give me a ride to see the dr but there a couple of people that make me fight every day and i love them very much 1. is the love of my life Tony 2. is my niece and nephew 3. my family i sit here in tears wondering why this is happen to me again and why can't thing just be good for once

What My Town Is Like
Well let's see where to begin, ah yes here we go. I live in a town where drug dealers roam free. Where certain people who don't mind snitchin can get off a serious fellony. Where drugs are pushed through the schools at an alarming rate but no one cares. There are children yeah I said children at parties smoking pot and getting drunk, 10 to 14 years old all fucked up and then taken for granted by worthless perverts. A town where babys are having babys, and their drug induced parents are paying drug induced freinds to take care of they're kids for you guessed it drugs. Where herpies in elementary school is not a lie neither is pregnancy in middle school. What the fuck is going on. Doesn't anybody have pride or self control any more? I ask this because there are too many children out there suffering in other places worse than this and I just sit back and watch as a small town is slowly becomming unhinged by coruption of all sorts....the main one is the corruption of innocence. I'm getting

What I Believe !!
I believe that no matter how much you change your life and try to do better. You will still get judged no matter what there will always be someone to remind you of how much of a fuck up you were.Sorry got bad news today and I'm trying to vent . 1-29-08

What Do U?/
what do u hate????? Current mood: frustrated I HATE...... WAKIN UP TOOO EARLY NOT GETTIN MY MONEY ON TIME PEOLE WHO TALK SHIT NOT TO MOTIVATE BUT JUST TO PISS ME OFF.. DUMB ASS QUESTIONS STUPID ANSWERS WHEN MY COMPUTER FREEZES WHEN THEY TURN OFF MY PHONE WHEN I GOT TOO MANY BILLS WHEN I DONT GOT ENOUGH MONEY HATERS WHEN I CANT THINK TO WRITE MY POETRY ANNOYING NOISES..(HIGH PITCH) IGNORANCE HAVIN NOTHIN TO SMOKE.. TELL ME WHAT YOU HATE.. WHATEVER IT IS...NO-ONE WILL SEE THIS.. BE REAL AND BE HONEST (EVEN IF IT IS A RACE...)

What I Am As A Date....
Your Result Your Result You're So Hot! You know all the right moves - you make eye contact, you flirt just enough to keep them interested and you trust your intuition. You're a great date - fun, flirty and definitely hot. Take the Hot Date Quiz at QuizRocket.com!Make Your Own Quiz

What Its Like To Be Me
basically starting now i have lived alone, for most my life,yes been happy..had 2 failed relationships but lived with it since its deemed possible that God doesnt want me to have one, i am too old for preisthood lol so thats out, so i just sit here and wonder if, "hey...am i just here to amuse people in my life and not be happy?" or is there really someone round my age out there and we are missing each other for some god awful reason? lol. i have had angioplasty done for my heart due to chest pains that were gettin worse n worse..now ifeel fine and i think most ladies are afraid that i may croak....and get left with nothing but pain. i live check to check..fixed income. so that is partially of it too i think...but oh well...they dont realize that hey...i am actually a very nice guy who has a heart full of love and is willing to share it with any lucky lady.....any lady out there.....but i guess nice guys do come last!

What Do You Think?????
AnglRos2~Eternal~Bliss Says: Sometimes we are to busy to stop an realize that in life WE Must Give Faith an Trust in something other than Ourselves it called LIFE,LOVE,DESTINED TO BE!!!!!! Just Now. Update. Mood: exhausted LOVZ Yall" TY MUchhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!

What Supervillian Am I
Your results:You are Apocalypse Apocalypse 73% Lex Luthor 70% Magneto 68% Mr. Freeze 68% Mystique 66% Venom 65% The Joker 64% Dr. Doom 63% Riddler 62% Catwoman 57% Dark Phoenix 56% Green Goblin 50% Juggernaut 46% Kingpin 46% Poison Ivy 39% Two-Face 34% You believe in survival of the fittest and you believe that you are the fittest. Click here to take the Supervillain Personality Quiz

What I Have Learned
~I've learned ... that no matter how much I care, some people just don't care back ~I've learned ... that it takes years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it ~I've learned ... that it's not what you have in your life but who you have in your life that counts ~I've learned ... that you can get by on charm for about fifteen minutes. After that, you'd better know something ~I've learned ... that you shouldn't compare yourself to the best others can do but to the best you can do ~I've learned ... that it's not what happens to people that's important. It's what they do about it ~I've learned ... that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life ~I've learned ... that no matter how thin you slice it, there are always two sides ~I've learned ... that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be I've learned ... that it's a lot easier to react than it is to think ~I've learned ... that

What Does Your Birth Month Reviele About You?
What Does Your Birth Month Reveal About You? JulyFun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood.Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets.Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studyinMyspace Quizzes

What Do You Guys Think?!?!
I was walking through the store the other day and got this really crazy idea. What if they sold vibrators? I know it is dirty to think in such ways but think about it. They sell everything else so why not? I guess that would get some people's blood going. But be honest guys think of the posibilities. WOuldnt you buy one or maybe for you girls out there. Would it not be ssooo convenient not to have to drive to another store to complete that outfit you just bought to wear for your crush? I know if they had a decent selection it would not stop me. But then I am a bad girl and have no shame in my game...so who else out there is willing to admit they can be naughty with the rest of us? I guess this would go to show why I was a Raunchy Sexy on that quiz I took ;-)

What Would You Do If
WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF 1. I died: 2. I kissed you: 3. I lived next door to you: 4. You found out I was married: 5. I stole something: 6. I was hospitalized: 7. I refused to leave my home: 8. I got into a fight while you were there: WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY 9. Personality: 10. Eyes: 11. Hair: 12. Family: WOULD YOU 13. Help me hide a body? 14. Keep a secret if I told you one? 15. Hold my hand? 16. Take a bullet for me? 18. Try to solve my problems? 19. Love me? 20. Date me? HAVE YOU EVER 21. Lied to make me feel better? 22. Wanted to kiss me? 23. Wanted to kill me? 24. Broke my heart? 25. Kept something important from me? 26. Thought I was unbearably annoying? AND MORE 27. Who are you? 28. Are we friends? 29. When and how did we meet? 30. Describe me in three words: 31. What was your first impression? 32. Do you still think that way about me now? 33. What reminds you of me? 34. If you could give me anything, what would it be? 35. Ho

What Is Twloha
It is a non-profit out of Flordia who seek to help those with their problems of drugs, addictions, cutting, and just life in general they have a myspace page and i fully support what they are doing i hope you will check them out and give them some support even if it is only moral support all seems needed!! thank you To Write Love On Her Arms - IntroAdd to My Profile | More Videos

What To Help
I am getting ready to do a special photo shoot today. If you want to help and get some of the pics from the shoot. Let me know. It is every easy. Just tell me what position or what to do. I will post a pic of outfit in my profile. It is a brown skirt, white top, and black boots. Just something fun for Valentine's Day. I will have a pink background and a chair. For helping I will send you a group of the pics. You can email ideas to exoticflame@yahoo.com or im me at stampcheyenne Thanks for the help

What Do I Deserve?
what is it that i deserve? how do i know? see im dating adam, and he says that i am great! see the only problem is that i have never been told that or felt that i was a good person. i mean i am a good person cuz i care about others and am a good cemaritan and all but in a relationship 4 some one to say that i am great is unbelievable! with adam i am oh so nervous! i want this to last forever! i guess im nervous cuz i dont understand how or y i deserve him! hes the greatest person i have ever met and he wants to be with me!! WOW! y was i not great to my ex's? what did i do? i dont want adam to hate me in the end, hell i dont want an end with him! he is the best! he rubs my back and feet volentarally! kisses my hand and holds me close to him! talks to me AND listens to me! this is one of the text messages he sent me, youll see how sweet he is! Fr: Adam yur the most important and beautiful person in my lif and im not going to loose u no matter wut happens i luv u damn it!! Seriously!

What Girls Don't Realize
1. Guys are more emotional then you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer then you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try. 2. Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about. 3. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile. 4. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him. 5. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-- how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method. 6. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to. 7. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved. 8. Guys don't care how gorgeous you are, if you're a bitch-- Goodbye. 9. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong

What I've Come To Know.
Well, let me start this off with this. My dad has never been the type to show his feelings. Then again hes also 65 yrs old and very old fashioned and strict. My dad and I haven't really gotten along all that well since I can remember. I've never understood why, that's just how things were. I used to hate him for it too. I was never good enough in any way shape or form. I never did anything wrong. I wasn't making funny faces, didn't have any attitudes towards him, or anything. I was always worthless, lazy, fat, or supposedly always up to something. I know I'm not worthless, lazy, up to something, maybe over weight, but certainly not fat. I just didn't understand why someone that is supposed to love me unconditionally, would go to the extreme to hurt my feelings, and belittle me. The day I moved down here, I went to grab one last thing from the house. It was something my mom had given me. As I turned after I grabbed the item, I started to walk out the door. It must have pissed him off t

What Is Respect
Respect to me!!!!!1 when u r spoken to and u reply dont assume that the other person knows what u r think answer them back if u dont know look it up but this how i read it in my works thank you all Ice Dragon

*what Starts With An F & Ends With A K?*
What starts with F and ends with K? - You'll love it!! A first-grade teacher, Ms. Brooks, was having trouble with one of her students. The teacher asked, 'Harry, what's your problem?' Harry answered, 'I'm too smart for the 1st grade. My sister is in the 3rd grade and I'm smarter than she is! I think I should be in the 3rd grade too!' Ms. Brooks had had enough. She took Harry to the principal's office. While Harry waited in the outer office, the teacher explained to the principal what the situation was. The principal told Ms. Brooks he would give the boy a test. If he failed to answer any of his questions he was to go back to the 1st grade and behave. She agreed. Harry was brought in and the conditions were explained to him and he agreed to take the test. Principal: 'What is 3 x 3?' Harry: '9.' Principal: 'What is 6 x 6?' Harry: '36.' And so it went with every question the principal thought a 3rd grader should know. The principal looks at Ms. Bro

What Matters Most
How can I find The words to tell you Without me stumbling This love is so sweet A permanent smile written on my face Its hard to rub it off How can I find The words to tell you Without me getting tongue-tie I think time stop When you are here with me I didn't expect you To turn my world upside down That I could be a fool In front of you I guess it's ok Everything is cool As long as I have you That is what matters most

What Is My Sex Style?
Whats your sex style?Erotic Sex StyleKissing, touching...pulling hair...handcuffs...whatever goes in your bedroom or backyard...truck...neighbors bedroom even! Its lights, camera ...ACTION BABY!How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

What The Hell Is Wrong Here???
U.S. Senator Wants to Revoke Funding From City of Berkeley, Calif., for Vote to Boot Marines U.S. Sen. Jim DeMint, R-S.C., says the City of Berkeley, Calif., no longer deserves federal money. DeMint was angered after learning that the Berkeley City Council voted this week to tell the U.S. Marine Corps to remove its recruiting station from the city's downtown. "This is a slap in the face to all brave service men and women and their families," DeMint said in a prepared statement. "The First Amendment gives the City of Berkeley the right to be idiotic, but from now on they should do it with their own money." "If the city can’t show respect for the Marines that have fought, bled and died for their freedom, Berkeley should not be receiving special taxpayer-funded handouts," he added. In the meantime, a senior Marine official tells FOX News that the Marine office in Berkeley isn't going anywhere. "We understand things are different there, but some people just don't get

What Has Happen ?
i have thought long and hard on this i may still not made a decision ever since the new feature on the bartab there has been alot less traffic on my blogs i have enjoyed reading comments on my blogs now some dont see when i have posted their bartab is scrolled so fast they missed it this has made it more boring to be here i dont know if this is a goodbye or not i have tried reading mumms more now and these have been changing too many have noticed the slow down when ever you post your pictures your friends dont know you did so your picture doesnt get rated so you post a mumm to announce i'm still experimenting with other things maybe there is a way to rid the boredom what has happen to lost cherry what has happen to cherry tap what has happen to fubar f-u-b-a-r must stand for something tired also of all the hate that has developed i dont know what it is ? jealousy if it is the fighting about ratings its fighting about who is gaining advantage i

What A Salute Is......
I have added a link to the FUBAR Bible below that will tell you what a salute is and examples of some. What a SALUTE is & How to SUBMIT one A salute is important to some b/c it shows that you are who you say you are. If you can not understand why some can not take you for your word then maybe you have not been stalked, lied to, or messed with via the internet. Once you have you will understand, but I do not wish that on anyone b/c it sucks rocks with sharp blades. Do not get mad at anyone b/c they won’t add you without one, just respect their decision and move on. Hopefully you will make one, if not, that is your decision too and they should respect that too. However, I’m still not adding you without one. That is my rule and too each their own. Hope this helps.

What Costs More Than The Iraqi War???
I hope the following 14 reasons are forwarded over and over again until they are read so many times that the reader gets sick of reading them. I have included the URL's for verification of the following facts: 1. $11 Billion to $22 billion is spent on welfare to illegal aliens each year. tinyurl-com/zob77 2. $2.2 Billion dollars a year is spent on food assistance programs such as food stamps, WIC, and free school lunches for illegal aliens. cis-org/articles/2004/fiscalexec-html 3. $2.5 Billion dollars a year is spent on Medicaid for illegal aliens. cis-org/articles/2004/fiscalexec-html 4. $12 Billion dollars a year is spent on primary and secondary school education for children here illegally and they cannot speak a word of English! 5. $17 Billion dollars a year is spent for education for the American-born children of illegal aliens, known as anchor babies . 6. $3 Million Dollars a DAY is spent to incarcerate illegal aliens. transcripts-cnn-com/TRA

What May Come..
Actually, its not what may come, but will come. A well deserved break Feb 9 to the 13th I'll be kicking back on the beach in Port Aransas, TX. Well I need a break after all this being sick shit and so that I can settle back down for work. I can't wait!!! &hearts

What Turns Me On
Sam, a Big Brain turns you on A new independent film? CNN? The Economist? Sexy, huh? Chances are, with your smarts, and love of a challenge, something along these lines probably gets you going. Whatever your passion, you're looking for that same love of learning and curiosity about the world from your romantic partner. For you, the hottest thing around can be dressed as a math whiz, a tech geek, or a college professor, just as long as they have the brain power — and, um, stamina — to go the distance with you. Mental connections and sparring matches give you the challenges you need to get turned on. Love poems, pumped-up abs, moonlit walks on the beach — take 'em or leave 'em, you've got your eyes on the IQ prize. After all, the sexiest thing going are smarts.

What A January
Well this month didn't start off well my car was impounded... which cost me 1500 to get it out..... ten days later i was fired and my car totalled...... today being February 1st things are looking up.... i have heard they are gonna pay off my car.... they want to settle the bodily injuries part but i'm waiting. they offered my brother $1020..... and he took it.... they didn't offer me anything yet.......

What Is Anam Cara?
What is Anam Cara? Anam Cara refers to the Celtic spiritual belief of souls connecting and bonding. In Celtic spiritual tradition, it is believed that the soul radiates all about the physical body, what some refer to as an aura. When you connect with another person and become completely open and trusting with that individual, your two souls begin to flow together. Should such a deep bond be formed, it is said you have found your Anam Cara or soul friend. Your Anam Cara always accepts you as you truly are, holding you in beauty and light. In order to appreciate this relationship, you must first recognize your own inner light and beauty. This is not always easy to do. The Celts believed that forming an Anam Cara friendship would help you to awaken your awareness of your own nature and experience the joys of others. According to John O'Donahue, an accomplished Irish poet, philosopher and Catholic priest, "...You are joined in an ancient and eternal union with humanity that

What Tammy Needs - Aka Things You Do When You Are Sick & Bored
Thanks to a friend who posted something I could use to while away the hours of my plague and entertain myself, I have decided to forego more reliable methods of divination to pursue my luck with new fangled technology. No more Tarot Cards, Astrology Charts or Palistry Sessions, I'm jumping into the internet age with my super duper Yahoo and Google 8 balls. So lets see what they think Tammy Needs today. "Tammy needs to win." ( I couldn't disagree though specifics might be nice such as is it a wet T-shirt contest or the lotto.....Would prefer the lotto but if the prize money was good the wet t-shirt contest might not be bad) "Ideally, Tammy needs an owner.(Will I get a squeky toy too?? LOL) "Tammy needs a hero." (ohhh I like this one can you make him dark and mysterious as well as intellegent, loving, caring, romantic, and perferably single and not gay lol ) "What Tammy Needs To Know is a performance installation that incorporates autobiographical text, original music and aud

What Fear Is.
Fear is the absence of faith. --Paul Tillich We all experience fear. Sometimes we fear small things that only seem large at the time, like a test in school, or meeting a new boss, or going to the dentist. Sometimes we fear big things like serious illness or death, or that someone we love will come to harm. Fear is healthy, and we all feel it. It keeps us from doing foolish things sometimes, but too much fear can also keep us from doing what we need for our growth. If we have faith in God and in ourselves, we can turn and face whatever frightens us, believing we can, with help, do what seems impossible. And we will, and the fear will vanish. The important first step in dealing with fear is to take action--either by tackling what we fear ourselves, or by asking for help. Each time we face our fear, we gain strength, courage, and confidence in the doing. What am I most afraid of?

What The Fubar
I hate being up this early ever much less Saturday morning. Actually I should still be rollin and tweekin my ass off chained to some bed at an after party.......BEING THE AFTER PARTY. So far this weekend has sucked. I did have the dream about the stalker again last night. Damn he is a presently little fucker......I like that in a guy, especially in a STALKER. Some how now he has a key to my house, the alarm code. One part in my dream last night he found my 2 stun guns. What do you think he has planned with those now? What would you do with them? Would you like be go through my room when I wasn't home? What is the number one thing you'd hope to find? Luv u Ta

What To Do????
So, I had a friend call me last night, tell me the guy I have been "dating" was out with someone else. I believe her but we never set that we were "exclusive" so do I even have a right to get mad? I think we are more like a booty call type thing going on. I have had one bad relationship after another. I don't want to go down that road again. I want to find a nice guy, one who treats his woman with respect and equality. He nor I am superior to one another. We each bring our own qualities to the relationship. I don't want to meet the married guy again. I was the other woman for far to long. You get nice gifts but not the emotional support you need. You get the "extra" time, if they have any. You hear the lies, they love you, they are going to leave their wife. It never happens. And I am not that bitch, that bitch that will go to the other woman and rat her cheating, fake ass husband out. What do you gain in the end? Nothing, you lose everything anyways. Or do I just

What's Important!!
Queensrÿche : Silent LucidityUploaded by IRONMADMAN QUEENSRŸCHE____SILENT LUCIDITY Hush now, don't you cry Wipe away the teardrop from your eye You're lying safe in bed It was all a bad dream Spinning in your head Your mind tricked you to feel the pain Of someone close to you leaving the game of life So here it is, another chance Wide awake you face the day Your dream is over... or has it just begun? There's a place I like to hide A doorway that I run through in the night Relax child, you were there But only didn't realize it and you were scared It's a place where you will learn To face your fears, retrace the years And ride the whims of your mind Commanding in another world Suddenly you hear and see This magic new dimension I- will be watching over you I- am gonna help you see it through I- will protect you in the night I- am smiling next to you, in Silent Lucidity (Visualize your dream) (Record it in the present tense) (Put it into a per

What Price Freedom
I have always wondered what happened to those who signed the Declaration of Independence. Here I have reproduced part of the article which tells the story - of all those rebels - British citizens at time who pledged their lives, their fortunes, and their sacred honor to their new country. Of the 56- Seventeen fought in the ensuing war. Thomas Nelson was a colonel in the Second Virginia Regiment and William Whipple served with the New Hampshire militia. Oliver Wolcott led the Connecticut regiments sent for the defense of New York and commanded a brigade of militia that took part in the defeat of General Burgoyne. Caesar Rodney was a Major General in the Delaware militia and John Hancock was the same in the Massachusetts militia. Five of the signers were captured by the British during the war although only Richard Stockton of New Jersey is said to have been imprisoned solely for having signed the Declaration of Independence. He died after a year after he was released. Colonel Geor

What Is Reality Anyway?
I sit here today pondering the question...What is Reality Anyway? I know that I have been told that I need to get a "Reality Check" on several occasions, but my question always remains. "What is Reality really?" I would love to "Check it out" as they say, but if I do not think my reality may be the same as theirs, how would I check out what they want. The dictionary describes reality as: 1. The quality or state of being actual or true. 2. A person, entity, or event that is actual. 3. The totality of all things possessing actuality, existence, or essence. 4. That which exists objectively and in fact, 5. Philos: The sum of all that is real. absolute, and unchangeable. As I read what I have just written I realize much of my life has not been focused on reality but yet a fictitious imitation of what I wished reality could be, and instead of changing my reality I created something else to live in other than reality too afraid to face and deal with reality

What I Think
I just need to find a man to go up to someone and say "We know what you did, we know who you, and how to find you and the ONLY the ONLY FUCKING thing that is stopping us from fucking you up is HER."

What Makes Me Who I Am
People like to look at the outside of the person but I look at the inside... If people tok time to get to know the persons heart they would find out there are ALOT better people ion the world...

What Kinda Of Tarot Care R U?
You are The Star Hope, expectation, Bright promises. The Star is one of the great cards of faith, dreams realised The Star is a card that looks to the future. It does not predict any immediate or powerful change, but it does predict hope and healing. This card suggests clarity of vision, spiritual insight. And, most importantly, that unexpected help will be coming, with water to quench your thirst, with a guiding light to the future. They might say you're a dreamer, but you're not the only one.

What Is Wrong With Singles Now Of Days
why do people treat people like shit and the when you become single no one wants to be with it takes months for you to get a date with some one and then you fine out that she or he is not the right one for you .

What A Night
Wow last night was crazy. I never thought that I could get so damn drunk as I did yesterday. Oh my god that was nuts. I got so drunk I finally threw up. For those that know me know that I have never thrown up while drinking until last night. It was probably the craziest thing ever. LOL well I had fun. And my roommate took care of me as I paid homage to the porcelain god it was great. But now I am paying the price. I am so freaking hung over. I went over there just to hang out and ended up FUBAR lol it was great.

What Did I Just Do
Ok I just made the worst mistake in my life...I ended a 7 year friendship for nothing...I was completely mean and an azz about the whole damn thing.....and now this person is out of my life...not that i can't blame her...someone get a barbwire baseball bat and bash my skull in thanks

What A Sore Loser
On more than one occasion this year, Bill Belichick and the Patriots have run up the score on an overmatched opponent, and forced an opposing coach to sit there and watch his beaten team go through the motions while their heineys were being handed to them. But when the shoe's on the other foot, and Bill Belichick's team has been beaten, he can't sit there and take the pain for a few seconds. With :02 left on the clock, and his team just having failed on a last chance 4th down effort, Bill Belichick ran onto the field for a quick handshake, and then bolted for the locker room. Belichick's an important guy and everything, but I wasn't aware that the league had given him the authority to decide when games end. There's time left on the clock, his team's been humbled, outplayed, and lost their chance at history ... and Bill Belichick doesn't have the stomach to sit there and absorb the pain until the clock read 0:00. That's unsportsmanlike at best, disrespectful at least, and a

Whatever Happened To Danny Tanner?
so the other night i was watching this show on tv; 'Bob Saget: That Ain't Right!' He was at Skirball Center for Performing Arts in New York. I have never seen him perform before, but he said "F**K" so many times! All i could think was, "what happened to Danny Tanner from Full House?!" He said something about sticking a pinkie in someone's butt while he was on Nyquil....was he always like this when he performed? He reminded me of a white version of Chris Rock... Ever so confused

What Do You Belive In?
So can you fall in LOVE right after you get out of a 4 yr relationship? I'm talking days…I can't. I do know some who have though and it amuses me. See, I'm a bit of a skeptic towards love anyways so for me to fall in LOVE with someone is a HUGE deal for me and my kids. More for me! I have only been in love twice in my life don't get me wrong I've dated and all the things a girl can and shouldn't do. I keep myself unattainable in a complete different way then most girls. I don't think that I will ever fall in LOVE ever again, but if it happens I will be here. Will I look for it hell yeah, maybe because I am looking it will pass me by and I will be a single mom for the rest of my life. No more males in my life except thru my girls (their boyfriends and one day husbands), but not for me on a romantic level. I believe in Karma; however I don't believe that I am that much of a bad person or mother that Karma has left me loveless. David might think other wise and Tom I don't know what he thi

What This Used To Be...
This WAS going to be where I blabber. Let loose. Rant, rave, and bitch. I'll talk about people, attitudes, personal experiences, and a lot of whining and complaining. [I changed my mind. It's not going to be anymore.] If you're not happy with things like that, or you might get insulted because I mentioned you (not by name, I'll always change that) then I wouldn't suggest reading any of the posts I make in this specific blog. If you think you can handle it, the raw naked truth about my feelings and my thoughts, then by all means, browse and enjoy. I refuse to abstain from saying what I want in here, because it's my blog. It's going to be family only, too. If you clicked on something, it's YOUR choice to be subjected to whatever is in there. Don't come bitching to me about things that I say, because everyone has the right to their own feelings and thoughts, and there very few, if any, people in the world (aside from my Mom - yeah, so what?) who can tell me my feelings are wro

What A Day
So its been quite a day for FU-TARDS and dumbasses and all that so i thought i would share a few with you....You know its a Monday when You get this in your Friend Requests and then you get Jealous people shouting you!!! Holy Wow Many Smiles April ♥

Whats Up
Well I havent written anything in awhile. Maybe thats a good thing or could be bad. Recently I have came down with a severe case of "cant type worth shit". Evidently, this particular virus seems to be spreading to my friends also. Which causes everyone to believe that I'm patient zero.. Now who in thier right mind wants that title. Yes, i'll admit I am a notrious typer and speller for that matter. Im tired of giving the same old lame excues about keyboard, or lying on son, saying he was disturbing me. Really, lets face it, I suck at typing and spelling. Now heres the really quirky thing though, it has all the docs baffled. When Im typing in blog, my mistakes go down about eighty percent, and check this out my speed increases. So go figure. Now if only I had something worth talking about. I dont so if you are reading this expecting something. lmaoooooo sorry. No pearls of wisdom or righteous indignation this morning. Just a middle aged man, who's trying desperately to keep his shit

What To Do And How To Do It??
A Soul Mate Orin: Soul mates are friends and loved ones who are responsive to your love, and with whom you are deeply connected and share a common path and purpose. Your soul mate may be someone who has come to be with you and learn similar lessons. Or, it can be someone who has come to assist you in your spiritual growth by showing you more about yourself and offering you ways to open your heart. I will call these people soul mates. A soul mate can be someone who is connected to you from other lifetimes and with whom you are continuing a well-developed past-life relationship. Or, this may be your first lifetime together on earth. "When love beckons to you, follow him, Though his ways are hard and steep. And when his wings enfold you yield to him, Though the sword hidden among his pinions may wound you. And when he speaks to you believe in him, Though his voice may shatter your dreams as the north wind lays waste the garden. For even as love crowns you so shall he cruc

What The Blackberry Update Means For You:
by Sascha Segan BlackBerry owners rejoice! The upcoming BlackBerry 4.5 software will vault your Pearls and Curves into the top ranks of multimedia devices. We got RIM to explain, model by model and server by server, what the new software will give existing BlackBerry owners. (Version 4.5 used to be called 4.3.1, if you're really plumbed into the BlackBerry landscape.) There's a lot of awesome stuff here, with multimedia streaming support, Microsoft Office document editing and HTML e-mail support at the fore. We're still waiting for RIM to tune up its Web browser, though—it's falling behind the options available on Windows Mobile, Symbian, and the iPhone. Some of the new features are handheld-only; some require server upgrades. If you're on BlackBerry Enterprise Server, your IT department will need to upgrade; if you're on BlackBerry Internet Service, you'll need to wait a few months for your carrier to upgrade. I've marked server features with an (S), and handheld features wi

What Experience?
The front-runners in both political parties -- that is, Hillary Clinton and John McCain -- are making "experience" their big talking point. But what kind of "experience"? Both have been around in politics for decades. But just what did they accomplish -- and how did it benefit the country? Whether in Arkansas or in Washington, Hillary Clinton has spent decades parlaying her husband's political clout into both money and power. How did that benefit anybody but the Clintons? For those people whose memories are short, go on the Internet and look up Whitewater, the confidential raw FBI files on hundreds of Republican politicians that somehow -- nobody apparently knows how -- ended up in the Clinton White House illegally. Look up the sale of technology to China that can enable them to more accurately hit American cities with nuclear missiles. Then look up the money that found its way to the Clintons through devious channels. Look up Bill Clinton's firing of every single U.S. A

What Should I Do?
Well I guess I am going to be single for Valentines Day. It sucks I havent been single for the love day in a long ass time. There are two men right now that I would love to be in a relationship with. One of them more than the other but I dont know. I dont think either of them like that much. I love being single but I love what relationships have to offer. Many people tell me that I am hot, sexy, beautiful and on and on. I dont know what I should do wait and see if one of these two guys come around to asking me to be theirs or just say screw it. Any advice is wanted.

What Fruit Am I?! :o Lemon! Wtf?!
You Are a Lemon You have a very distinct personality. And if you're not being sweet, you're a little hard to take. You're a bit overpowering, especially in one on one situations. And while you are very dominant, sometimes your power is needed and appreciated. You can liven up a dull situation, and you definitely bring a fresh outlook. You are a bit of an acquired taste, and you tend to grow on people over time. People feel refreshed and rejuvenated after spending time with you. What Type of Fruit Are You?

What You Might Not Want To Know
What do you do to stop yourself when you are on this downward spiral of emotions that has you feeling reckless and void of hope? I mean you see yourself on a destructive path of actions, maybe not destructive but counterproductive. (glue for my mouth please) How do you pick yourself up and dust yourself off and start over: seclusion? meditation, isolation? mutilation? destruction? I just don’t know either. I write. I am a fuck-up and a fool. I am outspoken and untrusting. I am a million other things that might curl your toes but you may never even see the shine in my eyes, the sparkle; the joy that is the me I long to be. To love me is something that no one has ever really done. Although I think many have tried and come pretty close. To accept me despite all my faults and embrace even the darkest side of my heart. To pick up the broken shards of my shattered soul and break out the glue to mend it. To understand and listen and know that there is so much more to me than the hurt and

What Is This All About?
I don't know if I give off bad impressions or not, but I'm beginning to notice a pattern here! It seems that I think people are gonna be in my life for a long time, I meet these people, we have fun, and then they don't talk to me anymore. And the sad part is NONE of them tell me what it is all about! What am I, cursed or something? I bring this up because in an entry I did over the weekend ("Going Above And Beyond The Call Of Friendship"), I talked about someone whom I was at the time calling a new best friend. Now she seems to have just become another statistic in that regard with me...not something I wanted or am happy with. In the past several months, I have met a number of people from this site, we'd hang out, have fun (or so I am led to believe)...nuff said! Now the majority of people that I have met, people who said they would NEVER want to lose my friendship, don't seem to wanna talk to me anymore, not even here, and for the life of me, I don't understand it! Why? W

What Has Ayasha Been Up To?
well not much, i spend much of my time surfing around on imeem. there is so much to do there, good music, good videos and alot of pics to look at i just get lost surfing around over there. so if you have an imeem acct, feel free to look me up there, here is the link. i also play alot a pogo.com, so if you have an acct there and want to play some gin, canasta, poker, spades, chess or whatever, get with me in fumail and we will set up a time. i am not a great player but i do enjoy playing with friends and having a good time. i love the badges, and will spend hours playing games to get them. for the few that have asked me, i am sharing music, videos and erotica in my blogs for them. i will also be featuring some anime series for a couple of friends. i hope everyone has a great day and i do hope to see some of you around. much love ayasha

What Should I Do?
well let me start by saying my grampa is in the hospital might not make it, and i am dying to go down to PA to be with him but i cant. i have my kids and no way down there, i might not be able to get to say goodbye and that is killing me...i am not doing so good, i have noticed that one i am depressed, two that i have really bad panic attacks, i am taking meds for it but for some reason they're not working all that well anymore. i guess my question is..... should i ask for a loan and go to be with my grampa? or should i just call him?

What's Going On
know what your going through, or yeah i know.... blah blah wtfever... Let me get this off my chest before i just spontaniously combust... Well, I left my husband of 5 years, bj, this past august, yest just a few months ago. moved back with my parents in north carolina. that right there is hard too, but better than living with bj. then one night after a particularly big fight over the phone with bj, mom and i went to the local watering hole for a few drinks and man bashing... low and behold i meet a man, craig. i had been catching up with old friends and making new ones and fall completely head over heels in love with craig. a few weeks into it, he makes up all this shit saying he doesn't believe i'm being honest in our relationship, so i drop just about everyone... till i find out 2 months later he had been sleeping with his ex the whole time. well, she lives in myrtle beach, so he had made up big lies to go and see her, and been a huge disaster for my life. on top of this, i

What Good Is Love Anyway?
I waited for your love in hope, That ours would come again, And make me feel the things I felt, When we were one, back then. But time and distance have erased, The things I wished anew, And now I find myself alone, Though I am here with you. What good is love, that does not touch, What good is love, that gives you pain. What good is love, that makes you run, And makes you lost out in the rain. I traveled to another world, Out far beyond the one we knew, I thought that I could live again, And now I find I'm back with you. But what of hearts that beat as one, And what of passion and embrace, Is it too much to ask of you, To make these tears of mine erase. What good is love, that does not touch, What good is love, that gives you pain. What good is love, that makes you run, And makes you lost out in the rain. Too painful this - to journey back, To times of love and laughter free, The times we lay together with A sense of you , a sense of me. So now

What Am I To Do..?
I can't remember The last time I cared about anything, The last time I allowed myself to be seen Creating tears in my eyes my mind withers and dies pretending to be something im not somewhere in the middle I am now caught Ive never seen who I really am No life breathes in me All the time I laugh I wait I cry I think about your face And how I fall into your eyes The outline that I trace Around the one that I call mine Time that called for space Unclear where you drew the line I don't need to solve this case And I don't need to look behind Do I expect to change The past you hold inside? With all the words I say Repeating over in my mind Some things I can't erase No matter how hard I try I don't know anything at all and I'm somebody else It could take years to find you, it could years to find myself And I don't need to hear your answer I just need you to see That I think it's time to break down these walls that we throw Too much of the same stories in our lives I think it's time f

What To Do
Here's whats going on, my yongest boys father had sentencing today. He got 2 plus 8. except they are putting in an artical 35, which means the judge can order him to do a rider instead. I have been his friend for 6 years. I have been there threw alot of diffrent things. He is the one that has saved my life quite a few times. We have been in alot of diffrent situations and all of them we have ended up side by side. Yeah there are people that dont see why i still talk to him. There are people that just flat out hate the man. But they also dont see the other side of him that i have been able to see, Yeah i will admit that there is a bad and horrable side of him. He has beat two of my friends and cant be even faithful to himself let alone to anyone else. He has 7 kids, none of them he has anything to do with. there is only one that he has ever did anything for and that wasnt really excluded was third youngest boy. He loves that boy to peices, he has came to learn alot about his son

What's Currently Going On In My Life.
So currently I'm working on 2 musical projects. One on my own and one with my good friend Eric, or Rouge as he goes by on fubar. I'm working on my first song for my solo project. Things are going very well. I'm about half way done with the vocal tracks. I'm hoping by summer I will have an E.P. done. I'm very excited and I can't wait to get my myspace up and running. Eric and I are writing and hopefully will start recording some demos here soon to put up on our myspace. I'll keep posting updates as things unfold.

What Is Death Note?
About Death Note Light Yagami is an extremely intelligent young man who resents the crime and corruption in the world. His life undergoes a drastic change when he discovers a mysterious notebook, known as the "Death Note", lying on the ground in the year 2003. The Death Note's instructions claim that if a human's name is written within it that person shall die. Light is initially skeptical of the Death Note's authenticity, believing it is just a prank. However, after experimenting with it and killing two criminals, Light is forced to admit that the Death Note is real. After meeting with the previous owner of the Death Note, a shinigami named Ryuk, Light seeks to become "the God of the new world" by passing his judgment on criminals. Soon, the number of inexplicable deaths of reported criminals catches the attention of the International Police Organization and a mysterious detective known only as "L". L quickly learns that the serial killer, dubbed by the public as "Kira" (deriv

What's Happening Today.
This morning my daughter has her first ever Psychiatry appointment. Hopefully we can get to the bottom of her talking blanket. lol. So, I'm not going to be around this morning. I will try my hardest to be here this afternoon. But it's a snow day for all the kids. Just cant win. lol

What A Great Day!!!!
Well today is my first day on here and without meaning to I manged to really upset and offend some people on here. As a result of this I got myself banned from a lounge which I was enjoying being in. If there is one thing I could do differently it would be to never have mentioned the subject (which shall remain nameless) which got me banned. I really am sorry for everything I caused and hope there is no ill will between all those involved. Once again my sincerist apologies. Blood Raven

What Makes You Truly Happy?
I was in the car with my son and he was listening to Eminem. There was a song playing in which the question was asked, “if you had one shot, one opportunity to seize everything you’ve ever wanted in one moment, would you capture it or just let it slip?” My reply, and I said this out loud, was that I doubted I would ever be offered everything I ever wanted in one shot. Then I started thinking…what is everything I ever wanted? If an angel appeared in front of me and told me I could have everything I ever wanted right then and there, what would I say? Well, the first thing that comes to mind, and I suspect this is true for the majority of people, is “I want to be happy”. Hmmm…I want to be happy…that is quite a generic and open-ended phrase…either the angel wouldn’t know what to give me or the sense of humor I suspect the higher power(s) of having will kick in and I could be pleasantly or unpleasantly surprised. Ok…so…maybe I should define more what “everything I ever wanted” would

What To Do?
OK I have been single for about a year now and I am happy. I have been on a few dates in the last six months and I don't think I am bad looking. I treat a women how a women should be treated and never cross the line. I am not looking for a super model at all just someone I can get along and have fun with. We have fun on our dates go good but at the end they say had a nice time and I am sweet. But that they are looking for a man that is ruff. So my question is this, Do women women want a " BAD BOY"

***what Jeremy Means***
***What Jeremy Means*** You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you. You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries. You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something. You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense. You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun. You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated. You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you w

What Is A Woman
An immature man see's a woman for her looks, the way she talks, the way she walks, how she dresses. She is his possesion A mature man see's a woman in a whole different way. He see's her heart, he hears what she is saying. She is his partner, in life they are one. A man is content an willing to come home after the day is done. After the children and family as well as friends have been taken care of. A man is willing to love the woman in his life. Because she has all the true qualities a woman possess. She is able to be kind, caring and compassionate along with the greatest gift of all LOVE.

What Have I Done
part of me thinks i just lost my best friend...the one person whos been there for me through everything in the past two years. the person who knows me better then anyone else, sometimes i even think he knows me better then i know myself. somewhere a long the line i fell for him and fell hard...told him tonight cuz he wanted to know. havent heard from him since. hes my sanity, my best friend, and in a way my lover. i dont want to lose him. dont want things to change between us...but i have a feeling i fucked things up again. im so good at doing that. every time i have something good, something that makes me happy i go and i fuck it up. i seriously hope hes just lettin it all sink in but he said he already knew so why would he have to let it sink in? when am i gonna learn...military men will always grab my hearat, and will always be able to crush me? god i hope i havent lost him. i dont think i could handle it.

Whats New!!!!
Ok, so I have been in school for work. I have been a level one certified. The highest level you can achieve is nace certified level 3. That means taking final exams after school, a practicle exam and a groooling 3 hour peer review oral exam. Today I passed them all! WOOOOO HOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

What's A Salute?
From The Fubar Bible... What is a Salute and why should I make one? A salute is a candid photo of yourself holding a HANDWRITTEN sign with your screen name, member ID, and fubar.com proving to the world that you’re the real person behind your fubar profile. Members often write their information on their hands, feet or other body parts. Please do not submit NSFW salutes. You will NOT be able to move up past level 10 without a verified salute. If you do not submit a salute by level 10, your level will freeze along with your points. This means, until you submit a salute to level up, you will not accumulate points by participating in the day to day actions on fubar. Submitting a salute is a level-up requirement. If you do not wish to submit a salute, that is OK. But your level will freeze at level 10. How do I make a Salute? Take a photo of yourself with the following information clearly displayed in the photo. 1. Your SCREEN NAME, 2. Your Member ID number, (which is

Whats Your Sex Style
Whats your sex style?Erotic Sex StyleKissing, touching...pulling hair...handcuffs...whatever goes in your bedroom or backyard...truck...neighbors bedroom even! Its lights, camera ...ACTION BABY!How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

Whats Your Sex Style?
Whats your sex style?Romantic Sex StyleYou like to take it slow, lots of kissing and touching. Just like in a Chick flick... takes the girls away! At best when you are in love with your sex partner, and if not...they will be!How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

What Is Your Inner Desire?
What Is Your Inner Desire?LoveAt my point of veiw, I would say s/he loves you. If s/he hasnt popped the question get one of your friends to ask him if s/he likes you.How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

What Alcohol Are You??
What alcohol are you??PATRONEYou are a laid back and relaxed drinker! Patrone is one of the most finest tequillas known! It also shows you have a very expensive taste on your tongue!! How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

What Type Of Anime Girl Are You
what type of anime girl are youdark anime girlyour dark and untameable. you seek pain of others or try to hide the pain inside you with things people wouldn't consider "normal", but you seek that which is not there.How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

What You Seek Is Now
End the battle within yourself and you will know peace. Cease to separate one thing from another and you experience unity. Enlightenment is not the accumulation of knowledge or wisdom. It is the full realization of what you already are. Richness has nothing to do with material artifacts or financial transactions. It is the surrender to an abundance that has no limit. What you seek is not somewhere else, or this or that. What you seek is now. The more you look for it, the more it hides from you. Relax, remember the source of your deepest yearnings, and allow yourself to know their fulfillment. -- Ralph Marston

What Am I Doing Wrong?
What am I doing wrong? Okay, I'm tired of beating around the bush. I'm a beautiful (spectacularly beautiful) 25 year old girl. I'm articulate and classy. I'm not from New York . I'm looking to get married to a guy who makes at least half a million a year. I know how that sounds, but keep in mind that a million a year is middle class in New York City, so I don't think I'm overreaching at all. Are there any guys who make 500K or more on this board? Any wives? Could you send me some tips? I dated a business man who makes average around 200 - 250. But that's where I seem to hit a roadblock. 250,000 won't get me to central park west. I know a woman in my yoga class who was married to an investment banker and lives in Tribeca, and she's not as pretty as I am, nor is she a great genius. So what is she doing right? How do I get to her level? Here are my questions specifically: - Where do you single rich men hang out? Give me specifics- bars, restaurants, gyms -What are you look

What You Seek Is Now
Saturday, February 9, 2008 What you seek is now End the battle within yourself and you will know peace. Cease to separate one thing from another and you experience unity. Enlightenment is not the accumulation of knowledge or wisdom. It is the full realization of what you already are. Richness has nothing to do with material artifacts or financial transactions. It is the surrender to an abundance that has no limit. What you seek is not somewhere else, or this or that. What you seek is now. The more you look for it, the more it hides from you. Relax, remember the source of your deepest yearnings, and allow yourself to know their fulfillment. -- Ralph Marston

What A Woman Wants
1. Touch her waist. 2. Actually talk to her. 3. Share secrets with her. 4. Give her 1 of your sweatshirts 5. Kiss her slowly. Are you remembering this? 6. Hug her. 7. Hold her. 8. Laugh with her. 9. Invite her somewhere. 10. Hangout with her and your friends together. KEEP READING 11. Smile with her. 12. Take pictures with her. 13. Pull her onto your lap. 14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back. 15. When her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she can't get to her friends. it makes her feel loved. Are you thinking of someone? 16. Always hug her and say hi whenever you see her. 17. Kiss her unexpectedly. 18. Hug her from behind around the waist. 19. Tell her she's beautiful. 20. Tell her the way you feel about her. One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it. 21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car- it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentlema

What Love Means
What Love means to a 4-8 year old . . ... Slow down for three minutes to read this. It is so worth it. Touching words from the mouth of babes. A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds, 'What does love mean?' The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined. See what you think: -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 'When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love.' Rebecca- age 8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 'When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth.' Billy - age 4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 'Love is when a girl puts

What About The Paintings???
A wealthy man and his son loved to collect rare works of art. They had everything in their collection, from Picasso to Raphael. They would often sit together and admire the great works of art. When the Vietnam conflict broke out, the son went to war. He was very courageous and died in battle while rescuing another soldier. The father was notified and grieved deeply for his only son. About a month later, just before Christmas, there was a knock at the door. A young man stood at the door with a large package in his hands. He said, "Sir, you don't know me, but I am the soldier for whom your son gave his life. He saved many lives that day, and he was carrying me to safety when a bullet struck him in the heart and he died instantly. He often talked about you, and your love for art." The young man held out this package. "I know this isn't much. I'm not really a great artist, but I think your son would have wanted you to have this." The father opened the package. It was a portrait of his

What Kind Of Seducer Are You ?
Your Seduction Style: Fantasy Lover You know that ideal love that each of us dreams of from childhood? That's you! Not because you posess all of the ideal characteristics, but because you are a savvy shape shifter. You have the uncanny ability to detect someone's particular fantasy... and make it you. You inspire each person to be an idealist and passionate, and you make each moment memorable Even a simple coffee date with you can be the most romantic moment of someone's life By giving your date exactly what he or she desires, you quickly become the ideal lover. Your abilities to make dreams come true is so strong, that you are often the love of many people's lives. Your ex's (and even people you have simply met or been friends with) long to be yours. No doubt you are the one others have dreamed of... your biggest challenge is finding *your* dream lover. What Kind of Seducer Are You?

What Would Life Be
What would life be with out friends like thee I'll tell you, like no longer being free. Imagine what life would be so sad and blue To go through life without that special you. And I know we live so far away Through the internet we are like castaways Never get to touch or hug you for this I only pray For some day I hope we can meet To hug and laugh and dance to the beat I know this would be a treat For now this is all I see Is my good friend here with me Just think what life would be Without friends like thee

What If?
Okay, so Hypothetically........thinking of course.... say tomorrow doesnt come? or the person you havent told you like....ends up not being there the next day? or how about a bad relationship with your dad and something happens to one of you? think about it.....People need to put pride aside and their crazy "beliefs" ...if you like or even "Love" someone............You NEED to tell them ASAP........life is short, people make mistakes.....its how you grow from those mistakes and how you learn from those mistakes that sets your path or way of thinking. if you have goals in life..stop letting "excuses" stop you...do them already.......seriously......everyday we see the sun rise and set is a blessing, we should be so grateful that we can look forward to tomorrow....alot of people cant. so go say your "i love you's" and fix your relationships and follow your dreams,.....be happy for once...it will set you free ........

What My Name Means
What Erika Means You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something. You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense. You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are a seeker of knowledge, and you have learned many things in your life. You a

What My Handwriting Says About Me:
You are sometimes a very energetic person, but you are sometimes quite lethargic. You're moody, prone to ups and downs, and you don't have a lot of endurance.You range from very outgoing to very shy. You are a shapeshifter who is very versatile. You adapt well, and you look at things from many angles.You are very detail oriented and meticulous. You are a careful thinker and a true intellectual.You need a bit of space in your life, but you're not a recluse. You expect people to give you a small amount of privacy, and you respect their privacy as well.You are conservative, old fashioned, and a little stubborn. You are resistant to change.You are a good communicator. You work hard to get your ideas across effectively.

What Is But That
What is but That An image is but that. A picture is merely a memory. A memory you have of me. That is but an image. A memory is but that. An image in the mind. An image lost forever, one you cannot find. That is but a memory. A friend is but that. The one who cares for you. For you who gives all for them. That is but a friend.

What Are Dreams?
What Are Dreams? What are the pictures in our minds, when we are in deep slumber? Who are the figures in the shadows, which conquer in alarming number? "What are Dreams?" The spirit asks, of his knowing master? "You cannot know, my faithful friend," he said with kindly laughter. What is the force which burns the mind's eye and conquers all defenses? Who are the ghosts that haunt our souls when troubles cloud the senses? "What are Dreams?" the spirit sighs, to the knowing expert. "You will not know, my silly friend." this time his answer curt. What is the key which opens doors to reveal the greatest mystery? Who are the people who sometimes appear, even throughout history? "What are Dreams?" the spirit whines, to his troubled leader. "I do not know, you silly fool," his answer no completer. What is the strength which pulls the heart to it's final destination? Who is the voice which calls to you, and brings endless celebration?

What Is?
What is? Is death lonely? Not as lonely as being without you... Is sleep silent? Not as silent as being away from you... To smile when all I feel are tears, To laugh when all I see are fears, To live without you near. Is life living? Not when living without you... Is breathing necessary? Not when I breath without you... To dream when I can feel your lips, To reach when I can't see your fingertips, To live without you near.

What The Hell Is This?
Him: misterak25...: hello... you are a good slavegirl material?? that was just a question... and i am not here to joke arround... when you are curious about that theme... and when you are curious to behave like a slavegirl... to act like one and to be treated like a submissive by a dominant... adress me as sir and give me your yahoo or msn id so that i can contact you... if not... have a nice day Me: ->misterak25...: alright bitch you can get on your knees and suck my cock! Me: ->misterak25...: I am no mans slave by any means so go find someone else that has no self confidance I dont know how many times I have to make the comment that stupid ppl need to leave me alone! My case in point, if ppl need to be a slave to someone else then they need to check their life and see that its going no where and there is nothing that they are going to gain by allowing someone from the flippin internet control their life!

What Have I... X
The bitter taste of grapefruit, when all I really wanted was a peach. A chorus of electronics. Humming softly, pulsing, regulating the moment I am to hear that it's over. I just don't love you anymore. There's someone else. The dog ate my phone. A mr. spell is the harbringer of my downfall. I just don't feel it anymore. There's too much going on. A dark room, exploding in psychodelic sorrowful light. Blues and electric yellows, spiraling orange, signifying nothing but the beat of a tune. An ambience I can no longer feel. The rhythm whispers to me. Right next to the tiny hairs on my ear. Cold. It's always so cold here... and so empty. Like so many liquor bottles left in the vanishing snow. I don't know. I don't know what went wrong. What I did wrong. What's wrong with me. I just know somehow it's my fault. I left the oven on too long. I bumped the soufle'. I payed for the abortion. I skipped on the bill. I got the wrong kind of grapefruit juice. W

What's New With Me
Ok so after talking to a friend the other day I figured I would go ahead and let everyone know what's been going on with me lately. For the last month and a half or so I have been attending Acoustic Edge in Spring/North Houston. Basically learning to install car stereos as well as custom box design, alarms and remote starts, and the basic principles behind it all. I've had alot of fun there and the guys I'm in class are really cool too. There are only 8 of us, 3 from Texas and the rest from Michigan, Colorado, North Carolina, Georgia and Alabama. This month we're in the fabrication part of the school learning to work with fiberglass resin, routers, molding foam, vinyl and box carpet, acrylic, basic welding and other things along those lines. Next month will be interiors which I'm also looking forward to. After the first week of class we were required to take the MECP(Mobile electronics certified professional) exam and my entire class passed with at least an 87 I in fact was t

What Do I Do
will a lot of you guys did not know but i was with someone and they meant a lot to me. will any whys i told one of my guys friends that i have been friends for along time this 'what you want to fuck me ' and my boyfriend took it wrong. now i kick myself in the ass for it. he told me it was done. but he is up on the compter all night so what was to thank. we are just starting to go out to. WHAT DO I DO? plz help i tryed talking to him and i want him back. so help me .

Whats Wrong
Do you want me? What's the matter? You're afraid some door will close? You want the scent without the rose? The moans of love without the chatter? You think our love might be a tomb, The only exit through my pain? You'd rather put things off again To give your fantasies some room? You think: she's great, but in a while I might get bored? Or something better, Filling out a tighter sweater, Might flash me a quick come-on smile? You don't want to be tied just yet To just one future, just one kiss? You think about all you might miss And hold out for a better bet? Well, fine! But then why do you haunt Me like a jackal night and day? Why, when my interest seems to stray, Are you so sure of what you want? Why, when I dare so much as laugh At some guy's jokes, you go ballistic, Nasty, borderline sadistic, As if somebody touched your stuff? And yet when I hook on to you, You will not let yourself be mine, Take out your fears and draw a line Between what yo

What Bawston Axcent?
Living in New England is like being in a whole different country. We use different nouns for common every day items, such as; 1. Bureau = dresser. 2. Side board = counter top 3. Tag sale = garage sale 4. Soda = pop 5. Italians = subs 6. Cunnin' = cute 7. Built like a brick sh*t house = hunk 8. Dooryard = more than likely the front yard, but whatever yard the door opens up to. 9. Johnnie = Hospital gown. ***Here are some useful sayings and pronunciations to help on your visit to our fair New England.*** Going to college in Boston? "Mary-mutha-ah-gawd, you gotta be wicked smaht!" But we bet you don't know some things. Like, what's a three decka? A packie? How about a rotary? Ever banged a U-ey? Worn dungarees or ordered a frappe? Even a Rhodes scholar would have a tough time deciphering the language Boston calls its own. "New Englanders have had a long and strong tradition of eccentric ways of expressing themselves, especially in Boston," said

What To Do ....
i have had a sucky ass life ,,, if it wasnt for my kids i woudlnt be here,, after there father killed him self in 03 its been so hard on me .... i have tryed to kill my self twice once almost did it but they got to me in time because i coudlnt handle everything. i have a husband that i love to death but itsnt the nicest guy in the world he is abusive when he wants to be and then he can be the most lovable man u would never know he was ever like that,, and because of that he has really did alot of damage to me in over 5 yrs. im suck i love him be both are goin to get help but i dont know if its goin to help him because he is an acholic and he said that he will go get help but i dont know if it will help or if any of this help is worth this....

What Is A Turn On For Me
Sam, a Big Brain turns you on http://i.emode.com/tests/turnon/images/brain_s.gif A new independent film? CNN? The Economist? Sexy, huh? Chances are, with your smarts, and love of a challenge, something along these lines probably gets you going. Whatever your passion, you're looking for that same love of learning and curiosity about the world from your romantic partner. For you, the hottest thing around can be dressed as a math whiz, a tech geek, or a college professor, just as long as they have the brain power — and, um, stamina — to go the distance with you. Mental connections and sparring matches give you the challenges you need to get turned on. Love poems, pumped-up abs, moonlit walks on the beach — take 'em or leave 'em, you've got your eyes on the IQ prize. After all, the sexiest thing going are smarts.

What Can You Do?
What is Hepatitis C? Hepatitis C is a liver disease that is caused by the hepatitis C virus (HCV). The virus enters the liver cells, uses the cell's inner genetic machinery to make copies of itself, which then infect more cells. There is no cure. There is a 1-2 year treatment that works 50 percent of the time (genotype specific) How Hepatitis C is Transmitted? Hepatitis C is spread from one person to another by direct exposure to infected blood or blood products. From the blood of the infected to the bodily fluid of another's eye, cut, open sore, damaged vein, (inside nose, vagina, anus etc..) ...any means to a blood artery. Who has Hepatitis C? According to the Hep C Coalition up to 1 in 15 people in the world carry the virus. (The U.S. Census Bureau reported a world population of 6,396,731,523 in October 2004). According to the American Liver Association 1 in 50 people in the United States are effected. (The U.S. Census Bureau reported a U.S. population of 294,619,85

What Do You Do???
So you meet a guy/girl and in the begining are happy and fine. You fall deeply in love with them and then to the next stage and get married. The marriage seems wonderful, at first, and you have no second thoughts about it. Then you one day realize maybe you were not ready for it and take a look back on all the steps before the actual marriage. You start to realize it was more of the other persons idea then yours and you just got caught up in the excitement. The excitement of being with someone you love for the rest of your life, excitement of spending days with that person because you really do love them, or so you think. One day you are sitting there and having second thoughts. You no longer know if you love this person or if you don't. Other things begin to factor in. You don't talk as often and when you do it is short or very few words. They insist they could not live without you and you tell them the same but deep down you have this feeling that things are not the same. Tha

What's The Matter, Cat Got Your Tongue?
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What If's
what if one day we had to make a choice between love and hate which would you pick. what if we had one day to live what would you wanna do. what if you had a chance to make love or war what would you pick. what if someone said they loved you what would you say back. what if you won the lottery what would you do. what if you could save a life or walk away what would you do. what if i said you where my world what would i be to you. what if you had a chance to be with a winner or a loser what would you pick. but for real what if the last thing's you could do where a choice between fucking or fighting what would it be. lmao i was bored yup yup :)

What Would You Do If Your Friend Gave Your Dad A Ride
what would you do if your friend gave your dad a ride that beat you up when you was a baby would you let him have or would you let it go if you had him for your hole life as a friend would you cut the string and your best friend is friends with your dad friend what would you do read and coment please

What's Gnu?
How is everyone's week going? Got any plans for Consumerist-oriented, Shallow Interpretation of Romance Day? Still cold here. Wouldn't mind so much if I had a warm body to cuddle up against, lol. Hope everyone is doing well. Stop by and give me a shout if ya want.

What A Nice Day!
It is a beautiful morning. It has been rather warm for days now and I love it! I think it was 68 degrees yesterday! It feels like Spring already. It might be short lived but I will enjoy it while it lasts. I had a lot of fun over the weekend dancing up a storm at a wedding. I am able to walk with less limp today. I can not believe that dancing can cause that much pain afterwards. Apparently my brain still thinks I am young and my body knows I am not! Tonight is our parent class and I am looking forward to it. They have such good advise with dealing with strong willed teens. I can say that Anthony is really trying to improve. He has been avoiding the friends that like to get into trouble and hanging out more with his girlfriend and his friends that are good kids. So nice to see. One of his friends called last night and I heard him say that he was at his girlfriends house. So he is avoiding someone for what ever reason. I am just glad. I feel bad for his friend Jorda

What An Interesting Idea
I found this article about how we've come to view our bodies and what our bodies are designed by nature to do as bad things. Who's to blame for the shame? The church, of course. I seem to know a lot of guys who have this warped idea that when a woman has sex with them, somehow they've tricked her into doing it. Then they switch to the idea that it's dirty, and she tricked them into doing it, so she's bad and it's all her fault. On the one hand we are taught to view men as being the more self-controlled gender, on the other hand we're being told that they're too weak to control themselves. Then if a man sleeps around, all he has to do is ask for forgiveness and it's given. Not so much for a woman. Not that there's anything to forgive in the first place. How do you reconcile those ideas? How does it make any sense at all? One of the most natural impulses we have, and some church went and screwed with the heads of countless generations. Don't even get me started o

What A Day
Can you believe it! Today is my daughter's 4th birthday and my car breaks down. I'm greatful that I was able to drop off my daughter before the car decided to stop working. My 4 year old would NOT have been happy with melted ice cream to share with the class. So I'm 4 blocks away from her school, and a car lengths away from the intersection stop sigh whent the car just turns off. I turn off the radio, turn off the head lights and try to restart the car again, and again, and again, and again... NOTHING. The car would start then turn itself off the moment you let go of the key. I am very greatful for my cell phone. I turn off the car, hit the hazzards and call AAA. Then I call the office then call my husband to get the address for the mechanic's place. The tow truck driver trys to start the car and still nothing. So it's not the battery at least he tells me. So I'm thinking the starter mortor has gone to hell. No, he thinks its the ignition switch. He hooks up t

What Can Early Intervention Really Do For Your Child With Autism?
Question: What Can Early Intervention Really Do for Your Child with Autism? If you have a young child with autism, you've probably heard this over and over again: "Experts agree that early, intensive intervention is critically important." This has led a lot of parents to try everything they can as early as they can, with the hope of nipping autism in the bud. Before you start a program of early intervention, though, it's important to know -- what can early intervention really do for your child with autism? Answer: As of today, there is no cure for autism. If your child has been accurately diagnosed with an autism spectrum disorder, even if he is only a toddler, and even if he or she receives early intervention, your child will always have some symptoms of autism. That, in many parents' minds, is the bad news. The good news is that there is no window of opportunity for improvement that will slam shut when your child reaches kindergarten age. That means that early intervention (

What Is Early Intervention?
Question: What Is Early Intervention? If you have an infant or toddler (age range: birth to three years) with symptoms of autism, your child and your family may be eligible for early intervention services. But what are these services, and how do you find them? Answer: Early intervention (EI) is a program mandated by the Part C of the Individuals with Disabilities Education Act. Its basic purpose is to find and treat very young children who are at risk of disability or delay. Some studies suggest that early intervention services can significantly improve outcomes for children with autism -- and their families. What makes EI tricky? It's different in every state. The federal government provides grants to each state for its programs, but outside of general requirements for access and programming in a "natural setting," the law does little to describe or define EI programs. As a result, EI can be idiosyncratic and bureaucratic. On the other hand, a good EI program is worth its wei

What The Fuck?!?
IF THIS OFFENDS YOU.... GOOD There are African Americans, Mexican Americans, Asian Americans, Arab Americans, Native Americans, etc. And then there are just Americans. You pass me on the street and sneer in my direction. You call me "Whiteboy," "Cracker," "Honkey," "Whitey," "Caveman" and that's OK. But when I call you, Nigger, Kike, Towelhead, Sand-nigger, camel Jockey, Beaner, Gook, or Chink you call me a racist. You have the United Negro College Fund. You have Martin Luther King Day. You have Black History Month. You have Cesar Chavez Day. You have Yom Hashoah You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi You have the NAACP. You have BET. If we had WET(White Entertainment Television) we'd be Racists. If we had a White Pride Day you would call us racists. If we had White History Month, we'd be racists. If we had any organization for only whites to "advance" our lives, we'd be racists. If we had a college fund that only gave white students scholarships, you know we'

What Comes To Me When My Soul Is Awake
Why does his words hit me deep Why doesn't he leave me in peace I'm not quite sure yet if he's my enemy or friend But I do know, when I'm alone, even when there's nowhere else for my soul to call out to He's there I want to follow him down his path, through the patches of gold dust that blinds in the morning's hue Sometimes he runs too fast or travels too far for me to catch up But when I can't see anymore he reveals his path to me He speaks to me in riddles And sometimes in rhyme He asks me questions that forces me to go beyond my senses I know he believes in me when he puts me to his challenge Or maybe he just wants to see me break He lashes out for me to leave him alone But he looks over me when I'm in dispare I said I loved him once I don't know if he still believes me Like a child looking for friend I look beyond the mountains to see if he'll call me to follow his path I'll wait for his call

What Is Love?
Now I know this is going to upset some of you before I post it so please finish reading it before you comment....if anyone does. Here goes: Love is a corruption of the soul. Now before you get all mad or upset about this statement I want you to follow my thinking. When someone falls into love they change the way they think about everything. They start thinking outside themselves, outside the way they used to. They act differently. They feel differently. They treat others differently. They say they don't but they do. It changes all of us and guess what? We all know the feeling of being around someone in love when we aren't. Doesn't that suck too? I mean you always feel like you are the impossible tenth or eleventh wheel. Just there and no real need for you but you know that somewhere the people you know are there or at least supposed to be, right? We do the most amazing things for love. We have created rituals to signify being in love. We have a holiday devote

What To Do?
I have been single for a while now and I looking to get back in a relationship. so what should I do find someone out at a bar or club or go out on a limb and find someone in here? I meen think about it you go out with a person spend money and the if you are like me you end up finding them cheating on you with an other guy or in my case my best friend! atleaste on here you can some what get to know a person and what they want out of life before you take it to the next level.

What Is This World Coming To ...........
IT is so sad when you pick up a morning paper and this first thing you read about is a child being murdered..........where are the parents of these children or are they the ones murdering them . My heart breaks evertime i hear this . If the parents don't want these children why have them they do have such things called birth control.are adoption ..... I have been so blessed i have a child of my own and 2 that are not my mine but i love them just the same . And i would feel sorry for the person who hurt one of my children. My mom baby sat a child one time for that a little boy who was 4 years old and the mom came and picked the child up .just another day so we thought .My mom was an early riser so she thought it was kinda strange that the police was all over our neighbor hood that morning .The mother had let her so called boyfriend beat that little boy to death that nite .And what the hell did she do about it she didn't even call the police until it was to late .The little boy had ever

What Life Of Mine...
I awake just to watch you pass So I have you stuck in my head for the rest of the day What life of mine... I don't even know who you really are and yet you own and I spend the rest of the day imagining your laugh... What life of mine... I don't know what to do, to be the air around you that touches your skin I just want to talk, I just want to know you Give me sometime to convience I just want to be your friend and Im dying to go out with you give me a sign, just give me a glance if your be my side, nothing else really matter I just want to be in your arms and I am dying To try your lips, red, and full of you... Just tell me alright... I stay up just to think of you, And if I sleep it's just to dream that your near... What life of mine... I have all of this love and it's just for you, And I could do with just looking at you another day... What life of mine... I don't know what to do, to be the air around you that touches your skin I just want to talk, I jus

What Becomes....
well, im still here.... Not that i mean im going anywhere, or going to do something stupid...ach you know what i mean... Well i double checked with my solicitor yesterday about my new found criminal record, and it turns out that, as a result of my assault charge, i'll be hard pressed to find a holiday camp that'll employ me as an entertainer, so in effect i've screwed up another of my dreams. But hey, theres always Mcdonalds again. Oh how I long to come home every night smelling like a Whopper with cheese. Bugger, thats Burger King... As you can probably tell, the sense of humour is still there, but eeking its way slowly back into my regular programming. I'm finding it easier to smile now although ive got fuck all to smile about. Im finding things funny now, but life is still tough as a woman beater. I dont expect any sympathy, mainly because I think I spelled it wrong...

What's This?
Window panes come crashing down Amidst the tears and pain Vanishing hopes are gone and flew away Up above through twilight Shadows cast across the floor Reflections of the past Trembling thoughts of one Dwelling deep within the soul A mystical sense of reality Captured by the craze All in bewilderment Of the shock in the wave Creatures of the dimness Chattering amongst the green Everything slows in stillness What is this we see?

What Is A Ho?
Why do women always say that a guy who is 'cheap' won't get any but a guy who pulls out all the stops and goes to "Jared" is guaranteed. What happened to the days when you had sex because you liked the guy and not what the guy can get u? Sex for monetary gain is a ho-ish attribute, so ladies go out and fuck cause you're horny. Amen

What Else
Ok ok what else could go wrong, I thought things were going to get a little better after meeting with the man at the bank and telling me we are on the right track to buy a house, then my husband is the only one who doesn't have a sponsorship in his family now, and it's not for lack of trying. Then I come home and check my bank account and something I had no clue about came out and will now overdraw me just what I need......lol. And the icing on the cake is my dog got my favorite socks and chewed a big hole in one ruining it. With all that I am feeling and that was my final straw I am not sitting here writing this and crying........yeah I am a big sissy, I know they say god puts on you what you can stand he must think I am alot stronger then I think I am and don't think I can take much more of this. And the icing on the cake guess what I am doing for valentines day sitting here probally by myself cause he will probally be working on the race car. Well thanks for listing and I apperciat

What The Hell I Just Dont Get It..
bigred k.o.w.~w.s.w.@ fubar February 13, 2008 @ 2:39 pm god i'm about to puke THIS IS NOW MY WORDS MIZZ SHADY.. ALL THAT UP THERE IS WHAT IM TALKING ABOUT DOWN HERE.. THAT IS A COMMENT MADE BY THIS PERSON AND IT WAS LEFT ON MY GIRLFRIEND PICTURE.. I AM VERY SORRY BUT IF YOU ARE OFF RATTING SOMEONES PICTURES YOU SURE AS HELL DO NOT LEAVE COMMENTS LIKE THIS.. THAT WAS UNCALLED FOR AND SO VERY MEAN AND RUDE.. IM BESIDE MYSELF HERE.. THIS ONE YOUNG LADY HAS NO IDEA WHAT MY GIRLFRIEND HAS HAD TO INDURE IN HER LIFE AND TO RECIEVE A COMMENT LIKE THAT BY ANYONE COULD REALLY HURT.. WHEN DOES IT END.. WHEN DOES THE MEAN PEOPLE STOP BEING MEAN.. NO ONE NEEDS A PERSOS LIKE THAT ON THEIR FRIEND LIST... IM BLOCKING HER I HOPE YOU ALL DO THE SAME.. (repost of original by 'itsmizzshady.com' on '2008-02-13 14:54:09') (repost of original by '~CONFEDERATE FAMILY OF FUBAR ™©~' on '2008-02-13 15:04:34')

What A Kiss Means
WAT A KISS MEANS -Kiss on the stomach; I'm ready. -Kiss on the Forehead; I hope we're together forever. -Kiss on the Ear; You're my everything. -Kiss on the Cheek; We're friends. -Kiss on the Hand; I adore you. -Kiss on the Neck; We belong together. -Kiss on the Shoulder; I want you. -Kiss on the Lips; I like you. ____________________________________________________ What the gesture means... -Holding Hands; We definitely like each other. -Slap on the Butt; That's mine. -Holding on tight; I don't want to let go. -Looking into each other's Eyes; I just plain like you. -Playing with Hair; Tell me you love me. -Arms around the Waist; I like you too much to let go. -Laughing while Kissing; I am completely comfortable with you. ____________________________________________________ Advice; Don't ask for a kiss, take one. If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love.

What If...
Sooooo... if this just wasn’t just an absolute FUCKED up weekend. Not that any of it really made sense. It wasn’t his fault. It was mostly mine. Sighs deeply. I’m trying my best to handle a difficult situation with him and I had a freak out moment. I seriously don’t know why I stress this bad. I think the older I get the worse my OCD is. That or all of these damn past relationships are coming back to haunt me. I prefer to think it’s more of the later. I’ve had the OCD under control for years now, thank god. Things with him can just get so stressful and it kills me that we’re in such a position. No, I won’t describe the position we’re in because it’s no one’s damn business. I will tell you that it is incredibly hard to cope with though and I’m trying my best. It was nice for him to finally just spill it about how he feels. HA! I’m sure it about killed him, ya know it being like in the guy code or something that if they reveal something that they incinerate on the spot or something.

Whatever Our Hands Touch
..HEART PRINTSWhatever our hands touch---We leave fingerprints!On walls, on furniture,On doorknobs, dishes, books,As we touch we leave our identity.Oh please where ever I go today,Help me leave heartprints!Heartprints of compassionOf understanding and love.Heartprints of kindnessand genuine concern.May my heart touch a lonely neighborOr a runaway daughter,Or an anxious mother,Or, perhaps, a dear friend!I shall go out todayTo leave heartprints,And if someone should sayI felt your touch,May that one sense be...YOUR LOVETouching through ME.This is to all the wonderful peopleI have met!I offer you my hand in friendshipso that when you reach out in times of need,you can be certain that I'll always be there.when it returns to you,you'll know who'll be your friends for life!

What Kind Of Pie Am I???
You Are Apple Pie You're the perfect combo of comforting and traditional. You prefer things the way you've always known them. You'll admit that you're old fashioned, and you don't see anything wrong with that. Your tastes and preferences are classic. And classic never goes out of style. Those who like you crave security. People can rely on you to be true to yourself - and true to them. You're loyal, trustworthy, and comfortable in your own skin. And because of these qualities, you've definitely earned a lot of respect.What Kind of Pie Are You?

What The F#ck
LYING THERE NAKED SHE SQUEELS SOFTLY AS SHE SWIRLS IN THE NAKED AIR BODY SWEAT COVERED TOXIC LOOKING SO DIVINE EATABLE LITERALY SMELLS OF SWEET SWEET LILIES OH SHE IS BEAUTIFUL MOONLIT SHADOWS GLOW ACROSS THE ROOM AS I STARE AT HER IN AWE I BANGED THIS GIRL TILL SHE COULD NO LONGER MOVE I BANGED HER SO HARD MY COCK ACHES A PAIN I CAN LIVE WITH RAW PASSION INSIDE HER WAS A FIRE DEEP DEEP INSIDE MOVING SLOWLY AROUND EACH IT WAS LIKE ANGELS DANCING SILK SHEETS SWIFTLY MOVING AMONGST OUR BODIES CANDLES BLAZE SHADES OPEN SO THAT THE STARS COULD SEE HER BEAUTY IF ONLY FOR A MOMENT GOD HELD MY HAND AND SAID "FUCK THE SHIT OUT HER SHE IS HOT"

What Valentine's Day Truly Means To Me....
[Glitterfy.com - *Glitter Photos*] "Love is patient; love is kind and envies no one. Love is never boastful, nor conceited, nor rude; never selfish, not quick to take offense. There is nothing love cannot face; there is no limit to its faith, its hope, and endurance. In a word, there are three things that last forever: faith, hope, and love; but the greatest of them all is love."

What Each Rose Means......
What each rose means........ Red Roses - Love and romance Black Roses - Vengeance Blue Roses - Mystery and intrigue Pink Roses - Gratitude and appreciation Purple Roses - Love at first sight White Roses - Innocence and purity Green Roses - Fertility Yellow Roses - Joy and friendship Lavender Roses - Enchantment Orange Roses - Enthusiasm, passion

What A Craptastic Day
So after being on this earth for what I feel is a great number of valentines day, hereby referred to as stupid day, I have come to expect a certain number of things to happen. 1. Logging on to get a flood of pointless offlines and etc of "Happy Stupid Day" sentiments and the like 2. Having to see all the stuff of supposed adults bitch piss whine moan and complain about being "lonely" today..as if being lonely on feb 14th is infinetly more heartbreaking than say July 27th... 3. The masses decked out in red and there being hearts and flowers and all that other crap absolutely EVERYWHERE 4. Kids running around with candy and cards and basically ignoring their surroundings as they try to deal with this influx of attention from their peers Now I can be called the cynical and sarcastic one when it comes to Stupid Day.. yet to me its just another day nothing more..guess what we have another 365 of em happening this year so really why is the 45th day of this one so important? I

What Body Part Am I Most Attracted To???
What Body Part Are You Attracted To?(pics) ver. 2.0created with QuizFarm.com You scored as PenisYou are attracted to the: penis. You are a penis man/woman. Penis 100%Abs/Stomach 100%Face 100%Boobs 0%Butt 0% hmmm lol

What Have I... Xi
Pulling the vein watching the throb the plip plip thlop So enthralled with the mechanics. The ruthless cold efficiency of it all. Faith in nowhere reason in nowhy. Taste of metal. Drips like a grapefruit. Fetish in the bound and balled. Hidden in sepia tones, grainy 8mm and oak closets. Of hotels and dust bunnies. Moldy mattresses. And true l.o.v.e. Of mystery stained sheets, of masked watchers of masterbating ticket holders. I run it through my hair. In a brief moment of triumph, I trace my filthy fingernail under my nostrils, the heady aroma makes my eyes flicker involuntarily, like pinned butterfly wings. To relive To relish To revive Just what exactly have I become? Whore? Murderer? Performer? Artist? Just what have I... Another voice pulling me gently to the dark of yet another closet. Will she be waiting for me there? Are you waiting for me there? My perfection. My goddess.

What I Like About You
The day we met I wasn't so sure. You were too good of a girl for a thug like me. Funny thing was I did want you. I just didn't want to scare you away. I was the "boy from the other side of the tracks" and you were the perfect "All-American Girl". A true mix for disaster. This was March 17th 1992 !!! Today is February 14th, 2008!! 15 years and 333 days later, WOW !!! And baby I love you way more today then I did then!! Matter of fact I Love you more and more with each day that passes. We were kids, LOL. You were 19 and I was 21. You were a year removed from high school and me, well a year left on probation. My have things changed. You were pretty then but you are beautiful now baby !!! I just love holding you at nite in the comfort of our bed. That means more to me then anything. To know that we have been in love all this time. And the beautiful kids you have given birth too for us. Not to mention the wonderful job you have done raising them. I couldn't image having life any

What Goes Around Comes Around
I sit here and think with so many fucked up thoughts in my head You know I wonder if it was something you did or something I said At first everything was going unbelievably fucking great Little by little it started to change its like being alone is my fate When I give myself to someone I truly give all that I can I believe that I am amazing myself and deserve a deserving man I honestly think that for me it is just so hard to trust because of the past This life is so short to waste time it just flies by so fast I want to believe what is said to me by you all the time on the phone Even when you say that you love me and need me why do I feel alone I feel as though you might be playing me for dumb It was too easy to fall for you I mean I could not pretend to be numb Were you just telling me all the things that a woman wants to hear I knew from the beginning falling too hard was the one thing I did fear Please talk to me and let me know what is goin

What I Want To Be When I Grow Up
I have a good job. Truth be told, I have the kind of job people would kill for. I make decent money and yet manage time to blog and have my own radio show. Even though I am lucky in that aspect, I will say this…when I was a kid, I didn't not have aspirations of taking X-rays or Ct scans for a living. Needless to say due to maturity, well, immaturity, and hormones, what I wish I could do for a living then, and what I wish I could do for a living now are two totally differerent things. So… Here is what I would do for a living if I had the choice. BODY ARTIST- I think that the painting of the female body and the creation of body molds is such a wonderful form of artistic expression. The shapes the designs… the rubbing my hands all over the hot bodies of females! Seriously… Nothing would make me more happy than to grope and rub shit all over a hot girl, look at her husband, and say… That will be $1,000. Sperm Donor- Whats the negative here? You jerk off a

What A Day!
today is the day after valentines day...boy what a day...people were buying all kinds of valentines stuff on sale today...saving it for next year i guess...hahaha...glad ot see it go! i work in retail so i tired of condensing down the damn valentines! valentines day was ok i guess...nothing special...went to eat...made a cake...woo hoo...

What Is A Us Marine
What Is A United States Marine? I am 232 years of romping, stomping, hell, death, destruction. I am the finest fighting machine the world has ever seen. I was born in a bomb crater. My mother was an M-16 and my Father is the Devil. Each moment that I live is an additional threat upon your life. I am a rough looking, roving soldier from the sea. I am cocky, self centered, and overbearing. I do not know the meaning of fear for I am fear itself. I am a green amphibious monster made of blood and guts that arose from the ashes of my enemies, festering on anti-Americans throughout the globe. When ever it may arise and when my time comes, I will die a glorious and grotesque death on the battlefield, giving my life for the Corps, Mom, and Apple Pie. I stole the Eagle from the Air Force, the Anchor from the Navy, and the rope from the Army. Then on the 7th day, while God rested, I overran His perimeter and took over the Globe and I have been protecting it ever since! I live like a S

What Girls Want
When she stares at your mouth [ Kiss her ] When she pushes you or hits you like a dumb ass because she thinks shes stronger than you [ Grab her and don't let go ] When she starts cursing at you trying to act all tough, [ Kiss her and tell her you love her ] When she's quiet [ Ask her whats wrong] When she ignores you [ Give her your attention ] When she pulls away [ Pull her back ] When you see her at her worst [ Tell her she's beautiful ] When you see her start crying [Just hold her and dont say a word ] When you see her walking [ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ] When she's scared [ Protect her ] When she steals your favorite hat [ Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night] When she teases you [ Tease her back and make her laugh ] When she doesn't answer for a long time [ reassure her that everything is okay ] When she looks at you with doubt [ Back yourself up ] When she says that she likes you [ she really does mor

What Am I Doin
what am i doin? sittin here all i can do is wonder why i feel so lost. when in reality i should feel complete. wondering why i cant smile when really theres no reason to frown. i feel as if someone has just broke my heart again yet nobody has. i dont know what to think right now or why im feeling the feelings i am. nothing makes any since to me not sure how to explain it. sittin here i think of him...thinking of how happy he seems to make me somehow. have no clue how he does it. but for some reason it just feels right. so why do i feel like someone has crushed me again? shouldnt i be happy? i dont know where this is coming from. ive been doing so good at not feeling like this. it almost feels as if for some reason my depression wants to sit in again but i cant let it...theres no reason for it. guess i get this way when all i do is fight all day long.

Whatever
THOSE OF YOU WHO WANT TO WRITE TO AN EX FRIEND OF MINE AND THEN JUDGE ME ON WHAT SHE TELLS YOU CAN GO TO HELL!!! I'M TIRED OF PLAYING GAMES IF YOU HAVE SOMETHING TO SAY DAMN IT JUST COME OUT AND SAY IT, IF YOU WANT TO KNOW SOMETHING ASK ME. DON'T GO BY WHAT SOMEONE ELSE TELLS YOU.

What's Your Sign ?
OK THIS CAN BE FUN JUST LOOK BELOW AND FIND YOUR SIGN AND SEE WHAT IT MEANS ,, AQUARIUS-I AM THE WIFEY/HUBBY TYPE GEMINI-I FU** BETTER THAN YOUR EX CANCER- I CAN MAKE YOU LOVE ME ! LEO- I FU** LIKE NO OTHER ARIES-I AM THE BEST AT SEX LIBRA- I AM GREAT IN BED SCORPIO-I WILL MAKE YOU SCREAM MY NAME SAGITTARIUS- I AM SEXY AS HELL TAURUS-I HAVE GREAT LIPS TO KISS WITH CAPRICORN-I CAN HAVE SEX ALL NIGHT LONG PISCES-I AM A LOVER NOT A HATER VIRGO-WHEN I PUT IT ON YOU ...YOU WILL BE SPRUNG FOR LIFE .. THIS WAS E-MAILED TO ME FROM A FRIEND IT IS FUNNY ...THE DESCRIPTIONS ...

What Will It Take
What will it take to simply be honest What will it take to be kind What will it take to care What will it take to openly share... Apparently these words are used to be used A weakness, a move. Its not good enough to simply be human So, to those that are caring, be warned. Your heart is open to the lions that roam to the wolves that feast to that which is sincere They target you as weak slow and easily tricked... And when they get away with it Your the victim the cause... You become the victim because you are gentle and warm Innocent and sweet Tender For your heart to be ripped abused and used only to experience it again over and over... Its not your fault It never was... Its those that prey upon you that carry the cast.... They will experience it far worse in return but worse yet the experience to those that they've learned their own will destroy them for learning's taste How ironic the end when your child spits at your face...

What's A Girl To Do?
I had an unusual valentines day this year. In past years me and my friends would get together and have an Anti Valentine's day party and bash on it, etc. Yet this year I'm able to say that I couldn't have asked for a better series of events to have happened. I'm glad that I went out instead of doing the usual. And at the same time. I'm hoping that my guard really hasn't fallen that easily. I hate not having that guard up because it means I'm not longer really in complete control of my surroundings and situations. *sighs* Edit: Cancel that last thought... Valentines has been demoted to just another day and one night stand.

What Makes Some People Tick?
Have you ever wondered what makes some people tick? What it is in life that made them who they are? For some people to be so real and down to earth and honest. For others to be so full of BS , so full of themselves, so full of lies? I guess no matter what may have happened in my life, both the good and the bad, I have remained just me. I am optimistic, full of life, honest, happy, just real. I do not need drama to make me feel alive. In fact, please, leave the drama at the door. And preferably not mine. I do not mean to be rude, but My God! I could so live the rest of my life without dealing with another dramatic person. And that is sad. But I do not do drama well. Just don't. It seems as if drama is all that some people are about. That if it weren't for the drama in their lives, they would not have a life. And to me that is sad. But so true with a couple of people that I know and try to care for. Ok I will get off my soap box for the moment. But

What Do You Think?
This is an email I recieved... It is extremely surprising that the Arab financed TV in Dubai wouldallow this to air. Be sure and watch this, it is so powerful, it won't be on the airlong.--- She is one impressive woman. Here is a powerful and amazing statement on Al Jereeza television.The woman is Wafa Sultan, an Arab-American psychologist from Los Angeles. I would suggest watching it ASAP because I don't know how long thelink will be active.This film clip should be shown around the world repeatedly! SEE VIDEO< http://switch3.castup.net/cunet/gm.asp?ai=214&ar=1050wmv&ak=nul These are not my words, but they are good. I'm surprised their isn't a price on here head... This is a transcript from her interview... Arab-American Psychologist Wafa Sultan Al-Jazeera TV (Qatar) February 21, 2006 Wafa: The clash we are witnessing around the world is not a clash of religions, or a clash of civilizations, it is a clash between two opposites, between two eras, it is a

What's Left Of Me
Watch my life, Pass me by, In the rear view mirror Pictures frozen in time Are becoming clearer I don't wanna waste another day Stuck in the shadow of my mistakes Yeah... [Chorus] Cause I want you, And I feel you, Crawling underneath my skin Like a hunger, Like a burning, To find a place I've never been Now I'm broken, And I'm faded, I'm half the man I thought I would be: But you can have what's left of me I've been dying inside, Little by little, No where to go, But going out of my mind In endless circles, Running from my self until, You gave me a reason for standing still [Chorus] It's falling faster, Barely breathing, Give me something, To believe in Tell me: It's not all in my head Take what's left Of this man Make me whole Once again [Chorus] I've been dying inside you see I'm going out of my mind Out of my mind I'm just running in circles all the time Will you take what's left Will you take what's left Will you take what'

What I've Done
In this farewell There’s no blood There’s no alibi ‘Cause I’ve drawn regret From the truth Of a thousand lies So let mercy come And wash away What I’ve done I’ve faced myself To cross out what I’ve become Erase myself And let go of what I’ve done Put to rest What you thought of me Well I cleaned this slate With the hands Of uncertainty So let mercy come And wash away What I’ve done I’ve faced myself To cross out what I’ve become Erase myself And let go of what I’ve done For what I’ve done I’ll start again And whatever pain may come Today this ends I’m forgiving what I’ve done I’ve faced myself To cross out what I’ve become Erase myself And let go of what I’ve done What I’ve done Forgiving what I’ve done

Whats A Billion Dollars Mean To You?
What is a billion? This is too true to be funny The next time you hear a politician use the word 'billion' in a casual manner, think about whether you want the 'politicians' spending YOUR tax money. A billion is a difficult number to comprehend, but one advertising agency did a good job of putting that figure into some perspective in one of its releases. A. A billion seconds ago it was 1959. B. A billion minutes ago Jesus was alive. C. A billion hours ago our ancestors were living in the Stone Age. D. A billion days ago no-one walked on the earth on two feet. E. A billion dollars ago was only 8 hours and 20 minutes, at the rate our government is spending it. While this thought is still fresh in our brain, let's take a look at New Orleans It's amazing what you can learn with some simple division Louisiana Senator, Mary Landrieu (D), is presently asking the Congr