Fubar Blog Posts 2

What Type Of Alcoholic Drink Does Your Sex Life Resemble?
Martini! Your sex life mostly resembles a Martini. You are suave, sophisticated and just a little kinky. You have an active sex life, but you only recruit the best to be your sex partners. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

What Type Of Car Represents Your Sexual Experience?
Your sexual experience is like a street racer You like to have fun all the time, and if hooking up is a consequence of that then so be it. You are very easy going and have a rocking life. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

What Type Of Hook-up Are You?
You are an indulgent hook-up You like pleasure and not just physical pleasure. You like to try to cram every pleasure that you can think of into your hook-up to have the best experience. It may be a little one sided, but your partner will never forget you as a lover! Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

What Will You Receive On The 12 Days Of Christmas?
The Twelve Days of Christmasfor rainn:Day #Who?What they got you1sta confused homeless man bearing a sign that says, 'i'm a slave for you'2ndA forty pronged whip for lashing all of your friends3rdA polaroid of their genitals4than inverse restraining order, requiring you to be 'coupled' at all times5thA reverse strip tease6tha confused homeless man bearing a sign that says, 'i'm a slave for you'7tha pop-up kama sutra8than experimental vibrator9than inverse restraining order, requiring you to be 'coupled' at all times10tha tray of lewd ice cubes11tha taped-off-TV copy of 'the erotic adventures of hercules'

What Song Reflects Your Life Today?
Music plays a big part of my life.. and i find certain songs I relate to more than others.. so what song is big in your life right now? Right now i am goin back and forth between Passive by APC and *gasp and groan* Gravity by Sara Barielles.

What Is Your Primary Vice?
Your primary vice is health food Your primary vice is health food. You enjoy feeling healthy and maintaining a super strong body. You have lots of extra energy to do stuff, and you probably never get sick. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

What Is Your Sexual Zodiac?
Virgo You are shy at first, and because of that, it is hard for you to find lots of random sex partners. You are very intelligent and very into sex.You will only have sex with clean people, because you are afraid of getting an STD. You are also very kinky and imaginative in the sack. Your partners always have a hard time keeping up with you.Sex matches: Taurus, Capricorn, Scorpio 'What is your Sexual Zodiac?' at QuizUniverse.com

What Is Your Sexual Personality?
Daring, confident, animalistic You like to have a lot of sex and try a lot of things. You are very kinky and have a lot of confidence in yourself. You like to explore all aspects of sexuality because it is something that interests you a lot. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

What Is The Best Type Of Sex For You?
You prefer Spontaneous sex! You're into spontaneous sex. Anywhere, any time the mood takes you. Just be careful that your sexcapades don't land you in a (ahem) tight spot. 'What is the best type of sex for you?' at QuizUniverse.com

What Is Your Sexual Hidden Talent?
Using your hands Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your hands. You are damn good with them, and know how to make your lover feel incredibly sexy with just one caress. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

What Type Of Pagan Are You?
Model Pagan You are the quintessential Pagan. You wear cool clothes, you accept new ideas, and you are open to change. You know who the ATC is, and you really dig Doreen Valiente. Knowledge will bring you closer to your goal. Take this quiz at QuizHeaven.com

What's Your Predominant Emotion?
Your dominant emotion is LOVE Your dominant emotion is Love. You tend to always find the best in people and give all people the benefit of the doubt. You love your friends and family and they are what drive you. Take this quiz at QuizHeaven.com

What Type Of Monster Are You?
You are a vampire! You are suave and seductive. Eternal life is yours and you never tire of coming up with crazy ways of amusing yourself and others. Sometimes, however, your taste for blood comes in the way of friendships as you are constantly turning your friends into vampires. Take this quiz at QuizHeaven.com

What Planet Are You From?
You are from MARS!! Yup, thought so... there's something about you that I couldn't quite place. Maybe it's just the odour that all you martians give off? Maybe not. But either way, you feel at one with universe, and you like "the way dem earthlings party!" alright! Take this quiz at QuizHeaven.com

What Historical Figure Are You?
You are Cleopatra Beautiful and Charming. You are able to persuade anyone to do anything you would like, because of your hotness and charisma. You are an expert in gaining power over anyone you choose. Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

What The Fuck Is Wrong With People!!!!!!!!!
I just read about this bullshit on msn.com. What type of inbreeding do people do that makes them think they can get away with fucking shit like this? The 1st amendment shouldn't be allowed to protect people that are this retarded! FUCK THEM!!!!!!!! BALTIMORE - A grieving father won a nearly $11 million verdict Wednesday against a fundamentalist Kansas church that pickets military funerals out of a belief that the war in Iraq is a punishment for the nation's tolerance of homosexuality. Albert Snyder of York, Pa., sued the Westboro Baptist Church for unspecified damages after members demonstrated at the March 2006 funeral of his son, Lance Cpl. Matthew Snyder, who was killed in Iraq. The jury first awarded $2.9 million in compensatory damages. It returned in the afternoon with its decision to award $6 million in punitive damages for invasion of privacy and $2 million for causing emotional distress. Snyder's attorney, Craig Trebilcock, had urged jurors to determine

Whats Goin On.
Ok i know not everyone got my mass IM last night. But i gota phone call at 8:30pm est. My mom is in the hospital with a gal bladder attack pancritus ( spelling) and has internal bleeding and the dr's don't know where its coming from. She won't see the dr's for that problem until today. So please all i'm asking is keep my mom is your prayers and i will post a blog about what is going on when i know more. Thanks you guys rock i love you all :D

What Each Kiss Means
WHAT EACH KISS MEANS Body: - Kiss on the Upperchest: I'm ready. - Kiss on the Forehead: We're cute together . - Kiss on the Cheek: We're friends. - Kiss on the Hand: I adore you. - Kiss on the Neck: I want you, now. - Kiss on the Shoulder: Your perfect. - Kiss on the Lips: I think I like you. ____________________________________________________ WHAT EACH GESTURE MEANS: - Holding Hands: We definitely like each other. - Touching on the Butt: Your fun. - Holding you tight pressed against each other: I want you. - Looking into each other's Eyes: I like you, for who you are. - Playing with Hair: Let's fool around. - Arms around the Waist: I like you too much to let go. - Laughing while Kissing: I am completely comfortable with you. ____________________________________________________ ADVICE: - If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love.

What Ya Think Of This One
This is one i wrote about someone i knew... Its been a while.. But u can tell me what u think..... Left, Right, Up, Down Everywhere you look loves all around. Smiling, happy, regretful, sad alot of people think about what they had... Wishing, hoping for a second chance remembering old love, man what a dance. Remembering how he held you so tight and making love way into the night. Flowers and gifts are things of the past wishing and knowing in your heart it lasts... Everytime I get online I look for you to be here.... and when ever your not I sit and wait wishing you could be near. Just to talk and listen to you calms me deep inside, helps me grow strong and understand that I dont have to hide. You have always been part of my heart and I long to see you waiting and hoping that you'll come around and make my old love again new... That the love once shared was never over. But to regain the relationship would take

What Tree Did You Fall From?
WHAT TREE DID YOU FALL FROM? > > Find your birthday and then find your tree. This is cool and somewhat > accurate. Then send it to your friends, including the one that sent it > to you, so they can find out what tree you fell from, but do not forget > to change the subject line to your tree. Find your tree below and see > what you are like ... > > Dec 23 to Jan 01 Apple Tree > Jan 01 to Jan 11 Fir Tree > Jan 12 to Jan 24 Elm Tree > Jan 25 to Feb 03 Cypress Tree > Feb 04 to Feb 08 Poplar Tree > Feb 09 to Feb 18 Cedar Tree > Feb 19 to Feb 28 Pine Tree > Mar 01 to Mar 10 Weeping Willow Tree > Mar 11 to Mar 20 Lime Tree > Mar 21 (only) Oak Tree > Mar 22 to Mar 31 Hazelnut Tree > Apr 01 to Apr 10 Rowan Tree > Apr 11 to Apr 20 Maple Tree > Apr 21 to Apr 30 Walnut Tre e > May 01 to May 14 Poplar Tree > May 15 to May 24 Chestnut Tree > May 25 to Jun 03 Ash Tree > Jun 04 to Jun 13 Hornbeam Tree > Jun 14 to Jun 23 Fig Tree > Jun 24 (only) Birch Tree > Jun 25 to Jul 04

What A Friend Means To Me
What a friend means to me What a friend means to me is someone who is always there for you. Someone who will listen to all your rambeling and not putting their 2 cents in. Someone to be there when you are in trouble or in need. Someone who will always laugh at your jokes even when they are not funny. Someone to pick you up off the floor after a few too many drinks. Someone to make you laugh when you are feeling down. Someone who will tell you the truth even if it means hurting your feelings. Someone who will keep your secrets unless it will truely hurt someone. Most of all, someone who will just be a friend. Let me know if you are truely my friend.

What I Lack
You would think a young woman of 23 would be having the time of her life and have a boyfriend or be married. No not me, my life is revolving around my job right now, trying to live paycheck to paycheck. As for love all I can say is this, what love ?? My crush is about my only love so far. I never know if a guy is sincere about his feelings towards me or if he's out to hurt me. I am tired of being hurt, I have done nothing to anybody else to deserve to get hurt all the time. I mind my own business unless someone asks me for advice or bring me into their business.

What Kind Of Personality Do I Have??
Your Personality is Somewhat Rare (ESFP) Your personality type is playful, charming, open minded, and energetic. Only about 7% of all people have your personality, including 9% of all women and 5% of all men You are Extroverted, Sensing, Feeling, and Perceiving. How Rare Is Your Personality?

What Are You Up To?
OK, I'm on strike for the rest of today. I have been working like a dog all week, and have not gotten even once baby-step ahead. I give up. Unless there is a major disaster, I'm just going to coast for the rest of the afternoon. Soooooo ........... anyone got any good plans for the weekend?

What I Want...
I want to brush her hair I want to rub her feet I want her to feel the way she felt the first time we kissed in her truck I want to hold her the way we held each other the first night we spen together I want to see her funny little grin when i'm being silly I want to see the love in her eyes when she first looked at our baby I want to be her hero, her knight I want to give her everything she could ever want, need, or desire All i'll ever want or need is her love Indulge @ Sexy5Photos.com

What Little Boys Like
Little boys like outhouses I'm not sure I can explain it, but it's true. There's something about pissing down a hole too deep to see. Something almost dangerous. Like pissing off a bridge, It's amazing. Little boys like trees Because the possibilities are endless. Trees are towers to climb, Fortresses of steel, Trees are homes for mythical creatures. Trees are adventures waiting to be adventured. Little boys like rocks, any rocks. Rocks to be thrown, Rocks to jump off of, Rocks that hide ants, and spiders. Rocks that are caves to explore, Caves that may have bats. Little boys like bridges Even though you're not supposed to piss off of them. Heights are amazing To stand still and fly at the same time. How did the builder get across in order to build in the first place? Little boys like the smell of aftershave. Because it reeks of manhood. Of the future Of what they may become. I have no idea what little girls like. But little boys like these things.

What It's All About
But it's all about words man It's all about words Some words are better than others Some words have class Some words are so elite That they're downright snobbish Like antidisestablishmentarianism Other words are funny Like bunny, not rabbit, bunny Or frog, frog is funny Deer is not You have never heard a joke that starts. . . "O.K. A deer walks into a bar." It just doesn't happen Although, Bambi is funny Other words produce images, Set fire to the imagination, Leave you encrusted in muck, Find you soaring in ecstasy It's all about words man, It's all about words. August

What Ifs
But what if I don't like it? And I rage. And what if I don't approve? And I rage. And what if I. . . Succeed! Have a great time! Learn! I begin my rant I could flip a coin if you like. And I rage For every what if you give me, I could give you three back. If you don't find out, You'll never know And I rage. Because the real question. . . Is the one she won't ask. But what if it hurts? Well, then it's important. August

What Cost, Love?
You wanted a "Real" little brother. And I'm reminded of Pinocchio Who only wanted to be a "real" little boy. But at the tender age of four I used every ounce of courage To say no to your dress up games And you've yet to forgive me for it. The road to manhood is forked with decisions. At four, that one cost me your love. You wanted a genius son One that knew all the answers Instead of asking so many questions You wanted a pet You'd have settled for anything But a boy in his father's footsteps A decision I have to remake every day My identity at the cost of your love And now you come at me in quick succession With expectations I cannot fulfill The Rebel The Good Husband The Zealot The Stud At each juncture I had to make my choice I choose to say no Set my limits Be me Awash in disappointment Forgiveness and/or love Trickling down in varying amounts And I feel like scuba gear Giving O2 'till I'm empty Begging to be refilled Instead of thrown away In

What The Hell?
I started seeing this woman a couple of weeks ago and I am not sure on how to take it all. Everything started out good as always. I bought her everything that she needed whenever she asked for them. The last night I went to see her I bought her a dozen roses with a vase, made her a cd and wrote her a special message on the card. I have done everything for that woman and now she says that she needs time to get herself straight when she is the one who asked me out!!!! I dont understand this. Time is what I gave her. I only went over there when she asked me to come over. I dont understand women and why when they have a man that is supportive,caring, and will do anything for them they decide to push them away. What am I doing wrong?????

Whats Up!
Well as many of you have noticed over the past couple months i haven't really been around... Working and taking care of my kiddos and trying to run a house by my self doesn't allow me much play time except Thursdays nights when i do go out! Mmm Gotta love the Gulch here in S.V for those that don't know what that is. Its pretty much a reg bar most the week but have lady dancers Wend & Thursdays (NO IM NOT DANCING) LOL well for money that is... Soo let me get to the point of this blog! Ive decided... I'm going to go ahead and leave Fubar.. Or what the fuck you want to call this place.. Meat Market???? Soo QUESTION is.... Do i delete my account fully or leave it and well do nothing with it.... Thing is i don't have time to chat with everyone and with adding me as a friend is only going to add another "cold" account... Now unless you only add people for points! Do as you will.. Point is my realty is better then this BOX.... Thank God!! So for those that really would like to keep in touch?

What Is Power, Control Or Destiny?
How do these three words reflect upon each other or work together? Believe it or not these three words mean the very same thing and must be together in order to function and if a person takes each word in its most simplistic form and study it individually and apply each one in order then anything is possible and I do mean anything. POWER: Ability to act, regarded as latent or inherent; the faculty of doing or performing something; capacity for action or performance; capability of producing an effect, whether physical or moral: potency; might; as, a man of great power; the power of capillary attraction; money gives power. CONTROL: Power or authority to check or restrain; restraining or regulating influence; superintendence; government; as, children should be under parental control. DESTINY: That to which any person or thing is destined; predetermined state; condition foreordained by the Divine or by human will; fate; lot; doom. The fixed order of things; invincible necess

What Will Never Be There...
I just wanna touch what will never be there. What I can't feel in my arms. What I can't feel in my heart. What I can't feel that should be with me. Over and over I tell myself... Just one fucking day... But I know that all hope is gone.

What Is The Essence Of Buddhas Teachings?
Simply speaking, this is to avoid harming others and to help them as much as possible. Another way of expressing this is, Abandon negative action; create perfect virtue; subdue your own mind. This is the teaching of the Buddha. By abandoning negative actions (killing, etc.) and destructive motivations (anger, attachment, close-mindedness, etc.), we stop harming ourselves and others. By creating perfect virtue, we develop beneficial attitudes, like impartial love and compassion, and do actions motivated by these thoughts. By subduing our mind, we cut away all false projections, thus making ourselves calm and peaceful by understanding reality. The essence of Buddha's teachings is also contained in the three principles of the path: definite emergence, the dedicated heart and wisdom realizing emptiness. Initially, we seek definitely to emerge from the confusion of our problems and their causes. Then, we see that other people also have problems, and with love and compassion, we dedicate

What Is The Purpose Of Reciting Mantras?
Mantras are prescribed syllables to protect the mind. What we want to protect our mind from are attachment, anger, ignorance, and so on. When combined with the four opponent powers, mantra recitation is very powerful in purifying negative karmic imprints on our mindstream. While we recite mantras, we should also be thinking and visualizing in a beneficial way so that we are building up constructive habits in the mind. In the Vajrayana practice, mantras are recited in Sanskrit, rather than being translated into other languages. The reason for this is that there is a special beneficial energy or vibration that is induced by the sound of the syllables. While doing recitation, we can concentrate on the sound of the mantra, on its meaning, or on the accompanying visualizations that the master has taught.

What Are The Three Jewels?
The Three Jewels are the Buddha, Dharma and Sangha. Buddha is one who has purified all the defilements of the mind the afflictive emotions, the imprints of the actions motivated by them, and the stains of these afflictive emotions and who has developed all good qualities, such as impartial love and compassion, wisdom knowing all existence, and skillful means of guiding others. The Dharma embodies the preventive measures which keep us from problems and suffering. This includes the teachings of the Buddha, as well as the realizations of those teachings the cessations of problems and their causes, and the realizations or paths which lead to those cessations. The Sangha are those beings who have direct non-conceptual perception of emptiness or ultimate truth. On a relative level, Sangha also refers to the ordained people who put the Buddha's teachings into practice. The Dharma is our real refuge, the medicine we take which cures our problems and their causes. The Buddha is like th

What Is It About Me?
What is it about me that makes you smile? Or makes being around me worth the while. Oh, I get it it's got to be the personality, Or what God has giving me to make me me. Or maybe it's just the way that I can make you laugh, To think about the good and forget about the bad. It could be that I'm just that type of guy to make the world a better place, With just the gleam of his eyes or the bright smile on his face, I'm just wondering on what makes me me, And what makes me the person that you would like to see.

What Happens When You Drop An Ecosphere
Today I had my purse on my desk instead of in it. I picked it up and knocked my EcoSphere into the floor. It sounded like I dropped a bowling ball! I freaked out, the instructions say, DO NOT SHAKE! Not only did it shake, it rattled and rolled. I picked it up and checked it out, not cracked or broken and the shrimp inside were ok. Before I left work they were eating and everything. I just hope they're not dead when I go into work on Monday.

What Else Can Happen To Me
god what else can happen now. first my dad in the hosp and his kemo.then my lil sis has her lil gril taken from her cause her stupid ex just wants to hurt her. and now to make things even worse she is in the hosp passin kidney stones. my family has the worst luck ever when will it end. all i want is for her to get better and for her to have her baby back home with her family.

What Enrages Me The Fastest? Read And Find Out...
I don't get pissed off that easily... and usually it's not even that much. I can put up with a lot of shit. I get irritated a lot, but that's different. But only a handful of things really piss me off. Shit breaking pisses me off, or shit not working also. Flakey people piss me off a lot. Shit that's out of my control no matter how badly I want it. And the worst of them all, unbeatable games. Specifically, at the moment, Guitar Hero 3. Yes, the game that I've been so incredibly wrapped up in the past few days, and been anxiously awaiting for a few months now. Why? Well, let me tell you. Go pick up the game, of course all the songs have to be unlocked first... Play these games: "Raining Blood" by Slayer, "Cliffs of Dover" by Eric Johnson, and "One" by Metallica. Three of the four songs in the last set of songs in the game (I've already beat "Number Of The Beast" by Iron Maiden... that was relatively easy with the exception of one stupid solo, which star power g

What The Hell Ever.
I dunno what to say here. I'm just agitated. I hate men that really think they are soooo good that women are falling all over them..and they can say the right things to any and all new girls that come along and they'll be so blinded by it all that they won't realize that he's trying to be a player. I'M SO OVER THIS. I went to Texarkana today. Long drive to do nothing and make the long drive back. But whatever. With me...time in car=time to think. I have my best moments of clarification in the car. I came to a lot of conclusions... none of them are important to anyone but myself however, number one is: I'm not gonna be anyone's bitch or whore. If you want a good time with me, if you want ANY time with me, you fucking earn it. My time IS valuable to me, and to my kids. Therefore, I don't intend to waste anymore of it on lying, cheating, self obsessed douche bags. This, my friends, is why I made a deal with one of my guy friends stating that, should I be 30 something and he

What I've Learned? 1
i am trying to understand some people who keep hurting other people. This was cause by their past experienced. However, its not the solution (if hurting other people can make them feel better) it will only aggravate them as hurting also the people around whose loving them.. sigh....

What Can I Say ...rednecks...got To Love Em
Go Git Yo Mamma A redneck family from the hills was visiting the city and they were in a mall for the first time in their life. The father and son were strolling around while the wife shopped. They were amazed by almost everything they saw, but especially by two shiny, silver walls that could move apart and then slide back together again. The boy asked, "Paw, What's 'at?" The father (never having seen an elevator) responded, "Son, I dunno. I ain't never seen anything like that in my entire life, I ain't got no idea'r what it is." While the boy and his father were watching with amazement, a fat old lady in a wheel chair rolled up to the moving walls and pressed a button. The walls opened and the lady rolled between them into a small room. The walls closed and the boy and his father watched the small circular numbers above the walls light up sequentially. They continued to watch until it reached the last number and then the numbers began to light in the reverse order. Then the w

What Monster Am I Lol
You Are a Werewolf You're unpredictable, moody, and downright freaky. You seem sweet and harmless, until you snap. Then you're a total monster. Very few people can predict if you're going to be Dr. Jekyll or Mr. Hyde. But for you, all your transformations seem perfectly natural. Your greatest power: Your ability to tap into nature Your greatest weakness: Lack of self control You play well with: VampiresWhat Kind of Monster Are You? SO bring on the s3xy Vampiresses

What Our Fire And Ice Family Is About.
Wanted to give you the basics of what our crew does. We will take requests from family members to help either them or a friend, as long as they are within 20000 points or less and you have enough pics and stash to rate, so b4 you come to us for help please add lots of pics and stash, and if it's for a friend of yours, make sure they have plenty for us to rate. We will send a blog for the family to help us. You are expected to help us by rating pics and stash UNTIL that person has leveled, and the person leveling needs to pic one of our members to rate while we are rating that person, it will help us level them faster. We will rate one person per Happy Hour...that is if the person we are rating has alot of points to level...if we are leveling someone who only needs 5000 or less we may choose to find someone else to level for that Happy Hour....only during Happy Hour will we level anyone...also this does not mean you go in and rate a few pics and stash and leave, you must stay until they

What's With That?
Why are people putting up cartoons or scenery for their page pic? They also put nothing down for their age....where they live...or their sex....I can't see why anyone would add them if they let you know nothing about them. Crazy.

What's In It For Me?
Well, there's been so much going on in my mind. Wondering if I'm doing the right thing or not. Do i second guess myself or stick with my gut feeling? Each time i 2nd guess myself, i end up losing out. What do I do? *paces the floor* Do I do it? Or Not?

What The F*ck Is Up With People
Gosh ever since I have been back in America it seems people just feel they can shit all over each other in order to get what you want out of that person, wtf is up with you all, why do you not want to be friendly? How about some kind of reflection to yourself and figure out why you can not stay married, or with someone or even keep friendships? How about some respect toward one another and not worry about money and look but worry about how one another is doing?

What A Crazy Weekend!
Wow! This Was One Crazy Weekend That I Had. Friday Night I Went Out With Charles. He And I Went To Delicious Italian Place On Bardstown Road To Eat Dinner. It Was Soooo Good. I Can’t Remember The Name Of The Place To Save My Life. Soon After That We Went To Phoenix Hill Tavern For A Little While. I Ran Into A Few Friends Of Mine. We Watched Jefferson Tarc Bus For A Little While Then We Left. I Also Ran In To A Guy Named Nick. He Works There. I Didn’t Even Know That. I Didn’t Realize That Place Was So Big. From The Outside It Looked Pretty Small. It Was A LOT Bigger Than I Thought. I Could Get Lost In That Place. I Know One Thing I Wouldn’t Want To Be One To Get Drunk In That Place. LOL. But That Night Really Flew By! I Guess Time Flys By When You Are Having Fun! But I Want To Thanks Charles For Taking Me Out! Hopefully, We Can Do It Again Another Time. : ) Saturday Night Was Absolutely Crazy! Best Friend And I Went Up To Creekers Like We Normally Do And It Got A

What Was Playine When You Were Born?
Today I was visiting with a friend and I started to wonder what kinda music was on the radio when I was a baby. I was born in 1974 ( I know I"m an old fuck) lol!, but I googled the top 40 music from then and opened a youtube page and inserted the titles or groups that were familiar to me. I added lots to my stash tonight. Why don't you guys try that. I'd love to hear some fo the stuff from when you were bare and pink/poopy assed as a baby :)

What It Means
WHAT EACH KISS MEANS: -Kiss on the Upperchest: I'm ready. - Kiss on the Forehead: We're cute together . - Kiss on the Cheek: We're friends. - Kiss on the Hand: I adore you. - Kiss on the Neck: i want u now - Kiss on the Shoulder: Your perfect. - Kiss on the Lips: I LUV U ____________________________________________________ WHAT EACH GESTURE MEANS: - Holding Hands: We definitely like each other. - Touching on the Butt: Your fun. - Holding you tight pressed against each other: I want you. - Looking into each other's Eyes: I like you, for who you are. - Playing with Hair: Let's fool around. - Arms around the Waist: I like you too much to let go. - Laughing while Kissing: I am completely comfortable with you.

What Im Looking For
i wrote this a long time ago. i just found it so i thought that i would share. forgive the spelling and what nots what i am looking for.... a guy who is interested in who i am regaurdless of my faults. someone who is absolutly crazy about me, and who thinks i am the most beautiful girl ever. someone that when they kiss me can steal my breath away. someone that can understand that i have alot of pride but i need help all the tome.. someone that realizes that i am competitive even if its "just for fun." someone that can understand that i am dorky but can still laugh at me in good fun. someone that doesnt make me feel stupid. and realizes that pizza and chocolate really are food groups to me. someone that is willing to play the gituar for me because they know that i love to sing. a guy that can deal with all the drama that comes with my family. and can push me in the right direction when i start to fall. someone that can help me suceed when i think that i am failing. someone

What's My Name?( I Wrote This Story A Long Time Ago Had To Delete The Html Pics)
~~ BOW DOWN NOW!!!! ON UR KNEES!! KISS THE RING NOW KEEP GOING AND KISS THE BOOTS!!!KISSING MY BOOTS IS UR PLEASURE SO ACT LIKE IT. U WILL SCREAM MY NAME ON THIS NIGHT U R MY SLAVE AND BELIEVE U R MINE!! ***CRACKS HER WHIP AT UR TOES AND MAKES U JUMP U FEEL SCARED BUT IT TURNS U ON ~~COME HERE HUNNI! ***SHE GENTLY HELPS U GET CLOSER TO HER STILL ON UR KNEES SHE BEGINS TO CLIP ON ANOTHER BULKY CHAIN TO YOUR COLLAR THAT ALREADY HAS UR HANDS BOUND TOGETHER. LEADS U TOWARDS A GIANT OVER SIZED ALL RED SATIN SHEETED BED AND TIES UR FEET TO THE POST LEAVING UR ARMS FREE FROM THE BED BUT STILL BOUND TOGETHER SO U CAN SIT UP FOR THE PAIN AWAITING U. ~~NOW U ARE ABOUT TO GET IT R U READY? ***SHE WHISPERS IN UR EAR AS SHE TIGHTENS THE LEASH ON UR NECK ~~WHATS MY NAME? ***SHE BITES HARD ON UR EARLOBE AS SHE QUIZZES U U GRIMACE SOME THEN BITE UR LIP BEGINNING TO MOAN SOFTLY. SHE KISSES DOWN UR NECK GRABS UR SHOULDERS AND UTILIZING ALL HER STRENGTH SHE PUSHES YOU DOWN ON THE BED UR

What Arrogance!
Senator Barack Obama, Governor Bill Richardson, Senator Hillary Clinton and Ruth Harkin stand during the national anthem. Barack Hussein Obama's photo (that's his real name)......the article said he REFUSED TO NOT ONLY PUT HIS HAND ON HIS HEART DURING THE PLEDGE OF ALLEGIANCE, BUT REFUSED TO SAY THE PLEDGE.....how in the hell can a man like this expect to be our next Commander-in-Chief????

What's This Girl Doing
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Whats Been Going On Lately
wow, a lot has happened! first i had some drama but im putting that behind and looking ahead, today was been kinda nice since i am in a extremely good mood for some reason, maybe something good will happen today who knows, zack has been the best little boy ever and i am glad lol, last night we lost power and he got scared til i got there then he fell asleep. i am now hooked on this band called chromeo and i think they are the best, my favorite songs out of the ones i heard is rage and needy girl cause they are great, rage goes out to my ex cause it sounds like her in the song, anyways hope everyone has a really good day and i cant wait for tonight DX AND STONE COLD ON RAW!!!!!! love it, well anyways gotta run for now The Game

What Does It Mean To Be Goth These Days?
What happened to the goth crowd? Is it just me…or does being goth no longer mean what it used to mean? I've been pondering this since last night. Beazil…definitely a true goth…had time to go out last night and headed up to what was once his favorite place to be- The Church. He doesn't get to go very often now. Work schedules have made it difficult. However, in the recent times he's been able to go up to The Church…it's become obvious that the scene has really changed. And not for the better. It seems every time he does show his face around there now…there is always some young punk who wants to bow up at Beazil for no reason, telling him he doesn't belong there and calling him a poser. I know it's happened to other people also. Same thing last night as well. Some kid feeling a little too big for his britches decided to walk up to Beazil and attempted to mark The Church as his territory. Beazil usually just rolls his eyes at these immature outburst…and it g

What A Use!!!
SweetBabyGirl You are as fake as they come!!! ->nutty_lici...: no ya had my name removed is all it is identical to my work..... Im done ~ ¢¾ ...: no i just had another done ->nutty_lici...: I wont be doing anymore pics... I thank you for the blast but my work is just that.... its my work.... you took my name off of that and Im done.... good luck to you... feel free to cancel the blast After this being said she blocked me so In the photo Album I have labled as SweetBabyGirl's Underground I edited ALL the work she bugged me to make for her and her lounge. She didnt care I was busy for others it had to be all about her.... Just for her to steal my work that I made and had someone remove my name!!!! Her wedding pic is as fake as she is because I made it!!! Now she goes further to play games and sends her little friends to rate me a one. Thats all good because for one Im not here for rates. Two at least I got rated something they get nothing. She can tell lies and say what she

What's It Really Mean To Be Goth?
I reposted this from a friend of mine. LadyRed I wanted to repost it because I thought it raised in interesting discussion. I have some ideas opinions on this topic myself I can post later. From LR: What happened to the goth crowd? Is it just me…or does being goth no longer mean what it used to mean? I've been pondering this since last night. Beazil…definitely a true goth…had time to go out last night and headed up to what was once his favorite place to be- The Church. He doesn't get to go very often now. Work schedules have made it difficult. However, in the recent times he's been able to go up to The Church…it's become obvious that the scene has really changed. And not for the better. It seems every time he does show his face around there now…there is always some young punk who wants to bow up at Beazil for no reason, telling him he doesn't belong there and calling him a poser. I know it's happened to other people also. Same thing last night as well. Some kid fe

What I Want For Christmas :-p
I’ve put a lot of focus on work & career… and how I’m going to get my life back on track but what about my love live? What about romance? “I don’t wanna be a playa no more”. So for Christmas, I’d like a Good man. Ha... what a joke right? Wrong!!! I know it seems impossible, but it’s Christmas, miracles happen! Never loose faith in something you want. So with that said, I guess you’d need to know what I would consider a GOOD man… First AND FOREMOST, PERSONALITY!!! I cannot stress how important this one is! I need a man who is lively, funny, outgoing, romantic, passionate, strong-willed, creative, adventurous, communicative, sensual, respectful, caring, family oriented, and career oriented. Not to mention he should have good morals and values (if you have to ask what “good ones” are considered to be… you don’t have them). Also I want a man with the love, trust, belief and respect of God. I know it seems I’m asking for a lot but keep in mind, I’d never ask for anything that I

What Tears May Bring
What Tears May Bring These tears never change. Wow..what an expression Something I've let out only in discretion In fear of judgment In fear of more tears to come. The years I spent The time that flew The moments I took for granted The fact that I miss you Everything comes into play The memories of our last winter Gosh, it seems like it was yesterday When I last said that I loved you And wished you were here But I pushed you away for the same reason That I want you near. It was never meant to be, I'm not your destiny, You're not my future Like a poet without stanzas, I'm the illusive words of the writer Which I've now become. But I've decided to disappear Don't blame it on yourself Its no one's fault, my dear. It was meant to be this way, We shall go our separate ways Find something better; Who knows? Maybe we'll end up finding each other! Only God can tell I'm sorry if I sound so cold But I know what I'm doing here. Its the years you spent The

What Do You Want To See????
Hey everybody!!! So, everyone's got an opinion, and I'm sure you do too :-) I'm loving my first DVD line, Bring Your Own Bitch, but it's time to expand :-) Bear in mind, I work with amateur and first time girls, and that's not going to change. So...what do you want to see??? I'd love to hear your ideas, and you might just see your fantasy next :-)

What American Accent Do You Have?
What American accent do you have? Your Result: The South That's a Southern accent you've got there. You may love it, you may hate it, you may swear you don't have it, but whatever the case, we can hear it.The Midland The Inland North Philadelphia The Northeast The West North Central Boston&nbs

What's Your Superpower?
Holy smokes, you've got X-RAYVISION! Your answers show a keen sense of insight, coupled with a piercing mind. Okay, so you may not be able to see through brick walls — not yet, anyway. But you probably enjoy looking beneath the surface of things and reading between the lines. Your X-ray vision lets you see things others can't, making you good at reading people's motivations, solving mysteries of all kinds, or maybe just finding misplaced car keys. You've got the gift, so if you haven't started using it, it's high time you did. Just think of the benefits: You could really start undressing people with your eyes. Winning lottery tickets and grand prize soda-bottle caps will be effortlessly revealed to you. So start practicing! All superheroes know that developing your powers begins with mental training. To start honing your X-ray vision, try looking for the hidden meaning in things. Read old English poetry. Do crossword puzzles. Think metaphorically. Once you've trained your mind, you'll

What To Do When The Asteriod Hits
In 2004, as a massive tsunami roiled through the Indian Ocean killing hundreds of thousands of people, a dozen or so scientists quietly confronted an impending disaster potentially even more lethal. They had inside intelligence that a chunk of rock and metal, roughly 1,300 feet wide, was hurtling toward a possible collision with the most populated swath of Earth—Europe, India, and Southeast Asia. Furiously crunching numbers on their computers, the researchers put the odds of impact in the year 2029 at exactly those of hitting the number in a game of roulette: 1 in 37. “We usually deal with one chance in a million,” recalls Steven Chesley at NASA’s Jet Propulsion Laboratory in Pasadena, California. “This was absolutely extraordinary—I didn’t expect to see anything like it in my career.” By the end of the day on December 27, 2004, to the relief of the observers, archival data turned up trajectory information that rendered the odds of a collision nil. Nonetheless, in 2029 the asteroid,

What Age Do You Act?
You Are 31 Years Old Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.What Age Do You Act?

What Type Of Weather Are You?
You Are Lightning Beautiful yet dangerous People will stop and watch you when you appear Even though you're capable of random violence You are best known for: your power Your dominant state: performingWhat Type of Weather Are You?

What You Want For Xmas
My Lifestyle Images store is now online.... want a pic of me to hang in your room, office, den, or dungeon.... ???? Then follow this link and see what pics we have for you to choose from. http://www.shutterfly.com/pro/LifestyleImages/Jezebel Enjoy ! Jezebel Tempting

What Kind Of Lover Are You?
You are a PASSIONATE Lover You love with a passion. Love is the only thing that's real in this world for you, and everything else is secondary. Love is very good for you while it lasts; but you must be very careful of heartbreak if unfortunately your love doesn't get reciprocated well enough. What Kind Of A Lover Are You? created by Myspace Quizzes & Surveys - Quizzes, Surveys, Tests, Trivias Hmmm not sure that this is totally accurate.. but I am a very passionate person. I would say that love is the only thing that is real to me.. but I do love with everything that I have.. be it a friend, family or something intimate... :)

What's My Hidden Sexual Talent?
Using your mouth Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mouth. You are incredibly sensual, a great kisser and a seductive lover. You drive all of your partners crazy with your mouth. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com hmm...lol I guess so, never had any complaints haha

What A Difference A Life Makes
One year a boy is into Baseball and Football and is holding an Office in FFA and is against drugs and alcohol and everyone loves him. The Next year is into nothing but drugs and alcohol and disrespects everyone and verbally abuses his mother and younger siblings and keeps running away from home for the simple reason that he can legally. Now everyone I love my son to death and have been and will always fight for my life for him, but now comes a time in my life that I have to do the hardest thing I had ever done in my life. I have to let go and let him drown and let him learn the hard world and it is just killing me here. So pray for me.

What Does Love Mean....
Ask me and I'll say... It's gently folded within a small childs heart, Where the innocence is laid.. It's the blossoms that fill my garden, Each and every spring.. It's getting up in the mornings, Listening to the joy... life brings. It's the falling of the leaves, In the colors of red and gold.. It's the wonderful and precious stories, That once my Grandma told.. It's the sprinkle of the snowflakes, The snow angel in my yard.. It's in the stars... that glitter in the heavens, The rainbow that paints the sky.. I know what love looks like, It's in everything I see.. For when I shine my light on love, It shines right back on me..

Whatch What You Pay Attention To & Why !!
Focus If you focus on resentment, you'll create many more things to resent. When you focus on gratitude, you'll bring many more things into your life for which to be thankful. Focus on anger, and you'll continue finding additional reasons to be angry. Focus on love, and the opportunities for experiencing love will greatly multiply. Focus on life's best possibilities, and you'll move steadily in the direction of your dreams. Focus on the things you truly value, and they grow even more valuable. Focus on what you are able to give, and you'll greatly expand what you are able to have. Focus your energy, your attention, your interest and your passion on some particular thing, and you can make the impossible happen. Where is your focus most consistently directed? That is where your life is most certainly headed. By choosing your focus, you choose your lifestyle, the world around you, and your future. Focus on what is truly good and right and valuable for you, and you will be g

What Happens
Being a mom...means giving up partying. Being a mom means giving up your body during the pregnancy. Boobs get bigger..belly gets bigger...and even ur ass. Before I got pregnant I was 5'9 and weighed 140 pounds. Of course, I had toximia. Which is high blood pressure, extreme swelling and weight gain, seizures. I went from 140 pounds to 230. After I had Ian....I went down to 200. Since then I have managed to go down to 180-190. Im not the skinny girl that I used to be, no matter what I do.

What I Know About Love
What I know about love. Nothing. I know nothing at all about love. There. Done. Ok, ok. Wait. That's not entirely correct. I know about loving my family. I know about loving a cold soda on a ridiculously hot weekend afternoon. I know about loving the way a woman's skirt rides up, exposing that happy trail I'm so incredibly fond of, when she's feeding the ducks at the local park. I know all about these kinds of love. I just don't know a damned thing at all about the 'big one'. I had it once I think, many years ago. She fucked it up in just a blink. Big love. That notorious love between man and woman. That great love of the ages! That love long immortalized on stage and screen! Framed and oil painted by the masters! The sole reason that Hallmark continues to exist! Yep, I don't know shit about the big one. Why? I Don't know. I ask myself that all the time. I've met some truly amazing women. Women that any man would trip all over his self to cherish and adore, yet

What I Want From My Man.........
Hello! In the following "application" is the things that I am looking for in a man. It's time to find a new and more challenging way to find my "Mr. Right Now" lol. So, feel free to answer away! love, Cherie 1. Are you single? 2. Are you honest? 3. Do you cheat on your relationships? 4. Are you serious about finding the right person? 5. What are you looking for in a woman? 6. Do you have a job? 7. Do you have children? (love kids...have no prob. with a man having them) 8.Do you like children? 9. How tall are you? 10. What color are your eyes and hair? 11. What are your hobbies? 12. What's your favorite music? 13. What are your pet peeves? 14. What kind of movies do you like? 15. What's your favorite foods? 16. Do you like women with tats? 17. How do you feel about piercings? 18. Do you like sex alot or just once in awhile? 19. How adventurous are you in bed? (feel free to be detailed) 20. What do you

What They Mean
* The meaning of the rose color red is love and passion * The meaning of the rose color white is affection * The meaning of the rose color orange enthusiasm and eagerness * The meaning of the rose color peach is success * The meaning of the rose color blue is that someone is mysterious * The meaning of the rose color black is death and change * The meaning of the rose color pink is elegance but can also be appreciation and sympathy depending on the coloration in the rose. * The meaning of the rose color green is fertility and fruitfulness * The meaning of the rose color yellow is “try to care”

What Should I Take??
Here is the thing...a good friend of mine was said to have stage 4 cancer...I go and visit her every week....today when I went i took her a mini survival kit to get her to smile...but not sure what to take her next week...If anyone one has any ideas of what I could take her next week I would love to hear it...Thanx

What If?
Sometimes When I lay alone in bed I wonder what it'd be like If you were here Would you simply hold me? Or do nothing at all Just try to fall asleep yourself Ignoring me completely Maybe you'd hug me tightly And cry about your past If that's the case Then I shall comfort you And try to ease your pain Wipe away your tears, love I may not understand Like he does But I can listen Or would there be something more? A kiss, perhaps? On my forehead On my cheek On my lips On my... Back to reality Laying alone in bed Cold and lonesome I long for the past So close Yet so far away

What Does Your Name Reveal
R: Has one of the best personalities ever A: Easy to fall in love with M: Has gorgeous eyes O: Has a nice ass N: Hottttttttttttttttttttt! A: Easy to fall in love with R: Has one of the best personalities ever O: Has a nice ass O: Has a nice ass K: Crazy A: Easy to fall in love with R: Has one of the best personalities ever D: Is very sexual DO YOURS: A: Easy to fall in love with B: Amazing kisser C: Good kisser D: Is very sexual E: can kick your ass F: Loves people G: Loves to laugh and smile H: Frickin hott I: Loves to laugh and smile J: Is really sweet K: Crazy L: very good kisser M: Has gorgeous eyes N: Hottttttttttttttttttttt! O: Has a nice ass P: popular with all sorts of people Q: A animal lover R: Has one of the best personalities ever S: Makes people laugh T: Makes dating fun. U: Has a Smile to die for V : Not judgemental W: Very broad minded X: Never let people tell you what to do Y: Can be funny and dumb at the same time Z: Loved b

What Does Your Name Reveal
K: Crazy A: Easy to fall in love with T: Makes dating fun. I: Loves to laugh and smile E: can kick your ass M: Has gorgeous eyes C: Good kisser G: Loves to laugh and smile L: very good kisser I: Loves to laugh and smile N: Hottttttttttttttttttttt! C: Good kisser H: Frickin hott DO YOURS: A: Easy to fall in love with B: Amazing kisser C: Good kisser D: Is very sexual E: can kick your ass F: Loves people G: Loves to laugh and smile H: Frickin hott I: Loves to laugh and smile J: Is really sweet K: Crazy L: very good kisser M: Has gorgeous eyes N: Hottttttttttttttttttttt! O: Has a nice ass P: popular with all sorts of people Q: A animal lover R: Has one of the best personalities ever S: Makes people laugh T: Makes dating fun. U: Has a Smile to die for V : Not judgemental W: Very broad minded X: Never let people tell you what to do Y: Can be funny and dumb at the same time Z: Loved by everyone

What Do You Think?
A man walked into a therapist's office looking very depressed. "Doc, you've got to help me. I can't go on like this." "What's the problem?" the docotor inquired. "Well, I'm 35 years old and I still have no luck with the ladies. No matter how hard I try, I just seem to scare them away." "My friend, this is not a serious problem. You just need to work on your self-esteem. Each morning, I want you to get up and run to the bathroom mirror. Tell yourself that you are a good person, a fun person, and an attractive person. But say it with real conviction. Within a week you'll have women buzzing all around you." The man seemed content with this advice and walked out of the office a bit excited. Three weeks later he returned with the same downtrodden expression on his face. "Did my advice not work?" asked the doctor. "It worked alright. For the past several weeks I've enjoyed some of the best moments in my life with the most fabulous looking women." "So, what's your proble

What I Regret
Regrets I have a few But one thing I will never regret is loving you Not proud of some of the things I have done Lying to you is #1 I hate I still have tons of love for you and messed up bad Hate the feelings I have and make you sad I hate that I make you cry I hate the feelings when you will not forgive me The smile that you bring to my face The distance between us and this place I hate that I can never hold you in my arms The hatetred I have eats me alive But when I talk to you the shallow mudpuddle of my life dries up The sun slowly shines One thing I can say is my love for you will never die I will never pass through heavens gates I know a life in hell it awaits But a living hell is where I am at It's the bottom of the ninth and I am at bat Swing an miss is what I will probably do But I swing for the fences when I think of you I finally know now that I truely love you I know you will read this and hate me for writing it but it had to be said. You know how

What And Experience.
I have been all over the world from Europe/Korea/Saudi Arabia/Iraq etc. I had been to NYC twice before. Once when I was a child at age 5 and then one other time where I was in and out within hrs and never really had a chance to move around the city as I so wanted. During this business trip I must say I experienced quite alot. I ventured out to the roads of NY on foot and then in Cabs. People NY is like a 24/7 movie that never ends. There is ALWAYS something ging on and people are always on the streets in droves regardless of time. The people there were nice and helpful and if you go you gotta hit the corner vendors for the Lamb Guyros. And in the Morning hit the corner vendors for coffee and donuts or Bread. I wish these guys were outside my house in the morning and at lunch time. I cant say enough good things about NY. I suggest everyone make the trip sometime or another. While there go to Groundzero and pay your respects to those lost and visit the 9-11 memorial. I don

What Your Missing
Whats the deal people I know yall are smarter than this....... I enjoyed this sight when I first joined. The points were something new, its cool that you can actually see who is visiting or stalking your page lmao, but in all honesty its become a circle of backstabbing and drama recently. So bad, its too the point that I am not sure if I want to be here anymore. Most of you wont care I will be just a blip on your radar, if that. However, there are a few people who actually care and have remained true friends even through the bull crap. To those of you little Hitlers who enjoy running circles around everyone else's business and make your own drama by backstabbing its absolutely ridiculous. Some one takes the time and effort to make you a lounge even though they are running thier own successful lounge then you block them and steal one of their dj's. Its petty. then you cause so much drama in the X that Buzz deleted the room, he created it to give yall a great place to ha

What Its All About
Ok so I have been feilding a wide range of questions about myself of late so i decided it was time to get fuckin serious about sum answeres. this new blog will have many entries the first of which will cum tonight & very shortly. I hope U all enjoy reading this blog as much as I did living it cause thats exactaly what this is going to be an explanation of my life thus far. I promise it will probly make you hit a wide range of emotions so grab a stiff drink a tissue, sum asprin a emergencey puke bucket, sum bandades, a camera, the keys to sumone elses vehicle (do not bring your own cause I will not be held responsible for damage), a life jacket, sum kind of breathing apperatis, $5.00 Canadian (trust me this ride will be worth it), and an unbrella it may rain a lil. now buckle up return your tray tables to there... Fuck that toss em out the window we aren't serving food on this flight anyways, oh ya smoke em if ya got em. Most empotantly ENJOY the read.,/font>

What A Hrrorable Thing
I Lay lifeless as I feel you touch me I've given up fighting You laugh stealing my innacince as the tears fall from my cheeks and hit the bed You come into my room in the dead of night and kill me inside I no longer know what it's like to feel anything besides the pain thanks to you no one will every make me smile You whisper in my ear your rotten thoughts of what this is sapose to be telling my I should enjoy the things you do to me but explain to me how? You've ripped my clothes and my soul never will things be the same how can I ever love knowing what you've done? knowing you could do it again... I've scream so many times for you to stop but it's like you can't hear all you know is you and nothing else matters as long as you get your pleasure when you finish you kiss my forehead take my sheets and tuck me in whispering I love you sweetie see you in the morning you look at me waiting for a response I look up at you knowing

What's This Life For
Hurray for a child That makes it through If there's any way Because the answer lies in you They're laid to rest Before they know just what to do Their souls are lost Because they could never find What's this life for I see your soul, it's kind of gray I see your heart, you look away You see my wrist, I know your pain I know your purpose on your plane Don't say a last prayer Because you could never find What's this life for But they ain't here anymore Don't have to settle the score Cause we all live Under the reign of one king

What She Means To Me
I go through life thinking about her. As each day passess I don't know whether to be sad or happy to have her. My love is strong, but I feel as if I have failed. She believes in me more than I believe in myself. She completes every part of me that isn't whole. I wake up thinking about her and I dream of her. When I talk to her, she makes me feel so young. When I can't see her I feel so lost. I ponder what did I do so right in my life to achieve such a beauty. Then I think, who the hell am I. Does she want or need me or am I just a step. She is my world and I would gladly give my life for her. She is my everything. Her tears are like rain and she shines so bright. Days become weeks and then turn to months, can I live without her. As I go through the motions wondering what to do, she is always close to guide me. Whether I'm wrong or I'm right she does not falter, she is my strength, my power, my life, and most of all my love.

What A Day!
What a busy day! My house is almost completely painted. Tomorrow they are going to come back and do a second coat in some areas and the trim. It is looking nice! Peter and I just got back from a parent/teacher conference for Christopher. She told me his grades do not reflect his ability. That he is very intelligent but just can't seem to sit still and focus to get things done at times so a lot of stuff doesn't get finished. Isn't that just dandy? It is better news then I thought. Highly intelligent but can't focus. Hmmm? Something I have always known but not knowing how to fix. Now my neck feels like it is just going to fall off, I am in a lot of pain. It sucks. I could barely sit through the conference. I walked on the treadmill today without moving my arms as to not hurt my neck but it must have hurt it anyway. It makes me very sad to think that I can't do that without the pain afterwards. This better be something the doctors can fix! Have a good night every

What A Jerk.anyone Who Fallowe's Him Need's To Read
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What Is Love
what is love i never knew what love was til i met this girl it was love at first sight i love her more today i know what love is now ever we been though alot but we are making it so i really care for her

What She's Doin' Now
Last time I saw her it was turnin' colder But that was years ago Last I heard she had moved to Boulder But where she's now I don't know But there's somethin' 'bout this time of year That spins my head around Takes me back makes me wonder What she's doin' now 'Cause what she's doin' now is tearin' me apart Fillin' up my mind and emptyin' my heart I can hear her call each time the cold wind blows And I wonder if she knows...what she's doin' now Just for laughs I dialed her old number But no one knew her name Hung up the phone sat there and wondered If she'd ever done the same I took a walk in the evenin' wind To clear my head somehow But tonight I lie here thinkin' What she doin' now 'Cause what she's doin' now is tearin' me apart Fillin' up my mind and emptying my heart I can hear her call each time the cold wind blows And I wonder if she knows What she's doin' now is tearin' me apart Fillin' up my mind and emptying my heart I can hear her call each tim

What's Happened
As I look into the mirror All shattered and stained I am filled with terror And over come with pain What have I done it is the worst Nothing was won As I'm carried off int he hersch My friends wonder why Why I left this place I can see them from the sky I can still see their face The barrel was cold The end was quick I wanted to grow old The last I heard was a click The bullet went through right through my head all I really knew was that I was dead

What's For Dinner Tonight Kidd-o's
Cajun-Style Pot Roast Ingredients: 1 boneless beef roast (2 to 3 pounds) 2 tablespoons Cajun seasoning 1 tablespoon olive oil 2 cans (10 ounces each)diced tomatoes and green chilies 1 medium sweet red pepper 3/4 cup chopped onion 1-1/2 cups chopped celery 1/4 cup quick-cooking tapioca 1-1/2 teaspoons minced garlic 1 teaspoon salt Hot Cooked Rice Directions: Cut roast in half; Sprinkle with Cajun seasoning In a large skillet brown roast in olive oil on all sides. Transfer to a 5-qt slow cooker. Combine the tomatoes , red pepper, celery, onion, garlic,salt, and tapioca pour over roast. Cover and cook on low for 6-8 hours or until meat is tender, slice and serve with rice Yields 6 servings or a very hungry man. Yummm-O

What Is Wrong
I want to die I want to die right now I want to die but I don't know how I feel like shit I look like hell I can't take it As you can tell I hurt real bad I could use some drugs I feel a little sad I could use some hugs There is so much depression I don't know why There is so much depression I just want to cry At times I feel like giving up I get only bad luck I want to throw up even though it will be yuck All my friends are dying by their own hands or cars Everyone is crying It is leaving deep scars I wish that it would end everything would be all right I just want to comprehend And dream that its a bad night Everything will be fine everything will be ok I will walk a thin line and tomorrow will begin another day Before I go to sleep I wish to say good bye I don't count the sheep I just shut my eye

What Starts With F And Ends With K ?
What Starts with F and ends with K ? A first-grade teacher, Ms. Brooks, was having trouble with one of her students. The teacher asked, "Harry, what's your problem?" Harry answered, "I'm too smart for the 1st grade. My sister is in the 3rd grade and I'm smarter than she is! I think I should be in the 3rd grade too!" Ms. Brooks had had enough. She took Harry to the principal's office. While Harry waited in the outer office, the teacher explained to the principal what the situation was. The principal told Ms. Brooks he would give the boy a test. If he failed to answer any of his questions he was to go back to the 1st grade and behave. She agreed. Harry was brought in and the conditions were explained to him and he agreed to take the test. Principal: "What is 3 x 3?" Harry: "9." Principal: "What is 6 x 6?" Harry: "36." And so it went wi th every question the principal thought a 3rd grader should know. The princ

What In The Fuck??? Lol
angel_jose...: Hello there how are you doing today i hope all is well with you there,my name is angel i am still single and looking, am 30 year old i am from USA IN HOUSTON ,I am sending you this mail with the regards of your profile I viewed, immediately I read your profile , it sounds very incredible to my expection because you really smell like the man i have been hunting in the past of my life , ever since out my mother womb. which implies to me that we,re ment to be together. however , i propose for a strong relationship with you if you don,t mind cause through relatoinship we can get to know each other better, therfore I am a woman of my words . I am pretty, responsible , i dont like publicity , i rather prefer privacy , and I think you may be the one my heart desire , who love me for who i am not

What's Up With That?
Funny how sometimes the Horror-scope seems completely off base, and other times, well .... Your emotional state is pretty intense at the moment -- it may be a new romance, or some new issue that is getting you excited. Try not to worry too much about whether or not it's going to work out.

What Happened?
This blog will probably resonate more strongly to the 40= crowd but I think it speaks to everyone. And please don't think I'm saying I had to walk to school uphill both ways and wear shoes made from a bear I shot for breakfast, I'm not, but: something has changed in the basic core structure of american culture and I'm not talking about the war and I'm not talking just post 9/11. Growing up, small town upstate NY, there was a different sense of who we were as a people and as a nation. Threre was, for lack of a better word, a sense of optomism I'd say up until about 1978. If you remember, the economy fell, but we always knew it would get better, human/civil rights progressed slowly but steadily forward, we had protested a war and, for the first time, young people had not kept quiet and remained in the background. Music and the arts experienced a rennissance of a sort. Rents, even in NYC, were realistic and the average working family could buy a home on one person's paycheck. If th

What Im Looking For
i want a woman who is outgoing knows what she wants is not insecure about herself can hold her own when talk becomes cheap. why? because a woman who is inecure about herself is a troubled one. a woman who lets go of her inhibitions is a woman who knows her body and accepts it and either changes it because she wants to do better. or keeps it that way since she is enjoying her life. a woman who second thinks and always pauses is not one whom i look for. i want a woman who enjoys the darkness and enjoys the unknown. someone who can say that she throws herself into the adventure and lives through it wwether the outcome was good or bad. none of this crying crap. no childishness no inhibitions. a woman who would rather just try to talk about something and keep kicking a dead horse is someone who bothers me. when i get mad. i want my own time to cool down and just relax. i would rather sleep it off than have to talk to the fucker who got me pissed int he first place. learn to

What Bugzzz Me
I hate people who can't speak there mind. who hide behind other people to talk shit.If you have something to sayt,than just say it. SAY IT TO MY FACE.Dont let it go through the great vine or myspace,etc.

What Is A Man For Me
YEarNing... I yearn for a man who will leave me a love letter on my pillow... A man, who would bring me flowers when HE comes home. I yearn for a man who would enjoy a cold bath in the rain with me... A man, whom I could sip coffee with in the porch steps. I yearn for a man who would appreciate my writings and can give me a piece of His mind... A man, who would encourage and inspire me to write great stories and poems. Wanting... I want a man who will consider me not just His woman, but as His partner in life... A man, who could argue with me, and agree with me afterwards because He respects me. I want a man who could promise me something, and has the honor to keep what He has pledged me... A man, who would vow not just to me but also to himself that He will love and be faithful to only one woman. I want a man who would never raise His voice at me even when He has too much to drink or has a bad day at work... A man, who would love me still even

What Can You Do On The Internet???
"What can you do on the internet?", asked one of my customers just a few days ago. I was, of coarse, quick to come back with the "What can't you do on the internet?" answer. Alice, my new (75 years young) customer, is getting her first computer. She HAS NOT been locked away in a box she assured me. But, until her Great Granddaughter, who is moving to Seward, Alaska with her parents, asked her if she would keep in touch with her by email, Alice, never even thought of having a computer for herself. Continuing our little conversation, which happened to last quite a long time, Alice not only discovered that she could NOT ONLY receive pictures of her family over the internet, pay bills over the interent (since she has such a hard time getting out into bad weather), keep up with news in Alaska over the internet, hold voice and video conversations via the internet, shop for groceries, clothing, learn new things, read good books, see new movies, and SO MUCH MORE over the internet, BUT, YES she

Whats Up
is ths place made for women. bring guys in to look at them. i have been on for 6 months and its hard to get any where. i add as much as possible but nuttin. any hints on how i can improve.. do some nudes? what?

What's Up With California?
What is going on in California? Fires, now the threat of mud slides, earthquakes in the northern area, and now this? Thoughts and prayers to all that are affected: Emergency declared in Bay Area oil spill Gov. Arnold Schwarzenegger declared a state of emergency Friday for the San Francisco Bay Area as an oil spill continued to coat some of the state's most storied coastline and imperil marine wildlife. The declaration commits state money and resources for what he vowed would be an exhaustive battle to clean up the 58,000-gallon spill from the container vessel Cosco Busan. The 810-foot ship smacked the base of a San Francisco-Oakland Bay Bridge tower in dense fog Wednesday morning, breaching the vessel's hull and pouring bunker fuel into the bay. U.S. Coast Guard officials said Friday that a full investigation of the accident was underway and apologized for delays in warning Bay Area officials and the public about the escalating scale of the spill. The Coast Guard ini

What Each Kiss Means
WHAT EACH KISS MEANS -Kiss on the stomach; I'm ready. -Kiss on the Forehead; I hope we're together forever. -Kiss on the Ear; You're my everything. -Kiss on the Cheek; We're friends. -Kiss on the Hand; I adore you. -Kiss on the Neck; We belong together. -Kiss on the Shoulder; I want you. -Kiss on the Lips; I love you. ____________________________________________________ What the gesture means... -Holding Hands; We definitely like each other. -Slap on the Butt; That's mine. -Holding on tight; I don't want to let go. -Looking into each other's Eyes; I just plain like you. -Playing with Hair; Tell me you love me. -Arms around the Waist; I like you too much to let go. -Laughing while Kissing; I am completely comfortable with you. ____________________________________________________ Advice; Don't ask for a kiss, take one. If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love. ____________________________________________________ Requirements

What People Really See
Everyday I usually try to be nice and polite to people(think before i say something stupid). Treat them like i would want to be treated, breakdown things nicely to them(because who really wants to hear the truth anyway...just kidding:)Keep the peace(don't say anything that would make anybody angry). when I get angry... I just shut up and keep to myself(my friend who can tell when im pissed off usually shut up too, thank you sooo much) ALL of this takes ALOT of patience and self control.THIS WORKS FOR ME but, there is always one day sooner or later when I have no patience for anybody (but my closest close of all close few of those close good friends(two maybe three people))On that day (i'll call my darkday for now), i have no care in the world (soundss wonderful doesn't it?), if what i say doesn't make you happy, to bad, let me repeat that for you

What Do You Guys Think Of This?
I would close that door, turn around and push you into the wall while kissing you greedily. Pressing my warm lips against yours I would sneak my tongue into your hot mouth and play around with yours. Gently I would lick the corners of your mouth and run my tongue along those soft lips of yours. With my left hand I would rub you through your pants, feeling you grow harder by the minute. My right hand unbuckling your belt as fast as possible. Finally the belt is unbuckled, and your gorgeous cock is released from its confinements. Letting go after one more kiss, you can feel my breath along your neck while I kiss and let my tongue lick and tease along it. My left hand is stroking your hard cock. I love the way it looks, the way it stands at attention and reacting to my every touch. I stroke it up and down, feeling the warmth exuding from it. In a steady grip I move my hand up and down the shaft, as a moan leaves your lips. I stop right under the head, then let my thumb gently move

What Does The Watcher Like To Watch?
Easy. The watcher likes to watch girls. Girls alone. Girls with other girls. And occasionally, if I'm in the mood for it, girls with boys. They are so much prettier to look at than boys, don't you think? Well, most of the time at least...

What Animal Do I Speak Of ?
Their love is like no other, their heart as pure as gold. Yet while going on a friendly walk, they're faced with stares of cold. They're so very close to human, in how they act and what they do, Unless you've known their devoted love, it's impossible to explain to you. They are greatly more misunderstood, than any other breed. We tend to punish this loyal dog, Instead of mankind's deeds. They are always and forever clowns, with a wish for center stage. Yet while displaying this sense of humor, most people disengage. They, oh, so want to make new friends, and run and jump and play. Yet when they happily approach, most people shy away. Often I've seen children poke, or hop on for a ride. And when I felt thay might get mad, they've only beamed with pride. I've seen there children yank and pull, with nary a reaction. Yet media's not interested, unless they've put someone in traction. When other dog's have made the news, this breed's

What Are Friends?
True friends are someone that u can set down and talk and tell them anything. Friends are people who will stand behind u when u need help. Friends are there when u need a helping hand to lift u off the ground. So if u have a good friend just tell them how much they mean to u. Don't ever lose your best friend because they don't come easy. Just tell them how u feel about them.

What Happens When Exes Attack
My ex Josh Bradburn, is taking my kid to West Virginia and I will never be able to get pictures of him unless I was to move there with them....well I dont think so. I am not getting used like trash again. I am through with my kid being used as a door mat. I dont mean to sound like a bitch but I am sorry.

What Is A Vet?
WHAT IS A VET? Some veterans bear visible signs of their service: a missing limb, a jagged scar, a certain look in the eye. Others may carry the evidence inside them: a pin holding a bone together, a piece of shrapnel in the leg - or perhaps another sort of inner steel: the soul's ally forged in the refinery of adversity. Except in parades, however, the men and women who have kept America safe wear no badge or emblem. You can't tell a vet just by looking. What is a Vet? He is the cop on the beat who spent six months in Saudi Arabia sweating two gallons a day making sure the armored personnel carriers didn't run out of fuel. He is the barroom loudmouth, dumber than five wooden planks, whose overgrown frat-boy behavior is outweighed a hundred times in the cosmic scales by four hours of exquisite bravery near the 38th parallel. She or he - is the nurse who fought against futility and went to sleep sobbing every night for two solid years in Da Nang. He is the POW who

Whatever Happens, Happens...
1. I like you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.. 2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry. 3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.. 4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart. 5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them. 6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile. 7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world. 8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.. 9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful. 10. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened. 11. There's always going

What A Night!
Last night was crazy! Had Jamie, Buff, Mallory, and Charles over.....it was fun! We hung out all night and had a blast. Well about 4:30 I went to bed. Me and Mal had to be to work at 7:30 for a training thing. 5:30 comes along and Mal comes in my room and wakes me up. "There is some guy at the door that's bleeding and said he needs a place to crash." I was so out of it but I said "no." Then I thought they were fucking with me so I went out to the end of the hallway and peeked around the corner and saw Charles talking to someone at the door. I heard him saying "She is out of it, she has been drinking and it's not a good idea." By this time I was shaking like a leaf. Then I heard "Well, can you tell her Mike came by?" Charles said, "Mike who?" He said, "Yeater." Then I was really flipped out! He is one of my dumb moments from when I was drinking all the time. He said that his wife just went to jail and he had no place to go. I fucking hate this guy and he hates me, why in

What's Your Fine?
Fess Up!!! . . .and THINK BACK. . .. Read the "offense" and if you've done it, you owe that fine. Keep going until you've read each "offense" and added up your total fine. When you are done, send it back to the person that sent it to you and your other friends. Title your email "My fine is $........" You don't have to confess your answers, just the amount of your fine. Smoked pot -- $10 Did acid -- $5 Ever had sex at church -- $25 Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you -- $40 Had sex with someone on Fubar -- $25 Had sex for money -- $100 Ever had sex with the a Puerto Rican -- $20 Vandalized something -- $20 Had sex on your parents' bed -- $10 Beat up someone -- $20 Been jumped -- $10 Crossed dressed -- $10 Given money to stripper -- $25 Been in love with a stripper -- $ 20 Kissed some one who's name you didn't know -- $0.10 Hit on some one of the same sex while at work -- $15 Ever drive drunk -- $20 Ever got drunk a

What The Hell???!!!
What the fuck is up with some of these Fubar members? I mean I see you rate my page a 10 or whatever....only for me to go BACK to the person's page to show them some love back and all I see is loads of galleries that are private! I'm not asking people to show their ass or tits just to be accepted but gotdamn! SHOW YOUR FACE!!! Stop hiding behind damn tags, posting a billion pics of flags, other people that aren't you, morphs, and none of them are YOU! Don't expect me to rate you at all if I can't see who you are. I'm getting sick and tired of people wanting you to rate them and the catch is you HAVE to rate, fan and friend then first. For those doing that...FUCK YOU! It's not a damn political race and I'm not about to be swindled into being an online friend of someone I can't see until I realize you look like a neanderthal. rant over.

What Is A Vet? (from Hankster)
PLEASE PLAY AND READ WHAT IS A VET? Some veterans bear visible signs of their service: a missing limb, a Jagged scar, a certain look in the eye. Others may carry the evidence inside them: a pin holding a bone together, a piece of shrapnel in the leg - or perhaps another sort of inner steel: The soul's ally forged in the refinery of adversity. Except in parades, however, the men and women who have kept America safe Wear no badge or emblem. You can't tell a vet just by looking. What is a vet? He is the cop on the beat who spent six months in Saudi Arabia sweating two gallons a day making sure the armored personnel carriers didn't run out of fuel. He is the barroom loudmouth, dumber than five wooden planks, whose overgrown frat-boy behavior is outweighed a hundred times in the cosmic scales by four hours of exquisite bravery near the 38th parallel. She or he is the nurse who fought against futility and went to sleep sobbing every night for two

What Love Means To Me........
Let no one who loves be called unhappy. Even love unreturned has it's rainbow. The one thing we can never get enough of is love. And the one thing we never give enough of is love. A loving person lives in a loving world. A hostile person lives in a hostile world; Everyone you meet is your mirror. Love your enemies because they bring out the best in you. If you judge people, you have no time to love them. True love comes quietly, without banners or fireworks. if you hear bells, get your ears checked. The essence of love is kindness. Love is what we were born with. Fear is what we learned here. Love is letting go of fear. Love is not what we become but who we really are. Ultimately love is self-approval. Find something you love to do and you'll never have to work a day in your life. A five word sentence that could change the world tomorrow is "What would love do now?" Love is how you stay alive, even after you are gone.

~~ What Your Name Really Means~~
~~ What Your Name Really Means~~ 316 days ago ~~what your name really means~~ S- Easy to fall in love with. H- You are funny and loveable. A- people adore you. N- You are absolutely beautiful. N- You are absolutely beautiful. O- You are one of the best in bed. N- You are absolutely beautiful. A- people adore you. B- You like people. C- You're wild and crazy. D- You have one of the best personalities ever. F- you like to drink. E- Damn good kisser. G- You never let people tell you what to do. H- You are funny and loveable. I- You got crabs J- Everyone loves you. K- You are really silly. L- You live to have fun. M-sucess comes easily to you N- You are absolutely beautiful. O- You are one of the best in bed. P- You are popular with all types of people. Q- You are a hypocrite. R- ######## sexy. S- Easy to fall in love with. T- You're loyal to those you love. U- Dam you really smell V- You are not judgemental. W- You are very broad minded Y- One of

What Is A Vet?
PLEASE PLAY AND READ WHAT IS A VET? Some veterans bear visible signs of their service: a missing limb, a Jagged scar, a certain look in the eye. Others may carry the evidence inside them: a pin holding a bone together, a piece of shrapnel in the leg - or perhaps another sort of inner steel: The soul's ally forged in the refinery of adversity. Except in parades, however, the men and women who have kept America safe Wear no badge or emblem. You can't tell a vet just by looking. What is a vet? He is the cop on the beat who spent six months in Saudi Arabia sweating two gallons a day making sure the armored personnel carriers didn't run out of fuel. He is the barroom loudmouth, dumber than five wooden planks, whose overgrown frat-boy behavior is outweighed a hundred times in the cosmic scales by four hours of exquisite bravery near the 38th parallel. She or he is the nurse who fought against futility and went to sleep sobbing every night for two

What You See... Is What You Get!!!!
IF YOU SEE YOURSELF BEING SUCCESSFUL, YOU WILL BECOME SUCCESSFUL. IF YOU SEE YOUR LIFE AS A PIECE OF SHIT- YOUR LIFE WILL BECOME A PIECE OF SHIT!!! SOMEONE IS EITHER FOR YOU OR AGAINST YOU-WITH YOU OR WITHOUT YOU - FIND OUT WHAT CATEGORY EACH FRIEND OR LOVED ONE FALLS INTO AND PUT OUT THE TRASH AND WATCH YOUR LIFE CHANGE!!!!!TAKE CONTROL OF YOUR LIFE AND BE WEARY OF THE PEOPLE YOU ALLOW IN IT!!!!

What Do I Do?
Ok, here is the story in a nice short version. I like guy, but he is not interested, then he is interested asks me out(i have known him 15 years or so, he is 35 i'm 27 so him not being interested is self preservation at the time lol)I have had a crush on him for forever, so we go out he bought dinner and we talked, we went to a movie and flirted, then we went parking and had some fun till 330am. the next night we went to a private party to have more fun and we had lots of fun.and when it was time for him to leave he stayed for another 30 mins saying good bye to me. i saw him quite a few more times in the following weeks but he never called me back.But when we talked he made several comments about how good a time he had and how nice it was to just chill with me. then yesterday we talked for a while went for a drive(to cold to have fun in a car) but he was dripping hints about comming to my place to chill. I of course needed to clean b4 i could bring him over. and then when i called

What Do Teachers Make?
The dinner guests were sitting around the table discussing life. One man, a CEO, decided to explain the problem with education. He argued, "What's a kid going to learn from someone who decided his best option in life was to become a teacher?" He reminded the other dinner guests what they say about teachers: "Those who can, do.. Those who can't, teach." To stress his point he said to another guest; "You're a teacher, Bonnie. Be honest. What do you make?" Bonnie, who had a reputation for honesty and frankness replied, "You want to know what I make? (She paused for a second, then began...) "Well, I make kids work harder than they ever thought they could. I make a C+ feel like the Congressional Medal of Honor winner. I make kids sit through 40 minutes of class time when their parents can't make them sit for 5 without an I Pod, Game Cube or movie rental. You want to know what I make?" (She paused again and looked at each and every person at the table.) I

Whatever
You're feeling the good energy coursing through your mind now and you can tell that whatever you need to do today should go very well indeed. The more confident you feel, the better it will go! this is bullshit. a kitten died in my engine today and i'm suppose to feel good energy? i'd like to feel a good rum induced sleep. yum. rum and lime jello. and sleep. (something i haven't known in a while)

Whats That ? You Dont Get It ?
Whats the world coming to ehhh? You would think people would just shut the fuck up once in a while! Just stop talking and maybe it would save their asses... but they are more concerned about going out and fucking in backseats of cars with random stranger.. and hurting their supposed best friends. Well to be honest i am grown woman.. and it seems like all the people who "pretend" to be my friends are all younger then me.. all under 21 to be exact. and they just dont get how much ive been walked on and when i say HEY BITCH DONT FUCKING LIE... then hey dont lie.. it wont get your know where.. you know? What is the point of sitting there and being so dishonest to someone who was helping you? I am not just talking about one person... im talking about many... No I am not perfect and yes i have my faults. but i am far cry from what these people did to me. All i could do was let them go.. get them out of my life. and it wasnt easy.. it cut me deeply...and if i didnt do it now my kids will g

What R You So Affraid Of?
As I sit here behind these keys I try and determine what I could have done differently, and the more I try I keep coming back to the same question. What are you so affraid of? All I ever wanted was to show you how special you were. Last time I checked love is somthing that you shouldnt be affraid of. Our ability to love is the greatest gift god has given.. There are many reasons why I love you but I will have to carry them in my heart and never let them go, that way when I think about you I go to a special place and think of the good and not the bad. please dont ever forget how special you are and dont ever let anyone make you feel that you arent and if someone trys remember what I think about you and how much I love you... I have only one regret not knowing what could have been.. What are you so affraid of?

What Was I Thinking
Love grows in me like a tumor,parasites bent on devouring its host.I'm developing my sense of humor,till I can laugh at my heart between your teeth,till I can laugh at my face beneath your feet.Skillet on the stove is such a temptation,maybe I'll be the lucky one that doesnt get burned.What the fuck was I thinking?Love plows through me like a dozer,I've got more give than a bale of hay,and there's always a big mess left over.What did you do?What did you say?Skillet on the stove is such a temptation,maybe I'll be the special one that doesnt get burned.What the fuck was I thinking?Love tears me up like a demon.Opens the wounds and fills them with lead,and I'm having some trouble just breathing.If we werent such good friends I think that I'd hate you.If we weren't such good friends I'd wish you were deadOh it's so embarrasingI'm this awkward and uncomprable thing,and I'm running out of places to hide

What A Weekend!!!!
WOW!! Thats all I can say about this weekend. lol For those of you that dont know I went out of town. It started off great I got an early start things were going good. But then some how I missed one of my exits and ended up almost 3 hours south of where I was supposed to be. But after flipping out and freakin, I finally got turned around and headed in the right direction. When I finally made it to my destination, and got checked into the hotel I was ready to just plain ole pass out. But I hadnt eaten all day so chinese was ordered in! After a peaceful nights sleep, and some much needed time, I was off and running again. Kinda just hung out and seen some sights. Oh yeah and I got pooped on! AND stepped in poop!!! lol (I know sounds shitty doesn't it? *giggles*) My drive home was even more interesting then the drive there! I once again got lost, I blame tears and truck drivers! I missed my exit and ended up 75 miles out the way, but got turned around and

What You've Got
What You’ve ‘Got’ When you became a firefighter No one gave you a magic pill They trained you on what to do Put you through drill after drill But when the time comes to act You turn within to find the will Actions are what will show What it is you’re made of When you’re put to the test And push comes to shove All questions will be answered With some help from above Sometimes it’s rewarding And sometimes it’s not Sometimes it’s depressing And that happens a lot But it’s always a challenge To see what you’ve ‘got’ Have you ‘got’ the strength To drag a man out Of an apartment that’s ablaze And no one else about Do you have what it takes With no room for doubt Have you ‘got’ the courage To crawl into a room Heat and smoke charge the air Like a hot, musty tomb Do you have the balls To face your own doom Have you ‘got’ the heart To face all your fears And move forward still No time for your tears And can you do it again Year after year H

What A Pain In The A$$!!!
There I was, innocently leaving comments for my friends, and this big burly guy stopped me after EVERY SINGLE comment I left. Not during, but AFTER the comment went through and before each friend's page loaded again. The comments weren't all the same, just the pic that went with them. All I wanted to do was spread a little sunshine on a yucky Monday morning. Grrrr!! So this is what I want to know...is it another wonderful Fubar glitch, or is the big guy out to get me? LOL Ok, that sounded a wee bit paranoid! I'm just wondering if anyone else is experiencing this problem. Are you? I hope all of you have a better start to your Monday than I did! *Hugs* to all!

What Color Is Your Passion?
Well, Purple IS my favorite color :p Your Passion is Purple Sophisticated and classy, you're a bit picky about sex. You're more likely to be turned on by a fancy hotel room than a dirty flick. Sex is fine enough, as long as it doesn't mess up your hair. For you, sex is more about power and favors than actually pleasure. What Color Is Your Passion?

What A Weekend.
Omg, let me tell you how my weekend was. It started on Friday. It was my girlfriends birthday, and I wanted to look very nice. Most of my friends know that I always wear blue jeans, and a top. Well, I went shopping, at Maurices. I bought a pair of black dress pants, and a very cute top. It was a dressy top too. I looked very hott. After I got dressed and everything, I went to pick up the Dozen roses I bought for her, and the balloons. I was so nervous and I dont know why. I knew she had never saw me wearing something nice. We get to Decatur, and I am waiting to meet her at Flashbacks. She gets there about 8:30 and I walk into the bar with the balloons and roses. Everyone, was looking at me and smiling. I was asking, "where did she go?" and they told me she walked out the back door. so I went back out the door I came in, and she was there. We took the roses and balloons back to the car. and We walked hand in hand through the bar doors. It is a memory I will never forget. She

What Women Want (dennis Miller)
ONE - Foreplay is not a privilege; it is a birthright. TWO - If you take her out to a fancy restaurant, don't try to subtly steer her away from the lobster, Diamond Jim. THREE - Quit blowing smoke up women's asses about the sanctity and power they possess as lifegivers and come up with some decent, affordable childcare. That way, maybe poor single mothers can go to work and get off welfare and we won't have to listen to any more idiots in Congress blathering about orphanages. FOUR - Equal work for equal pay. Look around you at work, guys. Look at...say Carl, the brain-dead jack-off in the cubicle next to you. You could kill Carl, couldn't you, because he's a slacking, worthless, toady idiot. Now, imagine making 30 percent less than Carl. Hellooo.... FIVE - This is very important: during lovemaking, don't ask, "Who's your daddy?" Even as a joke. All right? It's not funny. SIX - When her mouth moves, pay attention, words could be coming out. Words are kind of i

What Do You Dare Ask??
10 questions Body: YOU CAN ASK ME 10 QUESTIONS: 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. 6. 7. 8. 9. 10. __________________________________________________ No matter how random, revealing, or pointless. I promise to answer them 100% truthfully. All questions are COMPLETELY confidential - send to my inbox

What Do They Know
I face the world with a smile, no one knows what is hid inside. They see only happiness, they cant see the tears I've cried. When I am alone I hurt, because here I do it well. In front of all the watchful eyes my heaven turns to hell. The judge and jury awaits me, everyone has a say. In a life that hangs suspended for yet another day. Who are they to judge if what I have done is right or wrong? In the end I gave her up, but inside still sing her song. I don't know how to find the strength I thought I had. If only I could play tough it wouldn't be so bad. They say that life goes on and someday I'll smile again. But, how do they know my pain without being where I've been? I've traveled so far from home, and can't find my way back. Somewhere along the way I must have jumped the track. I saw her just today and her smile is still the same. she looked at me so sweetly, but never spoke my name. I wonder if she remembers me, It hasn't been that long. she may have forgotten me,

What The Hell Is Wrong With This Guy?
On August 6,2007 momma D. was fubar married to Lord Wolf and called all of us saying it was a great night for her.She really looked up to Lord Wolf back then and still does. We would like all our family friends and fans to join us Monday August 6 th at 6pm. central time for the wedding between 'Lord Wolf, Kingdom of Wolves~Fubar Fiance FTW Lost Goth Lakota Princess' and ~ FTW Lost Goth ~Fubar Fiance to Lord Wolf~~Kingdom Of Wolves Lakota Princess~ '' Largest Database of ImagesFor Comments And Profiles at FreeCommentTags.com Our Hostes will be DJ Selene and our Paster will be Spirit Wolf ...We hope to see all there for this joyes ceremony...Here is the link to the lounge http://fubar.com/lounge.php?l=7072# Thank you from our hearts Lord Wolf, Kingdom of Wolves~Fubar Fiance FTW Lost Goth Lakota Princess@ fubar~ FTW Lost Goth ~Fubar Fiance to Lord Wolf~~Kingdom Of Wolves Lakota Princess~@ fubar Largest Database of ImagesFor Comments And Profil

What Is Love
What is love? Love is when you can't be away from someone. It is when you need to be near this person. You have to hear their voice, feel their presence, watch their eyes light up when they laugh. Love is when you can't be too close to this person. When you hold hands, you realize you could have an arm around each other. When you have your arm around them, you realize you could be hugging. When you're hugging this person, you realize that you could be kissing. You want to be one body. Not just to be this wonderful person, but to be with this wonderful person. You can't get enough of hearing this person talk, whether it is intelligent or ignorant. P.S PLEASE LEAVE COMMENT THANK YOU

What's New
Sitting here trying to type with my new nails is sorta hard but I am doing it. Been working on my transition to become female and enjoying the things I have been doing to help it along. Got a new friend who has been hanging out with me..her name is vicki and she is a tgirl as well. Well, I will update you all with my news here at home.

What The Hell.....
OK so she goes on a date on my birthday... then she goes to some party with the same guy... but then earlier today she puts up her MYSPACE mood as... "Apparently...I suck!!" [15 hours ago](with a deperessed mood smiliey)..... Im thinking aparently because of the SAME guy.. which she wont tell me..... BUT now.. shes in sitting on the sofa..... and hes got his hands ALL over her... I wish she would make up her mind...

Whats The Big Idea?
Was die große Idee warum denken Burschen, dass sie das Recht haben, zu besprechen, den weibliche Freunde von ihren und datiert haben, wie dort Freunde sie behandelt haben, wenn sie nie sogar sie getroffen haben? es scheint falsch zu mir. nicht nur dass aber seines dummes, weil sie absolut keinen Boden für es haben, Sie fickt! Ich WERDE SIE FICKEN. SIE SOLLTEN FISTED WERDEN

What Ever You Can Do
Being in Love? is a question in my heart. Is being in love suppose to hurt? is it a one on one thing? Or you do ur thing and I'll do mine? do you listen, give up things when u dont want to, not criticize, be there for each other no matter what,bite ur tongue? The BIG one is trust..... If the one you love has been hurt in the pass, how can you help them to trust you? These are Questions that I have that are confusing to me. If anyone was any answers blog them. I WILL READ THEM Thank you so kindly

What Happened???
What happened to us? All of us? When did we become so grown up and why? What was so bad about falling down the rabbit hole and losing ourselves to Wonderland for a bit? I am not sure when this personal evolution took place, I just know I lost some of my free spirit. "That which nourishes me destroys me." I saw that statement for the first time on Angelina Jolie, God the woman is stunning, she oozes sexual poweress, but anyway... Since then, I cannot shake that statement from my mind. Destroys me... Does it?

Whats Your Power Element
Your Power Element is Fire Your power color: red Your energy: hot Your season: spring Like a fire, you are full of power and light. A born leader, you easily draw people toward you. You are full of courage and usually up for anything dangerous. You have a huge ego and love to be the center of attention. What's Your Power Element?

"what Is It With Men And Guitars?!" Well, Here's The Answer, Sugar...
REASONS WHY GUITARS ARE BETTER THAN WOMEN 1. A guitar has a volume knob 2. If you break a guitar's G-string, it only costs $.79 for a new one 3. You can make a guitar scream as loud as you want it to 4. You can unplug a guitar 5. You can finger a guitar for hours without it complaining it wants more 6. Other people can play your guitar without it getting upset 7. You can finger a guitar in public and get applause, not arrested 8. You can have a guitar any color you want and no one will care 9. You can make your guitar as tight as you want it just by turning a peg. 10. If your guitar doesn't make sounds you like, you can return it 11. You can use four fingers at a time on a guitar 12. If your guitar strings are too heavy, you can just get a lighter set 13. You can have a guitar professionally adjusted to *your* liking 14. If you scratch a guitar's back, it's unintentional, not required 15. You can go to a guitar shop and play all the guitars you want for

What's Your Sexual Style?
What is your sexual style?created with QuizFarm.com You scored as HotYou are Hot, you scream and are wild, people love doing anything sexual with you. Hot 94%Violent 81%Exciting 56%Wet 31%Soft 31%Sweet 13%Awkward 6%Shy 0%

What That?
Well totaly board today. I rearanged the living room my bed room and the dinning room. And the front bedroom i reranged andim useing it as a stroage room now. FUn uhh? yah i think so. I am so exicted... Some of my friends form elementry school has found me on myspace.. wow! and they all want to get together and catch up. its been like 12 years since i seen these guys and its unreal... Most of them look like models. So unfair! So the plan is for this weekend i guess. My sister would flip if she knew who found me. Crazy! And even better news im seeing my girly ashlie tonight.. so toodles and much love!

What I Stand For...
Here is something I wrote a few years back that I think says a lot about me and what I am about. Feel free to rate and give your thoughts on my writing. My Weaponry , Shotgun bullets; Double gauge is my tongue. Leaving fist sized holes, In your concepts when I’m done. A Mack-II writing, For my thoughts are wide speed. As I will only speak the truth, Leaving all falsies for dead My words are sharp as a knife, Like Rambo used to tote. Griping a serious demeanor, Most people say I cut throat. Don’t mind leaving you hanging, If my ways you don’t respect. For it’s your own dumb reasoning, That has that noose tightening around your neck. I give no warning shots, For I don’t see the purpose. ‘Cause after the first hit, All the bullshit will surface. My Katana Sword is my loving, Ladies that’s no joke. If you dare to test the skills, You can get the deepest stroke. My surface to air missiles, Are always by my side. In case you was wondering, It stands for my p

What Is This
What Is This? The face of disappointment reflects back from a blank screen, Faded memories of a love that I had once before seen, Foolish yes, foolish no, never really sure where this person wants to go. I've given my best, I've given my all, and yet in return my heart's left to Fall. A whim and on grace, it's torn from this place that I've hidden before. I can't touch it, can't see it, but please still believe it? What trusts must I be burdened to hold, while my heart grows so cold? No hint of desire, no thoughts to conspire my reverence is forced to behold. Not captive, not free, what place would this be? Not heaven, not earth, not joy and not mirth, Sheer terror and dread whirl 'round in my head. No warm comforting kisses, no "I love you", no "I miss's" Just bleed me, and lead me around on this string, No consequences, no regrets, no thoughts of effects, Nothing, but fading into shadowy absences. What life is this? What place is this? What feeling is

What Good Is Love
I waited for your love in hope, That ours would come again, And make me feel the things I felt, When we were one, back then. But time and distance have erased, The things I wished anew, And now I find myself alone, Though I am here with you. What good is love, that does not touch, What good is love, that gives you pain. What good is love, that makes you run, And makes you lost out in the rain. I traveled to another world, Out far beyond the one we knew, I thought that I could live again, And now I find I'm back with you. But what of hearts that beat as one, And what of passion and embrace, Is it too much to ask of you, To make these tears of mine erase. What good is love, that does not touch, What good is love, that gives you pain. What good is love, that makes you run, And makes you lost out in the rain. Too painful this - to journey back, To times of love and laughter free, The times we lay together with A sense of you , a sense of me. So now

What Is Trust?
What is trust? Trust is: Letting others know your feelings, emotions and reactions, and having the confidence in them to respect you and to not take advantage of you. Sharing your inner feelings and thoughts with others with the belief that they will not spread them indiscriminately. Placing confidence in others so that they will be supportive and reinforcing of you, even if you let down your "strong'' mask and show your weaknesses. Assuming that others will not intentionally hurt or abuse you if you should make an error or a mistake. The inner sense of acceptance you have of others with whom you are able to share secrets, knowing they are safe. The sense that things are fine; that nothing can disrupt the bond between you and the other. The ability to let others into your life so that you and they can create a relationship built on an understanding of mutual respect, caring, and concern to assist one another in growing and maturing independently. The glu

"what Had Happened Was..."
The following are actual statements found on insurance forms where car drivers attempted to summarize the details of an accident in the fewest words: Coming home I drove into the wrong house and collided with a tree I don't have. The other car collided with mine without giving warning of its intentions. I thought my windows were down but I found out it was up when I put my head through it. I collided with a stationary truck coming the other way. A truck backed through my windshield into my wife's face. A pedestrian hit me and went under my car. The guy was all over the road. I had to swerve a number of times before I hit him. I pulled away from the side of the road, glanced at my mother-in-law and headed over the embankment. In my attempt to kill a fly, I drove into a telephone pole. I had been shopping for plants all day and was on my way home. As I reached an intersection, a hedge sprange up, obscuring my vision and I did not see the other car. I had

What To Do
So I decide this year to get people together for my birthday and the closer it gets to the shindig, the more I am regretting inviting one specific person. A lot of it has to do with this person being a 2-faced bitch and talking shit about me to other friends and co-workers. I, of course, am not supposed to know what's been going on but I do. I can't help it if people are telling me things. I usually am just minding my own business since I am sick of drama shit. I don't know what to do. I can only ignore so much of it before I have enough and tell this bitch off. Should I somehow dis-invite her, like tell her I cancelled it or just let her come and see how it goes? Here's the thing, I know I will be drinking, but to what extent, I don't know. Drinking is like a truth syrum for me so I'm afraid I may say something to her while there. God, she just needs to move back to South Carolina and get out of all of our lives, that 2-faced, backstabbing, wench.

What Does A Kiss Taste Like?
One day a teacher had a taste test with her students. She picked a little boy to do the first test. She blindfolded him, put a Hershey kiss in his mouth and asked, "Do you know what it is?" "No, I don't," said the little boy. "Okay, I'll give you a clue. It's the thing your daddy wants from your Mom before he goes to work." Suddenly, a little girl at the back of the room yelled, “Spit it out!!! It’s a piece of Ass!!!"

What Happens....
What happens to the romance in a marriage? It seems like more and more I'm starting to see that the only way to hold a great marriage together is to continue romancing your spouse. And to work on it everyday and never stop. Now when I say romance I'm not talking about jewlery, stuff, or sex. I'm talking about more than just the material stuff and just sex. Romance is slow kisses, dancing in the rain, looking into each other eyes and smiling, and saying "I love you" and meaning it every chance you get. Romance is also a little about sex. You just have to have it in your marriage unless you both agree that sex is not your thing. And sorry I've never met a person that didn't want it. Romance falls off after children i noticed this with my parents. Its always been about us kids and now we are all out of the house and my parents havent embrassed the freedom yet. Well I take that back, my dad hasnt. And I keep trying to tell my dad to take my mom out dancing. And all he s

What We Have
I HOPE YOU KNOW THAT LOVING YOU HAS SPOILED ME FOREVER . WHAT WE HAVE TOGETHER FEELS SO RIGHT THAT I OFTEN CATCH MYSELF SMILING FOR NO REASON. ITS GREAT BEING WITH SOMEONE WHO IS TUNED INTO MY MOODS , SOMEONE WITH WHOM I DONT ALWAYS HAVE TO EXPLAIN MYSELF . IT FEELS SO GOOD TO KNOW THAT YOU ACCEPT AND LIKE ME FOR WHO I AM . JUST BEING WITH YOU , DOING NOTHING AT ALL MAKES ME HAPPY . THIS KIND OF CHEMISTRY HAPPENS ONLY ONCE IN A LIFETIME , AND I KNOW THAT I COULD NEVER LOVE ANOTHER AS MUCH AS I LOVE YOU !!!!!!!!

Whats New!
Ok..now that we are done with the first contest we know what needs to be done. That is get more people that are willing to help. We can't rely on other families.. We have to be able to rely on ourselves. First of all... Briguy and I and now Goddess Of Light are all co managers. If you have any questions reach one of us. Hopefully it will work out that we aren't all incognito at once. LOL Second..We are taking a break for a week. We have to get more members before we can even try and make this work. Heres the deal. We're going to give away a 3 day blast to the team member that can recruit the most people to join! That means people that want to help. Not just names. We are here to do a job and to help our team members, and it doesn't do any good to do that, without helping each other...:( So starting today, and ending on the 25th...get people to join HOTT! Tell them to come to the homepage..tell us who sent them, and we will keep record of the member that sends us the most p

What Do You Do?
When the attacker in the dark was never really there and you were holding the knife When the one who destroyed your life is the one you see in the mirror When your friends seem to harm you more than your enemies When the poison on your fork is your own recipe When the monster in your closet ends up being you What do you do?

What Do You Think About The Military
Me being a member of the Army National Guard and just having gotten back from Afghanistan (Yes I got shot at and had an IED go off near us amongst other things)what do you think about the Military in general and about the war going on overseas?

What The Hell...
I've probably spent more time on here today than I have in a long time. WTF is up with the bouncers today? I can't tell you haow many times I've been ID Checked. It's not that big of an inconvenience, but it seems that the system should be able to pic out the fakes from the real users.

What Would Babyjesus Do?
Would you have a chance if you tried to pick me up at a bar? I feel like being crazy and holding a contest of my own to see who could take me home with their smoothest pick-up line in a voicemail. If I think your pick-up line is worthy enough, I’ll give you a free happy hour. Hell, I’ll also give some sort of free stuff on fubar to the second and third best ones too. If you think you’re smooth, try me:Click here to give it your best shot. ps: i'll be posting the best pickup lines on my profile for everyone to hear, so make them good! pps: i know i'm a sexy bitch, so while i don't bat for the other team, i do have a decent sense of humor.. so guys feel free to leave me one too! -mike

What's Going On?
What's going on in the online juggalo world? I see a lot of shit talkers online. Even so called juggalos hating on each other, talking shit about ninjas and artists! They've missed the point of what Psychopathic is about! It's about family! It's about finding love in a world full of hate! We must all learn to accept our differences of opinion and character, and learn to live together. We must escape this programmed hate!!! Now on this site we tend to talk about the Dark Carnival like it is it's own religion. In a way I guess it could be. I personally believe it is a combo of all religions and faiths, Christian, Jewish, muslem, Native American or even just personal feeling! In my opinion all religion is right if it promotes peace and love, not hate! When you really look at all the known religions they all say the same things in different ways! Even if you're athiest I feel we can or at least should all be able to agree that life is not about destruction!

What Now?
originally dedicated to my ex-girlfriend. WHAT NOW? As I slip the ring on her finger I think about my past All the girls I had And the the few girls I've loved All the bad things I've done And the good things that came of it All the good things I've done And the many bad things that came of it All the places I've seen All the friends I've had and lost All the people I've met The freedom I had What Now? What Now? Will I still have freedoms Or will they be granted to me by things I do for her? Will I still be able to meet people Or will they be those she allows me to meet? Will I still make friends Or will they have to be her friends? Will I still see new places Or will they forever be just in my memoirs? Will I get to reap the rewards of doing good Or will it go all to her? Will I still get to be bad Or must I go all good all the time? As for the girls... no lose.

What If.....
What if I told you that I would love you for a day? And then I would have to leave you and walk away... What if I told you that I wish we could be together forever? But then that it would not last forever... What if I kissed you tonight? And then for forever moved out of your sight... What if I held you in my arms today? And then asked you to stay far away... What if I told you that I couldn't do without you? And then one day broke your heart in two... What if I told you that I need you by my side over the years? But that I am afraid that my commitment will cost me my tears... What if I told you that I will love you forever in my heart? But that one day we will have to part... What if I told you that it's on your love that I live? But that I can't promise you that one day I won't have to leave... What if I told you that you are the one who wipes my tears dry? But maybe one day I would make you cry... What if I told you that you are the one who makes

What To Do
I don't know what to do I am just so confused I don't know what to do I don't want to be used I wish you understood I wish I could help you out I want to shield my eyes with a hood I just want to scream and shout I have all this frustration I have all this anger I need to get relaxation I need it before I get put in danger I don't know what to do I just want to see your face I don't know what to do I just want to be in your grace I want to feel your soft touch Your hands are soft and nice You have a special touch At times they can be like ice I don't know what to do I think I need help I just want to be with you I do need help I have problems I do you see I have problems That concern only me I don't know what to do I just want to be with you I don't know what to do Everything I say is true I would do anything You know its true I would do anything I would...just to be with you I want to help But I don't know how I want to help A

What Do I Have To Do To Be Happy???
Seriously if anyone has any suggestions please let me know, cause I am all ears... There is this one female that i ma very interested in, but she doesn't live anywhere near me, and I am not sure how genuine her interest is in me... Please anyone with ideas let me know...

What A Boyfriend
A True Boyfriend... When she walks away from you mad [ Follow her ] When she stare's at your mouth [ Kiss her ] When she pushes you or hit's you [ Grab her and dont let go ] When she start's cursing at you [ Kiss her and tell her you love her ] When she's quiet [ Ask her whats wrong ] When she ignore's you [ Give her your attention ] When she pull's away [ Pull her back ] When you see her at her worst [ Tell her she's beautiful ] When you see her start crying [Just hold her and dont say a word ] When you see her walking [ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ] When she's scared [ Protect her ] When she lay's her head on your shoulder [ Tilt her head up and kiss her ] When she steal's your favorite hat [ Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night] When she tease's you [ Tease her back and make her laugh ] When she doesnt answer for a long time [ reassure her that everything is okay ] When she look's at you with doubt [

What Else Can Happen?
I went to the DR and just had bloodwork done and she marked it urgent as to have the results in a couple hours. Plus I have to have another cat scan done to make sure the emergency surgery they did back in August actually repaired everything. She thinks there is a block in the circulation to my kidneys that is draining my potassium and causing my BP to sky rocket again. It was 189/133 an hour ago. And Im on meds that usually control it. If there is a block then I need more surgery and Im scared. Im tired of being poked and prodded and sliced and diced. I eat right, I excercise and take good care of myself and my family. Im at a loss right now.

What Happened To Life?
Wheres the man who still opens the doors? Does he pace upon his floor thinking that life has passed him by I hope he gives love just one more try. Wheres the mother who loves her kids with no doubt that she ever did? Waking up each day with them on her mind. Bringing them up to be trustworthy and kind. Wheres the father who stays around? Boasting about his family all over town. Knowing that his role in life is to be a model for his children, son or daughter. What has happened to being good? Why dont ppl love the way they should?

What's For Dinner Tonight Kidd-o's?
Minestrone Soup Ingredients 2 tablespoons extra-virgin olive oil (EVOO) 1/4 pound pancetta, chopped 1 onion, chopped 4 cloves garlic, grated or chopped 2 carrots, chopped or 1 cup store-bought, pre-shwhiteded carrots 4 stalks celery from heart, chopped 1 fresh bay leaf 1 bunch kale, thick vein removed and leaves coarsely chopped Salt and freshly ground black pepper 1 15-ounce can cannellini beans, drained 1 15-ounce can chickpeas, drained 2 sprigs rosemary, leaves removed and finely chopped 4 to 5 sprigs thyme, leaves removed and chopped 1 15-ounce can diced tomatoes 1 quart chicken or vegetable stock 2 cups water 1/2 pound whole wheat elbows Shaved Pecorino Romano cheese 1 loaf crusty bread Preparation Heat a medium-size soup pot over medium-high heat with the EVOO, about 2 turns of the pan. Add the pancetta and cook until crispy and golden brown, 4-5 minut

Whats Your Worth???? Here Is Mine
In a brief conversation, a man asked me "What kind of man are you looking for?" I sat quietly for a moment before looking him in the eye and asking, "Do you really want to know?" Reluctantly, he said, "Yes." I began to expound... "As a woman in this day and age, I am in a position to ask a man what he can do for me that I can't do for myself. I pay my own bills. I take care of my household without the help of any man...or woman for that matter. I am in the position to ask, "What can you bring to the table?" The man looked at me. Clearly he thought that I was referring to money. I quickly corrected his thought and stated, "I am not referring to money, I need something more. I need a man who is striving for perfection in every aspect of life. "He sat back in his chair, folded his arms, and asked her to explain. I said, "I am looking for someone who is striving for perfection mentally because I need conversation and mental stimulation. I don't need a simple-minded man. I am looking

What Cancer Can't Do
Cancer is so limited that: It cannot cripple love It cannot shatter hope It cannot corrode faith It cannot destroy peace It cannot kill friendship It cannot suppress memories It cannot silence courage It cannot invade the soul It cannot steal eternal life It cannot conquer the spirit

What If It Was Tonight
Have you ever stopped And wondered about this day? What tommorow might bring? Or gazed back to yesterday? One day you will be gone, You'd finally see the light But what if your last day Happened to be tonight? Have you ever stopped your day Just to call a freind? To tell them how you'd remember them If your life would suddendly end? One day you will be gone, You'd finally see the light But what if your last day Happened to be tonight? Have you ever stopped Despite your haste? And just admired the beauty In the world which you were placed? One day you will be gone, You'd finally see the light But what if your last day Happened to be tonight? So take this chance and stop........... Watch a sparrow take to flight Cherish every moment .... ......Because your last might be tonight. .....................

What's So Hard About The Truth?
So the asshole I posted the mum about completely blew me off. Didn't even call me or text me back because we were suppose to get together before he left back to California. How come is it so hard to just be truthful? All I ask for is if your no longer interested or I've given you just what you wanted already, then tell me. Or how about if you just want a pussy to fuck, just fucking tell me. I'm not gonna say sure okay you can do me. But at least this way I know your not what I want and I'm sure there are plenty of whores that are willing to put out for you.

What I Want
What I want ~Tony Martinez My love How I love you I stuggle everyday for you The need for you Grows stronger everyday At this point I cry to release the emotion I hide my face Not wanting to appear weak before you But oh how I need you I want to see you I want to hear you I want to feel you I want to know you I want to be real to you I want to break down all the walls I want there to be no denying it No more holding back Please love Understand my plea Hear my words How can I make you understand The little things Damn it my love they mean so much I will not fight you for them I know they will come But the day can't come fast enough To lay with you To become tangled in you To caress your face as you wake Yes my love I have been up for some time Watching your beautiful form sleep How much more can I say I LOVE YOU Please hear me Please listen to me I want you to know this deep overflowing passion I want you to see this fire in my eyes Watching yo

Whatever
I am doing this for the first time here..ive had a bad week and last night added to it...i started to care for someone who was in my eyes using me..i want to be friends with person.i dont want to lose that..but i thought maybe we could have had more..i guess friends is better than anything.. Then i have another person bothering me who says leave him alone..but then he wont leave me alone..what kinda shit is that...i have gained a couple friends out of this and i am grateful for those friends..and to the ones who have been there all along thank you and i love you!! Angie

What Is The Deal?
Ok...We helped her out a little yesterday, but THIS IS THE MAIN FOCUS! Lets get her VIP out of the way. She only has a about 11,000 comments to go, and that should not be a problem! Please do what you can for her today! Iam going to be gone for a bit, but as soon as I get back I will start on her again! Come on guys! Lets do what we set out to do!

What Iv Lost
Why does it hurt so bad? To lose something I never had. To have these feelings and nothing to do. Just to sit around and wait for you. Why is it hard to move on? When all my feelings for you should be gone. In my soul when you are around. Your name is a beautiful sound. Now all I can do is wonder How I lost it all in a blunder. By not telling you how I feel, Trying to act like it's no big deal. Now I know the nature of my errors I just wish I can get rid of my cares Yet I know my heart won't let me Get rid of the person who fills me with glee. Just by hearing your sweet name Knowing my feeling for you are just the same. I must move on to a new life. Leaving behind the feelings and strife. I am only human and I am weak, But for you, there was a beautiful streak. I would do anything to repeat that day, When you hung on my words waiting to say. Now I am on a new track, Knowing that I can't have you back. No matt

What's In Your Genes?
You may not know it, but you're part virus. At least, some of your genes come from viruses that slipped their DNA into the genes of our primate ancestors millions of years ago. The DNA remnants of these ancient "retroviruses," distant relatives of today's HIV, account for an estimated 8 percent of the human genetic code and may have enabled master genes that account for some of the differences between us and our chimpanzee relatives. Master genes Not all genes are created equal; the master genes can turn the others on and off, thus gaining control over genes related to cell division, DNA repair and programmed cell death. (This regulation of genes allows for tighter control of gene expression (i.e. which genes are turned on or off), which can account for the wide differences between humans and other apes, despite our very similar genetic codes.) One such gene, called p53, has the job of coordinating the surveillance system that monitors the well-being of cells. It is so i

What Is Love
What is love? It is shared. . . . is forgiving. . . . is understanding. . . . is shared secrets. . . . heals many hurts. . . . is not judgmental. . . . is shared laughter. . . . is slow and steady. . . . can be angry at times. . . . is dependable and true. . . . is more precious than silver or gold. . . . is meant to be savored like fine wine. . . . is not perfect, much like we are not perfect. . . . does not hold grudges or demand perfection. . . . makes all the wrong things in life, right somehow. . . . is meant to be gulped like lemonade on a hot summer day. . . . is always there, through times of trial, happy times and hard times. . . . just happens, but once discovered, needs to be tended like a beautiful garden. . . . is a road to be traveled slowly, remembering the sights and sounds. . . . is strength when you are too weak to notice its there. . . . is a cherished moment of mutual understanding. . . . reaches into your heart and grab

What Friendship Means
What is the friendship MEANING?!!! . To be honest with your friend. If you choose your friend don't by angry whatever he do Don't try hiding any thing Tell him any thing you feel If you hurt by your friend forgive him he doesn't mean If you can make any thing to make your friend happy do it without thinking Don't allow to any thing to force to lose friend If your old friend comes to you to ask you forgive him doesn't confusion forgive him If your friend make MISTAKE try to make him understand without angry by tact Now the answer for the question. What is the friendship MEANING? ( friendship is reaching for someone hands and touching their heart ) "Friends Forever" Sometimes people come into your life Like they're meant to be And suddenly you've found someone Who sees the world like you see And you laugh like crazy At all the crazy things That no one thinks are funny but you That'

What Would I Change?
If I could go back and change one thing in my life... I have a lot of things I could think of changing. I could change who I married. While marrying my ex was probably the worst decision in my life, I wouldn't change it. Changing it would mean I did not have my son. I could change the fact that I stayed with my old employer for so long. Staying there led to nothin gpositive... absolutely nothing. So I would change that in hidsight, though it is probably # 2 on my list. I could change a few relationships, online or real life, that led to heartbreak. But we all go through those, and in some cases lead us to become better or stronger people in the end. Falling for Carrie last year was such a mistake, yet in the end it taught me I was worth more as a person than I felt I was. I could keep going with things I could change, but I know what the one thing is that I would change. The one thing I would change is how I reacted to things after my divorce, how I dealt with the

What Do I Care?
I actually denied a few friend requests for the first time today. Ultimately it shouldn't matter, as 90% of the people I have added are people I will never meet. A few have just managed to rub me the wrong way today. I have set a goal for "pimp", just because I like the sound of it. 105,000 points to go. While "fu-king" would be fun, just so I could change my name to "fu-king dyke" (one of my most random lines from "Bound"- "wake up, you fucking dyke"), I don't see myself being that involved for that long. Everything loses its charm, eventually. Except for me, of course. I'm forever charming.

What A Loss
Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Common Sense, who has been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was, since his birth-records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He will be remembered as having cultivated such valuable lessons as: Knowing when to come in out of the rain; why the early bird gets the worm, life isn't always fair; and maybe it was my fault. Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more than you can earn) and reliable strategies (adults, not children, are in charge). His health began to deteriorate rapidly when well-intentioned but overbearing regulations were set in place. Reports of a 6-year-old boy charged with sexual harassment for kissing a classmate; teens suspended from school for using mouthwash after lunch (mouthwash contains alcohol); and a teacher fired for reprimanding an unruly student, only worsened his condition. Common sense lost ground when parents attacked teachers for

Whats This Life For! Post 911!
What''s this life for, why can''t we see? why we are here, what it was meant to be! In a dense fog, out to sea we sail, it''s easy to see why time and time again we fail! There is no peace, only famine and war! Why are we here, what''s this life for? Hatch an evil plan, many people die, all hope is lost in the blink of an eye! Weapon''s of mass destruction, in a lab we create, put it in a missile, and send it off for hate! We cant see the future, what''s in store, our nature is to destroy, what''s this life for? Frustration fill's my head, i don''t understand, divided we fall, divided we stand, why can''t we be one, all stand together, with love in our heart''s, and love for one another, is that to much to ask, i dont expect more, when will we see, what''s this life for?

What Is Love
what is love? What is love I ask you Is it a state of mind Just a thought shared between two something only some find Is it real or is it fiction Something we dreamed about Just a figment of the imagination Is love family Or is it friends What is love that's all I ask Is it this feeling I have for you Will it fade away I know it is strong and feels like it will last Its quiet but can be very loud Is it why my heart beats so fast When ever your around What is love Can you tell me, do you know Love is life Its all around us and it shows!

What Kind Of Sportscar Am I?
I'm a Ferrari 360 Modena! You've got it all. Power, passion, precision, and style. You're sensuous, exotic, and temperamental. Sure, you're expensive and high-maintenance, but you're worth it. "Take the Which Sports Car Are You? quiz.

What Kind Of Weather Are You
You Are a Rainbow Breathtaking and rare You are totally enchanting and intriguing But you usually don't stick around long! You are best known for: your beauty Your dominant state: seducing What Type of Weather Are You?

What Do U Do When Ur Friends Change And U Dont
i moved and i'm tryin 2 make new friends and its not easy new state new place and my kid goin back and forth. bein on my own its good one day and a heatace another. i get calls from friends and my ex back home from n.c and they miss me and of course i miss them and its hard. plus i'm stuck now in a year lease so i cant just change my mind again. life can be so fun but so cruel lol

Whats For Dinner?
A man kills a deer and takes it home to cook for dinner. Both he and his wife decide that they won't tell the kids what kind of meat it is but will give them a clue and let them guess. The kids were eager to know what the meat was on their plates, so they begged their dad for the clue. Well, he said, "it's what mommy calls me sometimes." The little girl screams to her brother "don't eat it, it's an asshole."

Whats Your Fighting Style?
Whats Your Fighting Style?created with QuizFarm.com You scored as KarateSomeone Throws A Punch At You, You Qickly Dodge And Side Kick Them In The Ribs. You Then Jump And Take Them Out With A Swift Kick To The Head. Karate 90%Soldier 75%Bar Room Brawler 70%Cat Fight 65%Boxing 65%Wrestling 65%Little Girl 15%

What Happened ?
By: Andrea Lynn Christine written Aug 8th 1999 What Happened ? I have had the best times with you. You were the best guy, a girl could have. When I was with you, I was the happiest person alive. You always knew how to make me laugh. You always knew how to make me feel good about myself. I loved you Joe, and deep down I still do. Things just went wrong, we had our ups and downs. All that I wanna know is, What really Happened? Dedicated to- Joey Lee Pierce

What It Feels Like To Survive A Parachute Failure...
15,000 feetIt was a nice day over Lake Taupo, New Zealand, at the beginning of our summer. For a while, it was just another sky dive. When you jump out of a plane, you're in a cushion of air. You never seem to feel like you are falling, and this was just like the seven thousand other jumps I'd done. I was filming some of the other sky divers.4,000 feetI was about to open my first parachute when I realized there was a problem: I was spinning around. That wasn't normal. I pulled the release cable. Normally, this would fling me away from the parachute, and I'd have to regain stability and then open the reserve. But nothing changed. The chute was snagged.3,000 feetI was a spinning mess, falling fast. It was like something had a hold of me from my lower back and I was being twirled from that point. The more I tried to get on my back, the faster I would spin. My arms, legs, and head felt like they were being pulled away from me.2,000 feetI tried to get on my back so I could see what the prob

What A Guy Wants From A Woman Is ??? Poem>>> Diana
What a guy wants is a woman to stay in her place Let him be man of the home , he seeks companion ship when he is home . He works long hours to make a living . Then when he comes home he deserves her loving. Not PmS or a Headache , but sexual ,sensual, loving ,giving from her self to him . In a away to ease the grind of the week , and so he can love her back and fall off to sleep ; cuddled up into her ever so deep . He wants to smell her scent know she is there as he is working. He wants his love to show and go one he does this thru his children that are born. Awe but his wife is his life and without her he,d be lost . Two hearts beating ever so strong as one. He loves her she is his only one. Hugs all diana

Whats Right With Your Life???
What's right with your life There are plenty of things that are right with your life. Have you thought about any of them lately? The goodness in your life is so much a part of you that you can easily take it for granted and rarely give it a second thought. On a regular basis, though, it pays to think about that goodness. Whatever else may be going on in your world, the fact is that you are extremely blessed in many ways. Think about those blessings that blend quietly into the background, supporting and sustaining you in every moment. Think for a little while about what's right with your life. The more often you connect with the value that's already yours, the more new value you will create. When you feel that the troubles and frustrations are dominating your thoughts, stop and turn your mind in a more positive direction. Remember that wherever your thoughts go, the rest of you will quickly follow. Focus your awareness on the many good things that make up your life. For with your

What If.....
Everybody wonders " what if" once in a while. Just hit "reply to poster" and fill it out about the person that posted this. Don't forget to be honest cuz no one sees this but me! what would you do IF... I kissed you: I fell: I lived next door to you: I showed up at ur house unexpectedly: I stole something: I was bored I was sleepy: I cried: I asked you to marry me: I was hospitalized: ::WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:: Personality: Eyes: Hair: Family: Smile: Temper: Friends: ::WOULD YOU:: Keep a secret if i told you one? Hold my hand? Study with me? Cook for me? Talk on the phone for hours? ::HAVE YOU EVER:: Lied to make me feel better? Wanted to kiss me? wanted to make out? Wanted to kill me? Broke my heart? Thought I was unbearably annoying? Hated me? Wanted to tell me someting but didn't? Wondered about my sanity? Wanted to slap me? ::More:: Describe me in three words.

What Is Love
It is Love that gives me purpose to change and grow and learn. It is Love that guides me on this path and helps me choose each turn. It is Love that gives me courage to stand against my fears; to open up my heart to you, to let you see my tears. It is Love that gives me trust and hope when little thing go wrong. When distance stands between us, it is Love that keeps me strong. It is Love that offers harmony and a friendship that is true. How wonderful that I can share a Love like this with you!

What Cancer Cannot Do
~ What Cancer Cannot Do ~ Cancer is so limited... It cannot cripple love It cannot shatter hope It cannot corrode faith It cannot destroy peace It cannot kill friendship It cannot suppress memories It cannot silence courage It cannot invade the soul It cannot steal eternal life It cannot conquer the spirit.

What You Will See Tonight!!
Final Card For Tonights WWE Survivor Series PPV November 18, 2007WWE Championship MatchRandy Orton vs. Shawn MichaelsWorld Heavyweight TitleHell in a Cell MatchBatista vs. UndertakerTraditional Survivor Series Elimination MatchTriple H, Jeff Hardy, Matt Hardy, Rey Mysterio & Kane vs. Umaga, Mr. Kennedy, MVP, Finlay & Big Daddy VECW ChampionshipTriple Threat MatchCM Punk vs. John Morrison vs. The MizWorld Tag Team Championship MatchLance Cade & Trevor Murdoch vs. Cody Rhodes & HardCore HollyHornswoggle vs. The Great Khali10 Divas Tag Team MatchBeth Phoenix, Jillian Hall, Melina, Victoria & Layla vs. Mickie James, Maria, Torrie Wilson, Michelle McCool and Kelly Kelly *** Card subject to change ***

What Is Your Dream
What is your dream?There has never been a better time to follow your dreams. Incredible tools that help you to express your dream, and to connect with others who share and appreciate it. The world is looking for vision and direction. We've figured out how to do things, we're looking for people to tell us why. The time is ripe for dreamers who dream big dreams, captivating, compelling dreams. Everyone has a dream. We all have dreams as children. The trouble is, they often get buried. We become disenchanted with our dreams because they don't magically appear. Realize that just having the dream isn't enough -- you need the discipline and the commitment to follow that dream. And remember -- if you're not following your own dream, you're following someone else's

Whatever You Decide
Whatever you decide If you allow others to define happiness for you, then you're not going to truly experience it. If you allow others to dictate what your dreams should be, you will never reach them. The way to surely and reliably realize your dreams is to choose the ones that have real meaning for you. The way to know happiness is by allowing it to be what you want it to be. Happiness is whatever you decide it is. And as such, it is always well within your reach. In any circumstance, happiness is yours to define and to know. No outside factor, no other person, no twist of fate can keep happiness away from you when you allow it to flow out from you. Putting conditions and restrictions on happiness keeps it at a distance away from you. Let go of the restrictions, and happiness is free to fill your awareness. The smallest, plainest, simplest moment can be fertile ground for the most extraordinary happiness. Let happiness be from you, and it will absolutely be with you.

Whatever
Fuck (Everything) Fuck the world Fuck the life Fuck you and fuck me Fuck love and fuck hate Fuck friendship and fuck lovers Fuck her and fuck him Fuck material possession Fuck mental obsession Fuck what we see, it’s all a lie Fuck what we hear Fuck what we taste Fuck what we smell Fuck what we feel, it’s all a lie Fuck greed and fuck lust Fuck need and fuck want FUCK! FUCK! FUCK!

What I Hate
what i fucking hate: men that raise their fist to a woman. men that can't fuckin tell the truth. men that fuckin play head games. i hate posers! men that choose their "toys" and bitches over their family.. anyways i need to hush because this will turn into a male bashing thing... and not all men are the same. just because one asshole acts dumb don't mean they all are one!!

What Im Up To Now...
http://friends.winster.com/r/c147918ce753102aa2c9 I've been spending less time here at fubar and more time on winster. For those of you who like to play slots and puzzles this is a cool one. If you want to go freebie you can sign up and then you get a certain amount of spins per day. I ended up signing up for the gold membership because I got addicted.lol I also really did win a movie ticket(before I signed up as a gold member)Try it out. Its fun use this link up above and tell me how you like it. If you do sign up let me know your id name and I'll be sure to help you out when I see you. Hint: Dont spin away your winnies (w) or wilds. Try to get 4 winnies and a wild for the jackpot 8,000 points.

What It Means To Be Poor......
One day a father of a very wealthy family took his son on a trip to the country with the firm purpose of showing his son how poor people can be. They spent a couple of days and nights on the farm of what would be considered a very poor family. On their return from their trip, the father asked his son, "How was the trip?" "It was great, Dad." "Did you see how poor people can be?" the father asked. "Oh Yeah" said the son. "So what did you learn from the trip?" asked the father. The son answered, "I saw that we have one dog and they had four. We have a pool that reaches to the middle of our garden and they have a creek that has no end. We have imported lanterns in our garden and they have the stars at night. Our patio reaches to the front yard and they have the whole horizon. We have a small piece of land to live on and they have fields that go beyond our sight. We have servants who serve us, but they serve others. We buy our food, but they grow theirs. We have walls around our property t

What's The Point
I really hate point whores, with a passion I wish they were all just taken out and shot. Hey if you need help leveling up, I'm there I'm a shadow lever and proud to be one and help people out. Need help bombing a contest pic to win a blast VIP or HH hey I'm there. There's been a few cases where I was like what the hell and just bought the blast or whatever for the person. But damn people I'm here to make friends, good friends not for points. I just hate the blunt point whores, that just dont give a damn about people. So you made Godfather, ok great, now what, there are no other ranks left dumbass. So your ranked #1 for the day or you have the most points, last time I checked that didn't get you anything extra other than a # on your page. Big freakin deal. Do me a favor if all you want are points take me off your list. I dont want to know you. I am going to start weeding out people, Not in a good mood today and the point whores are out in full force today. *thr

What Not To Put On A Resume
These are some (allegedly) real-life examples of: What NOT To Put on a Resume. => "Disposed of $2.5 billion in assets." => "Instrumental in ruining entire operation for a Midwest chain store." => "My intensity and focus are at inordinately high levels, and my ability to complete projects on time is unspeakable." => "Education: Curses in liberal arts, curses in computer science, curses in accounting." => "Personal: Married, 1992 Chevrolet." => "I have an excellent track record, although I am not a horse." => "I am a rabid typist." => "Exposure to German for two years, but many words are not appropriate for business." => "Personal interests: Donating blood. 15 gallons so far." => "I have become completely paranoid, trusting completely nothing and absolutely no one." => "References: None, I've left a path of destruction behind me." => "Don't take the comments of my former employer too seriously, they were unappreciative beggars and slave drivers."

What I Struggle With!
I wanted to post this because it is something I have struggled with for many years. It sucks and sometimes feels like a curse rather than a gift. Nobody in any relationship I have ever had believed me. One person I was with actually died when he didn't listen to me. It's a difficult situation because I have been judged harshly in several relationships. This can drain me to the point of exhaustion especially after experiencing the negative emotions of others. I literally have to re-charge completely in order to function. When I do feel the need to re-charge I have been told by those close to me that I am not normal, that other women don't act like I do...they do not realize just how draining it really is for me.

What Is Reality
What is reality? to me reality is what ever we believe to be real in our life at any given moment. I try to face the reality that i have set for myself but the oddness ofit is that my reality seems to always conflict with the reality of others and to them I am pronounced annoying. In my reality real is simply a word that we use to define the obvious things that we sometimes encounter. i use the word real to sometimes define a way of living that I tend to believe in. So when I say Iam a real to what I do Iam saying I am true to what i believe in. i am true to what I live by and I am true to my word. What is real to You?

What You Seek - {also Written Sometime Last Year}
What you seek is never clear Conveyed in riddles to you ear In your mind you must uncover But step lightly or your doom you may sear Great caution here I do advise For a delicate thing is a mortal mind What you see may be your undoing What you unearth may become your demise My blessing upon you I bestow For thin ice you tread in your implore Inquire lightly with vast care Or great consequence awaits your error Riddles here and a puzzle ancient Unsolved for centuries never deciphered To unravel this thread you must be wary Else you shall learn much more than your query Primeval knowledge dwells in depths forgotten Unknown to most but revealed when provoken To be naive will seem a gift Should you have to live with what you've woken Heed my counsel as it is given freely Forewarning to stem what may impend As free will is a precious thing to be treated reverely Take this as you choose to see it For my riddle has arrived at it's end

What Once I Was - (written Last Spring}
I used to write about butterflies, About peace and love rather than demise. But now all I dream and all I see, All I write are of visions of stitches in lips and eyes. Blood and gore and dirty whores, Worlds of pain and rage. Twisted thoughts of my estranged. Gone are the butterflies, In their place have come graves. I write of lies…. Of deceit and of a child's anguished unheard cries, Of a mother's loss and a man's betrayal, Of a friend's sacred bond torn and shorn. Of a faceless god, Of a feared ancient creature, Of the Anti-Christ. Of things you fear and things you crave, Of lust and trust…. Of a pile of dust. A circle of ashes, And a well of loss. A withered rose in a field of flames, Falling posies scattering the ground. A time old power crumbling to dust. And so it grows and swells, Thickens and decends. A layer of pussy crust, An infection spreading, Through the cut of those refusing to accept… What they fear as the end is merely where we b

What Should We Be Thankful For
what should we be thankful for? every thing we should give thanks for not just the good things that happen in our lives but also for the bad things as the bad things my be a wake up call for you. I am very thankfull that i have made it almost another year as i almost did not make it twice this year but God is not finished with me as of yet, i am thankful for the trip to the mid west (Chicago) it was a beautiful week spent in the windy city so what are you thankfull for think about it

Whats Goin' On?
Finally, I relized I was sitting in front of my computer at 5:59am, Monday morning!Not even realizing I have even really woke up yet,I find my self looking at all these little cherrys.Then at that very moment i relize that I'm very thankful for my FUBAR and all the awsome people that make the FUBAR world go round',So this go's out to everyone,Thanks FUBAR for making my Monday the bombdiggity!

What I've Done
I said get well When I hurt you, When I saw you cry. Did you know, That you hurt me too? That I almost died? Stab through my heart. In silence - Words eating my insides. Consuming my soul, Driving me to lie. Driving me to say good bye. Bleed out the pain; Run away from the cold. Embracing the darkness, Loneliness, Wanting to be whole. Complete once again. Fighting for our friendship, The feeling is no longer there. Fighting for a memory, That you buried this very day. Fighting for the future - From the past, I walk away.

What Is This
umm i was just wonering this use to to be cherry tap right ??? what the hell is this another fucking myspace junk site ???? yaaaaay we can get hit on buy lil high school gurls whats wrong with these people ??????

What Each Kiss Means
- Kiss on the Upperchest: I'm ready. - Kiss on the Forehead: We're cute together . - Kiss on the Cheek: We're friends. - Kiss on the Hand: I adore you. - Kiss on the Neck: I want you, now. - Kiss on the Shoulder: Your perfect. - Kiss on the Lips: I LOVE YOU... ____________________________________________________ WHAT EACH GESTURE MEANS: - Holding Hands: We definitely like each other. - Holding you tight pressed against each other: I want you. - Looking into each other's Eyes: I like you, for who you are. - Playing with Hair: Let's fool around. - Arms around the Waist: I like you too much to let go. - Laughing while Kissing: I am completely comfortable with you. ____________________________________________________ ADVICE: - If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love. ____________________________________________________ REQUIREMENTS: - Post this again after reading!! Or you will have a bad year of Relationships. _____________

What The Hell....
Cradle Of Filth Videos | Movie Clips | St. Paul Homes i just woke up to a very rude phone call and i am noooootttttttt toooooooooo happpppyyyyyyyyy > : ( my friend (if you read last night blog hes the one that wanted to move in) calls me, wakes me up to ask me if I COULD LOAN HIM 5 DOLLARS! at this point i am not in a good mood grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr *screams* sorry everyone but i hope everyone has a good day

What Would You Do?
Rich sat at hisdesk and was typing rto someone on asite he had joined, he waas having fun chatting with so many people he met online, yes he had alot of other things he should and could be doing but now he met someone that he really liked, she seemed nice to him at first as they talked and talked, she had apicture of herself, she was a stunning young brunette in her mid 20's her picture was of her truthfully since they showed "salutes" on the page to make sure they were real. She asked him to show a pic of himself so she would know..he was afriad to do so because he didnt think he was that attractive...tho he did give a good description of himself in the lil description box for his profile...it wasnt mandatory that they have a picture himself so he didnt post one..he wasnt that attractive to do so. One night they got to talking, and he finally gave in and decided to post apicture his puter had a program to take them and he took it, he was scared to post it but did....afte he did thi

What The Hell?
I was just asked by someone if I wanted to play with them. I made a comment about them not reading my profile (in which I clearly state I don't respond to pick up lines). They then responded with how they could tell there was nothing interesting about me. After which they blocked me. Wow. They could have at least put up a fight. I haven't had an idiot in my shoutbox for a while and I was hoping I could have another copied and pasted conversation proving once again that evolution does in fact go in reverse. I didn't know I was so repulsive. Go me!!

What The Heck???
OK, why am I suddenly getting all these hang ups on my cell from places where I don't know anybody? Today was St Peterburg FLA and Menonome Wisconsin Last week was Denver Colorado and a couple weeks ago it was Puerto Rico.

What Every Girl, Or Guy Wants For Christmas!!!
Go check out this site, its Adult toys and lingerie, so be warned, but there is a sale and a ton of great stuff. I know there are a alot things I want for Christmas there. www.bwylde.com

What I Am Looking For
Love has long avoided me, Yes I have been in love many times . Was it true love ? I don't believe so. I have found that person that makes my heart beat out of my chest, and make me lose sleep because I miss them so. The days go by slow as I wait to hold them again. When will I see my beautiful lady again ? I hope very soon because my life is not the same without her. She completes me in every way. I know you are out there waiting for me to. We are like two pieces of a puzzle that fit together perfectly. Someday we will be together sharing life and all it has to offer . I will stand by your side your equal in every way . Giving you support when you are down ,celebrating when life is good. Soon the new chapter of my life will begin will you join me.

What Can One Person Do? An Email I Received Today About The Power We Can Have. Will You Join?
Dear Scott, On October 26, ONE members sent emails to the International Monetary Fund asking them to make good on their promises and cancel Liberia's debt. Each individual email might not seem like much, but all together we flooded IMF's email system and it couldn't handle them all. And it worked. We did it. We put on the pressure, and they responded. But you don't have to take my word for it. Yesterday, Masood Ahmed, Director of the IMF's External Relations, posted an open letter on the IMF's website announcing that they finally took the step necessary to move forward. Some key excerpts: I am pleased to inform you that on November 12, 2007, the International Monetary Fund (IMF) has secured adequate pledges from member countries for the cost of the IMF's debt relief to Liberia ... We have received a large volume of emails on this topic, so this letter is being posted because it is impossible to respond to each message individually. ... I take this opportunity to also th

What A Day
Well I don't Blog alot, But mostly when I do I am usually venting. But Not tonight I just have a few things to get off my mind for the day. Well It started this morning after I got to class , We had an in class project to do , using Adobe illustrator CS3 and well I am working on my project talking to the teacher about it and at the end of class after I save it and everything I get ready to print this thing out.... AND .. Take a guess what happened, Well first the adobe FROZE up, then shut down taking all my work with it a whole FREAKING 90 MINUTES WORTH. all Gone .. POOF BUBYE. I took a big big intake of breath my teacher heard me and asked me if the program had shut down on me I told her yes . She told me just to open it back up using the file I saved well ok this is all fine well I open adobe back up and look for my file that I DID SAVE and its gone .. no where to be found . But luckily my teacher had Already seen what I was working on and told me I would be fine not

What Is It?
I don't know what it is about you that makes me want to hang around. Words are something that is hardly ever spoken between us. Yet, when I see you I am drawn to you. I think of staring in your eyes, seeing it's true color and memorizing how the light will reflect from them. I wish I knew what is was. Do I want to know so I can stop it or do I want to know just so I understand. I am not where I was before, yet the feeling remains the same. Is it that I don't want to give up or is it I don't want to miss out. There is something about you that calls out to me and I can't seem to ignore it no matter how much I try. My head demands me to walk away, but my heart and soul begs me to stay and watch. Will I have to wait forever for this thing to manifest itself or when it does manifest itself, will it be too late.

What Do You All Think?
I would like you guys 'n' girls to go have a listen to my band and my drumming then let me know what you all think. Be as brutal or as kind as you like, just as long as your honest. Just keep in mind that it is punk music....raw old school sounding punk music. www.myspace.com/feskit06 Would be much appreciated my friends. Much love Brian

What Is A Real Friend
what is a real friend? is it someone that would lie to you or are the honest all the time? i know what i want in a friend, and that is someone honest with what they tell you and not play with ones emotions.i want my friend to be there for me when i need their support and i dont mean financial but emotional. I have two really good friends that i can say are true friends i dont see them very offten and only talk to one about twice a month, the other one is one i have known since i was 1st grade and today we are still friends after 42 years. but she is there when i need her.

Whats Up?????
LOL I am doing quite fine right now...about fucking time! I think today was my shitty ass day! LOL. After I found the news from my doctor...posted the blog on here. I got a invite to stay at a "friends" house to party...and party I is! LOL. I wont be back home till Thursday...since I have to go back to work. Then I got on here and I guess someone broke into Michael's profile on here. That is what Kandi told me. So I changed my password to the one I absolutely hate having. It is the hardest for me to remember. Which explains why he didnt get my message about borrowing the flogger. And I am on a blocked list which makes me laugh...and he shows up every once in a while being online. So whoever is playing Michael must be having a blast. Or maybe Michael just wanted to get rid of me and isnt saying anything...lol...I told him all he has to do is tell me to fuck off! I kno where the door is...I kno how to exit out of the building...lol...but Michael has balls and will tell me

What I'm Waiting For
Your closeness ~ Your touch ~ The brush of your breath as you whisper in my ear ~ The burn from your gazing at me in adoration ~ Knowing your love first hand instead of in words ~ Hunger for absence from this computer screen and for the presence of you ~

What Will Be Will Be
I believe in fate and what it brings to everyone's life.Things happen for a reason whether it be for the good or for the bad.If something was meant to be it will be no matter what.It could be thousands of miles between something great or it could be some kind of tragedy that should never have happened.But fate plays a big role in everything that happens ans like i've said if it's meant to be it will be ans nothing will stop it from happening.

What A Birthday!
Now that several months have passed, I can explain this story, it took a while to cool off. Aug 30 was my birthday And I didn't feel very well Waking up on that morning. Hoping my GF would be pleasant and say, "Happy Birthday!", And possibly have a small present for me, or at least some head before chores. As it turned out, She barely said good morning, Let alone " Happy Birthday." I thought... Well, that's a live-in relationship for you, But the boys at the barn... They will remember. They didn't say a word. So when I left for work, I felt pretty despondent. As I walked into my office, My secretary said, "Good Morning Paul, And by the way Happy Birthday ! " It felt a little better That at least someone had remembered! I worked until one o'clock , When she knocked on my door And said, "What do you say we go out to lunch, Just you and me." I said, "Thanks! Let's go !" We went to lunch. But we didn't go Where

What I Want.
well since my birthday is in 3 weeks from today.. i thought i'd write out a list of what i want. i want all my TC family on the phone one night and i mean EVERYONE! yes EVERYONE an that person knows i'm talking about him if he actually reads my blogs. i love my TC we're just one messed up disfunctional family an we need to get together again. i miss everyone. but anywys. that's what i want or at least for one person to actually talk to me an tell me he don't hate me or somthing lol. Friends are Forever ppl just remember that. anyways enough runnin my mouth You Guys Rock!

What A Year
Tuesday, November 20, 2007 what a year Yep, here I am again, typing away another blog. With this year coming to an end, it has made me reflect upon this past year....WHAT A YEAR!! I think my life has changed more this past year then it has ever changed. I have gotten my divorce..FINALLY, gotten not one but two job promotions, and now I am currently looking to find a house or apartment for my boys and myself to live in. I have had some of the most wonderful people come into my life, which I am so grateful for, I have also had some of the most uncaring and selfish people come into my life, and although I wish I had never even crossed their paths, I have to thank them for they have made me stronger. They know who they are so there is no need to name names, but if you personnally know me, you know who they are. So now my new life is truly beginning and to be honest.... I AM SCARED. But at the same time....I can't wait....I can't wait to see what is coming my way...I know

What Do I Havta Do To Get Help??!!
I am so damn tired. I want to disappear. I hurt ALL the time, but nothing helps. Noone even tries to understand anymore. I do not want to die, but I would welcome it if it meant no more pain. The meds I take make me sicker, but they take the edge off. That's about it. I wake up in the mornings so stiff and sore sometimes I wonder if I ran a marathon with a 100 lb. backpack. My hands are numb every morning, and it takes 30-60 mins. to get some feeling back. I just want to be able to wake up with the ability to move. The diagnosis I got 5-6 years ago no longer fits my symptoms, is it wrong to want to be treated for the right stuff? I am very tired of being sick.

What Goes Around Comes Around
Subject: A good one...it's true what goes around comes around One day a man saw a old lady, stranded on the side of the road, buteven in the dim light of day, he could see she needed help. So he pulledup in front of her Mercedes and got out. His Pontiac was stillsputtering when he approached her. Even with the smile on his face, she was worried. No one had stopped tohelp for the last hour or so. Was he going to hurt her? He didn't looksafe; he looked poor and hungry. He could see that she was frightened, standing out there in the cold. Heknew how she felt. It was that chill which only fear can put in you. He said, 'I'm here to help you, ma'am. Why don't you wait in the carwhere it's warm? By the way, my name is Bryan Anderson.' Well, all she had was a flat tire, but for an old lady, that was badenough. Bryan crawled under the car looking for a place to put the jack,skinning his knuckles a time or two. Soon he was able to change thetire. But he had to get dirty and his hands hurt.

What A Year
will this year is about to come to the end and it wasnt my year im glad its about over since its not been my best. heres how mine went. found out in Nov last year i had colon cancer and had emergerncy sugery to remove an 13" tumor but be4 it was caught (no thinks to military doctors) it spread to my rectum,liver and lungs. then i started chemo therpy in dec of last year was doing that for about four months then i came down very sick went back in the hospitqal for a infection on my rectum was in for about 13 day then 2 months later back in for the same reason was in another 11 days then 3 months later back in for the same problem ( the 3rd time) was in 14 days and almost died during this stay i had a fever of 104 for a couple of days heart rate went over 150 they had to put me in a straigh jacket cause i went crazy pulling iv's frommy body then about a month or so i went back in the hospital 2 hav surgery to clean my rectum out but they couldnt clean it so they remove it completely so

What Does Leading Someone On Mean?
What does leading someone on mean? First answer by TRINABABE. Last edit by TRINABABE. Contributor trust: 251 [recommend contributor]. Question popularity: 1 [recommend question] Answer Basically, if you know they like either friend or more and you dont have any interest in them at all and the only reason you hang with them is to use them and benefit from them in some way, you are leading them on. If you want to establish a friendship or other relationship with them thats one thing, but if you have interest in neither and you play coy and tease them that is leading them on. Be a better person than that and tell them the truth, plainly, so they can move on with their lives.

What A Friend Is All About:
some verses about friend ship 1. Friendship doubles your joys, and divides your sorrows 2.Many people will walk in and out of your life, but only true friends will leave footprints in your heart. 3.A friend is someone who walks in when the whole world has walked out. 4. Parents start you off on life but friends get you through it. 5.Side by side or miles apart, good friends are always close to the heart. 6.A true friend is someone who thinks that you are a good egg even though he knows that you are slightly cracked. 7. Some people come into our lives and quickly go. Some people move our souls to dance. They awaken us to new understanding with the passing whisper of their wisdom. Some people make the sky more beautiful to gaze upon. They stay in our lives for awhile, leave footprints on our hearts, and we are never ever the same

What Is Your Favorite Color...hehehehe
Yellow: If you tend to favor yellow, your sexual drives are complex and turn toward the adaptable. In most cases the person will consent to the stronger partner's desires in a passive manner. You will never enjoy sex to the fullest, but you will never turn down an invitation from somebody you enjoy or admire. Pink: Persons who like pink show a reluctance to mature in sexual matters: women tend to tease, to promise more than they intend to deliver. In some cases they flaunt their femininity -- but because they secretly hate men. A great percentage of prostitutes boast entire wardrobes in pink. Men who like pink are the philanderers and flirts. They are the type who will make three dates for the same evening and not keep one, preferring to pick up a dish in some bar instead. Women whose husbands like pink should keep a secret nest egg. Purple: Lovers of purple frequently consider themselves to be too sophisticated for a fun romp in the sack. Women sometimes are the type who hate

What's Your Sign??i'm Scorpio
V • I • R • G • O: The Whore Dominant in relationships. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget. Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness.Great kisser. S • C • O • R • P • I • O: The lover Can be mean somtimes, and will Probably knock your ass out, if crossed the wrong way!! Intelligent. Energetic. Predict future. Most erotic. (Freak in bed.) (GREAT kisser.) Always get what they want. Sexy. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. The sexiest ever....Romantic. Caring. L • I • B • R • A: The sex machine Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone They meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet.Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing n Bed..!!! Did I say Amazing in Bed? not the kind of person you wanna fuck with... u might end up crying... the most

What Kind Of Drinkin Woman Am I?
You Are a Beer Woman You drink to have fun and let loose. Simple as that. And you aren't picky about what you drink, though you can appreciate a quality brew. Casual and down to earth, you can hang with the guys more easily than the girls. You prefer to date a man who is manly, direct, and sure of what he wants. What Kind of Drinking Woman Are You?

What Mythical Creature Am I?
You Are a Centaur In general, you are a very cautious and reserved person. However, you are also warm hearted, and you enjoy helping others in practical ways. You are a great teacher, and you are really good at helping people get their lives in order. You are very intuitive, and you go with your gut. You make good decisions easily. What Mythological Creature Are You?

What Happened When I Went To Court Today
Okay all today was my court hearing for child support enforcement...needless to say things went just as i planned...the Judge had read my response to the complaints and petition and has ruled that a Paternity test WILL take place on November 29th....My ex will be ordered to submit herself and the child for the paternity test...if she fails to do so she will lose any and all benefits from the state of illinois including her medicaid and the case will be immediately dismissed and i will be a free to file for a uncontested divorce and i will be free to remarry!!! Someone was watching over me today....and i think it was my dad.....Thanks dad...you came thru when i needed it most!

Whats Up With Fake Men?
why are some people not as they appear? it really aggervates me. they say they want to be with you than when they see thqat you are a true person they run from you. i at least know who all my real friends are!

What I Want Read At My Funeral
The Rose Beyond the Wall Near a shady wall a rose once grew, Budded and blossomed in God's free light, Watered and fed by the morning dew, Shedding it's sweetness day and night. As it grew and blossomed fair and tall, Slowly rising to loftier height, It came to a crevice in the wall Through which there shone a beam of light. Onward it crept with added strength With never a thought of fear or pride, It followed the light through the crevice's length And unfolded itself on the other side. The light, the dew, the broadening view Were found the same as they were before, And it lost itself in beauties new, Breathing it's fragrance more and more. Shall claim of death cause us to grieve And make our courage faint and fall? Nay! Let us faith and hope receive-- The rose still grows beyond the wall, Scattering fragrance far and wide Just as it did in days of yore, Just as it did on the other side, Just as it will forevermore. ~ A. L. Frink

What God Looks Like
A Kindergarten teacher was observing her classroom of children while they were drawing. She would occasionally walk around to see each child's work. As she got to one little girl who was working diligently, she asked what the drawing was. The girl replied, "I'm drawing God." The teacher paused and said, "But no one knows what God looks like." Without missing a beat, or looking up from her drawing, the girl replied, "They will in a minute."

What Are You Worth?
WHO AM I TO JUDGE ANYONE ? IT'S SO FUNNY HOW PEOPLE SAY, THAT THEY ARE TRUSTWORTHY. YET THEY NEVER CARRY OUT WITH THEIR CLAIMS. NOW YOU EXPECT ME TO TRUST YOU ? WHY SHOULD I ? PEOPLE DO MANY THINGS TO ACCEPTED. NOW ALL I DO IS ASK WHY. I LEARNED MYSELF,THAT IF YOU GIVE YOUR WORD. THEN IT'S JUST THAT YOUR WORD. WHICH IS A SYMBOL OF YOUR WORTH. SO IF YOUR WORD IS NOTHING, THEN YOUR NOTHING! YOUR WILLING TO GIVE YOUR WORD TO SOMEONE, AND NOT FOLLOW THROUGH. THEN BECOME DISGRUNTLED WHEN THE LOSE FAITH IN YOU . SO WHY WOULD THAT BE? YOU HAVE NO UNDERSTANDING OF VALUE ,OR SELF WORTH OR YOU WERE LYING FROM THE START. THEN WHEN CONFRONTED. JUST PREPARE FOR THE EXCUSES,AND HEAD FOR HIGH GROUND. TAKE PRECAUTION KNOWING YOU WILL BE OVERCOME WITH THEM. LETS ALL PRAY FOR THE WORLD, IN THE NAME OF GOD. AMEN. JESUS R CALDERON THE INSANE POET A PERSONAL PROPHET OF GOD

What Is It To You?
I know that a lot of people are now thinking about what they will eat tomorrow, how many people are coming over and if their football team will win tomorrow. To me, my best friend lost her dad, my other friend cannot work with me because of Degenerative Disc Disease in her back which is getting worse, and Dannie, the guy I live with, ended up at the urgent care doc w/ what they thought to be either a gall stone or pancreatitis (forgive my crappy spelling) which seems to be a bit better now. BUT...all of this got me thinking, and I know that my UK friends don't have Thanksgiving, but we as Americans have in my opinion lost track of what its supposed to be about. I mean, most people as I said before are worried about immaterial things that don't matter a whole lot....football, food, stressing over whatever. I want everyone to know what I personally am thankful for. I don't talk to my dad much but I am thankful that I haven't lost him, I adore my mother and am so thankful that I have

What A Circus, Circus Indeed.
I thought i would write my first blog. I seem to be at my best when its just me and a peice of paper rather it be on a computer or the good old fashion ink. So much has happened in the past 6 months, I don't even know how im suppose to feel, if there is such a thing as a correct way. Ive seperated from my wife, my kids have to suffer the same broken home life that i lived, and there is nothing i can do. Never have i felt so helpless; and its a shame. Why must children suffer because adults are stupid?? They have to pay for the concsequences of our actions. Just does'nt seem right does it? I look back on all the idiot decisions my parents made, and the effect it had on my life. I try to remember that everything happens for a reason, and i wonder if thats the lesson, im looking at a fucking mirrior image of my own child hood, and the more i scream no!! More and more into the abyss they fall. They want everything to be the way it was, and why the fuck should'nt they?? Its all they knew. O

What Am I Thankful For?
I'm thankful for living in a nation full of the most amusing morons in recorded history. That's what I'm thankful for. After hearing a few racial slurs tossed around today at the airport as passengers tried in vain to get through the TSA checkpoints faster and ultimately just ended up slowing down the process, I've decided on a second movie concept, which I will write parallel to writing the serial killer/rapist film I'm also working on. I've found that it helps to improve my creative productivity to have two diametrically opposed artistic projects going at the same time. Anyway, as serious as the other film I'm working on is, I decided it'd be time to also start work on a new comedy, albeit a very black comedy. Essentially, I've decided on a theme for the film, and not a plot, as the plot will come as I start arranging the elements of the theme. I want to write a film that attacks every race, color, creed, political affiliation, sexual persuasion, etc. that I can think of.

What I've Been Up To Part 7
what I've been up to recently is i spent some time with my nephew and i have sister visiting from Melbourne Victoria (Australia) and i also bought a brand new Discman Sony Model CD Portable Player and it's Black in Color/Colour and i have continued my Christmas Present Shopping for 2007 until my next blog take care people from Bruce

What Has Been Done ( As I See Me)
Wish that i could just ex-ist find a way to live with trust and hon-es-ty you stole fragments of my soul cor-roded into rust it's not the end of me I burn blood begins to boil blood within my mouth shows me the way i need it now hands begin to shake heart begins to break i feel a strength forgotten -CHORUS- somewhere our destiny was headed off in me and as my heart it bleeds I am all that you have made me -Instrumental- I wish that i could fucking cutt you from my heart drink in your strength, and fucking watch you fall apart, I'd cross a million years to sit and watch you bleed. This is the endless pain and agony you've passed along to me!!! (-Clean Vocals Violin-) And I will sit and I will bleed the shards of my heart des-troying me this rag i show a mask for all to see. This is the final wound... thats slowly killing me. Remember the days remember the nights before the deceit before all the lies re

What Becomes Of The Brokenhearted By Jimmy Ruffin
As I walk this land with broken dreams I have visions of many things Love's happiness is just an illusion Filled with sadness and confusion, What becomes of the broken hearted Who had love that's now departed? I know I've got to find Some kind of peace of mind Maybe. The fruits of love grow all around But for me they come a tumblin' down. Every day heartaches grow a little stronger I can't stand this pain much longer I walk in shadows Searching for light Cold and alone No comfort in sight, Hoping and praying for someone to care Always moving and goin to where What becomes of the broken hearted Who had love that's now departed? I know I've got to find Some kind of peace of mind Maybe. I'm searching though I don't succeed, But someone look, there's a growing need. Oh, he is lost, there's no place for beginning, All that's left is an unhappy ending. Now what's become of the broken-hearted Who had love that's now departed? I know I've got to find Some kind of

What's Up With The Spam Mail?
Okay, I know it has been a while that I have been on FU; however, that doesn't mean that I should be the recipient of spam mail!! Ugghgghghhhh...... Is there anyway for marking them as SPAM so that they are blocked from returning in our mail? I sure don't have a penis (in the first place!) that needs to be enlarged!! lol.... K

What Would U Do
IF WE HAD SEX GAME (Reply so only I see it and Repost so others can fill it out) DONT BE Skuured. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO REALLY WANTS BE WITH YOU. 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you pull my hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you make me say your name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would give me a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all ur clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick me all over? 13. Would you like 2 play or get straight to the point?14. Would you take ur time? 15. Would u fall asleep when we were done? 16. Would u go fast or slow? 17. Where would u wanna "do it"? 18 Would we be loud or quiet? 19. Would you mind if i licked you? 20. Would you do it 2day? 21. Would you do it 2morrow? 22. Are you going to re-post these so I can answer them for you?

What I'm Thankful For...
Im thankful for many things this year. I have alot of great friends on here. Who have been by my side threw thick and thin. Made me realize that I truely truely have the greatest friends in the world. We've laughed, cried, bitched at each other lol, but thats all what friends are about. Thats what makes us stronger as friends. Without my friends life wouldn't be as fun and exciting. Just wanted to Share one very important thing Im thankful for. ~hugs and kisses~ to all my family, friends, and fans! I hope you all Have a really Happy Thanksgiving!

What Should My Next Photos Be
just curious to see what my friends want to see of me...lol Any ideas you have just let me know and what ever one has the most comments i will do that idea hope you guys are creative ;)

What Are We Thankful For
what are we thankful for every year for thankgiving We are thankful for what a life we have We are thankful for what good people we are We are also thankful for who we brought in our lives. thanksgiving to me is not just a holiday Its the season to say thanks thanks for being such good friends Thanks for being such good siblings thanks for being such good people we are I know I am thankful for these things also But I am thankful for having you guys in my life as real good friends Good friends forever til the day I die thank you for being good people =)

What I Want In A Man
5'8 to 7'11 smooths skin sexy eyes body for days mind for years. Great hands on skills*wink* thuggish but soulful. A smile that makes me melt. I know I'm dreamin but maybe it will come true. I want some raheem devaughn and shemar moore with some morris chestnut a lil ll cool j. Hmm summ lil wanye with da jay z mind. He just need to have it ya kno

What Space Telescopes Of The Future Will Be Like
Giant-sized telescopes such as Hubble, Spitzer and Chandra offer unprecedented views of the cosmos, but astronomers are eager to put more powerful tools into orbit around the Earth. Without the extra help, said Rachel Somerville, an astronomer at the Max Planck Institute for Astronomy in Germany, it may be impossible to resolve some of the universe's greatest mysteries. "We need better observations to make our models better," Somerville said, noting her search to understand galaxy formation and mysterious quasars. "... If you just put theorists in a room for the next 15 years with the biggest supercomputer you can find, it will never happen." NASA expects the James Webb Space Telescope (JWST) to launch in 2013, and many scientists are already pondering their future observations of tiny extrasolar planets, elusive black holes and distant galactic arms. Somerville and other astronomers laid bare their sky-watching hopes—including telescopes beyond JWST—at the recent Astrophysics 2020 con

What Dreams Are Made Of...
Around the Pyre, a circle of thirteen, Throughout these woods, ecstatic screams. I look deeply into your eyes, I smell your hair, caress your thighs. Now we'll make love by fire light, A blaze so high it lights the night. Long fingernails dug in my skin, Yourself so wet invites me in. Our lust increased feeds desire, As we combust, yeah we on fire. I feel you shake so deep inside, Oh scream my name and hold me tight...

What Men Wish Women Knew About Men
1. If you think you are fat, you probably are. Do not ask us. We refuse to answer. 2. Learn to work the toilet seat. If it's up, Put it down. 3. Do not cut your hair. Ever. Long hair is always more attractive than short hair. One of the big reasons guys fear getting married is that married women always cut their hair, and by then, you are stuck with her. 4. Birthdays, Valentines, and Anniversaries are not quests to see if we can find the perfect present yet again! 5. If you ask a question you don't want an answer to, expect an answer you do not want to hear. 6. Sometimes, we are not thinking about you. Live with it. 7. Do not ask us what we are thinking about unless you are prepared to discuss such topics as navel lint, the shotgun formation and monster trucks. 8. Sunday = sports. It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 9. Shopping is not a sport, and no, we are never going to think of it that way. 10. When we have to

What Happens When Men Beleave What Thay Read
The husband had just finished reading a new book: "YOU CAN BE THE MAN Of YOUR HOUSE." He stormed into the kitchen and walked directly up to his wife. Pointing a finger in her face, he said sternly, "From now on, YOU need to know that I AM the MAN of this house, and my word is law! You will prepare me a gourmet meal tonight, and when I'm finished eating my meal, you will serve me a sumptuous dessert afterward. Then, after dinner, you are going to go upstairs with me, and we will have the sex that I want. After that, you are going to draw me my bath so I can relax. You will wash my back and towel me dry and bring me my robe. Then you will massage my feet and hands. Then after that's done, guess who's going to dress me and comb my hair?" His wife replied, "The f*cking funeral director would be my guess."

What Personalit Do I Have
You Have A Type A Personality You are hyper, energetic, and always on the mood You tend to succeed at everything you attempt And if you don't succeed at first, you quickly climb your way to the top! You could be called a workaholic, but you also make time for fun As long as it's high energy and competitive, you're interested You have the perfect personality for business and athletic success Do You Have a Type A Personality?

"what Came Before He Shot Her"
2006 novel by Elizabeth George. The usual cast of characters of her Scotland Yard novels (Thomas Lynley, Barbara Havers, Winston Nkata...) make but the briefest appearance in it- well, one "usual" character (the "Her" of the title) and one other do make a somewhat longer appearance. Only somewhat. This novel is the story of the lives of two brothers and a sister (the oldest about fifteen, the main character, Joel, twelve) after their grandmother receives- very happily- the news that she's being deported from the UK to Jamaica- and decides to leave the three grandchildren with their unsuspecting aunt- and how the dreams of two of them slowly grow (... and what happens then... unfortunately.) Saddening enough but intended to be (I expect) because sympathetic enough, very well done as I expect from this author, very worth reading especially if one already likes the series itself of course.

What A Mess....
David has been very good at making a mess so far. Yesterday he dropped a can of soda on the living room floor and it exploded. Soda everywhere. Today getting into the car he does it again.. soda went all over the inside of my car. Now they shouldn't explode so easily.. but I wish he wouldn't drop them lol.

What's Your Bedroom Personality?
You have an Honest Bedroom Personality! You know what you want in bed and are very communicative about it with your partner. If they are doing something you don't like, you just tell them and move on. You have incredible sex because you are so honest with yourself and your partner about what you want. 'What's your Bedroom Personality?' at QuizUniverse.com

What I Do When I'm Bored
1. Who was the last person you talked to? -- my FIL 2. Do you think you're approachable? -- eh yeah 3. How do you feel about the person you kissed last? -- awww i love her bunches!! 4. Do you regret doing anything in the past week? -- nope 5. What advice would you give to your ex's new love interest? -- RUN... NOW.... (for dennis) HE'S LYING (for lindon's) 6. Are you a partier? -- not really 7. What do you think of when you hear the word "slag"? -- i dunno 8. What is your hair color? -- brown/blonde 10. Would you ever work as a stripper if it were the only available job for you? -- yes.... :D 11. Have you been pressured to do anything recently? -- nope 12. Who's the sweetest person you know right now? -- besides my baby girls, andrew 14. Do you know anyone with a serious illness? -- yeah 15. Do you like your name? -- yeah 16. Is anyone interested in you right now? -- andrew i assume 17. Who is the fifth text in your inbox from? Wh

What Women Want
Young King Arthur was ambushed and imprisoned by the monarch of a neighboring kingdom. The monarch could have killed him, but was moved by Arthur's youthful happiness. So he offered him freedom, as long as he could answer a very difficult question. Arthur would have a year to figure out the answer; if, after a year, he still had no answer, he would be killed. The Question: What do women really want? Such a question would perplex even the most knowledgeable man, and, to young Arthur, it seemed an impossible query. Well, since it was better than death, he accepted the monarch's proposition to have an answer by year's end. He returned to his kingdom and began to poll everybody: the princess, the prostitutes, the priests, the wise men, the court jester. In all, he spoke with everyone but no one could give him a satisfactory answer. What most people did tell him was to consult the old witch, as only she would know the answer. The price would be high, since the witch was famous thro

What I Call Home
Peace, serenity, warmth, and calm thats what I feel when I walk in the door My dog waiting for me at the door my paper in the drive way is there when I get there My bed warm and cozy This is what I call home But its my peace of mind Work can be full of bullshit and drama My getaway is my home Thats my vacation for my two days off I feel peaceful in my house No hearing complaints No Bullshit No Drama Just peaceful, fun, warmth, serenity, calm, and joyful when I do come to work I ignore all the bullshit because im thinkin about my peaceful home inside my heart always My home is where my heart is and my heart is always thinking about my home Thats where I go everyday to getaway from messes at work Sometimes my home is messy phyically but mentally peaceful thats the way I want that to be And that my friends is what I call home =)

What Each Kiss Means
Kiss on the Upperchest: I'm ready. - Kiss on the Forehead: u mean something to me - Kiss on the Cheek: We're friends. - Kiss on the Hand: I adore you. - Kiss on the Neck: I want you, now. - Kiss on the Shoulder: Your perfect. - Kiss on the Lips: I think I love u ____________________________________________________ WHAT EACH GESTURE MEANS: - Holding Hands: We definitely like each other. - Touching on the Butt: you have a nice one - Holding you tight pressed against each other: I dont want to let u go - Looking into each other's Eyes: I like you, for who you are. - Playing with Hair: Let's fool around. - Arms around the Waist: I like you too much to let go. - Laughing while Kissing: you make me happy n ur funny ____________________________________________________ ADVICE: - If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love. ____________________________________________________ REQUIREMENTS: - Post this again after reading!! Or you will

"what Do You Do"
What do you do, when you lose your job, do you pick yourself back up, or sit at home and sob, What do you do, when you lose your best friend, do you look at whats still good in your life, or do you just wish it would end, What do you do, when somebody you care about dies, do you try to just hide the pain, or do you cry until no more tears come from your eyes, What do you do, when theres no where to hide, when you have to fight your demons, and nobodys on your side, What do you do, when you know youre not loved, do you look for your gun, or someone up above, What do you do, when your options are few, and everybody only lies, but only to you, What do you do, when youre losing your mind, when only more questions and no answers, are all you can seem to find.

What Comes Around Goes Around
This is the start of what I also like to call straight from the Heart. You know many times you can do something to some1 not knowing the consiquences. Like lets say theres stuff thats been said about ppl that might come back and start a war. I am not saying I am a vengfull person. But when poeple start chit, I hope they know to brace themselves to what might be a war and they better have a defense to what they said, likely I dont think 99% people do. So pleae be carefull what Goes Around Comes Around

What The F*ck!
Just a Welcome to new friends and a howdy to old friends, a fuck you to absent friends and a hug to close ones .... Just a check in to see how many of you actually read this shit .... cause i rarely if ever read any of yours unless you tell me hey Ve go read my fucking blog ... them i might just read it .... a few months after you tell me ... but that was me saying hi anyway ... L8er xoxox

What Every Kiss Means Xxxx
Body: WHAT EACH KISS MEANS - Kiss on the Upperchest: I'm ready. - Kiss on the Forehead: We're cute together . - Kiss on the Cheek: We're friends. - Kiss on the Hand: I adore you. - Kiss on the Neck: I want you, now. - Kiss on the Shoulder: Your perfect. - Kiss on the Lips: I think I like you. ______________________________________ WHAT EACH GESTURE MEANS: - Holding Hands: We definitely like each other. - Touching on the Butt: Your fun. - Holding you tight pressed against each other: I want you. - Looking into each other's Eyes: I like you, for who you are. - Playing with Hair: Let's fool around. - Arms around the Waist: I like you too much to let go. - Laughing while Kissing: I am completely comfortable with you. ______________________________________ ADVICE: - If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love. ______________________________________ REQUIREMENTS: - Post this again after reading!! Or you will have a bad year of Rela

What A Real Bitch
LOOK AT THIS BITCH WHO HAS DISRESPECTED ONE OF OUR FRIENDS TO WHO'S DAUGHTER WAS BADLY BURNT IN A FIRE. THIS PERSON MUST NOT HAVE A HEART OR MAYBE HAS NEVER LOST A CHILD LIKE SOME OF US HAVE SO LETS SHOW HER OUR LOVE AND RATE HER A 1 I AM SORRY IF I AM PISSED OFF BUT WHEN IT COMES TO FRIENDS, I AM THERE FOR THEM 150 % People who base thier lives on FUBAR are fukin losers!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!@ fubar

What I Have Been Up To.
It is Saturday afternoon and I am waiting for my daughter to get home from work so we can go shopping. I just went to lunch with my husband and then we went to a store to buy a leaf blower, how exciting! hahaha He is excited anyway. I had a really good and long Thanksgiving day. We left the house by 1:00 and got back around 10:00pm. I brought my camera to take pictures of the most awesome house but never took the camera out of my purse! Bad, bad, bad! We spent all day yesterday running around. We bought 2 more are rugs, one for the family room and one for the dining room. It looks really nice. We have wood floors and I have been meaning to buy rugs for a long time now but could never find the right ones until now. Today seems to have flown by. Yes, it is only 2:00pm but there is so much to do today. Peter has been doing yard work so he can get the Christmas decorations down and put them up. He really makes our house look spectacular for Christmas. We live on a corne

What's Important
I sit here with my son a few feet away, watching him play on xbox with his friends. We just got back from watching a movie. Anyone who knows me, knows when he is not here, I hurt. I hurt a lot. And when he is here, everything changes. I feel like I have a purpose. I had a rough week. A week that left me questioning a lot of things, a week that left me with doubts, a week that made realize some things need to change. But, you know, tonight none of what happened this week matters. Any hurt is gone, the doubts don't matter, the changes can wait. Really I need to remember that every day. All that matters to me, is my son and being a good father to him. I could lose everything else in life, and as long as I have him, everything will be fine.

What Do The Stars Hold?
What do the stars hold? do they hold our future do they hold our souls do they keep our wishes they do alot of things and mean alot to us they hold us really tight tight as a rope but most important They are our key The key to open our hearts inside of us forever If we are lost, we can find ourselves in the stars at night The stars now hold our lives forever and ever They play a good role in our hearts and souls for life when looking at the sky at night you do see life up there in the stars They complete us They also tell about who we are stars remain special to us Just be sure to look at them forever everynight before you go to bed that is why the stars are so important to our hearts =)

What Every Praent Should Read
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: babygirl Date: Nov 17, 2007 11:54 AM From: TeresaDate: Nov 17, 2007 8:48 AMFrom: ShannonDate: Nov 16, 2007 5:23 PMFrom: I luv my baby AMAYA!!!!Date: 13 Nov 2007, 09:32----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: samDate: Nov 12, 2007 5:05 PMMAKE SURE YOU WATCH THE VIDEO AT THE END ......AND ALL OF IT!!!!! Cause some dont get that chance........... SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I didn't mean to spill my milk at dinner last night. SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I didn't mean to play with my dolls that long. SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I didn't mean to be a mistake.. why can't I eat? SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I didn't mean to cry when my bath water was too hot.SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.

What A Day....
So... today at work... I was moving a pallet with the hilo and lucky me... the pallet caught along one of the wire shelving parts and made a grinding noise.. I slammed on the breaks... I heard a creaking sound growing louder and louder... The bottom legs of the cross section gave way under the weight of all the pallets on the top shelf and came tumbling down on top of me... Luckily I did not get hurt, but god that scared the shit out of me completely.. Having lots of steel beams and wire racking along with wooden pallets and their contents coming straight towards you is not very fun. In fact it makes you think oh my fucking god this thing is going to kill me.. And of course I worry about losing my job because of the loss of property/product... I was told not to worry about this part, but I am still going to for a few days until I find out for sure what is going on. People tried to reassure me that the racking was not stable and was too topheavy to begin with so it probably was n

What The Hell Is Wrong With You
WHAT IN THE HELL IS WRONG WITH U~ME? IF EVERYTIME THE SAME SHIT HAPPENS~THEN Y AM I DOING IT OVER AGAIN? Y DOES THIS ONLY HAPPEN TO ME? IS IT BECAUSE I WORE OUT MY WELCOME? IS IT BECAUSE U THINK U R BETTER THAN ME? IS IT BECAUSE U CAN NOT HANG WITH ME? IS IT BECAUSE I CAN'T FIT U INTO MY BUSY SCHEDULE? OR IS IT U REALLY JUST STRINGING ME ALONG? FUCK THIS~I HAVE BETTER FISH TO FRY AT THE MOMENT... IT JUST REALLY PISSES ME OFF THAT I ACTUALLT THOUGHT U WERE THE ONE~& WHEN I COULDN'T GIVE THE TIME~I'M PUT ON A SHELF!!! FUCK THAT!!! I'LL HAVE TO KEEP LOOKING FOR ONE WHO WILL GIVE ME THE SPACE... U EVIDENTLY DO NOT UNDERSTAND HOW IT IS FOR ME... NOT USED TO HAVING ANOTHER AROUND, PUTTING MYSELF FIRST & NOT MY KIDS, DEALING WITH GETTING A RELATIONSHIP GOING, & ME BEING SCARED AS HELL!!! I'VE BEEN CALLED A TEASE~I'M FAR FROM IT!! U OF ALL PEOPLE SHOULD KNOW THAT!!! BUT NOW, ULL NEVER KNOW JUST HOW GREAT WE WOULD'VE BEEN TOGETHER.... SIGNING O

What Is Your Fighting Style
Whats Your Fighting Style?created with QuizFarm.com You scored as SoldierYour Told To Take A Hill, Someone Lobs A Grenade And Kills 3 Of Your Friends. You Run Up The Hill And Unload, Then Bash Them With The Butt Of The Gun When The Magazines Empty. Soldier 100%Bar Room Brawler 75%Cat Fight 60%Boxing 60%Karate 60%Wrestling 25%Little Girl 20%

What A Kiss Means...
+kiss on the stomach = Im ready +Kiss on the Forehead ="i hope we're together forever" +Kiss on the Ear = Your my everything +Kiss on the Cheek = "We're friends" +Kiss on the Hand = "I adore you" +Kiss on the Neck = "we belong together" +Kiss on the Shoulder = "I want you" +Kiss on the Lips = I love you" What the gesture means... +Holding Hands = "we definitely love each other" +Slap on the Butt = "That's mine" +Holding on tight = "i don't want to let go" +Looking into each other's Eyes = "i just plain love you" +Playing with Hair = "Tell me you love me" +Arms around the Waist = "I love you too much to let go" +Laughing while Kissing = "I am completely comfortable with you" --Advice-- + Dont ask for a kiss, take one. +If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love.

What Religion Is Your Bra?
A man walked into the ladies department of a Macy 's And shyly walked up to The woman behind the counter and said, "I'd like to buy a bra for my wife. " "What type of bra?" Asked the clerk. " Type?" inquires the man, "There's more than one type?" " Look around," Said the saleslady, As she showed a sea of bras in every shape, size, color And material imaginable. ! "Actually, Even with all of this variety, There are really only Four types of bras to choose from ." Relieved, the man asked About the types. The saleslady replied: "There are the Catholic, The Salvation Army, The Presbyterian, And the Baptist types. Which one would you prefer?" Now totally befuddled, The man asked about The differences between them. The Saleslady responded, "It is all really quite simple. ... The Catholic type Supports the masses; The Salvation Army type l

What Is Mfi??
I keep gwetting asked by a lot what MFI IS so let me try and explain it a lil.. MFI= my free implants i's been around over 3 years now. its a pretty cool site can make some cool friends its women wantin bigger , better boobs and men who like it that way and wanna help out.....not expected alot anything helps click the banner read about it check me out have way better pics here to give away and tell me your from fubar i may open my private folders to you Free Breast Implants, Boob Jobs, Cosmetic & Plastic Surgery!

What I Love About You
I love the way you look at me, Your eyes so bright and blue. I love the way you kiss me, Your lips so soft and smooth. I love the way you make me so happy, And the ways you show you care. I love the way you say, "I Love You," And the way you're always there. I love the way you touch me, Always sending chills down my spine. I love that you are with me, And glad that you are mine.

What Kind Of Penis Are You!? Tell Me!!
THE PENIS LIST The Nuprin Penis: Little, Yellow, Different. The Equal Penis: Tastes like Sugar. The Excedrin Penis: It's tthhhhiiiiiiissss big. The Sprite Penis: Image is nothing...Taste is everything. The Snickers Penis: It satisfies you. The Alkaseltzer Penis: Pop, pop, fizz, fizz...Oh, what a relief it is... The Magnavox Penis: Smart. Very Smart. The American Express Penis: Don't leave home without it. The Pringles penis: once you pop, you can't stop The M&M penis: melts in your mouth, not in your hand The Frosted Flakes penis: They're GGGRRRRRREEEEAAAAATTT! The Lucky Charms penis: They're magically delicious The Energizer penis: it keeps going and going The Right Guard penis: anything less is uncivilized The Jolly Green *Giant* penis: self-explanatory The Cambells soup penis: mmm mmm good The purple pickle penis: heh heh

What Would U Do
what would you do? if the one you loved stood you up and decided to never come home what would you do? if the one you loved never said im here for you but i got to go and left you all alone what would you do? if the one you loved never kepts their promises and lied to you far to much what would you do? if the one you loved sighed every time you tryed to kiss him or even a soft touch what would you do? if the one you loved never answered when you called what would you do? if the one you loved didnt care what you did either way he was appalled what would you do? if the one you loved never spent time with you and only you what would you do? if the one you loved never said anything sweet to you unless they had too what would you do? if the one you loved didnt understand you not even a little bit not at all what would you do? if the one you loved never helped you up but would stand and watch you fall what would you do? if

What Has Happened To This Place?
I know I'm on the road a lot, and away from the computer for long periods of time. And I know that at times, things must change to keep up with the times, or to stay somewhat interesting. But all I wanna know is, what the hell has happened to this website? Why is it every time I sign on here, I "qualify" for some goofy survey? Why is it that I have to buy everybody "drinks" to get people "fu-buzzed"? How many more things will be scrolling across this page? And what other things that might be nice to have or check out, I have to PAY for to get access to? What is the big deal with being part of some "lounge"? And what's with all the "Fu-Marriages"? If you're talkin' to someone else on here are you "fu-cheating"? How many "dj's" will be made by this place? How many things can a picture morph into? I mean, damn! I would love to deal with the simple things about this site, like browsing a profile and meeting new, interesting, and cool people. Having some interesting conversation.

What A Nail Biter
What a game... the Seahawks beat the Rams 24-19. It came down to the 29th second left in the game and the QB botched the snap and the Seahawks defense caught behind the line when it was 4th a half yard to beat the Hawks. WE WON!!!!!!

What I Want In Life
I want in life pretty much what anyone would want. I want to live a long and happy life. I want my girls to grow up and live life to the fullest. My life has been rocky at times but I have survived. I work a full time job and going to school to further my education in Nursing. I raise my 2 daughters on my own. Now for what I want...ONE DAY WHEN THE TIME IS RIGHT.........I would like to meet someone who is mature, sensible, loving, caring, honest, trustworthy, drug free, loves kids, funny, and knows how to treat a woman. I don't expect him to be perfect because no one is perfect. I just would like to find someone who is willing to share a life with me and my girls and be there for us. Treat my girls as if they were their own and I would do the same in return. A man who knows what he wants in life and not afraid to go after it. I want to find my best friend as well as my lover, companion, my soul mate. A man who will be there when the tough gets going and will not give up. Who is

What A Mean Mom!! < Winks>
Someday when my children are old enough to understand the logic that motivates a parent, I will tell them, as my Mean Mom told me: I loved you enough . . . to ask where you were going, with whom, and what time you would be home. I loved you enough to be silent and let you discover that your new best friend was a creep. I loved you enough to stand over you for two hours while you cleaned your room, a job that should have taken 15 minutes. I loved you enough to let you see anger, disappointment, and tears in my eyes. Children must learn that their parents aren't perfect. I loved you enough to let you assume the responsibility for your actions even when the penalties were so harsh they almost broke my heart. But most of all, I loved you enough . . . to say NO when I knew you would hate me for it. Those were the most difficult battles of all. I'm glad I won

What Did The Girl See At The End Of This Song To Change Her Mind?
Jimi Hendrix - Castles Made Of Sand Down the street you can hear her scream "you're a disgrace" As she slams the door in his drunken face, And now he stands outside and all the neighbours start to gossip and drool. He cries "Oh girl, you must be mad, What happened to the sweet love you and me had?" Against the door he leans and starts a scene, And his tears fall and burn the garden green. And so castles made of sand, fall in the sea, eventually. A little Indian brave who before he was ten, played war games in the woods with his Indian friends, and he built a dream that when he grew up, he would be a fearless warrior Indian Chief. Many moons passed and more the dream grew strong, until tomorrow He would sing his first war song, And fight his first battle, but something went wrong, Suprise attack killed him in his sleep that night And so castles made of sand, melts into the sea eventually. There was a young girl, whose heart was a frown, Because she

Whats Next
ok what the flyin flip is next,let me guess next we will have to post all confederate flags as nsfw and take them off our profile pics,man this is gettin so sad.we surely dont want to offend any one bein southern and let people think we are proud of our heritage.why cant people understand that Southern Pride is alive and well.we try to help people not hurt them.So we are proud of our flag and our heritage.atleast my friends know how much they mean to me and how much i luv them,im there for them if and when they need me as they have been for me.this drama needs to stop and i surely wish it would,much luv my family and friends

What Not To Do When You Make A Salute
I have found out that there are a few things not to do when making a salute. 1 dont let a friend say trust me it will be ok . 2 dont trust them when they say the marker is not perminet(dam boobs going to have blue smiley face's on them for weeks. 3 when they say hey it will come off with finger nail polish remover ,Dont put it on your nipples it stings So here are a few things i have learned and wanted to share ,so go on lol at me because atleast i know not to do this agin.

What Is Your Sexual Zodiac
Pisces You have an awesome imagination, and often put it to use for sexual purposes. You are very romantic and don’t hook-up with random people very often.Because sex to you is about showing your love, you are incredibly romantic in bed, and very giving. You tend be in a serious relationship more often then not.Sex matches: Taurus, Cancer, Scorpio 'What is your Sexual Zodiac?' at QuizUniverse.com

What Size Condoms Do You Need??
Straight out of the Bullies and into the Blogs.... A man was in a long line at Walmart. As he got to the register he realized he had forgotten to get condoms, so he asked the checkout girl if she could have some brought up to the register. She asked, 'What size condoms?' The customer replied that he didn't know. She asked him to drop his pants. He did. She reached over the counter, grabbed hold of him and called over the intercom, 'One box of large condoms, Register 5.' The next man in line thought this was interesting, and like most of us, was up for a cheap thrill. When he got up to the register, he told the checker that he too had forgotten to get condoms, and asked if she could have some brought to the register for him. She asked him what size, and he stated that he didn't know. She asked him to drop his pants. He did. She gave him a quick feel, picked up the intercom and said, 'One box of medium-sized condoms, Register 5.' A few customers b

What Size Condoms Do You Need? Lmfao
A man was in a long line at Walmart. As he got to the register he realized he had forgotten to get condoms, so he asked the checkout girl if she could have some brought up to the register. She asked, 'What size condoms?' The customer replied that he didn't know. She asked him to drop his pants. He did. She reached over the counter, grabbed hold of him and called over the intercom, 'One box of large condoms, Register 5.' The next man in line thought this was interesting, and like most of us, was up for a cheap thrill. When he got up to the register, he told the checker that he too had forgotten to get condoms, and asked if she could have some brought to the register for him. She asked him what size, and he stated that he didn't know. She asked him to drop his pants. He did. She gave him a quick feel, picked up the intercom and said, 'One box of medium-sized condoms, Register 5.' A few customers back was this teenage boy. He thought what he had seen was way to

What Doesn't Kill Me Makes Me Stronger????
Soooooo, this group I belong to has an issue. We have an issue that threatens to divide our group. The issue has to do with our property owner making a decision that has to do with what the owner beliefs is a liability issue, while our group believes it to be a personal attack. The problem is both sides are not wrong, and both sides have a point. I fear that this one problem may cause both sides to split. I have made a point to talk to many different people, to get every point of view. Some are more level headed then others, some outright hate the other side. I just want to get to work. The hardest thing in the world is keeping a level head, and moving forward at the same time. I have heard my name being involved in both sides, I understand things from a business point of view, but I also understand things from a group point of view. We will have to hash the whole thing out, I just wander what things will look like when the dust settles. Should be interesting........

What Is Your Connection With Darkness
What is your connection with darkness? [pics] Your connection with darkness is through your interest in vampires. These occult beings fascinates you immensely. Their lives are simply something you would kill for, and if you would have the opportunity to be sired, you would. Living a mortal kind of life is too ordinary and tedious. You aren't necessarly evil just because of this interest/obsession, you just can connect with them and their lifestyles. To belong to a specil group of "people" in which "superpowers" come with the deal is appealing. Though most people have a hard time understanding this, and chances are you're a social outcast. Perhaps you hate your current life and therefore developed this interest, to escape reality.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

What Kind Of Vampire Are You?
What Kind of Vampire are You? (Pics)created with QuizFarm.com You scored as Vampire LeaderYou are a Vampire Leader, you care about your clan of childer, and others who look up to you. Clan Member 100%Rogue Vampire 100%Vampire Leader 100%

What I Want
The One For me a love that desires my heart to be true. somewhere out there is you. to make me smile to make want to stick around for a while. gentle eyes, gentle soul. you should make me whole. show me a world that once was unknown to my eyes. A world with no lies. fill my stomache with butterflies. let me know with you there will be no pain and if i fall in love i will still be sane. never promise forever if you cant see tomorrow. Never leave me with tears of sorrow. Always be there to catch me when i fall. Be able to here your name when i call. Someday i'll find you, you the one for me.

What Vampiric Power Do You Possess?
What vampiric power do you most possess?created with QuizFarm.com You scored as PerceptionYou have the power of perception!! you are most in tune with your surroundings. Come play with me! Shape shift 100%Perception 100%Charisma 100%Shadow walking 100%Mind Control 100%Telepathy 75%

What Subcategory Of Goth Fits You?
What subcategory of Goth best fits you?created with QuizFarm.com You scored as Romantic GothYou are a romantic goth, better known as a traditional goth. You are probably quickly identified as a goth by outsiders. Black lace, bats, and moonlit cemetaries are just a few of your favorite things. Click on my name to take my other tests if you liked this one. Anything-Goes Goth 100%Romantic Goth 100%Old-school Goth 92%Fantasy Goth 83%Death Rocker 75%Perky Goff 67%Ethereal Goth 67%Industrial/Rivet-Head 67%Confused Outsider

What A Loser!!!
what kinda loser sends this kind of message just because you "downrate"(his word not mine) a photo? last time i checked a 5 is middle ground. i wish i hadn't deleted his photo comment he left me, that would have been good to post too, he reated me a 1, like i freakin care. lmfao from: Wolfpack97 date: 2007-11-26 11:02:05 subject: Cunt read receipt: No replied: No block user Fuck you....Im a 5? You fucking ugly redneck!

Whata Goober.
Soooo my boyfriend is silly and randomly attacks my face[or whatever else]. Well he was like gnawing and sucking on my cheek and I told him to be careful not to leave some weird hickey. Sure enough that night I look in the mirror.. and I have a hickey on my face. Rawr @ him. haha he felt all bad tho.

What Gender Is My Brain?
Your Brain is 60% Female, 40% Male Your brain is a healthy mix of male and female You are both sensitive and savvy Rational and reasonable, you tend to keep level headed But you also tend to wear your heart on your sleeve What Gender Is Your Brain?

What Turns Women "on"
What Turns Women "On" >If you'd like to master the art of triggering ATTRACTION in women, then it's important for you to learn how to use "Sexual Communication". Here are a bunch of great tips, plus some interesting video clips that will help you... http://www.DatingTechniques.com/e/17842/SexualCommunication/?cid=3ZDZZZ&lid=1 AN INTERESTING STORY (OR SO)... There are two basic stories for how men and women "start off" together, and two basic stories for how men and women "end up". Through all of time, I'm sure that men and women have been playing out these stories... and I'm sure that they'll continue to play them out long into the future (that is, unless I have something to say about it... and I do). THE MEETING STORIES Here's "Meeting Story #1": Boy is attracted to girl. Unfortunately, boy doesn't have a clue about how to make girl feel ATTRACTION for him... so, instead he tries to "pursue" girl by offering her dinners, gifts, and flowe

What Women Wished You Would Learn To Attract Them
After 5 long years of learning how to be successful with women... and now over 5 years of helping other guys to do the same... I have discovered that there is ONE thing that is absolutely GUARANTEED to Improve your game FASTER and more DRAMATICALLY than *anything* else you could possibly do, period. What is this thing I speak of? I'll give you a hint: It's the one thing that took me from a being a dating book and seminar "junkie" who knew a ton of "tricks" to use to get women... but still had relatively NO success with women... to a guy who began getting more than his fair share of hot ladies WITHOUT using any kind of "lines" or gimmicks whatsoever. Basically, doing just this one thing turned me from "wannabe" to the REAL DEAL... in a very short amount of time. Figure it out yet? In case you haven't... I'm talking about watching, studying, and learning from the guys who are ACTUALLY OUT THERE DOING IT. That's it. It's a simple,

What Women Look For In A Man
What Women Look For In A Man >NOTE: If you would like to see all of the different programs I've created to help you learn how to approach, meet, and date the kinds of women you've always wanted, then take a minute and look at this: http://www.DatingTechniques.com/e/17842/Catalog/?cid=ABZZZ3&lid=1 I thought it would be interesting to give you a different point of view this time. And I thought it might be helpful to take you "behind the scenes", and show you what it's like for a woman when she's "looking" for a man. OK, to start with, I have something important to tell you: WOMEN ARE CRAZY. I know, profound. You can write me later and tell me how this new revelation has changed your life. But please calm down, collect yourself, and let me explain. Why do I say that women are "crazy"? Well, BECAUSE THEY ARE, first of all. lol... No, it's because women do something that SEEMS crazy (especially if you're a man). Women

What Kind Of Kisser Are You?
Another badass quiz from eSPIN-the-Bottle... What's Your Kissing Style? MY RESULT:Feisty Kisser You're ready to knock 'em dead with your kisses (or at least rough them up a little bit). We know this much about you -- you're an enthusiastic kisser. You'd run a mile for the right kiss, and afterwards you'd still have enough energy in you to squeeze the living breath out of the person you're kissing. While we love your gusto, don't be afraid of playing hard-to-get every now and then. It'll keep your crushes on their toes (and keep their skin relatively bruise-free). Take This Quiz!

What Is Certain
WHAT IS CERTAIN YOU COULD BE, BLACK OR WHITE, YELLOW OR BROWN IT TAKES THE A RAINBOW OF PEOPLE TO MAKE THE WORLD GO ROUND. THE BEST THING TO ALWAYS KEEP IN MIND, WHEN YOU LOOK AT SOMEONE, BE COLOR BLIND. TAKE THE KEYS TO YOUR HEART AN OPEN UP THE GATE ANGER IS NOT THE ANSWER, ONLY LOVE CONQUERS HATE. SHOW RESPECT TO PEOPLE WHO, HAVE FAITHS DIFFERENT THEN YOU. ALWAYS REMEMBER, SOMEONE HAS THE RIGHT TO THEIR POLITICAL POINT OF VIEW. WHEN, YOU'RE OUT FOR A WALK, DO YOU KEEP YOUR EYES FOCUSED UPON YOUR FEET? TOO BUSY TO BE DISTRACTED BY THE HOMELESS THAT YOU MEET! DON'T CALL YOURSELF RIGHTEOUS YOU MIGHT BE CALLED A LIAR. THE PATH YOU LEAD MIGHT LEAD TO BRIMSTONE AND FIRE. I DON'T KNOW A LOT OF THINGS FOR CERTAIN BUT, THIS I BELIEVE IS TRUE. WHAT SO EVER YOU DO FOR THE LEAST OF YOUR FELLOW MAN, GOD DOES UNTO YOU. CHRIS

Whats New With Me
Hey everyone, i have had quite abit of stuff happening lately. my sons great grandma died, and her funeral was sunday, and she was buried today. it was strange what happened. all day it was raining and the sun wasnt even out. well, on our way to the burial site, the sun poked out, the rain stopped and there was a rainbow over by the burial site. Now if that isnt kewl, than i dont know what is. After the burial, the sun went away and it was raining again. I think that was a sign that she made it to heaven and re-united with grandpa. it was amazing. other than that, i am loved

What Is A "sooner"?
What is a Sooner? College sports fans are hard-pressed to find a nickname that is as unique and as linked to a state's history as a Sooner. The University of Oklahoma is the only school known as Sooners. The Oklahoma Territory opened with the Land Run of 1889. Settlers from across the globe, seeking free land, made their way to the prairies of the plains to stake their claim to a new life. One of the few rules to claiming a lot of land was that all participants were to start at the same time. Those who went too soon were called "Sooners." As time went on, "Sooner" came to be a synonym of Progressivism. The Sooner was an "energetic individual who travels ahead of the human procession." He was prosperous, ambitious, competent, a "can-do" individual. And Oklahoma was the Sooner State, the land of opportunity, enterprise and economic expansion, very much in the Progressive spirit that engulfed the old South in the 1920's. OU athletic teams were called either Rough Riders or Boomers for 10

What Is "sooner Magic"?
The term "Sooner Magic" was born on a cold and windy afternoon in Lincoln, Neb., in 1976 when the fourth quarter found the Sooners trailing the Cornhuskers 17-7. With three minutes to play, and the lead down to four, hope for a comeback had all but vanished into the Nebraska clouds. Oklahoma was stuck at the Husker 16-yard line when Woodie Shepard completed a 50-yard halfback pass to freshman end Steve Rhodes, whose catch was nothing short of miraculous. Two plays later, Rhodes ran a curl pattern and then pitched to halfback Elvis Peacock on the old hook-and-lateral. Peacock was finally knocked out of bounds at the Nebraska three. Peacock scored the winning touchdown on next play with 30 seconds remaining, vaulting the Sooners into a three-way tie for the conference championship. Further proof of the pixy dust that filled the air over Lincoln that day was the pregame prayer delivered in the Oklahoma locker room by defensive back and team captain Scott Hill at the behest of

What Are True Friends?
What are true friends and how do you know if you really have any? Are they the ones that are there for you through good and bad, thick and thin? Or are they the ones that are just there? Are they the ones that tell you things that are going on in life? Or the ones that hide them and not say anything? Are they the ones that will do anything for you? Or are they the ones that will do anything when the time is right for them? Are they the ones that will talk to you all night long when something goes wrong? Or are they the ones thay will run and hide? What is a true friend and how do you know if you have any?

What Men Would Do If They Had A Vagina For A Day
What men would do if they had a vagina for a day 10. Immediately go shopping for zucchini and cucumbers. 9. Squat over a hand-held mirror for an hour and a half. 8. See if they could finally do the splits. 7. See if it's truly possible to launch a ping pong ball 20 feet. 6. Cross their legs without rearranging their crotch. 5. Get picked up in a bar in less than 10 minutes ... BEFORE closing time. 4. Have consecutive multiple orgasms and still be ready for more without sleeping first. 3. Go to the gynecologist for a pelvic exam and ask to have it recorded on video. 2. Sit on the edge of the bed and pray for breasts too. 1. Finally find that damned G-spot.

What Women Would Do If They Had A Penis For A Day
What women would do if they had a penis for a day 10. Get ahead faster in corporate America. 9. Get a blow job. 8. Find out what is so fascinating about beating the meat. 7. Pee standing up while talking to other men at a urinal. 6. Determine WHY you can't hit the bowl consistently. 5. Find out what it's like to be on the other end of a surging orgasm. 4. Touch yourself in public without thought as to how improper it may seem. 3. Jump up and down naked with an erection to see if it feels as funny as it looks. 2. Understand the scientific reason for the light refraction which occurs between a man's eyes and the ruler situated next to his member which causes two inches to be added to the final measurement. 1. Repeat number 9......

What The Fuck Is Fashion ??
Before I begin, I should warn you that I know dick about fashion. It's not just a clever title to get your attention, though it's admittedly clever (I'm honest enough to admit when something is brilliant, even when it's my own writing). You shouldn't read this article if you're a woman with low self-esteem. I don't need my inbox filled with emails from teary-eyed women reaffirming how astute my observations are by shrieking at me for ruining their lives. Women get away with murder in our society, especially when it comes to the visual pollution they call fashion. So I'm going to do what few people—few men—have ever done by criticizing you. Sure, you may be thinking "but Dirty, people criticize women's fashion all the time!" Yes, but not men, and definitely not badasses like me.... Until now. Crocs look like shit and they make your feet smell. When I see people wearing Crocs, I know immediately that we have nothing in common, and that we could never be friends or have any m

What To Do...
I have come to the conclussion in life that if you find the little bit of doubt with in yourself that you should always trust that inner instinct. I am a food friend to most, and I am Like a Sister or Daughter to others. I have felt the sense of loss again, and I should have let my inner instinct stop that. You let people in to your life, and you share your most inner thoughts and They LIE. So not only do I feel regret that I have chose to share these thoughts with that person, the trust in me just dwindles away. I have some very good friends here, and I have some who I respect and would stand up for in a heart beat. I also have those who take my kindheartedness as a joke...she'll never figure me out...I am just gonna reel her in and then use her for cut bait. Well my friends, That is ok to, because when that bait is gone...You will have lost the best friend you could ever have had. I am a great person, and I am the type to always reach out to those who I fell may need a little

What Is That Lassie, The Yellowstone Caldera Is Going To Erupt?
Good Morning. I have this sneaky suspicion that we Americans are not always the butt of some jokes. Take for instance this pore fellow in Britain. In November, Britain's new weather-themed Cool Cash lottery game was canceled after one day because too many players failed to understand the rules. Each card had a visible temperature and a temperature to be scratched off, and the purchaser would win if the scratched-off temperature was "lower" than the visible one. Officials said they had received "dozens" of complaints from players who could not understand why, for example, minus-5 is not a lower temperature than minus-6. [Manchester Evening News, 11-3-07] Recurring Themes Once again, someone found a suspected live explosive on his property, put it in his car, and took it to the local police station (this time, a hand grenade, in Devon, England, in November). (For the record, emergency personnel would rather be told about an explosive than have it brought into their building.) [Agence Fr

What Is Sexy?
Is a woman wearing pants too big and her thong showing sexy? Is a tank top showing your bra strap sexy? Is a guy showing his underwear because his pants are also too big sexy? Letting your chest hair protrude fromn your unbuttoned shirt sexy? Are gold teeth sexy? Is it sexy to have a cigarette protruding from your lips? Here are a few things I find sexy; A woman who has just enough cleavage to make you look for more. A woman who shows just a little thigh, and knows it. A woman who can whisper into your ear that she has no panties on while you are in a crowd and unable to do anything about it. A woman who knows she looks good even if she has on a barrel from losing at strip poker. A woman's smile. a woman who looks you in the eye, and licks her lips. A woman who can tell you that she wants you and is not afraid of you thinking she is easy or loose. A woman who sends me a drink even when I do not drink. I am a tried and true breast man, yes I

What Happened?
What happened? Thought I could trust you forever Thought you wouldn't hurt me,never! Thought we could talk about everything Thought there'd always be understanding! But now it seems as if you don't know me Our (how ever u wanna call it) is gone and you can't see how much I needed to have you by my side to talk and to laugh,every day,every night What can I do to have you back as before? What happened?Why can't I have you anymore?

What Should Have Been
Recalling the past things the would have been my emotions stepped out like my silent twin silence enduring i cant hold it no more shredding my heart in a whispering war whispering tears drown out questions glance exchange from eye to eye I was once you you were once me we were once one united yet free

What Is Real?
What Is Real? When the things we seek are not there. Who is to say that they are, When I know they are not. Everyone wants to be and know they can't dance. In a world of deception, Those in control say it never happend. Then on the same news it is seen. Kill me and those before me . Then say they died of old age . Closed casket nothing is seen. Until I opened it up and said " the told me he died of a heart attack" When in fact he bled to death. From a ruptured spleen. Jesus , Rivera Calderon Copyright ©2007 Jesus , Rivera Calderon Add a Comment - [ Delete This Post] THINKING OF YOU Thinking Of You Wanting to travel, the inner workings of your intelect. Then see what comes about. And a man such as i. Has stuck in my eye a vision. A vision of a rose, that's about to sprout. Sprout with joy and all that is known to be... As I open my arms when you come to me... I know a queen when one is seen and that would be you