Fubar Blog Posts 2

To My Darling Husband,
Before you return from your trip I just want to let you know about the small accident I had with the pickup truck when I turned into the driveway. Fortunately it's not too bad and I really didn't get hurt, so please don't worry too much about me. I was coming home from Wal-Mart, and when I turned into the driveway I accidentally pushed down on the accelerator instead of the brake. The garage door is slightly bent but the pick up fortunately came to a halt when it bumped into your car. I am really sorry, but I know with your kind-hearted personality you will forgive me. You know how much I love you and care for you my sweetheart. I am enclosing a picture for you. I cannot wait to hold you in my arms again. Your loving wife. XXX P.S. Your girlfriend called.

To My Heroes, This Memorial Day Weekend
To my heroes, this Memorial Day Weekend To all those who've given their lives. To those who put themselves at risk every day. To those who have served and continue to do so. Thank you. This seems like such a small thing, compared to what you have given. But know that I say thank you every single day of my life. Every time I laugh. Every time I see that magnificant flag. Every time I hear someone complain about the state of this country. Every time I look at my Father & Grandfathers faces And hear their stories. I thank you for your sacrifices. Every single breath that I breathe free I owe to you. It's something that is never far from my mind. Thank you to all our nations defenders for my freedom. God Bless all This Memorial Day weekend (repost of original by '~* Mrs *~ Proud Army Mom' on '2007-05-26 07:27:45')

To My Friends Who Want To Know What The Ldc Family Stands For, This Is How M'lord Lestat Describes My New Family.
If your looking for a family out there thats different than any others then this is the family for you. This is not just a family its a haven as well. For those of you who have been outcasted by society for being different in ways they don't seem to understand... Let me be the first to tell you I do understand how you feel about that. I'm here to offer you a haven and a family that has grown to be a great one. This family sticks behind its fellow members with upmost honor and respect. This family continues to grow and more and more people that have been outcasts realize how much of a true family this is to them. Please stop by to check us out. If you are this outcast no matter who you are or what music you listen to or what clothes you wear if society don't accept you, you can be most assured we will. Lord Lestat welcomes you all as well as Rebel Bitch, Lost,Pain,Lady Jessie,DemonStorm,Kaz,WolfiePuP and Rick... If you are interested in this family, in joining it and becoming part of ou

To My Goddaughter Alexandria Garcia Mason
you are my angel of grace helping me save face you are my angel of light lifting me above my plight i watched you breath your first knowing how much it would hurt hoping my heart wouldnt burst feeling it beat through my shirt i stared into your blue eyes watching my salvation knowing it was only a lie becuase ive welcomed my damnnation you came into my life just when i needed you i was filled with such strife there was nothing i could do now i feel you leaving me and i wont even get to say goodbye my heart can never be what it used to be after i feel you die no matter what happens my dear youll never have to fear ill hold you in my arms to serenade even when your death will hit me like a grenade all i want to say is youve been here so short yet youve filled me with a love ive never had you cant read this and possibly never will but i love you my nonbiological granddaughter my goddaughter and my saving angel

To My Friends On Ct
Friendship Friends are the people who help you when you're down, They have the ability to turn your frown upside down. They wipe away the tears from your eyes, To destroy your woes and cries. To help you see the new day ahead, A day full of happiness and joy instead. Friends are the one you can depend on, One you trust forever long. Friends.

To My Baby
every rose has its own way about it. but when it is mixed in with a field of flowers it hard to pick it out. but u baby are like the one special rose that stands out in my world. in ur own special way. love u forever

To My Son
To My Son A time comes in your life when you finally get it... When in the midst of all your fears and insanity you stop dead in your tracks and somewhere, the voice inside your head cries out - ENOUGH! Enough fighting and crying, or struggling to hold on. And, like a child quieting down after a blind tantrum, your sobs begin to subside, you shudder once or twice, you blink back your tears and through a mantle of wet lashes, you begin to look at the world through new eyes. This advice or ( 39 yrs of exprience) if for you from me ( your Father)......................... Realize that it's time to stop hoping and waiting for something to change, or for happiness, safety and security to come galloping over the next horizon. Come to terms with the fact that in the real world, there aren't always fairy tale endings (or beginnings for that matter) and that any guarantee of "happily ever after" must begin with you and in the process, a sense of serenity is born of

To My Wife
THIS IS STRANGE FOR ME TO DO, I WAS JUST PLAYING ON THIS SITE. THINKING MY WIFE WOULD NOT FIND OUT. SHE DID, THIS IS A BIG MISTAKE ON MY PART BECAUSE SHE HAS STOOD BY ME FOR OVER 20 YEARS AND I DO THIS TO HER, IF IT WAS NOT FOR HER I WOULD HAVE DIED FROM MY HEART ATTACK, AND NOW I HAVE MORE OR LESS BROKEN HER HEART WITH WHAT I HAVE DONE. I ONLY WISH SHE WOULD FORGIVE ME BECAUSE THIS IS NOT REAL AND MY MISTAKE FOR PLAYING THE SINGLE GAME. I HOPE THIS FINDS IT'S WAY TO HER, AND SHE WILL FORGIVE ME. I LOVE MY WIFE AND OUR KIDS. SHE HAS BEEN THERE FOR ME, EVEN WHEN I CHEATED ON HER BEFORE. SHE WAS THERE GAVE ME ANOTHER CHANCE AND I DO THIS TO HER. I AM SORRY WILL YOU FORGIVE ME ?! I BEG YOU PLEASE FORGIVE ME !

To My Great Great Uncale
Known by his troops in World War II as "The Soldier's General" because of his care of and compassion for those soldiers under his command. He graduated from West Point, just missing service in World War I. At the outset of World War II he was a training officer and felt he would miss involvement in another World War until he was assigned to the European Theater. There he served for a period under General George S. Patton, Jr., prior to taking command of the United States Army Group, the largest single command ever held by an American general officer. In 1950 he was promoted to 5-star General-of-the-Army rank, served as Army Chief of Staff and Chairman of the Joint Chiefs of Staff. He also served as leader of the Veterans Administration. He is buried in Section 30, near many other World War II leaders.

To My Angel ~ Come Take My Hand
To Angel ~ Come Take My Hand Come take my hand and let's walk through the stars We'll laugh at Venus, we'll sleep on Mars. We'll wake with the sun and hear him yawn With celestial brushes we'll paint the dawn. We'll bathe in the magic and shake hands with the moon. And learn it's mystical unearthly tune. Our feet will tiptoe through stardust fine. Our eyes will sparkle our faces shine. Our deep running love will burn very bright, Your smile will twinkle and shine through the night. Come take my hand, let's walk by the sea. It's vastness reflects its eternity. The cool of its waves brushing over our feet, Warmed by the rays of the sun's steady beat. The sun through your hair makes a halo of gold. The warmth in your smile leaves no secret untold. The sand soft as velvet sifts through our toes While across our faces a summer wind blows. A seagull in flight looks from up high above At this couple below,

To My Baby
Buried at PhotoCasket.com The pain is unbearable at times To the point where I feel I will lose my mind. Tears flow endlessly Because you were taken away from me I wasn’t given the chance to show you The love I would have showered upon you. So many nights I sit and think Would I have been buying blue or pink? Would she look like me? Or like her daddy? Would she have his smile or mine? Would her eyes have been blue or green like mine? What would her personality be? More like him or just like me? Would she know how much I love her? Though she wasn’t planned I would never abandon her. I think how I will never be able to hold you and comfort you when you cry. Never be able to kiss you and sing you soothing lullabies. Never be able to stand over your crib and watch you as you dream Of times, people and places you have yet to see. She will never be able to feel the warmth from my arms Or feel the beat of my heart as I sing her a sweet song. Neve

To My Friends
Sorry i havent been on much going through alot right now.I think it would be best if i got through them and not drag everyone in the middle of it with me.So if you want to help me out any just be a friend and stop in and see how i am doing.Just show me all the love you can.Love all of you...

To My Friends
To all my friends, thanks heaps you're all the best :DD Double thanks to everyone who wished me a happy birthday. I should be back lurking around the place soon-ish... don't have the net where i'm staying atm. Gotta get a new place.. long story..will explain it all when i get back. Enjoy! and thanks again :D

To My Friend Swanna
JUST SO YOU KNOW BEFORE I LEAVE...SWANNA, A GIRL I MET IN HIGH SCHOOL AND GREW CLOSE TO IN MY YOUNGER DAYS, REMINISCING ON THE SILLY THINGS WE USED TO DO TOGETHER AND ALL OUR CRAZY WAYS, REMEMBERING THE ZIP LOCK BAGGIES WE'D COMPRESS WITH LETTERS WE KEPT FROM ALL OUR FRIENDS, REMEMBERING ALL THE WAYS WE USED TO DRESS AND ALL OUR WILD ASS TRENDS. AND ESPECIALLY THAT SPRING DANCE PHOTO OF US WITH CARY PARNELL WITH HIS PANTS TUCKED INSIDE HIS BOOTS, OR HOW BOUT THAT BLUE DRESS I WORE THAT TUCKED UP UNDER MY BOOBS... AND ALL THE SAD POETRY WE'D WRITE.. FALLING FOR ALL THESE HEART BREAKING GUYS.. AND ALL THE TIMES WE HAD TO WIPE THE TEARS FROM ONE ANOTHERS EYES.. OR HOW BOUT THAT TIME I RAN AWAY AND CAME TO YOUR HOUSE.. YOUR DAD EVEN COVERED FOR ME....WHEN MY MOM CAME RUNNING THAT MOUTH... OR REMEMBER THE WAY YOU'D PICK YOUR HAIR SO PERFECTLY IN THAT ROUNDED SHAPE MOLD.. DAMN WRITING THIS POEM ABOUT US BACK THEN.. MAKES MY ASS FEEL SO DAMN OLD... GIRL I MISS THOSE DAYS WHEN I HAD YOU...TO C

To My Wife
I love the way you visit each night and fill my dreams with desire I love the way you touch my hand and fill my soul with fire I love the way you draw me near for a warm and loving embrace I love the way when I close my eyes I see your smiling face I love the way your lips meet mine for a passionate kiss I love the way just thinking about you fills my heart with bliss I love the way you never forget to kiss me hello or goodbye I love the way God's blessed me with such a wonderful wife .

To My Heath... He Who Has Half My Heart
Where do I start? I met a man on September 19, 2005 Who had the most incredible eyes I had ever seen. He had a face that was so perfect. So perfect I thought he was fake. I spent 9 months getting to know him. We talked nearly every day. See, he wasn’t perfect He had things that he thought no one else would understand. All his obsessive-compulsive issues. This man has to separate M&M’s before he can eat them He makes a hamburger like no one else. (yes I know how) Satin sheets White towels Blue shirts on blue hangers Shoes lined up at the door Pictures hung perfect on the wall. As we talked I found out that someone else Shares the same love for the stars. Someone else that feels so alone Just like me. Someone whose childhood was little more then a nightmare. The pain he endured The beatings The abuse The fear that lived in his heart. The anger he carries with him each day because of it. I loved him with all my heart. And he went away. A few weeks la

To My Recovery Sisters
She changes everything she touches And everything she touches changes The Twelve Steps Admit you are overwhelmed by your disorder(s) and that your life has become unmanageable. Believe that a power greater than yourself can restore you to sanity. Make the decision to release your controlling nature to the care of your Higher Power. Write a personal inventory of your behavior. Speak to your Higher Power, to yourself, and to a friend about these behaviors. Be ready to have your Higher Power reorganize your behavior. Humbly asked your Higher Power to remove your disorder(s). List all persons harmed by your disorder(s) and find the willingness to make amends. Make direct amends when possible, except when to do so would cause more harm. Continue to take personal inventory and acknowledge wrongs and rights. Seek through prayer, magick and meditation to improve your relationship with your Higher Power, and to know serenity. In the a

To My Friends
I have been away for a few days, but with good reason. My Brother died tragically in an auto accident on Wednesday June 6, 2007. He left three children ages 14, 12, and 4 so we have been scrambling to get things taken care of. Things are settling down a bit now, but I expect it to get ugly real soon! He had sole custody of his eldest (we were able to secure temporary custody of her but her Mother is going to make things hard) but was in the midst of a custody battle over his son, and his youngest is currently in the custody of her mother, who is a major addict doing nothing to improve her lot in life. PJ was trying to get custody of her as well. Both women have informed us that we will not be permitted to see the children. We will continue his fight, but it is going to be a long hard road. SHEPHERD PAUL V., JR. "P.J." Tragically on June 6, 2007, of Mt. Troy. Devoted father to Amber Marie, Justin Paul and Alexandra Tiara; son of Paul V. Shepherd, Sr. and Cheryl L. Beatty; brother of

To My Friends!
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin. Thank you to all my friends that wished me a Happy Birthday! You are all loved deeply! Darla

To My Friends
Dearest Friends, I dearly respect and support your social conscience. There are many great causes with brilliant minds shoving them forward. I find it extremely difficult to run from sandbox to sandbox trying to gather enough information to make an educated decision about who is correct and who is serving an agenda they eagerly forget to mention. Is our home, world, universe at threat? Of course it is. Can we as members of the world society do anything to prevent the destruction we see on the horizon? Maybe but to do so we must sacrifice our personal beliefs and issues for the greater good. Will that happen? NO! We all have things for which we would do anything. I will protect my mother, my family and my home. I will fight for every persons right to be who they want to be, do what they want to do and most of all say what they want to say. BUT will this make any difference in the grand scheme of things? Probably not unless I am willing to give up my freedoms, needs

To My Unborn Child
This I solemnly swear to do... Be your encouragement when you feel you're not good enough Be your happiness when you feel only despair Be your strength when you feel like there's nothing more to fight for Be your heart when you feel you have none to give Be your feet when you feel weary Be your support when you're discouraged Be your cheerleader when no one else stands by your side Be your wise advisor when your path gets dark and troublesome Most of all, I swear to always love you no matter your faults For you are my child in whom I'll always have the greatest of Faiths.

To My Past
A new life had made me strong willed to move on and face reality. I know it's not easy to cure a broken soul but life will go on and the past won't change. My awful memories and the tearful moments became the strength to help me become strong. Those tears I cried killed my heart before but it won't be hurt again cause I've overcame this fear. Silence filled my life and time moved slowly when nothing in my world was going right. But this new life erased my dreadful past and made me believe that hope is still found in my life.

To My Ct Hubby
Dearest Duane...Thank you for being you.. I give to you this precious gift For I have naught but this to give, A rose I hold in simple hands, To signify my love within So hard it was to choose just one For many held the beauty of you, Reflected in their crimson tones And basking in their rosy hues But oh, how one, it caught my eye Ablaze with color, apart from rest Reduced me to a breathless sigh And lured me with its lovely scent So this I chose, a single rose, Its tender petals silken smooth, And with it give this fragile heart And with it ... give my love to you XOXXO Jenna 4 Ever

To My True Love
I lose myself when I think of you and your eyes I cant pull away even if I wanted to try. Your perfect in every way the thought of you just makes my day. You came to me from the heavens above you flew in on wings my angel of love. When nothing seems to go quite right and I no longer can see the light I look upon the picture of your angelic face and I'm taken away to a far better place. I cherish every word you've said You move me like the music I play in my head. In this world of false truths I know only one thing true I'd give up everything just to be with you.

To My Artist Please Read Respond
please contact len by clicking his link below and adding him to your my space, and do a liner for his show, you can ask him what he needs it can be audio or video, below is what else he needs for his show from you in the messages we did back and forth thx Jody ----------------- Original Message ----------------- From: len amsterdam show Date: Jun 26, 2007 12:44 PM HI JODY please use www.yousendit.com and fwd the link here to transfer the material to me "artists must provide a audio or video promo referencing len amsterdam show' for any exposure on my end preference is video 128kb mp3 audio or .wmv video format up to 700kb for any exposure include one song,one picture, and one artist len promo cheers len Wahoo you mean I have a day ? lol you got a e mail address i can send their promo pac to Thank you posting my banner muahh Sugar ----------------- Original Message ----------------- From: len amsterdam show Date: Jun 26, 2007 9:33 AM GO

To My Closest Friend You Know Who You Are
Hey babe, I know you are going thru a tough time right now and I wish you all of the luck in the world that you get thru this... you don't deserve the shit that you are going thru right now you are such a good father and person.... I know you probably won't read this but I just wanted to let you know that I will be there for you anytime that you need me day or night

To My Loving Sis Christine.
The Rainbow And Real Fun The weave of romance, friendship and love Always alive, moving with the two Their hopes and sharing The strength and warmth Each can give Each can be free And then the play unfolds When each can Live for the other Nurturing and inspiring Only the problems unforgiven Could end . . . The rainbows and real fun The times outdoor and flush With each other and breezes The light fills both lives A beach is the edge of their one heart The sky the cover of the naked Excitement and delight In giving Giving Giving If it isn't giving It isn't living

To My Best Friends
I HAVE BEEN HAVING A REALLY HARD DAY. FEELING AS IF EVERYTHING IS CRUMBING DOWN AROUND ME. BUT I HAVE SOME REALLY GREAT FRIENDS ON HERE THAT HAVE BEEN TALKING ME OUT OF IT. AND I THANK THEM FOR IT........ GIRL YOU ARE THE BEST....I LOVE YA KIDDO YOU SEXY ASS TEXAS MAN...ONE OF THESE DAYS I AM GONNA GET MY HANDS ON YOU AND YOU ARE GONNA BEG ME TO STOP OUTLAW....DAMN HONEY HUSH

To My Friends
Here's to T-bone steaks, yellow roses and friendship. READ THIS!!!! and then reread it. Especially the last part... I walked into the grocery store not particularly interested in buying groceries. I wasn't hungry. The pain of losing my husband of 7 years was still too raw. And this grocery store held so many sweet memories. He often came with me and almost every time he'd pretend to go off and look for something special. I knew what he was up to I'd always spot him walking down the aisle with the three yellow roses in his hands. He knew I loved yellow roses. With a heart filled with grief, I only wanted to buy my few items and leave, but even grocery shopping was different since he had passed on. Shopping for one took time, a little more thought than it had for two. Standing by the meat, I searched for the perfect small steak and remembered how he had loved his steak. Suddenly a woman came beside me. She was blonde, slim and lovely in a soft green pantsuit

-------------- To My Sweetest Rose-------
THE RED ROSE WHISPER OF PASSION AND THE WHITE ROSE BREATHES OF LOVE; O THE RED ROSE IS FALCON AND THE WHITE ROSE IS A DOVE BUT I SEND YOU A CREAM-WHITE ROSEBUD WITH A FLUSH ONIT PETAL TIPS FOR THE LOVE THAT IS PUREST AND SWEETEST HAS KISS OF DESIRE ON THE LIPS I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!

To My Friends
good morning to my awsome friends i hope you have a good day and i hope you had a great 4th,mine wasnt bad my mom came and got me and my daughter her and her bright ideas taking me to battlecreak for fire works and my mom drives so slow we mist them lol love you all

To My Dark Angel
no matter the distance how ever far apart destinys truest soulmates are always together in heart i miss you everyday but there little tears to shed as long as your beig loved cared for and protected it will be ok i hope you find happiness and do everything you want to in life i'll always be there for you morning noon and night i love you so much and while we are apart remember destinys truest soulmates are always togethr in heart

" To My Dreamer "
no matter the distance how ever far apart destinys truest soulmates are always together in heart i miss you everyday but there little tears to shed as long as your beig loved cared for and protected it will be ok i hope you find happiness and do everything you want to in life i'll always be there for you morning noon and night i love you so much and while we are apart remember destinys truest soulmates are always together in heart

To My Angel.. Re-write
My secret is out, For everyone to see. As to who she is, That had such an Impact on me. When I met her, I didn't have a clue. She alone was my answer, I now know what to do. To enrich her smile, Along with her heart. To leave her in comfort, Whenever we're apart. To make her happy, Anyway I possibly can. To make her not want or wonder, About any other man. Myself on bended knee, Before me she stands. For she is my angel, And in my heart forever her man.

To My Dad Blessed Be
This is to my dad who has recently passed on. I will never stop hurting I'll never forget. Im Forever blessed because we were a part of each other. What I’m feeling time will heal it I’ve been hearing that for so long now They’ll say I’ll move on Got to try and be strong Life will go on I’ll get through this some how But how when I’m still waiting For you to come back If only you could come back I’m aching for you to walk through that door. Hold me once more but you won’t Still I go on waiting It was a Sunday we buried you in the rain I never knew pain till that first night alone Opened your closet breathed you in and lost it The truth of it baby finally hit home No you’re not coming home I’m still waiting For you to come back If only you could come back I’m aching for you to walk through that door. Hold me once more but you won’t Still I go on waiting Wish you could talk to me some how Tell me what do, I do now I’m still waiting For you to com

To My Dear Friend Thomas!!!
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To My Family, Friends, Fans
sorry i haven't been around much this past month. my mother-in-law had to have emergency brain surgery to remove a brain tumor. they didnt' think she'd make it but she did and is doing well. things have been pretty hectic around here lately. I'm also starting my own business by becoming a Party Gal distributor. If you think toys are just for kids then you haven't been to one of MY parties!!!! I'm doing my best to get online more but i don't know how much i'll be able to help bomb. I'll help out in any way I can stop by my site and check it out! link is on my profile page!

To My Friends
I just wanted to say thank you to my friends who have supported me and have offered their shoulder to me in this tough time. I do appreciate each and every one of you so very much. I missed a couple of days getting to say hello and chat with you, but I'm back now. I took my day Saturday and walked the creeks, did a little hiking and a little soul searching. Thanking the higher power for bringing me, once again, thru a difficult spot that I wasn't sure I could recover from. Thank you! I love you all. Freebyrd LA Make Tags On Images

To My Sisters, And All My Friends
If one day u feel like crying.. call me. I dont promise that I will make u laugh, but I can cry with u. If one day u want to run away.. dont be afraid to call me, I dont promise to ask u to stop but I can run with u. If one day u dont want to listen to anyone... call me. I promise to be there for u but also promise to remain quiet. But one day if u call and there is no answer, come fast to see me. Perhaps I need you. Send this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk, or how close you are, and send it to the person who sent it to you. Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will. Remember, everyone needs a friend, dont ever leave the one u love for the one u like, because the one u like will leave u for the one they love. Tonight your true love will realize how much they love u between 1 and 4 in the morning. tomorrow the shock of your life will occur if u break the chain. You will have bad luck for 10 years, if you don't pass this on to

To My Friend
Left with dreams, all in thought, Spirits and souls, like magnets drawn, Hopeful ideas of a waking dawn. Knowing not which way to burn, A new fire may be blazing, Take note, angels, the fury of it all is amazing. Dreams intertwine, Words that are spoken, Promises made no hearts will be broken. Of fate to be seen, Left now with broad smiles, a friendship, for sure, will cross many miles..

To My Friend, Things Get Better..
When hearts break, and tears run, life feels lonely and sad, you look back at what you had, knowing its gone, hearing your song, your eyes start to tear, then you feel the fear, fear of lonelyness in your heart, wondering why you had to part, days turn to weeks, and your eyes start the leaks, tears running down your checks, dont be afraid, dont be scared, its life changing the rules, and you have to treat it like jewels, to respect its beauty, to grace its charms, knowing it means you no harm, it will eventually send you into someone elses arms, then there will be love, sent from god above, to show you he cares, but i can see it when i try to wipe away your tears. this is to you my friend, ill try to be here till the end.......

To My Friends And Fans
I just wanted to say thank you to everyone I have met here. I love reading your profile comments and picture comments, it always puts a smile on my face...to all of you... THANK YOU SO MUCH...I LOVE YOU ALL...XOXO

To My Lost Love
TO MY LOST LOVE..... Someday you'll gonna realize One day you'll see through my eyes But then i won't even be there I'll be happy somewhere Even if i can't I know You dont really see my worth You think your the last guy on earth Well i've got news for you I know i'm not that strong But it won't take long Won't take long Coz someday, someone's gonna love me The way, i want you to need me Someday, someone's gonna take your place One day i'll forget about you You'll see, i won't even miss you Someday, someday But now I know you can't tell I'm down,and i'm not down anyway But one day these tears They will all run dry I won't have to cry Sweet goodbye Coz someday, someone's gonna love me The way, i want you to need me Someday, someone's gonna take your place One day i'll forget about you You'll see, i won't even miss you Someday, someday

To My Ex, Jeff
I promise you my love I promise you my heart I promise you my life I promise we'll never be apart I promise not to hurt you I promise to never make you cry I promise to always trust you I promise not to lie I promise you forever I promise you tonight I promise you my respect I promise to do things right I promise to always be there I promise until the end I promise to always love you I promise to be your best friend I promise you my love I promise you my life I promise this forever I promise our friendship is my life you're the PEANUT to my BUTTER , you're the STAR to my BURST, you're the M to my M, you're the POP to my TART, you're the MILKY to my WAY, you're the FRUIT to my LOOP, you're the MILK to my DUDS, you're the LUCKY to my CHARMS, you're the ICE to my CREAM, you're the GHETTO to my BOOTY, but mostly.... you're the BEST to my FRIEND

To My Fellow Fubar Participants!!!!!!
I'M GOING TO SAY THIS AND SAY THIS ONCE. I'M NOT GOING TO GO INTO A DIATRIBE ABOUT THIS AND I WILL POST IT AS A BLOG SO PEOPLE CAN GET IT. IF I SPEAK AND YOU DON'T SPEAK BACK, I'M CUTTING YOU, NO WARNINGS AND YOU ONLY GET ***ONE TIME*** THIS IS THE ONLY TIME I'M GOING TO SAY THIS. IT'S JUST COMMON COURTESY, THATS ALL. EVERYONE HAVE A NICE DAY

To My Wife Who I Love So Much
You Save Me - Kenny Chesney Every now and then I get a little lost The strings all get tangled The wires all get crossed Every now and then I’m right upon the edge Danglin’ my toes out over the ledge I just thank God you’re here (Chorus) ['Cause] when I’m a bullet shot out of a gun ['Cause] when I’m a firecracker comin’ undone When I’m a fugitive ready to run All wild-eyed and crazy No matter where my reckless soul takes me Baby you save me It’s hard lovin’ a man That’s got a gypsy soul I don’t know how you do it I’m not sure how you know The perfect thing to say To save me from myself You’re the angel that believes in me Like nobody else And I thank God you do (Chorus) ['Cause] when I’m a bullet shot out of a gun ['Cause] when I’m a firecracker comin’ undone When I’m a fugitive ready to run All wild-eyed and crazy No matter where my reckless soul takes me Baby you save me Well I know I don’t tell you nearly enough I couldn’t live one day with

To My Cousin Mark Stebbins. May He Rip.
During the winter of 1976/77, four horrific murders of children occurred in Oakland County, Michigan, that remain unsolved. They created a palatable fear in Oakland County and beyond because people in the area had just not experienced anything like it. All four children, two girls and two boys, were snatched out of thin air and after a matter of time, turned up dead. Mark Stebbin Mark, of Ferndale, was twelve years old and last seen at an American Legion on February 17, 1976. His body was found two days later in Southfield. He had been strangled and sexually assaulted post-mortem. Jill Robinson Jill lived in Royal Oak and was 12. She had an argument with her mother and told her mother she was running away on December 22, 1976. Her body was found December 26 on the side of I-75 in Troy (a major thoroughfare). She had been killed by a shotgun blast to the face. Kristine Mihelich Kristine was from Berkley, Michigan, aged ten. She disappeared on her way to a 7

To My Friends And Family
i am so sorry that i have not been communicating with anyone, but i guess im being punnished for something, i cant leave profile or pic. comments. if anyone has been thru this please help me out.send it to me thru my mail. still having problems with the shout box. love you all bob.

To My Babes.....
I woke up today in London As the plane was touching down And all I could think about was monday And maybe ill be back around If this keeps me away much longer I dont know what i will do Youve got to understand its a hard life That im going through And when the night falls in around me I dont think ill make it through Ill use your light to guide the way Cause all I think about is you Well L.A is getting kinda crazy And New york is getting kinda cold I keep my head from geting lazy I just cant wait to get back home And all these days i spend away Ill make up for this i swear I need your love to hold me up When its all too much to bear And when the night falls in around me I dont think ill make it through Ill use your light to guide the way Cause all I think about is you And all these days i spend away Ill make up for this i swear I need your love to hold me up When its all too much to bear When the night falls in around me I dont think ill make

To My Beloved
I have longed for the moment when I would have an opportunity to talk to you face to face. To shyly watch the glisten of the sun upon your cheek and in my memories retrace all the love my heart feels for you. To smell the sweetness of your skin that has only become a faint memory on my pillow and to see you smile at me all the while with that beam of desire in your eyes. To feel the warmth of your embrace and taste the intoxication of your kisses so sweet and so addictive. To remember if only for a moment that I meant something to you. That there was an instance where the worlds aligned and all things felt magical and cosmic. You made that happen for me. You have set a standard somehow by being the flame that burns in my soul. The heat from your love, melted a heart once firm and frozen by the ills that heartache can bring. You are truely loved. My heart knows no other comprimise or substitution for the balm that is you. Without you, each day seems somehow a tireless existance. Like a

To My Friends On Fubar
I wanted to state an apology to friends alike on Cherry Tap, now FUBAR. I have been away a long time and I apologize to the friends that I have made on here. I was just released from the hospital due to complications from diabetes. My work load, being a single dad, caring for a terminally ill mother finally caught up with me. Im now back at work slowly making the rounds and getting up to speed. Again, many thanks to all who have befriended me here and I am really looking forward to hearing from you again. The Dark Knight

To My Friends
A quick shout out to thank everybody who sent b-day wishes! I luvz ya all!Want you all to know that I AM still alive, and hoping to be able to spend more time here real soon! As soon as I am well enough!!!!!! Love ya all, Shadow

To My Friends
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To My Amazing Beautiful Belated Birthday Friend........
Wendy, if you manage to stumble across this tomorrow then you'll figure out that this is one of my MANY ways of expressing how much of an asshole I feel for missing your birthday. After about 2 or 3 days of constant messages which I warn you now, you WILL be receiving from yours truly, you'll understand, LOL. But seriously though darling, I'm SO DAMN SORRY........I love you........ Cliff

To My Friendsd On Fubar
I have been thinkin for over the past few weeks now...About closeing Fubar acct.......Saying my last day will be 8/10/2007....So If you want to say in touch you can find me on Yahoo under lil_miss_bytch74 Thank You Peanut

To My Father
i'm sorry I'm sorry that i hurt u i know i did even if u are fooling everyone else ur not fooling me i can tell that i hurt u i'm sorry i'm sorry that i left u but u don't know what its like u've never had to choose between ur parents i'm sorry i thought i knew u but i don't u were never home u were always at work u were never there in my life well not my whole life u never wrote u never visited mother was always there when i needed her she still is what happened to u u just stopped its like u stopped careing if i was such a disappointment that u didn't want me y didn't u send me back well anyways i am sorry im sorry for all the damage i've caused i'm sorry

To Myself
Everybody has a story to tell And I'd like to share mine with you But my heart is kind of fragile And I just can't imagine It's something that I ought to do And I realize I'm still hurting deep inside Where love used to live So I keep myself To myself I don't want nobody to know me (I keep myself) I keep myself To myself I don't want no lover to own me My heart feels like its all broken up In tiny pieces that I'll never find And I know that I will heal someday I will feel again But it might take a little more time And can't you see I'm so insulated No one's touchin' me At least for now (at least for now) So I keep myself To myself I don't want nobody to know me (I keep myself) I keep myself To myself I don't want no lover to own me Then in the shadows of yesterday Only peace of mind is when I pray That someday I can find a way back home Until I'm ready (until I'm ready) To love again (until I'm ready) Until I'm ready (until I'm ready) Until th

To My Family
Roses are Red, Violets are blue, You guy's are the reason I believe that love is so-- true. Whether it be the fact that I screwed up, or I've just won a Grammy, I now know who will be there for me in the end.... My Family. ♥

To My Kids
*Just for this morning, I am going to step over the laundry, and pick you up and take you to the park to play. *Just for this morning, I will leave the dishes in the sink, and let you teach me how to put that puzzle of yours together. *Just for this afternoon, I will unplug the telephone and keep the computer off, and sit with you in the backyard and blow bubbles. *Just for this afternoon, I will not yell once, not even a tiny grumble when you scream and whine for the ice cream truck and I will buy you one if he comes by. *Just for this afternoon, I won't worry about what you are going to be when you grow up, or second guess every decision I have made where you are concerned. *Just for this afternoon, I will let you help me bake cookies, and I won't stand over you trying to fix them. *Just for this afternoon, I will take us to McDonald's and buy us both a Happy Meal so you can have both toys. *Just for this evening, I will hold you in my

To My Friends
Hello to All My Friends/Family here on FuBar. Some of you have known me from the old Lost Cherry days, while some have just met me. But for the most part, you all know that I am a Very Patriotic Person and Support not just the US Military but that of our Allies, too! As well, most of you also know that since last summer I have been maintaining a Special Blog for the Military and their Families her on Lost Cherry/Cherry Tap/FuBar. http://fubar.com/blog/73734 Guess What!! I am a little put out and upset at people on my Friends/Family Lists. Here is why: Currently I have 485 Friends and 246 Fans. But the http://fubar.com/blog/73734 blog only has a rating of 232. WHY IS THIS! ----------------------------------- Now, I don't know who has an hasn't rated the blog. So all I can do is ask everyone to please double check that you have done so. Remember this Blog was Recreated in April. So even if you rated it before, there is a small chance you mi

To My Best Friend
I dedicate this Whole page to my best friend. The Cute baby In my pictures.. he is My son.. & he is all im about.. For without him.. there Is no me.. there for... the song "somebody's Me By Enrique Iglesias Is also dedicated to this lovely angel... If you knew this baby boy.. my little prince.. you too would agree.. He is My hero.. my best friend & my son.. & HE is the greatest GUY in my life.. none can top him.. i love you Joey.. Always & forever..

To My So Called Friends...this One Is For U!!
why is it that we as a socity find it so easy to be our own worst enemy?! day after day it gets hard and harder to keep a smile on our faces. i know i am one of those people that when asked "how are you" i simply respond "im alive so im good". when i now full well i am stuglin inside. tryin hard not to fall apart at the seams! and we also like to believe that our friends can give us the will to carry on, when the truth is they are so self absorbed they barely notice your pain. yes, we all have our problems, but what are friends for?! today the term friend is used to loosely. a friend is considerate! a friend compassionate! a friend is there at all times, not just when there is no one else to be found! or when they have the money! they are not greedy and disrespectful! those who do know me well enough to know, know that i am loyal and care very much for my friends. but as of late there are some who have taken my loyalty for granted. thinking that i will always be there like a good dog

To My New Friends
THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR SUPPORTING ME ON MY SPOTLIGHT. I WOULD LIKE TO WELCOME U TO MY FRIENDS LIST, AND ASK THAT YOU PLEASE TAKE A SECOND TO MAKE SURE THAT YOU HAVE BOTH RATED AND FANNED ME. IF YOU FEEL YOU HAVE RATED AND FANNED ME AND I HAVE NOT RETURNED THE LOVE PLEASE SEND ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE AND I WILL GET RIGHT ON IT I PROMISE. ALSO PLEASE CHECK OUT MY BLOGS. I HAVE SOME PRETTY INTERESTING ONES. OH AND SINCE SO MANY PEOPLE HAVE ASKED ME TODAY WHAT THEY NEED TO DO TO GET A PERSONAL SALUTE FROM ME, I DO PERSONAL SALUTES IN RETURN FOR BLASTS, SO IF YOU BUY ME A BLAST I WILL MAKE YOU A SALUTE.BUT ANYWAYS THANKS AGAIN MY FRIENDS TOTALLY ROCK! NEABEAR

To My Grandmother
Your guardian angel is what you call me But it has always been the other way around you see Your love and patience was always there It proved time and time again how much you cared I'm honored to be your namesake From you all this pain I wish I could take You've always been so strong These doctors you keep proving wrong That (her last name goes here) blood you hold Makes you a true fighter; ever so bold I will always stand beside you Because I know soon, you will pull through. My grandmother is in the hospital critical and we're hoping and praying for her to get better! I wrote this in the hospital last night while watching over her.

To My Friend Don..... Who Makes Me Laugh...
Hope GOD gives you all your dreams. what ever your heart desires ; And when GOD carries you home, though ill shed tears,as you leave this Earth. Ill hold you dearly in my heart as you leave. And yes you will Glow, GOD will see to this, You,ll recieve two wings, and a halo. Ill be here carring on , your mission as you ask and as GOD directs me too. It,s our LORDS work that I DO. ILL smile knowing,that your with Our LORD and near watching over me too. WATching to make sure I have no fear. AND im knowing that you wait in heaven, to embrace and laugh with me.WE will laugh and share cheer. WOW! This is something for me to cling to,gives me hope. I know ill see you again. Theres no doubt. Well meet in heaven for the first time. I will see you there and you will see me too. God is awsome to of sent me to your page,.IM glad I LIstened that day.; for you,d been on my cherrytap page for sometime ,we spoke once a few months back.may be a year. Something you had said bac

To My Wonderful Friends!
I know I posted a blog awhile back about me getting surgery. I just wanted to tell those of you whom I haven't talked to about it. On September 14th, I will be getting a partial Hysterectomy. I know I will feel much better when it is all done, and after my recovery. I won't be on here for a few weeks after that, but please don't forget me!! I would also like to personally thank some really special friends of mine on here who always have my back and have really been there for me!!! My dearest Lillith, and My dearest Friend John, her Fiancee, Thank you for always being there for me!!!!! Also my best friend and sis Mindy, Shawna and Julie. My friend Garfield who always calls to check on me. These little things mean a lot. I have so many wonderful friends on here, I could name so many,, please don't be offended if I forgot to mention your name, lol remember im a blonde , lol. Also, thank you Sniper and his beautiful wife, Night Vixen, for all of your support an

To My Friends...in Regards To My Other Account...
I don't know if you remember when I had announced that I was expecting a baby. Well, a few weeks ago I had found out that I had miscarried my baby at 16 weeks. I was going through a tramatic time and had pulled myself away from everyone. I had also deleted my (at the time) cherrytap account. That's why I disappeared. It was nothing against any of my dear friends, I just needed time for myself. The emails and outpouring of love from my friends really meant alot to me. Thank you for being there. xoxo~Green Eyed Girl~

To My Surprise
To my surprise I was caught up in your eyes, though we just had met we had a night I will never forget. Full of smiles Full of laughter Full of excitement and full of adventure. Your looks are not how I measure your possibility of tranquility standing beside me. Even if it does not become to be you will remain a close friend to me. Now ponder for a monet if you will a night of dancing showing off our skillls, others wonder as we ourselves think of the possibility is this for real?.....There are many who are looking and some that may be surprised. But you attention is soley on me looking deeply into my eyes. Being hypnotized, mesmorized and even fantasize about the moment our lips touch for the first time. Our hearts Beat fast our palms start to sweat but we back away quickly saying no no not yet. Lets remember this moment and freeze it in time, just to say the will be an oppertunity you will become mine. I will cherish the moment I felt the need for you to fall under my sp

To My Best Friend Sherri A True Friend
A FRIEND LIKE YOU © Natasha Everyone should have a friend like you You are so much fun to be with And you are such a good person You crack me up with laughter And touch my heart with your kindness You have a wonderful ability To know when to offer advice And when to sit in quiet support Time after time You've come to my rescue And brightend so many Of my routine days And time after time I've realized how fortunate I am that my life includes you I really do believe that Everybody should have a friend like you But so far it looks like You are one of a kind!

To My Fellow Brother If I Fall
Brother when you weep for me Remember that it was meant to be Lay me down and when you leave Remember I'll be at your sleeve In every dark and choking hall I'll be there as you slowly crawl On every roof in driving snow I'll hold your coat and you will know In cellars hot with searing heat At windows where a gate you meet In closets where young children hide You know I'll be there at your side The house from which I now respond Is overstaffed with heroes gone Men who answered one last bell Did the job and did it well As firemen we understand That death's a card dealt in our hand A card we hope we never play But one we hold there anyway That card is something we ignore As we crawl across a weakened floor For we know that we're the only prayer For anyone that might be there So remember as you wipe your tears The joy I knew throughout the years As I did the job I loved to do I pray that thought will see you through.

To My Friends
hello all i am not able at this time to keep my internet connection going but when i do get back on line i will be able to thanks you all for the love that you send my way. My teen son ran up my phone bill and i had to have the service shut down until he can pay me for it my friend tracy will be handle things her for me and i hope to get back on soon Love you all From C&T Stash Club--Seejaykaygee--

To My Friends (new & Old)
I'm on the road alot/ Not all hotels or venues have internet access. So, if I'm not on for a while dont get all butt sore and start leaving me shitty notes in my shoutbox. Duh, I wont get them for a while. Just be patient and relax. I'll get to you when I can. If its that important I get to you, give me ur number and when I'm bored in the van or waiting for the show to start I'll call you.

To My Special Someone
Dear Special Someone You Remember The Time When You Asked Me Why I Cared And I Couldnt Give A Specific Answer? Its Because Theres Too Many Reasons For Me To List Do You Remember The Time When You Asked Me Why I Love You And I Couldnt Give An Answer? Its Because I Didnt Know Where To Begin Do You Remember The Time When You Asked Me Why I Care? I Responded Because I Love You Have I Ever Told You How Much I Care? How Much Id Do Just For You? How Far I Would Go Just For You? Just To See You Smile? Just To Hear You Laugh?, To Hear The Sound Of Your Voice Is Like To Feel An Angelic Breeze Wash Over Me, Have I Ever Told You That Your The Best? Perfect In Everyway, Shape And Form? Have I Told You That Your Great? Have I Told You That Your Wonderful And Intelligent, Smart And Crafty? Have I Told Ever Told You That You Were The Best? Have I Ever Told You That Your My Star? Have I Ever Told You To Not Worry? Have I Ever Told You That Your Safe? Have I Ever Told You That I Miss You? Hav

To My Baby
MY BABYDOLL MY DARLING SWEET DEAR, ALL I LONG TO DO RIGHT NOW IS TO HOLD YOU NEAR, TO FEEL YOUR TOUCH AND YOUR WORM LIPS UPON MY FACE, WOULD PUT ME AT EASE AND MY MIND IN A BETTER PLACE, BUT RIGHT NOW THIS IS CAN NOT BE, BUT WE WILL SERVIVE THIS YOU WILL SEE, CASUE I TRULY LOVE YOU AND YOU LOVE ME, SO REMEMBER RIGHT NOW EVENTHOUGH WE ARE APART, YOU ARE ALWAYS IN MY MIND AND IN MY HEART.

To My Best Male Friend In The World
i wished i could help him he is my best friend i listened to his words of wisdom till the end now we are both in a dark hole bottomless pit without nothing to hold u saved my life when i needed u most u helped me when i couldnt help myself u picked me up when i feel now i dont no what i can do for u i listen when u talk i try to be here 4 you when u need me i want to tell u everything is alright every night all i can say is ill always be here 4 u when u need to vent coz she hurt u ill always be here to vent to just coz u are in a bad mood ill always welcome u with loveing arms and no matter what nowon could ever take your place in my heart i miss u

To My Wonderful Daughter
For this blog I dedicate it to my beautiful daughter. She is my miracle baby, when I thought I couldnt have any, she came along to change that. It has been a hard road with her, but I love her more each day. No matter what she does or says, I will love her beyond my dying day. She has shown me the purest of love, love that at one time I didnt think I deserve. She has shown remarkable resilance through everything that is thrown her way. She is very strong, I guess something I gave her. Both my children have shaped who I am, but my princess has shown me the power of love, and never giving up. Baby this is to u, I promise u I will make everything right. I love u my princess for ever more. Make an on-line slide show at www.OneTrueMedia.com

To My Friends
I just wanted to take a few minutes to show my love to all the ones who have been so gracious to add this old country girl to your lists.I know time doesn't permit me to talk to each of you as i would love to .I carry all of you in my heart and prayers.I thank God everyday for the opportunity to have met each and every one of you.I try on a day to day basis to stay in contact but please know that if time goes by and we don't get to talk always know that i love each and every one of you and hope that your lives are eternally filled with blessings!!!! Hugs and kissessss, Heather

To My Friends And Family
WHY DO EX-GIRLFRIENDS AND EX-WIFES HAVE TO CAUSE SO MUCH DRAMA AND STUPIED SHIT IN YOUR LIFE TO WHERE THEY MAKE YOUR LIFE A LIVING FUCKING HELL???? I HATE THIS SHIT I CANT WAIT UNTIL I GET MY NEW JOB WHERE I LIVE THEM ALL FUCKING BEHIND

To My Friends On Fubar
Sorry to you all for not being here too much.I've been working alot of hrs. and it's just wearing me out.Promise i'll show you all more love real soon.Just wanted to let everyone know that i did not forget about any of you.This next month will slow down at work after the mtv music awards and i'll have more time to sit at the comp.So until then friends hope you all have a great time and i miss you all. Steve

To My Best Friend..
My best friend in the whole world moved further away from me and I'm just missing him. His name is Kyle and he's Lylow on my family list. He has been with me thru the hard times and the harder times. I really don't know what I would have done without him at times. Tho he won't be back online for a few weeks, I had to dedicate this to him as I am thinkin of him and missing him. I wish him luck on his next leg of life and I know he will be back soon! I love you Kyle and hurry back soon!

To My Friends
first thing, ty to my secret admirer for the gifts, it was really sweet whoever you are lol secondly im loving my new keyboard also im feeling really down today so i appreciate all the hugs from you guys muahhh to all of you

To My Sexy Boyfriend That I Love So Much
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you.

To My Haters
TO THOSE OF YOU THAT FEEL THE NEED TO SAY SHIT ABOUT ME AND ACCUSE ME OF SHIT GUESS WHAT YOUR NOT GONNA BRING THIS GIRL DOWN IM HERE TO SAY AND YOUR GONNA HAVE TO SUCK IT UP AND DEAL WITH IT BUT IF YOU HAVE NOTHING BETTER TO DO THAN RUN YOUR MOUTH ABOUT ME HAVE AT IT ATLEAST I KNOW IM BEING THOUGHT ABOUT

To My Friend ( Good Friends Know)
That there are those who count on you. And many love you with affection that is true. That each day given is meant to be With a connection between you and me. That sharing is a vital part Giving love we feel in our heart That troubles may come and go. But Troubles shared bind our heart with compassion we show. That come rain or shine Friendship will bind Your heart and mine. That faithful we will be For you are a special friend to me.

To My Kids
daddy's sorry he failed you so sorry he's not home if it's any consolation i'm sad to be alone so sorry that i left you guys although my hands were tied i know i said forever so sorry that i lied sorry mom and dad just couldn't get it together enough to compromise on things to make all of our lives better so sorry that i'm missing those things a dad's supposed to see and i'm missing out on u guys becoming the people that u will be i love you kids with everything that lives inside my soul i hope i've told you this enough so that you'll always know i'm sorry if your feeling pain cuz daddy's hurting too cuz daddy never dreamed there'd be a day away from you

To My Dad
Everytime I see you lately your less and less of the person I knew. I hate seeing you liek this hate wondering whawts gonna happen to you once the radiation and chemo start. I hate knowing that yu still beleive in this god who can allow so much pain in this world and hate myself for not being able to believe in him. All I want to do is cry but I wont because crying is for weak people. So im angry and I dont know how to get over being angry I wasted so much time hating you. So much of my life disapproving of how you lived yours. The last few years weve gotten close and now the doctors say that you will be gone soon. Im supposed to say goodbye to you. How do I do that? How to I prepare myself for this? I spend so much time lately thinking of our lives together and the things youve done. I remember when we were little and the ice cream man used to come down the street like 5 times a day we used to bug you for ice cream every time and one day you were drunk and just got sick of it.

To My Dear Friends
I just need to get this out...I am aware of every single person that has been bombin my page and i am so grateful and just want all of u to know i am keepin track of everyone who is rating me up and i am soooo returning the love...please b patient i will hit ur page up...love u all...xoxoxoxoxox...jodie

To My Friends
You're my friend because, you take the time to be. When I'm torn and troubled, you always help me see. That in life there's rough roads, but you always make them smooth. So friend, I would like to say Thank You, for all that you do!

To My Fubar Family Only
To my family on fubar, You know who you are *smiles* Just wanted to dedicate this friendship song to you and say Thanks for making my days cheerful & less stressful ! Much Luv to you all, *~BabyDoll~*

To My Love, Is This True
As time goes by, my feelings for you change, It's like my love for you is stuck, like a stain. I 'll do anything, to get you close to me, And I won't rest until that may be. I mean we used to be the best of friends, But with the way I'm feeling, it's time, for a new thing, to begin. My friends call me stupid, for trying to get with you, But I can't give up hope cause, I know my feelings, are true. And to truthful, I believe your the only guy for me, Cause in my dreams, your the only one I see. Yes, I know, you might not always feel the same way, But I had to take this time, to say, what I had to say. So what I'm trying to say is, what's been up with me and you, Cause I need a chance, to see, If My Love Is True. done by christine

To My Friends
Just to let ya know... I'm very sick. I had to go to the Dr. Yesterday cause I woke up Monday and the left side of my face was swollen to the point my eye was shut. Looks like that tooth that was abscessed had infected my whole body. I'm on 1500 mg of Amoxicillin a day for 10 days to get the infection out of my body. If that does not work.. I may have to be hospitalized. Just wanted to let ya know if you do not hear from me in the next few days. Love to all...

To My Friends
thanks for all of you thanks for rates adds comments pics comments all dat great shit if i havent done it tooo trust i will wouldnt wnt folks to think i dnt show no love when love has been shwon to me so hang tight and ill get to it well if any of yall have ?'s or jus wanna caht hit me up anytime otay by bye

To My Family,friends & Others ...
Please do not Add me as a friend if your going to ask me " Can I see your dirty pics ?" Its a nakie boob picture I'm sure everyone has seen boobs before lol.... My family only gets to see those pics ! why you may ask ? Those are the people I feel that I have a close connection to!!!They have taken the time to get to know me and rate/comment/fan ME... They talk to me everyday or just about ! So Please stop asking ! If you wanna be friends then thats cool, If I feel like adding you to my family I will.. I am here for friends not to look at nakie pics I can look at porn for that !! ps. Much luv to my true friends and family ~*Hugs & Kisses*~

To My Family, Friends, And Fans
hi guys and gals... i am so sorry that i am not up to date with my comments. it has been a long and stressful road with my pop. between me and my incredible mom we have been at my dad's side to take care of him almost 24 hours a day. but i do feel bad that i havent been able to leave comments. by the time go to work go to the hospital and come home i am exhausted. i try and get on here to ssy hello ,,so please forgive me,,,i do think about you and i hope that everyday of your life is filled with happiness. things are calming down a bit with my pop,,thank you all for you prayers and well wishes,,you wont believe how much they have helped... much lov to all xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox,saphiremoon

To My Friends
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To My Friends
this is to my actual friends, not the ones on my friends list who take up space. i love you guys, you make me smile when i need it, there when i need to talk, or just to act goofy with, oh and you make my boobs smile lmao so this blog is just a tribute to you love you muahhhhhhhh and huggssss to the ones who dont talk to me, get the hell off my list you waste of space ty for reading

To My Son By Mutulu Shakur
To My Son by Mutulu Shakur This letter was written the night of Tupac's death from the cell of his stepfather, Mutulu Shakur, inside the federal penitentiary in Florence, Colo. I love you whenever....forever. Tupac, so much I needed to say, so much you wanted to say. Many conversations between us within the ether, whenever forever. The pain inflicted that scarred your soul but not your spirit gave force to the rebellion. Many couldn't see your dreams or understand your nightmares. How could they, Tupac? I knew your love and understood your passion. But you knew of your beginning and saw your end....racing towards it. You taught and fought through your songs and deeds. RATT-TATT-TATT of words penetrating the contradiction of our existence. Whenever....forever Who cares? We cared, Tupac. The Shakurs have been guided by struggle, prepared or not, whenever....forever. We've exposed our existence, naked from fear, to those who would hear the positive. Who would witness the stress,

To My Daughter---please Read !!! Very Touching
To my daughter---please read !!! VERY TOUCHING Don't we all wish we had the time again to do this! "TO MY DAUGHTER" (AOL IS TRACKING THIS) PLEASE DO NOT DELETE THIS WILL HIT YOU WHERE IT HURTS! *Just for this morning, I am going to step over the laundry, and pick you up and take you to the park to play. *Just for this morning, I will leave the dishes in the sink, and let you teach me how to put that puzzle of yours together. *Just for this afternoon, I will unplug the telephone and keep the computer off, and sit with you in the backyard and blow bubbles. *Just for this afternoon, I will not yell once, not even a tiny grumble when you scream and whine for the ice cream truck and I will buy you one if he comes by. *Just for this afternoon, I won't worry about what you are going to be when you grow up, or second guess every decision I have made where you are concerned. *Just for this

To My Fav Guy In The World... Bitches Dont Know About Sparta
I can always start over again, Remind myself that it wasn't meant to be, Try to grow from this experience without being bitter, Or allow silly insecurities to cloud my judgement, That robs me of the pleasure of having you in my life, And the dignity to let go and wish you well, I'll try to go foward without looking back, Or questioning why we could not make it, No one comes out the winner in the blame game, But I must admit it gives me pause to consider, Will I make it out this door, fighting off temptation, Of saying something stupid or a remark I'll regret, So I'll go before your eyes cast upon mine, I'll walk away a lady and alittle more dignified.

To My Friends Here On Fubar
Hi and Hello, I write this with a heavy heart. I am taking a few days away from this site. I have seen things.. and watched how most men on this site are and it makes me physically ill. The pedophiles.. the very young girls. The people I have talked to, the comments I have seen on girls.. NOT women's pages and pictures turn my stomach. It isn't just about all that. I have other reasons to leave here for a few days. I guess what I am saying is.. I am on a site with well over a BILLION people and all those on my friends/family/fans's lists.. only like three IF I am lucky talk to me.. so I figure I don't need to be here.. since they have me on Yahoo or I will messege them when I get back. Being ignored for almost a year has taken it's toll on me. What I am saying is.. "My heart is starving" and feeling alone all the time isn't feeding it. After today, I am take a self imposed Fubar Vacation. Just to get my head right again.... Please leave me messeges and I will return them a

To My Friends.....
TO MY FRIENDS WHO ARE SINGLE: Love is like a butterfly, the more you chase it, the more it eludes you... But if you just let it fly, it will come to you when you least expect it... TO MY FRIENDS WHO ARE NOT SINGLE: Love isn't about becoming somebody else's perfect person, its about finding someone who helps you become the better person you can be... TO MY FRIENDS WHO ARE PLAYBOY(s)/PLAYGIRL(s): Never say " i love you " if you don't care, never talk about feelings it they aren't really there... Never touch a life if you mean to break a heart... Never say you will if you don't plan to start... Never look in the eye when all you do is lie... TO MY FRIENDS WHO ARE AFRAID TO CONFESS: Love hurts when you break up with someone... It hurts even when someone breaks up with you... But love hurts the most when the person you love has no idea how to feel... TO MY FRIENDS WHO ARE STILL HOLDING ON: A sad thing about life is when you meet someone and fal

To My Loving Aunt
It is an unbelivable pain you have left us with. But I know that now you live with no pain, the pain that only the evil cancer can cause. You will be missed by so many of us but mostly my cousins and uncle. You were like my mother every weekend and every holdiday with out a doubt we knew it was going to be at your house. I wonder now what will happen...will we grow apart like some of us did when my mother passed away. It was both of you that always made sure we kept together as a family. The words you said to me when my mother passed away I will never forget and I thank you from the bottom of my heart for being there for me and my brothers and dad. You gave me strenght when I thought I couldnt deal with life anymore cuz the pain of not having my mother. You always made sure we knew were our home was when the holidays were approaching. I ask myself "NOW WHAT?" Now my mother has someone else she loves with her. I can see you and my mother together again playing cards an

To My Babe
If You Forget Me I want you to know one thing. You know how this is: if I look at the crystal moon, at the red branch of the slow autumn at my window, if I touch near the fire the impalpable ash or the wrinkled body of the log, everything carries me to you, as if everything that exists, aromas, light, metals, were little boats that sail toward those isles of yours that wait for me. Well, now, if little by little you stop loving me I shall stop loving you little by little. If suddenly you forget me do not look for me, for I shall already have forgotten you. If you think it long and mad, the wind of banners that passes through my life, and you decide to leave me at the shore of the heart where I have roots, remember that on that day, at that hour, I shall lift my arms and my roots will set off to seek another land. But if each day, each hour, you feel that you are destined for me with implacable sweetness, if each day a flower climb

To My Child
So much fear for that unknown A dream once for a warm loving home But do not think you will be alone For you are my unborn child My love for you my dear sweet child Will never grow meek or mild Forever shall it be young, strong and wild For you will always be my beloved child Though your father is gone far away There will be one fine distant day When a once young man now grown old will pay For you are my special child This man will be filled with much guilt and shame And some day from it will become lame Because he will recall the pain he caused when he recalls my name For you are MY child

To My Baby
My Love My love is like an ocean It goes down so deep My love is like a rose Whose beauty you want to keep. My love is like a river That will never end My love is like a dove With a beautiful message to send. My love is like a song That goes on and on forever My love is like a prisoner It's to you that I surrender.

To My Good Friend Brown Eyes
When will you let me paint your mouth wide and strong slashes of crimson us. This, our life, is a way of paper that we crumpled together in sheet-breathing. When will you let me tell you of all my blackest secrets. I am afraid to die like this, bottled up inside out. Sometimes I go barefoot here and I pace our lines. I can’t remember who I was. When will you let me fall to wintry silence so that I can simply think of you. The way you smile all crooked broken tree, oh these things that come in the night of loving and laughing and learning and crying and living. When will you let me love you.

To My Bls Brothers And Sisters
2day we lost a really good man he wasnt a BLS FAM MEMBER but he got to hear some of ZAKK's tunes and his favorite was IN THIS RIVER AND SPOKE IN THE WHEEL my great grand FARTHER died today my mom and i found him so say pray for him and us THANKS AND LIKE ALWAYS SDMF 4 LIFE

To My Friend Who Cant Let Go Of A Lost Love.
Wounded and in pain Put on your armour Fend off further blows Hide the raw and bleeding wound From the world And from yourself Surrender Drop the shield Shed the armour Lie down in exhaustion Pale, vulnerable Still bleeding Feel the pain Heal the wound Pick yourself up Go on Turn the page This was something that took time for me to understand. Life is a Book, we put entries in but with no opportunity to erase... just pages we fill... mistakes we make. People we love and loose. We put up armor to ward off the attack of our past, when we should embrase ..endure and ultimately turn the page. For some its hard...for others impossible. But, unless we are willing to turn that page we may miss out on the beauty in tomorrow. Live life, laugh hard...dance like there is no tomorrow. Because you only have one chance at life, and love..dont let a day go by without letting the people in your life know how special they really are to you.. Take that chance.. dont b

To My Family N Friends
I have a Huge Favor To Ask Of You All..I'm In A contest..No It's Not a contest for this site..You don't have to leave me comments or comment bomb..None of that shit..I just need you to copy this link and vote for me..Thats it..only takes a few seconds..and you don't have to sign up to site to even vote..Thanks to whoever helps me out!! http://www.sugarloot.com/entry/514374617

To My Candy-coated Milfers
CORA ANN....You have ALWAYS been there for me threw everything...You helped me with Gerry, Joey, Cody, Rob, Erik and them some of people....without you I probably wouldn't be here. You kept me sane. You helped me while I was pregnant with Aaliyah, you cheered me after I lost her. You can always bring a smile to my face...If I have anything to thank Gerry for is he giving me the chance to meet you. Even after finding out that so many people are fake I know that you are real and will always be real with me, and tell me no lies, actually help me with my problems instead of making them worse like so many other people. I don't think I could ever repay you for all the kindness, honesty and friendship that you showed me. I love you sooo much Cora, I will always be there for you and Zoe...and I also thank you for giving such a beautiful god baby hehe. I swear she is mine and not Michaels lol. You know I will be there to help you move the body and dig a 10 feet deep hole. I won't be there to pa

To My Wife
To My Wife I can write no stately proem As a prelude to my lay; From a poet to a poem I would dare to say. For if of these fallen petals One to you seem fair, Love will waft it till it settles On your hair. And when wind and winter harden All the loveless land, It will whisper of the garden, You will understand. And there is nothing left to do But to kiss once again, and part, Nay, there is nothing we should rue, I have my beauty,-you your Art, Nay, do not start, One world was not enough for two Like me and you. by Oscar Wilde

To My X Wife
silent... Remorseful words spoke in a soften tone. Ever so slightly push into the background of life. Forgotten by most remember by none. Laid awake for days mind racing in distress. The success resulting in failure, pity, misjudgment, and lack of knowledge. Knowing myself for what I'm worth, worth no more then your mistake. Was it the love of success or the hatred within yourself. The unfulfilling desire of trying to become something extreme. Just beyond your grasp perhaps, or just beyond mine. Took you for what you were worth, worth more then life itself. Now that you've destroyed mine I am but yours to hold. Do with what you wish I have not an emotion to show, only silent fears and withheld tears

To My Sweeties
OK BABES HERES THE CLEAVAGE SHOT I DECIDED TO USE...I VE HEARD ALL THIS STUFF FROM U ALL.....SO HOW BOUT PUTTIN UR VOTES WHERE UR MOUTHS R AND BOMB MY ASS..I NEED EACH AND EVERY COMMENT THAT U HAVE TO SPARE..CONTEST STARTS SAT AT 11PM. AND U ALL KNOW HOW AGGRAVATING I AM AT CONTEST TIME...LOL SO SAVE YOURSELF THE TROUBLE...LOL...AND GO AHEAD AND START COMMENTING......LOVE YA GUYS..JUST CLIK THE PIC..AND SEE MY BOOBS

To My Navy Ex
To my Ex in the military. Storyteller. You tell me of places you've traveled. You tell me of everything you've done. You tell me of all your "hard ships"; and all you have had to overcome. You tell me you hate the cause you contribute to, and that there's nothing you can do. You tell me your'e so tired of waiting; for your border-line faith to pull you through. You ask me what I think about love and life and death. You ask me if what you think, represents good or evil. I tell you,"Your'e heart will teach you best." You tell me that you hate where you stay and how you live. You say you can't tolerate the government; or the job you do and the people you work with. You telll me about all of these things that you can't control. You can't deal with how you're feeling and how it all got out of hand. All I can do as your friend is to sit back and try to understand.

To My Husband Who Just Doesn't Get It.
How I am feeling right now. Dear Chris, Never did I think it was possible for one person to hurt another so badly. I never wanted this for us; I know we could have been great, I know that I would have been with you for the rest of my life. Chance after chance I gave you, and you threw them out the window, I wanted nothing but the best with you. I loved you so much. I remember in the beginning how you treated me like a queen, then it all just stopped one day. Maybe reality caught up to us, maybe we just weren't meant to be. Never did I think it was possible to devote one's whole life to one person until the day that I met you. You were everything to me for the last four years, and now you can't be. It's not that I don't want you; it's not that I don't love you ... I just can't put myself through the pain and rejection anymore. I know that you don't understand nor do I expect you to. I want you to know that I will always love you and I will always remember you as the on

To My Friends
I Just wanted to say thank you so much to all of my friends and fans on here for the wonderful warm birthday greetings!!!! For the few jerks on here the rest of you amazing people make up for it 100 times over. Thank you so much.....XOXOXOXOXOXO!!!!! Get More at COMMENTYOU.com

To My Male Friends (again!!!!!)
WELL, IT HAPPENED AGAIN! ANOTHER MALE FRIEND TURNED OUT TO BE ....WELL NEVERMIND. THIS IS TO THANK MY MALE FRIENDS WHO ARE SO HONEST AND REAL AND LOVING TO ME. YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE AND SO DO I! BUT YOUR FRIENDSHIP MEANS THE WORLD TO ME! SO PLEASE? CONTINUE TO ALWAYS KEEP IT REAL. I LOVE YOU ALL (THE ONES THAT KNOW WHO I AM TALKING TO) LOVE YA MEAN IT! PEE-JAY

To My Freinds
hi all hope you are well . as itleaves me . it is spring hear .which i love life is good life is bad. we have to have both .to get though the pain we grow stronger everyday just rember never let anyone make you cry real freinds or partners wont. so be happy with you thats all that matters you .got to go to work take care lyn .

To My Dear Friends >. Hi There >diana
Ive been working some , now I took a full time job , let pt. time job go , I applied for seasonal work for now... Need to pay off car loan , and bills in rears. . but Im fine , I get online some times now , few hr.s here /few hrs there. I try to keep in-touch with all .Still saying prayers for all , just havent typed prayers lately.. >But Your all in my heart and on my mind, my friends. Hugs to all , God bless you all , and I get wednesday, s . off friday,s off and Sundays off . cause of 12 hrs sifts on the days I work . Man,s best friend is a doggie kennel and store , and day care . It is great , long hrs 12 hrs shifts, tiring and lots to do /but I like it . well have fun in here and im missing all you alot . your like my extended family members . hugs All .diana

To My Global Bomber Family And Friends
Get More at COMMENTYOU.com To My Global Bomber Family I Want To Say Thank You For Your Kind Words And For Your Support During This Difficult Time I Have Been Going Through You All Are The Best I Send Love And Hugs To You. To Anyone That Views This That Isn't A Member Of Our Family Check Us Out We Are A Family That Helps Others But More Than That We Are A Family That Truely Cares For One Another We Are Here To Help In Contest And Giveaways But More Than That We Are Here For Each Other Just To Talk If You Need A Friend This Is Truely A Great Family If You Like Give Us A Chance And You Can Really Make Some Awesome Friends. Again I Want To Thank My Bomber Family For Caring And For Being There For Me The Global Bombers And Family Rock Hugs To You All If You Are Interested In Joining Our Family Just Click On The Link Check Us Out Read The Rules And Let One Of The Founders Know Hope To See Ya There!!!!!! This Is The Owner Of Our Group The Global Bombers@ fubar This Is His Lovely Pa

To My Friends Thats On My Friends List
TO MY FRIENDS ON MY LIST IF I DONT TALK TO YOU EVERYDAY OR YOU DON'T LEAVE ME COMMENTS IM GOING TO START TAKING YOU OFF I KNOW THERE ARE SOME THAT ARE TOO BUSY BUT AT LEAST I TALK TO YOU A COUPLE OF TIMES A DAY YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE SO DON'T WORRIE I WAONT TAKE YOU OFF LOTS OF LOVE DEDE

To My True Friends
If you are a true friend and stayed with me through thick and thin...I luv you... It has been a little tough adjusting to a new life. I have learned a valuable lesson...never let anyone control your life. You cant always depend on someone else, but I was. I luv my friends for listening when I needed to talk and for the ones who held me close to them when I needed loving. 2 inparticaluar....sorry if my spelling sucks I am tired. I have written one and hope that they write me back soon...Luv to all my friends... nighty night

To My Dearest Friends
I have a very close friend who is trying to make it to Godfather status. I will post his link at the bottom of this blog. He's a great person and friend, he and his lovely wife. I want to add, he always returns the love on your page as well. He is looking to rate and add as well, so please stop by and check out his cool pics, rate fan and add him and he will return the favor. He is a very good person and always keeps up on everyone. I know this from personal experience, he has taken a lot of his time to help me on my contest because that's the kind of person he is. Thank you so much for taking the time to read this. Bloody Kisses and Hugs MINA

Tomy Cella Sticker Machine
Tomy Cella Sticker Machine Click here to buy Tomy Cella Sticker Machine Tomy Cella sticker machine is a innovative product introduced by Tomy group. It is one of the best selling toy for this year on Christmas sales. The special thing that made Cella among the top selling toy for Christmas 2005 is its unique design and creative features. Tomy Cella is already listed in all online and other toy shops. Cella has created a craze for customization this Christmas 2005 it is has scored the first in the list of top ten toys 2005 selected by kids. Cella sticker machine can be used to make stickers or badges from existing pictures. making stickers out of Cella is so simple that it takes only a twist. Cella has lot of designs and can be used in any kind of papers or fabrics. It is seen that stickers made out of Cella stays for a long time. Research says that toys like Tomy Cella help in improving kids creative ability . kids enjoy playing with Cella making their own funky sti

To My Grandmaw Rip
MY GRANDMAW PASSED A YEAR TODAY. SHE HAD CANCER SO BAD SHE COUDNT MOVE. I WAS AT SCHOOL WHEN SH PASSED AWAY. SO MY MOM CAME GOT ME CAME HOME WENT TO MY GRANDPAWS TO BE WITH HIM. GIR THE WEAK I CRIED AND CRIED.FOR THE FUNERAL I CRIED EVEN MORE. I REALLY REALLU MISS HER SOO MUCH. SHE WILL BE MISSED BY HER FAMILY AND FRIENDS AND HER HUSBAND (MY GRANDPAW) R.I.P. GRANDMO MARY LOVE U SOOO MUCH..

To My Sister (poem)
It brings tears to my eyes and ache to my heart Knowing that my sisters feelings have been hurt, You are such a wonderful person, and a beautiful woman, I still can’t understand why love hasn’t knocked at your door and stayed. You poor thing, you have been hurt so many times, I still wonder to this day, if you’ll ever get rid of all that pain. But you have to be strong, for you have a greater reason to keep going on. That little boy you have, one day will be a man, and you have to make sure He’s not a wife beater, but a romantic and charming gentleman. Time will pass and the pain will subdue, Only God knows if you will ever have the love you deserve. Open your eyes wide, let your self be happy with what you’ve got, Maybe that man by your side isn’t so bad.

To My Ex
To my ex Oh Dearest Ex of Mine: I should have written this long before now, but I honestly could not deal with it. So now here it is...You are manipulative, mean, uncaring and honestly only out for yourself. You never knew the true meaning of love, nor did you ever feel it. I met you and against my better judgement gave you a chance, which you screwed up, so I gave you another, and another and another. That was my fault, if I had stopped giving chances we wouldn't be where we are now. You found my weaknesses and used them to get what you wanted, you told me things that were complete lies to get me to let my guard own, to fall for you and to do things I otherwise wouldn't. You used my situations, my mothers health, and my dreams to manipulate me in to doing what you wanted, so you would not have to work, or worry about a roof over your head or food in your stomach. Then when those essential needs were met, you found other ways of manipulating me, using things I had trusted you with

To My Daughter
My wonderful daughter, delight of my heart, I hope that you know you’re both lovely and smart. I cherish you dearly for the person you are, You have passion and caring that will carry you far. Wherever you go you’ll be watched by my love, And we’ll always be close like a hand in a glove. May the years treat you kindly, may laughter hold sway, And I’m here for you always if your blue skies turn gray.

To My New Friends
i just wantd to say thanks for all the love, i am having trouble keeping up, so if i take a little bit to get to you and rate and what not, it is because i really try to look and leave comments. so just give me a day or so and i will get to you , if not send me a shout and let me know, again thank you very much

To My Friends...
Hey ya'll... As many of you know I'm making the transition from running my own in home business working in the real world...therefore, i won't be online as much. Please don't think i'm ignoring you...life can get pretty crazy between a major career change and four kids. Take care...and i'll talk to ya soon... muah! Jen

To My Friend Dominic L
wow hunni i thought things were getting better between us again when we started talking once again. but then suddenly you stopped callin me. and i ahvent heard from you since. whenever i try talkin to you on hotmail you instantly sign off. im sorry but i cant deal with the games and im not waiting any longer for you to decide what you want in life. you know that i need a man in my life who isnt gonna dick me around and i had givin you that chance but every time you do this to me it breaks my heart and i cant take it any more. i am moving on...i have to for me and Heaven. Im not sayin i dont want us to be friends still cuz i do but im not even gonna dream of us ever being together. that dream is long gone now hunni...and honestly you can thank yourself for that. last week when you tried callin me i was at my friends as i told you i was gonna be and i didnt get shit for service up there. so if you want to act the way you have so be it...im done hurting over you. i thought you were b

To My Friends
To anybody who needs A friend! My Promise If you've got secrets you want to tell, We can talk all day long. If your dreams get broken somehow, I'll remind you that you belong. If you need some place to hide, You can hold my hand for a while. If your sky begins to fall, I'll stay with you 'til you smile. Whenever you need some space, There's my room - you can take it. If someone breaks your heart, Together we'll unbreak it. When you feel sad or empty inside, I'll show you you're not alone. If you get lost out there, I'll come and take you home. I'll go with you somewhere else, When you need to get away. And when nothing seems to be going right, And you need a friend...I'll stay

To My Friends And Family
I just wanted to let you know, I am not very well these days. So it can be I am not really here all the time to give your rates and comments back as I get them, though you see me online. I aprecciate all of it very much and I will give all back as soon as I can. Thank you so much for thinking of me! Luv y'all! Annie

To My Kage And Famly And Friends
I LOVE ALL OF YOUS IM PACKED UP AND GOIN TO DISCONNECT FOR NOW , ALL OUR IN MY HEART AND HUGS IM HOPIN TO BE BACK ON THE 19TH OF NOV OTHERWISE I'LL STOP IN THE LIBRARY , UNTIL THEN KAGE MY LIFE MY SOULMATE I LOVE YOU SO MUCH NEVER LETTING YOU GO EVER , AND I'LL BE IN YOUR THOUGHTS DREAMS , IM YOUR OLE LADY AS YOU ARE MY OLE MAN UNTIL ETERNITY . 24/7 HUNNY WITH ME BODY SOUL HEART MIND " WE ARE AS ONE " YOUR BABYDOLL CHERIE AKA WITCHESBREW I LOVE ALL OF YOUS HUGS

To My Dad Goodbye At Last Now At Rest
Saying goodbye is never easy It's the hardest thing to do But what hurts even more Is not the chance to say it to you. Yesterday is just a memory Our laughter was sunny and bright Then clouds started to gather For you were no where in sight. You were my first real love And this I will never forget How you left without a warning No good-byes, my only regret. Wherever I may be now Always searching for another so true To place my world of emotion Handing my love to someone like you. If again I must go there And experience all the pain I would do it in a minute For all the good I would gain. No matter what my wrongs You offered only love Until the day you left me For your new home up above. I know you still are with me Your love is within my heart Though life is no longer present Our souls will never part. This is given to you in honor Of all that we did share I just wanted you to know, How much I really did care.

To My Andrew
to my andrew who eatschocolate cookies and lamb chops climbs stairs and cries wheni change him lets me hold him only on his schedule defined my natureand gave me a new name (mommy)which supersedes all otherscontuols my lifeand makes me glad that hes my boy

To My Love
I will always respect you even if I don't respect what you do I will always care for you when your down I will always look out for you even though you are bigger I will always hold you when you need a hug I will always kiss you when you ask I will always hold your hand no matter what people say I will always think your sexy even when we are old an gray I will always love you even if you go away but my love I hope you will stay I want to spend the rest of my life with you an I hope you feel the same For today,tomorrow, and always I will love you Forever an a Day

To My Mommy....
TO MY MOMMY......... Current mood: hopeful Category: Writing and Poetry To my mommy that was never there,To my mommy i wish to share. This poem from me to you,something so sad yet, so very true. To my mommy i needed you near,so you could hold all my fear. To my mommy i needed so much, to see your smile, to feel your touch. To my mommy i loved you so, because you made me head to toe. To my mommy i don't understand,why did you leave us for that mean man? To my mommy how could this be?You left and never came back for me. To my mommy so many tears i've shed,crying and angry upon my bed. To my mommy in time you'll see,the beautiful lady that has become of me. I write this poem to you from me,Remember your daughter... I'm Destiny...... Everyone has a sad story about the life they have and mine |is just another one of many. Although, life is tough and things don't always go the way we would like them to, youmust play the hand that was dealt and

To My Dearest Friends
I AM NOT TALENTED TO MAKE PICS FOR YOU LIKE YOU DO FOR ME, I DON'T ALWAYS SEE WHAT YOU WROTE IN MY SHOUTBOX, I DON'T ALWAYS RESPOND AS SOON AS I SHOULD, BUT THAT DOESNT MEAN I DON'T APPRECIATE YOU! YOU ALL KNOW WHO I AM TALKING TO, ACTUALLY IT'S TO MOST OF YOU MY DEAR FRIENDS. SO PLEASE DON'T EVER FEEL YOUR KINDNESS GOES UNAPPRECIATED. BECAUSE IT NEVER DOES MUCH LOVE FROM ME TO YOU

To My Special Someone.....u Know Who U Are...
If I had no more time No more time to be here Would you cherish what we had? Was I everything that you was looking for? If I couldn't feel your touch And no longer would you be here,I'd be wishing you was here To be everything that ive been looking for for i don't want to forget the present is a gift, and i don't want to take for granted the time you may have here with me cause lord only knows another day here is not really guaranteed So everytime you hold me, hold me like it's the last time Everytime you kiss me, kiss me like you'll never see me again Everytime you touch me, touch me like it's the last time Promise that you'll love me, love me like you'll never see me again How many really know what love is? millions never will, don't know until you lose it That is everything that we've been looking for When i wake up in the morning and your beside me, Im so grateful that ive found, evthing that i have been looking for... Alicia Keys...

To My Friends.......
God Saw you hungry & created McDonalds, Wendys, and Dairy Queen. He saw you thirsty & created Coke, Juice, Coffee and Water. GOD saw you in the dark & created Light. GOD saw you without a Good looking, adorable, Friend.... so He created ME

To My Friends Who Are......
To My Friends Who Are......MARRIED Love is not about "it's your fault", but "I'm Sorry", not "where were you" but "I'm right here", Not "how could you" but "I understand", Not "I wish you were", but "I'm thankful you are." To My Friends Who Are......ENGAGED The true measure of compatibility is not the years spent together but how good you are for each other. To My Friends Who Are......NOT SO SINGLE Love isn't about becoming somebody else's "perfect person". It's about finding someone who helps you become the best person you can be. To My Friends Who Are......HEARTBROKEN Heartbreaks last as long as you want and cut as deep as you allow them to go. The challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks but to learn from them. To My Friends Who Are......NAÏVE How to be in love: Fall but don't stumble, be consistent but not too persistent, share and never be unfair, understand and try not to demand, and get hurt but never keep the pain. To My Friends Who Are......S

To My Friends
just wantedtosay tyto allthaose thatstilltalkto me not sure where you are all hidingbut i guessnice guys do finish last please prove me wrong everyone have a save and happy holiday season take care and hope to see you soon

To My Democratic Friends
To my Democratic friends: Please accept*, with no obligation, implied or implicit, our best wishes for an environmentally conscious, socially responsible, low stress, non-addictive, gender-neutral, celebration of the solstice holiday, practiced within the most enjoyable traditions of the religious persuasion of your choice, or secular practices of your choice, with respect for the religious/secular persuasions and/or traditions of others, or their choice not to practice religious or secular traditions at all. And a fiscally successful, personally fulfilling, and medically uncomplicated recognition of the onset of the generally accepted calendar year 2003, but not without due respect for the calendars of choice of other cultures whose contributions to society have helped make our country great, (not to imply that our country is necessarily greater than any other country) and without regard to the race, creed, color, age, physical ability, religious faith, choice of computer plat

To My Best Friend Christina
Her name is christina and i love her to death shes a chill ass girl and shes one of my best shes a really good friend and she always will be i love her to death and shes always there for me i havent known her long and i dont know her to well but i can honestly say without her my life would be hell shes always nice and she always cares i always noticed when she wasnt there she always helps me when my life is tough makes things easier when life gets rough i would like to hang out with her more then i do because christina baby i love you

To My Friends.... Goodbye For Now
In a few days I will be going away for awhile, I don't really know where I'll be going or if I'll even have the internet when I get there. I'm not going to go into details right now although a few of you already know the situation. I guess I'm writting this so I can say goodbye and let people know what's going on incase I don't get another chance. I truely hope that this will be a temporary situation and that I'll be able to get back to my normal life again soon but for now it doesn't look so good and unfortunetly I do not know what will happen. So to my friends goodbye for now and I hope I can be back again soon. ~Nickki

To My Friends Internet And Rl Ones Too!
Friends...there are many MANY definitions for that word. But have we ever really thought about it. I mean come on...We go to our friends when we are hurting (counselor) we go to our friends to hang out (buddy) shopping (lmfao what can I say)...and so on and so forth. but have you really ever thought about what you think of your friends or whaT your friends think of you. I see myself sometimes and wonder how the hell my friends put up with my shit. But it all boils down to this When you meet and make friends with those that you are made/destined/hit up side the head with..to be friends with..it's like the lights go on. You have that counselor, buddy, person that you go to for any and everything...and it makes all the difference in the world. I, personally, thank God for my friends, I have learned so much about myself since I have been friends with them. and it's made all the difference in my world. I'm a better person now that some of them have pointed out my strengths,

To My Friends In The Northwest ...
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To My Love
A LEAF means Love , EVERLASTING ,ALWAYS, FOREVER A leaf is as light as a feather...A leaf is delicate at times... I have learnt the hard way to conquer the bad weathers" To My Love .... Of all the men I've ever met, You're the one I can't forget. I do believe that God above, Created you for me to love. He chose you from all the rest, Because he knew I would love you best. I thought love was just a mirage of the mind, it's an illusion, it's fake, impossible to find. But the day I met you, I began to see, that love is real, and exists in me. To love is to share life together to build special plans just for two to work side by side and then smile with pride as one by one, dreams all come true. To love is to help and encourage with smiles and sincere words of praise to take time to share to listen and care in tender, affectionate ways. To love is to have someone special one who you can always depend to be there through the years sharing laughter and

To My Family And Friends
I will not be around much as my sister in Indiana is under a pain killer induced coma for the last three days they don't know what is wrong with her and I would appreciate any prayers. Thank you so much to everyone. xo

To My Dear Friends...thank You!!!
Thank you all, everyone who commented on my first blog entry!!! The 5th bone in my foot is broke vertically, long ways down my foot. I go to a specialist on wed dec 5th at 2:10 pm. Hopefully I will find more information then.

To My Friend
i was on a mission you had no ambition thats why we didnt work and you turned out to be a jerk Now we have both moved on To find our real true one i hope u have luck in ur future im done with all your torture i hope we can still be friends maybe it will all be great in the end so i want ot say good luck to you now i have to focus on what im gonna do Im gonna find my number one and focus on my son and untill me meet again good luck my great friend

To My Best Friend
I will always be there for you, and I hope you will be there for me too, for our friendship can never be broken, I will remain loyal through all the good and the bad, and in the end we will be glad, because without you I am nothing, as you are nothing without me, we fill the space a lover couldn't fill, for we hold each others secrets that we would never spill, and the day you're gone, part of me goes too, because I wouldn't want to be here with out you, Best friends forever you and me, nothing could ever change that; it's destiny!

To My Friends: Why Parents Drink
The boss wondered why one of his most valued employees had not phoned in sick one day. Having an urgent problem with one of the main computers, he dialed the employee's home phone number and was greeted with a child's whisper. "Hello?" "Is your daddy home?" he asked. "Yes," whispered the small voice. May I talk with him?" The child whispered, "No." Surprised and wanting to talk with an adult, the boss asked, "Is your Mommy there?" "Yes." "May I talk with her?" Again the small voice whispered, "No." Hoping there was somebody with whom he could leave a message, the boss asked, "Is anybody else there?" "Yes," whispered the child, "a policeman". Wondering what a cop would be doing at his employe e's home, the boss asked, "May I speak with the policeman?" "No, he's bus y", whispered the child. "Busy doing what?" "Talking to Daddy and Mommy and the Fireman," came the whispered answer. < /FONT> Growing more worried as he heard a loud noi

To My Friends, Kerri & Jay
I just wanted to say congrats to you. I found out that you guys got engaged over the weekend. I am so happy for ya'll. I wish we could talk sometime. I am here and there and Jay, you have my numbers....call me anytime you wanna chat. I wish you both the best and be happy~! I know we haven't had the easiest friendship. It has had it's share of ups and downs, but I want you to know I am truly happy for you. I hope whatever is between us will pass and I can come to the wedding~! I would love to be there in person to congratulate my friends on their happiness~~~!!!! ~~smooches~~

To My Special Friend
TO my special friend By Eric Ethan Yes you allowed coming closer and knowing me better Feel free to roam the great mind of mine Cause you are the first friend that ever told and like to do To get closer and get to know me better Honest you are the first to tell me that That’s why I was so happy to hear that When you wrote that I thank God everyday to get to know you As my special friend , So don’t be shy step over and feel welcome to know me closer and know me better as your special friend. Like Robin Williams did as he open head come on in and watch that first slippery step , cause it going to be fun. The end

To My Dear Wife:
During the past year I have tried to make love to you 365 times. I have succeeded 36 times, which is an average of once every ten days. The following is a list of why I did not succeed more often: 54 times the sheets were clean 17 times it was too late 49 times you were too tired 20 times it was too hot 15 times you pretended to be sleep 22 times you had a headache 17 times you were afraid of waking the baby 16 times you said you were too sore 12 times it was the wrong time of the month 19 times you had to get up early 9 times you said weren't in the mood 7 times you were sunburned 6 times you were watching the late show 5 times you didn't want to mess up your new hairdo 3 times you said the neighbors would hear us 9 times you said your mother would hear us Of the 36 times I did succeed, the activity was not satisfactory because: 6 times you just laid there 8 times you reminded me there's a crack in the ceiling 4 times you told me to hurry up and get it over with

To My Dear Husband:
I think you have things a little confused. Here are the reasons you didn't get more than you did: 5 times you came home drunk and tried to screw the cat 36 times you did not come home at all 21 times you didn't cum 33 times you came too soon 19 times you went soft before you got in 38 times you worked too late 10 times you got cramps in your toes 29 times you had to get up early to play golf 2 times you were in a fight and someone kicked you in the balls 4 times you got it stuck in your zipper 3 times you had a cold and your nose was running 2 times you had a splinter in your finger 20 times you lost the notion after thinking about it all day 6 times you came in your pajamas while reading a dirty book 98 times you were too busy watching TV Of the times we did get together: The reason I laid still was because you missed and were screwing the sheets. I wasn't talking about the crack in the ceiling, what I said was, "Would you prefer me on my back or kneeling?"

To My Friends....
HI FRIENDS.......JUST WANTED TO LET YOU ALL KNOW.....I LIKE CHATTING WITH ALL MY FRIENDS.....YOU ALL HAVE BEEN SO WONDERFUL......SOMETIMES I AM NOT AVAILABLE EVEN WHEN MY BEER GLASS IS LIT UP!..LOL...I AM A SINGLE WORKING MOM WITH 4 KIDS...AS SOON AS I GET HOME FROM WORK I AM BOMBARDED WITH HOMEWORK AND MAKING DINNER....I DO A LOT OF MULTITASKING......LATELY EVERYONE HAS BEEN SICK WITH ONE THING OR ANOTHER....IT IS A STRESSFUL TIME RIGHT NOW.....I WANT TO TALK TO MY FRIENDS AND I DO WHEN I CAN...BEAR WITH ME.....I WILL HAVE MORE TIME IN ABOUT 2 WEEKS......WHEN THE KIDS MOVE IN WITH DAD FOR A WHILE...FOR THE TIME BEING...I WANT TO CHAT WITH EVERYONE....JUST DON'T THINK I'M IGNORING YOU IF I CAN'T.......JUST WANTED YOU TO KNOW......I WOULD NEVER REFUSE TO TALK TO A FRIEND.......THANK YOU FOR YOUR UNDERSTANDING......LOVE Y'ALL!!!!!! WENDY......"DONKEYPIG"..."OINK!!!!"

To My Friends
To all my friends in Fubar land: It's almost Christmas time again And this is my Christmas card to you The ones I call my chosen few I know I don't say hi all the time But you are all very dear friends of mine And at this special time of year When family and friends are drawn near I'd like to take a moment or two To show you what I think of you I came to Fubar for the friends and game Soon I started to collect a few names Respect for each other is always a given A reminder to all how we should be living To my Fubar friends far and near My prayers go out to you this year May you all be safe at Christmas time And I'll see you soon in the bar on-line Merry Christmas to you all my friends

To My Friend "sweet 1" Please Read And Then Shout Me So I Know You Did Thanx I Owe You
please tell your sister i did send what i promised and that i sent her an email and that ill keep my promise to send my twice monthly love notes i truly miss her

To My Friends On Fubar
Hey everyone, sorry i havent been on the computer in awhile. My boyfriend and I are on the road,(he drives for Ozark)and we only get to check are emails and things once a week. we dont have internet at the house right now. Anyways, i didn't forget you all. Have a merry christmas and a safe new year. Pamela :):)

To My Friend That I Just Probably Pushed Away
im truly sorry for bein a rude a~- b~~~~ im gonna go take my meds and just hope for the best all i can truly say is im sorry for lettin my emotions show i told myself i wouldnt do that but then you cant control them and im sorry for that :(

To My Family,friends And Fans
Christmas - that magic blanket that wraps itself about us, that something so intangible that it is like a fragrance. It may weave a spell of nostalgia. Christmas may be a day of feasting, or of prayer, but always it will be a day of remembrance - -a day in which we think of everything we have ever loved. There's more, much more, to Christmas Than candlelight and cheer; It's the spirit of sweet friendship That brightens all year. It's thoughtfulness and kindness, It's hope, For peace, for understanding. Let us remember that the Christmas heart is a giving heart, a wide open heart that thinks of others first. The birth of the baby Jesus stands as the most significant event in all history, because it has meant the pouring into a sick world of the healing medicine of love which has transformed all manner of hearts for almost two thousand years... Underneath all the bulging bundles is this beating Christmas heart.

To My Friends
good morning, with nearly 3000 friends i would have had to start last july 4th to wish each and everyone of you a happy holiday and a fantastic new year. not much of a "god fearing" man, i truly believe in the freedom to believe and worship as one see's fit to. thats america. thats why i want to also take a moment to thanx all our women and men serving in this great country's armed forces. may you all have a great holiday, that is as great as possible knowing what you deal with on a daily basis. may you all return to your family and loved ones soon and safely!! so enuff of the mushy shit, please celebrate smart. drink, don't drive. love, don't hate........in 2008 with love, dirtydano p.s. now that i got that out of the way it's time for a cold one! ta-ta.

To My Friends And Fans Plz Read :)
LOL NOT THAT MANY OF U READ MY BLOGS ANYWAY BUT HERE GOES.....TODAY I LOCKED MY A LIL NAUGHTY FOLDER...WHY? BECAUSE I HAVE OVER 2,000 FRIENDS AND EVEN MORE FANS....MOST OF WHOM DO NOTHING MORE THAN COME TO MY PAGE AND LOOK AT MY PICS....AND I DONT EVEN WANT TO THINK ABOUT..TO DO WHAT LOL...THEY NEVER EVEN SPEAK TO ME....SOME I HAVE NEVER HEARD FROM ONCE I ADDED THEM DESPITE MY PAGE SHOWING THEY VIEW MY PROFILE OFTEN...AND I CAN GUESS WHICH PICS....MOST OF THE TIME THEY DONT EVEN BOTHER TO RATE THEM. SO THE TERM "FRIENDS" IS KINDA WRONG. SO FOR NOW I AM KEEPING THEM LOCKED. I AM SURE IT WONT BE A BIGGIE LOL PLENTY OF WOMEN ON FUBAR :) HOPE YA'LL HAD A NICE CHRISTMAS AND HAVE A SAFE AND HAPPY NEW YEAR :) HUGGZZZZZZ.....BRANDY

To My Enigma
Your absence in my life resonates in my soul An emptiness longing to be filled Words unspoken deafening to unlistened ears Memories of a touch never to be felt haunting me still I shudder alone, crying alone, dying alone Ah, but sweet death won’t have me yet More despair and grief to rip and tear this heart apart Sleep, precious sleep is as close as I can get… Yet I dare not dream...

To My Man
All my life I longed to find someone with a spirited heart like mine Whose spirit soars wild and free and would share our life's destiny... To escape the city noise and neon lights and enjoy the splendor of star filled nights To share our free spirits and hearts and walk paths yet unmarked... To share God’s Blessings with each other and enjoy the mysteries of our Earth Mother Someone who thrills to Red Hawks in flight whose soul stirs at wolf's cry in the night I go alone to the Sacred Fire always searching for my heart's desire Someone with a fiery spirited soul who would make my life complete and whole Then from the West came distant heartbeats our two spirited souls destined to meet... I knew it wasn't just a chance of fate that I had found my lost soul mate Our destinies guided by God above our hearts found our long lost love Throughout eternity and the winds of time I am yours and you are forever mine You will always walk by my side and share

To My Darling Master.. A Slaves Fantasy..
Master Daniel had me stand in the middle of the room and told me to strip. I did as told of course, shivering with anticipation with what was to come. He stood behind me using his crop to touch me in places along my body to make me quiver. I could feel his breathe on my neck as he moved in close to blindfold me. He then whispered in my ear to put my hands above my head and he tied my wrists together with a silk scarf oh so gently yet tight enough to make it to where I could not get out of it. He started caressing me with his hands feeling me all over very gently using his fingertips and kissing me in various parts of my body making me shiver with delight. Every so often he would smack me with his crop or hand just to heighten the intensity of touch. He kept talking to me in his sensuous and soft voice making me quiver even more. He would tell me what to do and where to move in various positions to examine me and touch me exciting me all the more. Master Daniel led me to the couch a

To My Special Friend....you
To My Special Friend....." You " May your day begin a little brighter And progress as the day goes along May a loved one hold you a little tighter And no one ever does you wrong May your day be even sweeter As it progresses towards the end You deserve only the very best For you are a very special friend May your day be filled with joy From one minute to the next For when it comes to friendship Let me tell you, you are the best ; And Many friends I've come to know - who are loyal, kind, and true, but I never knew what a great friend was - until I met a friend like you. I don't now if it was planned that way - or the very reason why, but I was touched by your very self - and you filled that void inside. I can see God so plainly clear - as He's dwells within your heart, and the faith and love you always share - is just a tiny spark. I am so graced and grateful - and a better person, trough and trough, because I didn't know what a great

To My Friends! Love You Guys!!
My Wish for You in 2008 May peace break into your house and may thieves come to steal your debts. May the pockets of your jeans become a magnet for $100 bills. May love stick to your face like Vaseline and may laughter assault your lips! May your clothes smell of success like smoking tires and may happiness slap you across the face and may your tears be that of joy. May the problems you had forget your home address! In simple words ............ May 2008 be the best year of your life!!!

To My Fu Family
OK I CLEARED OUT MY FAMILY I STILL LOVE YALL ITS NOT THAT I DONT WANT TO TALK WITH YALL BUT I JOINED A FAMILY SO IF YALL STILL WANT TO TALK WITH ME THATS GOOD IF U MAD AT ME FOR REMOVING U FROM MY FAMILY I UNDERSTAND HOPEFULLY ILL STILL HEAR FROM YALL NIGHT LATER AND I OVE YALL

To My Friend
I wanted to let ppl know that a good friend of mine named Jason recently passed away. In Iraq fighting for our country. It was a roadside bombing that hit on his side. He was suppose to be home in 30 days. He was a good friend, a dad, a son, a grandson. He made ppl laugh with his sense of humor. He was a awesome person who didnt deserve to die but did for our counry and for that Im grateful to him. Ty you jason dor being a great person that we all knew and loved. You WILL never e forgotten. And to all o those soilders who are still out there thank you. For all those who did fight and are still fighting thank you, Make sure you thank them for what are and have donefor us and our country. May you rest in peace JASON (seth)! I will miss you lots but you are never forgotten

To My Staff U Will Are Be Assign A Shift
and if u can't work them or work ssomething out with me you will be replaced that simple you disappointed me bad tonite.And I will not be played a fool I'm done with the bullshit in my Lounge.This gose for all the staff except my new ones hired tonite

To My Uncle A Final Goodbye
Today a member of my family was put to rest, and i couldn't say good bye. So here is my way of saying goodbye for now. You are gone but not forgotten. I'll see u when I get there! Thanx you for listening!!

To My Friends, Fans And Family
I want to extend a thank you to those who make the extra effort to keep in touch and have some kind of friendship as apposed to those I have met on here and you know who you are, who "claim" to be friends and fans but do not say anything. I am happy to have those who want to be friends message me. I know I do my best to message or rate pictures,ect. It might be slow but I promise I will get back to you. Oh yeah and th ratings whores, take a hike, I am here to make friends and if you are here for points then let me know so I can discontinue the friendship but for those who are here for friendships, thank you for everything.If you really want to know me, I have alot of info on my profile and if you want to know more, all you have to do is ASK. HUGSsss and a handshake to you all and I am looking forward to all of us being friends or more in 2008 and beyond. HUGSSSSSSs

To My True Friend's
MyHotCommentsI'm in a V.I.P Contest and i have to get 14,500 comment's to reach my goal for my first V.I.P . So if you could just come by and leave a comment or two that would be great . I wanna give speacial thank's to the people who have already helped me out as much as they have. Thank's to the speacial people that I love so dearly and i know you guy's are true friend's.Much love to anyone who help's and the people below Be a true friend come by and help me out

To My Bartenders All Of Them
If u choose not to be in there at the lounge and get ahold ofanother bartender to take ur place when u leave then I don't need u working for me this shit popin in for a few and then staying on lounge and don't greeting new comers stop and stops today and I mean it

To My Baby Who I Love
I promise you my heart I promise you my life I promise we'll never be a art I promise not to hurt you I promise to never make you cry I promise to always trust you I promise not to lie I promise you forever I promise you tonight I promise you my respect I promise to do things right I promise to always be there I promise until the end I promise to always love you I promise to be your best friend, I promise you my love I promise you my life, I promise this forever I promise our friendship is my life¢ your the PEANUT to my BUTTER , your the STAR to my BURST, your the M to my M, your the POP to my TART, your the MILKY to my WAY, your the FRUIT to my LOOP, your the MILK to my DUDS, your the LUCKY to my CHARMS, your the ICE to my CREAM,

To My Lover Who Know Her
dear love my soul meet your soul befor we come to life and i knew you witout time live with you in zando your soul give me all my life i need you to still life you are my all need love is you happiness are you you are my sky my air my blood you ddidnot beleive me because you are practical but me is romantic may be me knew you mor than you your knew to you you need price of love how? love is great mor than eny price love is a gift from our god love are only fact in our life I love the love only love

To My Internet Valentine
I have Loved you from the start my Love; We swapped pictures after instant messaging for a few days. When I seen your picture I was struck with such awe. But did you feel the same about me? So we would talk each and every night. Gradually but quickly I fell inlove with thee. When I would switch my computer on Oh what a big broad smile:D I would have to see thee once again. We would both surf the net, Many miles apart,But when online we were together, Flirting and teasing each other. Having interesting conversation, Tonight I write this Valentines verse As you are my true Love, I love you from afar my Love, So this word I just felt compelled to write With each e-mail I send to you I always send you kisses and hugs XXX Tonight I just wish those kisses were Real. So my Love Please be my Valentine, To Love me and hold me forever So I need to be held in your arms, My Internet Valentines Love(*v*)

To My Love
I try to count the days and seem to lose track every time. All I can really say is that it's been over a month. But for some reason, it seems longer. Time seems to pass quickly on the normal, but slowly on the things that are special. My friends tell me that they can see a change in me. I seem happier. And I think maybe they're right. I don't dwell in the pit of blackness and despair that I had once called home. I had a reason not to flee this hellhole of a city and retreat to the sanctity of my lame-ass one horse hometown. I still look back on the past and chafe at all the pain it caused me. I curse those who betrayed me on the most intimate level and then abandoned me. But looking over and past all that pain, I'm eternally grateful to you for finding me. Maybe now I can get past all those nervous and mental breakdowns and pathetic attempts at suicide I've had in the past year and look toward something bright and maybe hopeful. I don't know what the future holds for

To My Love
Baby, I love you more than words can ever show and more than you will ever know; For my love for grow each and every day, and each time I see you I know that things will be ok. Baby, I know sometimes I am not the easiest to get along with but, through it all you stay strong to the end! So I have taken a little time to so say that I love you more and more each passing day! DONE BY CHRISTINE

To My Valentine
Once upon A time There was Truth to the Myth of what You And I Had found In a blank paged Fairy tale. Snow White Doesn't sleep In a casket made of Glass Slippers will break If you wear them. Walk across this Written word With fingers Gently Seeking Loving You And me No more. He loves Me He loves me! Not Enough. To: My Valentine Will you Be mine No longer . . .

To My Readers And Fans
The next few days are being spent doing a major overhaul of the office and boudoirs which in essence means I will be off line until they are complete. I shall return! Meanwhile, behave, be good and for those that have been given their chores for the weekend, I am looking for their reports when I return!

To My Special Friend :) U Know Who You Are
I have recently met a very nice person and i just wanted to say thank you for making my day brighter :) It's nice to log on and see kind words in an email.So much better then some of the rude and crude emails im used to. Im just happy to see that there are still some good guys out there....You know who you are and Thank You for being you :) hugs to you april

To My Man David
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you.

To My New Found Friends
CHELE HERE, WANTING TO WELCOME ALL Y NEW FRIENDS. I AM SORRY IF I HAVENT BEEN BY TO RATE YOUR PICS, STASH ETC. I HAVE BEEN SICK. SPENT THE DAY IN THE ER YESTERDAY AND AM NOW TAKING MUSCLE RELAXERS AND PAIN KILLERS. SO BEAR WITH ME I WILL MAKE IT BY SOONER OR LATER TO RATE YOUR STUFF. AGAIN THANKS FOR THE ADDS AND RATES AND FANS. HUGSSSSSSSS. CHELE

To My Friends: Please Read
So as most of you know, my husband is coming back from his deployment tomorrow. This is a really important time for us to reconnect and get used to each other again so I won't be online much for a few weeks. I'm going to take the opportunity to get my pc fixed, hopefully it won't take more than a week. Maybe next time we talk, my pc won't crash and die on us! yeah! So here's the skinny. I'm giving up the instant messaging but i'll be checking my email and signing into fubar every now and then so if you need me or miss me, please feel free to leave me some messages. I will get back you, I promise! On the 26th of Feb we will be going back stateside for a few weeks. Again, I won't be on im but I will be checking my messages. I just want to thank you all, especially those special few (you know who you are) that have kept me company, and been true friends to me when I really really needed you. I love you all and I appreciate your company more than you know. That being said

To My Baby Maine_ Mama
rose's are red and violets are blue the only thing in this world that means the most to me is u no matter what throught the good and the bad times u will always be considered mine and from that i call u the angel in my life and soon i will ask u to be my wife so that way we can never be apart my heart is yours for the taken ill never take u for granted and will always have u in my life i love u baby forever and always till the days in this world end and from where i stand that is forever....this is my dedication to u baby the girl that i have fallen in love with the girl that has taken my heart and locked it away so it will be safe. love u maine_mama

To Mya's Daddy...
JUST WANTED TO LET YOU KNOW THAT YOU'RE ALREADY A GREAT DADDY=] AN AMAZING BOYFRIEND A VERY MUCH NEEDED ADDITION TO MY FAMILY THE MOST LOVING AND CARING MAN IVE EVER KNOWN THE PERFECT BABYDADDY♥ && I LOVE YOU SO MUCH BOY

To My Friends And Family
i just wanted to my friends & family know that i am sorry for not being on much lately. i suffer with major depresion and the past week its been getting worse. i am hoping that in a few days i will be back to my old self. thank you all for understanding. dolphin

To My Matty J!
I love you Matthew Jon Triolo! We have been on the phone for about 30 minutes (was 20 the first time) and we have said I love you a MILLION times, and I get butterflies every time you say it. It is a feeling like no other, to hear you say I love you, and I don't have to worry if you really mean it or are just saying it out of habit, I know without a shadow of a doubt that you love me with everything you have and then some. I am very excited and happy that I am coming out to see you in a very short time. There are a few more firsts that will be done this trip too. The first plane trip, the first time being away from Abby, the first time west of OK, and the first real vacation I have ever had. I cant wait to take pictures and see the sights around me, I love the fact that I will be with you when I am doing it too. To be able to hold your hand and walk with you talk with you and steal kisses from you whenever I want is going to be incredible. You are my one true love, the only person I

To My Family Friends And Who Ever Else Cares
yes this is the Real flirt (aka)mystic dark angel and yes im moving on down the road lol you see i have two pages and a lounge that i am dealing with and i can no longer deal with all 3 one has to go so hey being that my lounge and leveling family is on the Mystic dark angel account this is the account marked for the recycle bin,but it is not right to leave with out first letting my friends know so this is it, those of you that care and want to remain friends can hit link at bottom of this blog,those of you that don't can stay and be deleted with account,and if you didn't even bother to read the this then oh well you could have cared less about me and that means i could care even more less about you so stay and be gone lol......

To My Bitches Who Keep Asking
To My Slaves Who keep asking..... I arrive at your house and you are dressed in your outfit as you told me. I walk up to you and stick my tongue in your mouth and with my free hand I rub your clit and then feel you ass hole to make sure you have done as you were told, I can not object or even humiliate you because you have done as you were told and you look gorgeous. Well I stop kissing you and say lets go. You open the door and then walk tot the car and open the door for me. We get into the car and I tell you to drive to the outback. As we sit across from each other at dinner I take my foot and stick it between your legs and stick my foot in your pussy, you have no choice but to sit there and try to act as normal as possible. as we are finishing dinner, I pull my foot out and tell you to lean over in the seat and clean my foot, you look around and do it but I can tell that you are nervous, luckily no one figured out what you are doing, We exit the restrant and I ask if you a

To My Love
How are we to live ever togeather, forever apart? The night between us poised, a soward, foraged and edge in my cinder heart. I cannot have you, this bond to strong. Thus I go on as I have before, burning in Eden with you, evermore. -Jayr

To My True Love
Loving someone goes far beyond looks. It's about connecting in ways that you never knew were possible. Being able to look at your partner...and knowing what they are thinking. Loving someone is being able to feel their touch, smell their smell, and remembering them when your apart. Making love should connect you in a way...that your heart and soul can feel. Being one with a person...can never compare to just having sex...with the next "best thing". Once you have found this person, you will never to accept less. Your heart will always remain theirs forever. When you find this person you will know. The "bar" will be set, no one will ever be able to touch it. This person will respect you, see your beauty in all forms, touch in a way that no other can. This person, will make you feel like a "queen/King." You won't be able to get enough of this person. You will miss this person when they are gone. As a couple you will be able to turn head of others, they will see how you feel. He/sh

To My Kitty Cat
There are so many things we never said so many feelings unshared. And now your gone i can picture you up there with beautiful flowing long hair Never another day of sadness Never a day that goes by of pain Now you are with fox and our friends and family lost to us down here. I hope every day you hear our thoughts I hope every day you feel how much we love you. I hope you know this isnt goodbye I hope you know we'll see each other again. I hope you know that you will never be forgotten. You will live on in our hearts and souls. So until that day comes that we can all be together again sleep sweetly kitty cat, Lay your head on that pillow and rest. Let no nightmares reach you where you are. Let there only be the best of dreams that come true. Remember that we love you. And most of all Kitty cat, Please remember that your wolfie loves you always and forever. until we see each other again, sweet dreams Kitty cat, we love you.

To My Family
i will not be in no more drama im the one who is 32 and pick who i want i need support not criticicem on who i pick its not right and not how i was raised no more being meen i come here to unwind so no more been kids support me in my decisions and dont belittle the ones i choose im an adult and i have to live with my choice so be there 4 me and dont cause hostility mom u know better u wasnt raised like that either u hate ppl like that and now u doing it what would gram say she say im a big boy and will make up my own mind look at jo jo she left and we hardly see the lil ones and we dont talk bad on her so dont on who i choose we r adults and we will do wat we choose even if its not wat others think is good i didnt like who u choose all the times but i was there 4 u be there me and yes i still love tavia and the 7 kids can u understand

To My Friends
i just wanted to say hello and sry its been so long since i have been on here its been really crazy for me lately since movin in with my parents and to be honest i cant handle it anymore. i fell for my daughter cause i dont want to hurt her by leaving but my parents have no clue where i am since they left me at the library today its been really bad and ive been at the point of anorexia with all the shit ive been through so hopefully ill be on more and in better spirits here where i am now Hope all is well with everyone much love to you all!

To My Friends
to my friends. thanks for all the comments and messages.sorry i havent responded i had surgery on 2/15/08 and nave nt felt like getting on pc .but i will get back to you as soon as i can .THANKS FOR THE LOVE IT WILL BE RETURNED!!!!!

To My Much Loved Girl Friend
Good morning beautiful How was your night Mine was wonderful With you by my side And when I open my eyes And see your sweet face It's a good morning beautiful day I didn't see the light I didn't know day from night I had no reason to care But since you came along I can face the dawn Cause I know you'll be there Good morning beautiful How was your night Mine was wonderful With you by my side And when I open my eyes And see your sweet face It's a good morning beautiful day I'll never worry If it's raining outside Cause in here with you girl The sun always shines Good morning beautiful How was your night Mine was wonderful With you by my side And when I open my eyes And see your sweet face It's a good morning beautiful day, yeah A good morning beautiful...day Good morning beautiful A beautiful day Good morning beautiful Good morning beautiful A beautiful day Good morning beautiful day A beautiful day Good morning beautiful

To My Friends
Hello all, I haven't been on much these past few days and there is good reason. I have been blindsided by a new custody hearing my ex wife is throwing at me. Claiming I am an unfit father and bad rolemodel for my son. With the divorce and now this I am at wits end and my friends offline have as usual let me down. So I turn to my friends online and lately they havent been around either when i need them. So if anyone does read this please let me know. Just a line something to let me know that i still have people out there that care about me and my life. I am a strong person and I know I am a great father. But sometimes you can only take so much on yourself and i am at my breaking point. I dont want to go back down the path i went down when my mom died 10 years ago. I wont let myself do that but I also am just looking for some form of release. Something to get away sometimes. So feel free to comment, message, IM..anything you want Ill be here Travis

To My Friends Once More
hugs to you all and hope to get connected again soon, the comp is being taken and its really got me pissed off. ill hit ya up when im upand running again! its been fun talkin to ya and thanks so much for all the luv its awsome and means a lot to me! BabyBratz and for those who know my name which mind you youronly about 4 that know it lol, hugs to ya and lots of luv will miss you! ttys

To My Husband
When love finds you--whether it is first love, true love, or one and only love--one thing is certain: You are changed forever. When I found you I found love and it has changed me. Change for the better; For I am loved unconditionally! I now walk with confidence that I am truly loved...loved by you. Your love has made me realize that I can do anything... there are no limitations. Through you I discovered the true meaning of love. I can go through life, no matter what happens, and know that I am loved. When I have a bad day, it's you that makes me feel better. The way you smile at me, the compliments you give, the way you hold me in your arms. The words you speak with wisdom, kindness, and caring. When you touch me, I feel my heart skip a beat and at times... I am breathless. You give me love like I have never known and I thank you for all you do for me. Thank you for who you are and what you have given to me ..LOVE. Know that I love you with all t

To My Friends & Family That Were Sb Me And Pm Me(heartbroken)
I JUST WANT TO THANK YOU ALL WHO BROUGHT THAT BULLY TO MY ATTENTION THAT I NEVER SAW POSTED 3-4 DAYS AGO. I'M NOT GOING INTO GREAT DETAIL ABOUT THIS BECAUSE THE WOUNDS AND SCARS ARE STILL THERE AND WILL BE THERE FOR A LONG TIME .IN FACT I THOUGHT I WOULD NEVER HAVE TO DO A BLOG ON THIS . AS PLANNED, NO THAT PERSON IS NOT WITH ME BUT AS WE HAD PLANNED. I HAVE EXPLAINED TO MOST OF U WHAT HAS HAPPENED.I KNOW THIS IS REALLY NO CLARIFACATION. ONCE AGAIN THERE IS INTERFERNCE. THANK YOU ALL WHO LOVE AND CARE ABOUT ME!PLEASE BEAR WITH ME AT THIS TIME.

To My Little Angel...
I was givin the most amazing gift and five minutes after she was givin to me she was taken from me. My daughter Star Lynn was born March 12, 2000 so eight years ago was the first official time I became a mother but the angels above needed her more then I did, I guess. sometimes I get angry with the world for taking her from me but then other times i feel blessed cause had she lived she would not have been able to walk or be able to function as a normal person would. However dont get me wrong I love her with all my heart and miss her more then someone could ever imagine missing someone. Star is now my angel in heaven and watches over me and her little brothers, but there's times like today her birthday I wish to have her here with me yeah that sounds very selfish and I'm sorry but gosh loosing a child is such a rotten feeling and i wouldn't wish that on any one on earth. I just want to express how much having a child is a blessing and a true miricale I wouldn't change being a mother for

To My Love
My love your the light that never fails to touch my heart and a soul leaving behind the feeling of peace. The assurance that goodness truly exists in this world. Your a magical spark in a world that sometimes seams dark . And for that I love you!

To My Ex
I'm here waiting Impatiently, eyes full of tears, The other day you said you loved me You said it perfectly clear. Now, today's a new day And you're not here by my side, Now everything you told me Just feels like pain and lies. You said you would be here forever Was that just a lie, too? You made promises you couldn't keep I had all my faith in you. You took off with my heart And life inside your hands, I'm left empty and incomplete Why can't you understand. You let me down When my hopes were high, I try to smile But I always sigh. I'm left alone With all this pain and misery, Your love is all I ask for Why can't you see. You loved me for who I was Not for who I tried to be, You were the best thing that ever happen to me You'll always be inside of me. We've been through too much For you to push me away, I'll always love you no matter what It will never fade away.

To My Ex
REMEMBER WHEN WE FELL IN LOVE WE THOUGHT IT WAS MEANT TO BE BUT NOW WHEN YOU SAY THAT YOUR LEAVING ME THERES ONLY ONE PLACE I WOULD RATHER BE AND THATS RIGHT HERE ON MY KNEES BEGGING YOU TO STAY.REMEMBERING THE TIMES WE SHARED HOW COULD THAT JUST SLIP AWAY.HOW COULD YOU SAY THAT ITS OVER GIRL ITS DRIVING ME INSANE.I THOUGHT YOU TRULY LOVED ME NOW I AM DOWN ON MY KNEES BEGGING YOU PLEASE AND YOU JUST PUSH MY LOVE AWAY ALL I GOTTA SAY IS STAY OUT MY LIFE YOU HURT ME DEEP INSIDE YOU PLAYED WITH MY HEART FROM THE START AND NOW YOU BEGGING ME TO STAY NOW WHO'S BEGGING WHO TO STAY I THOUGHT YOU DIDNT LOVE ME I AM DONR WITH YOUR SHIT SO GET OVER IT SO ALL I GOTTA SAY IS STAY OUT MY LIFE YOU HURT ME DEEP INSIDE YOU PLAYED WITH MY HEART FROM THE START AND NOW YOUR BEGGING ME TO STAY GIRL YOUR OUR OF MY MIND YOU LIED TOO MANY TIMES YOU PLAYED ME LIKE A FOOL SO I'M DONE WITH YOU SO JUST STAY OUT MY LIFE

To My Friends, Family & Fans
I just wanted to post to say thank you to all of my wonderful friends, family & fans! Everyone has been so kind to me on Fubar... I really have enjoyed my time here so far and hope to make many more friends. Thank you for all of your wonderful fans, rates, photo & profile comments. I try to post on each one of your profiles, read them and rate them... may each day put a smile on your face. Just a little bit about me, I grew up in the midwest. I'm just a girl that loves computers, reading, and art. Photography & Music are my passions. Please dont ask me to webcam or share in instant messengers. I'm here to have fun and make new friends along the way. P.S. Since music & tv shows are fun & enjoyable to me, I'll be experimenting with My Stash collection and some blog experiments. Please rate them if you get a chance... Hugs! Luv, Jess

To My Daddy
Daddy I know you may never see this, but I miss you. I sit and cry every day, worried about you. I know your not doing so good. You have some health problems. But daddy I pray for you. I pray that one more time, I will get to be with you, Daddy, Its been so hard without you near I dont understand why its this way. Its been rough in my life. I need you back. Daddy, I want you to know I love you. The past is the past. Everynight i talk to Tec, I tell him that I love you. We have a future ahead, let the past go. I really miss you daddy! But for now I must go, Love Your Baby Daughter, DJ!

To My Son
To My Son, I Love You I feel so fortunate to have you for a son I love your bright face when we talk seriously about the world I love your smile when you laugh at the inconsistencies in the world I love your eyes when you are showing emotion I love your mind when you are discovering newideas and creating dreams to follow Many people tell me that they cannot talk to their children that they cannot wait for them to leave home I want you to know that I enjoy you so much and I look forward to any time we can spend together Not only are you my adored son but you are also my friend I am so proud of you my son and I love you

To My Friends
To all of my treasured friends and fans. Come next Monday I will most likely be deleting my account. I think it is time for me to move on, and get some semblance of an outside life going. I highly and respectfully appreciate all the great conversations I have had with you all, as well as getting to know some very friendly and interesting people. So to all of you that will actually miss talking to me, I will be bidding you a fond adieu, and who knows, I might just be back here again someday. Thanks again Red Behr

To My Best Friend, My Whole World, My Reason For Living~
Ive been out of sorts lately, Depression has a firm grip on me. Then I look at this precious little boy, and my heart melts. I love you Landon, I hope one day I can make you proud....~ Please play the video with the slide show, Im too emotional to figure out how to mix a song and pics together. Thanks for the support~

To My Friends And Family...
I know that I have not been on a lot if at all in the last week or more. I'm on now to let you all know (for those that care) that I am alright, I am just dealing with some personal issues that I haven't been in the mood to "show up" on fubar. I hope that you and yours are all well. Me and mine are ok. I am going through a lot right now and it's just been better for me to just stay away, I know that I have worried some of you, but from the looks of my page, most of my "friends" (the ones that only have fubar to contact me) didn't notice or don't give a damn that I wasn't here. But hey it's the internet right...lmfao LATERZ Jenn

To My Haters:
For those of you not wanting *DRAMA*, you sure enjoy starting it. But that's OK, cause I am ending it since *I* have a life unlike you! First of all, I want to thank you for being my biggest fans! Your support of trashing me has just boosted my ego for knowing you truly have no life. Thank you so very much! :) If you think that calling me names, dissing my close friends, putting down both my lounges is great ammo, LMAO, honey I hate to disappoint you, but all your doing is making me laugh and showing your lack of intelligence, maturity, confidence and how jealous you truly are of me. See just a FYI (oh sorry I forgot you have a 5 year old mentality, FYI means For Your Information), I have been called every name in the book not only from my family but my haters too. Sure, at first it hurt, however, I have grown immune to it and realized years ago, that its not me who has a problem, its people like you who hate me because you aint me. I'm sorry but your not all that and a bag of c

To My Fu Family..
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To My Friend
LOL maybe i am just new to this site but I found an old friend back in the day I use to know.. Commented on there page and they replied to see how i was etc etc. But when i go to reply back I'm block lol... I just think its weird you can block your own friends on your friends list from ever having contact with you... anyways melissa if you get this unblock my ass lol later chris

To My Husband
i love uuuuuuuuuuuu Cherished are the memories that Brought us to this day, For yesterday, was just a dream ... A wish to contemplate. A fantasy where in my mind, A fleeting glimpse I'd see ... A vision of the true desires I longed for endlessly. And when I dreamed, I did not know The love I'd feel today; The height of my true feelings, And the depths they would portray. And if I had one wish today, A simple wish t'would be ... Is that the love we feel this moment, Lasts eternally. Reality has merged now As you stand here by my side; And as I join your hand in mine, My heart does fill with pride. For as I pledge my love to you, I see in many ways, Reflections of my love for you Are mirrored in your gaze. And by our presence here today, And for the love we share, I thank you for our yesterdays That brought us to be here. But more than this, I vow to you, My wishes yet to come ... Tomorrow's dreams and fantasies, This day that we are one.

To My Crushez...
Just a note 2 the two awesum guyz who crushed me:thank u both soooo much!!Man,i remember actually feelin a lil depressed over the whole crush situation.I went for monthz w/o one,even wrote a blog about it semi-beggin for one,lol!...and got nothin 4 my trouble!But i resolved 2 have multiple crushez this yr and kinda put it out of my mind til i put that damn widget on my page and IT sat empty 4 a few wkz!!!I'd bout decided 2 delete the damn thing frm my page and then it happened-i got one crush alert frm fubar,then one on my crush meter!Little did i know at the time it wuz 2 different ppl,lol!But newayz,im rambling...slave-boy,i love u 2 death,ur such a sweetheart and u never fail 2 make me smile-hell,most of the time u have me rotflmao!!! I adore u!!!! And as 4 u,my dear long-time friend,u definitely took me by suprise i must say-ur an awesume guy and u know i luv u!!U guyz mean the world 2 me and u have no idea how much i value ur friendship!!! Luv ya! Peace...xox

To My New Mumm Voters
this one is going out to all my new voters on my mumm what should i do please check out my profile and pic to help me out on getting to level 21 with your help i will get there i would like to have all of you on my list of friends so please check my pics and stashes out and i will be at my fulord status in no time love you all and ty again for helping me out o.k.

To My Dad (rip)
a letter to my dad dear dad, how are ya doing up there, its been almost 7 months now since your gone. We all miss you very much. We took marshall to see you on easter. he is going to be 8. he reall took it hard. he didnt relise that we were putting you in the nitch. He ask about you everyday, he was scared to come over for a bit.. It wasnt the same with out you. he stares at his baby pic when you were holding him. I too dad think about you lots.. my life is crap right now and i need your help.. i know yuor listening. i know you brought my new friend into my life. i wish you could see her. she pretty hot. I know, but she is nice too.. its too bad dad... you would have love too see her pics.. but shhe dont tell mom... love ya dad.. see ya soon.. peace out... bedrock

To My Christina Hemmi
my love to you is like a flower a flower that has just awoken from its slumber to rlease its beauty to the world and is soft and beautiful to the touch. my love to you is powerful as powerful as a steel wall tht cant be destroyied and will hold forever. my love to you is carinfg i will care for you always through the good and bad times and will never leave your side no matter how bad things get and always be there for u forever. my love to you means alot to me to have a woman like you in my life tht makes me happy and and feel as if times has stopped and all its is is just u and me to ourselfes. I love you so much christina i will always be there when u need a shoulder to cry on or just a frendly voice to talk to my baby i love u with all my heart and i cant stop lovin u cos if i do i might die without ur love so plz take care of me and help me to be strong so tht our love will last forever.

To My Sperm Donor
The conversation that just went on outside my bedroom door was totally retarded.... He likes to talk a lot of shit, infact, he talks his way out of a lot. "I said a lot of things but so did she." SHES 15 YOU DUMB FUCK! And when I try to get you to move your conversation elsewhere I get told to mind my own? I DONT FUCKING THINK SO! I may not be doing much with my life but at least I know how to maintain a bond with my mom and sister, you’ve never maintained a bond with anyone in your life you good for.... taking care of bunnies?... shit bag. Yep.. that’s right... called you a shit bag.... according to 80% of TEENS AND YOUNG ADULTS... the definition for shit bag is best put... "someone who is so worthless that they are about as useful as a bag full of shit." You want us to respect you? Earn it... I could CARELESS if you even looked in my dirction honestly, but when trouble starts and you try to make yourself look like the victim and blame your actions on a 15 year old

~~to My Lover~
I HAVE SOO VERY MUCH TO SAY BUT I DON’T KNOW WHERE TO BEGIN.... WE MET ONLINE,BUT ONLY OUT OF FATE..THE MORE WE TALKED THE MORE WE LEARNED ABOUT ONE ANOTHER..WE HAVE SHARED SO MANY STORIES ABOUT THE PAST AND THE PRESENT..THE GOOD AND THE BAD WE BOTH KNOW ABOUT EACH OTHER..MINUTE BY MINUTE,HOUR BY HOUR,AND DAY BY DAY,WE HAVE BECOME A COUPLE..YOU HAVE BECOME MY EVERYTHING..YOU ARE MY BOYFRIEND,MY ROCK,MY SHOULDER WHEN I NEED IT,MY LOVER,AND MY FRIEND..I CAN NOT TELL YOU ENOUGH IN ONE DAY HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU AND HOW MUCH YOU MEAN TO ME.. I LOVE HOW I CAN JUST BE MYSELF WHILE TALKING TO YOU..ACTING LIKE A DORK OR HOW EVER I WANT TO AND YOU STILL LOVE ME KNOW MATTER WHAT..I LOVE TALKING TO YOU EVERYDAY OF MY LIFE..YOU HAVE SEEN AND HEARD ME AT MY BEST AND WORST..AND KNOW MATTER WHAT YOU ARE STILL HERE FOR ME..NOT FOR ONE SECOND TRYING TO WALK AWAY FROM ME NOR PUSH ME AWAY..YOU ALWAYS KNOW HOW TO GET ME IN BETTER MOODS AFTER A HARD DAY OF DEALING WITH THINGS.. I NEVER THOUGHT I WOUL

To My Babi
We've only been together a little more than a month. But we have already been through a lot. And have much more ahead of us. Its hard to handle. And tearing me apart but Im not giving up! As long as you respect me and dont crew me over Im not going anywhere. If I find out you are lying to me and get hurt then well I guess peole will be able to tell me "I told you so". But I hope Im the one who gets to say that. In the time we have been together you have made me a lot happier and made me really love again. I love you babi and Im not going to give up no matter what.

To My Fubar Friends And Family
SPRING HAS SPRUNG AND I'M ON THE RUN, PLAYING IN THE FLOWERS DANCING IN THE SUN. YOU GUYS HAVE BEEN GREAT YOU GUYS HAVE BEEN FUN IT IS TIME FOR REAL LIFE I'LL MEET YOU IN THE SUN. BUT YOU CAN BELIEVE WHEN THE COLD DAYS COME I WILL BE BACK HERE FOR MORE FUN!!! BLOODY KISSES MINA P.S. I will be coming on off and on for a little while here and there, lol when i get bored....

To My Friends
A friend is a hand that is always holding yours, no matter how close or far apart you may be. A friend is someone who is always there and will always, always care. A friend is a feeling of forever in the heart.” As I look back on all that's happened..growing up, growing together, changing you, changing me -- there were times when we dreamed together, when we laughed and cried together. As I look back on those days, I realize how much I truly miss you and how much I truly love you. The past may be gone forever..and whatever the future holds, our todays make the memories of tomorrow. So, my lifetime friend, it is with all my heart that I send you my love, hoping that you'll always carry my smile with you, for all we have meant to each other and for whatever the future may hold.”

To My Fuckwad Of A Husband..
*Also posted on Myspace* I poured my heart out in these texts but it had to be said. I'm tired of him, and just men period that think of me as an option. They dont want to be alone, so they think "oh well I will just settle for Shawna". Lord knows, I made him a priority for 6.5 yrs but no more. I can't do it. I have too much self respect and I know I deserve better than what I'm getting. I will find it one day and it is going to be the love that lasts a lifetime.

To My North Carolina Area Ppl
listen if your in the durham nc area me and my band will be at the talk of the town club in downtown durham on main st if you want to come out and hear some good singing be my guest i would love to see you if yor in the nc area. so its downtown main st called talk of the town o.k. seeya

To My Friends
Ok well as some know I am in chicago and the internet in the hotel sucks ass big time. It's taking me so long to rate people. For the next few days I'm not going to be around much. My daughters boyfriend was killed in a car accident on the 25th of april at 1:30 am. 4 kids were in the car, the driver and 2 passengers were killed and one got out with minor injuries. Both my kids were friends with one boy and my daughter was dating another boy in the vehicle. This has been her truley first serious relationship and isn't taking this very well... So I am doing a early prediction by saying I won't be on alot. My page wilbe up I'm sure but not sure what the next few days will bring. As many of you all know I lost 2 childen not long ago and this is really hard for me to even absorb let alone feel. Kids have lost total faith in alot after the death of their siblings, and now this. These are young kids and had a promising future. Well it chokes me up to even type all this..... Here is the lnk to

To My Fubarites
Those of you who know me, know i'm a very blunt ass bitch and i don't give a fuk less what you all think bout that. It's what makes me who I am. Now what I hate is people thinking I'm a fuking mind reader...u got something to say to me or ask me, open your dam mouth, be an adult and say it/ask it. You may not like my answer or what I have to say but ya know what? Oh fuking well...be the adult that you are and put the big girl/boy panties on and deal with it. I ain't here to please no one or stroke egos. And plz don't feed me the bullshit lines or expect me to believe the shit you tell others. If you can't be real with me, plz move on. I don't need fake ass friends in my life...I'd rather be alone. If you make me look like the asshole, just remember Karma is a bitch. I ain't here for a popularity contest...if you say one thing to me and do another...lol remember I'm a smart ass woman and I remember shit. You can't BS me...I'm 3 steps ahead of ya! B at peace always....

To My Dom
True happiness was never meant to be mine. Misery has been my constant campainion. My destiny is to be alone and I accept that. My darkest hours are spent alone. I am no good to anyone when i am alone. My heart yearns for love that isnt meant to be mine. Lonliness was killing me slowly. Then I found you. You brought me to you and have held me tightly. You may only be my Dom but with you I have found the saftey love and happiness i have yearned for all my life. I will be your submissive forever. I will never ask for anything in return.

To My Love
Sometimes I'm frightened Like a child, Of this feeling; So new and wild. I've never felt This way before; A love so powerful, Deep and pure. Posses my heart, And my soul; Take my body, And make me whole. Hold me tight- Don't let go! Open your heart; Let the feelings show. You are my love, My guiding light; The one who holds me Throughout the night. Copyright 2007 Missy Harrell

To My Fucking Father
Father of mine Tell me where have you been You know I just closed my eyes My whole world disappeared Father of mine Take me back to the day When I was still your golden boy Back before you went away I remember blue skies Walking the block I loved it when you held me high I loved to hear you talk You would take me to the movie You would take me to the beach You would take me to a place inside That is so hard to reach Father of mine Tell me where did you go You had the world inside your hand But you did not seem to know Father of mine Tell me what do you see When you look back at your wasted life And you don't see me I was ten years old Doing all that I could It wasn't easy for me To be a scared white boy In a dark neighborhood Sometimes you would send me a birthday card With a five dollar bill I never understood you then And I guess I never will Daddy gave me a name My dad he gave me a name Then he walked away Daddy gave me a name Then he wal

To My Leveling Families
Just a quick note to let you know that on weekends I'm not normally around. I usually spend them with my boyfriend and he doesnt have computer access. If and when Im around i will help out on weekends but its coming on summer and we go camping and just try to get away from it all. Luv to you all.

To My Haters
Ernest and Debby keep checking up on us! I am making my page public and my blogs public, I have nothing to hide in my awesome life. I have a great husband(who is the BEST daddy in the world) and the best kids in the world, I can see why jealous people would want to talk shit about it. So to all you shit talkers take a good, LOOOONNNNG look into what a great life is about and be jealous, talk shit, and hate me all you want I LOVE IT!

To My Friends
I will not b on much at all now as my father has been told that he is now dieing and nothing docs can do for him, they can't even give him how much longer he has to live. HOPE ALL HAVE HEALTHIER FAMS/LIFES...theres no hell cause we live in it. One question i always ask myself, it hurts so much to lose ONE u love but how much does it hurt that person having to lose ALL he loves. :(

To My Mom & To All My Mom Friends
You know most people look through their wallets or their pocket books and way down at the bottom, past their credit cards and the baby pictures and green stamps, you can usually find a little ole dog-eared piece of poetry of some kind ... "I was cleanin' out my wallet the other day and I ran across a whole bunch of IOU's some of 'em 30 years overdue. And the funny thing is that all these IOU's are owed to one person, and I just kinda thought that maybe now might be a pretty good time for an accounting ... "Mom? You listenin'?" "Mom, I owe you for so many things, a lot of different services, like Night Watchman for instance, for lyin' awake nights listenin' for coughs, cries and creakin' floorboards, and me comin' in too late. Oh, you had the eye of an eagle, the roar of a lion, but ya always had a heart as big as a house. "I owe you for services as a short order cook, chef, baker, for makin' sirloin outta hamburger, turkey outta tuna fish and big old strappin' boys

To My Rain
Downpour Run by LateNiteFantasy© distant thunder darkness loooming in the distance no, it probably won't come this way up the hill we go booming a bit louder now little more frequent did you see that lightning? circle the building back down the hill cool strong wind cuts through the summer heat blows back the leaves clean ozone scent sky getting darker first drops of rain maybe it will come this way after all bigger drops now strong gusts through the trees step after step smiling in anticipation now it's pouring sheets of rain sweep through pick up the pace every step a cool splash water flowing off my cap brim nearby booming crack, bright light laugh with excitement let's don't go back let's keep going soaked in seconds the street is a river every step a big splash laughing like idiots raising our arms in victory over the gods of rain, lightning, and thunder soaked to the skin wet hair hanging down pasted to your smiling face t-shirt stick

To My Dad
my eyes close but i dont wanna fall asleep with the fear i might dream about you, so awake i will keep. dont wanna imagine that night. even though i cant fully remember, i still feel the horror and the fright. we sit up and wonder what it would be like if you hadnt passed away. a day will never go by where i wont think about it or pray. cant imagine life in moms shoes,~ falling in love with someone then knowing how it feels to lose.~ waiting for you to come home. then gettng that call on the phone. "theres been an accident. im sorry but hes gone. he fell asleep at the wheel and the car flipped by the front of that stangers lawn". they tried and tried but it was all they could do... now im sitting here with out you. i wish you were here then we'd know what its like to have a dad. i know it would cure the fact that we're all so sad. so as i sit here and pray i keep saying in my mind...i hope i do see you someday. having to go by the place where you left us, i want my daddy back

To My Mother.....
Happy Mother's Day Hammy, Without you, I know I wouldn't have made it sometimes. We may argue and create World War III sometimes. But that's ok. You were brave for taking me on when you were MY AGE, when I was born. You knew, I was going to be a challenge, yet you kept me, even when they kept asking you, if you wanted me. Not many mom's can put up with what you do. Not many mom's let their children have the freedom to do everything they dream of or desire, yet try to make them understand morals and responsibility at the same time. You let me live, you let me blossom. You let me express myself, through every odd stage I went though. And the little pain in your butt I am today. I'll always be your baby, despite being 5'6'' and 130 lbs now. I may have a mouth. I may be witty. I may be snobby sometimes.. But I always love you. Thanks for kicking me in the rear at times. Thank you for letting me stay in school, even though it put you through hell. Thank you, for letting m

To My Fu Family And Friends
I FEEL IT'S TIME FOR ME TO SPEND LESS TIME ON HERE. DON'T LET OTHER PEOPLE TELL YOU WHY I AM .. NO ONE TRULY KNOWS ALL OF THE REASONS. I DO PLAN TO STILL LOG IN DAILY AND SEND OUT THE "HITLIST" ONCE. SO, IF YOU HAVE A LINK YOU WANT ON IT PLEASE MAIL IT TO ME. MY SHOUTBOX IS OFF AND HAS BEEN FOR A FEW DAYS NOW, SO MAIL IS THE ONLY WAY TO CONTACT ME. WHEN I LOG IN I WOULD LIKE TO STILL RATE STASH UNTIL I HAVE USED UP ALL MY RATES AND ALL ALL OF MY 11'S, SO WITH THAT BEING SAID.. PLEASE MAIL ME IF YOU WANT TO TRADE 11'S DURING A HAPPY HOUR. (YOU WILL NEED TO MAIL ME THE NIGHT BEFORE) ALSO!! MAIL ME IF YOU HAVE NEW STASH FOR ME TO HIT! I WANT TO GET ON AND USE MY TIME EFFICIENTLY. I AM PUTTING THIS OUT BECAUSE ALOT OF TIMES I AM SEARCHING FOR STASH TO HIT. PREFERABLY I WOULD LIKE A FELLOW VIP MEMBER. BUT NOT REQUIRED. LET ME KNOW YOU'RE OUT THERE AND WANT THE RATES!

To My Fubar Friends And Family
HEY THIS IS YOUR BOI GHETTOLUVA26 saying wuss up to all of you and a happy b-lated mothers day to all of you that i haven't gopt to talk to i got you in my heart now i got that out the way i got new pics and new stashes up on my profile you will all enjoy the video's will take you back and my playlist. for the ppl who are in top r&b like i am it took me a long time to find and they are dear to me and the pic will just touch you so if you have time stop by my page and take a look and sit back relax and listen to them and leave comments if you will but also i have some pic i learned how to do on my own for the first time so let me know what you think have fun on my page and enjoy it o.k. p.s. i also have a lounge called the ghetto lounge check that out as well love yall thanks tj

To My Daughter
*Just for this morning, I am going to step over the laundry, and pick you up and take you to the park to play. *Just for this morning, I will leave the dishes in the sink, and let you teach me how to put that puzzle of yours together. *Just for this afternoon, I will unplug the telephone and keep the computer off, and sit with you in the backyard and blow bubbles. *Just for this afternoon, I will not yell once, not even a tiny grumble when you scream and whine for the ice cream truck and I will buy you one if he comes by. *Just for this afternoon, I won't worry about what you are going to be when you grow up, or second guess every decision I have made where you are concerned. *Just for this afternoon, I will let you help me bake cookies, and I won't stand over you trying to fix them. *Just for this afternoon, I will take us to McDonald's and buy us both a Happy Meal so you ca

To My Friends......
If someone hurts you, I'll knock the shit outta them. If you jump off a bridge, I'll be on the ground to catch you. If you cry, I'll let you cry on my shoulder. If you're kicked out, I'll take you in. If you're drunk, I'll take your keys. If you're world comes crashin down, I'll be standin right next to you. If you cry cause of me, its cause I made you laugh too hard. We'll be friends forever, no matter what happens between us. Just know I'm here for you. Send this to all your friends or someone you really care about, including me. I care about you if I sent you this message, cause you're special to me. Send this to everyone you care about. If u get 7 back...you're loved

To My Friends And Once Were Friends
"There's only us, there's only this, forget regret or life is your to miss. No other road, no other way, No day but Today." - RENT! Last night after my daughter went to sleep, I sat up watching a movie and surfing the internet. It is convinant that the movie I watched was about the betrayl of a man's loved ones and friends. I sat up thinking until a few minutes ago and decided that there were some things I needed to get off my chest. Not as a vetn but on a serious, from me to each and every person I have in my life or had in my life recently. This is meant to be hurtful, just truthful. It's true you never know how much time you have in life and the more you sit around holding things against people the more you are wasting time you can never get back. I'm not living with grudges or regret anymore. Like some people say, No day but today. Stop worrying about the furture because you may not have much of one. The past doesn't matter because you can't change what is already done. Live

To My Fuhusband(real Life Boyfriend)
You came into my life,when life wasn't so great,and made me laugh.You set my soul on fire with everything you have ever written to me.You melted my heart like a river of lava,and nothing with cool it off.You sing to me with pen in hand,and that is priceless moments,of precious memories.Your voice is like a gentle breeze,brushing against my flesh,and that within itself,means so much to me.You fill my world with pleasure,and ask nothing of me.You have given yourself to me,in a way no one else could comprehend,and that makes me appreciate thee.But,most of all you gave me your heart,full of love,and without a doubt,and that within itself,is my destiny .There is no words that can be spoken when two becomes one,it just happens.It fills the senses,and burns the soul.It gives the spirit within the man, the woman,emotion beyond compare.I do know this my darlin,my dear.You,within my world is all I need. Terry I love thee with all that i am,heart soul,body,and mind.And all I can say is that you

To My Gf I Love Her So Much
My love for you is simple deep and strong. I feel it flowing towards you from my heart A tide of unsophisticated song. Sung with much desire and little art. I cannot tell my love but it will show In ways that even I cannot foresee. A love as full as mine must overflow Into everything that makes me, me. Just as the sun must shine to be the sun And trees burst forth in blossom every year, So I must love in ways that everyone Can see or sense or reason out or hear. Still I'll tell you of my love in this For fear despite all you might my love.

To My Friends
In 8 days I will be off line for a short time! My time here in Dallas Texas is done and will be heading to my next contract. Thankfully it's close to my home so I will have my girls with me or will at least be able to be home every weekend. Being teenagers they will want to spend some of their summer with friends - imagine that! lol I will say I dont think I'm miss texas too much, I will miss the friends I made at work. And the lab I worked in was really a great place to work. I won't however miss this state and it's just my opinion but there are not a whole lot of friendly people in this state. More illegals than you can shake a stick at and too many people wanting handouts with nothing in return. I might miss the friday night bum fights out my living room window. they can be kinda funny to watch the drunks fight over a beer or a box to sleep in when they can't even walk without falling down. (I know I'm mean) so yeah I won't miss this place too much! but thats just

To My Fiance My Writer My Soulmate
Have you ever wonder what your life would be like at the mercy of a writer.If every line,written in ink,by a pen in hand,convey a reality.A moment in time.A past,and adventure.a suddne thought,or a distant memory.What if it was told.the paths walked,or a journey of no end.with the pen With the pen it tales of emotions,hidden,like a trophy,in a closet.As the words written,scenes flickers,and the walls comes tumbling down,just for an instinct,a matter of time sparkled.Have you ever wonder what is in a writer's mind,a gift to speak words from tonque to pen.It is a share content of jumbled words,something only visible to the hand,that moves,along the pages of time.A steady flow of words.A mixture of humanity.Some real,some i a fantasy world,still,coming from the writers soul.If your tale became a vision of reality,and many came across it would you dare,feel the emotion,of the writer,or laugh at is outcries.

To My Fiance My Writer My Soulmate(part 2)
Realizing all along,his hand just wrote the most beautiful,deepest feeling,an emotion of everlasting preportion of lifes,as he sees it through his eyes.If your life suddenly appeared within the ink blot,and you finally realize the words spoken can set you free,do you accept it,or row ia all away.We each have a tale,a story of love,honor,and life.Hatred,and of death. I may stand alone,or with many,but, down through the hands of time.William Shakespere.A poet before his time.Henry Wadsworth Longfellow,shot us with his keenly arrow.Edgar Allen Poe gave the raven,and so many others.They travelled,to the ends of the world,and became their own story.For me,and so many others,who follows the pen.of the great ones,If comes so easily. I have set,and ponder,my life would be a great story ever told,but,only for me to read.My pen writes,my thoughts travels,yet I am at peace. I truly believe,a pen in hand,a whisper,upon a tablet,is a gift from god.It is an emotion,a feeling,a mere inli

To My Fiance My Writer My Soulmate (the Final Thought)
Have you every wonder if your story was ever told,by an artist,with paint in hand.A drawing,a sketch.nk.chalk,a pencil,what the colors would convey.Time standing still in a frame.A moment,a second.A day,of a mere motion creating your destiny.A protrait of what was.is and should be.MIchael Angelo,Divinci.Rapheial,and all the greats,Laugh at them.shun them,Then admire,and respected by all.They gave us a peice of themselves,without hesitaion.Seven years never did one rest until story wa stold.A creation,no other can imitate.An orginal,from hand to canvas,from a dreamer.If they create your life with a brush,paint or clay.Would you scold,tease,or adore,and graciously applaud,their magnificant,mastery.Life's moments in an sculture,precious time stood still.Different yet same,a writer,an artist.Creations of someones soul.A pen in hand smoothly,stroking the paper,and instructment of a writer's whisper.A brush stroking a canvas,creating a vision of infinity.All the same.yet not.Have you ever w

To My Surprise Today
I was on AOL today and received emails of pictures myself (and I was not happy) but this total stranger had been in my account and was checking out all my pictures. I know, me personally, alot of times I throw pictures into photobucket so I do not have to use up the memory space on my new laptop. But Now I feel violated even though it was my own fault....UGH! And to top off my pain, the man thought my Bfs ass pic was mine HAHAHAHAHA.... :/

To My Kindred Spirit
We share secrets, we laugh and even cry, We have so much in common, Concerns, likes and dislikes. Ours is a relationship joined by Tender velvet chains that link our similar dreams of life and love. A gentle intuition guides us in our individual struggles to succeed at the things we pursue, to stand out from the crowd. In you I have found so much of myself, Including many of the same Insecurities and philosophies. Complete inner-peace and happiness, These are the things I wish for you, in the present and in the future because you are my kindred spirit. Todd-Michael St. Pierre

To My Ex Wife
My darling, my lover, my beautiful wife: Marrying you screwed up my life. I see your face when I am dreaming. That's why I always wake up screaming. Kind, intelligent, loving and hot; This describes everything you are not. Love may be beautiful, love may be bliss, But I only slept with you because I was pissed. I thought that I could love no other -- That is until I met your Mother. Roses are red, violets are blue, sugar is sweet, and so are you. But the Roses are wilting, the violets are dead, the sugar bowls empty and so is your head. I want to feel your sweet embrace; But don't take that paper bag off your face. I love your smile, your face, and your eyes -- Damn, I 'm good at telling lies! My love, you take my breath away. What have you stepped in to smell this way? What inspired this amorous rhyme? Two parts vodka, one part lime..ZZ..

To My Son
Eric Jason Whitaker (October 15, 1985 - December 27, 2006) Category: Writing and Poetry Share tyme.. A first look back... Born to an only child when she was 21, he was a miracle baby. From the age of 15 she'd been told that children were not in her cards, yet here he came -- entering the world against all odds. Full of a baby's innocence, he began to shine his love and laughter upon the family he'd been born into. Doted upon and spoiled indeed, his cries were only to fulfill his needs. Fits of temper were mostly screamed when he was forced to sleep. His first word, "nana" (for banana), was adapted to "Nannie" (for grandma). first steps, first trips, first falls, first utter joys, followed by his first exclamation of awe.. "Look Mama!! Flower!". From day one he never wanted to (nor needed to) do anything or go anywhere alone. A chubby lil hand would reach for another as a mischievious smile took over his face.. "Come on!", he'd say, and off we'd go looking for an adventur

To My Friends
I wanted to take a moment and say thank you to all of my friends here and in my real life. My life has been a series of ups and downs lately. Fubar has been somewhat of an escape for me. It has helped keep my mind off of my real life problems and worries. In just over a month I will be going into the hospital to take care of a problem that I have tried to get fixed for years, without my BFF Lollipop pushing me to finally get answers this time I probably wouldn't have insisted they fix me. Now after the healing process is done I will be able to be pain-free for the most part for the first time in over 10 years. I love you more than life Biatch! While I am happy it will be over, at the same time I am scared.. a hysterectomy is a big deal. BUT I finally am closer to knowing exactly what this is. whew! Anyway thank you for the laughs, the rates, and allowing me to be a little point whore lol. Thanks to all that have commented my pic in the giveaway, sent me drinks, bling or wha

To My Friends
Thank you for listening to my rants, for talking to me when I'm feeling down, instead of saying "I guess I'll talk to you when you feel better", trying to make me feel better when I'm sick, etc. You know who you are, I think.

To My Friends
Hello all! Im jus basically posting this blog because I have around 800 friends on here and thats alot of effin friends lol well anyways I jus want u to kno that I do greatly appreciate the love u show me and I may not always return the favor so Im askin u to lemme kno who you are so I can get back at u...I dont want anyone thinking Ima stuck up bitty lol cuz really Im not..if it wasnt for u guys I wouldnt of leveled to 19 in less than a month...u guys are truly awesome!! Love, K

To My Real Friendz
k i waz told to write this blog lol...i waz havin bad nite so im not leavin...i apologize & ty to my REAL friendz for stickin wit me especially Johnny Chimpo...yeh hes the man lol...thats all for now & ty

To My Bf...
ok here it goes again... that last blog..pissed my bf off... Sorry... he is one of a kind...And right now im being dumb, have no idea what my problem is.. Babe... I know that u r going to read this and so is the rest of the public,but the thing is i dont know, im just an ass simple as that... You are so sweet, and joke around with me all the time...But i get in one of my moods and begin being a bitch, im sorry...

To My Only
Layin in bed awake last night just thinkin of you thinkin of you How far we've come how far how fast and wondering how does one define a thing so deep the depth so deep what went from us the perfect friends to now so heavy and deep so large as us the here and now. Wow! To rise a morning later not having slept for hours straight engulfed in thought with thoughts of you How far we've come how much we've breached and have we reached that perfect merge? What lies ahead I do not know. I cannot imagine a closer us. Could it still grow? And will we know? Can we make it to occur? What would it be like to bear the intensity of a more potent oneness? Could we stand the perfect bonding? I fear the power of more. And such were my thoughts until a moment ago last night.

To My Friends, About My Status Change
Apparently, my relationship status change is suddenly the talk of my friends... We need to have a talk :D so rather than 1 on 1 this, i tell you, and you can comment your thoughts, opinions, feelings, whatever... As many many many of you know, Adam and I went through a very rough patch. We broke up. There were a lot of problems.... we're only been together about 8 months, but, yes we were engaged... still are, but that part is to come. Adam is a very unique person... in ways you will never understand... he is truly my soul-mate. He bonds with me on a level I will never be able to explain in mere words... he also is a pain in my ass. I clean up after him, and cook for him, and wait on him hand and foot damn near... with no real appreciation. Those of you who TRULY know me, know why that is insane. I do not clean, I love cooking, but I don't clean. I'm a control freak, and I expect people to kiss my ass. But, I realized, to make a real relationship work, both people have to

To My Beloved
To My Beloved, To you, whom God in Heaven has entrusted to be keeper of my heart, I say thank you. There have been times when it seem like there was no future for us but nevertheless you stood there unwilling to give in, unwilling to move. You are my inspiration and motivation to do what is right not only in God's eyes but yours as well. I do not know what the future in tells for us but I do know that whenever life comes as a hurricane I shall stay by your side. Like a tree rooted deep into the ground I shall not be moved. Hand in hand we shall overcome all that will come up against us for we are husband and wife, here and in the next life. If our time here is short and I am called home before you, do not get discourage or get depress. For God would seem it be best if I go before you and get our house in order for your arrival. On that day, when your days are coming to a close, you draw your last breath and your eyes finally close there shall you see me by your side as I was in life

To My Daughter
July 18 made it 3 years and I still cant find away to get over the fact that your not here. That I was denied the right every father has to hold his child in his arms. To see the one person that in life is worth more than anything that this world can offer. The one person who's love i don't have to do anything to earn. How do you overcome the void that is in your life that once was filled with joy and happiness? I thought by getting married that would work but in the end i probably just did more damage than good and now i may never get that friend back that i had before. Fuck this i cant even finish it just piss me off even more. I love you Zamirah Aaliyah Brown July 18, 2005 - July 18, 2005

To My Biggest Fan Rip
Plaid shirts, Goofy hats Grits and eggs in a bowl Smiles, Hugs, Tomato Plants Many little half cert rolls Most wouldn't understand this was only a small part what made my grandpa so special was the love within his heart he worked hard at the shop each and every day but he never forgot to take the time to watch his grandkids play we did not wrong in his eyes he loved us all the same inside jokes, lots of laughs even the silly nicknames it was hard to watch him leave us but we had to say goodbye he was gone before we knew it and only god knows why a million times we'll need him a million times we'll cry if love alone could save him he never would have died in life we loved him dearly in death we'll love him still in our hearts he holds a place that no one else could fill although it broke our hearts to lose him but he didn't go alone because part of us went with him the day god took him home Aut

To My Crush (not My Fubar Crush:p)
I Can't Stop I can't stop thinking about you Wondering if you think of me, too I can't stop thinking of your lips Oh! How soft they are between mine I can't stop imagining your hands As they caress my every hair and limb I can't stop thinking of your face How I love it and it thanks me in return. I can't stop thinking of your voice, As sexy as the body it possesses. I can't stop feeling your touch inside me. My temperature rises and emotions explode. I can't stop thinking of how much I want you, how I need you No matter what you do, I can't stop thinking about you. *SIGH*

To My Love..
We have been off and on so long. My addiction has never weakened but sometimes it is prolonged. Though I cant keep you here with me all the time The feelings are much more intense when we find the time. I feel you rushing through my body and I let go as i feel you take control. All my worries and all my woes seem to disappear as I plunge you through the hole. You rush through my veins and nothing can stop you. You make me feel so good that no person can top you. You take me in when everyones backs are turned. I welcome you warmly and constantly yearn. They say your bad for me and will lead me to my doom. Doom cant be so bad as long as I have you. You are my new love, and you take away the pain, and everytime I cant feel you I cant think till we meet again. Oh if you were human and something I could hold.. but your just an addiction but one I dearly hold. Youve carried me through torn emotions and evil people that crossed my path.. As long as I can find you, the world can

To My Love
Have i told u how much i love you How much i need u in my day Have i shared with u my feelings Have i said the words that i should say Do u know how much i love u That my life is filled with u U r in my mind and in my heart U're there in everything i do I love to have u close to me I feel empty when we're apart Have i told u, how much i love u From the bottom of my heart

To, My Best Friend And Brother.
To my best friend & brother, R.I.P. To my friend & brother, I have a hole in my heart, In a spot that you held,It can never be replaced by anyone.I loved you like a brother and will miss you more than life itself. I want to thank you for being there when I needed a friend, I only wish you would have come to me when you had the pain enough to do this to yourself, but I know you, you never would have come to me or anyone. You didn't want to trouble us with your pain, but thats what we were here for, I told you I always had your back brother.I feel like I failed you my friend, you were there so much for me, and I feel I was there so little for you. You are always going to be my best friend and in my thoughts, not a day will pass that I don't think of you and all the good time's and memories we shared.If it wasn't for youI wouldn't have much of a life, and I may not even be here myself. Besides my girls, you were a very important part in my life,I find it hard to think of a da

To My Family And Friends .
Hey Everyone . First of all i just want to Thank all my Friends and Family For all the love you have shown to me .. I have had a death in the family and I will be leaving for Minnesota on Thursday night or early Friday Morning . And will not return home until late Sunday night or early Monday morning I will Miss all of you . I wish the best weekend ever for all of you . All my best Darlee .

To My Fu Friends...
After giving this much thought i have decided to delete my fu account. It has been a pleasure meeting new people and making new friends. a few i have added on to myspace profile since i am on there as well. If you wish to keep in contact with me you may find me at either.... myspace.com/therisingflame(my book page) or myspace.com/embraceofvampirequeen I will stay on here for just a few more days. if this is our last encounter i wish you all the best in life. bloody bites and many kisses... ~Christine~

To My Love
I love you so very much and always will. Since the time we met and up till now. The love that I carry for you will never leave me or my heart. The burning flame of desire shall never go out as long as I shall live. I always be there to hold you tight and close to my heart day by day. Each day that we are apart my love grows for you more and more. Baby I love you very much with all my heart and always will my dear sweetheart

To My Stalkers, And Your Affiliates.
I'm getting a bit annoyed at all the fake accounts that keep stalking my page. In this past week, I have had roughly 15 bag heads come to my page and do nothing. No rate, no fan, no nothing. Just stalking. SO, from here on out, if your default is a bag head, you will be blocked immediately. No salute, no add. The only time this will not apply is if I know FOR A FACT who you are. (like bbG, who keeps getting her default pic flagged by dumbasses) I have a feeling I know who it is that keeps stalking me, and I'm not really sure why he is, but nonetheless, you WILL be blocked if you do not have a pic posted. No questions asked. So, to my stalker, good luck with whatever the fuck you are trying to accomplish. Why not make me and yourself happy and just get a fuckin life?! ok, rant over.

To My Sister
My heart broke into a million little pieces the day you left, I came home from a really bad day at my job and i wanted to come home and say sorry... but when i came home and u were gone... no letter no good byes nothing... i sat in my room that night well mom and dad talked to the cops and cried... i lost my Best Friend and my Sister that night... I wish u would come home Stephanie...Just so i could say sorry....My heart breaks into millions of little pieces and this time your not here to help me pick them back up.. im alone with out my friend.. i love you Stephanie AA4E!!!!!!

To My Wife
i hope you see this i need to tell u u will always have a big part of my hart and my love.i have to learn to live without you.im doing better each day i get alittle stronger.i do acept that it is over with us this is the hardest thing iv done in my life and my hope is that someday you and i can be close friends wish u all the best and hope u found what was missing in your life that i was unale to give you all i want is u to be happy i hope to find someone with your thurst for life thats one of your best qualitys.and i am sorry for any pain or trouble i caused thruo all this. thankyou for the 8years we had together ifeel im a better person knwoing you friends always kris ps hope to find a woman with your butt lol

To My Love.........
Dear Love, > > I will help you up when you stumble. > > I will cheer when you secede > and I will encourage when there is doubt. > > I promise to never wipe away your tears, > Because within every tear is strength, > wisdom and courage. > > These are the things I promise you always > and forever, as long as there is love > in this world and breath in my lungs. > > I am here for you. > > > Always, > Jeremy P. Lincicum

To My Friends
Hi For those of you that I send comments to regularly I am sorry that I won't be sending as many as I use too. I am working two full time jobs and just dont have the time to spend online like I use too. Please keep intouch I do really miss sending them out. I have a few that I will miss chating with as much as I do. I will be on a few days a week so say hello if you see me To my wife I Love You so much!!!!!!!! I know it will not be easy but it will be better in the long run. I will miss my top 16 friends you are all very sweet and very nice people Thank You for being there. Paul

To My Family In Louisiana...
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To My Dear Sweet Lord Lestat
my dear sweet lord i know the pain is bad but you know all of the LDC family love you and care for you that we are all there no matter what your going through....Never give up never give anyone from the past power over you have the power to rise above this and show those who hurt you that you no longer care about the past we are the future we need you more then anything....SWEETHEART listen to me i love you with all my heart and soul you and my kids are the reason i get up in the morening i couldn't handle it if you left me it's brake me in half you mean that much to me the whole LDC family needs you chin up baby

To My Sc Friends
As most of u know it is hurricane season and I do alot of internet repair for the Hilton Head, SC area well I got word today that they are going to be doing a mandatory evacuation either today or tomorrow so be prepared. Stay safe guys!

To My True Friends
To my true friends im deleting my account on sunday and if you are my true friend you will ask how we can still talk but if not ask and i will tell you how..im sick of the shit on here and im trying to change my life and have a good life with my family. i will post some pics of my wedding on herer if you want to see them but on sunday it will be deleted im sorry missy

To My Best Friend Of All Time
my friend is hurting and therefore i am too-see she's been hurt alot recently and i am always there for her as she is for me-forgive me if this blog is an angry one because well i am-you see she came to me and told me about this scenario of a great guy wanting to meet her-he even put a counter on his page till he met her!! she told me she thought this would be like the rest and was a bit skeptical at first but when i heard all that he did i told her to believe both in people and in love-of course she listened to me being her best friend but what the hell do i know-once again she is hurting-if only i had let her be she wouldnt be hurting-i guess i shouldnt have believed in it myself-i thought this would be different a man who would help her build her heart back to what i remembered it to be-a man who would help her with her blueprint and the renovating of the cracks in her heart-i thought he would help mend those with some plaster and make a new and better room for her in her heart-now

To My Beloved Cat...pepi
little cat called pepi By me for pepi little Pepi. no more will i see you, little cat, waiting at the door to go out or in like other days before i won’t hear the whisper of your tiny white paws moving, gliding silent over the kitchen floor, and i won’t feel the lick from from your sandpaper tounge or the purr when you lay contended and alseep and i won’t see you anymore. little Pepi, your gone. Now your in Heaven little Pepi, but for 8 week´s you made this Earth a more bareable place to live in .......... mrrcp2007

To My Sistas Single, Married Or Otherwise
TO ALL MY SISTA'S SINGLE, MARRIED, OR OTHERWISE 1- Never apologize for pursing what makes you happy. Even if you need to quit your job, transfer schools, or move across country, always do what you really want YOU MATTER TOO! 2- Never apologize for using proper Engish. Keeping it real doesn't mean speaking Ebonics. 3- Never apologize for giving your best in a relationship that JUST DOESN'T WORK OUT! its not a one way street. 4- Never apologize for being successful. Only haters want you to keep you at THEIR level.and it IS ok to move ahead in life. 5-Never apologize for crying. it's not healthy to keep stuff bottled up inside anyways. Wear waterproof mascara and express yourself gurl. 6- Never apologize for ten pounds you need to lose. People who truly care about you will accept you AS YOU ARE! 7- Never apologize for being frugal. Just because you save your money instead of blowing it on the lastest fashion emergency doesn't mean you're cheap. 8- Don't apologize

To My #1 Girl!!!
*SIGHS* GEE WHERE DO I START....I JUST WANNA START OFF BY SAYING THAT I AM SOOOO VERY THANKFUL THAT I HAVE BEEN BLESSED TO HAVE YOU IN MY LIFE..I WANT TO THANK YOU FOR ALL THE TIMES YOU WERE THERE FOR ME AND U REALLY DIDNT HAVE TO BE..I NOTICE....FOR THE TIMES I NEEDED ADVICE AT ONE IN THE MORNING WHEN U HAD ALREADY WENT TO SLEEP...WHO STILL ANSWERED ..YOU...FOR THE TIMES I NEEDED A SHOLDER TO CRY ON ...WHO DID I TURN TO ..AND WHO WAS ALWAYS ALWAYS THERE..YOU...I WANNA SAY THANK YOU FOR THOSE TIMES...THANK YOU FOR BEING THAT LIGHT IN THE DARKNESS..MY 1 IN A MILLION BESTIE...I REMEMBER THE FIRST NIGHT I SAW YOU..*SIGHS* U WERE SOO DARN KUTE..I WAS SOOO NERVOUS TO TALK TO YOU..HENSE THE REASON WHY WE DIDNT THAT WHOLE NITE...I JUST LOOKED AT YOU FROM ACROSS THE ROOM..LOL...WE STARTED OFF AS AQUANTENCES THEN TO FRIENDS ...BEST FRIENDS THEN TO EVEN BETTER FRIENDS..HEHE WINK WINK...AND I LOVE IT!!!!! nO ONE BUT US WILL EVER QUITE UNDERSTAND WHAT WE TRUELLY HAVE..I REALLY CANT EXPLAIN IT TO

To My Someone Special...
It is absolutely wonderful to have someone in your life who is caring and giving and gracious-someone whose smiles are like sunshine and laughter and whose words always seem to say the things you most like to hear... because those magical people are really beautiful... inside. And it is a special privilege to know someone whose outward appearance is a delight just to see - someone who lights up a room with radiance and who lights up my little corner of the world with a loveliness it has never known before...because special people like that are really beautiful...outside...But most of all, it is one of the world's most special blessings to have a person in your life who can add so much pleasure and such magnificence to the days - as you have to mine... because you're someone who is beautiful... all over...

To My Friend, My Son, My Dog.
For the last 4 1/2 years little pal, you have been so loyal, so much of a constant, that life without you will never be the same. I was closer to you my lil Dingo than I have been to most people in this world, closer than I cared to get to most people anyway. I woke this morning, only 24 hours after your passing, tears from my eyes, loneliness in my heart, I slept without you to guard over me, but I wouldnt call it sleep. In hope that I will be satisfied , I will build you the most beautiful tomb, I hope the articles I buried with you are things you would have wanted to take into the afterlife with you. Little guy be sure and find my Father and Grand Father and Aunt Judy up there lil man, they will care for you till I get to join you again my lil friend, You can never be replaced and your passing was so sudden. As you lay dying in my arms yesterday )ct 1st 2008, I wondered what I would do without you, and so far I still wonder.. the house was so lonely without you , it always will be,

To My Sister Samantha
Pray for her everynight Hoping she is alright I wish it was true, I wish it was real Knowing she may not be eating a single meal Sick and not well I know she is not well off, I can tell Fading away, nothing me and my family can do to make her comeback home and stay Slowly dying away Why is this so? why cant she leave and go? The pain inside continues to grow She feels she cannot do whatever she wishes Rather refuse to have a roof over her head and eating with clean dishes I can get her a job, My family can get her well Tears and the agony is quite easy to tell Very young yet does not care to die So much potential to be thrown away but why? Freedom and to break every rule To just forget about her family that cares indeed a crazy fool Even all the stupid stuff she has done, me and my family still care She is blind and not aware Me and her where raised the same But we are on the opposite sides of life, which is not a game Why did she goes this path? Cuttin

To My Joey....
i was going through the messages we have exchanged and gone through the texts and recapped every single conversations we have had since the day we met... reading them again made me smile. it is a constant reminder of how much you made me feel then and now. we sent a lot of messages the day and if anyone were to read them, the instant connection between us was inevitable. it hasn't been long but in this short time seems like it has been forever. and in this short time you have become my thoughts... my smiles.. my laughter... my reasons... my life... my heart... my everything. everything in my life now involves you. everything i do is to bring myself closer to you. i love you oh so very much and i never been so proud to show the world on how much i love you and how much i am in love with you. i have never felt this way for anyone and it is such an exhilarating feeling. you've become such a big part of my life that my life is you. i close my eyes and i see you... i see you in my tho

To My Ldc Family And Friends
I am taking a few day's away for some personal issues i have going on at home....Once again my stepdad is treating me like a child this past thursday we went out as a family and i had made a comment about something and he throw me out of the car and made me walk 2 hours home knowing full well i'm pregnant but as i know this would not harm the baby but things from there got much worse thing's i'd raither not say here for it's my problem i will be back in a few day's time i love you all very much please let me know if i miss the blogs and bully's while i'm away and i'll be sure to comment and do my reposts when i have returned...i'm doing all this so what happened last time doesn't happen again i just need time to clear my head and make sure i keep cool about certen thing's(some of you know what i mean by that).....lots of bites and kisses

To My Friends
Dear Friend, When u feel like crying....call me. ! . ! . ! I dont promise that I will make u laugh, and i ain't gonna cry with you. I'll slap you upside ur head and tell you to get over it. If one day u want to run away dont be afraid to call me. I dont promise to ask u to stop...... but I can run with u. You're payin for the gas. If one day u dont want to listen to anyone..... call me. I promise to be there for u but also promise to remain quiet. I'll go bake some cookies and come back and say uh huh, every once in a while. But one day if u call...... and there is no answer..... I'm probably on a date, and I dont need you interupting that anyway! hahaha luv you! bunny ____0000000000______0000000000_____ __000________000__000________000___ _000___________0000___________000__ 000_____________00_____________000_ 000____________________________000_ 000___________THANKS__________000_ _000____________FOR___________000__ __000__________BEING_________000___ ___000_

To My Friend Tommi
Dear Tommi, I don't really know how to tell you this,our affair is over. I think I realized it when I saw the purple monkey outside of your office and I saw you carve your initials into my prized statue of Michael Jackson in the nude. I'm sure you're sly enough to understand how awful you are . I'm burningyour nose hair clippers but I'll keep my virginity as a memory. You should also know that I will haunt you when I am reincarnated as an eskimo and best of luck on the sex change Hellena LMMFAO NOW YOU, Pick a friend, any friend, and choose the correct answer, and fill in the blanks in the message at the bottom. Tag them, See what they say. It's Funny! 1. What's the colour of your shirt? Blue - Our romance is over Red - Our affair is over White – I’m joining the Convent Black - I dislike your eyelashes Green - Our socks don't match Grey - You're a pervert Yellow - I'm selling myself for candy Pink - Your nostrils are insulting Brown - The maf

To My¢¾
I can't imagine my life without you... You have always been there for me. You were there through my pain and my joy.. and I have always taken care of you. When you felt broken I helped pic up the pieces. You always could get my blood flowing and make me feel all warm and tingly inside. I think of you as my partner in life...for without you, my life would cease to be. I promise I will never let anyone hurt you again. You are my most valuable treasure and I will protect you with my life. Thank you for being a part of me.....Thank You! MY HEART!

To My Family
I almost deleted this page of mine today. I'm often able to not let things get to me, but last night when I was on, I got a message sent to me that just made me see red. As my family and friends Know I post the same status everyday "They died for you so remember them" This Prick decided to send me a message saying they deserved to die so fuck them. First of all, no one deserved to die over there both on our side or there's. The asshole had the nerve to block me as to me responding to this. At that point last night, I felt the aggravation of being on this sight was not worth it, but I realize now I was being selfish to the friends I have become close to on here, and that is not fair to them.. It's close to Nov. 8th and that is a very rough time of year for me. I know it's just another day for 99% of America but what now is known as Operation Phantom Fury forever changed my life...If they deserved to die then why did we deserve live

To My Daughter
To My Daughter, I Love You _Susan Polis Schutz_ When you were born, I held you in my arms and just kept smiling at you. You always kept smiled back your big eyes wide open full of love. You were such a beautiful good sweet baby. Now as I watch you grow up and become your own person I look at you your laughter, your happiness, your simplicity, your beauty And I know that you will be able to enjoy a life of sensitivity, goodness, accomplishment, and love in a world that hopefully is at peace I want to tell you that I am so proud of you and I dearly love you.

To My Mama Bear And Daddy
As much as i wanted to see You both before i left and went back home, it isn't going to happen. i wanted You both to know You have impacted my life in so many ways. because of You i have learned that i am strong, and not to fear my emotions. i have grown so much since i met You almost two years ago. i thank You for guiding me to be the woman that i am today. i love You both to the depths of my soul, and wish things would have worked out differently than it has. You were my perfect owners, and will never find another to come close to what You mean to me. You have awaken me fully, the song bring me to life has more meaning to me than anyone could ever imagine. You have brought me to life. You both have my world and i wish You the best and all the happiness in the universe. love You always and forever Mama Bear and Dadddy's princess

To My Friends
To my friends who enjoy a glass of wine... and those who don't. As Ben Franklin said: In wine there is wisdom, in beer there is freedom, in water there is bacteria. In a number of carefully controlled trials, scientists have demonstrated that if we drink 1 litre of water each day, at the end of the year we would have absorbed more than 1 kilo of Escherichia coli, (E. coli) - bacteria found in feces. In other words, we are consuming 1 kilo of poop. However, we do NOT run that risk when drinking wine & beer (or tequila, rum, whiskey or other liquor) because alcohol has to go through a purification process of boiling, filtering and/or fermenting. Remember: Water = Poop, Wine = Health. Therefore, it's better to drink wine and talk stupid, than to drink water and be full of shit. There is no need to thank me for this valuable information: I'm doing it as a p

To My Friends And Family!!
I just wanted to let certain ppl that i cherish everything they have done for me! First off i would like to thank MOON - hun u have been there for me alot since i have met u, im greatful to have a Angel in my life and girl thats exactly what u are to me! Love Ya!!! Toasty - U have been one of my favs since day one, I love u unconditionally, There isnt enough words to explain how much u mean to me! Even if u just send me them faces with the tounge sticking out it makes me smile every time!! Bite Babe - U rock, and surely know how to put a smile on my face, u make my days better just being around! Love ya so much!! SWEETNESS - I enjoy having u in my life even though we didn't really start talking, talking, til recently but u have a spot in my heart and always will, one of the ppl i have shared MY DUMB BLONDE MOMENTS with and trust me i don't share them with just ANYONE!LMAO! Betrayed - U dear have me laughing so much sometimes i think im dying! i enjoy chatting with u!! thanks for being

To My Fufriends
I'm giving you all my e-mail because i am unable to write you all so i'm doing it this way so if any of you want to get to know me better here it is. mylife247_21@yahoo.com if any of you have yahoo please send me and add to IM so we can chat. thank you so very much!

To My Friends List
So... because girls are fucking bitches... you probably all got told something along the lines of me being a whore or a fiance/husband stealing slut or something else to that effect. If you wanna believe it GO AHEAD if not ... thanks. I don't know whats going on except that I happen to talk to a person that she "dated" and by dated I mean only online and never ever met and had TALKED about marrying but I found all this out after she threatened to send all my pictures to my superiors, pastor, family. blast my telephone number to the world blasey blasey blasey So ok you can all me fat. Call me a husband stealing whore.. when I don't want anyones husband sorry.. I'm good I want to find my own someday. WHATEVER ok? I'm not a mean person, I try hard to be nice but I've had it up to here (be about 5'5 1/2" inches) of being attacked and having this bullshit happen so pardon me for telling you to fuck off back off and stop being a cunt. YEAH I said it don't be such a fucking cunt

To My Stalker Friend
You say Im the one with the pathetic life and so on yet you have been pretending to be my friend on here for who knows how long and for what reason? Do you think you are going to fuck my life up? Cuz if you do you are wrong! At first you annoyed me, then you pissed me off, then you just straight up became a nobody...yet here you are still talkin shit, still tryin to fuck my life up. I dont know what I ever did to you to make you want to be such an ass but it doesnt matter cuz I really dont care. And go talk shit to my boyfriend all you want, hes not going to listen to your bullshit, he already knew of you before he got a sight. You know nothing of me so keep talkin shit and makin yourself look even worse cuz its only makin me laugh.

To My Lil Girl, Heaven I Miss You Somuch
I can remember a sad winter night not to long ago whin you were took from me,my love,and the only place we called home.As your mom packed all your stuff determined she was gonna leave,I can remember all the worm tears running down my cheek.I prayed to god to please help me change your mothers mind ,but nothing seemed to work you see i was running out of time.How could she do this just take my only baby girl,without a word or warning she ruined my entire world.She crushed all my plans for us,thoughts of you and me,now without you in my life im feeling so incomplete.Maybe someday,in some kind of way ill have you back in my life,so i wont ever have to feel the pain i felt that sad winter night.

To My Father That Is In Heaven Right Now.
hello Daddy I miss you so much daddy and i wish you were here with me. But i know you are here beside me and looking over me right now. I wish i could of hugged you one last time before you passed away. I had my chance to come and see you but i kept on holding it off and i hope you can forgive me for not coming to see you. I couldn't come and see you the way you were and with you being so weak. I know you had to go so you wouldn't have to suffer with all the problems you were having. Now that i am getting your ashes i get to have a part of you or all of you in my room and talk to you whenever i can. I know it is not the same as in person but if i could have u in person right now it would be great to see you. Please daddy if you are reading this right now please give me a sign knowing that u are here beside me so i know you are still in my heart, even though you always will be in my heart. We all miss you daddy(Elijah Hyson). I love you, love Jerry

To My Close Friends
Ok it has been one hell of a year to say the least.As most of you know my father passed away not to long ago. It has hit me and the kids extremely hard. Making the kids birthdays real hard, and Thanksgiving was rough as well.Thank you all that has sent your love and support our way. I never thought I would lose my dad as silly as that sounds, but no one wants to lose a parent. It is very hard to deal with. Haveing to explain to my son almost daily why grandpa wont be calling, or wont be around anymore I think has been the roughest thing of it all. He knows Grandpa is in heaven, but dont understand why. Its really hard to see him in pain like that, and I really dont know what to say to make it better, because well nothing anyone has said to me has made me feel better. So for all of you reading this do yourselves a favor and let your parents know daily how much you love them and how glad you are that you have them. Dont take a second of time you share with them for granted. You never kn

To My Wiccian Friends
Alot of my friends on here are wiccian, which i actualy respect. I've learned lots bout your belief system, n from what i seen its all bout respecting life n the earth. Its nothing like these idiots say, that theres animal sacrifice n devil worship. If anything its the complete oppsite. In fact it was my good sweet friend victoria, who is a offshoot of wiccian, was the one who pointed out i should go back to church to find my faith. It just irratates me to no end to hear these folks downrating wiccia when they actually dont have a fuckin clue what its about. Everyone who i ever meet who was wiccian has been open, understanding, caring n intelligent. Not closed minded, hateful n spiteful like some of the folks i meet on here. Even though wiccia anit fer me, i still find those who practice it a breath of fresh air. You accept me, with all my quirks n odd things i like. If only more folks could be so open minded n caring, the world might be a better place.