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Suicide Note Leads To Dismembered Body Above Voodoo ShopSuicide Note Leads to Dismembered Body Above Voodoo Shop
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
NEW ORLEANS — Police discovered the remains of a 26-year-old woman dismembered and cooked in her French Quarter apartment after her boyfriend leapt to his death from a hotel with a confession note in his pocket, police said Wednesday.
Police spokesmen confirmed that the woman's body was found Tuesday night, dismembered, in her apartment above a voodoo shop on the edge of the Quarter.
The New Orleans Times-Picayune and WWL-TV quoted unidentified police sources Wednesday as saying the woman's charred head was in a pot on the stove, her legs and feet were baked in the oven and the rest of her dismembered body had been placed in a trash bag in the refrigerator.
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The grisly discovery came after a man jumped from seventh-floor of the Omni Royal Hotel in the French Quarter on Tuesday night. Police on the scene found a five-page note det
Suicide (poem)***This is my most favorite poem I've ever wrote
Tears running down
Always to weep and frown
Crying to sleep each night
Not strong enough to be a knight
Wishing for the pain to disappear
And never again to reappear
If only when I took the sip of death
Would of took away my last breath
But something held me back
To get back onto my track
I tried and tried
To die of suicide
But they want me to stay
To live for another day
I can't take much more of this pain
I don't have any more strength to gain
Farewell my good friend
It's time for my life to end
I know that this is wrong
It's just that my faith isn't strong
You have always been grateful, you see
That's why you'll always be a part in me
Farewell my loving family
As my spirit slowly drifts me away
I know that I should talk this out
But I feel that there's nothing to talk about
Dear mom and dad I love you so
That's what I want you to always know
You'll always be in my heart
Now it's time for me to dep
A SuicideA friend of mine had a death in the family of a 16 yearold nephew ... he could not get over a break up ... life is so fragile.
Pull me close and hold me tight
I need to feel you through the night
The comfort of you and your touch
To my soul mean so much
Feeling lost in a world unfair
Like no one will ever care
And all life holds is more pain
Lost innocents driven insane
No freedom to be and live in peace
Only death look like a release
Put the gun to the head
Who will care about the dead
Passed so young and without hope
No solution at the end of the rope
Did he matter to any at all
Who felt the pain of his last fall
Weep and cry your bitter sweet tears
You thought you knew him through the years
Yet none could ever cross the line
So all who knew him thought him fine
Till he lost what mattered most
Drove him to give up the ghost
What a waste to quit life they say
But did we know him on that day
Did we care and look deep inside
For all the pains that
A SuicideA friend of mine had a death in the family of a 16 year old ... He had lived too much pain and saw no way out ... Life is fragile
Pull me close and hold me tight
I need to feel you through the night
The comfort of you and your touch
To my soul means so much
Feeling lost in a world unfair
Like no one will ever care
And all life holds is more pain
Lost innocents driven insane
No freedom to be and live in peace
Only death looks like a release
Put the gun to the head
Who will care about the dead
Passed so young and without hope
No solution at the end of the rope
Did he matter to any at all
Who felt the pain of his last fall
Weep and cry your bitter sweet tears
You thought you knew him through the years
Yet none could ever cross the line
So all who knew him thought him fine
Till he lost what mattered most
Drove him to give up the ghost
What a waste to quit life they say
But did we know him on that day
Did we care and look deep inside
For all the pai
Suicde GirlNights are Long
and I'm gettin Cold,
I'm so young
yet feeling so old.
Need to feel a
love and embrace;
with bloodshed hands
and tattoed remains!
I need; a
Suicide Girl!
x.x.x.x.x.x
Everyone wants; a
Suicide Girl!
.x.x.x.x.x.x.
need her to
rock my world!
x.x.x.x.x.x
Everyone loves; a
Suicide Girl!
Dark and lovely,
pleasently Naughty;
got "bad" written
all over your body!
your the girl of
of new dreams;
a sound nightmare
with welcome screams
Everyone wants; a
Suicide Girl!
.x.x.x.x.x.x.
I need; a
Suicide Girl!
x.x.x.x.x.x
need Her to
rock my world!
x.x.x.x.x.x
everyone loves; a
Suicide Girl!
wont you be my,
Dark Angel!?
wont you be my,
Suicide Girl?
Anti-prom-queen
of my dreams;
just as Fucked
as She seems!
coming on as
beauty renowned
sittin’ pretty, cuffed
smiling and bound
Everyone wants; a
Suicide Girl!
.x.x.x.x.x.x.
I need; a
Suicide Girl!
x.x.x.x.x.x
need Her to
rock my world!
x.x.x.x.x.x
everyone loves; a
Suic
SuicideFed up with the direction his life was heading, Brian decided....that death would be the only escape from is mundane existence of pain and agony. Everyday, he struggled with the constant pain of being an outsider. No one to hang out with, no one to be there for him when he needed a friend, his own parents even abandoned him. And only 16 years old, he was trapped with his abusive foster parents.
His original parents "supposedly" left together on a business trip with his fathers company. They were in the Cayman Islands, where they had supposedly kidnapped, and never heard from again. He happened to be walking by his old home, one day, to witness something horrifying.
He saw his dad hurriedly leaving the house.
He screamed, "DAD, I THOUGHT YOU WERE DEAD!!" As he ran towards the black van, his dad turned around with a solemn grimmace on his face. This stopped him dead in his tracks. Brain quietly whimpered to himself, "...dad....please don't leave me again..." As he said
Suicide Girls Burlesque Tour TonightThats right
Suicide Girls Second Burlesque Tour, tonight in Charlotte, NC at Amos' South End. Tickets are $14...not bad...Im treking 4 hours to go see it, if you can make it, come on out tonight!!!
Suicide Is Painless!Through early morning fog I see
Visions of the things to be
The pains that are withheld for me
I realize and I can see...
That suicide is painless
It brings on many changes
And I can take or leave it if I please
The game of life is hard to play
I'm gonna lose it anyway
The losing card I'll someday lay
So this is all I have to say
Suicide is painless
It brings on many changes
And I can take or leave it if I please
The sword of time will pierce our skins
It doesn't hurt when it begins
But as it works its way on in
The pain grows stronger...watch it grin, but...
Suicide is painless
It brings on many changes
And I can take or leave it if I please
A brave man once requested me
To answer questions that are key
Is it to be or not to be
And I replied 'oh why ask me?'
And suicide is painless
It brings on many changes
And I can take or leave it if I please
...and you can do the same thing if you please
Suicide GenesTHE STORY OF THE SUICIDE GENE
By Jon Rappoport
Author of: The Secret Behind Secret Societies
AIDS Inc.; Scandal of the Century
In several big cities across America, simultaneously seventeen carpenters have committed suicide. This takes a while to discover, of course. But computers, digesting facts of police inquiries all over the country bring this odd fact up. And, of course, it is an odd fact. Why should this happen? No one can answer that.
But right away a search commences for the cause. One enterprising researcher, Doctor X, has a pet theory. He's nursed this for years, has written articles about it, has garnered grant monies, has headed up investigative teams. The teams, though, don't actually go out into the field and paw over crimes, they study human genes in a lab in Maryland.
Doctor X believes that there is a gene in the human which controls the act of suicide. This gene can be switched on or off, but when it is ON, the owner of the gene eventually commits suic
Suicideno one wants me....im better off dead....i donr want a fuck i want love.....and that just wont happen.......im tired of tring and tired of getting hurt......no one cares about me so why should i???
suicide sounds really good right now........
+suicide+and+other+conforts+I pace, alone
In a place for the dead
Overcome by woe
And here, I've grown
So fond of dread
That I swear it's heaven
Oh sweet May,
Dressed in grief
Roll back the stone
With these words scrawled in a severed hand
Tears fall like shards of glass that band
In rivers, like sinners
Swept with me to join the damned
A darkened sky
The day that laughter died
Fell swiftly into night
And stayed within Her sight
Staring at the knife
Oh God, how easy now the sacrifice
My life, to have Her with me
So farewell to distant thunder
Those inept stars I've worshipped under
Fall father, their Father
Lies in wait in flames below
Whilst my love, a blood red flower
Calls to me from verdant bowers
Graveside, I cry
Please save me from this Hell I know
A darkened sky
The day that laughter died
Fell swiftly into night
And stayed within Her sight
Staring at the knife
Oh God, how easy n
Suicidal (kinda Off)I've lost my faith,And have no hope
And everyday,keeps getting worse
I lost my friends,My family to
Cause all the lies u made me do.
My life's a mess,And cant be fixed
The wound's too deep,for me to live
I do not want, to cause more grief,
So after this;my life-i'll-be-brief.
I do not know, why i hate life
If all it gave me, was delight
My family's loved me,through & through
My friends have liked me. Though i've been a fool
All i know. Is that im a coward,
That can face problems, when they happen
My life's a joke. I'll write no more
I lost my faith,And i'll be no more...
SuicideYou scored as Suicide. Your death will be suicide. What more can I say?If you want to know how you will commit suicide, take a look at your second highest percentage on the bar graphs.Suicide93%Natural Causes87%Disease73%Gunshot53%Disappear53%Bomb47%Posion47%Suffocated47%Eaten33%Drowning33%Stabbed20%Accident
Suicide Letter......................SUICIDE LETTER TO TAKE THE PAIN AWAY
MY SUICIDE LETTER PLEASE TAKE THE PAIN AWAY, AND LET EVERYONE KNOW HOW MUCH I'M GLAD TO HAVE THERE PRSENTS IN MY WAY... THANK YOU GOD FOR SENDING HIS SON TO EARTH AND DIED ON THE CROSS.. AND TO ALL MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU NO MATTER WHAT IT'S COST.. I NEVER THOUGH OF WRITING THIS DOWN BUT IT TAKES THE PAIN AWAY.. BUT KNOW I'LL GIVE YOU THE LIGHT IN EVERY DARKEST WAY.. AND TO MY MOTHER KNOW I LOVE YOU MOST AND I'M LOOKING AT YOU NOW WHEN YOU READ THIS NOTE, SORRY FOR WHAT I HAVE DOWN FOR THE PAIN OF MY BIRTH MOM TO WATCH MY DAD CUT DOWN THE ROPE AS HE LAYS ME ON THE GROUND.. AND SORRY DAD .. THAT I WON'T BE BURYING YOU.. IT'S SAD THAT I WATCH YOU FROM THE SKY AND KNOW THAT MOM I'LL GIVE YOU A 20/20 VISION FOR THE PROBLEM WITH YOUR EYE'S, TAKE OUT YOUR GLASSES AND PLEASE DRY YOUR EYES .. CISCO I LOVE YOU, MY ONLY BROTHER TAKE CARE OF MOM AND DAD.. AND MAKE SURE YOU ALWAYS COOK RICE.. WHEN MOM AND DAD GET'S HOME. I WON'T BE THERE T
SuicideI have so many things to tell you,
that I don't know how to say.
so many thing are happening,
and things are changing everyday . . .
Some things are getting better;
and others just getting worse.
everything is changing;
and everyone is hurt . . .
I am always hurting;
I always seem to cry.
everyone is leaving;
and don't even say goodbye . . .
Suicide seems to linger
in everybody's mind;
they know that it's a stupid thing;
but still think it all the time . . .
They think that their depression
is fatal enough to die.
they think it would be better,
and no one would even cry . . .
They're just being stupid,
they aren't thinking clear;
and all they're doing is hurting
the people they love so dear . . .
I know that you're in heaven,
looking down from up above.
please just show these people
that all they need is love!
SuicideI have gone and cried
Now i wanna die
To be able to fall
Into the bliss
Of nothing like this
I wanna sleep
Never to be awaken
To make the world shaken
Into the damnation
Of what they all deserve
I want all of them to die
Now i want to survive
To live without them
In knowing what its like
Of someone showing understanding
I felt like doing it
No one stopped me
Tried to tell me they cared
Inemotional people survive
Oh well
It must be my time
Suicide Part Iii took them
Never tried to stop
I wanted it to end
Nothing would change
I thought they would
Knowing they wouldnt
I tried to make it
Not really wanting to
I was unwanted
Now it doesnt matter
I made sure of that
Suicide Part IiiIt was painless at least
At least to me
But who else would care
Nobody would care
They show no feelings
Robots are what they are
Somebody made me belive
You didnt care
For me at least
Suicidal - I Feel So Helpless....No, I would never consider that path myself; however, I have a friend that is considering that way out and I am over 1,000 miles from him.
Last year, I had met his best friend who flew out to Austin to meet me. While it didn't work out with his best friend in a romantic way, we remained in contact and have supported each other's life's concerns throughout the past year. We laughed and cried together through our connections on the internet.
I was in Las Vegas a few weeks ago and thought about catching up with him, but his Uncle had just died and I thought they were in the midst of a funeral so I didn't bother calling. I should have trusted my instincts; I should have called. As it turns out the Navy, or another seagoing authority, put him out to sea from a ship instead.
Tonight, we found each other online for a moment and chatted for a bit. He mentioned that he was a bit depressed about the hours he was getting at work since it is a slow period for them at this time of yea
Suicidal ThoughtsAs I put this steel
To the heartache and pain
I began to slice this skin
From left to right
I can't take this one more night
this emptyness I feel within my soul
The feeling of being lost and unknown
Thoughts of you raced through my mind
As I sat in this dark lonesome room
With every beat of my heart
the blood pours out of my viens
this is making me insane
As I put this steel
To the heartache and pain
I began to slive this skin
from left to right
I can't take this one more night
This emptyness I feel within my soul
the feeling of being lost and unknown
I just wanna forget your name
You made me feel so ashamed
How could you say I was just a fucking mistake?
You can't take it back now
It's too late
As I put this steel
To the heartache and pain
I began to slice this skin
from left to right
I can't take this one more night
this emptyness I feel within my soul
The feeling of being lost and unknown
I just wanted to hold you
But
Instead you left me here all a
SuicideWhat the FUCK is wrong with me?
Does god hate me?
I've been lead down a path of hate and mutilation.
What the fuck did I do to get this life pushed down on me?
The pain is too much to live through.
I should just end it all with a quick does of suicide.
It seems that is the only way to make everyone's life better, just kill the piece of shit that is me.
I could get rid of the pain I see in my loved ones eyes.
I could get rid of the pain I keep inside my mind.
I could look to the bright light of suicide and just make it all go away
Suicide Note Part OneSUICIDE NOTE PART ONE - PANTERA
Cheap cocaine, a dry inhale, the pills that kill and take
the pain away
Diet of life, shelter without, the face that cannot
see inside yours and mine
(Pre)
When I'm hiding, when I need it, it lets me
breathe, for our handle on this life, I don't believe
this time
(Chorus)
Would you look at me now?
Can you tell I'm a man?
With these scars on my wrists
To prove I'll try again
Try to die again, try to live through this night
Try to die again.....
Forever fooling, free and using, sliding down the
slide that breaks a will
Mothers angel, getting smarter, how smart are
you to regress unfulfilled? It's a damn shame,
but who's to blame?
(Pre)
(Chorus)
MY SUICIDE NOTE
How do I pull the trigger?
Hell is the only promise land I know
Suicide has become the only thing I know
My soul & my heart died along time ago
I was beaten & abused burned & tortured & used
Fucked over & reused
Never wanting to
Suicide LetterDo you ever think just maybe you weren't ment to be here Maybe you were just a mistake that wasnt supposed to be Have you ever had a question on your mind about why and how you've made it this far if you were never supposed to be here...allive...? But then again how do you know anything maybe you were expected maybe life just sucks whether you were wanted or not maybe we were all wanted but theres a chance we weren't Will we forever have this question... AND NEVER FIND THE ANSWER...? i mean this in so many ways did my parents ever want me was i just a consequence of what they did in the dark am i now being blamed for living ? i get treated like an extra piece of baggage that they never wanted and they always say a drunk person speaks a sober mind... and if that is true then i know exactly how my parents feel about me and in knowing that i dont want to live if i was such a mistake then why should i keep on living? if i was such a mistake then no one would care if i took my own life and
Suicidal ToughtsI wish I could go away
...just fly.
If they don't care
Then why should I?
Sometimes the trigger-- I wanna pull it
Die, end it all with a bullet.
And just when I'm very close to the edge,
trying hard not to lose my head
I looked up and say: "God, why?
I work hard and I try,
to forget all that's happened
and move on, ignoring everyone's habits."
Then, I hear a voice,
That leaves me with no choice.
It says:
"I know it might be strenuous, and times are hard.
Just keep the faith, and believe in God.
Plus... you owe it to yourself,
And don't forget your friends."
That's when I open my eyes
And know I'd rather live.
Even if everyone takes...
I'm gonna give.
I'm gonna give of my faith,
I'm gonna give of me.
I'm gonna give of everything,
whatever it takes to make people see-
That my emotions aren't a game,
they'd better remember my name.
'coz I'm gonna come back
And I'm gonna make them respect me.
I've learned that sel
Suicidal Tendencies...I tend to think of bad things
of hurting myself, or others even
I tend to think of negativities,
and often want to end it all
I have had many dreams
few of which come true
I just feel that if I end it all
Then you won't feel this too.
I cut myself to ease the pain
to feel the pain inside.
I cut myself to ease my mind
but still the pain never subsides...
The dreams they fade,
But still I'm left alone
Until the day,
I finish it....
J.
Suicide Note Pt. ISuicide Note Pt. I
Cheap cocaine, a dry inhale, the pills that kill and take the pain away
Diet of life, shelter without, the face that cannot see inside yours and mine
[Pre]
When I'm hiding, when I need it,
it lets me breathe,
for our handle on this life, I don't believe
this time
[Chorus]
Would you look at me now?
Can you tell I'm a man?
With these scars on my wrists
To prove I'll try again
Try to die again, try to live through this night
Try to die again.....
Forever fooling, free and using,sliding down the slide that breaks a will
Mothers angel, getting smarter, how smart are you to regress unfulfilled?
It's a damn shame, but who's to blame?
[Pre]
[Chorus]
Suicide Note Pt. IiSuicide Note Pt. II
Out of my mind,
gun up to the mouth
No pretension, execution, live and learn , rape and turn
Fret not family,
nor pre-judged army
This is for me,
and me only, cowards only
Try it
[Chorus]
Don't you try to die, like me
It's livid and it's lies and makes graves
Graves descending down
It's not worth the time to try, to replenish a rotting life
I'll end the problem, facing nothing, fuck you off, fuck you all
Tortured history, addict of misery, this exposes me
for weakness is a magnet - watch me do it
[Chorus]
Why would you help anyone who doesn't want it,
doesn't need it, doesn't want your shit advice
when a mind's made up to go ahead and die?
What's done is done and gone, so why cry?
[Chorus]
Suicide And ButterfliesThe thoughts running in my head
hold the image of my death.
I have not more will
I want to stiff and still.
Numb from you and this life
Numb from the wrongs that seem right.
chaos is my mother
Agony my Dad.
When I think about my life.
I realize it's all been sad.
I fold my wings and hold my blade,
Knowing I will never again kiss the dawning day.
My colours shine only dim,
And my faith has worn so thin.
I give up
I give in
To the thoughts that play within.
I slice the skin one more time,
And watch the thickening crimson line.
I lay myself in my tub,
close my eyes as life goes numb.
No one will remember the pained butterfly
Who was away her sadness with suicide.
Suicidal TendenciesYou scored as Poison. Your death will be by poison, probably because you are a glutton and are around so many people that it would be easy to get away with it. Several important people in history share your fate.Suicide93%Poison93%Stabbed60%Bomb53%Cut Throat53%Gunshot47%Disappear47%Suffocated47%Eaten47%Natural Causes33%Drowning20%Disease
SuicideSuicide by Jason V. Brown
There is this pain I feel that just wont go away
No matter how much I run from it, it's there to stay
I thought I was past this struggle, but it still lingers
Too busy working and caring for others to start pointing fingers
I really feel alone, though I never confess the truth
My emotions stay buried deep near the root
Confiding in others seem to be just a waste
The same old message you hear that keeps you in place
While others look deep within each other for love and compassion
Swimming in their money, throwing parties in their mansion
I dwell in the sorrow of being left behind and forgotten
Performing miracles and making others happy while my heart caves in
See you with others, loving and spending your hard earned time
While the resounding, painful words come in the same lines
No one truly understands that I dont have the fight left in me
So I guess its good you left me behind, just let me be
No wonder you dont to come to my rescue when y
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SuicideSuicide
Let me bleed away my pain,
Melt away from all my fears.
These wounds get deeper as I go,
I've chocked back all my tears.
The hurt inside my darkest dreams,
Shows through my stone cold eyes.
To open them would tear my soul,
For half the night I waste in sighs.
Suicide is my only friend,
To help me through my tasks.
Suicide is the only friend,
To let me forget my past.
I do not ask for many things,
So of you I ask this;
Will suicide be my only friend?
Or will you save me from this misery?
Suicide DreamsSuicide Dreams
Smoke me,
Drink me,
Take me in.
I am the one,
You know as SIN.
Ravage me,Kill me,
Kill me again.
Lost,Confused,
Tormented with despair.
You would be the one,
To think I actually care.
Enjoy this pain,
Addiction,
And lust.
Remember I am the one,
You can always trust.
Now sleep,Close your eyes.
And remember again,
Tomorrow,
I will be your only friend.
SuicideSuicide
Frozen flames
Freeze my vital organs
Slowing my heart
Restricting my lungs
Quiet deeds are remembered
As I wake
Standing now
I see nothing
The air is thick and vile
And there is no light.
Suddenly
As if opening my eyes again
I see the black and white checkered walls
Of a small
Yet eerily infinite room
I reach out to support myself
Against what appears to be the closest wall
But I cannot make contact
My hand appears to go through the pattern
But there is no other side
I am not alseep.
A door appears. . .
Opens slowly
And a low fog steps through.
I am alone.
I pause and stare
At the open door
Before I move.
I take a cautious step. . .
but do not move.
I run. . .
the distance between me and the door
remains the same.
I try again. . .
no change.
I scream
To let out all
The frustration building;
but there is no sound,
I have only my thinking voice.
I fall
To the checkered floor,
Never reaching it
I just. . .
fall
SuicideSuicide
Life is never good for me and this is what I wish you'd see.
Just let me end it all for I'll be happy in the end, I'll finally be free.
Free from all the pain and torment and the never ending battle.
No more dealing with the arguments and tears, I'd finally be through with it all.
You just don’t seem to understand that by keeping me here your making it worse.
If I were dead and gone by now I'd be happy, I wouldn’t have this life, I wouldn't have the curse.
I’m already considering doing this even without your consent.
I know for sure that once its all over with my heart will finally be content.
So here I am just sitting there, on my bed with a knife to my wrist.
Please everyone don’t be upset, please don’t be pissed.
You just need to know I love you all but couldn’t handle it anymore.
Ok here I go, I’m doing this for sure.
You just need to let me go to heaven now, hopefully God will understand and accept this.
Just tell my kids I love them and I’m s
Suicide CommandoLove Breeds Suicide
don’t know what to do
life seems so empty without you
don’t know if it’s true
you didn’t want to hurt me, desert me
love breeds suicide
love kills me inside
just want to know
is there a reason for living
just want to go
back where we came from, I’m begging you
love breeds suicide
love kills me inside
you were my reason for living
why did it end
why did it end
you were my sunshine, my living
why did it end
why did it end
Jesus Wept
living like sinners
we don’t even care
loosing religion
we’re heathen
slowly destroying our own precious world
slowly destroying our mind
god, where are you
don’t leave me alone
god, where did we go wrong
god, where are you
I don’t want to stay
god, please guide me the way
killing our children
we don’t give a damn
killing our jesus
we’re blinded
slowly destroying our own precious world
slowly destroying our mind
god, where are you
don’t leave me alone
god, where did w
Suicide Bomber (poem)He speaks with venomous words
His eyes are filled with hate
His hands they long to kill
His feet run to mischief
His heart is dark and cold
His ways are naught but wrong
His mind is Satan's lair
His hatred's beyond compare
Kill them all the voice screams
Make them die in agony
Kill them all the voice commands
And do not spare not one
Obediently he flips the switch
And in a flash death comes to all
The suicide bomber has done his deed
But Hell not Heaven is his reward.
SuicideHey friends,
I'm sorry I have not been around in almost a week. Last Friday morning a friend of mine for almost 15 years took his own life.
I'm still not ready to go back to work or do any of the normal things that I do. I'm still trying to adjust and cope.
I'm sorry if I have not answered your email or comments. In addition my voice mail (if you have my number) is full so if you call you cannot leave a message. I just don't care to listen to my messages or take any calls right now. I'm sure you understand.
Love ya,
Jason
SuicideSuicide
By: Dustin W. Dennison
Silence is the enemy,
and at once, my greatest friend.
But when is all this silence,
and my fear to end?
My struggles have been long and hard,
at times, a frantic flight
From the dangers in the darkness,
seeking light.
How does it remain so hard
to reach the point of knowing?
How can this stagnation end,
and my soul rekindle growing?
I know that I am weary, for I feel my loss of light.
That lets the shadows strengthen in my ever ebon night.
The power of my soul to climb above such mortal care
Is fading, taking with it the life within my air.
So, I breathe deep, with passion, savoring the power
That does remain, while I await Death's appointed hour.
Now comes the dagger, sharp and sleek, quickly from the mist,
And I, from sheer frustration, raise an angry fist.
As onward flies the dagger, toward my heart of stone,
I know my final words will fall in silence, all alone.
And I feel peace, and freedom, as the blade doth
Suicide GirlsI was accepted awhile ago as a suicide girl..after talking with afew girls and reading what they actually tell you that you can and can't do...I turned it down...I'm glad I did...read this
lawsuit
Suicide (do Not Use Unless You Ask Permission)I wrote this on night out of the clear blue... its usually not my kind of writing but it decided it needed to come out.
Here I am the one you can't stand
Holding her heart in her hand
What could I have done to make you understand
That my love and my life were there in your hands
We use to be one but now it is done
The razorblade did the job
My blood is now gone
My heart hurts no more
For I have purged it of you and my life
I hope you understand guilt was not my plan
For I tried with all of me
To show you what you meant to me
Before you came to hate
But guilt is what I delt
When with one stroke I cut
My life and my pain out for good.
By EW 1-22-07
Suicide Is PainlessSuicide Is Painless.........
Through early morning fog I see
visions of the things to be
the pains that are withheld for me
I realize and I can see...
[Refrain]:
That suicide is painless
It brings on many changes
and I can take or leave it if I please.
[Refrain]
The game of life is hard to play
I'm gonna lose it anyway
The losing card I'll someday lay
so this is all I have to say.
[Refrain]
The sword of time will pierce our skins
It doesn't hurt when it begins
But as it works its way on in
The pain grows stronger, watch it grin, but...
[Refrain]
A brave man once requested me
to answer questions that are key
"is it to be or not to be"
and I replied "oh why ask me?"
'Cause suicide is painless
it brings on many changes
and I can take or leave it if I please.
...and you can do the same thing if you please.
SuicideSuicide
The door opens with the slight turn of the knob
As the keys fall to the floor
Eyes filling with tears
A feeling forever more
Red splatters all around the room
A gun and empty shell
The house all evacuated
Nothing left to sell
The love of your life
You best friend now dead
You go over to their side
And lift up their head
Already gone
No way to save
She loved you too much to wait
She decided that she couldn’t take it anymore
Then left you a note on the refrigerator door
Love was felt for you that you could not return
This is not supposed to be a lesson that you had never learned
Suicide Poem...Was I bewitched so by the thin red line
To notice not that time released its hold
And let pale Iris snip the silver twine
To steal sweet youth before it turned to gold.
Existence now is not what I was told;
No seraphim and harps to grace my ear,
Just silence, painful silence, and the cold
Discomfort of my masochistic fear,
So icy cold, yet somehow seems to sear
My soul until the ache's too much to bare,
As mortal life mirages now appear:
Intangible are they; away they tear.
Mistake, it was; the curtain fell too soon
When razor's edge did charm me like the moon.
© Andi 2007
SuicideDamn. Suicide is no joke. If you have a friend who shows signs of depression help them out. Just talk to them. It could make a big difference. I wish I would've made it to my friends before it was to late. I've lost two friends to suicide in the past 8 months. Not a day goes by that I don't think of them and how much I HATE suicide.
SuicideIS IT SUCH A SHAME
THAT I WANT TO END ALL THIS PAIN.
I CAN'T LIVE MY LIFE UNHAPPY
SEE WHT YOU'VE DONE TO ME.
U CAN'T TAKE IT I'VE HAD ENOUGH
THING'S ARE JUST TOO ROUGH
I THOUGHT YOU LOVED ME, I WAS WRONG
NOW I CAN NO LONGER PRETEND TO BE STRONG.
SO JUST TO LET YOU KNOW
IT'S TIME FOR ME TO GO
PLEASE DON'T ASK ME WHY
ALL I HAVE TO SAY IS "GOODBYE'.
SuicideSuicide
I lay awake and stare
looking out nothing there
My minds eye searching
I try to fool myself into believing
I`m wanted, I belong
The sun rises to another day
What is right or wrong I hear myself say
I won`t let go, I`m to proud
Eyes are blind covered by a shroud
As I drift away my body dies
Gone is all that I despise
I`m the one who carry`s on
All forgotten now I`m gone
Hiding the hate that burns inside
Which only fuelled my selfish pride
Free me from my dialy chore
Grant me death for ever more
No time to grieve
Just let me leave
Let me go, I`m not wanted anymore
I`m held captive with shadows on the pavement
Losing all my reasons, Only I hold the key
I don`t care I want to leave
Bring death upon me
My heart is so heavy my chest it does heave
I`m unforgiven in this world I believe
To share the thoughts and all the lies
Making us hate and despise
I`ve had enough I want to go
I got no more, got nothing to show
I`m not here............................
Suicidal Thoughtssuicidal thoughts..................
Current mood: crazy
Suicidal thoughts! the feeling of giving in to the pain and suffering being endured for so long. Trying to imagine at night, alone in my room what it would be like if my life was to end. Or what if I ended my life what here and now. Knifes are at my finger tips. Wanting to grab the cold wooden handle the bares blood stains from the war's in the Phillipines form soldiers that has passed through a single swing of a blade. Hearing the voices in my head speak to me and want me to end my pain and suffering. Willing to get in a tub of water and dropping a electrical cord in the tub to die fast. Again, I ask myself is this how I should end my life? I know it is not proper to burry your son before his parentes but someday it just might happen. Shall I take a .22 and blast my self and have brains splatterd all over the wall? Remebering hearing my mom telling me i'm not worth living! YOU SHOULD DIE was her exact words! Grandmother be
Suicidal....Suicidal thoughts are troubling, especially when accompanied by depression, other mental illnesses, alcohol or drug abuse, or plans for suicide. This situation demands immediate evaluation. These thoughts can indicate serious illness.
The critical distinction is between a person’s thoughts regarding death and suicide, and actually wanting to die. When doctors hear that someone wants to die, they refer to these thoughts as suicidal ideation and divide them into 2 categories.
Suicidal ideation can be active and involve a current desire and plan to die.
Suicidal ideation can be passive, involving a desire to die but without a plan to bring about one's death.
If a person has an actual desire to die (in either form of suicidal ideation), he or she must seek immediate medical attention.
Suicidal ThoughtsWhat really goes through the mind of someone who is suicidal? Are beliefs, love lost, and the feelings of being utterly alone worth ending a life over?
These questions come to mind as I listen to the news and listen to friends in need of a shoulder to lean on, so they don't take that fatal step. It leaves me baffled, but I don't condemn. We all have our fair share of problems, but it worries me none the less.
Why bring such a sad subject up, well I need to get this out of my system, before it becomes an angry monster inside myself. No, I'm not thinking of taking my own life, if I was thinking of such I would be placing the name of "hypocrite" upon myself, since I value life, despite it's up's and down's. No, the reason I bring this up, because to me it seems to be becoming a very big problem these days. Or I've really have been living in the closet and had to have it splashed all over the news of a guy taking his own life, because of supposedly what he believed, before my eyes
SuicideSitting in light.
Looking into the dark circle.
Smelling the steel.
The cold death.
Why to seek this?
Why not continue?
Why continue?
Holding the flash.
For a weak mind.
For a weak soul.
For no love.
For no control.
The blinding flash.
The thunderous crash.
The smell of the ash.
And the coming of the peace
Of the everlasting peace...
SuicideSome days I just wish.
I could run and hide.
No matter where I go.
Suicide seems my only way.
My life is not worth it.
All this pain and suffering.
I dont want to be here anymore.
The only way is suicide.
Nobody can help me.
I cant fix myself.
Nobody knows the real me.
Suicide is the only way.
I put on this false act.
And slap a smile upon my face.
When really Im dying inside.
The only way is suicide.
All I ever wanted was.
To be loved and accepted.
Just to feel the warth of your love.
But you never loved or accepted me.
Suicide is my only way.
Leigh Ann
Suicide Of The Soul(Not like anyone gives a damn anyway)
Angry voice inside my head
Blade of silver now turned red
Hold it tight against my skin
Cannot let the demons win.
Pull it slow and feel the sting
While to my sanity, I cling.
Dark despair blocks out the light.
Day becomes an endless night.
Friendly faces turn away.
Cost too high for them to pay.
Her freedom, she now fights to gain
As I slowly go insane.
Plunging deep with tempered steel
Sole intent to maim and kill.
Gasping as the knife hits home,
Pass the flesh and pass the bone.
Possessing the body, the final goal
Acquired through suicide of the soul.
Suicidal DreamsThis song is how I have felt most my life but more so for the last couple months. Listen to it and/or read the lyrics.
Suicidal Dreams by Silverchair
I dream about, how its going to end,
Approaching me quickly,
Leaving a life of fear,
I only want my mind to be clear,
People, making fun of me,
For no reason but jealousy,
I fantasise about my death,
Ill kill myself from holding my breath,
My suicidal dream,
Voices telling me what to do,
My suicidal dream,
Im sure you will get yours too,
Help me, comfort me,
Stop me from feeling what Im feeling now,
The rope is here,
Now Ill find a use,
Ill kill myself,
Ill put my head in a noose,
My suicidal dream,
Voices telling me what to do,
My suicidal dream,
Im sure you will get yours too,
Dreamin about my death, dream,
Suicidal, suicidal, suicidal dream,
Im suicidal,
Suicidal dream,
SuicideSuicide
My life without you
would be a total waste of breath
A life not worth living
loneliness invading
Sinking deeper
into my dark despair
Slipping farther
away from reality
My mind an ocean
of tender memories
I cannot move forward
for fear of regret
Loss of the memories
that barely keep me alive
Hanging, just hanging
dangling from a string
Fragile and wearing
this string is growing thin
My life is feeling worthless
tired and alone
I cannot face the music
I cannot carry on
Peace come to me softly
and pain, please be quick
My life without you, Love
Was a total waste of breath
1999
SuicideLet me bleed away my pain,
Melt away from all my fears.
These wounds get deeper as I go,
I've chocked back all my tears.
The hurt inside my darkest dreams,
Shows through my stone cold eyes.
To open them would tear my soul,
For half the night I waste in sighs.
Suicide is my only friend,
To help me through my tasks.
Suicide is the only friend,
To let me forget my past.
I do not ask for many things,
So of you I ask this;
Will suicide be my only friend?
Or will you save me from this misery?
Suicide Scarsi look at myself in the mirror wondering.
wondering what happend to the girl i used to be.
wondering why there are scars on my wrist.
why i did this to myself.
then i think back to when my whole world was crashing down.
i seem to realize that these scars are suicide scars.
i start to cry to the fact that i will have these scars for a life time.
i grab my razor put it up to my wrist.
and i start to cut.
i start to cut them suicide cuts all over again.
i cant stop.
but i guess that this will be me forever.
makeing them ugly suicide scars.
SuicideSometimes i don't want to live,
I just want to die.
I take a blade to my wrist,
Slice and then i cry.
I want to see myself bleed,
And prove that i am real.
If it means i have to die,
then my life i will steal.
People call me crazy,
and say that i'm a nut.
But if they saw through my eyes,
they'd keep their damn mouths shut.
I don't want to feel like this,
I don't want the pain.
I wanna be like everybody,
i wish that i were sane.
and now my wrists are bleeding,
i made the cuts way too deep.
i reflect on all the things i've done,
and then i start to weep.
i know that i am dying,
the bleeding i can't stop.
darkness starts closing in,
and my ears begin to pop.
i wish i hadn't done this,
i wish i went for help.
but now there is no turning back,
look what i've done to myself.
i wanted to commit suicide,
so i guess i just gave in.
but i know if i had really tried,
my thoughts could never win.
i try to call out for help,
from my family and my friends.
but i kno
SuicideEverything is what you think of while you sit alone
How everything is
How you wanted it to be
Starting to cry you wanted something more
Everything you found you knew you could never have
You think your life to end would be better
Be better for you
Be better for everyone
Only four questions are on your mind
Would they care would they cry
Would it change them those who say they care
But most of all the one question you think
Dear God will I be missed
Oh well you say
Just hurry up it won't hurt much
One cut then another
Write a note saying why would they read it say yeah right
Tell yourself one more cut got to go
Feel the blood around you you write only one word
Good-bye.
Suicide (my Finest Work)*forward*- I wrote this blog for a class. I had to do reflections on my time working at meals on wheels. I saw a stat on suicide and the elderly. This is my blog on it. *end forward*
Instead of harping on and on about how much I get annoyed by my job...I'm going to do a serious reflection on an issue from my last entry. The entry below citizenship.
Suicide...it's not pretty. Why people do it is sometimes hard to grasp. I like to think that everyone at some point has thought about doing it. Maybe thats just my method of making some of my past seem a little more down to earth. Maybe not.
When I hear of elderly people committing suicide I think to myself, "WHY???"
I could say they are close to death why kill themselves?
Or...
I could say some horrible cynical joke pertaining to that.
But...
It all comes down to sadness. Or depression......
You see, I think of my grandma. One is in the hospital dying of brain cancer, another one is just constantly lonely.
Suicidal Tendencies - You Can't Bring Me DownWhat the hell's going on around here?
First off-let's take it from the start
Straight out-can't change what's in my heart
No one-can tear my beliefs apart, you can't bring me
You aint-never seen no one like me
Prevail-regardless what the cost might be
Power-flows inside of me, you can't bring me
Never-fall as long as I try
Refuse-to be part of your lie
Even-if it means I die, you can't bring me
You can't bring me down!
Who the hell you calling crazy?
You wouldn't know what crazy was if Charles Manson
...was eating Fruit Loops on your front porch
Time out-let's get something clear
I speak-more truth than you want to hear
Scapegoat-to cover up your fear, you can't bring me
You aint-never seen so much might
Fight for-what I know is right
What up-you got yourself a fight, you can't bring me
Stand up-we'll all sing along
Together-aint nothin' as strong
Won't quit-we aint in the wrong, you can't bring me
You can't bring me down!
Bring me down - you can't bring
Suicide Note 1Cheap cocaine, a dry inhale, the pills that kill and take
the pain away
Diet of life, shelter without, the face that cannot
see inside yours and mine
When I'm hiding, when I need it, it lets me
breathe, for our handle on this life, I don't believe
this time
Would you look at me now?
Can you tell I'm a man?
With these scars on my wrists
To prove I'll try again
Try to die again, try to live through this night
Try to die again.....
Forever fooling, free and using, sliding down the
slide that breaks a will
Mothers angel, getting smarter, how smart are
you to regress unfulfilled? It's a damn shame,
but who's to blame?
When I'm hiding, when I need it, it lets me
breathe, for our handle on this life, I don't believe
this time
Would you look at me now?
Can you tell I'm a man?
With these scars on my wrists
To prove I'll try again
Try to die again, try to live through this night
Try to die again.....
Suicide 2WELL FUC- I DONT FEAL ANY BETTER THE THOUGHTS STILL MAKE MY HEART FEEL LIKE IM FALLING AND MY CHEST GROWS ICE COLD FEELING LIKE I COULD VOMITE ICE CUBES.WHATS WRONG WITH ME ? WHY DOES IT FEEL LIKE MY SOUL IS LOST OR JUST DIEING INSIDE ROTTEN MAKEING ME FEEL LIKE IM ALONE LOST AND SAD. I NEED MY FRIEND CAROLS ADVICE BUT I KNOW I WILL NEVER GET THAT ! I SURE MISS IT MORE THAN ANYTHING I HAVE EVER MISSED ! I CAUGHT MY SELF TODAY LOOKING AT THINGS THINKING BAD THOUGHTS ABOUT SOMETHING I STOPPED REALY QUICK AS SOON AS I FELT IT MY BODY FELT THE WIERDEST IT HAS EVER FELT LIKE SOME ONE REALY GRABBED MY HEART AND YANKED IT OUT TOOK A BIG BITE OUT OF IT STILL HOOKED TO EVERY VEIN AND I COULD FEEL THE TEETH SINK IN AND RIP A PIECE OUT ! PHHH THAT WAS LONG BUT I NEED TO TYPE IT OUT SO I CAN GET IT OUT !!! WHY ME ? I NEVER WANTED TO DIE BUT IT FEELS LIKE DIFFERENT LATELY DEATH ? OR BE ALONE ? HOW MUCH CAN ONE TAKE WITH OUT JUST SAYING I QUIT ! I KNOW I CANT TAKE MUCH MUCH MORE OF ANYTHING ? I KNOW
Suicide Mind 1HOW I FEEL
Current mood: uncomfortable
Category: WEAK IN SIDE :( Friends
I AM SO ONE THAT HURTS SO BAD INSIDE ALL THE TIME, THE PAIN IS LIKE BEING IN A GAS CHAMBER AND TRYING TO BREATH IN BUT IT ONLY BURNS THE INSIDES.
I MISS MY CHILDREN THEY ARE INSEPRATE FOSTER HOMES AT THE MOMENT,
CAUSE THERE MOM SAMANTHA F-CKED UP ! AND LOST EM :(
I MISS MY XWIFE CAROL MORE THAN ANY ONE I HAVE EVER BEN WITH THAT I COULDNT TAKE IT ANY MORE SO I TRYED TO KILL MY SELF ON THE 10TH OR SOMETHING I TOOK 30 SLEEPING PILLS I HURT WITH OUT MY LIFE LONG PARTNER !
ITS LIKE HAVEING A TWIN AND THE LOSEING IT LIKE SOME ONE IN MY FAMILY.
(BILLY I HURT FOR YOU BROTHER)
TIFFANY IS ALWAYS ON MY MIND !
THE PAIN HURTS EVERY TIME I THINK ABOUT IT BUT YOU KNOW WHAT I KNOW I WOULD OF BEN GREETED BY HER IF I COULD OF JUST DIED :( I KNOW ITS NOT GOING TO BE THE LAST TIME I DONT WHY ? I THINKS THATS WHY I WENT TO HAWAII !
I HAD TO GO BEFOR IT WAS DONE "( MAYBE THIS IS HOW I DIE T
Suicide NoteDear Fellow Pawns;
Since July 15, 2007 I have lived a lie that I can no longer go on with. I have started each of the last 5004 days by convincing myself that McDonald's would bring back the Double ZestaBurger--if only for a limited time and at only select locations. It was the only way I could get myself out of bed and through the day.
Alas, I can no longer lie to myself about my future. I now accept that it is bleak. I do not control my destiny, nor my happiness. Like all of you, I am just a pawn in McDonald's global marketing plan. The same company that has returned the McRib 496 limited times in the last 13 years has never given my well-being a second thought.
Well, McDonalds, you win. You have killed the will, spirit, and soul of Cruel Intentions , now my body will follow. I know though, that I will be going to a better place. A place where my happiness won't be controlled by a multi-national conglomeration of grill cooks in cheap suits. While my body will be buried in
Suicide Hurts Everyone...Suicide hurts everyone... the pain and torment that you are trying to escape, well you heap it on those that love you. While you are dead forever, your friends and family are left in your nightmarish aftermath, feeling immense guilt "for not seeing the signs" and wondering how death could ever seem more appealing to you than living life with them. You will take away their hopes and dreams, self-esteem, and ideals. You will rob them of loving you one more day. Not only will you leave behind your depression to manifest in them, you will leave this world a darker and colder place for them.
My name is Kellie, last year on June 4, 2005, I was forced into the biggest trial of my life. My outlook on life and my sanity came crashing down around me when I discovered my fiance had hung himself in our bathroom. As I cut through his noose, and lowered his body to the ground, I realized the screaming was coming from me. My life hasn't been the same since. Don't do this to your loved ones, ther
Suicide Girls!!!!!I'm am going to desperately try to get as many people as I can to boycott the website Suicide Girls and anything they're affiliated with.
Why you ask? Am I just some jealous girl? Nooo... I've always wanted to take pictures and have them on SG. Truth is, one of my favourite photographers, Philip Warner aka Lithium Picnic, who was contracted with them to shoot pics, is now being SUED by SG for breech of contract. There's a rather long explanation to all the details behind this, but let me sum it up.
Suicide Girls has within their contract a clause stating that photographers and models under contract with them are ONLY allowed to shoot pictures and place them within their website. They make an allowance for models running their own one person website. One of Lithium's most popular models, Apnea, has one such website, completely run by herself featuring only herself. Suicide Girls claims that somehow they've breached their contract.
They're playing DIRTY too! They know th
Suicide 7:24:07the hatred
of oneself's life
mind full of darkness
a will missing strength
emotionless face
heart once full of warmth
now cold to the touch
the loss of family
driving to lose much more
family and friends
co-workers and ones never met
the beauty of life
once had, now wasted
watching, slipping further
begins to abuse
certain "pleasures"
fighting to forget the loss
the intervention
to no avail
few weeks gone by
locked in a wooden shell
more ever missed
till our own departure
R.I.P. my friend.
7:24:07
"drink for a smile
drink till ya fall
drink till your end"
a saying that i will never repeat again.
you are missed.
7:24:07
Suicide On The InsideThe unforgiving death
of suicide on the inside
the depths of holes
go on forever
shot myself with
the eternal bullet
deeper and deeper
in does it go
watch as it
always explodes
the unforgiving death
of suicide on the inside
the weightlessness
never gains shape
hung myself with
the invisible rope
cant cut it down
cant get it unwound
watch as it
chokes my soul
the unforgiving death
of suicide on the inside
the overflowing river
is always flooding
cut myself with
mother natures blade
no stopping
the river that
runs wild
through its home
the unforgiving death
of suicide on the inside
the looks of shame
as people walk by
crucified myself with
the nails of Christ
my soul cried out
looked me in the eyes
said father
why have you forsaken me
SuicideTortured, suffering, living in pain
haunted by his past
she writes a letter to her family and friends
and for unknown reasons laughs.
she thought she was alone and uncared for
she heavens a sigh of grief
tears flow freely from her eyes
she seeks to find relief.
Into her room she silently went
her family not to wake
takes the revolver from her drawer
her hands begin to shake.
A loud noise echoes through the house
her parents run indred
for on the floor with a gun at her side
in a pile of blood their child lay dead.
Suicidal SlutIts official. I GIVE UP! Im done pretending that there is something more for me out here. I have been single for just about 5 months now. In this 5 months you have all shown me just how putrid the underbelly of society is. You all fucking suck!!! It matters not how I react toward you, be it I put on my angel wings or shed them for tainted. The result is always the same...you fuck me over like i am some sort of subhuman species. I might as well bend over and spread my pink lips for you for that is all you seek. And for all of you reading this who think this isn't your life, your man isnt like that...baby your so wrong, because I fucked your man! That boyfriend that you think is so perfect, I kiss away his infedelity and powder his lies. So this is it...i'm done. There are no sincere people in this world anymore. Not a soul seeks out anything beyond where they will get thier next piece of ass. For all of you out there who think this blog is about you, your probaby right it
Suicide TreesI spent my
whole life
In love with despair
Kept my lungs full
With the breath of thier
Mute atmosphere
I became
What I hate
And thus
Shall I remain
To give birth to a
Mighty assasin
Armed with a weapon of words
To defy the lies
To never compromise
No
Today
My name
Is pain
I stood
Beyond the world
Whispering secret syllables in the
Eyeless dark
Dancing wildly
Round and round on the rotting ground
Surrounded by the dead dusts of hell
This is how I delete myself
And this is how I corrupt
Everyone else
Obey
Betray
You are not unique
You do not need to think
Take it
I will
You succumb
So nicely
Like an insect staring back
Like a dying dove
My love
So here we are again
The sheets are staind and bloodied
The animals scratch at my skin
Here we are again
My face is scraped and bloodied
I've nothing left to give
I wasn't there
I'm not involved
I'm innocent
It's not my fault
I wasn't there, I'm not involved, I'm innocent, It's not my faul
Suicide LetterI rush to the bathroom and lock the door,
I can't stand the pain; I can't stand it anymore.
I go to the cabinet for that lethal pill,
Knowing that this one will help or kill.
My parents received the letter of suicide,
They're wondering if their daughter is now dead or alive.
They pounded and pounded and said, Open the door.
I said, No, you do not have your daughter anymore.
They said, Why, daughter, are you doing this?
I said, I love you and blew them a kiss.
I took the pill, then my life started to dim,
My chance for survival was really slim.
The door flung open with tremendous power,
This was such a terrible hour.
Why did I have to end my life?
Why did I cause them strain and strife?
Something was wrong inside my head,
Sorry, Mom and Dad, your daughter is now dead.
Suicide?Well I've been thinking about suicide quiet alot lately so tonight I took a bottle of asprin, I know this is a pussy way to go but I don't own a gun and I hate the sight of blood so cutting myself wasn't an option. Well my heart is starting to beat really fast so I'm going to go.
Suicide Or Breaking Down Inside.....the crimson blood flows from my viens,
dripping to the floor below..
tears of pain running down my face,
thinking of the love I will never know.
the ache inside i can take no longer,
I know there is no other cure..
All I ever desired was that perfect kiss,
and a love that would always endure.
as my mind begins to faulter and fade,
I begin to weaken and sigh...
I leave you now, but don't be saddened,
this is my final goodbye..............
(before you ask, yes I wrote this--
Suicide Ruleskilling yourself doesn't make you a coward, it just means you are stronger than everyone else.
Suicide Girls And You!Ok so a little over a year ago I sent a photo into Suicide Girls and was accepted almost immedialtely. The next step was a photo shoot in which I would have to pose nude for the majority of the shoot. Fully nude. Only for the initial shoot though. I am completely comfortable with myself and was beyond excited. I had the photographer, makeup artist, place, etc. (Thanks Michelle and all!)
Within about a week, I clammed up. Freaked out. I was horrified about my family and friends possibly seeing me totally naked on the internet. The shame it would cause! I have not spoken of it since (seriously anyway). Now I wonder what would be different if I went through with it. I am also considering getting over myself and just f***ing doing it. Who cares really? I see my family like twice a year and what the hell would they be doing on Suicide Girls anyway! Ew!
So I have decided if I am going to do it, it needs to be now. But, should I? Hmmmmm........
Suicide NoteI RAN HOME TO CRY ON MY BED
NOT A WORD TO MY MOTHER WAS SAID
FATHER CAME LATE AT NIGHT
HE LOOKED AT ME FROM LEFT TO RIGHT
HE SAW ME HANGING FROM A ROPE
HE TOOK HIS KNIFE TO CUT ME DOWN
AND ON MY SHIRT A NOTE WAS FOUND:
DIG MY GRAVE
DIG IT DEEP
DIG MY GRAVE
FROM HEAD TO FEET
AND ON THE TOP PUT A DOVE
TO SHOW THE WORLD I DIED FOR LOVE
SOMETHING GOOD WILL HAPPEN TONIGHT AT 11:36 P.M.
THIS IS NOT A JOKE
SOMEONE WILL EITHER CALL YOU OR TALK TO YOU ONLINE
AND SAY THAT THEY LOVE YOU
DO NOT BREAK THIS CHAIN
GOOD LUCK WITH YOUR CRUSH/LOVE
COPY AND PASTE AND TITLE IT "SUICIDE NOTE"
Suicidal Dream (1996)Dreams of death
revolving around my mind
wishing for pain
seeking a heart of my kind
Suicidal Dreams
these are my end
Suicidal Dreams
you are mine once again
Tears of hurt and mistrust
they fall upon my wet bed
my breath is shallow
yet i am completely dead
This is my Suicidal Dream
this is my end
Suicidal Dreamer
I am yours once again
Suicide Note Part 2(rip Dimebag)Out of my mind, gun up to the mouth
No pretension, execution, live and learn
Rape and turn
Fret not family, nor pre-judged army
This is for me, and me only, cowards only
Try it
Don't you try to die, like me
It's livid and it's lies and makes graves
It's not worth the time to try, to replenish a
rotting life
I'll end the problem, facing nothing, fuck you off,
fuck you all
Tortured history, addict of misery, this exposes me
for weakness is a magnet - watch me do it
Graves descending down
Why would you help anyone who doesn't want it,
doesn't need it, doesn't want your shit advice
when a mind's made up to go ahead and die?
What's done is done and gone, so why cry?
Suicide Note Part 1(rip Dimebag)Cheap cocaine, a dry inhale, the pills that kill and take
the pain away
Diet of life, shelter without, the face that cannot
see inside yours and mine
When I'm hiding, when I need it, it lets me
breathe, for our handle on this life, I don't believe
this time
Would you look at me now?
Can you tell I'm a man?
With these scars on my wrists
To prove I'll try again
Try to die again, try to live through this night
Try to die again.....
Forever fooling, free and using, sliding down the
slide that breaks a will
Mothers angel, getting smarter, how smart are
you to regress unfulfilled? It's a damn shame,
but who's to blame?
Suicide: A Heavy Burden???Preface:
As many of you know, I attended a QPR Suicide Prevention Gatekeeper Training Class related to meeting suicide needs of people in various situations on September 10, 2007 (“World Suicide Prevention Day“), as offered and supported through the Austin/Travis County Suicide Prevention Coalition. Noel and Elizabeth Roebuck were there facilitating the class, while the class was lead by a Certified QPR Instructor, Janie E. Black, M.Ed.
My interest in learning more about suicide stems from a second cousin killing himself with a shotgun (butt placed on the toilet and pointed to directly under his jaw) after returning home from a war and struggling with a variety of issues when I was in my pre-teen years…and, in later years, having friends go through bouts of suicidal tendencies, threats and attempts. Additionally, in working with domestic violence and victim situations throughout the years in the shelter and on the phones, it has been my experience that callers have called in,
Suicide GirI got an email back today about me becoming a Suicide Girl...they liked my pics and would like for me to become one...woooooo hooooooo!!! I just have a few more things i have t get done to become one!!!! I cant wait!!! If u have thoughts good or bad ....plz tell me.
Suicidal Tendencies - How Will I Laugh TomorrowHere I sit and watch my world come crumbling down
I cry for help but no one's around
Silently screamimg I bang my head against the wall
It seems like no one cares at all
Always an emotion, but how can I explain-how can I explain
Kind of like the scent of a rose, with words I can't explain
The same with my pain
Caught up in emotion-goes over my head-goes over my head
SOmetimes I got to think to myself is this life or death
Am I living or am I dead
The clock keeps ticking but nothing else seems to change
Problems never solved-just rearranged
And when I think about all the times that I've had
SO few good-so many bad
I search for personality and I look for things I cannot see
Love and peace flash through my mind-pain and hate are all I find
Find no hope in nothing new-never had a dream come true
Lies and hate and agony-through my eyes that's all I see
If I'm gonna cry-will you wipe away my tears?
If I'm gonna die-Lord please take away my fear
Before I drown in s
Suicide Is PainlessThrough early morning fog I see
visions of the things to be
the pains that are withheld for me
I realize and I can see...
[REFRAIN]:
that suicide is painless
It brings on many changes
and I can take or leave it if I please.
I try to find a way to make
all our little joys relate
without that ever-present hate
but now I know that it's too late, and...
[REFRAIN]
The game of life is hard to play
I'm gonna lose it anyway
The losing card I'll someday lay
so this is all I have to say.
[REFRAIN]
The only way to win is cheat
And lay it down before I'm beat
and to another give my seat
for that's the only painless feat.
[REFRAIN]
The sword of time will pierce our skins
It doesn't hurt when it begins
But as it works its way on in
The pain grows stronger...watch it grin, but...
[REFRAIN]
A brave man once requested me
to answer questions that are key
is it to be or not to be
and I replied 'oh why ask me?'
SuicideLife is never good for me and this is what I wish you'd see.
Just let me end it all for I'll be happy in the end, I'll finally be free.
Free from all the pain and torment and the never ending battle.
No more dealing with the arguments and tears, I'd finally be through with it all.
You just don’t seem to understand that by keeping me here your making it worse.
If I were dead and gone by now I'd be happy, I wouldn’t have this life, I wouldn't have the curse.
I’m already considering doing this even without your consent.
I know for sure that once its all over with my heart will finally be content.
So here I am just sitting there, on my bed with a knife to my wrist.
Please everyone don’t be upset, please don’t be pissed.
You just need to know I love you all but couldn’t handle it anymore.
Ok here I go, I’m doing this for sure.
You just need to let me go to heaven now, hopefully God will understand and accept this.
Just tell my baby I love him and I’m sorry I couldn’
SuicideSuicide,
Will it stop the pain?
Suicide,
Am I to blame?
Suicide,
Will it make it all go away?
Suicide,
Will I feel pain?
Suicide,
Will I go to heaven?
Suicide,
Is this bad?
Suicide,
I am too sad
Suicide Ame ContestRules
Enter a pic that resembles the Suicide Girls Style and dress (i'll even photoshop backgrounds if needed)
Be as creative as possible
Refer to the pics in bulletin for ideas or google Suicides Girls
Pics may be nsfw if you wish but besure to have your voters add me to vote if you choose the nsfw theme
This is a rates only contest
Prizes include a 30 day blast or vic
May the best Suicider win
For more info contact
BlueDemon Ellie's FuHubby(1st Deputy Chief Of 2nd Alarm Hotties)@ fubar
Suicidal TendenciesA young Galway man went to see a psychiatrist and confessed that he had suicidal tendencies.
"I suddenly get the urge to kill myself," he said. "I never know when these feelings are going to occur."
"Hmmm," said the psychiatrist. "In the circumstances, perhaps you had better pay in advance
SuicideSuicide
Would anyone care if I died. But then if you kill
your self you go to hell. because it's a sin to
kill your self. But what if if you kill your self and
you have time. Time to ask God for forgiveness
for your sin. Then do you go to heaven cause you
know you did wrong. Or when you die do you still
go to the depth of hell.
Billy Gene Ryan
Copyright ©2007 Billy Gene Ryan
Suicide 2Let me die why do you care.
You crushed my heart with such a rush.
So as I cut and bleed let me be.
No one cares Im not rare I can be spared.
You think it's unfare how can you dare to share.
What you care thats hard to bare.
Are time was short but sweet.
Thats why I made my death nice and neet ain't I sweet.
All for you now your free as can be.
Now let see how you will be now Im dead as can be.
Suicidal LoveShe took her love
To her grave
He said
I love you too late.
She cried
Over him not caring
Instead of
Being in love and sharing.
Lovely love
A game wasted again with pain
This is a waste
Love lost again.
She cried
As she took her love
Over another dumb crush
Too far above.
He's sorry
For all he's never said.
He cared not enough
He only wanted her in bed.
She said no like a lady should,
She wasn't ready to commit.
And being a guy
He had a major fit.
She took her life
Lying on the bed
She slept in every night
He never knew what she said.
He wrote her a poem
She wrote him a song.
He said love goes far,
She said things were wrong.
He cried as
They lowered her in the ground.
He said she shouldn't be dead-
That this princess should wear a crown.
She left him the song
Lying on her forgotten bed.
He read what she wrote-
Too late, she's dead.
The Suicide GameThe Suicide Game
Everyone has heard about the story-
‘The Boy Who Cried Wolf’
Several times in life
Most parents tell it to kids to teach them a lesson
But what about the story-
“The Suicide Game”?
Has anyone ever heard of it?
Its quite simple to explain
Someone who you care about calls you
Saying that they are depressed
And that they want to die
Complaining about their life
Their parents
Themselves
So they tell you that they’re going to end it
To ‘Off’ themselves.
So you call the police.
Not to be a bitch
But because you care.
You don’t know if they made it out in time
And you don’t hear anything for the rest of the night.
So u call to see if they’re ok
They say that everything is fine and that they’re over it
Like it wasn’t a big deal
Apparently they don’t think about other peoples feelings
Because to them-
This is just a game.
Suicide Is PainlessThrough early morning fog I see,
visions of the things to be,
the pains that are withheld for me.
I realize and I can see...
that suicide is painless.
It brings on many changes,
and I can take or leave it if I please.
The game of life is hard to play.
I'm gonna lose it anyway.
The losing card I'll someday lay,
so this is all I have to say.
Suicide is painless.
It brings on many changes,
and I can take or leave it if I please.
The sword of time will pierce our skins .
It doesn't hurt when it begins.
But as it works its way on in.
The pain grows stronger...watch it grin,
suicide is painless.
It brings on many changes,
and I can take or leave it if I please.
A brave man once requested me
to answer questions that are key.
Is it to be or not to be,
and I replied 'oh why ask me?'
Cause suicide is painless,
it brings on many changes,
and I can take or leave it if I please.
...and you can do the same things if you please.
Suicide NoteI don't think any of you have noticed
Have seen the change in me
the scream for help in my eyes
maybe you have noticed
just let it pass you by
you may not have known
how bad it was
how deep the feelings of hate
actually go
I'm sorry i couldn't cope
I'm sorry you didn't see
I'm sorry it's too late
I'm sorry you never knew
I'm sorry i didn't talk to you
I'm sorry I've hurt you
I'm sorry i have to do this
I'm sorry i need to be free
I'm sorry for the pain i have caused
There isn't another way
i had to do this
leave everyone i love
It's too late
nothing can be done now
by the time you find this
i will be free
rid of everything
I'm sorry
Suicide Game ♥The Suicide Game
Everyone has heard about the story-
‘The Boy Who Cried Wolf’
Several times in life
Most parents tell it to kids to teach them a lesson
But what about the story-
“The Suicide Game”?
Has anyone ever heard of it?
Its quite simple to explain
Someone who you care about calls you
Saying that they are depressed
And that they want to die
Complaining about their life
Their parents
Themselves
So they tell you that they’re going to end it
To ‘Off’ themselves.
So you call the police.
Not to be a bitch
But because you care.
You don’t know if they made it out in time
And you don’t hear anything for the rest of the night.
So u call to see if they’re ok
They say that everything is fine and that they’re over it
Like it wasn’t a big deal
Apparently they don’t think about other peoples feelings
Because to them-
This is just a game.
SuicideHe was very young
And looking for a way out
He did his research about suicide
It was the way no doubt
He had a kid
Who was only two
A broken heart he has
Because of you
He cried a lot he was ashamed
Of who he was
And the answer for his suicidal plot
Was "just because"
He didnt really wanna do it
He was just scared
He felt all alone like
Knowone even cared
After it was over, his body
Lay on the ground
And just his luck thats when you
Finally came around
Suicidal Homicidewritten....Jul,21,2007
I'm watching as the blood flows,
Running down the windows,
Pooling on the floor,
Stains streak the walls,
Looking at my hands now,
How they changed to crimson,
The body before me,
Crumpled on the floor,
Strangled with a chain,
Tortured with knives,
Burned by fire,
Sad to say,
She didn't die from any of these things.
A broken heart abandoned,
Cut her life quite short,
But where is her face?
Underneath the blanket,
Pull it back,see my kill,
Lying on the floor.
Then I realized,
That I am on the floor.
Raksha Soulraven ©2007
Suicidedo you ever feel like no one would know you are gone? the world will go on with out me. i feel so completely alone.
i messed up so bad and i cannot go back. the nasty person that lives here for the time being is trying successfully to steal my child; my child no longer needs me. one of the two people that means the most to me is playing games that i no longer feel like playing. unfortunately, i think he has completely screwed my life up. the other one holds me at arms length. i feel that everytime i reach for him he pulls away.
im so tired of being lonely. my heart hurts too much. i dont want to do this anymore..
SuicideHi all Just wanted to let you all know that my aunts best friends brother killed himself on Saturday 11/3/2007 and I am not sure how to take it any suggestions would be nice
Suicide Note Part 1Cheap cocaine, a dry inhale, the pills that kill and take the pain away
Diet of life, shelter without, the face that cannot see inside yours and mine
[Pre]
When I'm hiding, when I need it,
it lets me breathe,
for our handle on this life, I don't believe
this time
[Chorus]
Would you look at me now?
Can you tell I'm a man?
With these scars on my wrists
To prove I'll try again
Try to die again, try to live through this night
Try to die again.....
Forever fooling, free and using,sliding down the slide that breaks a will
Mothers angel, getting smarter, how smart are you to regress unfulfilled?
It's a damn shame, but who's to blame?
Suicide Note Part 2Out of my mind,
gun up to the mouth
No pretension, execution, live and learn , rape and turn
Fret not family,
nor pre-judged army
This is for me,
and me only, cowards only
Try it
[Chorus]
Don't you try to die, like me
It's livid and it's lies and makes graves
Graves descending down
It's not worth the time to try, to replenish a rotting life
I'll end the problem, facing nothing, fuck you off, fuck you all
Tortured history, addict of misery, this exposes me
for weakness is a magnet - watch me do it
[Chorus]
Why would you help anyone who doesn't want it,
doesn't need it, doesn't want your shit advice
when a mind's made up to go ahead and die?
What's done is done and gone, so why cry?
SuicideI wonder how I will die?
Too many pills is one way to try
Or the car in the garage
While everyone's gone ;
Block all vents, it shouldn't take long
I could use more drugs than my body can handle ;
By the next day they'll be lighting my candle
I might step off a really steep ledge
Trust me friend, I'm right on the edge
If I had a gun I could go fast
Which would be good ;
the pain won't last
I could cut my wrists like so many do
Whatever it takes to get me through
I could hang myself way up high choke & choke until I die
There are so many ways ;
I go fast or take it slow
Suicidal thoughts keep playin' in my mind
Making me think I'm better off dead
Until I go I'll lay awake pondering these thoughts
Until I break...
Suicide LetterShe sits on her bed
Pen and paper on her chest
The gun lay on the pillow next to her head
She begins to right her letter of death
As her tears they fall
To Whoever Cares
My name is Leia and I lay here now gun next to my head
Wondering….more like knowing how the world would be
better off with me dead…..
My mother doesn’t love me she never really did
My father too was never ever there…
I’m so lonely in this big world… I’m so forgotten
People that I thought were friends are gone
I wonder do they ever remember me?
And will they once I’m gone?
I’m sick of never knowing who will hirt me next
My heart has been shattered, walked, on and smashed
But never again will I have to worrie about people knocking on my door
just to put me down
I never have a reason to smile anymore
Only reasons to cry
But when I do cry I have no one to comfort me
No one to dry my tears and say
“Everything will be ok I’m always going to be here”
So I leave you now with this tear stained
Suicide.She lay there silently after doing what had to be done. Her ignorant thoughts finally silenced as cuts throbbed with numbing pain. She's fallen again - fallen into the wrath of her deepest dispares. Gods sung as she bathed in the tormented bliss, remaining isolated from the demons who have once again locked her innocence away. Skin was torn from her fingers; her face, porcelain; frozen by pain itself. Angel was pushed - she was shoved by monsters; nightmares that filled her pure mind with the most vulgare thoughts. Purity herself lay dorment on cold slates of stone, surrounded with only the wine and blood of lost hopes, broken promises, forgotten dreams. The sacrement of love has yet to be found - angel living on nothing but the painful cries of lost wraithes. Wrists glistened with the trickle of essence leaking from the wounds of a ruined spirit. It all ends soon. The passion inside fading away like the romance in a stone. A deep kiss from Death himself rest 'pon her silky lips. Angel
Suicide On My Mindit first came to me like a wave from the heavens
a way to escape this life of demons
it whispered in my ear sweet words of peace
and kissed the pain of life with bleech
potash whimpered at me feet
wishing me to see it and becon me to meet
knives sang honey in my ears
and poured blood from my tears
i see the pills i swallowed
they howl as they burn my insides
i watch as time flies
black over my body
i taste the laudnum on my lips
i feel it caress and linger on
i hear the angels and devils
they sing both dirge and glory
i witnessed my death slowly in bits of memory
i watched time fly as i began to die
Suicidal DreamI dream about, how it's going to end,
Approaching me quickly,
Leaving a life of fear,
I only want my mind to be clear,
People, making fun of me,
For no reason but jealousy,
I fantasise about my death,
I'll kill myself from holding my breath,
My suicidal dream,
Voices telling me what to do,
My suicidal dream,
I'm sure you will get yours too,
Help me, comfort me,
Stop me from feeling what I'm feeling now,
The rope is here,
Now I'll find a use,
I'll kill myself,
I'll put my head in a noose,
My suicidal dream,
Voices telling me what to do,
My suicidal dream,
I'm sure you will get yours too,
Dreamin' about my death, dream,
Suicidal, suicidal, suicidal dream,
I'm suicidal,
Suicidal dream
Suicide Note 2Why do i feel this way like i just wanna die
think these lonely thoughts of commiting suicide
would she even notice would she even care
im not with her now watching over, standing there
watching this angel as she sleeps and dreams
unaware shes rippin my world apart at the seams
id do anything and everything just to see her happy
but im the one that makes her cry and feel really crappy
Id give her the world if shed just let me
but shes part of the reason im sittin here lonely
part of the reason im sittin here now
weapon in hand ready to take the vow
take the knife and plunge it deep
i pray to the lord her soul you keep
hold the gun steady squeeze the trigger
let it all out as the mess gets bigger
grab the pills and pop em quick
fuck the world let my blood run thick
think to myself as my eyes grow heavy
what have i done my heart goes unsteady
lying on the ground life fading fast
memories flash by events from the past
all of them her our first kiss
all these things
Suicide Girls Site Kinda SucksSo since the Spotlight has a huge advertizement for them today, I figured Id write about the suicide girls.
Ive heard a large amount of complaints about them. Not from dudes of course, but from the girls themselves. Ive heard complaints about the fact that they ask for all different sizes and colors of models, and yet most of their models are thin and white. On a page with 30 girls shown, 3, MAYBE 4 girls were not white[visibly asian, black, hispanic, other girls might have been but just loooked very white]. And ive known girls of other races, pretty girls, whove tried out and got rejected.
Ive also heard about the fact that some of the models they accept, they never accept any photos from. Ive also heard complaints about them always advertizing the same chicks, favoring people on the site, etc.
And can i just say, When i was younger, i wanted to be a suicide girl, but now, the girls on the site dont look any different then any other girls. I see brown haird girls with A no
SuicideThe Skies are darkening
Reflecting my mood
My life seems useless
Ill soon find if thats true
A voice so soft, barely above a whisper
Tells me I have nothing left to live for
I know that the voice is wrong
That hope for a better tomarrow is still there
But I can't seem to find that hope
Through the darkness which is my life
And I can't help but think
What if the voice is right?
The knife at my side seems inviting
I gently slide my fingures across it
The feel of the cold smoth steel
Is a very pleasant thing indeed
Gliding the knife across the wall
I leave a haunting message behind
"Tonights the night to say your goodbyes
The slumber in which I seek is now at hand
And the laughter in which I endure daily
Shall soon come to an end
As this knife tears its way through my skin"
With my message complete
I know that I am done
I then slide the silver, glimmering knife
Across my wrists again and again
My task complete, I let the knife fall
And its fall seems
Suicidal Dive BombersWhen things just dont go your way or things just piss you off do bad that ya wanna scream as loud as you can..just think of the suicidal dive bombers.
they also are known as Kamikazes, you know, those guys who flew during the war back in ww2? japanese samurai who flew the illfated dive bombers and crashed their planes into our ships! well this kind is diff lol. how i dont know use your imagination
and shoot from the hip lol.
Mine is so screwed up its ridiculous...ive had to put up with a damned dog who cant piss on pad that his Master gives him to stay inside when he has to go and stuff and pisses on my carpet. Secondly bills pile up to mess the Christmas i thought iwould have...what i get is grief..plain and simple. my stress level has gone beyond its limits....so whats left?
Suicide Notes Trapped In BottlesSuicide notes trapped in bottles
One day passes onto the next
hope diminishes
Like the glare of the sun
Against the cold, dark night
I look in on him
As he manages to place his
Over used journal
Perfectly
Upon his knees
Spilling ink on paper
Like blood during a war
His hands t r e m b l i n g
Like caffeine addicts
[.awake.]
But
[.asleep.]
He scribbles gibberish
Making sure no one can
Read between the |L||i||n||e|s|
I look in on him.
Tears fall like rainstorms
(except quieter)
He soaks the pages with even more pain
Shushing himself
Fearing that someone may hear his whimpers
Fearing that someone might actually care
He bites the cap of his pen
Releasing his anger The bite marks in the plastic
Match the ones in his skin
(except plastic doesn't bleed)
The way cuts bleed
Through cracks in flesh
He folded notes filled with secrets
In tightly sealed bottles
So his pain coul
SuicideDOES ANYONE EVER REALLY THINK BEOFRE THEY JUST FIND PPL AND TREAT THEM BAD? NOT ALL WOMAN ARE JUST CAM SLUTS AND NOT ALL OF US JUST WANNA haVE FUN SOME ARE REALLY LIVING IN DEPRESSION AND REALLY DO AHVE AHEART AND I FOR ONE WAsNT PUT HERE TO BE APLAY TOY AND BREAK MY HEART AND TREAT ME BAD I HAVE AHEART OF GOLD AND I REALLY NEED TRUE FRIENDS NOT TO BE MISTREATED AND MADE TO CRY ALL THE TIME WHY CANT PPL JUST UNDERSTAND THIS AND TREAT ME LIKE I AM REAL ? I AM REAL
SuicideOk, so this person that I just started talking to yesterday is now telling me that he wants to commit suicide. I'm one of those people that I care about everyone I know. I obviously don't want this guy to die. I also don't like when people tell me this because I can't do anything to stop them... it just puts me in this awkward situation. I dunno... it's just... stressful... something I should not be putting myself through. I don't know how to deal w/ people at this stage. I don't understand I guess... *sigh*
Suicideeverywhere You Go, Everyplace You Live, All Of Us Know Somebody Or Of Someone Who Has Or Has Attempted To Commit Suicide. Myself Not Excluded,Everywhere you go, everyplace you live, all of us know somebody or of someone who has or has attempted to commit suicide. Myself not excluded, I myself know a couple people who have and honestly I have tried it once or twice....thankfully for me my attempts didn't work.
Today I woke up from a call from my brother in Georgia, telling me that one of our relatives committd suicide last night, under the influence of drugs and alcohol.
When I called my mother to see how her and my step-father were doing she informed me that all of this happened twenty minutes after they left the house, and that my 18 year old cousin found her mother upstairs after she shot herself. It makes me sad. Why would...I don't even want to attempt to assume what was in her mind at that moment.
To make things worse apparently in th state of Tennessee they don't have 'clean-up' crews, for the lack of better words. My MOTHER was bawling when she told me that she had to clean everything up after they removed t
SuicideLoving you has made me this way
Pull the trigger
Give me attention
Never enough affection
Drown my sorrows
Stick the needle in my skin
Bleed me dry tonight
Tears for you thoughts
I'll die in your arms
So cold and stiff
You sill wont care
Black as the night
You have made me stone
Numb my body and soul
Open my eyes
Glued shut once again
You're looking for a fight
I'll kill me with this knife.
SuicideHis grandma found him...
She called the ambulance...
He was in the hospital for three days until his dad, mom, and grandparents decided it was best to pull the plug. If they hadn't, he would have lived a life of just laying there...not able to do a damn thing. He couldn't do anything...his organs weren't working properly...
They don't know how long the circulation was cut off...but obviously it had been awhile since his body wasn't functioning properly.
The reason behind him doing this to himself is beyond me...what I do know is how his mom was...how things had been for him in the past. He didn't live the life a kid should have lived...for his age, he had been through some shit...shit kids shouldn't go through. Yes every single person goes through drama, hard times, and bullshit in their lives...but the sad thing is it's us people who fuck life up for others.
It's those of us who lie, pretend, and hurt others. Those of us who just don't give a fuck about anyone but ourselves, beca
SuicideI think I can understand it now
Suicidelooking in the mirror
i dont recognize that face
as blood spills into the sink
a razorblade falls to the floor
the tears staining red cheeks
eyes strained and hurt
the pain that was held inside
now bleeding out
no longer able to hold it back
control the feelings locked inside
for so long its been this way
reaching out for someone
to see the battle raging inside
and no-one saw
the pain laying behind those eyes
once filled with happiness
so care free
fingers trace the mirror
inscribing words with blood
before slowly sliding to the floor
bloody hand prints grace the cabinet
proping against a wall
as the eyes flutter
no words can come from held breathe
and when they come home
seeing the bathroom light on
all they'll see is the body on the floor
in a pool of blood
and the words on the mirror
and hopefully they'll say them out loud
so they can echo through the house
'im sorry i wasnt perfect,am i perfect now?'
promise me you wont cry at my funeral
you never c
SuicideDesperate Plea From a Child
12/30/2007
Dear readers:
Yes it should be the last newsletter reaching your mail box but I would like to make my last point to those undecided about joining my Star family. Sad enough I have to do it with this email I received from a desperate teen on Myspace. Read this desperate call and please realize that LOVE only CAN NOT explain what the Universal Code (Tail of the Dragon) has done to her boyfriend and is about to do to any of those unaware, unlucky kids…
its very hard to read such an email and no cry!
----- Original Message -----
From:Tam
My Leo boyfriend killed himself two days ago...what is up with that. I know he was sad...and now we are all sad. He will have to repeat this life again as his lessons were not over...I can't believe this. I know Cappy's and Leo aren't the perfect match, and I know it wouldn't of worked in the long run, but for now we leaned on each other and were good friends reguardless....I know I did
Suicide RegretSuicide Regret
A 4 inch knife...
My hands clenched...
My mind racing...
Clothes drenched.
Blood everywhere...
I hear myself scream...
I start realizing...
this isn't a dream.
Oh my God, I think...
I'm gonna die...
I grab a towel...
as I start to cry.
Call 911...
I need help...
as I struggle to stand up...
I let out a yelp.
I try to call out...
but I can't speak...
I can't do anything now...
I'm too freakin' weak.
Tell everyone I love them...
tell them to be strong...
tell them not to make my mistake...
I know what I've done is wrong.
Then I start to think...
what could have been...
the pain was bad before...
but this... just please let it end.
My only wish now...
is just to go back...
but all that vanishes... as everything goes black...
Suicide TerrorismSummary:
I, like many, have assumed that the driving force behind the suicide attacks was Islamic fundamentalism. Promise of instant entry into paradise as a reward for killing infidels seemed to explain the suicides, a concept that is foreign to our way of thinking. The world's expert on suicide terrorism has convinced me to rethink this simplistic explanation, that terrorism is merely an expression of religious extremism and resentment of a foreign culture.
by Ron Paul, Dr. July 14, 2005
HON. RON PAUL OF TEXAS
BEFORE THE US HOUSE OF REPRESENTATIVES
July 14, 2005
Mr. Speaker, more than half of the American people now believe that the Iraqi war has made the U.S. less safe. This is a dramatic shift in sentiment from 2 years ago. Early support for the war reflected a hope for a safer America, and it was thought to be an appropriate response to the 9/11 attacks. The argument was that the enemy attacked us because of our freedom, our prosperity, and our way of life. It was
SuicideSuicide
Sometimes I feel different than others.
Most of the time I feel different than others.
I lock myself up in the
Comfort of our my home.
My surroundings.
I want
Friendship,
But I can't gain it.
Even outside my comfort zone,
My mind is
Closed to others.
I hear what I choose to hear.
I see what I choose to see.
I live how I choose to live.
It isn't a choice.
It is a way of life for me.
I am, in my
Mind,
Not worthy of friendship.
I feel
Useless.
Hopeless.
Worthless.
I am sick.
I feel like doing the unthinkable…………..
Buried at PhotoCasket.com
I can't help it.
I am who I am.
I feel like no one loves me………………
Buried at PhotoCasket.com
I want more,
But I can't get it.
I want to be loved.
I don't feel loved.
I feel lost.
I want love…………..
Buried at PhotoCasket.com
I want to be
Held,
Loved,
I don't want to be
Alone.
But even in the presence of others
I am so alone.
I crave a bit of
Normalcy.
Why do I feel like
Dyin
Suicide In PoetryThe pad of my first finger
Still fits perfectly into the scar
Under one of my breasts.
The knife dug in shallow,
I'm not ready for death yet,
Just ready to bleed the bastard
From my veins
Where I last felt his heart beat.
Suicide (written In 1991)the sun is low
the rain falls down
like the tears on the bloodstained glass
where she found him
gun in hand.
chalk marks around
where he once lay,
yellow police line
to keep them away
from his death.
what happened here?
why did he die?
questions, questions
run wild through her head
as she picks up his gun
and says
goodbye.
D. R. Hyden
wow...found this old one... wrote this one the year after i graduated high school... damn...that long ago? holy cow!!!
Suicidal ThoughtsEvery night as I lay down to sleep,
These thoughts seep into my mind,
Thoughts about overdose,
Thoughts about cutting to deep.
These thoughts are the ones I wake to,
These thoughts are the last ones I have,
As I lay my head down,
These thoughts are the ones that come,
While I sit here and wonder,
These are the thoughts that haunt me.
I want to drown,
Get hit by a car,
Hang from rope,
Bleed till I’m dry,
Drink till it’s dark,
Overdose on pills,
Cry every tear,
Leave this behind.
By fire,
By ice,
I want to end my life,
I don’t care how,
As long as it’s now,
Just end it all.
I know that she’ll cry,
I know that he’ll yell,
I know they’ll hate me,
For what I did,
But still,
Please let me end it.
I drink to feel good,
I cut just to feel,
Why do I try so hard,
When my effort does nothing at all.
I can’t go on,
This shell of a person,
I need to break out,
Get out of this hell.
Suicide haunts me,
Suicidal thoughts,
Suicide is in my mind,
Su
Suicide BirdSo as I was driving down the road today, a few birds passed in front of me and then out of the blue a bird nosedived and hit my car. Feathers went flying and the bird was stuck in the grill of my car. I flipped out because a bird just committed suicide on my car!
oh yeah and I spilled coffee on my white shirt before that even happened.
Suicidal RemissionAs tears mask my face
and I think upon my past
I wonder to myself has
my time to die come at last?
Tonight is ny night to choose to
live for tomorrow to make it
past tonight or cut my wrist
with nothing to lose as
thoughts of death cross my mind
i wonder if and how to die
i dont know if i can even do it
i dont know if i can even try
the end of my life is serious
no more memories or future
will tomorrow be more obscure
i think i can just put the knife down
and everthing will be okay
i put suicidal thoughts in remission
and i'll saveit for another day
more importantly i wont do it
for me it would hurt my friends
true people who loves me who
always have and will until the very end
Suicidal LoveYou can't hear her. You can't save her.
When you went away, all she thought about was crying.
When you said goodbye, she felt like she was dying.
You could never see how she felt, because she kept it locked away.
You never saw her tears, because she always hid her face.
You'll never know her love for you was neverending.
You'll never know how much her heart was bending.
It hurt her to see you leave,
that day she couldn't even breathe.
But she knows now that she can be happy without the slightest bit of pain.
She knew what she was doing, when she met face to face with the train.
Suicidal And HeartbrokenHe dumped me today. Six days before our two months. I fell in love with him. I know I wasn't supposed to, but I did. I knew that if I did then I would be hurt. I knew it, but I took a chance. I am done with guys forever. I can't take this anymore. I can't take the heartbrakes. I can't take me putting my life into the one guy. He said all this stuff about wanting to be with me forever, wanting to get married to me and have kids with me. Want to know what? He has a fucking kid. He never told me about that. And one of my fucking exs told him that we were together or something. My resent ex believed him. I am sick of people lying to people to get me in trouble. I am sick of all this crap going on with my life. I am so fucking tired of everything. I wish that I could just fucking die right now. Please call me and try to cheer me up.
Suicide...............WOW , THIS HAS BEEN A SCREWED UP DAY !
All I can say is gosh I'm so sorry Vern + I love you + I hope my kids never do this .
my heart breaks for her : [
SuicideTonight is the closest I have come to suicide in over 12 yrs. My pain is so much that I do not know what to do. I used to count on one man not to hurt me but he has. I refused to believe that he could do it, but I still can not blame him. I believe I hurt him first not knowing too.
I can't tell him I'm sorry now, because he won't talk to me. He is in another country and I will not be able to see him anytime soon, if he will let me. I wish to the Goddess that I was never born, because I do not know how to handle all the emotions that are going through me right now.
I started to fall for another man and he won't talk to me either. I don't know why this time. I wish I knew what to do right now. To wait for my first love or to go ahead and try to make things work with the new man I started to fall for. Or to wait even longer for someone else?
GGGRRRR!!! I so hate my life!!
Suicidal ThinkingYou know a time comes when a person does not know what to do in their life. Some people can handle it better and some cant. I am on of those people that cant handle it. My friends like to use me for what I have and that is about it. They also ilke to see how far they can go with me and what not without ever saying thanks. You know I bet not one of my friends would really care if I went to my truck right now and shot myself in the head. What does it take to make good friends that you can trust and talk to. I have been dealing with this for about a week and it is really kicking in. I have been thinking hard about what it would be like to shoot myself. Does anyone really really care no they dont. They say they do but dont. They may act like they do but they dont. If I was facing you right now with a gun to the side of my head what would you tell me.
Suicide Bomb At Pakistan FuneralSuicide bomb at Pakistan funeral
The army says it has the upper hand against the Swat militants
At least 27 people are reported to have been killed by a suicide bomber at a funeral in north-western Pakistan.
The funeral was for one of three policemen killed by a roadside bomb earlier on Friday.
Hospital officials say about 40 people were also injured in the suicide attack, in Mingora, the main town in the valley of Swat.
Swat has seen continued confrontations in recent months between pro-Taleban militants and the security forces.
Pakistan's army recently said it had regained control over much of region, driving back local Islamist militants.
Appeal for blood
Hundreds of mourners were attending the funeral in Mingora when the attacker struck.
"It was a suicide bombing," Javed Cheema, a spokesman for the interior ministry, told the AFP news agency.
Hospital authorities dealing with the injured were reported to be appealing for blood donations.
T
SuicideHow To Say This Some Of You Know I'm Bi But Ok So This Poem Was Written When I Was Going Out With My Girlfriend Renee.....
Thoughts of suicide come to mind
As I sit here in silence a seat across from a friend
She does not know that her medication has not been misplaced
But is sitting in my work bag
Waiting for me to take them
Waiting for me to follow my plan of suicide
I cry alone in my heart
I cry in a place of silence away from everyone
Tired from a lack of sleep
My mind roaming all the time
I can't seem to get to sleep at night
My girlfriend talking to me and keeping me awake at night
She has her problems
I look into her eyes and tell her everything will be okay
But in my heart I have this bad thoughts
The thoughts of suicide
That will soon come true
What can I say to her
She knows it is coming she does not know when
She feels it in her heart
I am breaking her and I am sorry
But it is me that will make my fate come to me
My ti
Suicide's NoteThe calm,
cool face of the river
asked me for a kiss.
-Lagnston Hughes
Suicide PeopleWell since I am in the mood to write something I guess I will write about something I know about and that is definatly Suicide. I know most of you think about it from time to time. I know I do, I can promise you I think about it almost everyday at some point, whether it be in the morning when I wake up and my eyes open, or before I go to bed. Sometimes it hits in the middle of the day, when a certain problem arises or when your force to think "what am I gonna do".
I know that it seems like the right thing to do at the time. You are thinking "This is the right thing to do, no one will miss me, I am just a burden to people, my life isn't worth anything anyways." Well you also have to think about how the people's lives would be if you weren't ever there. I mean you may not realize it now, but you touch many lives, you may not even realize it. Think about that family member you sat and talked with for hours about something personal. Or that friend that called you in the middle of the n
Suicide Alert...{no..not Me}I was depressed last night so I called Lifeline.
Got a call center in Pakistan .
I told them I was suicidal.
They got all excited and asked if I could drive a truck.
SuicideReady to die and not knowing it, or not even knowing how. Such an unfortunate predictament, don't you think?
Suicide is illegal. Weird. Why? Because poeple think they are that important. Poeple. Articulate monkey's talking to deaf Gods. Praying. Pretending anyone's listening.
There's no reason at all for anyone to live. We're all useless in one way or the other. Replacable. Mice in traps. Selling each others happiness for profit.
Why encourage poeple not to die? Why tell strangers you care if they live? Because mortality is too much to bear. Because God took his phone off the hook and satan's voicemail is full again.
I've always been dying i guess. Coloring in the carcasses of demons. Grey rainbows of skin deciding how sad it was. Being her. The liers looking for the turn off switch. To change burnt light bulbs. To convince rumplestilskins the child is already dead.
so the question is are you tired arguing with the gods or is this such a bad bedtime story?
-suicide-A waste of life
Blade of a knife
Worthless trash
Electric flash
Unworthy of love
Fly like a dove
Do what you will
Swallow a pill
Sorry whore
Breathe no more
No turning back
A beautiful fact
Copyright 2007 Missy Harrell
SuicideSuicide
Have you ever thought about suicide?
Really thought about it?
Have you ever stared down the barrel of a gun hoping someone will stop you from pulling the trigger?
Have you ever been sooo alone,
That you knew no one could help you?
Have you ever felt a knife at your heart, and hoped someone would stop you from pushing it in?
I have...
I know a pain so deep and dark..
Because no one loved me enough.
(Disclaimer: No I am not going to kill myself, this is just freedom of expression.)
SuicideI don't know what else to do
as I pick up the knife.
Everything's so stressful
so I want to end my life.
I want to thank all my friends
for always being there.
You gave me advice
and you showed that you cared.
To my one true love,
I'll be watching you all the time.
I love you with all my heart
and I'm glad I had a chance to call you mine.
This is to my family,
you've done everything for me.
You've supported me in everything
as far back as I can see.
You probably don't understand,
but I'm under too much stress.
Everything is going wrong
and my whole life seems like a mess.
I'm sorry for this,
but I don't know what else to do.
I love you all,
but my life is through.
SuicideSuicide
Pain, all I feel is Pain,
I think it is driving me insane,
I look in the mirror, am I really here,
Watching the track of a single tear.
What is this thing I see before me,
A ghost, a memory of who I use to be,
There is nothing left, no where to hide,
Is there an answer found in Suicide.
Is this the way to finc escape,
From this life of Pain I hate,
If it's yes, which way to go,
Quick and easy or nice and slow.
Pills and booze, and sleep away,
Slit my wrist and bleed today,
Or pull the trigger, BANG I'm dead,
Just one bullet to the head.
If I'm gone now none would miss,
My eyes, my smile or my kiss,
There's nothing left, no reason to stay,
It's time for me now to just go away.
DQA
SuicidePain, all I feel is Pain,
I think it is driving me insane,
I look in the mirror, am I really here,
Watching the track of a single tear.
What is this thing I see before me,
A ghost, a memory of who I use to be,
There is nothing left, no where to hide,
Is there an answer found in Suicide.
Is this the way to find escape,
From this life of Pain I hate,
If it's yes, which way to go,
Quick and easy or nice and slow.
Pills and booze, and sleep away,
Slit my wrist and bleed today,
Or pull the trigger, BANG I'm dead,
Just one bullet to the head.
If I'm gone now none would miss,
My eyes, my smile or my kiss,
There's nothing left, no reason to stay,
It's time for me now to just go away.
DQA
Suicide Note Pt. ICheap cocaine, a dry inhale, the pills that kill and take the pain away
Diet of life, shelter without, the face that cannot see inside yours and mine
[Pre]
When I'm hiding, when I need it,
it lets me breathe,
for our handle on this life, I don't believe
this time
[Chorus]
Would you look at me now?
Can you tell I'm a man?
With these scars on my wrists
To prove I'll try again
Try to die again, try to live through this night
Try to die again.....
Forever fooling, free and using,sliding down the slide that breaks a will
Mothers angel, getting smarter, how smart are you to regress unfulfilled?
It's a damn shame, but who's to blame?
[Pre]
[Chorus]
Suicide Note Pt. IiOut of my mind,
gun up to the mouth
No pretension, execution, live and learn , rape and turn
Fret not family,
nor pre-judged army
This is for me,
and me only, cowards only
Try it
[Chorus]
Don't you try to die, like me
It's livid and it's lies and makes graves
Graves descending down
It's not worth the time to try, to replenish a rotting life
I'll end the problem, facing nothing, fuck you off, fuck you all
Tortured history, addict of misery, this exposes me
for weakness is a magnet - watch me do it
[Chorus]
Why would you help anyone who doesn't want it,
doesn't need it, doesn't want your shit advice
when a mind's made up to go ahead and die?
What's done is done and gone, so why cry?
[Chorus]
Suicide Is Painlessi wish there was magic
to make it all better
the magic would solve it all
i know it just dont happen that way
one time i thought i had the magic way out
but i realized that my magic way
would have make a lot of family unhappy.
i now know that isnt magic at all.
i just made the situation worst
for even attempting it.
to stand and watch the water
and the water had a way of luring
luring you into it looked so appealing
i realized that way isnt the solution.
now i am to be more of an optimist
but some people make it so hard to be.
the greatest thing i had was the love
love of my family and friends.
Suicidal TendenciesPieces of glass and a length of rope.
to much sorrow for any hope.
slit your throat or break your neck?
Take a step upon the chair.
Hear the voices in your head.
Lean forward and down you go.
Where it ends nobody knows.
lol and no this is not a cry for help, it is just the strange twisted things that run around in my head..
Suicide Notes....Some famous suicide notes people wrote (or spoke) just before killing themselves:
And so I leave this world, where the heart must either break or turn to lead. - Nicolas-Sebastien Chamfort, French writer, d. 1794
Frances and Courtney, I'll be at your altar. Please keep going Courtney, for Frances for her life will be so much happier without me. I LOVE YOU. I LOVE YOU. - Kurt Cobain, musician, d. April 8, 1994
Goodbye, everybody! - Hart Crane, poet, d. April 27, 1932
To my friends: My work is done. Why wait? - George Eastman, inventor, d. March 14, 1932
Goodbye, my friend, goodbye, My love, you are in my heart. It was preordained we should part, And be reunited by and by. Goodbye: no handshake to endure. Let's have no sadness -- furrowed brow. There's nothing new in dying now, Though living is no newer. - Sergei Esenin, Russian poet, d. Dec. 28, 1925
When all usefulness is over, when one is assured of an unavoidable and imminent death, it is the si
Suicide LoveThis pain deep inside of me I don’t know why but it won’t get out of me
I just want to end my life, it seems if I take this razor over my wrist that I finally exit
Nobody cares if I live or die so I am saying goodbye
Now its time to die, I slit my wrist, I can feel it all over again
The pain is deeper but this time it feels like a creeper coming back to haunt me
Only this time I greet him saying hello, is this the time when I die?
Please let me know because I want to go somewhere but here so I can feel existence
Someone to think I am beautiful but no one answers me
SOMEONE PLEASE ANSWER ME but it looks like I’m fully alive
I don’t want to be alive so now I’m taking this razor across my throat
Wait am I suppose to see these dark circles?
I can hear you screaming as I say goodbye, NO I LOVE YOU
My last words for you are don’t cry I need to die!!!!!!
Suicidal Confessions[This poem totally contradicts itself.. like 4 times..]
I do not feel.
I have no pain.
There is nothing to lose,
and nothing to gain.
So cut out my heart with that razor blade.
Throw in some salt.
Go straight ahead
Even bring my damn life to a halt!
It won't burn.
It won't sting.
Hell,
it won't even make my ears ring.
One life here.
One life gone.
Have no fear,
you're not wrong.
I want to go,
I want to be.
Let my soul fly,
let it free.
Go ahead and
stab me here.
Burn me there.
Do what you wish,
It's not like I fucking care.
Kiss me.
Kill me.
Abuse me.
Thrill me.
Have fun.
I'll play your game.
If you enjoy it,
you'll have no shame.
Suck the blood.
Lick the face.
I double dog dare you!
Make my heart race.
But wait..
There's something else..
All I really long for.. is someone's embrace.
Suicides From Financial Crisis Cause ConcernSuicides from financial crisis cause concern
An out-of-work money manager in California loses a fortune and wipes out his family in a murder-suicide. A 90-year-old Ohio widow shoots herself in the chest as authorities arrive to evict her from the modest house she called home for 38 years.
In Massachusetts, a housewife who had hidden her family's mounting financial crisis from her husband sends a note to the mortgage company warning: "By the time you foreclose on my house, I'll be dead."
Then Carlene Balderrama shot herself to death, leaving an insurance policy and a suicide note on a table.
Across the country, authorities are becoming concerned that the nation's financial woes could turn increasingly violent, and they are urging people to get help. In some places, mental-health hot lines are jammed, counseling services are in high demand and domestic-violence shelters are full.
"I've had a number of people say that this is the thing most reminiscent of 9/11 that's happened
Suicide Note12 bottles of xanax, I downed a fifth
Put 14 gashes in my wrist then lit a spliff
Wrapped a noose around my neck
Strolled around the crib
Reminisced about my son when I saw his bib
Took a picture of my wife and smashed it
Took a baseball bat swung at my ankle and bashed it
Snorted a bump of ye off the tip of a matchstick
Im so sick of life an all these dumb bastards
I felt high and in charge so I sat in my car
Closed the garage door, turned the key on
Ive got a real bad hankering just to be gone
4 hits of acid the lights all turn neon
Ive got the radio on
Noose around the neck
Ive got Nas Illmatic playing in the tape deck
High as fuck and life’s a bitch
The exhaust fumes from the whip weren’t doin shit
So I hit the pedal
A buck ten down the street
Slammed myself straight on into the biggest tree I could see
Not dead yet just dizzy in the head
Hop out the car and hope my ass plays dead
Noose on the neck still
Pop another E pill
Smoke another El
I wanna be high
SuicideMy heart has stopped
from my blood on the floor
the knife cuts so deep
i feel no more
The pain subsides
as the last breathe leaves
I sit and think
about how much i hate myself
Life never seemed so simple
and yet so easy to take
Fuck life, I am done
Im doing living it
Life is over for me
so kiss me goodbye
but please dont pretend to fucking cry
Suicide Attempts(First off I don't want your sympathy.. or anything just expressing myself) Rated if you want comment if you care to.. doesn't bother me.
There are a lot of people out there that have the opinion that if you really want to kill yourself you will. I will have to say that you are right, but then you know there are some that have the luck that someone or something intervenes in time to save them. I happen to be one of those people. Yeah me, for those of you that think you know everything about everyone and about everything step back look around because you really don't know shit.
First of all again I would like to Thank all the people that has stood beside me in my time of need and during my darkest hours. The support of my family and friends is what has brought me through this nothing more. If it wasn't for this I would have given up and would not had the strength to continue. "THANK YOU each and everyone! Especially my loving wife with out you I am no
Suicide... Copyright 2007A waste of life
Blade of a knife
Worthless trash
Electric flash
Sorry whore
Breathe no more
Unworthy of love
Fly like a dove
Do what you will
Swallow a pill
No turning back
A beautiful fact
SuicideThere is a place i did dwell
new a boy i loved so well
he came and took that love from me
now he's gone and i'm set free
i even know the reason why
for another prettier than i
i ran upstairs and cried in bed
not a word to my mother was said
father came home late that night
searched the house from left to right
ran upstairs the door he broke
found me hanging from a rope
on my jeans there was a note
"dig a grave
dig it deep
marble stone
from head to feet
on it please place a dove
to show the world i died for love"
The Suicide SolutionLife Seems so easy,
To come and to go
Pain leads to heartache
Please say it isn’t so.
Times are getting tough,
Never knowing definite to do-
Just when you think you’ve got it down,
Cant follow enough to see it through.
Sometimes love just isn’t enough
Seems to rip you apart inside.
Trying to put it together again,
Leads to a different ride.
It’s the Suicide Solution,
Which is only a complex illusion-
Just another escape route
Try to take it another good bout.
It is the Suicide Solution-
Just a stupid quest of desertion,
If you try to keep your head above,
I will stand by you with all my love.
Please don’t tell me good bye…
I cant take it- I just might cry-
Hold me tight and tell me your woes,
I will hold your own on your foes.
It only takes one more day to walk through-
Don’t you know what you can do?
One minute in time will you see…
What life can truly hope to be.
It’s the Suicide Solution,
Which is only a complex illusion-
Just another esca
SuicideSuicide
I sit alone in the darkness as I pull the gun up to my head I point it at my head I pause a moment then I pull the trigger I slump to the floor as my blood splatters on the wall behind me the note on the dresser tells everyone why I couldn’t live anymore as the darkness fades I am standing next to my crying mom and all of my old friends crying also I look to see them lowering my coffin into the ground I become overwhelmed with guilt as I realize after its too late that my punishment for taking my life is the eternal torment of having to watch my friends and family live with the pain I caused them I watch my mom as she cries everyday wondering what she did that caused her only son to take his own life I try to comfort her but to no avail and only now do I realize that I was wrong no matter how bad your life is you affect the people around you in a positive way it might be a smile or a laugh but you do its too late for me but I hope my words get to you in time because you don’t
Suicide, "an Apology".suicide, "an apology".
i wash away the thoughts of you
so i dont lose my nerve
i take another drink
as i drowned out all the pain
i know i cant keep going on
i dont think i can take another day
its so hard to say goodbye
but so easy to slip away
i hate myself
for the things i said
and for the things i never did
for the things
i never got around to doing
and the things ive done to you
for all the pain i gave
and the joy i took away
for all the times i lied to you
and the times i should have
i hate my self for all
the mistakes i made
time and time agian
all the times i never listened to you
when you took the time to care
for all the time that i wasted
expecting you to always be there
i hate myself
for every time i broke your heart
and the way im leaving you now
i never ment to hurt you
or to cause you any pain
but i cant live with myself
knowing the things i have done
so erase me from your memories
brush the tears from your eyes
find w
.suicidal Thoughts.When I die, fuck it I wanna go to hell
Cause I'm a piece of shit, it ain't hard to fuckin' tell
It don't make sense, goin' to heaven wit the goodie-goodies
Dressed in white, I like black Tims and black hoodies
God will probably have me on some real strict shit
No sleepin' all day, no gettin my dick licked
Hangin' with the goodie-goodies loungin' in paradise
Fuck that shit, I wanna tote guns and shoot dice
All my life I been considered as the worst
Lyin' to my mother, even stealin' out her purse
Crime after crime, from drugs to extortion
I know my mother wished she got a fuckin' abortion
She don't even love me like she did when I was younger
Suckin' on her chest just to stop my fuckin' hunger
I wonder if I died, would tears come to her eyes?
Forgive me for my disrespect, forgive me for my lies
My babies' mothers 8 months, her little sister's 2
Who's to blame for both of them (naw nigga, not you)
I swear to God I just want to slit my wrists and end this bullshit
Throw
SuicideWhy do i bother trying to be parts of sites like this.My depression fucks with everything i do and its not just me saying i have depression Ive been clinically diagnosed with the fucking illness.But damn i go into a lounge and talk to a really sweet beautiful sexy girl who seems to like me back but is actually uncomfortable with me but doesnt say a damn thing.So yes i get attached and clingy easy so i do this and along with some crude humor and questions that were all reasonable i get fucking banned without so much of a word.I mean why do i bother anyone i meet hates me,feels sorry for me,or pity's me no one seems to want to be my friend or anything else for who i am,So why the fuck should i even bother going on with my life cause its not just on this site or other sites its my everyday life.Im a worthless human being a ex-Heroin addict 2 months clean so yes my life is still in shambles and im still recovering but i mean Why if this unfucking curable depression keep fucking up everythi
SuicideToday around 5 pm my mom attempted suicide. She called crying saying over and over again that she just wanted me to know how much she loved me. I rushed over to find her babbling incoherently and she was barely conscious. As my friend and I rushed her to the hospital her breathing was becoming more shallow. At the hospital all I could do was sit there with this helpless, sick, scared feeling in the pit of my stomach as they stuck tubes down her nose and throat, put her on a respirator and pump her stomach. I was scared out of my mind that I was going to lose my mom. And then the last thing she said to me in the car before she went unconscious started playing in my head over and over again.
"Please don't be mad at me"
Mad? At her? That hadn't even crossed my mind. Mad at the person who made her feel so worthless that she didn't want to live anymore, of course. I am so mad at him I would rip his fucking dick off and feed it to him if I could. But back to the point, I hadn't been mad at
Suicide NoteMy suicide note
is short and sweet.
My suicide note
you will soon meet.
My suicide note
not a sign of defeat.
My suicide note
just incomplete.
You saved my life,
how will I pay?
you saved my life,
but no hurray.
I wish I finished
that first note.
I wish I finished
what I wrote.
SuicidalI can't believe I let him break my heart again!!! I can't believe I believed him when he said he loved me. He tells me that I deserve better than he could ever give me..that I deserve to be loved in ways he never could...that I should want better for myself...that he's not worth my tears. But how can I let him go that easily after all that's happened? I carried his baby in my belly before I miscarried, I've never had someone look at me the way he does, my life feels like a rollercoaster I can't get off. I love him still...I'm hurt, I'm angry, I'm lost, but no matter what I would still lay my life down for him in a heartbeat. All he has to do is ask. I wonder if he'll ever know what it's like for me when he's not around? The words I miss him don't even begin to cover what I'm feeling right now. I don't understand what I did to make him go...I tried so hard to make him happy...to love him with everything I had to give...I guess your all isn't always good enough. It's not that I couldn't
SuicideAging Aunt Mildred was a 93-year-old woman who was particularly despondent over the recent death of her husband. She decided that she would just kill herself and join him in death. Thinking that it would be best to get it over with quickly, she took out his old Army pistol and made the decision to shoot herself in the heart, since it was badly broken in the first place.
Not wanting to miss the vital organ and become a vegetable and a burden to someone, she called her doctor's office to inquire as to just exactly where the heart would be on a woman. The doctor said, 'Your heart would be just below your left breast'. Later that night........ Mildred was admitted to the hospital
Suicide Is Never The Answeri was on the internet looking at news and i was reading where this teenage girl took her life and it really bother me and i was thinking maybe if someone reached out to her and saw the signs and got her help then maybe she would be alive so i want to say to everyone out there that have or is thinking about takeing there life please from the bottom of my heart talk to someone or get help because i know life can be hard i have been there . i was in a bad place where i thought well if i took my life then maybe the pain well go away until i snapped out of it and got the help i needed and there was one band that saved my life also was the band slipknot there music can at the right time i remember when they first came out i was in a record store then i saw there cd and i got it and there songs moved me and there music made me understand that yes there is a light at the end of the tunnel . talking to people also have help me my close friends know what i been thur and always there for me when
Suicide Kitshttp://www.time.com/time/health/article/0,8599,1890413,00.html
SuicideWOW, Have u ever jsut given someone your heart? NO i mean your whole heart? lol what a waste.
I just couldent live with myself .. knowing I just killed myself
Least maybe then u will remember me .. suicide always kills 2 people
Suicide!!suicide
is this life worth living if all i get is pain?
for me things are getting to the point that i just want to cut and hurt myself. i am feeling depressed and out of sorts. i know things are not worth doing stupid shit like hurting or cutting myself let alone suicide. but the way my mind is set now it might be better for everyone and myself to just disappear. to never show my face again it would probably be better to be six feet under the ground. i want so hard to be with my amazing girlfriend and her daughter and have kids with her and spend the rest of my life with her. i know nothing is worth killing yoursaelf over but if i died today i wouldnt have to worry about the pain and no one would even miss me for the most part just when they want to use me for something. oh well maybe tomorrow will bring better light hopefully. if not there is nothing other than doing the damn deed.hope people that read this dont worry but if you dont hear from me in a few days you might need to won
SuicideLife is never good for me and this is what I wish you'd see.Just let me end it all for I'll be happy in the end, I'll finally be free.Free from all the pain and torment and the never ending battle.No more dealing with the arguments and tears, I'd finally be through with it all.You just don’t seem to understand that by keeping me here your making it worse.If I were dead and gone by now I'd be happy, I wouldn’t have this life, I wouldn't have the curse.I’m already considering doing this even without your consent.I know for sure that once its all over with my heart will finally be content.So here I am just sitting there, on my bed with a knife to my wrist.Please everyone don’t be upset, please don’t be pissed.You just need to know I love you all but couldn’t handle it anymore.Ok here I go, I’m doing this for sure.You just need to let me go to heaven now, hopefully God will understand and accept this.Just tell my baby I love him and I’m sorry
SuicideWITH A SINGLE SLICE ON YOUR WRIST YOUR LIFE CAN DISSAPEAR IN ONE NIGHT WHY DOES IT FEEL SO RIGHT , WITH A COLD STEEL BARRELPRESSED AGAINST MY HEAD WITH A SIMPLE SQUEEZE ITS ALL OVER AND IM DEAD WHY BOTHER WITH LIFE IM SICK OF BEING SAD HONESTLY I CANT REMEMBER THE LAST TIME I HAD A GOOD DAY TRY TO STRAY FROM THE LIGHT OF THE DAY IT HURTS MY EYES I CRY WHENEVER I LAY DOWN TO SLEEP ALWAYS ALL THESE MARKS ON MY ARM WHY DOES IT FEEL GOOD TO CAUSE MY SELF HARM
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Suicide A Helpin Hand Of Da Reaperrank of a poet is well knowndeath is ma friend not a fiend do long for my friend if not for the painmany embrace their pain to find friend of deathonly to call him fiendthey just dont know the friend he can bebeyond the pain the life is goneno more pain no more hurt just no morei embrace death for he is my frienddeath knows i am a friendcause i have greeted him a few times
Suicide And Death Take Me By My Hand
Embrace the fear
I dance the dance of a lone angel with black
Wings and flaming eyes, that will forever more
Will be nothing more, but the idol of nothingness
And loneliness.
Jose Hermosillo
Suicide RideSuicide Ride
Hey, does it feel goodwhen the knife sinksbeneath your skinand you blood gushes from withinThe crimson red sticky liquid, rains down your armAnd then you go insane , you never meant any harmand the scars that remainare nothing compared to the painThat you feel insideyou can't escape or hideand you hate yourself so muchwon't let others get close enough to touchcause you know fairy tales just aren't realYou and I know reality is a different dealand now they send you to a shrinkTo find out, supposedly what you thinkThe say things behind your backthe lies and rumors start to stackThen they give you false hopethe meds will help you copeand all the pain will be relievedOr so thats what you believedthough now you try to cover what you've doneHey I did it too, we both thought it was funAnd you can come back againcause we know the knife is our only friendand now you can say you triedyour own little suicide rideby Darkdaydreamer
Suicidal SoldiersIf you kill yourself is your boss held responsible?????? No?????? Why is the army held responsible for soldiers suicides????? Why are soldiers families demanding answers from commanders??? WHY THE HELL are families demanding anything from the ARMY???...? FUCK YOU and your pussy ass son's and daughters that can't candle their own fuck ups. Maybe if YOU didn't raise them to be little sissy faggots they'd still be here.
SuicideTears running downAlways to weep and frownCrying to sleep each nightNot strong enough to be a knightWishing for the pain to disappearAnd never again to reappearIf only when I took the sip of deathWould of took away my last breathBut something held me backTo get back onto my trackI tried and triedTo die of suicideBut they want me to stayTo live for another dayI can't take much more of this painI don't have any more strength to gainFarewell my good friendIt's time for my life to endI know that this is wrongIt's just that my faith isn't strongYou have always been grateful, you seeThat's why you'll always be a part in meFarewell my loving familyAs my spirit slowly drifts me awayI know that I should talk this outBut I feel that there's nothing to talk aboutDear mom and dad I love you soThat's what I want you to always knowYou'll always be in my heartNow it's time for me to departAs darkness now spreads aroundI can no longer feel my feet on the groundFeeling as light as a featherBeing in tha
Suicide Girls??so i'm takin the plunge in finally applying to be a suicide girl...
yea i know finally...dang...neways i need help with pic choices to submit...
this is what is says for pictures: Your pictures should give an accurate impression of what you look like. You do not need to be nude, but they must show your face clearly. Try to let your personality shine through.
so help me pwease....put the link in here to let me know which one's r good and awesome pics..lol for suicide girls..not just for fubar...
i am going to take new one's though...so we'll c
Suicidel LoveYou can't hear her. You can't save her.
When you went away, all she thought about was crying.
When you said goodbye, she felt like she was dying.
You could never see how she felt, because she kept it locked away.
You never saw her tears, because she always hid her face.
You'll never know her love for you was neverending.
You'll never know how much her heart was bending.
It hurt her to see you leave,
that day she couldn't even breathe.
But she knows now that she can be happy without the slightest bit of pain.
She knew what she was doing, when she met face to face with the train
SuicideHanging by the rope of death,With eyes so vein, and no breath.My mind is thinking what is wrongAs My spirit sings deaths song.Before my death, a note i did write.With somber words, on paper white."Dear my love, I promise you,To always be there, and be true.""The one I gave my heart away.I remember it like it was yesterday.I was walking down your street one nightAnd as I passed, I over heard a fight.""You stormed right out, with eyes of red,Thats when You turned to me and said,'You wanna get out of this stupid town?'You said, 'I'm sick of being the clown!'""I took you to my humble abode,And to my surprise, later it snowed.We drank hot cocoa till we passed out,Thats when I saw our love did sprout.""I leave this world, to leave the pain,To leave the work, and from going insane.To leave the love I had for you;To leave the dog and the children too.Goodbye cruel world, and the love within.I leave all love, with vice and sin.I leave this world to go up above.I leave the world, goodbye." Signe
Suicidal ChristmasI can't describe my condition but it ain't good I'm sitting in my kitchen bleeding from the wrist I took a fuckin' shank to it Not to mention I just drank a case of brake fluid Satan made me do it He told me he don't like the way I celebrate this day it's offensive And now he has to teach me a lesson He said he hates presents He says the presents just acknowledge the presence of the man who signed his death sentence And I'm a peasant in his eyes so why is he a king The Devil told me if I died I'd have everything No more waiting for December 25th to receive a gift He said that with me in Hell would be a perfect fit I perforated my wrist with a serrated blade He said I had to do it on Christmas to seal my fate And if I misbehaved he'd have to take my family too They're sleeping in the other room, I hope they wake and thank me soon I can't stand my life no more Brains and guts all over the floor Lost my soul and lost my wife Fuck everybody I'm taking my life I can't stand my life no more
Suicide Note Pt. I & Ii"Suicide Note Pt. I"by PanteraCheap cocaine, a dry inhale, the pills that kill and take the pain awayDiet of life, shelter without, the face that cannot see inside yours and mineWhen I'm hiding, when I need it,it lets me breathe,for our handle on this life, I don't believethis timeWould you look at me now?Can you tell I'm a man?With these scars on my wristsTo prove I'll try againTry to die again, try to live through this nightTry to die again.....Forever fooling, free and using,sliding down the slide that breaks a willMothers angel, getting smarter, how smart are you to regress unfulfilled?It's a damn shame, but who's to blame?When I'm hiding, when I need it,it lets me breathe,for our handle on this life, I don't believethis timeWould you look at me now?Can you tell I'm a man?With these scars on my wristsTo prove I'll try againTry to die again, try to live through this nightTry to die again....."Suicide Note Pt. II"by PanteraOut of my mind,gun up to the mouthNo pretension, execution, l
"suicidal Poet"She throws a fake smile and blows cigarette smoke my way, sexy swagger; and an innocent look. I want her. I see those Eyes trained to look cleaver, but the only thing clever is the smell of her perfume, it matches the seductive scent that all men want. I can't seem to see past her eyes, but instead I'm memorized into an open field of some what Familiar clouds. filled with thought from the past, present, and future. I know I should be regretting what I’ve done before I have even done it. But the time and place is all to perfect. It always is, and always seems to be. I tell myself to just do it' say, "hello." Years pass with mystery and wonder, Secrets, and Flames. Desires, and Passions, Like a book with no cover, Chapters with no meaning, Pages and Pages of empty life. Gazed in her eye's, Time gives me Reason. I look away and go back fifteen years, Never regret the wrong choices, But always know you are forgiven for the wrong ones.
The sky lets me know how small we really are. A mic
Suicideyou may be the one that commits suicide,
but you are not the only one to die.
it might seem like the easy way out,
but you leave all your friends and family, to cry and shout.
people die every day,
and there is nothing anyone can say.
just because your life is not the best,
don't set your body to rest.
there is someone out there for you,
and there love is true.
so don't let your life go,
god has a beutiful life he wants to show.
SuicideSuicide
Hold on never let go don't let their words take control Stay true to who you are and you will go far
Hold on never let go don't let their words take control Stay true to who you are and you will go far
Suicide it's always on my mind I'm tired of people asking why? Why I talk like this why I cut my wrist why I live my life like this I don't care what they say they aint me they don't know my pain the thought in my brain I don't care it's like whatever cuase you bitches just don't know better .
Hold on never let go don't let their words take control Stay true to who you are and you will go far
Hold on never let go don't let their words take control Stay true to who you are and you will go far
Blade in my hand blood on my arm what the fuck do you think is going onHart full of pain head full of hell go on ask if I'm wellMind racing leg shaking slide the blade again blood rushingThoughts stop tempting suggestions clear way out I see it I'm think I'm ready I'm talking it
Hold o
*suicide NoteTo Whom It May ConcernThis may be the last thingYou wanted to learnBut I'm tired of the painTired of the fightingSick of everyone takingBut no one compromisesI fought the best that I couldI gave it my allBut you just all sat thereAnd watched me fallAll the sleepless nightsSpent aloneYou left me behindIn a broken homeI never wanted all thisToo much on my plateThis razorblade against my skinHas sealed my fateI'm too far gone nowIt's far too lateYou had your chanceYou showed you didn't careSo now you can deal with lifeWithout me thereI hope the words are hard to findAnd make you feel ashamedBecause once the truth is outYou won't forget my nameSo save your tearsPlease don't cryI wanted it to end this wayI wanted to dieThis letterThe last thing I ever wroteI hope somebody finds thisMy suicide note.
Suicide Is My Demise...The wind gusts through the open window, heavy velvet curtains swaying back and forth. Sitting in my chair, with a phone in one hand, willing it to ring. A note in the other, telling me she left me for someone else, I get up and go to the bedroom, and pull out my gun, a .38 special, I look at it long and hard. I move on to the bathroom, a cabinet full of anti depressants. I grab several bottles, guess you didn't need them since I am out of your life. Moving to the kitchen I get the bottle of jack I keep in the freezer, no need for coke, it is the chaser tonight. I then move out to the moonlit back yard, to the gazebo I built for you and sit down with my pills, my gun, my drink and my misery. Losing you is more than I can take, and this is the only way to make you happy I tell myself. Cause if I am gone I can't follow you, then I begin to take shots with pills in the bottom, and slip away into oblivion...
Suicide PoemWas I bewitched so by the thin red lineTo notice not that time released its holdAnd let pale Iris snip the silver twineTo steal sweet youth before it turned to gold.Existence now is not what I was told;No seraphim and harps to grace my ear,Just silence, painful silence, and the coldDiscomfort of my masochistic fear,So icy cold, yet somehow seems to searMy soul until the ache's too much to bare,As mortal life mirages now appear:Intangible are they; away they tear.Mistake, it was; the curtain fell too soonWhen razor's edge did charm me like the moon.
Suicide---a Comedy(This is a true story. It doesn’t matter if you believe it or not.)
I should have known that my first marriage was over when my wife was disappointed I came back from Desert Storm alive. Generally, that is ominous enough to make a man consider his situation, but I slogged through for another three months before she left and took the kids and headed back to Arizona.
Overnight I went from a devoted dad in a nice three-room house who was a Sunday school teacher in a nice church to a pariah, a statistic, alone. Instead of a nice house with a huge yard where I could play with my 4 year-old daughter and 2 year-old son, I got shoved into a three-man room with two of the most insane 20 year-old skirt chasers the Army had ever seen. Mud, the young black guy from Yazoo, Mississippi, used to hang from the lighting fixture for hours doing pull-ups to increase the size of his arms. Sweet Lew, his partner, used to bounce a basketball against his locker over and over again, until the s
Suicidal SaviorSwirling destiny dooms his mind, He trips over the answers he can't seem to find, mentally instable in his current state, Heroic suicide defines his fate, He'll die for your right to break his heart, Maybe you'll see how you tore him apart, His addictions are marked with your name, defying truth you'll neglect any blame, He held your heart too close to his own, You were the warmth he'll never know, Now He's a soldier ready to fight, Fighting for you took all his might, All the might he had to live, All his power to forgive
SuicideLife goes on so my body is on auto pilot with no effort it flows with the traffic of everyday life.My mind however, races like street cars at night.Some nights, I look up and focus on the stars far away light.I could shout into the air but no one will hear.If I get into a jam, will no one will be there..? Damn, no one is here. In this world ever changing, nothing is fair.The harder I fight I can’t stop the stress from pulling my hair.I fight the world on my own… Guess it doesn’t matter…. -Sigh-I could shout in the air. Cry out in fear.But alas it won’t matter. If no one cares, then no one will hear.With that said, I let my pen meet my liver.And with the blood ink that it leaks, these words I deliver."I loved, I fought, I bled now I die."I can only look back at life as I face the sky.Then I think to myself; I hope my soul can fly.I’ve turned the other cheek and forgave the unforgivable.Not much for going to church but still I was spiritual.My hart m
Suicide Poem, A SonnetWas I bewitched so by the thin red line To notice not that time released its hold And let pale Iris snip the silver twine To steal sweet youth before it turned to gold. Existence now is not what I was told; No seraphim and harps to grace my ear, Just silence, painful silence, and the cold Discomfort of my masochistic fear, So icy cold, yet somehow seems to sear My soul until the ache's too much to bare, As mortal life mirages now appear: Intangible are they; away they tear. Mistake, it was; the curtain fell too soon When razor's edge did charm me like the moon.
Suicide Is My Demise The wind gusts through the open window, heavy velvet curtains swaying back and forth. Sitting in my chair, with a phone in one hand, willing it to ring. A note in the other, telling me she left me for someone else, I get up and go to the bedroom, and pull out my gun, a .38 special, I look at it long and hard. I move on to the bathroom, a cabinet full of anti depressants. I grab several bottles, guess you didn't need them since I am out of your life. Moving to the kitchen I get the bottle of jack I keep in the freezer, no need for coke, it is the chaser tonight. I then move out to the moonlit back yard, to the gazebo I built for you and sit down with my pills, my gun, my drink and my misery. Losing you is more than I can take, and this is the only way to make you happy I tell myself. Cause if I am gone I can't follow you, then I begin to take shots with pills in the bottom, and slip away into oblivion...
The Suicide's SoliloquyHere, where the lonely hooting owlSends forth his midnight moans,Fierce wolves shall o’er my carcase growl,Or buzzards pick my bones.
No fellow-man shall learn my fate,Or where my ashes lie;Unless by beasts drawn round their bait,Or by the ravens’ cry.
Yes! I’ve resolved the deed to do,And this the place to do it:This heart I’ll rush a dagger through,Though I in hell should rue it!
Hell! What is hell to one like meWho pleasures never knew;By friends consigned to misery,By hope deserted too?
To ease me of this power to think,That through my bosom raves,I’ll headlong leap from hell’s high brink,And wallow in its waves.
Though devils yell, and burning chainsMay waken long regret;Their frightful screams, and piercing pains,Will help me to forget.
Yes! I’m prepared, through endless night,To take that fiery berth!Think not with tales of hell to frightMe, who am damn’d on earth!
Sweet steel! come forth from your sheath,And glist’nin
SuicideThis is is it,They took by digniity,They took my life.Sit's by the river.Watche's my blood flow away,Gentle ebbs of red.mixed & merge with blue,Just to watch it flow,Maybe you find happiness,Steel hit's the flesh,Tablets comsumed,I guess you may find me,Hanging from a tree,Cold razor in his hand!,+++
Suicide Commando- Love Breeds SuicideLove breeds suicide Don’t know what to do Life seems so empty without you Don’t know if it’s true You didn’t want to hurt me, desert me Love breeds suicide Love kills me inside Just want to know Is there a reason for living Just want to go Back where we came from, I’m begging you Love breeds suicide Love kills me inside You were my reason for living Why did it end Why did it end You were my sunshine, my living Why did it end Why did it end
SuicideThis is how I feel most of the time:Suicide, suicideYour presence is nearSuicide, suicideI wish you were hereSuicide, suicideTake me awaySuicide, suicidePlease make it todaySuicide, suicideAn answer, for meSuicide, suicideI need to escape, be freeSuicide, suicideI’ve had too muchSuicide, suicideTake me, do your touchSuicide, suicideLeave the rest behindSuicide, suicideYou’re all over my mindSuicide, suicideLet me pass in peaceSuicide, suicideI need to release by Lisa French.
SuicideHanging by the rope of death,With eyes so vein, and no breath.My mind is thinking what is wrongAs My spirit sings deaths song.Before my death, a note i did write.With somber words, on paper white."Dear my love, I promise you,To always be there, and be true.""The one I gave my heart away.I remember it like it was yesterday.I was walking down your street one nightAnd as I passed, I over heard a fight.""You stormed right out, with eyes of red,Thats when You turned to me and said,'You wanna get out of this stupid town?'You said, 'I'm sick of being the clown!'""I took you to my humble abode,And to my surprise, later it snowed.We drank hot cocoa till we passed out,Thats when I saw our love did sprout.""I leave this world, to leave the pain,To leave the work, and from going insane.To leave the love I had for you;To leave the dog and the children too.Goodbye cruel world, and the love within.I leave all love, with vice and sin.I leave this world to go up above.I leave the world, goodbye." Signe
Suicide Do To BulliesSo many people lose their lives everyday but losing your life over being bullied and torchered making fun of thats not a way to go if you knwo someone whso been bullied please help them dont lose them to suicide i just lost a friend to suicide.
I will not tolerate bullies if you think your big and fucking bad think nothing you say wil hurt anyone then you desrve to be locked up and bullied yoru self
IM AGAISNT IT THO I WAS BULLIED ALL MY LIFE I STILL AM AND IM PUTIGN A STOP TO IT !
Suicide NoteYou tell me this How do you tell your FAM that you addicted to drugsAnd that your love ain't nothing to spark with to a dub And even though it's just weed it got me spending up GD's Buying up keys and smoking my weed amongst thievesI rather jack off then fuck bitches I'll make it crack off I hit switchesUse to get crack off quick Do the snitchesI use to bang up the block The homie cooked up the rock While I use to look up the block For the po po'sI know my do knows And my don't knows Moved out the VA to do DJ shows And lost a couple of homies (fuck) SEAN MY BRO he'S still with meHe a OG 29th street a real gd That nigga know me You know E it goes deep kelly aka mean kitty resting in peace Spent years trying to fight the tears And I got new problems resting in meStill crying over dads memories Still wish that i was 16 teen in the d and had the true me come out wit a fake ass cock block fake ass gd So here's my suicide note (come on)Take care of my famCuz I ain't coming back for yearsHer
"suicide-certainly Not The Answer.but,is It Necessarily An Unforgivable Sin?"(Disclaimer: If you're not a Christian, your opinion about this subject is your own. This blog only covers how suicide is viewed from a Christian standpoint. Also,I just want to begin this by saying- This is not a blog advocating suicide. I DO NOT think suicide is the answer to ANY problem. Suicide may end physical pain, but if you knowingly and willingly take your own life, the spiritual pain is far worse and will last for eternity. Also,Suicide is a very selfish act,if you consider the pain and grief you would be causing those you leave behind. So,please, if you are going through something you feel that you can't handle on your own, seek help. Reach out to someone. Suicide is NOT the answer or even an option. No matter what you may be going through now, God has something better in store for you. The bible says in Jerimiah 29:11-" I know the plans I have for you, says the Lord. Plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future." God bless you)
The questio
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Suisidal Bomber SchoolEveryone seems to be wondering why Muslim terrorists are so quick to commit suicide. Let's see now. . .
No Jesus
No Christmas
No television
No cheerleaders
No baseball
No football
No hockey
No golf
No tailgate parties
No Wal-Mart
No Home Depot
No pork BBQ
No hot dogs
No burgers
No chocolate chip cookies
No lobster
No shellfish, or even frozen fish sticks
No gumbo
No jambalaya
No Beer
Rags for clothes and towels for hats.
Constant wailing from the guy next-door because he's sick and there are no doctors.
Constant wailing from the guy in the tower.
More than one wife.
You can't shave.
Your wives can't shave.
You can't shower to wash off the smell of donkey cooked over burning camel dung.
The women have to wear baggy dresses and veils at all times.
Your bride is picked by someone else.
She smells just like your donkey.
But your donkey has a better dispositio
Suiside WatchOk now a days Sudiside is running rampied amungnst the depressed and people just plain pissed off at the world. But comeone people put some creativity into it. Let me give some examples:
1. Got to the top of an iron bridge. attach yourself to a bungie cord and the part that attaches to the jump platform make it an electrinic switch kind of like a licght chain. Attack some wires to some plastic explosives. that way when you reach the end and bounce it'll set off the plastic explosives. if the fall don't kill you the iron beams will.
2. Arsnic if done right will kill you slowley. for those of you who want your death llike your life. Slow and painful.
now for those of you who prefer the triditonal methods here's some tips to make it fun.
1. if you hang yourself attach a note to your body that says Just hanging around. Or Please ring for service.
2. Shooting yourself in the head
A. if the bullet to the brain attach one of those prop BANG flags to your head.
B. if the eye
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Suits My MoodThe Mountains Win Again by* Blues Traveler (from the album 'four')
I pick up my smile put it in my pocket
Hold it for a while try not to have to drop it
Men are not to cry so how am I to stop it
Keep it all inside don't show how much she rocked ya
Ooh can you feel the same
Ooh you gotta love the pain
Ooh it looks like rain again
Ooh I feel it comin' in
The mountains win again
The mountains win again
Dreams we dreamed at night were never meant to come to life
I can't understand the ease she pulled away her hand
This time in my life I was hurt enough to care
I guess from now on I'll be careful what I share
Ooh can you feel the same
Ooh ya gotta love the pain
Ooh it looks like rain again
Yeah feel it comin' in
The mountains win again
A pocket is no place for a smile anyway
Someday I will find love again will blow my mind
Maybe it will be that love that got away from me
Is there a line to write that could make you cry tonight
Can yo
Suitor ApprovalA good friend of mine warned me that, as my three daughters became old enough to date, I'd disapprove of every young man who took them out. But when the time came, I was pleased that my friend's prediction was wrong. Each boy was pleasant and well mannered. Talking to my daughter Joanna one day, I said that I liked all the young men she and her sisters brought home. "You know, Dad," she replied, "we don't show you everybody."
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Sujet IciHeute sehe ich eine Welt voll der Schmerz. Ein Ozean der Risse, die vom Regen überlaufen. Heute sehe ich einen Anblick, um zu erblicken, ein Engel der Gnade, zum meiner Seele zurückzukaufen. Ich möchte von frei sein leide. Ich abgeneigt aber, mehr, die ich erleide, mehr fühle ich. Ich gehöre.
Aujourd'hui je vois un monde complètement de douleur. Un océan des larmes débordant de la pluie. Aujourd'hui je vois une vue pour voir, un ange de la pitié pour racheter mon âme. Je veux être libre de souffre. Je peu disposé mais plus que je souffre plus je me sens. J'appartiens.
Vandaag zie ik een wereldhoogtepunt van pijn. Een oceaan van scheuren die van regen overlopen. Vandaag zie ik een gezicht aan behold, een engel van genade mijn ziel terugkopen. Ik wil vrij van zijn lijd. Ik afkerig maar lijd ik meer aan meer ik voel. Ik behoor.
Suki PoitierSympathy For The Devil might be Brians work.
He is the only one in the band that could have an interest in laying traps for the indian trubadurs (the Beatles).
Is the song A Day In The Life about Brian Jones?
If so, why is Lennon mentioning him alongside a strange joyride that led to the death of Tara Browne?
Was Brian having an affair with Poitier?
The problem is that Anita Pallenberg deserted Brian with Keith Richard in Morrocco in 1967.
How could she do that if Brian already was with Potier? Browne died 18 dec 1966. The Beatles-song was recorded in january the following year.
August 1965: Brians first visit to Morocco (long-held as a haven for artists and mavericks) with Linda Lawrence
April 1966: Brian and his girlfriend Anita Pallenberg attend Guinness heir Tara Browne's 21st birthday party.
August 1966: Brian Jones and Anita Pallenberg holiday in Morocco
September 1966: Brian Jones starts work on the soundtrack for the German film A Degree of Murder.
December
Sukiyaki:true TranslationThese are the true translations of the song Sukiyaki lol i know its asian dish butt he song
is a sad one.
Translation:
I look up when I walk so the tears won't fall
Remembering those happy spring days
But tonight I'm all alone
I look up when I walk, counting the stars with tearful eyes
Remembering those happy summer days
But tonight I'm all alone
Happiness lies beyond the clouds
Happiness lies above the sky
I look up when I walk so the tears won't fall
Though my heart is filled with sorrow
For tonight I'm all alone
whistling
Remembering those happy autumn days
But tonight I'm all alone
Sadness hides in the shadow of the stars
Sadness lurks in the shadow of the moon
I look up when I walk so the tears won't fall
Though my heart is filled with sorrow
For tonight I'm all alone
Suliman Once SangSuliman once sang,
as if his heart were to break,
of sweet, doe soft dreams.
I am just a man like he
and you are the dream I see.
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Sullys SaluteMy sexy Salute to all our guys and girls over serving in the war, one very special soldier in particular Sully you know I love you!! I hold the highest respect for each and every man and woman that is there fighting,and those who have sacrificed their lives for the saftey of all Americans and otherwise. My deepest wishes and prayers go out to all ! And pray for your safety and that you make it home safe. Without you what would America really stand for? Thank you all
Sullys SaluteMy sexy Salute to all our guys and girls over serving in the war, one very special soldier in particular Sully you know I love you!! I hold the highest respect for each and every man and woman that is there fighting,and those who have sacrificed their lives for the saftey of all Americans and otherwise. My deepest wishes and prayers go out to all ! And pray for your safety and that you make it home safe. Without you what would America really stand for? Thank you all
Sully Would Have Liked This One.!A drunk was proudly showing off his new apartment to a couple of his
friends late one night. He led the way to his bedroom where there
was a big brass gong and a mallet.
"What's that big brass gong?" one of the guests asked.
"It's not a gong. It's a talking clock," the drunk replied.
"A talking clock? Seriously?" asked his astonished friend.
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"How's it work?" the friend asked, squinting at it.
"Watch," the drunk replied. He picked up the mallet, gave the gong
an ear-shattering pound, and stepped back.
The three stood looking at one another for a moment.......
Suddenly, someone on the other side of the wall screamed,
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Sullivandead at seventeen
too young to have
shined so bright
a love we silently shared
not long enough to
realize how little i knew my mike
you rocked my exsistance
turned my world upside down
gone in an instant
doctors proclamation
self inflicted gunshot wound to the head
they said you had my candles burning
strawberry scented shrooms
maybe you thought of me
you were a goth, rocker, model,
genius, friend,loser,
youre dead yet
youre still my sullivan
SultrySultry music playing softly Lights dimmed to almost dark She is in the arms of the one she loves Gazing into his eyes affectionately Every slight motion excites her Sending chills up her back
While he holds her effortlessly Every now and then whispering in her ear 'I love you and I will never let you go' She feels as if they are floating on a weightless cloud Everyone else is a slight memory It is just her and him wrapped up in their love
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Sultry SaturdayYet another installment, which I hope everyone enjoys reading. :)
A Thoguht For The Day From: Peter Britt
"She stood there on the sand, never moving. The wind lifted around her, cradled her so gently. I watched the light dance over her in a fiery glare, setting my senses aflame. For an instant she burned in my soul, and it scarred me. This vision of a woman like none I had seen or likely ever would. Her hair, strawberry in the light, on fire in my mind. A moment passed and I was enriched, I was destroyed."
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Sultan Of Solthere was an old Sultan with thoughts quite transcendent
his time on the earth 10,000 yrs as a pendant
he was wise beyond measure and so was his treasure
many talents of gold with jewels that were inlaid there
but with all of his riches nothing made him smile
more than his bitches who danced and tapped
cymbols and tickled his itches...spinning and
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till he had all of them come and sit on his knee
petting and purring he pampered and delighted
them with all the fruits and drink from his trees
he sang the Song of Solomon and whistled
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and from the jewels in there bellies he populated there land
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A Sultry Embrace..part 1I arrive at the Airport...thinking of this mystery lady Im about to meet..Shes long & tall with flowing hair,Dark eyes & lips like gold & a Bod that Bota chelle would die for..
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SumbitchA filthy rich North Carolina man decided that he
> wanted to throw a
> party and invited all of his buddies and
> neighbors. He also invited
> Leroy, the only redneck in the neighborhood.
>
> He held the party around the pool in the backyard
> of his mansion.
> Leroy was having a good time drinking, dancing,
> eating shrimp,
> oysters and BBQ and flirting with all the women.
>
>
> At the height of the party, the host said, "I have
> a 10ft man-eating
> gator in my pool and I'll give a million dollars
> to anyone who has
> the nerve to jump in."
>
> The words were barely out of his mouth when there
> was a loud splash
> and everyone turned around and saw Leroy in the
> pool! Leroy was fighting
> the gator and kicking its ass! Leroy was jabbing
> the gator in the eye s with
> his thumbs, throwing punches, head butts and choke
> holds, biting the
> gator on the tail and flipping the gator through
> the air like some kind of Jud
Sumb***chA filthy rich South Texas man decided that he wanted to throw a
party and invited all of his buddies and neighbors. He also invited
Leroy, the only redneck in the neighborhood.
He held the party around the pool in the backyard of his mansion.
Leroy was having a good time drinking, dancing, eating shrimp,
oysters and BBQ and flirting with all the women.
At the height of the party, the host said, "I have a 10 ft
man-eating gator in my pool and I'll give a million dollars to
anyone who has the nerve to jump in."
The words were barely out of his mouth when there was a loud
splash and everyone turned around and saw Leroy in the pool!
Leroy was fighting the gator and kicking its ass! Leroy was
jabbing the gator in the eyes with his thumbs, throwing punches,
head butts and choke holds, biting the gator on the tail and flipping the
gator through the air like some kind of Judo Instructor.
The water was churning and splashing everywhere. Both Leroy and
the gator were
Sumbitch!A filthy rich North Carolina man decided that he wanted to throw a party and invited all of his buddies and neighbors. He also invited Steve Scheller, the only redneck in the neighborhood. He held the party around the pool in the backyard of his mansion.
Steve was having a good time drinking, dancing, eating shrimp, oysters and BBQ and flirting with all the women. At the height of the party, the host said, 'I have a 10 ft man-eating gator in my pool and I'll give a million dollars to anyone who has the nerve to jump in.' The words were barely out of his mouth when there was a loud splash and everyone turned around and saw Scheller in the pool!
Steve was fighting the gator and kicking its ass!
Steve was jabbing the gator in the eyes with his thumbs, throwing punches, head butts and choke holds, biting the gator on the tail and flipping the gator through the air like some kind of Judo Instructor.
The water was churning and splashing everywhere. both Steve and the gator we
Sumbich !!!SUMBICH
A filthy rich North Carolina man decided that he
wanted to throw a party and invited all of his buddies
and neighbors. He also invited Leroy, the only
redneck in the neighborhood. He held the party around
the pool in the backyard of his mansion.
Leroy was having a good time drinking, dancing, eating
shrimp, oysters and BBQ and flirting with all the
women. At the height of the party, the host said, "I
have a 10 ft man-eating gator in my pool and I'll give
a million dollars to anyone who has the nerve to jump
in." The words were barely out of his mouth when
there
was a loud splash and everyone turned around and
saw Leroy in the pool!
Leroy was fighting the gator and kicking its ass!
Leroy was jabbing the gator in the eyes with his
thumbs, throwing punches, head butts and choke holds,
biting the gator on the tail and flipping the gator
through the air like some kind of Judo Instructor.
The water was churning and splashing everywhere. bot
Sumbitches.I just went a dropped my resume off @ a restaurant here in town. One of the chicks I was just working with @ the place that was shut down is now working there.( She did ABSOLUTELY NOTHING @ the last job, just kinda stood around and picked her ass all damn night.) SHE'S got a job at the place I just went to. And says to me in this snide little tone....
"Yeah, I got this job cause I'm related to the manager and my best friend is one of the servers. In this town it's not how much experience you have, it's who you know. So....seems you're out of luck"
~Growls~
No shit!? Well, thanks for that tidbit of information, Captain Obvious!!! That's something I figured out eons ago...for fuck sake.
If I do not get a job soon, I'll rampage this little shithole of an inbred fucking town....these people are so got damned lucky I'm afraid of prison. Mmk?
Sum Brand New Flava For Ya Ears...Thats right people The Late Shift is finally available!
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1 Luv,
~Lady Envy~
SumbichSUMBICH!!!!
>
> A filthy rich Florida man decided that he wanted to throw
> a
> party and invited all of his buddies and neighbors.
>
> He also invited Leroy, the only Redneck in the
> neighborhood. He
> held the party around the pool in the backyard of his
> mansion.
>
> Leroy was having a good time drinking, dancing, eating
> shrimp,
> oysters and BBQ and flirting with all the women.
>
> At the height of the party, the host said, 'I have a
> 10 foot
> man-eating gator in my pool and I'll give a million
> dollars to anyone
> who has the nerve to jump in..'
>
> The words were barely out of his mouth when there was a
> loud
> splash. Everyone turned around and saw Leroy in the pool!
>
>
>
> Leroy was fighting the gator and kicking its ass! Leroy
> was
> jabbing it in the eyes with his thumbs, throwing punches,
> head butts and
> choke holds, biting the gator on the tail and flipping it
> through the
> air like some kind of Judo Inst
SumbitchSUMBITCH A filthy rich MISSISSIPPI man decided that heWanted to throw a party and invited all of his buddies and neighbors. He also invited Leroy, the only redneck in the neighborhood. He held the party around the pool in the backyard of his mansion. Leroy was having a good time drinking, dancing, eating
Shrimp, oysters and BBQ and flirting with all the women. At the height of the party, the host said, 'I have a 10 ft man-eating gator in my pool and I'll give a million dollars to anyone who has the nerve to jump in.' The words were barely out of his mouth when there was a loud splash and everyone turned around and saw Leroy in the pool!Leroy was fighting the gator and kicking its ass!
Leroy was jabbing the gator in the eyes with his thumbs, throwing punches, head butts and choke holds, biting the gator on the tail and flipping the gator through the air like some kind of Judo Instructor. The water was churning and splashing everywhere. BothLeroy and
Sum Black Magic
Went up to a dude. i only knew his name. I said can i show u a magic trick? whipped out The Darkness on my skin and he was like woah. so i can show any of u as proof im The Darkness.
3 Sum Creampie EatingTwo girls and a guy enjoy a good fuck! The man cum inside on the chick and the other comes to lick all the sperm dripping from her cunt's friend!
Sumer Schoolget this the university lost my finalization for summer semester now i have to re register and hope like hell i can get the classes in need
Sumer Thougtswell im in the air and listening to music while the tears r running down my face and relizeing how unhappy i am at home and with parts of my life.
i have no problems with the kids except the normal shit and everyday BS. my husband has had many issuses overs the years but they have gotten worse as the years go by.
we love each other but not in love with each other any more. yes he has been there in times of need but it aint the same.everyone sees that we r together for the kids and that is it and i know that it is not s good reason. i have made it this far i can make it the rest.
we r not going to make it once we get to portland i know it very well. it will suck to be a single mother but will be ok.maybe i will get the love of my life back.we would never be married but we would be happy.
Sumething Tag 1CLICK TO ENTERSOMETHING A LIL DIFFERENT!!!
CLICK TO ENTERSOMETHING A LIL DIFFERENT!!!
Sumfin Ta Keep In Mind!!!If you are juggalo family then this is fer you!!!
Important words from Violent J!!
Sorry to be all deep and serious but i got lots of shit on my mind. I'm tired of everything and everybody. The only thing i give a shit about in this hell we call a world is my Juggalo Family. The Carnival saved my life and my soul. My Juggalo Pride is the best thing that ever happened to me.
It's starting to scare me for the fact when I sit back and actually observe the juggalo world, It seems like its going down hill. It seems to me that a lot of ninjas are out for self and trying to prove whos a bigger juggalo that who. There is no big or small juggalo. We are all the same. It doesn't take $4,000 is psychopathic merchandise to be a juggalo. Just because I got an old school mostastless jersey doesn't make me any better than a ninja with only one t-shirt. Being a juggalo is whats in your heart not whats on you clothes. I've seen juggalos callin each other juggahoes over spots in line at shows.
Sum Funny StuffJack and jill went up the hill,
to smoke some marajuana,
jack got high,
pulled down his fly,
and asked jill if she wanna.
jill said yes,
pulled up her dress,
and had a little fun,
but stupid jill,
forgot the pill,
and now they have a son
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Mary had a little pig, she kept it fat and plastered. but then the cost of pork went up and shot the little bastard
Sum Funny Jokesdurex would like to announce the release of their new condom, "the iranian" it holds seamen for 15 days. (only available in navy)
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2 irishmen r makin letter bombs. pat says,"mick do u think ive put enough explosives in this envelope". "i dont know says mick open it and see! "but it will explode says pat! mick says dont be fuckin stupid its not addressed to you!
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tom thumb,cinderella and quazi modo are sat talking tom said i bet im the smallest person in the world cinderella said i bet im the pretiest in the world quazi said i bet im the ugliest in the world so they went to the world records office to find out tom came out and said i am the smallest cinderella came out and said i am the pretiest quazi came out and said who the fucks andrew
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Sum Fubar Info :)It is very easy to get rates, which on this site make you RED! Now you see all the top members writing they rated your page could you please come back and rate mine...blah, blah, blah. Well that is fine and dandy. However, those nasty little bouncer checks get in your way.
Here is what you need to do, go to who's online and then hit new members. That will take you to all the new members that are online. Click next, next, etc. To you get to the very last page of all the green members. Then you work your way back, you can rate over 1000 profiles a day. Most leave a comment, but damn that takes way to damn long with the bouncer checks, so make up a cute little saying (Welcome to fubar and that you rated their profile etc..something cute and something that will make them want to rate your profile back)then send that to them in a drink! Fubar kegs is the cheapest because during happy hours it cost only 50 fubucks. You pretty much will make that back too when you get rated back and some w
Sum Friend Questionsfeel free to leave answers to there questions
1.what is your name?
2.how do you know me?
3.are we close?
4.how did we first meet?
5.are we friends?
6.would you think of me as more than a friend?
7.what do you like about me(if anything)?
8.whats the best memory you have of us?
9.would you confide in me?
10.what would you say are best and worst things about me?
11.what song would i play as my first wedding dance song?
12.what would i wear for my wedding?
13.am i single or do i have a girlfriend?
14.describe me in 3 words or less?
15.would i be the sort of guy you would take home to your parents?
16.what would be my perfect first date?
17.would you introduce me to your friends?
18.how would you describe me to your friends?
19.would you let me meet your parents?
20.how would you describe me to your parents?
"sum Freaky Shit""Let me smack that ass girl, get dat pussi workin, i know u feel me girl, get dat middle twarkin, got ya drippin wet, im that fuck'en vet, make ya moan n' cream, u think im just a dream, i do it so good, make ya scream my name, lick u up n down, girl u know my fame, im da don gotta in this sex game." "Got ya so posted, legs opened wide, u know u love me, im da 1 u confide, ill neva leave ya, u keep me wantin more, you so fine, you got me high strung, keep u locked in passion, you got dat sex appeal, if u dont know, babi in 4real, im da man that u girls talk about, i can put it on ya, like ya neva had, im ya only fantasy, ya im that good, ill make ya cum again, my sex is trump tight, let me know u care, n' ill fuck u just rite"!
Sum Good AdviceThere's some mighty fine advice in these words, even if you're not superstitious. This has been poasted for you for good luck from the Anthony Robbins organization. It has been sent around the world ten times so Far.
ONE. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully.
TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other.
THREE. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want.
FOUR. When you say, "I love you," mean it.
FIVE. When you say, "I'm sorry," look the person in the eye.
SIX. Be engaged at least six months before you get married.
SEVEN. Believe in love at first sight.
EIGHT. Never laugh at anyone's dream. People who don't have dreams don't have much.
NINE. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely.
TEN.. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name ca
"sum Gangsta Shit""My gat screamed fire, my bullet told me shoot dat nigga hes a liar, i talk 2 my creatie like a bitch on a stroll when mutha niggaz try 2 deck ima lock & pull it out kill'em all, i cant be fucked in dis game ima pyshopath, my AK told me 2 busta niggaz ass, im havin my conversation wit mr.millimeter hes 1 of my bestfriends bitch ass nigga eata"! "This is my spread load up in da back truck u know that old skool bitch, she liked 2 get fucked, im spittin mutha fuckaz by seams, my granddaddy mr.AR15, said he was my only family shoot straight & please dont jam me, my own glock pistol whip me in da fuck'en head cuz he said i wont buy da irfrared, got ina fight @ da club my pistol started walkin told me 2 shut da fuck up & let him do da talkin, i woke up & iwas sick 2 c da guts from my strap, he told me REAP mutha fucka, ur born 2 scrap"! "One for da glock, 2 for da clip, bullets in ya ass make ya hop n skip, fuck dis nigga ima get'em then i dip, I c u nigga ima open up ur chest bout this fuck
Sum HelpAny help I would be very thank full for
I am in a contest plz help
thank you so much
Sum Info, For Those Who Didnt Know :)MUMM's
The only thing that has changed is that points are no longer being awarded for voting on GLOBAL MUMMS. This is an experiment after hearing the feedback on my last blog post yesterday and we haven't decided if it's staying this way or not. Everything else has remained the same, including "friends-only" MUMMS.
STASH
Based on feedback from a bunch of members, I'm not going to reset the old Stash when we migrate to the new hardware. The Stash limit will remain the same (1000).
LEVEL REQUIREMENTS
Since so many people wanted it, I've turned back on the salute requirement to move beyond level 10.
I increased the daily profile and photo rating limits for all levels. If you're a VIP, your level rating limits are doubled.
Mike aka BabyJesus
Sum Jack AssSUM JACK ASS ON HERE ASKED WHY DO i SAY GM & GN EVERY DAY,SO HERES MY ANSWER 4'EM I DO THAT TA STAY N TOUCH CUZ WIT ALL THA PPL ON HERE U LOOSE GOOD FRIENDS IF U DONT STAY CONNECTED SO THATS WHY I DO WHT I DO CUZ ALL MY FRIENDS FAM & FANS i HOLD DEAR!! SO THATS WHY JACK ASS!!
Sum1 Loves YouI see them all staring at you
Lost in your world so true
If only they looked deeper
They'd see your perfection
If only they moved nearer
They'd hear your affection.
If only they could be you
Then they would love you too.
It doesn't matter who you are
...Someone loves you
It doesn't matter what you are
...Someone loves you
Beauty is found within
Loving you is not a sin
Your heart is all so true
...Someone loves you.
I hear them all laughing at you
Lost in your world so blue
If only they looked harder
They'd know your compassion
If only they moved closer
They'd feel your passion.
If only they could be you
Then they would love you too.
It doesn't matter who you are
...Someone loves you
It doesn't matter what you are
...Someone loves you
Beauty is found within
Loving you is not a sin
Your heart is all so true
...Someone loves you.
Let them laugh, let them stare
Deep within they'll never care
You're the reason love can glow
Like the colours of
Summer Is OverI find myself wishing that summer wasn't over. I'm up in the Bay Area and it gets cold. At least I have snowboarding to look forward to.
Summer 2003And when the dragon and the princess were too long together and become one will the prince see it? Will he be able to kill him and save her or will he just strike him not noticing she's bleeding.
Will he cry when he realizes she's dead?
Summer HeartbreakWhen I think of you
I'm reminded of skies so blue
Of a summer love
That was sent from heaven above.
Quiet in the mind
Freedom in a bind
Chains on the heart
Love broken apart
Miss you I do
Dreams of you in the night.
Now that I'm confined in these walls of despair
My heart it seems broken beyond repair
I just can't forget your angel face.
My love for you locked in my heart's secret place.
Quiet in the mind
Freedom in a bind
Chains on the heart
Love broken apart
Miss you I do
Dreams of you in the night.
I only hope that you're happy now.
That life is treating you good somehow
Maybe someday when this trouble is far away
You and I will be together again.
BY: Sheila Christian
Summertime...Another day, another dollar...I remember youunder perfect summer skiessmileimmaculateI remember you...Today the heavens are drapped bluelight and clearand I can almost taste the freshness with every breathsummers kissing the mindwith joyous ocean thoughtsand bakeing everything lightinto pastel shadeseven drab grays and brownsare taking on ice cream huesLaughter calls from every corner of the galaxyunseen children reveling in fantasy freedomsvoices drifting over roof topsand through open windowsechoing in the mindwith tastes of holidaysfrom every pastI sat up in my bed, this morning, and stared through the low open window oppositestared out at the early morning vistasoaking in the carnival that is summerwhat should I do today?what should I do today?The lake sounds like a good ideahalf on greenhalf in bluethe cooling kiss of watersas it tastes my bodygently loving mewith all it's wisdomor there is the citythe actionthe girls...or...the verdant green parkslush and coolingfull of laughter
Summer FruitThe house was aglow with candles of all shapes and sizes. Flames flickered, casting shadows along the walls. The warm rich scents of vanilla and cinnamon wafted through the air, heightening his senses and bringing a smile to his face. He closed the door and headed down the hall with a purposeful stride and a wicked gleam in his eyes. She was up to something. Again.
He loved her sexy little whims. She was always surprising him with her delicious fantasies and playfulness. With him, she wasn't afraid to let go and bring her pleasures and delights forth for them to both enjoy.
And enjoy her he did.
She was lying across their bed, naked. Candlelight danced on her body, bathing her in sensual softness. With her thighs parted wide, he could see the glistening wetness seeping from deep inside her.
There were a couple of bowls on the beside table and when he looked back and forth between her body and the bowls with raised eyebrows and questioning eyes, she giggled, delightful an
A Summer KissA Summer Kiss
by James Cody ©
It all started with a summer's kiss;
The exploration of a secret, delectable wish.
I laid you down in the sand to taste your musky dish.
We rolled around, A dance of lip and hand.
We drowned in a tidal wave of bliss.
It all started with a summer's kiss;
You pulled away your dress,
You offered me your breasts;
By the light of the moon, would I pass the test?
As I rose to the challenge,
You ran to the sea.
If I followed you into the Pacific's depth, would we be free?
It all started with a summer's kiss;
We gave in to passion;
We fell into strife;
I was a slave to your contradiction;
You were bound, another man's wife.
We forgot our eyes and made love by the moonlight.
Some day, you would walk out of my life.
It all started with a summer's kiss;
We met on a street corner;
We met for a season's tryst.
We laughed, loved, and fucked every night, with a twist.
We realized truth was only days away.
Our last minutes together were
A Summer Dream .....This Poem was written by me cause i love to express myself into poetry.....
A Summer Dream
by TigerGoddess
The nights are getting warmer,
but it's cold without you here
Even though I know I'll see you soon,
I can't help but wish you were near
The stars brightly shine
in the beautiful night sky
But to sleep is out of reach,
no matter how much I try
Instead I close my eyes
seeing precious thought of you
And though I wish it were for real
those moments are all too few
Your arms they wrap around me,
holding me so tight
I feel I'm lost in peace
Nothing has ever felt so right
Your eyes, they sparkle
as you look into mine
There I see happiness,
a joy so divine
You kiss my lips gently
my heart starts to melt
I'm in a world I've never known,
With a feeling I've never felt
You hands are so reassuring,
that they'll never let my heart break
I have a feeling of all secure
There's no room for mistake
The slowly you begin to pull away,
my heart b
Summer 2006(Hopefully the pics with show up. This is copy paste.)
Summer 2006
July 2006
On July 2nd, John and I went to see “Superman Returns” at the movies. We saw fireworks on our way there. Apparently that’s the night everyone had them, which we didn’t know until later. So I didn’t really get to GO to see fireworks this year for Independence Day, but I saw some while driving along. I also saw some small ones and some fire crackers people were setting off as I was running errands on the 4th. I’m sad that I missed going to watch fireworks this year, but oh well.
July 9th was Pappy H’s birthday. He went to the Buck truck and tractor pull with my parents and brother. I finally finished the photo CD of my brother’s graduation from High School and Vo-tech. I made a bunch of copies so he could give them to some of his friends.
On July 10th my car went to Star Pontiac to get the AC repaired. My dad had tried to fix it, but had no luck. Apparently part of the problem was that I needed a
Summer Afternoon DelightSummer Afternoon Delight
I hear the doorbell ring to find you standing at my front door. A smile come to your face as I great you, Hi… I’m so glad you could make it, No more than me you respond with a smile. I ask you into the living room I offer you a cold drink. I’m dressed in a white summer dress and no shoes, sitting down on one end of the couch, I’m admire your physique as I hand you a glass. You smile and sit on the other end of the couch. So tell me, what’s been going on in your life.
As we sit and bring each other up to date, I keep my eyes focused on your body watching every move. As the conversation goes on, I feel you watching me and I slowly start turning towards you, I bring my right knee up on the couch, allowing my dress ride up to expose more of my beautiful legs. You begin to feel that familiar pressure in the crotch of your pants every time I’m near you.
I tilt my head way back, running my hand down my throat, “God, this heat is unbearable.” Is there anyway I
Summer Chicken SaladOriginal recipe yield: 8 servings
PREP TIME 20 Min
READY IN 13 Hrs 40 Min
INGREDIENTS
* 1 1/2 pounds boneless chicken breast halves - cooked, cooled and cubed
* 1 (8 ounce) can mandarin oranges, drained
* 1 (8 ounce) can pineapple chunks, drained and cut in half
* 1/2 cup chopped pecans
* 1 cup light mayonnaise
* 2 teaspoons dried dill weed
* 2 teaspoons white sugar
DIRECTIONS
1. In a large mixing bowl, combine the chicken, oranges, pineapple and pecans.
2. Whisk together the mayonnaise, dill weed and sugar. Add to the chicken mixture, toss well and refrigerate over night so flavors may blend.
Servings Per Recipe: 8
Amount Per Serving
Calories: 343
* Total Fat: 22.3g
* Cholesterol: 74mg
* Sodium: 279mg
* Total Carbs: 13g
* Dietary Fiber: 1g
* Protein: 24.2g
Summer Time PoemThose sweet summer days
we could walk hand-in-hand
swam together in the sunlight
and laid across the sand
now the sunshine has disappeared
the skies are all gray
I walk alone and watch waves
simply wash our time away Although
circumstances has taken us out of reach
I will never forget the summer
We will always have the beach
~we will always have the beach~
Summer AnthemYour Summer Anthem is Don't Cha by The Pussycat Dolls
"Don't cha wish your girlfriend was hot like me?
Don't cha wish your girlfriend was a freak like me?
Don't cha wish your girlfriend was raw like me?
Don't cha wish your girlfriend was fun like me?"
Your summer forecast: freaky and full of drama!
What's Your 2005 Summer Anthem?
Sum MoreYour favorite thing to say in the bedroom is:Where did I leave my pants?
Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com
Summertime BbqSummertime BBQ
by sundog69 ©
My husband and I grew up in the 60's and 70's. They were some fun years and some real fun times for both of us. He is the school jock type and being raised in Virginia Beach also quite the surfer type too. Myself, well, I was the typical shy academic study girl. Don't get me wrong, I still had fun.
Here we are 30 or so years later in the typical All American lifestyle. Work all week and play on the weekends. We love the outdoors, boating and a good time. I work as an accountant and Bob is in Sales Management. His job requires long hours and a take-charge type personality. Mine on the other hand, requires patience and precision.
I guess it was last weekend, no two weekends ago, that we went to a BBQ at his best friends house north of town. Josh and his wife, Sally, have a nice secluded place with a pool and a big shady yard. The perfect place for a Saturday afternoon BBQ!
Josh is your normal nice guy, always joking and of course flirting. But
Summertime Bbq: The SequelSummertime BBQ: The Sequel
by sundog69 ©
Sally says, "Well the corn is done and I think everything else is ready, Lets grab a fresh drink and see what the guys are up to, shall we?"
"Huh, oh yeah sure" I say as I bounce back from my day dream." Let's do that, and hit the pool too".
I wonder what the afternoon will be like after all!
As I followed Sally to the pool, I noticed she had on a new Venus bikini, sort of an orange and yellow metal flake. It really accented her slim waist. Jen is flaunting a skimpy black string bikini that really shows off her tan. But I feel comfortable in my green and yellow bikini that I wore last time. Mmmm... last time, yes, last time!
Sally and Josh own a big beautiful country home just on the outskirts of the county. The house has a great wrap around porch and is painted pastel yellow. The grounds are majestic, with Live Oaks shading the well-manicured lawn. It has a huge over hang in back, creating shade, with a large kidney shaped pool
Summer Berry TrifleRecipe Rating:
Prep Time: 40 min
Total Time: 1 hr 40 min
Makes: 18 servings
1 cup boiling water
1 pkg. (8-serving size) JELL-O Brand Strawberry Flavor Gelatin
Ice cubes
1/2 cup cold water
2 cups mixed berries (raspberries, blueberries, strawberries)
1 pkg. (8 oz.) PHILADELPHIA Cream Cheese, softened
1-1/4 cups cold milk, divided
1 pkg. (4-serving size) JELL-O Cheesecake or Vanilla Flavor Instant Pudding & Pie Filling
1 tub (8 oz.) COOL WHIP Strawberry Whipped Topping, thawed
1 pkg. (12 oz.) pound cake, cubed
STIR boiling water into dry gelatin in large bowl at least 2 minutes until completely dissolved. Add enough ice to cold water to measure 1 cup. Add to gelatin; stir until ice is completely melted. Let stand about 15 minutes or until thickened. (Spoon drawn through gelatin leaves definite impression.) Stir in berries.
PLACE cream cheese in large bowl; beat with wire whisk until creamy. Gradually add 1/4 cup of the milk, beating until well blended. Add remaining 1
Summer Seafood Pasta SaladINGREDIENTS:
* 4 cups cooked and drained spiral or shell pasta or (any you prefer)
* 1 cup frozen peas (thawed)
* 1/2 cup chopped green pepper
* 2 cups fine shredded cheese (cheddar or mixed)
* 1/2 cup finely chopped onion
* 1/2 cup chopped sweet red pepper
* 1/2 cup finely shredded carrot (may omit)
* 2 cups imitation crabmeat shredded
* 2 cups Ranch or Peppercorn Ranch Dressing (bottled)
* 2 cups halved cherry tomatoes
* 1/2 cup of parmesan cheese (optional)
PREPARATION:
Cook pasta until done but not overcooked. Cool under cold running water; drain well. In large bowl combine all ingredients except tomatoes and Parmesan cheese. Toss gently but blend thoroughly. Refrigerate 3-4 hours. If texture is dry add more dressing, top with tomatoes and parmesan cheese.
Notes: This is a creamy pasta salad but I prefer this to the ones with oily dressings. You can also substitute small frozen shrimp, (be sure they are thawed and well
Summers Long Ago....My teenage years were never fun. We moved across town in the summer between 6th and 7th grade, into a brand new house. It was much bigger than our old house, and the space was needed, even if it was only my sister, father, and I.
We used to end both lots at the end of the block, a street that ended suddenly into a drainage basin. There were dust pathways leading off in both directions, connecting the end of the street to busier roads, but they weren’t traversable; our little corner was just that, ours.
Both lots on the west side of the street were ours. Aaron and Eric lived in the house opposite us, and Jason and Josh lived next to them on the end of the block. Our property line was distinct, marked out by the tall brush that formed a small island in what is now the complete block behind us. Across the street, things never changed; far enough in their backyards, we had a few small trees to climb and some brush to hide in if we wanted.
We rarely used it, though. There
Summer TimeI can smell the water
I can taste the air
I can feel the sun shining down on my face
And I just lie there
Peacefully enjoying the silence
And for that brief moment
All my troubles are gone.
It’s just me, myself, and I
Relaxing and drifting off
To a land where there are no worries
Where I can be myself
Where there is no one telling me what to do
Or how to be.
I am finally FREE!
Free from this torture and anguish
Free to live as I choose fit
Finally, I am home.
Summer Beach Contest!!! (expired)SUMMER BEACH PHOTO CONTEST!!! SEND YOUR BEST BEACH PHOTO, WHETHER IT BE OF YOU OR SIMPLY OF THE BEACH SOMETHING IN IT THAT SIGNIFIES IT IS YOUR PHOTO (DUE TO PERSONS COULD USE SOMEONES PHOTO AND INFRINGE ON COPYRIGHTS :) )!! TWO WINNERS, ONE WILL BE BASED ON THE NUMBER OF RATINGS AND THE OTHER WILL BE BASED ON THE NUMBER OF COMMENTS!!! DOWNRATING DOES NOT HELP ANYONE EXCEPT THE PERSON YOU ARE DOWNRATING. I WILL TAKE THE FIRST 35 ENTRIES!!! AND REMEMBER THE MORE ENTRIES THE MORE PRIZE BUCKS!!! GET YOUR BEACH PARTY ROLLING OVER TO THIS PARTY!!! REPOST TO EXPAND OUT OF JUST ONE GROUP OF PEOPLE.
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Summary Of My Last Year On The ComputerSUMMARY OF MY LAST YEAR ON THE COMPUTER
I must send my thanks to whoever sent me the one about rat poop in the glue
On envelopes because I now have to use a wet towel with every envelope that
Needs sealing.
Also, now I have to scrub the top of every can I open for the same reason.
I no longer have any savings because I gave it to a sick girl (Penny Brown)
Who is about to die in the hospital for the 1,387,258th time.
I no longer have any money at all, but that will change once I receive the
$15,000 that Bill Gates/Microsoft and AOL are sending me for participating
In their special e-mail program.
I no longer worry about my soul because I have 363,214 angels looking out
For me, and St. Theresa's novena has granted my every wish.
I no longer eat at KFC because their chickens are actually horrible mutant
Freaks with no eyes or feather S.
I no longer use cancer-causing deodorants even though I smell like a water
Buffalo on a hot day.
Thanks to you, I
Summer NightOn a long and solemn night
in the middle of a southern summer
we sat underneath the moonlight
whispering in the dark
though a million words were said
not a one could be heard
over the sound of teardrops falling
into the dew-soaked grass
Just when the shattering of two hearts
grew too much to bear
our minds started wondering
pondering what was said
searching for right answers
to questions never asked
seeking what could have been
while watching what we had blow away
with the winds of heavy breaths
Slowly we found ourselves hanging to every word
like reading the last chapter slowly
just trying to postpone the end
Because when we run out of things to say
and goodbye can be said no more
we're disappearing into the distance
like mist fading into the cooling air
Soon there will only be memories
and the photographs that remain
cold comfort for an empty pillow
and the questions wrapped around my head
I just hope that you think of me
at l
Summer DreamsLiving in the country, secluded and nestled among the fully dressed summer trees, there was no need to lock the doors of my tiny house. There's a comforting knowledge of being alone, and safe from the world. Perhaps that is why I'd chosen this self-imposed isolation at that point in my life. Few people knew my phone number; fewer still knew where my house hid. My main companion, a computer, kept me connected to the world outside. Healing from sorrows of life, finding the woman I am.
The day had been long, hot and humid. Even with the darkness of night falling, the summer heat still caressed my body as I slipped from my shorts and halter-top.(I love that halter-top, it's stark whiteness against my bronzed body, the crisscross spaghetti straps across my bare back that seductively holds the thin material tight against my breasts.) I pulled my long hair into a loose bun as I walked to the tub. Drawing the water to only a tepid temperature in the tub, I scented it with heather and lav
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sensory examination revealed decreased sensation to vibration, pinprick,temperature, and proprioception at the levelof his ankles.
reflexes were trace only in the biceps. reflexes abset throughout.
coordination: finger-to-nose was intact. gower signs present.
the patient can walk on his toes, however, cannot walk on his heels.
he has a broad-based foot-slap gait with a waddling gait.
impression: alan is a 6 year-old male with developmental delay that appears confined to the peripheral nervous system. it appears to involve the motor system as well as the sensory system. based on the reports, this is suggestive of a peripheral neuropathy affecting both the sensory and motor peripheral nerves. his workup to date has neen nondiagnostic.
he does have features that are suggestive of an underlying genetic or neurologic condition.
recommendations
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Summary Of LifeSummary of Life
GREAT TRUTHS THAT LITTLE CHILDREN HAVE LEARNED:
1) No matter how hard you try, you can't baptize cats.
2) When your Mum is mad at your Dad, don't let her brush your hair.
3) If your sister hits you, don't hit her back. They always catch the second person.
4) Never ask your 3-year old brother to hold a tomato.
5) You can't trust dogs to watch your food.
6) Don't sneeze when someone is cutting your hair.
7) Never hold a Dust-Buster and a cat at the same time.
8) You can't hide a piece of broccoli in a glass of milk.
9) Don't wear polka-dot underwear under white shorts.
10) The best place to be when you're sad is Grandpa's lap.
GREAT TRUTHS THAT ADULTS HAVE LEARNED:
1) Raising teenagers is like nailing jelly to a tree.
2) Wrinkles don't hurt.
3) Families are like fudge...mostly sweet, with a few nuts.
4) Today's mighty oak is just yesterday's nut that held its ground.
5) Laughing is good exercise. It's like jogging on the inside.
6) Middle a
Summer BreezesI love you on a winters night and on a warm summers day. The breeze is cool, the fire bright and keeps the rain away. The clouds so white up in the blue camvas sky, they look like cotton balls that seem to float on by. My heart is warm, as well, my mind is very clear. All of this seems to happen whenever you are near. I love you in every way, you make my life complete. And whenever I dream, I dream of you, 'cause no one could compete.
~Gwendolyn A (Pepper) Coyne
May 13, 1994
SummonedIt's 2:23 a.m. and I just got bace from a rescue mission. My friend calls me and hes left walking in the frigid fucking cold from the interstate to his house. About 7 miles. I was laying in my bed happily reading PetShop of Horrors. I roll my ass out of bed put on my hoodie and go rescue him in my hot pink kitten pajama pants that my 2 year-old niece got me. I have less then 1/4 tank of gas, no money and an expired license. He gets so mad at me when he found out and said if he knew that he would have just walked home. I told him that is exactly why I didn't tell him and he got so angry and I just laughed at him on the inside.
Summary Of The Year On My ComputerI must send my thanks to whoever sent me the one about rat poop in the glue
on envelopes because I now have to use a wet towel with every envelope that
needs sealing.
Also, now I have to scrub the top of every can I open for the same reason.
I no longer have any savings because I gave it to a sick girl (Penny Brown)
who is about to die in the hospital for the 1,387,258th time.
I no longer have any money at all, but that will change once I receive the
$15,000 that Bill Gates/Microsoft and AOL are sending me for participating
in their special e-mail program.
I no longer worry about my soul because I have 363,214 angels looking out
for me, and St. Theresa's novena has granted my every wish.
I no longer eat KFC because their chickens are actually horrible mutant
freaks with no eyes or feathers.
I no longer use cancer-causing deodorants even though I smell like a water
buffalo on a hot day
Thanks to you, I have learned that my prayers only get answered if I forw
Summary Of My Computer For 2006 Read Get A Laugh U May Have The Same Summary I Do LmaoSUMMARY OF THIS LAST YEAR ON MY COMPUTER: D.L.C.
I must send my thanks to whoever sent me the one about rat poop in the glue on envelopes because I now have to use a wet towel with every envelope that needs sealing.
Also, now I have to scrub the top of every can I open for the same reason.
I no longer have an y savings because I gave it to a sick girl (Penny Brown) who is about to die in the hospital for the 1,387,258th time.
I no longer have any money at all, but that will change once I receive the $15,000 that Bill Gates/Microsoft and AOL are sending me for participating in their special e-mail program.
I no longer worry about my soul because I have 363,214 angels looking out for me, and St. Theresa's novena has granted my every wish.
I no longer eat KFC because their chickens are actually horrible mutant freaks with no eyes or feathers.
I no longer use cancer-causing deodorants even though I smell like a water buffalo on a hot day.
Thanks to you, I have le
Summertime In The CountryLive with me in the country,
At least for a little while.
We'll pick raspberries
Squish them into wine with our feet
Get drunk
And have sex.
* wrote for Lisa in 1999. For those of you who don't know, yes you can make wine with raspberries..you don't need grapes. Lisa was a chick in one of my classes. I thought she was hot.
Summer NightSummer night
Kissing you passionately
Holding you tight
Making love to you
On a hot summer night
You make my blood boil
You make my skin burn
For you I ache
For your love I yearn
Our bodies full of pleasure
We flow with ecstasy
Making sweet love
I’ll be your fantasy
We’ll soar to heights
We’ve never known before
Tease and excite me
Make me beg for more
Explore my body
Fill me with your love
Go deep inside
We’ll fly to heavens above
Explode within me
As I scream your name
With you my love
Pleasure is sweet pain
A Summer StoryI golfed for the first last this summer. We started out by going to a little shit hole restaurant, throwing a couple beers down our gullets, and then getting lost on the way to the golf course. We rented carts and purchased necessities, like blue golf balls (at least twenty minutes' worth of jokes) and a non-trivial number of beers.
The golfing was terrible. But the beer--very tasty. Went down like, well, beer. And oh how I love beer. We golfed 7 holes before a few sprinkles and the tantalizing thought of more beer drove us away. To find more beer. We found it in another little shit hole restaurant.
The evening progressed, and we ended up at a strip club. I managed to get yelled at by a bouncer for putting a dollar bill in what was apparently an inappropriate place, but I swear the stripper didn't mind. She was completely into it. Or at least a dollar's worth into it. And when you have a crack habit to support, you can get into pretty much anything for a dollar.
The drinks con
SummoningBind me,
thrice,
in a circle,
with leather
and burnt lily,
sea salt and ground cloves.
Call me mayhem
in this circle bound,
call me desire
chained,
wanting,
you called me up,
gave me the name
I was given before the pit.
Ask me your desire,
ask me your want,
ask me,
ask me,
your kind is made of questions,
we are time
and
answers.
Though probably not what you want to hear.
You've bound me,
I've got secrets,
make them yours
for a price.
Summary Of Life...
Summary of Life
GREAT TRUTHS THAT LITTLE CHILDREN HAVE LEARNED:
1) No matter how hard you try, you can't baptise cats.
2) When your Mum is mad at your Dad, don't let her brush your hair.
3) If your sister hits you, don't hit her back. They always catch the second person.
4) Never ask your 3-year old brother to hold a tomato.
5) You can't trust dogs to watch your food.
6) Don't sneeze when someone is cutting your hair.
7) Never hold a Dust-Buster and a cat at the same time.
8) You can't hide a piece of broccoli in a glass of milk.
9) Don't wear polka-dot underwear under white shorts.
10) The best place to be when you're sad is Grandpa's lap.
GREAT TRUTHS THAT ADULTS HAVE LEARNED:
1) Raising teenagers is like nailing jelly to a tree.
2) Wrinkles don't hurt.
3) Families are like fudge...mostly sweet, with a few nuts.
4) Today's mighty oak is just yesterday's nut that held its ground.
5) Laughing is good exercise. It's like jogging on the i
Summer RainGlistening water sparkling
Across the countryside
So many things that can become
If you open your mind
The summer rain is ending
and changing into dew
An endless sun is shining
Deep inside of you
Summer Of Our DaysWith each passing moment the summer sun shines down on me some more. I know not to look to the future too much for the sun can oft be an illusion.
However this time it is different, this time i feel the rays of light, and with it this time real warmth. I find more and more that i am drawn to it, feeling happier with each passing moment, once more filled with the hope that everything will end well once more.
To the light that shines upon me i am thankfull that it has come again. And glad to be able to bask in its warmth.
*hugs*
James
Summer Breeze PoemSummer Breeze
The summer breeze is back again.
The city pools are back in play.
So many people just lay in the sun.
As if there isn't anything to be done.
Is that what summer is just lots of fun?
I know I just wait for the summer breeze.
For the winter breeze is just to cold to breath.
The leaves are green, and the grass is too
Waking up in the morning just to see the summer dew.
Then the summer breeze awakes again.
The grass needs cut, and the house needs painted.
That is nothing that the summer breeze can't help do.
The breeze is here , but for how long?
Another seasons is bound to come along
Summary Of My Last Year On The ComputerSUMMARY OF MY LAST YEAR ON THE COMPUTER
I must send my thanks to whoever sent me the one about rat
poop in the glue on envelopes because I now have to use a
wet towel with every envelope that needs sealing.
Also, now I have to scrub the top of every can I open for
the same reason.
I no longer have any savings because I gave it to a sick
girl (Penny Brown)who is about to die in the hospital for
the 1,387,258th time.
I no longer have any money at all, but that will change
AOL are sending me for participating in their special
e-mail program.
I no longer worry about my soul because I have 363,214
angels looking out for me, and St. Theresa's novena has
granted my every wish.
I no longer eat at KFC because their chickens are actually
horrible mutant freaks with no eyes or feathers.
I no longer use cancer-causing deodorants even though I
smell like a water buffalo on a hot day.
Thanks to you, I have learned that my prayers only get
ans
SummerThe still night broken,
By weeping crickets,
The creaking bed springs,
Around the rustling wind,
Thirsty moans,
Broken in desire,
Crash with hungry cries,
Against my burning skin.
SummerYour Summer Love Style is Serious
While others may be into a summer fling, you're about the real thing.
And there's a good chance you're already serious with someone already.
For you, the summer is about getting closer and more committed.
Just don't get tempted by any of that hot weather eye candy!
What's Your Summer Love Style?
Summer NightNOW sleeps the crimson petal, now the white;
Nor waves the cypress in the palace walk;
Nor winks the gold fin in the porphyry font:
The firefly wakens: waken thou with me.
Now droops the milk-white peacock like a ghost,
And like a ghost she glimmers on to me.
Now lies the Earth all Danaë to the stars,
And all thy heart lies open unto me.
Now slides the silent meteor on, and leaves
A shining furrow, as thy thoughts in me.
Now folds the lily all her sweetness up,
And slips into the bosom of the lake:
So fold thyself, my dearest, thou, and slip
Into my bosom and be lost in me.
Summer Salad Tuscan StyleSummer Salad Tuscan style
( serves about 4 )
1 small loaf of coarse day old Italian bread
1/4 cup Extra virgin olive oil
3 tabs balsamic vinegar
1 clove garlic, crushed
1 teas salt
1 teas Tabasco sauce
3 large ripe tomatoes, cut into large chunks
1 large red onion, cut in half and sliced
1 large cucumber, cut into large chunks
1 large red pepper, seeded and cut into large pieces
1 large yellow pepper, seeded and cut into large pieces
1 cup arugula leaves
1/2 cup chopped fresh basil leaves
1/2 cup sliced black olives
1 tabs capers
Tear bread into large pieces to make about 4 cups. Combine olive oil, balsamic vinegar, garlic, salt and TABASCO sauce in bowl. Add remain ingredients, toss to mix well. let stand 30 mins before serving.
Summerhey all,
so i'm not going to be on as much due to my summer hours. my hours change this week. so if i'm on, it's in the morning to check mail/messages. then it's off to do things before work. so for those who i miss, my apologies now.
so i wish everyone well and keep leaving messages/mail. i'll try to get back to you as soon as i can. =)
Summer Of 97I can hear the fireworks in the distance. Even though it is mid-summer, the raging fire would normally be comforting. It would be if this wasn't happening to me.
We were just dancing. We are still dancing but yet no one can see what he is doing to me. Why doesn't anyone see? We are right out in the open but no one sees us.
I smell the sour mash on his breath. I feel his hand creap down my shirt and coddle my breast. I try to pull away only to be restrained. His arm tightens around my chest. He pulls me closer to his body.
One hand on my breast, fingers from the other now tangled in my pubic hair. I don't understand what's going on. Why is he doing this to me? Is this the same man that has vowed to protect me? Is this the same man that I call Dad?
Now he hides what he is doing. He pulls me close and won't let me go as we are approached. No one has seen what has happened. No one notices my attempt to excape, my struggle for freedom. What will he do if I scre
Summer Classes For MenSUMMER CLASSES FOR MEN
AT THE
"LEARNING CENTER FOR ADULTS"
REGISTRATION MUST BE COMPLETED BY Friday, August 31, 2007
NOTE: DUE TO THE COMPLEXITY AND DIFFICULTY LEVEL
OF THEIR CONTENTS, CLASS SIZES WILL BE LIMITED TO 8 PARTICIPANTS MAXIMUM.
Class 1
How To Fill Up The Ice Cube Trays --- Step by Step, with Slide Presentation.
Meets 4 weeks, Monday and Wednesday for 2 hours beginning at 7:00 PM.
Class 2
The Toilet Paper Roll --- Does It Change Itself?
Round Table Discussion.
Meets 2 weeks, Saturday 12:00 for 2 hours.
Class 3
Is It Possible To Urinate Using The Technique Of Lifting The Seat and < /SPAN>
Avoiding The Floor, Walls and Nearby Bathtub?
Group Practice.
Meets 4 weeks, Saturday 10:00 PM for 2 hours.
Class 4
Fundamental Differences Between The Laundry Hamper and The Floor
Pictures and Explanatory Graphics.
Meets Saturdays at 2: 00 PM for 3 weeks.
Class 5
After Dinner Dishes --- Can They Levitate and Fly Into Th
Summerhurray its officialy summer here in north yorkshire, thats in the U.K for those that dont know, its warm todayand the swallows who nest in my garage have returned and were waiting to say hello when i got home last night, its good to have them back.
SummerA peaceful breeze,
Gently blows through my hair.
I think of you,
And whisper your name.
The moon is bright,
And the stars are shinning,
Way up in the sky.
Tonight the earth seems so peaceful,
Summer is slowly fading to fall.
The sweet smell of dew in the air,
And the light of the moon on my face,
Brings me to my knees.
I feel a chill in the air all around me,
And can hear the leaves rustling in the trees.
The sidewalk is still warm from the warm afternoon sun,
Beneath my feet.
The memories of the summer fill my mind,
But soon will disappear.
Like all the times we shared,
Under the moonlit sky.
They'll blow away with the wind,
Until next year,
When summer comes again.
By: Sara Prince
August 26, 1996
Summer NightThere lies a willow
beyond a bending creek
that sways with every whisper
and there I come to seek
the sounds of life unfolding
I sit beneath her shade
to hear the softest whisper
of rabbits in the glade.
Within the water purely
I see the silver fish
they dance about in sunlight
as if were my wish.
And there beyond the willow
the soothing sounds of night
enfold the creatures living
an endless summer night.
Summer Luvin' - Tanned, Healthy, And Healedwhew..
summer's really hot and sunny and all, and what best way to enjoy it than going to the beach!
i was away for a while, had a vacation at one of the greatest diving spots in the world here in the Philippines (although i didnt get to dive coz of my allergies, sheesh) and resolved to just snorkeling and all, which was fun, real fun under the sun..
and about the tan..well, t'was not quite a success, coz i was planning to have a good sexy tan line with my bikini top, but what happened was that i got burned at the back and my face was well a bit "tanned" more than i want it to be..
but nyways, the best part was that im getting healthy and better (thanks to one of my friends here who suggested to go to the beach ^_~ i owe u one ^_^ ) and everything's a success..
so why do i bother writing this anyway?
well,i just thought i wanted to let u guys to know im still alive and kicking and tanned =p
anyway, see u online! ^_~
give me a shout or a PM (omg i was so c
Summary Of SuckinessFeeling free to express yourself is one of the first liberties the founding fathers granted to us as a free country from England. You get up in the morning knowing that.. You go to bed at night. You know of people, parties, clubs, gangs, etc that they do awful things. They do hurtful things. Than you have the people in the world who do amazing things. They save lives and help the less fortunate. These great en devours give us hope that our universe keeps an even tilt to good and evil.
I started this blog with this brief idea of expression because of the suckiness I feel right now. Not so much that freedom of speech and saying what you want is wonderful; nor dreadful. I see it more as a fact. Something that can be interpreted in many ways. Looked at in different situations and much hateful.
Such as when you use slander towards different cultures, races, factions, and relationships you have with significant others. I have people I don't like in music. Such as most cou
Summer ShudderSummer Shudder"
Listen when I say, when I say it’s real
Real life goes undefined
Why must you be so missable?
Everything you take, makes it more unreal
Real lies are undefined, how can this be so miserable?
Under the summer rain, I burnt away,
Under the summer rain, (Burn!) You turned away.
Listen, I can't make, make a sound or feel,
Feel fine, I kiss the lies, why must they be so kissable?
Listen as I break, break the forth wall's seal.
Gorgeous eyes shine suicide, when will we be invisible?
Under the summer rain, I burnt away,
Under the summer rain, (Burn!) We burned away.
Under the summer rain, I burnt away,
Under the summer rain, (Burn!) You turned away.
This is the fall; this is the long way down,
And our lives look smaller now, and our lives look so small,
(Leave me here crying)
This is the fall; this is the long way down
And our lives look smaller now, and our lives look so small…
Under the summer rain, I burnt away
Under the summer rain, (Burn!
Summertime...Another day, another dollar...
I remember you
under perfect summer skies
smile
immaculate
I remember you...
Today the heavens are drapped blue
light and clear
and I can almost taste the freshness with every breath
summers kissing the mind
with joyous ocean thoughts
and bakeing everything light
into pastel shades
even drab grays and browns
are taking on ice cream hues
Laughter calls from every corner of the galaxy
unseen children reveling in fantasy freedoms
voices drifting over roof tops
and through open windows
echoing in the mind
with tastes of holidays
from every past
I sat up in my bed, this morning,
and stared through the low open window opposite
stared out at the early morning vista
soaking in the carnival that is summer
what should I do today?
what should I do today?
The lake sounds like a good idea
half on green
half in blue
the cooling kiss of waters
as it tastes my body
gently loving me
with all it's wisdom
or there is the city
Summer ScheduleI will be unavailable from May 12, 2007-August 21, 2007. I will be working 60+ hours a week and will not be getting online during the dates mentioned above. Those of you who wish to get ahold of me know how. Otherwise I will see everyone on the flip side.
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SummerSummer, like a long, cool drink
envelopes and breathes
enticing breath to
a hungry soul.
The song of birds lazily
singing in the nearby trees
The smell of lilacs along the road
A strange insistant heat
paves a path of forgiveness
for the bitter, repetitive nights
and early chill of mornings
of winter past.
The creek trickles in quiet rhythem
to the sound of my feet along
the empty road.
An evening calm alights like
a rush in a bush,
gladly I'll walk this way again and
again, like summer is a long, lost friend.
***********summer Time*****************************SUMMER TIME**********************
*********BY THE POET Magic Mike******************
************C-TOWNS FINEST***********************
Yes that's right, it is almost time to grind all night.. Making paper is just one of the ways, to celebrate theses special days..This is the time where gear rains supreme, and what you have on your feet is as important as each and every ring..Ands the whips are tight each and everyday,washed and waxed by a crack head who don't want much pay..And the women "LORD" thewomen with flat bellys showing, and that ass they spent all winter growing.. The young girls dressed just as hot, just dying to show off what they got.. And they walk up and down each and every block, to find a baller they can knock..As the day fades and the evening comes, it is to the park we all run..You can hear all the bass from a mile away, now this is the way we end a good day..After ab the grinding and hitting the courts, it's time for the women my favorite sport..
Summer FunLooking for something different for your vacation time? Someplace new? Check this site out:
www.downpourfestival.com
I was a part of this last year and it was awesome! Watch the video, read the stories of others who were there last year. See for yourself.
I'd appreciate it if you'd pass this on to others as well. Thank You!
Summerremember when summer was fun and carefree i was looking forward to those times again but alas i have 7 credits to take this summer
The Summer Of 1957It's the summer of 1957 and Harold goes to pick up his date, Peggy Sue.
Harold's a pretty hip guy with his own car and a duck tail hairdo.
When he goes to the front door, Peggy Sue's mother answers and invites him in. "Peggy Sue's not ready yet,
so why don't you have a seat?" she says.
That's cool. Peggy Sue's mother asks Harold what they're planning to do
Harold replies politely that they will probably just go to the malt shop or to a drive in movie or maybe go to the
local Dance Hall.
.
Peggy Sue's mother responds, "Why don't you kids go out and screw? I hear all the kids are doing it."
Naturally this comes as quite a surprise to Harold and he says "Wha...aaat?"
"Yeah," says Peggy Sue's mother, "We know Peggy Sue really likes to screw; why, she'd screw all night if we let her!"
Harold's eyes light up and he smiles from ear to ear.
Immediately, he has revised the plans for the e
Summer VacationSchool is over for the summer, so I'm back in NJ for the month, then I'm going to Maine till the middle of augest.
Summer Night FantasyDueling banjos jangle through the smoky night.
Gypsy's whorl around fire in the fading light.
Fireflies circle in the ominous gloom.
A small grassy knoll serves as our room.
Lunar beams pierce our magnetic skin.
Her sinful pleasures she gladly lends.
Two hearts become one for a single beat.
Lost in private lands, bountiful heat.
After tonight our paths may never cross.
My heart will go on, so forget love lost.
Desire formed a bond in the sticky heat.
Summer night fling, fantasy complete.
Summer PassionSummer heat is in the air
While the one you love is near
You sneak a hug and a kiss
Wanting more is what you wish
Seeing that sparkle in her eye
Gives you the passion that reaches the sky
Needing the sweet embrace of her touch
Has you yearning for ecstasy so much
The smell of her extravagant scent
Keeps your mind going with hours well spent
Releasing the urges from deep within
Your bodies pull together and mend
As the room fills up with sweat and desire
It makes ya both think that the room is on fire
Continuing to pleasure each other in every way
With your bodies moving with a magical sway
Knowing the end is almost near
Your body begins to fill with fear
Not for the reason you are thinking
But for the reason that has me sinking
Summer is now over and done
Which sends you back home and thats not fun
Summertime is when we had our time together
That is when I realized the passion I have for you will last forever
SummerWell, Summer is upon us and I have to relinquish my kids to their sperm donor for 6 weeks. I have to stay strong for their sake. I will give me a little time to myself and do a little home improvement that needs to be done without having to stop every 5 minutes to tell them to behave and stay clear. Also I won't have 400 kids running in and out of my house all during the day.( yea 400 is exagerating lol) Still when you have kids from the age of 5 to 14 you get a little stir crazy! BUT! I still have a feeling if its not the younger ones down here it will be the 17, 19 and 23 yr old wanting to hang out lol.
Summers HereBoth kids are out of school now and the fun has just started... You will find that even though I may be signed on here that doesnt mean Im on here. I will be spending alot of time out doors with the boys this summer. And right now Im also spending a good amount of time with Jim and going to his softball games which I enjoy very much. So if I dont respond right away you now know why. I have many things planned for the boys and myself this summer and not much of it includes inside play. Have a great summer.
SummerI am so confuzzled, I am tryuing to figure out what to do this summer. I want to go camping and hiking. but I also just wanna sit at home and veg...ya know.
Summary Plans For The Beginning Of The Week :)5-27: not get rained on or have too heavy a rain-related headache, tape an interesting Czech classical-era mass setting broadcast last week (over BBC, not over a Czech station I also listen to which however tends to have a more broken signal web-wise), see Spiderman 3 with a group I'm in, do some web-work (all this internet shtuff leads me to web puns. May do the webwork tomorrow though.), mail some important organizational material (menu, ...) to my "coach" (no, this is not spy stuff :) - this is independent living stuff, Eric is getting there but not fully self-supporting. Considering some incidents last year I am hesitant to write that publicly but that horsie?
He is well out of the barn...
and already contentedly eating in a pasture on the moon...)
Probably do laundry also after movie. And continuing to work on the score-sheets in the "Reissiger" folder in my images gallery, which only go from the end to about 220 bars from the end (I was perverse and went backwards, not
Summer 2007Yeah summer is almost here! I'm getting excited...I'll be done one job then I'll continue with the other job during the summer :)
Summer FluWell this is a first for me to get a flu in 80 degree weather. 2 nights ago I started getting hot...then chills. Then came pains in my back. I have never gotten a flu before at this time of the year. I am finally coming out of it. The back pain is gone...I have a slight fever still but I believe the worse is over.
Summer A Comeing!!yeah ..summer a comeing All
Are you's Ready to Rock???!!
hang on tight, its gonna be a hot Year
and A rockN one to ...So think positive
We got it made, and I welcome you all ..
Good To be alive ..no matter wher your from
Stay cool...IAm... Peace& Happiness...
Summer Sinfest! You Know You Wanna Cum!FETISH BDSM EVENT PERFORMANCES BY CADAVER CABARET TEMPLE OF FLESH SERPENTARIUM DOMINION MUSIC -2 DJS: VAMPIRE JAMES NUMBERS DJ SPINLOCK ATOMIX LIVE MUSIC PEACHES AND CREAM ..>..>
SummerSummer
The taste of a BBQ, at a quarter til nine
The feel of anticipation, as you cast out your line
The sight of a bobber, finally going under
The sound of a crash, from afternoon thunder
The smell of a cool, fresh water lake
The feel of relief, from finding some shade
The sight of ten pm, still being light
The taste of ice-cold beer, on a hot muggy night
The sight of the colors, from the garden in bloom
The feel of long nights, at the end of June
The sight of a lightning bug, or if you prefer firefly
The sound of firecrackers, on the 4th of July
The feel of sand, on your feet between your toes
The taste of food, from the street fairs and festivals
The smell of smoke, from your own campfire
The sight of corn, growing higher and higher
The sound of screams, from a Cedar Point ride
The smell of burgers, and ribs cooking outside
The taste of lemonade, on a shady front porch
The feel of enjoyment, from going up north
The sight of young women, in their bathing suits
T
SummerAnd it's only just begun!! I've found my best friend in the world in which I will be seeing her this month or next. I will be finishing my second album in August. My birthday in July will be bringing together some long needed togetherness with some very special people.
It just feels like my life is on top of the world! My energy is great [a good feeling after it NOT being that way a while back] and there have been others that I have met here that are showing me how to direct and control my energies in order to keep them this way. If I could be literally drunk on life I would be!
I guess this blog is more about my life these days rather than just the summer LOL!!
It seems that I am on a ride and there is no telling where it will take me and for the first time I am really excited!!
I hope so many of you out there can feel the magic that IS life and living. Without truly feeling it you are dead.
LOVE to everybody and thanks for reading!!!!
~Mistress Dee
Summer FunSUMMER WEATHER IN JUNE IN THE TEXAS PANHANDLE SUCKS BECAUSE U GET UR SUMMER WEATHER IN SPRING AND SOME TIMES GET ALL YEAR AROUNDAND THAT REALLY SUCKS BIG TIME
SummerI'm not a huge fan of summer because it's HOT and I sunburn really easily. But...I do like going to the beach and just the laid backness (not a word, I know) that it brings. I remember being a kid and just playing outside all summer with NO worries. God, I miss those days so much. Then I remember being a teenager and sneaking beer and hanging out late all summer. Still carefree.
Now...I have to work all the time and worry about bills. Not so much fun, thus is life. I have managed to fill my summer with going to see baseball games, wrestling events and some concerts. I have:
Flaw on 6/30
Mushroomhead on 7/7
Papa Roach, Hinder, & Buckcherry on 9/8
I need to find a few more to go to. There isn't really a point to this blog...just some rambling.
SummerI'm not a huge fan of summer because it's HOT and I sunburn really easily. But...I do like going to the beach and just the laid backness (not a word, I know) that it brings. I remember being a kid and just playing outside all summer with NO worries. God, I miss those days so much. Then I remember being a teenager and sneaking beer and hanging out late all summer. Still carefree.
Now...I have to work all the time and worry about bills. Not so much fun, thus is life. I have managed to fill my summer with going to see baseball games, wrestling events and some concerts. I have:
Flaw on 6/30
Mushroomhead on 7/7
Papa Roach, Hinder, & Buckcherry on 9/8
I need to find a few more to go to. There isn't really a point to this blog...just some rambling.
Summerhot-days ultra violet rays//
its like heat of the night with the crime-rate//
when hookers trying to find-a-date//
something wrong with there mind-state//
over heated motors bad body oder//
sun glasses, redest biggest asses, with heat rashes//
sun-oil,making blood boil//
over Cook meat in the sun we have toasted buns//
is like satan obulating,//
and rosey odonald sitting naked on the pavement and smelling like baccon//
idont mean sound like a sinster//
but least i got air condisioner//
so when school-out, get in the pool-now//
tell the youngers next time u smell something harsh in the dumster,tell your mother//
thats the smell of summer//
SummertimeSo its summer here, the sun is shining, the weather is hot, the beach is purrrrfect...I luv watching the sunbathers, relaxing in the glow of the warm rays of sun...I have few new bikini's which are so damn hot...Ill post some pics soon...keep your eye out for em:)
I gotta get this milky white skin that honey caramel glow of summertime...I can stay all day playing in the cold lake waters,laying in the soft white sand and of course having my shiny oiled skin kisses by the rays of the hot summer sun!
Summer ClassesThis summer I am taking Keyboarding I, BMT 270, BMT 200. Two of my classes are online the other one is up at the college. These classes are only 5 weeks long so I will be very business for the next 5 weeks.
Summer Survey..2007READ THIS AND REPOST BUT IF U CAN SEND ME A PRIVITE MESSAGE THE ANSWERS SO I CAN KNOW U ALL ALITTLE BETTER...THX ..LOTS OF LOVE TO YA ALL ..HUGGZ STACIE..HHC
1. DO YOU HAVE A BROTHER?
2. WHAT WERE YOU DOING 10 MINUTES AGO?
3. IF YOU WERE A COLOR, WHAT WOULD YOU BE?
4. MTV, BET, OR VH1?
5. IF YOU COULD GO ANYWHERE RIGHT NOW, WHERE WOULD IT BE?
6. NAME A PERSON THAT STARTS WITH THE LETTER "C"?
10. WHERE'S THE BEST PLACE TO GET ICE CREAM?
14. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SUBJECT IN SCHOOL?
15. DO YOU LIKE PICKLES??
16. WHAT COLOR IS YOUR PHONE?
17. WHAT ARE YOU DOING TOMORROW?
19. ARE YOU EASY TO GET ALONG WITH?
20. WHAT MOVIE DO YOU WANT TO SEE RIGHT NOW?
21. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE "SCARY MOVIE"?
22. WHOSE BIRTHDAY IS COMING UP??
23. DO YOU LIKE STARBURSTS?
24. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN TO SEA WORLD?
25. IS DANNY TANNER THE COOLEST DAD EVER?
27. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT?
30. HAVE YOU EVER SMOKED?
Summer SudsIf you have been to a foam party with Shady Bastards then you know that it's going to be the party of the year. If you haven't, then you don't want to miss out. This will be THE party of the year! The Shady KreweWiLD 98.7 Morning Freak Show's PacoYour favorite DJ and oursPA$$ THA MIC
Summer Lime Chicken Breast Stir-fry BroccoliIngredients for the lime chicken breast:
4 boneless and skinless chicken breasts - each 1/2 pound
1/3 c olive oil
Juice of three limes
4 cloves of garlic, peeled and minced
3 tsp fresh cilantro, chopped
1/2 tsp each of salt and freshly ground black pepper
6 yellow peppers
6 red peppers
6 orange peppers
Ingredients for the stir-fry:
4 c fresh broccoli
1/4 c chopped walnuts
1 1/2 tsp sesame oil
1/2 tsp chili oil
1 tsp sodium soy sauce
Garlic powder
Mix all ingredients for the lime marinade together in a medium bowl. Add 1/3 cup olive oil, the juice of three limes, garlic, fresh cilantro, and salt and pepper.
Lay boneless chicken breasts between 2 sheet wax paper. Using a wooden mallet, pound each chicken breast gently to tenderize meat. Place chicken breasts in lime marinade for a minimum of two hours - keep covered and chilled. (If you need to prepare dish in advance, you can marinate breasts overnight.) Cook chicken breast on grill pan, or in broiler for a
Summer Lime Chicken Breast Stir-fry BroccoliIngredients for the lime chicken breast:
4 boneless and skinless chicken breasts - each 1/2 pound
1/3 c olive oil
Juice of three limes
4 cloves of garlic, peeled and minced
3 tsp fresh cilantro, chopped
1/2 tsp each of salt and freshly ground black pepper
6 yellow peppers
6 red peppers
6 orange peppers
Ingredients for the stir-fry:
4 c fresh broccoli
1/4 c chopped walnuts
1 1/2 tsp sesame oil
1/2 tsp chili oil
1 tsp sodium soy sauce
Garlic powder
Mix all ingredients for the lime marinade together in a medium bowl. Add 1/3 cup olive oil, the juice of three limes, garlic, fresh cilantro, and salt and pepper.
Lay boneless chicken breasts between 2 sheet wax paper. Using a wooden mallet, pound each chicken breast gently to tenderize meat. Place chicken breasts in lime marinade for a minimum of two hours - keep covered and chilled. (If you need to prepare dish in advance, you can marinate breasts overnight.) Cook chicken breast on grill pan, or in broiler for a
Summer Tick WarningSummer Tick Warning
Given the onset of warmer weather it's very important that you be aware of this. I would ask you to ensure that you forward this to everyone that you care about.
SUMMER TICK WARNING
If someone comes to your front door saying they are checking for ticks due to the warm weather and asks you to take your clothes off for an inspection,
DO NOT DO IT!! THIS IS A SCAM!!
They only want to see you naked.
I wish I'd gotten this yesterday.
I feel so stupid.
Summer's BlessingCreate Your Own Countdown
The sole element on this earth that with no effort can fuse all the pieces me back together and show me the reflection of who I am, and better yet, without a word, just her presence, can convince me that I am sufficient in just being that, ...me. And I'll be the first to admit I dont make that easy.
The one who can make all the rhetoric and stresses of each day evaporate with just her smile.
In less than 12 hours...my daughter will be home.
I find myself pacing the floor, wanting to decorate, prepare a fireworks display of proportion that would land me in jail, rent a skywriter, lol, but then I realize she will light up the place all her own once her eyes find me at the airport.
Anyway, I may be a lil scarce in the coming month to those that communicate with me regularly, but I will be on here and there, and will try my best to keep up on things best I can. Some will only miss what I do for their page, some will actually miss me, either wa
Summer Road Trips Can Be Long And BoringI got a great road trip game that everyone (young and old can enjoy)
.......We call it the Alphabet sign game....
ABCDEFGHIJKLMNOPQRSTUVWXYZ
Heres how it is played:
You start with the first letter of the alphabet ( for those of you who have
forgotten the alphabet it starts with the Letter A) and look for a sign on
the road that begins with that letter ( it has to be on the side of the road
not on a truck or a car) ...the first person that spots it and says the
word, gets the credit for it and then you continue to the next letter of the
alphabet and so on and so forth til you reach the last letter of the
alphabet.......The person that has the most words they have spotted at the
end of the game wins.....
the only letters that has an exception is the letters Q and X, When your on
the Letter Q you can look for any word and get credit for it just as long as
it has an Q within the word and the same goes for the letter X.
We took a
Summer Dessert1 lg. and 1 sm. pkg. strawberry gelatin
2 pts. frozen or fresh strawberries
1/3 of an angel food cake
Prepare gelatin according to package directions. Pour over strawberries and angel food cake that has been crumbled into small bite size pieces in a 9x13x2 inch pan. Refrigerate until firm. If gelatin is allowed to thicken slightly, the cake will not absorb as much. If you desire the cake to absorb the gelatin, pour it over the cake immediately upon mixing. After firm cut into serving pieces and top with whipped cream. Serves 12.
Summertme FunAnother reason that I am gonna be MIA is in the summertime we have what they call "Sea Fair" Its a long summertime celebrations from alot of cities and runs from the end of June til the first weekend in August. My family has been going to them since I was a little kid.
There for my time online will be scarce til after the first week in August. I will try and post when I am able say hello to you all when I am able.
Hope everyone has a great summer. I am off for now. I will check in when I can
Take care!
Denise aka Army Mom
Summerfest With DaughtryHey Gang,
Just got the video blog up from our show with DUAGHTRY. Kinda long, but thought you may enjoy some behind the scenes stuff...also, all the music is from the new album due out this winter...
Hope you enjoy...it's under the Media section on our myspace or ou can search for it on you tube...
I'm working on a written blog as well with some updates as far as shows...
-Troy
Summer Time Specials!!Hey ladies it's that time...Sun is out, vacations are coming!! Why not have a party during the weeknight and save the weekends for the lake!!
If you book a party for August during you will get......
Your party must be $300.00 in sales
1. 15% of your retail sales in FREE Product
2. ANY item at 20% off
3. a bottle of coochy Free
Your party must be $500.00 in sales
1. 15% of your retail sales in FREE product
2. ANY item at 20% off
3. a bottle of coochy Free (a 10.50 value)
4. a bottle of basic instinct Free (a $26.00 value)
You party must be $1000.00 or more
1. 15% of your retail sales in FREE product
2. ANY item at 20% off
3. a bottle of coochy Free (a 10.50 value)
4. a bottle of basic instinct Free (a $26.00 value)
5. Daddy from the Nati Free (a $38.00 value)
6. Be entered into a drawing to will a luxurious cruise for TWO to Mexico
We will play games, have some "girl talk" and enjoy a night "IN"!! Call now to book while dates are still available!! Ref
The Summer Of Drugs By Ted NugentThis summer marks the 40th anniversary of the so-called Summer of Love. Honest and intelligent people will remember it for what it really was: the Summer of Drugs.
Forty years ago hordes of stoned, dirty, stinky hippies converged on San Francisco to "turn on, tune in, and drop out," which was the calling card of LSD proponent Timothy Leary. Turned off by the work ethic and productive American Dream values of their parents, hippies instead opted for a cowardly, irresponsible lifestyle of random sex, life-destroying drugs and mostly soulless rock music that flourished in San Francisco.
The Summer of Drugs climaxed with the Monterey Pop Festival which included some truly virtuoso musical talents such as Jimi Hendrix and Janis Joplin, both of whom would be dead a couple of years later due to drug abuse. Other musical geniuses such as Jim Morrison and Mama Cass would also be dead due to drugs within a few short years. The bodies of chemical-infested, brain-dead liberal deniers conti
Summer NightSweet summer nights
Heat up and so does our passion
As the temperature rises
our desires ignite
Leading us to explore
our wanton needs
with open abandonment
Our bodies glistening
from the steamy air
You touch me here
I kiss you there
hearts racing, hands exploring
our motions in perfect accord
wondrous delights
awaits us both
Flesh meets Flesh
thirsty , tempting,tantalizing
two bodies entwined as one
Desperately seeking
a satisfying release
Hips arching
in a delectable plea
hungers demanding
to be set free
Yearning to be fulfilled
In a summer night ecstasy
©Elaine(Angelic4now) 2005
A Summers DayShall I compare thee to a summers day?
Thou art more lovely and more temperate:
Rough winds do shake the darling buds of May,
And summer's lease hath all too short a date.
Sometime too hot the eye of heaven shines
And often is his gold complexion dimm'd;
And every fair from fair sometime declines,
By chance, or nature's changing course, untrimm'd;
But thy eternal summer shall not fade
Nor lose possession of that fair thou ou'st;
Nor shall Death brag thou wander'st in his shade,
When in eternal lines to time thou grow'st:
So long as men can breathe or eyes can see
So long lives this, and this gives life to thee.
~Shakespeare
64-summer RainSummer rain...smell the air
I taste your lips and feel your wet hair
Your hands are cold as ice
On my sun schorched neck they feel so nice
A rain soaked kiss
As i am captured by your eyes
You hold me helpless as a broken child
Captivated by your shining smile
I've tried to hide my heart away
But you pull it back with every word you say
The dreams I thought had burnt to ashes
Have risen like a pheonix with blazing flashes
You black the sun with your brilliance
Can you see that my words make no difference
Swallowed by every moment you waste on me
A picture perfect vision my mind can see
You say hello and my day turns around
Like my brain I wait for no other sound
Empty my heart over and over again
Its full the second your shine begins
I'd write you words to slay your heart
If I only knew the place to start
But I'll continue my vague soul stirring
And hope someday you will find my message during...
A summer rain
Summer Of Fame, When I Began DrugsSo there we were by the creek, my first time getting high with sixteen year olds. I felt amazing but realized that eventually I'd have to go back home and possibly explain why I have mud all over my pants but then again that was a usual occurance at the creek so maybe no one would notice. I finally made it home around suppertime and as I had hoped no one asked about my pants or where I had been. It was later that night when everyone was out walking that I saw my love drive down the road and wave at me. My heart melted, and I froze to the spot making up the excuse that they wanted me to go play ping pong with them because now we could have the challenge of winner plays me. It worked, and I went back down to smoke it up this time in the basement and then in the car. It had never occured to me that I had plenty of oppertunites to learn about sex in there, instead I learned about cars, other drugs, and drinking. A few months passed of me regularly going to smoke with them and I turned 13 t
Summit Of The Rock ..poemA new day just beyond the vista
of the Ever clear Myst of the Silver Falls
casting a calling that sooths and bends my soul
Spreading its mist to embrace and cool a heated Spirit..
A morning of light crowning the Summit of Rocks
like a blindingly spectacular silent explosion
of a distant Sun..
And I extend you my hand,and open it
and all you find sitting on my Palm is simply nothing..
-Azrael Torres-
Summer Blues.Western Europe. UK and Ireland. Absolutely no seasons. No winter, spring, autumn and most definitely no fucking summer. Our months of may until august generally consist of a slight rise in temperature and that's about it. The rain arrives at predictably unpredictable times, a slight breeze becomes a force 10 fucking gale and then the sun peeks out to dry the earth before it pisses down again.
Most meteorologists would generally agree that its pretty impossible to forecast with any certainty beyond 72 hours.Within that 3 day window the vast majority of the planet can make some sort of plans based on what they have heard on the news, weather channel, whatever the fuck. We on the other hand cannot plan. We need to cover all eventualities. Packing for the beach in Ireland is a wearisome task and most of the time when the idea is put forward it is laughed off immediately. Of course this sounds like laziness of the highest order until you realise that it isn't just towel, swimwear and bee
"summer Field" By JayThis was written by a good friend of mine who just got a book of poetry published. To get a copy of his book, go to http://www.iuniverse.com/bookstore/book_detail.asp?isbn=0-595-43709-5.
Tonight , I sat to relax and clear my head and the words started pouring out of me. Why I ask does this happen? Why do the words in my mind and my heart burst through my fingertips and onto the page? Am I but a painter, an artist who has a pen instead of a brush? The thought of an open field in the summer invites me. I reach to share this image with you once again as I write.........
Summer Field
************
There is a field
It’s grasses sway back and forth
Like applause to nature’s song
One moment
In appreciation
It takes a bow
And offers itself
To you and I__
Walk with me
In grassy fields
Where we lay and watch
Nature’s show above
And talk in whispers
Of days
And nights
And love
Lay with me
In a bed of wild flowers
And place your sc
SummerSad as it maybe summers going fast and Fall is well on the way im sorry to say. Hopes all had a good summer and continues to .
SumminkYour Guardian Angel
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Summer AfeternoonI am sitting here thinking off all my friends.The ones I left behind wen i mived from Utah.The ones I left wen i moved from the canyon.The ones I mad here.The ones I met in rl the last few mouths.The ones i have yet to make I am aslo thoink of the people I loveThe once who also love me even ager all these years. And the other once I made online and wsalked away form me. I only have a few people that I am realy cose to. I do not have to say name. You know who you are. You are the once that love me even if my beleafe are a bit difent the everyone seces. The once who are passaintwith me. Even wen I am not passaint with myself.
I was tought wen i was little to luv everyone.
And I do. But there are ony a few that I love.
Stepahnie
Have a great Summer day to all I love, and Luv
Summer BreakIts soon going to be nothing but school and work and a little bit of free time. Summer break is a most over i have 3 weeks left before school starts and 2 weeks before my 20th birthday.
i start a new job at a calling center this coming week so I'll no longer be working at 2 motel jobs, yes!
Summer Of The Faeriesthis is a paper i wrote back in the 11th grade bach in 1999. i forgot what the assignment was about. i made a good grade on it anywho. and i love this paper. one of the best i have every written. anyhow, just wanted to share it.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
i tend to think that summer days and summer nights both hold a magical and mysterious treasure that can only be uncovered with the key found within one's imagination. while some dreams unfold and sometimes come true, others slip quickly through your fingers as if they were a fine grain of sand, never to be found again.
i can remember one summer that sticks out in my mind like it happened just yesterday. i like to call it the summer of the fairies. the flowers were so beautiful and full of life. the bright vibrant colors gave each on their own personality. i loved the pinks, the pastel blues, the fluorecent oranges, and the ruby reds. the flowers seems to speak to me as i caressed their silky petals when i
SummerSo, once again summer is almost over and it's back to school time again!
it's my senior year in high school so i am excited WOOT!
next summer I'll be getting ready for college... hopefully northhampton community college for mortuary science!
so how is everyone's summer going? mine is pretty damn good!
loves to all
Christine
Summer GradesKeyboarding 101 A-
Intro to Business C
BMT 270 F
This fall I am taking off to stay home with the baby . I am dropping my Business Management Minor and going to Minor in Spanish now.
Summer MornSummer Morn.
you are my sunrise
magnificence reflected on
calm waters in the
quiet hours before the world awakens
you're my summer breeze
playing with my hair
as i walk along the beach
dancing along every inch of my body
and you are the ocean
strong, awe-inspiring and yet
inviting me to fall into it's embrace
comforting, an escape from all else
you simply are my summer
magnificent, playful
awe-inspiring, comforting
perfect.
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