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Still Taking Fu-wifey Applications!
If you would like to become my Fu-Wifey, please complete the application below and send it via private message. ~~ TakenZonie Fu-Wifey Application 1. name: 2. age: 3. height: 4. weight: 5. location: 6. birthday: 7. why do you want to be my Fu-Wifey? 8. what are your hobbies? 9. favorite music? 10. favorite color? 11. favorite movie? 12. favorite day of the week? 13. do you smoke cigarettes? 14. do you drink? 15. do you do drugs? 16. do you have any tatoos or piercings? if so, what and were? 17. are you religious? 18. are you a dreamer, or are you down to earth? 19. are you spontaneous, or do you prefer to make plans? 20. are you risque, or conservative? 21. what do you feel is the most important part of a relationship? 22. do you have an innie or an outie? ;) 23. what style of panties do you wear? 24. if I was depressed or upset about something, what would you do to get me out of that mood? 25. what can you d

Still You & Me (against The World)
Now I know we’re against the world. Against the world, Still you and me. Now forgotten, By the others; You’re still there, Like a mother. I want you with me, As long as we can be. From part I, here’s part II. This dedication is for you. Cherishing the days, you and me; Against the world, still me and you Dedicated to Helene Creed (Nana)

Still I Hurt
Endless nights sleepless Tossing and turning Take the pain away Cutting, deeper still I hurt Broken hearted yet again Must be me thats not right I love to deep and nothing in return oh take away the pain Cutting, deeper still i hurt Looking in the mirror Scarred and beaten down again Oh take away the pain Cutting, deeper still i hurt

Still Hope
To this terrain-trembling world of unsung champions and championed idiots, hindered struggler's and bungled dreams, still they come, flashing their beams of hope -- Pure-fire bringers born of the sun, democracy dreamers, children of a brighter light, the poet, the writer, slashing the thick dark night with silvery signals of hope.

Still Waiting
Well I made it through the night with out galen and i am waiting to find out if they are going to release him today. I hope that they do considering that I don't know if i can make it through another day. no, i am not suicidal. i told him i wouldn't do that, but I am just barely hanging on. I have never loved someone like i love him and I miss him terribly. what i wouldn't give to have him here and feel his arms around me right now. i am sorry if i am rambling, but i am having a hard time dealing with it right now.

Still Need To Finish Contest
I'm still in this contest. I need bombs if anyone can help. I have to get to 20,000 before it can end. Can anyone help me finish this thing up so I can help others in need of bombing. Here is the link for those who can help. I understand if ur bombing other contests thats not a problem. I just want to get mine done and over with so I can help others. Just click on the pic and start bombing. Thank you all so much for ur help.

Still Testing No Need To Comment
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Still Waiting.......
So far no letter for me. I found out that my friend did not pass... She is optimistic and will be trying again next year. Good Luck to her... and Still waiting and praying for me.... More to follow.........

Still Breathing [by Rita Springer/michael Gettel]
I got a way of walking the fences. I'm keeping the keys of my soul in the pockets of my pain. But as time goes on, I tend to be too strong, And my strength can kill my weaknesses that need to be seen. You can see a vision, if you give your heart, You will find out who you really are. Still breathing, I'm still here breathing. Has love forgotten how to say my name? Still waiting, I'm still here waiting. How can I be standing in so much rain? Once in a lifetime, there's a chance at a rainbow Shining over your heart. And from every outcome, there's a light in the distance. It comes to find the things that hide love in the dark. I have had a vision, and I think I know the future. I have dreamed you in my mind. If I give my heart and keep it as an open lesson, Will I find out who you really are? Still breathing, I'm still here breathing. Has love forgotten how to say my name? Still waiting, I'm still here waiting. But somehow you found me in all this ra

Still Here
Still here ~Tony Martinez I know that I have been silent I know you have missed me I have missed you more than you will ever know The pain of being silent Hurt more than I expected But it had to be done You had to rest You needed the rest You still do But now I can whisper Now I can come to you gently Just for a short while Til you must rest again I love you My angel

Still Whining In My Shout Box Hours Later How Fucking Said So Thought All My Fu Buddies Would Find It Funny
READ FROM BOTTOM UP Dog ~*MMA ...: thats fine ->~Ashley~Mu...: you def will make my blog Dog ~*MMA ...: i just wanna be cool wit u thats all, but thats on u Dog ~*MMA ...: me too ->~Ashley~Mu...: ok im over it Dog ~*MMA ...: i thought u was alot cooler than that..i knew u were a bitch i can deal wit that. but damn! Dog ~*MMA ...: u get over it u the one who is bnot being my friend, i said i was sorry plain as fuck ->~Ashley~Mu...: lmao ok wierd way for saying sorry but yea get over it already Dog ~*MMA ...: i know u r Dog ~*MMA ...: i was trying to apologize to u actually, but its all good like i said. and i left u a comment on your mum just like u left me one ->~Ashley~Mu...: and yes im a proud bitch ->~Ashley~Mu...: well* ->~Ashley~Mu...: lmao wrell you stalking my mumms and shit get over it youre the oly only one who wanted to be a whiny pussy Dog ~*MMA ...: naw im cool, seems like i got yours in one though hoe ->~Ashley~Mu...: lmao I got ur panties

Still In F**king Pain
car crashes suck balls my bf and i were having a great convo enjoying seeing each other and then he disappered i dont know if im ditched or something happened so tht leads to confusion on how i should feel... but im in pain cant wait till the parents of the child i am watching come home so i can go home drink a drink take two vicodin and go to lala land because right now im so upset thats where i need to be

Still Having Trouble With My Texts
well i think ive tried everything. i even changed my neon signs to jpg format and they still dont blink or work right. i just dont get it?? what am i missing? ive done practically every tip that everyone has given me too and still nothing...im running out of ideas....unless i got my text signs from the wrong placem maybe? someone told me i could get them at cooltext.com...that is where everyone gets them, right? who knows...

Still Needs Some Editing.. But Just For You My Linda
Take Your Breath Away When I’m with you I can’t even speak When I see you My heart skips a beat At least when I’m alone I can breathe But with every breath I take It’s still you I see Chorus I remember how my life was Before there was you Time just passed by In a moment or two I get more than I deserve When I’m with you for just one day Life isn’t the breaths you take It’s the moments That take your breath away If only I could get you Out of my mind For just a few moments My life would be mine But when I close my eyes I see you before me Even when I blink You’re all that I can see Chorus I could live for 100 years See all there is to see But even 100 lifetimes Would never equal what you mean to me I get more than I deserve When I’m with you for just one day Life isn’t the breaths you take It’s the moments That take your breath away Outtro Oh and baby, you take my breath away

Still Working Tonight
another big day. long hours. 8am - 2am Long freaking day for me...... fan me rate me. I just can't get free to get on here. Help a brotha' out. rate my pics. blah blah blah. You know the rest ... FAN ME RATE ME FAN ME RATE MEFAN ME RATE MEFAN ME RATE MEFAN ME RATE MEFAN ME RATE MEFAN ME RATE MEFAN ME RATE MEFAN ME RATE MEFAN ME RATE MEFAN ME RATE MEFAN ME RATE MEFAN ME RATE MEFAN ME RATE MEFAN ME RATE MEFAN ME RATE MEFAN ME RATE MEFAN ME RATE MEFAN ME RATE MEFAN ME RATE MEFAN ME RATE MEFAN ME RATE MEFAN ME RATE MEFAN ME RATE MEFAN ME RATE MEFAN ME RATE MEFAN ME RATE MEFAN ME RATE MEFAN ME RATE MEFAN ME RATE MEFAN ME RATE MEFAN ME RATE MEFAN ME RATE MEFAN ME RATE MEFAN ME RATE MEFAN ME RATE MEFAN ME RATE MEFAN ME RATE MEFAN ME RATE MEFAN ME RATE MEFAN ME RATE MEFAN ME RATE ME Thanks for reading this ;)

Still
The rush of the wind. The whistle of sound. Down the way I see a shadow. I know this shadow. My heart swells and my become breathless. Filled with emotion. I get closer. The shadow grows farther. I try and reach but can not touch. My soul feel as if its drowning. I drop my hand. I turn and look and see a clearing. Turning towards it, I see the shadow again. Trying to speak, no sound is made. Walking away, I hear nothing and feel nothing but numbness. The shadow was hope. Hope I noolonger seek. I close my eyes as the tears run like a river. Still lonely. Still isolated. Just Still.

Still Here?
SO I have been working in Alaska for 5 months now. I came up here to get away from the outside world...mainly Michigan. Now I am stuck here it seems working my poor butt off to try and earn a little money. But I did find one pleasure of working here. That would be I have meet some great people, I work the Graveyard shift, and I have been able to take some of the most amazing photos. I found this website as a way to cure boredom at work and its been something interesting all night long...Hope its like that tomorrow nights shift.

Still Taking Fu-wifey Applications!
I am still looking for a Fu-Wifey...If you would like to become my Fu-Wifey, please complete the application below and send it via private message. I cant wait to hear from you...and dont forget, everything goes on this application. ;) ~~ TakenZonie Fu-Wifey Application 1. name: 2. age: 3. height: 4. weight: 5. location: 6. birthday: 7. why do you want to be my Fu-Wifey? 8. what are your hobbies? 9. favorite music? 10. favorite color? 11. favorite movie? 12. favorite day of the week? 13. do you smoke cigarettes? 14. do you drink? 15. do you do drugs? 16. do you have any tatoos or piercings? if so, what and were? 17. are you religious? 18. are you a dreamer, or are you down to earth? 19. are you spontaneous, or do you prefer to make plans? 20. are you risque, or conservative? 21. what do you feel is the most important part of a relationship? 22. do you have an innie or an outie? ;) 23. what style of panties do you

Stillness
In the stillness of this night, I feel the warmth of our future rising as the crickets fall quiet - I have not planned each day with you moment to moment, but I know our times will overflow and spill, joyous. The silence holds your whisper, surrounds us like warm water, and it needs no words. We will arrive tomorrow in the hush of skin lightly brushing together - my lips will speak to yours and tell these truths: I was empty once and noisy, now I am filled. © All rights reserved

Still Missed
5 years ago God decided to make you one of his own. Life is not fair when your murderer dies with you. Hopefully he went to hell where he belongs. You should still be here with me. Life would be a lot different. Mom would have a house right now and you'd be sitting with me watching this race right now, rooting for Jeff to win and of course I'd have to disagree with you. By now I would also have a license, but of course I don't because after you died I was too afraid for anything. Still am 5 years later. No words can truly describe how missed you are around here. I miss your laugh and your jokes. I miss everything about you...R.I.P. always and forever.

Still Waiting On You
Spreading these arms Keeping smilies on my face I am still waiting for you Having bright love in my eyes Keeping strong feelings in my heart I am still waiting for you Facing every storm in life Standing alone in another side I am still waiting for you My love will never die wishing to see you by my side I am still waiting for you

Still Loving You
Time, it needs time To win back your love again I will be there, I will be there Love, only love Can bring back your love someday I will be there, I will be there Fight, babe, I’ll fight To win back your love again I will be there, I will be there Love, only love Can break down the wall someday I will be there, I will be there If we’d go again All the way from the start I would try to change The things that killed our love Your pride has built a wall, so strong That I cant get through Is there really no chance To start once again I’m loving you Try, baby try To trust in my love again I will be there, I will be there Love, our love(wrong words, help me) Just shouldnt be thrown away(wrong words, help me) I will be there, I will be there If we’d go again All the way from the start I would try to change The things that killed our love Yes, I’ve hurt your pride, and I know What you’ve been through You should give me a chance This can’t be the end I

Still A Work In Progress
Lovely days.. Lovely days come back to me again For the days past have been so painful and monstrerous that I need to see lovely days come to me! someone to spoil someone to hold someone to love someone to mold me in to a woman that I wish to become... more beautiful then the ocean. Lovely days, come back to me Take me from the pain the pain that used to be lovely days Come to me! Ok so its not as good as what I usually do,..but its there for now...work in progress :)

Still Don't Have My Computer
I still don't have my fuckin computer fixed (sighs) My computer guy is out of town for two weeks and we don't wanna pay more to get it fixed somewhere else so I'm waiting on him to come back and then grab him before he gets busy again fixing other people's computers and laptops . So I'm stuck using my mother's computer for now UGH .....

Still Buggin The Fuck Out Of Me
http://www.fubar.com/mum.php?id=189414# goldilocks: keep your unamerican ass off of mine and stay out of my mumms while you are at at >goldilocks: fuck off goldilocks: think i will help you with that

Still Smoke Free!
Keep ya updated. I'm still smoke free. Wednesday the 19th was 21 days. Woohoo, 23 days! No cravings! Of course I'm using Snus, but at least I'm not polluting my body with TAR, CARCINOGINS, and the like!! Just good ole tobacco and nicotine. LOL ok enough about me luvin nicotine haha... :P ~LibertyLuvr

Still At The Library
still accessing from the library...never thought doing a good did would come back to bite me in the ass like this....almost caught up on past due bills the soon to be old room mate threw away...yeah she threw them away...just wait till i have time to tell you everything....you will probably wonder why i havent put a bullet in her head by now lmao....miss ya

Still Love You
I said I loved you I said I cared about you And I meant it At first I was just saying those things But you grew on me I got used to having you around I started to truly love you Then you broke my already tattered heart Tried as I might my feelings for you stayed strong I still love you I still care about you Then you got back together with me Once again I said I love you I know that you don't love me But that doesn't change my feelings I don't want to love or to care about you I want to hate everything about you But here I am I still love you I still care about you

Still Around
I'm not on here nearly as much as I used to be, but I am still around. Seems that I am doing other, more constructive, things than sitting on FUBAR all day every day recently. But, like I said, I am still on once in a while. Show me some love and I'll get around to returning it when I've got the time.

Still Even More To Love!!
this is getting ridiculous!!! just had a convo with another person on aim...a rather nice person mind you...she...well i'll let u read the convo.... janedoe8411 (11:05:27 PM): hello, you don't know me and I don't know you but I was wondering if I could talk to you for a moment OffTheWallChick1 (11:05:41 PM): about? janedoe8411 (11:06:29 PM): I seen something posted on myspace a few days ago. Some guy was harrassing you. janedoe8411 (11:06:40 PM): it's none of my business, but it was quite rude janedoe8411 (11:07:13 PM): he posted it in a blog. it was ridiculous. i just wanted you to see what he looks like before he makes anymore judgments about ANYONE being ugly OffTheWallChick1 (11:07:22 PM): umm..ok janedoe8411 (11:07:44 PM): http://blog.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=blog.ListAll&friendID=139789220 janedoe8411 (11:08:12 PM): but anyways, that's all I wanted. janedoe8411 (11:08:17 PM): I just thought it was immature OffTheWallChick1 (11:08:35 PM): oh it was...thoug

Stillbirth
Come with me and take a visit to the Northern Throne. Iceland, a land of mystery, pride in heritage, Viking lore and amass of bands that will leave you awestruck. Among these such bands, emerges Stillbirth. An amazing band which stands in a group of its own. Come now for the journey into world of Stillbirth. In the early days of 2003, the band Post Mortem, which later evolved into the force we now know as Stillbirth was formed. Lead by the dark, enduring vocals given to us by Tryggvi Hjaltason. Follow up with the mix of astounding guitar work by Einar and Kjartan, riveting bass lines provided by Eythor, and amazing drum work that will leave you feeling like Odinn is leading us into the wars of old. Not to be left out, the talent provided by Andri on keyboards. Then to emerge, the only band in Iceland to play melodic gothic metal that can enthrall the masses completely!! While listening, you may hear the similarities of Cradle of Filth and Dimmu Borgir. They stand a force to

Still I Rise
Still I Rise You may write me down in history With your bitter, twisted lies, You may trod me in the very dirt But still, like dust, I'll rise. Does my sassiness upset you? Why are you beset with gloom? 'Cause I walk like I've got oil wells Pumping in my living room. Just like moons and like suns, With the certainty of tides, Just like hopes springing high, Still I'll rise. Did you want to see me broken? Bowed head and lowered eyes? Shoulders falling down like teardrops. Weakened by my soulful cries. Does my haughtiness offend you? Don't you take it awful hard 'Cause I laugh like I've got gold mines Diggin' in my own back yard. You may shoot me with your words, You may cut me with your eyes, You may kill me with your hatefulness, But still, like air, I'll rise. Does my sexiness upset you? Does it come as a surprise That I dance like I've got diamonds At the meeting of my thighs? Out of the huts of history's shame I rise Up from a p

Still Feeling A Bit On The Crappy Side
well im getting better from the flu .. now im dealin with strep .. and if that isnt cleared up by the end of the week ive gotta go back cuz freakin mono is goin around and the way my freakin glands look she wants to check for that too .... Wonderful Eh > Blah .. anyway after i get some cleanin done tomorrow ill be on to show some much needed luv to my friends who i hope havnt tossed me to the curb due to my lacking .. ive just felt like total crap for whats goin on 3 weeks now . and just cant kick it .. anyway i hope youre all doing good and i will get to you all tomrow to make up for my being a meanie and not comin around as much to show luv ... Luv to all .. Toodles !!! nite Wen :)

Still A Friend?
One of my boys is getting out of jail tomorrow. I grew up with Eddy but fools keep telling me I need to get away from him he's dangerous he's retarded. No, I don't mean retarded like Corky Thatcher retarded but he just... does dumb shit. Any ideas?

Still Havent Talk
still havent been able to hook up and talk to my friend WAYNE.. Iknow he has be with his mother just still egar to talk with him....lol i know this sound silly but hope he reads this and know i still would like to talk with him...just bord and thought i post a blog

Still Kicking Somewhere In The World!
Don't seem to find the time to be in here much these days. I guess the fun of being here just kind of wore off. Besides the fact that I find myself much busier these days...... now that I have a life I can actually call normal. It is funny how things can change so quickly. I never saw myself leaving my other life behind or ever leaving North Carolina, but now that I have I know that it was best for everyone involved in our nightmare. I am very happy now and know that I am with the person I belong with just as DJ seems to be happy when we do talk to each other which isn't a lot. It isn't that I don't want to talk to him, but most times I'm just not sure what to say without saying something silly or stupid. We both made our share of unfixable mistakes thru our years together, but each of us still have the right to have descent lives and together that was never going to happen because I just couldn't get past my own prison and forgive the things that I felt he had done as I s

Still Awake This Morning -- So Far!
Last night worked an overnight shift, but getting off early because (1) I stayed after my shift due to a fire alarm going off in my work building earlier this week (due to one of the volunteers, as we discover, decided to cook something in the toaster on wax paper) and (2) I needed to get off work a little earlier to head off to a 5K run. No, not me! I don't run well. Never learned how to run even in Elementary School. I helped stop traffic to aid in the runners running. Yesterday, I had found on a bargain table at Barnes & Nobles (where I have some of my best treasures) a DVD & Card Instruction on the exercise forms of Tai Chi. I have always wanted to learn but never found it possible to afford the classes and, when you are working 2-3 jobs oftentimes, it can be hard to fit in a class in the schedule as well. This morning, I bring it in the home and went through the warm ups okay (excepting bringing the knee and twisting the foot around while the weight is on the other leg.

Still
love.i see forever in your eyes.i can see heven in your eyes,and when i hold you close .i dont want to let go.you are the only light i see .if the sun,should refuse ti rise.and the moon doesnt hang in the night the tides wont change seasons rearrange when the world is through i will still love you if anything,could last forever its what i feel for you oh baby you touch my heart in ways that words could never say thats why i will always love you bye tamera

Still Not Convinced 9/11 Was A Hoax.......
Written by Uncle Samwww.myspace.com/unclesam9112001Bush is giving a speech about September 11th. He speaks of his reaction and feelings when he saw Flight 11 hit the North Tower at 8:46am, before he went into the classroom! He is caught in an unexplainable lie by saying that he saw the crash as it happened. There was only one video (that the public is aware of) of Flight 11 hitting the Tower and its existence was not known by the media until September 12. Be sure to subscribe to my blogs!The video should open the eyes of every American and get people to start asking questions. How can anyone explain what Bush says in this video? Why is there not a large public outcry for truth and answers? I just don’t get it. I just do not understand. People follow blindly, like sheep, to whatever Bush, our government administration, and the media say, and whatever they do. This slip-up was on shown on National News, but still the public simply shake their heads and forget about it thirty seconds late

Still
STILL I’ve known you such a long time. It’s been a lot of years – We’ve shared each other’s secrets, Seen each other’s tears. When two lovers break up, it’s such a bitter pill, But I could never hurt you still. Maybe there’s a reason Two hearts can’t be one, But we never find out till the race is won. Now I have inside me spaces I can’t fill, But I could never hurt you still Love can die in anger, Love can die in fear. How can we restrain deepest feelings When we’re near? Anguish, pain, and sorrow have put me through the mill, But I could never hurt you still One can find an answer, Two can find a way, But only two together know the words to say. When two hearts tear apart, Lord, the loneliness can kill, But I could never hurt you still… No, I could never hurt you still. Copyright 2004 Peter Sherman All rights reserved.

Still Need A Ranch...
Texas gentleman asked a waiter to take a bottle of Merlot to an attractive woman. The waiter took the Merlot to the woman and said, 'This is from the gentleman seated over there,' indicating the sender. She regarded the wine coolly for a second, not looking at the man, and decided to send a reply note to the man. The waiter, who was lingering for a response, took the note from her and conveyed it to the gentleman. The note read: 'For me to accept this bottle, you need to have a Mercedes in your garage, a million dollars in the bank, and 7 inches in your pants.' After reading the note, the Texan decided to compose one of his own in return. He folded the note, handed it to the waiter and instructed him to return this to the woman. It read: 'For your information, I have a Ferrari Maranello, a BMW Z8, a Mercedes CL600, a Porsche Turbo, Toyota Prius and Matrix, in my garage, beautiful homes in Aspen , Colorado and Miami and a 10,000 acre ranch in Texas . Th

Still Not The Same
Still Not The Same Its still not the same When you’re walking along And looking around Trying to hear a sound Of someone singing a song The wind starts to howl The leaves twist and turn Then a tear rolls down your cheek You can hardly speak And the memories start to burn Now you’re sitting on the beach With cool sand over your feet More tears run down your face And you try to turn away From those fun and happy days- That you spent with him Laughing and smilin’ And him holding you when you were frightened But now he is gone Those days are now grey You think to yourself And you try to say What happened that night That long and hurtful fight The sun starts to set Like other times before But its still not the same And you start to think That maybe because of this mess You are to blame

Still Not Here
I woke up this morning from dreaming of you, I sat at the window and watched the sun rise, a world came awake but my heart was froze, we instant message, there is always the phone, but always inside me I'm lost and alone, without you to hold , there is empty cold, darkness and grey, I live for the moment, our eyes first meet, the touch of your skin, tast your warm lips so sweet, only to be with you makes me complete, I cherish you always with unending love, till we meet baby I'll swallow the tears, fight back the pain of you being, Still Not Here...

Still Hurt
U TOLD ME SO MANY TIMES IT WASN'T OKAY TO CRY SO MUCH SO THAT I WANTED TO DIE U TREAT ME MEAN U TREAT ME CRUEL WHY IS ALL I ASK OF U THERE IS NOTHING LEFT INSIDE CUZ U KNOW MY SOUL HAS DIED YOU PUT ME DOWN HOPING I'LL STAY ALL I WANT TO DO IS RUN AWAY THESE TEARS I SHED ARE REAL SO WHY CAN'T YOU JUST LET ME DEAL I DIDN'T MEAN TO CRY BUT ALL I WANNA DO IS DIE THIS IS HOW YOU MAKE ME FEEL MY HEART BROKEN SPIRIT GONE LOOK AT THE DAMAGE U HAVE DONE U TELL PEOPLE I MAKE U PROUD BUT REALLY U ARE IN THE CLOUDS U SCARRED ME FOR LIFE KNOWING SOMEDAY I WOULD BE SOMEONES WIFE BUT YOU DON'T CARE WHY WOULD YOU DARE YOU KEEP HURTING ME NOT HEARING MY PLEA I CRIED TEARS FOR THE FIST TIME CUZ YOU ARE ON MY MIND WISH I COULD SAY I LOVE YOU WISH I COULD FORGIVE YOU DAMMIT MOM I JUST WISH YOU CARED ENUFF TO HEAR ME I WANT TO END IT WITH YOU AND SAY I LOVE YOU BUT I JUST CAN'T I'M SORRY FOR EVERYTHING IT'S OK CUZ IT'S ALL ON ME I SHO

Still
confused with seth confused about cliff seth has not eaten food all day just drank unemployed but! have an interview tuesday my toothe hurts but! have a destist appointment monday worred whats its going to be like without seth around.... he is such a good friend and everytime we go apart and come back together it always seems more and more stronger and we are closer than ever before he opens up to me more when he gets back its werid i really wonder abou cliff too,, if brooke was right.... it i am right.... why he seems to get so cold now and then but maybe i like thoses guys

Still Not Recieving The Help I Give Others?
I HAVE ALOT OF PEOPLE I AM FANS OF BUT THE LIST OF FANS FOR ME IS SO MUCH SMALLER THEN THE LIST OF WHO I AM FANS OF? WHAT IS UP WITH THAT?? IF YOU HAVEN'T BECOME A FAN OF MINE? ,IF YOU HAVENT COMMENTED OR RATED MY PICS.ADDED ME. AS YOU ALL SAY YOU WILL?? "YOU SHOULD FEEL ASHAMED OF YOUR SELF..." FOR I HAVE DONE MY PART FOR ALL OF YOU... OVER AND OVER AGAIN...,I HAVE A LARGE FRIENDS LIST.AND EACH DAY I ADD MORE..I HAVE RATED ALMOST EVERY PIC A PERSON HAS AND COMMENTED ON THEM AS WELL..I DO MY PART TO GET EVERY POINT FOR THE PERSON .I EVEN BUY GIFTS.. I EXCEPT EVERYONE.. NO ONE I EVER REJECT.. NOW ALL OF YOU WHO HAVENT TAKEN THE TIME TO RATED ,COMMENTED,FAN ME,ADD ME,OR GIVEN GIFTS? MY 1 QUESTION TO YOU ALL....WHY? AND WTF??OVER 90 PERCENT OF YOU ARE NEW TO FUBAR..I HAVE HELPED YOU GET WHERE YOU ARE..NOW ITS YOUR TURN TO HELP ME GET WHERE I NEED TO BE..! I WILL START AT THE VERY TOP OF MY LIST..IF I SEE YOU DIDNT RATE,COMMENT,FAN,OR ADD ME..I WILL START REMOVING PEOPLE..AND IN YOU

Still Working On It
Well all last winter I did really good on working out everyday, eating right but the weight it's self didn't seem to go anywhere. I was getting slimmer but stayed the same weight. Very frustrating. Well this fall winter season I am just watching my calorie intake and not working out as much, due to so much school work. And I am dropping the weight. I have lost 15lbs, I need to lose at least another 15 to be only 49% overweight. Beign tall really helps hide the weight, and of course wearing baggy clothing. So I guess I will just have to keep up with what I am doing, I might start adding in some work outs here and there so I can slim what I have lost.

Still Werkin Lol
Hey everyone ... It easier for me to address everyone at once for now.... I sure miss getting to goof off around here! Whoooo Hoo Halloween is here and Hey I'm turning 39 on Sunday .... I'm cool with it solong as I dont look like I'm pushing 40 LOL but I beleive you look as young as u feel and I feel with my hands,Er I mean I feel about 28 so it's all good. LOL I miss everyone and I hope to be back online more really soon! *Flinging Kisses* Suzanne

Still More Poems
The first time we met, I knew I had a friend. The thing I did not know is that I would want to love you until the very end. Your precious love has turned my life completely around, I feel like I'm walking, but my feet don't seem to touch the ground. Sometimes you seem to be my shinning light guiding me through the long, dark night. As I lie alone in bed thinking of you and I I wonder if you think of me too as one more night slowly drags by. I wish I were there with you, kissing your sweet lips under the pale moon light, and holding you, so very tight. You really are the man of my dreams and I can't wait to be with you, for the rest of my life. I know our time away seems like an eternity, but I'll wait forever to be in your life. I love you, I need you, I want you, and I will for all my life.

Still So Far
My mind still keeps those words, And palms still remember that touch, My heart remembers the care and love, Love...and felt it slipping away, slowly away, My heart reached out to you, Trying to catch your hand, In the net that was my soul, My feet patted the ground, Scampering, trying to catch up, But the fog of those days crept in my eyes, I lost you...but you're still here... You're so close, but still so far, My eyes can't open until that day, When you come back, and I will wait, When you're with me on dark, rainy days, It makes any sunny day without you Feel so cold, so treacherous to breathe. When you're not here, I still remember, But I can't keep playing back my thoughts Of you, your care and love and pure presence, So please come back, come back soon... I love you, and I always will. Why we have to stand so far apart I'll never know. All I know is I want you here, all three of you with me. Come back soon, I miss you guys...

Still Need More Members!..:)
HOTT BOMBERS OF FUBAR (Helping Out The Team)A New Bombing Team Dedicated To Helping Out Their Team Members To The Best Of Their Ability! With All The Contests Everyone Has It Gets Hard To Get Help Sometimes. HOTT Is Being Created To Give Everyone A Chance To Win Something! (This In No Way Meant To Be Disrespectful To Any Other Bombing Family Already in Place) HOTT BOMBERS OF FUBAR MEMBERS SO FAR!!! PLEASE MEMBERS ADD EACH OTHER!! ALSO PLEASE READ OFFICIAL RULES! Arthur155@ fubar Logan ~***SECURITY/BARTENDER**~GUILTY PLEASURES LOUNGE@ fubar Duffer66@ fubar *.:.Savannah.:.*@ fubar Denno666666@ fubar bikerdad1963@ fubar rg62@ fubar snake2007

Stillness
Silence in all her emptiness beseeches me. Suffer and let the ache never lessen. All at once, I am alone. I am, myself, stolen. I reverently lay my head in the guillontine. How many others die so willingly? I am at once obselete. A feast of relinquishment laid out in farcical charade. The pain is cyclic and calls for me now. Contempt of self and of soul buries me 'neath the cold soil. My sorrow undying. My life unworthy of rescue. Thus am I free from scorn? Clearly not. Here my heart is euthanised as the dying horse who can no longer run. Empty, how ceaselessly empty. Pity falls from the eyes yet rage germinates in the lips. Spirit divided and yet so at peace. I weep tyrannically. And you will never see me. - written by Mordrid November 9th, 12:40 am

Still Feels Good
Ooo, Ooo, Ooo-come on, Still feels good-oh,oh,oh That old t-shirt you wear to bed Hangin' off your shoulder by a thread The one you ripped off me when We first met Still feels good That old familiar song blarin' From my car We know every note, every word By heart Puts a smile on your face 'cause You know it's ours And it still feels good [CHORUS] Your fingers hooked around My belt loops Leanin' up against my ride Remember that first time I touched you It doesn't matter-I've held you a Million times Oh, and it still feels good We made some crazy plans, had some Crazy dreams And now that we've reached A few you would think That it would get old to you and me But it still feels good, still feels good [Repeat Chorus] Oh, your fingers hooked around My belt loops Leanin' up against my ride Remember the first time I touched you It doesn't matter, I've held you- I've touched you I've felt you-I've loved you- And it still feels good Yeah an

Still Need Help
With all the hype about cheaters and such... It seems like this site has gone to the drama mongers... I am still in 2 contests... could use some help with either 1 of them if ya have a chance :) This 1 is most comments wins runs till nov 30th... LOL i'm so far behind it's not funny this 1 is no time limit giveaway 30 day blast... 95,000 comments

Still Working On This Give Me Your Thoughts
we often find ourselves wondering around this world with what we belive to be open eyes. Even with our eyes wide open we still find our that we are traveling blind. We keep many parts of us closed from our eyes to our souls. We do this for many reasons. Some to sheild us from pain and others to hide fears of the unknown. Even if we choose to no longer travel blindly will we still do not notice everything that is placed infront of us.

Still Alive!!!!
lovely stuff.... Yesterday I found out we were lucky not to be eletrocuted in the shower.... but to the whole story... The electrician came by at about nine, just after I woke up. he fixed the stove for us, but as to the reason the lights and stuff were flickering when we turned stuff on, he had never seen it before... so he called the electric company, and they sent people out... the tested our house connection and the next thing I know they were disconnecting our power out at the pole... one of the guys came over and told me that we had a defect notice on our overhead fuse box (the main box next to the wire that brings the electricity into the house) because it was "burnt out" apparently he only touched the fuse and it fell off... and then he told me that the electricity was coming into the house, but because the fuse was stuffed it wasnt going back out, it was going through our house earth which touches the water pipes... so that could have been interesting... mind you, thi

Still Flesh
Still flesh and loud thoughts Quiet screaming and useless fighting Holding pillows like white flags and filling them with tears of defeat Questions asked and answers ignored Bold cowardice and brave fear A mass of contradictions, oxymorons, irrationalities Who will be the one to cast them aside and find me, cowering and crying underneath?

Still No Room In The Inn
She gave birth to her firstborn Son and wrapped Him in swaddling cloths and laid Him in a manger, because there was no place for them in the inn. Luke 2:7 The Gideons have always been welcome in my church. The reason I always allowed the Gideons to make a presentation is because they do a job that needs to be done: They place Bibles in hotel rooms all around the world. I don't know how many Scriptures they've distributed, but it's a lot. Just as importantly, I've known men and women who, having come across God's Word in the drawer of their hotel room's night stand, have been touched by God's salvation story. This is why this devotion is just a little bit sad for me. You see, it seems that some of the more modern and progressive hotel owners don't want Bibles in their rooms. They offer a number of reasons for this decision. Some say they've had inquiries from guests who want other religious books distributed; some chains feel the Bible doesn't meet the needs of the modern ma

Still Saddened
EVERETT WILLIAM KENT was born on Feb 19th 1972 he lived an active and health life I was raised with him along with the ex hubby we never really got along in our younger days or so I thought, He was always there for me when the ex tried to beat me in a way he was my protector. 12 years ago the hubby my oldest and I moved to Lasalle Illinois Everett was there to help He eventually moved here to be with us His "family". At the time life was being rough for him he was divorced made to sighn his rights to his two children over to the ex wife but he still continued on. He was a happy bouncy guy even when saddness entered his life. Everett found love again in his next wife life was good then things took a turn his wife was cheating so they divorced I was there to comfort him because I to understood the cheating spouse syndrome. Due to unfortuanate circumstances he went to jail did his time come home and somehow we found each other again Everett and I truely loved each other he has been the o

Still Analyzing Data Collected
in viewing the attack on me by two ladies i have discovered a few fake profiles may be used to build points and leveling up they were also use to attack me and my family/friends as they disagreed with them. during the gathering of data, i created a fake profile with no referrals the fake profile leveled up to 5 while gathering data. the several fakes of the two never gain any levels. if they are not fake why didnt gain any points. two profiles were deleted but not before one of these profiles attacked me then it was deleted right away. i traced that profile to crystal's referral another profile i found had a stolen picture on it from a profile that is 2 years old and still a new user. the newer profile was also used to attack me. in total i think i see six profiles between two profiles that are fake and one of those profiles may also be fake, the crystal one. cant be sure on that but possible dj mischief has 5 referrals all fake but one. maybe all

Still Here
Some what still here. Every day is just a continued one from the last. I find myself having to go down the road to eat a bite. I seem that I am not being fair to Jakie to be sitting there beside him doing what he can't. I made myself go buy a dress so when the time comes I will have something to wear. Who does this? Who would ever want to be buying a damn black dress at christmas time? I am trying my best to figure out how I am going to make a christmas for the other kids. What a way for them to all have to learn about death huh. I'm just tired so tired.

Still Need More Help...
Hello all I know I have been asking for alot of help lately, and other than just a couple of people that have been helping me... I need more help.. I have used all of my photo comments already today and have a little over 9200 comments.... that is really getting close, but still not there to the 10000. Here is the link that needs the comments....

Still Alive!
Hey all just wanted to stop in and say hi and say i am still alive if any of you were wondering! I have had alot going on lately so i haven't been online much for the past couple months. I will try to be more social hope everyone is well! Happy Holidays everyone be safe! Sandy aka The Forsaken One

Still Down
I doubt if anyone is reading these, but for any that do, My computer is still down. I'm able to access my email and fubar once or twice a day via My daughter computer. I am working on the computer and hope to be back online again soon. Hope you all had a wonderful christmas. Sir Dave

Still In Shock
I just had to put this somewhere because it shows me just how much he truly loves me and how completely amazing he really is. For Christmas, Donnie got me an absolutely gorgeous diamond cross necklace and diamond and sapphire ring. My mom said there was a story behind the ring, but Donnie would have to tell me....he couldn't tell me to my face, he had to do it over messenger, so here is the convo. I'm still shocked, and finally realizing that he really does love me. Donnie: so I never did tell you about that ring and what led up to it Me: no you didn't lol Donnie: Well here is the deal. I was going to ask you to marry me. I talked to Jelly, and your mom. your mom thought it was a great Idea and without hesitation Jelly flat out said no Me: omg are you serious? did jelly tell you why? Donnie: I told jelly that I would not do it because she was not ready, she had a look of horror on her face and I could tell she was very uncomfortable with the idea Me: wow, i think

Still Alone
well this offically makes the second year in a row im single, this fucking sucks, you try to be a nice guy and its true you always finsish last, well im tired of being a nice guy, i think im just gonna be an asswhole from now on, cause aint nothing getting me anywhere else, it seems people cant accept me for who i am, so im not even gonna try anymore, i just gonna be a royal fucking dick to everyone,later

Still Here, Just Taking A Break
well, friends, this has been one new year I won't soon forget. I have had many tests this past week. I have more biopsies and MRIs to have done. I am already known at the radiology office by name. I walk in and they know who I am and what procedure I am having done...is that a good thing or not? I am not sure about that yet. haha~ But anyway, I am still here on fubar but I am just taking a break. I have done a lot of thinking and have come to the conclusion that I have made several friends on here and I can't leave just yet. And besides...I get a new boob job so I have to show them off when it's done~! WOOHOO~! LOL Seriously though, I am going to be on here just checking in from time to time. Feel free to send me some love sometime. And when I am on I will be sending all my friends lots of love. I just need to take a break and get this cancer beast taken care of.......I know you all understand. Check out Jeff's page (audio) and leave him some love too. He needs some lov

Still
well, I got my phone back on after a slight disagreement with my phone company(YES I payed the bill) but still no dsl! ARRRGHHHH so if I can't figure it out after work tonight I may just be on dialup for a while (fate worse than death)

01-03-08 (still Want To Put 7)
Welcome to my nightmare - oops blog I mean! How's things on your side of the screen? We've got about five inches of good 'wet' snow ... For the lucky non-snow knowledgeable: WET = Heavy, very 'packable' white stuff! (good to make snowmen in, bad for driving or shoveling) *holds achey-breaky back* I'd actually go 'play' in it but I've got that nasty ass cold/flu that's going around ... And besides - my daughter not around to blame for my childish behavior -lol- I miss my little one, she's been with her mom since NYE - she'll be back tomorrow! My dog just adores her, she gets down for a couple days when the young bloods not here ... (although it doesn't like my grandbaby much) -They fight for table scraps from me- haha Any snow where your at? Do you enjoy it?? I'll continue my 'Tuesday Train' starting next week ... I've made a bunch of new comments - which get mixed in with some older one in the weeks ahead. Tod

Stiletto Sex
She needs to fuck every night she needs to suck, she needs to lick, she needs to fight she likes it rough, she likes a tease electric dirty disco, fuck no, thank you please slips on her fishnets with painted toes smears on her lipstick, teases her hair and rips her clothes oh so electric with hair dyed black old jacket faded, complicated, now shes back she's fancy she's high class she's trashy she's celebrity she's hollywood a nice ass a tease, but still its not for free she's got the pills just name the kind she'll press a button erase, play, and rewind a dirty cunt you say maybe its true but shes out fucking him while hes out playing you she's got the blades and the stars approved her bruises go to deep for the past to remove you're so advanced she'll like it too twirl her and bite her lip thats what she likes to do

Still Depressed But An Update At To Why
That night, Erick ended up not going to work. Things worked out. He stayed home and we watched some movies, cuddled, and had some fun. I am no longer depressed over that. We talked about it and I told him that his nights off that I get a babysitter, he needs to stay home because I have plans for us. He is fine with that. However I am not depressed over something else. As anyone who has seen my profile can tell, my birthday is coming up soon. I was looking forward to it. Erick showed me a $3000 engagement ring in a magazine and told me that is what I am getting for my birthday. He told me last night that I am not getting it. I have been really depressed because I am worried that if I am pregnant, I will have another miscarriage. We were talking last night and I asked him to be totally honest with me. I asked him if he was getting that ring for me and he said honestly, no. I cried myself to sleep. He said he wanted to know if I liked it and I told him that there are better ways to ask so

Still Alone
We're still alone but that's OK, We got our friends and family! Jails institutions and death by my count there's just one left! The triple crown of tragedy my birthright and destiny, Our destiny is at the end of a rop! The bottom of a glass or a bag of dope, Nowhere to turn when you're shit out of luck! Still alone and I'm still fucked... fuck you! Slave to addiction for years and years hid from my life, Hid from my fears, fucking broke, alone locked down... My life is better when you're not around! Watch me struggle as my life fades and try to learn from my mistakes, So those who turned their back on me won't get to share in my victory! Still alive wishing I was dead Too many years fucked in the head! Still alive wishing I was dead When will this misery end?

Still I Rise Another Poem By Me
You may write me down in history With your bitter, twisted lies, You may trod me in the very dirt But still, like dust, I'll rise. Does my sassiness upset you? Why are you beset with gloom? 'Cause I walk like I've got oil wells Pumping in my living room. Just like moons and like suns, With the certainty of tides, Just like hopes springing high, Still I'll rise. Did you want to see me broken? Bowed head and lowered eyes? Shoulders falling down like teardrops. Weakened by my soulful cries. Does my haughtiness offend you? Don't you take it awful hard 'Cause I laugh like I've got gold mines Diggin' in my own back yard. You may shoot me with your words, You may cut me with your eyes, You may kill me with your hatefulness, But still, like air, I'll rise. Does my sexiness upset you? Does it come as a surprise That I dance like I've got diamonds At the meeting of my thighs? Out of the huts of history's shame I rise Up from a past that's rooted in pai

Still Going
The secret pic contest continues. Only one person has commented on the secret pic. I've selected a photograph at random from one of my folders. The first three people to leave a comment on it will win 100,000 fubucks each. * There is no time limit on the contest. * When the photo receives 3 new comments, I will notify the winners, leave a comment on the photo, and write a new blog. No one will be notified until there are 3 winners. * Questions? Give me a shout. Timmy

Still Kickn'!
Well it has been one hell of a new year so far. I like my new job that I started about the last of December after being fired from my last one that I was with for two long years. Things seem to happen for the best and so far this is one of the best things that has happened to me. Well Miranda and I have been together for 7 months now and I couldn't be happier. She is the first thing I think of when I wake up and the last thing on my mind when I fall asleep. It has gotten to the point that we don't even have to complete a sentence and each of us know what we are trying to say. She has opened my eyes and heart to a whole new world of emotion that I have never had the pleasure of feeling before. I love her so much. Her son has even gotten to the point that when he sees me he hugs me. It's just to damn cute. Just got done shooting my scene in my friends movie called Divine Intervention. If it wins it will be shown at the IMAX. Now people will see my ugly ass on a screen that will ma

Still Searching
"Still Searching" (senses fail) I can't believe it's been a year Since I kissed my fears On their salty lips And said to them I love you all I carried the weight of the world on my shoulders For 20 years and look at me now I've got something to say About the last 12 months I've lived I'm not the same girl I was when I was younger I just thought you should know I take a pill every day to help me deal with life And oh my God, I've lost control I stare at accidents in a sick attempt To feel at all I've got something to say About the family that I've lost I hope my mother thinks She raised a healthy girl Who needs the help of a shrink To even leave the house? I'm not the same kid I was when I was younger I just thought you should know I carried the weight of the world on my shoulders For 20 years and look at me now I'm finding a way to forget everything that I know Don't ask, just follow Don't ask, just swallow them down your throat My be

Still Down
Ok so Im still really down about the misscarrage i just wanna look past it but its hard I keep thinking what if I can never have a baby. I would be so devastied by that I keep burying myself in work so that I dont think about it but when I get home thats all I think about.Maybe im going crazy. I just needed to vent sorry.

Still Friends?
to some it may sound funny but i do read peoples pages. at least until they start about the 9th pet they had when they were a kid. if i fast forward to about their 57th pet well then probibly not gonna fan them. well any how - when life takes a dump on us, what is the use in trashing the friendly strangers we find here? no i don't mean the lurking pervs that the universe has not gotten around to pulling apart bit by bit. they will get their due. i mean good hearted people willing to take an interest in someone else's life. wouldn't u like thoose people to still be friends?

Still Hungry? Take Another Bite...
This comes from another novel of mine soon to be released by Aphrodite's Apples. It's called "Curse of Albrecht Manor". Let me know what you think. Chapter One: Wednesday “I’ll kill you!” the nineteen year-old screeched as she lunged across the low rectangular coffee table. “I’ll rip you apart, wizard!” Noah Ravenswood, the object of the attack, managed to snag her wrists as she flew towards him, spilling them both to the carpeted floor. With her hands unusable as weapons she jerked her face forward, snapping at him with her perfect white teeth. Noah turned his head as she missed biting him by a mere inch. “Sarah, a little help here!” the occultist bellowed as he attempted to roll over and pin his assailant to the floor with his superior body weight and muscle. But a knee struck him in the groin, and the wind whooshed out of his lungs as his face turned beet red. “You won’t be using those any time soon, asshole!” Ashley Pollack laughed hysterically as she aimed

Still No Clue....i'll Buy It 4 A Dollar.
I can no longer say nobody reads my blogs... So first off .... A little love 2 my hometown, Port Angeles! Thank you! You know who u r. So my next questions 4 u all. Whats the deal on blasts, sponsors n promoters?? Is there a leval that u eventually max out n have 2 start over? How dose one become a Dj in a lounge here?? Just cuz I have no clue, n like 2 make sence of this place. Thanks 2 all who read.

Still Love
Use the midnight stars as your canvas and the milky way as your pen... Connect them one by one and let the heavens guide the winds. You will find that with out effort and much sooner than you think... As a billion blazin comets leave a trail of stardust ink. It would simply be much easier to take each pearl found in the sea... And string them with the breath of life mounted on tiny golden wings. Or try to fight the balance of the planets all aligned as well as every galaxy that stood the test of time. Or even for that matter turn fire into rain... Take air and make it visible have all people think the same... Then it would to pull me from you and the love you hold alone... For your scent your kiss your smile your eyes are rooted in my core. You are the only girl I've truly loved and I can say that without hesitation... You are much more than just a memory to me loving you is my vocation. So use the midnight stars as your canvas and the milky way as your pen... And you wi

Still In That Kinda Mood.....
I WISH IT WAS MY HANDS THAT CARESS YOUR FACE THAT EXPLORES YOUR BODY TEASING THAT SPECIAL PLACE TOUCHING YOU WHERE IT COUNTS TREADING WHERE ANGELS FLEE MAKING YOU BITE YOUR LIP TRACING CIRCLES ALONG YOUR KNEE GENTLY SPLITTING YOUR THIGHS LIGHTING YOUR SKIN ON FIRE GOOSE BUMPS ON YOUR SKIN EVERY MUSCLE ACHING WITH DESIRE EVERY TOUCH FILLED WITH EMOTION EACH SIGH DRIPPING WITH LUST NAILS DIGGING INTO FLESH A PASSION DRIVEN TRUST STROKING YOUR PANTIES JUICES FLOWING FROM WITHIN YOUR BODY TENSE WITH DESIRE THE EXPLOSION SOON BEGINS MY FINGERS STROKING FASTER AS YOU BEG AND PLEAD FOR MORE HARDER AND HARDER AGAINST YOU YOU FINALLY CANT TAKE ANYMORE AS I RELEASE YOU YOU COLLAPSE WITH A MOAN I KISS YOU ON THE LIPS YOU BEG ME TO GO ON I WHISPER SWEETLY TO YOU "THERE IS MORE WHERE THAT CAME FROM" I LEAVE YOU CRAVING MORE OUR NIGHT HAS ONLY JUST BEGUN

Still Awake, Mind Is Baked
Another night I'm still awake I cant get things of my mind for christs sake! No matter where I try to run and hide It's her I've always wanted by my side I cant make the tears go away I wish she would only hear what I have to say Couples argue, and couples fight they hold each other with all their might Everything has happened so fast I will always remember all the fun in our past All the Smiles we have shared It was like God had us paired This love we had, was meant to last I remember a promise we made in the past We always said we wouldn't quit Now I wont quit! So go ahead and throw your fit! You wont talk to me, you call the cops In a minute it's like your love just stops. I dont understand what I did so bad I dont understand you dont even seem sad Was our love light as a feather? Let's fight for it! Let's make something better! When you find how much I mean this remember it's me that you miss Dial my number, I'

Still Tryin To Figure This Out...(older Blog)
OK so I FINALLY watched The Notebook last night, and there was a part in the movie that hit home.... Young Noah: Would you just stay with me? Young Allie: Stay with you? What for? Look at us, we're already fightin' Young Noah: Well that's what we do, we fight... You tell me when I am being an arrogant son of a bitch and I tell you when you are a pain in the ass. Which you are, 99% of the time. I'm not afraid to hurt your feelings. You have like a 2 second rebound rate, then you're back doing the next pain-in-the-ass thing. Young Allie: So what? Young Noah: So it's not gonna be easy. It's gonna be really hard. We're gonna have to work at this every day, but I want to do that because I want you. I want all of you, for ever, you and me, every day. Will you do something for me, please? Just picture your life for me? 30 years from now, 40 years from now? What's it look like? If it's with him, go. Go! I lost you once, I think I can do it again. If I thought that's what you really wanted

Stillness Of The Night
Stillness Of The Night In the stillness of the night In the quiet of the moment A whisper echoes calling my name Softly, gently taking me over He Whispers! passing through the distance through time and life Completely engulfing me With just a few words "I Love You"

Still Friends
we started talkin thought maybe it could be something but i was always busy and you needed the attetion then i found out the truth how there were others one of them my girl and you were messin with us all i wanted to beleive you but she was showin me the conve thats when you lost my trust when you realized what you had done it hurt you and you thought i hated you but it takes more then that all it did was eliminate the chances but i still care and think of you as a friend so dont get down and dont think of what might have happened just be thankful we are still friends

Still Here
hello to all of our family members, this is ur 1st Lady speaking to u all. The "Don" and I have been very sick,,,we r still here just trying to recoup. we will have no pics up soon to show our help to others how about all of u. will i dont wanna be on here to long, i still get very light headed so i need to get back to bed. love u all and will be back soon

Still Take You Home
Well it's ever so funny, cause i dont think you're special, i dont think youre cool youre just probably alright, but under these lights you look beautiful. and i'm struggling, i can't see through your fake tan yeah and you know it for a fact, that everybody's eating out of your hands well what do you know? oh, you know nothing but i'd still take you home, yeah, i'd still take you home. so what do you know? you dont know nothing. well fancy seeing you in here, you're all tarted up and you don't look the same. well i haven't seen you since last year, and suprisingly you have forgotten my name, but you know it and you knew it all along you say you have forgotten, but you're fibbing, go and tell me i'm wrong. well what do you know? oh, you know nothing, yeh but i'd still take you home, yeah, i'd still take you home. so, what do you know? you dont know nothing, no. yeah, so what do you know? well you dont know nothing, no! yeah, but i'd still take you home, and

Still Looking!
Still looking for a girlfriend that I can have a relationship with and someone that can share sexual pleasures with me. So if you are bisexual and local I would love to hear from you as I am very much into women as much as I am into men! Theres alot of truth to a woman knows how to please another woman better then a man!! Hugs and Kisses Kelly

Still Missing You
It's Late at night and I stand on my front porch sipping some hot tea. I set my tea down and put my coot on as the breeze terns in to a cold winter wind.I look up and watch as the moon gets masked buy clods . I Pick up my drink and take another sip from it. As I think to my self its a good night for snow. My mind drift off. To memories almost long forgot. A voice from a loved whispers in my mind. Tell me that they miss me and jogging old memories of them back to life make cry cause you miss them so much. But at the same time make you smile and laugh. As the memories get stronger and stronger you can feel and smell everything as if it was just happing for the first time. You can feel the mid summers sun betting down on you as your walking the the park with Jen as you stop for a secant to pick a flow and put in her hear that you know she like she laugh and ask why I picked her such a beautiful flower for her, I said " Because I know you like that flower"( as she take the flower from b

Still Blocked?
I accepted the request and added you back to family, but yet I still am blocked. i do not understand why but maybe it is in the settings so I will try again and maybe it will go through. I love you baby and I am glad you talked to me once more. I want you by my side and with me forever more. When others get in the way and say the lies they do, please do not listen before you hear the truth. I have told you all from the day we first began and will not keep anything from you. Whatever you want to know just ask me and I will tell you. You have become a great part of my life and I can not do without you. You are my world, you are my guiding light. I want to spend forever, deep within your arms. I hope you want this too my love; with eternity we shall spend the love we have inside. It shall keep for us into the years, till we are old and gray. I want to be there by your side till my life finally subsides. I want to spend those golden years of love so true with you, sitting on the porch of t

Still Feeling Blah
So I have been at a point in my life where DRAMA and people who have drama, I cannot stand to be around. I also find myself getting rather annoyed with people who constantly go on about either themselves or their significant other. I mean hey its great if you have someone you think is completely wonderful and great, but come on people do you ever stop and think that JUST MAYBE we don't want to hear about how wonderful they are every 5 seconds. I have one friend who is completely obsessed with her ex. They are still friends in a sick kind of way and I would get so tired of every other word out of her mouth was her ex's name that I would just hang up on her without warning. Maybe I am being too harsh. Who knows! I do know that I am tired of drama, bullsh*t and conceited people and people who talk about their ex or significant other 24 hours a day. Don't get me wrong I have all the values and morals in the world. I also have respect for everyone, there just comes a point in eve

Stilletto's
In the late after noon... you hear a knock on your apartment door. As you open it, you see me standing there wearing a shear corset, covered with a tight clinging pleather jacket. Below that is a black pleather mini-skirt, over top of thigh high fish net stockings, leading your gaze down to my 4 inch black stilettos, where you notice a silver toe ring on the right foot. Before you can bring your eyes back to my face, my hands come up and push you back into the apartment towards the couch in the living room, while my foot shuts the door behind us. Pushing you down onto the couch, I turn towards your stereo, and turn it on to the perfect music for stripping. I turn back towards you, and begin to sway my hips to the rhythm as I unbutton my jacket, one at a time. With the last button undone, I start sliding it down my shoulders, revealing my soft curves. Sliding my hands up my thighs, I unbutton my skirt, and let it fall to the floor, revealing a tiny pink thong. Placing my ri

Still Remains
Our bed we live, our bed we sleep Making love and I become you Flesh is warm with naked feet Stabbing thorns and you become me. Oh, I'd beg for you, Oh, you know I'll beg for you Pick a song and sing a yellow nectarine Take a bath I'll drink the water that you leave If you should die before me ask if you can bring a friend Pick a flower, hold your breath And drift away ...... She holds my hand, we share a laugh, Sipping orange blossom breezes Love is still and sweat remains A cherished gift unselfish feeling ... Oh, I'd beg for you, Oh, you know I'll beg for you. Pick a song and sing a yellow nectarine Take a bath I'll drink the water that you leave If you should die before me ask if you can bring a friend Pick a flower, hold your breath And drift away ...... She tells me things, I listen well Drink the wine and save the water -- Skin is smooth, I steal a glance Dragon flies are gliding over ... Oh, I'd beg for you Oh, you know I'll beg for you Pic

Still Without A Computer
I got my new power supply but guess what. WHile installing it, I noticed a black mark on my motherboard and thought that wasn't good. I was hoping it was nothing to be worried about but when I turned the computer on, I could smell something burning. Good the the new power supply automatically shuts itself off if there's a power failure or whatnot. I moved the power supply out of the case and had it laying on the workbench and turned it on again to see if i can figure out where the burn smell was coming from. It was coming from near the CPU area. So now I have to get a new motherboard, but not only that, I have to get a new CPU since finding motherboards and CPUs that are socket 754 are almost impossible to find nowadays. So I'm gonna be getting a new ASUS motherboard and new Althon 64 CPU that are AM2. So that will be great. However I have to wait about seven days for when I get some money then about another three to five days for the new parts to get shipped from Newegg (geek

Still Writing
I posted part of my story,(marked it private for a reason) there is more too it the story that but it does have quite a bit of that story line..Started it awhile ago and didn't have time to write on a regular basis. Though have been adding here and there lately Mostly proofing it now and making some changes. Think I am going to send some of it to publishers and see if I have any hits or not. Would be really nice to just write and get published...

Still Creepin' On Ah Come Up
Artist: Bone Thugs (Layzie Bone & Bizzy Bone)Album: Still Creepin On Ah Come UpRelease Date: March 18th, 2008Label: Real Talk Entertainment 1.) Bone Thug 2.) Back In The Day 3.) Make It A Double 4.) 1,2,3 5.) Shit 2 Do 6.) Let Me Smoke With Ya 7.) Conspiracy 8.) Prisoner 9.) Ready For War 10.) Give Me Some Hydro11.) No Killa12.) It's Still Love13.) Rollin, Drinkin14.) Still Creepin On Ah Come Up

Still Wanting More Qualified Dj's
IF YOU'RE INTERESTED IN A JOB AS A DJ, LEMME KNOW! STILL LOOKIN FOR MORE QUALITY DJ'S FOR BOTH LOUNGES SWEETWATERS ( COUNTRY,SOUTHERN ROCK,OLDIES & CAJUN TUNES) A AND DIABLO'S DEN ( ROCK,SOUTHERN ROCK,CLASSIC ROCK,METAL,A LIL COUNTRY,OLDIES, 80'S HAIR BANDS,ETC. ) PLEASE CONTACT ME THROUGH FUBAR EMAIL IF INTERESTED,THANX!......JADE :)

Stiletto Girls..show Them Love!
♥STILETTO GIRLS♥ IN NO PARTICULAR ORDER OUR BEAUTIFUL FOUNDER: JJ - Stiletto Girls Founder@ fubar THE GIRLS: Tuff...~Stiletto Girl~.@ fubar Delia //Blast Me// --Stiletto Girls-- @ fubar ::Miss_Kinky_Tina::Stiletto Girl/promoter@ pulse/FuEngaged to ArmyBrat/FuOwned By Sin after Sin@ fubar ☆Clairebear☆Stiletto Girl☆I love my drama free friends!☆@ fubar Jilly Baby*Stiletto Girl~@ fubar Ready for anything... ~Stiletto Girl~ (Promoter @ Taboo)@ fubar (¯`·._.·Nessa_64(¯`·._.·Stiletto Girls@ fubar ÐĨÁÑÁ~Stiletto Girls~@ fubar sunshinenude21 "Stiletto Girl"

Stil..saddam And Al Queda (9-11) No Connection
http://news.yahoo.com/s/mcclatchy/20080310/wl_mcclatchy/2875005 Exhaustive review finds no link between Saddam, al Qaida By Warren P. Strobel, McClatchy Newspapers Mon Mar 10, 7:08 PM ET WASHINGTON — An exhaustive review of more than 600,000 Iraqi documents that were captured after the 2003 U.S. invasion has found no evidence that Saddam Hussein's regime had any operational links with Osama bin Laden's al Qaida terrorist network. The Pentagon-sponsored study, scheduled for release later this week, did confirm that Saddam's regime provided some support to other terrorist groups, particularly in the Middle East , U.S. officials told McClatchy . However, his security services were directed primarily against Iraqi exiles, Shiite Muslims, Kurds and others he considered enemies of his regime. The new study of the Iraqi regime's archives found no documents indicating a "direct operational link" between Hussein's Iraq and al Qaida before the invasion, according to a U.S. offi

Still Needing Help
center> I Could really use the help people plz. I have been trying for 5 months to get this HH and instead of working on it i have helped everyone who has asked for help. Come on give me a hand. is still need 32K in comments. come on and show me some love back... for all of those that have been helping me thank you so much love you very much.

Still Hurting
It hurts to think you love her more. We went through a lot together but I guess that doesnt matter. Now youre back with her and gave her child your last name, even though its not yours. I cant help but wonder why you are doing the things you are. I mean if she makes you happy then fine, but you still keep coming back to me. That tells me you arent truely happy with her so you want both of us. But no longer can I be a part of all that. You broke my heart when you went back to her but i forgave you. Then youbroke it even more wehn you got engaged to her, but I did put that in the back of my mind not letting it affect us. But now there no forgiving, no over looking! You have claimed her daughter as if she wasyour own. Bringing your relationshipiwth her to an even higher level. By giving that little girl your last name you have tied yourself to herno matter what. You have hurt me beyod repair this time. And as much as I hate the thought I believe our friendship may even be ove

Still Standing
STILL STANDING As I approach, I See the gates are closed My mind races,did you make it Am I all alone now, never to see the light again On my hands and knees, as I crawl towards Is it gonna make it right or wrong I only reach for you, terrified as my soul is surounded Show me what its like , to love and to feel Heavan awaits me, do I stay or do I go I fallen as I reach for you Is this only a dream, or has reality caught up with me I scream for you , but you never come Thoughts and memories remind me of a life not finished Can I hope or will all be gone when I awake Your voice leads me to the light Leaving this life behind me, maybe to a better place This city holds no hope, no dreams Standing alone, last one to stand Waiting to hear one more time the voice of your soul Leading me to a better place Still standing at these gates Gone full circle, waiting for you, reaching for your hand Your lips, your eyes, your touch is but distant memories My soul i

Still Trucking!
I have been with the same truck company for a year now. I only get to be on the computer when I am at my father-in-laws, or at my sister house. Which means I don't have a lot of free time on the computer, or much time at home. On the road it is a 24 hr. job, but the pay is ok. I just wish I could meet more like minded people. True friends are hard to find, no matter what a person does though. Hope to hear from some of you soon.

Still In Love
When you break up with someone and the love is all gone Your life should start moving And that's the time to move on But this feeling inside A strong but sensitive yearning Its presence puzzles me Its as if love is burning You cease to leave my mind And the memories seem to last And the feeling of your kiss, Just won't ever pass What spell have chanted, What hex have you cursed This longing pang of loneliness, Just keeps getting worse No matter how hard I look, No girl measures up No matter how beautiful or loyal Its just isn't good enough I think I know the problem And why your spirit drifts above The only thing thats wrong with me Is that I'm still in love

Still Alive
So I'm STILL alive somehow. I've been working 2 jobs. I substitute teach during the day and work at a call center at night. i was a busy mo-fo, and still am. It's the weekend though so I'm on here talking to some cool peeps, and whoring around lol. So I usually don't log onto Fubar during the week. But when I do log on during the weekend, it would be nice to see lots of pic comments and love and stuff!!! So indulge me, and leave me stuff!

Still Upset
still just a lil upset about what happened on friday nite. my bf lil bro almost cut my lil girl with a knife. and my bf made his bro say sorry. thenjust last nite he got into a fight with his fam for standing up for me and not is lil bro then one of his other brothers jacked him up and they started hittin each other. i've never had ne proublems with his fam till now so just for awhile i'm not going over there and i'm not takin my baby either.

Still Bored...
WrathWho did you last get angry with?I'm sure it was with the hubbyWhat is your weapon of choice?Knife.Would you hit a member of the opposite sex?I have, not proud of it either.How about the same sex?I've done that, too. And I AM proud of that one.Who was the last person who got really angry at you?HubbyWhat is your pet peeve?When people sleep on the couchDo you keep grudges, or can you let them go easily?I can hold onto something forever if I want.SlothWhat is one thing you're suppose to do daily that you haven't?Clean the kitchenWhat is the latest you've ever woken up?Uhm.. 2pmName a person you've been meaning to contact, but haven't?GrandmaWhat is the last lame excuse that you made?My hip hurts...Have you ever watched an infomercial all the way through?Guilty as charged.How many times did you hit the snooze button on your alarm clock this morning?None. GluttonyWhat is your overpriced yuppie beverage of choice?Vanilla LatteAre you a meat eater?Yep. Yummy.What is the greatest amount o

Still...........
Be still my heart, you love me still. You need me still, you haunt me still. After all the years, and all the tears You calm my soul, you still my fears. Be still my heart, you love me still, You dream of me still, and always will.

Still Bored
What type of anime girl are you Regular...Your a regular girl, plan as black and white nothin eciting or boring just regular....nice...Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Still Have 2 Days To Go For This One For Bratt
2 days left to bomb come one come all bombers are welcome to bomb and we will take new bombers to join our family as well and for this contest you have to add the host here is the link thank you

Still Trying To Figure Out Where I Belong
so here I am still trying to figure out where I belong.... I feel so uneasy here at my mothers and at my grandmothers..... I dunno where I belong anymore... my husband is in a different country playing GI-Joe ...and its like he has no ties at here at home... I have to ask him to put money into the joint count that we have ... you would think that he would do it automatically but its not like that ... we've been married almost a yr. now and I still don't have my wedding ring set that he keeps promising me that I'm going to get it... well I still don't have it and our anniversary is july 14... so where do I really fit in... we don't have our own place .... I'm tired of promises being broken but I do love my husband just tired of broken promises...

Still More Of Mine
"Goodbye My Lover" Did I disappoint you or let you down? Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown? ’Cause I saw the end before we’d begun, Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won. So I took what’s mine by eternal right. Took your soul out into the night. It may be over but it won’t stop there, I am here for you if you’d only care. You touched my heart you touched my soul. You changed my life and all my goals. And love is blind and that I knew when, My heart was blinded by you. I’ve kissed your lips and held your hand. Shared your dreams and shared your bed. I know you well, I know your smell. I’ve been addicted to you. Goodbye my lover. Goodbye my friend. You have been the one. You have been the one for me. I am a dreamer and when i wake, You can’t break my spirit - it’s my dreams you take. And as you move on, remember me, Remember us and all we used to be I’ve seen you cry, I’ve seen you smile. I’ve watched you sleeping for a while.

Still Looking
hello... during the last days i have talked with a few potential "slavegirls" a few girls had been allowed to present themselves as worthy submissives and some had to quit because of time problems or a missing interest. so i am still looking and interested females can feel free to contact me for informations or when they would like to get into contact with my slavegirl to talk about me or the whole theme. take care.. you will find some new informations here soon...

Still Have A Pulse
I am still among the breathing set for those that are curious. I got involved with a fairly intense work project that ate me alive for months on end. But I live and breath and am ready to cover your back when we make a break for it after the zombie outbreak.

Still I Rise
Still I Rise by Maya Angelou You may write me down in history With your bitter, twisted lies, You may trod me in the very dirt But still, like dust, I'll rise. Does my sassiness upset you? Why are you beset with gloom? 'Cause I walk like I've got oil wells Pumping in my living room. Just like moons and like suns, With the certainty of tides, Just like hopes springing high, Still I'll rise. Did you want to see me broken? Bowed head and lowered eyes? Shoulders falling down like teardrops, Weakened by my soulful cries? Does my haughtiness offend you? Don't you take it awful hard 'Cause I laugh like I've got gold mines Diggin' in my own backyard. You may shoot me with your words, You may cut me with your eyes, You may kill me with your hatefulness, But still, like air, I'll rise. Does my sexiness upset you? Does it come as a surprise That I dance like I've got diamonds At the meeting of my thighs? Out of the huts of history's shame I

Still Looking For Fu-bucks? Points? Rates? Comments?
STILL LOOKING FOR FU-BUCKS? POINTS? RATES? COMMENTS? WILLING TO TRADE FOR THE FOLLOWING UNUSED CODES FOR 500 FU-BUCKS OR 100 RATES/COMMENTS EACH: MY COKE REWARDS PEPSI STUFF MILLER HIGH LIFE EXTRAS DR PEPPER IJ4 PROMOTION MT DEW OLD SCHOOL NEW SCHOOL IF YOU HAVE ANY OF THESE CODES THAT YOU DON'T PLAN TO USE, SEND THEM TO ME & EARN SOME FU-BUCKS OR COMMENTS FOR YOUR CONTEST. THANK YOU VERY MUCH! FEEL FREE TO REPOST FOR YOUR FRIENDS, IF YOU WISH!

Still Taking Entries
I am hosting an Auction that will run from Wednesday, Apr.30th at 9am fu time (pst) to Wednesday , May 14th at 5pm fu time (pst). I am taking as many people as who want to join.. so please, if you'd like to join... let me know ASAP. To enter...all you have to do is Private Message me. Let me know which picture you'd like me to use, what you'd be offering, there is no entrance fee so everything is yours all i ask is that everyone who bids at least rate the picture ???DjBlueyes?Fu/wife 2 DjNbk (GM@Acesup) fu/ownedbySoftwhiterose?@ fubar i will do my best to promote the auction but self promoting is good too ... i also will be making everyone matching tags with their pictures and bids on them ... The rules are simple no drama.. entrants have the right to decline any bids and have fun all cash bid overide fu bucks bids and break down as follows.. Fubar gift bids STICKY BULLETIN = 250,000 1 TICKER = 250,000 1 DAY BLAST = 375,000 1 Bling pk

Still Raining ....
It is still raining here! Allegedly this is the last day of rain until Sunday. We will see ... I was checking the weather for NJ, and it looks like it is going to be raining Thursday through Monday! I am going to be soaked and miserable all weekend. :( I can still hope that the forecast will change by Friday.

Still Here At Camp Virginia
Morning all!! It's now Monday morning and we're still here at Camp Virginia. Looks like we will be headed out to the Udari Range for Convoy training and IED countermeasures training tomorrow at some point. When we get back they will push us down range into Iraq. Should be there by the weekend. I may be out of contact for a few days while we're out at the range, so I thought I woudl let everyone know. Hope all is well with each of you. Take care and I'll check back in soon. Best! John

Still...
My faith in humanity shrinks every day. I hate it when people don't respect the value of another's time. It drives me nuts. And I feel like almost no one appreciates the time that I have. There is not enough to go around in a week. There just isn't. And there are still people who are bound and determined to take away some of the most precious time I have by chatting about nothing, talking about useless things that will still be there to talk about on a night when they have the frakking time to talk about those stupid things. I'm sick of people stealing the last commodity I have right now. The frakking oil companies already have the bulk of my resources...why do useless people take my time too???

Still Testing
Yes still testing. Right now I'm stealing from the bulletin board posts! lol Hope no one minds. But I am tired of my normal posts and wanted to change it up a bit! I kinda like this one! Not so crazy about the pink though.

Still Waiting...
Thanksgiving, Christmas, New Years, Valentines Day, My Birthday, Easter, His Birthday... all came and went. Still waiting on my love to come to me. Things looking up, but just still waiting. I want him so badly, I can taste it.

Still Coming.....
i don't deserve anyone coming to my page or to my lounges that i go to to get away from my ex.... seriously i could understand if i like was stalking him or had hurt his kid or mother.... but honestly... wtf did i do??? do you all even know? i mean if someone knows and would like to tell me why everyone is coming to my page and looking up shit for him.... thatd be great.... you know the worst thing i did to him was love him.... and he fucked me over for ppl he doesnt even really like.... im not trying to get you all to listen to me cuz honestly we broke up his life and what he does with it means about as much to me as dirt on my chuck's.... but if you dont have the balls or are woman enough to come to me like BIG boys and girls and ask like adults.... then so be it... but what is it really that your doing for him? what is it really that your accomplishing? Does it serve a purpose??? like you all go to bed at night and think yeah... i went to brandy's page today and....uh.........well s

Still Breathing
Breathe in. Breathe out I'm trying.. Calm down. Breathe. Just continue breathing. She is gone. Say it. I don't want to cry again. Just cry. I can't breathe. You need to breathe. Don't think about her last breath. Close your eyes. Wash away those images. I can't. This is a dream right? No, she is gone. Say it. Tick...tick ...tick.. What is that? It's the clock. We are almost finished. I want to leave. Take a deep breathe. I am tired Can I leave? I don't want to talk anymore. It's ok, just breathe. Why can't I just stop breathing? Because, she wouldn't want you too. So, what should I do? Just keep breathing. I can't. sHe is gone.

Still I Rise By Maya Angelou
Still I Rise by Maya Angelou ***I know this isn't how she meant it but it fits my life also... for those who have played hurtful games and continue to do so...here you go. Take this as a FUCK YOU, I took "it" back.*** You may write me down in history With your bitter, twisted lies, You may trod me in the very dirt But still, like dust, I'll rise. Does my sassiness upset you? Why are you beset with gloom? 'Cause I walk like I've got oil wells Pumping in my living room? Just like moons and like suns, With the certainty of tides. Just like hopes springing high, Still I'll rise. Did you want to see me broken? Bowed head and lowered eyes? Shoulders falling down like teardrops, Weakened by my soulful cries? Does my haughtiness offend you? Don't you take it awful hard 'Cause I laugh like I've got gold mines Diggin' in my own backyard. You may shoot me with your words, You may cut me with your eyes, You may kill me with your hatefulness, But still like air, I'll

Still Sick
OK PPL STILL SICK AS HELL!! THIS SHIT FUCK'N SUCKS!! I CAN'T HARDLEY BREATHE!! Dr says it's bronchotis, but i think it's fucking pneumonia!! Anyway, hope all is well and i'll try to be back on regularly soon. I'll try to keep everyone posted. Leave me some lovins!!

Still Single
ok. ive never done a "blog" before but i feel the need to do one now. im single again and going on 4 months of the single life this time around. i treated that woman great so why did she go back to her abusive ex husband? i was too nice. that is what i have been told but quite a few people of both genders. how can you be too nice? but anyway, i am usually the shy kinda guy who never can think of a damn thing to say when approaching a female. i usually dont drink much either. well, if i do happen to drink i get a little braver as do all. great example was the other night at the bar. i went to have a couple drinks and play pool when my sister and her hubby showed up. my brother-in-law said i was gonna get drunk and for some crazy reason i said fuck it, lets drink. workin all the time and been single with no activity going on between the sheets for 4 long months i went for it. after about 4-5 beers i started talking. i went up to this one woman and told her i wanted the next dance when it

Still Prego Sorry!!!!!!!!!!
well its me and i lost the only man that ever cared for me i guess he moved like i said its june and i just got back from the babys appointment i had to tell the dad that im not prego anymore because i felt he didnt want the baby anyway i know he would be mad if he found out i lied but i had to tell him. I just got scared and he did what i though he would he went away i want to call his grandma but to scared of what she will say im currently stayting with my bro and his wife not sure what to about the baby i love his father but oh well hes mine and thats all that matters well thats all for me..

Still Need Help!!!!
Hey Sweeties! First off I would like to thank everyone who took the time to rate and vote my picture in the Giveaway! The giveaway is over on June 30th. All you have to do is rate and comment my picture. If you would like to bomb great! You don't have to. Every little bit helps. Just click on the pic and thank you!

Still Looking For Fu-bucks! Find The Code!
My Coke Rewards® M, 41North Syracuse, NY STILL LOOKING FOR FU-BUCKS?SEND ME VALID CODES FROM THE LIST BELOW & EARN 500 FU-BUCKS FOR EACH ONE:MY COKE REWARDSPEPSI STUFFMILLER HIGH LIFE EXTRASSTOFFER'S DINNER CLUBIF YOU HAVE ANY OF THESE CODES THAT YOU DON'T PLAN TO USE, SEND THEM TO ME & EARN YOURSELF SOME FU-BUCKS. FEEL FREE TO SHARE THIS WITH YOUR FRIENDS! IT WILL BE GREATLY APPRECIATED. THANK YOU VERY MUCH!

Still No Takers On Owning Me
Mr 7,000,000....fu owned by Princess...owner of Zorack...adored by all@ fubar Attention to all...I need 2 Million Fubucks, and I need them fast. I have an opportunity to perhaps get a Happy Hour, but I don't have all the Fubucks required to accomplish this. I'm owned by Princess, but there is plenty of me to go around, so I am offering myself. I know what you're saying, Mr 7000000 isn't worth a plug nickel, and you're probably right. But for a limited time, I am offering two months of my service, which is... Rating all pics and stash Pimpout blogs Random gifts and drinks Owned in name Salutes Added to family if you like Top Friend If close enough, will mow your lawn once Various 11's If interested, make an offer. I'm a pretty good slave, ask Princess for references Thanks, Mr 7000000 (repost of original by 'Mr 7,000,000....fu owned by Princess...owner of Zorack...adored by all' on '2008-06-20 06:12:12') (repost of original by '~FAT SONNY~' on '20

Still Awake!- Shop Erotic
Really hare nights like this. Wide awake at 2freakin 30 in the morning. Nothing on Tv so im watching the Shop Erotic home shopping channel. WTF wow ive seen some big funky dildos, bullets and butterflys tonight! How can these 2 girls talk about this stuff with such calmness. Really wish I could sleep but frankly its been a shitty week. Im ready for a vacation. Really would like to end up on a beach somewhere. With absolutly nothing to do and all the time to do it. If not an isolation chamber would be wonderful. Wow ive just seen a waterproof multi stoker for men...... and a flexi- doubledong for women. Both have wonderful power.....so they say. God know I could use one tonight....somthin to put me to sleep! Remember Shop erotic its followed by a real estate show. So weather you need a good sex toy or a new home. Oxygen is the channel for you when you are wide awake like me at 230 and dont have a life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Still Awake
i need to be up in about 5 hours to get ready for work. i hate this kind of schedule; close one night and open the next day. i have never been able to come home and go straight to sleep unless i'm absolutely dead tired. i need a couple of hours to wind down, have dinner, watch a show or movie, check email, spend time with my dog, etc. the best part is, right after work i'm going with my bro to atlanta... bet i'll be able to go right to sleep tomorrow night. i hope he doesn't think i'm driving! well, i'm gone, i need to try to nod off.

Still Alive!
we still have dial up. trying to connect to this site with dial up sucks monkey balls! such is life while we serve overseas. I am not complaining though. Sure miss the funny comments, stupid mumms we all made fun of and just silliness that goes on here at times. Thought I would leave a blog to say HEY...we are still alive just not active here. Yeah might complain about myspace but at least we can access that site through dial up! LOL so have a drink for us then! Just keep me posted on some of the silliness you go through! Yes I still have yahoo messenger you can hit us up on!

Still
Still I'm sick of watching you cry If I could help it I'd rather watch the world die There's something I can't really explain I don't know if its what you do Or what you say But it takes away the pain You are like a late night summer day Your wind extinguishes the light It makes me happy You cause it to rain at night There's still so much I dont know But you still seem to push me through You leave me here waiting, but I don't mind Its how I am, It's what I do Yeah I may get upset Or My mind may wander But so long as you still care So long as it's still me you love Nothing on this Earth Could make me any stronger

"still I Rise" By Maya Angelou
Still I Rise You may write me down in history With your bitter, twisted lies, You may trod me in the very dirt But still, like dust, I'll rise. Does my sassiness upset you? Why are you beset with gloom? 'Cause I walk like I've got oil wells Pumping in my living room. Just like moons and like suns, With the certainty of tides, Just like hopes springing high, Still I'll rise. Did you want to see me broken? Bowed head and lowered eyes? Shoulders falling down like teardrops. Weakened by my soulful cries. Does my haughtiness offend you? Don't you take it awful hard 'Cause I laugh like I've got gold mines Diggin' in my own back yard. You may shoot me with your words, You may cut me with your eyes, You may kill me with your hatefulness, But still, like air, I'll rise. Does my sexiness upset you? Does it come as a surprise That I dance like I've got diamonds At the meeting of my thighs? Out of the huts of history's shame - I rise Up from a past

Still We Pray
Just letting everyone know what has been going on with things. Most of you know that my grandfather has been in the hospital for months and had surgery on his heart. We are coming up on the 2nd month of him being in ICU. It has been so hard to witness this. Someone who read one of my post asked me how can I be so honest in my blogs. Like I said before I do it more for me to help me keep from totally breaking down. This is my time to put everything I feel out there and get it out of me. If not I think I would keep it in and probably come close to exploding. Not to mention the fact that for anyone else facing anything bad either it be family member sick or just something personal in their life. Maybe just maybe it will let them know that they dont have to suffer alone. I can no longer stay up in the waiting room. My body is just so beat up from my own surgery. I stayed a week and my sis convinced me that I needed to come home or I would end up doing more damage to myself. Since then

Still Alive I Think.
Well, it seems I do this once a month.Updating what's been happening in my life. Im not dead. My roomates and me are still fighting it out since theyve turned very religious on me and I seriously need to get the heck away from them before I start turning totally insane. I will eventually be back and catch up with all my friends and stuff.I so far have just been working on my music,art,and playing the Sims and trying not to picture strangling my roomies in their sleep. Other than that,I have a new crush on here apparently and someone has made me speechless on here.Other than that,I have no new news. I am not dead......lol.Ihave to make sure everyone knows that. Cheers, S.P.G

Still Here
Begging and pleading with my heart to find one last courage. Going beyond what I know and standing up to my fears. Lust for you is want for my soul. To save this vision to last more than one frame and to pronounce my courage, overcoming shame. My soul lost and weak in desire for you my love, don’t let it down. In moments of last look I am humbled by the nature of your spirit. Loving and forgiving, but only tolerant till my own fault. I ask forgiveness too many times in the light of your majesty. All of my insecurities you erect in a glance that keep me cowering to no end. It is just a dream that keeps me next to you and only hope that keeps me at bay. Fighting to walk, fighting to stand still, fighting to keep my soul the same as you left it the night you said goodbye. Choosing to stay shows weakness to all eyes but mine. If I f fail I fail and I still gain a moment. A moment in your thoughts, your creativity, is still all a moment I keep unprotected and wanting another. For my love

Still Trying 2
September 21, 2008 is my Fu-niversarry!! I know it is a TALL order but am still hoping to make Disciple on or around that Funiversarry. Why you may wonder, just for the sheer challenge. Thanks to a few of you and your pimp outs, we've managed to kill a little over 100k in 4 days. Less than 30 days to go.. Whew.. I know I know.. even the best out there with all their friends, money and pull would have a rough time, but the fun in even getting close!! Now I don't have any pull or great following nor can I make great promises I can only say I'll just do my best to make it up to those who help and hope those who I have helped will help me too :o) So what do ya'll say? Is it possible? Even if it is a long shot? Think we can give it a go? Is 5.2 Mil too much of a stretch for 30 days? Perhaps to even get it half way, but it would be fun to see how close we could get..:o) MsCharlotte2U!~No Rate No Add@ fubar Please Repost Often, 500K for first Sticky

Still By Matt Nathanson
I remember hearts that beat yeah, yeah I remember you and me,yeah, oh yeah Tangled in hotel sheets You wore me out You wore me out I remember honey lips and words so true I remember nonstop earthquake dreams of you You're coming on fast like good dreams do All night long Still can feel you kiss me love Still can see your brown skin shine, shine Still can feel you kiss me love Come on and drive me wild (me wild) And you move like water, yeah And you broke like waves I've never been deeper, so far gone Your sister in the next room with the television on Still can feel you kiss me love Still can see your brown skin shine, shine Still can feel you kiss me love Come on and drive me wild Come on and drive me wild Come on and drive me wild I remember hearts that beat,yeah I remember you and me Tangled in hotel sheets (for hours) Still can feel you kiss me love Still can see your brown skin shine, shine Still can feel you kiss me love Come on and drive

Still Here
All my Fubar Friends, Still here......Having internet problems, but still welcome your rates and comments, miss you all so much and hope to be back as soon as I can. I get some access each day, but limited....will return your rates and comments as soon as I can. XOXOXOXO RedyFrLuv

Still I Rise By Maya Angelou
Still I Rise by Maya Angelou You may write me down in history With your bitter, twisted lies, You may trod me in the very dirt But still, like dust, I'll rise. Does my sassiness upset you? Why are you beset with gloom? 'Cause I walk like I've got oil wells Pumping in my living room? Just like moons and like suns, With the certainty of tides. Just like hopes springing high, Still I'll rise. Did you want to see me broken? Bowed head and lowered eyes? Shoulders falling down like teardrops, Weakened by my soulful cries? Does my haughtiness offend you? Don't you take it awful hard 'Cause I laugh like I've got gold mines Diggin' in my own backyard. You may shoot me with your words, You may cut me with your eyes, You may kill me with your hatefulness, But still like air, I'll rise. Does my sexiness upset you? Does it come as a surprise That I dance like I've got diamonds At the meeting of my thighs? Out of the huts of history's shame I rise Up from a past that's rooted in pa

Still The Same Day
There is something to believing in one's self Through all the pain and bullshit this world has to offer It is the lack of faith in ourselves that destroys us. I am simple man but tomorrow I will wake up and do everything I can to be a good man. Tonight I will go to sleep and Reminisce of all my successes and all my failures but I can go to sleep knowning that my failures were all done with good intent That in know why fixes them but makes it easier to live with. alot planed this week I will face each day and do the best I can for all my loved ones and friends for with them happy I shall always be.

Still Alive
Been really busy lately. I moved from Indiana to Texas. I love it here, the lake is just around the corner and the mornings ae gorgeous as are the evenings. My boyfriend met my parents and he and dad got along wonderfully and he and I have alot of fun while we remodel. Granted with my illness I can't do alot, but I can make phone calls and order things he needs and I can cook and he tells me that it's been a big help. I'm doing well, I miss my friends on here but I'm happy and that's all that matters...right now. I deserve some happiness after the crap I've been through over the last 8 years.

Still Need Your Help!!
We Still Need Your Help! This year marks the 11th year of the Tupac Amaru Shakur Foundation as a registered 501c3 non-profit organization and we could not have come this far without your continued support! In July we officially celebrated our 10th annual youth Leadership & Arts Camp in Atlanta at the Tupac Amaru Shakur Center for the Arts with a full theatrical production in the Peace Garden. Also, this summer, we expanded our camp to Los Angeles and Oakland! My son Tupac always dreamed of helping young people around the world through the arts. As a young child he explored his creative talents and was given opportunities to have his creativity nurtured and developed. We thank God for those opportunities and the consequential accomplishments he achieved. The Tupac Amaru Shakur Foundation and the Tupac Amaru Shakur Center for the Arts is the heartbeat of my son's legacy. Over the last 11 years my family and I, through faith, have undauntedly exerted time, energy, and hard work to

Still.
The viola sings me a sick serenade. Tales of abandoned dreams, and bee sting loves. A thousand dull aches after one determined, rash moment. As I pray, out of touch, out of synch, out of time. The crescendo falls like down feathers on my solitary meloncholy. Drifting lazily in the lamplight of another barren, empty eternity. For now, there's the soft prickle of my head. The viola in throws of death. And the simple thrump strump dump of Bach's bloody bathwater. I in my pajamas of lonely eccentricity. She in her skinsuit He inside her. Bare, raptured, spitting in my face, ungrateful for the gift he has stolen. I, sacrificed and left on the rack. Bruised, bled, best served chilled, shaken. I under the curtain of the new god. The new blank tomorrow. Burnt and stinking like the rampage of lit paper. Charging desperately for that single blot of sanity in the world. Burn. Burn little me. We will be free in the chaos. Free in the afterbirth of the new w

Still Bleeding
Scars Still Bleeding by me Scars Still Bleeding My skin is intact But there are scars you don't see Scars on wounds still festering, Scars still bleeding on a soul Hurt and damaged to often. I keep looking for something, someone Who will mend these wounds, Be my salve and salvation, Soothe away the pain that goes deep within, Bandage up my soul, like new, And kiss it all better. I don't know that this person exists, The one with the power to heal All the scars I carry inside me, So for now I just lick my wounds, And wait. Mrrcp 2006

Still Kicking
Well Ike came and went...kicked us around pretty good..but just like Hurricane Rita we came back...i miss my fu-babies ohlala purty Wickey bunnie sweetnspice my future fu wifey..sarah..momma..honey.Lizzy.southern belle ..DooDoo head sweetcherry...420gurlie...white crayon..cutie pie...karen..sexi-latina..billerblueeyes..sexy momma..Sweetness..Chevygal24..sister mable..cubbie girl..lab-geekin..avgirl.my internet goes off and on...so i get online when i can phone signal goes out alot too...so i text those who i can to keep in touch letting them know what's happening oh yeah MRE's suck and plenty of picture's of the damage some with bunny too...for those of you who asked bunny's fine lol

Still Waitn On New Baby!!
I just wanted to post this and say thxxxx to all who have left love on my page. I am still @ Mandi's...no baby yet. She is due saturday...but was hopin he would come by now..LOL This laptop is sooooooo hard to leave comments on ppl's page using the fingertip option cause my mouse don't work here....and i just hate it that i can't return all the love...so plzzz take this thank u and know all is appreciated!!!!! U All RAWK!!!!! Laura ♥

Still
My mind works overtime. Sitting still but a million miles away. Clouded thoughts are all I see. Restless, jaded and in the dark. Do we ever really get peace? I can sleep when I am dead. Sometimes I wish I were. Tell me why I was born. My purpose or yours. Take me away for now. So my mind can rest. I give you honesty and truth. And yet I can not be still. Am I bad or am I good. Its for you to decide. My head begins to hurt. But I remain outside. And yet in your eyes. I look as I am still.

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Still My Mind!!!
Still it rushes through me, in every pore, through every cell. What is this . . . what feeling is this? I cannot tell, what secrets unveil capabilities unknown to limits. This absolute emmersion blankets my every conscious thought. Drawing you closer, bringing you here. So close to me I dare not say - still not within my sight. I feel your breath, heat penetrating my skin like a hard summer rain. I feel your face, your eyes, trace your mouth with my fingers. You give me breath so close to your mouth, still we do not touch. Smoldering fantasies ignite burning, lust and longing. Desire tempts me. "Move closer . . . " he whispers, "closer, closer. " A paradox? Closer to you, like the finest lace - our bodies occupy exactly the same space. Deeper you come! Taking you in - surrounding me and filling me up- and down- push, shove CRASH! Eyes open, must I see? Truth is now . . . this reality.

Still Puzzled
i was sitting here his evening after a minor confrontation with someone who i though cared about me, and i was very upset about it cause i din't even know what i did, but i guess that isjust something i have to let go, but then i go to someones page to leave them somethingand realize what i thought they felt about me was totally wrong to i don't understand it is it just me or am i just bound to get walked on by every man i meat the one guy i will admite i ally genuanaly care about but apparently all am to him is a door mat which is what i have been to every man i have met i think i should just delete my page and drop my messanger and stop talking to all of them but i enjo other peoples company other then theres so i don't kno what to do thanks for listning to me have a great night to all my friends love you all muahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Still I Rise
You may write me down in history With your bitter, twisted lies, You may trod me in the very dirt But still, like the dust. I'll rise. Does my sassiness upset you? Why are you beset with gloom? 'Cause I walk like I've got oil wells Pumping in my living room. Just like the moons and like suns, With the certainty of tides, Just like hopes springing high, Still I'll rise. Did you want to see me broken? Bowed head and lowered eyes? Shoudlers falling down like teardrops. Weakend by my soulful cries. Does my haughtiness offend you? Don't you take it awful hard 'Cause I laugh like I've got gold mines Diggin' in my own backyard. You may shoot me with your words, You may cut me with your eyes, You may kill me with your hatefullness, But still, like air, I'll rise. Does my sexiness upset you? Does it come as a surprise That I dance likes I've got diamonds At the meeting of my thighs? Out of the huts of history's shame I rise Up from a past that's root

Still Here After All!
Hi all, it's me again. When I posted yesterday's bulletin/blog entry, I had no reason to think I wasn't gonna be going through one helluva week; but this afternoon I got a vmail from the night shift outfit that they've just laid off a bunch of people. As it happens, I'm now back at my old day job and they've got the overtime I was told I'd be getting at the night shift position, and I get to sleep, so it's not so bad. Anyways, me still here! These, however, still apply: Troy aka The Terminal Bachelor

Still Kicking
There's no life within this hollow shell. Care to take a look? No heart beats for you. Not a thought trickles of the untrue. You never changed me No matter how much you despised what you saw. Mental distortion was always there, With or without you. I'll still stand strong. I'll still kick your memory to the curb, Kicking with these steel-toed boots. There's the new chapter in my life Getting back on my feet, Headed in a new direction With no regrets. Now I change for no one To make myself happy Not you. Not anyone. Yeah, I still care But not for you.

Still Looking!
hey i'm Single and looking.. Went through a bad relationship .. Im just looking for a nice caring sweet girl with a good personality.. I'm very easy going nice sweet caring guy who enjoys living life and just want to have fun in it.. So if your interested please let me know we can talk get to know each other and figure out where it goes from there..

Still Laughing
Ralph came home drunk one night, slid into bed beside his sleeping wife, and fell into a deep slumber. He awoke before the Pearly Gates, where St. Peter said, 'You died in your sleep, Ralph.' Ralph was stunned. 'I'm dead? No, I can't be! I've got too much to live for. Send me back!' St. Peter said, 'I'm sorry, but there's only one way you can go back, and that is as a chicken.' Ralph was devastated, but begged St. Peter to send him to a farm near his home.. The next thing he knew, he was covered with feathers, clucking, and pecking the ground. A rooster strolled past. 'So, you're the new hen, huh? How's your first day here?'& nbsp; 'Not bad,' replied Ralph the hen, 'but I have this strange feeling inside. Like I'm gonna explode!' 'You're ovulating,' explained the rooster. ' Don 't tell me you've never laid an egg before? ' 'Never,' said Ralph. 'Well, just relax and let it happen,' says the rooster. 'It's no big deal.' Ralph did, and a few uncomfo

Still Nameless
Cradled between your tender thighs I lift you to my mouth. The abundance of your wetness greets me and my mouth overflows with your warm essence. Your sweet taste is on my tongue and your fragrance delights my senses. No gentle lick this visit. No bashful cautious approach For I wish to consume you. Push against my hungry mouth As the tip of my tongue slides up the slippery furrow that welcomes me between rows of delicate pink petals. Thrust against my generous tongue. Show me the power of your desire for my oral caress. My exploring tongue lifts the hood and finds your smooth firm pearl. You squeal in that unique way, signaling that I have found your special spot. I harden in response. My jaws protests what my open mouth provides but I am unrelenting in my gift, intent only on your fulfillment. I feel your body tense, and you are quiet now... Concentrating... bearing down. Soon now my love, ecstasy approaches. You push hard and fast agai

Still Me
Just because I am quiet doesn't mean I have nothing to say. I judge people to easily based on my first impression. I'd rather wait forever for the perfect guy than settle for any ole' person. i'm unpredictable and spontaneous. I try to be forgiving. I enjoy being unique. Im abitious and determined but I can get lazy and unmotivated at times. Im a sucker for compliments and I'd rather look immature and have fun than care what other people think. Sometimes Im really confident and other times I feel REALLY INSECURE. I'm creative and imaginative. i'm curious about everything. friends mean everything to me, but sometimes i just want to be alone. I envy people who can fit in so easily without even trying. I try to be sympathetic and supportive, even if sometimes I fake it to make you feel good. I'm opinionated and stubborn but I'm loyal, sincere, and caring. you can trust me with your secrets unless it's something I know will hurt you. I always try to see the best in you, even if you annoy

Still
......still I will always remember your smile for me my heart will wear your name forever your touch, my skin could never forget the taste of your lips, mine will constantly crave in the depths of my soul, you completeld me my eyes cannot see before, nor beyond YOU ........still

Still Looking For Fu-bucks! Find The Code!
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Still Here
WELL, still in nevada...lots of fuck ups thru the mortgage broker that we were going thru which we were lied to and I am seeking legal recourse. Good thing is that Lonny is here and we are looking forward to getting home sometime in the near future. We will do this thru the right channels and will be in Illinois soon. We don't have internet at the moment but will hopefully again shortly.

Still Missing My Puppy!
will here i thought i was okay that i was gonna be fine.but that was all untill today when i went to the dog pound to adpot another dog i couldn't do it.i just fell to my knees and started crying sooo hard.i walked out and walked 2miles home.i know to some of you might think that i might over dramatizing it a little bit but you don't know what that dog meant to me. he was like my baby boy.he had no mother i raised him,so losing him was like losing my little boy.im going to be greving for a really long time.im not really ready for another dog!im really depressed about it still and i have never taken anything as hard as iam taking this.its miserable not hearing him cry for me to pick him up or even cuddling next to me.i miss my little boy!and iam very angry!and very much heartbroken.....

Still Hanging In There.....
Mom is still hanging in there but not sure how much longer she is going to last. They have mentioned Hospice and that they really can't do much more than what they are doing right now. Mom has done a bit of talking and the talking that she has done has been slurred and mumbled. You can understand what she is saying but you have to listen close. She is still Mom for all practical purposes. She knows who she is and who my sister and I are and lots of other things, but the lenght of time she is awake and the amount that she can talk is getting less and less. We are still holding out hope but not sure if that is enough. Mom has to do somethings herself before the Drs etc can do for her. Everything is in her hands as well as His hands at this point.

Still Here
Still Here. Though from this Earth you have parted you are still here. I see you in my children's faces you are still here. I see you in the lessons learned you are still here. I see you in my helping hand you are still here. I see you in my love of land you are still here. I see you in the wind and rain you are still here. I see you in the sand and grain you are still here. I see you in my reflection in the mirror you are still here. I see you in everything I do and say you are still here. I see you in the light of day you are still here. I see you in the moon's rays you are still here. Where ever I go your in my heart so you are still here.

Still Under The Weather :(
LOL OK I know this doesn't quite fit the weather category. But I have been feeling under the weather the past week trying to get over this bronchial/cold crap. So I have been off an on doing what I can to help out. I am sorry if I have not been on much to give it my all. Today we had a good foot of snow (ok so I guess here's the weather related stuff LOL) and then some. As I was arguing with my oldest to please go out and shovel the sidewalk and around the car area to get it out in case of emergency, and I wanted him to get the roof rake to clear the snow off Donovan's roof as it has already been leaking from the rain prior to the snow. I have once again just about lost my voice. So I have been in bed under the blankets trying to stay warm to get over this. As I have an upcoming dental appointment the day before Thanksgiving. If my thinking is right he will pull another tooth if not two depending on the damage to the second as they are taking me off Medicaid since my par

Still Having Pc Problems
most of yall know i was away from pc for about month cause of my pc takin a dive n whatnot..i got a new out of box pc other day and it seems to be havin problems and acts like its been used allready and repackaged so i may be back on if they have another pc or when i can get another one i may go get one somewere else

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Stil Crappy
On the whole seeing the world thing. Whenever we go out on deployment we got to places we call liberty ports. Different countries, but dont think that youll be there for a couple of weeks having fun. Nope 3 or 4 days max with duty on one of those days. hell ive been to Japan, China, Malaysia, and Australia, just enough time to get drunk have a little fun, then leave. take some pictures to show the family back home, and thats about it. the entire other time your out to see working 12 to 18 hour days with shitty fucking food and shitty fucking people. the Navy is obsolete. they want to keep building up and up more ships more people more planes and more helicopters. who the fuck else in the world has a navy like ours. we have more aircraft carriers than any other country in the world. sure they are cool and can take squadrons of fighters anywhere in the world. but do we really need fucking 13 of them holy shit. then add all the numerous support ships and we have a navy thats too fucking b

Still My Mind
Still it rushes through me, in every pore, through every cell. What is this . . . what feeling is this? I cannot tell, what secrets unveil capabilities unknown to limits. This absolute emmersion blankets my every conscious thought. Drawing you closer, bringing you here. So close to me I dare not say - still not within my sight. I feel your breath, heat penetrating my skin like a hard summer rain. I feel your face, your eyes, trace your mouth with my fingers. You give me breath so close to your mouth, still we do not touch. Smoldering fantasies ignite burning, lust and longing. Desire tempts me. "Move closer . . . " you whisper, "closer, closer. " A paradox? Closer to you, like the finest lace - our bodies occupy exactly the same space. Deeper you come! Taking you in - surrounding me and filling me up- and down- push, shove CRASH! Eyes open, must I see? Truth is now . . . this reality.

Still Here (unedited)
Begging and pleading with my heart to find one last courage. Going byond what I know and standing up to my fears. Lust for you is want for my soul. To save this vision to last more then one frame and to pronounce my courage, overcoming shame. My soul lost and weak in desire for you my love, dont let it down. In moments of last look I am humbled by the nature of your spirit. Loving and forgiving, but only tolerent till my own fault. I ask forgiveness too many times in the light of your majisty. All of my insecurities you errect in a glance that keep me cowering to no end. It is just a dream that keeps me next to you and only hope that keeps me at bay. Fighting to walk, fighting to stand still, fighting to keep my soul the same as you left it the night you said goodbye. Chosing to stay shows weakness to all eyes but mine. If I f fail I fail and I still gain a moment. A moment in your thoughts, your creativity, is still all a moment I keep unprotected and wanting another. For my love I

Still Fighting It
Good morning, son. I am a bird Wearing a brown polyester shirt You want a coke? Maybe some fries? The roast beef combos only $9.95 It's okay, you don't have to pay I've got all the change Everybody knows It hurts to grow up And everybody does It's so weird to be back here Let me tell you what The years go on and We're still fighting it, we're still fighting it And you're so much like me I'm sorry Good morning, son In twenty years from now Maybe well both sit down and have a few beers And I can tell you bout today And how I picked you up and everything changed It was pain Sunny days and rain I knew you'd feel the same things Everybody knows It sucks to grow up And everybody does It's so weird to be back here. Let me tell you what The years go on and We're still fighting it, we're still fighting it You'll try and try and one day youll fly Away from me Good morning, son I am a bird It was pain Sunny days and rain I knew you'd feel the same

Still In Lewiston Id
Well I got to Lewiston ID on the 2nd of December and will be here until the 23rd of December for training. I have to admit I thought Kingsport was a slow town that is until I got here. since I have been here I have learned a lot but I can't wait until I'm done and can get out on the road. . More to come later

"still."
“Still.” Still you stand beside me In the midst of mighty trees And I hear your soft voice whispered In the beach’s gentle breeze Along the trails and paths we walked Up the rocks and down the shore Through love and thoughts of special times You’re here with me once more Still I see your smiling face In the ripples of the creek And in the moving of the tides I hear the words you speak If standing by my side today You’d help me to be strong Still you’d lend a loving hand To help me carry on Still you look upon me From the stars above at night Your spirit washes over me Like the crest of morning light Yes, all you are, and all you mean Continues to fulfill My life and heart with hopes and dreams Before, today, and still… Copyright 2008 by Steve Santini. All rights reserved.

Still Up On The Block!!!
FTW IS UP FOR AUCTION!!! I dont normally do things like this, but the hostess is one of the sweetest people on FU, there are ALOT of cool people in this auction, and lets face it, SHAMELESS SELF PROMOTION IS FREAKIN' SWEET!! So Come and place your bids!! And dont forget to rate the pic, most rates at auctions end wins 5 Credit Bling!!! Thanks for your time and effort peeps!! PEACE!!

Still Falling
I get butterflies everytime i see him my heart aches when he walks down the hall he's my everything and im his nothing. i gave him my heart. he gave me it back all torn apart i dont understand how this boy could be so perfect i love him to no end though it kills me to see him. he said i was beautiful he said i was perfect he told me that he loved me and i was silly enough to believe him those were all just lies, ways to make me fall and he did a good job because im still falling.

Still Not Sorry
My heart still hurts and will mend in time I am sure. I think of you each and every day wondering if you are well and ok. I miss you every moment that I am awake, and grab my cell to text you when something occurs that I wanted to share with you. I wonder in my mind if the silence is because you were just too kind to send me away or if it is because what I said wounded or angered you. Then my mind begins to wonder in a bad direction and I worry that maybe something has happened to you, because surely you would not abandon the rest of your friends this way. I took the destruction of my cell phone to be fate telling me to move on, and still yet through all of this I am not sorry that I met you or even sorry for the time I was lucky to spend with you. I am only sorry that I asked too much of you. May you find what it is that you seek in this life and may it please you all of your days.

Still Fly
Gator Boots, with the pimped out Gucci suit Ain't got no job, but I stay sharp Can't pay my rent, cause all my money's spent But that's okay, cause I'm still Fly Gotcha car play gems on shine Said it's mine, get a mink, Baby Girl let's ride You the number one stunner, and we gonna glide Go straight to the mall, turn out the inside Prowler Gucci full length leather, burbons cooler, Coogi sweater Twenty inches pop my feather I'm the Bird Man Daddy I fly in any weather Alligator seats with the head in the inside Swine on the dash, G-Wagon so fly Number one don't tangle and twisle When it come to these cars I am that Fella Gucci with the matching interior Three wheel ride with the tire in the middle It's Fresh and Stunna and we like brothers We shine like paint, Daddy, this our summer Gator Boots, with the pimped out Gucci suit Ain't got no job, but I stay sharp Can't pay my rent, cause all my money's spent But thats okay, cause I'm still Fly Got a quarter tank

Still Up In Bed
A little boy came down for breakfast one morning and asked his grandma, "Where's Mom and dad?" and she replied, "they're up in bed." The little boy started to giggle and ate his breakfast and went out to play. Then he came back in for lunch and asked his grandma "where's Mom and Dad?" and she replied "they're still up in bed." Again the little boy started to giggle and he ate his lunch and went out to play. Then the little boy came in for dinner and once again he asked his grandma "where's Mom and dad?" and his grandmother replied "they're still up in bed." The little boy started to laugh and his grandmother asked, "what gives? Every time I tell you they're still up in bed you start to laugh! what is going on here?" The little boy replied, "well last night daddy came into my bedroom and asked me for the Vaseline and I gave him super glue

Still Here
well still in vegas...working as much ot as they will allow...Lot of changes where I work...don't know for sure if the site is staying open. Lot of rumors and speculation...and I am listening to my "voices"...LMAO...anyway ... Still no home internet...I miss chatting with everyone. But then again I am working 6 days a week or so...except this coming week.. 3days then off 4 yay!!!! (ha ha lonny I get to pester you the whole time hehehehehe) Hope all is well with everyone.. Miss ya D.S>

Still Preggo....
Had to see another OB/GYN today (not my normal doc) and he's demanding that I have an ultrasound tomorrow and that I see my norm doc. He ran a test today to see if I'll actually go into labor within the week and my doc should have the results tomorrow. I am dyin to get this kid outta me!! He's killin me and I'm still on mandatory bed rest. Show me some lovin......I'm hurting big time and need this kid outta me!

Still Believe
In this life, whith its crazy up downs and wars, and not knowing what the future will bring. It seems that hope has left us, yet there are those who still believe. who see it whith every sunrise, in a childs ungaurded smile, there is hope. This world we live in may be in caos, with it's war mongering and politicians fighting amongst themselves instead of together. Hope may be faint yet, if we lend are voices to the cause if we fight as one, if we never stop believing there will alway be hope.

Still Holding On?
OK im sooo tired of my ex still holding on... look i love her and all and i would take her back but shes engaged... first she needs to leave him and then we could mend our relationship. but all she really does is call every other day wondering how i am, and asking to plan a lunch.... im like wtf....grrr tired of crap.

Still Haven't Spent Any Money
In case anyone comes around wondering how I gave out bling without spending money to advance myself, here's an SS of the bling credit transaction. http://i274.photobucket.com/albums/jj271/HellViper69/Untitled-1.jpg

Still Have Not Spent Any Money
Again, didn't need to buy my Auto 11's. Here's the SS of the credit transaction. Fubar Support definitely takes care of people. http://i274.photobucket.com/albums/jj271/HellViper69/untitled-2.jpg

Still Looking For Friends
iam wondering whats so great about this site every one or most seem not to be looking to make new friends i may be wrong. or it could be because of the wheelchair i'am in and thats ok. heres the facts about me iam a nice guy,a army vet. who was ran over in front of my house you cant end up in a wheelchair just by talking to some one whos in one. see iam ok with being in it. its others who aren't. anyway i wish all the luck and happiness every one can hope for thank you

Still Remains- For Jennifer Colbert Rip My Love
our bed we live, our bed we sleep making love and I become you flesh is warm with naked feet stabbing thorns and you become me oh, I'd beg for you. Oh, you know I'll beg for you. she holds my hand we share a laugh, slipping orange blossom breezes love is still and sweat remains a cherished gift unselfish feeling... oh, I'd beg for you. Oh, you know I'll beg for you. she tells me things, I listen well drink the wine and save the water skin is smooth, I steal a glance dragon flies "er" gliding over... oh, I'll beg for you. Oh, you know I'll beg for you. pick a song and sing a yellow nectarine take a bath, I'll drink the water that you leave if you should die before me ask if you can bring a friend pick a flower, hold your breath and drift away...

Still Confused!!
after all these years,I am still confused. WHY does nobody on FUBAR ever want to reply,or return comments,or use shout box????? It really,really confuses me. WHY is it,when we start out,we accept EVERYONE,and really try to reply,then all of the sudden,WE ARE TOO BUSY????????????????? WHY would we simply walk away from talking to someone??? Would we do this if they were right there with us??? HAVE NO IDEA WHY THIS GETS TO ME SO MUCH. its the technology age,ITS ONLY GOING TO GET WORSE

(still Editing Plz B Patient)
R.I.P Jessie 12/7/83 - 2/19/09 We lost a very good and reliable friend. We will miss you so much. Your family and friends are in our prayers. Click on his profile to leave a comment if you like. His Brother Drake will handle his account. I'm sure he will need some friends throughout his grieving period. dark rider of the eternal flame@Nosferatu's Haven@ fubar This bully is brought to you by: Flash Player Codes by mailboxdrive.com

Still Hanging In There
well, for the past 2 nights I have stayed up WAY past my bed time so I could bid on spotlight....as you can see WE have not made it yet. I have the bux...my puter and fingers are just not fast enough, I guess. So, for now, I will continue to rate pics for bux and continue to take any donations and I'll try again next week. I am busy the rest of this week and I want to be here when WE do get spotlight. (remember, it's not all about me!) So for now....go by and see my girls VIVI, REEKA, and QUEEN COBRA. VIVI and QUEEN COBRA have birthdays the next 2 days and REEKA is having surgery on Thursday.....they need extra love this week! Thanks so much for supporting me in the fight against breast cancer.....have a great day! ~~smooches~~

Still My Mind
Still it rushes through me, in every pore, through every cell. What is this . . . what feeling is this? I cannot tell, what secrets unveil capabilities unknown to limits. This absolute emmersion blankets my every conscious thought. Drawing you closer, bringing you here. So close to me I dare not say - still not within my sight. I feel your breath, heat penetrating my skin like a hard summer rain. I feel your face, your eyes, trace your mouth with my fingers. You give me breath so close to your mouth, still we do not touch. Smoldering fantasies ignite burning, lust and longing. Desire tempts me. "Move closer . . . " she whispers, "closer, closer. " A paradox? Closer to you, like the finest lace - our bodies occupy exactly the same space. Deeper you come! Taking you in - surrounding me and filling me up- and down- push, shove CRASH! Eyes open, must I see? Truth is now . . . this reality.

Still
Soft, smooth, round Your hands on my back Gentle, timid, yet wanting more... Words you long to say cling to my lips Like dew on a midsummer flower Breath trembles the air Threatening the fall Delicate movements betray us A fluttering eyelash, a tremblng fingertip... You wrap your arms around me Enfold me in silence Your head on my breast, on my heart Listening in stillness...

Still Looking For A Jobs.....
I still looking for jobs but no one wants me to work there because of I am deaf!!!! I guess I am tired of looking for a jobs!!! I am not lazy or playing around!!! If I get a jobs I would buying Happy Hours but I am stuck and can't get a jobs!!! I thinks people are so dumb and stupid ass!!!

Still Waiting
Still Waiting Is it already too late to be with you? I only been few days with out you But it seems like a life time.. I wish that I could rewind time Maybe if I could change the past You and I would last I know that we went to fast I’m sorry that it didn’t work But whatever happens from now on I want you to know that I am here I might drop a tear But I will be waiting for you.. Just thought that you should know.

Still Heartbroken.....
How I wish that things worked out between u and me,but I guess we just weren't meant to be.I took you back time after time knowing that things probably wouldn't change,but I was just giving you permission to keep breaking my heart over and over.Now all I have is the memories of when things were so right and we were happy and wonder where those days went and why did they go.As bad as it hurts to be without you,it brings me joy to know that I have grew strong and will not allow you to take my love for granted anymore.I was so weak for you,but now I know I gotta stay strong and this too shall pass.... 7TRUE.COM

Still Here Waiting For You
As I look into your eyes I can't seem to look away I get lost into the moment Each and every day I thought you didn't like me I thought that you moved on But to tell you the total truth... My feelings aren't gone I'm still here, still waiting For us to finally be I'll stay here for as long as it takes For you to be with me I'm still here inside your heart I'll never give up on you You'll never find anyone else Who loves you like I do I'm still here just waiting For you to finally realize I'm still here waiting for you to see me How I see you through my eyes

Still Miss You...
To this day when I kiss her I taste you To this day when I lie next to her I smell you To this day when I hold her tight I feel you To this day when I make love to her I am in you To this day when I wander near you all I see is that stone That cold heartless piece of granite That desperately wanton crap with your name on it I lie next to you and still I can hear your tears I hold that cold granite and I can’t feel you I hold that plastic flowers from your grave and still I miss you.

Still Remains
She died here Many years ago. Her spirit still lingers! Why is it here? Why is she still around? Stabbed in her own bed, Blood stained sheets Are all still there! They will not fade, As long as her spirit still remains! Body dragged to the pool, Loose floor boards ripping her flesh, Her nails gouging deep trails, They are all still there, and will stay As long as her spirit remains Washed in the pool!

Stiletto Girls
Come join my modest gathering of sexy Fubar members who all share a passion for heels. Just give me a shout if you want me to pimp your ass off. XXXXX FOUNDER XXXXX JJ - Stiletto Girl - Heels & Wheels Girl - Passions Girl XXXXXXXX MANAGEMENT XXXXXXXX Angel Eyes1974~co owner*stiletto girls~w.i.s.e.u.k.f.~U.K.L~the sisterhood~ NO fan NO add~pls sign m Ambivalent Goddess~*Personal Assistant and member of the Stiletto Girl*~ Lily / Stiletto Girls HostessXXXXXXXXXX PROMOTER XXXXXXXXXX HeyYouAwake2 XXXXXXXX SECURITY AKA THE BOSS XXXXXXXX MAVERICK2009 XXXXXXXXX MEMBERS XXXXXXXXXX bialicia ~ Proud Member of the Stiletto Girls ~ Jilly Baby~

Still The Fastest Thing On The Block
so even though i am clean from my ever charming year and a month or so of constant meth abuse following the break up with the last cunt.... i am still a rampant alchoholic as proved once again yesterday and so i digress.. at eight in the morning work was called off due to rain....hang up the phone with my brother and go straight to the liquor store... by a six pack of king cobra tall cans and...start drinking angelfuk calls me from half way accross the world..chat with her about the economy share photo editing secrets...charming young lady noon all done with cobras..back to the spot..switch to some flavored malt beverage called juice or something cant hardly read the can...some ghetto shit....drink three cut to three my roomate gets home we ride to the spot pick up a bottle of vanilla vodka and some orange juice, bottle of champangne, and some king cobra...come home...drink it all nine at night...drunk as shit wondering why the upstairs neighbors are so fucking loud..walk up sta

Still Searching......
I been lookin for a girl that would be down for me....Though problems come around, she'd hold her ground for me.....And until the day I die she'll keep that vow to be.... Mines and only mines, no matter what might come between.....In love and relations, death has many faces....... No matter how I holds the cards they're still all aces....Made out like a bandit left no traces.......But where's my soul?Nobody knows, it seems that I've misplaced it..........Been stucc between many roccs and hard places......... Swam placid oceans and crossed creation......... Been on top of the world and been complacent....... Toe to toe with me I stood, and I got wasted......... And though I know the pain wont fade quicc....I'll keep pushin til the day that I come to that oasis......

*still Wants To Strangle A Salesperson*
yup... erm...can someone please disifer this for me?? I think I got the hotel...but ?? and I'm spose to deliver on Saturday's wtf? grrrrr.... shoot me... here...is...what...she....wrote... I spoke with ---- today . I e-mailed him a bid to sign.Once he signs proposal we will start on Monday May 11th . I will give you the official word once it is signed!!!!!!. But we are good to go on his word!! Thanks for ALL your help!!!

Still Here
ok, so I am still here....just not HERE as much. I have been super super busy these last few weeks.....where do I begin?!?! Besides being Mom I was also team captain for our team for the American Cancer Society's Relay for Life this past weekend. Getting donations, keeping t shirt orders filled, making the campsite decorations.......you get the idea! Then the night of relay I stayed ALL night!! yep, I was up for over 24 hours with only a 20 minute nap. We got to the track where Relay was being held around 530 pm Friday and we finally left around 7 am on Sat. Throughout the night I walked a total of 16 laps....4 miles!!! Exhausted was not the word for what I felt!! Every muscle in my body hurt...still does. But while walking I felt so alive.....it is hard to explain. Unless you have been personally touched by cancer...it really is hard to explain. I went to Relay rejoicing though....May 8th was my 1 year anniversary since my last chemo!! I think I did fairly well consid

Still In Pain!
I've been home for 3 weeks recovering from what was a very scary C-Section. I was barely allowed to have my best friend with me when my baby was being born. It was scary to get this spinal block. The first time the nurse did it she hurt me and hit my left side, second time she hit the right side. Well the third time was the charm because both legs went numb and so did the rest of me...from the brain down. They only had me on the table for less than 2 minutes before the curtain went up and they started working on me. Sean was suppose to be in the room right after they were done prepping me, and as I laid there the sounds of the OR got very distant. I don't remember too much about what the doc was saying, I felt like I was floating off the table. I know I should have panicked but I couldn't feel anything, physical or emotional. I know I should have said something, but in the fog and haze of the narcotics I couldn't even speak up to say anything. The doctor stopped working on me long e

Still F-ed Up
still fucked up Category: Writing and Poetry Thought I'd miss you much then I tossed my lunch Bitch yeah your making me sick you made me a prick cause I was convinced we clicked you were all broken and I was bad but in the end we just end up sad I dont mean we end up ready to cry I mean knife to the wrist and ready to die like you to know that I love your touchyour kick slap and the way that you punchbut if you touch me again you'll be starting the end never hit a woman but im going to beginI got no self control and not willing to stopI could keep cutting on you on a full circle of clockpistol whip the new guy with bunt of my glockcant kill you for real cause they'd lock me upyou aint worth all that not even a fuck your makeup looks good underneath of my truckcouldnt control myself now satan whats up

Stillness . . .
Stillness. . .Stillness . . . The quiet of the night, When I am alone, Listening for you, Unaware if you are there, Thinking fondly of you, Missing and hoping for you, That you are well, Wherever you are, In your stillness, In your quiet of the night, When you are alone, Feel me with you, Know that I am there, Wishing in my stillness . . . ©2009 C-Wolf

Still Learning..
I've learned that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I've learned that it takes a long time to become the person I want to be. I've learned that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you ever see them. I've learned that you can keep going long after you can't. I've learned that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. I've learned that you either control our attitude or it controls you. I've learned that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades and there better be something else to take its place. I've learned that heroes are the people who do what has to be done when it needs to be done, regardless of the consequences. I've learned that money is a lousy way of keeping score. I've learned that my best friend and I can do anything or nothing and have the best time. I've learned that sometimes the people you expect to kick you when your down will be th

Stillness Of The Light
In the stillness of the light,She gained an insight into her life.Compassionate and caring,Always giving,She realized what her purpose was.To give her love freely,Knowing what her inner being is made of.She is a spark of light from the heavens above,She is loved unconditionally.She is here to make a difference in their lives,As if an angel was picked for them.In the stillness of the light,The holy spirit touches her.Filling her with healing light,So she can love unconditionally.Dee Parenti All Rights Reserved. Today I was rating some photos of my friend. He is a wonderful photographer and I do enjoy his work. I came across this photo and the more I looked at it, the more the thoughts came, so I wrote this poem. I would like to thank SilkeNelDer for allowing me to use the photo with this poem for the post. Go show him made love.

Stilletoe Girl
Stilettoe Girl by Wise One Black aka Carlton What you looking for? The proper sounding sleek, but meek heart stopping touch of class that rode high on her stilettoes should have inquired. As her hair rides high across her shoulders I see what i was in quest of - her! It wasn't enough for her cocoa kiwi complexion to add to the effect that has my heart pumping blood in a ripple motion. I craved more. i was secretly demanding, thru silent gestures, I just wanted her to unmute her thoughts. I was addicted to her delicate voice although she never utter a word. Without premission or control i would be lying if i used the word allowed when i say my imagination ran rampant. O what a feeling my mind exhaled as it dance with thoughts of making her my dinner willing and fiending to be held hostage for breakfast. long and behold i was hoping this would be happening with the conditions of the terms till death do us part. The beautiful but diminishing factor was nearing that if i didn't r

Still Here....kinda
well, I am still here...kinda. I am so busy these days with the kids home from school and getting the house and things in order around here getting ready for my surgery on June 18th. I jump on fubar to check on friends and family about once a day. I usually don't speak cause I got the kids hollering at me or the dog is ready to go outside or the clothes need to be folded or it's time to cook.....well, you get the picture. Plz say special prayers for my girl VIVI as she goes in for some surgery on the 18th also. I won't go into details but you can go by and see her and leave her some love and support. I know she would appreciate it!! Like I said I go on the 18th for surgery....my surgery will be reconstructive surgery to fix 'the girls' after the lumpectomy I had last year. I will loose about a cup size (dang it!!) but I will be even again and I will feel better about my appearance (I hope). I will update some pics later on after some healing. In the mean time, leave lots

Still Think Ya Know Me
Here I sit and watch my world come crumbling down - I cry for help, no one's around. Silently screaming as I bang my head against the wall - It seems like no one cares at all. Always an emotion, But how can I explain - How can I explain? Kind of like the scent of a rose, But you can't explain, The same with my pain. Caught up in emotion, Goes over my head - Goes over my head. Sometimes I got to think to myself, Is this life or death, Am I living or am I dead? The clock keeps ticking, But nothing else seems to change - Problems never solved just rearranged. And then I think about all the times that I've had - Some were good, most were bad. I search for personality And I look for things I cannot see. Love and peace flash through my mind, Pain and hate is all I find. Find no hope in nothing new, And I never had a dream come true. Lies and hate and agony - Through my eyes it's all I see. If I'm gonna cry - Will you wipe away my tears? If I’m gonna die - Lord please take away my

Still Frame
"Still Frame"Please help me 'cause I'm breaking down, this pictures frozen and i cant get outPlease help me 'cause I'm breaking down, this pictures frozen and I cant get out of hereBelieve me, I'm just as lost as youan every time I think ive finally made it I learn I'm farther away than I have ever been before I see the clock and its ticking away, and the hourglass empty What the F***do I have to sayPlease help me 'cause I'm breaking down, this pictures frozen and I cant get outPlease help me 'cause I'm breaking down, this pictures frozen and I cant get out of hereRelease me, I'm just as lost as youBelieve me, I'm just as lost as youKeep it inside, the image portrayed As if I couldnt stand losing as if I couldn't be saved, no wayA small confession I think I'm starting to lose itI think I'm drifting away from the people I really needA small reflection on when we were younger We had it all figured out 'cause we had everything coveredNow were older its getting harder to seeWhat this futur

Still Stumbling
Ahoy there! As you can probably tell, I'm new around here, and I'm still trying to figure out the maze. I'm reading the FuBible as time permits but its a process learning what's going on in here. For instance, how to get that tagline by my name? Anywho, I'll keep stumbling, fumbling and maybe mumbling until I feel real. Feel free to grab my hand and lead me through if you happen to bump into me. Peace All! ~Red~

Still Hurts
It hurts when i think about how happy we once were.It hurts when I think about ur smile.It hurts when I hear your laugh.It hurts to talk to you and just act like nothing ever happened.It hurts when you say "I love you".It hurts to think about your touch or to think that your heart belongs to another now.I thought i was over you I thought I was strong enough to handle this but now i dont know.People always say that time makes everything heal but it still hurts to love you.

Still Not A Blog... But Wtf???
ok.. this is still not a blog... but i can't help myself rite now.. i need to vent... or else i will end up bombing toys "r" us... and violence is not in my nature... so... i just want to ask the entire toy making, marketing, and selling industry... why??? why do you make your toys and toylike products look so fooken magical in your ads??? like WHY do you have to play with my emotions??? i just bought a rubber bracelet making kit... which absolutely thrilled me because i am addicted to bracelets in general... but rubber ones have become my passion since the "livestrong" invasion... love them... but neways... i was besides myself with excitement... needless to say that was short lived... like every other toy out there.. it was a crock of shit... and now i sit here with my gaff... broken... "it might have been a rubber bracelt but it's more like a melted starburst strap..." and a broken heart to boot... fu toy people everywhere... FU!!!

Still Connected
night after night the tears stream down soaking my pillow swelling my eyes wondering if when I go will I be alone still I'm really not long for this world yet my time grows near nothing yet have I accomplished stronger grows the pain within will I leave this place with no one by side no children to leave my belongings no one to love and leave impressions my heart is scared and wishes it weren't so for it knows that if god doesn't take me first my lonely heart will give before my time I watch every love walk away and every jerk come too I lay staring at the one empty side of bed it was suppose to be your side I hold tight to what was once your dog I wear the ring of a promise that never should have been broken I think of the love I know you still have in vein I wish it to return to us but instead we grow ok with being alone too afraid to love one another let alone hold too much pride and pain to admit defeat we rather watch each others pain see who suffers more

[still Reeling]
I asked my brother if I was a dating fuck up- but he just reminded me not to alot time, or autoreject and just go case by case.Pretty sound advice.I'm in a -better- but not good mood after talkin to my brother for four hours straight, doing some cases at work independently, and talkin to my nfl Brandon. My Goddaughter is nowCRAWLING! Woo.And I had another paternal dream.Third one this month. This time I had a brounette daughter who broke her leg.I think I drove 90 to the ER.Even in dreams being an amateur stunt driver has its perks.It was a pretty bad break. I was scared. She was scared.Always have really cool, insightful kids in my dreams.My dog has ass scabs, but she's doing better about being outside all day, appetite's returning- disposition sweetening.Maybe I'll get around to some gangsterific antics with Chris this weekend. Dunno, he's on nightshift, I'm on day- roleswitch from last year, but at least he's not calling me at 3 in the morning to talk about anonymous sex (roughly th

Still Breathing
My doctor told me today that I should cherish life because my heart is getting weaker and could stop at any time. Hey couldnt give me date and I didt ask why, I dont want to know how soon I will die. So now when people ask me how my day went, I said I woke up still breathing and Im thankful for it because I cant ask for a better way for my day to begin. The rest of the day went great because I experienced the things that makes life so precious to us mortal beings. Its the little details we take for granted like the things we still have because we focus too much on what we had in the past. But no longer will I dwell on the ones that Ive lost its time that i appreciated the ones that Ive got. The days come to an end and once again I will sleep. But now I look forward to what the new dawn will bring. But if this is the night that you and I part just know that I loved you with every beat of my heart.

Still Wishing
I wished on my star again tonight.The same wish every time.It has yet to come true.But I still keep wishing.I have worked all my life to be different.Different from all the rest.Yet all you want is the same.The same games.The same misery you claim to despise.I can show you a new way.A happier way.All you have to do is be brave enough to hold my hand.I've been reaching out for so long.My arm grows weary.Save me?

Still The Ghost In Me Wont Rest.
Hunting the pages..one letter at a time..simple at first..but complex to a point of confussion..the soul of a long gone entity..sitting on the edge of your page..a hint of rage and sharrows..endless now..and just the start..of a long after life..each word..being written in the blood..of memories..long past..and never forgotten..holding him bound..to the world of the living..just a loop..that wont end..falling down the shaft of your brain..taking aim at whatever i come into contact with..weather wit..or shear fun..i will taunt the minds..of readers..till life is long gone..murdering lines..one step at a time..a gloomy figure half here..half gone..just reaching out..at the future and the past..cant get rid of the everlast..steady writting down words..that bind together networks of lives..that have long been gone..yet are still here in me..a mix of epic..with a little bit of gloom..and what bloomed..a hunted man..cant even sleep..still the ghost in me wont rest..way past my last breath..a

Still Have More Idea
In games, you will take part in any other group , through these you can add more experience, and you can add more energy and blood, when you turned more ,you can killing monsters. only killing, you can get more equips ,energy and so on. when you have WoW Power Leveling, you can have more and more! That is change yourself. Once you have World of Warcraft Power Leveling, you can add mood, experience, when you fight again, you will see more different monsters, just like strange monsters. Players often make own useful things for my own, so you can recognized the meaning of the game. That is why so many people still like it!

Still With My Gf?
so... i'm not totally broken up with my GF... i still stalk her and stuff.... i'm only joking... i can't stalk her... serioiusly, i couldn't stalk her if i wanted to ... cuz i have A.D.D.... so after like 10 minutes in the tree... i would forget why i was there! the cop would be like, "what are you doing up there, son?" and i'd have to respond, "Your guess is as good as mine, officer... that's why i called you!"

Still Lookin
Sittin here wonderin if that fine thick white bbw. Gonna come around. Been lookin for one with fine curves & a nice fhat ass & big boobs. Can't forget lovely fine thighs & legs & a tight a pussy. Face or hair i don't really care. As long as she's bitchy & have a sense of humor & is freaky & kinky & into everything. & doesn't mind to let her boobs hang d, dd, ddd boob size or bigger is what i like. I'm lookin & lookin for that thick freaky white or bbw. Said i'm lookin lookin for miss fine thick white or bbw. All i can say is where are you. Cuz i been lookin for ya & i can't seem to find ya. One day i can only hope in my life that you'll be & then i won't have to look no more. I only imagine havin that fine thick white girl around that's tryin to be down. So if your a fine thick white girl with all the curves & the nice assets that i have said. Then please come & holler at this lovely fine guy. I'll be here waitin anticipatin hopin to see your fhat lovely ass shakin & that your not take

Still The Same As You Fade Away
Change direction one more time. Change your looks and change your mind. I don't believe a single word. You're not a part of what I love. We would be better off if you just leave. Watch them fade like you know it had to be. I'll still be doing the same old shit that I was yesterday. Fade away cause we knew you couldn't stay. We see it all the time so we'll sit back and watch you fade away. I've taken my bumps, I've taken my falls. I've been knocked down and through it all this one thing always stayed the same. I've seen them come, I've watched them go so I'm just trying to let you know this is for the ones that still remain. Where are you gonna be tomorrow? Where did you lose yourself today? Watch them fade like you know it had to be. I'll still be doing the same old shit that I was yesterday. Fade away cause we knew you couldn't stay. We see it all the time so we'll sit back and watch you fade away

Still Around
Yeah, I am still alive. Lots of things have happened in 2 years..long story short, I lost another job, broke my leg and lost almost everything in a flood..not in that order. I am ok now but I still need a job..like way too many people.. I am hoping to be on more. I spend too much time on other sites...

Still Unbroken
Broken bones, broken hearts Stripped down and torn apart A little bit of rust I'm still running Counting miles, counting tears Twisted road, shifting gears Year after year It's all or nothing But I'm not home I'm not lost Still holding on to what I got Ain't much left No there's so much that's been stolen Guess I've lost everything I've had But I'm not dead, at least not yet Still alone, still alive Still unbroken I'm still alone, still alive I'm still unbroken Never captured, never tamed Wild horses on the plains You can call me lost I call it freedom I feel the spirit, in my soul It's something Lord I can't control I'm never giving up While I'm still breathing I'm not home I'm not lost Still holding on to what I got Ain't much left No there's so much that's been stolen Guess I've lost everything I've had I'm not dead, at least not yet Still alone, still alive Still unbroken I'm still alone, still alive Still unbroken I'm still unbroken Still unbroken Like the wind, like the

Still Bare Before You...
Still I lay bare before youMy words like my soul on the pageStill I long for youMy heart like my love for youStill I need of youMy body aches with pain of missing youStill each time I think of youI feel bare before youEmpty words on a pageEmpty thoughts of our loveEmpty meanderings of what we wereStill I lay bare before youCertain these words are lost on you

Still Working On This One...
There's a lot to say right now. A lot that I want put out there for the world. (or at least for the few people in the world that would stumble across this.) First though, let me begin with a theory. I already know that at least one person on my current friends list thinks this kind of stuff is complete bullshit, but work with me here. Ghosts. I'm sure they exist. I'm not sure that they are the spirits of the departed hanging around for…well… who knows why. They do exist though. In some form of energy. Some form of random or not so random accumulation of positive and negative energy that has managed to affect the physical plain or our way of perceiving said plane. It makes sense to me. The mind itself is a part of the Brain. The brain being that squishy grayish thing in the skull composed of neurons and other such tiny little bits-n-pieces. The mind however, being the information stored within it. The brain fires off tiny sparks of energy to trig

Still Daed Without Her
Dark victory Under Cynthia’s black rose heart Lays the egg of regrettable mourning as She kisses my lips goodnight. I feel so warm when she holds me in Her arms and softy whispers in my Ear “I love and miss you my darling, You will always be my dark victory”. Jose Hermosillo

Still Here For
I am still here for the fifty third week in my life. today I'm feeling muh better. I took care of different businesses that I had to. I am working on the things I have to take care of in my life. I can go off and party and forget all or be depressed and in bed and never come out. I'm not doing that. Only thing I am doing far as change is more moderation as in weight taining. I took off this week and I will resume on Monday at slightly less aggresive mode. Also, I cut the beta blocker in half and still taking it along with the aspirin. No I never cursed God but felt an immense anger toward God. I deal with these anger here and other places by looking at what happened in my life. Question those events and also the motivation of myself and others. Were it not for God, I wont be here to key anything. Norio

Still Got The Blues (lyrics)
Used to be so easy to give my heart away But I found out the hard way There's a price you have to pay I found out that love was no friend of mine I should have known time after time So long, it was so long ago But I've still got the blues for you Used to be so easy to fall in love again But I found out the hard way It's a road that leads to pain I found that love was more than just a game You're playin' to win But you lose just the same So long, it was so long ago But I've still got the blues for you So many years since I've seen your face Here in my heart, there's an empty space Where you used to be So long, it was so long ago But I've still got the blues for you Though the days come and go There is one thing I know I've still got the blues for you.

Still I Show No Pain
Still I Show No PainI don’t screamI don’t show no fearI show hateMy face was burningI wanted to diePleasure themselvesBut torture meI don’t cryNot giving them the satisfactionSmacked aroundBeat downStill I show now painHarder and HarderStill I show no painCursingStill I show no painInside meStill I show no painAbout 2 hoursFelt like a life timeEverything they hoped for they didn’t getUntil I got homeI cried my eyes outIn the showerI cried my eyes outOn my bedI cried my eyes outBest friends shoulderI cried my eyes outWhen ever I think about itI cry my eyes outWhen someone touches meI feel it againUntil I’m aware that its someone I loveAnd I grow comfortable again

Still Need Lots Of Prayers
My son went to vanderbilt on dec 22, and they did some breathing tests on him and xray... the xray didn't show anything but he didn't do well on his breathing tests.... they are testing him this coming monday(feb 22) for cystic fibrosis and doing an ekg on him..... In the meantime he has been diagnosed with kohler disease (somehow not getting enough blood to his feet)....they did an mri on his foot today to check him further on that and they are planning to test him at some point for marfan syndrome as well.......please pray for him that he can be treated and start getting better....

Still Lookin
still looking for work... sort of still waiting for the unemployment money. the system is failing me im doing alright for now... if it werent for favors ive granted in the past, id be screwed. you know how they say, as long as i owe you, youll never be broke? lol yep[ and im sitting here at mcd's on the wifi..i should have brought my plug for the laptop, but i forgot it...i only has half hour of battery left...gotta go soon. so i may be on a few mornings here and there while i send out my resume online during my job search... and i check in with my phone off my sons schools wifi so if you have me on facebook you can send me msgs there or on my email... gmacwest@yahoo.com so send me some love there and ill get it.. so wish me luck and ill be around soon. im probably gonna be on in the next few days... but i kinda miss you guys... much love...l8tr

Still Kicking And Sniffin
Time to post a couple updates. Son#2 is in the can. It was something he had to do so he could get on with his life. Hope he will be out in a few months and then can start his life without fear of getting picked up and hauled down to jail. On Politics - A Taxpayer voting for Obama is like a chicken voting for Col. Sanders. Our current represenatives can all line up to spit on the tomb of the unknown soldier considering how they have trashed the Constitution so many died for. We are now a Socialist nation. No longer allowed to be christian, where being Politically correct is more important that freedom of speech. Obama and the ACLU is trying to remove the crosses from the graves of soldiers that gave their life to protect our freedoms they are so willing to destroy. As a Viet Nam Vet ( USMC 65-69) and a Constitutionalist ( an adult that read and took the time to understand what it means.) I am very destressed about what my grandchilden will be forced to endure. Oh ya, The Fe

Still More
commercials Current mood: pissed off Category: Movies, TV, Celebrities Time for another installment of the garbage floating around my head. Have any of you seen the new anti-smoking commercial? A dreadlocked goofball goes into a gun store and asks about, get this, light bullets. He says that he saw on another package, a cigarette package, that they were offering lights, ultra lights, low tar, etc. He then proceeds to ask the clerk if they offer low lead bullets, bullets that hit the intended target but do no damage, really stupid fucking questions. Look, truth.com and whatdafxisup.com, those of us that do smoke, we know that ALL CIGARETTES ARE HARMFUL. We are not completely stupid, but your commercials are. These commercials are getting awful close to the anti-abortion shit shingles that you used to see out front of clinics in the '80's and '90's, you know the ones I mean, with the severed head of an aborted baby, jsut gr

Still Water.
Todays thoughts stuck to buxom blondes who put out on the first date.Not unlike dry sweat on a muggy summer evening.Rolling the black silt between my fingers.Oblivious to the raging ruin outside.Unaware of the cages we've builtthe temples we've burnedthe monuments we tiltArgumentative and inattentivedeconstructive and absent in all responsibilityfuture sight, tenure proofedrationalizing the drudgery of the one third splitas my eyes sink and itchas my lungs pleadopressed by balmy, morosely mundane routineover scheduled, under employed, ever pragmatic, never sexedHoney caught the flyFire caught the moth.

Still Crazy After All These Years By Paul Simon
I met my old lover On the street last night She seemed so glad to see me I just smiled And we talked about some old times And we drank ourselves some beers Still crazy afler all these years Oh, still crazy after all these years I'm not the kind of man Who tends to socialize I seem to lean on Old familiar ways And I ain't no fool for love songs That whisper in my ears Still crazy afler all these years Oh, still crazy after all these years Four in the morning Crapped out, yawning Longing my life a--way I'll never worry Why should i? It's all gonna fade Now I sit by my window And I watch the cars I fear I'll do some damage One fine day But I would not be convicted By a jury of my peers Still crazy after all these years Oh, still crazy Still crazy Still crazy after all these years More lyrics: http://www.lyricsfreak.com/p/paul+simon/#share

Still
Still feeling really down today... one of those days when you just want to sleep, which is what I did this morning, I had set my alarm to get back up for class, but turned the damn thing off and slept right through it. I did get up in time to go get my mammogram, but yuck.... Sucky thing is it was next to the hospital in the doctors building, I parked in the parking garage sure that I knew where to find the car. Needless to say, I got lost in the garage, after trying 3 different floors and being in tears I finally found the car. To top it off, I was suppose to pick my sisters up at the airport at 3 and right before the mammogram, her boyfriend called and told me the plane is running 25 minutes late. UGH! The person whose car I am using gets off at 3:30 and is about a half hour or more from the airport. Her boyfriend had the gall to tell me he could get off but would lose out on money, where I have to MAKE the person letting me use their car wait in the cold for roughly 45 minutes

Still Not Sure...
If being how I want to be on here and turning people's real life view of me into a lie is really okay... Of course, seeing as how this is how I am, how I want to be, and I'm showing my real desires, really I've been lying all along... I just wanted to be someone else for them. I somewhat still want to be someone else for them... The people who've been around in person. But fubar's fun, and I get a lot out of it. Can't keep hiding what I want all the time. The double life is... interesting... though.

Still Trying To Get Out...people Need To Stick Their Nose In Too Far.
Still trying to get out. I tried to let my voice be heard but not enough, so my mom stepped in, phoned the agency the woman on the phone had said that bed bugs are everywhere, and we have to wait till our suite is re-rented and pay 75.00 admin fee, or wait till the lease expires which is Oct. My mom tried explaining whats going on and that bedbugs spread fast, the woman pretty much said we have to pay the rent. Then my mom had said she will call the city (311) thats our info line for non-emergencies, and they had said they are going to investigate, and call my mom back. So I dont know whats happening as of yet, but everyone I know said you have a right to get out. You shouldnt have to be in this mess. Who wo uld want to live with bedbugs? Or at least know they are in this building, I was told that they had a case of bed bugs before in this building, so they are hiding in this building for sure. Spraying the adult bugs that kills them but not the eggs. Some chick had the ner

Still On My Face
The looks still on my face the exact time, the exact place whats not gone away, the pain i still wish things were the same what was heard the song it hasnt been there very long what i know is true i dont know what to do i see her in the moon she's not gone, she'll be here soon its still going through my head oh my god my grandmas dead

Still Marches On
April 9, 2011 I am the sister of a Marine With pride in my heart My love stands fast Even though we’re apart His passing left me empty But never alone For his brothers fell in All solid as stone Where ever I go Whatever I see I know they’ll always Be there for me I hope they know This love that they share Isn’t given in vain Cause I truly do care So even though My Marine may be gone His sister with pride Still marches on

Still I Rise Maya Angelou
You may write me down in historyWith your bitter, twisted lies,You may trod me in the very dirtBut still, like dust, I'll rise.Does my sassiness upset you?Why are you beset with gloom?'Cause I walk like I've got oil wellsPumping in my living room.Just like moons and like suns,With the certainty of tides,Just like hopes springing high,Still I'll rise.Did you want to see me broken?Bowed head and lowered eyes?Shoulders falling down like teardrops.Weakened by my soulful cries.Does my haughtiness offend you?Don't you take it awful hard'Cause I laugh like I've got gold minesDiggin' in my own back yard.You may shoot me with your words,You may cut me with your eyes,You may kill me with your hatefulness,But still, like air, I'll rise.Does my sexiness upset you?Does it come as a surpriseThat I dance like I've got diamondsAt the meeting of my thighs?Out of the huts of history's shameI riseUp from a past that's rooted in painI riseI'm a black ocean, leaping and wide,Welling and swelling I bear in

Still Alive & Kicking!!!
I'm getting over it, pushing past all the bullshit,and getting right to the root of what the problem really is.The reasons for the misunderstandings, the emergency landings on a plane headed for home.It's where the heart was living 'til it was without feeling, and started revealing itself to everyone else. By just packing up, moving out,Saying it could do without a barely able, unstable, running off at the mouth.So I'm tearing this and everything else between me and what I want to do to pieces.I'm tearing you and everything else between me and youto memory. I'm stronger now, even after everything that you did.Still alive and kicking. I'm better now.I'm awake. Now I can see everything in front of me, now.Now if you would've waited one second, you wouldn't feel so second. The second I put you first, it made the situation worse.Cause you wanna take advantage and control,of the things that I manage to keep under control.Like my happiness, my family, and all of my music.You had it all.

Still On The Grind!
HI everyone? This week has been a good week for me! We did a show with the artist who has the song called "Wobble wit it". The flyers came in handy. While the show was going on I walked around to see if anyone had threw the flyers away. Guess what happen? there was nothing but one on the ground and I picked it up and passed it on to a nice looking young woman. She was asking questions about the flyer and just a few seconds into talking I was surrounded by people giving me their input on the industry! It was wonderful, here I am mingling with the crowd and they treated me like an Industry executive. It was so amazing that while enjoying the show they kept the flyers and took them home to look up my group D.C.A.U. on iTunes. Every where I looked they had them in their hands and going home with them, I had a blast! Oh yea thanks once again here at Fubar my blog is growing. I have more views and thanks for reading. You're truly appreciated! Thanks, Jay Nunn for What's Up Boy Records!

Still On The Grind!
Hi my fubar friends! Well this week has been a serious grind week! Still advertising and leaving flyers in stores. One thing I can say is that, every time I leave a flyer at a clothing store, music store, shows, and etc. I really get this great feeling of Independence when I come home. You know the feeling like your the Boss and know one can take that from you! I'm saying this because it feel really good trying to make an earning running your own business! There's no one to tell you what to do or make your day upsetting! I advise any one to at least to try to build there own legacy it truly does makes you feel wonderful and happy! Once again to my Fubar friends thanks for checking out my blog it still growing by the week, so stay tune. Sincerely, Jay Nunn Ceo, Owner, For "What's Up Boy Records"

Still Bleeding
She sat clutching her head in her hands for sometime, feeling the cool breeze blow her hair around. Why couldnt she just think clearly? Why couldnt she just be normal. She hated feeling broken. She hated the self sabatage. She hated what she had become. What it had made her. She hated that she let it have any effect on her. She hated that it effected such important things. Hated the anger and shame. Hated the feelings of mistrust it left her with. Looking up at the sparkling black sky she let out a long heavy sigh fallowed by tears of hate as the memories flowed through her mind. They poured from her eyes uncontrolably, running down her cheeks forming a pool on the ground where she sat. The once green grass withered away and died. She was so toxic that she cried poision. She couldnt let anyone close enough to try to cure her. They always ended up infected. She just couldnt be open, couldnt pull down those defences. No matter how hard she tryed, or how badly she didnt want to let the po

Still Scared About My Brain Surgery
i am afarid im gonna die in my brain surgery this next 2 weeks (whenever its scheduled) 24th or 31st. I realize that when they put me under, it may be the last time im alive. I have to go to a phsyical rehab to learn to talk and walk again afterwards (after im discharged from hosp). I will spend 4-5 days in ICU then 4 days or so on the medical floor. I will be gone from Fubarv up to 2 months. I want to get married to my BFF and g/f Metal Baby!!!! So she wont feel bad while im gone for that amount of time. Im scared. Is there anyone that can help me feel more positive about this?? Please talk to me. i need to talk to someone who can help me feel ok about this. Please keep me in your thpought. I need all the positive energy i can get. Especilly when they shave all my hair off--im gonna cry. Then donate it to Locks of Love. For kids with cancer anhd they can make a wig out of my hair for them. I have a wig already. So i guess im set. I dont want my hair gone. i have even written a will ju

Still Working On 25 Lol
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Still Can!
you all can't see what the blind still can... Hearts of fire lie to me. My love got lost in the black hole inside me. Why can't they hear what the deaf still can... Tell them. "bite me" like the mute still can!

Still
I am still in love with Him My heart beats with his Every breath I breathe is his I am completely blind to others Pain his only affection That smile. His kiss, I take any pain Just to see his face And feel his hands Or his soft cold lips against mine. Watching him spill my blood Sends me into ecstasy. I'd die for him any day. Unfortunately that came He pushed to far Cut to deep His beautiful soft body came down next to mine And those lips whispered softly into my ear "I've found another".

Still It Continues
FeelingsAs days go by and the nights grow dark and weary my heart sinks with the sadness that seems to want to consume me. The tears want to fall from the darkness surrounding the pupils of my eyes. When the tears fall a waterfall they will become without an end to the dreariness that my heart feels inside. There is an emptiness that seems to hide away in the shadows of a Fallen Angel. Life is like a star that twinkles and slowly fades away to evaporate into the universe. Life is short for those that live however even shorter for one that will never breath upon birth. People take the breath given and take it for granted but innocence robbed before it can have a chance. Self centered and self consumed people seem to forget that they are not the only ones that hurt, feel pain, cry, care or even love. Relationships that seem to fade with each blossoming of the roses that fill a room of scents unknown. Changing for everyone around you to become who you may never have been meant to

Still Missing You Mum
another year passes ,and its almost the anniversary of your death again . another year passes and i find myself closer to understanding more of me theni ever did before . I dont know how u did it Mum .. but i know im grateful for your sacrifice .. and so are the rest of your children .. I can't beleive its 8 years now ,since we laid you down to rest , and wish for the best . i've been by to visit you twice like i said i would Mum .. Your grave is in a beautiful place where you can look out and see an amazing view . I layed down next to your grave and cried many ,many tears .. and i basically just poured my heart to you and to God .. I didn't want to leave your side ever .. but with everything in life we must grow up and except our responsibilites , no how painful . theres two graves beside you , i either want to be to have my ashes buried on top of you or be laid to rest beside you ..In my homeland . Mum im turning thirsty this year and i hope your proud of im becoiming ..

Still...i Ache
..still I see your face, when my eyes close in this dark..in this place... Still I feel this void...until your there will this remain. My mind is scattered, trying to gather composer once again. My curse is to love one, one whom can not be touched.. my curse is a beautiful one... for I love him too damn much. in these tears, your reflections shimmer, yet only for a moment this hell of wanting to feel your presence near is my only torment...... These tears that fall, that leaves a stream, is the lonely path I dwell as for us, I can only daydream.... as I wither through this hell.... Within the yonder, I hear your voice it echos in the dark tomorrow I run.....in search of you, only to descend into the arms of sorrow...

Still Here
Yes, I'm still here and yes, my foot still hurts. Still no swelling. I think I have figured it out..... I walk on my heel and lift myself out a chair or off the couch on my heel. Never put pressure on the heel or I am in of world of pain. But other than that I am A-OK. I'm still asking that no one make me concentrate. I took some pain releiving meds and they are not helping yet. I'm gonna try to make it until I can get into the emergency room. This is just another wall that I will get through. No worries.... If you try, everything can go alright. Even when you might start second guessing. Just stop yourself and know that everthing will be alright. There are those people that hurt others when something isn't going right and that is just not cool. Its stupid!! How does that fix the problem? It doesn't. No how, no way!! So just step back and come to the realization that everything happens for a reason and everything will be alright.

Stile Della Scarpa Di Camminata Del Hogan
Per scopo di benessere, le scarpe del hogan è considerata come la forma fisica per consumo umano. Sulla base della progettazione dei vostri vantaggi unici di stile della scarpa di camminata del hogan, del piede umano connessi con salute e della forma fisica. Cioè sono strumenti di forma fisica per coloro che sta soffrendo dal dolore posteriore e desidera ottenere nella forma priva di dovere esercitare molto del loro programma standard. Il singolo, che è utilizzato in questi calzature, fuori con la stabilità del corpo e delle forze voi da equilibrare dentro il mezzo del vostro piede.Tutti adorano lo stile, maggior parte tutti noi necessità di camminare all'interno della prima linea della tendenza. Come vedo, lo stile sottolinea il concetto che bellezza. Le nuove calzature del hogan sono scarpe hogan appena dentro l'occhio dello spettatore. è stato trovato che mentre lo sconto di passeggiata delle scarpe da tennis del hogan sull'irregolare naturale del terreno si sviluppa il muscolo dell

Still....
My desktop is saddening me. It don't wanna work. Doesn't even get close to booting. I even gave it two blow jobs today... I'm thinking its time to transport some files the shuck the bitch. Unless someone has computer fixing knowledge and reads this. Something is telling me that isn't gonna happen. I won't be able to cam any till August. That means no vlogging. I would like to but I can't fix something I have no idea of how to fix. My mic cord got cut too... I'm gonna try to get another laptop early but its iffy... This laptop is mine but I told my daughter she could use it when she ruined the one she got to do online schooling with. I wouldn't feel correct in taking it back now. She is not taking this laptop with her when she moves out. Although I am not so sure she will move out. She is not a people person. Doesn't help matters, huh?? I will try to come back when I possibly can. Fair thee well!!

Still New
my name is Jamie Brown. im still learning this site and founding out more about the people on it. i dont judge too much but just like the world still curious why is still hatred going on when it comes to race. other than that just here to have fun and chat alil bit. life is the way you make decisions.

Still Talking Shit....
unfortunatly people cant keep my name out of their mouths... i dont rank, chase rates or ask for family adds. I help ANYTIME im asked.. but yet im constantly asked y someone who doesnt visit me or help me out is removed from my family? or ive even been told the help i give is why people aren't helped or even attacked in mafia! (how crazy is this?) my answer to you people is....EARN IT or PAY FOR IT! im sure i dont deserve many family spots im in...u wont see me EVER bitch to u that im removed. feel free to do so anytime for any reason! 2ndly (lol) STFU about how much i do on fubar...if i did nothing it would be none of your bussiness! i dont need a SS or so called "proof"...everyone ive helped knows the truth! lastly... im in the process of un-faning all people im not friends with...so if someone asks you wy H3rbal blocked them.... tell them its cause they r not my friend and their page is set to friends only andthe only way to remove my fan on a private profile

Still Lovin It
well im into my 4th week of volunteering and im still lovin every moment, well apart from when i get to unpack donations of mens undies lol, i have made some fantastic friends n im gonna continue to volunteer even when i do get a job as they have helped me in so many ways n i wanna give back as much as i can, cos so many folks need help , they have given me a sense of purpose and i wake each day now looking forward to whatever the day brings, usually me on my feet until 5pm lol :)

Stilvolle Armbanduhr Web Design Manager Watch Out Für Die Frauen
Ich glaube, dass Rolex Stück wird nicht berappen viel Bewusstsein für ihre Damen-Clients. Dann wieder, wenn ich die Rolex Stück Web Design Manager Damen Uhr für Mädchen entdeckte ich ein bisschen etwas mehr besänftigt. Obama Armbanduhren sind in der Tat gefeiert, nachdem für Frauen und Männer mit dominierten Ländern geschaffen und beschädigt den Planeten als eine Replik Rolex Datejust. Um noch Nachahmung Amazon rolex Ihrer Web-Design-Manager-Serie besitzen, ist tatsächlich eine Befriedigung, die ich nicht hätte träumen lassen, kurz vor haben. Es ist eine einzigartige Rolex Stück Web Design Manager Uhr für die Damen, die aus den achtziger Jahren wieder hagelt. Die Armbanduhr kommt auch in der Blume seltenes Metall und es gibt kein Stück der Ort, wo der Stahl Stiftung enthüllt. Beide gut getönten Blumen seltenes Metall ganzen Körper Ihres beobachten ist ideal für und sogar resultiert in eine alternative seltenes Metall Akzent in die Hände der Frauen. Obama Produkt auf dem Datejust Serie

Still Working On...
still working on my book and love to thank my readers for being there for me... no name for the book yet and change names of my Charters just a few updates bY cHristine a lot of sex love power sadness death heat break it you read me now .. you'll love my book...

Still Of Te Night - Whitesnake
In the still of the night I hear the wolf howl, honey Sniffing around your door In the still of the night I feel my heart beating heavy Telling me I gotta have more In the shadow of night I see the full moon rise Telling me what's in store, My heart start aching My body start a shaking And I can't take no more, no, no Now I just want to get close to you An' taste your love so sweet And I just want to make love to you Feel your body heat In the still of the night In the still of the night Over here baby In the heat of the day I hang my head down low And hide my face from the sun Through the light of the day Until the evening time I'm waiting for the night to come In the still of the night, In the cool moonlight, I feel heart is aching In the still of the night Tell me here baby In the still of the night I hear the wolf howl, honey Sniffing around your door In the still of the night I feel my heart beating heavy Telling me I gotta have more. Now I just want to get close to you A

Stilvolle One-schulter Straps Of Modern Wedding Dresses
In diesem Jahr startet verschiedene berühmte Magazin und speichert eine Vielzahl moderner abendkleider lang so, dass die Menschen nach auswählen, um ihre Körper-Typ und ihren Geschmack. In unserer Erfahrungen ist es schwierig, dass sich ein Brautkleid, dass nicht nur billig, sondern auch chic. Nach Ihrer Entscheidung der Hochzeit Thema, wäre es das wichtigste für die Wahl Kleider. Kürzlich außerhalb Trauung freuen von einer großen Zahl von Menschen, die mehr Freiheit und natürliche Elemente erhalten möchten. Also, loszuwerden Ihrer überhitzten traditionellen langen Brautkleider, nur einfach zu halten chiffon Strandhochzeitskleider Ihren Empfang haben. Ich glaube, dass Stil BC078 wäre das Beste für Ihr außerhalb Trauung sein. Die kurzen Brautkleider werden in großen Chiffon konzipiert. Gerade Ausschnitt mit asymmetrischen Falten mit einem stilvollen ein-Schulter-Riemen, mit Blumen geschmückt gepaart. Princess Cut Wartezeit ist fit-schmeichelhaft. A-Linie Rock stoppt oberhalb des Knies

Stilvolle Und Günstige Android Phone Carry Out Technologie
Tough innovative Technologien zum Verkauf in der heutigen Welt, billige Android-Handy mit allen Funktionen eines modernen Tag kommen, noch muss kostet ein kleines Vermögen. In dem HTC Wildfire und HTC Desire Handy in Richtung Samsung Galaxy Serie einschließlich der Ace plus mini, Telefone android außer Zeit der jedem Smartphone darunter Top-of-the-line Bahn 2 erwartet. 0 Integration für Twitter, trendigen Designs, Touchscreens in den meisten Größen, Kameras, Videorecorder, GPS, Computer und vieles mehr! Samsung bietet einige der schönsten Android-Handys auf dem Markt mit seinen Galaxy-Serie. Mit einer hohen Zufriedenheit Rating-und Smartphone-Ressourcen, ist die Produktlinie der Trendsetter in Android-Handys. Der original Samsung Galaxy verfügt über eine 3,5-Zoll-Touchscreen, erstaunliche Internet-Fähigkeiten, Bluetooth kompatible Technologie, GPS, und schlank, versierte Design. Dieses Telefon wird auch angedockt werden und als ein iPod oder Musik. In dieser Serie bieten die Galaxy 3

Still Breaking The Standard
I have dated slim ladies. And I have friends who are. It's not all about how someone looks. Butt... What appeals to the eye of a man stimulates him faster than the eye of a woman. So I dont pretend not to prefer women who are voluptuous. Women who look like these...

Still Another Gun Blog By Betty Mcnabb
Yes, Hitler & Stalin Did Take The Guns Debunking the meme that historical gun grabs by dictatorships is a myth Paul Joseph WatsonInfowars.com February 26, 2013 Following Alex Jones’ explosive appearance on CNN’s Piers Morgan Tonight last month, gun control advocates reacted to Jones’ fiery historical defense of the right to bear arms by attempting to dismiss the fact that tyrannical regimes always disarmed their target populations as a myth or a hoax.

Still Life - Men At Work
There's a picture in the hall, I knowAnd it's from a time when feelings showedThough I hold it close before my eyesMy heart refuses to seeLoving you could have been, oh so easyBut there is something you don't understandThrough the times when two were one completelyThere was another in this well laid planThis corridor seems to stretch for years aheadBut patient hearts cannot match times steady treadIs this the threshold of a fantasy?Is there still life at all?Loving you could have been, oh so easyBut there is something you don't understandThrough the times when two were one completelyThere was another in this well laid planBest laid plan of oursWatering the garden, some comfort for the twilight yearsStill, life never lingers, it marches past our veil of tearsA moment's all we've got, to have and to holdDon't slip, don't blink, don't turn your headWith a photographic memoryI could live in a time that used to beIs this the threshold of a fantasy?Is there still life at all?Loving you could

Still Under//
Kin(Dread) Another night in the CemeterySnow drifts down like a seaof white noiseEnveloping Yoursilence.. my fears I rubmy fingers across Your nameThe colours havefaded so muchlike your breathAndThe tears just roll icy velvet curtains down my dirty cheeksBroken shovels lay at my feet abandonedFrom hands too splintered with despair, to keep diggingup her shameThis murder of you falls still.. lifeless against mywordsYour essence touches this air so muchIt's cold and Ifúcking miss You

Still Under//
Tomb I dug upYour lettersfromthe mortuaryof my nightstandBehemoth pilesmocked mewith it'sobsidian printBoldCruelEach envelopeI fingeredrippled my heartwithearthquakesas the subterfugeof verbsdestroyed meCovered the RaveninDustLike clockworkI follow sickprotocolShoving and screamingthem backto the tombof my drawer Aching for releaseBut Iamcursedto hold onfor just onelastread

Still...
14 years is a very long time, coming on longer each day. I have never stopped missing you, and miss you now more then ever. It isn't the physical that I miss, but that connection we shared. Just the simple act of holding you in my arms, you were a part of me, an extension of myself. This hasnt changed in the least, I still feel you, and I doubt that will ever stop. I missed you today, I mean I miss you everyday, but today even more so. It weighs so heavy on me.... I trust in His promise, three times, the path I have been put on, the end within sight but still so far away. There are so many things I need to say to you, so much.... I talk about what happened, and it makes me feel better, strange that it happens that way, after everything that happened, everything I did and everything I didn't do. I was such a mess, and only got worse. Every day back then worse then the day before, the only good thing I had was you. You were the only one who really cared, do you still? C

Still Having Fun But Part 2
Me and her and the to guys sitting on the couches. I ask if they wanted something to wet the throats. The guys wanted crown and coke and my gf had a white Russian already. The was feeling in the room that was sexally power so I told them why don't we go up to my room and get in my hitting to make us all comforted.at the sound of that my gf said she didnt brand her suit I told her I have one and she could change in my room while the men went to the hottub. I follow my guest up the stairs think all kind of different way that could make there night and that add and her was making me was horny u could say. W e for to my room and they sent waterbed I'm the middle and all the toys I had to play with and I could se it in the guys that they was ready for anything so I told to go out we will be out after we get dressed. I lead her into my master bathroom and give her a hot pink bathsuit that dis have much there bit i walled up to her and kissed the back of her neck and I smelled her armour that

Still She Loves
You Still Love I see you broken and bleeding A goddess of heart and acceptance,arms stretched wide upon that cross Taunted by the stones and thorns of your life's work Yet you... still love I see you persecuted by history and lies that hold him hostage That petite idol that shines from his neck to mock you No sentiment to the fiber of tolerance you created Yet you..still loveI see you A mother, a writer, a goddamn warrior for hearts That bruise and ache and scream for a reverend of a different sort To claw their way out of this position at the altar Yet you..still loveI see you A spiritual tool, with a fervent ramble Crimson tides seeping from your eyes that to me, are open wider than his corruption of a busted faith Yet you..Still FuckingLove.

Still I Wait
Everyday it gets longer then before, but no amount of time can change what is true and what is unavoidable. I tried moving on just like you told me to, thought perhaps that I had. But I was just a shell, everything good about me had walked out that door with you. Nothing was ever right again, no matter how much I tried to push it out of my mind. I wonder what you thought when you saw me from afar, always realized it afterwards, sometimes things we do leave a small trail, and I found one once.I so badly want to talk to you to hear your voice and to share with you the things I have discovered, the things I discovered about myself and the things I discovered about you as well. You were the only person who ever fit me like a puzzle, the only one who could see through to my core. You stood by me through the darkest period of my life, and as I look towards the brightest days to come, there is only one woman I want by my side, only one who deserves to be. Though I may not have deserved you ba

Still Here
I should have died a hundred times. Most days I wish I had. The pain, constant, is the only thing I can count on in life. Hiding it from everyone, it increases until plans to end it begin to cross my mind. Who do I give my possessions away to? Who will take care of my cats? Will anyone notice I'm gone? Will I be remembered? I've spent years trying to compile a suicide music playlist. The music seems more important than the actual method. The Cure, Nine Inch Nails, Alice in Chains... Pills, gun, razor blade, bridge jump... If it could only be as simple as "format C:/". At this point, I can't remember ever not being in pain. Was the physical pain caused by emotional or vise versa? Does it really matter anymore? Ever present, it won't let me ignore it. Stabbing, pulsing, throbbing, dispair, unlessness, failure... I know I'm dying, it's just the when that's unknown. Am I worth more dead than alive? I'm still here.

Still Waiting...
So Im still waiting for them to give me the myelogram.... Meanwhile, the pain clinic called yesterday FINALLY and now were going to try another method of pain relief... I dont know what they have in mind tho... My appt is September 12th... sure wish THAT was sooner! This pain in my leg is almost unbearable.... Damn Nerves! Anyway, I just wanted to update you all on whats going on... Have a great day FU's thanks for the love & support! Brina

Still Good Enough For A Win. J.d. Martin
HOUSTON -- Houston starter Wandy Rodriguez didnt have his best stuff Wednesday night. The way the Chicago Cubs are playing lately, it was still good enough for a win. J.D. Martinez had three hits and three RBIs to back up seven solid innings by Rodriguez and the Astros got a 5-1 victory over the Cubs to complete the three-game sweep and give Chicago its longest losing streak in more than a decade. The Cubs have lost nine straight for the first time since dropping the same number of games from May 8-18 2002. Rodriguez (4-4) allowed eight hits and a run and struck out five. The victory is the 77th of his career, moving him into sole possession of second place in franchise history for wins by a left-hander. "Wandy said he didnt have his good fastball today," Houston manager Brad Mills said. "He just didnt feel like it was coming out of his hand real good." Rodriguez said when he was unable to locate his fastball he relied on his curveball to get through this start. "I (came) b

Still Working On Book But They Just Idenified My Missing Mom As Mudered.links 2 Book & News Cast
http://www.northwestohio.com/news/story.aspx?id=948436#.UlMVUhD479x ~~~ my Mom's news cast http://bittersweetloveonfubar.blogspot.ca/ ~~~my online version to my book Had to take a break from Fubar to finnish writing my book until I finally got news about my missing Mother was found Murdered so have to go back to the states for a trial to make sure these bastards pay and get Justice for my mom, so had to come on here to share the news with the ones of you that has helped me by putting her pic out there and giving me a shoulder to lean on, Love you all for that and please keep my family in your prayers and hope you all have a wonderful holiday season and please take ever opporinty to tell your loved ones that you love them cuz you just never know!! Life is way to short so live your life to the fulliest and love your family and friends like there is not tomorrow, Love Always Deb & Shawn.

Still Waiting & Not Happy!
So November 1st isnt coming fast enough!!! I recently realized I was way more limited than I thought I was. Upon taking my son on vacation I also realized, I cannot walk up hill, can't ride most rides and the saddest of all, I cant swim :( I wasnt aware of the hills cause I live in NM and there arent any and I hadnt tried to swim since before the epidural attempts. Swimming proved excruciating!!!! I was soooo saddened. I couldnt ride any of the belly slides @ Wet & Wild either :( All of my time on vacation was spent either sitting or in a scooter I was forced to rent cause my legs wouldnt cooperate. The kids had a fantastic time but it would have been nice to have some fun with them instead of just watching from below. On November 1st when I FINALLY get to see the damn doctor, Im demanding an EMG! These ppl have no concept of how bad it is cause Im not begging for pain pills like the other junkies they see. If they wont do the EMG, Imma do whatever it takes to get insurance to a

Still A Slave: From; 'the Mind's Eye.'
Deceived. Lied to. Lured. Then Chained. Stripped of Dignity. Humanity. Ancestral Name. Tortured while Kidnapped, across The Water. Mind. Body. Soul. All without Honor. Promises made: 'One Day, you'll be free.' Over Four hundred years later. still lying to Me. Made me help you take THIS LAND, away from Another. Someone who could be. Should be. My Brother. New Millenium's here. Not long after, My Grave. My New Name is 'Perry', and I'm Still A Slave! Outtie.

Stimulation Of The G-spot
Stimulation of the G-Spot Rear-entry/doggy position is best during intercourse to stimulate the G-Spot as the penis presses against the front wall of the vagina, particularly with the man on top and a pillow beneath hips. To directly stimulate the G-spot lay your partner on her back and kneel between her legs using the thumb of your other hand to gently stimulate her clitoris. At the same slowly insert two fingers as far as is possible and comfortable into the vagina and rub against the bottom of the vaginal opening, pressing upward with the tips of your fingers until you are touching her G-Spot. Move your fingers from side to side exerting pressure upwards. If the fingers are pointed more sharply upwards you can rock forwards and back in a circular motion with consistent, firm pressure along the entire length of the vaginal walls. Thrust your hand in and out simulating a penis intercourse style then exert pressure upwards when withdrawing so that the G-spot is involved. The

Stimulated Dome
Cool, calm, collected My perspective Is to analyze every situation the family die Put my mind in isolation I be facing nightmares Fraid cause the dead Yo they sayin that I'm right there Tried to wake, but I can't see where I'm at Finally wake then I'm relaxing on a dime sack The crimes that I did way back In my mind is played back Over and over That's the reason that I'm never sober Twenty two the skinny, broke mummy man It's all good now a days I got money plans The time that I'm wastin up in this occupation Got me tokin bongs in my crib, steady pacing Look for my homies, but they already gettin high Caught in the struggle Maintain they tryin to get by Read to die when it happens recognize I told ya Go all out, even if you're coma soldiers I wake up and sleep with a L Write rhymes with a L But never take a L So let my mind start to elevate shit Portions of the divorce shit Got the playas always screamin forfeit Let my mind start to elevate Gin and freight

1st Impressions
Hey there! Okay, so this is probably going to sound really boring, but have patience. This whole "Cherrytap" thing is new to me and I'm still trying to figure out how to properly manuever through it all. I am always looking to make new friends, but I am not here for any serious relationships. However, I always have my eyes open in case my perfect match happens to cross my path. I take life pretty seriously, but I like to have fun, too. And, yes, I like to be noticed just as much as the next person, I just try to not be too obvious about it so as not to embarrass myself. Out-right ridicule aimed in my direction, scares the hell out of me. Yes, I just admitted a very big thing. For all those people that say they don't care about what other people think of them, you are all liars. On some level we all care about what others think of us. It's just a matter of positive and negative. Most of us want others to think good things 90% of the time. The other 10% we purposely make people think neg

Stimulate Her Sexual Center
Let´s be honest: The key to seduction is to understand where feelings of lust, desire, and attraction originate in the woman’s brain. You see, our brain has evolved over millions of years, through a series of stages each one added upon the last. The first, most primal part of our brain is the brain stem, which is the oldest and smallest region in the human brain. Our brain stem controls various processes such as breathing, our heartbeat, and the flight or fight response. The second part of our brain, wrapped around the basic brain stem and having evolved later, is the limbic brain. The limbic brain is responsible for women’s core emotional experiences including lust, desire, and attraction. Lacking language, the limbic brain is both impulsive and instinctual. It’s sometimes called the pleasure center because sexual stimuli that we experience pass directly to it. Later, over millions of years, layers of more sophisticated reasoning have been added on top of the limbic

Stimulus My Ass!
How about that Economic Stimulus package! Everybody looking forward to that free $600? You should, you'll be paying it back next year. Yep, that's right. You're not getting money from the government. You're getting money from yourself. The stimulus is actually a tax rebate. Your tax rebate. What we usually call, at this time of the year, a tax refund. This stimulus package is an advance on next years tax refund. So you'll be spending next years refund, leaving you with that much less next year. Now if you think about it, what stimulates the economy will depress it next year. Afterall, you've got an extra $600 this year, and you'll have $600 less next year. Still seem like a good idea? Another fun note that others have brought up. Most people polled will not be using the money to stimulate the economy. They're going to use it to pay off the debt that they incurred while the economy was tanking. Explain that one. They've already spent the money and it did

Stimulii
Walking down through the chemical river Each step more colorful than the last She gets dizzier with excitement at all the stupid things. There's no placement to thoughts. No organized files to sift through. Just a bunch of free flow almost like a mudslide. Sticky ideas surface slowly to her tongue and she almost verbalizes. The ground. It's floating away. Handfuls of dirt wandering through a crowd of changing faces. Dead Family meets cowboys on acid.

Stimulus!
How to use your IRS Stimuluscheck... As you may have heard, each of us will be getting a tax rebate check to stimulate the economy. If we spend that money at Wal-Mart, all the money will go to China. If we spend it on gasoline it will go to the Arabs. If we purchase a computer it will go to India. If we purchase fruits and vegetables it will go to Honduras, and Guatemala. If we purchase a good car it will go to Japan. If we purchase useless stuff it will go to Taiwan and none of it will help the American economy. We need to keep that money here in America. The only way to keep that money here at home is to spend it at Yard Sales! Those are the only businesses left owned by Americans !! PASS IT ON !!!!

Stimulus Check
Let me tell you how wrong our government is. Everyone eligible to receive a stimulus check from the government will get 300 to 600 dollars. I got my 300 dollar check last week. Two days later the IRS sends me a letter, Oh hey by the way you owe us 288 dollars. WTF right?

Stimulate My Mind
She's so beautiful that every time you look at her your knees tremble, your heart just melts and you know right then and there, without any reservations, that there is order and meaning to the universe. I hear you. No matter how much we yell or how quiet you are. I hear you.

1st Impressions Of Fubar
first impressions of fubar. I was up to level 10....deleted my profile and started all over again , and i really dont know why im back again to be honest. It seems to be populated by women who are more than willing for you to rate every single last one of their pics , but they will never go near yours. And , whats the whole thing about rating everyone a 10 ? Its just so false. I would actually prefer someone voted me a 7 , or a 9 or whatever , but when you get a 10 every time , it starts to get old fast. How would you know if someone " genuinely " thought you were attractive or not ? very lame.

Stimulous Package
This is my onliest friend on this coast. Makes him sound extremely important. He is!! Stimulous Package...or as i call him Biotch! I mean Bill ♥ LOL!! I found him in the MuMMs way back forever ago..the 2 year anniversary is upon us actually! He is one of the very few who puts up with me and my many moods on a daily basis. He is an awesome friend and would make an awesome boyfriend..but beware ladies..haha I will not be your ally because I'm selfish and want my best friend 24/7. Hahaha Bill..you can kick my ass later!!*when you bring me coffee* I love him no matter what(that includes when he rips one...in my room!) *rolls eyes* Stimulus Package@ fubar ♥

Stimulus 101: What's In The Bills The Plan By Obama And Congressional Democrats To Revive The Economy Is Taking Shape. Here's What We Know So
chart_obama_3.gif What the stimulus means for youvideo What the stimulus means for you More Videos Quick Vote What is hurting you the most? * Housing meltdown and foreclosures * Job cuts and unemployment * Cutbacks in government services or View results NEW YORK (CNNMoney.com) -- You've probably noticed: The Obama administration and Congress are talking about spending an unprecedented sum of money to try to revive the economy. President Obama and House Democrats laid down the marker with an $825 billion package of spending and tax cuts. The Senate version will be taken up by two committees on Tuesday. Dozens of proposals. Hundreds of pages of legislation. Billions of dollars. What are some of the headline proposals, and what is the debate all about? The legislation is a work in progress, but here is an overview. Infrastructure The case for it: By investing in renewable energy, health care, education and modern construction p

Stimulus Package Explained
Stimulus Package Explained "Sometime this year, taxpayers will receive an EconomicStimulus Payment. This is a very exciting new program that I will explain using the Q and A format: "Q. What is an Economic Stimulus Payment? "A. It is money that the federal government will send to taxpayers. "Q. Where will the government get this money? "A. From taxpayers. "Q. So the government is giving me back my own money? "A. No, they are borrowing it from China. Your children are expected to repay the Chinese. "Q. What is the purpose of this payment? "A. The plan is that you will use the money to purchase a high-definition TV set, thus stimulating the economy. "Q. But isn't that stimulating the economy of China? "A. Shut up." Below is some helpful advice on how to best help the US economy by spending your stimulus

Stimulus
Stimulus package explained... "Sometime this year, taxpayers will receive an Economic Stimulus Payment. This is a very exciting new program that I will explain using t he Q and A format: "Q. What is an Economic Stimulus Payment? "A. It is money that the federal government will send to taxpayers. "Q. Where will the government get this money? "A. From taxpayers. "Q. So the government is giving me back my own money? "A" No, they are borrowing it from China. Your children and grandchildren are expected to repay the Chinese. "Q. What is the purpose of this payment? "A. The plan is that you will use the money to purchase a high-definition TV set, thus stimulating the economy. "Q. But isn't that stimulating the economy of China? "A. Shut up." __________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________ Bel

Stimulus? Pffff
Help Us Stop “America’s INFLATION Stimulus Bill” by Colin Hanna, http://www.LetFreedomRingUSA.com Take Action Now - Petition Your Senators: http://www.ipetitions.com/petition/stopthestimulus The so-called stimulus bill appears to be on the verge of passage following a “compromise” crafted by Republican Senators Specter and Collins and Democratic Senator Nelson. It demonstrates a stunning ignorance of how business works and how jobs are created. For example, in its over 1500 pages, there is not one single mention of increasing profits in American businesses, yet any business owner knows that sustained profits are the only way that businesses can expand and create new jobs. Without a clear focus on increasing profits, the long-term result of a huge increase in government spending can only be one thing: staggering inflation. In addition to the economic issues, this massive inflation stimulus also raises three major moral hazards: Tens of

Stimulus? For Whom?
So, President Obama signed into law the "Newest" in a string of government spending spree's today. $700+ BILLION more thrown at the economy in an effort to pull us out of the so called "recession". Folks, where is all this money coming from? How the hell are we going to pay for this, regardless of whether it actually works or not? Never mind that the general public didn't want President Bush's plan to pass (but it did anyway. Talk about not listening to your constituancy). Never mind that the only people that actually READ the 1000+ page legislation before it was voted on and signed into law today were the lawyers that actually WROTE it. I ask again, how are we going to PAY for all of this? Has ANYONE thought about this at all? I have no sympathy for people who got themselves into bad mortgages. I have no sympathy for people who made a decision to live outside of their means. I have no sympathy for people who believe that the world owe's them a hand-out. MOST of what I s

Stimulate Me
I just want to say. If you take time to read the Stimulus plan. And then look at the history of Obama donations, and supporters. Please tell me why they are the biggest benneficiaries(sp) from this plan. Go check out http://www.topix.com/forum/topstories/T3I5QOKCQQ4MR4S75 It breaks down and has commentary about the stimulus plan. I had an encounter with a childish child who thinks they know their shit. I will respect her choice and opinion, because she has a right to that. But then again, she is looking through some different shaded glasses than I am. I am sorry, but look through history, this is a normal cycle of economics. I am sorry, but wait till we see our taxes in about 5 years. We are heading our way to socialist style government. Hopefully it all works out(as it should)

Stimulation Simulation
post date: 2007-07-22 18:09:56 (The Sims is an excellent console game. Human nature has been duplicated to an almost awful degree by the gaming programmers...geez.) I played Goddess today. I created the Goody family. Ima and Hesa. I carefully studied their needs and wants. Their strengths and weaknesses. I trapped them in a bathroom for five hours while they flirted, hugged, appreciated, tickled, and made out with each other. Then I led them to a large bed and demanded that they relax on it, next to each other.Then.... "WHOOHOO". Yes, I told them both to "WHOOHOO" each other. Nothing happened. I had Hesa Goody get up from the bed and then relax back down on it. "WHOOHOO", I commanded. "WHOOHOO!" Nuthin...Then I ran my Goddess detector over Ima's thoughts. Oh, there it was. The silly bitch was "daydreaming". The "WHOOHOO" wouldn't occur until she managed to pull her mind off her mental Hesa, and started paying attention to the Hesa in bed beside her.

1st Impressions
Making a good first impression...It takes 5 seconds to make, and 5 years to change..first impressions are EVERYTHING..!Either you make a good impression or your ex'd out even before you start.. hahahaWhat is a "first impression"? It's the first thoughts a person has toward you after seeing, listening, talking, meeting you. Basically you have five seconds the first time someone see's you orthe first few minutes of a conversation to make a lasting impression...No matter how fine, hot, sexy, good looking, intelligent you are..You can f*ck this up.. Everyone has.. Sh*t I know I have... more then once. hahaaSo, here's some tips on how to leave a lasting impression on someone you just met.Respect is to women what looks are to men. A woman dating a man she doesn't respect is like a man dating a fugly woman.(fugly = f*ckin ugly..hahaha)- #1 - remember, that NO one is better then anyone else..!Why do I say that..??Because the biggest problem most people have with first impressions arewhen they

Stimulus Going Too Far!!!!!
I watch the latest plan to stimulate the economy by printing more money and handing it over to whomever, for whatever, with the ease of collecting two hundred dollars for passing GO in Monopoly. I try not to worry. I always take pleasure in the smallest of things. Sometimes the most amusing things are the honest mistakes; the toddler with the amazing golf swing - right to the scrotum of his sire, the sign that blazed in the night sky outside the local Arby's that was missing enough letters to perfectly spell out ARBY'S R A T BEEF, and most recently my husband. You know things are kinda hinky in the world of money, government, and morals when you are driving down the street with your love, your hands wet on the wheel from sloshing coffee around, and suddenly your husband jerks forward, turns up the radio, then looks at you with a conservative kind of unbelieving, yet sadly accepting, sneer of what he thought he just

The Stimulus Math
Despite the startling job figures released this week, there are signsthat the nation's economy is finally starting to improve; the endof the recession may be in sight. But why is the economy improving,and is this improvement sustainable? Many on the left are hailing the President's $787 billion "stimulus"package as the key behind the budding economic turnaround. These samefolks support the President's proposal for a third stimulus spendingpackage to give the economy a final boost into recovery. But they aremissing one critical point: as Heritage Foundation economist BrianRiedl explains, "government spending does not stimulate economicgrowth." In a new analysis, Riedl debunks liberal myths about stimulusspending, details the long history of failed stimulus packages andprovides sound alternatives that offer real economic revitalization.The Myth: Government can spend its way into prosperityStimulus advocates make what is, on the surface, a plausible argument.They often attribute recessi

Stimulus Payment
Sometime this year, we taxpayers will again receive another 'Economic Stimulus' payment. This is indeed a very exciting program, and I'll explain it by using a Q & A format: Q. What is an 'Economic Stimulus' payment ? A. It is money that the federal government will send to taxpayers. Q.. Where will the government get this money ? A. From taxpayers. Q. So the government is giving me back my own money ? A. Only a smidgen of it. Q. What is the purpose of this payment? A. The plan is for you to use the money to purchase a High-definition TV set, thus stimulating the economy. Q. But isn't that stimulating the economy of China ? A. Shut up. Below is some helpful advice on how to best help the U.S. economy by spending your stimulus check wisely: *If you spend the stimulus money at Wal-Mart, the money will go to China or Sri Lanka . *If you spend it on gasoline, your money will go to the Arabs. *If you purchase a comp

Sting Of Passion
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POOR NICOLE MUST FEEL LONELY RANKED 3 AND NO COMMENTS...SO SHE CAN RUN AROUND AND GIVE EVERYONE SHITTY RATINGS. SO I GAVE HER LINK A VISIT AFTER SHE WENT AROUND AND RATED MY ART A 3 AND IN RETURN GAVE HER A ONE AND MARKED ALL HER TOONS 3'S AND TO THANK HER SENT HER DIRTY WEEDS AND BLOCKED HER HINEY!!! I NORMALLY DON'T GET PEEVED BUT ONE A 33YR OLD ADULT WEARING TOONZ IS RUNNING AROUND RATING PEOPLE SHIT RATINGS WHEN HER STUFF IS RIPPED FROM SITES I GET A TAD MIFFED!!! I NEVER RATE ANYONE UNDER A 10 FOR ANY REASON CUZ FRANKLY I DONT GIVE A SHIT ABOUT RATINGS BUT THIS SUPPOSED WOMAN PISSED ME OFF. MAYBE SHE NEEDS SOME LOVE...SHE HAS NO COMMENTS AND SOMEHOW SHE IS RANKED 3....SHOW HER SOME LOVE PEOPLE CUZ APPARANTLY SHE NEEDS SOME!!! CLick here

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Stinkfist
Something has to change. Un-deniable dilemma. Boredoms not a burden Anyone should bear. Constant over stimulation numbs me But I wouldnt want you Any other way. Just, not enough. I need more. Nothing seems to satisfy. I said, I dont want it. I just need it. To breathe, to feel, to know Im alive. Finger deep within the borderline. Show me that you love me and that we belong together. Relax, turn around and take my hand. I can help you change Tired moments into pleasure. Say the word and well be Well upon our way. Blend and balance Pain and comfort Deep within you Till you will not want me any other way. But, its not enough. I need more. Nothing seems to satisfy. I said, I dont want it. I just need it. To breathe, to feel, to know Im alive. Knuckle deep inside the borderline. This may hurt a little but its something youll get used to. Relax. slip away. Something kinda sad about The way that things have come to be. Desensitized to everyth

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Stink...
sometimes i wallow in regret. i have lived a life that has been less than kind, it amuses me sometimes, that all the people here think i am so nice. i enjoy hurting people, it's a curse. i enjoy being hurt. so fucked.

Sting-fields Of Gold
Youll remember me when the west wind moves Upon the fields of barley Youll forget the sun in his jealous sky As we walk in the fields of gold So she took her love For to gaze awhile Upon the fields of barley In his arms she fell as her hair came down Among the fields of gold Will you stay with me, will you be my love Among the fields of barley Well forget the sun in his jealous sky As we lie in the fields of gold See the west wind move like a lover so Upon the fields of barley Feel her body rise when you kiss her mouth Among the fields of gold I never made promises lightly And there have been some that Ive broken But I swear in the days still left Well walk in the fields of gold Well walk in the fields of gold Many years have passed since those summer days Among the fields of barley See the children run as the sun goes down Among the fields of gold Youll remember me when the west wind moves Upon the fields of barley You can tell the sun in his jealou