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Before It's Too Late (do I Have To Say It? Yeah, I Wrote This Too.)
Just last night I was telling a friend the story of how, on a bet, I dressed up in a foam rubber giant dick costume, sauntered into a local notoriously rough lesbian bar where NONE of the patrons looked like the girls on The L Word, and ordered a beer at the bar. At first these women, who by and large looked like truck drivers and lumberjacks, just stared. The bet with my pals was that I had to last 10 minutes to win a hundred bucks from each of the six of them. If I lost I only had to pay the rental on the costume. With the first three minutes uneventful and behind me I was already mentally spending the six hundred bucks on a case of my favorite wine (Pirramimma, a wonderful shiraz from McClaren Vale in Australia) and a 30 year old bottle of Glenlivet. That's a fairly good single malt scotch to the uninitiated. Sadly my cerebral purchases were, as it turned out, a bit premature. I was shaken from my reverie by the knowledge that the light had suddenly dimmed in my general area,

Before I Was A Mom
Before I was a Mom, I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby. I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. I never thought about immunizations. Before I was a Mom, I had never been puked on. Pooped on. Chewed on. Peed on. I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts. I slept all night. Before I was a Mom, I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests. Or give shots. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep. Before I was a Mom, I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put her down. I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. I never knew that I could love someone so much. I never knew I would love being a Mom. Before I was a Mom, I didn't know the feeling of having my heart outside

Before I Go...
Before I go just let me say... I never wanted to hurt you I gave everything I had Looks like it wasn't enough Did I ever truly make you smile? Others are always asking why Why did I even try? I'm done with the pain Maybe someday we'll meet again Things may be different then How often do I cross your mind? I never could stand to see you cry I'm gone today I'll leave a smile for you I don't belong here in your world This is my final declaration I feel I've slipped too far I don't even want to fight I cant be the strong one Just let me fade away...

Before You Came Into My Life...
My nights were cold with no one to hold...Dreamt of you numerous times...But my story was never told...All my doubts, pain and cries seem to be fading...Taking things slow because I'm still debating...Whether what you say its honesty and meaningful...Or is it just flirtatious and lustful gestures... We will have our time together and being hopeful thats all I can ask for...We will test our Love for each other... We will go beyond extreme measures...Have beautiful meaningful pleasures...Know one thing that I will cherish and never forget You or Our moments together... I will keep them profoundly within my heart to treasure.

Before The Light Turns Green....
I seriously dont want to go out again with this company.....although i know i have to to get the experience i need..i cant waitto be able to find a local job or simply a better job with more home time...im suspose to be headed back out again tommorrow some over the weekend if latest.. and all week ive been procrastanting ugh.......i have certainly gotten myself in to something that has turned out to be something stressful instead of enjoyable and im not happy with it.. but im going to keep on trying and pushing untill more oppurtinities open up.... so keep your fingers crossed and think good things for me i really need it right about now lol...... i guess thats it i dont know when the next time you will hear anything from me will be but i hope the time goes by fast untill we meet again ♥

Before We Work On Artificial Intelligence Why Don't We Do Something About Natural Stupidity?
This place never ceses to amaze me in the stupidity of some fu peeps. I ponder were just exactly is their brains if they actually had any. They go around up setting others and expect nothing to be said to them. They post nsfw pic's and then complain when someone calls them down. ? Like dahhhhhh!! If your gonna advertise, your gonna get the attention. If you dont want that kinda attention dont show off your bits and pieces. Then you get the judgemental people (mental) being the key word here. Who think nothing of going around to different mumm's and tearring someone down, calling them a point whore, or fat what have you. To me to spend that much energy trying to hurt someone doesn't say much about them does it. To me it shows a shallow, narrow minded, self center, egotical a hole. Who I am betting is so inscure about their own imagine, they have to beat someone else down just to make them selfs feel good. I dont know why any one would want to come on line, and know every

Before You Ask
Lately I've seen a lot of status messages asking for VIP, Cherry Bomb (both bling and to be bombed), Auto 11, bling packs, tickers, and blasts. Now JAK isn't a millionaire, but on occasion does have some funding to do certain things. No one will ever get a Happy Hour from JAK until he hosts his own first (then maybe there might be a chance...slim..but still a chance). If you come to me be prepared that what I may ask of you that you might not want to do. Not everything is bad (but there are moments). I will not give in just to make you happy (constant begging will irritate me to the point where I will remove friendship/fan and if it continues BLOCK). Should this bother you, DON'T ASK or get offended. If you want to remove me let me know so i wont bother you. Also, it would be appreciated if you could at least rate some pics too. thanks for reading this, John "JAK"

Befor I Say Goodbye
I ask that you leave.For you have caused enough pain.I don't need anymore excuses.And you do not have to explain.You see, before i used to get hurt.When you curse and blame and leave.But today i figured it all out.You have no one left to deceive.I sacrificed much.And endured several blows for your sake.But i guess that's how you reward loyal ones.With humiliation and heartache.If you think without you i would die.I suggest you think twice.If you thought all i would do is cry.Your assumption is less than precise.Let me tell you one thing.Before i say the final goodbye.Take back your heart.Because mine is sick of your lies.

Before She Learned How To Screw
A good friend of mine wrote this The break in the pageThe spotlight on stageHer trembling voiceHis perfect poiseThe pulse in my veinsThe song's last refrainIt's the glance of desireDon't get caught in the crossfireThe regrets in my headThat lay me down to bedAnd I'm tucked and I'm tiredI'm anxious and wiredI'm talking to TV'sCuddling with CD'sI'm losing the lightWrapped in the nightScouring for the sparkThat I lost in the darkMaybe it's down by the keys on my deskOr the Cross in my pocketI used to keep on my chestThe scrape on our kneesWhen we were young and freeWhen we were seventeenWhen Jack believed in magic beansI wonder how she wasBefore Life did what it doesBefore she got her new tattooBefore she knew how to 'screw'And my dishes need washingAnd my apartment's a messAnd my heart needs a cleaningAnd my eyes need to restThe air beckons autumnThe scent of the leavesA time for coats to coverThe sentiment on our sleevesMy limbs are all buckledMy bridges all burnedAnd Cupid has chuckle

Before It Was All Said And Done~by Jd
Open your wings and consume me, Into the depths of your heart i travel. Feel me like a overwhelming drug in open veins, I am eternal and yet somehow abrasive to your inner soul. Stream line straight into your very being, We have come far enough to trangress all the usual fronts. At time we contemplate and realize we know only so much, Yet here we are standing face to face, Comfortably knowing just enough. Put me to sleep now, Rest your heart upon me and let me listen close, Irregular and somehow soothing to this constantly thoughtful mind. Listen with a whisper and shut your eyes, Taste the honey suckle trickle from your lips, Lost in the silence of the most monumental kiss, You are thou which i cannot resist. Touch the inner walls, You found the door that released my demons, They were locked away and i had lost the key, Until you reached inside me. All the imaginary voices seemed to be set silent and now a hearts filled with content, You have twisted the very h

Befor I Let You Go
When we were still together,I truly loved you,but what’s happening right now,I guess we are through,it’s really hard for me,to get off with you.but I know this might be goodfor both me and you. I love you but i have toset you free,I’ve come to realized thatyou’re no longer happy with me.Even tho’ it hurts, I haveto say “good bye”It’s really hard for me tolive without you, butpromise i would try to move on. It hurts me so much but i haveto let you go.But before letting you go,there’s one thing i want you to know….I just want you to know that“I am always here for you,whenever you need a friend,to lean on en shoulder to cry on”Before i let you go, i want to saythat someday…soon…You gonna MISS ME…..

Before It Was A Jungle
Well what do you know. Cutting down the Amazon jungle has reaped unexpected benefits. We find that there were people living in the mist of the jungle before it over grew and covered up these huge geometric designs they left behind. It seems the environmental wackos have egg on their face. For these unknown people to do what they did, they had to cut down the over growth of vegetation. God forbid that they disrupted the environment. May be that’s why they left for greener pastures. Read all about it http://www.foxnews.com/scitech/2009/12/31/ancient-earth-carvings-amazon-jungle/?utm_source=feedburner&utm_medium=feed&utm_campaign=Feed%253A+foxnews%252Fscitech+%2528Text+-+SciTech%2529 We have a lush environment at BlastFM. Come a commune with us for a spell. www.live356.com/stations/blastcasterfm .

Before I Let You Go
When we were still togetherI truly loved youBut what’s happening right nowI guess we are throughIt’s really hard for meTo get off with youBut I know this might be goodFor both me and you.I love you but I have toSet you freeI’ve come to realize thatYou’re no longer happy with me apparentlyEven though it hurts, I haveTo say “good bye”It’s really hard for me toLive without you, butPromise I would try to move on.It hurts me so much but I haveTo let you go.But before letting you go,There’s one thing I want you to know...Someday...Soon...You're gonna miss meAnd realize I was the bestThing that ever happenedTo you....

Before You
I was alone and wandering And now I'm wondering How I lived my life before you I maybe cared about a guy or two But this, my love This feels so right and true This is a song, my song and yours The deaf can hear and enjoy Just by looking at you and me I want to forget all that I knew Before you love You're my little sweet love, boy And you can call me your girl Cause this love will always be true and pure And you, love Your face Is all that I need to see Your touch Is all that I need to feel This love feels real I still wonder How I lived before you Love you

Before I Was A Mom...
Before I was a mom I never learned the words to a lullaby. I never thought about immunizations. I had never been puked on, pooped on, drooled on, chewed on, or peed on. I had complete control of my mind, thoughts and my life. I slept all night. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple little grin. I never sat up for hours watching someone sleep. I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. I never knew I could love someone so much before ever meeting them. Before I was a mom...I didn't know the feeling of having my heart outside of my body.

Before
BEFORE I have seen this light before, although many years ago, Still absolutely familiar, yet so different in its glow. I have felt this fear before, the past easy to recall, Then, afraid to take the leap, now too scared to fall. I have heard this all before, telling myself not to wait, Say the words from deep inside, one day may be too late. I have been touched by this before, seems just the other day, In the end it hurts the same, but in different shades of gray. I have smelled this scent before, it still lingers in my room, It’s always been so bitter sweet, a razor rose in bloom. I have known this taste before, my lips forever stained, A gentle sting that leaves a mark, your flavor still ingrained.

Before You Make The Decision......
...You see him every day, somewhere, standing there with his sign that troubles you so. Your mind has an itch that can't be reached, can't be scratched, and wont go away. Who is this guy outside your car window, eyes downcast as if ashamed or embarrassed? Get a job...go away...you make me uncomfortable...dont look at me for money...come on light, turn green!!! Sound familiar?? Consider this BEFORE YOU MAKE THE DECISION to just drive away.......he sees YOU every day as he stands there on the corner, his eyes downcast...ASHAMED, EMBARRASSED. He wants a job so he CAN go away! HE is UNCOMFORTABLE, "DON'T LOOK AT ME" he thinks. "COME ON LIGHT, TURN GREEN"....so he doesn't have to accept your money.....your handout. In HIS mind he wonders how his life came to this....You can't imagine the nerve it took for him to print that sign that un nerves you so..." DOWN...BUT NOT OUT!!!!"....Every fiber of his being is screaming.....this is not how he was raised!!!....A window rolls down, a hand is

Before You Have A Massage
Before you have a massage If a person is looking for any sorts of massage, he or she has to follow the necessary conditions for physical well-being. One of the main steps is to consult with the physician, especially child, pregnancy women and ill persons. This aids to stick away from the unwanted side effects of massage practice. Also massage therapist can take a confidential medical history from you and have to sign necessary formalities. Your medical history can review deeply, and then they decide if massage is safe for you and then develop comprehensive treatment plan. Also massage practitioner will give you of their particular technique and approach on massages. They are also supposed to ask what you can expect from amassage treatment.. They will also inform that if you deserve any pain or discomfort, suddenly you should inform to them for better recovery of treatment.Massage is the relaxing method to relieve stress, pain and more. So the patient can also feel comfort with dress,

Before You Drive.
Long time listener. First time caller. Given the choice to brake or accelerate, always accelerate. It's "blinker, two, three, four, breaks and turn" not the other way around. When merging onto the freeway: A). Use the entire apron B). Integrating traffic should mimic a zipper (see A) Stay right except to pass always and forever. HOV = Passing Lane for High Occupancy Vehicles and not a camping permit. Stay out of a mother fucker's blind spot. I'll take your comments off the air.

Before And After
Remember that the key to good marketing is to steer your prey toward the outcome you want. For example, the typical Before and After comparison. A good marketer will make the Before image undesirable in many ways. Their tricks include moody expressions, off colors, and poor lighting. The After photo is typically the opposite with happy faces with colorful lighting. Below are two test photos for you. If you can correctly identify the Before and After photos you will win a fabulous fuprize. Good luck and study them closely. A B ____________________________________________________________ And just because fubar help was not helpful you have to find the pictures in my "Blog Pics" Album.

Before You Buy A Breguet Classique Mens Watch Consider These Details
The Breguet Classique Grande Complication_replica Breguet Classique_Breguet replica watches Tourbillon Messidor Mens Watch is an superior timepiece that is worn by men with peculiar taste. Swiss replica watches This is a watch for these men that only want the the best on their wrist and it is considered a collector’s piece among watch aficionados. This manufacturer is a leading brand among the Swiss watchmakers and out of date afforded colossal respect for its precision timing. It is truly an example of leading edge technology and design. The technology behind a tourbillon watch allows the watch to polar gravity by mounting the escapement and balance wheel within a rotating cage. This erases the effect of gravity when the watch is rotated giving it sovereign accuracy. Additionally, that technology is unmistakable through the watch’s face giving it a peculiar flair in design. Not to mention, it’s reliable entertaining to watch the watch! Founded by Abraham Louis Bre

Before I Found You
Before I found you My life seemed so empty Even though I had my friends And my so called "family" Before I found you I couldn't see my future Everything I did Just felt like torture Before I found you I wanted to die Now thinking of those times I Just want to cry It is so hard to believe That all that happened to me Especially now that I know That's not how it has to be Because I've found you now And my life hasn't been so bad Since I've found you I haven't been so sad.

Before You Even Think Of Adding Me
Some Things You Should Know:I Hate Christianity And All The Contradictions That Go With It.I Don't Believe In Love (Or Any Related Institution)I Have No Faith In Humanity What-so-ever.I Have No Tolerance For Ignorance.I Am Brutally HonestI Hate LiarsI Am Not Here To Make Friends.I Hate Popularity Whores.I Hate Drama.If You Still Feel Like Friends Requesting Me, Then Feel Free, However I Don't Add Just Anyone To My Friends List, And Certainly Not Anyone Just Looking To Improve Their Online Social Status.

Before I Let U Go
Before I Let U Go Boy I see you lookin' over You keep on looking back at what you knew When will you come closer Closer to the one that's good for you Your still goin' back to that life And I refuse to stand on the side By sparing her from heartache Don't you know you end up hurting me I see your head spinning right around She makes you fall hard and hit the ground When you ever gonna let her go I see the way that she breaks you so All I'm asking is for you please To take control and be set free Make the space so we can grow Save us before I let you go Uoooo... uoo... So you say this will get better Better for you, her or me? Well I don't know what to tell ya It's not my fault that I don't believe Cause your still so stuck in that life And I refuse to stay on this ride Cause we're goin' round in circles Aren't you tired of never having peace I see your head spinning right around She makes you fall hard and hit the ground When you ever gonna let her go I see the way that she brea

Before I Forget
"Before I Forget" Go!Stapled shut, inside an outside world and I'mSealed in tight, bizarre but right at homeClaustrophobic, closing in and I'mCatastrophic, not againI'm smeared across the page, and doused in gasolineI wear you like a stain, yet I'm the one who's obsceneCatch me up on all your sordid little insurrections,I've got no time to lose, and I'm just caught up in all the cattleFray the stringsThrow the shapesHold your breathListen!I am a world before I am a manI was a creature before I could standI will remember before I forgetBEFORE I FORGET THAT!I'm ripped across the ditch, and settled in the dirt and I'mI wear you like a stitch, yet I'm the one who's hurtPay attention to your twisted little indiscretionsI've got no right to win, I'm just caught up all the battlesLocked in clutchPushed in placeHold your breathListen!I am a world before I am a manI was a creature before I could standI will remember before I forgetBEFORE I FORGET THAT!I am a world before I am a manI was a crea

Before We Dance
No need to know how, it don't really matter that much now. Move your body to the music, feel the penetrating magic. Call my name from deep down, I feel your need all around. I just want you to know, that I'll be there should you need to grow. The waltz is prime, if you wanting to grind to time. Can you dance the tango, and watch where your hands go?? Before we dance I wanna feel at home, come here, feel, you'll have free roam. I wanna feel you want to take every last chance, kiss me and hold on tight before we dance.

Before I Was A Mom!
Before I was a Mom -I slept as late as I wanted and never worried about how late I got into bed. I brushed my hair and my teeth everyday.Before I was a Mom -I cleaned my house each day. I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby. I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. I never thought about immunizations.Before I was a Mom -I had never been puked on - Pooped on - Spit on - Chewed on, or Peed on. I had complete control of my mind and My thoughts. I slept all night.Before I was a Mom -I never held down a screaming child so that doctors could do tests...or give shots. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep.Before I was a Mom -I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put it down. I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. I never knew

Before I Lay Down, I Am Up Late
I would just like to thank everyone there is to thank. Whether or not you are aware of it, you have aided in letting me know niceness does still exist. And to the rough riders who have tried giving me the raw style... Thank you for letting me know that I am not grossing everyone out. I may just be another piece of meaningless meat in the earths population but you give me hope. All of you.... Today, well still having problems with my desktop. I gave it a good blow and it booted the fuck up but froze shortly after. Must of not blown good enough. Maybe if it wants to work I will vlog again. No joke, dammit!! I will be back but not in black but in white. Joking around every once in a while helps break the monotey of everyday life. Seeing the brighter side helps me avoid the colder, dark side. Thank you!! More will be posted providing the DT will BTFU. LOL, I'm always right where you left me. Please remember I will have a good day if yours is better!!

Before The Devil Knows Your Dead
"After you pass on lest you be in heaven naught half of one hour before the devil knows your dead" seeing as how neither exist, thats false lol i love the quote but it's just crazy jesus freak scripture, anyone else feel likewise, add me. CalibanXxEdgexX

Before The Saginess
Aging Mildred was a 93 year old woman who was particularlydespondent over the recent death of her husband Earl. She decided that she would just kill herself and join him in death. Thinking that it would be best to get it over with quickly, she took out Earl's old Army pistol and made the decision to shoot herself in the heart since it was so badly broken in the first place. Not wanting to miss the vital organ and become a vegetable and a burden to someone, she called her doctor's office to inquire as to just exactly where the heart would be."On a woman," the doctor said,"the heart would be just below the left breast." Later that night, Mildred was admitted to the hospital with a gunshot wound to her knee.

Before And Now
in 2010 this was me... this is now Still have a lot to go but for some reason talking to a friend and showing her that it suddenly hit me how far i have come... January 1st.. time to start again... still have a LONG way to go.. but its a difference... and i can't believe i am posting that picture on this site...

Before I Let You Go
boy i see ya lookin over ... you keep on looking back at what you knew . When will you come closer , closer to the one thats's good for you ...? Cause you're still goin back to that life and i refuse to stand on the side. by spareing her from heartach .. dont you know you end up hurting me? I see the way your head spinning right around ,she makes you fall hard and hit the ground.. when you ever gonna let her go .... i see the way she breaks you so ....All im asking is for you please to take control and be set free.... make a space so we can grow save us before i let you go ....

Be Forever Mine
Moving together so close to my heart I can almost feel it again beat As our lips so gently part Your breath soft and sweet Your warm skin pressed against mine Your beautiful eyes full of trust Into my hand your fingers entwine No sigh of fear or disgust For the monster you hold in your arms No flinching at the dark sight No cry of alarm For your vampire of the night With your blood stained on my lips I stare with possessive eyes Amazed at your willing kiss To follow this love unwise Nestled with your head on my shoulder I swear I will be more than you need Soldier, protector and lover For you I would truly bleed I could be anything you asked me to be give anything to see you shine Just spend eternity with me Be forever mine

Before I Met You
Before I met you, I was a lonely woman thinking no one cared before I met you, I was a proud woman who never shared, My feelings, My thoughts I kept inside, because I was the proud woman...I never cried, before I met you, I had to pretend that everything was ok thinking that everything was made in the shade, praying to God hoping to make, my problems to go away with a sincere fair shake, before I met you, things were moving in the right direction, I was asking God to give me a thorough inspection, He let me know to keep on this path, That He will lead me to something, that is worthwhile to have Before I met you, I was growing with fierce drive, and asking God to forgive my pride, Before I met you, A road bump appeared to test my faith, and I rolled over it before it was to late, God stopped me and asked me again, here is the fork in the road where anew begins, Before I met you, I made a choice and looked from above my fears, and thanked God for bringing me to

Before It Goes And Escapes My Mind
The appointment took about an hour and a half, after an internal and external ultrasound, I had created a $1000.00 bill. Just cuz I waited to be seen they gave me a $5.00 gift card good at two different grocery stores. Ya all can complain about those that have medical insurance, but that comes in handy when its needed.

Before You Get That Blow Job From Me , Here Are A Few Pointers
Wow. It’s been great making out with you, a real live boy, on this couch for 15 minutes. I can see that now, after the conversation we had and the beer you bought me after your friend introduced us at the party, you think it’s about time you enjoyed the fruits of your labor. About time you got a blow job from me. And let me tell you, you came to the right place. Because the world is populated by guys like you; in fact I’m willing to bet there’s not one man in the whole wide world who doesn’t think he deserves an on-the-couch blow job the first time he makes out with someone, so fear not. This is territory that any girl over the age of 15 has seen many, many times. So don’t think I won’t do it. There’s just a few things I need from you first. First, I would appreciate it if you would wash your genitals once a day. Just once a day. Heck, you can even do it while you’re IN the shower washing anyway. Because guys like y

Before...
Dreaming was easier before memories were made in perfect little rain drops upon the path Silence was easier before words were spilled like young lovers' blood upon the alter Pretending was easier before crossing the invisible the intangible lines upon the divide Desire was easier before ecstasy lingered in waves laced with absolution upon the bare Breathing was easier before sighs of life from such lovely lips fell upon the earth Copyright 2013 Ella Valentine

Before The Game And We Need To Work
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Before The Start Of The Season. "it Got To The Point Last Year Where I Was Over In Malaysi
Womens Open champion So Yeon Ryu, Cristie Kerr and Ai Miyazato. Lewis birdied the par-5 fifth -- her 14th -- to top the leaderboard at 6 under late in the morning session, but had a double-bogey 6 on No. 8. Stupples had surgery last week to remove an ovarian cyst and polyps. She withdrew from the pro-am Wednesday and was worried about being able to play Thursday. "I went through the warmup," the English player said. "Everything felt great on the warmup and I said, Lets give it a go. So, here we are." She lost 21 pounds before the start of the season. "It got to the point last year where I was over in Malaysia and really struggling playing in the hot weather and the temperatures," Stupples said. "We play so much overseas and a lot of high temperatures, and I really felt like the weight I was at was holding me back from achieving what I wanted to do. ... If youre not carrying an extra 20 pounds around, it has to make a huge difference." DIVOTS: Tseng shot an 8-under 28 on the front nine

6-2, 6-0, Before The 11th-seede
OAKLAND, Calif. -- The Minnesota Twins have sent struggling starting pitcher Nick Blackburn back to Triple-A Rochester and taken him off their 40-man roster. The move was made before Mondays game at Oakland. The Twins will replace him on the 25-man roster on Tuesday. Blackburn was scheduled to take the mound on Wednesday against the As. After a decent performance over his first two major league seasons, making 33 starts each in 2008 and 2009, Blackburn has regressed since signing a four-year, $14 million contract in 2010. He has a 7.39 ERA in 19 starts and 143 hits allowed in 98 2-3 innings. The right-hander is making $4.75 million this season and due $5.5 million in 2013. The Twins also outrighted infielder Tsuyoshi Nishioka off their 40-man roster. Hell remain with Rochester. Cheap Jerseys Paypal . The ninth-seeded Petkovic rolled past Romanian qualifier Monica Niculescu, 6-2, 6-0, before the 11th-seeded Radwanska thumped Italys Flavia Pennetta, 6-2, 6-4. Petkovic made quick work of

"before The Game, I Was Terrified," Recalled Llo
ATLANTA -- Earl Lloyd remembers wondering when he suited up for the Washington Capitols more than 60 years ago as the first black to play in an NBA game if hed make a good enough impression to stick around. Lloyd and the Capitols lost the game. But he played well enough to earn a roster spot and break the colour barrier in a league that had only three black players in 1950 and now features the highest percentage of African-American athletes in any of the major professional leagues. "Before the game, I was terrified," recalled Lloyd, who scored six points and grabbed 10 rebounds for the Capitols in a 78-70 loss to the Rochester Royals on Oct. 31, 1950. "I had a fear of disappointing the people who depended on me. Luckily, letting people down was not a part of my DNA. "Im glad I was part of something that helped pave the way for others." Now, as part of Black History Month, the 83-year-old Hall of Famer will be honoured for his breakthrough at halftime of the Atlanta Hawks-Mi

Before
Before you came into my life, my days were like an unending shore… I was lost without you… Finding you was like sifting through the millions of shells on the beach, I never thought I could find you… But then one day you entered my world and gave my journey meaning… And because of you I can now see all the Love and Beauty in the world.

Before You...
Before you, my life was like a moonless night. Very Dark, but there were stars--points of light and reason...And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn't see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything.

Before I "go"
As most know, I'm not going to be here much longer, well at least I wont be here much. I will stay in touch when I can, these days all I have is time, which can not always be a good thing lol, I tend to stress and think more so I try to stay busy, which isnt real easy being 40 and 8 months pregnant. Ive been on fubar alittle over 5 years, met my soldier here not too long after I joined, got married when he came home from Iraq and made a few friends whom, even though I've never "met" them, I consider them my best friends. My family list is short for a reason, I have never gotten into leveling, I have always been here to share pics, chat and try to make friends. I met "Stiletto Girl" before fubar, I was on her yahoo group and shes been a wonderful friend ever sense, couldnt have met a nicer person, not to mention caring and so so sexy, shes lucky she lives in the U.K lol, I most defiantly would be at her house alot *wink*. I guess I just wanted to thank those who check in with me, who as

Be Free
If you are quick to take offense, then you will be under the control of those who find you offensive. If you are easily angered, then your actions will be dictated by those who anger you. If you are obsessed by what other people think, then you will be imprisoned by their thoughts. If you yearn for easy answers and quick solutions, then you'll fall prey to people who offer you nothing but promises. If you find the truth too difficult to bear, then you will be enslaved to those who tell you what you want to hear. When you have the courage to think for yourself, the strength to accept what is, the commitment and discipline to make a difference... Then you are free. You are free to live with purpose, joy, and fulfillment. Let your life be defined, not by reactions to what others do, say, or think but rather your own unique vision. Raise your eyes above the pettiness and follow the path of the greatness that is within you. Be free.

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Be Free
I wanna let go of the past, Forget about you and the love I though would last, Leaving my heart crushed, And my feelings that you just trashed. I thought you said you love me, I thought you said you'll save me, I thought you'll never leave me, I though you'd stay caring for me. Now that you've left I'd throw away these feelings that I kept. If you just know how long I wept But still, my life turned into a wreck The memories of you that I treasured, Which seemed to be a source of my pleasure, And the love you proposed I thought was pure, Let my heart wounded; there is no cure. Now your sympathies turned into neglect, I just wish you would never come back. Now, all I want is to forget A love that you once set. A future of you and me Turned into a darkness and no one could see. Although I tried to hide I still want to confide. That once I've loved you That I've always cared for you. You never said you love me still But your love and care was all th

Befriend Her
Every1 needs to go to this link and add SexyBlndGirl as a friend so that we can all bomb Haywood in his contest. It starts tonight and I will post a link for it but before hand we all need to go add her as a friend to be able to access the folder the contest pic is in. Here is the link... *SEXYGIRLBLONDE* OWNER OF *THE DYNASTY CLUB*@ fubar

Be Free
Between time and distance Comes a howling in the wind It says Listen ,Listen to your heart For it will reveal your hidden desires and dreams Never having listened to my heart I was unsure of the possibilities But when the time comes in ones life You are not able to listen to anything else The heart tells me to let go and be free Be free my darlin', Be free Run through the meadows Swim the oceans Free with the wild ones Abandon yourself to the passions As I fall into the embrace of Mother Earth Freedom enfolds me Encompassing my whole being Freedom for the first time belongs to me All of my poems are copyrighted under Vivvy Butterfly/Jazzmyn Aires/R.A.B

Be Free!
A smile shown in wonderous eyes A glow of Love in a shy disguise a Care free soul set free from a cage That holds it locked up tight... Can you free me from a world of sorrow Show me a better tomorrow Open my eyes up wide and let me in A gaze upon me from across the room A fiery stare where envy looms a wish of a friendly sould like yours unleashed needs of respect can you free me from a world of sorrow Show me a better tomorrow Open my eyes wide and let me in Scared of letting go of secrets never told Ashamed of what my past holds trying to open a gate deep inside To let the waters flow Can you free me from a world of sorrow Show me a better tomorrow Open my eyes wide and let me in I want to let go of my memories that hurt Still fearing being drug through the dirt As my past has done before Can you unlock my heart? Can you free me from a world of sorrow Show me a better tomorrow Open my eyes wide and let me in Tell me I can make it my own A

Be Fucking Real People
I am so tired of people full if shit on here! If you can't do as you say don't say anything! I hate game players, I am so over the cyber sex childish behaviours on here! Get a fucking life people! DO WHAT YOU SAY AND MEAN IT! OR PLEASE DON"T CONTACT ME!!! I HAVE NOT TIME FOR PUSSIES!

Beg
What do you think of me now What do you think of me now, now that i've found my way This is me saying goodbye & walking away You used me in your little game you play Snap your fingers & down i'd lay Took what you wanted then tossed me aside But I rode the emotional tide And found my way back The pupil has become master & I find you lack You've regressed to the pathetic humanity inside you Deny it all you want we both know its true. This is me laughing in your face But i'm not done you've given me a taste A taste of the darkness within I've found someone new & now Ill teach him But I won't leave him feeling the pain Crying diamonds in the rain It's time to build my army And soon you will see You shouldn't have underestimated me For things aren't always what they appear And soon you will shed a tear When you learn who & what I truly be You will beg for me to forgive you on bended knee

Beg
There's a lit cigarette:in the hand of my new angelshe's blowing smoke like halos, and now everybody wants herbut I shouldn't even botherbecause you made me so complete dear, but you left me so alone herehang a noose for my new sinner somewhere everyone can see itwon't you beg me and then tell me how to love youlike anybody else wouldI know you're risking failure (risking failure)go run for cover (for how long)you better start to love her so much you're moving on and onnow there's a whole wide world...that wants to knowhave cheap hotels lost their turn-on? she's bathing in the neonand she's polluting all the airways while I'm passed out in the hallwayand you left me so in love here, you left with so much hate dearwas I creating only chaos-this world lives just fine without us:won't you?beg me and then tell me how to love youlike anybody else wouldI know you're risking failure (risking failure)go run for cover (for how long)you better start to love her so much you're moving on and onwil

Begay
Join the World's Largest SEX and SWINGER Personals Community. Join for FREE. Harvey Begay: Navajo silversmith specializing in modern southwest turquoise jewelry using the tufa cast process. Nov 22, 2008 ... Photo of Dr. Fred Begay distributed on the occasion of his election to the New York Academy of Sciences.[1] Used by permission of Los Alamos ... A legend in the show world, BeGay is the home of many of the most memorable Cocker Spaniels of all times. Jul 29, 2008 ... Begay v. United States asks whether a felony conviction for driving while intoxicated counts as a “violent felony” under the ACCA. ...

Be Gentle
Be gentle: What you're holding is my heart. Remember in your honesty my pride. If you don't want to see me, please don't hide The truth, yet tell it with some art. Though you may not have asked for me to call, A single leap of hope must be allowed. Not easily are shy songs sung out loud. Yet now I wait alone outside your wall.

Be Gentle: What You're Holding Is My Heart
Be gentle: What you're holding is my heart. Remember in your honesty my pride. If you don't want to see me, please don't hide The truth, yet tell it with some art. Though you may not have asked for me to call, A single leap of hope must be allowed. Not easily are shy songs sung out loud. Yet now I wait alone outside your wall.

Be Gentle, It's My First Time Doing This.
Hey everyone! I don't know if anyone is interested in this, (I don't have tits and well.. that's about it.) but I thought I would make it a little easier to get to know me (or about me, if for some reason you feel the need to.) First off, I'm in the Navy, divorced twice, have 3 amazing boys, and I am a nerd. (... and a sudden vaccum is created by the outgoing rush of whatever women had stopped by.) I read too much and my jokes are really funny if you have the right sense of humor. Currently single, not really looking for a girlfriend, (but am always taking applications...) but if I were, my experiences have taught me that I want someone with intelligence and a great sense of humor. (And it's always good if they have low standards, but to date me, I think you have to have them.) Redheads have always been a weakness of mine, but I never figured out why (they always get me in trouble). I love the Princess Bride, no it's not a chick flick. I'm a big movie and comic book buff. One

Be Gentle
This is a song for the ladies But fellas listen closely. You don't always have to fuck her hard In fact sometimes that's not right.. to do Sometimes you gotta make some love And fuckin' give her some smooches too. Sometimes you've got to squeeze, Sometimes you've got to say please Sometime you got to say hey, I'm gonna fuck you softly, I'm gonna screw you gently, I'm gonna hump you sweetly, I'm gonna ball you discreetly. Then you say hey I brought you flowers Then you say wait a minute Sally I think I got something in my teeth Could you get it out for me? That's fuckin' TEAMWORK! What's your favorite posish? (As in position) That's cool with me It's not my favorite but I'll do it for you. What's your favorite dish? I'm not gonna cook it but I'll order it from Zanzibar. And then I'm gonna love you completely, And then I'll fuckin fuck you discreetly. And then I'll fuckin bone you completely But then I'm gonna fuck you hard. (stretch) Hard. (stretch

Be Gentle This Is My First Time
Wow, what to put here.....Any Idea.......Give me your ideas.... My name is Tim, I am a fulltime National Guard in Alaska, I have been doing the military thing for 19 years...Well thats all for now...

Be Gentle With This Heart Of Mine
Last night i could hardly sleep, Scared of what I see, it all seems so perfect, Is it really meant to be, it all feels so real, it all feels to good to be true, It all feels like everything I could ever wish for, But how do I be sure its you, theres a comfort, I really can't explain, Theres so many feelings, I can't name, But theres a hunger, A craving for so much more, A part of me is screaming, You're all i need and more, I close my eyes, And still its you I see, Here in my arms, So close to me, in my heart i feel you, And it warms me within, In my mind you're taking over, You're under my skin, My guard is falling, It's just a matter of time, I pray if you break me, be gentle with this heart of mine,

~be Gentle~
~Be Gentle~ Be gentle with one another The cry comes out of the hurting heart of humanity. It comes from the lives of those battered With thoughtless words and brutal deeds; It comes from the lips of those who speak them, And the lives of those who do them. Be gentle with one another. . . Who of us can look inside another and know What is there of hope and hurt, or promise and pain? Who can know from what far places each has come Or to what far places each may hope to go? Our lives are like fragile eggs. . . They are brittle. . . They crack and the substance escapes. . . Handle with Care! Handle with exceeding, tender care, for there are Human beings, there within. Human beings, vulnerable as we are vulnerable; Who feel as we feel, Who hurt as we hurt. Life is too transient to be cruel with one another. It is too short for thoughtlessness. Too brief for hurting. Life is long enough for caring, It is lasting enough for sharing, Precious enough fo

Be Gentle: What You're Holding Is My Heart.
Be gentle: What you're holding is my heart. Remember in your honesty my pride. If you don't want to see me, please don't hide The truth, yet tell it with some art. Though you may not have asked for me to call, A single leap of hope must be allowed. Not easily are shy songs sung out loud. Yet now I wait alone outside your wall.

Be Gentle With Each Brush Stroke
Be gentle with each brush stroke Don’t let’s ever run out of paint We can share scenes and palette Share colors and settings quaint Each one of us pick up a brush With each other's masterful stroke Let our imaginations run and flow Of the places we each have spoke Dip your brush in greens and blues Lets see the canvas getting wet I can almost sense the flowing Of the scenes I won’t forget Each creating the scenes together No place is ever the same Suns glowing orange , moons of silver Each picture we then can frame Anywhere we set up the easels 'Neath mountains or by streams Paint of what we see and love Or paint imaginations of our dreams As we both grasp each new day With each brush stroke that we wet We see our thoughts taking shape Shared and created by a loving duet.

Be Gentle...
Bleak kisses Hopeless Then my mind makes the turn Healing rides upon black clouds The stoning of my heart, suddenly dissipates With a wise decision Time heals all Sometimes too fast Many times too slow Growth, is growth Whether from triumphant moments Or rash and foolish mistakes Wisdom is not promised Just as knowledge does not grant salvation Bells ring as good prevails once more Leaving a temporary emptiness That washes away in the damp mist My joyous future is on the horizon While it also runs down my cheek I listen to the voice of the world

Be Gentle -my First Time
Pop My Auction Cherry! You get: 1,000 rates per week, for a month. My crush for a month. 5 million total spent on you in Fu-owned Actual drinks if we ever cross paths in real life photo & profile comments Ill cover yer back in Mumms Bonus profile & photo comments Minimum bid is a VIP OR Auto 11's bling OR Cherry Bomb Bling. MUAH!

Be Gentle: What You're Holding Is My Heart
Be Gentle: What You're Holding Is My Heart Be gentle: What you're holding is my heart.Remember in your honesty my pride.If you don't want to see me, please don't hideThe truth, yet tell it with some art.Though you may not have asked for me to call,A single leap of hope must be allowed.Not easily are shy songs sung out loud.Yet now I wait alone outside your wall.

The Begenning Of The End
I need to get this off my chest, its a burdon I have carried for over a year now. I was once a father... yeah me, a dad. I had a beautiful giggly, bubbly little girl her mother named Hunter Lee. . I met Andrea 4 years ago, She was pregnant with a beautiful baby girl growing in her tummy. Me and Andi got along pretty well for a while, though she was verry mousy and quiet. Even more laid back about everything in life than I am... I was working a job I hated, wich hell who truley enjoys working anyways right? I can remember sitting on Andrea's bed over in our friends Joe and Lee's house, touching her tummy and feeling little miss Hunter kick. Though Biologically she wasn't mine, I was excited. I always wanted to be a daddy, just never got around to doing so on my own. Hunters father walked out on her mother, left her high and dry. I stepped in and wanted to be her dad. Andrea and I had a good relationship at this time, we would sit and play video games and listen to music. I was heavy met

Be Gentle With Me
I am a strong, independent woman. I can take care of myself, my kids, my home, my job, my business, my finances. I am woman, hear me roar!! I am also a woman. I need to feel loved, nurtured, cared for, taken care of, protected, cherished, treated with tenderness. I am woman, protect my heart!!I do what I have to do to take care of my family and as a single mom, I'm happy to do it. But deep down, I am still a woman that needs to be treated with TLC. There is a fine line between the two. I want to teach my daughter that it's okay to want to be taken care of...it's how she was built. And I want my boys to know that it is ingrained in them to want to be the care takers.Perhaps I'm too sensitive or needy. If that's the case, then so be it. God created me to be the woman that I am, so who am I to argue with the Creator of the Heavens and Earth??Find that fine line and walk it as a woman? Don't mind if I do...

Beg For Me
Beg For Me by Dyke_Writer © Fridays nights were dull, they had always been dull. I wished for something to happen, to change the monotony of life. I really should have been careful what I wished for. I was 19 when it happened, working at the bar on the college campus to earn some extra cash while I studied law. Every single Friday night was the same, rowdy guys and girls gyrating and kissing while they drank away their lives. It was boring. One Friday changed my life forever, it was Thanksgiving and most of the other students had gone home for the holiday. I had the night off and agreed to go out with Ashley and Madison, why I have no clue but I'd promised them. We arrived at the bar a little after 9 o'clock and I had ordered the drinks. Something pink and sweet for Madison, a beer for Ashley and vodka and coke for myself, for the longest time we sat and studied the other people in the bar, Ashley insisted on telling us the latest gossip about almost everyone that had entere

A Begginning
a beginning by ammre © He slides his finger along the ridge of my ear He whispers in my ear you are Mine... His finger traces down onto my neck you will do what I say... His finger swirls around to a point on my neck if you are good you will get rewarded... He licks and nibbles at my skin causing goosebumps of pleasure but... His finger traces to the other side of my neck if you are bad... His finger swirls around again to a point you will get punished. He bites so hard i gasp and whimper Understand? i nod He grabs me by the hair and yanks my head back so i can see into His face UNDERSTAND? I respond Yes, Sir. He kisses me deeply taking pleasure in the awkward angle of my neck suddenly, He shoves my head away i fall to my hands and knees, gasping for breath. He moves around in front of me and sits Now, let's get started.

The Beggining
The room was filled with laughter and drunkeness as the celebration went on. The battle before had been brutal but the victory had been theirs. As the music slowed the war chief launched his cup at the bard. "Now is not the time for a dirge." the chief screamed in disgust. "This is a time of happiness, not sadness." "Anytime is a time for a dirge." the singer retorted. "Many people have died today. I feel it appropriate to mourn for their souls." The bard continued playing his slow song. "Open disobedience! Take his head!" The king ordered and the warriors in surprise gathered around him. The bard looked from his instrument at the approaching fighters. The bard stood and spun his guitar to the side. "What are you going to do bard with a instrument." the king said stressing bard to lower him. "I wasn't always a bard." the singer returned and launched forward with his instrument. He swung it at the closest man and tore through him. The blood flew against the wall a

The Begger
Once there was a time, according to legend, when Ireland was ruled by a king who had no son. The king sent out his couriers to post notices in all the towns of his realm. The notices advised that every qualified young man should apply for an interview with the king as a possible successor to the throne. However, all such candidates must have these two qualifications: They must (1) love God and (2) love their fellow human beings. The Young man about whom this legend centers saw a notice and reflected that he loved God and, also, his neighbors. One thing stopped him, he was so poor that he had no clothes that would be presentable in the sight of the king. Nor did he have the funds to buy provisions for the long journey to the castle. So the young man begged here, and borrowed there, finally managing to scrounge enough money for the appropriate clothes and the necessary supplies. Properly attired and well-suited, the young man set out on his quest, and had almost completed the jou

Begging!!!!
Yesterday I was 500 comments ahead I am now 2000 comments behind!! I so need your help!! I will return the favor for everyone who helps! Thank you so much for everyone who has been fighting to keep me up where I am! ♥ HUGS AND KISSES ♥ ♥ Click on my picture to vote! ♥ Music Codes - MySpace Layouts

Begging For Love
gently the chilled night breathes a loving sigh as white and silver moonbeams illumine the sky.. shining rays weave their way between you and me, enhancing the starlight in the pools of your eyes.. by the window, candlelit shadows flicker and dance over your face, you stand entranced, as if in awe.. arms reach out, gently drawing me into your warmth, as i melt into your embrace, you act on the chance.. slowly our lips meet and in the midst of a soft kiss my pulse trips as you seductively whisper "i want you." your waist presses against mine and i'm fully convinced.. gasping at your hardness, i reply, "baby i want you too." i tingle as your urgent caress travels up under my shirt, and my bra drops from your hand, already i'm in la-la land.. we stumble over furniture, in search of the bedroom door, then you lay me upon the bed and undress in sillhouette... as i watch your golden skin being inch by inch revealed, i close my eyes to savor the lust you'

Begging For All My Friends Help!!
I am down 10000 votes!! Please come comment bomb me.. I cant do it alone! I will return the favor for everyone who helps! Thank you so much for everyone who has been fighting to keep me up where I am! ♥ Click on my picture to vote! ♥ ♥ HUGS AND KISSES ♥

Begging Again
we did so well lastnight- we were way ahead, but over night I fell behind by almost 1000, please help! If you would just stop by rate and drop 2 or 3 comments, I would forever be greatful. http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=877010&albumid=382701&i=3958529643

Begging For More.
Down on your knees Begging me please You want me so bad your about to cry I can't understand why All I did was fuck you Mothers don't like me There dauthers want 2 fuck me I'm just fucking an pass'n them On there back quivering, n wanting more as there cumm'n Grabbing me tryin to mark me Bitch what the fuck you doin to me I ain't yas I just getting my nut off Then I"m pass'n you off Daddy's want to kill me There dauther want to fuc me I'm just fuckn n pann' them On there back quivern n wantime mre as there cumm'n Faygo on ther back While I"m hittne it from the back Bent over and sreaming more I'm tearing up there nede till they cant handle anymore Parents cant' stand me There daughters want to fuck me I'm just fuck'n an passn them On there back quiver n wanting mre as there cumm'n

Begging For Rates...lol
I love these. When you get a random spam on the shoutbox begging for points. This is funny. He didnt know what he was getting into. >~Smokin Dj...: commenting them all could get ya a Yaht ;-) your choice ->~Smokin Dj...: you have 406 more to rate if you want the points and the gift. vaz185: what do u mean ->~Smokin Dj...: 406 to get the points and gift. vaz185: OK I RATED IT ->~Smokin Dj...: I did rate yours and you said that if I fan you and rate you. You would do the same. since both of us are not interested in each others pix. I call it fair. ->~Smokin Dj...: which will be well over 1000pts ->~Smokin Dj...: as I said. Rate all of my stash and I'll give you a BigPimpin Gift plus all the points you earn ;-) ->~Smokin Dj...: http:...(to my .12 gauge auto-fire shotgun vid) vaz185: send me the link ->~Smokin Dj...: so you dont want rate my stash now? =-( vaz185: No u dont ->~Smokin Dj...: i really dont have any pix you wanna see. ->~Smokin Dj...: How about we start on th

Begging For My Birthday
Well since on here there's relatively few things to get one on here for their birthday... if anyone was considering ever getting me a blast (even just a one day) i would so appreciate getting it before friday, i wanna see if i can just blast the hell out of my birthday :p Tickers also very welcome and if you have REALLY fucking deep pockets i'd love a happy hour lol (i know i'm dreaming but i have to try) so anyone that can spare 7.50 for little old me, please consider doing it this week so i can run my blasts on friday :) much love ~~Sin

Begging For My Birthday... Again
Well since on here there's relatively few things to get one on here for their birthday... if anyone was considering ever getting me a blast (even just a one day) i would so appreciate getting it before friday, i wanna see if i can just blast the hell out of my birthday Tickers also very welcome and if you have REALLY fucking deep pockets i'd love a happy hour lol (i know i'm dreaming but i have to try) so anyone that can spare 7.50 for little old me, please consider doing it this week so i can run my blasts on friday much love ~~Sin (reposting this cause it fell off my page due to excessive blog posts today)

Begging
I just had a very demeaning experience. I had to beg people to come into my lounge.. I had to beg them to even talk to me.. but guess what..... I'm not begging anymore.. If you talk to me or not....that's your choice... I'm not begging anymore.. If you come into my lounge or not...that's your choice.. I'm not begging anymore... If you are my friends or not... that's your choice... I'm not begging anymore... To keep me in your heart or not..That's your choice.. I'm not begging anymore... If I am alone here on Fubar or not.. I'm not begging anymore... I have begged for so much and have gotten so little.. Guess what??? I won't beg anymore!

Begging Now
Hello Family and Friends.. I have posted several bulletins asking for help.. but now.. I am resorting to begging.. I am looking for promoters and greeters for my lounge.. it is called.. Naughty Sessions I am in desperate need for promoters. Plus, this is going to sound so bad, but it is the truth.. I am looking for more ladies to join the lounge and stay and talk. I am generally the only female in my lounge and I am exhausted trying to entertain the troops as it were. It is a decent, very nice lounge. With some really great guys.. I don't want to delete it, because I worked so hard. We have awesome music. Piped in and streamed from Thunderstruck Radio..Amazing DJs and they will play any and all requests.. if they don't have it.. They will get it for you. Anyways, if you are interested.. PLEASE let me know. Click the banner below and check it out.. Thank you Cassie~Owner of Naughty Sessions Lounge

The Beggining
On warm day's and night's all the Lakota children would play at the river while the madins would clean their body's and soul's.Little Oy'sa would sit there while her mother cleaned the clothe's for her family and play in the sand. One day when Oy'sa was 15 her mother asked her to help with this chore and to help cook a meal for their tribe and a visiting Cherokee tribe that was coming from far away,Thay where coming down from the mountains wishing to speak of peace. That evening whille all where around the camp fire eating and injoying the warm summer night Oy'sa decied to walk down to the river and wash but befor she made it she ran into a young Cherokee brave or should I say she wasn't watching where she was going so deep in thought that she stumbled over him. Cikala Peta was very anoyed at this young girl for her mishap that he began to speak very rash at Oy'sa but soon seeing the sadness in her eye's decied to forget his anger and walk with Oy'sa. Thay walked down to the river

Beggar
so this chic adds me and rates me and then we had the following conversation in shoutbox (mind you her status says "some1 give me a blast/HH") ~*~Steph~*~: hey how do those girls get blasts? ->~*~Steph~*~: they get jobs credit cards and they buy them or they find "stuipid" guys to buy for them but either way you dont get it from me ; )~*~Steph~*~: ok so ya know what it was fuckin question you asshole i didnt know how i havent used fubar that much and fuck you i have money i can buy it if it thats how but you dont go talking your fuckin shit to me like that fuck you! after that she rerated me a 1 and blocked me was i in the wrong here or did she hear what she needed to hear its one thing to put it in your status but to pin point me like im a trick and owe you something is way out of line do me a favor and show her some love thanks heres the link http://fubar.com/user/1773360

Begging For Everything
Know i have said this before but it's really getting to much now..seeing always the same people on here saying I NEED A TICKER,TICKER PACKAGE..I NEED A VIP.I NEED A BLAST EVEN ASKING OTHERS TO PAY A HAPPY HOUR FOR THEM.. WHY DO THEY THINK THEY ARE SO SPECIAL AND DESERVE THAT OR EVEN DARE TO ASK THAT MY GOD WHEN YOU REALLY NEED THAT,SAVE YOUR MONEY AND BUY ONE YOURSELF INSTEAD OF ASKING,BEGGING FOR IT. I WOULDN'T DARE TO ASK OTHERS FOR ALL THIS..DON'T THEY HAVE ANY SELFRESPECT ANYMORE OR DO THEY REALLY THINK THEY DESERVE ALL THAT? WORST OF ALL ARE THOSE WHO ARE ALLREADY IN THE TOP 10..20,THEY ARE ALLREADY SO HIGH IN RANKS,THEY CERTAINLY DON'T NEED ALL THIS BUT ONLY WANT ALL THIS TO STAY AND MAYBE EVEN GET A RANK HIGHER

Begging
If i ever become someone that begs for anything like 'Please help me level', 'Bling, rate and fan me' or 'I need your fubucks' shoot me square between my eyes with a flamethrower. And since i made this NSFW: Fuckity fuck fuck fuck

Beggin To Level
Ya know i see all kinds of people beggin for help to level, bling, VIP and all that/ Some are in contests ect..........., Now i know that im not the most beautiful woman in the world, nor am I sexy, but i really dont think i look that bad,(i know what i look like) Im a big woman...........thats how it is, i dont put myself out there with nekkid pics, or tit shots or coochie shots ect. not that im saying there is anything wrong with that if that is what one wants to do. hell i look as much as others............. But hell fire I BEG, I ASK (FOR BLING, AND OTHER STUFF TOO), I RATE, FAN, ADD AND DO ALL I CAN TO HELP ONE LEVEL OR WHATEVER. ive done just what ive seen others do............is it so wrong for me to want some of the fu love too??? if im wrong please someone tell me....................

Begging Cubby
I'm actually going t ask you to rate a picture for me. Yup. Just one picture. If you have a few minutes i could use a few comments too. But basically all i'm asking is a rate. I need 100 rates. Give a Cubby a hand? Thanks. :D Ph PS, can you re-post too? God i'm a a pain huh?

Beggars Can't Be Choosers...
If there is one thing I have learned in the past few years, its that the best you can expect out of people is that they will be random as all get out. When people get married/divorced, when someone passes away, you will see human behavior either at its best or at its worst. I work part time at a corporate chain that sells suits and rents tuxedos for proms, special occasions, but mostly weddings. I have worked retail before, plenty of times, but very rarely did I see so MANY people acting so BADLY in public! On top of trying to meet sales numbers, set the expectations for the clients who are renting and buying, I also have to contend with a co-worker who has his own special way of doing things, most of them not to company standards, nearly all of them being obnoxious and irritating. It makes for quite an interesting, and sometimes stressful mix of human psychology and corporate sub-culture. For instance, last week it was just myself and said obnoxious co-worker in the store

Begging
I'm expecting a new motherboard to be delivered today. So when the banging on my door happened a few minutes ago, i got excited. Finally, i'll be able to get back on my puter instead of this borrowed one and get some things done. When i opened the door, there stood a woman(?) in a parka(it's about 65 here at 11a.m.). I looked at her(?) kinda puzzling. I didn't recognize her at all. Then out of her mouth was the most amazing thing! She asked, "Do you have $4 i can have?" Not "Can i borrow $4?". Not "I desperately need $4 so i can eat!" I just looked at her for about 5 seconds and without a word, closed the door. I know times are hard, but c'mon now! Fucking stoopid...

Beggers
Well I know this is probably go to piss off a lot of people including friends and fans...but tough shit, delete me if you want, it's fine with me.. I read a status update this morning that said "Be true to yourself" and I am... This site is for fun and nothing more to me, a mindless time waster to get away from stress and everyday bullshit. Have I met some incredible people? Definitely and you know who you are! Anyway just some ramblings here since I see it constantly every single day and night and think it's 100% pathetic. Nothing wrong with asking for rates and bombs especially when you're close to leveling, I try to help out as many people as I can with my 11's, rates, bombs etc. But all these beggers looking for blings, gifts, etc. are just pathetic to me. You want something, buy it yourself, asking people for it is just so fucked up on so many levels. Do you do this in real like also? Ask people for food? Cars? A roof over your head etc.? Why would you ever "expect" these gi

Begging For Help
I read status all the time as people appear in my bartab. I have noticed that lately there seems to be an abundance of statuses begging people for help so they can level. I mean come on. Help yourself go rate some peoples profiles and pictures. Its not that hard and its what your begging people to do for you. I saw a status just moments ago that said 20k to level please help me level. Holy crikies are people that lazy that they can't rate 20k worth of pictures anymore? I am not going to be helping beggers anymore just those who choose to help themselves.

Begging
OMG R U KIDDING ME! I SIGN IN TODAY AND YET AGAIN SEE PPL FREAKIN BEGGING .... OH HELP ME GET HERE... BOMB ME, BLAH FUCKIN BLAH..... IM TO THE POINT IT ANGERS ME INTO ANOTHER BLOG (AND IM SICK AS SHIT SO IM BITCHY) AND IM ALSO LAUGHING MY ASS OFF CUZ ITS NOT LIKE THESE MORONS ARE GOING TO GET THE HELP. SO IVE COME TO A DECISION. IM GOING THE HONEST WAY AND EARNING MY POINTS BUT THE BEGGERS CAN KISS MY ASS. DONT COME TO ME WEN I RUN MY BOMB THE ANSWER IS NO! GO TALK TO UR LEVELING BITCHES AND HAVE THEM HELP U. DONT WASTE MY TIME!AS TO THE NICE LEVEL PPL (MAINLY THE 1 WHO COMMENTED ON MY BLOG) THATS THE ONLY ACCEPTION IM MAKING.SO WEN U DONT GET BOMBED THIS WEEK BY ME CRY TO SOME1 WHO GIVES A DAMN!

Begginnings
well just making a statement about turning around and getting a new perspective. I'll be paying more attention to my own stuff and taking total accountability for all that I do. I figure if I can do this then I can make myself or let myself make any changes I want. I know I have to feel the changes from my heart to actuallt get past the mental stage the intelectual stage. I know I can do it its just letting myself get back in total power. It all seems so simple in theory, just getting past a lifetime of BSing myself thats the fun part. When I do let myself actually feel the changes I desire it seems to happen like it was there all the time. Just it is so "un guy like" to "feel" without trying to fix or make some judgement. Well the training wheels are back on an I see, ie. feel myself making some major changes just because thats what feels right.

Beggers Can't Be Choosers?
So I'm kinda tired of being alone. Maybe I should be less picky about the people I like. Try and get past the initial revulsion and be nice to them? I blame my cousins for all this really, anytime we go out anywhere they drive away any guy that are interested and tell me they are disgusting. Ok in some cases it's true but sometimes there were some nice ones that I liked but they told me that they were creepy. :( The last time any guy showed me any affection whilst we were out (just touchy shoulders and stuff, nothing lewd or pervy) my cousin and her boyfriend gave him the evil glare all night, then asked me 'Who was that weirdo that just kept touching you all night?'....So I explained to them that I'd known him for a long time, but still I guess it makes me squirm a bit thinking that they think he's weird. I shouldn't...I know. However I do know a friend who likes being with a guy all the time (she likes sex) and is always telling me horror stories of the icky people that she h

Begging
Begging you to stay. Begging you for your love. begging you for what I want the most. The days and the nights dont seem to seperate when I'm begging and longing for your love. Your touch, your soft gentle kisses, your passion that you have when we are together. Search deep, search hard cause I'm begging for your love and your touches again. I want and I need you more than anything in this world, but what do you want? Stay or go, but please dont break my heart anymore. I tell you I love you, but it falls on deaf ears when you say I dont. Can you even love anymore? Can you get over her and move on? How do you really feel? I'm begging for you to stay.

Begging For Fu Crap
we have all seen these statuses before. "need more likes/rates/fans/whatever please help me!" don't these idiots realize that after they level up its just another level after that, that is even more work? Like wtf is the point? By the time you reach max level you are going to be 60 and wonder what the hell you did with you life except waste it on FU begging for people to give you digital attention. a very unfulfilling life if you ask me. And even if you did reach max level, Fubar will just increase it and make you work for even more crap you don't need! just let it be! The likes/rates/etc will come naturally and you don't need to beg for them like some pathetic nerd loser. you are just buying into a system that keeps you addicted, chasing the dragon that you will never catch. it's sad if you fall for it. you should get likes without asking for them by just interacting with people and adding new friends, not begging for it like a homeless person.

Beggers
some on here need to learn to spend some of there own money instead of everyday begging.....since level 50 if you are paying attention you need to do more achievements as in LE blings , Happy Hours and such......use your money there ....the higher you get here the more it will cost I even had a guy ask me if I could buy him 2 Happy Hours yesterday...lol....that won`t happen Crazygirl had it right yesterday in her status.......how come 6 out of 10 people here beg for everything.....if you want it bad enough learn to spend some of your own money here

Begging....
I'm completely begging over here. What would it take for one of you to buy me a fuAmp and/or RS for my HH? I'd buy them for myself if I hadn't promised my boys a trip to the beach for their Spring Break. Soooooo, let me know :)

Beggin' Strips Bling
We, the undersigned Fubarians, are tired of seeing people begging for things by using their statuses and posting MuMMs that go against guidelines (and getting away with it), so we hereby propose a new ability bling: Beggin' Strips. The Beggin' Strips ability bling would, when used, strip a person of ALL Angel/Demon abilities, the capability of making a blast, or buying a Happy Hour, MuMMing abilities, and even the ability to make a status (along with clearing theirs), for 6 hours. Of course, it would be a limited use bling, being able to be used only 5 times, or for 3 hours, whichever comes first. Baby J, we ask you to create and sell this bling. It would be a good way to get people who have never spent money on Fubar before, to buy something. I know I would. Sincerely, The undersigned Fubarians who want to ENJOY this site again. If you agree, comment below with "Signed". Also, if you REALLY want this, share this for everyone else to sign. When it reaches 250 signature

Begging For Bling To See Nsfw
Now I Have to ask. In this age of the Internet and Google Search, why would anyone want to pay to see something on FU when you can just search online and see it for free. It kills me how I have seen People with stuff in their about me section about how they are only here for friends or they wont cam , cyber or any of that stuff, yet they will post pics of themselves that they expect you to pay for. I know I will probably be blasted for this but hey, its my opinion and I really dont care what others think or feel. I want to see some NSFW there are millions of sites and not pa a dime. I get that this is an adult website. ( I use that term loosley ) but come on people, where are the morals and standards. You want guys to treat you with respect, yet you put yourself out there.. Whats the difference between a street walker asking for money and someone asking for credits -- to me its the same thing. Love this or hate this its my opinion. If you dont like it then dont read it. Me

Begging For Simplicity In Duplicity
At times I find myself behind a glass window looking in, trying to find me I feel isolated, distracted, under appreciated at times, but still strong nonetheless But I can't find me, where am I, did it get blurred, am I still here? Am I looking for meanings in things that don't exist? I dont know where I am going nor would I like to remember where I've been, I just want to find me. Fallen, begotten, tainted all at the same time, Is that me? Shouldn't I know? The simplest answer is usually the best answer, but everything has to be so difficult. Love, pain, misguided intentions all together, all at once, or not at all. 2 sided ways, wish I could just sit back and pretend I don't care.

Beg Has Auto 11s!
BROWN EYED GIRL HAS AUTO 11S ACTIVATED!! ¢¾Brown Eyed Girl ¢¾ ¢â ~ Sarge's Bad Girls ~@ fubar BEG LOVES SPANKINGS! GO SPANK HER HARD! GET YOUR POINTS WHILE PERVING BEG'S PICS! AUTO 11S! LEVEL UP! ¢¾Brown Eyed Girl ¢¾ ¢â ~ Sarge's Bad Girls ~@ fubar Public Service Announcement Brought To You By: ღTulsa's Angelღ Sarge's Bad Girl/Club FAR Team LOVE/The Pegasus Projectღ

Beginning Of A Werewolf Novel
The tavern was a buzz with patrons young and old eating their first warm meal in a week, as a young woman of sixteen delivered drinks. her long honey blonde hair hung in ringlets that framed her young face allowing her baby blue eyes to stand out. A beautiful rose colored dress clung tightly to the curves-curves that caught male attention. As she walked back towards the bar she saw her brother hit across the face by a man with mud brown hair. The expression on her brother’s face could not be seen but she knew it was of true pain. Slowly the young woman turned her head to look upon her aging father. He stood like a soldier as he filled mugs with foreign ale and red wine. His once jet black hair was streaked with gray and his face was hung with wrinkles. Time was taking it’s toll upon the man that had once rocked her to sleep in his strong arms. Suddenly the memories came flooding back to her. She remembered how smooth his face had been and how happy he had been. “Father please let me t

Begin Yourself!
Being Yourself I used to hide myself Crying alone in my room I hated the way I looked Ugly. Stupid. Childish Until one day I was shown to love myself It takes a lot of time. But I've grown to know that if I show that I've got confidence... I'll succeed. That I know To this day I don't still love myself fully But I am trying to do so Everybody has something they hate about themselves and even though it isn't healthy... we all do it Life isn't about always looking perfect, but being yourself It might seem like forever, until you finally are happy with yourself... but remember: it's inner beauty that lasts

The Begin Of Me...
Mystique’s legend begins in the 10th century. I was stripped of my innocence through my father’s betrayal and the separation from my brother. I could not see how I was of any use to anyone. A pious young woman in search of hope, but instead I was damned. I had roamed this land in search for someone to look up to. Someone to take this hideous pain from me, and in my search I had come to a wall. All hope was lost for that moment. My tunnel was full of darkness and there was no chance of me ever coming to be. Until this woman step forth to give me a chance at life in this offer has taken a diabolical twice as she gave me a chance to discover her true origin. Her name was Ophelia Bell. She offered that I learn what her very exist was all about. And in this light this is when I accepted her embracement. This is when I stepped fourth as a True Toreador. Ophelia taught me grace and pose and of course the art of the Rose. Beautiful in all that we do. By day and by night we walk the s

The Beginning Of The End...
Ok so what do you do when someone you had a crush on back in Jr High(of all things) starts giving off somewhat yes signals toward you? And WHY of ALL TIMES does it have to be NOW?!? When everything starts to go right somewhat. There again it may be for the better with the situations I'm starting to get myself in. And why do drunk friend ALWAYS insist they stay with you when you're trying to talk to that person AWAY from THEM. There's a reason for that. Yes I almost stayed over and was going to see what she had to say...but NO! my dumbass friend who has been totally fucked over by his ex to the point where his life is even shittier than mine(which REALLY says something) has to go and say "Oh well if Will's staying so am I...cuz we're bros like that." Yeah we are, but no I don't want your drunk ass around when I've got somethin that'd either go WAY bad or WAY good and having you around turns it to WAY shit or WAY bad. Ugh anyway I gotta quit ranting and change laundry for now.

The Beginning...
It had been a long two days and was only going to get longer. He was going on his third day with no sleep. Mainly because he was spending his time online talking to two wonderful and very beautiful ladies. One lives in a little town in Colorado called Delta. Since he lives in Idaho it was kind of hard to go see her when ever he wanted. The other lives in Bosie, about a hour and a half drive from his house. The day started off unlike every other day. He has been up for what was now going on three days. The strange part about the beggining of the day was that he was excited because he was going to Boise to spend the day with pure beauty. Something that he never thought would ever happen. Two nights before that arangments were made for him to go see her. She said she had to work that day, but he could see her after work. She would get off at 3 O' clock in the afternoon... He ate, showered, and got ready to leave for the day ahead. He had planned everything the day before so he coul

Begin
slither around and make your rounds fill my life with ups and down return over and over again get a life you cannot win cuz ive been inside the head and ill be there until we're dead and ive been in the heart ill be there til it falls apart forever and ever and even one day a chant to make the evil stray and pass on thru the night to everyones delight i guess its really not your fault youre lead here just like i thought ill keep an eye on everything and leave when the angel's sing

The Beging
I was born october 2 1975 at 935 am in Monroe,LA. I do not rember much about my childhood I blocked it from my mind because my abuse started at the hands of my father.There are bunch of hospital records where I fell out of a tree.When I was 10 years old a guy in his 20s I guess Im not really sure anyway he raped me I dont rember much details except it hurt badly and being pinned down with his hand over my mouth.I was raped a second time at the age of 14 but would rather not talk about that one because it still makes me sick to think about.By this time I am in high school and with my only boyfriend who at last he hurt me to but you will read about that somewhere else.

Begin Again
Beginning Again Looking into the darkness as I let fresh air come in… I hear the train in the background and smile a smile of content… The past five years have been very trying with many loses …Many begin ^again… A void… a hole has taken up with the hardness that has claimed its part within... I still rise and prepare for this new day given in a life so disconnected Holding on to what’s left of a soul before it is resurrected. To you this may seem melancholy …To me it’s as though my soul is being cleansed… For we all fall short…we are only human…and we can all learn from humility. God Bless the Tsunami Victims and what’s left of their families. Copyright@LaPoetess2005Jan God Bless America...for all its contributions to the losses in Louisiana from Hurricanes Katrina and Rita

The Beginning
This is the jorney of lone wolf our son it all started when we found him alone in this place that looked like there was a battle that had been brutaly fought.Bodys lying every where.His parents had tried to protect him by covering him with there own bodies and died protecting him.We found him cold,alone,and beraly holding on to life at the edge of the forest.We took him home and raised him as our own.As he grew we noticed that he was very different.Lone wolf was always in the forest,he never wanted to stay out of the forrest.He was always around the animals and beasts he would talk to them and they looked like they could understand him and they would speak back to him in there own way I guess.Lone wolf didnt look like us but we loved him just the same.His hair was white and his eyes were grey and cold looking.he could change his face into anything he wanted,but we urged him not to change it .Because he would frighten off all his freinds.he aventualy quit.When he got older he told us ab

Begin
i see us start i see us begin love so true hearts entwined how do you say to the world how proud i am how do i scream out this woman means so much to me falling hard smiles brightly seeing my lover at slumber how beautiful she is the gods have blessed me for my angel is here with me

The Beginning Of A New Slave
The Beginning Of A New Slave By Sweet as can be BBW We had been talking on the internet for weeks, I loved the words that I read from you daily and after the conversations had finally moved the telephone your voice totally over took me. It was so calm and strong and empowering to hear, it actually made me wet when you spoke to me even if you were not being sexual, I loved it. After several weeks of phone and internet conversation you finally convinced me that it was time for you and I to meet face to face, I so scared the chemistry wouldn’t be there but I finally relented and agreed. I agreed to meet you at a hotel that you had picked out that would be safe for both us, again against my better judgment as I have always said in public only for the first meeting. I spent several hours readying myself and finally headed to the hotel. After a short 45 minute drive I arrived, you had already sent me a text message with the room number so I walked to the door and took a deep

A Begining ( Online Love )
He touches me with his words so sweet... My body's engulfed with heat... So strong is my desire.. You turn me on with such common words... My hearts afloat.. I can feel it in my throat... I feel my heart pound... ohhh I want him so bad... Would this be the right time to say so... Should I just let it go... Mmmm... just common word.. but he turns me on so bad.. I look at the pictures he sent... I imagine him touching my body..he's already touched my mind He tells me his desires... I tell him mine.... Just plain old desires...mmm I want him sooo bad.

The Begin Of An Ass
BEFORE I BECAME AN ASS AND BECAME DIABLO NEGRO I USED TO BE THIS GUY: I'm sorry That I was raised with respect; not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not Hott enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not a Jack A. I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I am the shoulder for you to cry on when he breaks your heart, but you never let me in to help mend it. I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather hold you then just bang you like some random guy. IM SORRY THAT I AM ALWAYS THE ONE U NEED TO TALK TO, BUT NEVER GOOD ENOUGH TO DATE I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, bu

Beginning Today..
Beginning Today Beginning today I will no longer worry about yesterday. It is in the past and the past will never change Only I can change by choosing to do so. Beginning today I will no longer worry about tomorrow. Tomorrow will always be there, waiting for me to make the most of it. But I cannot make the most of tomorrow without first making the most of today. Beginning today I will look in the mirror and I will see a person worthy of my respect and admiration. This capable person looking back at me is someone I enjoy spending time with and someone I would like to get to know better. Beginning today I will cherish each moment of my life. I value this gift bestowed upon me in this world and I will unselfishly share this gift with others. I will use this gift to enhance the lives of others. Beginning today I will take a moment to step off the beaten path and to revel in the mysteries I encounter. I will face challenges with courage and determination. I will overcome w

The Beginning
Okay, I was sitting here thinking that ALOT of you really do not really know my history or about me. So i decided that I am going to write my life sotry on here. I have 27 years to cover here so it will take quit a few blogs to complete. And then I will take you on a day to day basis of how I feel what I did that day ect ect. So I was born August 19, 1979 at the solider and sailor hospital in Wellsboro PA. My parents were still together at the time, I had an older brother and sister. We lived in my grandparents (my mother's parents) backyard for the first 2 years of my life. Around 2 years old my parents got a divorce and my mom moved my brother sister and I down to my step fathers house and this is the house that I grew up in. My step father is great, he raised me and i love him to death. Growing up I never really knew my real father and My mother always told me it was because he was a drunk and wanted nothing to do with us. (even though he lived a matter of 3 miles away fr

The Begining Continued
Okay so when I left off I had mentioned that my brother have moved in with my grandparents, but I did forget to mentioned my grandparents lived 4 hours away from me. So now in my 8 years of life I have lost my father and my brother out of my life, though they weren't gone gone, but they were no longer "allowed" in my life, thanks to my mother. This is where the seed of hatred towards my mother was planted, although it would not start to grow until much later in my life it was there and then that it was planted. When i was in 6th grade (age 10) I had tried cutting my wrist, being that young I think it was more so for attention then it was actually to kill myself. One of my friends had told my teacher and my teacher told the guidence councelnor and of course my mom was called. Instead of my mom talking to me about my feelings or taking me to a shrink to talk about them....she took me shopping. Yes my friends my mom believes that money can fix anything. When I was in 8th gr

The Begining
It was late when I was finally leaving work I had been there for far too long now. I had promised to be home early that night and again I had messed up. I got caught up in a big project that is due in a couple of days. I had just started walking to my car when I spotted her standing across the street, her long dark hair blowing gently in the breeze. Our eyes met and in instant I was mesmerized by her soul piercing gaze. She had to have been the most beautiful woman I have ever laid my eyes on. She watched me as I got into my car and I could not control myself I was getting out again and walking towards her. She had a power over me I could not explain. I could tell from her body language she wanted something from me. I was more than willing to give her anything at that moment. As I drew closer I could barely make out the features of her face she was a goddess beautiful alluring and so much did I want her. Her lips were a luscious red and her skin looked so soft and tempting. As I reache

Beginning Today!
Beginning today. . . I will no longer worry about yesterday. It is in the past and the past will never change. Only I can change by choosing to do so. Beginning today. . . I will no longer worry about tomorrow. Tomorrow will always be there, waiting for me to make the most of it. But I cannot make the most of tomorrow without first making the most of today. Beginning today. . . I will look in the mirror and I will see a person worthy of my respect and admiration. This capable woman looking back at me is someone I enjoy spending time with and someone I would like to get to know better. Beginning today. . . I will cherish each moment of my life. I value this gift bestowed upon me in this world and I will unselfishly share this gift and I will use this gift to enhance the lives of others. Beginning today. . . I will take a moment to step off the beaten path and to revel in the mysteries I encounter. I will face challenges placed before me with cour

Beginning Today. . .(from Ctexastornado)
Beginning today. . . I will no longer worry about yesterday. It is in the past and the past will never change. Only I can change by choosing to do so. Beginning today. . . I will no longer worry about tomorrow. Tomorrow will always be there, waiting for me to make the most of it. But I cannot make the most of tomorrow without first making the most of today. Beginning today. . . I will look in the mirror and I will see a person worthy of my respect and admiration. This capable woman looking back at me is someone I enjoy spending time with and someone I would like to get to know better. Beginning today. . . I will cherish each moment of my life. I value this gift bestowed upon me in this world and I will unselfishly share this gift and I will use this gift to enhance the lives of others. Beginning today. . . I will take a moment to step off the beaten path and to revel in the mysteries I encounter. I will face challenges placed before me with courage a

A Begining
He touches me with his words so sweet... My body's engulfed with heat... So strong is my desire.. You turn me on with such common words... My hearts afloat.. I can feel it in my throat... I feel my heart pound... ohhh I want him so bad... Would this be the right time to say so... Should I just let it go... Mmmm... just common word.. but he turns me on so bad.. I look at the pictures he sent... I imagine him touching my body..he's already touched my mind He tells me his desires... I tell him mine.... Just plain old desires...mmm I want him sooo bad.

Beginning Today
Beginning today I will no longer worry about yesterday. It is in the past and the past will never change. Only I can change by choosing to do so. Beginning today I will no longer worry about tomorrow. Tomorrow will always be there, waiting for me to make the most of it. But I cannot make the most of tomorrow without first making the most of today. Beginning today I will look in the mirror and I will see a person worthy of my respect and admiration. This capable person looking back at me is someone I enjoy spending time with and someone I would like to get to know better. Beginning today I will cherish each moment of my life. I value this gift bestowed upon me in this world and I will unselfishly share this gift with others. I will use this gift to enhance the lives of others. Beginning today I will take a moment to step off the beaten path and to revel in the mysteries I encounter. I will face challenges with courage and determination. I will overcome what barr

The Beginning.
About a year ago I started working on a PitFall type game using SDL. It was a pain staking process, but I eventually got most of the artwork done and a simple screen that hd some swinging vines and a walking man. For some reason I gave up on the project entirely and tucked it all aya in the depths of my hard drive. A couple of months ago I heard about the XNA Framework and Game Studio Express beta. I was excited at first but never really got into it. A month or so later Beta 2 was released. I downloaded it and started messing around a bit, nothing really productive, just sort of feeling it out. I liked the new system quite a bit, and had recently gotten a good grasp of C# and wanted to work on a game. Then I found the old source for my PitFall Clone, I figured I might ws well try and finish it so I looked into the code nd found that I'd left it broken and poorly documented. I then decided that since I still had all of my assets I might as well start coding from scratch in XNA. I

Beginning
He is waiting in the darkness for her. He’s dressed in black and is lost to the darkness and flittering shadows created by the few candles he has placed about the room. He sits with his eyes closed, deeply breathing, and waiting for her to knock on his door. She gets off the elevator on his floor. Every step forward makes her stomach lurch and her heart beat faster. Tonight’s the night she meets him, fully submits to him, and surrenders herself for his use. His door is there, a few feet away. The soft knock comes and he rises to greet her. The door opens and there he stands. His bald head and broad shoulders make him look powerful, commanding, but not mean. And then he smiles and takes her hand. He can see her relax the moment his hand touches hers. With a soft grip he leads her in and stands her in the center of the room, closing the door behind her. She didn’t dress to impress him, which makes him smile. He told her not to bother. She wouldn’t be wearing them for long any

The Beginning Is An Actor--playing The Part Of The End
Silence. Silence is what creates your insanity as you lie, stagnant, with your cold dead skin pressed against the satin walls of your now eternal home. On earth you are but a mere memory of a miraculous creation to those who knew and loved you.....they now miss your presence. In Earth, you live without breath. Death has ended your life. A burial returns you deep within the heart of our true mother.

The Beginning Of A Poem
I'm lost in this empty place searching for what once was me hope that I can remove this mask but yet fearing what you might see If I hide away all I once was Will I ever know who I'm not Can I ever feel love for anyone If love I truely sought

Beginning Of A Futuristic Story
His deep-set blue eyes showed no emotions at all as he peered down at her, the jagged scar beneath his left eye turning white hot. He was angry- angry with her and she didn’t even know what she had done. Slowly his smile turned into an evil grin that made him look vile, his cold hands clamped down hard on her shoulders digging his nails in deep. “What have I done to you,” She screamed. Her struggles against his grasp proved to no avail, his grip was of iron. A heartless chuckle surrounded her, chilling her to the bone. He wasn’t the man she had fell in love with….he was someone different. He was the monster he harbored within. “ Oh this hun? You haven’t done this I’ve just taken back to my natural born killer. Now shut up and hold still.” As his bared canines slowly inched towards her neck she struggled, screaming at the top of her lungs. She didn’t want to die. No not this way…..she wanted him to change her. To let her be his for the rest of their immortal lives. Before she k

Begin Anew...
(perhaps timely for the recent blog wars?) It's a time for forgiveness to leave past wounds behind To reconcile differrences there's new mountains to climb Begin fresh a new year severing roots of bitterness A time for rejoicing and to live in happiness Let's live in the present doing the best that we can Live life to the fullest be a better woman or man So clasp hands together and in harmony live Not doing the taking for it's better to give Heed not the words that are spoken in lies The gossip that's spread eventually dies Look forward to a new year filled with blessing and peace If we let yesterday be hurts of tomorrow will cease Happy New Year! Luv&Hugs, ~Mz Mic~

Beginning Of Some Story......
Background: This started coming to me while waiting for a job interview to start. It will all be completely random until I figure out all the parts of it. I hope you enjoy the reading. It may end up being marked NSFW, just a prewarning. Female in her late 20's. Stands at the height of 5'8". Depending on the day of the week, depends on the color and the length of her hair. Goes from being short, spiky and almost purple, to long flowing red with blonde streaks. Desitination: An old, dark victorian house several miles away from the regular population. Surrounded by carefully maintained grounds. There is also a large, black somewhat omnimous gate. To a first time visitor the only entrance appears through the gate. Most are hesitant to approach due to the man standing on the opposite side of it. He stands 5'10" with pale skin, long jet black hair, and piercing green eyes. He appears as omnimous as the gate itself. {Will be edited as more ideas come to me} On this dark, cold nigh

2007 Begins...
How is everyone tonight? I've had better years, 2007 is a bust so far to be honest, though the semi short term shows improvement as I will be removing some money drain from my life, reducing stress and lending to the possibility of advanced socialization. Basically, I'm dumping cost and heading out soon...I hope. It's kinda hard to say to be honest because so much of what has come my way recently ended up about a million miles from where it was suppose to be… No matter, I live and write; hence you're happy, right? ;-) On the bright side my baby's mama is FINALLY getting into the work force which lessens my stress on my children's financial position plus, I get to baby sit weekends, which from a fathers point of view, is better news than the playboy mansion calling to talk direct to me. Also I've gotten in contact with some good parts of my past. Rachel...I know no one here knows her, though 1 or 2 may have heard of her from me, hard saying. I go through spurts of mushily talki

Beginning To Prefer Cast-iron Cookware...
The cleanup isn't that bad, and I really do think that they lend a lot to flavor, as well as they just seem to cook things better than my non-stick set. I also really like the fact that they can go from stovetop to in the oven and back. I don't have to get something else dirty to use the oven for part of the cook process.

The Begin Of The Take Over 2007
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The Begining (continued)
I get to the hotel on Tuesday evening.... Check in and haed to the Circle bar in the hotel... I figure Id have a drink and say hi to a few people.... Boy was I wrong.... I get there and it is already packed with porn people... I see a few friends and have a few drinks, then a few more friends show up so a few more drinks. Im sitting there and my good friend Mike South the legendary porn director stops by for a drink, he has it date in tow and I jsut happen to know her from Tampa..LOL.. Now Im a pickle, I tell mike he got my girl and he says " She was my girl before she was your girl and now shes my girl again this week....LOL I meet this girl named Samatha Lucchi... She has red hair and is not hard to look at if you can catch my drift.She is with my friends Veronica Rayne and Jack Vegas a porn couple Im friendly with... I talk to Samatha for a while but I put no move on her, I dont disrespect friends, so they walk off and I never get the hint the firey red heard wants me to

The Beginning
I found the total package When I started chatting with you You're more than just a pretty face You're beautiful inside too You made me feel so welcome that's why I stayed for a while every virtual kiss you gave expanding my already huge smile I hope this is only the beginning and you and I can be friends but if it isn't meant to be I don't want to know how it ends.

The Beginning Of My Insanity..=)
LiFe...=) do we ever really truly know what to do with our lives...=) what i pick 2day..will i want to do 2morrow...=) the person i want to be with now..=) will they want me 10 years from now? for that matter...will i want them? we get ONE life...=) so sit back and read how ive chocked mine full of...=) love, hate, relationships, kids, happy times, sad times..=) and a lil of everything in between..=) but im warning you now..=) get a soda and some headache medicine...=) your gonna need em...=)

The Beginning Of The Darkness...
It's dark, so very dark...she knows she must be asleep because she can feel the darkness rather than see it...her eyes are closed in sleep and in dream...she moves deeper into this vast land of solitude...the sensation begins as a distant memory...a thought, a feeling once known long ago...with each step the sense of horror and dread grows...becoming nearly maddening...her blood racing...her pulse pounding in her head...she knows what is coming...she knows what has happened...in a flash of brilliance she is in her grandmother's home again...watching a house full of teenage kids enjoying themselves...games, laughter, music...she walks through the familiar surroundings...unseen by the young people...knowing that just down that hall...just around that corner...the girl she was...only sixteen years old...is facing a nightmare...one from which she cannot escape...he holds her down with the weight of his body...one hand over her her mouth to stifle the cries...the tears are hot upon her face

The Beginning Of My Book.
THIS IS A BLOG TO LET OUT SOME OF THE THINGS THAT MADE ME WHO I AM TODAY. I AM WRITING A BOOK SO HERE ARE SOME EXCERPS. FEEL FREE TO COMMENT AND GIVE POINTERS IF YOU WISH TO. My life started like most, uneventful. I had both a mother and a father, still married! I was their 3rd child but their 2nd girl. 2 yrs later came my younger sister. My first memory is one going all the way back to kindergarden. We lived in Muncie then and I went to Roosevelt elementary. I remember our Christmas gift exchange. My mom bought a 4 pack of playdough. I remember thinking how great of a gift that was. When it was my turn to pick my gift I picked a terrible cheap gift. It was a 2"x2" plastic bunkbed set with 2 naked formed babies in it. My second memory of my kindergarden yrs was when we fried pumpkin seeds. That was alot of fun. We sat in our basement room and watched the big kids play outside on the playground. One time I tried to go to school in such a hurry that I left the house without a shirt

The Beginning...
a glance across the room, not knowing who you are... a twinge in my heart, a shiver comes across... who are you and what is this i feel? you speak to me, a simple little sentence.... and it is then that i know, that this moment is important... but too scared to talk, i nod and walk away... what was that? was it the future maybe, somewhere you are in it... but why? i dont know you, and i know it isnt love... love does not come in an instant, nor is there a such thing as love at first sight... no...it isnt love, but a feeling that you are someone i need to get to know more... and who knows what may come, but i know it isnt love...

Beginnings
as time passes on the only thing left to start with is a beginning each turning day you rediscover whats left whats empty inside with every new beginning a day breaks falling with the sky all the lies falling with the sky is a memory memories fail because your love has failed me once again you leave me here where shall i go who will come with me day after day a life is shadowed everytime you call a new day with every new lie comes a new beginning

The Beginning Of Married Life
A sweet story MARRIED LIFE - MAKES MY EYES TEAR UP, SUCH A HAPPY ENDING ! A couple had only been married for two weeks and the husband, although very much in love, couldn't wait to down to the pub and party with his old mates an buddies. So, he said to his new wife, "Honey, I'll be right back." "Where are you going, Coochy Coo?" asked the wife. "I'm going to the bar, Pretty Face," he answered. I'm going to have a beer." The wife said, "You want a beer, my love?" She opened the door to the refrigerator and showed him 25 different kinds of beer, brands from 12 different countries: Germany, Holland, Japan, India, etc. The husband didn't know what to do, and the only thing that he could think of saying was, "Yes, Lollipop... but at the bar... You know... they have frozen glasses... " He didn't get to finish the sentence, because the wife interrupted him by saying, "You want a frozen glass, Puppy Face?" She took a huge beer mug out of the freezer, so frozen that

The Beginning Of An End ... If Only ...
This article can be found at http://www.americandaily.com/article/12389. I just thought it was interesting among other things. Hope you enjoy it as much as I did. Home of the Brave? By John Steinsvold (03/14/06) Economists concede that economics is an inexact science. What does that mean? Perhaps it means their economic forecast is better than yours or mine. Recently, economic indicators have been rising and people have their fingers crossed. Economists have given us reason to hope that the job market will improve and that the stock market will continue on a steady climb. Yet, the newspapers continue to report more layoffs and more jobs going overseas. Meanwhile, our economy is getting more and more complex. We associate complexity with progress for some ungodly reason. The following problems, however, have become inherent in our economy. What does that mean? It means they will be around for a while: Needless poverty, unemployment, inflation, the threat of depression,

Beginning
Beginning Is this the beginning? Is this the start? For another break of the heart…. I told U I loved U… Was that a mistake? I told U I missed U… Oh Why did I do that…? I sent U an email... Asking U of your day… If you're okay…. But U never replied… Oh god I hope …Please god no… Did I ruin it again this time? Oh please not again… It felt like days…..Since U last Emailed me…Months since we Last saw each other… I guess it was fun whiled it lasted… Oh fantastic….another heartbreak!!! When U talk to me It feels like my heart broke And the pieces are stabbing me I just want to run away Hide and cry and wait for another day U hug me….like every things fine U asks me how I'm doing….. Well of course I'm not alright U just broke my heart boy God give it some time Leave me alone please go away…

Beginning A Life.......
Ok, time for me to get back to work tomorrow. I could imagine a life here with you...but it, in truth, is just a box, and I might feel trapped. I need to realize that feelings here are real, but it is often difficult to do anything about those. Time to find out how to have a life. I tried this before...to curtail my time on CT. I thought I could cut it down by not being online as often....It did not work for me. I have too many friends here that I touch base with and end up in wonderful conversations with. So, I am going to try to go cold turkey and find out if there is a life out there for me. I spend too much time trapped in this little box. I will miss you all, but, but is time to break free. I need a life. Tomorrow, I am going to line dancing class. Tueday, I am signing up for a walking clinic to prepare for a 5K walkathon. On Wednesday, I think I shall meet up with my friend from the coffee shop to practice the song we are to perform next month. Thursday, it w

Beginings
hello ppl and fellow cherries! I think it's time I start talking about myself since you mostly all like my site and picture. I am a mother as you all can see. I am also a fulltime college student now. I am going for a bachelor's degree in Paralegalism. I am finally getting my divorce and am happy to say I am single and enjoying it. I am not looking for anything special i am just enjoying the freedom. I ahve had alot of guys ask me out but I am taking a break from rushing into anything. I want to take it slow and enjoy my kids. I have renewed some old friendships and made some news ones as well. I am looking forward to popping hin here every now and then to say hello so don't be afraid to keep dropping me a line now and then. Thanks.

The Beginning
Anwser me this? How do you know when it is love? Is it when you get those butterflies or you just say it. Maybe it's when you would do anything for that person. Well however fall in love make sure it is real. If it is, then go for full throttal and don't stop.

The Beginning Of The End
It doesnt take a rocket scientist to figure out that everyone is happier with out me. I am a devil and i shouldnt be plaguing everyones existence. A sinner I am not, always true to my word. Loyalty is life to me. Although, I dont know what it feels like to have someone beloyal to me. Cowards are drawn to me, for i am the one who will believe them and lead them. But, a coward I am not. However, I will do anything for someone to love me. Pretty I was...not anymore. Not inside and definetly not out. I am a nobody wasting fresh air for the chosen ones. God please forgive me, please take me and love me..guide me. I want to be born again, into something great..I no longer want to be everyones nightmare causing them strife.....

The Beginning Ii
What is it about the beginning of a friendship that makes you want time to stall so that it does fly by so fast that words are forgotten to be spoken. Why is it in the beginning you start missing the person the minute they leave and smile grow huge when they comeback to make you want to tell them everything about you and not hold nothing back So darling if this is the beginning of something big I want you to know I hope there is no end

The Beginning.......
She sits in a bistro watching the hustle of the city. She pays attention to everything in general and nothing in particular. She is alone with her thoughts. Something stirs her serenity. She has always been able to feel the emotions of others, as empaths do. She was taught from a very young age, however, how to shield herself from the irratic emotions she can sense. It would do her great harm if she let all feelings in. This stirring was something more, something wild. A force in which she could not shield. He is across the street from where she sits. He is watching only her. He sees only her and she sits with her coffee. Her hair is the color of deep auburn. As the sun passes through the clouds, the golden strands glint in the sun as if dancing. Her eyes are not brown, nor are they green. They are somewhere in between. He will have to explore those eyes in depth. She see him standing across the street. Is he the one? Is he the man that stirs her inner most mind? It is as i

Begin Again
BEGIN AGAIN One of the best things we can do in our lives is this: begin again. Begin to see yourself as you were when you were the happiest and strongest you've ever been. Begin to remember what worked for you (and what worked against you), and try to capture the magic again. Begin to remember how natural it was when you were a child - to live a lifetime each day. Begin to forget the baggage you have carried with you for years: the problems that don't matter anymore, the tears that cried themselves away, and the worries that are going to wash away on the shore of tomorrow's new beginning. Tomorrow tells us it will be here every new day of our lives; and if we will be wise, we will turn away from the problems of the past and give the future - and ourselves - a chance to become the best of friends. Sometimes all it takes is a wish in the heart to let yourself... begin again.

The Beginning Of A Story.....
It is so cold....can't 't be real because it is the middle of summer and there is no breeze to set the sheer curtains covering the big six paned window to dancing. Brent pulled the crisp linen sheet up and under his chin and squinted toward the window. He could see that the window was wedged up about three inches to let in the fresh air. But the air was still. He thought real hard about sounds and strained to listen to those of the night out and beyond his window. The sounds of the swamp always made him feel safe. Actually everything about the swamp did. It was his playground after all. Brent scooted, up and over his pillow until his back was against the grand mahagony headboard. In a whisper he broke the silence of his room. "Not right. No sounds out there." Where are the croakers, or the crickets? Brent gulped because he heard nothing. Not even the the gator girls. Didn't papa say that the alligator girls would be singing for a fellow of their own? They should be everywhere out

Beginning
first off i should say that i got this car from a hack master. meaning that he hacked the hell out of this car. at first i'm goin gto do the things i can without sinking any money into it, wiring, aligning the panels, pounding out the dents and such. i'm also going to do lil customizing touches to it. good thing i went to school for that garbage. the car in this series of blogs is a 1993 pontiac grand am. i'm nick naming it the damn. i even plan on making the emblems to say GRAND DAMN, and even registering it at that. imagine those tickets lmao. the car i'm getting my parts from is a pontiac a-6000. yes i know there's not many that can used normally but there is still plenty in the a-6000. what i did today was soldering on the correct plugs for the speakers in the rear. i also marked up where to drill the holes for the 6x9's in the rear dash. i also pulled out the center consol of the damn so i can put a speaker in the front of it. making it have 5 speakers for now. i'm also mold

The Beginning
On this starlight stroll in the park loves mystic hand touched our soul breathless whispers in the dark our hearts touched, we were whole trembling lips part with desire fevered kisses fuel love's fire eyes aglow with passions light with looks of love... we ignite Oh, in what a wonderous space love clings it's sweet embrace so short this time, we both know, we were only friends... a moment ago

The Beginning....(part 1)
The Return It’s been ten years since I seen him. Ten years since I felt the heat of his embrace, the warmth of his lips, and the passion he ignited in my body. I have been searching for someone to fill that void for me. I have been to swinger clubs, strip clubs, escort services, but nothing. No one can touch me like he can. I don’t know how he knew what to do. I miss him so much. I have been in several relationships since our rendezvous, but the men can’t quite capture what I am looking for in a lover. I loved each one in their own unique way, but my heart desired him. I got an invitation to go to my ten-year class reunion. I was dreading the thought of going alone, so I called my best friend Brian who anxiously agreed to go. He wanted to see if he could finally score with a high school hottie. I also reminded him that the hotties he was looking for were probably married with kids or divorced with angst. “You can’t be serious about trying to score with a woman there? They

The Beginning Of The End.
Wow there sure are alot of people here looking 4 temporary satisfaction. Its seemz that alot of people have no shame in looking 4 the admiration that they hope can make up 4 the ego/esteem they have lost thoughout time via broken harts and bad relationships. Its ashame. I think probably more than 40% of america looks 4 love even while being married. Me? Ive never been married. And 4 the facts i mentioned above, i dont think i will be getting maried or even in a relationship anytime soon. Becauze most people think love iz bout who comez out on top in the end - not about being a team throughout UNTIL the end. 2 all of U peeps out there who are maried and STILL looking...cheerz 2 U. Have fun in your socially robotic lifestylez tangled up in chaos. 4 thoze of U patiently awaiting your turn like me...this round iz on the house.

The Beginning
I'm finding ways to help make getting on the TAP easier from my cellphone. The first is to use google's translation/adaptation feature. Just point your cellphone's browser to www.google.com and then select the mobile search. There is always the option to view the page in HTML at the bottom. It really helps with a lot.

Beginings
Well....I was born dec 3 1972 and put up for adoption.9 months old and 24 pounds heavier i was adopted by dave and liz price as a divorce settlement.dave signed the adoption paps so liz wouldn't take any of his property. they had also adopted an older girl from another family before me...andra. liz,andra and myself left dave and moved to arizona where liz met and married clyde...a proffessional chef in two prominent restaurants.my name was changed to jeremy{i don't know why}and things were good.....until clyde became alcoholic.he lost his jobs and we lost the house. soon we were on the road form one town to another...one county to another....one state to another.by the time i was 10 i had lived in utah,arizona and california......koosharem,phoenix,tuscon,oceanside,redding,san diego,mesa,springville,and alot of other towns that i never knew the names. during this time of nomadicy i was witness to some of the most horrific scenes of spousal abuse that a child should never see.clyded

The Beginning -chapter 1
The Beginning Emmeline rolled over displeased as the alarm clock irritant blared blasphemy in her ear. She stared at the clock for a moment, wanting to smash it against the wall for awaking her at 6:45 in the morning. Aggravated, she not only pounded her fist into the sleep button or thrust the annoyance into the nearest wall, but sighed and made a distasteful attempt to get out of bed. Light from behind a blinded window provided just enough site to find a red marker from her nightstand. Facing the wall there the shattered alarm clock lay, she swiftly uncapped the marker and placed a rather large “X” over the eleventh of august on her wall calendar. Only one hundred and seventy nine school days left to go. Scratching her ratty head and rubbing her eyes, young Emmeline somehow, through her dreary haze, managed to find her way to the mirror where she began to inspect herself. Sighing in disappointment she tediously meandered to the chest of drawers in the corner of

Beginning & End..... Life And Death
a wise woman once told me.... when you die you are never alone... you are surrounded by love... but the lonliest, most scary thing you will ever have to go thru is birth... being born... because there's no one inside to see your way out of the womb and into the world... but when you die your surrounded by loved ones from the other side waiting with you... that's why people with near death experences can see there family's and such before there dead... because they wait with you while your dieing... and that's why you cry when your born... because your scared... I'm not scared to pass... I just am not done with my life yet... :P

The Beginning
well i have not really posted blogs on here yet so i decided it was time to start one. if you have seen my myspace page then you know i am a blogger, i see it as a release, a place to express myslef and just get my feelings out in the open. well heres my introduction and it will catch you up on my life to this point. i am only 23 even though the my page says i am 24. i have two beautiful children. i had my son when i was 17 and my daughter when i was 21. i have had a series of misguided realtionships in which i will probably go into depth with a few of them in future blogs. i beleive that i attract the wrong men. in the beginning they all beleive they know what they want, but when it comes down to it i dont think they have been ready to commit fully. i geuss you can say i have been some of a wild child. partying, drinking, smoking, some drug experimentation. so compared to my sister i was the bad one. i have though setteled down a little in the last year, but i can still let myself

Beginning Today
Once again thank You Lady V!!! Beginning today I will no longer worry about yesterday. It is in the past and the past will never change. Only I can change by choosing to do so. Beginning today I will no longer worry about tomorrow. Tomorrow will always be there, waiting for me to make the most of it. But I cannot make the most of tomorrow without first making the most of today. Beginning today I will look in the mirror and I will see a person worthy of my respect and admiration. This capable person looking back at me is someone I enjoy spending time with and someone I would like to get to know better. Beginning today I will cherish each moment of my life. I value this gift bestowed upon me in this world and I will unselfishly share this gift with others. I will use this gift to enhance the lives of others. Beginning today I will take a moment to step off the beaten path and to revel in the mysteries I encounter. I will face challenges with courage and determination.

The Beginning
I decided to bring back my poems so bear with me, considering I'm still digging them up. To understand my poems You need to understand me To understand me You need to know me To know me You have to read my poems All these can help you To understand my past and my future These are my emotions My life

Beginning Of The Day
She was awakened by her husband. She didn't speak two words to him, but headed down the hall towards the kitchen for a cold glass of mountain dew and a cigarette. She stared around the room disbelieving that their fighting had created such a mess. there were papers littering the coffee table and glasses still with drink in them staring at her from the coasters that littered the end tables. She shook her head and walked into the kitchen with her dog in tow. She couldn't go anywhere without her lil Snugglez. Adequately named of course for a 13 year old toy poodle who was going blind in one eye and weighed about 2.5 pounds soaking wet. She poured her drink and sat down in her black leather armchair still exhausted from the night before. Thankfully her 3 year old son had spend the night with his nana and wasn't there to hear his mother and father fighting. But it was probably going to be soon when he came home so she resigned herself to cleaning up after she finished her morning smoke.

Beginning Of The End... 1st Day
My verses were trying to touch what my arms could not reach. But now, the tainted pen is dragging on and falls into the dust of time for it is no longer able to bleed the cold spirit of the pain, that oozes deep and beyond the rhythm of this tired life. I am slowly becoming the shadow of yesterdays as the musk of my lover, by the spring wind blowing away Lying awake, in the prison of my own making, afraid to meet the next dawn as my grand naivety still, feeds upon the dreams and hopes bathed in the resplendent hues nestling in my soul. Cracks on the wall have grown too long letting me watch the twilight crawling through to become a reminder of your smile and once again, behind the gray circles I am thinking about the all that could have been, could have been could have been could have been could have been Oh baby, my baby I am without you, grieving far, so far away from you. And as your brilliance lingers on the lips of Dullness in the ocean

Beginning Of The End... 2nd Day
The illusionist I am kneeling, crawling on the ground bleeding, drowning and praying as being laughed and kicked at everywhere I turn. Yet my knees are unbent I stand my ground strong and clean. The salt of sorrow washed upon my face too may times as I am thinking how would it feel, just to be in the dream of Someone's dreams, yet these eyes are dry, reflecting kindness as I pay attention to your life with great care Forlorn and thoughtless I cannot be! I must maintain the illusion who and what I am supposed to be, so that you can see the world in sweet vistas as your delicate young fingers, that are not quite ready to mold the future into a better place yet, threads themselves into my hands and fill me up with unconditional love Although, there are parts of me that are not complete and there is a sinner inside me seeking and asking so much more than this verse ever can carve into my readers eyes I am already know the answers that witho

Beginning Of The End... 3rd Day
Hollow hands Oh fate, why did you prized my lonesome eyes with her beauty? And love, tell me, why did you engraved perishable dreams and hopes into my reality? Was it fun to play the cruel game of Not Meant To Be, or was it just to see if we bleed? She is drifting away beyond my present reach, and I am anchored, with the seductive taste of memories, to the fountain of her love that once used to overflow with passion to ease my thirst and heal my wounds. But my arms were to narrow to embrace the distance... Now the spring is dry, and filled with ashes of her candle-lit face T hese are the whisper within this verse E rected by hollow hands by my curse A nd the words turn into a sacred mirror R eflecting the end as it gets nearer. D ews of my fallen angel's sadness R aining steadily in my madness. O rnaments of orphaned vows, P romises that will now never arouse S lowly melting away... Falling through the ceiling of my empty room, hi

The Begining
im 25 years old and ive drank regularly since prob 15. recently i got into a car accident that left me with an ANKLE BROKEN IN 4 PLACES. the car looked like whoever was driving should have been dead. since then i havent drank once and dont plan on it ever again. they say you have to hit rock bottom before you relize its time to stop and you know what they are right. i havent drank since the accident and i just wanted to say it feels like my life has just begun. even though im home bound due to the ankle i still feel better then i have in years and that alone shows me the power of sobriety. well just thaught id share it and hopefully someone can take something from this. because just sharing it makes me feel ten times better

The Beginning
A long time ago in a galaxy far, far away... Oops, wrong mindset. For longer than I've been messing with computers, this guy named Simon Travaglia has been posting as series called the "Bastard Operator From Hell." Being a person with at least MODERATE interest in computing, I have found the series hilarious. I've even managed to find some of the first ones he ever did. For some time to come, I will be posting this remarkable series for all here to enjoy. The first ones deal with a time when 5 Megs was a LOT of space and most computing at large universities and businesses were done on unix style mainframes. I hope you will enjoy this series as much as I have.

The Beginning
I've spent most of my life looking back at events that have pasted me by and I often wonder why did I do this, or think I should have done this different, and maybe I wouldn't be in the perdictment I'm in. Don't get me wrong things are going good but they aren't great. Could always be better. I sit here writing this often times wondering about plans that I have if they will ever come to fruition. If the big heart that i'm so passionately famous for will ever have a true owner. These things sometimes keep me awake at night because I don't like not knowing. I don't feel that i'm a control freak. But to be honest, the idea of not knowing whats around the corner can and often does scare the hell out of me. For the past six years i've played online video games because I enjoyed playing video games since I was a kid. And I will admit, having played the game there are some things I wouldn't change and somethings I would. I've made a ton of friends who to this day I consider somewh

The Beginning Of The Day..
It's sometimes difficult to decide if starting my day off, emotionally in the shtcan, is good or bad. One view could be, I have set the mood for the entire day, ruined another day in my life. Another view, at least I got this out of the way for today and I can go on from here. The problem with the latter theory is, I feel like a fly with a pin stabbed through me, pinning me to a corkboard, for observation. I'm not going anywhere. Life sucks and then it sucks some more. I'll get over this mood. I always do. I have a great future planned and I will accept no other result. I just have times, when I have to "adjust the position" of my heavy burden, that I reflect on my situation. By far, not the best part of my day, yet, a necessary function to keep the straps of the burden from cutting too deep.

The Begining
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The Beginning Of How I Want To Write My Life Story---a Lil Different From The Norm!
A small child walks silently to you. She is so frail, no expression on her face. Your eyes meet with hers and you see such immense pain. She reaches for your hand. At first you feel the need to pull away. But curiosity gets the best of you. You lay your hand inside her tiny, cold hand. Without a word she turns, pulling you towards darkness. Her pace, steady and slow. As if she has made this journey a thousand times. Or maybe....never at all? You begin to think to yourself....."Why is she here? Why does she dwell in these shadows?" Quickly she turns to you and says in an innocent and almost "wise" sounding voice...."I am the keeper." She just as quickly turns back and begins pulling you deeper into the darkness. The hairs on the back of your neck stand on end. You feel so much pain and anger in the darkness. As if it is swallowing you whole. It's as if you breathe it in with every breath you take. Suddenly you stop before a large wooden doorway. There are many locks on the doo

The Beginning Of Several
The Arts, in the mind, Are the bridges that span The vulgarity and Simplemind'ness of Man. They"re the spires of thought Wich in ignorant wind stand. And these blistering heighths Hold wide views in command.

The Beginning Of The Secret Service.
150 years ago, President Lincoln found it necessary to hire a private Investigator - Alan Pinkerton for protection. That was the beginning of the Secret Service. Since that time, the federal government has produced a large number Of multi-letter agencies such as: FBI, CIA, INS, IRS, DEA, BATF, etc., etc. Now we have the "Federal Air Transportation Airport Security Service" Can't you see them now, these 'highly trained' men and women in their Black outfits with jackets saying across their backs: F. A. T. A. S. S. The FATASS's are of course supervised by a special section of the Home Land Security Section known as: Airport Security Service Home Office Logistics Enhancement Section or the A.S.S.H.O.L.E.S. I feel safer already.

Beginner’s Guide To Growing Marijuana
Beginner’s Guide to Growing Marijuana This is a guide that I pulled off the net that puts everything in plain and simple English, and doesn’t go to deep into advanced botany and gardening. I find this one to be the best guide out there. Indoor Marijuana Cultivation Introduction Growing marijuana indoors is fast becoming an American Pastime. The reasons are varied. With the increased interest and experimentation in houseplant cultivation, it was inevitable that people would apply their knowledge of plant care to growing marijuana. Many of those who occasionally like to light up a joint may find it difficult to locate a source or are hesitant to deal with a perhaps unsavory element of society in procuring their grass. There is, of course, the criminal aspect of buying or selling grass; Growing marijuana is just as illegal as buying, selling, or smoking it, but growing is something you can do in the privacy of your own home without having to deal with someone you don’t know or

Begin Again................
One of the best things we can do in our lives is this: Begin again. Begin to see yourself as you were When you were the happiest and strongest you've ever been. Begin to remember what worked for you (and what worked against you), And try to capture the magic again. Begin to remember how natural it was when you were a child -- To live a lifetime each day. Begin to forget the baggage you have carried with you For years: The problems that don't matter anymore, The tears that cried themselves away, And the worries that are going to wash away On the shore of tomorrow's new beginnings. Tomorrow tells us it will be here every new day of our lives; And if we will be wise, We will turn away from the problems of the past And give the future -- and ourselves -- a chance To become the best of friends. Sometimes all it takes is a wish in the heart to let yourself .. Begin again.--

Beginning Today
-Penny White- Beginning today I will no longer worry about yesterday. It is in the past and the past will never change. Only I can change by choosing to do so. Beginning today I will no longer worry about tomorrow. Tomorrow will always be there, waiting for me to make the most of it. But I cannot make the most of tomorrow without first making the most of today. Beginning today I will look in the mirror and I will see a person worthy of my respect and admiration. This capable person looking back at me is someone I enjoy spending time with and someone I would like to get to know better. Beginning today I will cherish each moment of my life. I value this gift bestowed upon me in this world and I will unselfishly share this gift with others. I will use this gift to enhance the lives of others. Beginning today I will take a moment to step off the beaten path and to revel in the mysteries I encounter. I will face challenges with courage and determination. I will overcome what

The Beginning Of The World - Japanese Creation Myth
Before the heavens and the earth came into existence, all was a chaos, unimaginably limitless and without definite shape or form. Eon followed eon: then, lo! out of this boundless, shapeless mass something light and transparent rose up and formed the heaven. This was the Plain of High Heaven, in which materialized a deity called Ame-no-Minaka-Nushi-no-Mikoto (the Deity-of-the-August-Center-of-Heaven). Next the heavens gave birth to a deity named Takami-Musubi-no-Mikoto (the High-August-Producing-Wondrous-Deity), followed by a third called Kammi-Musubi-no-Mikoto (the Divine-Producing-Wondrous-Deity). These three divine beings are called the Three Creating Deities. In the meantime what was heavy and opaque in the void gradually precipitated and became the earth, but it had taken an immeasurably long time before it condensed sufficiently to form solid ground. In its earliest stages, for millions and millions of years, the earth may be said to have resembled oil floating, medusa-like, u

The Beginning
*McAlister is my favorite character. If on the off chance that I start a book, she would be the character that the series would center around.* ------------------------------------ "I believe in everything until it's disproved. So I believe in fairies, the myths, dragons. It all exists, even if it's in your mind. Who's to say that dreams and nightmares aren't as real as the here and now?" John Lennon ---------------------------------------------- Gasping with a startled expression, McAlister's eyes frantically searched her bedroom, until her brain sent a message to her nerves that she was indeed awake. Opening her left hand, she cradled it within the confining comfort of her right hand as frantically she searched for some type of reality. The deep laceration was not there, a sign that her nightmare was not of reality. Audibly sighing, she vigilantly wiped the beaded sweat off her brow, causing the saline mixture to smear into her pores. It was of no matter, she

Beginning Today
Beginning today I will no longer worry about yesterday. It is in the past and the past will never change. Only I can change by choosing to do so. Beginning today I will no longer worry about tomorrow. Tomorrow will always be there, waiting for me to make the most of it. But I cannot make the most of tomorrow without first making the most of today. Beginning today I will look in the mirror and I will see a person worthy of my respect and admiration. This capable person looking back at me is someone I enjoy spending time with and someone I would like to get to know better. Beginning today I will cherish each moment of my life. I value the gift bestowed upon me in this world and I will unselfishly share this gift with others. Beginning today I will take a moment to step off the beaten path and to revel in the mysteries I encounter. I will face challenges with courage and determination. I will overcome what barriers there may be which hinder my quest for growth and se

Beginings...
My story is not a happy one, my story is one that is filled with painful memories and that there are so many things in my life that have destroyed every inch of myself. My earliest memory can be seen as a dark night with flashing lights. I'm being escorted outside by police when I'm 6 years old after my commits suicide. I still remember the image as the police pushed me out, and the blood. I remember being outside and sometimes the numbness of it still chokes me up, that the earliest thing in my life that can be remembered is the death of my father. However, there was still his funeral to attend to, I remember burying him somewhere in Texas, he was cremated, and we lost contact with that part of my family, I do regret not having been able to find them. I still know somewhere out there in Texas is my father's grave I've seen it only once but I suppose I should at least see it again. After the pain of all of this happening I was uprooted from my home in Alaska and placed me in w

The Begining..
Here she stands, 10 feet tall on her knees. She is impervious, she is bold like merlot on white carpet. Not easily bleached out or faded. No, not her. She is bold, intelligent, risque. She knows all too well the actions of others, jaded by societies' concepts of liberation-the acts of drinking and drugging rather than freeing one's mind. Jaded, however, she is not. She has loved the greatest love of her life, and like a greasy sausage falling from the countertop, it's dirty and thrown away. She still wants it, hungry for Him. But it is gone. She cries herself to sleep, staring at a popcorn ceiling, making out His face in the dark. At 3 in the morning. At sunrise. She reaches out for Him, fingers touching the empty space. The Witch casts out the Tarot. Decks of divination. She will read what her Lord has in store for her. Ave Satanas!

The Beginning.
I've been needing a new project while my garden rests for the summer. One that has my mind going was my SKS and its need for a better stock. The folding stock wasnt doing it for me. It is too unbalanced, plus pushes the 922(R) compliance issues. ATI has a sweet synthetic stock called the Monty Carlo that just came in the mail..or actually UPS. I'm going to switch out with. Another problem has been my detachable magazines. Pretty much any version you buy aftermarket are total crap. No matter what the site or salesman says. I have every size from 5 rounds to 40rnd. The "Hollywood" 40rnd bannana clip dropped right the fuck out of my receiver the first day I took it to the range. Which is very embarassing ;-) A few months later I ordered a 2 slightly used. Chi-Com, 20rnd fixed mags. 1 for me and 1 for my bro. Has the cool Star on the side...yes. lol Tonight I'm bringing them all together to see how they all fit together and visualize the next steps to finalize Vera's makeover. K

The Beginning
Today (this might sound odd) was one of the most important of my life. I changed on this day, 6 years ago forever. The way i felt, thought, lived was never the same. The only thing higher then my senese of national pride was my lust for blood. But for my son being born 3 months later, i would b overseas killing myself. As we fight the very same enemy in Mesopotamia(Iraq), i think we're forgetting what we set out to do on September 12th 2001. Our lives hum along, pretty much unchanged. Everyone forgets how they said "get in Iraq and kick some terorist ass." It wasn't a simple hollywood two week war. How inconveniant for all of us. Well it's time to quit forgetting and support the mission and the troops. We kill them there or they kill us here. simple as that folks. So suck it up. war isn't easy. Bin Laden and every other terrorist fucks say get out of Iraq. The democrats all say get out of Iraq. You on their side? Well get back on my side then. Till the mission you suppor

Beginning Of The End
Beginning Of The End - Spineshank I had to start with this tune. It is one of the two on this list that quite literally saved my life. At the time when I was home on Leave from Iraq, I was going through alot. I had come home to find my wife living with another man, and not willing to accept forgiveness. I felt abandoned and alone, even around my parents. I stayed secluded most of the time. I didn't feel like a war hero... I felt like a failure in life. This song was one that I played over and over. It helped give me scope on my life to an extent. That and it... well, it fucken rocks! It kept me motivated and moving when standing still would have meant taking my own life rather than just contemplating it. Spineshank always has a way of using rhythm in both music and vocals that gets me going. This track and New Disease are my favorites by them.

Beginnings
Today I smiled at a stranger and he walked in front of an on coming car. I felt no guilt nor remorse about his demise. The only feelings I seem to be capable of feeling as of late; have been those of anger and the cold sting of hunger. At first I fought the desire to sink my gleaming razor sharp teeth; into the soft yielding tissue of a human. That has since changed and I do what must be done to ease the gnawing hunger that seems to lead me from day to day. I stayed awake much longer than I should have this morning and was slightly burned by the beautiful rays of dawn. I must feed a little more to make sure my careless indiscretion does not leave any lasting marks. On my way to my favorite hunting area I met someone who intrigued me. He was ever so handsome with jet black hair and seductive eyes. My senses warned me right away that he too was a walker of the night. Smiling, he reached out to caress the cool soft skin of my bare arm. Wishing for nothing more than a moment alone with

Begin Again
One of the best things we can do in our lives is this: Begin again. Begin to see yourself as you were When you were the happiest and strongest you've ever been. Begin to remember what worked for you (and what worked against you), And try to capture the magic again. Begin to remember how natural it was when you were a child -- To live a lifetime each day. Begin to forget the baggage you have carried with you For years: The problems that don't matter anymore, The tears that cried themselves away, And the worries that are going to wash away On the shore of tomorrow's new beginnings. Tomorrow tells us it will be here every new day of our lives; And if we will be wise, We will turn away from the problems of the past And give the future -- and ourselves -- a chance To become the best of friends. Sometimes all it takes is a wish in the heart to let yourself .. Begin again.--

Beginz 9/29/07
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Beginning Chapter...starting To Organize Everything, Let Me Know What You Think!
They say you should “write what you know”. A million novelists and columnists have probably written on this subject, but if I wrote what I knew, it would mostly be a whining diatribe of my personal memoirs. So I choose to write about another subject, perhaps a dream, a figment of my imagination. A fantastical illusion that invaded my subconscious moments…will it make me a million dollars? Probably not. But somehow, getting this out of my head and onto paper makes me feel like I will. This is Josie’s story. She’s your daughter, your grandchild, your lover, your best friend. She’s not perfect, her flaws crawl into your heart of hearts and grab hold before you ever knew she was there. She’s crafty, she’s smart. She’s the girl you perhaps wanted to be, once in your life, but never had the courage. So you can see how she invaded me, caught me off guard in a poem. Her name then was Josephine. -------------------------------------------- It used to be an easy life. Wa

Beginning Today
This came thru email on myspace and i liked it and had to post it here. Beginning Today Beginning today I will no longer worry about yesterday. It is in the past and the past will never change Only I can change by choosing to do so. Beginning today I will no longer worry about tomorrow. Tomorrow will always be there, waiting for me to make the most of it. But I cannot make the most of tomorrow without first making the most of today. Beginning today I will look in the mirror and I will see a person worthy of my respect and admiration. This capable person looking back at me is someone I enjoy spending time with and someone I would like to get to know better. Beginning today I will cherish each moment of my life. I value this gift bestowed upon me in this world and I will unselfishly share this gift with others. I will use this gift to enhance the lives of others. Beginning today I will take a moment to step off the beaten path and to revel in the mysteries I encoun

The Beginning...
The Beginning... by ShadowPrincess© -------------------------------------------- Her heart stopped. As she savoured that last heart beat the evening flashed before her. It was so quick. And then she gasped. She drew in a breath, and then another and slowly realised that she was breathing. She didn't know how, but it made no difference. She was breathing. She sat up startled, brushed her long brown hair out of her face and blinked a few times. "Baby, you're awake," she heard a voice behind her say, and turned to see a handsome man she didn't recognise sat in an arm chair in the corner of the dimly lit room. He stood up and it was then that his height and build became noticeably intrusive, giving him an air of strength and power that she found concerning but strangely attractive. As he moved towards the young girl she panicked. She frantically moved to her feet only to find her legs unable to support her, collapsing. Within a fraction of a second the man had moved t

The Beginning Of My Story
In 1985, McCalister had it all. A wife who loved him, fresh out the academy, and an expert in his field. But as much as he has, the last several years have been nothing but brutal to him. His wife Regina has left him for another man, his ten year old daughter was murdered brutally, and all he has left is his job. McCalister devotes his life to his work and nothing else. The year is now 2005 and now McCalister is stricken with guilt over his daughter's murder. He's consumed to find the murderer. He works day & night. Everyone around him says he's a loner, McCalister calls it DETERMINATION. -Chapter 1- On a stormy night in the year 2005, McCalister lays in his bed in a cold sweat. He rarely sleeps here. Most of the time he's at his desk at the station. As he closes his eyes, an all to familar sound rings in his ears. *ring telephone* McCalister looks over at it and just lets out a sigh as he knows it's just a reminder of what he has grown accust

Beginnings
Beginnings by LitReader2006 © This is inspired by, and dedicated to someone special. Names are not necessary, she knows who she is and why she is special. That means more to me than titles. You're hesitant, unsure of yourself and what you may have gotten yourself into. It all seemed thrilling and daring up to now, but now it's real. You're here, sitting in your car, staring across at the door. You know he's in there waiting for you. You're comfortable with him, the days and weeks leading up to this point have all been about building something between the two of you, but now there's another step to be taken. Till now, it's been friends, a friendship maybe you're not supposed to have, a relationship that's grown more intimate than just friends are supposed to be, but you can communicate intimately with each other, there's been a trust built up. Knocking on that door won't just cause that physical door to open, you know it will likely open other doors, leading down differen

The Beginnings Of Me:
THE BEGINNINGS OF ME: TODAYS DATE: October 21, 2007 MY NAME IS: Wayne AND I CAME INTO THIS WORLD ON: January 20, 1955 IN THE CITY/STATE OF: Abington, PA THE DOCTOR YELLED: its a boy AND MY FAMILY RESPONDED WITH: I don't know! MY FAMILY CONSISTED OF: Mom and Dad (I’m the oldest) THE CURRENT ME: NOW I RESIDE IN: Pennsylvania WITH: Me, myself and I MY HAIR IS NOW: short and brown AND MY EYES ARE: hazel IVE GOTTEN TALLER TOO; IM : 5'8 1/2 MY BODY IS BEST DESCRIBED AS: cuddly AS FAR AS TATTOOS GO: I would love to have one AND AS FOR PIERCINGS: nope MY BEST FEATURE IS: personality IVE INHERITED MOST OF MY LOOKS FROM: my mom .. AS FOR GLASSES/CONTACTS: l wear glasses l would be as blind as a bat without them AND MY SHOES ARE A SIZE: 11 1/2 IM MOST COMFORTABLE WEARING: jeans and t-shirt MY LIKES/DISLIKES: AS FAR AS SMOKING GOES: I ‘m quitting AND AS FOR DRINKING: Folger’s coffee, and Philadelphia water (yuck) AND WHEN IT COMES TO DRUGS:I take N

Begining Of The End
What's happened to you that has change you so you use to say you love me now you don't , where'd it go? Is this the beginning of an uncertain end I hope thats not so it'd drive me round the bend. Did I do something wrong to send you away from me or did you decide goodbye was the way it had to be? I don't have any answers to quench my burning soul I just know my lovefor you wasn't good enough to hold.

The Beginner’s Mind Is A Beautiful Place To Come From
On a day significant to tragedy I feel foolish writing of my own personal tragedies. However, each one of us has our own battles to fight and variety of emotions to deal with. No matter our startus or situation, we're all still equally human. A little over a month ago, God and his wife showed up at my door and told me I'd better sit "the fuck" down. It was harsh, but it was the only way I'd comply. I'd become a busy body, rising at 5:55am to host a friendly writing camp that began every day at sunrise, followed by a trip to the gym and a full day's shift in life putting me to bed around 2am. Rinse and repeat for over four weeks. I thought I had it made. I was ruling; stringer and smarter then ever. Even with a fried laptop and all my missing videos, pictures, and music I wasn't letting that keep me down. Even with a busted cell phone I was finiding ways to communicate with nature and those closest to me. Technology wasn't one of my top priorities to master. It was my mind and bod

The Beginning Of Me Hating You
Ill be honest, im not caring for many people lately. Lately, not one thing is going right. I am incredibly aggrivated and basically just want to scream. i even blew a fucking tire yesterday.... anyhow, just steer clear, im not in the mood for half-wits.

The Beginning Day Fuckin 1 (april 1, 1977)
Ok so there I was comfortably sleepping in my Mommys womb, or so I am told lol. when suddenly shit got real & I started sliding down this hole messy prosses PISSED me off alot. I wound up been squished through a tunnel that was not realy big enough & didn't seem like it was ment for a young lady of my size but i was not strong enough to stop it. though I tryed for "An excrusiating 13 hours" to quote my mommy lol. When I poped out the air was incredibaly fresh & new sum ASSHOLE slapped my bottom (sumthing I later learned I would have to endure a lot of in my life) this made me evan mader I evan cryed they say. This did not last long as I was soon handed to my mother she looked so tired and wore out infact she actually fell asleep holding me its true I have seen the video. My Daddy reached down and picked me up and put me into his arms (a place I would spend a lot of time in the cumming mounths), He smiled and said & I quote " Hello I am the screw up that will be incharge of your desisio

The Beginning Of A Long Journey
Life Lessons.. For me it means who you are? what has the past brought to you? Among other questions. For sure when it comes to my life I can honestly say I have seen it all, done it all. Been there, Done That! Things that not even people who are close to me I have gone through or thought of. Some of the memories I have giving away and blocked. Other memories I would not want to get rid of while others I do want to get rid of but I cannot. Its crazy how much I have changed in life. I went from a goody goody with my biological family to a total bitch when I was in school with my friends... Now Im just me. A person who has learned from her mistakes yet is still suffering from them as well. A person who is willing to fight for her rights and life. A person who does not give in that easy and never say die! All my life I have done nothing but fight for my things. Now I am fighting for more than that... I am fighting for my right to be happy with a wonderful person. I have succeed to that

The Beginning
well here we are at 4 days shy of 2 full months before we depart... my to do list is over a mile long, and we are beginning to pack, plan the trip, and plan the repairs to the current rental before departure. Yes, we are going to drive from SC to AZ with a 2 yo and a dog and the entire contents of our house that we plan to take with us plus my van and his monster truck... this ought to be fun. I have started sorting thru everything and packing what is currently out of season, surprisingly little considering all that we have.. sorted thru EB's toys and clothes, even started relocating the big furniture that we aren't taking with us.. got all the DVD's packed up for living in a much smaller space.... and found the joys of Space Bags.. TY vacuum. well off to do some more... gotta love moving!

Beginning Today
Beginning Today Beginning today. . . I will no longer worry about yesterday. It is in the past and the past will never change. Only I can change by choosing to do so. Beginning today. . . I will no longer worry about tomorrow. Tomorrow will always be there, waiting for me to make the most of it. But I cannot make the most of tomorrow without first making the most of today. Beginning today. . . I will look in the mirror and I will see a person worthy of my respect and admiration. This capable woman looking back at me is someone I enjoy spending time with and someone I would like to get to know better. Beginning today. . . I will cherish each moment of my life. I value this gift bestowed upon me in this world and I will unselfishly share this gift with others. I will use this gift to enhance the lives of others. Beginning today. . . I will take a moment to step off the beaten path and to revel in the mysteries

Beginning
Love is a beginnig Love is an end If your hearts not sending, Just let it mend. People come, people go Some fast, some slow Some leave, some stay but never completely all the way. Love is blind but most don't mind If you feel in a bind, Is there someone else you need to find? People may say They love you all the way. But do you live in their hearts with no fee? If not, you should come see me!!!

Beginning Of The End
What's happened to you that has change you so you use to say you love me now you don't , where'd it go? Is this the beginning of an uncertain end I hope thats not so it'd drive me round the bend. Did I do something wrong to send you away from me or did you decide goodbye was the way it had to be? I don't have any answers to quench my burning soul I just know my lovefor you wasn't good enough to hold.

The Beginning
This beginning starts in the midst of much smoke. It is the smoke of conscience- twisting about in self-expressing being. It comes at the end of a great loss, and then thrown into a lot of the following chaos. It fully brims on the outside of a line, and it begins at the middle another. It starts while childish music fades and sophisticated notes of Lions are heard. Sharks and Lions- all ready to spring on this aged, new life. It starts with a simple man, a very simple man. A man named Mateo.

The Beginning
The People You Will Meet By: Kandi Stevens Dedication: Miss Gwjuan Robinson, the woman who cared more about me than I did myself. Where it begins...: A young woman by the name of Naudia Clark combs her memory over for the significant people in her life. In no specific or chronological order, a list of names builds to form “The People You Will Meet”. There are Believer's and Naysayer's, best friends and plenty of foes. The collections builds and links back to other's as time goes on, but the message always remains the same. Take the things people offer you, good or bad, and help them shape what you want to be. ((I'll be posting new "chapter's" every other night or so. Be sure to keep checking back and leave me your feedback!!))

The Beginning Of A Christmas Tradition
When four of Santa's elves got sick, and the trainee elves did not produce the toys as fast as the regular ones, Santa was beginning to feel the pressure of being behind schedule. Then Mrs. Claus told Santa that her Mom was coming to visit. This stressed Santa even more. When he went to harness the reindeer, he found that three of them were about to give birth and two had jumped the fence and were out, heaven knows where. More stress. Then when he began to load the sleigh one of the boards cracked, and the toy bag fell to the ground and scattered the toys. So, frustrated, Santa went into the house for a cup of apple cider and a shot of rum. When he went to the cupboard, he discovered that the elves had hidden the liquor, and there was nothing to drink. In his frustration, he accidentally dropped the cider pot, and it broke into hundreds of little pieces all over the kitchen floor. He went to get the broom and found that mice had eaten the straw end of the broom.

Begin
Today is the day to begin. This new year is a blank canvas upon which you have the delightful opportunity to paint. As you do, be authentic. Your greatest accomplishments are the ones that contain the greatest quantity of you. Be innovative and creative. The challenges you face will melt away when you apply fresh, original thinking to them. Remember not to take yourself too seriously. You'll climb much higher when you're thoroughly enjoying the effort. As you move forward, do so with genuine and persistent integrity. That way, the results you create will be results that are actually worth attaining. Today you stand at the beginning of a grand adventure, with the very real and present opportunity to shape this year into the best one ever. Begin now, take the initiative, and never stop living life according to who you know you are. -- Ralph Marston

Begin A Truck Driver
ok.. i admit im a truck driver and proud of it. for the better part of 2 decades i have driven a truck. but of late i have seen alot of people that take what i do for granted. i am told to get the f&^% out of there way. ok we are slow some times . other times we drive to fast, yet this all comes back to people that seem so ungratful. do people not understand that we are on a time table we have to be somewhere yesterday with freight we cannt pick up till tomorrow. do people not see that if we stop then in a few days the shelves at the stores are empty and then what do you do? im tired and lonely having only had 2 days at home for christmas. so please next time you see a trucker running down the road give the person a break and wave and maybe make there day in some special way.... and to all of you out there have a great day and be safe.

The Beginning
So considering that its a new year ive had some new thoughts. Ive decided to get rid of alot of crap that was gettin on my nerves n so forth. Ive also decided that im gonna write a book. Its gonna take me forever cause sometimes i get a lil side tracked from all the smoke i intake. Anyway im excited about my book...its gonna be totally kick ass.

Beginning Again
Written by Luke, the physician who wrote the Gospel that also bears his name, the book of Acts serves in the New Testament as the link between the time when Jesus Christ walked the earth after His resurrection and the building of the early church. The fact that so much of Acts (formally called the Acts of the Apostles) focuses on the people who taught and healed in the name of Jesus with the power of the Holy Spirit and not or cross-shaped architecture – nearly every church if you look overhead is built in the shape of a cross – should tell us where the heart of the house of God really is. Luke begins what we read in the first chapter of Acts with a dedication to his friend Theophilus. We’re not told who he is or even if that’s his real name – Theophilus means “friend of God”; he’s also the dedicatee for the Gospel of Luke (Luke 1:3) – but he is designated both times as “most excellent”, a superlative one in Luke’s day would often use for someone of significantly higher social s

Beginings
To ourselves, we are true but in time, we slip away Become someone new someone we don't want to stay When people start to change they move on, try something new The world begins to rearange and life changes with you To become someone better you reach out to the unknown Seeking the things that matter finding a place to call home I don't want to travel this alone please let down your gaurd Why should we go on our own I know we are both scarred Lean on me, i'm here for you whatever you need, I'll do Be there for me, care for me to I've been there I've felt your pain It's never fair We must regain we can have all we seek If we do it together Future's are no longer bleak I have a partner in this endeavor You lean on me because i'm here for you Everything you need I do you're ther for me You care for me to Becoming someone better We reach out to the unknown seeking the th

The Beginning
Lost in a sea of faces He looks, but can not see She searches for him, unknowingly Will she recognize his smile? The familiar tug at hear heart? They've met before; these two In another life. They journeyed to this point in time; Where fate puts them in place. Their soul mates Kindred spirits each others half Will they know the instant their eyes meet? He glimpses her auburn hair shining in the sunlight She sees his broad shoulders standing amongst the crowd Recognition registers Their eyes locked on each other This is the moment Their reason for being They both smile shyly He walks over to where she sits "hello" he says........

Begin
The fractured starlight keeps me awake and in a midnight shroud I hunt you down. Roving hands and trembling fingers touch your skin so hot and eager. Hot wet kisses rendered your nipples peak. Hands splayed across your chest shards of lightning wielded. The river of fire runs straight as an arrow settling anxiously in your cock. Crested riverbanks overflow the molten wave unleashes its wail. Unbutton your jeans and let’s begin.

1/21/08: Beginnings And Endings...
I know, I know... its been three months. Yeah, I know what I said. Sometimes you just don't feel like blogging even if you know you probably should. To catch up to the current day: November: Not too many events took place, but there were a few things: I met someone new, and things were doing quite well for a time, but they are not so good now. She is 22 years old and usually I don't date under 30. A few weeks go by, and a couple of very unfortunate events took place in her life, and now our relationship is in limbo. She came to me and asked for time to get herself together, and I granted it. I have not heard very much from her since then, and I have really no choice but to take her at her word and wait, even though I have my doubts she is going to come back to me. Thanksgiving was basically spent alone, as I wanted to. I had offers to dinner from a few people, but I just wanted to stay home and rest. I was told that I was being anti-social, but I feel that I really wasn't, and

The Beginning
Okay, here's my first entry for my being pregnant. First off, I'm so excited and happy, it's unbelievable!!! Soooo, I found out (unofficially) that I was pregnant January 21st just after midnight. I was about 1-1/2 weeks late on my period, and had some nausea, my boobies hurt, and my jeans were getting tight. (Oh well, no more size 4's for a while). Today, I went to the doctor and she told me I am definitely pregnant, and put me at 6 weeks. She also gave me a due date of September 17th, 2008. So, now I have to go for my ultrasound on February 19th (which is just before 10 weeks), and my first full check-up is on February 25th. I'm going to attempt to do something this time that I've never tried before. I hate keeping receipts, but just for giggles, I'm going to attempt to keep every receipt possible during the pregnancy and as long after the baby is born as possible, and keep everything in a spreadsheet, or maybe I'll even program myself a data application to use. M

Beginings
Two hearts rise and swoon, Like the tides controlled by the moon, Love and laughter rises, As the new day blooms, Hearts gathered around to meet, As if for the first time they truly beat, Soulmates for some and lovers for others, Love lost and found anew, Just like the springtime blooms, Relationships start a new begining.

The Beginning Of Forever
There are four chapters to this story... please enjoy all four... they are well worth the read. :)And you'll have to guess what part of this is real and what isn't. :D .... And YES there is an erotic part, but you have to read it to find it. :D Enjoy, ~T~

Begining Of A Thesis Paper
Principles of beliefs: Witchcraft vs. Spiritualism A few days ago a friend and I were talking about our beliefs and how other viewed them. He said “ Crissy, I know people who would think what you do is Witchcraft.” So with that in mind I have decided I wanted to this paper to be about the comparisons and the contrasting factors between Witchcraft and Spiritualism. First the Principles of believes from the Witches. 1. We practice rites to attune ourselves with the natural rhythm of life forces marked by the phases of the Moon and the seasonal Quarters and Cross Quarters. 2. We recognize that our intelligence gives us a unique responsibility toward our environment. We seek to live in harmony with nature in ecological balance offering fulfillment to life and consciousness within an evolutionary concept. 3. We acknowledge a depth of power far greater than that apparent to the average person. Because it is far greater than ordinary it is sometimes called ‘superna

The Beginng
When A God Meets His Dream Girl , His Goddess......... The Beginning "I am a woman of great powers, I can with just a touch wipe away your tears, or take away your greatest fears. I am a woman alike no other; one who loves & hates equally. I am the lioness, who watches over her primitive jungle; protecting our cubs at any cost. I will dominate and reign over my kingdom with great pride and passion. I will walk with you hand and hand in our soft romantic dreams; loving you like the devil in the privacy of the moonlit night , while being your angel in the glow of the early morning light. I am the empowering Goddess you have longed for; devouring and possessing everyone and everything who gets in our path. Take my hand; fear not; for don't you see, by allowing me to devour and possess you; my Lord; we make our own destiny to our own paradise Sapphire Jewel Aka Valarie A. Laboy © 2006

Beginning Of The Battle
Anyone who knows me knows my kids mean everything to me. This includes my daughters who at this time live with my ex. Our divorce decree states my girls come back to my care starting Summer 2008. Now before I go on, my ex husband is deployed now. He will not be back for over a yr. He is currently deployed but still in states at another duty station, until this spring. This spring he goes out of country. I was just in court in TX, I live in VA, because he is trying to change our divorce decree. He wants the girls to stay with his NEW WIFE. All this because I finally stood up to him and said no. The FIRST time I ever stood up for myself w/ him, and now he is trying to use the court system to bully me with. I dunno whether or not I won the first battle yesterday. I had no attorney to his. It was just me, representing me. I think I made it clear I was fighting and disputing everything. Now have to go through a Home Study, and pay part of it. Not going to be cheap si

Beginning
This is as a follow up to the blog I posted entitled "Ending". Please read that first so that you have a better understanding of this one. Last August I met K. He told me he has cancer and my heart broke right then and there. Broke right open and hasn't ever been the same since. I cried for days about the wrong in that situation. Thought about all that I had thought was wrong in my life. Recognized that all of those things were really insignfigant. Small issues by comparrison to the thought of dying without experiencing half of what I already had. I used this interaction with K as a reminder of how precious life and every moment and every interaction with every person that I meet is special and an opportunity to learn and be shaped into a more enlightened person. Regardless of the positive that I tried to find in this encounter, one nagging thing remained in the back of my mind and that was that he wouldn't experience being a father and that all that he is... that beautif

The Beginning
It wasn't the first time it had happened. He had been left in a crib in a room above Annie Bird's Tavern again for hours crying to be held, changed, fed, and most of all loved. His hair was so blonde that it disappeared against his scalp. His eyes were a beautiful color of green now surrounded by angry redness. The eighteen month olds mother, Dorothy, was downstairs in the tavern drinking her fill in the middle of the day while his father, Kenny, was working on transmissions in a garage in town. The mattress in the baby bed had been torn. Tufts of the inside of the mattress were spread all over the crib. His little fists were full of the cotton that he had torn out of the mattress that he had been in for so long, alone. Dorothy wasn't taking care of him. By day she would frequent Annie Bird's Tavern, by night she was a whore at The Bordello above which she lived. It wasn't just a job anymore. It had become a way of life. Yet, she loved Kenny; or so she said. He had been created

The Beginning
In the beginning stars found there own voice and there was a clash in the heavens for the voices that spoke first declared rebellion as the heavens clashed volcanoes erupted the ash of war and a planet was born originally unfit for habitation the weak were cast down from thier lofty places homes abandoned by the force of the strong In time the thought occured to the weak tired of slavery to create a race of senseless weaklings to rule over and so it has been since the beginning JSDEUEl Copyright 2008

Beginning
He was staring with curiousity at round almond shaped eyes, wide bridgeless nose, and a perpetually grinning mouth of a teenager with Down Syndrome sitting across from him. Captured in a moment of terminal complacency, his face bore an expression of childlike naivete and virginal purity. How lucky one must be to live in a state of eternal bliss, unaware of any external factors that bring about stress and dissatisfaction, and oblivious to any woes and calamities that life dishes out on a daily basis. He also thought of what it would be like to have an existance filled with expectations based solely on mental capability, or incapability in this case; to have every step validated by a second party that is in charge of your well being. Mixed feelings overwhelmed him; should it be pity or envy? Envy of not feeling your sick soul mope around inside a fragile bony shell, awaiting for demons to be released; of not getting tortured by moral implications of any ill fated actions; not having to m

Beginning Ranks
Our Family General and Founder Rebel_128 Rebel_128~Last Tribe~General~R/L fiancee to Rebel'sAngel Colonel and Co-Founder Rebel'sAngel ¢¾Rebel'sAngel¢¾-R/L fiance to Rebel_128~Colonel for Last Tribe~ Major of Campaign Affairs wolfspirit8993 wolfspirit8993 Last Tribe Bombing Captain 6'1playground 6'1 Playground ~Last Tribe~ First Lieutenant to the Bombing Captain Dukie Dukie ~Last Tribe~ Members PEBBLES PEBBLES last tribe azhippie azhippie ~ Last Tribe Misti_1 Misti_1 ~Last Tribe~ luvslilblackwolves luvslilblackwolves State Of Shock state of shock Sassy sassy ~Last Tribe~ Java (her give a damn is busted...lol) Java ~ Last Tribe! My "Give a Damn" is Busted!!! Immortalfirewolf

Beginning A New Life!
Things are slowly beginning to look up for me in life. Yesterday I went to Legal Aide to fill out my divorce papers and today well I am going to go to the courthouse to have them filed and served on my ex-husband! I am done with the bullshit and drama that is around and I am ready to move on. I am ready to settle down with a good man, have a real true home, and also hope to one day havea happy family. I am getting to old for the games and stuff of the old times. Its time to grow up and live a better life with someone who would appreciate me for who I am and the way that I can be good to the man that I am with,Not take me for granted as others in the past has done!

A Beginning
Imagine if you will another world living right alongside our's. They live among us, creature's of fairy tales and nightmares. Where nothing is ever what it seem's. They have lived here amongst us for eon's. They saw the beginning and some will fight for our survival. This is the tale of a group of these being's and their struggle for a life we take for granted. In a time before time was recorded there lived a being of pure magic. She was the Queen to all who knew or were magic. She was born in what we now call Egypt. The day she was born a young boy by the name of Teclaumes was givin the task of protecting her. Throughout her childhood she came to know and understand her purpose in this world. She was the key, source if you will of all magick and mystical creature's of this world.

The Begining
Today I have made a commitment to myself and to someone VERY dear to my heart to get back into shape. So in an effort to loose weight as quick as possible I am keeping this blog updated with my progress. I am starting at 275 lbs. Being 6' and about 38% body fat this is NOT healthy. I have already been fencing for the past month and I have started going to the gym a little while ago. Let's see how this goes.

Beginnings
Beginnings The ribbon of darkness enters my valley. It curls around every tree, It covers the meadow. Sounds of the night begins. The moon rises above the valley. Putting a soft glow on everything it's beam touches. The beauty takes my breath. Predators awaken to their nightly prowl, The hungry feed. The quick, clever and strong survive. The beauty of the night is intoxicating. The darkness lures me into it's ribbon. As I breathe in the smell of the damp earth, My eyes close. As I listen to the beautiful sounds, I am given the assurance that life goes on. ~~Darkness~~

Beginning And End
center> In the Beginning & the End, It is you Souls are simple, Yet complex, I felt an attraction to you in the beginning, A feeling I've known,before I began this life, You were so friendly,you made me laugh, This familiar voice,from deep in my past, Our bond grew stronger, Time seemed to pass,yet stood still, A passion burned inside us, A beautiful light, Your eyes were sad & very lonely, From already a lifetime of searching, I have never felt your flesh to mine, Still I close my eyes & feel a tingle,knowing it's you, Time to meet,I know I'm ready, The day grows near to bring my soul home, We will be one, A single unit, Through our journey of our lifetimes, Our souls finally end their search, Katherine,you are much more than a friend, You were missing in the beginning but I have found you in the end.

“beginning Today”
“BEGINNING TODAY” Beginning today I will no longer worry about yesterday, It is in the past and the past will never change, Only I can change by choosing to do so Beginning today I will no longer worry about tomorrow, Tomorrow will always be there, waiting for me to make the most of it, But I cannot make the most of tomorrow without first making the most of today Beginning today I will look in the mirror and I will see a person worthy of my respect and admiration, This capable person looking back at me is someone I enjoy spending time with and someone I would like to get to know better Beginning today I will cherish each moment of my life, I value this gift bestowed upon me in this world and I will unselfishly share this gift with others, I will use this gift to enhance the lives of others Beginning today I will take a moment to step off the beaten path and to revel in the mysteries I enc

The Beginning Is An Actor, Playing The Part Of The End
Silence. Silence is what creates your insanity as you lie, stagnant, with your cold dead skin pressed against the satin walls of your now eternal home. On earth you are but a mere memory of a miraculous creation to those who knew and loved you.....they now miss your presence. In Earth, you live without breath. Death has ended your life. A burial returns you deep within the heart of our true mother.

Beginning To Wonder
I have been talking to alot of friends and they all pretty much say the same thing. They think that my relationship is more one sided. I have to admit that I do have some of the same things happening to me as two previous relationships, but I may be wrong. I am being ignored sometimes on line, I leave comments but get none in return, I met him on line, it is long distance, and sometimes do not get called by him/I have to call him. He will play the video game and talk to me most of the time, which I do not really mind. I really love him and he says that he loves me too. He used to call me in the day before his free hours but now he does not. We are usually on the phone all night talking and sometimes we get naughty on the phone, but not always like before. He has had sickness in his family recently and he has had to postpone seeing me. I am supposed to be engaged to him but I have yet to get a ring. We have been dating since October and so by this time in the relationship, my friends sa

Beginning Of The End
Today I suppose was, as cliche as it sounds, the beginning of the end. In a couple more weeks I will be a full fledged "adult." Legally and sexually I already am. (Especially sexually. I'm basically a nympho.) I'm not really nervous or scared, but I don't really feel secure in my future either. I'm just kind of devoid of emotion concerning my graduation. I know what I have to do and I know that I am going to do it, but other than that nothing. The end of my life until now and the beginning of the rest of my life are just...as Curtis would put it...BLAH.

Beginning Of My Screenplay
color of night by chris wright it was 14 years after dr capa had a nighmare run in with a psycho killer that dr melissa pineda took over his practice dr pineda has excelled in her line of work as a psychotherapist and as well as experience in the field of police work at 44 her experience not only in police work but pyschotherapy has made her an ultimate person to have around as she opened up her new practice she was ready for the rigors of her new job as well as her first day on the job. as she was greeted by her secretary, laura winslow, she was excited and nervous miss pineda u have a client scheduled for ten o'clock and another at 11 as she took a look at her paperwork she noticed one of her patients was a cop named chris wright, one of the LAPD's best detectives who was also going through some tough issues as he recently lost his wife due to being killed in a fire and of course coming under fire for his investigative tactics but he was also going through the loss of his m

The Beginning
I once told myself that I would never be on one of these kind of sites, but here I am so I suppose that is just another point to the universe's move towards entropy. Actually I wouldn't even be here but I noticed my brother Cooper Bingham chillin' out here so I figured "What the heck...". I suppose since this is my first "blog" ever I should give a little bit of info on myself. ( As good a place to start as any I suppose. ) I am Travis Winn, though that name tells you nothing directly it seems to be a great comment on my life. Travis was chosen by my father, he simply flipped open a book of names and picked the first one that didn't rhyme with our last name. That set the course for a mundane life, chosen at random with no thought at all. I am average in every sense of the word; average looking, average intelligence, average job, average dreams. Though average may not be the best adjective because the only thing I can't ever seem to accomplish is what my last name embodies "Winn" or

Begin Again
Begin Again by LateNiteFantasy© Begin again - moments we long to know, Bring on fatigue, exhaustion: let us tire! For love-making like this, ever so slow, Will, surely, take us too close to desire, But, is there any limit to our lust? To all the things we try to rouse that need: Your hands on me and mine on you, we trust That tactile love is not ascribed to greed; Yet, finally, I'll wilt and you will fade, Thus, we will fall away to lie at rest, And lying back together, so well laid, We'll realise that we have just caressed For hours and hours, from dusk to dawn and then, We must enjoy once more: begin again.

Beginner's Guide To Fubar
=== 'SquiRteR Kayla PLEASE RATE PROFILE & BLOG-' wrote the following at '2008-07-14 07:22:35'.. > > > > > > > > > BEGINNERS GUIDE TO FUBAR aka What's Up with this Place?: http://fubar.com/blog/2536/746654 > > PLEASE TAKE A SECOND TO RATE THIS BLOG, RATE SCALE IS TO THE LEFT...THANK YOU!! > > (I am re-organizing my blogs for those who wonder about the reposts) > > I know this site is confusing at first...so I wrote this little guide out...it was a dashed off reply to an email, but hopefully it has some helpful information in it. > > > First off, it's generally considered rude to rate below a 10...so most would rather u just not rate at all. The points given are the same regardless of whether you rate a 1 or a 10..Most likely if you "downrate" people, they will not rate you at all, thus giving you no points, and they will block you, and then post a bulletin labeling you a downrater, and then more people will block you. So be nice to others unless you like

The Beginning Of My Workout Saga
when I first started my workout program I weighed and measured myself.. this was the starting out weights and measurements: 115 pounds 20% body fat 60.5% water weight 36 chest 30 waist 34 hip now its 2 weeks later and my measurements are: 109 pounds 15% body fat 56.5% water weight 30 chest 29 waist 30 hips I am not out to lose weight as I am out to gain muscle weight, how long before it shows?? I feel so much better now that I have started working out and I am really enjoying it...

Begin With Gratitude
Begin with gratitude A day that begins with gratitude is a day that you'll be able to fill with positive progress. When you're sincerely appreciative of where you are and what you have, you'll greatly expand your own possibilities. Begin with a thankful thought. And connect yourself with the abundance that is all around you. There is always something for which you can be sincerely thankful. And the simple act of being thankful ignites a productive momentum in your world. By focusing your thoughts on the positive aspects of your life, you cause their influence to grow. Be grateful, and your gratitude happily creates even more things in your life for which you can be grateful. The appreciation for what you have gives more value to all that you are. The blessings you enjoy are blessings precisely because you see them as such. Tap into the great reservoir of real value that is already available to you. Live with gratitude, and you'll create even more reasons to be thankful.

The Beginning Not The End
I want to go back go back to when it was all smiles. All happiness and no tears, no fights. When all we did was laugh and giggle, when all we do now is cry and yell. Screaming at the top of our lungs and slamming doors as loud as we can. I want the beginning not the end. Take me back there so we can show each other we care again.

The Beginning Of Wisdom
The Beginning of Wisdom as i finish with the final makeup that i put on for the day i pause to take a look infront of the mirror drawing a perfect smile i drag myself out into the day where life goes on life goes on until the makeup wears off when dawn becomes dusk i slowly limp back home sitting down in the corner of the bed i wish tomorrow never dawns i wish i never have to apply the makeup all over again years of pain years of deceit all hidden behind one single layer my scars hidden underneath one single layer of foundation my tears barricaded by this black mascera my emotions seemingly glued together inside with this red lipstick all my desires all my emotions hidden to perfection inside this cosmetic world that is now my home away from home as time slowly ticks by and the day dawns the one in the mirror slowly fades away into the sunlight leaving the other to take over its now or never i am standing here two in one me against the on

Beginning Of The End
flowing like the waters from the mountain top you slowly engulfed all my thoughts; as darkness crawled upon me and covered my soul and heart i left life and entered a new world full of bright, twinkling light! gazing up into the sky with the stars for company i began to drift away into the beauty of the night! like a meteor lighting up the night sky, like a flood washing away everything in its path, you came in and swept me off my feet, swept me off this darkness and back into the light! unsure of where i belong with thoughts of you on one side and darkness extending its hand from the other! clouds of whispers kiss my ears as the angel speaks to me and tries to set my soul free; while the devil devil plays inside my mind to take me back to darkness; i wonder why i am still not dead! standing on the edge, with a game in full flow i am just waiting for it to end, i am waiting for a new beginning!

The Beginning And The End??
First bit is actuall information on the whole project, skip down past the line for my summary if you dont wish to read it, or feel you didn't quite understand it. transfered from my myspace... :) And yes I'm a sad geek... NSFW, just to be safe cuz dont remember all the funny stuff i wrote at the end.. -------------------------- The Large Hadron Collider Our understanding of the Universe is about to change... The Large Hadron Collider (LHC) is a gigantic scientific instrument near Geneva, where it spans the border between Switzerland and France about 100 m underground. It is a particle accelerator used by physicists to study the smallest known particles – the fundamental building blocks of all things. It will revolutionise our understanding, from the minuscule world deep within atoms to the vastness of the Universe. Two beams of subatomic particles called 'hadrons' – either protons or lead ions – will travel in opposite directions inside the circular accelerator, gaini

Beginning Info For "sexy Eyes" Contest
Hey Everyone! I'm In The "Sexy Eyes" Contest.... Just Thought I Would Post The Beginning Info And Ask For Your Help When The Time Comes....I Will Be Posting Another Blog When The Contest Starts With My Pic And The Link To Rate Me...Hoping For Lots Of Luv... And All Love Will Be Returned In One Way Or Another!! Just Do Me A Favor And Msg Me When You Have Helped Me Out So I Can Keep Track Of You To Repay! Much Love To All Who Do And Thanx In Advance!! See Blog Below To Know All The Info Needed! IT THE SEXY EYES CONTEST FOR RATES ONLY! LAST FOR ONE WEEK ONLY. THE MOST RATES WIN THE 2 MONTH VIP OR 25 BLING PACK! SEND YOUR PIC AND WILL START ON 9/22/08 TILL THE 9/29/08. REMEMBER MOST RATES WINS! E-MAIL ME WITH YOUR PIC Sexy Can I by Ray J feat. Yung Berg - Ray J featuring Yung Berg RULES: 1. NO DRAMA IT IS RATES ONLY 2. NO CHEATING WILL BE TOLERATED 3. PLEASE MA

The Beginning Of Something Wonderfull Again...
So him and I went to court today and he dropped it. For those of you who dont know he had an injunction on me...Long story for another blog. So after court we got together with our son and spent some quality time. We went to a park. We shared a kiss that was so passionate. We even made the birds jealouse...hehe. The park bence never had so much attention. We talked about EVERYTHING that has happened in the last 4 weeks. We were meant to be together, and the way we are so happy with each other it feels nothing can keep us apart. The rest of the sh*t will be dropped on Friday so we can finally move on wh our lives. I cant wait to be a family again. We have so uch missed time together because we listened to other people. Who didnt ever want us happy anyways. Now there is NOTHING that will take us apart. That is a promise.

The Beginning, Alcohol.
Hi my name is Carlton, an blessed and thankful 4 a second chance addict It was suggested that I tell my story. This is 2 better not only the relationship with u the reader, but myself. See it I always hold things in or lie just 2 hide behind my past, which has caused me 2 put on a mask so people won’t look down on me 4 who I was. If I don’t constantly think of where I came from it is a 1,000% I will only resurrect them demons I fought 2 bury. I am first an addict and second I must identified how it progress, what gave it fuel or what I believe matured into something unmanageable, mostly how I felt by some of the deceitful choices and deeds I keep in my grips and what I did 2 change this shit. O what I thought would b easy certainly wasn’t, quitting using anything that result in me not being who I told everyone I was CARLTON. I was handed the tools of addiction pretty early in life, from what I could just about gather, when I heard family speaking of me and mother for starters. I

The Begining Of The Life Of The Dark Lord
The night is early and it is dark as the lid to the coffin opens.and the man sits up and streaches and he rises looking around his castle that he has lived in for these past 300 years that he has slept away.he walks to the window looking out into the night his eyes seeing everything for the first time in 300 years,and the way the world has changed.as he leaves his castle he starts down the road to the near by town to see how life has change during his long slumber.as he keeps walking he notices the cars and looks puzzled.but he never the less keeps walking and as he arrives in town he sees how much different everything has changed,and he knows he must change to fit in and conceal from the world what he truely is.he then sees people walking down the street,and not wanting to draw unwanted attention to himself.he ducks into the shadows of a near by alley.but he keeps a close watch on the people observeing how they now dress and act.after standing in the alley for a few.he thinks to himse

The Beginning.....
Prologue -------- Cambridge, a scholarly city of learning. Home, to among other things, one of the best universities of the world. But...appearances can be deceptive, and there is much more to Cambridge than meets the eye. Sometime in the 18th century, the Baron Fortesque was made Chancellor of the University. Seeing the advanced science and technology around him,this good man was overpowered by the dark force of greed and became obsessed with knowledge and power. This lust for knowledge led him to hire the best scientists and craftsmen the land had to offer. Fortesque kept these unfortunate individuals in shabby hovels fit only for rats, cockroaches and other vermin and worked them all day in an attempt to create a machine which would make him the richest man in the world. One day, one of the scientists drew up plans for a massive steam driven engine which was capable of achieving the alchemists' dream- transmuting matter. Fortesque immediately had the man im

The Beginning
Life comes. And life goes. Forever endless. Never changing. Always different, Always the same. Lost and alone, When the house is full. Searching for a place, Inside someone’s heart Crying, waiting, wanting, searching, seeking, Seeking that One. That special One. To fill the hole. Anyone will do. No one is quite right. They all seem good. They all feel bad. I see the One, She’s not so far. Where did she go? Where has she been? Never. Never. Now I must go. The pain is too great. The loneliness has come. I need to stay, I have to leave I just can’t learn I just can’t feel The heart is gone The love is lost It’s been so long And never again Never Never I have to bleed Maybe then Maybe I’ll feel again But wait On the tomorrow Is that what I need? Is that how I can feel? But no It’s only another dream I must wake Can’t sleep again It’s all a dream It’s just my life It’s gone awry It’s just right It’s all wrong Bleeding, screaming, fight

The Begining
I look into the eyes of the unknow.striking my heart.bathing my soul..fit to run..fit to cry..seek what i need in the shadows..lifes misteries seem so dark..marked for life i wither in pain..normal life is what i see.agony and suffering is all i know...darkness is my path..feeding on hate..lusting for sin..where do i begin!

Begining To End
In the beginning there was an end. The time that my soul was released to this flesh was the end of one eternity, one state of being, the end of infinite wisdom and knowledge. In the beginning I was free. The world was my sandbox and was only limited by my imagination. Castles stood Tall and Alive. Dragons roamed Free and Fierce. I was a knight and a King and a Page and The Sky. My world was Larger than life itself. It was the end of Void, The personification of Chaos. The Light and The Dark. In the beginning of my Life, the beginning of my pursuit of knowledge, the beginning of my social experimentation, I was wild and untamed. Like Fire, dancing an ever changing dance, Unbound by small matters and reaching for anything to grab a hold of. I was destructive and creative. I was Free. In the beginning of my transition, I charged head first, Sword Drawn, Armor Polished, Screaming in pretense of a Triumph over all that opposed me. I was Master of The Light. I was King of the Dar

The Beginning Of Her Dream Vacation
She looked out the airplane window, she felt like she was floating on those beautiful clouds. The sun was bright, sparking her inside. 30,000 feet above, she thought this day would never get here. While butterflies in her stomach buzzed most of the plane ride, they were settling now. It was a long flight with a tad of turbulance, there were a few delays as well but she was finally almost there. She heard the pilot inform all that they'd be landing in a few moments, giving the customary instructions. She gazed on further, wanting to reach out and touch the clouds to her fingertips.The plane made it's final desent, landing smoothly. She waited as everyone around her tried to rush off being first. She didn't need to be in a rush, she is afterall, on vacation. Ah yes, two weeks in heaven. She exited off the plane, close to last, exhaling. Finally, she thought to herself, a much needed vacation away. She'd been planning this trip for months. She deserved this trip. She'd made many plans and

"beginning Of A Wonderful Weekend"
It's Friday, early evening... I ran out of work.. wanting to get home as fast as I can. I know that you will be off soon. I want to surprise you and make it to you before you leave. I have a very special treat in mind for my hubby. I jump in the shower.. mind racing, thinking about what is in store for you tonight.. how much we will both enjoy. I finish getting ready, look in the mirror.. this will work.. you should like it. I rush out... trying not to stumble.. not used to wearing shoes like this to walk in.. usually only wearing these when my legs are up over your shoulders. This should be interesting. I pull up in front of the lounge you tend bar in. There are many beautiful women that work here. I know you have to flirt but tonight.. you won't be able to look away. I walk through the door... great music is playing.. can't help but move to the music. I look around... I see you now, behind the bar.. getting some shots for the customers. You look up... the look on your face says it al

Beginner's Guide
Basis Rules 1: A capitalized nick is a Dominant/Master/Mistress 2: A lowercase nick is a submissive 3: A nick with letters in brackets at the end, is a collared submissive ex: jane{D} (variances: jane-D-, jane^D^, jane[D] ) 4: A collared submissive is usually untouchable by another Dominant without his/her Dominant's permission 5: If a collared submissive misbehaves, punishment should be given by the Dominant he/she is collared to 6: If another Dominant has a complaint about a collared submissive, it should be given directly to that submissive's Dominant. 7: Consent is a big thing, just because you have a capital nick doesn't give you the right to demand cybersex or a scene. 8: Always be yourself, trying to be someone else just won't work 9: Never touch a submissive without his/her's Dominant's consent. 10: ALWAYS ask your Dominant if you are unsure of proper behavior. 11. Respect is the key. Be aware that there are real people, just like you, typing the words t

The Beginnings!
Hi everybody! I was accepted a couple days ago to begin the process of becoming a suicide girl! I am so excited! I have to get some pics taken and do some paperwork. As things move along I will keep everyone updated! Keep checking back every now and then to see how things end up working out. xoxo Love you all

Begin In A Friendly Way
I didn’t get here yesterday to blog because my workplace was closed due to a blizzard warning and a travel advisory to not be on the road unless you absolutely have to. The time I wasn’t outside shoveling snow in shifts with my wife and sister-in-law I was inside with my wife and our kids. From getting home Sunday afternoon from church until this morning, we haven’t been out of the house. The Super Wal-Mart Martha works at was closed Sunday due to structural damage on the store’s roof that showed with the accumulation of snow and ice. I’ve heard it already collapsed on their automotive department, but I’m not certain – anyway, I’m imagining that Wal-Mart’s architects weren’t as familiar with weather conditions in North Dakota winters as they should have been. Of course, it is a LOT of snow, the most we’ve seen in ten years. Already on the radio I’m hearing about schools closing early today in outlying areas and there’s a severe travel advisory (i.e. don’t get out AT ALL) in the

The Beginning
The Beginning The beginning... I am here; take me now as I am Take and hold me close and show me trust I see the love you have and you use it well Smile and touch my face look into my eyes Immerse yourself in lust move with me Let go of your worries and cares and come… Let me take you away and escape the harsh reality Allow the dream we share to enter and envelope us The kiss… Our lips touch softly at first fanning the flame My hair falls from place, your expression changes Your eyes soften watching with intensity Lean into me once more touch me and smile Enjoy the moment and take advantage of the sublimity Hold me with firm hands and make my body tingle The anticipation drives me wild you make me weak With a whisper… Lead me grab my hand and show me There's no mistake I love you enjoy my notions I remove what gets in the way you do too No other words need to be exchanged we already know With one look it is known wi

Beginning Chapter 1
The Secret Within CHAPTER ONE (rough draft) April 19th 2009 Milwaukee WI The wind is cold coming off Lake Michigan as the sun sets, which is a great relief for Devin. The suns rays are just bearable for him during the daylight hours of spring time in Wisconsin. Soon though, very soon he wont be tolerating the ultraviolet rays as the earths rotation puts itself on axis in direct path of the sun. But for now the earths atmosphere and a bottle of sunscreen protect is skin from burning. Devin is very amused by Hollywood's interpretation of the vampires and sunlight bursting them to flames. In a few weeks Devin and his father, Hannibal will make their way to the southern hemisphere, for Argentina to avoid being forced into nocturnal state. Devin remembers a hundred years ago doing just that during summer months. Science definitely assists vampires and humans alike. In the recent few decades Devin and Hannibal have put their hands in the blood donation market and own donation c

Beginnings
The ominus palace sat upon the hill. Years of neglect had caused this once beautiful and regal palace to fall into disrepair. Weeds and dead limbs from trees littered the huge landscape. No one dared to go near the old palace though. Locals thought it to be haunted. Many who had passed through the village might have agreed. You see there was a stream near the palace that ran crystal clear and a bed of roses that bloomed all through the year. Though the grounds were covered in drifts of snow, the roses bloomed as though it were spring.

The Beginning
Well today my classes started... so I'm caught reading my assignments and being nervous about doing well in school, after 20 years. Home life is going as well as can be expected with the twist that my honey makes me smile and laugh and is so supportive. I'm not sure what I'd do without him. Going to work is turning into a destested formality... I feel taken advantage of and passed over for a job well done. I guess that's why I decided to change the playing field and get the paper to go with my experiance in retail, accounting and business management.I miss being able to enjoy work and the customers, but all things must change and the way the economy is set right now, I need to be thankful that I even have a job.

A Begining~
I stepped out from the kitchen to the front room, carrying two glasses of wine. “I think you will really like this wine.” I said to Jill, sitting on the couch beside her. After 6 months of dating, I was still mesmerized by her beauty, her spirit, her heart and her soul. She could light up the room with her smile, make me stop and listen to her point of view, make me laugh and be happy that I was alive. She complimented me, she was soft when I was strong. The thing that never seemed to quit amazing me was how she seemed to make all time disappear when I was with her. The candles were burning and I just happened to have Luther Vandross playing on the stereo. I took a sip of my wine and looked into her deep brown eyes. There were times I still couldn’t believe that I had such a wonderful woman in my life, one who cared for me as much as I cared for her. Jill took a drink of her wine and sat closer to me. “I want you to know that the time we have spent together has been wonderful Dou

The Beginning
I'm not sure when I actually started changing. Some would argue that you always change. But up until a certain point, I didn't. Everything I believed in, everything about me, stayed basically the same. When i was 20, I met a woman. Someone I told everything to, shared all my dreams, all my expectations in life. Her name was Rachel. She was three years younger than me. I still remember the first night I met her.One of her friends had the hots for my best friend. They came to my house and my mom's boyfriend had a karoake machine. I sang to her and the rest was history. I still remember our first time together, it was Valentines Day. We had tried many times, but never had the privacy till that day, and the day before she had her wisdom teeth cut out, so her face was swollen, she looked like a chipmunk, I'm sure she was in pain, but she didn't care, and I didn't care what she looked like, she was the woman I loved. After she finished high school we got a place together. Had alot of ups

The Begining
Well I am originally from a small town on the banks of the Ohio River. I have 4 siblings, 3 older Brothers, 1 younger sister. I was raised in a very tough enviroment. My father was an alcoholic, my mother scraped for every penny she could, but in the end we were very very poor. My childhood was not easy, but it tought me one very important lesson, no matter what your situation is, you can overcome it. America is the greatest nation on earth, through hard work and making more good decisions than bad,I can say that I made it out. I plan to use this blog to over time tell my story and let all of you in on a little of what makes me tick. I also will detail the struggles i have had and the means in which I used to overcome them.

Beginning Or End?
Memories from childhood stay with us forever,Taking us where we have been and will go,Pieces of life that live on and will neverLet us forget we were young long ago.Sometimes I wander back into those shadows,Quietly being who I used to be,Bringing to life all the joys and the sorrows,Days that can't die while they still live in me.Holidays linger and happy times glisten;I can see everyone active and well.I can still hear them if only I listen,Feeling each motion and breathing each smell.Life has such treasures that time's always stealing;Nothing can ever entirely stay.While you are young, you can capture each feeling;Make all the memories you can every day

Beginning Of The End
Beginning Of The End The irritation we're pretending not to show Has replaced the motivation That I had not long ago I know that I don't ever want to be the one to make you forget it to make you resent it to make you repress it I don't ever want to be It's the beginning of the end And I don't know where we lost control It's the beginning of the end And I know that I am all alone Interrogation has replaced the trust we had Your misguided accusations Helping me to turn my back I know that I don't ever want to be the one to make you divide it to make you deny it to make you deprive it I don't ever want to be I thought that we would find our way I thought our life would be ok I thought that you believed in me But now it seems so far away The life we knew before is gone There is no compromising The life you save will be your own To find your inner senses 6. Forgotten

A Beginner...
Ok, so we find something we would like more information on. A new hobby, or a new life change, whatever it may be. How do we go about finding info on it? I have always been interested in Wicca/Paganism. I've just never taken the time to research it. I have noticed there are a few on this site. Does anyone have suggestions of where to start? I'm interested in finding out about the religion of paganism. I guess I need some kind of mentor, or someone locally in Phoenix that would meet up and help me out :) So, anyone have a good suggestion? Should I go to the library and get some books? or would I need to buy them? I'm an avid reader so books are a good thing. Eventually I would like to get into small spells, protection for loved ones mostly. But I want to fully understand the religious aspects initially. Any help is greatly appreciated :)

Beginings
You made smile today with just a litte textwho know where this will lead or what is nextI see a beautiful person with a caring heartbut things of this nature you can never chartso always be understanding to me tooand I'll show a heart that is so trueall I can do is pray for the bestthe beginning of this is just our testto see if we will be compatible at allto see if our heart will make the fallbut that will take time for usand the type of heart we have is a plusso have a wonderful day my gorgeous friendI will always be understanding and caring to the end

The Begining
As many of you know i started a group called Plaid Mafia. I only had two rules, one help out the other plaid members and two no drama. Its obvious that no one could follow the rules. It wasn't even like most groups where they make you add it to your name. Im not the kind of person who tells people what to do. With all this being said I am going to give it another try. This time i am not making pictures for everyone. If you want one you can ask and i'll make it when i have time. I'm not asking you to add it to your name this time around either. I Just want you to comment this blog saying you want to be a part of Plaid Mafia. Your more then welcome to add it to your name. If you need help with leveling or rates let me know and i'll see if i can get more support this time around. one more thing i ask for is if you see a new member you are not already friends with please add them...makes things slightly easier. please make sure you add me! and my two other officers! Laur

The Beginning
She went though pain She Went through torture She went through Hell But it's a new beginning She she is free Free from pain Free from torture This is her new beginning A beginning for myself A new friend, and new love A new solution to all my problems Like I said, it's a new beginning A new beginning As friends and maybe more She is like noone else This is our beginning Our new beginning Like noones ever had Feelings expressed and noone hurt This is our new beginning For we shall see where things go Maybe friends, maybe more But only time can tell For this is only the beginning

Beginngs
Beginning Want to take a trip into my mind,a little shocking you might find. Need too warn you you may not look at me the same,after playing my little game. The night is here time to play,been looking forward to this all day. Climb on top up and down, a pleasurable look I have found. Sixty-nine to all four,from the bed to the floor. Lots of foreplay in between,trying positions never seen. On my back to our side,cum is flowing like the tide. Moaning,groaning an exotic sound,from head to toe I am bound. One on one to a minoque,yum I tell you I like it all. Breathing heavy lets bring out the toy, this I know we all enjoy. Cumming over and over again,yet most would think that this is the end, Yet I'm just starting to begin!

The Beginning
I'm just a guy living like i do Pinting some words on Fu. I haven't much, or maybe I can have a lot more if I rob a man I don't know, but I'm in love so she's all that I've been thinking of but if you want, to press your luck ask her I just don't give a fuck I'm quick to grab a gun or what I need step to me guarantee recieve a shiny new bullet in your head a brand new hole to show your dead I'm just sayin' cuz I wanna make it clear that I stood face to face with what you know as fear and showed Death, I don't care he ran away my middle finger in the air....

Beginning Of Work
okay sotuesday my bro in law calls me and ask if i want to go back work for pulte building systems...well little back ground first..been unemployed since mid a april...got laid off for suspended license but got it back 5 27 09..i worked for pulte building systems for two yrs now..now my aniversary is may 20 07..but anyways he said i can run a rake grade crew..very labor intense but it is work...i will be finish graden new home construction for pulte homes... i said yeah and went back..i get a company truck tralier for haulen material gas card and all the beels and whistles...[ulte homes is one of the biggest home builder now... i did my orientation on wednsday..which took 4 or 5 hrs...then had to go do a drug screen..went to concentra same day taken care of..good for me..now need to wait to come back clean..which it should..havent smoked pot since new years of 07..being very good now...and since my license is month old my mdr will come back clean as well...waiten game now..

The Beginin
DMS is more than a crew, more than a squad, more than a group of brothers united by shared experience and culture. While it is all of those things, it is more. DMS is equally a mentality, it’s about being down-for-life with one another, and it’s about the deep values of honor, respect, friendship and pride that inform the daily habits, decisions and overall points of view of its increasingly diverse worldwide membership. Most of all, it’s a true family in every sense of the word. What began deep in the belly of New York City as a group of multi-ethnic friends from the worlds of hardcore and hip-hop under the banner of Doc Marten Stomp or Doc Marten Skins has grown to encompass areas on the map from New York City to L.A., Europe, Japan and South America.The DMS family was born in the streets and is bringing each other up further every day. With fallen brothers along the way watching over them from above—Boston Mike, Double O, 2 Hips, Sob, Chino and Yas, among ot

Beginning Today
Beginning today I will no longer worry about yesterday. It is in the past and the past will never change Only I can change by choosing to do so.Beginning today I will no longer worry about tomorrow. Tomorrow will always be there, waiting for me to make the most of it. But I cannot make the most of tomorrow without first making the most of today.Beginning today I will look in the mirror and I will see a person worthy of my respect and admiration. This capable person looking back at me is someone I enjoy spending time with and someone I would like to get to know better.Beginning today I will cherish each moment of my life. I value this gift bestowed upon me in this world and I will unselfishly share this gift with others. I will use this gift to enhance the lives of others.Beginning today I will take a moment to step off the beaten path and to revel in the mysteries I encounter. I will face challenges with courage and determination. I will overcome what barriers there may be which hinder

The Beginning, Aka How It Got Named
Can't go on FUBAR on my work computer (visiting any site that has NSFW content on a work computer, even if you don't click on it, would be a very good way for yours truly to get suspended, which I would like to avoid). Have off from the firehouse until Thursday, could use the break. Every now and then it's good to step back and experience what most people would call a "normal" life. Not getting woken up in the middle of the night to deal with someone's emergency, sleeping in a bed and not a bunk, etc. Me thinks beer tomorrow will be a good idea :).

Beginning Of The End
"Beginning of the End" The irritation we're pretending not to show Has replaced the motivation That I had not long ago I know that I don't ever want to be the one to make you forget it to make you resent it to make you repress it I don't ever want to be It's the beginning of the end And I don't know where we lost control It's the beginning of the end And I know that I am all alone Interrogation has replaced the trust we had Your misguided accusations Helping me to turn my back I know that I don't ever want to be the one to make you divide it to make you deny it to make you deprive it I don't ever want to be I thought that we would find our way I thought our life would be ok I thought that you believed in me But now it seems so far away The life we knew before is gone There is no compromising The life you save will be your own To find your inner senses

Beginning
Here we go guys lol Time for us to start working on what direction we would like to go with the turf I would like yall to think about where we want to go with this and what we can do to get there... talk with the others get feed back on what improvements need to take place .... find out what our strong and weak points are Remember .... This is OUR turf Lets make it work ♥

Begin Again
Her beauty shines in my mind,Long after I close my eyes.The memory still lingers,Long after our goodbyes. Even beyond her smile,Deep does her beauty run.Each night I see her,I learn more about this one. I will look for her smile,As each of my days end.And learn more behind her smile,And each night begin again.

The Beginning...
Ok, so I suppose I'm back on the weight loss wagon.... I'm down about 13 pounds at the time of this posting. It's not as much as I would like but I suppose that a loss is a loss... So this latest attempt was brought about as a result of some hurtful comments made by an ex of mine. He pulled the fat card to insult me in an online forum (not this one) and it really got to me. Don't get me wrong, I am not in denial about my weight and I readily admit that I am fat. It hurt coming from him, though, because he always reassured me that I was beautiful no matter how big I was. I know I shouldn't let him get to me... after all, he's a 30 year old manchild who still lives at home with his parents, has a job that barely pays over minimum wage, has no ambition, no balls, a tiny dick, and really has no room to talk when it comes to being overweight. Even though I have more than enough dirt that I could truly do some damage to his already pathetic life, I chose to move on rather than seek re

The Beginning
hello this my first blog so be nice. i am. going to share my life good and bad. the real me. I am jim am 53 and a single dad with 2 boys 16 and 18. I was married for 15 years. Ok when i was 7 i was adopted and that is when life went down. at 8 my dad started molesting me but i thought that was the way all families where. i was a very insecure person. I have and still do think that all people give up on me. I did not have a date until i was 17 and that was when i lost my cherry. I think i am ugly but have a big heart. I hate that people judge me for my looks before they ever get to know me. I joined the navy wheni was sixteen. i was homeless from 1975 until 1990. life was not easy but i would not change anything. ok this is a start now if you post and want to know anything ask and i will write about it, well write more when i get requests.

Begining
It began as all fires do, a spark soon ignited into a blaze of warmth and colorful delight you held my hand, became my friend, earned my trust and my future once again looked bright loneliness turned to hope emptiness filled up with dreams hunger was satisfied and the darkness lit by love's moon beams tears no longer hit the ground theyfall on your loving shoulder I feel younger as our love grows older when sorrow leaves me wilted as a sun-parched rose your comfort is a river that flows and flows the sun's light the morning dew they are all the beauty that is you when passion ebbs as tides do love fills the wake and carries us through your strength is as the oak but if it is my need you bend like the willow my heart is filled like a luky sail with wind to billow harsh c

The Beginning
I decided a long time ago to get out of something I shouldn't have gotten myself into in the first place. I try not to live my life with regrets, because everything we do in life we've wanted to do at some point or another. I got out of it, and the road is going to be bumpy but I know what I want so the future looks wonderful, and I will do everything in my power to get it. I look forward to my future, and learn from my past. I can only hope everyone lives for themselves and continues to strive for happiness and excellence. Don't give up on yourself. Just because you fail at one thing, it doesn't mean life is over, it just means you made it through an obstacle and the best is yet to come.

The Beginning
Liquify my demised reality to nothing but ink on my finger tips. scribble scrabble my soul in till I shed my skin. Hit the entire human sexual places. each time I reaseved was each heart beat I was missing. Each words they spoke became true. I am everything you want to call me. Needle deep back then. High like I was dieing. Crying like I was faking every sexual cum down my leg just to get a dollar for a food to swallow. days that turned to night I was the grim keeper Creeping to the beat of the streets and letting my self die each time I fucked another. slept with another would the days just end. the metal on my vain was ready and I was young enough to bleed. hard enough to crave. deep enough to let it all go. this was my calling. To awake To be re-born. ( to everyone that reads this. LET YOU KNOW THAT THIS IS ONLY A LITTLE WRITING SOON I BE POSTING UP ALL MY POETRY. EVERY POEM IS ABOUT MY LIFE WHAT I DONE,WHERE I GONE.)

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Has its own characteristics, dress as a human life, one of the most basic needs of its development and evolution is the symbol of human civilization and culture. The first is the practical characteristics of clothing, i.e., the protection of the body, cold summer vacation. On this basis, clothing and has illuminative effect. Beautiful, comfortable, practical is the most important function of clothing. Social fashion from different angles, affect the change of burberryclothes, and clothing and like a mirror reflects the historical and cultural changes.Third, China's modern dress culture development characteristicsModern Chinese dress culture has the obvious characteristics of colonialism. Gaza's famous scholars in postcolonial theory in the ninety s was introduced, the Chinese academic circle began to our national culture in the state to reflect on. China apparel culture must be lost traditions to restore and repair and rebuild, so this great nation to move towards China from the clothi

The Beginning: Prelude To Understanding
As I rather watch you all, I remember myself, through you. I felt the need to tell you that love you all so very much. You shall all remember more than you imagined. You all shall grow as individuals, as a group of learners becoming teachers, and as my friends. You are all so beautiful. Each person who reads this is beautiful in their own way. I assure you of that fact. Thank you all for remembering. I am proud to know each of you who read this and you will always know me. For I am you and you are me. Please keep reading. This will help you if you let it.

Beginner
Blogging is something I know a lot about..... Which is more than I can say for Fubar... I dont think we are getting along.... Where are all the gays and lesbians??? Someone needs to teach me the ins and outs of this site. I'm slightly tired of blindly wandering this maze of alcohol and web-posts.... is that really a good combo? BEGINNER! Someday.... Someday soon!

The Beginning..
Ok.. so here it is.. obviously guys would rather stay with a bitch than with someone who cares for them and loves them with their whole heart.. Case in point.. ex bf stayed with a bitch for 15 yrs.. stayed with me 4 months Case 2.. exhusband just married a bitch that has him on a leash.. so I am going to try my hand at being a bitch.. not sure how successful I will be but in the end it has to be less painful then handing over your heart and having it stomped, crushed, broken, mutilated, etc.. you get the point..

The Beginning, Generation X!
Episode 1: Before I fell in love with the Ramones, and after I had broken off my puppy love affair for Kiss (which I revisited very often later in life to reap a very rewarding adult relationship), there was Generation X (the band and this album). Billy Idol on vox and face (but he is VERY good), Tony James as the driving bass and creative force, Mark Laff pounding out the binding beat, and the guitar virtuosity of one very young but HUGELY talented Bobby "Derwood" Andrews (who I've shared a few emails with; yes, I know, I'm a fanboy. Deal with it!) and it was like doing crack cocaine, mixed with speed, cut with adrenaline, then purified with rocket fuel, a savage punch in the face, and MDMA. Really. I mean it. Released in 1978, EVERYTHING about this album is pure emotion to me. The very first time I heard Kleenex in 1982 or 1983 it jarred me, and grabbed me, and never let go (even though I knew Billy Idol's career path was already doomed) . Simple, charged, and underp

The Beginning
I come from a very large family, I myself only have two siblings, a brother and a sister, but my mother is the oldest of 16 children. Understand she grew up in Saskatchewan, Canada out on a farm where big families were the norm and though it meant more mouths to feed, it also meant more helping hands. My grandparents eeked out a living on a small farm in the 90 day growing period their region allows. The standard joke is that there are four seasons here, Almost Winter, Winter, Still Winter and Hell aka Pothole Repair Month. I never spent much time in Saskatchewan when I was younger, I only actually recall two visits, though I'm told there were at least four. Family reunions were large and often posed a major strain on the well system that our grandparents had, all guests were told 'if it's yellow let it mellow, if it's brown, flush it down' in order to try and save from flushing the one running toilet the house had from over taxxing their well, (feel free to make a scrunchy nosed

The Beginning
So I have this desire to write down my story or at least what I can remember of it... before that becomes less and less.... I was born in July in the year 1978.... it was the 26th the day after my grandfather's birthday... I am the youngest of 3 children... born to Michael and Marsha... Marsha the oldest of 3 girls and raised as a Navy brat.... Michael the oldest of 6 and lived in a small neighborhood in Richfield MN... they met in Norfolk VA when my dad was in the Navy.... my mom was a Sr in high school... they were married in the summer of 1969 and had their first child in 1970... it was a boy named Robert after his grandpa... a man I never met.... they had a daughter in 1974 Lisa... who was born just weeks after our paternal grandfather passed away from a stroke he was 57 years old... I do not remember much of these first years...

The Begining
It was the first time I had been out in many months since I had lost my soul mate. Friday to be exact ah loved the night always did. As I got out of the shower some thing told me to stay home, but I was determand to go out. I needed to stop pittying my self he wouldn't of wanted that. I went to my closet finding my little black dress that showed my curves. It came down just above my knees it was modest, but showed enough to make some one look twice. Sliding it on over my head, I turned to my shoes slipping on a pair of black flats. Going to the mirror shaking my head. I looked like a shadow of my self. My steely grey eyes were dule. My skin had lost it shine. Even my hair seemed to have lost its luster. I comed my hair into a messy bun. I headed out the door grabbing my purse as I went. Haling a cab, telling them to take me down town. Once I was down town, I started walking going to one of the bars I hadn't been to in years. Down town was different in ways yet the same in so ma

Beginning And End
Ive written seberal times about my mothers illness, and now it is coming to an end.. on the weekend before christmas she began to have pain and started to decline. She has had good days but now her pain is constant and she refuses to take her medicine both for pain and swelling. The family has been advised to come and see her as she may not live more than a couple of weeks. My family has cared for her round the clock and is very grateful for assistance from hospice, and friends who have been here to help. It has saddened me to see everyone in such pain but we all know that she wouldnt want any of us to carry on or make fuss..I just hope that it is over soon for her sake..

Beginnings And Endings
She sat gazing out across the evening sky wondering what was coming, feeling it in the air and within her was this thought this tingle this dread of sense. Taking her to the core she could feel the weight of the power within her seeking its escape. Ever wakeful inside her chest, as she stood there she thought of him. Extending her right arm she looked into her palm curling fingers as the spark comes to life within then the euphoric rush of new creation set down in an instant given the power to crush or to save all. “So long ago I would have thought none of this existed” she thought to herself. Flaring light in palm she hurled her hand to the window sending the fiery lance streaking from the tower, across the plain and away into the night sky thinking back to that first day… “Aishling time for dinner!” she could hear the faint call over the roar of the blacksmiths fire she had ever been enticed by fire. “Coming Mother she muttered under her breath i

The Beginning
A long time ago, in a state far, far away, a child was born. The year was 1972, Monkey's mom became the bearer of the terror known as me. What a nice Valentine's Day gift! This person she created is highly opinonated and does not pull any punches. Some of you will not agree with the Monkey, but you will find what is said to be enlightening, funny, interesting, and sometimes just plain stupid. Monkey is not the person that has tunnel vision, Monkey has a very open mind and likes to see the way other people think and try to understand them. Do not be offeneded by anything you read, if you are then Monkey says, "Go read something else!" Do not think because Monkey was born a Yooper, and generally raised in the woods, that he is not educated. Monkey is a high school graduate, an Army brat, a retired military veteran. Monkey has been places not a lot of people have been, and has seen things most would not like to see. Monkey would like to thank those that decide to follow this blog. Mon

Beginnings
The room smelled strongly, of worn leather, metal, and sex. It was lit with the glow of candles placed in such a manner as to give him ample lighting so that he may linger upon the faces of pleasure and pain assuredly to come later. The Scarf so gingerly draped over the railing of the ancient oak canopy bed, a symbol of trust, lays innocently until it is called upon to guide his charge into the silken darkness. His fingers caress it in both anticipation and remembrance. Preparation and inspection of the thick restraints and equipment are in definite order to be sure the flesh to be held in them will be able to remind her of this night for days to follow. Other surprises lay just within the shadowed corners of the room. But those will be brought to light after her darkness is secured and total. The chime of the doorbell sends voltage through his body as he lights one last candle, to be placed by the bed to remind his trust that the only light in his life is her and that he woul

The Beginning
The beginning of love is the will to let those we love be perfectly themselves, the resolution not to twist them to fit our own image. If in loving them we do not love what they are, but only their potential likeness to ourselves, then we do not love them: we only love the reflection of ourselves we find in them.― Thomas Merton, No Man Is an Island

The Beginning Of Love ..
The beginning of love is the will to let those we love be perfectly themselves, the resolution not to twist them to fit our own image. If in loving them we do not love what they are, but only their potential likeness to ourselves, then we do not love them: we only love the reflection of ourselves we find in them.― Thomas Merton, No Man Is an Island

Beginning Of The End - A Short Story
The rain had stopped, for the first time in days, but left its essence in dark, glistening pools that littered the abandoned street. Grey clouds hung low in the sky as they threatened another downpour. The bare trees that lined the road dripped and had already begun to frost over in the bitter, bone-chilling cold that swept through the air. It was dusk, although the sun was nowhere to be found, and the loneliness of night began to drape itself across the city. Andra pulled her jacket even tighter around her body and continued on, wishing class had ended an hour earlier. The wind whipped around her, biting her nose and stinging her eyes. She sloshed through another deep puddle, determined to make it home before it was utterly black on the unlit streets of her neighborhood. Suddenly, she felt the presence of something not quite human in the coming darkness. She had been feeling it off and on for some time now, at least the last month, and only in moments such as th

The Beginning Of Next Season For Terry Is Very Important
TDP Chelsea Lampard scoring record in franchise history after the break, they were logical contract with Chelsea. Thus, the two veteran Frank Lampard and John Terry Chelsea contract extension on the left Chelsea captain John Terry a person. Recently, in the "Sun" exclusive interview, Frank Lampard could leave Chelsea John Terry called for. ????"I know Terry is hoping to leave Stamford Bridge, and he told me many times he was very much loved Chelsea." Lampard John Terry when it comes to such a sermon, "He and I have the same feelings, in that case love a team, why go somewhere else to play it? now Terry is the team's captain, and the team has a very good play, and I very much hope that his contract with the team as soon as possible. "????Shortly after the end of last season in the Premier League, Chelsea captain John Terry always suffer injuries. After the season, Chelsea and Manchester United team to play two warm-up match, Terry also missed because of injury this trip to

Be Glad You're Not Indian! Lol
NEW DELHI (Reuters) - Condoms designed to meet international size specifications are too big for many Indian men as their penises fall short of what manufacturers had anticipated, an Indian study has found. The Indian Council of Medical Research, a leading state-run center, said its initial findings from a two-year study showed 60 percent of men in the financial capital Mumbai had penises about 2.4 cm (one inch) shorter than those condoms catered for. For a further 30 percent, the difference was at least 5 cm (two inches). A poor fit meant the prophylactics often didn't do the job they were bought for, and led to some tearing or slipping off during use. "One of the reasons for a failure of up to 20 percent (of condoms) is the association of the size of the condom to the erect penis," the council's Dr. Chander Puri told Reuters, adding another reason was couples often put them on in a hurry. Puri said many men in India, which has the world's highest HIV positive c

Be Glad....
Im so sick of hearing people come up to me saying their life is not worth living anymore! Some come up to me to complain they don't have the job they deserve , some come up to me saying they're depressed because their boyfriends husbands, fiances etc... left them for someone else and they just wanna kill themselves because life is not worth living in it anymore. People don't realize they have more chances in life to make their life much better they can make the change as Long as they're willing to live a better life. Let's go back to 9/11 how many people were trapped inside of those buildings with no where to escape they couldn't make plans for a better tomorrow as we can. My point is think about all those people in desperation with no escape from their nigh mares they only had 2 options jump out the window or burn alive. WE have so many other choices to benefit our life. We can find a better job if we head the right direction and put our minds into it. And if we get d

Be Glad You Breathe
You say you want your life to be interesting.You have a certain amount of benevolenceWhen you compare your life to others.What may seem interesting to you, May be agony for some.You say your life is weary.You yearn for animation.Our issues and encounters is what makes us all unparalled.Just be glad you breathe.

Be Gone
I am sorry to say that I will miss you guys...only for a little while though. I am moving into a new and better condo and I have been told that my cable will not be hooked up for at least a week. I have my phone-cable-internet all through my cable company and so after tomorrow I will not be able to post or check my profile until next Thursday. I can do a quick check at the office maybe Monday but after that I will be out of reach til Thursday. I will miss all of you, as Lost Cherry has become a constant fixture in my everyday life. I wish you all well and may your days be extremely blessed and I hope to see you all well next Thursday. I will be on for a real short period tomorrow...please take care, Galen

Be Good.........give Head
Giving .........head....... massages the jaw....while burning 32 calories. Swallowing foreign body juices is actually like taking vitamins and it whitens your teeth The American Dental Association says that semen cuts plaque better than mouth wash, so suck a dick and save a smile. Having nice sex burns 358 calories. Having rough sex [make it hurt] burns 543 calories. Take off her clothes with her consent.........................12 cal without......................187 cal Take off her Bra With two hands..........................8 cal With one hand.........................12 cal With mouth.............................85 cal Put on Protection hard ........................... 6 cal soft..........................315 cal Foreplay Looking for target...................8 cal Finding G spot ......................92 cal I don't F***ing care.....................0 cal Entry Holding her..................12 cal On the floor.................8 cal With Differen

Be Good 2 Others
People are often unreasonable, illogical, and self centered Forgive them anyway If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives Be kind anyway If you are successful, you will win some false friends and some true enemies Succeed anyway If you are honest and frank, people may cheat you Be honest and frank anyway What you spend years building, someone could destroy overnight Build anyway If you find serenity and happiness, they may be jealous Be happy anyway The good you do today, people will often forget tomorrow Do good anyway Give the world the best you have, and it may never be good enough Give the best you've got anyway You see, in the final analysis, it is between you and God... It was never between you and them anyway

Be Good To Women
It is well to be good to women in the strength of our manhood because we must sit under their hands at both ends of our lives." he women bring us into this life and nurture us as we grow up. When we reach our manhood, she supports us and sings the songs to help the family grow. The Elders say we must look at the woman in a sacred way. We must realize how special her powers are in brining forth life. The woman will bring balance to a man. The woman will help him see. It is said, behind every successful man is a supporting woman. Maybe we should examine how we are thinking about women. The Great Spirit says we should honor them. Are we respecting and honoring our women today? Thank you for the women even when we are in disagreement.Please help me to be more caring for them in better ways. Grandmother, Grandfather thank you for our women. Today, let me honor them. Many of our women are doing good things and then a few choose not to do so good. We must allow compassion for

Be Good, I'm Married
Hey everybody.....my friend just invited me the other day so I'm new to this. Just to let you know I appreciate all the sweet things said, but I'm married and happy about it...(one of the few people like that?) lol. So please refrain from being too dirty:) I'm not looking for a fuck buddy or boyfriend OR GIRLFRIEND. I've got the best husband ever and I JUST WANT FRIENDS. That's it. Thanks!:):)

Be Good To Me
Everyday is getting worse Do the same things and it hurts I don't know if I should cry All I know is that I'm tryin' I wanna believe in you I wanna believe in you But you make it so hard to do What's the point of makin' plans You break all the ones we had I don't know where we went wrong Cause we used to be so strong I wanna believe in you I wanna believe in you So why can't you be Be good to me I don't ask for much All I want is love Someone to see That's all I need Somebody to be Somebody to be Somebody to be Good to me Good to me Gotta be good to me Good to me Please I used to think I had it all Then one day we hit a wall I had hoped you were the one Where's my dream, where has it gone I wanted to be with you Forever just me and you So why can't you be Be good to me I don't ask for much All I want is love Someone to see That's all I need Somebody to be Somebody to be Somebody to be Good to me Good to me Gotta be good to me G

Begotten
Someone find me a copy of this on dvd. I don't care if its a rom burn. I can't seem to find the dvd for cheaper than 50$, but it's an amazing movie as long as you aren't offended by violence, gore, and anti-religion images.

Be Good To The Woman And She Will Be Good To You!!
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Be Gone All Next Week
Well this will be the final week of my finals. I know I haven't been on much and for that I am sorry. With all the funerals last week then finals, it has really took a tole on me both physically and medically. I might take a few weeks off fubar to get my life and my mind situated again. I will try and get the daily comments out if not daily, then I am hoping at least a couple times over the next few weeks. I am sorry for those of you that can't understand this. I am getting to the point in fubar as well when I max out all my rates people on my friends list to not get rated in return. Except from my regular daily friends ( thank you very much ). This has pretty much taken the fun out of fubar for me. I see my leveling going no where. Also I am going to be dropping the majority of the people on my list I am not here to be a number on someones page, I am here to make true friends and play the game. I was tempted to just kill this account and not return anymore. This is my 4th tme b

Be Gone For A Week
So I will not been on much for about a week. Time has come and will be moving back to Everett on the first of July. If you need to get ahold of me you can email me at angquesinberry@yahoo.com or get ahold of me on myspace. I can check that on my phone. use the same email to find me on myspace. So just a heads up on me not being on much for about a week....Have fun in the sun. Angela

Be Gone For A Week
back to work...thought id have more time off after turkey and portugal..but no such luck..staying in germany this time..going to a british base up north...be back in 6 or 7 days if i can get my laptop working up there i might get on if i have time..if not see you in 7 days

Be Gone.
i want to forget i ever knew him. i want to go back in time and go to that night i first stayed over when my mind told me to get up and leave. but what i want i won't get. lies on top of lies. from all different directions. who to believe? just believe my instincts and what i've seen with my own eyes. knowing more than i should, but it keeps me ahead of the game. yeah--game...that's all it's been. ahead of the game and yet at the same time one of the biggest losers. out of my mind, out of any part of my heart. it's not deserved. in any way.

Begorrah & Beejaysus....!!
Begorrah and beejayus, da top o' da mornin' to yaz! Oi'd loike to welcome yaz all to da very foine St. Paddy's Day Auction hosted by Lil Slave Grrl, so I would, to be sure......! Please bid on me so dat oi can feed me leprechauns... And here are da rest of da foine participants, starting wiv da hostess....

Be Good To Me
Everyday is getting worse Do the same things and it hurts I don't know if I should cry All I know is that I'm tryin' I wanna believe in you, I wanna believe in you But you make it so hard to do What's the point of makin' plans You break all the ones we have I don't know where we went wrong Cause we used to be so strong I wanna believe in you, I wanna believe in you So why can't you be Be good to me I don't ask for much All I want is love Someone to see That's all I need Somebody to be, Somebody to be Good to me, Good to me Gotta be good to me, Good to me Please I used to think I had it all Then one day we hit a wall I had hoped you were the one Where's my dream, where has it gone I wanted to be with you Forever just me and you So why can't you be Be good to me I don't ask for much All I want is love Someone to see That's all I need Somebody to be, Somebody to be Good to me, Good to me Gotta be good to me, Good to me Please Where do I go

Be Good To Your Wife, Your Companion And Gift From God To You
"A good woman is hard to find, and worth far more than diamonds. Her husband trusts her without reserve, and never has reason to regret it. Never spiteful, she treats him generously all her life long. She shops around for the best yarns and cottons, and enjoys knitting and sewing. She's like a trading ship that sails to faraway places and brings back exotic surprises. She's up before dawn, preparing breakfast for her family and organizing her day. She looks over a field and buys it, then, with money she's put aside, plants a garden. First thing in the morning, she dresses for work, rolls up her sleeves, eager to get started. She senses the worth of her work, is in no hurry to call it quits for the day. She's skilled in the crafts of home and hearth, diligent in homemaking. She's quick to assist anyone in need, reaches out to help the poor. She doesn't worry about her family when it snows their winter clothes are all mended and ready for wear. She makes her own clothing, a

Be Good To Yourself
Trust yourself You know what you want and need. Put yourself first. You can't be anything for anybody else unless you take care of yourself. Let your feelings be known.They are important.Express your opinions.It's good to hear yourself talk. Value your thinking.You do it well.Take the time and space you need.Even if other people are wanting something

Be Greatful Of Those You Love
these days we dont fully pay mind to whom we love and care for days come and go and we never tell them how we truly feel but dont let this be one day they can be here one day they can be gone so tell those ones you love and care for how you feel as much as you can and cherish the time you spend with them for those times will be your greats treasures in your life.

*begs*
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Begun Awhile Ago
I'm not sure where this is going exactly. My cousin just came home from Iraq and we caught up for a little while today. In the course of our conversation, I did ask him how he felt about the on-going conflict. He said something I thought I should share with you all because whichever political persuasion you have, I think his perspective is one we should hear. It is a statement about the present state of our political system and how it fails on both sides to listen to the troops. He began by saying he felt executive and legislative branches of government are failing our troops. He explained that they seem to be content to keep the troops there because it furthers political ambition, that his time with MI showed him that there are very clearly three very distinct national/ethnic/religious identities that will emerge from this war in Iraq and that those identities will fight over the territory in much the same way the former Yugoslavia, Israel/Palestine and India and Pakistan have. It

Begun
Do I fail you Do you scare yourself I know you're not a saint yet Neither am I I guess it's time put out the flame Now I don't ever know The meaning of my name How can it be over When it hadn't begun You're free to go now Be alone in the flesh I won't think of you I'll try to see myself Should I stare into the lake Free like mercury The past we must forsake How can it be over When it hadn't begun what was true or not Won't compare to the above I'll try and hold my head Should I fall into the sea Free like mercury If only I could be Over what hadn't begun How can it be over It hasn't even begun

Beh...
I don't know why today turned to be a crummy day. Work was smooth but boring. The day just dragged on forever it seemed. I saw this one dude that I've never seen before, I guess he was working a extra day. He did look familiar, only skinner. Damn, he lost a lot of weight. He looked better when he had meat on him. Wasn't ever attracted to him or anything, I just remember seeing him working on a different shift and he looked different. Some reason, it feels like Rich is giving me the cold treatment or whatever you call it. It seems like he's accusing me of doing things that I haven't been doing. Like, he was looking for some condoms and couldn't find them and he's like "well they were right near the bed" It's not like I put them on myself and he's the one who should know if he used the last one or not. We haven't had sex in goddness knows how long. Then he's like... "the room smells funny, I smell cologne or something" I told him it was probably the bear that Trey gave me on Ch

Beh
Well ain't I just a dummy for breaking my memory card for my phone. I was trying to do something with my phone and I guess the memory card popped out,..so when I went to close my phone case, cause i was trying to switch batteries, I accidently closed it on the memory card, I think..or some how it got bent. It could still go in the phone but couldn't read. So me bein a dummy trying to carefully bend it back so I could save what I had on there but I bent it too hard and SNAP... well that sucks. I had certain pics in there, and vids that can't be replaced...Oh well I guess. That isn't the first time I lost pics though...It be a sign, I swear..or im just clumbsy Work was blah..nothing exciting there. I didn't want to go home after work ,so I went out and did a few things. Came home...did some other stuff and yea...exciting. Soooo tomorrow, I go talk to Irene...sign some papers, I take it...then maybe I can check out my new place. I need to get an idea of much smaller my new place will be

Beh.
Let me tell you a story; I met this guy off plenty of fish, and he had met me, durning school ( thats when I was going) anyways, he brought me home, and he told me it wasnt going to work out and he thought my baby sister was hott, and she is young.. anyways, I get this text message from this other guy playing it out like he knows who I am, and Ironically he had a plenty of fish too, But now that I think about it, I dont ever remember really talking to him, so we got to talking, and I developed feelings for him quick, I took it upon myself to go to Auburn and meet him, and that is what I did. well, i met him, and things just went sour; He then snooped thru my phone, and get pissed off that i had a message from a dude, and bnlah blah, and was asking for my passwords to my shit, I said no, because that is my shit, so I left it at that, when I got home, I instantly didnt liek him anymore.. well today, at 1030 this morning, i called him up and I told him that I didnt want anything to do wi

Behavioral Health
Psychiatric Emergency & Crisis Services are available 24 hours a day, 7 days a week to any person in NH who may be experiencing psychiatric distress. If you are dealing with an immediate crisis, please call 911, or call the statewide suicide hotline at 1-800-852-3388, or call the national suicide hotline at 1-800-SUICIDE (784-2433), or visit the emergency room at your local hospital, or contact your local community mental health center. For less urgent situations, please contact your local community mental health center, or your local peer support agency. Several of these agencies offer "Warm Lines" which provide telephone peer-to-peer support, understanding, sympathy, and advice. The Bureau of Behavioral Health (BBH) seeks to promote respect, recovery, and full community inclusion for adults, including older adults, who experience a mental illness and children with an emotional disturbance. By law and rule, BBH is mandated to ensure the provision

Be Happy
> A nun, badly needing to use the restroom, walked into a local >Hooters. The place was hopping with music and loud conversation and >every once in a while "the lights would turn off." Each time the lights >would go out, the place would erupt into cheers. However, when the >revelers saw the nun, the room went dead silent. She walked up to the >bartender, and asked, "May I please use the restroom? > The bartender replied, "OK, but I should warn you that there is >a statue of a naked man in there wearing only a fig leaf. > " Well, in that case I'll just look the other way," said the >nun. > So, the bartender showed the nun to the back of the restaurant. >After a few minutes, she came back out, and the whole place stopped just >long enough to give the nun a loud round of applause. She went to the >bartender and said, "Sir, I don't understand. Why did they applaud for >me just because I went to the restroom?" > "Well, now they know you're one of us," said the

Be Happy
BE HAPPY is the key!!!! You can't live your life trying to please everyone else,I know I tried and made myself miserable in the process,so you make yourself HAAPY and the rest will fall into place!!! If you look into someone's heart and not on the outside,you might be surprised what you find.The outside will fade,the heart and what lies within remains 4-ever.....

Behavior From The Venus People...
crewd ,rude ,piece of prechewed food. E.T eats purple mayonnaise in the emotional backlash of secular america while homicidal hobo's rape sperm cheese on top of the poopoo sluts.Old meat, big green teeth thats what my nightmares are made of...brand new sheet and bladders that leak are the worlds way to say hey dont touch me there daddy............

Be Happy.
Never underestimate the power of a kind word, a listening ear, an honest compliment, a touch, a smile, a hug or the smallest act of caring. All of these have the potential to turn someone's life around. Perform as many random acts of kindness as you can. Everyday. All the time.

Be Happy For Us.!!!!!
Well this is one blog I never thought I would be writing. Most of you know I have never believed in Fubar marriages (god knows i refused enough of them) and as far as meeting and dating someone on the net forget it. Well it has finally happened, I have met the most wonderful person I could ever dreamed of meeting. Thanks to a mutal friend of ours. We have talked and commented for awhile now and we are now ready to take the next stept. Even after spending all night talking on the phone it's like we have known each other forever..and we have so much in common...(did the 20 questions through email) You all know him as F14Tomcat, he asked me to marry him and yes we will be doing the Fubar marriage, after i talk with a pastor, but it's more then just a net thing, this is our real lives I am talking about. Two people who are in love....another word i didn't think i would use...lol I know there will be a few people pissed and shocked at this, but i had made it clear from the begining i

Be Happy
To be happy is relatively easy just decide to be a happy person. The choice is simple really, choose to be happy. Suffering is optional! Once you make the choice to be happy your world will change to accommodate what it is you want and you will find being a happy person easier to do than you first thought!Abraham Lincoln once said "Most people are about as happy as they make up their minds to be." Decide today that you are the best person to make you happy and find ways to do that. Remember that no one can make you happy! Your happiness lies more in your hands than it does anyone else.Thinking he should, she should, they should make you happy puts your life in a shaky position because when "people" aren't making you happy, you are miserable. A great way to be happy. Laugh! Laughter has an amazing effect on the body, mind and spirit, raising us up when we feel down.Just stop for a minute and remember a really funny incident. It doesn't matter how long ago it happened

Behaviorist Solution
Joe has been seeing a psychoanalyst for four years for treatment of the fear that he had monsters under his bed. It had been years since he had gotten a good night's sleep. Furthermore, his progress was very poor, and he knew it. So, one day he stops seeing the psychoanalyst and decides to try something different. A few weeks later, Joe's former psychoanalyst meets his old client in the supermarket, and is surprised to find him looking well-rested, energetic, and cheerful. "Doc!" Joe says, "It's amazing! I'm cured!" "That's great news!" the psychoanalyst says. "You seem to be doing much better. How?" "I went to see another doctor," Joe says enthusiastically, "and he cured me in just ONE session!" "One?!" the psychoanalyst asks incredulously. "Yeah," continues Joe, "my new doctor is a behaviorist." "A behaviorist?" the psychoanalyst asks. "How did he cure you in one session?" "Oh, easy," says Joe. "He told me to cut the legs off of my bed."

Be Happy
having the time of my life just kickin and trying to aceive happieness is my new goal in life just keep my friends close and fuck my enimems cause no one will bring me down now i am happy for once i have been dreading my past everyday now i just like being happy and staying away from the dark side just stay away from me if you are negative have happy thoughts cause nothin with come to you if you look at the world as shit belive me i know i have been there have done that don't ever do it again cause the darkness with over take your soul and all you want is death to come and over impose your life so all i am trying to say is be happy

Be Happy
Go placidly amid the noise and haste and remember what peace there may be in silence. As far as possible without surrender, be on good terms with all persons. Speak your truth quietly and clearly;and listen to otheres, even the dull and ignorant they too have their story. Avoid loud and aggressive persons, they are vexations to the spirit. If you compare yourself with others you may become vain and bitter; for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself. Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans. Keep interested in your own career, however humble; it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time. Exercise caution in your business affairs; for the world is full of trickery. But let this not blind you to what virtue there is; many persons strive for high ideals; and everywhere life is full of heroism. Be yourself. Especially, do not feign affection. Neither be cynical about love; for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment it is as perennial as the gr

Be Happy With The World
They say only you can make yourself happy if you let it but I believe otherwise. It's a state of being within yourself that is triggered by outside forces whether you let it or not. It will just seep through your being unguarded as hearing a child's laughter or the skip of a heartbeat hearing your lover's voice in a phone call or just whacking it out with friends. Now, I'm not talking about the extreme like being successful in life, or being happily married for long, long years or being the richest man in the world. All of the above and the kind will not be happening to us because we let it but because we interact with forces around us, positively, productively, and with so much love. So, what is it going to be? We be happy with the world or dwell on it's ills and spills?

Be Happy Today......
We convince ourselves that life will be better after we get married, have a baby, then another. Then we are frustrated that the kids aren't old enough and we'll be more content when they are. After that, we're frustrated that we have teenagers to deal with. We will certainly be happy when they are out of that stage. We tell ourselves that our life will be complete when our spouse gets his or her act together, when we get a nicer car, are able to go on a nice vacation,or when we retire. The truth is, there's no better time to be happy than right now. If not now, when? Your life will always be filled with challenges. It's best to admit this to yourself and decide to be happy anyway. Happiness is the way. So, treasure every moment that you have and treasure it more because you shared it with someone special, special enough to spend your time with... and remember that time waits for no one. So, stop waiting --until your car or home is paid off --until you get a new car or

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