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Silly Silly Boy
  Silly Boy,                             you should never play games with a girl who can play them better  ;)

That's The Point
Ex:  "You'll never find anybody like me." You: that's the point
“a Midsummer Night’s Wet Dream”
Baptized by the Holy Waters of Deauxma and Veronica Avluv. Photo: Michael Vegas Enter the Enchanted Forest of female ejaculation with the Three Squirting Graces in this summer hot, soaking wet, slightly Shakespearean , sparkling, shooting, spanking, spurting, spectacular gusher of a show.  It’s Holy Water, Brothers and Sisters! Listen Free to A Midsummer Night’s WET Dream on RadioSUZY1 FREE “A Midsummer Night’s WET  Dream” PG PHOTO GALLERY Video and XXX pix coming soon to the Private Galleries of Featured Guests Deauxma: World-class geyser of love, Lone Star State Milf and one of the Speakeasy’s favorite special guests, Deauxma is gifted with a squirting capacity rivaling anything in Yellowstone as well as an eye-popping set Read the rest of this entry »
A Libran Female
A Libran female is total woman, complete with the charming manners and delightful elegance. She can also argue with the convincing male logic and beat you at any argument. However, the male side may come in front of you after sometime. Debate attracts her and she weighs both sides of the situation with total fairness. A Libra girl may start an argument alone and finish it alone, with your contribution being only some occasional comments. While she is arguing with you, she may smile every now and then.Before you know it, you will feel captivated by her smile and charm. By this time, she would have won the argument as well as your heart. Of course, you won't mind that, since she convinces with such carefully balanced and logical arguments. A typical Libran female characteristics profile includes a constant need to be fair and balanced. The best part is that she presents her case in such a tactful way that you don't feel offended at all. At the same time, she is not stubborn and easily ch
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Fumafia Rackets
     Really pissed-off over this bullshit with the rackets on fumafia.  I keep seeing the same turfs getting businesses every week or two.  Amd most of them are either bling buyers or people who spend a lot of money in general on fubar.  I think this is totally bullshit.  Also, I heard recently that the "lottery" is not really a lottery and that someone actually picks the turf to get the racket.  Well this means that the person can use their personal bias against someone and not allow a certain turf to win a racket.  Or to allow one turf to win 2 rackets in one week or maybe win 3 rackets in 2 weeks.  I believe that this is wrong and if you are going to call it a "lottery" than the racket should be randomly picked.  If 10 turfs are constantly getting rackets then that fucks over the rest of us.  I am so tired of seeing the same turfs getting rackets and it is totally bullshit for them to constantly get them just because they have some bling whores or people who buy Happy Hours in their
Where Has Respect Gone
I was talking to a old friend of mine today I grew up with in my old neighborhood. We were talking about how when we were growing up that if we stepped out of line and neighbors saw it our parents knew before we got home. It was a different time back then when we were taught to respect others and especially the older people in the neighborhood. We also knew if they caught us they would bring home to our parents and we would be in trouble. We talked about how we respected others property and wouldnt dare get caught breaking ot taking something from anyone in the neighborhood. It was respect and I am glad my parents taught me that. I have tried to teach that to my two children as they grew up. I think I have done a pretty good job. But I see alot of the younger kids growing up and they could care less how they act or talk in public. They could be throwing the ball around and hit your car or whtever and they could care less if anything happened to it. I sit on my deck and I see how the ol
My Recurring Nightmare
NIGHTMARE Take off my apron, throw it in the bin and walk to the exit of where i work, exit the doors and attempt to get my car keys from my purse while still managing to walk to my car. i unlock the car ,let my hair down, turn the car on, change the radio station, lower the windows and open the huge sun roof. i put my car into reverse i let out a sigh from a long day of work i slowly move my way to the intersection of my works parking lot. the light turns green i begin to turn BOOMB my car gets hit by a semi truck. the truck slams my car and pushes it about ten feet forward. my body flies and twists around the car, i start to see black and fade away. i hear voices around me screaming my name i try to open my eyes but im in so much pain im scared to look i cant move. i keep hearing my name being yelled its not a simple yell its a crying yell "oh my god valinda are you alright open your eyes can you hear me?". i hear sirens from the police, firetruck, and ambulance. it takes the jaws o
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Robbed V2
If you read the previous blog of mine, you will see that the place I work was robbed this morning. They now have a video of the stores surveillance camera. Here's the link if you want to look::
A New Brand Swimwear-nktm
  Uhmmm .. can not wait to the summer to come… to go to the sea, to tan .. to enjoy the sun .. to be admired .. and of course .. wear a new swimsuit, bought from a site or any trendy store. Some women prefer to have in their beach wardrobe, at least one One piece swimwear of a famous brand, is which to feel great, like a true siren when she’s going to the sea. There are lots of famous brands designer or fashion houses who put at our disposal every year, dozens of patterns and textures that suit us since the first sight. Swimwear brand “NKTM “may be many people didn’t know .but that is ok.Because it’s new brand.its headquarter in Amercan. Youth ,Fashion,Art is the characteristics of the future,I think more and more people will like it in the future NKTM swimwear are suitable for women with an athletic figure and teens. It fits the body, and the price-quality is very good. The material from which is made, is lasting and do not change color o
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I'm not really sure why I feel the need to share this, but I am. The place where my boyfriend works was robbed today. The guy didn't really get off with much money at all, $15.00 to be exact. He is however facing POSSIBLE life in prison for it though. Why? Well he is not only charged with the robbery, but kidnapping also.  I also work at this place. I only work there one night a week. Which will be this Saturday, lol. Ugh. Figures. I'm sure I won't have anyone because they will think it's dangerous.'s the link::   And here is his mug shot, lol::
Hiya...My name is Breezy! I live in Sunny Florida...I love the sun,fun and water! I love to go out dancing,I love to laugh and have fun.Im just your average girl next door...nothing special about me.I have been told that I do have a bubbly personality and I do seem to be the life of the party.Im an open if ya want to know anything...just hit me up!   ~me~
Help Plz
AS SOME OF YOU MAY KNOW OR NOT I HAD SURGERY ON MY LOWER BACK (L5) AND THEY ALSO TRIED TO FIX MY (SCIATICA) FOR THOSE WHO AREN'T FOR MILER   WITH THIS ILL EXPLAIN (Sciatica refers to pain that radiates along the path of the sciatic nerve and its branches — from your back down your buttock and leg. The sciatic nerve is the longest nerve in your body. It runs from your spinal cord to your buttock and hip area and down the back of each leg.) HERE IS A LIST OF SOME OTHER THING I HAVE WRONG WITH ME ,TRUST ME I HAVE A POINT LOL   Herniated disk Herniated disk — Comprehensive overview covers causes and treatment of back pain from disk herniation. Cervical disc degeneration is a common cause of neck pain, most frequently felt as a stiff neck. Cervical degenerative disc disease is much less common than disc degeneration in the lumbar spine because the neck generally is subjected to far less torque and force. Nonetheless, a fall or a twisting injury to the disc spa
Today I sit...reflecting on my past...wondering if I had taken a different path how different my life could possibly me. I sit and reflect on the present...the present is filled with so many emotions,some happy,joyful and Breezy and yet others are dark and despairing... Then I think of the future...what does the future hold? You really never know the emotion and pain that is sometimes hiding behind a smile.Life is so it to the fullest! Laugh till you cry and Love like there is no tomorrow!   ~me...just rambling~
If one day you realize i haven't talked to you in a while it's not because i don't care its cause you pushed me away and left me there.  - The notebook. ♥
Real Straight Single Guy In Los Angeles
My Name is Bob and I am seeking a single female that Lives in Los Angeles to have a relationship with or some thing else, email me. I can say for a fact that all dating sites and craigslist are flooded, with marketers that try to fool you into believing they are real people and try to get you to buy something. I went to Schurr High School 2000-2004 and East Los Angeles College for a While. I am a Freelance Multimedia Designer(Video, Audio, Graphics) as well as Website Designer and a Notary Public. I am 5'8 and 175 Lbs I am mixed race mainly Scottish and Spanish but Im part Native American so I have a stigmatism and alot of people think I am Asian. I dont drink or smoke but, I dont have a problem around it, having been around those things most of my life. Alot of people say I am very Funny at times. I Like to give as well as get!!!!! I would like you to email me at
Sexiest Eyes Contest
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Summers morning ... sun on skin Happy smiles, warmth within Summers day ... sky bright blue Water fights, soaked right through Summers evening ... light cool breeze Child sleeping, lovers tease Summers night ... stars twinkle bright in your arms, I lay tonight  
Hatthe Fuck Is Wrong With People
What is wrong with  people now days I meanseriously........................................................... You have people killing kids, molesting kids, torturing kids, murdering thier husbands and wifes for the insurance money or because they have a girlfriend or boyfriend they want to be with, or you have 50 year old men marrying  kids 10 yrs thier senior, I mean hat in your right mind says that is ok , you have parents torturing, molesting abusing mentally and pysically killing thier kids to go  party  you have hubbys killing the mother of thier  childeren  for undeterminded reasons,woman who get abused, or  your husband or boss is blackmailing you , people who murder and hide thier bodys, do they understand the torment these  people go  through the rest of thier lives to  find thier loved ones, or To KILL 80 people for what fucking purpose???? How are these people raised or brought up to think hey its ok if I kill two kids or molest
Casey Anthony Verdict Wat Bullshit
So the  casey anthony verdict was not guilty I SAY WHAT BULLSHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!  She was the last person to have  that baby in her custody, the car she drove  smelled of a dead body and chlorphil. Then  ( and yes I sat  and watched the  court trials every day) they try and  put the  blame off o n her dad, o  and then  her brother raped her or tried, CROCK  OF SHIT, what does that have to do with her  killing little sweet innocent caylee anthony. The trial was supposed to be about the facts of casey killing her child and it was more  about her brother and  father supposedly molesting her, wWTF??? then they want to convict her of not guilty , what the hell is wrong with that jury, hello , did you not  see the evidence , I mean really how stupid  are these jurrors they pick??? This is the best, who the hell serves probabtion behind  bars i have never ever heard of that before, casey isnt  special or  higher and more migher then any of us, why does she get to serve prbabtion
What's New.
Some of you on here I talk to daily.  Some not so much.  But for those of you that I don't talk to on a regular basis....this is a good time to enter an update, since I have not even wrote a blog in some time.   In 3 weeks I start on a new adventure.  About 8 months ago, I decided after having a series of bad days at my dead end job, it was time for me to do something about it.  So I enrolled in school full-time.  The goal of this is for me to get my associates degree in management/marketing.  There are so many things I can do with that.  And after school, I hope to pay down some student debt, and perhaps later persue my bachelors' degree in an related field.  And get out of this town.  If you have ever been to Houtzdale, PA.....well, you know....   Quitting my job is such a relief.  I work with someone I kind of am dating, and even though we do not work directly with each other, there is so much drama all the time.  And yesterday...was a whole different creature with her.  Usually
Adds And Removal
Well new subject that seams to be relevant now days. I add people to my family i like and i try my best to rate them like them and comment everyday. I almost never ask to be added to anyone's family. I do not run a lot of family bling so if family members feel the need to take me out while they sale my slot then i understand and just hope i get added back when its over. NOW WITH THAT SAID IF I BEEN NOTHING BUT GOOD TO YOU AND YOU ADDED ME TO FAMILY THEN DECIDED TO GET PISSY CAUSE OF OTHERS DRAMA AND NOTHING I HAVE DONE AND DECIDE TO REMOVE ME FROM FAMILY EVEN THO I RATE AND COMMENT YOU EVERYDAY AND TRY AND BE YOUR FRIEND THEN YOUR NOT STAYING IN MINE ITS A MATTER OF RESPECT I DONT GO KICKING MY FRIENDS AROUND WHEN SOMEONE OR SOMETHING CAUSES ME TO HAVE A BAD DAY WHY SHOULD I LET THEM DISRESPECT ME AND KICK ME CAUSE SOME DOUCHE CAUSED THEM TO HAVE A BAD DAY IF YOU DONT LIKE HOW I FEEL ON THIS THEN REMOVE ME BLOCK ME ITS YOUR CHOICE JUST DONT CRY ABOUT IT   
Good Info To Know
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[had A Character Idea]
So, having watched a lot of star trek I think that every ensemble should have a "super man". ... No not the man of steel kind of super man just... a non-norm.   Anyway, I started blanking out from sleep deprivation and something kinda crept into my head.   Plant sentient. I've only bumped into a few (dozen) stories where this has been done, but I think I can put a little spice into it make it a tad more interesting than your metalman, your rockman, your super-sense elves or demigod demidemons I think the first thought that comes to mind are the Ents from LoTR, Spar from Breath of Fire II, and Phyl from the "Aliens ate my homework" series.   I think I gave myself some novel challenges though things like sensory organs, means of transportation and communication, advantages, disadvantages, season changes, etc.   Phyl actually burped to communicate, and if I remember right there was something horrifying about his face under the petals. And I think he was potted. So... even
Lost You
Sunny day friends here motorbikes coming dear ? not today have fun will do later hun love you kiss kiss love you too tick tock tick tock ticking clock STOPS bad feeling shivering spine shakes head all's fine ! phone rings yes me no no cant be no voice numb through foreign lorry broke you A and E too late already gone couldnt wait crying eyes breaking heart touched face kissed lips soul passed through fingertips in me you stay
Please Help Sara Get Teh Eyegaze System Cure She Needs!
This is NOT a scam!  Sara is a 9 year old cannot speak to her mother due to Retts syndrome, Check out    for more details.  Sara is unable to speak or even use her hands for sign language because of Rett Syndrome.  Every once in a while she can say "yeah" and only twice she has said "I love you".  Sara is very bright and aware of her surroundings.  She watches everything and everyone.  She gives big smiles and makes sounds, trying so hard to speak.  She is "all there" she just lacks the ability to speak.   I don't know her favorite color, her favorite toy, or her favorite tv show.  She can't tell me what she did at school at the end of the day.  When she cries, she can't tell me why, if she is sick, or where she hurts.   Girl Power 2 Cure is raffling off an eye gaze system, that would allow Sara to communicate with us.  It is a computer system that tracks her eye gaze.  W
First Post-op Exam
Just got home from my first post-op exam and thought this would be a good time to update everyone on what's going on.  It's hard to know where to begin because there was so much good news today.  First, and perhaps foremost I have lost 34 pounds since the morning of the surgery... not bad for 20 days.  It's really amazing what you can do when you set yourself goals and do the things necessary to meet them... so I am ahead of schedule on this one and only have 101 pounds to go now to be back to my exact weight the day I graduated Boot Camp on Parris Island. Secondly, the incision has healed so well that they went ahead and removed the stiches today, once again only 20 days after surgery.  That was not scheduled to be done until August 23rd, 4 to 6 weeks being the normal time for a 12 inch incision.  My mobility, flexibility and strength all were well beyond expectation based on the chart, so in short, I am doing GREAT!!! All except the pain, which is still an issue.  With pain meds fu
I Just Love This Song
Lyrics to No Halos For The Heartless : HATEBREED I see a world that's out of focus Lost and dying as we witness virtue Thrown aside Now degenerates and leeches thrive While the working mans condemned And the junkies, risen up onto a throne of lies A wretched pedestal But only fools will watch it all I have no halos for the heartless No pity for the insincere No honour for the worthless Who've done nothing in life to be revered When addicts die Their abuse fades If heroes live They face the hardest days They'll demonize the soldier And question motives to try And cheapen all their sacrifice They pay homage to those who don't deserve Praising thieves and liars The corrupt and the pariahs Decency is left to die It's completely despicable Only weak minds will deem them worthy I have no halos for the heartless No pity for the insincere No honour for the worthless Who've done nothing in life to be revered I have no halos for the heartless No pity for the insincere No honour for the worthless
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Exs They Were Called That For A Reason
Okay I know I am not the one to talk about exs, Cause I have a lot of them. Basically you can call me a slut for all I care cause I was one. I was married but, now I am not. IM FREE IM FREE. My ex was a total douchbag. Let me verify what a douchbag is. I know most of you guys have your opionions on what a douchbag is but, mine is different and probly a little more funnier. A douchbag is when they tell you what do to do most of your life and don't do what they told u. My ex is a total and udderly big douchbag. I gave birth to 4 kids one he was kicked out of the room for cause he couldn't keep his fucking mouth shut and the nurse go tired of his shit. I clap for the nurse that did that. Anyways whenever I was ready to pop the kid out. His ass was on the couch watching nothing but, sports center. Mind you the epidural that I had don't work yet I still keeped coming back for more. Another incendent is when he locked me in anywhere that has a door. Rather it be a closet, pantry,or a basemen
Today's Band & Point Trivia 8/3/2011
Today's Featured Band for the Battle of the Bands in this here blog today is.... The Public Trust@ fubar GO check em out and vote in today's Also today's Fubar Trivia Question to get my points tomorrow..congrats to today's winner !...ok here goes... Back in CherryTap and early Fubar days, there was a macros program used to cheat to get points, rank and fans on the site. It was owned and operated by a disgruntled ex-member who had alot of referrals. This program was disabled years ago and why we have bouncer checks today. What was the -original- name of that program? First person to leave the correct answer gets my points tomorrow or someone of their choosing for free. Good luck!
So it's Wednesday the 3rd of August. Our replacements are here! I get to spend the day training them. And after the issues of the past few days I'm glad today is here. After today it's just 2 more full days, then I wake up on saturday and fly home. I'm still in a good mood and everyone else seems to be in a better mood. That won't last long lol, people have already begun to bicker. Things will be back to normal soon though, I'll be back to my amazing bed and back to my amazing couch. Right now I'm lovin the Lonely Island song with Michael Bolton. After getting out late again last night due to getting held from release due to more testing, got a lil frisbie in in the dark then briefly got to talk to someone. Passed out early though, don't know why, wasn't tired. Today is the start of the easy days tho, the training of your replacements then our time off finally. Let's just hope the government pays me friday, stupid debt crisis. Anyway, I'm out of the dark that is cstx and i
Bringing About Positivity In One's Life
Now....before lil fu brains get to thinking and then lil fu tongues get to wagging,because I KNOW how ppl are on here...I will say that this blog is SOLEY directed towards a recent "hater" I have developed as of late on fu that felt the need to text my personal cell number with their hate and failed attempts at sabotage. Anyone that knows me knows a year or so ago this blog would've been NSFW,filled with a lot of animosity,anger,hate and explicit language. I am a different person today as I was then,I am a much more positive and positive goal oriented person. I find it difficult anymore to raise up the energy to combat hate with hate,it's beneath me me it's just a lot of wasted energy all of it being negative and I believe in Karma,I believe that if you put positive energy out there and treat people positively then that energy will return to you 10 fold if you put negative energy out there and treat people negatively then that energy will return to you 10
Hehe, Joke Time
Hubby finds a shoe box under the bed with a large sum of cash and two eggs.  He askes "Honey, what does this box mean?"  She replies, "Well, you will have to wait until our anniversary."  After days of nagging, the big day comes and he runs downstairs to his wife and asks excitedl, "Well, will you explain the meaning?"  Well, the two eggs represent the bad sex he had given her.  Boastfully, he proclaims "WOW! Two eggs in 50 years ain't bad."  Wife replies "I was selling the eggs 50 cents a dozen."
Wtf Is Wrong With People?
This is just a rant:  WTF is wrong with people at work that refuse to flush the damn toilets?  I swear it's like they act like they're paying the 'effing water bill.  FLUSH THE F*CKING THING!!!  Really?  How old are you now?   End rant.
About Life, Experiences And Self
Life works in, sometimes, mysterious ways; or at least that is how it seems when we are in the middle of a certain situation and we cannot wrap ourselves around the scope of meaning and the influence (the result) that particular situation will have on our own personal development. We often times allow ourselves to remain stuck in that situation until the situation resolves itself or until circumstance forces us to resolve it.  As time passes we gain the ability to look back with a more objective, analytical view and recognize the changes we underwent in the process. We gain a determination not to find ourselves in a similar situation again when it concernes a negative experience. Key in this however is how strong is this determination and are we able to implement this determination into our lives to prevent a repeat. How honest can we be with ourselves in scrutinizing our actions, or lack thereof, in the development of this situation. How far can we go in the dissecting and analyzing
Broken Heart
  Love is never lost.If not reciprocated, it will flow backand soften and purify the heart. At least be there to wipe away my tears if you're going to make me cry. You can fall in love in an instant. It's letting go that takes time.   Even when I pour my heart out to you,I'm not sure it shows,that I love you more than you'll ever know. How do you heal a broken heart? I have no idea where to start because everything I do reminds me of you When you love him - truly love him, how are you supposed to get over him? I've tried everything possible ... but I just can't. Isn't that what true love is?
As Moments End
It's 24:49 as sitting watching the the vintage clock sitting across on a neatly arranged shelf of my son and daughter-in-laws home. I remember the hour well 2 years back as Madison (my grand-daughter) was about to arrive as laying on a cot shared by son and his mother-in law Patty  in the recliner waiting. That very moment she came and my heart burst with joy at the site of her. Tonight she lays so still compared to the hours before. I watch her so precious and innocent and keep her near. Trauma to mommy and daddy, confusion and fear had her small being still trembling. A tear falls as I look above thanking God for his mercy of her life. On their life....a driver under the influence of alcohol and drugs could have taking them away. Still an unborn life is clinging to survive the next moments end. 
My P*ssy Hurts And I Want A Fupony...
No seriously though…I’m coming out of a REALLY ROUGHT relationship.  Like, four years long, half of it wonderful, the other half terrifying.  I met him here, ironically enough.  And after four years, an engagement, and all the rest it’s over.  I’m not sure how to feel about it.  Some days…some hours…some minutes I feel numb.  Or ok.  Or happy.  Or devastated.  Or angry.  Or all of it.  Sometimes I’m so thankful he’s gone I want to dance and sing and other times I’m so crushed I can hardly breathe. I made the decision, over and over, that it was bad and needed to end.  I got dragged back over and over again.   Now, after he took money, hurt me physically, scared my daughter, cheated, and got someone else pregnant I’m TRULY done.  I was done before, but now I’m beyond done, to that place of such deep hurt and betrayal that revenge (which I have a lot of ammunition and justification for) doesn’t even seem adequat
My First Tale....plz Be Kind
I have decided that this side of my creativity needs an outlet.  For those of you that dont want me to tarnish your sensibilities, you might want to move on.   I have a deep well of emotions....dark and passionate ones that I dont let out very often for fear that I might scare people off or that they just wont get it.  I am finding that i just cant keep it all in anymore.   The raw side needs to be freed.......   My version of a perfect date might probably be a LOT different than most of yours.  A perfect date to me would start off with a really goodlooking guy coming to pick me up for a night out at a club.  He'd be dressed nicely for the bad boy he is and wouldnt mind a bit that I am dressed any way that I want to be...the sexier the better.  If I wear a skirt, tight jeans, slinky tops, he wouldnt care because to him its ALL GOOD! He would greet me with a sexy smile and hello....being a gentleman with a twinkle in his eye letting me know there is more going on in his head than
Where Am I Going
Well the days go by faster and my pen lies dead my thoughts flow freely all throughout my head and i cant think of why it's been oh so long since I wrote what im feeling, since i sang my heart song. well my time i'm abiding with bored tierd eyes i appear so conforming but inside my soul cries. and i wonder at this moment just what i should do i wonder just what you would think if you knew. if i left town today would you forgive me someday? will i ruin you but mostly myself if i stayed? well would you let go and just keep moving on, say that's just how life is and then just carry on.  where are these moments that seem so intense  where is this comfort that becomes your defense. i dont try to fight it, it's simply sleeping inside it's not something i display it's not something i hide here and gone and nothing overall then why think this way even at all? biding time till summer and that comforting breeze  that gives me my answers and offers me ease but my patience wear
Smoking Online
It is very difficult to not smoke while I am sitting here on the laptop now. I refuse to smoke since I have a new keyboard now that does not have any ashes to clean out yet. I am tempted to put an ash tray to my right and just not let myself type while smoking maybe?Anyways! Just wanted to blog about somethings and think about somethings. Still thinking about most of them so I am not blogging them yet. :-P
" A Broken Heart"
                                                                                                                                                                    " A BROKEN HEART "                                           "  A broken heart is like a broken mirror, it is                                              better to leave it broken then hurt yourself                                                          trying to fix it."     
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Life is God's novel. Let him write it.  -  Isaac Bashevis Singer
Emos Vs. Mumms
The MuMMs are probably one of the most popular spots on fubar. Mainly, because of the shock and awe of the comments. However, they seem to be rather "controversial." I use that term loosely, as this place pulls 45K people at best on a good day and it is at the bottom of the social media food chain. That being said, some people just can't let shit go and assume that because you comment (read: troll) on mumms that everything is said in a literal sense and is mean-spirited. The truth is it is 98% sarcasm. However, certain old, wrinkly, attention seeking individuals (read: hoars) cannot let things go and have to be Captain Save-A-Ho to all the emo, sensitive individuals (read: kunts) on here. :) This is not the first, nor the last of their kind, but most likely will end up with a death warrant from the grim reaper sooner than later. I'm not sure, if I should be discouraged here or not.   Things to contemplate. Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.
Point Giveaway #1..trivia!
First Fubar Trivia Point Giveaway! First person to answer the trivia question correctly gets my points (or someone of their choice) tomorrow! Today's Questions is for the Bling Whores: What background image was on the "Original" Bling? First one to answer correctly wins!
Believe In Me!!!!!!!
I sit alone and watch the clock Tryin to collect my thoughts All I think about is you And so I cry myself to sleep And hope the devil, I don't meet In the Dreams that I live through Believe in me I know you've waited for so long Believe in me Sometimes the weak become the strong Believe in me This life's not always what it seems Believe in me Cause I was made for chasing dreams All the smiles you've had to fake And all the *shit* you've had to take Just to lead us here again I never have the things to say To make it all just go away To make it all just disappear Believe in me I know you've waited for so long Believe in me Sometimes the weak become the strong Believe in me This life's not always what it seems Believe in me Cause I was made for chasing dreams It's my life It's my choice Hear my words Hear my voice and just believe I sit alone and watch the clock Tryin to collect my thoughts All I think about is you If you believe in me Life's not always what it seems Believe in me Cause
Bad Brownies
Okay so the other night I was a bit naughty and munched on some 'special' brownies that my cousin baked.OMG I just did a really big poot and I was like *sniff sniff*...huh?...*sniff sniff*...OMG MY FART STINKS OF WEED!
Choosing What Color Of Wedding Dresses Is Perfect For You
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Trail Of Tears
Trail of Tears There's a trail of tearsFlowing from our homelandWashing out the yearsDrowning out the red man.There's a broken heartbeating like a funeral drum,A nation torn apart,So one can be born. There's a memoryThat the eagle holds highWhen we were freeAs the wind in the sky.There's a feeling insideThat stirs our madnessTo have a chosen lifeIn the fields of sadness. There are some empty teepeesFalling into dustLike an endangered speciesWe're losing way too muchWe are a world forgottenPushed aside and left aloneBut comes a time when we will rise again.Oh Great One, hear our prayers and our song. ~written by Mojomike8~  
Home On The Fu
Oh, give me a home where the BBW roamWhere the DJs and the Juggalos playWhere mumm is the word, a discouraging wordAnd the blingshop sells blingpacks all dayHome, home on the fuWhere the DJs and the Juggalos playWhere mumm is the word, a discouraging wordAnd the blingshop sells blingpacks all dayHow often at night her headlights are a frightUnless the webcam lights are angled just rightHave I stood there amazed and asked as I gazedIf their their real or just plastic implants Home, home on the fuWhere the DJs and the Juggalos playWhere mumm is the word, a discouraging wordAnd the blingshop sells blingpacks all dayThen give me a land where the frightful HHs standI think, that I am gonna screamWhere graceless Miss Swans go a waddlin roundAnd drunk chicks are in a filty bathroomsOh, I would not exchange my old home on the fuWhere the DJs and the Juggalos playWhere the mumm is the word, a discouraging wordAnd the blingshop sells blingpacks all day
Can You Hear Me Now?
I dont know if this is gonna work but...if it does... I am trying to get my friend as many likes/rates/pimpouts/bombs etc... I will pay for the pimps/bombs now lets see if I can post the link LOL If this link doesn't work I will have to delete this blog ;)   Thank you :)
Things That I Hate
It's tuesday the 2nd of August. I have 3 full days after today plus waking up saturday morning to fly home. This is the part where I say I can't wait to go home. Although that is true, I'm not as excited as I should be. No I'm not gonna miss this place or the people. But honestly most things are aggravating me right now. People here, food here, weather here, accomodations here, here. Even my own soldiers and friends are making me want to rip my hair out. Oh which reminds me, haircut on thursday or friday. There's only one person who does the opposite of all this right now and they know who they are. Before anyone asks, I'm not unhappy. I'm actually in a great mood all the time, but everyone else here with me is miserable and to look at them and listen to them just aggravates me lol. This is the part where I say Oh well only a few more days. ALthough this is also true, these days are taking forever, time is dragging. Haha today I asked what time it was and guessed 5pm, it
Blood Lust
a thin blade traced across her skin slowly, carefully, leaving behind a line of red crimson. she was at full display. hands and feet shackled together on her knees before the man in the doctor's coat. the blade trailed across her breasts, dripping her blood slowly down her curves, oozing around her nipples. the doctor removed his surgical mask and lowered his face down her her chest, slowly licking the line of blood that he had created on her chest. tasting the sweet yet slightly metallic taste of her blood in his mouth. her nipple rolled across his tongue. at full attention from his touch. she wanted it just as bad as he did. his fingertips dipped inside of her, testing her wetness and warmth as she squirmed at his soft yet firm wanting touch. her thighs drenched with her own juices. his fingers pushing in deeper, curling at the knuckle to scrape along her inner walls. she soft squishing of her juices filled the room with each thrust of his fat fingers. she threw her head back and
Two Day After
True Story Two Days After David And Kris Well The hot tub incident that happened on saturday night called herb, david and kris. i Was feling kind of ashamed never cheated and slept with someones wife before especially my best friends drunk or not. Kris called me on Sunday and asked if was coming for the dallas game i said no i felt bad about the hot tub thing. so she said "can i come over on monday" I was living with my parents at the time. i knew mom was going to be there and nothing could happen so i said "cool come on". Thats when it fell apart right, before she got there mom got a call and had to leave. Mom Was leaving as kris got there, wow now i would be alone with my friends wife. so now i was alone with chistina, chris is 145 5'7 36d breast and cute. we started talking about the birthday, and it didn't take long for her to change the subject about what happened saturday night. she told me how hot the hot tub night was and how my cock was bigger then my friends and she wanted m
Me David And His Wife Kris David And Kris Adventure This is based on a true story, before I go on to the main story I have to set a preface. The girl who’s name is Kris this was my Best friends David’s wife. I had known her in High school, she was basically a slut, and I didn’t know her really well, till years later. when David started dating her. During the dating period, she would always hit on me touch my leg or grab my cock playing. I didn’t think this was cool so I confronted David three times about it. I guess he talked with her because she stopped till they Got married. David and Kris had not been married a year I used to go over their house and watch the cowboys game every Sunday. As I would sit there on the couch I would be ask to turn my head, as she gave David a blow job on the couch beside me. Afterwards she would turn to me and smile. Well on this particular night we got finished watching the game and Kris says, “ let’s go for a ride gu
I have never understood that word until I get slammed for this and that  never knew being different was a crime that to show your true self was not a good thing to show kindness was a weakness to even remotely give compassion was a bullseye on your  back I was never the mean one  I was that shy girl you saw reading nancy drew  it never occured to me  that the world was divided in two the real life one where you could  at least fend off some attacks the internet world seems to hide alot of things a way to hurt others  seems to be the leading thing whether its in a lounge  insulting slamming  a word is a word no matter if its  internet or real life  it can slice through even the toughest skin if you say it doesnt then you been on here too long a rhino is your hide now when once it was human i show love to all  if its returned so be it if its tossed aside so be it im not a fake im me you may find it fun  the lil bs pranks you toss my way but let me clue yo
My Auction!
I will be in a auction on my own profile.. I will tell what I am willing to do and it will be a 2 week thing .... whoever has the highest bidder will get what I offered but the fubuck will go to someone I choose ... I will NOT do what I offer until the person I give the fubucks to msg me and tell me that they received it .... What I offer: Rate 1000 11's pictures in 2 weeks Rate 1000 10's pictures in 2 weeks Add your name into my name add you to my family for 2 weeks make you a salute (clean salute) Pimp you out for 2 weeks. Now Remember if you win I wont do everything above UNTIL the person that I choose gets the fubucks :)
Warning Label 2011
I previously wrote this out but I feel the need to make some changes to it, and more to the point. Public because, well, this is why I didn't add you. WARNING: Consumption of this product should be used with extreme caution. Overuse of this product may believe you to think it is interested in you when it is not. Will not result in drowsiness. Will explode under pressure. Keep out of reach of children. It is important that you take or use this exactly as directed. Do not skip doses or discontinue use unless directed by your doctor. This medication may upset your stomach. Take it with crackers, bread or a small meal. Do not drink alcoholic beverages when taking this medication. This drug may impair the ability to drive or operate machinery. Use care until you become familiar with its effects. SECTION A: GENERAL i. I am flirtatious by nature but this does not mean I am attracted to you in any way, shape or form. I think flirting is fun. I flirt with everyone. I flirt with veganism. I fl
Why Is Making A Band Salute Important?
Most people came to fubar because we are different than any place on the internet. Since day one we pride ourselves on REAL people behind the profiles. Let's face it, any old man or lady can pretend to be a young hottie and that is kind of gross. The salute is your drivers license on fubar. It proves you are real. It also humanizes your band.  The salute is not very hard to do. This is the official How to make a salute link HGK was the first band to listen to me about salutes. They made this salute and did a video broadcast and a member liked them so much she tattooed their band name on her arm.    Mr And Mrs Sinfully Shadow@ fubar She tatted their band name on her arm. Now thats love!   This is an example of how salutes can work towards your advantage. Hard 2 Handle Im Not Mean Im Real@ fubar Hard2Handle is our top legend on the site. This means she has the most fans. She has been hottest user before and held that title for over a year
Camp House
Short story     I stood on the dock, looking out over the river. The morning sun was just peeking up over the tree line and casting its rays through the small openings of the dew covered leaves. I stood staring at the light that the perfectly round, orange sun shined down on the water. The water reflected the face of a new day.   Just as my thoughts began to wander, I heard Lenny open the screen door of the camp house that stood several hundred feet behind me, on the most beautiful green hill I had ever seen. Everything about this place was paradise to me. I guess that's why I never left.   My eyes followed the wharf back to the hill where Lenny sat looking at the water, his eyes fixed on the boat we've traveled in on days like today. We had the best of times in that boat, speeding down the river, laughing, singing, and enjoying the company of one another.  Oh how I can still, so vividly remember countless occasions we would become overtaken by passion, doing what came naturally
Today's Band! 8/2/2011
As promised, we will be featuring one band here per day that requests to be to help then get their music out and help them in the Battle of the Bands contest!'s today's band of choice... 54 Steps@ fubar I'm partial to some of their titles. Haha go check them out and keep the tunes comin!..yeah it's not always drama here Friends with a real band and want to help them get "out there?" Just have them hit me up, one per day, no previous blogs for details as to where the free point giveaways will be...stay cool ,cuz it's hot as hell...
Battle Of The Bands Promo Details..
Ok kids, so if you have a real band page and I like your music, I'll be more than happy to feature you here. All you have to do is hit me up and we go from there. The goal is one per day and please no drama. I know that's weird but I think there are some good bands that always need some more exposure. No I'm not charging anything. And no, no genre specifc here either I like everything from some death metal to some country lol. So, feel free to hit me up and we'll give you some exposure here. Also, in Sept I'll be giving away my points daily via a trivia contest so stay tuned for that!..peace.
I can't figure it out. I'm not quite sure what the hell to think. Here's my dilemma:   There are women out there who look like absolute slop. Not only that, they treat their men like slaves, ie: force them to work two jobs so they can stay at home and spend money, don't clean, don't cook, never make love, and call them horrible names. But their men are the most devoted, kind, loyal, caring men on the planet. Now me, I'm the kind of woman who likes to work for a living, loves to take care of people, share everything I have, loyal to a fault, putting my needs dead last (literally), bend over backwards to make everyone else happy kind of person, yet the guys I fall for just so happen to only want me as a friend. At most, a fuck buddy. Now, I refuse to change who I am. And I refuse to accept a man who is going to treat me like crap. I would love to find just one man who is going to be not only my best friend, but be with me and ONLY me for the rest of our lives. I didn't realize that
How To Get My Points
~HOW TO GET MY POINTS~ I do Altruize friends for the pupose of helping them level.  This means I come to your profile and click "Altruize for 12 hours" and the person begins recieving all of my accumulated points for the next 12 hours. Its nice/helpful if the person receiving my points sends a bling to run for themselves, i.e. an Auto 11, a Famplifier or a RockStar...otherwise the person wouldnt get as many points! Depending on the daily bonus a Rockstar ability bling has thus far proven to create the most points. I created this blog for anyone interested in getting my points since i am asked about my points on a regular basis, i figured a blog would be beneficial for anyone interested. When deciding what bling you want to have run while you recieve my points I always tell people if you are considering sending a Famplifier, you could just go purchase a 25 credit bling pack which is only $19.99 which saves you $5 when purchasing a Famplifier, and i would then just purchase the Fam
My Plan For America
I think as a people and a Nation we need to have a voice. WE THE PEOPLE has been silence (or quiet for far too long. We are the ones down here in the trenches and we know better than anyone else what is going on in our 'neck of the woods'. You can read the paper, see it on the news... it's all the same line of shit that they have been trying to force feed us for generations now. I don't think I have all the answers or boast to have it all figured out but as an educated citizen I think that I have mulled some of the issues over quite a bit and come to some very simple solutions. First off I am sick and tired of hearing about our failing economy... what the hell did you expect - this has been coming on for years... WAR IS NOT THE ANSWER - I mean seriously...I think more than anything it was meant as a means of population control... which made no sense since are borders are weak and we are giving all of our jobs and industry over to foreign contractors... How dumb can we be? 1. CLOSE TH
The Golden Rule
THE GOLDEN RULE: Every major religion in the world has a Golden Rule.  Here they are: Christianity:    Do unto others as you would have them do unto you. Judaism:         What thou thyself hatest, do to no man. Islam:            No one of you is a Believer until he desires for his brother that which he desires for himself. Hinduism:       Do naught to others which, if done to thee, would cause  thee pain; this is the sum of duty. Buddhism:      A clansman (should) minister to his friends and familiars ... by treating them as he treats himself. Confucianism: The Master replied, "...what you do not want done to yourself, do not do unto others. Taoism:          To those who are good to me, I am good, and to those who are not good to me, I am also good.  And thus all get to be good. Zoroastrianism: Whatever thou dost not approve for thyself, do not approve for anyone else. Greek Philosophy: Do not do to others what you would not wish to suffer yourself; treat your friends as you
Our Past
OUR PAST History doesn’t teach us what WILL happen.  It teaches us what COULD happen. We need not be slaves to our past! We can alter our future.
Some Places For You To Choose The Best Prom Dresses
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[my Eyes Hurt. Have A Survey]
1 Who is your best friend? Brandon and/or Chris   2 Who do you like? That's some hardhitting news anchory question... uuuh... I like beer... but not 3.2   3 Who is your mom? I'm your grandfather.   4 Who owns your house? My dad. Well, technically I think the answer is "the bank"   5 Who bought you the clothes your wearing? Olive Drab shirt- me. Bloody jeans that fit just right- me *checks* Heart boxers- my mom Holey socks- who knows? old chucks with "character"- my mom about a decade ago   6 Who is at your house? Me. Dog. The folks.   7 Who loves you? Dog. The folks. My brother. His wife. Your mother. Kojack   8 Who said hey to you today? No one.   9 Who are you talking to right now? No one.   10 Who was your ex-boy/girlfriend? There are several, but we'll go with most recent Amanda... if that counts. Before that Tree.   11 What town do you live in? Exciting Independence   12 What are your pet peeves? People.   13 What are
[strong Arm]
Ever been henpecked into submission? If not- I'd love to introduce you to my mother so she can leave me alone for once.   I love my parents. I really do but when you TELL THEM SOMETHING REPEATEDLY IN NO UNCERTAIN TERMS they... disregard what you said, and often lead you straight into aggrivating hijinks... Like that time I spent $2,400.00 on fixing the car that they exploded by taking it to a disreputable mechanic to replace my battery which exploded within 24 hours of the procedure and FRIED my car's electrical system. Yes These are my parents.   They mean well they really do   but ... they have a complete inability to do two things 1. Listen/comprehend. 2. Plan.   When I say something like "I'm too self aware to be swayed by some self-help shaman, and seeing a therapist is going to be a massive waste of my time and your money, I'm not willing to be in therapy, I don't think it will help, and they're not going to tell me anything I don't already know" It trans
Top Five Worst Things To Say Or Hear In Bed...and Then Some
1. "It'd be nice if these were bigger..." 2. "I wonder if I paid the gas bill this month...?" 3. "Are you done yet...?" 4. "My last girlfriend/boyfriend would let me do that..." 5. "Is it in yet...?"   1."your sister was so much tighter" 2."your brother was so much tighter" 3."P U - did you shower today?" 4."Before you start, go downstairs and make me a pizza." 5."DEAR GOD! Thats what you look like without makeup?"   1. "Glad you won't deflate" 2. "Wait,let me pick the scabs" 3. "Down boy. You'll get your Scooby Snack after we're done." 4. "Do you accept food stamps?" 5. "Damn sis, at least mom gives better head."  
One For The Jedi's
Top Ten Sexually Suggestive Lines In The Star Wars Trilogy Star Wars "Get in there you big furry oaf, I don't care how it smells! " "Luke, at that speed do you think you'll be able to pull out in time?" "Put that thing away before you get us all killed." "You've got something jammed in here real good." "Aren't you a little short for a storm-trooper?" "You came in that thing? You're braver than I thought." "Sorry about the mess..." "Look at the size of that thing!" "Curse my metal body, I wasn't fast enough!" "She may not look like much, but she's got it where it counts, kid."   The Empire Strikes Back "I thought that hairy beast would be the end of me." "Size matters not. Judge me by my size, do you?" "There's an awful lot of moisture in here." "But now we must eat. Come, good food, come..." "That's okay, I'd like to keep it on manual control for a while." "Hurry up, golden-rod..." "I must've hit it pretty close to the mark to get her all riled up like that, h
This Was Not Inspiring But Slightly Scarey
Stupid Warning Labels These are actual warnings on products... On a large folding cardboard sunshade for car windscreens"Do not attempt to operate vehicle with sunshade in place." In a VCR manual section about time recording programs"Only events in the future can be recorded on this machine, not in the past. Resetting the clock to an earlier time will not accurately record past events." On a car lock which loops around both the clutch pedal and the steering wheel"Warning -- Remove lock before driving." On a packet of juggling balls"This product contains small granules under 3 millimetres. Not suitable for children under the age of 14 years in Europe or 8 years in the USA." On a packet of Nytol sleeping tablets"Warning: may cause drowsiness." On a packet of peanuts served on an internal flight in China (written in both English and Chinese)"Open packet and eat contents." On 500g packets of Sainsbury's peanuts"Contains nuts." Seen on a camera"T
Lol Penises Giggle
One Of The Problems Of Being A Bloke Copied From A Newsgroup Posting(the author is responding to a woman who accidentally walked into the men's restroom): Please don't feel bad. It wasn't you entering the men's washroom that caused that guy to pee on the guy next to him. Hell, we do that all the time. It's rare us guys ever hit what we're aiming for. Sometimes I go into the washroom, start to pee and then just start spinning around, just so I'll make sure I hit something. You see, something you ladies should understand by now is that men's penises have a mind of their own. A guy can go into a bathroom stall because all the urinals are being used, take perfect aim at the toilet and his penis will still manage to piss all over the roll of toilet paper, down his left pant leg, and onto his shoe. I'm telling 'ya those little buggers can't be trusted. After being married 28 years my wife has me trained. I'm no longer allowed to pee like a man - standing up. I am required to sit down and
Redneck Jokes
Redneck Joke 01You might be a redneck if a full tank of gas doubles the value of your truck. Redneck Joke 02You might be a redneck if a woman says she’s game, so you shoot her. Redneck Joke 03You might be a redneck if all of the light switches in your house are wired to turn on the light on the front porch. Redneck Joke 04You might be a redneck if all of your favorite shirts came with a two-pack purchase of cigarettes. Redneck Joke 05You might be a redneck if all you want for Christmas is deer pee. Redneck Joke 06You might be a redneck if an expired license plate means another decoration for your living room wall. Redneck Joke 07You might be a redneck if any of your children were conceived under a stop light. Redneck Joke 08You might be a redneck if any of your hobbies require dogs and a lantern. Redneck Joke 09You might be a redneck if any of your honeymoon plans involve a deer camp. Redneck Joke 10You might be a redneck if anyone in your family has ever purchased perox
Top Ten Psycho Pick Up Lines
Top 10 Psycho Pick-Up Lines Didn't I see you on the grassy knoll? Can I buy you a spatula? Bet your wondering why I have no nostrils. Your crawlspace or mine? You look like the kind of person who appreciates catheters. May I lick your forehead? Do you always wear you socks over your shoes? Smeep. Smeep. Smeep. What's your favorite flavor of wood? You've stolen my heart, but I have three more back home in the freezer    
Time Appears Lovelier To Get Displayed At Your Wrist
Time is the dimension that always accompanies you. Accordingly, there must be the ways to look this all time accompanying friend of yours, appear lovely and beautiful, and watches are the perfect ways for that. Definitely the sole and primary purpose for this gadget accessory is to display time, but you can’t ignore its appeal, as far as its contributions in your fashion statements are concerned. Its once again, that understood your need for the perfect accessory to make you a stand out among the crowd. We have chosen watches as the perfect campaigner for that, and your trip to lands you into ample offerings of watches from the world of leading watch manufacturers, Offerings from the likes of Casio, Esprit, Citizen, Fast track, Fossil, Guess, Kenneth Cole, Mont Blanc, Omega, Rado, Raymond Weill, Swatch, Timex, Titan, Tommy Hilfiger, Zoop watches are the ones that neither you nor your loved ones can
The Treadmill Of Fuck You...
Interesting title isn't it. Well it is very right on the numbers though... Life is a treadmill of fuck you's.   First example, been looking at a car, an older car, my dad lives by the guy so he took it for a test drive, he liked it said it ran great, the owner drove the car 3 times last week, even filled the tank. So I go over there on Saturday before the housewarming party to buy the car most likely, and it won't start. Fuck you Jason, the car hates you.   Second example, Wisdom teeth were bugging me, hada bad moler too, so I had them all pulled out, wonderful weekend let me tell you, but hey it happens we all go through it right. So I had this obnoxious ringing in my middle ear, only had it happen before from a bad tooth before, so I am thinking great this will take care of that. Fuck you Jason, $300.00 later, still ringing in my ear. So this is the treadmill of fuck you's, you go to work every day to a job that most of us hate, you work people who you find annoying or just plai
The Pit Of Pleasure
I find myself hungry Longing to taste you Wanting to feel you quiver Under the dance of my tongue Desiring to be your sybian As you straddle my face Feeling your warmth And pleasuring you to no end Your submission is welcome My hunger gloriously satisfied The smile on your face And the euphoria ever glowing Is more than a fine receipt The wondrous joy of experiencing Your pit of pleasure
So It Begins
Momma came home today, she was so pale and the scar left from the biopsy was a good sized one 15 staples at least. She will be doing radiation treatments 5 days a week for 6 weeks, seemed like an awful lot to me but I'm told that it really isnt that much... Not sure when the biopsy results will be back. Lots of family have come in to support both she and my aunt gail who has had to have major surgery twice in the past week. Since momma isnt being left alone, the family is staying with her and we are hoping members of her church family will be able to assist. She is staying very tired from the meds; being a person that has never taken meds that would affect her the way these have it will just take time for her system to become accustomed. We are all still hopeful that this course of treatment will bring good things, just taking things day to day...
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The Past Few Days
I have been an emotional trainwreck. I'm not sure exactly why...but I do know it led to over reactions about things that I am not 100% clear on. I am trying to calm down, but it seems like the emotional tail spin has hold. The two people who would normlly calm me, seem to be me if I snap at you, or whine a lot. I had been doing pretty well. Pleh. I'm trying like hell to not go back to the old ways of feeding the sadness cookies.... working out helps to a certain degree   feeling a tad lost, and very overwhelmed.
In The Eye's Of A Child
                                                                 In The Eye's of A Child            In The Eye's Of A Child,       there is no anger or hate       you're friends with everyone,       and everythings great.          In The Eye's Of A Child,       there is no pain or sorrow,       cause you know everything       will always be better tomorrow.          In The Eye's Of A Child,       there is no win or lose       just calling it a tie       is what you choose.          In The Eye's Of A Child,       there is no trouble or fear       'cause you know a friend        is always near.            In The Eye's Of A Child,         you could see         it's not what could've been,         but what could be.            In The Eye's Of A Child,            there is no war,            a simple handshake or hug            you forget what you were fighting for.            If Only Adults Could See           In The Eyes Of A Child.
Help Locating Dr's
My family is at a point where we have no more options around here or some other states. I need Help locating Dr's who know Mesothleinoma. I am begging anyone who knows this Deadly Rare Cancer to please contact me if you think you can help my sister she is suffering horribly and will do anything for her recovery! I beg every Dr. around Please Please Help us !!!!!!!!!
I think fu should have a daily contest for biggest douche.  The winner would then be exempt from being green or ranking of any kind for the day.  To be nice, they could make it so a given account can only "win" once a week or month or some such. I'm thinking perhaps some of the asses might be proud of winning the biggest douche award... they can even be a special brown color. Talk amongst yourselves...
Stop All The Clocks.
I lost my best friend of 20 years today.  She was an amazing, mother, wife, and friend. She really understood what it meant to be a friend. Never judged, always listened, constant shoulder, sincere, loving, not a malicious bone in her body, to name just a few of her attributes. I have so much in my head right now, but what I want to convey is how I really feel at this moment. I tend to gloss over things. I think I'll stay in the moment right now. I need to for a change. It's healthy.   This is a poem by W.H. Auden. Grim, YES. It's how I feel.   Stop all the clocks, cut off the telephone. Prevent the dog from barking with a juicy bone, Silence the pianos and with muffled drum Bring out the coffin, let the mourners come. Let aeroplanes circle moaning overhead Scribbling in the sky the message He is Dead, Put crêpe bows round the white necks of the public doves, Let the traffic policemen wear black cotton gloves. He was my North, my South, my East and West, My working week and
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This Woman
It happened not too long ago, I fell for another and needed to set a blog for it.. you know who you are and how amazing our conversations and tick for tack has made us best friends,I enjoy knowing that your not afraid of my feelings.You mean so much to me and its been just ove a week?  Not even? I amalways excited when I get you mail. I feel so pretty when you take the time to how me love... your coooking,wish I could talk to you and perhaps even more.yooooour on my mind girlsdontcry
The Dork Knight Rises
This weekend I am going to be in a movie.  They are shooting the final movie in the Batman series in Pittsburgh on Saturday; "The Dark Knight Rises."  There was an open casting call on the web for extras, so I figured what the heck, and I signed up.  Shooting is to be done at Heniz Field, and I'll be part of a crowd scene for a football game.  We are supposed to be cheering on the Gotham Rogues.  The info pack said: BRING SIGNS-NOT REQUIRED-If you want to make signs supporting the Gotham Rogues, please do. Some suggestions from production include: 1. Rough ROGUE Ahead 2. "D" Fence 3. Going ROGUE 4. We GOTHAM where we want them.  I plan on making some signs like "Rogue Rage" and "Rogue Nation."  I even thought of a variation of the the Cheesehead I could do with pirogis, but I dont think I am that crafty.  So yeah, when the movie comes to theaters, you'll have to scan the crowd to see if you recognize anyone.
Short Play Published At Lit Up Magazine
check it out its called Heartbreak Makes THe World Go Round  
A Refresher Course
To All The People Who Have Their Heads Planted Firmly Up Their Own Rectums.The lesson shall begin:Now.. If all those Rectally Absorbed out there could manage to extract their heads momentarily.. Please Read The Text Below.. I Promise your heads will be reinserted in no time at all!!! ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------Con·sid·er·ate - [kuhn-sid-er-it]–adjective(hope I'm not going to fast for you)1.showing kindly awareness or regard for another's feelings, circumstances, etc.: a very considerate critic.2.carefully considered; deliberate.3.marked by consideration or reflection; deliberate; prudent.---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------Don't worry if you haven't quite picked it up.. You can have this lesson Tattooed on your Colon.--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Help!! I'm Trapped - 863
No one hears me calling even though they are nearby even when they see me falling. I'll never be heard screaming in the deep dark night feeling I'm murdered while I'm dreaming. Steel bars don't hold me in two years ago I had a child that there marks my record with sin. Next to me no man is seen therefore I'm not good jeez this life isn't fair and its mean. Someday I hope things improve and somewhere deep inside I hope I don't have to change or move. To know freedom is to know all thats not guessed by some yet there is the freedom to chose to fall. Help!! Please help me Oh God, please hear Help!! I'm trapped don't you see.
U never tried to find the value of my love,U never tried to understand my pain,U never tried to know my feeling,Ur never trying efforts brought me in such a condition that now i have no love for other, now i don't feel pain anywhere else except one, and now i feel nothing.
It takes a strong heart to love. It takes a stronger heart to continue to love after it has been hurt...
Stop The Crap
I know I have friends here, some closer than others. My true friends know I do not like drama at all. When my ex logged into his fubar account earlier, he had several messages. These were telling him he was an idiot for losing me and doing what he did blah blah blah   I am furious about this. He is still my son's father, we drives me nuts,but it is no one's  place to say anything to him. If I found out someone that claims to be a friend is doing this,I will delete and block you. I am getting very close to taking a long break from this place.   if you like me at all, you would not bring me anymore drama thanks
Nothing Left
Accept me for who I am Not what u think I should be.......   I have come to the conclusion that life is not what we think it should be it is what we make it out to be. People are not who you think they are at all. Life goes on even though your dying inside and if you let it, it will consume the very being you once were. To pick yourself up from this may be full of tests and trials but in the end you will come back to who you are and not the person they wanted you to be in the first place. But with all this said.. who was I..... There is nothing left to break nothing left to shatter All i have are pieces all torn and tattered.
Hiccups, Farts And Upgrading...compensation?
This is in response to the members who try and ask for compensation when fubar hiccups, farts or we are simply upgrading doing maintenance. This has been addressed before. This is part of the life and times of a living, breathing monster like fubar. If you expect to be compensated because the site hiccups, you need a reality check. This is not the way we operate. We give out bonus points and provide multiple opportunities to give you FREE advantages on the site. If you expect to monopolize off us when we are doing standard maintanance or becasue of a simple hardware issue that last a few minutes, i would suggest no purchasing whatever it is you are trying to get back. This is not what this site is about. Thank you to everyone who supports and realizes that shit happens! Please send your greivences to the complaint box.  Scrapper
Life Makes Me Stay Awake
“Janey, you awake?” my husband asked me at 5am. “No am fast asleep fuck off” I answered, truth was I was wide awake, I was wriggling about and doing pretzel shapes and trying to switch my brain off. One minute I was drifting off into a submerged world of shifting memories, me and my dog Major galloping at speed across Greenfield park, then my mammy standing beside the sink dabbing my face with a cloth then I was suddenly awake I was falling through layers of my life and getting a snapshot of the visions. I miss my dog and my mammy.   Am rather discombobulated lately, those of you who know me will be expecting me to be prepared for the Edinburgh fringe, and those of you who have been paying attention will know this year, am not doing a one woman show. Every year since 2002 I have done a one woman show and on some years as much three different shows a day for the whole run. I just decided this year not to do it. But good news is, I will be going thr
Torture Or Pleasure?
she lie on the hard wooden table blindfolded and chackled. stretched out over the table with her bare body on full display. she tried to call out, but the duct tape over her mouth made that impossible. she fought against the shackles, but found that she had only minimum movement. who had done this to her? where was she? she heard a loud creek. the door opening and slamming close. followed by the heavy footsteps of her captor. she heard his breathing. heavy. lusty. wanting. a slight touch was fealt upon her inner thigh; a feather trailing up her skin and tracing her slit with an almost surgical concentratinon before tickling her clit. her nipples grew hard as bullets. body betraying her. her moistness becoming blatantly visable to her captor. she fought against the shackles more, but got nowhere. a sound. a loud buzzing. the vibration rubbed along her opening, spinning and prodding to cover itself in her wetness. it felt so good, but in the back of her mind she knew it was wrong. NO!
Fake Lacey Brooks Revisited...
This is a re-post of a fake busted on 5/13/2011. Since some fucking idiot just pimped it out, I figured it would need a revisit. Ready for some good old fashioned fun? Ok. Here we go... User: Profile pics with no salute & looking for credits. Shock shocker: Real person who's pictures they are using and pretending to be: Lacey Brooks. They can be located on : Never ends huh? I wonder how many people paid for this when they can see it for free? LoL. WAKE UP PEOPLE.
How do I say "I love you" when it's something hard to say. When you are with me, I never feel alone. When I look into your eyes, I can't dream of being with anyone else. When you hold me, I feel protected. When I'm in your arms, I never want to leave. When you kiss me, I'm breathless. When you are around, nother else matters. It's speaking a different language. But to me it's saying "Je vous aime."
The Most Beautiful Song Ive Ever Heard.
Is this NOT the most beautiful song you have ever heard???  
Behind Your Eyes.
What is behind your eyes? I see something Yet I do not know what to say Is it pain, sorrow, hate, lust, anger? So many things can be hidden You never say a word I am not afraid Of what you might be hiding Unsure of who to trust What I am going to say is true! I just want to get to know you I want nothing but your friendship I will not lie or talk behind your back I am that way I am here if you would like to talk Just say “hi”
Taking Advantage
She was laying in bed, gently thrashing in the sheer white silk sheets. Her long wavy dirty blonde hair was pasted to her face with sweat. Her crimson painted lips were slightly parted as she breathed sharply, taking in the stale warm air of the room. A droplet of sweat trailed down her slender neck and traveled down her slightly tanned skin down into her very ample buxom. The top three buttons of her white shirt was open and exposing her sheer black lace bra. Her long , slender legs were twisting under the sheets; the legs that seemed to go on forever until they fused into a perfect heart shaped ass. The light of the setting sun peaked in through the broken blinds and seemed to give her skin an almost angelic golden glow. I watched her from the corner. Her body seemed to scream sexuality to my thirsty lust. She opened her large almond shaped eyes. They were as green and shiny as emeralds. She noticed me immediately and covered herself with the sheets. A look of uncertain
Home Stretch
It's monday the 1st and it's the home stretch til I get to go back to Boston! No more humidity in uniform, no more cranky people, no more no ac, no more half meals, no mor humvees or minivans. The only things I actually somewhat enjoyed out here were sitting outside after work (when the bugs weren't bad) and getting to talk to a certain someone more. I went a month without tv, crazy huh? Yeah not really I guess considering I don't watch much anyway. I already have my weekend planned for arriving at home. We land around 11pm saturday night so after a few of us will enjoy a nice cold one. The next day if I get back into boston early enough, I'll head to mul's for breakfast, mmmm. If not then it'll be brunch at lucky's. Two of my favorite places that I missed most. Anyone in the area is more than welcome to join me. Pool or beach all day sunday then all week off to straighten out school stuff, relax, and prepare for my trip to fort hood. I acquired a private to go with me. But
to sit and comtimplate life is to waste time. life is what WE make of it. we can only deside for ourselves what our life is going to be like. i prefer not to sit on my ass all day and do nothing. i like to be outside walking getting involed with other people. i would rather do my house work then to gain weight doing nothing. hell i would rather go swimming or to the bar. i want to be on top of the world looking down then to be the one i am looking down on. i hate stupid ppl who think they are all that just cause the get everything handed to them. cause i could tell you not every person gets life handed to them on a siver platter. for one that is the worst kind of lazy there is. two what would happen if you no longer have that privlage. for some of you that may read this you may think yea right that will never happen to me i pitty you. and even if it never dose happen think about if you had children they will act just like you spoiled rotten and not a thing to say for it. ppl work there
I Carry Your Heart With Me ( My Favorite)
i carry your heart with me                                      by e. e. cummingsi carry your heart with me (i carry it inmy heart) i am never without it (anywherei go you go, my dear; and whatever is doneby only me is your doing, my darling)                                    i fearno fate (for you are my fate, my sweet) i wantno world (for beautiful you are my world, my true)and it's you are whatever a moon has always meantand whatever a sun will always sing is youhere is the deepest secret nobody knows(here is the root of the root and the bud of the budand the sky of the sky of a tree called life; which growshigher than soul can hope or mind can hide)and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars aparti carry your heart (i carry it in my heart)
I Desires
We enjoy the soft warm spring eveningsA lovers moon smiling gently upon usLaying back slowly on the cool grassWatching the stars twinkling aboveStretching out your arm behind meAllowing me to lay back, rest my head on itTurning your head to murmur in my earSpeaking the words from within your heartSlowly pulling me closer to you, against youYour hand caressing me, softly, lovinglyFeeling your warmth burning within youOur lips urgently touching, kissing ardentlyTongues touching, dancing, writhingMuted sighs escaping on the night airFeeling your emotions flowing into meWashing over me, filling me, overwhelming meKnowingly I can feel your passion risingFurther strengthening my desire for youAs your lips cover mine with your kissesKissing my breasts, caressing them, nibblingSucking softly, greedily on my nipplesYour teeth squeezing them, devouring themWanting to explore and taste them, enjoy themYour hands massaging, manipulating my budsFeeling your hands pulling on meOur sighs betraying ou
Our Future Together
Was there ever a time that I did not know theeThere must have been for we met on that beautiful dayAt times it feels so long ago in the dim and distant past For I feel that we have known each other all our livesLove has blossomed within my breast and I am happyYour response lifts me up, soaring into the heavensFor in truth I dared not believe this could happenYet through the years I hoped and yearned for itMy eyes have seen your glorious form before meAs my heart enjoys the brilliance of your soulMy soul is spellbound by the love within your heartI am addicted to the radiance of your emotionsNow I spend countless hours thinking only of youReliving all those joyous moments of our pastImagining our future together in perfect happinessThere is no limit to what we can achieve if we wishWe need only to have the will and courage to live itNo matter what we do I know we will be happyProviding we do everything together and with loveThe future will be ours for we hold it in our handsWe must go
LONELINESS  I used to feel lonely sometimes.  I felt like people didn’t really “get me.”  And I blamed them for not getting me.  Then I came to realize that my pride kept me from really letting people know me. I was very concerned about how people perceived me, that they think I was smart, good, right, and all sorts of other “valuable” things.  As a result I wore masks and facades.  Putting forth only those sides of me that I thought people would approve of. So of course people didn’t really know me.  How could they when I wore so many masks?  So of course I was right that people didn’t get me, because I wouldn’t let them. And this loss of connection from people caused me to feel lonely a lot of the time. When I began to give up my prideful ways, and seek a truly authentic way of living my life, letting people really know everything about me, to the extent they wanted to know, I began to feel connected with people, and I began to fee
RESISTANCE I have learned that whatever I resist, persists. Whatever I try to run away from is always there.  Because I am looking at it as I run away, so it is always on my mind. This may sound weird, but if I really want to stop thinking about something, I need to stop trying to stop thinking about that thing. Instead, fill my mind with something else. Because if I try to stop thinking about something, where is my focus??? It's on that thing!!! So instead, I focus on what I DO want, not what I DON'T want. This is true for everything in life. It NEVER works to run away from something I DON'T want. It only works to run TOWARD what I DO want.
New Blog Series!
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For Those Who Need It...
I don't know why I haven't post this before.  Maybe it may hurt the image that I try to convey on here.  But here it is....   I have dealings with this non-profit organization called  It is a chatroom that serves as a group therapy session for those who are survivors and those that are still going through abuse (sexual, physical, psychological, etc.)  It is anonymous.  So if you have been/being abused or know someone that is, YesICAN is a place they can go to talk.   Pass the word around.  YesICAN
Where The Stones Met. (part 3)
Curious things happen to a mind left in the dark. Minutes tend to nibble at the brain like hours. All discomforts such as hunger, thirst, or the ringing of your ears becomes amplified. Like a snare upgraded to a bass drum. The traveller was aware of this, having spent a lifetime in empty tension. Crawling on his stomach behind enemy lines covered in scrapes bruises and near-hits. Poised with a dagger over his heart, pretending to sleep as imaginary footsteps crept by tent flaps. Awareness made the thrum in his brain any less irritating. Had to come down into the pit of infinite sorrows did we? Had to poke at arcana without a safety line? He finally gave in and burnt another bunch of rags bare stone floor and eternal black on every side, on a lark he took a coin from his wallet and flicked it like a skipping-stone over the floor and listened to it clatter in the giant hall. Cling clang cling cling     cling     cling And one, slow, dry, deliberate scrape. A hollow t
My Birthday
So I had a great birthday i planned a party at a bar limo and everything , Realized that im not into the bar scene as i used to be when i turned 18 guess i grew up alot since now im 22 . I think next year im just gonna plan a little something at a pub or lounge something where we can all talk not music blaring so loud where u cant even hear ur self think lol. o well  still had a good time . My boyfriend promised to dance with me but never happend hes not really a type to grind up with me . hes the guy that likes to slow dance lol Cant complain slow dancing is romantic .:) but whatever i love my sweetheart alot :) he gave me this sweet card for my bday i just about cryed lol so sweet . Anyways thats it for now !! :)
Marine Lance Cpl. Joseph B. Maglione
Died April 1, 2003 serving during Operation Iraqi Freedom 22, of Lansdale, Pa.; assigned to Bridge Company B, 6th Engineer Support Battalion, 4th Force Service Support Group, based in Folsom, Pa.; killed by a non-combat weapon discharge at Camp Coyote, Kuwait.
Walmart Price Matches And Coupon Deals 7/31-8/6
please remember prices vary by state and city, but these should come pretty close, i hope this helps ya marine. and if anyone else wants this type of layout let me know. i made this one for marine thinking of things he normally uses and knowing which coupons and stores he has available to him. but anyone is welcome to the ideas. gillete pro-glide razor price match cvs use 4 dollar coupon from this sundays paper total - 99 cents   2 ragu pasta sauce price match walgreens 2 for 3 bucks use 1 off 2 coupon in sunday paper total 2 for 2 dollars   kelloggs cereal 18.2 oz or pop tarts 12 ct package price match walgreens get 4 for 5 dollars or $1.25 each box   dawn dish soap 9.5-10.3 oz (small bottle) price match cvs use 50 cent coupon from this weeks sunday paper total 49 cents   bic soliel shimmer razor (ladies) price match cvs use 2 dollar coupon from this weeks sunday paper total 99 cents   mountain dew 12 pk price match fiesta total $2.50 each   2 bar s jumbo
Army Sgt. Jacob L. Butler
Died April 1, 2003 serving during Operation Iraqi Freedom 24, of Wellsville, Kan.; assigned to Headquarters Company, 1st Battalion, 41st Infantry Regiment, Fort Riley, Kan.; killed in action by a rocket-propelled grenade in Assamawah, Iraq.
Army Master Sgt. George A. Fernandez
Died April 2, 2003 serving during Operation Iraqi Freedom 36, of El Paso, Texas; assigned to the Headquarters, U.S. Army Special Operations Command, Fort Bragg, N.C.; killed in action in northern Iraq.
Marine Pfc. Christian D. Gurtner
Died April 2, 2003 serving during Operation Iraqi Freedom 19, of Ohio City, Ohio; assigned to the 3rd Light Armored Reconnaissance Battalion, 1st Marine Division, Marine Corps Air-Ground Combat Center, Twentynine Palms, Calif.; killed by an accidental weapons discharge in southern Iraq.
Marine Lance Cpl. Brian E. Anderson
Died April 2, 2003 serving during Operation Iraqi Freedom 26, of Durham, N.C.; assigned to the 2nd Light Armored Reconnaissance Battalion, 2nd Marine Division, Camp Lejeune, N.C.; killed in a non-hostile vehicle accident west of Nasiriyah, Iraq.
Army Chief Warrant Scott Jamar
Died April 2, 2003 serving during Operation Iraqi Freedom 32, of Granbury, Texas; assigned to 2nd Battalion, 3rd Aviation Regiment, Hunter Army Airfield, Ga.; killed in a UH-60 Black Hawk helicopter crash in central Iraq.
Navy Lt. Nathan D. White
Died April 2, 2003 serving during Operation Iraqi Freedom 30, of Mesa, Ariz.; assigned to Strike Fighter Squadron 195, based in Atsugi, Japan, and deployed with Carrier Air Wing 5 aboard the carrier Kitty Hawk.; killed when his F/A-18C Hornet was lost over Iraq. The incident remains under investigation.
Army Sgt. Michael F. Pedersen
Died April 2, 2003 serving during Operation Iraqi Freedom 26, of Flint, Mich.; assigned to 2nd Battalion, 3rd Aviation Regiment, Hunter Army Airfield, Ga.; killed in a UH-60 Black Hawk helicopter crash in central Iraq.
Army Spc. Mathew G. Boule
Died April 2, 2003 serving during Operation Iraqi Freedom 22, of Dracut, Mass.; assigned to 2nd Battalion, 3rd Aviation Regiment, Hunter Army Airfield, Ga.; killed in a UH-60 Black Hawk helicopter crash in central Iraq.
Army Capt. James F. Adamouski
Died April 2, 2003 serving during Operation Iraqi Freedom 29, of Springfield, Va.; assigned to 2nd Battalion, 3rd Aviation Regiment, Hunter Army Airfield, Ga.; killed in a UH-60 Black Hawk helicopter crash in central Iraq.
Army Chief Warrant Officer Eric A. Smith
Died April 2, 2003 serving during Operation Iraqi Freedom 41, of Rochester, N.Y.; assigned to 2nd Battalion, 3rd Aviation Regiment, Hunter Army Airfield, Ga.; killed in a UH-60 Black Hawk helicopter crash in central Iraq.
Army Chief Warrant Officer 4 Erik A. Halvorsen
Died April 2, 2003 serving during Operation Iraqi Freedom 40, of Bennington, Vt.; assigned to 2nd Battalion, 3rd Aviation Regiment, Hunter Army Airfield, Ga.; killed in a UH-60 Black Hawk helicopter crash in central Iraq.
Army Sgt. Todd J. Robbins
Died April 3, 2003 serving during Operation Iraqi Freedom 33, of Pentwater, Mich.; assigned to the C Battery, 3rd Battalion, 13th Field Artillery Regiment (Multiple Launch Rocket System), Fort Sill, Okla.; killed in action in Iraq.
Army Sgt. 1st Class Randall S. Rehn
Died April 3, 2003 serving during Operation Iraqi Freedom 36, of Longmont, Colo.; assigned to the C Battery, 3rd Battalion, 13th Field Artillery Regiment (Multiple Launch Rocket System), Fort Sill, Okla.; killed in action in Iraq.
Army Spc. Donald S. Oaks Jr.
Died April 3, 2003 serving during Operation Iraqi Freedom 20, of Erie, Pa.; assigned to the C Battery, 3rd Battalion, 13th Field Artillery Regiment (Multiple Launch Rocket System), Fort Sill, Okla.; killed in action in Iraq.
Army Staff Sgt. Wilbert Davis
Died April 3, 2003 serving during Operation Iraqi Freedom 40, of Tampa, Fla.; assigned to 3rd Battalion, 69th Armor, 3rd Infantry Division, Fort Stewart, Ga.; killed in a vehicle accident in central Iraq.
Army Capt. Russell B. Rippetoe
Died April 3, 2003 serving during Operation Iraqi Freedom 27, of Arvada, Colo; assigned to A Company, 3rd Battalion, 75th Ranger Regiment, Fort Benning, Ga.; died from severe injuries in Iraq.
Army Spc. Ryan P. Long
Died April 3, 2003 serving during Operation Iraqi Freedom 21, of Seaford, Del.; assigned to A Company, 3rd Battalion, 75th Ranger Regiment, Fort Benning, Ga.; died from severe injuries sustained in car-bomb suicide attack in Iraq.
Army Staff Sgt. Nino D. Livaudais
Died April 3, 2003 serving during Operation Iraqi Freedom 23, of Ogden, Utah; assigned to 3rd Battalion, 75th Ranger Regiment, Fort Benning, Ga.; died from severe injuries sustained in car-bomb suicide attack in Iraq.
Marine Cpl. Mark A. Evnin
Died April 3, 2003 serving during Operation Iraqi Freedom 21, of Burlington, Vt.; assigned to the 3rd Battalion, 4th Marine Regiment, 1st Marine Division, Twentynine Palms, Calif.; killed in action during a firefight in central Iraq.
Marine Cpl. Erik H. Silva
Died April 3, 2003 serving during Operation Iraqi Freedom 22, of Chula Vista, Calif.; assigned to 3rd Battalion, 5th Marines, 1st Marine Division, Camp Pendleton, Calif.; killed in action in Iraq.
Army Capt. Edward J. Korn
Died April 3, 2003 serving during Operation Iraqi Freedom 31, of Savannah, Ga.; assigned to 64th Armor, 3rd Infantry Division, Fort Stewart, Ga.; killed as he investigated a wrecked Iraqi T-72 tank destroyed by his unit in central Iraq.
Marine Pfc. Chad E. Bales
Died April 3, 2003 serving during Operation Iraqi Freedom 20, of Coahoma, Texas; assigned to the 1st Transportation Support Battalion, 1st Force Service Support Group, Camp Pendleton, Calif.; killed in a non-hostile vehicle accident east of Ash Shahin, Iraq.
Marine Sgt. Duane R. Rios
Died April 4, 2003 serving during Operation Iraqi Freedom 25, of Griffith, Ind.; assigned to 1st Combat Engineer Battalion, 1st Marine Division, Camp Pendleton, Calif.; killed during a firefight in central Iraq.
Army Pfc. Wilfred D. Bellard
Died April 4, 2003 serving during Operation Iraqi Freedom 20, of Lake Charles, La.; assigned to 41st Field Artillery Regiment, Fort Stewart, Ga.; killed in a vehicle accident in Iraq.
Marine Capt. Travis A. Ford
Died April 4, 2003 serving during Operation Iraqi Freedom 30, of Ogallala, Neb.; assigned to Marine Light Attack Helicopter Squadron 267, Marine Aircraft Group 39, 3rd Marine Aircraft Wing, Camp Pendleton, Calif.; killed in action when his AH-1W Super Cobra helicopter crashed during combat operations near Ali Aziziyal, Iraq.
Army Capt. Tristan N. Aitken
Died April 4, 2003 serving during Operation Iraqi Freedom 31, of State College, Pa.; assigned to 1st Battalion, 41st Field Artillery, 3rd Infantry Division, Fort Stewart, Ga. killed in action in Iraq.
Army Sgt. 1st Class Paul R. Smith
Died April 4, 2003 serving during Operation Iraqi Freedom 33, of Tampa, Fla.; assigned to 11th Engineer Battalion, Fort Stewart, Ga.; killed leading a counterattack against the enemy at Baghdad Airport in Iraq.
Army Pvt. 2 Devon D. Jones
Died April 4, 2003 serving during Operation Iraqi Freedom 19, of San Diego; assigned to 41st Field Artillery Regiment, Fort Stewart, Ga.; killed in a vehicle accident in Iraq.
Army Spc. Daniel J. Cunningham
Died April 4, 2003 serving during Operation Iraqi Freedom 33, of Lewiston, Maine; assigned to 41st Field Artillery Regiment, Fort Stewart, Ga.; killed in a vehicle accident in Iraq.
Marine Capt. Benjamin W. Sammis
Died April 4, 2003 serving during Operation Iraqi Freedom 29, of Rehobeth, Mass.; assigned to the Marine Light Attack Helicopter Squadron 267, Marine Aircraft Group 39, 3rd Marine Aircraft Wing, Camp Pendleton; Calif.; killed in action when his helicopter crashed near Ali Aziziyal, Iraq.
Marine 1st Lt. Brian M. Mcphillips
Died April 4, 2003 serving during Operation Iraqi Freedom 25, of Pembroke, Mass.; assigned to 2nd Tank Battalion, 2nd Marine Division, Camp Lejeune, N.C.; killed during a firefight in central Iraq.
Marine Cpl. Bernard G. Gooden
Died April 4, 2003 serving during Operation Iraqi Freedom 22, of Mt. Vernon, N.Y.; assigned to 2nd Tank Battalion, 2nd Marine Division, Camp Lejeune, N.C.; killed during a firefight in central Iraq.
Marine 1st Sgt. Edward Smith
Died April 5, 2003 serving during Operation Iraqi Freedom 38, of Chicago; assigned to 2nd Battalion, 5th Marine Regiment, 1st Marine Division, based at Camp Pendleton, Calif.; died in Doha, Kuwait, of wounds received in action in central Iraq.
Army Staff Sgt. Stevon A. Booker
Died April 5, 2003 serving during Operation Iraqi Freedom 34, of Apollo, Pa.; assigned to A Company, 1st Battalion, 64th Armor Regiment, Fort Stewart, Ga.; killed in action during a raid into Baghdad, Iraq.
Army Spc. Larry K. Brown
Died April 5, 2003 serving during Operation Iraqi Freedom 22, of Jackson, Miss.; assigned to C Company, 1st Battalion, 41st Infantry Regiment, Fort Riley, Kan.; killed in action in Iraq.
Army Pvt. 2 Kelley S. Prewitt
Died April 6, 2003 serving during Operation Iraqi Freedom 24, of Birmingham, Ala.; assigned to Headquarters and Headquarters Company, 2nd Battalion, 69th Armor Regiment, Fort Benning, Ga.; killed in action in Iraq.
Army Pfc. Gregory P. Huxley Jr.
Died April 6, 2003 serving during Operation Iraqi Freedom 19, of Forestport, N.Y.,; assigned to B Company, 3rd Battalion, 17th Engineer Battalion, Fort Benning, Ga.; killed in action in Iraq.
Army Staff Sgt. Lincoln D. Hollinsaid
Died April 7, 2003 serving during Operation Iraqi Freedom 27, of Malden, Ill.; assigned to B Company, 11th Engineer Battalion, Fort Stewart, Ga.; killed in action in Iraq.
Marine Cpl. Jesus Antonio Medellin
Died April 7, 2003 serving during Operation Iraqi Freedom 21, of Fort Worth, Texas; assigned to 3rd Assault Amphibian Battalion, 1st Marine Division, Camp Pendleton, Calif.; killed in action in central Iraq.
Army 1st Lt. Jeffrey J. Kaylor
Died April 7, 2003 serving during Operation Iraqi Freedom 24, of Clifton, Va.; assigned to C Battery, 39th Field Artillery Battalion, Fort Stewart, Ga.; killed in action in Iraq.
Army Pfc. Anthony S. Miller
Died April 7, 2003 serving during Operation Iraqi Freedom 19, of San Antonio; assigned to Headquarters and Headquarters Company, 3rd Infantry Division, 2nd Brigade, Fort Stewart, Ga.; killed in action in Iraq.
Marine Lance Cpl. Andrew Julian Aviles
Died April 7, 2003 serving during Operation Iraqi Freedom 18, of Palm Beach, Fla.; assigned to 4th Assault Amphibian Battalion, 4th Marine Division, Tampa, Fla.; killed in action in central Iraq.
Air Force Maj. William R. Watkins Iii
Died April 7, 2003 serving during Operation Iraqi Freedom 37, of Danville, Va.; assigned to the 333rd Fighter Squadron based at Seymour Johnson Air Force Base, N.C.; killed in action when the F-15E he was in went down during a combat mission in Iraq. The incident remains under investigation.
Army Spc. George A. Mitchell
Died April 7, 2003 serving during Operation Iraqi Freedom 35, of Rawlings, Md.; assigned to Headquarters and Headquarters Company, 3rd Infantry Division, 2nd Brigade Combat Team, Fort Stewart, Ga.; died of wounds received April 7 in an enemy rocket attack south of Baghdad.
Air Force Capt. Eric B. Das
Died April 7, 2003 serving during Operation Iraqi Freedom 30, of Amarillo, Texas; assigned to the 333rd Fighter Squadron based at Seymour Johnson Air Force Base, N.C.; killed when the F-15E he was piloting went down during a combat mission in Iraq. The incident remains under investigation.
Army Staff Sgt. Robert A. Stever
Died April 8, 2003 serving during Operation Iraqi Freedom 36, of Pendleton, Ore.; assigned to Headquarters and Headquarters Company, 3rd Battalion, 15th Infantry Regiment, 3rd Infantry Division, Ft. Stewart, Ga.; killed in action in Iraq.
Army Pfc. Jason M. Meyer
Died April 8, 2003 serving during Operation Iraqi Freedom 23, of Swartz Creek, Mich.; assigned to B Company, 11th Engineer Battalion, Fort Stewart, Ga.; killed in action in Iraq.
Army Sgt. 1st Class John W. Marshall
Died April 8, 2003 serving during Operation Iraqi Freedom 50, of Los Angeles; assigned to 3rd Battalion, 15th Infantry Regiment, 3rd Infantry Division, Ft. Stewart, Ga.; killed when he was struck by a rocket-propelled grenade during an ambush in Baghdad.
Marine Pfc. Juan Guadalupe Garza Jr.
Died April 8, 2003 serving during Operation Iraqi Freedom 20, of Temperance, Mich.; assigned to 1st Battalion, 4th Marine Regiment, 1st Marine Division, Camp Pendleton, Calif.; killed in action in central Iraq.
Army Cpl. Henry L. Brown
Died April 8, 2003 serving during Operation Iraqi Freedom 22, of Natchez, Miss.; assigned to Headquarters and Headquarters Company, 1st Battalion, 64th Field Artillery Regiment, Fort Stewart, Ga.; died April 8 of wounds received in action that same day south of Baghdad.
Air Force Staff Sgt. Scott D. Sather
Died April 8, 2003 serving during Operation Iraqi Freedom 29, of Clio, Mich.; assigned to 24th Special Tactics Squadron, Pope Air Force Base, N.C.; killed in action on April 8, 2003, in Iraq.
Army Staff Sgt. Terry W. Hemingway
Died April 10, 2003 serving during Operation Iraqi Freedom 39, of Willingboro, N.J.; assigned to C Company, 1st Battalion, 15th Infantry Regiment, Ft. Benning, Ga.; killed when a car exploded next to his Bradley Fighting Vehicle while traveling down a street in Iraq.
Marine Gunnery Sgt. Jeffrey E. Bohr Jr.
Died April 10, 2003 serving during Operation Iraqi Freedom 39, of Ossian, Iowa; assigned to 1st Battalion, 5th Marine Regiment, Camp Pendleton, Calif.; killed April 10 in northern Baghdad while engaging enemy forces.
Marine Staff Sgt. Riayan A. Tejeda
Died April 11, 2003 serving during Operation Iraqi Freedom 26, of New York, N.Y.; assigned to the 3rd Battalion, 5th Marine Regiment, Camp Pendleton, Calif.; killed April 11 during combat operations against enemy forces in northeast Baghdad.
Marine Cpl. Jesus A. Gonzalez
Died April 12, 2003 serving during Operation Iraqi Freedom 22, of Indio, Calif.; assigned to 1st Tank Battalion, 1st Marine Division, Twentynine Palms, Calif.; killed April 12 while manning a checkpoint in Baghdad.
Marine Lance Cpl. David Edward Owens Jr.
Died April 12, 2003 serving during Operation Iraqi Freedom 20, of Winchester, Va.; assigned to the 3rd Battalion, 5th Marine Regiment, 1st Marine Division, Camp Pendleton, Calif.; killed after receiving wounds in action in central Iraq.
Army Spc. Gil Mercado
Died April 13, 2003 serving during Operation Iraqi Freedom 25, of Paterson, N.J.; assigned to 3rd Battalion, 187th Infantry Regiment, based at Fort Campbell, Ky.; killed April 13 by a non-combat weapon discharge in Iraq. His death is under investigation.
Army Spc. Thomas A. Foley Iii
Died April 14, 2003 serving during Operation Iraqi Freedom 23, of Dresden, Tenn.; assigned to 2nd Battalion, 44th Air Defense Artillery Regiment, Fort Campbell, Ky.; killed when a grenade exploded inside his Humvee in Iraq.
Army Spc. Richard A. Goward
Died April 14, 2003 serving during Operation Iraqi Freedom 32, of Midland, Mich.; assigned to 1460th Transportation Company, Midland, Mich.; killed when his truck entered a dust cloud and rear-ended the truck in front of him in Iraq.
Marine Cpl. Jason David Mileo
Died April 14, 2003 serving during Operation Iraqi Freedom 20 of Centreville, Md.; assigned to the 3rd Battalion, 4th Marine Regiment, 1st Marine Division based in Twentynine Palms, Calif.; shot and killed after being mistaken for an enemy soldier in the vicinity of Baghdad. The incident is under investigation.
Army Pfc. Joseph P. Mayek
Died April 14, 2003 serving during Operation Iraqi Freedom 20, of Rock Springs, Wyo.; assigned to C Company, 2nd Battalion, 6th Infantry Regiment, Smith Barracks, Germany; killed after being struck by a round that was discharged from Bradley Fighting Vehicle in Iraq.
We aim above the mark to hit the mark.  -  Ralph Waldo Emerson
ambsace \EYMZ-eys\noun;    1.  The smallest amount or distance.    2.  The lowest throw at dice, the double ace (two ones.)    3.  Bad luck; misfortune.
This You Should Read
DADDY'S POEM Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats. One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name, every child turned to stare. Each of them was searching, a man who wasn't there. 'Where's her daddy at?' She he
I have been doing even more cleaning than usual. I almost have this room done and have space to make this a livable place for the hermit that I am becoming. Ever get to that point where you care less and less as the days go by? I'm frustrated, annoyed, irked, and I need attention even though like a cantankerous old cat I am hiding more and more. I just deleted a shit ton of people from my cell phone contacts. Shayne acted like an ass and I'm not talking to him. He can find me if he wants to talk and I just sort of feel that way about a lot of people and things in my life right now.I'm being random so I shall end with the best comment I made on Facebook this week. I fail @ gay social networking. Nothing newI was told that someone liked the phrasing and not the fail and I feel it applies.Still meditating and yeah I said I was closing this blog but I decided not to do so yet. Anyways, what the hell are peoples upto and have I missed anything worthwhile on here? I plan to be here less and
My List Of Do's And Dont's In The Bdsm World
This checklist should be filled out by a sub and provided to their Dom/Top before playing with them. This will provide a quick "head-start" to identifying limits, negotiating and finding common ground for play. Dominants may wish to work through the checklist, to get a better handle on their specific interests. Switches should go through the checklist twice; one person's Dom and sub interests may be very different.For each item, you need to provide two answers:For experience, write YES or NO next to each item to indicate if you have ever DONE that activity. Mark N/A if it does not apply to your gender.For willingness, indicate for each item how you feel about DOING that activity by rating it on a scale of NO or 0 to 5."?" means you don't understand what the item is attempting to describe.NO means you will NOT do that item under any circumstances (a hard limit).0 (zero) indicates you have utterly no desire to do that activity and don't like doing it (in fact, may loath it) and would ord
Making A Good Plan Before A Cheap Beach Wedding On
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I'm cleaning my room and found an  old CD that I made in 2007. I had my friends from here tell me songs, I downloaded them and burnt them.  One was "Puff the Magic Dragon". I don't remember who told me to get it, but I did!! lol.   Anyway, is there a place I can download songs now? Limewire is gone :(   If there is, I'd love to do this again. Anyone have ideas?   *****UPDATE***** Tell me a song you think I should download to make a CD of. I need enough to make a CD. =]
I am truly tired of being the gullilble fool I am I believe the lies that others tell me, why you ask...because I only ever want to see the good in people. I think I will change who I am, and start thinking everyone is lying until they prove otherwise. Pissed the hell off.
Another Child Abuse Treagedy
Today I read about a 10 yr old girl named Ame Deal. She was found dead in a plastic strage bin and had died from being torturd by eating dog poop and hot sauce. What has the world come too when family members will do this to a child and think its alright. Oh thats right with Casey Anthony walking away from murdering her own child so I guess others think they will too. This is why I do what I do with the Guardiansof the Children and to help children when we are called upon. I ask all that read this give a moment of silence for all those children who have died cause they were abused. If you can please stand up and say enough is enough and write to your Senator or councilamn or woman and say this has to stop. It sickens me when I read stories like these and I look at my own daughter and think how could anyone hurt a child especially there own. My daughter is in Los Angeles and I will be glad when she is home. I look at my grandson who is 10 months old and so innocent. I look and I wonder
Demon Tab..... Rip
Thank you ThunderWoman for doing all that you did to find out what happened to Tab. *hugs*   Here is Toms obit/guestbook. He passed away in Tampa, Florida but was from Delaware where he now rests forever.   Here is the funeral home's obit and guestbook too.   You made days a lot funner for a lot of people because you gave it your all, without asking for anything in return. You are the only man on Fubar that was a gentleman to me since day one of us ever chatting a long time ago. For that, you are respected my dear, deeply and always. I am sad you are gone. It hasn't been the same without you nor will it ever be but at least now we know thanks to your friend in NC who called the sheriff in our county and state to do a well check on you just from a phone number! Lots of love goes to her for doing this! Wished things
Uc Pt. 2
So, its been a few days and after many changes of mind, discussion and debate the news is not good. My mothers biopsy was postponed until friday, the drs decided that her tumor has grown and spread too deep in her brain for removal. Still hoping that the tumor is non malignant, but that at this point is just something else to absorb if true... Since the tumor cannot be removed, my mommas life will be taking a drastic change; no driving, nothing over a 15 min ride at a time; no housework, no anything basically.She will need a companion and care all the time, not something that any of us are used to her having to deal with but is a reality now. There are a couple of procedures that possibly could be used, time will tell.
Finding The Right Person In This Crazy World
I have been thinking a lot about how hard it is finding the right person. It's really tough these days to find the right kind of person. Some people like to party too much and jump from one relationship to another. Some people go through life thinking it's all about partying 
Lets Discuss Common Sense Guys
Ok, I don't pretend to be an overly intelligent individual but I do kinda take pride in the level of Common Sense that I believe I posses.  Now let's define common sense, the ability to make a rational decision/judgement based on current knowledge of the situation and past experiences.  Now, that being said, why on earth guys do you expect every woman on here to want to Fuck you.  I mean you can't walk in to a bar, and go up to the first attractive (or unattractive for that matter) woman you see and say "let's fuck!".  Your gonna get your ass kicked.  So why on earth would you expect every woman on FUBAR to wanna fuck you or cam with you or look at your tiny excuss for a penis.  I will never understand this mentality.  The only thing I can think of is looking at it from a phsycological standpoint and that these guys watch WAAAY to much porn.  In porn, girls all over, in the street, bars, clubs, neighbors, there all ready to fuck.  Well guys, guess what, THAT'S PORN, THEY ARE BEING PAID
Journal Of Ossianphi
Night falls over the mountain side, no noise to be heard except the wind through the trees. Under the cover of half moon light two men walk with purpose around the base of the mountains. Searching every gap between the rocks and holes under trees. "Keep searching boy, we are close, we are so close I can feel it." "Master what are we actually looking for?"  "We are looking for conformation." "Conformation? Comformation of what?" "The other..."   As the two men passionate search base of the mountain, a commotion has broke out amoung the village on the other side of the mountain.  Hateful cheering and jeering, Cries of fears and panic rip through the village.  Men runing with swords and pictch forks, women seeking safety among the deepest corners of their homes. "Not this time! Don't let him out of your sight men!"shouts what appears to be the village leader.  "Box it in and close! Ready the cross bows!" "Sir I lost him among the barn!" "Its not a him its a spawn from the pits of h
Pray For This Family And Cause
Show Your Hearts will facilitate the efforts of all people who want to come to these children's aid and support them in this time of need. Donations will be made directly to the Joshua and Robin Berry Children's Trust. On July 3rd while returning from an annual family road trip in Colorado back to their home in Houston, Texas the Berry Family found themselves to be victims of a horrific and tragic fatal car accident. Their Minivan carrying parents Joshua and Robin Berry and their children Peter age 9, Aaron age 8, and Willa age 6 was hit head on by another vehicle who had crossed into their lane of traffic. The parents Joshua and Robin Berry were tragically killed leaving their 3 children behind. While the children did survive the crash, both boys sustained serious spinal cord injuries and they are both paralyzed below the waist. The children are currently being treated for their many injuries in a Houston, Texas area hospital. There is a significant urgent need to raise funds to a
Info On Our Loss
I  only want to leave a couple of links here for yall. This is for Tom's friends. I lost my best friend on fu. And I so suck at making blogs, so please forgive me. I have 2 links yall can go see yourself and leave your condolences to Tom's family. I know he would like that.  this is the best link:    here is one more link:   Again , forgive me cuz I am so tired and so heartbroken about losing my best friend . Hugs to everyone :)
R.i.p...demon Tab.
Sadly, for those who don't already know. One of our fellow Fubarians has passed away and is in a better place. Always willing to help out people and one of the longtime "good" people of Fubar, his presence around here will be sorely missed. Please always keep in your thoughts.. DEMON TAB@ fubar Gone but not forgotten. Peace for him and condolences for those close to him.
It's Sunday and I'm starting the countdown til I leave. After today I have 5 more full days left and then I leave midday on the 6th. That day I get to enjoy a chicago hotdog and a 312 at O'hare International Airport for my 3 hour layover. Man I wish I could stay there but my orders say I have to return to home duty station. Until then I must be satisfied with the food provided to me, it was better in Iraq and I heard its better in Afghanistan. Anyway enough rambling about food, soon I'll be back to Boston to enjoy my favorite stuff anyway. What's gonna be really fun is I have hockey on the 8th and the rest of that week off then I leave for fort hood, texas for a few weeks. Yay. I'd still prefer Utah but I'll have to wait until september or October for that. I'm pumped because on the 4th here we get to leave early and on the 5th i get to enjoy buffalo wild wings. The apartment search is going prety good, money is going to be a little tight at first due to how the VA works, oth
The Beach
It wasn’t that they weren’t connecting; just the stresses of life were getting to them so they decided a vacation was due and away to the beach they went. He understood how watching the waves would calm and invigorate her.   They arrived and settled in some and he was relaxing and she was itching to go see the beach. He said,” babe, why don’t you go sunbathe for a bit and I’ll get a shower and we’ll go out to eat dinner in an hour or so. “   She said ok and grabbed the beach blanket, a book, changed into her swimsuit and kissed her love passionately goodbye.  As beautiful of a day it was, there were few people on the beach that day. She found a mostly secluded spot and settled in. She lay feeling the sun kiss her skin and listening to the water caress the shore as a gentle breeze blew across her.   Her nipples became hard from the breeze while the heat of the sun warmed her and she got a chill throughout her. She started thinking about th
In The End...written May 2011
I used to be so hopeful, so loving, so open. Where did that person go? I am here buried beneath this shell I have created to protect me.   I haunt you with my eyes, taunt you with my smile. Intrigue you with my mind. Do you know the real me?   Love is a figment of my imagination; I push it away. You can’t be hurt by something you don’t let in. But am I hurting only myself in the end?
The Profile Lock Down
the profile lock down is happening to my profile only. the profile will be locked down for  week or maybe even longer. the lengh of lock down depends on how i've done witht he reasons for the lock down, i know i wont be missed since half or maybe even 99% of you havn't even bothered to say hi to me. the lock down if too succesful could turn in to a perminant lock down which will include me only coming on fubar once a day or week or something or could even end in profile deletion   REASONS FOR LOCK DOWN 1. so i can spend alot more time with my girlfriend wit out having to talk about this site or consentratingon here 2. to spend more time with family instead of constantly being on the computer all day with no one on here talking to me 3. so i can spend more time with my daughter instead of going by times someone want me on here for a chat or what ever they want 4. so me and my girlfriend can spend more time in each others arms and less time with her sitting bored while i'm on
Take A Cold Shower Hehe
irs sunday and its been 4 days don't know if all guys are like this but dam this is a pain in the ass i thought whe i hit 40 that i'd not wake up with morring wood but 42 and its still there sex fixes it but not the same old stuff that gets old you know ? i know i'm just a horny old man right . ok   IF GIRLS LIKE SEX AND GUYS LIKE SEX WHAT KEEPS US FROM SCREWING IF NO ONE ELSE KNOWS?
SECRETS Secrets rob me of joy. I don't have to tell everybody everything.  Most don't want to know any way. But I need to be OK with anybody finding out anything. Otherwise, at some level, I will always live in fear of discovery.
SECURITY I have decided not to seek Security. It occurred to me recently that Security is an illusion. An illusion because I am mortal. If I were immortal, Security might be something worth striving for,  I'm not sure. But I am mortal. And on top of that, everything in the world is uncertain. Not only could I die today, even if I don’t die today, as I continue to live, cataclysmic events could occur that could render civilization as we know it extinct in some part of the world. What if that were the part of the world where I happened to be at the time? Or where my money was.  Or where all records of my money were. Security?  It’s an illusion. And seeking Security puts me into a survival mode.  Seeking Security makes me always be safe. In the pursuit of Security, I am surviving instead of living  I don't mean I have decided to be reckless, or that I don't put aside some money. But I have stopped seeking something that doesn't exist.  I have stopped kidding myself th
Love (i Took This From My Girl Rae)
• When she walks away. [Follow her.] • When she stares at your mouth. [Kiss her.] • When she pushes you or hits you. [Grab her and don’t let go.] • When she start's cursing at you. [Kiss her and tell her you love her.] • When she's quiet. [Ask her what’s wrong.] • When she ignores you. [Give her your attention.] • When she pulls away. [Pull her back.] • When you see her at her worst. [Tell her she's beautiful.] • When you see her start crying. [Just hold her and don’t say a word.] • When you see her walking. [Sneak up and hug her waist from behind.] • When she's scared. [Protect her.] • When she lay's her head on your shoulder. [Tilt her head up and kiss her.] • When she steal's your favorite hat. [Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night.] • When she tease's you. [Tease her back and make her laugh.] • When she doesn’t answer for a long time. [Reassure her that everyt
The Topic: Salutes   snoborda: so u wanna trade some with me? snoborda: it would be fun  To snoborda: i only make salutes for people i know snoborda: um ok fine To snoborda: sorry. snoborda: do u have a bunch of naughty pics? To snoborda: not really. snoborda: do u have some? snoborda: what all do u have pics of? To snoborda: that's private information. snoborda: u have really nice tits by the way snoborda: they look like they'd be alot of un  snoborda: fun** To snoborda: i'm not talking about this with you. snoborda: im wayyyy to hot for u anyway lol...thansk for the laugh this morn.. i nbeeded that To snoborda: that's why YOU approached ME..its ok. little boys can't handle rejection. snoborda: ur fat.. get over it To snoborda: lmfao. you're a child who can't find satisfaction outside of the internet. snoborda: k miss fatty To snoborda: my point can't come up with anything better than that? To snoborda: you're 30? wow. i figured you'd have something b
Yesterday I had my kickboxing class... but those bastards changed it's now called total body blast I understand the title of the class...literally every part of me but my calves and my forearms is sore I am super proud of myself, but good lord.... there are these lil muscles back by my upper shoulder blades that i didn't even know I had I went for a nice walk after class...and am debating going today, but my foot is killing me....something tells me I should rest it
Twitching Logs With A Horse
I don't have a tractor, as I can't afford a good one. But what I have instead are horses. You can do pretty much almost anything with a horse that you can with a tractor. Case in point -- this is how I drag up my winter firewood. I spend weekends all summer twitching out logs  to saw up for the coming winter.  The neat thing about working a horse or team in harness is you get to hear all the sounds of nature. Not the loud chug - chug - chug of an old tractor. And you build confidence and rapport with your horses. They learn to trust that you'll never put them in a position to get themselves hurt. They come to trust you and depend on you more.     I decided to scrounge around some old barns for harness parts. Most of what I have was given to me for free, a good price I think. But I had to piece together a working haness from several old ones that had some bad leather. The most I spent was to trade a bottle of Canadian whiskey for some trace chains and a single tree to pull l
Hunting With An Antique Damascus Double Barrel 12 Guage
Since I'm a gunsmith, let's talk about guns ! I love to hunt with old antique shotguns and rifles... In the late 19th century, gun barrel manufacturing was still a tough job despite the advances in machinery of the Industrial Revolution. Gun makers had a hard time boring through a rod of steel and keeping the bit from coming out the side. So the answer to shotguns was Damascus steel. This method of producing shotguns was simple. A strip of mild steel and one of iron was twisted together, heated up and flattened into a strip called a skelp. The skelp was then reheated and hammer forged around a rod known as a mandrel in the shape of the shotgun barrel. Later, the two were silver soldered together to the breech to form the upper half of the shotgun.         Damascus barrels are a thing of beauty on a shotgun, with the intricate swirling patterns. Unfortunately, the very nature of this production method also makes them a dangerous gun to shoot. The original loadings were of
Gettin' Squirrelly
Sometimes you feel like a nut, sometimes you don't.       Around here the squirrels can often be fairly entertaining. I have a bird feeder that hangs on the front porch so we can watch the birds. A lot of times however, I get to watch the acrobatics of the local squirrels as they raid the feeders too. These are red squirrels and not the grey ones I used to hunt as a boy. These look too scrawny to eat.... probably take a whole bunch of them to make a decent pot of stew. But they're fun to watch.       We have to be careful of what we leave outside. Sometimes when I'm out splitting firewood or working around the farm, I will bring me a snack. I'll sit on a treestump or log and take a break. If I turn my back for even an instant the food disappears. In this case I discovered that squirrels like ice cream cones. Sometimes they'll steal the bread off the top of my sandwiches. Crackers or tater chips disappear too. Danged little crumb snatchers.
Irish Philosophy
Irish Philosophy There are only two things to worry about:either you are well or you are sick.If you are well,then there is nothing to worry about.If you are sick,there are two things to worry about.Either you will get well or you will die.If you get well,there is nothing to worry about.If you die,there are two things to worry about.Either you will go to Heaven or Hell.If you go to Heaven,there is nothing to worry about.But if you go to Hell,You'll be so damn busy shaking hands with your friends thatyou won't have time to worry!
First Fishing Trip Of The Season
I decided that I've been cooped up indoors long enough for this winter. It's been snowing off and on for the last few days...... in fact we got another 4 inches of snow again yesterday, on the 4th of April. I dug out my fly rod and went fishing. I'd sit in the truck between snow squalls and go out looking for the trout. The temps are up to about 40 F -- downright balmy after the winter this year.  I did see a few deer too.     I suppose I'm not the only one too impatient for warmer weather up here. I got the rare picture of a fox sneaking through the trees. It's awful hard to get these guys to stand still for a picture. I whistled out loud and got him to stop briefly out of curiosity. But he didn't stay long enough for a good picture.  
The Backwoods Of Maine
      For miles uncounted the forest stands supreme, the branches of thousands of trees growing together to form a great canopy blocking out the sky. The cool loam of the forest floor is covered with a thick layer of detritus and leaves shed the previous Autumn. Occasionally an arboreal giant falls and leaves a hole overhead for the sunlight to filter through. In these oases of light smaller plants grow, wildly competing with each other until the branches of other trees close the opening above. I can hear the soft crunch under my feet as I walk from my truck towards my favorite fishing stream. I almost tip toe because I don't want to somehow spoil the serenity here in the backwoods. The morning fog hangs heavily in the air as I near the water. I can hear the forest slowly coming to life, awakening to another day. Small birds flit from limb to limb in the trees above, singing to the rising sun. A gray squirrell scrambles away from me up a nearby pine. I apparently interrupted his
Nothing Is Easy
 I  woke up this morning shaking slightly to the sight of seeing my ex on the laptop in my room.  For what seemed like hours I had been waking up and asking him what time it was. When what I wanted to ask him was if he could lay down on the bed with me and just hold me. But that would be giving him too much of a soft side to me... since he doesn't do that. And I know that I would get a hell no out of him for that.   Yet  I just asked him about something trival to make it easier than  me going all sappy on him, only to keep it civial.... yet i turned around and bite his head off when he asked me a secondary question.  I have been like this since we broke up, its taking me a lot to stay friends with him and I know it may be doing the same with him as well.   But for once... since all this went down.. I think one serious emotion from him .... him letting me in. Now that he doesn't have to suffer through sex with me . Would be able to  put a smile on my face.  Oh well.   much love all
Why do I find a girl masturbating to her step-mom so sexy? discuss!
The game has come and gone again Leaving each man to wallow in sin Dropping bits of madness wherever he goes The end of the day nothing left of the rose Thorns and madness consume from within Life's gentle lions brutalizing the skin So gorgeous as any man sees Drivin to madness to finally be set free Knowing nothing behind ones eyes Feigning forgetting formulating those lies Feeding hungrilly on such desire Burning within is this un-sated fire No water in sight to douse down these flames Not a soul takes flight that would dare take blame Man knows no bounds of this perilous plight He knows no end to that constant fight It burns through and through forgetting all names This madness that no beast dare tame The begging of one in their sweet sorrow Forgetting all sin is forgiven in the light of 'morrow
Why You Cant Pimp Me Or Some Of Your Other Friends
The truth can't save you. No amount of steel umbrellas and twitterpation can keep this from happening. Just another hailstorm of broken glass and accidents waiting to happen. But the world keeps on turning Perhaps too fast. Punctuated, exclamated by an ejaculate of denial. All the lies and checks the system burns through in the first five seconds This is not happening. This will not go unpunished. This did not happen. This will pass. This is not my blood. I can still feel my legs. I'm not sure what I held onto in that moment I'd like to say it was hope fear desperation final negotiations with jesus and all the wisemen and their fancey hats What the hell is murr anyway? Brings me back to the memory of a headache. Opioid withdrawal? Muscle regeneration? Nerve death? In explicit detail and gratuitous length. Remembering the chill of half of your blood falling out of you and the slow dizzy drip into the ground as the sky falls out of your fingers and the firm ce
Caption This
Once a week I will be running a small contest on my blog.  Here is how it works. I'll post a link to my blog where I am holding the current Caption This contest. The winner will recieve a 3 credit bling. Because this is not being held on fu and is open to everyone you will have to let me know in two ways that it's you.  In the comment section for the current Caption This blog tell me your caption and let me know your from fu. Come here and let me know what your suggestion is as well so I can know who to gift the bling too, providing someone from Fu is a winner. You may have any 3 credit bling of your choosing or more then one bling as long as it doesn't go over 3 credits.  This weeks Caption This link is Also I wanted to mention even if someone from Fu doesn't win on the actual blog then I will at least pick one from fu and pimp you out. Good luck!
A Love New
you  are  like  a new  fresh wind  that  had  just  begun  ,  i can  look  beyond  the  skys  and  see a new  sun  when  i see  your  face  for  the  very  first   time  ,  i had  wished  that  youd  be  mine  ,  a  smile  thats  bright  ,  long  into  the  night  ,  captures  a  glimpse  of  the  faces  around  you .  love   is  near  but  we  are  far  ,  look  to wish  at  your  bigest  star.                               we  are not close  but  we  are  here.   
wonders if its true that one can see my feelings in my eyes. My ex bf always said he knew when i was upset with him, and sad because of his behavior , but others i have dated never seemed to notice. so i wonder is it guilt that made him see how much his lying and cheating was ripping me apart inside. Or was it true that one can see what i am feeling, frankly i hope not , i hope it was his guilt. because there is a few things i would like to keep to my self thoughts wise or even feelings wise. i dont want people knowing everything going on inside me , my heart or my mind.  
Remember Its Just Life
I have uttered this phrase more than once along with "everything happens for a reason"....I really try to practice what i preach and not let things get to me but its hard when you have had the life I have lived so far....i dont want to rrlive all of it but i do want to talk finally about the latest tragedy/roadblock......I have 3 sons one in new mexico and 2 who are in youngest prestyn "supposedly" locked himself in a car trunk and died....I was devistated because i have not been a good father i made a mstake and followed what i thought was love only to get my heart destroyed not broke now my baby is gone and i only have the option of riding a bus to oklahoma to the funeral or not going there at all...i went...only to get the news that my baby isnt mine but my best friend and brother jasons and that my ex knew since right after we got divorced but to screw me out of child support money she never said a word....out of everything though i must ask why she di
Band Review For Piranah
When I was asked to do a review for Piranah, I was a bit scared but when i sat down to listen to the tracks for the hundreth time, it was easyfor me to do. The voice of Darren just allows your mind to wander to the a place you have never been to before. The bass gives your soul a place to jump to.  The drums...well lets just say your heart starts to beat in rythm with to every rata tat tat.....the gutiar in and out from the smooth to ruff sound is where it's all put together to complete the story they are telling you!However, I could not do this review on my own. I asked my closet friend at the station and our band relations manager Pryjmaty to help me with this as she is a huge fan of Piranah.Pryjmaty : "My thoughts on truth.....the first time I heard it, I couldn't get it out of my head at work all the next day. It's catchy but hard-hitting at the same time! Visions of the Damned makes me feel like I'm in a movie....walking down a dirty alley and seeing the sights
A Lil Band Called Grim Dylayn
Grim Dylan is a band formed in a small town on the country side of Asheourne in the peakdistrict of the UK. You have Suki with her amzing vocals and hard smash in your face bass style that lets you feel every word she is belting out!!Then, there is Vicky on guitar. Her style of play matches her grunge/punk look that she has made all her own with uniuqe mohawks and colorfulhair dyes.  Last, but not least the one and only RO on drums belting it out on a 5 piece set better than any punk drummer has in a very long time.When i heard these young ladies(all in there 20's), I was blown away with the way the conducted themselves.  The sound they produced took me back to when i was in highschool...still fucking around and having fun. They allow one escape the world for the time you are listening to them. Instantly i had to share the sound and sent the tunes to all the DJs and friends.  All have become instant fans of Grim Dylan.For bunch of ladies still so young to hold so much talent and recrea
I Carry Your Heart With Me By E. E. Cummings
I CARRY YOUR HEART WITH ME    I carry your heart with me(I carry it in my heart) I am never without it(anywhere I go you go,my dear); and whatever is done by only me is your doing,my darling I fear no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet) I want no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true) and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant and whatever a sun will always sing is you here is the deepest secret nobody knows(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud) and the sky of the sky of a tree called life; which grows higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide) and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apartI carry your heart(I carry it in my heart) 
gazump \guh-ZUHMP\verb;    1.  To cheat (a house buyer) by raising the price, at the time a contract is to be signed, over the amount originally agreed upon.
We are all born mad. Some remain so.  -  Samuel Beckett
Thoughts .... Of
all i seem to think of all i seem to need is the touch of your hands the feel of your lips the way you hold me tight wishing you were here tonite if i told you i love you you would run i would be like the earth without the sun. i crave the warmth of your soul the taste of your skin the little noises you make when you are holding me but if i said i love you you would run i would be like the earth without the sun inside crying slowly dying till im nothing again like the earth without the sun my soul void and numb     Rainmaker
The Natural And Mundane Spreads
The Old Soul. One idea is that the old soul is there to guide the young souls Like, no tommy, don't be sad that these things you complain about in your other blogs like bad luck with your cock, turn out the way they do; you already did all that stuff when your soul was younger and if the 'powers that be' allowed you to continue with all of these awesome ecstatic pleasures, then no one would pay any attention to Rupert Murdoch and you'd never get around to any of this  Old groovy Soul stuff - that's what Saturn is all about; but tommy we gave you Jupiter too, so you're lucky in other ways you know to make it fair. So don't be a schmuck, find the fairness, it's always there you just have to look. So don't get pissed off because you went the wrong way in the mundane fucking maze and got into all of this shit. Whether you did or they did it, some of that stuff is just so fucked up it's not worth expending your mortality on, so in that regard, there's better choices to be made. So one of th
I Wanna Spend A Moment With You
I wanna spend a moment with you, that's all just a moment. See I have noticed you in passing, moment.  Each time you walking by I catch you glancing, moment. See under a fair justice system I could pick and choose where it would be.  Please I am not trying to be presumptious, see. But I just really want you to remember me...for a moment. What ever the location or time or place. It must involve my finger running down your face, taste. And also possible moment of caressing you, lace. How ever I could chose I'm sure that there will be a smile, moment. One that you could see for miles, moment. But I think that ever time I see you passing, glancing, but not ever cathing really. Understand me why I should want to relive a time of enjoyment, on the train. Or in my car just remembering how we were then if there is how we are. Now  I don't thats over stepping my bounds but I just want to remember you, moment, cherish you, moment. I wanna spend a moment with you...
Empty Nest
           As some of you know for the past few years I have been a single dad of two very wonderful sons . Needless to say with work and all it was a full time job . I can tell you it was not always fun to put my own life on hold , but  I had to keep them on the right track in life .                Now the time has come , Tuesday my youngest son Alex goes off to school in W.V. , and I will be here in a empty house . Dam I thought it was hard when my oldest son went off to school and his own life . Now the house will be really empty.                                                  Was kinda  funny ,  when I went to the market I got groceries for two people ? Well guess it will take time like anything in life .                  So here is to turning a new page in my book of life " May the winds be fair and the seas kind "    Bobfelter         
Wanna Be My Wifey...fill It Out N Let Me No!
Top 5 Of My Pet Peeves
Some things piss me off. If you're human, some things piss you off, too. I'm human. I know. Let's ignore the "Owl" tag for a moment. Sitting here at this computer, I deal with all types of people. Some of them are really cool, and I'm glad they're here; they make all the sludge I wade through a little less crappy. However, once or twice in a while, someone says something... does something... passively or actively. That "something" that they do pushes me closer and closer to the boiling point. #5: Members Who Demand Help When They KNOW I'm Not Here I try to be good about setting status messages to let people know what I'm doing and whether or not I'm around to help. I work nights (with respect to Central US time). I no longer have that job where I was allowed to surf to Fubar during downtime. still gets blocked by many content filters. So, I'll set a status before I leave ("I'm at work") or when I get back ("I'm asleep"). And then, when I'm available, I'll log in and see
Mutual Respect
You know I understand that we all come from different places and different worlds, but in what place and what world is "Hey sexy nice tits wanna cam" an acceptable way to start a conversation with a woman.  A little about me.  I am 27 years old, born and raised in Dallas but a single woman who worked three jobs just to make sure we lived in a decent neighborhood.  Now where i come from that is not acceptable.  Acceptable would bee "Hello (Her name), My name is (your name), how are you today".  It's fascinating to me just how hard it is for guys to have a descent conversation with a woman on here.  I dont know maybe I am just weird.  But guys if you are just trying to get her to let you see her private pictures, you will most likely be dissapointed.  Where i come from, what I am talking about is called Mutual Respect.  Show it and you will have much better conversations.  Just a thought.  Hope everyone has a great day.
I have tried several times to post another blog and it keeps giving me an error, here is a test blog. 
How Can I Help Reduce The National Debt??
You know, I had a conversation with a fellow sailor yesterday and we were discussion the fact that the military will only see a 1.3% payraise next year.  My fellow sailor was very upset, stating that he felt he deserved more.  Actually, as I walked away....I felt a bit disturbed....on may fronts.   First, maybe I see military service as my patriotic duty....while others see it as a means to an end, just as any other job ends up being.  Ok...I can live with that.  The other thing that I found disturbing is that my sailor is right!  He deserves more.  E4 with a family.....and living in San Diego is NOT cheap!  I DO feel for him.....and all of my junior sailors how have to scratch just to get by.   Now, let me be frank for a moment.  I'm a Chief in the Navy.  I personally feel that I get paid a fair amount of money to do what I do.  But, I am content in what I do, and quite honestly, i would do this for free if I could.  i love my job and I still have problems sometimes believing that
Car Troubles
Hmm. Today is Saturday. My car has been in the shop for a week for a thermostat, then they found out the fan motor doesn't work, now they don't know what is going on. It's very frustrating to me. I have no idea how much money this is going to cost me. I had a rental car up until yesterday. That got too expensive, so now I'm driving my boyfrined's car. What a sweetheart he is. Despite all this, I'm in good spirits.
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Congressional Reform Act Of 2011 (repost)
1. No Tenure / No Pension. A Congressman collects a salary while in office and receives no pay when they are out of office. 2. Congress (past, present & future) participates in Social Security. All funds in the Congressional retirement fund move to the Social Security system immediately. All future funds flow into the Social Security system and Congress participates with the American people. It may not be used for any other purpose. 3. Congress can purchase their own retirement plan, just as all Americans do. 4. Congress will no longer vote themselves a pay raise. Congressional pay will rise by the lower of CPI or 3%. 5. Congress loses their current health care system and participates in the same health care system as the American people. 6. Congress must equally abide by all laws they impose on the American people. 7. All contracts with past and present Congressmen are void effective 1/1/12. The American people did not make this contract with Congressmen. Congressmen
Faith Or Nothin
Time and time again I've seen - You be this little Drama Queen - It's trust you must conceive for us to be ~ Or I'll make your dreams come true... and I'll leave ~
Tropical Storm Don Has Little Area Impact
We just can't BUY rain...  From the McALLEN — In Hidalgo County, a potential rain event turned mostly into a non-event. Tropical Storm Don blew ashore Friday in South Texas, bringing much-needed rain — but little else — to portions of the Rio Grande Valley. By 8:30 p.m., when the dissipating storm was just beginning to move inland over northern Kenedy County [cq], the National Hurricane Center was already planning to downgrade it to a tropical depression, hours ahead of when the warnings were originally scheduled to lapse. The rest of the article is here: I read and heard reports that the reason it did this was the same reason storms dissipate as they reach land onthe Arabian peninsula - the heat. This has NEVER happened on North America before in recorded history. I'd like to see another Ivan right about now... heading straight north to Dallas... Oh, wells...        Rock on!Shaw
Erotic Writings
The day started out as any normal day would, then the phone rang. It was Him and the sound of His voice sent shivers all over my body. He spoke few words but was direct with His command “Come to me tonight and wear nothing under your dress except stockings” and then He hung up.The rest of the day I tried to stay focused on doing chores and running errands as usual, but my mind kept running into what the night would hold in store for me. Had I done something wrong and in need of punishment? Or was pleasure on His mind?I bathed, shaved, and picked the most accessible dress I could find in the closet and matching stockings. His commands were playing over and over again in my head and my whole body trembled with excitement.Pleasing Him and being His good subgurl makes me feel so complete as a woman, knowing that He truly appreciates all I do. I race to the car and drive as fast as legally possible as the anticipation builds inside of me. I feel the warmth and dampness between m
Yup, I'm in a foul mood now. I got deleted on my gay site as always. Bleh. I guess at least they refunded my donation to the site but still it pisses me off to no end. It just kinda of depressing, and irksome.  
These Walls. -4222011-
They're stained with screams. Covered in shattered dreams. And painted with failed schemes. I've even had the time, to add the story of mine, written perfectly amongst the lines. If you listen close enough, you hear the shrieks: Of those come; Gone; Those lost in the middle, and those devoured alive. Hands.. Clawing to get out. Bodies.. Trying to push through. To be free. Memories stained red, My mind fades to black. All the things I love, All the things I lack. Remnants of frustrations; Dents across the walls.
Darkness' Death. -5242011-
Ðarkness' Ðeath. Ðarkness, Ðie. Ðarkness ₣ear ϻy ℸiger's Σyes. ∦ematite Šteal Ðarkness' Šoul. ℟ose Ǿuartz' Łove, ϝill Γhe Ħole. ₣ire's Ϧite, ϖater's ħit; Δir's Ҕarsh ƀurn, Σarth's ℜough Ǥrit; Ðarkness' Ðeath. Ðarkness, Ðie. Ðarkness ώrithe ϖithin ℸiger's Σye. Φ ∴ Φ Š'ϻote Ĭ'βe 
It has been about a year since I finally (smartly) severed all ties with my ex. From that time, I've been on and off a few dating sites just to see what its like out there. I'm not a professional dater or anything, but I have to say that the singles climate in this town is a lot like the job market lately: rough, bleak, and unsatisfying. Also, you can put a lot of effort into both and still come up with little to show for it than a few promising leads and whole lot of disappointment. Either way, it just sucks, and I must wonder if it has to do with the location where I'm at. Don't get me wrong! I did meet a few interesting ladies, chatting them up for a while. But overall, I think the online dating department is rather biased and confused. I've heard the complaints from their side, crying about men who are deceitful, dishonest, disingenuine, and generally disrespectful in every way. But I can't help but wonder--why do you ladies keep falling for the same, stupid bullshit-bunch of guys
In Defense Of Romance In The Workplace
In Defense of Romance in the Workplace"You’re much more likely to meet Mr or Ms Right at work than at a bar or dance. At work, you get to see what the person’s like day in and day out. Plus, you don’t have to spend night after night at singles events waiting for Mr. or Ms.Goodbar.""One study found that 64% of women who had a romantic relationship with their boss reported that, as a result, their work situation improved."For the full article visit:
Gravely Inane. -5282011-
Playing in Mother's veins; Falling in the breeze,  Feelings: seen inane;  She waltz's in circles,  Water rushing past her knees;  The earth between her toes,  Hands reaching for the tree's;  Rays create her spotlight,  Beaming through the branches;  Enjoying Father's Time,  Life singing as she dances. 
Let me tell you something, finding an apartment in south boston is fun but man is it a pain. All these realtors want to give you information about the place which is great but the also want personal information without a means of contacting them. Yeah, shady so I'm steering clear of them. If you haven't guessed I'm looking at moving, I need a roommate, I can't afford to live alone anymore. This works because my buddy Dave (not on fu) just got accepted to Umass. Roommate, check. Place, still up in the air. Hopefully once this comes together my stress level will drop and I can focus on staying busy with everything including school without freaking out like I have in the past. My grades are my priority followed by my physical fitness for hockey. Obviously the army has to come in to play somewhere. I'm still in Wisconsin though, until the 6th. I can start recording when I get back and also hopefully see some apartments. I honestly would rather buy right now but I don't think I
Gravely Inane.
Playing in Mother's veins; Falling in the breeze, Feelings: seen inane; She waltz's in circles, Water rushing past her knees; The earth between her toes, Hands reaching for the tree's; Rays create her spotlight, Beaming through the branches; Enjoying Father's Time, Life singing as she dances.   -5282011- [Astra]     
Its True Lol
If anyone was to  eavesdrop on a  conversation  between m
It's Okay
Because you're the kind of guy  who'd laugh at me when I faLl, but help me up and whisper in my ear "It's ok, I still love you" ♥
Protection, Love, & Brute Strength;Surround me in arms, of never-ending length.Weave many knots, Bind with care;Forever-on, Always be there.=So Mote It Be=   -762011- [Astra] 
Naked Video
Ok so now that I got your perv attention! lmao pls I never ask for shit, would you go to battle of the bands and vote for Icelus, not cause I am asking but because they really are good. Because I give you all enough peachures to look anyways and I am always sweet to all of you :) well most the time I am hush,  lmao...So please please do me this one favor takes but a sec ........... I love yo faces I really do   Angel
No Shame
No shame. Scream your heart out, Nearly rupture the veins. No loss. No grief. Rival the world, Never again on your knees. Stand tall. Stand proud. Your heart lives loud. You are Who you are; Nobody else, Stand high for your life; Your love; Yourself.   -772011- [Astra] 
Well Fubar it has been almost a year now since I shocked my system and as I am still recovering from all of that I have kind of worn myself down.Life isn't all bad now.However I am still living in an old system which caused me to break in the first place.I live in a place where I just can't find my place.Still having to deal with old systems that have me over a barrel.Although I have several close friends something is missing.Its the one piece that I have been looking for for a year now,companionship with a significant other..It was one of the main reasons I left my X in the first place.LONLINESS!!!For someone who is as outgoing as I am I just can't seem to put it together in that area of companionship although I deeply feel that if I could connect in that area everything else would fit.My biggest problem still is the fact that I don't really fit anywhere which makes filling in the blank spots difficult.I have 16 more months here and no I am not in prison or anything of the kind.Talkin
SELFISHNESS  I heard a man once say that he had discovered that whenever he was resentful, it was about not getting his way in the past. And whenever he was frustrated or angry, it was about not getting his way in the present. And whenever he was fearful, it had to do with not getting his way in the future. That rang true to me, and I realized that if it IS true for me, then virtually ALL of my heartache comes from not getting my way, and my reaction to that.  So virtually ALL of my problems come from selfishness.  Get over my selfish outlook on life, and I get over my problems. A simple solution.  Not always so easy for me to implement.
SHOULDS I have discovered something about the word “should.” When I tell someone else I think they “should” do something, what I am REALLY saying is, “I want you” to do that thing. And I have concluded that the reverse is true.  When others tell me I “should” do something, what they REALLY mean is, “I want you to….” Taking it even further, whenever I find myself telling MYSELF, I “should” do something, what I am really operating under is the massive weight of all the  “shoulds” that were laid on me by other people over the course of my life.  So I have concluded that the word “should” does not serve me, and I have stopped using it.
Nothing Like You
I don't want to be like you.  The delusional puppet of what beauty is. The emo cry of begging for attention. The disgrace it takes to become something you aren't. Have you forgot your name?   I don't want to be like you. The cleverness to make people believe. The acts of selfishness to be #1 The pornographic photo shop whore. Have you forgot your age?   I don't want to be like you. The plastic, artificial, mindless culture. The drive to lie. The betrayal of your real loved ones. The shameless that gets offended.   I am nothing like you.
Having Another Stepmother.....
this new stepmother as the same name as i do and is two years older than me.. what the hell so i do.. this will make number 9.. and i always get put on the back bunner.. them and there kids has always come before me.. why does this always happen to me.. he has never cared about me.. and i all wanted was a dad that really cared.. but he turned his back on me again just like he did when i was a baby.. taking care of others kids was more importment than me.. just dont know what to do anymore...
I had closed the door upon my heartand wouldn't let anyone inI had trusted and loved only to be hurtbut that would never happen againI locked the door andtossed the key ashard and as far as I couldMy heart was closed for goodThen you came into my life andmade me change my mindjust when I thought thattiny key was impossible to findthat is when you held out your handand proved me wronginside your palm was theKey to My HeartYou had it all along
Taxes, Dept And The Goverment
So it’s not a perfect solution, but people pay social security taxes all their lives and some people never made enough to have another retirement plan.  They live check to check, usually with the heat turned down and an extra sweater on, or with the AC off.  The rely on Medicare and Medicaid for their health issues, its not much but it is what they have.  Most federal jobs do not pay much, certainly not a fair wage for what people are asked to do.  Why is it than that these people who work hard day in and day out get slapped every time there is a budget deal?  Most our ‘representatives’ do not need the pay check. The Congress and Senate are still the play ground of the rich and disconnected both Republican and Democrat. They will still have food on the table for their families, medical care (and it burns me up that people that have never served in the military are treated in military hospitals) and sit down in comfortable rooms at the end of the day. I hope that the
Thank you for you: for who you are,However far away;And for the words you send to me,Near mad for what you say.Knowing simply that you're there,Yet thinking much of me,Opens up my happiness,Undone for all to see.
[minor Update Revisited]
In lieu... loo... lieuaugh ... instead of spending the next 6 hours getting every upgrade on MML2, I wrote future self a note on where/how to farm money and what future me was missing.   I was that bored with it. 27 hours. ... at least 20 of that was farming money for upgrades I did not need. On the hardest difficulty, 2/3 power 2/3 ammo 3/3 range of the "shining lazer" subweapon and a 4 full health items was enough to blow through the ZOMG IMPOSSIBLE BOSS!!!   in about 320 seconds. Both stages of the boss after 6 minibosses along the way.   I didn't even get through half of my ammo.   Seriously- people write entire guides just for this boss. I can sum it up with 2 options get good or shining lazer   You have to stand still to fire it (not a good idea in a boss fight in any genre) but it has the best sustained damage. Even fresh out of the box, without the 5 million I spent tweaking it, its a godkiller. So yeah... easy mode problem solver   Zombie infestation
Attention All Level 48s
I have been monitoring the spotlight bids for the last couple of weeks and I am not seeing them drop. Infact, they are increasing in the amount. Tech has a list/blog that does not address a solution to the problem.   I think I have a solution but i need comments from all level 48s to know if they agree to it or not. It will not involve being on a list and waiting to be chosen to bid. Currently the bids are over a billion fubucks and they need to come down so what I propose is that even though you have over a billion fubucks, DO NOT BID THAT HIGH!  This will lower the bids so every level 48 can get the spot light and level. All 48s need to be on the same page for this to work. I have complete confidence that this will in fact work and help everyone. Please leave a comment if your onboard with me. 
Little Whore
twinkle, twinkle little whore, close your legs, they're not a door. ♥
I Realized Tonight...
I realized that I am getting old... I went to see Skynyrd with my best fried...and the people I used to look at and think omg..they are so old...I am that person now lol I heard some lil girls talking about *look how cute that old lady is* looking my direction, so I looked behind me :/ Well, shit. I am old...but I still have fun! That was a great show...and I am glad I went...I was gonna wuss out cause it was POURING an hour before te outdoor show. feet hurt.
aureate \AWR-ee-it\adjective;    1.  Characterized by an ornate style of writing or speaking.    2.  Golden or gilded.    3.  Brilliant; splendid.
Nerd Files
Hello my fellow nerds x___x   I honestly Hate talking about myself.It's not that I don't like people knowing who I am it's just that I'm tired of talking about melissa.My whole life I have had to explain myself and my actions constantly.I hate repeating myself so writing this blog really takes some effort on my part.I'm not even sure that any of you are going to read this.I just felt like writting tonight and thoght Id take some time to tell you a little about who I am.So here it goes the good the bad and the ugly..your access into the nerd files.   I'm not trying to write a biography here.I just want to write a few things down about who I am in real life and on fubar.Beause I think the two are very diffeerent things.Not that I act differently on purpose but I think everyone does act slightly different when they are online than in person.   I'm a very funny person.That's one thing you need to know about me.I'm very sarcastic.I got most likely to become a comedian in highschool.I
Courage is found in unlikely places.  -  . R. R. Tolkien
The Boaz Advice : ...hehehe :)
 For all you singles who are in such a hurry 2 find someone, here's a quick piece of Biblical advice: Ruth patiently waited for her mate Boaz. While waiting on YOUR Boaz, don't settle for ANY of his relatives: Brokeaz, Poaz, Lyinaz, Cheatinaz, Dumbaz, Cheapaz, Lockedupaz, Goodfornothinaz, Lazyaz or Marriedaz...and especially his third cousin Beatinyoaz. Please, wait on your Boaz & make sure he respects Yoaz
Just... No
no bitch i'm not living my life, trying to please you get over yourself.
After all the stupid mistakes that you've made, and after all of those flaws that you have, I've noticed that none of it matters because I truly love you & once you love someone it doesn't really matter what they will become in this world. So whatever you do in life ♥; I will always love you.
Some Suggestions For You To Choose A Cheap Plus Size Wedding Dress
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Fallin Solders Of July 2011
THESE ARE THE REAL PEOPLE THAT NEED TO BE REMEMBERED Army Pfc. James A. Waters Died July 1, 2011 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 21, of Cloverdale, Ind.; assigned to 1st Battalion, 32nd Infantry Regiment, 3rd Brigade Combat Team, 10th Mountain Division, Fort Drum, N.Y.; died July 1 in Kandahar province, Afghanistan, of wounds suffered when insurgents attacked his unit using an improvised explosive device.     Army Staff Sgt. Michael J. Garcia Died July 4, 2011 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 27, of Bossier City, La.; assigned to the 63rd Ordnance Battalion, 52nd Ordnance Group (Explosive Ordnance Disposal), 20th Support Command, Fort Polk, La.; died July 4 in Logar province, Afghanistan, of wounds suffered when insurgents attacked his unit using an improvised explosive device.         Army Spc. Preston J. Suter Died July 5, 2011 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 22, of Sandy, Utah; assigned to the 709th Military Police Battalion,
Will You
Will You Give The Words To A Poet ðWill You Give Him Love Will You Give Him A Heartbeat When He Need It  Will You Give Him A Touch With Your Fingertips To Change His World Will You Give Him Life When He Will Lose It Will You Put Yourself In His Place Will You Take it All Out For Him Will You Give Him A New Heart Will You Understand What He Feel Will You Breath For Him When He Cant Will You Remember Him In Bad Times Will You Comfort His Soul With Your Kiss Will You Be There Well He Will Do All That For You ,Coz You Are His Heart ,His Soul And Sweet Dream
Battle Of The Bands Comment Etiquette
Hey crew.... Just wanted to post this up for everyone who may have missed.  We are a community regulated site. If you see someting that looks wrong, send me a PM Today i cleaned up some traash that was mucking up the comment threads. This is the jist of the expectation of anyone commenting on a battle. 
My Mood
i want to take my shiny new boots and place them on the head of a small kitten i want to smash it slowly beneath my heel i want to feel it twitching and clawing at my boot i want to watch it as it suddenly stops i want to pick up it's corpse and throw it at a bus full of small children   suffiecient to say i'm overly happy at the moment.... how are you?
A Cold Sweat
the night was hot. the air was thick with humidity. she lay in bed, letting the steamy air hug her sweat glistening body. she needed something, anything, to cool off. slowly she grabs it and slips off its protective sleeve, holding the frozen shaft in her hand by the stick. so cold. so sweet. she parted her lips and let the sweet sensation pass over her tongue. it wasnt enough. she wanted more. she needed more. slowly she slid it down her curves, letting the frigid shaft kiss her skin. a trail of juice. over her nipples. past her bellybutton. so cold. exactly what she needed. slowly feeling the relief of the chilly pleasure. slowly. so cold. her thighs parted slightly, quivering with excitement. so cold. deeper. her hot inner muscles gripping at the frozen shaft. deeper. harder. melting fast. her body was crying out to her in pleasure. faster. so cold. her lips parted, trying to pull in the stale air around her. melting. almost there! het thighs slamed
Razakel - My Luv
People Ask I Use 3's Instead Of E This Is Why Lol
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Eternal Lust
The two of them sat on the old wooden porch, letting their feet rest in the freshly cut grass from midday and looking out at the broken reflection of the moon on the lake behind the cabin. Apollo looked over at Heather as the lights from the stars danced around in her deep, tunnel like brown eyes and smiled before brushing his hand against her soft cream colored skin and pulling her wavy auburn hair out of her face and tucking it behind her ear.Apollo placed his hand on the small of her back and pulled her body into his, allowing her to feel his natural body warmth. Heather placed her hand on the cross tattooed over his heart and traced her delicate fingers down his dark earthy skin and traced the outlines of his rock hard abs with her crimson colored nails before allowing her fingers to rest on the top of his pants.She hesitated for a while, not quite sure she wanted to go further, but the anticipation was too much for her. she could already see his hard, thick, throbbing cock bulging
People Need Your Help
40 years ago, the frist benfit concert was held in Madison garden in New York. It was put together in just, I think a week. It was That first time the big names in music to help someone in the world. So I'm asking everyone to help again. The album( for all of you who don't know what a album is, A CD. All the money that has been made has been donated to UNICEF, to halp the childen of the world, so I'm asking if you can help again, I know I will, please help. Thank you
Janey Godley’s Podcast Episode 55
(Please be aware that this Podcast Contains strong language)   In episode 55 of Janey Godley’s podcast the comedy mother and daughter combo discuss cancelled TV comedy shows, the state of the nation, the appreciation of Boris Johnson and the stupidity of Glen Beck. The recent atrocities in Norway get debated as do terror attacks in general.   Ashley guides us through a plethora of subjects including Ed Miliband’s nose job and Janey witters about her recent press junket to Sky 1’s forthcoming comedy releases. Ashley has a sudden outburst of comedy honesty and slags off a few comics and makes Janey clench. They both end the show without a city of the week but a dedication.   Mother and Daughter comedy team get to natter and the world gets to hear it on Janey Godley’s podcasts, expect some bawdy language and home truths, as Janey Godley and Ashley Storrie lead you down the roads less taken in their fantastic weekly podcast. Listen as mother and daughter bante
Fake As A Chick.
People wonder why I do what I below to follow the tale..... Click here & then link in stash!... Thanks stay cool, fucking heat...don't forget to vote on the poll out there ..and peace.
10 Things I'd Say To The Anti-choice Fanatics Trying To End Access To Abortion (repost)
Here are ten realities pro-choicers should throw in the face of opponents of choice they have the misfortune to get into arguments with. July 27, 2011  |     Rally for Healthcare Reform and to Stop Stupak at San Francisco City Hall Photo Credit: Image by Steve Rhodes via Flickr     LIKE THIS ARTICLE ? Join our mailing list: Sign up to stay up to date on the latest headlines via email.       TAKE ACTION|
I have never felt so pure inside until i met you at first you didnt see me the way i looked at you There was a place in me that was missing In my heart, a place reserved for you. Now our hearts have united. I need you to know, that i love you so. A kind of love ive never felt before. You are my comfort, the only one i adore.I love you for everything you are dont you dare change a thing your eyes, your mind, the way you speak, your shine. Through my weary soul.For as long as I am breathing me and you shall stay, together this way. Never doubt our love.We were meant to be.I wish I could hold you tight in my are my angel cant you see? there is nothing I would not do for you your love is a precious gift. You are there, when I am down giving me a extra lift.    
ok i wrote this before i became a "true" christian   and is good to read it and see how much of a different person i have become   You say your god has done so much for you you speak of how he changed your life well he has given me dirt and place on this forbidden earth but everything else has been lost in time everyday that passes by is a day that i feel further away from where it is that i stand I dont think I  dont know why I praise you when something good comes my way you always come along and take it all away you say I may fall but where I land is 10 thousands steps away to a new and brighter day
Just Letting You Guys Know
I just wanted to clear up what my intentions here in this blog are.   I'm getting some negative comments from people about my blog.   first of all,I can't spell and as lazy as it sounds, I might not spell everything correctly all the time but I honestly don't care. The more I write my blogs the better my writting will be so just chill out and let a nerd talk.I don't normally type out my feelings I'm used to the good old paper and pen so just give me some time to get better at this online bloggng thing. second of all yes sometimes I copy and paste is the thing I dont claim it to me me who wrote it and said it im just blogging about stuff thats on my mind,things people said,clips i get from the news..i always say and this came from and then paste it..if someone has already said something and its just as good or better than how you would explain it you should prob just leave it alone. Everything I put in " " is from someone else okay? there is nothing wrong with using s
Chinks In The Brain   I knew men liked there asin women but come :P
What I Am Seeking Here
Trying to male friends for casual or adult chat. Not always sure what to say without seeming offensive. Would try erotic chat or roleplay. Webcam fun is also desired, either being watched or 1-1 Message me with any thoughts
My Living Will
MY LIVING WILL: Last night, my friend and I were sitting in the living room and I said to her, "I never want to live in a vegetative state, dependent on some machine and fluids from a bottle. If that ever happens, just pull the plug." She got up, unplugged the computer, and threw out my wine. She's such a bitch.
I Think It Might Be Time To Clean Your Belly Button Out..   wow now thats  a gross belly button!
Water Found On Saturn Coming From Its Moon! Very Exciting   what a great few days for science and space..these new finding have really got me SPACED OUT!!! LOL a good read for my felow space nerds       nerd love
Trojan Asteroid Found,0,284121.story   take a look!!!
Blabbing About Space   everyone should read this..its really on my mind today
Most Of All Heroes Are Known As "ordinary People"
Most of All Heroes are known as "Ordinary People". So remember: When You meet someone You think of as "just an ordinary person"... That "ordinary person" might be the Greatest Hero You will ever meet. Also remember: You might be a Great Hero Yourself! Too often we don't realize What we have until it is gone Too often we wait too late to say "I'm sorry - I was wrong." Sometimes it seems we hurt the ones We hold dearest to our hearts And we allow foolish things To tear our lives apart. Far too many times we let Unimportant things into our minds And then it's usually too late To see what made us blind. So be sure that you let people know How much they mean to you Take that time to say the words Before your time is through. Be sure that you appreciate Everything you've got And be thankful for the little things in life that mean a lot. One day someone's mother died. And on that clear, cold morning, in the warmth of her bedroom, the daughter was struck with the pain of learning that sometime
This Summer
How exciting has my summer been? Well so far I've been nonstop. Two classes and a lab for the first summer session, then a lovely trip to Fort Mccoy, Wisconsin for 28 days. Now a possible trip to Fort Hood, Texas for a few weeks in August. And Ogden, Utah for a week in September. All for the Army. Believe it or not I do look forward to Ogden, Fort Hood not so much. I write this today because my mission here is done until th 2nd of August and I have nothing to do at the moment. Writing a blog out of boredom, oh boy. Anyway I can't complain about things, the trip back to Ireland this fall is looking very nice, can't wait to se my grandparents. Lots to do when I get back though, got a roommate finally and fully intend on moving somewhere else in south boston within reasonable distance of Umass. I started writing again, workin on the music for a song now, lyrics are pairing with it very nicely. It's called "morning" and it's a semi love song but more of a song to convince. Hon
Temporary Blog Just To Get Started
i'm posting this now just to clean out the turf innner wall for now. will figure something out later. so far i havm't received any input so just rollin with the flow :)  will update or create another blog later. some of this stuff is currently ourdated. plan to reupdate later.    check out our friends in WHS,SDS,WTR,SYNERGY and OBLIVION lounges! [ ][ ] {--- Oblivion[ ][ ] {--- wild & tame radio lounge[ ] {--- Synergy lounge  will be revising this soon,maybe dumping it into a blog to cut clutter in here....welcome to the team everyone. this part of the wall is seen by turf members only. this turf is typically a laid back turf,but we protect/back our team/turf mates when we can. not all of us can be online regularly and this is meant to be fun for socialising and meeting new peeps. this turf will consist of p
Is It Just Me Or...?
are there more deceptive people than ever on fu? I mean, I understand it IS fu, but there are a ton of social networking sites out there. this one just seems to generate the shadiest of people. which is bad for a girl like me, who wants to see the good in everyone. and believe the things people tell me. and honestly, I don't understand the choices some people make. it's like one road leads directly to happiness & one road leads to a bunch of complicated crap AND in no way ensures happiness down the road at all. just more confusion and probably that person being led on. and they choose road TWO. WHAT IS THAT? maybe some people are addicted to misery....
SYMPATHY  Sympathy is like heroin.  The more you give me the more I want. And it adds no value to my life. In fact it slows me down. Makes me forget I am responsible for my own life. You do not serve me by giving me sympathy. Give me empathy, and then ask me, “Now what?”
Why Wait?
WHY WAIT What are you waiting for? No, I mean REALLY.  What are you waiting for?  TRUTHFULLY, what is in your way besides fear?
“a Midsummer Night’s Wet Dream” Coming To The Speakeasy
Newsletter Of The Dr Susan Block Institute This Saturday Night, July 30th on The Dr. Susan Block Show SQUIRTING MILFS, NYMPHS, POETS & PORN STARS will join us for    
Up Late Yet Again
My birthday was both a gift and a curse. I got a new laptop which is great, but now I'm wasting life away by being on Twitter or Tumblr, Facebook or IMVU or now THIS piece of shit ass social network. I'm up by the time my boyfriend goes to work and I sleep til the afternoon. Man I need a damn job. lol. But anyway... I'm up on this, and now I wanna eat brownies and watch The King of Queens. (dont fuckin ask). See, my thing is... I like social networks because I can be a douche if I want, and if ya'll judge me... fuck u too. lol. Life doesnt get much better than being able to say whatever u want, and not get viewed as less than a "lady" because you used 25 cuss words in one fuckin sentence.  Anyway... I guess the whole point of this crap website is to boost your vanity and let u know you're hot. I guess. You get more points and friends n shit for being hot? That needs to work in the real world because bitches hate on other women BECAUSE they are pretty. And yea sure... if you got someth
This Song Is About You
I know if you read things a certain wayIt seems to be directed at youDid you ever stop to think why I doAnd say and write the things that I do. Take my wordMy mind is full of life and running wild.You certainly were my museAnd fountain of inspiration during the good times.Please don’t be so egocentric these daysThose waters went dryWhen you decided to cut your ties. You say I don’t have to be so dramaticWhen you’re being so monochromaticI’m merely in a state of shockAt the sight of how much we’ve drifted apart. I see you see how much I’ve admired youDon’t think because I’m so blind it’s all aroundI remember when I was in your day dreamsAnd you were in mine and everything was fine. You say I don’t have to be so dramaticWhen you’re being so monochromaticI’m merely in a state of shockAt the sight of how much we’ve drifted apart
[minor Update]
Holy hell, that took forever to load.   Stupid superfluous not fixing anything flash updates.   Uuuh anyway Right Dog had fleas. We killed them. Then we bathed said dog. She was less than happy. I managed to wang my head in the process.   MML2 could be wrapped up quite quickly. I'm now hitting $1,000,000 in that game in 20 minutes (which previously took > 1 hour) and I've probably only got ... ... 14 million to go. ... ... ... I dunno why I'm being such a completionist dipshit over this game. I guess because I really... really like this game, and I'm still in mourning over the cancellation of MML3? Maybe. Who knows?   I miss sex. Thanks for stating the obvious. And I'm trying to get back on a workout schedule. Something to do I guess?   The topic of counseling and medication came up. I hedged.   I need it on my terms. No going over the "old material" and ... I dunno my "condition" is so cognitive and devoid of emotion that I'll need a convincing and ratio
Things You Should Never Say To A Dj !!!
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i am no where near perfect; i eat when im bored, i fall for boys easily , im vunerable in believing lies, im hoping that one day i wont live by fake smiles, i live by quotes that explain what i'm going through , i make up excuses for EVERYTHING , i have bestfriends && enemies , (and thats life) live it,love it,learn from it
Nine Words Women Use
NINE WORDS WOMEN USE (1) Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. (2) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. (3) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. (4) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! (5) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to # 3 for the meaning of nothing.) (6) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will
My Love
We all want something beautiful. Some day when all the colors fade. And the luster of the things you need have fallen into a color blind world. You will find me sitting alone imprisoned among the shades and scattered lines. Shackled to the earth and the nature that is all of a woman's heart. Awaiting the comfort and renewal of its infinite passion.     You ask me, " what are you looking for in a man?" My reply.... When I look into your eyes, no words are needed. When our hands meet and our fingertips touch, there is an indescribable force of energy. It races and pulsates through to our warm lips. Gently and softly caressing each other; Igniting a fire that rages through to the very cores of our souls; Illuminating the colors of the night sky as the sun drifts down into the horizon. Leaving us in Utopia till the dawn awakens us.
Wtf? A Message Sent To Me.
Hello how you doing today? Am kemi by name, Am interested in your profile... Am so curious to your profile... Let me easily tell little of me...I am that easy going type,open minded and a good listener .I laugh a lot and try to make people around me all the time happy.My hobbies are too many but to mentioned a few; sports,watching movies, going for walks, playing with kids, listening to all types of music), making love at the beach, dancing in the dark etc. My favorite movies are romantic movies, eating habits: just about anything..My hair is black which is one of my most attractive features. I don't have any kids, I don't smoke. I like basketball (to watch). like taking walks in the park. My favorite movies are romantic comedies, any comedies, really. I like action movies, too, as long as they have a good plot. I like seeing horror movies when I have a strong woman beside me to protect Dear Mostly importantly i want to get married to a caring, down to earth, romantic,God f
Fubar has  may me  think real long and hard to the way i treat others, and how i get treated, I learned alot from others, but i would not give up my friends on fubar for nothing... thank you all !!!  As to the people i have hurt am sorry... But i am human and it a two way street for the hurt game....
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What A Woman Really Means....
(1) Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. (2) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. (3) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. (4) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! (5) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to # 3 for the meaning of nothing.) (6) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for
Dear Congress
DEAR CONGRESS, Last year I mismanaged my funds and this year my family and I cannot decide on a budget. Until we can come to a unified decision that fits all of our needs and interests, we will have to shut down our check book and will no longer be able to pay our taxes. I'm sure you'll understand. Thank you very much for setting an example we can all follow.
Sixx:am - Skin
Paint yourself a picture of what you wish you looked likeMaybe then they just might feel a ounce of your painCome into focus step out of the shadows it's a losing battleThere's no need to be ashamedCause they don't even know you all they see is scarsThey don't see the angel living in your heartLet them find the real you buried deep withinLet them know with all you've got that you are not your skinAnd when they start to judge you show them your true colorsAnd do one to others as you've done to you just rise above thisKill them with your kindness ignorers is blindnessThey're the ones that stands to loseCause they don't even know you all they see is scarsThey don't see the angel living in your heartLet them find the real you buried deep withinLet them know with all you've got that you are not your skinCause they don't even know you all they see is scarsThey don't see the angel living in your heartLet them find the real you buried deep withinLet them know with all you've got that you are n
Sixx Am *smile*
As the light, washes over the morning rise,You're still asleep, and that's all right,I can be still, cause you look so sweet,And beautiful, next to me.And all my life,I've been waiting for someone like you,To make me smile,You make me feel alive,And you're giving me everything,I've ever wanted in life,You make me smile,And I forget to breathe,What's an angel like you,Ever do with a devil like me.You make me smile,You make me smile,You make me smile,Smile.Still in bed, sun is beating down,In a hotel room, on the edge of town,Wake up baby, it's three hundred miles to drive,And the truck-stop preacher, well he says God is on our side.And all my life,I've been waiting for someone like you,To make me smile,You make me feel alive,And you're giving me everything,I've ever wanted in life,You make me smile,And I forget to breathe,What's an angel like you,Ever do with a devil like me. 
And I Will Make Love With You
I want to make love to you and feel you inside of my inner-nessI want to be so good to you, I want to be your bestI want to feel you inside me morning, noon AND nightI want to kiss and caress every part of you just- rightAnd I will make love with you….When I make love WITH you…You will be my king and I’ll be in love with youI’ll be like your genie in a bottle making your wishes come trueYou’ll want me in your life as your wife and as your queen ‘Cause I’ll be giving you things that you could never dreamAnd I won’t just be your friend and lover-I’m your partner in crime And for you, for you I would give my last dimeAnd I will make love with you….I will hold you and lend my shoulder when you need to cryAnd every one of our little ‘secrets’ baby, I’ll keep until I dieWhen we touch…. your heart will race out of controlBoo I want you to want ME until you’re 99 years oldAnd every night before you la
Unfrienders For No Apparent Reason:
Send a nice warm friend request. Accepted. Visit profile often, giving only 11's. Send notes. Give drinks. Suddenly unfriended. Send blank friend request, because you were already friends. Not accepted. Send note asking why. "I don't keep friends who never visit my profile". wtf? Freak.
Take 2
Let's try this again... I am mad at myself...I had a really bad weigh in In 2 weeks (missed last week) I was up several pounds.. It is my own fault..I drank A LOT of sangria and made very poor food choices :/ I am very unhappy with myself, but I guess everyone falters on the way to a goal from time to time   *sighs*   Carry on..:)
Deal With It
♥♥♥ people are gonna say shit about you  no matter what you do. deal with it. ♥♥♥  
Lil Wayne
The    shit    you    hear    about    me    might   be    true... But   then   again... It     could     be    as    fake    as  the   b*tch    who    told    you;*                                                     -Lil Wayne  
The Way It Is
No matter where I go, sad things will happen to me, hard things. People I love will die, and sometimes I'll have to tell friends good-bye. I'll meet people who won't like me, and I'll know loneliness. I don't like it, but that's the way it is. ♥
Haters are just  jealous because you have something   they don't 

Throw it away,   Forget yesterday. We'll make the great escape. We wont hear a word they say, Because they don't know us  anyway ♥
Delightful Dump Cake
DUMP CAKE      1 (16-ounce) can crushed pineapple1 (21-ounce) can cherry pie filling1 (18.25-ounce) package yellow cake mix1/2 cup butter, chilled1/2 cup chopped nuts (peacans are great.) 1/2 bag of sweet coconut.     Preheat oven to 350°F. Grease well a 13 x 9 x 2-inch pan. Dump pineapple (including juice) into the prepared pan; spread evenly. Dump cherry pie filling over pineapple, spreading evenly. Dump yellow cake mix over the top, spreading evenly. Cut cold butter into 1/4-inch slices and arrange over the top. Cover top layer with coconut. Sprinkle with nuts. Bake in preheated oven until a toothpick inserted into the center of the cake comes out clean (about 40 minutes). About 10 servings.
Jumping In.
So, here it begains.  Ihave been dibble dabbing around the internet to see what i can see.  i have found some really interesting sites lol.  i thought i might share a few with you.   The first one is called this site is so fucking cool.  i had been on the site fora ling while but just rediscovered it recently.  EF is a company that has a user based community that focuses on sex.  this companys main function is to sell intimate items such as sex toys and etc. I recently got accepted to become an advanced review.... my first review assignment is on its way and omg.  lol cant wait. to join in on the fun visit: To see my profile: If you decide to order use code: GP3 To have fun and make cash:   Te Item i ordered today :     Check it out.  tell
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Loving Dogs
Two years ago today you both passed away very tragically. You are still missed and loved by those you left behind . I know that are you with Jaboa and Phyllis and that is good.  Phyllis mete you at rainbow bridge so i know you are playing and happy with them.  love and miss you both. 
Learning Restraint
Obviously I must be learning some. I resisted the urge to get into an argument with My sister last night when she found I was buying on payments a camcorder and "we're supposed to be saving money and broke" but I didn't mention "well at least I don't go out twice a week or out of town every other month to party and drink and spend money on least mine is beneficial to life in a way". ~LOL~ Normally WW3 would have broken out between us due to small things like that so...proud of Me? ~LOL~ j/k   Didn't know if this would be "nsfw" with mentioning drinking and all or not so marked just in case.
Bling Backgrounds
    Why are you letting people tell you what to do?  It's your life to live It's your choice on what you do    ♥ don't let anyone impact your decisions,  don't let them be the reason you miss out on doing something you really wanted to do. Because in the future, you will
You Know
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Special Ability Defaults
Here is an example of what I can make for special ability defaults: thumb  nail (what it shows as your default) and the bigger size when someone looks at your pictures! this is only an example of the unlimited possibilities that I can make!  I can make pictures like this for all of the special abilities! Hit me up for more details (PRIVATE MESSAGE PLEASE) :)           2nd Example           Example 3      
Hey There Delilah
  A thousand miles seems pretty far, But they've got planes and trains and cars. I'd walk to you if I had no other way.  
Women Think Of Everything
Women Think of Everything!! An old man and woman were married for many years, even though they hated each other. Whenever there was a confrontation, yelling could be heard deep into the night. The old man would shout, 'When I die, I will dig my way up and out of the grave and come back and haunt you for the rest of your life!'Neighbors feared him. They believed he practiced magic, because of the many strange occurrences that took place in their neighborhood. The old man liked the fact that he was feared. ---To everyone's relief, he died of a heart attack when he was 98.His wife had a closed casket at the wake. After the burial, she went straight to the local bar and began to party, as if there was no tomorrow.Her neighbors, concerned for her safety, asked, 'Aren't you afraid that he may indeed be able to dig his way out of the grave and haunt you for the rest of your life?'The wife put down her drink and said, 'Let him dig. I had him buried upside down.'And you know me
Sex Fantasies
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She Loved Before
"You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She's not perfect - you aren't either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. So don't hurt her, don't change her, don't analyze and don't expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she's not there." —Bob Marley 
I am Me. In all the world, there is no one else exactly like me. Everything that comes out of me is authentically mine, because I alone chose it -- I own everything about me: my body, my feelings, my mouth, my voice, all my actions, whether they be to others or myself. I own my fantasies, my dreams, my hopes, my fears. I own my triumphs and successes, all my failures and mistakes. Because I own all of me, I can become intimately acquainted with me. By so doing, I can love me and be friendly with all my parts. I know there are aspects about myself that puzzle me, and other aspects that I do not know -- but as long as I am friendly and loving to myself, I can courageously and hopefully look for solutions to the puzzles and ways to find out more about me. However I look and sound, whatever I say and do, and whatever I think and feel at a given moment in time is authentically me. If later some parts of how I looked, sounded, thought, and felt turn out to be unfitting, I can discard that wh
"it's Simple, There Are Thr
"It's simple, there are three rules," says Joel, one of the founders of the weekly game. "Rule number one: no cheating. Rule number two: no violence. Rule number three: rule number two can be broken if rule number one is broken."I had a birthday party for my son, and it was a poker party," says Armand of Ausiello's Fifth Street Grill, who lets me watch poker on the TV behind his bar. "It was unbelievable. Seventeen kids showed up and they each put in 10 bucks and played for nine hours. They had a great time. Some parents are worried about their kids playing poker, like it will turn into a huge gambling problem." He pauses and shakes his head."Poker is a game about people," he says, adjusting the TV's volume, "and this is something that gets kids to sit down and learn about each other instead of plugging into video games." 
Rock On, Fubarians!
Well here I am on Fubar. Not sure how long I'll be here. No telling what to expect. From what I can tell, it isn't a sure thing, or a permanent thing, but it is something. Guess its up to me to decide whether its going to be a regular thing or a one-time thing. Never been one for doing a fling, but there's a first time for everything. Alright, enough with the "things"! This site is supposed to be some kind of "adult-oriented" social network for grown ups, but so far it feels pretty much like any other kind of place... except for the drinks, and the not-so-subtle flirting going on in plain sight, and whatever. But overall, there seems to be a good atmosphere in here. Strangers can be friendly, helpful, and even inviting to the most random people. And there's no sense of weirdness for liking someone for no reason (or not yet, anyway). Its all just a game anyway, as far as I can tell. Maybe we'll just leave it at that and see where it goes from there. In the meantime, I'm just going to
Called it a draw to say the best for the least like a burn of the veins or an itch of the brain   Tributes and wards of wrapped hair and dry stone to the petty gods overhead clanking bowls and groping for alms their eyes taken in sick, their tongues twisted on servitude like a cage with no doors, no windows, no bars Am I kept in?   A million fingers of dark squirm from the empty. overtaking me without time to tear my nails or to empty my lungs the walls are too smooth too judgemental too clean too high Certainly not to keep them out.   Doubt. Worming, writhing rebounding second guesses. A thousand voice chorus of whatifs neverwas neverwills never had never should never could.   And on the most well timed ejaculation of sleep. Fade. Snap. Awake. Why? Doubt. Right. ... right...   This again. And again. And again.   They told me hell was just a word. An idea. A punitive invention of guilt and sorrow of most marked poetry, not irony   but by th
Hearts In Shadow
Looking into the mirror the face there turns away, not wanting to see the disgusting image.  Beating against the glass in hopes of a response is the shell of one forgotten, desperatly wanting to be heard through screams never heard. One final blow and glass shatters, shards fall to the blackened floor below.  Blood streaked hands reach for glass to remove the offending image, with meticulious precision the surgeon does the work at hand.  Rivers of blood wash across the floor, shards dropping down to seek another home. Piercing lower flesh and slicing deep, guts spill forth to greet the morn.  Fingers tremble reach within; to stretch and pull a muted chord, with bow in hand the musician plays. A lonesome melody comes forth from them, telling a story of hearts no longer bold. Body slumps forth; eyes pierced with shards, echoing of eyes forgotten how to cry.
Sever My Heart
Walls of pain surround my brain, sending me shadows of soft disgrace. Harbinger of death, carry me away. Take me in your fold, to love me forevermore. Bury me deep and covered with sorrow, lies a heart of powdered glass. Shattered and broken is that soul of hope, crushed in desolation with the force of a shove.  Images of past taunt me at my ear, telling me I am a fool. Never did I think I would be destroyed, by a loved one so dear to my heart's core.
In Silence
If I follow my heart and it shatters, shards of emotion strewn about carelessly as if its owner fell short of protecting its worth, would you look upon it as such? If I stumble in my time of despair, blinded by my season of darkened skies, would you carry me and set light to the path I was meant to take? If I called you hero, for all the compassion you have given me, would you know its value or has this title become so cliché that you wouldn’t feel the depth of its meaning? If I searched for the one word that would make you understand just how much you mean to me, would you wait patiently, by my side until the word could be spoken? If I failed to speak any words at all, would you hear ~ in silence the language of a once shattered heart saying I love you?   © 2009 Babbette Francis/Yevette Cole ~ aka (SugarRain)  
It's Simple
 guys, it's simple. treat your girl how you would want your dad to treat your mom, your future brother in law to treat your sister, & your future son in law to treat your daughter.
T h e  h a r d e s t  t h i n g  i n  l i f e IS ACTING LIKE YOU DON'T CARE ABOUT SOMETHING when it's really all you think about. . . . . .  
Breaking Blocks
A Song For You - Donny Hathaway
I've been so many places in my life and timeI've sung a lot of songs I've made some bad rhymeI've acted out my love in stagesWith ten thousand people watchingBut we're alone now and I'm singing this song for youI know your image of me is what I hope to beI've treated you unkindly but darlin' can't you seeThere's no one more important to meDarlin' can't you please see through meCause we're alone now and I'm singing this song for youYou taught me precious secrets of the truth witholding nothingYou came out in front and I was hidingBut now I'm so much better and if my words don't come togetherListen to the melody cause my love is in there hidingI love you in a place where there's no space or timeI love you for in my life you are a friend of mineAnd when my life is overRemember when we were togetherWe were alone and I was singing this song for youYou taught me precious secrets of the truth witholding nothingYou came out in front and I was hidingBut now I'm so much better and
Hustle Hard (remix)
[Ace Hood](Hustle, hustle, hustle, hustle)[Chorus]Same old shit, just a different dayout here tryna get it, each and every waymomma need a housebaby need some shoestimes are getting hardguess what I'mma doHustle, hustle, hustle, hardHustle, hustle, hustle, hardHustle, hustle, hustle, hardClosed mouths don't get fed on this boulevard[Ace Hood]Okay, I'm booked out until AugustShow money depositsSee the shit then I cop itgot but a house note in my pocketI'm on south beach with the top offBad bitch and her ass softSomething outta that catalogueShe introduced to that lock jawand I think her name was LisaOr maybe it was SheilaMy chevy sittin' too highI call that Wiz KhalifaAnd I'm all about the new FranklinsAin't talkin' ArethaBitch my league too majorI'm hiphop Derek JeterAnd I'm still feeling my pocketsBig bass and its knockingYeah this be the remixBut still ride around with that rocketI'll go walking back to my household"We The best" be the logoHundred grand for that neck glowAll about th
South Carolina Woman Faces Trial For "truck Nutz" (repost)
The police chief of a small South Carolina town will ask a jury to decide if a woman broke the state's obscenity laws by driving a pickup truck with plastic testicles hanging from the back. Bonneau Police Chief Franco Fuda ticketed Virginia Tice, 65, in early July at a local convenience store after spying the adornment dangling from her truck. South Carolina law considers a bumper sticker, decal or device indecent when it describes, in an offensive way as determined by contemporary community standards, "sexual acts, excretory functions, or parts of the human body." The offense carries a maximum fine of $445 but no jail time, Fuda said.
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Spoon Theory
My best friend and I were in the diner, talking. As usual, it was very late and we were eating French fries with gravy. Like normal girls our age, we spent a lot of time in the diner while in college, and most of the time we spent talking about boys, music or trivial things, that seemed very important at the time. We never got serious about anything in particular and spent most of our time laughing. As I went to take some of my medicine with a snack as I usually did, she watched me with an awkward kind of stare, instead of continuing the conversation. She then asked me out of the blue what it felt like to have MS and be sick. I was shocked not only because she asked the random question, but also because I assumed she knew all there was to know about MS. She came to doctors with me, she saw me walk with a cane, and throw up in the bathroom. She had seen me cry in pain, what else was there to know? I started to ramble on about pills, and aches and pains, but she kept pursuing, and didn't
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Our Mountain Top
We come to this mountain top often.The mountain takes away the pressures of life.We go there to have fun and to forget.The music is blaring and I am dancing for the man I love.He watches me with a big smile and twinkles in his eyes.Life is wonderful up on top of that mountain.We gather wood and start a fire.I love to here the crackle of the fire.We watch the sun fall behind the mountain.The colors are bright and beautiful.We take pictures of these sunsets with cameras.But the sunsets are snap shots in our minds of wonderful nights on the mountain top.We sit in front of the fire on a big rock.The fire keeps up warm as I lean back on the man I love.The coals in the fire glow a bright red orange,they are mesmerizing to watch.I look at the man I love by the glow of the fire and I fall in love even more.The wonderful memories we have up on top of that mountain.
His Heart
I lay my head on his chest.I hear his heart beating.Thump-thump, Thump-thump, Thump-thump.I start to relax.I listen to his heart beating.Thump-thump, Thump-thump, Thump-thump.I smile to myself.I start to get lost in the beats of his heart.Thump-thump, Thump-thump, Thump-thump.My other hand caresses his chest.The world melts away around me.Thump-thump, Thump-thump, Thump-thump.I become transfixed on the sound of his heart.All I can hear is…Thump-thump, Thump-thump, Thump-thump.I melt into him.He is mine, I am his.Thump-thump, Thump-thump, Thump-thump.He caresses my arm.Pulls me in closer to him.Thump-thump, Thump-thump, Thump-thump.My eyes are closed.All I hear is…Thump-thump, Thump-thump, Thump-thump.He talks to me.I don’t respond.Thump-thump, Thump-thump, Thump-thump.I am gone.No thinking.Thump-thump, Thump-thump, Thump-thump.He thinks I am sleeping.But I am lost in his heart beats.Thump-thump, Thump-thump, Thump-thump.I am at peace.I am safe.Thump-thump, Thump-thu
Story Books Dreams
Story book dreams can come trueas long as I spend my life with you.Growing in love over the yearsLaughing together conquering fears.Chapter by chapter the story growsTouching your face kissing your nose.Snuggling hugging holding you tightfeeling your there all through the night.Knowing you want me like I want youmaking you smile when you feel blue.Hand in mine we walk as oneslowly into the setting sun.Like two peas in a pod, we won't break the shellfor if we do we break the spell.And when the story has to endto heaven we will go   Amen
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This I Pomise You
I love you. You are my best friend, My soul mate. Thank you for just being you.I give myself to you in marriage for all of my days on this earth.       I promise to encourage and inspire you, to laugh with you, and to comfort you in times of sorrow and struggle.       I promise to love you in good times and in bad, when life seems easy and when it seems hard, when our love is simple, and when it is an effort.       I promise to cherish you, and to always hold you in highest regard I will never leave you nor forsake you; I will spend all my days at your side. Hand and hand, heart to heart, and as our souls live as one.      We will share a lifetime of immeasurable love. This is my Promise to you, my partner, lover, and best friend.This I give on the day of our wedding to you. I love you.
My Soul Mate
Sometimes we take for grantedthe people in our livesthat mean the most to us.I want to tell you how muchthat you being in my lifedoes for me every day in so many ways.Is there a way to put all the feelings I have about us in one small poem,or can I only hope to intimate the role that our friendship Has played in my life?I never imagined when we first met,that someday you would be such an important part of my life.That in my life full of uncertainties,I could count on knowingwith unfailing certainty,That you really are the person who knows me better than anyone else,including all my faults and foibles,and still loves me the way I am.You understand more aboutHow I feelHow I thinkHow I reactHow I handle the things in my life,You just knowEven when I don't give you much to go onSTILL YOU KNOWYou are one of the only people I can trustto let see those secret places in my soul,that most people will never see or even realize are there.You know the difference betweenwhen I am just blue and feel
My Eternal Love
Your breathe on my faceYour fingers running through my hairYour every traceI can not help but stareThe rock that holds me togetherThe heart that beats the same as my ownThe calmness in any weatherThe love that makes this house a homeThe depth of your amazing eyesThe fire for me in your smileThe everlasting truth in all the liesThe life that makes mine worthwhileMy hero in the dark nightMy protector from painMy guiding lightMy comfort in the rainI could go on forever about your loveI've become to truly believeyou were sent from aboveMy own angel, To forever love only me
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I Filled A Huge Trash Can With Weeds Today....and Lots Of Other Stuffs *dances*
BACK GARDEN 7-27-2011   Planted;   Rambling Red Stripe (cherry type red and green striped very sweet) in Buffalo Loam soil, strange stuff that soil…lite but holds water well…we’ll see how the tomato performs.   Strawberries; Quinaul-spread 18” high yield if protected for birds (yes, I bought bird netting today *grin)   Fragaria-grown more for it’s pink flowers it spreads 24” and fruits rarely.   Fertilized   All veggies and herbs (except Rambling Red Stripe) with Happy Frog tomato and vegetable.   All flowers with Fertilome Blooming and Rooting.   I’m very blessed and will continue to take pictures.  It’s been a crazy season weather wise and I’ve heard of a few people that have lost their entire gardens *sad face*   HAPPY WEEDING…try to stay cool and drink lots of water!!!
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Weekend Update: Editorial Reply - S.1 : Ep.5
How odd is this? It is the exact same thing that we are going through now almost 35 years later.
To My Husband My Truelove
My Man
You're my man, my mighty king,And I'm the jewel in your crown,You're the sun so hot and bright,I'm your light-rays shining down, You're the sky so vast and blue,And I'm the white clouds in your chest,I'm a river clean and pure,Who in your ocean finds her rest, You're the mountain huge and high,I'm the valley green and wide,You're the body firm and strong,And I'm a rib bone on your side, You're an eagle flying high,I'm your feathers light and brown,You're my man, my king of kings,And I'm the jewel in your crown.
When I Say I Love You
When i Say I love YouI say the words " I luv U" so muchthat I wonder sometimes if you take forgranted the feeling that is behind them.I never want you to see them as justwords to begin or end a conversation."I Luv U" is just my way of sayingthat you have touched a place in myheart and made me come alive.You have claimed a part of my heartthat, no matter what happens to us,will always belong to you.You taught me how to love.You broke through all of my defensesand comforted my fears...You touched places in meI never knew I had,and made me feel thingsI never thought I'd feel.You have all of the patience, care,understanding, and concern neededto build the kind of relationship we have.So when I say " I Luv u"the words are not spoken out of habit.It is my way of saying thank you forbeing you and of returning someof the joy you have given me.
You Should Pay Less For Your Wedding Dresses
How can I appear wonderful in the Cheap wedding dresses asks the potential spring bride. nicely why can`t you appear wonderful may be the uncomplicated response to that question. A inexpensivewedding dresses is no several to that of an high-priced wedding ceremony attire - other compared to cost. this can be a single celebration inside your lifestyle that is for being special, so it is truly a clever bride who does not overspend on the wedding ceremony gown - which hopefully by no means has for being donned once again from this morning forward. Weddings are exactly where the betrothed few appear to overlook and disregard what marriage entails. The potential bride and groom often splash out on wedding ceremony add-ons that they are able to ill afford after which begin married lifestyle with massive debts hanging more than their heads. Wedded bliss is exactly about happiness - but once the wedding ceremony is more than - as well as your high-priced wedding ceremony attire hangs covered
Hey Bub, I'm Nocturnal, Deal With It...
So this is a blog about my cat.  Yes, I'm a grown man, yes, I have a cat, yes, I'm writing a blog about my cat.  Go blow a goat, I'm so much a man your Daddy would want to shake my hand.  My cat is a bit spoiled, I often by her toys from the pet shop.  Part of it is because I spoil her, and part of it is because I get tired of digging under couches, dressers, and etc to fetch the toys she lost.  My cat has a tough time understanding why in the middle of the night, I would choose to just lie there in bed when it's a great time to play.  Now when she was a kitten, she would be a little more inquisitive about this fact.  It started out with jumping up on the bed and dropping a toy on me to get me to play.  As she matured, this changed into just sitting on the edge of the bed with a toy, in case I were to wake up and wanted to play.  Now that's she's older she leaves what I call "Play notes."  Basically what this is, she'll bring toys in in the middle of the night and leave
Read My Work On Bookise Daigo   The LINK ABOVE is to my profile on a writing site. I have no fans so my work doesn't get looked at much ....  So I am posting it here to ask for  you all to  go there and look it over.  If you like my work leave a comment there or here on this post.    I would  very much love that... and if you really like it I will send you a drink...  much love.
when i signed up for this site i thought you were to rate the pics and profiles like you see em.i know everyone dont think someone i think is nice lookin is.everbody got there own taste and what floats there boat.but when you rate someone any thing less then a 10 on here some get so pissed they rate you a one and then block ya. then get all there friends to do the same. and i dont mean i just go through and be a dick and rate every person i see a one. i am talkin about an 8 r 9. the reason i rate like that is because i thought thats how your suppose to rate. rate em like you see em.if i am wrong then why even have the 1 through 9 spots to rate. i know everyone  dont see me as a 10 but i do not get mad when they rate me a 8 r 9 hell even a 1. if thats how they see me then rate it up no hard feelin. but what i dont get is when you do rate some one lower then a  10 some get so pissed and cuss ya out. why if ya dont want to be judged like that dont put up pics to be rated on a social site.
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Onions (repost)
Disclaimer – this information came to me from another nurse.  Have tried none of these things!   ONIONS — Who Would've Thought it?   In 1919 when the flu killed 40 million people, there was a Doctor who visited many farmers to see if he could help  them combat the flu.  Many of the farmers and their family had contracted it, and many died. The doctor came upon one farmer, and to his surprise, everyone in the household was very healthy.  When the doctor asked what the farmer was doing that was different, the wife replied that she had placed an unpeeled onion in a dish in the rooms of the home (probably only two rooms back then).  The doctor couldn't believe it and asked if he could have one of the onions and place it under the microscope.  She gave him one, and when he did this, he did find the flu virus in the onion.  It obviously absorbed the bacteria, therefore, keeping the family healthy.  Now, I heard this story from my hairdresser in AZ.  She said that
Bring Back Speed Bar.
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Everything I Ever Whised For
Pssst ...Do you know that I Love You ? I probably told you ... But i'm going to keep saying it.There is no lies in these words,not one bit ! Your smile keeps me Alive,its one more reason to keep fighting.I would give you my soul for comfort,even if it leaves me dark and cold and when I hold you close,I can feel your heart beat fast,and I think to Myself... I've found that someone at last .....1 Year.It's been a year AlreadyTime fly'sWe will have our BabyYou know,The first time I met youI knew you would make a Great Daddy.Just a Little somethingTo tell you that I Love YouI don't say it out of HabitOr to make Conversation ....I say it to remind you that ...Your the best thing that ever happened to Me ...You make me feel like the best MommyOur baby was the missing piece of our puzzle.Oh ... By the way ... Your everything I ever wished for

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