When I Close My Eyes
WHEN I CLOSE MY EYES I SEE HIM AND ME STANDING IN THE SHOWER! AS HE BEINGS TO LATHER MY SPONGE I FEEL HIS WARM BODY PRESSES AGAINST MINE AS HIS DICK BEGINS TO HARDEN ! I TAKE MY HAND AND WRAP IT AROUND HIS HEAD AS HIS LIPS KISSES MY SKIN! WHEN I CLOSE MY EYES I SEE HIM DROP THE SPONGE AS HIS HANDS SLIDE UP AND DOWN MY BODY! SMACKING MY ASS AS THE WATER CAME DOWN SLIDING HIS HANDS BACK UP TO SQUEEZE MY BREAST AS HE BIT MY NECK ! "MMMMMMMMM" AS I SAY AS THE WATER RAN DOWN MY BODY ! WHEN I CLOSE MY EYES I FEEL HIS HANDS OPEN MY LIPS AS HE BEGIN TO RUB MY CLIT AS MY ASS ROCKED SLOWLY ON HIS DICK MAKING IT HARDER AND HARDER ! I LIFT MY LEG UP AS HE BEGIN TO PLAY AND TEASE AROUND MY HOLE!  WHEN I CLOSE MY EYES AS HE BITES MY NECK I FEEL HIM SLIDE TWO FINGERS INSIDE MY WALLS ! "MMMMM" I SAY AS I BITE MY LIPS! AS HE CONTINUE TO SEEARCH AROUND MY WET COVE I FEEL MY CUM STARTING TO TRICKLE DOWN MY LEGS ! WHEN I CLOSE MY I SEE HIM SIT ME ON THE EDGE OF THE TUBS AS HE OPEN MY LEGS BURRING HIS FACE

Sexy Salute Contest
Sexy Salute Contest......   My contest is going to be simple and to the point..... I want sexy salutes... Get your sexy on and lets do this... You will be Saluting me.. yes me not Fubar... not the chick down the street me!!!!!!    1st place... 65 credits   2nd place... 40 credits   3rd place... 20 credits   NO DRAMA NO BULL SHIT OR YOUR KICKED WITHOUT REFUND... THERE IS A 5 MILLION DOLLAR FU BUCK BUY IN TO BE APART OF THIS CONTEST!!!!!!   The winner is based on how many rates you recieve .... yes I said rates... so its up to you if you truly want to win or not!!!!   Everyone is welcome to be in this contest friend or not!!!! Everyone will have ther chance to win!!!!   Once their are 15 entries, that is when the contest begins... It will end exactly 3 weeks from the starting date....... So if your interested ..make the salute....... send me a fumail... and let the sexiness begin!!!!!   NO YOU CANT USE YOUR FUBAR SALUTE EITHER!!!!!!! SO MAKE CASPER A SALUTE!

Stand Out
Why try to fit in when you've been born to Stand out?

Preggo
I THINK US PREGGO WOMEN SHOULD ALL HAVE A CHAT TO SEE THE DIFFERENT CRAVINGS AND HOW OUR BODYS HAVE CHANGED ?

Hiring Please Read
BIKER BABES IS CURRENTLY HIRING DJS; EXPERENICED OR NOT, STILL LOOKING FOR YOU! IF YOU DJRANDOMLY HIRING FOR STAFF. .MUST HAVE THE FOLLOWING TO BECOME A DJ, WE WILL NOT PROVIDE EITHER TO YOU -SAMS-WINAMP IF YOUR ALSO INTERESTED IN GREETERS OR ENFORCERS LET US KNOW WHAT YOU WANNA DO WILL HIRE ON DEMANDNO EXPERECENCE NEEDED FOR EITHER THE THREE POSSISTIONS THANKS BUNCH http://fubar.com/lounge/79731

A Friend Of Mine That Is In The Middle Eaast Wrote This One
When tears never fall, and birds never fly.Winter never ends, and children never cry.When the nights are not dark, and the days are not light.When forever does finally end, and the eyes have no sight. When ears cannot hear, and the grass never grows. When silence is too loud, and the genius never knows. When strength doesn't strengthen, and flowers never bloom. When hearts can't be broken, and eternity is too soon. When the wind never blows, and the rain is never wet. When thunder can't be heard, and the sun refuses to set. When angels don't protect, and a fact is not true. When life can't be lived, and the sky is not blue. When the truth is a lie, and the fake becomes so real. The clock shows no time, and wounds never heal. When enjoyment isn't fun, and bells cannot ring. When a race cannot be won, and a singer cannot sing. When pain does not hurt, and enemies never fight. When rainbows have no color, and something wrong seems so right. When all these things finally happen, when they

Emotions
Frustrated because I can't tell if it's real. Mad because I don't know how you feel. Upset because we can't make it right. Sadbecause I need you day and night. Angry because you won't take my hand. Aggravated because you don't understand. Disappointed because we can't be together, but still I'll love you forever.

The Void Of Transformation And Letting Go, By Ben-arion - Ashtar Command - Spiritual Community Network
The Void of Transformation and Letting Go, By Ben-Arion - Ashtar Command - Spiritual Community Network "Life is constantly motion and there will always be changes in the physical. We cannot limit the love in our lifes, life will show us where to go and it may feel as it is a "dense" and rough way to follow. Beliefs and patterns are coming to the surface to be released, ive experienced this myself recently."   For the full article click here http://www.CosmicNature.net

A Soul
I just expected to come the nightI could go out on the streetswithout anyone to see my face clearlyor tears leaked today.I shell give my naked soul to reach happinessbut without it my body does not what love isI prayed deeply to Godto leave it a bit of feelingsmabe he will notice what I feelis just desert in my soulGod did not speak to meHe just gaved me a flame to burn myselfjust beacose i wanted to know what love isGod just want not to see my anymoreI walk....an empty soul... and I just dont know whereI m gooing deeply in my nightI would like to runjust to meet someone ...Perhaps there is a soul like mine Who want a new beginningto feel the world as I feelso I can tell him what hurts me everytime....with pale light the sunrise is comming I turn my back to see the night sunsetI wipe my tired eyes in a hurryand I smell .... the smell of death.

Him
"He smiled the kind of smile that would have stopped my heart if it were still beating."

Lonely Shell
I sit here in this lonely shell trying to break free I pray and hope for the day your love comes back to me I gave you all i had I gave the best of me you held my heart within your hand and now you have shattered it intoI wonder what did i ever do wondering where it all went wrong I sit here and cry sitting here missing you Watching you walk away is killing me inside and i pretend that It's not killing me and that each day i don't dieI pray that one day youll see that you walked away leaving the best you hadand maybe youll realize that our love will never fade I will be waiting here for your return until my dying day.

My Hero ( Lane Frost)
Cheyenne 1989-The Last Ride .On this page is the story of Lane's last ride, and his death, at Cheyenne Frontier Days, Cheyenne, Wyoming, on July 30, 1989. At the bottom of the page is what is known about the bull after Lane's death. Please understand that this was a very hard page to write. While the main purpose of this site is to remember Lane, and all the good things that happened in his life, I understand why people want to know as much as possible about what happened to him in Cheyenne.  I read accounts of that day that are inaccurate, such as: He was killed in Redding, Ca. (No)Red Rock killed Lane. (No) He was thrown from the bull. (No) He was trampled to death. (No) He did something wrong andthat caused his death. (No-No-No) ....and I think to myself that Lane deserves better. Lane deserves the truth. Here, I explain what happened that day in Cheyenne. I only wish someone could explain why.   ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

1000 Transmissions
Just when I think it's getting better,I relapse back to this placeWhere the scenery has changed, now it's terrifyingHow can I go back when it's much too late?Piece by piece, bit by bitMy heart aches and I feel sickThere are things you say and things you can't,Things you threw away and things you want backThe fact that I've lost you, erases all my sanitySeriously, how could anyone carry on like this?I'll never look at things the same because of youAnd I'll never get that moment back I shared with youIt only hurts when I rememberI know you're trying to make it betterBit by bit my heart breaksYour voice repeats, and I can't take it anymoreDon't compromiseSave yourself, I'll always be hereDon't say goodbye, I'm not through with youDon't compromise, don't say goodbyeI tried and tried but my head is full of memoriesAnd sleepless nights, an endless cycleI've tried and tried, but these thoughts just drag me downIt only hurts when I rememberI know you're trying to make it betterI can not steer

Friends
I got alot of friends on here. What I dont understand is when you talk to them why dont they talk back..I love all my friends on here and I try to talk to them all. But when you keep trying to talk to them and you get no answer then what the point. Does anyone else have that problem. Yes this blog sounds stupid but I just had to get it off my shoulders...

Beauty Goes Beneath It All
Beauty is only skin deep.  What a crock of shit.  First of all the skin is just a portal to the soul.  Beauty transcends the skin.  Beauty is in a look, a well timed smart assed remark, a playful squeeze, a lusty growl.  Beauty is the captivation of the neocorex.  Beauty makes you do what you never thought you would or could do.  Beauty turns you into a cognizant, insanely driven animal.

Last Couple Nights
  Two nights ago I had lots of nightmares and shit. Same with the night before that. Tonight wasn't good either, but I think it's getting better. There was one two nights ago where my step sister wanted me as a bf. That was strange, but better than all the nightmares. I can't really remember the nightmares right now, I don't like to dwell on them. Lastnight I had dreams about this house I live in now, but it was different. I had dreams I woke up, and there were different rooms and such. There was a freezer room, and it was being cleaned out. The old food and such had to go. Someone bought one bag of stuff at the grocerie store, and it cost them 1,400 $. Random strangeness. I had a dream I was alladin, or something I think. My parents needed 400$. So I flew around and people loved me, so I asked them to help me out. Way more than 400$ was donated, so I asked the genie to distribute the rest to the poor. Jafar was going to arrest me. I'm not sure what the charge was, maybe some type of s

Respect
The Met, Manchester and Birmingham Police are complainin g that officers have not been home in some cases for as much as 3 whole days and they don't get paid enough for the the job they do putting their lives on the line they harp back Broadwater Farm riot, sad as that was. Well change your f..k..g uniform from blue to green and try 6 months away from home not getting paid enough and comrades being killed on a weekly basis. Repost for all those who have never made it home.

True
6 RULES TO REMEMBER IN LIFE:1. Money cannot buy happiness but it’s more comfortable to cry in a Mercedes than on a bicycle.2. Forgive your enemy but remember the bastard’s name.3. Help someone when they are in trouble and they will remember you when they're in trouble again.4. Many people are alive only because it’s illegal to shoot them.5. Alcohol does not solve any problems, but then neither does milk. 6. Judge because you will be Judged :-)

8.14.11
I love The Job.  I enjoy waking up, going to work, and doing what I do for a living. The people I work with... well... there's to be desired.  But it makes for great comedy.  Allow me to digress. THE A+ DEADBEATIn my sister department, there's a guy who thinks he's a team leader.  He throws himself around like a team leader.  The office sees he's a wannabe team leader.  He's just a rep.  He makes jokes about how he's a deadbeat dad (how is that funny?), he wears (supposedly) expensive clothing, doesn't have a car or a driver's license, or anything of his own to call his own.  He brags about how he's A+ certified in MIS technology, but he pushes papers and makes sure orders are being moved now.  Seriously, the jokes write themselves.   The other day there was a line at the copier machine, and he's like, "I feel like I'm at Motor Vehicles." I quickly turned around and was like, "Really, how would you know?"    Everyone burst out laughing, even the angry guy that hates everyone.  

-sigh-
again, i'm up late.. not much going on! drinking soda, not too good, but i'm also watching house. love that show!

Cassie's Night Out
It is April 09, 2008, it is spring time but yet it is hot like summer. Cassie Jordan a 26 year old woman who is shy, quite, 5'3 and about 135lbs with brown hair and green eyes, who lives in the little country town of Barlo which is just out side of the major city Mocanno, which is where she drives to for work every weekday. This morning Cassie was on her way to Starbucks to pick up drinks for her and her coworkers in the dental office she worked in. She made her order and sat to wait. As she waited a man entered the store, he was tall and muscular with sandy blond hair and gorgeous hazel eyes. He made his order and when he turned around to find a seat to wait, he saw Cassie sitting at a table by the window with the glow of the sun beaming down on her. He thought to his self "wow, she is beautiful", so he made his way to her table and asked if he could have a seat. They exchanged names, his being Josh Walton, and they started talking about how pretty yet hot the morning started out. J

So, Just Stuff And Things...
               Everyone talks about how they hate drama here, and stuff like that. I haven't seen many words here, so the drama statements seem odd. I'm sure there's drama, and words and stuff here somewhere though. Whatever it could be amusing. lol. To each their own.            I got chewed on today. It's kinda weird. I do like being chewed on. I didn't expect it from the person who did it though. I thought, and think she is a relationship. I think it's a romantic one, she called someone baby, and told them she loved them on the phone. She has pictures of them on her profile on another site. The caption reads " Me and my baby " I think she is kissing him in one. Biting doesn't have to be sexual. It could just be a weird random thing. It happened more than once though. And she left a mark on my neck. Biting uhm, " turns me on. " Not a difficult thing to do, but that's what it does. So I didn't and still don't know how to take it. I didn't really want it from her. I guess I never said

Applications For Being My Man. I Am Very Picky So Can U Meet The Requirements?
So there are people out there who actually wanna get with me. Well I am picky bitch and dont know if you are will meet the requirements but if u still think u wanna get with this here it goes: Requirements: Must be a real man Between 5'-10 - 6'-4" in height Must weigh between 175-280 Must have a penis length of at least  7" no more than 11" circumference of at least 6 inches around and 2in  OK BADASSES ( I like bad boys but I am looking for a real good man-NO CRIMINAL RECORDS) Must love animals Must love BBW Must love latin girls Must love music Must know how to dance Must love to eat pussy Must be passionate Must take showers at least one a day twice if u sweat a lot Must be in good physical condition, no lazy asses allowed Must love family ( NO MAMAS BOYS ALLOWED) {Its one thing to love and take care of ur mom but u cant be asking ur mom to take care of u or dont tell her our/my biznass} Must remove pubic hair if u want me to go down on u Must TELL ME THE TRUTH (N

Holus-bolus
holus-bolus \HOH-luhs-BOH-luhs\adverb;    1.  To cleanse.

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The dew of compassion is a tear.  -  Lord Byron

Window Panes
window panes come crashing down admist the tears of pain, vanishing hopes are gone and flew away up above through the twilight, shadows cast across the floor, reflections of the past, trembling thoughts of one dwelling deep within the soul, a mystical sense of reality, all in bewilderment, of the shock in the wave, creatures of the dimness chattering amongst the green, everything slows in stillness what is this we see? a twinkling light shines bright in front of us, gives us new hope of what's to come and what has past, but it does not stop there, we keep wondering of what else we are going to find, we search high and low, looking for the one thing that we crave, we sit and wonder how long it will take to find, the rest of what we have already found, and yet sometimes that is stiill not enough for us,

Take 2?
I had my cardio kick boxing class...it has evolved into total body blast 35 min of cardio, then 45 min of muscle training... Fat, out of shape girl..lordy..I was so proud of myself for lasting the whole class :D Then, I did good... I went to a relay for life.... I walked and helped man the booth for my team... I got luminaries for Reeka and Highwaysong...It felt good to see them all lit up   I have to say that I am blessed and felt truly touched watching the survivors lap and then was moved to tears as I walked after the luminaries were lit Nothing can explain that I walked 8.5 miles today Tomorrow I may not be able to move...but I feel very good about today

Damn It
grrr  

I Did Good Today
I had my cardio kick boxing class...it has evolved into total body blast 35 min of cardio, then 45 min of muscle training... Fat, out of shape girl..lordy..I was so proud of myself for lasting the whole class :D Then, I did good... I went to a relay for life.... I walked and helped man the booth for my team... I got luminaries for Reeka and Highwaysong...It felt good to see them all lit up   I have to say that I am blessed and felt truly touched watching the survivors lap and then was moved to tears as I walked after the luminaries were lit Nothing can explain that I walked 8.5 miles today Tomorrow I may not be able to move...but I feel very good about today

Hey
Hey, im new here. i want to know what you think of me. i just want to get to know as many as people as i can and to become friends with most of you, well if thats possible!

Hall Of Shame (stars' Images Or Careers Ruined Or Nearly Ruined Because Of Their Actions & Egos)
I made a list of stars & athletes Who literally had their images tarnished or nearly had their careers ruined or nearly ruined because of their actions, egos, bad attitudes, etc. which made people strongly dislike them and it shows that sometimes, you gotta learn how to humble yourselves & not let your ego (or arrogance) or bad attitudes get in the way.  Here's a list which I called The Hall of Shame: Carlos Zambrano (former Chicago Cubs pitcher) Kanye West Fred Durst (lead singer of Limp Bizkit) Rosie O'Donnell Milton Bradley (former Cubs player) John Rocker (former Atlanta Braves pitcher) Don Imus (talk show host who dissed The Rutgers women's basketball team) Terrell Owens SouljaBoy Bobby Brown Axl Rose (lead singer of Guns 'N' Roses) Benzino (who feuded with Eminem) R. Kelly Barry Bonds Chris Brown Tiger Woods If I'm missing anybody, please add on

Newest Tat
Got this tat last week  

Woman's Beauty ...
The beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears, the figure that she carries, or the way she combs her hair. The beauty of a woman is seen in her eyes, because that is the doorway to her heart, the place where love resides. True beauty in a woman is reflected in her soul. It's the passion that she shows.

Throwing Stones, Just Not That Far...by Love Songs From The Hate, Lyrics
This song makes me feel as mushy and nostalgic.     I REMEMBER THE PAIN I'VE CAUSED I REMEMBER THE FRIENDS I'VE LOST I REMEMBER WHERE I'VE BEEN AND WHERE WE'VE GONE NOW THAT IT'S GONE ALL GONE I REMEMBER MISFORTUNE ALL THE THINGS THAT WERE BROKEN OH THE WINDSHIELD AND THE BOTTLES OF BEER HERE'S TO WASTING ALL THOSE YEARS I REMEMBER THROWING CELL PHONES GLASS HOUSES THROWING STONES YOU TOOK A CROW BAR TO THE FRONT OF MY CAR THROWING STONES JUST NOT THAT FAR I STILL HAVE THE PILLOW I STOLE FROM YOU IT STILL SMELLS LIKE YOU WHEN I WANT IT TO I CAN STILL SMELL YOUR BREATH I REMEMBER THE NOISE THAT YOU MADE WHEN BREATH HIT THE BACK OF YOUR NECK I REMEMBER THE NOISE THAT YOU MADE WHEN LIPS HIT THE BACK OF YOUR NECK THERE WAS A LINE WE CROSSED WHEN WHAT WAS WAS LOST IT WAS STASHED OR IT WAS SMASHED IT ALL WENT TO SHIT JUST LIKE THAT

Do You Ever Just Wanna...
                  Do u ever just wanna.....have you ever wished you could run away from your problems?not with alcohol or with drugs but away from everything?kids squabbling, your mates small mindedness, The mate that makes an issue out of the smallest insignificate things? Have you ever wished you could run away from the job that you do because you have to, because you cant afford not to have that job? do you wish you could run away from having to sacrafice about everything you think or do? We all know that we can escape in the internet, music, a book or watching a movie. but you just cant run away. because the same issues always find you or you find them every time you turn around. Do you wish you could ever run away? if so where would you go? (:

A Lonely Day!!!
I enjoyed your pictures very much. thank you for sending them...and oh wow...the images that are playing out in my mind...especially regarding your arms...damn...ok.... and wouldnt it be nice for you to be laying there on your bunk..in your army shirt and camo pants..boots on.....thinking about nothing in particular....your mind wandering a 100 different locations but never focusing on anything....and your just waiting for your day to start or end...waiting for sleep to come for a quick nap maybe...and then an image of a beautiful woman pops in to your mind...a tall curvy woman with eyes that can devour a man in a heartbeat and large breasts that make you wanna bury your face and cock into them all day long. Suddenly you feel a brush on your arms....and no one is there.......and then you feel fingers running along your other arm...yet you still see nothing. but you feel fingers running along your chest and up and down your arms....squeezing them ever so slightly......then you feel you

Ordinary World
Came in from a rainy Thursday on the avenue,Thought I heard you talking softly.I turned on the lights, the TV and the radio,Still I can't escape the ghost of you.What has happened to it all?"Crazy," some would say.Where is the life that I recognize?Gone away...But I won't cry for yesterday, there's an ordinary world,Somehow I have to find.And as I try to make my way to the ordinary world,I will learn to survive.Passion or coincidence once prompted you to say:"Pride will tear us both apart."Well now pride's gone out the window, cross the rooftops, run away,Left me in the vacuum of my heart.What is happening to me?"Crazy," some would say.Where is my friend when I need you most?Gone away...But I won't cry for yesterday, there's an ordinary world,Somehow I have to find.And as I try to make my way to the ordinary world,I will learn to survive.(Ooh, Ahh, Ooh)Papers in the roadside tell of suffering and greed.Fear today, forgot tomorrow... oohHere beside the news of holy war and holy need,Our

In The Footsteps Of His Father
                                                                  In The Footsteps Of His Father           A baby boy was born one August day,          He looked so much like his father          in each and every way.          His daddy was a good man         it was plain to see        so strong and so proud        He was the best man there could be.         That little boy followed him        everywhere his daddy would go        he was just like his daddy        and it was just like his daddy        that he would grow.         One day his father went away         and didn't come back anymore         he was a soldier in the Army         who gave his life serving his country         in something they call war.         That was twenty years ago         almost to the day         that little boy grew up to be         just like his daddy,         in each and every way.          One day he joined the Army,           like his father before,           and like

Introduction
Starting the day by introducing my self to the blog scene. I'm Piratepunk, live in the PNW, Two great kids, that live with me part time. I've been throught my ups and downs as of late.    Grew up in a small town, met the perfect girl and married her later to find out not so perfect. Then moved on it life. Our first tale takes us back to about a year ago today. I had been living with a control freak girl that wanted to have me all to her self but didnt want to commit to me. This girl kept this up for months until I finally had enough of it. Met anothe girl and moved out of the state. That was the beginning of the end for me. I found two months in that she was still in love with her ex and she kicked me out. I was homeless now. Found a quick garage to call home for a bit. Finally I just could not handle the brunt of every day life so I decide it was time to pick up my life and take a break from it all. Went out to the Midwest to visit friend and family. The drive across the states was

Poetry
Why do the waves lap upon the beach shore .. why do they endlessly grasp to hold and to feel the sand and shore beneath there watery kiss ... I see my self as the ocean ...alone in its self ... reaching for its love ..but never to have or hold it. Yet the ocean is not sad .. no.. It grasps and reaches still to touch its desire for only those brief moments before returning in on itself once again... The days and weeks go by and the ocean still reaches for the sands.. the earth it so dearly loves and desires.. It never tires or grows weary after the centuries ... it is still there by the sweet sands of time and there it will always be ..as I will you my love.. I will always be here ..right by your side ...reaching for you ..but not becoming weary or discouraged when I cannot touch you .. I will be grateful to have the spiritual love we so clearly have defined as rare .. and I will remain right here .. lapping at your toes ...just to refresh and refill your spirit... with lo

What My Day Is Like
my day is very slow and sometimes boring..nice weather get out in the sun for a bit, but not too much as some of the meds I am taking for my ankle and depression cause some sensitivity to the sun..(yuck)..I wait and see if any one is handing out food...today is saturday and there is a group that comes out and serves bacon, scrambled eggs with cheese, pancakes and coffee...yummmy lol...I am ok now for food til my food stamps run out then I just have to wait on the generosity of people til the 8th of next month.. so most of the time I am just sitting in the park, watching people, smoking, (sometimes I have to scrounge butts for tobacco) and listening to my radio..so nice lazy day..also come up to the library for my 90 minutes of time on line..

Featured Fake Of The Weekend..
Here's this weekend's entertainment from the Faker Front..ready? This profile... http://www.fubar.com/6289592 Has pics that he's claiming to be, but they are actually of Ben McAvinew as shown below: But somewhere in these pics there is like one of the real person in there, clearly not Ben McAvinew however. And of course, no salute. While we were here we noticed this family too, all non saluted: http://www.fubar.com/5798897 http://www.fubar.com/6323876 http://www.fubar.com/6376432 Word has it they have been deleted before and well, they probably will be again. Remember kids, if something is too good to be true and can't produce the goods to back up their bullshit, real or not, then it's probably just that - bullshit. Have a good weekend and peace.........

I Love Serving In The Army, But...
*So, I'm not into politics. I purposely avoid politics in order that I may serve impartially and with what is in my heart and mind naturally. So, for those of you who read this and find inaccuracies, please correct me. * Lately I have been hearing rumblings about the government changing the retirement plan for the military. From what I have heard, I'll still be able to retire after 20 years but will not be able to draw a single dime of my retirement money until I'm almost 60 years old. That's about 15 years of waiting for something I feel by that time I will have more than earned. Sure, I'll still get my medical benefits and all (I think), but unfortunately those do not pay bills and put food on the table. Yes, I'll be working another job once I finally DO retire from service, but to take 50% of my planned income away from me and holding it for 15 years is pure bullshit. I don't know how other retirement plans work, but I do know this: other retirees in other jobs have never ha

Update 08/13/2011
We are going to call this installment "When the going gets tough," because there is an aspect to this recovery process I was never warned about by any of my doctors nor anticipated on my own.... WITHDRAWAL ...  When the severity of my back problems was fully diagnosed on June 6th, my primary care physician put me on some pretty serious pain meds at that point, then came the first visit with the neurosurgeon and even more serious meds, then the surgery and the morphine/dilaudid/percodan/dyazapam cocktails 4 times a day. For more than 8 weeks, I was pumping my body as full of narcotics as any junkie, and after the surgery, for the next 4 weeks, well lets just say that's a month of my life that I will never get back... So Thursday last, I decided it was time to crawl out from under the blanket of drug induced stupor and assess where I really was as far as healing is concerned... oh sure, I was doing my rehab walks as ordered and my stretches and standing exercises, and have even lost 42

The Black Rose.
The black rose is a curse to thee.Were i walk i walk alone.Were i see i know no of.I carry the mark of the black rose.I am the angel of darkness.My life is gone but i am still here but why.Is the answers in me or is it in the black rose.

My Last Wish
My last wish for this life that i take my last few breaths in your arms, I wish I close my eyes towards my end I am watching your face, So that i can live in hell as i was living here, becoz u belong to heaven.

Exile
To live as in exile, to live seeing no-onein the vast desert of a town that is dying,where one hears nothing but the vague murmur of an organ sobbing, or the belfry tolling.To feel oneself remote from souls, from minds, from all that bears a diadem on its brow;and without shedding light consume oneselflike a futile lamp in the depthsof dark burial vaults.To be like a vessel that dreamed of voyage,triumphal, cheerful, off the red equatorwhich runs into ice flows of coldnessand feels itself wrecked without leaving a wake.Oh, to live this way! All alone…to witness the wilting of the divine soul's white flowering,in contempt of all and with none the wiser, alone, alone, always alone, observingone's own extinction.

Can't See My Nsfw Folders? Read This!
Ok so when you join fu-bar your profile is automatically defaulted to hide "not safe for work" content (or NSFW)   If you can not see NSFW folders (they are red compared to the "normal" picture folders & have a (NSFW) after the album name - in my case mine says "Me -(NSFW) for my pictures...)   What you will need to do is go to your homepage & click "Edit Profile"   When that page opens your now in the "Account" page...   Scroll down & look on the right side this is what you will see...   Settings: Profile Type:New and CleanDusty and Old Email Alerts:Daily DigestImmediatelyOff Email Newsletter:OnOff Email Reminders:OnOff Chat Sounds:OnOff Ignore Skins: [?]:OnOff Filter Embedded Content [?]:Profile

Bloodstained Petals Part 2
She kicked that treebranch as hard as she could out of her way, hating it for stopping what was up to this point a very therapeutic skating session. Now with presence of mind gone, and pain from her kiss with the bikepath, she decided she couldnt do any more out there today. spying a parkbench she made her way to it and sat down. Untying her skates, her mind reeled back to everything she had been holding inside until now. "alot of baggage here" she thought. Sarcasm took over jus for a moment and wondered if the Salvation army would appreciate me dumping it all on them as a donation? " Hell i wont even ask for a donation reciept. I didnt want to be greedy or selfish. I'd share everything i have in this life, why not my baggage too! Not believing it was a viable option, she just sat there wondering what to do next. God...you created me in your image to do good things as you would have them done, i have done everything you have asked of me, without questioning, without reservation

[oh Snap... That's A Bug'
I just smacked my own mouth and guffawed.   In Dragon Warrior III there's a wizard class physically weak, magically strong and at level 37 he gets a spell called "transform" transform apparently gives you the same attack power, defense (which are dependant on equipment) and stats as another member of your party of your choice Well I have a sage (healer/wizard hybrid that learns both schools of spells) that has a physically weak sword equipped called the "Falcon Sword" that allows the user to hit twice (and I must reiterate- the sword is VERY weak, like... without the ability to hit twice, it'd have the same attack modifier as a level 1 sword, I'm around level 40) Well I was playing around had my sage cast transform into my hero (main character special class) and he has... absurd stats all over the board and he's wearing some end game super unique equipment the sword of kings radiant armor shield of heroes etc   so... he's a walking tank with a sword that rips the heave

Pleasure
Glancing at the clock above my monitor I am surprised by the hour. Once again I have stayed up too late writing. I wonder, as I shut down the computer, strip and crawl into bed, where does the time go?The sheets are clean, crisp and cold. My body shivers as I run my hands up and down trying to generate some body warmth. My nipples are achingly hard from the cold, covering them with my hands to warm them, my palms register the firmness of the nipples. I briefly consider getting up and grabbing a tee shirt, but I cannot abide by night clothes, I usually end up getting tied up in them, so I sleep sans jammies.In minutes I am warm, rolling to my side, by hand automatically slips between my thighs, cupping my mound. My index finger slips between my lips and I am surprised by how wet I am. My current writing project has turned out to be a great deal more erotic than I had anticipated. My characters are taking on a life of their own and I enjoy the places they take me, it makes leaving them i

Show Me How U Cum
You know how much I love to watch you jack off. Give me show, stroke it like you never stroked it before. Make it hard, stroke it until it stands straight up, tease and squeeze it. Concentrate on what makes it feel the best, wrap your hand around your cock and squeeze it tight all the way from the balls to your swollen head. Run your hand over the head as if you were rubbing it against my plump pussy. That's it rub it, ah oh my god I love it when you do that, feel my clit stick out as your cum hole glides across. That's it, push between the lips, push your bulging head so you can feel my hot swollen clit. Oh yeah, can you feel my clit swell even more as your cock lubes my pussy.Let your fingertips slide up and down, slowly, softly, tracing over and around your swollen hot rod, wherever it is that makes it feel good... Do it... Make yourself hot... Show me what you can do... Jerk it hard, very hard... Now pour some more lube on right at the top... I want to watch it run down to your han

Shower Fantasy
I step into the shower, the hot water pounds heavily against my fair skin, turning it to bright pink as I wash away the stress of my day. In my mind, I have only to think you and it everything else seems to just melt into nothingness. I can almost feel you there with me, your hard body pressed against the length of my back. Almost yearning for your strong hands to be sliding slowly and thoroughly over every inch of my generous curves. I tilt my head back, letting the water flow down over my soft breasts then lean back a bit, the water hits my nipples directly. I gasp, then moan low in my throat as they harden under the stinging spray, the water giving me a pleasurable pain, a slight prickle as I think of your hands there... your lips...your teeth. I reach for the soap. Turning my body so the spray hits the back of my neck, I roll it between my wet hands; generous suds seep between my fingers as I place it back in the dish and bring my hands back to my body. I growl as I touch myself...

Everything A Guy Says Is Sex
Not long ago, I posted a status claiming that I can make any comment sound sexual. That was not an empty boast, people. Its a proven fact! Why? Because I'm a guy. That's right. Its a genetic gift--the only TRUE gift a man is blessed with if he chooses to use it. Any other gifts are just gained by chance, usually at the expense of any number of shortcomings or failures along the lines of personality, common sense, and/or human decency. Don't worry. A lot of ladies won't notice anything amiss. Lets not pretend you don't know what I'm talking for a moment. Guys like sex. Guys want sex. Since guys are simple, one-track minded animals, we can assume that they are always thinking about sex. Therefore, everything we think or say can be translated into something sexual, no matter how un-sexy or unrelated to sex it actually is. For example, a guy says "I'd like to park my car in her garage." We don't really know if he actually has a car, or knows how to drive one. It doesn't matter. He may

An Interesting 6 Months, To Say The Least......
I'm sitting here utterly perplexed at myself - tears in my eyes, yet a smile on my face. I lost someone who I had gotten to know as a very good friend, and someone most of you are familiar with - Warrant's former frontman, Jani Lane. I thought I'd share some of my favorite times with him:     It was November of 1996 in Detroit, and I was with Warrant, L.A. Guns and Bang Tango. This wasn't just any show - this night Warrant was recording a live album. I was so geeked that I don't know how I kept myself together. One person on my friend list, Viva, was there with a few other friends I brought that night.     Before the big night at Harpo's, I had arranged for something special with my friends. It was gonna be manic that night at the club, so I took them to meet Warrant and the L.A. Guns at a private meet-n-greet earlier that day. We had some fun hanging with the Guns at first and then went to chill with Warrant.     Now, not only was this day big for the obvious reaso

This Great "economic Recovery" In Stats..
Here's some interesting facts for those that pay attention to, I don't know...actual real life things around them... http://theeconomiccollapseblog.com/archives/rich-vs-poor-14-funny-statistics-and-14-not-so-funny-statistics-about-this-economic-recovery And thanks to The Slut for this: He gave this to me awhile ago I just found it. The article is very informative, someone should sent it to Obama. Have a good weekend, peace.

Why Do Men Lie
I am tired of Men on fubar telling me there single, or flirting wiith me, telling me they love me or care about me when they really don't and have a real life girlfriend. Only thing that is going to get them farther in lie is telling the truth. I guess I am just writing this cuz I am upset and hurt. I get some men telling me they fantize or crush on me after months of telling me they are single and love me and find out tonite they lied and have a real lie girlfriend? Seriously don't tell me things I don't want to hear tell me the damn truth it gets you farther with me. Goodnite Fubar Sassy:) 

Ready...set...try Again!...*sigh* Fail!
Picking Up the Pieces of Me   How many times can a heart be broken? Do the pieces ever fit together again? A heart is simply complicated. It's ever changing and ever growing, reshaping and forming or filling holes. The pieces may not be perfectly fitting when you try to put them back together but somehow they fit and grow together - maybe slightly or deeply scarred. Nevertheless...they fit, perfectly forming you. Perfectly you - imperfectly you...it's all you.   ~Azria~ 

How To Choose A Wedding Dresses For Young Brides
Many of the most popular bridal gown styles are very sophisticated. That can be great, but for the bride in her early 20s, a very sophisticated gown might simply feel too mature. These are some ideas for wedding dresses which will feel very appropriate for a younger woman, yet be grown up enough for a bride. There are some directions by which a young bride can opt to go with her wedding dress.  Cheap Plus Size Wedding DressesThe fairy princess style is fit for any young lady. Some of the more princessy styles which look silly on older brides are absolutely divine for a bride in her early 20s.Pink Wedding Dresses, A full tulle skirt is especially beautiful, perhaps with a delicately beaded bodice with spaghetti straps. Add crystal chandelier earrings and a dainty tiara to feel like a real princess bride.If the princess style is not your taste, look at a basic apparel inside a slender A-line style. Cheap Wedding Party Dresses,The great thing about this silhouette is that you may be able

How Beautiful The Flower Girl Will Be If You Choose To Accessorising A Flowergirl Gown
The flower lady will be the bride's ambassador! even though petite in size, she features a substantial part inside the wedding,wearing the wedding dresses,walking straight down the aisle, dropping petals, preparing the way in which for that entrance in the bride. Tradition holds that the lady carrying flowers ought to take added excellent luck towards marriage. soon after the bride, the flower lady will be the member in the bridal celebration most capable of stealing the hearts of all of the guests.We also call her flower girl,and Cheap Flower Girl Dresses are ready for them. In selecting the flower lady dress, look at the style, colour, material and formality in the occasion. The flower lady ought to not outshine the bride, but complement her gown even though blending using the bridesmaids' outfits. The Flower lady Gown Although bridal Cheap wedding dresses alter from period to season, flower lady style has altered really little. The gown is normally classically "little princess" i

Kitchen At Tel Aviv Tent Protest Forced To Dismantle
Tel Aviv municipal inspectors distributed an eviction notice on Friday to a tent dweller who erected a structure that served as a kitchen and storage room at the Nordau Boulevard tent city in north Tel Aviv. In response to the eviction notice, one of the tent protest organizers said that the structure has been standing since the "first day of the protest, and there is no reason to remove it". "The municipality must decide whether it will allow a legitimate and non-violent protest, or whether it is more interested in fighting the protest",burberry outlet cheap said the organizer. Organizers also stated the protests will continue despite the municipality's recent attempts at dissolving it with a Friday night Shabbat service to be held on Nordau Boulevard. The last few days have seen municipal inspectors remove several tents, claiming that they were not being used. The inspectors also distributed eviction notices to protesters in Tel Aviv's Kikar Hamedina, towed a caravan and confiscated

Pete Nuggets
I folded my clothes, but I refuse to mate my socks.  Why should my laundry get more action than I do? How bored am I at work?  Well today I looked up the difference between a Hotel and a Motel I'd like to say it was the gym that allows me to carry $100 worth of groceries all at once, but it's probably the economy.  While it seemed a good idea to do some research on my next car, finding one I really like is making it difficult not to make a move on it.     

Boomerang
                                                                   Boomerang        I listened to a voice on the phone       the most beautiful voice I ever heard       so beautiful and sweet I was captivated       by her every word.        Even though we never met       I could tell right away       if I didn't try to capture her Heart       It may just go astray.       I reached out and grabbed it,       and held it so tight       but when I tried to look at it,       it was out of sight.       I learned a lesson that day       a lesson I should already know       once you've captured the Heart of       an Angel, you never let it go.       I found out some hearts are differant,       and there's something you never see,       to truly appreciate the heart of the one you love       sometimes you have to set it free.       Letting go isn't easy,       but sometimes it's something       you have to do, the Heart is like a boomerang       and if it is meant

Us Halts Humanitarian Assistance To Gaza Strip
"We deeply regret that USAID-funded partner organisations operating in Gaza are forced by Hamas's actions to suspend their assistance work," the official said. "USAID assistance programmes were put on hold effective August 12," he added. "Hamas, through a series of measures it has imposed over the past months, has created an environment which jeopardises the ability of non-governmental organisations to provide assistance to Gaza&’8217; s most vulnerable residents," sacs louis vuitton the official said. He said all US partner organisations would suspend their activities funded by the United States until these are able "to operate without interference or harassment from Hamas." Another official in Washington said he understood that Hamas has been demanding access to physically search files and records of NGOs, which would be unprecedented. Hamas, which controls the Gaza Strip, insisted on Friday that it should be able to verify the accounts of NGOs financed by the US Agency fo

Pleiadian Council Of Nine - Karen Doonan - August 5, 2011 - Ashtar Command - Spiritual Community Network
Pleiadian Council of Nine - Karen Doonan - August 5, 2011 - Ashtar Command - Spiritual Community Network"Moving out of duality for many across the planet is a struggle and we guide that the struggle is mainly to do with ego. Allow all to go dear ones, for the one that you struggle with is in TRUTH the self. ALL ARE ONE."For the full article click here

Why Rays Fan And Not Yankees
On the first day of school a first grade teacher explains to her class that she is a Yankees fan. She asks her students to raise their hands if they, too, are Yankees fans. Wanting to impress their teacher, everyone in the class raises their hand except one little girl. The teacher looks at the girl with surprise and says, "Janie, why didn't you raise your hand?" "Because I'm not a Yankees fan," she replied. The teacher, still shocked, asked, "Well, if you are not a Yankees fan, then who are you a fan of?" "I am a Red Sox fan, and proud of it," Janie replied. The teacher could not believe her ears. "Janie, why pray tell are you a Red Sox fan?" "Because my mom is a Red Sox fan, and my dad is Red Sox fan, so I'm a Red Sox fan too!" "Well," said the teacher in a obviously annoyed tone, "that is no reason for you to be a Red Sox fan. You don't have to be just like your parents all of the time. What if your mom were an idiot and your dad were a moron, what would you be then?" "Then

Sometimes Bad News Can Turn To Good News
On wed afternoon I got a call from my Vice President and she told me she had some bad news. I asked her what it was and she went on to tell me she did not want to do it by e-mail or text but felt it had to be done on the phone. I asked her what it was and she started to cry and tell me she was going to have to resign as Vice President of Guardians of the Children cause of personal and finacial reasons and could not serve me as I wanted her too. I was devasted by the news cause M&M she was the best VP I had since I started the Chapter 3 yrs ago. I was so sad by the news I called my Treasurer and told him he was like what the hell what happened. He said why not call her back and see if she will stay on as a member. I tried to call her back and no answer so I left her a message. The following day she called me and asked for my GOC e-mail and hubg up now that was unlike M&M.  About 20 minutes later I recieved her resignation letter so I knew then it was official and I called my other Offic

Say What?
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Fire And Ice
Fire and Iceby Robert FrostSome say the world will end in fire,Some say in ice.From what I've tasted of desireI hold with those who favor fire.But if it had to perish twice,I think I know enough of hateTo say that for destruction iceIs also greatAnd would suffice.   One of my favorite poems!!

Everyone Should Really Read This!
  The Perfect Storm Our solar system is part of a huge disc shaped collection of stars and planets called the Milky Way. We're located somewhere on the edge of the disc, slightly on top of the narrow disc. But very soon we'll be moving to the bottom of the disc. This change, from top to bottom, begins on December 21, 2012.Yes, that's right. On the same day when our Sun is at it's solar maximum, something will happen that's never happened before -- the ecliptic of our solar system will intersect with the Galactic plane, called the "Galactic Equator" of the Milky Way! If you imagine our solar system as a bunch of peas on a plate, with a huge meatball in the center, imagine the Milky Way as a city-size pizza with the "Guiness World Book Record Meatball" in its center!  The last solar cycle was at its maximum in 2001. Each active solar cycle has a period when the flares are strongest, usually happening near the solar equator, called the "solar maximum." This is significant because the n

Proof That We Are Headed Towards A Rather Powerful Solar Max In 2013
http://www.nasa.gov/topics/solarsystem/sunearthsystem/main/News080210-cme.html "On August 1st 2011, the sun emitted a C-class solar flare that spawned what scientists call a coronal mass ejection, or CME, headed toward Earth. The CME impacted Earth's magnetic field August 3rd. CMEs occasionally hit Earth. This CME will have few noticeable consequences beyond producing an aurorae.The CME hit Earth's magnetic field on August 3rd at 1740 UT. The impact sparked a G2-class geomagnetic storm that lasted nearly 12 hours--time enough for auroras to spread all the way from Europe to North America. The possible arrival of a second CME on August 4th might provide even better spectacular auroral displays." The sun goes through a regular activity cycle about 11 years long. The last solar maximum occurred in 2001 and its recent extreme solar minimum was particularly weak and long lasting. These kinds of eruptions are one of the first signs that the sun is waking up and heading toward another solar

Beauty
Beauty isn't about having a pretty face, its about having aPRETTY MIND, 

How About Some Truth?
http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-mU9wTqI_hUo/TkIuI1STSSI/AAAAAAAADPw/35OAz8CHpco/s320/solar-flare-august-9-2011.jpg I'm sure you have heard about the 2012 end of the world theories..Hell I'm not so sure they are just "theories" anymore Whats 100% true about 2012?.well more like 2013 Our sun is about to hit a Solar solar maximum like never before seen in 26,000 years!! what does this mean for earth? well the last time this happened something baaaaaad happened to the earth and I mean real bad! We also enter the "golden age" the age of Aquarius where we are supposed to enter a time where the sun is so powerful we wont need electricity anymore and live as we know it will change. back in the day before cell phones were around people knew this was coming..and now that we have cell phone and electronic devices we will feel the effects and some of our eqiupment might not work and fail...which kinda matches up with the Myans theory about how this new age will take away the need for any kind of

Family Functions
I have to admit, as important as the majority of my family is to me, anytime we have family functions, especially on holidays - I don't like them and try to avoid them. Typically it's because everyone basically follows a routine when we do them, and never break it. My mom, sister, and nephew always kind of pair off doing their own little thing, and that ray of sunshine known as my stepdad is never there at all. That part I won't complain about, though. But for the most part, family functions in my family are very simple and very boring. If it's a holiday with football, I usually end up in the living room alone watching football. But I've also and already found my own solution to that. If it's not a Christmas, Thanksgiving, Mother's Day, something that is much more family oriented - I'll call my friend Eric and hang out with his family.When I go with his family on these functions, it actually feels like a family atmosphere. Everyone will sit around and talk and shoot the shit, nobody ki

Just How Far Is This Nsfw To Be Taken?
Ok... I realize that it's Not Safe For Work (NSFW).  However, if you are on fubar at work.. shouldnt you be doing your job and not on fubar anyways?  That isn't my issue however, my issue is we are all adults and if what I have said is censored that is not NSFW it is considered SFW just like it would be PG on a movie because it is CENSORED wouldnt it?  However, because either someone didnt get any or forgot to eat their wheaties I was cheated out a mumm. ok fine I can take that. I have been on and off since 2007, and I can honestly say it was better when ppl cared and helped other just for the sake of helping others and not to make a profit.. Yeah I do that myself sometimes, I admit I can be the same Point Whore.  However I have paid for my own HH's, my own Gmodes, my own boomys.. I have paid for my own VIPs.  If you don't like what I have to say get the hell off my damn page and stay the hell of my mumms.  Im not a normal everyday mummer (thank goodness) so no worries on that one but

Tonight! Point 9 Come See Me Local Az Family!!!
Time Today at 9:30pm - Tomorrow at 2:00am Location The Shop @ The Hidden House Created By TheHidden House, TheShop Hidden-House, Lindsey Wells, Ryan PointNine Klein More Info The OG Shop DJs Roach and Al Page Plus Spit MC Showcase feat. Lakai, 6X, Skywriter and Point 9Spinnin funky beats before and after show https://www.facebook.com/#!/event.php?eid=261337473876710 Check me out on FB and to get more details! https://www.facebook.com/#!/point9fanpage

God/space Yep They Can Exist Together! Wink Wink
Can you bind the beautiful Pleiades? Can you loose the cords of Orion? Can you bring forth the constellations in their seasons or lead out the Bear with its cubs? Do you know the laws of the heavens? (Job 38:31-32)     one of my favorite parts of the bible..god says I made heaven and did you? no!!! so shutup ;)

Ufo Powers Up Over Eceti Ranch
Don’t Forget Us! We’re Here! UFO powers up over ECETI Ranch.  Just a reminder that we’re here. Click here to view the embedded video.

10th Planet? Maybe...
  Astronomers have discovered an object in our solar system that is larger than Pluto. They are calling it the 10th planet, but already that claim is contested.   read more at http://www.space.com/1373-object-bigger-pluto-discovered-called-10th-planet.html   I happen to believe that we will discover atleast 4 other planets in our universe.That will go with the rest of the constellations...however I also believe that discovery of more "stars" "planets" whatever you want to call them will go on and on forever.. Also I find it very naive for people to rule out "planet x. The planet that we cant see that is moving around the sun that we wont see untill its too late .We found pluto 75 years ago and we still don't know anything about it! we find out new things every day and to say that this planet cant exist is pretty ignorant if you ask me.

Space Has Bling Too!!
http://www.space.com/12617-necklace-nebula-hubble-telescope-photo.html    A giant "necklace" glowing brightly in space is the centerpiece of a new photo from NASA's Hubble Space Telescope.   "The cosmic object, which is appropriately named the Necklace Nebula, is a recently discovered planetary nebula, made up of the glowing remains of an ordinary, sun-like star. The Necklace Nebula is located about 15,000 light-years away in the constellation Sagitta. Planetary nebulas form when stars similar to our sun deplete their store of hydrogen fuel The stars' outer layers expand and cool, creating a massive envelope of dust and gas. Radiation flowing out from the dying star ionizes this envelope, causing it to glow."  Read it for yourself!

Lifes Fuck Up's
Do you ever wonder where you could have been if you made different choices... I've been thinking a lot about that lately.. one particular thing is when I was 22 I got a kick ass opportunity... I started interning in a recording studio in downtown hollywood. I got invited by someone that was recording in the studio to come help out at one of there shows.. He said he'd throw a band T-shirt on me and I can help load in the gear and get some experience in live sound. I was dating this girl at the time and I called her to tell her and she flipped out... Crazyness...I thought I loved her so I wanted to make sure she was happy.. I turned down the opportunity because of this chick... ANd i've regretted it ever since.. I eventually got out of interning at the studio as well because of this stupid dumbass girl.. grated we got married and then less than a year later she decided she was to young to be married and fucking divorced me... I Had one of the most amazing opportunities right in front

Rod Steele Benefit
OHIO VALLEY WRESTLINGOVW lost a family member recently, former OVW star "The Real Deal" Rod Steele. To pay tribute to the legacy he left behind and to support the family of the legend OVW will host a special evening of matches on August 20th at the Davis Arena. Tickets are only $5 & donations are accepted.Rest in Peace Rod Steele!

I Am A Real Woman!
 I have been trying to date for a while now and have had terrible luck. For some reason I can't get past the second date. It seems that most of the men I have dated are looking for a woman that is more like a Barbie Doll than a Real Woman. A woman that always looks Hot and doesn't really have a mind of her own or just doesn't want to use it!    I am a Real Woman! I do love to dress up, look Sexy and Hot but I also have a mind! I love having intellectual conversation, love learning new things, and new experiences. I am very strong willed, open minded, independant, honest, caring, loyal, sensual, positive, athletic, laid back, and comfortable with myself. I consider myself a diverse person and can be comfortable in most enviroments.    This Real Woman wants a man that I am Attracted to and finds Interesting. One that is interested in My Ideas and Views as I am with His.   My friends tell me I'm a great catch and a great person to be around! Then why the Hell can't I find a Man of my o

Im Coming For You
 Your gonna die some day. So ill send you on ya way. Im coming for you  so its done your through. Ima get ya lil bitch too. All those ya love im sending you all to the father above. Maybe youll come with me down to hell i no longer care, Im too numb. and your too dumb to see it come. I stopped by the store to get the gas bitch we are gonna have a blast it will be our last. Hey dont whine your mine remember we said till death do us part so ill set you free like ya wanna be. Death will do us part now enough talk lets start. Your gonna watch the innocence go first watch their body an empty shell hit the dirt. every one around you will go first im saving you for last. just to see the pain in your eyes while all you love up in smoke rise. Im gonna grow swell in pride taking you along for the ride plant the seed and watch it grow rip you apart from the inside we all have to die. so tell everyone goodbye  tell em you love em befor ya go. like a savage animal ill rip you to pieces and watch

Part Two Of What I Am Doing Here
a couple of months after I got to the shelter I finally saw the VA rep for homeless veterans and found out that my 29 days of service in the USAf qualified me for federa VA benefits...so I registered with the VA and last monday the 8th had my medical intake interview..am now having the VA take care of my medical needs insted of the Adult medicine clinic at Harborview medical center..easier to keep track of my medical records....Also this past week finished filling out forms for my SSI?D application...since the state of Washington DSHS has said I am disabled due to multiple body par5s...those include my left ankel(rigid foot/arthritis), hernia (left side), slipped disck(L6), micro TIA So now will have to wait and see what SSA has to say about all of that... The past few weeks have been sleeping outside in the park has been quite nice. Started doing that with a lady who I thought was my friend and potential room mate but turned out she has some mental issues as well as the medical issue

One Reason I Am Not On A Ton Of Social Sites
Facebook Stole Every Number in Your Phone; Here’s How to Undo the Damage   Published August 12, 2011 | BGR advertisement This may come as a shock considering how seriously Facebook takes your privacy, but if you’re a Facebook user with one of Facebook’s mobile applications installed on your iPhone or one of several other smartphones, you’ve been robbed. Each and every contact stored on your phone is probably now also stored on Facebook’s servers, as was re-re-rediscovered by Facebook users this past week. Whether or not people in your contact list even have Facebook accounts, their names and phone numbers are likely now in Facebook’s possession.  There is probably a clause buried deep within Facebook’s terms and conditions that makes this invasion of your privacy OK on paper, but odds are still pretty good that it’s not OK with you.  Complete instructions outlining how to remove all of your contacts’ phone number

New Pics Of Sun Show That The Sun Is Smiling At Us :)
is the sun going to turn into pac man and eat everyone? ;) lol

Save Sara!
What if your $10 ticket could change the life of a 9 year old little girl? Would you spend it?Sara Has Retts Syndrome, She can't walk, talk or use her hands for sign language. She is fed through a feeding tube. She is bright and alert, a prisoner in her own body.Her mother Tonya Hanna (RL friend) has entered her in a raffle to have a chance to win an Eyegaze System, a device to track her eye movement on a monitor to choose words and speak for her.If you buy a ticket OR tickets! you will have a chance to win a $500 Visa gift card! and Sara gets the Eyegaze! Also ALL Fu's who buy tickets will be entered in my drawing for a God Mode!Raffle runs till Sept. 15 so buy now and more later if you can!Also visit my page to see vids of Sara! with another to come soon.Please click the pic below and go to the raffle site! ADDED THE PIC YOU CLICK ON IN MY COMMENTS HERE AT LEAST READ WHAT IS GOING ON!(repost of original by ' Saras Advocate AKA mOOnSpiCe' on '2011-08-11 10:33:15')

Understanding
I dont understand can people not comprehend that i have lived one of the shittiest lifes possible and that i actually take responisibility for it being that way lol i mean shit i get over my personal issues constantly and just try to live life one day at a time but noone else seems to be able to keep there personal problems from over running into other peoples lives mainly mine look im sorry if your dog pissed on your leg or if you fucked someone last night and your shit fell of this mornin im sorry and look im sorry if you have a shitty job like mine and you only make a hundred a week when your worth thousands more im sorry if you just got told you have 1 year left to live im sorry i really am but i didnt have a fuckin thing to do with any of that so im sorry but kiss my fuckin ass

Wtf? Trying To Figure Out How This Site Works.
Rise Up Singin'. Rise up swingin'. Just rise up.   Friday, August 12, 2011 Divorce American Style       In the beginning, there was chaos.  The kind of chaos that rearranges molecules, leaves you transformed at the cellular level.  At first you're vaguely aware that the ground is shifting.  You  find yourself standing before an open gate. Perched on the edge of an inviting gorge.  You can see the powerful water of the river far below.  You can sense a radical epiphany in the making.  There's something stirring in your soul.  Dangerous voices whispering a new and yet familiar tune.  You're presented with a choice:  crawl on your knees and peek cautiously over the edge, or close your eyes and take the plunge.  Comforting and familiar chaos behind, shadow encrusted and mind numbing chaos to the fore.  Your choice.  Do what something.  Your best?  Your worst? Don't think for a minute, not one ephemeral second, that you can tu

Random 8/12/2011
It’s a new day. Most people are up and getting ready for work, depending on your time zone. Me, I haven’t been to sleep yet. Not from lack of trying, I assure you.  I have so many thoughts running through my head.  I’m a firm believer in the power of 3.  Good and bad things seem to happen in 3’s.  June 29th I had my stroke, July 29th my Grandma had her stroke.  1 month to the day after mine.  Now I’m just waiting to see who the next person will be. I know a lot of you may be saying to yourselves, well if she’s set on it happening then it will.  Not so…..It’s from experience that I say this. All my life things good and bad have happened in 3’s. Even things that are not connected to me.  Case in point, Amy Winehouse is found dead,  I think it’s been about a month give or take and now the ex lead singer from Warrant Jani Lane was found dead in his motel room last night.  I know there will be a 3rd.  I’ve never seen it ha

Dear Mr. President
                                                                  Dear Mr. President          Dear Mr. President         Do you remember 9/11?         well it's been 10 years,         and though our soldiers         caught our most wanted         yet little has been done         to calm our fears.          America was up in arms       our troops were put to the task       they were asked to do their job       'cause they are the very best.           Because of so little help        it took a little long,        but these are American soldiers        they took out the two most wanted        and they righted a wrong.          Yet our boys are still away,          and not home where they should be          even though Saddam is buried in the          hot dessert sand and Bin Laden          in the cold blue sea.          But now somethings happened         that no-one understands,         instead of coming home         our boys are now in three         sepera

All Kinds Of Mens Swimwear
  Swim  briefs In the US, this describes a loose, mid-thigh style of swimwear, made of 100% polyester or 100% nylon fabric. They are usually shorter than boardshorts but longer than boxer shorts. They feature a polyester liner inside the shorts. Although mens trunks have been used as swimwear since the 1940s, their heyday was in 1990s when they were highly popularised thanks in part to TV shows like Baywatch. Today, they have been eclipsed by boardshorts among teenagers and young adults. They remain the norm with older age groups and young children. In other cultures (particularly the UK) the term 'trunks' is used to describe swim briefs, although it has been increasingly common for any men's swimwear to be generically described as 'trunks' Trunks Launched in at the 1956 Melbourne Olympics by Speedo, originally nylon swimwear in the same style as underwear briefs. Swim briefs are now often made of a nylon and spandex composite, while some longer lasting suits are made from polyest

Question 6
What is your GREATEST accomplishment?

Celestial Revelation
this is just to remind me to talk about this!! lol xoxo

Sadness And Lots Of Anger
Sadly, my friend didn't make it... he passed a couple of days ago.. i'm still numb...and very angry... he was just 36 and left a wife and 2 kids... people always talk about how dangerous motorcycles are..you know what's more dangerous.. 85yr old ladies that have no business driving anyway... you know what's dangerous... people that don't bother to look where the hell they are going when they pull out in front of people on motorcycles... you know what else is dangerous...me...right now... because i'm so so angry...the lady didn't even have the compassion to call and check on him....and i bet she has no remorse that he died... see this is probably why i shouldn't blog... this is not a "blog" it's me fucking ranting... well time to go before i start crying all over again!!!

Thank You Fubar
i always wanted to be taller. im average height.    my boss is like 6'1, one of my co workers is 6'3... dammitt, i wanna be taller.   but i have to thank you fubar, because while i cant find a way to be taller, i can come on this site and pretend since every girl i see on here is looking up at me like im 6'7...   thanks for hookin a brotha up!!

Battle Of Love ....
She saw him across a bar as he plays pool, He walks up to her, ask her as he touched her lag is that a tan.... She says yes to him ... that is when they fall in Love. He comes to the Bar every night to see her dance and looks at her with love , She dance at night for a living and she is a good girl ... not knowing what the love is going to bring her She dance for a living to feed her kids... And this man comes in her life fast and hard... She taks him in , He takes her to dinner and they talk the night away ... love was in the air. He takes her home , They make love all night long ... they stay together for ever and he goes to work with her night after night ... love last for ever... then one day it end ... Battle of Love...

[i Was Fighting The Archfiend]
While you were getting high. I was fighting the arch fiend. Reading guides. Drawing swordedge armor and still listening to Oasis. Probably on loop from my brother's room.   You can do what you'd like with that information.   So... I've announced my murderous intent. I don't think its fully understood. I don't care. I am pretty tired of being angry. But that's kinda along the same sentiment of being tired of me.   I just remember a simpler but not happier time.   When I still had time to sort this out like nothing was written in stone in blood I had my whole life to be someone else.   Not much has changed. I have a little less hair (much to my mounting terror) I'm still drawing swordedge armor. I still fight the archfiend. I miss my brother. About every time I listen to something from the 90's. Thinking about stolen socks and rooms overrun by cacti.   That was youth. Never innocence.

Things Looking Up!
Hi everybody at Fubar! This week things picked up for me and my Artist.  Now there all over the net now! Available at Rhapsody, Amazon MP3, Zune, Napster,  and Various other! We're reaching the world now and it feels great!  Been busy reconstructing the flyers and marketing campaign. Thanks for the ones here at Fubar for your support! I'll keep everyone here posted! Jay Nunn!!!

Advice?..
i dont know what to do with myself anymore. i have a good job, and stable living situation. but i never get to keep the write person. i'm bisexual, so i like either women or men, but i need a strong person in my life who can fulfill all my passions. i love sexxiness and being sexxi and i wish i could further expand my circle..

My Birthday Weekend
For my birthday, I took my kids back home....I never felt so happy to be back to a place I have forgotten. I was home back on the Rez. Never have I felt safe and comfortable. I was with family....people who know me and understand. Nothing that I know of could have made me feel like I was back home....back where I belong. I didn't want to leave....I wanted to stay...things aren't in place just yet. I will be moving back home....close to family....close to the Rez. Yeah I will struggle to adjust but I know I will be okay. I might be gone from here and not sure for how long....but know that I will miss you all...all my friends. Time for me to go home and be with the people! 

Official
It is official... I have been debating whether or not to post about it but figured my friends on here may want to know. I will have to have surgery. They have found cancer and unfortunately this means I lose my ovaries. I had a partial histerectomy when I was 25 and now they want to remove the ovaries. I am a bit depressed over this and have been avoiding fubar and people in general so I don't have to keep discussing it over and over again. Please know I will get through this and even though I am scared as hell to go under the knife for the 13th time in my life... I am a fighter and will pull through. Sending some love to all my true and kind friends here. Take care all and I will try to pop on as much as I can. God Bless!

The Abandonment Of Trust
  Why is that such a bad idea? It keeps me aware Not safe by any means But at least focussed on my own safety So base and primal Such a clear path So why do I still see trust as a goal Dr Phil would say that I don't trust myself And he would be right on a surface level But go below and it really just means That I never learned what it was in the first place The first thing I learned was the abandonment of trust

Not Big With The Damseling But...
in need of rescuing... all hereos please apply.

What Am I
Am I nothing but a shadow in people's life, the piercing silence that fills minds and hollowed hearts? A figure that is nothing but herself and nothing more? From beliefs to my own heart, am I not just me. Can anyone see that for the truth of who I am or what I believe or are those that I once knew nothing anymore but my past?

The Other Shoe
Have ya ever had this odd feeling... I say my spidey senses are tingling.. Something is going on, and I can't put my finger on it. I seem to fall for the same tricks, and half truths a lot.. I feel sort of like I am waiting for the big boom, or the pie in my face...the HA gotcha Or like maybe the other shoe to drop?   I dunno. I will keep you posted.

Cameron Says Cops Failed, Vows ‘zero Tolerance’
 British Prime Minister David Cameron on Thursday praised Sikhs for demonstrating remarkable community spirit in standing up to rioters that rampaged through streets across England , burning buildings and looting shops this week. Cameron was referring to people in Punjabi-dominated western London suburb of Southall armed with cricket bats to defend their Gurdwara from rioters attack. They were prepared to challenge troublemakers on Tuesday and Wednesday night after some Indian businesses were attacked in nearby areas and Birmingham in the absence of police protection. "We saw it (the spirit) in the hundreds of people who stood guard outside a Southall temple, burberry outlet protecting it from vandalism," Cameron told an emergency House of Commons session. The special session was called to debate riots since Saturday after a night of relative calm. Cameron paid tribute to the father of a Pakistani-origin man killed in a deliberate hit-and-run incident in Birmingham . Police are treatin

Israel Chemicals Signs Second Indian Potash Deal
Israel Chemicals Ltd. (TASE: ICL) has signed its second potash contract in India this month. The new contract is for 415,000 tons, with an option for an additional 25,000 tons, amounting to $203.4 million and $215.6 million if the option is exercised. It follows on the $490 million Indian contract for one million ton with a 100,000-ton option signed last week. The average price in both contracts is $490 per ton, $120 more per ton than in Israel Chemicals' previous Indian contracts. The new contract will be delivered through March 2012. In July, Israel Chemicals signed a $285 million Chinese contract for the delivery of 500,000 tons of potash at $470 per ton. The three contract total $975 million, burberry outlet not including the options. Earlier this week, Migdal Capital Markets raised its recommendation for Israel Chemicals to "Buy" with a target price of NIS 65. Israel Chemicals' share price price rose 1.2% by mid-afternoon to NIS 48.55, giving a market cap of NIS 61 billion. Africa

Nasa Last Flight.. More Than You Might Know...
Could there REALLY be something bad,very bad about to happen to the earth?   this is a qoute from a NASA administrator about the reasons why the space program is ending and how we should feel about it. "NASA Administrator Charles Bolden, a former space shuttle commander, said that while the budget cancels the program building the agency’s space shuttle replacement — the Orion crew vehicle — it is not trading away safety to embrace new, privately built spaceships to fly astronauts. It also paves the way for a “21st-century space program,” he said. “No one cares about safety more than I. I flew on the space shuttle four times. I lost friends in the two space shuttle tragedies. So I give you my word these vehicles will be safe,” Bolden said. “They will fulfill a critical NASA need, spur industrial innovation and free up NASA to do the bold, forward-leaning work that we need to do to explore beyond Earth.”   is one of the reasons

Do You Know How To Choose Your Fancy Dress Costume Accessories?
Fancy apparel costumes are now readily available inside of a broad variety of shapes and sizes and certainly not has it been as effortless to grow to be somebody new, to alter your personal persona, a at least of for any time period of time. Cheap Special Occasion Dresses are readily available for just about any theme. But, it is correct how the costume you put on will only be total using the suitable costume accessories. It is feasible to purchase or lease an pricey fancy apparel costume but for it to search incomplete or plain daft credited for the lack with the suitable accessories. For example, in the occasion you pick a Roman toga or Greek Goddesses robes not having the suitable shoes - or Cheap wedding dresses,a at least of a little something in maintaining using the costume, the complete search could fall flat. You could possibly perform it for humor and put on dark socks,Cheap Little Black Dresses wedding dresses and slip-ons but this really is possibly not the search you arra

Ancestory
Do any of you have a membership to Ancestory.com? I'm trying to find out if I'm related to George W Summers, judge in Charleston WV. He was a prominent member of my state, having a county and a street in the capital city named after him. If any of you do, and are willing to look something up for me, please send me a message. I'd really love to find out. Thanks!!!!!

Once Upon A Time
                                                                      Once Upon A Time          Sitting here, thinking     about you and me     wondering if     it could ever be.       You don't know me,      and I don't know you      still something about it      makes it seem so true.       Was it fate      or was it destiny      will this work out      or is it just not meant to be.      But I'm a risk taker     I'll take a chance,     I'll take your hand     then we can dance.      I'm no Prince     it's plain to see     I'm just a simple man     simple as can be.      Take my hand     be my wife     and I'll love you     for the rest of my life.      I'll be your gentlemen caller     will you be my Southern Belle,     take my hand and walk with me     I promise you , you're Fairey Tale.

I Will Be Heard
In what has turned into a recent effort to clear up some skeletons and demons for myself and from my past, I am going to start adding more blogs about myself. Trying to share information that I normally may not, and trying to quit being so closed up when it comes to certain things. I have held on to a lot of things for way too long, and realistically - I'm tired of how they are affecting my life. As I said yesterday, things with my anger have affected past relationships and living situations; both of which turned worse for me as a result of the anger. When I care for someone, I mean really care for someone - I tend to take their problems onto myself a little too much sometimes. Same friend I mentioned yesterday tells me that because I get so concerned sometimes, it appears that I'm trying to make things my fault so I know better how to handle them. I don't think I look for things to be my fault constantly, I think I have been in places in time where I was used to that being the case.

Here's A Number That Is Not A Game! 5825
Here's a number that is NOT a game! 5825. 900 arrested in London, 300 arrested in Birmingham, 175 arrested in Liverpool and Manchester and more to follow for rioting, stealing and looting.Are they part of that 5825 NO THEY ARE NOT. 5825 the number of young heros KILLED in Iraq & Afganistan. These are the people who have given their ultimate sacrifice for you scumbags who want to smash a window an nick a fucking TV SHAME ON YOU. COPY & PASTE if you agree

Rebecca They Have Battered Women`s Shelters & Advocates "" Where`s Shelters & Advocates & Emotional & Mental Help For Men Who`s Whole World An
Rebecca they have battered women`s shelters & advocates "" WHERE`S SHELTERS & ADVOCATES & Emotional & mental help for Men who`s whole world and -  lively hood and heart have been rean though the grinder """ 1 hour ago · Comment · Unlike · View You and Al Blaine like this.   Keith :) 1 hour ago do they have a battered men's shelter & advocates cause I've been abused several times

F^ck!ng Honesty
I'm real I don't pretend to be something I'm not I come off as a bitch sometimes that's only because people dont like to hear the truth I don't wear make up because well I don't have to yeah makeup is cool and all looks decent on some women but damn do you really need to look like a Cheeto?? And if ur over weight like obsess please do not wear cut off shorts and skimpy tank tops it makes u look bad and Other people's eyes to bleed out *yet again this is where I get someone saying I'm mean and a bitch and have no respect* well if I didn't say it being I'm honest who the fuck would?? When it's hot I get that u want to dress with less clothing but if u work in a family restaurant I do not want to see ur thong when u bend over if I wanted to see a women's thong I would look in my damn dresser or go to a strip club I don't wanna see it when I'm trying to eat nor does anyone else so cover ur ass up u attention whore And as for the single 40 year olds at the 21 year old bars u

Athiest
An atheist was seated next to a little girl on an airplane and he turned toher and said, "Do you want to talk? -- Flights go quicker if you strike upa conversation with your fellow passenger."The little girl, who had just started to read her book, replied to the totalstranger, "What would you want to talk about?"Oh, I don't know," said the atheist. "How about why there is no God, or noHeaven or Hell, or no life after death?" as he smiled smugly."OK," she said. "Those could be interesting topics but let me ask you aquestion first. A horse, a cow, and a deer all eat the same stuff - grass.Yet a deer excretes little pellets, while a cow turns out a flat patty, buta horse produces clumps. Why do you suppose that is?"The atheist, visibly surprised by the little girl's intelligence, thinksabout it and says, "Hmmm, I have no idea."To which the little girl replies, "Do you really feel qualified to discusswhy there is no God, or no Heaven or Hell, or no life after death, when youdon't know shit

Taking Fubar Back!!!
Screw it, I'm gonna take fubar BACK!!!     When I first joined, this place was fun.  It was about friends.  Now, it seems to be all about bling, credit packs, and buy me this buy me that.     No more!!!!   I declare WAR on that!  As of today, I will take fubar BACK!!!  Will I bling?  Yes, friends and family.  And when I say friends, I mean friends.  I will be MASSIVELY shrinking my friend's list.  I'm only going to keep the people on there that i do actually interact with.  Want to stick around with me?  Stop by, say hi, ask how my day is going.   If you are as tired of this site being what it is now, join me.  Lets make fubar a fun place again!!!   I say.. 3F!!!   (Fubar For Fun!!!)

Heey Guys This Is My First Day Here
soo guys its my first day here and first blog so idont know how 2 use it or replay ppl Its says some thin abt mah email or some thin   soo ppplllz heelp meh cuz ican't wait 2 talke 2 yew guy

Bloodstained Petals....part 1
Copper colored braids hung to each side of her head waving back and forth as she skated that August Sunday morning.The air was cool and humid, a mist hung in the air that was refreshing. It served to let her know she could get more out of this if she would just keep going, not give in to fatigue and the jello sensations weighing in on her thighs. It was a good workout for her. She was able to sort out some of the turmoil she had been going thru, but not enough to feel better. Keep pushing, keep going...She had always been the strong one. It was the Law..her duty to the world, to her family. The girl who had more brains going for her than anything else. Not exactly a beauty queen like her mama was. But not hard on the eyes by no means. The girl who would carry the weights of the world on her shoulders, and try to find answers and reasons to make those around her smile and feel safe and loved. How incredibly odd and almost unfair she found herself alone with all these thoughts and b

So I Figured Out Something....
More than likely, I am going to be single for the rest of My life. All My past "relationships" have basically turned into booty calls (whether short term (week long or whatever) or long (longest, 3 yrs) in My opinion. I'm probably never going to find a real woman that can handle Me enough to want to truly be with Me. I am disabled and wheelchair bound as some may or may not know depending on how much attention to Me you pay, I have several medical issues, scars from multiple surgeries, and could be in the hospital or even just die pretty much anytime. A lot of women I know already for a fact would never be able to handle any of that physically let alone the emotional stress I'm sure they would have to endure just from watching My family go through the things I've been through. So, unless some kind of miracle happens, I've figured that I may just plan to one day die "alone" (at least romantically). No I don't know why I am typing this except to get it out but I suppose if you have feedb

My Thoughts On Rudeness
PUNCHEM IN THE FUCKING MOUTH AND MOVE ON !!!! LMAOOOO 

Just Checking In
HUGSSSSSSSSSSSS to all my family and friends. It's been a very long summer filled with in and out of the hospital visits and spending time with Dyani and family. I wont get into the hospital trips to much, I will say a couple of surgeries and a lot complications involved. I was emotionally down and drained from it all for most of the summer but feeling better and have been trying to make the most of the time off with Dyani before she starts back to school. I am sorry I haven't stayed in touch more but I did not take my computer or phone with me to the hospital and when I was home most of the time I was not up to anything but getting rest and trying to get back to normal, or at least my version of normal...lol. I have missed you all and hope you all had a wonderful summer. Thank you for all of you who called, emailed, and send me love while I have been away. I can't be on as much as I would like to but will be back a little at a time. Hugs and kisses!!!!!

My Feelings On The Friends I Made On Fubar!!
WELL YOU ARE READING THIS FOR A REASON . SO IF I OFFEND THOSE BY WHAT IM ABOUT TO SAY . THEN OH WELL !!!! LMAO .......( THE FRIENDS I MADE IN CLUB PARADISE ) I LOVE WORKING IN CLUB PARADISE , I WORK WITH A BUNCH OF AWESOME , AMAZING PEOPLE WHO WILL DO ANYTHING FOR ANYONE AT ANY GIVEN MOMENT. AND WHEN U ARE DOWN AND OUT, YOU CAN ALWAYS COUNT ON THEM TO BRING YOUR SPIRITS BACK UP AGAIN. I SHOULD KNOW , I BEEN BATTLING CANCER FOR THE PAST 2 YRS . ONE MINUTE ITS GONE THE NEXT ITS BACK AGAIN. BUT ONE THING FOR SURE IS WHEN I AM SICK AND NOT FEELING UP TO PAR. ALL MY FRIENDS IN CLUB PARADISE ALWAYS MAKE ME SMILE AND LAUGH. THEY HAVE HELPED ME GET MY MIND OFF BEING SICK. AND INSTEAD , I HAVE TO ADMIT . THEY KEEP ME MOTIVATED AND MOVING FORWARD. ( YES THEY ARE THAT AWESOME ) SO ! IM PROUD TO CALL CLUB PARADISE HOME. ( NOW FOR ALL THOSE HATERS ) I AM A DOWN TO EARTH PERSON WITH A REALLY BIG HEART. AND I AM A PERSON THAT WILL BE THERE FOR ANYONE AT ANY GIVEN MOMENT WHEN THIER HAVEN A ROUGH TIME.

Homeles Shelter Living
I have been "living" in downtown Seattle area since the first of April when my ex wife kicked me out of here place..was living in ahelter but it got to tense in there..people not acting like adults, some mental cases in there..and people drinking and doing drugs in there even theuogh the rules state that you are not supposed to do that there or have drug paraphenalia with you..also there are bed bugs in the shelter..and have heard even some of the top hotels here in Seattle have that problem as well...this shelter only gives you a snack for break fast, no lunch and dinner.

Broken
As I slowly watch the pieces of me drift way I realize I am broken and falling apart not know if and when I will ever be whole again. Is it meant to be that all I ever will find are just the scattered remains to put me back together to what I was once or will it always be broken? I sit and listen to the small remaining sound of what is left of my heart listening to it fade away slowly into the distance not knowing if it will ever return also. I sit and try to remember the feeling from when I was whole, and all I feel is the numbing of my heart, as it builds a wall so high that I cant see over it or around it, a wall that is so thick and strong I may never break through.  

I Am Sry( Repost )
I am sorry I am sorry that I ever mistreated you. I am sorry for not ever being there when you needed a friend. I am sorry for not giving you a shoulder to cry on when you needed it. I am sorry for not being a soundboard for you when you were upset. I am sorry that I cannot take away the pain you feel. I am sorry that I cannot turn back the hands of time to make things right for you. I am sorry that I was not there when you needed me the most. I am not sorry for the times we have spent together. I am not sorry that I heard your voice speak to me. I am not sorry for the laughs we have shared. I am not sorry that I took the time to get to know you. I am not sorry that I ever called you a friend. I am not sorry that I started to fall for you. I am not sorry I got to look into your eyes and get to know the real you. I am not sorry I looked into your eyes and fell in love.

Falling In Reverse
ok so listen ronnie radke is back with his new band falling in rever  check it out they are my altime fav right now  ronnie its good to have you back man

Wetness
she lay in the shower on all fours, pushing her ass back against her wall mounted dildo. hot water hitting her back and pouring down her body. she pushed her ass back, making her ass slap against the ceramic tile as i drove in deep. feeling it churn her insides with each push. she rose her ass up high and slammed it back, listening to the sounds of her insides squishing around the thick toy. the water making her wetness all that more moist. she reached under her soft supple body to flick her hard throbbing clit faster and harder. her insides were on fire as she felt it crash into her, ass banging against the wall, pushing all the toy in. her moans muffled by the hard falling water of the showers and her juices washed away down the drain. she began to hyperventillate. it was too good. she dropped her chest down onto the shower floor as she felt her insides explode with juices, soaking the toy in her creamy mess. she lie there and let the water fall on her again. washing away everything.

The Park
Today, I saw you walking down the street;the one that curves around, then through the park.I heard the laughter of the children asthey ran and played their games, while you stood by the river in our spot. I sat and watched with distant visions in my mind of times we spent together feeding seagulls, as they flapped and hovered in the wind; you were concerned I'd lose a finger to a beak. The gulls were very greedy birds that day. I looked and saw you turn. I stood to wave but caught my breath; he was not you. Of course, he was not you. How quickly lives can change and leave mere memoriesthat rattle in the mind. The echoes of our lovers andour friends who will remain forever in our souls; their epitaphs to note they've passed along this way. I thought I saw you in the park today, but you were only there within the lonely chambers of my mind.

Found This Today...
Current mood:sad I dont understand how God works! But i know that he works for the best and whats best for me!  And all i know is that the California girl i have found is the best thing that has ever happend to me!  Oh sure, we havent been dating long, but there is something inside me telling me that going to Cali, away from her as hard as it may be, will make us grow closer.  i trust God and i know that this was all a part of his wonderful plan, and i thank him everday for bringing her into my life!!!   i know that the next 5 months are going to be a stuggle, but we will draw closer together and our relationship will grow stronger!  God doesnt let us off easy, He puts us through trials so that we relay on Him to get us through and therefore making our relationship with him stronger!  The same goes for my relationship... the more i trust her and the more i trust in God to help me through the hard times while i am away, my relationship will grow stronger!!    All i need no

Do Some Preparation Before You Wear Swimsuit
    In the hot summer, beach is a good and cool place to spend their holiday comfortably. And water is the best friend of them in summer. That’s why numerous people rush to the beach. There, people can contact closely with nature, play with the water and enjoy the solarium. Facing the vast and endless sea, you will be relaxed and easy to remove the heavy burden in the busy city. The summer beach is a wonderful place for girls to express their attractive body lines. It is natural to pursue beauty. There, you can find the beautiful scenery made up of the beautiful girls in a variety of swimwear_One piece swimwear_Two piece swimwear. However, there is some essential preparation you have to make before you putting on the swimwear. In the first place, you should have a suitable swimwear which is perfect to your body. If you are a little fat, the swimwear in dark color with the simple style is suitable for you, which will make you look slimmer. The two-piece swimwear will make you lo

Battle Of The Bands Is Legit.
So, check this out: http://puregrainaudio.com/news/fubar-battle-of-the-bands-final-round-underway-with-10000-prize-on-the-line Looks like it's getting legit industry attention, which is good for everyone. Every bit of outside attention helps this place, I don't know whether or not anyone realizes it but it's true. Be sure to case your vote (I'm partial to The Public Trust personally today) and get your easy points. Don't be an asshat out there either, or you will get served. But hey, no one that reads this blog would do that anyways right? Haha. We leave that to those -other- people. I actually have a Happy Hour next Tuesday morning soooo.....stay tuned. Have a good week, and peace.

I Fuckin Hate You
I Hate You , I needed you , You ran away when I needed you , I gave you my love my heart my blood the Moon the sky . And you ran away and not said a wrod ... I cry for days for years , I still love you I need you my heart is hurting for you and the Moon will not come out and shine on my face at night. It is dark. I am in a box can't get out . Do you think of me when you are with her , when you make love to her . I hate you ... I don't need you , my heart don't need you , my blood will fall down the walls from hell if I say your name again. I Hate You my heart is so dark inside and I do not know my way back again ... I set in life wounder alone in park look at the trees , smell the sweetenss of the grass I will Hate You ... of the summer nights stars in the skys tears falling off my face I will Hate You ...I Fickin Hate you ......... my heart is in a box...

Question 5
What has made you smile today?

Jerusalem Denies Agreeing To Attend Binding Iaea Confab
Israel has not changed its position on the matter of a nuclear weapons free zone in the Middle East, and has not been asked to a conference on the matter, sources from Israel's Atomic Energy Commission told Haaretz yesterday. The sources were responding to a report by the Associated Press that Israel and Arab countries had agreed in principle to accept an invitation from the International Atomic Energy Agency to attend a conference to discuss the matter. Israel's position for the past 11 years has been that it is willing in principle to hold a non-binding discussion, without decisions or negotiations, intended to "learn from the experience of others including in the area of confidence building relevant to the establishment of a nuclear weapon free zone," sacs louis vuitton as the IAEA decision from 2000 states. However, the position of the Arab countries has so far been that such a meeting must be a binding forum in which decisions are made and negotiations held under the auspices of t

Western Diplomat: Un Statehood Bid Will Harm U.s.-palestinian Authority Ties
 Cooperation between the U.S. and the Palestinian Authority will be harmed if the PA goes through with its plan to seek United Nations recognition of a Palestinian state at the UN General Assembly session in September, a senior Western diplomat told Israeli journalists on Wednesday during a briefing in Tel Aviv. "If the PA will go to the UN in September, it will make it harder for us to have the same relations with them as we had before when it comes to aid and security training," the diplomat said. "We want that to continue that cooperation but it will make it harder for us. It is easier to work together as partners." According to the diplomat, the U.S. is trying hard to prevent a confrontation at the UN in September. "We are trying very hard to make clear to the Palestinians that only direct talks can achieve their goals," air yeezy the diplomat said. "We told the PA that going to the UN is a bad idea and avoiding talks will not produce any results for them." The diplomat also referr

Girlfriends In The Womb Room This Saturday, Motorcoach This Friday!
Newsletter Of The Dr Susan Block Institute   This Saturday Night, August 13th on The Dr. Susan Block Show GIRLFRIENDS DANA DEARMOND, ELEXIS MONROE & BREE DANIELS!   JOIN US IN STUDIO BECOME A STUDIO MEMBER WATCH THE LIVE SHOW LISTEN FREE RSVP Here or Call 213.670.0066

Fu News 2nd Edition
so im creeping up on 90 days on fu... i know, a drop in the bucket for some of you die hards that have been here for 2/3/ even up to 5 years... but ive been here long enough to notice a few things *** some men have no awareness: there are at least 3 profiles that ive seen of "women" loaded with plenty of pics. theyre getting bling, rates, and comments. these profiles have no salutes. (surprise surprise). the kicker, the profiles are of women that are famous pornstars. guys... get a clue. or dont. i really dont care. continue to drag down the entire male gender with your rampant stupidity by believing Gianna is really in your shoutbox. im sure the dude that owns the profile is laughing all the way to the fu-bank as he reads your pervy messages about how you wanna fuck him... i mean her. *** insanity is a common disease among the women: albert einstein said insanity is doing the same thing over and over again expecting a different result. to all you women who date these fu players

My Favorites Just For You..(to My #1 Famz)
"Forget that playin' doctor is for kids! Let's play Gynecologist!" (was what I was thinkin the first few minutes) "Can I flirt with you?"  (for a long time cuz this so much fun) "How about you and I go back to my place and get out of these wet clothes?" (maybe I am just speaking for me) "I'll cook you dinner if you make, me, dessert." (I really love cheesecake) "The gods were happy the day we met" (I now often wonder yours or mine) "Can I please be your slave tonight?" (Pleeeeeease, pleaaaassssee pleeeeaaaassseee....) "Excuse me, do you have the time.....and the energy?" (pleeeeeaaaseee pllllleeeeassseee pleeeeeaaassseee still thinkin bout the last one..) "Would you like to come to a party in my toolshed?" (lol, yes...yes let's) "Come over here and get a taste of America's Most Wanted" (I could never say this without laughin' ) "Are you a virgin? (No.) Prove it!" (at what point are you a "born again virgin"...either way tee hee) "Do you mind if I end this sentence i

An Open Letter To Men On Fubar:
Hey, you. Yes, you.  I'm going to cut to the chase: flirting with me makes me want to block you. I don't want to have to block you, but I'm not here to be your object of desire, your plaything, your online relationship, or your reason for existence. Aside from not understand quite what you see in me, I'm simply not interested. I don't want to be picked up, I don't want to plan a future with you, I'm not interested in meeting you, and I have no desire whatsoever to see your cock. Surprised? Why? If you walked up to me in the street, I can guarantee you wouldn't say, "hey sexy, how big are your tits?" or "is your daddy a thief? Because he must have stolen the stars to make your eyes sparkle." or "Am I in heaven? Because you my dear are an angel." Your opening line wouldn't be to unzip your pants and show me your cock in broad daylight. If you asked me out for coffee and I politely declined, you wouldn't call me a cunt, slut, ugly fat bitch, ho, whore, skank, fuwhore, blingslut or what

Her Turn
Jag and Crysis had just come back from a party with their friends. Crysis had spent the night being shy, sticking close to Jag—ever the reserved lady. She made polite, demure conversation in her little black, not-too-revealing dress, Jag’s friends were impressed. Overall, he was pleased with her performance, and as they left the party, he was thinking that he wanted to let her know that. They walked into the entrance of Jag’s townhouse, and he took Crysis’s shoulders and turned her around, pressing her back up against the door. Jag leaned in close to her, letting his lips touch hers, but not satisfying her with a kiss, while he moved to turn the lock on the door. Crysis rubbed up against Jag slightly, her lips ready for his, begging to be kissed deeply. Jag instead teased her, holding her back against the smooth wooden door. Crysis could feel herself getting wet in her red silk panties almost instantly, as his lips lightly brushed against her red glos

Willowwacks
willowwacks \WIL-oh-waks\noun;    1.  A wooded, uninhabited area

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Boldness be my friend.  -  William Shakespeare

Done...
Tried and true? That's not you. Don't lie to me. I won't pretend not to see. Life isn't easy. Life isn't cake. I've been there, I've done that. I KNOW what is at stake...   I don't want you, I don't NEED you. You're a cheater, you're a liar. I should have set my sights higher. I'm done with you, I'm done with us... there's nothing left to discuss. -- Kate

3 Am
It was 3 O'clock in the morning when i was woken up by my boyfriend Justin kissing my neck 'whats this for?' i asked slightly breathless, my pussy already hot, i loved it when he kissed my neck. 'I woke up, couldn't sleep and...' he kissed me again and i felt his erection press against me, unhindered by clothing 'I'm hard' he said.He pulled my nightgown over my head so that i was naked just like him. he began to kiss down my body, sucking at nipples taking them deep into his mouth, then carrying on down, he reached my pussy and licked my lips he parted them with his fingers and found my wetness. he slid a finger inside me while he licked and sucked on my clit. 'oh god, don't stop' i moaned. it didnt take him long to make me come.He came back up and kissed me forcing his tongue into my mouth so that i could taste myself. 'Can i fuck you now?' he asked. without even answering him i kissed him passionately and pulled him close to me, i felt his rock hard cock enter me. he le

The Pleasure
As I walk into the room, your eyes move slowly up and down my silhouette. You can’t tell what I’m wearing, but you know it can’t be much. As I near the bed, the candlelight reveals me to you. You were right; a black lace corset , matching thong and thigh highs: your favorite. I gingerly set one high heel clad foot onto the bed and your eyes widened. The thong was even better than you imagined; it was the crotch-less pair. You reach out to touch, but I back away, smirking at you. You immediately grin back and get up to start chasing me. “whoa big boy” I tease as I push you back onto the bed. I put my lips near yours, then pull away at the last second. You grab my face to force me to kiss you, but I win the fight and get away. “stop teasing” you whimper. I look over my shoulder at you and slowly bend over to take off my shoe. You can’t handle this tantalizing view so you reach out and grab my ass. This time I don’t pull a

Her Master
He walked into the room where she lay sleeping in a lacy, black camisole with matching panties. Her hair spread gently on the pillow, and her breasts pushed softly against the lace. He gently inserted a finger into her panties, rubbing, and then pushing into her soft slit. She awoke with a gasp and a moan as he pushed her back down onto the pillows . "You like that, don't you, little bitch," he said softly, forcing her panties to one side and flicking a finger wet with her juices over her clit. "Yes..." she whispered. "Yes, what?" he asked, giving her pussy a sharp slap that made her cry out, half in pleasure and half in pain. "Yes master?" she asked. "That's better," he answered. "Call me Master." Then he pushed her arms up over her head, holding her wrists together in one of his hands while he pulled out his pulsing cock with the other. she moaned helplessly, wondering about his next request. He pressed the bulging tip against her lips, and she turned her head

10 Things In Life That Will Make U Fell Better If U Follow These 10 Rules
1. Drama 2. Back stabbers 3. Cheaters 4. Head gamers 5. Two-faced 6. Fakes 7. Stuck up 8. shit talkers(bullshiters) 9. Followers 10. Liars Follow these 10 rules and your life will be soo much better :)

I Totally Stole This Idea From Tree Hugger
I want to... hold your hand I want to... hug you until you groan I want to... tell you stupid jokes I want to... tell you my secrets I want to... know all your secrets I want to.. know what you are thinking, before you do I want to... kiss your whole face I want to... know every thing about you, even the bad ones     I want it all.  

Having A Fabulous Wedding When You Considering Penny Pincher Budget
It was the large instant you'd been waiting for...he popped the question, you mentioned yes! You've announced the large information to family members and friends. You're obsessed using the prismatic lights that reflect away your sparkly new ring. You can barely concentrate when you daydream concerning the up coming large moment: the slow, stylish stroll you'll make within your gorgeous Cheap Couture Wedding Dresses, the swap of vows in top of everybody you know, the elaborate celebration to follow. then you definitely listen to the report scratch as your visions of the celebrity-style wedding party are slapped by reality...how are you currently heading to afford all this? It's absolutely no solution that weddings aren't cheap. you can purchase a car, a home and even a little plane with the quantity that some people today spend. obviously it's organic to aspire to throw the biggest, most excellent and trendiest wedding dresses you've actually seen, but let's be genuine - unless you're

Tough
They tell me not to show my feelings so much, they tell me to be tough. Not to let them see my real hurt. Why I ask am I not a woman? Am I not a human being? So I not deserve to be loved as her? I know one day that person will come, that's going to love me for me. And won't be ashamed to show it! He won't lie to me and say he was feeling me. So until that day comes, I'll hope and pray you don't get burned the way I did. Cause you should know how it feels. 

Hmm..thinking
Sometimes, I feel the urge to slap people with 2x4s Occaisionally, it is because they are too damn stubborn for their own good At times, because  they need to move on already and stop dwelling More often than not, because they are just damn stupid.       So hi and stuff (h)

Janey Godley’s Podcast Episode 57
(Please be aware that this Podcast Contains strong language)   In episode 57 of Janey Godley’s Podcast the mother and daughter comedy duo chew the cud over the English riots, the sociological view of why Scotland is riot free and why the government has failed its own people. Ashley gives us a rundown of her festival experience and Janey talks about her visit to the world’s biggest arts festival.   Ashley reveals her secret sexual boyfriend which makes for much hysteria and the TV show Dallas gets its big comeback when the twosome discuss its appeal back in the 80s. Janey demands that the weather system is explained to her and Ashley makes an impassioned plea not to explain the connection to American comedian Tom Green.     Mother and Daughter comedy team get to natter and the world gets to hear it on Janey Godley’s podcasts, expect some bawdy language and home truths, as Janey Godley and Ashley Storrie lead you down the roads less taken in their fantastic weekl

Military Retirement
Military retirement is not a Entitlement, it was earned! Our benefits aren't some kind of charity or handout! Congressional benefits = free health care, outrageous retirement packages, 67 paid holidays, three weeks paid vacation, unlimited paid sick days - now THAT'S welfare. And Congress has the nerve to call a Military retirement an Entitlement? Re-post if you are sick of their stuff, and ashamed of our "leaders"!!!!!!

People Hate Me Because Of Him
I'm not really sure where to start this thing. I've been through so much with this person. If I posted everything, it would be a novel. I'm not sure I'm ready for that, yet. So it looks like you all are in luck. I'm going to do the "summed up version".   I met him YEARS ago. I'm going to says at the very least 5 years ago. It sure doesn't seem like it though. I won't ever forget it though. I'd just been given my first "VIC", yes before they were called VIP. It was also before I really started to MuMM. I'd been in there on rare occasions, but I wasn't part of the "MuMMer group".  I remember I was sitting on 100 elevens. I wasn't a big rater, still not. But I figured since the VIC was  a gift, I'd better use them all. I made a "MuMM" asking who wanted one, lol. God, the thought of that being a MuMM now makes me laugh. I'd be killed in a heartbeat and felt like deleting the MuMM. Anyway, he was one of the first people to say they wanted one. So off I went to his page and rated him the

Our Dreams Have Finally Come True
********END OF SUMMER SALE******** WWW.FACEBOOK.COM/MAKEMESKINNY Have you ever had that STUBBORN belly flab/ stretch marks / extra arm or thigh skin / or any little areas that you've just wanted to tighten and tone up, but just WONT GO AWAY NO MATTER HOW MUCH YOU WORK OUT?!?! Well then, I've got the perfect answer to your problem areas for all of you MEN & WOMEN!!!! ITWORKS wraps, will get rid of inches, in minutes!!! Just wrap your stuborn area/s, and minute...s later your back in those favorite jeans you loved but couldnt fit into anymore!! These are perfect for special occassions such as : weddings & vacations + many many more!!What could be better than this super simple miracle, ITWORKS wrap?? I'll tell you whats even better, THIS END OF SUMMER SALE!!!!!! HURRY UP & YOU CAN STILL HAVE THE BEACH BODY YOU'VE ALWAYS WANTED !!!***I have ONLY 8 for the steal of $25 a piece*** (they are $35 on the website, that's a $10 saving & its cheaper than most gym memberships!!)- Then I will o

Boring Piece Of Boring Fiction
This is a dream sequence from a story I started writing last spring that I've recently been inspired (or instructed) to pick back up.  The scene is a but more flowery than the rest of the book...it's intention to be more mystical than the rest although I think it might just come off kind of grocery-store-romance-novel-y.  I apologize in advance...and enough with the excuses.    I see blackness; nothing before me but endless starless night.  Subtly, I begin to sense things.  A cool, calm wind brushes over me, soft earth beneath my feet but I see nothing.  I’m aware that my eyes are closed, but I feel no fright, no need to search my surroundings.  He is there, and I am safe.    A hand, large and warm, grips mine.  It’s solid, thick and calloused.  I feel the strength as it wraps around mine.  The sandpaper fingers rest gently against mine, the leathery palm pushes comfortingly, firmly, into my own.  His voice, warm like the summer wind, whispers to me “Don’t

Helping
When people ask for fubux for spotlight... I try to help.  When people ask for rates I will rate... It may be a quick profile rate but thats what I usually have time for.  When asked for likes.... I will like people.  I pimp people at random or I will pimp trade if I have some left.  Yet when I ask for help I rarely get any.  I have a few close friends that help and I am grateful.  I will continue to help those who help me but if I get nothing in return do not expect me to continue to be helpful to you.  This place is nothing but a popularity contest.  I do not bling people because I can't afford it and I don't do NSFW because I won't degrade myself that way.  For the most part I do enjoy coming on fu to chat with friends in the lounges I have joined but more and more I am getting fed up with the way most people just seem to care about who they can beg for things.  I am more then happy to pimp or rate in return for things that I recieve I have no problems with that. In the future thoug

~me~
♥ Im not hot or gorgeous. I don't have an amazing figure or a flat stomach. I'm far from being considered a model, but I'm ME. I eat food, have curves (that go the wrong way), love my PJ'S and will go without makeup (once in a while). I'm a random & crazy, & I don't pretend to be someone I'm not. I am who I am, love me or not, I wont change ME!!!  ♥

Damn
In 150-200 words, explain the concepts of crime and deviance.  How do certain acts come to be defined as deviant?  How do these definitions change over time?     Hmm  I am fucked because what I have to say will seriously offend some people.

Small Fuzzy Animals...
A koala bear walks into the bar the other day and sits down next to a hooker, one thing leads to another and soon they're both headed up to her room for some fun. For next few hours all the koala bear does is go down on the hooker, after this jumps up out of bed and starts heading for the door. The hooker still dazed and confused says "Hey! you cant leave, I need to get paid for this yet." The koala bear replies, "I'm just a koala bear I don't know such things." so the she finds a dictionary and tells the koala look up hooker and sure enough it says HOOKER- someone who gets paid for sex. At this the koala bear starts laughing and tells the hooker to then look up koala bear..... The definition of a koala bear reads as follows: KOALA BEAR a small fuzzy Australian animal, it eats bushes and leaves!

.symphony Of Science
anyone that has not heard this please check it out ! auto tunning at its best! lol

Pieces Of Me
For one of the few times in my 5+ years on this site, I'm actually going to offer up some interesting background information into the man some of you have come to know and love - I have gone by the names Endo (given to me when I was 21 because of how much weed I smoked) XKon (a joke nickname my stepbrother gave me because of the long crazy hair and how scary I looked) Captain Spaulding (for my love of Rob Zombie movies) Pogo the Clown (always had a slight interest in stories of serial killers - John Wayne Gacy in this) and  Captain Howdy (Exorcist is my favorite movie, the Devil was named Captain Howdy in it, then Strangeland after that). The information I'll share isn't the reason Ihave chosen different nicknames. I guess they always say the first step is to admit it, so here we go. My name is Scott - and I have a horrible problem with anger, and letting things go as a result of it. Now, some people would say some of the information I'll share is taking a step putting shit like that

Nsfw Pix
So, I've been on and off FUBAR for a few years and I always get a kick out of the drama caused when folks see thier pix tagged as NSFW. It's apparent that you don't know what NSFW means!   NSFW = Not Safe For Work! It's really simply, if you'd get in shit at work for opening up the picture, then it's NSFW!   It's not a slight against you, it's simply a rating guide to help determine what pictures are safe and not safe to open in a normal setting! No need for drama, or being pissed off at anyone; take it on the chin, smile and nod your head, and move on!

The Station
Cal and Evelyn exit the train car. Evelyn looks back and the strange man seems to have vanished. On the train platform, the people look ragged and scared. The soldiers move the passengers across the tracks to the other side, most go slowly just being led along like cattle. Empty expressions on the faces of a hopeless populace. Here and there soldiers move through the crowd. checking the people over, stopping only to pay close attention to any who are badly injured. pushing them away from the others, the crowd just keeps moving. Numb to the situation, they just mill along to the other side of the platform. The  outbound train  sits cold and unfeeling on the tracks. Workers hurry to clean out the insides spraying  a soapy substance with hoses and rinsing out the blood and gore to the tracks below. The people stand unnaffected by the process. Awaiting the conclussion  to reboard the trains Here and there gunfire erupts, as soldiers put the muzzle of their weapon to the base of the skulls

Rest In Peace My Love
Wish heaven had a phone. So I could hear your voice again. I thought of you today, but that is nothing new. I thought about you yesterday, and days before that too. I think of you in silence, I often speak your name. All I have are memories and a picture in a frame. Your memory is a keepsake from which I'll never part. God has you in his arms, I have you in my heart.  Rest in peace my love.

Today's Stuff..
Hey kids, happy hump day! Just so you're all aware there will be fun stuff soon per usual, hell I even have a Happy Hour next week! Anyways, here's today's band for Battle of the Bands, good tunes!...so check em out and vote... Icelus@ fubar So be sure to check them out and vote to get your max points! Easiest pts on Fu by far...so yeah, weird week...but hey it's to be expected...haha peace.

Passion
Passion is candy sweet , love hands holding , lay in the sweet grass of the summer days of love, Passion runs with pain of hearts sweet hearts  in the sky, She trys to run to find them . Dark is near ... in her mind not knowing Passion so dear to her falling in the sky... she is falling she she she she falling ... Dark is near ... Passion is gone . Passion is candy sweet , love hands holding , lay in the sweet gress of the summer days of  love . Passion runs with pain of hearts sweet hearts in the sky, she trys to run to find them...She She She She falling ....

回
i want a boy who would hold my hand in the mall& make all the girls jealous. i want someone who would sing to me at random moments. someone who is more goofy than romantic. a boy who would throw stuffed animals at me when i'm acting dumb. someone who would bet me a kiss that he could beat me at the old playstation games and then let me win. a guy who would make fun of me, just to hear my laugh. he'd play with my hair all the time and  surprise me with 25 cent rings someone who i could share lollipops with & lay on a blanket with to countthe stars. we'd buy tons of disposable cameras to take the silliest pictures of each other & squirt water at each other in the house. but mostly... the one who will be my best friend  never break my heart. he would                         just always make

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  "You've Changed." No, actually I think the pr oper term is "I've stopped trying to please you."  

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i'm not single,  i'm just  romantically challenged 

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Have you ever looked at your ex a n d   w o n d e r e d   "Was I drunk the entire relationship...?"  

Wearing Sexy Swimsuit To Bath
Sunday to invite boudoir to bath, enter the door to see new club bath department have a big pool, few people inside. Suddenly thought of several days ago the new Bikini swimwear_swimwear_One piece swimwear online haven't tried water, immediately turned and ran out foreign to car took NKTM swimsuit return to inform the maiden honey: you advanced sauna bath, I go to swim, a short while coming back to find you. Change My Bikini swimwear_swimwear_One piece swimwear to the mirror repeatedly appreciation, returned to datangshengshi see 234-131 over reincarnations Yang. Look at the mirror swimsuit beauty, figure pour also concave and convex have send, just suspect mirror surface effect, this a bit plump? How can so women This is absolutely the effect after days food. Ok swimsuit design and color is satisfied. Although do not say to go up enchanting, but also is sexy. Came to pool staff there ask, and then down to the water is shallow pool, see clear pool water cannot help could swim up a doze

Cure Stress
Stress Cure Are you open to learning about something that can enhance the quality of your life?  What if it's about something you've heard about before and dismissed?  What if it's about something you've tried before unsuccessfully? Are you open to the possibility that you could learn something new here that will change your perspective?  If you are open to the possibility of learning something that you may have dismissed before, read on. There is an area of the brain responsible for feelings of well-being and happiness.  Scientists at the University of Wisconsin have proven that regular meditation causes that area of the brain to actually grow in size. There is a demonstrable link between regular meditation and contentment. Think you don't have time to meditate daily?  These benefits can be achieved through meditating as little as 5 minutes a day.  So if you STILL think you don't have time for it, you probably are so stressed that you are actually on the verge of truly needing it.

Is The Pc Brigade Happy Now?
    "RIP Broken Britain .. You went soft on discipline ! You went soft on immigration! You went soft on crime. Parents were told 'No, you can't smack the kids'. Teachers were prevented from chastising kids in schools. The police couldn't clip a trouble maker round the ear. Kids had rights blah blah blah.. Well done Britain. You shall reap what you sow. We have lost a whole generation."  This about sums it up.       > >            Though it is nice to see this brave lady making a stand.

Question 4
What is something special or unique about yourself that someone wouldn't know just by looking at you?

What Ranger Up Despises:
1. Unappreciative Americans. You know these losers – the guys that profess that America is the worst country ever created, threaten to leave if things continue the way they are, but never do and continue to churn out their 6, 7, and 8 figure salaries, complaining all the way to the bank. Anyone with the balls to compare any of our elected officials to the Nazis should be shot on sight.2. France. They never support us. They lose all their wars. They break all kinds of UN trade restriction with our enemies. Their “culture department” made using many English words illegal. All this, and they still have De Gaulle (oh, we’re sorry) to try to play the “high moral ground” card as they take a back seat in the world’s struggle to defeat an enemy that threatens the very fabric of western civilization. We understand they’re busy, but how much time does it take to practice weapons dropping and white-flag waving? Note: Per the "Hot

Drunk Just Goin Of Top Of Head
drunk man talkin thay say he tells no lies n that hes lived threw it by tha look in his eyes yea thats just a drunk man talkin  

Intro
Sooo since some of you lovely people seem to be interested in the enigma that is myself I've decided to devote a little time here and there for some random facts, thoughts, rants and the like that you may never get to hear in a general conversation with me. To start this off heres a random rach fact for ya:  I swear...A LOT, i even got scolded at the chiropractor once for accidentally dropping the F-Bomb hahaha. 

Asian Markets Higher As Global Rally Continues
Global stocks have continued to rally, with Asian-Pacific markets rising sharply. Markets in Australia and New Zealand were among the first to open Wednesday and continued Tuesday's rebound. Japanese stocks were also higher. Australia's benchmark S&P/ASX200 index rose 3 percent in early trading to 4,214 points, while New Zealand's benchmark NZX50 was up almost 4 percent by midmorning. In Japan, the Nikkei 225 was up 1.4 percent to 9,073.37 in early trading. Speculation that the U.S. air yeezy 2011 Federal Reserve may announce another round of monetary easing helped stock markets rebound Tuesday after many entered official bear market territory. Wall Street's Dow Jones industrial average finished Tuesday with a 429-point gain after the Fed offered super-low interest rates for two more years. THIS IS A BREAKING NEWS UPDATE. Check back soon for further information. AP's earlier story is below. LONDON (AP) — Speculation that the U.S. Federal Reserve may announce another round of mone

Us Is 'deeply Concerned' By New E. J'lem Construction
The US is "deeply concerned" by Israel's decision to approve construction for 930 apartments in a new neighborhood in east Jerusalem, an a State Department official said Tuesday. "Unilateral actions work against efforts to resume direct negotiations and contradict the logic of a reasonable and necessary agreement between the parties," the official said, adding that an peaceful outcome to the ongoing crisis between Israel and the Palestinians can only be achieved through "good faith and direct negotiations." The US has raised the issue of the neighborhood - which was approved last week - with the government in Jerusalem, the official said. The Interior Ministry’s Jerusalem District Planning and Building Committee gave its final approval for Har Homa C last week two years after it was first initiated. burberry outlet The new neighborhood is to be located on a hill adjacent to the existing Har Homa neighborhood in the capital’s southeast. “We are continuing to build in J

Constructive
  This is not an internet crusade. To me it's fairly fundamental.   Not many people like child abusers (or 'paedos')...it's very easy to scream and shake fists online when encountering what you, quite naturally, despise.   It's not so easy to take a moment and consider a few things: - whatever child is in that picture is being/has been abused, exploited and neglected. A child posing provocatively is as clear a sign of abuse as if they were sitting there with an adult actually molesting them. - in many cases, they may be missing and have one or both parents looking for them - Fubar has to delete such content if it wants to remain a site. They do what they have to do - and they are good at it. They're quicker and more responsive than most other sites I've seen. -  BUT when you shake your fist and demand it be removed from your sight, without doing anything else, those pictures, THAT EVIDENCE, disappears into the ether again.   It does not take long to report the images..

How Am I Doing "" Please Read This "" Maybe You`ll Understand What I`m Going Though ""!
copy`d from my facebook page,   Becky Leuallen Becky Leuallen my son Will jr, he worked hard since he was 16 yrs old, " had his own house he was buying, 4 cars including my`n, and had a very good paying job, keept his girlfriend and her daughter not his for almost 3 yrs, yea because he started to be with her about the time of big Will`s passing so i know it was """""'now they had been fighting and he did something wrong "" I try`d to tell him to just stay a way from her """" if she ever loved him at all she would come back to him """ if not and she did not come back then she never was from the start "" they had just had a baby together "" boy "" Will 3 ed "" and i think that`s why`s he`s hurt so bad """" but he messed up and did wrong """ lost his house "" his good paying job """ 2 cars so far and might end up being all of them "" and the worse part he might end up going to jail for i don`t know how long "" and i know him hitting her was wrong "" but i know he`s very

What Happens When Loki Meets Tablecloth
Thanks to the new job I pretty much have the summer off (only one more month of that thank god) and so lately I’ve been trying to get in the things that I haven’t had much time for, mostly me time.  Yes I’ve been lazy, just letting the days pass with me trying to catch up on my to-read list which at the moment I’m just trying to get up-to-date on the Song of Ice and Fire series (three books in so far yay), and catching up on some anime series’ that caught my eye, right now I’m watching A Channel.  Oh also been spending more time on my blogs making facebook pages for them and updating more often and adding photos, lots and lots of photos.  So in a way all of this is kind of keeping me busy, but this morning while I was just lounging around I heard this loud thump/crash that made me almost pee myself in surprise.  I rushed out into the living room to see what the commotion was about and there was my cat Loki wrapped up in the tablecloth, m

Amaranthine
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My Offering To Master
               My offering to Master                               By gdgurl After some talks about whom and what W/we want in a slavegurl for me, I begin the search to find her. Master has agreed to allow me to pick her and feels that He can trust me with my decision, and knows I wouldn’t bring in someone He wasn’t pleased with. So talking to a few gurls and doing some face to face interviews with a few, I finally find the one whom I feel would be perfect for U/us. She is everything I want in a slavegurl and I know Master will find her very appealing. I set up His playroom and invite her over. He doesn’t know I have made my choice yet, as I want it to be a surprise for Him. She and I spend the afternoon making sure the house is spotless, dinner is ready and then I lead her into His playroom. I strip her naked, shackle her hands and feet, place a gag in her mouth, and position her onto the faux fur rug in the middle of the floor. I insert a small butt plug into her

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Sex Survey
Take this survey HAVE YOU GOTTEN LAID THIS WEEK? EVER HAD SEX IN A PUBLIC PLACE? EVER LAUGH DURING SEX? EVER CRY DURING SEX? IF SO, WHY? DO YOU LIKE TO CUDDLE AFTER SEX? EVER REGRET SEX WITH SOMEONE? EVER FAKED AN ORGASM? DIRTY TALK, OR STFU? EVER HAVE UNPROTECTED SEX? EVER MASTURBATE TO YOUR FRIENDS SIGNIFICANT OTHER? EVER HAVE A THREESOME? EVER WATCH PORN DURING SEX? EVER THOUGHT OF SOMEONE ELSE DURING SEX? HAS THE CONDOM EVER BROKE? WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING SEXUAL EXPERIENCE? HOW OLD WERE YOU WHEN YOU LOST YOUR VIRGINITY? WHO WOULD YOU LIKE TO HAVE SEX WITH RIGHT NOW?

A Close Look Of Cheap Wedding Dresses
Wedding brings joy and bliss both the bride and the groom ,they mom and dad as well. The parents want their daughter or son to look perfect in designer clothes.wedding dresses,These designer clothes bear the logo of well-known and reputed stylist designers which make them more costly. Cheap wedding dresses,Junior Bridesmaid Dresses,Also they are made with high level of creativity which adds to their cost. But apart from this there are cheap wedding dresses made by other apparel manufacturers that can cost you comparatively at a low price.Cheap Plus Size Wedding Dresses, Cheap Wedding Party Dresses,Cheap Bridesmaid Dresses,Cheap Flower Girl Dresses,Cheap Mother of the Bride Dresses for all those who are searching for these kinds of gowns you can get them for yourself on the web stores. These inexpensive wedding ceremony gowns are stitched by an outstanding group headed through the particular person who styles it. The group here consists of diligent designers, professional operators, sa

Help??
okay i had a phone convo w/ the bf and we started talking about our 3 year anniversary and what were gonna get for eachother thats a while away but just for convo anyways i wanted hints like always lol so he gave me 1 and said it will be something thats a glimpse into our future ?? okay can someone help guess what that means ??? lol im nosy and want to know haha .He said its just an idea but he thought about it for a while now ...  I hate waiting for suprises but maybe its worth the wait.

Random Questions And Statements Of Disgust Plus Some Other Stuff Too
three questions i have to begin with.....1.) how can it be that a guy can have children but when it comes to their care total strangers have the right to tell them they have no rights without custody?.....what kind of society do we live in where a woman has total control over your kids unless you can prove them unfit  but all they have to do is tell a dhs or cps worker you are an alchoholic and with out ever meeting you they rule in their favor......2.) why does it take the loss of a child to get dhs involved enough to just check the welfare of  your other kids.......my youngest son is dead ...he was found in the trunk of her car and a lightbulb went off for dhs finally that something might be wrong...good god  how retarded is that i have a friend who works for the osbi in oklahoma and he told me that dhs and cps have had 40  reports of suspected abuse against my ex and not one single visit was ever paid to her home in the last 7 years......3.) anyone got a method of mending my heart a

Searching For What Once Was.
                                                              Searching For What Once Was       I searched the world over ,     lookin' for you, but you were     nowhere to be found, still     I hoped wherever life took you,     you were safe and sound.        and so my story goes,      a story about my best friend,      and I wonder , what can I do      to help your broken heart mend.        It all began, late one night      and it ended in a big fight,      I don't know who was right      or wrong, I don't want to      make that call, I only wish      whatever happened, didn't      happen at all.        I lost sight      of how you were feeling,      how could I be so blind?,      a love like yours ,      is like no-other      and is so hard to find.        My searched has ended,      just like it started,      full of memories of days gone by,      now I'm left, thinking of what could've been      and I'll I can do is cry.        

Somethings Bothering Me!
How do you do you Like all those girls who are hotter then me and then turn around and say you love me! my head is extreamly confused! I don't get it! how do you think I'am hot? I don't think I'am at all! I'am just your basic average werid wacky crazy woman! I guess I'll never see it or understand it. Its just bothering me so much lately!.

Alone
Why do I feel alone right now? I have so many people in my life and yet I feel all alone and yet for no good reason. I have some one i love very much in my life I love my fam. and I have some kick ass friends but I fell like I let them all down more than I lift them up and maybe thats why I feel so alone. I have done nothing to help lift them and I know this or maybe I am just empty inside and putting on a front of some body I really am not. I help people every day this I know but what am I really doing for them? Some times I wonder if I am really helping them or hurting them more and thay are just to affraid or to nice to tell me so. Yet here I sit with all I do still for some reason I do not know feeling empty inside, feeling like just a shell of a person that is lost, that has come to a cross roads and waiting for his personal jesus to ask him witch road are you gonna travel the road that is easy but always leads you astray or the hard bumpy road that will lead you to where you nee

The Hot Style In 2011-peach Bridesmaid Dresses
Peach Cheap Bridesmaid Dresses type a huge tendency on present style stage. To retain temperately stunning and beautiful, bridesmaid garments remain in typically an understated way but their colour selections are absolutely a huge part in enhancing the jubilant aura in your huge day. As such, subsequent the fad can consistently showcase your wit on style taste. Your wedding party colour and wedding dresses plan performs an insignificant component to established a particular mood in your huge evening and bridesmaid gown colour selections certainly certainly are a outstanding component of that. on this article, peach bridesmaid garments are extremely suggested to flatter your style taste and also you will also find some fabulously incredible best picks amid peach bridesmaid garments 2011. Peach Fits the present style Fad. Undeniably, the colour option on bridesmaid garments can be an evergreen force to boast your style flair,such as Cheap Homecoming Dresses and Cheap Quinceanera Dresse

When I Miss Coolness
When I miss coolnessI remember you wheiting the rain fascinatedInviting every drop of rainfall to touch youComming form the angry clouds of summerIf I want to troumble...My god... wow I fall asleep into your armsOutside it was snowing and the winter show to me his fangI was stuporing....Warmyou remember we was going into the mountains .... to take fresh airLooking form there up... we was flyingUp to Gods creationTears...You are laughing beacose of nothingI could read your happiness into your eyesVisiting medieval placesSmile...Werry ill i rase my handTo take a tear form you and to show That for you Id like to found only tears form hapinessDeathWe was gooing that coold night you know whereWe was stucked just for a talkI embraced you first time.... daring to kiss youLife Wow many plans we hadYou know when you will be old finising this lifeIll take your hand ... knoking on the heavens door.Forever...God will just open!

A Little Midnight Rendezvous
So my friend just called me in the middle of the night...I was wondering what on earth she needed at 12.30am. She started off like 'are you at home?'. I thought she might need a lift home after a night of drinking or something but oh nooooo...   SHE WANTED ME TO CATCH A SPIDER!I asked her if she was alone and she said her bf was there but he was about 3 times as scared as we were!To be fair...this spider was BIG! I dunno why I thought I'd be helpful cos this kinda spider I wake my mum up at 5am to catch.So we thought we would try the trap it in a glass method but it was on a wall and I couldn't reach./So we got the hairspray out and I sprayed it to make it move to a easier place for me to trap it.I sprayed it and it was movie which made me scream but I still carried on spraying and my friend's bf had run down the stairs nearly tripping over his own feet!Anyway the spider fell off and then it was like stuck in a corner...I didn't wanna pick it up cos the spider was really fat.Anyway m

The Best And Most Beautiful Things In The World Cannot Be Seen Or Even Touched - They Must Be Felt With The Heart.
I remember the story: John Blanchard stood up from the bench, straightened his Army uniform, and studied the crowd of people making their way through Grand Central Station. He looked for the girl whose heart he knew, but whose face he didn't, the girl with the rose. His interest in her had begun thirteen months before in a Florida library. Taking a book off the shelf he found himself intrigued, not with the words of the book, but with the notes penciled in the margin. The soft handwriting reflected a thoughtful soul and insightful mind. In the front of the book, he discovered the previous owner's name, Miss Holly Maynell. With time and effort he located her address. She lived in New York City. He wrote her a letter introducing himself and inviting her to correspond. The next day he was shipped overseas for service in World War II. During the next year and one month, the two grew to know each other through the mail. Each letter was a seed falling on a fertile heart. A romance was buddi

Boyfriend Application
  basics: name:   e-mail : AIM : MSN : yahoo! : birthday [mm.dd.yy]:      location:  physical: height:      weight:  build:  heavy    muscular    beefy    lean    skinny eye color:      hair color:  tattoos/piercings? website/picture URL:  smartie pants: what year? drop out college freshman  college sophomore college junior college senior keep goin' do y

My Dear Friend
Friends that may failed you , sykes fall around you , you lay in a park at night to sleep with your heart alone. Baby I love you my dear freind... You can call me day and night. You run free of your soul and free of the night, Spiritual a wind will fall , Moon is full and will hold you dear. Sun is yellow on your face as you walk to heavens as I hold your hand, smell of candy running in the grass bare foot as kids would do... life is a world of all it can be with a friend like you , My Dear friend......I love you so I do to the end ....

Lonesome, Broke And Cold
I wrote this one a few years back... I think it bears little explanation. Lonesome, Broke and Cold Here I sit along this country road;my truck was tired, that I knowed.I never thought she'd up an' quitBut, beside the road, well - now I sit. My most faithful partner when it comes to travelin'I guess I shoulda paid better attention to all her rattlin'.My buddies all warned me, I said she weren't too old,now I am stuck here - feelin' lonesome, broke and cold. I guess it don't matter much anyhow;bucked off the last few, aint got the entry fee now.It's just a small-town rodeo, I'll miss it - won't be the first time;just burns me though, 'cause Ill have to pay a fine. Been a rough go lately, them injuries seem to linger;got that pulled groin, cracked ribs, and I busted my finger.Seems they used to heal faster, guess I'm gettin' old;I'd give some serious thought - if I weren't so lonesome, broke and cold. I could hang it all up, head home 'n work steers;tho', I've been runnin' from stea

Kanye West & Jay-z-new Day (this Song's Deep)
This song talks about if they ever had kids, they don't want them to make the same mistakes they made and want them to be way better than them.   [Kanye West]   And I’ll never let my son have an ego He’ll be nice to everyone, wherever we go I mean, I might even make ‘em be Republican So everybody know he love white people And I’ll never let ‘em leave his college girlfriend And get caught up with the groupies in the whirlwind And I’ll never let ‘em ever hit the telethon I mean even if people dyin’ and the world ends See, I just want ‘im to have an easy life, not like Yeezy life Just want ‘im to be someone people like Don’t want ‘im to be hated, all the time judged Don’t be like your daddy that would never budge And I’ll never let ‘im ever hit a strip club I learned the hard way, that ain’t the place to get love And I’ll never let his mom move to L.A. Knowin’ she

For The Women On Furbar Please Read Hes Not Who He Says He Is From The Sun Newspaper
news Got a story? Email : talkback@the-sun.co.uk Para-thetic ... Dall pretended to be war hero to bed woman                                                Para beds lonely 50 VIRGINIA WHEELERand TOM REILLY Published: 10 May 2006 Add a comment (0) AN INTERNET phoney seduced up to 50 women ? by posing as a war hero Para. Love-rat Brian Dall, 45, claimed he was a Parachute Regiment sergeant who had saved lives in Iraq and Afghanistan. He swept scores of lonely single mums off their feet with tales of heroism, including being shot by terrorists.

Exotica Community
Sometimes I imagine myself gone from this place, to a far off land. A land where the people are simple and adhering. Where a strong man like myself can head a tribe. The tribe would adhere to my rules, and breaking the rules would result in punishment or even banishing an individual from the tribe. I imagine the power of dozens of men and women, working every day fervently to build my visions of how a culture should exist and lead its life. I imagine beautiful exotic houses, mixture of Oriental and Asian designs. Warm colors, sensuous smells and elements. In such a tribe, jealousy would be a thing of the past. Women and Men would mingle and choose who to make love to. Group love would be possible. Children would look like their parents, but other than that, there would be no way of telling who they belonged to. Simple commerce would exist, like in years past. I would fix someone's computer or internet connection, and he would give me milk from his cow (or a good steak). We would tra

Funny Harry Potter Pictures (repost)
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I Need Friends Or Somebody To Chat With Because I'm A Very Nice Guy To Talk With And Be With
hello everybody,i'm new at this but i need to find more friends and i would love to get to know more people on here but in the mean time try to find a gf

Seems We Have Someone Who Wants To Be Me
SEEMS WE HAVE SOMEONE WHO WANTS TO BE ME...LOL BE WARNED FRIENDS THIS IS NOT ME (CLICK PICTURE) THE ONLY WAY SHE WAS ABLE TO GAIN ANY ACCESS TO ANY OF MY PICTURE WAS THE FOLDERS I HAD OPEN,AND AS FAR A CAMMING ALL MY FRIENDS KNOW I DO NOT DO THAT, IT IS CLEARLY STATED ON MY PAGE, IN THE PART SHE FAILED TO COPY.I AM SORRY SWEETIE YOU CANT BE ME AND YOUR FEEBLY ATTEMPT HAS BEEN REPORTED. I AM WELL AWARE OF WHO YOU ARE AND WHAT YOUR ALL ABOUT. I KNOW DUPLICATION IS THE ULTIMATE FORM OF FLATTERY, ..,BUT DAM!!!! GIVE IT UP ALREADY!!!!!   http://www.fubar.com/6458112 THANKS TO GREAT A FRIEND SHE WAS DELETED!!!!  ERROR: invalid user specified.

Fupony
I slid my finger a crossed it! and OMG it stood there begging me to rub it, I almost came in my jeans this was sooo exciting! I had just one chance left, so I took it and BAM! It exploded with intense brilliance.. .I polished my first FuPony! Aug 8th 2011 NauttiKitten

Carni-whoring...part One
CARNI-WHORE....PART 1 Category: Parties and Nightlife Take my hand and lead me to the land of falling waterstreams. Lather me lavishly with perfume scented  bubbles and caressing touches from your desiring hands, leaving no place in want. Cleanse and purify me,  from my hair to my toes. Whisper into my soul those thoughts on your mind that my heart needs to hear,  as I also prepare myself to cleanse you thouroughly, sanctifying your body for my erotic pleasures and needs. Needs that have for too long been ignored, or hastily pacified only touching the surface of raw  erotic pleasure. underneath the surface a lava of passion is flowing, a volcanic force of carnal womanhood, needing full and unadulterated eruptions over and over again.  Uninhibited, uninterrupted, complete and full release of everything that makes me the passionate force of nature that I am and was created to be.  Fill my glass time and time again. let your body move with mine in a rhythmical interlude dance

Quiet Please
Quiet Please!Taming Monkey Mind in Meditation We all have the endless chattering and noise in our head often referred to as the monkey mind. It’s been called the monkey mind – the endless chattering in your head as you jump in your mind from thought to thought while you daydream, analyze your relationships, or worry over the future. Eventually, you start to feel like your thoughts are spinning in circles and you’re left totally confused. One way to tame this wild creature in your head is through meditation – although the paradox is that when you clear your mind for meditation you actually invite the monkey in your mind to play. This is when you are given the opportunity to tame this mental beast by moving beyond thought – to become aware of a thought rather than thinking a thought. The difference is subtle, but significant. When you are aware of your thoughts, you can let your thoughts rise and float away without letting them pull you in different direc

Spotlight Fund Helpers
Like all good fubar point hoars, I have come to the point where I need to win the spotlight in order to level up.  I remember when I first accumulated a million - it wasn't that long ago.  I'm now at around 320 million and I really don't see how I can possibly raise enough without a LOT of help. Those of you who know me know I can't stand begging.  It's incredibly taxing on my mental status to do so, and I lump "selling" pimpouts and bling and such in with it.  I also know that a lot of my fufriends who play the point game are at this same stage and also trying to raise fubucks. So, I thought, maybe if we made a group of people we trusted, to pool fubucks to help people get the funds?  We could have a list of people, and whoever's next up is the person we shower with fubucks as much as possible until they get their spotlight.  Lower level members of the group would be "paid back" as they got to the level and others gave to them. Am I nuts to think that such a thing might work around

Wheres George Jetson????
 Sometimes I think man was better off in his ancestral state when we were living in caves, eating raw meat and munching on weeds from the local swamp. To think how far man has come since those days, kinda mindboggling if you ask me. First they were beating animals with rocks and sticks to bring them down to be consumed , now we have the effiency of slaughtering them in a neat and easily cleaned manner to end up as plated works of art in some fancy restaurant. Right now the weeds from the swamp have more personal appeal. Even transpotation has come a long way, and we have become jaded. Our neolithic forebearers stomped their way over the landscape, until someone came apon some poor animal somewhere and decided to jump on its back to see what happened. Next thing he finds out, Hey this is better then trudging anyday. Then a few hundred years later someone decides to try out a crude cart for carrying his accumilated crap and or fellow bi-peds.  Few hundred thousand years later ( a pittan

Alone
by Edgar Allan PoeFrom childhood’s hour I have not beenAs others were—I have not seenAs others saw—I could not bringMy passions from a common spring.From the same source I have not takenMy sorrow; I could not awakenMy heart to joy at the same tone;And all I lov’d, I loved alone.Then—in my childhood—in the dawnOf a most stormy life—was drawnFrom ev’ry depth of good and illThe mystery which binds me still:From the torrent, or the fountain,From the red cliff of the mountain,From the sun that ’round me roll’dIn its autumn tint of gold—From the lightning in the skyAs it pass’d me flying by—From the thunder and the storm,And the cloud that took the form(When the rest of Heaven was blue)Of a demon in my view

*black Rose*
hold on to me...i'm feelin what u can't see..happiness seems a dream..too far from reach..bit by bit..i'm losin myself..wishin for death..in this live-ly sea..can't find no love..in this human crowd..shrouded by misery..and the lord's frown..find me a grave..among the earth's trees..i'll bloom as a black rose..amidst this greenry..i'm not sorry...i fell for ur deceit..i'll find solace...in our moments and my memories..i whisper in silence..don't let me die..i wish for something..i don't realize..be gone now..while u can leave me..i wait for peace..but u won't wait for me..if u ever need me..come back here..i'll be in the lord's garden..blooming as a black rose nourished by tears..

"a Dream Within A Dream"
by Edgar Allan PoeTake this kiss upon the brow!And, in parting from you now,Thus much let me avow–You are not wrong, who deemThat my days have been a dream:Yet if hope has flown awayIn a night, or in a day,In a vision or in none,Is it therefore the less gone?All that we see or seemIs but a dream within a dream.I stand amid the roarOf a surf-tormented shore,And I hold within my handGrains of the golden sand–How few! yet how they creepThrough my fingers to the deepWhile I weep–while I weep!O God! can I not graspThem with a tighter clasp?O God! can I not saveOne from the pitiless wave?Is all that we see or seemBut a dream within a dream?

Tears I've Cried
For all the many tears I've cried I said I'd love you till the day i died we once took vows that I thought were true but now I find my self losing you And in my heart you will always be my one true love and was meant for meMy heart will never find a love like the love i had in you You will always be a part of me I will love you for enternityMy heart is shattered my tears i cry But i will love you till the day I die I gave you everything and all i had my love for you was always true But i guess that wasnt enough for you so here i sit and wonder why my heart is dying and why i cry

My Explination On The Darkside
LAYING FAMILY TO REST At the time or writting this i have one person located in my family this person will be removed from my family. My family will now only be for the gothicist females i can find on fubar. not all will be added it depends if they talk to me or not if they do they are added, if they don't they will be remved from my friends list.   ROGUE GONE? Right now i go by the screen name rogue this screen name will be erased for it it not suitable for the new profile i will be sorting out. i will not have a skin since i do not have the time to play around with codes, ifit was easier to make a skin then i possibly could make one but since it isn't easy enough i wont. the name Rogue will be replaced by another name when the time is right the name will possibly be either the first thing or the last thing to change.   PICTURES COMING TO PLAY this one is pretty obvious all it means is certain pictures on my profile will be removed and new gothicer pics will be uploaded.   DI

Question 3
What is 1 thing you'd love to do if FEAR was not a factor?

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Political Leaders Fail To Stem Market Turmoil
Political leaders failed to halt a global stock market rout that gathered steam on Monday as investors lost confidence that Europe and the United States can rein in their budgets quickly and fear spread of a double-dip recession. The European Central Bank swept into the bond market to buy up Italian and Spanish debt and sling a safety net under the euro zone's third and fourth largest economies. But bickering persisted in Europe over a longer-term rescue plan. In the United States, juicy couture President Barack Obama called for urgent action on the US budget deficit but his proposal on taxes was promptly rebuffed by Republicans. The G7 finance ministers' and central bankers' pledge on Sunday to help smooth markets if needed provided little solace. Selling that began in Asia and Europe accelerated in the United States, where the broad Standard and Poor's 500 index plunged 6.7 per cent to close at 1,119.46, its worst sell-off since Dec. 1, 2008. The Dow Jones shed 634.76 points to 10,80

Girls And Corpses 2 With Tera Patrick And Joslyn James
With Malin Gramer, Tera Patrick, Corpsy, Joslyn James, Kim Foley, Katie Kinns. Photo: Mad Passion Sex, death, Tiger Woods, epic boobs, rock stars, porn stars and fake cadavers!  It’s another wild, sexy and pseudo-scary Girls and Corpses episode on The Dr. Susan Block Show… Listen Free to Girls & Corpses 2 on RadioSUZY1 FREE “GIRLS & CORPSES 2″ PG PHOTO GALLERY (adding more pix every hour) Video and XXX pix coming soon to the Private Galleries of DrSusanBlock.tv Ride with Me and the Bonobo Gang to the Girls and Corpses Party this Friday at Meltdown Comics in My Giant Private Motorcoach (used by Obama!).  To RSVP, call 213.670.0066 and ask for David. Featured Guests Tera Patrick: Current Girls and Corpses cover girl, this gorgeous adult superstar-turned-horror-star makes her second appearance on RadioSUZY1 in eleven years.  So good to see Tera again, and she looks stronger yet more exquisite than ever, even just after getting off a plane.  Since winding

Driving It In
the bus ride home was long and boring, she sat in the back seat alon looking out the window. the streetlights outside passed by sporatically as the bus raced along the highway. she looked around, no one was awake but her and the bus driver, and he was driving. she was alone. she reached into her purse and pulled out her thick pink vibrator and slid it under her skirt. slowly it pushed into her, the thickness almost too much for her small opening. but it slowly sank in. then the vibration came. she clenched around it tight, clapping her hand over her mouth to suppress the instant moan that excaped her lips. she had forgotten that she had left it on high.  she pushed the pulsating shaft in deep and fast. listening to the loud humming grow dull and loud as it entered and escaped her wetness. she bit her bottom lip to keep herself from moaning as her hand slid up her shirt and carressed her breast. her nipples were like bullets, so hard to the touch and sensitive. she squeezed her left nip

When You Are In Love With Your True Love!!!!
Why does people half to try and break up someone that is so much in love with there man that they DON'T EVER WANT TO LOSE THEM EVER, The love The love that we have The love that we share The love is what we Share in every day life, We live in love we share, love all the time. But we lose are too alot of times too. We share the same bed, Share the same blanket, alots of things in life. Sometimes we lose the love of our lives. We dont want to lose them all, but some times we have to make a mistake in life. Love is suppose to be when you are happy with someone that you love very much. Love is when you care about that person that you are in love with. All you do is think about the one that you love. When you think of a person that you cant live without, or cant breath with out them, being able to talk to them and seeing them.

What Fubar Has Done For Me!
Just wanted everyone to know what Fubar did for me and actually changed my life. When i was first invited here i hesitated not really knowing if i wanted to fool with another crazy website. But as you can see i am here and i have met some amazing people and made some amazing friends, and for that i am truely grateful. Let me tell you just a few things about me.................. I am 41 yrs old and a single parent, struggling and fighting every day to provide for my family, my kids are my life. I have been seperated for almost 3 yrs been through 2 marriages actually just to have both go down the toilet because of drugs. For along time in both marriages i felt like it was me thought maybe i was the cause of the way things turned out, but then i woke up and realized i didnt deserve the abuse and mental torture they put me through and they were the one with the problem. Excuse my language but hell i wonder everyday if i will find someone to love me and i think personally that I am a very n

Criminal Act ?
                                                                    Criminal Act         Can you spare a moment?,      do you have the time?      I want to report a stolen Heart,      but I'm not sure if it's a crime.          I thought it was protected,      safely tucked away,      the last time I saw it      I was with you      and it's not here today.          I don't know if you took it,       or even if it's a crime       if you need it more than I do,       then bring it back later       and please take your time.           Please tell me,        is it big enough for you?,        does it fit you like a glove?,        if you don't want to return it        will you give it all your love?.           I've decided to change my mind,        I think it's for the best,        I now know my heart beats better,        now that it's in your chest.           So take my heart,        and protect it ,        handle it with care        and know that if you eve

Landslide
"Landslide"Took this love and I took it downClimbed a mountain and I turned aroundAnd I saw my reflection in the snow covered hillsTill the landslide brought me downOh, mirror in the sky, what is love?Can the child within my heart rise above?And can I sail through the changing ocean tidesCan I handle the seasons of my life?Oh oh I don't know, oh I don't knowWell, I've been afraid of changing'Cause I've built my life around youBut time makes you bolderChildren get older I'm getting older tooYes I'm getting older too, soI've been afraid of changing'Cause I, I've built my life around youBut time makes you bolderChildren get olderI'm getting older too oh yesI'm getting older tooSo, take this love, take it downOh if you climb a mountain and you turn aroundIf you see my reflection in the snow covered hillsWell the landslide will bring you down, downAnd if you see my reflection in the snow covered hillsWell maybe the landslide will bring you downWell well, the landslide will bring you down

Chaptalize
chaptalize \SHAP-tuh-lahyz\verb;    1.  To increase the alcohol in a wine by adding sugar.

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To light a candle is to cast a shadow.  -  Ursula K. Le Guin

Beautiful Lies
"Beautiful Lies"(feat. Big Kenny)Though I'm fully aware of your desperate despairI'm charmed by the words that you sayEven though I know you would never dare tell the truthI'm seduced by your meaningless praiseAnd I could sit here and listen for daysAs you lie to meOh, lie to meTell me that you love me one more timeJust lie to meOh, Lie to meI love your beautiful liesYour beautiful liesJust watching you speak so obliviouslyI know it's wrong but I'm laughing insideCause I just pretend to believe you, my friendThat you compliment me with your liesIt's just so fun to watch you trySo, just lie to meOh, lie to meTell me that you love me one more timeLie to meOh, Lie to meYou know I love your beautiful liesAnd someday when you realizeYou're still all alone and so screwed up insideI hope that I'm thereWhen you find the only person who caresGod bless youLie to meLie to meTell me that you love me one more timeJust lie to meOh, Lie to meI still love your beautiful liesYour beautiful liesYour bea

For Someone Special
I light a candle every night sending wished to my angels above Keep him safe this man I Love Watch over him and show your light Let him know As I close my eyes to sleep I am in his arms as I dream

My Kitty
Had to put down my 19 yr old cat... She was the last of the pets from when I lived at my parents... I wasn't especially fond of her, but..I am bummed.  

Perfect Prom Dresses For You To Behave Yourself
Cheap Prom Dresses are customary for higher college prom. inexpensive prom apparel are obtainable on-line in inclusion to the gown outlets close to town. obtain a bargain on prom apparel once you purchase the gowns in bundles. You also can research for inexpensive prom apparel in on-line clothing blogs but be mindful in the transporting or postage costs which may be unknown further costs. However retain in thoughts that you just have to not purchase wedding dresses which as well fluffy and unrealistic for other occasions. stay obvious of taffeta, inexpensive laces and puffy sleeves simply because they might lead to the wearer to think the fact that gown can only be put on once. You may be assured to possess much more fulfillment once you buy a cocktail gown rather than conventional puffy-fairytale sort of gowns. This would be to assure the fact that wearer may be observed in other celebration using the exact gown which raises its purpose that is not limited for the higher college cel

Entangled
I've got no remorse in my eyes I've got you too caught up in my lies And you believe me evey time Never thinking i'm going to hurt you without ever trying But hell that's your problem not mine Right How could you just give up without a fight You should have known you can't have the cake an eat it too That's just not how this story is gonna play through That would make you almost as bad as me For believing that things weren't as bad as they seem But the truth is right in front of our face The love is gone no matter how hard we try to pick up the pace It's not my fault you keep holding on to what could have been I would have given anything to believe that too but that was back then Maybe when your face is too far shoved in the dirt It won't hurt At least not as bad as it's going to of you don't But I know well enough to know you won't So now the question is if it's really worth all this pain And what it is that your gonna actually gain Other than a broken heart and a distorted sort of h

Shame Shame (one Of My Songs...as In I Wrote It.)
Your breath is on my cheeks Your stains is upon my sheets I'm just another mistake on your list Killing me slowly with the poison on your lips   Shame shame I knew it would end this way Yet here I am again Holding you like nothings changed Forgive me for my sins I'll only do it again and again And there's nothing left to say There's nothing left to say   The look of regret says it all I've risen so far only to fall While your smell lingers on my bed With the words I love you in my head   You left me here with my head in my hands And I'm trying to just understand I should've known from the start I can't believe I let you tear me apart   Shame shame I knew it would end this way Yet here I am again Holding you like nothings changed Forgive me for my sins I'll only do it again and again There's nothing left to say It'll all be ok Oh, there's nothing left to say....

Sooooooo..............
i want to feel your hands all over my body touching and teasing me.  i want you to cup my ass and sit me on the cabinet and spread my legs and show my sweet spot love with your tongue.  pick me up and insert your stiffness inside of me as i ride you against the door jam.  make me cum over and over.   

Keep This Rose Going For Our Service Men And Woman
♥ Keep this rose going for the 31 US Special Forces and 7 Afghan Commandos who lost their lives in a helicopter crash ♥♥♥♥_____/)___/)______./¯"""/')¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯)¯¯)¯¯¯'_„„„„)¯`v´¯) Your families are in our thoughts`*.¸.*´ and prayers during this¸.•´ ¸.•*¨)¸.•*¨) difficult time!!!(¸.•´(¸.• (¸.•´¸¸.•¨¯`•.¸¸.♥ Bless you all and Thank You..We Salute You!All Are in our Prayers 

This And That
Ok so Ive been doing the online thing for awhile now started on AOL, still there, a few other sites.  I will say that this site is one of the better ones I've come across, folks seem friendlier so we shall see what happens.  Knowing well that things are what we make them. This medium (online)is a good way to feel one out, as opposed to up on initial ice breaking moments, that may or may not lead to some future meeting. If its a good connection then its a beautious thing.

Not A Blog Really Part 2
this is all for today check back tomorrow for more if you enjoy Horse Farm Posted at: 2009-07-14 15:12:55 Original ad: I am a 18 year old looking for a summer job. it is hard for me to find work and I just want a job so I can afford a car for college next summer. I can clean, babysit, answer phones, pretty much whatever as long as it pays!! From Mike Anderson to ***********@***********.orgHey, I saw your ad looking for work and I think I have a job for you! I am looking for an assistant on my farm for the summer. It will involve working outdoors. Let me know if you are interested. MikeFrom Stephanie ******* to MeHi Mike! I am interested in your job! I love animals and used to ride horses so a farm would be great! what kind of work would I be doing, and where is your farm located? it needs to be close to ******** so my parents can drop me off and pick meupFrom Mike Anderson to Stephanie *********Stephanie,It is very close to **********. I'm glad to hear you are familiar with horse

Just Some Funny Shit
Ok so I came across this site and for it to be friggen hilarious thought id share a response from the book he wrote... Childhood Classics Posted at: 2011-07-12 06:54:03 | 313 comments | Add Comment Original ad: Wanted - CHILDRENS DVDSMovies wanted for children aged 5 and up - will take all unwanted DVDs! From Me to *********@**********.org:Hey there!I'm trying to get rid of a bunch of movies I've had since I was a kid. The movie stores won't take them, and it would be a shame for me to just throw them out. I'd love to pass them on to people who can enjoy them. Let me know if you are interested.MikeFrom Julia ****** to Me:Mike - Which movies do you have and how much do you want for them?From Me to Julia ******:Julia,Here is the full list:Alvin and the ChipmunksAlladinBackdoor Creampies 2Beauty and the BeastBig Black ThreesomeFantasiaFinally 18 and LegalThe Lion KingMattress Slaves 3The Mighty DucksToy StoryWet Squirters 5Please let me know which ones you want.Thanks,MikeFrom Jul

Affiliate Funnel Is A Different Way Of Thinking When It Comes To Downline Building
Downline building has been around since the beginning of the internet. The offer is very exciting, let people know about your product or service, refer a few folks and presto, you are on your way to massive success. What's the problem with this scenario though?Simple, downline building isn't as effective as it once was years ago. Sure there are people making lots of money online using their downlines and affiliate marketing strategies but during the past few years a change has been taking place.It's called the marketing funnel and if you think of the pyramid look of a 'downline', flip it!Here's how it works. Get as many people as you can into the top of your funnel and funnel them down into paying customers. Start with a free front end product or service and then let your marketing turn those free leads into paying customers and clients.Affiliate Funnel is a service that does this plus so much more. It is an all in one business hub that shows you how to properly promote online using th

The Office (erotic Story)
Okay, so this is a story that I wrote using characters from FFXIV. If you don't care to read it, don't. Otherwise, read on. It's not finished, and is still a work in progress.   “This was a horrible idea,” she thought to herself as she walked up the stairs to the offices. Their relationship was over, and she knew that. So why did she feel as if she needed to keep running back to him whenever he called? Sighing, she opened the door and stepped into the room. There he was, sitting on one of the couches, arms stretched over the back non-chalantly. She stared at his form a moment before announcing her presence, “Hey.” “Hey,” he said back, motioning for her to sit next to him. Softly she padded across the carpeting to the end of the couch furthest from him, and sat down, crossing her legs underneath her so she could face him. He said nothing, just looked at her with those intense, golden eyes. It made her shift uncomfortably. What in the name of the T

Yes
"Every atom in your body came from a star that exploded. And the atoms in your left hand probably came from a different star than your right hand. It really is the most poetic thing I know about physics. You are all stardust. You couldn’t be here if stars hadn’t exploded. Because the elements, the carbon, nitrogen, oxygen, iron, all the things that matter for evolution weren’t created at the beginning of time. They were created in the nuclear furnaces of stars. And the only way they could get into your body is if the stars were kind enough to explode. So forget Jesus. The stars died so you could be here today."

My To Do List...are You On It?
To DO: NYE in NYC Mardi Gras in New Orleans Carnival in Brazil Pride in San Francisco Bastille Day in France St. Patrick’s Day in Ireland The Parthenon in Greece The Vatican in Italy I could go on and on…but, everyone’s favorite is next… YOU if you are VERY fortunate… *lol* I’m shocked at how oversexed I am mentally and undersexed physically.  Not that I haven’t had great sex, I’ve just always been in a relationship and always had a deep connection with the people I sleep with.  So yeah, I have a LOW number….making that last one the best one.  ;)  I’ll add more later, because I know there are so many more.  THINGS that is…

Days And Nites
Day after day I simply wait, I simply wait with a hurt so deepA hurt that lives within my heart, I feel it even when I sleepDay after day I struggle, I struggle with a pain so immenseA pain that comes from missing you, it just doesn't make any senseNite after nite I lay here, I lay here so sad and all aloneSo sad because I miss you, knowing how special our love has grownNite after nite I cry my tears, I cry because I need you so muchI need you to hold me close, I need the warmth of your loving touchDay after day I pass the time, I pass it with nothing to doSo much I would like to do, but it all involves being with youDay after day I know even more, I know where my life is headingIt may not happen tomorrow, but I see what the future will bringNite after nite I dream about you, I dream of the life we will shareA life that will be incredible, a life that will show how much we careNite after nite I feel so blessed, so blessed to have your love so trueA darkness in my life so real, one nite

My 8 Night Adventure @ Hedonism Ii Resort In Negril, Jamaica
I promised several people a trip report and blog entry from my latest travel adventure so here's an abbreviated entry.....Friday, June 17: My 5th Annual Group Trip of FantasyFesters and KrewedeKrazyLife friends to Hedonism II resort in Negril, Jamaica is now within 24 hours. This will be my 7th overall trip to a SuperClubs Hedonism all-inclusive, clothing optional, beachfront and tropical resort.I’m so excited and packing my 3 luggage bags and 2 carry-ons only adds to the excitement as I try to figure out how to pack and balance my costumes, wigs and boots. Believe me, it’s a real process and has taken me years to figure it out and it is not for amateurs---lol.I also had 2 late night/early morning and last-minute bookings for the Hedo trip adding to our group numbers!Saturday, June 18:A few short hours of sleep and a 6 a.m. wakeup for a drive to the Orlando International Airport for my flight. Actually I went to the Park and Fly to drop off my car and catch their shuttle to

Theyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy're Baaaaaaaaaaaaack!!!!
beavis and butthead return to mtv in october..brand new episodes and modernized!!!!!!   click the link   http://www.mtv.com/videos/misc/675057/beavis-and-butt-head-sdcc-11-sneak-peek.jhtml#id=1667713      

For Love Of Country
No Matter what your plitical leanings are  you should read this ........     The 26th amendment which granted the right to vote to 18 yr olds, took only 3 months & 8 daysto be ratified! Why? Simple! The people demanded it. That was in 1971...before computers, before e-mail, cell phones, etc. Of the 27 amendments to the Constitution, seven (7) took 1 year or less to become law of the land..all due to public pressure. I am asking all who read this, copy and paste it, and send it to a minumum of 30 friends and in this case country men and women. In 3 days most people in the United States will have this message. .This is one idea that desperately needs to be passed around. CONGRESSIONAL REFORM ACT of 2011 1. No Tenure/ No Pension,  A Congressman and or Woman collects a salary while in office and recieves no pay when thay are out of office. 2 Congress ( past, present, & future) participate in Social Security. All funds in the Congressional retirement funds move to th

No Words Kould Say
NO WORDS I WRITE KOULD EVER SAY HOW MUCH I MISS U EVERYDAY AS TIME GOES BY THE LONELINESS GROWS HOW MUCH I MISS U NOBODYS KNOWS I THINK OF U IN SILENCE ; I OFTEN SPEAK UR NAME ; BUT ALL I HAVE R MEMORIES ; N A PHOTO IN A FRAME NO ONE KNOWS MY SORROW NO ONE SEES ME WEEP BUT ALL THE LOVE I HAVE FOR U IS IN MY HEART TO KEEP I'VE NEVER STOPED LOVING U ; IM SURE I NEVER WILL DEEP INSIDE MY HEART U ARE WITH ME STILL HEARTACHES IN THIZ WORLD ARE MANY BUT MINE ARE WORSE THEN ANY ; MY HEART STILL ACHES AS I WHISPER LOW I NEED U AND I MISS U SO THE THING WE FEEL SO DEEPLY ARE OFTEN THE HARDEST TO SAY BUT I JUST KANT KEEP QUIET ANYMORE SO ILL TELL U ANYWAY THERE IS A PLACE DEEP IN MY HEART THAT NO ONE ELSE KAN FILL I LOVE U SO MUCH AND ALWAYS WILL xoxoxo MISS U N LOVE U

Face Of A Stranger
                              I ONCE LOOKED UPON THE FACE OF A STRANGER WHEN I SAW HER BEAUTIFUL FACE I THOUGHT I HAVE KNOW HER 4 ETERNITY HER FACE WAS SO KIND N GENTLE HER FACE WAS GLOWING WITH WARMTH HER SPRIT WAS FREE MY HEART PAUSED BRIEFLY I FELT THE CHILL OF THE NITE UPON MY FACE WHO WAS THIS WOMEN? WHY DID I WANT HER ? WHY DID I NEED HER EMBRACE? I KNOW ONCE I FIRST SAW HER OURS WAS NOT 2 BE A BRIEF AFFAIR I KNEW SOME HOW OUR LIVES WERE INTERTWINED WHEM I FIRST SAW HER THERE 

Too Funny
LOUD SEX A wife went in to see a therapist and said, 'I've got a big problem, doctor. Every time we're in bed and my husband climaxes, He lets out this ear splitting yell.' 'My dear,' the shrink said, 'that's completely natural. I don't see what the problem is..' 'The problem is,' she complained, 'it wakes me up!' QUIET SEX Tired of a listless sex life, the man came right out and asked his wife During a recent lovemaking session, 'How come you never tell me when you have an orgasm?' She glanced at him and replied, 'You're never home!' SEX & ARGUMENTS  A husband and his wife had a bitter quarrel on the day of their 40th wedding anniversary The husband yelled, 'When you die, I'm getting you a headstone that reads: 'Here Lies My Wife - Cold As Ever'.' 'Yeah,' she replies, 'when you die, I'm getting you a headstone that reads: 'Here Lies My Husband - Stiff At Last.' WOMEN'S HUMOROUS SEX My husband came home with a tube of K Y jelly and said, 'This will make you happy tonight..' He

Funny
I think it's humorous how I give an opinion that goes against "friends" (I use that term extremely loosely) and 24 hours the bitching continues by all parties. :)   I guess I hit a nerve.

Just When You Think That You Can't Take It Anymore!!
I'll be 20,for forever!!!!! Not!!!I have always been looked upon as an underachiever,either because of the lifestyle iI sustained, or the behavior that I demonstrated.What was failed to have been realized by those of reference is that ,I too would grow up ! Throughout time ,I have learned quite well how to play the cards that I have been dealt! I may not have graduated w/ my class, but I never considered myself as second best to the rest, by any means! I have survived a 25+ yr. addiction ,w/over 7yrs. clean from chemical dependency.In these recent years, I have discovered what true happiness is to someone whose never really experienced it; and what it can provide ! I believe that GOD has many great things in store for those who persevere and overcome.Because of this fact, and others as well; I now stand a better man from my derelictions , and have now been blessed with purpose,priority and control in my life! In 1993 ,I was diagnosed w/ bone cancer.This too, I have overcome, as well.Th

Samuel Langhorne Clemens~mark Twain
I've never wished a man dead, but I have read some obituaries with great pleasure. If you tell the truth you don't have to remember anything It is curious - curious that physical courage should be so common in the world, and moral courage so rare There are people who can do all fine and heroic things but one - keep from telling their happiness to the unhappy. I thoroughly disapprove of duels. If a man should challenge me, I would take him kindly and forgivingly by the hand and lead him to a quiet place and kill him. Sanity and happiness are an impossible combination Never tell the truth to people who are not worthy of it (perhaps i should learn this one) Honesty: The best of all the lost arts Keep away from those who try to belittle your ambitions. Small people always do that, but the really great make you believe that you too can become great. Don't go around saying the world owes you a living. The world owes you nothing. It was here first. Whatever you say,

Citys To Party In.
aight heres the scenerio, : your a single guy avrage looking just became single after a 10 year realationship, you have $50,000 to spend anyway you want to. my question is this what city would you go too and what would you do there?

Suicide
This is is it,They took by digniity,They took my life.Sit's by the river.Watche's my blood flow away,Gentle ebbs of red.mixed & merge with blue,Just to watch it flow,Maybe you find happiness,Steel hit's the flesh,Tablets comsumed,I guess you may find me,Hanging from a tree,Cold razor in his hand!,+++

In Flanders Fields
This poem was written during WWI by Lieutenant Colonel John McCrae.  It is read at every Remembrance Day Service.    In Flanders Fields In Flanders fields the poppies blow Between the crosses, row on row, That mark our place; and in the sky The larks, still bravely singing, fly Scarce heard amid the guns below. We are the Dead. Short days ago We lived, felt dawn, saw sunset glow, Loved, and were loved, and now we lie In Flanders fields. Take up our quarrel with the foe: To you from failing hands we throw The torch; be yours to hold it high. If ye break faith with us who die We shall not sleep, though poppies grow In Flanders fields. - John McCrae

Some Men Already Know, But There Still Seems To Be Some Men That Don`t Know Or Understand A Womans Need To Stay In Her Safety Zone At Less For The Fir
http://blog.guardly.com/guardblog/2011/03/22/smart-dating-helps-single-females-stay-safe/ comment at bottom of the page link above: I have had some ask me to go to them, that puts women at high risk, to be in unknown area, it`s much better for the first few dates at less for women to stay close to your own home where you know the area well and family and friends are not that far from you, and you know how to reach emergency services in your own area if you need them, ( in an unknown area you might not even know how to call for help ),men need to know this article above and this comment " so they know first hand before asking a laddie on a date for the first times it will need to be in her area " so they don`t feel there just plain being turned down, i believe some know this already, But there are still some that do not know this, and not understanding women want to stay in there safety zone close to her own home at less for the first few dates.

~chuck Palahniuk
All God does is watch us and kill us when we get boring. We must never, ever be boring. Here in the bathroom with me are razor blades. Here is iodine to drink. Here are sleeping pills to swallow. You have a choice. Live or die. Every breath is a choice. Every minute is a choice. To be or not to be. Every time you dont throw yourself down the stairs, thats a choice. Every time you dont crash your car, you reenlist. Maybe this is why so many serial killers work in pairs. It's nice not to feel alone in a world full of victims or enemies. It's no wonder Waltraud Wagner, the Austrian Angel of Death, convinced her friends to kill with her. It just seems natural. You and me against the world... It's easy to cry when you realize that everyone you love will reject you or die. Either a species learns to control its own population, or something like disease, famine, war, will take care of the issue. Marla tells me how in the wild you don't see old animals because as soon as they age,

Fubar Friends & Chat Buddies
I have connected with alot of folks via drink trading but have only chatted with four (4) people, although I have found those 4 to be very nice I'm wondering how many people in Fubar actually become friends. I'd like to hear from anyone that has found a real friend in here and how that friendship is going??

Question 2
If you could, what word would you remove from the English language?

Self Disgust
I think Five finger death punch explains my angst the best Twisting and turning unable to sleep DO THE VOICES EVER STOPMy thoughts speak louder the more I resist AND THEY'RE DRIVING ME INSANE DO THEY EVER GO Inside I'm a danger to myself I'M A DANGER TO MYSELF Inside I'm a prisoner of my own hell MY OWN HELL Losing the battle I've waged on myself LOCK ME UP AND TOSS THE KEY Toys in the attic it's all getting worse WHY WON'T I LET ME BE OH GOD MAKE IT STOP Inside I'm a danger to myself I'M A DANGER TO MYSELF Inside I'm a prisoner of my own hell MY OWN HELL FIT ME FOR A STRAITJACKET PUT ME IN A PADDED CELL I'M A DANGER TO YOU ALL AND I'M A DANGER TO MYSELFInside I'm a danger to myself I'M A DANGER TO MYSELF Inside I'm a prisoner of my own hell MY OWN HELL Inside I'm a danger to myself I'M A DANGER TO MYSELF Inside I'm a prisoner in my own hell MY OWN HELL

Did You Know Earth Has 2 Moons? It's True.
We also seem to have two suns as well apparently now. Here are 2 videos for you which are compeling to watch.  The evidence is out here if you aren't wake yet to all the mind blowing mountains of evidence all of our government leaders have hidden from us for years. 2 Moon's video ---> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E-J4yNo-5Lk 2 Sun's video -----> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fxTSOqkpqVA We are living in strange times, but not to worry, all these things have been foretold to us centuries ago.  Yes, it's true.  The Bible has forwarned us, however, many of us just never took the time to open this great book and read it, not as a novel of fiction, though we certainly could read it as such, but as a book of knowledge.  All the answers are in there, every one of them, just have to ask FATHER in heaven to guide you through it. We're at the 11:59 hour friends.  Have you given yourself to our MESSIAH?  HE loves us all, but won't force us to follow HIM or love HIM.  Won't you please

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FM3 is done. And I mean... done. Not 100% but a lot of those skills have an activation/learn rate of obscene improbability. Not worth doing. I have more than the worthwile skills. I stomped the holy befuck out of that game. Ran into trouble in 2 spots in 60 missions. TWO. One was a protection mission where the weak underleveled NPC got rushed and murdered in a turn the other was the very last mission and I only -thought- I was in trouble. Outnumbered 9 to 4 very quickly became outnumbered 9 to 4 and only 3 of the badguys with arms and weapons. When I was finished I looked through the library again ... Same conclusions as before, I took another look at Ring Of Red (Another mech game) but, I really felt like I had already beat the pants off that game as well. Find the formation/range sweetspot for that map... kill bitches, make money.     I guess it could be worse. I could be locked in a cell in the dark, throwing a button at the walls and feeling around to find it.  

Highway Of Heroes
On August 24, 2007, the MTO announced that the stretch of Highway 401 between Glenn Miller Road in Trenton and the intersection of the Don Valley Parkway and Highway 404 in Toronto would bear the additional name Highway of Heroes, in honour of Canada's fallen servicemen and servicewomen. This length of the highway is often travelled by a convoy of vehicles carrying a fallen soldier's body, with his or her family, from CFB Trenton to the coroner's office at the Centre for Forensic Sciences in Toronto. Since 2002, when the first of Canada's fallen soldiers were returned from Afghanistan, crowds have lined the overpasses to pay their respects as convoys pass. The video which I have will be shown each and every time a fallen is brought home.  This is to honour them. Please keep their families in our thoughts and prayers and also take the time to thank those that are still with us and our veterans.  For without the ultimate sacrifice they are willing to make, we would not have the f

Life- Bruce Lee Lessons
                                  Life Emptiness the starting point. - In order to taste my cup of water (tea) you must first empty your cup. My Friend, drop all your preconceived fixed ideas and be neutral. Do you know why this cup is so useful? Because it is empty. Flow in the process of life. - You can never step in the same water twice, my friend. Like flowing water, life is perpetual movement. There is nothing fixed. Whatever your problems happen to be in the future, remember well that they cannot remain stationary but must move together with your living spirit. Otherwise, you will drift into artificiality or attempt to solidify the ever-flowing. To avoid that, you must change and be fleixible. Remember, the uselfullness of a cup is in its emptiness. Life has no frontier. - Life is wide, limitless. There is no border, no frontier. To live is a constant process of relating. - To live is a constant process of relating, so come on out of that shell of isolation and conclusion, an

Heart
You dont belong in my world no longer , I want you to come , no nothing changes , last time you see me , Love is gone , My soul is gone , dont try to find me , I am a gypsy in the wind as the Moon is full. You dont belong to me , last time you see me , love is gone , My soul is gone dont try to see me , I am a gypsy in the wind as the Moon is full. You dont belong to me , no nothing changes...... I am a gypsy ....All I have is all I have .... like ever thing els ....

Beautiful Wedding Require The Receptions And Flowers
Times are tough, but even if they weren't, who desires to commit in between $15,000 and $20,000 for any one time event? Yes, that's the typical price of the wedding or wedding dresses. And that's only the average, $30,000.00 is not unheard of! obviously quite a few couples commit less. The "less," component is what this post is about. Ask yourself, For this one day, do I seriously wish to commit what might be a right down payment on the house, the value of the car, a large component of my long term child's training or my long term inheritance or God forbid, do I wish to go into credit card debt or have somebody I adore go into debt? for one day? obviously it's a incredibly crucial morning and if investing a little fortune was the only way to possess perfection, then perhaps and only perhaps the response may be yes. But with some inventiveness and also some private touches, perfection might be experienced even with no a body fat wallet. And with that getting said, how can you produce

Beautiful Rainbow Colored Japanese Fashion Series Of Sweet Summer Wear
  In the summer full of vigor and vitality, bright brilliant of color is often the necessity of casual Japanese fashion clothing. With a high degree of saturation, rainbow tonal becomes the favor of youth beauties. Primrose yellow, bright purple, diamond blue and so on rich color changes let you very fascinating.   This women cheap catton t-shirt is designed with pattern of Tassel, long dangler and mask, really very chic one! The masked lady before chest is with a bit of mystery. The finshing touch is two stereoscopic eardrop! They are given with clothes! Below part there is tassel, upper body is full of move feeling.     Flower braces cake cheap fashion dress, the color match is just right. And classic cake design dress, is the necessary dress in this year. Jeans material is tie-dye, increased levels feeling. Before the chest a piece of small bud silk design is very lovely.     Dyeing bud silk fashion top, very characteristic dyeing letters design, bud silk joining together is

Sweet Bud Silk Fashion Dress Extends July Summer Passion
    Bud silk first appeared in the secret underwear of women, and always give you impression of sexy and charming. This year Bud silk is widely used in collarband and skirt hem detail. Besides, variety styles of bud silk fashion dress outfits and casual overall are also the new trend of 2011 spring and summer. The joining together of different materials can also create bud silk sweet fair maiden style. In this hot summer, just show your favor to bulk silk with abandon!   Chiffon bud silk collar dress Because of its lightsome material and elegant designs, chiffon dress becomes the necessary fashion item of spring summer closet. The special point of this style is the bud silk adornment of neckline which added a little gentle woman charm. V collar modify face line, more highlight sexy collarbone. Optional wear a belt around waist, build fresh and natural rural style!     Bud silk short sleeves long T-shirt white Long T-shirt seems to appears everywhere of streets in summer, this l

Fascinating Romantic Feelings Released By Essential Series Of Dress Outfits
  Various casual dress outfits are almost one of summer fashion items which have the largest amount, changeable designs and various styles can create different modellings. Especially in midsummer, variety of fashion dress outfits combine the most beautiful scenery line of streets, you can feel the strong romantic feelings released by all kinds of dress outfits   The small detail process on shoulders is conspicuous, proper for girls gain an pleasant feeling. Black is the most classic color which makes you look thinner. Square large size hand bag is cool, looks both capable and gentle, this is the most IN girl style!   The quietly elegant color, can well promote female graceful and restrained temperament, belongs to summer pure and fresh dressing up series. Bowknot on the top of head is very cute!   If you feel the dress outfit style is too onefold, then choose the dress with some brilliant design on the back. Multi-layers of lace lap, promoted the overall sweetness degree.   Fo

Summer Fresh Pink “icecream Girl” Korean Style Leisure Outfits
  Hot July has come, many girls would rather to dress themselves up into an icecream than sit down to eat a bowl of mein mein ice! To sweet strawberries? Or light fine powder Tea? Or charming blueberries? How to change is enough pure and fresh? Cool or fashionable? In this summer not only the gorgeous fluorescence is dazzling, pink items is also necessity, then the next several women fashion clothes may interest you somehow.   Light blue-" ice cream" The designs of cowboy shirts are too many, but in summer you must prepare to a cowboy shirt both which’s color and thickness are suitable. No matter protecting from the hot sunshine or rain, such a clothing is absolutely worthy of your own. Of course, pink blue is also the reason why we choose it. White basic style of T-shirt is used as render, matches ladies leisure tight jeans, whole recreational taste is updated. Full of America-Europe style sense, while also releasing strong oriental ladies breath.   Pink-" ice cream" When

Rules & Wisdoms Of A Lady
The Rules of a Lady    Rule #1. Stay Classy ;) Rule #2. Always cross your legs when wearing a skirt. Always. Rule #3: Chew like you have a secret. Rule #4: Smile, it helps you get your way. Rule #5: Leave the rumor-spreading and trash-talking to Gossip Girl. Rule #6: Respect yourself. If you don't, he won't either. Rule #7: Leggings are not pants. Rule #8: Keep your heels, head, and standards high. Rule #9: If he doesn't treat you like a princess, then he doesn't deserve to be your prince. Rule #10: Love your body. It's the only one you've got. Rule #11: Never reveal your age, weight, or bra size. Rule #12: Proper grammar will get you far in life. Rule #13: No, passing out drunk on the floor is not sexy. Rule #14: Being beautiful is a choice. ...and it's never too late to choose it. Rule #15: Never dumb yourself down for a boy. Rule #16: Being single doesn't make you weak; it means you're strong enough to wait for what you really deserve. Rule #17: Always know how sho

My First Time In A Sex Shop..
Okies I so know yall are gonna be laughing your asses off after you read this so enjoy!! Is funny now but wasnt funny then...   So I was curious about the Vibrators and I wanted one so I went driving around searching for a sex shop...finally found one that didnt look to bad..Finally I get the courage to go in and of course I am already beat red and scared..so I open the door and theres a fricken cow bell on the door letting the whole store know you just walked in..talk about turning 6 shades of red..so first thing I see is all these vibrators and dildos hanging from the ceiling and I think OMG..turn around and walk out now!!!..Oh no not me I just had to stay...so Im looking around for about 15 minutes just looking at all the different stuff they had and I wasnt sure what I was looking for at this point... I finally found the one I wanted and wouldnt you know it was behind the clerk hanging on the wall...so I finally get the courage to ask the gentlemen to see it..and I looked at it

I Need Input Please
SO I have an album recorded (the writing and recording is the easy part to me) ,  so I am accepting suggestions for insert/back panel art.   I also could use some thought on TRACKING as in what song goes where on the album.  I've made a play list http://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL6BE8281915DE9C73  ,  if any one has time or interest in listing feel free to comment and leave a list of how you would track the songs.  Thanks. 

As She Is Alone
As she is alone no one heres her alone in the dark in the walls of hell , running of noting hereing on words of love sadness closeing in madness of sadness. She walks alone in the dark walls fall the Moon full of blood running off the walls fo sadness ... She crys out her name not a word comes out. No respect of life groing insind her or out side her she gives up on life sets alone stillnes of life not over  her..... life  eat her heart she goes back to her box and lay still and be safe of stillness... love will not hurt again ...

Question 1
What is your best sports related memory?

One Question, Everyday, For One Year
Everyday, I'll post a question. Get involved and answer or it won't be fun! Think of it as a year-long survey of your daily life. :) And please do not judge me for how grammatically incorrect many of these questions are phrased! haha Share with your friends, pass the word on!

Blah Blah
I am sure those of you that are friends have noticed the unhappy face status alot lately.... just a brief explanation....I have been dealing with alot of depression and anxietly lately. We moved a few weeks ago into a different apartment and its still not feeling like home for some reason.... I miss my old neighbors..... When I wake up during the week, I head over to the old neighbors for coffee and hang out there till I have other appointments or until the boyfriend gets off work, I know it sounds weird, its weird to me as well. They put me on another anxiety med, one that I dont like to be on, suppose to be on it 3x's a day but I basically take it at bedtime cuz it makes me tired. Another issue I am dealing with is my legs are hurting me big time lately....not just my knees but I have been waking up with my hips hurting as well and hip shit runs in my family, my grandfather had his replaced twice, my mom had her's done, same as my uncle and that shit scares me! I guess the only thing

From The Big Man Himself
I WAS JUST READING THE LAST BLOG POST FROM THE VERY FAMOUS JOHNNY DEVIL AND HIS LAST WORDS WERE VERY VERY PROFOUND AND THEY WERE THESE..... If people spend all this time worrying about you and what you do, then what does that say about their own lives and how they handle their own business?"  Words to live by methinks....peace. I SAY THIS BECAUSE THERE IS ONE PERSON WHO STALKS ME AND ITS THE CREEPIEST AND WEIRDEST THING I HAVE EVER SEEN. SHE HAS AT LEAST 50 OF MY PICTURES BE IT A FAKE ACCOUNT OR A REAL ONE. SHE HAS A ZILLION PRIVATE FOLDERS OF ME AND SCREENSHOTS OF OTHERS AS WELL, WHICH IS SICK. AS JOHNNY SAYS WHAT MUST HER REAL LIFE BE LIKE IF SHE SPENDS ALL HER TIME WRITING STATUS MESSAGES ABOUT ME. THIS IS NOT THE REAL WORLD AND OFF THIS SITE MOST OF US ARE JUST REGULAR PEOPLE WITH FAMILIES, CHILDREN AND LIVES OF OUR OWN. I HAVE HER BLOCKED RIGHT NOW BUT I AM GOING TO UNBLOCK HER SO SHE CAN SEE WHAT I HAVE TO SAY. ALTHOUGH I WON'T MENTION THE THINGS NAME. SHE IS ALSO A RACIST PIG

Handsome
I dont think its fair that some people are born more attractive physically than others. I myself have been blessed with great looks but i feel bad for less attractive people than myself. You can't fix it either. I don't look at physical beauty as the most important thing but it has become so in todays society. Im just glad that im not ugly and that either way im fine.(sarcasm)

Willing Wolf: Year 2
  "I will snowboard as many days as life will allow. Last year that number was 51. Each year, on my last day out, I die." ~Me. Almost a year ago.   Tomorrow, 11/16/07, I will be reborn. ∞  Deja voodoo. I rise from the dead. Again. My rebirth is a matter of pain and suffering as the flames on my fur die out, extinguished by the falling snow. Yet the burn has gone deep into my muscles, and all my former injuries ingnite. Deja Vu? No. Yes. Not really. We have been here before. But each year it gets harder, adding some new twist to tales once told; the plot refolds. Again. I have already been out on two mountains this year, and hope to be on a third tomorrow. It is going to rain; picture the steam rising from my singed skin and the droplets falling from my lower lip.     ∞ ....ssssssseven times out. Time number seven on my birthday, mirthday. Eat, drink and be merry. [Why on Earth would I want to be Mary?] So, I drank copious amounts of water a

Learn Respect The People That Rate You!!!
Really "Ticks Me Off" when you don't show the respect i give you! Remember bk n the day as to "Cherry Tap"!!! If you rated n fan them n took all your time rating them, they would show you the same respect bk!   Not all about who has the most money on here, or who has as many bling pack's elect. Learn respect n love your friends n family don't take advatage of them because there helping you out!   There's a lot people like me that can't afford to buy vip's, but as you can see don't stop us from trying to get were you are!! This kinda funny you think about it, imagine this if wasn't for people like me to rate n fan add you as friend you still be on level's 20's!   So next time you see someone busted there 'butt" to rate you have some respect learn todo the same thing! Not sure y but this subject " " Really Piss Me Off " "!!   Guess because only have one friend takes the time to help me out!! That person is DJ TAM if wasn't for her i wouldn't be where i am today! SweetHeart wann

Contests?
Does Anyone know of any contests or anything going on? I want to win a God mode or bling packs or something.  I am out of school until next month so I might actually have time to play around on here for a change. So let me know, k?

My Empire Is Growing!
Everyone should visit my websites....best viewed when dunk or high! The Sex Cloud The Wow Cloud The Evil Hamster Digest The Sex News Network YOU ARE A PERFECT SPIRIT I am fucking everywhere :-) Not bad for an old dude!

I Need You
I need you now more ever I need you love forever and never I need to see you every day   My love for you has grown My heart has so much love for you    I need your love more and more I need to feel you around me I need your smarts to get me though the day   When your not around i feel down  When your not with me i am sad When your mad i cry   I need your love to show me the way  I need your smile I need your love that has my heart   I love you so much from the start  witch i hope will never end

I Will Not Talk Dirty
Ok just FYI i will not talk dirty , show you naked pics , cam w. you or answer questions thats none of your buisness .. I have a boyfriend who im faithfull too , and love with all of my heart. Im just looking for clean chat and to meet new people okay thanks ! :).

Gibb Rules
The rules Rule #1: Never let suspects stay together.[7] Rule #1: Never screw over your partner.[8] Rule #2: Always wear gloves at a crime scene.[7] Rule #3: Don't believe what you're told. Double check.[7] Rule #3: Never be unreachable. (*Most likely one of Mike Franks' "Golden Rules" (see below) as opposed to Gibbs, because Gibbs has been known to intentionally be unreachable.*) [9] Rule #4: The best way to keep a secret? Keep it to yourself. Second best? Tell one other person - if you must. There is no third best.[8] Rule #5: You don't waste good. [10] Rule #6: Never apologize. It's a sign of weakness. Except between friends.[11] Rule #7: Always be specific when you lie.[12] Rule #8: Never take anything for granted.[13] Rule #9: Never go anywhere without a knife.

I'm Ready For My Close Up Mr Demille
Yesterday I went to Pittsburgh to take part in the shooting of "The Dark Knight Rises."    It's about a 3 and a half hour drive from Buffalo, and shooting started at 7 am.  So, I left here about 3AM and made the drive.  They had us park by the old, and I mean old, hockey stadium and bussed us over to Heniz Field.  I had to sign a non disclosure agreement, so I am not sure what I am really allowed to post, but I can tell you it was awesome, and a pain in the ass all at the same time. The weather was cloudy in the morning, and we did get some rain.  Of course they had just moved us from a covered area to out in the open when it started raining, so that was nice.  Then when the sun came out in all it's glory, I was up in the nosebleeds getting the full blast of the sun.  We did so many takes of everything, I hope that it turns out well.  I was sitting in three different places for the filming, and I don't know for sure I am on Camera.  They did put us in an area they said was showing up

How To Choose The Right Swimwear For You
Many people always worries about her figure when they want to choose one swimwear_One piece swimwear_Two piece swimwear.so that Getting a swimsuit is perhaps one of the most tedious jobs for a woman.Every woman is very conscious about the way she looks and carries herself off so picking up the right swimsuit is a difficult task for her..She worries about whether it fits her size. And Whether she looks good on it or the swimsuit just makes her look fat and such complications which might seem unnecessary to the men folk but women take them a bit too seriously. In case of such revealing clothes it is better to choose the right one can just easily turn into a fashi on disaster. There is little room for any sort of error. All women want to look good in a bikini swimsuit. If someone is planning a beach party or a vacation somewhere near the sea, swimsuit is a must and the right one would just enhance her looks. The hottest and the most beautiful of women can look a disaster in the wrong kin

I Know It Hurts... I Am Sorry.
I Know it Hurts..... I am Sorry.       *I am sorry to all those woman out there who has been disrespected, heart broken, or discraced by a man in anyway. I wish i could be there to help you, hold you, comfort you everyday.   *Its not right the way most of these guys take advantage of your kind heart saying they love you and how they can't stand being apart   *Come on guys, stop playing them for a fool using these nice warm hearted woman like a drug mule   *They just want to love and be loved, is that so much to ask for? Yes they might get clingy, or jealous, or alittle crazy at times. But do you think you are perfect to your core?   *I am so sick and tired of listening to all these stories of men being so selfish, cold-hearted, childish, overly possesive, and jealous.    *All you need to do is Talk. when you are fighting or having an arguement don't go and call her names or begin to mock   *Listen to what she says listen to her feelings, talk it out. don't get all

So Pretty
So pretty are the lies he tells.. held together so well.. don't look closer you might not like the mess you see.. so numb is the life he leads..a heartless man with no soul to save.. do you enjoy the game you play.. does she know you make all the rules.. do you break her spirt day by day..or do you do it all at once.. So pretty is the mask she wears.. you'd never guess she'd killed a man.. so sweet are lips from which she will tempt you.. so calm and collected she would seem.. the mess of girl daddy loved too much.. guess he never saw the rage she held behind that pretty face..y our gone never again will she feel that pain.. I used to be so pretty.. I've gone mad yet I feel so sane.. a shell of who i was.. you ruined my life.. but dont worry baby.. only wanted to see you happy.. so slowly does the old me die.. so dead inside..so soon the zombie will rise.. an empty shell..but don't worry baby.. we'll be alright..

Update: New Camming/im Policy
I have two preponderant purposes for being on line (1) To find nice women and couples that like to c2c naked and enjoy masturbation. And (2) Blogging, which I do on tumblr. In regard to the 1st, I'm always respectful and understand it takes everyone a while to get comfortable so that it's just enjoyable and nice for everyone; and I'm reasonably patient and understanding in that regard. Personally, I keep it on line - see my "About Me" profile tab, can't afford pro cam girls and would rather not do that sort of thing anyway; but so it's clear, my intention is not to "hook up" nor do this for remuneration.  Now occasionally, I have allowed people - that really dig this sort of thing or those that are curious to just watch. Unfortunately, 9 times out of 10 they were a guy or very occassionally women that lack self confidence in how they look. Consequently - I have to see you on cam and you have to prove you're real and who you say you are before I will add you to my IM list. Th

Stupid Things Fubar People Do.
..this has been going on since the day of the flood around here but it's quite amusing to see take place often enough. And worth a mention. Everyone around here has someone that doesn't like them for whatever reason. And, the truly gutless of Fubar, you know the ones that hide in the shadows and speak with forked tounges? Now look, people that claim that they talk to "all" of their friends regularly I can tell you that they are full of shit. Because it's simply not true. Some people have little lists, some people have ginormous lists. Contrary to public belief, the time that I am here I talk to who talks to me. I've been doing this for years ok. I'm not all up in someone's sb or whatever (unless I'm looking for something..lol) or their business or what have you. Again, contrary to public belief in some small, remote, irrelivant circles. Your level or color really doesn't mean anything to me either. Never really has, I do what I want. This is all not new news ok. But I gotta tell ya, I

This My Is Heart!
This is my heart,being poured out to you.i tell you everything.except the fact......well i think you know.i love you!you've been through thick and thin with me.you talked to me when no one else would.you made me feel loved.the only time you weren't there,was on the weekends that's only cus,you didn't talk on the weekends.those were the times i missed you.you may not think the same about me ,but i had to let you know this.if i hadn't written this then i would be sad.i had to let it out! i had to tell you.this is my heart being poured out to you.i hope you know how much i care.for if we do meet i hope you will love me to!

Lost And Going No Where
i'm lost and going no where,with a place to hide.friends to go to.i'm lost and going no where!can't you see can't you help!the friends i have they don't care,or they are to far away to help.the place i hide is no where to be found.i guess i'm lost and going no where.no where to be found.life got to hard for me.bit me in the butt!for now i know how rough it can get.cus i know i'm lost and going no where.

A Girl On Her Knees Begging Pleading Please
A girl on her knees begging pleading pleaseshe crys but no one hears.she is in pain and suffering,from all the hurt that eats at her.A girl on her knees begging pleading pleaseA girl on her knees begging pleading pleaseGOD take it all away!!all the pain and suffering,i cannot endure.the life she is leading will be no more.a new life she will live.A girl on her knees begging pleading pleaseA girl on her knees begging pleading pleasei will fight the battle.i will be free.so no more begging and pleading i will endure.A girl on her knees begging pleading please

Pain
i want to cry.i have no tears.i want to scream.i have no voice.this is paini want to run.nowhere to run to.i want to be held.i have no friends.i cry.i scream.i run.i am held. for i know pain.i have conquered!

I Sit Here In Silence
i sit here in silence.no words you will hear.i am scared for if i speak,no one will hear me.i sit here in silence waiting.i know you don't hear me if i speak.for if i speak you will not care.i feel that is how we live.sitting in silence.not to speak for if i do,you will not hear me.you won't even care.i'm not bitter.i just wish you would listen.for when i do speak, i have a lot to say.

I Wait For You
I wait for you.you do not show.i hope you have not forgotten me.i am waiting.i see people pass by hoping it's you.i wave.i feel like an idiot.it's not you.i am waiting for you.i wait for you hoping you will come.i wait for you cus i love you.please come i am waiting.

Why Do I Try?
Why do i try to work things out?You only hurt me.You never try so why should i?I say i'm leaving but i only come back.you say you love me but yet you turn your back.I say i hate you but why am i kissing you.You say you're sorry.Then why is she here?You say you wanna get married.Yet we are apart.Why do i try to work things out?Why do i try.Some one please tell me.For now my love we are through.You go your way i will go mine.You see my dear i am tired.Tired of trying to work things out.

Today's Birthday Girl Isss.......
Today's birthday girl actually hits the legal drinking age in real life but she's been on here for a hot minute and truly one of the nicest people I have met on here so far...big ol Happy Birthday toooo.... PolkaDotFE2Tman XxAURAxX PM@ fubar Hope Ya'll are having a great weekend!!...peace.

It's A New Day
it's a new day!a new begining time to live againlet your sheilds downlet people init's a new day!!i'm not gonna be like you anymorei'm not gonna live your rulesit's a new day!it's been so long since i lived my own waywas my own personit's a new day!!!i am me you are youwe are two difeerent peopleit's a new day!!!!time to go and leave youbut i am here for youbut as myself it's a new day!!!!!

Because Of You!
you see it in her eyes.you hear it in hear voice.that desperate cry.she longs for you to hold her.she needs you to make her feel loved.she needs you to make her feel wanted.she needs you.the love you gave her is gone.you hurt her. why didn't youlove her?why didn't you want her?didn't you hear her?didn't you want her?her heart is cold now.she cannot love again.because of you!your cold heart,that saw it in her eyes.your cold heart,that heard it in her voice.i hope you are happy with what you have done.you tore her soul apart.turned her heat cold.i pray you see that you were wrong.with the 4 harsh words you said you her....I DON'T LOVE YOU.because of you!she cannot love again.because of you!her heart is cold because of you!

Why Won't He Stay?
the wind blew ever so lightly through her hair while she simply stood there heart breaking, watching him walk away never to return, why won't he stay?   the moon up above shining ever so bright this fateful night lighting his way why won't he stay?   the stillness of the night is deafening to her ears her body shivers, giving way to her fears knowing this time he won't be back it is over and that is that why won't he stay?

The Stars
the stars in the sky fall when you're not lookingthey hold your dreamsand your wishes upon themyou want to believe but the wishes just fall throughdreams are crushedeyes fill with tearsi walked the streetand found a starthe wish that had been wished disappearedand then that starshed a tearthe dreams you wish on a starmay fall in the streetand disappear so don't cry when the star sheds a tearcus maybe your wish never did disappear

Hi There.
Hi there. Hi there? Is that honestly all you have to say? It's been weeks since I've heard from you. The last message I sent you was, "Why do I have to be the only one to write first? It's hard to keep up communication when the girl is the only one putting in effort." Did you just talk to me because I'm the only one you think will reply at 1 AM? Did you get bored & go through all the pics I sent you & think to yourself, "Oh, wow. I completely led her on and just forgot about her. Woops." Well no. I'm not your 'go-to-cause-I'm-bored" girl. And I won't ever be anyone's. I even told you I didn't wanna waste my feelings & get played & for you to wake up in the morning and forget about me. Guess what? You did. You EVEN agreed, "Oh, I don't want that to happen either. Don't worry, I really like you." That was a joke. I've wasted nights wishing & crying for some sort of sign, and here you are at 1 AM with a 'hi there.'&nb

Looking For Help
Dear friends,   I found out this week that my father died over a year ago. I never really knew him, since I was only 2 when we last lived with him. I am trying to find out details on how he died and where he is buried (if he got buried). Me and and my brothers are planning on going to the town where he died for closure.    My brothers, our mom (they never got divorced), my wife, my brothers wife's, and I all have been searching the Internet for information. We have found when he died and where he died. We looked in the local obituaries, but they only went back to April 2010.   He died in Brewton, AL on February 16, 2010.    I am looking for any kind of help that you or any friends can give. This way our family can get some closure before we get there.  Please leave a comment on here or PM me if you or one of your friends can help us any.   Thank you, Richard UPDATE: 15 August 2011 I found where they did the internment and that he was cremated. Also got some contact inform

Is A New Earth Being Prepared For Humanity? : Aliens & Ufos W My "special Note"
Special note: Before I add some of the info about the website please read my "Notes" "What the End of Times maybe like and how to avoid it!" and learn what my Crystal E.T. friends have shown me thru my dreams. I've also seen myself living on a new planet in this Jordan incarnation and I'm in a forest with trees that have golden colored leaves and I'm wearing a "Ocean Rainbow - Color-Ray Nourishment" therapeutic gemstone necklace from Gemisphere.com. In the dream I feel really depressed from being 1 of the few people that was saved from the Earth's destruction and everybody I knew is now dead and I have to continue living without them knowing that I can't be with them again in this life. After thinking about this I walk thru the forest and towards a water stream that is crystal clear blue. I then wake up. I really really don't want to live long enough for this prediction to come true which is why I keep trying to leave this life and keep trying to make it as easy as possib

Zombies From Hell
Got a sight of something, later the other nightMade the blood in my veins run colder than iceIn the TV's glowmy mind's onCruise ControlThe man on television says we're under attack from rockin'Rock and rollZombies from HellDeath ChicagoDestruction San FransicoGone NewarkDust Lost AngelesTrashed PittsburghKilled MiamiLost New OrleansDesolate San DiegoSlayed DetroitBurned TallahasseeFlat DallasTorched New York, New YorkBetter burn your records, set 'em all alightLock up all your windows, better shutter 'em up tightWatch where your kids go... keep 'em all...Home at NightBetteg get ourselves together or we'll all be wastedRock and Roll Zombies From HellYears ago in a happier time, everything was rightBut somewhere in paradise blazing red eyesDrilled holes in the nightAin't no stopping what we got under constructionWhen we lay it down, don't dare miss our productionWon't be satisfied til you're in full reductionWe are here to stay, we are the earth's destructionEven though you try, there ai

Backdoor Romeo
Knock at the backdoorClick at the glassGirl inside has got a little surpriseShe gonna get his assAll over town, he's been leaving the girls undoneTelling them all that they're the only oneShe said Bang! Bang! if I catch youWith another womanCome on, Come on don't you buffalo meRomeo came knocking at the doorShe said: "I catch you sucking someone else's dirty lips you're dead for sure"I'll knock at your backdoor most every nightBut you ain't my only stopLong as we keep it out of sightToo bad if I get caughtIt's a better game if you play the sucker rightSo let me spell it outSo you can keep the rules tightI'm just a Romeo knockin' at the backdoorIn the middle of the nightSo, give it to meGive it to 'em, babeBang! Bang! if I ever touch another womanCome on, come on don't you buffalo meRomeo came knocking at the doorShe said: "I catch you sucking someone else's dirty lips you're dead for sure"Valentines of bullets for disloyal loversBack door romeoNo way she'll share him with any otherSitt

You And Your Friend
Must we goRunning through our livesWith our eyes closed tightlyTo the love and happiness we could shareI think I'm in love with youIn my dreamsI can see us in a tight embraceDoing all the things that we never really daredI think I'm in love with you and your friendHonest I doI can't see you and me and her without each otherAnd I hope you feel the same way tooYou and me and herI'm spending all of my timeYou and your friendTrying my best to to talk you into being mineJust a little love thing, sounds so fineYou and me and herWhen I say I love youYou and your friendWhen I say I love you bothI'm being sincereCome and whisper something deadly in my earIn my dreamsI can see us in a tight embraceDoin' all the things that we never really dareI think I'm in love with you and your friendHonest I doI can't see you and me and her without each otherAnd I hope you feel the same way tooCause I think that I'm in love with you

Luxury Cruiser
I've seen the face of GodWorking for a living is a social diseaseI'm looking for a style that won't drag me downA ray of hope from something better shone its headlights on meWhen it came driving through this dirty townIt had a thousand horse powerHit three twenty-fiveCame screaming down from heaven like an angel in disguiseSENT FROM HEAVEN CALLING OUT TO MEI'D SHINE IN MY LUXURY CRUISEROUT OF MY WAY DON'T TRY TO GET BETWEENME AND MY LUXURY . . .Cruising down the street like a leopard in heatI think I finally found something worth my timeIf I can't have heaven, get my own piece of hellNot owning you would be a capital crimeIt had a six speed soul made my temperature riseScreaming down my dirty streetIt left a crack in the skySwing down low luxury cruiserRise up from the bitch you were born fromJust to touch you, I'd use any deviceI'd pray, I'd beg, I'd steal, I'd killThey moralize us to death but fail to sayWe're all supporting actors in a very short playSo put your pedal to the metal

I Hunger
Dark night lights shine brightThe crowd's burning up tonightThis hour's pumped with power and screams of frightSo grab your coat and hit up the showYou'd be a fool not to goTank on up and come on downSee the dogs that wear the crownThey hit the scene banging at their cagePlaying their guitars with fists of rageThey screamed and call it rock & rollTo cheat all the "don't know anyway" groveling at their feetThey say there's only room for one of us in the showWell that's all right id one of us has got to go'Cause I hungerI ain't gonna be hungry no moreAll their little girl's fantasies in a photographToo much just ain't enoughBetter say your prayers if you're gonna lastI think I'm dreaming the devil's dreamsI don't mean to be rude, but I'm busting my seamsGotta whip the devilRoot hog or dieCall him out and spit in his eyeI ain't got no religionThough I'm sure it's fine for those who doI got my own superstition to pull me throughIt's a hungerLike I've never felt beforeHunger got me screamin

Hit Squad
You call me up in the midnightTo get them when they're asleepYou want to know that there're shakingAnd hear the sound of their shriekI know somebody told youAfter I'm done I'll be goneI ain't a genie in a lampYou rub me wrong and I'll be stamping more than just the fella doing you wrongI got a little bit of bang bangAnd I can give it to 'emAnd all you gotta do is give me somethingAll that you've got then moreAnd when I'm finished huntin' you know you'll owe me somethin'You knew what you were getting intoI'm number one with a bulletSo get up and dance when I tell you toHit squadAnd when the time has come to pay what you oweYou know I'll be collecting on you body and soulAnd when we find we've taken everything that you ownIt's like a hit squadSo when you wonder what happened to it allRemember when you've got to give us a callWe're like a locust swarm and our time of dormancy has passedGot everything a motherfucker could ever really wantAnd I've got everything that I'd ever needI ain't in

Heros And Villians
Won't need no mercy on my soulWhen the lawman's got me cold'Cause breaking the rules that they toldWas something I had to doPlay their gameBut you start to win and the rules changeSo my ship come rollin' in, it's gonna roll right over you(And your law too)The tightrope we walk leads straight to the gallowsAnd when the hangman calls your nameHeroes and villains hang the sameEarly in the morning swinging in the breezeThere's a mist shrouded figure hangin' in the sycamore treeHero or villain don't matter much to meThey all end up the same, no one gets off scot-freeThe tightrope we walk leads straight to the gallowsAnd when the hangman calls your nameHeroes and villains hang the sameSinner or sainthood's your gameWhether you're a demon or divineWhen the hangman says it's timeYou won't see me sing the blues'Cause I said fuck all your rulesHeroes and villains hang the sameIt's just the writing on the tombstone changeThere ain't a peasant or a kingEscapes that Dodge city rope swingWhen the ha

The Invitation
The Invitation (6/07) I check my mail daily, hoping for good news. Today I see an invitation. I open it carefully and inside it says,"Your presence is requested." I read on and note the date. Two days later, someone knocks on my door. I answer it and I just see a box by the door. I open the box, there is just a card in there. I open the card and it all it says,"Evertything you need is provided." The day arrives, I get ready in excitement. A knock on my door, I gather my things I answer the door,a gentleman says, "Please come with me." I follow him and get in. I dont know how we get there, but we do. We get there, door is already open for me. I get out,the gentleman escorts me inside. The building is none like I ever seen before. In other words,I don't think there is no building like it. We enter the building and I look around. The walls are lined with picture frames. The pictures are constantly changing,as if was a slideshow. I look at one after another, seeing da

Lonley
why is it when  u love someone and let them do what they need to it seems forever before they come back to u or call or call? why do u get so lonely with out them?

So I Quit My Job
I quit my job as a phone sex operator because it was fueling my sex addiction and making me keep crazy hours and my addiction led me to do my job for free for a lot of clients. Now I feel as if I have something missing. Income, something to do. I am irritating my husband with needs of constant sex and anally cleaning every area of my house. We have had to go back to daily sexy chips. My husband made me stop cleaning because I admit my addiction makes me go to far. I vacuumed the attic that we don't use and Dusted the light posts in the front yard. I am going back to school in September to give me something to idle my time with but I am worried I will go to my old ways of having sex with random strangers. I want to become a radiologist but I don't know if I can control myself in school and work in an actual work type environment. Will my husband be able to put up with my crazy behavior for a whole month until school starts. Will I be able to control my addiction in school? It sure a

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Come & Celebrate My Birthday In Club Aura
 

Today
today we had our extracation class..i think i lost 20lbs in sweat alone   i ended up having to pull someones dead weight of a body out of a overturned pt cruiser...that was different   next tuesday is my school finals and then the 23rd is my state finals   will keep you posted         im in the front row far right blue/white shirt

Today
today we had our extracation class..i think i lost 20lbs in sweat alone   i ended up having to pull someones dead weight of a body out of a overturned pt cruiser...that was different   next tuesday is my school finals and then the 23rd is my state finals   will keep you posted    

This Is Funny, So Grow A Dam Sense Of Humor.
The government today announced that it's changing the flag to a CONDOM, because it more accurately reflects the government 's political stance. A condom allows for inflation, halts production , destroys the next generation , protects a bunch of dicks, and gives you a sense of security while you're actually being screwed. It just doesn't get more accurate than that!

Fading Away
fading away nothing left to say. my heart is broken, were did i go wrong trying to stay strong. thought you would always be there for me. i cannot see through the tears, all my fears, have caught me down on my knees. noone sees the pain, noone can stop the rain, so much pain. standing at the edge, looking down, with nothing but a frown. so tired of it all, you dont even hear me call. so i just fall.

The Most Annoying Habit Of Modern Times
OK, it's no secret that I don't have, and don't want, a mobile phone.  Can't live without one?  Bullshit, we all did for donkeys years without a problem.  I don't buy into pressure marketing.  Anyway, leave that one there, not looking to alienate everyone.  The matter in hand is this: We have a couple of friends who, when they are out with us, spend their entire evening busily texting someone else on their mobile.phone.  Only these two people do it, not the rest of our friends, so it can't be our company!  One of them always has an excuse, like "oh, it was just such-and-such, I really had to let them know (whatever)"; while the other one is even worse.  Tell him how bloody annoying it is and he just laughs as though it's a joke.  It is not a joke!  It is bloody ignorant and mildly infuriating.   So, what I want to know from anyone who can be bothered to read this, is: - Do you go out with people and then spend the time in their company texting someone else?  If you do, why do you d

[the Only One In The Universe]
You ever have a wild sex dream about the one person in the universe you've truly been attracted to   and I don't mean the passing fancy of "ooh what a great butt"   I mean a magnetic must have draw.   That was last night for me. We spoke. We conspired. We parted. And she told me to meet her where I had never dared to tread...   I was saddened not knowing where that was, or thinking it to be a metaphor obscuring the moment in dream logic but in moments I was on the path bursting through doorways following arrows of great lotus petals toward her her scent her presence.   I was afraid. Afraid that I'd wake. Afraid that she'd disappear before I felt her. Touched her. Tasted her. But through the last doorway she stood, trembling, tiny uncontained explosions of anticipation throughout her body.   We kissed. We wandered over soft flesh. We made love.   On hardwood floors unabashed unashamed but terrified of our knowledge that this was but a dream.   I'd sa

Why Should I?
If you ignore me... I will ignore you. if you don't start the conversation.. we wont talk. if you dont put in the effort  why should i?

✧
Worst feeling ever? being replaced easily.  

Friends,some Have Come And Gone, And Some Have Remained.
Reason, Season, or Lifetime People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you figure out which one it is, you will know what to do for each person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty; to provide you with guidance and support; to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend, and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled; their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on. Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, g

Dear Diary: Texas. (joke)
Dear Diary,Just moved to Texas! Now this is a state that knows how to live!! Beautiful sunny days and warm balmy evenings. It is beautiful. I've finally found my home. I love it here.June 14th:Really heating up. Got to 100 today. Not a problem. Live in an air-conditioned home, drive an air-conditioned car. What a pleasure to see the sun everyday like this. I'm turning into a sun worshipper.June 30th:Had the backyard landscaped with western plants today. Lots of cactus and rocks. What a breeze to maintain. No more mowing the lawn for me. Another scorcher today, but I love it here.July 10th:The temperature hasn't been below 100 all week. How do people get used to this kind of heat? At least, it's kind of windy though. But getting used to the heat is taking longer than I expected.July 15th:Fell asleep by the community pool. Got 3rd degree burns over 60% of my body. Missed 3 days of work. What a dumb thing to do. I learned my lesson though. Got to respect the ol' sun in a climate like this

Ffs!!!! Grammar 101 People!!!!!!
WE'RE=WE ARE (We're all very happy that you attended college.)WERE=PAST TENSE OF ARE (There were a lot of people in her class.)WHERE=SPECIFIES A LOCATION (Where is the dictionary?)THEY'RE=THEY ARE (They're offering free grammar classes online now.)THERE=SPECIFIES A LOCATION (The instructions are right there!)THEIR=SHOWS POSSESSION (Their brains stopped functioning.)YOU'RE=YOU ARE (You're misusing the English Language.)YOUR=SHOWS POSSESSION (Your grammar teacher would be ashamed.) AN = USE IF THE FOLLOWING WORD BEGINS WITH A VOWEL SOUND (The paper came an hour late.)A = USE IF THE FOLLOWING WORD BEGINS WITH A CONSANANT SOUND (The girl decided she wanted a unicorn for Christmas.) NOW = SHOWS PRESENT TENSE (Now is a wonderful time to brush up on spelling.)KNOW = TO HAVE KNOWLEDGE OF SOMETHING (I know you know better!)USE IT! LIVE IT! LOVE IT! BECAUSE YOU'RE GIVING THE INTERNET A FRACKIN HEADACHE!!!!

Therapy
after a recent conversation with an amazing friend of mine about me being single... i decided to have a little open dialogue with myself. this is what transpired:   hmmm. the single life. the good life? most times. the sad times are the lonely times. better to settle and learn to love? been there, tried that. fuck that. just tired. tired of having relationships end bad. tired of giving my all to the wrong ones. tired of making the same mistakes the other guys make. ive learned though. ive spent time in a self induced prison. to reflect and pay for mistakes ive made. and like a reformed man, i refuse to make them again. the guy sitting in jail for killing someone drunk driving wishes every second of every day for his freedom. hes reminded everytime he opens his eyes and looks around of where he is and why hes there. and he swears to never repeat the actions that got him there. my mistakes. ive made the same ones everyone has. but im done making them. ill never forget the time in th

[its Not Every Day]
That you tell a stranger in all honesty that you're completely capable of killing someone.   That if given the right opportunity, it would be the only thing that mattered.   Like its something that has to be done. Instinctive. Automatic. Called for. Swat the fly on your arm. Step away from the coiled snake. Take your hand out of the fire. Simple.   I have some difficulty with facing that matter of fact, compassionless side of me. It's an unwelcome guest. at best a necessary evil. Wrong me Hurt you Hurt me ...   All in the name of justice no?   It made a lot more sense in my world. Quiet place between here, hell, and purgatory. A crossroads of sorts.   Some place intersected by kill all betrayers compassion and infinite wisdom calculation and tithes of rectitude   No place for it outside. Quite exhausting.

Amazing Night
Had a pretty good night Boyfriend and i decided not to go to the bar and just have a relaxing night just cuddling and what not lol . We also had a serious talk tonight too hes like "nikki what do you want out of me?" Im like well i want to marry you and have a family with you , im like what do you want out of me ? he's like marry you and have a family . tehe that made me blush lol . In 2 years he wants to move out and get a place so by then i should have a good job.. Been applying to work in an office Got the skills and what not . But i really think this guy is serious about me.. hes not like my ex bfs . ahh i think he is the one !! hes the one i want to spend the rest of my life with . He makes me so happy ! Almost 3 years we been together and known him for like 3  years before we started going out , it turned out to be a crush to the love of my life :) . Cant describe the way i feel right now .. We have decided we want to get married in a few years . okay that is all just wanted to s

Styx
Styx...   he fucking hates me.    true story.   http://fubar.com/rowdyblackstock   you asked for it :)

Strangers In The Night!!!!
i see you sitting across the room from me..you are very hot,and i realized you are looking my way...i smile and try not to stare..but our eyes meet and i just have to have you..i give you that look that says come take me,and you walk over,take my hand,lead me off into a empty bedroom upstairs...without any words,we fall into eachothers arms and embrace in a very hot passionate kiss...i feel so hot and want you badly...we start kissing eachothers necks,and our hands start roaming over eachothers bodies..the passion between us gets very intense..you slip my shirt off as you kiss my neck and start carassing my nipples through my lacy bra,they get hard instantly..begging to be touched by your hot mouth...i pull your shirt off and run my nails lightly over your sexy chest and grab your shoulders,pulling you closer to me...feeling your hardnes as it starts to grow even bigger poking against my body..i reach down and undo your pants,as i slide them towards the floor,my body follows..i take yo

Our First Scene
We pull up to Your place, You come around to open my door for me, grab me by the hand and we walk towards the house. I am trembling all over from thoughts of us being together finally for the 1st time and what may be awaiting me once inside. We walk in and You give me a quick tour of the house. I look around for a good place to sit down my purse and kick off my shoes, wanting to make myself as comfortable as possible to relax my bundle of nerves. I bend down slightly to remove my shoes and my skirt hikes up a bit, giving You a peek at my backside. Once my shoes are off, I turn slowly towards You and drop to my hands and knees to crawl over to where You stand. Once at Your feet I pull myself up to a kneeling position, straighten up my back, hold my head high and lower my eyes to the floor. Whispering in a soft voice “Sir this gurl presents herself to You and awaits Your approval”“Remove your clothes gurl and present yourself properly” I hear You say. I manage to

No Mercy For A Wanting Slut
Had spent the day running errands, and I was completely exhausted. All I could think about was getting home, kicking off my shoes, running a hot bubble bath, and sipping some whiskey over ice as I relaxed in the tub. I pull the car into the driveway, gather the few bags from the trunk and head for the house. As I near the door, I feel like somebody is watching me, but I shrug it off thinking it’s just because I have had such a long day, and I unlock the door. I drop the bags onto the kitchen table, take off my shoes, and begin putting stuff away. I walk into the bathroom and begin my bath water as I finish putting away things. Turn on the stereo, put in my favorite CD and grab my whiskey glass. Hmm I think to myself, what shall I fix for dinner tonight? Quick to answer myself with a “what the hell, you are alone for the evening so order a pizza later.”Off to the bathroom I go, stripping my clothes off along the way. I step into the hot water and slowly ease myself int

Only The Strongest Will Survive
we lose ourselves in a online world full of make believe we beg for likes and bling, wtf where is that gonna get us? no where!! we cant put fubar on our job aplication which most of you on here needs a dang job to begin with people arent who they seem people lie to get ahead no one is real, the few that are get treated like sh!t i am a shadow on the wall im there for everyone to talk to im like the fubar doctor some of you people have no life at all thats why you spend ur whole day on this thing, you need it in order to feel complete that is unhealthy, not only will it cause stress, but it will cause depression some of us need attention to feel wanted or cared about and when some of us dont get it we get angry and depressed DO PEOPLE EVEN READ BLOGS? ITS JUST A WASTE OF SPACE! YET I DO IT TO SEE WTF HAPPENS, ITS A WAY TO VENT! not like anyone gives a d*mn 

Overslaugh
overslaugh \OH-ver-slaw\verb;    1.  To pass over or disregard (a person) by giving a promotion, position, etc., to another instead.

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Tension is the great integrity.  -  R. Buckminster Fuller

Toy Box Now Has A Facebook Page :) Come See, Like, Add, Etc.
Toy Box on Facebook (^o^).

Teaching You How To Have A Cheap Wedding
Wedding is frequently a large matter not just since it begins marriage lifestyle but in addition it could possibly be expensive and be stressful. people today go with caterers and wedding ceremony planners to help save by themselves strain so they are able to just take satisfaction in things. But several couples are over a tight budget. wanting to help save income or possess Cheap wedding dresses will need to bring about added stress. But it's completely doable and it's uncomplicated if you ever do it right. There are several methods to minimize expenses and help save money. But generally, retain your wedding ceremony simple, casual & personalized, DIY as significantly when you can and purchase at cheap. Let's see extra thorough ideas. Ceremony Save within the venue by not picking a regular wedding dresses, if you ever go to some church, some churches have good deals or you could possibly even not need to spend to hire it. My good friend experienced hers at her mother-in-laws church

Top 10 Ufo Videos And Channeled Messages From The Ships – Part 1: Himaalih From "the Myradees"
TOP 10 AUTHENTIC UFO VIDEOS AND CHANNELED MESSAGES FROM THE SHIPS   Visit: http://www.ashtarcommandcrew.net/forum/topics/top-10-ufo-videos-and-channeled-messages-from-the-ships-part-1

Walking Away
The reason I walk away in the middle of conversations is because I have nothing to add to the conversation. I have no life, I don't do anything to contribute. I mean, how many times can you tell someone "I went to the beach today" or "I laid in bed with an ice pack on my arm" or "I cleaned the house" without having you all want to blow your heads off. I am a boring person. Before my arm went to crap, I could do things and had things to talk about. I figure, if I walked away from the conversations, you all could talk to someone more exciting (or someone you really wanted to talk to)  and could add things to the discussions. and I am very sorry that I do that.. I know it just makes you mad and ticked off. And it makes you not want to talk to me at all and move on. Most don't even hit me up anymore because of this. And I completely understand. Thank you for reading this. 

Birthday Weekend.
Finally I am ready for the weekend got all my running around done including picking up the cake.  I know it is a bit childish and very nerdtastic but my boyfriend happens to be a huge StarWars fan so I figured he would get a kick out of this birthday cake (hopefully).  It’s going to be a busy/hectic weekend and I will be lucky if I get to catch up on sleep but such is life hehe (^_^).

Be True And Not Blue: Brothers In Arms
hold your friends close....the ones you lose and knew the longest is easier to deal with then the ones you just met..My hopes and prayers go out to my brother in arms Jon..Keep fighting....There is something that most people can't understand...When your in the service or getting out..The loyalty you gain is unfanthomable. We walk these streets next to you and you don't realize that if shit hits the fan we will be the first ones to pick up and fight despite what condition we are in and We fight for you because WE choose to. Some people call us washouts or failures. But we don't choose that..It is dealt to us. But it doesn't mean we cant fight. We will. We sworn an OATH to defend our country...At what cost to us it doesn't matter just as long the people we care for are safe. We face uncalculated odds. You can spit and kick us when we are down but we will still will get up and have your back when the time comes. If you want to meet a real soldier look for the ones who have their heads l

The Man Who Did Not Care About Me
Over a year ago, I had broken up and moved out of the house of my boyfriend into my dads house. I had just got my new tattoo kit, and I thought that moving into my dads house would be a good idea, boy was I wrong. My dad had a roommate at the time by the name of Daren. He seamed nice, and polite to me when I met him for the first time. About a week passed and a girl named sara stoped by to see Daren, they went into his room. After they were done, she ran out crying, but I thought nothing of it. A few days after that Daren called me into his room. Where he proceded to make moves on me. I was still holding out hope for my old boyfriend Chris, who had just gotten out of jail, that me and him were going to get back together. I kept telling Daren no, and that I was not intrested in being with him. I tried to leave his room, but he steped in front of the door blocking me from leaving. He pushed me onto the bed and forcefuly removed my cloths. (at the time no one at my dads house was home whe

My Smile
Today,I am giving you one of my smiles. It might be the only sunshine you see all day. A smile confuses an approaching frown, have you ever noticed how easily puppies make human friends? Yet all they do is wag their tails and fall over. Smiling is infectious,You can catch it like the flu. Someone smiled at me today, and I started smiling too! No matter how grouchy you're feeling, You'll find the smile more or less healing. It grows in a wreath around your front teeth** Thus preserving the face from congealing. I am inviting you to be my friend on PeopleString, . 60 BILLION DOLLAR A YEAR INDUSTRY My Friend did you know that Social Networking Sites are a 60 Billion dollar a year Industry, the fastest growing industry on the web because of you. They keep all of the money for themselves and never give any to their members. Why not get a piece of the pie while you are "chatting with your friends", playing games, visiting forums, searching google, watching a video or window shopping. PEOPLES

Wanna See My "g" Spot?
You Have The Power You have the power to change your life. You have the power to change the world.You can take action, you can make a difference, and you can respond in a positive, creative way to any situation. You can do whatever must be done to live the life of your dreams. Yet in order to do so you must first believe that you can. In order to do so you must let go of the limiting beliefs you use to hold yourself back. Each limiting belief you have is nothing more than a thought that lives in your mind. It is a thought that has power only as long as you continue to hold on to it. What do you believe you cannot do? Though it may be a comfortable and familiar part of your life, that belief is constantly working against you. Just as you have chosen to hold that limiting belief, you can choose to let it go. One by one, let go of your limiting beliefs, and free yourself to make the very most of every moment.("JOIN US.......GET PAID TO PLAY"!)                       

Water Method (repost)
Water Therapy has magical effects in curing diseases. Everybody has experienced a positive change in their health after implementing water therapy in their daily routine. You can never believe it before practicing.Early morning, after you get up from bed, (without even brushing your teeth) drink 1.50 liters of water i.e. 5 to 6 glasses. You may wash your face thereafter. This is called water therapy.Here it is very essential to note that nothing else, neither drinks nor solid food of any sort should be taken within 1 hour before and after drinking these 1.5 liters of water. It is also to be strictly observed that no alcoholic drinks shall be taken the previous night.If required, boiled and filtered water may be used for this purpose. Is it possible to drink 1.50 liters of water at one time? To begin with, one may find it difficult to drink 1.50 liters of water at one time, but one will get used to it gradually.Initially, while practicing you may drink four glasses first and then the ba

It's Too Late
Had you known - That i would have held on; No matter how far away. Would you have given me - the chance to take your breath away... Nevermind, It's too late

How To Treat A Woman
Every woman deserves a man that calls her baby, kisses her like he means it, holds her tight like he never wants to let go, doesn't make her jealous with other women, instead makes other women jealous of her, is not afraid to let his friends know how he really feels about her, and makes sure she knows how much he loves her.

Sex And Death With Tera Patrick, Joslyn James And Girls And Corpses
Newsletter Of The Dr Susan Block Institute This Saturday Night, August 6th on The Dr. Susan Block Show

The Enemies Within: The 20 Most Dangerous Conservatives And Their Organizations (repost)
Danger sign. Image from http://www.traditioncreek.com/storefront/danger-p-606.html America has enemies. Not just abroad, but within our shores as well. And our domestic enemies, as it turns out, are MORE dangerous and destructive than the terrorists could ever hope to be. Because while the terrorists want to destroy us, the following people and their organizations are doing far more damage. 1. Roger Ailes: The President of Fox News keeps the right-wing mouth piece biased and unbalanced. He literally proposed a right-wing news network as a propaganda tool to use during the Nixon Administration. And now, Fox News makes every effort to slander Democrats, lie to the public, and support conservative groups, activists and politicians at all costs. Want to tell Ailes what you think of him? Feel free to contact Fox News Channel by mail, phone, or email. FOX News Channel 1211 Avenue of the Americas, 2nd Floor, New York, NY 10036 Phone: 212-301-3000 Web: www.foxnews.com 2

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Resume 1st Draft. Fuck You Too.
Objective:   World Domination followed by benevolent leadership.   Experience:   I've been to a lot of places. I've seen a lot of shit. I can drink a LOT of vodka. I am very fluent in shotgunning beers. I am very skilled at using my tongue during sex. I am very proficient in Diablo II Lord Of Destruction. I am seriously addicted to Final Fantasy. I can masturbate very quickly.(I'm done)   Achievements:   I beat Diablo II Lord Of Destruction countless times. I've beaten Final Fantasy more than anyone you know. I've beaten every version of Zelda. I have a Level 32 Bard Wemick in Dungeons & Dragons   Education:   I graduated high school as a probationary requirement.  I dropped out of college cause it gets in the way of drinking. I am currently a student of the school of hard knocks.   References:  Fuck your problems.

Why?
I have realized a bizarre truth tonight...something I have held dear and believed in for so long. Why be yourself when being yourself rips the people you WANT in your life away? I know some will say, "they are not worth it" but perhaps this person was and is...and because of my shortcomings and vices I see and feel this person distance them self from me. It hurts my heart and soul! However, I am what I am. And I refuse to be anything but ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Vices...addictions...personality flaws, physical flaws...emotional ones too. I am ME...the Tart... KELLY...The bitch...The crazy one...the sweet loving one (sometimes) I AM WOMAN...HEAR ME ROAR (or scream, cry, bitch... whichever may apply) I am Woman!!! I am entitled to it! Women have pussy...and men want pussy. Women rule the fucking world! DUHHHHHH!!!!! PEACE!

Dog Attack
Dog attack witness: 'It literally looked like he was eating him' www.kold.com Witnesses and emergency response personnel are describing Wednesday night's dog attack on a 61-year-old man as one of the worst they've ever seen

Aesopian
aesopian \ee-SOH-pee-uhn\adjective;    1.  Conveying meaning by hint, euphemism, innuendo, or the like.    2.  Pertaining to, or characteristic of Aesop or his fables.

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The time to hesitate is through.  -  Jim Morrison

Poems I Found In My Phone
Relax, there's no reason to stress. it will make you a mess. Just clear your mind. There aint no rewind. So don't waste your time...       Its time to realize the lies within our eyes, Cut the ties, and take to the skies. Everyone dies       Don't waste your life being plain or mundane, just trying to sustain the pain. Use your Brain. Go insane!

Something Furry This Way Cums
she lay in the bed with her legs parted at the knees, sheets snatched tight into her unyielding fists. her lips parted, pulling in the air that exploded from her mouth just as quickly in moans and gasps. panties in a knot around one ankle as her toes curled hard. a cold, wet nose pressed against her swollen clit as his warm, rough, flat tongue lapped at her folds. his ears were pinned back against his head as he pressed his nose harder against her bucking hips. his tongue coated the sides of her pussy each time it pushed in. collecting juices from inside her warmth and drawing it back into his muzzle. a soft whimper was heard as she clamped her thighs closed, locking his head between her legs, forcing him to lick harder. her legs shook wildly as her back arched high, forcing her companion's head to drop. her juices shot out of her body and soaked the tiny four legged being. her fingers began to ravage her enlarged clitoris faster. and faster. sending waves of spasms throughout her p

Lights Out
I am done pretending You have failed to find what's left I will suck you dry again Some are not worth saving You are such a pretty mess I will choke the life within Now you want to take me down As if I even care I am the monster in your head And I thought you'd learn by now It seems you haven't yet I am the venom in your skin And now your life Is broken After the lights go out on you After your worthless life is through I will remember how you scream I can't afford to care I am suffocating You have failed to pull me in I will drag you down again Life is unrelenting Feeding lies into my head I will feed the lies you live I can't afford to care

My Life
Take a breath Hold it in Start a fight You won't win Had enough Let's begin Nevermind I don't care All in all You're no good You don't cry Like you should Let it go If you could When love dies in the end So I'll find what lies beneath Your sick twisted smile As I lie underneath Your cold jaded eyes Now you turn the tide on me 'Cause you're so unkind I will always be here For the rest of my life Here we go Does it hurt Say goodbye to this world I will not Be undone Come to life It gets worse All in all You're no good You don't cry Like you should I'll be gone when you fall Your sad life Says it all Don't carry me under You're the devil in disguise God sing for the hopeless I'm the one you left behind

Hopeless
Here I lie forever Sorrow still remains Will the water pull me down and wash it all away Come and take me over Welcome to the game Will the current drag me down and carry me away Suddenly the light begins to fade  I'm falling down I can't wake up I can not hold on I will not let go It's over now Silent I go under I am not afraid I can see the daylight shine And slowly drift away Safe to say it's over Sink into the grave There is nothing left inside But I am wide awake I can hear the devil call my name There's no way out I can not hold on I will not let go.

I Dont Care What Others Think
What drives me nuts is that how people acted toward what people say or do or even what they like. I like video games, I like to watch anime. I like to do a lot of other things as well. But what kills me tho is that i have noticed that people on here will say the rudest things on peoples mumms. Whether they are being serious or not, they got to watch out cause some people might not know your just jokeing around. Another thing i have noticed is that people have said things about peoples names on here, like your name is stupid, retarded or gay. I have to laugh about that cause people i have seen do that, i am like have you looked at your name lately, you have no room to talk. P.S IF you dont like what I said in this blog then you can just go and kiss my ass.

Finding A Cheap Wedding Dress Online Which Has High Quality
Shopping for any Cheap wedding dresses isn't easy, specifically if you have spending budget restrictions and must discover a pretty inexpensive wedding ceremony dress. envision only have a few of hundred bucks to devote in your wedding ceremony attire when most best brand name attire price $500 to $1,000 or more! On the other hand,if you really want to save money,you can choose Wholesale wedding dress,it's your good choice. Don't worry. right here are some items to seem for when purchasing for any wedding dresses. Wedding web-site Specifics Some people have special interests in some Cheap Special Occasion Dresses,when you buy them online,you shoud be careful about them. Before purchasing a attire online, make certain the web-site is safe and comprehensive in its descriptions and purchasing requirements. Upon ordering, you ought to be in a location to offer incredibly particular data concerning your measurements (bust, hip, waist, etc.), colors,in this case,someone like Cheap Littl

Exercise For People Over 50
EXERCISE FOR PEOPLE OVER 50:Begin with a 5-lb potato bag in each hand, extend your arms straight out from your sides and hold them there as long as you can. Each day you'll find that you can hold this position for just a bit longer.After a couple of weeks, move up to 10-lb potato bags.Then try 50-lb potato bags and then eventually try to get to where you can lift a 100-lb potato bag in each hand . (I'm at this level.)After you feel confident at that level, put a potato in each bag.

They Found Streaks That Could Be Caused From Water On Mars
 scientists have annouced today that they found "hints of water" on mars.   The discovery comes from the Mars Reconnaissance Orbiter (MRO), which spotted slopes carved into the martian surface that appear to most likely have been created by the flow of liquid salt water. The slopes appear to change over the course of different seasons on Mars, suggesting that liquid water, if it exists at all, is only present in the Martian spring.   .In recent years, evidence has been mounting that Mars has icecaps of frozen water at its poles.There has been evidence in the past that water exists on mars but this is by far the most proof we have had yes we have found ice caps before..but these are much different than what we found then..These are highly seasonal scientists observed some growth by more than 200 meters [650 feet] in a matter of just two Earth months." The narrow streaks emerge only on slopes in the planet's warmest regions, and usually on the sides of craters facing the equator, w

Just 2 More
Well today is thursday the 5th. Yes I'm late, its the end of the day and it's been an awesome day. I get stuff done to get out of here, briefed the colonel and his XO on how to do their job, yes im pretty important. But the past hour has been the best. Wish I could be listening to a choir right now. That all being said, TWO MORE DAYS. I hand over authority tomorrow and then im off to see what wisconsin has to offer. Then saturday I wake up, leave, fly to chicago, enjoy a nice 312 and hot dog, then fly into providence and drive home. Long day I know, but awesome day. Anyway I'm pumped right now, so pumped. What a great afternoon, I'm still laughing about a hyena comment. Sigh, if only... nevermind. People are still cranky and I'm still sucking it up. Life is good right now, cant complain. I look forward to talking to someone everyday, i look forward to school everyday, i look forward to traveling everyday, i look forward to waterfire someday hopefully. I leave soon, so ha

The Truck Driver You Flipped Off? Let Me Tell You His Story.
That truck driver you flipped off? Let me tell you his story.   Let me tell you a little about the truck driver you just flipped off because he was passing another truck, and you had to cancel the cruise control and slow down until he completed the pass and moved back over. His truck is governed to 68 miles an hour, because the company he leases it from believes it keeps him and the public and the equipment safer. The truck he passed was probably running under 65 mph to conserve fuel. You see, the best these trucks do for fuel economy is about 8 miles per gallon. With fuel at almost $4 per gallon -- well, you do the math. And, yes, that driver pays for his own fuel. He needs to be 1,014 miles from where he loaded in two days. And he can't fudge his federally mandated driver log, because he no longer does it on paper; he is logged electronically. He can drive 11 hours in a 14-hour period; then he must take a 10-hour break. And considering that the shipper w

Love
She walks in the woods Moon full dark cold Tress standing still, not a word stillness of cold words of Love.... Blood flows in her mind will he find her here hold her again. No love  can be so mad running so hard her mind of madness. As he tells her lies in the sky. Hidding in the darkness. Deep in the woods never  be found ... As she sleeps at night thinking of him in the sweet summer night . The moon shinning . A tear falls from her eyes , His mood is dark takes her long and hard she loves him and can not stop loving him... She walks in the wood with a full Moon dark clod Tress standing still, not a wrod stillness of cold wrods of love.

Blush ...
A red rose whispers of passion, a white rose breathes of love;The red rose is an eagle and the white rose is a dove.But I send you a cream-white rosebud With a flush on its petal tips;For the love that is purest and sweetest, has a kiss of desire on the lips.

Why Do People Try
So I  have been single for years and i have to say that i am so sick of hearing the same shit over and over by the same fuckin  people. when you're singhe le its--- don't look for someone they'll find you, or your a pretty girl , you'll find someone. when your depressed---its ok it'll get better, or cheer up things cant be that bad, or look a the bright side. I say BULL SHIT WHO WANTS TO HEAR THAT PTIMISTIC BULLSHIT, IT IS THE SAME  SHIT FROM YOUR FRIENDS, FAMILY AND ASSOCIATES................ How the hell would they even know, its the same people who tell this stupid optimistic bullshit, you know the ones, they either been married forever or been with thier significant other, so long it's like talking to your mom and dad  or  one of your friends who has no clue to what the big picture is... O an the guys  you tell them your single and lonely famous words of a walking talking hard on--- its ok  they'll find you, lets have sex, get on cam lets play, show me your tits.......

Don't Talk Shit To Me!
how is my "real" life relevant to you?after being married and having children...owning my own business, home and my 3 vehicles...i can do/spend whatever the fuck i want on Fubar!aslong as i stay within the TOS :D   if you'r worried about someone check yourself first!

You Mean So Much To Me
You mean so much to me, where could I even begin to startMore than the world so grand, you live deep within my heartYou mean so much to me, I hope that I show you everydayJust how special you are, in love with you I will forever stayYou mean so much to me, no words could ever say just how muchSo I hope my love does show, especially with the way I touchYou mean so much to me, more and more each day my love does growAlways searching for another way, a special way to let my love showYou mean so much to me, more than any amount of silver or goldSo blessed with your love, so eager to watch our life unfoldYou mean so much to me, such a treasure I found in youCaptured by your beauty so real, spell-bound by your love so trueYou mean so much to me, a masterpiece of love I did findSo many memories for us to make, my past I leave behindYou mean so much to me, a rainbow with colors that dazzleEach time I look at you, once more I must call you beautifulYou mean so much to me, just how much I hope y

Janey Godley’s Podcast Episode 56
(Please be aware that this Podcast Contains strong language)   In episode 56 of Janey Godley’s Podcast the mother and daughter comedy duo discuss the Ice Cream Wars, the Edinburgh fringe and Janey’s propensity to talking about bowel disasters. Ashley delves into the ridiculous world of ‘Take a Break’ magazine and the psychic pony that makes predictions.     Angels and ghosts that do international travel make a stunning conversation piece and Ashley finally gives us details about her performance at the fringe. News stories are wrapped up between stupid funny facts and Ashley ends the podcast giving a visual description of her mother’s nipples.     Mother and Daughter comedy team get to natter and the world gets to hear it on Janey Godley’s podcasts, expect some bawdy language and home truths, as Janey Godley and Ashley Storrie lead you down the roads less taken in their fantastic weekly podcast. Listen as mother and daughter banter, bait and

[rage]
Alright so that night I didn't want to talk about? The power went out. It was 100 degrees in this house. The folks (after a couple hours) insisted on getting a hotel room, we had to find one that would take dogs there was A ONE SINGLE hotel room available in town, so I had to sleep on the floor. Fahkin hurray.   I guess I could've gone into greater detail about that while I was still pissed, but ... meh. Short version is, sleeping on the floor blows my parents snore and are old my dog is exciteable and barked at people in the parking lot while I was trying to sleep and... I dunno that's about it   so... melting in my house led to not sleeping, laying on the floor in a cool hotel room.   I didn't get any real sleep until last night. Meanwhile... I'm less than enthused about the "evaluation" tomorrow. What do I tell him? "I thought 26 would be better. Its not, I don't see it getting any better, I'd like to quit now."   Meanwhile I continue to anihilate Front M

My First Muti Orgasm Experience
I met this woman on a dating site, i made a profile and after a couple pof days she contacted me. She was 5'6 155. 36d breast. after a few chats she gave me me here cell and we started talking. she had a boy friend on tthen she got my yahoo and soon after that we began cyber sex. soon after that  we began phone sex, we soon felt comfortable with each other. We bagan light telling each other of our fantasises and what we would love to do to each other then we worked on the next step. we met at the H.e.b parking lot at 10.00pm we got in the back seat of her car then the next thing you know she grabs my head and starts to kiss me. she starts french kissing for about a minute or to and pulled back and said " i have wanted you all day" she then unzipped my zipper and played with my cock through my underwear as she kissed me again as she rubbed my 8 1/2" cock, God i was so hard.she then pulled it out and went down on me licking up and down my shaft slowly. licking around the head god seh was

The Advantage Women Have Over Men On This Site
You know I have been on this site for a while and have seen and noticed a great many things.  There is one thing that I have realized though that sticks out the most. I have realized that in my time here, I am only going to level so far.  I will reach a point at which I will no longer be able to level because I am not willing to pay actual money on this site.  Now to get to the title of this blog...........OK before that, I am sorry if this offends, upsets, pisses off, or angers anybody that reads this, if it does, that means its probably true about you :).  Anyway, the advantage women have on this site over men is that most women don't have to spend money on this site.  I see every day all over this site status messages that say family access for a 12 credit bling pack, or something similiar.  Now we are all intelligent individuals here, and lets see, well we all know whats in family albums (nudity), and we all know that credits have to be bought with real money.  Now lets put these

Weiner - The Real Deal!
Anthony D. Weiner: What issues are you debating in Congress?

Taking A Break
To all my fam and friends... I first and foremost want to thank you all for the love you have shown over the past 2 years of my being a fubar member. This site has opened my eyes to so many new things as well as so many new and wonderful friendships. I have recently found out I may need a few cancer screenings which will be time consuming and draining. There is a chance I may need surgery which makes things even harder for me right now. I am not looking forward to any of this as I had cancer back when I was 25 and it was not pleasant at all. I had a partial histerectomy as well as radiation (which ended up being uncalled for since they did the surgery anyway). There are so many more details to all this that I will not go in to. I just want everyone to know I am not ignoring, avoiding or giving up on anything I am just taking a break to get my health in order so that I may spend another 2 years here having fun with all my wonderful friends. I am not looking for pity here so please respe

My First Time
My First Time I think have Always had a fetish for older women, because of this first experience,sorry to say i was very shy in Highschool, I was a track and cross country state runner and a track star. i was so shy, guys had to ask girls out for me and most girls wanted to be friends. So I was still a virgin till the age of 21, you might say bullshit! but its very true noo bullshit. I was a church guy and was saving myself for marriage and my wife. I had a lot of morals back then still so sex it not one lol. i had just turned 21 and my parents helped me get a 1989 Mustang GT Gray blue pen stripe and a 5.0, a sweet car. Anyway me and a friend David were on the prowl, so went to a city Called Alvin where the kids on fridays and sat run the strip and meet people. Well David saw a couple of girls yelling at us and one was friend of his, so we pulled over and talked for a will. A girl named Mina said "Herb nice car, can i drive it. I said " sure if i can have you phone number and we go o

My Kitty
So late last month my darling of a kitty ate a lily plant my boyfriend gave me so we rushed her to the vet hospital hoping everything was ok but apparently she had it in her system for quite some time , Doctors said she prob had kidney damage before that and eating the plant made it worse !! . blahh she has to be on pills for the rest of her life and she's only 5 years old . I really dont know what i would do without her shes like my best friend . She waits for me to go to bed and once im in bed she will come to sleep too . tehe Ever since we brought her home from the vets she's been really close to me like sleeping really close its cute but at the same time uncomfortable cause shes right up against my leg or chest so i cant move lol , but shes a sweetheart i love her sooooooooooooo much !!!

Hmmmm Where To Start
i donno where to start but i felt like wrighting life has been throwing me some pritty shitty curve balls latley and its not getting any better save for 2 special ppl in my life my kid and my new hubby my friends who have been there are awesome too but even now a days its nothing but drama with them i love them to death i really do but its like i feel like i cant do anything right in their eyes every turn i make is wrong and i get shit for it or they just wont talk to me at all i donno too much goin on not enough brain power or time to figure it all out i keep biting off more than i can chew and then more gets trown on my plate that i donno what to do with lifes a bitch then you die i can remember who told me that way back in high school but they were fuckin right wen will things just slow down just enough for me to catch up?

Well What Is A Blog.
UMMMMMMM am i thick decause i dont know. what is a blog....?

Messes
que pasa amigos

Heat (for My Pet. Sorry My Head Was Still Spinning)
hot. steamy. a bead of sweat slowly rolled down her curves and lingered off her erect nipple before dripping off. here she could be alone in peace. here in the steam room she could just lay around naked and not have to worry about lingering eyes. she pulled her towel from under her behind and sat there in the steam filled room with her knees parted. her sweat glistening thighs welcomed the cool beads of moisture that collected on them and slowly dripped down her inner thigh towards her pussy. her fingers slowly passed her rock hard clit and  between her moist folds. they sank in deep. two fingers. her inner walls contracting to squeeze around the intruding fingers. deeper. harder. the room got hotter without anyone touching the heat. she was in heaven. after a stressful day it was good to lay here in the steam and get hot. she pushed her thumb down on her clit and began to rub it. faster. hard quick circles. fingers rushing in. deep. thumb rubbing. hard. deeper. harder. FASTER! OH GAWD

Name That Player Update!...
This was a popular one, here's an update as to where they are at today..... Click here & then link in stash!... Also congrats to Chrissy for getting yesterday's trivia right and getting free points today!... Almost the weekend kids....peace.

Fraud
Everyone with half a brain knows this website is a huge fraudulent cesspool of human waste yet I keep coming back so apparently I enjoy using the stupid hemispheres of my brain more than others. This is a pay site and people pay for a service but obviously you are paying for a lie right from the start. In the corner there is a blatantly false counter of the amount of users online usually in the 40,000 range.  They Claim 40,000 online yet in Alexia or Google they only rank 5500- 9600 in usage.  According to unique IP hits they have 900 to 1700 online at any given time. Since this is a PAY SITE this is Fraud. The problem with posting a Blog like this is I am completely wasting my time because it will be censored and deleted by the upper management communist pigs that use this site to lie and steal money from what I can only guess to be pretty uneducated members of society. Baby J and Scrapper are bottom feeders, Carp. Troll around and live on society's waste.

Koolatin
Took me forever to figure this out. He kept saying "Koolatin, koolatin". Suddenly a skull apeared on the tv and he shouted "LOOK!!! KOOLATIN!!!!!" Koolatin= Skeleton

Captain Mexico
Oh come ON people!!!! It's not offensive, its STUIPD!!! Jimmy, you're jokes really aren't that funny. Snoozefest... http://www.latina.com/entertainment/tv/poll-jimmy-kimmels-captain-mexico-parody-offensive

This Woman Needs To Practice Her Keigel Excercises More Often...
Good grief. if you're going to smuggle drugs, at least keep them in a safe place! http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/43973441/ns/local_news-fort_myers_fl/

Like You Care
Gettin' behind on my blog again--like anyone would have noticed, right? Well, if I'm not talking about sex, or drugs, or some other stupid shit, I don't think anybody would really care. But that's only fair, I guess. Its not like I care, either. I'm just writing shit to write it down. No particular reason needed. Read it, comment, or ignore it. I truly don't give a fuck. Speaking of which, I can't remember how long its been since I been laid. That's kinda sad, folks. But not as sad as not giving a fuck about not getting to fuck. Know what I mean, Vern? I mean, I know its a little over six months, which may not be a long time for some people. But personally, I can't recall ever going that long without some kind of intimacy and affection (and some bumpin' and grindin'!) since high school. Yeah, check the expiration date on my package (if you dare!)... I've had a good run up until last year. And I'm not even sweatin' it. When I think about it, I realize that I have been in a relationshi