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End Of September And Start Of Oct.
Well the end of the month and the start of a new one hasn't really started out well. My Great aunt passed away and i have a visitation and funeral to go to now. Been fighting w/ the hubby and getting really tired of it. Just not sure what to do anymore. Just got over being sick w/ strep and i'm still very very tired from it and just don't want to do anything.

Report: Russia Evacuates Entire Bushehr Staff
Report: Russia Evacuates Entire Bushehr Staff ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Alex Jones Date: 01 Oct 2007, 10:16 Report: Russia Evacuates Entire Bushehr Staff Iranian and Israeli news outlets are reporting that Russia has evacuated its entire staff of nuclear engineers and experts who were working at the Bushehr nuclear reactor, increasing speculation that the United States is preparing an imminent military attack on Iran. http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/october2007/011007_russia_evacuates.htm

Flying Away With You
Sitting here with no one except you i find myself flying without wings in somewhere between heaven and earth only for what i feel with you the fantasy of this love fulfill me how can my heart love you like that in such away making my heart so strong i can feel the warmth of your hands around me i feel the safe and peace when you hold me like i have ever been safe before i love you with all my senses the way you touch me make me warm like fire the way you look at me make me melt like ice the smell coming from you drive me crazy i wanna fly with you away i wanna be always with you only you forever more

Hold Me In The Rain
On earth, As it is in heaven I feel the sweet taste of sin We live in pain Forgive us lord Hold me in the rain Blue eyes open wide Hide that golden smile Engage your ruby red umbrella Then walk between precocious raindrops Anoint thy face with holy sunshine Please hold me in the rain

You Are...
You are my light, Brightening up my day. You are my compass, Directing me the right way. You are my sword, Fighting away my fears. You are the hand, Catching all my tears. You are part of me, The other half of my soul. You are my dreams, The magic in them all. You are my rose, Beauty amongst the weeds. You are my genie, Providing for all my needs. You are the glue, Holding me together. But most of all you're my love, Whom I adore forever!

Heart In Heart
Walking down the road straight through the park, we walk hand in hand, we walk heart in heart. Love's sweet embrace twisting around our figures, gently caressing our soft warm features. The summer breeze blowing through your hair, I can't seem to take my eyes away from your sweet stare. Your lips seemed to talk, your eyes seemed to smile, emerald green so bright it took away my sight. You never regretted a missed opportunity, you never seemed to cry when deemed unnecessary. You understood me like none that had before, you always seemed to listen, when I never spoke a word. Your uplifting attitude, was almost like an ecstasy, you never had been sad whenever you were next to me. The birds seemed to sing as they soared above our heads, and the trees seemed to whisper, forever you'll be together. Walking down the road straight through the park, we walk hand

No More Predictions On This Site
IMPORTANT NOTE... AS OF JANUARY 2008 I WILL STOP POSTING PREDICTIONS OR ANY NEWSLETTERS ON THIS SITE. THUS SIGN UP FOR THE "VIP COSMIC CODE NEWSLETTER" IF YOU LIKE MY WORK AND WANT TO READ MORE NEXT YEAR! BLESSINGS DT WWW.DRTURI.COM AS PREDICTED ON COAST TO COAST 10/1/2007 Dear Readers: I am in the middle of writing my predictions for 2008 and already one of my main predictions made on CTC pertaining to the children and the HEART came to pass. Realize that Leo rules the heart and today 10/01/2007 CNN reported. - Doctors report rare heart attacks in kids. http://www.cnn.com/2007/HEALTH/conditions/10/01/kids.heart.attacks.ap/index.html Along with Dragons Tail in Leo (Children, Famous People): Spears will lose custody of children! http://www.cnn.com/2007/SHOWBIZ/Music/10/01/spears.federline/index.html Make sure to email George to remind him about this prediction. george@coasttocoastam.com Back in January 2007 George invite

Blast?
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My Love For You
Your radiant smile fills my mind, your eyes pierce to my soul. Your closeness holds me in a bind, my blood burns hot as coal. Every night you raid my dreams, everyday you fill my thoughts. When your away my heart screams, and my stomach clenches in knots. Because of you I get through the day, you give meaning to my life. There are no expressive enough words to say, you bring ease to my strife. My love for you is pure and true, your happiness my deepest desire. I'll try to make everyday exciting and new, so our hearts never loose their fire.

Falling In Love
I'm much more free thinking in my opinions, especially now that I've gotten older. I used to think that true love isn't true love unless it's monogomous; which really is just our Puritanical ancestors thoughts. My thoughts are sex and love are two different things. If I love somebody and I only want to have sex with that person for the rest of my life, then great. But if I love someone and am still feeling the urge to sleep with other people, (not like I go out for a new guy every weekend or anything lol) that doesn't mean I love that person any less. Sex isn't always about love for me. The Bible teaches that it's only between a man and a woman, but I know Christians that don't even believe that. I have loved and lost many times. The men that I truly love and will always love are people that I've never really dated. In my expiriences, I've simply given up on that stupid "there's only one perfect person out there for you" retoric. This isn't a perfect world, therefore,

What I Love About You
I love the way you look at me, Your eyes so bright and brown. I love the way you kiss me, Your lips so soft and smooth. I love the way you make me so happy, And the ways you show you care. I love the way you say " I love you," And the way you're always there. I love the way you touch me, Always sending chills down down my spine. I love that you are with me, And glad that you are mine.

Pentagon Unveils Latest Nonlethal Weapons
Pentagon unveils latest nonlethal weapons No international rules govern the use of electromagnetic weapons like the Silent Guardian. A bacterial cocktail that transforms jet fuel into useless jelly. A chemical spray that turns enemy soldiers into homosexuals. A ray gun that shoots invisible beams of heat, dispersing crowds in a few seconds. Science fiction? Not entirely. All three are concepts for so-called nonlethal weapons considered by the U.S. Defense Department. For years, the Pentagon has spent millions of dollars to develop a new generation of weapons it calls nonlethal or less lethal, to reduce casualties in war. The bacterial cocktail and since-derided “gay spray” remained on the drawing boards. But the ray gun was actually developed and this month, the Pentagon demonstrated it to journalists in the United States. Its name is Silent Guardian.”Developed by the Raytheon Corporation, the “gun” looks like a satellite dish. Burning Sensation It can be mo

Radiohead Fan (free Cd)
LONDON (Reuters) - Radiohead, one of the world's most influential rock bands, plans to sell its new album from its Web site as a digital download and let fans choose what they want to pay. With music sales in decline globally for seven successive years, the industry is engaged in a debate over how best to reverse the trend. Radiohead said its seventh studio album "In Rainbows" would be available from Radiohead.com from October 10 in MP3 format, meaning it can be played on all digital devices. In the latest twist in the move to digital music, fans can choose how much to pay, or can pay nothing if they prefer. The band will also offer a special edition boxed set for 40 pounds which will be available later and will include two vinyl albums, a CD version of the new album and a second CD with additional new songs, artwork and photographs of the band. Music observers said the band, which is no longer signed to a record label, is able to sell directly to its fans because it has su

Missing Photos
Hey fubarBarians, Yes, photos are disappearing...but it's merely database problems and babyj and his team are working to fix the error. **YOUR PHOTOS SHOULD RETURN AFTER ONE HOUR OF THE START OF THE PROBLEM.** We are not stealing or deleting your photos, so please try not to worry, and please be as patient as you can. Technical issues happen, and it's unfortunate, but we are aware of the issues and they are being dealt with accordingly. **AND TRUST ME, BABYJ KNOWS WHAT HE IS DOING** Thanks in advance for your patience and support as we make fubar better for all. Cheers! the Intern, fubar Family member PS. CANT RATE PHOTOS RIGHT NOW? WE KNOW ABOUT IT. WE DISABLED IT OURSELVES TO DO SOME WORK WITHOUT OVERLOADING THE DATABASE...SO BE PATIENT, IT WILL BE BACK UP SOON.

You
Thoughts like no other Thoughts completely new answer of my completion is of course you finally feel loved finally feel special You make me whole I'm smiling for no reason No more sadness No longer am I confused because I am loved by you worlds is finally bright I finally have a purpose It's to be with you I love how happy I've become I hope it will forever last My life is finally perfect And it's because of you

To Die Is To Live
Cheer for me and weep no more Blood runs cold now across the floor Hot turned cold turned warm again Images pass future and way back when Looking up thne down, back and forth Realizing lifes true self worth Breath fading silently into the night Knowing things will never be alright Blinking once then eyes close shut Remembering nothing minds in a rut Glorious unconsiousness taking over Blanking out body no longer sober Fear is blown away hope returns Body cooling blood no longer burns Cancer has spread down and out To die is a certainty there is no doubt A gurgle, a sigh, a garbled goodbye Then drift away to the lovers mournful cry

My Superhero Name Is....
Your Superhero Profile Your Superhero Name is The Professor Hillbilly Your Superpower is Solar Your Weakness is Salt Your Weapon is Your Dark Blade Your Mode of Transportation is Phone Booth What's your Superhero Name?

All The Little Things
It's all the little things you say and all the little things you do, it is everything you are that makes me love you. It's the way we make each other laugh, it's the love making we share, it's the bond of two so true, how deep we understand and care. It's the way we lift each other up as if soaring on angel wings as we revel in the rhapsody of all the little things. It's all the little things that we have found in one another that takes us some place beyond being best friends and lovers. And though sometimes we despair and suffer, those down times verging on defeat, but ultimately this love sees us through for in each other we are complete. We take each other to heaven the music of our love song sings, contentment in all we have, in all the little things. All we believe, all we know all our hopes and dreams that grew, things once lost but finally found inside me, inside you. Our hearts soar beyond our souls filled with ecstasy with a love so

A Full Blown Psychic
i am a true psychic who talks to the so called dead.contact me and find out.peace to you.im also a poet and writer who loves to write.you can fine me at poemhunter,myspace,everypoet,eliteskills,starlitecafe as to-wit and at gotpoetry as bedeil.good luck and god bless.

October 1st Storm Queen
This Person Has Been Nominated As Storm Queen For The Day. Please rate her up.Send Gifts, and Luv her up with compliments! *Note* She is getting out of the hospital today. Please give her a warm Welcome Back!! She has been trying to level for awhile.Lets See If We Can Do That For Her!! Rebelgirl~Member of WSC@ fubar

I Hold Your Heart
I dream of the day when finally I see you, The sun so bright and the sky so blue, Thinking of our first hug and passionate kiss, The world ever so perfect, nothing amiss. I hold your heart in the palms of my hands, Handling it with care as we walk through the sand, Holding it gently for the one I adore, Knowing you've never given your heart like this before I hold your heart gently in both of my palms, Protecting and caring every second of the day, Loving you deeply with nary a qualm, Knowing you've never been loved this way. I handle you heart ever so gently, Taking care not batter or bruise, Caring and loving with deep intensity, Promising never to lose or abuse. I cherish your heart from deep within me, As we walk hand and hand by the deep blue sea, Our lips touching softly and tenderly, Knowing our love will always be.

Dumb
it was walkin and talkin and someone else.i am sure i am the self.do you matter to the thoughts be splatter?can you tell the girls asses are getting fatter?do we matter to the word?thats not what i heard.feel sure before you respond,theres no potential going on.

Sure
the last thing on my mind was someone else.be the self and watch the shelf.think of her and the world.do not unfurl your flag in my yard,its alreay hard.do not bar kids from playin,skatin on sidewalks isnt satan.and do not go there.

My True Angel
As A young man, I thought I knew love, It was not a gift sent from above. But rather a thing which with time would grow Like a small stream that gently would flow. So I planted a seed and nurtured it well Then into a trap is where I soon fell I thought I could save a thing which was lost, I gave all of my heart at a great cost. I thought I could soften a heart of pure stone By giving many things worth money alone. This heart just got colder and took all that I had. She did all she could to make me go mad This woman was cruel beyond my belief She sought to get ritches by ending my life. But God heard my pleading for life I did cherish And used his great power so I would not perish My money and riches were all lost with great pain But a very true wealth was soon to be gained. In spite of all tries, I still had my life Time was all I had lost, not a true wife. I then found an Angel God sent from above A woman who showed me the meaning of Love True love is a gift, whi

Hello
my name is to-wit and i march for god and speak with the dead and dont fret the others.i can smell a pig a mile away and dont care what you say.the other day the pigs came to play and it was way way too soon,the shouldnt shoot their mouth off from afar,or atleast,get out of their car,and when the war starts,and the people march,dont dream of the far away afterlife,they already have a wife.

My Heart, My Soul
You have my heart you have my soul... you have my life, you make me whole... without you here i couldn't be who i am... without you here i wouldn't be able to last another day... you came into my life and turned my world upside down... you picked me up when i was down, you turned my frown upside down... i love you so much it's very plain to see that in this life i know you were made for me... the angles have sent you to me from up above, they have given me happiness by sending you... you're all i need in life to get by... you're all i need to survive... please understand that you have my heart... please understand that we can never be apart... you're the glue that holds me together, and without you i will fall to pieces... you have my heart, you have my soul, i beg of you to never leave me out in the cold

Ummmm K
Temptation slinks your way in an unusual form, though you should do your best to shrug it off -- you've got plenty going on right now and the odds are against it working out to your advantage this time. Ok, I normally don't read my horoscope, but in light of recent events, I have to ask myself.....should I follow this advice?

Saying Goodbye
Time to say goodbye. I'm not ready, and it hurts so bad. You've loved me since... before i was born. You watched me grow, picked me up when i fell, and helped to heal all the hurts. Now pain consumes you, and its time for you... to let go. Close your eyes and let the peace come. I'm not ready, yet i know, from heaven you'll watch and protect me still. So through my tears I tell you its ok, just close your eyes and let go, and know i love you still, as you fly home with the angels. written 7-21-05 MFP 7 days before my uncle Ted passed

The Awakening
I wished I knew who wrote this. How very true!! The Awakening A time comes in your life when you finally get it. When in the midst of all your fears and insanity you stop dead in your tracks and somewhere the voice inside your head cries out - ENOUGH! Enough fighting and crying or struggling to hold on. And, like a child quieting down after a blind tantrum, your sobs begin to subside, you shudder once or twice, you blink back your tears and through a mantle of wet lashes you begin to look at the world through new eyes. This is your Awakening. You realize that its time to stop hoping and waiting for something to change, or for happiness, safety and security to come galloping over the next horizon. You learn that others may follow you and will share your expectations, but they will also be faced with the same realizations. You come to terms with the fact that he/she is not Prince/Princess Charming and you are not Cinderella and that in the real world there aren't always

Dreamin' Of A New View
so i'm feeling pretty shitty. I'm tired of the same 'ol shit ... Work blowz beyond hard... they're dickin' me around so bad... cutting hours,but yet they want me to do all this b.s. anyway its unimportant. blah. somebody tell me something good.

Love Letter
You're precious, like a flower, just beautiful and unique. You can stop the whole world with a simple touch; take a deep breath, you and me motionless. There's more to this life, I've suddenly found; it's your love that brings me peace. Whatever falls from the tides of life, I know I'll always be by your side. A simple mans words "Precious, It's you I can't live with out you're my everything" Our dark rainy nights, dancing under the stars; cold winter Sundays, all cuddled up; family vacations, exploring life; hand in hand, my wife. Don't look any farther then in my eyes, because here I am, your man.

Romantic Love
Sky as blue as can ever be you smile at me with a big smile because you just love the look on my face when I am confused and irritated. You say it is cute when I am mad, you say it is cute when I pout. I say I love you, you say I love you more then I tell you not possible then you just tell me no but see we always do that. Your in love with me I am in love with you together we are romantic love. Forever we are romantic love and together forever won't ever not be romantic love but will always be in love and happy that we have each other.

I Bruse Easily...
Everyone asks me... Why are you so aprehensive about love? Well to put it simply..... This song says it for me.... this song is by natasha bedingfield title is : I Bruse Easily... My skin is like a map of whare my heart has been and i can't hide the marks its not a negitive thing so i let my guard down drop my defences down by my clothes i'm learning to fall with no safety net to cushion the blow I bruise easyily so be gentle when you handle me theres a mark you leave like a love heart carved on a tree i bruise easily cant scratch the surface without moving me underneath i bruise easily i bruise easily i found your fingerprints on a glass of wine do you know you're leaving them all over this heart of mine too but if i never take this leap of faith i'll never know so i'm learning to fall with no safety net to cushion the blow i bruise easily so be gentle when you handle me

Sexy Turn On
You scored as Whips, Your turn on is the "good ol'" whip. You either like to feel in charge during sex, or you like to feel pain. Sex isn't sex unless it's rough.Whips100% Bondage83% Blind Folds83% Chains/Handcuffs83% Biting83% Blood33% What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Torn Apart
I just can't get my mind off of you All those times I had being with you Missing those eyes and lips everyday Holding you and loving you always I just can't get over you baby girl Why did this have to happen to us Should I keep on or leave it alone Please let me hear you come on now I tried to say good-bye but I cant Your in my heart & dreams baby Can't go another day without you Let this love come true please girl This is about us not the others girl I want to show you the world in & out Let me sit down and tell you about it Let's love again and keep it going on We had so much but how did it end How can we regain this love for us It's weird not being able to hold you Driving me crazy not seeing you now I can't seem to get you off my mind You were my girl but now it's gone You didn't want to say bye but I did I just ask myself everyday why oh why Should I write to you or call you up Maybe it will make us both feel better Just take t

Thinking
Falling is the craziest thing ever Loving somebody is showing love Caring for her means honestly Breaking up just another thing Seeing you with her isn’t good Just have to walk away from it Never thought this would be We could have had something But it didn’t seem to workout You were my fantasy in dreams Just have to let it fade away now Believing it is the easy thing to do Leaving it just always toughest way Never knowing how you feel inside It’s just stirring up and down in it Just have to tell how you want it Keeping it in will hurt it more Letting it out is always good Don’t waste time on anything Practice what you preach girl Never fall for your fanasty Because it’s a dream lover It’s not always a true thing

How Kinky Are You
You scored as Very Kinky, You are very Kinky. Yuo are not over the top but you like kinky arousements and you are willing to try something new every time. You will make a very fun sex partnerVery Kinky100% A Sicko60% Average40% A WUSS !!0% How sexual are youcreated with QuizFarm.com

I Want To Be Poly.
I want to be Poly. I am learning to be poly. This does not mean it come easily for Me. I have to fight My own jealousies to be what I want to be. So bear with Me and please be patient. This is not what I envisioned when I said I wanted an open relationship. What I had in mind was: on occasion you would have a lover or a girlfriend, and occasionally I might do the same. Everything would be above board… maybe once in a while all would get together, hang out, play or whatever the case may be. In that situation, it is easier to fight My natural nature, and keep My jealous, possessive tendencies at bay. In the current situation, it is not so easy. I am doing the best I can with it, but I am still very much in the “ Fake it till you make it” phase. Being in this phase is why I make such a big deal about “not in front of Me”. It just makes it easier on My jealous heart. I know that you have sex with her. I know it is all part of it. So, I deal with it… and ye

Perfect
your kiss. your touch. the way you make me feel it all seems so perfect. Like its too good to be real. You're the only one who knows me both inside and out. You're the only one for me baby without a doubt. I love to hold you in my arms and feel your hands in mine. Your perfect just the way you are theres none other of your kind. The gentle way you kiss me i pray will never end. Remember how we started out as just being friends. Beneath that friendship was so perfect it was sure to grow to love and love it was love sweet love. Its sort of like we're destined. A couple meant to be. Lets keep us going baby heres to you and me.

Whats Love
Love and hate creates a bond between two Making you do things you don't mean too Sorry that I took this chance with you again Made up my mind for the last time about it No more between me and you it's old news I thought it would be easy to let this one go Just remember I'll be better than all your ex We break up to make up I been through this The wrong things you done I got the blame That just isn't love at all we both know that Reason why I wanted to say good-bye to you Because I couldn't take this pain inside of me I tell myself to don't be afraid to just move on Even though we're moving on it's hard on us Just remember she will never love like I loved You just never took the time on our relationship I don't think twice about this happening again Because it's always the same old thing everytime You stuck by my side until you're other came by

Hard Times
Never be afraid to move on now I can't explain the feelings we had Missing the times we had together Knowing it was once our times Hiding all the things I feel inside Wish I could be close to you now Maybe you're come around one day Wanting it so much just can't let go I know it's crazy but I miss all of it Can't be so close to you now girl If I was it would hurt even more Because im not the one you're holding Giving you my word now and forever It's a promise I'll be your friend always There's nothing I wouldn't do about it I like it like that just keep it like this Because practicing everyday how it is In the end this is all you got so keep it Got me thinking about the time we met Can't tell me this isn't real because it is Everybody goes through changes in this Just h

Not Ready
The end is nearing, almost time to say goodbye. I'M NOT READY!! I know you are ready, your fight has been long, and oh so hard and filled with pain. You are ready for the peace that comes. So selfish of me, to want you to stay. It hurts. How can i say goodbye, and be happy for you? The tears come again, like they will never stop. All i can say is.... safe journey, till I see you again. written 7-09-05 MFP for my uncle Ted when we found out he didnt have long left

Sistuations
I just don't know what it is now Knowing you were here now gone Alone is loneliness we go through it The meaning of love is happiness How can we find this mission Tell me more about this situation I really want to know about this Because this is one of my problems You just have to do it to it let it out Don't need to ask where I am from Knowing who I am is all that counts Remembering the time we have met That isn't anything but a good thing The bad thing is you weren't mine How can we make that subject changed Only you and I can work it out as a team Let me hear you out don't be shy about it Everybody has a feeling so what is yours Keep it coming don't let it go away now Show me what you got and I'll show you Don't run or hide it's a scary thing to do Just walk

Cant Get Over You
can’t get over you Category: Writing and Poetry I just can't get my mind off of you All those times I had being with you Missing those eyes and lips everyday Holding you and loving you always I just can't get over you baby Why did this have to happen to us Should I keep on or leave it alone Please let me hear you come on now I tried to say good-bye but I cant Your in my heart & dreams baby Can't go another day without you Let this love come true please baby This is about us not the others girl I want to show you the world in & out Let me sit down and tell you about it Let's love again and keep it going on We had so much but how did it end How can we regain this love for us It's weird not being able to hold you Driving me crazy not seeing you now I can't seem to get you off my mind You were mine but now it's gone You didn't want to say bye but I did I just ask myself everyday why oh why Should I write to you or call you up Mayb

Feelings
It's stirring inside and outside Something been on my mind Can't stop thinking of it now Looking back on it tomorrow Dreaming of you at night time Remembering the days we had Wishing you were close by my side When I see you I get butterflies This is meant to be no lying tonight I had this deep feeling for you baby Your be my best friend until the end Learning a lesson from you is good That's what got us together tonight I'll never leave you I'll die for you Nobody thought never quits on them It stays with you always and forever But sometime just let it out to be told Never lose that love of feeling to it Once it goes away it won't come back Just stick with the best of the best baby Let this love get opened up to the world Showing them what we want and need

That's Not Very Nice. *pouts*
I was just talking to Papote in the hallway and he was asking me how Saturday went and how much did I drink. When I told him he told me that was bullshit, that no one can drink that much and stay sober. Well I did damn it. RUBY! GET HIM! :(

Lovers Or Friends
Let's show them we can do it We been through so much Don't worry about any of it Arguments won't make me go You're all I know in my heart Changing our minds isn't it Just can't stop falling in love Only thing I want is you baby Seem like everybody knows Forget about the rest of them Just want to be alone with you The others is just jealous baby Cause your going home with me If your thinking what I am thinking We can do whatever you like tonight I just want you to know me baby You're my world and everything So serious about me and you now Feeling like you're my soul mate Promising the world to you I'd do Just the simple things that you do Sweetest thing that I have ever known Beautiful being in love with you always

Why
Taking back the time together The arguments and the fighting Why did this have to happen to us Once you left I lost apart of me We said things we didn't mean to say Why couldn't we have fix this situations It's so hard letting this feeling go away Moving on and hustling everyday is so hard Can't seem to get the memories out of my mind Don't know how to put the words to you anymore Can't handle the pain living without you now Should have learned my lesson once you told me Can't eat or sleep at night looking at my phone Love is just a game you play it learn from it Just need to let this feelings i have go away Moving on passing through the days thinking Getting myself out of this situation wasn't easy But I got through it letting go of the memories That is the only way I can do what's right for me

When Soldiers Come Home
subject: When a soldier comes home post date: 2007-10-01 08:14:07 views: 17 comments: 1 ratings: 0 When a soldier comes home, he finds it hard.... ...to listen to his son whine about being bored. ...to keep a straight face when people complain about potholes. ...to be tolerant of people who complain about the hassle of getting ready for work. ...to be understanding when a co-worker complains about a bad night's sleep. ...to be silent when people pray to God for a new car. ...to control his panic when his wife tells him he needs to drive slower. …to be compassionate when a businessman expresses a fear of flying. ...to be grateful that he fights for the freedom of speech. ...to keep from laughing when anxious parents say they're afraid to send their kids off to summer camp. ...to keep from ridiculing someone who complains about hot weather. ...to control his frustration when a colleague gripes about his coffee being cold. ...to rem

Three Some
The game of three somes. It was the other night went to a bar picked up on some hottie. She takes my buddy an myself to her pad an then the games beagan. She was playing the hard to get role. It is so wonderful tho when only thing you have to do is suck on a neck behind ear an they will melt in your hand. So she gave in an had to hard young studs all up in her.

Into The Fire
Into the Fire from Solace (1991) Sarah Mclachlan mother teach me to walk again milk and honey so intoxicating i'm reunited into the fire i am the spark into the night i yearn for comfort open the doors that lead on into eden don't want no cheap disguise i follow the signs marked back to the beginning no more compromise and into the fire i'm reunited into the fire i am the spark into the night i yearn for comfort feel the water that carries me to the sea you i see as my security into the fire i'm reunited into the fire i am the spark into the night i yearn for comfort i will stare at the sun until its light doesn't blind me i will walk unto the fire until its heat doesn't burn me and i will feed the fire into the fire i'm reunited into the fire i am the spark into the night i yearn for comfort

Home
MADE IT HOME SAFE AND SOUND AND HAVE BEEN A LITTLE TIRED TODAY BUT STILL WANTED TO SHOW ALL MY FRIENDS SOME LOVE .. TY TO ALL THE FRIENDS THAT DIDNT FORGET ME WHILE I WAS GONE... HOPE EVERYONES WEEKEND WAS GREAT.... Touch the Darkness @ DarkCasket.com Touch the Darkness @ DarkCasket.com Touch the Darkness @ DarkCasket.com

Shiver
Written by Jamie O'Neal Don't know how you do it Like there's nothing to it You just look my way I lose my composure Don't know what to say I'm overwhelmed You smile, I melt Shiver, tremble, I never No I never onc felt so much It shakes me how you take me Deeper then I've ever been It's to the core Under my skin I Shiver I love the way your whisper Slowly, softly lingers In my ear You move a little lower The world starts Spinning slower Then it disappears Your lips so close We kiss almost Just barely touch But that's enough To make me Shiver, tremble, I never No I never onc felt so much It shakes me how you take me Deeper then I've ever been It's to the core Under my skin I Shiver It shakes me How you take me Deeper than I've ever been It's to the core Under my skin I Shiver Shiver Shiver, tremble, I never No I never can felt so much It shakes me how you take me Deeper then I've ever be

Ok **girls** You Wanna??
HERE'S HOW THE TAGS WOULD LOOK,IF YOUR INTERESTED IN BEING IN OUR BRIGADE I'LL MAKE YOU A TAG,AND ON DAYS YOU FEEL LIKE BEING A **BRAT** WEAR YOUR TAG AND THEN THAT ALSO LET'S MASTER KNOW WHAT KIND OF MOOD YOU IN!!!! I LOVE YOU I HOPE WE CAN HAVE FUN WITH THIS!!! LOVE,**QUEEN BRAT**

Not Looking Good
Just figured I'd give ya'll and update. Got an e-mail from my Uncle Donald this morning concerning my Uncle Michel....."They stopped his special antibiotics over the weekend because his hemoglobin was 60 (in a normally healthy person they should be 12-15), his platelets 18 (normal healthy is 150 to 450 and below 20 is considered life threatening), and his White Blood Cell Count was 1,97. Got 2 days of Albumin and 4 units of blood last night. Should have results of cultures back today, but they have also found an infection in his blood. Pain is getting worse, he is taking Oxy every 3 hrs and this morning they gave him morphine. We have started discussing that this may be time to go home. Terry (a very old and dear friend of theirs) surprised us on Saturday and Michel told him it was the end and most likely he would not see him again."My Aunt is planning on going up there tomorrow morning and will keep my mom informed. I will let you know more as I do but please, at this point, just pray

Y= Yes N= No M= Maybe
y = Yes n = No m= Maybe Would you? Will you? [_] give me your number? (_ _ _) _ _ _- _ _ _ _ [_] kiss me? [_] let me kiss you? [_] watch a porn movie with me? [_] take me out to dinner? [_] let me drive you somewhere? [_] take a shower with me? [_] buy me a drink? [_] take me home for the night? [_] let me sleep in your bed? [_] Sing car karaoke w/ me? [_] re-post this for me to answer your questions? [_] Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere? [_] Lock me in your room and take advantage of me? [_] let me make you breakfast? [_] help me with homework? [_] tickle me? [_] let me tickle you? [_] stick up for me if i was being put down? [_] get wasted with me? [_] instant message me? [_] greet me in public? [_] hang out with me? [_] bring me around your friends? [_] make out with me? [_] in public? [_] fuck me or get fucked by me? [_] in public? D0 Y0U... [_] think im cute? [_] think im hott? [_] want to kiss

Fubar At It's Best.....lol
Once again I show no stash/pictures in any of the folders I open, which is really starting to piss me off. It's been like this since 8am an yet has not fixed itself. Same shit happen to me yesterday, I have peoples asking where did all my shit go an well I reply it's a FUBAR glitch. Anyways I may have to contact them to see what the hell is going on with it and when will it be back up!

Hugs Hugs Hugs All Have A Great Week And Today Is Awsome ; Its A Day Thy Lord Bless All With >.
Give thanks to Thy Lord ;He does love you , put away things of this world and walk in Christ to an Eternal Life Today... . Be ready today and always . Cause we know not the Hour or day Or when; Our Lord will come for us ;to call us home or take us home. Have thy heart alway,s ready and wiling to go.Jesus Christ Comes soon.. hugs diana

Preschool
so our oldest son will start preschool on thurday of this week. yeah he started late but we are finally settled into the town here so he had to be a little late. Its so crazy that he is starting school he grew up way too fast. Im excited for him because he has been wanting to go to school forever. I hope he likes it!!

Cant Stand Waiting
okay thursday night i was rolling, and went to the bar with my girl dixie (friend not girl friend) and this is now causing a fight between me and seth because i could have so given him both my pills and watched him have a good time anyway...i met a Southie and if u all dont know what that is u need to wow (its someone from south boston) the accents are sexy as hell... and we had an istant connection and all, i cant wait to be able tocall. then comes moving down to sd with my dad which sucks because all out stuff in still in srorage so thats no nothing in the house for a week or two arrrrgg never seems to get ahead, and heather says i screwed her that stupid bitch didnt lie then we wouldnt be here cuz now more and more im liking oceanside and down want to leave and could have a job right now and be working and going out and loving it but now that selfish bitch fmessed it up

Been Thinking Of You
when i first saw you, you smiled and your eyes smiled too, i couldnt help smile back...Your voice seemed so angelic and soft when you spoke introducing yourself to me. I was hypnotized by you and my heart skippe a beat, and when we shook hands a rush came over me, i was speechless, my mouth went dry...i sputtered out words and all i could say was i love you....You looked so stunned but held your ground and smiled and said thats sweet of you! you embraced me and smiled again, saying its alright and we laughed. Yes i have been thinking of you, i see you in my thoughts with me hand in hand, at a beach someplace, or at the ocean, or someplace quiet and seclusive, looking at the starry night and the moon shining bright, yes i have been thinking of you, i dont know where you are, but in my heart you will always be, thought of, loved, and with me always.

Another
Within a child’s innocent heart it was there. A seed in my memory. Who were you then? What name did I give you? Nevertheless I know it was you And now, like a spirit, You linger and tempt me. A haunting reminder, In action and in words, of all that I had ever wanted for myself; when the world still held a subtle beauty and the future had yet to etch a single path. I loved you then. in different sounds. Unable to form the words To express my yearnings or Of how I couldn’t bear the hurt Your words could cause. And I love you now for showing me the world in it’s endless light. Letting me once again touch the moment in my youth that made me feel alive and full of dreams.

Contest Ending On Friday
Hey all my awesome friends, hope you are all doing great. The contest I am in end this Friday, October 5th and I am over 3000 points behind. I still have a cast on my one hand but have been trying my best to bomb my picture to try to catch up to first place. If anyone has some spare time and could just rate my picture and leave a comment or two I would really appreciate it. Thanks to everyone who has helped me so far I would never be in second place if it weren't for everyone helping me!! :) Hugzzzz and love to y'all!! Kassidy Link:

My Bikcycle
It has been so long since i saw my frined pete. Makes me sad how friends just come and go like we are disposable people. one time me and pete got kicked off the schol bus because we set lose a snake but it was not even poisoned. then we rode our bikes for a while. I always liked pete and wonder what happened to him because he owes me $5 and i need it back now!

Thanks To Everyone!!
I just wanted to extend a big thank you to everyone who helped in the contest, I got nowhere near winning but that's ok. I'm not sure if I ever want to do a bombing contest again lol it wasn't all that fun when i didn't have the time to sit down and bomb the way i would have liked. So thanks again to all who helped and congratulations to the winners!

Here Is The Latest
ok..the room mate from hell is out....but the bills she racked up still remain...still on at the library....trying to get back as soon as i can...but dont know when that will be given the bills she racked up....please be patient as i try and get back...this frustrating to me like you wouldnt believe....just when i think her damage is finally under control..something else pops up...im trying...anyway thats the latest Eric

Monday Sucks
I Went out for a walk today in the park and saw an old man fedinga squeril and i wondered if he was poisoning them. maybe. I want to tell everyone the burying the dead cat was a one time shot and not my new job.

People Not Blocking Me?
Sorry, forgot to mark the 1st one NSFW. I hate people in general I think ... (from bottom to top) All cause he said his mumms were stupid and I basically agreed, in a sarcastic way as always. ->~DJ Philbu...: i'm not giving up ... you are boring and not worth it ~DJ Philbu...: you are the weekiest link you are giveing up....hahahahahaha ->~DJ Philbu...: i'm not giving up ... you are boring and not worth it ~DJ Philbu...: you are the weekiest link you are giveing up....hahahahahaha ->Sphere Fre...: well okay then ... you are now boring and the waekest link ... goodbye ~DJ Philbu...: mouth....i do not block i am not scared ~DJ Philbu...: so do i till ppl like you run your moth ->Sphere Fre...: come on and block me fucktard ... you know you want to ->Sphere Fre...: me dj philburg, me no talk like adult ~DJ Philbu...: i just got done it your class time ->Sphere Fre...: cause I'm sarcastic and joking 99% of the time ... yea, you're right ... isn't it time for recess? ~DJ

Black Crows- Let Her Be
Let her cry She sits alone by a lamppost Trying to find a thought thats escaped her mind She says dads the one I love the most But stipes not far behind She never lets me in Only tell me wheres shes been When shes had too much to drink I say that I dont care I just run my hands Through her dark hair and then I pray to god You gotta help me fly away And just... Let her cry...if the tears fall down like rain Let her sing...if it eases all her pain Let her go...let her walk right out on me And if the sun comes up tomorrow Let her be...let her be. This morning I woke up alone Found a note by the phone Saying maybe, maybe Ill be back some day I wanted to look for you You walked in I didnt know just what I should do So I sat back down and had a beer and felt sorry for Myself. Let her cry...if the tears fall down like rain Let her sing...if it eases all her pain Let her go...let her walk right out on me And if the sun comes up tomorrow Let her be...let he

Nice Guys
Ode to the Nice Guys This is a tribute to the nice guys. The nice guys that finish last, that never become more than friends, that endure hours of whining and bitching about what assholes guys are, while disproving the very point. This is dedicated to those guys who always provide a shoulder to lean on but restrain themselves to tentative hugs, those guys who hold open doors and give reassuring pats on the back and sit patiently outside the changing room at department stores. This is in honor of the guys that obligingly reiterate how cute/beautiful/smart/funny/sexy their female friends are at the appropriate moment, because they know most girls need that litany of support. This is in honor of the guys with open minds, with laid-back attitudes, with honest concern. This is in honor of the guys who respect a girl’s every facet, from her privacy to her theology to her clothing style. This is for the guys who escort their drunk, bewildered female friends back from parties and never t

Hey Yall!!!!
what's up? not much going on here i dont have the internet at home right now not till this week or this weekend sometime. i cant wait to have the internet back. i miss talkin to all my friends it's been at least 5 months now. well just wanted to say... MISSED YALL!!!!! love always, amanda aka mandy xoxoxoxoxox

Hinder-better Than Me
I think you can do much better than me After all the lies I made you believe Guilt kicks in and I start to see The edge of the bed Where your nightgown used to be I told myself I wouldn't miss you But I remembered What it feels like beside you I really miss your hair in my face And the way your innocence tastes And I think you should know this You deserve much better than me While looking through your old box of notes I found those pictures i took That you were looking for If there's one memory I don't want to lose That time at the mall You and me in the dressing room I told myself I won't miss you But I remembered What it feels like beside you I really miss your hair in my face And the way your innocence tastes And I think you should know this You deserve much better than me The bed I'm lying in is getting colder Wish I never would've said it's over And I can't pretend that I won't think about you when I'm older Cause we neve

Follow This!
Here are SOME ways to stop the Haters and downrates .As of late Many people are asking what to do.Please Keep one or two pictures in your Default album.Mark the other folders of yourself and your family Friends or FAMILY ONLY!Block RIPS set your profile setting to friends only comments.This way the only thing they can do is RATE your profile and Primary picture and /or Salute.Even make your BLOGS frieds only.You can leave other albums open like funny images.Another Idea is when you LOG into FUBAR open your Images to all ...when your leave set them back to private!As for Stalkers set your shout box to FRIENDS ONLY and when they send you mail,click BLOCK SENDER !DO NOT RESPOND BACK !!

Guns N' Roses-patience
(1..2...1,2,3,4) Shed a tear 'cause I'm missing you I'm still alright to smile Girl, I think about you every day now Was a time when I wasn't sure But you set my mind at ease There is no doubt you're in my heart now Said woman take it slow It'll work itself out fine All we need is just a little patience Said sugar make it slow And we'll come together fine All we need is just a little patience (inhale) Patience... Ooh, oh, yeah Sit here on the stairs 'Cause I'd rather be alone If I can't have you right now, I'll wait dear Sometimes, I get so tense But I can't speed up the time But you know, love, there's one more thing to consider Said woman take it slow Things will be just fine You and I'll just use a little patience Said sugar take the time 'Cause the lights are shining bright You and I've got what it takes to make it We won't fake it, Oh never break it 'Cause I can't take it ...little patience, mm yeah, ooh yeah, Need a little patience, yeah Just a

Here And Tired
well, I am here and very tired. I am tired of the boxes!! Everywhere I turn there are boxes to be unpacked or boxes that are unpacked and just sitting here empty! In my way! I did get my son's bedroom done. All of his toys are out and put away...for now, until he gets up from nap. My daughter went to her new school today. I am anxious to see how it went. Her room will be done later when she gets home. She has so much stuff to put out! How can a 13 year old accumulate so much stuff!?!?! The rest of the house will get done one day at a time. and after we get everything in its place we will get some pics up so you can see what we bought...what we went in debt for...we love it though! It is a quiet little town and only about 30 minutes away from the bigger cities of Anderson or Greenville. Well, I must be going again....hope everyone is having a wonderful Monday~! ~~smooches~~

What Do You Do
What do you do when your one true love says she found another. what do you do when you feel like half a person. What do you do when you feel your strength failing. What do you do when you steel a hug to get through the day. What do you do when you want nothing more than to hold her all night. What do you do when you no longer know what to do. What do you do when you can't stop thinking of her. What do you do when life falls apart. What do you do when you'd do anything to make it right. What do you do What would you do What can I do

Thank You So Much.
This poem was written for me by a wonderful friend of mine. She wrote this because she knows all that has been going on in my life and how much thigs have been messed up. I want to say thank you so much Sam, you are such a dear and wonderful friend and I can't thank you enough for this, it has touched me very much. You know that I appreciate this very very much. Shane -It's His Life- Broken and about to fall. This guy is tired of it all. His constant struggle, trying to fit in. Keeping to himself, so quiet and silent. Pushed aside, ignored and stripped of pride. He just wants to live his life, not a lie. Burdens pound on him, people yell at him. Crying and sighing, everyday he feels like he's dying. Living a life of hell, just wishing things would go well. He just wants it all to go away, and live his life his way. His life story, none of their concern. Haunted in his sleep, by his horrible past. When will it go away? he prays and prays. He will pick himsel

End Of Watch: Monday, August 15, 1966
Patrolman Jerry Edwin Trimmer Henrico County Police Department Virginia End of Watch: Monday, August 15, 1966 Biographical Info Age: Not available Tour of Duty: Not available Badge Number: Not available Incident Details Cause of Death: Automobile accident Date of Incident: Monday, August 15, 1966 Weapon Used: Not available Suspect Info: Not available Patrolman Trimmer was killed in an accident while responding to an assistance call.

End Of Watch: Wednesday, December 22, 1948
Patrolman Welford Early Green Henrico County Police Department Virginia End of Watch: Wednesday, December 22, 1948 Biographical Info Age: Not available Tour of Duty: Not available Badge Number: Not available Incident Details Cause of Death: Gunfire Date of Incident: Wednesday, December 22, 1948 Weapon Used: Shotgun Suspect Info: Not available Patrolman Welford Green was shot and killed after responding to a domestic dispute at a local restaurant. While the officer was talking with the parties, the male was able to grab a shotgun and open fire, killing Patrolman Green.

Garth Brooks- More Than A Memory
People say she's only in my head Gonna take time but I'll forget Say I need to get on with my life What they don't realize Is when you're dialing 6 numbers just to hang up the phone Driving cross town just to see if she's home Waking a friend in the dead of the night just to hear him say it'll be alright dapslyrics When you're finding things to do at night, not fall asleep (?) Know she will be there in your dreams that's when she's more than a memory took a page to everything she ever wrote(?) watched every word go up in smoke tore all her pictures off the wall that aint helping me at all 'Cause when you're talking out loud to nothing but air you look like hell and you just don't care you're drinking more than you ever drank and sinking down lower than you ever sank then you find yourself falling on your knees shaking your fist, begging "please" that's when she's more than a memory People say she's only in my head Gonna take time but I'll forget but wh

Venting
Well I'm here to vent. Maybe you all can help me out here. But I just don’t get men at all. Can someone tell me what ever happened to common courtesy? If you say your will do something then do it. If you dont want to talk then say so.... You know we are all big girls and can handle the truth, BUT you need to be truthful with us. There are some people out there who say what they mean and I am one of them.

End Of Watch: Sunday, September 8, 1946:
Officer Lewis Ray Beddow Henrico County Police Department Virginia End of Watch: Sunday, September 8, 1946 Biographical Info Age: 33 Tour of Duty: 2 years Badge Number: Not available Incident Details Cause of Death: Vehicular assault Date of Incident: Sunday, September 8, 1946 Weapon Used: Automobile Suspect Info: Sentenced to 1 year Officer Beddow was struck and killed by a drunk driver while conducting a traffic stop. The drunk driver fled the scene but was later apprehended. He was sentenced to 1 year in jail in connection with Officer Beddow's death. Officer Beddow had served with the agency for 2 years. He was survived by his expectant wife.

Why?
Most of my friends know that I struggle with an addiction to drinking. I have joked at times that I was an alcoholic, but I have to face the truth. I had secretly been trying to clean up my act. I considered myself lucky that I have been semi-prepared, responsible and rational while out having my fun. I had never had anything catastrophic happen to me but I was doing foolish shit that was hurting the man I love…and since I love him more than I love myself, I made a commitment to stop drinking. My cousin called me late Saturday evening and asked if I could come get him and his friends from a bar because their designated driver hadn’t shown up. My cousin has been gone for 4 years so finally being of age and around old friends was a huge thing for him. I went in to find the celebrating idiots after having to hunt him down for 2 hours. Once I found the group, an old friend of my cousin's bought me a beer. Being that I was and still am very serious about not drinking, but not wanting to

The First Lost In My Departments History
Police Officer John H. Yarbrough Henrico County Police Department Virginia End of Watch: Saturday, July 6, 1895 Biographical Info Age: 35 Tour of Duty: 10 months Badge Number: Not available Incident Details Cause of Death: Gunfire Date of Incident: Wednesday, July 3, 1895 Weapon Used: Gun; Unknown type Suspect Info: Not available Officer Yarbrough succumbed to a gunshot wound sustained three days earlier on the Chesapeake and Ohio Railroad tracks near Chestnut Hills. Officer Yarbrough had been patrolling the area as a result of thefts from box-cars in the previous days. While walking near a train, a man stepped from behind a box-car and shot Officer Yarbrough in the stomach. The suspect then fled the scene. Several neighbors who heard the shots took Officer Yarbrough to the Virginia Hospital where he died three days later. Officer Yarbrough received his appointment only 10 months earlier. He was survived by his wife, three children, mother, and brother.

End Of Watch: August 19, 1994
Officer John Patrick Harris Henrico County Police Department VirginiaFriday, End of Watch: August 19, 1994 Biographical Info Age: 26 Tour of Duty: Not available Badge Number: Not available Incident Details Cause of Death: Automobile accident Date of Incident: Friday, August 19, 1994 Weapon Used: Not available Suspect Info: Not available Officer Harris was killed in an accident when his patrol car collided with a truck.

End Of Tour Thursday, November 8, 1984
Patrolman Donald A. Stillman Henrico County Police Department Virginia End of Watch: Thursday, November 8, 1984 Biographical Info Age: 28 Tour of Duty: 7 years Badge Number: Not available Incident Details Cause of Death: Gunfire Date of Incident: Thursday, November 8, 1984 Weapon Used: Officer's handgun Suspect Info: Sentenced to life Patrolman Stillman was shot and killed after pursuing a suspect who had just sexually assaulted a woman. He was on patrol with a ride along in a residential area which was under construction when he noticed a suspicious vehicle parked on the street. Unbeknownst to Patrolman Stillman, the suspect had just finished assaulting the woman he had abducted from a nearby gas station. As he approached the vehicle the victim ran to Officer Stillman and the suspect ran into nearby woods. Patrolman Stillman pursued him and apprehended him. Before the suspect was handcuffed a struggle ensued and the suspect gained control of Patrolman Stillman's

End Of Tour Tuesday, August 8, 1978
Patrolman Barry Wayne Maham Henrico County Police Department Virginia End of Watch: Tuesday, August 8, 1978 Biographical Info Age: 32 Tour of Duty: 3 years Badge Number: 222 Incident Details Cause of Death: Gunfire Date of Incident: Patrolman Barry Wayne Maham Henrico County Police Department Virginia End of Watch: Tuesday, August 8, 1978 Biographical Info Age: 32 Tour of Duty: 3 years Badge Number: 222 Incident Details Cause of Death: Gunfire Date of Incident: Tuesday, August 8, 1978 Weapon Used: Shotgun Suspect Info: Not available Patrolman Maham was shot and killed after he and his partner responded to a domestic disturbance. As the officers were speaking to the female party on the steps the husband swung the door opened and fired a shotgun, striking Patrolman Maham in the torso. Patrolman Maham had served with the agency for 3 years. He was survived by his wife and two children. Weapon Used: Shotgun Suspect Info: Not available Patrol

Today
is going by nice and fast. hallelujah for that though. blah, i think when i get home i'm gonna meet my sister on the porch singing the song she sang drunk as a skunk on saturday night. with luvy of course. lol maybe i'll even have ma join in. so what are we doing today fubar? :D

Yet Another Loser!
->nida: and you have no idea how much of a woman i really am.....you wont even get a sniff of me.....done . footsweepe...: you have no idea what a winner i am, no clue footsweepe...: im fukn 25, 27 year olds, doesnt matter, they are legal dude ->nida: fuck you idiot....i am not a dude and you are a child begging for tits for a kid that cout be your own child.........loser. footsweepe...: people love to look at car wrecks too lol footsweepe...: wasnt begging, you just want to think so footsweepe...: you know a boyfriend would be too much to ask for footsweepe...: no wonder you are looking for a lover footsweepe...: I am milked dry footsweepe...: i saw so much 27yr old tits and ass last night footsweepe...: especially from a girl who could be a dude ->nida: at 44 even on your birthday you shouldnt be begging to see tits and ass. ->nida: rochester ny....western ny footsweepe...: kansas, u? ->nida: happy birthday!!

Pain
For those of you who care or want to know why I have strange status sayings, I have some major health issues. I take 14 meds a day. I am a diabetic (another term for human pin cushion), I have OA in my knees, RA in my hands, spine, hips, and shoulders. I have Fibromyagia, a rapid heart rate among other things. SO if I don't stay on much and leave strange status messages, it's just what I live with.

Jealous Ppl
This blog is for people who can't let go of the past and move on. Please stop stalking us! We have moved on with our life, and we are very happy and don't need you or your illness in our lives. Jealousy and envy are obviously one in the same. These emotions are a want for something you don’t have or cannot measure up to. It’s no coincidence that if you feel envious, you’re said to be “green with envy,” and if you feel jealous, you’re experiencing the “green-ey’d monster.” “Green” actually means sick. Hope for your sake you get well soon! =) Renee

Anothe From My Department
Officer William Herman Edwards III Henrico County Police Department Virginia End of Watch: Monday, February 2, 1998 Biographical Info Age: 50 Tour of Duty: 30 years Badge Number: Not available Incident Details Cause of Death: Motorcycle accident Date of Incident: Monday, February 2, 1998 Weapon Used: Automobile; Commercial Suspect Info: Not available Patrolman Edwards was killed while providing funeral escort for a Hanover County, Virginia, sheriff's deputy. The accident occurred when a flat bed truck pulled in front of the procession and struck the motorcycle that Patrolman Edwards was riding. He was pronounced dead at the scene. He is survived by his wife and five children.

The Farce Of Scientology
Let's start with the origin of the name. "Scientology", broken down into its corest definition, is "the study of knowledge". Wow, can it get more vague? Hubbard apparently once stated that it is impossible to truly know anything. To me, that's saying that no one has a right to grasp knowledge and possess it. Um, that explains scientific theories in general, but they are called theories because they are UNPROVEN. The idea that we are all eternal beings of pure energy that outlive our bodies makes a kind of sense, since the facts of science back it up, along with people having visions of past lives and such. The human mind is an energy field, and energy doesn't vanish. It disperses. This also explains ghost sightings, as ghosts all have a certain level of electrical energy. Now what screams "scam" to me is the fact that Scientology uses a machine called an E-Meter to resolve stress in our minds. Um, hate to say it, but WE HUMANS INVENTED THAT MACHINE, and humans by nature

Why Do Men Hurt Females
I DONT UNDERSTAND I WALKED AWAY 9 YRS AGO ..I SAID GOOD BY AND FOR A SHORT TIME I WAS SAFE THE PAIN DIDNT COME...FIST POUNDING AND HANDS SLAPPING MY THROAT TO SORE TO SPEAK FROM THE BEGGING HIM NOT TO HIT NO MORE ...NO MORE BRUISED BODY OR BATTERED SOUL...AND...HE FOUND ME ONCE AGAIN TO DO WHAT HE COULD TO BRING DOWN THE WALL I HAVE FAUGHT SO HARD TO KEEP ERRECTED NOW I WEAR THOSE SAME BRUISES AND THE PAIN AND BETRAYAL ARE THERE THOUGH HE RESIDES NOW IN A JAIL CELL IT CANT GIVE ME BACK MY DIGNITY OR MY SELF WORTH IT MAKES ME WONDER WHY...WHY DO MEN HIT FEMALES...WHY DO THEY HURT THE ONES THAT LOVED THEM THE MOST..I DIDNT CHEAT OR LIE I WAS JUST A FEATHER CAUGHT UP IN THE WIND

Mia For Awhile
i'M LETTING ALL MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY KNOW THAT I WILL BE GOING AWAY FOR A WEEK TO PARENTS HOUSE TO FIND A NEW PLACE TO LIVE. i DONT THINK I WILL HAVE ACCESS TO COMPUTER AS HER'S IN THE CRAPPER. ( I MIGHT TAKE MY TOWER ) SO PLEASE LEAVE ME SOME LOVE AND KEEPS YOUR FINGERS CROSSED THAT I FOUND A NEW APARTMENT. LOTS OF LOVE NANCY AKA LADYGRAY

"never Forget"
USS New York... It was built with 24 tons of scrap steel from the World Trade Center . It is the fifth in a new class of warship - designed for missions that include special operations against terrorists. It will carry a crew of 360 sailors and 700 combat-ready Marines to be delivered ashore by helicopters and assault craft. Steel from the World Trade Center was melted down in a foundry in Amite , LA to cast the ship's bow section. When it was poured into the molds on Sept. 9, 2003, "those big rough steel workers treated it with total reverence," recalled Navy Capt. Kevin Wensing, who was there. "It was a spiritual moment for everybody there." Junior Chavers, foundry operations manager, said that when the trade center steel first arrived, he touched it with his hand and the "hair on my neck stood up." "It had a big meaning to it for all of us," he said. "They knocked us down. They can't keep us down. We're going to be back." The ship's motto? "Never Forget" Please keep this going so ev

Random? Acts Of Stupidity
This will prolly be an on running thing I keep adding too beings shit seems to happen all the time. I'll just start with the more recent. I figure two things might come out of this. First someone might get a laugh. Second someone might realize they are a dumbass and might become aware of what they are doing in public. HA! SUV Driver Ya know a good buddy said to the effect that "people lose IQ points when they drive an SUV" and I always agreed. And here's further proof. I went yesterday (10/04/07) to K-mart for some good ole toothpaste. Should have been a very easy trip. Well as I'm progressing through the parking lot I've got some broad driving a Lincoln Navigator coming at me. (shared throughway) I moved further to the right, near as I could to the parked cars. Which wasn't good enough for this fucking cunt. She still had to swerve around me, and I think she was trying to bitch me out but I couldn't tell, I was hypnotized by the rolls of chins slapping up and down.

From My Department
A Henrico County police officer died in the line of duty while responding to a call near Virginia Center Commons. Police have identified the officer as 26-year-old Andre Booker. They say he was answering a call at a Henrico County shopping center when he was involved in what can only be described as a bizarre accident. Officer Booker's cruiser was pulled from a Henrico pond nearly 10 hours after it came to rest at the bottom. Around 2:00am, he and other officers were responding to a call of shots being fired in the parking lot of the O'Charley's Restaurant at The Creek at Virginia Center Shopping Center on Route 1. While backing his car up to block the exit, something went wrong. He crashed through a fence and into the frigid waters of the pond. Several officers jumped in the water to try to retrieve him from his vehicle, but they were unsuccessful. Police and fire officials say the car came to rest under 20 to 25 feet of water. Officer Booker spent nearly an hour and a

Lead Is Slim But It's Baaaack!!!!
Thanks to everyone that has worked so hard over the last 12 hours to help us regain the lead....right now it's right around 500. Anyone that would like to help a wonderful GREAT guy (me! LOL) please click the link below. As many comments as you can leave is appreciated!!! Much love to all my friends!! Coach

Saying Goodbye
Too many ppl live in the past n think about how it used 2 be n think of "what if I wouldve done this differently or if this didnt happen 2 me I wonder how I wouldve turned out?" They are so hellbent on the past but 4get about the now n what now COULD be.... The past is apart of us n has helped shape or break who we are now.. The now is what we need 2 look to n try 2 break old habits n start new things that can makes us better. Trying new things is good but being stuck in ur old ways of doing things n thinking will get u nowhere. N we need 2 make the best of things now. Instead of dwelling in the past n bringing up the past everytime an argument breaks out. N stop comparing ur past to others bc it wont help. Everyone has different experiences no one experiences is worth then others. Bad shyt happens but comparing ur bad life 2 someone elses n making ur life seem like the worst wont get ne one ne where. Saying "well this happen 2 me n i am going thru this" wont make ppl feel sorry. Or if

Im Just Me
I am just a guy iam no one special i live and love the life i have tho isit behind a monitor and type words in the tiny box, u can criticize me or critque me it doesnt matter to me, for iam just me. i may not be the handsomest person in here, but my heart is pure gold, i love the ones who love me my family and my friends, on and or offline, im just me. so when u see me come on just say hi how ya doin, chat with me all you like but iam no one special who holds themselves high. hey im just me :)

Dragon;s Den....now Open!!!!
Dragon's Den loungeThe Newest, hottest lounge on Fubar!Come see And play; Open 24/7 Come have a party and chat with new friendsBring a friend and have fun!The first 50 people to join get a gift! click on either picture to come to the lounge!

Just Reminding
well folks today is going to be my last day on here for a while i will be going for my surgery in the morning and i should be back home any where between the 6th and the 8th. but probably won't get on line till a few days after that. so don't think i left for ever...lol i'll be on and off here most of the day hugs and kisses to all my friends out there

Should I Have Told Him I'm Not A Psychologist?
again with the fettish crap again from the shoutbox, read the bottom line first. ->jay_blaze: I need mine right now jay_blaze: hello there......might u be willing to help me with my panty fetish???? please????? I'm thinking I should have told him he needs to find REAL help instead of e-help.

5164
Looking back now it's all I see. I screaming at him, yelling for him to run faster and watch out. He looks like frogger trying to get across, confused, ready to run but with no where to go. All of the sudden he looks up and it's like we connect I yell GO! and he dashes off....running faster and faster. Dodging every obstacle coming his way, the passes made at him are like breezes just giving him that extra push. Going Going Going TOUCHDOWN! I jump up crying and screaming, the hotwings flying through the air, beer splashing like waves hitting the side of a cliff showering us all. WE SCORED! ahh if only every game was like that.

Searching For A Vessel
The Master was searching for a vessel to use; On the shelf there were many - which one would He choose? Take me, cried the gold one, I'm shiny and bright, I'm of great value and I do things just right. My beauty and lustre will outshine the rest And for someone like You, Master, gold would be the best! The Master passed on with no word at all; He looked at a silver urn, narrow and tall; I'll serve You, dear Master, I'll pour out Your wine And I'll be at Your table whenever You dine, My lines are so graceful, my carvings so true, And my silver will always compliment You. Unheeding the Master passed on to the brass, It was widemouthed and shallow, and polished like glass. Here! Here! cried the vessel, I know I will do, Place me on Your table for all men to view. Look at me, called the goblet of crystal so clear, My transparency shows my contents so dear, Though fragile am I, I will serve You with pride, And I'm sure I'll be happy in Your house to abide. The Mast

I Need Your Help
My good friend who has done alot for me and alot of other people on Fubar needs comments. I am asking that you please come and show him some love with comments. He has a samll lead so even if you left one comment I would appreciate it. But please come help me I would love to see him win he will get a 3 month VIP if he wins help me please!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The Truth About My Ex
Well the truth always comes out and i found out that after i helped pay for him to go to ks to take care of some stuff he needed to take care of he acutally went to stay with someone else and made her his gf and cheated on me....he lied about where he was at and who he was with and totally played me..i kinda figured thats part of the reason we broke up but i did not want to believe it. He claimed that she was just a friend and that she is controlling him and NOT his gf but yesterday he addmitted that he wants to stay with her and was lying. So im hurt but happy to know the truth it will help me move on.

One Love(song Of The Lion) Pat Benatar
Once there was a man And he lived to sing the lion's song As he traveled on the road of hope One love is the light,shining over every mountain top It will lead us to higher ground One day every heart will beat strong against the night Let it be done now Once there was a man And his words became a song of love And his song became the golden dream One love is light,shining over everyone that believes It will lead us to the higher ground One day every eye will see truth before the light Let it be done right now Some wait,so long Because our love is strong This hard road traveled on will lead us home,forever Hear the lion's song voices cryin'like desert wind Yeah tonight,for we truly are one in our hearts colors woven in the golden dream one day every eye will see truth before the light Let it be done right now One day every voice will speak strong against the night Let it be one right now So let it be we are the children of a thousand days, we are th

Another Set Of Randomness
1. Are you into anyone? very much so 2. Have you kissed somebody in the last 2 weeks? yes 3. Who was the last friend in your room? joe and davor 4. Miss someone? Yes one of my best friend left me to finish school overseas 5. How's your ex doing? Do you care? hes okay, no i dont care that much 6. Is there someone you want to fight? yep, but its not really worth the time 7. What shirt were you wearing when your last kiss took place? a black shirt, i was at work 8. Song playing? paramore 9. What are you doing tomorrow? working waiting on tables.... blah 10. Do you know what sodomy is? yes..hehehe 11. What's annoying you right now? nothing 12. Do you want to go back to high school? hell no i never showed up the first time 13. What are you doing tonight? hanging out kicking back relaxing and spending time with kevin 15. Who did you ride in a car with last? kevin and joe 16. Are you tired? iam always tired 17. Who will you be with

Need Rain..................
I have a special request to make to everybody on here specially the Wicans and American Indians that can do spells or whatever This is the worst drought Ive seen since Ive been here Everything is turning brown the trees and plants are dieing and worse the lakes and etc really look pathetic We used to get torrential rain downpours storm warnings by the ton. This keeps up the Carolinas will no longer be green. WE need rain and for it to blizzard and white out in the mountains this winter to bring it back to normal. LET ITTTT RAINNNN..........

Sup2b A Friend?!
Okay,im going complain on here just cause i can!... so neways.. everyone has friends,im not sayin i dont,but i have one in paticular that pisses me off,... honestly at this point im not sure if i should consider it a friendship anymore... just cause when i wanna hang out or do something they are always busy makin a lie to me...then come to find out,i happen to be out and that person is out too...for one ,if your a friend you shouldnt lie right?! .. cause your just going to live that lie for the rest of your life.....also that person calls me a best friend, but comes and asks me how im doin?! um,hello , you have a fuckn phone,..you cant pick it up?! oh wait cause your just soo busy makin lies to me hanging out with others?! ..am i not good enough anymore?! like wtf ?! Oh and when you start dating someone i understand your trying to know that person better..so yeah your going to be with that person's ass for a little while.. but dont forget about your friends,.. those are the people

The Top 50 Sexiest Men Of Fubar By Popular Vote!!!
">wmode="transparent">" LADIES AND GENTLEMEN, THIS IS WHAT YOU HAVE ALL BEEN WAITING FOR!!! FOR DAYS NOW, YOU HAVE SHOUTED TO ME, EMAILED ME, NOMINATED PEOPLE, AND ALL BUT WHORED YOURSELVES OUT FOR THE CHANCE TO SEE YOUR FRIENDS ON HERE! SOME OF YOU ARE JUST DYING TO SEE WHO FUBAR IS GOING TO PICK AS THE SEXIEST MEN AND WOMEN!!! WELL, HERE YOU GO! BEFORE YOU GO RATING, FANNING, AND ADDING ALL THESE SEXY MOTHERF*CKERS, YOU HAD BETTER GET TO THE PAGE OF THE MAN THAT MADE ALL OF THIS POSSIBLE! HE SPONSORED ALL OF THIS BY GETTING ME THE HAPPY HOUR AND MAKING IT ALL COME TOGETHER!!! FOR THOSE OF YOU THAT DON'T KNOW HIM, IT IS MY PLEASURE TO BRING TO YOU D.J. 'Demon Eyes' Johnson Demon Eyes@ fubar PLEASE RATE HIM, FAN HIM, AND ADD HIM!!! SHOW HIM ALL THE LOVE YOU POSSIBLY CAN, HE IS IN IRAQ RIGHT NOW FIGHTING FOR THE RIGHT FOR ALL OF US TO BE SITTING HERE LUSTING AFTER EACH OTHER! NOW THE MOMENT YOU HAVE ALL BEEN WAITING FOR... THESE M

For The Kids.
From my website: Highway Song Leather believes in the sanctuary of our children. BACA is an organization of bikers dedicated to eradicate the growing problem of child abuse. We strongly support this organization and hope you will too. For more information on this organization go to BACA The Video you are about to see may disturb you, and if it does GOOD, that means you still have a shred of compassion left in your life. HELP US help the kids. We need goods for these Children, anything at all, we will take it. Ages from: Infants to Teens School supplies, clothing, Money, blankets, toys, electronics. You name it WE WILL accept it. You can send your donations direct to us and we will get it to the correct places. Or visit the BACA website for the chapter near you. I'm missing the video, but you get the idea.

Poppie
I loved you with my heart and soul I loved you like never before I should you a side never seen in me I gave you a heart wild and tamlees to be You took my soul and robbed me love You stole my heart and sent it with the Doves You loved what I did, how I made you feel You gave me empty words and no philesphy I needed you when I was down, All you did was make me feel like your clown I tryed to be what you wanted of me And give you all you need In the end I lay my head to bed Fighting the deamons left in side me You tore me open, chewed me up, then spit me out Always asking why do you scream and shout? I loved you once, so pure and true Now I cant trust you, and I dont know what to do

The Top 50 Women Of Fubar By Popular Vote!!!
">wmode="transparent">" LADIES AND GENTLEMEN, THIS IS WHAT YOU HAVE ALL BEEN WAITING FOR!!! FOR DAYS NOW, YOU HAVE SHOUTED TO ME, EMAILED ME, NOMINATED PEOPLE, AND ALL BUT WHORED YOURSELVES OUT FOR THE CHANCE TO SEE YOUR FRIENDS ON HERE! SOME OF YOU ARE JUST DYING TO SEE WHO FUBAR IS GOING TO PICK AS THE SEXIEST MEN AND WOMEN!!! WELL, HERE YOU GO! BEFORE YOU GO RATING, FANNING, AND ADDING ALL THESE SEXY ASS WOMEN, YOU HAD BETTER GET TO THE PAGE OF THE MAN THAT MADE ALL OF THIS POSSIBLE! HE SPONSORED ALL OF THIS BY GETTING ME THE HAPPY HOUR AND MAKING IT ALL COME TOGETHER!!! FOR THOSE OF YOU THAT DON'T KNOW HIM, IT IS MY PLEASURE TO BRING TO YOU D.J. 'Demon Eyes' Johnson Demon Eyes@ fubar PLEASE RATE HIM, FAN HIM, AND ADD HIM!!! SHOW HIM ALL THE LOVE YOU POSSIBLY CAN, HE IS IN IRAQ RIGHT NOW FIGHTING FOR THE RIGHT FOR ALL OF US TO BE SITTING HERE LUSTING AFTER EACH OTHER! WITHOUT FURTHER ADO... PLEASE ALLOW ME TO INTRODUCE TO YOU THE SEXIEST WOMEN

Update To My Life
Okay today October 1,2007 is just a quick update... Chris and I are still together trying to work things out but we are no longer engaged. Our kids are doing great Jacob started Kindergarten and the girls are starting to crawl Allison is pulling herself up and doing well...Alana has 2 teeth and is just now starting to get onto her knees. Hope all is well with everyone else! HUGS!

An Update.
Well. This semester has been off to a crappy start- honestly. I'm only passing 1 class currently. That's not good at all. If I fail this semester - I'm taking next semester off. I'm so fucking burned out right now that my motivation to finish school is waning. Sorry I haven't been around - I've been trying to hold school together. I miss you all. Take care - and I'll see you around. Hopefully. ♥

Master
You already have a Master. But I have wanted you for a while. We have talked, teased is more like it. I wanted you but you could only have one Master and I knew you wouldnt leave him. My desire for you was strong. Strong enough to speak with your Master. I told him I wanted you and I wanted to show him my technique from my years of experience. He was upset at first but then he was intrigued. He set up ground rules and said you needed to be taught a lesson anyway. You were not to know that we spoke, that was one of the rules. He was to have final control and he had to be able to participate at his choice. I agreed. You were commanded to go home and undress and wait kneeling at the foot of the bed. He entered the room after you had been there for a while and plced a blind fold on you. He told you not to speak unless spoken to. He then told you that you were being given to someone else for a while. You let out a sigh, BAD GIRL! Not talking! He told you that you were t

The Zodiac
Maybe you know, maybe you don't know...I'm a Sagittarius. I was looking at my chart today, again, because I have had conflicting results in the past. I came across a description that pretty much fits me: Sagittarians have a positive outlook on life, are full of enterprise, energy, versatility, adventurousness and eagerness to extend experience beyond the physically familiar. They enjoy travelling and exploration, the more so because their minds are constantly open to new dimensions of thought. They are basically ambitious and optimistic, and continue to be so even when their hopes are dashed. Their strongly idealistic natures can also suffer many disappointments without being affected. They are honorable, honest, trustworthy, truthful, generous and sincere, with a passion for justice. They are usually on the side of the underdog in society they will fight for any cause they believe to be just, and are prepared to be rebellious. They balance loyalty with independence....prone to an

To Every Guy...
TO EVERY GUY To every guy that's said, "sex CAN wait" To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state) to see her. To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes To every guy that would give his seat up. To every guy that just wants to cuddle.

Baca
From my website: Highway Song Leather believes in the sanctity of our children. BACA is an organization of bikers dedicated to eradicate the growing problem of child abuse. We strongly support this organization and hope you will too. For more information on this organization go to The Video you are about to see may disturb you, and if it does GOOD, that means you still have a shred of compassion left in your life. HELP US help the kids. We need goods for these Children, anything at all, we will take it. Ages from: Infants to Teens School supplies, clothing, Money, blankets, toys, electronics. You name it WE WILL accept it. You can send your donations direct to us and we will get it to the correct places. Or visit the BACA website for the chapter near you.! Warning ! The surgeon general has determined that hurting a B.A.C.A Child Is hazardous to your health

I'll Walk -brent Wilson, Lonnie Lee Fowler Bucky Covington
We were eighteen ,it was prom night We had our first big fight, She said,pull the car over, I did and then i told her , I don't know what you are crying for, I grabbed her hand as she reached for the door-she said Chorus: I'll walk, let go of my hand, right now i am hurt, and you don't understand, so just be quiet and later we will talk, just leave ,don't worry,I'll walk. It was a dark night,a black dress, the driver never saw her around the bend, i will never forget the call, or driving to the hospital, where they told me her legs still wouldn't move, I cried when i walked into her room-she said chorus:I'll walk,please come and hold my hand,right now i am hurt and i don't understand,let's just be quiet and later we can talk, please stay,don't worry,I'll walk. Bridge: I held her hand through everything,The weeks and months of theropy,and held her hand and asked her to be my bride, she's dreamed from a little girl,to have her daddy bring her down the aisle, so from her wheel ch

Chicken And Dumplings
Homemade dumplings cook in the broth from a whole chicken. Delicious. Ingredients 1 Whole chicken Salt and Black Pepper Dumplings: 2 C. of flour 3 Tbs. of baking powder 1 tsp. of salt 3 Tbs. of lard or shortening 1 egg, beaten well 1 C. of whole milk Directions Cut the chicken up into quarters and place in a pot and cover with water. Simmer the chicken until tender. When the chicken is tender, add the salt and black pepper to taste. You can leave the bones in or take the meat off the bone; it's up to you. Sift together the flour, baking powder, and the salt. Cut in the lard or shortening and mix in the egg and milk. Drop the dumplings by spoonfuls into the pot of chicken and broth and cook for 15 minutes or until the dumplings are done

Cheeseburger Meatloaf
This meatloaf is extremely juicy, and the potential variety of different flavors is as big as your imagination. Try American cheese with ketchup and mustard on top and serve with dill pickle chips. Another option might be Swiss cheese and mushroom topping. Ingredients 2 lb. ground beef 3/4 C. fresh bread crumbs 1/2 C. minced onion 2 eggs - beaten 1 1/2 tsp. salt 1 1/2 tsp. ground black pepper 3 C. shredded cheddar cheese Directions Preheat oven to 350 degrees F (175 degrees C). In a large bowl, combine the beef, bread crumbs, onion, eggs, salt and pepper, and mix well. Pat out meat mixture into a 14x18 inch rectangle on a piece of wax paper. Spread cheese over the meat, leaving a 3/4-inch border around the edges. Roll up jelly roll fashion to enclose the filling and form a pinwheel loaf. Press beef in on both ends to enclose the cheese. Place in a 10x15 inch baking dish. Bake in the preheated oven 1 hour, or until internal temperature reaches 160 degrees F (70 degrees C).

Monday Morning
Oh boy. I drank a lot of water last night before going to bed. Big mistake! I got up probably 15 times in the middle of this night! That does not make for a good nights sleep. My neck hurt all night long so I decided it is time to buy a new pillow. I have a tempur-pedic pillow but it is old now and not working the way it used to. It is made for people that sleep on their side and it supports the neck. So, time to shell out $$$ for a new one. Since my neck feels worse laying in bed all night then when I get up and move around...it is the pillow! It is Monday. The work week and school week. What does today bring? The weather is cloudy and rainy which is okay. It was beautiful all weekend. I can handle a rainy day here and there. I hope now that Anthony has really good grades, he keeps it that way. Christopher...that is an every day thing. Never knowing what kind of day he is going to have at school. I told him when I dropped him off that I love him and to have a gr

Fellow Pagan/wiccan Needs Our Help!!!!
My hubby is part of a message group and this is one of the messages that was sent...SOMETHING NEEDS TO BE DONE ABOUT THIS!!!! ITS WRONG WRONG WRONG!!!! My name is Rhonda Gruber AKA Wicked Lil Witch and I am a Proud Witch. I am currently being persecuted as a Witch by a Lt. Kevin Duke of the Horry County Police Dept. My life and the lives of my family and friends are being threatened and destroyed by this man with the backing of countless other officials. I was arrested Monday Sept 10th '07 by Lt Duke for Breach of Peace, Child Endangerment/ Neglect and 1st degree Harrassement. This all began around the end of May '07 from many false police reports from a neighboring family, The Luisettis, who also seemed to think I deserved to be arrested for my religious beliefs. They stated such in their police reports. When this began to become a pattern of filing false reports, we began seeking Police protection FROM them. We were told numerous times that we had no reason to re

My Heart Bleeds For You
My heart bleeds for you..it is bruised black and blue..your love is what hurt me, worse then any pain i ever felt.. Now youre gone from my life,i had to give up with out a fight. this is what you wanted was to run away,causing me more pain each day.. the sun comes up and the sun goes down,you have me looking like a clown.. i stand here with my heart on my sleeve, you stick a knife in and slowly turn. to see how much i bleed.. my blood is red, my heart is true. come back baby i still love you..... this poem is dedicated to my best friend jen... i wrote it for her.... she will always be my best friend no matter what some say.....

The Smell Of Rain
The Smell of Rain A cold March wind danced around the dead of night in Dallas as the doctor walked into the small hospital room of Diana Blessing. She was still groggy from surgery. Her husband, David, held her hand as they braced themselves for the latest news. That afternoon of March 10, 1991, complications had forced Diana, only 24-weeks pregnant, to undergo an emergency Cesarean to deliver couple's new daughter, Dana Lu Blessing. At 12 inches long and weighing only one pound nine ounces, they already knew she was perilously premature. Still, the doctor's soft words dropped like bombs. "I don't think she's going to make it," he said, as kindly as he could. "There's only a 10-percent chance she will live through the night, and even then, if by some slim chance she does make it, her future could be a very cruel one" Numb with disbelief, David and Diana listened as the doctor described the devastating problems Dana would likely face if she survived. She woul

Add My New Name Plz
add my new accnt http://www.fubar.com/davidzgurl im not gonna use thiz one anymore...so all my friendz & fanz and family on here plz rate/fan & add my new one ill do the same to you, also rate my pix only 50 right now lolz... im also wondering if anyone my peepz could help me and my mom and brother out with a VIP my momz link iz http://www.fubar.com/harmlesslinda my brotherz iz http://www.fubar.com/guardianangelchris like i said help me out plz i need to level up bigtime only on level 2 right now lmao

You Gotta Love This
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Cheri Darlin
You dance for me Cheri Only me, only I My own little temptress. Your body casts a shadow As the moon watches on A supernatural Peeping Tom. A silhouette hits the floor Doing a duet of arousal For me, only me. As the silver lighting beams down Your dances awaken my inner animal; I yearn for your flesh. Hair of silk blows against your bare back As you remove the final article. I bring you to my lips, Our secret little hiding place, a spot Reserved for two. You let all of yourself to me And I see only you I feel only you I smell only you I taste only you I sense only you And we are as one. Breathing together now, two souls in unison Your moans cast against my shoulder As we join in an embrace You are my breath And I yours. A shiver rides down my spine As your nails claw at my back & we draw closer And closer Closer Closer still Your moans, your pussy hot and throbbing ready to suck me in that opening of heaven yes i slide into you deep my love one ha

The Color Of Friendship!
Once upon a time the colors of the world started to quarrel. All claimed that they were the best. The most important. The most useful. The favorite. Green said: "Clearly I am the most important. I am the sign of life and of hope. I was chosen for grass, trees and leaves. Without me, all animals would die. Look over the countryside and you will see that I am in the majority." Blue interrupted: "You only think about the earth, but consider the sky and the sea. It is the water that is the basis of life and drawn up by the clouds from the deep sea. The sky gives space and peace and serenity. Without my peace, you would all be nothing." Yellow chuckled: "You are all so serious. I bring laughter, gaiety, and warmth into the world. The sun is yellow, the moon is yellow, the stars are yellow. Every time you look at a sunflower, the whole world starts to smile. Without me there would be no fun." Orange started next to blow her trumpet: "I am the color of health and strength. I m

Quick Update
Well, here I am in the desert. Yes, it is the middle of the desert. Yes, there are camels. You can look off into the distance and see them on occasion on the other side of the fence line. I have been off base, but it consisted solely of going to another base to get some stuff and come back. It is Ramadan, and we can't go out in town because we would want to eat or get a drink of water or something while there. Can't eat or drink from sunrise to sunset (off base.) There is actually a lot to do on base. I have been to the PX several times, well it's more like a corner store, small with a small selection. My unaccompanied baggage will be here next week. That means my bicycle, my desktop computer, some more clothes, and stuff to make my room more mine will be here. My laptop has been a pain in the butt of late. Apparently it has a short in the power cord, and if it isn't in just the right position it kicks to battery power. Well the battery sucks! So it doesn't la

Im Really Excited.......
Alright some of you know that i lost my dad in Dec. Well a friend of his came in to the store that i work. and handed me a ring. I asked what the ring was. well back in the day he gave this ring to a girlfriend and this friend kept it. and now gave it to me. so im so happy that i have something that i can have with me day after day to remind me of my dad! yay

We Can Last Forever ~ Chicago
Don't turn away 'Cause there is something I just want to say I need you to stay Don't ask me why 'Cause I don't even know How I gave you my heart I gave it all to you Now there's no way that I can lose (Chorus 1) Ev'ry little look inside your eyes Is all it takes to make me realize We can last forever Ev'ry little moment we can share I'm gonna let you know how much I care I'll always be there Don't walk away 'Cause there is something I just gotta say I love you today Just ask me why You're all I'll ever need Now that you're in my life I really think you should know That I never want to let you go (Chorus 2) Ev'ry little look inside your eyes Is all it takes to make me realize We can last forever Ev'ry little moment we can share Gonna let you know how much I care Love lift us away We can last forever (Repeat chorus 2)

Tuna Crescents
An interesting variation on pigs in a blanket Ingredients 6 oz. can tuna in water, drained 2 Tbs. mayonnaise 8 oz. tube refrigerated crescent rolls, separated 4 slices American chess seasonings to taste Directions Heat oven to 375 degrees. Mix tuna, mayonnaise, and seasonings together and set aside. Arrange crescents on an ungreased baking sheet, set aside. Fold cheese slices and break into 2 pieces, place 1 piece on each crescent. Spread one tablespoon of the tuna mixture over cheese, then roll up the crescent. Bake for 12 minutes. Preparation Time 10 minutes Cooking Time 12 minutes

Underneath Your Clothes ~ Shakira
You're a song Written by the hands of god Don't get me wrong cause This might sound to you a bit odd But you own the place Where all my thoughts go hiding And right under your clothes Is where I find them Underneath Your Clothes There's an endless story There's the man I chose There's my territory And all the things I deserve For being such a good girl honey Because of you I forgot the smart ways to lie Because of you I'm running out of reasons to cry When the friends are gone When the party's over We will still belong to each other Underneath Your Clothes There's an endless story There's the man I chose There's my territory And all the things I deserve For being such a good girl honey I love you more than all that's on the planet Movin' talkin' walkin' breathing You know it's true Oh baby it's so funny You almost don't believe it As every voice is hanging from the silence Lamps are hanging from the ceiling Like a lady tied to her manners I'm

Smoke Sausage And Rice
My family loves this. Ingredients 1 pkg. smoke sausage 1 can tomato sauce 1 bell pepper 1 onion Rice Directions Cook rice as directed in cast iron skilled. Cook smoke sausage until done. Chop up bell pepper and onions (I always use half of each, but you can judge the size of your family). Put in smoke sausage and fry it up the rest of the way. Add tomato sauce and rice and let simmer. Preparation Time 15 minutes Cooking Time 1 hours

Spicy Chicken Chili
Easy delicious chili with only a few ingredients. Ingredients 48 oz. jar Great Northern Beans 16 oz. jar salsa (mild, medium, or hot depending on taste) 4 boneless, skilles chicken breasts, cooked and cubed 8 oz. package shredded Monterey Jack cheese 8 oz. package jalepeno cheese, cubed 1 c. water Directions Add all ingredients to a large pot, heat over low heat until cheeses melt. Stir in up to one cup of water for desired consistency; heat until warmed through. Serving Size 4-6 Preparation Time 0 minutes Cooking Time 15 minutes

Does It Mean Loss Of Intrest When Phone Calls =slow Down ??
When you talk 2 mo. on phone several times a day and then one day >> A call comes and the party on the line says ; it,s costing them to much money; to call , You so much ,so they have to call on weekends, free minutes and after (9pm)weekdays . Well this is understandable yes ;but does it have a double meaing ?. Like they are lossing intrest in you Or No ?/ In my case I dont think ; They lost intrest ; I have trust and do believe this person ; I know I my heart all is ok; We have discused my fears and it,s what it is ; costly . Yes to be able to talk and trust and open with each other is a valabule thing in a relationship such as it is.... hugs diana

Five Tips For A Woman ......
Five tips for a woman.... 1. It is important that a man helps you around the house and has a job. 2. It is important that a man makes you laugh. 3. It is important to find a man you can count on and doesn't lie to you. 4. It is important that a man loves you and spoils you. 5. It is important that these four men don't know each other.

Reclaiming Our Roots
Our Earthly Origins Some cultures are more rooted to the earth and connected to their inherent spirituality. But every one of us, even those of us who have been disconnected from our roots for hundreds of years, comes from a place that was once inhabited by people who worshiped and honored the earth on which they lived. In other words, we can all claim this wisdom as an essential part of who we are. One way we can begin to rediscover our roots is to explore the early earth-based religions practiced in the parts of the world that birthed our ancestors. If we explore the ancient spiritual practices of our ancestors, we will find that their practices and beliefs share many elements with Native American, African, and aboriginal religious traditions. People who are connected to the earth and honor her share a fundamental philosophy that we can claim as our own because we too are of the earth. Many of us have become so disconnected from the earth that it feels foreign and awkward to im

Vampoem
Unfurled Hunger By Crimson Angel Dangerous levels, Of unbridled lust. The hunger surging, Becoming a must. Pain and anger, Boiling within. Animal urges, Unmistakeable kin. Painful wails, Tears that never show. Binded by bloodlines, A soul that begins to glow. Neverending thirst, Relief soon to come. Beauty lies close to home, Guilt finally numb.

My Prayer ..............
Now I lay me Down to sleep I pray the Lord My shape to keep Please no wrinkles Please no bags And please lift my butt Before it sags. Please no age spots Please no gray And as for my belly, Please take it away. Please keep me healthy Please keep me young, And thank you Dear Lord For all that you've done.

Nice Guys Still Finish Last
nice guys still finish last To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the stateline) to see her. To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes To every guy that would give his

So So Bored
The main reason I hate going to work is that I never have shit to do. It freaking sucks. To be totally random though, I'd like to thank the little bird that made a point of chirping it's lungs out right ouside my window this morning. Without him, I might not have waken up on time this morning. :D

Prayer:
My lord and Saviour Thank you for this day and every day , All your blessings are greatly valued; They are taken into my life ;they comfort me and console me . And add to my life each one. Lord as do my great friends and aquaintances also add to and enrich my life. Bless each one and love and show them ;thy will and grace for their lives also . Lead them to you to pray and to follow, where thy truth is at > Show them that thy love is forever and eternal thru You and that all will be answered, in their lives if they too ask you; If they Pray and beleive in their hearts that and know you are the truth ; way and the life, and are all they will ever need in their life . Take all troubles and woes and hurting souls to thee ;and give comfort to all in need; as I do ask this ;in thy name; O Lord Thank you I sing and give praise to you always. Amen! diana

Yes I Can
I can see the way you look at me As I gaze hungrily in your direction And although I know I lure you in I crave to be an object of your affection I can hear the desire in your voice And I'm sure that I could taste it on your breath And if you would only give me the chance I would take you until there's nothing left I can smell your fear that we will get too close And you keep your distance, careful not to slip As I patiently await the time you'll give up and in To our physical relationship I can taste our tension in the air as it thickens Because our differences are too great to overcome But our similarity defeats you And eventually to me you'll succumb I can feel your trepidation under my skin As I decrease the distance between us You remind me how it feels to be close And almost tangible is our lust I can sense your uncertainty as I smile Your skin warms beneath my cold caress Your eyes close and lips part as I whisper in your ear Can I be your forbidden temptr

Ready For Love
Ready For Love Take my hand and lead the way; tell me all you want to say. Whisper softly in my ear, all those things I want to hear. Kiss my lips and touch my skin; bring out passions deep within. Pull me close and hold me near; take away my pain and fear. In the darkness of the night, be my beacon, shine your light. In the brightness of the sun, show me that you are the one. Give me wings so I can fly; for I can soar when you're nearby. Enter my heart, break down the wall, it's time for me to watch it fall. I've been a prisoner, can't you see? Break my chains and set me free. Strip me of my armor tight; you'll find I won't put up a fight. Release my soul held deep within . . . I'm ready now, let love begin.

Shut Up...
how come my horoscope is always telling me to watch what I say, and when will I learn .... You should watch what you say with far more care than usual today, if only because the wrong people are too sensitive to perceived slights. Try to find a balance between their needs and your own.

Things Happen For A Reason...
The brand new pastor and his wife, newly assigned to their first ministry, to reopen a church in suburban Brooklyn , arrived in early October excited about their opportunities. When they saw their church, it was very run down and needed much work. They set a goal to have everything done in time to have their first service on Christmas Eve. They worked hard, repairing pews, plastering walls, painting, etc, and on December 18 were ahead of schedule and just about finished. On December 19 a terrible tempest - a driving rainstorm hit the area and lasted for two days. On the 21st, the pastor went over to the church. His heart sank when he saw that the roof had leaked, causing a large area of plaster about 20 feet by 8 feet to fall off the front wall of the sanctuary just behind the pulpit, beginning about head high. The pastor cleaned up the mess on the floor, and not knowing what else to do but postpone the Christmas Eve service, headed home. On the way he noticed

When A Soldier Comes Home
When a soldier comes home, he finds it hard.......to listen to his son whine about being bored. ...to keep a straight face when people complain about potholes....to be tolerant of people who complain about the hassle of getting ready for work. ...to be understanding when a co-worker complains about a bad night's sleep. ...to be silent when people pray to God for a new car. ...to control his panic when his wife tells him he needs to drive slower. …to be compassionate when a businessman expresses a fear of flying....to be grateful that he fights for the freedom of speech.

What Does One Do
What does one do with love? The feeling of heaven touch, the longing of someone near. Love doesn't lie to anybody, only those who feel it ... do. Woo to the rain falling down, sweeping the time of mortals. Crumpling of walls crashing, as the cool wind blew onward. Rumbling of the clock tower, vibration of the earth underneath. Risk takers holding their breath, diving from the high cliff of life.

Good, Better, Best - Texas State Trooper Jokes
GOOD In Richardson, Texas State Trooper was running radar. He had a perfect spot to watch for speeders, but wasn't getting any. Then he discovered the problem. A 12 year old boy was standing up the road with a hand painted sign which read "RADAR TRAP AHEAD!" The officer later found a young accomplice down the road with a sign reading, "TIPS" and a bucket full of money. (And we used to just sell lemonade!) BETTER A motorist was mailed a picture of his car speeding through an automated radar post in Plano, Texas. A $40 speeding ticket was included. Being cute, he sent the police department a picture of $40. The police responded with another mailed photo of handcuffs. BEST A young woman was pulled over in Austin, Texas for speeding. As the TX State Trooper walked to her car window, flipping open his ticket book, she said, "I bet you are going to sell me a ticket to the Texas State Police Ball." He replied, "Texas State Troopers don't have balls."

When Does It Stop?
when does the drama stop? I've asked myself this question alot. Why do people get off on makeing others go through hell? It doesn't make any sence to me at all. I have been through alot since i have been on cherrytap/fubar what ever you want to call it, as i'm sure alot of others have also, and it's ridiculous. But what can you do about it really, it's not like some ppl care. Anyways this will be my one and only blog..maybe things will change maybe not..thank you to the few that actually care out there and i hope all others have a wonderful time on here and don't have to put up with this mess.

Slave Application
Slave Application Full name: Age: Height: Weight: Measurements and cup size: Hair/eye color: Ethnicity: Bi / Lesbian: 1Have you ever been a slave? How long? 2How long have you known you were submissive? 3What made you realize you were interested in the lifestyle and what was your first experience? 4Do you have a Mistress? 5What have you been made to do? 6Why would u make a good slave? Why should I take you in? 7Describe your fetishes, favorite roles, the type of sub you are, etc. 8Any special talents (in or out of bedroom)? 9What about being a slave turns you on? 10Which do you prefer - One-on-One; 3-some; couples; group? 11List 3 positions you like: 12Oral/Anal? 13While having sex, what do you do (list all): 14How should you be treated & punished? Humiliation? S & M? Bondage? Other? 15How much of each of these are you willing to endure? Do you have any limits? 16What dreams/fantasies do you wish to realize under My ownersh

Imagine -- How Much Do You Feel Lucky Today???
You are a South African bush pilot working for Blue Sky Aviation. You fly in some critical medical supplies, enjoy a quick lunch at the hospital. It's a stifling 100 degrees in the shade and you're eager to get back up to the cool, high blue yonder. On the way back to your plane, you discover that the only bit of shade within 1 mile has become very popular. . You start calculating the distance to the plane door and wonder . 'Do I feel lucky today?' > > > > > > > >

Photo Shoot
Wow!! Things change in amazing ways... I have been selected to do a traveling photo display about people with diabetis... It is called "Meet the Faces of Change"... and i am not photogenic at all, darn i can't even spell that word, lol... The photography will be here today October 1, 2007 and will follow me around in what i do during the day... guess no sleeping all day, no yelling at my kids, hmmmm probably a good idea to where clothes, dont ya think, giggling.... ohh and no sex in front of him. Do not want to have THAT shown all throught the United States, lol... Enjoy the month of October A/all!! After all it is a month of changes... Okay.... the photo shoot went fairly well, except i had to pretend the photographer wasnt there... NOW that was hard to do considering, he was hmmm good looking... tall, blak hair, scruffy beard, blue eyes... and a gorgeous smile.. and i well... i told him all of this and he blushed... go figure, lol... he was so cute and adorable and young!!!! gees

By Kindergarten
I cant believe how much kids need to know before they reach kindergarten. How to spell and write their name, address and phonenumber.. all the abc and 123. When I was in kindergarten, they taught us all that stuff.. I am working on a letter a week its going to have to be.. incorporate the letter in everything we do all week.. Its going to be some tough work.. Wish me luck.

Where Do I Belong
Ever feel like you just don't belong anywhere. I feel like that alot. Standing at the bar between two tables realizing that I don't fit into either group. One group has their conversations and the other group has theres. Many times I stood alone with both groups backs to me. This is not me feeling sorry for my self it's just a self realization. There is nothing I can do to change it but I guess find some place where I do belong. I guess only time with tell. There is days when I don't even belong at work. I sit at my desk all by myself and it feels like there is another world going on beyond this room that I am in. Finding where I belong. It may be difficult and it is something I have struggled with most of my life but maybe some day I will.

Slim Fast Vs Miracle Grow Lol....
One evening a husband, thinking he was being funny, said to his wife 'Perhaps we should start washing your clothes in Slim Fast. Maybe it would take a few inches off of your butt!!' His wife was not amused, and decided that she simply couldn't let such a comment go unrewarded. The next morning the husband took a pair of underwear out of his drawer. 'What the Hell is this??' he said to himself as a little 'dust' cloud appeared when he shook them out. 'April,' he hollered into the bathroom, 'Why did you put talcum powder in my underwear?' She replied with a snicker... 'It's not talcum powder... It's 'Miracle Grow'.'

Ahhh
She's crying, she's breaking, she's lying, she's faking, she's hated & taunted she's wanted & flaunted she's a puppet on a string, an angel without a wing, she's every girl you want her to be but she only wants her self esteem

Candyology
Let others know a little more about yourself, repost this as your name followed by "ology." MOUTHOLOGY Q. What is your salad dressing of choice? A. Red Wine vinegarette Q. What is your favorite fast food restaurant? A. YUK!!!YUK!! Q. What is your favorite sit-down restaurant? A: Bravo! Q. On average, what size tip do you leave at a restaurant? A.15 % Q. What food could you eat every day for two weeks and not get sick of? A. crawfish(unless someone else is around-you know who you are!!LOL) Q. What are your pizza toppings of choice? A. extra cheese and bar-b-que chicken!Yum! Q. What do you like to put on your toast? A. strawberry jam TECHNOLOGY Q. What is your wallpaper on your computer? A. A beach Q. How many televisions are in your house? A. 3 BIOLOGY Q. Are you right-handed or left-handed? A. right Q. Have you ever had anything removed from your body? A. do two children count?? Q. When was the last time you had a cavity? A. about

Things I Ramble On When I Am Thinking......
Today I am sitting here this morning at my mom's place. I subjected to wait here until her new 37" tv was being delivered here. And of course.....nothing yet. So to pass the time, I sit here, in her cold ass place,lol,and wait and ponder to myself. I was sitting here mainly and thinking about a topic that I often write about but lack alot of in my life.........and that is love. I mean I have love from my friends......which is good. Love from my family........which is special. :) And love for myself, which took a long time coming for me to have. But I have to say that when you are loved by someone who honestly loves you back, no matter what, that is a special thing to behold. I often write about love....and sex,lol. But when I do write, I have to say that I write about men that I like alot....and wish to hope that I would have something other than a friendship with. But of course that never happens. I know what your saying........ "Well sweetheart, yo

Hodwy And Hello Folks
to all my fubar friends and fam whats up and how yall i hope everybody doin great and a SDMF for my BLACK LABEL SOCIETY BROTHER & SISTER out and made love for my SOCIETY DWELLERS out there i love yall and goodone yall TAKE HER EASY AND IF SHES EASY TAKE TWICE

'catastrophic' Volcano Blast Kills Eight
SAN'A, Yemen (Oct. 1) - At least eight Yemeni soldiers were killed in a volcanic eruption on an island off the country's Red Sea Coast, the government said on Monday.The volcano erupted late on Sunday, spewing lava hundreds of meters into the air. Officials said earlier nine soldiers were missing. "At least eight are regarded as dead now," a government official told Reuters. The eruption occurred on Jabal al-Tair, an island about 80 miles (130 km) from Yemen. Yemen has had a military base on the island since its 1996 conflict with Eritrea over the nearby islands of Hanish and Jabal Zuqar. Al-Arabiya television quoted witnesses as saying the island was engulfed in fire then disappeared. "At least 49 soldiers were evacuated from the island," the television said, according to the witnesses. Yemeni officials were not available to confirm the report. A NATO fleet passing nearby reported seeing a "catastrophic volcanic eruption" at 7 p.m. local time Sunday on the isl

Very Important!!
ok if u wanna talk to me thats awesome... but dont sit there and try and make me feel bad cause YOU dont know how to hold a conversation! i dont put up with ppl who say thinks like *puts his head down* i really dont care that much about what ur doing in-front of your computer... and dont start taking dirty to me... im nto just another internet whore!!! sorry!!! i actually enjoy meeting new ppl and just haveing a coneversation. but all u perverted guys think that girls that are on sites like this are ALL internet whores and just wanna talk dirty and do the cyber sex thing... how lame is that! really.... i dont need someone to talk dirty to me to get me off.. im not trying to offend anyone im just simply stating how i feel about all this.... so if u wanna talk to me thats awesome but actually have something to say to me!!

Sarah Being Her Funny Self
My daughter, Sarah, got a new toy puppy in a carrier from her Nana. We were all talking about how one of the Red Sox players pulled his HAMSTRING. Sarah said, "She is not a HAMSTER" thinking we are all talking about her dog. It's funny how little kids (age 5 she is) hear things differently and think we are talking about them.

How All Business Phone Should Be Answered
GOOD MORNING, WELCOME TO THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA . Press "1" for English. Press "2" to disconnect until you learn to speak English And remember only two defining forces have ever offered to die for you, Jesus Christ And the American Soldier. One died for your soul, The other for your freedom.

For The Love Of Music!
† Devious Mistress Rayvn†Dark Phoenix Co-Owner, come check us out!@ fubar ÐÅ®K ¶HOENIX~Day Manager @ Dark Phoenix Lounge@ fubar Krissi-aka C*nts Jitzferrald~-♫DJ Broken♫-Night Manager of Dark Phoenix~@ fubar

We All Need To Read This One Over And Over Until It Becomes Part Of Who We Are!
HOW TO STAY YOUNG Try everything twice. On Madams tombstone (of Whelan's and Madam) she said she wanted this epitaph: Tried everything twice...loved it both times! Keep only cheerful friends. The grouches pull you down. (Keep this in mind if you are one of those grouches) Keep learning: Learn more about the computer, crafts, gardening, whatever. Never let the brain get idle. "An idle mind is the devil's workshop." And the devil's name is Alzheimer's! Enjoy the simple things Laugh often, long and loud. Laugh until you gasp for breath. And if you have a friend who makes you laugh, spend lots and lots of time with HIM/HER. The tears happen: Endure, grieve, and move o n. The only person who is with us our entire life, is ourselves. LIVE while you are alive. Surround yourself with what you love: Whether it's family, pets, keepsakes, music, plants, hobbies, whatever. Your home is your refuge. Cherish your health: If it is good, preserve it. If it is unstable, improve

Sids The Silent Killer-
A lack of answers is part of what makes sudden infant death syndrome (SIDS) so frightening. SIDS is the leading cause of death among infants who are 1 month to 1 year old, and claims the lives of about 2,500 infants each year in the United States. It remains unpredictable despite years of research. Even so, you can take steps to help reduce the risk of SIDS in your infant. First and foremost, put your infant to sleep on his or her back if the baby is younger Searching for Answers As the name implies, SIDS is the sudden and unexplained death of an infant who is younger than 1 year old. It is a frightening prospect because it can strike without warning, usually in a seemingly healthy infant. Most SIDS deaths are associated with sleep (hence the common reference to "crib death"), and infants who die of SIDS show no signs of suffering. While most conditions or diseases usually are diagnosed by the presence of specific symptoms, most SIDS diagnoses come only after all other possible c

Lost Some Contest Photos
i lost two contest photos one i have notified . the other one don't know who it is . so if you can contact me i can look and see if your the one i missing . thanks i think fubar when they had there problem caused mine bingo

Needing A Change
ok so im sick of my job,,,,not the job itself but the company i work for.getting real close to quitting and leaving town.mind it could be that i am just sick of this town altogether.ok so ill admit,,thats actually most of it.need to feel the wind on my face again.need to be free again to wander.probably head west so any one who wants a visit let me know!lol,in all seriousness though, i realy do need a change of scenery.realy getting to hate toronto

The Pain Is Real
~The Pain Is Real~ Can you see what I see, even when your not around to comfort me, you hurt me like no one else will know, inside I feel I'm ready to explode, Do you feel what I feel, you said words to me that will never heal, I cant help myself inside i want to bleed, your friendship and generousity was all I would ever need, But now it has came and it has gone, and somehow my twisted little fucked up life will move on, what is sad is many men wish death upon me, it's like I'm not even meant to walk this earth or even be, My mother said I was an accident sometimes I think it's true, I didnt think it was when I met you, but now its over and I have to live with the consequences, just know that I still care regardless of the morose and awkward faces, Look into my eyes you will see pain deeper than a flesh wound, why is it that a baby is so innocent while resting in his mothers womb, is it because they know not the difference between right and wrong, or be

I Must Practice Control.
I was on my way to Rite Aid with Ibis, when we saw this little cutie walking by. Since I was already talking in Spanish I immediately turned and stared at him and said: Mírelo. She laughed and if you know my pass misadventures, you should know what that means. :D

A Dream
Somewhere in my heart beyond all my pride holds a secret desire so intense, deep inside. Imprisoned with all my passion and love, unknown to anyone but the one above. A desire for someone to cherish and hold, the need for a love to call my own. Someone to kiss and make up with after fight. Someone who can respect all I can be. Someone who's strong enough to commit and love only me. Someone who will be there and kiss away my tears, secure my doubts, and release me from all my fears. Someone I can depend on to be my friend, someone who can restore my faith in love once again. This love is like a dream yet to come true, Or so I believed until I found you.

Love Or Infatuation
Love or Infatuation? Infatuation is instant desire. It is one set of glands calling to another. Love is friendship that has caught fire. It takes root and grows--one day at a time. Infatuation is marked by a feeling of insecurity. You are excited and eager, but not genuinely happy. There are nagging doubts, unanswered question, little bits and pieces about your beloved that you would just as soon not examine too closely. It might spoil the dream. Love is quiet understanding and the mature acceptance of imperfection. It is real. It gives you strength and grows beyond you--to bolster your beloved. You are warmed by his presence, even when he is away. Miles do not separate you. You want him nearer. But near or far, you know he is yours and you can wait. Love is quiet understanding and the mature acceptance of imperfection. It is real. It gives you strength and grows beyond you--to bolster your beloved. You are warmed by his presence, even when he is away. Miles do not sepa

If You Dont Like The Road Your Walking, Start Paving Another One.
A time comes in my life when I finally got it ... when, in the midst of all my fears & insanity, I stopped dead in my tracks & somewhere the voice inside my head cries out ENOUGH!!! Enough fighting & crying or struggling 2 hold on. &, like a child quieting down after a blind tantrum, my sobs begin 2 subside, I shudder once or twice, I blink back my tears & begin 2 look @ the world through new eyes. This is MY awakening. I realized it's time 2 stop hoping & waiting 4 something 2 change...or 4 happiness, safety & security 2 come galloping over the next horizon. I come 2 terms w/the fact that I am not Cinderella & that in the real world there aren't always fairy tale endings (or beginnings 4 that matter) & that any guarantee of "happily ever after" must begin with YOU...& in the process a sense of serenity is born of acceptance. I have awaken 2 the fact that I am not perfect & that not every1 will always love, appreciate or approve of who or what I am...and that's OK. They R entitled 2 th

100 Sunshine Is In A Contest N She Needs Help
I am currently bombing someone at the moment n need others 2 help my friend if they can n i will bomb her as soon as i can but if ne of my friends can throw down at least 50 comments each or more i will appreciate it. She is competing for a 30 day blast.

It Is Monday
This is great... I have so much planned to do today that is outside of the hospital and I get to visit with the schools in the area to see if I can get some kids interested in becoming nurses and join our nurse education program when they graduate. It should be fun. Hmmmmmm... should I go in my scrubs or in civilian clothing? Any suggestions?

My Shoutbox
Dear new friends Im normally very kind and love to chat, but I cant chat at the moment. I had a surgery on my right hand for 2 weeks ago and Im right handed... The pain is killing me at the moment. Now Im going to take some rest and I love to talk to you asap. (Took me 1/2 hour to write this blog)

Friends
THIS IS A TEST TO SEE HOW MANY GOOD FRIENDS YOU HAVE.. YOU MUST SEND IT TO AT LEAST 10 PEOPLE, INCLUDING THE PERSON WHO SENT IT TO YOU *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* You are my friend...And i hope u kno thats true...no matter what happens... i will stand by u... i will be there for u... when ever u need me... to lend a hand.... to do a good deed...so call on me....whenever u need me... i will always be there...Even to the bitter end...Send this promise to all your friends to show your friendship and watch who sends it back to u. ____xxxxxxxxxx______xxxxxxxxxxx ___xxxpassxxxxxx___xxxxxxxxxxxxx ___xxxxxxxxxxxxxx_xxxxxxxxxxxxxx ___xxxxxxxthexxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Nsfw
My hand hovers at the door as I realise that this is my last chance to pull out, who knows what awaits me if I make the fateful knock? Perhaps I haven't been exchanging erotic emails with an incredibly sexy young woman at all, perhaps it's some cheese grater welding axeman salivating at the chance to tear the skin from some young fool. Perhaps it's a whole team of guys ready to gang rape me to an inch of my life. Perhaps. Perhaps. Perhaps I should grow some balls and shut the fuck up. My hand trembles as I make a few hesitant raps at the door. I hear foot steps, my heart jumps. I can feel a thick surge of adrenalin through every fibre. The knob turns, the door opens. Relief. Desire. The delicously gorgeous women of my fantasies looks me up and down, bites her bottom lip and takes me by the hand. "I'm so glad you came" she says as she leads me into the room. "How could I resist?" I lamely reply as my gaze is drawn to the beautiful ass that is showing through her sheer white panties.

Nsfw Mmmmmmmmmmmmmm
THE CARPET BURN MYSTERY OH! A painful stinging sensation shot from my right knee. It felt like ‘Carpet Burn’. It couldn’t be?......It was fresh and I was sure there was no way to account for it. It was Friday and the sudden pain halted my morning yoga at the second posture. I moved into the Lotus Posture and went into a semi-meditative state. The last 36 hours of mental tapes ran through my mind. My husband S and I were staying at an inner city hotel for a two day escape from the ‘real world’. Two days to indulge a few fantasies…….shopping …..food……sex. S had bought me some suggestive and very revealing clothing. I enjoy shopping for cloths with him as it makes me feel beautiful, desirable and very sexy. According to my memories, we made good use of the cloths and the executive suite. S and the camera were working overtime. I could see flashes of a sheer black dress, black velvet blindfold, long periods of wetness and more cum than I have had to deal with for a long time. Whil

Just Turn
Babe I'm a simple man I don't ask for much money don't do a thing for me and the honeys are faces in a magazine I wish I could just** just make you turn around and see me there when you pass the skies turn a heart shaped frenzy and the colors melt like the sun your hair smells like fresh sprouted daisies petal'd in white and orange when you speak my heart bounces like a fourteen year old when seasons are silver you turn them gold though my body is old you make me young wild birds could not carry a tune your beauty surpasses any day in June men should be a courting you but please wait for me I'll make you wish you did it sooner you are my fantasy girl I can't make it the most if you don't give me a chance my walks don't skip and dance if you don't give me that glance babe I am dying right here why won't you turn around wild birds could not carry a tune your beauty surpasses any day in June I'd walk a million miles till the sun blisters would do everything ju

Reminder
FOR ALL THE NEW PEOPLE I HAVE ADDED, NOBODY SEES MY PRIVATE PICS. MY SHOUTBOX IS FOR FAMILY ONLY, AND THE GAMES I INVITE ALL MY FRIENDS SO WHOEVER GETS TO IT FIRST GETS TO PLAY. THANKS EVERYONE AND HAVE A GOOD WEEK!

Man Rules
The Man RulesÂÂÂÂÂÂÂÂÂÂÂÂÂÂÂÂÂÂÂ At last a guy has taken the time to write this all down Finally , the guys' side of the story. ( I must admit, it's pretty good.) We always hear " the rules" From the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side. These are our rules! Please note.. these are all numbered "1 " ON PURPOSE! 1. Men are NOT mind readers. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday sports It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. 1. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's what we do. Symp

10 Facts (i Got Tagged, Had To Do This)
Category: Friends Rules: Once you have been tagged, you have to write with 10 weird, random things, facts, habits or goals about yourself. At the end choose 10 people to be tagged, listing their names at the end of your blog. Don't forget to leave them a comment (tag your it!) and to read your blog. Since you can't tag me back, let me know when you've posted your blog so I can see your answers. 1. Im Scared to Death of Bats. Some people seem to think they are cute... (they are wrong) 2. I am perhaps most annoyed by people who dont finish their thoughts. 3. I Suck at Multi-Player HALO 4. I want to make films, not just Movies. but something that has something to say, and makes a mark. 5. I fear failing in the eyes of my Son. 6. I have a Superman complex." I wamt to save everyone. 7. My Favorite thing to do in all the Universe is Create. 8. I have only drank 37 sodas since June 17th 9. I Miss someone right now.... (Damn now i have that VAN HALEN song

Hurting
Well this weekend was a great weekend for me, until I got home. Once I got home I found out that the person that is responsable for me getting into the Medical field has died on Friday night. His name was Carl Poust aka DOC. He was a great person and a true pure of heart EMT/Paramedic. He got me interested in wanting to be an EMT and to continue on further in the Medical Field. It is hard to understand that he was taken from this world at such a young age. He was full of life and enjoyed every day. IAs I sit here thinking about him, it makes me feel like I owe him everything that I have done in this field. He got me started and gave me advise when I needed it. I will miss him very much. If anyone as any thoughts feel free to leave them on here. If you feel you want to call me I could use a couple of friends right now.

What Are You Like In Bed?!?
LEO--THAT'S ME!! Read on to find your sign and what this says about you. July 24 - August 23 Ruling Planet: THE SUN Which isn't a planet at all, but a star, and just like Leo's opinion of themselves, it's the center of our solar system! Leos can be very 'into themselves' when they bonk. It's not that they don't make their partner feel special, it's just that they often forget about them as they secretly high-five themselves for scoring again! Leo does actually want more from a partner than just sex though. Leo wants love and friendship too. They can be very romantic, but when they get into bed, it's not an experience they're about to have, it's a show! They like to perform ... and they take requests! "Doing it" is the ultimate stress buster for Leo and they are pretty damn good at it, but they need constant praise for their outstanding performance. FAVE POSITION Receiving 'oral affections', since Leo is all about getting serviced! BEST SEX TOY A camera, or a game of St

October Is "breast Cancer Awareness" Month
As some of you know.. I am a survivor of breast cancer and I celebrate that I fought it and won..so far.. so.. if you know of anyone that has had breast cancer and survived or someone that is fighting it now.. Call her or him .. (Yes breast cancer is on the rise with males too.. it isn't just a female illness anymore. Men have been know to die from it as well.. just not spoken about. Which is wrong.. men need to get their check-ups just like us women do, to be safe) Anyways.. call them today and tell them that you love them and you support them. Hugs and Loves Cassie.. aka Angel

Friday & Saturday....
.... need to hurry up and get here. A. Because I get to see Ryan again on Friday and Saturday. B. Because Ruby's coming to see me again on Saturday. C. Because I will get my revenge on Ryan. D. It'll be a duo post bday celebration for me and Ryan. :D Hi guys! LOL!

Joke
A Texas cowboy appeared before St. Peter at the Pearly Gates. "Have you ever done anything of particular merit?" St Peter asked. "Well, I can think of one thing," the cowboy offered. "Once, on a trip to the Black Hills out in South Dakota, I came upon a gang of bikers, who were threatening a young woman. I directed them to leave her alone, but they wouldn't listen. So, I approached the largest and most heavily tattooed biker and smacked him in his face, kicked his bike over, ripped out his nose ring, and threw it on the ground. I yelled, "Now, back off!! Or I'll kick the #$%$)@ out of all of you!" St. Peter was impressed, "When did this happen?" "Just a couple minutes ago..."

My Wonderful Life
This is just something in my mind as im staying up all night yet again hehe... but anyway I have gone through all my life thinking why I'm less than others and it was so terrible to get picked on and mocked, for thinking you had friends when in all reality the truth was the ones you wanted as friends wouldn't give you the attention. To be brutally honest I don't want to sound like a completely arrogant individual but I have lived a very rough life, a life of chaos, envy, jealousy, deceat and so much more. As most of you prolly know the hardest thing to deal with in my life was the day I watched my uncle die at 5 years old he decided his life wasn't worth living, and shot himself right infront of me. Could you imagine the pain and guilt that would put a 5 year old through not knowing or understanding why his uncle shot himself while having his brains on your face ? But from then on my life went down hill, i was molested at 7 years old not even 2 years after my uncle killed himself. and

Men Are So Oblivious!
OK, that sounds like a chauvinistic statement, but its true!!! I colored my hair last Friday and so far the only person at work to notice and say something is the cashier in the Cafeteria. Including managers, I work with about 10 guys. Not one of them noticed. For the record, I went from a Blondish light brown to a Reddish dark brown, so the difference is rather extreme. Of course I'm betting if a set my hair on fire, no one would still notice until the fire sprinklers went off, lol!!!

Speed Zone
I watched Speed Zone this weekend. I was surprised because it wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. It was supposed to be the third movie in the “Cannonball Run” series but, for whatever reason, it didn't get the title. It's got a lot of cast members from SCTV, like John Candy, and quite a few other big names (for the time). If you like the “Cannonball Run” movies I'd check this out, if you're able to. It doesn't appear to be very popular. I like cars, but I don't love them or base my life around them. I particularly like the 70's era muscle cars and anything that reaches “exotic” or “supercar” status. But I do like driving. You won't find me with a wrench, but at least I know where the go-faster pedal is. That's probably why I like racing games so much. I don't like games where the cars are made up. I really prefer the ones that license real cars. And I prefer games that don't make you race around a track all the time because I think it gets boring really quick.

Goodnight
goodnight my darling its time to sleep ill keep you close your heart to keep ill search for clovers where the faries hide ill hold a handful and know you're with me inside ill drink by the fire you'll be on my mind thinking of nights i held you close and felt the safe comfort you helped me find i miss you now and i forever will ill be with you soon when my time stands still

Jennifer
Very interesting!! Do you think this describes me?!? J: is really sweet E: can kick your ASS N: easy to fall in love with N: easy to fall in love with I: loves to laugh and smile F: loves people wild and crazy adore you E: can kick your ASS R: has a nice butt A: Hottie L: very good kisser L: very good kisser Y: Easy to fall in love with N: Easy to fall in love with See if your letters describe you!! A: Hottie B: Amazing kisser C: good kisser D: has gorgeous eyes E: can kick your ASS F: loves people wild and crazy adore you G: very outgoing H: fricken hot I: loves to laugh and smile J: is really sweet K: crazy L: very good kisser M: Makes dating fun N: easy to fall in love with O: has one of the best personalities ever P: popular with all types of people Q: a animal lover R: has a nice butt S: makes people laugh T: Smile to die for U: is very sure of them self V: not judgmental W: very broad minded X: never let people tell you wha

Depends On The Day--green And Hazel
What color are your eyes? Black Eyes People with black eyes spend the shortest time in relationships except for the one with their current addiction. They always fall in love with anything that has two legs, a pulse.They are great kissers----until they vomit all over you.. If you don¡¯t repost this and you have black eyes you will either O.D., spend the night in jail, or wake up next to some weird guy you've never seen before within the next 2 days. ___________________________________________________________ Blue Eyes People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. They are kind, pretty or handsome, very good kissers and are really hot. They always fall in love with their closest friends and never understand why. They are very funny, outgoing and don't care what people think or say. They are very satisfying and love only that one girl/guy. Are straight up WARRIORS((aka SPARTANS)) when necessary. If you repost this and you have blue eyes you will have the best kiss s

October =perfect
Pick your birthday month and read it, then repost with whatever you are. JANUARY = SLUT Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you. You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt bu

He Is Hotttt!!! You Will Want To See This
I need a favor from all my friends, fans and family!!! Babyboy wants to level up so lets go give him our all!!! Ladies.....if you have not seen those sexy BLUE EYES you MUST check them out, they will make you melt hehe.......GUYS.......just a cool dude so be sure to go show him lots of luv!!! Click on his link to see this Red Hot Stud!!! $DJ Baby Boy$ { DIRTY SOUTH CREW} ~GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY BOMBSQUAD~@ fubar

Chaos
I'm soooo not meant to be a mom. I'm watching my g/f 3 kids for a week while their at Club Desire in Mexico. Girl 14, boy 10 and boy 7. the 7 year old put so much toilet paper into his upstairs bathroom, that it flooded the downstairs. Water came pouring thru the light/fan fixture (paid almost a 1,000 for) soaked the furniture, and peeled the paint. The kids thought I was gonna clean it up. Guess again, your mess..you all clean it up. Didn't think I was wrong in that one. Any suggestions as to drying it out other than air? And how long should I wait before I turn on the power back into that room?Parents will be home tomorrow nite....woohoo!!!! Someone take me away??? Or show me lots of Luv! LOL

Thoughts ....
Healing Prayer .. for 1 Oct. 2007 With this new day, I wish to send surrounding Healing Energies to all my friends. To their friends… To those I don't know… who touch the lives of those I do. Ever spreading every widening until it encircles the planet. May all be healed ... May all be blessed .. May all find peace with in their chest and mind and spirit.. Aho ========== This mornings sunrise will be like no other. My soul has a new calling, an new urging. How fearful yet excited i am. seems the further down my path i go the more if find that parts of me already knew. This was told to me by a dear friend once already. very interesting. AS i travel my road and look towards the hidden tomorrows, I dare not even think of what the possibilities are in case I'm let down from high expectations. Yes, I know that's not a good thing. But i am human for now

That's Just How We Roll
So Saturday I drive down to see Persia for her birthday. I get to her house and there is an AT&T van doing some work across the street. So we check out the hottie technician and head off to see Eastern Promises. Very good movie, btw. After dinner with Persia's family, we head out to do the required birthday drinking. Had a great time with Persia, Stina, Cass & Dy. Poor Dy got obliterated but Persia and I were stone cold sober by the end of the night, lol. Drove 2 hours home at 1:30 am and collapsed into bed. I found out the next day that Persia' mom saw Mr. AT&T hottie checking ME out. Who knew? Made my day. I wonder if he will be back there again this weekend? lol

Looking For Someone A To Catch My Eye
I have always looked and now I stopped.If he come to me then hopefuly things will happen. Email me and we will see if you are him.There is always someone everyone.I'm still looking and will not give out want I'm looking for in a man because I think that's to much information.I very periv.

Robin Williams' Words Of Wisdom
You gotta love Robin Williams...... Even if he's nuts! Leave it to Robin Williams to come up with the perfect Plan. What we need now is for our UN Ambassador to stand up and repeat this Message. I am just not sure I agree with #10 . . . you decide! Robin Williams' Plan... (Hard to argue with this logic!) "I see a lot of people yelling for peace but I have not heard of a plan for Peace. So, here's one plan." 1) "The US will apologize to the world for our "interference" in their affairs, past & present. You know, Hitler, Mussolini, Stalin, Tojo, Noriega, Milosevic, Hussein, and the rest of those "good ole boys", we will never "interfere" again. 2) We will withdraw our troops from all over the world, starting with Germany , South Korea , the Middle East , and the Philippines They don't want us there, anyway. We would station troops at our borders. No one allowed sneaking through holes in the fence. 3) All illegal aliens have 90 days to get their affairs together and

Weird Dreams
had two weird dreams: one: I told Megan what I want to tell her, she ran crying two: I woke to a knocking on the door, it was Lloyd. He tried to kill me but all I could see was a shadowed outline in broad daylight. (I woke to this dream and I knew I was asleep but couldn't wake up)

Bethany Beach
Well folks, we had a great time. Spent 4 days in Bethany at the National Guard Training Site. Compliments of the the US ARMY. Thank You. We had a trailer to ourselves. We had a couple of socials with the bosses they were great. We played poker, horseshoes, drank like fishes and had a great time. It was a bit different partying with the Colonel. He was actually very cool. We spent a few hours on the beach, I love the beach! Walked the boardwalk, drove to Ocean city did the boardwalk, and we ate at Phillips the all you can eat seafood place. Its great! On the way home we stopped at Dover Air Force base, at the PX i picked up new sneakers, a pair of jeans and cigs. We had a great time.

It's Monday Morning - Already?!
The beginning of another week! Very dreary here in Western Wisconsin at the moment, although sunshine is on tap for later I think. More strange energy - this is becoming the norm, it seems. Can't say that I like it either, lol! My own personal anxiety is being "amped up" by the anxiety of others. Guess I need to reinforce my shields again! For those who are willing and able, my friend with multiple myeloma could use as much energy as he can get! I'm sending as much as I can produce, right now. He remains in the hospital, I believe. He had a bad reaction to an experimental drug, given to help him breathe easier. I wish I could be there with him, as do others, to provide support and give comfort. But I will continue to provide as much as I can from a distance! My heart aches, he is in such pain. Tim is refusing to go to school again! Don't know what to do with him these days. But he'll be in big trouble sooner rather than later!! I need to head to work - at least the energy i

Miss Me At All?
Hey all..I just wanted to say first Good Morning!...:) I decided to stay of Fubar for a few days, after the fiasco with my pics I kind of got fed up with some people on here..I just felt this place was doing me wrong in so many ways, and needed a break...Did any of you miss me?..lol Well, I missed it a bit and I'm going to be on a few minutes more right now, but tonight I will be here..:) Hope you all stop by and say hi..:) Hugs and kisses..MUAH

Lucky 13
Apparently a mass consumption of alcohol knocks out a cold. lol. I had 13 shots at the bar and wasn't even wobbly. Anyway, it was good times Saturday, my brother showed up at the restaraunt to hang out for a while, then my sister and her husband hung out and what not. Afterwards, me, ruby, di, & cass headed over to the bar. chris joined us later smashed beyond belief, but hell it was fun as hell! oh and i think my fave part was that this time DI was the one singing down the street and not me and ruby. lol.

One Word!!
You. Can. Only. Type. One. Word. Not as easy as you might think. 1. Where is your cell phone ? Room 2. Your boyfriend/girlfriend? None 3. Your hair? mess 4. Work? fun 5. Your father? Genious 6. Your favorite thing? Laughter 7. Your dream last night? secret 8. Your favorite drink? Crown 9. Your dream car? mustang 10. The room you’re in? Clean 11. Your pet? anoying 12. Your fears? Hidden 13. What do you want to be in 10 years? traveling 14. Where did you hang out last night? home 15. What you’re not good at? organizing 16. Eyebrow rings on the opposite sex? what? 17. One of your wish list items? Tequila 18. Where you grew up? Mexico 19. The last thing you did? drink 20. What are you wearing? casual 21. What aren’t you wearing? mascara 22. The website GoofyAuctions.com (filled with eBay spoofs)? what 23. Your computer? anoying 24. Your life? fun 25. Your mood? hyper 26. Missing? time 27. What are yo

Hairspray Halloween Costume
Hairspray Halloween Costume Shop for movie and tv costumes by clicking here - fulfill all your costume and party decoration needs! Hairspray is one of the biggest hit movie musicals ever, and Hairspray costumes will be all over at Halloween parties this fall. Grab your Hairspray Halloween costumes and be Edna Turnblad, Tracy Turnblad, Velma von Tussle, Penny Lou Pingleton, or Seaweed Joseph Stubbs etc. So, this Halloween dress up as your favorite Hairspray character. Hairspray is a 2007 musical film produced by Zadan/Meron Productions and distributed by New Line Cinema. It was released in the United States, Canada, and the United Kingdom on July 20, 2007. The film is an adaptation of the Tony Award-winning 2002 Broadway musical of the same name, itself adapted from John Waters' 1988 comedy film. Set in 1962 Baltimore, the film follows a "pleasantly-plump" teen named Tracy Turnblad as she simultaneously pursues stardom as a dancer on a local TV show and rallies against raci

Why We Dont Let Friends Be Drunk N Stupid
My good friend Michael got really wasted at the club last night n pissed me off so bad. When he gets really drunk he gets to takin off his clothes. Well last night in the parking lot of the club he decides its time to get naked. I kept screaming at him to put this clothes on. This dude is a big dude. Chunky n stuff. I pleaded with him, i begged, i screamed, i cursed, but none of that worked. I was scared he was gonna go to jail for public intoxication or distrubing the peace because the police are always in that parking lot. Well what solved the problem? The mofo gets in a car with some chick he doesnt know n just leaves. I couldnt believe it

O Yea
and i get to call a client today and tell them i can't go there today because i get to go visit a shrink so that I can start to get a handle on this life i'm living. I really don't like doing that because the problem is important, but so is my mental state. I'm trying hard not to break down, and I still have no clue what i'm going to do. I can't go to the appointment, but i forgot about it on thursday when we set the appt. Hopefully they are understanding.....

Bill Of Rights
PAGAN BILL OF RIGHTS ONE - Pagans shall have the same freedom to worship that is granted to followers of other religions. TWO - Pagans shall have the same respect of all elected officials who represent them that is afforded to followers of other religions. THREE - A Pagan parent's religion shall not be used as evidence for the purpose of deciding child custody issues. FOUR - Pagans shall be free to work without regard to their religion, and shall be free from proselytizing and harassment at the work place. FIVE - Pagans shall have the same freedom to conduct their lives that is given to followers of other religions, within the boundaries of the law, without interference by or discrimination from representatives of their local, state or federal government. SIX - School district personnel and classroom visitors shall not proselytize or harass Pagan children while on public school property or at public school functions. SEVEN - Pagans shall have the sa

Waking Up Just Seems So Hard
Waking up anymore just seems more difficult than what it's worth. Where is the girl i can hold in my arms all night, and wake up next to every morning? When I can just look into her eyes and see the beautiful day ahead of me. I tend to get myself hurt alot, and I don't know why. Is it that I truly love to be abused? Is it that I want to be hurt? I don't think this is possible, because I really don't like feeling this way. The chaos that surrounds my life is not pleasing, and I don't enjoy it. I tend to be very rational with others problems, but why can't I be as rational with my own? I have troubles remembering what love feels like anymore. Don't have anyone to lean on, to protect and nurture. Someone to be my one and only at the moment. Sometimes it's just hard remembering what it feels like to caress and to be caressed. Sometimes I just wonder if it is all just a tragic nightmare that I need to wake up from. Somebody wake me up?

Holy Shit...i'm Actually In A Contest...help Me
WOW...The first time I have been entered into a contest...SEE...even us "old" men have a chance of winning something....Friends and Family...come bomb the shit outta my pic....

Some Days It Doesn't Pay To Get Out Of Bed!
As I was getting ready for work this morning it suddenly occurred to me that I hadn't gotten my October Commuter pass yet. I have the fee for the train pass deducted from my salary every month and I usually receive the pass in the mail. So today I am going to have to call them and find out what happened to my pass. In the mean time, I am going to have to pay the train fare each day until I get a pass from them. And as if that weren't bad enough, when I got dropped off for the train, I realized I didn't have my wallet on me. I left it at home. At least I was able to borrow some money from my ride so I could pay for the train. And then the last straw - I don't have my ID badge for work today either. I left it in my other jacket. And of course I have no driver's license to give the security desk so I can get a temp badge for the day, that's in my wallet. So the girl at the desk had me leave my keys in exchange for a badge. Watch me forget to get my keys back at the end of the day!

Letting Go
Letting go of what use to be. Letting go of what will never be. Letting go of you and me. Our friendship was special from the start. But i guess it was never meant to be. i will never forget you or the talks we had, they will be memories that will never be forget. So i say goodbye even though i dont know why. It seems our friendship was strong, but for some reason i think i was wrong, for we are saying goodbye. I dont even know why. I guess somethings just were never meant to be. I dont understand and maybe i never will, but it hurts to know my friend that our friendship has ended. Letting go never even had a chance to grow. So take care my friend, i hope all your dreams come true. and maybe someday we will meet again. until then my friend i must let go, even though it breaks my heart. The tears are falling my friend, cause i will miss you so. I hope that you never forget, you meant alot my friend to me you were my hero. Letting go and i dont even know

"man Eater " Loose In L.a.... Wtf!!
Just wanted to update Friends and Family..I arrived home in L.A. 9/28 Fri just before midight.I've been moving around for 15 years, and i'm finally back.. Getting myself grounded again and back to normal as most of you know losing someone you love isn't easy. Played some tennis, have been enjoying friends coming and going all weekend. Finally beginning to feel alive again..So look out L.A. we have a "Man Eater" on the loose! Smiling and feeling good. Huge Thank you and much love to all my friends and family without you I have no idea where i'd be now. I'm Single but not ready to mingle..Just going to party and enjoy life awhile. Emotional recuperation. time to heal.I'm on my way..Soooooo Oh Oh Here She Comes, Watch out Boyz..... For future reference if you step up to me, step up to me like a man or please don't bother to step up at all.I have much to offer, your loss if you take me for granted!...(if that sounds like anything other than confidence, its not meant to,

Alexis Bailey Simmons
(Paul, Thanks for suggesting I blog my writings. This one is about my sweet Angel I told you about. I will tell the story behind this poem in the next blog. Also thanks to you and Laura for being such good friends.) To all who sent a loved one home. There once was a beautiful angel living among us, though, but a short time, yet through her you could see Jesus, she held within her all that God had promised, now, so soon, she is gone. She will be forever missed. Though we know not, (can guess not) God’s whys, nevertheless, the tears still fill our eyes. Deep down we know this is part of God’s prefect plans, it is still hard to let go, but IT IS out of our hands. We must only except it and not cling to what was, though it is hard, we must still trust and believe in Jesus. Now, Lord I ask for this day and ever more, to ease the pain and show what the loss was for. When all else is said and done, let us remember, the joys of the short times we

Contest
Good morning SBG family and friends! Well, I have been up since 4am cdt bombing away. When I woke this morning, we were trailing by 1934 comments....as of right now at 6:30am we trail by only 1400!!!! I have to go to an all morning meeting so I'll be leaving shortly! Just want to thank all of you for busting butt to keep us in a position to catch the leader!! You all are tremendously awesome! Keep up the good work and I should hopefully be back early afternoon, if not sooner! Thanks again for all the hard work you are putting in this contest in order for me to win! Coach

Lost Another One, Dammit!
Well, another one of my favorite people left Fubar over the weekend. Why is it the cool people leave and the A-holes always stay? Its just not right! I'll miss talking to him here but at least I can still catch him on Yahoo.

Stash Update !!
Happy Monday!! I hope you had a great weekend. I have added some jokes to my stash to give your week an amusing start !! Please stop by and show some love. Enjoy!! And thanks and (((hugs))) as always. Love Lin xx

My Second Chance
To my angel whom I call Manna from Heaven When I was young and not so wise, I thought I needed no-ones advice, and royally messed up the life of my first born, which in turn left my family forever tattered and torn. Then several years later my tables turned around, and my world got twisted and flipped upside down, my first born returned and shared her troubles, which taught me our lives are just like bubbles.. We blow and pop them over and over again, each one either frees or binds our sins, when I reached rock bottom with mine, a second chance came along just in time. The one I destroyed was truly amazing, she gave her first born to me for the raising, now daily renewed joy fills my heart hoping Amanda will never want to depart. She brings sunshine & rain, smiles & tears, and laughter abundantly throughout the years, I pray daily that I don’t mess up her life too, and she will always love me, even when I make her blue. LSR 20 Oct. 1998 Author’s Co

It Must Be October
It Must Be October The harvest moon hangs round and high It dodges clouds high in the sky The stars wink down their love and mirth The Autumn seasons is giving birth Oh it must be October The leaves of red bright gold and brown To Mother earth come tumbling down The breezy nights the ghostly sights The eerie spooky far off sounds Are signs that its October The pumpkin yellow big and round Are carried by costumed clumsy clowns Its Halloween lets celebrate Come one come all and don't be late We know now its October We'll roast and toast some luscious food For apples we'll be bobbin While tales are told around the fire Of timely ghosts and goblins Oh how we love October The moon has grown pale The stars have grown dim Our Halloween party is over With a hi-de-ho homeward we'll go What a delightful month October Happy October! Wishing you and yours a wonderful day! {{{Hugs}}}

Help Me
Everyone.. the kid that threatened me has a new name and already emailed me.. Here is his new name.. PLEASE help me.. (¯`•¸·´¯)Øµ†~~ Fº®~~®€v€ñg€(¯`·¸•´¯)@ fubar There he is.. His new name is "Out For Revenge" and now that name is blocked.. I AM SICK OF THIS KID. (¯`•¸·´¯)Øµ†~~ Fº®~~®€v€ñg€(¯`·¸•´¯)@ fubar (¯`•¸·´¯)Øµ†~~ Fº®~~®€v€ñg€(¯`·¸•´¯)@ fubar I dont know what more I can do.. I have reported him here.. but no matter how many times I have him blocked.. he wont stop and he just tried to see me yet another boot/revenge bot on my computer. If I vanish for awhile.. I hope you all understand and I will miss you. It's been great getting to know you and it pains me that I might have to leave here out of fear.. because he has my home address and has posted it all over Fubar. Now he has my pictures. He said he will get me and hurt me.. Anyways.. Good night/morning.. whereever you are.

Do U Need Help 2 Level?
Do u need help 2 level up? Or know someone who does? then read below: I will help rate anyone all u have to do is- 1) send me the link of the person/your link to me. 2) due to a lot of my friends who get their selves into contests, If more then 1 of you is in the same contest i will either a) make it a fair rate all i ask is that sometime in the future, that you help me back since i helped you. i have helped a lot of you and don't ask for much in return. i'm not a selfish person and i do like to help friends. so if you ever need help don't hasate to ask. have any questions feel free to PM (private message) me.

Monday Links: Return To The Xm Studio, Turn On Your Paltalk, Roland Sings Poison, Iron Sheik Audio Clips, New Videos Online
LISTEN TO TODAY'S SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) Happy happy Monday, everybuddy! The infamous Opie Sports Curse is in full effect today (right, Philly? Oof...sorry Mets fans) Wake up and throw some coffee in your faces, and get ready for another fine day of rah-dee-oh! The Opie and Anthony Show is going to be heading to our NEW, high-tech, renovated studio at XM this morning, and if you want to get a look at some of the video (we've got broadcast-quality webcams now), Make Sure your Paltalk Is Turned On, and head to the Opie and Anthony LIVE room this morning to check it out! ROLAND sings POISON: In honor of our ongoing friendship with POISON frontman and Rock Of Love star Bret Michaels, our own Roland paid tribute with a heart-wrecnching version of "Every Rose Has Its Thorn": 'Every Roland Has Its Thorn' - Full Mixdown 'Every Roland Has Its Thorn' - Dry Tracks (for your remixing joy) RAW IRON SHEIK AUDIO: Because it's funny as hell, and we know a lot of you

Some Sure Fire Bee Cures, And A Bishop Who May Meet The Maker..
Good Morning. It’s pesky BEE time in Michigan. Well hell, perhaps all over I guess, however it seems like a Michigan only problem this time of year. I am not sure why…I am not sure how they determine they need to go out with a flare. I do not mean a road flare either! Although, some do believe burning them out is the answer. Not so in these next two cases. Please do not try this at home! Some Americans continue to prefer to "do it themselves" to get rid of pests on their property, with tragic results. In June, Mike Harstad of Jamestown, Calif., attempting to eliminate a wasps' nest with a can of Pledge and a cigarette lighter, ultimately burned down his mobile home and contents and destroyed an outbuilding, a truck, a boat and a trailer. [MyMotherLode.com (KVML-AM, Sonora, Calif.), 7-1-07] In August, a Whitehall, Pa., man, William Sekol, 82, attempting to destroy a yellow jackets' nest beneath a storm sewer grate in his front yard, put a dried tree over the grate, doused it with gaso

Love For Our Boys In Camo!
I know that you all are probably here expecting some hot and steamy stories. Today I have to apologize for the lack of such a story as the message I have to deliver today is far different and very somber. Some of you know me well enough to understand that I carry a certain level of anti American sentiment. While I do disagree strongly with the direction the country is headed, I still appreciate the hard work and LIVES lost of our military men and women over seas. I do strongly oppose the war in Iraq, I have from the very moment we started bombing. Part of me still feels Saddam could have been dealt with far differently then the great sacrifice our country has had to endure to remove him from power. A sacrifice that we still suffer even today. This morning as I am checking out this person and that I came across dragon. I do not know this boy but I do know that all of you should stop by and show his family much love. If any of you know someone else out there in fubar let

Stay!! Lol... (sent By Another Friend Of Mine Via Email)
I pulled into the crowded parking lot at the Super Wal-Mart Shopping Center and rolled down the car windows to make sure my Labrador Retriever Pup had fresh air. She was stretched full-out on the back seat and I wanted to impress upon her that she must remain there! I walked to the curb backward, pointing my finger at the car and saying emphatically, "Now you stay. Do you hear me?" "Stay! Stay!" The driver of a nearby car, a pretty blonde young lady, gave me a strange look and said, "Why don't you just put it in park?"

Filthy, But (admittingly) Funny..... (sent To Me By A Friend)
FINALLY, THE ANSWERS WE HAVE ALL BEEN WAITING FOR: Q: WHAT IS AN AUSTRALIAN KISS? A: It's the same as a French kiss, but "down under." Q: WHAT DO YOU DO WITH 365 USED CONDOMS? A: Melt them down, make a tire, and call it a Goodyear. Q: WHY ARE HURRICANES NORMALLY NAMED AFTER WOMEN? A: Because when they come, they're wild and wet. But when they go, they take your house and car with them. Q: WHY DO GIRLS RUB THEIR EYES WHEN THEYGET UP IN THE MORNING? A: Because they don't have any balls to scratch... AND FINALLY: (I really love the last one....) Q: WHAT IS A MAN'S ULTIMATE EMBARRASSMENT? A: Running into a wall with an erection and breaking his nose .

Health Alert -- Dangerous New Virus
(received in an email from a friend... do you think that this could apply to you???) :D There is a dangerous virus being passed around electronically, orally, and by hand. This virus is called Weary-Overload-Recreational-Killer (WORK). If you receive WORK from any of your colleagues, your boss, or anyone else via any means DO NOT TOUCH IT. This virus will wipe out your private life completely. If you should come into contact with WORK, put your jacket on and take two good friends to the nearest grocery store. Purchase the antidote known as Work-Isolating-Neutralizer-Extract (WINE) or Bothersome-Employer-Elimination-Rebooter (BEER). Take the antidote repeatedly until WORK has been completely eliminated from your system. You should forward this warning to 5 friends. If you do not have 5 friends, you have already been infected and WORK is controlling your life.

A Week At The Gym: One Man's Story
(sent to me via email from a friend) If you read this without laughing out loud, there is something wrong with you. This is dedicated to everyone who ever attempted to get into a regular workout routine. Dear Diary: For my 40th birthday this year, my wife (the dear) purchased a week of personal training at the local health club for me. Although I am still in great shape since playing on my college football team 25 yrs ago, I decided it would be a good idea to go ahead and give it a try. I called the club and made my reservation with a personal trainer named Belinda, who identified herself as a 26 year old aerobics instructor and model for athletic clothing and swim wear. My wife seemed pleased with my enthusiasm to get started! The club encouraged me to keep a diary to chart my progress. MONDAY: I started my day at 6:00 am. Tough to get out of bed, but it was well worth it when I arrived at the health club to find Belinda waiting for me. She was something of a Gre

I Give It Another Try
I am very suprised that the name of this site has changed. But things are changing often, so is my account. Yes, Im clumpsy, forgot my profile name and settings, etc., so I created a new one. I was away for a long time. Medical problems with my hand (triggerfinger), very busy at work and moving my mom to another place. Not a happy time... But I had some weeks vacation, surgery on my hand and my mom is doing okay now. So life goes on!

A Great Day Off
I went with my 2 best female friends to a club in Pittsburgh and one of their friends met us there. So there I am with 3 super cute girls. It was hilarious watching all these guys come up and hit on them and getting shot down and then the girls turn around and buy me drinks all night and introduce me to every girl they knew or just met. I even got a couple of phone numbers. It was a needed ego boost. I haven't felt very wanted lately. At least by anyone that I am interested in. After the club we went over to the drummers house of the band we went to see and partied until sunrise. I forgot how fun that could be. There were these 2 girls there that were in a different band that were super cool too that I sat and talked to for awhile. All in all it was a great day off and I am feeling more optimistic about everything for awhile :)

Wrapped In Your Love
Oh the burning, yearning desires deep within the need I have to be with you, again and again seeing your pictures warms me so much I grin as I daydream of holding you close; skin to skin. I close my eyes and you are always here with me it feels so natural, us together under the trees as our love sweetly grows, like a gentle breeze then I open my eyes and you’re still across the seas. The October winds are carrying to you my kiss to show how deeply your presence is missed the dampness in the air is my tears, not the rains mist to be forever yours is my greatest wish. These flooding desires make me ache for you so sending you my love; it’s deep and true it’s as crisp and clear as the morning dew; wrapped in your love keeps out the blues. LSR 1 October 2007 0255 hours To Sinan with love From Lori

Uncalled For Or Just Stupid
well last nite when i went to bed cause my shoutbox quit everything was alright ,,,,, yayyyyyy what do i do i wake up to some shouts on box and this one really pisses me the fuck off off so i thought i would share it with u and see if u think it was uncalled for or what , to me i think it is stupid as fuck if he is checking up on me and knows my name is always here he must b online also but anyways dumb ass 50% of time when my name is on here i am not online fucking all time stupid jerk yea what a lovely monday to start out with and for the record i will be blocking this person from me ... spida69: friggin ge offa the computer sometime ya jsut gonan keep getting biggr until you do sheesh and for another thing wtf does being on line have to do with getting bigger i am on a diet and have lost 15 lbs in 2 mths stupid jerk

???
unwanted unloved unheard unforgiving distrustful unrespected unbelieving unwilling uncomforted get it through your head me ad you will never be a friend we agreed.. HA i laugh don't bother.... unwilling to hear your lies unforgiving about your silence unbelieving to you reasons i no longer.... leave this unsaid

Things About Me People Should Know
************Well First off hello to all my friends************* First thing first that alot of people don't understand about me is my beliefs and out looks on life. First off I am a witch. And I am happy to say it proudly. Alot of people say you should be ashamed of what you are. And you should not brag so openly about it. Why not I ask you. Christans and Catholics and Non Believers are able to. This is a time of different beliefs. And The way I see it. Everyone has a right and a freedom to whatever they believe in. And if they are proud like my self they will show it. Now my Mom asked me a simply question. No harm in it. She asked me are you not scaried of getting threated. And my Mom is a high priestest I mind you. She wanted to know my reason. And I told her. Our people hid away from others for years. Scaired for what they might do to us. And the way I see it. If some dumb uneducated person wants to come down here and think they are going to tie me to a steak all I got to say

Angel's Tread In The Strangest Of Places
Angels Tread in the strangest of places... Things are looking up as angels touch my life yet again :). Hope and faith bring with them the light of true friendship and helping hands. I walk a path slightly different than others, yet find myself caught in the everyday, with worries and doubts. When things look the bleakest, a glimmer of hope shines through and people show their true colors. Don't wait for a concrete knowledge that what you do in life is right or wrong, look inside yourself. You may fnd that you touch someone deeply, in their time of need. In the smallest of ways, to you, but to them it can be monumental.

Why
Taking back the time together The arguments and the fighting Why did this have to happen to us Once you left I lost apart of me baby We said things we didn't mean to say Why couldn't we have fix this situations It's so hard letting this feeling go away Moving on and hustling everyday is so hard Can't seem to get the memories out of my mind No time to throw this a way have to find you Once I saw you were with another couldn't handle Don't know how to put the words anymore to you I was the fool who didn't have the strength Should have learned my lesson once you told me Can't eat or sleep at night looking at my phone Love is just a game you play it learn from it Just need to let this feelings go away for me But I got through it letting go of the old things That is the only way I can do what's right for me

The Lion And The Dove
THE LION AND THE DOVE Whither goest thou, my love, Who like an angel soars above The other ladies - nay, a dove That bringeth peace. My heart doth move. Her eyes are brown, exceeding fair - Two gems that warm the midnight air, So luminous their glow doth snare The once proud lion in his lair. Her voice is music from the spheres; The lion lifts his head and hears Its melody of golden tears. He stands up straight and pricks his ears. Her sweetly sorrowed face doth shine As moonbeams glimmer, quite divine - Radiance indeed sublime. The lion (strange) begins to whine And paws the earth in maddened grief. A frenzy quite beyond belief Builds up inside – it craves relief From her whose plaint was deep yet brief. Thou hast gone away, my love, And I know not how best to move Thy heart, oft injured – yet I’ll prove My gentleness can tame a dove. copyright 2004 Peter Sherman All rights reserved.

My Wall Of Shame...reposted
My wall of shame THESE ARE PRIME EXAMPLES OF WHAT NOT TO SEND TO ME!!!! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ jmcbme@ CherryTAP from: jmcbme date: 2007-03-07 16:56:18 subject: wanna see nice cock on cam read receipt: Yes replied: No block user ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ -shoutbox-3/7 k dawg@ CherryTAP k dawg: mmm hey u make me sooo hard ->Alana: how old are you? k dawg: im 18 k dawg: r u wet k dawg: can u help me cum i sent a comment to his page declining....ack! -shoutbox-3/8 k dawg: hey there u wet ->Alana: go fuck yourself and I went to his page to block him! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ OR you could win the award for FUCKTARD like this ass Bob@ CherryTAP with his shout box question.. Bob: wanna make some money? ->Alana: what? Bob: do u wanna make some money? ->Alana: doing what? Bob: porn ->Alana: do i look like i make porn? and do i look like i

Fulfillment Of Desires ...it's A Choice.
If you are not moving forward, it's because you are holding yourself back. You may have chosen to blame your lack of progress on outside factors, yet deep down you know that you are the primary factor. It doesn't really matter why or how you've chosen to prevent yourself from achieving your desired results. What's crucial is that you simply get out of the way and allow yourself to move forward. There is a very real and accessible connection between you and whatever it is that you desire. To achieve your desired results takes nothing more than activating that connection and letting it follow its natural course. The same conditions that make your desires possible also make it possible for you to fulfill those desires. So stop fighting those conditions and start making use of them. You are not separate from the fulfillment of your dreams. You are in fact the person through whom that fulfillment can be most easily and most magnificently expressed. Let the seeds of your treasur

Wiccan Seductions Angel
Had one of her friends go whine piss and moan and groan like a little bitch to get my account deactivated her yahoo id is (wiccanseduction) go tell this bitch how you feel her friends name is paul and they think they are gonna turn me in and shit i dont give a fuck you dont like me tell me now because im tired of the little internet kiddie games running to someone else with your tail between your legs little bitch ass nigga's i will fucking be here forever and ever until babyjesus bans my ip and i dont see that happening i have reported this site to godaddy.com which is the domain provider for illegal content and there for and here out i will be getting into contact with more people because of this little fucking episode

Monday 10-01-07
In everyone's life, at some time, our inner fire goes out. It is then burst into flame by an encounter with another human being. We should all be thankful for those people who rekindle the inner spirit. ~Albert Schweitzer -don't let those who you thought were part of your inner spirit get you down, when they are nowhere to be found in the time of need-Alicia

Twisted
been having quite a rough week, so here is a new song i wrote...leave some love. TWISTED Whoa Oh...I know i'm not alright Whoa Oh...I try with all my might Whoa Oh...I'll never be okay I'm Twisted in every way here i am-laying on my bed again here i am-staring at the walls again once again-contemplating what my life could be if i wasn't me i got myself in the same predicament feel my life's- a value with no sentiment all alone-no one wants to go through life with me it makes me see Whoa Oh...I know i'm not alright Whoa Oh...I try with all my might Whoa Oh...I'll never be okay I'm Twisted in every way here i am-in the middle of a crowded room my mask is fading-the loneliness will hit me soon my insecurities shine so bright that all the room can see that i'll never be i try to change-but every time i cry i try to learn-and then i wonder why i try to break through-of the chains this life has shackled me please find the key Whoa Oh...I know i'

From The Poem "the Garden Of Prosperine"
From too much love of living, From hope and fear set free, We thank with brief thanksgiving Whatever gods may be That no life lives forever; That dead men rise up never; That even the weariest river Winds somewhere safe to sea. Algernon Charles Swinburne, from the poem "The Garden of Prosperine".

I Bought A Bird Feeder!!!
I bought a bird feeder. I hung it on my back porch and filled it with seed. Within a week we had hundreds of birds taking advantage of the continuous flow of free and easily accessible food. But then the birds started building nests in the boards of the patio, above the table, and next to the barbecue. Then came the poop. It was everywhere: on the patio tile, the chairs, the table...everywhere. Then some of the birds turned mean: They would dive bomb me and try to peck me even though I had fed them out of my own pocket. And others birds were boisterous and loud: They sat on the feeder and squawked and screamed at all hours of the day and night and demanded that I fill it when it got low on food. After a while, I couldn't even sit on my own back porch anymore. I took down the bird feeder and in three days the birds were gone. I cleaned up their mess and took down the many nests they had built all over the patio. Soon, the back yard was like it used t

Come, Walk With Me
Come, walk with me Will you walk with me, When days are glad And the sun is glowing high upon the hill Will you dance with me When I need to laugh Eternal joy my life to fill. Come, will you walk with me upon the way.... To wander along This course of life today Seeing all to see And dreaming as we do Delighting in the warmth of dawn Fresh as the morning dew. Come, will you walk with me.... Stepping out the ups and downs As my friend As I will walk with you Wandering through life's doors Travelling twisty turns, caring as we go Yet loving all the more. Come, walk with me With oneness as our goal As we share God's love in all we do, But, if days may come we may not understand The pain of valleys all unknown Then we will kneel to pray To the One who knows.

Well Simply Wtf
ok so wtf is up with women always wantin the bad boy image instead of a guy that they know will treat them right and take care of them? why is it that if a guy is nice and shows respect that most chicks now days always put them in the friends cateory instead of giving them a chance? well this is all for now but there will be more because i kow i'm going to see something that makes me say what the fuck

I Think I Get It
FUBAR is for the 20something to 30something generation ... hence the some what crass approach to "customer service." That kind of reinforces my earlier statement not to take it too seriously. Just sit back and watch the show. Nice to see the kids having fun with a technology that I helped to bring in. Of course, I am not supposed to say that. Right? Heh Heh Heh.

You Wanna Know What Grinds My Gears...asking For A Bj
look im a modern man...i love sex...more specifically...i love eating pussy...i love everything about it and never in my memory of carpet munching has many a female have had to ask for it...i do it on my own because i enjoy it... so why the hell do some women act like its a cardinal sin to suck a mans dick w/o getting a formal invitation first... you dont have to RSVP...theres no 500 dollars per plate fee...JUST SUCK IT... i dont want to have to guide you or hint at it...u should WANT to.. and ladies dont get me wrong its not like i dont believe in returning the favor...or alli want to do is get head 24/7 but head in between sex every once in awhile is not too much to ask...is it? i mean at least once a week...my dick isnt good china thats only supposed to be used on thanxgiving... i mean is it THAT un enjoyable for females...i mean i eat you out and end up with your splooge half way around my whole face and a hair in my molar...i dont complain and i def dont shy

"a Mile At The Door"
knock...Knock... A soft rattle on the window Of life Of opertunity Of joy or Something that resembles Love Of things better off Unthought Untought Unlearned Forever under constant scorn Also of want,or Better yet Of need or lust consumeing Of fillings And the lack there of and finnaly Of self protection throgh selfless projection Listen close,you can hear it now Growing closer still knock...Knock...KNock...KNOCK... Insistant but yet so distant A young mind Fights the glass and the night To get back on the right side of the window of life. -RAGE G. SYNISTER-

"tattered Times"
"TATTERED TIMES" Wondering Somewhere out in the misplaced Somewhere out in a distant place Mentaly vanished without a trace But why? Hell I dont know I mean even if I did would it show Or would the river of life continue to flow Unrestraind Throughout time beheld to one is the rights to ones self WELCOME To the new millinia Like mass spread schitzophrinia Seen on countless T.V.s Are people who rape others belifes Hi there news caster,Lie,Lie Rember it only sells if it dies "If it bleeds,It leads!" Your moto is the soicety it feeds People here will rob you blind An hour gone is more than enough time As the solders continue to walk the line Robot troops,marching in loops Around in countrys that hate The United States But why? Hell,I dont know Just need enough to fill a half hour show Edit the rest in to keep the flow Make up,Make up,cover the fakes up Make it good to sell to the public If

"a New Life"
Decided is the way in which in which i have become inside The circits within me have been exposed to lies Mechanical fillings from a hart of steel pump My robotic thoughts have become a tangled clump My metalic core,the waste of human hate and lust Burning eyes aglow with anger and mistrust I am no longer me I have become something Why cant you see I am nothing Remnents of what used to be A shattered becomeing A NEW LIFE...a new life...A NEW LIFE My flesh a tattered shrine for what hides inside Me and my thoughts are consumed by life I lust for the greed you need to feed me My robotic ways trap me into a closed way to see My mind programed by this whole worlds hated trust I am a twisted box of metal,circits,emotion,wires and rust I am no longer me I am something Why cant you leave I am seething Reconstruct wires and words

Contest Results.
Based on the results of my mumm that I posted yesterday afternoon I have decided to do a contest for the sexiest couple/threesome. MY rules for this contest. 1: No F--- pics. That's not sexy, just perverted. 2: I would prefer SFW photos. be creative. I might accept a NSFW photo if i deem it to not be showing too much. 3: the comments winner will be the one with the most comprehensible comments. 4: you may bomb the photos with comments but keep them readable or understandable. more than 5 unreadable comments on a photo and I will cut the number of comments on a photo in HALF! more than ten... well I'll be sending a note to both the person who sent the pic in and the mad poster. 5: use screen names for both partners if possible. I will use the screen names as personal comments so i know who to give the gifts to. 6: I adore creativity. humor me. 7: I will run the contest for at LEAST two weeks. 8: Prizes will be given to the top couples who get the most rates, and

Hand Prints
Closing her eyes against the darkness as though accepting blindness might help her see. The cloth light upon her face seems like it would hold nothing back from her and so she is sure the lights, too, have been turned off. The room is devoid of sound with the exception of the soft humming coming from a streetlamp just outside the window. With nothing left to focus on she seeks the sanity of that simple sound, letting it ground her into the here and now rather than daring to lose herself... at least not yet. Each limb is held down to the little cushion the old mattress holds. The springs push up and into her back and bite at her elbows. There is a piece of her, quite aware that soon even those little annoyances will go unnoticed and she tenses a bit with the knowledge, yet a smile burgeons on her lips, daring to mock the fear in her heart. The fear is not that which leaves one helpless, but escalates them to a new high. The fear of the unknown in the hands of one most trusted is som

Freedoom For The Masses!
Shit man, its as if a huge fucking black cloud of shit has transended from the open pits of some kind of washed up void, and fallen apon my scurvy druged up mind. Sounds yet softly spoken in the waste of time, like some kind of beast. One little step for these swine, and the doomed are well doomed. No magical answer found, no resons behind life, just altimately unanswered questions. Is this all we have in this world, this coruption and greed seen everywhere and the people that are good and just, lay dead in the streets. Somekind of sideways wild animal with below normal intelagince, has raped this land that had once stood for freedom or something that closely resembles it. As I see it we have been striped of everything that once resembled meaning, like a child standing in the rain with no coat. But in the end I guess its all stary eyed bullshit and piles of law and pieces of the system that has failed us. So to freedoom i shout,like metal reactions or silence falling like dirty snow in

Flames Will Flicker
We are not what we think we are, but, what we hear and see. For some strange reson fear is unescapeable here in the land of lust and hunny. Lost to some kind of desire almost over the choice but yet too blind to truely see what the truth may hide behind a gloved hand of doom. Like silence unchecked, spoken so loud that it explodes in my head like the sound of thousand tidile waves of blue rotten milk and l.s.d.25. Something looming now far ahead of us, but, as we find ourselfs closer to this system of consumption it becomes strangely comfortable. The more jaded our dimly lit eyes become in the shifting yellow light, the lighter our moods become. The right resons to fight a very wrong battle agianst none other than myself, almost a solo convention of superstition and angst. The silence speaks so much louder than your false words of careing hope and hurt justifide by nothing other than your need to control. Often times I sit and try to figure out how my thoughts have reached

New Job
I JUST WANTED ALL MY FRIENDS TO KNOW THAT I START MY NEW JOB OCT.1.YES, I'M GOING TO WORK BACK IN THE CONSTRUCTION FIELD FOR CONOCO PHILLIPS. I WILL BE WORKING NIGHTS SO I WANT BE ON MUCH ANYMORE. THE WAY THEY ARE TALKING I WILL BE WORKING 12 HOURS FROM 7:00PM TILL 7:00AM.AND 7 DAYS A WEEK. THE MONEY IS GOING TO BE GREAT. I WILL MAKE 14.20 AN HOUR. THATS NOT INCLUDING OVER TIME. SO, IF I CAN'T RATE ALL OF YA'LL PICTURES YA'LL KNOW WHY. I WILL BE SLEEPING MOST OF THE DAY. BUT, I WILL DO MY BEST TO GET ON HERE AS MUCH AS I CAN. I HOPE YA'LL ALL UNDERSTAND. WE ARE ONE BIG HAPPY FAMILY ON HERE. AND FAMILY STICKS TOGETHER. THANK YOU ALL FOR YOUR SUPPORT. PLEASE DON'T FORGET ME, RATE ME, FAN ME. AND I WILL TRY MY BEST TO RETURN THE FAVOR.. LOVE YA'LL ALL. HAVE A GREAT DAY!! MUAH!!!

Cocksucker: A Simple Blowjob Story
I was sitting in the middle of Max's living room. I had gone to the bathroom for a minute to freshen up; when I returned to the living room of his small apartment near the campus of OSU, Barry White was pulsing from the stereo, and Max had lit some tall red tapered candles on the coffee table. A typical romantic mood setting cliché. Poor Max was trying so hard to get in my pants. We had just met a few hours ago at a kegger. Max was an average looking guy, about 5"9, short brown hair, and kind of skinny. He had convinced me to come up to his apartment around 2:00 this morning; the party we had just left was getting loud and out of control, and we could barely hear our own voices. He was probably thinking "Please, God, I hope I get lucky. I'm really horny and want to score tonight, but I always strike out." We had already made out a bit at the party, and I could clearly see the bulge in his jeans. He wanted me so badly...but probably thought he wouldn't get much further than second

My Mumm On Decisive Women Was Deleted
Your mum has been removed! Hide header Date: Sun, 30 Sep 2007 23:19:02 -0700 (PDT) From: Size: 982 B To: supermex@fubar.com Reply-To: Apparently someone on the fubar staff loves hillary clinton and is a staunch liberal that cannot fathom to hear another side. Can you imagine deleting a topic that is discussed daily on major media? And they delete my mumm concerning that....on fubar.....go figure.... -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- A mum you have posted has been removed by the 'fubar' admins. This mum was removed because it was either offensive or NSFW (Not Safe For Work) in nature. Please read the Terms Of Service. NSFW CONTENT IS NOT ALLOWED in the public areas of 'fubar'. This mum removal has been recorded and your account will be deleted if it happens again.

Eyes
This shit is some wierd kind of funky..Taste all musky, and makes ya cough like a son-of a-bitch, but after that your head is all hot and your brain is swiming. Magical almost but reality is always much more copastetic when your out of your brain on hash and somekind of bubbly blue life. Stupidly stumbleing laghing bout crack cocaine and other childishly fun things that are normaly fun but not so much fun that it is beyond funny. God damn, these camels are almost hard to smoke, but thay fill so good when your chokeing and loseing bad air that was never fully realized. I don't even realy understand myself, but, hell its like something that somewhat pulls me in like a forgoten blackhole that no one can see but me and those who have deicided to not realy care. To just let go and fucking live life the way it fills good to live it. Some of these shisty people would rather sell you a ten pound bag of shit than to just say "Fuck it!" and fall straight into ablivion. Now it

Will There Ever Be Happiness?
Happiness dont come with a cost?..they say..I say differ'I belive you have to fight for it.Even then half the time it dosent come..Come's with many cost's..With that I mean..Sacrifices..Such as..Lossing with thing dear at times..Indeed that does suck...But keep all you good intentions in mind.I also belive that No'one will ever me happy..To a point..Such as..Never Satisfied.I know what your thing..I have everthing..Everything that I ever wanted..Will Sorry to say but I belive you should take a 2nd gander..I mean are you happy..honestly..No..I say..You always want more..there's always something else you need...or just want..So I leave you with that thought..Are you happy? Are you were you want..To be?..Or is there more..

Honestly..
Honestly, Plays a big role into days society. Some look at only the overall, In my own oppion which people are entitled too..Belive that people should take in the whole piece of what there talking about/reciveing and putting out there for other's. Such as this honestly..Not important you say..No not at all..Its is indeed really important..At least to some..aka most.. Be honest, tell'em what you are really thinking..the truth.. To many times have I seen people more happy with honestly then lie's..So why would you lie..To make yourself look as such a better person..Ahh..No that dont work either..You'd be better off just sitting infront of that person..And telling them the truth and nothing but it.

Fire And Ash
The sound seems to echo in the distance of time. Asthough it is the centerpiece to our thoughts and it opens like red rose lust and painted words. Verb in the reaction yet silently speaking to me like a shining example. This is what you should strive to become, Yes, strive or be forgoten. Like a lesson left to no one but still everything, heard by all of the world in a whole, but understood by no-one. Don't let it all unfold before you as you sit silent and full of void eyed awe. Take the chance and be what thay say not to be for the choices of oneself is held out to only the people who can truely see. Open the minds retubution for those things that are not "us" and question why. Leave no rock unturned, no word unspoke, break any law that does not make reson seem justified in action and course. Live like the great doctor, And fill each day with crazy drug induced loonyness. Like insainity and fire, burn the chains of judgement to ashes!

Boggin #1 Name Explain
Swings says it all........I have a mind like none you will ever come across again and that may be a good thing...for you, me and the rest of the world...LOLOLOLOLOL! I have swings from hell. One day I may rant, love, hate, confuse...there's no telling what will come out of me from one minute to the next. A lover and a fighter....did someone step on my toes? Wait and see....was I inspired or did I just have a quiet day? I may stay silent for a month or more and out of NO WHERE my head will EXPLODE !!!!!!!!!!!! OMGGGGGGGG !!!!!!!!! ha ha ! SWINGS !!!! I told ya....the name says it all! MID - Midnight....power that pulls at the earth...the oceans and all of us every month. Saturn - A beautiful and deadly planet full of mystery. ok....there you go.....you know where my name came from and the name of the blog came from. Now set back and wait to see if my head pops off or if I get inspired with love or something more profound....hmmmmmm.....what will it be? I wonder!

The New Teacher Part 4
"It's a pity I had to cancel our planned meeting earlier, Linda. Had you been trained, you could have assisted me further in the girls punishment or even have dealt with them yourself under my watchful eye." "As you say, Headmistress, a great pity indeed. Though I learned much from watching you." There was a sparkle in her eyes that I'd first noticed when she'd arrived at my office yesterday for her first training session. "Do you think so?" I raised my eyebrows. " In that case, perhaps you'll want to see how it feels to be on the receiving end" "I think that would be most appropriate. How do you propose we begin, bent over the sofa perhaps?" As she positioned herself in the same way that Jemma had just a short while ago I asked "Are you sure about this? You don't have to you know." "Oh quite sure, Headmistress, if for no other reason than I deserve to be punished for my own behaviour. Placing your hand on my wetness as I did." I couldn't believe that hav

Come On Guys You Know You Wanna
Come join me and the family in the brand NEW lounge come hear the greatest tunes and my fine ass as a stripper like i said you know you wanna http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=50069

The New Teacher Part 3
Jemma closed her eyes and tried to prepare herself for the first bare bottomed caning of her life. From the welts raised on her companion's backside by the thin cane, she knew that her own rear would be in a far worse state by the time this was over. "Open your eyes girl and fix them on Anne's rump." I turn to Miss Morgan and wink. " The cane I've selected for Jemma is more than twice as thick as the previous one and provides greater accuracy of control. With just a little practice it is possible to place the strokes so close together that no white flesh can be seen between them, or even to place each stroke on the exact same spot." " Now remember Jemma, count each stroke and thank me for it." The first stroke brings a grunt from the girls lips "One. Thank you headmistress." With the second stroke she gasps and shakes her head. "Two. Thank you headmistress." Not wishing to have another girl faint this evening I resist the urge to use full force or speed at t

The New Teacher Part 2
Just as I prepare to retire for the night there is a knock at my study door. "Enter." Miss Morgan enters the study followed by two pupils clad in pyjamas and dressing gowns, and the younger girl a more than slightly embarrassed expression. I recognise the girl on the right as Jemma Simpson, a sixth former this year and the bane of my life for the last five. Although academically gifted, and a fair hockey player, Simpson and I had have many meetings in my office as one after another of the staff came to report her various misdemeanours. If it wasn't for the considerable donations that her Father regularly made to the school she would have been expelled long ago. The girl on the left is unknown to me though as this is her first term at The Grange. "What can I do for you Miss Morgan?" "I was making my final bed check in the dorm before going to bed myself when I found Jemma in bed with Anne. They were kissing and petting each other, Headmistress." "What ha

Goin Back...way Back...
I was Born In the 80's but this basicly was my youth..lol...actualy this is almost me now.. TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED the 1930's 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's !! First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they were pregnant. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking. As infants & children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, booster seats, seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle. We shared one soft drink with four friends, from one bottle and NO ONE actually died from this.

New Teacher
I sat at my desk working on the staff rotas for the coming term when there was a knock at the door. `Enter'. I looked up to see the new gym teacher, Miss Morgan , standing in the doorway. `Come in, I won't be a moment.' Linda Morgan was in her twenties, fair haired and tanned from the glorious summer that we'd just had, with the firmest toned body I had ever seen. She had come to the school highly recommended after spending her probationary year at a nearby comprehensive, but she fully understood the workings of a girls boarding school having been privately educated herself. `Well, Miss Morgan, welcome to The Grange.' `Thank you, it's good to be here.' `We run a strict establishment here, and expect the same high standards of work and personal conduct from our staff and pupils both on, and off, the premises. As head, I reserve the right to punish any misconduct as appropriate. The parents are all aware that this includes corporal punishment, and are in agreeme

Nsfw Pics
ok people, I seem to be having a real problem with someone tagging all my stuff NSFW... and its in my funny stuff folder or its a pic that im not showing any skin at all. someone is trying to get me kicked off here, and if you know who it is please let me know. it is really starting to PISS ME OFF!!!! and yes I got rid of the boyfriend.

Lonely
LIFE WITHOUT YOU ISNT WORTH LIVING WITHOUT YOU I WOULD RATHER DIE I FEEL THE EMPTYNESS ,I FEEL THE TEARS, I FEEL MY HEART BREAKING INTO A MILLION PIECES .WHERE DID OUR LOVE GO? WHERE DID THE TIME GO WHEN I WAS ALL YOURS?WHERE DID OUR HAPPINESS , OUR HOPES , AND OUR DREAMS GO?LIFE WITHOUT YOU ISNT WORTH LIVING WITHOUT YOU I WOULD RATHER DIE... CAN'T YOU SEE HOW MUCH YOUR LOVE MEANS TO ME YOU ARE MY EVERYTHING YOU ARE MY HEART AND SOUL AND WITHOUT YOU I WILL DIE..

1408
http://SeXiVixxEN.flixster.com I really liked this one!! Stephen King has never let me down and he delivered yet again.1408 definitely had some pretty scary moments in it,and at this point I really dont get "scared" anymore ,this was done really well,nice twist endng all in all a great watch,Check it out,let me know what you think.

No More Games.
Febuary 16, 2005.... LOS ANGELES (Reuters) - Renegade author Hunter S. Thompson lamented the onset of old age and his physical limits, then concluded, "Relax -- This won't hurt," in an apparent suicide note published on Thursday by Rolling Stone magazine, his literary springboard. The scrawled words -- perhaps the last he ever committed to paper -- were written on February 16, four days before the self-described "gonzo" journalist shot himself to death at his secluded home near Aspen, Colorado, the magazine said. Thompson was 67, and at the time friends and family said he had been in pain from hip replacement surgery, back surgery and a recently broken leg. Those close to him said Thompson had contemplated suicide for years. The content of the note was first revealed by Thompson's biographer and literary executor, Douglas Brinkley, in a Rolling Stone article recounting the August 20 memorial service in which Thompson's cremated remains were blasted out of a cannon. Brin

The Friendliest Skies
The flight was made longer by the fact that a week had passed without any release. As close as I may feel to my sister, she is a very light sleeper. She would have heard even the change in my breathing in that little guestroom we shared at my parents' house. To make matters worse, the rest of the family had the entire visit scheduled to the last minute. Ten minutes in the shower was barely enough time to soap up, much less...anything else. Luckily, my flight home was far from fully booked. I found myself seated in the last row of the aircraft. The row to the side and a few in front were completely empty. The cabin lights dimmed after take off. I slid a blanket over myself to hide what the near darkness might not. The tender flesh between my legs quivered as I slowly trailed one finger across. I could feel how damp the digit became with even that bare touch. Suppressing a sigh, I slid it beneath one leg band. I was aching to penetrate myself, but wanted to make sure th

Fubar
I don't know abou the rest of you but I think fubar blows myspace out of the water. i love this site an dthe inreraction among the members has been very positive. I have had profiles ona variety of other sites and it just wan't happening. It took forever to hear bck from members, there wasn't anything intersting to look at and if you profiles was the tiniest bit off color your profile was deleted. the People of fubar seem to be a lot more liberal. Any who, to whoever who reads this i hope you have a great night, a good week and remember.... a day without sunshine... is like.......... NIGHT.

Memo From The Sports Desk...
To all employees without exception Why is the staff so fucking lazy? It's getting so I can't even walk fast through the hallways any more without stumbling over some freak on the nod. Is it drugs? Has it come to that? If so, by God, we're going to clean it up pretty damn fast. My attorney has worked out a series of disciplinary measures that will zap this thing where it lives. Henceforth, anyone caught with narcotics, crazy pills or other stupor inducing agents will be draged down to the basement and have his scrotum torn off..... and, conversely, any offender without a scrotum will have one permanetly attached to her. We feel such measures are necessary, even vital, to the health of this organization. This is the unanimous opinion of the sports staff, & as editor, I mean to enforce it. We will play no favorites. Beginning on the day after Christmas, any employee caught nodding out, jacking off, or otherwise squandering company time, will pay the penalty. This is a business- n

Vent For The Night
thought to ponder Why do some ppl act like babys about everything that goes on in their life? Is it that they arent happy about anything? why all the negativity? Most ppl will try and do things different or make changes instead of wallowing in self pity. Some ppl act like a 3 year old.... this person said that about me...or this person blocked me.... and yet this person downrated me... I mean come on aren't we all adults on here. If someone down rates you could it be because they are being honest...nothing personal... I mean come on we all have freinds on here... but when it comes to pics of us on here does it really matter if they rate a 1 or and 10 the point system is still the same no matter what the rate is....

Caught Masturbating
I was caught masturbating. Before I go any further please let me explain. To start with, I'm a lesbian and also a compulsive masturbator. Who has, while driving on the highway, pulled over and hiked up my skirt and fingered my hot wet pussy. I've even been out for dinner at an elegant restaurant and urgently had to visit the ladies room to finger my pussy. So I was at the Royal Art Gallery in Toronto, Canada and felt the urge to play with my pussy. Finding a public toilet, I entered and thought that I had locked the door but apparently I hadn't as I was caught. Hiking up my skirt and rolling down my panties, it was too hot for hose, I felt my hot pussy and started to lightly rub. I like to start by rubbing my pussy with the palm of my hand, to get it nice and wet, before I finger and cuddle my clit with my fingers. So as I was sitting there on the toilet, with my top pushed up and pulling and twisting my rock hard nipple, my free hand working feverishly on my hot

Name Change
ok so i still have my great job at Aramark but i am now venturing out into another company. it's called Hooligan Inc. it's a clothing line started by a buddy of my family. i will be taking over the internet operations and setting up the web site and everything like that. it'll be nice to get into that but then again that means less time for me. lol i'll post some pics up of our stuff and some pics of my crew. later