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My Daddy...
I Miss You Daddy But I Know Your Lookin Down On Me and the Kids and I Know I Will See You Again One Day ... Tomorrow would have been my Dad's 55th Birthday had he not been takin away from me on December 26th 2006 ... I miss him so much he was all I had and he was takin away from me so quick I never got the chance to really tell him how much I loved him everyone keeps telling me he knew he was diagnosed with Brain and Lung Cancer In Sept of 2006 and was takin away December 26th 2006 and no i have never got over it nor do i think i ever will he was to young and im still angry why did they have to take my Daddy and my kid's only Grandpa Grrrrrr it frustrates me so bad and im not dealing with it well .... I have so many questions and I know they will never be answered all i can think of is when I took care of him before he passed away because he could not do anything for himself and that killed him because my dad was very independent and the last time i talked to my Dad was Christmas Night

Cancer Needs To Be Stoped I Need Ur Help!
CANCER HAS TO BE STOPPED!! my son has been batteling cancer for the past 6 years of his life he is 7 years old and continues to battle recentley we needed plaitlets and there were none we had to wait a week to find some in another state please give blood soo that my son and other childern dont have to go through what i did thanks WE NEED TO FIND A CURE WE NEED TO FIND A CURE FOR EVERY CHILD WHO HAS EVER SCREAMED IN PAIN OR WEPT IN SORROW BECAUSE OF THIS DISEASE WE NEED TO FIND A CURE FOR THAT GIRL WHO HAS TO Watch at the side as her friends jump rope WE NEED TO FIND A CURE for the boy who will always have to sit the bench as his team plays WE HAVE TO FIND A CURE for the parents of these childdren who have no choice but to hopeslessly watch as there son or daughter fights a battle they would gladley fight in there place. WE NEED TO FIND A CURE for the siblings of these kids who dont understand why there bro or sister is acting soo diffrent &why there parents are

Wish
To have one wish come true that would be great to say what i want will be good to tell all my secrets i would love, to have a rose go down my belly would be cool to, to recive flowers once in awhile would be better, or even to cuddle to would be great is that to much to ask from the one u love, even tho he treats u well with love but theres things missing that i want and im not gonna say all only a bit, but to have those every once in a while would just do me fine, or even in bed to be pleased, while someone get his jolly off i dont, but yes i still love him, just oh just to have those things would be nice.

Virtue And Vice
Think of me I'll think of you We better think This whole thing through Sometimes I'm so clumsy You talk to me I'll talk to you You cut the fat And we'll both chew You know we're both hungry I feel so alive today That's all that I wanted to say I hope that it stays this way If not I will be okay Say another prayer Save another life Kiss me on my head And tell me Everything's alright 'Cause I can say it one Or I can shout it twice All there really is Is virtue and vice Virtue and vice Cry to me I'll cry to you Sometimes the pain will only do You know I'm not kidding You laugh with me I'll laugh with you At all the stupid things we do Tomorrow we'll be happy

Meet Camwhore Monica
LOL Camwhores that come here to spam are fun to mess with. Meet Monica Name: monica (Online) Level: Chill Fu (4) Gender: Female UNITED STATES Buzz: 30% monica: hi ->PieDaDDY: hi monica: hi hun ->PieDaDDY: hello monica: what you doin?? ->PieDaDDY: not much. what you doin? monica: just chillin monica: bored? ->PieDaDDY: me yeah pretty much monica: wanna see me naked?? ->PieDaDDY: how much is it? monica: $4.99 monica: like? monica: its a 24 hrs access monica: we have promo now.. ->PieDaDDY: yeah? well whats the promo code? I might go check it out monica: register then get the 10 digits for lifetime access ->PieDaDDY: I spent about 1000.00 last week and Im pretty much spent on $ and cum till my next paycheck ->PieDaDDY: I always like paying to see nekkid girls sure and If I can save some money its even better monica: like?? ->PieDaDDY: do you do role playing? monica: yes i do monica: i will do what you want me to do monica: http:...

Then She Said My Name
Let me tell you 'bout the book That I've been reading It's got all my favorite words Let me tell you 'bout who I saw scheming Ya better know it's not my girl Let me tell ya 'bout what I've been seeing It's the window to the world Let me tell you 'bout the secret I've been keeping Said the oyster to the pearl Are you sorry? No not me And tell me why should I be Cause I've been knocked right off of my feet And no I didn't even miss a beat I never thought a love could be like this Then she said my name Now I'm wrapped around her finger I'll never be the same So let me tell ya 'bout the joke That you've been living Said the clown to the fool Let me tell you 'bout The wheel that keeps on spinning Said the teacher to the school Are you worried? Well could be, cause I'll tell you what I've seen I've weathered storms that would sink most ships Yes I know when to button my lip Offer me a melody Pour a cup of wine Spill your deepest memory And someday

Daily Horoscope: Libra For October 3,2007
You're well-known for your flexibility, though it may be a bit tougher than usual to really pull it off today. If you can, though, you should find that things go much more smoothly in the near future.

I Am
I am ... A woman With a full heart, hidden Somewhere in an empty room ... With eyes not quite of autumn's gold, and yet Neither all of summer's green; I wonder ... If love is a tale made for children -- A granting of sweet dreams in their innocence -- A honey-coating to help their throats Choke down the bitter draught ... I hear ... A voice that whispers warnings, half-formed, Bodiless as hope, until I swear I cannot draw Another breath unless this spectre be unmasked, His lies mangled ‘neath my righteous tread; I see ... A woman, proud, uncompromising, Diaphanous as air -- less, even, than the tears That fall in desolation about her weary feet, Salt poison pooled upon the withered ground ... I want ... A measure of quietude, a certain silence, The echo of alone which heals me of dreaming, The nothing that stills the wanting, The numb, the cold that laughs at pain; I am A woman, hidden ... I pretend ... That I can live forever -- that Time Has no puissa

Smiles
seems now adays that when you want to smile things turn it upside down alot, the wars we are in, conflicts in our hometowns and such, the only thing that keeps me going is seeing other smiles, man woman and child aloke, just one smile or a soft hello from a friend, male or female places the fown i usually get to the side someplace when im unhappy. Always remember that we have feelings that can be touched by a certain someone, or many someones lol it could be something they said, or did, but they did itto make you smile,laugh,giggle,chortle,all that fun stuff. Today i sawe something precious a membe herewith a puppy...she held him so close...that made me smile. for that my friends was PURE LOVE...not fi;ltered thru some electeronicc garbage lol but pure dangidy dog gone love as my fave actor would say.... be goos t o each other and hey SMILE! :)

Wednesday Links: Whip 'em Out Wednesday, Farrelly Brothers, New O&a Show Videos, Erocktober Day 3, New Videos Online
LISTEN TO TODAY'S SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) Happy Whip 'em Out Wednesday, especially to the Ladies of Paltalk, who are keeping us all drooling with the early morning breasticles! (log in and check out the 'Opie and Anthony LIVE' room to see them now!) If you want to get WOWed, you might need to get your hands on a WOW STICKER. There's a few ways to go about it: 1. GO TO THIS LINK FILL OUT THE FORM, AND WE WILL MAIL YOU ONE. 2. Send a self-addressed, stamped envelope (NOT A SMALL ONE, DUMMIES) to: The Opie and Anthony Show WOW Sticker Requests 111 West 57th Street Suite 500 New York, NY 10019 3. Get yourself an OFFICIAL WOW T-SHIRT!. They come in all sizes, so no matter how many bacon-filled, grilled cheese sandwiches you like to gobble down, you can get one that fits you. CLICK HERE AND GET A SHIRT...DAG NABBIT... and then eat some pork and cheese. Speaking of shirts...(Check out what the lovely Mia is wearing!) As long

Chapter 17
Chapter 17 --> --> I wanted to go by Dakz so much that I want to change it to my real name. Brian didn't do that much for his name, I did my best to get his street name out like mine. I had a lot on my mind to really think about making my street name the most powerful in Reno. " Jeykl if I get killed, would you tell my parents I was a good person!" I said to Brian looking at the mini waterfall at the riverbank. Brian stopped walking in circles to look at me. " Dakz you don't have to worry about anything!" Said Brian, I wanted to believe him but I simply couldn't. I am sure he knew as much as I did that if we do not leave Reno we would die in this lame town. I use to love Reno a while ago, which was when I was a college student. The streets are a lot harder to survive on then most people think, some needed to live this life style to understand.

Why???
Why, Why, Why Why do we press harder on a remote control when we know the batteries are getting dead? Why do banks charge a fee on "insufficient funds" when they know there is not enough money? Why does someone believe you when you say there are four billion stars, but check when you say the paint is wet? Why doesn't glue stick to the bottle? Why do they use sterilized needles for death by lethal injection? Why doesn't Tarzan have a beard? Why does Superman stop bullets with his chest, but ducks when you throw a revolver at him? Why do Kamikaze pilots wear helmets? Whose idea was it to put an "S" in the word "lisp"? If people evolved from apes, why are there still apes? Why is it that no matter what color bubble bath you use the bubbles are always white? Is there ever a day that mattresses are not on sale? Why do people constantly return to the refrigerator with hopes that something new to eat will have materialized? Why do people

Stitches Out
well hopefully im geting 4 of them removed later today and hen i can see how bad or good the cut is on my neck,if it is not to bad i will post a pic of it on here later for all to see. plus a big thank you too everyone who has asked how i am thanks loads mauh mauh mauh mauh stitches are out and pic coming tomorrow

Moving Back To Pensacola
So ... the seperation is final. The divorce will take a bit longer, but that isn't my first concern. I'm moving back home to Pensacola! I really can't wait, but I have to. I'm saving back some money so until I have enough ... I'm stuck here in the cornfields. I say another month, hopefully no more. I'm sooooo excited to go home, I feel so much relief just knowing what's to come. FREEDOM. PEACE. HAPPINESS. What more could a woman ask for? Sure makes for some sweet dreams : ) Mwah!

Omg!1!!!11 Im Scared
LOL....this is the WORST threat on the intraweb!...OMG!1!111!! Guy says hes gonna go tell all the women on my family list me and him cammed?...LMAO. Like that'll ruin my reputation?....lol...show him some Buttsechs Love! WAIT. Hes a "homosexual" witha family. Might start up with his kitty touching again. BIGG*NICK(PLOWBOY)TOP&BOTTOM@ fubar ================================================= BIGG*NICK(...: obviously they dont...lmao.....bet ur dick is small thats why ur doin this...jealous arnt ->Psychowolf...: nah, they wont "cum" to your page faggot. Theyll just laugh at your padawan tactics ->Psychowolf...: perfect; they all know me. It wont matter, lmao. BIGG*NICK(...: dude lol whats funny is IDC....lol please do......makes more people cum to my page....lol BIGG*NICK(...: put it up im leaving personal messages...lol ->Psychowolf...: married with 3 kids you fuck on a daily basis ->Psychowolf...: dont worry, im putting this all up myself. To show how

My Friends...thank You..
There are so many things i am very thankful for. But today i am going to share the one that is most important to me, and that is you my friends. Some of you have really touched my heart in alot of ways and so many of you all have been there for me no matter what. So today i want to thank you personally and from the bottom of my heart. Your friendship means the world to me. I love each and everyone of you. Thanks for always being my Friend Donnie pleasureyourpage.com

Opinions
If you see a pic on here that you do not like, please keep your opinion to yourself. My wife and I are not on here to make friends just sex. That is the great thing about the internet, you do not have to accept people. If you are reading this then you know who you are.

Just A Thought
Spent a wonderful night together, two people just forgetting the outside world, enjoying the emotions shared between two bodies. I wish you were around or told me you wanted to be around more often,if she doesnt want you, I do. Your who I want to talk to when sad, happy or just to brighten your day. Told ya something, hoped to have someone to console me. Wanna tell you I love you, and I want to be with you, I miss you soo much. Why cant we just see where this goes? I need someone to hold me today, feeling a lil blue... why does the three lil words have to be kept from each other? It doesnt have to change things, just two people sharing our thoughts... xoxo M

Bombing 10-3
Over night we have lost our lead some of us used every comment we had plus begged and borrowed all we could otherwise. Have you got the tenacity? Do you have the commitment? Are you willing to go the distance? Lets Roll Storm!! VIP contest OCT 2nd - 8th Due to time restraint and given the lead that others have, This is the only contest for bombing at this time. Bombs AwaY!!! Wicked Storm Crew Rulz!!! Get this widget | Track details | eSnips Social DNA (repost of original by '~Wicked Storm Crew Levelers & Bombers ™ ~' on '2007-10-03 04:53:06')

Wednesday 10-03-07
May flowers always line your path and sunshine light your day. May songbirds serenade you every step along the way. May a rainbow run beside you in a sky that's always blue. And may happiness fill your heart each day your whole life through. ~Irish Blessing

Kirk Is My Hero
->KirkJohnso...: ill be mean on my MAIN one too, believe me, its known. So how do you like your kids?....Under 5? ->KirkJohnso...: con a con?...what were you convicted of? BIGG*NICK(...: SO U HAVE THIS FAKE PAGE TO BE MEAN...LOL IM JUST TRYIN TO HAVE FUN....ROFL BIGG*NICK(...: LOL DUDE...UR SO LAME ....U CANT CON A CON...LOL ->KirkJohnso...: LIAR. You just dont want poeple to know you are a kiddie rapist BIGG*NICK(...: NOPE.,...CV ->KirkJohnso...: so, is it the lube from your childs anus, your baby brothers mangina, or what? BIGG*NICK(...: AND I LL SICK YOU.....SO U DONT HAVE TO ..OK?? ->KirkJohnso...: is it from your baby brotehrs mangina? BIGG*NICK(...: YA U CAN.....LUBES ON SALE ->KirkJohnso...: Can i put mine in your ass?. Now, THAT would make you look gay BIGG*NICK(...: LOL YA KEEP BELIEVIN THAT...LOL ULL BE OK TUILL U GET TO THE PEARLY GATES...LMAO BIGG*NICK(...: HEY ? DOES THIS DICK IN MY MOUTH MAKE ME LOOK GAY?? ->KirkJohnso...: in

1st Place Winner Prize Update
CONTEST UPDATE... this was asked to me this morning and it is a good point so here it is. if you are the 1st place winner in my contest and you are already a vip.. the question was..can i get a blast instead? my answer to this is yes you have the option to either have the one month vip or the 7 day blast.. p.s. dont forget to send those pics in..contest starts friday october 5th at 6am..

I'm A Bitch.....and I Don't Plan On Changing Now....lol
BITCH When I stand up for myself and my beliefs,they call me a bitch.When I stand up for those I love,they call me a bitch.When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts or do things my own way,they call me a bitch.Being a bitch means I won't compromise what's in my heart.It means I live my life MY way. It means I won't allow anyone to step on me.When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak against it,I am defined as a bitch.The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead of being everyone's maid,or when I act a little selfish.It means I have the courage and strength to allow myself to be who I truly am and won't become anyone else's idea of what they think I "should" be.I am outspoken, opinionated and determined. I want what I want and there is nothing wrong with that!So try to stomp on me, try to douse my inner flame, try to squash every ounce of beauty I hold within me.You won't succeed.And if that makes me a bitch,so be it!!!I embrace the tit

Old Drunk
A drunken man walks into a bikerbar, sits down at the bar and orders a drink. Looking around, he sees three men sitting at a corner table. He gets up, staggers to the table, leans over, looks the biggest, meanest, biker in the face and says: "I went by your grandma's house today and I saw her in the hallway buck naked. Man, she is one fine looking woman!" The biker looks at him and doesn't say a word. His buddies are confused, because he is one bad biker and would fight at the drop of a hat. The drunk leans on the table again and says: "I got it on with your grandma and she is good, the best I ever had!" The biker's buddies are starting to get really mad but the biker still says nothing. The drunk leans on the table one more time and says, "I'll tell you something else, boy, your grandma liked it!" At this point the biker stands up, takes the drunk by the shoulders looks him square in the eyes and says ... "Grandpa, ... Go home, you're drunk."

Rules
If you don't agree.. don't like.. can't see why.. I guess you are a total dickhead. Wash the dickcheese out of your ears and listen to what women have to tell you. Better yet.. Look at your behavior..TSK TSK!

"older" Women (3)
"Older" Women (3)January 10, 2006pdrl.blogspot.com She was a tease, no doubt. She loved for us to go to public places... and for her to show off her boy toy. I didn't have a problem with that, 'cuz I was her boy toy... and I loved it when she played with me in public. It was probably the start of my exhibitionist tendencies... probably the start of my thrill seeker aDICKtion sexually. I couldn't get enough of her gaze... of the touch of her fingers over my body... of the taste of her... of the thrills she sent through me when I would feel her naked flesh. One THRUSTday morning, I expected... well, I didn't know what to expect really. Only... that I was going to enjoy her. I calmly walked next door, and she let me in. She wore a bathrobe. "Ken..." She pulled me in, wrapping herself around me and kissed me deeply... passionately... taking all my oxygen and filling me with lust instead. My loins throbbed with desire and I struggled to open her robe. "Hmmmmmmmm.... Ken... today,

"older" Women (2)
"Older" Women (2)January 7, 2006pdrl.blogspot.com That day that started our torrid 6 month affair was just one of many. Jodee was insatiable... I was young and horny. I dreamt of her. I jerked off to her. I wanted her. Every Thursday was THRUSTday. One day she wanted to go to a movie. Well of course, why not? "Noooooo... Ken. I want to go to a porn movie. I want to see those young bimbos getting fucked and fucked and fucked. I want to hear them cum. I want to see the cum shooting all over the big screen. I want to see the men licking her pussy. I want to see her sucking their big cocks. I want to see it all... with you at my side...." "Wow... of course. I think... I know of a place." We opened the yellow pages and found it. It was in a large city about 40 miles away. We hopped in my car and left. As soon as we were on the road, she began to tease me. "Hmmmmmm.... Ken.... do you think about me during the day the way I think about you?" "I think so... I want you every

I Am So Cheesed Off!
OK, i am so cheesed off today. What started out as a harmless joke at got ME ticked off by my own Team Leader (TL). See, he had sent us a mass email about certain upcoming projects - he's good in a way that he tries to give us pep talks now and then - and it involved aspects that i intensely disliked. Because i couldn't keep my mouth shut, i just HAD to reply back to all. That email of mine started a whole flurry of in-house jokes that only us seniors understood (one newbie gamely joined in that flurry of mass emails flying back and forth between us all) and for awhile, ALL of us felt Camaraderie ... Anyway, that email of mine earned ME a reprimand from my TL via email. I am still fuming which is why i am venting here. Have compiled the emails all together and posting it right here - i want this perpetuated for eternity! Names have been changed to protect the jokers and an anal idiot in my entire team ... ______________________________________________ From: RT a

"older" Women (1)
"Older" Women (1)January 5, 2006pdrl.blogspot.com Tonight, I chatted in IM with a beautiful older woman who is very happily married, and has been with her one and only husband these last 33 years. She said she was not interested in being smutty, or flirting but rather wanted to chat regarding sexuality, desire, passion, etc. She took me back in time. Tonight I recalled my first... yes, when I lost my virginity... My next door neighbor was a buxom, beautiful blonde. Yes, she was 2 years older than me... but she was such a flirt. She had wonderful twinkling eyes; a wonderful smile; and was an absolutely beautiful, sweet girl. She was stacked! Oh my goodness how I longed to hold her breasts in my hands, and feel her nipples hard against my palms while I smothered myself in her bosom. She made me horny... hard... and giddy. Yes, giddy. Her Mom noticed my attentions. She did her best to warn me off. Over time, I began an earnest "friendship" with her Mom, in hopes that I wo

Sirens Latest T-shirt By Retro God
Ellloooooo - calling all loud girlies lol - here's my latest t-shirt (comes in over 30 styles/colors as usual). It's called 'Sirens' - those mythical women of the sea whose beautiful singing cast sailors under their spell and crash their ships on the rocks. Kinda like mermaids with attitude Anyway check them all out at www.retrogod.com There is bound to be at least one you like - I am the authentic mad t-shirt designer, my designs have been described as the strangest t-shirts on the net lol. Decide for yaselves :))))

Come And Buy Some Cool Tees!
Hey all if u like my pics then come and buy the t-shirts. I only make a dollar a tee so call it charity for a struggling artist lol. Anyway check them all out at www.retrogod.com There is bound to be at least one you like - I am the authentic mad t-shirt designer, my designs have been described as the strangest t-shirts on the net lol. Decide for yaselves :))))

10/3/2007
You may be the only one who can keep their cool around the house today, thanks to a weird energy that seems to rile up people who love each other. Lead by your calm example and others should follow. guess we shall see what the day brings hmmmm

My Pain
To rest.. to be weak.. to wearily close your eyes and dream. To open them to reality and let the stars and night sky fade to brightness. To have a need.. so painstakingly great consume you and your thoughts in the brightness of day. Pain is my friend. You cannot take my friend away from me. It is the comsumption of my thoughts.. the ONE thing that holds me where i kneel.. when i kneel. I do not bring this pain to myself.. although i wish i could.. give it to me.. want it for me.. tortured flesh so greatly in need of torture.. its quite the conundrum.

Ever So Often I Climb Out On A Limb..
Good Morning. It’s Hispanic Heritage Month. Well apparently it has been since the 15th of September. Shows you how accurate I am on keeping up with the times…No comment! Have you seen this article or heard about this woman in Seattle Washington? Her name is Jane Balogh and she is 66. She was informed in September that she will not be prosecuted for defrauding elections officials in Seattle, despite having illegally registered her dog, Duncan M. MacDonald, to vote. Balogh, protesting how easy officials have made it for people to vote illegally, put her home phone account in Duncan's name, which is all the proof required for registration, then signed him up, and when an absentee ballot arrived, she went public about her scheme. However, despite the public confession, Duncan continued to be sent official absentee ballots for the two subsequent election cycles. [Seattle Times, 9-6-07] You know, if people can defraud the elections (like in Florida) who’s to say they do not collect on welfa

October Is National Domestic Violence Awareness Month
Please take some time this month to go online and learn a little bit about DV. You can go to www.ndvh.org and there is a tab that says Get Educated. I encourage all of you to go read it. The only way DV will ever slow down (for I feel we will never truly end it) is by each person arming themselves with knowledge. Learn how to spot DV. Learn about the red flags. Learn how to talk to a victim or an abuser. I'm planning on posting information as well, but until I do you can be pro-active and look up the information. And if you have questions feel free to contact me! Or, of course, you can call 1-800-799-7233, that the National Domestic Violence Hotline and they are there 24 hours a day 7 days a week to help you with any information or referrals you may need. Peace and Blessings!

A Few More Of My Important Philosophies! *giggles*
*I have no desire whatsoever to be a grown up, and in fact I intend to fight that inevitability with all good faith, form, function and imagination. To put it simply, yes my inner child can beat the hell outta your’s. *I really do have a happy dance; I think everyone has one even if they can't admit it to themselves. It’s a blockage somewhere that inches its way up your spine though I’m quite sure it starts in your rectum somewhere around the age of thirty that tells you- you don’t. I think some call this adulthood, others call it the hill, and I just call it becoming an ignorant asshole. I highly recommend dancing by yourself as often as possible; with your help we can end this tragedy of loss of innocence, spontaneity and simple free fun. *A Dream, is the most often thing wasted. * I am not a fool because I do not see what you see, nor hear what you hear, for you are the fool for thinking I should. * I talk to myself quite often, more often than not and boy, do I have

Anthem
A friend of mine inspired me. In his photo section he has one of the best albums I've even seen. It's titled Heros. His choice of heros is wonderful. One of those heros is Ayn Rand. I've read her books and loved them. But I admit I don't remember all the content. So I got myself a copy of Anthem and am going to read again. I'll update this blog as I go!

October 3, 2007
Your sense of humor may be a half-step out of sync with your friends today, so don't be too surprised if one of them erupts in a moment of self-righteousness before realizing you meant something innocuous.

Ok Ok Last Time I Ask This Week, I Promise
Just begging one last time in hopes that someone will decide that i'm worth $7.50 and get me a blast to run on my birthday (which is friday) anyone that does, i'll make a salute for (your choice of sfw or nsfw). if you were ever going to get me one though, now would be the time it's most appreciated ;) ah well, was worth one last shot /sigh love you guys Sin

Simple Things
another sunny day in the beautiful switzerland... i have been sending my resume to other places, keep fingers crossed to see if they call me back! i'm thinking seriously that i need to do this things: - start looking for appartments closer to zürich (the own zürich is way too expensive lol, better to stay closer and appart of this, it's probably that i find jobs in zürich or zug or bern) - my sister insists in a new webcam, cause my good one i left to her, and i only took the puppy spy webcam... is way too cute BUT it has low quality - mp3 or cellphone? i should make a mumm of that one, cause i would like to have my mp3, but actually my cellphone is a bit old, and yes i can upload it few but not more than like 5,6 songs lol not enough memory... and i don't want to put money for an old type of memory for this cellphone, cause i know i want a new one, or maybe i should get an mp3 player? - keep the job search. absolutelly. my dear friends keep your fingers crossed for me, caus

Endless Cycle Ends
Holding on my soul rests it's course running for long it's so tired now. Endless searching rampant, random hearts colliding in this never ending cycle. Meeting, hello, I love, goodbye Then careening away to crash again with a renewed vengeance. Suddenly, a stranger, reaching through electronic waves, grabs my heart without seeing, without touching. I fall for this online caress. Crashing heart-to-heart one final time. Holding on My soul rests it's course And my cycle ends-- with love.

I Wish For You
Emptily my arms embrace The air where you should be Slowly feet pick up a pace I dance with only me. If a single wish was given me My heart would surely choose To be held safe and always be wrapped in your arms so true. Your love to me means even more Than salt means to the sea The only thing I'm wishing for Is you to be with me. So as I twirl alone and dance This secret I'll impart-- I'll throw all I have to chance Just to win your heart.

I Quit
Been a long time since I wrote anything…it’s been almost 5 weeks since I quit smoking…man it has been hard but things are getting a little easier as each day goes by…the urges are not as bad…but the insomnia sucks…I bought some melatonin and took one last night and bam I went to bed…if anyone is having a hard time sleeping…look in your store’s vitamin aisle and pick some up…but I am feeling a lot better and I can tell my breathing is a lot better now too…. I have to say this before my head explodes…there are a fuck ton of stupid people out there…especially online…just because you read my blogs/writing does not mean you know me and how I am…I had someone say that they felt I treated women badly…because of something I wrote and I asked her when was this…she couldn’t tell me…so I looked though everything I wrote…I could not find anything…but I do not treat anyone poorly at all…if I do here is a tissue….but I just do not go out of my way to treat anyone badly at all….

I Jot My Feeling Down To You
With pen in hand, I sit once more to jot my feelings of you down to the core. It’s a wonderful day as blue and gray fills the skies and the flowers awaken as I open my eyes everyday I can’t wait to talk with you because I love the things you say and do. I can’t ignore the way you make me feel it’s like you’re here and I know you’re real you are the reason I dream twenty-four/seven I believe you must be sent from heaven. There must be a reason why I shouldn’t feel this way but my heart won over my head no matter what I say, with eyes open or closed, I see not the miles but only your seductive eyes, delicious lips and sexy smile. LSR 1 October 2007 2240 hours With love to you Lori

World Internet Main Event Review
World Internet Main Event Review World Internet Main Event (September 2007 in San Francisco was an amazing event! Howie Schwartz presented at the event on Sunday morning to a PACKED ROOM. Attendees from the Internet Event were standing in the hall and sitting on the floor! Everyone was amazed as Howie demonstrated how he TOOK OVER Google for the "World Internet Main Event" - right before the event took place, when the online traffic meant the most! Conversation Domination was also launched at the Main Event. world internet main event, Howie Schwartz,internet main event, internet marketing, online marketing, fusion power

My Brown Eyes Are Anything But Blue
Kahverengi gözlerim mavi disinda hersey olabilir artik Günlerim uzun olurdu, gecelerim karanlik Sözlerim bostu ve gözlerim mavi Merak ederdim, bu isaretleri nasil kacirdigimi Ask beni bulsaydý, bu gercek olur muydu?" My days use to be long; and my nights dark, my words were empty and my eyes were blue, I use to wonder, How did I miss the mark? Could love come my way, could it be true? Then one wonderful day my world turned I met a gentleman so sweet and true he gives me a smile and my heart churns now my brown eyes are anything but blue! My days are filled with dancing; my nights with song, my words are with laughter, and my eyes sparkle bright, I am so happy and I no longer wonder what I did wrong, because love has finally come, and it fills me with delight! Now my heart swells daily with love so strong though he is younger, loving Sinan feels so right he’s always close to me, yet between us are oceans so long I see him everywhere, by closing, my eyes he’s

Bruce Asks Mr Smith For Jenny's Hand
Little Bruce and Jenny are only 10 years old, but they just know that they are in love. One day they decide that they want to get married, so Bruce goes to Jenny's father to ask him for her hand. Bruce bravely walks up to him and says, "Mr. Smith, me and Jenny are in love and I want to ask you for her hand in marriage." Thinking that this was just the cutest thing, Mr. Smith replies, "Well Bruce, you are only 10. Where will you two live?" Without even taking a moment to think about it, Bruce replies, "In Jenny's room. It's bigger than mine and we can both fit there nicely." Still thinking this is just adorable, Mr. Smith says with a huge grin, "Okay then how will you live? You're not old enough to get a job. You'll need to support Jenny." Again, Bruce instantly replies, "Our allowance. Jenny makes 5 bucks a week and I make 10 bucks a week. That's about 60 bucks a month and that should do us just fine." By this time, Mr. Smith is a little sh

My Horoscope
Don't be too worried if you find that you're feeling a bit disgruntled with your friends or family -- it's just the accumulation of tiny stresses. It'll all blow over pretty quickly, but for now try to lie low. that one hit close to home wow!!!!1

Blow Jobs - The Female Perspective
Blow Jobs - The Female Perspective 1. First and foremost, we are not obligated to do it. 2. Extension to rule #1 - So if you get one, be grateful. 3. I don't care WHAT they did in the porn video you saw, it is not standard practice to cum on someone's face. 4. Extension to rule #3 - No, I DON'T have to swallow. 5. My ears are NOT handles. 6. Extension to rule #5 - Do not push on the top of my head. Last I heard, deep throat had been done. And additionally, do you really WANT puke on your dick? 7. I don't care HOW relaxed you get, it is NEVER OK to fart. 8. Having my period does not mean that it's "hummer week" - get it through your head - I'm bloated and I feel like shit so no, I don't feel particularly obligated to blow you just because YOU can't have sex right now. 9. Extension to #8 - "Blue Balls" might have worked on high school girls - if you're that desperate, go jerk off and leave me alone with my Midol. 10. If I have to pause to remove a pubic hair

Well Are Ya?
According to Jeff Foxworthy of Blue Collar fame, everyone, no matter race, religion, colour or creed has the ability and gene pool to be or have the "redneck" gene in your family tree. Look through these and see if they make you smile If you mow your lawn and find 3 cars you never knew you had....you might just be a redneck. If you've ever been accused of lying through your TOOTH.....you might just be a redneck. If you've been married and divorced 3 times and still have the same set of in-laws.......you might just be a redneck. If you're idea of moving house is packing all your stuff into a truck, rversing at high speed then slamming on the brakes.....you might just be a redneck. If you've ever opened a beer......at a eulogy.....you might just be a red neck. And finally....... If you can divorce your wife and still call her "Sis"....you got problems way bigger than being a redneck. This is just some funnies and not intended to do anything else than make you sm

Fork You!
My mom can be such a bitch ! She used to try and throw things at us to get our attention but always missed ! One day we were all at the table eating dinner and it was something my sister Sherri hated to eat so she pulled her "I am so tired I am falling asleep in my plate at the table trick" this time my mom wasn't gonna fall for it again. She yelled at her to get her face out of her plate. No response from Sher she thought she was doing good so far. My mom yells at her again and this time threaterns to beat her ass if she doesn't get her face up out of that plate. Sherri responds with a small whimper and a meek little "I am tooo tired mommy I can't" My moms face turns red and she tells Sher she has to the count of 10 to get her face out of her plate and start eating her damn food or else. (of course the rest of us had stopped eating to see who was gonna win this battle but if mom turned her eyes on us we were quick to pretend we were eating no use in gaining her attention since she alr

People Degrading Others
I don't understand what kind of morbid excitment people get from degrading others. I hear it everyday about someone, somewhere. No person walking this earth can tell anyone what the value of their life is, let alone have the right to tell a person they are worthless. Maybe people should take more time to get to know others and stop being so self-absorbed and open their eyes to what is going on around them. On the other hand, the people who degrade others are usually the ones who are not happy with their own choices and their own life. I really don't care if someone is talking about me, the way I see it, if they are talking about me, they are giving someone else a break. I am a firefighter, I love my job and I have no regrets to my life. The mistakes I have made in the past are in the past and can't be changed, so why worry about them. I guess what I am trying to say is, I would like to see people use the head on their shoulders if nothing more than once in their life. I talk to

Help!
GREG AND I ARE TRYING TO START OUR OWN ONLINE STORE SELLING CANDLES AND TIE DYES WE MAKE. I HOPE TO DO OTHER HAND MADE PROJECTS IN THE FUTURE. IT WOULD REALLY HELP US ALOT IF YOU COULD TELL US WHAT YOUR FAVORITE SCENT AND COLORS ARE. WE'D ALSO LIKE TO KNOW F YOU'RE INTERESTED IN BUYING THESE TYPES OF PRODUCTS. THANK YOU FOR YOUR TIME AND HELP!

Our New Holiday Products Have Arrived!
Here are our NEW Holiday Products: * Bunny G * Deluxe Mini Bullet – Red and Green * Perfect Playmate * Pretty in Pink * Pin & Pineapple Attachments for Pretty in Pink * RomantaTherapy® G-Spot Crème * Shimmer Sweet * Velvet Bejeweled * Velvet G * Pink Butterfly Toy Box * My Sexy Little Pole Curious? Host a party and be one of the first ones to see them first hand! Call me and reserve your date today! I'm giving away tons of FREE products and product savings to my hostesses this holiday season (see blog or profile for details). Talk to you soon! Lalaine Perez Passion Consultant / Team Leader Email: lalaine@xtcbliss.com Website: XTCBLISS.COM Cell: (562) 243-3143 ..• ..¨¨)) -:¦:-¸.•.. .•..¨¨)) ((¸¸.•.. ..•.. My Job Is Always -:¦:- -:¦:- ((¸¸.•..* A Party.... Ready for the Holidays? Book a Party and Shop from your Seat, not on your Feet!

Holiday Hostess Special - Free Diva Stocking & More!
Holiday Hostess Special I personally serve all of Southern California such as Ventura, Los Angeles, San Bernardino, Orange, and Riverside Counties (basically anywhere within 100 miles of Long Beach). If you're not within my area, we have team members all over United States and Canada so I'm sure I can find a fun and knowledgeable consultant who can do your party. When you book and host a party with me from October 1 to December 31, 2007, you as a hostess will: · Receive a FREE Diva Stocking as a Thank You Gift just for hosting a party! · Receive a FREE Ho-Ho Hostess Special ($54.00 value) which fits perfectly inside your Diva Stocking when you obtain at least $150 in outside orders* or purchase it yourself for only $20.00. · Receive a FREE Pure Satisfaction UniSEX Enhancement Gel ($39.50 value) or a FREE Pink Butterfly Toy Box ($39.00 value) when 3 of your guests book their own party before or the night of your party! · Earn 10% of party sales toward FREE products (min $

Need Some Extra Cash For The Holidays? Do What I Do!
Passion Consultants Needed All Over US and Canada! Schedule your own hours, decide how much money you make, receive recognition for all your hard work, meet new and interesting people, have fun, and get paid to party! Are you looking for a change? Become a Passion Consultant and party for a living! Start for as low as $100. No experience necessary, full support and training is included! You would be in business for yourself, but not by yourself! You can do this full-time or part-time. That's the beauty of this business, it's completely up to you! Aside from the profit you pocket the night of the party, there are 8 additional ways to earn: * Earn cash bonuses based on personal sales * Earn training bonuses * Earn cash overrides based on team sales 3 levels deep * Earn a monthly car bonus * Earn a quarterly home bonus * Earn trips to Convention * Earn valuable jewelry, prices, and awards * Earn recognition for your achievements

Help Find A Cure - Passion For Pink Collection
Breast Cancer Awareness Among women, breast cancer is the most common cancer and second leading cause of cancer death. Breast cancer affects one out of every eight women, and one woman out of 33 with breast cancer will die this year. How you can help You can help fund breast cancer research and public awareness through Passion Parties during the month of October. In honor of Breast Cancer Awareness Month, Passion Parties has joined forces with the Susan G. Komen Breast Cancer Foundation by creating a special "Passion for Pink Collection". For each collection sold by October 31, 2007, Passion Parties will donate $5.00 to the Passion Parties Charitable Foundation (PPCF). If you're interested in helping the cause and purchasing a Passion for Pink Collection, please go to my website xtcbliss.com and shop online securely. If you have any questions, as always, feel free to contact me. Thanks! Lalaine Perez Passion Consultant / Team Leader Email: lalaine@xtcbliss.co

Who Said Blondes Are Dumb ?
A blonde and a lawyer sit next to each other on a plane. The lawyer asks her to play a game. If he asked her a question that she didn't know the answer to it, she would have to pay him five dollars. And every time the blonde asked the lawyer a question that he didn't know the answer to it, the lawyer would have to pay the blonde 20 dollars. So the lawyer asked the blonde his first question, "What is the distance between the Moon and its nearest star?" Without a word the blonde pays the lawyer five dollars. The blonde then asks the lawyer, "What goes up a hill with four legs and down a hill with three?" The lawyer thinks about it, but finally gives up and pays the blonde 20 dollars. Then the lawyer asked her what the answer was and without a word the blonde gave the lawyer five dollars.

Darfur Genocide
Let us include in our prayers our brothers and sisters in Darfur, South Africa. Almost 400,000 people have died and the number is alarmingly increasing at the moment. Innocent men are killed and women are raped, children are not spared from this brutal genocide. We are still very much lucky compared to them in our lives now. Everything we have is luxury already compared to what they are experiencing. Let us hope this violence will end soon. GOD bless them!

The Dark
the dark wind will blow and i got alot to know if the foe in the trees sees me as an adversary.love to him,he thinks he's in and can win.somebody spin dixie on the radio,while i get to know this new ghost.he's the toast of the town,for right now.

.no.please.
Don't be too worried if you find that you're feeling a bit disgruntled with your friends or family -- it's just the accumulation of tiny stresses. It'll all blow over pretty quickly, but for now try to lie low. oh gee ya think? whatta novel concept. *rolls eyes* kthnxbi

I'm Not A B*tch, You're Just Stupid.
This guy couldn't spell! He didn't know what busy meant! Here is just some of the stupid things he said. meoffjack2000: ok are you going to call me meoffjack2000: so your not ging to call me and you dont whant me calling you D1ddl3MySk1ttl3: i said idk cause i dont know when im free meoffjack2000: isnt it night and weekends meoffjack2000: and i pay no mater what time it is or if i call or get a call D1ddl3MySk1ttl3: im not talking about free on the phone i mean free busy meoffjack2000: whats busy? D1ddl3MySk1ttl3: what do you mean whats busy? meoffjack2000: i dont know what busy is what is it? D1ddl3MySk1ttl3:how do you not know what busy is meoffjack2000: i dont know i know bisy D1ddl3MySk1ttl3: bisy? meoffjack2000: oh ok i see now meoffjack2000: we are both rong OMG DOES ANYONE ELSE SEE THIS.. WE ARE BOTH WRONG ABOUT BUSY..... AND HE THINKGS I AM A B*TCH BECAUSE I SAID TO HIM STOP TALKIN TO ME.. AND AFTER LIKE 30 MINS OF STILL TRYING TO TALK TO ME.. I FRE

My Impending Collapse
Well, this is my first blog. Wow. Im not real sure what the point of blogs are. Although Im gonna use it to get some shit off my cheast. Hoping noone I know reads it. Ive got some shite bottled up and if I dont dump it somewhere, Im probably screwed. Hell, I hope noone reads this at all. Its rather sad really, where my life is right now. For rather selfish reasons, Im cohabitating with the mother of my 2 children. We moved in together because she wanted out out of teh shitty relationship she was in. So i moved her and the kids out and into a place with me. I did this because i knew it was teh only way i could see them as much a I wanted, since she had them. So I have intentionally forsaken any hope at being in a relationship since most women would frown on dating a guy that was living with his x, regardless of the fact that theres nothing to that relationship. Purely platonic. I just wanted to live with my kids. This isnt the first time weve had this arrangement. Id rat

The Dark Queen
The Dark Queen by Wannabeboytoy © Read my bio if you haven't before you read this story! Hope you enjoy! The prince dropped down into the dungeon. He had made it past the wall of thorns, the living forest, and the giant spider and fought off the ogres and trolls that stood in his way in the quest to save the princess, his fiancé. Princess Flora, along with the royal family, had been captured and taken to the castle of the evil queen, Morticia. Once the prince was inside the dungeon he could see Flora. She was chained in the center of a room with the shackles holding her arms up from the roof above. There was a beam of light shining on her that illuminated her tattered clothes and the look of defeat she had with her head hanging low. The prince walked steadily and cautiously towards her, aware that it may be another trap. When it seemed that they were alone in the room, he called to her. "Flora, are you alright?" he asked, still keeping his distance. She looked up

Living In A Land Of What If's...
i wanted you but i was too scared to let it happen so you left to texas where my ex is. i was trapped but now i find myself slapped in the face tasteless a bit knowing how i just wasted it. if i could turn back time Cher wouldn't be caring i don't need a sonny i have a son to share with...i wouldn't dare it. i abandoned you when i needed you more more sure than i was before since then it's been constant torture and hell that i've endured you don't know the half while you sit back laughing i'm needing someone to hold my hand and let me back in. not in a panic and loves no picnic how quickly you let it diminish and finish. i want you back but there's no way now,no way how i'm by myself still looking for a way out. today i would have bought you flowers and i'm excited about Christmas gifts that i shouldn't have bought i'm sending but i doubt you'll ever get them. no box big enough for my heart to fit in but if i sent it you would return it,when i want to return to the beginning

Knowing You
Late at night when I'm all alone. Thought's of you drift in on a song. The music plays. As candles light dances with the breeze. This image of you in my mind. The way you look, hair as brown as an eagles wing. Eyes as blue as the Caribbean seas. And a smile that could melt the hardest of hearts. I saw you today, and instantly fell in lust. Your body so sleek and hard. Makes me see the passion I have in me. Realizing the desires I try to hide. My blood is boiling and my bodies a flame. While I imagine you stripped down and bathed in sweat. Beading on your chest. Trickling down your pecks. My tongue reaching out to lap it up. God how I want you. If only I could say why. My senses come alive at the mere thought of you. How can this be? No one has ever effected me this way. What is this attraction I have for you? Which makes me want to cry. The thought of never knowing you. Is to much to bear. You leave and a part of me dies. I want to touch you, kiss you, and know you. If only for a night

D&dc
YA THIS WHAT HE SAID TILL HE DOSE IT A AG U KNOW HE WILL MESSUP A AG YOU ALL KNOW HE DOSE IT ALL THEM TIME TOO WHY DO NT THEY GET SOME KNOW WHAT HELL THEY ARE DO AND FIX SITE RITE AWAY WAY SHOLD BE FIX YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN RITE ...... i'm disabling photos while i do some maintenance for the new equipment. i should be done in about 30-45 minutes. -mike HOW MANY TIME HIS KEEP IT GO TOO BE FIX S OK HE ALL SAID TILL HE FUCK IT UP U KNOW HIM STUPID JACK ASS 2 LOL

System Of A Down-suggestions+needles
Watching, From a post up high, From where you see the ships afar, From a well trained eye, The waves all keep on crashing by, If you are the light post, Then you own the working class, But if you want the answers, You better give a piece of ass, Give a piece of your ass, Warning, Post hypnotic suggestions, Running the ships ashore, The orange light that follows, Will soon proclaim itself a god, If you point your questions, The fog will surely chew you up, But if you want the answers, You better get ready for the fire, Get ready for the fire, The ships are multiplying day after day sir, And they're coming close to the shore sir, shore sir, We need to evacuate the light post, It's all over, it's all over It's all over --- I cannot disguise, all the stomach pains and the walking of the cranes when you, do come out and you whisper up to me in your life of tragedy But I cannot grow till you eat the last of me oh when will I be free and you, a parasite

Come 2 Me(poem)
Can you hear me? Am I loud and clear? Im screaming at the top of my lungs, and its all for you... ALL FOR YOU!!!an' so.. Come to me my pretty Coo-ed the brittle voice, Enter my den of iniquity, Your own free will and choice, Come feast your greedy eyes See the sparkly treasure Temptations sweet and tender I offer for your pleasure. Come, come do not wait, Choose a gift from me Vengence, hatred, greed? Tell me, what will it be? Fire tempered loathing Can heal a wound thats old, Take a bowl of sweet revenge And the power to serve it cold, Make your enemies suffer Take joy from their pain Look upon your tormentors As they go insane. Do not look my pretty, At the innocents that may, Be injured as you reek revenge They should not be in your way. Disregard their misery Their pathetic pleading voices Their champions who tell you That they have no choices, Come to me my pretty Let me buy your soul, Cast aside all concience Let chaos be your goal. Come t

~~d&dc~~down Dirty South Crew~~~bad Boys 420 For Life~~~~'s
do nt know he keep mess up the photo now geee keep go he have hole fuck up that dumb babyjesus he all do some thing two site y keep fuck it when dose start ran rite he go and mess it up y do nt get that what ppl think bout him do that all time i mean he keep messup what u all think bout that ?????

New Words & Vocabulary For 2007
NEW WORDS & VOCABULARY FOR 2007: Essential vocabulary additions for the workplace (and elsewhere)!!! 1. BLAMESTORMING: Sitting around in a group, discussing why a deadline was missed or a project failed, and who was responsible. 2. SEAGULL MANAGER: A manager, who flies in, makes a lot of noise, craps on everything, and then leaves. 3. ASSMOSIS: The process by which some people seem to absorb success and advancement by kissing up to the boss rather than working hard. 4. SALMON DAY: The experience of spending an entire day swimming upstream only to get screwed and die in the end. 5. CUBE FARM: An office filled with cubicles. 6. PRAIRIE DOGGING: When someone yells or drops something loudly in a cube farm, and people's heads pop up over the walls to see what's going on. 7. MOUSE POTATO: The on-line, wired generation's answer to the couch potato. 8. SITCOMs: Single Income, Two Children, Oppressive Mortgage. What Yuppies get into when they have children and

Friends W/benefits Fun Fun Fun
Statistically speaking, unless you are a total hermit, social retard, or ugly as a bag of spoiled monkey food... There's at least 1 person on your Fubar that wants to date you or sleep with you. So..... lets play "friends w/ benefits"The rules are simple... if you want to date the person who posted this, send them a message to their inbox saying "Im yours". If you just want to sleep with them and stay friends, send them a message that says "I'd hit it". SCARED? LOL........ THE TWIST IS YOU HAVE TO REPOST THIS, EVEN IF YOU'RE TAKEN & see who replies. There is at least 1 person on your fubar that wants to date you, and maybe more that want to sleep with you. SO... re-post as "Friends with Benefits", as it doesn't matter if your married, in a relationship,single, gay or straight! You opened it so you HAVE to repost it! A test of your bravery

Looking 4 Rapist Of 5 Yr. Old Girl! Repost
Oct 3, 2007 1:18 AM Subject: 10-2-07 BAPD, Ok; PD looking for rapist of 5 yo girl. REPOST Body: LET'S GET THIS PIECE OF HUMAN GARBAGE!!! REPOST UNTIL WE FIND THIS GUY! POSTED 10-02-07 THIS JUST HAPPENED LAST WEEK. NOT AN OLD BULLETIN. (Broken Arrow, Ok)--After interviewing several witnesses, the Broken Arrow police department developed a composite sketch of a possible suspect in the abduction and rape of a five year old girl. The crime happened last week. At the time of the crime police were told the suspect was wearing a yellow short sleeve t-shirt with the word "Cat" on the front. He was wearing red shorts. Also when the crime was first reported it was believed the suspect may have been driving a small, white car. The car has a grey interior. Anyone with information should call the Broken Arrow police department at 259-8400 or 259-1111. The sketch was put together by the Broken Arrow Poice Criminal Investigation Unit after a number of interviews of witnesses. IT DI

Venting
Don't mind me..I'm just venting. It's 2 something in the morning and not many people to vent to. Well not many that actually care. I know and get that people say what they need to, to get what they want. But i don't get the people that put the time in just to turn around and be fake. And for that matter all of you that leave messages in my mail and sb about being lucky that I'm so pretty and tell me that things are easier because I am..i would love for you to tell me how. If it's so easy why is it that guys tell me I'm so pretty all the time but yet never actually wanna talk to me...cause that just makes no sense. As for all the ones that do know me..seriously WTF is this friend zone i keep falling into with guys? Am i not girly enough..do i need to work on my priss factor? haha ahhh oh well like i said just venting...And if any of you reading this happen to be people who think i ignore you and dont answer you..let me remind you that sometimes the my shoutbox fills up and i don't

Better Than Me
"Better Than Me" I think you can do much better than me After all the lies that I made you believe Guilt kicks in and I start to see The edge of the bed Where your nightgown used to be I told myself I won't miss you But I remembered What it feels like beside you I really miss your hair in my face And the way your innocence tastes And I think you should know this You deserve much better than me While looking through your old box of notes I found those pictures I took That you were looking for If there's one memory I don't want to lose That time at the mall You and me in the dressing room I told myself I won't miss you But I remembered What it feels like beside you I really miss your hair in my face And the way your innocence tastes And I think you should know this You deserve much better than me The bed I'm lying in is getting colder Wish I never would've said it's over And I can't pretend... I won't think about you when I'm older Cause we never really

Happy Anniversary Msm
Marco, I’m in love with you. I’m completely head over heals, Butterflies in my stomach, Blissfully, In love with you. I love everything about you. I have never loved anyone as completely as I love you. And I will never love another this way. Yet I had absolutely no idea who you were. I wondered if you were the one instantly after hearing your voice. The one I was yearning for all this time, I’ve yet to see what tomorrow brings. I know you’re out there somewhere. And I love that somewhere, You are in just as much love with me. I love everything I already felt for you, Without even knowing if you existed. I love that I will be most beautiful to you, Than the rest of the world. I love that in my eyes, You can do no wrong. I love the way we’ll be able to laugh at each other. So much love that I feel for you, And so much more whenever you appear. Sometimes it scares me. It scares me that there is a person out there, That will be able to completely disarm me. It s

****~broken Hearts~****.......
Giving up doesn't always mean you are weak; sometimes it means that you are strong enough to let go. When love is lost, do not bow your head in sadness; instead keep your head up high and gaze into heaven for that is where your broken heart has been sent to heal. Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it's better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together. Love is like a puzzle. When you're in love, all the pieces fit but when your heart gets broken, it takes a while to get everything back together. It's so curious: one can resist tears and 'behave' very well in the hardest hours of grief. But then someone makes you a friendly sign behind a window, or one notices that a flower that was in bud only yesterday has suddenly blossomed, or a letter slips from a drawer... and everything collapses. Sometimes I wish I were a little kid again, skinned knees are easier to fix than broken hearts. What is the opposite of two? A lonely me, a lonely you

Game Players (did That When I Was In Jr. High)
Lately, I've found some people, (most of them female) who have left me messages and then I see that they are friends with people I am also a friend of. I don't want to hear your little jealous quips or immature remarks. If you don't like what I've said to someone, well unless it's you, It's not my problem. If you have a problem with me being friends with someone you are friends with too, get over it. There is one person who played a game with me, and there are some women who have been being dramatic with me about him, because it's all my fault, according to him. If you think you are defending him, tell it to him. I don't care. I don't want to waste my time with petty people. If you don't like me, don't connect with me. I don't need, want, or like this crap I went through less of when I was 12 than I do now. Get a clue, get over it, get a life, and keep me out of it.

A Time In Everyones Life
Im sure theres a time in everyones life that they have wanted to be with someone but couldn't, you live in hope that one day you would.. only time will tell...You know they feel the same way...What are their plans..where do they see themselves in 1,2,3-10years. Is it with you? As i grow older i feel i havent got the time..i need to know.. time is so precious... God dam it where have you been all my life babe..?..

October 3, 2007
Dixie Chicks - You were mine I Can't Find A Reason To Let Go Even Though You've Found A New Love And She's What Your Dreams Are Made Of I Can Find A Reason To Hang On What Went Wrong Can Be Forgiven Without You, It Ain't Worth Livin' Alone Sometimes I Wake Up Crying At Night And Sometimes I Scream Out Your Name What Right Does She Have To Take You Away When For So Long, You Were Mine I Took Out All The Pictures Of Our Wedding Day It Was A Time Of Love And Laughter Happy Ever After But Even Those Old Pictures Have Begun To Fade Please Tell Me She's Not Real And That You're Really Coming Home To Stay Sometimes I Wake Up Crying At Night And Sometimes I Scream Out Your Name What Right Does She Have To Take You Away When For So Long, You Were Mine I Can Give You Two Good Reasons To Show You Love's Not Blind He's Two And She's Four, And You Know They Adore You So How Can I Tell Them You've Changed Your Mind Sometimes I Wake Up Crying At Night And Somet

Lord >>> Help Scarecrow>>>>
plz; help Scarecrow (Larry) to heal his leg , let him now im here . Well sometimes im in here in Fubar ; but im always here on earth, so far just waiting till ? I miss him and some other friends too .. hugs all. diana God Bless U all...

Older!
*Exercise for Older Adults:* Begin by standing on a comfortable surface, where you have plenty of room at each side. With a 5-lb potato sack in each hand, extend your arms straight out from your sides and hold them there as long as you can. Try to reach a full minute, and then relax. Each day, you'll find that you can hold this position for just a bit longer. After a couple of weeks, move up to 10-lb potato sacks. Then try 50-lb potato sacks and then eventually try to get to where you can lift a 100-lb potato sack in each hand and hold your arms straight for more than full minute. *(I'm at this level)*

Know Who You Are.
From this day forward, Whomever dons the uniform is your brother. They are your family. They will understand, When you drink too much, Smoke too much, And even when you leap into a ditch, At the sound of backfire from a passing car. They will understand when you can't sleep, When you say; "I don't want to talk about it." When you bolt upright in bed, Sheets soaked with sweat and tears in your eyes, Choking down a scream in your throat. Be aware of these brothers. Even when the uniforms come off, And their glory days are long behind them. Be their brother when you hear them say; "Squared away" and "good to go" There is respect to be had, From all fighting men, From all who give up themselves To become a part of something greater. From all who survive. From this day forward, Know who you are. August

At The Table
Down to the felt. Don't bother to count your chips, You've been dealt a mighty blow. Excuse time; 'But I did everything right!' 'He shouldn't have done that.' 'I had bad cards.' Done now? There are other games. Other tables. This game appears to be too rich for you. Maybe this isn't your calling. Not everyone's cut out to be a gambler. Even if you turn this game around, Get off the felt, Grab the high stack, There'll still be other losses, Other upsets, Do you really want to go through that again? The dealer looks to me to see if I'm going to walk or play. I'm still licking my wounds. Maybe I should become a farmer, far less risk. Plowing fields, harvesting crops, dreaming of cards. At the table, I never dream of farms. Down to the felt. Don't bother to count your chips. I pick them up, Toss them into the pot, Blind. I'm a gambler, And I'm all in. August

First Day....
Today was the first day of Chemo for me and I am already feeling the side effects every time I sneeze my nose bleeds and that is never a good sign. well its getting late and I have another doctors appoinment tomorrow so wish me luck. Chris

The Kiss
It was a kiss straight out of a storybook, The kind you feel in your toes. The kind that wars are fought over, Quests are ridden for, Dragons are slayed for, Kingdoms are lost for, It was that kind of kiss. And now I know what breathtaking means, What desire means, What meaning means, It was that kind of kiss. It was the kind of kiss that. . . spoke. It spoke of beginnings, It spoke of possibilities, It said, "I want you." It said "goodbye." It was that kind of kiss. It was the kind of kiss that. . . inspires. It was the kiss of a muse, Of a true love, Of a stranger. It was that kind of kiss. It was that kind of kiss. And like all kisses, It had to end. August

Julie's Poem
So you really wanted a poem. O.K. fine, this poem is for you. Without preamble, without introduction. Because poets aren't any good at introductions, We're too busy pouring our existence onto paper, When the ink dries. . . There should be more. All the metaphors should have footnotes. Cliff Notes should print a guidebook to my poetry. How do you like your poem so far? What's that? Not what you expected? You expected the literary equivalent Of flowers and chocolate? Instead, you get a minestrone of ideas. An incomprehensible mix of ingredients, Put together for no other reason Then their availability. They were the leftovers. Like me. Because now we are apart, So all the laughter, tears, Sweaty nights, and frustrating moments, Are behind us now That door is closed, locked and chained. The last of your words ringing in my ears, With the slamming of that door. Without me having ever written you a poem. So here it is, your poem. Hope you like it. Can't talk now

The Juggling Song
(to the tune of 'Turkey In the Straw.') Well I got a set of beanbags and I practice every day And I'm gettin' pretty good 'cause I can hear the people say; "He can juggle up above his head and juggle to the side He could juggle with a blindfold should he ever feel inclined." (Chorus) Juggle today, Juggle tonight. Throw things at your friends and there's never a fight You'll be glad you practiced all the time When the audiences tell you that you're doing really fine. I can juggle on the floor and I can juggle in a chair We can juggle all alone or we can juggle in a pair We can juggle face to face or we can juggle side to side We can juggle 'round another even if he's pretty wide Chorus Well I can juggle axes I can juggle magazines And I never juggle apples but I juggle tangerines I can even juggle bowling pins and other heavy stuff I can juggle flaming torches which is really pretty tough Chorus I can juggle on a mountain I can juggle on a plane. I c

A Reply To Chicken Hawk Rus
the Photo's did not paste over, i will post a link at bottom for the original blog that has the pictures Army of Dude Reporting On Truth, Justice And The American Way Of War Friday, September 28, 2007 The Real Deal Blue Girl directed me to a very interesting story about Rush Limbaugh, who called veterans opposed to the war phony soldiers. Of course, this is the same Rush Limbaugh who threw a fit about the Moveon.org Petraeus ad, calling it "contemptible" and "indecent." Apparently anyone in the military is above criticism as long as they agree with Rush's brave belief that we should be in Iraq "as long as it takes." And I use the term 'we' loosely, as I believe the closest Rush has ever gotten to combat was watching We Were Soldiers with surround sound. When I was a kid I watched Rush with my dad every morning when he was still on TV and always found him pretty funny and clever. Over the years I didn't have a very concrete opinion about him, I just knew him as the kooky

It's Out Of The Way Now.
So she says to me; "You've just made the biggest mistake of your life!" And I really had to think about that. Because I've crammed an awful lot of mistakes Into the past twenty-six years. Now we're not just talking, About when I shoved that copper wire, Into the electrical socket Or when I told my mother, What I really thought of her meatloaf. Those are pretty minor league compared to others. Like the time I asked my Drill Sergeant; "Drop what?" Or the time I let her kiss me, Although I knew she was pledged to another. I have made mistakes that have launched me across oceans, As well as continents. My mistakes have hurled me into as well as out of, Military service, broken houses, sleepless nights, And way too many relationships to recall, And this is the biggest mistake of my life? Oh well, At least I've gotten it out of the way. August

You Know This Week So Far Has Been Trying>
Ive laughed , cried been sad and blue and remembering past things, and new things ; Thanking God for all. But Im just sorta moody lately , why I dont know ? I am missing something and someone.. and yet im not acting like me.. . I know im not making sence. Night now all. hugs Diana

Investments
Call me. Invest a quarter in our relationship. Let me be secure in the illusion, That if you spend a quarter for me, You will gladly walk across hot coals, Just to be by my side. I can convince myself that if you call, You are reaching for me across the wires. Give me the illusion that I am being pursued. Call me. Call me. Invest a few minutes of your day in our relationship. This will prove to me, That every waking moment you spend away from me, Is really agony to you. That you could so easily set aside precious time to talk to me. Call me. Call me. For every call is an investment, A precedent, A promise. It says that we are going somewhere, Instead of nowhere. It says we are connected. It declares that there is a future On which we can sit, And look back on all those promises, All those phone calls, All those investments. Call me. August

I'll Be There For You.
When the creek gets high and dry And you've broken our canoe Well don't begin to worry Because I'll be there for you I'll pour the creek more water And fix your boat like new And it's just my way of saying Heather, I love you. When the road gets long and dusty And you've worn out your best shoe Without any hesitation I'll be there for you I'll sew your soles so nicely You'd think they were brand new And it's just my way of saying Heather, I love you. When you're feeling lost and lonely With no one to talk to Just smile, sit, and wait for me. Because I'll be there for you. I'll listen to your troubles Maybe tell a joke or two I love to make you smile because Heather I love you. You may wonder why I'm saying this What purpose could there be The reason that I'm here for you Is that you're always here for me I'll never let you down Just you wait and see And until we are together I'll be loving you, love me. August

Alcohalic Beverage
alcoholic beverage anyone? (with pics)malibu coconut rumYou are malibu coconut rum. You love to chill, take it easy and smooth. If this was an outdoor party I could just see you skinny dipping. Sip this drink you prefer taste than to making a total ass out of yourself, by taking shots. I think that's totally rad and cool, at leaast you would be more capable of driving people home?Myspace Quizzes

How It Starts
And it starts with the peacock Feathers bright, strutting his stuff Flogger hanging from his belt Peacocks, the most ferocious beast. . . . . .of the petting zoo. So it goes to the bull Muscles rippling Horns sharpened, Flashing his knives amid his leathers. A little obvious if you ask me. Domesticated creatures don't do it for me. But it's hard to fear camouflage So my freedom is to go unnoticed The deadly spider. . . waits. It starts with your neck Tight in my hands A gasp as your breath is lost So it continues in your eyes The surprise, trepidation, fear. . . But you ain't felt nothing yet. The spider sits and waits Counting every insult Seething at being overlooked Revenge is the art of the spider. You're going down As I vary your torments Breath, pinch, slap, cut. . . Just a bit at first. I want you to realize your mistake. Nobody fears camouflage. But it starts. . . August

Happily Ever After
I wish I had a horse. Yes, It'd have to be a horse. Because then, I could jump onto my trusty stallion, And together, we could race across the countryside, After you. And you would see me on my charger, Obviously larger than life. And you would realize that yes, We should give this a shot. Happily ever after is an attainable goal. But I'd need a horse. It wouldn't work without the horse. The hero doesn't chase the girl in a Geo Metro. The stalker does, but not the hero. I wish I had a horse. I wish I had a carrier pigeon. Yes, that'd work. I'd send you a poem on wings of love. You'd receive it, and read it, and know, That we were meant for each other. Happily ever after has our names on it. But it'd have to be a carrier pigeon. Email just doesn't cut it. Because I was a geek before it was cool. I wish I had a carrier pigeon. I wish I had a kingdom. Yeah, a kingdom, that'd work. I could offer it to you, Risk it for you, Lead it into battle for you sword

Damn Thought Process
Yeah.. so you ever get to the point where you start jotting stuff down that comes to mind, but every time you write one thing down, three more pop into your head? Yeah it gets so overwhelming that you can hardly catch up bc by the time you get a few thoughts out, you still got around 9 more lurking around. Then you get so flustered bc you have all these thoughts, but putting them down and getting them organized into something legible seems a harder task than it already is? Grrr sometimes I just really hate being an over thinker! Fuck this, I need to go read a book to clear my head.

My Angel
u know i use to write short stories and poems all the time when i was younger.. even after i had my first child i still did.. here is my lat poem i have wrote.. i made it for my child who neve got a chance to live cause of my ex.. i was 4-5 weeks pregnant when i lost him.. my ex punched my child out of me over me allowing my mother to keep my daughter over night o i could have a night where i could try to relax.. when i was with my ex i was the one who worked, cooked, cleaned, took care of my child..i dont it all.. my ex didnt do anything except for drink, do drugs, cheat and beat on me.. i remember that night as if it was yesterday.. we got into an argument and then the next thing i knew he got me with a low blow to my stomach and then thhrew me into the edge of our bed and then raped me.. all i could do was cry and hold my stomach and force myself to not scream out with all the pain.. i knew if i did he woul have hit me again.. he always did when i screamed for help.. when i did nobo

The Guru
"you're a poet, right?" At last, a question I know the answer to. "Yes." Go with simplicity. "So then you know stuff right?" "Yes." What the hell, it worked once. "Great. What do I need to know?" Don't laugh, don't laugh. The coffee house steps are the new mountain. If he thinks that you're the Guru. . . There are worse fates. "What is it that you seek?" Solomon eat your heart out. "I wanna know how to do what you do." Ok Solomon, you can come back now. "What do I need to know for the open mic?" At last, a question I know the answer to. "Be confident." "Be brief." "If you can't be brief. . . Be spectacular." "Keep it simple" "If you can't keep it simple. . . Make your transitions short." "Remember your audience, Don't try their patience." "Believe in your words, Or no one else will." "And most importantly. . . When you're finished. . . Let people know." August

The Great Mike
This poem doesn't make any sense. This poem goes on and on. It's not really a poem. It's just senseless rambling. . . and thus defines me. I am the senseless rambler. The man at the bus stop who mumbles to the wall. The man on the strip who talks to the lamppost. They are all me. Only I am more fortunate than most. I am not in the buffet line muttering about turkey gravy. My audience has ag. . . No wait. . . That came out wrong. My audience has agreed not to throw things or lock me away. The Java junkies are suckers for endless babble in the name of art. Here, have a tarot card. Good poetry, bad poetry, songs, screams, creative filibusters. . . even empty silence. . . hell, even full silence. I could ramble on and on. No really. . . I could. Is it my turn? If it's not I could go anyway. I'M IN CHARGE! August

Damn, I Completely Forgot About This Place.
Of course, I joined when it was still CherryTAP. And then the library blocked my access to it. And then I forgot about it until I saw it in the computer's history files, meaning my bumbling hubby happened upon it. (Should search for him on here, I'd love to see what his profile says, hardy har har.) Who wants to bet I'll forget about it again?

Grady Cooper & Rebecca Ann Kizziar
August second, nineteen ninety-seven Remember this day For this is the day of your wedding The whole is now greater than the sum of it's parts. Remember the love you feel this day. Remember it. . . When he leaves the seat up. . . When she's "in a mood". . . When he forgets to take out the trash. . . When she forgets to recap the toothpaste. . . Remember. . . you're a team. You're together forever, this is it. To have and to hold. For richer, for poorer, In sickness and in health, Through rain and shine, And most of all, All of those days that are only partly cloudy. Remember Rebecca, Remember Grady, When your partner deserves your love the least, That is the exact moment that they need it the most. Be slow to anger and quick to apologize. Speak your love often. Show your love always. And remember this day. August

True Love!!
Groom, 24, marries bride, 82 A 24-year-old Argentine man has married an 82-year-old woman. Reinaldo Waveqche told reporters after the ceremony in Santa Fe, northern Argentina: "I've always liked mature ladies." He added: "I don't care what other people say." He and bride Adelfa Volpes, 82, plan to travel to Rio de Janeiro for their honeymoon. Asked if the marriage was purely spiritual, Ms Volpes laughed and replied: "There is going to be more." The couple were married in a civil service after several years of engagement, and later walked through a local church surrounded by reporters. Their love blossomed when Mr Waveqche went to live with her after his mother's death when he was 15. He said he admired his new wife's zest for life, and emphasised how special she was to him.

For Now, Life Is Good!
I FEEL GOOD!!!!!!!!! It has been 3 weeks since my latest brain surgery, and I really feel like I’ve turned a corner. My energy level is coming back (I haven’t needed to take a nap for several days) and I have been able to stay up ‘til past 11 (contrasted with crashing at around 9). My mental alertness is better too; no more fogginess (well, OK, a little). My right leg is getting stronger, although I will definitely still need rehab, and at the risk of TMI I am almost able to put antiperspirant under my left armpit again. WOOOOOO HOOOOOOO! I am by no means out of the woods; survival rates for my cancer are measured in months, not years, but for right now, life is good. I am even going to look into an assisted driving course that may hook me up with a hand feed and steering wheel knob to compensate for my disabled right leg. (Freedom once again!) So shower me with congratulations, comments, gifts, etc. I wanna become a FuPsycho! Next on the blog docket, “What I Love M

G.o.p. Creed
I am a republican. A member of the American National Republican Party. Because I am proud of the organization I represent, I will always act in ways credible to the Republican Party, and the nation it serves. I will hold myself and my fellow Republicans to a higher standard of conduct, specifically when meeting those of opposing views. I will debate any issue on the merits, and never let a debate denigrate to name calling, or violence. Nor will I stand by and watch other republicans do so. I will treat my fellow Republicans, and my adversaries, with respect at all times. I will police my own organization. I will not hesitate to denounce a party member who has behaved disgracefully. For that individual represents me as well as the rest of the party. I will support free speech. Particularly when it disagrees with my own views. I will defend another's right to disagree with me. I will be open to new ideas, regardless of their source. I will be committed to being open minded, a

My Son
SORRY FOR SUCH A MUSHY BLOG BUT AFTER THE HUGE ARGUMENT WITH MY SON I NEED TO VENT. Current mood: sad Category: Life My Dear Son You are my Heart, My Soul, My Reason for breathing. I know at times you feel that I am hard on you or that I ask alot of you, and for this I am sorry. But I want you to know that I Love You so much and just want whats best for you and for you to be happy. Something that every Mom wants for her children. I may have played a roll in some things that have happened in your life that you mightnot be happy about but for this I am sorry. But I just want you and everyone else to know that you are my Life. And lately I just feel like I am losing you. I know you are 18 now well 19 in 9 days so you are a man now, but to me you will always be my baby and I want to protect you from all the hardship and things life might throw your way. Some people say let you live your life, let you make mistakes you will learn from them and as true as this maybe, it's just

Wayall I Be Dipped In Sheeut!!
New world record in 'ear-lifting' Mon Oct 1, 5:27 AM ET A Pakistani man broke the world-record for "ear-lifting" in Vienna Sunday, carrying almost 62 kilograms (137 pounds) from a cord attached to his right ear. Zafar Gill's feat earned him a place in the Guinness Book of World Records, as part of a day of record-breaking attempts in the Austrian capital, organised under the slogan "Vienna - Recordbreaker". Gill had to use a special headgrip to protect both his ear and temple, as he lifted the weight for seven seconds about 10 centimetres (four inches) off the ground. After warming up with a more modest 30-kilo weight, Gill took up the record-breaking 61.7 kilos with only a brief cry of pain. Gill, who himself only weighs 90 kilos, trains everyday but insists he has never had any hearing problems due to his peculiar hobby. Austria's strongest man, Franz Muellner, was planning Sunday evening to pull a 60-tonne lorry for 30 metres (98 feet) using only a harness

Golden Gifts
"you disappoint me in the way that you behave, and how you treat me." And I'm greeted with a slamming door. "Happy Father's day" I mutter as I walk away. My mind stumbling back across the years. Tripping flat. . . across each disappointment. The week before Christmas, Thrown out into the cold. No shirt. . . no shoes. . . no respect. What a disappointment I was, I survived. Even though you told the neighbors, And the police, That I ran away. What a disappointment. Every stumble, Every fall, And I can't seem to land on my face. And through this haze of resentment I wonder, Does the Chrysler building resent it's foundation? Does it dream of marble instead of concrete? Can this skyscraper admit. . . That without it's base, however flawed, It would crumble. Happy Father's Day My gift to you is silence. No retort to your slammed door. The last word is yours. It's over, you win. I'm the disappointment. August

Glance
There it was, The look I had been waiting for The expression that says "I anticipate" "I hunger" "I burn" She showed me that look And I was filled with an incredible euphoria But the look was not for me And it bothered me, That the pair of eyes for which it was intended Didn't see it Didn't look for it Didn't hunger for that look It was wasted August

Gifts
A Letter To My First The hairbrush is gone The first gift you ever gave me I balked at the time But I loved it It was my little piece of you Now it's in a landfill somewhere Covered with the teeth marks of that damned dog The sunglasses are gone, lost On one of my many adventures Two dollars well spent on a cheap piece of plastic Every time I held them I thought of you The last of your gifts Swept away by life And what of the gifts I gave you? As hard as I try I can recall only one My most prized, kept my whole life Entirely intangible Do you treasure it as I did? Or has it evaporated into thin air With the hairbrush and the sunglasses? August

Ghost
Some people touch the lives of men. Some people take a stand. But I cannot touch anything, With my shadow of a hand. My presence isn't really known. I'm a dream that some recall. But I never really leave my mark, Not a single scratch at all. No home to keep, I roam the land. My footsteps leave no trace. Invisible, I haunt the globe, Still searching for my place. I once thought I was Captain. "I'm a buccaneer!" I'd boast. But in truth, I'm not out chasing dreams, I'm really just a ghost. August

My Boy Is Gone
I remember the very day when I felt my boy kick inside me for the very first time RIGHT under my heart!! I didn't I think when I counted his 10 little toes, I would be counting weeks until I see him again!! He needs not to do anything more to make me proud as I am already proud!! THIS is for him!! Good Luck in the Navy ... MOMMY's little GUY!! Until we meet again as we did 18 years ago!! I love you so much SON Thank you for all that you will do for our country

Geek
People say I'm crazy People say I'm a geek People say I'm a nerd People say I'm a creep My friends say I'm OK A little weird but all right My parents say there's no way That I'll ever turn out right I listen to the radio I memorize the words I hear things inside myself That no one's ever heard I used to live inside myself Afraid to let anyone in I should have known that nobody out there Would understand just where I've been I read my books and poetry I understand them all I have built these walls around myself I have made them strong and tall I once thought that I found someone Who wanted to come in To share with me, her secrets And show me where she's been But just like all the other times It never worked out right We each wanted something different So we parted after a fight Then, there was someone else We needed each other as friends We keep each other inside ourselves Hoping it will never end I give to you the story of my life Laugh

A Funny Name
What's in a name? A rose by any other name would smell as sweet. Then why does my name spark reaction? It's a common name, Though not for commoners. It is a name for kings and great men. It is a name of respect. Why then, do people laugh? The name itself means "to be honored." Why should that be funny? Is it because a month holds the same name? And if so, that's hardly my fault. Why should I be troubled? Maybe it's because, There are so many ways to say the name, Or a part of the name, And still have it mean the same thing. There's Augie, Gus, Augustus. . . It seems like there's more than that. . . I've been called so many things. . . But maybe there's a good side to this too. Maybe I can get away with all the things I do, Because of my name. "That's August, he's crazy, You can tell just by listening to his name." Now I admit that I march to the beat of a different drummer, And I admit that I have done, And still do, some crazy things now and then. . . But I

Anger Management
When you occasionally have a really bad day, and you just need to take it out on someone, don't take it out on someone you know, take it out on someone you don't know. I was sitting at my desk when I remembered a phone call I'd forgotten to make. I found the number and dialed it. A man answered, saying "Hello." I politely said, "This is Chris. Could I please speak with Robyn Carter?" Suddenly a manic voice yelled out in my ear "Get the right f***ing number!" and the phone was slammed down on me. I couldn't believe that anyone could be so rude. When I tracked down Robyn's correct number to call her, I found that I had accidentally transposed the last two digits. After hanging up with her, I decided to call the 'wrong' number again. When the same guy answered the phone, I yelled "You're an asshole!" and hung up. I wrote his number down with the word 'asshole' next to it,and put it in my desk drawer. Every couple of weeks, when I was paying bills or

For Gail
Violets are violet Roses rose colored Reading your poem Has left me befuddled Now don't think I'm cruel Now don't think I'm jaded Your poem has left me A bit twitter-pated Can it really be true? With the linger and pining My heart skips a beat (And thanks for not whining) "Master August" you call me I blush at your praise (Better tell John So he'll give me a raise.) You know, of your absence I could never grow fond Come on April 10th Why must you take so long? I pine for your coos Tickles and kisses I'll try to make Portland To grant you these wishes Till then by my screen I will wait all the time So end my suspense And send me a rhyme August

If Your From Va..
Things I have learned living in Virginia: 1. A Possum is a flat animal that sleeps in the middle of the road. 2."Onced" and "Twiced" are words. 3. It is not a shopping cart, it is a buggy. 4. "Jaw-P" means "Did ya'll go to the bathroom?" 5. People actually grow AND eat okra. 6. "Fixinto" is one word. 7. There is no such thing as "lunch". There is only dinner and then there is supper. 8. Iced tea is appropriate for all meals and you start drinking it when you're two. We do like a little tea with our sugar! 9. Backards and forards means "I know everything about you." 10. The word "Jeet" is actually a phrase meaning "Did you eat?" 11. You don't have to wear a watch because it doesn't matter what time it is. You work until you're done or it's too dark to see. 12. You don't PUSH buttons, you MASH them. YOU KNOW YOU'RE FROM Virginia IF: 1. You measure distance in minutes. 2. You've ever had to switch from "heat" to "A/C" in the same day. 3. Y

What A Day
yeaterday was my baby girls 4th bday. she is just getting so big and becoming more and more of a big girl. :) too bad her father doesnt want to see her grow up. she got alot of bday gifts and a big cake.

From Michaelia
You can't give me the sunshine. Although I admit you have a certain warmth. It's simply not sunshine, So don't expect me to stay too long. You can't give me moonbeams, No matter how hard your poetry ribbons try. They are simply not moonbeams. So don't expect me to stay too long. You can't give me rain. Salty tears don't quite cut it. They are simply not rain. So don't expect me to stay too long. You can't give me fire. No matter how intriguing your nipples are sometimes, They are simply not fire. So don't expect me to stay too long. You can't give me wind, Because you need it. So I changed my mind, I will stay, And I will see you when you pass through. August

Fortune
Having finished my dinner, My belly was full of things that are impossible to pronounce, But it's fun to try. I opened my fortune cookie. For some reason I was hesitant to read it. What if this was the one true way of telling the future? What if all of our tomorrows, Were forecast on this piece of paper? I wouldn't have to ransack the morning paper, For my horoscope. I could end my search for a decent palm reader. I could stop trying to trans-channel Nostradamus. I would finally know your name. I would know our life. I would sleep soundly each night, Content in the knowledge That you and I are predestined for each other. I unfolded the fortune. "You are fond of Chinese food." So much for my future. Maybe I should enroll in chopstick school. August

Should I?
for some reason the idea of approaching 40 bugs me. For anyone else close to it, does it bother you and those older, DID it bother you? Maybe it's because i haven't experienced anything really in life that most people my age have. Just a depressing time lately

For Fun
Roses are red, violets are. . . well they're violet. When this email arrives, be sure that you file it. Fossils are old, babies are new. Thought you should know, I've been thinking of you. Computers cost money, pencils are cheap. Sentiment makes you sappy, please try not to weep. Crayons are wax, tables are wood. Hope you're doing like me, 'cause I'm doing good. Prose is for rambling, and poems for rhyme. I like to do both, when I have the time. Writing's a pain, e-mail is fun. I hope you enjoyed this, 'cause now I'm all done. August

Ex's & Ho's
eX’s & hO’s Dedicated to all the ex’s we hate, The same ungrateful bastards that continue to make us irate Continually talking shit, tryin to flip the script, Constantly revisiting all the dumb shit we ever did. The same fuckin bitch that tell you those three little words The same fuckin bitch who sleeps around just for the yearn The same fuckin bitch who fuck you and give you the burn The same fuckin bitch who you can’t get rid of like a germ Lies and constant fights day in and day out When half the time they don’t even know what the fuck their talking about An “I hate you”, but “I love you,” “I really miss you,” then “Fuck you!” All of the “I misunderstood you”’s, and the “How the hell could you?”’s Bitter about the thousand calls, or not having any at all, Bitter about the double standards and the shopping sprees at the mall She goes out to lunch with and Ex boyfriend named “Paul,” But she still get pissed at you for having other women giving you a call. Trying t

For A Friend.
I tell you that I love you You tell me it's a lie Every time I try to talk to you You just break down and cry. I can't bring back the magic The feelings we used to share I try to tell you I'm hurting But lately you just don't care. Should I go on trying? Trying to make you see. Or should I just admit it? You're not in love with me. Breaking up isn't easy. I've heard this to be true. You walk around in anguish. While friends say you're just blue. But life goes on, or so I'm told Whether we like it or not. And I've found that it's better to live life, Then to just sit around and rot. So reader now I make a toast, To finding someone new. I hope that you are happy, And life is good to you. August

First Impressions
And she made me think of poetry. And yes, And she made me want to dance. And yes, And the music didn't matter. . . Wasn't there. Didn't care. And yes! At that moment I wanted to do. . . Everything. Make a statement, Rule the world, Seize the day, And yes! It was all possible. The cacophony of emotion, The plethora of noise, The wonder of all that is new. And yes. She made me want to grow, And yes. She made me want to try, And yes, She made me think of poetry. August

Dance Of Fear........
Window panes come crashing down Amidst the tears and pain Vanishing hopes are gone and flew away Up above through twilight Shadows cast across the floor Reflections of the past Trembling thoughts of one Dwelling deep within the soul A mystical sense of reality Captured by the craze All in bewilderment Of the shock in the wave Creatures of the dimness Chattering amongst the green Everything slows in stillness What is this we see?

Dentist
Today sucked, hard core. well most of you who know mw know that I work at a school and am a teachers aid for 25 kinders and I also have my own three children when I get home. So most think I am nuts but I would love to be at work instead of home at this point today, I had a dentist appt. there were to see why i was in so much pain. well I figured work on a few teeth, a few fillins so on. nope. They decided to pull a tooth and in the process, pulled my jaw out of place and cracked my jaw bone. Now if you really Know me you would think that I am just fine. NOT I passed out on the living room floor, havent done that in awhile and last time I did I ended up in my birthday suite when I woke, lol, anyway I am in pain and the pills make me goffy, k now that I just pretty much picked on my self talk to ya all laterz. ~COPE~

Filibuster
When I was fifteen, the Lord came to me in a dream. Which I suppose is a good thing, because if he came to me in a coffee house, I'd be significantly less prepared. But this was just a dream, however vivid, however real. He stood before me, and I have to admit that for a man of his years, he looked pretty good. "What can I do for you God?" Amazingly enough, God's pretty approachable one on one, and not as tall in person. "I want you to become a poet my son." God's got a deep voice. "A poet? God, come on." He most be joking, Everyone knows that God has a wicked sense of humor, right? How else do you explain the flamingo? "Gahaaad, I'm going to college, I'm going to be a lawyer, make my mark, be rich." "My son, you will become a poet, travel to distant lands, discover people and ideas wherever you go, and you will write, poetry." "Yo God, ya got the wrong guy." I've always had a problem with father figures. I think it's the whole holier than thou thing. Alth

Excuses
I have a new poem here And it's not very good OK I just wrote it Well, I'm still writing it This is just the rough draft The demo, the test model This is a product of Too much caffeine in my system It is not a reflection of my inner self I just want to say That this poem does not speak for my pain Or for any part of me for that matter This poem isn't me I just wrote it down Hope you like it. August

Erased
I used to be a poem, to bring a smile to your life. I used to be a blanket, to keep you warm throughout the night. I used to be a teacher, to guide you on your way. I used to be a soldier, to protect you through the day. I no longer am a soldier, my rank and title gone. I can no longer keep you safe, or protect your little home. I cannot lead your son to be, the man he will become. As a soldier I found purpose, but now I find there, none. I no longer am a teacher, it's not my job to guide. My lessons all forgotten, cast upon the tide. My humble school was boarded up, of this there is no doubt. For I went to teach a class one day, and found, I was locked out. I no longer am a blanket, there's no warmth in me tonight. I cannot be a cover, to shield you from the light. I've been turned into a useless pile, of rags upon the floor. It happened on the day you said. . ."I care for you no more." You ran from me without a word, I guess you couldn't face me. And I didn't

Mind Your Own Bussiness
Hey everyone.. Tonight it was brought to my attention about a MUMM that has been posted by Sadistic Weibchen1 . She is the girlfriend of my boy's farther who is jail for beating the crap out of her. I ran away just under a year cuz he was constantly beating the shit out ofme Head prints and body prints in the walls at our house. His son will hit me constantly and think its a joke anymore doesn't understand that its wrong. This is what the gf isn't telling everyone is what happened and why the order. He started to constantly threaten me on my phone and got worse cuz he has been convicted of a misdemeanor domestic violence in the presence of a child.... But you are not getting told that at all... Please tell her to stay out of it with her mumm.. I understand if people got the whole story but your not at all. I ran away a little under a year ago for my own protection didn't know I was pregnent till after he came to visit then he proceeded to go ahead and sleep with her a week after he was

If We Had Sex...reply In A Msg!
Message: Message: Message: Lets play the If We Had Sex Game... Now don't be scared.... you never know who really wants to do you! Here are the rules to the game.. REPLY SO ONLY I SEE IT AND REPOST SO OTHERS CAN FILL OUT! 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you pull my hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you, 1 - 10? 16. Would you want fast or slow? 17. Where would you wanna "do it"? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you want me to be loud or qu

It's A Beautiful Morning
It's nice this morning. I had a good workout this morning. The temp is cool, birds are out, and that nasty humid air that blew in the past few days is now gone! Not only that I was able to order the Satellite equipment last night so now it's two to three weeks to go and I'll have decent internet access! Woo hoo! Not really working today so I'll just be hanging out and trying to be productive.

Cats And Mice In Heaven
A cat died and went to Heaven. God met her at the gates and said, "You have been a good cat all these years. Anything you want is yours for the asking." The cat thought for a minute and then said, "All my life I lived on a farm and slept on hard wooden floors. I would like a real fluffy pillow to sleep on." God said, "Say no more." Instantly the cat had a huge fluffy pillow. A few days later, six mice were killed in an accident and they all went to Heaven together. God met the mice at the gates with the same offer that He made to the cat. The mice said, "Well, we have had to run all of our lives: from cats, dogs, and even people with brooms! If we could just have some little roller skates, we would not have to run again." God answered, "It is done." All the mice had beautiful little roller skates. About a week later, God decided to check on the cat. He found her sound asleep on her fluffy pillow. God gently awakened the cat and asked, "Is everything okay? How have you been doin

Platters:only You
Only you can make this world seem right Only you can make the darkness bright. Only you and you alone can thrill me like you do and fill my heart with love for only you. Only you can make this change in me, for it's true, you are my destiny. When you hold my hand, I understand the magic that you do. You're my dream come true, my one and only you. Only you can make this change in me, for it's true, you are my destiny. When you hold my hand, I understand the magic that you do. You're my dream come true, my one and only you. One and only you.

Cocker Spaniel In Saint George By Raphael Sanzio (or Raffaello)
Is it just me, or does the dragon depicted in the portrait at my Stash, Saint George by Raphael Sanzio (or Raffaello), resemble a Cocker Spaniel? o.O Honestly, every time I look at the pic, I could almost swear that dragon has the head of a Cocker Spaniel! I keep thinking of a dog my sister had years ago...Missie, who happened to be a Cocker Spaniel. -_-; Is it just my eyes playing tricks on me?

The Little Things Give You Away
LINKIN PARK LYRICS "The Little Things Give You Away" Water grey Through the windows, up the stairs Chilling rain Like an ocean everywhere [Chorus] Don't want to reach for me do you I mean nothing to you The little things give you away And now there will be no mistaking The levees are breaking All you've ever wanted Was someone to truly look up to you And six feet under water I Do [End Chorus] Hope decays Generations disappear Washed away As a nation simply stares [Chorus] Don't want to reach for me do you I mean nothing to you The little things give you away But there will be no mistaking The levees are breaking All you've ever wanted Was someone to truly look up to you And six feet under water I Do All you've ever wanted Was someone to truly look up to you And six feet under ground now I Now I do [End Chorus] [Brad's Guitar Solo] Little things give you away Little things give you away Little things give you aw

Leave Out All The Rest
LINKIN PARK LYRICS "Leave Out All The Rest" I dreamed I was missing You were so scared But no one would listen Cause no one else cared After my dreaming I woke with this fear What am I leaving When I'm done here So if you're asking me I want you to know [Chorus] When my time comes Forget the wrong that I've done Help me leave behind some Reasons to be missed And don't resent me And when you're feeling empty Keep me in your memory Leave out all the rest Leave out all the rest [End Chorus] Don't be afraid I've taken my beating I've shared what I made I'm strong on the surface Not all the way through I've never been perfect But neither have you So if you're asking me I want you to know [Chorus] When my time comes Forget the wrong that I've done Help me leave behind some Reasons to be missed Don't resent me And when you're feeling empty Keep me in your memory Leave out all the rest Leave out all the rest [End Chorus] Fo

Mostly Positive Mixed Feelings About New Computer
Trying to copy some CDs to use on iPod; the CDs may have problems and iTunes may be misreporting them as problems writing to the external hard drive (where i chose to locate the iTunes folder. Which I'm moving, btw, for now? ...) - so I get this error that the external drive cannot be read from, written to... ow. (Finder has no such trouble, which is good... so ... I reboot... and copy everything back over from the external to the new machine's main drive (sort it out later, though soon)... and will move default app folders away from the external drive until I've done a hardware test, etc. ... but the pleasant has outweighed the negative, and included - for instance- that copying that 42gb (billion characters) of stuff of the external drive took one hour, not the 17 or so hours it took to get it on there in the first place. Yay for faster machines.

Endings
You tell me that you love me, You tell me I should wait. Can't you understand I'm lonely? Don't you realize I can't wait? I think about you all the time. Why can't you think of me? Now we hardly ever talk, Using words like us or we. Where did all the feelings go? Why can't we bring them back? You tell me I need patience. But I know it's love we lack. I don't want to leave you, So don't force me to go. All the things I love about you. . . There are more than you could know. But every time I'm near you, You always shut me out. I thought I was the only one, That you cared about. But now I see my folly, And I realize I was wrong. I thought I held your heart of hearts, But you did, all along. You only care for number one, With that I can't compete. You love me less than you love yourself, And so, I accept defeat. Don't try to talk me out of this, I'm sick of hollow lines. I thought of talking all this out, But it's just a waste of time. I'm ti

E-mail
Roses are red, Violets are blue. The computer was on, So I typed this for you. Flowers are nice, Chocolate is better. You've been on my mind, Thought I'd send you a letter. Or maybe a poem, But rhyming is hard. I almost decided, To send you a card. But I know how you'd whine, I know how you'd wail. I finally decided To send you E-Mail! I don't mean to confuse, I don't mean to beguile. I just thought this poem, Might bring you a smile. I'll finish this note. (I've been typing since noon.) With the greatest of hopes, That you'll email me soon! August

A Jam For Everyone :)
Frozen by Within Temptation I can’t feel my senses I just feel the cold All colors seem to fade away I can’t reach my soul I would stop running, if knew there was a chance It tears me apart to sacrifice it all but I’m forced to let go Tell me I’m frozen but what can I do? Can’t tell the reasons I did it for you When lies turn into truth I sacrificed for you You say that I’m frozen but what can I do? I can feel your sorrow You won’t forgive me, but I know you’ll be all right It tears me apart that you will never know but I have to let go Tell me I’m frozen but what can I do? Can’t tell the reasons I did it for you When lies turn into truth I sacrificed for you You say that I’m frozen but what can I do? Everything will slip way Shattered peaces will remain When memories fade into emptiness Only time will tell its tale If it all has been in vain I can’t feel my senses I just feel the cold Frozen... But what can I do? Frozen... Tell me I’m frozen bu

The Dreamer
It's easy to tell a joke to you, It's easy to sing you a song. It's easy to open up to you. It's been easy all along. You are such a puzzle. You're confused? How can that be? How can you not know how you feel? Look inside, it's plain to see. I know you're independent. I know that you feel fear. But please believe, and dream with me, And you'll never shed a tear. I'm not what you expected. I am a nomad, true. One thing you can count on, I am so in love with you. August

Dragons
There aren't any dragons. Yes I know, It seems sort of obvious when you say it like that. But it saddens me, There aren't any dragons, And there should be. Young men should be able to rescue desperate maidens. Fighting the good fight should guarantee victory. Right and wrong should be obvious, Black and white, clear as day, Never murky, never confused, But of course, that's every bit as fanciful, As the notion of dragons, Far too often I am reminded, That this is the real world, Where the good fight doesn't always cut it, People don't always mean what they say, Fairness is not a universal quality. It saddens me. There aren't any dragons, And there never really were. August

Relationships
I wrote this several months back but I am actually very proud of it. I love you and I think I always will no matter time or place you have stayed in my heart and cannot be replaced I Love you and wish I didn't sometimes It would be easier to move on without you in all my thoughts thru and thru I love you yet you say you love another I hope and pray that's not true cause in case you hadn't noticed.... I LOVE YOU

The Death Of Poetry
Nobody does poetry anymore. All the good metaphors are taken. The coffee houses now serve chai. Guitars rule the stage, Inspired by fuzzy legged women. And I find it sad. I've met the beat poets, And yes, they were jerks. That was their right. I've met the coyboy poets. Out on the range, Coffee you can chew, good stuff. The coffee houses now serve chai. I've been the guerrilla poet. No mic, street theater, raw entertainment. I've been the warrior poet. My body a map of scars, The pathways of my life. Nobody does poetry anymore. Why quote Shakespeare when there's M.T.V.? The coffee houses now serve chai. What's up with that? I'm still a poet. Because I don't know what else to be. The empty page still calls my name, As does the empty stage. I am poet, Read my words. I am poet, Hear my voice. I am poet, Buy my books. (Just kidding.) I am poet, Know this, Even when I drink chai. August

Deadlines & Explanations
So you want me to write a poem, For you. Just who do you think I look like? Robert Frost? I don't write poems for you. I am the egocentric poet. I'm not an artist, I'm a smart-ass. Duh. . . You all have it so easy, With your coffee houses. . . And your open mics. . . Six different kinds of espresso, Not to mention Chai. Back in my day, We didn't have a French Press. Back in those days, If you wanted to read poetry. . . You had to take a jar of Foldger's Crystals, And go into the closet. And we would just sit there, In the dark, In the closet, Chewing Foldger's Crystals and reading poetry. And you couldn't come out of the closet. Because that opened up an entirely different can of worms. So let's get this straight once and for all. I am not an artist. I'm a poet. The egocentric poet. The insensitive poet. The "I write for me." poet. But you can call me an artist, If you really want to. August

Cycles
Don't ask me to begin For I excel at beginnings I can get the ball rolling Set things in motion Push us down the hill. . . Don't ask me to begin For I love beginnings I love it when it's new Endless possibilities Countless paths to explore Don't ask me to continue For I don't know how The ball rolls too quickly It's out of control There's too much momentum Don't ask me to continue I'm too easily swept away There's nothing new The paths are closed It's the same old slide Don't ask me to end this Endings are sad Endings are a lack of possibilities They are closed doors The antithesis of romance Don't ask me to end this For I'm sure that I can The emotional tourniquet goes on too quickly I don't want closure, I want exploration. So don't ask me to begin. August

Transformers
Yeah more than meets the eye and hell no I am not a robot in disguise. I think my disguise is the internet. I talk to people and most of them are women. Now the real question.. would I talk to them person? Probably not, not unless they spoke to me first or I was forced to talk to them like if I was at work or something. Yeah I know I hear it all the time, it is nothing special, just talk to them like you would talk to anyone else you know, and they will talk to you back. Yeah yeah easier said than done. I have been married twice, have 2 kids by the first marriage, and you would think this an easy task by now. Hell most of the GFs I have met have been online and eventually we hit met in person so talking to them face to face is a bit harder for me to do. I don't really consider myself an exciting person(yeah I know, great way to sell myself) and I think with the way my marriages ended it almost sets me back and takes away all hope. Ok, not all hope, but most of it. I have a trouble bein

The Cynical Poet
If there's no coffee stains on the page, Then it's not really a poem. It's a note. I am the cynical poet. I'm reading poetry, Even though I'm sure that no one is really listening. It's not really a poem if you didn't cry over it, But if it rhymes it's still poetry, Just not good poetry. I am the cynical poet. The coffee cup is half empty. It just is O.K.! If it mentions your dog, Or your truck, Or your girlfriend, Then it's not really a poem. It's a country song! There may be poetry here tonight, There may even be good poetry here tonight. But there won't be real poetry here tonight. Real poetry, The kind that leaves you Feeling like the lemon wedge On the side of a vodka glass. I am the cynical poet, And you just can't find real poetry anymore. August

Could We Have A Moment?
Could we have a moment of silence please? For the seventeen sailors of the U.S.S. Cole? Could we have a moment of silence please? For George burns, Henny Youngman, and Victor Borge'. Could we have a moment of silence please? For the students of Columbine, And all the copycat killings. Could we have a moment of silence please? For the soldiers of Vietnam, The soldiers of Korea, The Soldiers of World War Two. Could we have a moment of silence please? A moment for the homeless, A moment for the downtrodden, A moment for the guilty. And while we're at it. . . Could we have a moment of silence please? For the downsizing of Microsoft, The relocation of Boeing, For William Shatner's career!?! What's the deal here? What's with all the silence? We say "shut up" as a bad thing, Remember? Don't you dare do this to me when my turn comes. When you remember me, Make some noise. So can we have a moment of patriotism please? For the sailors of the Cole? Can we have a momen

Wwe Update....and Its Not Good!
The following is from WWE.com. BIRMINGHAM, Ala. ��" WWE Champion John Cena has suffered a complete tear of his right pectoral tendon and is heading into surgery, according to noted orthopedic surgeon Dr. James Andrews. Because of the seriousness of the injury, WWE officials will not allow Cena to compete this Sunday at No Mercy, and he will have no choice but to surrender the title. Dr. Andrews said Cena could miss between six and eight months of action. Cena was injured during his match Monday night on Raw with Mr. Kennedy. Before visiting Dr. Andrews, Cena had said, “No matter how serious, the injury, one way or another I’ll be ready to compete on Sunday.” But despite Cena’s vow, WWE officials will not allow him to compete at No Mercy. Therefore, he must surrender the WWE Championship. WWE officials vow that there will be a WWE Championship Match this Sunday at No Mercy and a new WWE Champion will be crowned. Stay with WWE.com for further updates on

Geusstamate
a reliable source states thet the guesstamate for fubar to be up and running again is in a coupple of days i know there is a roumor out there saying that fubar had a virus but this is a false accusation

The Black Symphony
I hear the haunting melody calling to me. The old familiar tune. It creeps up, like a shadow, for I don't hear it until I'm in the dark. I struggle to remember the happy times, the times when I could see the sun. But the music is loud, the night moonless, and my veins filled with his venom. Ah, my dark lover, how cruel of you to stop by. Won't you come in? They are playing our song. I sway to the sweet melancholy notes, letting my dark lover lead. It is too dark to see, but there is comfort in my blindness and trust in his touch, for I have danced this song before. And now my body is one with the music. And now the music is throbbing in me. And now I'm spinning, twirling, leaping, rejoicing in the seducing chords of the black symphony. The sweet ballet of death.

Fallen Angels
Ra Lyrics "Fallen Angels" My eyes, don’t see the obvious There’s way to far to go Forget all that you ask of me There’s nothing left to go I see Fallen Angels When I try to go to sleep And they’re always watching I see Fallen Angels As I’m walking in the streets Silently preparing, what they’ll do to me You see, I’m kind of paranoid My luck is seen to as my mouth So I will point the finger now Beyond the shit, the world of doubt I see Fallen Angels When I try to go to sleep And they’re always watching I see Fallen Angels As I’m walking in the street Silently preparing what they’ll do to me I seen Fallen Angels When I try to go to sleep And they’re always watching I see fallen angels As I’m walking in the street Silently preparing I see fallen angels (Fallen Angels) I see fallen angels (Fallen Angels) When I try to go to sleep (fallen angels) I see Fallen Angels (fallen angels) As I’m walking in the street (fallen angels) Silently preparing

Conversations In My Mirror
Two nights ago I got your message. It was obvious. A blind man could have read it. My covers were kicked off of the bed, And I was exhausted in the morning. It was as if I had been up working all night instead of resting. I knew it was a message from you. . . And that all I needed to do was to pick up my pen, And let you write it down on paper for me to read. But I was so exhausted that I overslept. Then I was late for work, And you don't even want to hear, About the day I had. Last night I got your message. It was practically in neon. I awoke at two a.m. because my arm was asleep. My neck was locked at an awkward angle. My pillow and blankets were all on the floor. It was freezing cold. I began to sneeze. This happened again at four. Then, at six, when I needed to be up. . . I slept the sleep of a man who has walked through a blizzard to stay alive, Only to collapse three feet from his doorstep. I knew that your message was important. And that all I needed to

New Skin!
hey ya all chedk out my new skin and let me know what ya think and be honest lol, if u have ideas too let me know too i would DEEEEPLY appreciate it, and if i can make them cool u could make agood one for me! love,peace, happiness ted

Do You Call My Name
Ra Lyrics "Do You Call My Name" Some people seem to think they always know what's best for you Their little minds try to create a world to keep you still The bolt is thrown, the cage is locked You saw this, don't you lie At first you cry and then you hate those people stole your will... Do as you are told and maybe then we'll let you out You might be dead and cold, you might be full of doubt Don't try to escape cuz you don't have nowhere to go If nothing is your fate... there's no scenario No nothing Do you call my name Do you stain my brain My eyes are blurry and I can't see you anymore Do you call my name Do you breed my pain My heart is bloody and I can't take it anymore So you just sit there, stuck, afraid to risk reality Afraid to cause yourself more pain, to face insanity But nothing ventured, nothing gained You see... your fear's your cage You beg for help but you're alone, stuck in a helpless rage Do as you are told and maybe then we'll let yo

Cold Comfort
I killed a mosquito today. Hey, it was him or me. Parasitic little blood sucker, Landing in my sideburn. Disrupting my search for the perfect pen. On instinct I struck. Slapping down my foe in an instant, I triumphantly viewed my kill, It was a ladybug. The word sorrow is inadequate, Remorse, regret, despair, Not enough to say what I felt. "I'm sorry." I said aloud. Remembering all of the times, I had been squashed recently. Misquitofied in haste, Presentation is everything. Cold comfort I'm sure, To my ladybug. Here is your epitaph, And I promise to be more careful, In the future. August

Stony Heart
so many nights so long ago too many days alot of heartache with nothing to show I close my eyes and dream of you we walk alone like so many lovers do can still feel it all fall apart it was that way from the very start living life like so many do this stony heart belongs to you lick the wounds feel the stare clear your mind close the door on a one sided love affair rattling chains in the night darkened shadows making things so wrong seem so right can still feel it all fall apart like it did from the very start ive lived my life like so many do this stony heart is there for you

Blank Page
Blank page. Here I am. Staring at the unwritten promise land. There is nothing left to taint the page, Only malicious taunting to fill the space. An unscratchable itch just out of reach, I dig deep for the tools for my masterpiece. Slowly I sculpt, I shape, I mould. My pen flows faster as I unfold. The weight is lifted with my final verse. My inner demons finally dispersed.

Broken
12 STONES LYRICS "Broken" Alone again again alone Patiently waiting by the phone Hoping that you will call me home The pain inside my love denied Hopes and dreams swallowed by pride Everything I need it lies in you ‘Cause I’m broken I know I need you now ‘Cause deep inside I'm broken You see the way I live I know I know your heart is broken When I turn away I need to be broken Take the pain away I question why you chose to die When you knew your truth I would deny You look at me The tears begin to fall And all in all faith is blind But I fail time after time Daily in my sin I take your life All the hate deep inside Slowly covering my eyes All these things I hide Away from you again All this fear holding me My heart is cold and I believe Nothing’s gonna change Until I'm whole again

Crash
12 STONES LYRICS "Crash" As I lie here tossing in my bed Lost in my fears remembering what you said And I try to hide the truth within The mask of myself shows its face again Still I lie time and time again Will you deny me when we meet again? And I feel like I'm falling Farther every day But I know that you're there Watching over me And I feel like I'm drowning The waves crashing over me But I know that your love It will set me free As I find truth where I found it times before As I search for your hope I'm finding so much more And I try to be more like you And I deny myself to prove my heart is true I hear your voice calling The time has come for me Inside this life I’m living There’s nothing left for me My mind is slowly fading So far away from me Each time I start crawling You’re there watching me

Closets
I have an orange shirt that I like to wear. It's old and threadbare and looks a little silly on me. It's missing some buttons and the sleeves are too long, but I like it. It's the most comfortable shirt I own. I don't wear it often and almost never when I'm out in public. I keep my shirt tucked away safely in the closet. Shirts belong in closets. A friend of mine had a lot in common with my orange shirt. Her name is Laura. She too, spent most of her time in the closet. Then one day, she came out. It was a big event, Gay Pride Day in Las Vegas. Laura asked me to join her and provide support as she ventured out of the darkness of her closet, and into the harsh light of judgment by her peers. I was honored to be her parasol. We arrived at the park and began to look around. There must have been ten thousand people there. We looked at the different booths, the different vendors, and the different people. I saw hundreds of couples holding hands, happy to be enjoying the sunshine together.

Keep It Fucking Brutal....
You like metal and everything metal. No seriously if you love metal and want to come check out a sick fucking lounge with a cool group of people come check this shit out. Don't forget to tell all your metalhead friends as well! Here is the link to all the chaos! http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=50242

A Chance Encounter
It was the kind of thing that just doesn't happen. Which is what made it so unusual Passion is where you find it I always say Or at any rate I'll say it now After she came up to me, stopped me in my tracks, Looked me smack in the eye and said "Don't say a word. . . Don't give me a line, Don't even try to be smooth. 'Cause anyone can do that. I need someone Who'll shout my name from the rooftops Dance with me in the rain, Be the cavalier to my damsel Open up his heart and sing to me! If you can't do that. . . I don't even want to know your name." Like I said, It's the sort of thing that just doesn't happen. Now before I continue I hear you asking. . . "What did she look like? Was she hot?" And my answer is, It doesn't matter. I really couldn't tell you if I tried. The only thing I can say, Is that her character, her essence, her energy. . . Ignited me. And in that quarter of a second That it took me to respond I came up with at least a dozen songs That I c

Carpe' Diem
Well of course It wasn't my first time, Oh no, my first time was long behind me. But for some reason, I was still nervous. Desperate to do something, Restless for some action, I guess it never gets any easier. Heart pounding in my chest, Sweaty palms, Thoughts racing. What am I doing here? How did I let this happen? What do I do now? Before the first time, I would rush with reckless abandon. Desperate for climax, Always pushing my luck. Nowadays, I'm more careful. Regarding my scars as lessons, Rather than trophies. Yet, here I am again, Stuck for sure, Halfway up a mountain, Facing death. . .One. . .More. . .Time. He and I are old friends. He watches me with baited breath. Waiting for me to welcome him on. And for a moment. . . I consider it. Leap off this rock, Take control, Make my last act a determined one. It is a good day to die! I look back on my life. My only goal satisfied. If I have to go today, I can honestly look back and say: "My life has

Lie To Me
12 STONES LYRICS "Lie To Me" Our candle burns away The ashes full of lies I gave my soul to you You cut me from behind Nowhere to run and nowhere to hide You're scared of the truth, I'm tired of the lies Cuz who I am, is where you wanna be Don't act like an angel You fallen again You're no super hero I found in the end So lie to me once again And tell me everything will be alright Lie to me once again And ask yourself before we say goodbye Well goodbye Was it worth it in the end... You said you were there for me You wouldn't let me fall All the times I shared with you Were you even there at all? Nowhere to run and no where to hide You're scared of the truth, I'm tired of the lies Cuz who I am, is where you wanna be Don't act like an angel You fallen again You're no super hero I found in the end So lie to me once again And tell me everything will be alright Lie to me once again And ask yourself before we say goodbye Well goodbye Was i

Freinds
freind of mine lost his mother tonite, with her batle withcancer just want ot send him all i have so it would help him, ive ben her he is and i know people arent the same but he is saying all the things i said when my mom passed, you guys think its cuz were so close or cuz they passed of the same ting.

Stop This Ride, I Want Off.
I'm not so sure I want to continue this ride. It's not fun anymore. Too many broken promises. Not enough attention. Needing something more. More than any of this has to offer me. I sit here and wait. Patience is a virtue and all that crap. My patience has wore very thin as of late. All I can hear is silence and it's deafening. I need to have more. I deserve more. I have been going it alone for a long time now. Making all the effort, always. I cry silently. No one sees or hears me. I won't allow that. I reach out and grab air. My hand comes back empty. Again and again. And again.

Being A Soldier....
When a soldier comes home, he finds it hard.......to listen to his son whine about being bored. ...to keep a straight face when people complain about potholes....to be tolerant of people who complain about the hassle of getting ready for work. ...to be understanding when a co-worker complains about a bad night's sleep. ...to be silent when people pray to God for a new car. ...to control his panic when his wife tells him he needs to drive slower. …to be compassionate when a businessman expresses a fear of flying....to be grateful that he fights for the freedom of speech.

Shimmer
FUEL LYRICS "Shimmer" She calls me from the cold Just when I was low, feeling short of stable And all that she intends And all she keeps inside, isn't on the label She says she's ashamed And can she take me for awhile And can I be a friend, we'll forget the past But maybe I'm not able And I break at the bend We're here and now, but will we ever be again 'Cause I have found All that shimmers in this world is sure to fade Away again She dreams a champagne dream Strawberry surprise, pink linen and white paper Lavender and cream Fields of butterflies, reality escapes her She says that love is for fools who fall behind And I'm somewhere in between I never really know A killer from a savior 'Til I break at the bend It's too far away for me to hold It's too far away... Guess I'll let it go

Read When Photo Rates Are Down
Glitterfy.com - Gráficos em Português when photo rates are down meaning you can't see the cherries to rate. give me a shout if you have stash i will come by and we can help each other out. dont worry if you have less then i do if you only want to rate me the same amount of stash you have then do so. that one is up to you :) so just give me a shout or pm (private message) me if you need the help or whatever.

Call Me Captain
Some forage through life, In search of a rose. And others are led, As if by the nose. The flighty, I'm told, Just drift in the breeze. No control or direction, They simply take leave. They're just tossed to & fro, By the will of the wind. Don't know where they're going, Don't care where they've been. And others, like me, Like to play in the tides. We sail our own ships, With the stars as our guide. We seek out adventure, Fortune and fame. Searching for others, To join in our game. Through fair skies or storm, We drink wine and sing songs. Loving each moment, Even when things go wrong. With the wind at my back, And my love at my side. I haul up my anchor, And set sail with the tide. So tell me I'm captain, Or tell me I'm mighty. But whatever you do, . . . .Don't . . . . . tell. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .me . . . . . . . .I'm. . . . . .flighty!. . . . . August

Building Blocks
(Partially inspired by/ stolen from, T.G.Spinosa) It has been said that hydrogen, Is the building block of the universe. Hydrogen is said to be the building block of the universe, Because it is the most abundant element in the universe. I disagree. Stupidity is far more abundant than hydrogen. Don't you hate rhetorical questions? Tell me again about short term memory. I'd give my right arm to be ambidextrous. The problem with apathy is. . .never mind. I'm sorry sir, you have no money in your account. Yes you did just deposit $100.00 yesterday. Yes I realize that you haven't made any withdrawals. I'm sorry sir, you have to go back to your home branch. Yes I realize that you deposited the money at this branch. Yes I realize that your home branch is across town. SIR, you can't ride that unicycle in here. No sir, I am not changing the subject. You just can't ride that in here. No sir, I realize that you're carrying it. I just want you to know. . .What do you mean? "

Pride And Joy
Stevie Ray Vaughan Lyrics "Pride And Joy" Well you've heard about love givin' sight to the blind My baby's lovin' cause the sun to shine She's my sweet little thing, she's my pride and joy She's my sweet little baby, I'm her little lover boy Yeah I love my baby, heart and soul Love like ours won't never grow old She's my sweet little thing, she's my pride and joy She's my sweet little baby, I'm her little lover boy Yeah, I love my lady, she's long and lean You mess with her, you'll see a man get mean She's my sweet little thing, she's my pride and joy She's my sweet little baby, I'm her little lover boy Well I love my baby, like the finest wine Stick with her until the end of time She's my sweet little thing, she's my pride and joy She's my sweet little baby, I'm her little lover boy Yeah I love my baby, heart and soul Love like ours won't never grow old She's my sweet little thing, she's my pride and joy She's my sweet little baby, I'm her little lover

Black
He is dressed in black tonight. Black as the night. Black as sin. Black as death itself. He wishes his skin were paler. At night he dreams of skin so pale and thin that it is translucent. Anything to appear darker, Closer to the Devil, Closer to death. The "Charles Manson" look is in. "Dracula," "Rasputin," Anyone with long hair and a tortured soul. Anyone with a festering dark secret. He has a secret. A dark dangerous secret. One that makes him play his moves flawlessly. No sudden eye movements. Maintain a constant display of indifference. In the old days it was different. A woman used to fear "a wolf in sheep's clothing." "A scoundrel," "A cad." This is far worse. He is a lamb in wolf's clothing. Bambi in the Devil's suit. Thumper in Charlie Manson's goatee. All the while, hiding his terrible dark secret. That deep down, beneath the pale skin and demonic features, Under the snobbish indifference and acidic stare, He is really someone. . . THAT YOUR MOTH

Bitter Temptations
You make it so tempting. With your fascination for suffering And my ability to inflict it What a pair we would make I could take you to the edge And make you dance Make you scream Make you beg. . . Over and over again. I could take you Where you so pathetically desire to be. Except you won't be satisfied. No matter how close you are to the edge, For you, it's still too far. Kissing my blade Sucking on my barrel Feeling your lungs ache for air Not enough, not enough And I'd rather please you than hurt you So I do the former by way of the latter And yet you want more And the hands that snuff your flame Could well be mine. You make it so tempting. With you calculated ice. Your adolescent arrogance. I want to slap you And call you the stupid bitch that you are The kicker is. . . You think I'm impotent, Because I won't. August

One Thing
FINGER ELEVEN LYRICS "One Thing" Restless tonight Cause I wasted the light Between both these times I drew a really thin line It’s nothing I planned And not that I can But you should be mine Across that line [Chorus:] If I traded it all If I gave it all away for one thing Just for one thing If I sorted it out If I knew all about this one thing Wouldn’t that be something I promise I might Not walk on by Maybe next time But not this time Even though I know I don’t want to know Yeah I guess I know I just hate how it sounds [Chorus x2] Even though I know I don’t want to know Yeah I guess I know I just hate how it sounds Even though I know I don’t want to know Yeah I guess I know I just hate how it sounds [Chorus x3]

Education
Your Knowledge,& your education. And this is coming to you straight from me,a High School drop out! I came to this conclusion today. That is the *one thing* that is permanently invested in your mind,assuming you wanted an education. Now yes I am a HS dropout,but following me actually finishing my Homeschool education Which I have a few weeks ago. I will attend college in the classes that will advance me into a *Better Business Woman*,and will aid in my life's success. Over a period of time people decide what they want to do with the rest of their days on this earth. Some are happy with being the teachers that helped educate me and mold me into who I am today. Other people will be plumbers,and doctor's,& waitresses b/c that is simply & literally what they want to do. Everyone ultimately chooses what they are gonna do for the rest of their lives. Some people make the more reasonable choice,or the easier choice,more logical. But I've decided that *me* personally I choose,my happiness,I ch

Bigot
Bigotry is the act of telling another, Exactly what and who they are. Telling instead of asking Preaching instead of talking Interpreting instead of listening Condemning instead of sharing Hating instead of learning Patronizing instead of loving Bigotry is ugly, And I am guilty of it. I have thought of others as "Job stealing wetbacks" or "lazy niggers" I have personally been offended by individuals So I struck back at the collective culture. I created them in my mind Hugely flawed, because I made them that way. I have been a bigot. It took another bigot to make me see. August

Broken Like An Angel
CROSSFADE LYRICS "Broken Like An Angel" [Originally written by Dollybraid] She was a queen Lost within a dream Misconceived that he was fit to reign Lies take victims Separate them at the seams Cause them to fall apart Then move along to better things now She Wants to fall in love again Don't you know that He's Satisfied to own her No time permits to open up When you've been hiding thoughts so strong She's been holding out for an angel to come along No reply from the sky But she just keeps looking up She just keeps looking up now She Wants to fall in love again Don't you know that he He's Satisfied to own her She'll never know love's true potential Lost in the open wind To his impatience Never feeling they would fall apart She let her feelings grow To tears she'll never show now She Wants to fall in love again Don't you know that he He's Satisfied to own her You know he couldn't see That she could be his everything Bringing light

Bleed
COLD LYRICS "Bleed" I'm feeling crossed I take it inside Burn up the pain My thoughts are strange Just like the things I used to love Just like the tree that fell I heard it If art is still inside I feel it I wanna bleed Show the world all that I have inside I wanna scream Let the blood flow that keeps me alive Take all these strings They call my veins Wrap them around Every fucking thing Presence of people Not for me Well I must remain in tune Forever My love is music I will marry melody I wanna bleed Show the world all that I have inside I wanna scream Let the blood flow that keeps me alive Won't you let me take you For a ride You can stop the world Try to change my mind Won't you let me show you How it feels You can stop the world But you won't change me I need music I need music I need music to set me free To let me bleed

Gone Away
COLD LYRICS "Gone Away" Do you pray In the night Can you appreciate the wind And I won't care I won't fight I need you close to sing It's the same beginning Gone away It's the same old, same old song Gone away It's my whole life In words And I can't breathe When you cry But I'll be there to hold you tight And I would kill I would fight To keep you close I keep singing the same way I won't live If you died If I can feel you in the wind And this is me It's my life I'll need you close to sing It's the same beginning Gone away It's the same old, same old song Gone away It's my whole life In words Gone away It's the same old, same old song Gone away It's my whole life And I can't say And I don't know How far I'll go And I can't say And I don't know How far I'll go Gone away It's the same old, same old song Gone away It's my whole life In words Gone away It's the same old, same old song Gone away It's my whole life

Fubar Love??
I think it's so cute how grown adults are falling in love on FUbar...and the funnier thing is these people ain't met yet half the time and yet they so in love! LOL...I mean I know the internet has taken over the world but whatever happened to talking to someone and getting to know them and then meeting them before falling so hard for them? That's how you get hurt people! I mean who am I to tell you how to meet people right? But what happened to the old fashioned way? Don't you know that anyone can be anyone online? Just always use common sense and play the game well or risk getting hurt.

Because You Didn't Ask.
Hey, that's for me. As if it made sense, As if there were rhyme to my reason, And vice versa. My birthday's on the twelfth, I'm ectomorphic, Little tests I've never studied for, Yet seem to pass. She drinks coffee. I guess I have my tests too. The joy of discovery, Tongues tickling across the phone line. Does she feel my presence? As much as I feel hers? The distance between us like the tide, Always moving. A little scary. A lot wonderful. The wind rushing past my ears. How'd I pick up this much speed? The thought of her beside me, Nuzzling my neck, The flash of her brilliant eyes, Here we go, No point in looking back. 'Cause hey, That's for me. August

August Finds His Purpose
Having just ended my brief career as a soldier, I returned to my favorite pastime. . . drifting. I was bound and determined never to settle into any profession again, but these things have a way of creeping up on you when you lease expect it. With little more than a years worth of freedom from the Army, I found myself enrolled in college taking an EMT (Emergency Medical Technician) course. Ever vigilant in my pursuit to be "one of the good guys" I maintained an A average for the first time anyone I know could remember. Then came the day that makes or breaks all young EMT wannabe's, A five hour shift in the emergency room of a hospital. Being the victim of my own habits, I was broke again, and had to borrow nearly everything I needed for my shift: Lab coat, stethoscope, note pad, and a white shirt. But thanks to several classmates, my friend Chris and I arrived at the ER fully prepared, at 5:00p.m. sharp. Now I can't speak for Chris, but I was nervous. I had only been in the class

My Fiance
R.I.P RoNaLd A. BuTrEy 1-1-1970 ~~ 12-11-2003 You left without telling US goodbye. Days passed and we all wondered why Everyday I live I'll put my smile on. But deep inside our hearts we know you're gone. We visit you every now and then But you're not really there and We can only talk to the wind. You were everything to us We just didn't have any way to show it. With you looking down on us from HEAVEN We hope you know it. I can forgive you, but not myself I could have said something more Something that could have helped. You left without telling US goodbye. We Love you and Miss you!!! Leslie~N~Chris In a couple months it will be your Birthday again, another one without you!! Hoping you are looking down on us and knowing how much you are Loved and Missed. Happy Birthday My Love !!! When you have loved unconditionally one man and lost that love, it leaves a wound that never heals, a sad and broken heart, a void

Now This Sounds Perfect!...if Only It Were True
Pain is all I remember From the last time I was in love I was afraid of it Until I met you I never felt true love Until you showed me I didn't know I loved you Until you made me see Now that I am with you No more guessing in my life Now that I have you No more pain and strife I can't imagine my life Without you being a part of it Now I am truly happy For I have life everlasting Life everlasting is when I met you Life everlasting is when I'm with you Life everlasting is when I hold you Life everlasting is you

As I Lie Here Wondering
As I lie here wondering I can almost hear two ants Floating down the river on a twig And I wonder where they're going. As I lie here wondering I can almost hear two ladybugs Gossiping to each other And I wonder where they learned it. Every little thing Goes on In it's own special way As I lie here wondering. August

Evil Angel
BREAKING BENJAMIN LYRICS "Evil Angel" Hold it together, birds of a feather, Nothing but lies and crooked wings. I have the answer, spreading the cancer, You are the faith inside me. No, don't Leave me to die here, Help me survive here. Alone, don't remember, remember. [Chorus:] Put me to sleep evil angel. Open your wings evil angel. A-ah. I'm a believer, Nothing could be worse, All these imaginary friends. Hiding betrayal, Driving the nail, Hoping to find a savior. No, don't Leave me to die here, Help me survive here. Alone, don't Surrender, surrender. [Chorus] Oh. Fly over me evil angel. Why can't I breathe evil angel? [Chorus] Oh. Fly over me evil angel. Why can't I breathe evil angel?

Pain
THREE DAYS GRACE LYRICS "Pain" Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all You're sick of feeling numb You're not the only one I'll take you by the hand And I'll show you a world that you can understand This life is filled with hurt When happiness doesn't work Trust me and take my hand When the lights go out you will understand Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Anger and agony Are better than misery Trust me I've got a plan When the lights go off you will understand Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing

Unknown Soldier
BREAKING BENJAMIN LYRICS "Unknown Soldier" Border line, Dead inside. I don't mind, Falling to pieces. Count me in, violent Let's begin, feeding the sickness. How do I simplify, Dislocate - the enemy's on the way. [Chorus:] Show me what it's like To dream in black and white, So I can leave this world tonight. Full of fear, Ever clear. I'll be here, Fighting forever. Curious, Venomous, You'll find me Climbing to heaven. Never mind, Turn back time. You'll be fine - I will get left behind. [Chorus] Holding on too tight. Breathe the breath of life, So I can leave this world behind. It only hurts just once. They're only broken bones. Hide the hate inside. Oh. [Very quiet voice:] Forever ... one I'll be fine [Chorus] Holding on too tight. Breathe the breath of life, So I can leave this world behind.

Trip...need Opinions
Well I am planning a trip for the holidays and was planning to go to Colorado but that is out of the equation now, so I need some suggestions...Where should me and my children take our holiday trip? Any opinions?

Armor Polish
So after all this time I realize That my parents got it wrong They should have called me Don Or if you prefer. . . Mr. Quixote I polish my armor daily Constantly ready to find causes Which surely would have been better off Had they remained lost But In I'll charge Blazing through the muck My sword of integrity held high Rescuing the helpless townspeople From the tyranny of the evil windmills And of course I won't win But that's not the point The point is I tried And that effort Gives me the courage to try again Instead of just letting those damn windmills win And when the villagers come to me and say "look at what you did! You come charging in here Armor caked in muck And now we have windmills! I hope you realize how much trouble you've caused!" Is it easier to let these tyrants alone? Not say a thing, not get involved? Undoubtedly But daily i polish my armor Until I can see my face in it And daily I ask of my reflection "How do I fight the good fight? H

Sweet October
im sitting here writting this blog because the ratings are off, its raining and im feeling like jotting down some thoughts, i hope you all dont mind?... So, Im going to be out of town this weekend, so give my page some love when im gone, aight?...4real talk Ok, i just got this brilliant idea!!!... Fubar (fu^kin) banned me from doing mums so lets make this my Latest mumm, please comment with ur response? **************************MUMM******************* Ive been thinking about getting a tattoo of a lotus somewhere on my lower body. Should i get it on my Thigh, Or on my Ankle?....im kind of leaning towards the thigh, and sometimes the ankle seems overated and trashy... what do yall think? Thigh?? Ankle??

Losing Friends
ok so i have just lost yet another friend to the drug ICE... so much for ill only do it when stressed...my friend was diagnosed with throat cancer and has three boys and is so addicted to ice she is now unrecognisable... i have had to break off all contact with her as i have the kids and they dont need an environment like that around them.. when she was diagnosed with cancer i was constantly at her house with the kids helping her with her kids and cleaning her house on a daily basis just to help her out.. she smoked pot since she was young..and really not many people havent tried pot.. then she decided to try speed. i told her to be careful coz u dont know what is exactly in it unless you know whos cooking it.. sure enough the speed became more frequent and her house looked like shit.. her kids all boys disrespected her daily.. which i cant blame them for as they were watching their mum go through horrible mood swings and constantly telling them she hated them and stuff like that.. as

3 Libras
A Perfect Circle Lyrics 3 Libras Threw you the obvious And you flew with it on your back A name in your recollection Down among a million, say: Difficult enough to feel a little bit Disappointed, passed over. When I've looked right through, To see you naked and oblivious and you don't see me Well I threw you the obvious, Just to see if there's more behind the Eyes of a fallen angel, Eyes of a tragedy. Here I am expecting just a little bit Too much from the wounded But I see, See through it all, See through, And see you. So I threw you the obvious Do you see what occurs behind the Eyes of a fallen angel Eyes of a tragedy Well, oh well.. Apparently nothing. Apparently nothing at all. You don't You don't You don't see me You don't You don't You don't see me You don't You don't You don't see me You don't You don't You don't see me at all

My Own Prison
CREED LYRICS "My Own Prison" A court is in session, a verdict is in No appeal on the docket today Just my own sin The walls are cold and pale The cage made of steel Screams fill the room Alone I drop and kneel Silence now the sound My breath the only motion around Demons cluttering around My face showing no emotion Shackled by my sentence Expecting no return Here there is no penance My skin begins to burn (And I said oh) So I held my head up high Hiding hate that burns inside Which only fuels their selfish pride (And I said oh) We're all held captive Out from the sun A sun that shines on only some We the meek are all in one I hear a thunder in the distance See a vision of a cross I feel the pain that was given On that sad day of loss A lion roars in the darkness Only he holds the key A light to free me from my burden And grant me life eternally Should have been dead On a Sunday morning Banging my head No time for mourning Ain't got no time

Love
My love My love is in your hands No games nor goodbyes Let's sit and make some plans My love... So full of wisdom, honor and truth My minds made up...I'm ready... Now a woman, no longer a youth My love... I want you always by my side Walking hand in hand through life In turn being each other's guide My love... If you fall along the way To keep my love you so true I will slowly kneel and beside you I will lay

Away
BREAKING BENJAMIN LYRICS "Away" Cold am I I'm beside myself Because there's no one else Have I grown So blind Only god could save you If you knew your way to the light So fly away And leave it behind Just stay awake There's nowhere to hide I see you Cause you won't get out of my way I hear you Cause you won't quit screaming my name I feel you Cause you won't stop touching my skin I need you They're coming to take you away Frail and dry I could lose it all But I cannot recall It's all wrong Don't cry Clear away this hate And we can start to make it alright So fly away And leave it behind Return someday With red in your eyes I see you Cause you won't get out of my way I hear you Cause you won't quit screaming my name I feel you Cause you won't stop touching my skin I need you They're coming to take you away I see you Cause you won't get out of my way I hear you Cause you won't quit screaming my name I feel you Cause you won'

Reflections
Hello! I didn't think I'd see you this soon. Although sometimes I've felt as if you'd never get here. But I've always felt sure that we would meet. All the times that I've seen you, On the old slides of my father's. That strapping young man with his face in the wind. Never tired. Never weary. Any scars he carries are still fairly fresh. The weathered look will not be upon him for thirty years. I used to look in my mirror for hours, Searching for that twenty-something man. Hidden somewhere in my face. I never caught more than a glimpse of you, Hiding behind my eyes. . . Until now. In the reflection of my television set, I caught you watching me. You're different than I'd pictured. Your hair is longer and you have a beard. But the gaze is the same. The fascinated way you watch me, When you think I'm not looking. I can tell that you see me in you. Tell me. . . Do you look back at me in the mirror, Spending hours searching for the face you had years ago. . . As I

Sooner Or Later
BREAKING BENJAMIN LYRICS "Sooner Or Later" I want a normal life just like a new born child I am a lover hater I am an instigator You are an oversight Don't try to compromise I'll learn to love to hate it I am not integrated [Pre-Chorus] Just call my name You'll be okay Your scream is burning through my veins Sooner or later you're gonna hate it Go ahead and throw your life away Driving me under, leaving me out there Go ahead and throw your life away You're like an infantile I knew it all the while You sit and try to play me Just like you see on tv I am an oversight Just like a parasite Why am I so pathetic I know you won't forget it [Pre-chorus] Sooner or later you're gonna hate it Go ahead and throw my life away Driving me under, leaving me out there Go ahead and throw my life away Sooner or later you're gonna hate it Go ahead and throw our life away Driving me under, leaving me out there Go ahead and throw our life away Throw our l

Update
hey all! hope everyone else is having a good time, i am! my life is going the way i want it so far, hope it keeps up! my friend on here got me into some new music and at first i was like i dunno but now shes got me hooked lol! heres a list of some of the bands shes got me into: Lacuna Coil Within Temptation The Used Tigers Army Echoes of Enerity just to name a few lol, i just got within temptation's cd today and loved it! next i am going to get the used, now i will go so plz comment and rate please thank you!

To Pimp Your Lounge
BEFORE STARTING THIS YOU MUST HAVE F.A.R..ED ME ♥ WHEN B-J-IS FINISHED WITH PIC WORK YOU MUST RATE MY DEFAULT ALBUM... APROX 200 PIC .AND I WILL CHECK EACH ONE BEFORE BULLITEN PIMP-OUTS..ONLY FAIR♥♥♥♥ IM PULLINGTOGETHER A CORRECT BULLITEN TILL THEN GO TOMY PAGE UNDER LOUNGE BLOG AND LEAVE ALL( CORRECT) INFO.......... THIS IS A TEMPARY BLOG UNTILL I GET IT GOING CORRECT. THIS IS ONLY FOR PEOPLE WHO OWN LOUNGES OR WISH TO PIMP A LOUNGE. ADD YOUR LOUNGE LINK BELOW ( MY BLOG MY PAGE )AND YOUR PERSONAL PAGE LINK ALONG WITH ANY CO -OWNER LINKS ************************************************ THEN ILL ADD YOU AND ON A REGULAR BASIS YOUR LOUNGE WILL BE PIMPED OUT ********* AND MAY I SAY DAMN YOU ALL LOOK GOOD! *********************************************** ALL who wish to do this.>>>>>>>>MUST LEAVE A COMMENT WITH CORRECT DETAILS.AND TO FIRST FAR AND RATE ME...♥♥♥♥ AFTER B-J IS DONE WORKING ON FUBAR. TELL

Cold
CROSSFADE LYRICS "Cold" Looking back at me I see That I never really got it right I never stopped to think of you I'm always wrapped up in Things I cannot win You are the antidote that gets me by Something strong Like a drug that gets me high [Chorus x2:] What I really meant to say Is I'm sorry for the way I am I never meant to be so cold To you I'm sorry about all the lies Maybe in a different light You could see me stand on my own again Cause now i can see You were the antidote that got me by Something strong like a drug that got me high [Chorus x2] I never meant to be so cold I never really wanted you to see The screwed up side of me that I keep Locked inside of me so deep It always seems to get to me I never really wanted you to go So many things you should have known I guess for me theres just no hope I never meant to be so cold [Chorus x2]

Threshold
Out of the warm and into the cold, Out of the womb and over the threshold. Like the pedals of a budding rose, The new life enters, naked and exposed. Into the light and out of the dark. Into a flame from one little spark. Safe inside arms of serenity, It’s a moment of silent poetry. Comfort found in an alien place. The comfort of a sweet angel’s face. A peace that is found in nothing other, Than finding the arms of one’s mother.

Hollow
SUBMERSED LYRICS "Hollow" To you I'm all I've left undone I'm all I haven't won Lift me up my soul's so hollow Lift me up You take The breath you didn't make What's left you did forsake Lift me up my soul's so hollow Lift me up my soul's so hollow You can make me scream internally You can make me breathe eternally Yeah You see The things I cannot change The things that make me plain Lift me up my soul's so hollow Lift me up We've made All from the sum of none All that we have become Lift me up my soul's so hollow Lift me up my soul's so hollow You can make me scream internally You can make me breathe eternally You can make me scream internally You can make me breathe eternally Yeah Fill, fill what's in me Fill, fill what's in you Fill, fill what's in me So my soul's not left so hollow You can make me SCREAM You can make me BREATHE You can make me scream internally You can make me breathe eternally You can make me scream You

Untitled
I stood there in the darkness watching you toss and turn adrift in a sea of loss and lonliness you didn't know i was there i watches you agonize over the decision you had come to how you had chosen a safe haven over the risks of a heart still beating with life and all that it carries the good and the ill i listened to you damn yourself as silent tears rolled down my cheeks for you i watched as you shivered in the lonliness of being by a fire gaze cold, looking to a pair of eyes that no longer returned your gaze i agonized for the hard unfairness of life and wept when it happened nothing, less than nothing, a single teardrop on your fallen form nothing, more than nothing, a heart caring for another something, more than something, a quiet gentle hand on your shoulder something, surely something, to fill that endless void will i meet you still.....or will i too be left behind to wait...wonder...hope watching as you scream and purge your lost soul into the vast e

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Subject: Tree Hugging... While walking through Golden Gate Park in San Francisco, a man came upon another man hugging a tree with his ear firmly against the tree. Seeing this he inquired, "Just out of curiosity, what the heck are you doing?" "I'm listening to the music of the tree," the other man replied. "You've gotta be kiddin' me." "No, would you like to give it a try?" Understandably curious, the man says, "Well, OK..." So he wrapped his arms around the tree & pressed his ear up against it. With this, the other guy slapped a pair of handcuffs on him, took his wallet, jewelry, car keys, then stripped him naked and left. Two hours later another nature lover strolled by, saw this guy handcuffed to the tree stark naked, and asked, "What the heck happened to you?" He told the guy the whole terrible story about how he got there. When he finished telling his story, the other guy shook his head in sympathy, walked around behind him, kissed him gently behind

Grenades & Spam
Join the Army, be a man. Talk to me, I'm Uncle Sam. Every morning, with the sun, We get up, and run run run. For breakfast, it's green eggs and spam! Courtesy of Uncle Sam. I'll teach you how to shoot a gun. We do this after our morning run. Now doesn't all this sound like fun? To run in the sun and shoot a gun? Now in the Army, every day, There's a push-up game we like to play. And you can play this fun game too! How many push-ups can you do? Another thing we do all day, Is play the game "Grenades Away" Is it fun? Well I should say, It's always fun the Army way. At nite time after all our games, The sergeant calls us funny names. He says he has a great new game, Marching, marching in the rain! Just think of all the games we'll play, If you'll just sign your life away. Take my pen and sign today, And we'll play games the Army way! I do not want your funny names. I won't do push-ups in the rain. I will not sign. I will not train. I will not play your Arm

Who I Am
Take your vitamins, Grow up to be big and strong. Grow up to be a man. The words of my youth echo back at me. But what sort of man will I be? I want to be a brave man, macho. With a black leather jacket and a slick motorcycle. Never afraid of anything, groupies following me wherever I go. Everyone will be impressed with me. I want to be a tough man, With scars on my body Trophies of past victories. Many battles fought and won, No defeats, no regrets. I want to be a strong man With muscles that ripple when I'm on the beach. The quick path to success. I want to be a smart man, Never making mistakes, Surrounded by people wanting my advice. I did not become a smart man, I have mountains of mistakes behind me. And many more ahead I'm sure I have become an experienced man. I did not become a strong man My muscles don't turn heads at the beach I often choose the longer path It seems as if I can go on forever I have become an endurance man. I did not

Totally 80s Playlist 10/02/07
DURAN DURAN - Skin Trade (Stretch Mix) ALPHAVILLE - Big In Japan EURYTHMICS - Missionary Man NAKED EYES - Always Something There to Remind Me A-HA - The Swing of Things HOWARD JONES - Pearl in the Shell MIKE + THE MECHANICS - Silent Running GENESIS - That's All PHIL COLLINS - Two Hearts BRONSKI BEAT - Smalltown Boy ADAM ANT - Goody Two-Shoes ELECTRIC LIGHT ORCHESTRA - Rock and Roll is King PSYCHEDELIC FURS - Love My Way MARVIN GAYE - Sexual Healing CULTURE CLUB - Time (Clock of the Heart) RICK ASTLEY - Never Gonna Give You Up BILLY IDOL - Eyes Without a Face PAT METHENY GROUP w/DAVID BOWIE - This Is Not America TEARS FOR FEARS - Change DEPECHE MODE - Shake the Disease PET SHOP BOYS - Domino Dancing STEVE WINWOOD - Valerie KIM WILDE - You Came BELINDA CARLISLE - Heaven is a Place on Earth ROXETTE - Dangerous (Single Version) KATE BUSH - Cloudbusting R.E.M. - Stand BRUCE COCKBURN - If A Tree Falls in the Forest DIRE STRAITS - Walk of Life THE NORTHERN PIKES -

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Subject: LOVE DRESS A woman stopped by unannounced at her son's house. She knocked on the door then immediately walked in. She was Shocked to see her daughter-in-law lying on the couch, totally naked. Soft music was playing, and the aroma of perfume filled the room. "What are you doing?" she asked. "I'm waiting for Justin to come home from work." The daughter-in-law answered. "But you're naked!" the mother-in-law exclaimed "This is my love dress," the daughter-in-law explained. "Love dress? But you're naked!" "Justin loves me to wear this dress," she explained. "Every time he sees me in this dress, he instantly becomes romantic and ravages me for hours. The mother-in-law left. When she got home she undressed, showered, put on her best perfume, dimmed the lights, put on a romantic CD, and lay on the couch waiting for her husband to arrive. Finally, her husband came home. He walked in and saw her lying there so provocatively. "What are y

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i accidently made a file inside my default file , and i couldnt find the pics i put into it , and then i deleted all the pics , cause i couldnt delete the file , now i cant put my pics back cause it says they are still there ..

You Love Me But You Dont Know Who I Am
Three months since my mom died. Its kinda crazy thinking about it. It seems like it was just yesterday but at the same time it feels like it was years ago. I miss her...a lot. anyway, thrice is a weird band. i love them but some of their lyrics are just...different. i guess thats what i like. i like bands that dont have some sixth grade reading material lyrics. i mean look at this..its crazyness: i want to take the bullet, the one aimed straight for your heart. i want to meet the wolves halfway and let them tear me apart, but that's not the way they do it here. i want to lay on the tracks, feel hot steel screaming at me. expose the bones on my back, let me show you what i mean. yeah, it's a different kind of love. i want to climb barbed wire fences and warm our hands in blood. and this is my gift asking you to fix my ruined hands. and it's a gift that keeps on giving, and right now it's all i have to give. i want to write the perfect song, and play it jus

I Need A Break.
I hate where I'm at and I wish there was a magic fix for it. I try to be happy but my heart breaks. No, there's nobody's ass to kick over it. It isn't any one person that breaks my heart -- its just the world. I will check in at a later date.

Know Your State Motto..
Alabama Heck Yes, We Have Electricity. Alaska 11,623 Eskimos Can't Be Wrong! Arizona Yes, But It's A Dry Heat. Arkansas Lituracy Ain't Everythang. California By 30, Our Women Have More Plastic Than Your Honda. Colorado If You Don't Ski, Don't Bother. Connecticut Like Massachusetts, only smaller Delaware We Really Do Like The Chemicals In Our Water. Florida Ask Us About Our Grandkids And Our Voting Skills. Georgia We Put The Fun In Fundamentalist Extremism. Hawaii Haka Tiki Mou Sha'ami Leeki Toru (Death To Mainland Scum, Leave Your Money) Idaho More Than Just Potatoes... Well, Okay, We're Not, But The Potatoes Sure Are Real Good Illinois Please, Don't Pronounce the "S" Indiana 2 Billion Years Tidal Wave Free Iowa We Do Amazing Things With Corn Kansas First Of The Rectangle States Kentucky Five Million People; Fift een Last Names Louisiana We're Not ALL Drunk Cajun Wackos, But That's Our Tourism Campaign. Maine

More Drama To Add To The Saga
Ok, well lets see here. The Alcoholic went to rehab, got kicked out 1 1/2 days later, went into a Recovery House and got kicked out another day and 1/2. He calls me to tell me he got kicked out and he doesn't know what to do. I being the sponser say well i guess i will pick u up after i get done work but only if ur sober. He says he knows the rules of my house and it was only gonna be 2 days till his parents picked his ass up to goto his trial date. I was thinking if he was drunk by the time i got there, i was gonna just leave his ass there. But instead, my daughter called me at work to tell me he was in my house. She thought he was ok until about 2 hours later, she called back to say he was acting funny. So i went home to find, sure enough he was drunk. I gathered his things and threw them out of the house, called my friend Fatbac to come and help me get him out and he brought a buddy with. They went inside and got him to get out. I locked up my house and left to goto my friends house

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I used to eat a lot of natural foods until I learned that most people die of natural causes. Garden Rule: When weeding, the best way to make sure you are removing a weed and not a valuable plant is to pull on it. If it comes out of the ground easily, it is a valuable plant. The easiest way to find something lost around the house is to buy a replacement. Never take life seriously. Nobody gets out alive anyway. Have you noticed since everyone has a camcorder these days no one talks about seeing UFOs like they used to? In the 60's, people took acid to make the world weird. Now the world is weird and people take Prozac to make it normal. How is it one careless match can start a forest fire, but it takes a whole box to start a campfire? Who was the first person to look at a cow and say, "I think I'll squeeze these dangly things here and drink whatever comes out?" Who was the first person to say, "See that chicken there? I'm gonna eat the next thing that comes

Another Day
Well not much going on in my life these past few days. My oldest son is sick and my youngest son (3) feels the need to pee in the garage. He came to me this morning and said, "Mommy i went pee pee" I said oh good boy go empty your potty" lol and he said come look mom i pee pee in the garage! URGH what to do? The joys of mommy hood...Yeah and my middle one is doing great lol. Well i'm off to bed, i can feel another great day tomorrow :P

Moose
even though no one that i know think i give a damn i do i wish i could have known u better or even had the chance to get to know u this uks u were only 22 yrs old and it was way to early for u to leave this world u r in a better place cuz this world is really fukked up so u will be missed R.I.P moose

Thoughts For The Weekend
Thoughts for the weekend Wouldn't it be nice if whenever we messed up our life we could simply press ' Ctr Alt Delete' and start all over? If raising children was going to be easy, it never would have started with something called labor! Brain cells come and brain cells go, but fat cells live forever. But Most Of All, Remember ... A Good Friend Is Like A Good Bra: Hard to Find, Supportive, Comfortable, And Always Close To Your Heart!

Get This...
Someone working for the school I go to parked in between two wheelchair accessible spots tonight (driving a truck...no sticker). Literally on the lines in between the two cars. I was able to get in, but seriously...who does that? Ok, I've seen it, but someone who works for the place that you're parking at? UGH. People in general shouldn't be excused anyway, but that just seems even worse to me... Just needed to rant again...ha I swear I'll use this for something else eventually. On a happy note, two of my classes will be early classes now instead of the late ones! Only one late class this semester! YIPPEE!

Doorway
With your frame out of the doorway, I can see the light, the brightness fills up the dark room. With your frame out of the doorway, I can see the exit, the path that frees me of confinement. With your frame out of the doorway, I can see my future, the journey where I walk on my own. With your frame out of the doorway, what I see is open. Endless possibilities with no one left to stop me.

You Know Your Old When...
You know your old when... 1. Going bra-less pulls all the wrinkles out of your face. 2. You don't care where your spouse goes, just as long as you don't have to go along. 3. Getting a little action means I don't need fiber today. 4. Getting lucky means you find your car in the parking lot. 5. An all-nighter means not getting up to pee!

Atlanta Here I Come
Ok darklings. I'm off to ATLANTA next week.I'll be arriving on the 10th and leaving early morning of the 15th.I will be at Domcon.I will have 4x6 photo's available for sale . PHOTOG'S:I still have open time slots available for shoots if you're interested in shooting with me. I will NOT be staying at the hotel however.I have the honour of staying with Savage Ron and his beloved pet ,Emily, for the duration of my stay. I'm looking forward to seeing old friends again and making and meeting some new ones while I'm there. If you still need to register go to www.domconatlanta.com . See you there darklings. Dark embraces and bloody kisses, Jezebel Tempting

Hidden Meanings
So, before anyone else asks me this, NO, THERE ARE NO HIDDEN MEANINGS BEHIND THE LYRICS I JUST POSTED! They are not "directed" at anyone, I had no one in mind when I posted them, they are just lyrics to some of my favorite songs. OKAY???? Believe me, or don't believe me, whatever, I've stated my point, so don't ask me anymore.

Hello Buddy
If you check out my blog that I posted a few months ago "Goodbye Dallas" you'd understand why I called this one "Hello Buddy" I had to put my dog down in August..worst feeling in the world. Well My daughters ex boyfriend gave her a Golden retriever for Mothers Day this past May. My daughter & her bf broke up and he was being a jerk for not letting her keep her dog. He kept him so he could let her be in pain more than he put her through from the break-up & shes pregnant with his child. Well last night he called and told Jess that she could have her dog back, cause he has no time for him.. and boy it does show. We got him tonight and through him in the bath tub...he was so dirty from being outside most of the day & night. He is very skiddish torwards men..but not woman. Jess told me that her X was very sturn with him, but the poor thing is 7 months and still needs to get potty trained. But he does well if u take him out every 2 hrs.. So, yes.. we got another dog :p I didnt want one

Ode To My Television Set
Oh my Wonderful Television Set, how beautifully you sit, your screen flashing the colors of the rainbow. How fine you look with your antennas perfectly lined and your cable box set directly in the middle. Oh Sweet Television, how I love to feel your remote in my hand. I caress the cold buttons under my thumb, knowing that with just a flick of my nail you'll do as I say. You know, my dear friend, it's the only control I have now. Oh Great Television Set, how brilliant you are to have me drown in your programs day after day, to let the world pass me by with each and every channel. I know you will always be my side, and I will leave only during the commercials. Oh Magnificent Television Set, you've grown to be my addiction. For I shudder without your rays pumping through my veins. You've taken the place of everything else, as I bask in the light of your screen. Oh, My Stable Television Set, how much I depend on you. To tell me what's wrong. To tell me what's right. You are my

Signs Of Menopause
SIGNS OF MENOPAUSE: 1. You sell your home heating system at a yard sale. 2. You have to write post-it notes with your kids' names on them. 3. You change your underwear after a sneeze. =================

Response To Senator Reid (weinie)
Clear Channel CEO responds to Reid Clear Channel CEO Mark P. Mays responded to Senate Majority Leader Harry Reid (D-Nev.) in a letter hand-delivered to his office this evening. "While I certainly do not agree with all views that are voiced on our stations, I will not condemn our talent for exercising their right to voice them," Mays wrote. He took a respectful tone, saying he regretted that Reid and others might have been offended by Limbaugh. But ultimately, Mays wrote, he didn't believe Limbaugh's statements were "intended to personally indict combat soldiers simply because they didn't share his own beliefs regarding the war in Iraq." ------These were some of the responses from the general public exercising their right to free speech----------------------------------------- Listed below: Comments In your face Senator Reid!!!! Posted By: founding fathers | October 02, 2007 at 08:01 PM I have to say the Democrats canno

Lounges
ok so im still looking around in here and want to know of any good lounges in here?? im broadening my horizons and spreading my wings so if you read this and know of any let me know... cant make up my mind...

Was
I hate the way you treated me I hate what you did to me When you laughed at what I asked When you weren't there when I passed I loved you more than anything I loved that you thought the same thing You made me feel like I was in heaven You now have me seeking a safe haven

Pray For Me
LET ME INTRODUCE YOU TO BABY BREANNA.SHE IS 2 MTHS OLD.HER MOTHER FOUND HER IN THE BED NOT BREATHING.SHE WAS CARRIED TO THE HOSPITAL AND HAD TO BE PUT ON MACHINES.THEY ARE SAYING THAT SHE'S NOT GOING TO MAKE IT.BABY BREANNA ISN'T DOING VERY GOOD TONIGHT HER SITUATION HAS WORSENED PLEASE PRAYER FOR THIS SWEET BABY.BELOW IS BREANNA AND BELOW THAT IS A LINK TO HER FAMILY WITH MORE PICS PLEASE SHOW LOVE AND PRAYERS!!! THIS IS CASSIE, BREANNA'S MOM cassie@ fubar THIS IS MONIQUE HER GRANDMA

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GAMES FOR WHEN WE ARE OLDER 1. Sag, you're It. 2. Hide and go pee. 3. 20 questions shouted into your good ear. 4. Kick the bucket 5. Red Rover, Red Rover, the nurse says Bend Over. 6. Musical recliners. 7. Simon says something incoherent. 8. Pin the Toupee on the bald guy

Goodbye
I don't really want to say goodbye I don't really want to leave you But now I have to go away Stay away from you forever What we had was something special Deep down from our hearts But now I have to go away And leave you from my heart

I Need Some Loving Bad
I am in a contest for most popular fubarian. As most of you know i have not been feeling well the last couple of weeks and it would cheer me up if all of my friends could comment bomb the heck out of me. I need some love. Thanks! Lucy

100 Things About Me
1. Name?: Teagan Barber (for now) 2. Nicknames?: Teags, Tea, Tigger, Teya and Kitten 3. Birthday?: 30th Jan 4. Place of Birth?: Toowoomba 5. Zodiac Sign?: Aquarius 6. Male or Female?: Female 7. Grade?:Finshied School 6 years ago 8. Schools you went to?: about 10 all up 9. Occupation?: Aged care nurse 10. Residence?: Melbourne, Victoria 11. Screen Name?: Naval_kitten or Kittymenace usually... Your Appearance 12. Hair Color?: Auburn 13. Hair Length?: At the shoulderblades (growing it) 14. Eye color?: Lapiz lazuli blue 15. Best Feature?:Eyes, smile and butt 16. height?:156 cm 17. Braces?:Never 18. Glasses?: Should, maybe... nahhhh 19. Piercing?: just one left 20. Tattoos?:three so far... still have time left 21. Righty or Lefty?: Righty Your Firsts 22. First best friends?: Yolanda in primary school 23.First Award?:colour guard participation... 24. First Sport You Joined?: soccor 25. First Pet?: Frosty my kitty 26. First Real Vacation?: Frazier island 4wding.

Re: Lyon 0 Rangers 3
RE: Lyon 0 Rangers 3 ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Glasgow Rangers Date: 02 Oct 2007, 22:49 The Gerland became Gersland in one of the greatest night in the history of the Light Blues.It is hard to imagine a better away result in over 50 years of European action as the French champions were humbled in their own back yard.Lyon were stunned as Rangers hit them with three goals to stay joint top of Group E and evoke valid feelings that they can now reach the last 16 of Europe's premier tournament.It was a stunning night with Lee McCulloch, Daniel Cousin and DaMarcus Beasley all grabbing goals that the Rangers fans will savour for years to come.The tremendous running power of Alan Hutton was instrumental in setting up the dramatic opener for Rangers in 23 minutes.The young full back showed tremendous pace and determination as he burst from his own half forcing Kim Kallstrom into conceding a corner - Rangers' first of the match.DaMarcus Beasley weighed

My Rage
Something from long ago.... MY BURNING RAGE, is still here, My violent rage is an endless fear. If you took the time to live my life, I'm sure you'd slit your wrist with the blade of a knife. If you pondered and slipped into my corrupted head, I'm sure you'd scream with hate, wishing you were dead. I cry for someone to love, someone to hold and kiss, I fall to my knees to ask, "Why is my life like this?" I'm tired of the hurt and all the pain, Tears fall from my eyes, like a storm of April rain. My dreams are grey and my love is black, I feel no affection, only the attack. I'm trapped in an air tight bubble, My messed up life is filled with so much trouble. I feel so empty, and I feel so alone, Lashes of hatred, cut right to the bone. The tears in my heart get deeper everyday, I don't hurt anyone, but I'm the one who has to pay.

I Will Never
I Will Never Leave Your Side It's Only Me I Will Over Come You Don't have To Die To See Him From my Soul I Admire You Can I Make You Happy Saying Thank You Stored In My Heart Finding You Again My Love For You I Love You Mother The Woman I Truly Love The Woman I want To Know Thinking Of You Give Me A Chance To My Mother Who Gave Me Life Red Roses Were Her Favorite A New Morning With You I Found Someone Like You On-Line Friends A True Friend You Are Special The Glow You Brought In My Life A Special Friend I Miss You My Son A Rose and a Smile I Miss you my friend A Cyber Dream Come True DONE BY CHRISTINE

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From Mary Jo Kopechne I would have been 65 years of age this year. Read about me and my killer below. When Sen. Ted Kennedy was merely just another Democrat bloating on Capitol Hill on behalf of liberal causes, it was perhaps excusable to ignore his deplorable past. But now that he's become a leading Republican attack dog, positioning himself as Washington 's leading arbiter of truth and integrity, the days for such indulgence are now over. It's time for the GOP to stand up and remind America why this chief spokesman had to abandon his own presidential bid in 1980 - time to say the words Mary Jo Kopechne out loud. As is often the case, Republicans have deluded themselves into thinking that most Americans already know the story of how this "Conscience of the Democratic Party" left Miss Kopechne behind to die in the waters underneath the Edgartown Bridge in July 1969, after a night of drinking and partying with the young blonde campaign worker. But most Americans unde

Dade Ch. 01
Dade Ch. 01 by noplex © Chapter One: Night Break "Great game man, we really showed them how to play," Justin said as he slapped Dade on the back, "You really showed them with that flag capture, great job." He watched Dade, knowing quite well what tomorrow was, and he was just trying to cheer his friend up. "Thanks, yeah, it was great," Dade finally spoke up, but he showed little emotion about the win. "You know, its just, tomorrow—its been two years man." He took out cigarette from the pack in his pocket, lighting it up, and walking slowly down the trail. "I know, I know. If you need anything dude, you know you can always hit me up." Justin packed up his paintball gear, facing the opposite trail. Dade and Justin had been playing paintball together for years now, and they are well known amongst the state locals. Two years ago Dade's mother died in a car accident, his step father was driving drunk, and he walked away perfectly fine. "Yeah, I know, thanks. I think I'm jus

What I'd Be Doing Right Now Mmmmmmm
I feel like just wrapping my arms around a woman...As she lays there on my chest...Know she is safe in my loving arms...As I start to run my fingers through her beautiful long silky hair slowly massaging her head as she started to either fall asleep or as I start to slowly kiss down her neck to her shoulders as I move the hair away from her eyes and lips...I would kiss her lips... As she is taking the candle wax and slowly pouring it down my chest as she grabs my nipples with her teeth and starts to suck and bite on as I need to behave myself cuz I have more I could just vision it you and I right now mmmm What about you laying there in bed with whip cream and some choclate syrup with a few cherrys or strawberries as I start to lick it off your sexy body...As I lick my way all the way south for the winter....Yeah I guess being horny don't help when you haven't had any in a few years....Thats life for ya though I guess I'd have to say as i start lick your beautiful

If I See
if i see clouds and you see sky if i say low and you say high if i go left and you go right how are we one and struggle this fight opposites attract is what they say but is there too much to make one stay when does compromise become losing yourself placing your wants up on top of a shelf to make the other happy to just make them smile do you have to become them and lose you for awhile all the give and the take to make it seem right when is it cool and when should you fight no matter the changes the look that you see i can change what iam but not who ill be DONE BY CHRISTINE .

The House
the house is now gone not youres anymore what will come what is in store we cleaned it all up and sorted the stuff locking the door soon became rough as i walked thru the house all empty and sad nothing left of the struggle you had it soon became real of what life will be the history the pictures the garbage you see you struggle your life to get all you had and now in the rubbish is all of the bad DONE BY CHRISTINE .

I Am So Alone And Feel Werid But Why Is The Question?
I guess this week had its up and its downs as well...Well I guess my friends only care what they going to get from one another....lol Well A friend was going to spend the weekend with me...And well he isn't all there in the head. Yeah I know wrong thing to say but its the truth...Well he stayed one night that was it he wanted to go home so he left...After my mom's bf and I went at it for a few hours but hey it was thoughtful... I sometimes am so lonly in this life time...Well I can say I miss having a girlfriend or more than a girlfriend now. Its been a little over 2 years since my ex gf and I broke up for good...Yeah A buddy of mine came by tonight wanting me to ride with him to his gf's house due to about 4 or 5 boys trying to jump him...SO as a friend I made sure he got to his gf's house...I chilled there for a moment until he left...And now I can't say yeah i love my ex gf to death and am trying to get past the facts of not being able to have her back...

People Talking Crap About Soldiers
ok i have to vent, i was in the store today with my kids when a lady in front of us started talk alot to crap about the soldier and the war. it really pisses me off when people talk bad about the soldiers when they are only doing there jobs. Plus they have no considertion about the people that are around then. You never know when a military wife , girlfriend or even kids are around. the bad thing is i had to explain to my 5yr why people are such idiots and how we are over there helping out. So to finish this for everyone who dont support the war thats fine but aleast support the men and women over there doing there jobs.

Adult Questions That Im Not Afraid To Answer!!
1. Is there anyone on your friends list you would ever consider having sex with? yes there is!! 2. Is sex best in the morning, afternoon, or night? all the time is the best time! 3. What side of the bed do you sleep on? left side 4. Which do you prefer...Pork, beef, or chicken??? chicken 5. Have you ever had to pull over on the side of the road to puke? No 6. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money? Nope 7. Shower or bath? shower 8. Do you pee in the shower? Ummm NO 9. Mexican or Chinese food? Mexican food 10. Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed? i want one that is both 11. Do you love someone on your top friends? Yes 13. Love or money? Love 14. Do you use mostly Credit cards or cash? cash 15. Has there ever been anyone in your family you wish wasn't ? Yes 16. Would you rather go camping or to a 5 star hotel? Camping 17.Vagina's???? I have one lol 18. Would you shave your entire body (including y

Broken
EVERLAST LYRICS "Broken" You're the air that I breathe The sun when it breaks through the clouds You're all that I need But I know that you're having some doubts I'm down on my knees I pray you'll stick this out Beggin' you please girl I'm sorry I let you down I'm broken like a promise I'm shattered like a dream I'm broken with all my pieces scattered 'round for you to see I'm broken like a record I sing the same old song I'm broken like the heart of a man that's run away from love too long Girl what about you What about you girl It's so hard to speak I can barely look you in the eye It's so hard to breathe I know I ain't afraid to die Your breath is so sweet Your kisses could get me high My heart is so weak But your loving could get me by I'm broken like a promise I'm shattered like a dream I'm broken with all my pieces scattered 'round for you to see I'm broken like a record I sing the same old song I'm broken like t

Want
DISTURBED LYRICS "Want" Your mind wont let you say that you want me Your mind wont ever, never let you say what you want You howl and wail like a banshee Still your mind wont ever let you say My little tired devotee Your mind wont even let you feel Quivering now, shivering now, withering Your mind wont let you say that you're Wondering now, pondering now, hungering WOnt let you say that you're Questioning, wavering, weakening You mind wont let you say that you're Hearkening, listening, heeding me now Wont let you say that you want Your mind wont let you say that you want me Your mind wont ever, never let you have what you want I feel your hunger to taste me Still your mind wont ever let you say Your kind is just the type that should use me But your mind wont seem to let you have The opportunity to abuse me Your mind wont even let you feel Savor the addiction, savor the affliction Savore me

Unknown Lost
Watch me run away with the pain I have nothing at all to gain Watch me slowly lose my self control My life starting to unfold Anger and hate cloud my eyes ruins my strong demise Memories fog my weak mind I can't do anything, of any kind Go home and do nothing but sit on the floor Mumble to self, get up, turn the key and lock the door Write a letter stating why it's come to be People always wondered what was wrong with me Find some rope, make a noose Remeber not to make it loose Take a bottle of pills just in case Stumble slightly, knock over a vase Stand in front of a mirror. the demons I will soon face Noose tight, pulls taken, leaving an awful taste Close my eyes, take the small leap Everyone will know of my defeat

It's No Good
Depeche Mode Lyrics "It's No Good" I'm going to take my time I have all the time in the world To make you mine It is written in the stars above The gods decree You'll be right here by my side Right next to me You can run, but you cannot hide Don't say you want me Don't say you need me Don't say you love me It's understood Don't say you're happy Out there without me I know you can't be 'cause it's no good I'll be fine I'll be waiting patiently Till you see the signs And come running to my open arms When will you realise Do we have to wait till our worlds collide Open up your eyes You can't turn back the tide Don't say you want me Don't say you need me Don't say you love me It's understood Don't say you're happy Out there without me I know you can't be 'cause it's no good I'm going to take my time I have all the time in the world To make you mine It is written in the stars above Don't say you want me Don't say you need me Don't say yo

If U Ever Been Sore From Workin Out
IF YOU EVER BEEN SORE FROM WORKING OUT YOU'LL APRECIATE THIS Current mood: cheerful Category: Life OK, NOW THIS I ACTUALLY GOT FROM A GAL THAT LIVES BY ME I WAS LAUGHING SO HARD I WAS CRYING, THIS IS AWESOME!! Anyone that has ever been sore from working out can appreciate this! Current mood: cheerful If you don't laugh when you read this, we may not have much in common. I laughed so hard when I read this! I love it! Dear Diary For my sixty fifth birthday this year, my wife (the dear) purchased a week of personal training at the local health club for me. Although I am still in great shape since playing on my college football team 45 years ago, I decided it would be a good idea to go ahead and give it a try. I called the club and made my reservations with a personal trainer named Belinda, who identified herself as a 26-year-old aerobics instructor and model for athletic clothing and swim wear. My wife seemed pleased with my

So Eager
TAPROOT LYRICS "So Eager" It breeds a one man show mentality self serving force fed and condoned It takes my breath away to know that no one else believes they're in control (Save us) From ourselves We're at a loss of words while preaching that we can't be heard The image staring back at you is what you hate (you don't) Truly think forgiveness is on the way Seven years you lost for breaking one mistake (ingrown) To bleed for what you own is understanding as the sum for what you've blown To truly carve your way to where you want to go is smiling while alone Wake up, Play dumb, Wake up

Last Prayer
I never wanted it to be this way, to live in sorrow every day. I had always kept hope in my mind, tryin to leave these tears behind. But, somehow i get dragged back in, i guess this is my punishment from all that i've sinned. So weak i kneel to pray, bleeding tears taste in my mouth as i say..... "Dear God, forgive me for i have sinned, but this is no cofession, i pray for the end. I've lived my life through hardships and all, i never thought you'd let me fall" "I guess i wasn't important enough for you to make my hand, as you can see now, i can barely stand. Its my fault though, i was too weak. I've died inside with no solutions to seek." "I blame myself for the mess that i'm in, i blame myself for how things have been. You may have held out your hand but i was too blind to see, but everythings been done. Just let me be." "I have one last request if i may ask, protect and comfort my family and friends, i don't want them sad. Help them understand i stopped

Remember
DISTURBED LYRICS "Remember" Sensation washes over me I can't describe it Pain I felt so long ago I don't remember Tear a hole so I can see My devastation Feelings from so long ago I don't remember Holding on, to let them know What's given to me, given to me To hide behind The mask this time And try to believe Blind your eyes to what you see You can't embrace it Leave it well enough alone And don't remember Cut your pride and watch it bleed You can't deny it Pain you know you can't ignore I don't remember Holding on, to let them know What's given to me, given to me To hide behind The mask this time And try to believe If I can Remember To know this will Conquer me If I can Just walk alone And try to escape Into me [whispering:] Sensation washes over me I can't describe it Pain I felt so long ago I don't remember I'm just holding on, to let them know What's given to me, given to me To hide behind The mask this time And try to be

Mouthful Of Tabacco-y Goodness
So I decided to go out a smoke like a i do and I had a moment of such ultimate jackassery that it needed to be documented. . . I only had one cigarrette left in my pack right? And I was wearing gloves at the time and having a bit of trouble because when I bought them I forgot that I have child length fingers and cannot wear grown up gloves. So in my ultimate problem solving brilliance I decided the easiest way to access my cigarette was to tip the case back and catch it with my mouth. . . Now cigarettes are placed in a pack upside down so that loose bits of tabacco can fall out to the bottom of the pack(or thats my guess at the reasoning) so as I tipped back the back mouth open to catch the cigarette I got. . . You guessed it a mouthful of mentholy dried tobacco leaves. . .EWWWWW The best part was I was wearing lip gloss so they didn't just gross me out but proceeded to stick to my lips. . .I'm a jackass I know Have a lovely day

The Pursuit
EVANS BLUE LYRICS "The Pursuit" You lived a time of lies until you told me everything I hope we make amends, but you don't Life taught you how to fly and then you flew away from me You left me haunted, star the ending image of the one Cos they're still in you too low All the voices you don't know And they're still in you too low All the choices that you chose You harbored all the wasted sighs to define the quiet drone I'll let you start again, but you won't I saw you pray for change and then you walked all over me You wanted what you could not have and now you are alone Cos they're still in you too low All the voices you don't know And they're still in you too low All the choices that you chose Make the voices tell me who you are, and who I am to be Are you alone wherever you are tonight? I'm alone when you're right here But I'm still in you somehow I never left at all Now I'm still in you too low So my voice is all you know Cos they're still in y

Breathe
DISTURBED LYRICS "Breathe" You will realease your life Forgetting what's forsaken the reason why You are alone again You will believe the lie Judging from what you've taken You breathe, alive You are alone again From the heart of darkness You call to me Spirit raging on There is nothing I can do For you are next to no one You will release your life Joining with the goddamned world Of the dead and the lonely You'll never leave alive Now do you think you're too damn good For the killing kind You will begin to cry Hearing the silence breaking You breathe, alive But you are alone again From the heart of darkness You call to me Spirit raging on There is nothing I can do For you are next to no one You will release your life Joining with the goddamned world Of the dead and the lonely You'll never leave alive Now do you think you're too damn good For the killing kind You will release your life forgetting what's forsaken You breathe, alive Y

Totally Awesome
WRITTEN BY A 15 yr. old SCHOOL KID IN ARIZONA: New Pledge of Allegiance (TOTALLY AWESOME) ! Since the Pledge of Allegiance and The Lord's Prayer are not allowed in most public schools anymore Because the word "God" is mentioned.... A kid in Arizona wrote the attached NEW School prayer : Now I sit me down in school Where praying is against the rule For this great nation under God Finds mention of Him very odd. If Scripture now the class recites, It violates the Bill of Rights. And anytime my head I bow Becomes a Federal matter now. Our hair can be purple, orange or green, That's no offense; it's a freedom scene. The law is specific, the law is precise. Prayers spoken aloud are a serious vice. For praying in a public hall Might offend someone with no faith at all. In silence alone we must meditate, God's name is prohibited by the state. We're allowed to cuss and dress like freaks, And pierce our noses, tongues and cheeks. They'

Poem
TAPROOT LYRICS "Poem" overbearing panic attack entrenching my veins in an hour i'll be ok i pray this pain will go away permanently someday I'VE seen more than... I should have to... I'VE seen this on my own this song is a, poem to myself, it helps me to live... in case of fire, BREAK the glass, and move on into your own... reoccurring drowning effect entrenching my brain, i hope you'll be ok someday, so i can say that you moved on in the right way... WE'VE seen this and WE'VE breathed this and WE'VE lived this on our own... this song is a, poem to myself, it helps me to live... in case of fire, BREAK the glass, and move on into your own... your own... BREAK... this song is a, poem to myself, it helps me to live... in case of fire, BREAK the glass, and move on into your own...

Darkness
DISTURBED LYRICS "Darkness" Don't turn away I pray you've heard The words I've spoken Dare to believe Over one last time Then I'll let the Darkness cover me Deny everything Slowly walk away To breathe again On my own Carry me away I need your strength To get me through this Dare to believe Over one last time Then I'll let the Darkness cover me Deny everything Slowly walk away To breathe again On my own

Quote
EVANS BLUE LYRICS "Quote" Quote you are my soul unquote Now does that sound familiar? Kiss the boy and make him feel this way Quote well this is me unquote You have been so ugly your entire life So why change now? Is this how you want to go down? Right before my eyes You are the saddest sight I know You're quiet you never make a sound But here inside my mind you are the loudest one I know Quote we never talk unquote And thats when I don't answer Don't you dare ask why Because you don't want to know, Quote Well woe is me unquote How different I've become And no one understands, my dear, no one really cares Is this how you want to go down? Right before my eyes, you are the saddest sight, I know And you're quiet you never make a sound, but here inside my mind you are the loudest one I know And you were right, right from the start It took everything you had, but you finally broke my... And now the old things will pass away I saw your light once

Like
TAPROOT LYRICS "Like" You look like me I'm sorry for you You talk like me I cant understand you You think like me You're fucking crazy You want to be me But that’s ok because You remind me of me Someway But only the good Cause I'm just me Hanging by a thread for your honor Just helps me to see inside myself Hanging by a thread for your honor Just helps me to see… You act like me Cause you're embarrassing You talk to me But don’t listen You think like me You're so damn crazy You want to be me But that’s ok because… You remind me of me Someway But only the good Cause I'm just me Hanging by a thread for your honor Just helps me to see inside myself Hanging by a thread for your honor Just helps me too see… When these memories become liquid dreams just like fantasies And like fallen leaves I guess all I need is to find my desires and set out to acquire them You look like me I'm sorry for you You think like me But that’s ok because…

Eclipsed
EVANS BLUE LYRICS "Eclipsed" We love our tragedies. We're both broken in our own little ways We're broken, but we fit together just right You know I saw the black inside your eyes I saw they were eclipsed by mine and they looked just right. [Chorus:] When our lights meet, will you know me then And will you want to know it? It feels like I've known you for so long. When our lights meet, will you love me then and will you ever know it? It seems like you've known me for so long. I love your analogies. We're both crazy in our own little ways We talk about the future and our past lives. I know I loved you then. I know I'd love you now. I know I'll love you then. I know I love you now. [Chorus] But you can't have everything you want when you want it. I will be everything you want, when you want it. Wait for me. Trust for me. Fall for me. Even when you don't know you're falling for me. Will you fall for it? If it should, it'll come around again. But do

Promise
TAPROOT LYRICS "Promise" Tonight's the night in your arms again Be the one to make me whole and then Say whatever you have to say to me on and honestly Every single thought of you amazes me So I'll promise you, I'll promise you to me (Every single time that you've forgiven me) To find the one with your heart and stem Freed and mine much more than the rest of them Seed the chance to grow and be with me The way I know and see There you are in my thoughts again Fearing all we have is dead Taken time as the best of friends Please don't let me down again

The Promise And The Threat
EVANS BLUE LYRICS "The Promise And The Threat" They won't want you for who you are So you should step outside your skin Something tells me, that we were meant to be But how can that be? You run on evil, I run on fumes and stale air, when she came out , she brought her anger, she left her sympathy Behind the walls she built for me So we start spinning You wouldn't want to let us go easy Or you just might become too weak to stop spinning You wouldn't want to let him down easy Or he just might become the promise I want you for who you are So you can stay inside your skin Ohhhh something tells me love isn't enough But how can that be? You're not so evil, I'm not so good Crazy or mean, so we start spinning You wouldn't want to let us go easy Or you just might become too weak to stop spinning You wouldn't want to let him down easy Or he just might be come the threat She's so dramatic shes says I'm leaving, is that a promise or a threat? So we start spin

Our New Endevor
well my girlfriend liz and i are working for my friend amy doing dj and kj jobs we are trying to get more jobs if ne 1 is interested we ar available for ne job any day any time for decent rates if n 1 is intersted email us at bobjabooty@yahoo.com

Mourning
TANTRIC LYRICS "Mourning" Is there something that you are trying to say Don't hold back now It's been a long time since I felt this way So don't hold back now I purposely forgot about Loving anyone Cause I'm the only one who has Who has been stepped upon Is there something that you are trying to say Cause I can take it Cause I grew up a man this way And if I'm hurt I'll shake it I'll crawl back into my cave That's how I'll make it Cause out of all this hurt we have Beauty thus become Beauty thus become [Chorus:] In the mourning I can see the sights No wonder I could never keep you satisfied In the mourning I can see inside Myself and all the things that you were trying to hide [Repeat] Wishing all the best for you And now I will say goodbye Cause all the shit that we've been through Put wisdom in my eyes So walk away, don't turn around Cause I won't be standing here Cause all the lies that I've been living through Are becoming very c

Ok I Just Gotta Know...
Who my crushes are....I'm up to 18 and I have no idea. How can I show ya'll some love back if I don't know who ya are. If your comfortable with telling me please send me a message and let me know. Thanks and much luv, Jackie

My Turn..........
You are lying naked on my bed. I ask you to lie absolutely still while I strip slowly, standing at the foot of the bed with downcast eyes, turning my back on you at the last minute as I deliberately ease my panties down over my hips, flaunting my ass, bending over slightly at the waist to look back at you, the only movement the nonchalant lift of your erection. In the expectant silence I kneel on the bed beside you, my face closing in on yours, to touch your mouth with mine, kissing your open lips, tracing the contours of your face with fingertips while my tongue tastes your skin, my teeth closing briefly around your earlobe, a trail of wetness across your chin and throat, my scent filling your nostrils while your taste fills my mouth ...but you don't move. I explore your body with my eyes and my hands, caressing, my fingernails stroking across the vibrating skin of your belly and thighs as I rise above you, straddling your hips. My nipples graze your skin as I move down

Overburdened
"Overburdened" Hell is still overburdened I must stand and wait in line I may never know for certain When will be my time How was I considered evil? Pleasures taken in this life Someone granted me reprieval Decades spent in strife Led to nothing Repeated in my mind Led to nothing If only I was born another time Hell is still overburdened I must stand and wait in line Hell is still overburdened How have I been so determined malign? It's the closing of the curtain In the play that was my life Countless chapters left unopened Tragedies inside I was fighting for a reason Holy blessed homicide Seems I have committed treason All I've sacrificed Led to nothing Repeated in my mind Led to nothing If only I was born another time Hell is still overburdened I must stand and wait in line Hell is still overburdened How I have been so determined malign? Hell is still overburdened I must stand and wait in line Hell is still overburdened How I have been s

The Sun Sets Part 1
The sun has set on this day the light has died the dark takes over now every thing...dark....gone and now....now we see...only.........nothing just as it was intended all vanishes with out a trace.

Stricken
DISTURBED LYRICS "Stricken" You walk on like a woman in suffering Won't even bother now to tell me why You come alone, letting all of us savor the moment Leaving me broken another time You come on like a bloodstained hurricane Leave me alone, let me be this time You carry on like a holy man pushing redemption I don't want to mention, the reason I know That I am stricken and can't let you go When the heart is cold, there's no hope, and we know That I am crippled by all that you've done Into the abyss will I run You don't know what your power has done to me I want to know if I'll heal inside I can't go on with a holocaust about to happen Seeing you laughing another time You'll never know why your face has haunted me My very soul has to bleed this time Another hole in the wall of my inner defenses Leaving me breathless, the reason I know That I am stricken and can't let you go When the heart is cold, there's no hope, and we know That I am crippled by all

Jaguar For Sale
1991 xj6 sov. 117,000 miles looks,runs,and drives great forest green with tan leather all power and moon roof blue book on this sweet ride is 5,700.00 asking 4,500.00 or best offer. A real MUST SEE.

My Kind Of Lady
My kind of lady would like the things i do, which is goin out now and then, or cuddlin on the couch or by a fireplace if she had one or we lived together we would find aplace that had one lol. She would like my music and id like hers, she wouldnt have to be a knockout she would be just as plain as can be, maybe the girl next door with a great attitude and likes to wrestle in play in the sack! lol yeah i know some sites arent the place to do but look out in the real world, but they are hard to find like that. My lady would have a heart of gold, kisses like wine arms that wont let go.... if there is any here..local or not lol..who knows i know quite a few that are my "true" friends..they have let me know! Love, Peace, happiness

Daily Horoscope: Aries
Daily Horoscope: Aries For October 2,2007 You're in a good place to take care of old feelings that may be piling up inside. See if you can find someone to talk things over with -- or just write it all down somewhere private, which ought to work just fine.

Attention All. Huge Announcement!!
Hey everyone, for all those interested, my band has just released NEVER SAY NEVER, our debut album, in Canada with international release dates to be announced. Just because you don't live in Canada it doesn't mean you can't get a copy right away!!!! The album is available at www.amazon.ca for 7.99$ plus shipping (quantities are limited) or at www.hmv.ca for 9.99$ plus shipping (all prices in Canadian funds). This is the time that I need my fubar friends the most. Check out our site and if you like the music go ahead and order it online. Online cd sales is how indie bands become major selling international acts; the more sales increase the more marketing is put behind the band to ensure success! Thanks for taking the time to read this and let me know if you bought one cause I will buy a fubar gift for every person here that gets it! Thanks, Danny ONE P.S. Enter the search words ONE and NEVER SAY NEVER when trying to find us on amazon.ca or hmv.ca

My Fateful Day
I sit by the water staring at the glassy seas You sit silently next to me You want to help I know you do but you cant possibly understand what i'm going through You've tried to save me gripped my hand but i've slipped out of your grasp I slip further down without a sound and take the gun in my hands You don't know but i follow through with my plans The next day you find me where we had last been lying here silently with a note in my hand I apologize for all the trouble that i cause and thanks for all you do I and don't forget I've always loved you You fold it up Keep it safe remember my fateful day thanks for the help but i was too gone to save thats the last thing i want to say Before i really follow through with my fateful day as i take it in my hands and end my life that is too gone to save

Walk Alone
This television has a poison on it's breath. This counter culture of both wicked lies and death. It makes my eyes bleed everytime I turn around. How will they all feel when I bring them to the ground? I walk for miles inside this pit of danger. A place where no one follows me, I walk alone. I'm sick of all these people talkin' out their heads. I've never understood a damn thing that they said. From words to actions never knowing what they're about. I guess I'll have to chew them up and spit them out. I walked for miles inside this pit of danger. I've swallowed down a thousand years of anger. The weight of the world is falling on my shoulders. A place where no one follows me I walk alone I walked for miles inside this pit of danger. I've swallowed down a thousand years of anger. The weight of the world is falling on my shoulders. A place where no one follows me I walk alone.

Why?
What is it with me and men??? i have no luck and am constantly picking loosers who lie, cheat and break my heart!!!! seriously is there some kinda trick to getting the right man? i know i dont need one but they come in handy when lawns need to be mowed and garbage taken out!!! (Joking) I just broke up with this guy who said he wanted to grow old with me and could see us sitting on the front porch at 90 waiting to go inside for a naughty.. well more fool me for believing him!!! i swear im so blind sometimes.. but not always fooled.. when i asked if he chated he said no but then didnt speak to me for about two weeks even though i emailed called and sent txt to all of which were not replied to..so my guess is that he did do the dirty.. they way i actually found out was here in fubar.. one of the chicks he screwed stalked him and broke into his page here an private emails etc.. so good riddance i say.. if he wants to do that then its his loss cause he just lost the best damn thing that

Something Must Be Done!
Okay, Life sucks for me right now, i still haven't been able to get a job, and life is becoming unbearable. I don't know how i'm gonna get money, i'm going to have to move out soon, but i need money, my parents think they can just drag me along with them to fucking california, well i need to prove to those bastards that i am NOT going down without a fight! I just don't know what i'm gonna do

This Guilt
Guilty as charged Throw me behind bars Throw away the key Cuz I'll never be free Chains on my heart Causing me to fall apart Shackles in my dreams at night Continuing the fight To get out of this cell My own private hell Your need for me is all I'm fed Too much more of this shit and I'll be dead My only water is my salty tears Each one accounting for one more fear It's so dark in here Where you've kept me all these years Sometimes I get outside But then there's no place to hide From you and all your lies With each one another piece of me dies You give me plenty to read But your love is what I really need

Just Something To Think About
Daddy's Poem Her hair was up in a ponytail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats. One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name, every child turned to stare. Each of them was searching, f

Broken Heart
The crushing sound of metal Is nothing compared to the crush of a heart? Like the feeling of a clenched fist Ramming its way through your soul If only there was a way to defend The hide from the truth Our last resort is hope We can hope that nothing bad will ever happen to us But in the end nothing is sacred We will one day find our souls gone We will one day find our hearts crushed The feeling that runs through your veins The shadows creeping up on your fact The ghosts moving up your spine Can’t compare to the feeling of hate The feeling trapped inside through years of neglect We will soon have the chance to unleash it The chance to expose everything We will one day be released We will set upon the world With our fists held high With out fists clenched with anger

I Am This Girl......
I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because I'm sleepy, but because I want to be closer to you... I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than in an expensive resturant... I'm the girl who says, "Okay, but you owe me..." jokingly. Not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you and I care... I'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and I will have fun because it means I am spending time with you... I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms... QUESTION IS....ARE THERE ANY TAKERS??!?!?!! I'm the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for me... I'm the girl who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. And even if we spend time apart, I'm the girl who never forgets you.. I'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss.. I'm the girl who

Trust
I've heard it said so many times "Just listen to your heart" but to understand what is being shared takes "Trust" right from the start "Trust" your eyes to lead the way to find the beauty beneath the cover it's always more than meets the eye when you find that perfect lover "Trust" the touch that is soft and tender from the hand that holds you near the feel of love flows to your core soon acceptance replaces fear "Trust" the sound of the voice inside you it knows you best of all the truth you seek is yours alone no other hears its call So trust yourself to find the way when life's journey becomes real dark trust will break the chains of doubt and let you "Listen to your Heart"

Pic Ratings Update, Everyone Needs To Just Chill Out, Quit Complaining, They Are Working On It :)
Taken from this blog http://fubar.com/blog/129660/549824 ... BOUNCERS AND ADMIN KNOW YOU CAN NOT RATE.. YOU ALSO SHOULD NOT UPLOAD OR CHANGE ANYTHING WITH YOUR PICS. THE REASON I SAY THIS IS YOU MAY LOSE THEM, NOT FOR GOOD BUT TILL THIS IS ALL FIXED!! THEY ARE UNSURE HOW LONG IT WILL TAKE. THEY ARE DOING A PICTURE DATA BASE REBOOT! PLEASE SHARE THIS WITH YOUR FRIENDS SO THAT THEY WILL CUT THE BOUNCERS A LITTLE SLACK!!!!!!!!!!

Ouch~!
ok, so we are home sweet home for good. the old house is cleaned and I turned in the keys today....one problem...I got hurt today. Jeff had to work so I had to take the drill up and take down some shelves we had put up. I forgot the step stool (remember I am only 5'4) so I climbed up on an entertainment center (where the tv goes) and set to taking it down. Well when the last screw came out...BAM~! Down it came but with it also came a soccer plaque of my daughter's....from the top shelf onto my forehead. So now I have this lovely blue knot on my forehead. It looks to be bigger than the size of a 50 cent piece and it has a cut in the middle where the edge hit me. I have had a headache all day, to say the least. And I was going to take a pic to post but the battery went dead in the camera and guess what.....I can't find the batteries yet~! I haven't unpacked them yet...what a day! I think I am protesting tomorrow and not doing anything!! I deserve a break~! I need a break~! I

Updates
well at 5 tonight my brother-in-law brought puppy in to see the vet, and right away I started to cry but the I went in with him and together we waited for the vet to come in. She came in and after talking to her we decided to run some more test (most blood work) afterwards we found out that puppy did in fact suffer from a stroke HOWEVER some of the blood work looked promising. So after talking it with the vet and deciding that perhaps a little more time and some new medicine would be worth a try. But my brother-in-law stated if she isnt any better within the next week he is going to put her down reguardless. So just to let everyone know puppy has got a second chance for about a week!

Baby Girl
As you were sleeping on my chest I watched you and wondered. Do you know how much I love you? I love you more than the earth loves the warmth of the sun. More than a rose loves the rain that gives it life. more than a bear loves her new born cub. more than a child licking a cone for the first time. more than life its self kelli. I want you to know you are my will to life. Your the one that tames my heart. Your the one that puts the smile on my face each and every day. When im weak and just want to give up your there to tell me its going to be ok and for the first time in my life I believe it when you say it because you and only you have I given all of me my trust and love. When the world seems to have letten me down once more and everyone that seemed to care has faded I turn and there you stand right by my side. You have given me so much kelli the happyness the love the caring the life I have always longed for. You know you are my everything babygirl. Making me your wife was

Interesting Day Ive Had
so .. got pissed quit my job. most of you know wtf im talking bout when i say too much bullshit to deal with for a part time not worth much job. I do NOT have time for the petty drama that place was already creating in my life. Spent the day visiting various auto places and met up with a friend for a brief chat while Melanies car was being aligned.by the way... THANKS FOR NOT REMINDING ME TO GET THE DAMN BATTERIES GRRR!(long story..dont ask) Found out something new & exciting bout my favorite hockey player in the whole wide world. He wrote two movies I have never ,but will have to, see between 2001 & 2002. Ones a sci-fi ones a horror and you KNOW I am so hunting them down to own simply because the man I named my son after wrote them.Why yes i DO know I'm kinda freaky stalker scary thanks :D

You're Unique, Just Like Everyone Else
· "The gene pool could use a little chlorine." · "All generalizations are false." · "Change is inevitable, except from a vending machine." · "Time is what keeps everything from happening at once." · "I love cats...they taste just like chicken" · "Out of my mind. Back in five minutes." · "Seen on an old, beat-up car: "This is not an abandoned vehicle." · "Forget the Joneses, I keep up with the Simpsons." · "Born Free. . . . Taxed to Death" · "Cover me. I'm changing lanes." · "As long as there are tests, there will be prayer in public schools" · "Happiness is a belt-fed weapon" · "The more people I meet, the more I like my dog." · "Laugh alone and the world thinks you're an idiot." · "Conserve toilet paper, use both sides." · "REHAB is for quitters" · "I get enough exercise just pushing my lu

To A Certin Someone
To you my friend with whom I enjoy talking to I enjoy our talk and I think about you it seems like more each day. To you I think about delievering you something in person just to see how you would react. I want to meet you but I am afraid. Afraid of falling for someone again then getting hurt once more. But in the end I keep on saying how can you enjoy life with out taking chances. So to my friend you know who you are. I say this to you I am willing to take that chance are you?

The Hampton Inn Cookie Caper
I am a frequent guest at the Hampton Inn Hotel Chain. One of the reasons I enjoy staying at the Hamptons, is becuase of the Cookies. For thoses of you who do not know, every night between 6pm and 9pm they put fresh baked cookies out for the guests. Usually an assortment of choclate chip, peanut butter and macadamia nut. Tonight, I went to the lobby at 5:55, because I like to be there when they come out of the oven. The good news was that the staff was efficient as always and had the cookies out before 6pm. The bad news...I passed a guy in the hall with a plate of cookies. They were heaping to the point it was all he could do to keep them on the plate. I should mention that this was not a desert plate, but a standard size dinner plate. Yes you guessed it, he had emptied the tray of cookies without any consideration for the other guests. As much as I travel I am constantly coming across people who either have no consideration for others. Or maybe they cant comprehend t

Only A Person Who Risks Is Free
ONLY A PERSON WHO RISKS IS FREE To laugh is to risk appearing the fool. To weep is to risk appearing sentimental. To reach for another is to risk involvement. To expose your feelings is to risk exposing your true self. To place your ideas, your dreams before a crowd, is to risk their loss. To love is to risk not being loved in return. To live is to risk dying. To believe is to risk despair. To try is to risk failure. But risks must be taken, because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing. The person who risks nothing, has nothing, is nothing. They may avoid suffering and sorrow, but they cannot learn, feel, change, grow, love, live. Chained by their attitudes they are slaves; they have forfeited their freedom. Only a person who risks is free. by: Hugh Prather

Overtime
Just got a call from my husband, which will be working overtime again tonight and lemme say it sucks ass because I haven't gotten no time with him lately, if ya know what I mean. Anyways he won't be home till 3am, sad part is I have to stay up and make him dinner then get the kids off to school which is like 6am so mama is only gonna get 3 hours of sleep.. yay....lol... I just wish my man would quit this damn job but he says it makes to good of moneys to do so...

Current Contest!!!!
Suicide Fans This Ones For You Contest Based on Number Of Rates!! Most Rates Win Prize Includes A 30 day Blast For First Place , And A Stickey'd Recognition Bulliten For 1st - 3rd Place Finalist Also If You Notice All These Pics Were Photoshop'd by Bluedemon And Will Do The Same Each Contestant If Needed More Info Click Link Below BLUEDEMON *Ellie's Fu-Hubby*(1st Deputy Chief 2nd Alarm Hotties)@ fubar

I'm Gonna Be A Second Mommy
Well, theres no one in the world that knows me better than my girl Danielle that i grew up with. We're closer than anyone could be, Lovers couldnt get this close, Shes honestly my other half. Her fiance was killed recently and her adopted child was snatched from her by the original mother for his insurance money. Looks like shes finaly gonna be a mommy again, its not for sure yet, but we're both pretty certain. She asked me to be a second mommy today, to complete her family. I'm so happy, I can't wait and i hope its a girl like haven was. I have everyone I love around me, it finaly feels like things are coming together. This year started out horrible, I've lost alot of my friends and family to death and started to rethink my phylosophy on everything bad that happens, just leads to something better. But I'm starting to not worry anymore. I cant wait to give this baby all my love and it will also save danielle from drinking herself to death. I cant replace the man she loved, and I

Great Apples
ED is driving down a country road when he sees a sign, "Apples $5.00 each." Intrigued to find out why an apple should cost that much, he stops and asks the farmer why the apples are so expensive. The farmer says, "These are special peanut butter and jelly apples. Here, try one." ED takes a bite and says, "Unbelievable; I taste the peanut butter but not the jelly." The farmer says, "Turn it around." He does and he savors a sweet jelly. The farmer says, "I've got ham and cheese apples, too, but they're $10.00 each." ED is excited, buys one, takes a bite and says, "Wow, these are great but I taste the ham but not the cheese." The farmer says, "Turn it around." He does, takes a bite and rich, creamy cheese taste fills his mouth. The farmer says, "Now, if you really like those, I've got some very special apples that cost $50.00 each. They're vagina apples." ED cannot resist and buys one. He takes a bite and says, "YUCK, these taste like sh*t!" T

Slapped In The Face
Wow, Needless to say I was playing around with my son Edward an had a hold of both his arms he had got one from me, an well slapped me across the face I have a small hand print there, lol. It was so hard it made my freakin nose run.. Oh man I didn't see it coming either, and lemme say he is grounded fer the next few days.

My Babydoll
oh baby doll with the pale pink lips, you make my mind crawl with wonderment. away from the reach of my yearning fingertips, i see you there. brand your image into my heart... you're so sly. the bite of your lip, the brush of your hair from your face, you make me cringe in awe. can't have her... can't have her... because i want her. wanting that sweet young flesh of flesh against my own... that erupting feel of you with me... baby doll across the room, i plead silently to you. raise your stare, look my way... just one glance, fill me up, gather my nerves into a buzzing storm of ecstasy. my eyes widened and waiting, a blush presses gently into your flawless cheeks... you smile at me because just because

3 Kick Rule
3-Kick RULE A lawyer went duck hunting in rural Nebraska. He shot and dropped a bird, but it fell into a farmer's field on the other side of a fence. As the lawyer climbed over the fence, an elderly farmer drove up on his tractor and asked him what he was doing. The lawyer responded, "I shot a duck and it fell in this field,and now I'm going to retrieve it." The old farmer replied, "This is my property, and you are not coming over here." The indignant lawyer said, "I'm one of the best trial attorneys in Nebraska and, if you don't let me get that duck, I'll sue you and take everything you own." The old farmer smiled and said, "Apparently, you don't know how we settle disputes in these parts of Nebraska. We settle small disagreements like this with the Husker Three Kick Rule." The lawyer asked, "What's that?" The farmer replied, "Well, because the dispute occurs on my land, First I kick you three times and then you kick me three times and so on. Back and forth unt

Sweet Blood
What have you become to me? A drug for my insanity Where is my depth, my love, my soul, Now that lust has taken a hold? Seducing you with my eyes Slithering over to your side I am a serpent of desire Wrapping myself around, ever higher My sin, such self-seeking trash Reaching out for you to grasp I'm open to receive your gaze Scrambling around in this maze Where should I go tonight, my dear? All I have left is selfish fear; And look in my mind's cavity You'll only see depravity Your veins running with sweet blood I hunger to taste your love Eyes locked in a warm embrace See the smile upon your face Sometimes I think I truly see The shameful whore inside of me I know she's there, she cannot hide; She wants to take you inside To taste your lips, to touch your hand To take your soul, breathe it in She is coming out today And all she wants with you is play But I want more than childish toys More than pleasure to fill this void Still the beast inside me knows

In Honor Of Misery
I have my doubts About being alone I am not alone Dimming light from the candles flame All the company I could ever need Days come and pass Trying to love me Like being stuck with a pin Looking for the warmth Waiting for the end of the rope To burst into flames Smile and sing a song In honor of misery See into my eyes Into the bright twinkle Of a distant starry galaxy Don't get lost in the confusion This soul is covered By an eclipse of the darkest kind Never look down For the fatal fall will tare you in two *My Damned Soul Needs Fire* To warm the cold from my heart

News 9/11 Protesters Hounding Giuliani Where Ever He Goes
News 9/11 protesters hounding Giuliani where ever he goes News 9/11 protesters hounding Giuliani where ever he goes ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: WeAreChangeFL.org Date: Oct 2, 2007 4:48 PM From: Lullaby Academy Date: Oct 2, 2007 12:28 PM Giuliani's 9/11 Albatross 9/11 protesters hounding Giuliani where ever he goes Steve Watson Infowars.net Tuesday, Oct 2, 2007 If you live by the sword, you die by the sword. That's the message 9/11 truth campaigners have been sending presidential candidate Rudy Giuliani in recent weeks as they continue to turn out in droves to expose his exploitation of the terror attacks for his own political gain. Giuliani has been confronted by 9/11 truth protesters at almost every public appearance he has made since he began officially campaigning for a White House run. Giuliani has continued to callously use 9/11 and its victims as a campaign tool, throwing fundraisers at which participants

Cycles In Heaven
Cycles in heaven When you ride ride free. When you die ride to heaven if they give you wings make sure they give you a set for your bike so you can cruise heaven the way a biker should!!! R.I.P. David Mann, Indian Larry, & Johhny Chopp.

Soulmates
Love is much a flower With petals edged like knives To cut and slash then heal To influence many lives I one saw the face of love And I dare not look again You will see soon yourself Take heart against the pain I hate to see you suffer But there's nothing I can say I could regale you with advice But you have to find your way You see, my dear, I've been there And Love has many faces For you it might be different In Time's vast and empty places So gather up your courage One step will take you there One heart to prove it all Two souls to make a pair

Kids!!
KIDS By Calvin"ColdWarrior"Harrington [Mr. Mackey] (Eric Cartman) And everyone should get along.. Okay children quiet down, quiet down Children I'd like to introduce our new substitute teacher for the day His name is Mr. Grady Children quiet down please Brian don't throw that (SHUT UP!) Mr. Grady will be your new substitute while Vince Mcmahon is out with pneumonia (HE GOT BLOWN UP!) Good luck Mr. Grady [ColdWarrior] Hi there little boys and girls (SCREW YOU!) Today we're gonna to learn how to poison squirrels But first, I'd like you to meet my friend Bob (Huh?) Say hi Bob! ("Hi Bob") Bob's 20 and still lives with his mom and he don't got a job, cause Bob sits at home and smokes pot but his ten-year old brother looks up to him an awful lot And Bob likes to hang out at the local strip spot and wait in the parkin lot for strippers off the clock when it's late and the lot gets dark and fake like he walks his dog Drag 'em in the

Re: Closing The Book On The 9-11 Cover-up
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Jennifer Date: 03 Oct 2007, 01:09 Closing the Book on the 9-11 Cover-UpTHE FINAL PHASE OF THE 9-11 COVER-UP By Christopher Bollyn 27 September 2007Six years after the worst terrorist atrocity in U.S. history, not a single lawsuit filed by the relatives of the 9-11 victims has gone to trial. With only 21 cases remaining, it appears increasingly likely that the book may be closed on the 9-11 litigation without a single case ever being heard in court. The 9-11 litigation process is approaching the final phase of the Zionist-run cover-up of what really happened on September 11, 2001. There are two recent news items, which have not been widely reported, that indicate that the walling up of the truth is nearly complete. There are just a few remaining bricks left to be put into place - about 21 to be precise - and the wall hiding the truth will be finished. 21 CASES REMAIN The first news item, from September 18, is that 14 of t

Good Joke
A man and a woman were sitting beside each other in the first class section of an airplane. The woman sneezed, took out a tissue, gently wiped her nose, then visibly shuddered for ten to fifteen seconds. The man went back to his reading. A few minutes later, the woman sneezed again, took a tissue, wiped her nose, then shuddered violently once more. Assuming that the woman might have a cold, the man was still curious about the shuddering. A few more minutes passed when the woman sneezed yet again. As before she took a tissue, wiped her nose, her body shaking even more than before. Unable to restrain his curiosity, the man turned to the woman, 'I couldn't help but notice' he said, 'that you've sneezed three times, wiped your nose and then shuddered violently. Are you ok?' 'I am sorry if I disturbed you,' she replied. 'I have a very rare medical condition; whenever I sneeze I have an orgasm.' The man, more than a bit embarrassed, was still curious. 'I have never heard of t

Here's The Thing...
I lost a friend..we had grown apart due to lack of communication. It is hard on me because I care so much about my friends. I don't really want to be social right now. I am sorry I am not leaving comments for everyone and I appreciate the concern you have shown me. I care about you all so much. I have only so much energy I can extend here for now. I have stretched it to its limits and in some instances extended it a bit too far. I have a serious crush on someone local. He doesn't know I like him so much and I won't tell him. But I hope he will be spending some time with me as often as schedules permit. I have a couple friends I adore beyond bounds and I want them to always know I will always adore them...love doesn't just end. I love my closest friends. I tell them as often as I can so they know it. Bill is my best friend here in CT he is awesome and is there for me always. Thanks Bill for letting me come to you and unload some of the weight I take upon my shoulders.

Ufc 77- Hostile Territory Fight Card
Seems a line up of fights is in place for UFC 77. Here it is plus undercard fights Main Event- Middleweight championship. Rich "ACE" Franklin(Challenger) vs anderson "The Spider" Silva(champion) Heavyweight match. Tim "The maineiac" Sylvia vs Brandon "The Truth" Vera. Light HeavyWeight match. Eric "Ravishing Red" Schafer vs Stephen "The American Psycho" Bonnar Middleweight Match Alan "The Talent" Belcher vs Khalib Starnes UNDERCARD FIGHTS!! Middleweight Match* Jason "The Athlete" MacDonald vs Yushin Okami Lightweight Match* Alvin "Kid" Robinson vs Jorge Gurgel Welterweight Match* Josh "The Peoples Warrior" Burkman vs Forrest "The Meat Cleaver" Petz Lightweight Match* Matt "The Real One" Grice vs Jason Black Predicitions from Buc 1. Rich Franklin by KO in 3rd round 2. Tim Sylvia by KO in 1st round 3. Stephen Bonnar by KO in 2nd round 4. Khalib Starnes by unanimous Decision 5. Yushin Okami by TKO in 2nd round 6. Alvin Robinson

Been Real
sorry these arent one on one and in general to all the ones that take time to read my blogs ...im done with fubar... I gave it some time said id really think it over Im not having fun here anymore and just cant seem to meet people that are real...its all about the game...well I lose because I quit playing... have fun .. toodles

My About Me
****I return the love...so sign it :P please**** What I am not here for: - GAMES...unless they come in a box with specified rules. - EXCESS DRAMA...a lot of he said/she said bullshit!!! I have enough of my own issues thanks :Þ - SEX via IM's, PM's, Keyboard, or Cam....if you truly believe I am not capable of getting it on my own locally...I have some ocean front property to sell you in Colorado(where i am from)*giggling* If you press me about nudes you may find yourself publicly humiliated as I can't smack you upside your head! *Be advised...if you only want to add me in hopes of seeing more of me...dont click that button please I am not here to get your rocks off, if you want to get lucky... buy a lottery ticket :) ***MY PRIVATE PHOTOS**** Are not nudes...so what you might think is gonna be all that is actually pictures of me with my son, daughter, or of my friends. Please don't badger me about them... if you haven't already pegged me

A Mystery Huh
Israel says it bombed Syria, but why remains a mystery By Dion Nissenbaum, McClatchy Newspapers 2 hours, 9 minutes ago JERUSALEM — Nearly a month after a mysterious Israeli military airstrike in Syria generated political aftershocks from Washington to North Korea , the Israeli government lifted its official veil of secrecy Tuesday. It didn't provide much new information about what took place on Sept. 6 , however. While its government censor cleared the way for journalists here to report that the incident had taken place, rigid rules remained in effect that ban reporting what the target was, what troops were involved or why the strike was ordered. Israel lifted its ban on reporting that the attack took place after Syrian President Bashar Assad told the British Broadcasting Corp. that Israeli jets had hit an "unused military building." But Israeli officials refused to say anything about the attack, and almost no one who'd be expected to know— from government officials t

Was Reading My Bible Today ;; Hate Begets Hate
why do parents think fighting is an answer . Hate is no answer. there are ways to stop bullies and we must remember the golden rule . Do unto others as you,d have them do unto you. Jesus said ;love them, as I have showed you love ,You love them also. So come on moms and dads , teach the kids this; we all have to live in this world and love not hate. hugs all diana

Survey2
WhAtS yOuR fAvOrItE....? TV show? Grey's Anatomy TV channel? NBC TV star? Jackass stars lol movie? The Other Sister movie star? Matt Damon movie type (horror, comedy, etc.)? Horror movie era (40's 50's recent etc.)? now type of music? Alternative band? Nickelback singer? Chad Kroeger instrument? Guitar song? Figured You Out album? Silver Side Up music video? Nine Inch Nails-Closer food? Eggplant Parmesan restaurant: Damon's fast food restaurant: Long Johns Silver ice cream flavor? Coffee candy? Anything dark chocolate soda? Pepsi alcoholic beverage? Sex on the beach Do YoU pReFeR.... mtv/fuse? fuse chocolate/vanilla? chocolate girls/boys (sexually)? boys girls/boys (friendly)? girls summertime/wintertime? wintertime springtime/fall? fall car/suv? car truck/car/suv? truck rock/country? rock hot/cold? cold slow songs/fast songs? fast songs beer/liquor? liquor

Best Quote Of 2007
Best Quote Of 2007 By Chris Rock, Comedian "You know the world is going crazy when the best rapper is a white guy, the best golfer is a black guy,the tallest guy in the NBA is Chinese, the Swiss hold the America's Cup, France is accusing the U.S. of arrogance, Germany doesn't want to go to war, and the three most powerful men in America are named Bush, Dick, and Colon."

Simple Pleasures
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Rich Date: Oct 2, 2007 9:40 AM Often people attempt to live their lives backwards; than try to have more things, or more money, in order to do more of what they want so that they will be happier. The way it actually works is the reverse. You must first be who you really are, then, do what you need to do. In order to have what you want. What really matters is what you do with what you have. You have to accept whatever comes and the only important thing is that you meet it with the best you have to give. Follow your passion. Live your life the way you want too. What makes you happy. Who has the power to stop you from being happy. Only you have that power; no one else. Your only here for a short visit. Don't hurry, don't worry. And be sure to smell the flowers along the way. Get pleasures out of life; as much as you can. Nobody ever died from pleasure. If you break your neck, if you have nothing to eat, if you don't ha