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Officer Death Statistics
THESE STATISTICS REPRESENT PRELIMINARY INFORMATION RECEIVED BY THE FBI, JANUARY THROUGH SEPTEMBER 2007: FORTY-FOUR LAW ENFORCEMENT OFFICERS HAVE BEEN KILLED DUE TO CRIMINAL ACTIONS. DURING THE SAME TIME PERIOD IN 2006, 36 OFFICERS WERE SLAIN. TWENTY-FOUR DEATHS OCCURRED IN THE SOUTH, EIGHT IN THE MIDWEST, SIX IN THE WEST, FIVE IN THE NORTHEAST, AND ONE IN PUERTO RICO. CIRCUMSTANCES INVOLVING THE 44 SLAIN OFFICERS ARE AS FOLLOWS: 11 WERE PERFORMING TRAFFIC PURSUITS/STOPS, EIGHT WERE AMBUSHED, SIX WERE ANSWERING DISTURBANCE CALLS (THREE BEING DOMESTIC DISTURBANCE CALLS), FIVE WERE ATTEMPTING OTHER ARRESTS, FOUR WERE INVESTIGATING SUSPICIOUS PERSONS OR CIRCUMSTANCES, FOUR WERE RESPONDING TO ROBBERY CALLS, TWO WERE INVOLVED IN TACTICAL SITUATIONS, ONE WAS ANSWERING BURGLARY CALL,ONE WAS HANDLING/TRANSPORTING PRISONER, ONE WAS INVESTIGATING DRUG-RELATED MATTER, AND ONE OFFICER WAS SLAIN DURING INVESTIGATIVE ACTIVITY. FIREARMS WERE USED IN 42 OF

Aussies Watch The Ch 9 Late Night News Tonight
hey all, just had to mention that my oldest brother will be on the ch 9 late night news tonight... he's currently in Belgium to perform a full military funeral for 5 WW1 Australian soldiers who were never able to return back home... he's over there doing it as he's a Sgt with his local Army Reserves unit (51st Battalion, Far North Queensland Regiment, 51FNQR) in Mareeba, Nth Qld... when i find the official video of it i'll post it here so you all can view it.

Counting Down The Days!
Ya, here in 10 days I will be 31 :( aint ready fer this... Just wish I knew fer sure if hubby was working on that day.. I wanna go out an have a good time this year, because the last few have been lame. No cake/party, going to the bar or just out to eat whatever ya know. Should be over that shit by now but hey it's all good.....lol

Officer Death Statistics
THESE STATISTICS REPRESENT PRELIMINARY INFORMATION RECEIVED BY THE FBI, JANUARY THROUGH SEPTEMBER 2007: FORTY-FOUR LAW ENFORCEMENT OFFICERS HAVE BEEN KILLED DUE TO CRIMINALACTIONS. DURING THE SAME TIME PERIOD IN 2006, 36 OFFICERS WERE SLAIN.TWENTY-FOUR DEATHS OCCURRED IN THE SOUTH, EIGHT IN THE MIDWEST, SIX IN THE WEST, FIVE IN THE NORTHEAST, AND ONE IN PUERTO RICO. CIRCUMSTANCES INVOLVING THE 44 SLAIN OFFICERS ARE AS FOLLOWS: 11 WERE PERFORMING TRAFFIC PURSUITS/STOPS, EIGHT WERE AMBUSHED, SIX WERE ANSWERING DISTURBANCE CALLS (THREE BEING DOMESTIC DISTURBANCE CALLS), FIVE WERE ATTEMPTING OTHER ARRESTS, FOUR WERE INVESTIGATING SUSPICIOUS PERSONS OR CIRCUMSTANCES, FOUR WERE RESPONDING TO ROBBERY CALLS, TWO WERE INVOLVED IN TACTICAL SITUATIONS, ONE WAS ANSWERING BURGLARY CALL,ONE WAS HANDLING/TRANSPORTING PRISONER, ONE WAS INVESTIGATING DRUG-RELATED MATTER, AND ONE OFFICER WAS SLAIN DURING INVESTIGATIVE ACTIVITY. FIREARMS WERE USED IN 42OF THE 44 KILLINGS (32 HANDGUNS,

Thursday Links: Don King, Otto & George, Eric Mcmahon, Turn On Your Paltalk, New O&a Videos, Erocktober Day 4, New Videos
LISTEN TO TODAY'S SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) Happy Thursday (Phone call, Perv News, Male Camel Toe, Fun Fact), kids! The Opie and Anthony Crew has another packed show for you today. The one and only Don King is showing up today promoting Saturday's Fight at Madison Square Garden. Our comedy pal Otto & George is also hanging out to promote tonight's gig at Caroline's. Jim Norton's pal Eric McMahon is also going to be here hanging with the boys. Remember, kids... if you want to see ANY of this goodness LIVE as it happens, Turn On Your Paltalk and go to the 'Opie and Anthony LIVE' room. Of course, if you're anything like us, you're oogling the Ladies of Paltalk, who spend most of their time in the morning TOTALLY NUDE. FlightBenefits, BabyGirl, and Redrum...we salute you and many others this morning! It's Day 4 of EROCKTOBER, so our own Erik/Erock/Sexbagel/Hawk will be the brunt of a few more jokes than usual this month. Love the Erock. Thanks to our own Sa

Hey Guys I Want To Know What's On Your Mind?
HELLO THIS IS DIAMOND, I HAVE HAD THE PLEASURE OF CHATTING WITH A LOT OF MY NEW FRIENDS AND FANS. I HAVE GOTTIN TO KNOW A LOT OF YOU GUYS.BUT I STILL NEED HELP PLEASE LET ME KNOW WHAT'S ON YOUR MIND. WE ARE ALL ADULTS HERE SO LET'S START LIKE ACTING LIKE WE ARE. I AM A VERY OPEN MIND PERSON . SO FEEL FREE TO SHARE WHAT'S ON YOUR MIND DIAMOND Touch the Darkness @ DarkCasket.com Touch the Darkness @ DarkCasket.com Touch the Darkness @ DarkCasket.com

Sexy Girl 4 Fun
hi there guys, well what can i say? Iv'e been told that im very attactive and have a really nice figure, Im a very social and outgoing girl that loves to party and meet new people and make new friends, im here on this site hoping to maybe hook up with someone for a cool time and maybe a lot more if you know what i mean?....... I would love to meet a guy that's easy going and laid back, i love a guy with a cool attitude and a talkative personality and im not really fussy about looks but i want someone that can really get a party started......LETS PARTY BABY!

This Is A Test!
THIS IS A TEST TO SEE HOW MANY GOOD FRIENDS YOU HAVE.. YOU MUST SEND IT TO AT LEAST 10 PEOPLE, INCLUDING THE PERSON WHO SENT IT TO YOU *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* You are my friend...And i hope u kno thats true...no matter what happens... i will stand by u... i will be there for u... when ever u need me... to lend a hand.... to do a good deed...so call on me....whenever u need me... i will always be there...Even to the bitter end...Send this promise to all your friends to show your friendship and watch who sends it back to u. ____xxxxxxxxxx______xxxxxxxxxxx ___xxxpassxxx xxx___xxxxxxxxxxxxx ___xxxxxxxxxxxxxx_xxxxxxxxxxxxxx ___xxxxxxxthexxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

For All Your Friends
♥.•*:•.♥If kisses were water, I will give u a sea. ♥.•*:•.♥ ♥.•*:•.♥If hugs were leaves, I will give u a tree.♥.•*:•.♥ ♥.•*:•.♥If LIFE was a planet, I will give u a galaxy.♥.•*:•.♥ ♥.•*:•.♥If friendship is life, I will give u mine.♥.•*:•.♥ ♥.•*:•.♥Best Friends Week♥.•*:•.♥ Send this to all ur good friends. ♥.•*:•.♥Even me, if i am one of them.♥.•*:•.♥ See how many u get back. If u get more than 3 u r really loved!!

Political Coup In Russia
We may soon see the slyest move ever made. Call it a coup if you like. President Vladimir Putin has found a way to get around Russia's constitutional limit of being president for a maximum of 2 terms. Since he is elegible to candidate for a third term, why not just take it? HOW???? You ask. Well, turns out the man is no fool, and looks like he is gonna do on the big stage things, the way just about everything get's done around here. Even though he cannt candidate for President, there is nothing stooping to candidate for the position of Prime-minister. He will be nominated (and elected) as Chair of the largest polical party in Russia (United Russia). Putin has also nominated one of his lackey's, a virtual nobody wo is more faithful than a litter of puppies, to be elected as the next president. With Putins backing, this nobody is a shoe in. When Putin gets elected as Prime-minister, after a short but acceptable interval, the nobody president will have something drastic happen to hi

Tewdope™ Vs Brown Eyed Papi™ - Yesterday Final Figures
Ha ha ha ha TewDope™ VS Brown Eyed Papi™ Got some major help last night that TewDope™ had to start begging for help to beat me!!!!! TewDope™ is fucking awesome for playing along, Hope you Fu's have a Great Day!!!!!

To All The Men On My List
If we woke up naked together, using only 3 words what would you say? Tell me in a private message and then repost it titled "To all the men on my list" or "To all the ladies on my list" See how many crazy answers you get! (Put Your Answers In the Comments,Don't be Shy, Have Fun!!!!!)

+"boycott Oakland, Califoolya"
From a bulletin today....I don't know if I should include the OP's screen name or not..????mmmmmno I guess.(You don't have to read the whole thing, the last 2 paragraphs have all the vitamins.) "BOYCOTT OAKLAND CALIFORNIA! (repost) date: 2007-10-03 18:26:54 RETURNING TROOPS NOT ALLOWED INTO OAKLAND AIRPORT TERMINAL On September 27th 204 Marines and soldiers who were returning from Iraq were not allowed into the passenger terminal at Oakland International Airport. Instead they had to deplane about 400 yards away from the terminal where the extra baggage trailers were located. This was the last scheduled stop for fuel and food prior to flying to Hawaii where both were based. The trip started in Kuwait on September 26th with a rigorous search of checked and carry on baggage by US Customs. All baggage was x-rayed with a “backscatter”,machine AND each bag was completely emptied and hand searched. After being searched, checked bags were marked and immediately placed in

Adventurous!!
Yeah so last night me and Chris sat outside of a movie set waiting for Pacino and DeNiro. Actually we ran into a friend of ours from high school that I'd had a crush on since freshman year and you know what? After seeing him again, I realized I still do. lol. but that's not the point. My main goal in meeting Pacino was to rape em! Which of course will have to be postponed cause he got away. lol. he did wave at us though. So anywho, after Razul and Jason left me and Chris held out til quarter after 11... why? Cause we met 50 Cent! YEAH! I was so excited, he shook my hand and signed this scrap of paper I had. lol. and you know what? he's actually pretty fucking fine in person! Tonight after Chris gets outta work, we're going back. Come hell or high water we're getting either Pacino or DeNiro!

This Morning
I did an odd thing today, this AM. I woke up early this morning felt the need to make a couple offering bundles. you know? I took them outside to place on the 4 directions stones and one in the center . Then did a special prayer over for abundance for the center one... Then, placing them and sat down in the glider; hawk came down and stood on the cedar stump. ( Hawk is a totem messenger ... ) He hopped to the center stone and watched me. so I prayed again. He then took the bundle and flew off out of sight in distance. It was very intense for me. Felt like a sign of some sort... Him taking the message and offering away like that. Perhaps someone heard and was listening to my thoughts. Aho.

I've Come To Realize...
1. I've come to realize that, my ex is: is only human even if I couldn't live with him anymore 2. I've come to realize that, I talk : as much as I can listen and that is a good balance of communication 3. I've come to realize that, I love : passionately and fully with every ounce of my being 4. I've come to realize that, I have: much to be thankful for even though I have my bad days 5. I've come to realize that, I lost : some things in my life that I miss dearly but if I lost them, it was not mine to begin with. 6. I've come to realize that, I hate it when : people judge you because no one has the right to judge you unless they spend a week walking in your shoes. 7. I've come to realize that, I'll always be: the gal who puts others first. 8. I've come to realize that, Marriage is: the number one cause of divorce. (ok I am trying to be funny but it is the truth as far as I am concerned) 9. I've come to realize that, somewhere, someone is thinking

A Brief Thursday Greeting!
Good morning/good afternoon! We have a Mercury Retrograde starting on October 12! Forewarned is forearmed, lol! Remember that Mercury Retros are a time for revisiting, review, etc. - all the going back over things. You should not start anything new or purchase anything major during these periods of time. Communication, in all its various forms, can get totally garbled! I will try hard to keep my Gemini mouth shut, as much as possible, lmao! Yeah, I know - that's a hard one for me! For those who did not see my middle of the night blog, lol, my dear friend with health problems is back online with us, going by the name Putare! I've added him back onto my family list. Please show him all the love and support you can! I would appreciate that so very much. He is a dear man and a Warrior in so many ways! I start treating clients at 9 a.m. again - another long day for me. Have a glorious Thursday, dear friends! Much love and warm hugs for one and all! Blessings, and lots of 'em

Atticus Is Just About 1
Atticus had his 12month appointment today!!! My big boy.. At birth he was 9lbs 6oz and 21.5 inches Today he was 21lbs 8oz *he actually lost 2lbs in a month!?!? according to WIC he was 23lbs12oz last month at weight check* and he is 29.5 inches! Tall and skinny! but he doesnt look skinny when he is nakey...hahaha silly. anyway.. So he had to get his Iron checked and they did a lead test today.. OMG i should have made John take him for that.. it was soo sad.. he had that look of MOmmy whhhhhhhhhhhhhhy. Then i had to go get Olivia and take her to the lab for her Iron test.. We sat there until 3pm and still hadnt been seen so i said Fudge it and left.. we will go back in the Am when its not so busy. So we went to the store.. DDs first where i got all 4 of the kids new PJs livia of course Cinderella! Melanie pink ones, Atticus puppies and Caylee Sponge bob... Then went to the grocery store and spent a ridiculous amount of money on 4 bags of food.. I hate that 2 gallons of Milk is now

Raw Head And Bloody Bones
Way back in the deep woods there lived a scrawny old woman who had a reputation for being the best conjuring woman in the Ozarks. With her bedraggled black-and-gray hair, funny eyes - one yellow and one green - and her crooked nose, Old Betty was not a pretty picture, but she was the best there was at fixing what ailed a man, and that was all that counted. Old Betty's house was full of herbs and roots and bottles filled with conjuring medicine. The walls were lined with strange books brimming with magical spells. Old Betty was the only one living in the Hollow who knew how to read; her granny, who was also a conjurer, had taught her the skill as part of her magical training. Just about the only friend Old Betty had was a tough, mean, ugly old razorback hog that ran wild around her place. It rooted so much in her kitchen garbage that all the leftover spells started affecting it. Some folks swore up and down that the old razorback hog sometimes walked upright like man. One fe

'twas Halloween Night
'Twas Halloween night as I leaped from my bed, With thoughts of amusement going through my head. Turned off my computer and thought as I may Of vampires of old and vampires of today. Of spooky old movies and Halloween parties, Of course trick or treating (hope they don't hand out Smarties). And witches and ghosts and gravediggers, I fear, So that old haunted house, I will never go near. When you see spooky places, just take my advice, And don't go in rooms filled with ghosts, bats, and mice. So don't risk your life going looking for spooks, Just go to a party with some good friendly kooks. Or gather your family, carve a pumpkin and think What to have your kids do, and go pick up a drink. Tell a joke to your friends, but be careful, you'll see That a couple wrong moves might mean eternity. Now put on that costume and dress yourself up. You can be Ninja Nun or that RCA Pup. But be very careful or else you might see That ghosts and vampires aren't really PC.

Shivers
Bushes quiver where shadows lean, and not a sliver of moon is seen. Near the river some goblins (green) with a witch in front and a ghost in between Make me sh..i..vvvver, but I am keen about the shivers of Halloween.

Youth And Beauty
A mist creeps in Through a crack in the door Father and kids sleep soundly Mothers feet touch the floor. Feeling a presence In the room below She walks to the stairs And looks at the warm fire's glow. Reflecting off the wall Made of mortar and stone She creeps down slowly To see who was in her home. A handsome man Of gyspsy descent Sits quietly in a chair She already knows his intent. He has been here Many times before He arches his eyebrow She falls to the floor. Her body shivers Waiting for the kiss That will bring her to An orgasmic bliss He plays with her body Like a well tuned guitar This night is different though Tonight he will take her far Into the next life And even beyond This morning's sunrise Was her very last dawn. He plunged his teeth In the soft skin of her neck He dranks all of her blood On her cheek, he placed a peck. He fed her his blood In droplets falling on her tongue From

House Cleaning
To all my Family, Friends As you all know, from various sources, I am in a contest at the moment...it's nothing special...more of a popularity thing...there is no month long blast...no vip staus at the end of it, but being that I am in it...I want to win. During the past year (or more), I have help numerous people win contests, grow in levels, etc.....well it is my turn....if i could get all my "Family, Friends and Fans" to leave 5 comments each, I would win hands down, but it looks like the "family/friends" are not really such.....so, I am now forced to make a move.....If by the end of this contest I do not see comments form family/friends....I am going to start deleting them from my list to make room for new family/friends....those who will stand by another family member.....To stay on my family/friends list...you must leave at leat 5 comments on the pic below....One more thing, to comment on the pic, you must request a friend status with the page owner. tHIS IS THE LINK TO THE

Tranny Sleep Over
Ok so that dude with the warts came by my drive up window while i was flipping mc egg patties. I got his digits whoo hoo! Should i invite shim for a sleepover party in my moms basement? I dont wanna come off to desperate for cock but damn that 2 inch dick he has and 9 inch long clit hes got just gets me wet.mmm im gonna have some cock pie tonight :D

Wolves - Poetry
Not Alone Strong graceful wolf Lone howl in the night A chilly wind; the crunch of my feet Blood rising to my face Frozen and lonely; desolate. Tracy Durnell Straight Through our Hearts Miles in the sky it seems The lone wolf looks over his world encompassed by darkness Lit only by the cresent moon One would wonder what passes Through his mind Only he knows Would it be a game of deception Or could it possibly be Only looking for prey Could it be that he is sad for us When he sees what we are doing To ourselves and his own Maybe What makes his passioned cries Pierce our very souls Is it mearly to attract others or Do we feel the pain of knowing With every wolf cry Because of us Many things die

Waiting
Waiting on time Waiting in lifes lines Days go by and time passes blind My dreams and feelings are scatterd And left behind under skies of blue My head is congested with thoughts of only you Waiting throughout my life because I love only you .

Hunter Or Hunted
Rather then get caught up in the who said what trivialities of life why not rise above it and recongnize your full potential or at least try people will say or do whatever to unnerve you or bring you down to their level but the smart ones rise above.

Wolves
Early American Indians and settlers existed together in harmony with the wolf. Respected as a wise and cunning hunter, many of the wolf's ways were adopted by these pioneers. It wasn't until the white man became a "shepherd", later to be known as the rancher; raising livestock for food instead of hunting wild game, that the wolf became a threat to him, and therefore his enemy. The inherent nature of the white man is to control that which he does not understand, otherwise destroy it. As he began to hunt wild game as a sport, this further decreased the wolf's popularity. As a result, he set out to destroy the wolf and nearly succeeded. As civilization rapidly progressed, he continued to distance himself further from the wilderness, while the wolf remained a wild predator. Debra McCann Today, the wolf represents the symbol of our wilderness, a world which man has long since forgotten. We are just now making the attempt to protect and preserve the wolf as an e

Libra - October 4,2007
Daily Horoscope: Libra For October 4,2007 You're stymied by a big issue, but the best answer to that is to pull back and focus on life's small pleasures. Give it some time and you should find that a solution becomes obvious pretty soon.

Hospitals & Nurses (1)
Hospitals & Nurses (1)March 18, 2002aDICKt I knew that this was a mistake. I let my doctor talk me into taking time out of my way tooooo busy schedule to help with some research. Yes....they were gonna compensate me. But this is so stupid. Wait....take a deep breath. I'm just bent out of shape because I got lost in this maze of doors and hallways. Maybe this is part of the research, and they're watching me on the monitors like a lab rat. The nurse at the info desk had said second door on the right....down the halway through the door on the left....first left, third right...and now. I'd don't know where I'm at. I think I hear an elevator or something, so I try to follow the sound. Hmmmm, now it sound like voices down this corridor. At the end of the corridor, I open the door to hear a moaning. I start to back out until I realize it sounds .... no, it can't be. I've got to look. I know I shouldn't, but it sounds so pleasurable. I move slowly into the room, realizing the sound is

Women And Wolves
A healthy woman is much like a wolf, strong life force, life-giving, territorily aware, intuitive and loyal. Yet seperation from her wildish nature causes a woman to become meager, anxious, and fearful. The wild nature carries the medicine for all things. She carries stories, dreams, words and songs. She carries everything a woman needs to be and know. She is the essence of the female soul... With the wild nature as ally and teacher, we see not through two eyes only, but through the many eyes of intuition. With intuition we are like the starry night, we gaze at the world through a thousand eyes. It does not mean to lose one's primary socializations. It means quite the opposite. The wild nature has a vast integrity to it. It means to establish territory, to find one's pack, to be in one's body with certainty and pride, to speak and act in one's behalf, to be aware, to draw on the innate feminine powers of intuition, to find what one belongs to, to rise with dignity, to proceed

Why Don't You And I
Since the moment I spotted you Like walking around with little wings on my shoes My stomach's filled with the butterflies...and it's alright Bouncing round from cloud to cloud I got the feeling like I'm never going to come down If I said I didn't like it then you know I'd lied Everytime I try to talk to you I get tongue-tied Seems like everything I say to you Comes out wrong and never comes out right So I'll say 'why don't you and I get together and take on the world and be together forever Heads we will and tails we'll try again So I say why don't you and I hold each other and fly to the moon and straight on to heaven Cause without you they're never going to let me in And slowly I begin to realize this is never going to end Right about the same you walk by And I say 'Oh here we go again' When's this ever going to break? I think I've handled more than any man can take I'm like a love-sick puppy chasing you around And it's alright Bouncing round from cloud to

It's Been A While
Well it's been a while since I posted anything on here... said much about what's going on in my life... I suppose consult older entries for the back story.. So the last couple of weeks have been a little strange for me. One of the factors contributing to the strangeness is.. Going 30 or so hours without sleep.. on more then one occasion.. sleep patterns shifting around so you go from waking up and 5 pm to 2 am to some other time.. hoping to become a day person somewhere in there... all the while trying to persue various job leads.. and getting ready for an up coming convention.. and trying to get all my stuff in order for that... It feels like.. well just like a constant state of trying to wake up.. but literally and figuratively.. As we speak I'm copying audio files off of my portable audio recorder onto one of my hard drives.. I'm trying to record a comment to a big time podcaster.. this will be my first time trying so.. the podcaster in question actually asked m

How Bad Do You Wish To Talk With Aliens?
Good Morning… ok this has got to be my first and last note on this subject. Do you know that if you want, you can pay a company X amount of dollars to have a star named after you? You can buy a star for someone you love… You can also send messages into space just in case that special Alien is out there listening and perhaps wishes to make your acquaintance. Also before I push aside and let you read that story. Astronomers believe that a second Earth is being formed…Does that mean if you hate this one you can jump off and take a timeshare on the Second Earth? Perhaps all those messages sent up there in the sky to the great unknown were intercepted by aliens and they heard the cries of those in need… in needs of that special alien ear… you know the green one…or is it milky white? Hmmm inquiring minds wish to know… But I digress. So if you are interested in what messages some people have given this company below to send into outer space… Outer Space… the new frontier… boldly going to…STOP

My Heart!
Shhh!! Listen; can you hear it beating? The silent, thump, thump, thumping? Sounding like the flapping wings of a dove? That is my heart saying, “I am in love.” Awaken my heart! Meet the man who came along and breathed life into you. Look closely, those eyes can not lie, call out heart – call him to be by your side! Rest easy dear heart your search is over now, your one and only has finally come to town. Dear heart beat quietly – like a distant drum you found the best that could ever come! Sinan is the name of my true heart I hope he will never want to depart. Shhh, listen, there’s not one heart beating – but two that’s the love making sounds coming from me to you! LSR 29 September 2007 2030 hours To my love From Lori

Real Life Update
Hey all, for those that noticed the recent statuses/blog of packing and such, i'm staying with a friend in chicago for awhile. for those that knew and wanted to know, i did arrive safe and sound and my computer is expected back later today ;) once everything's settled in, i'll be around more again. for those that don't have a clue what i'm talking about, just know i'm safe and everything's fine... for those that do, thanks for your support, i love you guys Sin

What Do I Stand For.
My name is KARMA as in comes back 10 times harder to smack you in the face.you can't hide from me,there's nowhere for you to run.i'm in the dark of the night,i'm in the shadow of the sunlight.in the misty rain.in the deep forest KARMA could be the person right next to you.that is why there are no photos of me.i don't have a face all you will see is the reason i am here for justice of everything equal.i am also the bad weather that comes when least expected.my wrath strong & powerful.none can deny,but only take shelter.i will always be,even when the storm is gone...KARMA will just be getting started.

Ecstasy Sagas Ch. 01
Ecstasy Sagas Ch. 01 by Mirari © Fairies' Breeder The night was warm and clear as Ron walked the empty path of the park. Coming to a bench he sat down under the light on the path. Closing his eyes he was unaware of the small creatures watching him. Slowly they came upon him as he rested. Bussing around him light small orbs of light they circled him. Their numbers grew as more swirled around him growing brighter as more came from the trees surround in the bench where Ron rested. Suddenly his body began to shrink. Opening his eyes he watched in horror as the world around him grew larger and the flying lights grew bigger. Finally realizing what had happen he stood up on the bench. Looking up one of the lights slowly floated down landing on a piece of the bench. Ron strained his eyes to focus on the orb of light standing before him. As it moved forward the light dimmed allowing Ron to see the form of a woman. Her skin was a soft tan peach, her hair a blue green color that sparke

Earth Day Chance
Earth Day Chance by Jenny_Jackson © Kate stepped out of her apartment and walked to the corner. She knew it wouldn't be long before a tram came by for the short trip to the observatory. "What could Jack be planning for Earth Day and why there?" she wondered. She had never heard of a party to celebrate the event. Somehow, all things considered, it just did not seem appropriate. The tram arrived and Kate climbed the three steps to board, dropped a token in the slot and took a seat. The tram moved away from the corner and gained speed. Soon, the tram was moving very fast on the throughway toward the western end of the city. Already, the great dome of the observatory could be seen at the farthest end where the lights of the city would least confuse the vision of any observer. When the tram stopped, Jack was waiting for Kate. "Good. You made it," he said, giving her a hug and a kiss on the cheek. "The party will begin shortly. Nearly everyone it here." "Who is everyone, Jack?"

Hand Prints In The Sand
There are four young girls playing together on the beach and have fun. Two white girls, an colored girl, and an Asian girl. They play and laugh together. They make each other wet, and do all the fun things. Finally the build a sandcastle, each girl makes a hand print from themselves in the castle. It's evening now, and the girls are home. Now you tell me please, which hand print is from which girl?

My Military Support And Flag Pictures
I am so sorry everyone! I have been so busy and distracted that I didn't notice that I had set two folders to friends only that should be for everyone! My Military and Flags pictures are for everyone to enjoy...Please feel free to rip any of them after rating AND commenting on them...Thank you! P.S. If I am your fan...please come back and check these pictures out especially...you will see why I am your fan!

Last Name
It's harder than it looks! Use the 1st letter of your LAST name to answer each of the following... They have to be real places, names, things... nothing made up! Try to use different answers if the person in front of you had the same 1st initial. You CAN'T use your name for the boy/girl name question. My last name: Fairchild Famous Artist/Band/Musician: Fats Domino Five-letter word: Fruit US State? Florida Boy name: Frank Girl Name: Fran Occupation: Free lance photographer Something You Wear: Flip Flops Celebrity: Frank Sinatra Something found in a kitchen: Food Reason for Being Late: Fucking Something you shout: Freaking A Body Part: Foot

Horoscope
Daily Horoscope: Leo For October 4,2007 No matter how weird things get today, you stay centered and able to handle almost anything. Angry customers and screaming kids are much easier to work with than usual and everything works out well. LOL let's hope so it's gonna be a busy busy day :)

Oct 4 Love
Dear tawnya, Here is your couple's love horoscope for Thursday, October 4: Things aren't working out the way you and your darling had hoped, but believe it or not, they're working out the way they should. It's a fine distinction, but once you two take the bird's-eye view, you'll see it's true.

Heroes Tv Show
Heroes TV Show "Heroes is an American Emmy Award-nominated science fiction drama tv show, created by Tim Kring, which premiered on NBC on September 25, 2006. The show tells the story of several people who ""thought they were like everyone else... until they realized they have incredible abilities"" such as telepathy, time travel, flight and instantaneous regeneration. These people soon realize they have a role in preventing a catastrophe and saving mankind. The series emulates the writing style of American comic books with short, multi-episode story arcs that build upon a larger, more encompassing arc. Kring said ""we have talked about where the show goes up to five seasons."" When the series premiered in the United States, it was the night's most-watched program among adults aged 18-49, attracting 14.3 million viewers overall and receiving the highest rating for any NBC drama premiere in five years." http://www.squidoo.com/heroes-tv-show/ heroes, heroes tv, heroes tv s

Deleting Fubar
Me: (to the girl) Tell him that if you can stick a dick in his ass, you'l let him stick his in yours. It hurts. And you won't be able to shit right for a week. Guy: It don't hurt everyone so why say something that isn't true? Me: Maybe your butthole's more loose than mine. Guy: Highly doubt it. But if you want to be a cunt, be one. You don't bother me a bit. Me: You said that it doesn't hurt everyone. I assumed you've have had it done before. I merely made a (blunt) statement. Sorry if it offended you. Grow some balls and please don't call me a cunt. Guy: I pay my internet bill, not you, and say what I want, when I want. Don't like it, too bad. Me: I pay my own internet bill, too. And everyone's entitled to their own opinions. So here's mine: I'm gonna stop wasting my time replying to you because you're 32-years-old and probably just pissed off because you haven't been getting laid lately. I'm also going to block you because overly emotional fucks like you irritate me. So all I c

Brief Note In The Middle Of The Night!
Couldn't sleep, so here I am, lol! My dearest friend with the health problems has chosen to rejoin the Fubar community! Glenn is going by Putare and is added to my family list again. Please check him out and give lots of love and support. He is a very special man, indeed! I will probably be online briefly in the morning, as I have a 9 a.m. client to treat again. It will be a late night as well, as I have a meeting of sorts at 6 p.m. - if I don't decide to blow this one off, lmao! Good night again, everyone! Love, hugs, and blessings! Later! Muahz!

The Attack Of The Camwhore Pt 2: The Return Of Monica
Man PieDaDDY must have left a real good impression on this camwhore. She found me about 8 hrs later and made a new account just for me. She seemed desperate for some PieDaDDY cock LMAO monica: hi monica: remember me hun? ->PieDaDDY: yeah sure! I joined that site but the girl that was on cam said she didn't know you >PieDaDDY: and she was shaved too..I didnt like her at all and she charged me 200.00 to dress like an elf monica: when did you register?? monica: cancel your registration hun ->PieDaDDY: u disappeartoday so maybe it was then monica: i told you to register for me.. monica: i even waited you monica: then register now for me.. ->PieDaDDY: yes but you left and I was so horny. I need to have my sexy elf pussy monica: i am more hot and pretty that the girl you seen monica: cancel it now hun ->PieDaDDY: yes but you have a fake pic you could be as ugly as she was..oh she was horrible. She almost didnt make me cum monica: go to customer support

Am I Ugly???
I was on a website that I'm also addicted to tonight and I added a picture with the name 'ImaClassyBitch' (you know because I am) and the very first comment I get within 1 minute of setting up the page is "No, your a fat bitch" with the rating of a one. Also just for kicks to see how many people in the world thinks I'm as cute as I say I am I add a picture of myself on HotorNot, I check my rating and its a 4.7. Thats very depressing I don't think I'm a 4.7, I'm atleast a 7, 7.5 on a good day. And I know I'm a big girl but I don't need no DUMB ASS commenting that I'm not classy I'm just fat. To all my blog readers Do you think I'm ugly????

Dreamland
So gently they came out Almost a whisper of a sound They mingled with the stillness And a feeling so profound I first heard those words Such a long time ago But now my world has smiled My face began to glow. I longed to hear those words again Bringing the winds of change I no longer felt I had to abstain From feeling joy instead of pain I said those words first So soft yet so sweet Magically and lovingly Our eyes would meet He reply came next Forever to endear As those wonderful words Now flowed into my ears "I love you!" I said, And my words echoed back From my lover's lips they came Precise and intact My spirit soon stirred My soul was renewed My heart beat loudly As my thoughts flew Over hills and valleys Through time and space I kissed him sweet lips Gently caressing his face My tears flowed freely Gentle tracks down my cheeks Overwhelmed by my silence I was unable to speak Always and forever are These moments with you They wil

Itchy Bitchy Spider
Im so nervous, I think my spider is going to molt. She walked trough different stages and I think she's in the final one now. She is making a web now on the floor of her living area, she didnt eat for weeks and she doesnt have the beautiful glow anymore... I cant wait to see her molt, because she must grown bigger then she is already... Im going out shopping... cant stand the heat. Not my spider in the movie, but its interesting to see a molting.

Bored
It's almost 4 am where I am and I'll still up on the computer. My boo is about to wake up to go to work in about an hour and a half and right now as he turns over and scratches his ass he probably thinks that I'm right next to him snoring my brains out, but nope I'm sitting at my dest on this site, my new addiction next to MySpace looking around trying to establish myself on this site, I hope it works, I want to be none. I should probably get to sleep, I am tired. I'll go to bed in an hour

This One Is For V. V.!!
This blog is all about V.V.,if you don't know who he is then your F*cking out of luck. Ok,to get this one started I'm going to give you the top 5 reasons I'm crazy for V.V.,hehe. 1)I fell inlove with his vocie on 12/22/2002. 2)I fell inlove with his laughter and his silly side on 4/3/2003. 3)The more I tried to push him out of my life ,the more life pushed him at me.(couldn't go anywhere with out my friends talking about him) 4)On 11/25/2004 it became a hate/love thing for me. 5)Now at this time I count him as being the only guy that hasn't let me down,so far that is. There you have it my top 5 reason's I'm crazy for V.V.,hehe. I know what your all thinking ya,ya,who your trying to kid, his got a great body to go with that vocie,but truth be told,I didn't know what he looked like untill 8/8/2005,so stick that up where the sun don't shine people. Anyhow,moving on!! As great as V.V. is, he wouldn't be where he is with out the rest of the band. What can I say their just as great as

In The Name Of Peace
I don't know who wrote this but it is worth pondering. It makes sense to me, but what can I do? I am a member of the "silent majority". Subject: IN THE NAME OF PEACE A man whose family was German aristocracy prior to World War Two owned a number of large industries and estates. When asked how many German people were true Nazis, the answer he gave can guide our attitude toward fanaticism. "Very few people were true Nazis," he said, "but many enjoyed the return of German pride, and many more were too busy to care. I was one of those who just thought the Nazis were a bunch of fools. So, the majority just sat back and let it all happen. Then, before we knew it, they owned us, and we had lost control, and the end of the world had come. My family lost everything. I ended up in a concentration camp and the Allies destroyed my factories." We are told again and again by "experts" and "talking heads" that Islam is the religion of p

A Moment Of Sadness A Lifetime Of Pain
When I look into those eyes all I can see is the pain and anguish you've been through The trust and love are gone replenished with loneliness and regret Holding on to a past you wish you still had breaking into a thousand pieces holding it in unable to show anyone Feelings of loneliness creeoing in, wanting the love of another, craving that special touch unable to get close Wanting, needing, craving,knowing the happiness that would be Regret as you move on to the next one night stand Questions could I really be happy? maybe this one won't do the same horrible things could there really be another who understands me so well? Can I trust to love another? A deep sinking feeling as the chance slips past left with nothing but a thought of what would've been had I opened up to you feeling as though I've let my 'one' disappear into a dream I once had.

A Love For All Eternity
Blood of my blood, heart of my heart and soul of my soul. Together we are, together we will stay. Forever and always, my sexyeyed prince. How I wish the distance that seperates our souls could be a window to another time. Where our souls fly free on the wings of love, as it was so meant to be. Never have I felt such a warmth within my heart, as I have found in you. This is what your heart says to me, when we are connected within our minds. To touch in mind and love the soul, forever my love will beat for thee. (A love for all eternity)

Do You Know?
Push it down, shove it in my face pull me right back to you bringing me to this point my heart just breaks how could you leave so far away A promise yet left empty a word taken for granted a pharse that meant so much do you feel it or am I wasting time trying to bring it all back I still love you.

Dreamers
A dreamer lost in a fantasy is nothing more than a dreamer. A warrior without a battle is still a warrior. My heart without you is just a meager broken object with nothing left to give or have. A piece lost forever never to be found I gave it to you, nothing can replace the fast pace at which my heart beats when I hear your voice, nothing can recover my heart from the grasp you hold. Piercing each piece of my soul as you try to run away. Are you really gone? Am I holding on to a memory of who I once gave a fragile heart to? Forever I sing your song of love...This is HEAVEN

Guys Never Do This
LEAVE YOUR SHIRT FOR HER TO SLEEP IN LEAVE HER CUTE TEXT MESSAGES. KISS HER IN FR0NT 0F Y0UR FRIENDS. TRUST HER 0VER EVERY0NE ELSE. TELL HER SHE L00KS BEAUTIFUL. L00K HER IN THE EYES WHEN Y0U TALK T0 HER. LET HER MESS WITH Y0UR HAIR. MESS WITH HER HAIR. JUST WALK AR0UND WITH HER. INCLUDE HER IN ALL THINGS Y0U D0. F0RGIVE HER F0R HER MISTAKES. L00K AT HER LIKE SHE'S THE 0NLY GIRL Y0U SEE. TICKLE HER EVEN WHEN SHE SAYS ST0P. H0LD HER HAND EVEN WHEN Y0U ARE AROUND Y0UR FRIENDS. WHEN SHE STARTS SWEARING AT Y0U TELL HER Y0U L0VE HER. LET HER FALL ASLEEP IN Y0UR ARMS. GET HER MAD, THEN KISS HER. TEASE HER & LET HER TEASE Y0U BACK. STAY UP WITH HER ALL NIGHT WHEN SHES SICK. WATCH HER FAV0RITE M0VIE WITH HER KISS HER F0REHEAD. GIVE HER THE W0RLD. WRITE HER LETTERS. LET HER WEAR Y0UR CL0THES. WHEN SHES SAD, HANG 0UT WITH HER. LET HER KN0W SHE'S IMP0RTANT. LET HER TAKE ALL THE PH0T0S 0F Y0U SHE WANTS. KISS HER IN TH

Sex
im here to make new friends and well make real close a horny wamen.lol im Harold im 20 i like t please so if i can please you ladies name just name it ok. o i like to study talk and think of sex i like it rough but a the same time gentle ill always try every thing once to. well thats it for now ladies please comment

Friends And Fans!
I have noticed that alot of the people on my list are here for the points, which isnt bad, but dang, when do you come around again? I could honestly say if you popped up i would rate, can't go hunt you all down. show some luv and i will do the same!

Check Me Out
posted lots of new pics of me in my default album..looking for ratings,comments adds,crushes and lots of fans..so if you love what you see..tell me,show me love,buy me gifts...all the love i will give back...can reach me on yahoo. thewolfwhowalksalone_2005.. well ladies step on up and lets see who really loves me the very most....

Omg Omg!!!
Ok, so I am trying really hard to get some sleep, but it does not appear its going to happen anytime soon.... I have a certain someone on a bus right now, coming to see me...I am nervous as hell but also very excited that he is coming to see me.... I am not telling who, and probably won't until he leaves so I can see if its worth talking about....I think it is, but I'm not going to jinx it... I'm really not superstitious, but you never know in these situations...I don't talk too much about the people I plan to meet or am meeting, but I am really trying to find a way to wear myself out so I can get some damn sleep.... He will be here in about 11 hours....I can hardly contain myself....lol Ok, I quit rambling on now......I am going to go fold some laundry or something....

I'm Only A Nice Guy To Those That Deserve It, Otherwise, Well You Know!
nice guys still finish lastTo every guy that's said, "You're beautiful."To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait"To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the stateline) to see her.To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down.To every guy who has given her flowers just because.To every guy that said he would die for her.To every guy that really would.To every guy that did what she wanted to do.To every guy that cried in front of her.To every guy that she cried in front of.To every guy that holds hands with her.To every guy that kisses her with meaning.To every guy that hugs her when she's sad.To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all.To every guy who would give their jacket up for her.To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe.To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutesTo every guy that would give his seat up.To every guy that just wants to cuddle.To every guy that reassure

My Desire
It’s the way he looks at me The way his eyes roam That makes me feel wanted He whispers lightly in my ear As he gropes at my hips He says, “I need you, baby You’re the reason I exist.” I understand his every desire Yet, I am so unafraid He wants to possess me Control me, call me his own I’m drowning in his passion Overcome by his heat He slams me up against the wall Ravenous for my heart beat How could I have let him so close? Is it possible that he really cares? He's such a beautiful friend How could I ever let him go!? Guided from the dark by him Living in this crazy dream How can I refuse him? He was my redeemer, my savior He led me from the darkness Took me from the alleys of the dead Freed my scars from their past By him, I was accepted It’s the way his hands roam It’s the way his eyes look at me It’s the way his lips kiss me Pinned beneath him upon the floor My fingers trailing along his back He presses down against me And my breaths become harsh

Bored At 2 Am
soooo...this seems to be a lackluster reason for a blog...some might say so..but im just learning this site and said to myself... "self, your page sucks. What are you gonna do about it?" well people..there isn't a fubar help site...ok maybe there is..but ya know what...i don't have the time..nor do i want to put forth the effort to do it... so, maybe what im asking for at 2:20 in the morning is a request from my "fubar family and friends" to send me a nifty, or unique, idea...via fumail (sp?)....to give it a lil spunk.. and i know if patheticism was a word, i think this blog might be it..but its late and not having a cool fubar page....to say the least im losing sleep over it..hahaha... if you've ever talked to me..ya know thats not the case...but non the less, I HAVE A BLOG NOW BITCHES!!! hope to hear from ya'll....be cool. take it light.

I Have A Winner!
Winner is... Bobbybones~Dirty South Crew~D&DC~Fu Hubby to Jenny' Congratulations! The answer to my contest is... I have a song in my music player titled Rest In Peace by James Marsters. James played Spike in Buffy. The song was preformed by James Marsters in the episode "Once Again with Feeling". Bobbybones has won a 1 month VIP or 7 day blast... his choice! Again Congratulations. And thank you to all who participated. Watch for future contests!

Virtual Keyboard
Celluon(www.celluon.com) expects to launch its virtual laser keyboard ‘CL850’ in Korea market in early-September, which offers similar input environment with existing keyboards. The CL850 is portable input device adopting the company’s sensor module which recognizes locations and movements of fingers and transmits the inputs recognized by the sensor to user’s device. As a successor of CL800BT, it adopted Bluetooth and USB connectivity with which you can connect the virtual keyboard to your desktop pc and other mobile devices such as laptop and PMP. Suggested price is expected to be between 100,000(KRW) and 200,000(KRW).

Little Girl All Alone
Sitting on a bench in Central Park was a little girl looking sad. A hump on her back looking awkward and strange; tugged my heart strings to say hello. I sat down beside her and asked for her name Angel she smiled and said. I talked to her about happier times about smiles and beautiful things. When I bowed my head and told her feared that I had fallen from grace, She quietly took my hand..... Looking up at me she smiled tears running down her face. Slowly she shrugged off the over coat she wore and beautiful wings took its place. You haven't been forgotten she cried nor forsaken or left down here. You only need to open your heart and push away all of the fear. As the tears of happiness streamed down my cheeks I closed my eyes to thank God. Then she was gone like a dream she faded.... but a single feather she left. So please my friend never forget that you are never alone. For there will come a day when your angel will near and come for to carry you home.....

Dumb Name But Not Dumb
Dumb Name but Not Dumb by Egmont Grigor-2 © Fleetcloud Hippostein felt her long orange hair fluttering in the cold wind as she waited for the train heading to Grand Central Terminal. She was unsure whether it was a compliment directed at her when the man in a thick coat, scarf and navy gloves and a navy fedora said, "Nice tits"; the Tutor Computer had not covered that particular greeting - or was it a reprimand? On the train she purchased a ticket for the 40-minute journey and was surprised she received back change when paying with a $50 bill but then as an alien she expected to be surprised by many things. Fleetcloud was on a mission - to find a suitable man to impregnate her. The Statistical Analysis Profiles Computer had chosen Fifth Avenue, New York as the place inhabited by suitable males. She was specifically instructed not to succumb to the sexual advances of predatory females which had rather disappointed Fleetcloud as she'd wanted to have the widest possibly variety

Dreaming Desire
Dreaming Desire by DireLilith© Ursule lay naked, stomach down, on the red cushiony mattress, surrounded by the fluffy red pillows and cushions that made up her bedding on the balcony that was her room in the Tower. She snored lightly, barely asleep but asleep enough that when FaernSolen moved over her, naked, she was startled. And pleasantly so. He stretched his long body over her backside, and she could feel him hard against her ass. Purposefully, he pressed himself against her, dangerously close to entering her there. She was shocked. He had never entered her at all. She knew him to be pristine in the ways of women, at least in the ways of this woman. She purred and pressed herself upwards against him, wishing him welcome, if he sought her in such a way. He growled low in her ear. Ursule turned her head to the side, looking at the ceiling of the cavern that housed the Third Quarter of Mertain. FaernSolen was her fiancé, fourth to be exact. But he

Dream Raider, Episode 01
Dream Raider, Episode 01 by Christian Black © I saw her for the first time doing laps in the Y swimming pool. She was a good swimmer, that's what first caught my attention. A sleek woman in a lemon-colored one-piece swimsuit, cutting through the water like an arrow. Strong, efficient strokes. Powerful scissoring kicks which seemed not to splash. Rapid flipping turns at the end of each lap, without a motion wasted or her rhythm disturbed. I did not immediately think of her body sexually, as I was prone to do. Instead I saw it as an impeccably efficient machine, designed for the purpose of moving through the alien element water. The design took aesthetics into account, but not as a primary concern. My first emotional response was envy. I wished I could swim with her speed and her grace. (I had been on the school swim team for three years but had not distinguished myself there.) I wished I looked as good as she did while doing it. I watched her for a long time from my deck chai

Funny Bumper Stickers!
1. Constipated people don't give a shit. 2. Practice safe sex, go fuck yourself. 3. If you drink don't park, accidents cause people. 4. Who lit the fuse on your tampon? 5. If you don't believe in oral sex, keep your mouth shut. 6. Please tell your pants its not polite to point. 7. If that phone was up your ass, maybe you could drive a little better. 8. My kid got your honour student pregnant. 9. Thank you for pot smoking. 10. To all you virgins thanks for nothing. 11. If at first you don't succeed...blame someone else and seek counselling. 12. Impotence: Nature's way of saying "No Hard Feelings". 13. If you can read this, I've lost my trailer. 14. Horn broken...watch for finger. 15. It's not how you pick your nose, but where you put the booger. 16. If you're not a hemorrhoid, get off my ass.

Draconic Family
Draconic Family by dragonesque © There was a time once, when a king learned of a way to have whatever he desired. Power, women, gold, beasts... anything. He sought out the Weapons of Power, the seven elemental tools. When drawn together, they would bestow upon the collector whatever his heart desired. This human king, however, had a black heart. In a terrible and bloody struggle, he collected all the pieces of the catastrophic puzzle. Many creatures tried to flee, but were consumed by the fires that charred the continent, leaving it's rocky flesh blackened. But one creature survived. A fire dragon named Valor fled across the ocean. Upon landing on the shores of an abandon, empty continent, he went into hiding, and his sorrow drown away his memories. Soon, when he worked up the courage to seek out life again, he sought sentient civilizations, and across a vast ocean, he met an Angel. She was beautiful beyond compare, and the two quickly fell in love. He took her away from a famil

Do As You're Told
Do As You're Told by SEVERUSMAX © Julian Vaughan was not an easygoing man under normal circumstances. It was therefore hardly a surprise that he would make full use of the strange power given to him over other people. Of course, it didn't hurt his cause that the Procreative Force of the Universe had chosen HIM as its avatar, its personal instrument. Despite what people (including Vaughan himself) thought of Hinduism, it was not a religion simply devoted to vegetarianism, reverence for cows, reincarnat-ion, and seemingly unrelated books about sexuality. It was a national religion with both ascetic and materialistic elements, depending upon the sect and the outlook of the devotee in question. Young Julian was about to be confronted with the older, more primal, and more useful side of that faith. He was going to be empowered by Shiva, the so-called "Destroyer". The mortal would receive some of the powers of the God. This DID not mean that he was becoming Shiva itself in a person

Size
There was a cucumber, a pickle, and a penis sitting around talking about how their lives sucked. The cucumber said, "Man, my life sucks. When I get big, fat, and juicy, they cut me up and stick me on a salad." The pickle looks at him and says, "You think you have it bad? When I get big, fat, and juicy, they stick me in vinegar, put spices on me, and stick me in a jar." The penis looks at him and says, "You think you have it rough? When I get big, fat, and juicy, they stick a rubber tarp on my head, stick me in a dark room, and bang my head against the wall until I throw up and pass out!."

Thirteenth Quiz
Your Psyche is Blue You are deeply emotional and very connected to everything (and everyone) around you. By simply understanding other people, you are able to help them heal and let go. While you are a very deep and thoughtful person, you do have a very silly, superficial side. When you are too blue: the weight of the world's problems hangs over you When you don't have enough blue: you lack perspective and understanding What Color Is Your Psyche?

A Devil's Best Friend
A Devil's Best Friend by Samuelx© My name is Rhodes Jean Atkinson. Who am I? Just a six-foot-tall, good-looking and muscular young Black man of Haitian heritage from Massachusetts who recently moved to Virginia to attend college. It's an event which changed my life forever. I come from a very distinct lineage of black men and black women gifted with supernatural powers. All of us come from the African fatherland. We are spread all over the world. Many of us live in the Republic of Haiti and some of us live in the United States of America. I discovered my birthright and the powers and responsibilities it came with when I was nineteen years old. I discovered that I had superhuman strength. I was a six-foot, 210-pound man who could lift up to 3000 pounds, without breaking sweat. I also healed quickly from injuries that would kill a normal person. As for speed, I never managed anything superior to what a conditioned athlete could. I guess my speed is normal. I keep this to myself, an

The Daughter Of Sias
The Daughter of Sias by KewlBlueTiger © I gazed upon my sultry companion as she tightened the cinch of the saddle on her large black mare. Though last night we shared a moment of erotic wildfire, this morning cast a fog of tension between us. Tarakina had said close to nothing since she woke me. We prepared our horses for the next leg of our most unusual journey, a full day of riding. We were traveling to the Pool of Sahat, in the valley ridge just beyond the western mountains. Tarakina's silence about this place was purposeful, and I did resent that. We should have been excited about visiting the oasis pool of spring water together, but now the thrill of it was swallowed up with feelings of apprehension. The morning sun had barely crept over the eastern horizon. Behind us was the tribal village we had settled in last night. It was Tarakina's birthplace. A smoldering fire pit still released a billowing pillar of gray smoke into the red horizon, it was the only remnant of a

Still Havent Talk
still havent been able to hook up and talk to my friend WAYNE.. Iknow he has be with his mother just still egar to talk with him....lol i know this sound silly but hope he reads this and know i still would like to talk with him...just bord and thought i post a blog

Once Again
Once again I have messed things up. Letting myself feel instead of chilling my heart to the world. I have always struggled with getting involved or attached to others and well now seems to be no different than the rest. I just wrote this because my heart is aching...my love to all who have felt the same way..xoxoxoxo

Love
Love is such a difficult but wonderful thing. I am going throught my own problems right now, but that isn't the point. Yes, love hurts but it can be so wonderful. I will cherish every moment I have had with a certain person (you know who you are!). Even if we don't end up together, the love that I have for you means that all i want is for you to be happy. My heart may break, but it will mend when I know that you are happy. Love gives me the strength to let you go if I have to and it also gives me the strength to hope that we will be together. Yet, it will be if it is meant to be. I have the faith in our love that we will be together. I love you and I always will. Love can be a wonderful thing if you let it. Yes, hearts get broken, but having even 2 seconds of having another person love you back the way I know you do is worth the heart break. Love means that I can see you with another person. I hope I will be with you like we have planned, but if we aren't just remember what I said . .

Why Teachers Stress Out...
Did you hear about the Montana teacher who was helping one of her kindergarten students put on his cowboy boots? He asked for help & she could see why. Even with her pulling & him pushing, the little boots still didn't want to go on. Finally, when the 2nd boot was on, she had worked up a sweat. She almost cried when the little boy said"Teacher, they're on the wrong feet." She looked & sure enough,they were. It wasn't any easier pulling the boots off than it was putting them on. She managed to keep her cool as together they worked to get the boots back on, this time on the right feet. He then announced, "These aren't my boots." She bit her tongue rather than get right in his face & scream, "Why didn't you say so?" like she wanted to. And, once again she struggled to help him pull the ill-fitting boots off his little feet. No sooner they got the boots off & he said, "They're my brother's boots. My Mom made me wear 'em." Now she didn't know if she should laugh or

Today My Soul Cried
today as i went through the motions of every day suck air ,go there, be here, and so on.. i was forced to evaluate my life having nothing else to think about i had good parents growing up went to the preppy private school went to community college then university was quite popular apparently when your fat it pays to be funny but i cant recall ever being sad till today... i came to think about how.. i was never picked first i asked my date to prom i didnt get kissed till i was 17 i was in 2 relationships the first not even till i was 22 i have only ever had 2 sexual partners ive been in like a few times in love 2 times and either picked last or not picked at all every time im sure to some this may sound like the "poor fat girl whose self esteem is low and self worth questioned and self respect put out there for the world to see" but its quite the opposite i have loved the best,although his love wasnt returned i have visited far away places i am educated i am

Southern Grandma
Lawyers should never ask a Southern grandma a question if they aren't prepared for the answer. In a trial, a Southern small-town prosecuting attorney called his first witness, a grandmotherly, elderly woman to the stand. He approached her and asked, "Mrs. Jones, do you know me?" She responded, "Why, yes, I do know you, Mr. Williams. I've known you since you were a young boy, and frankly, you've been a big disappointment to me. You lie, you cheat on your wife, and you manipulate people and talk about them behind their backs. You think you're a big shot when you haven't the brains to realize you never will amount to anything more than a two-bit paper pusher. Yes, I know you." The lawyer was stunned! Not knowing what else to do, he pointed across the room and asked, "Mrs. Jones, do you know the defense attorney?" She again replied, "Why, yes, I do. I've known Mr.Bradley since he was a youngster, too. He's lazy, ! bigoted , and he has a drinking problem. He can't buil

Do They Even Think?
Just wondering? When people say they are going to do something, anything really, start a new job...have a baby...join the military...do they ever really think about what they are doing? What that decision will mean to them? Maybe I am just crazy, but if you are going to devote a part of your life to something...and yes just about every major thing i listed requires some devotion to...you HAVE to know what you are getting into. You have to be prepared to be the best at what every it is. Why does it seem as though countless people are jumping head first into life altering choices just because they think that "it was a good idea at the time" and they end up not having done any research, any reading, no questions asked...just wing it and see what happens? really? Folks that do this...PLEASE... understand that you are someone in the world that affects others and even if you never want to be judged, labeled, or WTF ever else you want to call it..you ARE! If i start a new job and suc

Canadian Pennies (cut Up Prose)
I had fondled the transmission enough to blow a gasket by this point when finally the buick ahead left my crosshairs pulling up to the window i threw on my very best appreciative look for the dreaded bit of eye contact during bag exchange- thanking through my teeth as if I were riding shotgun to a ventriloquist I don't know if tacos and manners have much more in common than being forgotten in drivethroughs but one cant help but marvel at the correlation there are a lot of things we forget and even more we do in advance but the canadian pennies I found later were not either case canadian pennies-you can learn a lot about a person by their life stories bastardized quarters and prodical pennies its inevitable to run into those sneaky, deceptive silver pieces but like a lot of things in life theres no sense in hanging on to them for some people its a quick turn-around process a lot like hot potato with a bomb but with less guilt when it comes down to it its all ab

Immortal Kiss
The Immortal Kiss Do you really want the blood of my being to caress your tongue? Fill a hunger only quenched by the blood, making me one with you until our hearts beat in one repititious beat making me defenseless and desirable in your arms and then having no other choice than to be mine. Desrie and passion becoming more like me. Wanting me, lusting me, giving me the complete control of your mortal being. Would you give up your mortal soul to let me live? And in return your immortal being born into you, done all within my immortal kiss. Could you be happy living forever? Could you love me until time and Earth faded into darkness? Do you accept my immortality or choose this undieing life at my side? Yes. Then my immortal husband you shall be for ever..... By RavenVamp

Wipe Your Ass With The American Flag?
I would just like to bring to the attention of all my friends on FUBAR that there is a very disrepectful photo on AUSSIE ASSASIN's page. It really offended me and I would think that it would offend others. I rated this photo a 1 and I hope that you will too. It is a picture of american flag toilet paper and it says "why burn it when you can use it to wipe your ass" This kind of childish, hateful and completely distasteful garbage is what ruins communities like this. If you don't have the eloquence or intelligence to voice your views in an educated manner then you should probably keep them to yourself. I realize that many people don't agree with the political actions of our president or country but that is no reason to desocrate ones flag. I may not agree with the policies of my government but burning a flag in protest(or wiping your ass with it) will never accomplish anything except to incite rage in the people who still believe in the values that flag represents. In the case o

They Caught Her Cheating !!!!
TO ALL MY FRIENDS,I REALLY NEED YOUR HELP SHE IS LOSING HER SPOT IN LEGENDS AND WE NEED HER TO GET BACK SHE NEED 50 MORE FANS ALSO RATINGS TO GO,,,CAN YOU PLEASE HELP BY GOING TO HER PAGE TO RATE,FAN,ADD,,,ANE LET ME KNOW THAT YOU DID ON THIS bLOG AND TELL HER WildCat SENT YOU.. SMOOCHES TO ALL OF YOU AND HAPPY THIRSTY THURSDAY ~Cherrybomb™~ Cõ õWñÈR õҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ.Mystic Tearz of LDC~Club F.A.R.~B of B~@ fubar THANK YOU SO MUCH AND HAVE A GREAT EVENING AND BETTER UPCOMING WEEKEND HUGS AND KISSES ۞WÌLÐÇÄŦ۞

That's It.... I'm Done!
Well... I sit here looking around at a place called fubar... it is alright and I have made a few friends here but in all honesty it is a waste of time really. Sure I have had fun chatting with a few from here but when I see so many point whores out there asking to point up, for happy hours, blasts, etc it really pisses me off. Is this the only way for them to get the attention they are so obviously in dire need of? I myself on the other hand dont give a rats ass about points and leveling up! I want to meet people that will be friends and that wants to be friends not just use me and others for numbers and stats. Now I am stating here now that I will be here for one more week from right now 1:20am Thurs Oct 4th. So I want to hear from those that want to be friends and that actually does not care about points or leveling. If they can actually convince me to stay then fine but I am so tired of these phony people that it almost makes me sick! I know of a few that I will hear from mos

Some Peoples Children!!!!
I'm beginning to see that an Ex is an Ex for a reason. As sad as that sounds, it's next to impossible to be friends after the fact. ESPECIALLY when the other person starts dating again. I have/had a friend on here that I was involved with. It was a JACKED up situation of my own creation (and that's the NICEST term I can use for it). Even after it was all said and done we still had a close bond, shared jokes, had a mutual obession with SG-1 (following...you...still..not), and were able to talk to each other about a great many things. She helped me through difficult times and was supportive in ways you cannot imagine, especially given our history. Enter her new boyfriend. She FINALLY found someone that treats her well and that she loves without question. It was GREAT, I have never seen her happier EVER. In the end that's what counts. the small issue is that he has some very serious issues with me, her, and our past. No one is an angel, not me, not any of you that may read this. What

And I Fantasize...
I look across the room, meet your dark eyes and sweet smile...and I fantasize. The taste of...sweet sweat mingled together, your readiness as I lick you, our mingled juices at completion. The smell of...your skin close enough to be inhaled, spicy-sweet juices dripping down my thighs, vanilla and lust mixed together. The sight of...your perfectly proportioned body above me, our limbs entwined for mutual ecstasy, tawny forest eyes staring into green depths. The sound of...breathing rising in tandem quicker and harder, exclamations of pleasure and delight, rain on the roof coaxing changes in our rhythm. The feel of...strong fingers cupping my breasts, being pulled open as you push into me, tightening around you as we finish together. I look across the room, meet your dark eyes and sweet smile and I fantasize...

What A F4gz0r
funny things happen when you change your display pic to that of a WOMAN. I feel for you ladies now!***He says it was his "buddys" account. What a FAG!*** ======================================= ->Psychowolf...: "damn fags are retarded"...be careful, calling yourself a fag. You're the one with a boner for me....and im a GUY miami 305: later dude ->Psychowolf...: Youre a master Faggotry practitioner Miami 305: whatever dude i dont have a pro on here dip shit lol damn fags are retarded ->Psychowolf...: you said "your pics on here were bad, the ones on myspace were better". SOunds like you were saying this account was yours. Sont deny your faggotry to me son. ->Psychowolf...: yes, "sexy". Everyone will be glad you got hard over a mans ass miami 305: whatever fag do what u want bitch ->Psychowolf...: welcome to the rainbow club, fagg. Thanks for coming out of the closet. ALL of FUBAR will now you as a believer in GAY PRIDE miami 305: ok but if my buddy tells me to

Help Rescue The Amazing Rescuer!!
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: ~~STACY~~ Date: Oct 3, 2007 1:40 PM A friend of mine started this online fundraiser for a dear friend, Carole, who is the Co-founder of The Paw'd Squad Animal Rescue. She has dedicated her life to animal rescue and is truly an inspiration to all of us. Please take a look and see if you can help. She has ALWAYS been there to help me out with every and any dog I have found, fostered, and adopted! She is truly amazing! She has been working hard to save the life’s of abandoned, sick, and abused dogs in Los Angeles. Since starting the Paw’d Squad in 2001 she has saved close to 500 dogs, and lives and lovingly cares for some of the hardest cases (dogs unadoptable due to behavioral or health problems that would otherwise be “put down”). The majority of the time, the funds to care for these animals comes out of the money she earns at her full-time day job. With all that she does to help these unfortunate animals, we now have a

Halloween
A cabbie picks up a nun. She gets into the cab and notices that the very handsome cab driver won't stop staring at her. She asks him why he is staring. He replies,"I have a question to ask you, but I don't want to offend you" She answers, "My son, you cannot offend me. When you're as old as I am and have been a nun as long as I have, you get a chance to see and hear just about everything. I'm sure that there's nothing you could say or ask that I would find offensive." "Well, I've always had a fantasy to have a nun kiss me." She responds, "Well, let's see what we can do about that. #1, you have to be single and #2, you must be Catholic." The cab driver is very excited and says, "Yes, I'm single and Catholic." "Ok" the nun says. "Pull into the next alley." The nun fulfills the cab driver's fantasy with a kiss that would make a hooker blush. But when they get back on the road, the cab driver starts crying. "My dear child," said the n

The Perfect Caress
soft yet firm lips curvy yet solid hips intense yet dreamy gentle yet rough forced yet free chilling yet steamed hot yet icey skin wet yet dry sweat streaks and screams plays and rests and creases in the seams and in between her breasts love along with all sorts of things caressed smooth yet glimmering eyes quiet yet loud noises dim yet bright tender yet strong firm yet faint distant yet near tight yet loose grips constant yet yielding dips intense yet dreamy streaks and screams smooth yet glimmering lips, eyes, and skin senses and explorations tastes and flavors new discoveries and constant pleasures love in pleasant motion blessed wavy yet straight hair uneasy yet sturdy care mild yet extreme calm yet restless placid yet feisty odd yet familiar

A Humble Request To Fubar Regarding Vips And Happy Hours.
I wanted to thank you for all that you have done to make this site better as far as being able to upload pictures directly to a file instead of to default first and for giving us the option of making pictures unrippable.I also noticed that if I accidentaly upload the same picture twice I get a notification...really cool. We did have a two day period where we could not upload new pictures or rate on them...and that is what I would like to ask about. I would like to know if there is a way for the people that paid for a VIP to get a two day extention and the people that paid for a Happy Hour to get another one? That way they can get the benifits they paid for. I know that you cannot do refunds,but maybe this would be a comprimise that will work for everyone? Please add your screen name and or fubar id to this if you agree and keep this reposting.Thank you.

I Am Tierd Of Coming In Last!
I once thought that I found love! but woke up one day and found that she was messing around on me! I put everything into this relatinship as I thought she had too! I had her sooning over me and I was deeply in love! So deep that in my eye's she could do no wrong! I gave almoast everything up for her, My friends family time money! I worked full time,cleened are place, cooked and shoped for us, and took care of are baby! When we finaly had mager problems with her being unfaithfull it costed me my job! see I was going to fight to keep my marrage and hoped agenst it all that we would see it threw! She went with a Devorce and a Jerk that did not last long! Why do weman play games and then say that they do not want to play games? It seams that if you are a good, faithfull, and Honest Man. You lose! If your are a copleat Jerk you win! That completly blows my mined! I know weman want confident men But in their own eragence they pic the Jurk knowing that they are a jerk 9 times out

What Is Love
Love is the greatest feeling, Love is like a play, Love is what I feel for you, Each and every day, Love is like a smile, Love is like a song, Love is a great emotion, That keeps us going strong, I love you with my heart, My body and my soul, I love the way I keep loving, Like a love I can't control, So remember when your eyes meet mine, I love you with all my heart, And I have poured my entire soul into you, Right from the very start

Hunting Journal #1
Well What I plan on doing here is start a journal of my times out in the field for deer hunting. I know most of you will pass this by which is cool I just wanted to jot down some mental notes of this years season. So ok...I am out with my buddy goose hunting and across the field we see a deer pop out of the woods. I grab my binoculars and holy crap its an 8-10pt buck still in full velvet. Now we havent deer hunted this area in over 5 yrs so to see something that big come out we were pretty excited. Since Oct 1st started Bow hunting we figure we are going to wait until Blackpowder to set up on him. So far this season I have setup 2 additional stands, scouted my main area, and also help my buddy setup a stand in a public area we hunt. The signs are all around and I will be going out the first time this weekend (10/6). I am going to sit on the edge of a cornfield. The farmer we have permission from has just cut down his corn in the last week and a half so its looking good for a nice e

What's Next!? :(:(
Well, not sure what I should or shouldn't say in this 'blog' right now , don't wanna be added to the list of friends that've had their priveledges / abilities taken away on here but , I just found out tonight that a SECOND friend of mine in less than 2 wks has had his taken from him , why you might ask? For simply stating his mind and inquiring about some things that , in my opinion, he had the right to question and get answers to. Now, that being said, I KNOW that it's the right of the owners of any site to determine who stays and who goes etc etc, but I also believe in being fair and not just shutting somebody up because they have a grievance with management or whoever may be under said management. I've had a great time on this site, and some bad times as well as those of you that are my closest friends know, but this is getting to be ridiculous that people who've paid for services can't even get a fair shake for what has been paid for OR when somebody simply wants some answers

A Waste Of A Person
It doesnt matter None of it does. Your not worth it. You dont deserve it. You cant handle it. Just keep your hands occupied. None of them care. Why would they. Its hopeless. Your worthless. A burden. Broken, malfunctioning peice of shit. I before E except after C. you cant even spell. piece. I wish I could pick up the pieces. Its hard to super glue something back together when its not all there. How can you even look at me, Tolerate me, Be any part of my existence? Sick and twisted, Shattered, Self destructive, Lifeless, numb sorry excuse for a person. A sorry excuse for a human being. A waste. I am my own worst enemy. I want nothing more then to get as far away from myself as possible. if only.

Lo And Dawn Convo....ha
-Lo: im happy too dawndee: good dawndee: i miss the ymca and jammies til noon dawndee: i miss lazy naptime -Lo: i miss it too -Lo: i miss beast feasts -Lo: i miss hangin out -Lo: i miss bakers square pie -Lo: i miss playdates dawndee: me tooooo -Lo: but i LOVE working dawndee: i miss yahoo all day -Lo: i do dawndee: i love working too dawndee: the day goes by super fast and its busy and funny dawndee: but dawndee: i wanna bitch smack ****** dawndee: im just sayin -Lo: i know -Lo: what did she do -Lo: has she been whiney -Lo: she is sooooooooooooo whiney -Lo: and friggen nosey -Lo: and just negaitive -Lo: and have you seen her boyfriend -Lo: ick -Lo: ick -Lo: ick dawndee: she is soooo negative dawndee: and nosey dawndee: and will not leave me the fuck alone about dumb ass shi dawndee: t dawndee: and yeah he is disgusting -Lo: he so is dawndee: ew -Lo: ew -Lo: speaking of baby peepees -Lo: know what? dawndee: what? -Lo: you know the baby **** in

Woman Suing Irs Over Sex-change
The Associated Press Oct. 1, 2007 01:07 PM NEW YORK - After years of painful soul searching, Rhiannon O'Donnabhain - a former construction engineer from a devout Irish Catholic family in Boston - decided to surgically change his sex to female in 2001. The struggle was equally tough financially - hormone treatments and medical procedures set her back $25,000, a burden she felt could be partially offset by taking a $5,000 tax deduction for medical costs. When she sent in her tax claims after the surgery, the Internal Revenue Service initially issued the 64-year-old former Coast Guard reservist a refund check for $5,000. But soon after, she was audited and ordered to return the refund because the IRS had determined that her surgery had been merely "cosmetic" - and therefore not tax deductible. Rather than return the money, O'Donnabhain opted to sue the IRS. The result has been a riveting case - the first of its kind in normally staid U.S. Tax Court - in which lawyers have just con

Naughty Survey
This is what I call.. The Naughty Survey. Simply fill it out and send it to the person who posted this bulletin. Have a naughty time! START 1) Would you slap my ass? 2) Would you slap me in naughty ways? 3) Would you fuck me? 4) How hard? 5) Would you finger me/give me a handjob? 6) Would you eat me out/give me head? 7) [guys answer this] If you were to finger me, how many fingers would you use and how deep in my pussy would you go? 8) [girls answer this] If you were to give me head, would you suck my whole cock and use your tounge or would you not even try it? 9) If we were in a movie theater and I took you to the back where no one was there and started touching you in private places, would you go along with it? 10) If both of us were extremly horny in a public place, would you find somewhere to fuck me or would we just wait til we get home? 11) If I asked you to try something a little different, would you do it even if it seems a little

Kiss Or Sex?
Kiss or sex????????????? So lets play the kiss or sexx game. =] The rules are simple... if you want to kiss or do the person who posts this, send them a private message saying "Yep, I'd kiss you."or "Yep I'd Hit Dat" SCARED? YOU HAVE TO RE-POST THIS!! And see who replies. There is at least one person on your Myspace list that wants to kiss you so... Repost this as: kiss or sex?

Liberate Your Mind
Liberate your mind now everybody, you're so narrow-minded So narrow-minded So liberate your mind Now everybody, will you liberate your mind Liberate your mind now everybody, you're so narrow-minded So narrow-minded So Liberate your mind Now everybody, will you liberate your mind This time Don't limit your mind Can't you see that the pace Has just fallen behind All the hate in your heart Will be leaving you blind So Don't you limit your mind Don't limit your mind Can't you see that the pace Has just fallen behind All the hate in your heart Will be leaving you blind So Don't you limit your mind This time Waiting, for your modern messiah To take away all the hatred That darkens the light in your eye Still awaiting. god "Out of Zion shall come forth a law And the word of the Lord from Jerusalem Nation shall not raise sword against nation And they shall not learn war anymore For the mouth of the Lord hath spoken" Waiting, for your mode

Crazy Bastard Gittin Drunk Throo His Asshole
Charges dropped in sherry enema death Negligent homicide charges have been dropped against a former Lake Jackson woman who had been accused of killing her husband with a sherry enema that led to alcohol poisoning. Court records show the charge against Tammy Jean Warner, 45, of Texas City, was dismissed Aug. 31 because of insufficient evidence, the Houston Chronicle reported in its online edition Wednesday. Michael Warner, 58, died May 21, 2004. An autopsy showed he had been given an enema with enough sherry to have a blood alcohol level of 0.47 percent, almost six times the legal limit of .08 percent in Texas. Tammy Warner has told the newspaper that her husband was addicted to enemas and often used alcohol in them to get drunk.

If This Aint A Bunch A Sheeut .. .. .. .
N.Y. human waste raises stink in Alabama Human waste from New York is creating a stink in rural north Alabama. A Texas company has opened a plant that treats sewer sludge from New York and turns it into fertilizer that is spread on Alabama farmland. It's a great deal for farmers, who get the fertilizer for free, but some in northwest Limestone County say they can't stomach the stench. "When the wind is right, we can't even breathe," said Lori Muse of Goodsprings. "People out here are really upset about it. It smells 10 times worst than a pig barn." Bill Daws, a county commissioner, called the odor "the worst smell that I've ever smelled." "But we've checked everything out and it all appears to be legit," he told The News Courier of Athens, which first reported the flap. Synagro Technologies Inc. of Houston, Texas, has a contract to dispose of human wastes from New York. The company treats sludge from wastewater plants in New York and ships it to Alabama by rail car

Friends And Othere Sh**
OK PEEPS I LIKE CHECK THIS OUT, I AM HERE TRYING TO DO MY OWN THING AND LIKE ALL SORTS OF WORKING FOR MY OWN SELF OF WELL BEING. WHEN ALL OF A SUDDEN, LIKE A BULLET OUT FROM A .45 I GET THE GREATEST SHOCK TO MY SYSTEM. A FRIEND FROM LIKE THAT I'VE HAD FOR A LONG TIME, HEY LIKE UP AND CALLS ME A BABY, AND THAT I NEED TO GROW UP. LIKE DUDE, FROM WHAT I HAVE SEEN OF THE WAY YOU LIVE YOUR LIFE AND FROM WHAT I KNOW YOU NEED TO BE GROWING UP MAN. LIKE PLEASE MAN YOUR LIKE TREATING ALL LIKE THEY HAVE NO PLACE IN YOUR LIFE, SAFE TO BE YOUR "SERVENTS" AND LIKE I AM FOR ONE NOT ANYONE'S SERVANT. I'LL HELP WHERE I CAN BUT I WILL NOT BE YOUR BITCH MONKEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The South Is Still Being Shitted On... Literally!
N.Y. human waste raises stink in Alabama Wed Oct 3, 4:54 PM ET GOODSPRINGS, Ala. - Human waste from New York is creating a stink in rural north Alabama. A Texas company has opened a plant that treats sewer sludge from New York and turns it into fertilizer that is spread on Alabama farmland. It's a great deal for farmers, who get the fertilizer for free, but some in northwest Limestone County say they can't stomach the stench. "When the wind is right, we can't even breathe," said Lori Muse of Goodsprings. "People out here are really upset about it. It smells 10 times worst than a pig barn." Bill Daws, a county commissioner, called the odor "the worst smell that I've ever smelled." "But we've checked everything out and it all appears to be legit," he told The News Courier of Athens, which first reported the flap. Synagro Technologies Inc. of Houston, Texas, has a contract to dispose of human wastes from New York. The company treats sludge from wastewater plants in New Y

Kin Yoo Beleev This Sheeut??
"Burglar" turns out to be drunk neighbor Tue Oct 2, 1:37 PM ET A man in an eastern Dutch town went home last Saturday to find his lights on and his inebriated neighbor welcoming him at the front door with a drink. The drunken 53-year old, who lives two doors down in the small town of Gasselternijveen, had broken into the wrong house after finding that his key didn't work, according to a police report. His furniture looked different, his dog was missing. The drunken neighbor was arrested for trespass, but has since offered to pay for damages.

37 Things Girls Dont Know...how Many Are Really True!!
1. Guys are more emotional then you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer then you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try. 2. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about. 3. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile. 4. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him. 5. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method. 6. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to. 7. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved. 8. Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to think. 9. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll o

Controversy
mumm's are suppose to be controversial. I just can't decide. I wrote one to test the response (not a real situation) and to see if the people on Fubar would give the right advice. 75% did. I just didn't like the way it made me feel afterward even though it was not going to happen. My son is the most important person in the world to me. We went to practice, I helped coach, then went to eat and had ice cream together (his choice). Came home got ready for bed then read a story together like we do every night. Life is short and kids grow up fast. I hope everyone has a great night and go hug your child. T-Man.

I've Been Wondering
What really is the purpose of Fubar? I mean is it a hook up spot for people to meet the love of their lives or is it an online soap opera or just a place to chill and make friends? WHat is ur take on it?

Dating With Dollars
www.TwistYou.com is the site which do pay to users by views of User's Posted profile Views of Vidoes Views of game in each case 2 views = 1 cent as much views users gain that much will add in Users account so Create yours free Profile TwistYou Make Money With Dating

I Still Cant Believe It
Ok its been like 2 days and I still can't create a mumm. Im banned from mumming all because i said the word CUNT! WTF! My feelings are sooooo hurt. Oh i better mark this nsfw before someone completely kicks me off this damn site!

Saying Goodbye, Not Forever
Saying goodbye but not forever, I am going away for just alittle while. Saying goodbye but not forever, i cant understand why this has happened or why life has to be so hard sometimes we dont understand why, new doors open old one's close, Saying goodbye but not forever, my friends i have built many memories cried many tears. I have gained friends and i have lost some along the way. so for those i have never meant i hope that when i get back i will have the chance to get to know you. Saying goodbye not forever Things happen that are out of out control. So i say goodbye my friend but not forever. I hope that you wont forget me, and will be here with open arms when i get back. I will keep you in my heart forever, Saying goodbye but not forever. I will miss you and i love you very much, my heart is breaking cause i hate to say goodbye. I will always remember the love that was always there, you were always reaching out to me. Saying goodbye but not forever.

One Last Night Of Terror
Today I had to go in for personal trials. Had to get up early for this also. Knowing today wasnt going to be a good one because of the dreams I had the night before had come true. The kids got up good and got off to school. My friend took me to the doctor and everything went well only because she was there to help me through things that I couldnt do myself. When we go back I had to go on a bus run. So I went. I got a phone call soon after asking me if it was ok for my soon to be ex to be there with his parents so he could get some of his stuff. I told her yes, thinking and praying that he would be gone when I got back but to my surprise he was still there and wanting to see the children. I let him stay for a bit but it was my understanding that his parents were going to come back and pick him up and well I ended up taking him back to where he came from. He so tried to use the kids against me one more time and I just couldnt stop crying. I had to stop the car on the way home

Seriously
MAKE SURE YOU WATCH THE VIDEO AT THE ENDif u can stand it. Cause some dont get that chance........... SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I didn't mean to spill my milk at dinner last night. SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I didn't mean to play with my dolls that long. SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I didn't mean to be a mistake.. why can't I eat?SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.i didn't mean to pee in my pants yesterday. SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I didn't mean to cry when my bath water was too hot.SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I love you! Why don't you love me back? Why is everything I do wrong?1,504,000 CHILDREN GET ABUSED BY THEIR GUARDIANS. IT'S NOT RIGHT. THEY SHOULDN'T HAVE TO SUFFER. IF YOU THINKCHILD ABUSE IS WRONG YOU CAN HELP BY RE-POSTING.*****YOU HAVE TO PRESS REPLY SO YOU CAN COPY CODE..

So Blog This!
Funny how silence can effect you that much isn't it, what amuses me is what I find important is insufficant to others, In all honesty I do not think it is possible to really know someone. I don't think there is anything called happiness, I don't think there is anything known as truth anymore, There is no meaning behind the words, there is no feeling when they are spoken, and love can be alot of things, but hardly ever true, let alone real. I am not amused by anyone or anything, I've seen to much crap, I've heard to much, and I've felt to many untold secrets. I've pretty much become immuned to lies now, I am starting to see how theres no such thing as honesty anymore. People lie their way through life, feeding on the weak, lying, cheating, and scaming their way through life. I have no friends, or should I say no one I can really count on. I don't talk to anyone in real life or online of great importance. I am not looking to get to know someone. I don't want to hear someone elses sob

I Be Gawd Dayumed!!
'Alien' sheep bring them flocking A flock of 'alien' sheep has become a local attraction in a Romanian village after all 250 turned green overnight. The owner of the sheep, in the village of Arsa from Constanta county, called the vet to see what was wrong with his animals. Locals came flocking to see the unusual sight while the local vet took samples from the sheep wool and discovered they had all been treated with a solution of limestone. The shepherd said he used the solution to help a few animals get rid of a skin disease. Shepherd Cristinel Florea said: "A few of my sheep got sick one year ago, they got a sort of rash on their skin. "I tried all sorts of treatments but nothing seemed to work. So I decided to use the limestone and all my sheep look like aliens now." Vet Grigore Mertoiu said: "Everyone was puzzled at first but then the owner told us he used limestone to treat his sheep. "The poor animals turned all green during the night because it was a

My Car.
So I have to get a new car. I drive a ton for work among other things. My car's transmission is dying. I cant really afford a new car. If anyone has any suggestions on good[read reliable] small cheapish makes/models please let me know. i dont really know what im looking for, and everytime i try to do something like this[take charge of a adult situation without my moms help] i get fucked over or i fuck up. On top of that, My phones crapping out and I'm going to have to get a new Cellphone as well. Figures everything would go at once. It sucks, i really love my car. Ive got a little black Ford Escort ZX2, its '02 and its got almost 93,000 miles on it. I was surprised the transmission was going already.

My Best Friend
I sit outside watching the orange sky the perfect end to a warm summer day I count my blesssings for your hospitality even though you are many miles away where would I be had we not met? would my days be filled with gloom? the sky is picturesque, detailed like a canvas I wait to share this with you, I count the days the fragrence of you fills the air everyday here bringing me reminders of time spent together calls in the night in the begining, growing in to a friendship that has weathered some storms but have faith in me for I shall not drift away you take bitter days and change them into happiness you share your thoughts and dreams you give me valuable insite into culture and diffrent cuisine you have shown me that i do matter in this world and thank you for your kindness and as i watch the sun fade to night i think of you and i look forward to your voice again and seeing your

Engaged
hey i am sorry to all who didnt know but yes twizt3d_dead_redneck_lette and i have pretty much been togather for 5 years and now things have been working in our favor we are engaged but have not set a date yet maybe next month when she is here visiting who knows but i do know i love this amazing woman with my whole being and cant wait to be her husband so if ur upset i am sorry but i will not give up on her five years is a long time and our daughter deserves to have me as well so if u want to delete me or what ever but here is the truth

To Realize
To realize The value of a sister Ask someone Who doesn't have one. To realize The value of ten years: Ask a newly Divorced couple To realize The value of four years: Ask a graduate. To realize The value of one year: Ask a student who Has failed a final exam. To realize The value of nine months: Ask a mother who gave birth to a stillborn. To realize The value of one month: Ask a mother who has given birth to A premature baby. To realize The value of one week: Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper. To realize The value of one minute: Ask a person Who has missed the train, bus or plane. To realize The value of one-second: Ask a person Who has survived an accident. Time waits for no one. Treasure every moment you have. You will treasure it even more when you can share it with someone special. To realize the value of a friend or family member: LOSE ONE.

Beleive It Or Not
If you can beleive it or not the system actually works for you sometimes. about 6 weeks ago my neiborhood incurred a rash of break ins. on one specific night 7 cars where hit, including mine. along with stereos and money from other peoples cars they stole my 80gig ipod. i hesitated, thinking that it would not do me any good, to go down and report it to the police department (which happens to be one block from my house). but after searching my house for a day and a half, to make sure that i did not misplace the ipod, i finally reported it. the officer took the report and told me that that is all he could do for me. after hearing this i decided to let it go. two days later i spent another $300.00 to buy myself another ipod, this time only 30gb's. i was set, but i still wanted my 80gb back, so i told my nephews to put the word out to all of their little friends and let them know who the ipod belonged to(we live in a small town and i know just about everybody). all of this was done to no a

Time Really Doesn't Make A Difference.
So ill talk about some more crappy stuff thats been going on. Ive been real down lately about my Dad. I miss him so fucking much. I think Aunt Donna was right when she said she wasn't sure Id ever come to peace with his death. I hadn't thought about it, about how Grandma's death just didn't seem as bad. She lived to be in her 80's, she had kids, and grandkids. She was Married for over 60 years. But Daddy. Daddy had gotten so healthy, changed his eating habits, lost weight, stopped drinking as much and partying with his friends, He took care of himself when they told him he needed to, they told his his heart, his cholesterol needed to be taken care of. He was only 50. To watch Cancer eat him alive, I think might have been more traumatic and damaging to me then being raped. To get a phone call saying he has 2 weeks, and then to see him nothing but skin and bones. And lumps.Everywhere. Lumps that were killing him. To see him laying in a bed, unable to speak unable to hardly move

My Worth
My Worth ~Tony Martinez For you I'd give the shirt off my back I'd be friends with my worst foe Give up all that I have, or all that I will ever have Walk through hell Suffer all the pain Carry all the burdens Deal with all the hardships Stand by you as you slapped my face Stood my ground as you pushed away Said I love you, as you said I hate you Bury my own feelings Forget my happiness Do all the things that caused me the greatest pain All for you All for your happiness Would you do the same for me? Am I worth it? Guess not... You already left...

Puppy!!
My friends just got a brand new samoyed puppy over the weekend. I went over and met the baby. I of course took pictures. I also got a couple of shots of their other dogs Sam and Zoe. This one needed a macro made of it. Sam Zoe Zoe and Jasper

~~never~~
~~~~~~Never say I love you If you really don't care~ ~~~~~~Never talk about feelings If they aren't really there.. ~~~~~~Never hold my hand, If you're going to break my heart ~~~~~~Never say you're going to.. If you don't plan to start ~~~~~~Never look into my eyes If all you do is lie~~ ~~~~~~Never say hello If you only mean goodbye ~~~~~~If you really mean forever Then say you will try ~~~~~~Never say forever.... Forever makes me cry~!

Y
why do i always feel like im outside of everything. I feel like i am always looking in and never really there... or so ignored that it wouldnt matter either way. I know ppl have other things to do... but when its someone that you care about that makes ya feel like this every now and then... it makes ya wonder why

Yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
well I had a really goooood weekend, I got back with an old boyfriend, and OMG, it was awesome:D I really needed it, yall just don't know!!!! Well with all that said, I'm just happy I have a man now:D!!! We will see what happens, he does call me everyday, I'm supposed to call him back in a minute, I dont know, I'm just giddy or whatever LMAOOOOO.......anyways just want yall to know, if I'm not on as much as usual, its because I will be with him:P I still love yall, especially my girl Ashley, but you know what it is, Love Ya chick!!!!! Anyways, just bored and bloggin...as always thanks for readin my crap ~Lexi

81-wings To Fly
Can I set your world on fire Can I burn you down I see you in your ivory tower Where your feet won't touch the ground Don't look down..you're much too high Oh won't you...spread your wings to fly Would you rip my heart out I don't need it now Life and death come from your mouth It's too late to choose that now Don't look down..you're much too high Oh won't you...spread your wings to fly What is this mortal language That rolls from the tip of your tongue I am buried beneath this baggage I sense your touch but i'm still numb Don't look down..you're much too high Oh won't you...spread your wings to fly

~~what Is Love~
~Love is thinking about that special person each day~ ~Love is dreaming about them each night~ Love is always wanting to be together.. Love is giving up your entire world for that person ~~Love is trusting each other no matter what happens. Love is talking things out and not getting mad at each other~~ Love is giving your heart and your entire being for him.. ~~~~Love is...What I feel for you~

Empty Ache
My old friend the empty ache is back. I guess my last couple of weeks have built up enough crap on me all I can do is feel like shit. All I want to do is just go to bed and stay there. Nothing else to do tonight, it's late and nothing is keeping my interest.

I Blame You
I Blame You For every painful breath I blame you For every second before death I blame you For every dark and clouded thought I blame you And for being the one the world forgot I blame you So what if it's all my imagination I blame you Forget it, it's my own resignation I blame you It still does not make it any better But I blame you I can't fucking change the weather So fuck it, I blame you. Even if you don't deserve what I say I still blame you But you won't go unheard because, one day She'll blame me too

Victorinox Swiss Army Inc.'s Newly Opened In North America (connecticut Usa)
Swiss Army shows off new Monroe HQ PAM DAWKINS pdawkins@ctpost.com Connecticut Post Online Article Launched:10/01/2007 11:45:05 PM EDT MONROE — On a day meant to recognize green, the red was hard to escape Monday at Victorinox Swiss Army Inc.'s newly opened North American headquarters and distribution center. From the color of the Victoria Street sign to the scarves many employees wore to the background of the Swiss flag and the company's logo, the red stood out — and that was before the tours of the "green" building began. Charles Elsener, president of the Swiss parent Victorinox Group — and great-grandson of Karl Elsener who, in 1897, created the original Swiss Army Knife — even noted the color of the street sign, thanking Monroe officials for cooperating in its creation. The street is named for Charles Elsener's great-great-grandmother, Victoria. The company started the 160,000-square-foot building in May 2006. In July, it moved more than 100 administrative worke

Seems Space Is Limited
As the evening passes, I have attempted to update my profile, while retaining my previous thoughts and comments. After hitting the "post now" button and reviewing my text, I find my previous thoughts and a portion of my current text missing. As such, I have initiated this blog and we will see if my thoughts are retained herein.

Do I Try Another Psychiatrist?
So what I didn't blog about a couple weeks ago that I just hadn't wanted to talk about was that I tried to get into a doctor[psychiatrist] to get some medication to help handle the anxiety attacks and the panic attacks until I can locate a local EMDR therapist or Cognitive therapist that takes my insurance and that I can get started with treatment for my Post Traumatic Stress Dysorder[Development of characteristic symptoms following a psychologically traumatic event that is generally outside the range of usual human experience; symptoms include numbed responsiveness to environmental stimuli, a variety of autonomic and cognitive dysfunctions, and dysphoria- from a online medical dictionary]. The Lady had Tourette's, which Im not one to judge, but its hard to be comfortable with someone when you've got anxiety problems and they are ticking at you. A persons mannerisms can make a world of difference with comfort levels for me, and her Tourette's was just not helping the situation. S

I'm Tired
If I've heard it once I've heard it again, and again and again. I'm tired of stupid people. people that can't drive. people that can't respect other people. people that lie. people that cheat. people that play games. people that don't bother to move when they know they're standing in the way. people that look at you and think you give a flying f#$K who they are. people who say they care and don't. people who change from a good person to a bad one. people who don't care to learn something new. people who assume. people who think they know better than everyone else. people who can't smile at you when you pass by and smile at them. people who can't figure out a stop sign. sore, your damn right, I'm having a problem with people. people who are racist, people who are sexist. people who make a bad impression on other people turning them into people haters like me. I'm tired of looking for people that have heart. who have an honest soul. people who

Asshole Stole My Tongue Pic
"EXECUTIONER" Founder and Owner/@ Bikers Clubhouse Bar And Grill /The only bikers clubhouse@ fubar This piece of crap is using my pic id appreciate it if you would let him know that he cant fake to be the owner of my tongue

To Be Broken
I'm falling in the debris, Picking my broken pieces off the floor, I'm running from superstition, With my heart so dramatically sore. All I want is a break, Happiness for once to come my way, My life has made me hopeless, So at night I pray. And my faith is shattering, I'm losing the feeling that was once there, I'm looking for a reason, Just one reason to care. I was never good enough, And I will never be, I'm learning the hard way, Searching for something inside of me. I don't know myself, Nobody knows me for real, I'm too afraid to let them in, Because of the way I feel. I'm too damaged to trust, Too bruised to move, I won't fall to them, I have nothing to prove. I feel all over the place, Everything seems one big mess, It's so hard to keep going, With so much to confess. And the truth of the matter is, That I just want to fall away, I just don't want to live, To feel so broken and not ok.

Tests
Okay so I had two tests last week...and I knew I did good on one...but thought I failed the other. I got my first test score on Monday and got a 97...which is the test I knew I did good on. So I go to class tonight...thinking I failed the test. The teacher makes us wait until the end of class...and I got a freagin 90!!!! WOW...WOOHOO...OK I still can't believe it. I guess I underestimated myself. So now I got two A's to start off the year... definately works for me!!!

How To Treat Women, Good Or Bad
sometimes i think im little to nice to women and guve them way to much satisfaction. i tend to put them on a pedestal, maybe a little to high. but i dont get much in return. i wonder if treating them different or not as good would change things. instead of being nice i thought bout disrespecting a women little. what u think ladies.

There Comes A Time
There comes a time in everone's life when we have to make a choice. We cry,We laugh. We stumble we fall. New doors open, old one's close. There comes a time in everyone's life hearts are broken, dreams are shattered. Promises broken. There comes a time when friends will come and friends will go, but true friends always come back. there comes a time when we must say goodbye. there is a time when must move on, and start all over. there comes a time when we feel noone cares, we want to give up. There comes a time when life seems all up hill. there comes a time when we must take chances and pray for the best. We must never give up. There comes a time

I Hate You ( By Angeleyes )
I HATE you i hate you for EVERYTHING that youve ever put me through and for everything you WISH to put me through what have I done to make you hate me so much what have i done for you to make MY life a living hell and you DARE scar the innocence that i once had and will NEVER have again i hate you for ALL those time you LEFT me standing ALONE in the dark standing there in the rain and you JUST left me to drown in my pain i hate the times when i KNEW there was SOMEONE else but I chose NOT to listen and i told myself there wasnt i HATE all the times WE laid there and you whispered those sweet LIES to me i hate the times i THOUGHT you cared when you NEVER did i hate waking up KNOWING what you did to me knowing the WORDS that were said and knowing that i will NEVER be able to erase them and will NEVER forget it i hope the ones who have came before and after me have learned the TRUTH of who you are and i hope they never had to go through the pain i did and i hope the

Social Retardation, Lmao!
So I'm reading a Fubar's profile, and part of it reads: "I like fast cars with sound systems and playing pool. I enjoying going to ropers every tuesday with my girls and meeting new people, even make a few new friends sometimes. I'm also willing to try just about anything. I also write poetry, i have even some of them published. As for those of you who want something more know one thing right off im only into white guys, anyone else is strickly a friends bases." This was cut and paste from her profile. Okay so aside from showing she'll never really be a threat at a 4th grade spelling bee, she's basically saying, "I don't think people of any other race are worthy of any real interest to me, but we can be friends though." Wow...rednecks with computers, proof that higher tech does not necessarily mean a higher state of mind.

My Sonnet To 21st Century Love
Love, a fickle and demanding Master, Takes from your heart and soul, Making you surrender all control, And more often then not ends in disaster. It demands and perverts the mind, Making one enamored with 'the one,' Blinds to their faults as if they're the sun, Making promised to each other that bind. Then life and love dawns to reality, And they become their true self And love turned into a fatality, With sad little to do for help. When love is at the wheel Your only hope is just to feel

My Friends
My friends i have seen alot, built many memories, laughed and cried. I have said many prayers for you my friends. My friends i have tried to make you smile when you were sad, hurt because i cant be there. I may be going away for awhile but no not forever. I will be back again soon i hope. My friends i want to thank you for always being there for me, although there were days i know you felt like turning your back but you didnt. My friends it has been a long hard road for me. My friends i will never forget the love that was sent. My friends there is a time when we must say goodbye for just alittle while. My friends i love you all. I have some true friends some i lost somewhere along the way. My friends i must go away but i will be back someday, and hopefully you will be waiting with arms open wide. For those of i never really got the chance to meet i hope i will when i get back. Don't be sad and don't you cry for i will be back. please dont doubt tha

Random Musings - Mark Mcmorris Inspired
Roses bloom in endless blood-red petals Like lovers blush and twice as real Bluer then early dawn Dawn on the new beginning Changing with ticking beats of musical time The loudest noise in the world Roaring waves cry out innocence Washing away mans black unseen sin on the sand That keeps returning changing Seasons change Fall to Winter The colors turn bright white like looking into a flashlight Blinding into springs riot The riot of emotions blooming within My heart that is still in love with the land Which comes to life each season Light dawns murky on the chilled petals Warming them to dawn open themselves Red-pink new and fresh The lips of my land Bloom in the Spring and Fall To remind me of my lover land

Stranger
My dreams Are wrapped in silver strands of hair, Lost in brown-sugar brown. Wordless eyes watch, As a poet drones half-hearted words. While green blankets of clothes, Pillow my restless day dreams, Of soft masculine hands, Against the red- goose flesh of my Uncertainty. Tender hungry kisses, Laced with age. Made rough with salt and pepper seasoned facial hair; The Sweetest Sandpaper. The Smell of half stale cigarettes While the noble hook nose presses Into heated, Pulsing Flesh of an Arched neck. Kaki colors and brown tie shoes. Eyes I want to see your eyes, That is all I am wanting right now. The slant of the spine under my, fingers Soft gentle smiles in dim lights And his hands; Soft, tend

Nightmare
I dream in violence, sounds, and colors all twisted to mock. Like a movie, I cannot stop. History and Facts, dreams all become real. A girl screams, as she chops her own fingers off. To save her life. She turns to me, as does, The Man who will kill us both. She was too late., I am still alive. Screaming as I run, old metal, gray miles of industry. I hide, I pray, "No God" is all I hear, and I cry. He hunts, my ghost, my memory, he is fear. I wake screaming, sweating. I am assaulted by my overly cheerful pink room. hosed down in a five year olds peptro bismol color. The night light, pictures. I am safe, For now. The mangled girl watches, From behind my eyes. We both know it's only time, that tick tick tick tock sound. "No God, times running out." There is hope, There is faith. But Time is running out. The girl is already fading, is she dead? Why do I feel so empty>

What Would I Do Without You? ( Angeleyes )
What would I do Without you? How would I live? Where would I go To lay down my head And my worries? Who would listen to My dreams And hopeful ambitions? When would I feel The joys of contentment Of companionship? Of being one With another And with love? What would I do Without you? I would close my eyes, Remember your warmth, You smile, Your passionate way Of tackling life And me... I would close my eyes And remember And wish And long For your touch, Your grace... What would I do Without you? I would relish Our memories And wish you were here...

Empty
There is a place where I hide my soul when I cannot hold the weight of its pain anymore. It is a dark place with no walls or floor, no ceiling tiles that could be removed to expose an escape route to heaven. But heaven is the least of our needs now, as the weather turns cold. Flowers become brittle memories and I gather fractured petals along the way to that place where we can choose to hibernate or rest our cheek to silent stone.

Tag
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Miss You
The pain consuming me is so surreal. I feel so hollow, so empty inside. I am sullen in my bitter loneliness. I don't want to be alone like this. Aching for you, my heart cries out in excruciating, murderous pain. . . and it won't stop. Wanting you, like some sort of addictive drug, I can barely live without your love. I want to die - the pain is too intense. I feel like my heart has been ripped out and the hole will never heal. Longing for your lips, I can't stop dreaming about you - but you're so far away. Missing you more each moment, I put on a mask and try to hide the anguish. Tormented without you, I cannot find myself in the darkness. I cannot think, for all of my thoughts are missing you.

Tips From The Redneck Book Of Manners
Tips From the Redneck Book of Manners 1. Never take a beer to a job interview. 2. Always identify people in your yard before shooting at them. 3. It's considered poor taste to take a cooler to church. 4. If you have to vacuum the bed, it is time to change the sheets. 5. Even if you're certain that you are included in the will, it is still considered tacky to drive a U-Haul to the funeral home. Dining Out 1. If drinking directly from the bottle, always hold it with your fingers covering the label. 2. Avoid throwing bones and food scraps on the floor as the restaurant may not have dogs. Entertaining In Your Home 1. A centerpiece for the table should never be anything prepared by a taxidermist. 2. Do not allow the dog to eat at the table no matter how good his manners are. Personal Hygiene 1. While ears need to be cleaned regularly, this is a job that should be done in private using one's OWN tr

Time To Grow Up.
Hey friends and those just hanging on the friends list, Its been forever and a day since I've been around Fubar. Due to past events, I just needed a kind of "reboot" for my life path. So, I did. I made a change in my life path. Starting Oct 9th, I will be an official college student. I guess better late than never. I should of made this choice years ago, but even then, I picked the wrong path. The funny thing is, I am working towards a Bachelors in Psychology. I am so nervous though. I haven't done any structured education since 1994. But, the college I am doing online, I think, is a perfect match for me. I never was good with schooling. This place, does 1 class every 5 weeks. I don't have to worry about multiple classes, added stress, etc. Just one class / one focus. Anyway friends, just wanted to say I am still alive, still kicking.

Gabriel
The fond lips of night do bid you farewell As they close in on shadows; not heaven, nor hell Sleep tight my love, come morning light There will be no more battle, no more wars to fight Submit to the darkness, let your weary head rest Surrender to peace, don't fight for your breath Find not hurt, anger, berayal or lies No sin for forgiveness nor thorn in your side Let your mind wander from the depths of the pain Outside you will find me and home once again For you'll return just as you once did To recover the secrets and the raw truth we hid Sleep tight my love, let go of this world Of the tragedy, the lost souls, and embrace love unfurled Go to the Goddess, she holds you close to her heart Go to the God, you were his child apart So let go, child, and dream of the time When I was yours, and you were mine One day again I will be yours, a new day we'll see So goodnight my love, as I will, mote it be.

Inner Destruction
Posing as a smart, happy person I think I'm so much smarter than I am As if anyone really wants to hear about my life Hear the stories, thoughts, and observations I store in this mundane mind What do I know? Not even myself And no one seems to know me through it all I can't break out of this inner destruction So embedded with every compliment is the doubt Every question brings these worthless, ugly feelings I make so many more mistakes Why bother to sift through in search of something good? Just destroy it all Author notes

Have Ya?
Ever had one of those days when you have to click about 5 times for a link to work, and then you get some page won't load message and it makes you want to throw your computer at the TV because you pay good money for hundreds of channels with not A DAMN THING worth watching on it? No mater how you sit, you cross both legs, you put one on an ottoman, you put both on th floor but you can't get comfortable, and when you do you get an itch in the middle of your back that you can't reach so you walk to a doorway and rub up and down like a bear. Ever just want to sell everything and fly to Mexico and pat some senorita's soft ass while sipping...no, wait, gulping margaritas? OK, cool, I was just asking. :)

Ember
It's not working. They squirm around instead, some grander dance perhaps. They try to escape, the pressure inside. Frustrated, thrash about, without motion. Can't quite force, that intimate touch. Dig into the past. Under the waste, of past failures or joys, there might be, a little ember. Breath into it, like a lovers ear, rebuilding passion, rebounding for another act. Raise up again. Press tightly together, warm bodies in darkness, nurture with twisted ways, create a new light, in the inky black. Small fire, bigger flames, sparks float, into feeling, into thoughts, into words, perhaps poetry.

Please Help
THIS IS MY FIRST CONTEST AND COULD REALLY USE SOME HELP.... YOU KNOW I ALWAYS GOT YOUR BACK.. NOW I NEED SOME HELP STARTED TODAY AND ENDS OCT.10TH.... PLEASE COME BOMB AND HELP ME GET A BLAST... ALL HELP IS APPRECIATED (1 OR 1000 EVERYTHING HELPS) THANKS IN ADVANCE.. ONE LOVE

Follow Me
follow me behind the mask, take a look around back here and tell me what you see. can you see these shattered pieces, my soul destroyed on the ground? can you read all the thoughts, running through my head, or are there way too many for you to comprehend? can you hear my desperate pleas calling for someone to save me? Do you hear the painful screams Coming from my heart? can you actually see me now, The me I always hide? Follow me behind the mask And tell me what you see Follow me behind the mask ‘cause I can’t find myself Follow me behind the mask And help me just be me

Question Of Life
So here is a question for all those ladies out there. Why are so many scared away from a single father? Have to be a good person or they would not be the single parent right? Well thought I would start with a thought provoking question and see what I may just get start.

I'm Leaving Fubar (not A Fake Posting)
I'm leaving fubar in a few days(by the end of the weekend)and hopefully won't be back. If you're truly a friend, then contact me here so that I may give you my yahoo screenname and email address. I truly enjoy being a friend and want to be able to help my friends when they're distressed or troubled. I want to bring a smile when you're feeling down, and I want to be there for you to share the good times in your life as well. I hope to hear from you. Sincerely(as always), James P.S. please feel free to repost this up til the end of the weekend (Sunday night 12:00pm Eastern Standard Time)

Romance
Antagonizing pleasure Placed upon my lips Where dreams come true In just one kiss! Sharing an afternoon of ecstasy Closing the door on reality Not even the thickest iceberg Could melt the lust I feel inside! I shed my fears faster than my clothes The anticipation begins to unfold My heart begins to pound faster As you come closer Just one look from your eyes And I become hypnotized A river of sins, to which I concede Just one kiss, caused the undoing of me! Your lips gently pressed against mine A silent submission of tongues intertwined My mouth tenderly pressed against yours My voice trembles as you start to explore Electric shocks as your tongue touches mine An erotic dance of passing time My heart's racing as fast as yours My body's craving for something more! Starving and Craving For an evening Of erotic bliss Where dreams come true In Just One Kiss.

Open Marriages......
I had been reading some comments from another blog on open marriages and it seemed to me that quite a few people really came down on this woman, for having this type of a relationship with her man. You really shouldn't judge someone just based on their sexual lifestyle. It's true that this type of a relationship doesn't work for everyone but for some couples it's perfect for them. After reading these comments, I decided to bring back my old blog on Open Marriages. Who better to speak out on it than someone who has actually experienced that type of lifestyle. Having an open marriage isn't for everyone. There are some couples that wish to remain monogomous and there are some that wish to have an open marriage. The one good thing about having an open marriage is it gives you the opportunity to have sex with someone other than your spouse, without it being considered cheating. Keeps things spiced up that way. If you are going to have an open marriage, there are a few t

I Am Back Online Whooohooo!!!
Just wanted to let everyone know that I now have a laptop in the truck so I will be off and on every day. Just depends on where I can get a good signal lol. We are in Gary IN. til about 2am EST and then off to Troy, MI. Miss talking to you all and hope everyone is good!! TwinkleBug (Angel)

Goodbye My Lover
Goodbye My Lover Did I disappoint you or let you down? Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown? 'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun, Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won. So I took what's mine by eternal right. Took your soul out into the night. It may be over but it won't stop there, I am here for you if you'd only care. You touched my heart you touched my soul. You changed my life and all my goals. And love is blind and that I knew when, My heart was blinded by you. I've kissed your lips and held your head. Shared your dreams and shared your bed. I know you well, I know your smell. I've been addicted to you. Goodbye my lover. Goodbye my friend. You have been the one. You have been the one for me. I am a dreamer but when I wake, You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take. And as you move on, remember me, Remember us and all we used to be I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile. I've watched you sleeping for a while. I'

Billology
Let others know a little more about yourself, repost this as your name followed by "ology." FOODOLOGY Q. What is your salad dressing of choice? A. ranch....but what is 'salad'? xD lol Q. What is your favorite fast food restaurant? A. BK Q. What is your favorite sit-down restaurant? A. none...lol Q. On average, what size tip do you leave at a restaurant? A. $0.00 ;) Q. What food could you eat every day for two weeks and not get sick of? A. PIEROGI!! Q. What are your pizza toppings of choice? A. Hawaiin is good...or pepperoniiiiii Q. What do you like to put on your toast? A: Butter PSYCHOLOGY Q. What is your wallpaper on your computer? A: shirtless willy and shmovy lol we're shmexy bitches YO! Q. How many televisions are in your house/apartment? A. uno TJOLOGY Q. Are you right-handed or left-handed? A. left Q. Have you ever had anything removed from your body? A. no Q. When was the last time you had a cavity? A. when younger Q.

My Warts
I was at mcdonalds making my rent money to pay my slut mom. I met this Hawt tranny dude. I let him stick me in the pooper and i think he had anal warts. I wonder should i use preperation H as a preventative or should i shoot myself in the asshole? idk he had the hawtest 2 inch dick i ever had in my pooper tho. all those warts made him 6 inches wide. damn i need to see him again wonder if he likes mcdonalds alot?

Street Rat Chapters
Street Ratz Chapter layout Ch. 1: The Release Ch. 2: The Reno Assistance Center Ch. 3: Back on the Streets Ch. 4: The Fight Ch. 5: Street Vibration Ch. 6: Friends Ch. 7: The Comstock Ch. 8: Probation Ch. 9: Back to the Comstock Ch. 10: Room 717 Ch. 11: Jits Ch. 12: 86 from the Comstock Ch. 13: Kick out of Everywhere Ch. 14: Juggalo's Ch. 15: Bad Trip Ch. 16: Dakz & Jeykl Ch. 17: Stupid Ch. 18: New Years Ch. 19: Caught and Arrested Ch. 20: In front of the Judge Ch. 21: Unwanted Power Ch. 22: The Trip Ch. 23: Stateline Ch. 24: Sacramento Ch. 25: Santa Cruz, CA Ch. 26: The Boardwalk Ch. 27: Woods of Capitola Ch. 28: 4:20 Ch. 29: The innercircle Ch. 30:

Mom Back In The Hospital
Well last night I had to put my mom back in the hospital she has an infection in her pic line and she was anemic so they had to give her some blood. So they have to figure out were shes bleeding from. There also running more test to make sure the cancer didn't come back.

If A Man Wants You...
IF A MAN WANTS YOU If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better.

Burdens Lost
Burdens Lost The words you say to me Make me think That I am important Makes me wonder if I really do matter To this cold heartless world Your words run through my mind Looking for the right spot To take root Growing, blooming me into A better person that I will enjoy being around The images you make for me Fill my heart with hope That someday I will be whole Taking my hand into yours You lead me from the Darkness of my depths Into the new sun Warming my face With your bright light Unlocking the place I hide from the world Falling upon my knees I weep for my Burdens lost

Destroy And Shatter
Destroy and Shatter Cast me aside Like a child's toy That they have outgrown Hidden away In the toy box of time Until the moment you Remember the times We had The laughter we shared You take your hand Reaching deep to the Bottom of the box Pulling my sore limp body From the scattered Fragment of your Past possessions You pull me close Hugging me telling me Your false feelings Of friendship How close we are "You are my closest friend" You whisper in my ear Once again sparking The light of hope In my ever-trusting heart Thinking the destructive Thoughts of serenity You look away Dropping me back To the darkness of the box You turn to find your next play toy To destroy and shatter

Rid Myself Of Me
Rid Myself of Me Breezing across my deserted mind The memories of the past Conjure the images of my life Happy times that turn to gray Filling these ghostly visions with The dark things I have done Never forgiving myself Past wrongs as if they Were here by my side Laughing in my ears Swirling echos in my head Telling me that I am Not worth the bright Sunlight shinning on my face Screaming that I do not Deserve the happiness I seek Bowing my head I conform To their yells of hatred Knowing all the time it is My mind that is Pushing me down The dark path I walk alone Fooling myself into Believing I could be happy Knowing now I cannot Find true contentment Until I can rid myself of me

Tears
Tears The first tear That rolled down my face Was the tear of life Born into a exciting new world Everything is new and fresh Looking at the world With innocent eyes The second tear I cried Was the tear of manhood Nothing is new anymore The world turns tainted and cold The feelings of youth fade Torn away from young ideas Thrown into the darkness That is life The third tear is for love A feeling so pure in nature When it starts to grow Our heart pounds with hope Thoughts swirl into images of you The world seems anew Then it crashes back down To the dark abyss Love, the only false feeling The last tear that fills my eyes Is the happy tear of death Coming to take away The pain that life brings Sorrow stops with the Last beat of my heart As my lungs exhale The stale air that fills my lungs I am at peace True happiness I have finally found

Got Bored
Wrote it awhile ago was bored 1 day Got bored rained all day depressing wrote a quick poem is it any good ocean waves wash my soul cleanse me of your smile and the memory of ten fingers entwined forever in a hopeless wish

Cowboy
A modern day cowboy has spent many days crossing the western plains >> without water. >> >> His horse has already died of thirst. >> >> He's crawling through the sand, certain that he has breathed his last >> breath, when all of a sudden; he sees an object sticking out of the sand >> several yards ahead of him. >> >> He crawls to the object, pulls it out of the sand, and discovers what >> looks to be an old brief case. >> >> He opens it and out pops a genie. But this is no ordinary genie. >> >> She is wearing a Tax Office ID badge and a dull grey dress. >> >> There's a calculator in her pocket-book. She has a pencil tucked behind >> one ear. >> >> "Well, cowboy," says the genie... "You know how I work. You have three >> wishes." >> >> "I'm not falling for this." said the cowboy. "I'm not going to trust an >> Inland Revenue genie." >> >> "What do you have to lose? You've got no transportation, and it looks >> like you're a goner anyway

My Family & I Say Thanks
My Family & I sat together tonight and read all the comments and gifts and messages sent from all of you.And I would like to say thank you all for your prayers and all the love you have sent. Believe it or not it was comforting to all of us to see so much love from so many people. And a very special thanks to Rain & Pnedis for the blog. My family truly loved your slide show of Breanna . My daughter & her husband were very touched by it It brought smiles & tears but they were tears of joy for the memories you have stored in that show. SO THANK YOU FROM ME & MY FAMILY. Get More at COMMENTYOU.com

Will Be.. In Chicago Looking For Cute Female
I will be in and around North Chicago, Oct 14-16th... if you care to run into me... = ) Not that i live far away.. just staying up there for training........ for the 2-3 days..... KajerWW on Yahoo IM KajerWW@hotmail.com on MSN kajer@verizon.net at home... if you care too take care , be bad Kajer

Salute
I have seen several people who made salutes for other members of fubar... well... where's mine?! I have made some for a few friends on here that I have grown really close to. Yeah, some are a little NSFW, but those friends really deserve it!! Is there anyone who cares enough about me to make a salute pic? LOL If so... make one and notify me when it's up so I can rip it. I ♥ you all, and you know this!

Greek Roasted Chicken & Potatoes
A great dish to serve when company is over. Ingredients 6 lb. chicken (roaster) Salt and pepper 2 – 3 Tbs. dried oregano 4 - 6 baking potatoes, peeled and quartered 1/4 C. butter, melted 3 Tbs. lemon juice 3/4 C. chicken broth Directions Preheat oven to 350 degrees. Pour broth into bottom of a roasting pan. Put chicken on a rack in pan; arrange potatoes around and sprinkle with salt, pepper and oregano. Pour butter and lemon juice over top of chicken and potatoes. Bake 2 - 2 1/2 hours until chicken is tender and browned, basting with pan juices frequently. Yield: 8 Servings.

Another One....you
YOU I once had a smile a smile you made true. But now that you’re gone What can I do I sit here and wonder If I ever cross your mind I think of you always time after time What did I do Or what did I say That made you turn your back And made it easy to walk away Was it really love Or was it lust in disguise Was I another one of your toys Please tell me no lies My fragile heart Can’t handle the pain as tears roll down my face Like the pounding rain No where to run And no where to hide From the pain I feel within The pain I feel inside No call in the night your voice I can’t hear never seeing you again is something I fear How could someone I love Just hurt me so bad Leaving me to wonder Leaving me so sad Did I mean to you As much as you said Did you mean every word As I lied with you in your bed So many memories of you and i Keep racing through my mind I was so foolish I was so blind By the way Just thought you should know I need to say That

My Sayings 5
Of everything I could want or need all I ask for is a beauty to call my own, someone to hold someone to love, one to share my good times and my bad, one who will laugh when I laugh cry when I cry but most of all love, I ask for that of a woman

Ein Lied (a Song)
Whoever does good will be forgiven Therefore be good in all your journeys Then you'll soon have visitors We'll come with the song book We were born for music We are the servants of your ears Whenever you're sad We play for you If you live without sin And give each other a hand If you don't squint into the sun a song will be played for you We are the servants of your ears We were born for music Whenever you're sad we play for you Whenever you can't sleep May you be treated to a song And heaven cracks A song falls softly from the light of heaven We were born for music We are the servants of your ears Whenever you're sad We play for you

Bad Night
It sucks when you have your day planned out and then it gets blown up by a busted up couch. Ya see it's like this; my brothers were visiting so I was making dinner or whatever. Havent gotten any in a few days so I went with the porn. Was gonna get in a quick jerk when I'd sat down on the couch and there's the fuckin spring poking through like a stalker. Needless to say next time Kendall is here there's going to be hell to pay. Peace

Feuer & Wasser (fire & Water)
It's beautiful when she swims the breaststroke Then I can see into her core Not that the breast is what's beautiful I just swim after her Sparking dust flows from the center A firework shoots from her crotch Fire and water don't come together Can't be bound, aren't related Sunken in sparks, I am aflame and am burned in the water Burned in the water It's beautiful when she swims naked then I want to see her from behind Not that the breasts are attractive Her legs open like scissors Then from its hiding place, the flame glows hotly from her thigh-angle [1] She swims past and doesn't notice me I am her shadow, she stands in the light There is no hope and no confidence Fire and water don't come together Can't be bound, aren't related Sunken in sparks, I am aflame and am burned in the water Like this, the blood boils in my loins I grab her with wet hands Smooth as a fish and cold as ice She won't waste herself on me I know Fire and water never come tog

Fill The Quiz Out
BE BRAVE AND SEND IT BACK TO ME 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7.Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 19. Where would u like my cum to go? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Can I use you as a booty call? 23. Do you like foreplay? 24. What is foreplay to you? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THIS BACK TO YOU! EVEN IF YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND OR GIRLFRIEND- REPOST THIS! TITLE IT "NAUGHTY APP

Stirb Nicht Vor Mir (don't Die Before I Do)
The night opens her lap The child's name is loneliness It is cold and motionless I cry softly into time I don't know what your name is But I know that you exist I know that sometime someone will love me He comes to me every night No words are left to say With his hands around my neck I close my eyes and pass away I don't know who he is In my dreams he does exist His passion is a kiss And I can not resist I wait here Don't die before I do I wait here Don't die before I do I don't know who you are I know that you exist Don't die Sometimes love seems so far I wait here Your love I can't dismiss I wait here All the houses are covered in snow And candle light in the windows They lie there together And I I only wait for you I wait here Don't die before I do I wait here Don't die before I do I don't know who you are I know that you exist Don't die Sometimes love seems so far I wait here Your love I can't dismiss Don't die before I do

Wo Bist Du (where Are You)
I love you I love you not I love you no more I love you no more or less than you Than you loved me When you still loved me [1] The pretty girls are not pretty The warm hands are so cold All clocks have stopped It's no longer healthy to laugh, and soon I'll look for you behind the light Where are you I don't want to be so alone Where are you The pretty girls are not pretty The warm hands are so cold All clocks have stopped It's no longer healthy to laugh, and soon I look for you behind the light Where are you I don't want to be so alone Where are you I look for you under every stone Where are you I fall asleep with a knife Where are you [1] The first few lines build on each other by adding only a word or two, yet changing the meaning of all the lines said up to this point. It can't really be fully translated.

Rosenrot (rose-red)
A girl saw a little rose It bloomed there in bright heights She asked her sweetheart if he could fetch it for her She wants it and that's fine So it was and so it will always be She wants it and that's the custom Whatever she wants she gets Deep wells must be dug if you want clear water Rose-red, oh Rose-red Deep waters don't run still The boy climbs the mountain in torment He doesn't really care about the view Only the little rose is on his mind He brings it to his sweetheart She wants it and that's fine So it was and so it will always be She wants it and that's the custom Whatever she wants she gets Deep wells must be dug if you want clear water Rose-red, oh Rose-red Deep waters don't run still At his boots, a stone breaks Doesn't want to be on the cliff anymore And a scream lets everyone know Both are falling to the ground She wants it and that's fine So it was and so it will always be She wants it and that's the custom Whatever she wants

Amour
Love is a wild animal It breathes you it looks for you It nests upon broken hearts and goes hunting when there are kisses and candles It sucks tightly on your lips and digs tunnels through your ribs It drops softly like snow First it gets hot then cold in the end it hurts Amour Amour Everyone just wants to tame you Amour Amour in the end caught between your teeth Love is a wild animal It bites and scratches and kicks towards me It holds me tightly with a thousand arms and drags me into its love nest It devours me completely and retches me back out after many years It drops softly like snow First it gets hot then cold in the end it hurts Amour Amour Everyone just wants to tame you Amour Amour in the end caught between your teeth Love is a wild animal You fall into its trap It stares into your eyes Spellbound when its gaze hits you Please please give me poison

Ohne Dich (without You)
I'm going to go into the fir trees There where I last saw her But the evening is throwing a cloth upon the land and upon the ways behind the edge of the forest And the forest it is so black and empty Woe is me, oh woe And the birds sing no more Without you I cannot be Without you With you I am alone too Without you Without you I count the hours without you With you the seconds stand still They aren't worth it On the branches in the ditches it's now silent and without life And breathing becomes oh so hard for me Woe is me, oh woe And the birds sing no more Without you I cannot be Without you With you I am alone too Without you Without you I count the hours without you With you the seconds stand still They aren't worth it without you

Mein Herz Brennt (my Heart Burns)
Now, dear children, pay attention * I am the voice from the pillow I have brought you something I ripped it from my chest With this heart I have the power to blackmail the eyelids I sing until the day awakes a bright light on the heavens my heart burns They come to you in the night demons, ghosts, black fairies they creep out of the cellar shaft and will look under your bedding Now, dear children, pay attention I am the voice from the pillow I have brought you something a bright light on the heavens my heart burns They come to you in the night and steal your small hot tears they wait until the moon awakes and put them in my cold veins Now, dear children, pay attention I am the voice from the pillow I sing until the day awakes a bright light on the heavens my heart burns My heart burns * Part of this song is actually taken from a children's show called Das Sandmännchen (The Little Sandman).

Powhatan Girl Missing
www.powhatanlife.com/2007/10/03/amy-mullins-of-powhatan-missing/ WAVY TV 10 Police looking for woman missing for almost two weeks Oct 2, 2007 07:37 PM EDT Virginia Beach Police are looking for a woman who was last seen in Virginia Beach almost two weeks ago with two men. They issued the following news release with her information: POLICE SEEK PUBLIC’S ASSISTANCE IN MISSING PERSON CASE amymullins_wavytv.jpg Virginia Beach Police need the public’s assistance in locating a missing woman. The missing woman is identified as Amy Lauren Mullins, 25, of Powhatan, Virginia. She is described as white with a fair complexion. Ms. Mullins is 6 feet tall and weighs approximately 220 pounds. She has blond shoulder length hair and blue eyes. She has a tattoo of two bear claws on her chest and a tattoo of an infinity sign sideways 8 on her lower back. She also has a scar from surgery on the back of her neck. Ms. Mullins was last scene wearing a black tank top, a black light weight jacket

Wilder Wein (wild Wine)
Wild wine - before your castle wild wine - I am ready Arrival is announced - only for the king God, stand by me - and open your gates wild wine - and totally slow wild wine - so warm and moist Wild wine - before your lap wild wine - it has been written deep in the water - you don't cross but my desire - laughs at the wings wild wine - like a dove wild wine - so wet and hot Wild wine - before this darkness wild wine - healed by the light it stays hidden - otherwise we could defend ourselves I wait for you - at the end of the night wild wine - only a grape wild wine - and bitter like snow I wait for you - at the end of the night

Klavier (piano)
They tell me unlock this door curiosity becomes a scream what could be behind it behind this door stands a piano the keys are dusty the strings are out of tune behind this door she sits at the piano but she doesn't play anymore oh, that was so long ago There, at the piano I listened to her and when her performance began I held my breath She said to me I'll always stay with you but it only seemed that she played for me alone I poured her blood into the fire of my rage I locked the door they asked for her There, at the piano I listened to her and when her performance began I held my breath There, at the piano I stood beside her it seemed she played for me alone The door is open oh, how they scream I hear mother pleading father is beating me they take her from the piano and no one believes me here that I am deathly ill from sorrow and the stench There, at the piano I listened to her and when her performance began I held my breath Ther

The Raven- By Edgar Allen Poe (my Favourite Poem)
[First published in 1845] Once upon a midnight dreary, while I pondered weak and weary, Over many a quaint and curious volume of forgotten lore, While I nodded, nearly napping, suddenly there came a tapping, As of some one gently rapping, rapping at my chamber door. `'Tis some visitor,' I muttered, `tapping at my chamber door - Only this, and nothing more.' Ah, distinctly I remember it was in the bleak December, And each separate dying ember wrought its ghost upon the floor. Eagerly I wished the morrow; - vainly I had sought to borrow From my books surcease of sorrow - sorrow for the lost Lenore - For the rare and radiant maiden whom the angels named Lenore - Nameless here for evermore. And the silken sad uncertain rustling of each purple curtain Thrilled me - filled me with fantastic terrors never felt before; So that now, to still the beating of my heart, I stood repeating `'Tis some visitor entreating entrance at my chamber door - Some late visitor entreating en

Seemann (seaman)
Come in my boat a storm is rising and it is becoming night Where do you want to go so completely alone you are drifting away Who will hold your hand when it pulls you under Where do you want to go so boundless the cold sea Come in my boat the autumn wind holds the sails taut Now you are standing by the lantern with tears in your face the daylight falls on the side the autumn wind sweeps the streets clear Now you are standing by the lantern you have tears in your face the evening light chases away the shadows time stands still and it becomes autumn Come in my boat longing will be the helmsman Come in my boat the best seaman was I Now you are standing by the lantern you have tears in your face you take the fire from the candle time stands still and it becomes autumn They only spoke of your mother only the night is so merciless at the end I am left alone time stands still and I am cold

The Top 9 Sexual Jokes Of All Time!
The Top 9 Sexual Jokes of all time! #9 A man is in a hotel lobby. He wants to ask the clerk a question. As he turns to go to the front desk, he accidentally bumps into a woman beside him and as he does, his elbow goes into her breast. They are both quite startled. The man turns to her and says, "Ma'am, if your heart is as soft as your breast, I know you'll forgive me." She replies, "if your penis is as hard as your elbow, I'm in room 1221." # 8 A young man walks up and sits down at the bar. "What can I get you?" the bartender inquires. "I want 6 shots of Jagermeister," responded the young man. "6 shots?!? Are you celebrating something?" "Yeah, my first blowjob." "Well, in that case, let me give you a 7th on the house." "No offense, sir. But if 6 shots won't get rid of the taste, nothing will." # 7 A businessman boards a flight and is lucky enough to be seated next to an absolutely gorgeous woman.. They exchange brief hellos and he notices

Scammer Conversation.
Evil Hottie: NOW I KNOW U R A SCAMMER Evil Hottie: I KNEW IT Evil Hottie: GOING TO REPORT YA joy phillips: what happen? joy phillips: do u av any problem? joy phillips: joy phillips: do i ask u for anything? Evil Hottie: no but u did someone else Evil Hottie: on your friends list Evil Hottie: im letting my friends know of u joy phillips: that what? BUZZ!!! joy phillips: which of them? BUZZ!!! joy phillips: u are spoiling ur name Evil Hottie: lol Evil Hottie: not Evil Hottie: evil i am Evil Hottie: dont like liers Evil Hottie: and scammers joy phillips: u are old and not serious for any thing joy phillips: u are a lier Evil Hottie: wtfe Evil Hottie: your a mooch Evil Hottie: go get a job joy phillips: do i ask for anything from u? Evil Hottie: u did from someone else Evil Hottie: and u r fake Evil Hottie: use a real picture joy phillips: how are u sure? joy phillips: how would u feel if u find out am a lady? Evil Hottie: u r a manb Evil Hottie: man Evil

50 Things To Do During Finals
Just way too funny not to share... I wish I'd thought of some of these during my school years LOL. 1. Bring a pillow. Fall asleep (or pretend to) until the last 15 minutes. Wake up, say "oh geez, better get cracking" and do some gibberish work. 2. Get a copy of the exam, run out screaming "Andre, Andre, I've got the secret documents!!" 3. If it is a math/science exam, answer in essay form. If it is long answer/essay form, answer with numbers and symbols. Be creative. Use the surface integral symbol. 4. Make paper airplanes out of the exam. Aim them at the instructor's left nostril. 5. Talk the entire way through the exam. Read questions aloud, debate your answers with yourself out loud. If asked to stop, yell out, "I'm SOOO sure you can hear me thinking." Then start talking about what a jerk the instructor is. 6. Bring cheerleaders. 7. Walk in, get the exam, sit down. About five minutes into it, loudly say to the instructor, "I don't understand ANY of this. I've b

Breast Self-exams
Breast self-exams: One way to detect breast cancer Breast self-exams — along with clinical breast exams and mammography — raise your awareness of your breast health. Find out what breast familiarity entails and review self-exam techniques. Breast self-exams, long advocated as essential for early breast cancer detection, are now considered optional. What's stressed today is breast awareness, which involves being familiar with the normal consistency of your breasts and the underlying tissue. Breast self-exams contribute greatly to breast awareness, teaching you how your breasts vary in sensitivity and texture at different times during your menstrual cycle and different stages of life. This sense of what's normal is known as breast familiarity. Benefits of breast familiarity When you know the normal feel of your breasts, it's easier to notice subtle but potentially serious changes. These changes may become apparent quickly, over the course of just a few months. Say, for exam

Birds And Bees
A father asked his 10-year old son if he knew about the birds and the bees. "I don't want to know," the child said, bursting into tears. "Promise me you won't tell me." Confused, the father asked what was wrong. The boy sobbed, "When I was six, I got the 'There's no Easter Bunny' speech. At seven, I got the 'There's no Tooth Fairy' speech. When I was eight, you hit me with the 'There's no Santa' speech. If you're going to tell me that grown-ups don't really get laid, I'll have nothing left to live for."

Ole Thy Schwong
Why would I referrer to you by name or by hint, It wouldnt matter you'ld still get pissed. you know what you did, you played me for a fool, Now its my turn to walk away from you. If you want, I can play the blame game too, but I can admit my part how about you? I am not your escape goat, I am not a pawn you had my heart, but now its gone. But fate will give you yours, oh yes it will, For you reap what you sow, now "go with the flow" I looked up to you, not only at your face. I looked up to you, your soul was great. you taught me one thing I hold dear, forgiveness to others, you made that very clear. I will hold my head high, I will be strong I will just have to go buy a big plastic schwong.

I Miss You
Dammit I miss you. I know it wasn’t much. I know that you loved that fire way more than you ever loved me. I know that I was the mistress and fire was the wife. But regardless of all of this, I miss you. What’s a girl to do? You’ve made it clear that you wanna be with me and you haven’t moved on and honestly, I haven’t moved on either. But dammit it’s the same shit right now as it was for 5 months. It’s enough for you to text me every day for a week and then disappear without letting me know that you are on a fire. It’s enough to exchange picture texts. Random calls at random times of the day never really pegging down or committing to me or seeing me. Which shouldn’t surprise me because you already had a commitment and that is to fire. Some things never change. And it looks like that applies to you and I not just to you and fire. I realize to be happy that both of us need to move on. However I have these thoughts about what if I never really move on from you?? I’m not go

Party With Me Next Weekend!
Hi, I hope I'm not bothering you. I just wanted to check to see if you might be interested in coming out to party with me next weekend? Me and a few other girls are having a birthday party at a couple of bars near Phoenix on Oct. 12th and 13th. and I thought the more the merrier right? So if you live in the area or are going to be in that area would love to have you come hang out and party with us! It's sure to be a fun time! Here's the details. Who's Coming ... Faith - The Host! Dawn Marie Serena Paige Summer Lynn Aimeelynn Jezabelle Alanna ZoeZane Sandra Party Details This is an over 21 event, and you must have a valid picture id with you to enter! CLICK HERE TO ADD YOURSELF TO THE ATTENDANCE LIST! Friday Night October 12th (Non-Nude) Monastery 4810 E Mckellips Rd Mesa, AZ 85215 CLICK HERE FOR WEBSITE! This will be a casual fun night!! Monastery is a great place to get to know each other... there are barbecue g

Miserable Day
What a miserable day, could it have gone any worse? I doubt. Investigation comes in over some bs complaint, that was completely unfounded, but some staff were having a bad day, and the kids were a little out of control, so she wrote us up about that, and what is the directors response to it? Why lets switch the staff around again, pull Chrissy out of her room that she just got into in Sept. and finally has things running good, and put her in the problem room, Why? Cause apparently I can handle anything. Yeah it's great that she has so much faith in me but at the same time I have an After School Care to run. I can't be the problem solver everytime. She needs to get busy and train the staff to fix the problems themselves. The answer can't always be lets just put Chrissy in there till everything works out. I'm not superwoman, I work 11 + hour days and still have to spend my lunchbreak programing because they say there's not enough staff to give me time that I actually get piad for, funny

Scammer On Fubar Beware!
This Person Added Me On Yahoo Today Posing As A Model Saying Shes From Pa Now In Africa. Seems Weird To Me And She Or It Has A Profile On Here Also Please Be Careful. Thats All They Want Is Money! The Person Cant Even Type Right. joy@ fubar

Bleh
I want to start dating. I have a fiance, boyfriend. Etch. But they don't have something I need. I am not sure what it is. They know about each other, and get along well because I am honest from the get go. So I am not exactly sure what i need to do in order to start this. Who would want to date me anyway? Bleh.

Joke
-------Original Message------ Subject: FW: Divorce Joke ----- Original Message ----- Subject: Divorce Joke One day a father gets out of work and on his way home he suddenly remembers that it's his daughter's birthday. He pulls over to a toy shop and asks the salesperson, "How much for one of those Barbie's in the display window?" The salesperson answers, "Which one do you mean, sir? We have: Work Out Barbie for $19.95, Shopping Barbie for $19.95, Beach Barbie for $19.95, Disco Barbie for $19.95, Ballerina Barbie for $19.95, Astronaut Barbie for $19.95, Skater Barbie for $19.95, and Divorced Barbie for $265.95" The amazed father asks: "You what?! Why is the Divorced Barbie $265.95 and the others only $19.95? The annoyed salesperson rolls her eyes, sighs, and answers: "Sir..., Divorced Barbie comes with: Ken's Car, Ken's House, Ken's Boat, Ken's Furniture, Ken's Computer and. one of Ken's Friends

Farm Kid From Iowa (now At San Diego Marine Corps Recruit Training
Dear Ma and Pa, I am well. Hope you are. Tell Brother Walt and Brother Elmer the Marine Corps beats working for old man Minch by a mile. Tell them to join up quick before all of the places are filled. I was restless at first because you got to stay in bed till nearly 6am but I am getting so I like to sleep late. Tell Walt and Elmer all you do before breakfast is smooth your cot, and shine some things. No hogs to slop, feed to pitch, mash to mix, wood to split, fire to lay. Practically nothing. Men got to shave but it is not so bad, there's warm water. Breakfast is strong on trimmings like fruit juice, cereal, eggs, bacon, etc., but kind of weak on chops, potatoes, ham, steak, fried eggplant, pie, and other regular food, but tell Walt and Elmer you can always sit by the two city boys that live on coffee. Their food plus yours holds you until noon when you get fed again. It's no wonder these city boys can't walk much. We go on "route marches," which the platoon ser

Kelpie
We walk through twilight towards the ocean rolling over our bare feet, cool sand imprinting images of two. Thrusting moonlight crawls over jagged rocks searching for the evil, seagulls wipe the skies, sweeping the stars. As the sun scratches the horizon the dark waters turn holy, blessing the innocent, cursing the rest of us. Whispering winds play behind our tattooed ears as we race to the end of the pier, hardly breathing the mist rises, kissing our lips.

The Confession
A new priest, born and raised in Texas, is nervous about hearing confessions, so he asks the older priest to sit in on his sessions. The new priest hears a couple of confessions, then the old priest asks him to step out of the confessional for a few suggestions. The old priest suggests, "Cross your arms over your chest, and rub your chin with one hand and try saying things like 'yes, I see,' and 'yes, go on,' and 'I understand.'" The new priest crosses his arms, rubs his chin with one hand and repeats all the suggested remarks to the old priest. The old priest says, "Now, don't you think that's a little better than slapping your knee and saying, "No shit...what happened next?"

What A Girl Wants...
Visit www.hostdrjack.comHost Your Images & Videos FREE CLICK HERE! What I want right now is a big bed with lots of pillows and luxurious sheets and someone to share it with. I want to curl up next to someone under a fluffy duvet to keep warm as the night air blows in over us from the open window. I want to talk quietly, sharing our hopes, fears, joys, and sorrows. I want to know that he cares about me, and isn't there just for the sex. I want to feel his arms around me, holding me, telling me I'm safe with him. I want his touch to tell me I'm beautiful. And while I'm at it, I want the night to last forever. Is that asking too much? It is what a girl wants.What do you want?

Ralph The Rooster
A farmer has about 500 hens, but no rooster, and he wants chicks. So, he goes down the road to the next farmer and asks if he has a rooster that he would sell. The other farmer says, "Yep, I've got this great rooster, named Ralph. He'll service every chicken you got, no problem." Well, Ralph the rooster costs $3,000, a lot of money, but the farmer decides he'd be worth it. So, he buys Ralph The farmer takes Ralph home and sets him down in the barnyard, but first he gave the rooster a pep talk. "I want you to pace yourself now. You've got a lot of chickens to service here, and you cost me a lot of money." Consequently, I'll need you to do a good job. So, take your time and have some fun," the farmer said, with a chuckle. Ralph seems to understand, so the farmer points toward the hen house and Ralph takes off like a shot. WHAM! Ralph nails every hen in the hen house - three or four times, and the farmer is really shocked. After that, the farmer hears a commotion in the duck pen a

Destiny Or Fate?
strange prince the rain falls down, the tears of angels splash splash into little puddles of mud, mud made from my anger and hate why, why would it have to be this way I thought long and hard, suffering increases pain lingers, he lingers, coming back for more enough. Go away I yell, go away. You did your damage I will survive, I did before you, I will after you a stranger in the distance draws near, could it be, could it be, my red eyes focus in, is this my prince charming my night in armour? He is distant, but drawing near. closer and closer, I wrap my arms around him, embracing he wipes my tears of distraught away. smelling his cologne, feeling how good he feels, how i longed for such a man, for such a caring touch a touch in a need of time. Thank you strange prince, thank you. His embrace, warm and tender he feels to good, to good to be true I clinch tighter, dont leave, dont leave lifting his katana toward me, h

Shadow
Shadow She sits and stairs blankly at what seems to be a wall.. The room so black, filled with silence.. nothing is heard not even her tears that fall to the floor.. She cant figure out what she has done wrong, why others turn away, why others give her hopes only to smash her dreams.. Her life seems so empty, as if there was nothing there at all.. As if she was a shadow inside the silent room, as if when someone finally sees the light she quickly fades away, becomes nothing, just been washed away.. All her life she sits in darkness, waiting for her time to come, but as one day passes another comes, but not once is it her time.. her heart trys to heal, she allows others in, she tells herself not to, yet she cant turn them away.. She wants to be there for anyone in need, she wants to care for everyone who is without.. but all she ever wanted was to be needed in return to be loved, and cherished and cared for by those she has allowed in.. "What is so wrong with me?" she asks.. her head

Free
Place my foot upon the ground. Then the next. Each one seeming stronger than the last. Holding my chin up, Taking a deep breath. My heart racing, beating.. Against my chest. Not a word is spoken, Emotions fil the air. Not looking back but only forward to the new year. Throwing my hand up, breaking all the ties, Letting myself fianlly be, finally letting go.. Finally im free..!!

My New Bike And Lease On Life
OK so today my girl friend of 3 years dumps me because she sayd she doesnt love me anymore. I have been saving for a house or a bigger house that she wanted. So today she broke up with me and I went and bought me a new bike. I know I cant replace her with my ride but shit i can get a new girl cause my new ride is alot bette then my old one lol.

Game Time!
Ok people let's have some fun.and please don't be shy at all, You guy's and gal's can ask me any three questions you want as a comment...But here's the twist I will answer 2 questions right and 1 question a lie and all you have to do is figure out witch is the truth and witch one is the lie....And when you people are done please copy and paste to your blogs so i and others can ask you the quetions...and lets see how far this game will go...Have Fun and Enjoy..

Song Lyrics
I never felt nothing in the world like this before, (no) Now I'm missing you and I'm wishing you would come back through my door. (yeah, oooh) Why did you have to go? (go) You could have let me know, (know) So now I'm all alone. (ouuuu) Girl, you could have stayed But you wouldnt give me a chance. With you not around, it's a little bit more than I can stand. (ooooh) And all my tears they Keep running down my face. (face) Why did you turn away? So why does your pride make you run and hide? Are you that afraid of me? But I know it's a lie what you keep inside, This is not how you want it to be. So, baby, I will wait for you. 'Cause I don't know what else I can do. Don't tell me I ran out of time. If it takes the rest of my life, Baby, I will wait for you. If you think I'm fine, it just aint true. I really need you in my life. No matter what I have to do, I'll wait for you. It's been a long time since you called me. (How could you forget about me?) You got

Discounts
come in and get a tat of $100 or ore and tell us u are on here and get a discount of 10-20%....BUT THE CATCH IS YOU HAVE TO BE ON THE FRIENDS LIST FIRST TO PROVE THAT U SUPPORT OUR SHOP.....MUCH LOVE SINKING INK TATTOO

Looking For My Vip Status
well, im looking for anyone that might be kind enuff to find it in their heart to give nme VIP status for a month....i had it for a month and thought that all the stuff that came with it was permananet, and found out abruptly it wasnt. espespecially since i tried uploasding some more cool pix yesterday and couldnt.....sucked. im really ticked off that the 2500 picture thing atleast isnt permant. so im looking to get VIP staus agaij so i can indeed upload all 2500 pix if possible, even if only during a months time,. and not to worry, ive got plenty cool stuff to upload too. thing is 1. i dont own a credit card, and 2. i dont have any money right now seeing how i just now starting advertising again for my website business and my last customer was over a month ago. so im almost broke. so if any of my friends, fans, or fqmily out there could find it in their hearts to give me the gift of VIP status for a month (i think its like 14 or 15 bucks) i would be greatly forever in ur debt and not

Human
We all are humans, We all have needs. Why is it we can be so mean? Think about how the world could be, If everyday day we did a kind act. The world would be the place God created. We would start to strive, To be kinder beings. Full of love and tenderness. Not beings of negativity. We would be beautiful like a rose in bloom. Pure as the light from god above. Bright as the stars, That shine at night. Loving one and other with pure delight. Dee Parenti All Rights reserved

Bother!
See, I post a picture of myself, something that I vowed to not do and the fucking place doesn't even allow me the courtesy of playing up to my vanity by announcing to all my friends, et al, that I even posted the fucking thing. See if I do that again.

Date Guide
She's a dandy little house keeper ~means~ she has been married three times and kept all the houses. She has a wonderful disposition, a fine character and a spotless reputation ~means~ she's ugly. She loves children ~means~ she's pregnant and needs a husband. She has a great sense of humor ~means~ she's fat. She is the outdoor type ~means~ she hunts, fishes, chews tobacco, and shaves just like the fellows. She's ready to settle down ~means~ she is over thirty, in panic and dying to marry. She likes to have a good time and is lots of fun at parties ~means~ she gets drunk and makes an ass of herself. She is a mature woman yet has the appearance of a young school girl ~means~ she is twenty eight, looks thirty eight, but dresses like she were eighteen. She is casual ~means~ she dresses like a slob and her apartment looks like a pig pen. She understands men ~means~ she has been married and divorced four times. She's a good sport ~means~ she knows two hundred jok

Strange Sex Laws
1. In Lebanon, men are legally allowed to have sex with animals, but the animals must be female. Having sexual relations with a male animal is punishable by death. (Like THAT makes sense.) 2. In Bahrain, a male doctor may legally examine a woman's genitals, but is prohibited from looking directly at them during the examination. He may only see their reflection in a mirror. (Makes you hope you never need surgery!) 3. Muslims are banned from looking at the genitals of a corpse. This also applies to undertakers; the sex organs of the deceased must be covered with a brick or piece of wood at all times. (A brick??) 4. The penalty for masturbation in Indonesia is decapitation. (Whoa!) 5. There are men in Guam whose full time job is to travel the countryside and deflower young virgins, who pay them for the privilege of having sex for the first time...Reason: under Guam law, it is expressly forbidden for virgins to marry. (Let's just think for a minute; is there any job anywhere el

Behold The Terrible Effects Of Too Much Caffeine
come and listen to my story 'bout a boy named ted a poor college student, barely kept himself fed then one day he was talkin' to a recruiter said "son, you'll make big money workin' on computers" terminals that is vax systems beowulf clusters well the next thing you know, ole ted's a millionaire kin folk said "ted, move away from there" said "californy is the place you wanna be" so he loaded up his truck and moved to the valley silicone that is intel nec well now it's time to say goodbye to ted and all his cash he liquidated and fled the country when the market crashed all his venture capital investors found out that they'd been screwed it seems that ted's accounting scheme was a little skewed embezzlement that is insider trading artificial margins y'all call the feds now, ya hear

Level Her Up Please!!!
To all my friends and the comments bombers............... My friend need help to level up she need a little bit over 20.000 I'm sure with your help she will make it:P:P:P So please please please people click on this pic and help her out,show this great person some love:):):)and tell her that Wild Cat sent you.... luv y'all :P:P have a marvelous day! hugs and kisses WildCat *~♥SÚLŦRY™♥~*ÇÈõ õҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ. ~*FAN BEFORE U ADD*~@ fubar

Tags :s
A few of you know that I get my tubes & pics to do my tags from a group that supplies it, well about a week ago they asked me if I could make tags for the group every week, but, they wanted me to make 100 a week I'm thinking omg no way I will have no life but I have been getting good reviews from everyone I made tags for here so I thought may as well give it a shot. Well I decided to do blank tags so ppl could put in their own words & what not I have for the last 4 days been making tags non-stop I sent in 50 so far yesterday (ya thats a lot LOL) & so did 2 others. Now this may sound childish of me BUT they got thank-yous & even comments & criticisms, me I got NOTHING no word on if anyone liked them or how I can improve my style or if they were just no good :( so I don't know if i should continue or not I mean, I don't want to make things if no one likes them hell I can take criticism on my tags, & I'd even take suggestions on how to improve them. So if I happen to make a tag for yo

Our Next First Lady?
Could this be our next first lady? Maybe so...and she says she isnt just another trophy wife. In an article today found on www.cnn.com Jeri Thompson(Wife of GOP hopeful and Law and Order star Fred Thompson) says that despite being 24 years his junior she is not another Washington Trophy Wife...you be the judge... WASHINGTON (AP) — Jeri Thompson, wife of GOP presidential candidate Fred Thompson, shakes off the "trophy wife" label critics have tagged her with for being 24 years younger than her husband. "It's hard not to be defensive," she told People magazine in her first solo interview. "To think back on how hard you've worked, and all anybody thinks about is that you're a trophy wife." In a story for Monday's issue, Thompson said: "I almost think they had to fabricate that trophy-wife stuff because there's nothing interesting to say." Jeri Thompson is a Naperville, Ill., native who has worked for the Republican National Committee, on Capitol Hill, and at a public relation

Faraway Fairytale
A distant dream, Of a castle by the sea, A heart longing for that day, When all your dreams come true A princess of beauty, Stays in your mind, Her image is so majestic, So mesmerizing and breathtaking A handsome prince, Always on your mind, Trying to picture him, Right in front of you Your dreams of the castle by the sea, Remain forever, A faraway fairytale, That will never happen

Game Time
Ok people let's have some fun.and please don't be shy at all, You guy's and gal's can ask me any three questions you want as a comment...But here's the twist I will answer 2 questions right and 1 question a lie and all you have to do is figure out witch is the truth and witch one is the lie....And when you people are done please copy and paste to your blogs so i and others can ask you the quetions...and lets see how far this game will go...Have Fun and Enjoy..

Flight Crew
The airliner pushed back from the gate, the flight attendant gave the passengers the usual information regarding seat belts, etc . Finally, she said, 'Now sit back and enjoy your trip while your captain, Judith Campbell, and crew take you safely to your destination.' Ed sitting in the eighth row thought to himself, 'Did I hear her right? Is the captain a woman?' When the attendants came by with the drink cart, he said 'Did I understand you right? Is the captain a woman?' 'Yes,' said the attendant, 'In fact, this entire crew is female.' 'My God,' said Ed, 'I'd better have two scotch and sodas. I don't know what to think with only women up there in the cockpit.' 'That's another thing sir,' said the attendant, 'We no longer call it the Cock Pit.' 'It's The Box Office.'

Daydreaming
Daydreaming by tonidelasalle© Pete leaned back in his desk chair, letting the sounds of the office on a Wednesday afternoon bounce off his eardrums. His finger came up and loosened the tie in his collar. He unbuttoned the top button and let cool air blow down his shirt. He blinked hard and shook his head, trying to clear away the midweek doldrums. He let his eyes wander and saw her. She was tall and buxom, with fiery red hair and eyes so green, he could see them from across the room. Her gray suit and white blouse said "lawyer", which wouldn't surprise him one bit. He let his mind wander as his eyes scanned her figure slowly. As they came back up, his gaze lingered on a valley between her breasts that would put the Grand Canyon to shame. A slight grin creased his lips as he imagined nuzzling that magnificent spread. That grin died when his eyes came up to her face. He didn't know how long she'd watched him, but her expression said it had been long enough. His eyes and mind

Fathers
You were never there for me Never acted like the father you were suppose to be You ran around, never came home Never even showed me your love It felt like you only came to see me once a year It was I, that always ended up shedding the tears I would praise you and put you on a pedastool..noo noo not my father he would never do that... But I was played for a fool I loved you dad, and only wanted your love in return But I never had it and thats what I had to learn I have grown up without you Not knowing and ever really spending time with you You come around now and you wonder how How your little girl has grown up so fast How would you know..I grew up without you dad You can never make up for what you did I am no longer your little kid I tried to spend time with you Show all the love I still had for you but over and over again, you pushed me away You come to me now, trying to be in my life But it will never make things right I had to learn to deal with it As I have g

An Apple A Day...
I stock up on Chiquita brand and other brand snacks at the store for myself. Chiquita has apples, apples and grapes, carrots, snap peas... Usually I buy the apples and carrots. This time I bought apples and grapes and another brands bag of apples (cause it was a larger bag) This woman was standing behind me and breathing really heavy on the back of my neck. So I ask her "Am I in your way or something? Cause you're doing dragon sort of breathing on my neck and it's irritating as hell!" Apple Woman: Oh! Sorry. No, you're not in my way. I was just trying to decide which to buy! So many to choose from ya know? Are those good? Me: Nah they're awful! I just feel like spending my money on them as an example for everyone else to not do that... Apple Woman: *Laughs* C'mon! Really! Are they good?! Me: *blinks* Well, if you're a lazy bitch who appreciates the convenience of already sliced apples like I do, and if you like APPLES in general, then YES you will like THESE apples. Appl

Ya Know.....
it's getting to be a real pain in the ass trying to level up...i don't know what else to do. What else to put up here? I know i can add pictures or stash out the ass for people to comment on, but only a certain amount of people from my friends or family list ever comment or rate them. Which i truely do thank each and everyone of you. I'm just fucking burnt out on doing fucking surveys, and shit like that.... Someone help me, i just want to make Level 20, which is 19,000 points away. Give me some love, some hot fubar-freaky-ish LOVE!!!! I know i got lots of friends on my fan/friend/family list who hardly ever see my shit/stuff and if i have to i'll frickin beg lmfao. Rock on Party People!!!!! Love Each and Everyone of YOU, Derek

Pass This Along And See What Happens
This was sent to me. Pass this along and see how many people reply's back to you. Thanks Emtsqueekie. 9,675,000,000 people in this world & yet I ended up with your crazy ass as a friend? DAMN, I'm LUCKY! Send this to everyone you love. get 1 back - ppl feel sorry for you get 2 back - you have a couple true friends get 3 back - you alright get 4 back - your loved get 5 back - your adored get 6 or more - damn your a celebrity

Have Found The Fake
Ok, I found the fake and it is disgusting what some will do for kicks on here, please accept my appologies for some asshole and know some people have no life and look to create hate. Friends, do what you feel is right. Keith SexyBeyotch@ fubar

Lol No Really , I"m Fine!
F - fkd up I - insecure N - neurotic E - emotional and I'm a BITCH too B - beautiful I - intelligent T - talented C - charming H - hugable oh and don't forget, I'm also a WOMAN W - wonderful O - optimistic M - mesmerizing A - attentive N - nurturing

If My Body Was A Car....
If my body were a car, this is the time I would be thinking about trading it in for a newer model. I've got bumps and dents and scratches in my finish and my paint job is getting a little dull .... But that's not the worst of it. My headlights are out of focus and it's especially hard to see things up close. My traction is not as graceful as it once was. I slip and slide and skid and bump into things even in the best of weather. My whitewalls are stained with varicose veins. It takes me hours to reach my maximum speed. My fuel rate burns inefficiently But here's the worst of it -- Almost every time I sneeze, cough or sputter. .....either my radiator leaks or my exhaust backfires!

Life And Love
This is to every guy that has ever hurt someone they so called cared and loved. When you hurt the ones you say you love, do you try to make it right? I haven't seen it. When you tell them that you love them, do you mean it or just trying to get in their pants or playing nice? I think it's both. When you say you wanna married them and have a child with them, is that what you really want? I don't think it is. When you look at your beautiful child and tell them that you love them, does that still forgive you for not being around them like you should be? Hell no it doesn't I already know this is gonna start shit with one particular person and I could give a rats butt. Honestly, if we mattered to him (and by we i mean a couple of other ppl besides just nathan and i) he would have done what was right and stop hiding the truth and lying to everyone that cares about you. Then you want to bring a person you know I can't stand to get your son, screw that your lucky I even let you

Afraid
I am afraid of being hurt again Afraid to say I love you one more time Scared for the fact that I may loose you to someone else I need to know that im your first choice although you said I was, but, turned out I was only your second Choices are what you need to make One that "could" possibly affect us in many ways You know I will always care for you Always be there for you But I cant continue pretending everything will be alright knowing that your not with me , by my side. Figure out what you want and need What do you want from me.. Am I a friend or am I more, is there even a possibility for something more for us to explore. I know that I love you with all my heart, that will never change I still wish that you will be apart of my life.

Just Me...
I sit here staring at this person in the mirror. Who is this person I see? I see someone who is confident and smart; funny and sexy. I see someone who's had great accomplishments and even greater failures. I see imperfection. I see pretty green eyes and brunette hair; big full lips and a nice smile. I see 37 years of life where others do not. I see 11 years of being married, then being alone; being married while being alone then being married again only to wind up alone. I see a best friend to 1 and someone who could be anyone's best friend. I see someone that spent her whole life trying to be the best mom she could be because she knew her marriage had failed. Her sacrifices were many. I see someone with a good heart. I see integrity and hard earned wisdom. Someone that worked her tail off to get an education to better her life and that of her children when every odd was stacked against her; courage to stand up against the system and win. I see someone who believes in what the world

And Then They Were Gone
I have been asked one question many times, "Where have all the good men gone?" Instead it should be asked, "Who did something to make the good men hide?" Good men are all around. Many are just busy trying to keep their humanity. Like so much used carpet, constantly walked upon by those that were thought to be better. Maybe that's why I feel like I do. I told someone today that I don't want someone in my life right now. It seemed to make her sad. I didn't know what else to say. I just got burned pretty bad. Still trying to make sense of my own emotions let alone appease someone else's. And so, truth hurts................but it's better I go this alone. I thank all the kindness I get from here, and I hope that friends we all can remain. But as for me, and the thought of letting someone in, it's not going to happen.............not for awhile. Maybe not ever. Sorry, but stone is hard to soften, and stone I have become.

Sweet
One of my quit smoking buds sent me the following email today.... Can you imagine that you have not smoked 9700 of those things… That is a lot. Actually that is 485 packs 48 ½ cartons Savings of $1,938.50 dollars…. WOW You go girl… ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ How cool is that??? I am DAMN proud of those numbers :) I ROCK!

Only
Only - Nine Inch Nails (With Teeth) I'm becoming less defined as days go by Fading away And well you might say I'm losing focus Kinda drifting into the abstract in terms of how I see myself Sometimes I think I can see right through myself Sometimes I can see right through myself Less concerned about fitting into the world Your world that is Cause it doesn't really matter anymore No it doesn't really matter anymore No it doesn't really matter anymore None of this really matters anymore Yes I am alone but then again I always was As far back as I can tell I think maybe it's because Because you were never really real to begin with I just made you up to hurt myself I just made you up to hurt myself, yeah And I just made you up to hurt myself And it worked. Yes it did! There is no you There is only me There is no you There is only me There is no fucking you There is only me There is no fucking you There is only me Well the tiniest little d

What A Friend Means To Me
To friends everywhere What is a friend? What indeed? Who lends an ear, or shoulder if need? Someone you can laugh with and accepts you even with all your grit. They know everyone sometimes makes mistakes, so, even when the problem; they don’t make- they say, “I’m sorry” when these upsets occur, simply to keep their friendship true and sure. A person willing to accept an apology; giving encouragement and a helping hand is the key to ensure the friendship keeps growing stronger for being a friend for life and even longer. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ So what is a friend in my minds eye? Riding life’s waves together; be them low or high. They think of you even with miles in-between, and the image of you; in their eyes are seen. They are by your side, but not in your way, they help keep you straight when you stray. What kind of friend are those honors due? The kind that – through thick or thin, sticks like glue. They know

This Needs To Go Around The Usa Many Times So
What's wrong with this picture? If you look closely at the picture above, you will note that all the Marines pictured are bowing their heads. That's because they're praying. This incident took place at a recent ceremony honoring the birthday of the corps, and it has the ACLU up in arms. "These are federal employees," says Lucius Traveler, a spokesman for the ACLU , "on federal property and on federal time. For them to pray is clearly an establishment of religion, and we must nip this in the bud immediately." When asked about the ACLU's charges, Colonel Jack Fessender, speaking for the Commandant of the Corps said (cleaned up a bit), "Screw the ACLU." GOD Bless Our Warriors, Send the ACLU to France Please send this to people you know so everyone will know how stupid the ACLU is Getting in trying to remove GOD from everything and every place in America May God Bless America , One Nation Under GOD! What's wrong with the picture? ABSOLUTELY NOTHING!!! GOD BLESS YOU !!!

Love In Return
If you wanna get If you wanna get If you wanna get If you wanna get to know me Then you gotta show me Can you be there for me Are you strong enough Can you be my friend till the very end When I give you love Will you give me love in return When you're close to me I can't help it I'm staring right through you Wondering why You dont notice I'd do anything My friends say you know my name It's just not the same You keep playing the shy guy around me Pretending you're too cool Tell me you're free There's no body You want more than me My friends say you know my name It's just not the same

Hopes
Hopes built up in a memory of you Only to be shattered by something you denied was true. Opened myself up again, only to be played. Again in my heart is the feeling of being betrayed. Thought this thing between us was so real and now I cant even begin to describe how used I feel. Cant believe the things you said about me, when I found out the truth Why did you say those things, you had nothing to prove I already know your a jerk, an ass, and player Why you gotta add to the list and go and be a hater.

My Love My Love
sleep escapes me when your memory drifts to my skin, my ears lead me to the sea breeze, and i find my soul captivated in your bidding. i see nothing but a hundred footsteps; i feel nothing but vertigo. the sky comes to life with the play of smoke and blaze. the water, in its depth and grimness, show your passion, my love my love, your passion. nothing else. i start to think that i just might have taken the risk for the wrong reason, the wrong person, at the wrong time. too soon. too late. i can never own you, my love will never possess you; the fates cannot tolerate it; you will forbid love yet share your passion. and then, you arouse in me a will to survive, an uplifting grace soaring up like fire. when love forbids itself to you, and your soul keeps you awake you will drift with the sea breeze; i can never be yours, you will never be mine, but you will let passion captivate us both.

It Takes An Italian To Make A Woman Feel Like A Woman...
On a recent transatlantic flight, a plane passes through a severe storm.. The turbulence is awful, and things go from bad to worse when one wing is struck by lightning. One woman in particular loses it. Screaming, she stands up in the front of the plane. "I'm too young to die," she wails. Then she yells, "Well, if I'm going to die, I want my last minutes on earth to be memorable! Is there ANYONE on this plane who can make me feel like a WOMAN?" For a moment there is silence. Everyone has forgotten their own peril They all stared, riveted, at the desperate woman. Then an Italian man stands up in the rear of the plane. He is gorgeous: tall, well built, with dark black hair and hazel eyes He starts to walk slowly up the aisle, unbuttoning his shirt, one button at a time. ......No one moves. ......He removes his shirt. ......Muscles ripple across his chest. ......She gasps... ......He whispers: "Here, iron

A Circle Of Friends
this is something i copied from Crystal GIRLS IN MY CIRCLE When I was little, I used to believe in the concept of one best friend, and then I started to become a woman. And then I found out that if you allow your heart to open up, God would show you the best in many friends. One friend is needed when you're going through things with your man. Another friend is needed when you're going through things with your mom. Another will sit beside you in the bleachers as you delight in your children and their activities. Another when you want to shop, share, heal, hurt, joke, or just be. One friend will say, 'Let's cry together,' another, 'Let's fight together,' another, 'Let's walk away together.' One friend will meet your spiritual need, another your shoe fetish, another your love for movies, another will be with you in your season of confusion, another will be your clarifier, another the wind beneath your wings. But whatever their assignment i

I Wanna....
I wanna Love you... I wanna Hug you... I wanna Hold you... I wanna Kiss you... I wanna Run my hand on your hair/bald... I wanna Sit next to you... I wanna Dance with you... I wanna Talk with you... I wanna Us make out... I wanna Just sit there and look at you... I wanna See your smile... I wanna Hear you laughs... I wanna Hear your voice... I wanna Rub your chest and more... I wanna Lay down beside you... Any Time Any Place Any Day But...When you cheat.... I wanna BitchSlap you... I wanna Kick your ass... I wanna Burn your clothes... I wanna Cuss you out... But you are not worth the time nor effort... I wanna know what my friends doing...ummm See ya!

Sock's!!!!
How come when yu put your sock's in the washing machine, then stick em straight in the dryer (1"ft away) dry em!!! put em in the washing basket! then go to put them away! there's alway's "ONE" missing??? were do they go?? why do all the ones yu got left after every wash never match??? let me know........:-(

Pleaseeeeee
This guy is a total sweetheart!!! He's really close to leveling up..please help him out by adding him, becoming his fan...and rating his pics!! thanks.. ♥ ~Angel~ †~DJ Rayne ~ † ScAtTeRsWORLD Manager/Drama Killer@ fubar

She Was In Love
I was cold and hurting lost out in the night wandering and searching for heaven's light I saw the night sky clearing when you spread your rainbow wings But little did I know what joy you would bring From that moment on a friendship did start you kissed away my tears and sheltered my heart I bless the day God sent him from above But then I grew fearful for I had fallen in love I told you this feeling and what did you say? You said you liked our friendship and that's how it would stay I cried for a friendship I thought I lost But then felt your warm, gentle hand You then whispered in my ear that by my side you'll forever stand

For Those Of You That Are More Apt To Read Blogs Here Goes :)
My Friend Mary aka Happy Country Girl is in a Contest for a Months Blast .. The winner will be chosen by the most rates/comments on her pic .. Im really hoping some of my friends and those who i've helped in the past will come by and show her some Contest Luv ! .. She's a Sweetheart of a friend ( actually one in a million ) and I know she's really appreciate it a LOT .. Below is the link to her Contest pic so please take a few and come visit .. leave some luv and introduce yourself to one hell of a good person .. Thanks ya'll MUAHS*******

Not Sure What Happened
back in the corner of my mind i thought the days of dreaming have slipped by there comes a time when i just can't fight what is bound to come out in a matter of time secrets kept yet never quite forgotten a connection held, but will it be broken? strangers by day, lovers by night though not totally reasonable, it feels so right firendship to start, yet a destiny ... how are we to know? thinking of you dare i say feelings may not be returned to my dismay if you only knew the imprint you have left in my mind so to whom it must concern it was not suppose to go this way.... there was to be no feel no emotion not a second thought.... how this came to be, a mystery it shall always be.

Ya'll Know Who He Is So Don't Play
cherrpopped fu-daughter 2 'TãTT³Ð&þ³ì®Ç³Ð_®K¥Þhkk®_ºWñ³®' Yes this is my Fu Suga Daddy he takes care of me up here so all ya'll better recognize!! Holla at him rate him and fan him He is madd cool and will return all love shown!! Ladies he has a harem so if u wanna be down holla at us!! click pic and u will go right to his page!

Bush Ties North Korea, Iran Nuclear Crises
Bush ties North Korea, Iran nuclear crises LANCASTER, Pennsylvania, Oct 3 (AFP) Oct 03, 2007 US President George W. Bush on Wednesday tied his North Korea strategy to the Iran nuclear dispute, saying he might hold direct talks with Tehran if it first froze sensitive atomic work. Bush, who emphasized that "each case is different," told a questioner at an overwhelmingly friendly town hall-style gathering here that the White House would also have to be sure that such dialogue would pay off. "If your question is 'will you ever sit down with them,' we've proven we would with North Korea, and the answer is 'yeah, just so long as we can achieve something, so long as we are able to get our objective,'" he said. "And I guess what I'm telling you is it takes time to get things in place so that there will be results," said Bush, who took aim at his Iranian counterpart, Mahmoud Ahmadinejad. "We're dealing with a country where the leader has said that he wants to destroy Israel. My b

When You Were Gone
As I pass away the hours While laying on your grave I whisper to the flowers To the ground they are a slave Shadows cover roses Keeping them from bloom Through the door that never closes Death leads me to doom I've waited on his mercy To bring me back to you For life left nothing for me Once your life was through

Alone In The Storm Of Love
Alone I stand in the storm Longing for your warmth Wind brushing against my skin A burning desire for you within Rain drops start to fall See it glistening on my skin You cant see where the rain begins and my tears end When you hold me in the night It feels so right But without you I cant make it through the night because it doesnt feel right

My First Contest!
I'm getting bored with all the usual contests on here. So, this one is quite different! If you want a contest where you submit a photo and beg your friends to bomb... this isn't the one for you. That being said here are the details to my contest. Anyone can participate... Somewhere in my profile I have hidden something that debuted in the T.V. series Buffy the Vampire Slayer. The first person to leave me a comment and private message with the correct answer as to what it is, wins. This item can be be anywhere in my profile, photos, stash, blogs, etc... There can be only one winner, so only one prize. Winner will receive a one month VIP or 7 day blast, their choice. RULES... 1. If you want to participate you must rate, add and fan me. 2. If you know the answer you must leave me BOTH a comment AND private message with the answer. I would imagine this may be a very quick and easy find for a Buffy fan. In the event that it is not and I do not have the corr

Bar Tab Blues =(
Ok is it me or is the BAR TAB up there top left lagging for the last few days??? i am not getting anything in there till an hour or 2 sometimes 3 hours after anything has been posted... Van made 2 mumms around 10 - 10:30 this morning i didn't even get it in my tab till 1 pm, Ashley made a blog @ 11:10 am i did not get that till 3:30 pm same with Mel's blogs, even pics & mumms are not showing till later. I asked scrapper he said reboot, I rebooted same thing. I cleared out my temp files/cache even temp java files still lagging. Went to the support lounge they told me to do all the above & make sure its set to everything which it is LOL I know of one person who is also having the same problem but is anyone else out there? =( ok I'm done ranting now LOL

Today
Is the all technology in my sad little world trying to thwart me today?!? Yahoo is my new enemy .. daily it turns craptastic and wont play well with others.. and now on here for some odd reason my blogs dont show on my page. Grrr~!

I Pray
There's a song that inside of my soul. It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again. I'm awake in the infinite cold, but you sing to me over and over and over again. So I lay my head back down, and I lift my hands and pray to be only yours I pray to be only yours. I know now you're my only hope. Sing to me the song of the stars. Of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again. When it feels like my dreams are so far, sing to me of the plans that you have for me over again. So I lay my head back down, and I lift my hands and pray to be only yours I pray to be only yours. I know now you're my only hope. I give you my destiny. I'm giving you all of me. I want your symphony. Singing in all that I am. At the top of my lungs, I'm giving it back. So I lay my head back down, and I lift my hands and pray to be only yours I pray to be only yours. I know now you're my only hope.

Who?
just when you knew or thought we were through,i reemmerge.just splurge.feel the urge to do justice on lust us and trust us.people,we need a religion and god bless givin.quit cryin a river and seein your sister for shes worth,up the north.i am a man with a two fisted hand and can stamp you with a truncheon.under fuck function.what luncheon?my brothers comin.

Why Homemade Hot Chocolate Makes You Feel So Good!
"You know that hot chocolate tastes good but why does it make you feel good too? Better yet, why does the homemade stuff taste better than anything else? The answer may surprise you. You likely already know that chocolate is good for you. It’s a fact that chocoholics sing from the rooftops. Chocolate contains flavonoids. These handy little guys act like antioxidants and help protect our body against cell damage. Flavonoids also have a positive affect on our red blood cells and the production of certain hormones. In fact, chocolate has been tested and shown to have a positive affect on a person’s mood. Perhaps it is the creamy texture or perhaps it is a chemical in the chocolate itself. What you may not know is that some chocolate will make you feel much better than others. Take for example hot chocolate made from scratch. You’re simply combining warm milk and chocolate. There are no ‘extras’ that you might find in a commercial mix. No preservatives. No artificial sweeteners and n

Some Days!
Some days it seems like a total struggle to just get from morning to night in one solid piece. There are times when the tears just can not be fought back. It feels as though there is a huge weight on my chest and the breath that I draw is shallow and short. My spirit screams in pain wondering when the viel of darkness will be lifted from my heart. Will the pain ever stop or will it just persist through the days and nights that I am enduring? Will the answers ever come, will the light ever shine will the tears ever dry?

Total Randomness
Total Randomness1) Something that keeps you going everyday?my kids2) Do you own a gun?nope-scared of them3) Do you like who you are?sometimes4) Do you have A.D.D.?mabey5) Country you've been in?germany6) Aren’t thunderstorms awesome?love them7) Who is your cell carrier?n/a8) Would you rather be rich or famous?happy9) Do you like the cold?hate it10) Are you happy you are alive?very11) Do you think gay marriage is wrong?no12) Do you like looking up at the stars?yes13) Would you ever cheat on anyone?no14) Do you want to move?yes, back home15) Do you burn or tan?burn16) Are your parents still married?deceased17) Are you happier single or in a relationship?happily married18) Do you have any children?2 boys19) What other languages do you speak?n/a20) Do you daydream a lot?all the time21) Do you like swimming?

Contest For A New Friend!
*****CONTEST***** Starting on Monday OCT 1st, I will be in a contest with 2 other close friends on here. We are competing to see who can get to Fu-King the first, the two losers will have to split a HH cost for the winner. If you could spread the word and help me out starting on OCT 1st, I will make sure everyone else gets points from me as well. It will take a long time, but the help would be greatly appreciated. I cannot solicit for specials ie. blasts or happy hours, but will gladly accept them. They have to be from the kindness of the your heart or wallet in this case. The other two are: http://www.fubar.com/user/1093084 and http://www.fubar.com/user/660726 Sincerely, Scott 'FyreDragn' Kammeyer SPC Kammeyer Baghdad, Iraq, OIF 4.5

Wow
Just wanted to put a blog up about married life, it's wonderful.....really it is. Yeah we fight but it's never anything serious....that's how we know it's great. He really does everything for me, he's the best. I do what I can for him and that's how it's supposed to be. He's my baby and i'm his...we've got it good.

The Face Of Pain
RIVULETS OF TEARS THAT GLISTEN LIKE DIAMONDS, FALL ONLY TO BE CAPTURED AS IF ARRESTED, THIS IS THE FACE OF PAIN..... I WILL OFFER MY SHOULDER FOR THOSE TEARS TO FALL UPON. A HEART THAT BEATS TO FUNNEL THE HURT, TO ASSURE THE JOURNEY OF DESPAIR IS COMPLETE, THIS IS THE FACE OF PAIN...... I WILL OFFER MY FUNNEL TO FILL THAT HEART WITH JOY. A VOICE THAT IS QUIETED AND STIFLED BY SHAME , WITH LIPS SEWN TOGETHER WITH THREADS OF HUMILIATION, THIS IS THE FACE OF PAIN..... I WILL REMOVE THOSE STITCHES SO THAT VOICE MAY SHOUT TO THE HEAVENS IN A THUNDEROUS ROAR AND EXPEL THAT SHAME . A CHILD UNWANTED THAT CRIES IN THE NIGHT, FRIGHTENED WITH OUTSTRETCHED ARMS BUT NO ONE IS THERE TO COMFORT, THIS IS THE FACE OF PAIN...... I WILL HOLD THAT CHILD AND WRAP IT IN A COCOON OF PEACE UNTIL IT SLUMBERS. A LONELY OLD MAN WITH WATERY EYES ,PROUD SIRE OF FOUR SONS, YET HIS DOOR IS NEVER KNOCKED UPON. THIS IS THE FACE OF PAIN....... I WILL OPEN THAT DOOR AND REMOVE

A Dream
Richard my love this is for you. I will always keep you in my heart and in my dreams. Rest easy now baby your pain is gone. You are set free my love I will see you in my dreams.He comes to me at night in my dreams. The soft sigh of the bed as he lays behind me and spoons his body round mine once again. A hand reaches out and touches my hair caress my cheek and lingers there for a moment, softly stroking my skin .I nuzzle my face into his cupped hand ,so glad to feel the touch of my man.although he has been gone for a few years , he comes to me from time to time to comfort me and make love to me as only he can.I feel the warmth and wetness gathering in my pussy from just the soft touch of his hands as they move down my body. His hand reaches my breast and he gently takes my nipple and gives it a little squeeze and leans over me to take it into his mouth he sucks me so hard I can barely keep from cumming right then. I reach down to finger myself as he sucks on my tits and presses his coc

People On Here
why do people take the time to create profiles and fill in information on them when nobody reads them? are people really that lazy? its kind of rediculous, especially when you do put the time in and put information that they feel is important to people on here... even if you put on your heading 'read before you message/add (or whatever) me' they still don't listen... i'm sorry but i'm not interested in becoming friends with people that are a lot older than i am. i'm sorry if that offends people, but that's just the way i am. someone sent me a shout this afternoon before i headed to work and they were older than me by 15 years... they asked me if i had yahoo or whatever so we could chat and i very politely told them to read my profile and then went to work... they then rated me a "1"... i love how people that are supposedly older then me are less mature... it just kinda makes me laugh... i feel sorry for some people... i guess even though most of the people i have encountered on here ha

When Hallmark Writers Have Bad Ideas'..lol
So your daughter's a hooker, and it spoiled your day. Look at the bright side, it's really good pay ................................................. Your friends and I wanted to do something special for your birthday. So we're having you put to sleep ................................................. Congratulations on your new bundle of joy. Did you ever find out who the father was? ................................................. I'm so miserable without you it's almost like you're here. ................................................. We have been friends for a very long time .. let's say we stop ................................................. When we were together, you always said you'd die for me. Now that we've broken up, I think it's time you kept your promise. ................................................. Happy birthday! You look great for your age. Almost Lifelike! ................................................. Happy Birthday,

Spandex...
For all the saw the mumm that got deleted because people counldn't handle the two words.. spandex.... with .... fat 82 comments.. 572 veiws.. In that mumm The results were in my favor. The two should not be put together. The results were based on mumm readers votes. Sorry to all that it upset but it was just a question not a knock down on over heavey people that enjoy wearing spandex. It was an opinion. Come on... they show it on comdey central all the time. Laugh ok. Have fun and have a good day. I laughed when you were calling me a cunt.. can't take the heat then get out. That is my saying to you. I am sorry again to all it upset.

Club Caffein
Hey y'all... In case you were wondering... and even if you weren't... I'm a DJ at WXIN, Rhode Island College Radio, and starting tonight, I'll be spinnin the best of Trance, Hard-House, and D&B from 10pm-midnight (est). The website is www.ricradio.org. Come on into Club Caffeine... and bring your friends!!! :-) PEACE!!! Caffeine

Birthday Wish!!!
So...I turn 20 in a week, and my birthday wish probably will never come true and I can't tell you cause if I do the "myth" is that it won't come true but god I hope it comes true cause it has to do with a big part of my life, Love ya Chelle

O.j. Update
O J Simpson must hand over a Rolex watch and other assets to satisfy a civil judgement that found hum liable for the deaths of his ex- wife and her friend Ron Goldman,a judge ruled Tuesday. Any future royalalties from a sports video game featuring Simson also must be delivered to Goldmans father,Fred Goldman,Los Angeles Superior court Judge Gerald rosenberb ruled. Simpson must also surrender any of the disputed memorabila items recently seized by Las Vegas authorities that are found to be legally his. GOOD enough.

Inspirational
Our Deepest Fear Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented and fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure about you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We were born to manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others. Marianne Williamson

What I Have So Far/not Yet Edited Feed Back Needed
The Dawning Of the Son Written By: Tosha Gravitt Dedicated to my Grandfather Crawford, I love you. The events herein are fictional, all names, places, and events are purely the imagination of an otherwise idol mind. Any similarity to real life persons is coincidental. Enjoy! (The works in question are still in the progression stage, all grammatical and tactical errors will be worked out later, and this is only a preview. I wanted you to see it before you left) Preface: What I say to you this day is not to be taken as a pathway or a means to create your own horror, only to prove that such things exists and should never be taken lightly. 1969 was a time of ignorance and evil men working with almost no opposition. Those that did not follow the same views of these men were often subjected to the minds and hands of their predecessors to be tortured and bound until there was no more use for them, and

Wtc Worker Witnessed Lobby Explosions On 9/11
WTC Worker Witnessed Lobby Explosions On 9/11 A man who was working in the World Trade Center on 9/11 has told WeAreChange. org that he personally witnessed explosions in the lobby area after he left the building to buy hot dogs at the same time that the first plane hit the north tower RE: WTC Worker Witnessed Lobby Explosions On 9/11 ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 03 Oct 2007, 22:24 WTC Worker Witnessed Lobby Explosions On 9/11 A man who was working in the World Trade Center on 9/11 has told WeAreChange.org that he personally witnessed explosions in the lobby area after he left the building to buy hot dogs at the same time that the first plane hit the north tower. http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/october2007/031007_lobby_explosions.htmRE: WTC Worker Witnessed Lobby Explosions On 9/11 ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Alex Jones Date: 03 Oct 2007, 22:24 WTC

How Do You Fix A Child's Pain Please Tell Me Please
You know we all realize in life that we made some really bad choice. Some we can get over, and some we cant because we hurt ourselves while making them. The ones that are the toughest are the ones we make that hurt others. We all have done it.. choose a path that hurt someone we cared about. As we get older we see these hurts and realize what a price we paid at the expense of others. It could be little things like hurting your parents as you grow up, betraying a friendship that can never be healed, But the most damaging choice, the most cruel thing you can do in life is walk out on a child life. Yes there are all different and at the time best for you choices but the ones who get hurt are the children. I raised 3 children alone, (not alone I had my family that has been there for them) but a FATHER is the one thing I could never give them, I brought my children up with Respect, Honor, and Grace. And anyone of them will treat you the way adults should be treated, I gave them all that wa

Why Cant He Tell Me!
Take Some Time and actually Read this this is a GUY TALKING... IT'S 7TH GRADE... I stared at the girl next to me...She was my so called "best friend"... I stared at her... Long, silky hair... And I wished she was mine... But she didn't notice me like that... I knew it... After class she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before... And I handed them to her... She said "thanks"... And gave me a kiss on the cheek... I wanted to tell her... I want her to know that I don't want to be "just friends"... I love her but I'm too shy to tell her... And I don't know why... IT'S JUNIOR YEAR... My phone rang... On the other end it was her... She was in tears... Mumbling on and on about how her love had broken her heart... She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone... So I did... As I sat next to her on the sofa... I stared at her soft e yes... Wishing she was mine... After 2 hours... A Drew Barrymore movie... And 3 bags of

Marketing Hate
Conspiracies mark the function of treason….logic doesn’t cut like a knife….where it is you will never know….idiocy acknowledged….hate doesn’t hold wet water run downs when there isn’t….no belief….no principal….no function of truth….where does the fly paper sit inside of the conjunction you worship….if there was ever a reason to lie….now isn’t the time….comprise your lacking….and whip your dogs into beggars….for the allowance of junkies waste the philosophies of whores….and the wisdom of toads sits on a pedestal….behind the wind of willow wasps for hire….there is a reason to hate….to hate for good reason….not reason to sand paper compassion….where the winter heads to acquired Atlantis and formats the ignorance of paperless trash….

A Perfect Mirage
Scoping out the drama….I see now why there can never be anything….anyone care to elaborate on the circumstances of mimicking mimes inside of platypus wings….come and go with treaties of time capsules and reason with logic of mind warped despair….find out the paranoid reasons to hide in the shadows and take cover from your own powers….where is nowhere and how do I get there from here….souls of mink love to play in puddles where the flowers are black and diseased….but from inside of nowhere there is a playwright whose function of melodies screams from beyond the wall of shame….come and enjoy the drama of dinosaurs living behind the trees….

Politically Speaking
One of my great loves is to follow the US political system and elections. I have been active in politics since 1980 when I campaigned for then Gov. Ronald Reagan (R-CA) for president. A lifelong Republican, I have worked on various state and national campaigns in AZ, VA and WV. I was in College Republicans, and served in my college's student government. Today I follow mostly from the sidelines now that I have a family. But I hope my kids will get involved in politics as they grow up.

A Calendar Of Cunning
Falling into a void….where will it lead….presumably somewhere….but this journey could be nothing….the voices are still there….they sound familiar to be honest….oh yeah….but the lies don’t always become lies until they have sunk into a trench of vinegar….I’ve completed my journey so now what….nothing I can do but wait for the next one….I guess this is the way of the wandering….wondering why this is even relevant….tomorrows Tuesday will be next years august….but it should be worth the wait….the suspense is deafening….for that moment when all seems real….but then it hits….that unfamiliar astounding voice….the purple picker with all the wonders of the world coming forth to grant its guidance….a guide or a trick….lets see…shall we play this out or just scream in bloody agony at the screech in its cunning….I wonder how I can be psychotic if I am not always wrong….but I am not always right….so it starts again….and the trick of the walk is to remain in a stance of trances….falling prey to all

No More Fighting
Suffocating in my own self-pity, not willing to move from my self-locked prison. Im not fighting my inner demons anymore, we're on the same side now. We have an understanding and we're fighting everyone else. With an agreement like that why would i fight it? Why would i mess with this illusion of peace when i can just accept it and give up? Lieing to myself is so much easier. Fighting is only something done by those with a reason for living the dream. My dreams are my living nightmares and i live them well.

How Can You Trust Someone Online?
How can you trust someone online? I can kinda give you a breakdown of some of the things to look out for. Number one thing is check them out!!!!! 1.)If your dealing with a company. search it out on the internet. do a google search ,yahoo search any other search engines you use. When you do the search put in the name of the company. find out anything you can that way. Then add a little to the search .Put in the name and the word complaint,. and search that. Try it another way. Put in the name of the company and the word feedback. ( try different words after the company's name) There is always something 2.) If your dealing with say an Artist Do the same thing as above. Try words like scam, or fraud or con after the name With artists/ you can also hit searches like CMT or MTV or any type of music sites where they have a forum for people to say stuff about the artist. ALSO with an artist when you put their name in the search and it brings it up see if the majority of the sea

Nothing To See
The love of my life is an acid trip in my mind. I wonder, how much truth can I see before I come down? It’s never enough. It is a nauseating ride trying to make the spinning stop through the drama. My wicked breaks the soul torn by my passion. Forever I must admit the obsession broke the fantasy and the claim that I could at last bring forth the truth I once seen. But now is the cold, sweating tears of ice. Though not what they once were inside of the storming wind. The chance I needed to feel something real doesn’t measure against the fog. Of course, if there was a belief it doesn’t begin to acknowledge the freedom. The choices I see don’t beg for acceptance. Yet superficial liars believe the blood is no different than the fly swirling around the meat.

Today Was The Day
So, I've realized that half the people here are full of drama and I really don't have the time for it. I am neither a therapist or the "other" woman so i went thru my list and if I haven't talked to you in the past 2 wks online here or on yahoo, then I have deleted you from my friends list. I'm sorry but that is just me. I don't keep people around for the glory of it.

The Letter
To everyone who reads this, I'm sorry for the pain. Believe me when I tell you, My actions weren't in vain. I don't know how to let you know, Of all the pain I was in. Nothing can describe the reason, I committed this sin. You said you knew the best for me, And how to make me smile. You didn't even think to check, Every once in a while. Whether I was right and good, Or just down and out. Whether I wore a smile, Or a frown or pout. Even my sharpest blades have been, Better friends than you. There for me through thick and thin, What was I to do? I've struggled through the past few years, Keeping out of strife. Each day edging closer, To taking my own life. My will to live had been dissolved, But my memories remained. Little did I realise how, The crimson river stained. So when you find this I'll be gone, My exit's growing near. Please forgive my selfishness, And please don't shed a tear. To all of those that loved me, And those that preten

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