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Some Times You Just Never Realize... Read On...
there times when you think life is against you... whether it be for an hour or for years... people say choose what you want... make your future, for years even as children we hear this... what do you want to be.... and no one says... we want to be a victim... we want to be divorced, we want to die young, and so forth. truth is.. NO ONE can choose our destinys... not even us... we go through life just making it the best we can, slacking at times, making choices we sometimes are not proud of.... and when we think when we know what we want.... we come into a fork in the road. and we are stuck with the hard decision.... which way to go from here?... and it isn't easy, we way the pros and the cons and we just sometimes want someone to tell us whick way to go. but they can't. because when it comes right down to it, the decision is ours, and ours alone. we all have gone through the song and dance of life, no matter the age we are, the places we've gone, or the people we have met. we know h

New Name
ok this is gonna sound stupid but im thinkin i really need a new name but ummm im havin trouble comin up with one so to who ever reads this if ya have any ideas could ya let me know :) i would very much appraciate it much love

Another Challenge For Youngest Captain
Another challenge for youngest captain / Associated Press Posted: 21 hours ago Sidney Crosby has no time to be nervous, overwhelmed or awed by anything on a hockey rink. His name was known across North America years before he finally became the first pick in the lockout-delayed 2005 NHL draft. Facing comparisons to Wayne Gretzky and other greats didn't rattle him. He met all the pressure and expectations with a shrug of the shoulders, letting his exquisite ability bolster the arguments. Just two months after turning 20, Crosby is set to take on another challenge. When he hits the ice with the rest of his Pittsburgh Penguins teammates Friday at Carolina, the reigning NHL MVP and scoring champion will do so after becoming the youngest captain in league history. "I don't really think about it to be honest," Crosby said of the hype that has surrounded him for years. "I think I'm always looking ahead, worrying about the present, but also looking ahead and trying to be better."

A Lovers Kiss
Softly outside a sparrow sings a song for one, but everyone hears. Inside a room of exhilaration two lie, gently entwined at the legs, staring endlessly and creating one. Fingertips wander to adventurous places never before felt like this. The sweet smell of grass rides on the tip of a slight breeze barging its way through the open window above them. The leaves ride on the same breeze and mix with the sparrow’s song creating melody – heard always, appreciated rarely. Sunlight dances across two lover’s skin and the rhythmic rise and fall of the chest become one, one with each other, one with everything. All is still in the room, including them, but if one were to walk in they’d be hit with an energy floating in the air like before a tornado. Passion pours out like light through the heavens; the need for words is gone. With an eternally lasting kiss, two lovers share some time....

Re: Forget Impeachment Lets Arrest Bush!!!
RE: Forget Impeachment Lets ARREST BUSH!!! ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: bobby Date: 05 Oct 2007, 22:43 ..Brought to You by:The King and Queen of BULLETINS, bobby&∴Trinity∴RE: Forget Impeachment Lets ARREST BUSH!!!

The Plot Thickens!
Okay! Ol' Maebeuelah didn't take my money. Her granddaughter did. It's okay, though. I relayed the information I gleaned by utilizing my super investigative powers to one of my officers. He decided to take it up as a personal mission to get her, as she already had a warrant out for her arrest. She's currently enjoying the hospitality of our jail. Moving on. My doctor's appointment didn't go so swell. He decided to stab me and steal my blood so he could check it. The good news is that I'm not diabetic, I don't suffer from hypertension/high blood pressure, and my cholesterol is good. The bad news? Well, my thyroid gland isn't functioning properly and if we don't fix it now, bad things will happen. I will gain massive amounts of weight. I'll become even more forgetful. I will battle depression. My skin will dry out. My hair will become brittle and dry. There's quite a bit more, but I don't really feel like dwelling on all the icky stuff that could happen. Being tha

Reality Check: Pics And Videos
reality check: pics and videos ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: truth09 Date: 05 Oct 2007, 22:56 ----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: Abr4ham for Ron Paul 08Date: 05 Oct 2007, 02:22 PMHopper explains the world (A Bug's Life) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tlWZZSD4irMUF Police Taser Student During Kerry Forum http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SaiWCS10C5sThose twist-ties hanging for his belt are not for the terroristsBattle at Kruger

Lyrics To A Song That Touched Me Deeply
I've been sitting here staring at the clock on the wall And I've been laying here praying, praying she won't call It's just another call from home And you'll get it and be gone And I'll be crying And I'll be begging you, baby Beg you not to leave But I'll be left here waiting With my Heart on my sleeve Oh, for the next time we'll be here Seems like a million years And I think I'm dying What do I have to do to make you see She can't love you like me? Why don't you stay I'm down on my knees I'm so tired of being lonely Don't I give you what you need When she calls you to go There is one thing you should know We don't have to live this way Baby, why don't you stay You keep telling me, baby There will come a time When you will leave her arms And forever be in mine But I don't think that's the truth And I don't like being used and I'm tired of waiting It's too much pain to have to bare To love a man you have to share Why don't you stay I'm down on my

Really Need Help With A Salute
In order to get to the next level faster I need to create a salute. I have a camera and I have paper to write the salute, but I don't have anyone to take the picture and I can't use a mirror for it be backwards and I can't write backwards that well. I asked people who live in my general area to meet with me in order to make a salute, but apparently everyone thinks of me as Charles Manson or something. Well I'm not, it will be a dressed salute, you can help me with the salute in the public fast food restaurant, I'll have you use my camera. Nothing will happen. I can't do a salute on my own, for one thing I could use some advice on how it should look, et cetera. Please, my "friends" who live near me, help me!

Call Me???omg!!
OMG i just noticed the newest feature on fubar. when you are in a convo with someone on the shoutbox this lil"call me" button will appear underneath their pic. tho if you click it this will appear Error: this feature has been disabled for maintenance

Just Some Personal Research
Where do the Tuscaroras live? The Tuscarora Indians originally lived in North Carolina. But in the early 1700's, many Tuscaroras were killed or enslaved by the British during the Tuscarora War. Most of the survivors moved to New York to live with their northern relatives, the powerful Iroquois Confederacy. Most Tuscarora Indians today live in New York state or across the border in Ontario, but there are some Tuscarora people still living in the Carolinas. Are the Tuscarora Iroquois people? Yes, the Tuscarora tribe became a member of the Iroquois League, or Kanonsionni in their own language ("league of clans.") The other member nations were the Mohawk, the Seneca, the Oneida, the Cayuga, and the Onondaga. The Tuscaroras were the last tribe to join the confederacy. Today these long-term allies call themselves the Haudenosaunee ("people of the longhouse") or Six Nations. How is the Tuscarora Indian nation organized? The Tuscarora nation had a tribal council chosen by t

I Can Only Help Myself...there Is No One Else
Most people will never understand, how oneself can devote most of their life to finding that special someone...but then again nobody has met me and the trials I have faced. My parents want to help...my best friend wants to help...but not even my doctor can help with his magic pills... There is no cure for loneliness or despair...only a solution which I must bring upon myself. The reasons are clear for why I so desperatly seek that special someone, they are because of my very first love, also the very first of whom I have been used. A slut named abby has started it all by allowing myself to feel first feelings of love...but also first feelings of pain and loss. Ever since then I seeked out the only true feelings that tore me away from my illness and sadness...but over the years only more pain has come my way with four more sluts even worse then the first. My heart decaying with gaping holes...it heals slowly as I still remain hopeful in finding my true happiness.

Follow Me Into The Darkness !! Dj Forsaken Silk & Satin Radio
DJ Forsaken Silk & Satin Radio Follow me into the Darkness for a journey that will change your life! A musically journey thru your darkest fears! DJ Forsaken will take you there and Bring you back! Forever Changed! CLICK THE PIC FOR QUICK ACCESS INTO YOUR DARKEST NIGHTMARES AND DJ FORSAKENS HUMBLE ABODE Silk & Satin RADIO !!!!!

Something That Feels Good At Least For Now
yeah--i got 2 crushes--feels good--some sweet person prob felt bad for me and gave me some crush love to lift me tormented spirits--but those crushes disappear and turn all the temporary happiness into a more permanent despair--so if your out there and reading this--either of my 2 'crushes'--love ya's for such sweet thoughts to me xoxoxoo

Mama I've Tried
Mama I've Tried Mama I just don't know anymore you see the tears in your baby eyes. My heart bleeds from pain that is all around me mama and I just don't know;I've showed how much I've changed mama heart,body and soul in my life,mama I've tried and tried to prove I'm not the man I onces was but it seems you only believe me mama. Charles Optional Nelson Copyright ©2007 Charles Optional Nelson

Strings
I'm held by a string It keeps me from moving forward, so I pull it in tight. It pulls back and I fall on my face. So I lie in the dirt, crying from the pain as I pick myself up, sigh and try again. I let it go. Then I find myself spiraling out of control and I brace for the impact as I once again fall on my face. So I lie in the dirt, crying from the pain as I pick myself up, sigh and try again. I repeat the cycle time and time again the results not changing. My face is bruised, bloodied and broken my tears washing away the dirt. I sit; defeated as I sob, I notice a glint of metal next to me. Scissors. Why didnt I look for another answer? Who knows. So I cut the string. And I fall into a pile of soft feathers. My tears are gently kissed away and my wounds are healed. I look behind me. It's dark. Oh well. I fall asleep and dream.

Oil Wrestling
hey everyone in the shreveport bossier area come hang out with me and my friends at the new RWB Night Life and event center for oil wrestling tonight and an indoor rodeo. sign up for the wrestling starts at 9 cometion is at 10. the indoor rodeo goes once a night for a $50 bar tab if u can outlast me on the mechanical bull. also eric churh will be there on the 11th of this month and jason boland will be performing on the 3rd of nov. tickets for eric are on sale now for 15 in advance and 20 at the door and the tickets for the nov show will go on sale towards the end of the month. i look forward to seeing all of u in the area tonight and every thursday thru fiday from 7 till 2. we are also the only night club in the area that is 18 and up.

What A Pity.....
well looks like im hitting the singles scene once again... dont know what to do though... boredom kicks in and i am left pondering what is so wrong with me that a guy has to cheat on me??? if he wasnt happy with me then why keep stringing me along and then cheat to get out of relationship?? im not tha big of a bitch that i wouldnt understand if he wasnt happy... so back to the drawing board again... the kids dad happy though as he didnt like him...but i dont think he wil like anyone i do...and he has a phobia that i am just trying to replace him... well derrrrrr!!!! thats what u get when you give me hell for 11 yrs... anyway enough dribble i guess ill move on to bigger and brighter things now... will save my petrol too as i dont have to travel 4.5 hours to see boyfriend... he will be surprised when all the shit he brougt me comes back in his mail box though!!!! i know its bitchy but dont need the constant reminder lying around the house... better to just get it out get over him and

Mistakes In Our Way
Mistakes In Our Way We sit here and past Judgement on one another and fight with one another everyday. It's not just one race fightning eachother it's the battle of all races that really get to me,we beat and kill one another and we see it on the news and in the newspaper on the streets it gets even worse as times goes on, so I ask the Lord when when our we going to learn in the mistakes in our ways or is it to late. Charles LaMark Nelson Copyright ©2007 Charles LaMark Nelson

Where Pleasure Meets Hell Walk Into Dj Forsaken Darkness And Be Purified
DJ Forsaken Come and Enjoy My Pain Where Pleasure meets Hell Silk & Satin Radio Walk with me into my Darkness!! You will never be the same again! Love Me Or Hate Me!! You follow me into the night!! SILK & SATIN RADIO IS HERE NOW AND JOIN OUR LOUNGE JUST CLICK A PIC TO JOIN!!!

To All Friends And Family
YOU KNOW I Have Never Been Lost For Words , The Only One That Has More Than Once Is My Love Of My Life Has Been My Kage , So , From Me Cherie Aka Witchesbrew , Ty's , Still , Tho Keep Mom Helen , kages Mom In Your Prayers . Love All Of You's So Much . Get More at COMMENTYOU.com Please Besafe & Becareful Bleesed Be

Life Or Death --u Be The Judge!!!
I want to thank all who have offered a kidney to my son..I have tryed to get all information out to all that ask but is very hard to keep up so if I missed you I am sorry...I am posting the information to the transplant unit here so please if you wish to donate use it as I need to be with my son...They will be better at answering all questions you may have as this is a first time for me also. Never dreamed when I had my children something may go wrong but it did and now all I can do is try my best to find my son a kidney...My son seen his doctor today and she is having him admitted back to the hospital tomorrow and then transfered to UCSF..Am not sure and wont know until tomorrow but I was told she is thinking about going ahead and having the doctors to start dialisis...He needs to have it started 1 month pryer to transplant...God bless all of youi that have tryed and to all of you that will find it in your heart to try and give my son the gift of life... Please if you are a possibl

To All
over the next several days, i will be deleting anyone on my friends list that DOES NOT have a salute photo. if i know you then of course i won't delete you.so if you see that i've visited your page........that is why......tho not in the case of everyone since i do have profiles i visit for many other reasons. there are too many fake people on this site and i don't want "wanna be's" and/or fake friends. it's not personal to anyone......just something i have to do for my own sanity lol if at some point in the future, you submit a salute photo and you're still interested in being my friend......please feel free to send me an add request an i'd be happy to accept it! :-} TO ALL: I HOPE MY LIST DOESN'T SHRINK TOO MUCH, BUT IT WILL BE BASED ON YOUR FUBAR CHOICES. thx, yvonne :-D

Here We Go
please stop being a fucking fairy and give me my comments back, you're full of fucking shit. i haven't had shit removed since february, do you understand that? people get their shit taken away and given back every day. so what is getting old? what is your fucken beef with me? you getting excited to be a pain in the ass? whats the point? man, you're just a petty faggot. eat shit you fucken dork fucking loser. On 10/5/2007, scrapper@fubar.com wrote: Please forward all future correspondence to fubar Support. Thanks On 10/5/2007, diocane@fubar.com wrote: Dude I follow all the rules, and thats BS. the only thing that gets old is you people playing nanny with us. i have operated within the NSFW guidelines since day 1. so what are you saying? I can't make comments on anything from now on? On 10/5/2007, scrapper@fubar.com wrote: Your mumms and comments are way out of line. I have given them back to you a multitude

Soul Reflection
I look in the mirror, What do I see? It my own souls reflection, Staring back at me. It is not a soul full of vantity. It is not a soul full, Of hunger nor greed. My souls reflection is full of love. I ask it why we receive so much pain. I look at the reflection and say, Hold tight my dear friend. A soul of love will get hurt time and again. Because a soul of love is unconditional. A soul of love always lets them in. It is the risk that you take. I know that it is great. To love is better, Than not to know it at all. The reflection of soul, Will lead you there. It will tell you of how much you care. Dee Parenti All Rights Reserved.

Sloppy Slovenly Smart People
I'm one of the dirty-fingernailed people. No, it's not a code word for anything. My fingernails really DO get dirty. I do not get them manicured (although I wouldn't turn it down once - just to try it out) - nor do I cut them fast enough. They're strong as.. um.. nails. Women are jealous of their strength. But they're dirty. I look at them right now - it's the only dirty part of me. I'm a clean guy, really. I'm not sexy. I'm not hot, nor cool. I wash. But the fingernails remain dirty. Why? I hope it's because of an absent minded professor kind of smarts. People say they feel smarter when I help them with a problem. I don't make them feel stupid. Computer on the blink? TV acting up? For some reason, people say, "Keeen!!! such-and-so-thing is BROKEN!' I come by, say, "Show me what's wrong". And... oops - suddenly, it works. Weird, to me. Must be stranger to them. Sometimes I do have to fix something. Wanna know the secret? Turn it off. Wait five s

Coming Out Of The Rain
Coming Out Of The Rain Walking around lost and lonely with nowhere to go in the rain. Tears flowing like a river only to blend in with the rain, a heart that missing and needing the love that was once there in our life, then a hand reaches out a voice say's let me love you and take you out of the rain. Charles L Nelson Copyright ©2007 Charles LaMark Nelson

Are You Down??
My wife and I are looking for some hot couples to have sex with. It is not a 3some thing so do not bother asking. We have been married for almost 8 years now and are ready to let our wild sides run...We are looking for couples in the houston area. We prefer married couples but not a must. We are very passionate about each other are very comfortable with each other. We are not here to break marriages apart or any stupid shit like that so if you and/or your partner is not sure about it then you should probably not do it. If you are interested in meeting and maybe getting something going then e-mail us. Don't be scared or embarassed. You can also check out my wifes other page. She Bby Grl in my family list. Remember....Don't be embarassed it is natural. Hope to here from you soon who ever you are.

In Case I Disapear, You Know Why
->SCRAPPER: i cant respond to people that insult me? ->SCRAPPER: what does it take to get you people off my back? ->SCRAPPER: everything i do i label NSFW ->SCRAPPER: dude stop being a bitch, stop playing favorite

My First Time..........
Now I know some of y'all will probably freak cuz this is a true story but he I am who I am and if I was your friend before you read this then whats thee prob???Usually when Rich was in the hospital for his chemo the nurses would letme stay the night with him and would wake me in the morning to go home and get ready for work. Today however it was not his regular room but a room from ICU that I was saying good-bye to him from.He had already spent 2 weeks in the hospital this time. Coming in for his monthly Chemo which took 5 days usually. But this time he came in with a fever which they brought down in a couple days after which they gave him his Chemo and he got sick again. As a bit of a precaution and too keep visits with his Mother to a very short time he was put in ICU.So this time between the nurses telling me "GO home and sleep!" and our friend Mary pulling me out of the room I did not argue!I leaned down to give him a kiss on top of his bald head and whispered "I love you" in his e

Scrapper
On 10/5/2007, diocane@fubar.com wrote: Can I have my comments back? (blogs, bulletins, pictures, profiles, mumms, etc etc etc) -------------------- ----------- Your mumms and comments are way out of line. I have given them back to you a multitude of times. It get's old doing it over and over and over and again. --------------------------------- Date: Fri, 05 Oct 2007 13:59:20 -0700 From: Size: 2 KB To: scrapper@fubar.com Reply-To: Dude I follow all the rules, and thats BS. the only thing that gets old is you people playing nanny with us. i have operated within the NSFW guidelines since day 1. so what are you saying? I can't make comments on anything from now on?

My New Bussiness
Hey Everyone, This is my new side business. It is an online store, with brand name items and links to brand name stores. Discount is availible, on any and all purchases. All you have to do is click the link at the bottom of the blog and hit my account, create an account and start browsing and shop 'til you drop. What do I get out of this you may ask... I get a small commission from any and all purchases no matter where you buy from if it is linked from my site. Thank you for taking the time to read this blog. Hope to see you at my shop really soon. https://neeleys.mychoices.biz/Retail/Home.aspx Thanx, Jeremy "Doc" Neeley

Before I Was A Mommy
Before I was a Mom I never learned the words to a lullaby. I never thought about immunizations. Before I was a Mom - I had never been puked on. Pooped on. Drooled on. Chewed on. Peed on. I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts. I slept all night. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple little grin. I never sat up for hours watching a baby sleep. I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. I never knew that I could love someone so much. I never knew I would love being a Mom. Before I was a Mom - I didn't know the feeling of having my heart outside my body. I didn't know that bond between a mother and her child. I didn't know that something so small could make me feel so important and happy. I had never known the warmth, The joy, The love, The heartache, The wonderment or the satisfaction of being a Mom

Gemini2
Since they lack the quality of conscientiousness, they are apt to fight a losing battle in any attempts they make to be moral (in the widest sense of the word). Their good qualities are attractive and come easily to them. They are affectionate, courteous, kind, generous, and thoughtful towards the poor and suffering - provided none of the activities resulting from expressing these traits interferes too greatly with their own lives and comforts. They quickly learn to use their outward attractiveness to gain their own ends, and when striving for these they will use any weapon in their armory - unscrupulous lying, and cunning evasiveness; escaping blame by contriving to put it on other people, wrapped up in all the charm they can turn on. In their better moments they may strive to be honest and straightforward, but self-interest is almost always the victor. If things go against them, they sulk like children. Also like children, they demand attention, admiration, and the spending on the

Gemini1
Gemini! About Your Sign... Gemini, the sign of the Twins, is dual-natured, elusive, complex and contradictory. On the one hand it produces the virtue of versatility, and on the other the vices of two-facedness and flightiness. The sign is linked with Mercury, the planet of childhood and youth, and its subjects tend to have the graces and faults of the young. When they are good, they are very attractive; when they are bad they are more the worse for being the charmers they are. Like children they are lively, and happy, if circumstances are right for them, or egocentric, imaginative and restless. They take up new activities enthusiastically but lack application, constantly needing new interests, flitting from project to project as apparently purposelessly as a butterfly dancing from flower to flower. To them life is a game which must always be full of fresh moves and continuous entertainment, free of labor and routine. Changing horses in the middle of the stream is another small quirk i

Advice
it is getting a few weeks ntil halooween and i cant wait! mom always makes a turkey. i wood try to make my own but i have never watched her. all i know is she sets plates on the table with the sandwiches with the best turkey roll on them and mayo mmmmmm!

Crime Don't Pay
So some stupid idiots (Idiot) broke into my Jeep, ripped the dashboard out for a $50 aftermarket CD player and took my ashtray with some change in it now they saw my Sunglass case with my Oakleys in it $150 they left em LMAO can you say stupid or what ? Dumbass Criminals I reported it to the cops, but since its a wrangler im not even gonna bother to ask my Insurance company

The Gemini
Gemini is the third sign of the Zodiac and associated with youth and versatility. Individuals born under this sign are thought to have a sociable, fun-loving, versatile, lively, communicative, liberal, mentally active and friendly character. The Gemini person is logical, smart, inquisitive, honest, clever, whimsical, nimble, quick-witted, articulate, lively, active, curious, capable of multi-tasking, talkative, sociable, and mercurial. A less developed Gemini is prone to moodiness, inconsistency, maliciousness, manipulativeness, selfishness, childish games, superficiality, restlessness and gossip. Among medieval astrologers, Gemini was thought of as a fortunate sign, and its subjects were considered to possess the qualities of intense devotion, genius, largeness of mind, goodness, and liberality In love, astrologers claim that the Gemini person tends to be serious, demanding and giving. When the less developed Gemini attempts a relationship they are light-hearted, oblivious, fickle

Omfg!!!!they Are Dating !!!!
THESE LADIES ARE THE MOST ANNOYING GIRLS ON FUBAR THEY GO TO YOUR PAGE AND RATE THE SH*T OUT OF YOUR PIX AND STASH TO HELP YOU GET SOME POINTS AND LEVEL UP. THIS TIME THEY NEED OUR HELP LEVELING THEM UP,AND I KNOW WE ALL NEED THAT SOMETIMES AND SURE THEY WILL HELP US ALL...CAN YOU PLEASE HELP. GO RATE,FAN,ADD AND SPANK THE HELL OUT OF THEIR PAGES CAUSE THEY NEED IT SO BAD ALSO RATEE THEIR PIX AND STASH AND TELL THEM WildCat SENT YOU.. SMOOCHES TO ALL OF YOU!!! ~§ugähhh~ĦÈĦßÈR õҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ..... CLUB F.A.R~@ fubar RedheadedCherry ♥ Club F.A.R ♥ Rate & Fan Me *B4* Friends Add@ fubar THANK YOU SO MUCH AND HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND HUGS AND KISSES ۞WÌLÐÇÄŦ۞

A Brother Love
A Brother Love From the first time we meet I knew we would have a bond for life.I seen seen your first steps your first tooth how wonderful those things where to me; as we grew up we fought and argue but I always had your back until the end, here's your brother letting you know I thank God that you our my sister and I love you. Charles LaMark Nelson Copyright ©2007 Charles LaMark Nelson

Right Over A Cliff
A few years ago, the summer of '03, I was chatting with one of my friends from the cooking days in Iowa City. He has his own restaraunt in downtown Chi-town, Alinea or Alicea, I think. And I was telling him at the time how a place I always wanted to collect rocks from was flooding so it seems I would never have the chance. See, it's an old asbestos quarry and the company couldn't compete with Eastern European mines anymore. So it was just filling up gradually with water. Soon all those beautiful garnets would be lost. But my friend then told me he knew where to find them and could get us there. We were off on another silly, grat adventure. My friend and I used to do some rock climbing in Colorada and Wyoming as a tension reliever in the '90s. You know, the relaxing, if the foot slips and you're not rigged right...oops, type of relaxing. Especially when I don't care for heights. But off we went, I was on vacation, he took a few days off, loaded up the jeep with camping equipmen

Men
What i want. It would be nice to find a guy that isnt an asshole, honest,has a job and a car, drinks but doesnt get wasted every chance he gets, and no drugs please. But most importantly it would be great if he really wanted a relationship,and not just sex. If i wanted just sex i could get it,im not conceited but i know plenty that are willing. But thats not for me, i want someone i can spend time with, get to know and build a relationship, yeah sex is good, but its not everything. Is it that hard to find man like that nowadays?? I'm not saying u have to be perfect bc no one is, and im definitely not, but comeone.

Steph At Home
Jacqlyn's Slide ShowAdd to My Profile | More Videos ~*~♥~*~♥~*~♥~*~♥~*~♥~*~♥~*~♥~*~ When Jacqlyn Nichole was born on Oct. 1st I (RavinJuggalo) came home and put Pics up on my Profile. You all showed me so much love I didnt think this site still had people like that on it. You all Proved me wrong. But now My Beautiful Fiancee' & Baby are home and the pics are now on her profile too. Please go show her some Love. She had a rough few days in the Hospital. ~Skitz~@ fubar Thank you in advanced, You guys & gals are the GREATEST!! Please!! REPOSTrepostREPOSTrepostREPOST This Bulletin Brought to you By: RavinJuggalo ~Juggalo Mafia~@ fubar and MCL to all my LOs and LETTEs out there!

To Beter Days!
I hope this is a word of encouragement for you. We often talk about the complexities of life and I understand that frustration. You know, in my heart all I really want is a a place to minister to people, a family and home, a nice car, a boat, a grill, time to fish, mountains to climb, rocks to collect and people to help through tough times...well you get the idea. I wish dishes and laundry were like disposable or something cause it's hard to keep up sometimes. And I get tired of coming home to a dark and empty house. I get sick of bills, even though I have enough money to pay them now, because I have to remember which ones to pay when. I have always been sick of allergies that wake me up in the middle of the night with a headache so bad I can't open my eyes; I'm tired of the headaches that come from concussions that are so bad I have to lay down when they hit. I get tired of the knee and the shoulder injuries that mean I can't always be as active as I would like. Sometimes life hurts,

Facebook
Incase anyone out there also uses facebook and is at all interested I am now on facebook as well. http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=647866813 If you don't use facebook and/or are not interested in the fact that I am now on facebook feel free to disregard this message. I cannot repay you the time you spent reading this though. Sorry. (Who) E.

Re: Free The Six Rally In New Hampshire! Repost!
RE: FREE the SIX Rally in New Hampshire! Repost! ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: KisaMogwai Date: 05 Oct 2007, 21:18 for anyone in the area...add the profile, repost this bulletin and go to the rally! if anyone has an idea of how i can vote on the 5th and might be riding through Indiana and can help me get there... i'll be happy to go..(consider it a birthday present:) otherwise.. i'm screwed... this is a sad day for America and the constitution....thanx FREE ED & ELAINE BROWNDate: Oct 5, 2007 3:12 PMAdd This profile

What Does One Really Know About Themselves?
A friend of mine has this on her site. It is something I think I need to use these days. It may help you as well; it sums up what we really should do to be happy. Sometimes we need to go with…”whatever happens, happens”. Sometimes we need to stop analyzing the past, stop planning the future, stop trying to figure out precisely how we feel, stop deciding with our mind what we want our heart to feel….

I Need People To Photograph!!
I need to get more photography work done to add to my portfolio, and I'd love to work with YOU! I'm not that demanding, I'm mostly looking to just hang out with some cool people and get some great work done at the same time. So. If you want to get some shots taken, please by all means, message me! It'll be fun, I promise! You can check out some of my work here on Fubar: My photography album Rates would be nice too. ;) Note: I'm not looking for one specific thing, one look, one body type, whatever. Approach me with whatever you'd like to do, and I'm most likely game for it. Let's do this!! :D Lou

Talking To Machines
According to the World Book of Facts, there are 6, 602, 224, 175 people in the world. Well, actually there were that many in July..who knows how many there are now. So how come I can never get one of them on the phone anytime I want to talk to someone about billing or services for anything? You name it, they have a computer generated voice or a Web site designated to talk to me rather than a person. I can't ask those things questions and I don't really trust them. I like people. I work with at least 50 every day and none of them run away screaming. Well, OK, I don't see them running away screaming. My point is that I can talk to people and usually figure out what they need or what I need to solve the situation at hand. Case in point, I own a prepaid cell phone. I absolutely refuse to get into one of those contracts for phone service. I don't use the phone that often so there really isn't a need. The phone I own has to be loaded with minutes every so often. When I firs

Stressed
Hubby is leaving tommorrow for Germany. It's just going to be for 3 weeks for annual training for the national guard. I'm not ready for him to leave again. He hasn't even been home a year yet from being in Iraq. Yeah Yeah I know it's only 3 weeks in Germany. But... I will not lie and say I am not worried about him being gone. Oh I know he'll be safe. It's other things that worry me. We have had our share of problems recently. You know the saying when the cat's away the mice will play. Not gonna happen on this end I can guarantee that. Oh hell I might as well say it. I'm not a very trusting person. No I don't think he will cheat on me while he's there. (not physically anyways)There's just some things I know. Not going into details because it involves someone else on here and that's not right. The whole situation just makes me nervous. I'm insecure enough as it is. I have forgiven him for past indesgressions but it hasn't helped me to think it won't happen again. P

Re: Cop Pepper Sprays, Punches, Nearly Breaks Girl's Arm
RE: Cop Pepper Sprays, Punches, Nearly Breaks Girl's Arm ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Alex Jones Date: 05 Oct 2007, 21:11 Cop Pepper Sprays, Punches, Nearly Breaks Girl's Arm During Curfew Arrest Another shocking example of police brutality has been caught on camera showing a cop nearly breaking a girl's arm, punching her and then pepper spraying her in the face as she cries after being arrested for violating a city curfew. http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/october2007/051007_curfew_arrest.htm

Grace Gale Girlfriend Application
I thought I'd place this on here, in case no one's ever read it. Grace Gale Girlfriend Application or... GG GF A Name: Grace Matilda Gale Age: 7.5 years of age. Location: Effrikah Height: Fun Size Hair (color and style): Bleach blonde with black highlights, mostly worn back in an Embrace The Day Doo-rag Eyes: Patches Piercings/tattoos: Those are for faggots. My body is a temple for Jesus. OTHER: 1. Where would we go on dates? Breakdown Fest, staying in watching the Breakdown Fest DVD, and hockeygames. 2. Who are three of your favorite bands/artists? Embrace The Day, Lemonheads, and Slipknot. 3. Do you drink/smoke?? How do you do that? 4. Do you like the beach? Oh gosh, yes. 5. If so...would you go with me late at night? Crabbing ;) 6. Do you like movies? Home made preferably 7. If so would you stay up and watch them with me all night? Narcoleptic :( 9. If not what would we be doing? I'd be sleeping. What would YOU be doing? 10. Do you play an instrument? y

Hey Alll!
THE REASON I HAVENT BEEN ON IN THE LAST WEEK...IS THAT I HAVE HAD SOME LIFE ALTERING CHANGES GOING ON AND MY COMPUTER TOOK A SHIT AND HENCE NO OTHER COMPUTER RIGHT NOW....SO AS SOON AS I CAN I WILL BE BACK TO TALK TO YOU ALL..I MISS YOU GUYS AND MUCH LOVE!

Some Character Traits Of Paul, The Apostle
Some Character Traits of Paul, the Apostle October 2, 2007 by Wayne Jackson Paul, the apostle of Christ, was one of the most influential men of earth’s history. Reflect upon this remarkable man with us in this brief study. The renowned German scholar, Adolf Deissmann, once declared: “There is no single person since Nero’s days who has left such permanent marks on the souls of men as Paul the New Man.” He noted that the grand apostle of Christ, “rising from the mass of the insignificant many” is “still molding the world at the present moment” (1957, viii). F.F. Bruce stated that he had spent more time studying the works of Paul than any other writer of antiquity. He further commented that Paul’s epistles are more “richly rewarding” than that of any other writer—either ancient or modern (1977, 15). He observed as well that “no single event, apart from the Christ-event itself, has proved so determinant for the course of Christian history as the conversion and commissioning of Pa

The Graveyard Was Creepy
Standing outside the graveyard wall I dared not to go in and walk around, but I did anyway. Taking a step forward, I pushed the gates open. As the gates flew open they made a loud screeching noise that made my heartbeat faster and sent shivers up my spine. As I entered the graveyard, the air smelled musty. Fog was sliding across the moss covered ground and over the cracked tombstones. I felt a cold breeze of wind swipe across my bare neck. I tried pushing the fog to the side, but is swirled around my hand. Sliding my hand thru the fog, I smacked my hand across a tombstone. The tombstone was as cold as the wind blowing against my neck. As i continue walking deeper into the graveyard, I felt as if someone was behind me, I turned around slowly feeling someones cold hand press against my skin but there was no one there as i look towards the gate that I had walked through, it was shut and locked behind me. Pondering in my head I wondered how the gate had been shut behind me and locked witho

Read It Careful.
before i write this poem lemme say this i dont always write my poems about me related to me or otherwise...sometimes its just a matter of voicing for someone else so they can relate....this next poem is by me for me and related to me so read it carefully ...if it applies to yu ..shame on yu.... if it doesnt ...move on friendship is something i hold in my heart if you close enough there its never to part honesty is key and the one thing thats true if you lie or deceive then our friendship is thru respect is the key to stayin within my inner circle a spot you will win lies are evil and cause great dismay lies are the one thing i just never play if you must hide behind your lies then do as you must but you wont be in my circle on this you can trust i keep my shit real iam always just me like it or leave it cause it will always be they say do unto others as youd want done to you but i cant lower myself or your lies wuld be thr

In Memory Of Those Who Give Their Lives
DAYS TURN TO MINUTES AND MINUTES TURN TO MEMORIES. LIFE SWEEPS AWAY THE DREAMS THAT WE HAVE PLANNED. BUT WE ARE YOUNG AND WE ARE THE FUTURE. SO BE THE BEST WE CAN BE. IN LOVING MEMORY OF PRIVATE TODD CHRISTOPHER RITCH 4/5/70 TO 2/21/91 U.S. ARMY PERSIAN GULF WAR WE ALL MISS YOU

What Its Like To Have Depression
When living your life In an adament vice Coaxed with a dark depression Its nothing short of a hard cold shot Of all the cyanide in a false confession The blood drips like creepy fingers That freeze as they tickle down your spine Suicide from a distance, lingers And you crack a smile to fake its all fine Torn from all, including yourself You dream of your grave You flirt with thoughts of hell When living your life Like the blade of a knife Thats instilled in ones own flesh You can feel the teeth As they sink into your neck Your eyes start to bulge As you surely begin to tear Your just the meat Wrapped up in your fear You cant run, but you can scream All of your hope burst out at the seams So lifes a bitch and then we die Misery and agony are our only friends in life Its a fusion of fire and rage As were trapped in this cage I tried to scream and find my way out But the only heaven you can find is hell Blood drips and pouring rain Sounds of music, sounds o

Rolling Stones-love Is Strong
Love is strong And you're so sweet You make me hard You make me weak Love is strong And you're so sweet And some day, babe We got to meet A glimpse of you Was all it took A stranger's glance It got me hooked And I followed you Across the stars I looked for you In seedy bars What are you scared of, baby It's more than just a dream I need some time We make a beautiful team A beautiful team Love is strong And you're so sweet And some day, babe We got to meet Just anywhere Out in the park Out on the street And in the dark I followed you Through swirling seas Down darkened woods With silent trees Your love is strong And you're so sweet You make me hard You make me weak What are you scared of, baby It's more than just a dream I need some time We make a beautiful team Beautiful I wait for you Until the dawn My mind is ripped My heart is torned Your love is strong And you're so sweet Your love is bitter It's taken neat Love is str

If You Think You Know Me .
you think you know me and what iam about but you dont have a clue and need to get out my business is mine until i share and if you dont like it i really dont care you think you know who i think about today you think you know with who i play you think you know my desires n dreams you think you know me so it seems i hate to burst that bubble you in you dont know shit unless i let you in i share what i choose you inhale it quick and then yu become my favorite trick you talk ya shit like you truly know me but what you dont know is what you dont see you dont know who i love or who i fuck yu just hate cause yu aint got my luck if you knew half of what you think you know youd see that you should hush ya mouth n go you see what i want and can never know me cause i have my wall up in close youll never be those real and not trife know my soul they know the real me they know the whole if you think

When You Are A Felon..........
This is wonderful Tent City in Phoenix Arizona....fortunately not on of the jails I have been to! Well that is until today.......My nephew has been playin with fire ( his moms temper!) and smokin ganja everyday and has dropped out of most of his classes in High School. Ok well he got kicked out after he ditched for about 3 weeks straight. I think he has 1 class left that he can go to.Anyway my sis decided that enough was enough and today on the way to take me home we stopped to play with the prisoners at Tent City. Not my idea of fun! The jail doors and Deputy's all around brought back some major fucked up memories!!!It came to mind as we stood there waiting that "Oh shit I can't be here!" I told my sis and she asked "why not" I told her "Girl I am a convicted felon ! I can't go anywhere inside a jail or prison! Major no-no." Well she said " ah we just won't tell them about that." I asked her "Are you serious? Think about what you are sayin chica.....I will be one of the guys you broug

All That I've Got Is You
-IT'S ANOTHER MODERN DAY TRAGIDY -THAT WAS SAD TO SEE -IT NEVER HAD TO BE -SO MUCH INSANITY -GOD ARE YOU MAD AT ME -CUZ OF OUR HUMANITY -WITH ALL THIS FREE WILL -WHAT IS YOUR PLAN FOR ME -OR WAS THERE EVER A PLAN -FOR US WE'RE SON'S OF MAN -IS THIS THE DEVIL'S ADVOCATE -HERE TO FUCK UP MY PLAN -GOD WHY ARE WE DAMNED? NOW WHAT? CUZ ALL THAT I HAVE IS YOU....

Real Love Too Late
Now I know it ain't right, but I decided I hadta' Us poets paint life, but don't get recognized till afta' So I faked my own death just to see what would happen As I take shallow breaths and wait for people's reaction It was funny at first, but I had to hold my laughter...wait Before long I was on display at an open casket wake And I'm the main attraction who draws a crowd. A freak show of sorts Good thing my skin is pale enough to pass as a decomposing corpse Frozen in my thoughts, laying stiff...playing with People's emotions and awaiting a kiss from praying lips that I hate but miss. She didn't show...although she sent a card with flowers How considerate. That little bitch would make me sit in my car for hours Heartless powers start to devour my patience...it gets me violent I'm ready to fly shit and end everything like "I QUIT!" Then again I sit deathly quiet...biting my tongue Just excited that some kids...who were invited to come did I'm the cent

Take My Hand .
closing me eyes thinking ahead for once my thoughts arent that of dread its cold outside but i feel no frost my biggest gain is your biggest loss the walk i walk almost always alone you by my side i sure have grown lessons learned in such a short time things happening now without reason or rhyme the clouds are gone confused no more anxious to grow and explore your hand in mine we walk the walk that one special look no need to talk one sweet kiss i m giving to yu to give yu knowlege my love is true some tell me that love doesnt truly exist but they dont have you and dont know what they missed DONE BY CHRISTINE .

Little Vito
LITTLE VITO ON MATH A teacher asks her class, "If there are five birds sitting on a fence, and you shoot one of them, how many will be left?" She calls on Little Vito. He replies, "None. They will all fly away with the first gunshot." The teacher replies, "The correct answer is four, but I like your thinking." Then, Little Vito says, "I have a question for YOU. There are three women sitting on a bench having ice cream: One is delicately licking the sides of the triple scoop of ice cream. The second is gobbling down the top and sucking the cone The third is biting off the top of the ice cream. Which one is married?" The teacher, blushing a great deal, replied, "Well, I suppose the one that's gobbled down the top and sucked the cone." To which Little Vito replied, "The correct answer is 'the one with the wedding ring on', but I like your thinking." LITTLE VITO ON MATH Little Vito returns from school, and he says he got an "F" in arithmetic. "Wh

Lonely
lonely....hmmmmm what a word how do you have people around you and still feel all alone .....i know why....because the people around you dont know you not the real you not all of you....they havent reached that special spot that one place hidden deep in your soul that if you ever gave anyone control of it theyd have the ability to crush you theres always a time in our life when we feel noone understands us or feels like us or wants the same things as us ....we strive everyday for a complete that iam beginning to see doesnt exist in the outside but from deep within ......i question daily does love exist yet i know it does because my children show me every morning when they wake up and look at me n smile love is there ......why is it so hard to find that unconditional type of love outside of that ,....... so many walls so many guards people have put up yet everyone wanting the same thing that kinda love yu wake up n thank god for how do we expect to find it if we have walls n borders to

Next Life
MY NEXT LIFE I want to live my next life backwards : You start out dead and get that out of the way. Then you wake up in a nursing home feeling better every day. Then you get kicked out for being too healthy. You enjoy your retirement and collect your pension. Then when you start work, you get a gold watch on your first day. You work 40 years until you're too young to work. You get ready for High School : drink alcohol, party, and you're generally promiscuous. Then you go to primary school, you become a kid, you play, and you have no responsibilities. Then you become a baby, and then... You spend your last 9 months floating peacefully in luxury, in Spa-like conditions - central heating, room service on tap, and then... To top it all off…. You finish with an orgasm!!!!!!

Brazilian Body Wax Aka Torture!
Brazilian Body WaxThe other day while I was shopping for razor blades and shave gel I saw a box of BRAZILIAN WAX. Hhhmm , I was totally disgusted with the price of razor blades $9 for 4 lousy blades ! so I started to read the box and got excited when I read lasts up to six weeks! Oh hot damn! No shaving every single damn day! Fuck yeah this shit is so mine!! So I bought myself this miracle box and took it home all stoked about checking this out. I gotta tell you here really quick ....I am one hairy bitch! Thanks to my Lebanese ultra hairy Dad, if I don't shave everyday I could practically braid the stuff (one time before I balded my chonch I actually cornrowed the stuff as a joke but thats another story) K so I exaggerated just a little bit but it does grow fast. Now back to the story. When I got home it said to make sure hair is 1/4 inch long. So I suffered thru 2 itchy days of letting it grow. The day I did it I opened the box and found out that some asshole had taken out the oil tha

10 Year Old Blues
A father asked his 10-year old son if he knew about the birds and the bees. "I don't want to know," the child said, bursting into tears. "Promise me you won't tell me." Confused, the father asked what was wrong. The boy sobbed, "When I was six, I got the 'There's no Easter Bunny' speech. At seven, I got the 'There's no Tooth Fairy' speech. When I was eight, you hit me with the 'There's no Santa' speech. If you're going to tell me that grown-ups don't really get laid, I'll have nothing left to live for."

Gunslinger
An old prospector walks his tired old mule into a western town one day. He'd been out in the desert for about six months without a drop of whiskey. He walked up to the first saloon he came to and tied his old mule to the hitch rail. As he stood there brushing some of the dust from his face and clothes, A gunslinger walked out of the saloon with a gun in one hand and a bottle of whiskey in the other. The gunslinger looked at the old man and laughed, saying, 'Hey old man, have you ever danced?' The old man looked up at the gunslinger and said, 'No, I never did dance. I just never wanted to. 'A crowd had gathered by then and the gunslinger said, 'Well you old fool, you're gonna' dance now,' and started shooting at the old man's feet. The old prospector was hopping around and everybody was laughing. When the gunslinger fired his last bullet he holstered his gun and turned around to go back into the saloon. The old man rea

Rules & Regulations
New Rules That Apply To All WSC Members. #1 If you have joined WSC that means that you either voluntered to bomb or level.Now some people have kept up with blogs and so forth and have done everything they could to help in either area.However, there are also those who read the blogs and move on to their own thing.So I want to make this clear if you have NOT helped a member either level or bomb do NOT expect to be helped when you ask. #2 Neither leveling or bombing is required.You choose what you want to do, but you are expected to do one or the other.For our Levelers : Rates are needed on contest as much as bombing.As of today you are REQUIRED to go to our contest page and rate the person in the contest!You do NOT have to bomb.There is no reason you can not rate if you enjoy leveling because its basically the same thing and only takes 2 seconds to do. #3 We will NOT put anymore WSC members bombing a contest UNLESS it has been approved by(Psychorainstorm ,MarlbroMan, or

New Blog Section - What Grinds My Gears!
So I decided to take advantage of this multiple bloggythingy and set up a blog just for griping and bitching. It's called "What Grinds My Gears" (Those of you who get the reference, well, I love you even more hehe). So okay, here goes a quick one to start. Y'know when you try and talk to someone, and they just don't respond for whatever reason, whether they're ignoring you, they snub you intentionally, or they pretend that they want to talk to you, but secretly don't care? Yeah. It's irritating. I can take someone saying "Y'know, you're just not someone I feel like talking to right now", or even being so rude as to say "Sorry, I only talk to skinny beautiful people"! I'd rather have the truth than avoidance and deceit. And the worse part is, when they invite more communication, but then don't recognize attempts. Why? What's the point? Is it just self-masturbatory ego-inflation, or what? It serves no purpose other than to aggravate others and make you feel better abo

Think You Can Get Away With Downloading Songs??? Try Again!!!
Record companies win music sharing trial DULUTH, Minn. - The recording industry hopes $222,000 will be enough to dissuade music lovers from downloading songs from the Internet without paying for them. That's the amount a federal jury ordered a Minnesota woman to pay for sharing copyrighted music online. "This does send a message, I hope, that downloading and distributing our recordings is not OK," Richard Gabriel, the lead attorney for the music companies that sued the woman, said Thursday after the three-day civil trial in this city on the shore of Lake Superior. In closing arguments he had told the jury, "I only ask that you consider that the need for deterrence here is great." Jammie Thomas, 30, a single mother from Brainerd, was ordered to pay the six record companies that sued her $9,250 for each of 24 songs they focused on in the case. They had alleged she shared 1,702 songs in all. It was the first time one of the industry's lawsuits against individual downloader

Does Anyone Know If...
... there's anywhere on here you can offer suggestions for possible site feature enhancements...? Would people find it useful if there was a way to let profile visitors know which folders you've posted new photos in, by having the system flag the relevant folder in the folder list...? Just a thought, although I don't doubt someone else will forward it to the relevant people... LOL

This Is Everyones Favorite
NEED SPIRITUAL HEALING IN NATURE NEED THE SOFT NIGHT BREEZE SOUND OF THE INSECTS STARS SO BRIGHT TO WALK BY MOONLIGHT NEED SUNSHINE HOT ON MY SKIN BRISK BREEZE ON MY FACE THE BEAUTY OF NATURE BASKED IN THE GLORY OF THE SUNS RAYS COLORS SO VIBRANT SKY SO BIG LONG TO SEE THE BIRDS FLY THE BUTTERFLIES FLUTTER THE LEAVES RUSTLE IN THE BREEZE THE COOLNESS OF THE SHADE OF A BEAUTIFUL TREE THE FLOW OF THE RIVER EACH ROCK INDIVIDUALIZED BY THE WATER THE FISH SO SERENE THE ALGAE ITS OWN MYSTICAL LIFE THE HYPNOTIC CRASHING OF THE WAVES THE BEAUTY IN THE SWIRLS OF WATER UNTOLD WONDEROUS LIFE BENEATH THE WATER NO MECHANICAL SOUNDS ALLOWED ONLY THE VOICE OF MOTHER NATURE LISTEN AND YOU WILL LEARN THERE IS PEACE IN NATURE

Is It Love Or Is It Something Else?
Are your palms sweaty? Is your heart racing? Is your voice caught within your chest? It isn't love; it's like. You can't keep your eyes off them. Am I right? It isn't love; it's lust. Are you proud and eager to show them off? It isn't love; it's luck. Do you want them because you know they're there? It isn't love; it's loneliness. Are you with them because it's what everyone wants? It isn't love; it's loyalty. Do you stay for their confessions of love because you don't want to hurt them? It isn't love; it's pity. Do you belong to them because their sight makes your heart skip a beat? It isn't love; it's infatuation. Are you there because they kissed you or held your hand? It isn't love; it's unconfidence. Do you pardon their faults because you care about them? It isn't love; it's friendship. Do you tell them everyday they're the only one you think of? It isn't love; it's a lie. Are you willing to give up all of your favorite things for their sake? It isn't love; it's charity. Do you st

Have A Good Weekend Hugss
Ok guys, this truly is freaky, the Phone literally rang as soon as I read The last word of this email!!!!! I am taking the bait - What do I have to lose right? Hope it works! Supposedly The Phone Will Ring Right After You Do This. Just read the little stories and Think of a wish as you scroll all The way to the bottom. There is A message there - then make your Wish. No attachment on this one. ! Stories I'm 13 years old, and I wished That my dad would come home from The army, because he'd been having Problems with his heart and right Leg It was 2:53 p .m.. When I made My wish. At 3: 07 PM. (14 minutes Later), the doorbell rang, and There my Dad was, luggage and all!! I'm Katie and I'm 20 and I'v

California Vs. Texas
CALIFORNIA: - I can wear sandals all year long - I go to the Beach - not "down to the shore" -Our chicks are WAYYYY hotter than yours. Well...Miami can hang. - I say "like" and "for sure" and "right on" and "dude" and "totally" and "peace out" and "chill" and "tight" and "bro" and I say them often - I know what real cheese & avocados taste like -Everyone smokes weed and its no big deal -We'll roll up 40 deep when something goes down. -I live next door to Mexicans, but we call them American's! -All the porn you watch is made here, cause we're better and thats how it is - I don't get snowdays off because theres only snow in Mammoth, Tahoe, Shasta, and Big Bear - I know 65 mph really means 100 - When someone cuts me off, they get the horn and the finger and high speed chase cuz we dont fuck around on the road - The drinking age is 21 but everyone starts at 14 (legally 18 if you live close enough to the border) - My governor ca

Celebrities Fight Club
I sometimes ponder the meaning of life. My mission, goal or purpose. With all the propaganda and lies in the media, political arena and schools makes me wonder about what really is important in life. Should I watch TV for anything other than the weather. I like to know if it is going to rain. With the tabloid dribble making headlines is it making us stupid? How can people actually care about so called celebrities? They all make me sick. Not to mention take the focus off of major issues that are plagueing our country. Soon we will have to take control and decide what is right, decent and pure. Stop living in the fairy tale that things are going to be ok without a drastic change in the mindset of America.

Death
Death is a word we all have to fear No-one knows until it is near Because if I die before I awake I pray the Lord my soul to take Death is the end for what we know But I don’t believe that this is so I will be here for time on end A feeling I have my old friends do send Death is for certain there is no doubt Where will we go and what’s it about Will I be here to see my mistakes Or was my life good and I have what it takes Death is not permanent for what you believe Not understandable for most to conceive I think we’ll live on and come back here and there Scary stories we all have to share Death is ok I have once been told This I’ll believe and will help me grow old For it’s not what you fear or trouble to come It’s how you live and the good you’ve done Thomas Vern Ellison Jr. 08/28/07

Wrote This While My Dad Was Still Alive
LATE NIGHT SICK DAD STILL HAPPY WANT TO HAVE FUN ENJOY NOW! EMBRACE THE MOMENT APPRECIATE FRIENDS NO LONGING ALLOWED NOTHING BETTER THAN NOW THINK ONLY HOPEFULL THOUGHTS PEACE LOVE WHO CALLED? WHO CARES? DOESN'T MATTER MY LIFE GOES ON NO WAITING FOR CALLS NO EXPECTATIONS CAN ONLY REVOLVE AROUND MYSELF AND FAMILY NO ROMANTIC RELATIONSHIP NEEDED I WILL HAPPEN QUIT LOOKING ALWAYS HAPPENS WHEN YOUR NOT LOOKING WHAT IF I MISS IT BECAUSE MY EYES WEREN'T OPEN NO BUTTS!!!! JUST LIVE WITH PEACE AND JOY PEACE AND JOY WILL COME BACK

Mm Newbzzz Gotta Know
Alltough my mailbox on fubar is open to everyone don't send me mail asking to view my private pics. like according to the rules and most asked questions. Why am I unable to view NSFW photo galleries? Level 0 (Freshmeat) are not allowed to view NFSW photos until they have reached level 1. Level 1 and up must be added as a friend or family!! to view NSFW galleries. also if you have became a freind and you have passed the level 1 status and you're still unable to see those pics then go to your homepage and click on "my" and select "profile" then all the way down below on the right side you'll see this just make sure you have selected "yes" and the nsfw lock on you will be taken off. also don't think this will count for my new album that clearly states it will open as soon as i got my happy hour up and running. and that will be running as soon as i'm un-banned on fubar ok?

Test Drugs
I did drugs when I was a kid Weed and ludes and a little cid There was no problem with what I did Lucky for me I lived through the skid After the weed then there was coke Snort for a while then started to smoke I hit bottom and was down and out A country music song with out a doubt But I pulled through and you can to Ditch it all and do it for you No future there because you’ll be in jail Not close to God but strait to hell To quit is not easy and quite hard you see It will take your friends and your family If you want you can change for the best Life will mean more and you have pasted the test Life is full of tests you see The more you pass the better you’ll be Drugs or pain or women for sure Without problems there’d be no need for cure Thomas Vern Ellison Jr. 09/10/07

What Lies In Store...
Well...its Friday again. Weekends always bother me for some reason. I guess its because the friends I chat with on almost a daily basis are gone until Monday. Not all, but a few. Sad to say most of my socialization is done online anymore. All of my friends are busy with their families to go out with me. My husband works to damn much and then on weekends he plays music so that leaves me at home and alone with 3 kids. :-( Dont get me wrong...I adore my kids, but I need more Mommy time. *sigh Oh well...Im done complaining....for now. LOL

Know Bout A Dout It ?
There’s no bout a dout of what I’m here to say Life if forward and backwards this way Sideways sometimes it’s simple for me Step to the side and let things be I don’t understand what some people think Overload your boat and it will sink Take on the world as if it would change But to do nothing is not in my range Forward I push to make things right Nothing I’ve changed without a fight Small things are different this I’ve done My impact on the world is simply none But change is the place that starts it all I must push forward and answer the call Without the will to make things right Darkness will come as quick as the night There’s know bout a dout what I should do Make things better for me and for you The best way I know is to start right here To make myself better and have nothing to fear Change what I can and strive for my best Help who I can and try for the rest Do what you can to help others be fit There’s no bout a dout it stand up or just sit Tho

+glittering Prizes
I eavesdropped on the Viking last night. He was speaking to one of His homeboys from T Ho, about how He's going to buy me a Chrome Lady's Beach Cruiser!! With fenders!! And an antique basket!! He knows me so well......I can't wait, I can't wait. Sweet Diana, He spoils me so. Funny how He's going to get His world rocked between the sheets on my birthday. Happens everyday, but still...after I get my bike, He's going to deserve that special kind of world-rocking...you know? Yeah.+

~ticked Off~
This photo below was marked as NSFW! I have had this photo up over a year and some jerk is gonna come along and mark it as NSFW. Everyone has a right to their own opinion, but gonna pick on this photo when I have seen 4 times worse than this on alot of pages. I was informed to delete this photo or my account may be deleted. Thanks alot who every you are. I hope you're happy now, now go pick on someone else. I better mark this blog as NSFW, hate for someone to report my azz again lol!

More Poetry
No more No more crying No more sighing No more dieing Focus on the positive Don't dwell Let it go Focus on the here and now No expectations No let downs Stay positive Don't become a hater Just be strong Can't and wont allow myself to sink Kids help keep me afloat Focus on MY life It's too easy too put myself aside Have to shut him out All goodtimes come to an end

Sitting Bull - Teton Sioux
When I was a boy, the Sioux owned the world. The sun rose and set in their land; they sent ten thousand men into battle. Where are the warriors today? Who slew them? Where are our lands? Who owns them? What white man can say I ever stole his land or a penny of his money? Yet they say I am a thief. What white women, however lonely, was ever captive or insulted by me? Yet they say I am a bad Indian. What white man has ever seen me drunk? Who has ever come to me hungry and left me unfed? Who has ever seen me beat my wives or abuse my children? What law have I broken? Is it wrong of me to love my own? Is it wicked for me because my skin is red? Because I am Sioux? Because I was born where my father lived? Because I would die for my people and my country? Sitting Bull - Teton Sioux

I Am Back
HEY EVERYONE SORRY I WAS IN THE MIDDLE OF MOVING, I HAD NOT BEEN ON FOR ABOUT 2-3 MONTHS BUT NOW I AM BACK HOPEFULLY, READY TO MAKE NEW FRIENDS. My Cell phone is off and i have a house phone now .I got tired of the call drops they a pian in the buttocks any way if u want my number just send me a message. love u all have fun (smile)

Getting To Know Me... Part 2
who am i? I am not the one who can fix all your problems. I am not the one to ease all your worries and erase all your fears. at times I can be controlling, and loud and creul and feirce. I openly speak my opinions, and sway and swoon minds at times, I'll never force you into my way of thinking, but using my charms to try... is that really a crime? I love people who take chances and dare to be different despite the cost, people who enrapture my mind and enslave my soul with temptation and passions for the things that they do. I like people who speak with open minds and love with their whole hearts. People who can appreciate beauty in the world around us and are not blind to the suffering and ignorant in our midst. I wanna fall in love with someone who makes me a better me. To wake in their arms each morrow and know that i fill their dreams. I wanna laugh wit them sing with them, race towards our destiny with wings with them. I am a mother, a teacher , a student. An artist, a poet.. a

South Africa Beat Usa 64-15
South Africa (24) 64 Tries: Burger, Steyn, Habana 2, van der Linde, Du Preez, Fourie 2, Smith Cons: Montgomery 6, James 2 Pens: Mongtomery USA (10) 15 Tries: Ngwenya, Wyles Cons: Hercus Pens: Hercus Group A winners South Africa made it four wins out of four as they cruised past the USA in Montpellier. Schalk Burger, Francois Steyn and Bryan Habana crossed for the Boks before Takudzwa Ngwenya scored a brilliant try for the US to make it 24-10. South Africa ran in six more tries after the interval while Chris Wyles crossed for the Eagles. The Boks suffered a major scare when Habana went off with blood pouring from his face after a clash of heads. Coach Jake White is confident the 24-year-old wing will be fit for next weekend's quarter-final against Fiji in Marseilles. But tight-head prop BJ Botha was forced off with a knee problem which looks like keeping him out of the game amd could end his tournament. "Bryan's fine - he's got some stitches in his

A Small Remembrance
It is this time of year that i miss my dad and that is because this is when he died, in the early autumn, either many years ago or yesterday, depending how you look at it. My dad was an unusual person and i liked him. I know you are supposed to love and honor your parents but there's nothing in the rules that says you have to actually like them. I liked my dad. By the time i was born, he was a middle-aged man so i didn't get to know him a very long time. I remember that he always wrote with a fountain pen and he drove certain cars, like ford pickup trucks and model A's and volkswagen bugs because he liked to drive them. He bought other cars, like ford mustangs and thunderbirds and weird shit like mercury comets because they entertained him. He did not believe in the mercedes benz. It was my dad who used to say: “if people understood how little i care about money, how much it does not impress me, they would not waste my time talking about it to me.” my dad married my mom be

Ensign: To Keep It Holy
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 5 October 2007 Two responses I got to last week's Ensign referred to messages they'd heard regarding the sabbath day. Besides being enshrined in the fourth of the Ten Commandments (specifically Exodus 20:8), whenever it's referred to in Scripture it's regarded as a day set apart. We usually ascribe the sabbath day as the seventh day because that's when God rested after His creation of the world, but the term itself doesn't even appear until Exodus when the Israelites are gathering manna in the wilderness in Exodus 16. The first reference to the seventh day being the sabbath occurs in Exodus 16:26 -- "Six days ye shall gather it; but on the seventh day, which is the sabbath, in it there shall be none" -- but we're starting countin

Argentina Beat Ireland 30-15
Argentina (18) 30 Tries: Borges, Agulla Cons: Contepomi Pens: Contepomi (3) Drop-goals: Hernandez (3) Ireland (10) 15 Tries: O'Driscoll, Murphy Con: O'Gara Pens: O'Gara Ireland's disappointing World Cup ended with them failing to get out of the pool stages for the first time. Eddie O'Sullivan's men needed to score four tries and beat Argentina by eight points to get through but they fell to a 15-point defeat at Parc des Princes. Lucas Borges and Horacio Agulla scored tries for the Pumas in the first half. Brian O'Driscoll got over for an Irish touchdown with Geordan Murphy briefly raising Irish hopes with a try early in the second half. As for Ireland, the inquests will begin about where they went so badly wrong. Disappointingly unconvincing wins over Namibia and Georgia and defeat by France left them with a mountain to climb against Argentina in the final Pool D match. However, it started promisingly as Ireland had lots of ball in the opening

Dj's
I'AM DJ, JAY WHAT IT DO GUY IN LADIES IAM IN THE DALLAS AREA DO YOU NEED DJ. IF DO INTOUCHJAM'S WE JAMING THAT HIP HOP THAT OLD R&B IN NEW AND SLOW JAM IN /LET US KNOW WHAT YOU LOOKING FOR AT JAY7779311@yahoo.com or myspace.com/jayontheonesintwos hit me up do stop get it get it. MY LADIES MY friend CHECK OUT MYSPACE.COM/jayontheonesintwos

Obligations Of The True Path Walkers
To bring back the natural harmony that humans once enjoyed. To save the planet from present practices of destruction. To find and re-employ real truth. To promote true balance between both genders. To share and be less materialistic. To become rid of prejudice. To learn to be related. To be kind to animals and take no more than we need. To play with one's children and love each equally and fairly. To be brave and courageous, enough so, to take a stand and make a commitment. To understand what Generations Unborn really means. To accept the Great Mystery in order to end foolish argument over religion.

Kill Rock Stars
wow--i can't even remember the last time i ordered from Kill Rock Stars! & i am so outta the loop!!! it's sad....in 2003 my brother joaquin borrowed my Sleater Kinney cd "the hot rock". he accidently came back with a tatu cd inside the case. & so his ex boyfriend was running around with MY sleater kinney cd in his tatu cd case!!! GRRRR! they broke up so i haven't seen it since then & have had to live with a burned version of "the hot rock"so i FINALLY after about 4 years decided i had to have the actual cd cos this cdr is getting worn out so i ordered it today. along with some other goodies! i pretty much maxed out our new credit card! so i'm happy! :D i have gone thru all of these music phases over the years-emo,rockabilly,psychobilly---i think it's about time i get back to to my RIOT GRRRL ROOTS!!!!!!

To-wit In And Damned
the good news is,i wont be here long,the bad news is,your you.i am through with this,this nothing left to give crowd,i could be up or down with the seen em smile town.im alive and well in fernandina,in case you wanna meet me.and i need to beat up another person,or worse,juliet mpprehouse,the loud mouth french woman who is in here illegally.

God's Quality Assurance Test
God would like to thank you for your belief and patronage. In order to better serve your needs, He asks that you take a few moments to answer the following questions. Please keep in mind that your responses will be kept completely confidential, and that you need not disclose your name or address unless you prefer a direct response to comments or suggestions. 1. How did you find out about God? Newspaper Bible Torah Book of Mormon Koran Other Book Television Divine Inspiration Word of mouth Dead Sea scrolls My mama done tol' me Near Death Experience National Public Radio Tabloid Burning Shrubbery Who? Other (specify): 2. Which model God did you acquire? Yahweh Jehovah Allah Just plain God Krishna Father, Son & Holy Ghost (Trinity Pak) Zeus and entourage (Olympus Pak) Odin and entourage (Valhalla Pak) Gaia/Mother Earth/Mother Nature None of the above; I was taken in by a false god 3. Did your God come to you un

France Beat Georgia 64-7
France (23) 64 Tries: Poitrenaud, Nyanga, Beauxis, Dominici 2, Bruno, Nallet, Martin, Bonnaire Cons: Beauxis 5 Pens: Beauxis 3 Georgia (0) 7 Tries: Maisuradze Cons: Khamashuridze World Cup hosts France beat Georgia but the victory was not enough to help them avoid a quarter-final against favourites New Zealand in Cardiff. Tries from Clement Poitrenaud, Yannick Nyanga and Lionel Beauxis helped France into a 30-0 half-time lead. Christophe Dominici (2), Sebastien Bruno, Lionel Nallet, Remy Martin and Julien Bonnaire completed the rout. The win meant France briefly went top of the group but Argentina's win over Ireland relegated them to second place. France must now travel to Wales while Argentina, whose victory over the hosts in the first match of the tournament set them on their way to topping Pool D, will meet Scotland in Paris in the last eight. In the end it was a game too far for Georgia, who have lit up the World up with their never-say-die attitude.

Change
MORE CHANGE IT'S MORE COMMON THAN MONOTONY LIFE IS AT A CROSSROADS HOW WILL I PROCEED? HAVE BEEN STAGNANT IN THIS STATE FOR TOO LONG THOUGHT IS NO LONGER USEFULL ONLY ACTION WILL HELP NOW SO LITTLE SELF MOTIVATION WHY?!?! IT IS ALL FOR ME! I SEEM TO JUST PLAINLY EXIST BREATHE EAT SLEEP WITH OCCASSIONAL ENOUNTERS WITH THE OUTSIDE WORLD MEN ARE ALWAYS A LET DOWN STILL TOO NAIVE AND TRUSTING HAVE TO REMEMBER I AM WORTH IT ALL JUST NEED TO GET OFF MY ASS AND GET IT! (this was written about five years ago, after my divorce)

Come Take My Pain
Come Take My Pain Deeper and deeper I feel myself falling to no end. My heart and mind are so confused to where I just don't know anymore; on what to do cause all my decisions that I have made for myself have been wrong, I see that my heart and mind are suffering for these bad choices I've made as I cry. Poem By: Charles La Mark Nelson

Adblock And Fubar
I used to be able to use Adblockplus on Seamonkey (Mozilla, sort of) and on Firefox to destroy embedded objects that were dangerous to my browser's health *g* I am having more trouble doing that now. Either the latest version of Adblockplus works differently, or I'm forgetting something important that I installed in the filter set last time, or there's a virus of sorts- or a virus fullstopthat'sallfolks- that's landed, or... eh. Here, if I find the address of the embedding (the page it's on, not the exact address) I can add the address to the filters and stop such embeddings from appearing in future by treating them as advertisements. However, in the past, Adblock - while not blocking them - would count them as _blockable_ and if I hit command-shift-F (apple-shift-F) would block all blockable "objects". I found this very useful. No longer, apparently- and that is the main point I'm digressing around, by the way. (I wonder if it's a new version of Adblock that's doing this, or som

New Zealand Beat Romania 85-8
New Zealand (36) 85 Tries: Sivivatu 2, Masoe, Rokocoko 3, Evans, Mauger, Toeava 2, Hore, Smith, Howlett Cons: McAllister 4, Evans 6 Romania (5) 8 Tries: Tincu Pens: Vlaicu Joe Rokocoko went over for a hat-trick of tries as New Zealand ran in 13 tries to beat Romania in their final Pool C clash in Toulouse. The All Blacks were in dominant form with two tries apiece for Sitiveni Sivivatu and Isaia Toeava. Chris Masoe, Aaron Mauger, Andrew Hore, Nick Evans, Conrad Smith and Doug Howlett also went over. Romania tried hard but their only try came after 31 mintues through hooker Marius Tincu. The All Blacks set out their intentions from the start with the first of Sivivatu's tries coming with less than a minute on the clock. From then on it was one-way traffic as the Romanians had no answer to New Zealand's fast attack and the All Blacks built up a 31-0 lead after 25 minutes. Romania showed some determination to take more from the contest early in the sec

Moods And Attitude
I am warning my friends and fans and anyone reading my blogs or site that I am in a very bad place emotionally right now. Please take what I say at this time with a little patience. Due to physical problems and life sucking in general I am very depressed. I will work through it but at my own pace. I do not want to take medication to falsely elevate my mood. That will not change the reason for the moods nor will it help me work through them. I know what is happening and I just have to figure out where my life is going after this. I have a lot of very very hard decisions to make. And I am the only on that can make them. I may not be on site much or just on to check out what is happening. Thanks

Scotland Beat Italy 18-16
Scotland (12) 18 Pens: Paterson 6 Italy (10) 16 Tries: Troncon Cons: Bortolussi Pens: Bortolussi 3 Scotland edged into the quarter-finals of the World Cup after a tense win over Italy in rain-lashed St Etienne. Once again Scotland had the unerring kicking of Chris Paterson to thank, with the winger knocking over six penalties from six attempts. Italy skipper Alessandro Troncon bundled over for a first half try and David Bortolussi kept Italy in touch. Neither side showed much in the way of attacking ambition but the Scots showed superior discipline to progress. In the last eight Scotland will play the winners of Pool D, who are likely to be either Argentina or France. Scotland made a bright start with Paterson confidently clipping over two penalties inside the first five minutes. And, when Mauro Bergamasco was sin-binned for a cynical challenge on Simon Taylor, Scotland looked ready to seize the initiative and build on their early lead. Howev

I Really Want A Chance To Be A Internet Dj
Hi ev1, I am looking for the chance to become a internet dj for a station that will take on a newbe. I have a few friends who are dj's on internet radio,and I have been told by one that I have the voice for being a dj,also i have well over 700 full cd's and plan on getting many more,as you can never have enough music,I am very much into the metal genre,but i do have other cd's besides just metal,as I believe to honestly love music you must honestly be able to listen to it all,well with some exceptions,such as elevator music lmao.I have a awesome outgoing personality,enjoy people and music,with the two combined,I will be a good dj for some radio station. I have dsl for internet and my pc is brand new only 4 weeks old,amd athlon 64X2 Dual Core Processor 3600+ 1.90ghz 1024 ram 32-bit Operating System...Windows Vista. I also have a headset/microphone.I am good with computers. I hope that someone out here will give me the chance to prove myself??? Thanks for reading my blog

Fiji Beat Wales 38-34
Wales (10) 34 Tries: Popham, S Williams, G Thomas, M Jones, M Williams Cons: Hook, S Jones (2) Pens: S Jones Fiji (25) 38 Tries: Qera, Delasau, Leawere, Dewes Cons: Little (3) Pens: Little (4) A late try from Graham Dewes saw Fiji dump Wales out of the World Cup and get a quarter-final against South Africa. Wales' open style played into Fiji's hands, big hits and strong running leading to tries from Akapusi Qera, Vilimoni Delasau and Kele Leawere. Alix Popham, Shane Williams, Gareth Thomas and Mark Jones brought Wales back, and Martyn Williams' 73rd-minute interception try looked the clincher. But the islanders rallied, Dewes bullying over from short range. It was Fiji's first win in nine games against Wales and sees them advance to their first quarter-final since 1987. With a record of six wins from 20 games in charge of Wales, coach Gareth Jenkins' position will now come under serious question. His side had aimed to banish their slow-starting bl

Hope Story
Hope Ethan Eric A gentleman name Blaze was wheelchair bound, always talked on line with his friend Hope, they always talked about life and their dreams together. they boothed lived on opposite ends of the states Blazed lived in Maine and Hope lived in California They always seen each other on web cam and they knew what each other looked like. One night Hope asked Blaze what your is your biggest dream, Hope giggle with a flirty smile He typed back “The biggest dream is to walk and dance with you”. Hope looked in amazement, and was stun. She felt honor that a gentleman like Blaze had high hopes want to dance with her. She wrote back and said “ It would be a honor from a friend like you” Rest of the night they chat about how their day went their ups and down. Feb 14th came and Blaze sat there waiting for Hope to come the computer to chat on line, on a special

Australia Beat Canada 37-6
Australia (13) 37 Tries: Baxter, Frier, Smith, Mitchell 2, Latham Cons: Shepherd 2 Pens: Huxley Canada (0) 6 Pens: Pritchard 2 Pool B winners Australia made it four wins out of four as they laboured to a bonus-point victory over lowly Canada in the pouring rain in Bordeaux. Tries from Al Baxter and Adam Frier helped a second-string Wallaby side into a 13-0 half-time lead. Canada got on the board through two James Pritchard penalties either side of a George Smith try for Australia. Winger Drew Mitchell helped himself to two tries before Chris Latham cruised over for Australia's final score. Australia - the only nation to win the Web Ellis Trophy twice - had already sewn up the pool and took the chance to rest a host of big name players ahead of next Saturday's quarter-final against defending champions England. The Wallabies took the lead through an early Julian Huxley penalty but struggled to put their usual free-flowing, multi-phase style of play into pra

Life
TO ALL MY FRIENDS ON HERE.. SORRY I HAVE BEEN VERY DISTANT AS OF LATE.. ITS BEEN A REAL HARD ROAD FOR ME. LOTS OF STRESS AND DEPRESSION LATELY.. WE HAVE LOST A BABY COUSIN THAT WAS ONLY A YEAR OLD.. IT'S STILL UNDER INVESTIGATION AS TO WHAT HAPPENED... ITS NOT EASY FOR US AT THE MOMENT... WE ARE MOVING IN STRIDES TO TRY AND HEAL THE HURT THAT IS SO UNBEARABLE.. ITS TAKING TIME... AND A LOT OF ENERGY. PUT WE ARE DOING THE BEST WE CAN. I DON'T THINK THE HURT IS EVER GOING TO STOP.. ALSO JUST THE STRESS OF DAILY LIFE SEEMS TO BE MAKING IT WORSE.. I AM JUST THANKFUL FOR THE FEW GOOD CLOSE FRIENDS I HAVE.. AND MY FAMILY I HAVE THAT CARES.. I JUST WANTED TO LET EVERYONE KNOW WHY I AM NOT REALLY MYSELF... I ALSO LEFT THE FREAK SHOW FAMILY.. A LOT OF STRESS HAS BEEN TAKEN OF ME FOR THAT.. I LOVED THE FAMILY AND I HELPED CREATED IT. BUT THE LOVE AND BOND THAT WAS THERE WHEN IT WAS STARTED ISN'T THERE ANYMORE.. NO ONE CARES IF ANYTHING HAPPENS AND NO ONE TRIED TO HELP ANYONE ELSE.

Warning: This Blog Is For Those Of You Who Are Old Enough To Be Playing Adult Games. This Is The Only Time I Will Warn Ya!!
Thinking of how it would be to see you again, face to face, that first touch, the first kiss, the first time I get to look in your eyes. You are standing close to me , you move in closer, running your hands up the sides of my body, over my shoulders, along my throat, then you cup my face in your hands. Its all very slow and smooth, then your mouth is on mine, taking its own sweet time. My hands are gripping your hips, my fingers digging in to pull you closer to me. Your fingers thread back into my hair as you nip at my bottom lip. My breath is caught, the tone of the kiss has changed from flirty to flashing heat in a moment. Warning bells are going off in my head , telling me to slow this down or I might just lose myself but my ears are deaf to them as I lose myself to your touch. Everything inside me sparks. Blood, bone and brain. With your hands clenched in my hair I feel a stirring of power and anxiety that was as potent as any drug. I tug your shirt out of your waistband wanting

Poem For My Pagan Friends
Hush Little Witch Hush little baby don't you squall Momma's gonna buy you a crystal ball And if you still can't see beyond Momma's gonna buy you a magic wand And if that wand don't change your fate Momma's gonna teach you to levitate And if the astral makes you sick Momma's gonna buy you an incense stick And if that frankincense smells rank Mom'll buy a sensory deprivation tank And if that tank don't float your bones Momma's gonna buy you some some precious stones And if those gems don't ease your heart Momma's gonna buy you a natal chart And if your planets go berserk Momma's gonna buy you some bodywork And if your aura still needs kneading Momma's gonna buy you a past life reading And if your destiny stays hid Momma's gonna buy you a pyramid And if your chakras still feel stressed Momma's gonna take you on a vision quest And if power animals don't come to charm ya Sorry, kid, it's just your karma!

Good News!
Ok I just thought I'd share with my Friends and whoever else reads this that I have some awesome news!Im registering for my last set of Pharmacy classes on Jan 8! Im so excited after 10 weeks I will be done and hopefully get a great job doing what I love to do.... I also wanna say Thankyou to a couple new friends Ive been talking to you know who you are :) Love ya guys muaaaaaahs I keep meeting some really sweet people on here it seems the longer Im on here the more people i meet and there not assmunches like most tend to be I also just payed off the last of my ticket that i got so im done with that and hopefully ill be moving soon so ill keep ya updated and ma buddy thankyou again for the cool pics! Much Much Love

England Beat Samoa 36-20
England (19) 36 Tries: Sackey 2, Tait, Farrell Cons: Wilkinson 2 Pens: Wilkinson 2 Drop-goals: Wilkinson 2 Tonga (10) 20 Tries: Hufanga, Pole Cons: Hola 2 Pens: Hola 2 Champions England clinched a World Cup quarter-final against Australia with an ultimately convincing win over Tonga. Tonga opened the scoring through Sukanaivalu Hufanga's sparkling try but two Paul Sackey scores helped England into a 19-10 half-time lead. Pierre Hola's second penalty saw Tonga reduce the lead to six points. But Mathew Tait and Andy Farrell went over to secure victory before Hale T Pole's late consolation, while Jonny Wilkinson kicked 16 points in Paris. Interview: England coach Brian Ashton Interview: England captain Martin Corry The England fly-half now has 222 World Cup points and is just five behind Gavin Hastings, who is the competition's all-time leading scorer with 227. No champions had ever failed to reach the knock-out stages at the World Cup, but fol

This Lonely Heart
This Lonely Heart By Cursed Cowboy The days get longer as the nights get colder, Pain and sadness is all I feel. I walk these streets alone hoping to find my way, Lost with no hope of ever being happy. Why do I feel this way inside? Why do i feel so alone some times? I wait for death to end this pain, End this sadness within my heart. I search for away but am lost in guilt. Life is short with pain as a guide that walks with us, It keeps me company so I am not alone. Pain is my friend and sadness is my family. I am alone in a crowd of people who look and stare, Why do they look and not talk to me? Why do they laugh at me but not see my pain? I walk this world alone with my lonely heart.

Fun With Food
Fun With Food As I lay here with my legs spread Like hot butter bleeding on stale bread. The warm insides of my cantaloupe thighs cry out in extasy as you eat my cherry pie. Visions of cucumbers often enter my mind and sometimes hot dogs, the plump when you cook'em kind Whipped cream all covered with goo slurping green jello in the tub with you You are my world my little cupcake, I want to lick your cream filling until you ache. Your Juicy Avacadoes so plump, and so ripe. Lets just do it in the kitchen tonight!!

Question
I have a question.... Could you be in love with someone after ONLY chatting online for just a mere 2 weeks and if the girl told you she is a model and all that.. and sent you pictures... Just after 2 weeks saying she was in love with you... Wouldn't you think something was entirely wrong?? Something is surely messed up there if you fall for a woman like that..

Hushaby Baby
Do not despair my love Be still tonight Dream your sweetest thoughts Worry not dear heart Sleep with the angels Protected all throughout the night Surrounded by a mothers light Journey now throughout this world For you are my angel My life, My darling little girl

Do You Feel That ?
Do you feel that ? That feeling of no return. It is a thousand kisses at once , the purity of the first and the heartbreak of the last. When you look at me with love in your eyes I cannot speak, my heart is in my throat. It beats so loud I can hear nothing of the world around me. When you hold me close to you I feel your arms sheltering me from the world. From the moment I looked into your eyes, I knew. I knew that you would be in my heart forever. The tears are gathering in my eyes . All of the hurt of the past whisked away with just your words. I remember our days together , they fill my head. They consume me when you are so far away. You know all of my secrets without ever asking . You make me feel like I can be whole again The most talented poet could never find the words to describe you. There are no words for what you have done for my soul. You make me feel as though I have pleased the Gods, they are thanking me every

Samoa Beat Usa 25-21
Samoa (22) 25 Tries: Fa'atau, A Tuilagi, Thompson Cons: Crichton (2) Pens: Crichton (2) USA (3) 21 Tries: Ngwenya, Stanfill Pens: Hercus (3) Cons: Hercus Samoa ground out a stuttering 25-21 victory against the USA in their final Pool A match in St Etienne. The Samoans went ahead through right wing Lome Fa'atau after five minutes and doubled their tally soon after when left wing Alesana Tuilagi dived over. The Eagles managed to stem the tide until just before the break when Samoa's Kane Thompson scored a third. USA hit back with a try from wing Takudzwa Ngwenya but they fell short despite Louis Stanfill's late score. Samoa lost heavily to South Africa in their first game before losing to Pacific Island rivals Tonga and then England to end their hopes of progressing to the knock-out stages. USA still have to play pool leaders South Africa on 30 September in Montpellier but are likely to go home without a win in their four group matches. Samoa were

His And Her Diaries
HER DIARY: Thursday, 24th June 2004 Saw him in the evening and he was acting really strangely. I went shopping in the afternoon with the girls and I did turn up a bit late so thought it might be that. The bar was really crowded and loud so I suggested we go somewhere quieter to talk. He was still very subdued and distracted so I suggested we go somewhere nice to eat. All through dinner he just didn't seem himself; he hardly laughed and didn't seem to be paying any attention to me or to what I was saying. I just knew that something was wrong. He dropped me back home and I wondered if he was going to come in; he hesitated but followed. I asked him again if there was something the matter but he just half shook his head and turned the television on. After about 10 minutes of Silence, I said I was going upstairs to bed. I put my arms around him and told him that I loved him deeply. He just gave a sigh and a sad sort of smile. He didn't follow m

The Moments
The moment before your lips touched mine, the breath we shared . The moment you looked at me with your heart in your eyes, so pure and open to me . The moment your skin touched mine, the heat of need between us like an open flame . The moment you stroked my face so gently, like the kiss of Heaven's fairest angel . The moment I knew in my heart that I loved you, and I could never look back to a time when I didn't . The moment you first said you loved me, and I knew that it was true . These are the moments I will relate to the angels in Valhalla, they will know that I lived the moments that meant the most to me. It will not be a life wasted because of all the moments I share with you, all the unspoken words said with a touch or a look exchanged .

100 Things
100 Things You may not have Known About Me... 1. What is the last alcoholic beverage you drank? Crown 2. Do you follow college football? Yep 3. How many miles does your car have on it? About 135K 4. Who was the last person to send you a text message and what was it about? Tara, let's go shopping 5. Last time you went swimming in a pool? Damn to long ago!! 6. Are you happy? Hmmmm most of the time 7. Where was the last place you went shopping? Lindale mall 8. How do you feel about your hair? Not long enough 9. Where do you work? Vangent 10. Last thing you ate? Pizza 11. Do you wish you were someplace else right now? In the middle of nowhere!! 12. Last time you smoked a cigarette? about 30 min ago lol 13. Do you have any expensive jewelry? Yep 14. AIM or MSN? MSN 15. what classes are you taking now? None 16. How many hours on average do you work a week: On average? about 40-50 17. Who do you like right now? My coffee

This Is Fucked Up
sick of the sick http://www.silive.com/news/advance/index.ssf?/base/news/1191584720320050.xml&coll=1 Cruel ripoff of a Sept. 11 widow Former broker accused of stealing benefits from fallen P.A. officer's wife Friday, October 05, 2007 By JEFF HARRELL STATEN ISLAND ADVANCE STATEN ISLAND, N.Y. -- A New Jersey man faces federal charges for allegedly stealing $250,000 in death benefits received by the widow of a Staten Island Port Authority police officer killed on 9/11. Federal agents yesterday arrested Kevin Dunn, 28, of Colonia, N.J., on an indictment charging the former MetLife broker with 10 counts of mail fraud, wire and attempted wire fraud for allegedly bilking Jamie Amoroso out of a portion of $2 million she received from the September 11th Victim Compensation Fund. Mrs. Amoroso's husband, Port Authority Officer Christopher Amoroso, died during the Sept. 11, 2001, terrorist attacks on the World Trade Center. A woman who picked up the phone yesterday at Mrs.

Georgia Beat Namibia 30-0
Georgia (13) 30 Tries: Guiorgadze, Machkhaneli, Kacharava Cons: Kvirikashvili 3 Pens: Kvirikashvili 3 Namibia (0) 0 Georgia claimed their first-ever World Cup victory as they defeated Namibia in wet conditions in Lens. Merab Kvirikashvili landed two penalties and converted Akvsenti Guiorgadze's try to put the Lelos 13-0 up at the break. Kvirikashvili then kicked a third penalty and a conversion after Irakli Machkhaneli engineered a fine solo try. The Georgians added a third converted try when Davit Kacharava intercepted and raced clear at the death. Georgia won the inaugural meeting between the two sides 26-18 in June and they had the upper hand from the first whistle in northern France on Wednesday night. Namibia, in the south west of Africa, is generally hot and dry and their national side had reportedly not played in the rain for over 30 years. Georgia looked more comfortable from the start and they opened the scoring in the seventh minute after in

The Jena 6
" The Case of the Jena 6 Last fall, when two Black high school students sat under the "white" tree on their campus, white students responded by hanging nooses from the tree. When Black students protested the light punishment for the students who hung the nooses, District Attorney Reed Walters came to the school and told the students he could "take [their] lives away with a stroke of [his] pen." Racial tension continued to mount in Jena, and the District Attorney did nothing in response to several egregious cases of violence and threats against black students. But when a white student--who had been a vocal supporter of the students who hung the nooses--taunted a black student, allegedly called several black students "nigger", and was beaten up by black students, six black students were charged with second-degree attempted murder. Last month, the first young man to be tried, Mychal Bell, was convicted. He faces up to 22 years in prison for a school fight." Seriously these children do

A Woman And Her Dog
A woman has a dog who snores in his sleep, so she goes to the vet to see if he can help. The vet tells the woman to tie a ribbon around the dogs testicles and he will stop snoring. A few hours after going to bed, the dog is snoring as usual. Finally, she goes to the closet and grabs a piece of ribbon, ties it around the dog's testicles and surely enough, the dog stops snoring. The woman is amazed. Later that night, her husband returns home drunk from being out with his buddies. He climbs into bed, falls asleep and begins snoring very loudly. The woman thinks maybe the ribbon will work on him too. She goes to the closet once again, grabs another piece of ribbon and ties it around her husband's testicles. Amazingly, it also works on him. The woman sleeps very soundly. The next morning, the husband wakes up very hung over. He stumbles into the bathroom to urinate. As he is standing in front of the toilet, he looks in the mirror and sees a blue

Re: Browns Were Duped By Marshals Posing As Supporters
RE: Browns Were Duped By Marshals Posing As Supporters ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Alex Jones Date: 05 Oct 2007, 16:51 Browns Were Duped By "Trojan Horse" Marshals Posing As Supporters Tax protesters Ed and Elaine Brown were tricked by US Marshals who entered their home yesterday afternoon posing as supporters. The Marshals entered the house at a time when there were no other supporters present and catching the Browns off guard were able to arrest them and remove them from the property. http://infowars.net/articles/october2007/051007Browns.htm

Trust
So I really don't know how I ever get to the point of putting my trust in people...SO many people FUCK THAT UP FOR ME! It's pretty sad when I finally do put my trust in someone, then something, someone, someway, some fucking how fucks it up!!! What the hell?!?!?!? I do not trust one single god damn mothafuckin person completely! And I SHOULD BE ABLE TO!!! So...to my family that I SHOULD be able to trust completely...I'm sorry, but I don't fully trust you. To my very good and best friends that I SHOULD be able to trust completely...I'm sorry, but I don't fully trust you. To all the people who have always been honest with me and never lied to me that I SHOULD be able to trust...I'm sorry, but I don't fully trust you either. Now that's just fucking sad isn't it?!?!? I can't even trust my family, my good/best friends, people who have always been honest with me and never lied to me. THAT IS FUCKED UP BULLSHIT!

Rate Her And Give Her Love
COME ON ALL, WE WERE NEW HERE ONCE TOO. ,hey there freinds,, here is a freinds freind and she is new,, can you all stop by and make her feel welcome,, love ya all. and ty http://fubar.com/user/1203828

The Cat Came Back
DISCLAIMER: THE FOLLOWING BLOG IS JUST PLAIN WRONG. YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED. I found Bella as I was cutting the grass this morning. Bella was our family cat, up until she died a couple months ago and I buried her in the backyard. At first I thought she was a dead bird, but then I discovered that what I took for feathers was actually fur, and what I thought was the breast of a buzzard was actually a half-decayed cat head. I stopped cutting the grass and found two large sticks to use to pick up Bella's remains. I tried to throw the rotting half-a-cat past the line of trees in my backyard (the other side is a large, unoccupied field). Instead, one of Bella's forelegs caught a branch and wrapped around it, and the monstrous dead thing dangled like a hanging doll. I used a shovel to break the branch so the thing wouldn't just be hanging there. Eventually it fell over to the other side, but each time I hit the branch to try and break it, the nauseating stench of dead cat crept int

Water And Wine
As Ben Franklin said: In wine there is wisdom, in beer there is freedom, in water there is bacteria. In a number of carefully controlled trials, scientists have demonstrated that if we drink 1 liter of water each day, at the end of the year we would have absorbed more than 1 kilo of Escherichia coli, (E.. coli) - bacteria found in feces. In other words, we are consuming 1 kilo of poop. However, we do NOT run that risk when drinking wine and beer (or tequila, rum, whiskey or other liquor) because alcohol has to go through a purification process of boiling, filtering and/or fermenting. Remember: Water = Poop, Wine = Health Therefore, it's better to drink wine and talk stupid, than to drink water and be full of shit. There is no need to thank me for this valuable information: I'm doing it as a public service. "Love People not Things....Use Things not People" JC

Random Q&a
5 Things you can do with a brick: 1. Paperweight 2. Doorstop 3. Bookend 4. "pet" brick (hey, people do it with rocks) 5. Knock someone the hell out lol I want to learn how to: play guitar If you had to be stranded on a desert island with an infamous criminal (dead or alive) who would it be? Martha Stewart (haha) Barney the purple dinosaur vs a velociraptor... who would win? Barney of course... he'd annoy the poor raptor to death with his singing! How do you throw away a garbage can? In our neighbourhood? Leave it outside for a little while, someone will take it lol If President Bush was a type of food, what food would he be? Is syrup of ipecac a food? Favorite kind of apples: Macintosh Christmas is: an excuse for stores to change their decor Random "me" fact: I sing at random moments, even in public lol Current job: caregiver to an autistic child Kinky things you like: Handcuffs, biting, hair pulling, spanking... (yeah I'm a bit of a freak) Things I find lovely: fl

Romania Beat Portugal 14-10
Romania 14-10 Portugal Tincu had a big impact for Romania after coming on at half-time Romania (0) 14 Tries: Tincu, Corodeanu Cons: Calafeteanu, Dumbrava Portugal (7) 10 Try: Ferreira Con: Pinto Pen: Malheiro Portugal were denied their first World Cup win as Romania came from behind to edge a keenly fought Pool C match. Romania made a host of mistakes in the opening half and Joaquim Ferreira went over to put Portugal ahead in Toulouse. Portugal were strong in defence but their resistance was broken when Marius Tincu barged over with 16 minutes left. Goncalo Malheiro put Portugal back in front with a penalty but Romania sealed the win through Florin Corodeanu's close-range try late on. Portugal, playing in their first World Cup, had suffered heavy defeats in their opening three games but fancied their chances of victory following an error-strewn display by their opponents. The Romanians dominated possession and territory but they could not get an

Mon Cheri
Mon Cheri So we turn the lights down low turn the key on the lighted torch. as soft light pulses, reflects, echo’s across the walls corner to corner. There in the window, the stars bare whiteness to the deepest love, and the darkest sin. They are the eyes of angels, to pass judgment on our souls. Soft pillows, I see the linen flash between the dark of your flowing sexy hair. And the dim light not only echo’s through the home, but reflects those same stars, in your gleaming eyes. So green and clear that I feel watched, as we love. I feel accused, for this sin. Oh sweet blasphemy! I rejoice in your embrace again, and I love you, Once Again.

Canada Draw With Japan 12-12
Japan (5) 12 Tries: Endo, Taira Cons: Onishi Canada (0) 12 Tries: Riordan, Van der Merwe Cons: Pritchard Japan scored a last-gasp try to draw a dramatic match with Canada in Bordeaux. The Brave Blossoms took the lead through Kosuke Endo's superb early try to lead 5-0 at the break before Canada hit back through hooker Pat Riordan. It looked like the Canucks had wrapped up victory when DTH van der Merwe collected a cross-kick for their second score, with James Pritchard converting. But Koji Taira scored an injury-time try for Japan and Shotaro Onishi's conversion levelled the scores. Japan produced a typically committed performance, flying into tackles and refusing to give an inch as they edged the first half. They took the lead after 12 minutes with a brilliant individual effort from winger Endo, whose sparkling length of the field score against Wales was already a try of the tournament contender. Japan won quick ball off the top of a line-out and fe

Oh My Gods. Too Funny!
A little old lady, well into her eighties, slowly enters the front door of a sex shop. Obviously very unstable on her feet, she wobbles the few feet across the store to the counter. Finally arriving at the counter and grabbing it for support, stuttering she asks the sales clerk: "Dddooo youuuu hhhave dddddiilllldosss?" The clerk, politely trying not to burst out laughing, replies:"Yes we do have dildos. Actually we carry many different models." The old woman then asks: "Dddddoooo yyyouuuu ccaarrryy aaa pppinkk onnee, tttenn inchessss lllong aaandd aabboutt ttwoo inchesss ththiickk...aaand rrunns by bbaatteries? The clerk responds, "Yes we do." "Ddddooo yyoooouuuu kknnnoooww hhhowww tttooo ttturrrnnn ttthe ssunoooffabbitch offfff?"

Life Isn't So Bad
Good Friday afternoon one and all! Just wanted to write a little bit about what's going on with me...for those that want to know! LOL For the longest time I've been beating around whether or not to move from Shreveport and about a month ago I finally made the decision. I'm leaving in early 2008. Why so long? MONEY MONEY MONEY! LOL I'm cutting back my spending and am making a change in my living arrangements so that I can save every little penny I can. Now the question I'm sure is on everyones mind is....Coach, where are you moving? That I am not totally sure of at the moment. During the next 6 months, I'm going to be looking for jobs in Florida where I have friends and family...in Virginia where I have family...and in Texas which won't be far from my mother who suffered a mild stroke not too long ago. This next part might not make a lot of sense but I'm also looking at other job opportunities here...I may have the opportunity to go into a management training program at a lo

Saddened Complications
As stated in the about me section of my profile, I am bipolar. Everything didn't have to be so complicated, but that was the cards I was dealt. To this day I wish I could change the way things have occured in my life...homeschool was easier...and even then I thought I didn't care for the lack of social activity. Now I am 19...with one friend and I dearly miss the life I could have had. Now my options are limited on everything...finding the love of my life...as well as friends, with no where to go and no one to help me...

Truth Or Lies
Is there a woman who can be 100% truthfull??? Is there a woman who can tell you how she feels? Is there a woman who wants a man to allways be there? Is there a woman who wants a guy thats does everything right? Is there a woman who wants that guy to devote all of his time and energy into making her the happiest woman in the world? Let me save you fuckers some time... The answer is D. None of the above. That is what every woman thinks she wants until she gets it, then when she has it there is no pity factor. Pity Factor - A term used broadly to describe what a woman wants. i.e. If at the end of the she doesnt have a reason to bitch at you, she can't call her friends and say well my man did this and then he did that can you believe that? Reality- Women don't want Mr. Perfect its to routine and pleasant. I might as well become a pill pushing druggie come home drunk beat the shit out of her... Then her friends cant even beg her to leave...... /sigh women.....

My Mom Is Very Sick
Some of you who are close to me know that my mom is very ill. She has been diagnosed with Parkins Desease and Bi Polar. She was rushed to the ER last night with a 104.4 fever. She is in a deep sleep and un responsive at this time. She is only 67 years old and has many other health issues. I was offline for a while due to her health. I am asking for all my Friends to come together and Pray have my Mother in your thoughts. Sorry for any spelling errors I am not at my best right now. They are running more test , but this is belived that the meds he was on for the Bi Polar might have done this. I will update more when I know. Thank you all. Luvs to u all......

Soldiers Meeting!!!
The soldier stood and faced God, Which must always come to pass. He hoped his shoes were shining, Just as brightly as his brass. "Step forward now, you soldier, How shall I deal with you? Have you always turned the other cheek? To My Church have you been true?" The soldier squared his shoulders and said, "No, Lord, I guess I ain't. Because those of us who carry guns, Can't always be a saint. I've had to work most Sundays, And at times my talk was tough. And sometimes I've been violent, Because the world is awfully rough. But, I never took a penny, That wasn't mine to keep... Though I worked a lot of overtime, When the bills got just too steep. And I never passed a cry for help, Though at times I shook with fear. And sometimes, God, forgive me, I've wept unmanly tears. They never wanted me around, Except to calm their fears. I never expected or had too much. I know I don't deserve a place, Among the people here. If you've a place for me here, Lord, It needn't be so grand. But if you do

I Need My Friends Help
***Appreciate any help I can get on this from my friends****Can my friends & fans please click this link and RATE this pic for me (rates count) and drop a few comments to help me win a month blast for the bast tat?? I sure would appreciate it!!

Banning Books?
Does thought of book banning brings you mind to WWII Germany or something out of Fahrenheit 451? Up until recently the thought the idea of it still happening in our society as insane in the age of the internet and information I was wrong I just discovered in 2006 546 books was challenged or banned some for the sole reason homosexuality yes homosexuality! Because it is not moral who are these people to judge what is moral or not what is to extreme of obscene for me or my children when I have them. I and I alone have that choice and I will not sit and let someone attempt to make that choice for me in closing I will leave you with this quote from Ray Bradbury “There is more than one way to burn a book. And the world is full of people running about with lit matches. Every minority, be it Baptist / Unitarian, Irish / Italian / Octogenarian / Zen Buddhist, Zionist / Seventh-day Adventist, Women’s Lib / Republican, Mattachine / Foursquare Gospel feel it has the will, the right, the duty to do

Halloween Better Than Sex???
Top 10 reasons Halloween is better than sex... 10) You are guaranteed to get at least a little something in the sack. 9) If you get tired, you can wait 10 minutes and go at it again. 8) The uglier you look, the easier it is to get some. 7) You don't have to compliment the person who gives you some. 6) It's O.K. when the person you're with fantasizes you're someone else, because you are. 5) Forty years from now you'll still enjoy candy. 4) If you don't like what you get, you can always go next door. 3) It doesn't matter if the kids hear you moaning and groaning. 2) Less guilt the morning after. And the #1 reason... 1) YOU CAN DO THE WHOLE NEIGHBORHOOD!!!!!!

Women Grrrrrrr, Lol
Women cant live with them and cant live without them, so i guess us men are screwed in that aspect but it does go both ways though!!, anyways you all have a great weekend, its suppose to be storming here so I dunno bout this weekendm hugs and kisses to all you sexy ladies on fubar, have a great weekend :), muahz bye ttyl.

Time For Friends
They say... It takes a minute, to find a special person. An hour, to appreciate them. A day, to love them. But, An entire life, to forget them. Take the time to live! Do not value the THINGS you have in your life. But value WHO you have in your life!

2 Friends
A story tells that two friends were walking through the desert. During some point of the journey they had an argument, and one friend slapped the other one in the face. The one who got slapped was hurt, but without saying anything, wrote in the sand: TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SLAPPED ME IN THE FACE. They kept on walking until they found an oasis, where they decided to take a bath. The on who had been slapped got stuck in the mire and started drowning, but the friend saved him. After he recovered from the near drowning, he wrote on a stone: TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SAVED MY LIFE. The friend who had slapped and saved his best friend asked him, "After I hurt you, you wrote in the sand and now, you write on a stone, why?" The other friend replied "When someone hurts us we should write it down in sand where winds of forgiveness can erase it away. But, when someone does something good for us, we must engrave it in stone where no wind can ever eras

Madness!!!
Desperation for another’s love But you’re the one I’m thinking of I know not what to say You and I are night and day But yet we are in many ways The same you and I Needless Greed and circumstance Fill our lives with despair We have loved and lost And lost and loved Not knowing how to cope with hate Our destructive boundaries have reached capacity Many a time But yet alike we had not thought about the tomorrow to be The scarcity of help Has driven us mad; And in turn our madness has driven help away However this is not enough for you Unattainable perfection you request I can’t give this to you I am not you I can’t control you I don’t want you I don’t need you I love you.

Real Sgt
1. Can cuss for ten minutes without ever repeating a word. 2. Have a spine. 3. Can play a cherry Lieutenant like a finely tuned instrument. 4. Can see in the Dark. 5. Have eyes in the back of their heads. 6. Still don't trust the Russians. 7. Still hate the French. 8. Don't know how to be politically correct. 9. Don't give a damn about being politically correct. 10. Think that "politically correct" should fall under S### in the UCMJ. 11. Love deployments because there is less paperwork and more "real work." 12. Can run 5 miles with a hangover. 13. Do not fear women in the military. 14. Would like to date G. I. Jane. 15. Still know how to use a buffer. 16. Can tell you anything you want to know about an M1911A1 although they are no longer in the inventory. 17. Believe that they do have a rendezvous with destiny. 18. Believe that "Nuts" wasn't all that Brigadier General McAuliffe said to the Germans at Bastogne. 19. Don't know how to use a "stress

I Think It Is Safe Now....
Ok, here it goes.... Brian aka kl0wn came to see me, he is here now and I have to say i really like him, he is freakin awesome!!! Shannon is here too, and we are having a great time!! I am really glad that he came, and I hope he plans to stay a while, he is great! Don't worry, I still love my fu-wifey, but if she can be married in real life, I can have a boyfriend in real life:P I will keep you all posted on how things are going:D

Guilty Of My Conviction
Guilty Of My Conviction Here I stand accused by a jury of my peers to answer to my crimes. I stand here to face my conviction and confess my crimes; I stand in front of you Judge to say I'm guilty and I ask for no mercy, so please Judge convict me of my crimes cause I'm ready to pay for my wrongs. Poem By: Charles L.Nelson

Immortal
Your hand moving slowly down my spine shiver Losing track of time. a kiss lingering upon my lips. Leaves me frozen in momentary of bliss. Your eyes taking over my body. Vulnerable but no longer lonely. Arms Taking me into a long embrace. My only wish now to memorize the lines of your face. Your smile is causing me to melt. into your eyes. Never have I felt. So out of control yet perfectly sane No line between the pleasure and the pain. Your teeth sinking into my skin A dream like quality. Not wishing to end. Falling into a state. Losing control of my breathing. What is this? Am I dreaming? Your love flowing into me like never before. An eager whisper. Begging for more. Take me. Take me away into your sinful night. Beautiful stranger of the moonlight. You’re mine. I am yours. Now forever Through life. Through immortality. Together. Lost. Sinking. Your beautiful face looming as I am lost. In this moment of ecstasy. Our love the cause. Forever. Immortal beings of

Pills
There are pills for everything. Headache, heartburn, gotta poop, nada poop, sinuses, pms, There’s a pill for that. Voices in your head, things under your bed, no sleep, wanna sleep, There’s a pill for that. Heart attack, panic attack, speed you up, slow you down, There’s a pill for that. Gotta fart, tryin not to fart, need to laugh, laugh too much, There’s a pill for that. Bones hurt, joints ache, muscles tight, night time fright, There’s a pill for that. Nerves are bad, I’m always sad, sugars high, blood pressures low, There’s a pill for that. Bipolar, hypertension, multiple personalities, There’s a pill for that. All these pills are well and good even if you don’t take them like you should. Pills are what we all should do, even if they are not prescribed to you. happy happy is what I will be, so all of you come take some pills with me!!!!! Copyright2006

Deadly Accident
Deadly Accident I woke up this morning with an eerie feeling some one was watching me. Just to open my eyes and look around to see nothing there. I tried to go back to sleep but every time I dozed off I heard some one whisper my name in my ear. Sometimes it was just hot air like the breath of a mad man on the back of my neck. I decided sleep was not going to happen and flung my covers off of me with a bit of anger because I was still sleepy. I felt the bad attitude setting in and the feeling of some one watching me still there. I decide to let some anger out and shouted into the emptiness, “I hope you are happy now I am awake and in a REALLY bad mood!” I find myself laughing at me shouting and made me a little better. I went downstairs to get me some coffee to help me wake up when the gut feeling of an intruder settled in my stomach. What the hell is wrong with me? Am I getting sick or is some one really here? My eyes widen and my ears more keen to the sounds around me as

Ocean In My Eyes
Ocean in my Eyes My eyes are welling with tears. Like a rainfall in the spring. Harmless for the first few hours. Then the damn breaks from the weight of the rain. There goes the home. The hopes and dreams. Your everything. You thought it would never happen to you. Your life lost in a sea of blue. Everything you had and wanted. Gone in a flash of a natural disaster. The only thing you can do is cry harder. Let it all bleed through. After all the cause of it all is you. If you would have just heeded the warnings. The damn would not have been the same. The result is final. The end of the book is being read. Your ending is sad and fully dead. Why didn’t you get that out of your head? You lied. You cheated. You even stole. My heart you have ripped from my soul. I pray for you and your future alone. Because this time I have learned from. I will find my fate. My destiny. My one true love that will set me free. From you and all of the pain you have caused.

The Halloween Massacre
The Halloween Massacre I had a dream on Halloween. The boogie man was out to get me. In the movie he was after his sister. Who at the time was the babysitter. I was babysitting my little brother. Who was just as terrified as I was. No more scary movies before bed. No more scary thoughts in our heads. It is getting late and we have school tomorrow. Go brush your teeth I will be up in a little while. I watched him go up the stairs and into the bathroom. I made sure every lock was locked in every room. On my way to the stairs I saw a man in the window. I jumped and gasped for air. Then my little brother was standing at the top of the stairs. What’s wrong sis he asked in fright. Oh nothing I said not taking the window out of my sight. Go get in your bed bub I will be there in a minute. Aw shucks he said and moped off to bed. I stood there in shock and could not move. My bones shaking like I never knew they could. I see out of the corner of my eye open windows. M

Regular
I really want to be regular. Inside leg, inside toilet and in fubar level too. Don't ask me why. Not because I don't know but because I am about to tell you. It implies that I come here often and feels a bit like the feeling I get when I walk into the pub and say "the usual please" and sit at the end of the bar and listen the same stories about the war and racist taunts from the old guys. Kind of soft focus. That kind of feeling. The only problem is I am too fecking lazy (I almost said fuck then) to pimp out my page to the point people. It would be pretty permanent too if I did get there, cos there is no way on earth I'd do it again and get to (pregant pause while I go and look) bad fu. Ooh about turn. You can be a Ninja!

Someone Rated My Photo A "1"-so I Asked Them Why
and they said this: your ugly the picture is poor quilty my choice get over it AND I ASK THIS-WTF IS A 'QUILTY'--IS IT A QUILT THAT'S NOT INNOCENT? scuse me--i'm gonna rate this person all 10's!

A True Friend
FRIENDS" TWO FRIENDS WERE WALKING THROUGH THE DESERT AND DURING SOME POINT OF THE JOURNEY, THEY HAD AN ARGUMENT; ONE FRIEND SLAPPED THE OTHER ONE IN THE FACE. THE ONE WHO GOT SLAPPED WAS HURT, BUT WITHOUT SAYING ANYTHING, WROTE IN THE SAND: "TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SLAPPED ME IN THE FACE" THEY KEPT ON WALKING, UNTIL THEY FOUND AN OASIS, WHERE THEY DECIDED TO TAKE A BATH. THE ONE WHO HAD BEEN SLAPPED GOT STUCK IN THE MIRE, AND STARTED DROWNING, BUT HER FRIEND SAVED HER. AFTER SHE RECOVERED FROM THE NEAR DROWNING, SHE WROTE ON A STONE: "TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SAVED MY LIFE" THE FRIEND WHO HAD SLAPPED AND SAVED HER BEST FRIEND ASKED HER "AFTER I HURT YOU,YOU WROTE IN THE SAND AND NOW,YOU WRITE ON A STONE, WHY?" THE FRIEND REPLIED "WHEN SOMEONE HURTS US WE SHOULD WRITE IT DOWN IN SAND, WHERE WINDS OF FORGIVENESS CAN ERASE IT AWAY. BUT WHEN SOMEONE DOES SOMETHING GOOD FOR US, WE MUST ENGRAVE IT IN STONE WHERE NO WIND CAN EVER ERASE IT!! LEARN TO WRITE YOUR HURTS IN THE SAND AND TO CARVE

Revenge
Revenge I walked from work to my car looking for my keys. It was dark and foggy I could barely see. I got to my car and found the key and tried to unlock my door. Before I knew it I was being grabbed from behind and dragged into a van. I try to scream but across my mouth is a mans hand. I think to myself how could this be. It would never happen to me. I am not what a man would want not even in a dark fantasy. The man whispers in my ear to do what he says and everything will be ok. Don’t scream he says or it will be over as he takes his hand away. He stops the van in a dark wooded place and I know I am going to die. He turns to me and apologizes for what he is about to do. He tries to make me feel ok even though he is going to kill me. I cry and ask him why me when there is nothing about me that is special. He tells me he watches me everyday. He tells me I am special in my own little way. He tells me I am beautiful and he wished that he could have me. I have you n

Contest Update....1 Day Left To Vote!!
Wanted to give an update on the Fu~Salute contest ...As of Noon today (cst)- *BiG BeAuTiFuL JuGgAlEtTe*~ 3rd *HeArTiStIc .SouL*~ 2nd *MoNkEyBuTtEr* ~1st There is still one day left ..voting and commenting ends at midnight tomorrow , so hurry and vote for your favorite Fu~Salute. The totals right now are close enough, anything can happen. Hella good job to the contestants, and yall got me chewin my nails here, lol, good luck and i will post more updates...

Always Alone...always Searching
The limits of my depression are endless...despair and sadness overwelming. I am always alone...the feeling never departs...I just want to find the girl I was meant to be with...no more pain induced my the common sluts I have a habit of running into...just the one...so the loneliness will disappear...so I won't feel alone anymore

Run-dmc-rock Box
[Run] Run.. (Run..) D.. (D) M.. (M) C.. (C) Rock.. (rock.. rock..) For you! (for you.. for you..) Fresh (fresh.. fresh..) [guitar solo] [Run] For all you sucker MC's perpetratin a FRAUD Your rhymes are cold wack and keep the crowd cold lost You're the kind of guy that girl ignored I'm drivin Caddy, you fixin a FORD My name is Joseph Simmons but my middle name's Lord and when I'm rockin on the mic, you should all applaud Because we're (wheelin, dealin, we got a funny feelin) We rock from the floor up the ceilin We groove it (you move it) it has been proven We calmed the seven seas because our music is SOOTHIN We create it (relate it) and often demonstrate it We'll diss a sucker MC make the other suckers hate it We're rising (suprising) and often hypnotizing We always tell the truth and then we never slip no lies in No curls (no braids) peasy-head and still get paid Jam Master cut the record up and down and cross-fade [guitar solo] [Run] Because the rhyme

Why Do You Do What You Do?
Why do you do what you do? I get this question all the time. Almost every day. There shortly after I get the question,"What's the worst thing you've seen?". This two part question kinda bothers me sometimes. I do what I do cause it has to be done and someone has to do it. It's not about being a hero or anything like that. It's not about glory either. Its doing a job that needs to be done and doing it well. Would someone else do it if I didn't? Yes, probably so, but I haven't found anything else that pays back so much more than you put in. The friendships are like no other. It's like another family that is always there for you and willing to help you no matter what. I could go on and on about this, but I'm going to end it at that. The second part to the question, what's the worst thing I've seen? I really find this question to be really rude. Yeah, in my eleven years on the Dept. I've seen some shit. The fact that some people find it "cool" that I've seen this s

Just One
If you save just one person’s life, Make just one person happy, Fulfill just one dream, Life will have been worth living. If you read just one book, Feel the presence of a greater spirit for just one moment, Fall in love just one time, Life will have been worth living. If you help just one person in need, Learn from just one mistake, Make just one good friend, Life will have been worth living. If you give just one apology, Give just one dollar to just one charity, Live for just one day, but live it to the fullest, Life will have been worth living. Even though you can do so much more: You can make a hundred people happy, Feel the presence of a greater spirit every day of your life, Learn from all of your mistakes, Give all you have to charity. Do it just once, and life will still have been worth living

My Friend Jessa
From Bane: This is about someone we all know and or love. you might remeber her by this picJ£§§Å@ fubaror this picJ£§§Å@ fubarbut i rember her the most from this oneJ£§§Å@ fubarSome of us love Her some of us Hate her..but she wont be around for awhile I have told some of her close friends why but for those that dont know Jessa wont be around for the next month but im sure she will tell those who need to know when she returns but i just thought i would spread the word that she wont be around for awhile, and this is the only way i can show her my love. while she is gone spread it on so all of her friends know. thanks~Bane

The 10 Most Important Things Are...
LOVE The Special Feeling That Makes You Feel All Warm And Wonderful. RESPECT Treating Others As Well As You Would Like To Be Treated. APPRECIATION To Be Grateful For All The Good Things Life Has To Offer. HAPPINESS The Full Enjoyment Of Each Moment. A Smiling Face. FORGIVENESS The Ability To Let Things Be Without Anger. SHARING The Joy Of Giving Without Thought Of Receiving. HONESTY The Quality Of Always Telling The Truth. INTEGRITY The Purity Of Doing What's Right, No Matter What. COMPASSION The Essence Of Feeling Another's Pain, While Easing Their Hurt. PEACE The Reward For Living The 10 Most Important Things. -- Author Unknown

Best F**k Off Song When Ending A Relationship :)
Since I seemed to have been in closure mode and have ended things with my (Cex) and a woman that has been sort of part of my life for the last 5 years I have decided to pick out the best fuck you song I could think of. And so far this is what I have found LOL. Share yours if you have one please :)

At Peace
I sit on the bench, Looking down, People pass me, With disapproving looks, But I ignore them, As the wind blows, It leaves through my journal, I push the pages down firmly, Letting my hand draw across the paper, Creating pictures, With words, The come to life, And dance around me, With the wind, Creating sounds, scents, and Movements With a few words I smile, As the words whisper to me, The story they would like me, To tell with them, I feel at peace, For once,in My life

If You Forget Me
I want you to know one thing. You know how this is: if I look at the crystal moon, at the red branch of the slow autumn at my window, if I touch near the fire the impalpable ash or the wrinkled body of the log, everything carries me to you, as if everything that exists, aromas, light, metals, were little boats that sail toward those isles of yours that wait for me. Well, now, if little by little you stop loving me I shall stop loving you little by little. If suddenly you forget me do not look for me, for I shall already have forgotten you. If you think it long and mad, the wind of banners that passes through my life, and you decide to leave me at the shore of the heart where I have roots, remember that on that day, at that hour, I shall lift my arms and my roots will set off to seek another land. But if each day, each hour, you feel that you are destined for me with implacable sweetness, if each day a flower climbs up to your lips to s

Poem: Her
PLEASE DO NOT COPY WITHOUT PERMISSION.COPYRIGHTED MATERIAL. THANK YOU. She's in my every thought and dream I see her when I close my eyes Her voice whispers in the the wind it seem I long to look into her eyes I dream of holding her tight Of showing her what love can be To me the stars do seem so bright I dream of her and me I want to feel her in my arms I feel like I'm a part of her I have fallen before her charms Have any interest in no other I need her to know the love I feel That by her side I chose to be That I have no desire to conceal The love there is to her from me That day is coming When I'll hold her near In chest heart drumming As I say "I love you Dear"

Talking Both Sides Of Your Ass Again Bushie?
http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20071005/ap_on_go_pr_wh/bush_terrorism Bush says US 'does not torture' Bush says US 'does not torture' By JENNIFER LOVEN, Associated Press Writer 12 minutes ago President Bush defended his administration's detention and interrogation policies for terrorism suspects on Friday, saying they are both successful and lawful. "When we find somebody who may have information regarding a potential attack on America, you bet we're going to detain them, and you bet we're going to question them," he said during a hastily called appearance in the Oval Office. "The American people expect us to find out information, actionable intelligence so we can help protect them. That's our job." Bush was referring to a report on two secret memos in 2005 that authorized extreme interrogation tactics against terror suspects. "This government does not torture people," the president said. The two Justice Department legal opinions were disclosed in Thursday's editi

Goodbye
Well maybe now I should just say goodbye You used to be my friend But I never felt I really was yours So maybe this is the end. I'm different from you, all of you Each other we've never understood I hope that if I do tell you goodbye That it won't be for good. Whenever I'm mad it hurts me so bad And you don't even care I don't know why, I just want to cry And someday I won't be there. The streaks on my arm they've done me no harm They're only made of pen But once they are blood that turns brown like mud They'll be there again and again. If I'm mad at you I'll hurt myself too But that doesn't really matter Although when I hurt I feel like dirt And my spirit's bruised and battered. I do not know why it has to be so I really wish it did not But the way this has been going it is basically shot. You don't need me and we don't need we And that's how I think I know why These words are the ones I have to speak- I love you, but goodbye.

So I Was Thinking........
Is it really too much for a guy to ask for. to have a woman walk into his place throw him on the bed and fuck him like she hated him, like she didnt even know him like she'll never see or talk to him again? no romance you dont have to call in the morning.................just a thought

Nothing Gold Can Stay
Nature's first green is gold, Her hardest hue to hold. Her early leaf's a flower; But only so an hour. Then leaf subsides to leaf. So Eden sank to grief, So dawn goes down to day. Nothing gold can stay. - Robert Frost

A Dream Within A Dream
Take this kiss upon the brow! And, in parting from you now, Thus much let me avow-- You are not wrong, who deem That my days have been a dream; Yet if hope has flown away In a night, or in a day, In a vision, or in none, Is it therefore the less gone? All that we see or seem Is but a dream within a dream. I stand amid the roar Of a surf-tormented shore, And I hold within my hand Grains of the golden sand-- How few! yet how they creep Through my fingers to the deep, While I weep--while I weep! O God! can I not grasp Them with a tighter clasp? O God! can I not save One from the pitiless wave? Is all that we see or seem But a dream within a dream? - Edgar Allan Poe

You Bring Out The Best In Me
You bring out the best in me like no one else can do I feel right by your side you make me feel wonderful my eyes sparkle when you are with me You bring our the best in me like no one else can do like the little kids in the playground laughter fills up every minute of my life my cheeks warmed by your touch You bring out the best in me like no one else can do Holding my hands you make me smile like no one else have done before You walked into my life You make sense into my crazy life The way you make me smile you make my breathing easy with you by my side lying next to me

The Voyeur
Those cold icy eyes search for your next victim You’re disgusting a sad excuse for a human being You’re sick and you’re twisted Your perversion makes me cringe... You coward, you swine Does this make you feel like a man? Selling those few seconds for your weeks pay? Your soul is worth so little...You’re decency is beneath a penny... You’re controlled by your impulses? Well I’m going to be controlled by mine I’m not your fucking victim You can’t make me feel violated I just want you dead I just want you gone Hovering in the darkness, looming waiting for your shot, waiting for your adrenaline kick... You creep behind like the cockroach you are Scurry along, you’re so small and pitiful... Preying on the distracted, on the unaware... on the weak and the trusting... On the innocent; the innocence of this city. When I turn and yell You look like you’ve done nothing wrong Everyone here can see through your act You better run you fucker, the villagers are coming with

Karma
Im really starting to think I did something really terrible in a past life and karma is coming after me now. Everytime I turn around stuff is happening. Its not stuff that would be considered terrible, but stuff that is bothersome enough to make me blog. 90% of the time when I make plans w/ a male...be it for a date, or just hanging out as friends...I either get stood up or canceled on. I don't know what the deal is. It gets really old. Because I plan my kid-free weekends around stuff and at the last minute everything changes. I should probably work on my karma. Do a little more volunteer work or something. And I'm just at a time in my life where nothing ever seems positive...Nothing good seems to be happening. I'm probably bringing it on myself, but it gets to a point where it just feels so draining. Health, money, family and social life problems have just worn me down.

For Jessa
this is about someone we all know and or love. you might remeber her by this pic J£§§Å@ fubar or this pic J£§§Å@ fubar but i rember her the most from this one J£§§Å@ fubar Some of us love Her some of us Hate her.. but she wont be around for awhile I have told some of her close friends why but for those that dont know Jessa wont be around for the next month but im sure she will tell those who need to know when she returns but i just thought i would spread the word that she wont be around for awhile, and this is the only way i can show her my love. while she is gone spread it on so all of her friends know. thanks ~Bane

Beer
I love beer and whiskey, but I can't find anyone that likes the same kind that I do...if you like budweiser, Wild Turkey, Wild Irish Rose, Jose, Jack, and Jim. Come by and say something to me...tell me which one you would like.

Running Wild
it's time again for todays blog and i know what everyone is saying - im not clicking and reading joe1 blog. thats ok becase i am comfterble with myself and dont need losers to justify my existence. last nigth i was on here later and some people were nasty so i like daytime better to be here. tonight i might go back to a stip club where the girls love me. they treat me like a king there.

What Is Life?
What’s the secret of life, the one aspect of life people hold on to making life livable? Different people all around the World have different answers however I believe most, if not all, of their answers are alike upon boiling them down to a basic sauce. Being happy, pleasing themself first before they can assist, help, or please others. People please themselves in as many different ways as stars in the Universe. Naturally there are good and bad methods of pleasing. What one person thinks is good, others might think it perverse. It’s what makes life so complex. A simple credo of life becomes complex because humans are simply human with emotions, judgments and thoughts which can create friendship and love or discord and hate . “I’m ok, you’re ok” is simple and basic yet very difficult to attain. Once people achieve it it’s even more difficult to maintain. Happy people, I believe, cause less crimes and wars. Custer didn’t charge into battle at Little Bighorn because he

Killing The Thrill 1100
i dont care a whole lot about what your drinkin and what your thinkin i think your side steppin your mind is burnin the wheels are turnin I wake up in the dead of the night my bodys shakin my heart is achin and youre no where in sight you left me lonely your one and only but im not gonna let it get to me from now on i live for me no more paying my dues closed the door to my mind on you i feel the red lights shinin down ten to two tonight downtown you come on in and wait for me I do my shots you get in for free the thrill of the kill the sweat of the night body to body turn out the light ready for action the star attraction pleasure and pain a liar's game and im not gonna let it get to me a lust for life lives in me im done with payin my dues close the door once again on you

Tickets
Ok so i am able to get tickets to dane cook in NC.... we are talking great seats floor seats. Basically Presale seats The catch 100 buck a piece so this sucks b/c i don't 100 bucks to get a ticket and i want to see him soooooo bad it isn't funny :'( just thought id share

Few More Hours!
I know I'm so lame blogging yet again about Ryan, but this kid is quite literally the shit. He can make you laugh like nobody's business and i love his dumb dorky ass laugh. :D besides, it's been a few months since I've seen him. Mama's gonna get her party on tonight! Oh and Ruby's coming down for tomorrow's show! w00t! YAY 4 RYAN!

New Virus On The Internet - Please Read
THIS IS REAL! Below is a link to snopes which verifies the legitimacy of this virus and I would encourage you to go to snopes because there are SEVERAL variations placed in the subject line of the infected e-mail and snopes informs you of them. Sands Here is a link to the snopes page: http://www.snopes.com/computer/virus/postcard.asp (ihttp:// www.snopes.com/computer/virus/postcard.asp i HAV PLEASE SEND THIS TO EVERYONE ON YOUR CONTACT LIST!! A new virus has just been discovered that has been classified by Microsoft as the most destructive ever. This virus was discovered yesterday afternoon by McAfee . This virus simply destroys Sector Zero from the hard disk, where vital information for its functioning are stored. This virus acts in the following manner: It sends itself automatically to all contacts on your list with the title: "You've received a Post Card from a Family member". As soon as the supposed virtual card is opened the computer freezes so

If Love
If love was a ship It would sail on an ocean of tears Filled with joy and sails of fears If love was nothing but a word There would never be anyone crying No wars fought with no one dying If love was a flower It's fragrance would be sweet desire With petals of soft crimson fire If love was a savior It would conquer all and deliver grace To every member of the human race If love was merely a kiss It would be filled with pasion And always stay in fashion If love was a hug Nothing would feel more secure Or as clean so white so pure If love was a blanket That I could curl up in And smile from within If love was a dream so perfect and not fake Leave me be, I would never want to wake

Spiders 4 Women Only The Husband Store
SPIDERS THE HUSBAND STORE A store that sells new husbands has just opened in Indy, where women may go to choose a husband. Among the instructions at the entrance is a description of how the store operates. You may visit the store ONLY ONCE! There are six floors and the attributes of the men increase as the shopper ascends the flights. There is, however, a catch: you may choose any man from a particular floor, or you may choose to go up a floor, but you cannot go back down except to exit the building! So, a woman goes to the Husband Store to find a husband. On the first floor the sign on the door reads: Floor 1 - These men have jobs. The second floor sign reads: Floor 2 - These men have jobs and love kids. The third floor sign reads: Floor 3 - These men have jobs, love kids, and are extremely good looking. Wow," she thinks, but feels compelled to keep going. She goes to the fourth floor and sign reads: Floor 4 - These men have jobs, love kids, are good looking and help wit

It's Friday
Well hello to everyone out in fubar land, we have all gotten through another week and seemed to survive it, YEEEEEHAWWWWW!!!!!! I was wondering if anyone out there would be interested in becoming a family member of the " REDNECK MAFIA FAMILY " we r a bike chapter that started lastyear helping families out with Christmas food baskets and also their dogs and cats with food. If u r interested then please go to our page which is in my family folder, yes it is under redneck mafia family. Thank you and have a great weekend!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Get More at COMMENTYOU.com

Bitten
I grab you by the waist and pull you in close. Our eyes meet and for that one instant I feel as if your soul is already mine. I can see it through your eyes. Your soul weakend by terrors past. You will soon be mine. Our lips connect in perfect harmony, we stay that way for a few moments. Our tongues move against each others like 2 serpents fighting for a win in the endless battle of the hunter and the hunted. I feel connected to you, I know I will soon overpower you and you the innocent one will simply be my victim. I slowly pull away and now holding you tight, I start to kiss your neck. As I slowly move around and work my magic on you, I can feel the veins in your neck pulsing to the rythm of your heart. I can smell the fear that resides inside of you, even though you put up many walls to defend yourself I know how to move past them in the shadows of the night. I lick your ear ever so softly till I can see the hairs on the back of your neck start to rise. I whisper you will soon be mi

Day Dream
I am sitting at my desk looking at your pictures. Imagining what I could do with you if you were mine. Your eyes are so captivating, your body so alluring. If wishes could come true you would be in front of me. a message appears in my shout box, it is you. I get excited even before I read it. "I want us to meet" I cant believe my eyes, you want to meet me. I reply quickly that I want to meet you as well but how. You tell me that you are on vacation in VA Beach right now. My heart starts to beat faster, my cock starts to firm. My dream may come true. I tell you I want you as mine while you are here, "yes Master" you fall into the roll immediately. I type my number and tell you to call. In seconds my phone is ringing, it is you. I stay cool on the phone but my face is flush with excitment. You will be my pet for the wekend....."yes Master" You tell me where you are staying and I tell you that will be for later. For now I tell you where a nice local lace is for lunch but

Never Satisfied
Here is one for all or the Veterans & the Families of! "I've Got Your Back!" I am a small and precious child, my dads been sent to fight... The only place I'll see his face, is in my dreams at night. He will be gone too many days for my young mind to keep track. I may be sad, but I am proud. My daddy's got your back. I am a caring mother. My son has gone to war... My mind is filled with worries that I have never known before. Every day I try to keep my thoughts from turning black. I may be scared, but I am proud. My son has got your back. I am a strong and loving wife, with a husband who had to go. There are times I'm terrified in a way most never know. I bite my lip, and force a smile as I watch my husband pack... My heart may break, but I am proud. My husband's got your back... I am a soldier... Serving Proudly, standing tall. I fight for freedom, yours and mine by answering this call. I do my job while knowing, the thanks it sometimes l

My Hidden Talent
Using your mouth Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mouth. You are incredibly sensual, a great kisser and a seductive lover. You drive all of your partners crazy with your mouth. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Today's Goal....with Ur Help Hehe
OK SO EVERYONE MUST HAVE A GOAL.....I DECIDED THAT I WAS GOING TO SET MY GOAL TO SEE HOW MUCH LOVE I COULD GET IN ONE DAY AND MOVE UP TO LEVEL 20. IN ORDER TO DO THIS I NEED ALL OF YOU LOVE. SOOOOO DURING THE NEXT HAPPY HOUR PLEASE HIT MY PAGE HARD!!! RATE IT ALL....STASH, BLOGS, PICS......LEAVE ME COMMENTS.........JUST LOVE ME HEHE. I KNOW WITH ALL OF THE AWESOME FAMILY AND FRIENDS I HAVE I CAN DO THIS!!!! COME HELP ME PROVE IT!! :):):p:p LOVE TO YOU ALL.............SUGAHHH

Jared...can I Be Your Christmas Present
Pretending to be your call-girl one night, I come around looking just right, To your front door in my spike-healed boots, Anxious to see if the outfit suits. Taking your time as not to tear paper, You lift my skirt then say "wait here." On go the lights of the Christmas tree, Back you come to unwrapping me. Tripping towards the window chair, Cars driving by catch a stare, At you parting my thighs wide with your knees, Me arching back with a need to please. Down before me then you drop, All hurriedness seems to stop, Tracing edges with your nose, Savoring fragrance, eyes sweetly closed. And on my mouth there forms a grin, Petals caressed with bare chin, Sighing resumes, as you lick with leisure, A cone full of your favorite flavor. Not content with petting for long, Like a cat the urge too strong, Purring starts a reverie, Lips melting with sweet honey. Fingers used to stir the flow, Knowing you like watching the s

I Got A 32
This is fun . . . only takes a couple of minutes. Below is Dr. Phil's test. (Dr. Phil scored 55; he did this test on Oprah - she got a 38.) Some folks pay a lot of money to find this stuff out! Read on, this is very interesting! Don't be overly sensitive! The following is pretty accurate and it only takes 2 minutes. Take this test for yourself and s end it to your friends. The person who sent it placed their score in the e-mail subject box. Please do the same before forwarding to your friends (send it back to the person who sent it to you.) Don't peek, but begin the test as you scroll down and answer. Answers are for who you are now --- not who you were in the past. Have pen or pencil and paper ready. This is a real test given by the Human Relations Dept. at many of the major corporations today. It helps them get better insight concerning their employees and prospective employees. It's only 10 Simple questions, so grab a pencil and pape

Mystery!
Mystery I wish you could know how it feels to be me, Why I appear so intoxicated, When I let you inside to seek, Looking for what you seem to need. Some nights you enter ever so tenderly, Others you ravage and plunder, Pervading primed lips, as I silently wonder, As host, which pair you like most. Occasionally you command my head, Forcefully pushing down, Saturating my mouth with your entirety, As I succumb to the rhythm that you need. Intensity enflames me, When you speak my name in ecstasy, Igniting a craving, insistent that I mount, To fuse us with its heat. At times you are a hungry lion, Stalking, as soon as I step through your door, And I fear being torn apart, resisting, As savagely you thrust, the moment tasting. Desperately searching, Exploring for something I hide, You tunnel further with every stride, Into the cave that houses my soul, Digging for a treasure to make you whole, One you think is buried within, Beneath my skin. Altho

Time For New Hairdo
OK trying to decide on a cut, color, and style for my new salute- growing it out long and one length is just getting too bulky and thick ok im thinking of this style with this color too short? Supposedly for my face shape and skin color copper is best color and if you look at my pics for the one with my daughter where its REALLY red gives you a good example of how it brings out my eyes the only thing Im in a tizzy over is the 2 yrs its taken for me to get it this long- honestly though that cut isnt too short but my hair may be too wavy for that style without flat ironing EVERY day hmmmm FEEDBACK PLEASE! lol

I Am A Sub
You are 53% Submissive! Submissive and dominant personality traits are part of everyone's natural make-up. You may be very dominant in the workplace or in being the head of your family, and yet still be submissive when it comes to relationship or sexual matters. If you scored high you may want to look into BDSM as a healthy outlet for your need to serve and obey. If you scored very high it's likely you have already done so.If you scored very low you may want to take my test on dominance, and may have already explored BDSM as a healthy outlet for your need to control and direct others. You can find out more about this topic at my site. Link: The Are You A Born Submissive Test written by subthoughts on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the The Dating Persona Test

When Girls Get Drunk
1. WE HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO IDEA WHERE OUR PURSE IS. 2. WE BELIEVE THAT DANCING WITH OUR ARMS OVERHEAD AND WIGGLING OUR BUTT WHILE YELLING "WOO-HOO!" IS TRULY THE SEXIEST DANCE MOVE AROUND. 3. WE'VE SUDDENLY DECIDED THAT WE WANT TO KICK SOMEONE'S ASS AND HONESTLY BELIEVE WE COULD DO IT TOO. 4. IN OUR LAST TRIP TO PEE, WE REALIZE THAT WE NOW LOOK MORE LIKE A HOMELESS HOOKER THAN THE GODDESS WE WERE JUST FOUR HOURS AGO. 5.WE START CRYING AND TELLING EVERYONE WE SEE THAT WE LOVE THEM SOOOOO MUCH. 6. WE GET EXTREMELY EXCITED AND JUMP UP AND DOWN EVERY TIME A NEW SONG PLAY'S BECAUSE "OH MY GOD! I LOVE THIS SONG!" 7. WE'VE FOUND A DEEPER/SPIRITUAL SIDE TO THE GEEK SITTING NEXT TO US. 8. WE'VE SUDDENLY TAKEN UP SMOKING AND BECOME REALLY GOOD AT IT. 9. WE YELL AT THE BARTENDER, WHO WE BELIEVE CHEATED US BY GIVING US JUST LEMONADE, BUT THAT'S JUST BECAUSE WE CAN NO LONGER TASTE THE GIN. 10. WE THINK WE ARE IN BED, BUT OUR PILLOW FEELS STRANGELY LIKE THE KITCHEN F

Married Love Of My Life
TODAY I MARRIED THE WOMAN OF MY DREAMS! SHE IS BEAUTIFUL, CARING,SEXY AS HELL, AND I'M MADLY DEEPLY INLOVE WITH HER! I'M HONORED TO HAVE KERRI AS MY WIFE AND WILL ALWAYS TREAT HER LIKE THE PRINCESS SHE IS! I LOVE YOU MY LOVE!

Please Show Some Luv To My Friend
hi to all my friends and fans.. this is a personal friend of mine, we hang out she 's been a member for a while but wasnt sure how to use the site.. so please stop by her page and show some love. thanks shedevil.. Mamasita32703@ fubar

Tommorow May Be To Late
Show your family that you love them. Help a neighbor in need. Love your God with all your heart. Stop the hatred within yourself. Tomorrow may be too late. Don’t work at a job you can’t stand. Stop running the race against time. Turn off your televisions and radios. Play a game with family and friends. Tomorrow may be too late. Adopt an animal for a pet. Plant a tree to save the planet. Do a good deed for someone you care about. Volunteer at a local charity. Tomorrow may be too late. Share a story with your children and grandchildren. Have a picnic with friends. Help someone less fortunate than you are. Take your pet for a walk. Tomorrow may be too late. Put down your newspaper and read a book. Study the Bible and pray. Write a novel, a poem, or a story. Tutor a student who’s having a hard time. Tomorrow may be too late. Sing a song. Dance a dance. Organize cultural activities in the community. Baby-sit a friend’s children to give them a break. Tomorrow may

A True Honest Caring Man-dave My Hero
imikimi - Customize Your World You are the very best. We have shared many times together. You have lifed me up when i am down. . Made me smile when i didnt think i could. You are everything a man should be and more. You are always there when i need someone. We have been thur times of hurt, times of joy. You show respect and love for your friends. You are every real womans dream for a man. Miles keep us apart but you are always in my heart. I love you my friend. My love and friendship will never end. Because you are the very best there is. imikimi - Customize Your World show him some love ÇRÂZÝ ÐÂVÊ - Brit Bomber 6 - Brits on Tour@ fubar

Essence
I am sitting under an old tree, looking up to lose myself in its crooked branches. My gaze wanders past .. to the clouds far above, calling for my attention. Suddenly, they move aside, and the sun blinds my view, I am sitting under an old tree, squinting, laughing.... My spirit filled with joy, as the breeze plays tag with a leaf. Twisting .. churning... way up high.. down low.. up.. up.. I am sitting under an old tree, holding a leaf, smiling. For a moment time seems to stop. An ancient calmness fills my soul. I understand. I believe.

Facts About Sex
Men: 1) 94% of men lie about their penis size. According to condom manufacturers, only 6% of men use extra large condoms. 2) The average man is 5 inches long when erect (no matter what you have heard ladies, that's the truth). 3) 80% of American men are circumsized. Even though Pediatrics say it is not necessary. 4) No matter what all the ads say, nothing can make your penis grow but time (most men reach the end of their growth by the early 20's) 5) There is no correlation between penis size and shoe size, hand size, or nose size. 6) Blue balls does exist! It's technically called "prostatic congestion." 7) Only 16% of men shave their privates. +Some stuff on the ladies+ ------------------------------ 1) Only 9% of women around the globe consider themselves "attractive" (20% of British women do). 43% of women use the term "natural", 24% say they have "average" looks, 8% prefer the term "feminine", 7% say they are "good looking", and 7% say they a

Bikers
I saw you hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But you didn't see me put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But you didn't see me playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you change your mind about going into the restaurant. But you didn't see me attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by. But you didn't see me driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you frown at me when I smiled at your children. But you didn 't see me when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you stare at my long hair. But you didn't see me and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you roll your eyes at our leather coats and gloves. But you didn't see me and my brothers donate our old coats and gloves to those that

Tatts...here They Are...pic Your Favorite And Show Them Some Love
Here they are your contestants, Come check out your fav or pick a friend you want to help out and go show them lots of love. Bomb them and help them win one of the prizes below. Come and show everyone lots of love. 'MR.*MAkAvEli *~*LDCF*~ *W.N.C.S*~Fubar Hubby *of* Amelia MUGSY "J.F.L"' Dark Prince..My Fubar Woman is Dark Princess Lillith SHANE gretchen 'gabbyb508' B Eric 'unpolarized' ~~slygryl~~

Hanging Today
I feel great finally had a full night of sleep..this is an unusual thing for me i pretty much sleep 3 hours a night ...but it finally caught up to me... I just felt like doing a blog today...no reasoning for it. just a random babble. SOOOooo gonna be doing my business fulltime the paper work is getting overwhelming......soo woot woot for me, im so happy....but i gotta buy a new truck next week ...now i have to decide what. I know it has to be 4x4 cause its gonna snow soon and ext cab cause i need the crew in there...And yes of course a kick ass stero cause if you know me its me lol i'm gonna out sing anyone in that car lol. even if i'm not in key ...lol ...noise pollution right....anyways My kids have 2 weeks off for holiday cause they go to school year round...so another decision what to do with them...take a trip to the grandparents or do something fun lol...hmm what to do...i am gonna take them to the dino's (drumheller) again they love it next weekend. ..i should just

Cubs Are In Trouble...again!
I admit that I am a White Sox, but I am still rooting for the Cubs to win the World Series. The problem is that they are 0-2 so against the D-backs. WTF? It's true, the Cubs always seem to choke at the worst times. I told my mom that this is the year for the Cubs to win it all, but now I'm not so sure. I hope for my mom's sake that the Cubs win. One more loss and they are done for the year. Well Cub fans, you cannot blame Mr. Bartman this year...

My Life
I'm dieing. This is one addiction from which I cannot run. It's eating me alive. My soul and my heart struggle to survive. Suddenly my world is closing in around me. The words and thought choke me and grow like a weed. I can't struggle with this anymore. I don't know what I'm living for. I know it's so wrong, But I can't seem to stay strong. I know I can't hold on for long. It's so so wrong. Why? Why did I do this to myself? I want to change everything right now! I know it will be forever now. I've waited to long. Can I start over? Can these things be erased? My dreams are no longer a safe haven. My mind is a deadly maze I wander in. No one knows me here. Not one can see my bloody tears. I'm tired of sleeping. I'm tired of always weeping. All the images into my head are seeping. Say it's all a nightmare. Tell me I'll wake up soon. All I do is stare, Stare into the emptiness. Take my life away from me, Give me another back. Somehow I got off track. The w

Staffs
STAFFORDSHIRE BULL TERRIERS have somewhat of a bad street rep because of dog fights and attacks on humans.Its not the dogs fault its the owners.They abuse their dogs something rotton .Then when or more like IF they get caught all they get is a poxy fine and banned from keeping animals for 2years.Which dont work they just carry on.But still the dogs get destroyed AS IF ITS THERE FAULT. I have a 10 month old bitch and she is as soft as shit and the most loyal lovable dog your ever likely to meet.Its all in the way u bring them up.... She has her own little page if anyone wants to have a little peek FEEL FREE http://staffy-storm.piczo.com Then you can make your own minds up about them. Leave your comments and views all are welcome THANKS FOR TAKING THE TIME TO HAVE A READ.... ...FINIGANXTC....

Off To Work
I have a question for you. Since it is cool here today. I am thinking I am wearing a tight sweater to work. My question is: Should I wear my black sweater? Or my white sweater? Or my off white sweater? I wore my black sweater the other day and my husband just about dropped his tongue on the floor. He said "even after being together for over 23 years, I love the fact that I am still in LUST with you". So... which sweater should I wear today?

It's Friday
Well Hello everyone in Fubar land, this is the 1st Lady of the " REDNECK MAFIA FAMILY " Hope all r doing well, and its friday so we hope that everyone stays safe. I would like to put out the invitation for all who would like to be a part of a family that hopes to do some good for this world, in helping those who can not help themselves. No this does not need any negative comments PLEASE, just read our profile and one of our bulletins to see what we r all about. If u r interested then please leave me a message Thank You!!!!! HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND!!!!!!!!!!!!

My Sexually Hidden Talent
Using your hands Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your hands. You are damn good with them, and know how to make your lover feel incredibly sexy with just one caress. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Why Are We Addicted Here?
I have been here since the Lost Cherry Days when there weren't many rules when Naughty Pictures could be in Default.Then the CherryTap name Change Rules were Emplimented.This site has continualy gone to the Dogs.Now Fubar is Upon us.Fucked up beyond Reconition.Now Fubar Totally Sucks.First of Sept.When they Deleted 1500+ pictures on me Hundreds of Morphs.Personal Pictures I was Foolish to leave here all gone.For Weeks now my Pictures have been Totally Fucked,this past week Horrendous.Now today Bulletins are Fucked.They take that 10 bucks but don't let u Post.Dropping 11's today was really a Freak Happening. You Drop 1 an 2 go missing.What Kind of Bull Fuckin Shit is that.U get some Jealous Dickhead that will Rate a Mumm NSFW an your all fuckin done.Mumms are the Best Points during Happy Hrs.I can't Post them,I'm on Punishment.I'm 50 yrs.Old to damn old for Punishment.I have been Punished enough with all the Damn Women I have been involved with in the Past.I have Lost enough Precious I

Hit Me Hard Vip's
Hey everyone its happy hour and I need your sweet loven on my page as much as you can give.. As most of you know I'm trying to break the Fubar record in being the fastest person to hit Godfather. This is not easy by any mean.. I'm working my butt off as hard as I can. I can't do this alone. I need piles and piles of people hittng my page every day with all they got to make this happen.. Thank you so much to the people who have help me this far.. My alert box works. I know who there and I'll do whatevers in my power to pay it back the best I can.. I'm maxing out on mumms each day and I'm loading tones of stash and pics.. So there is plenty to hit. Also I do have one bombing pic in my folders to bomb whenever you guys can.. It does help. ty ty ty

Remedy Lyrics Seether
Remedy Lyrics Seether Throw your dollar bills and leave your thrills all here with me, And speak but don't pretend, I won't defend you anymore you see, It aches, in every bone, I'll die alone, but not for you, My eyes don't need to see, that ugly thing, I know it's me you fear, If you want me hold me back Frail, the skin is dry and pale, the pain will never fail And so we go back to the remedy Clip the wings that get you high, just leave them where they lie And tell yourself, "You'll be the death of me" I don't need a friend, I need to mend so far away So come sit by the fire and play a while, but you can't stay too long, It aches in every bone, I'll die alone, but not for pleasure I see my heart explode, it's been eroded by the weather here If you want me hold me back Frail, the skin is dry and pale, the pain will never fail And so we go back to the remedy Clip the wings that get you high, just leave them where they lie And tell yourself, "You'll be the

Crossed Legs
After posting my online status as only CROSSED LEGS I cannot believe all the questions coming in to me on my shoutbox. So... no... I am not wearing panties... I am only wearing a blue T shirt that reads NAVY across my chest. The bottom of the shirt comes down to just a bit above the half way mark of my thigh. I am going into the hospital a bit late this morning since I was up very late last night at a budget meeting. I will be leaving in a few minutes for the last day of work this week... I cannot wait to get off tonight. No pun intended. :)

Love
age shouldnt matter Girl: hey whats up Boy: nm just listening to music Girl: i heard your getting you G.E.D Boy: yeah i thought it was a good idea Girl: it is im proud of you Boy: yeah thnx well listen i g2g bye "Last message recived 12/12/07 "Next day" Girl: hi Boy: hi whats up Girl: nm you Boy: i got my G.E.D Girl: OMG!!! IM SO PROUD OF YOU Boy: yeah thnx Girl: i have to tell you something Boy: go ahead Girl: well i love you. i always have i cared about you and your always in my heart Boy: thats cool i love you too but your too young your 14 and im 19 Girl: but i love you age shouldn't mater BOY i kno u do and i love u but i found this girl and shes my age Girl: i just thought......(crying she logs off) The next day the boy turns on the news and hears that a 14 year old girl cut her wrists and wrote on the wall "Age never matters." The boy then recives a call from the girl he chose and she says "I'm leaving you for th

Tears
You know I like to cry, You will sit beside me, with a box of tissue, wiping my tears away You know I cry a lot, tears rolling down the cheek You will gaze into my eyes, laugh at my silliness telling me,"its funny." You know I love sad songs listening to it makes me cry But, you will play it for me, Sit with me watching the tears as it flows You know the movies make me cry You will go with me And when someone laughs at me You will show him the fist and silence his laughter You know you make my world smiles, thou I am always crying I feel lucky to have you My journey of life is complete with you around. Thank you.

When Is Your Birthday
JANUARY=PIMP Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Unpredictable. Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them MFE. FEBRUARY=THUG Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. sexiest out of everyone.A real speed demon. Has more than one best friend. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Love s entertainment and leisure. R

Fed Up!!!!!
This one person i really think he is mad at me for no reason...i can't help what happen...you act like i am lying or something.....i'm tired, i have a hang over, and a black eye from my babymomma head butting me...I HAVE A HUGE HEADACHE!!!!i don't want to fight with anyone, i got into a huge fight wit my boyfriend last night....I am tired of fighting with him...This fight was so lame....Then after i leave to get away i am so drunk and almost past out at my girls house, he comes to drag me home...I am sorry i am not a child...i was drunk atleast i wasnt out driving around ya know...I was chillen on my girls couch.....Then something bad happen to my bestfriend...(don't wanna talk bout it)I'm tired of the bullshit, the drama, the fights....just flat out FED UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Top 10 Reasons Why Cyber Sex Is Better...so They Say!
10. If the date goes bad, changing your Screen Name is easier then changing your real name. 9. Bathing, dressing, supplying atmosphere is optional. 8. If you get drunk and blackout, you only wake up next to a keyboard. 7. You can exercise your offensive habits without embarrassing yourself. 6. Viagra! Who needs Viagra? 5. Your partner could have more of a personality than your inflatable friends. 4. Three words: No shotgun weddings. 3. All guys look like George Clooney and all women like Pamela Anderson. 2. They never have to know you live in your parents basement. 1. If you catch a virus, only your computer dies! Any questions? LMAO

Today On World Rock Radio
Click banner to enter lounge 12:00PM EST (Noon) For requests, hit me up on yahoo at krayzeecreeme Click banner to visit Cujo's MySpace page! 2:00PM EST For requests, hit me up on yahoo at mystic_druid_777 Click banner to visit Mystic's MySpace page! 4:00PM EST For requests, hit me up on yahoo at sweetnloveable35 Click banner to visit Kazz's MySpace page! 8:00PM EST Tonight on Rebbi's Rambunctious Noize.. Friday Night Floyd Fix at 8pm.. 3 in a row from Pink Floyd...plus the latest in rock news, Foamy The Squirrel and non stop rock for 2 hours.. this is step 1 in my evil nefarious plan to rock the world til it screams no more. Rebbi's Rambunctious Noize on WORLDROCKRADIO.COM FROM 8-10PM est. To get in a request... shoot me an IM AOL IM: BunniRockRadio Yahoo IM: BunniRockRadio Click banner to visit Rebbi's MySpace page! 10:00PM EST Tonight on Rebbi's Rambunctious Noize.. Friday Night House Party at 10pm...Get Your Requests In! ..

Prayes Lord Thank You >my Lord
You Lord , know all hearts and mind sets , and you know all woes and trouble too, of each individual. Thank you o Lord for a great vision to create ,and see and, do and accomplish ,all of this in this world and all in the heavens there of too. Thank you o Lord for the Saviour you sent to us and for salvation, Thank you O Lord for all things great and small. We owe the a great dept ; We only can do our best to have faith and serve thee ,and what ever thy choice for our life be . Thank you O Lord for thy blessings; and Thank you for thy 6 sences to use to be able to know and love and follow thee. Your all to me in this life and I want not. Im happy and sad . Well some cant even feel thses things ,so Im so blessed and have a great knowledge of thee in thy heart, and great friends too . Thank you O Lord for this , these , all and bless them O Lord ,little ones and adult ones and all , My life is so full .. May you bestow thy love to all that are in need to know and find yo

"as I Call You Friend"
As I call you friend, You will always share a piece of my heart. I will always pride myself, To always be true to you. As much as I need friends, So must you. I will also share a place in your heart, To be there whenever you need me. I may not be there in flesh, But I will always be there in spirit. I try to understand your needs. When it rains on you , I will share my umbrella with you. As sadness overwhelms you, We will cry together. If you feel down and kicked, I will pick you up and brush away your doubts. When you think you can't continue, I will remind you that you can. As you become discouraged, I will boost your ego high. Being a friend I don't take lightly, It's my desire, never a chore. If you need some silence, yet not be alone, We will sit together in the peace of quiet. When you wish to play, You will always have a playmate. You will never be completely alone, A piece of me will always be with you. One thing I c

My Results From The Doctor
Well, I went to the doctor yesterday. I found out that I have a tine tear in my muscle in my neck that needs to heal on it's own but I have not been letting it heel. I was told that I have to stay in bed for 2 days and do nothing. No computer, no work, no anything! I am breaking his rule at the moment but just wanted to tell everyone why I won't be on for a couple of days. I am on a strong anti-inflammatory and muscle relaxers that I have to take 3 times a day so I am going to be out of it. If my neck isn't better within 2 weeks, then I will do physical therapy. Apparently it has to calm down first! lol So I hope all of you have a nice weekend. Kiss Ciao~

Poem: My Wolf Soul
~ My Wolf Soul ~ Thru valleys, across mountains and forests of pine, Roams the wolf and his pack who's soul is mine. The howl that carries thru the moonlit night, My soul deep within him feels so right. He wisely smells for any scent in the air, As he never knows who might be there. His strength of body and mind keeps the pack from harm, The influence he carries to keep them all calm. Wolf A defender of his cubs & protector of his pack, So fearless but gentle as he leads a track. It is an honor to hold his soul of present and past, To feel his heart in my chest that beats so fast. I love the wolf who's soul I bear, Just like him I give respect and care. Always look for the brother within your heart and mind, Look into your soul and your brother you will find.

I Miss You
I cherish every moment we have together even its only a few minutes. Words cannot express how I feel for you It feels like my world becomes bigger when you are around And, when you left, the world gets smaller I am back to the little room that I sat in, all my life. I wish upon the stars, that I can have you by my side now, I wish i can once again gaze into your eyes, to smile at your face, and embrace you tenderly, and whisper into you ears, I love you I tried to sleep, I couldnt sleep, all I can think about is you, carassing my long hair, kissing me with your gentle lips, pulling me close and whisper sweetness into my ears telling me without a doubt, your love for me will never change. I tried to work I couldnt work, all my mind is about you your gentle smile, warms my heart holding my hand,cross your heart telling me without a doubt, your heart is all mine. Its something about you, that makes my heart yearn for you, you steal my heart away,

Nice Work Members!
i RECIEVED THIS TODAY FROM MAMI!! "You are truly an angel, thank you so very much for all the rates! This club is truly amazing. I have been trying to get out of regular for 2 weeks and this club did it in 2 day. Luv it!!!!" TY MAMI ♥

Age
i was thinking about the thing on age differences tween 2 people who love each other very much, one could be older the other younger not to give names or ages just a fictional thing and philosophical thought if you will...lol. back when iws about in my 30's n 50's it was lookin bad for a man my age to date or be in love with some one in their 20's..in fact i fell in love with a young lady, i was 43 she was 22, yep21 years apart but to us it didnt matter we arote, kept in touch online she even took achance and came to stay with me over the weekend one time then went back home, she had told me she cried cuz she really didnt wanna go but had to due to her "culture" she was Indian (not native american) and tho her family was conservative they were as well old fashioned. to get back on track, i find myself deep in thought and tho now im old enough to be someone's grandpa (OMG_)LOL is till think that if 2 people are in love enough age is notyhing, God gave us ages to count our years t i

Poem - Wolf Spirits
Wolf Spirits forever wild and free Blessed by the Creator to let be They run on the wind With spirits unwilling to bend. Natural wild spirits to sate They take only one mate Running in a pack together Their hearts loyal forever. Wolf spirits very soul The Creator Blesses bold But what therein mystery about wolves there be? When wolf spirits howl at night by the moon's full light What do they seek And secrets therein keep? Wild untamed beauty, this creature Great hunters their main feature But they only feed When hunger strikes need. One smelled scent in the air And of their bounty, they're made aware Without cruelty, using great skill It's wolf spirit's nature to make a quick kill. Watch through wolf spirit's eyes Your heart grows wise With his spirit to guide Your heart's path is wide With wolf spirit's guide Loyalty is to abide A spirit's deepest emotion Of a heart's pure loyal devotion Wolves forever avoiding man They run always free

Beyond The Skies...
1st written as a story in 1997. And it was a tad bit longer With Justin on life support systems in flight I sit beside the pilot at night as I am awestruck with the sight I feel so close to God, even in my entire plight. All I can see is a thick blanket of snow across a large empty vastness in the valley below with soft peaks from tree tops & bushes in tow snowcapped rolling hills couldn’t stay out of the show. Overhead was bright blue skies with streaks of white clouds just as if a fall afternoon was taking a bow as if I was in a desalinate land void, clothe in a shroud yet this land enveloped me with a quieting WOW!! While landing I asked myself, “Was that another universe up above?” because in it I felt calm, and full of love within the gentle sweetness of the Holy Dove all was safe and steadfast, as a ball in a glove. And since then I’ve come to realize the Lord’s in control of our lives even if we feel empty and deprived and our fears, we’ve p

I Have Yet To Figure Out Why....
Ok, I'm gonna bitch a little. Not only did my previous account get deleted, but now they've put limits on what a lowling, such as myself, can do. It is very frustrating!! Grrrr. I just had to vent. this shit is crazy!!

Love This One! Words To Live By!
Life’s too short Grudges are a waste of perfect happiness Laugh when you can Apologize when you should And let go of what you can’t change Love deeply and forgive quickly Take chances, give everything Life is too short to be unhappy You have to take the good with the bad Smile when you’re sad Love what you’ve got and remember what you had Always forgive, but never forget Learn from you mistakes, but never regret People change and things go wrong But always remember life goes on Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regret So love the people who treat you right Forget the ones who don’t And believe that everything happens for a reason If you get a change, take it If it changes your life, let it Nobody said that it would be easy They just promised it would be worth it

Sexuality In The Usa
I saw a show on the History channel this morning while I was getting ready for work. It was all about Sexuality in the US in the early part of the 20th Century. About how Prohibition led to the bawdiness of the "Roaring 20s". Lets face it, if you are not allowed to drink, you have to have some outlet, right? Anyway they also talked about the Comstock Act and the Hays Censoship Act. I couldn't help but think that the guys that came up with these Acts were the real pervs. I mean the saw damn near everything as obscene and pornographic. Talk about issues! It was a pretty interesting show though. I hope to catch it again when I have more time to watch it.

Just Not My Self This Day> Bear With Me Thru Another Blah Mood.hugs
women do have them . Moods and they are up and down moods at times. hugs all. Good Morning to All; God bless you all, today and thank you o Lord for this day. Amen!!!

Prayers Needed
DON'T KNOW IF ANYONE REMBERS BUT MY 6 YR OLD DAUGHTER HAD HEART SURGREY NOV 2006 AND SHE PULLED THROUGH THAT ONE BUT NOW THERE IS ANOTHER PROBLEM WITH HER HEART AND HAS TO HAVE ANOTHER SURGREY (SIGH)THIS IS VERY HARD FOR ME TO HANDLE BECUZ I GOT A SCARE THE LAST TIME AND THEY HAD TO REVIVE HER ON THE TABLE PLUS THIS TIME THE WILL HAVE TO GO THROUGH HER CHEST BONE AND WIRE HER BACK SHUT SO CAN EVERYONE PLEASE REPOST THIS AND KEEP THE PRAYERS GOING FOR HER PLEASE SHE NEEDS ALL SHE CAN GET........I WILL KEEP EVERONE POSTED OF DATES AND ALL WHEN THEY GIVE THEM TO ME BELOW IS A FEW PICS OF MY SWEETHEART....PLEASE KEEP PRAYING ......

No, No , No
A man with a 25 inch long weenie goes to his doctor to complain that he is having a problem with this cumbersome instrument and has had more than one complaint. "Doctor," he asked, in total frustration, "is there anything you can do for me? The doctor replies, "Medically son, there is nothing I can do. But, I do know this witch who may be able to help you." So the doctor gives him directions to the witch. The man calls upon the witch and relays his story. "Witch, my weenie is 25 inches long and I need help. Can anything be done to help me? You are my only hope." The witch stares in amazement, scratches her head, and then replies, "I think I may be able to help you with your problem. Do this. Go deep into the forest. You will find a pond. In this pond, you will find a frog sitting on a log. This frog has magical powers. You must say to frog, will you marry me? When the frog says no, you will find five inches less to your problem." The man's face lit up and he d

Fluffy Bunny Pagan Test
THE Fluffy Bunny Pagan Test! Not only are you not fluffy, but you positively delight in scaring the fluffies. Now that's not very nice, is it ;-)Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Crappy Mood
Not in a good mood today.. but it will pass once my son gets here. If you know me you know he is everything to me, and I never miss anything he does. I go to every game, every concert, anything he asks me to go to. Not living close can make it tough at times, but I do it. I had the best dad ever, and I try to be like him. Thats why last night was cruel of my ex, and the reason for my mood today. She could have told me about the game on Tuesday, or any night that I call. But not being there left me mad at her, sad for my son that I missed it, and feeling guilty because I didn't make it. I am sure once I see him tonight my smile will be back, and he is here through monday night so that makes it even better. Nothing planned this weekend, its an off week for soccer so we will just play games and run around and have fun.

Never Apologize
1. Never apologize for pursuing what makes you happy. Even if you need to quit your job, transfer schools, or move across country, always do what you really want. 2. Never apologize for using proper English. Keeping it real doesn't mean you have to speak Ebonics. 3. Never apologize for giving your best in a relationship that just didn't work out. 4. Never apologize for being successful. Only haters want to keep you at their level. 5. Never apologize for crying. Wear waterproof mascara and express yourself. 6. Never apologize for ten pounds you need to lose. People who truly care about you will accept you as you are. 7. Never apologize for being frugal. Just because you save your money instead of blowing it on the lastest fashion emergency doesn't mean you're cheap. 8. Don't apologize for being a single parent if you are. Babies are a blessing. 9. Never apologize for treating yourself to something special. Sometimes you have to show yourself some appreciation.

Tedious Work
Please be patient with me as I am in the process of moving the gems from my main blog(sucks so bad as it was ranked 47*sighs*) but its all good. Im also trying so hard to move pics. Would be sooo much easier if they hadn't taken away points for ripped pics then i could just rip away but noooooo.Im having to right click save and reupload as I have removed many from my desktop a long time ago. The overwhelming support of this move has been heartwarming.Although I know some may just figure its another easy rate and fan others have been very kind some even angry. Please dont risk repercussions on you profile by being TOO vocal for me.You may be ok with it but i dont want to feel guilty for it affecting others. Much love to all my friends and if I can do somethign with this hair I will try to post a salute later tonight! OH and MAKE POLSKI GODMOTHER! Shes been working sooo hard! *smooches* ~Temptress~ as always please rate this blog as its gonna be a long climb back where i w

Foreplay
Foreplay I’m all alone, what shall I do? Feeling horny waiting for you. Squeezing my nipples, rubbing my thighs, My clitoris now double in size. Shall I do this on my own? Or wait for you to come on home. Can’t resist, I must just touch, A little stroke won’t hurt too much. So wet and warm, my fingers slide And find their way deep inside. Now I’m sure what to do, Stop right now and wait for you. I’ve teased myself so I want more, I hear you now at the door. Greeting you with a smile, I’ll fluff you, for a while. We snuggle up, I heave a sigh, My hand slide up your inner thigh. Your dick so hard in my grip, I touch my tongue to its tip, Opening up my mouth so wide, In and out I let it slide. Both whipped up to a peak, Our final pleasure, now to seek. Clothes thrown off, can’t wait no more, We do it here on the floor. Overwhelming rampant lust, Entering me, an expert thrust. Feeling your, throbbing girth, Takes me up away from earth. Pulsating p

Need Help Plzzz!
Now ive had problems posting on here b4 cuz i didnt put it as repost lol so i thought i would have another bash at it!! Im only 2k away from levelling to a freak!! So im askin if ne1 could jus gimme a lil push toward it!! Im putting new pics up in the next few hours so i would really appreiciate any1 that can help!

Toltec Wisdom For Living In Balance
Adapted from Toltec Dreaming, by Ken Eagle Feather (Inner Traditions, 2007). A main Toltec worldview is to align your energies in a balanced way between Spirit and the world, so that you develop a path that reflects the deepest aspects of yourself. This is the way where you will find harmony. You’ll be able to handle daily problems more easily, and by following your path with heart you will avoid entanglements with the energy of others. Here are 10 tips that will help you develop this stance: SIMPLE SOLUTION: 1. Use death as an advisor. In the face of death, why waste your last moments with worry? 2. Listen to your inner thoughts and feelings. 3. Accept yourself. 4. Don’t force yourself on the world. Try not to force your views on others. 5. Sense the difference between the directions of others and yourself. 6. Assess situations as they are, not as you want them to be. 7. Speak freely yet thoughtfully. 8. Aim to align yourself with Spirit, not with th

October Is Breast Cancer Awareness Month....please Spread The Word
Facts Every two minutes a woman is diagnosed with breast cancer. One woman in eight who lives to age 85 will develop breast cancer during her lifetime. Breast cancer is the leading cause of death in women between the ages of 40 and 55. Seventy percent of all breast cancers are found through breast self-exams. Not all lumps are detectable by touch. We recommend regular mammograms and monthly breast self-exams. Eight out of ten breast lumps are not cancerous. If you find a lump, don't panic-call your doctor for an appointment. Mammography is a low-dose X-ray examination that can detect breast cancer up to two years before it is large enough to be felt. I have just uploaded 4 new BCA tags in my ribbons album, feel free to use (repost of original by 'ÇRÂZÝ ÐÂVÊ - Brit Bomber 6 - Brits on Tour' on '2007-10-05 05:43:42')

For Our Heroes
thanks TB for this! >>>>Will you give this to my Daddy? >>>> >>>> >>>> >>>> >>>> >>>>As a company, Southwest Airlines is going to support >>>>"Red Fridays." Last week I was in Atlanta Georgia >>>>Attending a conference. While I was in the airport, >>>>waiting to return home, I heard several people behind >>>>me beginning to clap and cheer. I immediately turned >>>>around and witnessed one of the greatest acts of >>>>patriotism, I have ever seen. >>>> >>>>Moving thru the terminal was a group of soldiers in >>>>their "camos", as they began heading to their gate >>>>everybody (well almost everybody) was abruptly on >>>>their feet with their hands waving and cheering. When >>>>saw the soldiers (probably 30-40 of them) being >>>>applauded and cheered for; it hit me, I'm not alone! >>>>I'm not the only red-blooded American, who still loves >>>>this country, and who supports our troops and their >>>>families. >>>> >>>>Of course I immediately stopped and began clappi

R.c.m.p.
Oct. 5, 2007 One of the biggest challenges I face with this project is where to start learning the history of this great country. Our history actually starts over two hundred and fifty years before we gained our own independence, a country under its own control. However, I’ve started to discover that we really do have a colorful history full of thieves and pirates, explorers and entrepreneurs, and of course the common folk who are the real heart of this country. So, where do I start? Why not start with one of our national symbols, the R.C.M.P. Seems like a good place to start. · conception: Sir John A. Macdonald, Canada's first Prime Minister and Minister of Justice · inspiration: the Royal Irish Constabulary and the mounted rifle units of the United States Army · objective: to bring law, order and Canadian authority to the North-West Territories (present-day Alberta and Saskatchewan) · legal authority: Act of Parliament (36 Vic, ch 35), May 23, 1873; Order in Council

Real Friends
Are you tired of all those sissy-ass "friendship" poems that always sound good, but never actually come close to reality? Well, here is a series of promises that really speaks to true friendship: 1. When you are sad - I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry bastard who made you sad. 2. When you are blue - I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile - I will know you finally got laid. 4. When you are scared - I will rag on you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried - I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be and to quit whining. 6. When you are confused - I will use little words. 7. When you are sick - Stay the hell away from me until you are well again. I don't want whatever you have. 8. When you fall - I will point and laugh at your clumsy ass. This is my oath...I pledge it till the end. "Why?" you may ask? Because you are my friend.... =======================================