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Backyard AnticsBackyard Antics
by dracomalus©
This is something that happened to me when I was about 21 years old. I had just arrived at home from work. It was one of those days you wished you could go to the bar and just drink the day away. I work for a small company in southern Texas. It was shortly after the colleges and high schools had gotten out, and the weather had been holding up pretty well lately.
So, as I drove in, I noticed the car in the house next door was in. It belonged to a nineteen year old girl, Lily, that had just moved there for the summer year in college. We lived in one of those neighborhoods where all the housewives gossiped about everyone and everything. So far, the story was she had just graduated and was single.
I got out of my old black cougar eliminator. I had seen a lot of good times, and more than my fair share of girls in the spacious back seat. I quickly checked myself in the mirror. My black hair was just short of falling into my dark green eyes. I wouldn'
How Things ChangeAs some have know my aunt has been sick. She has a rare form of cancer that she was fighting agressivly and with limited success. Unfortunately that has come to an end. In a short amount of time the tumor has increased in size by a factor of 4 now covering 6 discs in her back. A prognosis that was once 'hopeful to 3 years' has now been reduced to 2-4 months. As many know I lost my father at a very young age (6 years old). My Grandmother on my father's side passed a few years back, so my aunt is my last connection to my dad. She will be at Methodist for a week or so and then they will move her to hospice. The situation became so bad that they implanted a morphine pump today for direct medication upon the site. She was one of the few people who was not afraid to discuss my dad with me and tell me of him.....good, bad and ugly. Now I'm losing that. She was also the one that taught me, while going through my divorce, that our lives a finite, limited, and that we can do is decide how to us
Back Yard Show To College DormBack Yard Show to College Dorm
by showife ©
Some years ago I was working at a vacant house near a college campus doing some clean up and maintenance work. The house was right behind one of the boy's dormitories and had previously been occupied by students. A few of the days my wife had come along to work with me since the kids were in school. It was springtime and we were finally having some nice warm weather after a long winter.
Since the house was empty, and the back yard was fenced in, my wife decided to lay out in the sun to get an early start on her tan. By the second day of her doing this I noticed that every so often some of the boys would be looking out their windows, enjoying the springtime warmth and also looking at her.
The third day she decided to get some sun was the warmest we'd had that year, as the high was near 80 degrees. I noticed that she had settled into her lounger to soak up the sun and looked very content. She had slipped her arms out of her suit so s
Back GardenBack Garden
by mindrazor ©
We live in a nice, well off, leafy suburb in Johannesburg, South Africa. We have our own private little garden area at the back of the cottage, which is pretty secluded, and only accessible from a garden door, which is always shut, or the glass french doors leading off the bedroom.
I live with my girlfriend, Kirsten, and we have a great relationship. The thing is, that I have stronger exhibitionistic urges than she does, although she’ll quickly take me up on a challenge. However, I do get off on the possibility of being seen naked. Of having other people’s eyes stroking my penis, when I “don’t know” they’re watching. I often suntan in the nude in our back garden, but that’s about as exciting as it gets.
However, one Saturday morning, an opportunity presented itself, that had my mind working overtime. I was in the bedroom, rearranging my cupboards, when Kirsten’s cellphone rang in the lounge. It was her mom, Karen, on the line, wanting to return some
Basicshttp://www.cdc.gov/cancer/breast/basic_info/
Basic Information
This diagram shows the parts of the breast and the chest wall.
Cancer is a disease in which abnormal cells in the body grow out of control. Cancers are named after the part of the body where the abnormal cell growth begins. Breast cancers are cancer cells from the breast. When breast cancer cells spread to other parts of the body, they are called metastases.
Common Kinds of Breast Cancer
There are different kinds of breast cancer. The kind of breast cancer depends on which cells in the breast turn into cancer. Breast cancer can begin in different parts of the breast, like the ducts or the lobes.
Common kinds of breast cancer are
* Ductal carcinoma. The most common kind of breast cancer. It begins in the cells that line the milk ducts in the breast, also called the lining of the breast ducts.
o Ductal carcinoma in situ (DCIS). The abnormal cancer cells are only in the lining of the mil
We Win By The Skin Of Our TeethWeek 5 Preview:
The Dallas Cowboys will play their 3rd primetime game Monday Night when they battle the Buffalo Bills at Ralph Wilson Stadium. The Cowboys will be looking for their 1st 5-0 start since 1983 while the Bills will be looking to pull the upset and win their 2nd straight game on the season after beating the New York Jets last week.
While the Cowboys are 4-0 this year at the quarter-pole of the season, they have yet to score a 1st Quarter touchdown, something that the Cowboys know will eventually catch up with them. The Cowboys must also be aware of yet another "trap" game, and must not look ahead to the game October 14 against the Patriots, or it could possibly cost them.
This game will mark Wade Phillips' first return to Ralph Wilson Stadium since he was head coach of the Bills from 1998-2000. He was 29-19 during his coaching career in Buffalo, and looks to prove that it was a mistake letting him go. Look for the Cowboys' defense to be very aggressive early.
T
Bachelor Party (jennifer)Bachelor Party (Jennifer)
by nust8ofmind ©
Jennifer braced herself as she knocked on the door.
"Easy money," she kept saying to herself. "Go in. Do a little dance. Get paid and get out."
The woman at the talent agency had told her she would be a natural. She said to "just smile, shake that ass and rake in the dough." But now it was coming down to it. She needed to pay her rent and it was time to put her money where her mouth was - so to speak.
The music roared inside the hotel room making sure the rest of the floor's residents didn't get any sleep that night..
"What is that song?" she wondered. "I know I've heard it before."
Then it hit her. "Unskinny bop-bop-bop-bop, she just loves to play." They were listening to Poison?? What kind of bachelor party was this?
The last time she had heard that song was in the ninth grade, being felt up in the back of David Dixon's Mustang on Boyter Lane. She hadn't given it up that night, but Bobby had gotten his rocks off all
AtomicI sit here wondering to myself and now all you wonderful people here in Fubar land...will I be sitting in this very same spot tomorrow and the next day... I have a monotonous existence it seems to many but it's the little things in life that make a world of difference. Like when a pleasant conversation arises with a human you completely connect with in every aspect ... sends a loving little shout your way... maybe a few keyboard kisses or txt messages that remind you there is someone several miles away, waiting to hear that you still care. Can a love affair really develop from such a detached form of communication? There really are no boundaries it seems, nothing taboo from a distance such as this ~ cyberland ~ and then a phone call or a text ~ a little closer but not quite the warmth of a touch ...the tingle of a lovers breath on your skin. The promise of a day when two people can meet and see what real connections have been formed or not. Such a temptation! Distraction ... Disarra
Another Lame....lmaooooyeah, he tried to hurt my feelings,,,,,lmao
as always, bottums up:P
PhatDave ~...: i will when we are done baby sitting
->Lexi&heart...: well, you should be fuckin your girlfriend luv
PhatDave ~...: but its fun to fuck with people who have no life and take shit serioulsy on here
->Lexi&heart...: no, again, you and the beastiality, hmmmm I see a pattern here, go fuck your "girlfriend" or whatever ya wanna call it and leave me alone, have a nice day
PhatDave ~...: sorry i dont need dogs to satisfy me mut it looks like you take the horse cock in the ass
->Lexi&heart...: oh really, you WOULD know about keeping dogs satisfied, you beastiality freak, lookin at you, know wonder you have to resort to dogs, sorry,
PhatDave ~...: well it doesn even look like you can keep your neighbors dog satisfied
->Lexi&heart...: hahahahahahahahaha, thats right, I keep my man satisfied
PhatDave ~...: thats why im not with you hahahahaha
->Lexi&heart...: then why are you mumming about i
Omg Wtf Is Wrong WithME!!!
I know i said i should have pics up tonight, but unless i get really fuckin motivated later and take a shower and take them myself out here, then pics are tomorrow...
it took longer than i figured to start setting up the computer and also setting it up in general (damn leaking air conditioners) ... so now i've been just kinda sitting here praying for points and ratings since i'm finally under 100k to level lol...
i'll have pics up tomorrow though come hell or high water (which better NOT come from the air conditioner) if i don't take any tonight.
for those that haven't been rated/fanned - if you posted in the last blog, you now have been.
if you haven't, please post here (if you don't wanna seem like a point whore, post about me being a jackass for not getting the pics done, or something) i'll be checking each person that comments this blog post to rate and fan.
love you all
Sin
Happy ThanksgivingTo my fellow Canadians xoxo
Is everyone havin a good one?
i am!! :D
Well im off to chill and play PS2
I miss my friends Dan & Vince So u guys hit me up when u see this :D
Love Ya's
xoxo
I Messed Up...Sometimes i just stick my foot in the biggest pile of sh*t. I think ive lost my best friend for good. She wont talk to me, and if she does, shes pissed at me. My emotions have yet again, failed me. It hurts with every ounce of my being to write this because ive lost her for good. I know shes not my girlfriend, nor will she ever be, but it still hurts the only one youve really trusted. Theres nothing in the world that could change what ive done. I wish there was. If i could take everything back that ive done to hurt her, id do it immediately. i meant no ill will towards her. i just wish she knew i was sorry, from the bottom of my heart. i wish she could see the pain i feel right now, i truly regret everything i have done.
I Hate This...they changed my network at work, and fubar is blocked. I don't have a computer at home at the moment. so, i'm not neglecting folks, i promise, i can only use the computers i can get access to. so... leave love, so i can get excited when i do get a chance to log on.
:-)
Amazing.....Today's quote of the day on a site I visit daily....
"It is during our darkest moments that we must focus to see the light."
- Aristotle Onassis
I'm trying to see the light...but it seems to have a way of eluding me so far. I will continue to struggle....as that seems to be my destiny. And I will fight to not give up, but some days it seems it would be so much easier to let go.......
Right In Twothese are the lyrics from a song "Right In Two" from a band named tool..i have a couple of their songs on my profile.
Its not hard to understand the meaning behind it..but when u hear the song it is almost impossible to understand the lyrics due to the music and effects over Maynard's (the lead singers') voice. It is an unbelievable song, made by unbelievable REAL musicians... which if ur like me.. ur arent't used to seeing in "music" these days.
In any event..download/buy this album and support real music please...
Right In Two
Angels on the sideline,
Puzzled and amused.
Why did Father give these humans free will?
Now they're all confused.
Don't these talking monkeys know that Eden has enough to go around?
Plenty in this holy garden, silly monkeys
Where there's one you're bound to divide it
Right in two
Angels on the sideline,
Baffled and confused.
Father blessed them all with reason,
And this is what they choose?
Monkey killing monkey killing monkey
Test For Smart PeopleTest for Smart People.....I have determined that you qualify
The following short quiz consists of 4 questions and will tell you whether you are qualified to be a professional. Scroll down for each answer. The questions are NOT that difficult. But don't scroll down UNTIL you have answered the question!
1. How do you put a giraffe into a refrigerator?
Scroll Down
The correct answer is: Open the refrigerator, put in the giraffe, and close the door. This question tests whether you tend to do simple things in an overly complicated way
2. How do you put an elephant into a refrigerator?
Scroll Down
Did you say, Open the refrigerator, put in the elephant, and close the refrigerator?
Wrong Answer.
Correct Answer: Open the refrigerator; take out the giraffe put in the elephant and close the door. This tests your ability to think thr
I'm Working On My BookI'll be working on my book starting here shortly, I've had to scrap it so many times, I think its about time I whip out the ol pen and paper and get back to it. So if I'm not on as much this is why
Why Do I Try So Hardwhy do i try so hard to make the people i like to like me and care for them but when it time for them to do the same they go back to there ex or other guy i try so hard just to be drop again and again can any one tell me y. Well im very sad i dont think i like being played. is it wrong to likeing people or any thing is it wrong to feel for someone deeply i dont think so but tell that to the people who break and hurt me because they dont seem to care and not to feel and lie i guess maybe im the only one on earth that feels this way maybe i was born in the worng time and place u know because ever girl i meet as something like my race my backround or they just dont want a good guy they want something wit looks or that treat them wrong i all ways ask my self if im doing any thing right why do i try so hard to be let down again and what is wrong wit people now of days it like dateing has become noting more then a game and how many people u can be wit or how many people u just lied to sleep
FubarI have found myself getting increasingly frustrated with this website along with pretty much everything else in life so those of you who know me but haven't seen me in the MuMMs or anywhere else on here thats why. All this shit does lately is just piss me off to the point where I'm ready to delete my account because I'm just sick of all the bullshit of my real life and my online life. Theres only 1 reason why I even still have a FUBAR and thats my girlfriend. I'm not normally a social person to begin with and it seemed the only place I really felt comfortable talking to people and opening up was on here, but lately a lot of things have changed. Theres a drug dealer after me as a result of my dad and I have the overwhelming urge to murder him. Its pretty much all that I can think about around the clock and I'm not saying figuratively, I mean slice his throat and piss on his body and laugh my ass off about it. Because of this I've been extremely antisocial both in my real life and in my
Giving Up!Today with all it problems I was on the very edge of jumping off this world to never be heard from again. I let problmes, kids, bills, love and the Devil have Victory in my life and I did notallow GOd to regin. I wanted to take the cowards way out. Runn for mall this hurt and vanish! YOu may ask what changed...A specail freind reminded me about God. He uses scriptures and his own battles to show me God is still working and NOT TO GIVE UP!
I let my faith get shaken and doubt come in and I shuld never have allowed that. God has a special plan for me. Only He knows which way I should go. Whenever I detour He is there to pull me back to the straight road.
I have fallen in love with a wonderful man who stays so busy that I feel lucky when he takes time out of his busy sechdule to call me. He has his own worries today so I didn't bother him with this. I should have talked to him but I felt what I was feeling was more self-pity and the path I wanted He woudl have treid to ch
My Mood At The Momentwell the is whats going around in my mind right now. i feel lonely as hell i dont know way it seems the only thing thats keep me happy is drinking and weed why is that is my life that big of a mess that thats the only then to keep me happy. i have friend i love to death. i know its all in my mind its just sometimes i get to the point when i just want to give up but i cant its like my life is dark and i just want to get out of the dark well i dont think im doing that well so im done until something puts me down again
Dont KnowSpeak in Riddle
Speak in Rhyme
Speak in Tongues
If you mime
Speak of Wisdom
Pass your Times
Speak of Visions
In your mind
One will have a pondered mind
If one wishes to know
Of times long gone passed
And Wisdom of the unknown
Seeking Knowledge of the Unknown
Will have you thinking of Distress
Have the wheels in your head
Working double time to figure facts out
The Unknown is the Unknown for a reason
One can never figure it out
No matter how fast your mind works at it
Or how many facts you have of it.
Speak in Riddle
Speak in Rhyme
Speak in Tongues
If you mime
Speak of Wisdom
Past your Time
Speak of Visions
In your Mind
wrote 10~8~2007
Chicken 'n' Spinach Pasta BakePrep: 15 min., Bake: 1 hr.
Ingredients
8 ounces uncooked rigatoni
1 tablespoon olive oil
1 cup finely chopped onion (about 1 medium)
1 (10-oz.) package frozen chopped spinach, thawed
3 cups cubed cooked chicken breasts
1 (14.5-oz.) can Italian-style diced tomatoes
1 (8-oz.) container chive-and-onion cream cheese
1/2 teaspoon salt
1/2 teaspoon pepper
1 1/2 cups (6 oz.) shredded mozzarella cheese
Preparation
1. Prepare rigatoni according to package directions.
2. Meanwhile, spread oil on bottom of an 11- x 7-inch baking dish; add onion in a single layer.
3. Bake at 375° for 15 minutes or just until tender. Transfer onion to a large bowl, and set aside.
4. Drain chopped spinach well, pressing between layers of paper towels.
5. Stir rigatoni, spinach, chicken, and next 4 ingredients into onion in bowl. Spoon mixture into baking dish, and sprinkle evenly with shredded mozzarella cheese.
6. Bake, covered, at 375° for 30 minutes; uncover and bake 15 more minutes
Acadian RigatoniThree ingredients form the foundation of Creole and Acadian cookery--onion, celery, and green bell pepper. Our dish starts with this trio and is enhanced by garlic, tomatoes, and the deliciously hot andouille sausage.
Ingredients
1 tablespoon cooking oil
1 pound andouille or other spicy sausage such as hot Italian, casings removed, sausage cut into 1-inch pieces
1 onion, chopped
2 ribs celery, chopped
1 large green bell pepper, chopped
2 cloves garlic, chopped
1 1/2 cups canned crushed tomatoes in thick puree (one 16-ounce can)
1 1/4 teaspoons salt
1/2 teaspoon fresh-ground black pepper
3/4 pound rigatoni
Preparation
1. In a large frying pan, heat the oil over moderate heat. Add the sausage and cook, stirring, for 3 minutes. Stir in the onion, celery, green pepper, and garlic. Cover the pan and cook over moderately low heat, stirring occasionally, until the vegetables are soft, about 10 minutes. Add the tomatoes, salt, and black pepper. Cover and simmer for 15 minutes lo
All-american Chili6 ounces hot turkey Italian sausage
2 cups chopped onion
1 cup chopped green bell pepper
8 garlic cloves, minced
1 pound ground sirloin
1 jalapeño pepper, chopped
2 tablespoons chili powder
2 tablespoons brown sugar
1 tablespoon ground cumin
3 tablespoons tomato paste
1 teaspoon dried oregano
1/2 teaspoon freshly ground black pepper
1/4 teaspoon salt
2 bay leaves
1 1/4 cups Merlot or other fruity red wine
2 (28-ounce) cans whole tomatoes, undrained and coarsely chopped
2 (15-ounce) cans kidney beans, drained
1/2 cup (2 ounces) shredded reduced-fat sharp cheddar cheese
Heat a large Dutch oven over medium-high heat. Remove casings from sausage. Add sausage, onion, and the next 4 ingredients (onion through jalapeño) to pan; cook 8 minutes or until sausage and beef are browned, stirring to crumble.
Add chili powder and the next 7 ingredients (chili powder through bay leaves), and cook for 1 minute, stirring constantly. Stir in wine, tomatoes, and kidney beans; bring
For Guys Onlyguys if you be with any women in the world who would you pick and why
Fubar Profilesis it me or.....
whats up with these women who put, please make sure to, add, fan, rate, wire me some money, buy me a new car and the Ill return a rate
give me a fucking break
Say What???How 'bout dem damn Cowboys??? Cheaters never prosper! What a Favre-esque win!!!!! Cowboys fan salute.
Cowboys Vs BillsI watched this game a was a crazy crazy game. Romo threw 6 inter. and the cowboys were down by 8 point till 2 minutes in the game. Then they won in the last 2 sec. that was the wildest cowboy game I have ever seen.
Guess What Its Timeok so i have went and entered my self in another contest well lets find out how hot you think iam kisses
comment the hell out of my ass woo hoo lol
SadIt's amazing that 90% of the people who say they are close to you dont even remeber your bday. I never ask for much, never ask for much, but for all i do at least say SOMETHING.
~Tony
What Do I Think About It?Well...I want to wish Kandi all the blessings in the world because I am thinking of her. Her grandmother is in the hospital and she is having heart issues. I just hope things are ok.
Well tonite at work. I did everything. LOL. Hence why I wasnt on here at all basically. I left my laptop on at home while I was working. I qualified for my rounds...woohoo! I got all the ones I needed which were 41 out of 46 and I needed 38 to qualify. Now if I can only get truck gate.
We were talking about sweetest day at work...oh YAY! Guys were talking about how they hate getting flowers. LOL I told them I do to but not for those reasons and I told them why. I would prefer a letter to be honest. With a letter, telling you how much they love you and so forth, shows their true feelings for you. Makes you feel special. At least I think so anyway. Then sure, I will take a flower with that. LOL. Just not flowers alone...I just think a letter is more personal and appropriate. And I
ByeThis is going to be my last night on fubar/cherrytap, i will miss you all and i am going to cancel the account tomarrow i just wanted to say bye to everyone and thanks for all the wonderful comments and gifts
take care , marinesgirl
VoodoomistressJust a heads up...this hag likes to downrate!
voodoomistress@ fubar
Footballwho hear watched the steelers game it kicked ass
The Funeral PartyIt is I in a dusty corner on folding chair, sore with grief, keeping company to these out of season mums,their fragrance heavy and sickening this somber, somber day.
Just wait here a bit, just wait.
The front door, a revolving carnival for comers-and-goers; the visitors to this fatherless home. Oh how these sordid travelers here press on; pressing, pressing, stamping through this room, wooden-floored, rich with scent of black coffee cream-streaked.
Amidst funeral stuffiness and proper inaction will I wait here, will I wait a cornered mum. The whispers, the vespers, the shuffling of feet cautious now.
Strange, the candle placed table-center will stay lit, will not keep a-flame, here where draft would be welcomed; and I shrug, waiting, smelling the mums.
Clangs the porcelain china, crisp as the hurried
colognes and ancient perfumes, sudden as timorous outbursts of laughter, dampened instinctively by strict repose.
A bit longer, wait a bit longer; twisting on my chair.
IsolationISOLATION
In the soft silence of the night,
I can hear its nearing blight.
Constant ringing, chronic humming,
loud, obnoxious, steady drumming
making its way toward my brain.
Am I going crazy or am I going sane?
Maybe it's this world descending.
Maybe it's my own life ending.
I can feel my mind just petering
while my life is teet-teet-teetering.
All of this incessant damage,
I can't handle; I can't manage.
Yet, without it, I find I yearn.
(It's a cycle-just turns and turns).
I must touch it, feel its vibration.
It's loud, this utter isolation.
WhyYou came into my life, I have given you everything you have asked for, EVERYTHING, and yet you still take me for granted. You still dont listen, you still dont do the little things I ask for. I have asked for so little. You know that you have admitted that. Yet still nothing. Why? Maybe what they say is true maybe it's all a game, maybe I'm not real to you. Maybe you dont care. Despite everything I have done, despite everything I have given. You still have the guts to take me for granted. I'm left with nothing left in me except for questions. Right now all i can ask is why?
LifeWhat do you do when the one you care most about feels farther away then ever? What do you do when you feel you have no where to turn? What do you do when you feel so lost that you yourself aren't sure you will be found? Why is it that when others come to me with questions like these that I can always find the words to help them thru, yet when I and down or just feeling stress I can not do for myself the things I do for them? Why is it so hard to help myself get thru things that I find so easy to help others with? Well maybe someday I will find the answers I myself have been looking for, but till then I will always be here to help my friends thru anytime they need me!!
Devils ReprieveCan you hear my whisper
Is this what you desire
The life you seek with me
Was born of misery and fire
What brought you this night
Is your life without worth
If I grant you this wish
Hell will be your rebirth
As I’m not ready for you
At least not at this time
Cut yourself all you want
Your more useful to me alive
With your second chance at life
Down what path will you flee
You can run as far as you wish
In the end you’ll be with me.
LilypondDecided to attempt to upgrade LilyPond music notation software again (this had been giving me trouble I had no idea how to solve; I hoped the people on the FINK project were working on that part themselves). Worked. Now have LilyPond 2.10.25 installed; when I get back from shopping will test it. Still need to learn how to use it- I'm only used to version 2.0.1, from years ago (but my 2003 Mac upgraded to OS 10.2.8 couldn't install anything more recent than that!)
See www.lilypond.org about the program and my image gallery and stash for some examples of what it does (and www.imslp.org has some too, e.g.
this IMSLP page for Felix Mendelssohn's precocious (written by a 16-year-old- not so much precocious piece, as by a precocious person :) ) string octet:
http://imslp.org/wiki/String_Octet%2C_Op.20_%28Mendelssohn%2C_Felix%29
- the second PDF listed on the page was typeset using lilypond.org (the first PDF was scanned in from score, as is more usual on IMSLP; Dover Publications
My Profilehey people i will be deleting my profile on here within the next few days, i just dont care to have it anymore, for those of you that still want to stay in touch let me know and i will give you my personal e-mail.
take care and god bless each and every one of you
tim
Black Halloween PunchINGREDIENTS
* 1 (.13 ounce) envelope unsweetened grape soft drink mix
* 1 (.13 ounce) envelope unsweetened orange soft drink mix
* 2 cups white sugar
* 3 quarts cold water
* 1 liter ginger ale
DIRECTIONS
1. To make a frozen hand, wash a disposable glove, fill with water, seal with a rubber band and freeze until hard.
2. Stir together grape soft drink mix, orange soft drink mix, sugar and water until solids are dissolved. Combine with chilled ginger ale just before serving. Dip the frozen hand briefly in warm water, then peel off the glove. Float the prepared hand in the punch bowl for a ghastly effect.
Poem By Emily DickinsonWe grow accustomed to the Dark –
When Light is put away –
As when the Neighbor holds the Lamp
To witness her Goodbye –
A Moment – We uncertain step
For newness of the night –
Then – fit our Vision to the Dark –
And meet the Road – erect –
And so of larger – Darknesses –
Those Evening of the Brain –
When not a Moon disclose a sign –
Or Star – come out – within –
The Bravest – grope a little –
And sometimes hit a Tree
Directly in the Forehead –
But as they learn to see –
Either the Darkness alters –
Or something in the sight
Adjusts itself to Midnight –
And Life steps almost straight.
--Emily Dickinson
Morphed Picshow do u upload the morphed pics to ur cherry taps??
PoemANYWAY by Mother Teresa
People are often unreasonable,
Illogical, and self-centered;
Forgive them anyway.
If you are kind,
People may accuse you of selfish,
Ulterior motives;
Be kind anyway.
If you are successful,
You will win some false friends
And some true enemies;
Succeed anyway.
If you are honest and frank,
People may cheat you;
Be honest and frank anyway.
What you spend years building,
Someone could destroy overnight;
Build anyway.
If you find serenity and happiness,
They may be jealous;
Be happy anyway.
The good you do today,
People will often forget tomorrow;
Do good anyway.
Give the world the best you have,
And it may never be enough;
Give the world the best you've got anyway.
You see, in the final analysis,
It is between you and God;
It never was between you and them anyway.
First ... And Possibly The Last ...Foreboding title, but more accurate than it should be. I have a tendency to start things and not finish them, but in my opinion, it's better to keep trying new things than to keep spinning my wheels doing something that gets boring. I've often been told that I'm a good writer, and I do have a couple of fanfics and blogs started out there that have received good reviews. Maybe someday I'll get back to them.
I'm a single mother in a deadend job, but with hopes of pulling myself up by the bootstraps and head into my dream job of being a bonedigger. I want to eventually be able to go out and get my hands dirty by excavating ruins and investigating their history. I love studying people, cultures, and how they relate to each other and where it all will lead us to in the future. The study of Anthropology has been the paintbrush that has fleshed out the details of our past and present, and I want to be one of those wielding that brush, especially since our future depends so heavily o
Its Mei dont know i lived and done things that most ppl would love to do my age i dont know where i went wrong now im stuck i was 21 worked 2 jobs full time i know i said i have kids but its not by blood but by my heart that i think they are mine i did everything in my power to make my ex happy where i go wrong i made sure i paid everything i worked 6 days a week 2 full time jobs and made sure the kids was happy plz tell me what i did to force that down the drain bec i dont have that any more
Your Input Needed Please!!!!!!!!!!This might be fun to see what kind of person you really are. By all means dont like cause after all whats the sense if you cant even be honest with yourself.
1) do you think youre "good looking"?
2) do you get mad if others tell you youre not?
3) do you like good looking people?
4) do you feel bad if someone thats "hot" treats you like shit or dont get to know who you really are?
5) what is really important? looks or personality?
6) are you concidered superficial?
7) what do you concider being superficial?
8) whats more important someone being your trophy? or someone that is everything else to you but your "trophy bf or gf'?
9) if i made you smile, cry, think, angry, just be excited to see a hello from me, or have you think of me all day and night, if i made a difference in your life and how you live your life, would it really matter if i wasnt good looking?
if you really loved me for me and who i am does my outside really matter ???????????
New HereIM 31 AND IM ABOUT TO GET MARRIED ON LEAP DAY NEXT YEAR TO BRIAN CANNON HE IS THE BEST I HAVE 2 BOYS DEVON AND DAWSON. IM THE BEST FRIEND YOU COULD HAVE TILL YOU PISS ME OFF AND THATS HARD TO DO. OTHER THAN THAT IM EASY GOING I LIVE IN HAMMOND, INDIANA.
I WORK FOR SUBARU OF INDIANA AND I TAKE CARE OF MY FAMILY OTHER THAN THAT IM ON THE COMPUTER ALOT.
Updateok we still dont much more then we did we r thinkin of gettin a second opinion tomorrow , they said if its still swollen in a week they will start test , but it gets bigger every day and now is red and brusied looking ..i wish i had more to tell u all and thank u all for the prayers me nad my sisters appericate it all
Updateok we still dont much more then we did we r thinkin of gettin a second opinion tomorrow , they said if its still swollen in a week they will start test , but it gets bigger every day and now is red and brusied looking ..i wish i had more to tell u all and thank u all for the prayers me nad my sisters appericate it all
Read This Blog First.....to UnderstandJust thought I should clarify for those that dont know how fucking retarded i can be when i am bored...
sometimes i get so F-ing bored, i will post the craziest, stupidest shit (BLOG) just to see what some one will say and SOMETIMES i get to participate in an arguement with someone over some irrelevant stupid shit
meanwhile i am able to sit back and be amused that some people have so little to worry about (stressfree) that they can get wrapped up in some retarded stupid joke that i posted...
FUTURE WARNING FOR THOSE WITH THIN SKIN...!!!
LMAO!
PS: no need to reply just to tell me I am weird...I KNOW this..and my friends remind me constantly...but at least im good fun at parties.. he he he he he h
Quote Of The Day"Anything with the power to make you laugh over 30 years later isn't a waste of time."
- Stphen King -
Bucs Mma Fight Of The Week. Ufc 66- Forrest Griffin Vs Keith "the Dean Of Mean" Jardine.Bucs thoughts on the fight .....
" I honestly liked this match-up. Both are very well rounded Competitors. Jardine is very Heavy Handed while forrest is Very sharp. the fight overall ended in less than 5 mins. i honestly thought Forrest was too cautious. Jardine was a Heavyweight on TUF 2. Therfore -this match up has to be on the to 10 Ultimate fighter Allumni. Over- forrest got caught. Solid effort though. Very cool fight to watch.
ENJOY!!!
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Call Me?WHATS THIS ALL ABOUT... BEEN AWAY FOR A WHILE?? THANKS GREG
For Him!For Him!
Lie back lover,I sit up on one elbow and look down at you, deep into your eyes, as I lower my face to yours, my lips brushing lightly over yours, my tongue gliding over your lips, my hand on your chest, I feel your heartbeat under my hand, I kiss you deeply and my tongue probing your mouth, finding yours and teasing it. Our tongues continue to play and my hand starts to slide down your chest , down your belly and as I get closer to your cock, I stop at your waist, just out of reach of your hardening cock I look up at your cock and see that it seems to be reaching toward my hand, my mouth starts down your chin and my other hand follows behind, my lips and tongue sliding down your chest and stomach leaving shiny trails behind...you feel my tender kisses and licks left behind, as my hand glides over your chest and stomach , leaving tender touches that feel like fire left behind, as my hand and mouth glide down your body, my body turns and I let out a deep sigh as I see that you
I'm Un-crushed!! :(I lost a Crush today.
I never thought something so insignificant would weigh so heavily on my mind.
But it does.
I've been losing a lot lately.
Not sure why.
I don't think I have changed anything.
I'm still the same lonely soul I've been for the last 5 years.
I don't know.
Fuck it.
It's just a stupid internet bullshit crush.
I even know who it was that un-crushed me and why.
He found someone better for him.
That's a good thing.
It was just the proverbial straw.
Another loss for Silver.
It just feels shitty.
REAL shitty.
At least for now.
Contest Update :)hey guys! i hope everyone had a great monday :)
in case you didnt know...im in a contest! i am trying to win a 7 day blast, so please help if you can! :D:D all rates are worth 5 points and comments are worth 1 point :) you can comment as much as you like...the contest will run until sat, oct 19th.
here are the standings as of a few minutes ago:
j-roxxx - 9,085 total points!
shortysecret - 7,570 total points!
as you can see i have a pretty tough competitor on my hands, and i have a feeling (like last time) this will be a battle to the finish. :D i definitely have my work cut out for me, and im starting a new job tomorrow, so i can use all the help i can get!
CLICK PHOTO TO VOTE!! (rate and comment)
also...here is a list of people i would love to thank. these are just people i noticed helping me out a bunch today :) i want yall to know i really appreciate it!
dazzy - just me
clayton
charley
sphere freak
deja lou
john h maloney
sirvalor1
metal ron
Yeahso last wed morning i got struck by a car it hurt like hell lol i walked away ok kinda my knee is mangled up pretty bad n im in alot of pain but im on perc 10s and also on 10 mgs of valium yeah im floating in space lol
Some Writtings....first Blog Ever...the silence is deafening....with every breath of mother earth.../
why is it that there are children like pimps lying dead in a hurst.../
for doing nothing wrong, living more righteous and sinless/
then rapist and catholic priests get their sentences suspended/
the youth has been robbed, hoodwinked, destroyed, and blodily ended/
but national leaders only see dollar sign$ and try to have the peoples verbal sentences suspended/
take away civil liberties, freedoms, thoughts and beliefs.../
bodies from the wreckage, the suspense is infinite, taking peoples pride within their sheets/
forcing bodily fluids to seep, stain denim, fabrics, and the make-up of ur DNA/
our innocence has been lost as we all become more of a flock and follow Mary's sheep but we pray/
for forgiveness, atonement, a second chance, for life to fix itself while we sleep and open the door to a new day/
when could a code determine ur whole life's goals from diamonds back into coals and still ignorant shit we say?
If We Had SexCopy and Paste into a message....
1. Would you be in control?
2. Would you pull my hair?
3. Would you whisper in my ear?
4. Would you talk dirty to me?
5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue?
6. Would you say my name?
7. Would you go down on me?
8. Would you let me give you a hickie?
9. How many rounds would we go?
10. What would you wanna do afterwards?
11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly?
12. Would you lick and bite me all over?
13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point?
14. Would you want me to take my time?
15. How freaky are you, 1 - 10?
16. Would you want fast or slow?
17. Where would you wanna "do it"?
18. Would you be loud or quiet?
19. Would you want me to be loud or quiet?
20. Would you mind if i licked you?
21. Do you like me?
22. Would you call me the next day?
23. Would you scratch me?
24. Would you let me scratch you?
25. Would you h
What Happens To Tree HuggersWhile walking through Golden Gate Park in San Francisco, a man came upon another man hugging a tree with his ear firmly against the tree. Seeing this he inquired, "Just out of curiosity, what the heck are you doing?"
"I'm listening to the music of the tree," the other man replied.
"You've gotta be kiddin' me."
"No, would you like to give it a try?"
Understandably curious, the man says, "Well, OK..." So he wrapped his arms around the tree and pressed his ear up against it. With this, the other guy slapped a pair of handcuffs on him, took his wallet, jewelry, car keys, and then stripped him naked and left.
Two hours later another nature lover strolled by, saw this guy handcuffed to the tree stark naked, and asked, "What the heck happened to you?" He told the guy the whole terrible story about how he got there. When he finished telling his story, the other guy shook his head in sympathy, walked around behind him, kissed him gently behind the ear and s
Estate PlanningWhen Dan found out he was going to inherit a fortune
>>when his sickly father died, he decided he needed a
>>woman to enjoy it with.
>>
>>So, one evening he went to a singles bar where he spotted
>>the most beautiful woman he had ever seen.
>>Her natural beauty took his breath away.
>>"I may look like just an ordinary man," he said as he walked
>>up to her, "but in just a month or two, my father will die,
>>and I'll inherit 20 million dollars."
>>
>>Impressed, the woman went home with him that evening and,
>>three days later, she became his stepmother.
>>
>>Women are so much smarter than men.
This Is Awesomei am in my own bussiness and if you are interested please let me know you can become a member or assouitate,just go to my profile and click on any of the links in my section tks very much
Dirk Gently Radio Series On The AirDouglas Adams' much loved detective, the enigmatic Dirk Gently, will be make his UK broadcast debut on BBC Radio 4 October.
Featuring a star-studded cast with Harry Enfield in the lead role, Dirk Gently's Holistic Detective Agency will be produced by the same award-winning team that made the conclusion to The Hitchhiker's Guide To The Galaxy. Harry is joined by Lord of the Rings actor Billy Boyd, Fawlty Towers' Andrew Sachs, The Golden Compass' Jim Carter and PeepshowHitchhikers saga.
The cast includes: Billy Boyd as Dirk's client Richard Macduff; Olivia Colman as Dirk's secretary Janice Pearce; Jim Carter is Dirk's nemesis DS Gilks; Andrew Sachs as Professor Reg Chronotis; Felicity Montagu (I'm Alan Partridge) as Susan Way, with Robert Duncan (Drop the Dead Donkey) as her brother Gordon; Toby Longworth (Star Wars) as the Electric Monk; and Michael Fenton Stevens (Nighty Night) as Michael Wenton Weakes.
Guest appearances are made by Andrew Secombe (Star Wars); Jon Glover (H
SmokingWhy has it come down to this smoking or non smoking?
Its slowly coming to an end, our freedom that is, to enjoy a smoke and a drink in a bar.
Well yes i understand not all drinkers are smokers and not all smokers are drinks, yeah its not fair to a person who likes going to a bar and does nto smoke have to inhale our smoke but its also not right to ban the whole damn bar off limits to smokers.
We need a meduim in all this hell build a smoke room for the smokers, be alot better then loseing busnes to the smokers who cant smoke in there bars.
Or hell even band none smokers you want a smoke free bar go to the none smoking bar and leave us smokers the hell alone please!!!!!!!!
It is our choice to slowly kill our selfs so please stop bitching about secondhand smoke you don't like it go to a none smoking bar i know there are now plunty out there.
Relationship With Your Computer...Article found on Yahoo! News
Lamont Wood
Special to LiveScience
LiveScience.com
Mon Oct 8, 8:20 AM ET
It’s the relationship you spend more time on than any other. It has deepened even during the past few years. When things go wrong, you become enraged and tearful and attack inanimate objects—but you’re willing to spend hours making things right.
Obviously, we’re talking about your relationship with your personal computer.
Consider this: In a survey earlier this year, 64 percent of Americans say they spend more time with their computer than with their significant other. Meanwhile, 84 percent said they were more dependent on their computer than they were three years ago.
Probing emotions
Those were just a couple of the recently released findings from a consumer survey conducted in January for SupportSoft Inc., a firm in Redwood City, Calif., that makes software for computer help desks. Anthony Rodio, the firm’s chief marketing officer, said SupportSoft
Hot TubJamican hot tub (XXX)
The flight to Jamaica was smooth and we started to relax the minute we boarded the plane. We splurged for Air Jamaica first class this round and the minute we were seated the stewards brought over rum and fruit punches. We laughed and made plans as tow hat we were to at the resort once we got there, Sipping champagne on the beach, a couples massage, relaxing in the sun and partying all night long until we could stay awake no longer.
The flight was fun as we snuggled like teenagers on a date. We laughed more as more rum punches were brought over. Hands roamed teasingly where they should not have in public but we cared not who saw. The plane lands in Montego Bay and the first order of business is bags and then beers for the ride to the resort. The bags and beer are very easy as we know where the baggage claim is and I point you to the beer to grab a few cold ones for the ride.
After a short ride we get to the resort. The bags are unpacked and our swim
Sex Who Wants Some?HOT TUNES & FUN PEOPLE ,COME JOIN THE PARTY ,WE'D LOVE TO SEE YA :)
Where The Party Never Stops
Room ServiceRoom service
I first saw her at the gym. She was thin yet muscular in her workout gear. Just a Nike pants and short top revealing strong arms and firm stomach. We smiled as we passed each other on the machines. We talked briefly each time she used the lat pull down bars as she asked me to spot her and help her get the bars into position and back again when done. I thought this odd until I tried it. They are quite high for me and I figured she is about 54 I then figured out why she needed to be spotted. I thought nothing of our small talk as I generally chat to those in the gym.
I took a break from the day after hours and went to a local star bucks to get on the internet with some free WIFI. Even on vacation I cant stay off this thing. But family was sleepy and I was wired so I decided to go off for some tea and some time chatting to friends online. I chatted and email many of you reading this I am sure. For them I thank you for you kept me online for the right amount of ti
Ugh The Day That NeverendedThis was by all means a Monday from hell .. not gonna go into full details .. just glad its over . i just came on to say I hope you all had a better day than I .. ill be on for a lil while tomorrow morningish .. then have an appt to go to around 12:30ish ( have to be there for 2) .. well enuf blabbing im goin to bed . Nite all .. !
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOX
Wen :)
Any Ideas?..lolOPk..Off tomorrow, and yes catching a buzz..dang I think I might be turning into an alcoholic..LOL Just kidding..:P No counseling please..:)
Most everyone knows I like to take pics when I get buzzed..tee hee, but the dilemma is...what the heck do I wear? Please dont say nothing..LOL
Seriously..running out of sexy clothes...I hate to bore everyone with the same old stuff...suggestions again?..LMAO. :)
Hugs and Kisses!
My Photo ShootEverything went great! I just wanted to say hey to everyone and that I miss y'all!! You can text me if you want! 601-316-6234 or contact me on yahoo!
Home TownI grew up in the burg, A piece of shit town, Where nothing ever goes down. A place where the fuck ups go. A place where you can get all the blow. A town where all the corners are owned Either by the dealers or the hoes. I grew up in the burg, Where half the whites think they're black, And all the girls are nothing but trash. And when you cruise the block, You end up in the Bi-Lo parking lot. Its the place where everones got a cocaine nose job And if you're not the right person, Your crack is just a tic-tac. I grew up in the burg, Where there's a different fight at the Terrace every night And your homeboy brings a knife to the gun fight. This is just another wanna be hood Where all the gasgstas wish they could, Get pussy, fly cars, and get all the right drugs. But they'll never be gangsta enough to be a thug. I grew up in the burg, Where this is a gangsta as it gets, When you're surrounded by the Fulton County Hicks.
Every Mother's DreamI was talking to my 14 yr old daughter tonight and she told me to go to My Space and read her heroes section. I did and it's all about me. She says I'm her hero even though I'm not there with her. It almost made me cry. Everybody wants to be their little girls hero. It really touches me that she would write such wonderful things about me.I'd give anything to go back and change my life and not get sick so my kids would still be with me. I love my kids more than life itself and it makes me feel good to be so important in their lives!!!
At The Bar (xxx)At the bar (XXX)
I saw you at the bar. My first thoughts were "Very Nice" One I would classify as a MILF but had no thoughts of it going any further than gazing across the bar. It has been the way my luck has been going lately so no sense in even thinking about it. I go back to my Soco and Lime and glance at the TV screen and keep sending texts on my phone.
You place you coat on the rack and I see you looking for a place at the bar. There are just a few stools open One by me and a few around the bar. Surprised when you sit down next to me, but again – you are probably waiting for friends, boyfriend or even a girlfriend, as That is the way my luck has been going. I smile at you as I do for all and you smile back as I go back to my phone and surf the web and text friends waiting for a reply. She glances over after ordering a merlot and sees I am on Myspace on my phone, makes a comment that she never knew you could hit that site via phone and this starts up the conversation. Sh
Blonde's Year In ReviewBlonde's Year in Review:
January
- Took new scarf back to store because it was too tight.
February
- Fired from pharmacy job for failing to print
labels....."duh".....bottles won't fit in typewriter!!!
March -
Got excited.....finished jigsaw puzzle in 6 months.....box said "2-4
years!"
April
- Trapped on escalator for hours.....power went out!!!
May -
Tried to make Kool-Aid.....8 cups of water won't fit into those
little packets!!!
June - Tried to go water skiing.....couldn't find a lake with a slope.
July
- Lost breast stroke swimming competition.....learned later, other
swimmers cheated, they used their arms!!!
August -
Got locked out of car in rain storm.....car swamped, because top was
down.
September
- The capital of California is "C".....isn't it???
October -
Hate M &M's.....they are so hard to peel.
November -
Baked turkey for 4 1/2 days.....instructions said 1 hour per pound
and I weigh 108!!!
December
- Couldn't cal
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Doing GoodHi everyone,
Well I know I have not been on here much but I have had other things to do!!!! I went to WVA.with my sweetheart for a few days and OMG it was beautiful there. I had the best time of my life.Spent some time with my soon to be new mother-in-law!We have one more day off and then it back to work again.But I have really enjoyed our time off together.Talk to everyone later!
My New Brow PiercingEverybody come check it out, i got a new addition. I actually think it looks better with two, but yanno....it's all up to you guys to tell me.. i think two is enough on this brow...but i could probably be talked into three. lemme know...
Alonedo u ever feel all alone, even when there is people around u, well that is how i feel right now, alone and scared, sad part is my dr is actually treating me and i think the meds she put me on r making it worse ... this has been going on for around two months now and god it has to stop soon or i think ill die.
Blonde's CookbookBlonde’s Cookbook
Monday: It's fun to cook for Bob. Today I made angel food cake. The recipe said beat 12 eggs separately. The neighbors were nice enough to loan me some extra bowls.
Tuesday: Bob wanted fruit salad for supper. The recipe said serve without dressing. So I didn't dress. What a surprise when Bob brought a friend home for supper.
Wednesday: A good day for rice. The recipe said wash thoroughly before steaming the rice. It seemed kind of silly but I took a bath. I can't say it improved the rice any.
Thursday: Today Bob asked for salad again. I tried a new recipe. It said prepare ingredients, then toss on a bed of lettuce one hour before serving. Which is what led up to Bob asking me why I was rolling around in the garden?
Friday: I found an easy recipe for cookies. It said put all
ingredients in bowl and beat it. There must have been something wrong with this recipe. When I got back, everything was the same as when I left.
Saturday: Bob did the shoppin
Sex...I've had a day like the past 7 years, bored. As I lay around waiting for something (I don't know what) to change, you call and ask to come over. I happily agree and jump in the shower to freshen up. Remember the last time we were together (with a smile on my face)I make sure my body is smooth, all cleaned out. You come into the house as if you do it everyday and push me against the wall with a long passionate kiss. Within minutes we head off to the bedroom and close the outside world behind us.
You strip down as I light a candle then return to your body. It's a entertainment to me, to break up my daily routine. I explore your body with a burning desire to devour you. I slowly untangle the hair around your cock and balls not wanting to pull any. Your body smells are inviting me closer; your smiling down at me knowing what's to come. I ask you to lay on the bed where I can get to you better and you glide over and in position.
I love the way your balls lay and I try to get my mouth un
When You Know Its Time To Leave A Nagging Wifehttp://www.cnn.com/2007/HEALTH/conditions/10/08/bad.marriage.heart.ap/index.html
Study: Bad marriage could damage heart
Story Highlights
Study: Bad personal relationships can raise heart disease risk
Increased stress is probably the key factor
Previous studies linked health problems with being single
Current research focused more on quality of important relationships
CHICAGO, Illinois (AP) -- A lousy marriage might literally make you sick.
Marital strife and other bad personal relationships can raise your risk for heart disease, researchers reported Monday.
What it likely boils down to is stress -- a well-known contributor to health problems, as well as a potential byproduct of troubled relationships, the scientists said.
In a study of 9,011 British civil servants, most of them married, those with the worst close relationships were 34 percent more likely to have heart attacks or other heart trouble during 12 years of follow-up than those with good relationship
Feeling Froggy?This girl is a friend of a friend and needs some help in a contest. If any of you have the time could you please stop by and show some love? Justcomment bomb the heck out of her..(comment bomb means comment the pic over and over in case you didn't know :))
hugs and kisses...:)
click the pic
Why Mexicanz Cant Be TerroristzWHY MEXICANZ CANT BE TERRORISTZ
1. 8:45am is too late for us to be up.
2. We are always late, we would have missed all 4 flights.
3. Pretty people on the plane distract us.
4. We would talk loudly and bring attention to ourselves.
5. With food and drinks on the plane, we would forget why we were supposed 2 b there.
6. We talk with our hands, therefore we would have to put our weapons down.
7. We would ALL want to fly the plane.
8. We would argue and start a fight in the plane.
9. We cant keep a secret, we would have told everyone a week before doing it.
AND....
10. We would have put our countrys flag on the wind shield
An Old Air Plane To Take Down Another??http://www.cnn.com/2007/US/10/08/forced.landings.ap/index.html
Pulled over by an F-16
Story Highlights
FAA's "no-fly" air zone included area air show Sunday
F-16s intercept at least four antique airplanes and escort them out of area
Pilots were apparently unaware of the no-fly zone extended Sunday
Pilots were being interviewed by the Secret Service; could face penalties
EMMITSBURG, Maryland (AP) -- The skies were empty at a charity air show after participants were escorted out of the area by F-16 fighter jets sent up because President Bush was in town.
The president's security no-fly air zone was extended Sunday and included the Hagerstown, Maryland, event, but at least four pilots of antique airplanes who were supposed to join the charity show were apparently unaware of the Federal Aviation Administration restrictions. They were intercepted by F-16s and escorted out of the area, federal officials said.
Bush was speaking at the National Fallen Firefighters Memori
Hello From Wisconsinim bored in wisconsin will be moving turlock ca to live with my grandma and be around my dad and brother. hes got 2 kids now and lives in san jose califorina. i need a break from wisconsin too many people not enough time to take a break. im driving my lil put 92 nissan sentra 1.6 automatic so i think it will make it there and sum it has 218,000 miles so i think it will be a good drive for me and my wife. wish i can go by texas but who knows.
They Come They Go...the Tears Of Sorrow...tears For Tomorrow...i Miss You ♥i really didn't tthink i would this time...
i mean with all the hatred we have towards one another and yet the odd twisted love i really didnt think i would tear up one bit. and i hadnt. i got a lil tear when we left the air port. i think more from an allergy than the happenings going on. but when i got home things were ok for a very short while. i spent most of the morning on the couch sleeping. the kids took care of themselves for a lil while. i did one load of laundry. washed taras karate unifrom. talked to deana my bested friend on the phone for like ever. i actually made dinner. the chops were good the taters were icky! well anyway since the drugs kicked in im half sleep writing this...
i am sad i am crying. i am lonely and depressed. the saying "you don't know what you got till it's gone" holds more truth than you know. read it live it learn it. i am. and it hurts. i miss him so much. i need him. i love him. ♥
miss me as much as i miss you please make things diffe
Diet Soda Is Not A Diet Product! You Have A Right To Know What You Are Putting In Your Body...I always wonder why after drinking a Diet pop I would get a Headache...This was in my e-mail today...
If it says ‘SUGAR FREE’ on the label; DO NOT EVEN THINK ABOUT IT!
I have spent several days lecturing at the WORLD ENVIRONMENTAL CONFERENCE on “ASPARTAME,” marketed as ‘Nutrasweet,’ ‘Equal,’ and ‘Spoonful.’
In the keynote address by the EPA, it was announced that in the United States in 2001 there is an epidemic of multiple sclerosis and systemic lupus. It was difficult to determine exactly what toxin was causing this to be rampant.
I stood up and said that I was there to lecture on exactly that subject.
I will explain why Aspartame is so dangerous: When the temperature of this sweetener exceeds 86 degrees F, the wood alcohol in ASPARTAME converts to formaldehyde and then to formic acid, which in turn causes metabolic acidosis. Formic acid is the poison found in the sting of fire ants The methanol toxicity mimics, among other conditions, multiple sclerosis a
Ladies Only Please ThanksI watched a movie the other night, ""100 girls"" I thought it was a preaty good, one thing caught my ear was this....and I said to myself this is me, put into words by someone else but this is realy me..........:D I swear.......
""Without you I’m as lonely as an abandoned dog on the side of a highway. I have gift anxiety, even though I don’t know when your birthday is. We can spend perfect days shopping and cooking together. I swear, I’ll never make wisecracks when you scrape your tires against the curb while parallel parking. If you consent to live with me, I’ll clean the toilet every week. I’ll do it with my tongue if you ask. I will strike the words “hooters” and “love rockets” from my vocabulary. I’ll love you. Even if your name is Mimi and you want me to pronounce it “May-may” I will only pass gas underneath the covers and only in the direst of circumstances. I’ll go on a low cholesterol diet. And I won’t buy one of those red sports cars when I hit my mid-life crisis. Your p
Contesthey everyone im in my first contest so stop on by and show me some love..... heres the link ...... http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=607119&albumid=607039&i=3905433938
My Styleshould i keep the style or change it?
Starts TodayI've started a contest today. Please bomb me as often as possible.
Thanks
Luv
Finz
My 3 Yr Old Little Girlmy 3 yr old was unresponsive friday and had to be air lifted to a trauma center on life support
they ran all kinds of tests and found nothing they could not tell me what happened so she is fine now but still have alot to deal with it because of it hope u all have a great night
good night
The Master Plan....So I have this plan. I'm thinking about buying a house! This all fits in with my master plan. What I plan on doing will be tons of hard work. But if everything goes according to plan, than it will be well worth the blood and sweat layed down to see it through. I really am a crazy little man for all the RIGHT reasons though! Stay tuned for updates!
Ups And Downsive finaly met a person ive known about my whole life and never been able to find. shes everything i expected. no not a girlfriend, but my cousins little girl. she was given up for adoption at 11 months and has been in california for the last 19 years. i spent a lot of time looking for her especially after my cousin passed away, but finaly i met her. i cherish the time we were able to spend together. but then my car sprung a gas leak ive had to fix it twice. but finaly its fixed. today i was fired from my job. sorry my tits are too big and you see me as a threat, get over it. i was there to do a job not make friends. but i start a new job with better pay wednesday which works out. i couldnt go to work without catching some old lady staring at my rack so i was estatic when i got a new job. but yeha thats basically whats been going on i miss everyone
10-8-07It's a great day to just sit still and do as little as possible. You're not lazy, but you do need a break before things start to get really interesting -- and that could start as early as tomorrow afternoon!
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I am looking forward to getting back into my routine:D
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Can Someone Tell Me Why?Why it is that someone can come into your life and have you act a way you never acted before? I mean does this mean they are not good for you? If your acting like someone you never wanted to be meaning overreacting and questioning every little thing when before you never did in fact you were told you were too unemotional and or detached?
I just don’t know what to make of that. Can someone have such a hold on you that you behave in a way that is out of the norm? Does this mean you are in love with this person or does it mean you enjoy the drama of it all? Maybe it’s that your last relationship was so boring that you enjoy the chase and excitement of it all, maybe it’s because your hoping one day they will turn around and tell you they are in love with you… I don’t know just rambling right now…
Help Me Win This ContestHELLO FAMILY, FRIENDS AND FANS, I ENTERED A CONTEST AND IT STARTED A WEEK AGO. PLEASE COME AND HELP ME WIN. I REALLY WANT TO WIN THIS. I WAS DOING GOOD TILL THE OTHER PERSON CALLED IN 3 BOMBING FAMILY'S AND NOW THEY HAVE A 4000 POINT LEAD. THE CONTEST ENDS TOMORROW THE 15TH AT 9:00PM EST. PLEASE HELP ME!!!! HERE IS THE PICTURE LINK.
Wife And Husband Visit DoctorWife And Husband Visit Doctor
A woman accompanied her husband to the doctor's office. After the checkup, the doctor took the wife aside and told her, "If you don't do the following, your husband will lose his will to live and surely die."
Each morning, fix him a healthy breakfast and send him off to work in a good mood.
At lunch time, make him a warm, nutritious meal and put him in a good frame of mind before he goes back to work.
For dinner, fix especially nice meals selected from his favorite foods and don't burden him with household chores or problems.
Make love with him several times a week and satisfy his every sexual whim. On the way home, the husband asked his wife what the doctor had told her.
She replied, "You're going to die."
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Margaret AtwoodA Sad Child
You're sad because you're sad.
It's psychic. It's the age. It's chemical.
Go see a shrink or take a pill,
or hug your sadness like an eyeless doll
you need to sleep.
Well, all children are sad
but some get over it.
Count your blessings. Better than that,
buy a hat. Buy a coat or pet.
Take up dancing to forget.
Forget what?
Your sadness, your shadow,
whatever it was that was done to you
the day of the lawn party
when you came inside flushed with the sun,
your mouth sulky with sugar,
in your new dress with the ribbon
and the ice-cream smear,
and said to yourself in the bathroom,
I am not the favorite child.
My darling, when it comes
right down to it
and the light fails and the fog rolls in
and you're trapped in your overturned body
under a blanket or burning car,
and the red flame is seeping out of you
and igniting the tarmac beside you head
or else the floor, or else the pillow,
none of us is;
or else we all are.
LifeStory on me
? I honestly do not care if you do not like me or what I have to say.
? I love having a boyfriend.
? Once I have money I spend it soon as it's in my hand.
? I love making out.
? I never want to look like someone else and I hate when ppl copy me. that is not the best compliment its the most annoying thing ever
? I would die for my best Friends and Family without thinking twice
? It takes a lot for me to let anyone in and get close to me.
? I dont trust guys at all not even kind of i dont care if "your not like the rest" because guess what you are.
? As much as I cant trust any of them I cant seam to leave them alone.
? I hate the feeling of being left in the dark about things, and being left out.
? I hate listening to peoples pitty problems, Like there hair, Or someone broke up with them.. because theres more important things going on like people dieing for us to even be here to have a relationship and a family. Get over it.
? I get frustrated easily.
? I bel
Fuck It!Ok so im gonna fuking vent ya know why cuz i can first of fukin all im sick of being brought into other people's fuking drama! its gettin real old exspecially when it aint got a mutha fuckin thing to do with me all it does is causes fuking problems so from now on dont tell me shit that way i aint gotta worry about it ! Grrrr it pisses me off and i aint losin good friends over some kintergarden ass bullshit kid games ya feel me? i aint got time so do me a favor and LEAVE ME THE FUCK OUT OF IT!
Michael My Love!Oh lucky me!
I get to go to Michigan again next month to see
my man! I am so excited! I can't wait to see
him, touch him, kiss him, and whatever else
happens again and again and again! HE HE!
I have to take my Yorkie with me this time...
I hope no one kills him, cause he is soooo
annoying!
Wish me luck! God, I want to move him here
with me ASAP!!
I love you Michael, you sexy, bald FUCKER!
Mmmmmmmm!
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Help A Friendcan you go to missdallas (she on my fan list) and rate her, fan her, add her(tell her big papi or oneluckygirl sent you) once she does comment as many times on her pic miss dallas is on a roll. my buddy needs 7000 comments on the photo to win in five days. please
WeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeYes Hi, Yes you I'm talking to you, you know who you are you're reading it, if you're reading it then yea I'm talking to you!!!
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Have you seen my shoes?
I lost it :(
yup you guessed correct, I'm fucking bored again!
I Think...
In a bathroom in New York somewhere, if you tell a lie you disapear. A Brunette walks into the bathroom. "I am the Hottest girl in New York!" POOF she disappeared. A red headed girl walks into the bathroom. "I am the smartest girl in New York!!" POOF she disappeared. A blonde walks in the bathroom. "I Think..." POOF she disappears.
Happy ThanksgivingMost of us will have noticed that Canadian Thanksgiving comes well in advance of our neighbours to the south, and for all the predictable reasons: colder climate, earlier harvest, and that persistant urge to accomplish something (anything) before "they" do. But the history of our Thanksgiving is stuffed with surprises.
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We did actually have the FIRST Thanksgiving, a full 43 years before the pilgims at Plymouth Rock, but, in true Canadian fashion, there was something wrong with it. That first North American Thanksgiving would have been "celebrated" in sub-zero temperatures on a barren, windswept moonscape by a muttering, mutinous crowd wondering whether "the chief" had all his marbles.
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In 1576, Sir Martin Frobisher set out to find the Spice Islands. He landed instead on Baffin Island. The complete absence of trees and a pitiless terrain of unrelieved rock and permafrost barely dampened his determination to establish the first English settlem
I Still ♥ Charles B.Raw With Love by Charles Bukowski
little dark girl with
kind eyes
when it comes time to
use the knife
I won't flinch and
I won't blame
you,
as I drive along the shore alone
as the palms wave,
the ugly heavy palms,
as the living does not arrive
as the dead do not leave,
I won't blame you,
instead
I will remember the kisses
our lips raw with love
and how you gave me
everything you had
and how I
offered you what was left of
me,
and I will remember your small room
the feel of you
the light in the window
your records
your books
our morning coffee
our noons our nights
our bodies spilled together
sleeping
the tiny flowing currents
immediate and forever
your leg my leg
your arm my arm
your smile and the warmth
of you
who made me laugh
again.
little dark girl with kind eyes
you have no
knife. the knife is
mine and I won't use it
yet.
Goth Halloween Partythrowing a sexy goth costume party if interested i comming then im me on yahoo sn blade198069
Leveling UpI wanna send out a special thank you to some really great people on this site. in no particular order, I would like to express my sincere gratitude to the following FuFreaks, first to "The Fubar Celebrity" The Fuberlord who in no small part is responsible for ending my 3+ month run as a Barfly. To "Terri Hates The ShoutBox" who having already rated all of my pics, Went through my stash just to help lil old me level up!and last but certainly not least, to "Heather" The sexy Alabama Assassin Who's Favorite drink is water lol. Thank you all so much. I may be overdoing it but I was beginning to think I was never gonna level up! lol I love you all and will do all I can to return your generosity!!!!
Charles BukowskiA Smile To Remember by Charles Bukowski
we had goldfish and they circled around and around
in the bowl on the table near the heavy drapes
covering the picture window and
my mother, always smiling, wanting us all
to be happy, told me, "be happy Henry!"
and she was right: it's better to be happy if you
can
but my father continued to beat her and me several times a week while
raging inside his 6-foot-two frame because he couldn't
understand what was attacking him from within.
my mother, poor fish,
wanting to be happy, beaten two or three times a
week, telling me to be happy: "Henry, smile!
why don't you ever smile?"
and then she would smile, to show me how, and it was the
saddest smile I ever saw
one day the goldfish died, all five of them,
they floated on the water, on their sides, their
eyes still open,
and when my father got home he threw them to the cat
there on the kitchen floor and we watched as my mother
smiled
I'm A Margarita????Margarita!
Your sex life mostly resembles a Margarita – You are passionate and imaginative and you have a very spontaneous sex life. You are likely to do (or have done to you) a lot of things on a whim.
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Dr's OrdersI love this Doctor
I've heard that cardiovascular exercise can prolong life; is this true?
A: Your heart is only good for so many beats, and that's it... don't waste them on exercise. Everything wears out eventually. Speeding up your heart will not make you live longer; that's like saying you can extend the life of your car by driving it faster. Want to live longer? Take a nap.
Q: Should I cut down on meat and eat more fruits and vegetables?
A: You must grasp logistical efficiencies. What does a cow eat? Hay and corn. And what are these? Vegetables. So a steak is nothing more than an efficient mechanism of delivering vegetables to your system. Need grain? Eat chicken. Beef is also a good source of field grass (green leafy vegetable). And a pork chop can give you 100% of your recommended daily allowance of vegetable products.
Q: Should I reduce my alcohol intake?
A: No, not at all. Wine is made from fruit. Brandy is distilled wine, that means they take the water out
Have You Ever?H@v3 Y0u 3v3r L0v3d S0m3b0dy S0 Much 1+ M@d3 Y0u Cry?
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I Jus Dont Get Itmuh ex n i have been on if off for almost 2years now...i love him with all muh heart he is muh highschool sweetheart...but i jus dunno wat at do nemore...i dont kno wat he wants i dont even kno wat i want...we had our whole life planned out tagether now it seems like its nuthin...im tired of cryin n feelin all dis pain...
My Saddness...Part 1
:0(
Well, Howard left today for Korea. Took him to Philly today at 0530. Last I talked to him was around noon he was in Georgia waiting to board his connection. It's now about 657 pm and I haven't talked to him since Georgia.
As much as I would like to pretend that nothing is wrong and I am as happy as can be that he left, well it's not true. I am sad. I feel lost and I feel lonely. We may not get along with one another most of the time but I need him more than he knows. Hell more than I know. So at 0530 this morning (Oct 8) we loaded up the kids and drove to Philly airport. I dropped him off curbside (it was madd packed in that place) and gave him one last hug and one last kiss, well at least for the next year. I am saddened, lonely, and depressed. Now we play the waiting game, waiting for him to call me to let me know he made it to Korea safe and sound.
So well anyway thats the latest on the Conklin Homefront.
My Sexual ObituaryWhat is your Sexual Obituary?
Suddenly just before orgasm, NANCY died while in the sack with their lover, Don Juan.NANCY will be terribly missed by Their pet.
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Help A Vampire Out?The V4mpir3 Queen Wants to be our next godfather. Lets all pitch in and give her a hand & make this happen for her. She has tons of pictures & stash to rate.QUEEN Nassy V4mpir3 B!tch NSFW@ fubar
I Still ♥ Pablo NerudaIf You Forget Me by Pablo Neruda
I want you to know
one thing.
You know how this is:
if I look
at the crystal moon, at the red branch
of the slow autumn at my window,
if I touch
near the fire
the impalpable ash
or the wrinkled body of the log,
everything carries me to you,
as if everything that exists,
aromas, light, metals,
were little boats
that sail
toward those isles of yours that wait for me.
Well, now,
if little by little you stop loving me
I shall stop loving you little by little.
If suddenly
you forget me
do not look for me,
for I shall already have forgotten you.
If you think it long and mad,
the wind of banners
that passes through my life,
and you decide
to leave me at the shore
of the heart where I have roots,
remember
that on that day,
at that hour,
I shall lift my arms
and my roots will set off
to seek another land.
But
if each day,
each hour,
you feel that you are destined for me
with implacable sweetness,
if each day a
Pablo NerudaSaddest Poem by Pablo Neruda
I can write the saddest poem of all tonight.
Write, for instance: "The night is full of stars,
and the stars, blue, shiver in the distance."
The night wind whirls in the sky and sings.
I can write the saddest poem of all tonight.
I loved her, and sometimes she loved me too.
On nights like this, I held her in my arms.
I kissed her so many times under the infinite sky.
She loved me, sometimes I loved her.
How could I not have loved her large, still eyes?
I can write the saddest poem of all tonight.
To think I don't have her. To feel that I've lost her.
To hear the immense night, more immense without her.
And the poem falls to the soul as dew to grass.
What does it matter that my love couldn't keep her.
The night is full of stars and she is not with me.
That's all. Far away, someone sings. Far away.
My soul is lost without her.
As if to bring her near, my eyes search for her.
My heart searches for her and she is not
Im So Sick....help Mewell me and the old gf never got together.....same old story.First she told me she misses me and then everytime we made plans to spend time together,She never showed.Im getting so tired of finding women with empty hearts.
Is it a sin to be a nice guy now and days.What do women want now and days? Im a total nice guy who would give her the moon if she wanted it.Then they leave me for guys who treat them like shit and are total dicks to them.
Im so tired of being alone just because i've got more morals and was rasied better.I was taught to hold a woman not hit her.I was taught to prase a woman not be-little her.I was taught to love them....not use them.
Yet all the times i've done that i was shot down.
What should i do?
Sexual ZodiacLibra
You are so popular, you have your choice of hotties. You can easily charm anyone of your choosing, and you often come home with someone you picked up at the bar.
Despite your forward and extraverted nature, you are usually submissive in bed. You like your partner to take the lead and show you all of their little secrets.
Sex matches: Gemini, Sagittarius, Aquarius
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Dr. Who Fic *lemon*This was written by a good friend, Dillochan. I'm just stealing it to share with my FuFriends. :)
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The TRADIS had come to a rest just on the borders of a newly forming nebula. Rose wasn’t sure why the Doctor had asked it to go there, but she guessed that it had something to do with seeing the stars. Perhaps this is where the star that Reinette had wished to see was born.
He had shared some of the details of his journey since disappearing through the mirror over tea later that night. Rose hadn’t pushed him for more than he was willing to give. She suspected that he wanted to talk to someone that understood, at least a little, what all those years of waiting for his chance to get back in the TARDIS had meant to him. Three pots of tea later and she had most of the details. Mickey had sat quietly through most of it. He kept glowering at Rose though. Ever since that kiss he hadn’t smiled. Well, he’s a grown up, he needs to act li
Just Wanted 2 Say ThanksI JUST WANTED 2 SAY THANK U VERY MUCH 2 ALL THAT ARE TRYING TO HELP ME LEVEL UP BY RATING N COMMENTING MY PICS, STASHES N ALL U ALL ROCK I LOVE U ALL
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More Than Just NeighborsTouch the Darkness @ DarkCasket.com
Blake lifted himself up from her, sucking in a deep breath to help recover from the recent exertions both had made.
He looked down at Angel, naked as she was and breathing heavily, laying there on his kitchen table her knees still wide apart, her hands reaching up above her head and holding the opposite end of the table. The hands still gripped at the bare wood, but the fingers were attached more loosely than a few minutes before.
He stared at her and smiled. Her face was flushed red and her chest a little red too. Her nipples still stood hard, a measure of the lingering excitement she was feeling and inviting of fresh kisses. Between her legs the lips of her pussy were still parted, dark pink and glistening against the whiteness of her shaved mound, all too easy to see in the afternoon sunlight that shone through the uncovered kitchen window.
Angel had lifted herself so that she sat with her back upright, hands either side of her hips on
Babalonia CafeBabalonia Cafe
by Avalanche Man ©
Advertised as a complete cornucopia of delight for all the senses, it still took months to be accepted for a reservation. The waivers, disclaimers, and doctors' report that had to accompany each request for a reservation seemed mountainous and over bearing.
Yet, once that magical reservation was obtained, there was never any doubt or change of plans, as it must be experienced and enjoyed to the fullest.
Despite any date that was on the actual real reservation, it was a rare item to be shown off to friends, coworkers, and even strangers. The "OOOH" and "AHHHs" were almost worth the $250 dollars that had to be prepaid for each person on the reservation.
Though several would claim to have gotten a reservation frequently, everyone knew better and secretly held the belief that this was a once in a lifetime occasion.
A strange and unexpected off shoot from this were the much advertised specials at salons, spas, and even gyms to prepare one'
Im Differentin a crazy world
im surrounded by people
nameless faces
with nowhere to go
on an endless rollercoaster
called life
they scurry by
with no meaning or purpose
unforgiving and relentless
i march on
still surrounded by the nameless
hardening my heart
as im pushed and shoved
and told what to do
i run
trying to break free
running from conformity
where so many now reside
im unconventional
they all say
but i ride my own rollercoaster
and march to my own tune
i sing my own song
and im free
What Many Men Don't SeeMen don't see the things that women do to capture their attention or gain their approval. If thoughts and the inner dialogue of 82% of men had a voice, i'm sure it would be in monotone. Something as short and simple being spoken as: "You've put on a few pounds" creates madness and an obsession is given birth.
For those 6 words spoken, much pain is adopted and actually welcomed by her just to have him take those words back. She decides to up her sit up count by 100, run two extra miles per day, deprive her body of the nutrients needed to be healthy, her stomach is in a constant state of "eating her backbone", the smell of food makes her mouth water and she starves. The scale is her Goddess that she worships and obeys, a measuring tape that was once used to measure her childrens' height, now measures her worth as she obsessively pinches it around her waist every morning as she logs her progress. She cries when he doesn't notice....when he isn't looking and as her pant size shrinks, s
Playing On FubarSo I have had this account for some time now and have not really done anything with it. Added some music today. Will try to do more later. I was hoping to put a shout out to some of you I don't really know. It has been nice chatting with some of you, however briefly. There are some serious nice people on here.
Some serious pervs too. Not that this is always a bad thing. They can be entertaining.
Anyway, hello to everyone!
Hope life is treating you well, and if not, let me know. I will send you some kisses!
Rebecca
ShrinkingAs many of you know I had lap band surgery back at the beginning of July. Well, I had my second fill today and I have lost another 8 1/2 pounds. Yay me.
No Forgivenessso i just been thinking i dont know how to forgive not my self and not others
if u hurt me i will always rememember it and a lil bit of that amazing person u once were is gone
if i hurt me a lil bit of my self washes away with the pain ... i fuck my self really bad i am right now as i write
i pusnishing myuself rally in the worst ways i can and i dont know how to stop i wont even talk to ppl or take help or help my self
i letting my self drown and i hate it
i wont forgive my self i wont show mercy to my self i fuck my self for doign the wrong thing once
and i love my slf each time i ruin things and sabiage things till there no longer possible
sometiems i can over come this and fix it but i not even letting my self fix things
Final MomentsToday I went to my call center job for the last time.
I turned in my headset, filled out a form explaining why I was leaving and did a post-employment interview with the heads of HR and my department.
I told the heads of HR and my department that I was tired of other breaking the rules and not getting punished. I needed new challenges that they could not provide me, and that I felt I wasn't being listened to when I volunteered for further training and other shifts.
Tomorrow I am off to get my sales job.
Not A Happy Camper!!!!Most of you know that when you fan some one, add them to your friends list and start rating their pictres, you would think they would return the favor. Well, this is not true. Not too sure how many fans and friends I have but I am sure that not all of them have rated my pics on here. All I am saying is that if I put forth the effort to rate tons of pics, they should return the effort. All I can say is have fun and be nice to all and they will do the same to you!! I just had to get this off my chest!!
Its Meits so weird not being called by a name that i hve has since i meet some one it hurts almost like they still havent really forgiven me i just want to cry thinking about it matter of fact i am i dont like it and want things to go back pple make mistakes i just wish there was some thing i could do any thing to fix it any thing!!!!!!!!!!
Written By A ManIF A MAN WANTS YOU
If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away.
If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay.
Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior.
Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache.
Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be.
Slower is better.
Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy.
If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve
then heck no, you can't 'be friends.' A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend.
Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is.
Don't stay because you think 'it will get better.' You'll be mad at yourself
a year later for staying when things are not better.
The only person you can control in a relationship is you.
Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women.
He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant,
Why w
Reflectionat the edge of the water
i stare at my reflection
is this who i am supposed to be
i cant recognise myself anymore
i know who i was
and wanted to be
but am now just a shell of that person
i throw a stone into the water
the water ripples and churns
as my life has rippled and churned
i long for the day when the ripples of my life dissapear
and the calmness returns
longing for my soul to heal
so i can once again
be the person i wanted to be
and not the person i am...
ApplicationYour Name:
Age:
Favorite position:
1. Do you think I'm cute?.
2. Would you have sex with me?
3. lights on or off?
4. Would you have to be drunk?
5.Would you take a shower with me?
6.Have you ever thought about having sex with me?
7.Would you leave after or stay the night?
8.Do you like cuddling afterwards?
9.Condom or skin?
10. Have sex on the first date?
11.Would you kiss me during sex?
12.Do you think I would be good in bed?
13. Would you use me as a booty call?
14.Can I use you as a booty call?
15.Can we take pictures of the act?
16.How long would we have sex?
17.Would you tell your friends about me?
18.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend?
19.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?
Kidrock FansKidRock will be on the David Letterman show tonite
Dear Father..Dear Father,
You're breaking my heart. I wish I could hold my breath long enough to feel my world float away. I hate what you have done and what you have become once again. I hate how I am brought right back to my childhood, but this time there is no where to run. Mom just can't take us away again. I'm old enough now to know what I have to do, but I can't. There is no where to go. I am locked within this prision. I'm tied of crying, and I'm tired of feeling as though I can not breathe. If what you are doing is more important than us than I choose to become extinct from your life. Last night I layed in bed wishing you would die, and today I hold those words with stone. Next time you bring that pipe to your face I hope you choke, and I hope you can't breath, and as you can't breath I hope you see us, and I hope you realize what you have done. I hope you look back and realize how much of a man you are not. It's pretty sad when I have to play mother to my brother because I know he's jus
I Need To Get LaidI am lonely and looking for a special friend...I need to get fucked so bad and so hard. I hate this...I wish someone could help me out.
The Best Living WillI, Niki, being of sound mind and body, do not wish to be kept alive indefinitely by artificial means. Under no circumstances should my fate be put in the hands of pinhead politicians who couldn't pass ninth-grade biology if their lives depended on it, or lawyers / doctors interested in simply running up the bills. If a reasonable amount of time passes and I fail to ask for at least one of the following:
Glass of wine
chocolate
Margarita
Martini straight up
Cold Beer
scotch on the rocks
Chicken fried steak
cream gravy
chocolate
Mexican food
chocolate
French fries
chocolate
Pizza
chocolate
ice cream
cup of coffee
Chocolate
Chocolate
Chocolate
It should be presumed that I won't ever get better. When such a determination is reached, I hereby instruct my appointed person and attending physicians to pull the plug, reel in the tubes, and call it a day!
The Color Of Your EyesBlack Eyes
People with black eyes spend the shortest time in relationships except for the one with their current addiction. They are leg humping friendly to borderline sleazy. They always fall in love with anything that has two legs, a pulse and a wet spot. They are great kissers----until they vomit all over you. They are very easy to please unless they haven't had their latest fix of alcohol, meth, cocaine, or prescription medicine. If you repost this and you have black eyes you will either O.D., spend the night in jail, or wake up next to some skank you've never seen before within the next 2 days.
Blue Eyes
People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. They are kind, pretty or handsome,very good kissers and are really hot. They always fall in love with their closest friends and never understand why. They are very funny, outgoing and don't care what people think or say. They are very satisfying and love to please. Are straight up WARRIORS when necessary. if you mes
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1. Do you think I'm cute?.
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3. lights on or off?
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5.Would you take a shower with me?
6.Have you ever thought about having sex with me?
7.Would you leave after or stay the night?
8.Do you like cuddling afterwards?
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12.Do you think I would be good in bed?
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Kitten Pleases Her MasterShe sat in the middle of the floor, her hands crossed gently behind her back and sitting on her feet. Her neck was held up straight, but her eyes were settled on the floor as she sat quietly and waited patiently for the one she has been yearning for. She didn't hear him open the door and when he spoke it startled her.
"Hello little one." he spoke softly, but his voice held the dominance she so desired. He gave one tap to her shoulder and she knew exactly what to do. She stood up slowly and gracefully, never taking her eyes off the floor. Her hands remained crossed behind her, and she waited for her inspection. He walked around her very slowly, looking up and down the body that he now owned and controlled. His most valued property
"Hello Master" her voice hardly a whisper. He quickly grabbed her chin and lifted her head, making sure that she was looking into his eyes. Of course she was though, his gaze was always unbreakable and she had never dared to look away.
"Little one, di
When Oj DiesOne day in the future, OJ Simpson has a heart-attack and dies.
He immediately goes to hell, where the devil is waiting for him.
"I don't know what to do here," says the devil. "You are on my list,
but I have no room for you. You definitely have to stay here, so I'll
tell you what I'm going to do. I've got a couple of folks here who
weren't quite as bad as you. I'll let one of them go, but you have to
take their place. I'll even let YOU decide who leaves."
OJ thought that sounded pretty good, so the devil opened the door to
the first room.
In it was Ted Kennedy and a large pool of water. Ted kept diving in,
and surfacing, empty handed. Over, and over, and over he dove in and
surfaced with nothing. Such was his fate in hell.
"No," OJ said. "I don't think so. I'm not a good swimmer, and I don't
think I could do that all day long."
The devil led him to the door of the next room.
In it was Al Gore with a sledgehammer and a room full
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" BREASTED AMERICAN."
2. She is not "EASY" - She is
"HORIZONTALLY ACCESSIBLE."
3. She is not a "DUMB BLONDE" - She is a
"LIGHT-HAIRED DETOUR OFF THE INFORMATION SUPERHIGHWAY."
4. She has not "BEEN AROUND" - She is a
"PREVIOUSLY-ENJOYED COMPANION."
5. She does not "NAG" you - She becomes
"VERBALLY REPETITIVE."
6. She is not a "TWO-BIT HOOKER" - She is a
"LOW COST PROVIDER."
HOW TO SPEAK ABOUT MEN AND BE POLITICALLY CORRECT:
1. He does not have a "BEER GUT" - He has developed a "LIQUID GRAIN STORAGE FACILITY."
2. He is not a "BAD DANCER" - He is
" OVERLY CAUCASIAN."
3. He does not "GET LOST
What Kind Of Angel Are You?(anime Pics!)post date: 2007-06-21 07:03:38
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InformationIm going to be submitting at least 1 of my poems to my campus for a contest/ publishing thingy! (gotta love it when I write retardedly and say I want to be published at the same time!)
So go to this link! And leave a comment on the poem you liked the best. Because I honestly CANT choose which one to send! You can comment without joining the site! just do it anonymously, you can tell me who you are within the comment if you wish to... but you dont have to if you dont want to! PLEASE HELP!
http://myndalynn.blogspot.com/
You may have to copy and paste!
Thanx a Million!
OH and yes the picture is of me! I was 3 years old!
HmmmmHow do you get someone out of your head? This bites
Samhain PoemSamhain Poem
By Deborah Hollins
As the sun God descends his throne
gives reign over to the crone
I pray thee sorrow take your leave
from mine house and me.
Lord Donn I beseech you
grant passage to your hall
the dead spirit's I sustain
grant passage to them all...
All within the good earth sleeps
and gentle Mother does retreat
to her chamber in the mound
to rest with the Maiden soft and sound.
Queen of Spirits I do seek
a pathway to your Cauldron
of Rebirth. I beckon thee
choose me when all is done...
The veils between the worlds are thin.
Hearken to the whispering din
of honored Ancestors and the Sidhe,
who bless us with their memory.
Ancient heroes of mine folk
the way is clear to mine door.
Enter and impart to me
your wisdom, I implore...
Let the year pass this night
and with the morrow's dawning light
may spirit's both alive and dead
walk in peace in the year ahead.
((The feast for the Dead is soon... I will be doing the Feast this yea
Lol You Guys Are Greathey all,
just wanted to say thanks for the kickass comments in the last blogs i posted, there's some real jackasses around and i'm glad i'm not the only one that's sick of them :)
i've already blocked someone for the reasons in the last blog, and i'm honestly just glad it's only one so far.
most of you are so absolutely awesome and i'm glad i have you guys around as friends for support, even when it's just another blog of me bitching lol
/hugs everyone
i'll work on more pics tonight hopefully, and although i do believe they're still going as family only for tonight, if the rates continue like they did today, i may either unlock it later or take another set for you all
/hugs again
Sin
_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _I say these things because I love you.
I wish only for your eternal happiness.
No matter how my soul aches,
I will always long for you.
Hold my breath,
Lock it in.
Block the voices
The "I love you too."'s and the "No one else will ever replace you."'s
Meanderings About My Folsom Trip(note, this was written while i was on the plane in my of my journals, it was started on Oct.1)
Im on my flight home & I can only think 1 thing: I DIDNT GET ENOUGH DONE!
i WANTED TO GET TO s.c./s.j. ( sANTA cLARA, sAN jOSE)to visit Roz and George some friends of mine when i used to live down there, but that didnt happen due to my time Mgt. Skill's (or lack there of:-I )But, i was also able to meet the owner of the Power Exchange in SF.Michael Powers SEEMS like a pretty down to eart guy with a decent freak (right word?) streak going through him.Mr. Powers is alos running for mayor of SF with the platform of "Powers for the people" his biggest concern is urban growth. from what i have read on the net ( mikepowersformayor.com )"Mike" as he likes to be called, has the distinction of owning and running the only "legal" sex club in Ca. & considering its been in Op. for over 10 years (dont know exactly how long he has had the business, i moved from Ca. in late 97)this is saying so
Remembering...Remember….
One day soon you will remember ….
Maybe walking down the street you will here someone laugh or speak and a face will pop into your head…
You will remember times spent laughing your asses off…
Remember nights sitting on the sidewalk at 3am crying in each other’s arms…
Remember that someone was always there to listen…but never judge…
Remember who actually cared about you….your well being…that you were happy and healthy and smiling…
Remember that that someone tried to help in any way they could…covered your ass when you didn’t have any money…or gas…shared whatever they had for dinner that day and anything else to let you know they cared….
You will remember how their eyes lit up when they saw you and how they looked up at you with adoration and affection…
You will wonder where they are….you will miss them…
But they will be gone….
Love when treated with indifference dies….when taken for granted the giving heart run’s out of reserves…nothing left to
The Big ReleaseI tighten my fist and pump harder
Gritting my teeth
And holding my breath
My form stiffens
The tension makes my whole body rigid
Anticipating
Tightening
Pumping
Arching
A subdued moan
Then exhale
I slow my arm to a rhythmic massage
Then lie still
Heart still staining, thumping
I think of her as i pump
I have her all memorized every curve
Every mouth watering opening she has
Faster .....Faster...thinking of her as
I release all my tension in my body and i smile
Legalize MarijuanaWork like you don't need the money
Love like you've never been hurt
Dance like nobody's watching
Sing like nobody's listening
Live like it's Heaven on Earth
Jeg Elskir Du Tygg Leketey!Mood: depressed, sick, itchy and tired
Location: Aunt Sharon's In pawtucket
Listening to: My mom, aunt sharon, and wally play cribbage
Status: clothed, scrubs from work on bottom, and grey T-shirt
Title: events of the weekend + more... ;)
Dear Journal,
I miss belial, my tygg leketey! its norwegian for something. Figure it out! lol
Weekend was interesting.
-Thursday: Worked from 630 am to 230 pm. then took bus to mandy and heather's. Kittie was there. :) took 1/2 naked porno like pics for fun lol Kittie was director and producer, as well as photographer. As well as Noel.
-Friday: Talked to belial for the 1st time since he went to iraq.
LifeHave you ever noticed just as we think that our life has come to a halt then something new comes along and shoves a new perspective in to your very sight. It is like there are so many curves and different ways in which to go so we can grow just the way were intended to grow.
It could be just a person we meet or an animal anything could happen and in that split second in which it occurs we have a life changing event that brings us one step closer to where we need to be.
Maybe you could think of some thing someone who has show you the curve in your path and share it with me or just remember to your self if you prefer to not share your moment. I would love to hear about what you have experienced. Thanks
Closing My AccountI am going to be closing my account. I can't keep up with it any longer. I can't tell who are friends and who are in it just for the ratings. I will miss many of you.
Most Current Lie Is...Yesterday after a deliciously prepared meal(by me of course) of butterfly pork chops, BKS says her and M are going for a ride. Gee, I've heard this before. So I kicked back and watched some TV till I was ready for bed. Still no BKS. I left the lights on and went to sleep.
This morning still no BKS. I notice her toothbrush is gone. Some "ride" if you have to take a toothbrush.
Anyway the pieces are starting to fit together now. Our entire marriage has been one lie after another. She has pissed away tons of money playing both sides of the coin. All the while blaming me for not making enough money. It would be impossible to make enough money doing things the way she does.
I probably sound deranged and delusional. I don't have any hard evidence. Just 28 plus years of deceit and excuses.
Things On My MindAlright so i've been staying pretty busy w/ work and my daughter. Although the one bad thing aobut work is i have time to think and ponder things that I shouldn't. So since the end of my last relationship I have relized many things that maybe i wouldn't have for a bit. I have more self confendience then I was having. The great rp had knocked me down so far that i felt i was worth nothing. I relized that he mad me feel so little and really he was the one that didn't deserve me. Someone told me the other day that i was unaproachable which floored me. I've never thought of myself as that and I never want want anyone to think it ever again. I am working on some things with myself. I know I need to change back to my old ways the real me. I am a very blunt honest person and that's what's back. I dunno I guess just a lot is going on and i needed to vent a bit sorry.....
AngelAngel
Spend all your time waiting
for that second chance
For the break that will make it OK
There´s always some reason
to feel not good enough
And it´s hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction
or a beautiful release
Memories seep from my veins
Let me be empty
and weightless and maybe
I´ll find some peace tonight
In the arms of the Angel
far away from here
From this dark, cold hotel room,
and the endlessness that you feel
You are pulled from the wreckage
of your silent reverie
You´re in the arms of the Angel;
may you find
some comfort here
So tired of the straight line,
and everywhere you turn
There´s vultures and thieves at your back
The storm keeps on twisting,
you keep on building the lies
That make up for all that you lack
It don´t make no difference,
escape one last time
It´s easier to believe
In this sweet madness,
oh this glorious sadness
That brings me to my knees
In the arms of the Angel
far away from h
ClingyThis is for the ladies, I want to know what U think is clingy. I've asked my female friends and all I can get is the obvious answer of alwyas hovering around and never letting the girl go and have time for herself.
Then I asked a few questions like is txting a message every day to a girl clingy? Nothing over the top, just a hey babe how was your day? I've heard yes and no. My friends can't reach a concensus so I thought I'd ask if this is clingy or not?
I also wanted to know if calling 2 or 3 times a week was clingly. Again I got a mixed response. I know there are variables like how often U see her ect so it's not clear cut, but in general what are your thoughts?
How Good Is This?A good friend of mine said to me today
" you are beautiful outside and in, amazingly beautiful, smart and funny ( and naughty when you need to be ;) )... what else could anyone need to see you as sexy?"
It doesn't get much better than this.
Own HandsHer own hands run their course
Gentle caresses turn into hard rubs
Soft gropes turn into rushed grabs
Steady breathing turns into light pants
But no sounds escape her mouth
Warm body aches for more
Odd feeling coursing through self
A case of mild light headedness
Bittersweet tasteless and satisfying
Need A Dj$jayWHAT UP ALL MY COOL IN SWEET LADIE INTOUCHJAM'S WOOD LIKE YOUR SUPPORT IAM IN THE DALLAS AREA IF YOU NEED A DJ. HIT ME ON MYSPACE.COM/JAYONTHEONESINTWOS OR JAY7779311@YAHOO.OCM THANK YOU
I Hate The Word Love...I thought I was in love...Well once agan im wrong. I never want to hear the word love agan. Im just going to give up. Couse once agan in the end im alone..
13,400 To LevelShow her some love..Thanks for helping
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BackboneA few of U know this already, but a few days ago an ex gf of mine wanted to get back together with me. We tried twice and failed so I knew the answer was hell no.
Still I was curious why she broke up with me in the first place, so I asked her. She told me I was too clingy. I wouldn't hear from her for 2 and 3 weeks at a time so I got concerned.
This of course pissed me off and I told her sorry I gave a rats ass about U. She then tried to blow me off saying whatever and still pissed I said that her ass wasn't good enough for me and that I could easily do way better.
It felt really damn good because when we broke up, both times I acted weak and said let's be friends and all that bs. IDK but when she put it all on me for our relationship failing when she was always blowing me off for her buddies I got pissed and let her know how I felt.
I Wanna Fuck You Like I'm Never Gonna See You Again!What can I say? I'm not an angel, and I don't pretend to be.
I love to have fun, and I love to fuck. Simple shit to say, but not so simple to get across!
I'm not looking to fuck your mind up...I just want things to be clear. Nothing magical about that!
If you don't like that, you can suck my fuckin' nuts!!!...beeyotch!
Give it up!
I Need A Good DrawerI need someone that can help me draw my next tat...I have pics of the basic idea I want...so anyone willing to help me out...=D
Me In Generalwoke up around 6am and my chest was hurtin some i had thought and still think from coughing and stuff almost chokin on phlegm last night round 3 am (actually this morning), i took my meds last night on time and everything and today as well.
pain has subsided but in case it decides to come back i will have to call 911 and have the parameds
check me out on ekg. zNow i hate when i cough and nearly choke at night and try to get my rest and i hurt afterwards..thats what i hate..plus it kills my action time (my fun) like goin out and bein active. i dont wanna sit and grow mold under my arse till ireach 90..but it seems i get pushed in that direction, well sorry i cant do it i promisede all iwould be as active as i can get. am 55 years YOUNG!
so there! lol
Ted
Erotic Thoughts Of YouI’ve been thinking all day of nothing else but you,
Thinking of the love that is shared between us two.
Dreaming of the moments we will be together tonight,
Sharing a passion that can be nothing but right.
Come walk with me now alone on the beach,
I need you tonight, just within my reach.
My body yearns for your gentle touch,
My lips want to please you so very much.
I can’t wait to feel your hands in mine,
To imagine your lips on my own, so divine.
I’d love it if you took your tongue for a walk
Cause you won’t need it tonight to talk.
Let’s make love under the pale moonlight,
Then relax in each other’s arms under stars so bright.
Show me just what I mean to you, my sweet,
And I will do the same when on this beach we meet.
Pure Gold :)Goodbye rapid breath,
sweating bodies with sensations
so sweet. Farewell to pounding hearts
and silent moans.
Why did you leave me? I long for your
reappearance. So long, my love,
my sweet melody.
You caused me to move in ways
I didn’t think possible. You once
consumed my body.
I am always reminded of
your magical powers.
For those moments when you
were expected but never appeared,
I apologize to you, but I blame it on him.
I didn’t give up. I wanted you with me.
I wouldn’t settle for silver, I needed the gold.
So, I brought you back to life myself.
You took away my thoughts,
my worries with only you
to gaze at.
Those few seconds of perfect bliss.
He thinks I am here for him,
But I am in love with you.
Your parting is painful, but it is certain
you will soon return.
Goodbye, my friend, my companion, my guide.
Until we meet again.
So long, my precious
Jesus Said...10/8/2007
Dear Readers:
Chicago and Phoenix marathons were canceled because of the heat!
Just a little reminder that the "Super Nova window is now in full action
and as always efforts, time, money and even a life was taken in the name of
lack of knowledge. The definition of taking part of a Marathon is to run and
Mercury retrograde will make sure you DON'T. Mercury is called in Greek
Mythology "The God Of The Sky" and is represented by a God wearing wings
on his feet. This "God" is in charge of transportation, communication
languages, writing etc. Thus when the announcement to cancel the Marathon
was made on TV, I could see the despair experienced by the people in charge
talking about all the time, money and volunteers efforts totally wasted
because their lack of Cosmic Consciousness and respect of the Universal
Code. Now when I say you are a much more smarter than 99% of the rest of
this world I do not exaggerate anything. Of course those born w
A Soldiers Prayer - Mary RogersA SOLDIER'S PRAYER
Written by his sister Mary Rogers In loving memory of my brother, Lance Corporal Jerry E .Metcalf who was killed in a rice paddy in Vietnam on June 15,1967. Time has not erased the emptiness.
As the soldier looked down from the heavens above
down on the earth and the land that he loved
He saw its beautiful mountains, its rivers and streams
the land of opportunity, of freedom and dreams
Then he looked down at the red, white, and blue
The flag he defended, being burned by a few
His heart began aching; his eyes filled with tears
Dear God, Tell me the reason for the flames and the sneers?
What has happened to my people, where is their pride?
Have they forgotten we carried that flag as we died?
That flag was our symbol of a land free and true
For hundreds of years it has carried us through
If there ever was anything for which this country stood
It was the flag that told others our land was free and good
Have you forgotten my
WeeeeeeeeeeeeeHi there loves!! Gosh have missed you all soooo much! Gahhh having computer probs again. I dont know what it is but I'm always fracken them up. I had my hubbies laptop..but I think I fryed it.. how sad is that. So my desktop is being looked at so hopefully it is fixable! Sooo miss being on here!
Just wanted to let you know what was up so you didnt think I was ignoring you or something.
I mostly been chillin, haven't done much. The babysitting job doesn't look like it will work out.. sooo hmm I guess I will have to look for something else.
Weeeeeeeee been on halo 3 alot hehe. Been having loads of fun online. If you would like to to play double team, or slayer or something hit me up!
Drama!!!Okay people.... I DON'T DO DRAMA!!! Now because of some dumn shit that has no life I am now in the middle of it!!! Really the only thing you have in this world is your name so here is my blog to clear my name.
STUPID FUCKING PEOPLE!!!
I don't disrespect people and I have NEVER treated a woman badly on this site... If I have, comment on this blog and we will make sure we clear the misunderstood! REALLY, I was brought up to respect woman, so this is why Im so frustrated.
So here is the story.... I was told by a family member that my name was mentioned in someone elses business. She wrote a blog about it. Here it is http://fubar.com/blog/137392/558166
Anyways, some guy was checking out my profile a little to much about a month ago, I thought nothing of it but all the sudden he kept checking me out... so I go to his profile and all my family are in his family... All the sudden Im on a friends profile and this person has visited them.... I send this guy a message an
Do You Get To Know A Person Totally ; Body And Soul?What I mean is to really know a person is to not just see what is on the out side; But to come to know them with in their heart / soul as GOd does. Do you give them a chnce ,so you will really know the total person??
Try this you,d be
supprised , so many have not known the real me and have left or turned -away , some friends say ,that,s their ;loss dont worry about it >.I dont .
But ,Im just stating this fact. So you as people dont make the mistake of not getting to know,
a really great person or friend or love .. I guess im saying ;
You cant judge a book by its cover.
Dont lose or pass up a great oppertunity here ; To really know the good and bad in all people. Hugs have a great week and God bless all. Diana
SaturdaySaturday night, I went out to a movie w/ a guy and his friend that I met on yahoo. Both were great guys. Eric(the guy not his friend) flirted with me all night. After we saw the movie, we dropped his friend off and went to get a couple of drinks. We really connected. Talked about everything. On the drive back to his place, he held my hand and kept kissing it. I thought it was very adorable and sweet.Then we went up to his apartment, I was going to stay over since I had been drinking, and I won't drive after even 1. Anyways, we were just laying in his bed snuggling, and he kept telling me how glad he was that we met and what a great time he had. And even told me he was happy to have me in his life. I took these as good signs that he's really interested in me. And even the next day he was telling me he couldn't wait to see me again, and that he was so glad we met. But someone I was telling about my story got me worried and made me doubt everything. Now I'm all worried he wasn't being sin
Finally Set A Wedding Date!We have finally set the date for our wedding and that date will be 4-25-09 that we will engage in the commecment of Marriage and I will be the Mrs. Sabrina Zinni:D
My AccidentMAYBE SOMEONE CAN HELP ME? I WAS IN A CAR ACCIDENT ABOUT A WEEK AND A HALF AGO. AND SINCE THEN I TELL PPL THINGS AND LIKE LATER ON I DON'T REMEMBER TELLING THEM ANYTHING. ITS WEIRD AND I DON'T KNOW WHY I DO IT. BUT I THINK THE TOP OF MY HEAD HIT SOMETHING BUT I'M NOT SURE. NOT ONLY THAT BUT MY LEFT ARM GOES NUMB ONCE AND A WHILE. DOES ANYONE OUT THERE GOT ANY ADVICE ON ANY OF THIS?
Help Me Levelup PleaseI was just wondering if anyone would be willing to help me level up again cause i am having a hard time doing it. I need over 10,000 last time i checked. All help will be appreciated. I will return the favor for those who help. THANKS TO ALL.
I'm Dying Inside.So I've been single for yet another year.
But I guess I've always been single. So it's nothing new.
Everyone knows I've pretty much always been single, eh ?
And I used to kinda like it.
Freedom to do what I want.
Nothing holding me back, but me.
Just be me.
But my mom's been out of town for a few days now.
And I really have nothing to do except pretty much sit here.
So I'd say I've had a lot of time to think.
Kickin back and chillin pretty much.
Alone.
Cooking dinner and eating.
Alone.
Watchin TV on the bigass couch.
Alone.
Watchin movies in bed when I lay down to sleep.
Alone.
Doing everything.
Alone.
I think it's finally starting to get to me.
I don't know why.
I think it's just 'everything.'
I mean there's a lot of people I like, but I'm too shy to do or say anything.
And even if I did, most of them have somebody.
Everyone has 'somebody.'
I wish I did.
Just someone to talk to.
And someone to listen to.
Someone to hold, that will hold me right back.
Poets LoveYou asked how poets make love with words
I decided to show you not by mouth or curves
Tonight I'll write my poetry across the canvas
Of your body, my willing blinded accomplice
Expressing my innermost secret desires
Planning every word's placement my pen attires
Your angled and plane aroused contour
With pleasure filled fantasies writing on your
Honeyed skin; tastes of budding succulence
Building from the ladder of your emergence
From dreamlike slumber to writing climax
Orgasmic words are the finest aphrodisiacs
So when you feel my pen lift up
I'll mount you Lover while I sensuously touch
And moan each tattooed word in your ear
Till you can't breathe and can't conjure
More passionate love than a poet's words
The Waiting Game!The Waiting Game
In the crowd of people , I see your face and eyes and drown
I blink - you are gone
How to find you again? I pray you saw me too
I sit and wait not wanting to blink in case you may appear
As time goes by , I start to feel that you may never appear again
That man with the beautiful eyes and a hint of a smile
Not blinking I stare into the crowd , hoping to get a glimpse your face
I ponder should I start running through the crowd , trying to find you
I hesitate - If I move I may lose you forever
I sit and wait not wanting to blink in case you may appear
Will it happen? Will you find me? Did you feel what I felt when I looked into your eyes for that fleeting moment?
Do you know what fires you started within me?
I sit and wait not wanting to blink in case you may appear
6:30 PM 10/8/2007
Rose Sandoval
Our Night Together!Our Night Together
We looked at each other and knew, this would be our night together.
We walked to each other and as I looked up into your eyes, I could see the lust in yours.
Our bodies meet, your hard beautiful body against my tender soft body.
As your hands slid up my body, I tensed in anticipation - only to have them rest on either side of my face.
I feel your strong hands on my face and turn up to look into your eyes.
As you lean over to plant tender kisses on my forehead, eyes, cheeks, nose and lastly my lips,
My body tenses and I lean against you.
I start to slide my hands across your back and fill your hardness up against my body.
My tongue flickers and slowly slides into your mouth..I hear you moan...I feel your tongue with mine.
My body shivers, I play with your tongue and taste your sweetness.
Your body starts to tense against mine and you can feel my soft mound against your hardness.
We slide to the ground, still kissing and holding each other.
I lay back bri
Full Moon Sends More Dogs And Cats To Emergency RoomInjuries and illness among dogs and cats seems to be higher during full moon than at other times of the month, a new study finds. But researchers don't know why.
The study, reported in the July 15 issue of the Journal of the American Veterinary Medical Association, finds emergency room visits for these pets increases during or near the full moon. In studying 11,940 cases at the Colorado State University Veterinary Medical Center, the researchers found the risk of emergency room visits to be 23 percent higher for cats and 28 percent higher for dogs on days surrounding full moons.
The types of emergencies ranged from cardiac arrest to trauma.
"If you talk to any person, from kennel help, nurse, front-desk person to doctor, you frequently hear the comment on a busy night, 'Gee is it a full moon?'" said study leader Raegan Wells of the university's College of Veterinary Medicine and Biomedical Sciences. "There is the belief that things are busier on full-moon nights."
Belief does n
Leaving Fubar Read If You Care!So yeah im getting off of this site, but if you still care to talk to me here is my messenger..
YIM: jinxie_pink_checkerz
i have msn and aim but i only really give out yahoo.. so message me ONHERE first telling me u will message me on there....
i will be deleting this next week!
Oh How GreatAs my heart beats faster
As the heat grows thicker
I feel more and more desire
As my adrenaline flows threw my veins
As my fluids wets my inner thighs
I feel more and more excitement
As you caress my breast
As you kiss me on the belly
working your way down
I feel more and more lust
As you lick it up and down
As you push it in and out
The more I yell for more
No i fuckin beg for more
The more you do it the more I feel it
tinkling up my bloodstream
These feelings all at once
waiting to get out............
Oh how great this feels
Me Todayto day is tanks giving in canada .. soo00 yea everthing is good to was my frist day off form school and work .. it was good ... i went and made some money on the side and shit .. kool hoping to get some sleep before school tomrrow then i going shoping YAHOOO!!!x0x0x
This Is More Like Me...People have come from all walks of life, its nice meeting new people from all around the world. I myself, enjoy that. Just adults talking and whatever, until recently, i have found that a few are fake. I have dealt with it and basically said, FUCK THEM! If you have a problem with me they should have came to me and talked to me, but instead gave the silent treatment, yeahi got the hint, fuck off, so in return I say! No Loss No Gain! Im not a drama queen, nor do I like to start drama, as some may think. Im not out to hurt anyone, but i would hope that if a problem occurs they can bring it to my attention instead of silencing it. That only makes it worse and people end up hurt in the end. Im straight up and honest with people, and expect that in return, is that to much to ask? I didnt think so! I mean what I say and say what I mean. so in all Im here to tell you all that im not trying to start drama nor do i want involved in it. if you think that then you dont know me at all. so to those
The Flames That CondemnThe Flames That Condemn
Set to drift amidst the broken dreams
of countless lost souls without hope.
Their tear drops soak the peeling walls,
leaking scars across the still wet paint.
Screams smothered by the thread that
holds their lips together for eternity.
Dying dreams of smiles and rainbows,
destroyed by the loss of hope for more.
Promises of a lost childhood spill through
the lips of the deceitful and cloud the minds.
Instantly breaking the hearts of the waiting,
holding onto their hopes by a single string.
Taunting the corrupted souls of the weak,
clawing at the lost and broken hearted.
Letting go of that last hope as they burst
into the flames of hell that condemn them.
Trapped forever between the worlds of
temptation and corruption, what's left?
Their tears left behind as the only record
of a life that once existed in this place alone.
Binding their arms and tying them to a tree,
lost to their eyes, sacrificing the unwan
Rip Out The Wings Of A Butterfly - Him"Wings Of A Butterfly"
Heaven ablaze in our eyes
We're standing still in time
The blood on our hands is the wine
We offer as sacrifice
[Chorus]
Come on, and show them your love
Rip out the wings of a butterfly
For your soul, my love
Rip out the wings of a butterfly
For your soul
This endless mercy mile
We're crawling side by side
With hell freezing over in our eyes
Gods kneel before our crime
[Chorus]
Come on lets show, them your love
Rip out the wings of a butterfly
For your soul, my love
Rip out the wings of a butterfly
For your soul
(Rip out the wings of a butterfly)
Don’t let go
(Rip out the wings of a butterfly)
For your soul
[Chorus]
Come on, and show them your love
Rip out the wings of a butterfly
For your soul, my love
Rip out the wings of a butterfly
For your soul
(Rip out the wings of a butterfly)
Don’t let go
(Rip out the wings of a butterfly) [x2]
For your soul
Male Blonde Joke!!!The Very First Ever Blond GUY Joke ...
And Well Worth the Wait!
An Irishman, a Mexican and a Blond
Guy were doing construction work
on scaffolding on the 20th floor of a
building.
They were eating lunch and the
Irishman said, "Corned beef and
cabbage! If I get corned beef and cabbage one more
time for lunch, I'm going to
jump off this building."The Mexican opened his lunch box and
exclaimed,"Burritos again! If I get
burritos one more time I'm going to
jump off, too."
The blond opened his lunch and said,
"Bologna again! If I get a
bologna sandwich one more time, I'm jumping,
too."
The next day, the Irishman opened his
lunch box, saw corned beef and
cabbage, and jumped to his death.
The Mexican opened his lunch, saw a
burrito, and jumped,too.
The blond guy opened his lunch, saw
the bologna and jumped to his
death as well.
At the funeral, the Irishman's wife
was weeping. She
said, "If I'd known how
really tired he was of corned beef
and cabbage,
New Portal For Harley RadioYOU NOT I THINK I HAVE ONE OF THE BEST RADIO STATIONS ON THE INTERNET
HARLEY
RADIOS NEW PORTAL
I NEED MORE PEOPLE TO STOP IN
To PeopleI want to spend time with my family members specially my mom but she dont want to spend no time with me cause i guess she dont want too or what i wish i knew but you know what ill be ok with or without her. She was there when i was growing up but she has her days ill guess ill let it slide but its gonna kick her in the ass when i do shit on my own. she might relieze i dont need her as much as i need i am a strong person and i can do it on my own.
Supporters Fear Ed Brown Is Being TorturedSupporters Fear Ed Brown Is Being Tortured
----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------
From: Paul Joseph Watson
Date: 08 Oct 2007, 11:08
Supporters Fear Ed Brown Is Being Tortured Federal officials have refused to divulge the location of tax protester Ed Brown who was arrested on Friday, prompting many of his supporters to fear that Brown has been disappeared into a black hole and is being mistreated or even tortured. http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/october2007/081007_fear_torture.htm
Lmao I Really Do!I am just going to write about a bulletin I just saw that said "We Got Class" It kind of struck me as funny.. I think I have class...Just cause I am not afraid to show my shit, and am proud of what I have for my age...LOL SO there..I do have class...just a different way of showing it..LOL One other thing..it should read "We Have Class" LMAO My input for the day...:)
Hugs and kisses!
Sweet ReleaseBeautiful golden circlets
Falling around my pillow
Wrapped between your fingers
Mimic my soft silken legs
Wrapped around your waist
I can only feel the slight
Differences between us
as we melt and become one
Again and once again
My senses heightened, I am you...
A moment in time
where there is nothing
save for you and I
the heat and the passion
the approach of the separation
The world, nay the universe
has trapped itself inside of me
and the building of my implosion
threatens closer, ever closer
as you pull my head back and thrust
and thrust harder each time
My slayer, my tormentor
bringing me sweet absolution
every stroke, every thrust
bringing me closer to heaven
Closer to ending my anguish
And as my back arches awaiting
The final blow to bring me to my peace
My nails dig into your back
My teeth into your shoulder
i moan loud i grind into your
thick cock and pump my hips
faster and harder impaled on that wonderful cock
i screammmmmmmmmmmm and shutter
My Friends Are So WonderfulI wanted to come and say thank you so very much to all of my friends and family, here on Fubar. All the love and concern you have shown for me and my family is just so overwhelming to me. I have never felt this much love towards me in my life, and I am just so astonished.
I hope that I told each and every one of you thank you for all the messages and gifts I have recieved ever since I have been on here. If I have not then please forgive me, and that is why I am writing this for you. Each and every one of you will forever have a special place deep in my heart. My life has forever been changed by all of you and I will be a much better person for having met, and gotten to know all of you.
Thank you all, and please know that I have nothing but love for each and everyone of you. I hope you know that I will be here for anyone who needs a friend. If you ever need a shoulder to lean on, or an ear to listen to you, please know that I have both for you. I want to show you all the love that
George Carlin RulesNew Rule: If you ever hope to be a credible adult and want a job that pays better than Minimum wage, then for God's sake don't pierce or tattoo every available piece of flesh. If so, then plan your future around saying, 'Do you want fries with that?'
New Rule: No more gift registries. You know, it used to be just for weddings. Now it's for babies and new homes and graduations from rehab. Picking out the stuff you want and having other people buy it for you isn't gift giving, it's the white people version of looting.
New Rule: Stop giving me that pop-up ad for classmates.com! There's a reason you don't talk to people for 25 years. Because you don't particularly like them! Besides, I already know what the captain of the football team is doing these days --- mowing my lawn.
New Rule: Don't eat anything that's served to you out a window unless you're a seagull. People are acting all shocked that a human finger was found in a bowl of Wendy's chili. Hey, it cost less than a do
Uk Green Lights Iran StrikeUK Green Lights Iran Strike
----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------
From: Paul Joseph Watson
Date: 08 Oct 2007, 11:16
UK Green Lights Iran Strike Reports in the British press this weekend have suggested that Gordon Brown's government has promised to back U.S. led strikes on Iranian military bases but not on the country's nuclear facilities. http://infowars.net/articles/october2007/081007UKIran.htm
For Luck?My contest has been going for almost 24 hours. I've grown lonely in there and reached my daily limit on photo comments. My clicky, scrolly finger is getting sore. :(
Feel free to drop off some luck to me? I could definitely use some. Fairy dust would work too. lol
Anyway, here's a link to my picture. The first to 30K... etc. (You know how it goes!):P
Thanx to those who have and will stop by to leave some luck! It's much appreciated.
And, as always... lovers you all and have a great one filled with :D and love!!!
~Tharna~
Woman GolferA woman was out golfing one day when she hit the ball into the woods
She went into the woods to look for it and found a frog in a trap.
The frog said to her, "If you release me from this trap, I will grant you three wishes."
The woman freed the frog, and the frog said, "Thank you, but I failed to mention that there was a condition to your wishes. Whatever you wish for, your husband will get times ten!"
&nbs p;
The woman said, "That's okay."
For her first wish, she wanted to be the most beautiful woman in the world.
The frog warned her, "You do realize that this wish will also make your husband the most handsome man in the world, an Adonis whom women will flock to."
The woman replied, "That's okay, because I will
Made It To HenchmanWooHoo!! Finally made it to Henchman. I want to thank everyone who has rated my pictures in the last few days..you are great. I want to especially thank the Wicked Storm Crew, You guys all Rock!!
Thanks to all!!
Silverpixi :-)
My LoveI see myself,in the midst of time
In this moment..you once were mine
The soft and gentle touch..of your soul
Deep within..complete and whole
This love you feel.is so true to mine
mmmm.....Comanding and blind.
The purist of this time
This love has no boundries.
Its uncontained
Its all I can do to..just maintain
We are forever bound.to become as one
For what we have..can never be undone
An angel is watching and waiting
All the while anticipateing
You and I ..in his wings at last
Recreating this life of the past
My heart is yours..You know this is true
You see it you know it..you feel it too.
Copyright ©2007
Sex?Crack!
Pull.
Bang!
Boom!
Burn me.
Ahhh!
That’s it.
Yank it.
Hurt me.
Mmmm.
Harder.
Faster.
Rush.
Not fast.
High,
Like a kite,
On top of the mountain.
Frigid airs,
Rising above the white
Cramp like dullness –
Throbbing in your ear.
Taste it.
Rub it.
Touch it.
Ha!
I now know what’s
Going through the cum
Slicked orgy called thoughts.
Uhhh.
Rush.
Peace.
The Dark Haired SailorWith his soft dark eyes and sweet lips, I see his face as he darkens my doorway....
Standing at about 6' tall, this lean gorgeous man comes into my home. He walks over..looks in my eyes and says "Hi Baby..."
His kiss, so soft and deep, I feel every part of my body get warm. The passion released between the two of us starts to unfold...
Stroking my hair he caresses my shoulders, moving down my back and slowly across my chest. His hands move the fabric of my blouse to one side as he kisses me down to my supple breasts. I feel myself get moist with his lips and mouth sucking my nipples...moving his hands down he slides my skirt off feeling my soft skin. Gliding his hands back and forth heslides his singers in my wettest part of my pussy. Rubbing my clit I feel myself cum in his hands. He then lies me on my bed, wet and getting hotter. His face slides down my naked body..sucking and licking me...sucking my clit I feel him lick and suck the sides of my hot wet juicy pussy. He makes me c
PoetryWhere you were,
I did not see you.
So close to me,
but yet so veiled.
Quietly you waited,
upon my invitations;
but still, somehow,
I failed to note
of you, yearning
to be with me,
but finding
just
a void.
So sadly,
you retreated;
bowed, dejected.
Finally when I knew
of you, your devotion,
so foolishly I did feel,
like a simpleton.
For I had looked
so very hard for you,
up/down/everywhere.
but I just did not look
clear, in front of me,
where you were
. . . just there.
We All Need A Laugh LadiesWOMAN'S PERFECT BREAKFAST
She's sitting at the table with her gourmet coffee.
Her son is on the cover of the Wheaties box.
Her daughter is on the cover of Business Week.
Her boyfriend is on the cover of Playgirl.
And her husband is on the back of the milk carton.
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WOMEN'S REVENGE
"Cash, check or charge?" I asked, after folding items the woman wished to purchase.
As she fumbled for her wallet , I noticed a remote control for a television set in her purse.
"So, do you always carry your TV remote?" I asked.
"No," she replied, "but my husband refused to come shopping with me,
and I figured this was the most evil thing I could do to him legally."
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UNDERSTANDING WOMEN
(A MAN'S PERSPECT
Hillary ClintonI just want to get comments on the topic of the canidates for presidency
do you think if hillary clinton became president she should have sex in the oval office from an intern just to get even with bill
Fubar And Its Patronswhy is it that when you enter this FUBAR.. it automatically feels like your free... free to roam and be wild.. say as you please as soon as you please and why do i feel so excited to get on.. its not as if im really drinking... so i know for me its the gifts.. i know it is who dosent like to see someone spent there FUbux on ya... well some may think its lame of me to say this... but.. hey im having fun.. so i have only chatted with a few people and im already hooked my friends are on my family is on and well.... ITS ON !!!!!! take care see ya angie
I Feel Your Pain!I Feel Your Pain
I see you looking at me
I feel your pain...I want to reach out to you
You hold up your hand and turn your back
I feel your pain but, I know that you will be back
I see you at a distance and want to run to you and hold you in my arms
You look my way and shake your head - letting me know that right now is not the time
I feel your pain but, I know that you will be back
I turn to go, I sense that you paused - I look back but, your back is still to me
I feel your pain but, I know that you will be back
I walk away slowly, my heart is heavy because I feel your pain
I think what can I do to bring him out of his shell, bring him into my arms
Patience and Understanding is what comes to mind
We all have our days/nights that we need to wrestle with whatever is inside of us
I feel your pain but, I know that you will be back
This is me by the side, watching over you and making sure that you know I am close.
You are my lover , my friend , my teacher , my man
I am f
Subject: Where Do You Fit In ?Body: Girls want to control the man in their life.
Grown Women know that if he's truly hers, he doesn't need controlling.
Girls check you for not calling them.
Grown Women are too busy to realize you hadn't.
Girls are afraid to be alone.
Grown Women revel in it-using it as a time for personal growth.
Girls ignore the good guys.
Grown Women ignore the bad guys.
Girls make you come home.
Grown Women make you want to come home.
Girls leave their schedule wide-open and wait for a guy to call and make plans.
Grown Women make their own plans and nicely tell the guy to get in where he fits.
Girls worry about not being pretty and/or good enough for their man.
Grown Women know that they are pretty and/or good enough for any man.
Girls try to monopolize all their man's time (i.e., don't want him hanging with his friends).
Grown Women realize that a lil' bit of space makes the 'together time' even more special-and goes to kick it with her own friends.
Girls think a
PrettyPRETTIEST MOM
Once you have been hit, you have to hit 5 pretty Moms.
If you get hit again, You will know you are REALLY pretty!
So hit 5 pretty moms on your friends list to let them know they are pretty!
Before I was a Mom
I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby.
I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous.
I never thought about immunizations.
Before I was a Mom - I had never been puked on.
Pooped on.
Chewed on.
Peed on.
I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts.
I slept all night.
Before I was a Mom
I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests.
Or give shots.
I never looked into teary eyes and cried.
I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin.
I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep.
Before I was a Mom
I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put him
down.
I never felt my heart break into a million pieces whe
Uk Troop Reductions.Shit like this pisses me the fuck right off.
The English News (generally and falsely called the National News) has been bleating on all day long about how the "UK" government are reducing the British troop presence in Afghanistan.
What the fuckers DIDN'T mention is that, whilst a shit load of English soldiers are coming home, there will in fact be an INCREASE in the amount of Scottish Regiment troops serving there. HALF of the Scot's Army will be there, almost 1400 young Scottish men and women. So, from a Scottish point of view, where's the fucking decrease?
And people have actually asked me why I want Scotland to be independent from the UK.
ps. I know that an army of 2,800 may not seem that large, especially to Americans, but Scotland has a larger army than other countries of comparable size and population.
Proof Of What Can Happen If A Wife Or Girlfriend Drags Her Husband Or Boyfriend Along ShoppingProof of what can happen if a wife or girlfriend drags her husband or boyfriend along shopping
This letter was recently sent by Tesco's Head Office to a customer in Oxford: allegedly!
Dear Mrs. Murray,
While we thank you for your valued custom and use of the Tesco Loyalty Card, the Manager of our store in Banbury is considering banning you and your family from shopping with us, unless your husband stops his antics.
Below is a list of offences over the past few months all verified by our surveillance cameras:
1. June 15: Took 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them in people's trolleys when they weren't looking.
2. July 2: Set all the alarm clocks in>Housewares to go off at 5-minute intervals.
3. July 7: Made a trail of tomato juice on the floor leading to feminine products aisle.
4. July19:Walked up to an employee and told her in an official tone, "Code 3" in housewares..... and watched what happened.
5. August 14: Moved a 'CAUTION - WET FLOOR' si
Time To VentJust wanted to say thanks to everyone on here who actually talk to me about things other than SEX!!! Life is not all about sex with me! It's all about my new addition!!!!
However, I use yahoo to chat with people about anything they'd like!!! If I'm on yahoo, than the convo is open to ANYTHING you'd like to talk about!!!!!! I do have a cam and yes I do like to be on cam for guys... don't be shy... just ask and most of the time I'm up for it!!!!
If I say no... leave it at that... you WILL NOT be able to change my mind... so don't try!!!!
My yahoo is want2play6917!!!!!
I'll be on later... hope to see some of you there! MUAH
Doctor Appointment UpdateI went to the doctor today for my follow up after the hospital visit last night. The doctor still isn't calling it a miscarriage, but isn't ruling it out either. They saw something on the sonogram, but aren't sure what it was. They said it's too early to tell just yet. They said that it could turn into a miscarriage, but I could also carry to term. It's possible that there's something wrong with the baby or it's possible that the baby isn't in my uterus. I go tomorrow to get more blood work done at the hospital and hopefully we'll know more either tuesday or wednesday. Then after that I wait until the 23rd and then I'll go back to the doctor for another follow up and should know more then. The doctor said he should be able to see something on the sonogram by then. Until then I still have to take it easy.
Level Up Oct 8thIF YOU NEED TO BE LEVELED LET US KNOW TO ADD YOU !!
Silverpixie
Lets Get her Leveled to Henchman
Silverpixi ~~Member of: Archangel Family: Wicked Storm Crew ~~@ fubar
Problems“Sometimes you have to get to know someone really well to realize you’re really strangers.” Mary Tyler Moore
Relationships are the spice of life, but the spice of relationships is also bound to leave an unpleasant taste in your mouth once in awhile. Most everyone will experience a failed relationship before meeting the love of their life, and there’s nothing wrong with that as long as they’re able to learn from it rather than falling into the same patterns again and again. Find out if you’re guilty of any of these common relationship problems.
1. Emotionally-Unhealthy Individuals
We’ve said it before and we’ll say it again: To optimize the success of a happy and healthy relationship, each partner needs to be at their most complete as an individual. This means each person needs to be emotionally mature and available, have a strong sense of self and know what it is that each person wants from the other.
An emotionally-unhealthy individual will look at a relationship as a w
As He WorkedAs He Worked
He worked furiously on completing the task at hand.
I wait patiently knowing that once he is done, my lover will come to me.
As he looks over to me with a mischievous look in his eye....I see in my mind what he is thinking.
I lay back and remember our last time together, so erotic and sensual
I remember his touch on my skin and I shudder slightly
I start to imagine my hands are his hands, tracing my breasts and lightly brushing over the nipples.
The breeze makes my nipples harden and quiver with anticipation.
My mouth lets out a slight sigh and I continue with my fantasy, while across the room - he looks over and smiles knowingly.
One hand on my breast and the other trailing down my stomach and to my sweet mound. I let my hand rest atop this sweet mound that belongs only to him. I feel the heat reaching up to my hand and I sigh
If only these were his hands....
I start to trace the outer petals of my flower and feel the cool breeze as I part them to feel the wet
Our Night By Gord MerrittTaking your hand
Fingers to my lips
I want to love every inch of you
Taste every part of your body
As if I can drink your loves blood
Through your very pores
I want to get lost in your eyes
Consumed by your kiss
Set my body on fire
Quench the fire in my blood
With sweet caresses
Touch my soul with your passion
Lay down beside me
Feel my body crying for you
Let's get lost in each other
Touching, exploring, tasting
We will exceed passion, go beyond bliss
For this is our night
Want me, like no other
Need you, like the air that I breathe
Together, one mind, one soul
Fused in the heat of passionate love
Existing in this moment
Forever
For You...When silence rings inside your ear
And emptiness is all you hear,
When laughter turns to bitter tears,
I'll hold you close and calm your fears.
When darkness falls without the stars
And pain invades your tender heart,
When ache is close, and joy is far,
I'll come to you wherever you are.
I'll pull you close and hold you tight,
I'll stand beside you and help you fight,
I'll comfort you through the dark of night,
Take all that's wrong and make it right.
And when the darkness finally ends
I'll still be there like a loyal friend,
I'll teach you how to laugh again,
And stand beside you til the end.
Dork Thing I Did Today! ( Yea, Just One Of Them ,there's Too Many To Post Each Day! Lol )LOL Ok, partied this past Sat. night and got extremely drunk, but hey , it was a hellova time! lol Anyhow, knew I had my cell phone w/ me when I got home, even used it last night! BUT, (now here's where the reallll dorkiness comes in lol ) .....today, I'm wondering where the hell it is, can't find it....... I grab my OTHER cell phone and call my 'first' cell phone # to see if maybe it's in the house some place I haven't looked yet,right?
lol....... no ring heard! < eeek oh nooo > wondering wtf I did with it, thinkin "did I leave it at Nicole's place?!" , "nah, I had that damn thing just like yesterday hmmm" , , decides I better call again n leave a message "just in case" lol So, did that,(LEAVING MSG "hello, this is Rose and that's my phone don't know how or where I lost or left it but if you could, please give me a call at _ _ _ _ _ _ _ " lol ..... still didn't hear the thing ring or nuttin......... called the ex, asked him if he knew what I did with it ....... he says check th
586Well all last week at work, the people I work with have been telling me 101 differnt stories about the new (for me!) position I took. Some were saying that when Kathy ( Yeah - There are two of us at the store...) gets back from maternity leave, she was taking over her job...which is the job I just got....I took it over from the person who was doing it the majority of the time Kathy was on maternity. (((((Have I confused you yet?))))) Well what I was hearing was that the other Kathy did such a horrible job before she left to have her baby...which is absolutely ADORABLE i must say!!!... anyways what I was hearing was that when she came back, she would be on probation - so to speak...and then I'd be back at square one again...Ugh!.. So I finally was tired of all the rumors being started....So I went to John, My boss, and asked him straight out - WHats gonna happen when she gets back....He told me its MINE all mine!!!
I feel sort of bad now though - because this will be the second job
What Would U Dowhat would u do if u where with this guy and u broke up with him and he went around telling all of his friends that he hoped that u lost the baby u where carring but he was happy when u found out that u where pregnant
HarshSeph: wanna tell him about the crap that happened last night since his butt took vacation time and wasnt in
Eeyore @!*@#!: is this Seph
Seph: yup
Eeyore @!*@#!: last time I talked to someone it wasnt u
Eeyore @!*@#!: pissed me off
Seph: lol yeah it was mathew
Eeyore @!*@#!: I talked to them for 15 minutes
Eeyore @!*@#!: no he said "Mathew says hi"
Seph: he wanted to talk to u so i let him have u while i was cooking
Eeyore @!*@#!: so I didnt think it was matt
Seph: telling u mathew said hi was the last thing i typed
Eeyore @!*@#!: so anyway
Eeyore @!*@#!: phil does that alot
Seph: does what allot
Eeyore @!*@#!: take off
Eeyore @!*@#!: when u need him
Eeyore @!*@#!: lol
Seph: ooooooo it was chris last night
Eeyore @!*@#!: isnt that who ur talkin about
Eeyore @!*@#!: ohhhhh chris took off
Seph: chris had vacation last night cause he has to take his days or loose them
Eeyore @!*@#!: who was qc? Cheri
Seph: cheri
Little Known Things About MeDirections!
Now, Here Is What You Are Supposed To Do...And Please Do Not Spoil The Fun!
Hit Forward, Delete My Answers And Type In Your Answers. Then Send This To A Whole Bunch Of People That You Know...And Send It Back To Me So I Can See Your Answers,
The Theory Is That You Will Learn A Lot
Of Little Known Facts About Those You Know.
Remember To Send It Back Please!
1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE? yes my uncle
2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED? can't remember
3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING yes
4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT? HAM
5. DO YOU HAVE KIDS? yes
6. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU? Yes
7. DO YOU USE SARCASM ALOT? is there any other way
PoetryI just updated my poetry site for those that like to read though you may not like it feel free to mail me on the last page or hit me here thanks DM
www.geocities.com/maliceenraged/Drakness_and_Light.html
Hell'o, I'm Back !!Hi all, I was gone all weekend on a trip to Chicago,(my home town) Had a great time but too many late nights,lol. Hope to talk to you all soon. Michael
Scientists Monitor Freak MudflowA mudflow that recently burst through the banks of a volcanic lake in New Zealand gave scientists an up-close and personal view of the freak event and a chance to test their disaster warning systems.
The mudflow was of a type called a lahar, in which water and sediments flow down from a volcano either when snow and glaciers rapidly melt during a volcanic eruption or when the water in a volcanic crater lake breaks through its banks.
In this case, Crater Lake, atop Mount Ruapehu on New Zealand’s North Island, was predicted to overtop its banks in 2007 but had recently stopped filling as rapidly, and the forecast was pushed back to 2008.
But several days of intense rainfall caused the lake’s banks to collapse much sooner, on March 18, 2007, releasing about 1.3 million cubic meters of water. Visiting scientists were on hand before and after the event to observe it.
“We found a broad area covered in a veneer of mud and boulders,” said volcanologist Sarah Fagents of the University
Wellok im lookin for somebody that knows how to work with graphics & photoshop.i have a couple ideas in mind but i want to have everything straight & out on the table before i move forward with it.if u work with graphics and/or photoshop please feel free to send me mail to my box so i can see your work.do not shout at me.i may not get it.look forward to seeing u.tysm...have good wk everybody
Be Not Deceived> Very interesting= , read until the end.....
> It is written in the Bible (Galatians 6:7)= :
>
>
> 'Be not deceived; God is not mocked:
> for Here are some men and women
> who mocked God :
>
>< John Lennon (Singer):
>
> Some years before, during his interview with an American Magazine, he
said:
>
> 'Christian ty will end, it will disappear.
> I do not have to argue about
>= ; that. I am certain.
>
> Jesus was ok, but his subjects were to simple, Today we are more famous
than Him' (1966).
>
> Lennon, after saying that the Beatles were more famous than Jesus Christ,
was shot six times.
>
>
> Tancredo Neves (President of Brazil= ):
> During the Presidential campaign, he said if he got 500,000 votes from his
party, not even God would remove him from Presidency.
> Sure he got the votes, but he got sick a day before being made President,
then he died..
>
>
>
> Cazuza (Bi-sexual Brazilian composer, singer and poet):
>
>
> During A show in Canecio (Rio de J
Filthy Little GirlIt had been a murderously hot July afternoon and I was dying of thirst after cleaning out the storage area in our garage. I had so much holiday junk jammed in there that my husband had been complaining that he couldn't get at any of his tools, and that he could barely close the double doors.
I shuffled out from the sweltering garage and into the coolness of the air-conditioned house. As I walked down the hallway I caught a glimpse of myself in the living room mirrors. I was wearing a gray low cut tank top (no bra), old ripped Levi cutoffs and a pair of sandals. My hair was tied back in a ponytail. I was covered in a light sheen of sweat from the work I was doing in the garage, and my tank top was damp in front. The sudden cold air from the house had immediately hardened my nipples, which I could plainly see protruding from the front of my flimsy tank top. "Damn" I thought, "Hubby would be all over these if he were around." The site of my large breasts and plainly visible nipples sen
SlutIma Slut
i cant fuck you anymore
i cant fuck you anymore
Ima Slut
i cant fuck you anymore
i cant fuck you anymore
because you dont do nothin for me!
Guys they love me cus im the shit!
but they all want a piece of this chick
like licorice come get you some
but my pussy aint no chewing gum
i always hate leavin but i love to cum
and now pop one on my belly button some
ima in a drillin to rush like jumpin off a cliff
when i land im layin in the bed like this
you never seen something quite like it
keep an eye on your man cause im additted to (bitch!)
ima wolf in sheeps clothes but i want you to curl my toes
and freak my holes and all they say is
(can i get some love?)
then i hit em with a serious
man Hell no!
ima one night stand
with a 2 piece dildo in hand
who really dont give
a fuck if your man understand!
Ima Slut
i cant fuck you anymore
i cant fuck you anymore
Ima Slut
i cant fuck you anymore
i cant fuck you anymore
because y
Leaving TownWANTED ALL TO KNOW TRAVELING OUT ONCE AGAIN...
LEAVING TOWN AFTER WORK TUESDAY... AND HEADING TO GATLINBURG TENN....
GOING TO GOD'S COUNTRY....
WILL GET BACK WITH ALL OF YOU ON MONDAY....
HAVE A GREAT WEEK AND BE SAFE...
T
No Matter What !Oh but for the hustle and the bustle,
our lives have grown so busy and frustrating.
I`m sorry I cant be with you through the rough time,in both our lives .
Just want you to know, I will always be here.
I am not one know to "DUCK AND RUN" !
When the going get bad, I stay an fight.
My heart gets torn apart alot,
but I am just built that way.
Change if I can ,but only for the better!
So for the one that knows she`s always had my strings, yes I feel like a puppet sometimes.
That has always been my choice.
I dont except anything from you, but for you to do what make you happy.
That is all I will ever want for you is HAPPINESS!
Whether that is with or without me.
Just know that I will always love you, no matter what!
Unless You're English Or Desperate!Unless you're English,please leave crumpets an scones alone!......Why??....Cause they really suck moose wangs!.......That's why!........An you bloody well know it!.....lol.....Nuff said!
Omg !Okay what is with people ? Why do you go on sites like this just to bitch and moan ? Honestly get a fucking life seriously !
Vampire Krystiano!Ok,so here goes!....Is it the hair,the face or the screenname??..What is it that has all you dudes twitchin??.......I am a dude,you are a dude!........Please quit checkin my shit!....Unless you are lookin for !......If so,say so!......Kool!........otherwise leave well enough alone!.......Please an TYVM!
My PersonalityThe Blue Personality-
To Love & Be Loved
“Of all the people in the world, Blues are the most loving, nurturing, and supportive. They do not have to work at it; it is simply their amazing nature- who they are. Everyone has gifts and talents, and Blues possess extraordinary people skills.”
“Many people understandably are attracted to Blues, because they sense that Blues are interested in them. Although Blues represent only ten percent of the total population, they exert a tremendous influence on the minds and hearts of other people.”
“One of their greatest gifts is the phenomenal ability to love another person unconditionally- as much as humanly possible. Many say that Blues are the least judgmental of all; people feel accepted by them and thrive in their presence. Blues focus on what’s special about others, they are verbally affirming, and everyone is good until proven otherwise.”
“When Blues speak, they often communicate from their hearts rather than their heads. In other words,
Pickles Are GreenRoses are red
pickles are green
I love your legs
and what's in between
I like your style
I like your class
but most of all
I like your ass!!!!
Time Goes By So Fast!The years go by so fast.
Memories remain from the past.
You remember the times of good and bad,
the days you wish you'd never had.
Life can be good,
doing things you thought you never could.
Living your dreams
facing your fears,
with fun and laughter,
with heartache and tears.
Trying to express your feelings
wishing words would come your way,
All the thoughts in your head
are all so hard to say.
To love and hate
To give and to take!
Searching for happiness
no matter how near or far.
Trying to find out the person you really are!
Living for the moment
giving life your all,
never giving up.
no matter how bad you fall
because life is life
it's good and bad.
At times you'll be happy.
At times you'll be sad!
ConfusedI am in a very confusing state of mind right now. I just can't seem to win. But oh well, take it as it comes right? Right... I think if a change doesn't occur soon and a certain person doesn't start showing they even give a shit, then I'm going to have to make my self move on, I was almost there b4 and then they came along and changed that with what seems to be empty promises so far. Just shows how much you can really hate someone but love them so much all at once. Well that's enough of my ranting, back to music bitches!!!
Just Dance (she To He) Pt2The music we've been imagining dies down
He returns the I love you with his own
A right hand clenches the top of a left shoulder
To show the I love you is welcomed
Continuous stares between each other cause eyes to go numb
He speaks up
"I've never danced like this before"
the extensive wooden stage we've been imagining disappears
the music that's been playing stops
reality hits us in the face
we look around the empty parking lot
and street lights above
we've been dancing for four hours
the minutes have been racking up like seconds
my head hangs towards the floor
with words at the tip of my tongue
his hand grazes my cheek
his eyes meet mine
"what are you thinking?" he whispers
words hitting ear drums like swords towards a heart
"I can't explain it" my eyes revert back to the dirt that surrounds us
"I understand completely"
His left hand then moves to that spot on my back
That always gets me to shake
The stage reappears
"how 'bout another dance?"
Just Dance (he To She) Pt1The subtle song of slow dancing no longer played across the radio
but in young lovers heads
dancing to no beat
but the cracking of wooden floor boards that have been placed centuries ago
the movement of our foot prints leave an everlasting circle stained into the wood
"what song are you thinking of?"
"no song, no song could ever fit this moment just right"
she twirls
the first twirl across the stage of darkness
you, me, (a dim) spot light, and an old wooden stage
blessed upon by the first dance
a tear grazes her cheek
but is brushed away by a quick spin to dead left
then pulled back into the arms of a security net
a left hand slowly moves to the lowers of her back
guiding her to a beat we both can't hear
"what do you think about love?"
"this is, shut up and dance"
a half smile caress her face
then to a concentrated look to get the steps just right
"follow my lead"
1,2,3 spin
1,2,3 spin
1,2,3 spin
our heads start to spin
we obtain a feeling like the first kiss
An Fyi Ob Cha0tic Drag0n!If y'all do not see Kevin on for a few days dont worry! He is having some persoinal issues @ home right now and dealing with a few things and probably wont be on a whole lot! I just wanted to let everyone know because i know there are some of his friends he is pretty close with !
Thanks for reading this and if anyone has Messages just holler @ me and I will pass them on to him!!
Mel ..Texas Bitch
PLEASE REPOST THIS so it can circulate n hit most of his friends family n fans!
AmericanTo Kill an American
You probably missed this in the rush of news, but there was actually a report that someone in Pakistan had published in a newspaper, an offer of a reward to anyone who killed an American, any American. So an Australian dentist wrote an editorial the following day to let everyone know what an American is. So they would know when they found one. (Good one, mate!!!!) "An American is English, or French, or Italian, Irish, German, Spanish, Polish, Russian or Greek. An American may also be Canadian, Mexican, African, Indian, Chinese, Japanese, Korean, Australian, Iranian, Asian, or Arab, or Pakistani or Afghan. An American may also be a Comanche, Cherokee, Osage, Blackfoot, Navajo, Apache, Seminole or one of the many other tribes known as native Americans.> An American is Christian, or he could be Jewish, or Buddhist, or Muslim. In fact, there are more Muslims in America than in Afghanistan . The only difference is that in America they are free to worship as each of them
Just ThinkLife will be horrid, cruel and mean,
Sadness can over-take you fast.
Back-stabbing friends hurt you deeply,
But all of this won't last.
For the times when life just seems too hard,
Lay down and close your eyes.
Think about all the fun you've had,
Forget about all the lies.
Leave the world behind for two minutes,
Just take a breath and think.
Then ever so slowly, you shall feel,
All your troubles start to shrink.
And after this you will realize,
You will go through some hard stuff.
But you can get through all those days,
If you think of good times enough!
Fyimaybe some of you don't know this, go to "MY" on top of you're homepage then "PROFILE" then ten up from bottom right is "HOME PAGE STYLE" set it to "POWER" then you have everything in front of you to select, this is important during HAPPY HOUR as your mumms are all listed there under you're gifts, you can go rate them then back to homepage to do the next one, remember each one you rate is 22 points!!
This is for VIP'S, during HH (Happy Hour) if you go to "new" at the top, then click "members" you can rate each one an 11 & get 54 points for each one!!! This goes a long way to leveling up!!!
Boat OneA day on the boat is a day for me
The salt and the spray feel good you see
The chop of the waves and you get your hands set
Rouge wave ahead and we all are wet
A smile and a yell and all is well
We’re all still here as we cap the next swell
The inlet is around the next buoy you see
Cooking and swimming and fun for me
My friends are like tides they come and go
But at the inlet no-one would know
We’re here for the day and to hell with the past
We all are happy and want it to last
Swimming and cooking and a beer or two
Nothing else I would rather do
Jokes and pranks and a kick in the ass
The waters lied down and slick as a glass
Knee boards are out and free boarding to
This is what we all like to do
Crazy for water to splash all around
We’re having our fun out in the sound
Thomas Vern Ellison Jr.
08/27/07
Ink SurveyIf you have at least one tattoo, do the survey, if you don't then pass it on!
1. Have you ever cried during a tattoo?
nope
2. When did you get your first tattoo?
18 or 19. i don't remember
4. Which tattoo is closest to your heart?
my amy fairy
5. Do you have a matching tattoo with someone?
nope!
6. Do you have a tattoo that someone messed up on?
lol ... um...
7. Do you have anyone's name tattooed on you?
No
8. What was the most painful tattoo you received?
Oh God my sternum hurt like a bitch!
9. How many tattoos do you have?
25
10. Do you plan on being heavily or moderately tattooed?
Heavily since I"m well on my way
11. Do you have a tattoo that you constantly have to explain?
yeah my libra sun smack dab in the middle of my sternum
12. Have you ever gotten an infection from a tattoo?
nope
13. What is the longest session you've ever sat straight?
5 1/2 hours.
14. What are your tattoos of?
there's too many to explain
15. Did you tel
EpiphanyI was driving down to San Clemente last night (as I do every Thursday night) and I realized something: Counting your blessings means more than being grateful for the good things in life. It means including those blessings in your daily life, using what is offered to enrich yourself and hopefully brighten the days of those around you. I know most of you reading this are like "Duh, you're quick!" But hey, we all get there in time right?
This thought dawned on me in part, due to a conversation I had recently with Henny in which she pointed out that within the past few months, I seem to have become more confident and am happier with life in general. Let me tell you, I am! This change is due to the amazing friends I have, the amazing new friends I am making as well as the best set of cousins (sisters of sorts) EVER!
I suffer from clinical depression. It is one of the most isolating, lonely conditions to have. Unless you have had depression (the kind that renders you completely
Shits And The InternetOnly joking about the gig, only round things i play with are my balls..... anyway
I should be in Brazil, but due to a family illness i am in blighty at the moment, still nice to see my family and everything is kinda o.k. now.
Oh yeah, i was close to shitting myself to death last week.
So i have been doing normal stuff, and i am bored already, so it's at this time i trawl the internet for stuff.
What ethnic girl should i date ?
http://www.gotoquiz.com/what_ethnic_girl_should_you_date
How to spot a Katoey (a must read for any male visitors to Thailand)
http://www.conanstevens.com/tall-actors-giant-life/tall-giant-in-thailand/10-top-ways-to-spot-a-ladyboy-katoey-in-thailand.html
I was saddened to hear that the hamas micky mouse had been being beaten to death by an "Israeli agent", still he was "martyred defending his land" like i always say, you cannot start indoctrinating the children into hate early enough.
http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/world/middle_east/6257594
Dear LoverDear lover, come to me, melt with me
Become one with, press your lips to mine
Let me look into those deep dark eyes
I need this, want this, come to me.
The feel of your body pressing, touching
Reach into my soul, my depths.
Feel the heat in ourselves, our love.
Relive this ecstasy over and over again
Dear lover, love me as only you can.
A touch, a thought, a kiss
The sweetest magic only you can bring
I feel electricity from head to toe.
I love you more from this moment.
Dear lover, come to me, melt with me
I have waited for this, needed this.
I will reach for you as only I can.
To hold you, love dripping onto each other.
This act, so sacred, so private, so immense.
Every inch of each other touching,
heart to heart, face to face.
Hold me closer, even closer still.
Feel my heart beat faster and faster,
So fast, I think it will explode.
Let's show each other how love can be.
Dear Lover, come to me, me with me!
I've Realizedhave realized one thing there comes a point in your life when you realize who matters, who never did, who won't anymore and who always will. so don't worry about people from your past, there's a reason why they didn't make it to your future.
Home For A Few...Hello all my friends and family,
Just wanted to let ya'll know that I am back home for a little while now and will have a little time to catch up with ya'll...I have true missed it here so very much and look forward to hearing from the one's I was use to talking to everyday or so....
Catch ya'll sooooon...
Huggs and kisses and much mad love to all...
~Sadie Grace~
The Girl Of My DreamsThere she is, once again, standing all alone.
'Go talk to her, do not stand here like a stone.'
There is no way, her beauty is too good to be true;
Oh please tell me, tell me, whatever shall I do?
'Do not be afraid, for I will help you on your way;
You must listen carefully, and do exactly as I say.'
'Introduce yourself, tell the girl your name,
Do not simply stand here in shame.'
I cannot, my legs are heavier than steel,
And I fear for her emotion, I fear how she will feel.
'Believe in yourself, I assure you you'll be great.
Quickly though, for soon you will be late.'
Wish me luck, I shall be going on my way.
'Good luck! For you I will surely pray.'
As he meets the halfway point, with the beauty straight ahead,
Oh no, I have forgotten what he said!
He turns around, only to meet a big surprise;
His fellow companion is wearing an invisible disguise!
Oh dear, this surely cannot be any worse!
Yet upon turning back, his beauty had dispersed.
It was t
Sanctity Of LifeMy life my dreams
the things that all mean
the world exists
and don't just seem
to be real
the rhythm with the rhyme
the tick with the time
the numbers with the lists
its all so sublime
it all exists
the sanctity of life
the sacredness of living
the redundancy of words
of the ideas that are given
may sound a little absurd
but its all alright
because every body knows
that to stand in the dark
some times glows
than to stand in the light
A Simple PrayerA Simple Prayer
Before bed,
Something I pray
Is that one thing
Will go my way.
This has been answered
By the heavens above
for I have found
The one I love.
This kind of love
Is rare to find
For our souls
Are combined.
Many people search
All their lives
To find something
That we have alive.
The deepest kinds love
Is what we share,
And all because
Of a simple prayer.
Men Part 2 With A Little Bit Of Life Sprinkled InWell for the very few who actually read the first blog.
An update for those who care....
Things are better now you know it has been a year in November since I seperated from my husband and oh how things have changed for me...
He no longer stalks me from different profiles,,,at least I dont think he is LOL
We talk cause for the children we do have to be civil to each other...That is all I ever want from him, now
I have my apartment and I have a good job and I have the love of my children that is all a person could ever really need or want..
For all of you that read this blog..take care of yourselves and the ones you love cause after all that is what matters in life not the stupid drama people try to bring to it!!!
anna
Only If Love Could SpeakOnly if love could speak
Would it utter a special wish of joy
Only if love could speak
Would it admire the rare essence of you
If only it could guarantee
As much as the value of your soul
Only if love could speak
Would it caress your beauty from within
Only if love could speak
I would say life is full of little treasures
And you are one of them
Only if love could speak
Would it say that I'm completely in love with you
Tink Still Needs Help In Her Contesthttp://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=333192&i=532332928
Please my dear friends ...she just has a few hours left and is almost there...all ur help is appreciated...hugs and kisses!!!
FarewellTo all my friends,
On Saturday morning, at 11:30am, October 6th, we lost our beloved mother. I am terribly sorry I have not been on as of late, but my brother and I, night and day, were trying to make a great lady as commfortable as possible in her final days. She left us in no pain and as comfortable as one could be. She now joins her Lord and Saviour, Jesus Christ in a better place. Believe me, shes with him. My brother and I have found much comfort in that. I want to thanks everyone who truly knew the situation and was truly there for me night and day. God bless all of you. If you like, email me at dublin5150@yahoo.com and I will forward you the obituary. Please keep us in your prayers and again, many, many heartfelt thenks.-Chris Mullins and family
Wow, If You Like Being Blocked, Don't Read This.Here's the deal guys, I've said it all enough, and I try to use the block button only on the guys that make it into my asshole of the day blogs...
but i'm done...
if you can't think of anything better to say than "i want 2 lick your ass" or "U ARE FUCKIN HOTT, we should meet up and have some fun" (two of the shouts i came back to after my nap...
YOU WILL BE BLOCKED.
I've said time and again, do not treat me like a slut and keep my shoutbox clean.
I will not deal with it any longer.
If you want to be actual friends with me, you will come up with something WORTH responding to, otherwise, i will block your ass.
yes, i'm stressed tired and cranky which is why this and the last post are complete bitching posts. no, that doesn't make a difference.
This is MY FUCKING PLAYGROUND. You wanna play here, follow the fucking rules.
~Sin
A Dedication To A LoveEvery since I saw you
Your beauty met my eyes
I knew into my life
God had sent a surprise
The love you show me brings tears to my eyes
Just to hear your voice
To feel your touch brings an unbelievable feeling inside
I wait for the morning
I can wake up next to you
To know that standing beside me
You will be the one to say I do
I want you to know my love is so true
To know that you are the one
My search is finally through
I can't tell you how exciting it is for me
To know that you are happy
To know its because of me
Without you by my side
Even when I get to heaven
My soul still wont be free
Although I can't understand love fully yet
I know without you
I am a slain Romeo without my Juliet
>. Why Do Some People Hate Some In Mums >>saying More Prayers For Some In Here >So many cruel people in here and so many hurting cause of their remarks . They don,t need the pain their already suffering from things going on in their lives ,that they have to cope woth now .
One lady her grandfather is having surgery and someine placesd a hateful remark to her in mums . . Can,t some people let others alone when they are already hurting .
Prayer starts here >.>.
God I ask in thy name help this family and others needing you too keep them strong , help them to show love , to not reply or show hate . Help us to cope with life and all its negatives and, to know your here with us, and that your will be done . Show us O Lord how to forgive and to love thy enemies and all.
Help this lady and her grandfather now , for it be critical and be with them in their time of need , Comfort all in need O Lord I ask in thy name now, cause their are may of my friends hurting and needing You , and Your love and comfort too. Thank you O Lord and jesus Christ...... Amen!
WaterfallWill you unleash your love on me
Let it come down like a waterfall
To cascade across my land
Because my oasis is dry
And it's your passionate love
That can moisten the sands
Please bring it back to life
It has been scorched by false love
From those who didn't know how
To appreciate this wondrous land
Although what you see is wide and barren
It awaits the shower of a love like yours
One that is unconditional and pure
That is in need of open space to explore
A love that knows no boundaries
I welcome you to stake your claim here
And to do with this land as you will
I'm opening my deprived land to you
Come and spread your love throughout
Let your love come down like a waterfall
And flow across my world
Tell me you will quench my thirst
I FeelYour love is a lantern
That lights my way,
Uplifting my spirits,
When skies are gray.
Your love is a wave
That lifts me higher,
Into a sea
Of tender desire.
Your love is a flame,
That can never die,
For always and ever,
It will be just you and I.
Your love is a rose,
Moistened with dew,
Touching my soul,
With the beauty of you
Mind Gamesmind games
by john lennon
We're playing those mind games together,
Pushing barriers, planting seeds,
Playing the mind guerilla,
Chanting the Mantra peace on earth,
We all been playing mind games forever,
Some kinda druid dudes lifting the veil.
Doing the mind guerilla,
Some call it the search for the grail,
Love is the answer and you know that for sure,
Love is flower you got to let it, you got to let it grow,
So keep on playing those mind games together,
Faith in the future outta the now,
You just can't beat on those mind guerillas,
Absolute elsewhere in the stones of your mind,
Yeah we're playing those mind games forever,
Projecting our images in space and in time,
Yes is the answer and you know that for sure,
Yes is the surrender you got to let it, you got to let it go,
So keep on playing those mind games together,
Doing the ritual dance inn the sun,
Millions of mind guerrillas,
Putting their soul power to the karmic wheel,
Keep on playing those mind gam
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Instant KarmaInstant karmas gonna get you
Gonna knock you right on the head
You better get yourself together
Pretty soon youre gonna be dead
What in the world you thinking of
Laughing in the face of love
What on earth you tryin to do
Its up to you, yeah you
Instant karmas gonna get you
Gonna look you right in the face
Better get yourself together darlin
Join the human race
How in the world you gonna see
Laughin at fools like me
Who in the hell dyou think you are
A super star
Well, right you are
Well we all shine on
Like the moon and the stars and the sun
Well we all shine on
Evryone come on
Instant karmas gonna get you
Gonna knock you off your feet
Better recognize your brothers
Evryone you meet
Why in the world are we here
Surely not to live in pain and fear
Why on earth are you there
When youre evrywhere
Come and get your share
Well we all shine on
Like the moon and the stars and the sun
Yeah we all shine on
Come on and on and on on on
Yeah yeah, alright,
If I WasIf I was God . . .
I'll take you to my paradise
If I was a flower . . .
I'd bloom for you at every sunrise
If I was the moon . . .
I'd glow your path and make it bright
If I was water . . .
I'd quench your thirst and bathe you right
If I was the sun . . .
I'd keep you warm and make you shine
If I was a poet . . .
I'd write you lines that makes you rhyme
If I was teddy . . .
I'd bear your nights and hold you tight
If I was a demon . . .
I'd take your soul and make you my angel
If I was a king . . .
I'd give you my kingdom and make you my queen.
But . . . Since I am me, and only me, I can only give
you my loving heart, admire you at all times and hope you were mine.
Help Sara Level Up!She's a great looking lady looking to level up and she's got some great pictures so go help her out please!
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My Reason To LiveJust thought I'd let you know
Why you are my reason to live
The beauty that surrounds you
And everything that you give
You've shown me there's more to life
Than video games and TV
And to be myself instead of
what others want me to be
Just thought I'd let you know
How every time I look at you
No matter our situation or relation
I still see the same beauty from when I met you
And like the guy at the restaurant
Who's waiting for that special girl
I'll always be waiting for you
My love......my world.
OoopsieNot sure why but the last 2 times I've tried to stash I've gotten emails from Fubar telling me some have been offensive & removed. Now granted I'm sure some of the simone's were racey but I can't for the life of me figure out what I uploaded today that was inappropriate. However, if something I have uploaded has offended any of you please accept my apologies.
GodGod
By john lennon
God is a concept,
By which we can measure,
Our pain,
I'll say it again,
God is a concept,
By which we can measure,
Our pain,
I don't believe in magic,
I don't believe in I-ching,
I don't believe in bible,
I don't believe in tarot,
I don't believe in Hitler,
I don't believe in Jesus,
I don't believe in Kennedy,
I don't believe in Buddha,
I don't believe in mantra,
I don't believe in Gita,
I don't believe in yoga,
I don't believe in kings,
I don't believe in Elvis,
I don't believe in Zimmerman,
I don't believe in Beatles,
I just believe in me,
Yoko and me,
And that's reality.
The dream is over,
What can I say?
The dream is over,
Yesterday,
I was dreamweaver,
But now I'm reborn,
I was the walrus,
But now I'm John,
And so dear friends,
You just have to carry on,
The dream is over.
Now Fubar Go To Far Whit This !!!let ppl show tits nt mark nsfw 4 work soon as we do it they mark it so do nt think rite 4 other ppl get away with it you know what i mean and sent that pix too too fubar too that bullshit ppl get away do shit like that nt rite 4 other s ppl er
I Dowhen I say
I do
my heart belongs
to you
but until
I do
my heart is
split in two
Deep InsideStanding on the beach, sand between my toes
What lays in my future, who will come and go
The sun beams down upon me, as I raise my head and look
At the vast ocean before me, its size which I mistook
I feel so insignificant compared to this great expanse
What difference can I make, will I even be given a chance
I realize then while standing there, that all I have to do
Is listen to my heart and it will pull me through
For strength and inspiration are not material things
They come from deep inside of you they give your soul its wings
So whenever you're in doubt and you begin to stray
Take a look down deep inside and the answer will come your way
If you only believe in yourself you can make your dreams come true
For no one else can do it, the power must come from you
Memo To Sam WaltonI don't know what possessed me. I should know by now. NEVER step foot in a WalMart without, say, pepper spray in your purse. It all started with my nephew's gift card... I needed some cleaning items and he wanted to get a video game. So this morning, we braved Wally World.
Mistake One: NEVER go to a WalMart during October and on a free day when the kids are out of school. Costumes and candy were hurled all over the aisles, kids crying because they couldn't find a Jack Sparrow costume. I thought I would lose my mind.
First, Dan found the video game he wanted and I went to go get someone to unlock the case for us. One lady pointed me to another, who pointed me to another. She said that someone else had the only set of keys and that as soon as she was done with her customer she'd meet me by the case. The domino effect of sales people.
I waited 15 minutes.
During the wait, some oily looking guy came over and asked me if I had a computer. I said yes. He said, "You w
Oct. 8th Monday BombingWicked Storm Crew!
~Last Day Contest Ends TONIGHT~~ 10 pm PST, 9:00pm MT, 8:00pm CST, 7:00 pm EST
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Another member Majically Delicious MILF is in a long term contest, I will provide a link to her pic but you will have to rate, fan, and add the host first, the link will give you an error but then send you to the host page if your not already a friend.
A new member Heartistic Soul is having a contest, called the Cherry Chase. We need to support her in this effort... here is a link to her page. Make sure you go by meet and greet, pass out gifts, drinks etc to all the contestants. Great opportunity to RECRUIT!!!
We still need new members!!
Rock on Wicked Storm Crew!!!
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The Flower In MeI am like a flower
Not sure of when I will die.
Not sure of when I will grow back again
When I am crushed with pain and cry.
I am not sure if I can hold myself up
When I ache with unbearable pain.
What do I do when my petals fall off?
Do I go find them out in the rain?
What do I do when I'm not given enough water, to make it through the day?
What do I do when I look up in the sky?
And the sun doesn't show a ray?
I stand as tall as a flower would,
As long as I possible can.
I will stand and show my colors,
That is what I plan.
I may drupe and my petals may fall,
But that won't stop me from growing.
My love, honesty and beauty,
I will keep showing.
I am like a flower,
Strong and supreme.
I may be trampled on,
But I will never lose faith in my dreams.
Importance Of Friends Vs Rates.My family and friends are getting smaller and smaller, by my choice. I'm so tired of the fake friends, I'm not just referring to this site, but in general as a whole. When I stated to my father, "I'm going to stop taking all my medicines and listen to my body," he about shit. I mean 66 tables a day and shots too. Well within two weeks I was up out of a wheelchair, and walking to the store. Now I keep going. I recently became involved with two other ladies to help promote toys, clothes and aid to the homeless, and I still plan to; looking at their website for this, I see I have made a wrong turn. I plan to keep pushing, and working for the people, just in a way I think will be better off for them, and not some stand behind a church which cuts a lot of denominations out. Back to my original point, to me there are more constructive things to do, that have my time trying to comment on people that are not my friends. This is not being said to everyone, this is being said in my blog, and onl
Out Of The Closet. . .I'm an atheist. Sometimes, I say that I'm a "born again" atheist, but that's not really true. I'm more of an "out of the closet" atheist. I have been, for a while. It's kind of weird, though. I don't know if being an atheist requires me to talk about it or not. . . Like, when I pretended to be a Christian, I was supposed to share my faith with everyone. I can't figure out if I'm supposed to do that, anymore. . . So, I figured I'd just put some of my thoughts out there, because I don't every really talk about it.
I will say this. Being an atheist is wayyyy easier than being a Christian. You can sum it up with three major talking points. 1) Everything is here by chance. 2) What we know as morality is simply hardwired behavior that has evolved with us over billions of years in order to ensure the continuation of our species. 3) When we die, we just go back into the ground to become part of the matter of the universe, again. It's pretty liberating, really. I don't have to
My Daily InsightsEverything you see happening is the consequence of that which you are.
Dr. David Hawkins
MySpace Comments
My Ex!so my ex Aaron thinks that one day him and i will get back together. i have told him a few times that its not gonna happen! but yet he hets all pissed off over every little thing i do! the latest thing is i also have a myspace... who dosent? well i posted pics from a party that i had a few weeks ago and there are a few pic of me and the guy that i am now talking to. well aaron sends me an email getting all huffy with me! what the fuck!!! i`m almost 20 and he is 25! hes been married and has a 2 year old doughter with his exwife! i was the first girlfriend he had after his wife! so i think thats whats makeing it so hard for him but i`m over it i`m done with him and moved on why cant he??? theres meny other people out there go find them! arg i really hate this shit!!!
One Fireman's FateThe bell clangs, out of our bunks we roll
Sliding down the bright brass pole
On the truck donning gear
Chanting our claim, no fear, no fear
To the call we rush in the night
Pull to the curb oh what a sight
Flames, embers, people's screams
One look now at many shattered dreams
Into the fire we rush to save life
Dragging our line, axe, and pike
Up the steep stairs and through the hot door
I step too quick and go through the floor
Into the room below all aglow
The fires intense my screams so immense
The heat is unyielding but then I can see
My body from above and what I am shielding
It is God's will I went through that door
And part of his plan I fell through that floor
For my purpose is seen through my own tears
I have given my life for one of two years
Don't be angry I have lived my life true
To the child I have saved I'm glad you will too
I was a fireman and proud to be one
I know your life's fate you'll be on truck one
I know this is true for God ha
Your SoulKeep it [your soul] then in patience, in love, in gentleness, in kindness . . . For these are indeed the fruits of the spirit . . . And remember, a kindness sometimes consists in denying as well as granting those activities in associations with thy fellow man.
Edgar Cayce Reading 5322-1
MySpace Comments
How Do You ?What do you say to the woman that makes your heart skip a beat ? What do you say when she takes your breath away ? How do you tell her she is the greatest thing to ever happen to you? How do you say something words can not compare too . How do you tell her she makes your life worth living and worth enjoyin ? just being in her company is enough to make you the happiest person alive ! I love this woman with everything I have .
Some Thing NewShe is now 16 months old. She is walking all by herslef. She say's some stuff like mommy daddy kitty baby. She is so smart.
Monday Update!! 10-08 Wsc!!!Wicked Storm Crew!
~Last Day Contest Ends TONIGHT~~ 10 pm PST, 9:00pm MT, 8:00pm CST, 7:00 pm EST
Below are her links:
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Next Contest!! This is gonna be a gooody!!
Another member Majically Delicious MILF is in a long term contest, I will provide a link to her pic but you will have to rate, fan, and add the host first, the link will give you an error but then send you to the host page if your not already a friend.
A new member Heartistic Soul is having a contest, called the Cherry Chase. We need to support her in this effort... here is a link to her page. Make sure you go by meet and greet, pass out gifts, drinks etc to all the contestants. Great opportunity to RECRUIT!!!
We still need new members!!
Rock on Wicked Storm Crew!!!
HAVE A GREAT DAY!!!!!! Make sure to read and repost blogs and bulletins from WSC, Crew and Members
A Happiness PoemIf a happiness poem could bring forth a smile,
Then my face would always dress in style.
If my ears could hear my computer screen,
From one to another, they, too, would grin.
My keyboard types for my eyes not my tongue
This happiness poem will never be sung.
But what of my eyes? Don't they shine?
Yes, but not from this poem of mine.
The pen is mightier than the sword,
But a pen can write only words.
The feelings I sense and the senses I feel
For keyboard and screen remain far too real.
My ears and my nose remain at rest.
My cheeks and hairline are doing their best.
But if this happiness poem could make my mouth smile,
My face would forever dress up in style.
Daily Horoscope: Libra For October 8,2007It's a great day to just sit still and do as little as possible. You're not lazy, but you do need a break before things start to get really interesting -- and that could start as early as tomorrow afternoon!
A Song To RememberI thought i would follow suit and put down a track i can relate to holla and let me know if ya eva had this issue or if yu can relate at all to this
Lie about us by AVANT
Baby I know, that when we started out there were things you didn’t know – but babygirl
we gotta lotta things we need to discuss I know I’m asking for a lot but just trust
You say this thing’s gettin’ old
Sneakin’ round creepin’ and love on the low – but babygirl
I can’t wait till it’s officially us I can’t wait for them to know about us
At first I thought that I could take it boy but I don’t know
You told me you were gonna leave her for me long ago
Eventually I will but I just gotta take it slow
Don’t wanna break her heart although I gotta let her go so baby
Chorus:
So please don’t say you wanna give up How do I tell her that I’ve fallen in love
And I know you’ve waited patiently for that day When we no longer have to lie about us
And when I’m with her all I want is your touch
And when you ca
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SoI need glasses already knew that, but now I have an astimgism in ech eye. Wow.
God Has A Positive AnswerHANDY LITTLE CHART
God has a positive answer:
You say: 'It's impossible' God says: All things are possible (Luke 18:27)
You say: 'I'm too tired' God says: I will give you rest (Matthew 11:28-30)
You say: 'Nobody really loves me' God says: I love you (John 3:1 6 & John 3:34 )
You say: 'I can't go on' God says: My grace is sufficient (II Corinthians 12:9 & Psalm 91:15)
You say: 'I can't figure things out' God says: I will direct your steps (Proverbs 3:5- 6)
You say: 'I can't do it' God says: You can do all things (Philippians 4:13)
You say: 'I'm not able' God says: I am able (II Corinthians 9:8)
You say: 'It's not worth it' God says: It will be worth it (Roman 8:28 )
You say: 'I can't forgive myself' God says: I Forgive you (I John 1:9 & Romans 8:1)
You say: 'I can't manage' God says: I will supply all your needs (Philippians 4:19)
You say: 'I'm afraid' God says: I have not given you a spirit of fear (II Timothy 1:7)
You say: 'I'm always worried and f
Rosco's Infowe will be at roscos on nov. 2nd 3rd 4th. with a full mobile shop...come and see us injo the food and fun and bikes....
*free camping*
music by -"the chili challenge band" & friends
free bike games-featuring:$-pro-$
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$-arm wrestling championships-$
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$$-wet "t" contest-$$
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gate opens @ 8:00a.m. friday
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Please Dont Forget Laid BackPlease do not forget about Laid Back Bama Style. He still need your love and support. He is trying to get to 20,000 comments. FU-Bombers please wait until timed contest are done with to bomb.
Sometimes, When I Get Angry......i want to slit throats.
So, I'm talking to Chris a few hours ago and she tells me that her ex sent her a message telling her that she's too old to go to concerts and she's being childish.
Her rebuttal was not only perfect but the 100% truth:
"I can't help it if when me and my girls go to these shows we become friends with the bands. I also can't help it that some of them want us around all the time so they put us on the list so we don't have to pay for it."
He then proceeds to call her a liar. I told her it's pure fucking jealousy. I mean how stupid would she or myself or ruby look if we said, "Oh yeah we know him" and then some asshole like her ex goes to ask and they don't know who we are?
Please!
Everyone we've pegged as a friend knows us so he can fucking drive off a cliff and die in a fiery crash.
Furthermore, I am sick and tired of getting shit over this weekend.
Yes, I'm going to be talking about Ryan for probably the next two weeks because I don't ge
This Is Really Funny!!Hung Chow calls into work and says, “Hey, I no come work today, I really sick. Got headache, stomach ache and legs hurt, I no come work.The boss says, “You know something, Hung Chow, I really need you today. When I feel like this, I go to my wife and tell her I want sex. That makes everything better and I go to work. You try that.” Two hours later Hung Chow calls again. “I do what you say and I feel great. I be at work soon… You got nice house.”
Doesn't Anyone Hear Mewhy when i speak doesnt anyone hear
do they not see me am i not here
i speak from my soul conviction and all
but as i continue to speak the words they just fall
like a tree in the forest that cant be heard
so goes my voice the voice without word
i struggle to say what it is i must say
i fight for the right to be heard today
i say the words once twice sometimes three
yet here i sit yall still ignore me
i just want my wants and needs to be heard
i just want yu to be able to hear my one little word
please open your ears and listen to me
please hear what i ask for do this for me
please acknowledge the fact that i too exist
that you know with my words your life aint at risk
Tomorrow It My Not Come If We Stay On A Path Of Destruction.>> God Is The Way >>> >please Read This>.>>If we stay on a path to destroy this planet and all the universe and all life on it.Then it be on our hands blood shed .
God has spooken ,given His word; showed us thru eyes of fore fathers before us and prophets , That we will bring wrath and destruction , but if we could all,
see to follow him in faith all could be changed around. But sin won,t give up its grip so , we are to be headed to doom . But God shows he will bring new order thru Christ,s Reign.
He will wipe away all death, bring about Eternal life Amen! Love will take hold to make all better in this Earth, as this earth will be changed .
The heaven,s will be changed too. But for a better way of order thru God,s love .
We will some of us see this change come about, live in it ,
and never have troubles ,
or war or such things ever come about again.
Be not afraid it is God,s will to come;
A better way and an Eternal life for those who beleive and have faith .
And those who dont have faith;
Yet there s st
CrippledCRIPPLED.
HATE
I can’t hate.
I don’t understand how other can without feeling twice the pain they inflict inside.
It’s a grueling feeling.
My fangs were ripped off at birth.
SORROW
A crippled feeling.
You can’t do anything to stop the flowing pain that roams inside you.
Not without destroying the feelings you had for the person you lost.
LOVE
Yet another crippled feeling.
Either you hurt yourself, or you hurt another person.
The happiness that defines love is only temporary and stops as soon as complications come.
Never bend over to the wishes of sleeping forever.
PAIN
A feeling I don’t like.
I feel it all the time though, as I’m still bound by those chains.
Suicide is not an option.
Open your heart to the light and this feeling will be gone forever…
I see darkness everywhere.
FEAR
I fear a lot of things.
Death is the least of it.
I fear not being accepted.
I feel crippled fear.
Tears runs down my cheeks when I fear.
I fear now.
JOY
A feeling,
I Walk Down The Streeti walk down the street and what do i see
the house i adore and where i should be
the white picket fence the porch swing right there
the couple snuggled up hes stroking her hair
i see the playset with kids swinging hard
i see that retriever running mad in the yard
i see the barbq smoking with meat
i see the grandkids playing at grandmas feet
why is this dream that i dream everyday
so hard to find and so far away
my wants they are simple not hard to achieve
yest all of them seem so lost in the weave
i dont ask for much as yu see from my wish
to have that one sweet succulent dish
to have someone adore me the way i adore you
to have my one true complete and finally be thru
to be that sweet woman who sits on her swing
gazing and remembering looking down at her ring
together forever never apart
finding the one who can hold my heart
Not Enough Time...It always hits hardest that there's never enough time when you run out of it, and miss out on something important you should've done. I lost someone I cared about this morning. I don't think I ever told her that I loved her, that I appreciated that she accepted me completely, and all the other things she's done for me over the last 9 years. When I first met her, I was dating her son, she was an alcoholic and we didn't exactly hit it off. Then her husband had a stroke and my son was born shortly after. She decided to make some changes. She stopped drinking. Then, she opened her life to me and brought me into the family. Even though her son and I were no longer a couple, she never made me feel like an outsider. She wanted to have a better relationship with Isaiah, to be a better (grand)parent than she'd been when her kids were small. She took so much on herself, helping me when I needed it, even though she had an ill husband at home to take care of as well. The last 2 years, s
The Lights Turned Down Lowthe lights turned down low the song quietly sings
my mind races forward of what romance brings
the smell of perfume floats free in the air
the food in the oven handled with care
i close my eyes tight and think of what this will be
a night full of romance with just you and me
we sit down to dinner that look in your eyes
the box on the table full of surprise
the gentle sweet kiss you place on my lips
the way youre hand falls just right at my hips
slow dancing romancing a night of romance
hold me forever and lead me to dance
yu place in my hand that one tiny surprise
i open with care anticipation does rise
the glow from the box just cant compare
to the feeling inside in my soul you are there
as yu fall to your knee and say will you be mine
this night in my mind til the end of all time
one kiss on my lips to seal up the deal
please dont wake me this moment is real
i do and i will cherish all that you are
to love and
The Military WifeThe Military Wife!
The good Lord was creating a model for military wives and was into his sixth day of overtime when an angel appeared. She said, "Lord, you seem to be having a lot of trouble with this one. What´s the matter with the standard model?" The Lord replied, "Have you seen the specs on this order? She has to be completely independent, posses the qualities of both father and mother, be a perfect hostess to four or forty with an hour´s notice, run on black coffee, handle every emergency imaginable without a manual, be able to carry on cheerfully, ever if she´s pregnant and has the flu, and she must be willing to move 10 times in 17 years. And oh, yes, she must have six pairs of hands."
The angel shook her head. "Six pairs of hands? No way!" The Lord continued, "Don´t worry, we shall make other military wives to help her. And we will give her an unusually strong heart so it can swell with pride in her husband´s achievements, sustain the pain of separations, beat soundly w
Untitled Thus Far...My eyes burn; bleed into me lover,
You violate my body, but can you sanctify my heart?
Feel screams pour through my fingertips
into you, scratching, I struggle with self
Selfish things; make my legs tremble
convulse hold you tighter until we both
explode
Our hearts slammed together, we couldn't be further apart
You are my soul, and I am your bus stop
So continue on your journey, but I reached my
Destination
I'm Sorry He Say'she finally decided to make a statement:
Wesley Urch looked unemotional.
Clad in his brown prison uniform, Urch rubbed his chin, gave reporters a quick stare and matter-of-factly glanced at the judge.
In seconds, he couldn't face any of them as he learned he could spend the rest of his life in prison for mowing down an Erie couple with his truck.
Wesley R. Urch Jr. is accused of running over and killing Stephen E. Caldwell and seriously injuring Caldwell's girlfriend, Terri Peoples, along West 26th Street late Sunday.
Urch was arraigned Thursday evening in the Erie Bureau of Police squad room in the basement of City Hall before Erie 1st Ward District Judge Sue Mack, who sent Urch to the Erie County Prison in lieu of $100,000 bond.
Urch is charged with involuntary manslaughter, vehicular manslaughter, leaving the scene of an accident involving death or injury, failure in duty to give aid, driving on the left side of the street and two counts each of recklessly endange
A SoldierThere is discipline in A Soldier
you can see it when he walks,
There is honor in A Soldier
you hear it when he talks.
There is courage in A Soldier
you can see it in his eyes,
There is loyalty in A Soldier
that he will not compromise.
There is something in A Soldier
that makes him stand apart,
There is strength in A Soldier
that beats from his heart.
A Soldier isn't a title any man
can be hired to do,
A Soldier is the soul of that man
buried deep inside of you.
A Soldier's job isn't finished after
an 8 hour day or a 40 hour week,
A Soldier is always A Soldier
even while he sleeps.
A Soldier serves his country first
and his life is left behind,
A Soldier has to sacrifice what
comes first in a civilian's mind.
If you are civilian -
I am saying this to you.....
next time you see A Soldier
remember what they do.
A Soldier is the reason our land
is oh so free,
A Soldier is the one that is brave
protecting you and me.
If you are A Soldier -
I am sa
Unforgivenunforgiven 2
Lay beside me, tell me what they've done
Speak the words I want to hear, to make my demons run
The door is locked now, but it's open if you're true
If you can understand the me, than I can understand the you.
Lay beside me, under wicked sky
Through black of day, dark of night, we share this pair of lives
The door cracks open, but there's no sun shining through
Black heart scarring darker still, but there's no sun shining through
No, there's no sun shining through
No, there's no sun shining
What I've felt, what I've known
Turn the pages, turn the stone
Behind the door, should I open it for you?
What I've felt, what I've known
Sick and tired, I stand alone
Could you be there?, 'cause I'm the one who waits for you
Or are you unforgiven too?
Come lay beside me, this won't hurt I swear
She loves me not, she loves me still, but she'll never love again
She lay beside me, but she'll be there when I'm gone
Black heart scarring darker still, yes she'
My Dadyou know i never really knew my dad he was in and out of jail he beat me when i was younger but i kept going back becs i loved my little sis and didnt want anything to happen to her well one night i heard her scream and i ran to her voice and found her laying on the floor craying. i knew what has happend my dad was drunk and hit her so i beat the crap out of him and told him that he ever touched her aginhe never be able to walk again well someone called the cops becs of noise and i made it look like some one broke in my sis laied for me saying some one did my dad couldnt rember he was to drunk so did i do the right thing there??? to this day i dont know where my dad or sis is but i do know th my sis has 4 kids and hasnt seen our dad in over 10 yrs smiles i think i did the right thing
Why I Write BlogsOh boy what a morning and it is still 11:00 am! I got my computer to work, after unplugging everything and then taking the big dust ball off the back of the computer fan! My poor computer couldn't breath! So now it is working but I need to to a complete backup of everything before this happens again and it won't start back up! My work and life are on this computer!
I still need to open up the back and clean the dust out but will do that later after I back it up.
I need to walk on my treadmill. I haven't in days because of my neck and the doctor told me not to for a few days but really need to get back into the habit. It is hard to create the habit of exercise but so easy to get out of the habit!
I kind of feel like I have been through a lot lately. I am a strong, independent, stubborn, loving woman that has the will and tenacity to get through anything. I have been wearing my feelings on my sleeve lately and that isn't good. I guess it means I care too much about peop
The Head Lines Haven't Stopped "she's A Fighter"more from erie daily times news:
Terri Peoples' blue eyes stared up at her family from her hospital bed. She had a question, but was unable to speak.
Her relatives gave her pen and paper.
"What happened?" she wrote.
"You got hit by a car while you were walking," Danielle Peoples told her mother.
Terri Peoples had another question.
"Where's Steve?"
Peoples' relatives have yet to tell her the answer -- that her boyfriend, Stephen E. Caldwell, 42, was killed in the same hit-and-run that has left her in critical condition at Hamot Medical Center.
Peoples' relatives said they plan to talk to her about Caldwell's death when she becomes more stable.
"We have to put it off as long as possible," Peoples' mother, Sherri Beebe, said Wednesday. "She has enough to go through right now."
Peoples' family used the notes to communicate with her on Tuesday, the first day she was alert for an extended period of time since the hit-and-run on West 26th Street Sunday night.
My Daddy Is A SoldierMy daddy is a soldier
My daddy is a soldier
He’s often gone away
To some far off country
Were he has to stay
I really miss my daddy
And im not sure what he does
Except he helps other people
Who need him very much
At night when I say my prayers
I ask to keep daddy safe
So that he can come home to us
And sit in his favourite place
Some nights I can hear mummy cry
When she thinks im asleep
I no she misses daddy
And her sadness hurts real deep
I know that a day may come
When daddy wont come home
And It scares me even thinking
That we will be alone
My daddy is a soldier
He’s often gone away
And am so very proud of him
Each and every day
Come home to us daddy
When your job is done
I know that people needed you
But they aren’t the only ones !!
The Current Tragic News In My FamilyThis is Right From the Erie Daily Times News:
Erie County District Attorney Brad Foulk said Erie police detectives are waiting on an analysis of forensic evidence as they continue to investigate Sunday night's fatal hit-and-run.
"The Pennsylvania State Police have agreed to process the evidence immediately," Foulk said Wednesday.
He said he plans to meet with Erie police on the case again today, and that he had a "very productive" meeting with police on Wednesday.
Investigators also want to speak with the injured victim, Terri Peoples, who is in intensive care at Hamot Medical Center, said Detective Sgt. Jim Spagel, who is leading the investigation with Detective Jon Peters.
Peoples' companion, Stephen E. Caldwell, was killed.
Police believe Erie resident Wesley R. Urch Jr. was driving the pickup truck that hit Peoples and Caldwell outside the Knights of St. John social club near West 26th and Hazel streets on Sunday night.
Urch told police he was driving the truck
Moments - Emerson DriveI was comin' to the end of a long long walk when a man crawled out of a cardboard box, under the E street bridge followed me on to it i went out halfway across with that homeless shadow taggin along so i dug for some change wouldn't need it anyway He took it looking just a bit ashamed he said you know i havent always been this way
I've had my moments days in the sun Moments i was second to none Moments when i knew i did what i tought i couldn't do Like that plane ride coming home frome the war That summer my son was born Memories like a coat so warm the cold wind can't get through Looking at me now you might not know it but I've had my moments
well i stood there tryin to find my nerve wandering if a single soul on earth would care at all miss me when i'm gone that old man just kept hangin around lookin at me lookin down i think he recognized that look in my eyes standing with him there i felt ashamed i said you know i haven't always been this way
I've had my moments days in th
CrushsIt says i have a few crush's right now, Who ever they may be, thank you so much! I feel all smiley :D
ReacurringI have been having this dream of a dear friend. Mostly the dream is telling me that he wants me, he is marriade and so am i. I am confused about this dream because i normally don't dream in this fashion. Lately the dream is getting stronger.I haven't seen my friend in a while and i am wondering if this dream just symbolizing me just missing him or is it that i really want him.any ideas....thanks kitty
Peggy Sues ContestI know that I have been asking for your guys help a lot lately. I have a lot of friends that are in contest. Peggy Sue is in a tattoo contest and could your love and support. Please drop by and drop her some comments. All you have to do is click on the picture below and it will take you right to her picture.
Thanks,
Tiggerbear2007
Thanks Givnjust want to say happy thanksgiving to all my canadian friends....
So I gotts some shopping to do...I want to hug the person that invented this new oil pan..i know sounds weird but its gonna save a huge mess for me...
gonna put up my halloween decorations...ya im like that...its my fav time of year.
:) :) hugs
Beauty Tips By Audrey HepburnBelow is a wonderful poem Audrey Hepburn wrote
when asked to share her "beauty tips."
It was read at her funeral years later.
For attractive lips....speak words of kindness...
For lovely eyes....seek out the good in people.
For a slim figure...share your food with the hungry.
For beautiful hair...let a child run his/her fingers through it once a day.
For poise...walk with the knowledge that you never walk alone...
People, even more than things, have to be restored, renewed, revived, reclaimed,and redeemed; never throw out anyone.
Remember, if you ever need a helping hand,
you will find one at the end of each of your arms.
As you grow older,you will discover that you have two hands; one for helping yourself, and the other for helping others.
Profilewell, it looks like my email got hacked. they blacklisted me but i am back lol. gunna try and post pix of the cruise later.
ciao to all my friends
sorry for any screw ups
As One..im sitting here thinking about you like i do everday im trying to concentrate but the fantasies of you bay im imagining how great it would be if you gave yourself to me i can feel your kisses on my neck and they play of your fingers upon my chest and im enchanted by the spell that you cast best i become undone while in my fantasies so steamy and hot we become one...
Dusty UnderwearOne evening a husband, thinking he was being funny, said to his wife
"Perhaps we should start washing your clothes in Slim Fast. Maybe it
would take a few inches off of your butt!!"
His wife was not amused, and decided that she simply couldn't let such a comment go unrewarded.
The next morning the husband took a pair of underwear out of his drawer.
"What the Hell is this??" he said to himself as a little "dust" cloud appeared when he shook them out.
"April," he hollered into the bathroom, "Why did you put talcum powder in my underwear?"
She replied with a snicker...
"It's not talcum powder......
It's 'Miracle Grow'."
Meant To Last...if i were there id kiss your lips and hold you close when you arise.and when night falls again ,so fast we'd make memories that are meant to last
1845 To LevelSHOW SOME LOVE
1,000 miles seems pretty far but they've got planes and trains and cars, id walk to u if i had n@ fubar
If I Die Before I WakeSong written in Iraq
This is awesome...a must hear and see!!!
This soldier video is new and different. It is moving and heartwarming.
Enjoy and pass it on!
The singer needs a recording contract when he comes home! American Idol
should contact him and he shouldn't have to wait in line.
Heres the link to the video....you should really watch it!!
http://www.flashdemo.net/gallery/wake/index.htm
If I die before you wake...
Back home now I know you're probably sleepin'
Over here it's the middle of the day
I finally found the time to write a letter
Sittin' here a half a world away
I heard about all them folks protestin'
As if I really want this war
But that don't stop me from believin'
There's just some things worth fightin' for
CHORUS
And if I die before you wake,
I pray the world will take
A good look at what God's given us
That we could only understand,
everything is in his hands
All we need is a little faith and trust
I want you to know it ai
Those Born 1920-1979THOSE born 1920-1979
READ TO THE BOTTOM FOR QUOTE OF THE MONTH BY JAY LENO. IF YOU DON'T READ ANYTHING ELSE---VERY WELL STATED
TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED the 1930's, 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's!!
First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they were pregnant.
They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes.
Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints.
We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking.
As infants &children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, booster seats, seat belts or air bags.
Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was alwa ys a special treat.
We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle.
We shared one soft
Blah @ LoveHAVE YOU EVER HEARED OF A DIAMOND LOVE
ONE THAT GRANTED FROM GOD UP ABOVE
A LOVE THAT WILL BE THERE, THROUGH THICK AND THIN
A LOVE THAT WILL BE THERE AND HAS NO END
A LOVE THAT WILL MAKE YOU SMILE AND MAKE YOUR HEART SING
A LOVE JUST AS LASTING AS A DIAMOND RING
A LOVE THATS UNCONDITIONAL AND PURE
HONEST TRUSTING AND GENTLE AND I KNOW IN MY HEART ITS MINE FOR SURE
EVERYDAY I`M TRUSTING WAITNG AND LOOKING UP ABOVE
CAUSE I KNOW ONE DAY GOD WILL SEND ME MY DIAMOND LOVE
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