"who Is That Calling Me "
I was once lost in the darkness and I could not see then at once I heard a strong voice from above calling me.. I felt as though I was being watched with eyes all around. Again I heard the voice say, "My child please look up from the ground so when i turned to look into the sky a bright light caught my sight... Then the voice said, "My child it was I watching you from here up above and I will never leave nor forsake you for you are my child, the one I dearly love"

" The New Arrival "
It didn't take long for him to say goodbye that's when he noticed the tears in my eyes.. He never had once seen me cry but that was the day that I felt as if I could die the pain or the sorrow which hurt most I couldn't tell but now he is gone so what the hell... Now that I found a true love that's here with me to forever stay we planned to be married and happily on our way. Now the first is history and will not be missed. This guy of mine now, oh man can he kiss....

" Someone To Be Found "
It seemed like everytime that I turned to find a friend noone was there to be found. I was lost & deserted from all around until one day it suprised me and there I met you... The next thing I realized was my life began to get brigther as I noticed our friendship grew that much tighter, now I'm glad that our friendship is very close as close as possibly can be... I'm glad that I found you and that you accepted me and I pray that we'll stay friends for "ETERNITY"

" Just A True Friend "
A true friend is someone who will always be near a friend to comfort you when you're in fear A friend is someone who will always stick by your side no matter what the situation maybe he/she's there to be my guide... Or just when you feel down, lonely, or a little sad. a true friend will always be there to pick you up and make you glad. But there are only a few "TRUE FRIENDS" left to be found. That's why I chose you because you're always around... So take our friendship and keep it held close because you are my true friend that I think of and love the most...

"the Return Home"
I may not be at home like you want me to be but that doesn't mean you're not on my mind everyday. Because that you'll always be... You're in my heart and that's where you'll forever stay.. Just a loving reminder I'll be home one very soon day so have the door open very wide because to you I'll be running quick inside and into your loving arms... Oh yes, that's where I should fall and pray that I never return to lonelness not another time or day.. Most importantly, "NOT AT ALL"... But to stay with you in your loving arms that is where I'll forever remain, to get back all the love I've lost, it shall all be regained...

" Only You "
What's this strange feeling calling my heart ? Could it be you calling me to come and be a part ? _________, what is it you want me to do ? Is it to think all about you ? Do you want me to go to a distant land so there I will learn to trust your hand ? Or would you like for me to remain here at home so here I can discover what still remains unknown ? _________, give me the strength to trust only you and let your thoughts guide me in whatever I do. I know you say "It won't be easy" but you also promised, "You'll never leave me" So now only through your trust will I stay cause I know that you will guide me every single step of my way even until the final day. Having learned to be truthful to you I know that's all you ask me to do is to have trust and to always tell you the truth!!!

" God "
Although we may walk from him and try to do things on our own He say "my child I love you" and leads us safely home... " But God I want it this way" he often hears us say "My child I know what's best for you" and leads us on our way Then at night I'm frighten we say "Dear God help us please" He says, "My child I'm here for you, From you I'll never leave " Then we say "THANK YOU GOD" for being here for me I will tell the people of this earth you'll always be !!!

"somewhere Into The Night "
Somewhere into the night where the cool breeze hits your charming face I can hear you call to give you a warm embrace... Somewhere into the night with the stars up high above I can see us together beginning to fall in love... Then it became day with you still by my side and that's when I asked the question will you please be my guide ? And later on, back together and deeper into the night with all things left unseen could you ever imagine it ever being Just "YOU & I "

" Here All Alone "
Sometimes I often wonder where you might be right now How I let you escape.. All my pains and my downs but now I come to realize that I've turned you around Now all that I ask Is where are you now ? I'm sitting here all alone again with you on my mind I know that you must cross it at least a thousand times I lie here at night with nothing else to do except looking at the pictures of "me and you "

" My Long Lost Friend "
I've said some aweful words that hurt you very bad words, I didn't mean that had you very mad... These words that I said really went too far and that's when you told me together, we're apart... I feel very low now for the words that I should not have said.... I just want to apoloigize, and ask you, "WILL YOU STILL BE MY FRIEND ?"

"the Dreams Of Two"
The love that shows deep into your eyes that's the very first thing I realize then the thumping that's in your heart I can hear it calling me from afar that's wheen I come running to your cozy arms that held me tight and set my alarm. It was your lips that touched my tender face Oh my lord, I won the race.... Was this really you & me ? or did I just have another dream ? So please tel me before you go because this one dream I really must know !!

"love On The Horizon"
Oh how sweet if only it were just you and me looking at the skies that are clear and blue having fun on the beach It will be just us two as the sun fades in the distance were walking on the dock we hug and we kiss and "Oops" we got caught (IN LOVE) So as the night glows we begin to head on our way and say to each other I had a great day, and hope we can do it again one very soon Day !!!!

" Lord Please "
Lord please tell me why I'm here Please help me join the race Let me run by your side I'll follow you any place Lord please tell me why I'm here How can I join the pain ? I know life is hard But, I will help anyway I can Lord please tell me why I'm here Make the devil get off my back Help me through the wages of sin Don't let me fall through the cracks Lord please help me while I'm here Don't let temptations do me in Help me to stay closer to you Keep me away from sin Lord please cleanse me of my sins I'm ready to come back to you I've wondered away long enough Now I'm ready to love you too!!!

*********
These would I keep forever in the chambers of my heart The singing of the robin that annouces you in my heart A meadow bright starry eyed where daises nod and doze on slender streams. Grown weary from their unaccustomed clothes, an apple tree with sprouting birds where blue jays congregate to bring you to me. Each other's realastate. The sound of happy children when their school lets out for play That's when the fun begins on April's first bright day. An April day is brief, I know yet there's a gentleman like you out there for a young lady like me. That lives forever in the heart of me forever & always....

********
Life is so very confussing as times goes by it seems very amusing although I want to cry Life is so unfair, it seems to have dealt me a bad hand and tempting me to take a dare. Knowing I can't stand another bad scare, I saw him with her it hurt real bad but it's only a blur that made me super scared I saw him and he saw me. I turned toward them and I took my leave. I only wish I had it on film He turned white they just starred I'll never forget that night for they could only glare before I took any flight....

*******
I met a guuy the other night, I think I have begun to like him. He acts as if he feels the same. One problem is that he may want to remain free. He said he would call but I don't think he will. I'm bracing myself for a fall. I keep waiting still. I jump everytime the phone rings, thinking it will be __________ only to feel the heartache it brings knowing I will still be lonely I'll never understand these things. Why would he say it if he weren't sincere knowing I would I would hold it very dear I would do to see him except for fear of rejection that I'm afraid I would recieve instead of affection. If only I knew weather to be sad and blue or be glad cause my wish may come true that he could be had & he woould say, " I WANT YOOU TOO"

******
I met a special person last night even then I knew he would be different from the other two only he could be my right to take me away from my fright. The first few days I could not believe all the time he spent with me he said he loved me in many ways even then I could not see I was living in a daze I thought I knew him well, but only time would tell soon all his time was spent playin' pool. He no longer had time for me. He told me girlfriends were uncool. I had been aside for everyone to see what a fool he made of me....

*****
I met him one day we went out that night Oh how I wanted to stay. My life had never looked so bright. I knew he would go away Everything seemed really great but I noticed a certain reserve I chose to ignore it at my rate because I really didn't deserve it. It was just a quick of fate.. ____________, had already taken his heart. She had it for well over a year. I wish I had known from the start. It would have saved many tears.Well, that is how I stood. I tried to forget, knowing I never would If only we had never still cause we could...

***
Now we are together but yet apart somethings never last forever. Maybe this is just the start. ______________ maybe by my side and still be far away He is still my guide, I won't go astray. My mind is in a whirl. Sometimes I'm just in a daze. I think he is with another girl. Only I know it is a phase. Time is the only answer and that I have plenty of.. He often sees another. Most are around twenty We are still with each other, but not the way I would like. Things need to go further. They need to inore.....

**
Instead of a frown on your face put a smile in it's place. Instead of shedding tears from a broken heart shed tears of joy, comfer, be smart. Isn't laughter sweeter than cryin' doesn't make life worth the tryin' - (3) Who can hold my hand look me in the eye and never lie, To him I will always say, "I LOVE YOU" He may never look my way, he may never say, "I LOVE YOU TOO" But there may come a day he will decide to stay. Until then, ________________, I will be here waiting for you...

*
I always know when I'm gonna see him By a certain feeling I get sometimes it's dim. But I always know it's because of him. That feeling can take my breath away it is somethng I can't ignore because it's inside me to stay and to remain forever more I wish I didn't have that feeling cause now I believe he has been stealing part of me I can't retrieve. I know he doesn't care but my feelings is still deep inside and it seems so unfair that he can just put his aside I wonder if it was ever really there.

" Advise To A Friend "
So now your going to be wed to someone you say you love. I want to say wait but I keep quiet instead because there is no reason I know of except for what I've read. I hope he loves youas much in return because you deserve the best. He has chosen you from all the rest. You have alot to learn, be careful and always show your concern I'm always here as your friend if yoou ever need to talk. I'm not sure how much help I could be in understanding him. Remember now you must think as we and not me. Happiness is all I want for you and _____________ as well. Best wishes is all I have for you two from your friend _______________.

" First Love "
Does he love me, or does he not or does he just like me or care for me alot. I have to ask these questions before I fall too deep cause I really love him and I want him here to keep. My eyes are full of tears and I don't know why, I think it's because of you. cause you loved me, then left me. Now I'm all alone and I blame it all on you.

"my Love For ___________"
There is this guy named ____________. that I really love alot. But he ignores me and I don't say much myself. I'm always sad because he don't want to be with me. He thinks it's uncool to have a girlfriend like me. Because I'm different from the other girls. Can't he understand he's the one I love, he's the reason I'm always glowing when he's around I wish he would leave everyone else be and come to see me, too hold me and love me. He's the one I'll die for....

Hoars!
So, On Saturday, I'll be activating the God Mode bling thing that the GREATEST TITS IN THE UNIVERSE bought me. Since I like to spread the love, if you'd like me to bomb any of your albums, let me know in this blog's comments. Linking directly to the album in question will increase your chances of being bombed, what with me being a fat lazy bastard and all. Also - if you know any cool people who hardly ever get points, let me know about them in the comments too. You're welcome. ;)

"for Now"
For now be my friend accept me as the person I am Don't force me to shut you out. For now try to understand don't tell me lies that will confuse me futher. For now be patient. Inside me is a beautiful person. For now let me know you care, meet me halfway and walk with me from there. 10. " Feelings " My feelings for ___________ are very strong Sometimes those strong feelings make me want to cry. Here I am sitting up at _______ in the morning thinking about my feelings for __________ and how strong they are. Believe me, they're really strong right now....

"love"
Love can be woderful, that is is yoou can find the right person to share that love with but it takes two people to make love. And I love _________ with all my heart. My mom thinks I'm just in puppy love, I really don't know. Love can really hurt sometimes but then again it can be the best thing on the surface of this earth So find that someone special and find out what love is....

"my Love "
I tiptoed in your room so softly you knew not I was there As I came there for you and caught you unaware. I kissed you so from your sleepy bed. I slipped under covers but you still knew not I was there. Lyin beside you I felt love I kissed you so hard and gave you my love a mealody for yours. Though it echoed all year long. Then I frightened you when I kissed you lasted. Forget me not, I still love you in my heart and I'll always & forever...

"silence"
Here I sit in silence I'm singing sepressing songs smoking a cigarette and drinking a beer. There are five guys that say they love me but I don't understand why I'm always alone. If five people love you then why would yoou be sitting in silence. The week is just starting and it's already hell for me. I just don't understand life is so messed up sometimes but for me it's usually always or most of the time, but why ?

Anti Valentines Day
Hearts and roses and kisses galore, What the hell is all that sh1t for? People get mushy and start acting queer, It is definitely the most annoying day of the year. This day needs to get the hell over with and pass, Before I shove something up Cupid's ass. I'll spend the day so drunk I can't speak And wear black for the rest of the week. Guys act all sweet, but soon it will fade, For all they are doing is trying to get laid. The arrow Cupid shot at me must not have hit, Cause I think this love thing is a crock of sh1t. So, here's my story... what else can I say? Love bites my ass... Fvck Valentines Day! Like ·  &

"fish In The Sea"
I have always heard there are alot of fish in the sea I wonder if there is one for me. Someone besides a jerk All my friends have someone that is always there I look around I find noone this is too much too bare. If I could only find my fish I would jump for joy. I only have that one wish to find the special guy. Is that too much too ask for ? Just one special guy that isn't a total bore. I'm beginning to wonder why they all seem to ignore me and want to say goodbye...

"my Best Friend"
I have this friend named ___________. She thinks she's better than me. I just wonder why it can't be. Alot of people say make new friends and let her be, let her go away and she'll realize the friendship the both of us had. I'm thinking about going away so she'll not know where I am. So she can be with the rest of here so called friends and her lover ___________. I'll just let her be and go away and let her be with the rest of her so called friends....

"loves Philosophy"
The fountains mingle with the river and rivers with the ocean the winds of heaven mix forever with a sweet emotion Nothing in the world is single, all things by law devine in another's being mingle why not I with thine ?

"the Meaning Of Free Love "
It is the sharing, cariing, giving, forgiving, loving and being loved. walking hand in hand, talking heart to heart Seeing through each other's eyes. Laughing together, weeping together. praying together and believing and thinking god for each other for that is shared is a beautiful thing. It enriches the soul and makes the heart sing.....

" Dressed Up"
I had ma clothes cleaned just like new I put'em on but I still feel blue. I bought a new hat, sho is fine, but I wish I had back that ol' boy of mine. I got new shoes they don't hurt ma feet but I ain't got nobody for to call me sweet......

"if I Should Go "
Love leave me like the night the gently passing day we would not know but for that night when it has slipped away Go quietly a dream when done should leave no trace that it has lived except a gleam across the dream's face.......

"black Is The Color Of My True Loves Hair"
Black,black,black is the color of my true loves hair. His lips are like some rosy fair the prettiest face and the neatest hands I love the ground where on he stands..

" Time Is "
Time is too slow for those who wait Too swift for those who fear Too long for those who grieve Too short for those who rejoice But for those who love, Time is Eternity..

"lonely "
Here I sit very lonely all of the people that say they love me I'm wondering where they are. One day there's so many people at my house to see me and then the next day, there's none and I'm lonely again. I hate being lonely..

"come Back "
Too many things remind me of you things we used to talk about things we used to do. All the times that we spent making future plans believing everything you said to me my heartwas in your hands everything is so different now a part of you has changed. I can't seem to understand it my life is all rearranged I hope someday that will go back to the way it used to be I miss you now more than yoou could know so please come back to me...

" Your Love "
Kidden dreams never revealed Broken hearts never healed Lost friends never found Helping hands never around Quiet smiles never heard Unspoken thoughts never a word Your lover never left, My heart forever melts..

"love Games "
You say that you love me then you leave me again. Stop playing these games where I never win. I thought when I met you your feelings were true you said you said you loved me if only I knew So when you get bored or desperate or down, don't come runnin' to me I won't be around becasue loves not a game. Therefore the winner is you. Love is an emotion shared by two..

" Friends "
Friends are hard to come by Friends are hard to choose A real good friendship never dies Good friends you never lose Friends are not like autumn leaves you find everywhere. Best friends are like diamonds very precious and very rare...

"missing You"
I lie in this big double bed and wonder where you are Are you thinking of me, missing me ? There are times when I feel that I can't go on, no calls, no letters, but there's still a glimer of hope shining bright in me. It's been so many days now but still I can't help hoping that soon, someday soon you will arrive and everytime I hear door knocks I can't help hoping and praying it's you coming to see me That it will be you missing me too. For you see there's no life for me No sun or moon or laughter or love. No reason for walking or sleeping without you...

"loves Final Song"
Love has come love has gone some we loved so much we would sale oour souls. You never want to see them go but once they 're gone you sing a new song. This time you promise to tease and to please. But once you see the fire's not there what a smoke in the ground, he's already found another poor soul. You start to cry, he comforts you while you're down You begin to dream as his strong and loving arms are aroound you as you see his baby blue eyes look insidetryin' to cry. He knows he's wrong but the big man says no. But as life goes on you see him and want him but your lust's still there. So, as the night time come he's friend by day but lover at night. He caresses you and lets you know he's always there. But in your mind you're begging and pleading love me for who I am not what I am. I'm still waiting and aurging for him to bring his love on. Now he's mine from dust til dawn and asI see his blonde hair blue eyed son I see a reflection of my one and only man. The

"love "
Love is a feeling shared by two. Love can touch me, love can touch you Love makes you brave and strong and true Especially the love I feel for you. Though our lives are so different nothing can dim the love in my heart. I have something to tell you, I'll say just to you. The words that I'm trying to say is "I LOVE YOU"

"well I Have Lost You"
Well, I have lost you and I lost you fairly In my own way and with my full consent say what you will, kings in autumn rarely went to their deaths more proud than this one went Some nights of apprehension and hot weeping I will confess but that's permitted me, day dried my eyes, I was not one for keeping rubbed in a caged A wing that would be free. If I had loved you less or played you slyly I might have held you for a summer more. But at the cost of words I value highly and so such summer as the one before should I out live this angish and men do I shall have only good to say for you..

" Alone "
I sit here all alone wondering what to do or what to think I cry myself to sleep sometimes at night because I'm wondering if anyone cares......

" I'm Possed "
There you sit in your silence here I sit in mine we're so muchalone altogether as if we were apart I long to reach out and touch you, to hold you in my arms Instead I remain sitting quietly for my fear of rejection is strong Wouldn't it be much easier if we coould read each other's mind Be able to reveal, without using words what we're feeling inside But that of course isn't possible so now what can we do to break down this wall between us and let each other through ?

" Day To Day "
All I need from day to day is for you to say, I LOVE YOU" All I need from day to day is for you to need me. All I need from day to day is to feel your arms around me. All I need from day to day is to feel your lips on mine. All I need from day to day is to feel your touch of love. All I need from day to day is for you to say, " I LOVE YOU"

" Hurt "
The hurt is still there and always will be until I know he cares it will remain still. I'm waiting for the day he will say he isn't going away. I don't think that time will come, atleast no time soon. He still thinks he's to young to have a steady girlfriend...

" I Miss You Most "
I miss you when you're here I miss you when you're gone I'm sitting here wondering if you're missing me.. I still think I miss you most My eyes lite up when I see your smile My heart cries out for you when you're gone I long to hear your sweet voice When we sit and talk for hours at a time I feel so great inside But when the time has come for us to say goodbye I miss you most... I long to be with you night & day but I guess I'll have to sit & wait to see what the morning brings.. I often find myself watching & counting the time as it goes by as to when I will see you again.. Time has it's way of torching two people who are so in love I MISS YOU YESTERDAY I MISS YOU TODAY BUT MOST OF ALL I MISS YOU MOST!!!!!!

" Wish I Was There "
Wish I was there to feel all the pain that I have put you through, If only I could take all the pain away that you are in... I wanna be the one who's there to feel your love, your touch, your kiss Wish I was there to hold you and look you in the eyes and tell you how sorry I am and tell you it'll never happen again... I wanna be the only one for you I wanna be the one who makes you happy the one who makes you laugh Just wish I was there to show you how much I LOVE YOU !!!!

" Only You "
I love only you only you know my pain only you can take this pain in my heart away. I hate this pain in my heart.. I can't take it anymore... I wanna crawl in a small hole somewhere and stay there forever cause without you I'm nothing... I love only you and there will never be another... I'll never love another the way I love you no other can take your place in my heart.. Only you can fill that special spot And now it's all cold and empty since you are gone !!!

" Lonely"
I've been lonely since the day you said goodbye All I do is sit and cry I don't know what to do or what to say anymore... I know I hurt you and I hurt you bad And for that I am sorry I know sorry isn't good enough but that's all I know to say right now... Why does love have to hurt like this ? I'm so lonely since you said it's over My heart is now broken and I only have me to blame... I just wish this loneliness would end !!!

" Easing The Pain"
How do I ease the pain Where in my heart only sorrow remains It seems I'm constantly drwoning in tears why can't the hurt just disappear... I just want to fly away and let the agony fall astray but they are with me night & day these feelings so black & gray... But now I see your guiding light shinning so wonderous and bright saving me from the torrents of misery changing my life from chaos to harmony... You are the one who set me free and unlocked the chains of slavery giving me the strength and might and helping me win my endless fight...

"you Are A Special Somebody"
You are responsible for your behavior.. The results of your behavior.. and what you become in life... You shouldn't let your needs or expectations of your friends keep you from doing what is right.... "You are somebody, you are unique !" There has never been and never will be another person like you.. You don't have to pretend to be something that you're really not... Winner's make it happen, Losers let it happen, There in the face of your mountains, you should not quiet You should keep on striving until you climb over them all.. So you can find a path through or a tunnel underneath and stay there and turn that mountain into the gold mine that you deserve ! "You are somebody, You are unique, there should not and never be another person like you." "YOU ARE SOMEBODY"

"night In Shining Armor"
Single, not a care in the world He walks in from the cold All dressed in his Sunday best.. I stood there starring, I knew I had to have him, he's my night in shining armor.... The band played our favorite song He asked me, "Could I have this dance ?" I kindly accepted his offer and off to the dance floor we went... We danced the whole night away.. I just knew I had to have him, he is my night in shining armor... As the night turned into day we found ourselves still holding on tight...He then looked into my eyes and said, "Take me now or lose me forever, I knew I had to have him, therefore he is my night in shining armor....

****
I often sit and wonder why you took your love away, is it real or is it a dream, Only time will tell... I think of you each day I think of you each night I often wake up in the middle of the night cryin' cause you're not here... I think of you when I hear our favorite song playing on the radio... I just can't get these thoughts of you out of my head... Why did you take your love from me ? Only time will tell... I can't seem to get use to the idea of us just being friends when we have shared so much together. But I guess time is the only answer as to when you should bring your love back to me....

Happy Thursday!!
Just Thought I would write and see how everyone's doing.. I hope all is staying warm and dry .. and hope everyone has a great weekend....  I am gonna post some of my poetry and  stuff that i've written in the past.... Hope you all enjoy it... Peace Out!!

Quatrain 6-81
Tears, Cries, And Laments, Howls, Terror, Inhuman Heart, Cruel, Black And Making One Shudder With Fear. Blood To Be Shed, Hunger For Bread And Cheese, To None Mercy.

[victory For Ick!]
Honestly, who was the last person to tell you that they love you? A girl I know. I loled.   Did you sleep alone last night? Nope. Mah doggeh keep me warm.   Does it bother you when people try to make you jealous? A bit yeah. ... :D   Would you ever eat a bug for 1,000 dollars? Depends on the bug. Actually I heard tarantulae taste like crab. Also, in some countries, in some seasons- bugs are your effing protein. Do you like when people play with your hair? NO! LEAVE IT THE FUCK ALONE!   Do you plan on sleeping in tomorrow? Nope. Trying to stay on a schedule.   Does it matter to you if your boyfriend/girlfriend drinks? Don't care as long as it doesn't lead to massive slips in judgement.   Best summer of your life? I dunno, but I bet me and Brandon were running amock in my blazer or I was falling off the hood of his truck.   Do you find piercings attractive? Not really. Especially after certain reprehensible people were expelled from my life.   Have you ever kiss

Lil Red Riding Hood Salute
                                               I would love for someone to dress up as "lil red riding hood" and do me a salute for this big bad naughty wolf ;) and i'm thinking of putting something similar together for surprise salutes of me in in my wolf form ;) Granny gown and all if I could find one that is :)  

How Do I Fill Out A Cca?
The CCA form is sent to members after they have made several purchases on fubar. The CCA process verifies you are the card holder. Most likely you have been sent this form before and ignored it. Copy and paste this link into your browser and you SHOULD be able to access the online CCA form. http://www.fubar.com/cca.php.  If the LINK does not work, try to copy and paste it OR you will have to FAX a signed document with the following information. If you can not access it, then you can FAX your CCA. If you use debit/pay as you go or multiple cards, please note in the comments and list the card. If you use PAYPAL, please enter your account information that you have registered with PAYPAL. We are NOT asking you for credit card numbers or anything we do not have on file from your previous transactions. If you are using someone's card, you will be asked to submit a faxed CCA from the card holder. In some instances, we will require users to Fax over a credit card or paypal autho

The Demise Of Mamba & Iowa...or Is It?
This is the only time and place this will be discussed. Don't text me. Don't call me. Don't send me a message on YIM or even a PM or SB here. I won't be discussing it. Yes. Tony and I will be divorcing here shortly. OMGZ one of Fu's power and popular couples are divorcing! And since I will be working pretty hard core until next Thursday, I thought I'd write this blog now before we divorce and I have people all in my shit.  Here are some facts though. What happened with Tony and I, is Tony and my business. It's no one else's business thus is why I will not be talking about it, TO ANYBODY, other than this blog right here.  No. Tony did not screw me over. No. Tony is not a bad person. No, I did not screw him over. No, none of the rumors about other people causing shit in our relationship is true or the cause of this to happen. Tony and I both realized we have more of a friendship than a relationship. It was a MUTUAL decision. 100% mutual. I'm sure even me saying that though, certain

Biological Psychology Question?
1. Should someone accused of a crime be able to plead not guilty on the grounds of brain dysfunction or hormone imbalance? Would this be similar to a defendant pleading not guilty because he or she was under the influence of drugs? When making your statement keep in mind of the Pro's vs con's of the topic also the issues such as moral ,legal and ethical this should be a good debate lets all have fun i enjoy my phys class and would love to share this topic makes you think

Whats Love Got To Do With It?
As we all know that holiday most of us despise is rapidly approaching. In my opinion "Valentines Day" is a made up holiday by chicks. They   wanna feel validation from their S/O buy receiving flowers, jewelry, a nice dinner out at a fancy restaurant, a card or any other token to   show their "love"   I wanna know I'm loved everyday, not just one day of the year. Send me flowers just because it's Tuesday. write "I love you" in the fog of   the bathroom mirror, run your lady a hot bath and light a bunch candles, turn on some soft music and wash her hair. Trust me chicks   will appreciate these simple signs a lot more (and if not then she is a gold digger and you should dump her ass.)

Another Hero? (continued)
His shoulders creaked now in the morning. His rich, dark hair, now speckled with "just a hint" or "the most austere whisper" of grey. Depending on which kissass described him.Such was the glamorous life. Waking up to footsteps outside of your tent, always one hand on your knife, and a cavalier smirk on your face. How many seasons had he ridden with this fat, pompous, lord with a dirty little private war to fight?"Captain?" came a meek voice behind the canvas."Enter" the old campaigner had his boots on and enough leather to stop one clumsy assassin from hitting anything vital. He recognized the voice, another green farmboy looking to make a pittance at the risk of his life. What had happened to this land in absence of his king? Power vaccuums... good for business, good for war, not so great on the commonwealth and well being of your neighbors and former subjects.Did this boy even remember the nation? The towering spires, the great columns supporting auspicious knights and warriors, the

[for Something Different]
*rubs eyes*Cold. Like really cold, but sunny.I think for something different (after listening to the The Protomen Act I) I'll listen to In Rainbows for a bit and y'know...try to figure out what in the hell I'm trying to accomplish.Oh yeah...immediate concerns being "jorb".There's an opening for a case manager at Valeo. ... *sighs* of course they're asking for more than just a BA but a specific one.Jesus why am I flashing back to 3 years ago when I was calling restaurants 4 times a week just to beg to fry eggs or cut onions?Whole thing makes my head hurt, also- bills are overdue. This is usually a sign that I'm reluctant to take anything more out of my bank account, despite being able to afford them.So as usaul I'll pay the late fee, probably get a nasty note, and not register any of this shit in my head.I dunno that I really want to work, not in Topeka any way...Though I do have housing covered.And that's saving me hundreds a month. And as much as I hate this refrigerator box, it does

Headliner Happy Hour Info!
  When: Friday, Feb. 4th Time: 5:30 - 8:00 PM Where: The Headliner1401 State Route 35 SNeptune, NJ 07753 I have to get the guest list in by noon tomorrow. Send me a message here or leave a message or txt @  (732) 503-8831

Racism And Other Ridiculous Assumptions
I was trying to go to sleep. As is a common happening for me, I found myself mad at the things I see no good sense in. I had to get up and do something about it and this is the first place I came to. When we see a person we evaluate any number of things about them in a fraction of a second. We are social animals by nature and depend on each other so it is important that we get in touch with someone before we even speak. We read their facial expression, their body language and their overall frame of mind the best that we can. As a young child I remember being confused and hurt when I realized that a great number of people see skin color before they even see a person's face or body language. I had never assumed that made any difference as I had much more important things to worry about, I suppose. I thought to myself, "How do people drop judgement on me for, not only something that I can't help, but something about myself that has nothing to do with how I feel or who I am, the spirit in

My Baby
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Every Beat Of My Heart
Every Beat Of My Heart With every beat of my heartI feel yours inside of mine,Together they beat as oneKeeping perfect time.With every beat of my heartI hear yours inside of mine,Our chance to be togetherThe beat says it's nearly time.With every beat of my heartI know that yours does to,And every time it pumpsI know I'm feeling you.With every beat of my heartI listen close to what it says,I hear yours calling mineAnd it knows it must obey.With every beat of my heartI feel mine loving you,And with every beat of yoursI know you love me too.With every beat of my heartIt hurts when you say good bye,And with every beat of my heartDrops another tear I cry.With every beat of my heartI miss you all the more,The beat grows ever louderUntil it's like a thunderous roar.For with every beat of my heartInside I feel the pain,Right now mine beats aloneAnd I'm missing you again.With every beat of my heartI need yours here to stay,For I miss you all the moreEverytime you go away.

Ergonomic Office Massage Chairs For Back Pain Relief That Uses Gel Pack Therapy And Massage
Back Pain Relief Pack when sitting is a very common problem for many people today, because the session was to set a higher amount of pressure on the spine has nerves and muscles surrounding the spine. Obtain relief from this pressure is not easy to implement, unless you only resist this to relieve the pressure. Being a developer of office and professional, I explored many ergonomic office chairs since I started in the business of office furniture in 1992. At that time, many fresh products are designed to provide back support in the lumbar region and chairs, which takes the stress of the back with angles and shapes rear seats and even a heated massage. But I found someone who actually offered the option of both hot and cold treatment that was built on a chair. Many doctors support the cold treatment to reduce swelling of the muscle tissue surrounding the area most injuries in all damage not only back pain. Usually after 2-3 days of cold treatment the swelling is red

Why Cant I
WHY CANT I KEEP YOU IN MY ARMS NO MATTER HOW HARD I TRY TO . WHY CANT I WALK AWAY FROM YOU EVEN IF I DONT LOOK BACK. WHY CANT I PUT INTO WORDS TO TELL YOU WHAT YOU MEAN TO ME . WHY CANT I TELL YOU THAT YOUR MY WORLD MY LOVE MY LIFE. WHY CANT I KEEP FROM LOOSEING YOU EVERYTIME 

Pain, Dreams, The Ethereal
I sit here, virtual pen in hand and set about the task before me. It is not a duty i take lightly. it is my only outlet to adjourn myself to, that will distract my minds eye from the ravages of my person.  The pain rises and ebbs within me as the tide. It crashes against my soul, and just as i feel my self go under it lazily drifts back only to rise again. The points inbetween i have come to think of as my life. How so cruel and merciless a jailor could be within the confines of this form i know not. But, a cruel torturer he certainly seems to be. Thoroughly and effectively, taking pride in his duties so not to dissapoint his quarry. i have sought to have him purged from my kingdom, but the best knights and magicians cannot remove this fallowing character. I am to live with his torment, for it is not fatal, the wounds he causes. Again it rushes over me and again i rally all restraint, and again it crashes taking me down. It is interesting the parley we are willing to particpate in, giv

Not Sure...
So what do you do when you adore someone?  Shit get's weird... you know they like you and you like them! This has been established between you and him both...   Me being cautious I always seem to fuck up something good... I guess I ask the wrong questions, but I am not a very trusting person simply because I have had shitty fucking experiences with guys my whole entire life... It's not like I'm trying to accuse him of being shady more a less I guess I just want to make sure that I am really what he wants...  He drives me crazy!  This is not in a bad way either.  When I don't talk to him I miss him like crazy.      So how do you even really tell a person what is on your mind?  Normally I'm so good at this, but like I said shit gets weird...  I get deep in thought about retarded bullshit and get freaked and I'm like fuck what did I just do and how do I fix it...  So needless to say my thought process on this issue is a little fucked up...  It's like I freak out and don't know what exa

*blinks*
8:16pmrelentless1:So are you dominant?thats something i don't know that u do.. could be hot8:17pmKloverlynn: you asked if I am dominate in bed..well the answer isno..I like MEN..take charge strong men..and if i can dominate him..that makes him a bitch..and I dont wanna fuck a bitch8:18pmrelentless1: haha that has never happened to me so i wouldn't know, i am out to dominate myself8:19pmKloverlynn: imma have to call bullshit on that lol a dominant man? Would never asif I wpuld dominate himin bed. I know BDSM well love and trust me when I say that is fact8:20pmrelentless1: oh yes they would, so you are saying that people never want to try out different things?8:20pmrelentless1: i don't like monotany8:21pmKloverlynn: I am saying a dominant man would never wanna be dominated..considering you have already told me you dont know much about that lifestyle...I do..and a Dom is not gonna wanna be punked by a bitch..true story8:22pmrelentless1: i will call bullshit on that, who doesn't want the o

A Simple Question...
I was asked last night by a fare that called in for a cab what my sexiest feature was...You know...random really drunk boy calling in with nothing better to do then hit on the girl behind the desk answering the phones because he couldn't get one of the girls at the bar to take him home...my answer to him was simply the feature...not the reason why...but I thought on my instant answer a little bit later and this is what I came up with... Truth be told...I don't write this mess, any of it, for it to actually be read... although, don't get me wrong... I appreciate the ones that do occasionally hit my blogs :) I write it because I have a terrible memory and I will forget it otherwise...   My sexiest feature? My soul...because it is laid out for anyone who cares to take the time to see it...it can not be changed or altered with makeup or products...it can't be boosted or sucked in...or changed...it can't be molded like a mind or broken like a heart...it requires nothing to be as it is...

Elide
elide\ ih-LAHYD \verb;    1.  To suppress; omit; ignore; pass over.    2.  To omit (a vowel, consonant, or syllable) in pronunciation.    3.  In law, to annul or quash.

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Form follows function.  -  Louis Henri Sullivan

Disaster..
Day 1 Cigarettes today: 5 Urge to kill Scale (1-10): 10  - Talk to me and I will kill you..   I started quitting smoking today. I method I am using is the nicotine patch. I smoked on average of 1 &1/2 to 2 packs a day. The largest patch they have is = to 1 pack a day. I already cutting my smoking in half and my body is not happy about it.    Todays Mishaps: I was doing just fine until around 3pm today. A customer had a rush job and wanted me to work overtime, This never happens. Lovely.. By 5pm my urge to kill scale was at 10.. At one point I lost a tool for 20 minutes only to find it in my pocket.. I then threw it across the shop and lost it for another 5 minutes.. Jen called me and i freaked out on her for no reason.. She should have hung up on me.. Bright side, the job I did didn't give me too many problems and turned out looking real nice.. I was starving so I go to Subway for dinner.. I was craving a Meatball Sub on italian herbs and cheese bread.. They tell me they are out

Help My Lil Girl Reach Her Goal
Heey there My lil girl Needs Help With donations in rasin money for the American Heart Association if youd like to help please click here THANX http://honor.americanheart.org/site/TR/HoopsforHeart/SCA-SouthCentralAffiliate?px=2413713&pg=personal&fr_id=1436 Help Kinleigh Make a Difference! I'm joining millions of others to help save lives with the American Heart Association's Hoops For Heart Program! I'm doing Hoops For Heart at my school and learning how I can help make a difference by raising lifesaving donations to help kids with heart disease.  I'm also learning about my own heart, and how to keep it healthy. And I'm getting active playing basketball! I'm excited about raising money for other kids - kids with hearts that don't exactly work right and to help fund new medicines and treatments to be discovered.  Please help me make a difference!  Thank you!

My Profile Pic
I was told by someone on here that I look like a whore in my profile pic.This was quite disturbing to me considering the person who told me this likes slutty looking women.I can't for the life of me figure him out.Just wondering if anyone out there agree's.I'm a slut because I showed some clevage?

Depressed!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Tonight I tucked in my daughter and fell asleep by her. I must have been dreaming of my Nana because when I woke up I had this horrible urge to go see her.  Then got thinking God I wish I was rich so I could hire a full time nurse, home health aides and get a nicer house so that I could bring her home as she is in a nursing home as she has severe alzheimers. Its so bloody hard to see her now but I go and I fight with her disease meaning shes doped to the nines and she will wake up and say what do you want and I say I'm Jenny Alice and we know eachother, then she falls asleep and we repeat what we just went through a few times then she falls asleep again and she wakes up with a huge smile and the light in her eyes returns and YAY SHE KNOWS ME!!!!!!!!!!! Then you beg for her not to fall asleep again stay awhile let me kiss your forehead and your hand let me massage you back it will all be ok Nana I promise but its not. God I need her right now. I need to hear that she will always love

Improper Phone Boning
Took a phone call before getting in my car today, hung up & placed back in my belt holster. When I stopped at the store, pulled it out to find I had a lil mishap. Now I dont recall any impact that drew my concern, so best I can figure is it got pinched between the seat belt dock and the rivet on my jeans pocket when I sat down, as that kind of lined up with the point of impact on the phone, albiet in the case at the time. Figured I'd throw that out there as a "watch out for". I had elected the insurance when I bought the phone, bout 7 dollars a month, so I called the Sprint store which directed me to the repair facility (didnt bother with their customer sevice line because I knew I'd get Maylaysia). Andrew at the repair shop said to come on down, that he had a display in stock. Was a small que ahead of me when I got there, but once it was my turn, he whipped thru it like a champ, and I was like new in 20 mins, with a new speaker to boot. As per usual, got a survey call to rat

What To Wear?
Nothing new to write about. So if you wanna know whats going on in my life, re-read some old blog posts. I'm conflicted about what to wear on my wrists. I have to many things to choose from. Yup, that right, there just too many choices. What do you think would be best ?  Come on, this is your chance. Write a comment ! ~ Dare ya !

Tonight!
It's the Radio X show Rock and Talk Radionever sounded this... weird! John and Whitterswill make you laughor look foolish trying! Catch the Radio X show... You never know what's going to happen(and neither do they!) Live... TONIGHT!!!10pm Eastern • 9pm Central  Join us in ----------------------------- 

Not As Good As The Rest?
Have you really even seen the tears I've cried? The pain and anquish they carry from inside... What they mean, and where from they came... Your hands, your mind, your actions. your heart that is where they got their start. And it's never because you care so much you need to come clean and be forgiven it's more because I have to find it all myself, the lies. cheating and deciept you thought you've hidden   Was it because I wasn't enough? Didn't do enough? Was I not enough like them? Not enough not like me?   So now I sit.. and everything has it's own bittersweet feeling... everything around has it's happy and sad about it.. because everything around me is everything to do with you.    

[replay]
Shoo.. man I'm tired.Well, I could built jet arrays (scared to) or I could replay some of my old gamesI mean- sure, I like this site, and I like you people- but anything more than 8 hours is kinda ridiculous....actually anything more than 1 hour aside from a long piece of creative writing is ridiculous XDAnyway, I've got quite a few to choose from, I could try hooking up my old nintendo and try going through my old Megamans (1-3). I could always hack a copy of Powered up for my PSP or the whole collection on rom, but I don't have a USB controller for my PC.There's also these Squaresoft PS1 classics to considerFront Mission 3 (Giant robot turnbased strategy game!) While the idea of playing FM3 appeals to me- actually playing it probably won't.See- I love this game, I've played through it several times.And even if you skip EVERY cut scene and ALL diologue it takes > 30 hours to complete.I've played it backwards and forwards, and ... if I owned it on my PSP I'd probably just play it when

My Windows
  My windows are my eyesThey let me see the worldThrough different types of glassI see different types of moods Through tempered glass I seeThe chilling realityThe bitter losses of those lessFourtunate than I Through stained glass I seeMany different colorsThat blend into harmony with easeBut sometimes they collideInto thoughtless war I see this from my windowsMy windows are my eyesThey let me see the world. Copyright © 2009

Tantric
So I was having a discussion a bit ago about tantric sex..   Well, it started with soundscapes music and why I listen to it.. Then i thought.. There is certain instrumental music that produce different internal reactions within each of us...   Soundscapes=soft insrumenals and kinda medatative. Native flutes specially with a drum beat that gradually increases & decreases cause quite a different reaction. More aware of me. MY sexual being.. My chi, my inner self... (this is what I prefer to listen to when I am getting tattooed which is weird now that i think of it..)   It occurs to me that a native beat can bring me quite an enjoyable experience. It becomes tantric almost hynotic to my body. my entire being feels it.. deep inside.. In regards to this, there is one thing that can drive me completely over the top within tanric..(and other areas) and that is 3 little words said in a almost deep gutteral growl.. JUSt 3 words can send me to heights unknown.. without touch.. Now to a

Janey Godley’s Podcast “episode 30”
(Please be aware that this Podcast Contains strong language) In the 30th episode of Janey Godley’s Podcast Ashley is left home alone and is charged with presenting the podcast by herself. She tells us all about Mel Gibson’s “reasons” for being anti-Jewish, and discusses (with herself) the pros and cons of civil revolution, she encourages you all to go to your library and read a comic called “100 Bullets” or call the lady behind the counter a cow. Ashley then draws attention to another onslaught of bad weather hitting Australia, and questions why more people don’t like New kids on the block. She worries about her mother’s new role as the “face” of BBC radio 4’s comedy podcast and how this will effect the future of her own podcast all this plus a riveting look into the mind of a twenty something left alone with a microphone and nobody to talk to.   Mother and Daughter comedy team get to natter and the world gets to hea

Nsfw Deals
Alright so many of you want to know how to see them, heres how!   5 credit bling pack will get you a nsfw salute of your choice from me 10 credits will get you a vid of me playign with my tatas  25 Credits  will allow you to see all my pics and gifs, altogether 150 xxx pics, thats a shit load! 65 credits gets you  a hot 3 min video with audio of me xxx and my pics and gifs for a month Anything more gets you permante family add, plus 3 nsfw salutes, the video, and a personal request of a nsfw pic. I am willing to negotiate things, a mix and match deal. Say just the video and pics? autos are fine. Few pics and gif of my tatas , Boomys... or will get u into a smaller sized folder.(sometimes folders for VIP when needed, ask!) so if youd like a folder AND a salute or w/e! then theres how. If you are interested in seeing me there are your options. Thanks for reading^^

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There’s nothing in my life I’d say I regret But there’s something in your eyes that makes me forget the times that I believed That love was good as love could be I had it all but I was wrong Thought I’d been touched Thought I’d been kissed Thought I’d been loved But it was nothing like this You can’t describe the sea unless you’ve been there before It’s just a mystery until you’re standing on the shore And moved by every wave Taking your breath away Like you do to me Thought I’d been touched Thought I’d been kissed Thought I’d been loved But it was nothing like this It’s like another life Like I hadn’t felt a thing Until you Thought I’d been touched Thought I’d been kissed Thought I’d been loved But it was nothing, nothing like this It was nothing like this Nothing like, nothing like this

Imbolc/festival Of Brid (breed)
February for the ancients  was the time of the long night -- great darkness, piercing cold, and dwindling food stores. February was such a harsh and brutal month that it was called the Dead-month. Since travel at this time of year was so fraught with danger, celebrating Imbolc at a large regional festival was out of the question. Instead the Feast of Brigid was celebrated with small rituals in the village and in the home. Imbolc was nonetheless an important holiday because its message was "hold on, there is hope...the bitter days of winter are near their end." It marked the midway point between the winter and the spring solstice, a time when hope begins to stir with a longing for the return of spring. Imbolc (also called Oimelc) was primarily a women's festival. Young girls dressed in white carried a corn dolly in processions. Women made corn cakes from the grains that were gathered first and last in last year's harvest and the women and girls feasted together. And

Have Fun Fillin' This Out!!!!
2011 Girlfriend Application: Please out and send to my Inbox. Have fun!!!! Name:   1.  Date of Birth? 2. Height? 3. Hair Color? 4. Eye Color? 5. Waist size? 6. Bra Size? 7. Piercings? 8. Tats? 9. trimmed, shaved or Natural? 10. Do you drink? 11. Do you smoke? 12. Condom or Bareback? 13. What would you say is your best quality? 14. # of kids/want more? 15. do you work? 16. Living situation? 17. What do you like to do in your free time? 18. What do you think is my best quality? 19. Do you like your family/family oriented? 20. Have you ever cheated? 21. Where do you see yourself in 5 years? 22. What’s your worst quality? 23. Are you still in love with your ex? 24. If not, Do I need to kick his ass? 25. Do you have a problem with any of my activities? 26. Would you have a problem with my friends? 27. would you have a problem if I have female friends? 28. Would you go to a strip club with me? 29. If I had a car or truck you didn't like, would you make m

Running My 1st God Mode
15 Family Spots for Sale I will be running my first God ModeThursday, 2-3-2011 starting in late afternoon Wanna get some help from being in the family???*Buy me Bling equalling 10credits or more from my wishlist*Buy me a Blast*Send me 5mil fubucks SB or PM me your choice, once I get it I will add you to the family!!!

Something Ridiculous And Maybe Something A Little Shady ...
Hey kids..let's keep this simple here ready set go now!!!... Default: Real Salute: I don't have to say much here do I?...also in a totally unrelated issue, word of mouth has it then we have a constant green/teal dude out there that runs God Modes & is on Fubar 24/7 but is "homeless" and "can't pay his phone bill" and is always "looking for cash & places to live",is on "Fu from the Car" and preys on the generosity and naiveness of women here. Word has it that the amount has now about hit double digits. If you or anyone you know has been affected by this please send your information to me in a PM PLEASE and it will be added to the pile. Soon enough everyone will find out, just a matter of time and putting it together. Remember, always be leery of someone looking for cash when they seem to sure have enough time and ability bling to run. Or anywhere for that matter. Have a good night, stay warm, and peace....

A Dream Worth Dreaming
A Dream Worth Dreaming Somewhere in my dreams I hear your voiceWhispering gently....into thin airAt the edge of the mountain I close my eyesSensing your breathing...feeling you appear thereOn the edge of my dreams I see your faceA twin soul......when we share eyes At the edge of the mountain I catch my breathTouching our finger tips...mouth goes dryIn the shadows of my dreams I taste your lipsSo soft against mine like a warm rainAt the edge of the mountain my heart slowsSharing our every breath....two hearts don't refrainIn the deepest part of my dreams I feel your touchBreathless....from the warmth of your skinAt the edge of the mountain I open my eyesSeeing only clouds....feeling.... withinOn the edge of my dreams is where I want to stayIt's there...I'm forever in your arms...safe...soundAt the edge of the mountain I'll remain breathlessFor me.....no greater love will ever be foundWill you always be there on the edge of my dreams?Will you always meet me to the edge of

Boomy Contest Winners....
>   > > >   > > > > > Thank you to everyon who entered my Boomy contest! > > the winners are... > > > 1st place > Funsized Gothlette XxGDxX@ fubar > > 2nd place > Hypnotiq xx ecs xxFuCTxx@ fubar > > 3rd place > VivaLaMFKNOGxDOLLxECSxFE2x3vilxPdPx@ fubar > > and the booby sitting in 4th is.... > H3rbalR3m3dy@ fubar > > > xox congrats to everyone for the effort! > best of luck next time!! > thank you! > > THE MUTHA FUKN PRINCESS TO YOU@ fubar > > > > > >

Who Me?
I only eat Heinz Ketchup.  I am claustrophobic  I also suffer from lollypopguildophobia. I will give you a minute to google it. . .. ... .. . good? ok! I only eat fish in the form of sticks. I rarely drink alcohol.  I am addicted to hair dye, it's like a bad drug.  I have a bucket list, and haven't yet completed anything on it.  I probably never will.  I am very untalented.  I just have no talent.  I am a nerd  I am 'mathlexic' Every time I go to the doctor, I think they will kill me.  I lost my dad in 2008 & will never get over it.  I fall for 'As seen on TV products'. I only like raw vegetables unless it's corn.  I am afraid to have sex because I don't want to get pregnant. I have crushes on fictional characters .... TV boyfriends are dreamy. I have a real life boyfriend that I have been with for almost 3 years.  We act like a married couple.  Drag Queens inspire me. I still have security blankets. They will never leave me. I am socially awkward & avoid h

Fu Bear
Her beauty amazes me,Her smile does the same.To never hold her,Only I would be to blame.Her heart I would covet,Forever hold it close.If she would chose me,Her heart I would never lose.Bless me with your smile,And send me your heart.And I promise you beautiful,Our hearts will never be apart.    

Socially Awkward
Social Anxiety. Socially Awkward.  I saw my cousin at the store the other day, she's much younger than me & waaaay cooler. I noticed when I talk to her online that I can say anything, I can type it. But when it comes to face to face contact I freeze up like a loser. I really need to work on that.  I noticed too sometimes, my brain is screaming "talk!" but my mouth just won't move & half the time, my brain won't even tell me what to say. I grew up shy & I am actually a lot more shy than I was as a child. I don't know what to do in social situations & I really don't know how to combat that.  This is becoming redundant.    Most people label me as the creepy quiet friend & sometimes that bothers me. How do I take that & make it something awesome?  I guess I probably should put myself in more social situations, but when I think about that I think I might have a panic attack.  Is there a pill I can take for that? Most times, I don't even want to talk to people online because i ge

Another Hero?
"What is this?"Charcoal, so fine, still warm and smoldering. Swept in the wind turning the sky black, and toxic.Crumbling in his fingers like the last remnants of hope.This was peace.This was beauty.This was home.The fires no longer roared, only meekly murmured around him. All had been razed, all had been levelled, the horizon in all directions was like finely driven black snow over a sharp alien landscape. The sun a scornful spectator hung malevelontly from a safe distance.Unaware of the charred earth, the thundering in his skull, the dark dervish and spinstorms around him.He cups his hands to his eyes, leaving long, black streaks across his face, not a howl or a wail of vengeance, but a moan. An injured and sick noise fell from him.This was despair.And it was music to demons' ears.   One in particular took notice that day. Idly picking through the refuse and cinder, taking a moment to puppet a dolly into a macabre dance and frolick. A smokey, filthy little thing, hand-carved and pa

The Glow Radio Wednesday Hump Day Rock Block
Wednesday Night on The Glow Radio: First up is DJ Siren & her "Sins Of Rock" Show spinning her mix of 80's & 90's,Rock & Metal starting at 6pm pt/7pm mt/8pm ct/9pm et/2am gmt next up is Tony the Misfit & his Freak Show featuring the best in Rock, Alternative, & Metal Music  at 9pm pt/10pm mt/11pm ct/Midnight et/5am gmt   Tune in to The Glow Radio on iTunes; you can find us under Classic Rock in The Radio Directory & on Microsoft's Media Player's Internet Radio Classic Rock Section or you can go to our website at: ___________________   www.TheGlowRadio.com   Tune in and enjoy the best tunes anywhere on the Web.  The music community for the coolest cats in town!     

Lonely V
So I just read that "of the 380 English spelling rules, only ONE has no exceptions.  No English word ends with the letter 'V'".   Having kids, I know that English is already one of the hardest languages to learn and teach.   Yet, here is an exception to the exceptions!   It makes sense that English is difficult since it is a blend of many different languages.  But why make it more difficult.  This has to change.  I propose we introduce a new word that ends in 'V' and get rid of this non-exception.   Here are a couple ideas of the top of my head:   Nagev - People who only eat vegetables backwards. Enuv - Exclamation parents use in anger: "I HAVE HAD ENUV" Fubarv - To verbally spew forth garbage on fubar     Any other ideas?

Tonight!
It's the Radio X show Rock and Talk Radionever sounded this... weird! John and Whitterswill make you laughor look foolish trying! Catch the Radio X show... You never know what's going to happen(and neither do they!) Live... every Wednesday night!!!10pm Eastern • 9pm Central  Join us in

Time V2
Time V2by ~martinjrossTickSmoke begins to riseI fleeting moments thoughtTockFlames kissing fleshA lingering lovers caressTickScreams ring forthAn eternal moment passesTockFlesh from boneThe fire takes its duesTickReaching higherPraying for oblivions releaseTockMending of fleshTo feed the hungry flameLocked in a moment of timeTrapped in hell's cruel embrace   tell him how awesome he is ..he doesnt believe me lol

Fantasies To Make Real
Fantasies To Make Real Staring Listening with eyes Hearing Finding faraway skies Dreams Dancing in my mind Songs Whispering of fantasies I may find Empty Sitting quiet and alone Waiting For the emptiness to be sown Visions Half hidden by ephemeral reality Focus Beyond the worlds sureality Find The dreams and make them real Hold To words and deeds that heal Love Pocket change in cost Forgiveness Tithe to the lost Embrace The dreams of peace Fantasies That never cease.

Being Passionate About Your Lover
"A touch of skin soft and slippery, with the hint of sweat. We fought our resistance beneath the cool sheets, as the wind flowed from the window above us. Eyes met briefly and begged for the chance, to abandon all of our uncertainties. You began your work on my lips, probing gently as if drawing sex, from a deep well of longing and need. Then heated tongues met in the midst, of hot and quickening breath. And greedily we drank the wine of our lusts. Then intoxicated with those spirits, our clothes found resting place on the floor. Piece by piece,Until there were no hiding places, for the two glistening and wanting bodies. Hunger revealed in this hot moment. Then skin meshed with skin, as the floor became the stage. You moved atop of me easily, and lowered yourself gently. Kissing me as I was filled with you. As a gasp broke the kiss, your hands stroked the stray strands, away from my forehead, then became entangled. Our slow rhythm gave way,to urgent and demanding thrusts

Love Drunk- Boys Like Girls
My song to you, you succubus bitch...   Top down in the summer sunThe day we met was like a hit-and-runAnd I still taste it on my tongue (taste it on my tongue)The sky was burning up like fireworksYou made me want you oh so bad it hurtBut girl in case you haven’t heardI used to be love drunk, but now I’m hung overI’ll love you forever, forever is overWe used to kiss all night, now it’s just a bar fightSo don’t call me cryingSay hello to goodbyeCause just one sip would make me sickI used to be love drunk, but now I’m hung overI’ll love you forever, but now it’s overHot sweat and blurry eyesWe’re spinning round a rollercoaster rideThe world stuck in black and whiteYou drove me crazy every time we touchedNow I’m so broken that I can’t get upOh girl you make me such a lushI used to be love drunk, but now I’m hung overI’ll love you forever, forever is overWe used to kiss all night, now it’s just a bar figh

For My Baby
                                              For My Baby      Every night I fall asleep to thoughts of you and every morning I wake up looking for you.When I am down I all I do is close my eyes. Because your always with me.When I am hurt it's thoughts of you that make me forget about everything. When I am filled with worries it is you that calms me down. Your my first and last thoughts at the begin and end of my day. Your my one and only person I dream about and do anything for.I hope to make you feel like you never have felt before. Thank you for coming into my life. I love you baby

The Evil Love Triangle From Hell...
So yeah. I've been with this girl on and off for about 7 years. And we both like MY best friend. I'm the one who introduced them and my best friend could slap me for it. They were on and off as a couple for a few years too. But whenever they got together I always felt used and betrayed. Mostly cuz she was still with me and got with my best friend behind my back without telling me. Well yesterday I confessed I still had feelings for my best friend and she's fine with it. But I yelled at my ex gf for lying because she still liked my best friend when about a week or so ago she pitched this 'you're the only one for me, i should've never kept going back to her' bullshit speech. And then she basically started acting like they were dating again but my best friend told me otherwise. So now we're not talking. I don't get this. All I ever did was love her. I got her away from her abusive family, gave her a roof to live under, food to eat... Just for her to use me and betray me. My best friend

Love What You Have
"Do you know the saying, "Drink from your own rain barrel, draw water from your own spring-fed well"? It's true. Otherwise, you may one day come home and find your barrel empty and your well polluted.Your spring water is for you and you only, not to be passed around among strangers. Bless your fresh-flowing fountain! Enjoy the wife you married as a young man! Lovely as an angel, beautiful as a rose---don't ever quit taking delight in her body. Never take her love for granted! Why would you trade enduring intimacies for cheap thrills with a whore? for dalliance with a promiscuous stranger? Mark well that GOD doesn't miss a move you make; he's aware of every step you take. The shadow of your sin will overtake you; you'll find yourself stumbling all over yourself in the dark. Death is the reward of an undisciplined life; your foolish decisions trap you in a dead end."

Think About It
Michael Richards Court SpeechMakes one stop and think after reading this :Michael Richards is better known as Kramer from tv's Seinfeld series.This was his defense speech in court after making racial comments in his comedy act.He makes some very interesting points. He said :I'm proud To Be WhiteSomeone finally said it.How many are actuall y paying attention to this ?There are African Americans, Mexican Americans,Asian Americans, Arab Americans, etc.And then there are just Americans.You pass me on the street and sneer in my direction.You Call me 'White boy,' 'Cracker,' 'Honkey,''Whitey,' 'Caveman' ... and that's OK. But when I call you, Nigger, Kike, Towel head,Sand-nigger, Camel Jockey, Beaner , Gook, or Chink ...You call me a racist.You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you,so why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live ? You have the United Negro College Fund.You have Martin Luther King Day.You have Black History Month.You have Cesar Chavez Day.You have Yo

True Love
                                               True Love   True love is a sacred flame that burns eternally. And no one can dim it's special glow or changes it's destiny. True love speaks in tender tyone and hears with gental ears. To give love with open hearts and true love conquers fear. True love makes no harsh demands. It neither rules nor binds and true love holds with gentle hands with the heart that it is entwines with.   Love you baby 

The Blizzard Of Schwhaaaaa?!?!?
Local weathermen are a scourge on humanity.  Now I know some of you from the mid-west to New England have had some really bad weather.  I can only speak from my own experience.  The build up to this massive storm could only be compared in context with the second (or first for our Jewish audience) coming of the messiah.  For you atheists...pretend your favorite band is in town and you have backstage passes.It was biblical is what I’m saying.As a result, everyone, in spite of living here for a long time and knowing that two feet of snow here is a joke, went into full panic mode.  People were rushing to the store buying up bread and milk and batteries like they were going to be snowed in for a week.Now I can understand being enthusiastic about your job, but you could see the gleam in the eye and the tent in the pants of just about every weatherman when they came on to talk about it.  To tell us how big this storm is, how much snow will fall, how bad travel is going to be and how it

Nice Guys "finish Last" . . . . . . .
"Nice guy" is a term in the general public discourse and in popular culture for a male with certain personality traits and behavior. A typical "nice guy" is a man who is likely to put the needs of others before his own, avoid instigating confrontations, do favors, give emotional support, and generally act in a way consistent with the general meaning of "nice". It is an active debate whether these traits, which have historically been considered valuable in courtship, may actually make a man less desirable from a sexual perspective. This leads to justify hypocrisy that may exist among some women; those who "want a nice guy", yet usually end up with the more confident, experienced and less considerate male that may be more subconsciously desirable.   That's basically what it's like to be in my shoes everyday . . .

Now What....
memories came back to hauntlittle things that caused smilesnow cause grimaces of paintime passes the memories fadedthe pain went away to a tiny twinge here and therelittle things cause smiles againthe heart was sliced and bruisedthe hand holding the bladeonce touched it so gentlythe bruise went away and a new scar is on itthe blade thrown down and awaythe hand that hurt it unable to touch it againtime and distance healed the damagedamage that never should have happenedbut the past cannot be undonei could have but you didn't let meyou could have but i didn't let younow what....

Be Good To Your Wife, Your Companion And Gift From God To You
"A good woman is hard to find, and worth far more than diamonds. Her husband trusts her without reserve, and never has reason to regret it. Never spiteful, she treats him generously all her life long. She shops around for the best yarns and cottons, and enjoys knitting and sewing. She's like a trading ship that sails to faraway places and brings back exotic surprises. She's up before dawn, preparing breakfast for her family and organizing her day. She looks over a field and buys it, then, with money she's put aside, plants a garden. First thing in the morning, she dresses for work, rolls up her sleeves, eager to get started. She senses the worth of her work, is in no hurry to call it quits for the day. She's skilled in the crafts of home and hearth, diligent in homemaking. She's quick to assist anyone in need, reaches out to help the poor. She doesn't worry about her family when it snows their winter clothes are all mended and ready for wear. She makes her own clothing, a

A Bikers Story...
A Biker story   A tough looking group of bikers were riding when they saw a girl about to jump off a bridge so they stop.     The leader, a big burly man, gets off his bike and says,  "What are you doing?"   "I'm going to commit a suicide," she says.  While he did not want to appear insensitive, he didn't want to miss an opportunity he asked "Well, before you jump, why don't you give me a Kiss?" So, she does and it was a long, deep lingering kiss.   After she's finished, the biker says, "Wow! That was the best Kiss I have ever had. That's a real talent you are wasting. You could be famous Why are you committing suicide?" "My parents don't like me dressing up like a girl......"

Important Facts From Manswers!
-Women who sweat at least 20 minutes a day (excercise) are 30% more likely to have sex. -The more housework a man does, the more sex he gets.  For every hour of housework done, he will get two more trips to the love cave. -In Thailand, there is a government approved procedure to enlarge the size of a woman's breasts without surgery.  It's called the "breast slap" procedure and takes daily visits for 90 days.  By slapping the breasts regularly, fatty tissue in the abdomen is broken up and assembles directly into the breasts.  In 90 days, a woman with an "A" cup can have a natural "D". -Women with A.D.D. are 7-times more likely to be bi-sexual. -The best (fastest and surest) way to dispose of a dead body is to burn the body in the trunk of a car.  The spare tire burns at 2100 degrees Farenheit, and the frame of the car keeps the body suspended.  In approximately 5 hours, there will be no physical evidence.

In.som.nia.
i really hate it when i cant sleep......makes you start to think crazy shit..   also makes you say/type things you want to take back after you have already said it.     on a compleatly random note....the original house on haunted hill makes no fucking sense.k

New Cum Sign It!!!!
I just added a BRAND NEW GUESTBOOK!!! Please stop by and sign it!!

Sometimes.
I am never really a good choice. I always find something wrong. Or I make something wrong. I'm so good at this that for a long while I never knew it. I see all the people from my past in all the people that I meet in the present, mostly. A few exceptions. Generalizing is not always a good thing. Nevertheless...it is one of my finer points. Hah.I recently found out that my ex fiance is engaged to be married. Again. I used to call his penis dinky. I don't know why. Maybe because it was completely inappropriate and I just wanted to push the boundaries of everything. I recently found out that he still complains about me alot. Like "ashely never did this, ashely always used to do this." ish. Recent recent. Initially I felt very bad for this girl. And then I looked her up on fb and I started reading all these things that I used to say and feel. So I guess I felt happy for her. And him. Its like a new version of me. But. Not. I found it weird that my ex used to talk so much shit about large w

You Dont Know Jack Schitt
For some time many of us have wondered just who is Jack Schitt? We find ourselves at a loss when someone says, "You don't know Jack Schitt!" Well, thanks to my genealogy efforts, you can now respond in an intellectual way. Jack Schitt is the only son of Awe Schitt. Awe Schitt, the fertilizer magnate, married Miss O. Needeep They had one son, Jack.In turn, Jack Schitt married Noe Schitt. The deeply religious couple produced six children: Holie Schitt, Giva Schitt, Fulla Schitt, Bull Schitt, and the twins Deap Schitt and Dip Schitt.Against her parents' objections, Deap Schitt married her cousin Dumb Schitt, a high school dropout. After being married 15 years, Jack and Noe Schitt divorced.Noe Schitt later married Ted Sherlock, and, because her kids were living with them, she wanted to keep her previous name. She was then known as Noe Schitt Sherlock.Meanwhile, Dip Schitt married Loda Schitt, and they produced a son with a rather nervous disposition named Chick N. Schitt.Two of the other

Last Name
  keefer or brown?

Ambisinister
ambisinister \ am-bi-SIN-uh-ster \adjective;    1.  Clumsy or unskillful with both hands.

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The first wealth is health.  -  Ralph Waldo Emerson

Ugh
Are there no gentlemen anymore? What happened to treating women with respect, not calling her sexy, hot, ect in the first mail? I get so fed up with the shit that men send me. It's disrespectful. Seriously, a decent man will have no problem finding a good woman. If all you can ask is do I like anal, your stupid ass will be blocked. Yeah I get you want to get laid, OK? You're a man. I'm not the kind of woman you want. These are not the droids you are looking for. Move along.

The Love Of Money Is Not The Root Of All Evil
So the saying goes Money is the Root of all Evil. If you believe this to be true then give me your money. Same concept the Church uses to take from you but not I. I work hard for my money and though this is a fact. Money can not bring a person happiness no. Happiness comes from the money earned, you see if I go out and work an average job and look at all the millions of people doing the same what is the secret to these million dollar men. Simple productivity and honest integrated thinking as well as selfishness. Yes selfishness because in reality a selfless person will take what they can from another it is impossible to be both selfless and honest. A selfish honest person does not take from other producer's they teach and protect values through their success. If I discovered the next big step in humanities essence of life would I be happy that I am rich or would I be happy of my accomplishments? The money is just an extra added bonus. Money is the root of your success

Id Checks
its fuckin bullshit!!! i get 8 or 9 id checks in a row every fuckin nite!!! i ask for help and why and nothing!!! WHAT THE FUCK????

Riding My Bike
I get on my scoot and point it in one direction. I take a deep deep breath and let it out and all my troubles disapear. They just go away. Not matter what has happened, no matter what I've been thinking about, it goes away. I love it. I feel that the day I can not ride anymore is the day I die.

Dirty Jokes Xxxiii
A vampire goes into a pub and asks for boiling water. The barman says "I thought you only drank blood?" The vampire pulls out a used tampon and says "I'm making tea". A ninety year old lady is on her way to the gynecologist due to a itchy rash in her puss... when she gets there the doctor checked her out and asked "when is the last time you've had sex?" the old lady tells the doctor that she is still a virgin.. he checks her out again and the doctor tells the lady "I don't really have a medical term for this, so I will be blunt...Your cherry has rotted" Three guys are discussing women. "I like to watch a woman's tits best, " the first guy says. The second says "I like to look at a woman's ass." He asks the third guy "What about you?". "Me? I prefer to see the top of her head." Bubba was fixing a door and he found that he needed a new hinge, so he sent Mary Louise to the hardware store. At the hardware

Dirty Jokes Xxiv
A young woman was having a physical examination and was very embarrassed because of a weight problem. As she removed her last bit of clothing, she blushed. "I'm so ashamed, Doctor," she said, "I guess I let myself go." The physician was checking hers eyes and ears. "Don't feel ashamed, Miss. You don't look that bad." "Do you really think so, Doctor?" she asked. The doctor held a tongue depressor in front of her face and said, "Of course. Now just open your mouth and say moo." A handsome young lad went into the hospital for some minor surgery, and the day after the procedure a friend stopped by to see how the guy was doing. His friend was amazed at the number of nurses who entered the room in short intervals with refreshments, offers to fluff his pillows, make the bed, give back rubs, etc. "Why all the attention?" the friend asked, "You look fine to me." "I know!" grinned the patient. "But the nurses kind

Dirty Jokes
A man went to pick up his date but he was having some trouble with his flatulence system, in other words he couldn't stop farting so when he had to wait for the young woman to get ready for the date he sat on the lounge and let out just a little fart when the dog hopped onto the couch with him. He figured that the parents would think it was the dog. Every time he farted the young girl's parents told the dog to get off the couch and so the man kept going, finally he let rip and the parents finally told the dog to get off the couch before the man shit on him! A man goes to a shrink and says, "Doctor, my wife is unfaithful to me. Every evening, she goes to Larry's bar and picks up men. In fact, She sleeps with anybody who asks her! I'm going crazy. What do you think I should do?" "Relax," says the Doctor, "take a deep breath and calm down. Now, tell me, exactly where is Larry's bar?" The couple had b

Dirty Jokes
Saturday morning I got up early, put on my long johns, dressed quietly, made my lunch, grabbed the dog, slipped quietly into the garage to hook the boat up to the truck, and proceeded to back out into a torrential downpour. There was snow mixed with the rain and the wind was blowing 50 mph. I pulled back into the garage, turned on the radio, and discovered that the weather would be bad throughout the day. I went back into the house, quietly undressed, and slipped back into bed. There I cuddled up to my wife's back, now with a different anticipation, and whispered, "The weather out there is terrible." She sleepily replied, "Can you believe my stupid husband is out fishing in that shit." A husband and wife and their two sons are watching TV. She looks at her husband and winks at him, he gets the message and says, "Excuse us for a few minutes boys, we're going up to our room for a little while." Pretty soon one of the boys becomes curious, goes upsta

Dirty Jokes
A farmer goes in half with a friend to buy a bull so he can increase his stock. A couple of weeks later the friend comes by to see how his investment is doing. The farmer complains that the bull just eats grass and won't look at the cows. His friend suggests that a veterinarian have a look at the bull. The following week his friend returns to see if the vet helped. The farmer looks delighted: "The bull has taken care of all my cows, broke through the fence, and has even serviced all my neighbor's cows! "Wow," says his friend, "what did the vet do to that bull?" "Just gave him some pills'" said the farmer. "What kind of pills?" asked his friend. "I don't know, but they sort of taste like peppermint." There was this old woman who heard a song called "Two Lips and Seven Kisses." She called up information after hearing the song on the radio to get the name of the record company. In dialing, she erroneously called up a gas station, and she asks, "Do

Sometimes You Need To Vent
I want to give someone my money right now and let her know that it means nothing to me. I want to hold someone right now and let her know she has someone that loves her. I want to kiss someone right now and let her know she is the only thing i need in this world to be happy. I want to cry for someone right now and let her know I am a real man and I would do anything for her. I want to stand in front of someone right now and let her know I would die for her. I want to cuddle with someone right now and let her know I am content with just being with her. I want to drop everything I an doing right now and go to someone and let her know she is my first and only priority. I want to donate all my free time to someone and let her know how much she means to me. I want to cross the seven seas to find the perfect diamond for someone and let her know that without her it's just a diamond. I want to waste all my energy pleasing someone and let her know it was my pleasure.

Dirty Jokes
A man and his wife go to their honeymoon hotel for their 25th anniversary. As the couple reflected on that magical evening 25 years ago, the wife asked the husband, "When you first saw my naked body in front of you, what was going through your mind?" The husband replied, "All I wanted to do was to fuck your brains out, and suck your tits dry." Then, as the wife undressed, she asked, "What are you thinking now?" He replied, "It looks as if I did a pretty good job." As an airplane is about to crash, a female passenger jumps up frantically and announces, "If I'm going to die, I want to die feeling like a woman." She removes all her clothing and asks, "Is there someone on this plane who is man enough to make me feel like a woman?" A man stands up, removes his shirt and says, "Here, iron this!".  One morning a woman was walkin

So New Job N All
I Am fucking loving the shop.. WORTH the commute..   A chick is getting a sketch i did for her tatted on her as we speak and netted me a few extra bux to do it..  MORE proud of having something I drew tatted on someone else when I am not even an artist persay..   A pretty wicked little kitty cat.. *smiles proudly* I will be gone by time sheis done and if able will post a pic of it tomorrow.. I truly am happy with this place. My tat artist(who works elsewhere) has asked me if I want to apprentice with him to actually do tattooes and I have decided I will. A lot of unpaid time.. BUT well worth it to learn and go on to do them so my philosophy clases will wait a little bit longer.. already have a full caseload & working on my thesis in other areas anyway..   I do still have to have surgery and dont know what that will exactly entail yet.. right kidney removal.. It has failed completely.. thankfully the dialysis is helping the left to pick slack up. And although not at full function

One Person I Refuse To Apologize To
There is one person I refuse to apologize to even though I unblocked this person, anyone want to guess who it is?  A. Yes B. No  C. Pooky D. Rhymes with Bitchie

I Apologized
I apologized to a few people and unblocked at the same time woot woot!

Movie
Finally, watched a good movie. Brooklyns Finest, starring Ethan Hawk, Richard "gerbil" Gere and Wesly Snipes. Its all about some cops.. good, bad and undercover in NY.. with out spoiling the plot, I will tell you there is three different plots going on so you will need to pay attention to this flick. The stories combine in a similar way that Crash did. In fact, with out knowing the guys name, I would guess the same people were involved with this movie.. so next time you are renting a movie on netflix or blockbuster... get it.. Two thumbs up, aand for those of you with one hand, well..youre just s.o.l.   Brooklynns Finest.. recommended

Vote For Me In Playgirl Magazines "real Man Of The Year" Contest
I guess it’s not everyday that you get an email that says “Guess who’s in the Winter 2010 edition of PLAYGIRL?” (It has fellow drummer Phil Varone on the cover)…Seems that there is a contest in which winners of the “Real Man of the Month” ( I won in the July/August 08 issue) are entered in a contest to win the title of REAL MAN OF THE YEAR…The top 10 vote getters advance to a 2nd round…..The winner of the entire contest gets a trip to New York City and his own shoot in an upcoming issue of PLAYGIRL… I’ve been so busy with my music and my band Brent Bly’s Dark Ambition, and my new CD (only 3 bucks at cdbaby.com/brentblysdarkambition ). I haven’t done any modeling recently. I didn’t even know about the contest until a friend of mine emailed me and told me. Despite what some of the idiotic narrow minded rednecks that I’m surrounded by on a daily basis might think of me I don’t

Please Read & Respect
Not every woman on FUBAR is on here for sexual encounters!!! They want a friend with understanding and one that will respect them.  Girls who agree repost and to the guys on FUBAR who truly respect women and enjoy their friendship..please repost and show your support. Thanks!  

Life And Living
    There comes a time in your life, when you walk away from all the drama and the people who create it. Surround yourself with people who make you laugh, forget the bad, and focus on the good. Love the people who treat you right, and pray for the ones who don't. Life is too short to be anything but happy. Falling down is a part of LIFE, Getting back up is LIVING

Toss Salad Anyone?
Last week at some stage my mother decided it would be a wonderful idea if we all came over for dinner my aunty and uncle included in this dinner (dinner was last night), so my aunty threw together a salad and all she needed to do was toss it together when she arrived, so my sister handed her a salad spoon and she proceeded to toss the salad, my sister stood there looking at her and without so much as  thought behind it she said "your not much of a tosser are you?"... the kitchen broke down into hysterics

Matthew's Awareness
I was standing against the bench seat, resting my upper body against the railing as gazing far into the night.The tears began to slowly fall, some held back for monthsand the release of all that had been hidden away soothed.The only light there was that of the moon and that from inside the patio door as Matthew approached. He movedtoward me after becoming aware I was there. He knewas he spoke...."Mom, don't worry, sometimes life justisn't fair" and he continued...you know I recall readingin one of your books that even a child at 6 months isafraid of being left behind." The smile came as thewarmth of more tears fell and I knew somehow he knew

The Rage Of My Scream
.Inside me.."a scream"...Clawing through severed walls. Bleeding unseen tears.."RElease me, Cover me withPure Love" .."For internallyI'm dying"......... The stare into skies glitter blueis lost seeing nothing but uncertainties.. The cold winter air embraces herAs she sees him in a sultry mind. He aims the dart toward a heart already deeply scarred. . She feels the ripping as her spirit ceases to continue. And like a broken winged sparrow, flight dimishes. . How...can it be?How is it that his one dartthrown became so destructive,

Since All The Cool Kids Are Doing It
1. Do you like chinese food? eh...i rather have a nice steak 2. How big is your bed? Cali King with a fat ass impression on her side of the bed 3. Is your room clean? always... 4. Laptop or Desktop computer? both...usually on PC tho 5. Favorite comedian? Josh Blue..that crippled dude.. 6. Do you smoke? look im fuckin tryin to quit but you fucktards are not  helping 7. Does anyone like you? my priest..he says i pray and ring the bell at communion the best 8. Whats the sexiest thing about Condoleeza Rice? i so could fit my cock in that gap in her teeth given the chance 10. Sleep with or without clothes on? boxers with Supe..dont ask 11. Who sleeps with you every night? GF, both daughters usually climb in somehow during the night...hence the need for boxers 12. Do long distance relationships work? i have been humping Dud and Odie for a couple years now...i love it 13. How many times have you been pulled over by the police? Each and every time Supe is with me... 14.

Schitzophrenia
Lost in The Wilderness .......2 Mr. Clarke spoke in a very firm voice. "I am not amused" his gaze burned As if a raging fire spreading wild. And..he searched for the misplaced debit card. . Hours before...Logan was kneeling Beside me, holding my hand in his. And the day just seemed to begin once again...as Steven raised his head. . The personalities that I've met Spin frequently inside this head. As I once again try calling Detective Moore. . The things that we choose to not accept or believe I guess can only be found in time. Each part of him I'd met, more than once. . Until the night from the darkness of unseen shadows "He" appeared. I really thought I'd met them all. "Him" I've never seen again. . He hides silently within. And I refuse to watch Mr. Clarke For him to recklessly appear again. Let this be my warning to more than the few of you. . in progress..............

Oops
1. Do you like chinese food? love it, order it once every few weeks. 2. How big is your bed? king size. hellllo im tall 3. Is your room clean? you bet. its where i sleep! 4. Laptop or Desktop computer? both. no i don't carry my desktop around. 5. Favorite comedian? wow thats tough, ive seen so many! i think i laughed the most at kevin hart shows. 6. Do you smoke? Not anymore. yuck. 7. Does anyone like you? if they did i wish they'd tell me once in a while! 8. Whats the sexiest thing about Condoleeza Rice? her name?10. Sleep with or without clothes on? with. except in summer where its boxers only 11. Who sleeps with you every night? my tv 12. Do long distance relationships work? not a chance in the world. 13. How many times have you been pulled over by the police? give or take 5 times 14. Pancakes or French Toast? french toast, but only with lots of sugar and syrup 15. Do you like coffee? every morning, thanks keurig! 16. How do you like your eggs? scramb

Cos Everyone Is Doing One!
And cos I remember Crazy Lips said she'd like to know more about me. :)   1. Do you like chinese food? I hate the food of my countrymen! Neh only joking, of course I do. I like the REAL kind and sometimes the junk you get in takeaways too. 2. How big is your bed? Single...but remember a British/European single is smaller than an American single. 3. Is your room clean? It's messy...I have a lot of stuff. 4. Laptop or Desktop computer? Laptop 5. Favorite comedian? Stephen Fry although technically I'm not sure if he's a comedian. 6. Do you smoke? PURPLE HAZE  YO! (Amsterdam) 7. Does anyone like you? I hope so! 8. Whats the sexiest thing about Condoleeza Rice? Who?10. Sleep with or without clothes on? I haz nightie, can't wear shorts/bottoms though. Always wake up with a wedgie. 11. Who sleeps with you every night? Moi 12. Do long distance relationships work? Probably not 13. How many times have you been pulled over by the police? Nevar 14. Pancakes or French T

[i Was Provided With A Survey.]
1. Do you like chinese food? I do. Incidentally I probably cook it three times a week. I eat a lot of rice. ... more rice than any white person has ever ate in history. 2. How big is your bed? Queen. Big enough for me, my puppy and an average sized woman.  3. Is your room clean? My room is probably the cleanest room in my house, the rest is kinda... stocked with other people's stuff and model/art supplies and their results. 4. Laptop or Desktop computer? Desktop, though I often contemplate getting an iron, nuclear catastrophe surviving laptop to put my work on, a very stable OS, and NOTHING else. 5. Favorite comedian? *whistles* George Carlin? I'm gonna say George Carlin for right now. As much standup as I watch (contemporary or classic) that's a really tough call. 6. Do you smoke? Cigars, and rarely.   7. Does anyone like you? Yeap! Its pretty neat.   8. Whats the sexiest thing about Condoleeza Rice? The teeth. And you fucking know it. 10. Sleep with or without cloth

Stolen From Kerry Via Ick
1. Do you like chinese food? Some of its ok...the rest i could do without2. How big is your bed? queen...but i want a King 3. Is your room clean? My bed isnt made... 4. Laptop or Desktop computer? I have both; I am on my laptop 5. Favorite comedian? Chris Rock. End of story 6. Do you smoke? I smoke cigars.....cigarettes are a nasty filthy habit 7. Does anyone like you? Yeah....But sometimes i wonder 8. Whats the sexiest thing about Condoleeza Rice? I thought Janet Reno was a sexy bitch.10. Sleep with or without clothes on? boxers...i dont like to be restricted while sleeping 11. Who sleeps with you every night? me, myself and I 12. Do long distance relationships work? I have tried....and failed miserably 13. How many times have you been pulled over by the police? More times than i care to count... 14. Pancakes or French Toast? French Toast....i like the powdered sugar on top 15. Do you like coffee? No thanks...Im a tea person 16. How do you like your eggs? in

New Words In The Dictionary
 NEW WORDS IN THE DICTIONARY Each year a handful of words and expressions become bona fide entries in the world’s top English dictionaries. Whether chillaxing with a gal pal or out on a bromantic date, you’ll automagically impress your friends when you rock these beauties. 1. automagically adv. Automatically in a way that seems magical. 2. bromance n. Close platonic male friendship. 3. buzzkill   4. catastrophize v. To present a situation as worse than it is. 5. chillax v. to calm down and relax. 6. cougar n. Older woman who dates younger men. 7. frenemy n. Friend with who one has frequent conflict. 8. friend v. To add to a list of personal associates on a website. 9. LBD n. Little black dress 10. rock v. To do something in a confident, flamboyant way. 11. staycation n. Vaction spent at home. 12. unfriend v. To remove from a list of personal associates on a website.

Barbourville Fireworks
  Barbourville Fireworks http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OKINvpds3m0

Unintentional Cold Showers
You turn on the water and put your hand in - hoping to god it's not freezing. It's -33 outside with the windchill and the water heat in your apartment though set on 95 is keeping your apartment a cool 70ish degrees on the warm side. You shiver but the water feels slightly warm. Despite your best effort to take a quick shower while the watter is still hot the shower makes that sound - will it be burning hot or will it freeze you to death? You're lucky it makes the sound or you'd be screwed for sure. You are lucky it stays warm not too hot yet. You look at the window above the shower and there is ice holding it shut - not condensation ICE...Awesome you think...the seals in the windows are awesome. You think back to when someone else in the building mentioned that the boiler is the same one it has been since the building was built in the 1970s - how about an update people...that sound again...the water gets cold suddenly you're freezing finish getting the soap off your body and the shampo

Hooray! The Blizzard Is Coming!
I truly am not a winter person. I don't like cold, I don't like snow. Shovel sucks. It's just not fun at all. Granted this winter as well as others, we've been REALLY lucky and missed out on some nasty stuff, but it doesn't look like we're gonna miss out this time. Two feet of snow, 50 mph winds, white out conditions, ice...yeah, FUN IN THE CITY! My co-worker's daughter lives in Dallas. Schools are closed there. DFW was shut down for an hour because of ice. Her daughter called the police because a trampoline was flipping over a fence into the road. Yes, winds like that and the stupid idiots that live upstairs from me decide to put a freakin' tree that's a house plant out on the balcony. Seriously? Do you have a brain? What possessed them to do that, I have no clue but if that damn thing blows over and does damage to my car or windows, the police better come and take me away cuz I'm gonna beat them with it! Anyhoo, storm is moving at 60 mph so it'll be here soon enough. Happy joy, ha

My Tummy Hurts....
because roKs default is fucking terrifying! yikes! I thought hanging a tampon in my hair was bad but i have got nothing on her epic hoaring skills.   I have something coming up...that will either be the worst thing ever, or awesome. we shall see. LOL   I have started working on my online boutique and hopefully i will have it up and running by the end of February. Wish me luck!   My dog is in love with the giant lab that lives next door...i think she outweighs him by at least 75 lbs....he should come to fubar if he is so in BBWs   and.........i have coffee.     that is all :D

Christopher.... A Rant
I am so bloody sick of the name Christopher.  Why does every mother and father think about naming their son Christopher?  Why does it annoy me so much?  Because I like differences.  I used to have 1 Chris in my cell phone.  Then last week, just boom!  I had 3.  Now, if your name is Christopher, don't take this to heart.  I know it's not your fault you have a common name.  I really have nothing against the name.  I'm just annoyed that so many people have the exact same name. 

I Never Learn
I've broken Too many things That I can Never repair Shattered the Trust Of those I loved As if I Never cared All I did Was hurt myself Though they too Felt the Pain I warned them All To stay Away But their heart Overwrote Their brain

Ripping Skins
This blog is to help you rip, and activate a skin. since I have had to instruct people on how to do this for their first time, I will explain step by step how to rip a skin...   FIRST, be sure you have skins enabled in settings, by accessing edit profile. if you never see any cool backgrounds on profiles, you dont have them active...   1. to find a skin, use the search feature for skins here http://www.fubar.com/browse_skins.php or if you like a skin on a users profile: scroll to the bottom of the page and look for "Browse members skins" on the bottom right..click the link. you will see the list of skins, "preview skin" and "rip skin".   2. Next i recommend previewing the skin, to make sure it is in fact the skin you want. sometimes you might find that the skin titles are misleading. after confirming it is the skin you want, click "rip skin"   3. Your browser will be redirected to a new screen confirming the action. "You have successfully ripped skin" will appear on top, and yo

Coming To Terms
(Names of other members used but not in Vain) It was many and many a year ago, In a kingdom by the sea, That a maiden there lived whom you may know By the name of ANNABEL LEE; And this maiden she lived with no other thought Than to love and be loved by me. I was a child and she was a child, In this kingdom by the sea; But we loved with a love that was more than love- I and my Annabel Lee; With a love that the winged seraphs of heaven Coveted her and me. And this was the reason that, long ago, In this kingdom by the sea, A wind blew out of a cloud, chilling My beautiful Annabel Lee; So that her highborn kinsman came And bore her away from me, To shut her up in a sepulchre In this kingdom by the sea. The angels, not half so happy in heaven, Went envying her and me- Yes!- that was the reason (as all men know, In this kingd

Generation Gaps
I spend way too much time trying to please everyone around me.   Both my mother and my son are staying with me at the moment.  Talk about a generation gap with me stuck in the middle.  My mother is hard to please and set in her ways, which I usually just go along with.  My son is a young 20something and I am young enough to remember how that is.  lol   He plays the tv kinda loud because he has 80% hearing loss in one ear.  He is in the kitchen a lot because he loves to cook.  He helps himself to whatever is in the house, which I prefer.  I don't like for anyone to feel as if they can't make themselves at home in my house.     Mother is barely speaking to me this morning.  Why?  Because my son and Blake's mommy are getting back together and she came over last night with her almost 2 year old lil boy.  No Blake because we have been sick here and want to make sure Blake doesn't catch anything.  As soon as they got here mother told me to shut her bedroom door.  I did. She didn't come

Soul Mates
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cOYaicM-FoM

Growing Up In The Middle Of Nowhere
I am so glad Martha, Sarah, and Jeffrey met me for Saturday’s open mic (pronounced “open mike”, short for microphone) night at Horizonz on Main Street.  I’ve been going there every other Saturday because I have a lot I’d like to put “out there”, and facing a public in the midst of singers and other local artists is something I really miss out of school.  The open mic night’s got an almost coffeehouse feel, and when two singers played guitar after I read Sarah and Jeffrey got up to dance and the fourteen or so people there cracked up seeing them!  (So did we; look at Sarah and Jeffrey now and you’d swear they’re older than they are – Sarah will be five at the end of February and Jeffrey is three-and-a-half.  Growth spurts might explain their … reluctance to hear and obey mom and dad.)   Both poems I read Saturday night are intended to be part of a longer work that I’ve tentatively titled “nor long rem

....thought Frost......
So, its a mental blender and heres the contents that i spill; spewing forth the sickness within me, all the twisted tear streaked memories that reside inside my mind. Riddled across the scars of my soul is a jellybellys bag of moments forever immortalized. The sweet tender dreams of yester years gone awry.... Trepid anticipation shattered by the breaking ride of expereince.... Sundering heartaches ripping seams anew, realigning....rectifying.... There is no longer the glimmer inspired by the echo of voices long withheld.. How is there to be a flourishing with all nourishments denied!?!?!?! To ease the Agonies within me, would seem as if a blasphemy as all Soulpieces pick the trials, obsticals that litter their pathway to Grace, Harmony, Mirth, Sacrifice, Compassion, Honor, and not leastly Love..... It is not my place to gainsay Karma's dictations on payment. There seems no abode i might call my own.... ever a steping stone  

Yes I Am A Fembot From A Production Line
big thanks to my husband for taking this shot....post production by myself in photoshop...anyone else want cloning...just ask...i'll do one for you....kj xx

After Jody, Then Judy, Then A Few More I Can,t Rember There Names Now Donna
meet this 1 from gray court , s.c. been in and out my life 2 times over the lastr 2 years, so many things going on with us,we talked about getting marryed and talked about not getting marred, keeping things the way they are, i let her girlfriends come and live with us, now understand donna is bi, and at times i have too stand by and watch 2 or more females playing with ec other, and not jump in the fun , but donna will say dave come on get the machine out and show my friends what its really like too be used by the machine, and i do it, putting it in eather holes, donna will get up off the bed and gert a whip and every time they get close too a orgasms donna spank,s them , now this dam thing is heavey too hold, fat bbw on there hands and kneees on my bed, it takes 2 hands too hold the machine in place, and she will tell 1 of the others too get down there and ready too lick the other clean if she gets off, all this time i have my fucking pants on but i,m so hard it hurts too keep on goin

The Tragedy Of Arizona, A Ballad:
The Tragedy Of Arizona, A Ballad:       Remember 09/11/2001, The World Trade Center In New York City, New York.     Remember 01/08/2011, The Safeway Market In Tucson, Arizona.     Remember The Young Girl, Christina Taylor-Green.     Remember The Oklahoma City Bombing Of The Federal Building In Oklahoma City, Oklahoma.     We Are A Nation Wounded; But, Not Crippled. United We Stand, Divided We Do Not Falter.     In The Wake Of Recent Events In Our Nation, I Am Compelled To Speak My Mind. Freedom Of The Press, Freedom Of Speech. Alleluia!     I Have A Son That Lives In Tucson, Arizona. I Have A Cystic Fibrosis Daughter Whom Resides In Safford, Arizona. She Often Comes To The University Of Arizona Medical Center Hospital For Treatment. They Were Both In Tucson On That Day.     I Had A Daughter That Was Killed In A Severe Automobile Accident On July 19, 2001, At Mile Post 22 On United States Highway 89 Inside Kane County, Utah. She Was Only 19 Years Old. I Feel The Pain Of The Fam

You're Hired
you can never be too skinny or too rich.

Seducing Mom
I’ve been thinking sexual thoughts about my mother for the last year. I’m eighteen years old now and when I was seventeen last year, I started looking at my mother not as my mom but as a very arousing and sexy woman. It all started with me looking at her sexy panties in her underwear drawer of her dresser.   As I gazed upon the sheer lace material of her panties, I became very aroused. I started masturbating into her panties, stroking my hard cock for several minutes until I would cum into the soft cotton crotches. At first I unloaded small amounts of cum but as I grew up, my ejaculations grew too.   I graduated to searching the clothes hamper and looking for a sexy pair of mom’s worn panties. I was rewarded several times as I found them and brought them to my nose. Oh the enticing smell of my mother’s sexy juices would send me quickly into an intense orgasm, time after time. My lust for my mother continued to grow.   Some may think it was weird but I occa

Family Add ~ God Mode Run
Entry fee into my Family for God Mode run is Ten Million ($10,000,000) Fubucks OR Three (3) Bling Credits sent to me by fuPal. Please send me a private message and wait for a response BEFORE you send any Fubucks or Bling Credits. Any Fubucks or Bling Credits sent without first messaging me and getting a response will be considered a gift (which I'll be sure to thank you for) & WILL NOT gain you Family entry!  WARNING If you choose to come to me & complain because I'm charging to be added to my Family, that the fee is too high or that you feel you should be added for free, you may be subject to the Pimp Hand while I'm in God Mode. I feel that there are very few who have gone out of their way to help me in the last year & a half. Those who I feel have done so (and are still on Fubar) have already been added to my Family. If you can't respect that, Fubar has provided you with a wonderful feature, it's called the "Block Button", feel free to use it.   Thanks For Reading This Blog & Hav

With All That I Am~ An Erotic Short Story By Josie
With all that I am   It was all I could do to even breathe. I could feel my voluptuous breasts straining tightly against my red silk dress. Your eyes, so intense, drifted to the exposed cleavage. Two perfectly soft, round mounds that called out to be licked and caressed by you. You could feel your mouth going dry at the thought. Indeed, the image of your hands caressing the beautiful mounds in front of you, slowly taking each one out and taking a very firm  brown nipple into your mouth, was doing wonderful things to your body. There was an instant tightening in your groin and a hitch in your breathing. I eagerly watched as your eyes dilated with desire. You came closer to me, your hands reaching up to my face. I closed my eyes at your touch, a delicate shiver running down my spine. I loved your touch. When you touched me it was as though everything around us disappeared and all that was left was just you and me and HEAT. A heat so intense that it filled me from the top of my head to t

Rip Kieth
as it started to be a winter storm, god had other plans when he made you go pick up your wife from work, traveling down that icey road, he knew you would do the right thing when that car lost control, he knew you would turn your car so it was your side that would get hit, even tho you leve behind a wife and four kids, god has better plans for you, walking with the angels, rip keith, jan 27, 2011 bedrock

Fading Beyond Myself
Alone in the darkness that is my soul Not ready to move on but needing to Pondering about who I really am to you Tired of waiting so I hide behind my walls No one will ever get through ever again Invisible barely existing  I go on about my daily life, shrouded behind a fake persona When home in my comfortable safe haven of what has now become my safety blanket I sit in the dark Pondering what could of been but will never be

Seasonal Footwear
While all guys have an innate fashion sense, sometimes the weather throws us off of that fine balance between the slobby comfort we desire and the incredible good looks the world deserves.  I encountered just this exact dilemma while attending firstborn's swim meet this past weekend.   I have always enjoyed the comfort and airiness of sandals.  They are perfect for summertime, beaches, and indoor swim meets.   http://fubar.com/blog-pics/photo-5712960-2265289-4216288785   But I found out that they are not so great when you need to move the car out of a reserved parking space to the visitor lot a quarter mile away.   http://fubar.com/blog-pics/photo-5712960-2265289-1264581689   Lesson Learned:  Personal comfort wins over fashion. No sandals outside in the Minnesota winter. 

The Start
People often come to me seeking my advice on fashion, lifestyle and stuff.  Why? Because I have three things going for me -    1 - I'm a guy 2 - I have wisdom and experience beyond my years 3 - I have access to the opinions of my pre-teen children   So I will favor you with my help and advice when I get to it.  And if no one cares - I'll make stuff up like in the paper.

Thimblerig
thimblerig\ THIM-buhl-rig \verb;    1.  To cheat or swindle, as in the traditional shell game known as thimblerig.noun:    1.  A game in which the operator rapidly moves about three inverted thimbles, often with sleight of hand, one of which conceals a token, the other player betting on which thimble the token is under.

557
We are all special cases.  -  Albert Camus

Silence
Dreamlike silence shrouds my sullen worldWith loneliness keeping me companyA feeling of dejection creeps inside meAs a moment of mourning shares the tearful reality I find myself in solitudein the vast expanse of immense emptinessQueries overflowing, wailing and wonderingfor things still left unspoken All the things turn out to bebleary, bleak and drearyAs tears trickle tenderlyKnowing failure has come my way

Competing..
     I just don't have the energy these days to compete for the attention of a good woman.  I find one, and instantly I have to work my way up the ladder to try and nudge past the guys with the looks, with the money, with the "bad boy" attitude.  I have to work to get past them and use only sincerity and charm.  Let me tell you this, those don't work too well these days.  They get you into "Friend Zone" and they do that rather well.  Even that though is more energy than I have at the moment.       I have officially become jaded enough these days, thanks to my ever destructive Ex Fiance', and other women who have done so much to break what hope I had to find a decent woman and have the confidence to go get her, that I just give up.  Screw it... either you're smart enough to realize what I got, or you're not.  Best of luck to you women.  Next time you wonder where the good guys are?  I'm right here.. Prove you deserve it.  I'm done competing to come in second to brain dead ass hats, who

Wanna?
So I have pulled way back from Fubar.  I was trying to decide what to do with my profile here.  I still haven't really decided exactly in what capacity I want to participate in the game called Fubar but I have decided a few things... If you are on my friends list please refrain from the following... 1.  Asking to be added to my family 2.  Asking for my IM address 3.  Asking for me to text you 4.  Asking to see NSFW pictures 5.  Asking to have me add "your name" to my name 6.  Asking for me to lock you in as my fu-owner 7.  Asking to fu-marry me 8.  Asking for salutes   Do you see the general theme here?  Stop asking for shit from me.  Thank you. xoxo Mia   P.S.  Refrain means STOP

Somewhen
Time has been coming up a lot lately...in thoughts, conversations, and music. Do I have more than I know? I've been contemplating my own mortality lately...to the point I need to shake myself out of those thoughts before they drag me down. Does it alter my perceptions? I have this feeling I'm losing time...no, more it's being taken away...as if I give up control...not me, someone else. Do I have too much, just left wallowing in my thoughts? I've lived a thousand lifetimes in my head.  Detailed lives...some idealistic...some fantastic...some just this, only slightly altered, happiness trying to encroach on my reality.  Living and dying in a flash of thought. Can I comprehend infinity? All these lives may just be a product of my mind.  Some of them though, could be real pieces of me...somewhere else, somewhen else...living their life in a flash in my mind...sharing their life, my life, as they pass into death.  A few seconds for me, a life for them.  Where does inspiration come

From Peacy Via Crazy Lips!!!
[url=http://www.blogthings.com/whatsyournameshiddenmeaningquiz/results/?result=Michelle][b]You Are Powerful and Determined[/b][/url][img]http://www.blogthingsimages.com/whatsyournameshiddenmeaningquiz/name.gif[/img]You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated.You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want.You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.A true chameleon, you ar

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning
You Are Original and Innovative You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily. You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind. A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable. You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way. And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life. You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it. You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something. You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense. You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun. You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life. You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable

Seeing Red.
ive had a horrible day.  i think im just far enough at the end of my rope to hang myself with it.   maybe its the weather, i tend to be unhappy in the winter... it doesnt help i drive for a living and they are calling for a foot and a half of snow tomorrow..  maybe i just complain to much....   maybe i could take my ego, put it in a box over there and then have my self a good cry.... maybe i could get drunk and start a fight...... maybe i could just avoid these problems with excessive sleep....... maybe im wrong and everyone else is right......  maybe i should take it one thing at a time......  maybe i should get my blood pressure checked....  maybe i shouldnt waste your time....... maybe ill just order a pizza.....   pizza it is.   :/ xo

Emotes For Fubar
Okiedokie, since the actual emote didnt work on the paste job in the last job.. here is the link..   btw this blog is intended for my own personal easy access to the list. since my boolmarks are full of shit i use for everything else...     http://fubar.com/emotes.php

Zomg!
I won a bread maker yesterday @ BINGO and I am officially making my 1st loaf of bread ever!!! It's Sweetened Cranberry bread!!!  YAY ME!!

Deep Thoughts...
Deep thoughts, by Reaper.....      Sometimes I set and thini, other times I just sit.....      The atomic number of zinc is 30...      The human head weighs 8 pounds....    

C51 - Somebodys A Fat Whore Rant
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CGD3TeDb_tc

Realizations...
Things started great. But things turned rather sour when after swearing that no one can get between us, you let them. After I've proven my truth, over their lies, you still didn't believe me, and shut me totally out. You had things come up, and I wanted to show you support, and have your back, but you told me I wasn't allowed. You ignored me, and when you did talk to me, it was almost nothing. You then wanted to work things out, but yet, were still ashamed to acknowledge the fact that we were even in a relationship or even me for that matter. After the constant neglect, and also making me out to be something I'm not, and tossing things in my face, I decided that I couldn't take it anymore. Upon making that decision, you realized, that my support, and presence was wanted, and so much, that you even begged me to stay. Then you tossed in my face that I made the decision, and even now, you choose to continue to throw things in my face, use me as a scapegoat, and push me away, yet not only

I Dont Even Know Anymore
For the longest time now ive been pondering what is it that im doing wrong. No one of the opposite sex at all no attention i mean im not looking for all the attention or  i want them all lovey dovey on me either but not even a look when im out at public places no one to talk to, and when i do get setup i get thrown aside by the asshole ones.  I feel like giving it up on this, its been 2 years and im 20 bout to 21 and i sit at home and work..this life of my blows badly .

Somewhen
Time has been coming up a lot lately...in thoughts, conversations, and music. Do I have more than I know? I've been contemplating my own mortality lately...to the point I need to shake myself out of those thoughts before they drag me down. Does it alter my perceptions? I have this feeling I'm losing time...no, more it's being taken away...as if I give up control...not me, someone else. Do I have too much, just left wallowing in my thoughts? I've lived a thousand lifetimes in my head.  Detailed lives...some idealistic...some fantastic...some just this, only slightly altered, happiness trying to encroach on my reality.  Living and dying in a flash of thought. Can I comprehend infinity? All these lives may just be a product of my mind.  Some of them though, could be real pieces of me...somewhere else, somewhen else...living their life in a flash in my mind...sharing their life, my life, as they pass into death.  A few seconds for me, a life for them.  Where does inspiration come

A Poem I Wrote Its Pretty Dark..
Dear worst nightmare: Indulge me with your presence I'm starving for more lies Your ember eyes burn through my dreams My silent wishes may only be seen through my heart Your absences tears me apart I despise your disquese as one who is misleading Bitter words leave sour taste and demanding screams leave me ripped apart at the seams So now you are the enemy I see in my dreams The future was near but never quite clear I lie awake with the stars and think back to your loving arms Hey nightmare where'd you get that mask and why is it so fake? Now this deathing silence will swallow me whole and I wish for a moment that I was next to your soul I wait and I procrasinate on what I'd like to say to you but when I see you walk away I know it's to late to grab ahold of you Puncture my heart and crush my dreams but this is goodbye fom, Sincerely, Me.  

So It Isn't About Bruno. It Isn't All About Bruno.
First of all the font is Georgia on account of Witty's relo.   A tale of two kitties   I have two relatively new additions to my menagerie, both cats.  We got Beezy, who is completely grey in the fall 0f  '09.  It is scary how fast time flies.  Out walking Leo, the dingo dog, there was a bird chirping in the neighbor's hedges along side of their house. There was much discussion and some animated words on my part that of course it was a bird making that noise.  My girlfriend was just as adamant, albeit wrongly, that is was a kitten making the noise.  Somehow on the way over to investigate the bird  flew off unseen and completely coincidentally there was a kitten in the brush. Beezy was a right around 2 weeks old.  She had been abandoned by her mother and despite not really being able to walk she crawled out from under the hedge, which was more like a briar. It is amazing how instinctual the drive is among animals to imitate the adults.  My adult cats all prefer to drink out of t

What Is True Love?
What Is True Love?True love is...Personal freedom for both people.Good communication on all levels-Verbal, Energetic, And Emotional.Individual space.Responsible behavior towards yourself and your partner.Personal empowerment.Affinity and friendship.Compatible goals(but not necessarily the same goals).Caring.Bliss(At times).Delight in each other.An ability to say NO, and to say Yes.Allowing the other(person) to be negative, as well as positive.No coercion by either person.Non-possessive behavior.Mutual understanding on the basis of attraction.Based on truth, Not fantasy.Respect for both people's needs.Knowing when it's time to move on and say goodbye.True love is more than just wanting that person to be 'The One'.

Life Alone
 She drives to the beach finds a place close to the entrance and slowly walks toward the beautiful white sand. She needs to think and there's no place better to do that and not be interrupted. She gazes out at the water as it beckons her. No she won't let this emptiness destroy her. She starts to walk looking at everything around her. even picking up a shell now and then, She starts to feel somewhat at peace the sound of the waves are very soothing. she sits,closes her eyes and takes in the clean warm smell of the ocean air. yes this was helping. She eventually hears the sound of other people so she opens her eyes wishing they would go away.They look so happy walking hand in hand you can tell they are in love by the way their eyes met . she can't help but watch as they stop in front of her and start to kiss. She suddenly becomes aware of the tears rolling down hair face as she realizes  she had that once and she walked away. She quickly stands and runs as fast as she can back to the ca

Really More Of A Wtf???
WARNING: THIS BLOG MAY CONTAIN OFFENSIVE MATERIAL, DON'T BITCH THAT YOU WEREN'T WARNED!!!   Ok, let's start with the 1st thing on my mind right now. We have been told for GENERATIONS to keep our fingers out of our mouths. There IS a reason for that, the human hand is the NASTIEST part of the body, so all the pictures of the girls with the fingers in your mouth trying to be sexy, you may as well be sucking sewage through a hose. On to hello Mr. Obvious #2 LESS IS MORE... men (REAL MEN) like their ladies with some class and a bit of mystery, so cover up unless you want to be treated like a whore cuz seriously, thats all they think you are, and this anorexic cat crawl across the bed, MIGHT be sexy if it wasn't so damn obvious that you just snorted a huge line. YES we know cuz your nose is still re as hell an you could lead Santa's sleigh. And last but CERTAINLY not least, WTF is up with this duck face everyone is doing.. I mean is wasn't cute when it started and it's DAMN SURE not cut

I Lost
I believed that Love had found me ,I was wrong I believed you would cherish me forever,I was wrong I believed you would never give up on us, I was wrong    When I met you I was lonely, you were the most romantic,loving man.You made me start to believe in happily ever after.Yes I got scared and yes I ran away. I was afraid it was too good to be true.You fought to keep me just until you convinced me you were mine forever. Then you walked away.Now I'm back at the beginning and my heart aches everyday and you are gone forever. Now I'm even more lonely and completly lost  And yes my heart will always remember you! My Chance lost

Why You Never Question A Drunk At A Super Market
I was shopping at the local supermarket where I selected:-A half-gallon of 2% milk-A carton of eggs-A quart of orange juice-A head of lettuce-A 2 lb. can of coffee-A 1 lb. package of baconAs I was unloading my items on the conveyor belt to check out, a drunk standing behind me watched as I placed the items in front of the cashier. While the cashier was ringing up the purchases, the drunk calmly stated, 'You must be single.'I was a bit startled by this proclamation, but I was intrigued by the derelict's intuition, since I indeed had never found Mrs. Right. I looked at the six items on the belt and saw nothing particularly unusual about my selections that could have tipped off the drunk to my marital status.Curiosity getting the better of me, I said , 'Yes you are correct . But how on earth did you know that?'The drunk replied, 'Cause you're ugly.

Rayden Bulletin
      DJ RAYDEN IS ON AIR READY 2 ROCK!! SO GET IN HERE!!! JUST CLICK ANY PIC TO JOIN THE FUN!!!!!

Tips On How To Masturbate.
If you're a girl..1) Get something small if it's your first time, like a lip gloss container. Make sure it's got a rounded tip.2) Put a little water on it. 3) Get yourself on the ground or your bed. Make sure you're comfortable.4) Put your feet up on something. Make sure they are higher than your head. Spread your legs.5) For the ultimate experience, relax first. Just lay there. Think about nothing. And DON'T BE NERVOUS.6) Slowly begin to touch your breasts. Feel them (have your eyes closed or open but if they are open make sure you're not focusing on anything)7) Keep one hand on your breast and slowly move the other one down to your thigh. Move your hand up and down your thigh while massaging your breast.8) With your breast hand, slowly take the lip gloss container or your object of choice. Your clit might start to get a weird feeling like you really want to touch it. DON'T.9) Tease yourself with the object by gently rubbing the spot between your poophole and vagina. This will drive y

Captain Ed Freeman
You're a 19 year old kid. You're critically wounded and dying in the jungle somewhere in the Central Highlands of Viet Nam . It's November 11, 1967.  LZ (landing zone) X-ray. Your unit is outnumbered 8-1 and the enemy fire is so intense from 100 yards away, that your CO (commanding officer) has ordered the MedEvac helicopters to stop coming in. You're lying there, listening to the enemy machine guns and you know you're not getting out. Your family is half way around the world, 12,000 miles away, and you'll never see them again. As the world starts to fade in and out, you know this is the day. Then - over the machine gun noise - you faintly hear that sound of a helicopter. You look up to see a Huey coming in. But it doesn't seem real because there are no MedEvac markings are on it. Captain Ed Freeman is coming in for you. He's not MedEvac so it's not his job, but he heard the radio call and decided he's flying his Huey down into the machine gun fire anyway. Even after the MedEvac

You're A Homo
Yes I know! I’m a homo! Wow, what a genius! This video is fantastic! And the dancers are so amazingly talented! Hmm, I do wonder what Lady Gaga herself thinks of these parodies from Sherry. I bet she agrees with the message of this one! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sa3zoo4IQxA

Life After My Death{@
 INFO: SANTASOURS IS TIMOTHY EDWARD SOURS # 1-541-994-4555 & tsours2@hotmail.com +GOD+BLESS+Charities: DAV. and I give to any and all of my fellow human-beings(*:*)my time and $.$$Clubs / Affiliations: AMERICAN LEGION/DAV. Education: 12 + years of military schools all over the (USA.) bases & overseas; also civilian city schools systems. Plus, 27 years active soldier with ARMY Airborne Rigger/OCS., training. With a (AAS.) 4 YEAR DEGREE, in Hospitality & Tourism Management.Family / Pets: I'M NOW A WIDOWER AGAIN{@

This Is Where I Will Start Over.
welcome back.

Its Been A While
it has been a long time since ive blogged. i suppose it shouldnt really matter because A. no one reads them and B. im sure they arent fun to read anyway.   that said, your expectations should be lowered to the right level.   im in kind of a shitty mood, they are calling for about a foot of snow in the next few days and my truck is broken atm. woe. wow, i had alot of things i wanted to say but now that im typing , ive gone blank.  sorry if your time was wasted here. anyway.... 

Need An Auto 11
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Nasa’s Constellation Program
NASA’s Constellation Program   Will the Unites States surrender its leadership role in every conceivable area of importance?    The new Congress should demand the reauthorization of the Constellation Program.    Beyond the obvious, of being able to fly ourselves to the Space Station, maintaining the infrastructure and programs necessary for space leadership continuity and maintenance of military, commercial and scientific space projects and research, there are other extremely important reasons to fund the Constellation program.     It is a very sad fact that a history of disastrous policies like this one defunding our space program has left our nation on the brink of surrounding our super power status. In addition to cutting wasteful spending and pumping up the environment for American business, there are some extremely important actions that must be taken if we are to climb out of this huge economic hole we find ourselves in. We are going to need something like the info

My Love
When love strikes us hard and makes mush of our brain,When love sneaks in and makes us insane,All sense can depart and leave the brain blank,When love like that strikes it can drain our whole tank.     So beware of the power you exert over me,For I’m under your spell; that’s clear as can be.Whenever you’re near, my brain slips out of joint;I fight my love, but what is the point?     You’re my strength and my weakness, for I love you so dearly I love you Babe with all my heart!!

"the Blooming Rose"
They say every rose has it's thorns, but sometimes those thorns can have a more powerful meaning as we will learn in this story. It was a typical Friday night, me and my best friend just sitting there watching sports, she was the sporty type, typical tom boy, she told me I need to get out in the dating world again, and I agreed with her. So I bought a dozen red roses, and told my friend "I'm going to give a rose to each date for the next 12 weeks and see if there was a connection", but one rose stood out above the rest, it just seemed more beautiful than the rest. So I naturally went to pick it out for the first date, but the thorns poked me, so my friend picked it up, but it didn't poke her, so I decided to go with another rose. The next 3 weeks the same occurance happened, I went to pick out that special rose, and each time the thorns poked me, and again each time my friend picked it up with no problems. Was the rose favoring her more than me or was I just picking it up the wrong way

Unknown...............
She sits at her desk watching her crushWatching him laugh, sing, the way he says her nameMaking her smile as well just from hearing himWanting more than friendshipBut knowning she can't have himHe loves another...another friend of theirsLetting her heart break and mend againShe watches on being the unknownAll the things she feels for her crushHe may never know how she feelsNot wanting to ruin the friendship they haveSo she sits an is silent saying not a wordFor she is the unknown

Thinking Of You.........
Im lying in bed, With nothing to do, Except just lay there, Thinking of you,I'm sitting at my desk, With nothing to do, Except just sit there, Thinking of you,You are my friend, That much is true, But you don't feel the same for me as I do for you. If you did you would be open. So at night I lay just thinking what could be.

Slap Me
I am havin a not good enough moment

[new Game]
Step 1: squint your eyes as hard as you can.Step 2: Breathe through your mouth.Step 3: Stop bathing for weeks at a time.Step 4: Lurk on some of the most unattractive people on the internetwe're talking People of Walmart ugly.Step 5: Leave them a comment stating "ur sexy with X" for example, there's a picture of a woman with a towel wrapped around her torso say "ur (or u) sexy (sexay) with (w/) towel around u"so"u sexay w/ towl round u"Step 6: Repeat until you make a comment following this formula in EVERY SINGLE PICTURE OF THEIR FOLDER LIKE SOME CREEPY BASEMENT DWELLING BABY-FUR!...and I'm not telling you what a baby-fur is. Try it on your friends today.

Boy Toys
A heart is not a playful thing,A heart is not a toy.But if you want it to get broke,Just give it to a boy.Boy's like to play with things,To see what makes them run,They play us girls for fools,They do it just for fun.You wonder where he is at night,You wonder if he's true,One moment you'll be happy!The next will find you blue.You see my friend, I ought to knowI gave my heart to you!

Vulpine
vulpine\ VUHL-pahyn \adjective;    1. Cunning or crafty.    2. Of or resembling a fox.

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Procrastination is the thief of time.  -  Edward Young

My Uncle, Rip
So since my uncle Mike's murder last week I have been through some emotional turmoil, which I thank those who have been there for me dearly. http://www.insidebayarea.com/news/ci_17217497 Today I had to call airlines, which was so hard to do when asking them the details about "sending a body" to a different state. I feel anger, and hate...And the question "why" keeps going through my thoughts. Seeing the troubled images in detail of that the Detectives told us makes it almost vivid in my mind. Why didnt Bryan le just die? Another part of me makes me question my own behavior. Helping a person out and them to turn around and do somthing so cruel to someone so innocent is beside me.. Between planning a funeral, contacting everyone my uncle knew, speaking to family and the arguments they have started on where they want to bury my uncle, i am about to explode. Tomorrow is another day.. I decided to go to work and see if I can get through it emotionally. I hope I can. Say a prayer for the fam

I'm In Love With This Song.
  If I were better at guitar, I'd be playing this daily.  

More Drivel....
Cause I'm not real, but what's real anymore? Truer words were never spoken. I'm not real. I'm what you want me to be. Sure,I'll play nice. I'll listen, offer advice,make conversation. But I can assure you my heart isn't into it. Your talking to a well, a echo chamber of sorts. I'll say what you want me too. Sometimes I think I don't have a heart. I think I've gotten to the point where I'm running strictly on auto pilot. I care for nothing anymore. All my interests fall to the way side. A perfect example.Music.I love it.I have the gear to make it..I lack the intelligence and skill to do so. Believe me, I read the manuals,the faq's and it's lost on me. It's like giving the average joe a manual on physics. He can read it but retains or absorbs nothing. So I read it over and over and it's like reading something totally foregin. In other words, a total waste. Sure I can blame my ADD,but that's a cop out. Some people aren't fabricated to do or create,just to consume. So the stuff si

Poem To You
not glimmer of faith  not an ounce of hope  just another arguement getting easier to cope  let my house be your safe haven let my home be yours too  let his hands be your savio r now you know what to do.  Life gets harder as we go  Your learning this to young before your seventeen your battle will be sung  Lift your head up my dear as she drinks another beer  dont jump the gun  your only once young  live life likes its a musical  dreams like your rich  believe that your martin luther  never give up,  never quit sing as if your mariah  dance until you scream your too beautiful for that rapper  your hearts too big not to dream dont let them tell you  what you cant be  or even what you can  love like theres no ending  take the opprotunity from the pan  your gonna slip baby girl  hell you might even fall  but life cant beat you  if your given it your all. .

Still On My Face
The looks still on my face  the exact time, the exact place  whats not gone away,  the pain i still wish things were the same  what was heard the song  it hasnt been there very long  what i know is true i dont know what  to do i see her in the moon she's not gone,  she'll be here soon  its still going through my head  oh my god my grandmas dead

Only One Tear
Only let one tear  come rolling down only let one smile  turn into a frown  only let one feeling  cast over yourself  only take one day  away from everyone else  Remember the good days and dont forget he bad  she'll still smile when your happy  and hug you when your sad.  get on your knees and you will see  you may not hear but she's listening  protecting you and protecting me  in our hearts is where she'll be  but shes not gone and thats a fact its just purely sight that she lacks  so hold your head high  and dont let it fall down dont  let another smile turn into a frown .

Hit Me With Those Words
When you hit me with those words  I dont know what i did wrong  i wish i wasnt born  i wish that i was strong  strong enough to take it  strong enough to cry  strong enough to fake it  strong enough to lie  you say that you love me i dont believe its true  but what hurts the most  is how much i love you  your supose to be my mom  your suppose to be my dad be there to smile when im happy  be there to hug me when im sad listen to my stories just give me some time  that heart you hold in your hands  believe that heart is mine  your suppose to be my best friend  im suppose to your world  your daughter till the very end and always your little girl .

Grand Father
Now evertime i look up  i know ill see your face  and ill remember  your laughter and  your state of grace  Ill think of all those  stories you so often  told and the way you  felt so stiff, so cold  remind me of those  thoughts you never  forgot to share and  the way you let me  know that you truely  cared ill act the way you raised me and  always keep in mind  the person ... that i should be at this point.......   at any point and any time

My Sons Dad
My sons dad can not keep a girl friend maybe that is because he can not pay his child support or even have the money to see his child and no this isn't his only child,He has 2 other children too.His 4 year old he doesnt has rights to anymore.His oldest son his is pride and joy fuck his other 2 kids.I wish I had a differnet baby daddy.one that will step up and be dad

True Story
A Muslim man in Egypt killed his wife because she was reading the Bible and then buried her with their infant baby and an 8 year old daughter. The girls were buried alive! then He reported to the police that an uncle killed the kids. 15 days later, another family member died. When they went to bury him, they found the 2 little girls ALIVE! The country is outraged over the incident, and the man will be executed. The older girl was asked how she had survived and she says 'A man wearing shiny clothes, with bleeding wounds in his hands, came every day to feed us. He woke up my mom so she could nurse my sister,' she said'. She was interviewed on Egyptian National TV, by availed Muslim woman news anchor. She said on public TV, 'This was none other than JESUS, because nobody else does things like this!'

I Am In My First Auction... Come Show Me Love:) Show Me What U Got:)
I am in my first Auction... Please show me what u have:)  Copy and paste link below and go give me lovins:) pweese http://fubar.com/valentines-day-auction/photo-1046793-2263327-933365232#valentines-day-auction/photo-1046793-2263327-1871791047  

I Am In My First Auction... Come Show Me Love:) Show Me What U Got:)
 Go to the link below.... and show me love... i am in an auction.. MY FIRST auction:) **copy and paste link below and paste in browser** http://fubar.com/valentines-day-auction/photo-1046793-2263327-933365232#valentines-day-auction/photo-1046793-2263327-1871791047  

Stupid Encounter #62
TooMuch419...: hi sexy 7:58pm TooMuch419...: hello 8:00pm iC51NerdGo...: Hey whats up? 8:01pm TooMuch419...: your hot 8:01pm iC51NerdGo...: Thanks 8:02pm TooMuch419...: what made you stop in i see you are orgy ? 8:02pm iC51NerdGo...: Im a few lounges... someone invited me 8:02pm TooMuch419...: who ? 8:03pm iC51NerdGo...: Sweet Teddy but hes not in there now so i dont know 8:04pm TooMuch419...: he will be here dont leave 8:04pm TooMuch419...: faerie is on cam 1 u can join her if youd like 8:05pm TooMuch419...: imma have this place packed hopefully 8:07pm iC51NerdGo...: right on 8:08pm TooMuch419...: cam 4 me sexy 8:09pm iC51NerdGo...: Im on cam in orgy

One Year Plans, Help Please!
My boyfriend and i will be celebrating our one year in april but im one of those people who likes to plan way in advance so can i get some ideas please and thank you. anything i want it to be really special and cute/sexy. i kinda have a little something planned but i want more ideas please and thank you!?

Standing
I see you standing you hold out your hand I place min in yours.   You lead me through the mist only to stop and ask me what I see. As I tell you: my dreams You move closer to tell me: All I have to do is say 'yes'.   You back away but never leaving me. Always watching Always waiting for me to answer.   As I turn to you You already know You start to lead, but place me next to you not allowing me to fall behind   For this how it is to be .. together Next to each other Not in front of the other.

Asked
I asked you, could you love me you told me for always.   I asked you. Look into the eye of a dragon to see the untamed heart of a woman You told me you did.   I asked if you could  break the walls of that heart to accept the passion You told me you could.   You tore down the walls, Only to bring them back .. stronger To show you love, you turn your back. To show you strength, you scoff and tell me it's weakness.   Should you find the love of a true heart, Live for that love.   Accept the passion for with passion comes the unbridled love of a woman who has yet to be touched.    

The Devil Left His Bags
You put the devil out, but you let him leave his bags.Never quite looked at it like this before...You got out of a bad relationship because it was bad,but you are still resentful and angry.You let the devil leave his bags.You got out of financial debt, but you still can't controlthe desire to spend on frivolous things.You let the devil leave his bags.You got out of a bad habit or addiction,but you still long to try it just one more time.You let the devil leave his bags.You said, I forgive you, but you can't seem to forgetand have peace with that person.You let the devil leave his bags.You told your unequally yoked mate that it was over,but you still continue to call.You let the devil leave his bags.You got out of that horribly oppressive job, but you're stilltrying to sabotage the company after you've left.You let the devil leave his bags.You cut off the affair with that married man/woman,but you still lust after him/her.You let the devil leave his bags.You broke off your relationship

Thoughts
There has been one that has past.  Though I never new him, he is still a person and should be lifted and cared about.  His family and friends will morn his passing.  At some point during the process they will come to terms.  Those that new him from here mainly let your grief happen.  Everyone deals in different ways and no ones is better or worse than someone elses. You were born of this earth and will die.  That is a harsh fact of life.  though you don't know when, how, or why.  But know that you have touched people.  Living a life the way you choose to live it.  Hopefully to it's fullest, taking not one day for granted.  Being sad is a part of life.  But remembering and allowing that memory to live is a path to happiness.  Looking back on conversations and letting it out.  Yes, it happened and you can't change things.  What you can do is remember, and keep him alive in your thoughts, in your heart, and in your words.   Allow not a harsh word to be spoken, nor a negative thought pa

Cutting The Government
http://www.downsizinggovernment.org/Follow the above link and see how much we waste and receive absolutely nothing from it.  I have calculated that of the nine studies thus far, $17.5 trillion could be slashed out of the annual budget.  Of course it would be painful, however, take the savings and apply it to the $14 trillion debt, we would have a surplus of $3.5 trillion realized in the first year.  Interesting?  Imagine, just one more year at the current tax rate.  The following year we could be at 1% of income earned.  Imagine the new jobs and personal spending that would occur.  Life would be great!

When I Die
I'm going to have to keep a list of passwords so when I die, someone I trust will have access to everything. Just thinking out loud.

Sorries
Huge hugs and stuffs!   Tomorrow is a long doctor day pffft! Also my kitty Sugar loses his balls and Cory's cat Monkey gets her vagina mulitlated..pray they have a safe kitty surgery day!   I want to apologize for involving my friends in drama. I do not do that and hate being involved in it myself. Most of it was for shits and giggles and I refuse to let trash get attention from me any longer. She is using  friends of mine and myself, to get attention she can't get on her own..   Thank you for helping me being a point whore too!     not any longer ~huge hugs~

Is This Normal Life?
Husband said “let’s go into Braehead shopping centre and have a wee walk about” This basically means me and Ashley end up sweaty, tired and bored,  breathing in itchy manufactured air conditioned breezes and we start picking fights with each other.   The whole place smells of processed burgers, ice cream and sticky cotton candy. Ashley isn’t good at clothes shopping.   She laughs loudly and animatedly at dress’s I pick up. I think the style looks fine and then she snorts and gets husband involved “That’s a busy pattern Janey” They both snigger.   “That makes me think am on acid, put it down, dogs will bite you if you wear that” she giggles. Shop assistants hate Ashley as she picks outfits up holds them against her and sings songs like “Don’t stop me now” and dances about like a dick!   Then husband loves a good walk through a sports clothing shop, he doesn’t do sport but he likes bundles of chea

My Personal Life Story
encase of someone of are asking why i re posted this it was because i change a few things and really took the time to really re do everything that has happen to me in my past to let it go also giving you a little insight to me as a person.   let me start this out by saying iam not looking for someone to pity me or feel sorry for me i don't need my ego stroke come to think of it i don't got one but anyways.   iam use to rejection after all my mother rejected me and i feel my father did too and the worst thing is i don't no way nor do i care any more   my father grew up with his dad but his dad never show him affection and me and him act way to much a like if you put us together in a room alone we would more then likely kill one another in fact i took my sword to him once before and mind you the man is 6ft6 iam not really sure on how much he weights tho and he is buff just go to show you i don't back down from no one.   as for my mother like i said she r

My Life... As Dictated By Me ~ Seeing Through Colorful Eyes!
If my life was a portrait, it would show all of my true colors and be etched in gold. If my life was a photograph; it would never get old. If my life was a secret; it would never be told. If my life was a set of arms; it would always have you to hold!

Hair Woes. Lmao
from: sociolov Sri Lanka subject: Beauty received: 01/30/2011 12:36 pm replied: no   block this member Hi, Sherry, You look gorgeous. Just a change in hairstyle would be fine. You are an exceptional 40+ woman. Everyone's a freakin critic. LMAO!

Savior-rise Against
Lyrics to Savior : It kills me not to know this but I've all but just forgotten what the color of her eyes were and her scars or how she got them as the telling signs of age rain down a single tear is dropping through the valleys of an aging face that this world has forgotten there is no reconciliation that will put me in my place and there is no time like the present to drink these draining seconds but seldom do these words ring true when I'm constantly failing you like walls that we just can't break through until we disappear so tell me now if this ain't love then how do we get out? because I don't know that's when she said I don't hate you boy I just want to save you while there's still something left to save that's when I told her I love you girl but I'm not the answer to the questions that you still have but the day pressed on like crushing weights for no man does it ever wait like memories of dying days that deafen us like hurricanes bathed in flames we held the brand uncurl

The Brittney Jones Sex Tape - 5 Stars Review!
I just watched the Brittney Jones Sex Tape Video Online and gotta say it was pretty HOT!!! I give it 5 Stars!!! Check it out for yourself!

Arrrrrgh
So I was meant to take the stupid effing Clio into a car auction tomorrow, not going for a private sell because the electronics are MESSED up. But I have to DRIVE the stupid car to the auction place, well I was gonna get my mum to drive it then I follow in my Yaris to take her home. Anyway my mum just backed it out of the drive to put in the front (so I won't be blocked in by my brother's car when he comes home) and the car STINKS of burning...rubber/metal or burning car stuff smell. But it's only in REVERSE that it was doing that.   My mum says she isn't going to drive it to the auction house and I hate driving that car anyway. I can't do it in a private sell because it won't go for much. UGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH and I dunno whether its worth fixing and then re-selling or just selling it as reduced price.     Anyone know WTF going in reverse would make the bonnet smoke and seem like it's gonna blow up???

Life's Dreams And Goals
Well, here i am 39 yrs old, and still havent reached my goals yet in life. My goals very simply are to start my own cattle ranch and run it with someone i love.  But it seems like these days Cowboys are no longer cool or exciting. I admit, im a little long in the tooth, a little grey hair around the edges, but i do have the passion and fire still left inside my heart, no matter how weak my heart may be.  i am sick of meeting cheaters, game players and liars.  If there is anyone out there who would like a piece of my dreams and goals, and would like to share a good man who is honest, faithful, and DOES NOT CHEAT, then get back to me.. Ps.. I grew up idolizing the show Dallas lol So excuse the Ewing in me lol  

Beneath The Skin
Don't love me because my hair is pretty and I look fineLove me when I am at my worst, When I am down and out and need you the mostAm comfortable with me, The untamed mane, the quirksNot tolerating the abusive jerksWith all this emotional baggage I don't wear my heart on my sleeve I can't or I wouldn't be able to breathe I know my short comings and my pitfalls But can you love me, for me And just pretend to be in it for the love and care? Not he who dares to only strip her of her virginity But who will love her the mostThe one who can look past the rags and the bags Under her eyes when she criesThe love that knows no boundsThe type that comes from deep inside, Just trying to hide from that heartbreak And take, take that the world seems to want from us daily, But maybe, Just maybe We can find one another through this fog of reality? I am hereShe is waitingWe are ready.

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Apparently Somantics is my best work yet on this site >>I'd like to thank my viewers.And satan.Who'd have thought that the blog with the MOST crazy robot posts would be the most followed?*scampers off to do more character designs and plot planning*

Polar Plunge Donations!!!
Link to page for donations!!! One of my friends needs your help raising money for the Special Olympics!!! This is about more than giving it is about helping children and adults out that have disability's. I'm not asking for a ton of money all that I'm asking is for my friends to donate $1 which will help out greatly. So dig that change out from the couch and help out. Click on the link above to read more about it. The first donation has been made, I challenge all of my friends to at least donate $1 dollar. DO YOU have what it takes to take on this challenge? Help out the Special Olympics!!! Put a smile on there faces and show them that in this world people do still care!!!

Love
Been a long night. One night i dont ever want again in my life!!!!!!!!!!!! Some people like to trigger others buttons and try to ruin there lives. Well Jess.......I love you with all my heart and soul. You are the reason i breathe everyday. I learned last night exactly how much I love yo.Yes alot of peeps  went on a search party and im sorry. but this blog is dedicated to you...The future MS Peacock. I never knew there would be a better tomorrow But you've come into my life and taken away all my sorrow . My days of emptiness are gone for good.Because you fill a void in my heart that you should You're the first thing I think of Each morning when I rise. You're the last thing I think of Each night when I close my eyes. You're in each thought I have And every breath I take. My feelings are growing stronger With every move I make. I want to prove I love you But that's the hardest part. So, I'm giving all I have to give To you... I give my heart. Without you life has no importance

The Glow Radio Sunday's
Sunday on The Glow Radio: The DJ Joe D Show is live from Toronto, Canada The show will include DJ Whitney and her Springsteen Minute. The ever-popular DJ Joe D Blog Review returns as does both the Canadian Content & Novelty Songs of the Week. at 7am Pacific/9am Central/10am Eastern Next is "Acoustic Sunday" with Tony the Misfit at 9am Pacific/10am Mountain/11am Central/Noon Eastern DJ Kellie Khaos is next with "Sock Hop Sunday's" featuring a Oldie's Mix of music  at Noon Pacific/1pm Mountain/2pm Central/3pm Eastern Next is DJ Siren & her "Sins Of Rock Show featuring 80's, 90's, Hard Rock, & Metal Music at 3pm Pacific/4pm Mountain/5pm Central/6pm Eastern next up is "Thee Witch" The Mistress of Goth, Hard Rock, & Metal Music  at 6pm Pacific/8pm Cent

Math
Add the year you were born, for an example 67, and your age or how old you will be this year, in this example 44. The number will always be 111. Weird huh? NSFW because I know you swear a lot

The Thousand Year Snake (concluded?)
The trail was either cold or never there.No flattened grass, no slick trampled mud.Why couldn't it ever be a thousand years in the desert on a day with no wind, downwind and downhill?He felt the earth, tasted it, pleaded with it, threatened it a few times, but to no avail. The mountain was on the snake's side.All he could do was calculate the trajectory and make an educated guess based on the creature's size and destination. The fact that there was no trace meant that he was aware of Alorid's presence... but why be so cautious and leave the skin in plain sight?Almost as if the damn thing was taunting him. Waving a sign of his failure in front of him of his nose.It was almost as if the snake was laughing at him.Or was it the mountain?Snakes are rumored to be pleasureless, unfeeling murderous things.Perhaps that's why it wanted to become a dragon.They at least have two emotions Alorid had seen, a smug sense of pride and anger.In the language of dragons, snake meant cold brother. If this

Club Wrat Headliner Happy Hour
Something interesting happened on Friday. I came home to find a note scribbled on a scrap of paper from my son. Apparently I won something from a local rock station, 95.9 WRAT (The Rat). Here's the note I got: By the time I got home and called the number, they were gone for the weekend. I'm not sure if the happy hour is on February 4th or if that's when they need the guest list. I'll have to call tomorrow morning and find out. The usual contest is for 40 people, open bar, free buffett on a Friday night at Headliner's in Neptune, NJ. I'll post more when I find out more. If you're local and want in, let me know!

Check This Out.... Just Amazing
Check out my friends, Eklips & Kjer - they are just fucking amazing!     Eklips....   Eklips' facebook page.... http://www.facebook.com/pages/Eklips/125837660817824         Kjer.....       Kjer's facebook fan page.... http://www.facebook.com/pages/KJER-Fan-Page/168311566548591       Say Michele sent you. :)     Hard 2 Handle@ fubar    

To Every Guy
To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her. To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down. To every guy who has given her flowers just because thats how he rolls. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. .... To every guy that she cried in front of... To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes..... To every guy that would give his seat up... To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every guy that reassured

Stupid Encounter #61
2:19am clamdigger: shout me your cats page 2:22am iC51NerdGo...: fubar.com... 2:24am clamdigger: ty 2:24am iC51NerdGo...: welcome why did you want it 2:25am clamdigger: i love cats 2:25am iC51NerdGo...: right on 2:26am clamdigger: hope she adds me lol 2:27am iC51NerdGo...: Hes a he 2:27am clamdigger: ok im gay for kittys 2:32am iC51NerdGo...: umm clamdigger@ fubar

Whats Left
Awaiting punishment in this isolated life i set offended and amused i am not ignorant of all social graces yet mistakenly more knowledgeable than people like to believe no longer young and beautiful they expect a more happy a more pleasant me as if my expressions are to always be happy yet i see the annoyance on the faces of not strangers but the ones i call my friends happy you say ha ha ha hows that for happy...dont know what more to give,or if if have anything left in me.give me life or give me pain just give me myself again

The Past
The only unbearable thing is that nothing is unbearsble any more,I drank from this life and was poisoned by the night, so i will weep for you at the break of dawn. Crazy is a judgement a criticism made in a world of others the word cant hurt me now for i am in a world of my own!

Relationship And Love
Relationship.....The definition of relationship in the dictionary is this Definition of RELATIONSHIP 1 : the state of being related or interrelated 2 : the relation connecting or binding participants in a relationship: as a : kinship b : a specific instance or type of kinship 3 a : a state of affairs existing between those having relations or dealings b : a romantic or passionate attachment Love.......The definition of Love in the dictionary is this Definition of LOVE 1 a (1) : strong affection for another arising out of kinship or personal ties (2) : attraction based on sexual desire : affection and tenderness felt by lovers (3) : affection based on admiration, benevolence, or common interests b : an assurance of affection 2 : warm attachment, enthusiasm, or devotion 3

The Story Of Someone And Me
This story begins earlier than you would expect. When the gods first brought forth man it seemed it was the best they had done. They reveled in the glories man gave unto them. But one day when Zeus was walking among the disguised as a simple man he noticed the corruption and excessive moral decay. He brought this to the others and the sent Nemisis out to see if man was worthy or if they would withdraw. After a long search she was about to report her failure, then she came to a small farm. This farm was enough to take care of the family needs but greed had no hand in the building of the farm. As she approached she saw a man and his sons working in the fields and decided to approach as a poor traveler. She hailed the man and asked for a loaf of bread. The man took her to the house and called to his wife. As his wife entered his face lit up just as his wife's did. The love between them was almost a tangible force. The couple offered to have her join the for their evening mea

Ok...been Thinking Again
  I noticed that I think a lot. But I guess that I know that I need to clear my head. Cause if not, and if I bottle shit up, I could end up depressed, or anything like that. I try to release that pain at least one time or another, it makes me feel better. And listening to music helps me think about different things too, well at times, or it helps me release what needs to be released, like maybe a few tears or in my case a flood.....lol. Nah, I try not to cry a lot, or any if at all possible, I try to be happy, but at times I just find it hard. I try to hide that pain, but at times it's kind of hard to do from time to time. Especially if I hold something in for so long.    Well, on the other hand I am feeling better. But I am at work, had to be here last night an hour early...But I am off for the next couple of days from work...so that's the plus side...lol.  I am sooo not ready to work like 5, 12 hour shifts....not ready what so ever... But it will be a pretty decent paycheck, so I ca

Discrimination Is Total Immaturity ?
Wondering why some would be on a site like this one (also, wonder where all the stuff goes that seems to be censored ?); if always angry & venting at others ?  And ...What is up with the age discriminations. Fear of their own future reality ? Maybe that is why the term; "Grow up" was started !  Seems like older ones have been here longer; so maybe they have more longer inheritance rights to be here. And like made room for newer ones to sponge in on all of their stuff. It is not very smart to mess, with anyone; of any age. But older ones always seem to know which wrench to use when no one can fit it. Plus, they don't care about the future consequences if someone crosses them . That is something to overlooked by immaturity. I saw an add ; "Don't mess wiyh older people because they are already pissed off, at all the ways they are disrepected."  Age has nothing to do with anything, but each person's individual number record, of days alive on Earth. Average person hangs out on Earth for abo

"me"
Hello family, well if you've taken the time to read this than I suppose i've peaked your interest, thats a good thing, we're all on here either out of boredom or looking for something, right?? I realize there are alot of people who play and look at the pics only but I'm so much more than that I am an older woman who has seen alot of life good and bad, and like all of us I do have the playful side that can talk nasty but its soo much better when you establish a rapport with the person, get to know who I am as a woman, I'm that before I'm anything a person with feelings and the best turn on and compliment you can give me to peak my interest in you is to come real, yea you take a chance but how else will I know you, I will if you will and i don't bite my tongue, if I dont respond to you I'm not interested, if I do come with some degree of respect because I'll give it till you don't! I'm a nurse, and getting ready to relocate back to alif to be closer to my sons who ,mean the world to me,

Give In To Me
I'm gonna wear you downI'm gonna make you seeI'm gonna get to youYou're gonna give into me Come on, come onInto my armsCome on, come onGive into me You're gonna take my handWhisper the sweetest wordsAnd if you're ever sadI'll make you laughI'll chase the hurt My heart is set on youI don't want no one elseAnd if you don't want meI guess I'll be all by myself Come on, come onInto my armsCome on, come onGive into me

Boutique Replica Zenith Chronomaster Watches Collection
  Masterpiece of the Zenith Chronomaster_Zenith ChronoMaster collection_replica Zenith watches, its resolute classical elegance offset by modernity: the ChronoMaster Open Grande Date Moon and Sunphase will surprise. Illustrating yet again the Manufacture’s specialist ability, this unique complication of a Grande Date, Moon and Sunphase chronograph reveals a new El Primero 4047 calibre, with 332 components and 41 rubies, through the opening in the dial. The barleycorn guilloche on the dial, the wavy guilloche on the counters and the moon disk, the delicately pearlised plate and the guilloched oscillating mass are so many precise and refined indications of authentic watchmaking know-how. In one 45 mm size, the rose gold cases show off a silver dial whilst those in stainless steel offer the choice of a black or silver dial. Aristocratic and refined, the Zenith ChronoMaster Open Grande Date Moon & Sunphase records the mechanical measurement  of Time in style. Founded in 1865 by its

The Key Of Time---hublot Watches
Swiss luxury watchmaker Hublot watches_replica Hublot watches_Hublot replica watches was founded in 1980 by Carlo Crocco and had made such an impressive name for itself that it was acquired the luxury conglomerate LVMH in 2008. In 2009 Hublot created the first system to detect fake watches with an internal smartcard that authenticates the watches on Hublot servers. Well the brand isn’t stopping there and introduces their Hublot La Cle Du Temps Watch that is different from any other watch the brand has created before. Awe-inspiring in all its complexity, this limited edition luxury timepiece is part of the Hublot Confrerie line, a series of watches that represent the Swiss brand’s most futuristic and exclusive work. The name La Cle Du Temps, which translates to the key of time, was chosen for this piece owing to a special set of functions. Upon the owner’s command, time will slow down or speed up as displayed on the Hublot watches_replica Hublot watches_Hublot replic

Quotes Of The Day Lol Or Week..year...which Ever
d3c0m Xx TM xX: you two are tighter than a crabs ass js him on me and my sister rofl   Ryan x Mr Bree ...: nutter butters were invented when i put peanut butter on my balls and ball stamped tks forehead   delete   Ryan x Mr Bree ...: my bed got so much jizz on it, it looks like i pissed the bed, my mom trying to install one of those anti bed wetting devices   delete Ryan x Mr Bree ...: id rther hump the bed then the floor, it has more padding   delete Ryan x Mr Bree ...: id have to say these panties are way more comfortable then the other pair i had on but the other pair makes my ass look better, such a debate UGH!   delete Crystal Goddess...: Jack Frost ne

Free Programs
is theyre any free programs that i can download since limwire is no longer in use i have frostwire it aint that great ive tried it always says its corrupted any other ones out theyre

Sooo Ummm Yeah..
Have you ever wanted to grb someone by the shoukders and just hsake the stupid out of them?

Error: You Just Made The Fucking List.
I was fucked up. My mind was experiencing the effects from drinking the sickeningly sweet contents of two bottles of cough syrup. Procured off the shelf, and carefully chosen for a single active ingredient. Disassociative - That's how dextramethorphan "hallucinations" are described by medical journalists who've poked and prodded bits of data shaped like people, into an overly simplistic assessment of its effects. They didn't… weren't able to… extrapolate. All that I'd read and studied from analogues of their data in the form of user-accounts and Erowid dossiers, clearly stated (in my opinion) there was more to it than that. I was also of the opinon recreational use was an act of desparation. My own desparate rationalization being my use was "investigative". Fool that I am. Movie of this fucked up evening - David Cronenberg's interpretation of William S. Burroughs' novel of his own fucked-up-ness, Naked Lunch. Titled by Allen Ginsburg. Or so I've read. Have I ever to

My Thoughts On Gun Control
Carolyn McCarthy introduced legislation that I applaud: if passed into law, it will ban magazines with a capacity of more than 10 rounds.  Handguns and hunting rifles, no more than 10-rounds/ea. or less; what more do people need, really?  Pointing to a rifle designed to slaughter large numbers of people, or to 30-round magazines for a handgun, claiming "gun" equals "reasonable" does not work for me;  nor does its self-hating ignorant opposite on the spectrum "gun" equals "bad." While reading about the McCarthy bill, I came across discussions/debates re: federal legislation to ban anyone with a mental health diagnosis from owning a firearm.  Such restrictions are already in place in many states to varying degrees.  It occurs to me that a huge number of Americans have been prescribed an anti-depressant.  Will we as a country declare that to be an acceptable reason to restrict them of their natural right to defend themselves? The McCarthy bill is good, common-sense legislation, b

Mumm Disguised As A Blog
When I get a pimp hand from someone that blocked me, should I spread out the 11s I would have given them?

Single
Yes I'm single and any guy who wants to change that is going to have to be pretty damn amazing! Single, doesn't mean that you know nothing bout love. Fact, being solo is wiser than being in a wrong relationship.is still very much single!So is now taking applications if you think your suitable for the position apply here the pay is terrible but the benefits r great...

Love
A boy gave his girlfriend a challenge; To live a day without him & if she did it, he would love her more. The girl agreed and she didn't talk to him for a day Without knowing he had only 24 hours to live because he was suffering from Cancer. She went to his house the next day. Tears falling from her eyes as she saw him lying in a coffin with a note on the side: "You did it baby, you can do it everyday, I love you

A Beautiful Soul
A beautiful soul is arriving this day to stay,Inside my heart where there is always light.No one else can cast a shadow to douse our life,We spend our lives together not parting from sight.We sit by a cozy lit fire to unwind before we dine,we whisper words of endearment as we sip chilled wine.Our words of love flows through our beautiful soul,making each other complete and whole. Lovingly we touch our beautiful souls; caresses soft and light,kisses so feathery we can barely feel its delight.  oh! how exquisiteit feels to be touched so light; its almost too surreal this beautifulsoul, how he takes me to the highest heights.His love makes me feel so elegant; our love is well spentembraced in each others arms, a night with eloquent intent;augmented by our love we both represent; loving ourselvestill we're both content, basking in our gift of love in life's segments.A beautiful soul enclosed in a dream where lovers hide; casting noshadows to disguise what we hold inside, I close my eyes. R

Contest! Artists Needed!!
I need a logo for my band and I'm too lazy to draw one up myself so I'm calling on you to design one for me. The winner gets their design used for my band and credit where credit is due! If/when stickers are made you'll be sure to get a couple. If you need musical inspiration to make this happen go ahead and get yourself a listen here: http://soundcloud.com/writingchecksforicecream By the way, my band's name is Writing Checks For Ice Cream

Kendra Wilkinson's New Girl On Girl Lesbian Sex Tape Leaked!
CHECK OUT KENDRA WILKINSON'S NEW GIRL ON GIRL LESBIAN SEX TAPE VIDEO ONLINE OVER HERE!

Bulletin For Dj Fu Blue
          COME JOIN US @ EROTIC DESIRES FOR A VERY SPECIAL GUEST APPEARANCE AS DJ FU_BLUE CRANKS OUT THE HOTTEST TRACKS N KEEPS THE PARTY GOIN FOR A 4HR BLOCK OF JAMZ 8PM-12AM EST JUST CLICK ANY PIC TO JOIN THE FUN!!!!! Eiffel 65 - Blue (Da Ba Dee)

Friend Requests...
If you'r going to add me  to your friendlist, the following requirements are a prerequisit...   1) You're female and were born that way.  2) You write something in the friend request so I know you're not just looking for people to add and give you points. 3) You're not a member/owner of a lounge I've been banned/ejected from.   --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------   The 3 requirements listed above are the requirements for me to add you. I'm not being conceited or trying to make myself sound cool or whatever else you may try to accuse me of trying to be, I'm just being honest about my preferences.   That's all. Bye =)

L.o.w.l Novel Teaser (be Gentle Blog Readers)
Theo watched as Soli disappeared back into the jungle then began to unbutton his ragged shirt sliding it off his arms followed by his torn trousers and undergarments. He grabbed his locket and opened it. He looked at it for a moment then closed it and tossed it gently on his pile of clothes before he lowered himself into the pond. While he washed his short angel blonde hair he saw Malinshin in the distance gathering wood. He swam to the pond’s edge. “You’re not here to see me naked are you?” Theo called out to her jokingly. She dropped the wood startled and looked around. He chuckled briefly “Sorry to alarm you” he smiled slowly shaking his head side to side.             She saw him in the pond and came over after regathering the wood she dropped. “You scared me half to death” Malinshin admitted as she placed her hand over her racing heart. “I guess I’m good at that.” He replied. Malinshin picked up his locket and opene

Fu-marriage....
I am a little irate right now...so read if ya want. Fu-Marriage is nothing more than a business arrangement! I chose my fu-hubby because he is a great friend.  We don't EXPECT anything from eachother.  We have fun on here and earn some points while we do it.   POINT 1-putting your name in his/her name and vice versa...if you are going to do it, hey more power to you but it IS NOT a requirement! Nor is owning that person...you are automatically put on their page as their fu-partner..so don't be greedy! And yeah, don't expect the person to do it if you aren't willing to as well! POINT 2-trading bling...someone gets pissy because the RL wife gets better bling from him than than you do? Get over yourself..our money is together because we are REAL LIFE MARRIED...so therefor if my REAL LIFE HUSBAND gives me bling guess what, I helped pay for that!!! Oh and another point...I help pay for everything he gives you too...so be thankful! POINT 3-pimpouts...we have 3 pimpouts a day we can give

"shattered Reflection"
Through out my life, I have had people call me names, mock me, and ridicule me. I have avoided them and erased them from my past, but one has tortured my soul for far too long. Every night before I go to bed, I see him looking at me, mocking me, and ridiculing me, and every morning when I wake up, he's there to greet me with his hate. My attempts to avoid him always seemed to fail. He is everywhere I go, always looking at me with disgust. I even tried hiding in the dark so he can't find me, but I knew eventually I would have to turn the light on and face him once and for all. How long can this last? Can I really be tortured by this demon for eternity? Does everybody have a demon that tortures their soul? Can I win this battle of good vs evil? One thing is for sure, I knew this battle needed to end soon. So the next morning, I confronted him, I told him I'll defeat him once and for all and dedicate this fight to all the lonely souls that have been tortured by demons like him. The bastar

Easiest Way To Get Out Of The Endless Bouncer Checks
The easiest way to get out of the endless Bouncer Checks that I have found is, 1. Stop inputting the CAPTCHA characters 2. Open your home page in a new tab 3. Click the link for your Front Page (Public Page) 4. Enter the Bouncer Check CAPTCHA 5. Close the new tab 6. Go back to the tab you were working in 7. Click the 'Go back one page' button on your browser 7. Continue rating :)   Hope this helps.

The Things People Say In My Shout Box
ugly girl@fu...: Soooo do you like bust a nut from going to people's pages starting shit 12:59pmNot Tellin...: You're a jackass, I giggled at a comment my friend made. Get over it. 1:00pmugly girl@fu...: im a jackass because im NOT browsing people's profiles starting shit. Your friend needs a life also if he gets joy out of bashing people on the internet? i mean who does that? 1:01pm her ...: idk how he even got to my NSFW picture. From the looks of it...it seems like he got picked on alot during life...so he has to get payback by doing it on the internet to random strangers...lol i understand 1:03pm ...: i mean look at him. lmao...make sure to tell him that though. He looks like a fucking loser!! hahahaha 1:04pmNot Tellin...: You tell him you stupid twat 1:05pm...: lol im stupid once again because im sitting on the computer comment on randoms people pictures because I dont have a life...lol your right  1:06pmNot Tellin...: *you're 1:07pm...: lol is that all you can say? We bot

Might Be Another Crappy Day
   Well today might be another crappy day. I say that cause I woke up like 3 hours ahead of time, and I got to be at work an hour before I am originally supposed to.But next weeks schedule looks to be crappy too, but I will be getting more hours, so there I can't really complain. I will just be really tired. I just feel with some of my friends, that I might be losing them, and I don't want to lose any friends, I have been there for all of my friends one time or another, when they needed me the most, or just needed someone to talk to, or keep their secrets at one time or another. I have come to realize that I am just going to wait for a boyfriend, even though it's been 7 months since my previous ex, I feel that it is better that way. Because the ex has been trying to get in contact with me, and it seems to open old wounds that I had because of what he did to me. But I feel it is best just to be single for a while, maybe a whole year or longer. I mean don't get me wrong I want marriage a

Stength...what Do You Have?
So over the last few weeks i put all my effort into making someone realize all it takes is strength.... That being told "I Love you" Isnt always the truth but an easy way to play with your mind and your strength. People allow themselves to fall so hard for ppl...yet deep inside know damn well the person they fell for is making them look like a complete fool...Why do they do this? I Don't have the answers for that..but i guess maybe for the stimulation of having the "Someone loves me feeling" As sad as that really is.   I have no idea why im writing this..other then i need to vent. The worst feeling in the world is to know your close friend is being played so BAD yet is so whipped he or she can't see it for him or herself.... With that being said i have a question.. U as a person whoever is answering the question...If you were promised by whomever you love they would get a divorce 3 maybe 4 times but they never, would u continue believing all the excuses? or would you move on and sto

My Failures
 In this life we all make mistakes and we all encounter failures.   My failures are things that have been out of my control. I wrote an entire book about the failures in my life and than failed to have it published.    I had one very interested publisher and was ready, posed at the counter of the post office...I turned around, tucked it into my carrying bag on my right arm and walked back to the car and drove home. Why? As I stood there I realized that this book was NOT written for anyone BUT me. No one needed to read about these things, no one but me would really care. This book was between me and God. It was God who set my pen to paper and allowed me to write this as a form of therapy.  Much needed therapy, so I could let go of these failures and move on.   I realized through this self-therapy that I'm normal. I have emotions and I go through trials and tribulations just like everyone else. I found out that when it's all said and done, I have family and friends who know and l

Things Im Sick Of
smokers who cant use the ash tray, quit being lazy ,use the damn thing, thats what its there for! lounge inviters who cant read profiles or prfile names for that matter, quit being lazy, learn to read!

The Glow Radio Saturday
Saturday Rock Block on The Glow Radio: The Reverend DJ Furg & his "Church of Rock"  he will be spinning his mix of Punk, Grunge, Hard Rock & Metal Music starting at 3pm pt/4pm mt/5pm ct/6pm et/11pm gmt next up is The Mistress of Hard Rock & Metal; "Thee Witch" starting at 6pm pt/7pm mt/8pm ct/9pm et/2am gmt next is The Freak Show with Tony the Misfit featuring the best in Rock, Alternative, & Metal Music starting at 9pm pt/10pm mt/11pm ct/Midnight et/5am gmt   Sunday Morning The DJ Joe D Show Live from Toronto, Canada at 7am PT/8am MT/9am CT/10am ET/3pm GMT Every Sunday Morning DJ Joe D will be Live from Toronto, Canada The show will include DJ Whitney and her Springsteen Minute.The ever-popular DJ Joe D Blog Review returns as does both the Canadian Content & Novelty Songs of the Week.Tune in for this great new show

Place To Be - Nick Drake
  When I was young, younger than beforeI never saw the truth hanging from the doorAnd now I'm older see it face to faceAnd now I'm older gotta get up clean the place.And I was green, greener than a hillWhere flowers grew and the sun shone stillNow I'm darker than the deepest seaJust hand me down, give me a place to be.And I was strong, strong in the sunI thought I'd see when day is doneNow I'm weaker than the palest blueOh, so weak in this need for you.

At&t Sux At&t Sux At&t Sux
I  Hate At&t. they are f'ing morons. They are billing me for a collect call, and I haven't had the # in 3 years. After more than 10 calls to the less than helpful customer support and many claims that i would no longer have this fraudulent bill, I feel its time to become a pain in the butt. I Do not have any at&t service, and haven"for as long as I can remember, so being billed for a service that has not been provided, is fraud. they are Morons. AT&T sux

Show Your Love
If you love someone let them know.  If you do not then let them go. If your love is real then let it show.  But if it is not don't pretend. Melt yourself away like snow  and let the game end.   Tell him or her what they mean to you tell yeah or nay that your love is  true even though is it not easy to do it is better hurt than being untrue   if for them you care not man up and tell them so instead of making their heart your sandlot play no more and just go   love them as they come to you don't change them into someone new love them simply as they are the same up close or from afar   (i so suck at poetry)

[that Smell Shouldn't Be Here]
Welp, its above freezing so I went ahead and primed my gouf's shoulders with an untested enamel spray paint....that stuff went down effortlessly.LikeZAPbond. I don't think I'll ever use the primer I was using beforeEVER again. That was TOO fucking easy.Waiting for it to dry, Course I immediately got tagger's hand and the paint set on my skin almost instantly.Had to get it off with *sniffs* Bluchk. I think there's still some vapor in my clothes or something.Had to get it off with rubbing alc.Waiting for it to dry, I'm told enamel takes a fraction of the time acryllic takes to cure, and its much sturdier.We'll see soon. Granted most of the model grade enamel is about twice as expensive as acryl. ... not that I'm using model grade anything except this primer.What else do I have for you?OhProtomen albums.FuckingRock.Rock Opera.Megaman 2.Believe it.I wonder how long til part three comes out?Anyway, this part of the process is pretty simple. Prime. Sand out uneveness errors or flaws. Repeat

Risk
To Love is to Risk not being loved in Return. To Hope is to Risk Pain. To Try is to Risk Faillure,BUT Risk MUST be Taken because the Greatest Hazard in Life is to Risk Nothing."

Laying In Bed Watching Tv...trying To Fall Asleep
so im watching this program called "when women kill"...and this psychiatrist points out one of the most chilling and unfortunately true things ive ever heard:   "the problem with dating a married person is it's a lose-lose outcome regardless of how it turns out. if the person does decide to leave their wife, theyve already demonstrated their capacity to leave a wife, so how comfortable and trusting can you feel in that relationship, moving forward with that person?"   *sigh*

A Thought For Today
THE THOUGHT FOR TODAY IS ABOUT THE LOVE OF A CHILD ..."A CHILD who lives with CRITICISMLearns to CONDEMNA CHILD who lives with HOSTILITYLearns to FIGHTA CHILD who lives with RIDICULELearns to be SHYA CHILD who lives with SHAMELearns to FEEL GUILTYA CHILD who lives with TOLERANCELearns to BE PATIENTA CHILD who lives with ENCOURAGEMENTLearns CONFIDENCEA CHILD who lives with PRAISELearns to APPRECIATEA CHILD who lives with FAIRNESSLearns JUSTICEA CHILD who lives with SECURITYLearns FAITHA CHILD who LIVES WITH APPROVALLearns to LIKE HIMSELFA CHILD who lives with ACCEPTANCE & FRIENDSHIPLearns to FIND LOVE IN THE WORLD."~ Dorothy Law Nolte THE LOVE OF A FAMILY IS LIFE'S GREATEST BLESSING!

Todays Thought
Roads Unknown When we keep making the same mistakes We dont blame ourselves it is alway others fault But we are the one that construct our destiny We are the makers of our predestination Then suddenly as the lights go on You realize where you've gone wrong So it is time now to step off of that path Change the course of your life, endeavorer to break away Take the road that you have never traveled  Allowing ourselves the chances to succeed  Pushing open new doors to new opportunities Take possession back of your life Don't let it guide you, make it follow you So you can look back in you life and say with pride Some of the best roads I have traveled were the ones unknown

How I Became A Total Slut
My name is Barb. I am a 53 year old, white female, 5’ 5”, 138 pounds, with 38D breasts. I think I still look very good for my age with a nice body. I have two sons, 25 and 28, and a 32 year old daughter. This is a true story that happened just over three years ago, a month before my 50 th birthday.It was the night my divorce was final from my second husband a couple years ago and I had gone out with my girlfriends to celebrate. I came home a little tipsy, but not drunk. My youngest son had some friends over partying and playing cards. I knew everyone and said hi. I then went upstairs and took a bath, laid down on the bed and started masturbating. A few minutes later I heard a loud bang downstairs so I jumped up, grabbed one of my robes and went down to see what happened. I was at the bottom of the stairs when I realized I still had my vibrator in my hand. I stuck it in the pocket of my robe before anyone saw it. This robe happened to be missing the tie for it, so I just had

Por Amarte Asi
Siempre seras la niña que me llene el alma como mar inquieto como mar en calma siempre tan lejana como el horizonte gritando en el silencio tu nombre en mis labios solo queda el eco de mi desengaño sigo aqui en mis sueños de seguirte amando Sera como tu quieras pero asi sera si aun tengo que esperarte 7 vidas mas me quedare colgado de este sentimientoo Por amarte asi es esa mi fortuna es ese mi castigo sera que tanto amor acaso esta prohibido yo sigo aqui muriendo por estar contigooo Por amarte asi a 1 paso de tu boca y sin poder besarla tan cerca de ti piel y sin poder tocarla ardiendo de deseos con cada mirada por amarte asiii por amarte así Asi voy caminando en esta cuerda floja por ir tras de tu huella convertida en sombra precio del amor que me negaste un dia contando los segundos que pasan x verte haciendote culpable de mi propia suerte su mundo esta despierto con hacerte mia Sera como tu quieras pero asi sera si aun tengo que esperarte 7 vidas mas me quedare col

For Everyone Else....
First of all I'm as hormonal as fuck trying to keep myself from not being that way.... No one needs to deal with the homonal pregnant chick at work or durring sex. However I must warn you I still aam that way so this may be bitchier than I mean it to be, just bear in mind that that i want and need is a little different from what most people need. I love lovey! i love him inside and out and he loves me the same way!! He makes my sun shine brighter my moon glow bigger and the stars when he is around are so bright that people come out thinking it's noon, when it's only 3 am. However we both have sexual tendencies toward things that are unique and not exactly what you are expecting when you meet us. I want sex in general... I don't so much want to get flounced upon by a fat hairy dude or pretty much have you cheat on your wife/girlfriend/fiance to fuck me. Lovey wants me and a good stiff pound in his ass... Pretty much thats it. We have varying levels of intrest into almost all thing

I Want A Lover With A Slow Hand
    Life is always giving us opportunities to grow and evolve, right?  Ever the introspective one, I’m always attempting to look within, challenge my beliefs systems, and heal my wounds by being radically honest and self-aware.  I had the opportunity recently to connect intimately with a potential partner.  For several reasons, I decided that it was going to be several months before we had sex.  Of course, there were times when I was hot and bothered and I rationalized how several weeks rather than months would be sufficient for our self-imposed abstinence.  Of course, at times, I was so incredibly aroused I was willing to say, “To hell with weeks, days, hours, or minutes, I need you inside me NOW!”  Calmer heads prevailed and we didn’t have sex.  I’m fortunate that we didn’t because I subsequently learned that he was not anywhere near the quality and caliber of man that I was looking for in a partner and sex would have not only made me more intima

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The Thousand Year Snake. (continued)
Rumors.Hunches.One child described an "oogy feeling" when the dew came down and a thick mist settled on his mountain.As if the world shuddered, chilled in its sleep.As Alorid approached this mountain, the tempo and murmor of travelers and foreign rumor disappeared, after four days of walking, the small villages dotting the road disappeared, first with the loss of peddlers, cryers and bustle, then the children running through the street, and down to the last few woodsmen nodding gruffly heading downhill to their shacks or woodsheds.The world of man seemed to disintegrate as he drew near. As if the world of the ancients was making tiny, almost invisible comebacks with every step.There old gods wound around his feet with the slightest signal. A strand of ivy twisted on the underside, a butterfly lit against his cheek, the complete inability to start a fire. Mushrooms moss and rounded stones facing the wrong way.A coy, but gentle warning.This is where the gods lay sleeping.Tread lightly hu

Why?? Why Do People Use Sarcasm?
  Sarcasm can cause discord in both romantic relationships and friendships.  Sarcasm is a large component of social interaction and conversation.  To demonstrate a sense of humor, people frequently use sarcasm as a means of “breaking the ice” during initial encounters with others.  People also use sarcasm as a means of being comedic with groups of friends.  They say something contrary to what they feel and/or believe for the purpose of being funny.  Sarcasm, in these instances, seems harmless and playful.  But is it really?  Too much sarcasm is annoying and hurtful, but can even a minimal amount be too much?  People often joke around by saying the absolute opposite of what they mean. Sarcasm is an indirect form of speech intentionally used to produce a particular dramatic effect .  The subject of sarcasm is complex because many factors are involved:exaggeration, nature of the speaker, relationship of speaker to victim, severity of the criticism, and whether or not the

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Missing 4 Yr Old Boy!
They have found the car in a canal, but there were no bodies in it, however the windows were rolled down. Please pray for little Juliani, and be on the look out!  

A Work Of Erotic Fiction
Was it real......   Hey there, my name is Amy and I am a freshman at a major university in Durham NC. I am 5'5” 112 lbs. 34c-26-33 and a fiery redhead. I am shy at first but when I get to know you, you better watch out because my bite can be ferocious.   Anyway, I had my first sexual encounter when I was 12, with a neighbor boy that was 16. He told me that having sex was awesome, I found it to be boring as hell. I didn't do it again until I was 16 and this time it was better but still I knew it had to be better than what I was getting. I had my share of boyfriends and we had sex but nothing that blew my mind. I've read about how woman would have orgasms and I wanted to have one! I did play once with my female cousin, she is much older than me and it was fun and she did give me my one and only orgasm, from a partner that is. She showed me how to please myself and I have since then, many times.   I was to share a dorm room with another girl but at the last minute she

New Kendra Wilkinson Girl On Girl Sex Taped Leaked!
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Birthday Wish List
My birthday is on February 12th. I would really like to have a good birthday. I made up a wish list of some things I would like to have. If possible. Please help me have a good birthday. ♥Any FuBar Gifts♥(Thank you bigdaddy candisuddlebear, slowhand50, maddogg332005, John Nobles, bobbyberge and Randy the vampire. Thank you)♥Any Bling♥(Thank you Fzy69me,Aris, Gary Lee, Last Caress and TheVoice, TexanT, Starchaser and St Michael. Thank you) ♥1 Auto 11's♥♥2 Cherry Bomb(Will bomb you)♥♥2 Famplifier(Will add you to family)♥

Fucking Really?
threats against my life over a pimphand? really? (those screenshot will come later)   how did i get 15 friend requests in two hours?     It really annoys me when people show online and wont answer you....um...if you dont want to talk just fucking say so...   I had entirely to much fun repeatedly smacking my ex...the only contact i have had with him in months lmfaoooooooooo   and now i have to pee..   goodnight.

Iwc Portuguese Automatic Limited Edition Watch
  At the SIHH this past January, it became clear that IWC had declared 2010 its "year of the Portuguese." This watch line, iconic as it is, has a name that most enthusiasts have a hard time divining where it might originate. The company itself, situated in German-speaking Schaffhausen, calls the line the " IWC Portuguese Automatic_replica IWC watches_ IWC watches," which means "Portuguese" in German.  The unusual name actually originates in the fact that two Portuguese merchants approached IWC in 1938 in search of a timepiece to be worn on the wrist that could function as accurately as a marine chronometer. This was done since many of their clients had marine-associated professions. Before the era of electronic GPS, the marine chronometer was the sole instrument available to aid sailors in navigation determining both longitude and latitude, therefore allowing them to precisely determine position at sea.    The IWC Portuguese Automatic_replica IWC watches_ IWC watches 's classical styl

New Replica Breitling Bentley Grande Complication Pocket Watch
In Basel 2011, Breitling will launch its new Replica Breitling Watches_Breitling Bently Grande Complication_replica Breitling Bently pocket watch which integrates most precise and complicated two functions into one watch, automatic adjustment perpetual calendar in leap year; date, week, month, leap year and moon phase displays;hour, quarter,minute repeater. A new unique member will come into Replica Breitling Watches_Breitling Bently Grande Complication_replica Breitling Bently family in the memory of the founder of famous Britain Auto Vehicle maufacturer----Owen Bentley. This complicated functions Breitling Bentley “Grande Complication”pocket watch will be on show at BASEL Fair April, 2011. New Replica Breitling Watches_Breitling Bently Grande Complication_replica Breitling  Bently consists of nearly 700 components. It adopts an unmass applied design in the end of 19th century as its movement blueprint. Seeing through its transparent case back, you can comprise everythin

Pain
The pain of being depressedThe pain of supressing my angerThe pain of being aloneThe pain of wanting a shoulder to lean onThe pain of feeling the worldThe pain of being afraidThe pain of worrying how to keep goingThe pain of wondering whyThe pain of not feeling worthy of being happyThe pain of wanting the pain to stopThrough all the pain , one thing remains the same....will it ever change?

Incredible Boiling Point For Ugg Market
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From Jarl Hunden
I flew into the house with bow drawn to ear, In hopes of finding someone with which love I could cheer.I froze in place my heart filled with fear. There sat a K-bar, a K pot, and Kevlar, with sand filled boots, sand camo, and gear.I looked about wondering where I could hide, And caught sight of them and wanted to die,For there they sat looking fearsome and mean,Then I realized it looked like they were caught in a waken dream.They looked at a picture and sat stone still,I looked too it was of them and some friends, in gear on a hill.I saw the discharge papers, and felt the heartache it brought,That was all from their love of country they had got.They looked at me and smiled a little bit feral,And said calmly, “Don’t worry you aren’t looking down my barrel.”“Go on and find those that need love and to them give it,Those ones out there that from it will benefit.”I stood amazed, as they had none,And yet wished to send me on to everyone.I looked at this person o

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Memories
I am laying here wishing death would find meHis memories defined meThe man I hadThe man I lostI am laying here wishing death would find meHis memories defined meHe gave me hopeMy past gave me liesI am laying here wanting to dieHis memories is all I have

Hope For Humanity
Just like everyone, I have my vices and guilty pleasures.  American Idol is one of my guilty pleasures, and this year there is a contestant that has blown me away with his story. For those who don't watch, Chris Medina is from Oak Forest, Illinois.  He's 26 and works as a barista.  He has been with his fiancee for 8 years, engaged for over 2.  Two months before they were to be married, Julianna was in a devastating car crash that left her with a fractured skull,among other injuries.  Since waking from her coma, Chris has been one of her primary caretakers.  At 26 years old, this man has proven himself to be a genuinely good human being.   Julianna still has a long road of recovery ahead of her, but insurance doesn't cover her treatment because it is still considered experimental.  If you have it in your heart and pocket, please help her and donate to her recovery fund! Follow this link: http://www.laurusfoundation.org/help-juliana-ramos.php

Life Comes At You
Life comes at you when you least expect it, and in so many ways. When your kids grow up, when you notice they have kids of thier own.  When one day a child walks up and says Grandma!! LOL! You expect life to deal you certain cards along the way, getting older, getting fatter(maybe), even getting those grandkids! But it doesn't prepare you for when your youngest son to come to you and say " I'm joining the ARMY", that tore my heart out. That's when life hit me full force and I knew I was getting OLDER! He left on the 24th of Jan. and things have not been the same in the house. A little more empty, a little more lonely, a little less laughter. AH! Ain't it good to be a MOM!! Life comes at you fast and you hold on!

Just Been Thinking
Ok, I have been thinking about a lot here lately. And it seems to me that there is a lot of things that I either haven't done yet or experienced. Like getting married and having kids....haven't done or gotten yet. I am good at making friends, but evidentially I don't know how to pick up a guy or win his heart, and I am not really sure why. Almost all of my friends seem to be married with kids, married or just have kids, and every time that I am around them, it's like I want that, but then there are times I know that I am not ready for at least the kids part in my life. It also seems to me, that when I am not dating anyone, I notice how hard I find it to try and not think about my dad's death from almost 2 years ago, but if I am dating someone, I seem to forget that pain. I don't seem to understand how that is, unless it feels that hole in my heart. With the whole dating thing, I know too many people around here where I live for me to date any of them, because they either dated my frien

Stuck In The Middle
Yes I'm hurt and in tears. I don't go into the mums much anymore because it's a hateful place. And now I feel I have to straddle the line between the man I'm in love with and my friends who I love... ALL because of politics and it isn't fair.   I'm about to delete my profile and just forget I know fubar.   I should NOT have to make a choice between my friends and the man I love.

Premature Ejaculation
Down your neck, down your blouse, tracing with my fingers. Lace gently falling away as they go. On your skin, scent of rose lingers. Silken lace replaced by bronze skin. Flesh exposed, lips cry in demand. Heartbeats race through frozen time. It's over before it began.

Ignorance Is Bliss
What are you Thinking I ask As if I care I listen To you stumble Through Your explanation As I pretend To remain Aware Not exactly What I Signed up for A love that Becomes this Watching you Smile As you babble Defines the fact That ignorance Is indeed Bliss

Today Is A Good Day
Excited about tomorrow! My baby sister and I are going to shop together..I really hate shopping,but love her. Poor thing has to have  some bone removed from her elbow soon,so she deserves some time with her wacky big sister ;)   Every friday should be bone your spouse day! ....js Cory is losing weight and getting super hot rawrrrrrrrrrrr I am getting more and more nervous about Feb 8th,but ready for it to be here!..discussing my  surgery then and hopefully setting a date!!!! I hope workman's comp will agree and NOT back out and let me have my life back. Mom is at dialysis and I am keeping my fingers crossed..we are taking things one moment at a time. After tomorrow... I am grounding myself from Bath & Body Works!....... I am in lust with that store..everyone needs to get the scent "FOREVER SUNSHINE",soooooooooo you can smell like ME!   that is all!.....why are you reading this???? go bone now!

Isn't It Obvious?
12:52pm reply Marou Mkac...: wat your nam *head tilt*  Seriously?  Cmon now...

Worse
Many of you may know that I am a single mother with 2 young boys, living with my parents. My mom and I never got along very well as I was growing up and even though everyone said it'll get better when you have children it hasn't. I can not take living here with her much longer. I'm not allowed to see my friends, to drive the van, or to take a minute to myself. I stay home most of the time unless she's off work and I have to go some place. If I do want to go somewhere I have to ask her. I want to work but she will not let me drive the van. So she gets pissed at me for having her drive me places and for me not working. I clean all the time and watch my boys 24/7. I'm trying to lose weight and the doctor for my boys wants my oldest to eat better. He hardly eats as is, so I'm trying but she ruins it by offering him dounuts and candy, just plain junk food. I don't know what else to do. I don't have anyone that I can talk to about what I'm going through as I'm not allowed out of the house. M

Stolen From Perez
Carolee Bildsten, a woman who was charged with aggravated assault against a Gurnee, Illinois police officer for attacking him with a dildo "clear, rigid feminine pleasure device" last November, says it was self-defense! Apparently, the woman was driven home from a restaurant by the police officer to grab cash to settle her bill. He accompanied her inside and she told the officer the money was in her sock drawer, reached in for cash, but pulled out her vajayjay ram rod and "held it over her head and approached the officer in a threatening manner." LOLz! Wow! Now she is saying she was "startled" by the officer because she was unaware he had followed her into her room and had recently read an article about a Gurnee police officer who was convicted of sexual assault. Or maybe she was crazzzyyy drunk! Did we mention the officer found her lying on the ground outside of the restaurant to begin with? When asked why she chose the "clear, rigid feminine pleasure device" to defend herself

Tears
You must walk into the day, for the sun forgets to rise without you whisper. You must venture out into the night, for the moon must reflect upon its insecurities. In your perfume weighs the essence of your passion. In your breath lays the touch of the gentile wind. Your Tears breads life to an ocean and in your love brings comfort to my heart.

No Mumm Friday!
Today I won't write any mumms, only comment!

How To Get Access To My Pics... Woman Only
Ok ladies you want to see some man meat well ill let you see all you want.. all i ask is you send me a salute. and since its only fair your seeing me naked. That salute should be as well. with my screen name... i promice you wont be disapointed. Oh their are other ways you could get access but thats for you to offer up.. so send a message and lets have some fun with this.

The Glow Radio Friday's
 Friday  on The Glow Radio: Starting our Friday will be DJ Kellie Khaos with her "Freaky Friday Show" where anything goes within reason starting at Noon pt/1pm mt/2pm ct/3pm et/8pm gmt next up is the Rev DJ Furg and he will be spinning his mix of  Punk, Grunge, Hard Rock. and Metal Music on his Church of Rock starting at 3pm pt/4pm mt/5pm ct/6pm et/11pm gmt next up is The Mistress of Hard Rock & Metal; "Thee Witch" starting at 6pm pt/7pm mt/8pm ct/9pm et/2am gmt next is Tony the Misfit with his Freak Show featuring the best in Rock, Alternative, & Metal Music starting at 9pm pt/10pm mt/11pm ct/Midnight et/5am gmt   Tune in to The Glow Radio on iTunes; you can find us under Classic Rock in The Radio Directory & you can also find

Final Writing//my Girl Ameriaca
MY GIRL,MS U.S.A.SHE HELD HER ARMS OUT AND GAVE ME PEACE,SHE OPENED HER SOUL AND MADE ME WHOLE.SHE NEVER TURNED ON ME AND NEVER DID SHE FROWN,AHE WAS ALWAYS THERE,NEVER MAKING A SOUND. SOME HAVE TRIED TO HURT HER AND DO HER WRONG,BUT SHES ALWAYS STOOD PROUD AND SANG HER SONG.SHES SHED A TEAR FOR ALL WHOS CARED,AND SHE OPENED HER HEART FOR THOSE WHO DARED. SHE MY GIRL,AND NEVER WAS ONE SO TRUE.SHES MY GIRL THE RED WHITE AND BLUE. ILL DEFEND HER WITH ALL I HAVE TO GIVE,AND SHELL GIVE SANCTUARY FOR ALL THAT WANT A GOOD LIFE TO LIVE.MUCH HAS BEEN LOST ,AND AT SUCH A COST,TO KEEP HER SAFE FOR YOU AND ME.SHES MY GIRL,TILL THE DAY I DIE,AND STAND PROUD AS HER FLAG FLYS HIGH IN THE SKY.SHE DOESNT ASK FOR MUCH IN RETURN,JUST TO BE LOVED,AND THAT SHES EARNED. I SEE THE WALL AND THE STATUES THAT BEAR,THE NAMES OF OTHERS WHOSE SOULS ARE THERE.THEY HAVE GIVEN THEIR BEST AND NOW LIE WITH THE REST,THEY LOVED MY GIRL JUST AS I DO,AND DEFENDING HER WILL NEVER BE THROUGH. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY SWEET LOVE,YO

My Rant And Rave, If Your Offended....then Obvisously You Are One!!
  I honestly don't care if you think I'm crazy. You're just a figment of my imagination anyway! ;-) People come to this site to make friends and have fun, Of course its an adult site and frankly fubar lets you get away with just about anything and more or less if you have up NSFW pics its to gain your popularity and 95% of the time it works, But I have to say the way it make u look both men and women. If you worked this hard in life as you did on a website. You might end up somewhere in life, So your not sitting your ass on a computer all day seeing how much you can gain off someone else.I have come to the point if I am going to do, I will do for myself.I am so tired of being nice and get nothing back in return, Oh but these people who show there ass get all they want even from fubar them selves..Screw that I am WAY above that!!!! I dont have to show and will not show my ass to get what I want.. If someone is going to give me a gift thats fine if not fine to i wont die!! I don't

Placing The Blame
placing the blameborn carrol sue on may 7 1989 to her parents.she weighted 5 lbs 3 oz and was 2 months premature.she began her life fighting to keep alive.on july 16,2007 she lost her fight to stay alive by her own will.all her life shed been delt the worst hand in the deck.at 3 her father was shot through their front door.it was never solved.after that her mom became an alchhalic and dated anyone for a drink.she witnessed her mother being beaten many times till ne day the beating was so severe she slipped into a coma.she never recovered.carrol sue was 13 when she wnt to a foster home.there she was raped by three of her foster brothers and abused by the parents.at 17 she became pregenant,she married the man who made her pregnenant.he was a 36 year old alchohalic her foster dad had made her date for money.the abuse began immediately,she lost 3 front teeth on her wedding night compliments if her new loving husband and a beer bottle he smahed into her face becouse she refused to have sex

Quest
i lay here ,night after night and i look up thru my sunlight to the stars above .i watch as they glisten in the midnite sky and i feel the dampness as my eye begin to cry.i toss and i turn searching for something to hold,but all i find ,is a bed so cold. i go to town ,and i watch as people stroll by,never do they notice the tear in my eye.i see couples as they walk and hold hands .i see the couples as they share a life so grand.i go back to my house and down the road i ride,its th e lonliness in my heart i try to hide. i go to my spot so tranquil and cool,i stand there for hours skipping rocks across the pool.then its back to that place that i call home,where once again alone i do roam, ive traveled the world and many a place,but there is only that one longing face.the one that can make my heart warm.and release the happyness and let it swarm,.but such a life for me was not to be.im the loner,i must be free. as the Years pass my life does not change,and t most it must seam so strange.b

To My Daughter
the lonerhe sat there by the cool brooke listening to the sounds as his bike slowly cooled down fron the hard ride.the brooke made a peaceful splashing sound as it cascaded over the rocks that vainly tried to block its rolling journey.he droped a cigarett between his fingers and struck the match against his worn boot.the match came to life spilling an errie light across the the mans face.it flickered across the wettness that had crpt slowly from the corners of his eyes and left its trail on his stubbled cheek. he had met many yet had left them behind,now swallowed in the depths of time.yet their remained one that haunted his mind.he had many that vainly had tried to be his friend,but they all had faultered and disappeared in the end.all but the one he held dear to his heart,and that memory tore him apart. he inhaled slow and deeply then silently blew away the smoke as he retreaved a lone picture from his wallet.the bright moon lite made an earrie glow across the glossy finish of the ph

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Read Bottom Up (kinda)
people are dumb here i know what you mean=== 'liverjuice' wrote the following at '2011-01-27 21:49:05'..>> a god mode was given to me when they first came out, many people got mad at me cause i was polishing their bling..i can spend money on here for useless crap, but i choose not to.> > and so you know ive made my own game in fubar, i buzzkill people running god mode, if theyre cool and give me an 'lol', or bomb or do nothing within a few minutes ill shit face them, if people complain, pimp slap me, buzzkill me or get other to go after me i laugh and get my amusement! === ' Angel Eyes' wrote the following at '2011-01-27 21:43:41'..> >> > URE A DUMBASS IM 10 SECONDS FROM BLOCKING YOU ITS PATHETIC THE WAY U BUZZ KILL PEOPLE ON GOD MODES WHY CUZ YOU CANT AFFORD EM AND ARE JELOUS? REALLY? THATS NOT MY FAULT NEXT TIME YOU GET THE IDEA TO DO IT DURING SOMEONS HH TO GET ATTENTION THINK ABOUT IT DO IT AFTERWARS I STILL CAN PIMP SLAP YOU ALL NIGHT IF I WANTED TO BUT YOU ARNT WORTH IT and pimp

Gotta Love This...
"You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She's loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She's not perfect, you aren't either & the two of you may never be perfect together. But if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can.   She may not be thinking of you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she know's you can break: her heart. So don't hurt her, don't change her, don't analyze and don't expect more than she can give. Smile when she... makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she's not there."— Bob Marley

Gah! Politics And Idealistic Hoo Ha!
I just want to sleep this entire weekend. This is not a mumm. We've been approved for overtime at work for the first time in almost two years.  Even though everyone in the office was complaining about no overtime, now that we have it I'm the only one working it.  I'm getting an extra four hours every Friday for the foreseeable future.  I'm not complaining about the overtime.  I love it.  I just can't stand how we're in solidarity as an office when we want the overtime, but when we get it no one steps up.  And when no one steps up, no one works the overtime and the company thinks we don't need it and they take it away again.  And then I have to sit and listen to them complain about not having money...and not slap them across the face.  I do slap them verbally, but it just isn't quite the same.  If they actually worked the overtime and didn't blow their paycheck on Friday night, they'd be shocked to see almost double the money in their bank account. I don't plan on having social secu

Being A Smart Fu Shopper (let's Try This Again)
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Being A Smart Fu Shopper
Have you been considering buying a VIP? Bling Sale Today, this is a great time for it, and let me explain why: VIP Length Cost Credits 1 month $20 25 3 Months $50 50 6 Months $80 80 12 Months $120 120 Now today's sale is 30% off bling credits, so you can buy them for: Cost Credits 3.49 5 6.99 10 13.99 25 34.99 65

Just A Little
just a little bit of all of u if only it was a taste the idea was love at first bite i choked on u too tough to crack i watched that hard shell shatter crumbling into the dust that slipped through my fingers fuck ur walls...

Road Trip
Hey all, How are ya? I'm not bad.    Just packing, I am going to the states for 2 nights and 3 days, starting tomorrow. Just to shop really. My bf/fiance gets to have time to himself this weekend!!! Isn't he lucky lmao   Well catch ya later.

Careless Whispers
I feel so unsure as I take your hand and lead you to the dance floor. As the music dies, something in your eyes calls to mind a silver screen and all its sad goodbyes.   I'm never gonna dance again These guilty feet have got no rhythm. Though it's easy to pretend,  I know you're not a fool.   I should have known better than to cheat a friend and waste the chance that I've been given. So I'm never gonna dance again, the way i danced with you. Ohhhhh.   Time can never mend the careless whispers of a good friend. To the heart and mind, ignorance is kind. But there's no comfort in the truth, pain is all you'll find.   I'm never gonna dance again These guilty feet have got no rhythm. Though it's easy to pretend,  I know you're not a fool.   I should have known better than to cheat a friend and waste the chance that I've been given. So I'm never gonna dance again, the way i danced with you. Ohhhhh.   Tonight the music seems so loud, I wish that we could lose

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I Am Only Me
I am only me, that is all that I can beNo more, no less, don’t second guess I love, I laugh, I live and cry,I’ve wished at times, that I could die Some days I’m funny, others I’m not,sometimes I’m in overdrive and can’t stop I am a loyal and honest friend,You know that I’ll be there until the end   I am a romantic, sensual, and passionate too,to the love of my life, I’ll share this with you I can be sweet and shy or sassy and bold,I’m quite a handful, or so I’ve been told I am not perfect, I do have my faults,like when I get scared I put up high walls Or I’m not as forgiving, as I’d sometimes like to be,because when I hurt, I hurt deeply My logic is all my own, at times misunderstood,because I don’t always do things for my own good I have many facets, like a diamond you see…I am only me!!!!!!!!!!!!

If Not For You
If not for you, I wouldn’t knowWhat true love really meant.I’d never feel this inner peace;I couldn’t be content.     If not for you, I’d never haveThe pleasures of romance.I’d miss the bliss, the craziness,Of love’s sweet, silly dance.     I have to feel your tender touch;I have to hear your voice;No other one could take your place;You’re it; I have no choice.     If not for you, I’d be adrift;I don’t know what I’d do;I’d be searching for my other half,Incomplete, if not for you.

True Love Is,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
True love is a sacred flameThat burns eternally,And none can dim its special glowOr change its destiny.True love speaks in tender tonesAnd hears with gentle ear,True love gives with open heartAnd true love conquers fear.True love makes no harsh demandsIt neither rules nor binds,And true love holds with gentle handsThe hearts that it entwines

How_to (nsfw_update - 09/01/2010)
created @ 2010-04-02 10:35:12   HOW_TO (NSFW_Update) It's not secret info. It's not late breaking news. It's arguably Fubar.com's most discussed topic. NSFW Pictures I'm pretty sure you've gotten that message in your inbox... the nasty letter from Fubar_Office informing you that your favorite picture of you wearing a speedo, bra or thong has been flagged as containing adult content (commonly referred as NSFW). I'm also sure you've looked at that photo and said, "Well, I don't see this as offensive," and stormed into the Support Lounge or sent a shout / private message to a Bouncer and stated, "Please, Tell me why this image is offensive??" It seems the bigger issue is that the general membership and the Bouncers that moderate public photos are not on the same page when it comes to what is considered SFW and what is NSFW. This article will serve two purposes: To educate the reader on exactly what Bouncers are instructed

Small Contest..... Starting.. 1/27/11 ~2/3/11
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Nonsensicality
I sit here in myself, a co-pilot to the inevitable downshift.  Reach out to touch me and burn the tips of your fingers with cold. Rated at the highest point of low, I shirk the snakeskin. Slough off the intent. I hunger in other ways not to know. Listen to the sound. The sound of promise, It drowns in all forms of good intentions.

Waking The Demon
Helpless, my eyes are bleedingFrom the fear that's insideYou sealed your demiseWhen you took what was mineDon't try to stop meFrom avenging this worldNo voice to be heardWaking the demonWhere'd you run toWalking in shadowsWatch the blood flowThere's not much longerSo don't try to fightYour bodies weakeningWalk to the lightThose painful timesSo alone so ashamedI'm not coming backThere's nothing to gainCaution there's just no limitsTo the boundaries you pushI warned you but still you justFuck with my mindThere's no escape fromThis rage that I feel[ From : http://www.elyrics.net/read/b/bullet-for-my-valentine-lyrics/waking-the-demon-lyrics.html ]Nothing is realWaking the demonWhere'd you run toWalking in shadowsWatch the blood flowThere's not much longerSo don't try to fightYour bodies weakeningWalk to the lightThose painful timesSo alone so ashamedI'm not coming backThere's nothing to gainBreathe for meDon't wake me from this slumberStay with mePossession taking overBreathe for meDon't w

Jobbery
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I have an unfortunate personality.  -  Orson Welles

Perfection In My Eyes
All I ever wanted was to be part of your heart,And for us to be together, to never be apart.No one else in the world can even compare,You're perfect and so is this love that we share.We have so much more than I ever thought we would,I love you more than I ever thought I could.I promise to give you all I have to give,I'll do anything for you as long as I live.In your eyes I see our present, our future and past,By the way you look at me I know we will last.I hope that one day you'll come to realize,How perfect you are when seen through my eyes.

My Favorite Conversation
Have you ever met someone with no opinion on something?  They are the worst people to ask anything.  Not because they honestly have no opinion, they just lack the stones to say what's on their minds.  This leads to my favorite conversation.  Let me give you an example:   Me:  What do you want to eat? Them:  Oh, I don't care, anything. Me:  Ok, let's get some pizza! Them:  Oh no, anything but pizza! Me:  Fine, let's get a big plate of steaming horseshit.   Eating seems to lead to most of these conversations, but it can really be about anything.  Sometimes people will ask me for something at work, and I'll be like "No problem, I'll make it happen, what do you want it to look like or do?" To which they usually reply, "Oh, I don't care" Then I do it, and they will be like "Oh, that doesn't meet our standard!"  This is where I get a little angry.  If you have a standard, tell me.  If it doesn't match what I have in mind, I'll tell you.  Basically, I'm usually going to do whatever y

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