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Free Fubucks
AUTO'S ARE ON GET 300K IN FUBUCKS JUST FOR RATTING!!! HI FUBAR, ITS ME MIZZ SHADY A DEAR DEAR FRIEND BOUGHT ME THIS AUTO 11 THAT I AM RUNNING NOW. IT'S THE VERY LAST ONE I HAVE GUYS AND THERES NO TELLING WHEN ILL BE GETTING ANOTHER OR IF AT ANY TIME SOON... SO IF YOU SHOUT ME AND TELL ME YOUR GOING FOR THE 300K IN FUBUCKS I'LL LET YOU IN. YOU JUST HAVE TO RATE EVERY PICTURE IN ONE ALBUM AND COMMENT WHERE IT SAYS COMMENT AND THE 300K IN FUBUCKS IS YOUR. THIS IS ONLY DURING HAPPY HOUR TIME AND WHILE I'M RUNING AUTO 11'S. IT GETS REALLY CRAZY EVERY TIME I DO THIS SO DON'T GIVE UP JUST KEEP SHOUTING ME TILL I SEE YOU... SO PLZ MAKE IT A POINT TO COME ON OUT TO MY PAGE IF YOUR ON. HOSTING A LOT OF CRAZY RATE FOR FUBUCK SPECIALS GOING ON DURING THAT TIME. IF I OWE YOU FUBUCKS JUST KEEP HITING MY SHOUT TILL I SEE YOU. AS SOON AS I KNOW YOUR THERE AND THAT I OWE I'LL PAY UP.

I Like This Song
"It's All Your Fault" I'd conjure up the thought of being gone But I'd probably even do that wrong I try to think about which way Would I be able to and would I be afraid Cause oh I'm bleeding out inside Oh I don't even mind (yeah) It's all your fault You called me beautiful You turned me out And now I can't turn back I hold my breath Because you were perfect But I'm running out of air And it's not fair Da da dada da dada da Da dadadadadada da dadadadadada I'm trying to figure out what else to say (what else could I say?) To make you turn around and come back this way (Would you just come back this way) I feel like we could be really awesome together So make up your mind cause it's now or never (oh) It's all your fault You called me beautiful You turned me out And now I can't turn back I hold my breath Because you were perfect But I'm running out of air And it's not fair I would never pull the trigger But I've cried wolf a thousand times I

Girlfriend Application
Whats your name?? How old are you?? How tall are you?? hair color?? you got any tattoos?? you plan to get any?? piercings?? do you drink?? smoke?? if the moment was rite... would you kiss me?? would you mind if i just looked at ya n' smiled?? wats your perfect date??? how would you describe your style of clothes?? are you a virgin??? would you give me a back massage if i asked for one?? would play w/ my hair while i was asleep on your lap?? have you ever cheated on anybody??? wat are you doin' in life... work... skchool??? do you like to dance?? party?? would ya wanna hold hands in public?? do you like to watch movies?? do you drive?? if not... why not??? do you have strict curfew?? do you like pets?? what race are you?? what is your best feature?? what do you think is my best feature?? would you mind if we just hung out doing nothing?? w

Ode To A Friend
I know you hurt when nobody talks to you. I know your anger when nobody trust you. I have seen your dark side deep within you. I have been by your side when others turned on you. I have listened to you cry many times. I was there for you when others walked out. I turned to you when my world fell apart. I was there when yours fell apart around you. I have cried with you and for you. I have lost sleep over you. I have almost killed to keep you safe. I have busted down walls just for you. I have let myself open to you. I gave you many hours of myself to make sure you were alright. I deepened my trust so much for you. I never asked for anything in return from you. I have always been an ear for you to talk to. I was always there when you needed me. I have spent many hours waiting for your return. I have wrote many things for YOU all in vain. I have tore my heart apart to make things easier on you. I now sit alone in my darkness

Untilted Nov. 22, 2008
I dont know. My days just run together now. My life... at the moment... Seem's meaningless. Everything I think about.. It's... not normal for me. Its like... Its like the past. I... I shouldnt be thinking like this. People would call me crazy for my thoughts. But I can not help it. I dont know what to do. I feel... abandoned sometimes. I know I shouldnt. But I cant help it I want to talk to him... I miss him. Everything is... cockeyed & crazy right now. God I love him so much. I know he's doing stuff for our future. But still.. my heart aches missing him wanting to talk to him. I feel like crying. But I have no tears to cry. I want to cry. But my body wont let me. ♥ Rylee Mier

When I Long For Death...
No words linger. There were none. The gleeful laughter that wafted into my door caused me to wonder, you must delight in this? Of course, what fair judgment can be made? The nepotism of it all seems only outweighed by the staggering apathy and indifference. So here now is the nothing. Oblivious to regret, the water rises above your eyes. My spirit awaiting that freedom awakening to see there is none here. Vainglorious disregard would not serve to awaken in me the peace that I crave. The mind is sharp and thoughts are focused. The pain of abandonment fades quickly into a deftly realized truth. I am moved. Not to a deity nor to prayer. It would seem you condemned me to solitude. The silence reassures me that indeed there is nothing. Words seep through the cracks of my disdain. Poetic sympathies meant to ail my waning heart and grant me hope that tomorrow comes the possibility of a future worthy of my pursuit. But such things are words, are they not? They are th

For My Friends
so i have over 1,000 friends on here i talk to maybe a handful of them so i've decided to clean house. so you all know what you have to do, let me know if you want to stay or not. i'll give you all a week.....

My Second Mom
for the longest time i've always felt close to my aunt gloria (tia gloria :P) she used to live just a few blocks from me when i was little then when her kids left to college in southern california she moved with them every chance i got to visit her, i felt at home the aroma of the city, her house, her face.. and never had a logically explanation as to why i was so close to her then she told me that when i was around 2-10 she use to babysit me while my mother worked and that i always clinged to her now she's at my mom's house only 2 hours away and i won't be able to see her i'm so sad right now i want to cry =/ i miss her

Black Roses
i sit on my own in my small black room, a single rose laying on my lap. i listen to the music pouring out my stereo and think about the world, outside my small room, filled with evil nasty faces of people out to get me, out to torture me, to make life living hell just for people who are different... as i think i shrink away into the corner and hug my knees close to my chest, losing myself in my world of paranoia and lonliness, in a world full of black roses surrounding me, with peircing thorns, waitin to pierce into my skin, into my heart. ©DGTFB 1975

Blood Beauty
Blood Beauty As I stroll along the walk a soothing breeze brushes my face I smile. This night is refreshing as the diamonds high above shine down their sparkling song of whisper... the sweet chimes reaching my ears turn my thoughts from light to dark, snugly drunk off the beckoning aroma of enchantment leading me to your presence My pace quickens...not only my steps, but my heart as well Anticipation burning through my nerves, each sense is at full attention, aware of even the slightest shift of temperature My blood is boiling as I break into a sweat A feverish wave of frantic feigning as I muster all the strength and speed I can as I race to the calling of my captivation Rounding the final corner I stop short Blindsided by the magnificent yet terrifying image before me: you. Streaming lines of ruby tears and succulent lips of pout Your eyes like crimson discs floating in a pool of cream pleading me to

Capital Punishment
Well, some of you may know, but most don't that I'm an anti death penalty activist in the little bit of free time I do have. It's a stressful thing, really. I've made several friends on death row working with individual cases and visiting them..things like that. I got some awful news earlier and just need to get it out...not something I can discuss with most people. L.T.'s wife called me earlier tonight. His federal appeal was denied. If he doesn't get help before February, he will get an execution date. His lawyer is court appointed. He only filed a skeletal writ without following up because he's already made all the money he can make. He tells the wife that he can hire an investigator if she raises $10,000. Meaning, he takes $7,000 and pays an investigator 3. But, at this point in the case, an investigator would really do no good even though he's proposing to file a Brady claim. It's ridiculous. So, now, it's either find someone else who will take on his case and file motions to

~ My Tomb ~
Alone again in the darkness of my room, in misery i wait until it turns into my tomb. Night after night i wonder where you go, I stare out the windows cuz i just dont know. I gave you a rose one day, and you held it to your heart, and promised to all that is holy in life, that we would never part. But here i sit alone again, and the walls are closing in, you have the nerve to wear my ring but not to tell me where youve been. The pain i feel within my heart is caused by only you, i know your in the arms of another, while i sit here with nothing to do. Alone again in the darkness of my room, it wont be long now before it turns into my tomb. I cannot live much longer while you continue to play with my soul its inevitable, that death will come, for misery is taking its toll. I should have seen this coming, when i sensed you didnt care, but i held on hoping, and praying, now its just to hard to bare. Its getting hard to breathe now, too d

This Guy Is Obviously At Least 40 From His Pics
->ME: lol cool :) ripcurl1557: haha i was joking with you but if you dont belive me fine ur kinda ugly anyway ->ripcurl1557: and you looker older than 25 ->ME: and if you were, you wouldnt be asking me if I was into older guy, since we are only 3 years apart. So no, not convinced ->ME: you arent 25 ripcurl1557: 25 ->ME: how much older ripcurl1557: do you like older guys ->ME: sure? ripcurl1557: HELLO!!! wow you a freaking knockout. can i ask you something

Ha Ha Something Funny
In reality..Having any type of sexual feelings for your family is wrong. On Fubar..its enccouraged lol thought that would be a funny thought to think of.. Oh yeah..and if you choke a smurf what color does it turn??

Thank You (you Know Who You Are)
I gotta come clean here. I started as a member on Cherry Tap, had some problems with others (a somewhat game playing female), so bailed. I came back here because of a friend and again, bailed on Fubar. One day, just decided to step up and see what this site is all about. Man, I can't tell you how happy I am that I did. I've met some awesome people, and some extremely beautiful women, and most recently met a fellow musician whom I have been having fantastic conversations with. This place is chock FULL of great people. I want to thank those who took the time to talk, smile, giggle, laugh, let me get to know them, and just get to know me. Even if just a little. People like you make this world so fantastic. And you make Fubar the greatest networking site in the world!

Dumbass Hall Of Fame.
So I'm out with my friend Timmah tonight. We're hanging out for the first time and we're eating at Red Lobster. I'm drinking my Cherry Coke and having a good time chillaxin' and eating good grub with my bomb ass diggity friend. I finish drinking my Cherry Coke and get all excited because I see cherries on the bottom of my glass and I say to Tim "They put cherries in my bottom!!!!!!!" Cos I was just so excited it came out wrong. I think I have officially taken the cake for dumbass hall of fame in a fancy restaurant. Hands down. Let alone my horrible snorty laughter made itself known several times tonight when we saw Role Models. Embarassing stories needed. Please feel free to share? :s

Train Out Of Hell
You know the routine. Rate/Fan and Add each of the following people listed below. Please DO NOT just accept the persons friend request...visit their page, rate and fan them back and leave them a comment. When you have rated everyone...send a message to me (Ike) to be added to the list (if you do not message me, I do not know you have completed the list). Rate the Fire & Hell folder to get your personalized tag. The Riders... 1. Ike™ 2. ♊aGEM4life♊ {Shadow Leveler} ღOwner Of The Life-Savers Familyღ 3. UnknownCowboy~Husband of Learning2fly (Account is set to friends only...simply send him a private message saying Train Out of Hell) 4. The BULLdaddy~Be Real or Be GONE~ 5. HersheyK 6. jc9764, Fu Owned by Katt1114 , Promoter for Hocking Radio, Member of The Life-Savers Family 7. ♥ TROUBLE ♥ PROUD ARMY MOM ♥ MY BABY'S ARE MY LIFE ♥ 8. *~*Niffy*~*Owned by Bartab*~* Moostris to RedHotSaphire*~*aGEM4life's

Nsfw Salutes
I haven't been getting any love shown lately. Im stuck on this level and I want to level up. If you would be nice enough to Bling me an Auto-11, I would gladly reward you by making a Personalized NSFW salute to show you my gratitude. Please help a girl out?

Looking For The Perfect Fu-hubby Could U Be Him...????
Hey It's ME RickaChez! I am in search of the perfect Fu- Hubby! If you think u can be him let me know and we will see! Alright yall I love yall and hope to hear from u soon! Marry me crazy ppl lol

Love Paradox
This poem describes the love/hate paradox I had going with my ex-girlfriend. She was, in more than once sense, my essence and my poison. If there ever existed something so perfectly tailored to fit everything I ever needed, she was it. But as fate has it and is illustrated in the poem, it wasn't to be Purity once had a name, And beauty once had a face. Life once had a meaning, And once I was safe. Once there was freedom, And once I could laugh. Happiness once was alive, And once I had another half. Once I shared her love, Once I was by her side, Once I felt I fitted, So quickly that died. Her grace so great, Her beauty so vast, All I ever wanted, Was for it to last. Fate maybe had another plan, Or maybe she had another love, But it all fell apart, The hand too big for the glove. Now it's all died away, Happiness, joy, love; all memories. Now I walk alone in this dark, dark world, With no light to guide my way.

I'm Never Enough
Am i good enough for you, Am i strong enough to bleed, For someone like you, When im kicked to my knees. Am i good enough for me, To watch you walk away, As i sit here again, Im alone day by day. I lie here awake, And think of the day, I needed you more, I'm pushed out of the way. Its difficult to breathe, Its difficult to see, Its what you need, But everythings so out of your reach.

It Was Only Supposed To Be A Three Hour Tour! Rescue Help Is Needed! (train 4 Contest)
The two-man crew of the charter boat S.S. Minnow and five passengers on a "three hour tour" run into a tropical storm and are shipwrecked on an uncharted, uninhabited island somewhere in the Pacific Ocean. We are on a rescue mission and your help is needed! To join this train You must be at least a level "5"! Those are the requirements The Hostess has set for the contest. Then all you need to do is F/R/A (that's Fan/Rate/Add) EVERYONE on the train If you already have them on your list please re-rate them if you can and drop a profile comment saying "Joining you on the rescue mission!" Of course this is not your usual train. You will also need to leave 50 comments (please number them 1, 2, etc...) you can click on the following contest picture to get there. HELP THEM GET RESCUED OFF THE ISLAND BY COMMENTING THEM BACK TO THE MAINLANDS! Please be sure to R/F/A the Hostess of the contest first: ♥BooBoo♥ Founder o

Creepy
ok so i went out for my birthday at a place called dave and busters its a restaurant and i had to go to the bathroom and since i was drinking a lil and it takes me alot to really get me drunk but i did have a nice buzzed going anyways moving along i ask where the bathrooms at after i ask 4 times since i never been to this place before when i did i did my thing i had to do and while i was taking a piss this guy next to me started looking at my dick iam not really sure what he said becuse i had my music blasting in my ear but god damn you are not suppose to check out another guys junk that is just so wrong in so many ways iam very tire of getting hit on by guys .

Legend Of The Snow Pt. 2
Char finds she likes waking to the sounds of the soft wisps Jim makes as he sleeps. Not to mention how much she loves the feel of his strong arms wrapped around her and the way he is holding her lovingly. She can feel the warmth of his body and the smoothness of his skin next to hers as she lies quietly next to him lavishing in it. Afraid to move for fear of waking him, she must because she knows she can snuggle closer into him and she not only wants to do this, but she craves it. The risk is worth the benefit so she calculates her moves and closes the gap between their bodies. He moves slightly, but only to wrap her up tighter and to move his face next to hers, then he becomes still again. As she lies there she reminisces about their night of love making, and the hunger that was extinguished. An insatiable hunger she had long ago given up on feeding which was more than satisfied now. As she thinks about their night together, her only regret is that she almost torpedoed it ea

Members Blocked As Of 11-28-2008
Below is a list of members I have blocked (list updated 11-28-08): ...User #2255000 (doug) ...User #1004471 (raleighfella) ...User #530529 (irandkim26) ...User #2250848 (Blade) ...User #1342101 (johnnieangel77) ...User #2242256 (havefun) ...User #1767682 (TLoveHer) ...User #1689833 (wraithe23) ...User #1115618 (chris_turner67) ...User #1868977 (shianz) ...User #2123817 (baby cakes) ...User #2273599 (guyinmirage) ...User #1338888 (helpme) ...User #2228344 (big m) ...User #1651405 (fat boy joe) ...User #1911076 (country boy) ...User #975367 (Anthony Flora...NJ Original) ...User #1995183 (rollo69) ...User #2226661 (Wildstar71) ...User #2301205 (aarondeyton) ...User #2294272 (ddianeepooh) ...User #432391 (432391) ...User #2273328 (fireboy) ...User #764084 (shutterbug) ...User #1604705 (casser) ...User #2300018 (NOCTURNAL NIGHT) [4 attention seekers not included in list]

Buckcherry-too Drunk
I hit the bottle in the morning In the summertime. I quit my job ’cause it gets in the way. I find a party by the ocean, Buy the cheapest wine, Call up my friends to come and waste the day. I got a dime bag, Corduroys, and colored sleeves, A bindle and some LSD. Now I’m just lookin’ for a girl to meet To help me to forget my name. I could spend my lifetime gettin’ high, Never wantin’ to live in a suit and tie! Most of us are just livin’ a lie! Trying to get f@#ked up every night! Chorus I’m gettin’ drunk all night! Oh, I’m gettin’ drunk all day. Oh, I’m gettin’ drunk all night! I’m sorry, but I have to say I’m too drunk to f@#k! Now the party was jumpin’ And the girls were fine, With the lipstick summer glaze! buckcherry lyrics on www.lyrics-celebrities.anekatips.com I got so many women Comin’ after me I put some pussy on lay-away. I was smoked out, Torn up, Drunk as f@#k And I wouldn’t want to change a thing! Young and dumb And full o

About Being Acused Of Being Ungratefull
ok thought i would come here and explain not that anyone cares to hear about it. on the 11th i went to go help my mother clean her house this is after she had started getting sick all the dr. did was up her lasix and she was getting worse so that morning when i showed up she was not responding to me no matter how i tried to wake her so i called 911 i got her to the er and none of the dr.'s were listining to me or answering any of my questions then we were sent to icu same thing the dr.'s got rude and tried telling me and my brother that my mom had tried to commit suicide this is not true cause my mom was happy she was helping me with my wedding arangements and we were talking about my daughter graduating middle school wich is a big thing to my mom then they came and told me and my brother that she had to many mental problems and this would cause a problem sorry thats not true either my mother has diabetes heart problems and emphasiema she is not mental and she was not suicidal the did

Passionate Silence: The Beginning
She sat in seat 13-A, looking silently out the window at the ground slowly moving by 35,000 feet below her, occasionally interrupted by a soft cloud passing by on the Friday afternoon. Her drink sat half-finished on the tray table dropped down from the seat back in front of her. She knew she wanted this flight; she had to get away, and she knew that what she would encounter at the other end was something she wanted, no, needed for herself—to feel like a woman again. This trip was the end of the slavish life she had left behind, a life that had started out well but had gone sour, corrupted and decayed by infidelity and the loss of trust that had come with it. The reward for that infidelity and breach of vows was her angry silence. In that dark time first she had shied away from everyone in her hurt, choosing silence over words that would hurt those that didn’t deserve it. When that threatened to overwhelm her, she had sought solace for her own needs in the other she wa

Evolution - D.f.
evolution I've seen the world in its creation Oceans blue shining in perfection Time will destroy this illusion Atomic bombs in waves of mutilation I've felt the cold technology injection I've seen my children losing their emotions I've lost control of my creation Self-destruct by its evolution I wish I could be there To protect my children From the nightmare That will steal their dreams Forever

Sean Jefferds
If theres a fubar in Heaven or Nirvana and you can read this I just want to tell you thanks for all the smiles you put on my face. All the times you made me laugh. Thanks for the time we went to the prom at Alfred Almond together I had a blast. Thanks for making your sister, Ang and I laugh til we cried when you got beat up by that girl at that smash mouth concert. Being a die hard Nirvana fan with me. I will never forget the 10 minute crash curse of driving my car before your drivers test and of course you passed. Thanks for the wonderful trip to Bethel, NY for the Phish concert. Thanks for all the times you saved your sister and I from falling down her bedroom steps when we were to stoned or drunk to walk. Thanks for all the hugs and memories I have of you I will miss you dearly and so will everyone who was lucky enough to have met you.

Finally....
I weighed myself this morning and was real happy with my weight loss. YAY!!! Haven't seen myself that low in a while. Even though I probably gained it back today but I'm not gonna weigh myself in a while. Gonna stash that stupid scale somewhere and keep that low number in my head to keep me going.

"the Gingerbread Men"
“The Gingerbread Men.” It was now 6:00 and the baker himself Closed up for the day, and put his hat on a shelf. He turned off the lights and locked up the door And heading for home as always before And later that night in the dark of the shop If one listened closely, you could hear small voices talk They spoke of revenge, of getting even, and then They plotted the rise of the Gingerbread Men. They whispered of outrage, of atrocities old They shared tales of relations who all had been sold Chewed into bits as the humans, they ate Yes, devoured alive, a horrible fate So together they plotted and hatched a grand plan A way to pay back that horrible man By giving them life he had guaranteed gloom He had condemned their small souls to a horrible doom All through the night they planned and they schemed Of a perfect revenge, their small brains did dream And then in the morning, when the baker came back, They all laid in wait to begin their attack He walked to

"if You Ever.."
If you ever need to talk, I'll listen to your every word. If you ever need a piggyback ride, just hop on board. If you ever want to kiss, touch me with your soft lips. If you ever want to cuddle, I'll wrap my arms around your hips. If you ever want to cry, just rest your head on my shoulder. If you ever need warmth, I'll hold you as you get colder. If you ever get scared, I'll fight away your biggest fear. If you ever need me, I'll always be here. (I wrote this to show what kind of guy I am..I'm not making a lie out of this poem..I would really do these given the chance..I just wish some girls can see this to understand me better)

Real Life Vs. Fu Life [no They Aren't The Same Thing]
so i predicted that this whole "fu-owning" thing was going to cause problems. and today i proved to be correct. people fail to realize that Fubar is a website, just because i outbid you on someone doesn't give you the right to flip out on me. and whip out your "Fu-marriage certificate" I DON'T CARE!!! IT ISN'T REAL!!!! so, for all of you people out there that take this site seriously, you need to shut your computer off, and get out into the real world. it's pretty fantastic. that's all for now. ♥ AmberNicole

True Poerty........my Hearts Cry
there is a feeling of loss inside,so deep it's only felt once in awhile....looking to the sky for strength to get through another day....crying is like breathing,but never is it known to the outside world....can anyone see???will they know my thoughts and if they did,will i be judged???or worse ignored!!can i hold onto hope! will i break free of the chains of self-pitty or will they choke the life from my soul???somewhat in the dark...listening for the words to come...i am hearing a tiny voice but where is it coming from...what is it saying to me???finally....I'm broken from the shame of the only thing that i can feel....am I worthy? is there love for me? In my complete brokeness is where i am the closest to my resolve.....the only one who can take away the pain that criples me...the one to feel my hurt and dispair and still imbrace me with wholeness i dont deserve.....can this be?im feeling all warm from the inside of me....as i rise to see what this is that would lift my oppression a

Questions
i sit here and wonder why do we..have the wanting to be loved.. why do we feel that love is worth it to many question and no answers where do we find the answers of the questions that our heart asks i just wonder is love worth wishing for is dreams worth dreaming theese are the questions i wish i had answers to i do stand in the shadows of life and love i satand alone not knowing wich way i should go should i apoligize to my heart for wanting to be loved are there some unspoken rules if so how do u know when you broke them i guess we follow what we believe and hope in the end we have no regrets i have just now learned with out hope we have no faith and with out both we have no reason to be ourself.. but who is one with out with out hope if we do not believe in what we are or who we can become.. how can we believe in a future too many questions and not very many answers ..for i find that love is a gift not an obligation..to love one is no promise they love you in re

Truthful Lies
Lost in time those with power shall rise Those who shun evil..with fearful eyes. Breaking the soul of the weak at heart Through the lies of society this life falls apart. The souls who lay restless to cry forsaken tears will live on to do evil through thousands of years These people we have forgotten still lurk in the light Of that same forgotten soul who continues to fight. The beauty is only truely seen through the eyes of the willing and fearless...may love be your light..through this world who has forgotten us..we will rise again..and they will be reminded of why they once feared this shadow...

Happy Hour Thanks
Just wanted to say thanks to everyone that stopped by during my Happy Hour and rated my stuff. I also wanted to give special thanks to the man below who snuck in minutes in to my Happy Hour and gave me an Auto 11. Had me so frazzled and confused in a rush to activate it I got tongue tied, finger form and forgot how to do it for a moment..lol §1lkéÑélÐêr™...Øwned by Hard 2 Handle leave a voice comment pleaseeeeee@ fubarSo please stop by Silk's page and show him some love when ya get a chance!

To Only Know The Name
When you think the puzzle and the game has been won It is not so, another tale or twist has begun The very person that may stand in front of you Is hiding things that hurt and decay from with in that are so true Yet it cannot be told not a sound A world that is not known when no one is around The eyes and the face can show everything or nothing What is there to cling to, what good does it bring? What lies behind muscle and bone? Beyond the flesh is something still unknown The heart and brain are riding this train Knowing the doom that they are trying to contain Blurred vision and colors streaming in the sight Block it out, put it into perspective with all ones might The day may change like a page that shall turn Like the sun and the moon that may go away for a while it will return With no screams of a name, a daily arena to live this game To tell the tale is breaking the code with great shame This gift and curse that has entered every thing including the spine

With All My Heart I Want 4 A Mas
all i want with all my heart for christmas is... Body: what i wish for on every shooting star on every first star i see at night everytime i blow out a candle and everytime i fall asleep is a guy who can fill the empty void in my chest and take my dark chaos of a life and make me happy, and giv me reason to wake up every morning just to see him and hear his voice and would do my very best to do the same for him ♥ thats all iv ever wished for and ill continue wishing the exact same wish till then

"the Death Of St. Nick."
“The Death of St. Nick.” It’s that wonderful month, a special time of the year When the boys and girls pray the big day is soon here But in this holiday season lurks a cruel fateful trick The ends in the death of jolly old St. Nick It was Christmas eve in my wilderness shack With a warm fire raging and my young boy on my lap And the glow of the flames gave it such an appeal When young Thomas glanced up and asked, “Is Santa real?” “Of course my dear boy, and he’s coming tonight.” His young face it beamed, it was quite a sight “He’ll slide down the chimney once he lands on our house.” “But for sure you won’t hear him, he’s as quiet as a mouse.” His hot chocolate done, I tucked him in bed, And he was left to his dreams, face rosy and red Children are stunning, I thought to myself Because they still believe in the jolly old elf. My boy fast asleep and not making a sound I unpacked his presents and arranged them on the ground At the base of the fir, our grand

The Going Is Weird, And At Weird I Am Pro
Bogey has fled the site. Of all the gin joints in all the world I had to walk into the one with the obviously highest number of faked profiles by "studs" and "sluts". The irony is a true young woman hit me up and I am willing to break my rules of adult fun with online site members as a birthday gift...and as confusing as this site is, she will probably never get my message and just like in the movie I'll spend the night with a coctail, black jazz piano player and as I don't do men the dark night will have another friend so let down by sites like this I will just let the bottle drink me for the night. As time goes by....................... Giving away love has become usual for me. I can come to your city and love you more than other men in your past...I hope to see you in my inbox wanting to know more...be honest and sincere since when asked exactly all the insane details I promise to have 8+ hours designed just for you...the woman first to rock me like a hurricane will get a special

Pissed....
ok, so a few days ago i found out my EX girlfriend slept with 3 guys when we were "together" not just 1 of my friends (whose married) and another guy i knew. so i dont know exactly how many more there could have been but whatever...whenever she was at my "friends" house she would always get drunk on weekends, she has an alcohol problem too, so its always bad...she would end up passing out on their floor or flirting with random guys...so after we are split up and she "moved" like an hour away, nobody talked to her...for a while...she created problems with almost everybody that was here at the time...so when my "friends" wife tells me that they are no longer talking id like to believe her...i was wrong...these are the same friends that when i shell out an easy $100 for a friday night party at my house they show up...not to mention one of these "friends" has stolen stuff from my house from me i just found out... so this wife, is married to the guy that had sex with my girlfriend (his w

Portmarineray...love You
Between autumn's reds and golds There is a pair of wary animal eyes peering out from the border shrubbery A feral mother cat and her kittens stray across the suburban lawn Amid the slanting blink of wintry light and shadow I wake to play in daydream I've come into animal presence Mother cat and kitten kin like Montaigne and his kitten are never fooled by human ambition superfluous business cats shun of stress and strive rave and slave,drudge and drive, the endless chase to and fro to capital gain or pain; Cats opt for a purring joy and a careless skip around the quiet house tumbling in open sock drawers Piddle Poo!ramble and run into feline fun and Nature's eternity.

People
Have you ever noticed that people are so wrapped up convincing themselves that they are better than the animals, that they deny that they have animal in them. We are all subject to the same hormones that rule the animals, the difference is that we are suppose to be smart enough to overcome them. It is true; the same hormone change that drives a young stallion out on his own is what happens to teenagers. The same hormones that cause animals to move on and get another mate is what happens during the seven year itch, and so on. If we would just stop denying that we are animals and prepare ourself, learn about what is coming and how it will feel and effect us, we could manage these crisis stages of our life much better!

A Little Crash
Hey everyone, Big Saturday night and my little body is at home. Why, it's simple car race, bad brakes, Tara goes over the hood. I lucked out with only getting a broken leg. You should have seen me trying to explain why I was half naked (in 40 degree weather), and in handcuffs, to the police and medical responders. All my partying is shut down for a while. Who wants to fuck or torture a crip. :) I'll have a lot more time for Fubar. luv u Tara

3 Years In
a few days ago marked my 3rd year in the service served in two branches active army (75th) and now national guard (210th) my mos was the same till about 4 months ago i went and reclassed to Mp Military Police so far i loved it expect... the Oil based pepper spray..ugh that shit sucks ass... and getting taszed right after it that has its own lil story its all to keep ceritified as a Mp (31B)

Getting Even
If you want to get back at him use something that is close to him but that only will hurt him so it depends do you want to keep or destroy his trust throwing words and secrets back in his face in disgust only you he confided in getting even isnt something thats a must he's angry jealous of people mostly guys close to you he wants to get even make you feel the way he do knowing now your angry he made u want to say your through You still like him got feelings for him thats the way it goes Dont let him act like a ass make sure he stays on his toes Talk to him when ur not angry and where it ends up only god knows

Time Speaks
Creative as the mind speaks as it passes him by he lets the time speak he throws out words amazing as his mind reads his eyes going over the words and meaning and his eyes read thoughts flowing through his head and his words find meaning from the pen in his hand grasping the innovative ideas that he feels as they pour through the veins and run through the blood in his hands he's grown up from a boy to a man taken control as he speaks through his heart from his soul knows that there is no other outlet such as this (with the words that he writes) that speaks from his soul of souls thoughts running through his head he's got to hurry cant forget them as he sits up in bed his inspiration is the lost, the friends unable to speak up who havent a voice but things to be said must keep them in his memory write down their obstacles in life quick grab the pencil and paper Proud to stand up and say he has helped who he has and has accomlished what he's done with GOD as his savior

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This Is The Last Time
You walked away took my love and threw it out the door The things i told u i opened up but now it seems u cant love me anymore Its what u wanted its what i gave u but now u turn ur back on me Closed up shut down i dont understand what the problem is you see I wrote the words on the pages and really took my time It was hard it left me scarred to let you see inside my mind Its been months since we talked now you want to see me again You said us i said what us thats never going to be again my friend I dont know ill have to think but you still are with someone Me and you thats all it is can't u see that we are done Like trey said this is the last time but i dont want it to be cause yo you still on my mind Before it was you and her boo it was you and me we both did our dirt and stayed on our grind I stayed the night GOD it felt so right layin in ur arms u holdin me protectin me from harm I had to give in to your baby pleases and the way he teases he jus got dat charm Were mea

Thanksgiving
An old man in Austin calls his son in Dodge City (Kansas). The conversation goes as follows. Dad: Son, I hate to bring you the bad news ... but your mother and I, we are getting a divorce ... Son: WHAT?? You can't! What about - Dad: I'm sorry son! 45 years of misery is ENOUGH!! Now, I am sick of talking about it, call your sister and tell her! (CLICK) The son, nearly in tears calls his sister in New Orleans. The conversation goes as follows. Brother: Sis, Your not gonna believe this! MOM AND DAD ARE GETTING A ... A ... DIVORCE!! Sister: WHAT?!? OH NO THEY AREN'T! You stay put. I'll call you right back!! (CLICK) The sister, calls the parents in Austin and the conversation goes as follows. Daughter: YOU TWO ARE NOT GETTNG A DIVORCE!! Dad: Honey, listen - Daughter: NO YOU LISTEN! YOU ARE NOT GETTING A DIVORCE! YOU KNOW WHAT? YOU DON'T DO ANYTHING! I'M CALLING BROTHER BACK, WE'LL BE THERE THE DAY AFTER TOMORROW! DON'T DO ANYTHING! (CLICK) The father hangs u

White Woman With A Black Man
A white woman with a black man most find it unacceptable But for some black men and some white woman its what they find desirable Your cant help who you love or the color of their skin It shouldnt be about whats on the outside but what the heart they have within They have all kinds of racist names and insults to throw out (at you) But whats going on between us with them it has nothing to do Now whats the problem that people see between the love of us Its like Rosa Parks when they tried to make her move from her seat on the bus MLK did a march to perserve and demand his constitutional rights If he did all that why cant people just accept a black man being with a woman whose white They say getting in a white girls pants is what a black man wants the most A white girl screamin accusations false as they are the black man gets sent up the coast Rodney King would never take no crap or racism from the police Tried to beat him so his strong voice they wanted to stop and seice

Can I Live
Babies having babies they to young whats goin on cause this is real crazy but i wont say lately cause this has been always it hits us as a community its affectin us so greatly before 9 months has barely begun and they thinkin bout endin it so it doesnt happen in the first place we need to give em knowledge by workin together so we can help to prevent it like nick said can i live but whats inside of you you cant hear them but you can hear them an it got you thinkin cause u kno deep inside u constantly its what they've been sayin its what they been askin can i live they been beggin and they been pleadin you go to a building the sign says clinic as you step inside you notice something the other teen girls and how its so sterile and quiet you look for the people outside ya know the ones people talk about with the signs protesting they dont agree with what your doing and they wantin to riot they say that its murder and u know its not right its been weighin

Like A Gun
My body's like a gun With the clip fully loaded I pull the trigger my words shoot out Piercing your mind as it exploded Blood pours out as the meaning Of my words hit you That bullet my thoughts stayed wit you That shot wasnt a through an through Not having rhymes is like Being taking off life support Its as if having a dream but because Of unforseen circumstances you had to abort Looking up towards the sky Hearing the wind sing its melody People are listening to my words And they say that they feeling me

Fake Friends
Ok i haven't been back on fubar long but had several friends before i deleted,haven't found them all yet but i am already going to redo my friends list one thing i did learn from the last time i was here was you have fake friends and you have real friends,and some of the ones that accepted to be a friend again hasn't been so why have them on my page --i haven't done anyone wrong but i don't need fakes as friends so you might noticed that my list of friends will be changing--and the ones i am talking about will know this first ---thanks for taking the time to read. Deb

Tight Christmas
My dear friends, Somewhat embarrassing to admit but Christmas will be tight this year. I will be making bedroom slippers for you all as gifts. Please let me know your sizes. You'll most likely agree that it's a splendid idea, and should you wish to do the same, I've included the instructions below. How to make bedroom slippers out of maxi pads: You need four maxi pads to make a pair. Two of them get laid out flat, for the foot part. The other two wrap around the toe area to form the top. Tape or glue each side of the top pieces to the bottom of the foot part. Decorate the tops with whatever you desire, silk flowers (this is most aesthetically appealing), etc. These slippers are: * Soft and Hygienic * Non-slip grip strips on the soles * Built in deodorant feature keeps feet smelling fresh * No more bending over to mop up spills * Disposable and biodegradable * Environmentally safe * Three convenient sizes: (1.) Regular, (2.) Light and (3.) Get out

Prayers Needed For My Sons Best Friend
My boy and his best friend were out today sled riding (with his Dad)like they do a lot,but today my sons friend hit a parked Van with his head and chest area and continued underneath.He stopped breathing but luckily the ambulance was there..He is now in the Hospital,I havnt heard any news on how he is doing thus far.But please keep him in your thoughts and prayers @the Zoo,for J's B-day Camping out and making Smores Last year at the Zoo Thank you.. Luv & Hugs & Prayers ~~~Micki-Blue-Eyes

The Three R's -retribution, Restitution And Revenge.
AHH, The three R's Retribution, Restitution and Revenge. How sweet and painful the thought; heroin for the heart. The anger feeds upon itself I relish the pain. And what is the price we pay, the annihilation being so complete? What is left when thoughts and dreams and loves are gone? And still another day Rises and sets devoured by Rage. I Raise my head and scream. It is my Right! I have been wronged! Time does not heal; I have refused it's comfort, Robbed of innocence and hope I clamor for restitution; I want revenge! My new dreams have murderous undertones, The screams of the wicked drowned by the laughter of the righteous. Eventually unrecognizable each of their faces bleeds into the next. I am weary, My grasp on this fantasy weakens. I have not the stomach nor the heart left; I am destroyed. But can I become the oruobus? Only by his own destruction does he continue to grow. Nursed on fear and injustice he was fattened with my hate. Those other faces long gone

Birthday Bash For Supergurl
CAMERON the Cutest Mascot on Fubar invites you for a huge birthday bash, tonight we are celebrating Super Gurl's birthday in Club Rating Revolution. When : 9Pm Eastern Standard Time Where : Club Rating Revolution Who is invited : EVERY ONE !!!! Come one , come all ! Infact , we're going to be giving YOU something. We will be giving every one who joins 1,000 Fu-Bucks If you bring some one with you that joins, we will give you an additional 1,000 Fu-Bucks For every 10 people you get to join, we will give you a one credit bling 10,000 Fubucks So you see, EVERY BODY wins tonight at Club Rating Revlotion ! We will provide the drinks, music , prizes & good times All we ask is that you show up to wish Super Gurl a very happy Birthday ! You can click this picture to wish Super Gurl a Happy Birthday Super Gurl Member of Rating Revolution~Executive Greeter @ Legends Saloon@ fubar And this is where the party will be * Click Image

Top 10 Things Learned Today 11/22
So there are a few things I've learned Today. 1. No matter how good of a friend you are its never good enough for some people. 2. There are things that even you dont know about people you've known all your life. 3. There will always be someone out there that will hurt you no matter how high your build your wall. 4. You can be friends one minute and enemies the next. 5. If you allow them to people will take advantage of you at every turn. 6. True friends dont just want to be your friend when somethings wrong with them or they need something. 7. Taking risks wont always pay off and are almost never worth the effort. 9. No matter how hard you try there will always people how dont like you. 10. The internet is the internet..so believe about 1/3 of what people tell you and dont take it too seriously!

For The One I Love
i recently just realized how deeply you can love a person...sometimes it does take distance to make you see what you desire...i always adored her as a dear friend...but as time goes on I find she is everything i have ever needed in a lady...ever desired in a lady...and i never saw this coming...i flirt with many...but i love this very special lady in my life like no other that i ever have...or ever will.anyone who thinks it is not possible just won`t ever know the feeling..I love you Neeky...here...in life...til I die...ty dad, for showing me the way and answering my prayers

Guilty Pleasures Is Back And Better Than Ever Come See The New Side Of Gp!
Looking For big time flirts Alot of hardcore trash talking? Guilty Pleasures is Back and better than ever b4!! We are Jamming out with Slave Radio at the Dj Booth!! Here at Guilty Pleasures anything goes come in and enjoy! Show your love to the Owners of the lounge and Station!!!

Does Anyone Have Anything Good To Say???
Do only good looking women get responses on this website???? Is it just a site to see how many 10's you get, or is there more to it than that - I seem to spend so much wasted time saying nice things, rating 10, 10,10,10,10,10,10,10,10,10,10,10,10.......... I may as well not exist Ah well, anyone have anything interesting to say about anything - any tips about anything? Anyone want to know about England? Guitars/music/art/football/tennis? Well thanks for reading anyway

Mifa Pplz
HEY GO TO MY MYSPACE I HAVE TO ADD U BUT I THINK U LIKE IT THERE IS A GAME ON THERE THAT U WILL LIKE AND ENJOY NO THIS ISNT A FLUKE ITS REAL OR ADD ME ON HERE AND GIVE MY ADDRESS TO MYSPACE AND ILL ADD U OH YA THERE IS A STREET RACING GAME ON THERE TO PLZ COME AND JOIN ME ON THERE

Kyle
I called your cell. I was hoping you would answer, and I would cuss you out for being a liar. But I got your voicemail, so I just said, "Damn you, Kyle." I don't know if people who kill themselves go to Hell. I hope God had mercy on you. I hope you are happy and at peace finally. I can't bear the idea of anything else. You always talked about dying in battle, with honor. You swore you would die a soldier, for the sake of your country. And yet you took your life and died in vain??? Why didn't you call? I would have answered. Did you really think there was nothing to live for? Damn it, Kyle. Life goes on. Only God knows what possibilities there were for you. I know it was hard, but you had the strength to bear it. I know you did. Why did you surrender? The Kyle I knew always fought to the end! It's not fathomable to me that you just gave up. I'm sorry if I wasn't there. I'm sorry if you didn't think I would listen if you talked. I'm sorry if you thought

They Got 'em
JUST A SMALL LIST OF A FEW PEOPLE I KNOW/SEE WITH AUTO 11'S ON TONIGHT ... AUTO 11'S R ON MIZZ SHADY@ fubar MIA - The Inked Slut *** Fanning First Makes Mia a Happy Slut*** Blogs Are For Reading!!!@ fubar ~Cherrybomb™ ~Founder of CIA~Club FAR/Team Love~The Pegasus Project~S.B.G~@ fubar AUTO 11'S ON WV REBEL COWBOY ~Member of The Confederate Bombers~@ fubar Steve *owner of ♪♫♥♥Teresa♥♥♫♪* ~Club@ fubar ~COUGARBABY~OWNER OF COUGARBABIESDEN.COM~GRAPHIC DESIGNER@HH-FORUMS~@ fubar ☼FREYA™☼@ fubar REMEMBER ... FOR THOSE OF YOU WHEN YOU HAVE AUTO 11'S. WHAT YOU COULD DO WHEN YOU ACTIVATE YOUR AUTO 11 BLING, IS SIMPLY GO TO YOU SETTINGS AND ADD TO YOUR "NICKNAME" ANYWHERE.. "AUTO 11". YOU DO NOT NEED TO REPLACE YOUR NAME, JUST ADD IT TO YOUR NAME IN SOME WAY. FOR PEOPLE LOOKING FOR THOSE WITH AUTO 11'S GO TO TOP RIGHT AND CLICK "SEARCH" THEN "MEMBER SEARCH" AND TYPE IN "AUTO 11" TADA! THOSE WHO HAV

On The Road
Jon Kelly is an experiential researcher known for his studies of secret backwards messages encoded in human speech along with the production of spiritual phenomena recorded on camera. A popular guest in the media, his unique catalogues of audio and photographic materials have been featured on over 1000 international radio and television programs. Following is an interview Jon gave to American Chronicle on their series "On the Road to Roswell and Burlington 2008 RNN: Jon, thank you for doing this interview. I want to get right at it, so let's being with the question: Are there secret unconscious messages hidden backwards in human speech? KELLY: Yes there are and we can detect these messages with the help of a digital audio editing workstation. Most people know about Freudian slips that occur when the unconscious mind takes temporary control of the speech organs. People may end up saying things they later regret but these slips are involuntary on their part. For example,

Rip Abraham Biggs
I found a link on Fubar today that read "Teen commits suicide live online via webcam broadcast." Shocked and horrified, I clicked it, only to find one of the most devastating news stories I have ever read. Twisted Internet voyeurs watched a Florida college student commit suicide in his bedroom- some even egging him .. his young life slowly ebbed away, authorities said Friday. Abraham Biggs, 19, was taunted with comments like "go ahead and do it," after promising online to kill himself with prescription drugs and posting a heart-wrenching suicide note. For the next 12 hours, an untold number of Web viewers did nothing as Biggs' final moments alive were streamed online. Immediately, I was brought to tears. Biggs, a Broward Community College student who struggled with bipolar disorder, started blogging about his plans to commit suicide on the Web site bodybuilding.com Wednesday. Using the name "Candy Junkie," Biggs announced he had consumed a lethal mix of anti-anxiety drugs and

Be Warned!!!
Somewhere along the line, it appears that perhaps I am being deceived and I feel I am not the only one in this position…….there are certain things going on around me that are making me have a big re-think about certain situations and quite possibly certain people too. But one thing still remains very much as it was and has been over the past month or so and I hope that person understands that my feelings have not changed in that side of my life Over the past couple of weeks I have had it brought into question as to how I perceive friendship and even to the extent of being accused of buying my friends and not being able to value and honour the friendships I have on here, well I guess we are all entitled to our opinions and we all see certain things differently…… I have been here on Fu, formally Cherrytap for nearly 2 years now, and like for most of you, friends come and go…..some friendships still remain to this day and some have even got stronger as time has gone on………BUT, it

Letter To Hope
i sit here and dream of a love so strong that the wind and rain sing songs of joy i want desire and passion but i am beginning to think love like that is only in fairy tales and movies i dont remember what it feels like to be with some one who wants me or someone who enjoys holding each other or kissing in the rain.. long walk to nowhere just to be with eachother dreams and empty wishes i need to ask my heart to forgive me for believeing i was worth dreaming of love.. maybe i had my chances of love..i tend to think that i should let go of my silly dreams of love.. im not sure how to turn of a dream ..one lesson i wish i knew..i need to step away from my dreams and my wanting..so maybe i can heal the whole in my heart the emptyness that fills my soul a hollow feeling of nothing ..but wanting..that i do wish would go away.. i sit here and pray to the goddess to plz turn off the feeling i have inside ..i ask my heart to forgive me for believeing i could ever be w

Come Down...
Change of scenery...change of perspective... These things do wonders. I was upset...momentarily, because someone I'm close to was upset. No more. Screw it. I don't care about what people think. For me, this site is a game. Sure, some real connections can come from it. It can spill over into reality when people meet from here and become friends or more. But, in the end, this place isn't reality. It is the game we all play just to pass the time between events in our reality. [lapses into movie quotes] "You remember the stories John use to tell us about the the three chinamen playing Fantan? This guy runs up to them and says, "Hey, the world's coming to an end!" and the first one says, "Well, I best go to the mission and pray," and the second one says, "Well, hell, I'm gonna go and buy me a case of Mezcal and six whores," and the third one says "Well, I'm gonna finish the game." I shall finish the game, Doc." I SHALL FINISH THE GAME.

Wv Rebel Cowboy
WV REBEL COWBOY HAS AUTO 11'S ON HELP TO LEVEL HIM TO ORACLE WV REBEL COWBOY HAS AUTO 11'S ON AND IS PAYING FU-BUCKS FOR RATES NO MATTER IF IT IS HAPPY HOUR OR NOT. HE HAS 2975 PICTURES AND MOST OF THEM ARE EASY RATE. HE IS PAYING 10K FU-BUCKS FOR EVERY 100 PICTURES THAT YOU RATE NO MATTER IF IT IS HAPPY HOUR OR NOT. RATE THEM ALL AND GET $297,500.00 FU-BUCKS. ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IF YOU WANT THE FU-BUCKS IS TO COMMENT THE LAST PICTURE IN THE FOLDER AND WHEN YOU ARE ALL DONE SEND HIM A PRIVATE MESSAGE (NOT SHOUT BOX) WITH HOW MANY PICTURES THAT YOU RATED. NOW THAT IS EASY FU-BUCKS. LET'S HELP HIM TO ORACLE AND ALSO KEEP RE POSTING THIS TO KEEP IT GOING FOR ALL TO SEE. Come get your points and help him reach ORACLE

I Hate....
So Im really unhappy with assholes who bought houses they couldn't afford. Thanks a lot! You knew you couldn't afford a 350k house, and now my tax money is going to buying out that b.s. Blah on you! And blah @ the banks for lending you the money! and blah @ the homeless fuckers squatting in the foreclosed homes! booooooo!

Slow Dance
SLOW DANCE Have you ever watched kids On a merry-go-round? Or listened to the rain Slapping on the ground? Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight? Or gazed at the sun into the fading night? You better slow down. Don't dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last. Do you run through each day On the fly? When you ask How are you? Do you hear the reply? When the day is done Do you lie in your bed With the next hundred chores Running through your head? You'd better slow down Don't dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last Ever told your child, We'll do it tomorrow? And in your haste, Not see his sorrow? Ever lost touch, Let a good friendship die Cause you never had time To call and say,'Hi' You'd better slow down. Don't dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last. When you run so fast to get somewhere You miss

2009 Spring Events At The Folk School
Greetings Kindred! It is that time of year again and I am working to plan our next season's events as this season winds down! February 26th-29th, 2009 (Andie's Birthday! What a gift!) S.O.N.G (Southerners On New Ground) Poor People Of Color Conference! Wow! In one of the most racist counties in Mississippi! Winds of Change are~a~blowing! SONG/LIGHT/LOVE!! March 20th - 23rd, 2009 (Spring Equinox) P.A.G.A.N. Event (Pagan Awareness Gathering And Networking) This event is a regional event to host pagans from the Gulf South area and beyond. We are starting to come out of the "broom closets" in a big way and we need to start figuring out how to best use our resources to educate about our religion. Anyone interested in doing workshops, entertaining, and vending should contact Andrea! Witch Hill will also be celebrating Don and Amanda's Wedding! Y'all want to see an incredible ritual?! This will be one for sure!! We throw down and raise the cone of power UP in a big way!!

Addicted...
Ok, I decided to stop by the mall today just to take a look at BRA/PANTY sets.. It's a pet peeve of mine, I know it's TOTALLY RETARDED, but you will "never" catch me without a matching bra and panty on... I'm sorry, they are a SET, Just like shoes.. just like socks...they are a SET.. anyway, I digress.. I was just browsing with no intentions of actually Buying.. Well, I CAN'T CONTROL Myself....I bought "3" new bra/panty sets today, came home and put them in the drawer and saw various other sets that I have yet to wear.. What is my addiction to bras and panties?????? I can not have enough.. There's no way I could ever have too many.. sooooooooo I have decided to add a folder for pictures.. everytime I buy a new set, I will add a picture of it.. omg lmao!! It's a SICKNESS, and maybe if I see all the pictures, it will make me realize, I'm obsessed with them...and that I need to STOP... .. yes, I'm also addicted to shoes, especially HEELS, but not quite as bad as for the pant

Pride And Love
As I focused and went over the words that I said and the words that Rev. Dave said, I was reminded of something that Tech N9ne had said "All fronts have the right to fall once". You may remember the lyric from Vintage Tech. That little lyric although directed at bigots got me thinking, eventually no matter how insignificant the time period or its extremity of the event every culture fails. Some fall and are destroyed completely. Others crackle like a series of of fire crackers going off at indiscriminate times. Some cultures even stop abruptly for no rhyme or reason...just gone without a trace, leaving only a bit of history left behind for scholars to speculate. What shall become of our culture? Will we reach a pinnacle of glory only to be snatched from that pinacle by our own faults. I watch as Greed and Jealousy creep it's way into our culture, what still continues to be a proud Family is tainted by the faults of the Mainstream. We too have our own faults. Perhaps we shall

My Thoughts On The Male Race!!
Okay so i have been thinking and all men will never change! And we as women will never understand them. Men are cocky, stuck up, jerks, and throw bigger fits then females do when they don't get there way. Besides MOST males are addicted to sex, give it to them once, and thats all they want. Now some of you guys will say, yeah what ever or shut up its not true while reading this but honestly.. THINK ABOUT IT! Us as women ten to be ignore when it come to what WE want or what WE like! especially if it interferes with "GUY TIME". And you all know what I'm talking about, its when a guy gets into his thing, like sports or a job or some stupid hobby... Examples: FIRE FIGHTERS! No matter how important any female is to any man we get the back seat to this passion. AND honestly IM SICK OF IT!! We as women deserve better then all of this. We deserve better then to have things said like "I can't talk to you right now, I'm with the boys," OR "The boys come first babe." SCREW THAT! We are stro

Take Care Of Each Other Juggalos And Know That We Are All Equal In The Eyes Of Shangri La
I would like to take this opportunity to talk to you about RESPECT... Let's ask the question How does one get Respect? First you have to understand that Respect is a two way street... To get Respect you have to give Respect... But before you can even do that you have to Respect yourself... After all How do you expect anyone to Respect you if you can't Respect yourself... How does one Respect themselves? There are many different ways, let me touch on a few... How you treat yourself is one? If you are constantly downing yourself or attempting to hurt yourself you really aren't giving yourself the proper Respect and ninjas around you aren't going to take yourself seriously... What about personal hygeine? Taking care of yourself... How many of you can Respect someone who doesn't wash their ass... What about telling the truth? Noone Respects anyone who lies to themselves and to those around you... After a while people will get sick of the bullshit coming out of your mouth and stop liste

The Begining
I look into the eyes of the unknow.striking my heart.bathing my soul..fit to run..fit to cry..seek what i need in the shadows..lifes misteries seem so dark..marked for life i wither in pain..normal life is what i see.agony and suffering is all i know...darkness is my path..feeding on hate..lusting for sin..where do i begin!

The Fairy Train Update...
Are You A FAN OF FAIRIES? Anyone and everyone is welcome to join! You DO NOT have to LIKE FAIRIES BUT THIS IS A GOOD WAY TO MAKE FRIENDS JUST join this train!!! Rate all the FAIRY PICS. Start with this picture: Comment the last picture--this way I know you've rated all.... Fan, Add, and Rate all the train riders. If they're already your friend, then leave them a comment like "I LOVE FAIRIES" or "Joining the FAIRY train." When you're done F/A/R/C everyone on the bulletin.. send a private message to me: DJ Chocolate Bunny **Owned by ~Tee~ Owner OF THE BBW LOVERS~The Click Club~~Sarg@ fubar and I will make you a personal tag like the one below. SO LET THE FUN BEGIN... Unbreakable † Member: ?*?Dangerous Curves?*? , Dylon'sDivaMafia Always o@ fubar ***Firerose***Support Our Troops***@ fubar ??Queen Of Hearts??*Gunner's R/L wife!~*~DSC*Sarge's Bad Girls**@ fubar ? Arctic Mermaid ™ ? Club United ?@ fubar ~Jimette~~Fu*Ange|~~*Pegasus Proj

Bling Auto 11 Auction 24 Hours!
Bling AUTO 11 Auction, 24 hour ONLY! Minmum bid 1.5 Million, Please bid in comments on the Auto11 in Default folder, Bling will be given on Happy Hour Only, May the Power be used for good...xoxoHeart Inspector~ Bid On Auto 11 in default folder in comments...ty~ no drama, no whining, let's have fun!!!

The South...
Tennessee The owner of a golf course was confused about paying an invoice, so he decided to ask his secretary for some mathematical help. He called her into his office and said, 'You graduated from the University of Tennessee and I need some help. If I were to give you $20,000, minus 14%, how much would you take off?' The secretary thought a moment, and then replied, 'Everything but my earrings.' Alabama A group of Alabama friends went deer hunting and paired off in twos for the day. That night, one of the hunters returned alone, staggering under the weight of an eight-point buck. 'Where's Henry?' the others asked. 'Henry had a stroke of some kind. He's a couple of miles back up the trail,' the successful hunter replied. 'You left Henry laying out there and carried the deer back?' they inquired. 'A tough call,' nodded the hunter. 'But I figured no one is going to steal Henry!' Texas The Sheriff pulled up next to the guy unloading garbage out

Lsd, Acid, Spiritual World, Drugs
I Just wanna Say Before you Read thisThat this was for the most part over 25yrs ago& I've never Done Heroin or Needles I Remember Sitting in Jr. High in a Science Class watching a Film Designed To Scare us away from doing Drugs,I explicitly remember the scene where a Guy takes LSD looks in a Mirror see's himself as a Ware wolf & Runs out to the second story Balcony & Jumps off Fast Forward..... I Don't Remember what Grade, Not Junior Year cause I'd Smoked pot as a Sophomore I Kinda didnt Like it cause it made me feel dull stupid & Boring (That was before I Discovered High Grade Indica, Fallbrook Ses. & what-not)So Me and a friend Had quit pot for our Junior yearsomewhere in late High School I Discovered Whites(beanies, Speed) for the 1st timeI wanted to Run Faster Jump Higher, Be more alertso at least a senior, & maybe even after Graduation, That Summer I Took my 1st hit of LSD, I Believe it was Orange Sunshine... Search Video CodesI started out w/ just a 1/2 hit to

Hmmmmmm
im so lonesome i could cry sometimes i dont know why i even try i dont stand a chance at winning you with all the others around i looked up and down tried to chase away my frown but im not feeling very beautiful today no matter what you said i cant seem to chase away my fears inside that i hide i just want to be with you but do you feel it too i been hurt before my heart stomped on the floor my rejection known by all can i make one more fall it is tearing me in two as i wonder if you are true im too scared to hope that im not the butt of some stupid joke will i be left alone broken in pieces again because i dont know if my heart will mend anymore rainmaker 11-08

Me , My Self
ugly/hateful evil things waiting in the shadows for my eyes to close so they can feast upon my soul i try no to sleep but lose the battle slowly they appear in my soul,mind and heart slowly ripping me apart my fears have come to steal my sanity making me tremble as itry to hide no corner or place they don't know the pain so intense as they show me all the things that have done in my life repeatedly every night i see the horrors of my reality so deep and entrenched the evils done to me im so over powered that i start screaming but even that will never wake me again rainmaker 11-08

Ty Friends Andregiment Dragon Bombers & Dd Levelers!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I want to thank my great friends that came by and showed me all the love during my AUTO 11'S and a BIG thank you to the Regiment Dragon Bombers & DD Levelers, you guys are the best out there.You all helped me level and I am so gratefull ~Bratt~

Help Me Level To Disciple Please
HEY YALL HELP ME LEVEL TO DISCIPLE I AM SO CLOSE TO LEVELING AND I NEED UR HELP TO LEVEL ME Violet20 Co OwnerKlub Kovikt/Member Of Rating Revolution692,987 TO DISCIPLE CLICK MY PIC ABOVE TO ADD,RATE,FAN,BLING ME TO DISCIPLE REPOST OFTEN PLEASE

Read My Profile Pervs.....
I find it amusing that there are some that just automatically believe that because you have a page on this site..that your going to get all down and dirty with them...Hahaha...Read a persons profile first you lame brains... Pay close attention to someones relationship status...or ask first before you make a fool of yourself...You think that because of my little naughty folder that I'm going to whore myself out to just anyone...Damn you have some growing up to do... Have you ever heard of treating a woman like a lady first?...And btw...I am one first and foremost... I can be just as naughty as anyone on here...But that is saved for my significant other...And trust me...He's a very happy man... Have a Beautiful Day... :)

Thanksgiving
So my mother is apparently not speaking to me due to Thanksgiving issuse that she seems to think that I can control... Let me begin by saying that she moved from Wva to Oklahoma to the ranch to stay with Randy a very close friend of mine I consider him alot like a father figure anyways she is staying there at his invitaion so she can work an get a on her feet an was more then welcome to stay there for as long as she wanted.. she was all great with that untill she found out whom all was coming to thanksgiving.. I met Randy through Mary ( my adoptive mother from highschool) Randy an mary dated an lived together for a long time until Mary moved to Dallas anyways she an Randy are still really close friends.. so my mother an Mary don't get along at all because of issues in highschool even though as far as i know the 2 have never really said anyting to each other.. Mary is cool with my mom staying with Randy an being at dinner but my mom threw a fit an said that I invited her which i didn't

My Rants 'cause No 1 Else Will Listen
I feel like a tortured soul, it's been 2 months since he walked away and hasn't returned! His touch, his smell, his laughter still linger in my mind like a catchie sound you just herd on the radio. After almost 17 years of LOVE! how can he just walk away? I catered to his EVERY beck and call. He got more respect in one min. that most people get in a lifetime! Woke up almost every morning the way men like too! Fed him, cleaned his house take care of our family, I did everything for him! And HE JUST LEFT! No explainantion, nothing just an I DONT KNOW! Is it over? He wont say! Is he coming home? We'll see! With these stupid holidays coming up all I want is HIM HOME! Or to sleep till The middle of Jan. All I want to know is WHY WHY WHY! What did I do? He calls or sends me texts, gives me momey, his ring is still there, but he... is not! Come home Papi! Please come home!

Ive Done It Now
OMG AM I CRAZY OR WHAT. HAVE WENT AND ENTERED 2 MORE AUCTIONS THE FIRST IS HOSTED BY SPIZZY SpizZy™@ fubar THEN I JOINED IN ON SWEET CHERRY PIE'S AUCTION ALONG WITH MY NEW FU HUBBY PLEASE SHOW HIM SOME FU LOVE AS HE IS NEW TO THE FU AND THEN FRIEND LEVELER JOINED IN SO WE ARE ALL 3 UP FOR GRABS AND THIS ONE IS HOSTED BY SWEET CHERRY PIE SO PLEASE SHOW HER SOME LOVE TOO §ŵ† Çĥ®®¥ þî€*SDMF*Co-Owner Daddys Leveler*Mrs English*GM@Immortal~XXtremeFullThrottleradi@ fubar

Legend Of The Snow
She had been driving her Jeep Cherokee for at least nine hours and her eyes were hurting as her vision began to wane. The snow was just beginning to fall, giving a hazy look to what little of the road she could see in her headlights. She is forced to use her windshield wipers, which is further compromising and diminishing her visibility to drive on. Interstate 40 was all but deserted of traffic now as she neared the exit for Tucumcari, New Mexico. After taking the exit, she turns onto South First Street and speeds up trying to get to the Hampton Inn and seek safe haven for the night. The snow was beginning to come down a little harder as each flake grew in size and made the roads quite hazardous. This was fine with her as her body scolded her for being so treacherous to it and driving, almost nonstop, before finally stopping to give it a much needed break. Her lower back and leg muscles were cramping, her joints were stiff, and her feet were becoming numb from not only the drive

Love It
Countless times he has helped so many people out in contests and leveling, bulletins, bling, whatever was required. Now it is his turn!!!!!!!!!!!!! He is well on his way to Oracle with auto-11's running ALL DAY AND Happy Hour at 4 PM Fu-time PST. He’s like an Energizer Bunny…that one, for sure. I never saw someone that could be doing so many things for so many people at once…and he doesn’t ask for anything in return…. SO I ASK for him, PLEASE, can anyone and everyone please go to his page and spank the hell outta him to help him as much as ya can!! (Well…and sometime he just needs to be spanked!) $Ðj ßåßý ßºý${ Ð.$.Ç} º.G.ÞîmÞ ºƒ †h€ Þu$$¥Çå† Þlå¥må†èsOwned by ~CynzDreams ~&Naughty by Nature@ fubar Just because he's such a great guy, now for the BEST PART---HE WILL BE PAYING FOR RATES….SO EARN THAT EXTRA POINTS AND FU-BUCKS…while helping an awesome guy! Rates are as follows: > $100k fubucks for every 100 ACTUAL 11s > $10k fubucks for every 100 ACTUAL 10s >

"small Minded People"
Small Minded People I live on a street with manicured grass Where all of my neighbors are stiff middle class By the way that they act you’d swear they were rich All gathered in cliques, to gossip and bitch. Me, I am different, I do not pretend Sometimes to my lawn I do not attend That was all that it took to start all the strife With the small minded people, in need of a life. First they got bitter and said unkind things Then they hurled the insults they were hoping would sting The last straw came with a rock through my glass From the small minded people, such a pain in the ass Did I get angry, did I fire back at them? I can say I did not but I resolved there and then To teach them a lesson they would never forget But there were some things I first had to get I found all the books, I had much to study And then I made nice, like I was their buddy I invited them over, and 8 of them came Unknowing that they were now playing my game I threw quite a party, I

Showing Off
ok here is the deal. i dont see what all the commotion is about showing off your body. people say that its a private thing but if you have seen 1 boob, dick, pussy, ass whatever you can pretty much just what the other ones look like. i dont think the body parts themselves are private just the act you do with them. some would say its cause im a guy i know there are women out that feel the same way hell lok at most of the profiles on here.

Stolen From Allah Or Jedi.. Or Goatse... Whoever You Know Him As
Bang or Pass? There is at least one person on your list that wants to bang the hell out of you. So lets play the Bang or Pass! game. The rules are simple... if you want to bang the person who has last commented, post "bang it" and if you wouldn't, comment that you'd "pass" You have to answer for me first! let the fun begin?

Bang Or Pass
There is at least one person on your list that wants to bang the hell out of you. So lets play the Bang or Pass! game. The rules are simple... if you want to bang the person who has last commented, post "bang it" and if you wouldn't, comment that you'd "pass" You have to answer for me first!

Up 4 Adoption
ADOPT A PU$$YCAT Are you looking for a new pet??? Well...look no farther…we have some wonderful, loyal, & down right sexy pets for you to own!!! This is a special opportunity to own someone in our family. So please take the time to see what each playmate & pimp has to offer…then place your bid. Check back often to make sure you still have the winning bid…you don’t want to be empty handed do you??? Bidding starts at midnight Saturday Nov. 22nd & ends Saturday Dec. 6th

Difference Between Special And Important....
SPECIAL....someone you'll not forget for the rest of your life....while.....IMPORTANT....someone you need for the rest of your life. Now, I want you to know that you're so special and important to me!!! Always take care and God bless you...Hugs lolly

Voices Of Theory-say It
you know that i want you babe.you know that i need you.you know that i love you.just say it.am i giveing enough?is it all it should be?waters get rough will you still swim with me?so afraid to come close and maybe to soon.and maybe to much for you to consume.and i want to know if i can live inside your world.and i want to know if i can give it to you girl.you know that i want to say it.you know that i need to say it.you know that i love to say it.our love just goes on and on and on.you know that i want to say it.you know that i need to say it.you know that i love to say it.my love just goes on and on and on.i gave you all that you need.there's no better place you can be.and i know that in time you will believe in me.so please hold out your hand and lets exchange these golden bands cause i want you in my life i want you to be my wife.and i want to know if i can live inside your world.and i want to know if i can give it to you girl.you know that i want to say it.you know that i need to s

I Wanted To Thank Those Who Thought Of Me And Said Prayers Cause ....
i did tell you that my mom was on her death bed well i prayed and cried and well a few days of no poking her or giving her meds she slowly came back and was talking to us and well she has come back from the dead or as the doctor said she is lazuruas he was as shocked as us and hey we found that meds she was taking were doing this to her and is now off of them she said she was scared as i was and she is glade i did do what i did and now i have her home and she is doing well and has quite smoking and she is fallowing the rules of the doctor so please keep the prayers going and i thank you all for hearing me i guess the choice i made was a good one i was told one more dose of her pills would have killed her so i am glade my best friend is back and still being a stubern mule but she is trying to get better for all of you out there my belief in prayer just got stronger and want you know thank you for careing and praying for us will keep you all up on it as long as i can get on here have to

Another Lil Something:p
A 50yr old lady is dying of cancer, she asks God to give her 25yrs more. God approves. After her successful operation, she gets facelift, lipo, tummytuck. When she went out of the hospital she was hit by a car. Then she asks God.."Lord you told me that you gonna give me another 25 yrs to live. God answered: Sorry girl i didnt recognized u........hehehe!

1106
1106 The product of love is ransomed by obligation Which takes the name of family's honorable call. Isolating dates are made aimed at negotiation Cloaked robberies that take you away from it all. You go, you say you know it's for the best, Projecting someday futures where a prize is won. They seem so sincere and well-intentioned, while Bit by bit their goals are realized and yours undone. No sacrifice too great for them, they are the dearer, Since your loss was theirs, their gain seems yours as well, But into that pleasant trap he draws you nearer Where promises of paradise can spin the fires of hell. So step by step you yield to subtle pressures, Though from here your distant gaze I still can see, Earnest desire cannot compete with shrewd manoeuvre And the beckoning treasure seems reality. So as the frost crystallizes Saturday Morning Haze The quiet candle from old passion breeds new steam Again I feel the violence of each crime and craze Numbers on a d

Lil Something....:p
WHAT WOULD YOU THINK???? THE TEACHER ASKS JOHN: IF THERE WERE 5 BIRDS ON A FENCE AND YOU SHOT 1, HOW MANY BIRDS WOULD BE LEFT? JOHN: NONE, AS OTHERS WILL FLY AWAY TEACHER: THE ANSWER IS 4, BUT I LIKE THE WAY YOU THINK. JOHN: I HAVE A QUESTION MA'AM. IF THREE WOMEN ARE EATING ICECREAM,1 IS LICKING, 1 IS BITING & 1 IS SUCKING, WHICH 1 IS MARRIED? TEACHER: (NERVOUSLY ANSWERED) THE 1 SUCKING THE CONE. JOHN: NO, THE ONE W/ A WEDDING RING ON HER FINGER. BUT I THE WAY YOU THINK...

Rest In Peace Jazzy Screen Shots. Bulletin By Stryke
OK SO WE GOTS YET ANOTHER SCAMMER THIS ONE IS TAKING THREE MILLION FU BUCKS IN RETURN FOR AN AUTO 11 BLING AND ONCE SHE HAS THE FU BUCKS SHE BLOCKS THE USER. THIS IS THE GUILTY PARTY REST IN PEACE JAZZY OwNeD bY KaTman@ fubar SCREENSHOTS GO TO HER PAGE REPOST THIS OFTEN PLEASE (repost of original by 'STRYKE fu owned by kimberly' on '2008-11-22 12:37:14')

Snowball Fight
PS Don't send it back to me!!!! Cuz I gotcha first! ~You have just been hit with a snow ball!~ It's the start of..... Snow Ball Fight 2008!! One rule to this game.... You can NOT hit someone who has already hit you! Now... go out there and get as many people as you can, before they get you! I got you first! and you can't get me back ! We do not stop playing because we grow old; we grow old because we stop playing. Never Be The First To Get Old!!!!!

A Look Back Of The Last Year.
the last year has been pretty hectic ( theres many more tpyos lol) and yet heaps of fun. about a year ago i joined a trucking school. it has changed me alot into a better person. many other things have changed too. i have met many a good friend and many of not so good friend. i do try to keep in touch with the ones that sema to care and that are also real people. i have been engaged to a gal that ran me $10,000 in the hole, to bad there isnt anything to show for it. she would get pre-approved credit cards in my name without me knowing a thing about them as i will be driving out on the open highways and byways of this glorious country. i have seen many of this countries gorgiousness and some of its ugliness all behind the wheel. i do have heaps of fun where ever i go though. and as funny as it sounds ive been to docks on both side of the nation and still haven't seen the ocean a bit, one day i will. i wont go into canada nor mexico. the reason for canada is nothing big other than if i g

2nd With Pictures & Link Of Rest In Peace
Now this girls status is giving away 3 auto 11s or something to that effect.. so i asked where to bid on them and then this was the conversation REST IN PE...: no un i,m just asking 3 mil per auto 11 ->REST IN PE...: serious? ill give you 3 million for an auto 11 REST IN PE...: k send away darlin ->REST IN PE...: done i sent the 3 million fubucks REST IN PEACE J... (3 auto 11's for sale..I GOT LOTZ OF BLING) Berwick, PA subject: Brandi Lynne sent you 3000000 fuBucks! sent: 11/22/2008 11:29 am Brandi Lynne has just sent you 3000000 fuBucks! "there you go :)" And this was her response::: ENJOY UR AUTO 11 received: 11/22/2008 11:30 am replied: no block this member Flag as spam Here you go darling ENJOY except it was empty and she blocked me!!! ERROR: this user's permissions don't allow you to do this. if you want to add this member to your 'blocked' list, click here. can i get someone to do

Shinedown-call Me
wrap me in a bolt of lightning,send me on my way still smileing,maybe that's the way i should go,straight into the mouth of the unknown.i left the spare key on the table,never really thought i'd be able,i merely visit on the weekends,i lost my whole life and a good friend.i've said it so many times,i would change my ways.no,nevermind god knows i've tried.call me a sinner call me a saint tell me its over i'll still love you the same.call me your favorite,call me the worst tell me it's over i don't want you to hurt.it's all that i can say.so,i'll be on my way.i finally put it all together,but nothing really lasts forever i had to make a choice that was not mine,i had to say goodbye for the last time i kept my whole life in suitcase,never really stayed in one placemaybe that's the way it should be,you know i've led my life like a gypsy.i've said it so many times i would change my ways no,nevermind god knows i've tried.call me a sinner call me a saint tell me its over i'll still love you t

Kevin Sharp-nobody Knows It But Me
i pretend that i'm glad you went away.but these four wall closeing more everyday,and i'm dieing inside and nobody knows it but me.like a clown i put on a show,the pain is real even if nobody knows and i'm crying inside and nobody knows it but me.why didn't i say the things i needed to say.how could i let my angel get away.now my world is just a tumbleing down i can see it so clearly that your no where around.nights are lonely the days are so sad i just keep thinking about the love that we had.and i'm missing you and nobody knows it but me.how blue can i get you can ask my heart just like jigsaw puzzle thats been tore all apart. a million words couldn't say just how i feel a millions years from now you know i'll be loveing you still.nights are lonely the days are so sad,i just keep thinking about the love that we had.and i'm missing you and nobody knows it but me.

Nickelback-far Away
this time.this place misused.mistakes too long. too late who was i to make you wait.just one chance.just one breath.just in case there's just one left.'cause you know.you know.you know.that i love you. i have loved you all along.and i miss you been far away for far too long.i keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go.stop breathing if i don't see you anymore.on my knees.i'll ask last chance for one last dance.'cause with you.i'd withstand all of hell to hold your hand.i'd give it all.i'd give for us.give anything but i won't give up.'cause you know.you know.you know.that i love you.i have loved you all along.and i miss you.been far away for far too long.i keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go.stop breathing if i don't see you anymore so far away been far away for far too long.so far away been far away for far too long.but you know.you know.you know.i wanted.i wanted you to stay.'cause i needed.i need to hear you say that i love you.i have loved you all along.and

Rest In Peace Jazzy Is A Liar And A Cheat!!! Helpppp
Now this girls status is giving away 3 auto 11s or something to that effect.. so i asked where to bid on them and then this was the conversation REST IN PE...: no un i,m just asking 3 mil per auto 11 ->REST IN PE...: serious? ill give you 3 million for an auto 11 REST IN PE...: k send away darlin ->REST IN PE...: done i sent the 3 million fubucks REST IN PEACE J... (3 auto 11's for sale..I GOT LOTZ OF BLING) Berwick, PA subject: Brandi Lynne sent you 3000000 fuBucks! sent: 11/22/2008 11:29 am Brandi Lynne has just sent you 3000000 fuBucks! "there you go :)" And this was her response::: ENJOY UR AUTO 11 received: 11/22/2008 11:30 am replied: no block this member Flag as spam Here you go darling ENJOY except it was empty and she blocked me!!! ERROR: this user's permissions don't allow you to do this. if you want to add this member to your 'blocked' list, click here. can i

Wanna See?
so my sis is n this cleavage auction and she needs YOUR rate. She is tryin to get a vip and has to have the most rates. Also u can bid on her if u'd like. Here's the link http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=262812&albumid=1308039&i=205447153#1357099852 Just check it out, rate her cleavage. Even stop by her page..she'll return all the luv!!

Auction Time
ADOPT A PU$$YCAT Are you looking for a new pet??? Well...look no farther…we have some wonderful, loyal, & down right sexy pets for you to own!!! This is a special opportunity to own someone in our family. So please take the time to see what each playmate & pimp has to offer…then place your bid. Check back often to make sure you still have the winning bid…you don’t want to be empty handed do you??? Bidding starts at midnight Saturday Nov. 22nd & ends Saturday Dec. 6th

Friends
A FRIEND.... A ccepts You as You are B elieves in "You" C alls You just to say "HI" D oesn't give up ! ! on “You” E nvisions the whole of You even the unfinished parts F orgives Your mistakes G ives unconditionally H elps You I nvites You over J ust "be" with You K eeps You close at heart L oves You for who You are M akes a difference in Your life N ever Judges O ffer support P icks You up Q uiets Your fears R aises Your spirits S ays nice things about You T ells You the truth when You need to hear it U nderstands You V alues You W alks beside You X -plains thing You don't understand Y ells when You won't listen and Z aps You back to reality

Read This For Details On The Auction.... Are You In??
LOOKY LOOKY!!! I'M HOLDING AN AUCTION!!! WOOHOO!!! WHO DOESN'T LOVE AUCTIONS?!?!? ALRIGHT... SO HERE'S THE DEAL... ENTRY FEE: 20K(NON REFUNDABLE) SEND ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE WITH THE PICTURE YOU WANT TO USE IN THE AUCTION AND A LIST OF WHAT YOU'RE OFFERING. I WILL THEN UPLOAD IT TO THE ALBUM LABELED AUCTION THE BIDDING WILL BEGIN ON 05.01.09 AND END ON 05.15.09 50K MINIMUM OPENING BID(NOTE:CONTESTANTS CAN CLOSE BIDDING AT ANY TIME) SO, WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR?!?!? GET ME THE ENTRY FEE, THE PICTURE YOU WANT TO USE AND YOUR OFFERS NOW!!!! OH YEAH... I'LL ALSO BE AUCTIONING MYSELF OFF !! THIS AUCTION IS FOR MEN & WOMEN ! BE SURE THAT ONCE YOU ENTER,YOU PROMOTE YOURSELF AND GET IT OUT THERE THAT YOU'RE IN AN AUCTION!! I WILL BE POSTING BULLY'S WITH PIC LINKS ONCE THIS GETS ROLLIN', SO GET YOUR BOOTIES MOVING!!!! ******** *** MAKE SURE TO REPOST MY BULLY SO THIS AUCTION CAN BE A HIT!!! *** This auction is broug

"dolly"
Dolly I love my little dolly, I take her everywhere, And on those days we go outside the people stop and stare. Some they run, some they scream, and some they fall apart, But I still love my little dolly, with all my blackest heart. I made her with my own hands, with needle, cloth and thread. And I added “special” parts, remnants of the dead. Of people that I loved, to always have them near, Yes I love my little dolly, I love my dolly dear. Her face a twisted patchwork quilt, made from human skin, Some from Mom, and some from Dad, and even Brother added in. I have to do some more work, I must replace one eye. Because it’s gone and shriveled up, I think it got too dry. In time I’ll make a playmate so she will have a friend. And then we’ll both be happy, good times will never end. I’ll stitch the skin together and fill the cloth with bone, Because my dolly’s just like me, she hates to be alone. Copyright 2008 by Steve Santini. All rights reserved

Mafia
Any1 interested in playing the forum game Mafia? Its not like whats on myspace , its a forum game kinda like role playing. but we are in need of some players desperately. hers a explanation of game play http://www.sitesled.com/members/mikeburnfire/mafiascum04.swf and heres the actual site http://mafialives.darkbb.com/forum.htm im the owner of this site and its in jeopardy of not being able to continue. so please if interested register at site and sign p in the sign up thread. ! thnaks!

They Shouldn't Make Coffins This Small
"They shouldn't make coffins this small.." a patron of the wake added as he looked down at what was once a young, vibrant woman, aspiring to the world. He traced the cold and dead skin of her hands with his own before walking off and eventually leaving like everyone else eventually would. A dull roar of sniffles, and whimpering consumed to funeral home like a flood consumes a valley, Each person came up to the casket with small gifts and phrases such as "You were too young" or "Cut down in her youth..." and the infamous " She was such a good person" What brought this soul to the end of what would have been a long and detailed journey? Bullied in school, beaten by her sister, left by her mother, and those few hopefuls along the way that molested her until she was plagued with night mares. Perhaps she was unable to take being mocked and humiliated for years and years. Perhaps she felt worthless and hopeless, that sort of drowning feeling you get when overwhelmed by depression. Th

Well Well Well.....
so I not sure WTF happen but, you wont talk to me! so I am going to write a blog.... I am really down lately and have been going though a really rough spot... in a real need of a freind to talk so maybe by posting a blog people will get where I am coming from when I figure it out I'll let you know! I thought I was able to handle this but, not sure how to deal with things anymore. I only hope for good things for people I don't wish ill or harm on anyone I really wish they would feel at least the same towards me! look I am broke beyond broke.... I did that to myself not ever saying NONONONONO FUCK NO! see that where I get myself in so much trouble. I want to make everyone elses life sooooooooo easy for them always getting them out of a bind while putting myself in a huge one! WTF? then I get my feelings destroyed! no one even sees it! I really do love you guys but, I don't like you very much right now at all! I am in so much pain in so many ways ............I cry myself to sleep m

The Broken Window By Jeffery Deaver
Plot Summary: In bestseller Deaver's entertaining eighth Lincoln Rhyme novel (after The Cold Moon), Rhyme, a forensic consultant for the NYPD, and his detective partner, Amelia Sachs, take on a psychotic mastermind who uses data mining—the business of the twenty-first century—not only to select and hunt down his victims but also to frame the crimes on complete innocents. Rhyme is reluctantly drawn into a case involving his estranged cousin, Arthur, who's been charged with first-degree murder. But when Rhyme and his crew look into the strange set of circumstances surrounding his cousin's alleged crime, they discover tangential connections to a company that specializes in collecting and analyzing consumer data. Further investigation leads them to some startlingly Orwellian revelations: Big Brother is watching your every move and could be a homicidal maniac. The topical subject matter makes the story line particularly compelling, while longtime fans will relish Deaver's intimate explorati

Yeah I'm Up For Auction Again Lol
Come own *Thump☆Star* Oh by the way I spoil the living hell out of my owner Happy bidding Here's the pic link Please be sure to Fan Add Rate the profile as well Thanks *Thump☆Star* aka Brad

Torment
Sometimes you can scare me when your lost inside your mind sometimes you can hurt me when my love you can not find the days when you won't hold me i feel alone and empty the days when you won't kiss me i fear what i can't see sometimes i have to keep from you own desire out of fear that it will capture you like the flame of an endless fire i try and stand beside you for i know it will not last you always find your way back to me when all is said and done your still my loving baby no matter what you see

Am I The Only One That Wants To Get Married
'm curious, do you want to get married and have kids? Lately I've felt like I'm probably the only one in the world who actually wants a committed relationship, and that everyone just wants to be a whore! (I'm a whore sometimes too, but I don't buy into the hey, let's be a whore for life idea!) " what you got if you don't got love? " " sometimes that mountain you've been climbing is just a grain of sand " " when you figure out that love is all that matters after all, it sure makes everything seem so small " OKAY, damnit I admit I've probably been listening to too much Carrie Underwood But really, I know people who have hundreds of thousands of dollars in the bank WHO CAN'T SLEEP AT NIGHT, who feel BROKE -- you know, the ones who bitch for 30 minutes with their bank to get a 2 dollar fee removed -- who think about money all day, and when they're not thinking about money, they're thinking about money Money's good, you can buy nice things and I'm a sucker f

2 Sluts For Master..............
My wife Jane had been upstairs working on her PC, yes! She has her own PC with a dial up Modem connection back to her office. This allows her to work from home or to do overtime whenever she feels like it. She can also e-mail but only internally to other staff members within her company. As I climbed up stairs I called out, "come on you can switch that thing off, you don't like me using my computer to e-mail people so why can you!" "Yes but you know I can only e-mail company staff and not to any body on the net like you do". She snapped back She needed some information sorting out for the morning and even though it was almost 10 pm she e-mailed Lucy one of the girls who was working the late shift at her office. I did not see all the text but the gist of it went. Jane: [Can you pull a file for me and leave it on my desk for the morning?] Lucy: [Yes OK, What are you doing working this late?] Jane: [You know me, I'm so devoted! but I'm about to go to bed, as I am on

Think In Terms Of What The Other Person Wants.
Saturday, November 22, 2008 THINK IN TERMS OF WHAT THE OTHER PERSON WANTS. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Personal relationships are the fertile soil from which all advancement, all success, all achievement in real life grows. Your success depends on the support of other people. You can get anything you want in life if you're willing to help enough other people get what they want. The only hurdle between you and what you want to be is the support of others. You cannot hold a torch to light another's path without brightening your own. Copyright 2008 www.yourdailymotivation.com Watch this video => Weathering The Coming Financial Storm

No Need To Ask For It
Yahoo id.... ihaveboobs@yahoo.com Home Number.. 382 563 3650 Cell Nuber.. 696 873 7326 and last but not least...my home address Sweet Addiction 38258 Dream Street Stalker,Fuland 37325 yahoo me,call me,text me and stalk me...ok then :)

Bed Time
its time to sleep the eternal sleep of the unloved and unwanted the lost and forgotten the soul without a place the face without a name its time to sleep unwanted sleep time to dream to dream of things that will never be and hope in the back of my mind that they will to seek in darkness what is missing from the light yes to sleep the eternal sleep the sleep of the damned unwanted unloved unpredictable unappreciated unwelcome but most of all unworthy Copyright ©2008 Zachary Christian Virden

Some Crap About Me
I find myself looking at the world from a viewpoint that no one seems to understand so I will try to explain how and why I feel the way I do and do the things I so that at times make no sense to people. I truly am a loner, I seem to be happiest when I am completely alone. I like to read, so much so that I tend to forget about the world around me in such a way that you could probably walk up in front of me and stab me in the face and I wouldn't notice until the knife went in. I force myself to be sociable and in the end I just end up being uncomfortable and usually make a fool of myself, which I don't mind so much cause I do get lonely, but that gets into even deeper things which I will talk about a bit later. .... I find that when I have conversations with people I have to change the subject quite a bit because when I do stay on topic it either scares people or they think I'm crazy, and sometimes they just never quite understand.... for that here is a simple list of things to help

Oracle Her
ASKING FOR HELP FOR MY WONDERFUL FRIEND N WONDERFUL PERSON ADREAMFORUANDME TO START SHE WILL HAVE NOT ONE BUT TWO HAPPY HOURS!!! Sunday morning at 10am PST and Monday night at 8pm PST SHE WILL ALSO HAVE HER AUTO 11S ON AND NEEDS ALL OF OUR HELP TO ORACLE!!!!! CLICK ON HER PICTURE AND HAVE A WAKING DREAM OF HER ADREAMFORUANDME *Club United Member* {DSC}@ fubar PLEASE RE POST AND FAN ADD AND RATE HER !!!! PIMP OUT BROUGHT TO YOU BY: * AngelDawnKris*Real Life Wife to BarryLicious*@ fubar

Fill It Out And Send It..see The Comments Of Your Friends
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 15 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 10 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. 1. I HAVE GREAT FU FRIENDS! 2. Im a romantic at heart ! 3. I hate fake people 4. I will be supprised if anyone reads this 5. I GET STRANGE ATTRACTIONS 6. I'm very protective of ppl i care about. 7. I Hate being ignored by others just because i aint got a salute and i have a very good reason not to have one, it doesnt mean im not real!! 8. I love my fu family 9. I laugh at myself far too much 10. I can take a good joke as well as give them. 11. I love sports 12. I GET ANNOYED WHEN FUBAR PIX GET FLAGGED AND ARENT EVEN NSFW 13. I spend ALOT of time on the FU. 14. My weakness is letting people walk all over me. 15. Being respectful doesnt cost a thing.

"ivan"
Ivan A night without shelling is like a day without sun For our German tormentors must have their fun. For many a month they’ve pounded our town Slamming thousands of rounds deep into the ground. They say we’re surrounded, there is no way out You hear it on the streets, there’s a lot of it about Water is scarce, and food is now rare But that does not faze me, I don’t have a care Because I am good friends with a man on our street Named Ivan the butcher who always has meat. The most succulent cuts, or well carved fillet Ivan always is stocked, day after day He has no storefront, no sign, or no shop But he’ll answer the door if you give the right knock And then with package in arm you scurry into the night And you know it is good, when you take your first bite Of course there are rumors, of course there is talk From the small minded people that live down the block They say they have seen a most curious sight Ivan hauling a sled through the snow covered night.

May Odin Guide You (a Simple List Of The Tenants Of My Faith)
It took me awhile to find my path but it fits me perfectly, I am required to live by 13 tenants of the faith..... 1. Protect those that are true of heart(basically anyone who is innocent) 2. Live by the Warriors Code(very in depth but basically it means never back down when challenged, always treat women with respect and compassion weather they are deserving or not, and fight for what you believe to be true) 3. Record the tale of your life in verse(by writing poems, doesn't have to be exact just has to be a part of you) 4. Raise a call to Odin on his day(Odin's day is Wednesday(named in English for him), and I have to have at least one drink every Wednesday and think of Odin) 5. Never speak a false word(don't lie) 6. Respect those who gave you life(this is the only thing that I see similar to Christianity...I.E. - honer your father and mother) 7. Blood is Law(Family comes before all else) 8. Never Neglect your mind(basically learn all you can and read as much as possible

Teen Commits Suicide Online While People Watched!!
This is a sad commentary of our times in so many ways. A bipolar Florida teen started blogging about committing suicide 12 hours before he actually did it. Then he directs people to another live streaming website so that they can watch him die! Apparently, bloggers and others watched this young man for almost 8 hours before someone had the bloody common sense to actually call someone about this matter!! Apparently, bloggers were egging him on and encouraging him to kill himself too!! Some of these people on bodybuilders.com referred to him as being an attention whore and that he had threatened to commit suicide on other occasions. This is an outrage and very disturbing in my opinion that so many people would actually watch something like this! What's next? Live murders on webcam!! I mean don't get me wrong, i consider myself to be a twisted and morbid person but I would at least try and help someone like that, if I found out about someone wanting to do such a thing. SUICIDE IS NOT THE

Wisdom
Wisdom is defined as "The ability to discern or judge what is true, right, or lasting; insight" though this is true I believe wisdom is something more..... wisdom is gained through life experience and the ability to see not only from your perspective but from that of your friends, family and even your enemies and to be able to learn from simply seeing things as they are... some say that wisdom is gained through knowledge, where this is true it also is lacking.... knowledge to me is gained from books, life, faith, and even in movies and television, you just have to decipher everything and take what is truly useful from it.... Especially in life experiences do we gain wisdom, but only if you can grow from what you experience, if you date someone who is bad for you, then leave them for someone who is exactly the same you have learned nothing, see what is wrong with your life and use your experiences to find the flaws in your thinking and correct them..... now matter how much you know

My Happy List
okay, i'm a little bit behind the rest, but i decided to post my own happy list. it was fun random evan-isms evan giggles a really good song--songs make me feel a myriad of emotions...eh, most often "really good" songs make me horny especially considering I like both music and sex to be hard and dirty, but sometimes certain songs do bring happiness.. examples: The Theft by Atreyu-happy My Confession by Otep-horny The Reflection by Trustcompany-horny Plush by STP--happy staying up all night by myself for no good reason books that beg to be finished (the last example--Invisible Monsters by Chuck Palahniuk) cute panties sarcastic comebacks that catch me off guard...sarcasm altogether really surprises--like when several pharmacy customers sent me flowers on my birthday When someone pushes my hair out of my face and touches the corner of my mouth Scooby Doo Meets the Boo Brothers Amazon.com morning sex singing in the

Kalanthorlos
silent wanderings of the mind taken in stride are the losses of face burdened with by longing desires faded from sight are the torments of life love blossoms without much delay darkness falls quicker then a heartbeat distracted musing thunder about wasted moments drown the sorrow forgotten dreams spark then fail boundless hopes quickly become lost brightened mornings of newfound joy killing sensations fill all thats inside simple truth cuts forthright and deeply dawning fate takes a plunge into madness lust and pleasure desire and love careful thought simple choice silence greeted pain despair patience the long wait begins anew the lonely ride has begun the chase is over the road continues on the darkness envelopes all once again inside the dark I know myself the dark is beautiful the dark is all the end shall come the day shall dawn anew and the the hidden truth shall be revealed I am the darkness inside the light the light shines but I am there I a

The Stranger Part 2 (companion Piece To Part 1 Written By Me)
As I sit underneath her in awe of her beauty and running my hands over her unbelievably soft skin, my hands trying to touch her everywhere at once. Her hands fumble relentlessly with my jeans. Her eyes staring into mine like twin emerald suns. I gain a little of my control back and stop her hands. “Wait a moment, let me stand.” I whisper softly into her ear before playfully nipping the bottom of her earlobe. She leans her body to the side so that I can slide out from underneath her to stand, the supple leather of hers boots as they graze my legs through my jeans sends tingling sensations down my spine increasing my desire by ten fold, I had forgotten she was wearing them. As I stand she settles onto the couch in front of me, and without my hands to distract her she immediately returns to the front of my jeans. Unbuttoning and unzipping them in a flurry of movement, she yanks my jeans down and manages to take my boxers with them. My cock now freed from its restraints stands imm

Strangers Part 1 (written By A Friend)
The venue is small and over crowded with sweaty men, girls looking for a good time, "Grunts", and pretty much any of the seedy civilians that make up 1/2 of this city. No, this place is definitely not an El Dorado. No streets of gold, no Paradise. Dispersed among the crowd is the parse few, like me, who actually come to enjoy some local talent and get a buzz. I came alone tonight. My roommate is gone for the week and I've been bored. I had decided on something simple to wear so as not to seize too much attention; A black low-neckline tank top with a thigh-high plaid red skirt (with straps). Oh, and donning my feet are my favorite knee length black leather boots. I'm only 5'4 and they give me that extra 4 inches of needed height, needed power-boost. Its hard to have an air of authority when everyone else is looking down upon you. I let my soft curls fall around my shoulders instead of fighting gravity. Heavy guitar rhythms with hard-hitting drum beats greet my ears as I'm walk

My Birthday Hh Bulletin...
Rkkennedy84 is hosting a birthday Happy Hour in hopes to level to Disciple. Special thanks to Inkman876 for giving her Auto 11's. That's right, its DOUBLE the POINTS for rating this hotties pictures! Her Happy Hour will be on November 30, 2008 @ 7 pm FU TIME & 9 pm CENTRAL (her time:)). She will have a few albums setup to rate for $$FUBUCKS$$ RANDOM BLINGS WILL BE GIVEN DURING HER HAPPY HOUR!! Sexy Goddess♥rkkennedy84♥ *Owned By PhotoBug*Slave2T* And remember, its her 24th Birthday, so RATE her HARD & BLING her hard... SEND her GIFTS galore!! She deserves all the lovinzzz she can possibly get... She will also have a blast up promoting her Happy Hour. Catch it in a snapshot (not while its her HH) and get 50k fubucks.. If its her Happy Hour, snapshot it with her BLAST, and receive 150,000 FUBUCKS! Pimped with love: Tappinit

Halloween
A day of dread, a night of screams A living threat from darkest dreams Never before such a sense of dread For fallen hearts and rivers of red The darkness falls as if a flood With sights of pain to chill your blood No screams to come for lack of breath Filled with visions of gruesome death And from the world the wicked seethe On this the night, All Hallows Eve Copyright ©2006 Zachary Christian Virden Copyright ©2008 Londen Times LLC.

The Beginning
Life comes. And life goes. Forever endless. Never changing. Always different, Always the same. Lost and alone, When the house is full. Searching for a place, Inside someone’s heart Crying, waiting, wanting, searching, seeking, Seeking that One. That special One. To fill the hole. Anyone will do. No one is quite right. They all seem good. They all feel bad. I see the One, She’s not so far. Where did she go? Where has she been? Never. Never. Now I must go. The pain is too great. The loneliness has come. I need to stay, I have to leave I just can’t learn I just can’t feel The heart is gone The love is lost It’s been so long And never again Never Never I have to bleed Maybe then Maybe I’ll feel again But wait On the tomorrow Is that what I need? Is that how I can feel? But no It’s only another dream I must wake Can’t sleep again It’s all a dream It’s just my life It’s gone awry It’s just right It’s all wrong Bleeding, screaming, fight

Once Upon A Fear
Sometimes it may seem That life is but a dream And when the world seems so You are left no place to go You live only in your mind And seek only how to find What it is you need You feel only when you read What you want to see Is locked within your me For just a simple fear That requires not a tear Chooses you for attack And steals the moment back You know what needs to be done And it seems like it’d be fun But forever are you bound Never to utter a sound But if only she could hear How it went once upon a fear Copyright ©2001 Zachary Christian Virden

My Dream Man
(one besides my hubby) I think he finally has arrived, announcing it with a following message: "russian cute girl : how are you? you are so pretty and beauty liked to make cam to cam with you if u let me i added you to my friends i have yahoo and msn . if u wanna i can give my addies :) ill wait your reply reistarik@yahoo.com halflife_ytu_2007@hotmail.com" I feel like my life has been incomplete and empty; not anymore, since I believe that ...it will sweep me off my feet when I see its glorious cam.

Generations
Tripping falling tumbling sharp un-serrated edges Bleeding gathering parting searing ripping sensations He is coming Coming for her Seeing only heroic deeds Nonetheless proceed Only to feel the previous escalations. Mother may I ask you why? Why he came to one so young? Destined to behold the new evolution Destined to behold the new evolution To free the hungry of their hunger And the sick of their ails To help the rich with their riches And rid the poor of their poverty Yes to be a Robin Hood of the new ages A healer with a sickness Known only to eat at the imaginary lining of the heart A sickness that no medicine might cure But now I float as if in oblivion Known only to me the fact of love That love is the artificial physical bond A bond is all that’s real All that is real to the new generation The generation of now Do I belong to this? No name. No Face. It seems so as I see the eternal pit Or seeming so spiraling pit Am I descending or ascend

I Love Texas Train
The Rules: 1. Stop by Johnny Riggs's page, rate the Texas Train folder of pics... Starting with this one... 2. Rate, Fan, Add, and Comment each person on the Party List. If you are already friends with someone, check to make sure you have re-rated him/her and leave a comment... "I love Texas" or something like that... 3. Private message me, Carrie, when you have completed rating each party guest. I will make you a thank you tag... And add you to the guest list... 4. When new people join the party... You must rate/fan/add/comment them back... DO NOT just ACCEPT the friend request.

Fate's Twisted Truth
Simple matters are the things that get you driving thoughts of pleasure right through twisting the good things into something worse to the point where your just waiting on the hearse Falling down is never simple, nor enough fate must make things get entirely too rough The bad becomes the dreadful The simple becomes the painful Running hither and yon to find a fix Worrying and waiting for destiny's tricks Trading all your honesty for other's lies Seeking happiness that up and dies The fates conspire to bring you down Twisting and pulling until you drown karma you've built means but naught killing everything for which you've fought You find a parter to share your dreams Until her lies come out in screams Waiting for something to change your strife you forget to go and live your life Beaten and broken your life looks grim until fate hits you again and hope grows dim Then a shadow running quickly past Stops to teabag you really fast You find a mind to match your cra

I Want!! Could It Be You?
I want... I want someone that will hold me I want someone that will love me I want someone that cares for me I want someone that will always be there. I need someone thats not the same. I need life's true gentleman I need the hero of my dreams I need the one that will prove they're not the same I pray to one day have you near I pray you keep yourself safe I pray to one day hold you I pray for your love my dear OMG i wish to one day have someone that will say I love you.. I will love you past your pain, i will love you everyday. I want someone that will always want to hold me and will always need me.. I hope that he is the one for me and "HE" knows who I am talking about because I have told him already how I am starting to feel. MyHotComments MyHotComments

The Pain
If you wish to be killed you will be If you wish to live then you shall live If you try to survive then you shall die And all the world will run and hide Please save us from this stormy tide Ours souls have gone and hate has come Your minds will walk and join as one To fear this pain is true and clear But still you wish to drink that beer Save for time and live for taste Your mind will be a barren waste Drink the blood of a thousand men Taste the foam of your true sin Drink it down Drink it down Let your pain become then drown Drink it down Drink it down Fear yourself and not the pain Drink this drink and go insane You say to me that you will But still you want to go and kill Your body's pain is yours not mine Save yourself and free your mind Try and you shall surly fail Drunk and weary you will cry and flail Drink for me and not for you You speak all that is not true For now I see that it is not you Save for time and live for waste Your min

Damn... Nothing Much ...
SOmetimes, you really confuse me... I never know where i really stand with you, what you're really thinking- how you truly feel... i don't even know what's going on in your life, if you're really okay, or if it's all just a front. nevertheless, i really care about you. i truly do. and it really hurts for me to feel so helpless... i want to make you smile, make all the troubles go away for good, But i don't know what i can do to make you happy, i don't even know if i should do anything at all, or if i even have the right to... Still, whatever you want, whatever can make the dark clouds give way for bright blue skies in your life... okay, i'll do it... no matter what the consequence... no matter the cost. i'll do it willingly, without fear without regret... anything to see the smile that used to light up your face. the smile that had no trace of pain and suffering. of loss...

Two Special People
They Say True Love Cant Be Found Online Well I Have News For You All Those Who Say It LIE!!!! These 2 amazing people found each other on this site and no matter what people say YOU can find love online these two prove it!!! Mrs Violet Evil Mr Big Evil

Hope
One song can spark a moment, One flower can wake the dream. One tree can start a forest, One bird can herald spring. One handclasp lifts a soul. One star can guide a ship at sea,One laugh will conquer gloom. One step must start each journey, One heart can know what`s true. One life can make the difference. One smile begins a friendship, You see, it`s up to YOU! Hugs,lolly

Awesome Meteor Video From Canada!!
November 20, 2008 the night/early morning skies were lit up by an unprecedented meteor crashing there! This video is the most spectacular meteor video I have ever seen! Check it out!

My Fucked Up Family...
I am getting so sick of my familys bullshit. It seems that no one cares about what family means anymore. My Great grandmother passed away 2 years ago in May. She dies of cancer. My mother, my grandfather, My grandmother, My aunt kathy, my aunt sherrie, and my uncle arnold did EVERYTHING for her. they drover her to her appointments 45 minutes away. They took her to the hospital when she was getting really sick and they didnt know what was going on. They made sure her medications where set up for her to take and made sure she was comfortable when she passed away.My mother even gave my great grandmother a bed bath after she passed away. My family (the rest of them, various aunts and uncles and cousins) did nothing but sit back and watch us do everything for her. When they threw a fit about not being able to help we would let them and they found some excuse as to why they couldnt do it they day they were supposed to. Well after my great grandmother passed away my family kind of fell apart

Have You?
Meet the Pack! Do YOU have what it takes to be a member of our pack?! We currently have some available positions. So if you thing you have what it takes to make the cut and become a pack member come in and talk to one of our owners or the manager!

"i Told You."
“I Told You.” I told you that kid was strange, I told you he wasn’t right. Ever since they moved in next door, I locked the doors tight. You see, little Jimmy has some “hobbies”, unlike other boys He has some darker interests, and he plays with darker toys. Remember that summer when he went on and on About earning some money and we let him cut our lawn? And we heard that screech and imagine that He’d run the mower right over our cat. Yes, I know, “It was an accident” he said And as he walked away and he turned his head Then I saw that smirk, that little grin And I knew one day he’d do us in. I told you back then and you said “No way!” But remember what happened that cold Christmas Day? Remember the red handprint we found on our door? I dreaded to think what that kid had in store. You said “He’s just eight.” He’s just a small child But I swear he is evil, he’s sick and he’s wild He lives in a place inside of his head A place filled with nightmares, the lan

The Cupcake Test
What Your Cupcake Says About You At parties, you are energetic and outgoing. You really feel comfortable in a crowd. You hardly have any restraint. You only hold yourself back when absolutely necessary. The most important thing in your life is fun. You are laid back, flexible, and easy to get along with. To know you is to care for you. The Cupcake Test

Keeley Loves To Be Shagged Hard And Fast
Hi everybody This week I am releasing the conclusion to "Chatter Box" which stars Keeley in her first ever porn film The action continues with me fucking Keeley form behind hard and fast before I flip her over on to her back and shag her as hard as I can while the sweat pours form my face! I then tell Keeley to ride my cock as I am knacked, which she does one way then the other before wanting me to band her form behind again, so I shag her with all my might before shooting my man milk all over her tits and face! Over 14 minutes of brand new video action and another 70 unseen photos To see the samples use this link http://www.jameswildfowler.com/tour4.html Or to see the video clip use it link http://www.bangbull.com/details/69451 Enjoy James Wildfowler http://www.jameswildfowler.com

What Never Was
We were… The most amazing couple The most magical pair The best relationship That never was. It was amazing how we Never hugged one another Never gazed into each others eyes Never passed notes in class It was magical when we Never went on a date Never really talked Were never alone It was beautiful the time we Never said sorry Never tried to make it work Never reunited It’s horrible when we Can’t face each other Make these awkward silences Always walk away We were… The most amazing couple The most magical pair The best relationship That didn’t stand a chance.

Sexy Survey.
Alright fill it out and send it to my inbox guys ;) rawr! 1.Would you let me be in control? 2.Would you pull MY hair? 3.Would you whisper in my ear? 4.Would you talk dirty to me? 5.Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6.Would you say my name? 7.Would you go down on me? 8.Would you let me give you a hickie? 9.How many rounds would we go? 10.What would you wanna do afterwards? 11.Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12.Would you lick and bite me all over? 13.Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14.Would you want me to take my time? 15.How freaky are you, 1 - 10: 16.Would you want me to go fast or slow? 17.Where would you wanna "do it"? 18.Would you be loud or quiet? 19.Would you mind if i licked you? 20.Would you do it today? 21.Would you do it tomorrow? 22.Would you call me in the morning? 23.Are you going to re-post these so I can answer them for you?

A Seperate Piece
Wondering around on the earth, searching for a purpose is hard. Swimming the deepest oceans, searching for strength is hard. Climbing the tallest mountains, searching for courage is hard. Being lost in your thoughts, trying to figuring out who is missing from your life is easy. Who is missing from your life? Is it a best friend? Is it a lover? No matter who it is, they are missing from your life and you are miserable. Running around like you're ok, but deep down inside you feel like the world is coming to an end. Flash of black come before your eyes, what does that mean? Are you about to die? Are you just blinking? So many questions inside your head, you have a headache pounding you like a strong hammer on a weak nail. Wondering around on the earth, searching for a purpose, is hard. But being lost in your thoughts, trying to figure out who is missing from your life is easy.

Trust
Trust has always been a issue with me. You know it too. But you took the time and got me to trust you. It took months and months. I never got why you just didn’t give up. I guess I was important. But not anymore. You’ve left me here on this cold floor and I dont think I wanna get up

Hook Ups
Ahh, a beautiful night at work. In the morning, when I was takin a smoke, I started talkin to one of the Navy moms that stays at my hotel. She tried to hook me up with her 22 yo son! First she told me I was beautiful, and asked where I'm from. Then she said that when her son sees me, he won't leave the front desk. Then she said that she would love for her son to be with someone beautiful and fun like me (man, my ego was gettin stroked big time). Well, I haven't seen her son, but her husband was kinda hawt. ;p

Suspension
Lately I'm alright and lately I'm not scared I've figured out, that what you do to me feels like I'm floating on air. I don't need to know right now all I know is I believe in the very thing that got us here and now I can't leave. Say anything, but say what you mean, cause I'm caught in suspension. Now, I'm wanting this for sure and I'll beg for nothing more. I'll plan all day and drive all night you'll love what's in store. I can't seem to stop this now even if it's not so clear, and I'll take what I can get. If you want me here (If you want me here) Say anything, but say what you mean. When you whisper you want this your eyes tell the same. We are gaining speed I can barely breathe. Cause I'm caught in suspension. It's enough for me to get excited, It's enough for me to feel...Oh! Say anything, but say what you mean. When you whisper you want this. Your eyes tell the same. We are gaining speed (suspension) I can barely breathe (Oh, p

Does Anyone Truly Understand A Relationship?
Ok, first off, if you are reading this, don't get offened. This is not directed towards anyone person. This is just a few of my thoughs that I had while at work last night. First of all does anyone truly understand men or women? I for one don't. For some reason men are known to be complete and total dogs. They like to play around with other people's feelings and in the end who do they really end up hurting? Only themselves really. That is why you see so many men these days that are in their late 30s early 40s and still single, or they have been divorced like 4 times. I mean, come on guys, at some point and time, its time to grow up and stop acting like you are in high school. IF you are interested in a woman, then be honest with her. For one this is chat. It isn't real life, its only a program where you can get to know someone easier then at a noisy bar. If you are talking to one woman, don't lie to her and tell her she is the only one you are tlaking to. Do you really

I'm Back...sorta, Kinda...lol
Since today was my 2 year Fu-Anniversary, I figured I'd find my way back to the Fu and go through the huge number of friend requests, many unread messages and photo comments because I honestly have not done so, in a long time. I have been signed in the entire time but truly have only looked at my profile comments here and there and then went on. I just needed a break, due to everything that I have had going on personally and it was also the only chance I had to get the spotlight. Unfortunately, the fubucks it takes these days, it was just impossible for me to attain it so all my pics are open now to friends. (I will still do something special for those of you who tried to help me by giving me fubucks! Don't think for a second that you have been forgotten! That is by far NOT the case!!)Sorry to those of you who didn't read my title which said that the albums were shut off until I spotlighted. I have noticed a lot of messages asking how you could see my pics. They weren't open to ANYONE

Growing Up..more Of My Own Babbling
We never stop growing up...With the approach of my dreaded 42nd birthday...I find myself looking back on my life and realizing that even in a years time..I've done a bit of growing... We watch our children grow up...Often times for me..I'm saddened by it...Knowing that the day of their flight from the nest soon approaches...I've been through 2 of my children leaving and venturing off on their own...At first I was ecstatic...And now I find myself missing them more than ever... My sons birthday was yesterday...And because we have had a strained relationship the past couple of years...I couldn't even call him to tell him I love him...Not that I didn't try...The number I have no longer is in service...He has no idea how much I miss him and love him...He's angry with me...Past mistakes on my part I'm sure...I'm hoping that some day he will come around...I'm hoping sooner than later...But I'm patient...He's grown up from this sweet little loving boy...Always climbing up in my lap for l

3 Things She Wants To Hear
THIS IS SO TRUE, AND SOMETHING MY HONEY ALREADY KNOWS INSTINCTIVELY AND PRACTICES CONSISTENTLY! I AM SO LUCKY! THANKS FOR BEING YOU REDSOCKSFAN! Source: California PsychicsWomen. When it comes to saying the right thing, we're so hard to please. Or at least it seems that way most of the time. But here's a little secret that the high maintenance among us may not want you to know: we're really not that difficult - as long as you keep a few phrases in your regular rotation! 1. How was your day?The kicker with this one is you really have to care and you really have to listen. But by doing something as simple as inquiring about your significant other's day, you're illustrating that you want to be a part of it. Why this is even worth mentioning? Because men often forget that for a woman, sharing is hugely important. If Oprah's twenty years of success haven't taught you that, then you'd better tune into a few episodes. That, or take it from me! Ask your lady how her day went, listen t

Why I Think This.
I'm In My Very First Auction Ever. I See All These People Go And Check My Auction Pic Out But None Of Them Make A Bid. What Is It About Me That Nobody Wants To Bid On Me. This Auction I'm In Isn't Called "The Sexiest People In Auction Contest". IT'S NOT A DATING CONTEST, NOR IS IT A "AUCTION, BID, OWN, SLEEP WITH THE OWNER CONTEST. I Mean Heck I Know I'm Not Hot Like A Super Model Nor Do I Have The Body Of A Porn Star But I Have One Of The Biggest Hearts ever And I'm A Very Good Friend.

Hh 11-22-08 Redone
I invite you to join meThis Afternoon @ 1 pm FU Time for my HAPPY HOUR!!!MsCharlotte2U!~No Rate No Add~Stalking~X©ït€M€@ fubarSince no one loved me enough to get me one for my Bday recently I bought me one.. sniff sniff.. So please stop by and say hi..Drop a rate or two or a few..$100 for One hour what the hell was I thinking?!?! Umm, since I frivolously spent that dollar oh that happy hour..lol anyone wanna donate an Auto 11 for that hour? Please Re-Post!Please Re-Post!

ד®ÎÇk¥ÐÏÇk Hh Pimp Out
Oh yeah the title is a lie..lol! Have you heard what she's doing? Well It's Happy Hour Time Again!! Tomorrow at 1 pm FU time!! And What I can put down here won't do her justice she goes out of her way to please!!! So, why don't you show some love? I'll even say please!! MsCharlotte2U!~No Rate No Add~Stalking~X©ït€M€

Are You Ready For Children?
Are you considering having children? To determine whether you are truly prepared for the experience, we suggest you take this set of simple tests... MESS TEST: Smear peanut butter on the sofa and curtains. Now rub your hands in the wet flower bed and rub on the walls. Cover the stains with crayons. Place a fishfinger behind the couch and leave it there all summer. TOY TEST: Obtain a 55-gallon box of Lego. (If Lego are not available, you may substitute roofing tacks or broken bottles). Have a friend spread them all over the house. Put on a blindfold. Try to walk to the bathroom or kitchen. Do not scream (this could wake a child at night). GROCERY STORE TEST: Borrow one or two small animals (goats are best) and take them with you as you shop at the grocery store. Always keep them in sight and pay for anything they eat or damage. DRESSING TEST: Obtain one large, unhappy, live octopus. Stuff into a small net bag making sure that all arms stay inside. FEEDING TEST

New English Slang
Abra-Kebabra: A magic act performed on Saturday night, where fast food vanishes down the performer's throat, and then shortly afterwards, it suddenly reappears on the taxi floor. Aussie Kiss: Similar to a French Kiss, but given down under. Back End of the Batmobile: The state of your Brass Eye soon after you eat a really hot curry. I had a Ring Stinger in the Benghazi restaurant last night, and now I've got a dose of Gandhi's Revenge. My arse feels like the back end of the Batmobile." Beaver Leaver: or Vagina Decliner. A homosexual. Beer Coat: The invisible but warm coat worn when walking home after a booze cruise at 3 in the morning. Beer Compass: The invisible device that ensures your safe arrival home after a booze cruise, even though you're too pissed to remember where you live, how you get there, and where you've come from. BOBFOC: Body Off Baywatch, Face Off Crimewatch. Boiler Suit: The prosecution charge that you did wilfully, and with phallus aforethought,

Nerd
my friend Melissa and i were watching africam (africam.com) and these antelope came into view... this is our conversation: Nny: if they had a dark brown patch, id say they were springbok... if they had an almost black patch, thompsons gazelle... and if they were all tan like they are but with long thin necks, wallers gazelle... and it feels weird to know that many species of antelope Melissa: lol awwww Melissa: ur a nerd but i still luv u matty Nny: being all tan with a deer like neck, i think theyre steenbok... lol Melissa: lol

The Shit List
1. GHOST SHIT. You know you've shitted. There's shit on the toilet paper, but none in the toilet. 2. TEFLON-COATED SHIT. Comes out so slick, clean and easy that you don't even feel it. No trace of shit on the paper. You have to look in the toilet to make sure you did something. 3. GOOEY-SHIT. This has the consistency of hot tar. You wipe your arse 12 times and it's still not clean. You end up putting toilet paper in your jocks so that you don't stain them. This kind of shit leaves permanent skid marks in the toilet. 4. SECOND THOUGHT SHIT. You're all done wiping, and you're about to stand up when you realise....you've got more. 5. POP A VEIN IN YOUR The kind of shit that killed Elvis. It doesn't FOREHEAD

Courtroom Bloopers
Q. What is your brother-in-law's name? A. Borofkin. Q. What's his first name? A. I can't remember. Q. He's been your brother-in-law for years, and you can't remember his first name? A. No. I tell you I'm too excited. (Rising from the witness chair and pointing to Mr. Borofkin) Nathan, for God's sake, tell them your first name! Q. Did you ever spend the night with this man in New York? A. I refuse to answer that question. Q. Did you ever spend the night with this man in Chicago? A. I refuse to answer that question. Q. Did you ever spend the night with this man in Miami? A. No. Q. Now Mrs.Johnson, how was your first marriage terminated? A. By death. Q. And by whose death was it terminated? Q. Doctor, did you say he was shot in the woods? A. No, I said he was shot in the lumbar region. Q. What is your name? A. Ernestine McDowell. Q. And what is your marriage status? A. Fair. Q. Are you married? A. No, I'm divorced. Q. And what

The Beast Of Burden
I reilised tonight on the verge of tears that I am not me in my heart anymore(yeah thats right real men cry motherfuckers) I lost that battle feild fire. All because of something devastating that happened not to long ago. There is a person/persons on fubar who know exactly what im talking about. if you dont thats kool too because im making a point, At least I hope. I have let the fact that my heart is broken bring me to my knees. Its funny you spend enough time down there looking at the muck and the shit thats exactly what you start to feel like. But then tonight I reilised something, better yet remembered something about myself I had forgotten a long time ago, trying to be someone I wasnt for someone I loved....Im a fucking soilder. Street raised and tested, military approved fucking soilder! I cant fucking belive I have let the fire in my heart die out. So heres the message to everyone. Consider me the beast of burden, and pile it on heavy fuckers, because im never gonna ge

Funny In Flight Announcements
1. "As you exit the plane, please make sure to gather all of your belongings. Anything left behind will be distributed evenly among the flight attendants. Please do not leave children or spouses." 2. "Last one off the plane must clean it." 3. After landing: "Thank you for flying Delta Business Express. We hope you enjoyed giving us the business as much as we enjoyed taking you for a ride." 4. As the plane landed and was coming to a stop at Washington National, a lone voice came over the loudspeaker: "Whoa, big fella. Whoa!" 5. After a particularly rough landing during thunderstorms in Memphis, a flight attendant on a Northwest flight announced: "Please take care when opening the overhead compartments because, after a landing like that, sure as hell everything has shifted." 6. From a Southwest Airlines employee: "Welcome aboard Southwest Flight XXX to YYY. To operate your seatbelt, insert the metal tab into the buckle, and pull tight. It works just like every other seatbe

The World Sure Has Changed!
THOSE BORN 1920-1980 First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they were pregnant. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking. As infants &children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, booster seats, seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle. We shared one soft drink with four friends, from one bottle and NO ONE actually died from this. We ate cupcakes, white bread and real butter and drank Kool-aid made with sugar, but

5 Important Lessons
1 - First Important Lesson - Cleaning Lady. During my second month of college, our professor gave us a pop quiz. I was a conscientious student and had breezed through the questions until I read the last one: 'What is the first name of the woman who cleans the school?' Surely this was some kind of joke. I had seen the cleaning woman several times. She was tall, dark-haired and in her 50's, but how would I know her name? I handed in my paper, leaving the last question blank. Just before class ended, one student asked if the last question would count toward our quiz grade. 'Absolutely, ' said the professor. 'In your careers, you will meet many people. All are significant. They deserve your attention and care, even if all you do is smile and say 'hello.' I've never forgotten that lesson. I also learned her name was Dorothy. 2. - Second Important Lesson - Pickup in the Rain One night, at 11:3 0 p.m., an older African American woman was standing on the side of an Alabam

Sat. 10am Fubar Time Auto 11' S Will Be Active
AUTO'S ARE ON GET 300K IN FUBUCKS JUST FOR RATTING!!! HI FUBAR, ITS ME MIZZ SHADY A DEAR DEAR FRIEND BOUGHT ME THIS AUTO 11 THAT I AM RUNNING NOW. IT'S THE VERY LAST ONE I HAVE GUYS AND THERES NO TELLING WHEN ILL BE GETTING ANOTHER OR IF AT ANY TIME SOON... SO IF YOU SHOUT ME AND TELL ME YOUR GOING FOR THE 300K IN FUBUCKS I'LL LET YOU IN. YOU JUST HAVE TO RATE EVERY PICTURE IN ONE ALBUM AND COMMENT WHERE IT SAYS COMMENT AND THE 300K IN FUBUCKS IS YOUR. THIS IS ONLY DURING HAPPY HOUR TIME AND WHILE I'M RUNING AUTO 11'S. IT GETS REALLY CRAZY EVERY TIME I DO THIS SO DON'T GIVE UP JUST KEEP SHOUTING ME TILL I SEE YOU... SO PLZ MAKE IT A POINT TO COME ON OUT TO MY PAGE IF YOUR ON. I'LL BE HOSTING A LOT OF CRAZY RATE FOR FUBUCK SPECIALS GOING ON DURING THAT TIME. IF I OWE YOU FUBUCKS JUST KEEP HITING MY SHOUT TILL I SEE YOU. AS SOON AS I KNOW YOUR THERE AND THAT I OWE I'LL PAY UP.

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a mind of a loonatic,shit dont change just the situation and its still so strange i got an outlaw inbedded n my veins smoken the weed just 2 deadn the pains death is a beast i stuggle 2 fight an animal with the vision of sight 2 see n 2 the dark corners of yur soul cursed with a heart thats blackr than coal deep and heavey but there aint no burdn even- though its taken its toll if u was 2 walk a mile n my shoes you'ld never- even finish yur strole people become close 2 me,i even luv and learn 2- care but as time goes on they're nolonger there so with a force of aggression i feast on my- enemy it matters not wether u understand or disagree 4 i am who i am and theres just so much more 2 me its n all that i say and the unspoken u hear its ment 2 creat that fear 4 i've learnd theres more 2 knowledge than a- hand full of might i've concord and over came,been 2 the top and- still im scared of that hieght and if u feel nuthen from all that i write then yur a punk of a man

The Day Purity Picked Up A Prostitute!!!!!!!!!!!
why it doesnt pay to be nice lol ok so i was on my way home from a friends house tonight and i stopped at 7-11 for gas, a pack of smokes and a lemon pepsi (soooo tasty!) i pulled in and theres a drunk lady hanging outside looking for a ride home so being nice i told her i would. She said "Oh ill wait outside for ya" so i said ok. I go in to by my stuff and i come back outside. She spots me and asks me to come to the side of the building cause she wants to ask me something. So being the nice guy i am i walked over to see what she had to say. SO GET THIS! She says to me "Look, im not a prostitute or anything but ill suck your dick for doing this" then she starts kneeding my junk like two hard boiled eggs in a tube sock! i kindly replied "No thats ok. You don't have to suck anything" She then asks for 20 bucks and still offers to suck my cock. Now lets get one fact straight! SHE WASN'T ATTRACTIVE IN ANY WAY,SHAPE, OR MEANING OF THE WORD ATTRACTIVE! So i pump my gas, she gets

Vorel Kurik- Risen Deathmage
So, George is running another Laodisia game (I could die right now. I freaking LOVE laodisia. Man's a genious). I needed a character. My first choice, the same thing i played the FIRST time i played Laodisia, was taken. I LOVE being a Feral Plasmoid anything. But plasmoid was taken. So i was all Aw, Eff This! But then George got on and was telling me about Necromancers. and Risen Deathmages (same thing but Risen are undead). So I chose. haha. they are INSANE. And I wrote a little backstory for her (name is, surprise surprise, Vorel Kurik). "Vorel was a Faunan mage. She studied hard in Paris. She was beautiful, talented, and pure. She had a nasty habit of exploring, though. The city walls bored her endlessly. The novice loved sneaking off to the woods and reading fantastic tales of monsters and romance and damsels in distress. One evening, she happened upon a cloaked figure out near dusk, sitting in a circle of red candles. Vorel was intrigued. There was an odd scent permeat

Top 10 Albums?
I'm curious about the musical tastes of my friends. What would you say is your 10 most favorite CD's? I'll try to list mine (afraid I might forget one but oh well!) If you can't think of 10 just mention a few of your favorites. 1. AC/DC Back In Black 2. Blues Traveler - Four 3. Lynyrd Skynyrd - Pronounced 4. Hootie & The Blowfish - Cracked Rear View 5. Guns & Roses - Appetite for Destruction 6. Metallica - Black Album 7. Def Leppard - Pyromania 8. Lynyrd Skynyrd - Second Helping 9. Blues Traveler - Travelers and Thieves 10. Little Feat - Dixie Chicken *Side note here, I love Charlie Daniels and Merle Haggard but all I know from them is compiliation type CD's, which I don't think ought to count. hehehe

I Wish
I wish it didn’t have to come to this I wish it didn’t have to be the last kiss I wish I could be lying there just holding you I wish you would believe my words were true. I wish you could hold me as I fall asleep. I wish you hadn’t hurt me so very deep. I wish you had a better temper and I a better heart. I wish we weren’t so damn stubborn and wed not have fallen apart. I wish just can’t change things anymore than I was able to change you. I wish I knew the answer to why the hell I still love you.

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Bitch
An update: Yesterday, I went in to lay down track for the parts I auditioned for (and passed). I wasn’t pleased. The appointment was at 3 PM and at 10:30 that morning until 5:30 that night, I didn’t get a breath. My other job, normally dry, rained. And when that job rains, it pours; a seven hour torrent. Needless to say, I was anxious and over extended and I could hear it. I finished the copy, two takes each, and apologized for not being on top of my game. She thanked me saying, “Sirvice (not really), your worst is better than everyone else’s best." Bitch.

Tantalus
The sand is crackling with words of discouragement. That's the problem with the stuff cakes in, digs everywhere. Like clown makeup and failure. Always takes one more shower than you'd expect to get off. As I pull creaking joints from finely obliterated life, I'm stuck eyelevel in contra with the high noon sun skipping off the waves. At least for today, I'm the last man on earth. Three sets of footprints in the wash. The fear of the man I was, the love of the fool I became, and a man afraid of rescue, gradually forgetting his name. I can't help that I love her. So I threw darts at a map of the ocean for somewhere to drown, with my luck I found this paradise. No shark bites or mai thais. No amazing islander accent so thick with errant english and rhythmic insanity. No volleyball to mock me. Maybe the problem is that I can't help it... maybe its that I can't prove it. Not from here... but god this is so much easier. What would you do? Catch the stars and

Special Thanks To All Those That Helped Me To Godmother
FOR HELPING ME ◊SNUGGLEBUNNY ~ ASSISTANT RECRUITER FOR THE GRD BOMBSQUAD◊ TO GODFATHER! I want to thank everyone for helping me level to Godfather (or should I say Godmother? LOL) last night. YOU ARE ALL NUMBER ONE IN MY BOOK! I can honestly say I was not expecting this to happen (while I fell asleep in the recliner LOL)! I am sure this would not have happened if it hadn't been for this friend as I'm sure he had part in getting the word out with that being said. With a Special Thanks to: ♥♥§è×ý ßåbý ßlµè Êýè$ ™©**CAPTAIN of the CONFEDERATE BOMBERS.SHADOW LEVELER. AND The one that made the bully that helped spread the word to level me. ♥BooBoo♥ Founder of Shadow Levelers.Owned By InFarred.... Garys Forever.. AND For sending some of her family "Rating Revolution" to help level me ♥TexasAngel♥~Rating Revolution Recruiter~♥Fu Angel♥

I R Sad Now
My husband chose the chainmail links... i been working on them alll day.. now... he doesn't want me to use them... he saw me struggling with the small links because of my problem with my hands... I was working on it.. doing decent.. but now..he wants bigger rings.. sad.. i was having fun too.. oh well.. i will just have to get bigger rings!

Smoking Pledge?
Ok I can't believe I didn't notice this earlier, but I rarely read the bulletin board when I come in too work, usually just stupid corporate shit like "Don't forget to choose benefits this month online at www.wefuckyouover.com". Apparently now they have a HUGE board that says "It's time to QUIT!" and has a list of stop smoking aids, clinics, programs, etc. Ok not pissed yet. Then I get down and see that says "adopt a smoker" and it's a pledge that you sign, to help a smoker quit, by offering encouragement, healthy snacks, and by HIDING CIGARETTES ASHTRAYS AND MATCHES. I feel discriminated and against and targeted. And now I am licking my chops HOPING someone comes to hide my cigarettes. I have not had a good confrontation up in here since Booker (my arch nemesis) put his tail between his legs and left the department. grrrrrrrrrrrrr

[fulfilment]
My dog cracked me in the nose pretty damn good. 135lbs of hip smacked me right at the bridge. I said "fuck!" in front of my parents, my eyes teared up, and I checked to see if I still had all my teeth, and if my nose was still on straight. Bled a bit, stiiiillll friggin hurts from the top of my head to the base of my teeth. Well, I now have unlimited text space, and I've decided what I'm going to do to celebrate that: *breathes in* BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo*GAAAASP*OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

Ok George Lucas This Has To Stop
as most of you know i am a huge star wars fan and i am watching the clone wars cartoon on cartoon network. and i was watching last nights episode and who do i see not just one of the most annoying charachters in history but two jar jar binks and c3po hey george when the fuck are you gonna get it nobody likes those two bumbling idiots neither one is funny they serve no purpose can you please fucking kill them before you alienate all your fans like me i swear to god i wont buy anymore star wars shit if you put those two in an episode together as the main focus. not only did that episode suck ass it was shitty please george get it through your thick skull you fucked indiana jones up the ass please dont bone star wars the same way i know its your baby and you hate when people bash it. but for fuck sakes listen to your core fans and kill jar jar and c3po. and in closing i used periods so its a start lol

First Stick Your Tongue In Here.....
haywood jablomee so,i got woke up by party people,and now im winding down,there was a spider on my leg earlier,but i smashed it with ease and total disdain for the craftsmanship god put into his tiny creation,and it dawned on me that we all do this and more when we disregard our fellow man,and mistreat others willfully.thankfully i am at a pretty happy point in my life considering all the circumstances that surround me,but then,it reminds me that is the whole point of faith.to have confidence in the unseen despite all odds.two out of three questions have been answered,and the third remains unasked,when the curtain lifts and bows dispensed ,one shall remain and one shall be unmasked.i i i i i i i i-such constant narcissism and over focusing on the immediate wants of self,if youre on the internet,you have basic needs met,so all else is wants to a large degree.we have become a giant yogurt culture,a culture of angry,bitter,abused,brainwashed lost souls,walking wounded and heartbroken an

Update
So, I went to the hospital around midnight. Got a tetanus shot and they prescribed me some kick butt expensive antibiotic. They think I have cat scratch fever. The swelling has progressed from my finger straight down to like half the top of my hand. It looks so pink and gross. I'm supposed to watch and make sure I don't get rabies. Oh joys. Oh joys.

What Life Will Be
what i think what life has in store is a second great depression look at it gm plants are hungry for money as well as ford and other plants grant after seeing high gas prices anywhere from 3.97 to 7.39 a gallon it is anywhere from 1.49 to 2.69 a gallon for regular unleaded. but the stock markets are falling apart as well as education for the students. whats next?? people out of a job? out of house and home? going hungry? my worst fear isnt dying but whe world going insane.

Sarah Mclachlan Push
Every time I look at you the world just melts away All my troubles all my fears dissolve in your affections You've seen me at my weakest but you take me as I am And when you fall you offer me a softer place to land You stay the course you hold the line you keep it all together You're the one true thing I know I can believe in You're all the things that I desire, you save me, you complete me You're the one true thing I know I can believe in I get mad so easy but you give me room to breathe No matter what I say or do 'cause you're to good to fight about it Even when I have to push just to see how far you'll go You wont stoop down to battle but you never turn to go Love is just the antidote, when nothing else can cure me There are times I cant decide when i cant tell up from down You make me feel less crazy when otherwise I'd drown But you pick me up and brush me off and tell me I'm OK Sometimes thats just what we need to get us through the day

Sarah Mclachlan Answer
I will be the answer At the end of the line I will be there for you Why take the time In the burning of uncertainty I will be your solid ground I will hold the balance If you can't look down If it takes my whole life I won't break, I won't bend It will all be worth it Worth it in the end Because I can only tell you that I know That I need you in my life When the stars have all gone out You'll still be burning so bright Cast me gently Into morning For the night has been unkind Take me to a Place so holy That I can wash this from my mind The memory of choosing not to fight If it takes my whole life I won't break, I won't bend It will all be worth it Worth it in the end Because I can only tell you that I know That I need you in my life When the stars have all gone out

Butterfly
The Butterfly Throughout history the butterfly has been admired for their delicate beauty. Most adult butterflies live just one or two weeks except for the monarch and angel wing which can live for six months or more. This is very symbolic. It suggests that a person with this medicine will experience tremendous soul growth in their earlier years. A difficult childhood is common. Life lessons are revealed to the consciousness while in the womb of the mother - the cocoon stage - and are completed when the caterpillar emerges into the butterfly and takes flight. Butterflies are symbols of freedom and creativity. They hold the gift of transformation and soul evolution. Butterflies have a pair of large compound oval eyes made up of thousands of individual lenses. They can see a single image clearly and are able to perceive ultraviolet wavelengths of light. This suggests clairvoyant abilities for those that hold this totem. The antennae of the butterfly has small knobs

If You Think You Aren’t Good Enough
MountainWings A MountainWings Moment #4289 Wings Over The Mountains of Life If You Think You Aren’t Good Enough The next time you feel like GOD can't use you, just remember... Noah was a drunk Abraham was too old Isaac was a daydreamer Jacob was a liar Leah was ugly Joseph was abused Moses had a stuttering problem Gideon was afraid Sampson had long hair and was a womanizer Rahab was a prostitute Jeremiah and Timothy were too young David had an affair and was a murderer Elijah was suicidal Isaiah preached naked Jonah ran from God Naomi was a widow Job went bankrupt John the Baptist ate bugs Peter denied Christ The Disciples fell asleep while praying Martha worried about everything The Samaritan woman was divorced, more than once Zaccheus was too small Paul was too religious

Will You Give This To My Daddy?
Will you give this to my Daddy?Last week I was in Atlanta, Georgia attending a conference. While I was in the airport, returning home, I heard several people behind me beginning to clap and cheer. I immediately turned around and witnessed One of the greatest acts of patriotism I have ever seen. Moving thru the terminal was a group of soldiers in their camos. As they began heading to their gate, everyone (well almost everyone) was abruptly to their feet with their hands waving and cheering. When I saw the soldiers, probably 30-40 of them, being applauded and Cheered for, it hit me. I'm not alone. I'm not the only red-blooded American who still loves this country and supports our troops and their families. Of course I immediately stopped and began clapping for these young unsung heroes who are putting their lives on the line everyday for us so we can go to school, work and home without fear or reprisal. Just when I thought I could not be more proud of my country or of our Ser

Honesty Survey
Honestly, are you in love right now? Part of me REALLY wants to do the Al Bundy answer: "Love, hate, whats the difference, we're family". *I really like someone I will say that!* Honestly, what color is your underwear? I don't know. Hang on I need to pee so this will be a good time to check. Ok dark blue. Honestly, what's on your mind right now? Work.. I have a lot to do.. Honestly, what are you doing right now? Reading myspace reading hotmail watching my ticket list grow.. Honestly, what did you do today? Watched TV, went to Lowes for some light bulbs, then watched more TV. I am getting cabin fever lately cause it's too cold to do stuff outside. Honestly, do you think you are attractive? I've been told I clean up nice, but that is pretty rare, hahahaha. I'm average. My brother got the looks, my sister got the personality, I got the brains. :P Honestly, have you done something bad today? Nope Honestly, do you watch Disney channel? Nope. Honestly, are

Okay So Here It Is
okay so here it is this is going to be a long drawn out blog so if you dont care then just go back and stop reading. Now i am not going to use any names because this place is too public and I dont want to upset the person this is about. Anyway so lets start from the begining last october I met this girl she had just been hired at my job and I saw her walking around the store so I said hello tried to make friends. I learned very quick that she was special and we quickly became good friends. we watched football games together went to dennys even took her daughter to see santa during christmas time. Every second spent with her made me look at her in a different light she started to mean more to me then just a friend but she also was always with someone so I spent my time writing about how I felt and getting things off my chest to my other friend brian. so I became that very close friend that she needed because I just wanted her to be happy and things stayed like this for a while.

Power
I've been thinking.... about the future yet again. I believe I'm starting to figure out what its all about, what I'm going to do, how I'm going to get there and accomplish it, and how to live the life I WANT to live... Essentially it all really comes down to your goals and your reasons. If you wish to achieve something in life you must have a clearly defined and measurable goal. However, that alone is not enough... you must have a REASON behind it. A powerful motivation that pushes you towards your goal. One that makes you power through any negatives that may arise because you deeply desire your end goal. I'm having a bit of a goal 'crisis' at the moment... Its like when people ask me how to get motivated in doing something.. You can't just "make yourself motivated," something inside of you has to drive you to your goals. If that weren't the case, people would be getting motivated everyday all day. You have to DEEPLY care about something in order to really get motivated with it,

Sfw Salute Made For Lil Ol Me Hee Hee!
THANK YOU )O( LIGHT N DARK, U R A SWEET HEART AND AN SO GLAD UR STILL AROUND HUN, I KNOW IT TAKES TIME TO MAKE FRIENDS AND KEEP THEM CLOSE, AND U R ONE OF THEM. HUGS AND KISSES SISSY!

New Pic That Was Made 4 Me By Miss Fiona
SINCE I CANT POST TO MY GALLERY I WILL SETTLE FOR THE NEXT BEST THING! MISS FIONA U OUT DONE UR SELF HUN AGAIN AS USUAL. THANK U FOR THE BEAUTIFUL PIC HUN! HUGS AND KISSES! THE MORE I LOOK AT HER HUN THE MORE I LOVE WHAT SHE REPRESENTS!

Are You Out There??
so how long is long enough, Its been 4 years and life has been very tough just driveing all around this country looking for a new place to start over now I find myself here in philly The last place I wana be how I miss my montana. life there will never be the same so someone tell me how to start over

Sad.. If You Don't Know How To Ask... Don't..
i WILL JUST BLOG A-HOLES WHO DON'T KNOW HOW TO TREAT A WOMAN! CASE IN POINT (START AT THE BOTTOM AND READ UP); ->BnC: yeah but i'm NOT BUGGING YOU ASSHOLE BnC: an u def aren't cute ->BnC: fuck off loser BnC: yes, u r very desperate ->BnC: cute ->BnC: not even cut ->BnC: and scary ->BnC: desperate.. ->BnC: oh you are tripping.. ->BnC: you too old to ask this immature BnC: i aksed to see ur other pics, an u ask me "what's in it for me" like imma buy ur old ass somethin ->BnC: move on little boy ->BnC: so why ya bugging me? BnC: no, u jus scarein me n everyone else ->BnC: and who's the real FU whore anyway? not me *lol* ->BnC: yeah.. whatever *lol*.. but i'm not buggin you am i? BnC: old ass fugly FU whore at that! BnC: lol o k ->BnC: and i don't need FU jerks on mine BnC: i don't need FU whores on my friends list! BnC: lol wow............. ummm nm then ->BnC: yes, i am nice.. but if you're not my lover.. there's no point in seeing is there? BnC: b/c u r nice?

Update
The baby had complicatons through the night. His blood sugar dropped and he in now in the Neonatal Intensive Care Unit. They have inserted an IV and a feeding tube. This is a very stressful time for Mom and me. Its 40 minute travel each way and mom is to be released tomorrow.. I dont want her health to fail but hope the Dr will find a way to keep her in the hospital so she doesnt have to travel back and forth. He is a fighter and will pull through this just fine. Thanks for all the thoughts and prayers.. I will keep everyone updated!!

I Need A Vip And Bling
I am willing to pay fubucks for a VIP and a bling pack...you dont have to give me both one or the other is fine. If you want to help, let me know which you are buying me and what amount of fubucks you want in return and we can work it out. Send me a personal message or shout if your interested.

Bored
I'm bored. I'm not sleepy or ready for bed yet. Someone wanna entertain me, please? :) By the way, I hate my new haircut. But I guess I better get over it. I'm stuck with it for a little while. So how is everyone else?

Wanted: New Pets!!!
Are you the submissive type? Do you live to serve? Do you get pleasure from being told what to do, be it humiliating and/or painful? Then you opened the right bulletin! Mistress Momma Meagan is looking for new pets! The rules are simple, but MUST be followed if you are to be considered as a pet. Which, of course, should be a great honor for any of you sniveling maggots! 1.) You MUST send your Mistress a personalized salute vowing your loyalty to her, which will be displayed in a special folder entitled "MMM's Official Pets." CLICK HERE TO SEND YOUR SALUTE 2.) Once you have sent your salute you MUST rate/fan/add all the other pets in the pic folder. Why? Because your Mistress said so, scumbag! Once Mistress has confirmed that you have done this, you will receive a gift from Mistress herself welcoming you to the group. CLICK HERE TO SEE ALL OF YOUR MISTRESS'S PETS 3.) When your Mistress tells you to do something, you MUST do it. This may include weekly/month

Auto 11's Tomorrow @ 10am Fubar Time
HI FUBAR, ITS ME MIZZ SHADY A DEAR DEAR FRIEND BOUGHT ME THIS AUTO 11 THAT I WILL BE RUNING SAT. @ 10AM FUBAR TIME. IT'S THE VERY LAST ONE I HAVE GUYS AND THERES NO TELLING WHEN ILL BE GETTING ANOTHER OR IF AT ANY TIME SOON... SO PLZ MAKE IT A POINT TO COME ON OUT TO MY PAGE TOMORROW IF YOUR ON. I'LL BE HOSTING A LOT OF CRAZY RATE FOR FUBUCK SPECIALS GOING ON DURING THAT TIME. IF I OWE YOU FUBUCKS JUST KEEP HITING MY SHOUT TILL I SEE YOU. AS SOON AS I KNOW YOUR THERE AND THAT I OWE I'LL PAY UP.

Dreams
Dreams we all have them even if we cant remember them the next day we have them, I have had alot of strange and biazarre dreams and not quite sure what they mean . I know some believe the dreams we dream can be things that will happen in our future and some believe they are inner thoughts wishes or demons we have in us. I think it might be a little of both.because there are times when i have a dejevu moment and i swear something i am doing i had done it exactly like it was happening before , but I think i might have dreamed things and days like that and that is why i get that feeling like I have done this before.I like to think with my head and try and figure things out even if i know some things cant be figured out i still like trying to figure them out. I am just rambling on here so i am gonna stop and try and close my mind down for the night . one last thought before i leave . Love is open minded love is willing, but if you never open your heart and mind to it you wont have it! Bu

Today
i was thinkin about the baby cakes cartoon thing floating around on the internet when i started writing this...its hilarious...but anyways... i went to new jersey today to help a friend move...it was fun till an 18 wheeler hit the side of the uhaul i was driving! he just bent the mirror luckily...my buddy was sittin shotty and didnt even notice the BIG FRIGGIN TRUCK hit us... that was my excitement for the day...time for bed

Life Didn't End
Nov 21, 2008 (Chorus) I never thought that I could love anyone, the way that still I love you I never believed that anyone could hold my heart the way that you used to You were always the one that I had dreamed of for all time, no one but you No, no one but you has ever filled my life the same way that you did (Verse 1) Now I know that the love I feel for you, It may never go away, it may never fade away But there will be others, others that can fill it like you used to They may not be as precious and they may fade away But life didn’t end for me, when you went away (Repeat Chorus) (Verse 2) Now we have drifted apart and I wish it wasn’t so My love will never fade, it will never go away It doesn’t matter what you say or do I’m sorry for all the times in our life that it wasn’t quite right I loved you though the tough times that seem so far away I wish I could change the way and make it all right (Repeat Chorus) (Verse 3) And in the end when our path

Eh.
Just some little things that are happening in my world. I'm gonna probably be looking for a new job soon. Just for weekends, because I'm really not getting the hours I want anymore. It's motherfucking cold here. Kay. Right now my hands are dry and cracked and bleeding from washing them so much at work. I mean they look horrible. I'm gonna have to start the vaseline and lotion treatment on them again. If history repeats its self, I will be allergic to nuts in the next few years. My mom was allergic to shellfish at my age, but somehow grew out of it. Now she's deadly allergic to nuts. I now have to watch my nut intake. [[stfu]] I'm single now, and kinda liking it. He still talks to me like we're dating and it's kinda annoying. Other than that, nothing new in my world. Gots lots to do tomorrow, so I probably won't be around.

Lmao Dumb B*itch
OMG LAUGHING TO FUCKING HARD......I LOVE HOW JUST B/C I'M NOT DATING HIM YOU THINK YOUR SOO MUCH BETTER THEN ME CUZ UR SO CALLED DATING HIM NOW....HMMM FUNNY BiTCH PLZ KEEP TALKING UR SHIT I'M LOVING THE ATTENTION.I THINK ITS SO SWEET OF YOU TO KEEP ME ON UR MIND.SO SWEETIE PLEASE TRY TO PUT HIM ON LEASH TELL HIM TO BLOCK ME,TELL YOU NOT TO TALK TO ME.LOL GO AND THINK I'M HEART BROKEN....BITCH PLZ I HAVE NO REASON TO BE AND I HOPE I REALLY HOPE YOU DONT THINK I'M JEALOUS..B/C YOU DONT GOT SHIT ON ME!! Kelz A.KA. ONE HATED ON BITCH LOL I

Babe
I have the most amazing guy in my life right now his name is jeff he's my sweetheart im sooooo lucky to have him in my life he makes me feel beautiful he makes me want to be a better person babe you you how much i care about you xoxo.

Week 1
This week I began by admitting my mistake to those I love and expressing my desire to get help. With one mistake I realized that I am STILL powerless over my disease of addiction, and I realized how easy it would be to get wrapped up in it again. I am very grateful that I didn't lose the love of my life, and since making my mistake I have rededicated myself to seeking help again. I have looked into getting help from my church, and I will know more Sunday after I attend church. But hopefully I will be able to get back into counseling so I can get myself balanced out again. A lot of my problem is not being able to deal with the stress and pressure of life. I am going to start attending my recovery meetings again also, because the one place I went wrong was in thinking that I had my addiction beat. I forgot my purpose in staying clean and that's what led to my slip. I choose not to let it become a relapse though. So now I'm in the process of re-working my steps and actively see

Top 10 Reasons Marijuana Should Be Legalized!!!
The Top Ten Reasons Marijuana Should Be Legal High Times. Posted September 1, 2007. Prohibition has failed to control the use and domestic production of marijuana -- it's time everyone faced this and the rest of the compelling arguments for legalizing it. Tools Editor's note: There are millions of regular pot smokers in America and millions more infrequent smokers. Smoking pot clearly has far fewer dangerous and hazardous effects on society than legal drugs such as alcohol. Here is High Times's top 10 reasons to marijuana should be legal, part of its 420 Campaign legalization strategy. 10. Prohibition has failed to control the use and domestic production of marijuana. The government has tried to use criminal penalties to prevent marijuana use for over 75 years and yet: marijuana is now used by over 25 million people annually, cannabis is currently the largest cash crop in the United States, and marijuana is grown all over the planet. Claims that marijuana prohibition is

Thoughts That Cross My Mind..
Forbidden Love Made a fool of when talking with you, no I don''t self pity thy. Time and time again I will keep trying to force myself upon your guilty excuses of why my love became, these obliged gestures, can''t you see. My heart is this never ending tool, that speaks for itself. In which our precious gift of emotions are destroying me, inside and out, oh such a voice of wisdom or hell that keeps tearing up my emotional background, that helps me, from all the "yes" and "no", rights and wrongs. Blocking all the negative slurs of jealousy among has backlash in my face, As my heart feels like its getting several lashing thrown upon. Oh yes this tender gift called love, help me please stop aching, Stop the pain in my heart, the unruly gesture of simplicity, Is making me feel out numbered, please set me free...

God Made Weed
OD MADE WEED. Genesis 1 "The Beginning" 3 And God said, "Let there be light," and there was light. God saw that the light was good, and he separated the light from the darkness. God called the light "day," and the darkness he called "night." And there was evening, and there was morning—the first day. 11 Then God said, "Let the land produce vegetation: seed-bearing plants and trees on the land that bear fruit with seed in it, according to their various kinds." And it was so. The land produced vegetation: plants bearing seed according to their kinds and trees bearing fruit with seed in it according to their kinds. And God saw that it was good. And there was evening, and there was morning—the third day. 29 Then God said, "I give you every seed-bearing plant on the face of the whole earth and every tree that has fruit with seed in it. They will be yours for food. And to all the beasts of the earth and all the birds of the air and all the creatures that move on the ground

Why Marijuana Should Be Legalized
Liberty: people deserve freedom to use marijuana. The first and most basic reason that marijuana should be legal is that there is no good reason for it not to be legal. Some people ask 'why should marijuana be legalized?" but we should ask "Why should marijuana be illegal?" From a philosophical point of view, individuals deserve the right to make choices for themselves. The government only has a right to limit those choices if the individual's actions endanger someone else. This does not apply to marijuana, since the individual who chooses to use marijuana does so according to his or her own free will. The government also may have a right to limit individual actions if the actions pose a significant threat to the individual. But this argument does not logically apply to marijuana because marijuana is far less dangerous than some drugs which are legal, such as alcohol and tobacco. SUMMARY: Individuals deserve the right to decide whether or not they should use marijuana. The governm

Proposition 420, The U.s. Hemp Act
Proposition 420 The U.S. H.E.M.P. Act United States Homeland Economic Management Provisions Act A proposition initiative by Kenneth Bykerk, Citizen (ConquerorWyrm@hotmail.com) Section 1: Medicinal Cannabis PURPOSE: To allow for patient prescribed use, cultivation and possession for personal medicinal use of cannabis products; The patient should be the one to decide whether or not they need or would like to use cannabis as a medicine of choice for pain management, appetite stimulation or any other ailment which cannabis has been suspected or proven to assist with. PURPOSE: To establish the method of use and the dosage of medicinal cannabis use. Being that dosage amounts work differently for each individual, even for the same individual at different times or for different reasons or through consumption methods, and that potency is both non-lethal as well as uncontrollably variable depending upon the product acquired or cultivated, it is impossibl

"the Bag"
The Bag The day after the convention, after the meet and greet, I found myself in old London strolling an ancient cobblestone street. And there I found the shop, full of old time things. From antique tools to second hand garb, to dusty balls of string. I stepped in through the door, and was greeted with a smile From the elderly proprietor, and I lingered there a while. Turning sideways to make it through the aisles, I browsed there by myself When my eyes came to rest on an old doctor’s bag perched upon a shelf. An old forlorn thing, black and dark, made of leather hide I flipped the catch and cracked in open and shot my gaze inside. A rusty scalpel was all that laid in the bottom of the grip. I vowed buy it, there and then, as a memento of my trip. My mind made up, I mused and thought, “This is lovely for my wife.” Antique tools that have healed the sick and no doubt saved a life. You see my wife she is a doctor, and she would like this thing. With bag in hand I

Catacones Art Contest Pieces!
Catacones Art Contest is now open.... click on the one you want and hop to it!!! 1. Rates are Worth 10pts each! 2. Comments are worth 2 each! ***Go Comment Bomb and rate the one you want to win!!! Nosferotix's Entrie: 4:20 For Life Entrie: Peace's Entrie: Reverend Revolutions Entrie: Nicole's Entire: Timberwolf's Entrie: Stoned Cat's Entrie: Scoob's Entrie: Go Vote Now Contest ends at the end of this month!!! Brought to you by: †DJ C51 GIRL†OwnerOfCatacones420*ARTIST*Fu Hitched 2 §evered13myPIE*&LadyMelsFUWifey*WPPB*IndysDrug@ fubar And ☮TurTLe☼²™One-Toytle 4 DJC51 aka:JJ aka:JoJo,HI=]☼TDRF-DJ@Catacones☮@ fubar

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Star
My Star keeps me company... and leads me through the night... My Star watches over me.... and fills my dreams with light.... Some things change but some things shine forever as they are... In the sky... shining high.. My Star. ...............*sleeps*

Ugh
I don't get it...I don't know what I'm doin wrong...I just can't seem to lose weight. *Cries and smacks buddah body* I made a doctors appointment today....I go in on Monday....Check up on my meditation....maybe get some help on how to lose weight and ask about some other things. Today was just blah....fuckin contact or my stupid eye has been bothering the hell out of me... Okay, yeah...weak.....Im off to bed to dream of dreams....

Silverpixi's Auction ( Im In There..lol)
A Stroll in the Autumn Breeze..... SilverPixi presents A Stroll Thru the Autumn Breeze Auctions....Come see what is being offered and Bid on your favorite Fu -- Bidding starts at 50,000 fu bucks. ~*~Since this auction will only run for one week..no late entries will be accepted. *Auction will run from November 21 until November 28.* SilverPixi Mz Belle

Thoughts
A moment of loneliness can cause one to think. Sometimes makes one See things that they want to see or what they choose not to see. Does this make it right does it make it wrong. both, but most of all it causes you to think and maybe just maybe come up with a right anwser. BUT you learn more about yourself and how strong you are in those moments in time. I have been at a fork in the road for awhile, that fork keeps nagging at me. But at this moment, I am happy just being me. I got some great friends who know me and love me for me, right now that is all need. Nothing more or nothing less. Letting life play out what it wants to and letting it take me where it chooses. One String One Heart In the palm of your hand and wrapped around your finger one moment in time that was stolen One kiss one touch, one look inside my soul seeing all I have to give and all I have to hide A few moments of peace in a chaotic world, when time stood still with you by my side No words need to b

Disclaimer!
Dislaimer, I'm not kidding...I am not pretty, I am not skinny, so keep pretending I am, but if we ever meet, when you look at me and want to gag, just remember I warned you...I just don't want to get your hopes up..not that I am meeting any of you, well there is one guy who I want to meet...you know who you are..I hope you know...but...still worried you will turn and run...those are just pictures people, yes they are me, no they aren't photoshopped..duh..but you all say I am beautiful, georgous, sexy...yada-yada...and I just feel like plain jane, if I'm that lucky..anyways I am dead dog tired..night all!!

"the Snow"
“The Snow” The snow was all it had always been, Many times a glorious sight. At night the moon shone off it’s cloak, And the fields became diamonds in the night. In my youth the snow was my companion, A playmate for my whims. But now the snow is my enemy, With it’s cold hand of death creeping in. Through the cracks here in the door and walls, Through the ancient window sill. Yes, once it was my good friend, But now it plans to kill. It slew my car, both sure and quick On my journey to the lake And now I’m huddled in this ancient cabin As the snow prepares my fate. No wood here for a fire or warmth, No blankets for my skin. No one to hear my shrieks for help, As the snow blows on and in. It seals the doors, and makes a tomb, The windows give no light. Soon this cabin will be buried, In an act of homicide tonight. I can only pray one day they’ll find us. Two past lovers locked in an icy dream. With my mouth and throat filled with snow. And my

Just Complicated Sh*t
When people said life would change when I got older I never really understood what they meant. Now it has flooded me and I am afraid I might not be able to handle it. Love is not how it is in the movies. It is dark nightmare with glimpses of light. I also made promises to myself. That I would never drink till old enough and NEVER smoke but that has blown in my face. I am just a whore and that is all I will ever be. I had found a guy that honestly loved me but I couldnt see it and I played with his heart and things will never be the same between us. I couldnt just tell the guys on here and other various sites that I was madly in love with him and now I fear I may never have his trust again. I am posting this now because this feels like it is my last chance to save what little love he still has for me. I love him more than anything and even though I am not the best at telling him how I feel. I Love him and I dont want anyone else.

Rancher
A Montana rancher got in his pickup and drove to a neighboring ranch and knocked at the door. A young boy, about 9, opened the door. 'Is yer Dad home?' the rancher asked. 'No sir, he ain't,' the boy replied. 'He went into town.' 'Well,' said the rancher, 'is yer Mom here?' 'No, sir, she ain 't here neither. She went into town with Dad.' 'How about your brother, Howard? Is he here?' 'He went with Mom and Dad.' The rancher stood there for a few minutes, shifting from one foot to the other and mumbling to himself. 'Is there anything I can do fer ya?' the boy asked politely. 'I knows where all the tools are, if you want to borry one. Or maybe I could take message fer Dad.' 'Well,' said the rancher uncomfortably, 'I really wanted to talk to yer Dad. It's about your Brother Howard getting my daughter, Pearly Mae, pregnant.' The boy considered for a moment. 'You would have to talk to Pa about that' he finally conceded. 'If it helps you any, I know that Pa charges

Shmexy
Why do some people assume that if someone posts something, they do so for a desire to have that pic glorified? I have posted a pic of my foot, cause I had nothing else to do, and thought it would be funny. Its a FOOT, mind you, not BOOBS or ASS. And I get a comment on it "sexy but need to be polished hun" Sexy?? Need? Polished?? Its a fuckin FOOT, and "sexy" was definitely NOT the look I was going for when I took that pic. I think polishing toenails has got to be the most retarded thing EVAR. Esp if you wear socks and boots on top of them. btw, I got an offer to be in 2nd alarm hotties. Should I join and put that in my name? Maybe bleach my hair too...and get a belly ring... Oh, I'd also like to get knocked up from a pity fuck from a dude that tells me I'm pretty. yay!

Just Wrote This Now
“Two Faces” Two faces I have, two faces have I. The one that you knew and the one they thought had died. My flesh it is peeling in ribbons today, Now the new face is gone and the old comes out to play. To me it feels more lifelike, this leathery skin. This mask made of darkness, carved out of sin. Each simple line, each blemish, each scar, Whispers of carnage and dark deeds afar. You see, ages ago I wasn’t a saint. I’m not going to lie about things that I ain’t. As for quite who I was, and what I did in my youth, I’ll keep it all hidden ; you can’t handle the truth. If you look in my eyes you might see a clue. But by then it would be far too late for you. If you think my “new” face is the most evil of things, Don’t look behind me, you might see my wings. Copyright 2008 by Steve Santini. All rights reserved

I Was Tagged!! ;)
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 15 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 10 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. 1. I rarely wear my seatbelt. I know, it's a really bad habit. 2. I like my food to be seperated on my plate. It can't touch. 3. I also despise pickles. 4. My maternal Grandmother is my hero. 5. When I leave work, my desk must be spotless. 6. My son is my entire world. 7. I can't date someone who doesn't like sports. 8. I'm very blunt, but I know when to tone it down and be appropriate. 9. I can't leave the house without earrings, preferably hoops. 10. I'm very liberal, but try to listen to everyone's opinion. Hector knows this... ;) 11. I have an obsession with wearing heels. 12. My first major in college was Secondary Educati

If Bath & Bodyworks Won't Deliver Non-toxic Cheer, Make Your Own!
Bath & BodyWorks 3-in-1 Bubble Bath, Body Wash and Shampoo in Cool Kiwi Berry is totally aimed at kids: it's brightly colored, heavily scented, multi-tasking (3-in-1!) and has a cute little reindeer with a cheery scarf on the front of the package. The chemical ingredients aren't so kid-friendly, including sodium laureth sulfate, propylene glycol, and PEG-12 and PEG-150, which are often contaminated with an unlabeled cancer-causing impurity called 1,4-dioxane. Also on the back of the bottle is a warning: "CAUTION: Use only as directed. Excessive use or prolonged exposure may cause irritation to skin and urinary tract... Keep out of reach of children except under adult supervision." Kids' soap doesn't need to contain ingredients that may damage the skin and urinary tract in the short term, or ingredients that are linked to other serious health effects in the longer term, like early puberty (which is a risk factor for breast cancer) or reproductive harm. Holiday gifts like those sol

Stalker
Ok I know many are wondering why I am considering leaving fubar. Well here is the answer to all of your questions. "Congrats on getting knocked up again. you cant afford the one you got now youre trying to trap a guy that treats you like shit..get a job and make something of your life and work on your self esteem. what do you have to offer a man besides a piece of ass? Work on your self worth and get off your ass and be a mom to the daughter you have.If you spent as much time looking for a job and doing something with your life.not worried about the level your on or some dum ass website.Get a life you fat ugly bitch and quit youre whining and complaining..get some meds for depression.stop letting your life be dependent on others.Think about the ones close to you that you've let down and disappointed.Hope that babys daddy runs for the hills cause hes trapped now with your lame ass.dont know what to think cause you have no sense to face reality.Get off the web and get a life!" I s

One Of My Poems
Death Death, it's me again, I haven't heard from you I know you got the message, What else must I do? Tried to get you to come to me, For you, I even looked Tried to set an appointment, But your schedule was all booked Of this place, I am so tired, I'm ready to move along I know it will hurt some people, And I know that it is wrong The world is quickly changing, Or so the voices loudly say Down this long dark road I can't take another day Death the voices tell me, You aren't the only one Some of the voices argue, Saying, you, I should shun Death I have an idea, It's even better though I think So you just sit there quietly, And see how far I sink The light is slowly fading, My world is turning gray Darkness and briars fill the places Where children use to play The clowns have all gone quiet, The monsters are creeping in The pleasures of life have all gone now, Never to return again.

Drunk Mummers Running Wild
The MuMMers had a party can we say wild ? It didn't take long to find out who the trouble makers were going to be didn't take long to find out who was going to strip either Some just had fun target="_blank"> some drank waaayyy to much He was really bummed they were not anal beads ohh forgot some!! src="http://i276.photobucket.com/albums/kk2/Hellyion/drunkenmumm.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket">

Omg I Got Tagged
ok here goes ........... Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 15 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 10 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. 1. I LOVE MY FU FRIENDS! 2. Im a romantic at heart ! 3. I hate liars ? 4. I will be supprised if anyone reads this 5. I GET STRANGE ATTRACTIONS 6. I'm very protective of ppl i care about. 7. I Hate being ignored by others just because i aint got a salute and i have a very good reason not to have one, it doesnt mean im not real . I am as real as the next person . People ought to look at some with salutes that are here just to hurt others and play with their heads!! 8. I love to masturbate . 9. I laugh at myself far too much 10. My head is so full of mischeif , i love practical jokes :-) 11. I love hunting 12. I GET ANNOYED

Just Got Back ....
Got to visit both my girls and g-babies this week...had a blast and cooked our Thanksgiving dinner last night...I am soo happy right now!!!! BUTTTT I missed U ALL and am glad to be back home and will be back on track soon....Will be more online in the morning ...trip has just got me soooo drained, LOL. Thxxx all 4 the sweet shown while I was away!!! ♥ Laura

Still Under The Weather :(
LOL OK I know this doesn't quite fit the weather category. But I have been feeling under the weather the past week trying to get over this bronchial/cold crap. So I have been off an on doing what I can to help out. I am sorry if I have not been on much to give it my all. Today we had a good foot of snow (ok so I guess here's the weather related stuff LOL) and then some. As I was arguing with my oldest to please go out and shovel the sidewalk and around the car area to get it out in case of emergency, and I wanted him to get the roof rake to clear the snow off Donovan's roof as it has already been leaking from the rain prior to the snow. I have once again just about lost my voice. So I have been in bed under the blankets trying to stay warm to get over this. As I have an upcoming dental appointment the day before Thanksgiving. If my thinking is right he will pull another tooth if not two depending on the damage to the second as they are taking me off Medicaid since my par

Reversed Perceptions
Being Projected Upon We all have issues, as well as undesirable qualities or traits that we don’t like about ourselves. Most of us realize that we are not perfect and that it is natural to have unpleasant thoughts, motivations, desires, or feelings. However, when a person does not acknowledge these, they may ascribe those characteristics to someone else, deeming other people instead as angry, jealous, or insecure. In psychological terms, such blaming and fault finding is called projection. When we are the target of projections, it can be confusing and frustrating, not to mention maddening, particularly when we know that we are not the cause of another person’s distress. Even people who are well aware of their issues may find that sensitive subjects can bring up unexpected projections. They may feel insecure about a lack of funds and thus view a friend as extravagant. Or, if they really want to get in shape, they may preach the benefits of exercise to anyone and everyone. While

Feelings Of Love
When you find that special someone, That someone that makes your heart skip a beat. You look forward to being with them and simple things slip your mind Like sleeping and remembering to eat Your thoughts are always with them and hearing from them makes your knees go weak And the times that you can be together, The opportunities you will always seek Being in love is the greatest feeling in the world You always feel that person's arms around you But the flip side of that love is when you realize that person doesnt return the love Then you feel the earth crash around you

My Best Friend
Ok, here's my story. I have and been in love with this guy that I was dating, engaged to, and then turned into friendship, except I don't get the cuddly, love, love to spend time with you kind of feeling. He is a party boy. Never the less, I love him, what should I do, keep him as a best friend or try to make the relationship work? I am so confused and drunk. amd I guess that doesn't help. My son and daughter in law love him and think he is the best thing that ever happened to me since my divorce. I could use some help with this one.

A Very Dark Poem/song Lyrics I Just Wrote
“My Little Game” You, the masterpiece in my gallery of screams, You a dangling caricature within my darkest dreams. Your flesh will be my sketchpad, a tapestry of pain, My brush it has nine tails, it leaves a crimson stain. There is no admission fee, to see this display, For you my love are part of it, I like you this way. My painting it sweats and shrieks stretched tight within it’s frame, Some may call this sick but it’s just my little game. Most critics would say “Boring”; no color, no hue But they lie; your hands and feet have turned a lovely blue. And there is also red, not boring at all. It drips down from the nails that pin you to my wall. You see, I’m easily amused, a man of simple needs, For me it’s just the basics... I want a canvas that bleeds. Modern art or abstract, for me that’s just too tame. Because I really like the “old ways” when I play my little game. Copyright 2008 by Steve Santini. All rights reserved

Thoughts On Universal Health Care
General Thoughts on Establishing a Comprehensive Universal Health Program Simply stated, I have a little idea I would like to share concerning using the proceeds generated by the “Hemp Tax” to guarantee full Health Care coverage to every U.S. Citizen. I know, that was a big statement and now that it has been made, I need to back it up. I am prepared to but I must first beg you to remember that 25% of all funds from the “Hemp Tax”, that amount growing each year, will be available to support this. I am of the mind that such a large pool, established and managed properly, has the potential to do just that. By using a system of personal accounts, managed by the Consumers themselves and consisting of credit that may be accessed only for medical procedures, from preventative, necessary to elective, we have a means to solve this issue without loss to any individual. Being that this would be paid for exclusively by “Hemp Tax” funds, a levy on a potentially massive industry that has no

Happy Birthday Puffz!!!
It's Puffz's Birthday!! Go show her lots of love!! *Puffz*OWNER OF SWEET&SPICY* ♥TIMBERWOLF FUWIFEY♥ Rate her page like crazy!! she has auto 11's on!! Show Puffz that she is not forgettable and make sure she has the best b-day ever!! This bully is brought to you with love from your Dirty Deeds Radio family!! Happy birthday hun!! We love you!! *and we didn't forget*

Tagged Again Lol Urghh!
ok here goes ............... AGAIN Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 15 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 10 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. 1. I LOVE MY FU FRIENDS! 2. I'M OBSESSED WITH BEING RANDOM! 3. DID I MENTION IM RANDOM? 4. I AM GOING TO BE SURPRISED IF ANYONE READS THIS! 5. I GET STRANGE ATTRACTIONS 6. I'M VERY PROTECTIVE OF PEOPLE I CARE ABOUT 7. I TEND TO SPEND MORE TIME IN HERE HELPING OTHERS RATHER THAN MYSELF 8. I DISLIKE THE STUCK UP LIL PRE MADONNAS IN HERE 9. I LAUGH AT MYSELF FAR TOO MUCH LOL 10. MY HEAD IS TOO FULL OF SICK SHIT AND MISCHIEF :-) 11. I LOVE PHOTOSHOP 12. I GET ANNOYED WHEN FUBAR PIX GET FLAGGED AND ARENT EVEN NSFW 13. I LOVE FOOD THATS BAD FOR ME! 14. MY WEAKNESS IS BEING FAR TOO NICE ALL THE TIME 15. I FEEL THAT RESP

Ways To Go Green
You can be good to the earth--without giving up things you love. Plus, what those "eco" labels really mean. At the supermarket Be picky about produce Download the "Shoppers' Guide to Pesticides in Produce" at ewg.org. The wallet-size list sorts out the fruits and veggies that tend to be higher in pesticides (like apples and spinach) from produce with a lower count (like bananas and peas). Choose "certified" coffee Yuban coffee is Rainforest Alliance Certified (that means it's grown in a way that preserves the ecosystem). A Fair Trade Certified brand is Green Mountain Coffee Roasters. (Both brands are available at many markets.) For more on these certification labels, see the chart. Support local farms At eatwellguide.org, you can plug in your zip code and find suppliers of organic and sustainably produced meat, poultry, eggs, and more. If you buy locally, you won't have to rely on farms that ship food nationwide, which helps to decrease our depen

True Erotica--her View
I have never experienced such an erotic sensual pleasure until this last weekend. It all started with candles and a jar of coconut oil....The smell of the coconut oil filled the bedroom, the candles shimmered casting their light on the bed and the sexy bodies in the room. Chris poured the oil in his hands to make sure of the warmth, then pouring it on my naked body. The feel of the oil was silky smooth and the warmth from his hands was amazing! He rubbed my back down to my feet and making sure to rub the inside of my upper thigh barely grazing my private area...just to tease. He slapped my ass to get me to roll over to massage my front side. Chris' hands ran all over my body and barely touching any of the areas I was hoping he would. A little teasing and a wonderful massage and then on to Our gorgeous girlfriend. Chris did all the same things but a little more teasing...plus I did help lol You just cant look at a beautiful woman naked soaked in oil lying on a bed and not touch her.

Random Thoughts
I wonder if all these people who exercise and eat right, dont smoke or drink,... do you think they feel stupid when they die for no reason?? I believe that you can think you know what you want, KNOW you know what you want, believe you know what you want... then you get it and you realized you have no idea what you really wanted or why you wanted THAT I believe the more things change, the more they stay the same I believe that if someone tells you they wont hurt you, you can guarentee they will... and probably sooner than you think I believe random ideas can be fun... and funny I believe change takes time, energy, and a strong will I believe that most people are stupid, annoying fucknuts that are only here cause its illegal to cut their heads off and shove them up their own asses I believe I might have anger issues I believe that if you think someone is worth it all, you will do anything you can to keep them in your life I believe in love at first sight I

Friendship, Loyalty, Love
I have started wearing a Claddaugh that my dad got me on a layover in Ireland when he was on his way back home from his tour of duty. I have often wondered how many people actually think about what the Claddaugh really stands for. The circle around the outside of my pendant says Friendship, Love, Loyalty. If you think about it no matter what relationship you have with a person those 3 things are vital. If it is just a friendship you still have to be loyal and love the person to be a true friend. If it is a lover or a spouse you have to be friends first and foremost, loyal to the one you love, and love the person you are with. Those 3 emotions are the most important things in any relationship. There are two hands clasping a heart in the center. Two people holding one heart together. This is why this symbol has been given to husbands and wives for centuries in Ireland. There are many variations with the crown and without the crown but the meaning is always the same. The kind of uncon

True Erotica-his View
This is really ubelievable but true and i want to share it with you. It was last saturday night and we were hanging out with our girlfriend who didnt know that we had a surprise in store for her. Years ago I had taken a course in sensual massage and thought that it would be a great idea to give Susan and the girlfriend a massage. I got some coconut oil from a local nature store,lit some candles in the bedroom,warmed up the oil and had the two most beautiful and sexy women i have ever met come in the bedroom to get their massages. Both ladies undressed and sat on the bed, the sight of their naked bodies in the dim candlelight was a very nice start to the evening. I started with Susan. As she lay there in all her naked glory i poured the warm coconut oil over my palm to make sure it wasnt too hot and then on to her back. I rubbed the oil around to get all of her covered in it. The smell of the oil filled the room adding a nice aroma to go with the romantic setting. I began t

Your Choices
Life isn't about keeping score. It's not about how many friends you have Or how accepted you are. Not about if you have plans this weekend or if you're alone. It isn't about who you're dating, who you used to date, how many people you've dated, or if you haven't been with anyone at all. It isn't about who your family is or how much money they have, Or what kind of car you drive. It's not about how beautiful or ugly you are. Or what clothes you wear, what shoes you have, Or what kind of music you listen to. It's not about if your hair is blonde, red, black, or brown, Or if your skin is too light or too dark. Not about what grades you get, how smart you are, how smart everybody else thinks you are, or how smart standardized tests say you are. It's not about what clubs you're in or how good you are at 'your' sport. It's not about representing your whole being on a piece of paper and seeing who will 'accept the written you.' Life just is

Chapters Of Life
As life rolls it's waves an turns our lives. It teaches us lessons, in it's own special way. Some see the lesson an learn from it. While others loose theirselves in their sorrows. I choose to learn, to find meaning in the hidden agenda's of the Universal way. Some say life is a game to play. I have learned it is a force to reckoned with! Each chapter of life for each door that opens an each door that closes, is designed by you. You choose which way you flow. With all the doors I have opened an closed, I have become wiser, learning from the lessons I endured. I am at a chapter in my life now. Where all is a new begging. Making choices an opening doors that feel right for me. All I can do now is pray that, I open the right doors, So I am able to me!

Trying Something New
Many of you who know me know I lost my dad earlier this year. It has been tough and last Friday was my birthday and it was a very emotional day for me. When I was a little girl my parents always came into my room and woke me singing Happy Birthday. After I moved out of the house they would call me at the crack of dawn and wake me singing in the phone, well this year there was no call. Knowing I will never hear my dad sing to me again made me very sad. Last night I received a Bday card from a very special young lady who left a comment 40 & Fabulous and we chatted. I teased with her that I was old enough to be her mom and she said her mom WOULD have been 40 this year. At that point we continued to chat about losses and she made me feel better. Sometimes you want to understand how someone feels but until you have experienced the same loss you can listen but not know they pain in their heart. We all join the trains to get to meet new people so I would like to start one

Not Here To Be Used
I am not here to be used..so if I am just another point to you..etc..please delete me. I am interested in friends/friendships.. not interested in making you higher on the fubar ladder..not interested in making you popular for the day.

So Why Do It?
Alright, I am over these little highschool games. I have know clue why people play games. Trying to get what they want, A PIECE OF ASS! If you have a relationship with someone, and you are out playing the field. Do them a favor and leave them, you are going to break that person's heart no matter what route you choose. If you choose the cheating route then you have the guilt trip of that one time or those many times you have cheat on the person you can call yours. So why do it then? Then what if the other person wants you & you want them? You are going to ingore you feelings and try to stay or even hide what you are feeling because of the guilt for your other mate. So again why do it? After all what if your mate finds out what you have done, what will that lead to? Please think before you do stupid shit! Again Why Do It?

Sevendust Song Mentioned In Caylee Anthony Investigation
I've searched and searched for the actual part of the show where they talk about it and I can't find it. This is last night's Nancy Grace on CNN. At about 1:10 in the video they talk about an 'eerie' song that Casey Anthony listen to over and over again after she was released from jail. Here's the lyrics... SEVENDUST FT. CHRIS DAUGHTRY THE PAST LYRICS (Lajon) Beneath the water that's falling from my eyes lays a soul I've left behind the edge of sorrow was reached but now I'm fine I've filled the hole I had inside I'll pray it doesn't scream my name so I lie to flame and let it breathe the air that kills the shame I'm up I'm down like a rollercoaster racing through my life I've erased the past again (Daughtry) a risky morning I feel like I'm alive I can't believe I've made it through this time the edge of sorrow I lived in for some time (lived in for some time) has left the hole I have inside The burden is I try my hate was the last thing I e

Need Fubucks
~~~~~~~~~~~~ SO I NEVER DO THIS BUT I DECIDED TO JOIN MY VERY FIRST MOST RATES AND COMMENTS CONTEST SO IM ASKING FOR A LITTLE HELP! IF YOU HAVE A FEW MINUTES CAN YOU PLEASE RATE AND COMMENT ON THE PIC?? PLEASE IM OFFERING 20,000 FU BUCKS FOR EVERY 100 COMMENTS. HOW EASY IS THAT? NEED MONEY TOWARDS YOUR SPOTLIGHT? HAVE YOUR EYE ON SOMEONE YOU'D LIKE TO FU-OWN? NEED MORE THAN 20,000? YOU'RE IN LUCK. EVERY 100 COMMENTS IS WORTH 20,000. LEAVE 200 GET 40,000. LEAVE 500 AND YOU'VE JUST MADE A COOL 100,000 FUBUCKS. JUST CLICK THE PIC BELOW...TY IN ADVANCE ~~~

Tied Up Bully
TONIGHT ONLY IN FUBAR'S HOTTEST LOUNGES FORBIDDEN INC AND EXOTIC DREAMS YOU HAVE TO BE HERE TO SEE OUR HEAD PLAYMATE TIED UP GET HER FIRST TATTOO LIVE ON CAM IN FORBIDDEN'S OWN EXOTIC DREAMS!! CLICK ON THE PICS BELOW

Your Top 5
One more week of hell and then I am free!!! Yay my summer break is almost here! I hate exams and the plethora of assignments at the end of the school year! Anyways, since all that will be over, I am putting my nerd hat back on and wanna have a week of a movie marathon:) Yep I am a dork like that!!! Any suggestions? I love movies and I own quite a few, old and new! But wanna see something that I haven't seen before. So, gimme your list of all time top 5 movies :) Weeeeeeeeeee to the dorks I love!