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Hi World
OK so yall know. I was in a car accident on Tuesday. I'm ok my car isn't so ok. I had whiplash but it's pretty much gone now. I'm ok as I said. Just wanted to let you all know Ikeep getting asked about it...so yeah..Also New pics will come tonite prolly

Leaping With No Faith?
Since I was born I was brain washed into a Religion by my mother. She sent me to a private catholic school for six years until I begged her to let me go to a public school. I was never exposed to anything but Christianity and when I did see something different, like Jewish holiday specials on t.v., she told me that they were the right faith for them, but we were the right faith too. But know I've stepped away from Christianity and do not plan on ever turning back. I know the rhymes and riddles and moral filled stories that all seem so ridiculous now. For a year or so I was an Atheist and studdied New Age. It finnaly driffted me into Wicca and I'm starting that journey now. My mother tells me that by not being a Christian I'm not her daughter as I once was in her eyes. The natural abbilities I've had since birth no longer gifts from her god, but "evil magickal powers from satan" Why dose no one ever support me? I'm not hurting anybody! I'm just trying to find my way in this fucked up pl

Strange Romantic Poems..
Strange "Romantic" Poems THESE ARE ENTRIES TO A WASHINGTON POST COMPETITION ASKING FOR A RHYME WITH THE MOST ROMANTIC FIRST LINE, BUT THE LEAST ROMANTIC SECOND LINE: Love may be beautiful, love may be bliss, But I only slept with you, because I was pissed. I thought that I could love no other Until, that is, I met your brother. Roses are red, violets are blue, sugar is sweet, and so are you. But the roses are wilting, the violets are dead, the sugar bowl's empty, and so is your head. Of loving beauty you float with grace. If only you could hide your face. Kind, intelligent, loving and hot. This describes everything you are not. I want to feel your sweet embrace, But don't take that paper bag off of your face. I love your smile, your face, and your eyes. Damn, I'm good at telling lies! My darling, my lover, my beautiful wife: Marrying you really screwed up my life. I see your face when I am dreaming. That's why

It Was Love At First Sight When I Seen That Ass Shakin'
Uhmm... I got a job.... !!!! Toy R Us... haha. Orientation tomorrow at 5 probably 3 hours. ... pfsh. Yay for money... O.o Just had to update on that =]] Hugs welcome.

Republicans Lose Control Of Congress!!
Well for the first time in 12 years the Democrats are back in power.. Who all thinks that's good and who all thinks that's bad and who all doesn't give a damn cause we're gonna get blown up eventually anyway lol. I'm actually happy the republicans are no longer in control of the house n senate.. i think it is sad that they wanted to stop research on stem cells. Poor Michael J Fox. What are they thinking ? REally? I mean it's not like we are destroying a life or anything. Let's see another issue i think we could all agree on is Bush's failed policies in Iraq. It's getting worse over there and there's not really anything we can do about it. The cops they trained are just going to turn into terrrorists anyway. And As far as building a fence on the mexican border... I think it's a good idea but it might be to late. The govvernment speculates that a nuclear weapon of some sort has already been smuggled into the u s. So how is a fence going to stop that? I think we sho

A Few Thoughts For The Day
I was thinking why some of the people on my friends list never say hello and then i realised i do the same, so to complain would be hypocritical. Anyway there will always be attention seekers on sotes like these, and no way to get around that fact. Ok some sites ask you to post a salute to prove ourself, but that forces people who want to hide behind a mask, for various reasons, to reveal who they are. This would drive some very interesting people into the shadows again and we would be the losers. So next time you look at a profile and assume that they are fake, ask yourself what reasons they are hiding for. Get to know them and then one day they may reveal themselves.

Another Fine Crisis
Another Fine Crisis is a Very good band, not to mention they are friends of mine. Anyway they are playing @ SE 20th And Division Portland OR. If you live in Portland Oregon I had better see you all there. You do not want me to visit your DREAMS 11/10/2006 8:00pm-10:00pm. No Cover.

Stand Up .. Sit Down .. Spin On Your Head
Stand Up .. Sit Down .. Spin plates on your fingers while saying the national Anthem .. Why is it .. As soon as you go on cam .. You get the Directors .. All Of which I click away .. You Irk Me .. you Kick me Offline You Whiptards !!! .. get the Hint .. Im Not here for YOUR Pleasure Im here for Mine .. ONLY ..So Cut the Malarky will ya ?

Hate Me
Blue October Hate Me Children: If you're sleeping, are you dreaming, if you're dreaming are you dreaming of me? I can't believe YOU ACTUALLY MISS ME.... Mother: Hi Justin! This is your mother it is 2:33 on Monday afternoon. I was just calling to see how you were doing. You sounded really uptight last night, it made me a little nervous, and a little, well it made me nervous, but it sounded like you were nervous too. I just want to make sure you are really okay and wanted to see if you were checking in on your medication too. You know I love ya. Take care honey, I know you're under a lot of pressure. See ya. Bye Bye! (Verse 1) I have to block out thoughts of you, so I don't lose my head They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I'm alone Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain An ounce of peace is all I want for you, Will you nev

Something To Believe In
Believe it or not. I use to be in chior in high school and i sung this song for my final exma my senior year and got an A+, scored better than anybody else. ------------------------------------------------- Something To Believe In Will I see him on the TV Preachin' 'bout the promised land He tells me to believe in Jesus And steals the money from my hand Some say he was a good man But Lord I think he sinned, yeah Twenty-two years of mental tears Cries a suicidal Vietnam vet Who fought a losing war on a foreign shore To find his country didn't want him back Their bullets took his best friend in Saigon Our lawyers took his wife and kids, no regrets In a time I don't remember In a war he can't forget He cried "Forgive me for what I've done there Cause I never meant the things I did" Chorus: And give me something to believe in If there's a Lord above And give me something to believe in Oh, Lord arise My best friend died a lonely man In some Palm

Unskinny Bop
Unskinny Bop What's got you so jumpy? Why can't you sit still, yeah? Like gasoline you wanna pump me And leave me when you get your fill, yeah Every time I touch you honey you get hot I want to make love you never stop Come up for air you push me to the floor What's been going on in that head of yours Chorus: Unskinny bop Just blows me away Unskinny bop, bop All night and day Unskinny bop, bop, bop, bop She just loves to play Unskinny bop nothin' more to say You look at me so funny Love bite got you acting oh so strange You got too many bees in your honey Am I just another word in your page, yeah, yeah Every time I touch you honey you get hot I want to make love you never stop Come up for air you push me to the floor What's been going on in that head of yours Chorus You're sayin' my love won't do ya But that ain't love written on your face Well honey I can see right through ya We'll see whose ridin' who at the end of the race Solo What's

Your Mama Don't Dance
Your Mama Don't Dance Loggins-Messina Chorus: Your Mama don't dance and your Daddy don't rock and roll Your Mama don't dance and your Daddy don't rock and roll But when evening comes around and it's time to hit the town Where do you go--You gotta rock it The old folks say that you gotta end your date by ten But if you're out on a date don't you bring her home late cause it's a sin You know there's no excuse, you know you're gonna lose, you never win I'll say it again And it's all because Chorus Solo Everyone gather round let me tell you all about it You see I pulled into a drive-in and I found a place to park We hopped into the backseat where it's always nice and dark We're just about to move thinkin' "Bret, this is a breeze" There's a light in my eye and a guy says "Out of the car, long hair!" Oowee--you're coming with me Said the local police Chorus Play me a little C.C. Solo Your Mama don't dance, no She just don't dance, no Your Mama

Poor People
One day, the father of a very wealthy family took his son on a trip to the country with the express purpose of showing him how poor people live. They spent a couple of days and nights on the farm of what would be considered a very poor family. On their return from their trip, the father asked his son, "How was the trip?" "It was great, Dad." "Did you see how poor people live?" the father asked. "Oh yeah," said the son. "So, tell me, what did you learn from the trip?" asked the father. The son answered: "I saw that we have one dog and they had four. We have a pool that reaches to the middle of our garden and they have a creek that has no end. We have imported lanterns in our garden and they have the stars at night. Our patio reaches to the front yard and they have the whole horizon. We have a small piece of land to live on and they have fields that go beyond our sight. We have servants who serve us, but they serve others. We buy o

Every Rose Has Its Thorn
Every Rose Has Its Thorn We both lie silently still in the dead of the night Although we both lie close together We feel miles apart inside Was it something I said or something I did Did the words not come out right Though I tried not to hurt you Though I tried But I guess that's why they say Chorus: Every rose has its thorn Just like every night has its dawn Just like every cowboy sings his sad, sad song Every rose has its thorn Yeah it does I listen to our favorite song playing on the radio Hear the DJ say loves a game of easy come and easy go But I wonder does he know Has he ever felt like this And I know that you'd be here somehow If I could have let you know somehow I guess Chorus Though it's been a while now I can still feel so much pain Like a knife that cuts you the wound heals but the scar, that scar remains Solo I know I could have saved a love that night If I'd known what to say Instead of makin' love We both made our s

Fallen Angel
Fallen Angel She stepped off the bus out into the city streets Just a small town girl with her whole life Packed in a suitcase by her feet But somehow the lights didn't shine as bright as they did On her mama's TV screen And the work seemed harder And the days seemed longer Than she ever thought they'd be But you know you got to stick to your guns When it all comes down Cause sometimes you can't choose It's like heads they win Tails you're gonna lose Chorus: Win big--Mama's fallen angel Lose big--livin' out her lies Wants it all--Mama's fallen angel Lose it all, rollin' the dice of her life Now she found herself in the fast lane livin' day to day Turned her back on her best friends, yeah And let her family slip away Just like a lost soul caught up in the Hollywood scene All the parties and the limousines Such a good actress hiding all her pain Trading her memories for fortune and fame Just a step away from the edge of a fall Caught betwe

Ranting And Raving
There is one thing I never understood about this site... what is the big fucking deal with getting upset if you don't get a rating everytime someone visits your profile... maybe that person is just rating you a big fat zero... have you thought about that? See... the points are cool and I buy my good friends presents with them... I don't need to be in the top ten for having the most points accumulated... it's just a fucking website... get over yourselves...

Nothin' But A Good Time
Nothin' But a Good Time Now Listen Not a dime, I can't pay my rent I can barely make it through the week Saturday night I'd like to make my girl But right now I can't make ends meet I'm always workin' slavin' every day Gotta get away from that same old same old I need a chance just to get away If you could hear me think this is what I'd say Chorus: Don't need nothin' but a good time How can I resist Ain't lookin' for nothin' but a good time And it don't get better than this They say I spend my money on women and wine But I couldn't tell you where I spent last night I'm really sorry about the shape I'm in I just like my fun every now and then I'm always workin' slavin' every day Gotta get away from that same old same old I need a chance just to get away If you could hear me think this is what I'd say Chorus You see I raise a toast to all of us Who are breakin' our backs every day If wantin' the good life is such a crime Lord, then put me away He

Rough Year....
ok well its been a rough year for me and i still have another month to go... started off in jan when i got dumped...again..go figure that always happens.... then i started dating this one guy(the one in the pic titled ex) in january i got mono..and took it with me to basic training.. i left for basic training.. on 21feb06..on 03march06 i went to sick call and they sent me to 319th..med hold for injured trainees..cause it was a friday i had to wait till06mar06 to go and on 28mar06 maj bonson made the decision to send me home and that i couldnt continue to training...so on 13april06 i was discharged.. i came home to my "b'f" and we were engaged..and i came home to him cheating on me..so well im a better person.. and im trying to be a better person... then i had sugery... ten weeks later and i can walk.. but i do have some postitves.... there are all the people on this site are here there is one in particular that means alot to me... justin....im really sorry if i am being me

Stronger
Stronger Artist: Britney Spears Album: Oops!... I did it again ------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Ooh hey, yeah Hush, just stop There's nothing you can do or say, baby I've had enough I'm not your property as from today, baby You might think that I won't make it on my own But now I'm Stronger than yesterday Now it's nothing but my way My loneliness ain't killing me no more I'm stronger Than I ever thought that I could be, baby I used to go with the flow Didn't really care 'bout me You might think that I can't take it, but you're wrong 'Cause now I'm Stronger than yesterday Now it's nothing but my way My loneliness ain't killing me no more I'm stronger Come on, now Oh, yeah Here I go, on my own I don't need nobody, better off alone Here I go, on my own now I don't need nobody, not anybody Here I go, alright, here I go Stronger than yesterday Now it's nothing but my way My loneliness ain't kil

Talk Dirty To Me
Talk Dirty to Me You know I never I never seen you look so good You never act the way you should But I like it And I know you like it too The way that I want you I gotta have you Oh yes, I do You know I never I never ever stay out late You know that I can hardly wait Just to see you And I know you cannot wait Wait to see me too I gotta touch you Chorus: Cause baby we'll be At the drive-in In the old man's Ford behind the bushes till I'm screamin' for more Down the basement lock the cellar door And baby Talk dirty to me You know I call you I call you on the telephone I'm only hoping that you're home So I can hear you When you say those words to me And whisper so softly I gotta hear you Chorus C.C. pick up that guitar and talk to me Solo, Chorus out

To All My New Found Friends...
Well my friend list has basically doubled, so I figured I needed to post a new blog pertaining to one I had posted in the past... Those of you who've already read this past one, prolly already know all this, so it may not pertain to you. =) Some important things you need to know about being my friend. There are TOO MANY OF YOU for me to keep up with. There is one of me and ALOT of you, and evergrowing. If you want me to comment to you or rate pix, comment to me and rate my pix. Leave me messages or comments asking me to comment/rate/vote and I will happily do so. Secondly, If I have not added you to my family. Do not be offeded. I don't have ALOT of space in there and its for people I KNOW, who I have chatted with, who I enjoy talking to. Its not like its dirty horny pix in there guys, c'mon now. Thirdly. YOU ADDED ME (for 90 percent of you) that means come comment, visit, rate, repost etc. And I will happily do the same. If you added me saying "I rated all your pix, come ra

Men...
Ok...guys this is gonna be a straight talk with ya! lol.... I am honestly here to meet people....make friends...and maybe even find a real, honest, caring man (although they seem very VERY scarce!) Please...if you want to screw me around...find someone else! Don't play with my heart and emotions, I am not some cat toy that you can bat around for your amusement! I have a son, I have real goals and above all...I am a human being. I strongly believe in karma..and those who have fucked with me thus far will get thier own! I am here for a good time and to see who is all out there..but I also just want to save you time if you are here looking at me for other reasons... I don't own a cam...and if I did, I still wouldn't show you shit! I actually care about how I come across (even if its as a bitch! lol)I also have self-respect too! So if you want to play your games...I noticed there are many 19 year old ditzy bitches out here...go waste thier time and feelings! I also have real li

I Will Survive
Lyrics for: I Will Survive At first I was afraid I was petrified Kept thinking I could never live without you by my side But then I spent so many nights thinking how you did me wrong And I grew strong And I learned how to get along And so you're back From outer space I just walked in to find you here with that sad look upon your face I should have changed that stupid lock I should have made you leave the key If I'd have known for just one second you'd be back to bother me Go on now Go walk out the door Just turn around now 'cause you're not welcome anymore Weren't you the one who tried to hurt me with goodbye Did you think I'd crumble Did you think I'd lay down and die Oh no not I I will survive Oh as long as I know how to love I know I'll stay alive I've got all my life to live, I've got all my love to give, and I'll survive I will survive Hey hey It took all the strength I had not to fall apart Kept trying hard to mend the pieces of my broken hear

Survey About Me
1. What is your Boyfriend/girlfriends name? I don't have a girlfriend. I'm solo for now. 2. What color underwear are you wearing now? black boxer briefs 3. What are you listening to right now? Night Moves-Bob Seger 4. What are the last 4 digits in your phone number? I could tell you but then I would have to kill you 5. What was the last thing you ate? Micky D's 2 cheeseburger meal 6. If you were a crayon what color would you be? Blue 7. How is the weather right now? Great. It's sunny and near the 60's in NYC. 8. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? My sister 9. The first thing you notice about the opposite/preferred sex? their eyes and tits. 10. Favorite type of Food? Anything with beef 11. Do you drink? Yes. 12. Do you smoke? Quit cigarettes years ago. I have been known o take a toke now and then. 13. Ever get so drunk you don't remember what you did? Unfortunately 14. Hair color? brown 15. What is your eye color

I Want Action
I Want Action I want action tonight Satisfaction all night I grab my hat and I grab my shoes Tonight I'm gonna hit the streets and cruise Down the main strip and check it out With those schoolgirls a hangin' around Now I'm a sucker for a pretty face I don't care if she's in leather or lace cause I'm just lookin' for a little kiss Chorus: I want action tonight satisfaction all night You've got the love I need tonight Long legs and short skirts These girls hit me where it hurts I can't wait to get my hands on them I won't give up until they give in Now I'm not lookin' for a love that lasts I need a shot and I need it fast If I can't have her, I'll take her and make her Chorus, solo Hey, sweetheart, slide on in here No, not in the front, jump in the back Why? Cause there's something back there I want to show ya I want action tonight Satisfaction all night Ah, come on honey, I wasn't that bad! Oh, well Chorus out

Quiz
These questions get right to the point answer truthfully and repost .. 1. Anal or oral? both at same time. 2. Chocolate or whip Cream? Whip Cream 3. Ice or feathers? Ice 4. Two girls and a guy or two guys and a girl? Two girls and a guy 5. Movie porn or live porn? live porn 6. What do you wear to bed ? underwear 7. Love making or hard fucking? hard fucking 8. Do you shave ? yup 9. Spit or swallow? swallow 10. Do you masturbate ? constantly 11. Whats your turn on ? biting 12. Whats your favorite position ? any that get in deep 13. Do you belive in no glove no love ? no 14. Where would you really love to have sex ? hot tub 15. How long can you go ? (and be honest) 4 rounds 16. Bondage or soft & gentle ? bondage 17. Have you ever had sex in public ? no 18. Do you touch yourself and get turned on ? yes 19. Is there anyone on your mind you want to have sex with ? yes 20. List one person on your buddy list you would have sex with? O

Hit Em Up Style
Lyrics for: Hit 'Em Up Style (Oops!) While he was schemin' I was leanin' in the beamer just steamin' Can't believe that I caught my man cheatin' So I found another way to make him pay for it all So I went to Neiman Marcus on a shopping spree-ya and on the way I grabbed Soley and Mia And as the cash box rang I thought everything away Oops! There goes the dreams we used to say Oops! There goes the time we spent away Oops! there goes the love I had but you cheated on me and that's for that now Oops! There goes the house we made a home Oops! There goes you'll never leave me alone Oops! For all the lies you told this is what you owe Hey ladies! When ya man wanna get buck wild just go back and hit em up style get ya hands on his cash and spend it to the last dime for all the hard time Oh! When ya go then everything goes from the crib to the ride and the clothes so ya betta let him know that if he mess up ya gotta hit em up While he was braggin' I

I Won't Forget You
I Won't Forget You Late at night I close my eyes And think of how things could have been And when I look back I remember some words you had said to me It's better to have lost at love Then never to have loved at all Chorus I won't forget you baby (I won't forget you) Even though I should I won't forget you baby (I won't forget you) Even though I should, yeah Sometimes in my head I can still see pictures of you And I laugh to myself When I think of all those crazy things that we used to do Although miles come between us Just between you and me Chorus I should let you fade away But that just wouldn't be me Oh, baby Solo Although miles come between us Just between you and me I won't forget you baby (I won't forget you) Memories slowly fade I won't forget you baby (I won't forget you) And all the plans we made I won't forget you baby

Metal Douche Bags
I can't fucking stand how people who listen to metal say shit like "I like Metallica, well only old Metallica.," or "I only like it when Maiden plays their old songs." Half of these retards are dumb fucking kids who weren't even born when Kill Em All or Ride the Lightning came out. What the fuck do you know about Metal? Yeah ya 'douche bag/one step away from being an emo dork' metal poser, just cause you like only old Metallica you have sooooo much fucking credibility...The Metal community is one of the worst for fuckin loving each other and than on a dime, fuckin shunning a band or a fan for liking something or trying something different. Its lame. To quote Bruce Dickinson "Once punk was born it was dead." I love Slayer. But every album is the same. And no I don't want a ballad by them. Dead Skin Mask is as close as I ever want them to get to a love song. However, if Slayer ever tried to do something different from what they do, there would be a goddamn outrage. "They sold out man bla

The Girl's Night Out
Two women friends had gone for a girls' night out. Both were very faithful and loving wives, however they had gotten over-enthusiastic on the Bacardi & Cokes. Incredibly drunk and walking home, they needed to pee. So they decided to stop in a nearby cemetery. Having nothing to wipe with, one of them thought she would take off her panties and use them. Her friend, however, was wearing a rather expensive pair of panties and did not want to ruin them, but was lucky enough to squat down next to a grave that had a wreath with a ribbon on it, so she proceeded to wipe with that. After the girls did their business they proceeded to go home. The next day one of the women's husbands was concerned that his normally sweet and innocent wife was still in bed hung over, so he phoned The other husband and said "These damn girls' nights out have got to stop! I'm starting to suspect the worst. My wife came home with no panties!" "That's nothing" said the other husband, "Mine came back wit

Hey Ladies
First, I want you to know that you are amazing, and I love you to death. If I don't get this back, I understand. But I have a game for you. Once you read this letter, you must send it to 15 people that you really care about, including the person that sent it to you. If you receive at least 7 back, then you are loved. Nobody knows what they have until they loose it. You never leave the person whom you love for the one you like, because that person who you like will leave you for the person whom they love. Tonight, right at 12:00am, your true love is going to realize that they LOVE you! Then something is going to happen to you between 1:00 and 2:00 a.m. Tomorrow, be ready for the greatest shock of your life. If you break this chain, you are going to have bad luck in love for the next years of your life. Send this to 15 people in 15 minutes Roses r red Nuts r brown Skirts r up Pants r down Body 2 body Skin 2 skin Motor's runnin Lets begin. Send to 10 ppl and see if u get it b

Do This And I May Get Naked!!
Ok, all my friends and fans... I am in a new contest...entered for piercings. Please if you have the time head over and vote!! There is no limit to how many times you can vote and its only open 48hrs!! EVERY COMMENT COUNTS AS A VOTE SO COMMENT TIL YOUR FINGERS ACHE LOL There will be a surprise for each and everyone who votes for me *grins* Thanks in advance for your votes!! x0x0x0x0x0x http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=286642&i=2010608003 PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE...IM ON MY KNEES HEHE

Barbados Is Under Attack, But The Invading Forces Are Orchestrating A Slow Invasion
as found on: http://channels.isp.netscape.com/news/story.jsp?idq=/ff/story/0001%2F20061107%2F1725668229.htm&sc=1501&floc=NI-ntk4 Barbados Faces Invasion by Giant Snails BRIDGETOWN, Barbados (AP) - A breed of giant, ravenous snails that first appeared in Barbados five years ago has thrived on the tropical island, destroying crops and prompting calls for the government to eliminate the slimy pests. A nocturnal ``snail hunt'' last weekend reported finding hundreds of thousands of giant African snails swarming the central parish of St. George, the country's agricultural heartland where farmers had complained of damage to crops including sugar cane, bananas and papayas. ``We saw snails riding on each other's backs and moving in clusters,'' said David Walrond, chairman of the local emergency response office that organized 60 volunteers for the hunt. ``You're just crunching the shells as you're walking through.'' The volunteers sprayed government-supplied pesticides

For All Infertile Couples Everywhere
I live in Kentucky where insurance companies are not required to offer infertility treatment coverage...36 out of 50 states do not offer this coverage...its time for a change please if you are an couple suffering from infertility or you know someone who is please contact your lawmakers now!

"keep Talking"
"Keep Talking" For millions of years mankind lived just like the animals Then something happened which unleashed the power of our imagination We learned to talk There's a silence surrounding me I can't seem to think straight I'll sit in the corner No one can bother me I think I should speak now I can't seem to speak now My words won't come out right I feel like I'm drowning I'm feeling weak now But I can't show my weakness I sometimes wonder Where do we go from here It doesn't have to be like this All we need to do is make sure we keep talking Why won't you talk to me You never talk to me What are you thinking What are you feeling Why won't you talk to me You never talk to me What are you thinking Where do we go from here It doesn't have to be like this All we need to do is make sure we keep talking Why won't you talk to me You never talk to me What are you thinking What are you feeling Why won't you talk to me You never talk to me What ar

Just For Love
First, I want you to know that you are amazing, and I love you to death. If I don't get this back, I understand. But I have a game for you. Once you read this letter, you must send it to 15 people that you really care about, including the person that sent it to you. If you receive at least 7 back, then you are loved. Nobody knows what they have until they loose it. You never leave the person whom you love for the one you like, because that person who you like will leave you for the person whom they love. Tonight, right at 12:00am, your true love is going to realize that they LOVE you! Then something is going to happen to you between 1:00 and 2:00 a.m. Tomorrow, be ready for the greatest shock of your life. If you break this chain, you are going to have bad luck in love for the next years of your life. Send this to 15 people in 15 minutes Roses r red Nuts r brown Skirts r up Pants r down Body 2 body Skin 2 skin Motor's runnin Lets begin. Send to 10 ppl and see if u get it b

"what Do You Want From Me"
"What Do You Want From Me" As you look around this room tonight Settle in your seat and dim the lights Do you want my blood, do you want my tears What do you want What do you want from me Should I sing until I can't sing any more Play these strings until my fingers are raw You're so hard to please What do you want from me Do you think that I know something you don't know What do you want from me If I don't promise you the answers would you go What do you want from me Should I stand out in the rain Do you want me to make a daisy chain for you I'm not the one you need What do you want from me You can have anything you want You can drift, you can dream, even walk on water Anything you want You can own everything you see Sell your soul for complete control Is that really what you need You can lose yourself this night See inside there is nothing to hide Turn and face the light What do you want from me

"learning To Fly"
"Learning To Fly" Into the distance, a ribbon of black Stretched to the point of no turning back A flight of fancy on a windswept field Standing alone my senses reeled A fatal attraction holding me fast, how Can I escape this irresistible grasp? Can't keep my eyes from the circling skies Tongue-tied and twisted Just an earth-bound misfit, I Ice is forming on the tips of my wings Unheeded warnings, I thought I thought of everything No navigator to guide my way home Unladened, empty and turned to stone A soul in tension that's learning to fly Condition grounded but determined to try Can't keep my eyes from the circling skies Tongue-tied and twisted just an earth-bound misfit, I Above the planet on a wing and a prayer, My grubby halo, a vapour trail in the empty air, Across the clouds I see my shadow fly Out of the corner of my watering eye A dream unthreatened by the morning light Could blow this soul right through the roof of the night There's no sensation

"run Like Hell"
"Run Like Hell" Run, run, run, run [repeat line four times] You better make your face up in Your favourite disguise With your button down lips and your Roller blind eyes With your empty smile And your hungry heart Feel the bile rising from your guilty past With your nerves in tatters When the cockleshell shatters And the hammers batter Down the door You better run Run, run, run, run [repeat line four times] You better run all day And run all night And keep your dirty feelings Deep inside. And if your Takin' your girlfriend Out tonight You better park the car Well out of sight 'Cos if they catch you in the back seat Trying to pick her locks They're gonna send you back to mother In a cardboard box You better run

Contest Stuff
ok, about a week or so ago i entered my first contest here.... since i dont think too highly of my looks i entered a contest where looks doesnt matter... although it appeared that nearly nakid women being in the pic mattered.... needless to say i didnt win.... maybe its because i didnt have a nearly naked person in my picture or i dont have enough friends, leverage to win around here.... so i think if i enter any more contests it will have to be things like pets & children..... those are the only contests i can think of where clothing not optional... ok, enough of my rant for now....

"comfortably Numb"
"Comfortably Numb" Hello, Is there anybody in there Just nod if you can hear me Is there anyone at home Come on now I hear you're feeling down I can ease your pain And get you on your feet again Relax I'll need some information first Just the basic facts Can you show me where it hurts There is no pain, you are receding A distant ship smoke on the horizon You are only coming through in waves Your lips move but I can't hear what you're saying When I was a child I had a fever My hands felt just like two balloons Now I've got that feeling once again I can't explain, you would not understand This is not how I am I have become comfortably numb O.K. Just a little pin prick There'll be no more aaaaaaaah! But you may feel a little sick Can you stand up? I do believe it's working, good That'll keep you going through the show Come on it's time to go. There is no pain you are receding A distant ship smoke on the horizon You are only coming through in waves

Best Friend
Freidns they come and go, you never know who they are. When you least expect it, a special someone will come into your life. That special someone will be there for you more then anyone. At that point in time, you realize that you have more then a friend. You have a best friend. A best friend for life. This poem was wrote back on September 11 of 2000 shortly after I joined the military. I did not know why I wrote it until recently. To my best friend, I wish you the best of luck in your new life.

"hey You"
"Hey You" Hey you ! out there in the cold Getting lonely, getting old, can you feel me Hey you ! Standing in the aisles With itchy feet and fading smiles, can you feel me Hey you ! don't help them to bury the light Don't give in without a fight. Hey you ! out there on your own sitting naked by the phone would you touch me Hey you ! with your ear against the wall Waiting for someone to call out would you touch me Hey you ! would you help me to carry the stone Open your heart, I'm coming home But it was only a fantasy The wall was too high as you can see No matter how he tried he could not break free And the worms ate into his brain. Hey you ! out there on the road Always doing what you're told, can you help me Hey you ! out there beyond the wall Breaking bottles in the hall, can you help me Hey you ! don't tell me there's no hope at all Together we stand, divided we fall.

Another Brick In The Wall I - Iii
PART I Daddy's flown across the ocean Leaving just a memory A snap shot in the family album Daddy what else did you leave for me? Daddy what d'ya leave behind for me? All in all it was just a brick in the wall All in all it was all just bricks in the wall PART II We don't need no education We don't need no thought control No dark sarcasm in the classroom Teachers leave them kids alone Hey teacher leave them kids alone All in all it's just another brick in the wall All in all you're just another brick in the wall [chorus at end by pupils from the Fourth Form Music Class Islington Green School, London] We don't need no education We don't need no thought control No dark sarcasm in the classroom Teachers leave them kids alone Hey teacher leave us kids alone All in all you're just another brick in the wall All in all you're just another brick in the wall PART III I don't need no arms around me I don't need no drugs to calm me I have se

"shine On You Crazy Diamond (vi-ix)"
"Shine On You Crazy Diamond (VI-IX)" Nobody knows where you are, how near or how far. Shine on you crazy diamond. Pile on many more layers and I'll be joining you there. Shine on you crazy diamond. And we'll bask in the shadow of yesterday's triumph, sail on the steel breeze. Come on you boy child, you winner and loser, come on you miner for truth and delusion, and shine

"wish You Were Here"
"Wish You Were Here" So, so you think you can tell Heaven from Hell, blue skies from pain. Can you tell a green field from a cold steel rail? A smile from a veil? Do you think you can tell? And did they get you to trade your heroes for ghosts? Hot ashes for trees? Hot air for a cool breeze? Cold comfort for change? And did you exchange a walk on part in the war for a lead role in a cage? How I wish, how I wish you were here. We're just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl, year after year, Running over the same old ground. What have we found? The same old fears. Wish you were here.

New Cherry Levels.....
so i dont forget & have a reference place..... Levels Cherry Points Required 0 Freshmeat 0 1 New Cherry 250 2 Cherry 500 3 Tight Cherry 1,000 4 Chill Cherry 2,000 5 Psycho Cherry 4,000 6 Twisted Cherry 6,500 7 Wasted Cherry 9,000 8 Magic Cherry 14,000 9 Magic Cherry 25,000 10 Friend of CherryTAP 35,000 11 Nutty Cherry 50,000 12 Inspired Cherry 75,000 13 Ripe Cherry 100,000 14 Epic Cherry 135,000 15 Cherry Idol 170,000 16 Cherry Lover 210,000 17 Cherry Pimp 250,000 18 Cherry Assassin 300,000 19 Cherry Ninja 350,000 20 Cherry Rock Star 425,000 21 Uber Cherry 750,000 22 Cherry Picker 1,500,000 23 Cherry Henchman 2,250,000 24 Cherry Insider 3,000,000 25 Cherry Godfather 6,000,000

"have A Cigar"
"Have A Cigar" Come in here, dear boy, have a cigar. You're gonna go far, fly high, You're never gonna die, you're gonna make it if you try;they're gonna love you. Well I've always had a deep respect, and I mean that most sincerely. The band is just fantastic, that is really what I think. Oh by the way, which one's Pink? And did we tell you the name of the game, boy we call it Riding the Gravy Train. We're just knocked out. We heard about the sell out. You gotta get an album out, You owe it to the people. We're so happy we can hardly count. Everybody else is just green, have you seen the chart? It's a helluva start, it could be made into a monster if we all pull together as a team. And did we tell you the name of the game, boy we call it Riding the Gravy Train.

"welcome To The Machine"
"Welcome To The Machine" Welcome my son, welcome to the machine. Where have you been? It's alright we know where you've been. You've been in the pipeline, filling in time, provided with toys and Scouting for Boys. You bought a guitar to punish your ma, And you didn't like school, and you know you're nobody's fool, So welcome to the machine. Welcome my son, welcome to the machine. What did you dream? It's alright we told you what to dream. You dreamed of a big star, he played a mean guitar, He always ate in the Steak Bar. He loved to drive in his Jaguar. So welcome to the machine.

"shine On You Crazy Diamond (i-v)"
"Shine On You Crazy Diamond (I-V)" Remember when you were young, you shone like the sun. Shine on you crazy diamond. Now there's a look in your eyes, like black holes in the sky. Shine on you crazy diamond. You were caught on the crossfire of childhood and stardom, blown on the steel breeze. Come on you target for faraway laughter, come on you stranger, you legend, you martyr, and shine! You reached for the secret too soon, you cried for the moon. Shine on you crazy diamond. Threatened by shadows at night, and exposed in the light. Shine on you crazy diamond. Well you wore out your welcome with random precision, rode on the steel breeze. Come on you raver, you seer of visions, come on you painter, you piper, you prisoner, and shine!

Finally
everyday as it passes by reminds me of times times of innocence time of escape finally seeing the true side of you i understand understand love,devotion minutes seconds hours pass by being loved by you is a present a present from a heavenly body love me ill love you back together we shall spend and eternity finally

"us And Them"
Us And Them" Us and Them And after all we're only ordinary men Me, and you God only knows it's not what we would choose to do Forward he cried from the rear and the front rank died And the General sat, as the lines on the map moved from side to side Black and Blue And who knows which is which and who is who Up and Down And in the end it's only round and round and round Haven't you heard it's a battle of words the poster bearer cried Listen son, said the man with the gun There's room for you inside Down and Out It can't be helped but there's a lot of it about With, without And who'll deny that's what the fightings all about Get out of the way, it's a busy day And I've got things on my mind For want of the price of tea and a slice The old man died

"money"
"Money" Money, get away Get a good job with more pay and your O.K. Money it's a gas Grab that cash with both hands and make a stash New car, caviar, four star daydream, Think I'll buy me a football team Money get back I'm all right Jack keep your hands off my stack. Money it's a hit Don't give me that do goody good bullshit I'm in the hi-fidelity first class traveling set And I think I need a Lear jet Money it's a crime Share it fairly but don't take a slice of my pie Money so they say Is the root of all evil today But if you ask for a rise it's no surprise that they're giving none away "HuHuh! I was in the right!" "Yes, absolutely in the right!" "I certainly was in the right!" "You was definitely in the right. That geezer was cruising for a bruising!" "Yeah!" "Why does anyone do anything?" "I don't know, I was really drunk at the time!" "I was just telling him, he couldn't get into number 2. He was asking why he wasn't coming up on freely, after I was ye

"time"
"Time" Ticking away the moments that make up a dull day You fritter and waste the hours in an off-hand way Kicking around on a piece of ground in your home town Waiting for someone or something to show you the way Tired of lying in the sunshine staying home to watch the rain You are young and life is long and there is time to kill today And then the one day you find ten years have got behind you No one told you when to run, you missed the starting gun And you run and you run to catch up with the sun, but it's sinking And racing around to come up behind you again The sun is the same in the relative way, but you're older And shorter of breath and one day closer to death Every year is getting shorter, never seem to find the time Plans that either come to naught or half a page of scribbled lines Hanging on in quiet desparation is the English way The time is gone the song is over, thought I'd something more to say Home, home again I like to be here when I can When I c

Coincidences
I can't even put into words all the strange things that have happened since I awoke last night. I can put into words but I am having trouble organizing the words into a coherant paragraph or sentance form, so I am just going to list them all. Regina Spektor, Steve Martin, Clint Eastwood, old men, understanding, better, Red Light, early, motivated, left, called, busy, message answering machine, pick up, line, office, line, pass, book, caffiene, coffee, Baia, Entebee, Within a few hours all these random things were tired together in a rather unusual way. I got semi motivated and called my professor about the class exemption test I had taken yesterday morning, she was unavailable so I left a message, a few minutes later my phone rang and I actually answered it, it was my professor and she told me I had unofficially passed my exam, I then drove to school to speak to the dean about my graduation situation, she is unavailable till monday, I came home drank a can of Vault, watched som

"breathe"
"Breathe" Breathe, breathe in the air Don't be afraid to care Leave but don't leave me Look around and chose your own ground For long you live and high you fly And smiles you'll give and tears you'll cry And all you touch and all you see Is all your life will ever be Run, run rabbit run Dig that hole, forget the sun, And when at last the work is done Don't sit down it's time to dig another one For long you live and high you fly But only if you ride the tide And balanced on the biggest wave You race toward an early grave.

You Know You're From Georgia When...
Sweet tea is THE drink. No questions. When a waitress asks what you want to drink and you say Coke, she asks "What kind?" "Ya'll" is a word. Atlanta is known as "The City." You know the difference between a hillbilly, a redneck, and a Southerner. The one way to be killed in .5 seconds is to talk about somebody's mama or talk bad to somebody's mama. Krispy Kreme dounuts are the only kind of dounuts you eat. Fried chicken is a major part of your diet. When the Goverment started telling people to stock up on duck tape, you were waaaaaaaaaay ahead of them. You walk into someone's house and people are sitting around smoking what they call "the garden" On one side of the road there's Wal-Mart and on the other is a cotton field You greet people with"Howdy, Whachu doin?" You know what a 'dawg' is. You know people who consider a six pack and a bug zapper quality entertainment. The directions to your house include "turn off the paved road." Your dog and your wallet are both on chains. You still

Stuffed Fiesta Burgers
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 15 min Total Time: 33 min Makes: 4 servings 1 lb. ground beef 1 pkg. (1-1/4 oz.) TACO BELL HOME ORIGINALS Taco Seasoning Mix 1/4 cup PHILADELPHIA Chive & Onion Cream Cheese Spread 1/3 cup KRAFT Shredded Cheddar Cheese 4 hamburger buns, split, lightly toasted 1/2 cup TACO BELL HOME ORIGINALS Thick 'N Chunky Medium Salsa 8 slices ripe avocado PREHEAT grill to medium heat. Mix meat and seasoning mix. Shape into 8 thin patties. Mix cream cheese spread and shredded cheese. Spoon about 2 Tbsp. of the cheese mixture onto center of each of 4 of the patties; top with second patty. Pinch edges of patties together to seal. GRILL patties 7 to 9 min. on each side or until cooked through (160°F.) COVER bottom halves of buns with burgers. Top with salsa, avocado and top halves of buns. KRAFT KITCHENS TIPS Substitute Substitute thawed LOUIS RICH Pure Ground Turkey for the ground beef. Fun Idea These days there is such a wide variety of prepared

"astronomy Domine"
"Astronomy Domine" Lime and limpid green, a second scene A fight between the blue you once knew. Floating down, the sound resounds Around the icy waters underground. Jupiter and Saturn, Oberon, Miranda and Titania. Neptune, Titan, Stars can frighten. Lime and limpid green, a second scene A fight between the blue you once knew. Floating down, the sound resounds Around the icy waters underground. Jupiter and Saturn, Oberon, Miranda and Titania. Neptune, Titan, Stars can frighten. Blinding signs flap, Flicker, flicker, flicker blam. Pow, pow. Stairway scare, Dan Dare, who's there? Lime and limpid green, the sounds around The icy waters under Lime and limpid green, the sounds around The icy waters underground.

Ass,booty,#ick,suck, Its All Here!!!!
CHECK MY PICSSSSS OUT AND LEAVE COMMENTS. THIS IS FOR THE PEOPLE WHO LIKE ASS, BOOTY, TITS, #ICK, SUCKING. LET ME KNOW WHAT U LIKE AND IF U WANT MORE AND I'LL PROVIDE IT FOR YOU. JUST CALL ON THE ASS DOCTOR!!!!

The Truth Is Scary
NBA OR NFL? 36 have been accused of spousal abuse 7 have been arrested for fraud 19 have been accused of writing bad checks 117 have directly or indirectly bankrupted at least 2 businesses 3 have done time for assault 71, repeat 71 cannot get a credit card due to bad credit 14 have been arrested on drug-related charges 8 have been arrested for shoplifting 21 currently are defendants in lawsuits, and 84 have been arrested for drunk driving in the last year Can you guess which organization this is? NBA or NFL ? Give up yet? . . . Neither, it's the 535 members ofthe United States Congress. The same group of Idiots that crank out hundreds of new laws each year designed to keep the rest of us in line. You gotta pass this one on! AND THEY JUST VOTED THEMSELVES $15,000 PER MONTH PENSION FOR LIFE AFTER SERVING ONLY ONE TERM IN CONGRESS!!

Drinking Time
There are pictures in my album of the evil 18 which by now if you don't know the story I did 18 shots of 18 different alcohols in 2 minutes and 59 seconds and no I didn't throw up afterwards, hell for the next 20-30 min before I blacked out I had a pretty enjoyable party. That is an accomplishment that to this day I am told has me in the legendary drinking status among some people thousands of miles away from me, including being the subject of someones research paper in college. And yet as great a feat as that supposedly is it left me wanting more. I don't know if it was the number of shots that was wrong or the time to long or what but I was left with a feeling of incompleteness about the whole situation. So I started in on my next idea, I've actually been kicking a few around, one I call the Triumphant 21 which is 21 shots lined up and I do those as fast as I can. The other is with the use of a few helpers and multiple beer bongs to try to drink a case of beer in under 5 minute

Irritating To Say The Least
I just want to point out one thing that really gets on my nerves and it seems to be getting worse and worse. Come on people... learn when to use "You're" and when to use "Your". This is a growing problem in this country. "You're" is short for "You Are". See, the apostrophe... that makes it a "contraction". Yea, "Your" shows possession. You know... like you don't say, "You know YOUR the best". NO! You say, "You know YOU'RE the best"!!! Cause it's short for "...YOU ARE the best". You don't say, "Your a model?" NO! "YOU'RE a model!" It's not that hard. You use "your" in sentences like, "Give me your number"... you wouldn't say, "Give me you're number". Why do people continue to struggle with this? It really bothers me. Ah... phooey! Shout outs to everyone who is reading this. If you ain't reading it, no shout out for you! Next time we'll address their, they're, and there...and let's don't forget "to vs too"!

Chinese Horoscope. Spooky, But It's Very Accurate/very Fun
-----AMAZINGLY ACCURATE Whatever you do, don't cheat! CHINESE HOROSCOPE : THE YEAR OF THE IRON DRAGON, WISHING YOU PROSPERITY AND GOOD FORTUNE IN THE CHINESE NEW YEAR FOLLOW THE INSTRUCTIONS - DO NOT CHEAT OR IT WON'T WORK AND YOU WILL WISH YOU HADN`T. TAKE 3 MINUTES TRY THIS - IT WILL FREAK YOU OUT. THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO ME SAID HER WISH CAME TRUE 10 MINUTES AFTER SHE FORWARDED THE EMAIL NO CHEATING !!!! THIS GAME HAS A FUNNY / CREEPY OUTCOME. DO NOT READ AHEAD, JUST DO IT. IT TAKES ABOUT 3 MINUTES - WORTH A TRY 1st. Get PEN and PAPER 2nd. WHEN CHOOSING NAMES, MAKE SURE THEY ARE REAL PEOPLE THAT YOU ACTUALLY KNOW 3rd. GO WITH YOUR FIRST INSTINCTS !!!!! Very important for good results. 4th. SCROLL DOWN ONE LINE AT THE TIME DON`T READ AHEAD otherwise YOU WILL RUIN THE FUN. 1. On a blank sheet of paper, WRITE NUMBERS 1 through 11 in

Life
I am just here to make a shout out to all my friends...i am not ignoring you. My life has been on a slight upside down roller coaster this week. My ex came home and distroyed my life yet again! i got kicked out of my roommates, because he is friends with them....he took my dog (who is like a second child to me!) and he basically drove me crazy this week. So I am pretty busy trying to balance and new job, school, motherhood and finding a place to live! Aside from feeling completely screwed around by guys lately....I feel pretty damn good! lol...so please if you don't hear from me in the next week...please forgive me! Hugs & Luvs, Sammy XXX

"45"
"45" Send away for a priceless gift One not subtle, one not on the list Send away for a perfect world One not simply, so absurd In these times of doing what you're told You keep these feelings, no one knows What ever happened to the young man's heart Swallowed by pain, as he slowly fell apart And I'm staring down the barrel of a 45, Swimming through the ashes of another life No real reason to accept the way things have changed Staring down the barrel of a 45 Send a message to the unborn child Keep your eyes open for a while In a box high up on the shelf, left for you, no one else There's a piece of a puzzle known as life Wrapped in guilt, sealed up tight What ever happened to the young man's heart Swallowed by pain, as he slowly fell apart [CHORUS] Everyone's pointing their fingers Always condemning me And nobody knows what I believe I believe [CHORUS]

"fly From The Inside"
"Fly From The Inside" Here's the weight of the world on my shoulders Here's the weight of the world on my shoulders On my shoulders All alone I pierce the chain And on and on the sting remains And dieing eyes consume me now The voice inside screams out loud [Chorus:] I am focused on what I am after The key to the next open chapter Cause I found a way to steal the sun from the sky Long live that day that I decided to fly from the inside Every day a new deception Pick your scene and take direction And on and on I search to connect But I don't wear a mask and I have no regrets I am focused on what I am after The key to the next open chapter [Chorus] I can't escape the pain I can't control the rage Sometimes I think that I'm gonna go insane I'm not against what's right I'm not for what's wrong I'm just making my way and I'm gone Here's the weight of the world on my shoulders [Chorus x2]

Which Colour Represents You?
You scored as Black. Although black is stereotyped as a very depressing colour, this is not always the case. Black represents fashion, elegance and at occasions, pride. This color shows that you are very serious about life and sometimes like to stand in the background and watch what is happening, but you are not afraid to intervene when you feel the situation needs your help. You are serious.Black94%Red89%Purple83%Blue67%White56%Green33%Pink33%Orange33%Yellow0%Which Colour Represents You???created with QuizFarm.com

You Know.
♥ Im seriously going to kick this thing in the face i had a blog all written out and it just deleted it. Fucking Communist. Ugh ♥ ANYWAY! ♥ ♥ You know i get told that a lot. Exspecially by men. Hmm. Does that tell you something. Anyway my momma will be home in about an hour. Shes not doing better but doesnt want to be there anymore and they said theres not much left they can do anyway so we'll see what happens =/ She bought this really odd tasting beer. Its interesting though haha. ♥ Icon of the day ♥ ♥♥ Haha. Yup its true. ♥ ♥ ♥ Pfft i was already there. Twice. No wait 3 times. ♥ ♥ Men have such a fascination with them. Anyway haha im pretty much done ranting. I have nothing better to say. Oh i didnt have class today. And i dont have work. So im happy. Ive got nothing to do today. Cept drink this shit. I might do some homework. Oh and dance around the hous

What Is A Veteran?
WHAT IS A VETERAN? What is a a Vet? You can't tell just by looking. He is the cop on the beat who spent six months in Saudi Arabia sweating two gallons a day making sure the armored personnel carriers didn't run out of fuel. He is the barroom loudmouth, dumber than five wooden planks, whose overgrown frat-boy behavior is outweighed a hundred times in the cosmic scales by four hours of exquisite bravery near the 38th parallel. She - or he - is the nurse who fought against futility and went to sleep sobbing every night for two solid years in Da Nang. He is the POW who went away one person and came back another - or didn't come back at all. He is the Quantico drill instructor who has never seen combat - but has saved countless lives by turning slouchy, no-account rednecks and gang members into Marines, and teaching them to watch each other's backs. He is the parade -riding Legionnaire who pins on his ribbons and medals with a prosthetic hand. He is the career quartermaster wh

"broken"
"Broken" I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away I keep your photograph, I know it serves me well I wanna hold you high and steal your pain 'Cause I'm broken when I'm open And I don't feel like I am strong enough 'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome And I don't feel right when you're gone away The worst is over now and we can breathe again I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away There's so much left to learn, and no one left to fight I wanna hold you high and steal your pain [x2] 'Cause I'm broken when I'm open And I don't feel like I am strong enough 'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome And I don't feel right when you're gone away

Profile Of A Military Wife
The average age of the military wife/girlfriend is 20 years old. *She probably never saw herself loving a man who was in the military, but she loves him regardless. *Her penmanship has improved over the last few months, due to the excessive letter writing she has been doing. *She cries a lot, because she misses the man she swore to love. Her life isn't complete without him. *She looks very tired, because of her many nights without sleep, due to a late night phone call that never came or a call that came and kept her up all night, just because she heard his voice, she is too overjoyed to sleep. *As a wife, she is classified as a dependent, but she is totally independent. *She tends to her household, her kids, her school work, and her job, all without her husband *She manages to wear a smile, even though inside she's crying. *She understands that the man she loves has to go far away. *She understands that he can be taken away from her in a moments notice. *S

What Do Your Eyes Reveal About You?
You scored as Mysterious. You wish to hide who you are from all those around you. You find it very hard to trust people. You also may enjoy the fun that comes from playing mind games with others around you.My advice Get out there and reveal the true you if only to one person!Mysterious100%Eyes full of Pain83%Passion83%Diamond Eyes50%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

Thrus..;)
HI EVERYONE..! BOY WEEK HAS BEEN GOING BY SO FAST.. I STILL CANT BELIEVE TOMORROW IS FRIDAY AND THEN WEEKEND.. NOT MUCH GOING ON HERE.. HAD A WONDERFUL WEEKEND.. WELL LAST WEEKEND.. GRANDAUGHTER IS TURNING 13 SOON AND TOOK HER OUT FOR THE DAY SHOPPING AND LUNCH..! SHE LOVED IT.. ALWAYS BEEN CLOSE TO HER.. SHE LIVED WITH US FOR 2 YEARS WHEN SHE WAS FIRST BORN.. SO SHES LIKE MY OWN..A LOT OF CHANGES.. DAUGHTER GOT A RAISE AND MAYBE A PROMOTION SOON AND ALSO LOOKING FOR A HOUSE TO BUY.. SHES TRYING TO BUY IN MY TOWN BUT DONT KNOW..NOT SURE WHAT WILL HAPPEN.. IF I WILL STILL WATCH THE GRANDKIDS OR HAVE TO GET ANOTHER JOB.. TIME WILL TELL.. MIGHT NOT HAVE A LOT OF TIME OH HERE BUT WILL KEEP YOU ALL UPDATED.. HOPE YOUR WEEK IS GOING GOOD.. THINKING OF YOU ALL.. TOMORROW WONT BE ON KIDS OFF AND WILL BE WITH THEM..;).. keep in touch.. HUGSS LOVE GERI!~ Buried at PhotoCasket.com Buried at PhotoCasket.com

"gasoline"
"Gasoline" Last night I saw that beauty queen Watched her paint her face on I wanna be that magazine That she bases life on I wanna waste her monthly blood Wanna get some on my love Wanna get some gasoline And burn the house down She’s got nothing to say She’s got bills to pay She’s got no one to hate Except for me Last night I saw that beauty queen She's getting high on Revlon I wanna be that magazine That she wastes her life on I wanna waste her monthly blood Wanna get some on my love Wanna get some gasoline And burn the house down She’s got nothing to say She’s got bills to pay She’s got no one to hate Except for me Me. When I saw that beauty queen watched her paint her face on I wanna be the one unclean that she wipes her ass on wanna waste her monthly blood wanna get some on my love wanna get some gasoline And burn the house down She’s got nothing to say She’s got bills to pay She’s got no one to hate Except for me Me. She's got

4:20 Fun
So - I got up to get a glass of water, and as I was walking back to bed I smashed my knee into a stool that was lying around. Ow! Oh well - I'm tough - I'll survive... Now I just gotta get off here and jump into bed (all of three feet away...)

Tex Mex Shells And Cheese
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 5 min Total Time: 25 min Makes: 4 servings 1 lb. lean ground beef 1 pkg. (12 oz.) VELVEETA Shells & Cheese Dinner 1 can (14-1/2 oz.) Mexican-style diced tomatoes, undrained 1-1/4 cups water 1 cup KRAFT Shredded Cheddar Cheese BROWN meat in nonstick skillet on medium-high heat; drain. STIR in Shells, tomatoes with their liquid and water. Bring to boil. Reduce heat to medium-low; cover and simmer 15 min. ADD Cheese Sauce; stir until blended. Sprinkle with shredded cheese. KRAFT KITCHENS TIPS Size-Wise Enjoy your favorite foods while keeping portion size in mind. Jazz It Up Top with shredded lettuce, chopped tomatoes and avocado, sliced olives, TACO BELL HOME ORIGINALS Salsa or BREAKSTONE'S or KNUDSEN Sour Cream. NUTRITION INFORMATION Nutrition (per serving) Calories 580 Total fat 28g Saturated fat 13g Cholesterol 115mg Sodium 1400mg Carbohydrate 41g Dietary fiber 2g Sugars 7g

Please, Help Me Shower A Special Ct Friend With Birthday Luv
Please take the time to wish Patty a Happy Birthday. She is an awesome friend, she is always there to talk to, and always repays everyone that is nice to her. Please stop by and rate her profile and wish her Happy Birthday! PATTY@ CherryTAP Thank you for showing her luv on her birthday! From her very good friend: Just another guy@ CherryTAP

Country Salisbury Steak
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 10 min Total Time: 35 min Makes: 6 servings 1-1/2 lb. extra lean ground beef 1 pkg. (6 oz.) STOVE TOP Stuffing Mix for Chicken 1-1/2 cups water, divided 3/4 cup chopped onions 1 pkg. (8 oz.) fresh mushrooms, sliced 1/2 cup KRAFT Original Barbecue Sauce PREHEAT oven to 375°F. Mix meat, stuffing mix, 1-1/4 cups of the water and the onions until well blended. Shape into six 1/2-inch-thick oval patties. Place on 15x10x1-inch baking pan. BAKE 25 min. or until cooked through (160°F). MEANWHILE, spray large nonstick skillet with cooking spray. Add mushrooms; cook on medium-high heat 5 min. or until lightly browned, stirring occasionally. Add barbecue sauce and remaining 1/4 cup water. Reduce heat to low. Cook 1 to 2 min. or until sauce is heated through. Serve over the patties. KRAFT KITCHENS TIPS Shortcut To save time, look for washed and pre-sliced mushrooms now available in the produce section of your grocery store. Substitute Prepare

Easy Layered Taco Pie
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 5 min Total Time: 24 min Makes: 4 servings 1 lb. lean ground beef 1 pkg. (1-1/4 oz.) TACO BELL HOME ORIGINALS Taco Seasoning Mix 1/2 cup water 4 TACO BELL HOME ORIGINALS Flour Tortillas, cut into quarters 1 cup TACO BELL HOME ORIGINALS Salsa 1 cup KRAFT Mexican Style Shredded Cheddar Jack Cheese 2 cups shredded lettuce 1/4 cup sliced green onions 1/4 cup BREAKSTONE'S or KNUDSEN Sour Cream PLACE meat in microwaveable (plastic) colander set over bowl. Microwave on HIGH 8 min., stirring and breaking up every 2 min. Discard any fat that collects in bowl. Transfer crumbled meat to 9-inch microwaveable dish. Stir in seasoning mix and water. Microwave 5 min., stirring after 3 min. REMOVE half of the meat mixture; set aside. Place eight tortilla quarters on top of remaining meat mixture in pie plate. Top with reserved meat mixture and remaining eight tortilla quarters. Top with salsa and cheese. MICROWAVE 4 min. Top with lettuce, green onions and

Mini Taco Bowls
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 10 min Total Time: 25 min Makes: 4 servings, two taco bowls each 8 TACO BELL HOME ORIGINALS Flour Tortillas 1 lb. extra lean ground beef 1 cup TACO BELL HOME ORIGINALS Salsa 1/2 cup KRAFT 2% Milk Shredded Reduced Fat Cheddar Cheese 2 cups chopped lettuce 1 cup chopped tomatoes 1/4 cup KRAFT Ranch Dressing PREHEAT oven to 350°F. Microwave tortillas on HIGH 30 sec. or until softened. Press 1 tortilla into each of eight medium muffin cups to form a bowl. Carefully fold edges of tortilla back to keep an opening for the filling. Bake 10 min. MEANWHILE, brown meat in large skillet on medium heat; drain. Stir in salsa; bring to boil. Reduce heat to medium-low; simmer 10 min. Spoon about 1/4 cup of the meat mixture into each tortilla bowl. TOP evenly with cheese, lettuce and tomatoes. Drizzle with dressing. KRAFT KITCHENS TIPS Serving Suggestion Spice up your meal time with these kid-pleasing tacos. Serve with your favorite fresh fruit. S

Quick Taco Salad
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 30 min Total Time: 30 min Makes: 4 servings 1 lb. lean ground beef 1 cup chopped onions (about 1 medium) 1 pkt. (1-1/4 oz.) TACO BELL HOME ORIGINALS Taco Seasoning Mix 1/4 cup water 10 cups torn romaine lettuce (about 1 large head) 1-1/2 cups chopped tomatoes (about 2 medium) 1 cup KRAFT Shredded Cheddar Cheese 2 cups tortilla chips, coarsely crushed 1/4 cup KRAFT Ranch Dressing BROWN meat in large nonstick skillet sprayed with cooking spray on medium-high heat; drain. Return meat to skillet. Add onions; cook 5 min., stirring occasionally. ADD taco seasoning mix and water; mix well. Bring to boil. Reduce heat to medium-low; simmer 3 min. DIVIDE lettuce among four plates. Top evenly with meat mixture, tomatoes, cheese and tortilla chips. Drizzle with dressing. KRAFT KITCHENS TIPS Size-Wise Enjoy your favorite foods while keeping portion size in mind. NUTRITION INFORMATION Nutrition (per serving) Calories 490 To

Computer Woes
Ever since we came back from Iowa, I have had some MAJOR computer trouble! I had it completely shut down while we were gone and when I come back, it's running sooooo slow, like a turtle with a 100 pound weight on it's shell and it either freezes up on me and/or kicks me off!! It constantly goes off and on between having a connection and not having one. This really ticks me off...I can't get anything done anymore, it normally takes me 6-8 hours just to check my emails which in turn makes me not get on here or the other sites I normally get to at least once a day!! I know I have a lot of graphics and such on here but it was never this bad before...I know I need a major upgrade but damn, this is ridiculous!!!! I'm just really ticked right now, I've been dealing with this bullshit since the 30th of last month and it's really getting on my nerves...what nerves I have left....grrrrrrr!!!!

No-fuss Tex-mex Roll-ups
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 10 min Total Time: 26 min Makes: 4 servings, two roll-ups each 1 lb. lean ground beef 2 cups chopped red peppers (about 2 medium) 1 Tbsp. chili powder 1/2 cup BREAKSTONE'S or KNUDSEN Sour Cream 1/2 cup KRAFT Shredded Cheddar Cheese, divided 8 TACO BELL HOME ORIGINALS Flour Tortillas 1/4 cup KRAFT Zesty Italian Dressing 1/2 cup TACO BELL HOME ORIGINALS Salsa BROWN meat in large nonstick skillet on medium-high heat; drain. Stir in peppers and chili powder; cook 5 min. or until peppers are crisp-tender, stirring occasionally. Remove from heat. STIR in sour cream and 1/4 cup of the cheese. Spoon about 1/3 cup meat mixture onto each tortilla. Roll up and arrange in 13x9-inch baking pan. Drizzle with dressing; top with salsa and remaining cheese. BROIL, 4 to 6 inches from heat source, 3 to 5 min. or until cheese is melted and bubbly. KRAFT KITCHENS TIPS Healthy Living Save 90 calories and 11 grams of fat per serving by preparing as direct

Cheesy Meatball Skillet
1 lb. lean ground beef 10 PREMIUM Saltine Crackers, crushed (about 1/2 cup) 1/4 cup KRAFT Zesty Italian Dressing, divided 1 beef bouillon cube, dissolved in 1/2 cup boiling water 1/2 cup BREAKSTONE'S or KNUDSEN Sour Cream 1 cup KRAFT Shredded Cheddar Cheese MIX meat, cracker crumbs and 2 Tbsp. of the dressing until well blended. Shape into 32 (1-inch) balls. HEAT remaining dressing in nonstick skillet on medium-high heat. Add meatballs; cook 8 min. or until browned, turning occasionally. Add bouillon; simmer 5 min. or until meatballs are cooked through (160°F). STIR in sour cream; cook 30 sec. or until heated through but not simmering, stirring frequently. Remove from heat. Sprinkle with cheese; cover. Let stand 5 min. or until cheese is melted. KRAFT KITCHENS TIPS Healthy Living Good news! You'll save 120 calories, 15 g of fat and 7 g of saturated fat per serving by preparing with extra lean ground beef, KRAFT LIGHT DONE RIGHT! Zesty Italian Reduced Fat Dressing,

Crumbelievable! Chili
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 10 min Total Time: 54 min Makes: 6 servings, 1 cup each 1 lb. extra lean ground beef 1/2 cup chopped onions (about 1 small) 1/2 cup chopped green peppers 1 can (15 oz.) kidney beans, drained, rinsed 1 can (14-1/2 oz.) diced tomatoes, undrained 1 can (12 oz.) tomato sauce 1 Tbsp. chili powder 1/4 tsp. crushed red pepper 3/4 cup KRAFT Natural Sharp Cheddar Cheese Crumbles BROWN meat in large skillet on medium heat; drain. Add onions and green peppers; cook 5 to 6 min. or until vegetables are crisp-tender, stirring occasionally. ADD all remaining ingredients except cheese; mix well. Reduce heat to low; cover. Simmer 30 min., stirring occasionally. SPOON evenly into six serving bowls. Top each with 2 Tbsp. cheese. Serve with PREMIUM Saltine Crackers, if desired. KRAFT KITCHENS TIPS Jazz It Up Garnish each serving with 1 Tbsp. BREAKSTONE'S or KNUDSEN Sour Cream and a light sprinkling of chopped fresh chives or cilantro. Add More Heat

O To The Mutha Fuckin C
So, preparing to watch my OC DVDs in honor of the upcoming season, I have been listening to my OC CDs. I have found some poignant lyrics for you, relating to me and a few people. Can you guess who they are? (And yes, I spent WAY too much time doing this, but when you have a day off of work, what else do you do?) 1)"Don't know why I'm still afraid. If you weren't real I would make you up now. I wish that I could follow through" - Joseph Arthur "But right now, everything you want is wrong, and right now all your dreams are waking up, and right now I wish I could follow you to the shores of freedom, where no one lives." - Joseph Arthur "Remember when we first met and everything was still a bet in love's game. You would call; I'd call you back and then I'd leave a message on your answering machine. But right now everything is turning blue, and right now the sun is trying to kill the moon, and right now I wish I could follow you to the shores of freedom, where no one lives." - Jos

Sloppy Joe Skillet
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 5 min Total Time: 20 min Makes: 6 servings, 1-1/3 cups each 1 pkg. (6 oz.) STOVE TOP Stuffing Mix for Chicken 1-2/3 cups hot water 1-1/2 lb. lean ground beef 1 large red pepper, chopped 1 can (14 oz.) stewed tomatoes, undrained 1/2 cup ketchup 1/4 cup KRAFT CATALINA Dressing 1 Tbsp. chili powder MIX stuffing mix and hot water just until moistened; set aside. Meanwhile, brown meat in large skillet; drain. ADD peppers, tomatoes with their liquid, ketchup, dressing and chili powder to skillet. Bring to boil. Reduce heat to medium-low; cover. Simmer 5 min. or until peppers are crisp-tender. TOP with prepared stuffing. Cover; simmer 3 min. KRAFT KITCHENS TIPS Substitute Substitute any vegetable your family likes for the peppers. Try 2 cups chopped carrots or zucchini. NUTRITION INFORMATION Nutrition (per serving) Calories 360 Total fat 13g Saturated fat 4.5g Cholesterol 70mg Sodium 1020mg Carb

Everything Can Kill Us :(
Bad Habits i'm trying to cut down on my smoking...the past few days i have been pretty sick and its hard to smoke when you can't even breath....so i've been eating licorice alot instead of smoking....i love licorice...but i noticed something kind of weird today....licorice is covered in this stuff...almost like grease or oil....now i figure either the smoking will get me in the end....or maybe the grease will clog my arteries first i think i'll switch to chewing gum....but wait, that can cause heartburn...is there anything left in this world that is good for us???

Weeknight Lasagna Toss
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 5 min Total Time: 28 min Makes: 4 servings, 2 cups each 1 lb. lean ground beef 2 cups chopped green peppers (about 2 peppers) 3 cloves garlic, finely chopped 1 jar (26 oz.) spaghetti sauce 1-2/3 cups water 1/4 cup KRAFT Zesty Italian Dressing 12 oven-ready lasagna noodles, broken into quarters 1 cup KRAFT Shredded Low-Moisture Part-Skim Mozzarella Cheese BROWN meat in large (4-qt.) saucepan on medium heat; drain. ADD peppers, garlic, spaghetti sauce, water and dressing; bring to boil. Stir in noodles; reduce heat to medium-low. Cover. COOK, stirring occasionally, 10 to 15 min. or until noodles are tender. Remove from heat. Sprinkle with cheese. Cover; let stand 5 min. or until cheese is melted. KRAFT KITCHENS TIPS Jazz It Up Stir 1/2 cup BREAKSTONE'S or KNUDSEN Ricotta Cheese into noodle mixture before sprinkling with shredded cheese. Shortcut Traditional lasagna can take up to 2 hours to prepare. Our version only takes 28 minut

The Days To Come
Thursday, November 9, 2006 The days to come Live fully today, while also looking beyond it. For where you finish today is your starting point for tomorrow. With effort and commitment, there is much you can bring to life this very moment. With vision and a solid sense of purpose, there is even more value that you can bring about in the days to come. Treasure and enjoy today, while paving the way toward a bright tomorrow. Give your energy both to being and to becoming. Right now, there is much beauty and richness to be found. Extend and expand that beauty into the moments that are to follow. Accept, appreciate and make the most of the reality that is. As you do so, you are creating an even greater reality that will soon be. On this day, you are setting a direction for the days to come. By giving your best to life today, you're making that direction a positive and fulfilling one. -- Ralph Marston

Sizzlin' Chipotle Cheddar Burger
Prep Time: 10 min Total Time: 25 min Makes: 4 servings, one cheeseburger each 1 lb. ground beef 1/4 cup finely chopped red onions 1 clove garlic, minced 4 hamburger buns, split 1/2 cup BULL'S-EYE Smokin' Chipotle Barbecue Sauce, divided 4 KRAFT DELI DELUXE Sharp Cheddar Cheese Slices 4 lettuce leaves 1 medium tomato, cut into 4 slices PREHEAT greased grill to medium-high heat. Mix meat, onions and garlic; shape into four patties. GRILL patties 8 min. Turn patties; brush with 1/4 cup of the barbecue sauce. Grill 4 min. or until patties are cooked through (160°F). Brush cut sides of buns with remaining 1/4 cup barbecue sauce; place, cut-sides down, on grill. Grill 1 to 2 min. or until buns are lightly toasted. Top each patty with 1 cheese slice; grill an additional 1 min. or until cheese begins to melt. COVER bottom halves of buns with lettuce and tomatoes; top with cheeseburgers and tops of buns. KRAFT KITCHENS TIPS Serving Suggestion Serve with a tossed gree

Favorite Meat Loaf
Prep Time: 15 min Total Time: 1 hr 25 min Makes: 8 servings 1 cup finely chopped onions (about 1 large) 1/4 cup KRAFT LIGHT DONE RIGHT! Zesty Italian Reduced Fat Dressing 2 lb. extra lean ground beef 3/4 cup ketchup, divided 1 pkg. (6 oz.) STOVE TOP Stuffing Mix for Chicken 1 cup water 2 egg whites 1/2 cup KRAFT 2% Milk Shredded Reduced Fat Sharp Cheddar Cheese PREHEAT oven to 375°F. Cook onions in dressing in large nonstick skillet on medium heat 8 to 10 min. or until golden brown, stirring frequently. Remove from heat; cool slightly. COMBINE meat, 1/4 cup of the ketchup, the stuffing mix, water, egg whites and onions; mix well. Place meat mixture in 13x9-inch baking dish; shape into 10x5-inch oval loaf. Spread with remaining 1/2 cup ketchup. BAKE 55 min. to 1 hour or until cooked through (160°F). Sprinkle with cheese; bake 2 min. or until cheese is melted. KRAFT KITCHENS TIPS Makeover - How We Did It We've made over this traditional entree and cut more tha

Reply To Maria's 12 Months Of Questions
JANUARY 1. Did you have a new year's resolution this year? No 2. Who kissed you at midnight? No one, I was single 3. Does it snow where you live? Sometimes 4. Do you like hot chocolate? Yes 5. Have you ever been to Times Square to watch the ball drop? No FEBRUARY 1. Who was your Valentine? My girlfriend of 1 month 2. When you were little, did you buy valentines for your whole class? yes 3. Do you care if the groundhog sees its shadow or not? nope MARCH 1. Are you Irish? nope 2. Do you wear green on St. Patty's Day? yes 3. What did you do for St. Patty's Day in 2006? threw a party 4. Are you happy when winter is pretty much over? yes APRIL 1. Do you like the rain? yes 2. Did you play an April fool's joke on anyone this year? yes 3. Do you get tons of candy on Easter? nope 4. Do you celebrate 4/20? yes MAY 1. What's your favorite kind of flower? black rose 2. Do you like the spring? yes 3. Finish the phrase "Apr

Letter Of Divorce
Letter of Divorce Dear Husband: I’m writing you this letter to tell you that I’m leaving you for good. I’ve been a good woman to you for seven years and I have nothing to show for it. These last two weeks have been hell. Your boss called to tell me that you had quit your job today and that was the last straw. Last week, you came home and didn’t notice that I had gotten my hair and nails done, cooked your favorite meal and even wore a brand new negligee. You came home and ate in two minutes, and went straight to sleep after watching the game. You don’t tell me you love me anymore, you don’t touch me or anything. Either you’re cheating or you don’t love me anymore, what ever the case is, I’m gone. P.S. If you’re trying to find me, don’t. Your BROTHER and I are moving away to West Virginia together! Have a great life! Your EX-Wife Dear Ex-Wife Nothing has made my day more than receiving your letter. It’s true that you! and I have been married for seven years, although a good

Is This A Crock Of Shit Or What?
I'm sorry that I can not upload anymore photos for you to rate. My computer got stolen last Friday during a burglary of my house. This is the second time that my house was broken into in the last month. The first time my two digital cameras were stolen along with almost everything of value in my son's room. Yes, I do have homeowner's insurance however, the insurance company is saying that because it was two break-ins that it is two seperate claims subject to a $1,860.00 deductible on EACH CLAIM!! So, here I am without electronic items that took me 6 months of my wages to pay for because some punk 19 year old kid decided to seek revenge on me and all of what I had worked for was gone in a matter of 45 minutes yet, I still will only get reimbursed for anything over about $4,000 bucks. Is that a crock of shit or what??????

Hip-hop Masterpieces You Should Own
Slick Rick- The great adventures of slick rick Biggie- life after death, born ready and ready to die Tupac- tupacalypse, all eyes on me Eric B. and Rakim- back in business Public Enemy- fear of a black planet and it takes a nations of millions NWA- straight outta compton and Niggaz 4 life Nas- illmatic, it was written, i am, and stillmatic Jay-z- reasonable doubt and the blueprint vol 1 Jeru tha damaja- anything of his Non Phixion- the future is now and the green cd Camron- confessions of fire Dr. Dre- the chronic Outkast- southernplayalisticcadialacmusik and atliens The geto boys- anything they cam out with Scarface- Mr. Face is back and the fix Talib kweli and Dj Hi-Tek present reflection eternal- train of thought Mos Def- black on both sides Blackstar- blackstar Black Moon- enter da stage Smif n Wessun- da shinin Gangstarr- anything by them Kool G Rap- roads to riches KRS-ONE - life and all of his work with boogie down productions Big L- the lifestyles of

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Well let me tell you. I am usually bloging on Myspace and I thought I would let you know how I was feeling today.. Well I used to be real easy going HaHa.. Now I am a BITCH.. LOL not all the time. I am going to a doc. today to maybe see what kind of pills they can give me.. No I am not CrAzY.. I am just a lil pissed off.. Who wouldnt be after being married to a damn kid. HaHa. He just hits that nerve. I was watching on the Today Show and they actually have websites for married people that want to cheat. Can you belive that. I went on one and you have to pay to have sex with a stranger. LOL I bet that is is worth the 30.00 dollars they make you pay.. HaHa.. Well if you have any advise let me hear it. Well Toodles

Love!!!
Constance F. Woolson Love Unexpressed The sweetest notes among the human heart-strings are dull with rust; The sweetest chords, adjusted by the angels, are clogged with dust; We pipe and pipe again our dreary music upon the self-same strains, While sounds of crime, and fear, and desolation, come back in sad refrains. On through the world we go, an army marching with listening ears, Each longing, sighing, for the heavenly music he never hears; Each longing, sighing, for a word of comfort, a word of tender praise, A word of love, to cheer the endless journey of earth's hard, busy days. They love us, and we know it; this suffices for reason's share. Why should they pause to give that love expression with gentle care? Why should they pause? But still our hearts are aching with all the gnawing pain Of hungry love that longs to hear the music, and longs and longs in vain. We love them, and they know it; if we falter, with fingers numb, Among the unus

I Got A 60 How About You?
Freak in bed test... AND NO CHEATING! SEE THE RESULTS AT THE END OF THE TEST! WHEN YOU SEND IT ON PUT YOUR SCORE IN THE SUBJECT BAR... 1.WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES? A. LIGHT COLOR B. CHANGE COLORS C. DARK 2.IF YOU WERE TO MEET UP WITH THE CRUSH OF YOUR LIFE YOU WOULD... A. SEDUCE THEM B. JUST CHILL C. CHILL AND THEN SEDUCE 3.WHATS YOUR FAVORITE TYPE OF WEATHER? A. RAIN B. THUNDERSTORM C. SUNNY D. CLOUDY 4.WHATS THE BEST TYPE OF FRUIT? A. STRAWBERRIES B. CHERRIES C. GRAPES D. PEACHES E. KIWI 5.THE BEST PART OF THE 24 HOURS IS.... A. NIGHT B. DAY C. AFTERNOON 6.WHATS THE BEST SEASON OF THE YEAR? A. FALL B. SUMMMER C. SPRING D. WINTER 7.HEADBOARD OR NO HEADBOARD? a-HEADBOARD b-NO HEADBOARD 8.WHATS YOUR ZODIAC SIGN? A-LEO B-VIRGO C-SCORPIO D-LIBRA E-GEMINI F-ARIES G-CAPRICORN H-CANCER I-PISCES J-AQUARIUS K-TAURUS L-SAGITARIUS 9.PICK A PLACE YOU WOULD HAVE SEX AT OUT OF THESE... A. ASRTO VAN B. O

Sapper21b...please Go Check His Page Out
This is one person on my list that I cant really catergorize. He is a friend to me and yet so much more. I actually know him in person and we dated for a while. He is intelligent and great to talk to. He has 3 beautiful little girls and is in the military. He is currently in CA helping with border patrol and will most likely be sent to Iraq before too long. His support from home is not all that great as his wife doesnt stay in contact with him that much and she is actually talking about moving from their home in IA back with her family in NC and no one is sure just what that means. Please stop by and rate his page, leave him a comment and rate his pics or any variation of the above. Show this army man some LOVE!! Sapper21B@ CherryTAP

Who Are They??
Who are our military?? Talking and getting to know several American Soldiers I got to thinking... Who are they really?? When you pass someone on the street, dressed in sweats or jeans.. tshirts.. do you know if they are military?? NO... why? because these men and women are our next door neighbors.. they are the kids we went to school with.. the "geeks", the football stars.. the bookworms.. They are "Mrs. Smiths" son.. such a nice boy he is.. Something else to think about Peeps.. when you go camping, and your sitting around your fire in your campchairs you paid 50 bucks for.. and you walk 100 feet to the bathroom to shower.. and your roasting a Brisket on the grill.. REMEMBER one thing.. these men and women serving our country.. they eat out of packages.. they sleep in the dirt.. in roughly made housing.. they pray for pics of your camping trip to make their life a little more homey.. and on Thanksgiving and Christmas when your sitting around with your family and friends wh

You Are Everything To Someone
You are Everything To Someone Right now at this very minute someone is very proud of you someone is thinking of you someone cares about you someone misses you someone wants to talk to you someone wants to be with you someone hopes you aren't in trouble someone is thankful for the support you have provided someone wants to hold your hand someone hopes everything turns out all right someone wants you to be happy someone wants you to find them someone is celebrating your successes someone wants to give you a gift someone thinks you ARE a gift someone hopes you are not too cold, or too hot someone wants to hug you someone loves you someone wants to lavish you with small gifts someone admires your strength someone is thinking of you and smiling someone wants to be your shoulder to cry on someone wants to go out with you and have a lot of fun someone thinks the world of you someone wan

Cute-o-meter
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Best Smile Contest!
Hey guys!!! I am in a BEST SMILE contest!! Will you PLEASSSSEEEE go vote for me? Please rate and comment (as much as u want hehe) and get me to first place whoohoo! lol. Go Here to vote! Thanks bunchaz! Muahz!

Softball (adult)
I was playing slow-pitch softball at the time. I met this girl at the bar I used to hangout at; it was mostly a country bar but had a pool table, close to home. I had been dating her for about a month and we had sex a few times and she was good in bed but I didn’t know about her wild side. I started taking her to my softball games and I played 2 nights a week and an occasional tournament on the weekend. After the second game that she saw me play she said that I was pretty good but I could be even a Better player. So she gave me some incentive to play better. She offered to give me an hour of pleasure on my performance when I played softball (batting, & fielding). At the time before she offered me this I was batting just over .300 and my fielding was ok, a few errors here and there (I was playing third base and I am left-handed). The next game she reminded me about the bet and of course I remembered (an hour of pleasure). Let’s just say I played like a mad man. I went 5 for 5 i

If You Want To Know..........
YOU'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST , I WANNA KNOW... I want to know 20 things about you. I don't care if we've never talked, never liked each other, or if we already know everything about each other. You are obviously on my list, so let me know with whom I am friends! JUST HIT REPLY. 1.Your Middle Name: LaDon 2. Age and Zodiac Sign: 38 Pieces 3. Single or Taken: Currently Seperated 4. Favorite place to hang out: Anywhere that I can be away from everyday bullshit. 5. Favorite pet/animal: My dogs Dixie & Casper 6. Favorite Band/Artist: Don’t really have a favorite, I listen to so many different kinds. 7. Favorite Movie: Queen of The Danmed 8. Tattoos and/or Piercings: Not Yet, but I see one in the near future. HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 9. Whats your philosophy on life? Live every day like there is no tomorrow, Take what you can, but leave something positive behind. 10. Tell me one odd/intresting fact about you: LOL, Everything. I l

Cute Story!!
It started out to be just another normal Sunday morning with going to the grocery store and doing some errands. I just entered the store and started to walk through the produce pushing my cart not noticing too much. I was checking out the bananas and I started to put them in the plastic bag to put in my cart when someone caught my attention. What drew my attention was this beautiful lady, not only was she beautiful but the way she presented and cared herself, you knew there was something special about her. I first noticed her Green eyes and when we made eye contact I kind of froze. Did I freeze because of my shyness (Yeah, Right) or of her beauty? That moment will last forever in my mind. I came out of the fog and smiled at the beautiful lady with the Green eyes. I noticed she had lovely Red hair and a very cute figure. WOW! My heart was just a racing and mind telling me that I have seen her somewhere before but I couldn’t remember where. I tried to be discreet and minded m

Bleeder
It's not ending whats it to you, Isolate me feel unsure, Tired of waiting please let me go, I'll never forget you please just let me go, My eyes see everything i want them to, I just don't want them to see you, Just the way that you are it's so cold, Safely tortured hiding the scars, No-one knows it just you and I, Little dress up i said i would go slow, I'll never stop this untill i reload, My eyes see everything i want them to, I just don't want them to see you, Just the way that you are it's so cold, Sometimes there is no control, Shut up till i'm done talking, It seems so insincere, It seems you got it all,

Rules For The Scandelous Tattoo/body Piercing
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Dear, Little Ones
Dear, Little ones You are the light in the dark, The sun in the rain, The stars out with the moon, You are the love in every beat of my heart, you are the flowers I see just after a light rain, your the rainbow in the sky, the first hints of sun raise and those of sun set, your everything wounderful to me, Your my childeren I will love you more with every day and every second that passes by. You grow bigger everyday ,but to me you shall always be my little ones,

Waiting :(
Soooo Im still waiting for my Digital camera to come!! today is the 4th bussiness day SOO it HAS to be here today!!!! Im going shopping @ 4:00 to pick up everything for the party tomorrow!!!! MY BOYFRIENDS 24th Birthday!! :) We are haiving a house party! And I have to make EVERYTHING perfect...cuz I love my bf sooo much and he deserves it :) ANYWAYS!!! The pictures from the party are going to be great!! So I hope everyone is as excited as I am! lolz :) Leave some comments on what kind of pictures YOU would like to see! And I'll see what I can do :) Love ya guys and gurlz!!! 69th Angel xo

Commentary: Don't Break Out The Champagne Yet For Election Day 2006
Commentary: Don't Break Out The Champagne Yet For Election Day 2006 WASHINGTON - Since nobody else is saying it, we will: A big "thank you" to everyone who voted in Tuesday's mid-term elections. It shows you actually care about what's going on in your own country, and about the direction in which it's headed. That said, the next logical question is, which way is it headed? Well, Democrats now have the majority in the U.S. House of Representatives, and as this is written, may have the slimmest of majorities in the Senate or may break even, with "independent" Joe Lieberman likely to decide any close votes, and on the few issues where ex-Dem Lieberman doesn't agree with Bush, VP Dick Cheney will step in as the tie-breaker. That's both good news and bad news. The good Senate news is that a couple of incredibly high-profile theocrats, Rick Santorum (Pa.), Mike DeWine (Oh.) and Jim Talent (Mo.), got dumped, with George "Macaca" Allen (Va.) another possible loser at press time. Ho

Kiss Of October Rain
Watch the Naked Colors of Autumn... Drip from the Big Grandfather Trees walk in my Inchanting Words run with the trickling Dew of the Water That falls from your window Sills see the Children play with the October rains Watch Autumn Seasons Bloom and Paint the Seasons on the Leaves of October love raining from the Skys.

Deck Of Cards
I do not know who originally wrote this. However I felt it to powerful not to share. It was quiet that day, the guns and the mortars, and land mines for Some reason hadn't been heard. The young soldier knew it was Sunday, the holiest day of the week. As he was sitting there, he got out an old deck of cards and laid them out across his bunk. Just then an army sergeant came in and said, "Why aren't you with the rest of the platoon?" The soldier replied, "I thought I would stay behind and spend some time with the Lord." The sergeant said, "Looks to me like you're going to play cards." The soldier said, "No, sir. You see, since we are not allowed to have Bibles or other spiritual books in this country, I've decided to talk to the Lord by studying this deck of cards." The sergeant asked in disbelief, "How will you do that?" "You see the Ace, Sergeant? It reminds me that there is only one God. The Two represents the two parts of the

Shimmer Of Light
Shimmering Glimmer of light Glows in your Heart See the Light Shine Off from the Fire Flys As we chase the Little Glimer of sun thats Left in the Sky Until the Moon Tucks us in to go to Sleep; See the Shimmer Child Still in Silence As he Jumps On the Water Stones Runs After the Beautiful Lily Fairies playing Seeing the Silent Spirit Child the Light Gets Brighter And the Glowing FireFlys come out Once Again.

Play Guitar Naked In My Heart
Can I Eat Your Heart Play Your Mind With this Guitar Of mine on my Lap Let me Know your Words like i do Those Sweet kisses of your Soul I sit here in Play In Nothing but my Naked Heart Like you Asked me to So dont be Shy or be Pulled away from that I sit here in Nothing Playing my Musical Heart Away.

To The Trickler's Pimp
I sit here and talk to you on the phone Wishing you were here for me to hold In two different places Our lives going in two different paces You`re tired of being hurt And I`m tired of being trampled in the dirt How would it be if you were near Or together you and I were here My feelings getting harder to hide And it's killing me inside Not knowing what to do But sit and think of the things I wanna do to you Damn all the words I plan to say Never come out right, `cause different words always get in the way My emotions running deep, but a decision has to be made Should I tell you how I feel or continue to be afraid Afraid of what? Afraid I might run you away If I told you that you`re all I think about throughout my day You`ve brought me happiness and if you only knew Part of a fraction of what I feel for you

Love Comes In All Sizes!!!
Love comes in all sizes Your friends will support you... And respect your creativity For thinking outside the box... They'll be there when you need a Shoulder to lean on... Or a great big hug... A true friend takes interest in Understanding what you're all about... They see beyond the black and white To discover your true colors... And accept you just the way you are... Even when you just wake up in the morning So make your own kind of music... Follow your heart wherever it takes you... And when someone reaches out to you, Don't be afraid to love them back... They may just be a friend for life... Practice patience and tolerance... Good friends are hard to find, harder to leave... And impossible to forget!!! Share this with all your unforgettable friends today...

F**k
ive been a royal bitch the last few days unintestionly and my x has gotten the worst of it and i didnt mean to b so harsh and abrasive as she put it imunder a bunch of diffrent stressers and really not dealing very well i told her last night that it was always odd to me that shed fall asleep when we were talkig and she was drunk when i was trying to get her to answere a ? wich in retrospect is stupid bc by then normaly weve been talking for a while and drinking makes u sleepy after a while so dugh shes going to fall asleep but i hurt her feeling and no i feel horrible not how i wantd my birthday to go so this am instead of being happy as if i am trying to fix the mistakes i made lastnight not the most fun ive had the am of my bday o well thats what i get for being steessed o well hope all have a good day im going to try!

8,594 To Go!!!!!! Help Me Out Pleezzzzzzzzz!!!!!
Hey all my friends and fans got 8'594 to go to level up.... Come by my profile and show me some cherry love I'll return the favor...... Much love to all of you Sherrie

New Cherry Levels
CherryTAP Levels Levels Cherry Points Required 0 Freshmeat 0 1 New Cherry 250 2 Cherry 500 3 Tight Cherry 1,000 4 Chill Cherry 2,000 5 Psycho Cherry 4,000 6 Twisted Cherry 6,500 7 Wasted Cherry 9,000 8 Magic Cherry 14,000 9 Magic Cherry 25,000 10 Friend of CherryTAP 35,000 11 Nutty Cherry 50,000 12 Inspired Cherry 75,000 13 Ripe Cherry 100,000 14 Epic Cherry 135,000 15 Cherry Idol 170,000 16 Cherry Lover 210,000 17 Cherry Pimp 250,000 18 Cherry Assassin 300,000 19 Cherry Ninja 350,000 20 Cherry Rock Star 425,000 21 Uber Cherry 750,000 22 Cherry Picker 1,500,000 23 Cherry Henchman 2,250,000 24 Cherry Insider 3,000,000 25 Cherry Godfather 6,000,000

New Cherrytap Levels
CherryTAP Levels Levels Cherry Points Required 0 Freshmeat 0 1 New Cherry 250 2 Cherry 500 3 Tight Cherry 1,000 4 Chill Cherry 2,000 5 Psycho Cherry 4,000 6 Twisted Cherry 6,500 7 Wasted Cherry 9,000 8 Magic Cherry 14,000 9 Magic Cherry 25,000 10 Friend of CherryTAP 35,000 11 Nutty Cherry 50,000 12 Inspired Cherry 75,000 13 Ripe Cherry 100,000 14 Epic Cherry 135,000 15 Cherry Idol 170,000 16 Cherry Lover 210,000 17 Cherry Pimp 250,000 18 Cherry Assassin 300,000 19 Cherry Ninja 350,000 20 Cherry Rock Star 425,000 21 Uber Cherry 750,000 22 Cherry Picker 1,500,000 23 Cherry Henchman 2,250,000 24 Cherry Insider 3,000,000 25 Cherry Godfather 6,000,000 50 Sponsored User 55 Rising Star 56 Verified Celebrity 57 Verified Celebrity (Ambassador) 100 CherryTAP Supporter 150 CherryTAP Bouncer 200 CherryTAP Family 255 Shepherd

Zomfg Jj Stole Muh Bambi!!!!
hahaha muh bambi ... muhahhha ;) yes it got a name :P tnx to JJ ;) not gonna say more... last few days lennon has been off work with no computer. been talking to JJ in the afternoons when he wakes up and gets ready for work. been havinbg so much fun talking to JJ .. luv his wkd peronality -muah- the ones u just want to hug. naaw now i went a luvly luvly here.. :P even men$sa cheered me up yesterday morning (nigth in canada) with his kind but odd workd. sending me voice clips instead of typing :P hahaha got one saved that is on my playlist on random :P so now and then i get a good laugh when it come on :) cheers for wonderful ppl. and i got it clear aswell if i ever move to canada i will move to toronto.. just relised there is were all muh friends live why shoudlnt i do the same. :) well eanoght of them .. they can have as much luv they want anytime. today iväe been in Norrköping eating my face resturang.. i got a pair of new earings and a ring :) pretty pretty =) i feel s

Cute
A man walked into a supermarket with his zipper down, and his fly wide open. A lady cashier walked to him and said, "Your barracks door is open." This is not a phrase men normally use, so he went on his way looking a bit puzzled. When he was about done shopping, a man came and said, "Your fly is pen." He zipped and finished his shopping, and remembering what the cashier told him, finally understood. He then intentionally got in the line to check where the lady was that told him about his "barracks door." When he reached her counter he said, "When you saw my barracks door open did you see a soldier standing in there at attention?" The lady thought for a moment and said, "No, no I didn't. All I saw was a disabled veteran sitting on two duffel bags."

See Told U Harder And More Points To Kill As U Get Higher
Levels Cherry Points Required 0 Freshmeat 0 1 New Cherry 250 2 Cherry 500 3 Tight Cherry 1,000 4 Chill Cherry 2,000 5 Psycho Cherry 4,000 6 Twisted Cherry 6,500 7 Wasted Cherry 9,000 8 Magic Cherry 14,000 9 Magic Cherry 25,000 10 Friend of CherryTAP 35,000 11 Nutty Cherry 50,000 12 Inspired Cherry 75,000 13 Ripe Cherry 100,000 14 Epic Cherry 135,000 15 Cherry Idol 170,000 16 Cherry Lover 210,000 17 Cherry Pimp 250,000 18 Cherry Assassin 300,000 19 Cherry Ninja 350,000 20 Cherry Rock Star 425,000 21 Uber Cherry 750,000 22 Cherry Picker 1,500,000 23 Cherry Henchman 2,250,000 24 Cherry Insider 3,000,000 25 Cherry Godfather 6,000,000

Watch Me Get Abused This Friday, November 10th...
This year I had hoped to let my birthday pass quietly but, LorrAINIAC would not hear of it (love ya Rainy!). So, tune into KSEXradio.com this Friday, November 10th from 10pm-12am on Temptation to watch me get abused in celebration of my 35th birthday.

Poem: When I Make Love Again (hot Hot Hot!!!)
I FOUND THE ONE TO ... YEAH ;) When I Make Love Again Lately, I've led a life of loneliness. Not the kind of loneliness that comes with a lack of friends or family but the kind that comes in the inky night, when there is no one next to me that I can press against, feeling his warmth, and be reassured. Instead my bed seems perpetually empty. There is no chest to bury my head in, no arm to be draped across my torso, no warm beating heart to listen to when it is the blackest hour of night and there are no other sounds to comfort me. I am always left longing, left wanting. Wanting stroking and cuddling, kissing and caressing, cavorting and creating love, laughter, limp limbs. I long to lengthen and locate all the places that make you scream. I want to make you scream so loud you outdrown the sirens and car horns, the engines and the sounds of life carrying on outside these four walls. I want to make my neighbors bang on the walls, call the su

Shag Or Pass
sorry to keep posting these but i think they're funny: There is at least one person on your friends list that wants to Shag the hell out of you. (if they havent already ha ha) So lets play the Shag or Pass! game. The rules are simple... if you want to Shag the person who posts this, send them a comment(or a message if you don't want anyone else to see lol) saying "yep, I'd Shag you." ! haha YOU HAVE TO RE-POST THIS!! and see who replies. There is at least one person on your friends list that wants to do u so!!! repost this as "Shag or Pass"

Song Of The Day Seether - Fine Again
It seems like every day’s the same and I’m left to discover on my own It seems like everything is gray and there’s no color to behold They say it’s over and I’m fine again, yeah Try to stay sober feels like I’m dying here And I am aware now of how everything’s gonna be fine one day Too late, I’m in hell I am prepared now, seems everyone’s gonna be fine One day too late, just as well I feel the dream in me expire and there’s no one left to blame it on I hear you label me a liar ‘cause I can’t seem to get this through You say it’s over, I can sigh again, yeah Why try to stay sober when I’m dying here And I am aware now of how everything’s gonna be fine one day Too late, I’m in hell I am prepared now, seems everyone’s gonna be fine One day too late; just as well And I’m not scared now. I must assure you, you’re never gonna get away And I’m not scared now. And I’m not scared now. No… I am aware now of how everything’s gonna be fine one day Too late,

P Diddy
im watching ellen,and diddy is performing,now he is also one of my favorites,i have always been into music,and its a big part of my life,when i was younger i worked at gilleys in pasadena tx.i got to meet alot of different artist,mostly country,but some were not,now im not into country music to much,but it was a blast working there.but i think music calms the soul....

Still Waiting
Well, I still haven't heard from Carla. I'll give her time. It was only a month ago she called me "The best boyfriend in the world" when I sent her flowers and chocolate just to send them, and she told me she loved me a week ago. I will be ok, but will feel really hurt if she doesn't get back soon.

Just So You Know
everyday my friends list gets longer. i appreciate all you help, and for rating my photos. When people leave me comments, i do my best to return the favor but im not perfect. If you message me and i dont immediately respond it doesn't mean i dont want to talk to you, it just means that i am to busy to respond. If anyone has yahoo messanger my screen name is johninnc24@yahoo.com, on aim its johnincuba24, i have msn alos if anyone wants to know that one...if you have any promblems adding me let me know. Thanks for reading.....

A Struggle
Moms working so hard just to provide a meal the government makes us beg and plead for a deal just so we can eat a meal i remember when i was young they said there was no hope out here for me that the only thing here was dope for me might as well gave me a rope and tree i'm hanging maybe they were right sold dope just to help make ends meet moms looking at the money being despising of what her son has become not ever understanding the sacrifices i made to help put out on the streets became a junkie of the game never had any ideals of fame just wanted to make enough to stand on my own never had a idea of carrying a chrome never any ideas of shooting someone but thats the circumstances of being in a struggle.

Exotic Blend
I have a special evening planned my love A sensuous and exotic blend Of all the right spices To stimulate your mind and soul Follow me now down pleasure’s path To a sensual haven The candles give a subtle flicker of light The smell of Jasmine fills the air Let me bathe you in Ylang -Ylang Rub you down with my love potion I will kneel before you Your wish is my command Give you endless pleasure Whatever your heart desires

Better
Things have gotten a lot better since I last blogged. My daughter will be 2 next thursday, the 16th, my son will be 7mo on the 20th. We are doing much better and have not had issues, but then again anything can change quickly. LOL! Hopefully they just leave me alone. I have been spending most of my time getting my daughter's birthday party ready and spending time with my son. I also deliver local papers as a job. So that has also changed since I last wrote. We are also moving into my father's trailor. That has also changed. I just hope that this move and this job last for a while. I love my family and want to make sure that I provide for them. Well all headed out will write more as I have more. Love ya all in cherrytap world. Laterz!

Cherrytap New Levels
Levels Cherry Points Required 0 Freshmeat 0 1 New Cherry 250 2 Cherry 500 3 Tight Cherry 1,000 4 Chill Cherry 2,000 5 Psycho Cherry 4,000 6 Twisted Cherry 6,500 7 Wasted Cherry 9,000 8 Magic Cherry 14,000 9 Magic Cherry 25,000 10 Friend of CherryTAP 35,000 11 Nutty Cherry 50,000 12 Inspired Cherry 75,000 13 Ripe Cherry 100,000 14 Epic Cherry 135,000 15 Cherry Idol 170,000 16 Cherry Lover 210,000 17 Cherry Pimp 250,000 18 Cherry Assassin 300,000 19 Cherry Ninja 350,000 20 Cherry Rock Star 425,000 21 Uber Cherry 750,000 22 Cherry Picker 1,500,000 23 Cherry Henchman 2,250,000 24 Cherry Insider 3,000,000 25 Cherry Godfather 6,000,000

20 Ways To Maintain A Healthy Level Of Insanity
1. At Lunch Time, Sit In Your Parked Car With Sunglasses on and point a Hair Dryer At Passing Cars. See If They Slow Down. 2. Page Yourself Over The Intercom. Don't Disguise Your Voice. 3. Every Time Someone Asks You To Do Something, Ask If They Want Fries with That. 4. Put Your Garbage Can On Your Desk And Label It "In." 5. Put Decaf In The Coffee Maker For 3 Weeks. Once Everyone Has Gotten Over Their Caffeine Addictions, Switch To Espresso. 6. In The Memo Field Of All Your Checks, Write "For Sexual Favors." 7. Finish All Your sentences with "In Accordance With The Prophecy." 8. Dont use any punctuation 9. As Often As Possible, Skip Rather Than Walk. 10. Ask People What Sex They Are. Laugh Hysterically After They Answer. 11. Specify That Your Drive-through Order Is "To Go." 12. Sing Along At The Opera. 13. Go To A Poetry Recital And Ask Why The Poems Don't Rhyme. 14. Put Mosquito Netting Around Your Work Area And Play Tropical Sounds All Day.

To Whom It May Concern !
To whom it may concern, I sit here in the dark, wearing fear as a cloak, sadness surrounds me, I wonder where you are, I wonder if we'll ever meet, or if you exsist at all, The hole where you belong, seems so vast, I doubt any can fill it, Where are you, when will you show yourself, Only you can fill me, Only you can banish the dark, Erase the fear, and give me a smile, To whom it may concern, come to me, find me, Ever so quickly, The strength is leaving, I can not go on, Unless you come to me, To whom it may concern.

Cd Sale
CHAINSAW DISSECTION-ZOMBIE DECIMATION $7 EACH (FREE SHIPPING) CHAINSAW DISSECTION-MALODEROUS DECOMPOSITION $7 EACH (FREE SHIPPING) CD'S VERY LIMITED!!! MONEY ORDERS, WELL HIDDEN CASH, OR PAYPAL ACCEPTED. CD'S ARE PRO. (NOT CDR'S)

An Always Busy Schedule
Besides writing for a Midwest Arts & Entertainment periodical and maintaining a club, I basically have very little time for anything else. It seems as if I spend most of my free time working PR in some form or another. Myspace has been a perfect example of that. I do my own webzine through Myspace and what used to be a personal page has exploded into a nightmare of keeping up with CD reviews and interviews. Cherry Tap will probably be my only means of just relaxing. That's the change I needed, I suppose.

Government Overthrown!
yup we did we changed governments... no shootings... no imprisonments... no hangings When people marvel at the United States.. it's because we CAN have a free election and change the character and direction of our leadership without violence and without undue turmoil.. that sets us apart from many other nations... THIS is why our soldiers fight.. to protect our freedoms and our privileges... to govern ourselves as a free nation... Here's to those who toil for Liberty! HERE! HERE! Ring

Stupid People
ARHHHHHH! Stupid people! *Smile*. Yes it has to be a pet peeve of mine, stupid people in large groups. Now I don't mean to say that there are stupid people in the world but we all realize that everyone, every-once in a while has a stupid moment. Isn't it funny how a lot of people can have a stupid moment at the same time? "Never underestimate the power of stupid people in large groups" can easily apply to anything you want. Sometime I like to think it's a political statement about the voting process, but that really depends who wins. This shirt is available for the guys, if you girls want it, just let me know and I'll be sure to put it on anything you want. I'd also like to offer the option for anyone to have anything added to this shirt as a back or pocket print. I already sold one to the recent victor in our local hiking club who was voted to club president. His shirt reads "They voted me in charge" on the back. As always head on over to the store (DeXine Graphic Concepts) to c

I Feel.
I feel the world has come to an end I feel nothing in my life can go on. I feel I can never see daylight again. I feel no one cares. I feel I was used. I feel beaten up. I feel lost. But most of all, I am heartbroken and hurt. (C) Copyright. Angel

Mumm Results
On 11/7 I posted a MUMM asking "Do you think good manners, politeness, and respect have become things of the past? Yes or No?" The results are Yes-52.9%; No-47.1%. Though close, isn't it sad that "Yes" has the higher percentage?

Just Maybe..
OK before you read the poem, can you all post a bulletin advertising my blog. Thank you. This poem is from here: http://www.indianchild.com/Friend_eternal.htm Friends Eternal You're a true friend, that I want you to know, Our love for each other has helped us to grow. We've been through some tough times, but we've made it through, The only one I ever trusted was you. You helped me through anger, you've chased away fears. You held me through sadness, and kissed away tears. You stayed by my side when the world turned away. You helped me see joy when the skies were all gray. You were the rainbow at the end of the storm. You help me be different when I shouldn't conform. You held my hand when you knew we would fall. Every heartache, you saw me through it all. I'm not sure I'm always the best friend to you, I know I'm not perfect, but this much is true. When life gets you down, And there's nowhere to turn, I'll help

Soulmate
To find the one thing that every person searches for A soulmate the one person that is your equal or so you thought only to have that person rip out your heart and stomp it to the ground Only to leave you wondering; why did I let this person get so close to me? Was I blinded by the hope that someone could actually have feelings for me so I let my guard down Disolved the wall that very few ever get through only to suffer the pain and anguish that always follows when someone is allowed to get that close Maybe the legend is true To be the Lonewolf who forever dwells in the darkness wandering the nights alone Releases a lonely cry only to have it answered by the dark silence of the never ending night

Hurting.
Do you ever feel like this sometimes? Walking down the street, Looking through my window, Lying alone at night Memories come pouring back to me. Some good, some bad. Some happy, some sad. Some hurt, some heartbreaking. Some angry, some frustrated. Words from others so comforting, Yet words from within so hurting. (C) Copyright. Angel

Happenings
NEW!! I'm finally getting my daughter back!!! I am so excited. Now the regular sit down at the computer is delayed more and more as I get preperations under way not only for Christmas but shortly after I will get my daughter after 10 years!!! Whoo Hoo !!! So I love everyone, I'm not ignoring or avoiding.... just got ALOT on my plate right now....~muah~

Lonewolf
In the darkness, the land of no light, A lost soul wanders through the never ending night for the ever elusive mate The Lonewolf howls into the night and listens But the only reply is that of the echo of her own voice Sitting on the mountain top surveying all she sees and wonders Is this my destiny To be the Lonewolf in the land of darkness who will always be free to wander alone in search of the mate that is never to be?

Teach The Children
Below is a lovely story about Santa explaining the symbols of Christmas. This is a good story for a Christmas assembly. Teach the Children I just finished the household chores for the night and was preparing to go to bed, when I heard a noise in the front of the house. I opened the door to the front room and to my surprise, Santa himself stepped out from behind the Christmas tree. He placed his finger over his mouth so I would not cry out. "What are you doing?" I started to ask. The words choked up in my throat, and I saw he had tears in his eyes. His usual jolly manner was gone. Gone was the eager, boisterous character we all know. He then answered me with a simple statement. "TEACH THE CHILDREN!" I was puzzled; what did he mean? He guessed my question, and with one quick movement pulled a miniature toy bag from behind the tree. As I stood puzzled, Santa said, "Teach the children! Teach them the old meaning of Christmas. The meaning that now-a-days

Random Thought
In this world that is filled with so much pain How is it that people continue to hurt one another To pretend to care for someone only to get what they desire from you and once they have achieved their goal, kick you to the curb like yesterday's garbage They call on the phone to talk as if they have done no wrong Is it their failure to see the tears that burn in your eyes from the pain that they have inflicted Are people wrapped so tight in their own little world that they dont see the person they have hurt doesnt want anything to do with them?

Subject: Wine Vs. Water
It has been scientifically proven that if we drink 1 liter of water each day, at the end of the year we would have absorbed more than1 kilo of Escherichia coli bacteria found in feces. In other words, we are consuming 1 kilo of poop! However, we do not run that risk when drinking wine (or rum, whiskey, vodka, beer or other liquors) because alcohol has to go through a distillation process of boiling, filtering, and fermenting. It is better to drink wine and talk shit .... than to drink water and be full of shit. There is no need to thank me for this valuable information. I am doing it as a public service.

Darkness
Deep into the night the soul drifts, searching for the touch of another soul Only to find there is no one and I am all alone Family and friends cannot fullfill the need Alone wandering the night as the last bit of hope escapes with the coming of the light Close my eyes for the end is near and at last the never ending pain will disapear No pity, no sadness, as the light is removed from my eyes.

Smiley
A WEALTHY HOSPITAL BENEFACTOR WAS VISITING THE HOSPITAL WHEN, DURING HER TOUR, SHE PASSED A ROOM WHERE A MALE PATIENT WAS MASTURBATING. "OH MY GOD!" SCREAMED THE WOMAN. "THAT'S DISGRACEFUL! WHY IS HE DOING THAT?"THE DOCTOR THAT WAS LEADING THE TOUR EXPLAINED, "I AM VERY SORRY... BUT THIS MAN HAS A SERIOUS CONDITION WHERE THE TESTICLES RAPIDLY FILL WITH SEMEN. IF HE DOESN'T DO THAT FIVE TIMES A DAY, HE'LL BE IN EXTREME PAIN AND HIS TESTICLES COULD RUPTURE. "OH, WELL IN THAT CASE, I GUESS IT'S OK," COMMENTED THE WOMAN. IN THE VERY NEXT ROOM THEY COULD SEE THAT A NURSE WAS PERFORMING ORAL SEX ON A DIFFERENT MALE PATIENT. AGAIN THE WOMAN SCREAMED, "OH MY GOD! HOW CAN THAT BE JUSTIFIED?" THE DOCTOR REPLIED..."SAME ILLNESS, BETTER HEALTH PLAN." --------- She was standing naked in front of the mirror...."I'm not looking good these days.....My hairs going grey, I've lost a piece of tooth, my lips are too full, I'm developing a second chin, my breasts are sagging,

Dark Night
As the light fades away and the darkness draws near I think to myself have I made a difference in this life? Have I helped anyone that I have encountered over the years or has my life been a waste of time and space? Has anyone other than my family truely loved me or just used me for what they could get from me and tossed me away like yesterday's garbage? As the darkness begins to fill the room no more light can be seen as the useless candle has reached its end No more light as I wonder no more

What Is She Thinking?!?!?!?
so i'll just recap the convo i had with my sister and then give my thoughts. 5:20p...phone rings, i look at the display and see "becky daily"...*wow! she finally got that stick out of her ass!* i think to myself. "i've got 10 minutes til i have to clock in" ~Me "oh....*silence*....how are you?" ~Becky "Ok, stressed" ~Me "Yeah i know what you mean" ~Becky "We couldn't even make rent last week, 15 hours just doesn't cut it" ~Me "yeah the last five weeks i haven't had any hours then this week i got four and i had to give them up cause i was suppose to take mom to the doctor's today and then she didn't even feel up to going" ~Becky "yeah well...*silence*...i'm thinking of writing a comic strip about the stupid shit at arby's....wait then they'd fire me and sue me for disgrading their name" ~Me "yeah i'm sure they would *laugh*" ~Becky *silence on both ends* (if anyone realizes me and becky have been at "different views" the last few months so it was odd just t

Last Night
So boys are so weird. At any given moment any guy on a date can fall into one of any category--horny, shady, gay, weird, shy, cheesy, cute, i can't think of anymore right now. I need to fire up another mum, the mum is running my decisions right now. Its an instant survey. Got another date tonight with him.

Growing Up....
What was it like growing up in South Africa? It was brilliant and scary as hell. Back in the 80's it was a case of slip on the shorts and maybe a t-shirt and you where out the house. Down to the friends house to get them so you could explore. Down to the feild to kick a ball around, Down the swamp to play with crabs (actual crabs and not the ones you needed to go to the doctor for) or in someones backyard playing war games. Or even in the large tree in my yard playing airwolf. We didn't stay inside cause that would just be boring. Even on a rainy day we didn't sit watching TV but played board games or cards..... It did was during appartheid that this was going on and I was far too young and ignorant of it all to notice. But as I grew up I saw what was happening. Then Nelson Mandela was released from Prison and the Election came up (I was still to young to vote) And things changed. Those neglected during appartheid where no unfortunatley uneducated and struggling in a new cou

Mid Morning Madness
> > It is the Mid Morning Madness with Sir Jim Show and will air every Mon, Wed and Thur from 9:00 am to Noon (Eastern Standard Time). > > PLEASE, listen in and send me your requests! I look forward to playing what you want to hear. Make sure you put your name in your request, so I know it is you. (You can also say from Lost Cherry if you wish or Cherry Tap or whatever we are called now..) How to request: Click on the request Link and you will see my song list (over 1700 and growing). Click a song you want and a pop up will allow you to type what you want to say. Please let me know your Cherry Name, What you want me to say on the air, AND if this is your first time tuning say NEW LISTNER... Your song will be played immidiately if you are new. I hope you enjoy!!!!!!

Day 6
I dreamed of her again last night. It was so nice to see her. She is still as gorgeous as always. That smile of hers. Slightly raspy laugh. Unfortunatley I didn't hear her speak which would have been nice but it was enough. She has had some red highlights done some time in the past. So they look a little faded. But still look good on her. Different. I just wish I knew why I am dreaming about her again. I haven't seen her in eleven years now and all of a sudden she is back in the forefront of my mind. Makes me want to sleep a little more now so maybe I can dream of her again.

Looking For Friends!!
i am here looking for everyday people to talk to. i am NOT looking for an intimate relationship of any kind!! just a friend. LADIES and GENTLEMEN are both invited to have a nice chat with me..

Pain
"Pain" Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all You're sick of feeling numb You're not the only one I'll take you by the hand And I'll show you a world that you can understand This life is filled with hurt When happiness doesn't work Trust me and take my hand When the lights go out you will understand Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Anger and agony Are better than misery Trust me I've got a plan When the lights go off you will understand Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing Rather feel pain I kno

Allow Dreams Again To Lead
ALLOW DREAMS AGAIN TO LEAD So much emphasis on what is real The world in which we live The here and now What is due or needs to be done Where are the dreams The dreams that capture tomorrow and give flavor to the adventure Spread before like a Thanksgiving feast Do the children still dream? They no longer play beyond the tender age of 5 or 6 After that they are all business Conforming to the world Which soured grapes create The crayon colors fade with each passing year Leaving only hot topic black To sear Yes to sear the mind and spirit with the all consuming gloom no hope no future no dreams to lead the way to rainbows and fanciful fields of wildflowers and butterflies how do we give back to the children and allow dreams again to lead

Looking For Fun Djs
OK PEOPLE WE ARE LOOKING FOR OUTOING AND FUN LOVING GUYS WHO HAVE THE ABILITY TO GRAB AN AUDIENCE. YOU WILL NEED TO BE ABLE TO PLAY MUSIC OF ALL GENRES AND KEEP THE CROWD HAPPY. YOU WILL BE EQUIRED TO BE PROFFESIONAL AT ALL TIMES AND MOST OF ALL KEEP THE DANCE FLOOR FULL OF RAVING CUSTOMERS. SO ALL YOU BUDDING DJ’s GET YOU’RE APPLICATIONS IN NOW BEFORE WE FILL THE FEW SPOTS WE HAVE LEFT. SO YOU KNOW WHAT WE WANT AND IF IT IS WHAT YOU WANT SEND YOUR APPLICATIONS TO ONE OF THE BELOW STATING WHY WE SHOULD HAVE YOU ON BOARD AND WHAT YOU HAVE TO OFFER. WE REQUIRE YOUR TIMES OF AVAILABILITY ASWELL . SO LEAVE ALL DERAILS WITH THE FOLLOWING. FatTony-Family{BBWLover} (on the air)@ CherryTAP OR HERE FAT SONNY~FAMILY~@ CherryTAP

Good Morning And Happy Thursday!
Well, I have been meaning to do a blog, way before now. Man, my life has been so hectic these last few weeks. Let's back up some. Well, Halloween went very well. I took my homemade apple pie and shared it with the students, and faculty. I dressed up as a cross between me and Amy Lee. I think, I posted the pix. Didn't I? LOL That night, Collin went trick or treating with friends. He is growing up too fast! Brandon got home late from Raleigh, so he didn't do much on Halloween either. I finally finished the AFA (Assoc. in Fine Arts) brochure, and the college loved it. Only a few kinks to work out, but they already have it up and are handing out copies to students. We still have to get approved to send it to a professional printer. Then, I did a map of the heavens for my Illustrator class. It turned out beautifully, but took three hours to figure out why it wouldn't print. Never, ever use textures in Adobe's Illustrator. Grrrrrrrrrr! Now, present day, sounds like a novel to me.

Y Do I Even Try??
ok, well tuesday was bill's birthday and all week he was bugging me asking me what i was getting him and if we were doing anything ..well i arranged a surprise party for him and told him that i had something special planned for us for wednesday ...he said "ok babe, i'll be there" ...so i baked a cake and my bestfriend baked a cake cause we didn't know which kind he'd like ...tine decorated the cakes while i hung up ballons and shit .....3:00 comes and he calls and was like "babe, ahh i'll be late my doctor just called and said that he needed to see me in person, so i'll be there by 5:30" ...that was fine with me cause i was worried about him and was just glad he finally got some news from his doc....well 5:30 came and went then 6:00 came ..and i called him ...he said "i'm running late, i'll be there as soon as i can" ..i was like fine but by that time i was getting anxious and annoyed ...well 7:00 comes and goes...i call his phone..rang twice ..voicemail ...7:30 comes ..still no sign a

Charles Schultz Philosophy
The following is the philosophy of Charles Schultz, the creator of the "Peanuts" comic strip. You don't have to actually answer the questions. Just read the e-mail straight through, and you'll get the point. 1. Name the five wealthiest people in the world. 2. Name the last five Heisman trophy winners. 3. Name the last five winners of the Miss America Contest. 4. Name ten people who have won the Nobel or Pulitzer Prize. 5. Name the last half dozen Academy Award winners for best actor and actress. 6. Name the last decade's worth of World Series winners. How did you do? The point is, none of us remember the headliners of yesterday. These are no second-rate achievers. They are the best in their fields. But the applause dies. Awards tarnish. Achievements are forgotten. Accolades and certificates are buried with their owners. Here's an other quiz. See how you do on this one: 1. List a few teachers who aided your journey through school. 2.

Disappointment
You know it's disappointing to have over 100 friends and over 200 people that have viewed my page, but only have 45 people that have bothered to rate it. I know that I rate every person's page that I visit (I even go back at time just to make sure.) I realize I've only been on this site for a few days now, but I've been working hard to read as many pages as I can. I leave comments both on pages and on pics. Sorry, just had to rant.

Pasta Diet
The Pasta Diet and Your Health ITALIAN PASTA DIET -- IT REALLY WORKS !! 1.. You walka pasta da bakery. 2.. You walka p asta da candy store. 3.. You walka pasta da Ice Cream shop. 4... You walka pasta da table and fridge. You will lose weight! And... For those of you who watch what you eat, here's the final word on nutrition and health. It's a relief to know the truth after all those conflicting nutritional studies. 1. The Japanese eat very little fat and suffer fewer heart attacks than Americans. 2. The Mexicans eat a lot of fat and suffer fewer heart attacks than Americans. 3. The Chinese drink very little red wine and suffer fewer heart attacks than Americans. 4. The Italians drink a lot of red wine and suffer fewer heart attacks than Americans. 5. The Germans drink a lot of beers and eat lots of sausages and fats and suffer fewer heart attacks than Americans. CONCLUSION Eat and drink what you like. Speaking En

Today
Today is really good in here!! Loads of friendly people about.. I'm loving it!! I just wanted to pimp some of my favourite REAL people on here at the moment, you guys RULE. If you think you should be here, come and say hello a bit more often. My shoutbox is always open :0P HELLCAT@ CherryTAP Jersey Grl 4ever@ CherryTAP Punky@ CherryTAP Mrs.Flyhead@ CherryTAP D@ CherryTAP Beautifully Broken@ CherryTAP

Business Trip
A man came home from a business trip, got into a taxi at the airport. It was after midnight . While enroute to his home, he asked the cabby if he would be a witness. The man suspected his wife was having an affair and he intended to catch her in the act. For $100, the cabby agreed. Quietly arriving at the house, the husband and cabby tiptoed into the bedroom. The husband switched on the lights, yanked the blanket back and there was his wife in bed with another man. The husband put a gun to the naked man's head. The wife shouted, "Don't do it! This man has been very generous! I lied when I told you I inherited money. He paid for the Corvette I bought for you. He paid for our new cabin cruiser. He paid for your season Pittsburgh Steeler Tickets. He paid for our house at the lake. He paid for our country club membership, and he even pays the monthly dues!" Shaking his head from side-to-side the husband slowly lowered the gun. He looked over at the cab driver and said, "Wha

Better Than Myspace?
Alright, I came to this site simply out of boredom, I'll be honest. I was lookin around on myspace when I found it. To say that this site is better than the site that started it all is a little far fetched. I mean, myspace is more personal. There's alot of differences between the two sites, that it's not even on the same level. Look at this for instance. All of the typing is done in a very un-refined HTML format. I mean, I learned HTML layout in high school. CherryTAP rewards people for doing the same things I already do on myspace, and doesn't allow you to procede unless you have a pic up. I kinda understand that, but shit, it doesnt even have to be of you. Myspace exhibits a very refined form of posting your own website. Nobody sees my website, unless I have the intention of certain people seeing it, it usually never happens. I'll probably stick around here for a lil while, but maybe the site should think about changing it's slogan, like, an adult alternative to myspace.

The Man Test
1. If you are over thirty and you have a washboard stomach, you are gay. It means you haven't sucked back enough beer with the boys and have spent the rest of your free time doing sit-ups, aerobics, and doing the Oprah diet. 2. If you have a cat, you are a Flaaaaming homo. A cat is like a dog, but gay - it grooms itself constantly but never scratches itself, has a delicate touch except when it uses its nails, and whines to be fed. And just think about how you call a dog... "Killer, come here! I said get your ass over here, Killer!" Now think about how you call a cat... "Bun-bun, come to daddy, snookums!" Jeeezus, you're fit to be framed, you're so gay. 3. If you suck on lollipops, Ring-Pops, baby pacifiers, or any such nonsense, rest assured, you are a Gaylord. A straight man only sucks on bar-b-que ribs, crab claws, raw oysters, crawfish guts, pickled pigs feet, or tits. Anything else and you are in training to suck El Dicko and undeniably a fag. 4. If you refuse to take

Soon
The term ?death? is ambiguous. The ending of life is one thing, and the condition of having life over is another. ?Death? can refer to either. Let us add that ?the ending of life? is itself potentially ambiguous. In dying, our lives are progressively extinguished, until finally they are gone, in a process that stretches out over a period of time. This is true even if death is a threshold concept, so that a sufficiently substantial extinction of life must occur before death takes place. ?The ending of life,? hence ?death,? can refer either to this entire process, or solely to its very last part ? the loss of the very last trace of life. Thus death can be a state, the process of extinction, or the denouement (final completion) of that process. Death in all of these senses can be further distinguished from events ? such as being shot with an arrow ? that cause death. ?Death? is also unclear in at least two ways. First, the concept of life is not entirely clear. For example, suppose we cou

The Slave Market Opened!
1 Timothy 2:5-6 For there is one God and one mediator between God and men, the man Christ Jesus, who gave himself as a ransom for all men. Jesus Christ has removed the chains from the slave market. You are free to leave. You now have access to God! Everything necessary to remove the barrier between you and God has already been accomplished. Jesus Christ has willingly accepted the death sentence in your place. You have been freed! You are no longer a prisoner of the slave market. How do you escape from the slave market? There is nothing you must do or say or change to be free. You already have access to freedom. Faith is the only requirement. Faith is simply believing. God requires nothing of you except belief. In return, He gives you eternal life. You receive by faith the gift He is offering. But as many as received Him, to them He gave the right to become children of God, even to those who believe in His name.

Are You A Slacker?
You Are 4% Slacker You are anything but a slacker. You're truly a go getter. You never let laziness get in the way of living your life - and you can't stand to see it in others. Are You a Slacker?

Being Me
Being me Being me can be a bitch On top of the world one day Down the next Part of me says stay in the shadows Part me says go to the light Being me can be a bitch Showing love to all And feeling some days as if I get none back Feeling friends pain feeling there joy Yeah being me can be a bitch So just be glad your not me Not really being part of anything Always on the edge Looking in In the shadows in the light Yes being me can be a bitch. Caty

After Reading These 9 Crucial Tips , Forward Them To Someone You Care About
After reading these 9 crucial tips , forward them to someone you care about. It never hurts to be careful in this crazy world we live in. 1 Tip from Tae Kwon Do: The elbow is the strongest point on your body. If you are close enough to use it, do! 2. Learned this from a tourist guide in New Orleans . If a robber asks for your wallet and/or purse, DO NOT HAND IT TO HIM. Toss it away from you! ... chances are that he is more interested in your wallet and/or purse than you, and he will go for the wallet/purse. RUN LIKE MAD IN THE OTHER DIRECTION! 3. If you are ever thrown into the trunk of a car, kick out the back tail lights and stick your arm out the hole and start waving like crazy. The driver won't see you, but everybody else will. This has saved lives. 4. Women have a tendency to get into their cars after shopping, eating, working, etc., and just sit (doing their checkbook, or making a list, etc. DON'T DO THIS!) The predator will be watching you, and this is the p

This Blog Is About Me
I love music,movies,dinner parties,time with my family and friends,just about anything outdoors. I also enjoy cooking it is my favorite thing to do and my children are quite happy having a real cook in the house. If there is anything you would like to know about me just ask don't be shy.I love making new friends.

You Know You're Really Broke When...
You Know You're Really Broke When... American Express calls and says, "Leave home without it!" Your idea of a 7-course meal is taking a deep breath outside a restaurant. You're formulating a plan to rob the food bank. You've rolled so many pennies, you've formed a psychic bond with Abe Lincoln. Long distance companies don't call you to switch anymore. You look at your roommate and see a large fried chicken in tennis shoes. You finally clean your house, hoping to find change. You think of a lottery ticket as an investment. Your bologna has no first name. You give blood everyday... just for the orange juice. Sally Struthers sends you food. McDonald's supplies you with all your kitchen condiments. On Thanksgiving your dad would bring home a picture of a thanksgiving meal. At communion you go back for seconds. You wash your toilet paper. You have to save up to be poor. You're in college. You are sterilizing your u

Perverted Education
PERVERTED EDUCATION We are living in a time where we are expected to do the "right thing"! What the hell is the right thing to do, is it letting all those who immigrate illegally from one country to another stay furthering the downfall of our governments? Or is it listening to what others feel is right? What ever happened to the time where we were told to do what best suited us, what every happened to speaking out against a government that was unjust, I'll tell you what happened the Jew. Ever since the ZOG machine rolled over various governments, countries have become weaker, the people brainwashed to think that everyone is equal. I say fuck that, we are not all equal, the black man is in no way equal to the white, the Jew is in no way equal to the black, brown and are far less equal from the white men and women of this great world. We live in a day and age where media rules over our lives, our children are being taught to believe that just because the color of ones skin

Has The Fight Been Lost?
Has the fight been lost? Have we, the white community of the world seen our fight lost? Every day more and more laws are being passed to further the oppression of the white community, and I for one am getting sick and tired of seeing the black brown and jew profit form the labors of the white man and woman. It is time that we take a stand and express our views on subjects such and immigration and freedom to those who have no right to be in our countries. I come from America where we are still allowed to express our views in a more open environment without fear of police action. I know that I have many more freedoms, but I am still looked down upon in the community of which I live for the views of white superiority, because I am proud of my race and heritage I am viewed as a racists but I have no problem with that. I just can't stand that I am viewed in such a way but when a nigger or a spick is proud of the color of their skin it is acceptable but I being a white man am viewed

Respect
Respect What ever happened to the teachings of respect? Honestly just five decades ago a spic or a nig would not dare practice his freedom of speech against a white man for fear of what would happen to him. I have had the pleasure of really fucking with this spic who thinks that just because he is anonymous he has the right to speak his mind. Well I say bring back the old days where a white man could take physical action without fear of incarceration. The government is further protecting those who have no right to be in our country, in the state in which I live the politicians are going as far as trying to give them drivers licenses. Just think, tens of thousands of illegal's driving on our city streets, with no insurance and no right to do so. Not only do they not pay taxes, the workers who are here on VISAS are not even putting money back into the economy for which they work, instead they are sending the money back to Mexico thus furthering their uselessness in our countrie

American Mistrust
AMERICAN MISTRUST Why is the American government so hell bent on throwing money towards the Jews? We the tax payers in this once great nation are forking over a whopping 55,257,999,700 dollars a year to keep the Israeli extortion ring thriving . The American government is Israel's soul economy, and that is just fine with those who go through life with blinders on. Well it is not fine, and something needs to be done about these misspent funds. This money that we are giving to the Jews could be better used in our own America. We have one of the worst education systems in all the world, our unemployment rate sky rockets each year and you can't walk down a city street without getting bombarded by the homeless asking for spare change. As if this wasn't bad enough America is starting to import Africans again, this time they will not be enslaved. We have mass floods of immigrants rushing the American borders and more and more laws to ensure they stay here. The government is no lo

Return American Beauty
RETURN AMERICAN BEAUTY We as the white population of America, must stand against the Jewish ternary, we must stand against those who migrate here both legally and illegally. We must put a stop to the protections that are rapidly being placed for those who have no right to be here. This nation was founded and fought for by white men and women, from sea to shinning sea the white population has made America what it is today. We have a right to feel that the white race is the only race that the government has no interest in helping, we have the right to speak our minds and feel the way we do. We as the master race in America have the duty to oust all those who oppose us starting with the Jew and working our way down the list until these borders are ridden of all the scum that makes up over half our population. This nation was once powerful and segregated, now that the negros and mexicans have a civil right to sit next to you and I in a café he feels that he is our equal and should

The Icey Road.
the road is icy and there is a heavy cover of fog. i think i will go for a drive. a great man once said the road less traveled. hmmmmm less traveled, less chance my body will be found. the icy road calls me.

Thank You
Thank you to everybody who has to helped me level up, its is appreciated, Thanks for all the comments, ratings and photo comments. I will try and get round to all your spaces as soon as possible to return the Love Thanks again

Watch & Learn
Watch and Learn The next step for beginners or as a warm-up for the experienced is for your partner to masturbate to orgasm. She should go slowly at first, demonstrating her different strokes, the amount of pressure applied, and frequency of her strokes. This is so you can get an understanding for what she likes and is most responsive too. It will take lots of practice and repeated masturbation sessions for you to become as good at masturbating her as she is. Her masturbating to orgasm before you begin the massage helps to put her in the mood and makes her more responsive to additional sexual stimulation. There are women who find their genitals overly sensitive after orgasm, so you may need to gently massage other areas of her body for several minutes before you begin or continue the clitoral massage. Some women are only able to have one orgasm in the beginning, so go slow and just try to make her feel good if you discover this is true for your partner. If your partner is reluc

My Well Thought Out Pos
As i have been looking over some of my friend's profiles and blogs cause i can. I have come to realize that people need to slow their rolls. I mean no disrespect at all. I'm jsut saying people need to calm down, and take their time. I mean you live life only once. Why not enjoy the simple things. Enjoy a nice soft warm bed. Enjoy the feeling of a full belly. Enjoy looking and smelling flowers. Enjoy playing in the snow. I have also seen people being truly and utterly hurt and in pain over losing some one they deeply cared for and/or loved. I'm not saying just to dieing, but like break ups and stuff. My advice for that is, don't let it run your life. don't let it make you obsessed with the pain. The pain is temporary. the loneliness will fade. the sorrow will pass. just remember the good times and keep them in your heart. and remember you tried your best. if it didn't work it didn't work. there are many more people out there in this world that would love to meet you. I am but a si

Mr Bush
just thought i'd ask you guys what you thought of Mr Bush getting beat in the pre state election? think it will be hard on him the next 2 years what do you guys think? NO i am not into politics just want your oppinion?

Yeah
SO im removing over half of you from my friends list..The people who helped with my contest stay...Thank you If you helped..you are good friends. For the rest, im not going to just be a # on your page. Thats All -Ash

My First Story (now You Know These Blogs Are All Made Up Right?)
Today was a dreary day. It rained for most of the morning, so I decided to stay in my pajamas until the afternoon. Breakfast was horrid, just absolutely disgusting because mom put me on a new high-fiber, soy protein diet. She says I have to lose 20 lbs by January or she isn't putting me in the family photos. BAH~!~ I would rather stick needles in my skin than to be underweight. I only weigh 130 lbs, but mom always seems to thing I am overweight. I got up from the kitchen table to make myself a cup of warm tea, but mother says, "No darling, we musn't use cream or sugar in our tea today. You'll spoil your diet." I wanted to slap her so hard at that moment. The phone rang, and of course.... it was my dream guy~!~ Actually he is my brother Noah's best friend, whom I have had a crush on since I was twelve years old. "Noah~!~ Come get it, it's Jesse~!~" I holler up at him. He storms downstairs and snatches the phone from me. "Jade, don't answer to my friends anymore. We have ca

2,307
That is how many pics I need to get developed or printed.. go me.. that's like close to $700 or so to get all that done... booya.. lol.. I'm so tired. Keeva took a three hour nap and has been keeping me up alllllllllllll night so far. I really need to sleep.. I have work in the morning.. I'm seriously too tired to type.. lata...

Foundation
strong an true can withstand the wind won't shake or fold it is yours to hold my love for you will be here for you standing through time to be yours an mine for it ours to take the first step is hardest to take for it is only chance

Come On Guys
Ok i posted 2 blogs so far today and only 4 of my almost 600 friends camr to help me...and a majority read them...Please take like 15 minutes to come comment spam me..you can leave as many comments as you want..Im very sick and its hard to do this alone..I appreciate anyones help.. Let the spamming begin. x0x -Ash

A Long Day Ahead
Well folks, Mom has her surgery today. She's having her gallbladder taken out. I am up at this UNGODLY hour of the morning to get ready and take her to the hospital. I am hoping that this will go by fast, but I know better. Haven't had much sleep. I've been up since about 3am. What do ya know, I had to pee a whole hour before I had to get up. UGH!!! Anywho, please keep us all in your prayers. She's gonna drive me freakin NUTS today! She's not a good patient. LOL! So all of you out there, think about me while you're taking a nap. Have a great day to you! Love, Ria. Sher, drink one for me! PLZ! *I'll need it*

You Know What!
Apparently, I am not Ugly enough or old enough or fat enough or have big boobs to be a top Cherry Star! I am sorry but, I am a lady and have some Morals! If that is what some of you weirdo like, go for it! Thanks for nothing Deedee....

From A Friend
Chocolate said to a lollipop, "You are damn sweet". The lollipop replied "I'm Not as sweet as the person reading this"! "Ur smile makes me smile"..."ur talks make me glad"... "Ur company makes me happy"..."But ur absence makes me sad"... "Be always with me my dear friend"!!! Send this 2 all ur friends in ur list, and also back 2 me if i am ur friend... If u get more than 7 u r lovable

Letting It Out!
Well it has been sometime past since I have put down the thoughts that have been going through my head, so I figured I would take the time to do so. I will start with my wonderful children. My little girl is now almost 4 weeks old and getting bigger and stronger everyday. She is already holding her own head up and has rolled from her belly to her back once! She is starting to spend more time awake and is really alert when she is awake. She has her one month old shots on Wednesday, so that is something that I am not looking forward too! I hate needles so hate when my babies have to have them stuck! My wonderful little boy is doing great and has taken to being a big brother like a champ! He turned 3 just three weeks ago and OH BOY! is he acting it! He is 3 and knows everything but when something goes wrong he wants his Momma. I have gotten news that I will be getting my own apartment very soon, so that is something that I am excited about. I want my own space again so maybe my life can

The Cruxshadows
Well Im away to the cruxshadows gig later on this month here in Oslo Norway.So a night away just to relax sound about right after all the crap thats been going on of late ,anyone fancy joining us lol

Am I
Chocolate said to a lollipop, "You are damn sweet". The lollipop replied "I'm Not as sweet as the person reading this"! "Ur smile makes me smile"..."ur talks make me glad"... "Ur company makes me happy"..."But ur absence makes me sad"... "Be always with me my dear friend"!!! Send this 2 all ur friends in ur list, and also back 2 me if i am ur friend... If u get more than 7 u r lovable

Well It's Not So Good
Well yesterday I went to unc for chemo treatment and well everyone kept over looking me so it took me way more hours then it needed to take me. Well me, my mom had to take Alex with us cause my father-in-law couldn't keep him cause his wife had a doctor apt and stuff. But we were there from 7:30am till almost 4:00. Alex was bitching a whole lot he was screaming for me and he couldn't come back there to me. So I ended up in the waitting room till I got him to sleep at 11:30am. Then I made my way back to the treatment area. We had alot of fun (not). And the last few treatments they went pretty good. I didn't have such a good treatment this time. My tummy isn't doing so well this time. I feel like shyt. I would rather just not had it. My levels was still a little low but up enough for me to have treatment. I was kind of wishing my levels would be low again. I feel a little bad but no where as bad as if I would take a treatment and I really needed a break from treatments. But I only have f

People Are Stupid In More Ways Than One
Well i know how people are stupid about colors of your skin my friend and me and my kids went to breakfest on Sunday to a local place won't name it cuz it wasn't the establishment that did it it was retarded people that went there. well he is black and I am white and so are my kids well an old lady had a problem with it she turned to her frieds and whispered not so low that its a shame that a nice white girl has to be seen with a black man. and so did another white couple across from us i thought maybe things would be different after the civil war ended slaver but i guess not i told the manager that i wasn't going to stay to stop our order cuz i wasn't going to stay at a place that people can come out and say loud enough what the 2 people said and also it just wasn't on our color they bitched about my daughters friend with her piercings. damn i wonder what they would have said if they saw all my tattoos well live and learn and go on not being petty like some racists are.

Men's Answer To Maxine
Men's answer to Maxine Men strike back! ! ! ! ! ! ! How many men does it take to open a beer? None. It should be opened when she brings it ------------------------------------------------------------------- Why is a Laundromat a really bad place to pick up a woman? Because a woman who can't even afford a washing machine will probably never be able to support you. -------------------------------------------------------------------- Why do women have smaller feet than men? It's one of those "evolutionary things" that allows them to stand closer to the kitchen sink. ------------------------------------------------------------------- How do you know when a woman is about to say something smart? When she starts a sentence with "A man once told me..." ------------------------------------------------------------------- How do you fix a woman's watch? You don't. There is a clock on the oven. ------------------------------------------------------------------- Why

Booty Call Application..
SEX CALL!!!Please fill out the below application if you want to be a booty call or friends w/ benefits with this person. (To be taken very seriously) Name: Age: Phone: ( ) Height: Weight: Married(Y/N)__ Single(Y/N)___ Other_________ Sexual Orientation: __________ How often do u wanna have sex?(check appropriate answer) Daily___ Weekly__ Monthly__ As much as possible__ Do u like Giving oral sex? (Y/N)___ What could you do for me that no one else could?: Which do u prefer? (check appropriate box) One on one__ Doubles__ Group___ While having sex, what do u do? (place "X" in all appropriate boxes) Faint__ Cry__ Moan__ Wiggle__ Twist__ Jerk about__ Pant__ Sweat___ Scream__ Hum__ Whistle__ Just lie there__ List three positions u like: 1. 2. 3. How do you like it? (place "X" in appropriate spaces) Slow__ Fast__ Very fast__ Rigorous___ Do you like rough sex? No__ Sometimes__ Always__ Do you like to talk dirty? No__

What A Dumbass
Well I recently found out somethings that make me laugh at my dumbass bitch exwife, 1. Since we were married within 6months of living together and she divorced me b4 our 10th anniversary she is not entitled to any of my retirement or SSI. lmfao 2. Because she divorced me she is not and never will be entitled to Alimoney. lmfao 3. I have a job that i make 3000-4000 a month and because of my job as a truck driver all my time does not count. The courts look at an average of 40hrs and 500 miles a day so only half of my money is counted. 4. I just started an internet business and she cannot count that against me for 6-12months. Courts have to make sure i am making steady money b4 they will adjust Child Support. 5. An uncle died and left me some money and again the courts wont count that because it is a 1 time thing. 6. All of the fucking she tried to do to me in court by lying is going to come back to haunt her, i have taken that money that my uncle gave me and hired 1 of t

I Thought
if only i kn3w that for3v3r down th3 lin3 ill find out that all this tym3 i was3nt n luv but going through th3 tradition of lust, y3t b3ing hurt by still having s3x w/th3 p3rson whom brok3 ur h3art not onc3 not twic3 but a f3w tym3s on purpos3.....I cant h3lp th3 dick is good what would u do ^^^^^boooooyyyyyyyyy dont i miss him hav3 u 3v3r f3lt this way or what?

Life Is Short Eat Your Cake While You Can...
Fire CrotchPeople Iced:FourteenCar Bombs Planted:None. Pathetic.Favorite WeaponA CandlestickArms Broken:FiveEyes Gouged:SevenTongues Cut Off:ThreeBiggest Enemy:The Ice TrayGet Your HITMAN NameAWSOME-GAME

Veterans Day Speech I Wrote
From places they've been & places we know of buthave never been ourselves. Stories of those who have fought and died for us even though even though we were not there as some of us were not even born. But still they fought and died for us, These Men and Women gave their lives for us and we owe them everything. November 11th is for The (United States) Veterans Day and for (Canada) Rememberance Day. This Day we remember them all and their Sacrifice. It was Brave Men and Women thousands of them who gave it all to be free and thanks to them we are. Not just those who have fought and died we Remember this day but Those who stand with us still. They are here To Remember fallen comrads, Brothers & Sisters in arms. Some fought long ago and some not so long ago. Some we fight still Whether that be the fight in Iraq or the war we fight inside ourselves. And families are here to Remember Lost family members.Grandfathers & Grandmothers , Fathers and Mothers, brothers and sister , Aunts a

When I Close My Eyes...
When I close my eyes... I can see your face.. My heart calls out, wanting you with me in this special place.. I can feel your arms holding me tight.. I long to snuggle close and feel all my fears take flight.. I can see your smile.. Reminding me to be patient for just a little while.. I can feel your gentle touch.. Shivers run over my skin, I miss you so much.. I can see the love in your eyes for me.. Shining brightly where all who care to look can see.. I can feel your presence surrounding me..holding me..loving me.. And I know deep in my heart our love was meant to be.. I love you...

"you Could Be Happy"
"You Could Be Happy" You could be happy and I won't know But you weren't happy the day I watched you go And all the things that I wished I had not said Are played on lips 'till it's madness in my head Is it too late to remind you how we were But not our last days of silence, screaming, blur Most of what I remember makes me sure I should have stopped you from walking out the door You could be happy, I hope you are You made me happier than I'd been by far Somehow everything I own smells of you And for the tiniest moment it's all not true Do the things that you always wanted to Without me there to hold you back, don't think, just do More than anything I want to see you go Take a glorious bite out of the whole world

Do Me A Favor?
Take a picture for me. NOTHING NAUGHTY. Everyone who takes and posts a picture for me gets a Hershey Kiss [and a rating and comment on the picture, of course]. Remember to send me the link. I'm in a bad mood and I think it would really cheer me up.

Modems Knackered
i have had no internet connection at home for nearly two days now they are supposedly coming to fix it tomorrow morning, its been driving me mad not being able to get online as i have lots of shit i need to do, anyway i am hoping this posts as i am at work and if i get collared will be in a whole heap of shit. Stroll on Saturday

I Need A Little....
Help with my next lvl. I am only about 3,600 away. If you let me know that you have helped me out I will come by and return the love. I greatly appercaite any and everyone that helps!! Much Love to all my Cherry buddies. *HUGS and KISSES*M

"i Could Not Ask For More"
Lying here with you Listening to the rain Smiling just to see the smile upon your face These are the moments I thank God that I'm alive These are the moments I'll remember all my life I found all I've waited for And I could not ask for more Looking in your eyes Seeing all I need Everything you are is everything to me These are the moments I know heaven must exist These are the moments I know all I need is this I have all I've waited for And I could not ask for more I could not ask for more than this time together I could not ask for more than this time with you Every prayer has been answered Every dream I have's come true And right here in this moment is right where I'm meant to be Here with you here with me These are the moments I thank God that I'm alive These are the moments I'll remember all my life I've got all I've waited for And I could not ask for more I could not ask for more than the love you give me 'Coz it's all I

Casual Sex Application
CASUAL SEX APPLICATION Name___________________ Age____ Phone(____)__________ Occupation________________________________ Do you live with your parents Yes__ No__ Do you live with your significant other Yes__ No__ Height_____ Weight______ Gender(M/F)___ Married(Y/N)__ Single(Y/N)__ Other_________ How often do you want it (check appropriate answer) Daily__ Weekly__ Monthly__ As much as possible__ How long can you last (check appropriate answer) 1min __ 15min__ 30min__ 1hr__ All nite__ Do you like giving oral sex (Y/N)__ Which do you prefer (check appropriate box) One on one__ Threesome__ Group__ While having sex, *What do u do (check all appropriate answers) Faint__ Cry__ Moan__ Wiggle__ Twist__ Jerk about__ Pant__ Sweat__ Scream__ Hum__ Whistle__ Just lie there__ Take Control__ Scratch__ Pull hair__ Bite__ Smack Booty__ Fake It__Go to sleep__ Watch tv__ Read__ Think of someone else__ *List three positions you like: 1._________________

My Sexual Zodiak
Virgo You are shy at first, and because of that, it is hard for you to find lots of random sex partners. You are very intelligent and very into sex. You will only have sex with clean people, because you are afraid of getting an STD. You are also very kinky and imaginative in the sack. Your partners always have a hard time keeping up with you. Sex matches: Taurus, Capricorn, Scorpio Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Yahoo Messenger
any who like to chat with me my yahoo messenger name is dawgbite69 come on folks i do not bite......that much ;-) i have new yahoo messenger msn users can chat with me also,is bored come on folks

Your Amazing......
First, I want you to know that you are amazing, and I love you to death. If I don't get this back, I understand. But I have a game for you. Once you read this letter, you must send it to 15 people that you really care about, including the person that sent it to you. If you receive at least 7 back, then you are loved. Nobody knows what they have until they loose it. You never leave the person whom you love for the one you like, because that person who you like will leave you for the person whom they love. Tonight, right at 12:00am, your true love is going to realize that they LOVE you! Then something is going to happen to you between 1:00 and 2:00 a.m. Tomorrow, be ready for the greatest shock of your life. If you break this chain, you are going to have bad luck in love for the next years of your life. Send this to 15 people in 15 minutes

Need Pic Comments
Pls leave as many comments as u can folks!! pls vote for baka Leave as many comments as u can! Click on the pic or go to: http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=165547&albumid=104253&i=2529410788 Thanks!! ♥! http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=165547&albumid=104253&i=2529410788

My Hidden Sexual Tallent
Using your mouth Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mouth. You are incredibly sensual, a great kisser and a seductive lover. You drive all of your partners crazy with your mouth. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

To The Love Of My Life
DEAR,KOLO I LOVE YOU KOLO,THERE ISNT A DAY THAT GOES BY THAT I DONT THINK OF YOU,I LOVE U SO MUCH,THE WAY WE MET MUST HAVE BEEN LUCK,THIS LOVE THING IS MAKING ME CRAZY ITS MAKING ME NUTS. I GET BUTTERFLY'S EVERYTIME I TALK TO YOU,THIS LOVE I HAVE FOR YOU IS SOMETHING THAT I CAN'T FAKE,I HAVE SO MUCH LOVE FOR YOU AND ITS GROWING EVERYDAY,I FEEL LIKE I CAN TALK TO U ABOUT ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING,U DONT HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT SAYING ANYTHING WRONG TO ME,I LOVE YOU FOR YOU AND I WOULD NEVER TAKE ADVANTAGE OF YOU,IF I DID DO YOU WRONG I WOULD BE A FOOL. BABE YOU MEAN THE WORLD TO ME,YOU ARE EVERYTHING I EVER WANTED,EVERYTHING I EVER HOPED FOR,I KNOW NOW WHY I WAS PUT ON THIS EARTH AND THERE IS ONLY ONE REASON,IT'S TO BE WITH YOU,AND I'LL BE WITH YOU FOREVER,YOU'RE MY SOUL MATE AND I'M SO GLAD THAT I HAVE YOU,MY SEARCH FOR TRUE LOVE IS OVER,YOU'RE THE ONLY GIRL I CAN DEPEND ON,YOU'RE MY ONE AND ONLY,NOW AND FOREVER. YOUR LOVER,ROUSH

Take Me Down To The Paradise City, Where The Grass Is Green And The Girls Are Pretty
Oh won't you please take me home... Damn, that's a good song. Work was really good - my new assistant is still keen as anything, she's motivated, a real go getter. Just what I need after a year in the job - I can feel myself lightening up already. The BEST part is that I got to see my girl when I came home for lunch. I'm so in love it's ridiculous. 6 more weeks till I see her, and I was able to get a few more days in Boston and change my flights around for only $100. SCORE! No real plans for the weekend, which is good - the boys will probably come around to play Playstation and Xbox, and just chill out. Today was interesting politically - Good Ol' Rummy is out of office... but I gotta say I'm not suprised. Only a few more weeks till we have to vote here in Australia (compulsory voting... hooray!). I'm hungry and watching the Simpsons, so I'll leave this entry here...

Damn
Well tonite rocked ,I did alot of thinking as always but still put on the fake face I am so good at doing (read last blog). All I can do is see what the deal is and I have a gut feeling it's going to be ok...I hope. Now all I have to look fwd to is my long awaited vacation or not to look fwd to it...I will see soon enough I guess. A good thing came out of tonite I spoke to my lust LeLand tonite..what a rush it was like having an orgasm hahahaha..now I just need to go to Hawaii and see him ha! My friend wanted to cheer me and well done J! Not sure how he did it but he did.Guess thats the luxuries of being a famous rockstar 'eh? Well I need to get my ass to bed have work in a few and I am sure the tapping on the keys isn't helping my friend J on the futon he's sleeping on...bc he ain't getting in my bed! Sweet dreams and hopefully I will have answers soon enough! XO T

What I Want
I want someone whos cares and shares how I feel Not one who lies only for my heart they steal To be accepted with all my faults In the past my feelings made the other stop and halt I want to be thought of as equal with feelings and with care Not to be taken advantage of and leave my heart in dispare To go for a walk with or just call and laugh Not to just use me as you want and then toss away with the trash To be taken seriously as if I were the boss But in all actuality im paying and my heart is the cost I know its not alot to as to be thought of as equal at this time To be sweet and honest I never thought would be a crime Im forced to be cold and show my dark side And in doing so im also forced to run and hide To walk this world with my heart out to flaunt And be paired with my equal thats WHAT I WANT!!

Brb
Well i doubt ill get to talk to all of you much in the next couple weeks. some of you i really enjoy talking to others i love talking to. Ill be working up until i leave to go see family up north. sad i wont get to hear from yall in two weeks. funny part is most of yall havent heard from me much in the last two weeks anyways.

Short Ride
Short Ride by GDeloney © The trip started off exactly as I planned. We loaded up the Tahoe with all of the hiking gear that we had accumulated over the past two years. Mainly the hiking stuff belonged to me, tents stoves, water purifiers. We had purchased a sleeping bag and a backpack for her. This was going to be our first trip into the unknown for multiple days. We planned a trip for Big Bend National Park. It is the biggest National Park yet has one of the lowest volumes of visitors. As we drove, my girlfriend Kelly and I talked and she watched TV, It is a long 8 hour drive from OKC to Big Bend. After a while she hopped back up to the front seat. She brought up a spare backpack and left it in the second row, just behind my seat. We started talking about our Halloween costumes. Every costume idea that she told me about had some slutty portion to it. This is much different than her typical conservative nature. Finally she looked at me and said "All the outfits I am thinking o

A Story For A Late Night
A Story for a Late Night by cute4u791 © Kevin was my next door neighbor. We had run into each other once or twice before, but had never spoken. Now we were the only two people on the elevator in our apartment complex. He had shaggy blonde hair, gorgeous blue eyes, and was perfectly toned. I could tell because he was wearing a short sleeve shirt and some basketball shorts. "So, are you going to workout?" I asked. He looked at me with those deep blue eyes and smiled. "How'd ya' guess?" "The basketball shorts gave it away." I could feel my cheeks getting hot. If the sexual tension was a snake, it would've bitten me in the hand. "Yeah, so you're my next door neighbor right?" He questioned. I felt so dumb. I hadn't even thought that he wouldn't know who I was. "Um, yeah I am. Sorry about that." I reached out my hand and he took it gracefully. He had large hands that made mine disappear. "Naw, it's okay. So where are you off to today?" I looked down at what I was w

I Wanted To Marry A Call Girl
I Wanted to Marry a Call Girl by crichtondog © "Good evening, A Gentlemen's Escort Service, this is Lacey speaking, what can I do for you today?" I took another deep slug of whiskey and spoke up. "I'm looking for a woman with some class, a woman that can fuck and suck and do whatever is required by me. Money is no object." The sultry, sexy voice on the other end made my dick harden and pulsate with eager anticipation, just imagining her lips around my thick cock. "So. Let me see if I've got this right. You want a woman with class and can fuck, suck and do whatever you require. Money is no object. Is this correct?" "You're damn right I do. What say you and me have a little tango tonight? I bet you can suck a mean dick and fuck like a champion slut with that thick and rich voice you have, huh?" "I'll take that as a compliment from someone who really needs to get laid bad, doesn't he? I softened my tone and apologized to Miss Lacey. "Yes, I'm sorry for saying you were a s

Early Morning Luck
Early Morning Luck by sassy81 © I awake early one morning; our legs are entangled with each others, my head had been resting on your shoulder with my arm draped over your chest. I roll over, stretching my arms and back; my legs are still wrapped with yours. I start to nestle back in beside you, when I feel a twitch occur beneath the covers, on my leg. I look over at you and you are still soundly asleep; a peaceful look upon your face and deep steady breaths of air make your chest rise and fall. Again I feel a slight twitching and realize that you are becoming aroused; this in turn, arouses me. I use my leg to massage the growing bulge in your shorts. I can feel the heat and hardness as I use my leg to press up and down on your cock. I disentangle my legs from yours and I slip under the covers to release your bulge from the binding shorts; as I gradually pull at the elastic band of your shorts, so not to wake you, I reach inside and gently pull out your cock and lift your balls

I've Just Been Thinking..
I think I've come to the conclusion that I'm fake, that I'm a false person at times. Now, things will always bother someone, the only difference is how you deal with what's going on. I usually come out of situations with my head up high, acting as if everything is fine, as if I wasn't bothered at all, but could that be exactly how I feel? Things bother me as much as the next person, I just have a weird way of hiding my true feelings, rather than show that I am affected somehow. People ask me all the time, 'Why are you so calm? Why are you not bothered?' Thing is, I fake being ok. Things eat at me like crazy, I just choose to push it off at the moment and try and focus on something different. Then suddenly I'm alone, and all I do is recall the times I said that 'I'm fine, I'm over it', in which case I never really was. I think I act as if I'm ok so I'm not starting trouble, so I'm not causing problems. Yes, sharing your feelings can be a good thing, but we all know sometimes it can be a

Playtime
Playtime by ladyatlantis5 © He placed the blindfold over her eyes, kissing the back of her neck, after moving her hair out of the way. She shivered both from desire and fear. He chuckled seeing this, believing it was mainly the worry over the situation that caused her to shiver. "I don't see what you're so worried about; I'm not really taking anything away from you. You seem to like having your eyes closed, and you're blind as a bat without your classes on anyways." Chuckling he moved, kissing down her spine. She growled low in her throat and attempted to kick at him. He easily blocked her attempt and swatted her ass hard in response. She cried out, though her body responded to the pain, as always, sending a flood of wetness between her thighs. "I know exactly what you need, Pet, you're in good hands with me. All you have to do is remember that I'm in charge right now, you'll do as I say, and remember to address me properly and things won't be too hard on you." He chuckled at h

Tables Turned
Tables Turned by ladyatlantis5 © With delicate care she ran the feather along the center of his torso. "You know you'll pay for this, Pet!" He spat menacingly through gritted teeth. While he was sleeping she had every so cautiously tied him to the posts of the bed, leaving him spread eagle and at her mercy. She had tired of him always being in control, and for once wanted to have her way with her lover. "Oh, shush now, darling," she patted his cheek in a patronizing manner. "You know you'll be free soon, but first I want to have a little fun with you. You never let me take control of things, and though I do enjoy you trying to a fuck a hole through me, I'd rather like to have my wicked way with you." Pet grinned wickedly as she continued to lazily run the feather over her lover's torso. "You better believe I'm going to fuck a hole through you after this, you bitch!" He spat venomously. "Oh my, someone's feisty!" Pet giggled, her outer manner belying the inner turmoil s

There Is Hope
There is hope It’s our flaws, That makes us perfect, It’s our weaknesses, That makes us strong, And the curses will be, Our blessings, When the nightmares we have, Are gone. Copyright © 2006 by C Hottran

Friends & Benefits
Friends & Benefits by C Love © Sheila and I had become "Friends with Benefits" about six months earlier. I had recently moved to the area and didn't know anybody, she was a divorcee who had just ended her first post-marriage relationship. The attraction was immediate and strong. I'm a 30 year old bald black man. She's a cute 5' 2" blond with beautiful blue eyes, big enough to match her surgically enhanced 34C breasts. They were a divorce present to herself, "We never had children, but I still got the twins in the settlement," she liked to say. Although the passion was initially overpowering, the Friends with Benefits relationship hadn't included quite as many benefits as I'd imagined, and I'd become content with just being friends. She called me one Thursday night, obviously a few margaritas into the evening, and demanded that I get my "cute ass" to the bar she was personally keeping in business. I thought I knew what the night had in store, and quickly rushed to meet her. When

Nancy's Delight
Nancy's Delight by No Panty Girl © Forty-six-year old Tim and his thirty-nine-year-old wife Nancy shared a fairly simple life. Tim stands five foot ten weighing a trim two hundred pounds with grayish blonde hair. Tim is quite distinguished looking and is blessed with a seven-inch cock. Nancy is five foot five, a shapely one hundred and thirty-five pounds with 34D breasts, large nipples with full lips and a nicely rounded ass. She likes wearing short skirts and tight tops that draw attention to her assets. Even at her age she still warrants second looks and wolf whistles from construction workers when she walks down the street. Tim and Nancy had engaged in a few threesomes with both another man and another woman and had exchanged partners a few times with an older couple. Nancy had experimented with anther woman at one time. The woman was a confirmed lesbian and wanted nothing to do with Tim so Nancy would go to her apartment for their liaisons. Nancy had enjoyed m

You Think You Know Me,you Don't.
You think you know me well you don't. You haven't even started to know me yet!! This is your wake up call!! You don't know me,I think the way I want when I want!! I really don't give a damn if you like it are not. BEcause in the end the only ones I got to answer to is myself and the higher power of life!! You think I'm some dum bitch that don't know nothing about nothing,your wrong. I know a hell of alot more then you do,but un like you I don't always say what I want because I respect other feeling unlike an asshole like you. I do give a damn when someone I love or care about gets fucked over. You want a fight keep pushing buddy you'll get one. Because the way I was brought up is you take care of your own. We don't go around play kidy games. I may be a kitten on the outside but on the inside theres a panther waiting to kill. You think your so hot playing game and hurting everyone around you even the one who have nothing to do with it,keep doing that and you'll find yourself in a world

Girls' Night In
Girls' Night In by aspiringromantic © "C'mon," Mandy pleaded. "Just have one more drink, Kay. It's still early." "No," I protested. "I really can't, Mandy. I'm probably past my limit now. If I have another one I'll definitely have problems driving home." "Then don't," she said. "Just stay here. I hate staying by myself anyway." Mandy's husband had been called out of town for a business trip, which had led to the impromptu girl's night in. "No thanks," I said. "I hate sleeping on couches. I always wake up with a stiff back." "You don't have to sleep on the couch. You can share my bed." I gave her a skeptical look. "C'mon, Kay. It will be just like the sleepovers we had back in high school," she said with a wink. Her words aroused my suspicion. Most of our high school sleepovers had consisted of nothing extraordinary. We'd gossip about school, boys, and who was fucking whom. However, one time, it had been different. The night before I left home for college

Fuckin' Bus
Fuckin' Bus by glory_first © Note - Unlike my other writing, this does contain an element of fiction. * The GEN light started blazing red, the classic VW bus warning for an overheating motor, as the same belt which spins the generator drives the fan to cool the motor. This was a bad stretch of road for this to happen, with absolutely nowhere to pull off from the hilly, curvy narrow pavement lined by drainage ditches. Running late in a very casual sense, and deciding that getting close enough to walk was as good a reason as any to keep going, instead of pulling off at the very first chance and replacing the belt after letting the motor cool for a good half hour. Parking less than a couple of minutes after the GEN light burned red, I walked a mile or so to visit Mike and Lena, as more or less planned. In the past, Mike and I had jacked off together, often enough 2 or 3 times in a week, generally in one house or the other, but also occasionally outdoors in the woods. Play

January
JANUARY=SHYNESS Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you. You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover. Repost this in the next 5 m

Road Trip Part 3
well. what a great time I have been having on my road trip. I been to cape hatteras via ferry boats, played on the beaches of the Atlantic ocean and watched fisherman fish from the beaches, checked out the lighthouses on the way and just a fun time. next stop was in kitty hawk and kill devil hills. seen another lighthouse and found a town called DUCK. lol got some great pics I'll add later from that little town. I went to see where man 1st flew at kitty hawk. the Wright Brothers greatest adventure. its winding down a bit as I get closer to NYC. will be spending a few days in Maryland/Delaware areas and then to new jersey highlands a few days. Tuesday I drove thru the Chesapeake bay bridge, which is about 26 miles long. what a great drive as I drive thru Virginia city in Virginia. saw a few more light houses and stopped at a wild life sanctuary and saw lot as of ducks and geese. well that's it for now hope everyone is having a great time as I am for sure.

After Reading This, You'll Never Look At A Banana In The Same Way Again!
Bananas Containing three natural sugars - sucrose, fructose and glucose combined with fiber, a banana gives an instant, sustained and substantial boost of energy. Research has proven that just two bananas provide enough energy for a strenuous 90-minute workout. No wonder the banana is the number one fruit with the world's leading athletes. But energy isn't the only way a banana can help us keep fit. It can also help overcome or prevent a substantial number of illnesses and conditions, making it a must to add to our daily diet. Depression: According to a recent survey undertaken by MIND amongst people suffering from depression, many felt much better after eating a banana. This is because bananas contain tryptophan, a type of protein that the body converts into serotonin, known to make you relax, improve your mood and generally make you feel happier. PMS: Forget the pills -- eat a banana. The vitamin B6 it contains regulates blood glucose leve

Linger That Death
Linger that death in which you offer, temptingly hung from your lips. inchs from my face mine to take if I reach. I fear to touch you, I know to touch you is to die, and I would spend forever loving to die in you. your skin to my skin. cold to hot, warm to flesh. the taste of iron and salt lingers in your mouth gently pulling on the neck. I bare myself totally for you. I lay down my soul at your feet. Bend me and break me. I reach for this death. temptation cannot wait. Let me die a thousand little deaths with you watching. Only if at the end you die with me.

Difference Is.....
the difference between you and I, are the ways we see the world. You see light when I see beauty, dark when I feel cold. So many things do not measure up Except the love we both hold. you love me and I you, but never shall we be. too much has fallen into place our rows have gone to seed, So in my silence I adore and in your you withe, secretly we want each other but its not for us to decide. In the dream we touch, kiss and bleed, each one of us is the better half of some darkinging need. My skin aches for you, and I know that yours does too. But as long as we are lost to the world. there is nothing we can do.

Try This On.
Cast aside, like so much fodder, left alone to learn lessons forgotten. I lay in sighs of darkness, like pvc around my body. A bite to the soul, never healed and never forgotten. It lingers still, the promise that you were. I pledged allegance to you, when you turned me out in the storm. Blown and battered on angry winds. Seeming to come at your whim. But you never accounted on the wings. Then when proven false you reject what was so true. You become another lie. Another mistake, One I will make again and again. Blame me at your Will. I am over your head. Strength blooms within this breast. My 'milk for gaul' I walk across the coals, I meet the devil face to face, A devil I allowed control. I reach down, grab his balls and twist, all with a smile and say "can you ignore me now?'

So Near And So Far
Chasing your shadow. wrapped in the velvet lust that makes up us. Who did we think we were fooling, our desire makes us weak to temptation, to touch, to taste, to fade. Wrapped within each other I cannot help myself did you care, did you know that I surrendered I lay at your feet, and asked for more, that lusty please on bleeding lips I would not run. But I would not wait. Inchs from desire, from the devil in your eyes, from the perfection of my wings. and then miles apart. I cannot chase you down. You are shadow, and I am desire.

Burried Pride
I burried my pride, along side you, when you lay me down. My hair to tangle with the winds of time. Left to wait for you, always waiting. My own little dirt chair. Words whispered to the plants each one a key to my heart. The poison and the flowers. When you return I can turn to none, A born again virgin mary, bore a knife to cut our my soul and offer it to you. Whispering in question do you think me sexie? Can I please you now, will you reach for me, or is it too late. Beauty faded, rain washs clean sins stain and I grow amazed. You return and I unearth my pride You throw it at me. I rise a goddess among fallen minds. I take it all back, and then as you desire. I leave you wait.

The Offering
Bleed me, drain the energy, all that threatens to burn. I lay begging at your feet. Hands on your wrists, I cry with dark eyes. Bleed me, and let me feel it slip away. I lay wasted and wanting at your feet. A goddess twice removed. Sink beside me, show my mercy. Drain me dry as hay. Let the sleep steal over me. Hide me from the sins. I have done wrong, So I beg you. Ruin me for good and I bless you to do so. I bare my flesh, eyes steady. the offering is here, all you but need do it take.

Grounded
I lain to waist, lost inside my own alter ego, folded in the mazes of my own mind. Sensual depervation, a song in Italian repeated. Opera, the sounds of my fall. wrapped around the cold, that lingers in silent tears Salt, blood, pain. I betray myself, over and over. Two worlds two me's each seperate and unequal. They meet face to face. Each an army, each a man, each a goddess. ready to claim the right to the body and soul and a pair of still innocent eyes watch. I am my own submission. Other think they mastered me. But I was chained long before they met me.

My Comfort
I am your angel, hidden wings to protect you. My hand to warm you, rests over you beating heart. My heart beating on your spine a perfect circle. One completes the other. Lips touch the skin, fingertips light as a butterfly, move over your arm, back, chest. I soothe your beast. I know your pain, I want you make it stop. Wings would wrap around you, hiding you from the world that seeks to harm I am yours, feast on me. drink of my lips and long for no other. As I drink of your eyes. my skin to your skin. your heart to my heart. I am comfort and with me you are safe. I am mother and lover. Comfort and joy. and as you sleep I will chase away the things the seek you ill. No harm can pass me, let me comfort you, you are not alone, you are beautiful, and it is with my skill. I show you.

Muse Me
You are my dark muse, the master at my skill. I have just discovered the physical body, that is you. You're behind me. front to my back, a long arm around my shoulder across my neck, a tumb rubs the juggular. Sending images and passion. I am filled with words, becasue of you. dark hair falling over me, to shield me as I muse. I write a flurry of words. all in your pressence. A silence gift passed over distance. I can feel you now. heating my back, flowing through my fingers. Touching me, as my words touch you. I beg you to stop, but desire to keep going. Work through me and all I am is offered to you, my dark god, I fall willingly to your feet. I bare my soul, as a whore does her treasure. And before your eyes. I become, my art, my angel, my words

Daddy's Hands
I remember his hands, They were my comfort my hope. They were safe and strong, Always there to help me cope. All this would shift, When daddy got mad, They were fast and mean, Even if you were not bad. The love would leave, As his words picked up speed, And then like a viper, It was off with the belt and onto the deed. I remember the bruises, The ones I always hid, Cause no one could know, What daddy's hand did. I can remember the worst, I was a teen, I kissed a boy, Daddy's hands had seen. He got angry good and fast, This time I was too old for a belt, So he punched me in the face And left me with a welt. The time he almost got caught, Was when he called me a whore, I knew his hands were coming, He slammed me into the door. The worst ever, I am still scared, When his hands pulled out a gun, Then something in me snapped, This abuse was done. The hand shook, As my voice raised to say, '

Linger Inside
Linger inside, that fire in my soul. You made it. Of anger, of lies. Each story made bigger. Each request disgusts me. You made me in your image, but your image was a lie, So I am made of lies or of what you wish you could be. I taste like blood and sweat. I breath fire, I am made of all you lack, and will always remind you of a lie. I took your propaganda for fact. And now I stand, made of more then you. And I am ready to face you. Not made of you, made more then you. I am stronger then your lies.

Life
what is this aching i feel deep in my soul as i wake up at night to the nightmares in which i cant scream. life is hell in which the fires burn into my brain. love is whimsical in most aspects do people really think a internet bf is a true bf? why does anger lead to guilt/ these are my ramblings and thoughts

Bared
Torn before the judegment of my own eyes. I filet my own skin to see the soul. Where all that is me is hidden. Locked behind green eyes, captured in the skin. Each inch burned in your memory. Turn and gaze again, the picture changes. Always the same subject, just a new view. Long back, firm legs, the secrets hidden. Proud shoulders, silken hair. reveal the sexie, Show the inner skin. Relived the Scar within. Full round breast, dusty nipples hairless and scared. small ass, white skin. brithmark, knees, narrow feet, nails. full lips pout. I am bared not before you, I bare myself for myself.

$2.00 Between Them.
Larry and Bob wanted to go out drinking, but they only had $2.00 between them. Larry said, "Hang on, I have an idea" He went next door to the butcher's shop and spent the $2.00 on one large sausage. Bob said, "Are you crazy? Now we don't have any money left at all!" Larry replied, "Don't worry - just follow me." They went into the pub where Larry immediately ordered two double shots of Jack Daniels. Bob said, "Now you've lost it! Do you know how much trouble we will be in? We haven't got any money to pay for this!" Larry replied, with a smile, " Don't worry - I have a plan. Cheers!" They downed their drinks. Larry said "OK! I'll stick the sausage through my zipper and you get on your knees and put it in your mouth." Said and done, the barman noticed them, went berserk, and threw them out. They continued this, bar after bar, getting more and more drunk, all for free. At the tenth bar, Bob said, "Larry - I don't think I can do this anymore. My mouth is sore and my knees are killing me!"L

Outside
Outside my window, in the darkness of the night, lit with lights from the city, from the moon lays everything. Everything inside of me, all in different stages of life and death. Outside is all that is in me, and all that I lack. Hidden behind weighted glass. My eye watch the constant dance. hands ice cold, keeping me from flying too far on this sorrow. Face reflected then lost focus. Somewhere someone is unfaithful, someone is born, someone dies. Someone relishes a lover, and another screams. Out there is all that is screaming in me. And all that ever comes from me, is a sigh, a silent tear. A memory. Another work of poetic art, Not scene as my cry for help, but expression of what was. I scream silently and only the outside hears me. It can see my dying.

Just Winging It!!
Like it says just winging it. Tonight I got so many damn things running through my head that you'll be lucky if you can keep up!! I mean what is it with everyone today,it's like everyone wants to be everyone eles!! All my fucking life I've only been me. I don't get it people I really don't. I mean I've had friend who did some dumb shit to be just like evryone eles. Now what the hell is with that. I mean if everything was one color then life would be blah. I mean you got your freaks of all kinds and you got your everyday people,always being picked on and treated like their not good enough. It's like thats so fucked up. I mean it doesn't matter what you like on thoutside ,all that matters is what you like on the inside,but hell we can't be ok with this why because everyone eles isn't ok with it and after all we don't want to not be like everyone eles. It's like wow,life is noting but looks,money and power. Please get over it or stop wasting my time!!

Time Held Still
caught in a moment, between who I am and who I was. Both faces locked in a moment. Held just to see the look in the eyes. The one hurting the other. There is no way out. One will be gone, hands on the cold marble. I am already cold. And still this moment holds still. Look away, the eyes still search. Scars of my past light the room. Memories dance around my head unseen. And the only words I can utter. I don't want to do this anymore.

Redefined
I need you, tonight as always, I never knew who you were, but I can see there is something inside you. A passion I need to learn. I am too safe, with all my rules and regulations. Too many things I cannot do. I am bold and wild to some, but when it counts I am Kitten, I want to be a panther, purring at your feet, not given yarn and milkfed. I want to be sleek with your admoration, not just soft and fluffy. Push my limits expose me, You are beautifully comfortable in your skin, I want to see that, I want to be that Teach me, guild me, wrap your hands around my wrist, PIN me down till I cannot run away, then whisper in my ears, that magic you weave. I am yours. Desire, and flaws I bare my soul before you, all in words. Linger over my scars, relish in my perfections, Pull my head back and open my eyes. For before the moment of clarity. I was blind. The world is not the same, and all I knew all I felt and though, through you is redefined.

Adonis
Bring me down to my knees, I want to look up at you. Adonis, no need for a lift, you already are above me. But here with full lips, I can please you. Allow me to make you happy. Angels eyes, green like the nature child of nature that I am. Your darkness only resides as long as I allow. I love your darkness, I long for your touch. Adonis, perfection in motion. Tattooed, pierced. Wild and free. Here I can make you happy, before you.

Karma
He will meet his maker with lies in his mouth They wull be the lies that choke him, the ones uttered to me in distain, now all take shape and haunt. Like Marley's chains, words burden. People forget that words still have weight. Used and tossed aside in moden life, lacking all strength. But with me I count them, I relish them as if they were lovers. So a lie to me is the same as admittion of guilt. You are met with a pair of eyes, they do not forgive like mine. And each work, each lie, each half truth and snide comment. Each judgement passed. Is strung on you like black pearls. Not ones I admire, but now forever priceless to you. They are the worlds that broke a child, and made a cynic.

My Map
You can have me. Broken, or not. dying sucks. Everyone is doing it. An endless circle everything moving, changing. then there were a pair of brown eyes, Given pause I look. I stop, all of it fades. Just one naked man in the street. Black belt, shoes. Bold and naked in the daylight. Like A silent message, its all in my head. A man, in nothing, appeared so whole and complete. the burning of his desires, set to the earth. And there is peace, there is no more running. I am given pause. He stands arms spread wide, to bask in his body, to love him as he loves himself. And I smile. I am not broken. I am just lost. And it takes a naked man, in the street, to be a map.

I Seek You In Moonlight
I ran into the darkness. Tears down my face to escape. Hurt burning my heart. too much I couldn't take. Broken I fall to my knees, my head to the wet ground. hands digging into the grass, crying without a sound. Dying inside, where no one sees or knows, the memories haunt so many scars that never show. Angry words fly in my head, voices raise till i am deft, Shattered apart, and no one to take whats left. The rain rumbles on my back, my picture of my demise. Stuck in this shadow I never asked for. And kept by him who I despise. His hands hurt, his words cut too deep and still I love him, I am too weak. I rise and move, running again. I have to get away, because this will kill me, I have to be somewhere I can stay. I need to be safe, there I can be whole. your hands cannot hurt me again, and I will never know where to go. Lies told to hide the bruise, laying in a strangers arms to feel loved, giving away half of me, All of this you've done. I run into

Room Service By Phrenetic_ice
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Swim Within My Longing
SWIM WITHIN MY LONGING (Adult Only) treading water is just an attempt to swim follow the deep water to the spring within demand the spring to flow again and again lips that travel a creamy rose path from the soft pink flower of wandering lips to the shimmering gold of rounded hips desire builds a steady stream of a hungered kissing feed a tongue that flicks and enters my mind my mouth my soul to sip in licks of flame that heat my thighs let me feel you swim down me inside swim within diving deep to my heavenly flow lighting the dark in me with the fire of you your skin so dark on mine the heat burn me with you fingering circling kneading grasping my nip riding each wave and teasing my skies with a lightening strike to the core of my being the dive of you within my vein my blood shouting out to call your name filling the need that lies in belonging taste the honey that flows from

Truth In Tears
I lay crying, I am not crying for lost love, but for a love that was never there. The love that was supposed to be there at birth. But when the eyes you seek to be proud, are cold and then you are sent crashing to the floor. there is no hope for my falling. It kills me inside, when I should let go. My endless circle. A new bruise I lie about. Half a woman, and still scared. Here safe and alone, I am balled. Begging into the darkness for something to believe in. My insides hurt, My jaw throbs and I shake. Crawling out of bed, I am on my roof looking at the moon. made whole under its gaze, with the moon comes you, you never ask, You don't want to know, and I am glad. You know I am broken, you are happy with what is left. Here in my silence, the wind touches my naked skin. I am bared before you, And in moments tears drying on my face. Arms raised to offer all of me My innocence is revealed, the mask removed. I am as I am to be, bared and loved. On tip toes leani

Bleed Me
Bleed me, of inlightening Spirit. Lesson the baggage to claim, upon my exit, I shall whisper only your name. Spread me for all eyes, to know my amount Judgement is so easy, to those who don't count. I am equal parts goddess, as much as the demon, green eyed girl, Sister, woman. More to me then just the flesh, shed over years of doubt in your arms, where I wanted out. I am burning light, so deep inside my soul that I risk to start a fire, the world cannot control. you tempted my anger. and provoked my patience, can you not see who I am have you lost all sense, Bleed me to make me less, mixing our blood to make you more, watch it run out of me, let it enter your core. Rise above all this, bleed me and become. A goddess a devil, as all should have done.

Chain Me
Chain me to the floor, bound and gaged, all the better for you to ignore, the truth I might say. Chain me to the floor, watch me cry, and call me your paramore. and I know you lied. chain me the floor, to kill before my eyes all that I adore, and I will plot your demise. Chain me to the floor, and threaten my life, I'll meet your eyes core, and move against the knife. Chain me to the floor, and kill me where I lay, and I die a little more unseen by the minds eye. Chain me to the floor, leave me where you left me, walk out the door, and I'll hate you. Chain me to the floor, tempt me tease me, give me all I can endure, and master will be your name Chain me the floor, by my own hands, is the only way to ensure, I will remain bound

Tonight, I Miss You.
The night, spent crouched at you bed. Watching the moonlight move across you, Memories of tasting your lips. Of feeling you. TOnight I just miss you. Crouched in the doorway of your world. I know as you're still you can feel me. No place to go but to remain here. The night my blanket, cast darker without the light of your eyes. No one understands, you were the only one. Who when it was darkest turned on the light. All within a single kill stolen. One I never asked for back but gave a thousand times over. In your comfort it was real. The bleeding heart stopped. Tonight, I miss you. I trace your name everywhere of you bed. Remembered your laughter, your smell still lingers, so long gone. Even in the dead of the winter, without you I am naked. lain bare before the worlds eyes. My heart worn outside my chest, beating and broken, like everything else. But it was you who taught me to glare back. I was Perfection. Complex. Complete and you breathed me in. But t

The Blonde Gambler
Two bored casino dealers were waiting at the craps table. A very attractive blonde woman from Tennessee arrived and bet $20,000.00 on a single roll of the dice. She said, "I hope you don't mind, but I feel much luckier when I play topless." With that, she stripped to the waist, rolled the dice and yelled, "Come on baby, Southern girl needs new clothes!" As the dice came to a stop, she jumped up-and-down and squealed, "Yes!, Yes! I won! I won!" She hugged each of the dealers, picked up her winnings and her clothes, and quickly departed. The dealers stared at each other dumfounded. Finally, one of them asked, "What did she roll?" The other answered, "I don't know. I thought you were watching." The Story's Moral Lesson Not all Southerners are stupid. Not all blondes are dumb. But men will always be men.

My Art
Pulse inside me, fire of my life, burn the inside out, Make me glow give me wings to take the night Unlock the doors to the mind Poetry flowing from my body Screaming words, till they rain down on me Touching all who bare to be bold. My secret bared to the gods. Make me beautifully golden. silver and gold, lace with the white and black. Fill me till I cannot bare it. Make the ordinary shine new. What was is now and forever, Fill me with your light. Be my gift and be shared. Hover over the ends and expolde into the night. I am a supernova. Living inside me are all the words, and with me they gain strength again. As I am filled I fill them with my panting breath. The sky is littered with people like me. Each of us taken to wing, but tonight I am fire. Tonight I burn beautiful. Tonight I am my art. And I shine down.

The Taste Of Salt
You're all I know, All I desire, lips locked to my shoulder, my face turned away, I don't want you to see what might be in my eyes. What could burn you. Stolen kisses and secret moments. I could love you if I let myself. My warm southern rain for your darak temptations. Soothing and burning the night. Heaven to you and I. Press me to you, as if to burn the feel of me to memory. I could never forget you. the night that lasted forever. Spent in ice and fire. Arching till I could touch the stars. bared as I never have been. Shyness washed away. It left a ring around tub, being shy is dirty. The Taste of Salt, you are always my salt.

Time Is Running Out
You make me sick, the feeling creeps into my belly, like undead snakes, munching on my courage. Poisoning my patience. Making me less then a goddess. Take my words, twist and break. But I am not my words as my words are me. Your anger is nothing Your trust, less. Doing as I am bid, I grow tired of your invisable leash, your borrowed time. you can only stay the demon till you get in the way, then its petal to the floor. Two hits and on the street. Straight into the wild. Call me whatever, but the time quickly comes,. like the light of the candle I am blown out, and when you call me, I will not come.

My Guildence To Purity
A touch from unseen hands, crawling up my spine, cold and framilure. My reason for standing still. Years spent sitting on this grassy knole, Lost in this distant touch. Moving over and under. Across skin, under and across the mind. falling fast into the comfort provided. Eyes look out, the world spinning. Changing. Leaving me as I am left. I am do not mourn it. I have no room to mourn, There is only you, my comfort, and joy. My faded link to innocence. I hold on with both hands. It's all thats left of who she was. "What happened to my girl" She died with you. I never said I was sorry. You're words haunt me, like the taste of you lips. But I still here your voice, I remember your scent. And I take what's left. I rise from the grass, I move to the rushing world. So long gone. And for a moment, the stillness of my soul, makes a stillness. Sort of like when A deer crosses the road in teh city. It gives pause, reminds one of the world. A graceful spirit,

Found Wanting
I am losing ground, my grip on reality slips. I would scream but I cannot find the words. I keep it inside. I pray for you to come. To feel your wing protect and guild me. But I don't. My deliverance is rejected. I am close to giving up, I have lost my faith in you. Too often the words were hallow. The deed only to please you. I am turned upside down, with the world. The weaker of the two of us. Is the one stronger to hang on. But I don't. I let go. and take to the air. Arms wide open into the black abyss of nothing. My searching for a sign in the nothing, is a leap of faith, but away from you. you have nothing to complain about, you could do without me, you'll live with out me, and I take my advice, to get along without you. And at the moment of knowning, I grow my own wings. Seconds before the landing. I am my own hero. I am my something above, my own faith. I have faith in me, and you have been found wanting.

Room Service By Jlp68
Room Service by JLP68 © I checked in at the front desk of the hotel, and was getting my papers together to go to my room. I had driven four hours to Connecticut to attend a wedding the next day. The wedding wasn't mine, or a relatives, or even a friends, but a friend of mine was in the wedding party and asked me to join them, and I thought it would be a fun time. After checking in, I went around the hotel, measuring up the accommodations. It was a relatively cheap place, but pretty clean. Near the pool, I noticed a few of the maids standing around the deep end, seeming like they had just finished cleaning the area. Of the three women standing there, one in particular was very attractive. She had jet black hair, down to her back, which was in a ponytail, and beautiful big, brown eyes, that just perfectly set off her lush red lips. I know maid uniforms aren't supposed to be too attractive, but this one fit her perfectly, and had her looking exceptionally hot, with her perfec

Laugh And Die
I scream my own name. I brace myself for the pain. Now lay bleeding and looking at the feeling. transform before my eyes the faces disguse Show me the lesson in love and of faith above. The vison blurs like the world stirs. I watch it fade away, and cannot hear what you say. Hold on, you love me. But where where you when I was on my knees. You ask for forgiveness, for all of this, I would if I could. This is what I do, to show you, that you don't have it all, there are shots I still call. You hold me, to keep me here, call me beautiful, lovely, dear. But you still sit and watch with a lie. As I laugh and die.

I Lament Your Adoration
I do not regret you. I lament your pretended adoration. I your secret lover so like any others before. set ablaze in borrowed moments. I bore my heard in your glory, but know it ill founded. Lips pressed to my neck, could not find the heart. I could love you, if I was fool enough. I danced at your laughter, and hold on to it. wrapped in gossamer wishes, and frailer desires. In night when I wake, wanting, I dream of you through white eyelids. My lips crave to taste you. And now in the darkness, you asleep, My litlte mistake I adore you. Do you dream of me, or are you torn. I do not regret you, but I lament your adortation. I lay my head to your feet. I am broken.

Thoughts
Ok well I am gonna be hitting the road in like 12 days. I just don't know what to think or expect. I feel really funny leaving my "husband" behind. Even thoughHe treats me like shit more than half the damn time. I still find it strange that he is sending me away and not comming with "because of his job" Yeah My ass. But we wont go there tonight. Nope I am not going to even thing about it. I have enought to worry about with my 3 kiddos and this looooong drive. But that is OK I always say that everything happens for a reason and that is how I like to keep it. But I do have to say that he is being a total ass these days and I just kinda wanna leave now... I am just tired of the crap! TYFL :)

Room Service By Hairtrigger
Room Service by HairTrigger © The trip had been brutal. The new security restrictions required my presence at the airport a good three hours before departure. That was bad enough, but then we had to reroute to Atlanta and make an emergency landing when a drunken first class passenger started having chest pains. Once we landed, it took another hour for the Atlanta EMT's to board the plane and stabilize the guy enough to be taken to a local hospital. When we finally got airborne again, the stewardesses passed out extra bags of peanuts to make up for the delay. Thankfully, I didn't have a connecting flight; I had one less concern than many of my seatmates. By the time I finally arrived, cramped and wrinkled at San Hosea, I was dog-tired. My employer had thoughtfully arranged for a limo to pick me up, and I was asleep almost as soon as I hit the back seat. I wasn't going to get much sleep though - the hotel was close by, and the ride lasted a mere twenty minutes. I cracked open an

Love Lost
Without tears, there is no love. I have had the ladder, and I run in the woods for the former. Bare feet cut in flight. I run as if possesed. I do not seek profections, I cannot return in. I am a broken doll. trees rip and claw. White skin bleeds. Still i run in the darkness. calling out a name I never heard. the wilderness goes on forever. My heart is searching and running at the same time. I am scared. I am lost. But more then those I am alone. Wind blows hallow through my hair. Standing still in a center place. I am surrounded by animals. Some as peaceful as a deer, Other bare teeth and snarl. To do my harm. Hands reach for my ears as I slowly crouch. I SCREAM. And with the force of my hurt, the world around me shatters. The pieces become the stars. And I am floating in blissful nothing. I am protected from heart ache. because I am nothing.

Indulgence
I am done with this indulgent Self pitting bullshit. I unbind myself from my emotional chains. I walk away from the dulling drugs. the flask is left full. Spiders scatter from my arms, webbing hangs from my form. Left long sitting where i was left. Inchs of dust take to flight, like images in some forgotten dream. I walk on uncertain feet, but on my own. I do not need your hands. You had what you needed from me. USed and left where I was dropped. I am no longer your doll. I was your fool, but those words bleed from my eyes. Clear and salt. I am purified. Jaundace fades like ice cream in heat. Eyes see the weakness in you. I keep walking, One foot then the other. A trail left behind me of rubber chains, hallow promises, and broken hearts. A warning fired across the space between you and me. I turn and look at you with a smirk. you think you have me till my hands press the door. Suddenly I am bathed in brilliant light. It falls on me and the dirt is gone. I a

Room Service By Big0001
Room Service by big0001 © Lying asleep naked next to your warm body in this bed is comforting. I am holding you close and sleeping peacefully. My sleep is woken when I feel something. A grin spreads across my face as I feel your hand slowly stroking my semi-erect cock. I purr as you continue to glide your warm hand up and down my shaft. "Sorry to wake you, but I was feeling horny." I reach over and kiss you, slipping a hand down over your stomach, brushing my fingers against your pussy lips, and feeling their moisture. "I can tell." I lie back, allowing you to continue to work my cock, enjoying the feeling. You lean in close and I can feel your hot breath on my ear as I pull you closer with the arm that is wrapped around your body. I can feel my cock almost completely hard when there is a knock at the door. "Room service!" Damn. "Can you come back later," I yell. "Sorry sir, but it's already 11 and I need to clean this room." "Now?" "Yes now!

Transadental
Transadental dreams leave me wanting, to peal off my skin, hang it out to dry, a private map to the sobriety of my life. You hang from my lips, like yesterdays treason, basking in the flow of whisdom, but none of it is the messages of my soul. I look across at you, as you bask in me and hate me at the same time, I am no better then you, but I am no less. I am the physical embodiment of sex, desire flows in my vains, hooded eyes and exahusting games, all of which played on jaded field that is me. I am my own victim, but i love myself as I would my soul mate. I want me as much as you might, but I want the me that laughs at you when you're done. The ground work of my own distruction, lays fallen at my feet, those dreams in which I cast aside to burn, shall be the breaking of the still innocent heart. jaded and cynical, I am the perfect girl, full lips, big tits, and lacking the ability to say no. you're displeasure breaks my heart. But you will break befor

Temptation
Temptation is blood loss. That light headed love, made by chemical reactions. Flow sweet blood, Out of me and into you. I feed you with my lust. Drain me till I hove over death 'sweet oblivion open your arms.' Lifeless in your arms, white against you skin, My body is your playground, as I flow into you. Let me be your life, sigh out my breath. Support my body for your search. Map out your path. Even as nothing I am, I am living for you. Lay me out, a priceless artwork. I paid in full for this, you are made the richer, for my lust is your coin.

Watch
saltless tears and not enough bee....vodka. I'll watch and wait for inspiration to fly through the window, y'know..... like a brick. I feel sick now... It'll help cause when I fall... I'm in a dangerous mood when I look at the sky and wish for something greater.

Dark Adonis
Seduce me into oblivion, Into your dangerous arms Where fantasies are made reality. The stars are the limit, and you are my mystical guild A devious tour of erotic fantasy. Hair like a raven's wing, your soul. Skin like honeyed milk, sweet and rich. Teeth sharp, like the gates of hell. Come down on me I beg you. I offer myself for your sacrifice. Take my innocence and twist. Bind me into your world. Blur the pain and pleasure. You body is stronge, to carry me. As I will bend, your china doll. Body of satin and silk, you are. Possess me, my dark lord. My vampire, my lust. I am intoxicated by desire. Arms constict to lay claim, your woman, your pray, your kill.

Room Service By Alonzo14
Room Service by alonzo14 © I hate to travel. Especially for business. There is nothing worse than spending long days in meetings and then having to come back to a hotel, only to spend time on paperwork, or, sometimes, watching TV. This trip started out like all the others. A long drive to a distant city. The futile attempt to enlighten clients whose capacity to try new ideas is almost non-existent. Then the drive to the hotel. And no matter how posh the hotel, it simply can't match the pleasure of sitting in the comfortable surroundings of your own home. But this trip wasn't like all the others. After meeting with clients all day, I arrived back at the hotel, and after freshing up a little, wiping as much of the dismal day off my person as I could, I went down to the hotel restaurant for dinner. The dinner selection that was posted on the entryway was fairly impressive for such a small hotel. The woman who greeted me led me to a table near the back of the dining roo

Truth Bleeds
Streach me across your cross. Bleed me of all you seek. Trust draining from my bones. All your answers are laced in my blood, running down my broken arms; Filling your cup. Eventually I will return my shape. Truth wills till fill me, More for you to take later. I am your private addiction, keep me secret, but never safe. You once said you could kill me, but never mean to. I never lived till I met you. Even as you rack my body and 'drain me dry as hay' I know with out your pressence, I would lack all form. You challenge me, Re-define my Truth. While licking my wounds. Bleed me Adonis, so I can be re-filled.

Before You
fade sweet memory! bask in the glory of loss! time fades like last year, nothing to prove, and gone without good-byes. Tears without pain. Nameless face on the bus. Whatever all that means. self salvation, self sacrafice. Ridden hard put away wet. Forever out of reach, forever held down. Nothing to loose, and this too shall pass fade sweet memory. Bleed me of this, and leave only me, before you.

Earth's Core
Internal noise endless clatter the gears grind. paint me in music, another vibration a new wave within. the souls terbulence. all rocking the spine. when you touch me do you feel, more then a heart, a shift of lungs. the earths core is inside. I am the Universe

Not Yet A Goddess
Cut me free of the all that is soft. The long hair you bind. The full soft breasts the curve of shallow hips. Soft white skin shatters, Poison and dust green eyes that bleed saline tears. Make me more then a woman. Paint me not in your colors. Scent me not in flowers. Leave me the strength, the power of these arms and the legs to trun and run So tired of the beautiful See me beyound soft flesh,. womans mounds, lack of curls. The power within. match me will for will word for word I lack your male-ness but i am more then a woman, not yet a goddess.

On Guard
Guard me stone sentenal, phallic monolith. my sentury in the night. While I sleep. Brick by brick lay, stronge to test time. Dreamless sleep of the those who know no terror. I have dreamed of your fall. But now you stand. as as long as you do, so can I.

All My Pieces
Behold the tiny pieces of my soul, lay bare before your eyes. All the bits fit to make up me. The flaws glow in the dark, the beauty, purple and green. The pain, soft white. The talent vibrant blue. The disease, my quiet death, no not black, but orange. I bare my self with honest paint. All of these bits scatter. like marbles on polished wood, at the simple act of your touch. I am shattered.

1
What a fool I am to linger and wait to hope you might show for you've been erased I could explain all I want, It will never make any difference Your silence screams out, the depth of your indifference. I now know what I am, just some passing thrill. You've moved on, but I fear this hurt could kill

Missing My Friend
To whoever see's this and if no 1 does its ok cuz it was just my thoughts...................... Angel U left so unexpected that I couldn't tell U how I felt. We fucken grew up together and I almost married into ur family , yet never did I tell u what U ment to me. When U died i was shocked and couldn't mourn U, it took me 2 yrs to cry for ur absence and now it has been 4 and I think of U always, I think of u as a big brother I never had , I miss you. I don't know why I didn't tell U this when U were around to hear it or make fun of me for being sappy. I truly do miss you, I love you, and I wish U were here to know it I hope that if ur looking down on us the people who miss u that u see my tears because as much as it hurts I am glad I can cry for u. See you in the next lifetime Angel I love you like a bro Peace If any1 happens to see this on the LC sorry for putting a sad blog but I can't tell him and his grave is on the other side of the US so this is my onl

2
I guess I am glad you're gone. the mysery helps me write better. All words are laced with my pain. A weeping blister for you Like all things it will heal, Slowly, Another highlight on my list. of STUPID mistakes. You'll never know what you had, till I sign your copy of my book, "what could have been, Tryst"

The Insides
remove my eyes to free my soul see all the inner workings of my mind the electric thoughts that make up me shift through my dreams picking out what you do not want tossed into some mental closet locked away from the good. Obedian, quiet, subservent. make me your perfect princess Show off your work of art. Pretty smile femine whiles Inside lives the monster, fed scraps to please you. Kept wild and wanting. Yet the door cannot remain locked. the cage cannot hold. That day, you will know a Goddess

The Special Person That You Are!
The Special Person That You Are! The only way you can successfully communicate and relate to other people, is to like yourself. The more you like yourself, the more others will like and accept you. Unfortunately, many people have experiences in their past that leave them feeling unworthy, incapable and embarrassed. That is all over now. It is in the past. The reality is that you're an expressive, sensitive, gregarious person, if only you'll let yourself be. It doesn't matter what someone has said about you in the past. It doesn't matter what shortcomings you have previously experienced. That is all history. What matters is what you do from this point forward. Realize that you are a worthwhile, valuable person with an enormous contribution to make. Find the best within yourself and feel good about the person you are. You are a special person, and your life begins today. You my friend are INCREDABLE!!!

School Play - (if This Doesn't Make You Laugh, There Is Absolutely No Hope For You!)
Two little boys in first grade were chosen to be the leads in their first school play. It was to be a Shakespearean play. The first little boy was to say, "My fair maiden.... I have come to snatch a kiss and fill your soul with hope." The second little boy was to reply by saying, "Hark! - a pistol shot!" Well, on opening night in the school auditorium, the two little boys were a bit nervous, knowing that all the seats were going to be filled with grown-ups. The teacher told them to take their places on the stage and to remember to speak very loudly as soon as the curtain goes up. The curtain rose and looking out upon the audience the two boys were terrified. They stood there frozen. So the teacher whispered for them to begin. The first boy yelled out these unforgettable words..... "My fair maiden.... I have come to kiss your snatch! And fill your hole with soap." The second boy screams out....."Hark! a shistol pot, a postle shiss, a pot of shit, horse shit, th

Back In Chi Town
Hey there everyone, I am back in Chi town for a while and enjoying myself here. Too bad my vacation is only for a week but it's been great, the weather isn't as bad as I thought it would be and thank God for that.... I have seen old friends and hung out with them, even having lunch with a friend or two. I recommend when you go on vacation and especially when you go back to your old stomping grounds that you visit the places that create memories, have fun with the friends that you grew up with and enjoy your time while you are there. Remember, live life tot he fullest and enjoy every moment you have here on Earth!

Four Random Thoughts
1) If somewhere, somehow a biologist could figure out how to combine a newt, which can regenerate lost body parts....and a chicken, which has some very tasty limbs......that person should get the Nobel prizes for both science AND munchies. 2) I just heard that Ashton Kutcher owns a restaurant in California. Who the fuck would go eat at a restaurant owned by the host of PUNK'D?!?!? What morons!!! 3) In "The Wizard of Ox, if Dorothy Gale's house fell about 20 feet over to one side and greased a family of Munchkins instead of the Wicked Witch of the East, that would've been a short movie. 4)Casper the Friendly Ghost.... At the beginning of each episode everyone is afraid of him and he has no friends, but by the end of the episode everyone loves him. Then in the next episode, they all fear and hate him again, but by the end he's once again drowning in friends. What the fuck does he do in between episodes to piss everbody off that they won't let us see??? I truly do

From A Friend Of Mine. All I Could Say Was Hey!!!
Who Understands Men? The nice men are ugly. The handsome men are not nice. The handsome and nice men are gay. The handsome, nice and heterosexual men are married. The men who are not so handsome but are nice men have no money. The men who are not so handsome but are nice men with money think we are only after their money. The handsome men without money are after our money. The handsome men, who are not so nice and somewhat heterosexual don't think we are beautiful enough. The men who think we are beautiful, that are heterosexual, somewhat nice and have money are cowards. The men who are somewhat handsome, somewhat nice and have some money and are heterosexual are shy and... NEVER MAKE THE FIRST MOVE!!!!! The men who never make the first move, automatically lose interest in us when we take the initiative. NOW... WHO UNDERSTANDS MEN?

Stupid Princess Wannabes. You Need To Quit Coping And Freaking Stop! (celticprincess) Ya I Know Who You Are You Wanna Be Copycats!
I swear, It's like every few days some git (Girl fool) Desides that they can take my name and change it thinking I would not notice.. Be yourself you stupid gits! Instead of stealing someones name! Come on people you can't tell me. You have not found people doing this to you? Damn! How can anyone find anyone in these webpages anymore? I swear! The next wannabe Princess with my name. THE NEXT BITCH WHO HAS MY NAME ALTERED.. NOT ONLY WILL GET A "1" BY ME FOR STEALING MY NAME. THERE'S GONNA BE SOME WWF SMACK DOWN! Sorry people.. I am just fed up! Thank you.. THE TRUE CELTIC (WELSH) WHICH MEAN IRISH/ENGLISH PRINCESS! ~*~CelticprincessZape~*~ YOU COPYCATS BUGGER OFF!

Sick Of It All !!
I'm so sick of it all !!! I'm sick of everyone telling me how I feel or how I should feel. I'm sick of keeping every fucking damn thing to myself!! I really don't give a dam if you like this are not. I sick of care for people and not being able to tell them because to hear that someone cares or loves you ,freaks you out. i'm sick of people thinking they no more about me then I do,it really pisses me off when these people or people who don't evn bother to take the fucking time to get to know me. I'm sick of always being the one who has no problem with how I feel. Most of all I'm sick of people who say hay I love you,or I care about you and they fucking don't mean it. I'm sick of being look down on for what I believe and for being not seen as someone worthy. Where the fuck do you get off thinking your better then me ,smarter then me,perttyer then me,more worth then me. Thats all fucking bull shit. I'm sick of people who base their life On this BS. What the hell,just because you a guy you

Crazy Brandi
Awww life.. man when its up its up when its down its down. I realized it'd been a while since I posted or even did a survey. I have a LOT going on at the moment most of it being mental stress. So let me bust it down: 1. Living situation-my lease is up 12-31 but because my credit is so bad i need to start looking NOW so i can save 2. Found a place but I basically have to come up with $2500 in the month of december not to mention its x-mas 3. My parents both have lots of medical issues. My mom has heart disease, my dad has more issues then I can talk about. but my mom can have a stroke at anytime and that scares me. Shes been under a lot of stress 4. My sister is having a baby and getting married. Her wedding is only 9 weeks away and its nuts. 5. My job sux 6. I found out that the health insurance that my boss was suppose to put into force on 9/1 won't take effect until 11/15. AND my asthma will not be covered. SO if I need to go to the Dr for anything asthm

I Me And Myself
I, Me, and Myself I just joined this place this week. So, but for a handful, most here would hardly know me. Therefore, I thought, wtf, lemme tell ya something about myself. I was born on New York. My Mom, Steffie, and my father separated when I was two, and I went on in the care of my Mom. Both of them remarried, and by the time I was nine, my Mom had married yet again. This stepfather of mine was a pain in the ass, and was constantly haranguing (spelling right? I hope!) me. At age 13, I and another friend of mine, then 17, who was also facing problems at home, decided to run away from home. This friend had some other very distant relative, with whom she was in touch, in Las Vegas, and that's what brought us here. Soon, she landed some small modelling contracts and then got a job at a bar as a waitress. A few months down the line she was working at a nightclub as a waitress. In the meanwhile she took some dancing lessons and started working as a stripper at the same club. We

Repentance Of A Damned Soul
Intense,feelings Burning,desire To live 'n love These human feelings I can not have or hold Within this realm of Satan's spawn 'n The tortured souls of hell Any tears i try to shed Just evaporate before they Reach my cheeks The only thing to love Is the crimson fire 'n pain I wish I knew what made Me kill my long time friend, 'n I wish i could repent my other sins But i realize my mistakes After my life has passed me by 'n now i join the line To the deepest layer of Hell

What Does Your Candy Heart Say
Your Candy Heart Says "Hug Me" A total sweetheart, you always have a lot of love to give out. Your heart is open to where ever love takes you! Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a surprise romantic evening that you've planned out Your flirting style: lots of listening and talking What turns you off: fighting and conflict Why you're hot: you're fearless about falling in love What Does Your Candy Heart Say?

4 Everything
~Not enough to carry on..Nothing left so why carry on anyway....I cant put this one behinde me and act like it never happened like all the others..This one just hurts to bad and finally lets me know what u think and feel!That smile was coming back and was beggining not to be fake but now I dont even think I can orce that smile right now it just hurts to bad to know youd be happier with out me...I knew u didnt care really but didnt think u hated me....I guess if u dis like me that much then theres no need to stay or try to forgett...What Iam saying is Iam sorry for what I did to make u feel this way and if ii could go back in time and find out what I did believe me I would do anything to change it...iam to far gone to change now and Iam sorry that I wasnt everything u wanted or became what u wanted me to be...Iam sorry i stopped doing everything that made u proud of me and started doing the stuff I wanted but I thought i would make u proud no matter what I did....Iam just sorry 4 everyt

Suburban Suicide 2 (lazy Sundays)
One lazy Sunday Caught in catastrophe A dozen broken promises They never had time for me Another lazy Sunday Oh how she cried A reflection mastered Forgot all about pride This lazy Sunday I guess you’re wide-awake tonight Sorry I took your sleeping pills But I had to do this right No bloodstained sheets But a youth soiled in sin We’re all milked of innocence So I guess no body wins Next lazy Sunday Bury me in blue? Because I’ve sunken And I’ve drunken the last Of your bourbon

Suburban Suicide1 (sidewalk Stories)
He’s a damned one I watch him cross the street Hands buried deep in his pockets Shoelaces dragging him down A hood shields his face Commodity? He pauses for a moment at the sidewalk A cigarette to light his way Spits into the incoming traffic And steps out… As tires squeal in shock and glass shatters Is begins to rain Almost as if to wash away this bad day I follow him with my eyes So calm as he walks Head down, ducking into an alleyway Leaving cursing drivers behind I know he’s laughing But I feel him crying Praying, hoping his luck to run out Rain stops some time later And like the blossoms it brings He’s out Stops in the middle, this is something new He reaches up, removing his hood I catch a glimpse of a smirk and cars rush by Unaware and uninterested He holds his arms out Like a crucifix He stares straight at me As his left had rises to his temple All time seemed to stop after that The ‘Big Bang’ and screeching tires

Forgive & Forget Me
did I do it again, was I worthless to another, I guess it is true, just a stone to step on and then forget, my purpose is meaningless and my life as well, the threads of sanity slowly unravel, the one that would never leave has left me, my worthlessness sinks in leave me here forget about me never look back at the streams of blood that will flow from my body forgive me and forget me my living days are over

Jeeeez!!!!
Subject: Customer Service This has got to be one of the funniest I've heard of in a long time. I think this guy should have been promoted, not fired. This is a true story from the WordPerfect Help Line which was transcribed from a recording monitoring the customer care department. Needless to say, the Help Desk employee was fired. However, he is currently suing the WordPerfect organization for "Termination without Cause." This is the actual dialogue of a former WordPerfect Customer Support employee (now I know why they record these conversations). "Rich Hall, computer assistance; may I help you?" "Yes, well, I'm having trouble with WordPerfect." "What sort of trouble?" "Well, I was just typing along, and all of a sudden the words went away." "The words went away?" "They disappeared." "Hmmm. So what does your screen look like now?" "Nothing." "Nothing?" "It's a blank; it won't accept anything when I type." "Are

Sibelius 7
Not the software, the piece of music (written in 1924 by the Finnish composer, Jean Sibelius, and first heard by me back when I was in college- probably 1988 or so :) on a tape together with his 4th symphony...) Placeholder for now, (cheating, that, but I need to find something and go to bed. And I did want to point out that there's a good article at http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Symphony_No._7_%28Sibelius%29 Not complete, but what is there, is very well-done... not by me :) ) Eric

Why
ok just a lil rant here.. first off y is it that ppl look t some of the stuff i post but i never get ne replys r love from em... i mean i try to do somethign if its something like that. second y is it that u never find out stuff til its too late and u cant do anything about it???well i guess thats life. and one more thing thanks to all those who do show me luv and i have lots of luv for ya'll... peace jessi

Hope For The Future!!!
MAN ITS SO NICE TO BE WALKING AGIAN!!! (even if its on crutches) I was riding my scooter and got hit by a truck, lucky to be alive I am!!! That was on Oct.5 I woke up in the back of an ambulance, Gods got a special purpouse for me and all of that I guess....Im just Happy to be alive!My spine is broken(L2),My hip is broken...and my shoulder is broken..but my spirt is Not!!! IN the hospital when it was time to get my pain pills the nurse would routinely ask me to rate my pain(1-10) and I would say my pain is High.....but my Spirits will allways be Higher!!!One Love-Stefan