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How To Make A Woman Happy...
It's not difficult to make a woman happy. A man only needs to be: 1. a friend 2. a companion 3. a lover 4. a brother 5. a father 6. a master 7. a chef 8. an electrician 9. a carpenter 10. a plumber 11. a mechanic 12. a decorator 13. a stylist 14. a sexologist 15. a gynecologist 16. a psychologist 17. a pest exterminator 18. a psychiatrist 19. a healer 20. a good listener 21. an organizer 22. a good father 23. very clean 24. sympathetic 25. athletic 26. warm 27. attentive 28. gallant 29. intelligent 30. funny 31. creative 32. tender 33. strong 34. understanding 35. tolerant 36. prudent 37. ambitious 38. capable 39. courageous 40. determined 41. true 42. dependable 43. passionate 44. compassionate WITHOUT FORGETTING TO: 45. give her compliments regularly 46. love shopping 47. be honest 48. be

In Reference...
there is a differance between loving someone and being IN love with someone it's finding what you are feeling... i'm not IN love with anyone..so no worries..i am single and ready to mingle.. haha and hyper right now =) xoxo loves

Hot
i was thinking woulen't it be nice to come to your room this night, and get with you in bed ....i'll move real slow , not to wake you , wanna feel your warm back against my body ... i'll touch your beautifull body with one hand ... slowly... move it over your hips , wanna feel how soft you are !!! then i touch your breasts ... go to your nipple . I love to feel a womans body change by my touch ... your nipple get's hard now ... You think you have a nice dream ... suddenly , you turn to your back . I can see you smile !! yep, must be a nice dream .. i know it's riscky , but i can't resist to go with my mouth to that hard nipple ... i lick on it , make it all wet , then, jently blow a little ... mmmm she get's even harder now .... My hand go's slowly down to your pussy .... i'm getting nuts from exitement now .... hope you don't wake up .... think it's so kinky , touching you like this !!! my finger touches your pussy now ...waaaaauw you're so wet !!!! i hear you mow

My Search Is Over
The years have been long, The days so untrue I've searched long and hard For the one that is YOU. You who controls me with love so sweet You that forever I thought never would meet. You with loving hands so firm and so strong It's you I've searched for my whole life long. You are my soulmate, you are my friend It's you I will yearn for until my life's end. It's for you I smile It's for you I cry It's for your touch I desire until I die To you my love, I lovingly yield, be my protector, my partner, my shield. These words keep in mind as you walk through each day That it's you in my heart now and forver shall stay.

Nothing Better To Do
So ... I went to Wally-world to pick up some stuff -- an oil pan so I can change my oil ... some cereal so I have breakfast in the morning ... some Reece's minis cause I am a Reece's-aholic ... and a watch cause they were on clearance and I need one for work ... you know, the random necessities. N E Ways, I get all the stuff, pay for it (cause I'm a good boy like that) and get in my car. I haven't had a watch in forever, so I was kinda excited (it doesn't take much) so I took it out of the package, and went to set it -- and the setting knob came out. "Damn ... that sux" I'm thinkin .. but i figure it's a work watch and cheap anyways. I get the time right on the analog part, then set the digital and put it on. Since my oil is really old, I sat to let my car warm up, and randomly decided to check out my watch and what do I see? -- the second hand is not moving. So, I get out and go back into the store laughing cause the guy at the door knew I had JUST walked out not three minutes

10 Truths
10 Truths...... 10 TRUTHS BLACK AND HISPANIC PEOPLE KNOW, BUT WHITE PEOPLE WON'T ADMIT: 1. Elvis is dead. 2. Jesus was not white. 3. Rap music is here to stay. 4. Kissing your pet is not cute or clean. 5. Skinny does not equal sexy. 6. Thomas Jefferson had black children. 7. A 5 year old child is too big for a stroller. 8. N'SYNC will never hold a candle to the Jackson 5. 9. An occasional BUTT whooping helps a child stay in line. 10. Having your children curse you out in public is not normal. 10 TRUTHS WHITE AND BLACK PEOPLE KNOW, BUT HISPANIC PEOPLE WON'T ADMIT: 1. Hickey's are not attractive. 2. Chicken is food, not a roommate. 3. Jesus is not a name for your son. 4. Your country's flag is not a car decoration. 5. Maria is a name but not for every daughter. 6. "Jump out and run" is not in any insurance policies. 7. 10 people to a car is considered too many. 8. Buttoning just the top button of your shirt is a bad fashion statement. 9

Drunk Asses
thought ya'll could use a laugh. just how drunk do you have to be to do this? some idiot drove his van into the side of a house a block over from me. about 30 mins ago. this action involved jumping the curb and a good size flower bed surrounded by fence posts. some of the people in this town are flaming idiots, sometimes myself included. luckily the house is vacant so noone was hurt but still, how drunk do you have to be to drive a passenger van into a house?

Love It
Name the movie these are from. And uhm... you win. You know there are fours words I need to hear before I go to sleep. Four little words. "Good night sweet girl." That's all it takes. I'm easy, I know, but a guy who can muster up those four words is a guy I want to stay with. I like to mash snow. It gives me a tremendous feeling of self satisfaction. I have an old soul. You know in five years you won't even remember me.

Yet Everyone Still Asks Me Why I Love Her...
Lost, scared, alone No where to go No one there To hold her. Shes hard to find But, yet so easy to get to She has the ability to disappear in a heartbeat Leaving no trace behind. She gives her butterflies With every touch She slowly kills her With every kiss. A connection like no other Unexplainable, unbelievable But, strong all together Unbreakable. Without her everything goes wrong She lives life alone and quiet Incommunicable, desolate She withdraws her self from everything. They live in fear On the edge Every moment together Eternity in a day. Excited, happy, creative Inseparable, insane Drunken fools Wandering, taking life as it comes. Never again Will a love like this Happen, return To this mad world. She will be found Seen again when she Emerges from the shadows of a lonely, restless mind.

Stages
12-8-05 Stages By: Travis Smith *Just as a note, this could be interpreted from a female perspective too if you rearrange it a little for the girl's part.* When the son come out He first meets the world New things surround him With only the familiars being his parents The boy then grows Goes through school He develops into a man There are new things to find The man searches for purpose Only to find joy, trouble, and pain The man finds a woman The become one and create new life Ups and downs, highs and lows They wonder together in the world Parents become feeble and pass on The boy who becomes a man weeps Man's children grow up, move away Leaving two and does as before Couple becomes old Soon passes and leaves only fond memories behind

Why Does This Always Happen To Me?
I never thought it would come down to this, What happened to our love? Our "true" bliss? Was it an illusion after all? We could forget about the promises, The lies and the truth, And the secrets that you kept, That I'll always dismiss. I know what happen wasn't meant to be, Everything that happened, Was it worth the loss? Or is this only making it hard for me to live? Will I find someone else? Is there anyone else? Once again the fear of me being hurt Consumes me from the inside out. Was she worth it? Worth your loss? It was supposed to be us forever... I'll survive. I'm in a state of pain, What did you gain? I think I'm going insane, What did you gain? Will this fear turn me away from life forever?

Part Of Shout Box Conversation With The Author
I had a short conversation with the Author of that BS poem and I thought you would like to see what he had to say for himself. I have edit this so you can read it as it came in. Me: wrong day to post it dude Me: the message you give in most of your poetry is negative Alexander Shaumyan: how many people read poetry anyway Me: you just gave the finger to anyone and everyone who is or suports the military... Me: a lot more than you think Alexander Shaumyan: i give the finger to stupidity Me: but it was aimed at those of us who give of ourselves for others Alexander Shaumyan: i have a lot of friends in the military Me: what did they think of your poem? Alexander Shaumyan: they know i don't support the military Alexander Shaumyan: i care about individuals not flags

The Heat Of My Desire
The Heat Of My Desire In the still of the evening Without sunlight to intrude I see the twilight's in your eyes As the moon sets up the mood Playing music soft and low While romance fills the air I can't help but feel aroused The very moment you come near You submit to my embrace While candles flick their flame And the smell of sweet perfume Seems to drive my lust insane As I look into your eyes And run my fingers through your hair I taste the sweetness of your neck As I nibble at your ear I then whisper words of love As you answer with a sigh And in a very sexy way Your sweet body comes alive Your the heat of my desire As we slowly undress I then start to lay you down While you welcome my caress With your luscious sexy curves You have a taste I can't resist And your breast show some response When I touch them with a kiss As I soak inside your love To a sexy love condition Feeling passions start to rise While making love in all positions

Untitled
12-8-05 Untitled By: Travis Smith Never give up Never give in Live for what you love And don't look back again Confusion Frustration Happiness Sorrow Things that haunt me A fuel that fills me Eyes of forgiveness, mouth of fire There's no one to me who's finer Taking chances Taking risks When it is for love How can you miss? I'm probably a fool Each time I say "I love you" But just between me and you.. It's true

It's 44 Here In Austin....
I need my blanket to keep me warm!! My car, after getting the water leak adjustments is blowing good out the AC... but niether cold or hot. Something isn't quite right. They weren't supposed to work on the AC because I could only afford to basically fix one problem...but, it should be heating up. I got into the car after attending THE STITCH event and it read 44 degrees! Yikes!! What happend to the 70/80 I had felt going into the center at 5pm???? Luckily I had my trusty fleece jacket with me... but, sometimes even that isn't prepared to keep you warm immediately!!! Is it just as cold or colder in other parts of the country???

Aikido. Not A Sport, A Philosophy
Aikido Founder Morihei Ueshiba I've been studying Martial Arts for almost 19 years. (Not 19 years straight) I was 15 when I first began studying American Freestyle kickboxing. By the time I was 17, I had earned my first Black Belt and was tournament fighting, full contact kickboxing, all over South Carolina. (I was 27-4 with 23 K.O.'s). During that time, I was also studying an Okinawan style called, Goju-Ryu. The traditional aspects and the Kata was something that I fell in love with and after quitting the American Freestyle school, I continued with Goju-Ryu for another year, earning my second Black Belt. Wound up moving to Atlanta, Ga shortly after my Black Belt test and was on hiatus for a few months until I found T.M. Kim's Tang Soo Do school. Grandmaster, (a 9th degree black belt), was the most awesome Martial Artist I had ever met. Such a friendly man who was always smiling. I studied with him for about a year and earned a Green Belt. (Kinda didn't like all of the high, fla

Im Leavin
Hey guys and gals...i just wanted to say that i have made some great friends up here and i thank u all... I am sorry to say that i am leavin Cherry Tap....its caused a lot of problems b/t me and the one i love and well he means a lot more to me than this site does... so to make him and everyone else happy im no longer gonna be on this site... If neone wants to reach me u can talk to me on yahoo...Lissalou6 or find me on myspace. (www.myspace.com/lissalou1) Thanks again to all who may read this....and to those of u that truely care....much luv

Vampriric Desire
Vampriric Desire Our desire Spreds like fire In our hearts it burns, Heh...I'm delirious... Pirce the skin, let me in bloodlusts an understatement for me. I've smashed the mirror so many times, but reflection? there's none... Does this explain the bloodstains on the bed? Or why our neighbors always turn up dead? Will you still love me after this? Or be tourmented by my bloody kiss? Tell me now if your willing, but foresee your victim's screams. For their cries will haunt you till the end, you'll never have peace again. So will you stay with me? And foresake the sun? Is my life still the gothic dream? Or will you scream and run? Think hard my love...after all I have eternity...

The World Is Officially Screwed
I tried to ignore it and hoped it wouldnt happen but alas, we're hosed. Those idiots in Hollywood are actually gonna release Casino Royale with that Blonde, pint-sized, putz as Bond. This guy is soooo far off the mark it isnt funny. He isnt Cool; He doesnt exude the prerequesite Suaveness that is 007. How do you go from Pierce to this guy? Hell they'd have been better off cutting Hugh Jackman's hair and letting him do it. I mean damn when we cant even count on a good Bond flick when the world going to shit around us, what the Hell can we count on. I tell ya, First the Jedi turn out to be idiots then Bond get's turned into some sawed-off, two-bit thug. What's next, Ghost Rider will be giving people Time Outs instead of sending them to Hell!?!?!? ***********************UPDATE*********************** Ok for those of you that dont know me, I am not one to rush to decisions. So when I make a decision I stick to it. Unless I'm proven wrong. And when proven wrong I have no problem

Kill Me In My Sleep
Kill Me In My Sleep Kill me in my sleep I don't need another tomorrow Kill me in my sleep But never hold me in your sorrow Kill me in my sleep Never hold me in contempt Kill me in my sleep And lay my soul to rest Kill me in my sleep I don't wish to see another day Kill me in my sleep So in your hands I'll lay Kill me in my sleep To relieve me of my stress Kill me in my sleep And wish for me the best Kill me in my sleep With a gun or with a knife Kill me in my sleep In the middle of the night Kill me in my sleep With no fear of death Or kill me in my sleep As the sun begins to set Kill me in my sleep With my head up to the gun Kill me in my sleep With hands dirtied by my blood Kill me in my sleep Without a thought inside your head Kill me in my sleep But never hold me in contempt

The Animal I've Become
The Animal I've Become Teeth tinted red, eyes deep black The bodies become cold and lay in the sac. The heat of their dying slips into the night, As their necks flood with blood, it was only one bite. Smells of blood and death fill up the room And Iâ€™ll take in the scents so my full evolution will finally bloom. Claws inched beneath bleeding skin They scream for god to help them, but this deep in darkness, evil will always win. As the shrill screaming slowly fades away The deep breathing of the demon says itâ€™s time to play. Blood pools beneath my feet and cascadeâ€™s down my chest I eat them as if I was still alive and leave their bleeding bodies to rest. Teeth gliding over warm flesh they suddenly start to cry I watch them curiously before I slice across their stomachs, making them die. The hot air flickers through the warm blood trickling down my face Although the night is still so young, I leave without a traceâ€¦ Close your windows, lock your doorâ€¦ And be c

Heartbroken
Heartbroken My heart sinks deeper when you say those hateful words to me... I want to tell you how badly it hurts... But my voice won't come. Your eyes are nothing but regret and hatred for me I reach for you to hold me and tell me it was all just lies. But instead you move away in disgust. I cry harder... These tears won't stop pouring from my eyes. I want you to atleast comfort me for the last time. But you just walk away and say, "Look at you, your so fragile and broken. I don't even want to look back." You leave me there at the very spot where we first met with a hole in my heart.

Painful Bliss
Painful Bliss My soul is constricted with anxiety your cruelty is shown by your lack of propriety. Might I ask just one question please? What is it that you see that beckons you to the sea? The sea of everlasting pain in which you are condemning the less fortunate so no happiness remains. You laugh in the face of death and cry when all is found what keeps your world turning round? I have no pity for your broken soul you made others unhappy now you must pay the toll. Eyes once filled with joy now a picture of pain the tears you cry becoming the rain. You are filled with regret as you make the journey to hell pondering your fate as you sit in your jail cell. No one will rescue you now a mountain can simply not bow to the wind as it sings its song of penance. Happiness lost in every continuing sentence. The joyous moments of your life gives you a kiss goodbye now painful bliss will never die. You will always find comfort in lies. Yes p

Fallen Angel
Fallen Angel Born in the Heavens, And fallen onto this hollow place. Gifted with the beauty of angels, With a touch of pain upon her face. Her eyes explain it all, The majestic beauty held within. Stare down deep into her soul, And let the journey begin. Day after day he strives, For anything that could make her whole. Tears fall from her eyes when he asks, "Why has God punished me with this soul?" "God, hath thou no heart? Why have you forgotten me?" She prays night after night, "God, why is it me you refuse to see?" Again and again she calls, But God is no where to be found. Looking towards the sky she screams out, Then falls onto the cold, hard ground. She dreams of the day that she could spread her wings, And fly away from it all. But her wings are no where to be found, So all she can do is fall.

Where I Belong
You came to me today. You held me in your arms, Wrapped around me tightly. You said you loved me in your own special way. As I look into your eyes, I see forever there. I know I am finally where I belong. For you are the one who will take care of me. You will always be there when I need you most. For you hold my heart so very close. And I know I'm right where I belong.

~fake Smile~
Fake Smile my whole world is dead black images fill my head i wish someone could understand but they dont and its to hard to explain i just dont get how they cant see my pain the fake smile i put on the truth is when i smile thats when i need someone the most someone who can at least pretend to care they way i act is so fake i smile so people leave me alone if i look sad they dont go away when im alone i just break down tears fall nonstop no one has ever seen that part of me and they never will ive become so good at hiding it never letting anyone see how much i hate myself and never wanting anyone to know all the things i do to myself not just pysical pain, but emotional too but i pretend to be okay by painting on a fake smile im glad no one seems to notice i dont know what id do if they did my whole world is dead black images fill my head i wish someone could understand but they dont and its to hard to explain i just dont get how they cant see my

~little Emu Kid~
Little Emu Kid Cry little emu kid the camera wants your scars Press the blade a little more Celebrate self harm. Make out with another guy, Post up photos of that kiss Bad poetry and tired clichs Sleeves above the wrist. Cry little emu kid Are those jeans too tight? Or is it that irritating fringe blocking out your light? Star little emu kid everything you own Listen to that whiney voice No wonder youre alone. Scream into your diary how hard your life has been and how you cannot take much more Life on the emu scene. Wearing stripes and converse with your stupid, painted hair, writing suicidal notes although you wouldnt dare. Cry little emu kid Attention-whore your friends Tears for songs by pre-school bands Until the fashion ends.

Emotional Body
My Head ~Filled with thoughts of a lover ~My Mind ~Expressing my wants and desires ~My Body ~Desiring to feel him spooned into me ~My Arms ~Longing to be held tightly ~My Hands ~Wanting so badly to feel his masculine body ~My Eyes ~Showing the lust and sexual desire I feel ~My Lips ~Sharing my sweet oral nectar ~My ears ~Needing to hear his sexual response ~My sexual thoughts ~Wanting to be released ~My sensual Voice ~Sensually whispering in his ear ~A friend, a lover is what I need ~Come to me baby and you will see ~The sensual sexual woman in me

~hopeless Teen~
Hopeless Teen Im hopelessly waiting for an answer, to come into my mind, as i sit here and think of what to do, but it's hard to find, these teen years of mine, are the hardest i've ever had, there are a lot of memories, and not all of them are bad, some were really great, the best i have had, but others were sad to remember, while some made me a little mad, Tough desicions, heartbreak, love, and also a little hate, fights with friends, many tears, love coming and going, facing some fears, but the hardest things would have to be, all the hard desicions u have to make, so u won't hurt anyone's feelings, so do what's easy for people to take, i dont want to lose anyone, i dont want anyone to hate me, i dont like to fight at all, honesty will be the key, Im just a hopeless teen, not knowing what's right or wrong, still suffering through these problems, that i've had for so long...

~insane~
Insane....... Forever she sleeps Forever she lays Lost in her own never ending maze Doors are locked Light are turned off Her life is ticking and so is the clock Tear stained pillows Half open eyes She talks to herself to pass the time Voices come back Only she can hear Those voices whispering things in her ear A door opens The blinding light flickers on A figure comes in to give her a shot Her eyes become droopy Her mind seems to shut down The last thing she hears is this soft song: Hello, again I am here Hush, little baby you mind is near Giving you someone to talk to Sharing your pain Being with you always and again Hello...little girl Go to sleep Hello, I'm still here... and all that's left Of yesterday Of tommorow And all of your life You will wake up in the same house Doors are locked Light are turned off Her life is ticking and so is the clock Tear stained pillows Now closed eyes Bounded by a straight jacket fo

Text Convo 5:40 November 11th
me: do you like me Jorge: yes me: cool Jorge: love me: love? Jorge:yes Me: wat do you mean i'm confused me: wat do you mean by love? And then he fell asleep cause i woke him up by calling him and he explained he loves me lol I like acting stupid sometimes to make him explain his self but i love him he is everything and he is my Anti-Drug even though he is like one (so addicting)

Looking
12-6-05 Looking By: Travis Smith Look to the heavens Look to the skies I wait for you Yes, I wait for you Looking for hope Looking for change Feeling the burn Trying to hide the pain Rescue me, comfort me Pick me up, turn around You be you, me be me We'll live together just being happy People put us down They don't understand What it is that we've found Leave us and let it be Still I look to the heavens Looking towards the sky Waiting for you I'm still waiting for you

~red Therapy~
Red Therapy A furious sensation Has traveled beneath your skin And scraped away tribulations From the wearisome world within It smolders in your heart And whispers enticingly in your ears Sets your mind for soaring And relieves you of your fears It dances across the mirror Tossing dots of light before your eyes And holds you in a firm embrace Until your need for it dies It spins the ceiling above you Only to hear you sigh And if a tiny gasp escapes Only the walls and shelves realize But this euphoria must justify This insubstantial drug That raises your face to the heavens When all it can show is blood And when your friends take notice and shout About how you could hardly be sane You smile and show them your tortured arms You already have a therapist: pain.

Birthday
I just had the worst bday of my life. It was the first bday since i got married that i was alone. I as not saying that I wanted my ex there, i am saying that i wanted my babies there. Last year I was working at a local Walmart in the tire dept. and my daughter woke up early and got my clothes ready for me on my bday, even though she got dirty clothes because she did not want to wake me...lol. She went and got me clean clothes as soon as told her that. My son made me breakfast that day. Ya know I dont remember what I got for CHRISTmas in 1998, and 2000. Why? Because in 1998 my son was a year and a half old and sitting in my lap as i helped him open his gifts. The look on his face was all i needed for my gift. Same in 2000 with my daughter. I did get to talk to them for about a few seconds, then their mother lied and said they ran outside, but i could hear them in the background still saying they loved me. What the fuck did i do to deserve her being such a fucking bitch to m

~love~
~Love~ It took me a while to notice you But when I finally did I couldnâ€™t take my eyes off you It was like I was in a trance I have never felt this way before It all most scared me But all I knew was to let the feeling go on Because trying to stop it only made it worse But as I let this feeling go on It only got worse Then after so long I knew what the feeling was.... The feeling was love Then I tried to back out of it But I couldnâ€™t every time I saw you I just fell at your feet Now I keep trying for you to love me but its not working... You donâ€™t love me like that do you? But why canâ€™t you tell me? All I want is for you to know That you are the person I think about before I fall asleep Who I dream about Who I secretly love

Oh Em Gee
Wow... I didn't think it was going to happen, but somehow it did... briefly, might I add. Anyone who has read my last blog knows that a couple of days ago, there was this really incredible girl that i got a glance at three times, and the third time, I strangely wanted to run after her. Well... I saw her again today... very briefly. She was with a guy though. I have a strange feeling that she might work on that end of the mall. After the moment that I saw her, she went into the tattoo parlor [yes.... we have a tattoo store in our mall....] not far from the kiosk that I work at... So I'm not sure if that's where she works, or if that's one of her hangout places. [Note: this is also one of the stores that she stopped by the other day when I saw her the first time]. However, since it was busy at the kiosk, she had someone with her, and that I'm not allowed to leave the kiosk, I was not able to go and at least say "Hey, you know, I've seen you around the mall a couple of times. Do you wo

This One Is Naught!! I Warned You
could imaqine it now, a moonlit room laying next to you as the moonlight shimmers off your bare body accentuating your godesslike curves. slowly tracing my finger down around your neck as i rub your face with the back of my hand as i slowly trace your lips with my finger as i stare deeply into your eyes.. you softly,teasingly bite on my finger and dragging your teeth on it as you wrap your warm souple lips around it i feel my internal temperature skyrocket thru the roof. i lean over and begin kissing the nape of ur neck as you run your fingers thru my hair and caress my strong back as i kiss and nibble on your lips and shoulders, i hear a soft gasp escape your lips as your your being and soul all are content and at peace as i make music to your body with my lips and tongue. i begin working my way down your neck kissing and running my tongue down to your ample clevage and begin caressing your breasts with my tongue slowly taking your aching nipple into my mouth as i suck and che

Lost & Found
12-6-05 Lost & Found By: Travis Smith Feeling lonely Feeling scared Looking for you But you're not there Sitting up, looking around Staring at the TV Felling a little down Pulls out a Coke but doesn't leave a smile Telephone rings, I pick up Wished it was you yet it was a prank Played by my mind while time goes by I realized I loved you Day one, day two, doesn't matter For I forever love you Feeling this pain, feeling my joy Look at me and smile.. Oh my.. No longer lonely No longer scared Found you here I am complete

How Do You Love
• how do you feel when you love someone * * but that someone doesn't love you* * depressed, sad, all alone * * just down and feeling blue * * how do you feel when you love someone * * and they pretend they love you* * they play it off like you mean so much * * but you know that you 2 are through * * how do you feel when someone takes your heart * * and breaks it very bad * * but no one cares except for you * * and you know it cant be repaired * * how do you feel when someone tells you * * " you mean the world to me" * * but deep down inside you know its a lie * * cause right through him is where you can see * * how do you feel when you wait for something * * but it will never be yours * * for it you would do anything * * but that something still can't be bought * *how do you feel when theres love at first sight * * and you think you may have a chance * * but then you wake up so see an honest light * * that all you will get is a glance * * how do y

~fuck Everything~
~Fuck Everything~ Ignore what I ever said to you I wish I werenâ€™t here Next time I try to pull the knife donâ€™t bother Maybe I will be lucky next time not to have you there Fuck all the words I said to you The just came out of my mouth Nothing I ever said was true Nothing I ever said came from the heart The longest cut I ever made was last night with you in mind A whole 1 1/4 inch down my arm See what you made me do? But yet deep down I know you donâ€™t care So hears what I got to say to you Fuck you Never meant these 3 words I Love You Never meant for me n you to be friends That was just a mistake on my half So keep talking your shit But remember my revenge isnâ€™t sweet I donâ€™t care if the words Iâ€™m saying or did say hurt you I donâ€™t care about you any more Iâ€™m glad you are out of my life But looking at you only wants me to hurt you even more I wish I could say all things I want to your face But I cant build up enough courage to hurt any one as m

Just For You
Just for You karen has the most amazing eyes. Happy is the boy who sails her sea, Rolling with the wind across her thighs, Immersed in warm and salty ecstasy. So when, I wonder, will she look at me? From Chris on myspace

Fill This Out For Me
Four things you wonder about me 1. 2. 3. 4. Three things you like about me 1. 2. 3. Two things you don't like about me 1. 2. My best feature 1. Two things you want to do with me 1. 2. One word that describes me 1. One question for me 1.

Part 2 Of The Last Installment
I got the reaction that I knew I would get and thats totally fine. I never expected a ton of reaction to the 1st part, I was happy with what I did receive. My opinion stays the same and will remain that way! This can be dealt with without a fist ever being raised, thats why we were given brains and bravery. Do you's know what it is like to take your 3yr old into a store and allow him to be made uncomfortable cause some old lady has spotted that hes not fully white? My son knows and he hates the fact that this happens to him. They comment on his curly hair but the wheels are clearly turning, they just dont have the guts to ask. Do you's know what it is like being a child and going to School, not looking like the white kids but not looking like the other races either? I do! You's talk about just walking away when these slurs are passed on, would you react the same way if it was your child that was being called something nasty. Allowing them to feel bad about who they a

Goodbye
How is it that I speak more to your essence then your undivided attentions. I struggle to gain access to the heart that has my soul soaring with angels. Beyond that of a wish and as committed as unshakable faith. Yet I fall, unable to spread love's wings and climb. Restrained by the shackles of conditions. The key of unconditional, just out of hopes reach. Pleas for help only denied the stay of execution. Pardons granted to the guilty, while the innocent sentenced to die. The last words I speak will be the truest known to me and I hope with everything I have ever been, that 1 day your heart overcomes the damage done and you allow yourself to love. Don't love scared . Don't let fear diminish what makes you the woman that my heart soared for. Love yourself without question and demand nothing less then the same. I've never been hurt by loving you, only now as I let you go. I love you

The Revelation
Awesome vision once beheld, images danced within the mind. Forgotten in years gone by, imbedded in a soul now blind. Yesterday's promise unfulfilled, dormant inside a body weak Biding its time hidden well, behind haunted eyes so bleak. Pushing forth into illumination, the demon rears it ugly head. Trailing fear in its wake into the mortal heart which fled. Down it hurls into hell, followed by a tortured cry. This evil vision claws to the truth, exposing the damage without alibi. Thrust into an uncaring world, lost among the indifference there. A spectral presence in peripheral view, waiting to catch one unaware. Racing away from the unknown, Frightened eyes shifting to see. Alone but for a familiar shadow, Is the fearful presence me.

Tomorrow
When tomorrow starts without me And I'm not there to see If the sun should rise and find your eyes All filled with tears for me I wish so much you wouldn't cry The way you did today While thinking of the many things We didn't get to say I know how much you love me As much as I love you And each time that you think of me I know you'll miss me too But when tomorrow starts without me Please try to understand That an angel came and called my name And took me by the hand And said my place was ready In heaven far above And that I'd have to leave behind All those I dearly love But when I walked through heaven's gates I felt so much at home When God looked down and smiled at me From His great golden throne He said "This is eternity And all I've promised you" Today for life on earth is past But here it starts anew I promise no tomorrow For today will always last And since each day's the same way There's no longing for the past So whe

~this Nightmare Won't Last Long~
Darkness surrounds her It never leaves Demons haunt her In her dreams Nothing in her nightmare Is exactly what it seems Ghosts smother her They cut off her air But when she opens her eyes There is nothing there Spiders crawling Down her back She is tense She can't relax Breaking skin when they bite Blood is dripping down her spine Bats fly high In the midnight sky Turning to vampires Dead but Alive Burning sunlight Dying Moon This nightmare Won't end soon Why not you ask? Well don't you see? It's not a nightmare It's not a dream It is her reality She can't escape She wasn't always full of fear But the darkness kept her prisoner here In her mind For all time She wants to believe That there is hope She will escape That's what she's told So to herself she sings a song She tells herself This Nightmare Won't Last Long....

Fall Out, Fall Out
one, two, three drop a line you've never been a friend of mine hearts are reeling thighs are quaking tragedy never looked so good be as fake as you can everyone will love you an ounce of truth and they'll suffocate you one, two, three deep breaths before the plunge babble babble vanity mirror cracking insanity famous faces chaos glamour eat it up doll face one more cut and they'll love you too got an addiction? everyone does heroin, crack, nicotine, alcohol, lies, dress up, dress down my content's higher than yours nightmare nightmare all fall down got a dirty little secret? congratulations little miss original fade out fall out down on your knees fasterharderfasterharder life's a contact sport sagging stockings ragged breaths one more time baby please shimmy shimmy heart disease massive suicide on channel three if you're gonna do it; do it right the pain is half the fun one stab two shot red pill blue pill pop culture anyone? celebrity f

My Blessed Homicide
The skies are black and the ocean is red Sickening thoughts are filling my head A vision of me, myself, and I The embrace of a child about to cry The inner reflecting The toxins injecting The screeching noise, I pass out at the sound I feel so faint as I hit the ground Everywhere I bleed and I'm bathing in it all Each time I inhale my strength begins to fall It's hard to breathe the air when my mouth is stapled shut It's hard to feel my skin when my nerves are punctured by deep cuts All my senses are gone away from me I'm deaf and I'm dumb and through my eyes all I can see Is red in every corner blotched inside my mind Cruel words of profanity etched into my timeline How much longer do I have to wash away my sins? When do I awaken and the afterlife begins? Like the Virgin Mary I am all but to believe You wonder is she real or to my eyes am I deceived? My life story prolonged, but all the hate and blood Has been crocheted into a quilt colored of rose bud Like glass

Passion
I often sit and think about your beauty The way your hair cast waves in the wind Soft cheeks that are always flushed in rich color Your mouth moist and inviting Enough to drive any man's heart pounding The full roundness of the beautiful swells of your breast The soft texture of your skin The way it feels when my hands caress them The sweet taste when my mouth will do the same The memory of the first time I saw your beauty is like no other It will remain with me forever I get shivers just thinking about us Our passion, our unbridled lust to be It will start with stolen kisses and long embraces Continuing with soft, delicate tongue traces Our first experience will be slow, erotic and filled with a need to explore Leaving us both begging for more I would love to see you, and hear you react with such pleasure The power of our explosions coming together The night will be long but time for us will endure With the hunger of our passions will last forever.

Do I Really Need A Subject To Write About?...lol
Anyways hello to everyone out there reading this...sorry i havent been around much lately to talk to anyone....i have just been sooooo busy...if u want u can still keep in touch by emailing me@ heartteemptress@yahoo.com...ill try my best to keep in touch...but otherwise everything seems to be going ok here...and i still look forward to ur comments and pics...so please keep em coming and ill log in periodically to check em out...and thanks again everyone...and if uve got kids give em an extra hug for me...and remember to smile a little more often...it makes the day go by much quicker...:)...ok ya'll take care and ill b back around soon...

Death Of A Friend
If you've read my blog "SUNDAY BRUNCH" you know about the wonderful group of sweet old ladies I've adopted as my family. The time I pass with them means more to me than anything else in my life. My dear friend Muriel recently. She was 94 years old. Muriel was one of the warmest, most compassionate people I have every known. She was a nurse and served as a missionary in Africa for 55 years until her retirement at age 75. Muriel never married. Rather she chose to dedicate her life to helping the poor African children in any way she could, and when she couldn't help them to live, she cradled them as they died. Hundreds of dying children passed through her arms into the arms of her God. She was a blessing to all that knew her. Muriel fell recently while strolling the grounds at the retirement residence and crushed her hip on the edge of the sidewalk. At that age the bones are often too brittle to heal and in Muriel's case, surgery was not possible. I visited her as of

My Movie
hey folks. i was part of a movie that was shot at work this past summer. the trailer is now available on line. I play Hotel Owner #1 http://www.hauntedrandrstation.com/trailer/trailerhome.htm thats where the trailer can be viewed. Have a great day Todd

A Dream
I can smell the fragrance of your hair, When i run my hand through it. i can feel the warmth of your body, when i hold it. i can see the sparkle in your eyes, when i look deep into them. i can hear the seranade of your voice, when you speak to me. i can taste the strawberry scent in your mouth, when i kiss you slowly and passionatley.

Let Go
Cut the skin to the bone Fall asleep all alone hear your voice in the dark Lose myself in your eyes Choke my voice Say goodnight As the world falls apart I can't let this kill me Let go I need some more time to fix this Here's a letter for you But the words get confused Then the conversation dies Appologize for the past Talk some shit, take it back Are we cursed to this life I can't let this kill me Let go I need some more time to fix this problem I need some more time to fix this problem I need some more time to fix this I talking to the ceiling My life just lost all meaning Do one thing for me tonight Im dying in this silence The last star left in Heaven Is falling down to Earth and Do you still feel the same way? Do you still feel the same way? I can't let this kill me Let go I need some more time to fix this problem

Ever Been Jellous
I have and I let it over run my best judgement . I had a friend once I wanted to keep all to myself ... so i devised a plan that was foolish at best ... I thought if I could make this friend grow tired of things on a site they would be more attentive to me ... you see I missed those times we shared and how we could make our own fun .... I missed have my friend to myself... a funny thing happens when we act out of selfishness ... we loose what we had.... I am too much on the side of wanting this friend in selfish ways to ever go back there .... ya see that consuming type of possesive nature would come back and take over ... it would end what was good again ... I had my friend all to myself once and I loved it ... i loved it because I have a very empty life and my friend filled it... that I miss but I don't want to hurt my friend anymore ... aand I don't think I can help it as I know when it comes to my friend I am always going to be selfish ! bad flaw

The Cello
A cello held between the Master's thighs Silently waiting for His touch Tuned to perfection by His ear and hand To release the song long hidden Within its body and taut strings. It waits. His skillful fingers tighten on its fragile neck A string vibrates with the touch of His bow As it coaxes it to yield its treasure Wound within the strand of steel That's drawn tight enough to snap. It yields. A wooden body warmed against His flesh Begins to vibrate at a measured pitch From steel and wood there comes a sound So delicate and sweet it floats on air And settles softly at His feet. It trembles. With passion, skill and strength His body wraps His willing instrument And a metamorphosis takes place Instrument and Master blend To become one living thing with one desire. It gives. The Master draws each note, each tone From Himself then pours them out In sweat and passion as they echo Through the cello's trembling form And find release in music yet un

A Kiss For All My Beautitul Freinds
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When We're Apart
When we're apart a part of me dies Until I recall the sound of Your voice And the way Your eyes tell me not to fear. I feel the reassuring touch of Your hand Gently resting on my shoulder As I read the words You've written On each page of my heart. When we're apart I feel lost Until I look at the map You provided To carefully guide each footstep Of the journey that will bring me back to You And I find the markers You've set along the way To assure me I've not wandered far From the path You've chosen for me to travel. When we're apart I feel lonely Until I feel the warmth of Your love Touching me from hundreds of miles away And filling my heart with happiness Because I know that Your thoughts Have turned to me from that distance And bridged the miles that lay between us As easily as reaching across the room. When we're apart I feel empty Until the flood of memories fills me With the comfort and knowledge That no matter where we are, Or what we're doing O

Current Mood....blah
Sometimes I feel like there is nothing here in the world for me. My life is a hell hole where nothing seams to go my way. I feel like I have very few good things going for me. My children are adorable...I love them so much. I have an amazing partner that knows exactly what to say to make me feel better. Honestly, that is all that I can think of. It saddens me. I thought that I would have it better. Instead I have a dead end job where no one appreciates my efforts. My children no longer live with me, which tears me up inside. I feel like I have so much to offer but no one wants to take that chance with me. I am constantly having to prove myself. Just getting sick of it all. Don't want to do it anymore. Tired of trying so hard to end up on the loosing side of everything. Seams like no one cares. Maybe it's because I'm sick with the flu, but I know better. I can feel the emotions and they are hard to hold back because I am sick. Normally I walk around happily, hi

Sunday Brunch
Sunday Brunch is the highlight of my week. It's a time that I can spend with some special ladies I've adopted as my family. My parents were killed when I was 17 years old and I have no siblings or extended family, so I am always eager to make new friends. Every now and again, someone really special touches my heart and I adopt them as family. Betty is one of those people. Betty is 90 years old and lives in a Seniors' Residence close to my home. I met her one day in the sweet little park that is nestled in our neighbourhood. She had gone there to watch the children play, something I like to do as well. It wasn't long before we were chatting and laughing together at the antics of the little rascals who knew they had an audience. As we talked and shared our life stories, I found out that Betty was a widow with no children and alone in the world just like me. We decided right there and then, that we should become friends. Betty is so warm and funny, and so wise. H

Breaking News: Terror Alert In Pittsburgh!
BREAKING NEWS: TERROR ALERT IN PITTSBURGH! PITTSBURGH, PA- PITTSBURGH STEELERS FOOTBALL PRACTICE WAS DELAYED NEARLY 2 HOURS THIS MORNING AFTER A PLAYER REPORTED FINDING AN UNKNOWN WHITE POWDERY SUBSTANCE ON THE PRACTICE FIELD. HEAD COACH BILL COWHER IMMEDIATLEY SUSPENDED PRACTICE AND CALLED THE POLICE AND FEDERAL INVESTIGATORS. AFTER A COMPLETE ANALYSIS, FBI FORENSIC EXPERTS DETERMINED THAT THE WHITE SUBSTANCE UNKNOWN TO PLAYERS WAS THE "GOAL LINE". PRACTICE RESUMED AFTER SPECIAL AGENTS DECIDED THE TEAM WAS UNLIKELY TO ENCOUNTER THE SUBSTANCE AGAIN THIS SEASON. Let's Go RAVENS! LET'S GO

The Roses Of Our Love
I came to you like a rose still in bud Each petal tightly closed in fear and shame Sometimes unable to open in the warmth Of your warm sunlight and gentle rain. I longed to bloom and share each tender petal But often wilted under the heat and light Of your bright smile and gentle urging And ran from promises whispered in the night. When I was unsure and closed up tightly You blossomed freely for me to see Another layer of who you are And shared your strength freely with me. One by one each petal opened As I was sheltered by your love and care And each morning kissed away the dews of passion Left shimmering from the nights we'd shared. Now our world is filled with our sweet fragrance As we bloom anew with love each day And eagerly unfurl new petals To show with these roses what words cannot say. I love you and offer you all the roses of my life and willingly accept a thorn or two with each one.

He Takes Me Beyond
Beyond thought Beyond pain Beyond consciousness Beyond shame. He takes me beyond All earthly fetters and chains He fills up my world Until nothing remains. Beyond touch Beyond sight Beyond reason Beyond right. He takes me beyond The prison fear brings My spirit's released And my heart has found wings. Beyond fear Beyond measure Beyond flesh Beyond pleasure. He takes me beyond The places I've been Only to return me And take me again...beyond.

Flesh Storm
The heat steadily climbs, consumes all it enfolds Its grip tightens and squeezes, breath comes in pants Tiny beads form, unite and create rivulets that trickle Along creases and folds, seeking an end to the anguish The air is filled with tension and hangs heavy and damp The flesh is tormented by the inescapable heat, like a tree Whose roots thirst for relief only the storm can bring. Eyes turn upward, searching for release and plead silently But the heat is relentless and only increases the pressure The flesh curls like the leaves that have wilted and yielded Their fate hangs delicately from aching limbs and tortured trunk Motionless, stopped in time, yearning only for the storm. In the distance the laughing voice of thunder speaks softly The flesh responds as the leaves tremble at the sound It whispers of ending the anguish and builds anticipation By blowing softly over damp flesh and gives hope That soon the waiting will end and fulfillment will come The wind car

Little Johnny
Little Johnny was in his 5th grade class when the teacher asked the children what their fathers did for a living. All the typical answers came up: fireman, policeman, salesman, etc. Johnny was being uncharacteristically quiet, so the teacher asked him about his father. "My father's an exotic dancer in a gay bar and takes off all his clothes in front of other men. Sometimes, if the offers really good, he'll go out to the alley with some guy and have sex with him for money." The teacher, obviously shaken by this statement, hurriedly set the other children to work on some coloring and took little Johnny aside to ask him, "Is that really true about your father?" " No," said Johnny, "He plays for the Raiders, but I was too embarrassed to say that in front of the other kids

Road Trip!
Ok from the looks of it if we decide to go to a infertilty specialist we are either going to have to go to lexington or louisville! fun fun! the cost is what is getting me but, hell if it gets me a baby than I would sell my own mom! just kidding (maybe) I think my main this is a horomones so, that can hopefully be treated with little effort on everyones part....some of these procedures are like really complicated and really costly....but, you got to do what you got to do...

Ramblings
Im so tired, physically, emotionally, mentally.. exhausted. I dont know how much more I can take. I can smile and laugh with the best of them but really Im miserable. I dont know if Im going to make it for 6 months and 1 day until graduation. Ive got so much going on in my life right now that I cant focus on anything let alone school work. I dont even know if I want to be a nurse anymore. I mean I do.. I think.. I dont know.. I dont know much about anything.. I know I want to be happy. I love my job at childrens. I really could see myself working there for a very long time. I just think Im scared. Im afraid I wont pass my boards, Hell I am afraid I really wont make it to graduation... Wonder if I fail a class between now and then because of my lack of focus. I cant afford to stay in school another semester.. my financial aid runs out in may. I'll be screwed. Im so afraid that my goal is so close but yet I still have plenty of time to fuck it up like Ive fucked up just about

Her Inner Self—raging Waters
Raging waters.....turbulence Filling all the crevices which are Creaking in their struggle to open... To reveal the meaning of this turmoil. Probing deeply into the innermost recesses Of her subconscious she tries to Release that tightly encased power within... That power she knows will awaken her to What she knows she must be. Storms of doubt cloud her thoughts Thunders of past disappointments Close her hearing of the wondrous opportunities Awaiting her. Lightning of transformation triggers glimpses of The beauty of what she can become If only these raging waters would cease! Her mind whirls...she closes her eyes and her ears... She focuses on the incessant perturbation within. Her mind reaches inward and she struggles To bring that deep-rooted internal power to the surface... That power which will calm the raging...the turmoil... The apprehension and the reservations... And bring her reconciliation with herself and Tranquillity within.

Flutterby
I have chosen to free my life and run with it I have chosen to open this wonderous heart to the possibilities of love Where is this path leading me palms wide open Am I meant to share myself with no one the arms around me are my own I am beautiful I am intelligent I have so much to give the only footsteps that lead me are my own lonley tears fall running rivers between my breasts a soft beg to no one possess me...

Thoughts On Love
During our years on this world, each of us comes to love several people in different ways: Flirts and passions, good loves and bad ones, moments that fill our hearts to their brim with happiness and others that throw ourselves into the pits of despair. There comes a moment though, when we suddenly realize we have found that one special person, the one whom our heart really belongs to. There is no way to predict how this will happen or when, just all of a sudden this person is here, in front of our eyes like a revelation. When you find that special person, treasure him/her in your heart with all your strength; it doesn't matter if there are problems, it doesn't matter if your feelings are not corresponded, do whatever you can for this special one, for even if you will never have a chance to fulfill your dreams, even if he/she will belong to someone else for some twist of fate, still the treasure that you will bring inside your heart will be the only thing that will be able to bring y

Goodnite All
Wishing you all Sweet dreams.. Have a Great sunday ..and Dont be strangers . Come by Say Hi (on a side note) Now that Ive figured out my issues with Cherry .. and all that fun stuff .. If I havnt gotten your pics rated yet . lemmie know Ill come bomb ya ASAP *HUGS*

When Me An My Girls Have Too Much To Drink.....lol
1. I HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO IDEA WHERE MY PURSE IS. 2. I BELIEVE THAT DANCING WITH MY ARMS OVER MY HEAD AND WIGGLING MY BUTT WHILE YELLING "WOO-HOO!" IS TRULY THE SEXIEST DANCE MOVE AROUND. 3. I'VE SUDDENLY DECIDED I WANT TO KICK SOMEONE'S ASS AND HONESTLY BELIEVE I COULD DO IT TOO. 4. IN MY LAST TRIP TO PEE, I REALIZE I NOW LOOK MORE LIKE A HOMELESS HOOKER THAN THE GODDESS I WAS JUST FOUR HOURS AGO. 5. I DROP MY 3:00 A.M. FILIBERTO'S BURRITO ON THE FLOOR (WHICH I'M EATING EVEN THOUGH I'M NOT THE LEAST BIT HUNGRY), PICK IT UP AND CARRY ON EATING IT. 6. I START CRYING AND TELLING EVERYONE I SEE THAT I LOVE THEM SOOOOO MUCH. 7. I GET EXTREMELY EXCITED AND JUMP UP AND DOWN EVERY TIME ANEW SONG PLAYS BECAUSE "OH MY GOD! I LOVE THIS SONG!" 8. I'VE FOUND A DEEPER/SPIRITUAL SIDE TO THE GEEK SITTING NEXTTO ME 9. THE MAN I'M FLIRTING WITH USED TO BE MY 5TH GRADE TEACHER. 10. THE URGE TO TAKE OFF ARTICLES OF CLOTHING, STAND ON A TABLE AND SING OR DANCE BECOMES STRANGELY OVER

Apartment
Well tonight was the night, all parents meet tonight at our apartment. Kathy's fahter and my father talked over the work that needs to be done. So far it looks like everything went well, my dad has done a rough estiminate of $8,000 to 9,000 of work to be done. My father still needs to get official estiminates from his contractors. That will hopefuly start next week. It's about 6 weeks of work. So, hopefully will get start with fixing the place by the end of next week. Will see what happens.

Ladies Night Out
Two women friends had gone out for a Ladies Night Out, and had been alittle overly-enthusiastic on the cocktails. Horribly drunk, while walking home, they suddenly realized they both needed to pee. They were very near a graveyard and one of them suggested they do their business behind a headstone or something. The first woman had nothing to wipe with so she took off her panties, used them and threw them away. Her friend, however, was wearing an expensive set of undergarments and didn't want to ruin them, but was lucky enough to salvage a large ribbon from a wreath that was on a grave and proceeded to wipe herself with it. After finishing, they staggered their way home. The next day the first woman's husband phones the other husband and said, "These damn ladies nights out have got to stop. My wife came home last night without her panties." "That's nothing," said the other husband. "My wife came home with a sympathy card stuck between the cheeks of her butt that said, 'From all of us

Review- Food
we went to white buffalo road house for dinner before the concert. this one id mixed review. my daughter said it was the best chillil cheese burger ever, but my steak sucked. the service was fair. and the ambiance was desent. family orianted. so my take on it, just dont order the steak.

Pimped Out!!!
**~Jaded Stang~**@ CherryTAP Don't forget to drop your pimpette a 10 on her profile ---------------------------------------------------------------------------- Dragons’ bitch is hot and half naked…LOL. Drop in show her some luv, add her and she’ll make you feel welcome Dragons Bitch@ CherryTAP Down With The Sickness Video - Disturbed lyricsDisturbed Music Video CodesMusic Video Codes by VideoCureMyspace Layouts

My Crashing World
Well it finally happened after weeks of sitting around waiting and expecting it...my world came crashing down around me. The man I love is back with his love....I knew sooner or later it was going to happen, but yet you can never be ready for it no matter how much you prepare yourself. Im down and out REALLY bad, so if I seem distant from my friends Im sorry. This has hit me really hard and I feel like Im spiraling out of control. Just wondering how do I stop this from going too far and losing myself forever?

Review-music
alright, i went to the transiberian orchestr last night. and there are no words i can find to describe the experiance. it transends anything i have ever seen before. and worth every dime to see, even if youre in the nose bleed section!!!!! it was beautifull music, and funny intros. the pryotechnics rocked!!!!! i dont do stars cuz all this is only my opion but its a million thumbs up, a trrillion stars, what ever you want to use. and at the end, they came out to sign autographs! what can ya say? see 'em!

Understanding Of Me!!
Hello all you Cherries out there I just wanted to explain to you all that there is no need to be shy or hesitant to contact me. I am a taken woman not here to meet a man or woman but to meet some really cool and great people. I am an exhibitionist along with my man and we are here to have some fun. Please feel free to add me as a friend or leave me a comment. It is always nice to meet people just like me. I am not a spring chicken but feel good about myself and confident in my realtionship, to post pics of myself in clothes and in private. So for people that read this stop on by and show a little love on my page. Tell me what you think and give me some pointers as I am new of about 2 months to this site. Thank you all and have a pleasant evening and enjoy the rest of the weekend. Kisses, Kandi

I Can Not Fukkin Believe This
I JUST SPENT THE PAST HOUR GETTING THE RUNAROUND WITH GATEWAY...... YALL... MY LAPTOP... LITERALLY HAS BURNT MY LEG.. LEFT A HUGE PURPLISH SPLOTCHY BURN THROUGH MY PANTS... ON THE UPPER PART OF MY THIGH... SO I GO TO BEST BUY WHERE I BOUGHT THE DAMN THING... THEY GIVE ME A NUMBER TO GATEWAY TO REPORT A SAFTETY ISSUE... I WAS REDIRECTE FIVE TIMES.... UNTIL I FINALLY REACHED THE RIGHT DEPARTMENT... AND THIS IS WHAT THEY TOLD ME... MAAM THE REASON WE CHANGED THE NAME TO NOTEBOOKS... IS BECAUSE YOU SHOULD NOT BE USING YOUR NOTEBOOK ON YOUR LAP.. THEY DO TEND TO GET VERY HOT..... AND THAT IS WHY WE CHANGED THE NAME..... OUR SUGGESTION... IS NOT TO PUT YOUR LAPTOP "NOTEBOOK" ON YOUR LAP..... OMFGGGGGGGGG..... SO THEREFORE I AM LEFT WITH THIS SHITTY FUKKIN NOTEBOOK THAT HAS GIVEN MY NOTHING BUT PROBLEMS SINCE I BOUGHT IT.. I HAVEN'T EVEN HAD IT A YEAR AND HAVE HAD TO SYSTEM RESTORE IT FOUR TIMES.... SO NOW I'M LEFT WITH A NICE FUKKIN PURPLE BURN ON MY THIGH..... WITH NO WHERE TO TUR

Melt Away Your Ex Boyfriend Lmao
Ok .. I found this and Had to Show ya'll .. What a hoot .. Here's the Advert for it Melt Away Your Brown Hair Ex Boyfriend Candle Ha! "He took you from the heat of passion to burnining mad..." so why not "watch him slowly melt into oblivion?" Brunette figurine candle also features a place to write his name. 2 1/2" tall. Imported. Too Damn Funny

A Few Music-related Books I Like
These are books about music I've read and re-read in the last year, for one or another reason. Alan Walker- Franz Liszt. Volume 2- the Weimar Years: 1848-1861. The second volume (bought cheap *g*) of a major three-volume biography of a major 19th-century composer, taking in his music, his life, his students, his musical and literary contemporaries, his times. Apparently well-researched; there are some points on which the author had, or claims to have had, access to currently otherwise-inaccessible sources - on the question of the success or failure of Liszt's mistress, Carolyne von Sayn-Wittgenstein's annulment, and exactly what happened when she went to plead her case in Rome, say - and so, until those sources are opened up to more people, his research on those subjects isn't verifiable. Alfred Einstein (distant cousin to Albert, apparently, yes)- Mozart: his Character, his Work. Not so much a biography, this time- assumes one knows the basic biographical facts about Wolfgang-

Hmmmmmmm
Odd Facts Barbie's measurements (if she were life-size): 39-23-33 Coca-cola was originally green Every day more money is printed for Monopoly than for the US Treasury Smartest dogs: 1) border collie; 2) poodle; 3) golden retriever Dumbest dog: 1) afghan The Hawaiian alphabet has 12 letters First novel ever written on a typewriter was "Tom Sawyer" There are more collect calls on Father's Day than any other day of the year Heinz Catsup leaving the bottle travels at 25 miles PER YEAR It is possible to lead a cow upstairs but not downstairs Men get hiccups more often than women Men can read smaller print than women; women can hear better Chances that an American lives within 50 mi of where he/she grew up: 1 in 2. Amount American Airlines saved in 1987 by eliminating one olive from each salad served in first class: $440,000 City with the most Rolls Royces per capita: Hong Kong State with the highest percentage of people

Forgiveness
Forgiveness by Daniel Spivey Words flow so easily from my lips You've heard me a thousand times say I promise it will be better But I have quickly realized that "I'm sorry" won't take the pain away Those words are not ointment enough To assuage the heart unveiled To receive a undying love and devotion Two requirements attempted, yet failed I don't want to be considered a liar Yet again I catch myself, but "I'm sorry" is an empty recompense It soothes not the soul but rather makes The conscience feel less guilty Forgiveness is my goal And I want it known That I have deep regret Over the seeds I've sown So, before hand I will State plainly and sincerely my intent Not some lovely hollow words of comfort For the broken heart and promises They can not remove the hurt

Oz
OZ I watched The Wizard of Oz tonight with my son Aidyn. It was interesting and fun watching it through a child's eyes again. For one thing I didnt' realize that meeting the scarecrow, tinman and Lion happened so quickly after each other. As a kid it seemed it was much more time between the moments they met. Also it kind of freaked me out that Dorthy ran away because they took her dog. As a kid I remember it mad COMPLETE LOGICAL sense for a girl to run away from home because her dog was being taken from her, as an adult I forgot that. Dorthy did alot to save her dog. I even remembered what it felt like to have your puppy climb up onto your lap and curl up and sleep. I haven't had a dog since I was 20yrs old. I am 37 and have no plans for a furry friend (too much work) but tonight when I saw Toe Toe climb up on Dorthy's lap I remembered my dogs that have passed and how much I loved them. Also having my second son Aidyn watching the movie with me was ........... magical. Man that kid i

Can Somebody Tell Me...
Why everytime I'm chatting with a nice guy (friendly but not sexual) and mention my husband I never get more than a one word answer from them again? Are guys that intimidated talking to a married woman? Puzzled and confused.

Safe Keepin :)
You said my heart would be safe with you but it turns out you never really meant it only I didn't have a clue I ran blind wanting your every bit the words you spoke seemed so right and with them I took flight I wanted, rather needed what you offered so without thinking twice I gave my all then one day you didn't return my call blind-sided, what was I to think I went looking for a reason crystal clear was your deceit but ask yourself, can she love a coward?

Now Accepting Submissions- Turn Us On!
Now Accepting Submissions!!! Black Heart Magazine is currently accepting submissions. Your deadline for submitting your own personal brand of literary smut is December 13, 2006. *Please note that we are no longer accepting poetry, though we will be announcing the details of our Dirty Haiku contest in the weeks to come! What are we looking for? I'm glad you asked, lovely. BHM is desperate for your startlingly personal accounts of loves lost, relationships troubled, sex addiction, familial shunning due to sex-related issues, your job and/or brushes with the sex industry (stripping, turning tricks, cam-girlhood, nude modelling, etc.) and anything else that seems dirty and unseemly to those on the straight-n-narrow path. Word count: 1000 words or less. Questions? See our Submission Guidelines or ask us at info[at]blackheartmagazine[dot]com Submissions? E-mail them to submit[at]blackheartmagazine[dot]com, or snail mail to: Black Heart Magazine P.O. Box 55054 CP Mackay M

Black Heart Is Looking For Writers!
I thought I'd share. Please repost. You know, spread it around! ---ADD Black Heart Magazine as a friend!!!--- Black Heart Magazine is currently accepting submissions. Your deadline for submitting your own personal brand of literary smut is December 13, 2006. *Please note that we are no longer accepting poetry, though we will be announcing the details of our Dirty Haiku contest in the weeks to come! What are we looking for? I'm glad you asked, lovely. BHM is desperate for your startlingly personal accounts of loves lost, relationships troubled, sex addiction, familial shunning due to sex-related issues, your job and/or brushes with the sex industry (stripping, turning tricks, cam-girlhood, nude modelling, etc.) and anything else that seems dirty and unseemly to those on the straight-n-narrow path. Word count: 1000 words or less. Questions? See our Submission Guidelines or ask us at info[at]blackheartmagazine[dot]com Submissions? E-mail them to submit[at]blackheartmagazin

Friendship
Remember The Day I remember the day that we met Now we can communicate on the internet Since you are my friend without further ado I think you should know that I care about you. I send you this poem with a special wish or two And say that I'm happy to have a friend like you. You listen to my ideas no matter how crazy they get And make me smile when sorrow I met. We may not talk every single day But you are my friend in every way. this was wrote by my dear sweet friend Dee

Ok So Here Is What I Want . . .
I have gotten inquiries now as to what I want or am looking for to get myself into a relationship. Apparently people want to know these things, why else would they ask? Alright never mind, I am answering anyway. The most important thing I am looking for in someone to be in a relationship with are these 5 things: 1. The man who will hurt me all night long and then lick the wounds and make them feel better in the morning 2. The man who will not tell me all those chessy I will never hurt you lines . . . we all know they are fucking lies, besides you usually hurt those you love the most right? 3. The man who will know when to leave me the hell alone and when to pull me close 4. The man who will never lie to me know matter what he does 5. Finally the man who will love me unconditionally, flaws and all I honestly have not found this man yet, don't know if I ever will. Yes, I'd like to, doesn't everyone want to live out their happily ever after? Besides it's fun to audit

Cajun Shrimp
Cajun Shrimp 1/4 cup butter 1/4 cup olive oil 1/2 teaspoon salt 1 teaspoon cayenne pepper 1 teaspoon black pepper 1 tablespoon Worcestershire sauce Juice of 1 lemon 2 pounds medium to large shrimp Preheat oven to 400 degrees F. Combine all ingredients except shrimp in a wide oven-proof skillet or baking pan just big enough to hold the shrimp in 1 layer. Place the pan in the oven just to melt butter. Add the shrimp and stir to coat with butter mixture. Bake 10 to 15 minutes, stirring occasionally, until the shrimp is pink and -opaque. Remove from oven just as they become pink . They will continue to cook another minute or 2 in the hot skillet. The shrimp will exude a lot of juice and give you a generous amount of sauce for pouring over bread or potatoes or to use for dipping.

Thanksgiving
From my friend Tandy from Myspace. Thanks Tandy!! As Thanksgiving Day nears, I thought I would pass along this email I received......there are so many things we take for granted: I AM THANKFUL:FOR THE WIFE WHO SAYS IT'S HOT DOGS TONIGHT, BECAUSE SHE IS HOME WITH ME, AND NOT OUT WITH SOMEONE ELSE. FOR THE HUSBAND WHO IS ON THE SOFA BEING A COUCH POTATO, BECAUSE HE IS HOME WITH ME AND NOT OUT AT THE BARS. FOR THE TEENAGER WHO IS COMPLAINING ABOUT DOING DISHES BECAUSE IT MEANS SHE IS AT HOME, NOT ON THE STREETS. FOR THE TAXES I PAY BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM EMPLOYED. FOR THE MESS TO CLEAN AFTER A PARTY BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE BEEN SURROUNDED BY FRIENDS. FOR THE CLOTHES THAT FIT A LITTLE TOO SNUG BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE ENOUGH TO EAT. FOR MY SHADOW THAT WATCHES ME WORK BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM OUT IN THE SUNSHINE FOR A LAWN THAT NEEDS MOWING, WINDOWS THAT NEED CLEANING, AND GUTTERS THAT NEED FIXING BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE A HOME. FOR ALL THE COMPLAINING I HE

Heart
HEART by Julie Never forget the love we share Sometimes it's almost to much to bear Every little thing I do Somehow reminds me of you To look into your eyes You just cannot disguise The feelings in our hearts That we just can't be apart When I touch your face It seems like such a waste This time apart we spend Until we're together again As hard as it may be You can't just tell your heart That we will be apart It just can't take the pain The heartache and the shame For it knows that we will be together again Because there is no way that it could end No matter how long that may be For it will wait an eternity.. very good poem!!!

1-2-3 Chops
1-2-3 Chops 4-6 pork chops 1 (12 ounce) can 7-Up or Sprite soda 1 envelope dry onion soup mix Put pork chops in a baking dish. Cover with soda. Sprinkle onion soup on top. Bake at 350 degrees F for about 60 minutes. Serve over hot, cooked rice.

Smothered Chicken, Creole Style
Smothered Chicken, Creole Style 1 chicken, 3.5 lbs, butterflied (split down the backbone, breast intact) salt and pepper to taste 2 Tbsp butter 1 c finely chopped onion 1 c finely chopped celery 1 c finely chopped, cored and seeded green pepper 1 1/2 tsp finely minced garlic 2 Tbsp flour 1 3/4 c. canned imported tomatoes, crushed or chopped 1 bay leaf 2 Tbsp finely chopped parsley Sprinkle chicken with salt and pepper on both sides. Select a black iron skillet large enough to hold the chicken comfortably when it's spread out. Fold wings under to secure them. Melt the butter in the skillet and add the chicken, skin-side down. Cover firmly with a plate which fits comfortably inside the skillet and add about 5 lbs of weight to the top of the plate. Cook over low heat until the skin side of the chicken is nicely browned, about 15 min. Remove chicken to a warm platter. Add the onion, celery, pepper, and garlic to the skillet and cook, stirring, until the onions are w

Damn Elk...can't Hold Their Booze
Drunken elk terrorises Swedish schoolchildren Fri Nov 10, 1:23 PM ET STOCKHOLM (Reuters) - A drunken elk is terrorising children at a school in southern Sweden. "That could be the problem. We could be dealing with a boozy elk," Jan Caiman, a police officer in Molndal, told the national news agency TT. The elk was probably eating fermented apples in a garden and had become inebriated, Caiman said. Elk can weigh as much as 500 kilos (1,100 lb) and personnel at the school described the erratic male as "completely mad". "The children are really scared," the receptionist at the school near Molndal in southern Sweden told the Gothenburg Post. Caiman said police had contacted hunters and that if the elk did not calm down, it could be shot.

Happiness
IF I LOVED HER IF SHE LOVED ME IF WE LOVED EACHOTHER IF I TOOK CARE OF HER IN SICKNESS IF I TOOK CARE OF HER IN HALTH IF I SHOWED HER RESPECT IF I LET HER CRY ON MY SHOULDER IF I COULD TRUST HER WITHOUT QUESTION IF I COULD JUST LISTEN TO JUST LISTEN IF I HELPED WHEN SHE ASKED IF I LET HER GO WHEN SHE WANTED IF I PRETENDED IT DID NOT HURT WHEN SHE DID IF I TOLD HER IM HAPPY FOR YOU IF I COULD BE SAD IF I MISS HER

Louisiana Roast Beef
Louisiana Roast Beef ast BeefRecipe By : Serving Size : 6 Preparation Time :0:00 Categories : Cajun Main Dish Beef Amount Measure Ingredient -- Preparation Method -------- ------------ -------------------------------- 1/4 Cup Onions -- chopped 1/4 Cup Celery -- chopped 1/4 Cup Bell peppers -- chopped 2 Tablespoons Unsalted butter 1 Teaspoon Salt 1 Teaspoon White pepper 3/4 Teaspoon Black pepper 3/4 Teaspoon Minced garlic 1/2 Teaspoon Dry mustard 1/2 Teaspoon Ground cayenne 4 Pounds Boneless sirloin roast In a small bowl combine the onions, celery, bell peppers, butter and seasonings, mix well. Place roast in a large roasing pan, fat side up. With a large knife make 6 to 12 deep slits in the meat (to form pockets) down to a depth of about 1/2 inch from th

Cajun Pork Roast
CAJUN PORK ROAST Recipe By : Serving Size : 12 Preparation Time :0:00 Categories : Bar-b-q Cajun Main dish Meats Amount Measure Ingredient -- Preparation Method -------- ------------ -------------------------------- 10 lb Boneless Boston Pork Roast 1 c Chopped Onion 3/4 c Choppped Garlic 1/2 c Tiger Sauce 1 t Chopped Parsley 1/2 c Worcestershire Sauce 2 T Steak Sauce (Lea & Perrins) 2 1/2 T Dry Mustard 1 x Seasoned Salt (Dry Rub) 6 oz Tomato Paste 3 T Brown Sugar MARINADE: Combine chopped onion, chopped garlic, chopped parsley with the Tiger Sauce Worchestershire sauce, steak sauce and dry mustard. Mix well. Make slits into roast and rub sauce well into and over

See...i'm Not The Only One Who Thought Porns Were Educational Videos
Thai zoo to teach panda to mate with "porn" videos Fri Nov 10, 10:02 PM ET BANGKOK (Reuters) - A Thai zoo, which has hosted a couple of pandas for four years, will play "porn" videos for the male next month to encourage them to breed in captivity, the project manager said on Saturday. The pair -- living chastely together at the zoo in the northern city of Chiang Mai since arriving from China in 2003 -- would be separated in December, but stay close enough for occasional glimpses of each other, said panda project chief Prasertsak Buntrakoonpoontawee. "They don't know how to mate so we need to show the male how, through videos," Prasertsak told Reuters. He said Chuang Chuang, the six-year-old male, would be shown the videos on a large screen when he might be feeling amorous. "We'll play the video at the most comfortable and intimate time for him, perhaps after dinner," Prasertsak said, hoping Chuang Chuang would then use the techniques on Lin Hui, a five-year-old

Appreciate The Nice Guys
I'm sorry That I was raised with respect; not to sleep with you when you were drunk. I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants. I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised. I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy". I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not a jerk I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things. I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club. I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just screw you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date. I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy. I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new man hit you and dropped you off in the middle of nowhere,

South Louisiana Shrimp Rémoulade
South Louisiana Shrimp Rémoulade PREP TIME: 30 Minutes SERVES: 6 COMMENT: Rémoulade sauce may be found in any restaurant in South Louisiana, and in many versions. The rémoulades of New Orleans are normally Creole mustard-based and highly seasoned. This, however, is the River Road version. INGREDIENTS FOR BOILING: · 3 dozen (21-25 count) shrimp, peeled and deveined · 2 quarts cold water · 1 diced onion · ½ cup diced celery · 2 tbsps cracked black pepper · 3 bay leaves · ¼ cup lemonjuice · 1 sliced lemon · 4 tbsps salt METHOD: In a 4-quart stock pot over medium-high heat, add water and all seasoning ingredients. Bring to a rolling boil, reduce to simmer and allow to cook 15 minutes for flavors to develop. Bring mixture back to a rolling boil, add shrimp and stir approximately 3-5 minutes. At this point, shrimp should be pink and curled. Test for doneness, being careful not to over-cook. Once water returns to a boil, shrimp should be perfectly done. Pour off b

Read This Tell If U Like
THW SMELL OF YOUR SKIN LINGERS ON ME NOW, YOU'RE PROBACBLY ON YOUR FLIGHT BACK TO YOUR HOME TOWN I NEED SOME SHELTER OF MY OWN PROTECTION BABY BE WITH MYSELF AND CENTER, CLARITY, PEACE, SERENITY I HOPE YOU KNOW I HOPE YOU KNOW THAT THIS HAS NOTHING TO WITH YOU ITS PERSONAL MYSELF AND I WE GOT SOME STRAIGHTING OUT TO DO AND I'M GONNA MIS YOU LIKE A CHILD MISSES THIER BLANKET BUT IVE GOT TO GET A MOVE ON WITH MY LIFE ITS TIME TO BE A BIG GIRL NOW BIG GIRLS DONT CRY DONT CRY DONT CRY. THE PATH THAT I'M WALKIN I MUST GO ALONE I MUST TAKE THE BABY STEPS TIL I'M FULL GROWN FULL GROWN FAIRY TALES DONT ALWAYS HAVE A HAPPY ENDING DO THEY? AND I FORESEE THE DARK AHEAD IF I STAY I HOPE YOU KNOW, WE'LL PLAY JACKS AND UNO CARDS ILL BE YOUR BEST FRIEND AND YOU BE MY VALENTINE YES YOU CAN HOLD MY HAND IF YOU WANT TO CUZ I WANNA HOLD YOURS TOO WE'LL BE PLAYMATES AND LOVERS AND SHARE OUR SECRET WORLD BUT ITS TIME FOR ME TO GO ITS GETTING LATE AND ME TO GO HOME ITS GETTING LATE AND DARK OUTSIDE I NEE

The Thanatosis Joint.
Lyrics: Morbid Mac Vocals: Morbid Mac Background vocals: We Black Sheep Instruments: Cl@rk Beatsmithing: Compton Ass Matt Necromancy and thanatosis No need for the hypnosis It all seems so bleak and hopeless Easily you might miss the focus Brother you don’t notice The storm as it approaches Parasitic not symbiosis Propaganda or hocus pocus Yo where’s my knife at Yo where’s yo life at So how you like that We coming right back Just to spite that Your whole life’s wack In a Cadillac You can’t bite that You can’t hype that You can’t fight that Your whole crews wack Cause they just got ate up by morbidmac We black sheep be sittin on the spot Motherfuckers watch out you will get dropped We rock these rhymes and beats nonstop And we won’t stop comin till we get popped Pop pop pop pop pop pop pop pop pop pop pop Right back to the place that we stopped Greasy punk bitches will get dropped Like a bad habit on the way to the grave Silly silly rabbit ca

Crave Magazine Issue Release Party!
Hey SEXXY friends!!Last Thursday was Crave Magazine's Issue Release Party held at the Bliss Lounge!! There were a lot of people there when I arrived!! The party was in full swing! I ran into Robin, editor of Crave , and she was busy shaking hands with everyone!! SUCH the hostess!! I made my way upstairs and found Noah, art director of Crave! He was having a GREAT time! I tried to get him to dance on the pole, but he was too chicken!!The first band up was Quandry, who I just did a Rock Report on when they played Rock n Roll Pizza!! They were awesome then and they were equally awesome this night!Thank you Quandry!! You guys Rocked!!The next band up was Atypical Theme. I really liked this band! Hard driving metal and awesome vocals!! I even got some kick ass pics for a change! lol

Freedom Is Never Free
Freedom is Never Free To the many who have fought to make and keep us free. THANK YOU!!! I live in a Country Where I am free. I know about the men Who fought for it to be. I thank God everyday That I live in this Country And not in a land That is far, far away. I know freedom is never free It took brave men and women Who shed their blood And fought hard for you and me. So, if someone tells you that freedom is free, Just smile and look at them And tell them that freedom Took someone dying for you and me Freedom comes with a very high cost It takes our young people and tears them apart, It grabs ahold of families and breaks their hearts, It's paid for by the blood of those we've loved and lost So, you see my friend, freedom is never free It is paid for by others Who set our Country free Next time you see a war Vet Don't forget to say "thank you" It was only because of them that you can be you And as you look them in the eyes, you will see

Shut Your Dirty Whore Mouth, Player Player!
I know the best way to get what you want is to go after it. And the best way to learn what you want is to be straight forward... but I am really bad at being like that. Grr. Is there a grey area between the black (not doing anything) and the white (being blunt about it)?

You'll See
This is funny. YOU fill in the blanks about ME ... even if you don't have any idea, and send it back to ME . But first post a blank one out to all your friends so they can return the favor to you. Be honest and make sure you repost it blank in your own bulletin so I can do it for you! My name: Where did we meet: Take a stab at my middle name: How long have you known me: When is the last time that we saw each other: Do I drink: What was your first impression of upon meeting me/seeing me: What's one of my favorite things to do: Am I funny: What's my favorite type of music: Can I sing?: What is the best feature about me: Am I shy or outgoing: Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules: Do I have any special talents: Would you call me preppy, average, sporty, punk, hippie, glam, nerdy, snobby, or something else (what): Have I seen you naked?: Have you ever hugged me: Kissed me? What is my favorite food: Have you ever had a crush on

Cherry Photo Contest
Open to any female take a shot of you with a cherry real, fake, or drawn. let me know when the pics is ready let u know when the deadline is so be looking for the notice. alos the phot can be anyway you want to make it the sexier the better. thanking u in adavnce chill

Point Of View
This is funny. YOU fill in the blanks about ME ... even if you don't have any idea, and send it back to ME . But first post a blank one out to all your friends so they can return the favor to you. Be honest and make sure you repost it blank in your own bulletin so I can do it for you! My name: Where did we meet: Take a stab at my middle name: How long have you known me: When is the last time that we saw each other: Do I drink: What was your first impression of upon meeting me/seeing me: What's one of my favorite things to do: Am I funny: What's my favorite type of music: Can I sing?: What is the best feature about me: Am I shy or outgoing: Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules: Do I have any special talents: Would you call me preppy, average, sporty, punk, hippie, glam, nerdy, snobby, or something else (what): Have I seen you naked?: Have you ever hugged me: Kissed me? What is my favorite food: Have you ever had a crush on

Wear The Pants
Jack was going to be married to Jill, so his father sat him down for a little fireside chat. He says, "Jack let me tell you something. On my Wedding night in our honeymoon suite, I took off my pants and handed them to your mother, and I said, here try these on." So she did and said, "These just don't fit." So I replied, "...Exactly. I wear the pants in this family and always will. Ever since that night we have never had any problems." "Hmmm," says Jack. He thinks that might be a good thing to try. So on his honeymoon Jack takes off his pants and says to Jill, "Here try these on." So she does and says, "These just won't fit." So Jacks says,"Exactly. I wear the pants in this family and I always will, and I don't want you to ever forget that." Then Jill takes off her pants and hands them to Jack and says, "Here you try on mine. So he does and says, "I can't get into these." So Jill says, "Exactly. And if you don't change your attitude, you never will." ========

The Power That Comes From Being Alone
The Power that comes from being Alone Some people are so afraid of being alone that they would rather stay in a bad marriage or they will rush into a new relationship to avoid being alone. And yet, you can be more alone in a bad marriage than you'll ever be by yourself. * Being alone does not mean that you must be lonely. * Being alone gives you the opportunity to discover what really makes you happy. * Being alone means taking control of your life. * Being alone means doing for yourself because you want to, not because you have to. * Being alone means doing for others because you want to, not because you have to. * Being alone means you can eat crackers and cheese in bed at 3 a.m. while you watch a sappy movie. * Being alone means you can cry if you want to. * Being alone means you can buy yourself something dumb. * Being alone means you can cook whatever you'd like -- if and when you feel like it. * Being alone means that you may not always be able to affo

A Little Fame... Web Candy!
Wow, looks like we made it into someone elses blog! Big thanks goes out to Olivia for writing such a great review! Thanks so much! Quoted from http://shirtaday.blogspot.com Where’d you get that shirt?: You know you’re eye candy! Wednesday, November 08, 2006 You know you’re eye candy! So, the next time you’re having a webcam chat with your friend, you should be wearing a shirt like this! “Web Candy” from DeXine Graphic Concepts is this sweet little number that features a devilishly hot looking red webcam on it, and lets your fellow chatters know that you are all that, and eye candy too! Great for your inner flirtatious spirit! You’re a hottie! Let them know! Click on the shirt to get to DeXine to get one of these shirts. Shoot, get a few! They have all kinds of shirt styles that it’s offered on! You’re beautiful — flaunt it! See you next time with the next featured shirt here at “Why is Olivia

Please Say A Prayer For All Our Soldiers Today
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Im Bord
how is everyone im bord and i hate my daughters father he only wants to call or come around is when he wants something i hate him thats why im glad im got a good husband and he lo0ves our newborn but i dont know whats going on in this world

Today Was Just A Blur
hello I writing today because my day went really odd. I couldnt sleep last night, so I pudded around the house and ended up going to sleep around 4am. Stress has really taken over my life lately. You know those times where you laying in bed and the day and past runs through your head like a movie paying over and over again. And it seems the only time it dose is when u dont want to think of that part of your past. So you tend to stress and stress some more then u go into a panic attack. that pretty much how I have lead my life lately. Every since I left my x boyfriend I have had none stop stress. panic episodes are all the time and I cant sleep at night. Drepression is a major factor also. I have been dealing with depression for some time now, nothing I have been open with lately because i thought I could just get over it.... Thats not the case of course.I have tryed everything to mask my depression drugs,bad behavior to mask how I was feeling, but nothing has ever helped. I find that e

Crazy Hero
After hearing that one of the patients in a mental hospital had saved another from a suicide attempt by pulling him out of a bathtub, the director reviewed the rescuer's file and called him into his office. "Mr. James, your records and your heroic behavior indicate that you're ready to go home. I'm only sorry that the man you saved later killed himself with a rope around the neck." "Oh, he didn't kill himself," Mr. James replied. "I hung him up to dry."

My Lovely Lady Lumps
Ok, i know we are all sick of contests!! But ppl keep putting me in them so i am here again asking you to vote!! Its the best CT chest contest you can click here: http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=48886&albumid=107496&i=3321088085 Thanks again for rocking my contest world!!

Steamy
I can tell you in words just what I want to do to you.My dreams are of hot passionate sex.Then I am with you in person and I forget all the moves! Show me what to do!All my moves went out the window.All I want is your body moving with mine.AAAAAAAHHHHH!Your toataly delicious! Yes I am a little shy.Yes shy!Once I get comfterable I will let my freak flag fly.So kiss me tenderly and hold me close for now.In just a few minutes my wild side comes out! Show me what to do!All my moves went out the window.All I want is your body moving with mine.AAAAHHHH!Yoour toatly delicious! Just because you have cum doesnt mean Im through with you.That was just a warm up we still have the rest of the night!

Men Are Happier
This so explains it all!!!! Men Are Just Happier People ... What do you expect from such simple creatures? Your last name stays put. The garage is all yours. Wedding plans take care of themselves. Chocolate is just another snack. You can be President. You can never get pregnant. You can wear a white T-shirt to a water park. Hell, you can wear NO shirt to a water park. Car mechanics tell you the truth. The world is your urinal. You never have to drive to another gas station restroom because this one is just too icky. You don't have to stop and think of which way to turn a nut on a bolt. Same work, more pay. Wrinkles add character. Wedding dress: $5000.00. Tux rental: $100.00. People never stare at your chest when you're talking to them. The occasional well-rendered belch is not only appreciated by your friends, but practically expected. New shoes don't cut, blister, or mangle your feet. One mood all the time. Phone

What The Deal Is With Us Nice Guys
The Oft Untold Plight Of the “nice guy” He is never #1 in her eyes, but she is the apple of his eyes and the peach of his cheek. She is perfect in every way in his mind’s sight, whereas he is perfect for meaningless conversations about nothing at all. To him, this is the prelude to the greatest love affair he almost has. But to her, this is the perfect love affair that she’ll never have. She desperately wants a lover in all aspects, but all she finds are crooks. He is that perfect lover she is wanting, but she never looks. This could go on for hours, but I choose to stop and ask why such is true. Well its simple, bad boys hog the limelight. Our generation is geared into thinking that all attention-grabbers are some type of hero. Or, they are worthy of all affection generated by what they have done. Usually, the one gaining the spotlight is a notorious fiend. Just think, who gets referred to the most, the out-house builder, or the demolition man? The out-house

Popularity
i am pretty sure there was a point in most peoples lives where they didnt feel like part of group that they were part of. I keep noticing even though i parts of different groups where we all have something in common, that i am often, if not all the time, left out. Left out of conversations, outings, socializing get togethers, etc..... Whether its my childs school, her cheerleading group, or different online groups that i am part of (that i hold staff positions in) where there is a bond that brought us all together. I feel totally left out... i try to be part of the group, though i am constantly left out.... It gets tiring.... and all this, is just an observation...

A Womans Poem
he didnt like the casserole he didnt like my cake he said my biscuits were too hard... not like his mother used to make. i didnt perk the coffee right he didnt like the stew i didnt mend his socks the way his mother used to do. i pondered for an answer i was looking for a clue then i turned around and smacked the shit out of him like his mother used to do

~a Man I Never Knew~
He's a man I thought I knew But I didn't He's a man I thought would never turn on me But he did He's a man who said he would always be here for me But he isn't He's a man I thought would be a good father But he wasn't He's a man I never knew.

The Perfect Rose
Walking through a beautiful rose garden , smelling the sweet scents of roses Entering this ethereal field, and witnessing this perfection The sun embracing every rose, with a gentle and tender smile, as the wind softly gives a breeze Dreaming away with the roses In here heaven falls upon me, in this garden of thousand roses Where every touch and every scent, all the leaves and every breeze, caresses my deepest feelings here - in this place - so close to you, only true perfection the rose

~loving You~
You said you wanted me to stay Then you tell me to go away You said you would love noone but me But now you and her are all I see When I loved you You used my love I thought you wanted to be with me But you just said no You told me you loved me Then you used it against me You don't realize how you hurt me You don't know how I feel No kiss............No hug My lips are sealed Now you are gone, And time has passed I think about the love we had Time will tell if the pain will heal As long as you know my love is for real.

~leave~
I'm sitting alone thinking of you And the love I had for you Now you're gone, I've said goodbye I don't care about the tears in our eyes What are you waiting for? I said I don't love you anymore You betrayed me and my love Now I must fly like a dove I said goodbye, Why haven't you left? Leave my heart,my soul,and my mind.

~i Love You~
I find myself wanting you more Each and everyday Everytime I see you I just want to be safe in your arms Just the way it used be When we talk I keep myself from saying I Love You How can I get through this? How can we work it out? All the memories of us being together Drives me crazy The laughs we shared The kisses we kissed The hugs we hugged The nights we stayed up making love You seem not to know just how much I Love You I know I must move on But it's not worth it without you I love you

~the Unexpected~
When I least expected You came into my life You taught me how to love again Just when I thought it could never be You walked in and took my breath away There's been alot of hurt and pain But you took it away by a simple kiss Never in my life have I ever expected to fall So much in love I never expected to have a love As strong as our unexpected love

What A Day!!!
DAMMIT...I'M SO FUCKING MAD!!! I GOT ARRESTED TODAY FOR POSSESSION OF OVER THE LEGAL LIMITS OF GOOD LOOKS. THEY'RE HOLDING ME AT THE STATION, SAYING THAT ONLY A VERY SEXY PERSON CAN BAIL ME OUT. SO...YOU COMIN' OR WHAT?!? SEND THIS TO YOUR SEXIEST FRIENDS...INCLUDING THE ONE WHO SENT IT TO YOU (IF YOU THINK THEY'RE SEXY OF COURSE). IF YOU GET THIS BACK AT LEAST TEN TIMES IT MEANS THAT YOU'RE SUPER SEXY!

~always~
I'll always remember that you love me You'll always be in my heart Reguardless of what the future holds I'll always love you I'm sorry it had to come to an end But I couldn't take it anymore I wanted to feel needed and wanted I tried to let things work out But I couldn't do it You'll never realize how much you mean to me I would do anything to have you home and be in your arms But it's not going to happen I keep my mind occupied to forget about you But no matter how I try, I just can't I'll love you till the end So please till then Remember that you're always in my thoughts Remember that I will always love you no matter where you are.

Don't Shoot!
A young blonde woman is distraught because she fears her husband is having an affair, so she goes to a gun shop and buys a handgun. The next day she comes home to find her husband in bed with a beautiful redhead. She grabs the gun and holds it to her own head. The husband Shoots out of bed, begging and pleading with her not to shoot herself. Hysterically the blonde responds to the husband, 'Shut up ... you're next!'

~waiting~
I'm waiting on the day I can tell you how I feel. I've loved you from the beginning. It's amazing how everything seems to work out for us. I sit here waiting for the day That you come walking in and telling me it's for good. I wait for the day We can actually start our lives together It's hard to explain all the feelings I have for you. I have tried other relationships But they still can't compare to you. They don't show the love the way you do They don't keep my faith up when I can't go any longer You've never given up on me You make me believe everything will be ok Even when they're not. You actually tell me how important I am to you We've always talked when things were rough And we've always worked things outI love you for the man you are I love you for making me the person I am right now I love you for showing me there's more to life than just money and sex I love you for being here for me Waiting for the day to come So we can show the love we share together

Blonde Executed
Blonde Executed Three women are about to be executed. One's a brunette, one's a redhead, and one's a blonde. Two guards brings the brunette forward, and the executioner asks if she has any last requests. She says no, and the executioner shouts, "Ready . . . Aim . . ." Suddenly the brunette yells, "earthquake!!" Everyone is startled and looks around. She manages to escape. The angry guards then bring the redhead forward, and the executioner asks if she has any last requests. She says no, and the executioner shouts, "Ready . . . Aim . . ." The redhead then screams, "tornado!!" Yet again, everyone is startled and looks around. She too escapes execution. By this point, the blonde had figured out what the others did. The guards bring her forward, and the executioner asks if she has any last requests. She also says no, and the executioner shouts, "Ready . . . Aim . . ." The blonde shouts, "fire!!"

A Womans And Mans Prayer
Woman's Prayer ----------------------------- Before I lay me down to sleep, I pray for a man, who's not a creep One who is handsome, smart and strong. One who loves to listen long. One who thinks before he speaks. When he says he'll call, he won't wait weeks. I pray that he is gainfully employed. When I spend his cash, he won't be annoyed. Pulls out my chair and opens my door. Massages my back and begs to do more. Oh! Send me a man who'll make love to my mind, Knows what to answer to "How big is my behind?" I pray that this man will love me to no end, And never attempt to hit on my friend. Amen. +++++++++++++++++++++ MAN'S PRAYER ----------------------------- I pray for a deaf-mute nymphomaniac with huge boobs who owns a liquor store and a boat. Amen

The Rippling Effect.
The great discovery of my addiction 2 sex led me 2 feel tha need 2 spread tha good news 2 tha world around me.Later, I learned that concentratin on pleasin woman was a full time process that I take with much pride.As i become more ingrossed in pleasin a woman i observed a ripplin effect which without any conscious effort on my part, reached them 2 other worlds,without divertin me from my primary purpose of stayin long & strong & helpin them to achieve there climax!

~friendship Never Dies~
Some say friends don't last forever Little do they know true friendship is always there Friends will always have your back when noone else will Friends will always be there through good or bad Friends will remain friends even after they have had a fight Some will go without talking for a while But in the end they always will be there in times of need You can always count on friends to listen when you have things to say One thing people needs to realize is that true friendship never dies!

The Mental Ward
The walls closed in and everything around it feels pushed and pressured like my mind is strained by the questions of the judges. Shaking, bobbing, relentlessly thrown everything away only to be brought back by the wall is applied worse, stupefying, and chilling. Horrid breathing brought by the pain. Horrid echoes brought by the fear. Horrid whispers brought by the sorrow. Horrid memories all brought forth by the end. Horrid images all brought forth by the fury. The pain as I felt it was creeping me inside and out of my body as I feel the abuse and molest. Heavy, heavy breathing as I look upon roof for mercy. I cling onto the wall hoping there would be a glimmer of hope only to find darkness at the end of the tunnel. The fear as I was crawling on my knees looking for mercy hoping it would be given on my behalf but no I am not given any instead retribution is presented as a gift from the heart. Such relentless assaults are mocked by each blow echoing the

My Friends
I am sorry, yes I had surgery, I didnt have a chance to tell most of you, didnt really know how to say it, was pushed and fell down some steps, messed up my knee and had to be repaired, I am fine, just a lot of pain, to both my body and my pride...so hugs and kisses to all, and yea could use a little cherry luv.....

~friends Forever~
We stood by each other when we needed it the most Never once have we let others get to us We never turn our backs on each other We became best of friends Friends Forever We have our ups and downs But we stood for each other We've seen each other hurt and in pain But we was always there for each other Till the end girl We never gave up in the bad times We just made the best of them We got through all the rough periods Friends Forever This friend is hard to explain She's like my big sister We've stood up for each of us She's my best friend We've shared so many laughs and tears We made it through alot A friendship like ours is hard to find She's always been a true friend Friends Forever Girl,I love you You're more than a friend You're a friend forever It's hard to find friends like you Ones who is always there when I needed them You'll always be my big sister We're Friends Forever.

Sex Test
table border='0' cellpadding='5' cellspacing='0' width='600'> You scored as Very horny. You are very horny. You have a lot of desire. You get hard or wet very easily. Be careful to not let your sex drive go too far. Please rate and comment and tell me what quiz this is when you do!Super Horny69%Very horny69%Not horny56%Normal Horny56%A little horny56%How horny are you? (with pics)created with QuizFarm.com

The Worst Thing In Life...
The worst thing in life is not having someone to love to be alone for the rest of your life. to search, but never be found... to live, but never really live... to love, and never be loved... to wake every morning to find yourself alone in bed. to be alone one day more, than you want to be. The worst thin in life.. is not to believe in yourself to put yourself down... to love and dream alone is not the worst thing in life. The worst thing in life is not living at all!

Run Of Bad Luck
Well things have been going good for me over all, as if you would know since this is my first blog on here. Lately I've had some rotten luck, first of all, my car broke down, then my fiancee got sick and I missed work for a few days to stay home and take care of the kids, then I was sick. But back to the car, thinking it was the starter I replaced that, well no luck there. Thinking I might have gotten a bad starter I took it back off and sure enough it was cracked. So went back to the auto parts store got a new one, put it on and guess what....still wouldnt start. So I switched batteries with the van we have but have no plates on so we cant drive it, and that didnt work, but I did get the van started with the battery from the car. Let that run for about 30 min or so, make sure it was charged. Then, but the battery back in the car and it started finally....but, the belt was squealling like crazy...turns out that the alternator is locked up, so now I have to replace that, which I have no

Joke Of The Day
Ty: Well, Life goes on, so is your momma still there? traviesita53: fighting traviesita53: lol traviesita53: we've got mmm traviesita53: 4 cats and a dog with rabbies traviesita53: (ushould have seen dayan's reaction when she read that) explanation : dcc91984: my mom and my dad fight a lot dcc91984: like dog and cat dcc91984: so we've got 4 cats...Z(grandma, mom, sis and i) and one dog with rabbies( My dad) LOl i think all 4 cats are stronger..haha we attack as a group

Not A Poem, Song Lyrics, But Poetic And True...at Least When I Heard Them
Alone again tonight, without someone to love the stars are shining bright, so one more wish goes up oh I wish I may, and I wish with all my might for the love I'm dreaming of, and missing in my life. You'd think that I could find a true love of my own happens all the time with people that I've known their wishes all come true, so I've got to believe there's still someone out the who was meant for only me guess I must be wishing on someone else's star seems like someone else keeps getting what I'm wishing for why can't I be as lucky as those other people are? guess I must be wishing on someone else's star I sit here in the dark and stare up at the sky and I can't give my heart one good reason why everywhere I look it's lovers that I see seems like everyone's in love with everyone but me guess I must be wishing on someone else's star seems like someone else keeps getting what I'm wishing for why can't I be as lucky as those other people are? guess I must be wishi

Thank You
'I want to Thank You ALL for your Support And votes I was in the lead till One Princess shot up to 700 can't EVEN TOUCH THAT!!! So congradulations to her.. REMEMBER IM NOT A BITCH IM A PRINCESS IN TIGHT SHOES!! LOVE U ALL!!!' YOU ALL ROCK!!! Ele

Lost
Alone on an island, Far out to the sea, My heart is broken, For we'll never be. My soul has been bound, Nevermore to fly free, And my heart cries out, A sad, desperate plea. My eyes are so dark, I've lost all of my light, My dreams become nightmares, I can't sleep at night. Your face haunts my dreams, Always, you're all that I see, Your voice haunts my mind, I just wish we could be! I'm in love with you, Now I now the cost, My cold and lonely soul, Shall forever be lost.

Club Hi Octane
I would like to invite whoever goes to the trouble of reading this to my automotive website /forums. It has a photo gallery for registered users , a very nice classifieds section , technical info on anything with wheels , even has a personals section for the single gearhead. It covers cars , trucks ,and motorcycles of any make or model. You don't have to be an expert but just friendly and sociable. Registration , membership and usage is completely free. I really appreciate you taking the time to read this and I hope to see you there. Linkage: http://www.clubhioctane.com/community/index.php

And Open Letter:
To the lady that left her panties at the bus stop, i have to say I'm confused. I mean, did something happen? were you getting fucked and just forgot them? Bladder problems? Girl trouble? I mean please, i am fucking mystified. Sitting there smoking a cigarette and like a bad accident i keep staring at these dirty balled up panties... Fuck, i have never left my boxers anywhere in public... if i soil myself i have the common coutesy to throw that shit away... heh.. Anyways, i just want you to know that i dont like you, and think next time you should keep your panties with you... that is all. Sincerely Shannon Six

Paying 500$ For Banging A Hoe
Got sick and tired of chicks not wanting to do stuff I want during sex. So... Just got back from the hotel where I banged this hot babe for 500$. Worth every dime. I drilled her ass like meat as if she was Belladonna and then came in her mouth while she deep throated me. I`m so doing this next week. Money worth spending. Same money if you take a girl to dinner for couple weeks. Bottom line: If you haven`t tried hoes - you should try them.

Ok Here It Is!!
FIRST OF ALL IF YOU HAVE A FUCKING PROBLY WITH ANY ONE IN MY FAM TAKE IT TO THEM BE A MAN OR A WOMEN DONT HIDE LIKE A BITCH AND PLAY TELEAPHONE. CAUSE I JUST SUT THE AT&T SERVES OFF HERE SO UN LESS YOU HAVE A PROBLEM WITH ME I DONT WANT TO HEAR IR. SECONDLY TO ALL THE FAKE PEOPLE ON THAT SAID THERE WERE MY FRIENDSD WELL I SEE WERE YOU WERE WHEN I WANT HELP LEAVELING AND STUFF. BUT GOD FORBID IF I DONT ASNWER YOUR PMS RIGHT AWAY OR I SAY I DONT WANT TO DO A PHOTO SHOP FOR YOU THEN ITS LIKE I A M HUMAN WASTE . THAT STOPS NOW. AND IF THERE ARE PROPLES WITH ME YOU DONT TAKE IT TO SONNY YES HE IS MY BROTHER AND ALL BUT HES NOT MY KEEPER NOR MY FATHER SO IF YOU HAVE A PROBLEM COME TO ME... 3RD OF ALL Damage Inc Radio is my staion and if thers a pronblem with it or my satff come to me not sonny 4th of all people need to fucking grow up and learn to deal with shit cause i am a real person i dont hide on here

....my Siste The Virgin....
Please note....the title to this blog is NOT about me! Just a part of a good joke and a funny story. Tonight was fun. For anyone that does not know me...I am not big on going out and drinking and partying and stuff like that. However, when my best friends brother whos sister I have been best friends with since second grade turns 21...its party time. Ok...so he didnt really JUST turn 21, but it was his party time in good ole c-burg. The night started at Maxwells where I met up with Kristin and the gang. I spent about half of our time there talking to Kristin's parents and her aunt and uncle. We soon decided to head over to the B for the band night. We paid the money to go see the cover band. $7 for not much of anything. We pretty much paid to spend most of the night at the back bar playing bar dice and drinking. I was all ok till Jeff decided to make us all do Tequilla. I won't lie to ya, me and Tequilla are NOT friends. I survived without worshiping the porcelin god soo...thats

Its All Fun And Games...till U Are Talking To A Mouse!
Hey all. Its been near forever!! I guess I need to catch you up on some stuff. I'm tired so it's going to be kept short and sweet!! Casa De La Michelle was officially open on Nov 1st. There are still boxes everywhere and the whole unpacking phase is still being processed, but give me a break. I am unpacking 22 years of life....only to realize its been a dull one. Ha Ha! Not really. Got to be "one of the guys" when I went to Chicago with all of the managers and Ben (all male) to the 3G rally. Todd (the BIG bossman) broke me into many new seafood delicacies. In one night I was made try raw oysters **Note to self...NEVER chew again...gag**, Kalamari w/ mushrooms, and lobster. I have to admit..the meal was very good. Kinda odd since I hate fishy foods. Oh well. Those are the MAIN events! Here are some small highlights. *LOCAL GIRL SEEN BARE NAKED IN HER KITCHEN* Yeah....anytime I turned my shower on the toilet overflowed soo....I had to "shower" myself in my kitchen sink.

George Carlin"s View On Aging
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Sugar Date: Nov 11 2006 10:58 PM Subject: Aging George Carlin (Absolutely Brilliant) IF YOU DON'T READ THIS TO THE VERY END, YOU HAVE LOST A DAY IN YOUR LIFE. AND WHEN YOU HAVE FINISHED, DO AS I AM DOING AND SEND IT ON. George Carlin's Views on Aging Do you realize that the only time in our lives when we like to get old is when we're kids? If you're less than 10 years old, you're so excited about aging that you think in fractions. "How old are you?" "I'm four and a half!" You're never thirty-six and a half. You're four and a half, going on five! That's the key. You get into your teens, now they can't hold you back. You jump to the next number, or even a few ahead. "How old are you?" "I'm gonna be 16!" You could be 13, but hey, you're gonna be 16! And then the greatest day of your life . . . you become 21. Even the words sound like a ceremony . YOU BECOME 21. YESSSS!!! But then you tur

How Impulsive Are You
You Are 43% Impulsive You're quite impulsive, but you never are reckless. You qualify as a very spontaneous person, but you still know how to honor your commitments. And while responsibility doesn't come easy to you, having fun does! Are You Impulsive?

Act Your Age Not Your Shoe Size..
Why do people say.."blah blah rate my profile and "ALL" MY pics. You say okay.. then they only have 5 that you can rate?? Why do some people droll on and on about being so friendly and you get 10 secs after you add them as friends then they want you to.. AGAIN rate the pics you can't see? Oh it gets better.. Then they want your yahoo or msn.. and you never talked to them on here in the shout box or emails. I don't get it.. oh.. and when you rate all the pics and they get all smart ass with you .. cuz you didn't comment on 2000 pics? lmao So , they block you cuz you gave them 10's but didn't inflate the ego.. and say what zillions have said already.. I've had it happen.. so i blocked 2 or 3 weirdo's And one was .. U blocked me!! er yeah! Your taking away my happy space so yeah! When your adult again.. i'l unblock ya.. rofl I don't get it.. Its so silly.. Why then when you loose total interest..and would rather play "doom 4" . Then they get

So Its My Birthday Today
and how about i got NOOOOOOOOO cherry love on my birthday. no messages, no gifts, *sigh* nothing. thats ok tho... i manage to keep a real life too and im about to go get FUUUUUUCKED up. no rest for the wicked!!!!!! hahahahahahahhahahaha HOLLA

Can I Make This Rock A Stone?
Let me ask you all - What is the meaning of Manipulation? Webster says this: exerting shrewd or devious influence especially for one's own advantage; "his manipulation of his friends was scandalous" - Wow!!! Can we say we don't know someone like this? I do... I have recently had an interaction with someone who will pull every string, taunt every line, and take every advantage of those around them that will make their way known. I say this to them: Search elsewhere!! I'm not lost, nor am I hurting for what will be and what is! I am only in pain for those friends of mine that get caught up in those webs that entangle others in their sick ways! Remember this, all those who see me as a friend - I am NOT a puppet, nor shall I be - I let all things in my life go one way or the other. Take this image with you: A man stands alone, his bench place gone...Does he sit on the earth and soil his pants? Yes - For the earth is what he knows... - That man is me - I have my 'grounding' and I know it! T

Broken Machine.
I reached deep into an aspect of my mind that I haven't accessed in ages for this. Call it what you will, make of it what you will. Broken Machine I'm slipping here and I don't want to. I made it so fucking far, and it took so much fucking work and you're undoing every single bit of progress I've made and I don't want to be him again and I don't want I don't want I don't want I don't want not there again not him again and fuck you for making me need you and fuck you for leaving me like this and fuck you for making me love you and fuck you for me and fuck you for you andandandand I love you. You make me feel sick and I love you for it. I fucking hate you. I fucking need you. I play many roles and I am many people and I have many minds and yet and yet and yet you managed to find the core the center the control room the power supply and now that you fucking wormed your way in there you're ripping out the wires and your breaking all the parts and I can't live like t

A Time
A time to remember our forefathers a time tell stories of our country and how many men died fighting for our freedom so that we may live to see another day and days that will live in infamy wheter they died fighting the good fight or over some political scandal they shall never be forgotten but held high and beloved by us who want to show our appreciation never let down by the decimation no descration so on this day and time salute our fallen brothers and show love to their widowed lovers.

I Cant Believe What I Am Reading
Just wanted to say how disgusted i am that 2 of mty friends are getting shit put on them CT Queen love you girl dont need shit like him & Bee u are my sis & i will stand up for you no matter what? you are NOT A FAKE dont let ppl say you are> WTF is goin on here ppl bitching all the time i am getting sick of it. IF ANYONE HAS A GO AT MY FAMILY HERE OR FRIENDS WATCH OUT U WILL HAVE TO DEAL WITH ME. THANKYOU FOR READING. Love you all just had to get this off my chest

Important
This is an easy test, you score 100 or zero. It's your choice. If you aren't ashamed to do this, please follow the directions. Jesus said, "if you are ashamed of me, I will be ashamed of you before my Father." Not ashamed pass this on ... only if you mean it. Yes, I do Love God. He is my source of existence and Savior. He keeps me functioning each and every day. Without Him, I will be nothing. Without Him, I am nothing but with Him I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. Phil 4:13

Cats
> Subject: Cats > > Hilarious.. A True Story > > > > Cat Lover or Not, this is hysterical! > > We've all had trouble with our animals, but I don't think anyone can > top > this one: > > Calli! ng in s ick to work makes me uncomfortable. No matter how > legitimate > my excuse, I always get the feeling that my boss thinks I'm lying. > > On one recent occasion, I had a valid reason but lied anyway, > because the > truth was just too darned humiliating. I simply mentioned that I had > sustained a head injury, and I hoped I would feel up to coming in the > next day. By then, I reasoned, I could think up a doozy to explain > the > bandage on the top of my head. The accident occurred mainly because > I had > given in to my wife's wishes to adopt a cute little kitty. > Initially, the new acquisition was no problem > > > Then one morning, I was taking my shower after breakfast when I > heard my > wife, Deb, call out to me from the kitchen. > > "Ho

No Freedom
Trapped in a cage with nowhere to go wake up in the morning and this how my day go walk from corner to corner and sit down wanting to know what others are doing, I’m so down tears roll down my face I want to be like them to breath the fresh air and sing songs from a limb not knowing how it feels to spread my wings to soar in the sky and feel the fresh air of spring since day one the owner clipped my wings So I don’t know how it is to fly I sit in my cage, beg for crackers and cry from time to time I get amused by the kids they making silly faces trying to make me chirp again I feel tortured and abused in the bottom of my cage I can only read the news sadly I chirp this song, the no freedom blues

The Urinal Is Too High
The Urinal Is Too High A group of 3rd, 4th and 5th graders, accompanied by two female teachers, went on a field trip to the local racetrack (Churchill Downs) to learn about thoroughbred horses and the supporting industry (Bourbon), but mostly to see the horses. When it was time to take the children to the bathroom it was decided that the girls would go with one teacher and the boys would go with the other. The teacher assigned to the boys was waiting outside the men's room when one of the boys came out and told her that none of them could reach the urinal. Having no choice, she went inside, helped the boys with their pants, and began hoisting the little boys up one by one holding onto their "wee wees" to direct the flow. As she lifted one, she couldn't help but notice that he was unusually well endowed. Trying not to show that she was staring, the teacher said, "You must be in the 5th grade." "No, ma'am, " he replied, "I'm the jockey riding Silver Arrow in the seventh."

Moving.... Again
I swear I've moved more than anyone in the world that isn't in the military. We're moving to a 2 bedroom apartment across the hall (I thought it wasn't bigger, but it turns out it's a 2-bedroom... finally some privacy!) Monday. There's a chance I might not be online for a while because the landlord is taking his sweet time getting the cable cut off from the people who used to live there. I swear if I don't have my internet, I'm gonna go crazy. (plus I'll fail my online classes) For the record, I did call Thursday nite. (which was when I found out when we were moving) Gee, nice to know of the move three days before it happens. Anyway, if you can prolly tell, I'm all fucked up about it. I'll live though.

Funny.....
A Guy is driving his girlfriend home when she decides she wants to go to her friends instead. Her friend lives out of the way so she tells her boyfriend that she would get naked for him if he drove her. The guy says ok and the girl takes off all her clothes. The boyfriend is so busy looking at her that he stacks the car and gets stuck between the steering wheel and the seat. He tells her to go get help and she replied that she couldn’t because she didn’t have any clothes on. He replies, “Take my shoe and cover your snatch with it, and go for help!” She takes the shoe and runs to the closest gas station. She finds the clerk and says, "Help, my boyfriend is stuck! Can you help us?" The clerk replies, "I’m sorry, I think he's too far in."

Today's Love Your Friend Day!
Today is "LOVE YOUR FRIENDZ DAY" Send this to all your friends and me if I am one. you are a TRUE FRIEND.... I LOVE YOU SO MUCH -------------------------------------- If you get a dozen your loved!! _________________.s$$_________ ____s$ ________________s$$$?______s__ ___s$³ ______________.s$$$___ __.s$, ___s$$³ _____________s$$$$³______.s$__ _.$$³ ________, ____$$$$$.______s$³__ __³$ ________$___$$$$$$s_____s$³___ __³, _______s$___³$$$$$$$s___$$$, ` ____.. _______$$____³$$$$$$s.__³$$s__ ___, , ________³$.____³$$$$$$$s_.s$$$_ ___ _______`$$.____³$$$$$$$_$$$$__ _s³ ________³$$s____³$$$$$$s$$$³__ s$³ _________³$$s____$$$$$s$$$$`__ s$$ ______s.__$$$$___s$$$$$$$$³_.s $$³__ ______$$_s$$$$..s$$$$$$$$$$$$$ $³__ ______s$.s$$$$s$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ $_ _____s$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$³ ____s$$$ssss$$$$$$$$$$ssss$$$s ___$$s§§§§§§§§§s$$$$s§§§§§§§§§$$ ___³§§§§§§§§§§§§§s$s§§§§§§§§§§§§§³ ___§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§s§§§§§§§§§§§§§§ ___³§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§ ____³§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§§

Best Asset Contest
[ CherryTAP.com photo: 4137617433 ] [ CherryTAP.com photo: 4137617433 ] plz go vote for me i wanna win a VIC gift since i never had one so plz there are two one for most comments and one for most votes need my friends to help me to win :-) thanks a bunch muah xoxoxo also make sure to hit my friend's page up with a ten with out him there wouldnt be a contest RATE MY PAGE...chances are...i rated yours!!!!!!@ CherryTAP [ CherryTAP.com photo: 4137617433 ] [ CherryTAP.com photo: 4137617433 ] [ CherryTAP.com photo: 4137617433 ]

"i Am Meth"
(This was written by a young Indian girl who was in jail for drug charges, and was addicted to meth. She wrote this while in jail. As you will soon read, she fully grasped the horrors of the drug, as she tells in this simple, yet profound poem. She was released from jail, but, true to her story, the drug owned her. They found her dead not long after, with the needle still in her arm.) Please keep praying for our Children, ! Teens, Young adults. Understand, this thing is worse than any of us realize... My Name: "Is Meth" I destroy homes, I tear families apart, take your children, and that's just the start. I'm more costly than diamonds, more precious than gold, The sorrow I bring is a sight to behold. If you need me, remember I'm easily found, I live all around you - in schools and in town. I live with the rich; I live with the poor, I live down the street, and maybe next door. I'm made in a lab, but not like you think, I can be made under the k

Friends Heart & Soul
Have you ever felt like you knew someone a long, long time ago? Another place, another time, a friendship of the souls? Two people who share a bond for reasons neither know, A feeling that they were friends, a long, long time ago? Did they stumble onto each other by pure circumstance, Or was it fate and destiny that played a certain hand? Two souls intertwined, they are worlds apart, But the soul, it knows no difference, in matters of the heart. Somehow they are drawn together, fate has brought them back, Each living worlds apart, they journey separate paths. When this life is over, and a new life begins, Their souls will find each other, two souls that we call friends.

Things To Do At Walmart
Things to do @ wal-mart 1. Get 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them in people's carts when they aren't looking. 2. Set all the alarm clocks in Housewares to go off at 5-minute intervals. 3. Make a trail of tomato juice on the floor leading to the rest rooms. 4. Walk up to an employee and tell him/her in an official tone, " 'Code 3' in housewares".... and see what happens. 5. Go the Service Desk and ask to put a bag of M&M's on lay away. 6. Move a 'CAUTION - WET FLOOR' sign to a carpeted area. 7. Set up a tent in the camping department and tell other shoppers you'll invite them in if they'll bring pillows from the bedding department. 8. When a clerk asks if they can help you, begin to cry and ask, "Why can't you people just leave me alone?" 9. Look right into the security camera; & use it as a mirror, and pick your nose. 10. While handling guns in the hunting department, ask the clerk if he knows where the anti - depressants are. 11. Dart around th

3 Secrets Of Meeting Women Online
3 Secrets Of Meeting Women Online -------------------------------------------------- To safely and permanently exclude yourself from future mailings just click the link at the end of this newsletter. To sign yourself up for this complimentary e-letter, visit www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com -------------------------------------------------- >If you've "tried" online dating, and not gotten the results that you wanted... or you'd like to learn how to write online personal ads that get MASSIVE RESPONSE, then go read this: http://www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com/e/17842/MeetingWomenOnline/ ***SUCCESS STORY*** Well I have to say I was a little skeptical about your book at first. I've never been very successful with women. I've always been the shy, quiet type that treat women like a prize and act like a wussy. Well after a few newsletters I decided to give it a shot. Well it all made sense to me so I got your CD series and it's even better then the book. So I

How To Act On Your First Date With Her
How To Act On Your First Date With Her -------------------------------------------------- To safely and permanently exclude yourself from future mailings just click the link at the end of this newsletter. To sign yourself up for this complimentary e-letter, visit www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com -------------------------------------------------- >If you'd like to learn how to spark and amplify ATTRACTION using only your conversation and other communication, then I highly recommend that you learn the secret "language of attraction" that I call SEXUAL COMMUNICATION. Here's a great place to get some fantastic pointers and see some great video clips on the topic... http://www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com/e/17842/SexualCommunication/ "How should I act on the first date?" I get a lot of specific questions that are basically variations of this... things like: "What should we talk about?" and "How do you keep the conversation interesting?" So instead o

7 New Cocky Lines
ey Crystal, While there is no "magic bullet" out there that will turn you from dud to stud with women overnight, if there is something that comes close, it would have to be the skill of COCKY COMEDY. It's no coincidence that almost every guy who is a "natural" at meeting women is a MASTER of Cocky Comedy (whether he knows it by name or not). There's just something magical about communicating in this way... it says all of the right things about you... and lets a woman know INSTANTLY that you are funny, confident... and a "catch". The best part? It's the one skill that any guy can start using IMMEDIATELY to increase his success with women... even if he's never been great with women in the past... and... even if he isn't all that great at Cocky Comedy itself. Huh? Let me explain... One of the great things about Cocky Comedy is that you can start using it by simply learning a few proven "lines"... then getting out there and tr

Ok Girls My Babe Needs Your Help
COME ON AND HELP HER OUT ON THE ONE I KNOW SHE WILL RETUNE THE FLAV. Robs' BEST ASSET CONTEST!!!!!! -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Come one....come all... Vote for your favorite Cherry Tap ASSET NOW!!!! Click Image to see all the HOTTEST ASSETS! -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- ***Rules of Contest*** Please contestants....dont vote for yourself. Voters can vote as many times as they want. TOTAL of TWO VIC GIFTS WILL BE GIVEN OUT! Most commented picture gets runner up VIC GIFT! Picture with the most Ratings...GETS 1st PLACE VIC GIFT! VOTE NOW!!! Hope you all have fun...remember its just a game..

Oh My
Are you a Nudist? Your Result: Wannabe Nudist You have always dreamed of Naturism and want to explore it but you need more time to think. Visit Sites and read articles about Naturism. Once the time is right, go for it and have some fun free of clothes!Textile Nudist in Training Full Time Nudist Are you a Nudist?Quizzes for MySpace

Some Bitch That Says That I Am Gross
jenna@ CherryTAP fuck her if you love me go tell this bitch to fuck off she never had to look cant she read my profile??? jenna@ CherryTAP go tell her she should just hit the back button and fuck off - and not try and attempt in putting me down cuz ur words are like water under a bridge for me

The Love Squad
The Love Squad By Virelle Kidder "Oh, no! Not company!" I groaned, the moment my car rounded the corner and our house came into full view. Usually I'd be thrilled to see four cars lined up in our driveway, but after I spent a weeklong vigil at the hospital with an ill child, my house was a colossal mess. Turning off the car engine, I dragged myself to the front door. "What are you doing home so soon?" my friend Judie called from the kitchen. "We weren't expecting you for another hour! We thought we'd be long gone before you got home." She walked toward me and gave me a hug, then asked softly, "How are you doing?" Was this my house? Was I dreaming? Everything looked so clean. Where did these flowers come from? Suddenly more voices, more hugs. Lorraine, smiling and wiping beads of perspiration from her forehead, came up from the family room where she had just finished ironing a mountain of clean clothes. Regina peeked into the kitchen, having finish

Letters
>> >>>TO MY DEAR WIFE: >> >>>During the past year I have tried to make love to you 365 >>times. >> >>>I have succeeded 36 times, which is an average of once every >>ten >> >>>days. >> >>>The following is a list of why I did not succeed more often: >> >>>54 times the sheets were clean >> >>>17 times it was too late >> >>>49 times you were too tired >> >>>20 times it was too hot >> >>>15 times you pretended to be sleep >> >>>22 times you had a headache >> >>>17 times y ou were afraid of waking the baby >> >>>16 times you said you were too sore >> >>>12 times it was the wrong time of the month >> >>>19 times you had to get up early >> >>>9 times you said weren't in the >>mood >> >>>7 times you were sunburned >> >>>6 times you we! re watching the late show >> >>>5 times you didn't want to mess up your new hairdo >> >>>3 times you said the neighbors would hear us >> >>>9 times you said your mother would hear u >> >>>Of the 36 times I did succeed, the activi

Waiting And Puppies.....not Related Subjects.
Well, Troy called me this morning, I of course asked him if it was snowing again out there in Storm Lake, Iowa and luckily he said no...YAY!! Anyway, he said that I should be getting a delivery today, so in other words, that meant Shannon Leigh, was not leaving the house today, not too worry, wasn't planning on it anyway, it's cold enough to freeze my left boob off!!! Well, it's already 1530, almost and no delivery....I'm pretty sure he ordered flowers for me and is having them delivered from the location close to here, wherever that shop is but I guess that they are not open or something on Saturday...kind of sucks, I would really like to have the 'delivery' because I've been kind of a gloomy gussette today, actually the past couple of days. I even let it slip to Troy that I was really thinking of just giving up and that the big 's' word (yes, suicide), was seriously crossing my mind. Not smart Shannon....I'm sure he'll end up getting ahold of his mother since it's the weeken

Rosie O'donell
I finished Rosie O'Donell's book last night. It took me less than 24hrs to read the entire book. It was an easy read and it kept my attention the entire time. She has a keen sense of style and I did get her imagery. I don't completely understand her. She is alot like me and then alot like the type of person I don't care for. Meaning the ones who boo hoo about all the bad things that happened in their lives and can't move past it. I don't like that. It is the one thing I hate MOST if I do it too. Also I don't get her fasination with the girl Stacie/Melissa etc... I don't understand why she was so drawn to this person and why she allowed herself to get so sucked up into her life. That I dont' get, and how she responded to the entire thing... but then again who am I to judge, who am I to say what is right or wrong. It was an interesting book into the mind of a Star. I cried when she wrote about Parker's adoption. Man that hit home as a MOM to 5 boys. I cried actually at a few parts

Write The Vision (video)
================= SEE VIDEO BELOW ================= WRITE THE VISION Lenora Love Whiteside Write the vision while it is day while it is night by candlelight. Write the vision as you kneel and pray Whatever it is that your inner eye see write the vision as the Holy Spirit gives you Love, Peace, Joy & Liberty And the Lord answered me and said, Write the vision and make it plain upon tables that he may run that readeth it, write the vision, whether your gay or feeling gloom, keep on writing even while the day is doom, whatever it is that your inner eye see, Write the vision as the Holy Spirit gives you, Love, Peace, Joy & Liberty! (c)2000, Lenora Love Whiteside Poet & Spoken Word Artist ============================ WRITE THE VISION -- (VIDEO) Lenora Love Whiteside ============================ Lenora Love whiteside, Poet & Spoken Word Artist WEBSITE: www.LenoraLove.com EMAIL: LenoraLove@Yahoo.com

Thank You
I just want to say THANK YOU to those who have served and to those to serve !!! Thank you!!!! My thoughts and prayers are with you all!!! ------------------------------------------------------------------------------- It is the VETERAN, not the preacher, who has given us freedom of religion. It is the VETERAN, not the reporter, who has given us freedom of the press. It is the VETERAN, not the poet, who has given us freedom of speech. It is the VETERAN, not the campus organizer, who has given us freedom to assemble. It is the VETERAN, not the lawyer, who has given us the right to a fair trial. It is the VETERAN, not the politician, Who has given us the right to vote. It is the VETERAN, who salutes the Flag God Bless America and the Men and Women who stand in harms way to protect our Future and our Freedoms I love my Vets how about you...

Pussycat
Taurus You are very stubborn, and your withdrawn nature makes you irresistible to hotties. You like sex to be romantic and passionate, and you know just how to make it that way. Your partners cannot resist your spontaneous and gentle nature. Sex matches: Cancer, Virgo, Capricorn Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Oh,yeah I Forgot!
I alos have my poetry in my blogs which have been read,rated,and commented very few times.I know its dark and morbid but its the best way to get to know me.Please read,arte,and comment for me...it will make me very happy...I'm depressed tonight(and no I don't wanna talk).Just do me these favors and I will be happy.Thanx alot. *hugs and kisses*

Priests
>> > Two priests are off to the showers late one >> > night. They undress and step into the showers >> > >> > before they realize there is no soap. >> > >> > Father John says he has soap in his room and >> > goes to get it, not bothering to dress. >> > >> > He grabs two bars of soap, one in each hand, >> > and heads back to the showers. He is halfway >> > down the hall when he sees three nuns heading his >> > way. >> > Having no place to hide, he stands against >> > the wall and freezes like he's a statue. >> > >> > The nuns stop and comment on how life-like >> > he looks. The first nun suddenly reaches out and >> > pulls on his >> > manhood. Startled, he drops a bar of soap. >> > >> > "Oh look" says the first nun, "it's a soap >> > dispenser". To test her theory the second nun also >> > pulls on his >> > manhood. Sure enough, he drops the second bar of >> > soap. >> > >> > Now the third nun decides to have a go. She >> > pulls once

Bird's Eye View, (video)
========================= *** SEE VIDEO BELOW *** ========================= A BIRDS' EYE VIEW Lenora Love Whiteside My blind eyes are dim and confused yet from a birds' eye view, I can see the signs of the end of time. I hear the faint whisper of the wind spread the news through the trees! I watch as the apple worm stretch his body by faith peek around, listen for that Angelic trumpet sound. My blind eyes are dim and confused yet from a birds' eye view, I can see the signs of the end of time. I hear the nestling in the tree, chirping happily! Little birdie in the tree, hearken unto me! Don't be shy take to the sky, Is the master coming by and by? without fear, she dance a demonstration in the sky. She shreak through her trumpet beak "Soon, soon, she said, our creator is coming back soon! Lenora Love Whiteside, Poet & Spoken Word Artist ============================== BIRDS'S EYE VIEW -- (VIDEO) Lenora Love Whiteside =========

Table Set For Two...
Candles flicker softly on a table set for two, There's no one on the earth tonight except for me and you. A nice romantic dinner and a bottle of chilled wine, And we are here together in a moment stopped in time. A love so few have ever known and this is its birth night, Alone within our little world, you and I and candlelight. So soon we will set free the feelings that we want to share. And I am held here spellbound by your laughter in the air. Thoughts of love like falling leaves, Swirling in the autumn breeze, Flow in our minds and in our eyes, A tender look and longing sighs, We touch and as the fire starts, That we have kindled in our hearts, We kiss and hear the angels sing, As heavens gift to me you bring, No more to live my life alone, And in your soul I found my home, At peace within your loving arms, Captivated by your charms, And happily I'd die for you, Here at this table set for two.

Why?
Sometimes at night, when I look to the sky, I start thinking of you and then ask myself, why? Why do I love you? I think and smile, because I know the list could run on for miles. The whisper of your voice, the warmth of your touch, so many little things that make me love you so much. The way you support me, and help with my emotions, the way that you care and show such devotion. The way that your kiss, fills me with desire, and how you hold me with the warmth of a blazing fire. The way your eyes shine when you look at me, lost with you forever is where I want to be. The way that I feel when you're by my side, a sense of completion and overflowing pride. The dreams that I dream, that all involve you, the possibilities I see and the things we can do. How you finish the puzzle that lies inside my heart, how that deep in my soul, you are the most important part. I could go on for days, telling of what I feel, but all you really must know is my love for you is real.

You Are
You are my air The sun in my day The moon in my night The spring in my step You are my everything. You are the stars in the sky The birds in the trees The shimmer, the sparkle, the shine. Without the light you put into my life I would be nothing A single leaf on the ground in autumn, Lost, forgotten, alone. Before i knew you, I was nothing. Now I am everything, With you at my side, I am invincible! Feel the same my baby, You are loved so much, I love you now and forever You are my darling, my baby, my love You are my everything I love you so much.

The Poet's Pen (poetry)
THE POET'S PEN Lenora Love Whiteside With this pen I write -- From the inner being of my soul I wonder do other spirits understand Fully the plight of a poet? When she cried at twilight Seems her shadow aids her beck and call The poets' pen power from within Can it change the world? Shall it be the solution to pollution Or the answer to world affairs? Calamity and Tragedy through the storms The twins cried loudly Is there any one there, Surely does anyone care? The homeless poor Whom eats from trash cans outside my door With this pen I write -- From the inner being of my soul As the years go by I realize, life is too abort Loved ones and strangers battle in court Am I the only one a fool? The word of God is true As close as my shadow may appear to be He can't save me Lips that speak tales of damnation Hands that shed innocent blood with a stroke of a pen The Angels will report everything you do It will face you again soon Every deed done in

Eternal
Breathless kisses Burning touches Soft-spoken words of love Urgently spoken words of passion. A man and a woman One complete love Since time began Predestined to be as one. We've been together before In other lifetimes We've fought dragons And have been torn from each others arms Yet our love prevailed. We've walked on this earth many times together Perhaps for a moment Perhaps for years But our heart is one heart And we were meant to be. So when our time on earth Once again comes to a close Have no worries my dear For we will find each other again And again And again. For our love is ageless Eternal A love for all time.

Marius
You scored as Marius. You are the quiet cool. You are so mellow people are lulled into a false sense of security. When you are pissed god help anyone who crosses you?Armand50%Marius50%Blade42%Dracula33%Lestat33%Louis25%Spike25%Akasha17%Angel17%Deacon Frost17%Whose your Vampire personality? (images)created with QuizFarm.com

Panic! At The Disco/ Jack's Mannequin Concert! [[w/ Pictures!]]
So the show was awesome. Ahh...so much to tell but so little time. What can I say? Hmm...I was in the very front...ass raping the barracade...if it had an ass. Mr. Ryan Ross played clevage ball with me...nearly tossing his guitar pick down my shirt...not sure if he meant to do that or not. Either way...he did. I saw Brendon talking on his cell phone when we got to the arena...I swear I follow this boy like its the plague. Everytime we're in the same town we seem to bump into each other. Ok...so it's not THAT bad...and it's not like I mind either. haha. I almost got into a fight with some stupid bitch and I decided fan girls are fuckin annoying...and they were going all out last night. On a higher note, enjoy the pix I took from my camera phone:

I Think...
I may have made a mistake. But regardless. I'm a patient man. Very patient. I'll see how this plays out. But never think, that it's all blind faith, mind You. For every thing I say to You, there's ten more in my head that I'm not saying. I may be an idiot, but I'm no fool.

Calling On Angels
my little buddy bradley has requested calling on angels to help him in his battle with cancer lets all help him with this request!!! he is six years old and wants to grow up and be a firefighter just like his daddy!!!! and prayers to angels would be great too!!!!

My Symbol 2
What's your symbol? Reversed PentagramAntichrist much? You are the Reversed Pentagram. You should get it tattoed between your shoulder blades like Matt Zane.....(go to google images and type in Matt Zane, the first picture shows it well.)Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

What Kind Of Music I Am
What Kind of Music Are You? :::pics::: MetalYou're about as hardcore as they come. Music is your passion and you listen to it for talent not because it's popular. You probably have a lot of respect for all artforms and you like classical piano. Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

What Band Symbol I Am
What Band's Symbol are You? Slipknot's SymbolSlipknot's symbol represents you best. You can be evil at times, and even be satanic. You love loud music and probably like black or death metal. You're cool.Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

Damn, What A Difference A Day Makes Lol
Guess I shouldn't have come home for the weekend. LOL! Didn't know I would ruffle so many feathers in my short time back. But honestly, if anyone truly took a look at my profile or previous blogs, you would know what you're getting when you add me as a friend. But I'm just me. I'm very opinionated, intelligent, and very confident in my intelligence. It might come off as arrogance, or that I'm talking down to people. Please believe it's not my intentions to come off like that, however, I just can't take some of what goes on here as the status quo. Either you fall in or fall off. I have met a lot of others who feel the same way as I, but don't put it into words. So I guess I'm speaking for more than just myself. But honestly, I want us all to get along and have fun. I wish that anytime I log on, that you would smile when you see that multicolored cherry next to my nickname (whatever goofy saying I come up for the moment LOL). I know that not everybody will get along on here. That'

Pimp Train!!!
HEY EVERYONE WHO WANTS MORE RATINGS COMMENTS AND FRIENDS JUST HOP ABOARD THIS PIMPIN TRAIN... NO TICKET REQUIRED! LETS GET IT STARTED UP IN HERE! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ YOUR CONDUCTOR IS KRISTY Dragons Bitch@ CherryTAP ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ JUST LEAVE ME A COMMENT AND I WILL BE SURE TO ADD YOU ASAP!!!!!! BELOW THIS LINE!!!! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ My Bitches DRAGON@ CherryTAP Tink@ CherryTAP ~!~BubbleChick~!~Cleanin leave a message@ CherryTAP THE SEXY JUGGALO THRILL HAMMER@ CherryTAP MARIA NAKED ~SEXY JUGGALETTE~@ CherryTAP ~~devilbitch~~leave me alone~~@ CherryTAP Baby, you amaze me@ CherryTAP ~badassbitch74~@ CherryTAP ~MissB~REDNECKS OF CT~(COME VOTE FOR ME TODAY)

My Hero Type
What type of hero would you be? Dark HeroYou are a dark hero. Your name is whispered instead of shouted, and for a good reason! You are hard on yourself and likely have a dark past, or perhaps you seek forgiveness for an ancient wrong you seek to set right. In any case, your tales are are filled with vengeance, loss of innocence and a uniquely personal kind of justice. These aside, your good intentions still make you a hero, despite whatever means you use to achieve your ends. On the positive side, you are quite badass. Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

Burning Bright
by: Shinedown I feel like there is no need for conversation Some questions are better left without a reason And I would rather reveal myself than my situation Now and then I consider, my hesitation The more the light shines through me I pretend to close my eyes The more the dark consumes me I pretend I'm burning, burning bright I wonder if the things I did were just to be different To spare myself of the constant shame of my existence And I would surely redeem myself in my desperation Here and now I'll express, my situation [CHORUS (2)] There's nothing ever wrong but nothing's ever right Such a cruel contradiction I know I cross the lines its not easy to define I'm born to indecision There's always something new some path I'm supposed to choose With no particular rhyme or reason [CHORUS (2)]

Survey
These questions get right to the point answer truthfully and repost .. > > 1. Anal or oral? well both are cool, but Oral rocks > > 2. Chocolate or whip Cream? Whip cream > > 3. Ice or feathers? Feathers > > 4. Two girls and a guy or two guys and a girl? okay my fantasy is 2 guys and ME!!! > > 5. Movie porn or live porn? movie > > 6. What do you wear to bed ? nothing > 7. Love making or hard fucking? Hard fucking!! > > 8. Do you shave ? Some of it, not all > > 9. Spit or swallow? > swallow for sure > 10. Do you masturbate ?yes, at least 3 times a week > > 11. Whats your turn on ?Porn or slow deep kissing (it makes me "tingle" ) > > 12. Whats your favorite position ? Doggie style or backward cowgirl, its a toss up > > 13. Do you belive in no glove no love ? Definitly > 14. Where would you really love to have sex ? On the beach at sunset > > 15. How long can you go ? a few hours but seriously, Just fuck the shit outta me and go to sleep, I am

Sand & Stone
TWO FRIENDS WERE WALKING THROUGH THE DESERT. DURING SOME POINT OF THE JOURNEY, THEY HAD AN ARGUMENT; AND ONE FRIEND SLAPPED THE OTHER ONE IN THE FACE. THE ONE WHO GOT SLAPPED WAS HURT, BUT WITHOUT SAYING ANYTHING, WROTE IN THE SAND: TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SLAPPED ME IN THE FACE. THEY KEPT ON WALKING, UNTIL THEY FOUND AN OASIS, WHERE THEY DECIDED TO TAKE A BATH THE ONE WHO HAD BEEN SLAPPED GOT STUCK IN THE MIRE AND STARTED DROWNING, BUT THE FRIEND SAVED HIM. AFTER HE RECOVERED FROM THE NEAR DROWNING, HE WROTE ON A STONE: "TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SAVED MY LIFE ". THE FRIEND WHO HAD SLAPPED AND SAVED HIS BEST FRIEND ASKED

Who Is The Immigrant!!!!
OK I HEAR ABOUT ALL THIS IMMAGRANT STUFF EVERYDAY AND HOW THIS COUNTRY IS GOING 2 PUT A FENCE UP AND ALL.LETS NOT GET IT TWISTED PPL THE BROWN MAN IS NOT THE IMMIGRANT IN THIS COUNTRY IM SURE WE ALL KNOW WHO THE REAL IMMIGRANT IS,AND 4 THIS PERSON OR PERSONS 2 TRY AND CALL OTHER PPL IMMIGRANTS IS CRAZY AND HYPACRITICAL,BUT THATS 2 B EXPECTED FROM PPL WHO BEEN LYING SINCE THEY "FOUND" THIS LAND NEWAYS.I JUST WANTED 2 MAKE THAT CLEAR IF THE PRESIDENT WANTS 2 FIND AN IMMIGRANT JUST HAND THE DUMBASS A MIRROR TY THIS HAS BEEN A SNOT FACE ARTICLE.

Night
It's been another long day. I woke up this morning thinking it was Sunday and I wouldn't be able to get anything done. As I got downstairs, I realized it was Saturday, and went out to get the paper. I made some coffee, and by the time it was ready and I was bringing a cup up to my wife, I was already thinking it was Sunday again. Miserable day today,dark and rainy all day long.

Please Help Me Out
THIS IS GETTING TO BE A WAR BETWEEN TAZ N ME INSTEAD OF A CONTEST...PLEASE DROP COMMENTS ON THIS LINK(AS MANY AS YOU CAN) THE CONTEST ENDS AT 8PM TONIGHT. I WILL RETURN THE FAVOR ANYWAY I CAN. HUGS TO ALL OF YOU

Huh....
People nee to talk to me more on here its kinda boring so far good pics but other than that booooring.....i know im new but people need to get me not new ya know? so try me out people lets get the talkin goin or sumthin eh?

Bored And Yeah
70 QUIRKS ABOUT ME - 01. Initials: tar 02. Name someone with the same birthday as you: i knew one person...she tried killing herself when we was at school...never heard from her again...oh...she jumped off a three story building...survived, got up and walk back up to the second story to get our friend to help her...fucked up 03. Last thing you ate: bbq chicken...last night....it was goooooood 04. For or against same sex marriage: for...who gives a fuck....aint buggin me 05. I say Shotgun! You say?: BOOM! 06. Last person you hugged?: no clue...been a while 07. Do you believe in God?: something... 08. How many U.S states have you been to?: thirty three 09. How many of the U.S states have you lived in: deuce 10. Ever lived outside of the US: nope...well there was that one time when i was on the run from the law....and the time i met those aliens 11. Name something you like physically about yourself: nothing except the color of my hair 12. Som

Friends
Written with a pen Sealed with a kiss If you are my friend, Please answer this: Are we friends or are we not? You told me once, but I forgot. So tell me now and tell me true, So I can say, I am here for you. Of all the friends I've ever met, You're the one I won't forget. And if I die before you do, I'll go to Heaven And wait for you. Show your friends how much you care. Send this to everyone you consider a FRIEND, including the one who sent it to you. If it comes back to you, then you'll know you have a circle of friends. Ok, Friend Send this to............. 0-2 peeps you are a Bad friend. Booo!!! 3-5 peeps you are an OK Friend 6-10 peeps you are a Great Friend! ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶ aithful ¶¶¶ ¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶__¶¶¶ ¶¶¶__¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶ espectful ¶¶¶_¶¶¶ ¶¶¶__¶¶¶ ¶¶¶ ¶¶¶ ¶¶¶ ¶¶¶ ntelligent ¶¶¶ ¶¶¶ ¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶ verlasting or loyal ¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶__¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶_¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶

Ode To Bramble.......
This is for my furry baby He stares Head on one side Eyes wide I concentrate Nothing Intense are his eyes I can't read him What is he saying? Imploring He moves closer Still nothing I will wait Soon it will become clear Soon........ (c) Rain 2006

A Nation
I remember a nation Where the things that are now cliché Were truth I remember the nation Of Robert Frost And Norman Rockwell It was a nation of heroes It was a nation of Yankee skeptics And Johnny Reb independents It was a nation of stubborn honesty (Except maybe while horse-trading) And great ingenuity It was a nation of liberty and justice Maybe not for all But we were learning It was a nation of respect A nation of neighbors A nation of friends It was a nation where people mattered More than programs A nation where a handshake Was a binding contract Because the people who were thus bound Were bound by character It was a nation where pride and self-respect Meant that mean, small thinking Was beneath us That dishonesty brought disdain And that there was something wonderful About being an American I remember a nation Where people worked hard Where they laughed and joked in the shade While eating box lunches Before rising, and stretching A

New Contest
ok i've decided to try a contest of my own...the best CT friend contest. I have 10 spots open. you can request someone else or yourself. doesnt matter but they have to be a good friend that you know only through the internet or just cherry tap. contest opens monday night if i have enough ppl. send me a pm letting me know if you wanna add someone or yourself. thanks

Who Am I?
A poem I wrote a while back,a very low point in my life but now I'm clawing my way back from the edge (yay me!) a woman but she feels like a child wants to run away give up so bleak a mother but she feels she's faild beautiful children but can she give them wat they deserve? a lover but is she loved? and does she love? she wants protection she feels exposed alone and scared lost she loathes herself how can she change? would it please them? she wants to please she wants to be loved she wants to be happy but she cant beacause She is herself (c) Rain 2006

Whew....
Glad today is over with.... had to work at the harley story again today and I am wiped out!!! Thank god I'm not working either job tomorrow!! Tomorrow is the Teddy Bear run.. should be lots of fun..... I'll be sure and take pictures....After the ride, there will be a big shindig and they are having a bike rodeo.. that should be fun.....

Celtic Horosocpe
Personaly I think 'stars' are a load of crap but this is suprisingly accurate........ You Are A Pine Tree You love agreeable company, peace, and harmony. Compassionate and friendly, you love to help others. A natural poet, you have a very active imagination. You are very soft on the inside - needing affection and reassurance. You can fall in love deeply, but you will leave if you feel betrayed. What's Your Celtic Horoscope?

For Our Heros
IN SERVICE OF LOVE Too often in this vast land of ours we take our heros for granted who serve in our great services and keep freedom here planted This is a labor of love for which they give their all in our moments of great despair they harken to the call They believe in the ideals we expound and hold the standard high so rarely are they thought about until we hear the cry Of those who would see us undone and stomp on our proud name some would speak ill of them and it brings our country shame For in this land of liberty our flag does surely wave so many gave their all for us and took love to the grave It takes a special kind of love to endure all the hardship true remember in your prayers these heros that give their lives for you By R. Thomas Dinsmore

I Shall Take You To Bed And Have My Way With You
I will seek and find you . I shall take you to bed and have my way with you I will make you ache, shake & sweat until you moan & groan. I will make you beg for mercy, beg for me to stop. I will exhaust you to the point that you will be relieved when I'm finished with you. And, when I am finished, you will be weak for days. All my love, The Flu Now, get your mind out of the gutter and go get your flu shot!

I Don't Care Who U Are ......this Is Funny
MEN have 2 heads and WOMEN have 4 lips The American Dental Association says semen cuts plaque and tartar by 77%. Suck a dick and save a smile... If u have sex 365 times a yr and u melted down all da condoms 2 make a tire what would u call it? a fuckin goodyear! Sex is like playing spades. If u don't have a good partner, u better have a good hand. Big Bad Wolf told lil red riding hood lift ur top so i can suck ur tits. no, she said while lifting her skirt, eat me like the fuckin book says! A rooster and a cat were playing by the pool. the cat fell in and the rooster laughed. The cat said, a wet pussy always makes a cock happy! Girls have unique magic tricks, they get wet without water, bleed without injury, and make boneless things hard.

Once The Heart Bleeds, Does It Stop?
I was wondering today while I was alone: Does your heart ever stop loving something you loved? I think the answer is NO! - This is what I mean: I have had in my life some people who came in, caused me to like them deeply, and then....POOF! Gone - Like the wind baby! So what now - As I think back there are people I can categorize with love - or maybe just extreme lust and I'm not sure what love is (Though I try daily to understand it). I guess what I'm trying to say is: So you stick with the love you know, or hope for love as it shows itself to you? Do we hinder ourselves with life, or does life unfold and we accept?

You Can't Have It Both Ways
Whether it's Lost Cherry or Cherry Tap, it's still the same ol' game. Who gets the most 10's. LOL. I laugh at it because I refuse to believe that ANYBODY'S life is based on approval ratings (unless a member of Congress has a profile on here :P). But if you're here purely for the ratings, then so be it. But you can't get pissed for any rating you receive, it's up the person's own opinion of your picture or profile to decide to give you whatever score. Yes, it's common courtesy to give 10's and get 10's back. But if you spend 99% of your time on here to get ratings or win goofy contests, but make little effort to return any, you get what you deserve. If you beg and whine for attention and comments, but don't give any back, don't be surprised with any static you may receive. And for fuck's sake, don't go on and on about how no one gets to know you on a deeper level than your tit or dick pics, when you only speak to 4 or 5 people on here regularly, but have 3,000 "friends" on your list.

Love..
I had a vision that I was asked what love means to me. I really did and I am not nutty either.. I guess I just zoned and got to thinking. Meditation sometimes does that to me. I only hope when I find that person that feels this way about me, he tells me. What a powerful thing to be told. So many people think that love has different levels, I myself, will not believe that. Love is Love. No matter how you look at it, it all comes from the heart. Love.. My definition.. Trust, compassion, monogamy. It means honor and loyalty. It means sticking it out through the good times as well as the bad times. It means sharing. It means a deep inside devotion. It is a spiritual high. It means never going to bed angry at each other. It means saying I love you every chance you get. It means missing each other whenever you are apart. Its not being able to live without being in each others lives. I means being my best friend in the whole world.

Blogging
well i might as well do my first blog, since everyone else has done one so here it goes. there is no real topic to my first ever one so i am just going to say hello to all that has added me, I hope you all have a cool weekend and anyone who who hasn't added me yet, why? why have you not added me yet? LOL see, its not a interesting one, but i had to lose my blog virginity and here it is!

Familiar Theme
home | mail | rss | sign out Saturday, November 11, 2006 same sort of theme as the last few. Here's a thought of the day — Saturday, November 11, 2006 Mormons- they on my mind cuz i live in utah People say stupid stuff like, " If we allow gay marriage, then we would have to allow polygamy too. " I don't have a problem with polygamy if it's all volontary. Americas great cuz it came from people who left england, sailed clear across the ocean to get away from things like religious terany, the church of england, and later on declared independance partially because of unfair trials, and treatment of suspected people. Now today, we have people trying to pass laws based on faith based innitiatives, we are doing the same thing england was doing with people who are suspected of hostillities towards the us. ( If you kill a us citizen, then that seems like a hostillity towards the us, or rob a bank, or a great many number of other things. And you only need to be

Listen Now, Hear Me Later...
The music i make is real but will u ever understand it ?? maybe not, but i don't worry about it, cuz' when my catalog of music is done u will discover it and u will seek it out like a drug. what i make it more then just Hop HOp like DeadPrez put it it's Bigger than Hip Hop. see i luv my Black ppl more than anything but i understand now most of u are asleep in the mind chasing fool gold as older ppl would say. Far too often ppl other than Black ppl come to me and tell me how they feel my music and they even peep out the tiny message in it that i would hope my ppl would get...... whether they get it or they don't? it's hard to say. So i've come to a point where i will not make bullshit music...( i.e.. my money ,bicthes,cars and other crap like that) i will give it to u raw music u can relax, chill and party too but mostly music that will hopefully make u think . And then let's see if u wake the FUCK UP.... The corporations of America are tryin to make a dummy out u ,like

How Much I Miss You
JUST HOW MUCH I MISS YOU! I MISS YOUR ARMS AROUND ME .THE WAY YOU HELD ME TIGHT,JUST AS IF IT WAS GOING TO BE OUR LAST HUG . WITH PASSION IN YOUR EYES,YOU KISS ME . IN WAYS THAT NO OTHERS WOULD . THE WAY YOU PLACE YOUR HAND IN MY HAIR. AS YOU PULL ME IN FOR A EVEN MORE PASSIONATE KISS. AS YOUR HANDS ARE IN MY HAIR YOU BEGIN SLOWLY TO KISS MY NECK ,AND AS I GASP FOR SOME AIR WE BECOME TWO HOT AND PASSIONATED LOVERS. MY HEART SCREAMS AND ALL I WANT IS TO BECOME ONE WITH YOU . I HAVE LOOK IN YOUR EYES MANY MANY TIME BEFORE . AND I WONDER WHAT IF I HAVE NEVER KNOWN PASSION LIKE THIS BEFORE ? WOULD I BE MISSING YOU THIS MUCH AT THIS MOMENT ? TO HAVE FOUND A MAN AND HE IS NOTHING BUT A BLESSING FROM THE HEAVENS. I AM MISSING YOU I AM MISSING YOU I AM MISSING YOU

13 Things Pms Stands For:
1. Pimples May Surface 2. Psychotic Mood Shift 3. Perpetual Munching Spree 4 Puffy Mid-Section 5. People Make me Sick 6. Provide Me with Sweets 7. Pardon My Sobbing 8 Pass My Sweatpants 9. Pass My Shotgun 10. Pissy Mood Syndrome 11. Plainly Men Suck 12. Pack My Stuff 13. Potential Murder Suspect

No. 1 Reason Women Are Unfaithful
A woman who yearns to have sex with someone other than her husband can blame it on evolution. That's the excuse...er, scientific finding, of researchers from the University of California, Los Angeles and the University of New Mexico, who say women with a wandering eye are just trying to improve the species. Here's the logic, although we're thinking most husbands won't buy it as an excuse for an unfaithful wife: The pool of exceptional men is only so big. When a woman finds a sexy man, she innately deduces that he has better genes to pass on to a baby, reports HealthDay News. A wife is most likely to be attracted to men other than her husband while she is ovulating. "The mating market is driven by supply and demand, and therefore not all women will attract long-term mates offering good genes," the study authors stated in the journal Hormones and Behavior. "Ancestrally, these women may have benefited from a strategy in which they secured investment from a long-term mate and ob

Just A Poem
When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a b*tch.When I stand up for those I love, they call me a b*tch. When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts or do things my own way, they call me a b*tch. Being a b*tch means I won't compromise what's in my heart. It means I live my life MY way. It means I won't allow anyone to step on me. When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak against it, I am defined as a b*tch. The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead of being everyone's maid, or when I act a little selfish. It means I have the courage and strength to allow myself to be who I truly am and won't become anyone else's idea of what they think I "should" be. I am outspoken, opinionated and determined. I want what I want and there is nothing wrong with that! So try to stomp on me, try to douse my inner flame, try to squash every ounce of beauty I hold within me. You won't succeed. And if that makes me a b*tch , so be it. I embrace the title and am proud to be

Why?
Why do people do the things they do? why do friends have to fight why do they make it so hard? i hate to choose its so hard to do takin sides is a bad thing to do and i wont do it. i love my friends and im always there when they need me but plz dont fight cause i hate drama drama drama! i love you all my dear friends

I Am The Walrus (cover)
LSD'S COVER OF "I AM THE WALRUS", ORIGINALLY FROM THE BEATLES. IT'S A LOT HEAVIER THAN THE ORIGINAL, AND ADDED SOME INDUSTRIAL FLAVOR TO IT. YOU CAN ONLY TAKE A MASTER PIECE FROM THE BEATLES, AND MAKE IT "DIFFERENT", AND ADD YOUR FLAVOR TO IT, BECAUSE NO ONE COULD EVER MAKE IT BETTER THAN THE ORIGINAL. "NO ONE"!!! THE BEATLES IS JUST TOO FUCKING AWESOME!!! SO HERE'S MY VERSION OF IT. I ADDED AND CHANGED SOME OF THE LYRICS, AND I RE-WROTE THE MUSIC. I HOPE YOU LIKES. PEACE. CLICK THE SONG TITLE "I AM THE WALRUS", ON THE PLAYER TO HEAR.

A Fitting Tribute!!!
to my first hero as a little girl!! I miss you Uncle Doug!!! (the man that changed my view of the USMC FOREVER! :) The President of the United States takes pleasure in presenting the MEDAL OF HONOR to PRIVATE WILSON D. WATSON UNITED STATES MARINE CORPS RESERVE, for service as set forth in the following CITATION: "For conspicuous gallantry and intrepidity at the risk of his life above and beyond the call of duty as Automatic Rifleman serving with the Second Battalion, Ninth Marines, THIRD Marine Division, during action against enemy Japanese forces on Iwo Jima, Volcano Islands, 26 and 27 February 1945. With his squad abruptly halted by intense fire from enemy fortifications in the high rocky ridges and crags commanding the line of advance, Private Watson boldly rushed one pillbox and fired into the embrasure with his weapon, keeping the enemy pinned down single-handedly until he was in a position to hurl in a grenade, and then running to the rear of the emplacemen

Annoying Habits On Here
Ok, so I have come to enjoy this site very much. It is different from some of the other rating sites but not too different. However, some members always ruin the fun. Here are some of the annoying things I have encountered here: Asking me about my boobs. I understand that I have pictures of them but do you really have to ask if they are big? It is on my profile, just read.. Or do you have to point out that they are HUGE. Come on now, I think I know they are big by now. Another thing that bothers the hell out of me is asking me to rate you. I understand that rating you matters but you have no interest in talking to me or even say hello before you are begging me to do so. I have hundreds of ims a day, I can not get to everyone on my list. But I do try, which is good considering I never did it on any other sites. I may not leave as many comments as I should but I do leave some but I always check profiles and rate pictures and the profiles. Now, what REALLY pisses me off is w

Cherrytap Princess Contest
> > > > > GREETINGS AND SALUTATIONS TO ALL YOU SEXY CHERRIES. MY GIRL METTE IS IN THE LC KING'S PRINCESS CONTEST VOTE FOR HER AND SHOW HER SOME LOVE SHE IS THE SWEETEST PERSON I KNOW AND ONE BAD ASS BABE TOO. JUST CLICK THE BELOW LINK AND GIVE HER YOUR VOTE. THANKS SO MUCH.... > > > > > > Kiss Videos | Music Code | France Vacation Rentals > > > > > > > > > > > > > > (repost of original by 'Maniacal Bliss ~RIDER~' on '2006-11-10 17:55:46') > (repost of original by 'MetteKenzo ~RIDER~' on '2006-11-10 18:08:10') > (repost of original by 'GrEeN-eYeD bRaT~RIDER~' on '2006-11-10 18:30:06') > (repost of original by 'GHOST RIDER ~ Can YOU Handle the Heat ~' on '2006-11-10 18:33:19') > (repost of original by 'MetteKenzo ~RIDER~' on '2006-11-11 11:04:49') > (repost of original by 'Maniac

Talking Or No Talking
Ok everyone, I am on here quite a bit so fi ya wanna chat, send me a message. I try to say hi to who I can once ina while, but sometimes it is nice to see someone contact me occasionally. Not trying ot be selfish, but there are those out there that are "friend collectors" so getting a hi now and then would be nice. I know there are those I haven't said hello to, but I still try to check the profiles and when I get a chance say something *lol* Hence the blog. Guess it is an all purpose howdy to everyone. But I did add ya to my list, so my intention really is so chat now and then. Just either timing sucks (no one is on) or I get really distracted or busy. So no, I am not a fake friend, just kinda tough at times to chat.

Sitting Here
As I sit here, finally not blankly staring into the monitor, I've come to a decision. I will write short stories, forget the novel in a month contest. I can't do the larger project. Now, I have to write and write and write, then I can go back and edit. I know, in my heart of hearts, I can do this!! I can become a professional short story writer. I just need to get on the ball, get my ass in gear.

I So Love Thunderstorms
OMG! When I was a lil girl, I was so frighten of thunderstorms. I literally had to hide behind my uncle's chair to be in my safe haven. One time, we had to go out and it was really wickedly windy outside. I told my dad that I didn't want to go outside, that I may fly away. He calmed me down saying that I won't and that he's here for me. The funny part was that, he told me to hold his hand so tight and you'll be safe. DUDE, did I ever gripped on his hand. *lol* But my pops got me out of being scared of thunderstorms. When lightning flashed and then the rumble of thunder, my pops will tell me, "See, only boom booms! Nothing to be afraid of." I was still holding my ears so tight. But shortly after, took awhile, I started to be REALLY fond of my thunderstorms. And I thank you so much pops, for turning me into a thunderstorm freak! *smiles* LOVE'EM! Here's my MOST FAVORITE Poem ever: THUNDER Day becomes night When the clouds comes rolling in When the weather is not so pleasent,

My Story, Pt. 33
[amandas pov] *the door opens and the doctor comes in and is shocked to see you awake* doctor: well ms. mintz, i'm glad to see you up and well. how are you feeling? amanda: just fine, a little sore, and a little anxious, but that's about it. doctor: i can understand. so, i got the results back about the baby. john: *grabs amandas hands protectively and comfortingly* doctor: it says that the baby is alive and well. a sigh of relief goes over your face and both you and john sigh and you notice matt is holding your hands too. doctor: but... matt: but what? doctor: the baby isn't just yours mr. snyder. matt: *questioningly* it's not? doctor: no, it's not. matt: then who else baby is it? (i know this isn't really real, but just go with it lol) doctor: no, it's also mr. downeys also. john: *mouth opens* matt: hold, wait, what? i'm the father and so is john? doctor: yes. that is correct. matt: but how is that even possible? doctor: i don't know, this doesn't happen hardly

For Those Who Serve
No matter our views on war and what politics we hold we must always keep in mind we are free because of somes sacrifice ... Because someone served . This is an old poem but fitting. IN SERVICE OF LOVE Too often in this vast land of ours we take our heros for granted who serve in our great services and keep freedom here planted This is a labor of love for which they give their all in our moments of great despair they harken to the call They believe in the ideals we expound and hold the standard high so rarely are they thought about until we hear the cry Of those who would see us undone and stomp on our proud name some would speak ill of them and it brings our country shame For in this land of liberty our flag does surely wave so many gave their all for us and took love to the grave It takes a special kind of love to endure all the hardship true remember in your prayers these heros that give their lives for you By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Complete Morons!
Why are some of us complete fucking morons and wait to say shit to others WAY after the fact? Why do we dance around subjects that should be addressed right than and there, whether or not it would either destroy us or heaven forbid, make us the happiest we've ever been in our life? I find myself being one of those fucking morons more and more each fucking day. Taking a step back and saying to myself, you should really do or say this to this person because I FEEL the need to put it out there once and for all. But ONLY with the past. I feel like addressing shit that happened in the past might help me understand the present. But so far it only makes me wish that I would have done that shit back then, when it was happening. And yet, I still find myself dancing around shit that is happening now...shit that should be addressed NOW. Why the fuck is that? Am I the only fucking person on this earth who is doing this? Or are there other people like me? Just hoping, needing to know, ne

Relationships
Tuesday, June 13, 2006 My personality disorders Disorder Rating Paranoid: Moderate Schizoid: Low Schizotypal: Low Antisocial: Moderate Borderline: Low Histrionic: High Narcissistic: High Avoidant: Low Dependent: Low Obsessive-Compulsive: Moderate -- Personality Disorder Test -- -- Personality Disorder Information -- 7:35 PM - 4 Comments - 0 Kudos - Add Comment - Edit - Remove Sunday, May 07, 2006 People that piss me off too Current mood: Pissed Off Category: Pissed Off Romance and Relationships Something that really gets me is that I will always listen to a "friend" that is having a problem with something or is troubled even taking their calls at times when I have alot going on in my life. But when I am feeling down and bothered by things then it seems like these same people desert me and that their problems are way too important that they can't give me a minute of their time. Something else that gets me is people here on myspace that think th

Cruel World
The reason I wrote this poem is because I had went through rough times long ago. People can be so cruel, so judgemental. Why? You seriously haven't got to meet them. Get to know them. Be in their shoes and see what it's like to be in their lives. What they go through. I had a low self-esteem but my brother got me at of it. I tell people what I think, how I feel. I'm honest and up forward. Please, stop judging and get to know someone. To all who got teased, this one is for you: CRUEL WORLD What are you? Are you fat, skinny, ugly, beautiful/handsome, handicapped, little people, deaf, dumb, smart? Who are you? Can you be my friend? No? Why? Is it because I'm different? Why the hatred? Why the name calling? Why are you like you? Why the attitude? Why do you hate so much? Why her? Why him? Why us? Why me? Why am I here? Is God punishing me? The hurting is such a killer! Where's the love? Can you find it? Because it's missing. Did it really leave? Do you hav

To All Who Lost Someone At 9/11
Life is so cruel, unfair that we had to go through. To see that horrible tradegy on September 11th, was so dreadful. My regards and sympathy to all who lost their love ones to that horrific event! Here's a special poem for you: AMERICA NEVER FORGETS America Stand up tall, Stand up proud We the Americans Will stand our grounds! America Hear me shout, Hear my roar We will find this coward Make him soar! America The sorrows, The tragedies We have our love ones In our memories. America God Bless the U.S.A. We will not forget That horrific day!

Passion Is Yellow
Your Passion is Yellow You're a total sexual shape shifter. You possess a complex sex drive and are very adaptable. Of all the colors, you are the most likely to be straight. While you the most passionate, you are very open minded.What Color Is Your Passion?

Life Too Short
After my father passed away, I have been writing poems non stop. Right now, I've stopped. But as you can see, most of the poems are about loosing someone so dearly to your heart. My father was 48 when he had passed. Died from a heart failure. He was healthy at that time but life had turned to death. But there is one thing I love that my brother and I did, we took so much advantage of his life for granted. We always had a hell of a wonderful time with him. Life is not fair but there are always a reason for everything. Tomorrow may not come for all of us, so why make it good now! Take advantage of someone dear to your heart, make it good and memorable. Because tomorrow won't come. It's not easy and it'll never will but we do take it one day at a time. Here's a poem to everyone whoever lost someone so dearly to their heart: LIFE TOO SHORT The most devastating event Is loosing someone you love. But for some of us we believe They're alive living above. As we go thru our lives

Article About Cody Warren
Gordon County Marine killed in Iraq 11/10/06 Email this story to a friend Cody Warren Cody Warren, a 2005 graduate of Gordon Central High School, was killed Thursday in Iraq, school officials said. Warren, 19, was a member of Battery M, 3rd Battalion, 14th Marine Regiment, a reserve unit based in Chattanooga. The Marine Reserve unit said it could not release any information about Warren's death, but friends of the Marine said he was killed by sniper fire. “Cody was one of ours,” said Mike Stanton, county school superintendent. “His service and his sacrifice become personal because we all know him and his family.” Stanton said Warren’s mother, Robin Patterson of Resaca, is a Gordon County school bus driver, and he has siblings still at GCHS. He father is James Warren of Marietta. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- A memorial service for Cody Warren has been scheduled for 2 p.m. on Monday, Nov. 13 at

Would U?
Let's say u were close friends with someone. Then all of a sudden u do something stupid and that friend stops talking to u. Then later, they want to be friends again and start talking. Would u take them back or tell them to fuck off?

Death
The Last Look At last look i saw death, a great creature that only can be described as godliness. A fear that can be described as emptyness. The grass is always greener on the other side but your not supposed to see that grass, only imagine its there, for if you see it that means its possible to be there. The reality is the grass is green but its not sunny there its night- pitch black to the point where the only reason you know there's grass there is because i just told you there was.....We were born without manuals just the instinct of our parents. Last time I checked, humans and animals have the instinct to kill and survive is that a good thing to be born into?You are born into freedom but have laws written to kill it. You can do anything as long as you face the consequence. You are given the greatest gift of choices and the biggest disappointment of not knowing what could have been - if only....At first look, I was dealt a hand to be played so i could understand the me

I Cried
I cried last night, when you said it was over. Feelings of betrayal, wilt me like a clover. I cried last night, for the passion that I'd lost. To you it seems, no great cost. I cried last night, as my world came apart. Tearing a large hole, from my still beating heart. I cried last night, I don't know why. It shouldn't hurt me and make me cry. I cried last night, because I really cared. You shut me out, as someone scared. I cried last night, I said a tearful prayer. Someday you'll see, a woman like me is very rare. I cried last night, not so much for me. For you to someday, truely see. I cried last night, and prayed for sight. To take from me, and give you light. I cried last night, as I've never cried. For anyone else, could not be so blind. I cried last night, my final tear. In death I meet, no real true fear. Lora