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The Down Fall Of The Dark Haired God Part 5
Then I move down. I nibble and suck every inch between your nipples and dick. you shiver and moan. I get to your nice hard,throbbing dick. I slip my hot,wet mouth over it. I start slow aand steady. My hot,wet mouth going up and down your dick. You moan and lift your hips. I stop and smack your face. I say in a husky voice " no ,no,none of that." you moan and try to break free. I just laugh. I grab your hips and hold them down. I slip my hot,wet mouth over your dick once again. But this time it slips up and down a little faster.

Can Someone Tell Me Why
So here is my first blog and I wish it could be bright and full of cheer but it is not. So far this year I have lost several people that were very close and dear to my heart, and have others that have the continual fight for good health. This year I have lost A dear co-worker to cancer, she lived life and loved each day and was a true blessing to everyone that knew her. A very special friend was killed in Iraq, he was my side-kick or I was his, we were never close as far as a realationship goes, just best buds. Man we could hustle a game of pool. He was taken way too soon. My best girlfriend's 21 year old son was killed in a motorcycle crash, I watched this young man grow up, he too gone way to soon. A week later my grandfather passed, tho he had lived a full life he too was taken a bit too soon. Now today, I find out that my Sensie, (a man who stood behind my when my marriage fell apart, my mentor, the one that showed me I could do martial arts and earn my Shodan

So Some News
Ok...as almost every single one of you know, I am a soon to be Suicide Girl, and will be shooting a new set very very soon...as in either this week or in a week and a half soon. I can't wait...I have a good feeling about this set. So my Mom sent me a message today, its about another group that follows pin-up style photography, the name is Varga, and they look very interesting. And they want amateur models, which is me! So they have this thing where you apply and if chosen then you are the model for the month, they give you a free shoot with everything except the outfit included. So I'm gonna try it out (once I figure out how to apply that is) I'll keep you updated. I should be able to do this as well as SG, so Im cool with it. It would be great to get a start as a pin-up model... In other news...life is still hectic, classes are rough, but I have a break next week for Thanksgiving...Im so happy about it. My new beau is a doll, and still treating me well, my friends ar

The Down Fall Of The Dark Haired God Part 4.
After i smack you, i claw you some more. You try to get free but can't. Then I take out some candles nd start pouring hot wax on you. You moan in to your gag. I just laugh. i start to clean it of,you twitch. After your cleaned off, I start to hit your body with a crop. Starting with your chest,your fight to get free. I laugh then move to your legs. I start tohit them hard with the crop. Then I stop just as soon as i started. I start to kiss,nibble your nipples.

2 The Rose That Grew From Concrete
The beautiful rose, That everyone knows, That walked without feet, In New York�s concrete, Its beautiful colors, With petals for brothers, Hidden thorns they expected, So ignorance & lies they manifested, To kill it in its early stages, Media�s lies & two faces, beautiful to hear, he was to me, revealed to me all that I could be, with his petals in forms of lyrics, burning your eardrum to make you hear it, the scent that vibrated, always reminded, �keep your head up� in the storm, or in the corner of the closet to keep me warm, so �how long will they mourn me?� every time I read a new word or lyric, every time they use your name in vain, cuz niggas snapped & gone insane, comparing themselves to your flows, they may be flowers but never a rose, & some may fake, or try and perpetrate, but their petals aren�t real, spit whatever to earn a meal, phoney stems made of plastic, but your petals are everlastin�

Screaming In Silence
i feel lost in these thoughts that seem to conquer and rule my mind and you say nothing that could ever possibly snap me out of my dangerously vacant daze. i am blind to devotion and life, and you do not guide me to the way that is safe for you and me, instead you lead me down the path towards my fatal death. i fall into a pit of razors, but you don't throw me a chain to save my wretched being with no reason or purpose to live this fucking screwed life. i tried to life for life of freedom, devotion and purity, and somehow you life for yourself of guilt, shame and disgrace. i cry the tears taht you cry when your in misery, you don't even move your mouth because you don't feel a damn thing. i fear loneliness, rejection, agony, yet, you only fear change. when you dreamt dreams of satisfaction and hopes in the dark night, i watched over you to be sure you were safe and secure and you didn't do a damn thing in return for me. when you screamed in emotional agony, i ran t

Humiliating.....
I'm getting set up on blind dates by none other than my family. It's jus cuz I haven't had a boyfriend ohhhh since I was like 19. Oh wow three years what a bfd!! Uhhh...jus tonite while my aunt was getting her hair done, she seen her friend, chris. she said oh i have a niece named a** m****, i think you'll like her. (but get this...i'm shy...he's shy...what a coincidence...not really mattering.) he's nice n all, but i don't know about it. Before tonite, my other aunt tried setting me up. Her sister-in-law's nephew lives near me. (Big whoop!!) He's a nice boy (she says). He's 24 and he doesn't drink. (uh-huh...don't think that's good for me...I drink.) lol i don't know what to do wit this family of mine. i hate being set up. i hate blind dates. it's prolly cuz i'm shy, but bfd! i jus hope that they aren't reading this right now, cuz then i'll feel real shitty...but oh well, it's better to say the truth than lie and get screwed over in the long run. (been there, done that...

This Is The City I Live In
FEE-nix- You must learn to pronounce the city name. It is: "FEE - niks." The morning rush hour is from 5:00 am to 10:00 am. The evening rush hour is from 3:00 pm to 7:00 pm. Friday's rush hour starts on Thursday morning. The minimum acceptable speed on all freeways ~ I-10, I-17, US 60, Loop 202 ~ is 85 mph. You may only exceed that speed on Loop 101,where the speed is allowed to match the highway number. Anything less is considered wussy. Forget the traffic rules you learned elsewhere. Phoenix has its own version of traffic rules. Cars/trucks with the loudest muffler go next at a four-way st op. The truck with the biggest tires goes after that. (Note: East Valley ~ SUV-driving, cell phone-talking moms ALWAYS have the right of way.) If you actually stop at a yellow light, you will be rear ended,cussed out, and very possibly shot. Never honk at anyone. Ever. Seriously. Construction is a permanent fixture in Phoenix. Detour barrels are moved around during

Love Me
I'll never be anybody's hero Or the legend of a story, or a saint that's bound for glory, no And I'll never know what it's like to swim in money Or how it feels not to have to go to work on Monday I'm a simple man, and that's ok But even a simple man wants to feel this way Like the king of his castle, like the leader of the pack Like a man that if you left him, you'd just have to have him back Like a rock that you would lean on when your world gets too rough Like a man that you would stand beside when he's not so tough But even if that's not the man you see Then just love me Just love me I'll never write a song that lasts forever Or a book for all the ages, but I'm not full of empty pages, no 'Cause I got a soul, and I use it for yearnin' With a heart that skips a beat for you and a fire that keeps on burnin' I'm a simple man, yeah that's ok But even a simple man wants to feel this way Like the king of his castle, like the leader of the pack Like a man that if

Men
OMG AND TO THINK A MAN SENT ME THIS ... SORRY GUYS JUST HAD TO LOL One day my housework-challenged husband decided to wash his sweatshirt. Seconds after he stepped into the laundry room, he shouted, "What setting do I use on the washing machine?" "It depends," I replied. "What does it say on your shirt?" He yelled back, " University of Oklahoma ." And they say blondes are dumb... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ A couple is lying in bed. He says, "I am going to make you the happiest woman in the world." She replies, "I'll miss you..." ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ "It's just too hot to wear clothes today," he says as he stepped out of the shower, "honey, what do you think the neighbors would think if I mowed the lawn like this?" "Probably that I married you for your money," she replied. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ He said - Shall we try swapping positions tonight? She said - That's a good idea... you

Sorry!!!!
I'M DELETING PEOPLE OFF OF MY FRIENDS LIST AND ONLY KEEPING THE ONES THAT SHOW ME LOVE AND CHAT WITH ME SORRY FOR EVERYONE ELSE. . . I WANT TO THANK THOSE OF YOU WHO HAVE STUCK WITH ME SINCE I JOINED AND FOR ALL THE LOVE YOU GUYS SHOW ME THANKS FOR BEING REAL AND STAYING THAT WAY AND FOR BEING FRIENDS YOU STAY ON MY LIST. MUCH LOVE RAMONA!!!!

Jesus Camp
I watched this movie tonight and in all honesty it was one of the most disturbing things ive ever witnessed. Jesus camp is a summer camp for evangelical christian children, 95% of them under the age of 10. It "trains kids to be warriors in Gods army"(I say its brainwashing) What made it so disturbing was the fact that these kids were so young, yet so far gone...Here are just a few things from the movie that really pissed me off. Children who werent old enough to tie their shoes saying they were willing to die for the lord. A man came in preaching about abortion and how it was a sin, they put red tape with the word LIFE over the kids mouths and went and stood in front of the white house, again these kids were no older then 10 years old(I dont know, but I dont think I would want some strange man talking to my 5-10 year old about abortion and how it was wrong.) Kids sobbing uncontrollably for the sins of other people as well as their own.(what could a kid do that was so wrong th

What's Your Angel Seeking For?
What's Your Angel Seeking For? .:BEAUTIFUL Anime Pics AND Music!:. IndependenceYour angel seeks for freedom. Your angel is part of you. Thus, you are the kind of person who values your indepence than most things in this world. Don't get angry if I'm wrong, but you may be a pained person. Problems in your life have caused you to be depressed, or, shall we say, greatly saddened. You may have lost hope many times, but you still manage to keep your independence. You don't listen to anyone but yourself. People may look at you in a "different" way, but inside, you want all the pain to stop, but you have a hard time expressing it. I wish you well!Please Rate and Message!Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

You Know You Grew Up In The 80's If...
YOU KNOW YOU GREW UP IN THE 1980'S IF... You ever ended your sentence with "psych" You solved the Rubics cube.....by peeling off the stickers You watched the pound puppies You can sing the rap to "the Fresh Prince of Bel-Air" You wore biker shorts under your skirts and felt stylish You yearned to be a member of the Baby-sitters club and tried to start a club of your own. You owned those little Strawberry Shortcake pals scented dolls You know that 'Whoa' comes from Joey on "Blossom" Three words: M.C. Hammer You thought it would be great to have a friend named, "Boner" You can sing the entire theme song to "Duck Tales" If you played the chipmunks Christmas album all year long! Remember reading Kool-Aid man comics You ever watched Fraggle Rock You had plastic streamers on the handle bars of your bike You remember When it was actually worth getting up early on a Saturday to watch cartoons You wore a pony tail to the side of your head You saw the origin

To Dream Is To Make Reality
to dream is to make reality for are we not made up of dreams? were we not one once ourselves? I cannot turn my back on those, the little pushes in the mind. If I reject that, I reject myself. Love is a dream, it was once said. can you tell me it is not real? What if all we dreamed of, all those random thoughts, really were what made up the world? we would be so powerful, and never know it. So you give up on dreams. Me, I will live forever, in my dreamed reality.

In The Dark I Sit Alone
In the dark i sit alone, no one knows i hide it well where i sit is like a throne and no body to hear the story i tell In the dark i sit alone why no one knows ill never tell ill take that secret with me to hell so in the dark i sit alone The pain i feel is like a knife its cutting me down till nothings left But in the end it will take my life in the dark i sit alone so in the dark i die alone

Dreamscapes And Whatnot
hidden from the eyes of the world we build this secret place Where rules change and what is fact blurs. What is wrong, becomes common place. And fantasies run wild. Here chains litter the floor. and satin falls from the walls. Where pain and pleasure mix, like the flavores of the night. Here we are king and queen. Where day is banned, and vampires play. here I am your willing slave, our hands know each other. A turn of the wrist, a crack of the whip. Clothes are just to hide in. But we cannot live here. we have loved ones, ones left behind. So night after night. we return here. and come dawn we leave it. side - by- side. Asleep in each others arms.

11 Minutes
A cop was patrolling late at night in a well-known spot. He sees a couple in a car, with the interior light brightly glowing. The cop carefully approaches the car to get a closer look. Then he sees a young man behind the wheel, reading a computer magazine. He immediately notices a young woman in the rear seat, knitting. Puzzled by this surprising situation, the cop walks to the car and gently raps on the driver's window. The young man lowers his window . "Uh, yes, officer?" The cop says: "What are you doing?" The young man says: "Well, Officer, I'm reading a magazine." Pointing towards the young woman in the back seat the cop says: "And her, what is she doing?" The young man shrugs: "Sir, I believe she's knitting a pullover sweater." Now, the cop is totally confused. A young couple. Alone, in a car, at night in a Lover's lane....and nothing obscene is happening! The cop asks: "What's your age, young man?" The young man says :"I'm 22, sir." The cop asks: "

I ♥ You Thomas
Baby , you are my whole life..... I hope someday to be your wife. I will devote my self to you... Always faithful, always true. Because you are the one for me... My life with you is all I see. Sharing everything as one... Beneath the stars... Awakening with the sun. Happiness will be our goal... To be together and make us whole. My life with you seems so complete, I await the day we finally meet. You're all I want, your all I need... I know for certain.. we will succeed. There's never quite been a love like this.. We'll feel the magic, of our first kiss. Our hearts will beat.... they'll beat as one.. Perfect rhythm, is our drum. We'll close our eyes... Hold one another so tight..... Thanking the stars.... For that special night. And never again will we be alone.... All the wonderful hours we spent on the phone.. Getting to know your deepest thought... All along it's you I sought. Soon I'll have you in my arms.... Holding me, captivating m

Im Getting My Life Back If Its The Last Thing I Do
im goona loose it I swear Category: Romance and Relationships I dont know what to do he keeps on calling me and i cant stand it anymore tomarrow Im going down to the police station and file a harrament report. I have asked him nicely I have also yelled at him to leave me the fuck alone. One of my friends has even asked him to leave me alone, he still after a month calls, and bugs me. Stephen if you are looking at this please leave me alone mother fucker. I dont need your bull shit. My life is very happy without u and drama free. Every time you come into my life I start have panic fits and cant calm down i go through major depression and i cant live like that. Leave me alone plz im begging u im at the end of my rope. I dont like being depressed and I do have major depression last time I had this I slit my wrist.Plz again leave me alone and go bother someone eles. Here I thought every thing was better with me and then this happens and my mind goes back to when i left him,go figure

Which Eye Are You?
Which eye are you? ~~GREAT PICTURES~~ You are the philospher. You are Intellegent and are very interested in the little things in life. Studying and thinking are some of your favorite things to do. With a great mind like yours, I fee like no everyone in this world is an airhead xD Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Shit
This site is not working right for me tonight....I can't talk on the shoutbox, leave comments or anything....getting error after error. I think I will go play some pool with my friends, have a good night everyone and I will talk to you all tomorrow. Chris

To All My Friends!!!
TO VOTE FOR ME PLEASE GO THE LINKS BELOW AND VOTE AND COMMENT AS YOU WILL!!! here are the contest as follows: #1 SEXIEST SIGN my sign is SCORPIO vote for me on http://cherrytap.com/user/292867 #2 SEXIEST LATINA to vote for me go to this page http://cherrytap.com/user/187305 AGAIN THANKS, RAMONA!

Will You Tell Me?
Please steal a moment to fill this out for ME :) 1. Who the hell are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. Do you have a crush on me or have i ever bit your nipple? 5. Would you suck my toes? (theyre very clean) 6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 7. Describe me in one word. 8. What was your first impression? 9. Have I ever licked you? 10. What reminds you of me? 11. If you could give me anything what would it be? 12. Would you give me your last beer? 13. When's the last time you saw me? 14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? 15. Are you going to put this on your blog and see what I say about you?

I Got Good News Today..written:11-6-06
i got good news today a friend i thought i lost returned to me today we talked and talked for hours on end the hardest thing for me today was leaving my friend i got good news today we didnt lose touch because of a mistake i thought i made we lost touch because they cared too much i got good news today that just because we didnt talk for what seemed forever just made our friendship grow that much stronger than ever i got good news today when you lose sight of whats right in front of you more times than not that friendship is true holding fast and holding long will keep this friendship growing strong written by: angel

Drama Mama
Feeling paralyzed after breaking up, there's no single cell in this body that doesn't ache. Plans were made of us being together and having a future. White picket fences, the smell of detergent on laundry day in the mornings and sweet kisses before we went our separate ways. The way he smiled and said that I was the only one that was for him, held me close when I was ill, these memories, no matter how you want to put it aside, lives. Exam time,the 13th Nov 2006 came and he chose this very day to drop the bomb on me. He found someone else and wanted to get married to her. I can think of a million reasons to be angry about what's happened to me now. But those reasons won't bring me comfort and the peace that I needed. I wanted to heal. There seems to be no conclusion to my predicament until I decided to go crazy and went on with my decision to create closure with my ex or actually, be receptive to his need for remorse. Wounds and cuts till fresh. He was very a

What Card I Am
You are The Moon Hope, expectation, Bright promises. The Moon is a card of magic and mystery - when prominent you know that nothing is as it seems, particularly when it concerns relationships. All logic is thrown out the window. The Moon is all about visions and illusions, madness, genius and poetry. This is a card that has to do with sleep, and so with both dreams and nightmares. It is a scary card in that it warns that there might be hidden enemies, tricks and falsehoods. But it should also be remembered that this is a card of great creativity, of powerful magic, primal feelings and intuition. You may be going through a time of emotional and mental trial; if you have any past mental problems, you must be vigilant in taking your medication but avoid drugs or alcohol, as abuse of either will cause them irreparable damage. This time however, can also result in great creativity, psychic powers, visions and insight. You can and should trust your intuition. What Tarot Card are You?Take

Woohoo!!!!!!
hey everyone im finally back. im now in the great state of alabama!!!!!!WOOHOO!!!! i just got back a few hours ago. my friend suprised me when she decided she was comin back to. we left last nite at 7 from el paso and we got here at 6 and now we r finally home!!!!

Geez Oh Man!
Whew, this is the first time I have been able to get on CT all day. I had to be in class by 9, which I stood in the pouring down rain waitig for the bus so that sucked. Yes, I do drive and have my own car, but it is about $10 a day to park down where my school is, and it's only $60 for a bus pass. Obviously there is no contest between $50 a week and $60 a month LoL. Anyway, I picked up a shift for this guy at work so I had to be their by 1:30 and work all the way til 10. So it's about 11:45 now and I'm finally read to relax, and do it all over again shortly lol. At least I don't start til 3 tomorrow. I can't wait til graduate in April. Hopefully this damn expensive ass degree will be worth something and I'll find an f'ing good job LoL. Oh well, goodnight.

The Creature
depression over welms me sadness creeps up on me darkness surrounds me pain consumes me sorrow digs deep inside me eating away at me where are you? my knight in shining armor no where to be found thats where you are off some where i can't find you you left me as fast as you found me you flew off with your wings of ebony ebony dark as the night once upon a time you wrapped them around me keeping me safe keeping me alive now i slowly die inside thats where it all starts... first you love from the inside out then when that love goes away the pain starts from the pain comes sorrow from sorrow comes the darkness deep inside the darkness hides the creature ready to pounce on all hope and glee you have left inside once it pounces on the last glimce of love you have left, you're gone you're done never truelly able to love again you say the words again but its not there not what you had felt before when you truelly love someone and they are gone, you go with them

Holiday's
You know its becoming the holiday season very quickly. And I know most of us here are single. Some with children and some without. As much hatred as there is in the world, I just want to say that I hope everyone has a cheerful holiday. With peace in your heart as well as your soul. It will be tough because my daughter will be away. But, she will be with family. It may be with your ex, or there family. But, I would rather her be there than home and not doing anything. It's important to be the better person and not the one that is going to cause trouble(s). And those that are going to consume copious amounts of alcohol, please think of those that you may inadvertantly hurt. Please give up your keys. And may everyone be happy and joyous during the next couple of weeks.

Looks Like Its Sand In My Future!!!
Well I got a call from my old CO (Commanding Officer) a few days ago and he informed me I have been put on the active recall list. Which means at anytime they can call me and I will be back to the sand hell known as Iraq. But hey somebody gots to do it right. I will keep you all informed if I do get sent back, if I do keep me in your thoughts and prayers, cause I will be thinking about you all over there. Ooh Rah and Semper Fidelis...The Boogey Man

Tied A Piece Of String Around Fluffy's Tail. Much Hilarity Ensued
lol i swear, i haven't laughed so hard in a long time. he must have spun around 8 or 9 times before catching it. and of course, he was running around all over the place, tryin to catch it LOL

Niters
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Too Tired For Play...
Even I was too tired today AND I am never too tired..... But, I maganged to make every meal and clean every dish this week. I am just trying to take a few things off my wife's plate so she will have a bit more room for me. No, I am not saying it is woman's work, but instead of 50/50, I am trying to make it 70/30. And I started eating healthier again. So, I will add one more thing to my blog. Waist 36 Weight 188.8 My goal is 34 and 175. When I played ball I was 32 and 150. (I was a senior in college!!!)

The Invitation
I like this poem!I hope you do also. The Invitation It doesn't interest me what you do for a living. I want to know what you ache for, and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart's longing. It doesn't interest me how old you are. I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool for love, for your dreams, for the adventure of being alive. It doesn't interest me what planets are squaring your moon. I want to know if you have touched the center of your sorrow, if you have been opened by life's betrayals, or have become shriveled and closed from fear of further pain! I want to know if you can sit with pain, mine and your own, without moving to hide it or fade it or fix it. I want to know if you can be with JOY, mine or your own: if you can dance with wildness and let the ecstasy fill you to the tips of your fingers and toes without cautioning us to be careful, to be realistic, or to remember the limitations of being human. It doesn't interest me if the st

First Time Sex
First Time Sex. A girl asks her boyfriend to come over Friday night and have dinner with her parents. Since this is such a big event, the girl announces to her boyfriend that after dinner, she would like to go out and make love for the first time. Well, the boy is ecstatic, but he has never had sex before, so he Takes a trip to the pharmacist to get some condoms. He tells the pharmacist it's his first time and the pharmacist helps the boy for about an hour. He tells the boy everything there is to know about condoms and sex.At the register, the pharmacist asks the boy how many condoms he'd like to buy, a 3-pack, 10-pack, or family pack. The boy insists on the family pack because he thinks he will be rather busy, it being his first time and all. That night, the boy shows up at the girl's parents house and meets his girlfriend at the door. "Oh, I'm so excited for you to meet my parents,come on in!" The boy goes inside and is taken to the dinner table

Survivor Cook Islands
Survivor Cook Islands is the only TV show I watch..... If you haven't seen the Cook Islands.. they are beautiful.... I definitely want to go there.. the waters are crystal aqua blue.... and the islands are breathtaking.... This is one of my favorite Survivor episodes... mainly because of the islands.....

Our Dance Of Love
I feel your eyes on me. The want to hurt me. Walk over, grab me. Hands bite my skin. Throw me like a doll. But I am not afraid, not in the least. This anger hides the truth, that you want me. There in lies the problem. That desire makes you weak. So, you break me. Take me up like a toy. Rough hands on silk skin. This is our dance of love. Push me to my knees. Yank my head back. Call me names. Dominate me. The truth is simple, I am the strong one here. Beat me, hurt me. Lable me as yours alone. I know the facts, and it drives you insain. That through it all, I smile and say, 'I love you too dear.'

To That Perfect Lady
Sometimes at night, when I look to the sky, I start thinking of you and then ask myself, why? Why do I love you? I think and smile, because I know the list could run on for miles. The whisper of your voice, the warmth of your touch, so many little things that make me love you so much. The way you support me, and help with my emotions, the way that you care and show such devotion. The way that your kiss, fills me with desire, and how you hold me with the warmth of a blazing fire. The way your eyes shine when you look at me, lost with you forever is where I want to be. The way that I feel when you're by my side, a sense of completion and overflowing pride. The dreams that I dream, that all involve you, the possibilities I see and the things we can do. How you finish the puzzle that lies inside my heart, how that deep in my soul, you are the most important part. I could go on for days, telling of what I feel, but all you really must know is my love for you is real.

Lost
where are you now? My secret passion, my muse that drove me. I cannot feel you anymore. I used to know your hands. now the words confuse me. Once we were close, now i feel the cold. I put some hope in you, and I think you took it. You grew strong. and now you're gone, But where are you?

Until You Return
I bind myself to your bed with no visbale rope or chain. But with the simple knowledge, that I cannot live without your touch I can feel it haunting me. It's pressure on my spine, the tug on my hair. Nails leave rivers on white skin, these rivers I travel when you're gone. Mark my skin, I leave it to you. A calling card that I am yours. Even now I can feel you still. Inside me, real in my mind. The crule, hard, heat. Exploding into me, leave your makr on my DNA. That is why I am bound. I cannot be whole, when I am lacking. Outside I heal, Inside you're absence, make me weak. Until you return.

A Wish
I lie on the ground, and stare into space, the stars start to move, into the shape of your face. I see you there now, looking down at me, with that cute little smile, that I like to see. You say "close your eyes", "tell me what you see", I see only two people, just you and me. We're walking the shoreline, with our feet getting wet, the horizon turns pink, as the sun starts to set. We make love through the night, on that white sandy shore, then I hold you while thinking, I could want nothing more. Oh I wish I could be, in that one special place, as I lie on the ground, and I stare into space...

Lover Eplained Time
the endless ticking of time a reminder of its fleeting Telling those moments are gone. the time I could spend laying naked and happy, in the sea of your arms. Seeing how you love me, reflected in your eyes. Here time is soundless. it to is watching us. holding its breath for us. but else where, time screams. A violent reminder tjat not all time is equal. Also air changes with time. alone here, it's cold. there is no heat of chemistry. Together we enlighten, Set air on fire with just a kiss. Right now I crave the heat. Seek the timeless fire. Let us create this haven but glory safe us when it's all gone. Time will scream us deft while we secretly freeze.

Unlicensed Love
On a summer's day long, long ago I fell in love and I'll never know Just what it was that made me feel So drawn to her, what the appeal That set my pulses so to race When e'er I gazed upon that face Of one who was scarce but a child Yet even then could drive me wild I'll never know the how's and why's I lost my heart to Hazel Eyes But when I got that long sought kiss I knew I'd found my Perfect Miss My elfin girl from down the lane And I'll never let her go again For how could I describe our love? Romantic love, all hearts and flowers No way to count the days and hours Spent in self-indulgent wishes And thoughts of long awaited kisses Of sweet embraces, tender sighs And gazing into love filled eyes Oh yes, it is that kind of love Or, is it yet the love of passion The ecstasy that knows no ration That shuddering nerve-tingling feeling The climax with your senses reeling The wondrous joy when you discover That sweet surrender to your lover Oh yes, it's tha

Cool Quiz...one Of My Favorite Ones Yet...
You are The Moon Hope, expectation, Bright promises. The Moon is a card of magic and mystery - when prominent you know that nothing is as it seems, particularly when it concerns relationships. All logic is thrown out the window. The Moon is all about visions and illusions, madness, genius and poetry. This is a card that has to do with sleep, and so with both dreams and nightmares. It is a scary card in that it warns that there might be hidden enemies, tricks and falsehoods. But it should also be remembered that this is a card of great creativity, of powerful magic, primal feelings and intuition. You may be going through a time of emotional and mental trial; if you have any past mental problems, you must be vigilant in taking your medication but avoid drugs or alcohol, as abuse of either will cause them irreparable damage. This time however, can also result in great creativity, psychic powers, visions and insight. You can and should trust your intuition. What Tarot Card are You?Take

For You Are The One
For you I would climb The highest mountain peak Swim the deepest ocean Your love I do seek. For you I would cross The rivers most wide Walk the hottest desert sand To have you by my side. For you are the one Who makes me whole You've captured my heart And touched my soul. For you are the one That stepped out of my dreams Gave me new hope Showed me what love means. For you alone Are my reason to live For the compassion you show And the care that you give. You came into my life And made me complete Each time I see you My heart skips a beat. For you define beauty In both body and mind Your soft, gentle face More beauty I'll ne'er find. For you are the one God sent from above The angel I needed For whom I do love

My Card
You are The Devil Materiality. Material Force. Material temptation; sometimes obsession The Devil is often a great card for business success; hard work and ambition. Perhaps the most misunderstood of all the major arcana, the Devil is not really "Satan" at all, but Pan the half-goat nature god and/or Dionysius. These are gods of pleasure and abandon, of wild behavior and unbridled desires. This is a card about ambitions; it is also synonymous with temptation and addiction. On the flip side, however, the card can be a warning to someone who is too restrained, someone who never allows themselves to get passionate or messy or wild - or ambitious. This, too, is a form of enslavement. As a person, the Devil can stand for a man of money or erotic power, aggressive, controlling, or just persuasive. This is not to say a bad man, but certainly a powerful man who is hard to resist. The important thing is to remember that any chain is freely worn. In most cases, you are enslaved only because

Angel Of Death
The angel of death has visited me this day, Whispering in my ear what shall come my way. The angel whispers dark unimaginable things in my ear, Releasing from me all of my darkest fears. But there is nothing I can do to stop this from coming to my door, So I guess till it all comes about I'm deaths little whore. I tell the angel to get the fuck out of my sight, I am staying right here and I'm going to put up a fight. With eyes of fire, smile of pure evil delight, The angel of death told me of my final plight. Words of hate began to fill my ears, As they do I can feel them bring forth tears. I try to ignore this ungodly angel of death, I promise to fight this fucker till my very last breath. He trys to bear down and attack my mind, But I gather all my power and leave him far behind. Angel of death you fucken piece of shit I scream, You are nothing to me but a horrible dream. I spit on your words and I spit in your face, If you don't leave now I will

Story
This is a few lines to a story i started. If anyone has any suggestions as to what i should do next, let me know. She stared hopelessly into his eyes searching for something, anything that would give her the slightest comfort. His eyes both distant and questioning peered down at her, her hair, her skin, her mouth. So warm, his eyes were so warm. They reminded her of the ocean kissing the shore; big pools of aqua, teal and at their center a rich honey. See me, she willed, see…me. For a split second something seemed to wash over him, kindness, sympathy, love? Then he did something she never expected. His lips pressed against hers tentatively until he felt her body relax and accept his touch. She knew this couldn’t be real but she couldn’t bring herself to pull away, and then it hit her. In his kiss she tasted a thousand cries, a thousand fears, and a thousand lies.

Corroded Soul
Complete emptiness inside. I only now time bide. Confused... by all the times you told the truth, and the times you lied. Tell me something, are we through? Do you even know yourself what's fake, and what's true? My emotions draining like evaporating dew. I see now through all the bullshit and confusion. I've finally found the simplest solution. Ill thrust this inside my heart to feel the intrusion. The darkness seeps in and I feel the pull. I only had one real goal. But that goal is lost now. Swallowed by my Corroded Soul.

Your Spirit Lives On...
Did you know... A day never passes when I don't think of you. You weren't only my father. You were my best friend too. I only wish things were different. So many lies that people tell. Jealousies from a distance. Not always spoken... But in their eyes you see it well. I miss you so badly. But in the end you gave me strength. A bond that could never be broken. I'll never care what others say or think. You know I'll always love you. I just wish you could be here. I know thats just impossible. I had to let you go with God. I still blink back these selfish tears. I wanted to be strong.. Tryed to be brave for all to see. I failed. I cryed. Part of me also died. In the end your candle nod. You last breathe. A Godly sleep. My face in your hand. I felt you warmth I said to let go. You left in peace. And I made you a promise. I know you worried so. Never forget that I'm part of you ...Daddy Your spirit lives on, In the body of me...

The Knife
I sit in my expensive leather chair I listen to my music without a care The song has just repeated for the twentieth time As tears still fall down my face thinking about my past crimes How could I have let her fallen I said I would protect her till the end But some where I broke that promise and it cost me my dearest friend As the song starts again what has become the soundtrack of my life I slowly pull out the sleeping metal box the one that houses the knife Once upon a time really not that long ago The knife belonged to my best friend who cherished it so But as sharp as the blade still is to this day The very object in my hand took my dearly beloved friend away I can still see the specks of blood reflected by the desk lamp light Oh how this mere object set my fragile heart in plight I tried to help her, said everything would be okay But the demons in her soul lead her mind astray She cut both her arms along her pale blue veins Her life blood pooling a

Fallen Warrior
Beneath the lotus tree In the garden of eternal bloom A warrior sits among the bloosms Gazing into the eye of the moon Wondering into the future But still so far from the past His heart pounding beneath his tunic Knowing the dye is about to be cast Crickets in the background Wind rustling through the trees He closes his tear stained eyes As the vision of his future is about to be Silently as the night The enemy spills over the wall Into the garden of eternal bloom How many warriors shall fall? Soliders made of dark shadows With hearts made of stone Surround the lone warrior As he sits on his lotus covered throne Unsheathing his sword His heart beating faster then before One slice through the air And two soliders are no more Sweat dripping off his brow The wind turning into a storm Our warrior getting weaker The end is beginning to form With a quick flick of the wrist Our brave soul feeling the pain As his blood begins to spill As begins the

How I Do It.
A lot of you have asked me, "Hey! You! How do you manage to tolerate our existence in your otherwise perfect world?" It's simple, really. I just think of all of you as being mildly retarded. It's not your fault you do and say the things that you do and say and do and say and so on.

This Is Why I Don't Let My Online Life And My Personal Life Cross.
A certain person (names left out to protect the innocent) was banned from commenting on mumm's. Personally, I liked the guy, he may have been offensive, but he was funny. If he said something I didn't like, I just stopped reading and moved on to another comment or another mumm. Now everybody that is for or against him is fighting like it's the end of the world. It's a website people. I don't agree that he got banned from making comments but I am not going to put my neck on the line for it. I don't know the guy personally and so it isn't going to affect my real life. When the online drama is taking over your real life, it's time to stop and re-check your priorities.

16th! Ay Iiiii Am Pulling My Hair And Snarling......
Today is officially a month to go for my birthday. Glup... but am excited though eventhough I wish there's a brake for that! Am excited and groaning at the same time. Its good mixed up feeling though. I am embracing my age despite time flies because I do have the same sense of youth and all except that my knowledge and empowerment has been incredible increased of enlightments. I will always embracing all those years i learned and evolved by the day I increased my number. Number means nothing, lessons to be learned from life and all the mistakes we made or seek from others were amazingly awakening to our wisdom about life and we often forgot to remind ourselves that number means nothing. its our years on earth were remarkable experience... nothing beats that. :) However wow time flies like nutzo! LOL aw cripes... cant beat THAT either grins. Have a great November! Hugx S

Love Defined
What is love, but an emotion, So strong and so pure, That nurtured and shared with another All tests it will endure? What is love, but a force To bring the mighty low, With the strength to shame the mountains And halt time’s ceaseless flow? What is love, but a triumph, A glorious goal attained, The union of two souls, two hearts A bond the angels have ordained? What is love, but a champion, To cast the tyrant from his throne, And raise the flag of truth and peace, And fear of death o’erthrow? What is love, but a beacon, To guide the wayward heart, A blazing light upon the shoals That dash cherished dreams apart? And what is love, but forever, Eternal and sincere, A flame that through wax and wane Will outlive life’s brief years? So I’ll tell it on the mountaintops, In all places high and low, That love for you is my reason to be, And will never break or bow.

Love Is?
Love Is ... Love is the greatest feeling, Love is like a play, Love is what I feel for you, Each and every day, Love is like a smile, Love is like a song, Love is a great emotion, That keeps us going strong, I love you with my heart, My body and my soul, I love the way I keep loving, Like a love I can't control, So remember when your eyes meet mine, I love you with all my heart, And I have poured my entire soul into you, Right from the very start.

To Love And To Be Loved
A gentle word like a spark of light, Illuminates my soul And as each sound goes deeper, It's YOU that makes me whole There is no corner, no dark place, YOUR LOVE cannot fill And if the world starts causing waves, It's your devotion that makes them still And yes you always speak to me, In sweet honesty and truth Your caring heart keeps out the rain, YOUR LOVE, the ultimate roof So thank you my Love for being there, For supporting me, my life I'll do the same for you, you know, My Beautiful, Darling Wife.

Done
DO ! i don't want to hear about you trying FUCKING DO ! you only grow a spine before the weak DO ! so sick of your bitching and whining FUCKING DO ! kick the crutch out from under your feet STAND ! are there any muscles in your legs? STAND ! do you have the stregnth to crawl out of your grave? STAND ! just to get kicked down again ignore the pain, get to your feet and kicked in the fucking head life is fucking cyclical, no beginning or end and hate is so recyclable, that i've decided not to give in to those particular individules, who hate particularlly sometimes it's just safer to hate every person, place, and thing i would never protest the things i hate, because i would hate the protest i'm in and besides i only fight for pain, not to fucking win so if i say i like you, then i like you a lot because i honestly hate all the sheep bah-ing with the flock

What Kind Of Angel Are You?
What kind of angel are you?(girls only) You are a Depressed Angel! You have a good heart but you have experienced bad things that cover it up. Don't worry good things will come to you soon!Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Down At The Crossroads
You been to the crossroads And rolled dice with the Devil. You always get what you want Down at the crossroads. And what you wanted was all well and good For a period of time. But when it all goes south, You realize that the coin in your pocket Has a flip side. And the spiritual lady say She gonna make everything better. And she tries real hard. God Bless her. But there ain’t no help to be had ‘Cause you negotiated in good faith. And you got what you bargained for… More or less. So when you come to a fork in the road Just take the path that seems more sensible. And if you don’t like where it leads, You can always go back and cut another deal Down at the crossroads.

Ucla Student Tasered On Campus
An Iranian-American student at UCLA was tasered on Tuesday by campus police for failing to provide proper identification during a random security check at the school library.The whole thing was caught on tape. The kid was tasered seven times in all. Onlookers were also threatened with tasering.Contact information for UCLA's chancellor:chancellor@conet.ucla.edu

Im Wondering....
HOW MANY PEOPLE ON THIS SITE ARE ACTUALLY HERE TO MAKE FRIENDS?I KNOW THE KEY IS TO GET ALOT OF ADDS AND GAIN CHERRY POINTS BUT HOW MANY PEOPLE ACTUALLY TAKE THE TIME TO GET TO KNOW EACH OTHER ON HERE? I MEAN IM REALLY ENJOYING CHERRY TAP ITS NOTHING LIKE OTHER SITES BUT IN SOME WAYS ITS JUST LIKE OTHER SITES....I GO INTO LOUNGES SOMETIME JUST TO SEE IF ANYONE WILL ACKNOWLEDGE MY PRESENCE AND JUST LIKE ON SOME OTHER SITES IF YOUR NOT KNOWN YOU GET NO CONVERSATION NOT EVEN A HELLO.....I LIKE CHERRY BECAUSE THE PEOPLE ARE WILLING TO BE FRIENDS BUT THEN I WONDER AM I BEING ACCEPTED AS A FRIEND OR BEING ADDED AS A FRIEND AS A MEANS TO GAIN CHERRY POINTS OR DOES ALL THESE PEOPLE OVER 120 FRIENDS ON MY LIST REALLY WANNA GET TO KNOW ME AS A FRIEND?????????I DONT KNOW SO IM WONDERING.....IF IM ON YOUR FRIENDS LIST AND YOU WOULD LIKE TO GET TO KNOW ME IM HERE FOR YOU,I HAVE YAHOO MESSENGER AS WELL AS SEVERAL EMAIL BOXES......IF YOUR NOT ON MY FRIENDS LIST AND WOULD LIKE TO GET TO KNOW ME JUST L

The Label Quizz ! ( Punk, Prep, Goth, Normie, Jock, Or Other???)
The Label Quiz! (Punk, Prep, Goth, Normie, Jock, or OTHER???) Goth! =)Color- BlackMusic- goth-rock / hard rockFamous BF- one of the Madden brothersOther- Your kool. You are you and that's who you will always be. You are the coolest of all, even if you might be on anti-depresantsReality- Lighten up a bit. Life may be a bitch but it doesn't have to be TOTAL hell.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Just A Little Note
Hey Guys know the weekend is here for me but you guys are a day behind but just wanted to wish you all a great weekend stay safe & talk to you all soon special hugs to the special ppl you know who you are love you guys so much. Hugs & may you all have a great thanks giving is it soon? lol dont have that here but wanted to wish you guys the very best.

Poopy
I have been so tierd the past couple of days..and very very forgetful. It really sucks not being able to sleep when you want and when I do fall asleep I dont want to get up. I am always forgetting to take my anti-depressants and I have been feeling some what depressed lately. I just dont know what wrong with me, plus I have been stressed out alot too. I really am not that happy with my life right now, at times I wish that everything could just be perfect and that I could be perfect, but that will never happen, so I should just stop dreaming ya know. Other then that I talked to Barry the other day about the fact that he almost sleeps his entire day away and doesnt spend time with me. Its not that big of a deal that he sleeps cause I know that he waorks 3rd shift and he needs it, It just sucks cause there s times were I have to practically drag him out of bed to just hang out with me or to go somewhere with me. It just really sucks that I barely see him when he is home too :(. I guess

Gin Oblivion....
Beauty is only skin deep so cut me open and call me ugly... Beauty is in the eye of the beholder so a blind man must be surrounded by playboy bunnies... If you cut me, do I not bleed..? What doesn't kill me makes me stronger...Let's just start with what makes me stronger... To be early is to be on time, to be late is to take someone to court for child support... Cleanliness is next to Godliness, so bums are Satan incarnate... Here's an obscure joke... (If you laugh at this without looking it up I will make sweet, sweet love to you) A mole walks into a bar and says to the bartender "I want a shot of whiskey please" The bartender looks at the mole and says "Can't you read, we have a maximum occupancy of 6.022 x 10^23, we don't have room for one more mole..." HAHA! -Robert

Pain
well it freakin started again. i'm sure i've said something to the fact that i have chronic pelvic pain in other blogs. for the record i'm not writing this so everyone in the world can see my problems, it's kind of my diary. anyways my pain started yesterday and it sucks! it's a good think i don't have to work till monday lol. I hope i can get into the doctor soon! i'm gonna need some kind of pain meds if i'm gonna be able to work. seems to always help if i can have some sort of pain pill. i was scared when they put me on vicadin and then they put me on loratab's. i'm scared that i could get addicted to them so who knows guess we'll see huh?

I Be Hated Alot.
AIGHT, HAVEN'T BEEN ON FOR A FEW DAYS. I WORK AS A BOUNCER AT A STRIP CLUB THAT ON MONDAY NIGHTS LIKE TO DO A BRILLIANT THING AND MAKE DRAFT BEERS 25 CENTS. LAST WEEK A GUY GOT ANGRY THAT A GIRL WASN'T GOING TO FUCK HIM, HE BECAME ANGRY AND WHEN I WENT TO THROW HIM OUT OF THE CLUB FOR PUNCHING HER IN THE FACE HE SMASHED A BOTTLE ON A TABLE AND STABBED MY IN THE UPPER RIGHT ARM WITH IT. HE WAS VERY VERY DRUNK, AND I ENDED UP BREAKING HIS JAW WITH A FLASHLIGHT. THAT WAS LAST MONDAY. THIS MONDAY EVERYTHING WAS GOING PEACHY, LOTS OF LOUDNESS AND DRINKING, OF COURSE MIDNIGHT COMES A ROUND AND SOME MORON AT THE FRONT DOOR DOESN'T PAT DOWN A FAMILIAR LOOKING DUDE WITH A BROKEN JAW. HE PROCEEDS TO WALK UP BEHIND ME, AND STABS ME FOUR TIMES IN THE BACK AND SIDES WITH A BUTTERFLY KNIFE HE HAD WALKED IN WITH. MY BUDDY LURCH KNOCKED THE GUY OUT, AND GOT ME OUT IN FRONT OF THE CLUB WHERE THE PARAMEDICS GOT ME AND TOOK ME TO THE ER. NUMB NUTS DIDN'T HIT ANYTHING MAJOR, BUT I ENDED UP WITH 47 NEW STI

2 Year Anniversay Of My Move To La.
This is the 2 yeat anniversary of my move to L.A . I quit the show last night, spent today waiting for the plumber to leave, then off to get my glasses from my eye doctor and get a little retail therapy at Ann Taylor. I majorly scored 5 pieces on sale totalling $100 which meant thay I wualified to recieve rwo $25 gift cards given when you spend $50... so it really only cost $50 for 2 pairs of pants, 2 skirts and a cress. Damn I'm good!

I Feel(a Poem By Me)
i feel believe it's true Sometimes I wonder what i can do to stop you from using n abusing me My minds fucked up wondering whats true What you said before is that truely yoU? what could you want and what could You need I like this I want this If you just want one thing then let me know n let your words ring true So if i cant See what's truely there My eyes covered Like a tree in the fog My voice muted as if all i say falls onto deaf ears I need not request nor shall i beg For anymore of you then you want to give So tell me straight and tell me true What do you want to do? A secret rendevous? maybe two Something long something lasting? or short fake n sweet? i thrive for something i dont know i can have someone to want me as i want him to need me to hold me n treat me as i do him with respect n honesty.. so i'll wait for you. decide. i wont bother after a while i should know where i stand

Working On It
As some may know, I have been twisting up into myself for the last week trying to finish writing my latest...hmmm what do I call it? Linear perversion? As I've said before, my last dance into an actual story, was based more on my wife's fetishes and not my own. What I am writing now, is very much, a work of bloody massacre. As a result, I keep getting too aroused by certain words on my page to finish my thoughts, or organize them into a plot for mass understanding. Slowly, however, I do make progress, and possibly, have some relief of the pressure on my overly stimulated mind... so for now, a bit of nostalgia, the first piece I wrote on the subject, over 10 years ago, it's short, to the point, and without room for interpretation My blood runs hot and quickly feel it coursing through my veins The force that keeps it there is a force I can't be bothered to regain I need for just one thing to be cut, sliced, seperated, and permitted to flow Penetrate my body with a blade P

50 Things Girls Wish Guys Knew...
50 things girls wish guys knew... 1)You have to tell a girl how you feel about her...we make no assumptions. 2)It never hurts to work out...take your own advice. 3)Girls like sex just as much, if not more than guys. 4)Not all girls masturbate...we just don't and no we are not lying. 5)We hate porn. 6)Hmmmm...guys in Jeeps...yummmm... 7)Girls need food, water, and compliments to survive. 8)We think about you all the time. 9)Being able to make us laugh is so much more important than how much you can bench-press. 10)We may think you are gay if you wear tighty-whities on a regular basis. 11)Hold our hand. 12)No backseat drivers...NONE. 13)Girls generally don't like giving head, so you better be ready to reciprocate if and when you get it. 14)We are not your all-night restaurant. 15)Anything we say or do during that 4 days to a week each month cannot be held against us. 16)If you hold our hand while you are driving we will be thoroughly impressed...especially if it's a sti

My Own Pain!!!
My Own Pain I have so much pain to go through I wonder everyday why this is happening to me How could god do this to me? My only answer for that is it is meant to be this way My heart can't take to much more I am breaking everyday Only God knows how much I can handle Why do people have to lie? I can't answer that only they can Why do people hurt the ones they Love? I can't answer that only they can Why is my Heart feeling so much Pain? Only I can answer That. Why is it that things run in our heads each night before we sleep? I don't have the answer for that either All I know is I have My Own Pain In Time I hope it goes away I don't like being angry I don't like not trusting I don't like being unhappy when I don't know what they want I don't like secrets I am open, honest, caring, loving, love my family I believe things happen for reasons and I am here for a reason and that Is to Be Married and raise o

The Deal.
Here's the deal. Are you ready for the deal? A couple months ago I wrote a short story. I was going to post it chapter by chapter in a blog. The deal is the it's something very close to me and it kind of has a hidden meaning. Almost like a section of my life I fictionalized. So, I am only gong to post it if there seems to be some interest in it. If you want me to post it leave a comment and I will. Lee O. Easter, III

To All The Ladies...including Me!
12 REASONS TO DATE A HOCKEY PLAYER! 1. They carry big sticks. 2. They always wear protection. 3. They have good hands. 4. They have good stamina. 5. They are used to scoring. 6. They find the holes and put it in. 7. They always go hard. 8. They always do good under pressure. 9. They love to hit from behind. 10.They always like warm ups. 11.When they stop they spray white stuff. 12.They never stop until our job is done

Penis Requests A Raise...
I, the penis, hereby request a raise in salary for the following reasons: I do physical labor I work at great depths I plunge head first into everything I do I do not get weekends off or public holidays I work in a damp environment I don't get paid overtime I work in a dark workplace that has poor ventilation I work in high temperatures My work exposes me to contagious diseases Dear Penis, After assessing your request, and considering the arguments you have raised, the administration rejects your request for the following reasons: You do not work 8 hours straight You fall asleep on the job after brief work period You do not always follow the orders of the management team You do not stay in your allocated position, and often visit other areas You do not take initiative - you need to be pressured and stimulated in order to start working You leave the workplace rather messy at the end of your shift You don't always observe necessary safety regul

Meet Me In The Stars My Love
As I am saying good night at the end of the day, And you are not here, but many miles away, My heart is so empty and so lonely inside, As I wipe away a tear I am trying to hide. I close my eyes and try to go to sleep, But with the sadness inside I begin to weep. Suddenly I remember what you once said to me, Just meet me in the stars, waiting for you I will be. When distance tends to keep us apart, Remember I still hold you near in my heart. When the night together, can't be ours, Just close your eyes and meet me in the stars. Meet me in the stars, I'll be waiting there for you. With a bottle of wine and glasses for two. Just close your eyes and there you will see, Waiting in the stars, just for you I will be. Remembering those words, I begin to smile, And gently close my eyes, lessening the miles. I can see the stars, oh how beautifully arranged, But you are not there, no hug to exchange. I sit alone waiting, with hope in my heart, No longer wanting to be

Hockey Player Quote
We are the cockiest, dirtiest, most irresponsible group of athletes in the world. Will do anything and come back to tell his teammates about it. Live the dream until they are 35 then realize they never made it. Ladies love us, guys want to be us, we are the soul of the universe. You lace up the skates, put on the gloves, strap on the helmet, and walk on to the ice and nothing else matters. It doesn't matter that you failed a test, your girl is bein a bitch, or that you got a ticket on the way there...you're world is absolutely perfect for the next couple hours Here's to faceoffs, goals, assists, overtime, livin' on the road, cold rinks, early mornings, breakaways, goin' top shelf, countless hours of practice, bag skates, thousands of dollars, dangling d-men, big hits, broken twigs, new skates, packin' bombs, wheelin' broads, coaches, adding the letter "y" to the end of everyone's last name, the word "f", pick up, fights, let downs, miracles and most of all - the game, Hockey Why? Why d

?????????????
THE KISS OF HER LIPS WAS JUST A LIE I COULD TELL BY THE LOOK IN HER EYE WHY CAN'T I FIND A GIRL THAT IS TRUE NOT ONE WHO WILL ALWAYS MAKE ME FEEL BLUE I'M TIRED OF SEARCHING FOR THAT SPECIAL ONE FUCK IT FORGET IT I'VE HAD IT I'M DONE SO I'LL LIVE ALONE TILL I'M OLD AND GRAY THAN I'LL DIE ALONE ON THAT FATEFUL DAY SO HEAR MY WORDS LOVE IS A BUNCH OF SHIT SO GUESS WHAT JUST LIKE A JOB BOSS I QUIT I'M TIRED OF SEEKING THAT THING CALLED LOVE SO I'M DONE PRAYING TO THE MAN ABOVE HE HASN'T ONCE GAVE ME THE ANSWER I SEEK SO I'M JUST GONNA SIT HERE AND WATCH MY POOR HEART LEAK.........ANOTHER POEM BY JOSEPH BLAKE

If I Could Write A Letter To Shangri-la Id Write This
HEY MOM, WHATS UP? WHATS SHANGRI-LA LIKE? IS IT REALLY AS BEAUTIFUL AS PEOPLE SAY? WELL, IM WRITING YOU TO LET YOU KNOW THAT I STILL LOVE YOU I KNOW IT'S BEEN TWO YEARS AND I SHOULD BE OVER IT BUT MOM IM STILL HOLDING ON I REMEMBER WHEN I FIRST MET YOU I WAS 7 YEARS OLD AND MY DAD INTRODUCED US AND TOLD ME YOU WERE HIS GIRLFRIEND I REMEMBER THE EGG DONOR WAS TREATIN ME LIKE SHIT AND YOU STEPPED UP AND BECAME A MOM WE MET IN THE SUMMER OF '93 AND WE HIT IT OFF FROM THE START IN '95 WHEN WE WENT TO PICK OUT A WEDDING DRESS I FIRST CALLED U MOM AND U WERE SO HAPPY U HAD TEARS OF JOY IN UR EYES WHEN U MARRIED MY DAD AT FIRST I REBELLED CUZ I WAS TOLD U WERE TAKIN HIM FROM ME AND I WAS PISSED THEN WHEN I TURNED 11 U BECAME MY BEST FRIEND WE WERE SO CLOSE I COULD TELL U ANYTHING U TOOK ME OUTTA THE DEVIL WORSHIP HOUSE FOR GOOD WHEN I WAS 16 MOM U SAVED ME FROM ABUSE AND NEGLECT AND SUICIDE MOM I LOVE U SO MUCH AND THAN WHEN I WAS 17 ABOUT TO TURN 18 U WERE IN THE HOSPITAL ONLY SHORTLY TO DIE

Angelique
This is my daughter's name. The meaning of my name was dead on, so I decided to look up her's too. She's only 4 but she has her own fan club!! LOL The "Angel Fan Club"!!!! Discover the hidden meaning in your name Angelique Angel, heavenly messenger : Greek Your charming, witty and vibrant personality ensures your popularity and usually places you at the centre of activities. You also have a determined will and capacity for leadership which often places you in positions of authority. Your generous, humanitarian and idealistic nature gives you a desire to work towards goals which will be of benefit to everyone. Material and emotional success are a natural result of your endeavours.

I Was Made For You...
I Was Made For You... It was never written in the stars, Or whispered to me in a fall breeze, It didn’t come from traveling to a land afar, Nor did an angel come to me in my sleep, I sought no answer in god’s scriptures, Or sipped some magical potion, It did not take first sight of a picture, Nor some unexplained sense of divine devotion, It is not even in the words in this poem I write, Or hidden in a the lyrics of a song, All I know is what I feel in my heart is right, For you are the one my soul has so longed, It is something that will be forever true, That love I have been vested shall never fade, For my life is complete now that I’ve found you, Because it was you for which I was made.

Natural Highs
Think about them one at a time BEFORE going on to the next one... IT DOES MAKE YOU FEEL GOOD, especially the thought at the end. 1. Falling in love. 2. Laughing so hard your face hurts. 3. A hot shower. 4. No lines at the supermarket 5. A special glance. 6. Getting mail 7 . Taking a drive on a pretty road. 8. Hearing your favorite song on the radio. 9. Lying in bed listening to the rain outside. 10. Hot towels fresh out of the dryer. 11. Chocolate milkshake.. (or vanilla or strawberry!) 12. A bubble bath. 13. Giggling. 14. A good conversation. 15. The beach 16. Finding a 20 dollar bill in your coat from last winter. 17. Laughing at yourself. 19. Midnight phone calls that last for hours. 20. Running through sprinklers. 21. Laughing for absolutely no reason at all. 22. Having someone tell you that you're beautiful. 23. Laughing at an inside joke.

It Ain't Easy Bein' Me!
Seems I never have much time to blog. They say that after 50, it's patch, patch, patch... It is true to some extent, I guess. All that patching, less time to type! WAA! I know, where's the cheese? Having recently (again!) become single, I have noticed a marked difference between interactions with women as a younger man as opposed to now. I am working on a set of guidelines, I think I will call it "Old Fart Dating 101" - only problem is, guys my age don't read or buy books, they are too busy worrying about how they will ever get laid again! Just for example, when I was younger, the conversation was what clubs we frequented, so maybe we could run into each other. Now, we compare lists of daily prescriptions to see if our side effects might clash. Another: Young - what little sexy wrinkles we like while making love. Old - who has to try to go on top! I know, pretty lame stuff. I never realized to what extent our society excludes people as they get a little older. Let me say, i

The Elderly Speak Thier Mind!! Thanl God For Them
> Here is a quote from a government employee who witnessed a recent > > interaction between an elderly woman and an antiwar protester in a Metro > > station in DC: > > > > There were protesters on the train platform handing out pamphlets on the > > evils of America . I politely declined to take one. An elderly woman was > > behind me getting off the escalator and a young (20ish) female protester > > offered her a pamphlet, which she politely declined." > > > > The young protester put her hand on the old woman's shoulder as a gesture > > of friendship and in a very soft voice asked, "Lady, don't you care about > > the children of Iraq?" > > > > The old woman looked up at her and said, "Honey, my father died in France > > during World War II. I lost my husband in Korea , and a son in Vietnam . > > All three died so you could have the right to stand here and bad mouth our > > country. If you touch me again. I'll stick this umbrella up your ass and > > ope

A Dream
A SOLDIER MUST DREAM ANOTHER DAY BREAKS IN A COMBAT ZONE I RE-READ THE LETTERS THAT I GOT FROM BACK HOME A SMILE WARMS THE HEART A TEAR TRICKLES FROM MY EYE I THINK ALL IS WELL BUT I KNOW THATS A LIE I LEFT HOME SAYING DONT WORRY ABOUT ME ILL BE BACK BEFORE YOU KNOW IT JUST WAIT AND SEE WE SAID OUR GOODBYES THEN I BOARDED THE FLIGHT I FLEW THROUGH THE DARKNESS LONG INTO THE NIGHT NO ONE CAN PLAN WHAT GOD HAS IN STORE ESPECIALLY IN A LAND THAT IS RAVAGED WITH WAR BUT ILL CONTINUE TO HOPE AND ILL CONTINUE TO DREAM THAT ILL WAKE UP ONE MORNING IN THE LAND OF THE FREE YOU SEE, I KNOW A FEW WHO THOUGHT THE SAME WAY THEY NEVER SAW IT COMING AS THEY STARTED THEIR DAY THEY HAD VISIONS OF LOVE UNDER AN AMERICAN MOON THE MADE IT BACK HOME COVERED WITH THE RED, WHITE AND BLUE I LOVE GOD AND MY COUNTRY MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS AND ILL PRAY FOR THE DAY WHEN THIS DAMN WAR WILL END ILL NEVER TAKE FOR GRANTED WHAT FREEDOM HAS COST NOR WILL I E

The Stupid Shit We Do
Why, Why, Why Why do we press harder on a remote control when we know the batteries are getting weak? Why do banks charge a fee on "insufficient funds" when they know there is not enough? Why does someone believe you when you say there are four billion stars, but check when you say the paint is wet? Why doesn't glue stick to the bottle? Why do they use sterilized needles for death by lethal injection? Why doesn't Tarzan have a beard? Why does Superman stop bullets with his chest, but ducks when you throw a revolver at him? Why do Kamikaze pilots wear helmets? Whose idea was it to put an "S" in the word "lisp"? If people evolved from apes, why are there still apes? Why is it that no matter what color bubble bath you use the bubbles are always white? Is there ever a day that mattresses are not on sale? Why do people constantly return to the refrigerator with hopes that something new to eat will have materialized? Why do people keep run

Hey I Lived In Vegas . This Sound Allmost Good ;)
The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Fifth Level of Hell!Here is how you matched up against all the levels:LevelScorePurgatory (Repenting Believers)Very LowLevel 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)Very LowLevel 2 (Lustful)Very HighLevel 3 (Gluttonous)LowLevel 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)Very LowLevel 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)ExtremeLevel 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)Low

Stress
so ya, having fincancial difficulties, moved in with friends, who said it would be a temporary move there and that i needed to work on my disability claim., well would'nt you know it?! when everything is perfect and done and i even found a little job then i get chewed out and called a munipulator! i tell you this sucks

Let Me Know What You Think Dont Hate Me Im Just Reposting
New Gas Plan....Bush wants us to cut the amount of gas we use. The best way to stop using so much gas is to deport 11 million illegal immigrants! That would be 11 million less people using our gas. The price of gas would have to come down as a result. New Immigration Plan... Bring our troops home from Iraq to guard theborder. When they catch an illegal immigrant crossing the border, hand him acanteen, rifle and some ammo and ship him to Iraq. Tell him if he wants to come to America, then he must serve a tour in the military. Give him a soldier's pay while he's there and tax him on it. After his tour, he will be allowed to become a citizen since he defended this country. He will also be registered to be taxed and be a legal patriot. This option will probably deter illegal immigration and provide a solution for the troops in Iraq, and the aliens trying to make a better life for themselves. If they refuse to serve, ship them to Iraq anyway, without the canteen, rifle or ammo.

So Sad That This Will Happen
Hello all. Looks like I finally found a use for my blog, or at least something worthy of posting anyway. I live in a small mobile home park in Daniel Boone Village in Hillsborough NC, and this development company wants to plow it all down. Small businesses, mobile homes, everything. They want to build a strip mall, town homes, and condominiums here. Why? There's an almost completely empty strip mall across the street. Condo's and town homes too. Why do they want to destroy people's homes to build some more when they can't fill what they have? We have so much construction going on here already. Why plow down about 30 or so people's homes when you don't need too? What are you going to build.. more empty buildings? To what purpose? People should always come first.. even the poor ones. I don't know, maybe I'm wrong, but I believed them when they told me in school that my government was by the people and for the people. Don't remember it specifying rich business peop

This Gave Me Goose Bumps
From elementary to high school from beginning to end. Through all those years their friendship grew. They both felt the same, but neither knew. Each waking moment since the day they met. They both loved each other sunrise to sunset. He was all she had in her terrible life. He was the one who kept her from her knife. She was his angel, she made him smile. Though life threw him curves, she made it all worth while. Then one day things went terribly wrong. The next few weeks were like a very sad song. He made her jealous on purpose he tried. When the girl asked, "Do you love her?" on purpose he lied. He played with jealousy like it was a game. Little did he know Things would never be the same. His plan was working but he had no

A Pastor's Ass
The Pastors ass The pastor entered his donkey in a race and it won. The pastor was so pleased with the donkey that he entered it in the race again, and it won again. The local paper read: PASTOR'S ASS OUT FRONT The Bishop was so upset with this kind of publicity that he ordered the pastor not to enter the donkey in another race. The next day, the local paper headline read: BISHOP SCRATCHES PASTOR'S ASS. This was too much for the bishop, so he ordered the pastor to get rid of the donkey. The pastor decided to give it to a nun in a nearby convent. The local paper, hearing of the news, posted the following headline the next day: NUN HAS BEST ASS IN TOWN. The bishop fainted. He informed the nun that she would have to get rid of the donkey, so she sold it to a farmer for $10. The next day the paper read: NUN SELLS ASS FOR $10 This was too much for the bishop, so he ordered the nun to buy back the donkey and lead it to the plains where it could run wild. The next da

My Newest Poem
The End Of A Long Fight Without even waking he knew Their fight the night before had been way to much Things were said that were never meant He heard her cry as he drifted off to sleep No, he did not sleep well His dreams kept drifting back to her How he felt when he held her How the smell of her shampoo drove him through the roof How normal it felt to say "I love you" Why did they argue? Was the problem so bad that they could not just talk He never meant to say that he hated her He never meant to tell her that he never loved her He knew better. She should have known better Seconds passed and millions of ideas ran through his mind In the other room he heard a door close He thought he had a chance to say "I'm sorry" He had the chance to hold her once again He opened the bedroom door Looked into her eyes as she stood there There was a bag in her hand but he did not notice He ran to her and whispered in her ear. She smiled at him and said that she loved him too

Gettingmy List Together
Oh I love the yummy food and cooking on Thanksgiving. The smell of Turkey and pumkin pie, oh my its so yummy. What are your plans for Thanskgiving, whats your favorite dish I love cooking,southern foods, and you can see that on cooking with Alyse at www.naughtyalyse.com I am updating once a month, however if you need to know anything please ask me, thats cool. kisses Alyse

Rip And Send To All Your Friends
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Always On Top
My gf always wants to be on top and never try any variation. I'm not complaining, because the sex is great, but she likes the same position over and over again. I tried the forceful thing in a different position, but that pissed her off. I even rolled her over, but she stoppped until we resumed the normal on top position. Anyone have this situation before? Should I care or do anything about it since I am actually getting sex on a regular basis? Thoughts anyone?

Charles Beeler
I found this on google. Along with so many riders that are putting on a special ride in the honor of Charlie! I am so choked up. It is so amazing how many people are coming to support him because of who he was and what he fought for.... Freedom! Thank you to everyone that has been supporting me this past week. It has been difficult and I am working through it. Tomorrow is the service and then it will be time to try and move forward with a sence of peace and positive thoughts and reflection. ~read on~ This past Sunday evening (Nov. 12, 2006) a regular Army soldier assigned to Ft. McCoy and living in Sparta took his own life. He returned from a tour in Iraq just a few months ago. He leaves behind a wife of many years and 3 children, ages 12, 13, and 15. He was a Harley rider and may have recently joined the PGR. Since he was not "KIA" his demise and name will not show up on the DOD news releases. The Army's public affairs office will be issuing an obituary and new

3 Types Of Honeymoons
Three couples were married and stayed at the same hotel for their honeymoons, where they were all taken care of by Dave the Bellboy. The first man married a nurse. Dave showed them to their room and thought to himself, "What a lucky guy. Nurses are known to be hot to trot". The second man married a telephone operator. Dave showed them to their room and thought to himself,"Wow, he's a lucky one. Telephone operators have sexy voices and once you pop that top button...Va-voom.". The third man married a school teacher. Dave showed them to their room and thought to himself, "Poor guy, she's pretty but teachers are just too frigid". The next morning, Dave reported to work at 5:30 in the morning. He expected only the teacher's husband to call for breakfast any minute and the other two would call much later in the day. At 6:00 a.m. the phone rang. It was the nurse's husband wanting breakfast. The nurse's husband opened the door and Dave stepped back in shock. The man's

Solders Silent Night
Body: T'WAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT, OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SOLDIERS WHO W

Crazy Stuff
So yea i started my page here on LostCherry or CherryTap now and then like 2 days later i lost my internet my roommate didnt pay the bill so it got shut off. So know i have it back.. and sorry to anyone on here that is on my friends or tried to talk to me... i havent been able to get on and not being able to i kinda forgot about it (lol sorry bout that *blushes shyly*) So i am back on here thought i would let everyone know talk to ya soon!!! Love Always!

If U _______ Me?
If U _______ Me? love me................leave a love comment like me.................leave a sweet comment want to bang me......leave a message wanna date me....... leave your number wanna marry me....leave a "will you marry me?" comment think im sexy.................leave a comment on one of my piics care about me ....................leave a caring comment hate me................kiss my ass REPOST THIS AND SEE HOW MANY MESSAGES/COMMENTS YOU GET

Which Dragon Resides In Your Soul
Which Dragon resides in your soul? (cool pictures!) You are a white dragon, pure and noble, you would help humans if they desprately need you. YOu are kind and wise with a heart of gold.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

More Moving Around
And just as I thought the arrival of an official go-live date would place me firmly back in Texas, I'm given yet another assignment... Mary Black Hospital. South Carolina. The plan: On November 30, fly back to Plano, report for work on December 1 (which means I get barely any rest), take Saturday off, and then, on December 3, go back to DFW and fly to South Carolina, for a one-month stay in Spartanburg. Wait... Didn't I move to Texas? Since moving, I spent maybe 8 days total in the South... Still have yet to meet the cherries from Texas who promised to hang out... and am still kind-of worried about paying my bills, since I haven't been paid yet. The stress... I really need to get laid or something.

When The Rain Comes....
I hear the wind gusting like my breath when your wrapped around me. Rain falling hard like the love i have.The rain trickling on my window pane like the love between my legs whenever you touch me. Sky black like the sin we commit when our bodies connect. The roads slick like your tongue as it makes a trail from my lips, to my breasts, my tummy, then my legs, finally ending its journey between my thighs. The sound of the wind hitting the shutter against the window reminds me of the sound the bed makes when we pick up the pace. Your kiss invisible like the clouds floating in the night barely there but present. Our eyes twinkling in the dark like the stars that sit so perfectly in the sky. Sweat dripping from our bodies like we were standing in the middle of a hurricane. Thundering like a sudden storm I go to your favorite place leaving drops of water from my lips as they gently massage your senses whenever i kiss apart of your chest. Eagerly i make my way down till i wrap my lips aro

Lost
Lost, forgotten, walking no where, been noone. a blank with in this world. Dark intentions, blood dripping from my wounds, smoke whirling on my tongue, ashes falling to the ground, screaming through the winds. forgotten soul left behind, fighting anger, a listlessness growing stronger, taking over the norm of my sanity. a cry for help, but no one reaches out, no one cares, tears forever falling from my eyes, drowning in my sorrow. coldness that never disapates, turned backs, lashing tongues that strike. A beating of broken hearts, slashes of scars bleeding my thoughts. graves desicrated, broken promises, days and nights of silence, forgotten languages recited. Innocence gone, taken away. the hour is near the candles lit, the sacrifice of oneself, bleeding your scars out, devil prying on my soul, angels cry for the lost child. And all anyone had to do was try. Try and reach out the hand, a friend could of stopped all the pain, gave a little more, a shoulder, a hug,

Ode To Winter
Hi Everyone, With fall upon us, and the days getting shorter, I thought you all would appreciate this superb, evocative, masterfully penned ode to the coming winter season. So, grab a coffee, a comfortable chair, relax and scroll down to enjoy the warm feelings and pleasure that this wonderful poem will bring... " ODE TO WINTER " A poem by Abigail Elizabeth McIntyre " SHIT It's Cold!" The End

Poetry
Human bones crunched beneath my feet, And animals fled from my steps, I turned their flesh into rotting meat, And upon their corpses I leapt, Angels run from my sight, And flee into the sea, The stars hide in the dark of the night, As soon as they approach me. I sit in crowded places, I just sit and I watch, Others move in darkened spaces, Away from my steely watch. I am the root of all their fears, I watch them when they least expect, In front of me they shed their tears And slink back to the holes from whence they crept. I am not a judge I am a witness It is not my place to punish you, Where I am just the witness, I watch you do what you do, It must be odd, to see me with nothing to give, And odd that I know everything about your life, I know, your family, your friends who you sleep with. And your unholy strife, I know about your might, I know all your all about your thoughts, I know about your sight, I know all about your hearing

What Dragon Resides In Your Soul?
Which Dragon resides in your soul? (cool pictures!) You are a silver dragon. The rarest kind of dragon. YOu are noble yet avoid humans as much as possible. You are the guardian of the defensless and you rule the skies.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Important Announcement For All Photoshoppers....(repost)
OK IT'S FUN TIME AGAIN AT THE EXPENSE OF NONE OTHER THAN FAT SONNY….LOL. WE ARE LOOKING FOR THE FIRST 40 PHOTOSHOPPED PICS OF THE MAN HIMSELF. THEY WILL BE ENTERED IN A CONTEST TO BE HELD BY HIM. THESE MUST BE ORIGINAL (ie: NOT BEEN SEEN BEFORE) AND OF A GOOD NATURE. THEY CAN BE AS FUNNY AS YOU LIKE BUT NOTHING SEXUAL AS THEY WILL BE DELETED AND NOT PLACED IN THE CONTEST. BE IMAGINATIVE AND CREATIVE BUT PLEASE BE CONSIDERATE TO AN EXTENT. ALL PICS SHOULD BE SENT DIRECT TO THE FAT MAN HIMSELF IN A PM .THANK YOU TO ALL THAT HAVE A GO. LET’S MAKE THIS ANOTHER SUCCESSFUL AND FUN CONTEST. (hi stang)

My Tits Lost Again!!
So I'm in a best rack contest..I previously said that naked tits would do much better than clothed. Since my clothed breasts lost miserably in another contest. In this contest voters could vote as many times as they wanted. I lost by 1000+ votes...so sad. I'm aware that essentially it means nothing but is it so wrong that I wanted to win?? Some of you left me lots of love. I appreciate each and every one of you that voted!! Thanks for always supporting me. I'm starting to think my breast are not quite as hot as I think they are!

Ask Me Anything
OK ALL - here's a game for you. You can ask me ANY five questions in a private message. IF you repost this on the bulletin board or in your comments, then I will answer all five questions, no matter WHAT they are! :) So, go ahead, ask away! 1- 2- 3- 4- 5-

Poem:::if Only I Could Cry
If Only I Could Cry Wrote by Amanda "Kat" Published 2001 Have you ever felt a great pain, a sorrow beyond believe. and been unable to cry? To easily hurt and to hurt hard, and not be able to cry? To ache and to morn and only squeeze a single salty tear. If only I could cry, so much pain would be let free. If only I could show the pain building up inside. Let me cry, please let me cry I beg to no one at all. let me sob, and let me whine. Yet when I hurt and my heart needs freeing, my eyes barely seem to wet. I havent cried in years, though my feelings push and scream. Loss and sorrow hurt and pain, never more than a few tiny drops is all my eyes will give.... I wonder shall I ever cry again? If only I could cry I feel I could truly live.

Poem:::lost N Confused
Lost n confused Walks into a room sits lonely and confused wondering what will come of me will i ever find happiness or am i doomed to be alone random thoughts rush thru my head cant differ one from another everything seems to be a blur knows it cause im lost n confused but wonders if it will ever end or am i suppose to walk aimlessly in circles knows people care know im wanted but why do i feel so lost n confused i dont want to be a bother i just want to get out off this ride im on that seems to have kept me in this fog but i will continue to wonder where am i suppose to be or is there a reason for me to be so many things have happened alot i regret so many appologies i have made but will anyone ever accept wonders where i belong alone or with family shall i embrace my feelings or let them go knows what im writing is most likely a drag but has no other way to express the thoughts running thru my head people wonder why i look so sad it pr

Purina Diet
have a dog & I was buying a large bag of Purina at Wal-Mart and was in line to check out. A woman behind me asked if I had a dog. On impulse, I told her That no, I was starting The Purina Diet again, although I probably shouldn't because I'd ended up in the hospital last time, but that I'd lost 50 Pounds before I awakened in an intensive care ward with tubes coming out of most of my orifices and IVs in both arms. I told her that it was essentially a perfect diet and that the way that it works is to load your pants pockets with Purina nuggets and simply eat one or two every time you feel hungry & that the food is nutritionally complete so I was going to try it again. I have to mention here that practically everyone in the line Was by now enthralled with my story, particularly a guy who was behind her. Horrified, she asked if I'd ended up in the hospital in that condition because I had been poisoned. I told her no, it was because I'd been sitting in the st

Is Oj Out Of His Ever Freakin' Mind?
I can't believe that he has the nerve to write a book about "What If" he had killed Nicole!!! Everyone seems to think that he did it, despite the criminal justice system failing. Is this meant to be a slap in the face from him seemingly saying, "I got away with it and I know it!"????? What absurdity. There is a rise protesting the distribution and promotion of this book. If you so agree, I would suggest that you, too, do everything in your powers to bring it to the attention to the media that you won't take this laying down and stand up to the media stating that you are tired of any promotion of this book that they are planning to do. Wasn't Susan Powers who had coined the phrase, "Stop the Insanity!".... Well, this ought to be a message that is sent to all the media as well. Aughghghgghghghghgghhhh.... It would seem that, if OJ goes ahead with this little project, he might be writing his own death sentence as many would view this as a direct confession of his role in

To All My Friends
FRIENDS FOREVER LOVE starts with a SMILE, grows with a KISS, and ends with a TEAR. DON'T cry over anyone who won't cry over you. Good FRIENDS are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget. You can only go as far as you push. ACTIONS speak louder than words. The HARDEST thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else. DON'T let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff. LIFE'S SHORT. If you don't look around once in a while you might miss it. A BEST FRIEND is like a four leaf clover, HARD TO FIND and LUCKY TO HAVE. Some people make the world SPECIAL just by being in it. BEST FRIENDS are the siblings God forgot to give us. When it HURTS to look back, and you're SCARED to look ahead, you can look beside you and your BEST FRIEND will be there. TRUE FRIENDSHIP "NEVER" ENDS. Friends are FOREVER. Good friends are like STARS You don't always see them, but you know they are ALWAYS THERE. DON'T frown. You never know who is falling in love with your smile

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Sitting in your apartment, you can't here a sound because everyone's left and everything's calmed down. You're staring at me, I'm staring at you. And we both know what were about to do. You grab my waist and pull me near, and I softly nibble on your ear. You kiss my neck, my lips and nibble on my ear too. It's like the whole world's stopped it's just me and you. Before I know it we're in bed, and I'm kissing your neck, as I reach for you fly to give you head I slowly take you in my mouth, licking you, and sucking in and out. I keep going as long as I can, till the pressure you finally can't stand. You softly shake and let out a soft moan and I feel your juices start to ooze down my throat. Then you turn me around and lay me on your bed and prepare to give me pleasure instead. You slowly put you dick inside me and like a proffessional begin to ride me. You're taking control and pushing me to an extreme, So your name I start to scream. I wrap my

10 Reasons Why Gay Marriage Is Not Wrong
10 Reasons Why Gay Marriage is Not Wrong 01) Being gay is not natural. Real Americans always reject unnatural things like eyeglasses, polyester, and air conditioning. 02) Gay marriage will encourage people to be gay, in the same way that hanging around tall people will make you tall. 03) Legalizing gay marriage will open the door to all kinds of crazy behavior. People may even wish to marry their pets because a dog has legal standing and can sign a marriage contract. 04) Straight marriage has been around a long time and hasn't changed at all; women are still property, blacks still can't marry whites, and divorce is still illegal. 05) Straight marriage will be less meaningful if gay marriage were allowed; the sanctity of J-Lo's 55-hour just-for-fun marriage would be destroyed. 06) Straight marriages are valid because they produce children. Gay couples, infertile couples, and old people shouldn't be allowed to marry because our orphanages aren't full yet, and the worl

Handcuffs... Can You Deal?
Lie down baby i'm going to tie this around your head so you can't see what i'm doing when i hand cuff you to my bed now you don't know what's happening i will begin to undress look at me now i'm naked get ready for this baby cos i'm gonna make you make a mess i'm gonna gently rub my self then i'm going to take your hand i'm gonna place it on my breasts i'm gonna make you suffer until you really cannot stand i'm gonna gently kiss you and i'm gonna take it really slow i'm gonna gently lick you and begin to give you a blow then i will begin to ride you this fantasy is real you are not imagining it this is your great sex appeal because my fluffy handcuffs are tightly round your wrists making you harder you beg me to stop the torture but i again insist but did you ever think you were dreaming? that i could be way out of your league? or maybe this is happening i could of heard all your pleads but because you cannot see what is happening to you thes

Your Candy Licker
I'll lick that candy the way ya nigga dont Tongue it down just right like he cant and/or want Make u feel A licking thrill Spread them lips Lemma get a steal Im you cnady licker Put some honey on it make you cum on my tongue Or lick it straight up Say what u want and its done Im your candy licker, I wanna lick that flicker Lick it up nd Lick it down Aint no shame, Bend over, turn it around Lemme be you candy licker I wanna be the one who licks that candy till u cum all night I got what it takes to lick that kityy right Your man got pride, let him claim that shit Im lickin his candy tonite/face all up in it Cause aint no shame to it 25 hours a day/8days a week 366 ill make that puddy leak Im your candy licker....... Khristinafaye2006

Idk Wha To Call This One..
Bath water running, my clothes fall to the floor, "baby where are you? i'm ready to be your whore" We dip into the jacuzzi i softly moan at your every touch your skin up against mine ooh i love it so much after i suck on your lips, and jack wilber off, your dick becomes nice and stiff as hard as a rock your cock glides inside of me with every thrust i groan but once you start caressing my nipples, that groan turns into a moan i'm ready for you now come and give me a little taste just explode all over me let your cum drip on my face now clean up your mess, you've been a naughty boy lick it all up good and maybe i'll bring out my toy you work hard on my breasts as you towel me dry suddenly you move lower, and end up right above my thighs i think i'll take out my toy i'll dangle them so you can see these handcuffs are for you to do whatever you want to me you handcuff me to the wall and i start sexily to purr you tell me to spread my legs

Who's Your Vampire Personality???
You scored as Marius. You are the quiet cool. You are so mellow people are lulled into a false sense of security. When you are pissed god help anyone who crosses you?Akasha100%Dracula100%Deacon Frost100%Marius100%Angel83%Blade83%Lestat67%Spike67%Armand50%Louis42%Whose your Vampire personality? (images)created with QuizFarm.com

Imagine - John Lennon
Imagine there's no heaven, It's easy if you try, No hell below us, Above us only sky, Imagine all the people living for today... Imagine there's no countries, It isn't hard to do, Nothing to kill or die for, No religion too, Imagine all the people living life in peace... You may say Im a dreamer, but Im not the only one, I hope some day you'll join us, and the world will be as one. Imagine all the people Sharing all the world... You may say Im a dreamer, but Im not the only one, I hope some day you'll join us, And the world will live as one. Imagine no possesions, I wonder if you can, No need for greed or hunger, A brotherhood of man, Imagine all the people Sharing all the world... You may say Im a dreamer, but Im not the only one, I hope some day you'll join us, And the world will live as one. **Posters note: I think such a world would be a beautiful thing, but I think it would take a cataclysmic event to cause such communion in p

If We Could Fuck
1.Where Would We Be? [ ]My House [ ]Ur House [ ]Pool [ ]Shower [ ]Parents Room LOL [ ]OTHER....Please Explain () 2.What Position? [ ]Doggy Style [ ]Missionary [ ]69 [ ]OTHER...() 3.What Would You Use?? [ ]Chains And Whips [ ]Choc. Syrup And Whip Cream [ ]Strawberries And Whip Cream [ ]Cherries And Chocolate [ ]Ropes And Handcuffs [ ]OTHER...() 4.Lights? [ ]On [ ]Off 5.Where Would You Take Me For A Date Before All Of This? ()PLEASE EXPLAIN 6.Would U Go Downtown? [ ]Yes [ ]No 7.Would U Want Me To? [ ]Yes [ ]No 8.Protection? [ ]Yes [ ]No 9.Day Or Night? [ ]Day [ ]Night 10.What Song Would We Fuck To? ( )PLEASE EXPLAIN...... 11.Top Or Bottom [ ]Top [ ]Bottom

This Just Came To Me
Sad and alone Far from home she sat on the curb in fear looking at the rain beating on a stain of oil that was smeared The image was enough To break through the tough scowl she had on her face when she looked at that deep the colors that did weep reminded her of memories she can't erase Leaving did relieve the stress that she did confess to herself while tears started to fall But the pain is still here and so is the fear So leaving didn't matter at all. How to let go move on with her soul intact she asked herself in vain Let the pain in it will pass, it won't win and in yourself never wain

Sara
Sara sara sara... what to say about you.. You've been through a lot in your life and even though i dont understand it all you know ive been there for you. I may not always have the answers but i listen really well. You were there for me through the loss of my baby and i can never repay your kindness. I can only hope that things will start to look up for you but you know i am always there. A shoulder to cry on, an ear to listen to your problems.... Anything you need and i am able to help, trust ill be there. I love you sara and never forget that im your friend for life. Ill be here for you always as im sure you will do for me. Thanks dear.....

5 Secrets To Increasing Her Interest In You
5 Secrets To Increasing Her Interest In You ------------------------------------------------ To safely and permanently exclude yourself from future mailings just click the link at the end of this newsletter. To sign yourself up for this complimentary e-letter, visit www.DoubleYourDates.com -------------------------------------------------- >If you're interested in learning how to approach women, get phone numbers, get dates, and then smoothly take things to a "physical" level without rejection, then take a minute and look through the programs I've created to help you. You can see them all, and watch video clips of each of them right here: http://www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com/e/17842/Catalog/ ***QUESTION*** [NOTE: This is a short question, and it refers to another newsletter I sent out in the past. If you don't immediately get it, just read my answer and all will become clear.] "The Guy in the bar Story... Why should he have left the bar as soon as

"life Is A Bed Of Nails"
tossing and turing, dream the dreams, wakeing up dead. Tourcher and pain, by the pain inside me, I'll get into your head. Bleeding truth, lie to make it real, twisted minds, open up and this is your sign. Waking up all alone, never ending pain I want to get stone. Drink to I pass out, still when I awake the pain is all the way to my bones. Dreams are real, feeling the wrath when I kneel, always woundering what tomorrow will bring, if I had love I would be sealed!!!

Joke Of The Day 11/16/06
One evening after work several guys were going out to have a drink and They were trying to convince a married friend that he should come, too. "I can't," the man said, "my wife would kill me." After 15 minutes of persuasion by his friends he finally caves in and Goes. Later, looking at his watch, he realizes that it is midnight and he still has Not gone home. He immediately rushes home trying to figure a way out of The trouble he's in. Upon his arrival, he walks into the bedroom and sees his wife's legs Sticking out of the covers. "I know!" he thinks to himself and he crawls in between his wife's legs Under the covers and performs oral sex on her until she is satisfied. "That should do it," he thinks and he walks into the bathroom to wash his Face. He turns on the light and THERE IS HIS WIFE,... Sitting on the Toilet! "What are you doing in here?" he impatiently screams. "SSShhhhhh!" she says, "You'll wake your mother!"

Just Messin Around
You scored as Elf. You are an elf. very calm yet energetic. You enjoy the finer things in life. You hate to be alone and preffer a small crowd of your closer friends. The ideal girl. Sometimes you can be very, very shy. Open up, life is to be lived, not wasted.Elf83%Sorceress75%Shadow Spirit75%Goddess75%Wolf67%Zombie58%Dragon58%Vampyre50%Faerie33%Drow25%What ancient breed are you?created with QuizFarm.com

Mmmm Betty
Hey girl i love you like my own sister... Your like the sister i never had. You've always been there for me. And i have all the love and respect in the world for you. Ill always have your back and i know you've got mine... Thats how it should be and thats how it will always be. We've been through it all and you've been my everything. We go way back to kindergarden and you know that nothing will seperate us. I know ive fucked up more than my fair share and we've always seem to get past our differences. You keep me sane which is more than i can say for a few people. I love you girl and ill always be there for you the best i can. I LOVE YOU BETTY!

Did You Know ?
did y ou know her favorite colors black and purple?* or that she is terrified of the dark ? that she can't sleep with out louds of pillows next to her... * or every time she thinks of (him) she can't help smile she doesn't want to care for anyone she thinks its just a way of getting hurt did you know she hates to argue but is very good at it she hates to go a day with out thnking about him did you know shes loves all the little (crazy) that people can say one thing but feels completely differant but what bothers her the most is when someone walk into *her* life knowning they will can't stay !!!!!!

What Ancient Breed Are You?
You scored as Shadow Spirit. You are a very strange being. Like nothing anyone has ever seen. You are a Shadow Spirit. You weren't born this way. This happened because you were betrayed so many times in life you just gave up. Don't forget; there are people out there who are just like you...you just have to find them first.Shadow Spirit100%Drow100%Sorceress67%Elf67%Vampyre58%Zombie58%Dragon58%Goddess50%Wolf50%Faerie42%What ancient breed are you?created with

Babe R U Mine (repost)
Now u gotta repost this as,"babe r u mine?" The 1st person to message u saying "babe im urs." will be ur cherry tap sweatheart... you'd be suprised just who wants to be urs... u have 2 do this even if you are taken or you will have relationship problems for 40 years!!! good luck ( (repost of original by 'Shell' on '2006-11-14 09:01:19') (repost of original by 'dazzler36' on '2006-11-14 10:40:54') (repost of original by 'karen' on '2006-11-14 12:40:01') (repost of original by 'DustyRose' on '2006-11-14 13:40:21') (repost of original by 'PeckerWrecker6966' on '2006-11-15 05:02:10') (repost of original by 'Shattered Spirit' on '2006-11-15 05:04:20') (repost of original by 'JackDaddy~The RedNecks of CT' on '2006-11-15 05:05:46') (repost of original by '100% ANGEL' on '2006-11-15 06:21:02') (repost of original by 'wzktm' on '2006-11-15 06:23:32') (repost of original by 'sidekicksiUK[EFC]' on '2006-11-15 06:26:55') (repost of original by '~DJ Yanke

Flat Frog
There was this little boy about 12 years old walking down the sidewalk dragging a flattened frog on a string behind him. He came up to the doorstep of a house of ill repute and knocked on the door. When the Madam answered it, she saw the little boy and asked what he wanted. He said, "I want to have sex with one of the women inside. I have the money to buy it, and I'm not leaving until I get it." The Madam figured, why not, so she told him to come in. Once in, she told him to pick any of the girls he liked. He asked, "Do any of the girls have any diseases?" Of course the Madam said no. He said, "I heard all the men talking about having to get shots after making love with Amber. THAT'S the girl I want." Since the little boy was so adamant and had the money to pay for it, the Madam told him to go to the first room on the right.. He headed down the hall dragging the squashed frog behind him. Ten minutes later he came back, still dragging the frog, paid the Madam,

Numb
concepts, thoughts; theorys; questions that plaige the mind. easy to come by, but impossable to find. feelings are the worst though' wonder' hope; excitment' failer. makin it then begging the jailor. the power to shine and see it grind' away..astray' afar and a mist among nothing. but you have your eyes open, hopeing to look' just once more' one score' and the encor' over and over again.

Top 10 Ways To Know Your A Redneck
Here are the Top 10 Ways To Know Your A Redneck 10. You've used the same knife to make bull calves steers and peel apples. 9. You have buried a dog and cried like a baby. 8. You have borrowed gravel from the county road to fill potholes in your driveway. 7. You have driven off the road while examining your neighbors crops. 6. You have used a velvet leaf plant as toilet paper. 5. You can remember the fertilizer rate, seed population, herbicide rate and yields on a farm you rented 10 years ago, but cannot recallyour wife's birthday. 4. You've never thrown away a 5-gallon bucket. 3. You have ever had to wash off in the backyard with a garden hose before your wife would let you in the house. 2. You wear specific hats to farm sales, livestock auctions, customer appreciation suppers, and vacations. And The Number 1. Way To Know Your A Redneck is ** Your dog rides in your truck more than your wife. **

I Don't Do Normal Things On Cam..
Oh yeah.. just in case your wondering.. That IS how I act on cam.. I'm not normal.. lmao One time. I was eating a bk cheese cake pie and forgot .. and my friend was like.. NOT AGAIN! lmao.. your eating..!! I told her .. yeah and.. You know bk is closed now! YES I KNOW..!!! HAHAHHAHAHHAA One time.. for my other friend that passed .. she and I used to tease each other with food.. I promised her i'd be all sexy.. of course I was lying.. lol She asked me what I was wearing.. clothes.. What I was doing.. using my hands.. she goes.. what..!!??? oh.. Let me show you.. I was eating those yummy bk french toast sticks.. she got so upset with me she didn't speak to me the whole day.. yeah that was evil... lol I miss her. I can tease a woman better than she can tease me.. hahahahha I just wait .. I'm patient like that. lol

True Stars
i was getting a briefing from the 1st sgt today the usuall safety blah but he said something that sticks out. you all would roll out the red carpet, spread your legs, and open up your homes if a movie star rolled up. but when the real stars and the real american heros roll up you shun us away the real heros are me and my fellow brothers in arms. there was a sgt in iraq who gave his life to save that of a little forigen girl, he left a family of five, soon to be six. and you call all these actors who play heros on tv the heros. to me the american soldier is the real american hero.. so next time a soldier comes in your prescence treat him like a star cause he is the only true one left in the world

The Moral Of The Story Is.......
On the farm lived a chicken and a horse, both of whom loved to play together. One day the two were playing, when the horse fell into a bog and began to sink. Scared for his life, the horse whinnied for the chicken to go get the farmer for help! Off the chicken ran, back to the farm. Arriving at the farm, he searched and searched for the farmer, but to no avail, for he had gone to town with the only tractor. Running around, the chicken spied the farmer's new Harley. Finding the keys in the ignition, the chicken sped off with a length of rope hoping he still had time to save his friend's life. Back at the bog, the horse was surprised, but happy, to see the chicken arrive on the shiny Harley, and he managed to get a hold of the loop of rope the chicken tossed to him. After tying the other end to the rear bumper of the farmer's bike, the chicken then drove slowly forward and, with the aid of the powerful bike, rescued the horse! Happy and proud, the chick

When Darkness Falls
I sit and I put a fake smile on my face. pretending to be happy when really i am crying inside. I sit and laugh at all the things I should. never wanting you to know how sad i really am inside. I hide this saddness so well you never see how i really am dieing inside. I love you and i try so hard to be what you want. never making you happy never knowing when I will be in the wrong again. nothing i do nothing i say is right. if you knew how i was crying inside would you change things. would you care. when darkness falls and you are sleeping i sit and watch you sleep as silent tears stream down my face. hiding how i feel. hiding the saddness inside till your still. when you wake my mask is on yet again till the darkness of night falls once again.

This Could Be You!
WARNING! Before reading any further, make sure bladder has been emptied (to prevent accidents) and have a kleenex handy (to wipe your eyes) A man was working on his motorcycle on the patio, his wife nearby in the kitchen. While racing the engine, the motorcycle accidentally slipped into gear. The man, still holding onto the handlebars, was dragged along as it burst through the glass patio doors. His wife, hearing the crash, ran in the room to find her husband cut and bleeding, the motorcycle, and the shattered patio door. She called for an ambulance and, because the house sat on a fairly large hill, went down the several flights of stairs to meet the paramedics and escort them to her husband. While the attendants were loading her husband, the wife managed to right the motorcycle and push it outside. She also quickly blotted up the spilled gasoline with some paper towels and tossed them into the toilet. After being treated and released, the man returned home, looked at the s

Men Vs. Women & Vice-versa
These are some pretty good ones…make ya laugh kind. Ha ha…some are even true! The Silent Treatment A man and his wife were having some problems at home and were giving each other the silent treatment. Suddenly, the man realized that the next day, he would need his wife to wake him at 5:00 AM for an early morning business flight. Not wanting to be the first to break the silence (and LOSE), he wrote on a piece of paper, "Please wake me at 5:00 AM " He left it where he knew she would find it. The next morning, the man woke up, only to discover it was 9:00 AM and he had missed his flight. Furious, he was about to go and see why his wife hadn't wakened him, when he noticed a piece of paper by the bed. The paper said, "It is 5:00 AM. Wake up." Men are not equipped for these kinds of contests. WIFE VS. HUSBAND A couple drove down a country road for several miles, not saying a word. An earlier discussion had led to an argument and neither of the

Men Make Me Sick
So my man went and commented on another girls pics and told her that she was beautiful and basically wanted to fuck her. So I wrote him a 4 page letter on he makes me feel like trash and he couldn't go do the 1 god damn thing I asked him to, which was delete the fucking comments. And he didnt. I swear if I didn't know any better I would slit his fucking throat. Sometimes I want to leave him so bad but I never can. Now I realize that if I am not happy I DON'T have to put up with it and I sure as hell don't have to stay with him. Wonder what I will do. What would ya'll do?? Please comment!!!!

Viagra Diary
Day 1. Just celebrated our 25th wedding anniversary with not much to celebrate. When it came time to re-enact our wedding night, he locked himself in the bathroom and cried. Day 2. Today, he says he has a big secret to tell me. He's impotent, he says, and he wants me to be the first to know. Why doesn't he tell me something I don't know! I mean, he actually thinks I haven't noticed. Day 3. This marriage is in trouble. A woman has needs. Yesterday, I saw a picture of the Washington Monument and burst into tears. Day 4. A miracle has happened! There's a new drug on the market that will fix his problem. It's called Viagra. I told him that if he takes Viagra things will be just like they were on our wedding night. I think this will work. I replaced his Prozac with the Viagra, hoping to lift something other than his mood. Day 5. What absolute bliss!!. Day 6. Isn't life wonderful but it's difficult to write while he's doing that. Day 7. This Viagra thing has gone to

Old Poem
ALL THESE YEARS Walking on the beach tonight Your memory crosses my mind All the good times And all the bad ones Think about all the times We laughed and cried The times we cursed The times we prayed The times were crazy no doubt We were just living and dying Our dreams so big, so small Just living our lives Always knew what you would say All your fears, all your cares I caught all your tears Still miss u after all these years

My Life Sucks.
So i think me and Rob offically broke up..We got into ANOTHER really big fight tonight and i told him to get out of my house..He packed his bags and left..Right before he left i said we were broke up and maybe in a few days we can talk about it.....im bawling my eyes out..Ive been with him for a long time and now im all alone again..I dont really remember how to be alone..I dont know if i can deal with it..I dont know if this is for good or not.. I'm So Scared.

Cant Keep A Bad Boy Down....smiles
wow, i wanna say thank you to eveybody who sent me get well wishes...it made my nite, even though i didnt get to thank everyone of you yet i will...im feeling better now, i guess going to work in the pouring down rain does something to your system, although im not out of the woods yet, im fighting with every ounce of strength, i got tea, and my feet in boiling water..only kidding about feet...im soory i didnt get to say thanks last nite, but im back, feeling a little better, enough to send some serious love to eveybody who took time out of thier busy life to send me well wishes...thank you..and im here for you as well...hugs,,and i wont give kisses yet...cough cough..no sense of making you all sick either...smiles...

My Kinky Turn On ;)
You scored as Biting. When it comes to being kinky, your biggest turn on is biting. You love the ectasy of teeth sinking into your flesh, and are probably willing to return the favor. Sex just isn't sex without using your teeth.Biting75%Bondage75%Chains/Handcuffs67%Whips58%Blind Folds42%Blood17%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

The Turkey Must Have Really Done It
A young man named John received a parrot as a gift. The parrot had a bad attitude and an even worse vocabulary. Every word out of the bird's mouth was rude, obnoxious and laced with profanity. John tried and tried to change the bird's attitude by consistently saying only polite words, playing soft music and anything else he could think of to "clean up" the bird's vocabulary. Finally, John was fed up and he yelled at the parrot. The parrot yelled back. John shook the parrot and the parrot got angrier and even ruder. In desperation, John threw up his hands, grabbed the bird and put him in the freezer. For a few minutes the parrot squawked and kicked and screamed. Then suddenly there was total quiet. Not a peep was heard for over a minute. Fearing that he'd hurt the parrot, John quickly opened the door to the freezer. The parrot calmly stepped out onto John's outstretched arms and said, "I believe I may have offended you with my rude language and actions. I'm sincerely rem

Redneck Bugle Classified Ads:
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Lies And Head Games.....
Ok so I was going to write this on Wednesday night, but I didn't get around to it. I was too busy talking to someone who is a good person, unlike the majority of the people who I seem to run into. Within a 24 hour period I found out that 2 so-called "friends" were lying to me. Guys, why do so many of you feel the need to lie and play head games? I am so fucking sick of the lies and the head games, I am ready to tell every guy who speaks to me to fuck off. LIE #1: A "friend" has been telling me from the begining that he had a heart attack, is in the final stages of cancer, and is a widower, losing his wife and son to a wreck 7 years ago. I felt horrible, I lost my Grandma to cancer last year. Cancer is not, I repeat, is NOT something to joke around about. He told me he is in the hospital. And I believed him, but suddenly things became suspicious. He couldn't give me the phone number to his room, he said his room doesn't have a phone. He is online really late at night, if he is i

Today I Turned 22
Okay so today was nothing too big, my 22nd Birthday. I'm ashamed of certin people though. People i expected to Remember that today was my birthday since i Remember theirs but i guess it doesn't matter. My family Remembered so did Sheena and her family but only like 2 of my friends Remembered that today was my birthday, Nice to see how ppl care! Anyways i'm off to finish Celebrating my birthday. Later pplz. Dom

Hope To See Ya All There
First Tuesday November 21, at 400 pacific, 500 mountain, 600 central and 830 eastern times There will be a Wiccan Marriage Ceremony for HELLSGATE_666 aka...Wes and hellsgates1love...aka Rhonda the ceremony will be held at the above times depending on where you live in the witches and pagans lounge http://www.cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=1963 Second Wednesday November 22, at 6 pacific, 7 mountain, 8 central, 9 eastern a Pagan Commitment Ceremony will be held between Ravyn Wolff....aka Ronda and Dr......aka Jeff in the cherrylicious all request radio lounge. http://www.cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=4391 Please go to both lounges and join so you will have a reserved seat for both events

Searching For Something And Finding Nothing
dead and broken, never will I see the end untill the bright light at the end of the tunnel. Always hurting from the pain that is cosed by my pleasure but I know my soulmate lives in your body, thats why I can't get you out of my head, it never goes away. Give and give and recieve nothing, expecting nothing but its nice to get it back in 3 fold, but when I push for ever and end up empty handed, kinda tired of trying, just want to give up...Its sad to say but I'll die alone and I don't know what to do with my life just ready to get up and get out and go away, bless me god, I need help, badly

Too Long...
Look at this broken mess, Lookin like all the rest. Driftin away from all the sanity, floating into another reality. Thoughtless wonder sitting right here, Shaken,broken, so full of fear. It fills my eyes so full fo rage, my heart stays broken in this lonely cage. This scene is just way too wrong, The anger has been in here way too long. Who is that knockin at my door? Why is there blood all over the floor? The eternal madness starts to set in, This is just the beginning it will never end. This rotten feeling I just can't shake. Is it all a dream, I can't be awake. Something is pounding in my head, My mind is blown, my senses are dead. In neverending circles I run. Times like this I want a gun, Pull the trigger the pain is gone. The anger has been here way too long.

Reload
A farmer was out working in his fields when he had to pee really bad. Hewas quite a ways from the house so he just climbed off his tractor andpeed in the clover. As luck would have it, a bee decided it was lunch time and zapped himright on the end of his dingus. It really hurt terribly when he rememberedthat buttermilk was known to relieve bee stings. He dashed to the house,opened the fridge, poured a glass of buttermilk and started to soak hisdingus. What a relief! Then he heard a gasp and saw that his 20-year-old daughter was in thedoorway, looking wide-eyed at what he was doing! He turned to her andsaid, "Now don't tell me you've never seen one of these!" She replied, "You're right, Daddy, I have. It's just that I've never seenone being reloaded!!"

Texas Chili Cook Off
TEXAS CHILI COOK OFF These are notes from an inexperienced chili tester named FRANK, who was visiting Texas from the East Coast: “Recently, I was honored to be selected as a judge at a chili cook-off. The original person called in sick at the last moment and I happened to be standing there at the judge’s table asking directions to the beer wagon, when the call came. I was assured by the other two judges (Native Texans) that the chili wouldn’t be all that spicy, and besides, they told me I could have free beer during the tasting. So I accepted.” Here are the scorecards from the event: CHILI #1: MIKE’S MANIAC MOBSTER MONSTER CHILI JUDGE ONE: A little too heavy on tomato. Amusing kick. JUDGE TWO: Nice, smooth tomato flavor. Very mild. FRANK: Holy shit, what the hell is this stuff? You could remove dried paint from your driveway. Took me two beers to put the flames out. I hope that’s the worst one. These Texans are crazy. CHILI #2:

Read My Dam Buliten Ppl
Hey everyone, i'm holding my first contest, i'm taking female and male contestants the contest is going to be BEST SALUTE PICTURE I'm taking 12 contestants 6 guys and 6 girls, if you wanna join then message me....contest starts as soon as i get those 12 contestants Amelia @ CherryTAP Directions for making a “SALUTE” A “Salute” is a voluntary procedure for members who would like to verify they are a real person. We do respect any member’s freedom to be anonymous. Salutes are submitted to be verified by CT staff to ensure authenticity. Members can “salute” in the following ways 1. Please make a HANDWRITTEN sign that clearly states: CHERRYTAP.COM and your SCREEN NAME and your MEMBER ID along with a clear picture of YOU in the photo. The CT staff should be able to clearly read your sign and see you in the photo. Please use a dark ink/ marker to make your sign. (Example www.CherryTAP.com/Scrapper, ID #22) 2. “Photo shopped” and typed salute

This Months Podcast: Dub-torture War Edition!
ok we're gonna start right over with this and tell it from the start. First Super Wet Girl was gonna grace this months podcast than the bitches here made her go. Than her friend Trixy was gonna jump on than baby jesus got rid of her! than miss sherrie was gonna hop on and grace the torture chamba studios with her voice but than ya'll made her crack and now she's posting nudies for all the fags who can't keep it in their pants. than superchar was gonna go on but she didn't know what to do which is cool. she's still cool. but bottomline is: this edition is a FUCK C.T EDITION! HEATWAVE SHIT HERE YA'LL! World Premare songs from: Halusin-8 From Ill-Vision Records and Mortality. Listen now!

Merry Christmas, My Friend
“Merry Christmas, My Friend” by LCpl James M Schmidt, USMC, 1986 Here is the Page I took this from: http://mrmom.amaonline.com/asoldierschristmas.htm Twas the night before Christmas, he lived all alone, In a one bedroom house made of plaster & stone. I had come down the chimney, with presents to give and to see just who in this home did live As I looked all about, a strange sight I did see, no tinsel, no presents, not even a tree. No stocking by the fire, just boots filled with sand. On the wall hung pictures of a far distant land. With medals and badges, awards of all kind, a sobering thought soon came to my mind. For this house was different, unlike any I'd seen. This was the home of a U.S. Marine. I'd heard stories about them, I had to see more, so I walked down the hall and pushed open the door. And there he lay sleeping, silent, alone, Curled up on the floor in his one-bedroom home. He seemed so gentle, his face so serene, Not how I

So Tired
Have you ever felt that you’re not important at all…??? Have you ever felt that no body likes you and cares about you….??? Have you ever asked your self what does that girl have/had that I don’t have/had…??? Have you ever asked your self if that the person you really like/love cares about you??? When am I going to find the right person for me..??? Dammit I know that my friends and family kept telling me that I will find that person soon just be patient.. Shit that guy need to get the FUCK out his house and meet me.. For the love of GOD I am tired of fucked up GUYS.. Sorry for being to honest… My friends kept telling me that I am pretty cool chick but, yet I just can’t have the person that I want… I’m sick of games, hook- ups, the set ups, the fuck ups guys who only want’s one thing,,,, the guy who doesn’t know what the fuck he wants.. The guy who does but, won’t admit it…. I just want the real thing… Why did I ever let my self got it to this bullshit,….???

Case Of The Pregnant Lady
Case of the Pregnant Lady ACTUAL AUSTRALIAN COURT DOCKET 12659---CASE OF THE PREGNANT LADY A lady about 8 months pregnant got on a bus She noticed the man opposite her was smiling at her. She immediately moved to another seat. This time the smile turned into a grin, so she moved again. The man seemed more amused. When on the fourth move, the man burst out laughing, she complained to the driver and he had the man arrested. The case came up in court. The judge asked the man (about 20 years old) what he had to say for himself. The man replied, "Well your Honor, it was like this: When the lady got on the bus, I couldn't help but notice her condition. She sat down under a sign that said, 'The Double Mint Twins are coming' and I grinned." "Then she moved and sat under a sign that said, 'Logan's Liniment will reduce the swelling', and I had to smile." "Then she placed herself under a deodorant sign that said, “William's Big Stick Did the Trick", and I could hardly contain myself

Grandma's Birth Control Pills
Grandma's birth control pills The doctor that had been seeing an 80-year-old woman for most of her life finally retired. At her next checkup, the new doctor told her to bring a list of all the medicines that had been prescribed for her. As the young doctor was looking through these, his eyes grew wide as he realized she had a prescription for birth control pills. "Mrs. Smith, do you know these are BIRTH CONTROL pills? "Yes, they help me sleep at night." "Mrs. Smith, I assure you there is absolutely NOTHING in these that could possibly help you sleep!" She reached out and patted the young Doctor's knee. Yes, dear, I know that. But every morning, I grind one up and mix it in the glass of orange juice that my 16 year old granddaughter drinks and believe me, it helps me sleep at night." You gotta love Grandmas !!

Damn Women Drivers
This morning on I-35, I looked over to my left and there was a woman in a brand new ACURA doing 75 mph with her face up next to her rear view mirror putting on her eyeliner. I looked away for a couple seconds and when I looked back she was halfway over in my lane, still working on that makeup. As a man, I don't scare easily. But she scared me so much; I dropped my electric shaver, which knocked the donut out of my other hand. In all the confusion of trying to straighten out the car using my knees against the steering wheel, it knocked my cell phone away from my ear which fell into the coffee between my legs, splashed, and burned Big Oscar and the Twins, ruined the damn phone, soaked my trousers, and disconnected an important call. Damn women drivers

Trying To Do The Job Alone
Trying to do the job alone Dear Sir, I am writing in response to your request for additional information. In block number 3 of the accident reporting form, I put "trying to do the job alone" as the cause of my accident. You said in your letter that I should explain more fully, and I trust that the following details will be sufficient: I am a bricklayer by trade. On the day of the accident, I was working alone on the roof of a new six story building. When I completed my work, I discovered that I had about 500 pounds of brick left over. Rather than carry the bricks down by hand, I decided to lower them in a barrel by using a pulley, which, fortunately, was attached to the side of the building at the sixth floor. Securing the rope at ground level, I went up to the roof, swung the barrel out and loaded the brick into it. Then I went back to the ground and untied the rope, holding it tight to insure a slow descent of the 500 pounds of bricks. You will note, in block number 11 of the a

New Car Suckage!!!!!!!
SOOOOO.. I went down to the dealership today, for the 3rd day in a row, to drool lovingly over a beautiful, not too-familyish (but familyish) car. It's absolutely perfect. Too bad it's too expensive. I was going to trade in my wonderful little 99 VW Beetle. I love my bugger, don't get me wrong, I'm a total VW gal, but it's getting a little small. My son's little feet jab into my back when I'm trying to drive. It's a bit traumatic. Anyhoot, my bugger rocks, so I go to get a trade in value assessment and find out my tranny is bad!!!!!! My fucking tranny is funcking bad!!!!! WTF. The dealer, Dennis, who is NOT at all a sleazebag like most of them, takes me for a ride, shows me what's up... I'm ready to cry. I mean, seriously ready to cry. My fucking tranny is bad!!!!!!!!!!!! AAARRRGGGGGG... So now I'm gonna have to plop down some cash for a new transmission.

Playlist For The 16 Nov 06 Hottest Sounds
name/song/album I Choose U/ Big Ron - Congo - C3/ myspace.com Friend Trust/ Unknown/ myspace.com Friend Namebrand/ K Banger/ myspace.com Friend Sexual Organ Grind/ Mistahbehn/ myspace.com Friend Not Original/ Honestly/ myspace.com Friend I'm Good/ JMajor/ myspace.com Friend Close My Eyes/ Slo-O And Checkmate/ myspace.com Friend Hold It Beautiful Music/ myspace.com Friend All For You/ Dudley Perkins/ myspace.com Friend Skurt Hard Pre Prod /Heiron/ myspace.com Friend Can't Nobody/ Killer Kaunn (Seen By Few 2nd To None)/ myspace.com Friend Resovour Dawgs/ Sya/ myspace.com Friend What They Do/ Capone/ myspace.com Friend Listen (Instrumental)/ Pharcyde/ myspace.com Friend Illumination/ Van Ark/ myspace.com Friend Saddest Day/ DJ Trap a.k.a. Kaz/ myspace.com Friend Hot Rod Feat Mary J. Blige/ Jake One/ myspace.com Friend My Story DJ Mitsu/ Kero One/ myspace.com Friend Ridin/ Jawz/ myspace.com Friend Enemy Remix by Anthai/ Anthai/ my

Interesting
Random Facts From Around The Web. It takes about a week to make a jelly bean. Any modern jet is capable of breaking the sound barrier. Approximately 25,000 workers died during the building of the Panama Canal, and approximately 20,000 of them contracted malaria and yellow fever. All clams start out as males; some decide to become females at some point in their lives. A rodent's teeth never stop growing. It takes 100 pounds of rain water to produce a single pound of food from the earth. Nearly 22,000 checks will be deducted from the wrong account over the next hour. The average life span of a peasant during the medieval ages was 25 years. The most pushups ever performed in one day was 46,001. The city of Las Vegas has the most hotel rooms in the world.

Can I Have Your Honest Opinion On This
I was fucking about a while back in photoshop with what Stu had done for us for scarybirds and making it for the immortal ego project kind of logo, anyway if you can be honest and let me know what you think I would appreciate it, it was me first attempt.

I Hope It Falls Off!
Yes isnt that the sweetest thing ever? Yes its time for another rant. Do i care if you are horny? Erm NO. I could care less about your penis and its insatiable need to be stroked. You got a problem go jerk off but dammit I dont give a shit if ur horny. OK? One more time for the slow people: I AM NOT HERE TO HOOK UP I am here to make friends :) I HAVE a man:) Theres plenty of women around here who show thier titties and more. I am not that girl...Look at me I am an average geeky chick..Now I think i am done. Stop treating women like sex objects. OUr one purpose in life is not to satisfy mens needs. And to all the good guys on here who dont ask to see private pics and ask to Yahoo.(Oh yea freakin YAHOO..I don't yahoo...never have never will.. Ihave MSN and only special ppl can have that ..yanno that one who dont want in my pants and treat me like a lady.) xoxox One Pissed off Princess Take this pink ribbon off my eyes I'm exposed And it's no big surprise Don't you

My Luck
they had to go back in my knee today, it was done as emergency surgery, they retreived 4 peices of bone fragment, I really feel like I was ran over by a train, lol everything is fine tho, just more pain and a few more scars, anyways hugzzz and kisses all...

Who Cares?
I have been into it with another woman at work lately, actually it's been going on since I started there. It wasn't too bad til here recently. She always works the morning shift and I work at nights. So I never really have to see her or anything. The other day she came in when I was working and got up in my face and wanted to fight me. I asked her what her problem was that she didn't like me. She replied that I never do my work and always leave a shit ton for her to do in the morning. Which obviously isn't true. I do my job and I go the extra mile and do stuff that isn't required of me. That place was a dump til I started working there. I went through and polished all the stainless steel and cleaned things that looked like they haven't been touched since the store had opened. Not to mention, before I started there, they were lucky to get more than one pizza order a week. Now it's nothing to get 8 or 9 pizza orders a night. That's because I know how to treat the

Waking Up.
Here's a little poetry from me to you. -Here again in bed. I lie here listless. Without you, without hope. -Realize life has been a perpetual nightmare. Without you, Without Light. -Knowing that this cannot continue. Without You, Without Happiness. -I'm Waking up. Without you. Without This Pain.

Fall From Grace
I am the seventh son of the seventh son, born in 1431, look at what I have become, another presence in the night, look into my eyes as I hypnotize, I cast no reflection, as I descend from darkened skies, the prince of darkness, only known for being heartless, as I umbel, an human abilities were given as well, I drink the blood to keep the current status, if im an angel im the saddest liveing in my gothic paralyzed, look into my soul I leave you paralyzed, blood drips from my eyes as I stay hidden from the day light, the skins of garlic makes my skin burn, eternal life until the worlds last turn, let me take a bite, an make you bleed bloody give me a taste I can set you free, they see the blood upon my face, as my mind drifts thru outer space, and when they look at me that way I know this is my fall from grace, who am I who are you, im an original see thru blood sucking descendent of mister nosferatu inside my eyes you die when I slid thru your veins licking my

Posers/fakers/stupid Ppl
Ok I gotta vent a bit. I'm new here, but not to the cyber world. One of the things I just don't get is this need to identify with someone/or thing other than yourself. Jugga*(who) Juggawhat,these were the only ones that came to mind, LOL, c'mon ppl. My name says most of it. This need to be fake, I don't get. The need for attention I understand. If your self esteem is soo low you are incapable of being an indiviual and can only create an association for yourself through some larger group, get help. Please. I don't vare who you are as long as you are honest about it. That is waht will perk interest. Not that you are sooo obseessed with someone or something that it takes over your world. Be an individual, be who you are, and be PROUD of it. Signed, Geek, artist, goth, witch, prep, biker, .... Bitch and proud of it. I am me and I like it.

The 3-minute Management Course
The 3-minute management course. Lesson 1: A man is getting into the shower just as his wife is finishing up her shower, when the doorbell rings. The wife quickly wraps herself in a towel and runs downstairs. When she opens the door, there stands Bob, the next-door neighbor. Before she says a word, Bob says, "I'll give you $800 to drop that towel." After thinking for a moment, the woman drops her towel and stands naked in front of Bob. After a few seconds, Bob hands her $800 and leaves. The woman wraps back up in the towel and goes back upstairs. When she gets to the bathroom, her husband asks, "Who was that?" "It was Bob the next door neighbor," she replies. "Great!" the husband says, "did he say anything about the $800 he owes me?" Moral of the story: If you share critical information pertaining to credit and risk with your shareholders in time, you may be in a position to prevent avoidable exposure. Lesson 2: A priest offered a Nun a lift. She got in a

Blank Canvas
Everything you made me feel Is erased from my memory I can't remember happiness Will you please remind me? I want to know your voice again I want to feel your touch I want to know my smile again I don't ask for much I miss the skipping of my heart The hope that you would call I can't remember how if felt I have no memories at all I'm not important anymore I'm sorry, whatever I've done But I would take it all back For a memory, just one I'm sorry I'm not perfect I tried to tell you true But no matter what I say I think that I've lost you

My Vampire Personality.
You scored as Blade. Thats right you are the booty kicking you cross me and I will stomp a mudhole in your butt type. Sexy and a great fighter with mad fighting skillsBlade100%Dracula83%Spike75%Louis50%Armand50%Marius50%Deacon Frost42%Lestat42%Angel33%Akasha8%Whose your Vampire personality? (images)created with QuizFarm.com

What Drug Are You!!!
Your Personality Is Like Cocaine You're dynamic, brilliant, and alluring to those who don't know you. Hyper and full of energy, you're usually the last one to leave a party. Sometimes your sharp mind gets the better of you... you're a bit paranoid! What Drug Is Your Personality Like?

What Vampire Personality Are You ?
You scored as Dracula. You are the smooth sexy cool Dracula. Patient and lustful. If you were any cooler youd be ice. Great style with a way of seducing those around you. And three brides who wouldn't want to be him. Marius100%Dracula100%Blade75%Akasha75%Armand75%Deacon Frost67%Spike58%Angel50%Louis50%Lestat17%Whose your Vampire personality? (images)created with QuizFarm.com

Dannnng
You are The Empress Beauty, happiness, pleasure, success, luxury, dissipation. The Empress is associated with Venus, the feminine planet, so it represents, beauty, charm, pleasure, luxury, and delight. You may be good at home decorating, art or anything to do with making things beautiful. The Empress is a creator, be it creation of life, of romance, of art or business. While the Magician is the primal spark, the idea made real, and the High Priestess is the one who gives the idea a form, the Empress is the womb where it gestates and grows till it is ready to be born. This is why her symbol is Venus, goddess of beautiful things as well as love. Even so, the Empress is more Demeter, goddess of abundance, then sensual Venus. She is the giver of Earthly gifts, yet at the same time, she can, in anger withhold, as Demeter did when her daughter, Persephone, was kidnapped. In fury and grief, she kept the Earth barren till her child was returned to her. What Tarot Card are You?Take the

Eyes Full Of...
table border='0' cellpadding='5' cellspacing='0' width='600'> You scored as Passion. You are very passionate whether that passion is good or evil has yet to be determined. You have great power over others and they seem to flock to your service. You are very competative almost to a fault. Perhaps you should let someone else win for a change?Mysterious67%Passion67%Eyes full of Pain50%Diamond Eyes17%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

11.16.06 Vapor Of Hope
Vapor of Hope a velvet soul is wearing thin and lost again, in desperate sin forgetting simple sweet emotion cold for now, a calm devotion jaded from a empty truth and falling still to die in youth grasping for the words you gave to hope again to pass the grave and waiting for your sweet return just waiting here in loves sweet burn thank you for being my muse. M.E.J.

Men Men Men
Why is it that when one day life is all good, then the next day, someone just wants to push every button u have and piss you right off. When in all actuality they have no reason to be mad at u but so true for u to mad at them. I don't get it!! Its not a game to see who can be mad. I just want to have my feelings when i want them and nobody butting in on my cranky day and taking that away from me. FUCK ME LMFAO

What Do Your Eyes Reveal About You
You scored as Passion. You are very passionate whether that passion is good or evil has yet to be determined. You have great power over others and they seem to flock to your service. You are very competative almost to a fault. Perhaps you should let someone else win for a change?Passion100%Diamond Eyes75%Eyes full of Pain67%Mysterious50%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

My Divorce Hearing
yeah i have finally found out when my divorce goes to court....January 24th, 2007 at 3:45 pm i have to be in court to have my divorce hearing and then just have to wait to see when the judge says it's over and done with and i can go on my life with the one man that loves me and that i love more then anything other then my children cuz they come first. YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!

You Begin To Wonder
You save me I spend another quiet night outside on the balconly of my apartment, thoughts and stars are the only company that would have me tonight. Sometimes I wonder what my life would be like if I were someone else and so I drift to a place where only my thoughts could carry me. I close my eyes and I imagine that I'm somewhere else in the world, that I am someplace where no one knows my name and I have done no wrong. The tears fall and they sting my face, I wipe them away and tilt the bottle over the railing, the contents spill to the ground far beneath me. I repeat the chorus of a song and clutch my chest as I rock myself. All the mistakes that I have made, the ones I watched slip away.. They were never wrong and I was never right, still I brought this fight. I tremble and I shake, the memories we've shared, memories I have scarred.. I broke the habit for you tonight, your words prevailed in the end but they came too late and I lost what I will never have. I don't know ho

Which Of Santa's Reindeer Are You?
You Are Prancer You are the perfect reindeer, with perfect hooves and perfect flying form. Why You're Naughty: Because you're Santa's pet, and you won't let anyone show you up. Why You're Nice: You have the softest fur and the sweetest carrot breath. Which of Santa's Reindeer Are You?

What Reindeer Are You
You Are Vixen Sexy and sultry, you're the one all the other reindeer dream about. Why You're Naughty: That fur pulling spat you got into with Dancer over Santa. Why You're Nice: Because even when you're nice, you're still delightfully naughty! Which of Santa's Reindeer Are You?

Im Fire
What dragon species are you? (Stunning pics) Fire DragonRage, passion, you burn with the essence of a powerful flame. You are powerful and majestic and dont let anyone stand in your way without a fight.Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

What Reindeer Are You?
You Are Blitzen Always in good spirits, you're the reindeer who loves to party down with Santa. Why You're Naughty: You're always blitzed on Christmas Eve, while flying! Why You're Nice: You mix up a mean eggnog martini. Which of Santa's Reindeer Are You?

Bleh
My lil bro is spending the night with me tonight..I'm helping him look up some info on Zues for his English project. He keeps complaining that he didn't get Hades. Boohoo for him. At first he got the Goddess of Love...But he traded with some girl in his class....Uhmm...What to write...I'm not really sure what to write...Umm...BLEH! Lol, my lil bro is somewhere...Dunno where excatly...Probably in the kitchen eating...AGAIN. What a pig. Lol

What Tarot Card Are You
You are The Empress Beauty, happiness, pleasure, success, luxury, dissipation. The Empress is associated with Venus, the feminine planet, so it represents, beauty, charm, pleasure, luxury, and delight. You may be good at home decorating, art or anything to do with making things beautiful. The Empress is a creator, be it creation of life, of romance, of art or business. While the Magician is the primal spark, the idea made real, and the High Priestess is the one who gives the idea a form, the Empress is the womb where it gestates and grows till it is ready to be born. This is why her symbol is Venus, goddess of beautiful things as well as love. Even so, the Empress is more Demeter, goddess of abundance, then sensual Venus. She is the giver of Earthly gifts, yet at the same time, she can, in anger withhold, as Demeter did when her daughter, Persephone, was kidnapped. In fury and grief, she kept the Earth barren till her child was returned to her. What Tarot Card are You?Take the

Honey I'm Home!
Well I'm home. Nuff said. Well - Maybe not..Who is gonna piss me off today? I went easy on the person that done crossed me, because I didnt feel good, and it was late. Its still very early, and I feel quite fine tonight - And I WILL chew ya ass out tonight. Be Warned. FussyCodes - MySpace Generators, Images, Icons, Templates, Glitter Images and MoreCrushSpace.com - You Got Crush On Someone?Danity Kane Lyrics Shania Twain Music Video CodesMusic Video Codes By VideoRoll

The Master's Manifesto
Hello DDLW, I am an extension of you. I am your eyes when you are blind to what is best. I am your heart when you feel barren of love. I am your strength when you are weak. I am your soul when you are sad and your smile when you are happy. I am your protector, your lover and your savior. I am the one you will turn to in your times of need. I am the one who will hold you in your thoughts of passion. I am the one who will guide you when you need discipline. I am your life. I am the one who cares. I am your only true friend. I am the one who is there for you. I am your master. I will never hurt you. I will never allow you to be hurt again. Anyone who tries will henceforth answer to me. You can give all your past pain and hurt to me and I will keep them from you always so that you never have to feel them again. I will dry your tears when you are sad and kiss you softly after you have been disciplined so that you know you are loved. I will hold you in my arms so that you feel safe a

Im Not On Here To Much =(
Hey all basically i just wanted to let a know that im not on here that much anymore...im having trouble keeping up with all the comments and such..i dont have time!! =( so for all of you who wanna keep in touch more often i've got AIM so if ya want to SN just ask =) i hope you all are doing well and that life is going good for you!!

Girl
She was just a little girl Only 12 years old When she realized that nothing Would ever be the same She wished someone cared She wished someone Knew That her older brother was abusing her He hit her all the time When his parents left and gone She was only 12 years old And him 19 to the year And when she couldn’t take it anymore She tole her daddy’s gun When he was sleeping She put it to his head She pulled the trigger back And watched his brains Go on the wall Yet the blood on her shirt Never fazed her the least

1965
Sometimes you can’t always see The pain someone’s going through Sometime’s you may never know The truth about the lies Because the dreams are just memories to you Because the unseen truth is just like The untold lies About what happened in 1965 Sometimes you wish someone would just tell you About what happened that day Sometimes you wish you knew Who those words are really meant for But you will never know Until the day that you realize It was you And maybe you will realize what you have done And how many people you hurt on that day in 1965

Random Q&a
Q: 4th person on your missed calls? A: Richey Q: What did your last text message say? A: Yup, shud do! Cya soon x Q: Do you chew on your straws? A: oh yeah!! Q: Do you have curly hair? A: Nope Q: What is the next concert you're going to: A: Im not at the moment but we shall see Q: Who is the coolest person in your life? A: Dustin Q: What word do you say a lot? A: Awesome Q: What is the last thing you ate? A: Mini Mars Bar Q: What was the last thing you said to someone and who was it? A: actually spoken was "POKE! Hahaha!" To my mum Q: Do you watch TV? A: Occasionally Q: Most random thing you've heard in the past few months? A: ANAL BUM COVER!!! Q: Do you have work/school tomorrow? A: Nope Q: Ever been hunting? A: nope Q: Marriage in the future? A: oh yes to the right person Q: What should you be doing right now? A: Sleeping Q: Do you have a nickname? A: Crazy Eye Johnny Q: Do you believe in love at first sight? A: yes

My Tarot Card
You are The Empress Beauty, happiness, pleasure, success, luxury, dissipation. The Empress is associated with Venus, the feminine planet, so it represents, beauty, charm, pleasure, luxury, and delight. You may be good at home decorating, art or anything to do with making things beautiful. The Empress is a creator, be it creation of life, of romance, of art or business. While the Magician is the primal spark, the idea made real, and the High Priestess is the one who gives the idea a form, the Empress is the womb where it gestates and grows till it is ready to be born. This is why her symbol is Venus, goddess of beautiful things as well as love. Even so, the Empress is more Demeter, goddess of abundance, then sensual Venus. She is the giver of Earthly gifts, yet at the same time, she can, in anger withhold, as Demeter did when her daughter, Persephone, was kidnapped. In fury and grief, she kept the Earth barren till her child was returned to her. What Tarot Card are You?Take the

Tomorrow's Friday
Music Video:THE DIARY OF JANE (by Breaking Benjamin)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone that's (the subject) the only thing keeping me alive; the fact that the weekend is soooo effin close! i cant wait. hopefully ron will let me borrow "euro trip" like he promised. just gotta get thru tomorrow and i'll be home free for two days. i'm so screwed this weekend on homework...kinda wish it would pull out a gun and shoot me. we finished the movie in spanish class, mary admitted that she wished she was dead tho i dont know why...i wonder if something happened between her and bianca. that would suck...i've never seen mary so happy like she was on tuesday. i whispered that i knew wat she meant and she thought i didnt, i told her that she was talkin to someone who has tried twice to be dead. that shut her up...i hope she doesnt say anything. english sucked. i sent tony and damon emails cuz i was venting anger at everyone else (cuz everyone else doesnt realize that w

Why Me?
Well, my computer officially won't even start. I'm currently at work and could be in big big trouble if I get caught doing this - but wanted to let the friends and fam know what's up. I hate my life right now. Taking it in right away, but I may be gone for a bit. So very very very sad right now. Pray that it's not completely fried, because I really can't afford a new one at the mo. Fuck. Hope you're all well, if I don't see ya before then.... Happy Thanksgiving!

My Tarot Card
You are the Hanged Man Self-sacrifice, Sacrifice, Devotion, Bound. With the Hanged man there is often a sense of fatalism, waiting for something to happen. Or a fear of loss from a situation, rather than gain. The Hanged Man is perhaps the most fascinating card in the deck. It reflects the story of Odin who offered himself as a sacrifice in order to gain knowledge. Hanging from the world tree, wounded by a spear, given no bread or mead, he hung for nine days. On the last day, he saw on the ground runes that had fallen from the tree, understood their meaning, and, coming down, scooped them up for his own. All knowledge is to be found in these runes. The Hanged Man, in similar fashion, is a card about suspension, not life or death. It signifies selflessness, sacrifice and prophecy. You make yourself vulnerable and in doing so, gain illumination. You see the world differently, with almost mystical insights. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

Cheesy Pull-apart Calzone
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 10 min Total Time: 34 min Makes: 6 servings 1 can (13.8 oz) refrigerated pizza crust 1/4 cup pizza sauce 1 cup KRAFT Shredded Low-Moisture Part-Skim Mozzarella Cheese 3 slices OSCAR MAYER Shaved Oven Roasted Turkey Breast 2 Tbsp. small broccoli pieces 2 Tbsp. corn 1 Tbsp. water 1 Tbsp. KRAFT 100% Grated Parmesan Cheese PREHEAT oven to 400°F. Cut dough roll in half crosswise. Unroll 1 half on large baking sheet sprayed with cooking spray. SPREAD pizza sauce evenly down center of dough, leaving 1/2-inch around edges. Sprinkle with cheese. Top one third with turkey and second third with broccoli and corn, leaving last third cheese only. Unfold remaining dough half over filling. Crimp edge with fork. Cut rectangle into thirds crosswise. Cut each rectangle on diagonal into 2 pieces (do not separate). Brush dough with water. Sprinkle evenly with Parmesan cheese. BAKE 15 to 19 min. or until golden brown. Cool 5 min. KRAFT KITCHENS TIPS Fami

My Tarot Card..
You are The Tower Ambition, fighting, war, courage. Destruction, danger, fall, ruin. The Tower represents war, destruction, but also spiritual renewal. Plans are disrupted. Your views and ideas will change as a result. The Tower is a card about war, a war between the structures of lies and the lightning flash of truth. The Tower stands for "false concepts and institutions that we take for real." You have been shaken up; blinded by a shocking revelation. It sometimes takes that to see a truth that one refuses to see. Or to bring down beliefs that are so well constructed. What's most important to remember is that the tearing down of this structure, however painful, makes room for something new to be built. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

Update
Hallo Everybody..yes yes..im updatin yall again..im tryin to keep yall updated as much as i can so sorry if im slackin..but..anyways.. i went to the doctor like 2 days ago..ive got severe bronchitis..they have me on inhalers and cough meds and an antibiotic..so..yeah..im most likely gonna quit smokin cause i think im gonna have to wind up stayin on inhalers for the rest of my life..great..huh??..atleast im gonna quit smokin..atleast im workin on it right now ummmm..what else??..hmmm..oh yes..me and my baby justin..we are doin fuckin awesome..our 3 month is on the 21st..i love him so much..he makes me so happy..even though we havent seen each other since october but we talk almost everyday on the phone..im juss tired of the people that are tryin to steal him from me but thats normal cause it always happens when im wit sum1 but im not losin him for anythin or any1 so every1 can fuck off!! my girlfriend boogie is livin wit us..so..yeah..its awesome..ive got a boyfriend and a girl

Wrap 'n Roll Tortilla
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 10 min Total Time: 10 min Makes: 1 serving 1 TACO BELL HOME ORIGINALS Flour Tortilla 1 KRAFT Singles 3 slices OSCAR MAYER Thin Sliced Oven Roasted Turkey Breast 1 lettuce leaf 2 Tbsp. KRAFT Ranch Dressing TOP tortilla with Singles, turkey and lettuce; roll up tightly. CUT wrap in half. Wrap in plastic wrap. Place dressing in small resealable plastic bag. SERVE wrap with dressing for dipping. KRAFT KITCHENS TIPS Healthy Living Save 60 calories and 9 grams fat per serving, by preparing as directed, using KRAFT 2% Milk Singles and KRAFT LIGHT DONE RIGHT! Ranch Reduced Fat Dressing. Great Substitute Substitute any of your favorite OSCAR MAYER Thin Sliced Meats for the turkey. Round Out The Meal NUTRITION INFORMATION Nutrition (per serving) Calories 320 Total fat 20g Saturated fat 6g Cholesterol 35mg Sodium 1190mg Carbohydrate 23g Dietary fiber 1g Sugars 3g Protein 12g

Hearty Turkey Sandwich
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 5 min Total Time: 45 min Makes: 4 servings, 1 sandwich wedge each 1 round bread loaf (1 lb.) 1/4 cup MIRACLE WHIP Dressing 2 Tbsp. GREY POUPON Dijon Mustard 1 pkg. (9 oz.) OSCAR MAYER Shaved Oven Roasted Turkey Breast 3/4 cup spinach leaves 1/2 of a medium onion, thinly sliced, separated into rings and cooked until golden brown 1/2 cup KRAFT Shredded Cheddar & Monterey Jack Cheese PREHEAT oven to 400°F. Cut a 1/2-inch-thick slice from top of bread loaf; remove center of loaf, leaving 1-inch-thick shell. Reserve removed bread for another use. Spread inside of bread shell and cut-side of top of loaf with dressing and mustard. FILL bread shell with layers of turkey, spinach, onions and cheese; cover with top of bread loaf. Wrap in aluminum foil. BAKE 30 min. or until cheese is melted and sandwich is heated through. Let stand 10 min. Cut into 4 wedges with serrated knife. Serve warm. KRAFT KITCHENS TIPS Cooking Know-How Don't worry if th

A Different Christmas Poem
A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some tw

Favorite Holiday Turkey Melt
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 10 min Total Time: 50 min Makes: 4 servings 1 round bread loaf (1 lb.) 1/4 cup MIRACLE WHIP Dressing 1 cup KRAFT Shredded Mozzarella Cheese 1/2 cup dried cranberries 1/2 lb. leftover cooked turkey breast, sliced 1/4 cup thinly sliced onions 2 cups lightly packed baby spinach leaves PREHEAT oven to 400°F. Cut 1/2-inch-thick slice off top of bread loaf; set aside. Remove center of loaf, leaving 1/2-inch-thick shell. Reserve removed bread for making croutons or another use. SPREAD inside of bread shell with dressing. Fill with layers of cheese, cranberries, turkey, onions and spinach. Cover with top of bread; wrap in foil. BAKE 30 min. or until sandwich is heated through and cheese is melted. Let stand 10 min. Cut into 4 wedges with serrated knife. KRAFT KITCHENS TIPS Great Substitute Prepare as directed, substituting 1 pkg. (9 oz.) OSCAR MAYER Shaved Oven Roasted Turkey Breast for the leftover turkey. How To Make Homemade Croutons

True Loiusana Ghost Story
LOUISIANA GHOST STORY This happened about a month ago just outside of Cocodrie, a little town in the bayou country of Louisiana, and while it sounds like an Alfred Hitchcock tale, it's real. This out of state traveler was on the side of the road, hitchhiking on a real dark night in the middle of a thunderstorm. Time passed slowly and no cars went by. It was raining so hard he could hardly see his hand in front of his face. Suddenly he saw a car moving slowly, approaching and appearing ghostlike in the rain. It slowly and silently crept toward him and stopped. Wanting a ride real bad the guy jumped in the car and closed the door; only then did he realize that there was nobody behind the wheel, and no sound of an engine to be heard over the rain. Again the car crept slowly forward and the guy was terrified, too scared to think of jumping out and running. The guy saw that the car was approaching a sharp curve and, still Too scared to jump out, he started to

Turkey Cheese Pockets
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 15 min Total Time: 27 min Makes: 10 servings, 1 piece each 2 oz. (1/4 of 8-oz. pkg.) PHILADELPHIA Cream Cheese, softened 1 Tbsp. MIRACLE WHIP Dressing 1 tsp. GREY POUPON Dijon Mustard 4 slices OSCAR MAYER Shaved Smoked Turkey Breast, finely chopped 1/4 cup KRAFT Shredded Mozzarella Cheese 1 can (7.5 oz) refrigerated biscuits (10 biscuits) PREHEAT oven to 400°F. Mix cream cheese, dressing and mustard in small bowl until well blended. Add turkey and cheese; mix well. Set aside. PRESS or roll out each biscuit to 3-1/2-inch circle. Place 1 heaping tsp. cream cheese mixture onto each biscuit circle. Fold dough over filling to make small turnover shapes. Firmly press edges of dough together to seal. Place on ungreased baking sheet. BAKE 10 to 12 min. or until lightly browned. Serve hot. KRAFT KITCHENS TIPS Great Substitute Prepare as directed, using OSCAR MAYER Shaved Honey Ham and KRAFT Shredded Cheddar Cheese. Make-Ahead The cream che

Romantic Poem
watching you sleep, i caress your arm... your skin so smooth, your innocence overwhelms me. i kiss your back, and hold you close... we fit together so perfectly... my angel, my match. Rhiannon was trying to help my friend, morphingbutterfly with some inspiration... and thus was inspired to write this. here's to you sweetie... hope it helped. *hugs*

Catskill Comedy - Great Stuff
You may remember the old Jewish Catskill comics of vaudeville days (Shecky Green, Red Buttons, Totie Fields, Milton Berle, Henny Youngman, and others)? You've probably heard of them before, but don't you miss their humor? Not one single swear word in their comedy. These guys were brilliant. * There was a beautiful young woman knocking on my hotel room door all night! I finally had to let her out. * A car hit an elderly Jewish man. The paramedic says, "Are you comfortable?" The man says, "I make a good living." * I just got back from a pleasure trip. I took my mother-in-law to the airport. * I've been in love with the same woman for 49 years. If my wife ever finds out, she'll kill me! * What are three words a woman never wants to hear when she's making love? "Honey, I'm home!" * Someone stole all my credit cards, but I won't be reporting it. The thief spends less than my wife did. * We always hold hands. If I let go, she shops. * She was at the beauty shop for

Turkey & Ranch Bagel Club
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 10 min Total Time: 10 min Makes: 1 serving, one sandwich 1 whole wheat bagel, split, toasted 1 Tbsp. KRAFT LIGHT DONE RIGHT! Ranch Reduced Fat Dressing 1 lettuce leaf 5 slices OSCAR MAYER Thin Sliced Smoked Turkey Breast 1 slice OSCAR MAYER Turkey Bacon, cooked, cut in half 1 slice tomato SPREAD cut sides of bagel with dressing. PLACE lettuce on bottom half of bagel; top with the turkey, bacon and tomato. COVER with top of bagel. KRAFT KITCHENS TIPS Jazz It Up Prepare as directed, mixing 1/2 tsp. GREY POUPON Dijon Mustard with the dressing before spreading onto bagel halves. NUTRITION INFORMATION Nutrition Bonus: Help your friends and family eat right with this delicious sandwich. As a bonus, the whole wheat bagel provides a good source of iron! Diet Exchange: 3 Starch,1 Meat (VL),1 Fat Nutrition (per serving) Calories 320 Total fat 7g Saturated fat 1.5g Cholesterol 35mg Sodium 1370mg

Zesty Turkey Pita Pocket
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 10 min Total Time: 10 min Makes: 1 serving, two filled pita halves 1/2 cup baby spinach leaves 1 Tbsp. KRAFT LIGHT DONE RIGHT! House Italian Reduced Fat Dressing 1 whole wheat pita bread, cut in half 6 thin slices cucumber 5 slices OSCAR MAYER Thin Sliced Oven Roasted Turkey Breast 2 Tbsp. ATHENOS Crumbled Reduced Fat Feta Cheese TOSS spinach with dressing. FILL pita bread halves evenly with spinach, cucumbers and turkey. SPRINKLE with the cheese. KRAFT KITCHENS TIPS Jazz It Up Top filled pita halves with a light sprinkling of cracked black pepper. How to Soften Pita Halves for Easier Filling To make pita halves easier to fill, soften them in the microwave before filling. Just place pita halves on microwaveable plate, then microwave on HIGH 10 sec. or just until warmed. Fill as directed. Zesty Turkey Wrap Jazz It Up NUTRITION INFORMATION Nutrition Bonus: Liven up lunchtime with this tasty sandwich. The whole wheat pit

What Egyptian Sign Are You?
This is what my Egyptian Zodiac sign is: Bastet You look for balance and harmony, anxious, devoted. Often rash and impatient. Colors: male: yellow ochre, female: greyCompatible Signs: Sekhmet, Horus Dates: Jul 14 - Jul 28, Sep 23 - Sep 27, Oct 3 - Oct 17 Role: Goddess of cats, women, and secretsAppearance: Cat or cat-headed womanSacred animals: cat What is Your Egyptian Zodiac Sign?Designed by CyberWarlock of Warlock's Quizzles and Quandaries Rock on! Durham

Harvest Salad To Go
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 5 min Total Time: 5 min Makes: 1 serving 2 Tbsp. KRAFT Ranch Dressing 1/2 cup Granny Smith apple wedges 1/4 cup red grapes 4 slices OSCAR MAYER Shaved Oven Roasted Turkey Breast, cut into strips 2 cups torn mixed salad greens 1/4 cup KRAFT Natural Sharp Cheddar Cheese Crumbles 1-1/2 tsp. OSCAR MAYER Real Bacon Bits POUR dressing into bottom of resealable container. Add apples; toss to coat. LAYER with remaining ingredients. Seal container. TOSS salad to coat with dressing just before serving. KRAFT KITCHENS TIPS Healthy Living Save 80 calories and 11 g of fat per serving by using KRAFT LIGHT DONE RIGHT! Ranch Reduced Fat Dressing and KRAFT Natural 2% Milk Reduced Fat Colby & Monterey Jack Cheese Crumbles. Serving Suggestion Serve with 16 WHEAT THINS Snack Crackers. Beef 'N Cheddar Toss Easy Chef Salad Ham & Cranberry Pear Salad NUTRITION INFORMATION Nutrition (per serving) Calories 350 Total fat 22g

All-american Hero
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 10 min Total Time: 10 min Makes: 1 serving 1/4 cup shredded lettuce 1 Tbsp. KRAFT Ranch Dressing 1 hot dog bun 1 slice OSCAR MAYER Turkey Bologna 1 KRAFT Singles, cut in half diagonally 3 slices tomato TOSS lettuce with dressing. FILL bun with bologna, Singles, tomatoes and lettuce mixture. Wrap in plastic wrap. KRAFT KITCHENS TIPS Substitute Substitute 3 slices OSCAR MAYER Shaved Oven Roasted Turkey for the bologna. Serving Suggestion Pack this sandwich for lunch along with crunchy fresh vegetables and your favorite fresh fruit. Serving Suggestion NUTRITION INFORMATION Nutrition (per serving) Calories 300 Total fat 16g Saturated fat 5g Cholesterol 40mg Sodium 910mg Carbohydrate 26g Dietary fiber 1g Sugars 6g Protein 12g Vitamin A 10%DV Vitamin C 8%DV Calcium 35%DV Iron 10%DV

Ghetto Spellin'
GHETTO SPELLIN' Leroy is a 20 year-old 5th grader. ........ This is Leroy's homework assignment. He must use each vocabulary word in a sentence. 1. Hotel - I gave my girlfriend crabs, and the ho tel everybody. 2. Dictate - My girlfriend say my dictate good. 3. Rectum - I had two Cadillac's, but my bitch rectum both. 4. Disappointment - My parole officer tol' me if I miss disappointment they gonna send me back to the joint. 5. Penis - I went to the doctors and he handed me a cup and said penis. 6. Israel - Tito try to sell me a Rolex. I say, "Man, it look fake." He say, "Bullshit, that watch israel." 7. Undermine - There's a fine lookin' ho living in the apartment undermine. 8. Fortify - I axed this ho on da street, "How much?" she say "fortify." Furthering your education with Today's Ebonic word.... Today's word is: "OMELETTE" Let us use it in a sentence. "I should pop yo ass fo what you jus did, but omelette dis one slid

Open-faced Southwest Turkey Melt
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 5 min Total Time: 10 min Makes: 1 serving 1 Tbsp. MIRACLE WHIP Dressing 2 slices French bread 1/8 tsp. chili powder 2 Tbsp. TACO BELL HOME ORIGINALS Thick 'N Chunky Salsa 1/2 cup cooked turkey (about 2 oz.) 1/4 cup KRAFT Shredded Cheddar Cheese PREHEAT broiler. Spread dressing evenly onto bread slices; sprinkle with chili powder. TOP with salsa, turkey and cheese. BROIL, 4 to 6 inches from heat source, 2 min. or until heated through and cheese is melted. KRAFT KITCHENS TIPS Substitute Prepare as directed, using MIRACLE WHIP Light Dressing and KRAFT 2% Milk Shredded Reduced Fat Cheddar Cheese. Serving Suggestion Serve with a tossed green salad and glass of fat free milk to round out the meal. Jazz It Up Jazz It Up NUTRITION INFORMATION Nutrition (per serving) Calories 450 Total fat 18g Saturated fat 8g Cholesterol 85mg Sodium 910mg Carbohydrate 38g Dietary fiber 2g Sugars

Submission
S eeks a constant knowledge, but from one master, with many sources. U niform no, a collar would be her identity. B eauty without words spoken felt only in touch. M aster owns me. I magination unleashed to bring out your desires that only your master knew you had. S erving her master is a gratifying gesture. S olitude in knowing who you are. I nsight to the masters mind gives her strength to accomplish her daily goals and life long strength. O wned for all of life. N ever uncertain of your place, your safety or security.

What Tarot Card Are You?
You are The Empress Beauty, happiness, pleasure, success, luxury, dissipation. The Empress is associated with Venus, the feminine planet, so it represents, beauty, charm, pleasure, luxury, and delight. You may be good at home decorating, art or anything to do with making things beautiful. The Empress is a creator, be it creation of life, of romance, of art or business. While the Magician is the primal spark, the idea made real, and the High Priestess is the one who gives the idea a form, the Empress is the womb where it gestates and grows till it is ready to be born. This is why her symbol is Venus, goddess of beautiful things as well as love. Even so, the Empress is more Demeter, goddess of abundance, then sensual Venus. She is the giver of Earthly gifts, yet at the same time, she can, in anger withhold, as Demeter did when her daughter, Persephone, was kidnapped. In fury and grief, she kept the Earth barren till her child was returned to her. What Tarot Card are You?Take the

Help Me
I am totally depressed. My "ex" wife is a vindictive person and won't let me talk to my son. I am not looking forward to these next two holidays. I actually hate them. I have lost the spirit of the season. I need someone to help me get out of this funk. It really really sucks ass

It's Lent
On their honeymoon, the blonde bride slipped into a sexy nightie and, with great anticipation, crawled into bed, only to find that her new Catholic husband had settled down on the couch. When she asked him why he was apparently not going to make love to her, he replied, "It's Lent." In tears, she remarked, "Well, that is the most ridiculous thing I have ever heard! Who did you lend it to, and for how long?

Erotic Story
Sheila and I had become "Friends with Benefits" about six months earlier. I had recently moved to the area and didn't know anybody, she was a divorcee who had just ended her first post-marriage relationship. The attraction was immediate and strong. I'm a 30 year old bald black man. She's a cute 5' 2" blond with beautiful blue eyes, big enough to match her surgically enhanced 34C breasts. They were a divorce present to herself, "We never had children, but I still got the twins in the settlement," she liked to say. Although the passion was initially overpowering, the Friends with Benefits relationship hadn't included quite as many benefits as I'd imagined, and I'd become content with just being friends. She called me one Thursday night, obviously a few margaritas into the evening, and demanded that I get my "cute ass" to the bar she was personally keeping in business. I thought I knew what the night had in store, and quickly rushed to meet her. When I arrived, I saw that she wasn't al

Domination
D iscovery of ones soul through another’s eyes. O pen minded to worlds undiscovered. M asters of their world. I ntrigue of a life mocked and ridiculed by self proclaiming mindless people who wish they had such control. N ever having to question the day and knowing things will be handled is a slaves ultimate comfort from being a slave. A ctualization, that is, a rebirth of ones true self in a world filled of people pleasers. T ruth is the only key holding this world together. Games and drama are not welcomed nor allowed. Which would explain why slaves Smile and wives bitch. I nvolvement never ending. No vows by a minister gives you what the words of a master and a collar hold. O bediance is required but a slave gives with joy no matter how far he must go from his home or for how long that time may be. N ever say you cant is what a slave can call from the highest mountain.

Today...
We went out, to see the city. You laughed at how excited I'd get, when I'd see a skyscraper I really enjoyed, or took pictures of things that only I would take pictures of. The fountain was amazing, until You decided to splash me. You're lucky You had on a thin shirt, or I would have retaliated in kind. But the kiss You gave me made up for it, so all is forgiven. Sightseeing is hungry work, so we decided to catch a bite for lunch. You ordered mexican, surprise surprise, and I loved how Your nose wrinkled when I went to get sushi. You have no idea how adorable You are. The waitress forgot to give us napkins, and You got up to get more. I must confess, it was I that stole an enchilada, not the squirrel I tried to blame. It was excellent, by the way. For dessert You ordered a Mississippi Mud Pie, and I had a cup of coffee. You wouldn't rest until I tried it, so You spoon-fed me a bite. Amazing, but I'm still a sucker for a well-made tiramisu. On the way back, we walked hand-in-hand, and Y

So Frustrated
Ok so everyone knows im going through a seperation leading into a divorce!!! I hear everyday why can't we work on things. I don't want to work on things anymore!!! Where the fuck was this willingness when I was Hurt , Crying and Pleading for the love I deserved????? I am so over the hurt!!! I just want to have a normal loving relationship with a good person who loves me for me. Not what I can do for them. I don't want someone who controls me or tries too HINT: It wont work with me I dont bend to anyones idea of what a lover ,friend or wife should be. This is all I think in my mind when someone tries to control me: Why can't you just love me for me? Do I look like I need another daddy? All things considered Treat the person you say you LOVE good no matter what your issues are with them... Another thing why be with them if you don't like who or what they are???????????? Enough of my thought add to this if you would like.. ~Jacqueline

I' Bringing Sexy Back!
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A Zoo Story
A small Arkansas Wild Animal Park acquired a very rare species of gorilla. Within a few weeks, the gorilla, who was a female, became very difficult to handle. Upon examination, the park veterinarian determined the problem. The female gorilla was in heat. To make matters worse, there was no male gorilla available. Reflecting on their problem, the park administrator thought of Eddie Standen, a redneck part-time intern, who was responsible for cleaning the animal's cages. Eddie, like most rednecks, had little sense, but possessed ample ability to satisfy a female of any species. The park administrator thought they might have a solution. Eddie was approached with a proposition. Would he be willing to mate with the gorilla for $500.00? Eddie showed some interest, but said he would have to think the matter over carefully. The following day, Eddie announced that he would accept their offer, but only under the following four conditions. “First," he said, "I ain't gonna kiss her on the lips

S&m
Her flight from O’Hare to Dulles was perfect. Hope the rest of this little excursion goes as well, she thought as she exited the plane and filed into the bustling airport along with the other passengers on this lovely Saturday afternoon. Since her only luggage was the tote bag that she carried which contained the essentials she’d need, there was no need to locate the baggage carousel. She did, however, see a cozy lounge where she escaped from the crowd of people who were rushing to and from their flights. As she sipped her scotch and water, the blonde haired business woman thought about the situation. She had flown a thousand miles for a meeting. This, however, would not be a board meeting or a high-end meeting with some deep-pocketed client. It would be a meeting with the person she’d been in contact with via email for nearly six months. He’d written a story that she identified with so much that she wrote Him a complimentary communication. That led to additional missives back

She Soo Deserves To Win!
If you don't know If You Only Knew then you should! She is one of the sweetest people on CT! And she is absolutely gorgeous. And for those two reasons alone, I hope that you'll vote for her in the bikini contest. The contest is won by whomever has the highest number of ratings. Please stop by the contest and rate her pic. And if you leave a comment I will be happy to rate all of your pics! After you vote, you should check out her profile and say hi to her. She is on my family list, you can find her there. Much love to all of my friends! You are all the greatest! And I know that you all have other great friends too...please be a great friend to them by sharing them this opportunity.

Alone In The Forrest
walking down a path hand in hand talking to each other as we walk across the land seeing nothing but you hearing your voice on the wind feeling you near to me as we walk across the land finding a clearing setting our blanket down beginning our picnic as i see nothing but you beauty comes an goes but our love is here to stay

To All The Ladies That Pass Up The Nice Guys
I'm sorry that i bought you roses to tell you that i like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just f**k you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your

Men?!
Men are fuckin pigs, they think they are so much fuckin better then women, and you know what i may hate the fuckin mass majority of women but fuck there is no person in this world that is better then the next. so all you fuckin assholes that think your better then me or any other women cause you got a dick, just remember if it wasnt for a WOMAN your fuckin erogant asses wouldnt even exist. No this doesnt mean all men but, im sure you know what men im talkin bout and if your a guy readin this if you think your better then anybody else, then FUCK YOU?! so now plz put your opinions, Thank you and have a nice fuckin day!! oh yeah and dont hit on a girl and tell her she is pretty then when you IM her tell her she is "too much" for you. ASSHOLE!!

A Horse, A Chicken And A Harley
On the farm lived a chicken and a horse, both of whom loved to play together. One day the two were playing, when the horse fell into a bog and began to sink. Scared for his life, the horse whinnied for the chicken to go get the farmer for help! Off the chicken ran, back to the farm. Arriving at the farm, she searched and searched for the farmer, but to no avail, for the Farmer had gone to town with the only tractor. Running around, the chicken spied the farmer's new Harley. Finding the keys in the ignition, the chicken sped off with a length of rope hoping she still had time to save her friend's life. Back at the bog, the horse was surprised, but happy, to see the chicken arrive on the shiny Harley, and he managed to get a hold of the loop of rope the chicken tossed to him. After tying the other end to the rear bumper of the farmer's bike, the chicken then drove slowly forward and, with the aid of the powerful bike, rescued the horse! Happy and proud, the chicken rode the Har

Haha....
um...well yeah. i dont have much to say at the moment, other than the fact that i am way totally bored. oh...in my back ground picture...that is me and my very best friend...*guy friend* and yeah. isnt he adorable. lol. anyways. um...yeah. at the moment i think i would literally kill for a smoke! anyways. um...yeah. i dont really know what all to say in this little thinger. lol. i feel kinda just a tad bit strange. and i am really hungry. so i guess i am gunna go and find something to munch on. lol. and i will hopefully have something more interesting to talk about later. so yeah. thats all. lol. kk. well ttyl. love ya bunches! infinite xoxo's!

Tornado's ! Eeeek
What started out as a typical day out with my oldest Sister ended up in some Screams and WHOA's ! ..We decided we'd grab a Quick lunch then do some Christmas shopping and whatever caught our fancy .. well.. right during lunch we get a phone call.. There's been touch downs of a few Tornados' Close by ..Yeah it was raining like mad but Tornado'Nooo..We decide not to take any chances as all our pets were at home alone ..( Um cant have the fur babies getting scared now can we ? ) Hop in the car get back on the road to come home she's watchin the skies .. im watching the road ( Dont want to hit any Flyin Cows LOL) She says HOLY SHIT there's a FUNNEL Right ahead just as she said that WHOOSH a Huge wicked strrong wind comes and I swear it felt like the whole damn car lifted off the ground windows shook we're Screaming ..OMG we're gonna Die .. ok now its a lil silly but hell I dont want to end up in OZ !!! with my luck I'd not meet the Scarecrow Tin man and Cowardly Lion .. Id meet up with th

A Daddies Love!!
when I look in your eyes I see potential, and unconditional love unaffected by life's shit that I plan to keep you above the way your eyes sparkle when I enter the room touches my heart being a kid is fun, but raising one is the truly fun part I would climb mountains, slay dragons, take a bullet in the chest to save you because everything that has came from me, you are w/out a question the best I hope I can be the dad for which you will be proud I'd give you the stars, moon, sun, and your favorite cloud because when you hug me, I feel like I honestly matter I used to think only in stories could u live happily ever after before you were born, I was just living to die that all changed when u arrived, and took your first breath when you cried there has to be a higher power, I'm speechless, I don't know what to say except never worry that your dad will be gone, because I'm here to stay if you ever need me, I'll always be just a "daddy" away if your being bullie

If I Were...
If I were a month, I'd be: May If I were a day of the week, I'd be: Saturday If I were a time of day, I'd be: Dusk If I were a planet, I'd be: Jupiter If I were a sea animal, I'd be: Dolphin If I were a direction, I'd be: West If I were a piece of furniture, I'd be: A leather couch. If I were a sin, I'd be: Pride If I were a historical figure, I'd be: William Wallace If I were a liquid, I'd be: Water If I were a tree, I'd be: Cedar If I were a clothing accessory, I'd be: Converse Chuck Taylor's If I were a bird, I'd be: Scarlett Macaw If I were a tool, I'd be: A Hammer If I were a flower/plant, I'd be: A Tulip If I were a kind of weather, I'd be: HOT If I were a mythical creature, I'd be: Mynotaur If I were a musical instrument, I'd be: A Harmonica If I were an animal, I'd be: A Meerkat If I were a color, I'd be: Blue If I were an emotion, I'd be: Depression If I were a vegetable, I'd be: A cucumber. ;) If I were a sound

How I Feel At The Moment
Every once and a wile im just not myself these are of of these times heres lyrics to put that in to what a feel Wish I was too dead to cry My self-affliction fades Stones to throw at my creator Masochists to which I cater You don't need to bother; I don't need to be I'll keep slipping farther But once I hold on, I won't let go 'til it bleeds Wish I was too dead to care If indeed I cared at all Never had a voice to protest So you fed me shit to digest I wish I had a reason; my flaws are open season For this, I gave up trying One good turn deserves my dying You don't need to bother; I don't need to be I'll keep slipping farther But once I hold on, I won't let go 'til it bleeds Wish I'd died instead of lived A zombie hides my face Shell forgotten with its memories Diaries left with cryptic entries And you don't need to bother; I don't need to be I'll keep slipping farther But once I hold on, I won't let go 'til it bleeds You don't need

Thoughts...in My Head...
man im feeling...confused and emotional...im back on my birthcontrol pills and my hormones are goin bererk i mean im horny then sad then happy then i feel like cryin but i dont then im excited and hyper then im depressed...its drivin me crazy i feel like im cracked out....o.0.. my friend amanda told me last night that shes havin the same problem but her husband is in iraq..that even worse...the worse thing to happen to me would be to not take care of it...but i did...(by myself)..yeah..oh yeah my ex jay wants to get back together and he told me yesterday that he wants to get married to me and he wants me to have his babys and we can live in northshore and ride horses everyday...yeah right like i wanna be together with a fricken coke head for the rest of my life...yeah he says he's changed but i dont think so hes lied to me to many times and im over it...i would be happier if he just promised to not do it behind my back and didnt do it..instead of doin it..then we would have been so ha

A Different Christmas
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I

Boobie Billboard...
"How do I get my name on your tits?" Seems to be a common question since I started my new folder for saying hello to my favorite cherries. ;c) First, I have to like you. I may not have to know you, just be attracted to you in some way but if I don't like you, not much chance I'll want to spend my valuable time and effort on you. So spamming me with begging mails, shouts or comments to do it for you is probably not a good idea. Just send me a Cherrymail and let me know what you want it to say. If you don't know, at least let me know what name you'd like to see and I can work it out from there. I won't promise to do everyone's but will do what I can.

It's The Soldier!!!
It is the SOLDIER, not the preacher, Who has given us freedom of religion, It is the SOLDIER, not the reporter,Who has given us freedom of the press, It is the SOLDIER,not the poet, Who has given us freedom of speech, It is the SOLDIER, not the campus organizer, Who has given us freedom to assemble, It is the SOLDIER, not the lawyer, Who has given us the right to a fair trial, It is the SOLDIER, not the politician, Who has given us the right to vote, It is the SOLDIER, Who salutes the FLAG, Who serves under the FLAG, Whose coffin is draped by the FLAG, Who allows the protestor to BURN THE FLAG!!! All I ask is that everyone who reads this, sit back and actually think about all the freedoms we have as Americans and who paid the ultimate price (DEATH) to uphold these freedoms!!! Until you serve your country, you will never fully understand the life of a SOLDIER. This is one thing one must actually do in order to fully understand everything about why he/she serves and the

Seems The Wwe/tna Wars Have Begun
With the signing of kurt Angle by TNA, many pundits in the wrestling world predicted that the hiring would signal the beginning of a "Talent War" between the two companies. Today, the following announcement was made by the WWE: Monty Brown signs with WWE Nov. 15, 2006 Monty Brown, formerly of the Buffalo Bills, has signed with World Wrestling Entertainment. Stay tuned to WWE.com for more information. So it appears that indeed, it has begun. The question is, can Dixie Carter and TNA hope to keep up with the WWE's ability to offer higher paychecks?

Whispers
She’s floating above Watching them try To save her life She thought she was ready to die The images fade She can hear the cries Of all the people she left behind. Her body is numb Her face so white As her life fades away She is going towards the light. She’s back at her house She’s not sure why She can see now why her family cries. There are her pictures all in a row Leading to a place she dare not go She sees a long white box She goes looks in Now looking at the body she once was in She made her choice She chose to die She didn’t think what she would leave behind She only thought of the pain she hides It has been so long and still she walks Warning those with terrible thoughts No matter how bad, no matter the pain She whispers to them remember my name She whispers to all that are hurt That suicide really does hurt For only a minuet will you feel the pain But those left feel it every day. The pain for them never stops So please th

To Whom It May Concern...part I...
i'm normally good with words...but now that i want to tell you how i feel...words just won't come...i hesitate...i'm so afraid my words will come out wrong...maybe mere words can't express enough what i feel... how do i start?? yes...that photograph...that says a thousand words...that photograph with a soul...it's calling out to me...does it make any sense?? i knew...right there and then...i'm heading for my inevitable most beautiful heartbreak...yet...like a moth to a flame...i'm flying...heading for my inevitable self-destruction...knowingly...yet willingly... i know not if you're ever going to receive or read this...but i want to put my feelings down in words before i become too afraid to do so... maybe...just maybe...one day...you'll come across my words...i want you to know...what i feel is unconditional...no expectations...no promises... enough is said for now... i will try to capture the words that's twirling in my mind...and i'll put them down for you....only for you...

Proven Facts Alllll Though Sad...society Is Messed These Days
In Canada, one in every 8 deaths and injuries in road crashes is a teenager. Recent statistics that tell us 2 out of 5 people who die in crashes involving alcohol are 25 years of age and under. More teenagers die each year as a result of road crashes than any other cause of death.

Thailand Ride...
am off in about 10 minutes...will be riding to thailand for the 3 nation charity ride...malaysia...singapore and thailand... back in a few days time... haven't slept for 3 days...hope i won't break my neck falling asleep on the wheels... anyway...will leave my pc on...so tell me how much you miss me...lol!!! cya all...have a great weekend!!!

If Oj Did It? Wtf Do You Mean By "if"
The Fox network is pouring dumb fuel of the fire of stupidity. “OJ Simpson: If I did It, Here’s How It Happened” shows how stupid and desperate network television has become. Can an entire network jump the shark? What is Fox thinking when it decided to air a show with OJ Simpson talking about how me might have killed Nicole Simpson and Ron Goldman? There is no “if.” OJ Simpson killed Nicole Simpson and Ron Goldman and he got away with it, criminally speaking. Sure he was convicted in a civil trial but that only left him living the high life in Florida off his pensions. Sure he had to buy a new pair of expensive leather gloves…but come on, the guy is innocent and suffering (and golfing). A more interesting show might have been the LA District attorneys talking about how OJ might be in jail had they been competent prosecutors. A more interesting show might be interviewing the jurors who could discuss what they might have done had they half a brain. Even bet

Riders Spotlight Friend..check Them Out *bulletin Created By Manical Bliss Thank You So Much Sweetie !!*
WE WOULD LIKE TO INTRODUCE TO YOU OUR FRIEND OF THE DAY. PLEASE SHOW SOME LOVE AND COMMENT THEM, RATE PROFILE AND PICS, FAN OR FRIEND THEM. HOLD ON TO YOUR HANDLEBARS THIS IS GONNA BE ON HELL OF A RIDE.... HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY.... ~Cherry Lover Engla~@ CherryTAP Kiss Videos | Music Code | France Vacation Rentals (repost of original by 'Maniacal Bliss ~RIDER~' on '2006-11-16 06:36:27') (repost of original by 'GHOST RIDER ~ Can YOU Handle the Heat ~' on '2006-11-16 06:39:44') (repost of original by 'Maniacal Bliss ~RIDER~

God Damn Who Don't Agree With Past Few Blogs And This One
its becoming as bad as drinking and driving...thinkin alot of peeps cld care less about this stuff. Toking and driving Toking and driving is on the rise in Canada, and so are the risks of becoming involved in a cannabis-related traffic accident, says a pilot study conducted by Dr. Benedikt Fischer and a team of Toronto researchers. The study collected data on university students aged 18–28 who had recently driven a car after using cannabis. Respondents were questioned about their: * cannabis and other drug use * cannabis use and driving (CUD) experiences * exposure to law enforcement and vehicle accidents. The study also compared respondents’ perceptions of cannabis impairment effects with those related to alcohol consumption. Finally, students were asked whether they anticipated driving under the influence of cannabis in the future. According to the survey results, CUD is most likely to occur in situations where young people are socializing with frien

Madd
no shit what are they thinking? Spotlight MADD GREATER VANCOUVER CHAPTER BOX 107, SUITE 950-12TH STREET NEW WESTMINSTER, BC V3M 4K6 Tel: 604-515-9212, e-mail: maddva@telus.net Letter to the Editor – North Shore News WHAT ARE THEY THINKING? Most people respect and honor police officers for so often putting their lives on the line to keep our communities safe. Unfortunately, the fact that a member of the West Vancouver Police force was recently selected for promotion by her Police Detachment Chief after she had been caught, charged, convicted, and sentenced for driving with a Blood Alcohol Concentration ( BAC) almost three times the legal limit, looks outrageously inappropriate to all reasonable, law-respecting citizens. Any entitlement to respect this detachment might have expected is severely damaged by the news that it is not unusual for officers to drink with their supervisors in police headquarters before or after their shifts. What a shocking disregard for public s

To All My Friends, Fans, And Family
I just want to thank everyone for thier help in the tattoo contest. I won !!! yaaaaaayyyyyyyyy ! You are all the best bunch of friends one could possibly hope to have, and if i can ever help you, please dont hesitate to ask !! I,m there for you, in a heartbeat, just like you were for me. Thank you all again.........Terry

What Happened To The Old Dayzzzz?
WHEN I WAS FIRST A MEMBER ON HERE,EVERYONE WAS ALL ABOUT TALKING AND MAKING FRIENDS..THAT WAS WAY BACK IN FEBUARY WHEN THERE WAS LESS THAN 10,000 MEMBERS.NOW THERE ARE ALMOST 450,OOO MEMBERS AND NO ONE REALLY CARES ABOUT EACHOTHER.ITS ALL ABOUT POINTS AND RATINGS NOW..OR WHO HAS THE SEXIEST THIS OR THAT..WHAT HAPPENED TO THE DAYZZ WHEN PEOPLE WERE OUT HERE TO MAKE NEW FRIENDS??? WHAT HAPPENED TO THE DAYZZ WHEN THE MESSAGE BOXES BECAME FULL OVER THE STUPID LIL BULLETINS LIKE: 1.I'M FOR SALE 2.WHOS MY CT HUBBY/WIFE AND STUFF LIKE THAT? THOSE WERE THE FUN DAYS AROUND HERE..AND THE RATINGS AND COMMENTS WAS FOR FRIENDS THAT WE CARED ABOUT..NOT TO SEE HOW MANY POINTS WE COULD GET OR HOW MANY FAKE FRIENDS WE COULD GET.IT WAS ALL ABOUT THE FUN OF THIS SITE...HAVE WE ALL DROWNED SO FAR THAT WE CANT HAVE FUN HERE ANYMORE? IF YOU AGREE WITH THIS PLEASE REPOST AND ADD WHAT YOU THINK..HOW CAN WE GET BACK THE OLD DAYZZ?

All Cause She Wears A Damn Badge
direct link if needed.... http://ca.news.yahoo.com/s/02112006/3/canada-officer-drove-drunk-good-cop-police-department.html VANCOUVER (CBC) - A West Vancouver police officer who crashed her car last year while off duty and with a blood-alcohol level more than twice the legal limit is still in line for promotion, says the department. ADVERTISEMENT Const. Lisa Alford ran into another car in Burnaby early in the morning on Nov. 26, 2005. She pleaded guilty to driving with a blood-alcohol level of more than .08, and was sentenced to a one-year driving suspension. West Vancouver police spokesman Cpl. Fred Harding said Thursday that Alford is second in line for a promotion at the department because she's a good officer, despite the conviction. "This one incident, we all know - and she knows more than anybody - it fell well below the standard that is expected. It fell well below the standard that she would like to present to anybody. "But in every other aspect of her polici

“merry Christmas, My Friend” By Lcpl James M Schmidt, Usmc, 1986
“Merry Christmas, My Friend” by LCpl James M Schmidt, USMC, 1986 Here is the Page I took this from: http://mrmom.amaonline.com/asoldierschristmas.htm Twas the night before Christmas, he lived all alone, In a one bedroom house made of plaster & stone. I had come down the chimney, with presents to give and to see just who in this home did live As I looked all about, a strange sight I did see, no tinsel, no presents, not even a tree. No stocking by the fire, just boots filled with sand. On the wall hung pictures of a far distant land. With medals and badges, awards of all kind, a sobering thought soon came to my mind. For this house was different, unlike any I'd seen. This was the home of a U.S. Marine. I'd heard stories about them, I had to see more, so I walked down the hall and pushed open the door. And there he lay sleeping, silent, alone, Curled up on the floor in his one-bedroom home. He seemed so gentle, his face so serene, Not how

Using Your Imagination
Imagine this, Jamie was the girl she's all alone On her way home she's in her own time zone Depressed cause everyone around her just wants go Nobody got no time to sit and talk to her no mo' Little did she know she was being followed Richie was the boy that had no love in his soul He walked up behind her and cracked Jamie in the skull And knocked her in the mud and then raped her in the cold Now shes beaten and destroyed Her soul is just a void Why did Richie do that to her cause he was raised from a boy To take what you want and hurt those who have it And if you dont your daddys gonna beat you god damnit So thats what he did a confused little kid With the mind of his daddy that a woman is a bitch And you hate that bitch and you rape that bitch Because your daddys rich you cant escape that shit Richie had a sister you can only imagine Living with Richie and her dad there was never any laughing Only fighting and grabbing only biting and stabbing

Starting To Lose
I am so damned happy. I just came from the doctors today and I lost 18 pounds. I also found out that I can get the surgury done to lose up to 120 more pounds and my insurance will cover it all!!!!! I will be so gorgeous by the time this is all done. My hubby may not want me to go out of the house. HAHAHA!!!! He wishes that is. Because I am going to show off my new body all over town and see how many looks and stares of disbelief I get. Hell, my hubby may not want me. But you know, that is OK to!!! It is all good. I may even get a morph done of the before and after pictures!!!!

This Makes Me Sick.
direct link if ya want.... http://www.ctv.ca/servlet/ArticleNews/story/CTVNews/20061103/west_vancouver_cop_061103/20061103?hub=TopStories Drunk-driving crash followed party at cop shop Updated Fri. Nov. 3 2006 11:03 PM ET CTV.ca News Staff A West Vancouver police constable was drinking at a police station party the night she was arrested for drunk driving, her chief constable revealed Thursday. But Chief Const. Scott Armstrong told reporters he pulled the plug on the police parties after Const. Lisa Alford was arrested for crashing into another car. "The day after it was brought to my attention, I published a standing order that forbade the consumption of alcoholic beverages in our building," Armstrong said at a press conference on Thursday. Mothers Against Drunk Driving Canada expressed outrage when it was reported that Alford placed highly in a department competition to become next in line for a promotion. "Drinking and driving is a criminal offence. She's a

Remembrances
Here are my remembrances of life long friends And of love that knows no distance and will not end. Here are sweet momentoes of times long past Of friendship that will last and last I store these memories here in part The rest is stored within my heart. Anonymous

Soooooo True !
People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. They bring you an exper

Today..
I'm feeling wonderfully. I don't know why, but it's like a fresh wind has blown in my direction. I feel like dancing in the bitter cold outside and just twirl in sheer happiness in the midst of a gloomy day. It's dreary and cloudy out but I feel great. I feel alive. I feel myself again for the first time in what seems like ages. This feeling is GOOD. The weight on my shoulders, for a moment, has lifted giving me a moment to breath in deeply and freely. Today is a good day. I wish I could keep it in my pocket for always.

If Ya Haven't Already U Can Again Even If Ya Have
OMFG how many of u are sick of peeps that don't return the fave when ya ask....go show some friggin love please and if ya haven't already reposted my bulletin to get it out there it wld frickin b appreciated....heres direct link where i wld like some love and not just from my wife. just click on the damn pic ya looked at this so i am sure won't kill ya to do this. maybe take a min or two out of u'r dang internet life. click on pic for direct link

Very Nice Song 4 Girls And Boys
http://www.dressking.com/E-Cards/Truly_Madly_Deeply.htm Savage Garden I'll be your dream, I'll be your wish, I'll be your fantasy I'll be your hope, I'll be your love, be everything that you need I love you more with every breath truly, madly, deeply, do I will be strong, I will be faithful 'cause I'm counting on A new beginning A reason for living A deeper meaning, yeah I want to stand with you on a mountain I want to bathe with you in the sea I want to lay like this forever Until the sky falls down on me And when the stars are shining brightly in the velvet sky I'll make a wish, send it to Heaven, then make you want to cry The tears of joy for all the pleasure and the certainty That we're surrounded by the comfort and protection of .. The highest power In lonely hours The tears devour you I want to stand with you on a mountain I want to bathe with you in the sea I want to lay like this forever Until the sky falls down on me

Ice
“I have a surprise for you.” he whispered softly in her ear while they both lay in their bed. A smile crept across her face and he lightly kissed her lips. He got up and went to the nightstand and got a black scarf, “Turn around” he told her. Sitting up in the bed, she let him put the blindfold over her eyes. Once what was light was now darkness and only he was her guide. Laying her back down on the bed, he ran his hand along the curves of her naked body and smiled as he left the room. She laid there and wondered what he had in store for her that night. He had done so much for her during the time that they were together. She had enjoyed every day that they were together and couldn’t believe all the things that they had done. It was like one surprise after another and it just kept on getting better every day. The cold sensation against her lips caused her to catch her breath as it traced her lips over and over again in a circle. Dips of cold water made their way into her mout

Wtf?
OMG I am so new to this CherryTAP. Not quite sure ive got it figured out. Im getting aggravated coz my layout is SO not showing up. Ill figure it out soon enough. Plus Ive got like 15 people Im'n me all at the same time. Ever tried, to talk to that many people and learn a new website???

C Clips
C clips you crazy mother fucker, i remember some random dude came up to me and started poppin off at the mouth and you put a clip to him you stupid mother fucker its my fault your dead, you saved my life plenty of time but the last one caused yours i love you forever man i got your back for life let someone talk bad about you

*~fun With Yahoo - Session 12~*
Nemisis: I'm hungry...and horny... PiercedQT: Well then, kill two birds with one stone. Eat... And jerk off inside your sammich. Nemisis: you want i should fuck my food? Nemisis: then eat it? Nemisis: want to watch? PiercedQT: Hahaha. Uhm, that would be interesting... to say the least! Nemisis: the only thing i have i have, to cook so forget it ...unless you want to watch me fuck and eat a raw porkchop PiercedQT: Hahaha! OMG... That was fuckin' funny man.

On Being Free
I can walk down the side walk And talk to everyone I meet I can say hi to politicians or cops out on their beat! I can say the Pledge of Allegiance I can sing Amazing Grace I can say things about our President I could say it to his face i can write without being censored I can quote the Golden Rule i can send my child to learn At a private school I can do all of these things and others besides For in the home of the free My family resides

The Truth Is Known
AIGHT YALL INSTEAD OF GOING WITH ALL THIS BULLSHIT ONLINE WE ARE TRULY A HUGE FAMILY RIGHT SO WHOEVER AGREES WITH ME ON THIS WE NEED TO BECOME 1 AND THE ONE TRULY AND ONLY WAY TO DO THIS IS ADD THE NAME FAMILY AFTER YOUR NAME AS IN JUGGALO FAMILY BECAUSE NO MATTER WHAT WE ALL JUGGALO'S NO MATTER IF YOUR FEMALE OR MALE SO ADD IT FOGET THE HOMIE PART ERASE HOMIE AND ADD FAMILY BECAUSE WE ARE AND ALWAYS WILL BE THE BIGGEST FAMILY IN THE WORLD IF YOU DON'T LIKE IT TELL ME FEEL FREE TO

Save 90% At My Online Store!
Hey everyone, I just wanted you all to know that you can save 90% at my online store. These products are all new and brand name merchandise. I offer free shipping on every order no matter what the total of that order is. I have over 495 products in 110 categories and still growing. So come by today and shop with Candles N Things 4 less Some of the categories in my store: Candles & Holders, Incense & Accessories, As Seen On Tv, Jewelry, Gothic Haven, Home Decor, Collector Gifts, and many more. Come shop at my store this holiday season, its fun and safe with secure transactions. Hope to see you there :) Sincerely, Dave CEO/Owner Candlesnthings4less

Oops I Did It Again
so, I'm sick... once again. I had some kind of stomach virus thingy... I guess, who knows? But I feel a lot better today. I think I'm going to go take a nap once again, and then do my Algebra homework and then study for my Spanish test. >/ Blah. Anyway.. I'm bored. Love ya

Lunch....
I just want to point out to all my coworkers: I take lunch somewhere around 1:30 in the afternoon. If you're unsure if I'm at lunch please take note of the dish of food near me, the casual relaxed pose of leaning back in the chair in the breakroom, of the book in my hand and my air of "I'm ignoring you and pretending I'm not here". That means I'm happily off the clock, I'm not being paid for that time that I take and for the moment I do not belong to you or the company. That does not mean that you can come in there with an order and tell me that something I asked you to check on ealier has issues or that you can begin to discuss it with me. That goes double if you are our accounting person. If you want to pay me out of your pocket to both me then I think I might be able to drag my thoughts out of the enjoyable novel that I'm engrossed in. I somehow think that is unlikely. I already dislike this place enough and I like to pretend for short periods of time that I a

A Different Christmas Poem
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty years old, Perhap

To The Special Friends I Made On Here
To the friends i will miss, I8ubfr, Jay, Diva & Daddy, Jamie, Wounder if, BluesmanLover, The Muse, Brenna, Sassy Bitch, Maria, Albert, Book Warm, Lone Wolf, Woodmaster, Spiderman, and last but not least Firechief7. You have all been wounderful friends to me throuout my time on here and will never forget you. You are all the ones i consider to be true friends, and i will miss you all. but there is a time when everyone has to realize in there life that there are more important things in life to waste my time on then sitting on this computer all day, and that would be spending time with my children and husband. The computer is an addictive thing and has taken away a lot of valuable time with my family that i can not get back but can hopefuly makeup for. I SINCEARLY HOPE YOU ALL CAN UNDERSTAND MY REASONING. YOU WILL BE MISSED, AND NOW IT'S TIME TO SAY GOODBYE. MUCH LOVE TO YOU ALL, XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX IVECUTE77/HEATHER ROE

I Pledge Allegiance ~ty Sim's
pledge allegiance to the old man in the wheel chair, to old to turn back time, to a time when he knew nothing of the world we know today where nothing matters anymore until you get your way. I pledge allegiance to the wrinkles on his face, brought on by years of worrying if he could pay his bills. I pledge allegiance to those strong hands that roll him where he goes, they have been his only friend since that battle long ago. I pledge allegiance to the mother who has kept her sons room exactly the same as the day he left, who has run her hand across his picture every day and wept. I pledge allegiance to his wife who must raise their son on her own, in a world that calls his father murderer and his foes the chosen ones. I pledge allegiance to the daddy so proud to see his son, all dressed up in his uniform, who now wonders what he has done. He raised his child to believe in God, country and home and sent him away to fight for it so protestors could invade his home. I pledge alleg

Excellent And Bogus Products To Do With Digital Music And Stuff
Sony has just filled a patent for a new type of "human body communication system and communication device" that uses your body to wirelessly transmit sound from an audio source to a pair of regular headphones. Click link for more info iRebel Jackets (coming in January 2007) from Polartec feature an interior iPod pocket which connects your iPod to soft switch controls on the sleeve. Okay, but they still look like Star Trek uniforms and the iPod isn't quite up there with the Tricorder - yet! Click link for more info

To Vote For Me
TO VOTE FOR ME PLEASE GO THE LINKS BELOW AND VOTE AND COMMENT AS YOU WILL!!! here are the contest as follows: #1 SEXIEST SIGN my sign is SCORPIO vote for me on http://cherrytap.com/user/292867 #2 SEXIEST LATINA to vote for me go to this page http://cherrytap.com/user/187305 AGAIN THANKS, RAMONA!

Another Day
WELL IT'S ANOTHER DAY BIG WHOOP...LOL. TURKEY DAY IS NEXT WEEK AND THEN CHRISTMAS AND NEW YEARS. I HOPE NEXT YEAR IS BETTER THEN THIS YEAR HAS BEEN. I'VE MET A LOT OF COOL PEOLE SINCE JOINING LOST CHERRY WHICH IS KNOWN BY IT'S NEW NAME CHERRY TAP.

Saphire
Girl im so so sorry...... so much love to you girl i was young and scared im so sorry that i couldnt help you... the sweetest girl that i had ever met yet one of the most hardcore gangsta's ive ever seen dropped bodies left and right but only when necessary...... if i only had the demeanor and knowledge i have now i could have saved you at least... you used to talk about leaving with me and i wish that i could have saved you and brought you with me... you will always have a place in my heart i love you so much...you were my first and will always be first in my heart... peace see you in heaven girl...

My Lil Girl!!
So This sunday, being November 19th; my baby girl, Cami Elizabeth NiCole is going to be 6 months old...6 months and it seems like I've been a mom my whole life. I really dont remember what it was like before she came into my life. She is getting So big!!! Anyway I have some pictures of her on one of my photobuckets hehe! I'm not sure what order it should be but I do know that the professional pictures that are also found in my pictures are recent. Well...Enjoy and leave comments!! http://s2.photobucket.com/albums/y8/Jolyfli/Cami/?start=all

No Scrub!!!
See, if you can't spatially expand my horizon Then that leaves you in a class with scrubs never risin' I don't find it surprisin' If you don't have the g's To please me and bounce from here to the coast of overseas So, let me give you somethin' to think about Inundate your mind with intentions to turn you out Can't forget the focus on the picture in front of me You as clear as DVD on digital TV screen Satisfy my appetite with something spectacular Check your vernacular And then I get back to ya With diamond like precision Insatiable is what I envision Can't detect acquisition From your friend's expedition Mr. Big Willy if you really wanna know Ask Chilli, could I be a silly ho Not really, T-Boz and all my senoritas Is steppin' on your Filas But you don't hear me though

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Much Thanks To A Dear Friend
Storms of Broken Hearted Cleanse My Soul and Lead Me BY: Ronald F. Brown 11/16/2006 Wind sweeping in waves as impending storm fronts approach. Sweet smell before the rain beings brings such joy to the senses. Hair on arms tingle from the dance that nature is about to deliver. Skies fluffy with grey clouds moving like time traveling box cars on lofty speeding trains. Leaves abandoning hope, ripped perhaps early from their connecting mother tree. Magic is the dance that brings you freedom as your yearly brothers green bodies dance with the wave of the blowing sway. Minds full of hearty work take notice of the ever darkening sky in hopes that this will pass. Memories like this approaching storm play tricks upon our frame. Doubt of recovery from inflicted wounds of cupids arrow. Tossed about like the ripped leaves from their life force. But fear not the tide of this forecast, for as sure as darkness comes with cleansing rains and dancing waters, so shall a peace that pas

Things To Not Think So Much About..
Things that matter.... — Thursday, November 16, 2006 Or actually things that don't matter. I got real drunk lastnight. It seemed like the thing to do at the time kinda. Things that people seem to care about but aren't really a big deal to me. 1- Matching your sox. What difference does it make if they match anyway? How much attention do people pay to your feet, and if you have sox with a grey toe, and sox without a grey toe, and you wear one of each, most of the time, it will have little or no impact on your life. Yet people spend time making sure their sox match. 2- Silverware. Seperating it when you put it away. Why? Why take the time to do that? it's not like it's hard to find a fork, or whatever you are looking for when you open the droor. Or atleast it's not hard for me. 3- exact spelling and grammer. They are for sheep anyway. They only matter cuz their are condascending pieces of shit who will judge you because you don't follow the rules some guy made up

To All My Friends!!!
Its a shame that i have looked out for all my friends that have asked me to vote for them and leave comments on what ever contest they have been entered in and i have voted and commented loyally, now i am asking the same of you please vote for me in these 2 contest. . . . so please show me the love that i have showed many of you. . . . here are the contest as follows: #1 SEXIEST SIGN my sign is SCORPIO vote for me on http://cherrytap.com/user/292867 #2 SEXIEST LATINA to vote for me go to this page http://cherrytap.com/user/187305 Thank you, Ramona!