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~my Freedom~
MY FREEDOM HAS COME WITH A PRICE AS IT ALWAYS HAS BEEN I HAVE PAID WITH THE PAIN OF LOVE LOST AND PAID IT WITH THE LONLINESS I NOW LIVE MY FREEDOM HAS OFFERED ME A PRODUCT OF HAPPINESS TOO WHICH I GLADLY ACCEPT WITH GREAT PLEASURE MY FREEDOM HAS GIVEN ME TIME TO SHARE MY THOUGHTS AND HAS LET ME LEARN FROM THOSE I CHOSE TO HEAR MY FREEDOM HAS GIVEN ME A NEW LIFE AND HAS HELPED ME TO LEARN FROM MY PAST MY FREEDOM HAS GIVEN SO MUCH THAT I AM FOREVER GREATFUL AND IN DEPT ... AS IT SHOULD BE

Boredom Equals Doom
I've been really bored lately for no reason. I've been doing things and seeing people but no matter what I'm just always feel very very unexcited about so much. I need to do something drastically different to add some life to my life.

This The Best No Bake Cheesecake Ever!!!!!
1 cup yager liquor 1 cup Razzamataz 2 8oz packages of Philidephia cream cheese softened 1 small tub of cool whip whipped topping 1/2 cup sugar 4 tablespoons lemon extract (real lemon juice works the best) get a graham cracker pie crust the biggest one you can buy and a package of knox gelatin unflavored mix the cream cheese and the lemon juice and sugar until there are no lumps then add the whipped cream liquor and knox gelatin (find it in the canning isle at wall mart) whip it and then put into your pie crust and place in the refrigerator over night. topping is made with frozen raspberries mixed with a 1 cup razzamataz & 2 shots of yager

Fundamentalist Christians
10: You vigorously deny the existence of thousands of gods claimed by other religions, but feel outraged when someone denies the existence of yours. 9: You feel insulted and "dehumanized" when scientists say that people evolved from animals, but you have no problem with the Biblical claim that we were created from dirt. 8: You laugh at polytheists, but you have no problem believing in the trinity. 7: Your face turns purple when you hear of the "atrocities" attributed to non-christians, but you don't even flinch when hearing about how God/Jehovah slaughtered all the babies of Egypt in "Exodus" and ordered the elimination of entire ethnic groups in "Joshua" including women & children (also the trees for you tree-huggers). You never consider both world wars were fought principally amongst christian nations. 6: You laugh at Hindu beliefs that deify humans, and Greek mythology about gods sleeping with women, but you have no problem believing that the Holy Spirit impregnated Mary (obvio

Fallen Castle
Fallen Castle Your castle has fallen all broken down like the lies your life has become no wonder you're always down refusing to believe u have ever been caught blinded by delusions u can't see what that's all for naught opressed by your own ideas and shamed by your guilt but u yourself have now destroyed the precious castle u built no one can feel bad for the pain u cause yourself such harm because u never listen, and shall never learn i can hardly muster pity and it is for u, alone, I burn

Poem For M'love
Visions of diamond rings Lie broken on the floor Shatterred by your careless heart I tried, but I can't take anymore Foolish heart of mine to love u Believing your words, empty promises Alone, by myself, That is all I have left The vaccuum inside me, empty, and hurt Wishing for what could've been When u told me i was worth it Told me i was wonderful, beautiful, and loved How can it be true? When I am never good enough. But u, u r all I ever wanted Would do anything for u Was by your side, held u while u cried And forever more I will always love u.

The True Power Of Predictions
01/13/2007 Hello Readers: This newsletter has some valuable information that I want to make sure you understand. Realize that I am NOT bragging by stating my hits but concerned because I want to make sure you make a good use of my predictions. I do not have an uncontrollable "spiritual pride" but a genuine desire to help you getting my message. So bear with me and read this material with an open mind and as always if you believe its content is valuable HELP me to pass it on to the world. From my website home page. DRAGON EYE FOR 01/12/07 8.2 quake took place near Japan 2Nd Hit - 8.2 quake Hits Kuril Islands; Tsunami Warning Issued! My website http://www.drturi.com/home.php had the following note posted for years. "Nature Destructive Forces in the Entire World & Earthquakes Magnitude 6.0 or Greater will Take Place During The Given Dates & Windows. " Note also that the exact date was given on Cost To Coast and so far two predictions came to pass. http://ww

Love & Attraction
My wife & I have realized that you can be deeply in love with someone...like that person is your soul mate, the person you never want to leave. Then their is attraction. it is purely a physical thing. where your body tingles and your mind is stimulated by their attentions.

~only~
HER EYES SPARKLE IN THE LIGHT AS THE LOVE IN HER HEART SHINES THRU FOR HE IS THE ONLY ONE THAT WILL DO HER THOUGHTS RACE AS SHE IMAGINES HER LIFE IN THAT PLACE IS HE REALLY THE ONE OR IS IT JUST A LUSTFUL FACE HOW WILL SHE KNOW AS THE EVENTS UNFOLD HER LIFE OFTENS SEEMS A LITTLE CRAZY BUT SHE WOULD NOT TRADE THOSE DAYS THAT WOULD MEAN ALL HER JOY WOULD NEVER HAVE BEEN SHE WALKS IN HER LIFE WITH HER HEAD HELD HIGH AND A SLIGHT SMILE FROM HER LIPS AND SHE IS THE ONLY ONE TO KNOW WHAT IS IN HER HEAD AND HER HEART WILL HE BE THE ONE SHE SHARES HER SECRETS OR IS THIS TO ONLY BE A FRIENDSHIP

Waking Up Under Water
Like a headache with a drowning emotion. Deeper into the pain filled pool of blood. Thick and viscus cover me like the hand of the Devil. Holding me down and pulling me up. Teach me the lessons of life in death. No more. I was fucked before I even opened my eyes. Cast out and raped with every thing in doubt. Know that I have lived this so that my children will know what is to come. Nothing can protect you now. Fucked. I watch to much media filth. Engorged on the foul smell of a cultrure twisted with ignorince. The world is on big waste, a landfill over flowing with corpse. Digging through endlessly hoping to scavange the remains of the rich. This is the kind of shit I have become used to. Feeding of the breast of mediocrity. I.R.M. 01/13/09

Breakfast In Bed - Erotica
As light started to fill the room I slowly opened my eyes groggily. I started to roll back over to go back to sleep and realized that something was wrong, my hands were tied together above my head and my legs had been cuffed to the corners of the bed. I grinned as I looked up and realized that Max was standing above me looking very pleased with himself. He leaned down and traced his fingers along my thigh as he explained to me that he had decided he wanted to have breakfast in bed today. He moved his hand slowly up my leg, stopping to feel the moistness between my thighs and then moving to my hips, the curve of my waist and up to my full breasts. He leaned over and nibbled on a nipple while pinching the other firmly and said that he was hungry. “Close your eyes” he commanded and I did. He moved away from a moment and then I felt something warm and sticky drizzle onto my stomach. He licked it off of my skin and then kissed me. I tasted delicious warm maple syrup. He tol

Nostalgia . . .
I was just sitting and looking at a few old love letters, cards, and e-mails from my ex-fiance that I have not gotten rid of yet. Looking back I can see towards then end how things started to unravel but neither one of us was ready to admit it. Its still kinda of hard to believe and really understand how you can go from saying to someone that they are the only one you want to curl up naked next to for the rest of your lives to not speaking to them at all and not really thinking about them. It's been a year. It seems like forever, it seems like 10 minutes ago. I didn't even remember the pet name he called me but once I read it again in the letters I cannot forget the way his lips moved when he said the name. Is that because I have blocked it out? Is it just my lack of short term memory? I don't know. I know I do not love him anymore, but I was once loved very deeply and I once loved him. The feelings are still there though they no longer apply if that makes any sense. I guess he will al

Poem
Your virtue keep me up like I got no curfew some one curse you with good looks and I get a deep arousal from your perfume your love has me swept like a broom I can’t wait to be with you soon so we can make love under the moonlight and wait for the day you be my new wife and start a new life and all it takes is love for this there is no price for you for I would sacrifice my last bill and my defense would be still like im Pittsburgh a big curtain of steel and with all my will and might I would claw and fight to make it right

Every Beat Of My Heart
With every beat of my heart I feel yours inside of mine, Together they beat as one Keeping perfect time. With every beat of my heart I hear yours inside of mine, Our chance to be together The beat says it's nearly time. With every beat of my heart I know that yours does to, And every time it pumps I know I'm feeling you. With every beat of my heart I listen close to what it says, I hear yours calling mine And it knows it must obey. With every beat of my heart I feel mine loving you, And with every beat of yours I know you love me too. With every beat of my heart It hurts when you say good bye, And with every beat of my heart Drops another tear I cry. With every beat of my heart I miss you all the more, The beat grows ever louder Until it's like a thunderous roar. For with every beat of my heart Inside I feel the pain, Right now mine beats alone And I'm missing you again. With every beat of my heart I need yours here to stay, For I miss

13 Things Pms Stand For
13 Things PMS Stands For: 1. Pass My Shotgun 2. Psychotic Mood Shift 3. Perpetual Munching Spree 4. Puffy Mid-Section 5. People Make me Sick 6. Provide Me with Sweets 7. Pardon My Sobbing 8. Pimples May Surface 9. Pass My Sweat pants 10. Pissy Mood Syndrome 11. Plainly; Men Suck 12. Pack My Stuff and my favorite one. 13. Potential Murder Suspect

Alcohol Warnings
Consumption of alcohol may make you think you are whispering when you are not. Consumption of alcohol is a major factor in dancing like a loser. Consumption of alcohol may cause you to tell the same boring story over and over again. Consumption of alcohol may cause you to thay shings like thish. Consumption of alcohol may convince you that your ex is really dying to hear from you at 4 am. Consumption of alcohol may cause you to roll over in the morning and see something really scary (whose species and/or name you can't remember). Consumption of alcohol is the leading cause of inexplicable rug burns on the forehead. Consumption of alcohol may lead you to believe that you're tougher than a really big guy named Kong. Consumption of alcohol may lead you to believe you are invisible. Consumption of alcohol may lead you to think people are laughing WITH you. Consumption of alcohol may cause an influx in the time-space continuum, whereby small... or large gaps of time may

Poetry
Hold On Tight Hold on tight.keep me safe. Never let me fall from grace. Know I need you Never leave. Ill love you always Please believe. I' ve never trusted You know its true Today my love I trust in you. Kiss my lips. Caress my heart. Tell me That we'll never part. Hold on tight.keep me safe. Never let me fall from grace. Darkness Darkness overtakes me. Engulfing me holding me in its grip. The fear overwelms me Sucking the very breath from my lungs. Then you put your arm around me as you stir and awaken. The light creeps in through the curtains. You hold me close. I know I am safe. in your loving arms. What Were You Thinking? What were you thinkin when you took from me My pride, my innocence,my dignity? What were you thinking? When you forced me down, saw the tears, And heard the sounds? When you were done Did you feel somehow you had won? I thought it my fault, I wanted to die, I hid the pain and tried not to cry. I re

Believe In Your Heart
Believe in your heart that something wonderful is about to happen. Love your life. Believe in your own powers, and your own potential, and in your own innate goodness. Wake every morning with the awe of just being alive. Discover each day the magnificent, awesome beauty in the world. Explore and embrace life in yourself and in everyone you see each day. Reach within to find your own specialness. Amaze yourself and rouse those around you to the potential of each new day. Don't be afraid to admit that you are less than perfect; this is the essence of your humanity. Let those who love you help you. Trust enough to be able to take. Look with hope to the horizon of today, for today is all we truly have. Live this day well. Let a little sun out as well as in. Create your own rainbows. Be open to all your possibilities; all possibilities and Miracles. Always believe in Miracles.

Bored, But...
gotta get ready for work soon -lame- imma be so bored but at least for a good hour and a half i won't really hafta work LoL gotta do some cbl's LoL XD haha nice, gettin paid sittin on my ass doin nothin but computer work :/ XD then i work 4/8 tomorrow then i'm off for four days, naiiiice XD

Blind Man In A Restaurant
A blind man walks into a restaurant and sits down. The waiter, who is also the owner, walks up to the blind man and hands him a menu. "I'm sorry, sir, but I am blind and can't read the menu. Just bring me a dirty fork from a previous customer. I'll smell it and order from there." A little confused, the owner walks over to the dirty dish pile and picks up a greasy fork. He returns to the blind man's table and hands it to him. The blind man puts the fork to his nose and takes in a deep breath. "Ah, yes, that's what I'll have -- meatloaf and mashed potatoes." Unbelievable, the owner thinks as he walks toward the kitchen. The cook happens to be the owner's wife. He tells her what had just happened. The blind man eats his meal and leaves. Several days later, the blind man returns and the owner mistakenly brings him a menu again. "Sir, remember me? I'm the blind man." "I'm sorry, I didn't recognize you. I'll go get you a dirty fork." The owner retrieves a dirty fork and brings it to

Blue Ribbons For Child Abuse Awareness
Many people have seen child abuse and many have closed there eyes to it hoping that it would just go away. Well it does not go away it does not stop and you can not hide from the reality of it. If you are one that has closed there eyes to make it go away so that you do not have to see it maybe you can answer this question for me how do you do it? Because i can not and everytime my 7 year old daughter cries because she misses her cousin or when asks me why her cousin Ry had to go away and if they found the bad person that hurt her. My daughter is to young for the truth so she is told " no baby they are still looking but they will find them" But the cold hard truth is that they did find the person and it was the childs own mother. So i sit writing this looking at my daughter layin on the floor playin her laptop and i wonder how on earth could anyone hurt any child. Yes there are days that my daughter has me wanting to pull my hair out by the roots and yes there are days that i want t

Joke:suck The Poison Out
2 friends were camping out one night, when all of the sudden one of them jumps up screaming, "A SNAKE JUST BIT ME ON THE TIP OF MY PENIS!!". The other friend said, "don't worry, I am going to town to find a doctor, I will be right back!". So he goes to town, and finally finds a doctor. "Doctor!! My friend just got bit by a snake!!!" the friend says. "It's ok", the doctor says, "all you have to do is suck the poison out.". The friend says thank you, and runs back to the camp site. The injured friends asks, "WHAT DID THE DOCTOR SAY? WHAT DID HE SAY?" the other friend replies, "doctor said you gonna die!"

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I LAY HERE WAITING TO FALL ASLEEP IN HOPES OF DREAMING OF YOUR FACE THAT I MISS AND SLOWLY I DRIFT AWAY TO RELM OF PEACE MY MIND IS SUBDUED AND AT EASE THIS IS WHERE I WANT TO STAY YOUR EYES ARE BRIGHT WITH LIFE AND YOUR SPIRIT IS ALL AROUND THE PLACE I START TO STIR IN THE MORNING LIGHT AS MY BODY BEGINS TO MOVE MY EYES SLOWLY OPEN AND FOCUS AND AS MY HEAD TURNS TOWARDS THE SIDE WHERE YOU LAY I REACH MY HAND TO A COLD PILLOW WHERE YOU ONCE LAID TEARS BEGIN TO FILL MY EYES AND I KNOW THAT YOU DID GO THIS IS HOW I START MY DAY NOW THAT YOU WENT AWAY Buried at PhotoCasket.com

Hi Everyone
well everything is good. i am alittle sick today but i will be ok. also i am thanking everyone that comes by to say hi and there is some news as of new years i have 2 family members that have disowned me cause i was to messed up on new years to pick up my kids so my cousin had to drive them to where i was and cause of that she wants nothing to do with me forever. well i say whatever. well going now but i will be back on later

Sad News From The Ga Aquarium
I have been to the GA aquarium many times as I had an annual pass. It's always sad when something is lost that was originally saved. And for those of you that know the story of Ralph and Norton, you know that they were both saved from the sushi block and put in the GA Aquarium. Well, at least he had a nice 2 years at the end. Here is the email received from GA Aquarium Dear Friends, I am very saddened to announce that Ralph, one of the Georgia Aquarium’s four whale sharks, died unexpectedly Thursday evening, Jan. 11, 2007. Earlier in the day, Ralph stopped swimming, and the Aquarium’s husbandry and veterinary team moved him into an underwater stretcher in the Ocean Voyager gallery and immediately administered emergency care. Recently, Ralph’s behavior caused concern among the Aquarium’s team due to his unusual behavior, including loss of appetite and abnormal swimming patterns. During the last few weeks, the Aquarium’s team performed regular medical exams to monitor Ralph’s

Talking To Death
Death comes to call to me, it says to me "it just takes time." Time comes to call to, me it says to me "it's in my mind." Mind comes to call to me, it says to me "why fight a fate." Fate comes to call to me, it says to me "it's just too late." -ed

Deepest Dreams
Too bad you can't just stop, Let all resistance drop, Allow this voice to fill Your mind. Oh what a thrill! But if you could let go, And go down deep, below, Just find that little girl, The one with eyes like pearls. What is she telling you? Why bother feeling blue? Instead, try something else. Just give new friends a chance. Go deep inside your mind. Leave all your cares behind. Wake up tomorrow, now, And looking back on now, Listen to that voice. You've made a pleasant choice. So that you could explore New things in love and war. With me, it's not so hard To just let down your guard. Let something new begin, From deepest dreams within.

The Storm. First Half
Something I wrote once.... The Storm ..…all that was left of my life in shattered useless pieces around me. Awakened by the warm morning sun, I raise my head from the sand. Cool water from small waves laps at my feet, the ocean now calm and peaceful. Not a single cloud mars the clear blue sky and a soft breeze blows gently through the trees. Birds fly overhead, calling to each other and diving to catch small fish from the water. Nothing else upon the water can be seen, the surface only graced by waves as far as I can see. Behind me is a dense green jungle. The shore is lined with the ocean's treasures, and also the tragic reminder of how I arrived here. I bring myself to a sitting position. My naked body is battered and bruised. My head throbs now, dizzy and blinded by the pain. Images fly through my head as the world begins to spin around me. The light begins to dim and the skies become gray. All fades into darkness as I drift into a state of unconscio

Poem
Emptiness can make you feel so lost and hollow God could clearly show you the path and you still wouldn't follow Your heart and soul are both bruised and broken Because they all used your true love as a token Written By: Michael James Fry

Empty Echos
You sit smugly, Like a king on his throne. Quietly listening, waiting to hear the soft whispers of my cry! Tears that once filled my eyes as truths turned to lies, long ago gone now. No longer will I give you the pleasure of hearing my pain. The sound That feeds your very existance now gone , you wait, hungy and unfulfilled, but all you will hear is The empty echoes of your past. Written By: Mary Lee

Im A Sagittarius;)
SAGITTARIUS November 23 - December 22 Ruling Planet: JUPITER, God of money, luck and good times between the sheets. Sagos are playful, laid back and oh-so fun to party with. They are wild, and may be the BADDEST party people you ever meet! One thing to be wary of is that Sagos like to talk BULLSHIT! Don't believe everything they tell you because they are kings at 'talking it up'.Sagos probably make better friends than lovers, but if you happen to score a one-nighter with them, be prepared to do stuff you've NEVER done before! Sagos are spontaneous and adventurous and most have probably been caught doing it somewhere public. When they find the right lover, they will give it 100% as long as the commitment is returned. FAVE POSITION: They are up for anything. Quality AND Quantity. BEST SEX TOY: Handwrite a sexual fantasy of yours and leave it on their pillow. You'll be surprised at what happens next! SAGITTARIAN MALE IN BED Even if he’s fat, balding and middle aged, he can

Here Wandering Poet I Want You To Read This And Others Who Are Like You
Well , I am gonna write this blog . I have sat and thought about this for awhile now. I have seen a lot on this 360 page and have read many things. Many peoples opinion, lies, drama, ect ..... Through it all I must say as ADULTS, you would think that the lies and drama would have been left behind in high school. As for your OPINION well, we are all in titled to that one. I have seen people pretending to be something they are not. There are so many questions as to why people have to ACT like little kids. Don't you think being an Adult you need to grow up ? If you can not grow up act like an ADULT well , by all means KEEP AWAY FROM ME.Why would you even think about being friends with someone then making fun of them as you write about them in a blog ? I think if you have to do that, well then you better take a few steps back and look at your self. Bashing people not only do you make your self look bad as an ADULT ,but you make others look and feel bad . That's not what I call impressive a

Poem
Through life I used to walk alone but now I have you Such a heavenly beauty with a love so pure and true I feel your passionate love flowing deep inside my heart A love with unbreakable strength that will never fall apart When my life was so full of darkness your love lit the way A powerful love that is endless and will always remain to stay Written by: Michael James Fry

Talk About Being Embarrassed...
Ok. So Donnie has been wanting a XBOX 360.. He pulled 5 dbls on the last pay period in order to have the monet to buy 1..We called around today and GAME STOP said that he could trade his Xbox and his Playstation 2 in for credit towards a 360. The only have a couple left in the store and he really wanted one. So he got the xbox, playstation and all of the games together in a bag. I took him to work and went to trade everything in and to buy the 360. Mind you It is saturady and there is a store full of people. While the cashier, who looks to be about 16, is going through teh bag and making sure everything works he Pulled what he thought to be a game out and it turned out to be a prono.. the kid's face started turning red and the woman who is standing next to me, looks up and saw the porn, her eyes get as Big as silver dollars, her jaw drops and she turns gives me this look and said that I should be ashamed of myself.. I am not ashamed that we have porn in the house, however I did tur

Contests And How Dumb They Are!
My best friend is in the sweetest smile contest and she has one of the nicest smiles around, but it will be impossible for her to win due to the fact that more "popular" cherries have more people comment bombing for them. It is unfortunate that comment bombing is allowed it makes contests pointless and dumb, and it shows that they are only to get ratings for the contest holder. I think CherryTap should make a special contest section and if you want to hold a contest you have to use the contest section and each person should only be able to comment once in the contest section. Anyway, just my two cents on how dumb contests are. Here is a link to the what I think is the sweetest smile in the contest, take a look at the other contestants and be honest and comment on the sweetest smile, not your best friend!

Lil Of Me And My Creativity
wish i could catch u your always on the go i wish i knew if u wanted me to keep u and share a love thats pure and true i need the time to know u my thouhgts about u grow i hope u want someting thats forever or ill have to watch u go showering rains will fall from the heavens if u ever decide to walk away all that is good may very well die if i let u that far in where the center of my heart resides and u would choose to leave my side all the love in my heart would wither and dry fall to ashes and lay to the ground sprouting a spring flower picked where another true love will be found

Ripples
"stars light the country skies, the peackock feathers to watch you isolate. by your self at night watching the moon play jokes on the ripples of the pond. i looked up to the stars to see something bigger. and the thought of the old pattern danced like the reflected light on a ripple..."-maggie decavele

Thanks Everyone !!!
Would like to say thanks to everyone that has been voting for me in the Hottest Cherry contest !!! Even though some of the others have been voting on thier own pic. I am still up by a little less than 500. Was up by 1000 this morning but hey it's all good. If you haven't voted and you have a minute I wouldbe thankful if ya dropped a few. Thanks again everyone !!!!

Nauscious
Terrific doped evening with swinging lies, lighted up as a carnival carousel. Dreams strutting through the night as well is the tar in my veins. The noise from her bright lies trumpets an offbeat, flat and rough, percussion, beating in my brain, sending pressure through and through, but no crack to escape from, bouncing. I never miss a note of it. 'Till on and on it fell unspun, away the haunting bright lights of lies, away trumpets and beating presssurized percussion, off with it all, black and still and stale now, almost dusty. My tarred veins once heated, now run cool, then so my whole carcass runs cool too. I spoke not one word from my lips. Yet my aching brain did encourage such chit-chat with her to solve my twirl. "Couldn't the magic in my head your head figure how to bring back some light, and even to turn it to a true tale of a pipe dream, to bring it back to the then and living..". pleaded my head.. Spinning in my head while the world so straight,

Thank Everyone For Ther Surport.
hello every one ;i'm cool t and i play the keyboards;i'm from new orleans louisiana;i now live in houston texas .i'm looking for a female producer and a female guitar player and a female drummer to join my group.iiwant to thank every body for there surport .thank all of my friends on cherry tap for there surport;i'm only looking for friends only;i have a cd that i would love for all of my new friends at cherry tap to hear.you can email me at 'tyronebatesblack@yahoo.com.thank you .cool t.

Contests.
I think that contests are childish and boring. The only reason for them, is that people want some cheap points. All the time I get requests to go and vote for, not only friends and fans, but even for someones own friends/fans. Come on, this has got nothing to do with real friendship. Of course I will go and vote for my real true friends if they decide to participate in a contest, but otherwise, I have better things to do. So please, lets be real friends and not indulge in those stupid contests. I for one love to show love and affection for my friends, but contests are not the way. Hope you are having fun.

Cursed All Of My Days In This Life Time.
Entry for January 13, 2007 I DIED AGAIN WHEN I CAME HOME TODAY. MY HEART, MIND, SOUL AND BODY I GAVE UNTO THEE, WILLINGLY. I BELIEVED YOUR WORDS, " I LOVE YOU, THERE IS ONLY YOU, I WISH TO GROW OLD TOGETHER WITH YOU." SOMETIMES I WISH I HAD NEVER BEEN BORN, BUT THEN AGAIN, I AM THANKFUL FOR MY PAIN AND SUFFERING, MY JOY, MY TINY MOMENTS OF HAPPINESS. FORE THIS IS ALL I HAVE , I FORSAKE ALL OTHERS FOR YOU. THERE IS NO SEX, NO PASSION, NO LIFE, FOR ME, WITHOUT LOVE. I GROW WEARY, OF BEING TOLD, " YOU ARE THE MOST WONDERFUL MAN I HAVE EVER KNOWN, KIND, CONSIDERATE, LOVING AND ROMANTIC." IF THESE WORDS ARE TRUE, WHY IN GODS NAME, MUST ANOTHER PIECE OF MY SOUL AND HEART, BE RIPPED FROM MY BEING? ANSWER ME THIS!!!! DAMN IT !!!!!!! SHALL I NEVER BE TRULY LOVED? SHALL I LIVE WITH NOTHING MORE THAN HEART ACHE, SHALL I BE FOREVER TEASED AND TAUNTED, WITH VISIONS OF LOVE AND PASSION. MY HEART DESCENDS INTO THE DEPTHS OF HELL, THIS DAY THE 13 TH OF JANUARY. SHE

Tds Has Released A New Product!!!
In the first of many major company overhauls for this new year of 2007 TDS has officially released its first product of the new year...The TDS Tile Box! Sleek and stylish this 5 1/4" sq. x 2 1/8" box is perfect for tiny keep sakes, extra cash or even storing those precious memories. Not only does it make for a nice gift but its simple design coincides with any home decor. So stop by and check out the TDS Tile Box today! http://www.cafepress.com/thedarkseedsaga

Trust.
So im realizing how much i actually trust people... and i guess its not as much as i originally thought. Im sorry for those that it hurts. Life is really stressful right now... everyone should know what that feels like. Im home for the weekend.. but hopefully some trips are coming up soon. I personally need a vacation. Well have a good weekend and for some of you.. a 3 day weekend at that.

Too Dirty And Not Cute Enough
I’m a drain Oblivious Dried, cracked, frozen lips Right here, and missed Kiss at my shifting pulse The rust of my pointless love and useless apologies I can’t help but be sorry to everyone For not conforming to perceptions of happiness Face damp Chest cramps High maintenance I can always function but have to be stroked to be clean and fulfill wishes Everything always comes back to sex Because I’m just a horny fucking pest Trying under duress to repress my natural state No matter how many times I wipe the slate The etchings remain the same No shift No change Too dirty to recognize my own grace I bring broken tidings of a fuck up and a waste I have been sweet before but right now it’s an awful taste All I see is shit when I look at my face An unused whore left to pace up and down the street Constantly lowering my rates Get pimp-beaten for not making the pay… No wait That sounds good, and I’m not lucky enough for that More like I’m sentenced to forever r

The Magical Night With A Qualified Angel
There exists a tradition, centuries gone by Of a warrior's bottle, and a lover's night cry The tradition is said, to determine the fate Of the mighty warrior, and his beautiful mate A small bottle is given, from he to his lover Made of delicate glass, and a cork for a cover Then off he would go, into a long bloodied war His mate left to worry, and long for him more She kept the bottle close, and warm by her heart Then like the falling rain, her tears would now start Flowing from her cheeks, she wiped none away Into the bottle, is where they must lay Day into night, then night into day Every new tear, being stored away If the warrior survived, and returned from his quest He would remove the bottle, that lay near her chest If tears filled the bottle, near overflow Nothing was said, for now he did know It was without question, she loved only he And had been faithful, despite being free They would make love, until first light Their spirits would soar, their fires ignit

Friends In Far Off Places
I hate to say this, but some people just can't handle their significant other having friends of the opposite sex. One minute they are cool with it and then the next they hate you and blame you for what happens at home, knowing that it could possibly be their own fault that he/she drifted away. Anyway, It was something that has been bothering me for a few weeks now. Just wanted to get it off my chest.

The Dancing Continued Again
As I lay down inside the warm water of a soothing bath, feeling those muscles relaxing...surrendering...I sense you watching me. Watching me like a cat...purring seductively...preparing to pounce. My muscles twitch in nervous excitement...and I become aroused. You leap from your hiding place, an animalistic gleam in your eyes. Landing with a splash, you wrap your arms around me. The wetness...the nakedness...of our bodies...is like slippery silk. I thrust my tongue between your parted lips, and we share a passionate kiss. As I share a deep thought in each others eyes, you put your hands into the water...and explore. You guide the object of your desire to where you want it..and..let out a pleased moan. Our bodies blend into one, as we seem to float...to travel...back. Back to the garden we have gone...another tree to plant. I gently bite your neck, as you apply the pressure from your nails in my back. The Dance of Lover's, we have learned it well together. Th

My First Cherry Blast!!!
I just purchased my first Cherty Blast. It will be interesting to see how well it works. I don't know when it will be approved. I am curious to hear from others who have purchased a blast and how well it worked for them. 36d hugs, Dawn

Texas Sucks
WHY IS IT THAT EVERY WOMAN I HAVE MET IN THIS STATE IS ALL ABOUT PLAYING GAMES, TRY AND SHOW MY INTEREST AND IT ALWAYS BITES ME IN THE ARSE, THEY BLAME IT ON ME FLIRTING TOO MUCH ON THE INTERNET. THOGUHT THATS WHAT PEOPLE DID BECAUSE IT WAS A WAY TO GET AWAY FROM THE EVERYDAY LIFE, GUESS I AM WRONG. EVERYDAY I SPEND IN THIS HELL HOLE MAKES ME WANT TO GO BACK TO GEORGIA MORE AND MORE ATLEAST THE PEOPLE THERE ARE SINCERE AND HONEST.

The Dancing
Come with me, my lovely, as we start The Lover's Dance. Take hold of my hand, and rise up with me. Our wings spread wide, and our passions laid bare. Higher we soar, with each heated breath. And upon the clouds we sit, looking over our kingdom below. Me upon you, for we have begun The Lover's Dance. Words never spoken, yet images abound Time does not hold us here, so we dance without a care And all that you have dreamed, shines brightly into reality Then once we are done, we embrace with just one thought That we have entered the garden, and planted a tree

Have You Joined Twits For Bush Yet ?
Have You Joined TWITS For BUSH Yet ? There is a group on Yahoo called TWITS for Bush thst ..... We are a group for the Idiots who still support Bush or for those people who just like to pick on anyone who is still stupid enough to support Bush. CLICK ON THE BELOW PICTURE TO CHECK OUT Preserve our Democracy CLICK on The Above Picture To See What Is Good For You CLICK HERE To Check Us Out Today " http://us.a2.yahoofs.com/groups/g_18129656/.HomePage/__sr_/edd6.jpg?grAIoqFBeZUzOTvO http://groups.yahoo.com/group/TwitsForBush/

Can You Hear Me?
Pick up the phone... Do you hear my breath on the other line? I am lying here in my bed all alone thinking of you, and when that happens my mind tend to wonder. Imagine feeling my breath flowing down the length of your body, feel my kisses on your chest? My hands on your body touching you everywhere... Relax, this will be fun. I am snuggled in my bed, I'm naked touching my breasts my skin is soft and smooth. I imagine it is you touching me, you! feeling my body shake. Are you excited yet? I know it would be much better to be here tonight, but the phone will have to do for now. Where were we... Oh! you touching me, feeling how silky my skin is. I hear you in the back ground, the deep breaths, and the low moans... In my mind i feel your body tense up as I work my way down, surrounding you with my mouth taking you all in, It feel like my tounge is dancing... You are relaxing... Good... What are you thinking? What are you imagining? What do you want to try?

Aries!!
ARIES March 21-April 20 Ruling Planet: MARS the bonk now/think later God of War, aggression and action! Sexually, Aries is an explosion waiting to happen! The excitement is often in the chase more than the actual conquest though and while they may appear to want to dominate, they do not want a submissive partner. Routine brings boredom to sex for Aries, so if you’re only comfortable with the missionary position, go for another sign, but if you like forceful personalities and enjoy pretending you're a human Twisty, then you've found paradise with an Aries. FAVE POSITION Always on top and always in charge BEST SEX TOY Handcuffs! Like I said, Aries likes to take charge! ARIES MALE IN BED The Aries male is loud, domineering and 100% stud! He's from the bump n grind school of lovemaking so if you're looking for romantic dinners by candlelight and long walks on the beach, keep looking! He's the original 5-minute man so if you’re turned on by ultra-macho grunt-and-groaning typ

My Male Friends On List
Hey everyone as much as I enjoy talking to my male friends its very disconcerting when they have over obessed women friends on thier list looking to see If the compition is worse or better then them like dam Im here to chat no drama or BS.

Desires We Feel
I stare now deep into my lover's eyes Our foreheads meet, her breath is mixed with mine. We share that bond, a touch felt deep within. We feel desire, to touch with love again. She pulls me slowly down and to her mouth To taste her tongue. Her wetness does not douse The heat she feels is growing hard to stop Consumes us both, our passion burns our thoughts. I lay her gently on her bed, and then I slowly take off all her clothes, again To taste the flavor of her skin, my lips Caress each inch from throat to breast to hip. I slowly bring her gasping to that peak My tongue it probes her lips with pleasure seeks To make her feel so good she cannot bear For me to stop, I kiss her 'till she's there. Our breath now comes in hot quick pants, we move As one, our souls complete. Our passion proves Our love beyond all spoken words, we've touched that depth, and lay secure in naked touch.

Gemini - Naughtyscope!
GEMINI May 22 - June 21 Ruling Planet: MERCURY The swiftest God in the skies, who also happens to be in charge of ultra-extreme raunchy talk Talking about sex is Gemini's favorite hobby and doing it comes a close second. Gemini's love flirting and lap up attention from the opposite sex, but sometimes that's all they're looking for. They need a lot of variety when it comes to sex - dirty weekends away, a quickie in a shop doorway, serious groping under the table at a fancy restaurant. A lot of Gemini's are bisexual too and can often be drawn to those of the same sex. FAVE POSITION As long as it's different every time, they're not fussy, but if they must choose, it's that naughty number right after 68, since they can come up for air if they need to. BEST SEX TOY Any illustrated book about kinky sex, so Gemini can pick up some wild, new ideas GEMINI MALE IN BED He likes to give AND receive and can be quite inventive. He's a lights on, in front of the mirror kinda guy and

Horny Scope
SCORPIO October 24 - November 22 Ruling Planet: PLUTO, The Roman God of the dead, beginnings and endings. This basically means that Scorpios add novel differences to any relationship. Scorpios are very possessive. They will tense up if you even LOOK at another hottie across the room. But they can be relied on to always be there for you if you need them. You may never really know what your Scorpio is thinking though, because to them, Knowledge is power and they are very good at putting on a straight face to cover up any emotion they are feeling. Scorpios love sex. The dirtier, the better. Get them excited by revealing your filthiest fantasy and offering to act it out. FAVE POSITION: Anything, as long as it involves dominating your ass. BEST SEX TOY: Ben Wah Balls for the girls, and a Riding Crop for the boys SCORPIO MALE IN BED His sexuality is so strong, it will make you dizzy!! If you are lucky enough to be with a Scorpio boy, you will always be satisfied!! There's a r

Newfie Diet
A Newfie was terribly overweight, so his doctor put him on a diet. "I want you to eat regularly for 2 days, then skip a day, and repeat this procedure for 2 weeks. The next time I see you, you should have lost at least 5 pounds." When the Newfie returned, he shocked the doctor by having lost nearly 60 POUNDS! "Why, that's amazing!" the doctor said, "Did you follow my instructions?" The Newfie nodded..."I'll tell you though, by jaesuz, I t'aut I were going to drop dead dat 3rd day." "From hunger, you mean?" "No, from friggin skippin' !"

Lol My "horny Horoscope"..for Taurus.. :op
TAURUS April 21 - May 21 Ruling Planet: VENUS The Goddess in charge of love, beauty and sex Tureens are ahead of the game when it comes to love coz they are ruled by VENUS, the planet of Love! Taurus has all the qualities a lover desires, including sensuality, loyalty and faithfulness. When a typical Taurus makes love, it's the most physical and natural pleasure in the world. They believe the romantic approach to sex almost always pays off so they will happily cook dinner, buy flowers, and light candles for someone they wanna bang. They don't like to rush things and take everything, including sex, slowly. TAURUS FEMALE IN BED She is great at back massages and sex in general. She makes an art of lovemaking. Just kissing her can bring some men to the big "O". Her touch is gentle and tender, it excites and caresses and when in the mood, she too can go for hours at a time, days on end. THE BEST WAY TO TURN ON TAURUS There’s nothing Taurus enjoys more than having their neck ki

I Love You Just The Way You Are!!!!
if my boobs aren't big enough to "satisfy" your needs. i love you just the way you are if I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs. I love you just the way you are if I'm not tan enough for you I love you just the way you are if I'm not a playboy model so I can't act like a porn star for you. I love you just the way you are If i don't have a dream body that turns you on. I love you just the way you are if im not tall enough. I love you just the way you are If I can't look "hott" every minute I love you just the way you are if my hair is not long enough. i love you just the way you are But most of all... I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are. If you're a girl and you agree with this letter, repost as "I'm sorry". If you're one of the few GUYS with enough balls to repost, and you would never make your girl feel this way, repost as "I love you just the way you are"

I Love You Just The Way You Are Reposted From ~your Sexy Mistress~
if my boobs aren't big enough to "satisfy" your needs. i love you just the way you are if I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs. I love you just the way you are if I'm not tan enough for you I love you just the way you are if I'm not a playboy model so I can't act like a porn star for you. I love you just the way you are If i don't have a dream body that turns you on. I love you just the way you are if im not tall enough. I love you just the way you are If I can't look "hott" every minute I love you just the way you are if my hair is not long enough. i love you just the way you are But most of all... I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are. If you're a girl and you agree with this letter, repost as "I'm sorry". If you're one of the few GUYS with enough balls to repost, and you would never make your girl feel this way, repost as "I love you just the way you are"

Quitting Smoking Is A Pain In My Ass
Granted, I know it's good for me and good for the environment and blah blah blah, but it's still, nonetheless, a pain in my ass. I switched to lights, which, I know, really doesn't do anything. And then i switched to light 72s. The other day I was down to four a day, but then last night I went out to a party at some friends of Des's and smoked a jillion cuz i was drinking. But at least the boundries I've set for myself are helping. No smoking in the car. No smoking before noon or after midnight. And since I've started school, I'm in class a lot, I can't smoke those hours, so that works out... I guess. My goal is to be completely rid of them by mid Feb., which is a month from now, so i think that's reasonable. We'll see. Four...Three...Two...One. This packing business also sucks. I move in two weeks and have almost nothing done. Eh, results typical for me.

Nothing Is The Same
Nothing seems the same anymore.. i dont know what to do.. i am losing all my friends well at least it feels that way and i hate it. i want everything to be the way it used to be but it isnt that way anymore. i dodnt know what thehell happened!!!! i hate it... im losing everything.... maybe i just dont deserve anything.. i gotta go..... comment me people....

Missing You Now,,
Each time I miss you, a star falls down from the sky. So, if you looked up at the sky and found it dark with no stars, it is all your fault. You made me miss you too much! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ but if I caught those stars and held on to them tight, then I could see you smiling, each and every night.....what dreams are without starlight or desire without glee...i'll find a million stars when you are close to me Missing You NowAdd a video to your site FREE Music Video CodesMyspaceUpdates

Imagine The Ambassador
Imagine Sunny if you can The silky softness of my hand Trembling lips against your cheek Tender kiss to make you weak Pushing close not asking why Bodies melting with a sigh Burning ache turns into flame As I gently speak your name Begging you to feed the fire With every inch of your desire Breathing deep the smell of lust Crying out with every thrust Then as the waves take us away Together after we shall lay I more woman you more man Imagine Sunny if you can

Soul Connected
A romantic hideaway secure with pleasure Twice blessed and safe beyond measure Our hearts have met when our voices touch Skin awakened and alive as such... A sweet curve traced with a skilled hand A finger writing the names of only us two in the sand... Silky flesh giving way to kisses Time apart the heart most, misses Your outer layer pleads for the intense affection We have made the most intimate soul connection So new to the flavor of love's elated passion The flame lit. It moves. In it's own perfect fashion A romantic hideaway secure with pleasure Twice blessed and safe beyond measure Our hearts have met when our voices touch Skin awakened and alive as such... A sweet curve traced with a skilled hand A finger writing the names of only us two in the sand... Silky flesh giving way to kisses Time apart the heart most, misses Your outer layer pleads for the intense affection We have made the most intimate soul connection So new to the flavor of love's elated

The Sweet Mystery
How does it feel to hold love on the tip of your tongue? What is seen is sometimes less real to us than fantasy. The forest (or was it you) quivered from the midnight mist. To kiss your heart and free it's magic to pour into ourselves. What is it like to dream perfection and cradle it in your hand? To feel the fine shape of you, romance your very tender essence. Fill your locket of memories as you hold it close to your heart. Thoughts of together, linked ever in time, dreaming each moment. Who could hold your most secret keys and make you feel so alive? The sweet mystery of us bound as one, one newfound yet so known. Always knowing each other's souls although this flame burns new. Memories of an incredible romance we now learn how to taste love.

I'll Make Your Bed Warm
Lay here beside me, Love, and bless me With your closeness. Tell me about all of Your hopes and dreams. Shower me with your Fantasys. Embrace me with your Passions. Let me hear your Whispers of love felt So deeply. Let me hear your heart Beating. Let me be the sky that Awaits your presence. Let me be the stars that Brighten your nights. Let me be the clouds that are so breathless. Let me be the wind that Brings you harmony From within. Let me lay here beside You always. Let me be the comfort That you need. Kissing you softly as You drift off into me. Holding you here in my Arms as we think about Life's many complexities. Feeling the warmth of Your feathered soft skin. Let me live in your Heart and die in your Eyes, as you let me

America: Love It Or Leave It
What in the world has gotten into so many people in this land of America. There are many of our statesmen who seem to be afraid of offending someone if we as a nation want to stick to some of the ways of the past, which are even Biblical. For a start; the dust from the terrorists attacks of September 11, 2001 had barely settled in New York and Washington D.C. when the "politically correct" crowd began complaining about the possibility that our patriotism was offending others. Speaking of the multitude of immigrants, which have come to America. Our country's population is almost entirely comprised of descendants of immigrants. However, there are a few things that those who have recently come to our country and apparently some native Americans, need to understand about America. Broken Arrow, Oklahoma School officials removed "Go

Forever Pleasure
As you arise from the hot tub water dripping from your gentle frame Vapors of steam swirl about you and the mist form your name Body glistening from the touch of the candle light As moonbeams envelope your body, shadows dance thru the night In the air music rings, As we savor the scent of cinnamon and the desires it brings Let me trace your body with the touch of my finger Let me massage your breast with my tongue, on your nipple it will linger Circular motion, biting gently I proceed Until the water on your body stops rolling but begins to bead I will be your towel your body I will cover Dispel the chill and keep you warm, you’ll never have a need for another lover Tongue moving down your chest Onto the inner thighs is where I let it rest Tracing the outer lips, but never plunging within Teasing you, yet pleasing you, you’re ready for lovemaking to begin Feel the heat as I come inside Where pleasures are forever and extasy reside Bodies moving in sync and in time H

Valentine
Now hiring Body: Considering the upcoming season, management has decided that it is time to start advertising for employment. Therefore, I give you the real "Be My Valentine Application" form. This application must be filled out in its entirety in order to be considered for the position that you are applying. Photographs may sway my opinion one way or the other. Feel free to attach anything that you think may help you to gain this position. Note: I am currently seeking members of the female sex. Any male applicants will be directed to other (appropriate) employers. Just a remind: be completely honest with all your answers. I will be double-checking applications using Google to ensure honesty. Any false information will automatically nullfiy any chance you might have had. Thanks, and have fun. Basic Information --------------------- 1.) Full legal name: 2.) Age: 3.) Height: 4.) Weight: 5.) Eye color: 6.) Measurements: 7.) Natural hair color: 8.) Cu

The Woman That Love's Me
Inside Your Darkness Where there is no light There are places to touch That make you feel so right Places to explore Where by your rhythm I am led With a tiny visual flashlight In my mind and on my head Inside your darkness I search to find your awesome treasure My probing effort Your Joy Your pleasure Inside your darkness My pursuit is relentless Inside your darkness I drown in your wetness Feeling all of you Feeling what I cannot see Inside your darkness I find my ecstasy

~~~ To Continue ~~~
Like clouds... Floating silently Across the eternal sky True love drifts To the secret places Of our hearts Like clouds... Moving purposely Across the backdrop Of a clear, blue, canvas Waiting for the matching colours Of predestined souls Like clouds... We wandered aimlessly Until white Overlapped with grey And we abandoned Our separate journeys To float alonside cumulus For just a moment Like clouds... The two of us Were nestled And cherished in The right palm of God Until he lowered his lips To blow And we were scattered Through his fingertips Like clouds... His holy breath Gave us each A new life force Of our own To continue Floating silently Across the eternal sky alone Though Our hearts Once moulded Together Will always And forever Remain Like clouds...

Again.......
As I watch over the vastness of Love’s sea I watch as you seem to struggle helplessly Not knowing what to do, or where to go Not sure about which direction the current flows Not sure if you would ever love again That’s when my plan of love begins Cupid is my messenger that I send to thee To pierce your heart with love’s dart as you drift on the sea For to love yourself is the beginning of loving another To cherish who you are is to cherish a lover Love is not act or action, but a matter of the heart When you recover from past pains, new love can start Why do you fear, why do you fret? You can survive, your life is not over yet For your soulmate is on the same sea as you Open your eyes and heart and they will come to you To establish a bond that will forever last And erase the painful memories of the past But like an inoculent it serves to heal That you may experience the joy of love that is real.

The Bar
So me and amy went to the bar last night with justin&jess kari&ed dano to see justins band play there where 4 bands playing last night they where suposed to start at 8 they didnt start till 10 we left at 12 and the 3rd band hadent even started yet that pissed me off!

I Don't Care
The lady who wrote this letter is Pam Foster of Pamela Foster and Associates in Atlanta . She's been in business since 1980 doing interior design and home planning. She recently wrote a letter to a family member serving in Iraq ....... Read it! "Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started by Islamic people who brought it to our shores on September 11, 2001 ? Were people from all over the world, mostly Americans, not brutally murdered that day, in downtown Manhattan , across the Potomac from our nation's capitol and in a field in Pennsylvania ? Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible, burning or crushing death that day, or didn't they? And I'm supposed to care that a copy of the Koran was "desecrated" when an overworked American soldier kicked it or got it wet? Well, I don't. I don't care at all. I'll start caring when Osama bin Laden turns himself in and repents for incinerating all those innocent people on 9/11.

Whisper
if I whisper your name would you feel my love if I blew a kiss to the wind would you know the warmth if I say I love you in my thoughts would you hear me in your heart if I look at the sky tonight and shed a tear for my love for you would you see me crying in the stars above would you cry with me too if I whispered your name would you whisper my name....

Geeks
Back in the day when I went to school, there was noone, and i mean noone who dressed in any way other than preppy. There were 2 of us who did, and we hated each other lol, but that is irrevelant, now why all of a sudden is it so envogue to be a goth??? where have all these people who dress this way now (who are older) come from? These are the same people who made fun of me at every turn (i have been called every name in the book) and now they want to emulate me...how ironic is that...psuedo-goth people, they crack me up....

I Hate This
Music Video:WELCOME TO THE BLACK PARADE (by My Chemical Romance)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone i'm tired of being told that i'm loved and then turn around and find out that there are other girls. i'm tired of being led to think one thing and digging up something else. i'm tired of being lied to, i'm tired of my fucked up emotions. i'm tired of thinkin there's a future with someone and then havin it shoved bak into my face. i'm tired of being the one guys go to for sex but cant have REAL feelings for...i'm just tired of everything. i'm tired of pretending to be happy when all i wanna do is die. i dont want emotions anymore, i dont want to be the "other woman" you have to hide, i dont wanna build up a future with you by my side and then realize it would never happen...i dont want to hurt anymore, i dont wanna feel anything. i dont wanna be told that i'm pathetic or sad or stupid or a whore cuz i already know that and i've already had it all thrown in my face be

Broken
Broken Wake up to a sunny day Not a cloud up in the sky, Then it starts to rain My defenses hit the ground,and they shatter all around. So open and exposed. I found strength in the struggles.Face to face with my trouble. Chorus When you're broken in a million little pieces And you're trying but you can't hold on anymore. Every tear falls down for a reason. Don't stop believing in your self, When you're broken. Little girl don't be so blue, I know what you're going through. Don't let it beat you up. Hitting walls and getting scars only makes you who you are... Only makes you who you are. No matter how much your heart is aching, There is beauty in the breaking... Yeah... Chorus When you're broken in a million little pieces And you're tryin' but you can't hold on anymore Every tear falls down for a reason. Don't you stop believing in yourself. When your broken. Better days are gonna find you once again,every piece

Happiness.........is It Possible??
Well once again, let's look at life. It is what you make of it. Do we deal with things so long that they just become "normal" behavior? How long should some one deal with something that in their heart they know is wrong before they do something about it? Just because you love somebody does not mean that you have to live unhappy. Get up and stand up on your own two feet, walk away and find happiness once again.

Thanks Glasslady37 For Inviting Me!
Well, I've only been on this site for a couple of hours and still looking around. Everyone has been so sweet and wonderful. Please give me a little time and I'll get it all figured out! Thanks and please feel free to comment, etc.

When A Guy Misses You/when A Girl Misses You! Repost!!!!!!!
(I hate it when stupid sappy bulletins make me cry -Salyx) When a girl bumps into your arm while walking she wants you to hold her hand When she wants a hug she will just stand there When u break a girls heart, she still feels it when u run into each other 3 years later When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind. When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply. When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around. When a girl answers, "I'm fine, " after a few seconds, she is not at all fine. When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are so wonderful. When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever. When a girl says that she can't live without you, she has made up her mind that you are her future. When a girl says, "I miss you, " no one in this world can miss you more than that When a girl is mean to you after

Booby Traps Trap Boob
Booby Traps Trap Boob 2002 Darwin Award Nominee Confirmed True by Darwin (November 2002, Belgium) A retired engineer booby-trapped his home with the intention of killing his estranged family, but died himself after inadvertently triggering one of his own devices. At first, police assumed that the 79-year-old had committed suicide, as he was found alone with a bullet wound in his neck. Then a detective missed a bullet by inches when he opened a booby-trapped wooden chest. Police beat a hasty retreat from the property and called in military experts. They deciphered an enigmatic series of scribbled clues to locate 19 death traps in walls, ceilings, and household objects. A pile of booby-trapped dinner plates was revealed by the clue, "Cheaper by the Dozen," a reference to a film in which a child throws a plate at someone's head. Police speculate that the the notes were intended to assist his failing memory. Other traps included numerous concealed shotguns triggered by thre

No Peace
if the winds would stop howling and trees stop cracking if the rain would stop pommelling me and the lightening would stop illumination whats wrong with me if the thunder would just stop sceaming at me maybe i would find some peace inside a place of quiet and rest but it never seems to stop one storm after another either in reality or the fragments of mind left from before i started this road I wish i could forget those years i spent with him i wish i could undo the damage that he has done i wish i could have stronger back then but that road brought me here and where that is i am not so sure but i am there In a place between heaven and hell with no real peace and echo's stiring when least expected so full of doubts and shattered dreams like a shattered mirror i look at my broken reflection as i pick up the pieces... i should have been healed by now it has been years but every once in awhile his words haunt me and i am left feeling like this agai

Oh This Is The Subject, Oh Well...
So, I'm newish but I have had a lot of help from people... and finally I figured out how to be a fan of someone’s, I wanted to see if I could do it otherwise I would have asked. Anyway, I'm 21, 5/10/85; I don't know why it says I'm 22. I will be this year obviously. I actually have a question... I have a code to make my site all pretty, where do I put it? Sometime this week I will post more pictures of me, and make albums... one for my art and crap, and one about me and my life and one special for my weight loss. I'm just so happy I did it before last year ended. I am a single mom... not sure if I want to post her picture up here just yet, it would be different if I had family on this site, but most of my family doesn’t like this sort of thing. Sometime I will deck out my about me and whatnot whenever, but right now just ask me anything and I will answer. Too personal I won't but let you know that I get shy about some things.

I'm Sorry!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Bulletin!MAKE STICKY! THE ORGINAL TA... remove friend subject: i'm sorry (repost) date: 2007-01-13 09:36:36 if my boobs aren't big enough to "satisfy" your needs. i love you just the way you are if I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs. I love you just the way you are if I'm not tan enough for you I love you just the way you are if I'm not a playboy model so I can't act like a porn star for you. I love you just the way you are If i don't have a dream body that turns you on. I love you just the way you are if im not tall enough. I love you just the way you are If I can't look "hott" every minute I love you just the way you are if my hair is not long enough. i love you just the way you are But most of all... I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are. If you're a girl and you agree with this letter, repost as "I'm sorry". If you're one of the few GUYS with enough balls to r

Vision Of Dark Ash
I always admired The depth Of you shallowness You go so far To not move Anywhere Like when you Are hurting Covered by a Veil of I don’t care But you let Me Inside you That opened Your truth There is No place else I could learn that Your soul Keeps me amused Down beneath The surface now I love this Classroom

Sweetest Notes
You lie still, dreaming of the sky in the early morning. Acquiescent you rest, remembering in your sleepiness how it can be tinged purple and blue like the fading bruises of his kisses on your thighs after he finished with you. This sky is grey tinged like his hair. It blends true like his voice and your moans as you come on his instruction. This sky forecasts another sunny day, just as yesterday the tender mercies of the night forecast a gentle sleep for you. The dawn sky is as pale blue as your sleepy thoughts. The dewy grass is the warm green of the eyes that survey your somnolent form, mingling his impressions with your dreams. Trees reach up their arms to heaven, supplicant, much as he is to your wishes and desires. The air round every great tree is pure and alone, just as your voice was cool and alone in the chill of the early morning, extending over an infinite and proximate space until the nascent sounds reached his ears. There is no doubt of that, for you rustle in you

Giving Up........
I thought I must give up on life And turn into a stone; The desert wind quite suited me: No heart, no mind--just bone. I thought it would be dumb to try To want something again; Wanting turns to need, and then Transmogrifies to pain. I laughed at people still in love Who trusted someone's word; To make my happiness depend On faith seemed quite absurd. I lay alone and wonder-struck, Sleepless in my bed, Still numb, still dumb, still ice, ice cold, Not knowing I was dead. And then you came and shone upon My meadow full of snow, And saw the flowers only love Could recognize and grow; And made me feel so beautiful I shed my cold, cold skin, And opened up my heart to you, And, fearful, let you in. And now, my dear, I am in love, With all that I've been through. I know the worst of all the world, And I believe in you

Intimate
Intimate moments in soft candlelight, Feeling that finally everything's right. Your fingers gently touching my skin, Igniting a spark of desire within. Framing my face within both of your hands, I'm captive to want and to need, to demands. Searching your eyes for words not yet said, Then letting all questions escape from my head. Dizziness accompanies the lips that plead, To deeply drink from the inner wells of need. Tasting with hunger the flavors of love, Our bodies grow damp with all the pleasures of. My senses on fire burning out of control, Passions rage higher and capture my soul. We become one in a place only ours, Knowing the secret of love's magic powers. Giving completely of myself to you, Loving so sweetly in all that we do.

Yesterdays Make-up
I thought today, of my hopes and dreams, and was forced to remember that nothing is ever as it seems. When your young you have so many goals, but how many of them actually happen for all the earths souls.. Some of us give up what hasnt yet been tried, while some of us work with every fiber in our bodies and still get denied. How can we know if we are destined to succeed, it seems we are picked like a gardens weed. Its difficult to know what ones life may hold, your constantly wondering what to take up.. For now, I sit here with a fraction of the world, living life in yesterdays make-up. Rachelle Thompson

I Love You Unconditionally
PFC Bania. Ok yeah i know the name sounds like a crazy soldier's name huh? He's a PFC that is a little off his rocker and an awesome friend. I had the pleasure of talking to him today while he was getting ready to pull some mission out in iraq. Dropped everything and stopped my daily events to talk even though i was heading out the door. Even his family hasn't really had the oppertunity due to time differences. I guess people still dont understand that many soldiers still sleep in their sleeping bags, snuggle their woobie (pancho liner which is this awesome blanket) and miss home. Which i was notified he misses beer, tv and his beloved video games. But anyways yeah i was really happy to hear from him. I miss the ADD video game punk. He's always been a confidant in my book. I've been able to talk to him about anything and it's great. We both dont have many friends so when we get to talking it's like giving a fat kid cake. We are so happy and excited we change subjects atleast 15

Fyi For All The New People!
For those who have messaged me! I am 30 years old I am a full time mom and college student I do not "Yahoo" I love to chat on IRC and I can be found there all the time since I have my own network. I am not a stupid girl :) I am not here to "hook up" YOU will not see me naked I am shy I drink Pepsi I love music My fave TV shows are Lost/ER/CSI/Charmed and I like reality shows like The surreal Life and Hells Kitchen. I am watching the Grease one now. I do not think I am anything special. I was not the pretty popular girl in Highschool or anything. My Birthday is April 30th I have 3 computers I am a 80s and 90s junkie...I love pop culture Now reply and tell me stuff about you! You wanna be "friends" well tell me about you!!!!! And don't hit and run on my blog..its insulting..you read it reply!

Read Very Good!! =)
Picture this, it's a slow day in the office, not too many people around so you figure out a way to sneak me in without anyone seeing. You rush me over to your desk and hide me underneath where no one can see me. You run quickly to get your morning coffee and a lil something for me to snack on too.... but there is only one thing I'm interested in eating this morning *wink*. You get back to your desk with your head in the clouds in anticipation of what's going to happen. From my vantage point I can see you approaching. You look SEXY today too with that tight black t-shirt on that forms itself tightly around your boobs. Any tighter and I'd be able to read the label on it and tell your cupsize.... which I already know from having those perfect tits cupped in my hand and those nipples in my mouth sucking on them from before *wink*. The jean skirt you have on is so short and tight, so short that if you have to bend over to get anything today, whoever is behind you is going to be walking a

Pancake Thief
Pancake Thief 2003 Darwin Award Nominee (January 2003, India) Regarding accidental deaths during the construction of a subway in New Delhi, the New York Times wrote, "One of those killed was an unlucky thief who tried to steal braces holding up a concrete slab; it fell and killed him."

For John
Another old friend from Prodigy times. We've been chatting online for what, 14 or so years now? Been in the same airport once but have still never met. Lots of songs remind me of you, John...but this one more than most. Man of Golden Words Mother Love Bone Wanna show you something like the joy inside my heart Seems I've been living in the temple of the dog Where would I live, if I were a man of golden words? And would I live at all? Words and music - my only tools Communication And on her arrival I will set free the birds It's a pretty time of year when the mountains sing out loud Tell me, Mr. Golden Words, how's about the world? Tell me can you tell me at all? Words and music - my only tools Communication Let's fall in love with music The driving force of our living The only international language Divine glory, the expression The knees bow, the tongue confesses The lord of lords, the king of kings The king of kings Words and music - my only too

An Old Friend...
So I was thinking the other day about all the crazy shit I've done and all the crazy people I've met. A lot of them were fleeting moments in this life, enriching the moment but really making no lasting impression. There are a few, however, that stick with me, and even though I don't think about them everyday, their impact is evident on a daily basis. One of these friends is someone I met online (on Prodigy, if you can believe I've been addicted to this shit that long...) His name is Richie and he was a heroin addict. I visited him a few times in Dallas, hung out once or twice, embarked on some definitely new sexual experiences...then he was gone. I talked with him a few years back...he was married and had a daughter...had moved to Kentucky I think. Anyway, there is a song that makes me think of him everytime I hear it, and today when I heard it, I hoped that he was doing ok and wondered if he remembered me. Times of Trouble Temple of the Dog When the spoon is hot And the needl

All That I'm Living For
All that I'm living for, All that I'm dying for, All that I can't ignore alone at night. I can feel the night beginning. Separate me from the living. Understanding me, After all I've seen. Piecing every thought together, Find the words to make me better. If I only knew how to pull myself apart. All that I'm living for, All that I'm dying for, All that I can't ignore alone at night. All that I'm wanted for, Although I wanted more. Lock the last open door, my ghosts are gaining on me. I believe that dreams are sacred. Take my darkest fears and play them Like a lullaby, Like a reason why, Like a play of my obsessions, Make me understand the lesson, So I'll find myself, So I won't be lost again. All that I'm living for, All that I'm dying for, All that I can't ignore alone at night. All that I'm wanted for, Although I wanted more. Lock the last open door, my ghosts are gaining on me. Guess I thought I'd have to change the world to make you see me, T

Jack Up
Jack Up 2003 Darwin Award Nominee Unconfirmed by Darwin (9 April 2003, New Zealand) Phil needed to make repairs to the underside of his car. But when he jacked it up, there wasn't enough room for him to work. So he removed the car's battery, placed the jack on top of it, and set to work again, this time with plenty of elbow-room. Unfortunately for Phil, car batteries are not designed to carry much weight. The battery collapsed and the jack toppled, trapping him beneath the car. Unable to breathe due to the weight on his chest, he quickly expired in a pool of battery acid. This incident is illuminated by two additional facts: First, Phil's occupation was Accident Prevention Officer at a large food processing plant. And second, ten years previous, he had been working under a car when the jack collapsed, trapping him and breaking one of his legs. Some people just don't learn -- even from their own mistakes

Second Time's The Charm
Second Time's the Charm 2003 Darwin Award Nominee Unconfirmed by Darwin (16 March 2003, Michigan) Ignoring Coast Guard warnings, David ventured onto the icy surface of Saginaw Bay with his pickup truck one chilly morning. Predictably, the vehicle broke through the ice, but the 41-year-old managed to avert tragedy and escape from the sinking truck. He reached the shore wet and cold, but alive. Despite his traumatic experience, and despite a day of sunshine and warm temperatures in the 60s, David returned to Saginaw Bay late the following night. This time he was driving an all-terrain vehicle, and accompanied by a friend. Surprise! The ATV also plunged through the ice. His companion survived, but David had used up his luck. His body was recovered by the Coast Guard southwest of the Channel Islands. An autopsy was scheduled to determine whether anything besides a desire to win a Darwin Award was a factor in his demise.

Love Struck
Love Struck 2003 Darwin Award Nominee Confirmed True by Darwin "Does it really matter what these affectionate people do, so long as they don't do it in the street and frighten the horses?" -Mrs. Patrick Campbell (3 March 2002, England) As Kim and Paul left the Sheffield pub, they noticed that a streetlight was burned out, creating a pool of darkness on the road. Unable to rein in their passion, they began to consummate their relationship on the asphalt outside the pub. Witnesses said the couple was lying right on the white line, kissing and cuddling. The passionate pair were warned of the danger of their coital position not once, not twice, but three times -- by a car driver, a bus driver, and a pedestrian. An off-duty paramedic honked and shouted, "You want to get up, otherwise you'll be run over." The man simply said "Cheers, mate," and the paramedic heard a female laughing. A bus driver swerved to avoid them, and drove past with wheels on the curb. A concerned pedestri

Return The Love
If you are one of my friends then you know that i usually show love on your page or have rated most of your pics. If you are a real friend please show some love. I'm tired of friends that i'll rate all their pics and they don't even say hey on my page. I think i'm goin to do like many people before me. It's time to clean my friends list. Show a little love over the weekend or you'll be deleted. The people that have been showin me love all the time have nothin to worry about. ^_^ Peace!!!

I Get It, Okay?
I had a dream last night that just cemented everything: I lived with my family on this huge plot of land with gardens and houses and a few small businesses. I decided I was going to be more helpful, so I went out to weed the front garden. I accidentally pulled up a few flowers, but since I got everything by the roots I was able to carefully put them back in the soil. My mom and dad walked by, and my dad went all ballistic: "What the HELL are you doing? You pulled up all my ground cover! Some of these plants are going to die without this!" I started crying and went to the main kitchen to mop the floor. Part way through my mom came in: "You need to stop now. We can't be working in here with the floors wet like this." I took my mop and bucket to the small restaurant nearby, thinking I could help them because their floors are always so dirty. The woman working there started yelling at me in Spanish as I scrubbed layers of dirt off the floor. I told her I only know E

Venting
another day in the life of aol ~smh~ And people wonder why i stay to myself. I run into an old friend in a chat room that i haven't seen in a year, and spend my time talkin to him, because.. like normal.. within 3 days hes gone again, so i wanted to catch up. Apparently some people didn't like that. Well, ya know, i gave up living my life for others a long time ago. I missed him so i chatted with him, and good thing i did becasue he hasn't been back since, and it will probably be another year before i see him again. My friends are just that.. my friends, wether its been a year since i talked to you or 2 hours. And for those that can't understand that.. i am sorry,but thats the way things are. specially when chatting with him is stress free and game free. We are friends and we know thats what we are. No head games, no oh whats meant by that comment type bs. ~Shrugs~ apparently some don't like that. oh well.. too bad for them.

The Ex
My ex was... well lemme see if i can put it into words. We met one night, i was house sitting for my parents, a freind from work called and asked if i wanted to hang out. I told him he could come over, but he needed to bring some chics with him. I was kidding but he took me seriously. My ex came over with him, went to the bathroom in my parents house and changed an 8-ball of coke into crack, and proceeded to smoke it all on my parents patio. This is how i met my ex. I was a safe person to be with so she could do her drugs. This is how it all started off. We ended up sleeping together, and because of the type of person i am, well i tend to put lots of feeling into sleeping with a person. Sex for me isn't 'just sex'. it's a display of emotions, it's a way of showing someone the love that you feel for them. It's (to me) one of the most intimate ways of sharing yourself with someone. Sex is a way of baring your soul to another person. Well unfortunat

Breathe No More
I've been looking in the mirror for so long. That I've come to believe my soul's on the other side. All the little pieces falling, shatter. Shards of me, Too sharp to put back together. Too small to matter, But big enough to cut me into so many little pieces. If I try to touch her, And I bleed, I bleed, And I breathe, I breathe no more. Take a breath and I try to draw from my spirits well. Yet again you refuse to drink like a stubborn child. Lie to me, Convince me that I've been sick forever. And all of this, Will make sense when I get better. But I know the difference, Between myself and my reflection. I just can't help but to wonder, Which of us do you love. So I bleed, I bleed, And I breathe, I breathe no... Bleed, I bleed, And I breathe, I breathe no more.

One Heart, One Soul
One heart so strong, feels every emotion, love, joy, excitement, hurt, angry, or loneliness, How can one create so many reactions for another, as you continue to create something at one time was believed, Remember each time this heart reacts, The memory of another time, another place is reborn One mind so strong, remembers the actions, stores the images Sharing a closeness, thoughtful surprises, tender touches, untrue creations, wasted time, isolation, So many thoughts created, significant or meaningless, As one’s mind keeps all the memories so does your heart All things created will be stored for another time, another place

You Have Been Fucked!
YOU HAVE BEEN FUCKED! Spread the legs and go at it! Pick any of your friends and FUCK THEM! This is for any one you think is hot! RULES: 1- You can fuck the person who fucked you, of course. 2- You can fuck the same person as many times as you can (c'mon, ENDURANCE)! Be creative!* 3- You -MUST- spread the sex! At least 1 fuck is fine and dandy! 4- You should fuck in public! Be adventurous, damn it. Paste it on their user page so they feel slutty! 5- Random sex is perfectly okay! 6- Please, don't worry about same gender fucking, it's HOT. 7- You should most definitely get started fuckin' right away! This is about showing everyone how much you care for them and HOW BAD YOU WANT THEIR ASS! Make everyone feel a little loved (and roughed up!). Please don't take this too personally, BUT I JUST FUCKED YOU!!!!!!!!!!!! >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> F.U.C.K Stands For: Friends U Can Keep. So promise me we'll F.U.C.K forever!

Lose Control
You don't remember my name. I don't really care. Can we play the game your way? Can I really lose control? Just once in my life, I think it'd be nice, Just to lose control, just once, With all the pretty flowers in the dust. Mary had a lamb. His eyes black as coals. If we play very quiet, my lamb, Mary never has to know. Just once in my life, I think it'd be nice, Just to lose control, just once. If I cut you down to a thing I can use, I fear there will be nothing good left of you.

Ultimate Quest For Airtime
Ultimate Quest for Airtime 2003 Darwin Award Nominee Confirmed True by Darwin (31 May 2003, Indiana) Tamar came all the way from New York for the annual Stark Raven Mad event at the Splashin' Safari waterpark at Holiday World, where members of the American Coaster Enthusiasts planned to rendezvous on Memorial Day weekend. The 32-year-old eagerly looked forward to riding the Raven, later described by Spencer County Prosecutor Jon Dartt as "one of the world's most terrifying roller coasters." Tamar planned what coaster enthusiasts call "catching airtime," standing up during the ride to show bravery. The park staff warned the "spirited and intelligent" Harvard MBA, along with the rest of the group, "Don't mess with our safety equipment." Tamar's seat belt and lap bar restraint were in place when the train left the station. But you can't catch airtime that way. Her seatbelt was later found unbuckled and tucked into the seat cushions. As the train swooped over the precipice int

Forever Gone, Forever You
I wanted you to be with me For so long I don't even know why now But now that I've given up on you Defiantly you see me Walking away I see the pain You put me through Lost in your game to change the same Forever gone, forever you There's something very wrong about this I think you knew all along somehow You'll only take me to change my mind And leave me broken and defeated So far away I see the truth I see through you Now that I know the way you play I don't want to Walking away I see the pain You put me through Lost in your game to change the same Forever gone, forever you

Do We Have Troops? Is This Really A War?
Yes we have enough troops. The politicians are afraid to use them all. Because with no reserves we go back to a draft, just like wars past. Had we had a draft and mobilized 750,000 it would be over now. The death toll would have been high but it would have been over. It seems that people prefer a slow fix to save lives as opposed to a fast fix so we can get on with things. By fast fix I mean five years, by slow fix I mean fifty plus years. Right now Iraq is pretty much boiled down to death squads. Pockets of resistance. It is MUCH harder to find them. And we have to get them all. Many of the country's people would love to live in peace. They are the primary victims of attacks. They are being told to leave the country, stop doing what they do, or die. Many leave. Imagine you being given that choice. And yes many are complacent. A bad guy uses their house to stage an attack (illegal in the US Constitution) and they do not turn in the bad guy because her is a "fellow Muslim br

Asphalt Tattoo
Asphalt Tattoo 2003 Darwin Award Nominee Confirmed True by Darwin (1 September 2003, Colorado) Ever since middle school, friends say Tyler, 20, wanted to do something different, something unique, something nobody else would ever try: jump from a moving car. "He thought he could jump, roll, and stand," said a friend, "like you see in the movies." Tyler came away from an early car-jump experiment alive, with an asphalt tattoo to commemorate the feat. On Labor Day, he was planning another dramatic stunt, riding in the back seat of a Subaru Legacy. Although his friends tried to talk him out of it, the Subaru was cruising at 40 mph when he decided that he could, he should, he would jump from the car. His father explained, "I think this was the last big thing he wanted to do as an immature kid, before accepting he had to grow up." But plans to mature were cut short by his instant death, as he hit the road one last time. Tyler's last jump is commemorated with another asphalt tatto

Killer Shades
Killer Shades 2003 Darwin Award Nominee Confirmed True by Darwin (17 September 2003, California) Barry Bonds had just made the last out at the bottom of the eighth. At that very moment, Todd had just bummed one last beer from a new friend at the San Francisco Giants' ballpark. Todd was leaning on railing of the Arcade port walk, getting to the "bottom eighth" of his beer, when his Maui Jim designer sunglasses slipped off the top of his head. Down they fell, landing twenty-five feet below, where a helpful bum picked them up and tried to toss them back. But it was too far! Todd called out that he was coming down to get them. Todd had recently relocated to Santa Cruz for the gnarly waves at Maverick's. His wife described him as "a passionate surfer" talented enough to turn pro. Perhaps his sense of physical prowess was his downfall. The agile 38-year-old considered and rejected the long walk down, in favor of a quicker alternative. He climbed over the railing, jumped to perch

Morphs
Maybe this should be a mumm, not a blog, but fuck it, I'm a rebel and no ones gonna tell me how to live my life. Sorry. Got a bit carried away there. What I was originally tryin to say was: do these morph things bother anyone else? Some are ok, but why the hell would you want a picture of your face turning into a truck to be the first thing that someone sees on here? Is crazy. If I have offended anyone with my prejudices, tough. It's only a picture, get over it. P.S. Shrooms expedition was a roaring success.

Anything For You
I'd give anything to give me to you Can you forget the world that you thought you knew If you want me, Come and find me Nothing's stopping you so please release me I'll believe All your lies Just pretend you love me Make believe Close your eyes I'll be anything for you Nothing left to make me feel anymore There's only you and everyday I need more If you want me Come and find me I'll do anything you say just tell me I'll believe All your lies Just pretend you love me Make believe Close your eyes I'll be anything for you I'll believe All your lies Just pretend you love me Make believe Close your eyes I'll be anything for you Anything for you I'll become your earth and sky Forever never die I'll be everything you need I'll believe All your lies Just pretend you love me Make believe Close your eyes I'll be anything for you

Givers And Takers
in order for people to live in peace, we need to separate the selfish from the givers. As once the givers live amongst each other, they will always be sharing. The selfish takers will be be taking from each other by force...............HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA Many people are unfit to live with civilized people.

Friends
friends are so hard to come by. some people do not even realize a good friend when they have one. a friend is not some one that is there just to keep you company. a friend is one that listens,helps,protects,cries,holds,loves,and understands everything about you. there are no conditions. once you have found that one true friend, let them know that they are a friend. to all my friends. may everyone friend of now, friend of the future,and friends of friends, have a blessed,prosperous, and wonderful New Year.

Hope Yall Like
As i look into her eyes i see the spark of love,the love that will never be forgotin the love of only friendship can bring, As she looks into mine she sees the tears of a brokin heart...About to tear away forever but well always be rembered.. As i look around myself i see the love from one another..People love each other and they show it in front of me..Holding hands,kissing,getting married..They are having there happy endings but the one question that comes to mine is when can i have my happy ending? will i ever see one or will i die alone.. As i walk throw the door with the light i see the happniess..The happyness i know i will never have..The kind eveyone wants and gets, But here i stand out in the cold..Knowing i will never have that in my life..As i see those happy faces throw the clear glass i have to wounder how it may feel..I want to have that happyness in my life..But i sit here knowing i love her with all my heart, And she cant even give me a friendly smile..L

Unsafe And Insane
Unsafe and Insane 2003 Darwin Award Nominee Confirmed True by Darwin (2003, Australia) Parents often warn that firecrackers can blow your hand off, but as a 26-year-old Australian learned, they can also remove your gonads from the gene pool. An ambulance rushed to an Illawarra park after receiving reports that a man was hemorrhaging from his behind. The mercifully unidentified man had placed a lit firecracker between the cheeks of his buttocks, stumbled, and fell upon it. "We do caution people against these acts," said Acting Senior Sergeant John Klepczarek of the local police. Emergency surgeon Dr. McCurdie said the resulting wound looked like "a war injury." The explosion was forced upward, "blasted a great hole in the pelvis, ruptured the urethra, and injured muscles," rendering the man incontinent as well as sexually dysfunctional. He survived to tell the tale, making him eligible for the dubious honor of a Living Darwin Award. Darwin notes: The title is a play on w

My Last Breath
hold on to me love you know i can't stay long all i wanted to say was i love you and i'm not afraid can you hear me? can you feel me in your arms? holding my last breath safe inside myself are all my thoughts of you sweet raptured light it ends here tonight i'll miss the winter a world of fragile things look for me in the white forest hiding in a hollow tree (come find me) i know you hear me i can taste it in your tears holding my last breath safe inside myself are all my thoughts of you sweet raptured light it ends here tonight closing your eyes to disappear you pray your dreams will leave you here but still you wake and know the truth no one's there say goodnight don't be afraid calling me calling me as you fade to black holding my last breath safe inside myself are all my thoughts of you sweet raptured light it ends here tonight

Something I Wrote About Me
As i walk throw the valley, i smell the fresh air.looking around at the green grass,the birds flying so free.I know thats where i wanna stay.I want to be free from everything that tries to hold me back in my past,everything thats so evil and sad.I wish i was a bird,so i could fly so free.with no worries about what to morrow will bring my way. All i have to do is fly away to the next valley thats greener on the other side.to only think about flying free to the promise land we all see,where happyness is made for us.thats t dream i have and when i meet her i hope the promise land is there for me and you.. Its time to move on.No more will i look into my past.. just thinking where i want my life and where it could have been..Its time start over once more but i know i can get throw.. No more will my past follow me around. i let it all go like setting the dove free.. i know where i have to start and i know where i will end for once i have a plan to a better life.No more thinking

A Gift...
a gift... i've had some lover's in my life. some bad some good. each i lusted after and thought i'd never love .. why bother.. was i wrong?.. each brought me pain... of separation, of a sense of not being enough.. yet in each... a gift, unasked for.. love unfinished, undivided, unseparated, unwanted.. the end is sometimes better.. than a false beginning.. making me who i am.. a gift...

Tunnel Vision
Tunnel Vision 2004 Darwin Award Nominee Confirmed True by Darwin (19 March 2004, Virginia) Paul, 48, was an electrician for the state Department of Transportation (DOT). He and Charles were part of a 15-person crew assigned to replace the lights in the Hampton Roads Bridge-Tunnel. The crew would ride through the tunnel in a converted dump truck that had a ledge on the back used to hold tools during the procedure. DOT uses a different truck for each side of the tube, because the eastbound tube is three feet higher above the truck than the westbound tube. The taller truck had a tight squeeze returning through the westbound tube. Paul and Charles should have paid more attention to this fact. The crew had finished working on the eastbound tube. On the return trip to the tunnel office for their lunch break, Paul and Charles chose to ride on the high platform facing backwards, rather than climbing into the cab. This was in violation of safety rules. Paul and Charles learned one major

One Shot Of Poison
Got a love for destruction Got a feel for danger now Hey Mr. Moonlight won't you follow me down I need some company Every guy tells me your no good That's all right with me Give me one shot of poison A little twist is all I need One drop of your sweet poison Sets me free Come on baby, poison me Got a hunger for a fatal attraction I'm savin' all my passion for you I got a heart break habit that I can't kick Only you can ease the pain I'm a midnight animal trying to score Before I go insane Give me one shot of poison A little twist is all I need One drop of your sweet poison Sets me free One shot of poison A little taste of paradise One drop of your sweet poison Satisfies Give me one last kiss before I die I'm flying high Oh, I want your love - tonight Baby, one shot of poison A little twist is all I need One drop of your sweet poison Sets me free One shot of poison A little taste of paradise One drop of your sweet poison Satisfies One shot of

Boris Vallejo And The Mirror
For as long as I can remember I have been a Boris Vallejo fan...I think it started when I was learning to read...seeing his works on the covers of 'Conan the Barbarian and King Conan' comics and later his published calanders, which were and are traditional Christmas Presents for my Dad.... I think it's because Vallejo (and a select few others) really seem to see women as they were intended to be seen, as mysterious, soft, strong, beautiful, but most of all REAL! I've never seen a stick figure Vallejo woman! Looking at his work has inspired me to accept my own curves and roundness and try to see myself through his eyes instead of the view screen of what popular culture deems as lovley... So here's to you Boris.... ~AutumnPheonix

Undermining Of American Values
"In the long run, the greatest weapon of mass destruction is stupidity. In an age of artificial intelligence, too many of our schools are producing artificial stupidity, in the sense of ideas and attitudes far more foolish than young people would have arrived at on their own. ...Weapons of mass destruction in the hands of an avowed enemy can destroy many Americans, but they cannot destroy America, because we are too strong and too capable of counterattack. Only Americans can destroy America. But too many of our schools have for years been quietly undermining the values and abilities that are needed to preserve any society — and especially a free society." —Thomas Sowell

Dope On A Rope
Dope on a Rope 2004 Darwin Award Nominee Confirmed True by Darwin (16 February 2004, Simi Valley, California) Alan, a 43-year-old electrician, was hanging out with his 17-year-old son and the son's girlfriend. They were feeling cooped up, so they hopped the back fence to play by the railroad tracks that ran behind it. Alan thought it would be a blast to watch a shopping cart being dragged by a train. He tied one end of a 20-foot rope to the shopping cart, and the other end to a full water bottle, as a weight. When an 86-car Union Pacific freight train rumbled through at 15 mph, Alan stood behind the cart and hurled the bottle at the train. The bottle broke! So he tied another bottle to the rope. Standing in front of the cart, he lobbed the bottle under the train and gleefully noted that his plan worked this time--until the shopping cart whipped into him, and dragged him over a mile along the tracks, reportedly pulling up two spikes in the process. "Dope on a Rope" is t

My First & Only Blog Probably
Only on here looking for friends so if anyone would like to add me to there list feel free to do so...I have 2 boys that I think the world of & a man that takes care of me...He thinks the world & all of my boys...There dad's doesn't even do that...Why I have no idea...One pays child support the last time that he even contacted me about seeing his son was a week & a half later after I had my youngest child and going thru a c-section...Course he was to lazy to drive up here to even try to spend time with his son...His father has not spent any quality time with his son since a week before he turned a year old...My youngest son's dad he wants nothing to do with him he says he's too white & can't be his child...Well, his dad is 1/2 mexican which makes my baby 1/4 mexican...Well, if anyone would like to know anymore about me feel free to drop me & a line & if you would like to add me to your friends list feel free to do so...Have a good weekend everyone

Come And Help Me Out Please!
CAN YOU GUYS COME AND HELP ME OUT A LIL? I NEED 2500 COMMENTS IN TOTAL - OF THOSE 2500, I'VE ALREADY GOT OVER 500...BUT I NEED SOME MORE HELP..SO SINCE YOU'VE ALREADY TAKEN THE TIME TO READ THIS, THEN PLEASE TAKE THE TIME TO LEAVE A COMMENT OR TWO OR TEN ON THIS PICTURE.

Terminal Creativity
Terminal Creativity 2004 Darwin Award Nominee Confirmed True by Darwin Apparently Bobby is in good company According to Reader Bill Hunt, Playboy Playmate Petra Verkaik almost killed herself when she started her VW Bus as usual, by using a screwdriver from underneath the bus. Unfortunately, she had it in gear and it rolled over her. (3 April 2004, Orem, Utah) Bobby, 51, had trouble getting his truck to start. He couldn't be in two places at once, both working under the hood and pressing the accelerator. Why not take a handy ice scraper, and wedge one end against the accelerator and the other end against the seat? Then he could get under the hood and bypass the starter by connecting terminals on the starter solenoid. Success! Unfortunately he had forgotten to put the truck in neutral and it began accelerating toward his neighbor's motor home. Police concluded that Bobby jumped in front of the truck to prevent it from crashing into the motor home. He was partly successful

Hold That Bus!
Hold That Bus! 2004 Darwin Award Nominee Confirmed True by Darwin (2 November 2004, Portland, Oregon) Dianne, a 56-year-old bus driver with 22 years of experience, pulled into the Sunset Transit Center shortly before noon. She was running six minutes late, and was eager to use the bathroom. After waiting impatiently for her passengers to disembark, Dianne hurried off the bus, leaving the engine in gear and running, with no parking brake engaged. She walked around the front of the bus and reached in the driver's window to pull the lever that closed the door. The bus is equipped with automatic brakes that keep it from moving as long as the doors are open. Once the doors shut, the brakes release after a one-and-a-half-second delay. As Dianne passed in front of the bus on her way to the toilet, she suddenly found the 15-ton bus creeping slowly towards her. She could have jumped out of the way. In fact, she could have ambled out of the way. Instead, witnesses watched her pus

4-1-0 Club
4-1-0 Club 2004 Darwin Award Nominee Confirmed True by Darwin (14 October 2004, Missouri) When Peter and Jesse wanted to see what their new ride could do, like many young men, they got more than they bargained for. It was all fun and games until the vehicle stalled. In most cases this wouldn't be a serious problem -- but Peter and Jesse stalled at 41,000 feet. You see, they weren't pushing the old man's car to the limit. They were flying a 50-passenger jet, a Bombardier CRJ200. Fortunately, there were no passengers aboard to share the fatal consequences. Jesse, 31, was captain of Pinnacle Airlines Flight 3701, and Peter, 23, was the co-pilot. They were transporting an empty plane from Little Rock, Arkansas to Minneapolis, where it was needed for a morning flight. They decided to see what that baby could do. Their fun began while ascending, as they pulled 1.8 G's in a maneuver that activated an automatic stall avoidance system. Then they decided to "forty-one it," take t

New Poem
*inspired by poet Guillermo Nodarse and band Greater Grey Greater Gray Early in the morning I rise staring out the window smearing the goop from my eyes Four birds sit up on a wire One turns sideways parallel as if to aspire... One takes off as if in disgust Another bird gives it a try and then the first bird decides to fly... His new friend is soon to follow leaving the fourth bird feeling hollow... He decided not to play that game but then he went just the same... 1.13.07 James C Leveroni

Man Drowns In Kitchen Sink
Man Drowns in Kitchen Sink 2004 Darwin Award Nominee Confirmed True by Darwin (26 May 2004, Wolfsberg, Austria) The manager of an apartment house was surprised to find the legs of a corpse sticking out an apartment window. Police entered the apartment and found the deceased man's head soaking in a sink full of hot water. Apparently the out-of-work Austrian had returned home after a night of drinking and drugs. He decided to slip in through the kitchen window. The window was fixed at the base and tilted out, giving him just enough room to squeeze his head through as far as the sink before he got stuck. While flailing around trying to escape, he turned on the hot water tap. Police were not sure why he had not turned off the water, pulled the plug, or--perhaps most important--entered through the front door, since they found the keys in his pants pocket.

Other Women
You know, last night I "met" another woman online here at CT. It wasn't cyber sex... it was just chatting. It's funny how this web stuff is. She just made me feel at home and... good inside. Then I stopped at the store. There was an older woman (my age)... and I couldn't keep my eyes off her. I wondered how her tongue would feel on my nipples... circling and sucking... damn!!! how does that happen? What makes one person's appearance bring thoughts into my mind?

Tree Vs. Man
Tree vs. Man 2004 Darwin Award Nominee Confirmed True by Darwin (21 December 2004, Georgia) It looked at first like a bizarre traffic accident. Smoke rose from the charred remains of a large tree that had toppled onto a smoldering pickup truck. The body of a man, burned beyond recognition, was found inside the truck. Investigators were puzzled. How could the truck have collided with a tree behind a house? And why did the tree fall onto the truck instead of away from it? And what had started the fire? As the pieces of the puzzle fell into place, it became clear that the dead man was the victim of his own good deed. Reggie, 47, had offered to remove a tree behind his girlfriend's house. He borrowed his father's pickup truck, apparently in the belief that he could yank out the bottom of the tree, which would then, cartoon-like, fall away from the truck. He tied the truck to the tree and floored the accelerator. The uprooted tree, pulled in the direction of the force, toppled o

Heck On Wheels
Heck on Wheels 2005 Darwin Award Nominee Confirmed True by Darwin (17 April 2005, Syracuse, Indiana) Late one night, 26-year-old Joseph was blazing down the road in the Chain O'Lakes district on his Yamaha moped. When he saw flashing lights in his rear-view mirror, well... with the wind whistling through his ears, he apparently concluded that his moped could outrun a police cruiser. This hard-boiled Heck's Angels wannabe revved his engine and roared off. The speedometer needle flashed past 10--20--30mph, and within a minute, it was in the red zone at a blinding 40 mph. But no matter how fast Joseph went, he was unable to shake the pursuing police officer from his tail! If only he had a spare JATO! The two-stroke engine was buzzing like a hummingbird from the strain of the chase. Perhaps he was thinking, "You'll never take me alive, copper!" as he sped through the intersection. Whatever his last thoughts were, Joseph lost control of his would-be road rocket, crashed into a t

Self Made "make Up My Mind" 101
OK. I don't have enough status to create a real MUMM, so here goes: 1) Should I tell my hubby that though I love him dearly, I want to play around? 2) If yes, should I tell him that I wish only to play with women? 3) If yes, should I give him permission to watch us?

How To Live Life
HOW TO LIVE LIFE..... Be Calm... Quiet... Tranquil.... Bloom as often as you can... Stay close to your Family... Explore the world around you.... Enjoy the relaxing rhythm of waves... W A T C H T H E M O O N R I SE ... Spread your wings and take off on your own... Then enjoy the comfort of coming home again...

Death Valley Daze
Death Valley Daze 2005 Darwin Award Nominee Confirmed True by Darwin (27 July 2005, California) Robert, 35, was eager to hang out with the nudists at the Palm Springs campground, in a part of Death Valley where temperatures reached 136 degrees. The track was rough but passable until he was lured into the Saline Mud Flats by the deceptively dry appearance of its crackled surface, radiating heat in the baking sun. Within a few feet, the wheels of his VW microbus sunk deep into the muck that lay hidden beneath the crust. Robert was miles from nowhere, surrounded by the bleached skulls of other animals that had become trapped in the mire. But he had plenty of water, so he waited for help to find him on the remote dirt track. After six days, he abandoned the microbus and began walking to a less deserted location where someone was more likely to pass. Luck was with him! As he was shaking the last drop of water from his bottle, help arrived in the form of 14-year-old British lads

Dead Weight Part 2
Well we come to round 2 of the deletion game. I really do not care if I move up in rank here ever. I have met some really nice people in this Virtual Pub that I would like to keep around. As for the 66 that are left of the 136 I had yesterday. Congrats! Ya Made It this far but I am not done yet. I am not trying to be an ass, or a Jerk. But it just Sucks when you comment on someones page and they never say boo back to you ever. So if you are here as a points Ho, you are gonna go. Better yet, save me the trouble and remove yourself if you want to. Chao, See Ya! Bye 4 Now, Asta La Vista. Bona Sera Gracias, Thank You, Preggo, Frank aka The Bulldog!

Seahawks Vs. Bears
I sure have my fingers crossed to win the game tomorrow against the Chicago Bears. We have too many guys injured to really be a effective. Hackett is out this week after he did so well last week against Dallas. It is going to be a very hard game... I am wishing to see the HAWKS win... but, I have a bad feeling.

Tide Waits For No Man
Tide Waits for No Man 2005 Darwin Award Nominee Confirmed True by Darwin (23 May 2005, Texas) After surf-fishing on Crystal Beach, John was fatigued, but unwilling to call it a night. The full moon threatened to disturbed his nap, so John curled up for forty winks in the darkest place available: underneath his truck, which was parked on the beach. The next morning, a pickup truck was reported abandoned in the surf off Crystal Beach. A tow truck driver was called in, and had barely moved the pickup a foot, when he found the body of a 37-year-old man embedded in the sand beneath it. It turned out that the truck was not abandoned, after all. As John slept, time passed and the tide rolled back in. The wet sand shifted beneath the truck's weight, and John was trapped beneath it, unable to escape. The beach became his final resting place.

Questions And Regrets
Is it wrong to regret something in your life? Even though they say that what you have right now is the most wonderful thing ever, but still you feel like it shouldn't have happen. And if your regretting something, will it be good if you still continue with this? Is it ok to get rid of some of the things that cause the emptiness and frustration you’re having? In my case, it’s so damn hard. I’m scared of what’s going to happen after all these things that happened. Is it normal to feel this way at this moment? Is it right if I will just be thinking of myself and not of the two people that’s with me? These two need each other so much. And me, I’m just completely messed up. There’s something wrong with me. It’s sad though because it’s not my choice. Things just start to fall apart… in the other hand, I don’t even think things were built firm enough. Everything happened just like that. Both of us were not ready and now someone is coming and this one did not even choose to be here. Is

Feeling Better
There's been a stomach virus going around my area, don't know if it's hit the rest of the country. My kids had it last weekend, which meant is was just a matter of time before I got it. Felt like crap Wednesday, a little better on Thursday, had a relapse yesterday. Finally starting to feel better today. Holy crap, do I have a lot of housework to do!

Brrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
WOW... still snow on the ground around here and the hills are still covered too. Got down to 19 degrees here last night and is supposed to be the same for tonight. This is one of the coldest winters I have been through since we moved to Oregon 10 years ago. I still have snow all over my car this morning and there is snow still on our lawn too. But, then I heard it snowed yesterday in our old hometown of Redlands, CA yesterday. The entire west coast is COLD. When it gets down into the teens it is cold for here.

Rocketing To Glory
Rocketing to Glory 2005 Darwin Award Nominee Confirmed True by Darwin (7 February 2005, Malaysia) Fireworks are a longstanding lunar New Year's tradition among Malaysia's large Chinese minority, and continue to be widely used to celebrate, despite a ban on their saleS and use. Wan, a 29-year-old excavator operator, spent the evening watching people set off fireworks outside a suburban Kuala Lumpur nightclub. These were no mere firecrackers. They were rockets that shot as high as a ten-story building before exploding. His curiosity piqued, Wan bent over one of the launching tubes for a closer look, wondering how these powerful rockets worked. He was peering down the tube when it fired, sending him flying ten meters. He died instantly from severe head injuries, according to a senior police official.

What I Can Still Do
What I Can Still Do 2005 Darwin Award Nominee Confirmed True by Darwin (16 January 2005, Florida) Two North Fort Myers residents, 23-year-old Molly and her husband, had rented a room in a local motel for some unspecified activity, perhaps involving perpetuation of the species. As Molly entered the second-floor room, she went straight for the lanai, which overlooked a concrete patio. Most guests would have seen the railing on the edge of the lanai as a safety feature, but for Molly it brought to mind fond memories of her youthful gymnastic abilities. Molly called out to Todd, "Watch to see what I can still do." These would be her last words. She did a flip onto the railing for a handstand, just the way she used to do, then toppled over the other side, slamming into the patio 15 feet below. She was pronounced dead at the hospital. Reader Comments: "Molly, Molly, Molly." "She was just dying to impress him! LOL" "Agility does NOT equal intelligence (apparently.)" "Bet that w

My Quizzes..=)
LISAS QUIZ SECTION..=) Men See You As Playful Men want a challenge and you are the perfect playmate You know how to push men's buttons and attract a wide range of guys You enjoy living and loving - it's one of your most attractive qualities Men are often consumed with desire for you, and you love that! How Do Men See You? Using your mouth Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mouth. You are incredibly sensual, a great kisser and a seductive lover. You drive all of your partners crazy with your mouth. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com You Are Thong Panties Woman, you are one hell of a ride! You're a total wild child - and you live for crazy times. Men are attracted to you like flies to honey, even though they know they should stay away. You need a expert cowboy who can keep in tune with your free spirit! What Kind of Panties Are You? Take the quiz: Which Victoria's Secret Angel are you?Adriana LimaYou are wild,crazy,exotic,

Freeway Dangler
Freeway Dangler 2005 Darwin Award Nominee Confirmed True by Darwin (31 May 2005, Seattle, Washington) Strength and endurance are two of the most important characteristics that can be passed on to improve the species, so physical challenges between males are frequent. In this case, two drinking buddies found themselves on an overpass 40 feet above a busy freeway in downtown Seattle at 2:45 a.m. It turned out to be the perfect place to determine who had more strength and endurance. Whoever could dangle from the overpass the longest would win! Unfortunately, the winner was too tired from his victory to climb back up, despite help from his 31-year-old friend. The unidentified champion fell smack into the front of a semi-truck barreling down the highway at 60 mph and bounced onto the pavement, where he was hit by a car. The car did not stop. Authorities did not identify the winner of the competition.

Failed Frame-up
Failed Frame-Up 2005 Darwin Award Nominee Confirmed True by Darwin (19 March 2005, Michigan) "Unusual" and "complicated" is how the Missaukee County sheriff described the mysterious death of 19-year-old Christopher. After an evening spent imbibing large quantities of alcohol, Christopher noticed a shortage in his liquor supply that could not be attributed to his own depredations. He concluded that his neighbor had stolen a bottle of booze! He menaced the neighbor with a knife, to no avail, whereupon he retired to his own apartment to brood about revenge. Finally he figured out the perfect way to get back at that conniving bottle-thief: Christopher would stab himself and blame the neighbor! A witness saw Christopher enter the bathroom as he called 911. He calmly informed the dispatcher that his neighbor had stabbed him. Witnesses said he looked fine when he emerged from the bathroom, but a moment later gouts of blood spewed from his chest. Suddenly he began screaming be

Yeah, I Got Skill Beyond Pics.....
someone pleas tell me, what they speak of... a gift so pure and tru, i think they called it love when a man kisses his woman goodmorning and goodnight and instead of beers in bars he'd rather hold her tight his heart, room for no other because its filled with respect for the lady at home waiting for moonlit dinner on the deck their children all tucked to sleep and the lady's dressed just right another woman never crosses his mind because she's perfect in his sight holding hands and talking til daylight creeps in then its off to work, just 8 more hours til she's in his arms again a world where he really knows me and im all he's thinking of? i'll never find this place or this thing called love

Thank You, Kat.
The way Ali and I met is already exceptional and I guess the way we both tick, made us friends. I think I can compare her with an expensive oyster who holds a precious pearl. She is rough and hard on the outside, but if you are patient enough she might open up a bit and you can get a hint of the softness. If she really likes you, she might even show you her treasured heart. I¡¦m really grateful to have her as friend. Thank goodess she has a lot of patience with me, when I throw one of my tantrums lol. And that makes it so easy for me to love her. I can really talk about anything with her and know she is not just nodding bored, but really listening and giving me advice or she just let¡¦s me rant and rage till I calm down and can laugh again. She said I went through a lot this year, well she for sure had a rough year and I¡¦m glad she got out of it in one piece, cause I would miss her heaps if she wouldn¡¦t get online anymore ƒº I love you sis and I hope that we can meet someday and h

Just Want To Know
I want to know how many of my Cherry friends would date me I am not much for dancing around the truth so I figured I would just ask and see what my friends think of me and to find out if honesty still exists. With my brother passing away and the nonstop work I really need some one at the very least I can talk to but most importantly know there could be a future with them I am usaly very up beat I love Poetry I write it all the time when I get emotional I am strong most of the time but there are times when I break down, maby I should not be emotional at all but I am I love my daughter and my Family but there are times when I need some one special in my life if any of my friends read my blog would you please send me a msg on weather or not you would date me I am looking I may be pickey about the fact that you would have to like my daughter but not really pickey about age or looks I have my limits but they are very resonable. Hope to hear from you all Sincerily Aaron P.S. at

Coming Home For A Min.......
FEELS SOOOOOOOO GOOD! I have been away for 1yr and 1/2 and I am totalllllllllllly home sick. Will serve a small apprenticeship with my mom, doing cosmetic tattooing, Write in my book....(most important) SEEEEEE my GIRLFRIENDS I LOVE AND MISSSSSSSSSSSS! Go to Hollywood/Valley! Seeeeeeeee a boy I am totally into that makes me feeeel so good! I AM SCREAMINGGGGGGGGGGG INSIDE! IT FEELS SO GOOD! LOVE, ME Sheila X X X

Score For Goliath
Score For Goliath 2006 Darwin Award Nominee Confirmed True by Darwin (September 2006, Florida) A fearsome mythical giant was felled by a humble slingshot. But a modern speargun vs. an underwater leviathan is another tale altogether, as a Florida man discovered. Outlawed in 1990, hunting Goliath-sized groupers remains surprisingly popular. These fish can weigh hundreds of pounds, yet there are underwater hunters who choose to tether themselves to such muscular sea creatures. However unlikely a pursuit, the poaching of groupers by divers and snorkelers continues, in defiance of both the law and common sense. Of this elite group, our Darwin Award winner distinguished himself yet further by disregarding one essential spearfishing precaution. By embarking on this hunt without a knife to cut himself loose, the "fit and experienced snorkeler" was guaranteeing that his next attack on a giant grouper would be his last. Why anyone thinks it's a good idea to tether yourself to a f

Excited!
Well I just took the ASVAB yesterday morning and my recruiter said my score is what they call alpha so aparently I can have the job I want. I want to be an mp so i'm excited! Most of my friends are pissed that I'm going into the military but I just wish they would support me 110%. I'd be behind anyone of you guys no matter what you wanted to do. I'm signing on Tuesday so I'm not changing my mind at all!

Faithful Flotation
Faithful Flotation 2006 Darwin Award Nominee Confirmed True by Darwin (August 2006, Libreville, Gabon) In August, a congregation's 35-year old pastor insisted one could literally walk on water, if one only had enough faith. Big and bold was his speech. He extolled the heavenly power possessed by a faithful man with such force that he may well have convinced himself. Whether or not he believed in his heart, his sermons left room for only shame should he leave his own faith untested. Thus, the pastor set out to walk across a major estuary, the path of a 20-minute ferry ride. But the man could not swim. Lacking the miraculous powers of David Copperfield, let alone holy Jesus Christ, this ill-fated cleric found only a Darwin Award at the end of his final path. (A related Personal Account from Palorca, Portugal: "I met an elder villager who once tried to walk on water. He strapped small floaters to his feet. He floated, all right, but upside down, with his head submersed. He was

No Map In This New Territory
We are traveling into new territorys in this new ago of increased energy and opening of the heart and mind we all are venturing into new territory, that has not been explored. So don't let it overwhelm you. Take some time off from as much as you can, so you can process all the new information coming forth and heal from the increase of new energies and vibrations. Once you begin to take some down time, you can make your own map. Remember that guidance continues to come forth always, so when we are quiet and resting our minds, bodys and spirits, we are more open than when we are rushing all over, stressed, and in the actual mode of gathering information. There is no doubt that there is certainly something going on, and it is universal. Not only are we involved in it but the whole universe is shifting. Our minds, body's and lives are transforming, and our spirit's are jumping for joy over it all. But the best part, is that it is happening to multitudes of people. All light and spirit

Free Show!!
"for the luv of cupid". Feb.10th 2007 from 12pm until 9pm at the northwest trade center in dalton, Ga!! Free admission!!!featuring bands like:wicked unrest, staring at Annie, skies painted red, no one in sight, swank Sinatra, nd more. Don't miss this all day music fest!!

The Screwy Thing Here
ya know this is fucked when im on here for only about 2 and a half months and i have 4oo some views and on myspace im on there for like 5 months now and im now just hitting over 550 mark tell me that aint some shiznit there lol

Dreams Of You ( A Poem I Wrote)
Dreams Of You As I lay upon my bed, and sleep slips inside my head, I start to Dream Of Me and you, And things I would Like us to Do. I see us walking along a beach, I hold your hand n you look so sweet I kiss your lips you start to smile Then we walk for one more mile. We find a cave where we make love then we gaze at the heavens above I hold you close in my arm, and feel all your loving charms I start to stir and reach for you then I realize the truth

Purple Rain
AS MANY OF YOU KNOW, I HAVE BEEN VERY ILL THE LAST COUPLE OF DAYS. I AM STILL A BIT UNDER THE WEATHER BUT I HAVE BEEN REQUESTED TO DO THIS SONG. IT IS THE MOST REQUESTED SONG I HAVE EVER HAD IN KARAOKE. NORMALLY IT WOULD BE TURNED IN BEFORE I ARRIVE. IT IS NOT MY BEST QUALITY BUT...I TRIED. I HOPE EVERYONE ENJOYS.

Sexy Asian Female Seeks Dating Fun
Hi Thanks for stopping by. I am a sexy asian female into all things submissive.I collect photo's and video,s of beautiful asian women and like men who enjoy making me do filthy dirty degrading things.So please feel free to tell me your story.I get turned on reading things people want me to do.The worse they are the more i get juicy.I love turning men on. I was once very shy.Now i have been shown the light by my ex boyfriend. My xxx moments

She Would Prefer Hell Would You ?
An old lady dies and goes to heaven. She is chatting to St.Peter at the Pearly Gates when all of a sudden she hears the most awful bloodcurdling screams. "Oh my goodness," says the old lady, "what is happening?" "Don't worry about that," says St. Peter, "It's only someone having the holes bored on their shoulder blades for the wings." The old lady looks a little uncomfortable but carries on with the conversation. Ten minutes later, there are more bloodcurdling screams. "Oh my goodness," says the old lady, "now what is happening?" "Not to worry," says St.Peter, "they are just having their head drilled to fit the halo." Shaking her head, the old lady says, "I can't do this. I'm off down to hell." "You can't go there," says St. Peter, "You'll be raped and sodomized." "Sure" says the old lady, "but I've already got the holes for that!"

The Luckiest Man In The World
01/12/07 I have to say this, but I have the best Girlfriend in the world. Today, while I was at work, I planned on seeing her for just a bit. She totally suprised me by packing me a lunch today. I know most of you might think, so what? Well for me, that really meant a lot to me. I was in a 12 year marriage. 7 years was a loveless one. She NEVER did anything like that for me. Not that I expected that, but once in awhile would have been nice. But enough of that. not going to rehash and old wound. My wound has been healed by Heather and I am very happy to have her in my life. I love you Heather. My heart belongs to you!!!! ok, ok, I know i'm getting mushy, but for the first time in a long time, i'm happy. Thanks for listening, Jason

How Much R U Worth
here's the deal. You look over the following list and see how many of these things you have done. BUT you have to ADD up the money amount along the way. Then post the amount that you are as the title of the bulletin. PS, the smaller the amount the BETTER!!!!! 1. Had sex: $6.00 2. Smoked: $5.00 3. Got drunk: $5.00 4. Went skinny dipping: $3.00 5. Kissed someone of the opposite sex: $4.00 6. Kissed someone of the same sex: $4.00 7. Cheated: $2.00 8. Fell asleep in class: $0.50 9. Been expelled: $5.00 10. Been in a fist fight: $3.00 11. Given oral: $5.00 12. Got oral: $5.00 13. Prank called the cops: $3.00 14. Stole something: $2.00 15. Done drugs: $5.00 16. Dyed your hair: $0.50 17. Done something with someone older (like a few years): $3.00 18. Went out with someone OVER 18 (if your under 18): $4.00 19. Ate a whole thing of oreos: $0.50 20. Cried yourself to sleep: $1.00 21. Said you love someone but didnt mean it: $1.00 22. Been in love: $4.00 23. Got caugh

Hero
What Marvel Hero Are You? The PunisherYou are a mere human being that has lost their will to survive.You choose to kill people in any way possible.Shooting them,welding them into peices,death by a papercut,you are ruthless.You always kill your prey. Take this test

Guy Facts, Girl Facts, How True This Is
GIRL FACTS: When a girl bumps into your arm while walking she wants you to hold her hand When she wants a hug she will just stand there When u break a girls heart, she still feels it when u run into each other 3 years later When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind. When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply. When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around. When a girl answers, "I'm fine, " after a few seconds, she is not at all fine. When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are so wonderful. When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever. When a girl says that she can't live without you, she has made up her mind that you are her future. When a girl says, "I miss you, " no one in this world can miss you more than that When a girl is mean to you after a breakup she wants you back, but she's scared

Left Of Surreal
A new little song I wrote... let me know what ya think It's insane Never thought it'd come to this ripping, tearing away everyhting within A souless void Disembodied screams Transfering rage Transmissions of hate Transgressions agression Wait... Here it comes again Never ending night It's desolate Yet eerily satisfying A taste so sweet Rending flesh A dying light Inside eyes of grey Sparks fly Pulls you in again Left of surreal Bordering Nightmares Transfering rage Transmissions of hate Transgressions agression Wait... Just wait...

What Are You
What type of assassin are you? SniperYou prefer to make your kills from a distance. This is money in the bank for you. You have a great memory. Your weakness is you are vulnerable to close quarter attacks. Watch out for the Ghost and Cutthroat. Take this test

Weekend Finally
Had a pretty crappy week, non stop work, a truckload of meetings and little to no sleep. Yesterday I only had the energy to shoot some pool with a buddie,have some beers and then come home and crash asleep...and sleep I did, for 12 hours straight!!!

How Smart Are You
how smart are you flat out geniusOk, theres not much I can say here accept congratulations! There is noone smarter than you. Well, except the few others who made it here. I mean Im just gonna leave it at that. Im sure your much too above what I could say. Take this test

Sex Survey For 2007
The Ultimate SEX Survey by game_gurl69Do you like it rough or sensual?: bothDo you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both?: oppositeHow often do you like to have sex?: at least 3-4 times a dayIs sex a top priority for you?: yesDo you have sex face to face with your partner?: yesHow often do you get drunk and have wild, crazy sexy with a complete stranger?: noHow do you feel about one night stands?: not for me anymoreHow many one night stands have you had?: 1What's your favorite position?: the one that makes me cumWhere's your favorite place to have sex?: my bedroomDo you prefer to make love or f*uck?: bothHave you ever watched porn while having sex?: noHow long do you usually fore-play b4 doing the deed?: 20 - 30 minutesDo you get off first or do they?: they doDo you like kissing during sex?: yesDo you moan? If so, are you loud or quite?: quietDo you prefer your partner to be loud or quite?: loudDoes size matter (for girlz-- dicks/for guyz-- boobs)

Your Looking Like You Wanna Play?
you see my game,its not real flashie,slow at times ,and kinda trashie.i can take this man ,you think in your mind,ican take his money every last dime.ill send him home broke,and make him cry,ya watch me miss a shot throw my hands up and sigh. But Grandpa always told me never show em your best,make em think you are average,a sucker like the rest,so you think you are sharking,you think you found a fool.ok ill rack em lets play some pool! You soon see you fucked up,you feel in my trap,but your ego wont let you,shut you big flap.so you keep thinking ,ill take him this time,but the harder you push me, the brighter ,i shine. now the games are all over,the eights in the hole,i took all our your money,and part of you soul.you think you got cheated,i hustle your ass,but your the one who ask me,Hay lets play for some cash.just remember the shark a bad fish,but the dolphin is smarter,the shark dont have a chance.

On Of My Fave Songs
This song for some odd reason has always been one of my faves. From: Hounds of Love Written by Kate Bush "If I only could, I'd be running up that hill. If I only could, I'd be running up that hill." It doesn't hurt me. Do you want to feel how it feels? Do you want to know that it doesn't hurt me? Do you want to hear about the deal that I'm making? You, it's you and me. And if I only could, I'd make a deal with God, And I'd get him to swap our places, Be running up that road, Be running up that hill, Be running up that building. If I only could, oh... You don't want to hurt me, But see how deep the bullet lies. Unaware I'm tearing you asunder. Ooh, there is thunder in our hearts. Is there so much hate for the ones we love? Tell me, we both matter, don't we? You, it's you and me. It's you and me won't be unhappy. And if I only could, I'd make a deal with God, And I'd get him to swap our places, Be running up that road, Be running up that hill,

What Would You Be?
You scored as Dracula. You are the smooth sexy cool Dracula. Patient and lustful. If you were any cooler youd be ice. Great style with a way of seducing those around you. And three brides who wouldn't want to be him. Dracula92%Marius75%Akasha75%Lestat75%Armand67%Deacon Frost67%Louis67%Angel58%Blade58%Spike17%Whose your Vampire personality? (images)created with QuizFarm.com

Work On Weekends
And now you sit at your desk, surrounded by hardware that doesn't know what day of the week it is. It works like it always does. But you know. You know it's saturday. Nobody else is here. Not in the office, not in all of the building. How did it come to this ? Did you just get up and forget that friday was yesterday and on your way to the office mistake all the weekend shoppers as people on their way to work ? After a few hours you realize, that this is absolutely beautiful! The stereo is pumping louder than you ever dared when somebody else was in the building with you. You have air condition, free drinks, internet, the best job in the world that you get paid enormous amounts of money for. You get to be the lonely hero that saved the project milestone singlehandedly. Next saturday you will be just like the others and remember what a weekend is supposed to be like. But right now you love to be in the wrong place.

Decisions...decisions!!!
My girl, Raven is 7 in July and her last litter is planned for March. I just have to chose a stud dog and it's doing my head in. All things considered, Temperament, Working ability, Bite, Trainability, bloodline traits, hereditory quirks, Hip Scores, Titles etc I'm down to 3 Asko Xamm or the dog I'm leaning towards Atze I have sooo got to make my mind up soon. Arghhhh

How Do I Know
how do i know that i love you so that everything about me leads to you how do i know that this feeling will grow it never has stopped getting bigger by the day i know one thing i can say truthfully since the day we met my heart has truly been yours to have an to hold

Kill Me/bend To
you are the heart of the problem the splinter in my side the face of thousand sins hypocritical non-sentimental you never knew what it was to be child you wanna kill me you wanna kill me you wanna kill me then come on kill me kill kill kill between the money and the power its all that you know because the world will go more sour as stay in control pro-psychotic sub-hypnotic you wanna know what it feels like to be a god you wanna kill me you wanna kill me you wanna kill me then come on kill me kill kill kill kill kill kill kill killllllll there are no gods to fear but ourselves the only truth is what you get when you place your hope and soul in something that fails you over and over again the proof is shoved right up your ass but you wanna bend you wanna bend to youre just sheep youre fucking hopeless i bow to nothing i will bend for no one nobody knows what happens when you die so why the fuck you wanna waste your life when youre bullshit pray

Cannot Believe It ...
just bloody got caught speeding ......... bloody policceman sitting in a bus stop didnt see him till the last minute and he zapped me with those stupid ray gun things ...... doing 49 in a 40 .... pluh !!!!!!! 60 quid fine and 3 points on my license which is not good at all im so pissed i know i only have myself to blame but this week has been seriously pants !!!!! pluh pluh and triple pluh !!!

Hurt
Hurt and feeling alone,even though I am surround by family in my time of need. Pleading with GOD,Am I sorry for what happened? In many ways yes This is how me and lot of people I know feel out there when you lose a love one.Also how alot of people feel when they lose a child.Yet with every-one against abortion and telling how wrong it is.That is how alot of women who have abortions feel as well. No one understands or can pretend to understand,how we as woman feel,especially after something like that.Alot of women who are against abortion,SOMETIMES NOT ALL THE TIME BUT SOMETIMES will do it.Trust me when I say I know this. All,I am trying to say is don't hate on them TRY to understand what they did and WHY they did it. That is all Have a good one and take care

Thinking Of You
Every night I lay down And think of you Wishing you were here with me Instead of there alone But I know you have to do it And its what makes you happy Or at least used to Your ready to go home To be with the ones who love you I wish that it was me You were coming home to But I know you are going to her Which is for the best I still have him And am content for now Seeing you happy Is all that matters to me Never wanna see you hurt again Yet if you do Know that Im here for you And that with everything I do I think of you

Sexy Cherries
chrries my sexy cherries my beautiful friends my familly my fans i send much love for all of u many many things happened good with all of us today i ask about who is there and who is not there i told him we are friends always from heart my friends it is anther year starting and i wish to all of u all the luck for all of u and i want to told all of u there are chance to see each ather one day i think most of all of u from u.s.a i think one day we will meet each ather i love cherrytap so i love all of u with my best wishes for all of u cherries trible_xxx

Breakfast At Mcdonald's
This is a good story and is true, please read it all the way through until the end! I am a mother of three (ages 14, 12, 3) and have recently completed my college degree. The last class I had to take was Sociology. The teacher was absolutel y inspiring with the qualities that I wish every human being had been graced with. Her last project of the term was called, "Smile." The class was asked to go out and smile at three people and document their reactions. I am a very friendly person and always smile at everyone and say hello anyway. So, I thought this would be a piece of cake, literally. Soon after we were assigned the project, my husband, youngest son, and I went out to McDonald's one crisp March morning. It was just our way of sharing special playtime with our son. We were standing in line, waiting to be served, when all of a sudden everyone around us began to back away, and then even my husband did. I did not move an inch... an overwhelming fee

Glorious Saturday, Everyone!!
Just a note for those I was unable to greet this morning! I'm working today - again! Not a bad thing, actually! I will be back on probably late afternoon. Everyone, please have a glorious Saturday! Hope all is well with each and every one of you. Much love and hugs to all! Blessings all around!! Later!

Hey, Friend
Hey, friend, the flowers are all gone, and the sunshine is hiding in the wintery sky, so I wanted to send you a warm hug and some sunshine to let you know you're in my thoughts today. I'll do my best to send you the warmth of summer when winter winds come your way.

Love And Adore You
I heard the music when true love called, a song sent from heaven on silver wings. The whole world was dreaming, wisps of light streaming, as the stars spilled their magic upon you and me. The tune was more lovely than the nightingale's song, more delicate than a rose weeping, yet as powerful as the sun leaping to shed golden ribbons in herald of dawn. And I bow down before you, the one my eyes have longed to behold, my lonely heart pining, love Light shining, I swear that I shall love and adore you.

Angel Kisses
Someone who cares about you thought you could use some angel kisses. Angel kisses have the power to make you feel better and give you hope. Just one angel kiss will make your troubles disappear, and you'll suddenly have the motivation you need to complete a difficult task. Run your cursor over the angels to receive your angel kiss. and you'll feel a sense of warmth and happiness that will last the whole day. Even if it's rainy outside, nothing but sunshine will come your way.

Have You..
have you ever sat down and listened to a song? I mean really listened to a song and paid attention to the words. Only to learn that it has so much meaning to it? And then to add on top of it have someone who means the world to you tell you they wanted you to hear it for a reason? It can really make you open your eyes to what you mean to someone. Or at least it did me. to the one who knows what Im talking about...thank you! It let me know what I mean to you without you saying any thing. to the rest of you...well if someone tells you to listen to a song, really listen to it because there may be a reason they want you to hear it.

Good Wishes
I thought you could use some beauty in your life today, so I'm sending you this greeting to let you know that I'm thinking about you and sending some good wishes your way. May your day be touched with sunshine, your heart overflow with love, and your soul sing with hope. May everything in your life sparkle with a radiance that comes only from happiness.

Cheer Up (icare About You)
I know you're feeling blue. Lately, life has been hard on you. But know that I care about you, and I think about you every day. You're in my heart and in my prayers, and I'll be here for you during the rough times. I'll offer you an ear, a shoulder, and a big, warm hug. Have faith that everything will turn out fine, and in the meantime, I'll do my best to bring you some sunshine.

True Love
You're the world to me-- there's no one quite like you. You're the one I love, the one I want to touch. I give you my heart, and I need you so much. Offer me your sweet caresses; fill me with your wonderful light; soothe my aching heart; and hold me through the night. The mere sound of your voice summons deep emotion within Like an old familiar song like the comfort of a friend. When you're near, I'm lost to thoughts of love as you touch me with a magic that's as grand as stars above. I want to hold your hand. I hunger for your kiss. Offer me sweet tidings of true love's tender bliss. I promise our love shall soar, carried on the wings of a dove. So give me your heart, and bless me with your love.

More Than Words
[Verse 1] Saying I love you Is not the words I want to hear from you Its not that I want you not to say But if you only knew How easy it would be to show me how you feel More than words Is all you have to do to make it real Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me, yeah Cause I'd already know. [Verse 2] What would you do (what would you do) If my heart was torn in two? More than words to show you feel That your love for me is real What would you say If I took those words away Then you couldn't make things new Just by saying I Love You (just saying I love you, saying I love you) More than words (just saying I love you, saying I love you) [Verse 3] Now that I've tried to (now that I've tried to) Talk to you and make you understand All you have to do is Close your eyes and just reach out your hand And touch me Hold me close don't ever let me go More than words Is all I ever needed you to show Then you wouldn't have to say That you love me,

Bored
Hey im new here so im trying to get use to everything on here.I have a myspace that is way easier but im trying this out lol.If anyone wants to add me on myspace here is my link http://www.myspace.com/love2loveubabe so add me if ya like.

Presentation Can Be Everything!
This is another unique profile picture. It looks like something that was BBQ'd/seasoned and made to look like an irish shamrock. underooeater@ CherryTAP I don't think it is something that I have eaten before....a clue might be the "Rams" seasoning to the left of the plate. Maybe it is a rack of lamb? I have never eaten lamb so I am uncertain.... however, if it is a chef dish, I would think that the plate could have been presented a little better, but that is only my humble opinion.... Perhaps, we will hear more from this newbie soon for a explanation. :D

A Poem
I had a dream about you tonight, dear I dreamed I was holding you near You were whispering in my ear Sweet sweet nothings of love I had a dream that we were together, baby That you always said yes and never a maybe You said without me you would go crazy If you couldn't hold me in your arms I had a dream of us making love, sweetheart And in my dream, we would never part I have given you all of my heart Please don't break it in pieces And if one day you decide to leave my side Remember the ocean of tears I'll have cried You said without me, you would've died Now I'll dream of you forever

Bob Marley
This is my daughters 16th birthday cake...her birthday was yesterday but shes having a party today! took me 2 hours to do this and was up till 3 this morning lol.. sorry i havnt been on much lately, i've been so busy, had 100 and one things going on here since the xmas rush..too much to do, not enough time,lol.. Hope everyone is doing good and i'll get right back to ya real soon *HUGZ*

Diamond Ring Expert???
I have to admit that someone who places this diamond ring in their profile picture gthyjjh@ CherryTAP would certainly capture anyone's attention. It is an amazingly unique and captivating style! Perhaps this newbie to CT will offer an explanation soon. At any rate, this is certainly one way to romance on the net!! :D UPDATE: Now there are two newbies -- or, are they one and the same just setting up two different accounts??? Here is the other profile with the diamond ring image.... poiujhgs@ CherryTAP Perhaps, we'll hear "the rest of the story" soon. :) Kat

Unhappy!
Boy I dont know where to start.Im so unhappy with my health and with the way life is going.I think i have lupis witch you can die from that scares me the most I dont want to miss out on my daughters life.Or the man that i love so much But will never be with because of all the bad things i did to him a few years ago but i have changed i wish he would forgive me and be with me and be right by my side with all this stuff i'm going through with my health.I'm so scared of not seeing anyone anymore!I dont want to miss out on the good things in life,love,happiness,laughter,friends,family.Dr's cant find out whats wrong with me every time i go to the ER it's always something different.Life has to get better.I want to work,Take my daughter places,have money,a house of my own.a car,I'm trying to take one day at a time but it seems so slow.

Calling Aggie
“Hey aggie it’s“…..“I SAID.. HEY AGGIE“……Take the bandage off your ear? What happened Hun?”… “The other day”… “you were ironing some clothes”…”the phone rang”… “And you accidentally picked up the iron.”…”Ok”…”why don’t you use the other ear?”…”The phone”.. ”rang again”.. ”I see. Did you go to the doctor?”…. “What did he say?”… “He said you have a terminal case of Dumbitus”… “You got upset, I don’t blame you”….. “When you asked how much longer you have to live”…. “He laughed and walked out”.. ”Uh huh terminal yeah”… “Oh you have good news?”…. “John got a job”… “He has 100 men under him? Wow! That’s great what is he doing?”… “He’s mowing the lawn at the cemetery.”.. “eeyah”… “More good news? I don’t know if I can handle this”…. “Your sister is pregnant. That’s great”… “She doesn’t know if it’s a boy or girl yet”…… “So you don’t know if you are going to be an Aunt or Uncle. I see”….”Oh she invited you to the baby shower”….. “You don’t know if you are going to go or not? Why not?”…. “You

The "surge" In Iraq Is Merely A Tactic To Buy Time While War With Iran And Syria Can Be Orchestrated.
Surge and Mirrors: What Bush Really Said By Paul Craig Roberts 12 Jan 2007 ...Bush says, "We will disrupt the attacks on our forces. We will interrupt the flow of support from Iran and Syria. And we will seek out and destroy the networks providing advanced weaponry and training to our enemies in Iraq." In those words, Bush states perfectly clearly that victory in Iraq requires US forces to attack Iran and Syria. Moreover, Bush says, "We are also taking other steps to bolster the security of Iraq and protect American interests in the Middle East. I recently ordered the deployment of an additional carrier strike group to the region." What do two US aircraft carrier attack groups in the Persian Gulf have to do with a guerilla ground war in Iraq? The "surge" in Iraq is merely a tactic to buy time while war with Iran and Syria can be orchestrated. http://www.baltimorechronicle.com/2007/011207Roberts.html

Warfare
Don't tell me about your wounds we did enough of that to one another, I tore at you, you came at me, until thankfull release set us free. I'm sorry, it's over you wanted this way more then me. I'm glad it has ended, there isn't much left, a few tattered flags on the battleground of us. We limp away from each other, ribbons of flesh hanging, go your way, I'll go mine.

Bush Authorized Iranians' Arrest In Iraq, Rice Says
Bush Authorized Iranians' Arrest in Iraq, Rice Says 13 Jan 2007 A recent series of American raids against Iranians in Iraq was authorized under an order that President [sic] Bush decided to issue several months ago to undertake a broad military offensive against Iranian operatives in the country, Secretary of State Condoleezza Rice said Friday. http://www.nytimes.com/2007/01/13/world/middleeast/13strategy.html ( Bush needs a distration from the investigations into the fraud and theft in Iraq that the Bush Adminbistraion is so deeply involved in. - And a new war with Iran would provide excellent cover for the Bush & Co WAR CRIMES. )

Chamber Of Desire
I see you from afar In the faint mist of night My passions are at the highest Burning...yearning After you. I call your name and you look my way Come here Come into my world Enter into my chamber of desire Explore the fires That burn from within Light a match to your passions Burn out of control Take the pleasure you will feel From head to toe Melting... Melting into the folds Of my body Becoming one

A Contest
IT'S CALLED BLACK TIE AFFAIR...IT'S A FORMAL DRESS CONTEST...SUCH AS SUIT/TUX DRESS/GOWN...AND FOR THE MILITARY...THE DRESS UNIFORM. THERE IS A WOMANS AND MEN'S CONTEST. SO GO VOTE FOR YOUR FAVORITE. I AM IN THE MEN'S CONTEST. IN DRESS BLUES. SO IF YOU RATE, COMMENT BOMB AND REPOST I WOULD BE MOST GREATIFUL.

America's Defenders Fleeing Their Posts
An article about our National Guardsmen running away from their border post further demonstrates American authorities' lack of will to defend this nation and its citizens. What does it mean when our soldiers flee from potential conflict and the authorities say they "acted appropriately"? Whatever happened to "Halt! Who goes there?" when armed combatants approach your position? What kind of governors do we have who place National Guard members on our borders solely as a symbolic gesture, not really to defend themselves or our country against armed incursions? As we watch this lack of will to defend ourselves spread like cancer, we should wonder how long it will be before we have a complete breakdown in law and order, followed by the collapse of our society. We citizens now have irrefutable proof that our government is not going to defend us or this nation. Will it be up to citizens to arm themselves against the coming chaos?

The Results Are In
SORRY iM A LiTLE LATE TO REPORT THiS (i FELT THE NEED TO GO OUT AND GET MY DRiNK ON TONiTE) BUT THE HOTTEST T-SHiRT CONTEST iS OFFiCiALLY OVER AND THE RESULTS ARE iN... WiTH A RATiNG OF 28 AND A TOTAL OF 1961 COMMENTS, THE GRAND PRiZE OF A 3-DAY CHERRY BLAST GOES TO Mikey!!! CONGRATULATiONS!!! NOW WiTH A GRAND TOTAL OF 2400 COMMENTS (WOW!) AND A RATiNG OF 17, THE SECOND PLACE WiNNER OF A 1-DAY CHERRY BLAST GOES TO baltimorevibe WAY TO GO EDDiE MAC!!! AND WiTH A TOTAL OF 1106 COMMENTS AND A RATiNG OF 20, THE THiRD PLACE WiNNER OF SOME REALLY NiCE GiFTS iS i WANNA BE YOUR SUPERMAN LOVER THE REMAiNDER OF THE RESULTS GO LiKE THiS: !!Blood of a Slave~Heart of a King!!! mobetta dre STEVEN DOPSON(THE BLACKEST WHiTEST BLACK MAN YOU KNOW) ~-Sweet Cherry Pie-~ U.S.D.A Nigga MUCH THANKS AGAiN TO EVERYONE FOR ALL THE PARTiCiPATiON! KiSSES!!

Public School Funding???
Public school funding??? Let me say, I don’t have a problem with spending for education, so don’t make a judgment until you finish reading this. Just a few weeks ago, I got a notice that the school district in my home town was going to hold a referendum vote for some extra funding for the local schools. This vote was asking for just shy of $500,000. I know for some of you that this will not seem like a lot of money, but in a town of just a few thousand people it is a huge extra tax. They were asking for the money for busses, curricular learning materials, technology improvements, and costs related to the before mentioned. Ok, what exactly are they asking for a half million dollars for, I think for that kind of money they should be showing exactly what they are spending it on. I have discussed this with several of my friends, and they think the list is through. I don’t think it is at all, how many busses? Are they new or used? Are busses actually needed at this time for the

I Hate The Da's Office
Lord forbid that I had to go back to the DA's office ever again. I had to go to court last year and deal with for a POM, which by the way was drop in Willco. Thank GOD! But I got a call a few days ago about a case from seven years ago, that I thought was droped. WRONG! I check my voice mail and the guy on the other line says "Hey this is C&*#!. I am with the DA's office I need you to call me back as soon as you get a chance." I'm starting to think. WHAT THE FUCK DID I DO NOW. SHIT. I called him, just to be told I need you to come to the office, we need to talk in person about this case. Shit I dont want to do this. Well I went. We talked. I left. Just so I fucking come back a week later. I tell you what even when I'm not in trouble, that place still scares the crap out of me. Don't get me wrong i like our goverment for the most part. But when you got a bunch of politcal assholes walking around with guns and you cant bring one in with you it gets kinda scary.

Peace All Have Fun
GUYS IT WAS REALLY NICE KNOWING EVERYONE AND I WILL MISS EVERYONE SO MUCH BUT LIKE I SAID IN THE LAST ONE YOU GUYS ARE THE CRUNKEST PEEPS ON AND THAT IS TO EVERYONE.I LOVE EVERYONE AND DON'T EVER FOR GET ABOUT ME AND EVERYONE WILL BE IN MY HEART NO MATTER WHAT HAS HAPPENED BETWEEN US BUT KEEP IT REAL AND KEEP YOUR HEADS UP.AND SIS I LOVE YOU AND I WILL SEE YOU ON THE FLIP SIDE SOON.VAMP BABE I LOVE YOU AND I WILL SEE YOU ON THE FLIP SIDE TO AND YOU KNOW IT.CHRISTOPHER BRIAN ALDRICH I LOVE YOU AND I ALWAYS WILL NO MATTER WHAT AND I HOPE YOU KNOW THAT IN YOUR HEART BC I KNOW YOU DON'T BELIEVE ME BUT I DO.SLIPPERY I AM GOING TO MISS YOUR HUGGS AND ALL THAT SO MUCH AND I AM GOING TO MISS TALKIN TO YOU ON YM.MARK YOUR MY HOMIE FOR LIFE AND I WILL MISS TALKIN TO YOU TO MOST OF ALL BC YOU HAD ME OTFRLMAO AND I WILL MISS THAT SO MUCH.DRAVEN YOU ARE A GREAT FRIEND AND FUN PERSON TO TALK TO.ERN I WILL SEE YOU SO YEAH.DJ TONY I WILL MISS YOU SO MUCH BC YOU ARE THE CRUNKEST DJ AT NIGHT AND I WILL

Saints Vs Eagles
Since the Eagles game last week... everyone has been asking me ... "who are you rooting for?" (im origionally from Philly... but i dont like the eagles... my poppop raised me right.. im a Steelers girl lol...) ... sigh... i honestly dont care... Yes it is great that New Orleans is getting some good attention and that people are coming to visit... GREAT.... .... it just sucks because im gonna have to bartend during the game... ... right off bourbon street... with the drunks... my regulars..... the tourists ... and the crack heads.. .......... so how many am i going to be throwing out? ... ::duh duh duh:: ............ stay tuned for the conclusion ...

News Media
Nothing original from me but a joke a buddy sent Dan Rather, Peter Jennings, Cokie Roberts, and a tough old U.S. Marine Sargent were all captured by terrorists in Iraq . The leader of the terrorists told them that he would grant them each one last request before they were beheaded. Dan Rather said, "Well, I'm a Texan; so I'd like one last bowlful of hot spicy chili." The leader nodded to an underling who left and returned with the chili. Rather ate it all and said, "Now I can die content." Peter Jennings said, "I am Canadian, so I'd like to hear the song "O Canada" one last time." The leader nodded to a terrorist who had studied the Western world and knew the music. He returned with some rag-tag Musicians and played the anthem. Jennings sighed and declared he could now die peacefully. Cokie Roberts said, "I'm a reporter to the end. I want to take out my tape recorder and describe the scene here and what's about to happen. Maybe someday someone will hear it and

My Daughter's Best Friend
My 13 year old daughter came home from school everyday with her best friend Jennifer. Jennifer was a couple of years older than my daughter but to my surprise was a virgin. She had a boyfriend but spent very little time with him due to the fact that he lived two counties away. Jennifer was an absolutely drop-dead gorgeous girl and I could not figure out why she was a virgin for she talked about sex a lot. One particular day Jennifer came by the house with my daugher after school just like she always did and completely blew me away. She was short, only about 4'10 only wieghed a handful of pounds. She was incredibly skinny and had waist length red hair and just the cutest little ass you ever saw. She was dressed in a tight pair of jeans that showed every curve of her ass and she knew how to work it. Her perky little nipples stuck out of her equally tight pink teeshirt. She approached me in the kitchen as my daughter went into the bathroom take a shower. "Mr. Johnson," she said with

H To The E To Ttha Em To Tha Peeee
The hemp plant is the most versatile crop in the entire plant kingdom and has shown its uses throughout history. The first book was written in China on Hemp paper, and our country was founded on hemp. George Washington was the largest hemp farmer in the world during the late 1700's and Thomas Jefferson called on farmers to "plant hemp seed, not tobacco", in fact, hemp was legal tender for almost 200 years in the United States, that's right, you could even pay your taxes with hemp! The current laws against the cultivation of Hemp can be attributed to three men, Henry J. Anslinger, Lammont DuPont, and William Randolph Hearst, who made growing hemp illegal. Anslinger was the head of the Federal Bureau of Narcotics, DuPont and Hearst were the owners of the largest chemical company and newspaper, respectively. Hearst began printing outlandish stories with headlines such as "Marijuana goads user to blood lust" and "Hotel clerk identifies Marijuana smoker as gunman". He also took advantage

By Gone Days.
Just a latley, I have found myself thinking about the days when I was younger. Particulary, the 60s and 70s. I remember the music, listening to bands like the rolling stones, the faces, the small faces, amen corner, lindisfarne to name a few, and solo sings like donavan, bob dylan, and many others. they were good days I Remember with fondness, I just wish I could have been brought up in usa. In those days I was more free to be me, Long hair, motorcycle and the open road. In the UK now the roads are more packed then what they were then.I guess I will love motorcycles till the day I die. I dont have one at presant, but Im hoping over the next couple of years to get another. The next will be a Harley Davidson heritage softail. Well have a nice day

Written To Me...thank You I Still Luv Them Even Thou Ur Gone!!
It will begin with a smile curling up at the corners until it collides with your eyes It will lead into words saying what can't be said trying to speak from the heart It will turn into a lifetime learning and sharing giving eachother what was missing It will begin with a smile and end with forever Soul mate Words can't express the way you make me feel. When I think about it, seems too good to be real. The love I've felt in the past cannot compare. To the love and time that we already share. Things that were important before no longer exist. Because what we have now, I had always missed. You are the answer to all of my prayers. I know in my heart, you're one who cares. I want to spend my entire life with you. By yourside, I'll always make it through. I always wondered who my soul mate would be. I knew it was you the first time you kissed me. I never believed I could be as happy as I am now. I'll love you for the rest of my life, this I vow. I am not

Always {kalvin Jones}
The first sound of your voice I knew it was you The one of my choice The one that I knew The past was now gone The future so clear It’s like it was drawn out Right in front of me here I don’t know from where These feelings arose They are so fair They continue to grow I am still a baby Giving my heart to you Thinking that maybe You will love me true You say that you love me I trust that you do Please don’t lie to me Because I love you I feel scared to open my heart to you I’ve been hurt before Them telling me it's through I don’t want to feel that hurt anymore The first sound of your voice I knew it was you The one that I would tell “I will always love you” When it comes to love, I have learned not to hold my breath, but instead, cross my fingers. It takes three seconds to say I love you. Three hours to explain it and a lifetime to prove it.

Pelosi Moves To Close Samoa Wage Loophole
House Speaker Nancy Pelosi yesterday said Democrats will close a loophole in the House-passed minimum wage increase that exempts American Samoa -- an action taken after it was revealed that one of the U.S. territory's main employers is based in her congressional district. "I have asked the Education and Labor Committee as they go forward with the legislation to make sure that all of the territories have to comply with U.S. law on the minimum wage," Mrs. Pelosi said. The decision follows criticism over the exemption, reported earlier this week by The Washington Times, to allow tuna canneries in American Samoa to continue paying $3.26 an hour -- nearly $4 less than the $7.25 minimum wage passed by the House Wednesday. Republicans, after the vote, pointed out that StarKist Tuna, one of two companies that employs about 75 percent of the Samoan work force, is owned by Del Monte, which is headquartered in Mrs. Pelosi's San Francisco district. "Simply put: It is unethi

Daily Reading For The Day
from the book of john chapter 3 verse 16-21 for god so loved the world that he gave his only begotten son that whosoever believe in him should not perish but have everlasting life,17for god sent his son into the world to condemn the world,but that the world through him might be saved,18 he that believeth on him is not condemned:but he that believeth not is condemned already,because he hath not believed in the name of the only begotten son of god,19 and this is the condemnation that the light is come into the world,and men loved darkness rather then light,becasue of there deeds were evil,20 for every one that doeth evil hteth the light,neither cometh to the light,lest his deeds should be reproved,21 but he that doeth truth cometh to the light,that his deeds may be made manifest,that they are wrought in god,amen wado pastor cougarmoon

On Troops Coming Home....
Next time someone whines about the war, please say this: "Yes you are right, we should just surrender all our freedoms and do what they say, then we will at least just be alive. We really do not need to have the Internet. Or pets. Or doctors. Teachers. Computers. Credit cards. The ability to move to another city. Or State. Or be openly gay. Or be married to a person of our own choosing. Sports, yea we can do without sporting events. And we never do pray enough. We need to mandate that. Prayer rugs for everyone or off with your head. Finally one religion in the US. Much better now. No more fighting over Crosses or Stars of David. No more Christmas Trees. No Menorah. No Kwanzaas. No anything. Did your daughter have sex before marriage? Kill her. Beer? Alcohol of any kind? Fuhgetaboutit!!!! Yep, let's just let them have their way so we can at least live." Then remind them of ME and MY COMRADES IN ARMS who will NOT let that happen! EVER. That is why we have

Horny-scopes Adults Only
MY sign is LEO What the signs are like in BED! Aquarians make much better friends than lovers, but when a typical Aquarian gets some bang-bang, it's more an intellectual experience than an emotional one. Looks aren't important to Aquarians in a relationship; it's the mind and spirit of a lover that turns Aquarius on. They are very entertaining in bed and are probably the most inventive of all the signs. Mental stimulation is more important to them than physical, which means that pornography gets them hot! Aquarians are impatient and like sex to be fast and satisfying. They are very particular about hygiene and contraception and sleeping around holds little interest for them. FAVE POSITION Mutual masturbation. BEST SEX TOY A Dildo. Whether gay, straight, male or female, Aquarians will have some fun with this. AQUARIUS MALE IN BED He has amazing staying power in the sack. He can keep at it and control himself for as long as it takes for YOU to finish! He's up for anyt

This Is Who I Am
I'm a modern man. A man for the millenium. Digital and smoke free. A diversified multicultural postmodern deconstructionist, politically, anatomically, and ecologically incorrect. I've been uplinked and downloaded, I've been inputted and outsourced. I know the upside of downsizing I know the downside of upgrading. I'm a high tech lo-life. A cutting-edge, state-of-the-art, bi-coastal multitasker and I can give you a gigabyte in a nanosecond. I'm new wave but I'm old school and my inner child is outward bound. I'm a hotwired, heatseaking, warmhearted cool customer, voice activated and biodegradable. I interface with my database and my database is in cyberspace, so I'm interactive, I'm hyperactive, and from time to time I'm radioactive. Behind the eight ball, ahead of the curve, riding the wave, dodging the bullet, and pushing the envelope. I'm on point, on task, on message, and off drugs. I got no need for coke and speed. I got no urge to binge and purge. I'

Leo
LEO July 24 - August 23 Ruling Planet: THE SUN which isn't a planet at all, but a star, and just like Leo's opinion of them, it's the centre of our solar system! Leos can be very 'into themselves’ when they bonk. It's not that they don't make their partner feel special, it's just that they often forget about them as they secretly high-five themselves for scoring again! Leo does actually want more from a partner than just sex though. Leo wants love and friendship too. They can be very romantic, but when they get into bed, it's not an experience they're about to have, it's a show! They like to perform... and they take requests! "Doing it" is the ultimate stress buster for Leo and they] are pretty damn good at it, but they need constant praise for their outstanding performance. FAVE POSITION Receiving ‘oral affections’, since Leo is all about getting serviced! BEST SEX TOY A camera or a game of Strip Poker will get the cat purring… or perhaps you can use them both together!

Nice Guys Finish Last
It's amazing that assholes can get girls. Actually, now that I think of it, it's not that amazing. They are assholes at heart, but to meet girls they lavish their undying love. IT'S A CHARADE. They act nice, friendly, and they listen… until they get into what they're after. Their prey thinks they are in love with them, however when they realize what assholes their predators really are, they pretend like the asshole is really nice inside. The girl tries to change the asshole into a nice guy, but assholes will always be assholes. She gets upset and goes to the nice guy to complain about the asshole. But she claims to love the asshole… now this is where the theory begins. She doesn't want to look like she is easy so she wont dump the asshole right away, instead she will stay with the asshole. Girls are idiots. They don't realize that the nice guy has been there all along. He never had to pretend to be a good guy to get girls because he is naturally like that. However, girls d

Back In Classes
hello to everyone, just letting everyone know that i am not ignoring anyone, i was on a three week break and tried to catch up with everyone, i will do my best to keep in touch, i am back to hitting the books, so i am wishing everyone a great day/night (depending on when you read this)

Revered To A Certain Destiny.
the other day i had a revelation.. everything i have experienced, Getting fired, moving, Death of a loved one, Heartbreak, Lust, Love, pain, psychological torment, Divorce, getting a job, school, Getting high, Car accidents, Injury, Dreams, Drinking, Premonitions, Backstabbing, Deceit, Freindship, Rage. it has followed me this whole way. there is one thing i've desired most. and that is to raise a family, is it because my dad pressures me to find a mate, i don't know. I don't know if it's biological, or if i was trained this way. none of these things i have listed compare to the responseability that comes with bringing a child into the world. i have been to countless parties, met countless people. drank my way into the depths of oblivion. walked along the beaches with a freind sang songs at volumes most would be to embarased to do. all these things and more have taught me much about life. and though i may not be ready, i am prepared to face the challenge of being a father. to le

Why???????
Man oh man...I keep asking myself why i left the sunny/rainy state of Fl.......ITS FREAKIN SNOWING AGAIN DAMN IT!!! Yuck I hate! We had a real bad snow fall like the week b4 thankgiving and it stayed on the damn ground for weeks....then it's been kool but beautiful until today and now we have the pleasure of sleet, freezing rain and almost snow damn it LOL the ground is turning white again.......anyone headed to fla that is willin to put me in the suitcase and take me with?!?!?!?!?! lmfao This was gay i know but had to vent lol Later freakz!

In The Wee Hours
being an insomniac is an awful thing....especially when you add having a kid into the mix. i get few oppurtunites to sleep, and find myself physically impossible to take advantage most of the time. i would give a finger to be able to sleep for more than four consecutive hours on a regular basis. to all of you who aren't up reading this, but in your third dream right now, i'm so fucking jealous!

You Know Who You Are........
Tonight I went out to the bar with my best friend and got a little toasted. As a matter of fact I am just a little loaded right now. I just got dropped off here at home. I felt the immense need to get on here and just spill my guts. I have loved someone for such o long time, someone that I know I can only have with restrictions. This person is the most beautiful person I have ever known. When I look into this persons eyes I see the world. I see love, friendship, companionship, honesty, trust, sincereity (excuse the spelling I told you I have been drinking), kindness, softness, and just mind altering warmth. I see the person that makes me always feel like I can do no wrong when I am around them. My entire heart and soul is in love with this individual. This person thinks they know how much I love them but I don't show it all because I know a future for us isn't to be. I respect this person so much that I would never ever over step the bounderies that I know is there in this persons h

Attention Everyone!!!!
ATTENTION EVERYONE Would you like to have a gallery of you own that you can use to post all your hot and sexy pics? If so then this is for you!!! Thats right, A place for all you models, hot and sexy people and etc!!! Your even aloud to post nude pics of your self and sexual activaties!!! This is only if this is part of your hot and sexy pics!!! Of course it goes on more than just that!! You get a gallery upon registration but, ....... You can create gallerys inside gallerys alowing you to be able to be creative and sectioning off certan catigories!!! Be creative and youl have the best looking gallery and then if you do go for modeling and etc, ........ Youl have a great place online to show off!!! Its free for you and free for everyone to see!!! Now, if you set in keywords for each gallery, you be found on the internet and listed under that search!!! Just think of all the possbilaties of being found and mabe making money modeling if your found by an ag

Phobia List
FEAR OF: 13, number- Triskadekaphobia. 666, number- Hexakosioihexekontahexaphobia 8, number- Octophobia. A- Abuse: sexual- Contreltophobia. Accidents- Dystychiphobia. Air- Anemophobia. Air swallowing- Aerophobia. Airborne noxious substances- Aerophobia. Airsickness- Aeronausiphobia. Alcohol- Methyphobia or Potophobia. Alone, being- Autophobia or Monophobia. Alone, being or solitude- Isolophobia. Amnesia- Amnesiphobia. Anger- Angrophobia or Cholerophobia. Angina- Anginophobia. Animals- Zoophobia. Animals, skins of or fur- Doraphobia. Animals, wild- Agrizoophobia. Ants- Myrmecophobia. Anything new- Neophobia. Asymmetrical things- Asymmetriphobia Atomic Explosions- Atomosophobia. Automobile, being in a moving- Ochophobia. Automobiles- Motorphobia. B- Bacteria- Bacteriophobia. Bald people- Peladophobia. Bald, becoming- Phalacrophobia. Bathing- Ablutophobia. Beards- Pogonophobia. Beaten by a rod or instrument of punishment, or of being severely criti

Thought For The Day
Thought for the day: In case we find ourselves starting to believe all the anti-Americanand negativity, we should remember England's Prime Minister Tony Blair's words during a recent interview. When asked by one of hisParliament members why he believes so much in America, he said: "A simple way to take measure of a country is to look at how many want in... And how many want out." Only two defining forces have ever offered to die for you: 1. Jesus Christ 2. The American G. I. One died for your soul, the other for your freedom.

A Poem I Wrote On March 25 2005
She Doesn’t Know! Jenna P./My halo is held up by my horns She looks in his eyes Sees the depth of his soul Sees that wonderful man Knows she loves him She has no courage when it comes to him She has a feeling that runs through her soul When it comes to him She needs to see him It cant be controlled She doesn’t hold the reigns wishes she could They pull her down and she always has to let go She knows she loves him Knows how he sees her He likes her They are great friends The silence is never ending That pain and hurt that comes with the silence Always brings more tears She cant break the barrier What stops her from breaking the wall Why does she love him so She knows she loves him But she cant break the silence She isn’t strong enough to break the wall A wall of security she has built over time The wall will never fall That wall is too strong He doesn’t love her He loves another The pain will never go away She nee

Who Knows What Is Gonna Come Out Of My Mouth?
this is my first time bloging here so its all new to me on myspace i always came up with of the wall shit cause thats how me head thinks so who knows what the fuck will come out of my pie hole this time cuase since my friend showed me this place i dont used that shit hole place no more like i said before holy shit bateman i forgot my kewl lil jump suit why do we blog any ways why do we do the shit we do who the fuck knows we are just pawns in this lil game god is up there right now looking down at us sipping his bud light beer laughing at us sitting in his lazy boy you know when it rains gods pissing on us too aint that just great think of that the next time it rains and your walking to your car !!!

I Am Aging Way Too Fast, Or Am I????
MY PROFILE STATS SECTION --- Level: Epic Cherry (14) Member Since: Oct, 01 2006 Cherry Points: 141,736 Rating: 10.01 (896) Fans: 273 Profile Views: 9,111 Referrals: 2 sent, 9 joined Age: 48 Birthday: April, 13th Gender: Female Location: Austin, TX (UNITED STATES) Salutes: 2 salute photos! QUESTION FOR CT: Now, how did I turn 48 already, when my birthday isn't until April 13th??? ANSWER: ??????? :)

If Your're Bored..u Gotz 2 Read This
I (BOSS LADY WIT DA SEXXXY EYEZ) WANNA MARRY BEN DOVER !! HELP ME OUT PLEASE..IT'S APPRECIATED OK YEPP I'M IN ANOTHER CONTEST AND I NEED BOMBERS !!! NAME OF CONTEST IS "WHO WANTS TO MARRY BEN DOVER" IT'S GUNNA BE A FUN ONE. IT STARTS JAN.10(WED.) AND WILL GO UNTIL JAN.31(WED) SO PLEASE ANY FREE TIME YOU WANNA SPEND BOMBING WOULD BE GREATLY APPRECIATED. JUST CLICK ON MY PIC BELOW AND IT WILL TAKE YOU RIGHT TO ME. THANKS AGAIN IN ADVANCE NUTTIN BUT LUV FOR YA. XOXOX

The Nuclear Age Or: How I Learnt To Stop Worrying And Love The Bomb
Hist 106 Suzanne Neeley The Nuclear Age: Or How I Learned to Stop Worrying and Love the Bomb. (Okay, so I swiped this title from the movie. I love Peter Sellers.) I understood the assignment and it was very clear. I will try to answer question number 1, but I have quite a bit to say about question number 2, and so I will start with that. Being the daughter of a CIA agent makes life difficult to say the least. It’s hard to a) get a date, and b) fit in with everyone else. It’s a lonely life and although I don’t regret one single minute of it, I can say that ignorance truly is bliss. My brother Paul and I were quite literally children of the Cold War, in every possible way. We lived a life that is hard to explain to other people, and that in itself is very isolating. I spent the first three years of my life in Romania, under Ceaucescu at the height of the Cold War. Some of my earliest memories are of people that were considered “the enemy”. Even my beloved nanny, G

Thank You, Norml
Two recent studies should be the final nails in the coffin of the lie that has propelled some of this nation's most misguided policies: the claim that smoking marijuana somehow causes people to use hard drugs, often called the "gateway theory." Such claims have been a staple of the White House Office of National Drug Control Policy under present drug czar John Walters. Typical is a 2004 New Mexico speech in which, according to the Albuquerque Journal, "Walters emphasized that marijuana is a 'gateway drug' that can lead to other chemical dependencies." The gateway theory presents drug use as a tidy progression in which users move from legal drugs like alcohol and tobacco to marijuana, and from there to hard drugs like cocaine, heroin and methamphetamine. Thus, zealots like Walters warn, marijuana is bad because it leads to things that are even worse. It's a neat theory, easy to sell. The problem is, scientists keep poking holes in it -- the two new studies being are just the mo

Is It Gay? That Is The Question?
A buddy and I were talking, and he said he and his wife are in a sexual rut. He had been told by another friend to try anal sex. Not on her, but on him. Let me explain. My buddies friend suggested that he and his wife use anal play to liven up their sex life. Since the male g-spot is the pancreas, which inside the anus, the buddy told my friend that he and his wife should experiment with that. By using fingers, dildos and anal beads. Now my buddy being a normal man's man, was grossed out by this. He said it was "gay" I told my buddy that when lesbians use dildos for sex that is not "strait" sex, since it is still a woman making love to another woman. So with that in mind, if a "strait" couple did the kind of anal sex discussed, then it would, in theory, still be strait sex. Right? Let me know what you think?

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Yeah, so I finished today with just about 40 hours so all day tomorrow I'm on overtime. Gotta love that shit! It just sucks cause all I do now is work, work out and sleep. My life seems somewhat empty. I guess I'm sort of sick of being single but on the other hand I have absolutely no time to keep up with a healthy relationship. Whatever, I'm just venting I guess.

Nazi's, Fascists, And The Soviets: A Very Personal Look
Hist 106 Suzanne L. Neeley Totalitarianism The rise of fascism in Italy was not surprising and it achieved its highest ideals under Mussolini. Nazism properly defined, is not a fascist system but rather part of a broader totalitarianist definition to include the Soviet Union (Stalin’s regime in particular), the movements of the Arrow Party in Hungary, etc. Mussolini’s writings reflect the general requirements to meet the standard of a fascist state, and it is not surprising therefore, that when we discuss Italian Fascism, it is generally with a literal, capital ‘F’. The state that Mussolini envisioned was one that would recapture a past greatness, and supremacy and hold it by military force, while at the same time, enforcing a separation of Church and state, and imposing state values upon the whole fabric of societal life. That said, he certainly was not above using the Church to achieve this, and saw nothing contradictory about forging closer ties with the Church and did

Hotties In History
Hist 295 Suzanne L. Neeley Hotties in History: An Unsolicited Manuscript Just for the Fun Of It Homeliness is not always next to Godliness, although that is a common misperception, particularly since the Latin Church has exploited such an erroneous and prejudicial belief. It is quite ridiculous to assume that people of history could not have also been “beautiful people”. Such an idea is absurd because it assumes a modern conception of beauty rather than a holistic assessment. In short, there were several “Hotties” throughout the medieval period, including a few Saints of the Church. I will cover here, only a few men, for the benefit (and academic edification) of the Reader but I will show that not only were they easily considered “Hotties” in their day, there is no reason to think that, if one could travel back in time, one would not agree. The only reason that the Church has portrayed these men as “homely” is because it suits their purpose to do so. People always want

The Iona Fragment
Suzanne L. Neeley: A Work of Satire (No kidding!) for Irish American Heritage. Press Release The Iona Fragment April 11, 2005 For immediate publication It was announced today by the Iona Historical Society for the Preservation of Rocks and Stones Used In Monastery Buildings, that a very unusual manuscript has been found in what was formerly the outhouse of the Iona Monastery, Island of Iona. The document dates to the very early 13th century and is a hitherto unknown diary of sorts, written by a monk of the monastery. It is illuminated in the classic Iona style, recalling the Book of Kells, and it appears to be a collection of personal journal entries. A very exciting find, this manuscript proves that the formerly published 9th century medieval poem, “Pangur Ban” was well known throughout the British islands since the monk who wrote the diary, includes it in one entry. We reproduce here, a few choice selections of the text, translated into English by the Society for

Agree Or Disagree
AGREE OR DELETE Andy Rooney DID YOU KNOW? As you walk up the steps to the building which houses the U.S Supreme Court you can see near the top of the building a row of the world's law givers and each one is facing one in the middle who is facing forward with a full frontal view . it is Moses and he is holding the Ten Commandments! DID YOU KNOW? As you enter the Supreme Court courtroom, the two huge oak doors have the Ten Commandments engraved on each lower portion of each door. DID YOU KNOW? As you sit inside the courtroom, you can see the wall, right above where the Supreme Court judges sit, a display of the Ten Commandments! DID YOU KNOW? There are Bible verses etched in stone all over the Federal Buildings and Monuments in Washington, D.C. DID YOU KNOW? James Madison, the fourth president, known as "The Father of Our Constitution" made the following statement: " We have staked the whole of all our political inst

The Monastics And Their Sex Lives...lol!
HIST 295 Suzanne L. Neeley Those Who Pray: The Women To begin, we must examine the origins of modern renditions of the legend of Pope Joan and other similar stories that are popular in today's media marketplace. Firstly, feminist scholarship suffers from several problems, not the least of which is its tendency to impose a post modern value system onto historical figures, events and places that bear no relationship whatsoever with such modern ideas. Further, feminist versions of such "history" face the inevitable problem of figuring out the motivations of historical female figures, while at the same time, attempting to draw upon their own value system. This is a rather shallow error and it leads to numerous problems in examining any period of history with any seriousness. If female historians wish to be taken seriously, then they certainly ought to imbue their work with the sobriety that it demands and quit endowing historical women with a post modern feminist agenda that

More Poetry...
Now, I have to preface this by saying that one of my CT pals, actually did his "due diligence". He did some "research" on me (presumably to make certain that I wasn't on the FBI's Most Wanted list) and he found a poem I wrote in 1996. Incredible! I had completely forgotten this poem, and he found it for me. Additionally, this poem was written at a time in my life that was incredibly painful and heart-wrending. I won't bore you with the details, but after "re-discovering" it, after having forgotten about it for many years, I will share it with you. It was published in the New Yorker under a different title so my lawyer says it's okay to "copy" it here as 'Untitled'. In Tara's halls, harps echo; around doth ruin lie. Though far from home, we shall come there by and by. We wait as anxious children, for a mother, now no more, and we with arms outstretched in passion, reach toward that blessed shore. Our wait is never done, everlasting beyond Death. Alone, in haunted

Let's Send This Around The World
Let's send it around the world. FRIENDS ARE BORN, NOT MADE This is a poem being sent from a Marine to his Dad . For those who take the time to read it, you'll see a letter from him to his Dad at the bottom. It makes you truly thankful for not only the Marines, but ALL of our troops. THE MARINE We all came together, Both young and old To fight for our freedom, To stand and be bold. In the midst of all evil, We stand our ground, And we protect our country From all terror around. Peace and not war, Is what some people say. But I'll give my life, So you can live the Am erica n way. I give you the right To talk of your peace. To stand in your groups, and protest in our streets. But still I fight on, I don't bitch, I don't whine. I'm just one of the people Who is doing your time. I'm harder than nails, Stronger than any machine. I'm the immortal soldier, I'm a U.S. MARINE!

My Addiction!
I now have this new addiction....well addictions. I want to know everything about Leonardo da Vinci, freemasonry, and codes. Like cryptex, etc. And no it's not because of Dan Browns book...cause I read that along time ago. It's just something I am fascinated with. Like the huge code sculpture thats outside of the CIA building. That no one has ever cracked the last section of this sculpture. Leonardos paintings, and cryptex, and codes that he used to do. I love to get my hands on the original notebooks of his. And just sit down, and put stuff together. I guess that's why I want to become an archeaologist. Stuff like that just fascinates me. I love a good mystery and hunt. I want to know about the seven wonders of the world. I want to know more about Atlantis.. I want I want I want. In all honesty. My biggest unrealistic goal is to know everything about everything. To be to smart for my own panties. I want to learn about the stuff no one knows about. In a sence god lik

California Congressional Democrats Lead The Way In Increasing Minimum Wage For America's Working Families
Press Release: January 10, 2007 by CDP Press Office Today, California Democrats in Congress did what Republicans refused to do for ten years, they voted to give workers an increase in the federal minimum wage, raising it from $5.15 to $7.25. In addition to increasing minimum wage the new Democratic Congress has wasted no time getting to work on the people's business, already passing historic ethics reform and the bi-partisan 9-11 Commission recommendations. "Last year, here in California, Assembly Speaker Fabian Nuñez and Senate President pro tem Don Perata took the lead on the issue by passing legislation to raise the minimum wage and getting the governor to finally sign it," said California Democratic Party Chairman Art Torres. "While hundreds of thousands of California workers will benefit from Democratic efforts to raise the minimum wage, millions of other American workers have been given the short end of the stick. California's own Speaker Nancy Pelosi led Congressi

Poem I Wrote On July 22, 2005
Change My Heart By: My Halo is Held up by my Horns/ Jenna P. Starting today my life has changed I will never be able to change You stole my heart Return it please I don’t want this anymore I don’t want to be in pain I don’t want to miss you anymore Cant you just please give me that Give me back my life Give me back my thoughts Give me back everything I ever gave you Im tired of living like this Im tired of all the pain When will you see I hate this When will you notice that all I see is you Just give it all back to me Give me all that I love Give me back all that I gave you Pick up the pieces Put them back together than ill talk to you again Im sorry but there are a million more peices to go So don’t come back Just turn around and leave

Promise
My heart is a stone. I fear that all the good and pure has been strangled from it in your absence. Does that frighten you? When there was such little chaste virtue to work with at the start? Are you afraid that there's nothing left? That I'm naught but a husk of hate and pain? Because I'm afraid. Nights drag on, and I'm left with the screaming torment of the phantoms in my own mind. Did I do this right, did I remember to, did I forget to, did I leave the stove on, What did I ruin? Will I ever get it right? Is there still a chance... Did you ever... Does it matter? Do I still care? Obviously, or I wouldn't be bleeding on the floor so rudely. Snap crackle pop. Never start your day with the sounds of your broken mind echoing breakfast cereal. Broken mind? Broken heart. And the worst part is- I do it to myself. For no reason but to feel. I love you. You know that. Just love me back, and I'll be fine. Promise.

The Definition Of Rotten
"The definition of Rotten" You really should be sitting down when you read this one Gold Star Mothers (G.S.M .)is an organization made up of women whose sons were killed in military combat during service in the United States Armed Forces. Recently a delegation of New York State Gold Star Mothers made a trip to Washington D.C. , to discuss various concerns with their elected Representatives. According to published reports, there was only one politician who refused to meet with these ladies. Can you guess which politician that might be? Was it New York Senator Charles Schumer? Nope, he met with them. Try again. Do you know anyone serving in the Senate who has never showed anything but contempt for our military? Do you happen to know the name of any politician in Washington who's husband once wrote of his loathing for the military? Now you're getting warm! You got it! None other than the Queen herself, Hillary Rotten Clinton!

I Danced
I danced with the devil, pain and beauty so rare you see. To love this dark angel takes you to a different level. Swim forever in a blood red sea. Look into his eyes you see flowers and butterflies, lullibies of old but you shiver from the cold. Look way back to the back, deep into those cold dark eyes, you'll see his soul of black. You see I danced with the devil, choose the sweeter path, but to dance with the devil is to take a blood bath. Beauty and darkness intertwined, evil saints youd wish to never find. I danced on a sea of fire with my demon lover.

Me
Most of my life I spent moving to different states or countries every few years. I have lived in Colorado, Germany, North Carolina, Italy, Texas, Alabama, and Virginia where I currently live. I have made numerous friends throughout the years but only four that really matter now. No matter what happens I know these four will be there for me if I need them. They know the same goes for them. I am currently going through a separation. I guess things don't always work out like you think they will. We have been together for three years, married for about a year and a half. We had two beautiful children together and I will always love him for giving me that. In 2005, I lost my grandfather. He was very dear to me and it is still a very painful event in my life for me. Thank god I went down there for christmas in 2004. That was the last time I saw him alive. I spent two weeks after the funeral, in Alabama with my family. It was over a year before I could bring myself to go back.

Love For Our Troops
I WOULD LIKE EACH AND EVERYONE OF MY FANS FRIENDS AND FAMILY TO SHOW THEIR SUPPORT AND show ME THAT YOU CARE FOR THESE, THEY ARE BROTHERS SISTERS FAMILY FRIENDS OUT THEIR AND THEY NEED YOUR SUPPORT, SO WHAT WHO CARES??? YOU SHOULD CUZ THEY ARE GIVING THEIR LIVES FOR YOU, SO THE LEAST YOU CAN DO FOR THEM IS SHOW THEM YOU CARE

Sweet Poetry
When you and i are far apart, Can sorrow break your tender heart I really love you yes-i- do Sleep is sweet when i dream of you All you are is a tender rose Night is here so i must close With care read the first word from each line You will there a question find. The End!!!

Silent Death
i was standing there without a care and he whisered here, now, silently i move with him his hand in mine against the tree he pushes me pressing his lips to mine a hand slips beneath my shirt as he finds the plump orb that brings him such delight as he traces my lips with his tongue i open to him seeking moaning softly his kiss leaves me gasping and dragging in air my skirt begins to slide up my thigh his callused hand searching chills scurry down my spine everytime everywhere its the same my body rushes to that escape my thoughts scatter as he plunges in a soft scream escapes as my nails dig in faster and harder he goes from head to toes all senses kick in sensitive now everything is pleasure the soft whisper of the wind on my naked skin the not so gentle tug in my hair arching my back i beg for more knowing anticipation building of the moment when the silent death happens and i begin again.

Isn't That The Way They Say It Goes... Well Let's Forget All That
Just a quick little note to start out my blog (my first blog ever! believe that!?)Dedicated to my two favorite people out here in cyberspace. When I got a link in my email that lead me here, I almost immediately found myself falling for a young woman with one of the sweetest faces and most enchanting eyes I may have ever seen, not to mention a smile that made me melt. Silly of me, I know.Soon after, I got a visit from a fellow geek and nice guy that sorta reminded me of a younger version of myself, before I became such an insufferable cynic (I wont go into the very long story that got me to this point, suffices to say, many failed attempts at love and success), with a great life philosophy and much cooler glasses than me.So, hopefully without sounding TOO jealous, I hope the two of them make like penguins and find themselves close enough to keep each other warm way up there in cold country (brrrr)Just don't act like THESE penguins :D Be more like these two Thanks for bei

Back In Fla/
Well back in fla b/c my best friend of 17 yrs is getting married and we are going to pick out dresses how fun? I am so happy for her as for me I got to court on the 24th to see if my ass goes back to jail... long story I'll blog that when I get back home to Augusta I am only down here for the weekend b/c i have school tuesday. well time for bed it is 2:09 am and I am driving from West Palm Beach to Orange City Fl which is 2 1/2 3 hrs away, from there daytona is 20 mins plus I can't drive and I drove to fla with my grandma and staying at my dad's and since him and his gf are going to visit her family in orlando beth can meet me there b/c orlando isnt that far from orange city, right outside it actully. well good night getting up early

Daffintions
Here is the Washington Post's Mensa Invitational which once again asked readers to take any word from the dictionary, alter it by adding, subtracting, or changing one letter, and supply a new definition. The winners are: 1. Cashtration (n.): The act of buying (or building) a house, which renders the subject financially impotent for an indefinite period of time. 2. Ignoranus: A person who's both stupid and an asshole. 3 Intaxication: Euphoria at getting a tax refund, which lasts until you realize that it was your money to start with. 4. Reintarnation: Coming back to life as a hillbilly. 5. Bozone (n.): The substance surrounding stupid people that stops bright ideas from penetrating. The bozone layer, unfortunately, shows little sign of breaking down in the near future. 6. Foreploy: Any misrepresentation about yourself for the purpose of getting laid. 7. Giraffiti: Vandalism spray-painted very, very high 8. Sarchasm: The gulf between the author of sarcastic

Did You Know?
Just wondered how many of you knew of the random pic rating link on CT. It's a little misleading as it's named "What's Cherry". Sounds more like a "Who are we" link. You'll find this just under the Logout link, near your profile and home links. just click it and rate a pic to move onto the next one. Of course you may not want to rate one or 2, so click the link again. Problems with this are you can sometimes get a "Private(NSFW)" Image so can't rate it :| Anyone want to join in and get CT to rename this link to something like "Random Cherry"? Get rating those images! you'll find a lot of those users browsing your profile afterwards ;) and that's what we all want! yes?

What Would You Do ? (drunken Moments)
Would this be funny or not? Durring a nice good Friday and or Saturday night a male and female met!!! They both spent the eavining drinking at the clun and then desided to go home together!!! Both feeling horney as hell started to make out!!! Soon they ended up in the 69 position as she was on top and he on the bottom!!! As both we so extreemly horney and turned on, they continued for a long time in the 69 position as it was feeling good!!! Without any kind of warning at all, She began to piss and he was swallowing it as he thought it was her cumming!!! He was so horney now and desided its time to fuck the hell out of her!!! All she could say was, Im sorry, Im sorry!!! He didnt understand why she would be sorry and then thought, she didnt want to fuck and asked finaly asked why!! She sat there for a minute and then finaly said, ... I dint cum, I pissed and I cant believe you drank it!!!! He whith his eyes open wide stayed quiet for a f

~~the Clintons At It Again~~
You really should be sitting down when you read this one Gold Star Mothers (G.S.M.)is an organization made up of women whose sons were killed in military combat during service in the United States Armed Forces. Recently a delegation of New York State Gold Star Mothers made a trip to Washington D.C., to discuss various concerns with their elected Representatives. According to published reports, there was only one politician who refused to meet with these ladies. Can you guess which politician that might be? Was it New York Senator Charles Schumer? Nope, he met with them. Try again. Do you know anyone serving in the Senate who has never showed anything but contempt for our military? Do you happen to know the name of any politician in Washington who's husband once wrote of his loathing for the military? Now you're getting warm! You got it! None other than the Queen herself, Hillary Rotten Clinton! She refused repeated requests to m

Looking For A Decent Man
Are you tired of the games people play on each other? So am I. And I'm tired of being hurt. But I know that somewhere out there is a decent man who will appreciate me and all I do for him. He will be honest, faithful, loving, kind, and understanding. He will also have a great sense of humor with a good hearty laugh. Does this sound like you? If so, then drop me a line. I'd love to hear from you. Until then, have a great day and remember to smile.

I Am ...
I have made a huge decision in my life that will benefit me in the future an aid in my happiness. Ive not liked the person i am because i have not met the standards at which i set for myself . Thus after two years of worry and procrastinating...Im going to overcome my fear and GO TO COLLEGE . i reg and took my tests passes two of three hell ya got into college algebra and orientation is tom to pick classes. im proud of myself

Will They Remember Me
Here I sit all alone. I wonder is life worth living. will anyone remember me when i am gone from here. will they remember my kindness, my gentle ways or will they only remember me for the sorrows iv had. will they remember my beautiful smile. will they remember how looking into my eyes you could see into my soul or will they only remember the pain iv been in will they remember my loving heart, my giving ways will they remember the sweetness i have to give. or will they only remember the horrid thing i call my body. will they remember how my smile lite the room. will they remember my soul was pure as light will they remember me