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Recover Your Happiness
RECOVER YOUR HAPPINESS I LOVE THIS... A--Accept Accept others for who they are and for the choices they've made even if you have difficulty understanding their beliefs, motives, or actions. B--Break Away Break away from everything that stands in the way of what you hope to accomplish with your life. C--Create Create a family of friends whom you can share your hopes, dreams, sorrows, and happiness with. D--Decide Decide that you'll be successful and happy come what may, and good things will find you. The roadblocks are only minor obstacles along the way. E--Explore Explore and experiment. The world has much to offer, and you have much to give. And every time you try something new, you'll learn more about yourself. F--Forgive Forgive and forget. Grudges only weigh you down and inspire unhappiness and grief. Soar above it, and remember that everyone makes mistakes. G--Grow Leave the childhood monsters behind. They can no longer hurt you or stand in your w

Can You Vote For My Friend Brandy??
Can you vote for my friend brandy she is in a contest and she deserves to win she is a rillr nice person. she has helped me out on here so much.. SO PLEASE VOTE FOR HER PLEASEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sex Sandwich (omg This Is So Funny)
A guy is near the end of his senior year in high school. Unfortunately,he still has to share a room with his younger brother who is only 9 years old. One night, he decides to bring his girlfriend home for a little fun.They have bunk beds and the guy notices that his little brother is already asleep on the lower bunk, so he and his girlfriend climb up to the top bunk. As you might expect things start to heat up. The guy remembers that his little brother is sleeping below so he tells his girlfriend to whisper "lettuce" if she wants it harder and "tomato" if she wants a new position. Lettuce!!! She whispers. Tomato!!! She moans. Lettuce!!! A little louder. Tomato!!! Even louder. Lettuce!!! Lettuce!!!She screams Lettuce!!! Lettuce!!! Whoa!! PULL IT OUT!!! PULL IT OUT NOW!!! I can't get pregnant! Then the little brother shouts up, "Hey, would you guys stop making sandwiches up there! You're getting mayonnaise all over my face!*!*!*!*!

Comment On This Boys
You are a Drama Queen! Congratulations, you should win the Oscar for performance of the year! You're the type of girl who everyone knows - and loves or hates You always speak your mind, going for a some shock value if necessary Dramatic, yes - but it also almost always gets you what you want Are You a Drama Queen?

How Bitchy Are You?
You Are 31% Bitchy You're a pretty sweet person, and you're definitely not prone to bitchy outbursts. Sometimes, though, you can't help thinking mean thoughts about people. But at least you don't act on them! How Bitchy Are You?

My Night Creture
You scored as Fallen Angel. You my friend are a Fallen Angel!You were amongst the closest to God, yet love led you down a path of self-destruction. You find yourself crying a lot, because of the pains of this world. Yes it is very crewl, yet you know there isn't a thing you can do about it. Follow your heart and you will find some of your former happiness.Fallen Angel58%You are a Demon17%Black Witch0%You are a Vampiric Elf!0%Vampire0%What creature of the night are you you most like? (Pics!!)created with QuizFarm.com

Painted Eyes 11/14
As I paint my eyes I cover their swollen lids The colors black and green Black because if reminds me of the darkness And Green because I hold onto hope Its color hides the redness. This is my mask This is my cover up I paint my eyes because I want to hide The gripping of my heart The sadness in my soul Your reflection in my pupils, as I look up it stains me Glancing in the mirror, the reflection still there How could there be so much selfishness Those feelings, the pictures of you looking back at me The tears again, I blink them away I reach for my paint again, As I pick the colors I look up Glancing at my reflection, only to see you.

What's Your Dream Engagement Ring?
Your Dream Engagement Ring Has a Heart Diamond! You wear your heart on your sleeve, so of course you should also wear it on your ring. A heart diamond is the perfect choice for highlighting your passionate disposition. Only a true romantic can get away with wearing this ring. Luckily, that's you. And only a true romantic can give you this ring, so make sure you find him...! What's Your Dream Engagement Ring?

Soooooo --- What About Lust????
I Only Date MILFs@ CherryTAP has a good point in his recent bulletin. He states: "I like the crush feature on CT, but it sucks you can only have a crush on one person at a time. I think that they need a Lust feature then and you should be able to do up to 10 people on that. Because I know we all have lust for many people on this site. Just something I had in mind." What do you think???? Besides offering a crush option, should there also be a lust option?????

Girls Only
You Are a Feminine Beauty! You make any guy feel like a man, simply by standing next to him You have a classic womanly appeal - and you've got a look for every occasion This doesn't mean that you can't kick back in (designer) jeans and sneakers You just prefer to be girly and sweet as often as possibleWhat Type of Beauty Are You?

To Redneck_azz_whippin........
Was it really necessary to create 10 different yahoo names and send 48 text messages to my cell phone last nite to call me a Bitch? I am not stupid I got the point the first time..... I have unlimited texting so it didnt cost me a thing... all it cost was you time and energy. Now let's see who would think I am a bitch? Hmmmmmmmm........ Let's also consider who would be considered a Redneck??? Hmmmmmmmmm....... Now the thing you might want to consider is whether or not you could actually kick my azz? You know fighting over the internet is kinda stupid..... and even more stupid when you take it to a cell phone. But next time you feel the need to spend that kidn of time and energy to let me know that I am a bitch... at least let me know why you think I am one..... Cuz I do consider myself a Bitch.......so THANKU!!!!!!! (Borrowed from ImmmortalLove) They call me a Bitch . . . When I stand up for myself Or support my own convictions. When I defend som

Are You A Girl Or A Woman?
You Are A Woman! Congratulations, you've made it to adulthood. You're emotionally mature, responsible, and unlikely to act out. You accept that life is hard - and do your best to keep things upbeat. This makes you the perfect girlfriend... or even wife! Are You A Girl Or a Woman?

If Tears Weren't Clear
If tears weren't clear She'd have to wear a mask Her face would be stained The way they stain glass She'd be dis- Colored and ugly Then they all can see.. How sick and pathetic is she Yet, she is really me.

Pardon The Border Patrol Agents Now... Sign The Petition...
Sign the Petition now Persecuted because they were doing their jobs.… That’s precisely what has happened to two U.S. Border agents who were convicted and sentenced to 11 and 12 year prison terms for shooting a Mexican drug smuggler who had crossed our border illegally and physically assaulted one of the agents. This outrageous injustice took place near El Paso, Texas—a hotbed of illegal activity, where drug smugglers, and violent gang members illegally crossing from Mexico are often encountered. On February 17, 2005, U.S. Border Ignacio Ramos (a former nominee for border patrol agent of the Year), and Jose Compean attempted to apprehend a fleeing illegal alien at our border. Today, both are facing 20 year prison terms, and even more outrageous, this same illegal alien is now suing the U.S. for $5 million claiming his civil rights were violated. Click here for the Lou Dobbs report. Both agents must surrender to federal authorities on January 17, to begin their terms. However

What The F*ck??? (re: Final Fantasy 7)
Well... I just recently got me a PS2, and I want to get a copy of my favorite game of all time (Final Fantasy 7) and I can't even find a new copy of the re-release on Sony Greatest Hits!!! I really don't want to go on ebay to find this... any ideas anyone?

New Arrivals To The Household
I had a surprise occur early this morning (like around 4am). I have Lhas apso dogs and apparently the decidesd to produce a family without me being aware of it. Now I have six puppies and all but two are black with white paws. One looks more like a freakin cow with its black and white fur. Below are some pics of the lil ones.... They will be for sale too!!!!

Girls Only
You Are Boyish Sexy You're the kind of girl who gets along with all the boys Whether it's holding your own in a game of touch football... Or kicking some major butt while playing Xbox. You hang with the guys easily, while still keeping your girly sexiness.What Kind of Sexy Are You?

Update K.o.t. Member List!
I am really sorry for the repost of these members please make sure you have them all now when you click on there names it will take you to the direct link of theres so you can add them ty all for your patience. K.O.T. IS A NEW GROUP/TEAM (NOT FAMILY) WE HAVE FORMED TO KEEP KIDS OFF TAP. SINCE THIS IS AN ADULT SITE. WE ARE NEEDING EVERYONES HELP TO KEEP AN EYE OUT AT THE DOOR (AS THEY BECOME NEW MEMBERS) AS WELL AS ALL OVER THE SITE. HEY IF YOU'RE A CHERRY POPPER THAT WOULD BE THE PERFECT PLACE FOR YOU TO KEEP AN EYE OUT AND MAKE SURE WE GET THEM OFF OF HERE RIGHT AWAY! IF YOU'RE A CONTEST BOMBER AND SEE ONE..... PERHAPS YOU'RE JUST A QUIET LURKER OR "OBSERVER" MAYBE YOU LIKE TO HIT THE LOUNGES AND CLUBS? AS YOU CAN SEE, WITH JUST THOSE FEW EXAMPLES, WE ALL HAVE DIFFERENT HABITS THAT CAN ALL HELP IN SOME SIGNIFICANT WAY TO HELP KEEP THOSE THAT ARE TOO YOUNG OFF CHERRY TAP. AS WITH ANY NEW PROJECT, WE MUST ALL WORK TOGETHER AS A TEAM AND WE DO HAVE

How Experienced A Kisser Are You?
How Experienced A Kisser Are You?Congratulations, according to our experts, you scored : 62% which makes you An Experienced KisserYour lips have seen a lot of action and you are not afraid to get into a bit of lip action. Good for you, and don't forget, 1 minute of kissing burns 2 calories, so you are keeping fit as well Find out how experienced a kisser you are at Quizopolis.com

The End Of The Rebels
OK THIS IS GONNA BE A SHOCK TO MOST BUT DUE TO SOME LIARS AND BACKSTABERS IN THE REBEL FAMILY WE ARE SHUTING DOWN THE REBEL FAMILY . SOME BULLSHIT HAPPENED THAT RUINED THE FAMILY NAME THAT WE HAVE WORKED SO HARD TO BUILD AND WE HAVE LOST SOME GOOD FREINDS BECAUSE OF THIS . ALL I HAVE TO SAY IS THANK YOU FOR FUCKING UP IN 5 MIN WHAT WE TOOK MONTHS TO BUILD UP . SO TAKE THE REBELS OF CT OUT OF YOUR NAME CUZ AS OF NOW THERE IS NO MORE REBEL FAMILY .

Jimmy Carter Interceded On Behalf Of Nazi Ss Guard
I read this article online and felt compelled to share it with my friends. A former U.S. Justice Department official disclosed to Arutz-7 that former U.S. President Jimmy Carter’s advocacy extended beyond the Palestinians, when he interceded on behalf of a Nazi SS man. Neil Sher, a veteran of the U.S. Justice Department’s Office of Special Investigation, described a letter he received from Carter in 1987 in an interview with Israel National Radio’s Tovia Singer. The letter, written and signed by Carter, asked that Sher show “special consideration” for a man proven to have murdered Jews in the Mauthausen death camp in Austria. “In 1987, Carter had been out of office for seven years or so,” Sher recalled. “It was a very active period for my office. We had just barred Kurt Waldheim – he was then president of Austria and former head of the United Nations – from entering the U.S. because of his Nazi past and his involvement in the persecution of civilians during the war. We had jus

Approximately Half The Man He Once Was...
As many of you know, I have an ongoing love affair with fitness and health. As such, I am involved with a supportive, motivational group. My group has grown significantly over the months to include approximately sixty people or so. Well, one of the individuals I've encountered previously weighed four hundred and eighty-five pounds. Today, he weighs two hundred and forty-nine pounds. That is a loss of two hundred and thirty-six pounds. That amounts to two people. You cannot imagine how utterly proud I am of this man. His doctor encouraged him to have surgery, but he resolved to lose weight the healthy, ol'-fashioned way. He still has a bit of weight to lose, but he's doing ever so wonderfully. He doesn't even look like the same person. Even his feet are smaller. Where once he had no definition, he now possesses a fair amount of it. His energy has greatly increased. His blood pressure has lowered significantly. *I have to be off to the post office before it closes, as I

Hanging By My Convictions
So this Mumm broke out; http://cherrytap.com/mum.php?id=22088 regarding whether or not Metallica sold out. Someone decided they didn't like what i had to say and decided to rate some of my pictures a "1" i gotta say, im always flattered i piss people off so much w/o trying. it's a gift. Then again, what kinda pussy pulls that kinda shit? so don't mind me, im just gunna post this so i remember why the rating dropped. pics that were down-rated; pic 1 pic 2 pic 3 pic 4 http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=577636&i=291599662 http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=577636&i=3145901792 http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=577636&i=1622461747 http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=577636&i=3259241140

What Color Is Your Passion?
Once again, my favorite color! Your Passion is Purple! You've got a ton of passion, but you don't always wear it on your sleeve. If something truly excites you, you let your inner intensity shine through. But otherwise, your passion tends to morph into energy ... which you never lack. You're a balanced woman, knowing when to turn on the fire in your heart. What Color is Your Passion?

What Does Your Birthdate Mean?
Your Birthdate: August 14 You work well with others. That is, you're good at getting them to do work for you. It's true that you get by on your charm. But so what? You make people happy! You're dynamic, clever, and funny. And people like to have you around. But you're so restless, they better not expect you to stay around for long. Your strength: Your superstar charisma Your weakness: Commitment means nothing to you Your power color: Fuchsia Your power symbol: Diamond Your power month: May What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Caretaker Needed....apply Within!
First things first......Fuck A Back Surgery!!!! OUCH!!!!! Actually my damn back feels fine, its the fuck'n hip that they SCRAPED(Graphed) Bone from that is killing me!!! This makes surgery #2! Or you could say this is a follow up to fix the 1st 1 as it wasn't succesful. The 1st procedure was supposed to fix the problem, but the bone used(kadaber-AKA....Deadman's Bone) never fused with my spine. I guess my body rejected it. So I was forced to undergo surgery #2!! The Dreaded one!!! This was what I didn't want to go through!! The one I heard was the most painful of them all!!! Now I can agree first hand how bad it hurts, no more guess'n!!! The surgery went very well, & my back fells 100% better, but my hip, guts and the incision on my belly where they went through to do the magic is a sore mutha fucka!!!! Just thought I would tell everyone what happened to my ass, & why I haven't been online as much as ushuall. Now that all of ya know the skinny on me, who wants to be my nurse????? C

Harley Goes To Heaven
The inventor of the Harley-Davidson motorcycle, Arthur Davidson, died and went to heaven. At the gates, St. Peter told Arthur, "Since your motorcycles have changed the world, your reward is: you can hang out with anyone you want in Heaven." Arthur thought about it for a minute and then said, "I want to hang out with God." St Peter took Arthur to the Throne Room, and introduced him to God. God recognized Arthur and commented, "Okay, so you were the one who invented motorcycles, eh?!" Arthur said, "Yeah, that's me..." God commented: "Well, what's the big deal in inventing something that's pretty unstable, makes noise and pollution, and can't run without a road?!" Arthur was apparently embarrassed, but finally spoke, "Excuse me, but aren't you the inventor of the woman???" God said, "Ah, yes!" "Well," said Arthur, "professional to professional, you have some major design flaws in your invention: 1. There's too much inconsistency in the front-end protrusion.

How To Deal With The Vonage Prob I Had
if you have vonage or are gonna get vonage and you have trouble accessing your acct...and they know you are having trouble but still turn your services off so u cant call out....you post something mean against them somewhere then have your hubby or wife or friend to call them and tell them either call you and help u get it fixed so you can pay on your bill or you are going to your lawyer.....works like a charm....LMAO

Ice Storm 07 - Austin, Tx
This is outside of my back patio taken today. The good thing about living on the edge of the Hill Country in Austin is all of the hills; the bad thing about living on the edge of the Hill Country in Austin is all of the hills!! LOL... I have loved living in the hilly regions of Austin and near Lake Travis for many, many years; however, when icy conditions exist, it causes lots of problems. I was supposed to have worked an overnight shift tonight. The weather was also supposed to clear up as well, but it hasn't yet. The conditions of the roads are completely awful -- especially the bridges I would have to cross either by Loop 360 or Mansfield Dam. They have claimed that both bridges are very difficult to manuever and advisories have been sent out to avoid driving on them whatsoever. The problem is that those bridges cut off my ability to get to where I am heading towards. They are also discouraging traveling on the hills if at all possible. Unfortunately, everywhe

In Closing
I HOPE THAT BY ME LISTING THESE SIGNS TO LOOK FOR THAT IT WILL AT LEAST GIVE SOMEONE SOME HELP AND MAYBE EVEN SAVE ANOTHER PERSON'S LIFE. AS I SAID BEFOR IF I HAD KNOWN THESE SIGNS I WOULDN'T HAVE LIVED IN A SITUATION WHERE THESE SIGN WERE VISIBLE I WAS JUST DUMB TO KNOW ABOUT THEM. SO GOOD LUCK TO ALL THE WOMAN OUT THERE AND IF YOU EVER WANT TO TALK OR NEED HELP JUST GIVE ME A SHOUT OUT AND I WILL LISTEN AND TRY TO HELP TH BEST WAY I CAN AND KNOW HOW. SENDING YOU MY LOVE

Cyber Feeling??
Has there ever been a time when you chat with someone from online, you see this person all the time on websites, (it can be any site) and you chat with this person everyday and when almost a whole day goes by without you speaking or hearing from this person you feel your day is not complete or your day feels weird??? Have you ever told this person how you feel?? Is it wise to tell them how you feel regardless if your feelings get hurt?? Is it ever possible to even have a long distance relationship?? When they live miles and miles away?? If so how would that person comfort you especially sexually when you are feeling hot and wanted?? Just some inner thoughts on the top of my head felt like sharing out loud!!

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?
Your Birthdate: April 7 You are an island. You don't need anyone else to make you happy. And though you see yourself as a loner, people are drawn to you. Deep and sensitive, you tend to impress others with your insights. You also tend to be psychic - so listen to that inner voice! Your strength: Your self sufficiency Your weakness: You despise authority Your power color: Maroon Your power symbol: Hammer Your power month: July What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Any Force During An Argument
THE BATTERER MAY USE FORCE DURING ARGUMENTS, INCLUDING HOLDING THE WOMAN DOWN, PHYSICALLY RESTRAINING HER FROM LEAVING THE ROOM, AND PUSHING AND SHOVING. FOR EXAMPLE, HE MAY HOLD HER AGAINST A WALL AND SAY, "YOU'RE GOING TO LISTEN TO ME."

Your Birth Month
Your Birth Month is June Peaceful and harmonious, you seek the gentle side of life. Your warmth and consideration touches many. Your soul reflects: Friendship, love, and beauty Your gemstone: Pearl Your flower: Rose Your colors: Light blue, white, and cream What Does Your Birth Month Mean?

Im A Yummy Donut...
FEELING LIKE A YUMMY DONUT.... WANTING YOUR FINGERS TO FILL MY HOLE...TASTE ME !!! ENJOY ME !! EAT ME ALL UP. CARMAL FILLING, CREAMY TASTING....LICK ALL MY FRESH ICING TIL YOU CANT GET ENOUGH.... CHERRY FILLING, CHOCOLATE GOODNESS, THROUGH AND THROUGH... YUMMY YUMMY DONUT IM WAITING ON YOU !!!!!! U WISH....

Breaking Or Striking Objects
THE BATTERER MAY BREAK THINGS, BEAT ON TABLES OR WALLS WITH HIS FIST, OR THROW ABJECTS AROUND OR NEAR THE WOMAN. SUCH BEHAVIOR IS USED AS A PUNISHMENT, BUT IT'S PRIMARILY FUNCTION IS TO TERRORIZE THE WOMAN INTO SUBMISSION.

Congressmen Want To Pardon Border Agents
SAN DIEGO -- Last-minute pleas are being made in the case of two former Border Patrol agents who are due to report to prison. Jose Compean and Ignacio Ramos were convicted in a court in El Paso, Texas, for shooting and wounding a Mexican drug smuggler. Congressional representatives, including Duncan Hunter and Dana Rohrabacher, have been urging the president to pardon the two. The agents have been sentenced to serve 11 and 12 years in prison, respectively. According to the Washington Times, the agents found 743 pounds of marijuana in the smuggler's van. Do you think these Border Patrol agents should be pardoned? Take a national poll at: http://www.nbcsandiego.com/news/10773809/detail.html

What Does Your Birth Month Mean?
Your Birth Month is September Tolerant and inspirational, you are wise beyond your years. You are universally sympathetic and a great humanitarian. Your soul reflects: Devotion, light, and love Your gemstone: Sapphire Your flower: Morning Glory Your colors: Brown and deep blueWhat Does Your Birth Month Mean?

The Best Irish Joke 2007
The Best Irish Joke 2006 John O'Reilly hoisted his beer and said, "Here's to spending the rest of me life, between the legs of me wife!" That won him the top prize at the pub for the best toast of the night! He went home and told his wife, Mary, "I won the prize for the best toast of the night" She said, "Aye, did ya now. And what was your toast?" John said, "Here's to spending the rest of me life, sitting in church beside me wife" "Oh, that is very nice indeed, John!" Mary said. The next day, Mary ran into one of John's drinking buddies on the street corner. The man chuckled leeringly and said, "John won the prize the other night at the pub with a toast about you, Mary" She said, "Aye, he told me, and I was a bit surprised me self. You know, he's only been there twice in the last four years. Once he fell asleep, and the other time I had to pull him by the ears to make him come."

When Tears Fall Down Like Rain
in a life where love is the only thing, in a world where love does not exist. a heart that is full of passion, endless space and nowhere to go. a need so great to give it away, never having a place to belong. the weight of so much happiness, that dies because noone cares. the greatest gift of love's emotion, so unwilling to be given, or recieved. paths collide every day, seconds come and go by the hour. missing your chance to make someone smile, is when tears fall down like rain.

Threats Of Viloence
THREATS OF VIOLENCE INCLUDE ANY THREAT OF PHYSICAL FORCE MEANT TO CONTROL THE WOMAN. MOST MEN DO NOT THREATEN THEIR PARTNERS, BUT A BATTERER WILL TRY TO EXCUSE THIS BEHAVIOR BY SAYING HAT "EVERYBODY TAKS LIKE THAT."

What's Your 1996 Theme Song?
table width=350 align=center border=0 cellspacing=0 cellpadding=2> Your 1996 Theme Song Is: Ironic by Alanis Morisette It's like rain on your wedding day It's a free ride when you've already paid It's the good advice that you just didn't take Who would've thought ... it figures What's Your 1996 Theme Song?

Past Battering
THE BATTERER MAY SAY HE HAS HIT WOMAN IN THE PAST BUT THEY MADE HIM DO IT. THE WOMAN MAY HEAR FROM RELATIVES OR EX-PARTNERS THE THE MAN IS ABUSIVE. A BATTERER WHO MINIMIZES WHAT HE HAS DONE TO A PREVIOUS PARTNER IS LIKE LY TO BE VIOLENT WITH HIS CURRENT PARTNER. BATTERING BEHAVIOR DOES NOT JUST GO AWAY.

What Does Your Birth Month Mean?
Your Birth Month is April You are trustworthy and highly ethical in all facets of life. Helpful and steady, you are able to solve any problem. Your soul reflects: Bliss, playfulness, and curiosity Your gemstone: Diamond Your flower: Sweet Pea Your colors: Yellow and red What Does Your Birth Month Mean?

Jekyll-and-hyde Personality
MANY WOMAN ARE CONFUSED BY THEIR BATTERERS' MOOD CHANGES. ONE MINUTE HE'S NICE; THE NEXT HE EXPLODES. THIS DOES NOT NECCESARILY MEAN HE HAS MENTAL PROBLEMS. EXPLOSIVENESS AND MOOD SWINGS ARE TYPICAL OF MEN WHO ABUSE THEIR PARTNERS, AND THESE BEHAVIORS ARE RELATED TO SUCH OTHER CHARACTERISTICS AS HYPERSENSITIVITY.

Important For All Friends!!
Due to a completely thoughtless act on my part involving another user, I think it's best that I spend a little less time on tap. I will be back eventually but for now I think it's for the best that I give him space and I have mine as well. I love you all dearly, You're amazing people. See Ya Sometime Soon Cassie (♥Akasha♥)

Am I Alone
AM I ALONE I GET A FUNNY FEELING, IT COMES FROM DEEP INSIDE. I GET ALL MAD AND ANGRY, WANTING TO GO AND HIDE. MY DOCTOR CALLS IT DEPRESSION, MY FAMILY SAYS IT'S JUST ME. BUT THE THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS, NO ONE WILL EVER BE ABLE TO SEE. I GET REALLY EDGY, I WANT TO COMMIT SUICIDE REAL BAD. THEN I GET A HEADACHE, FOLLOWED BY FEELING SAD. I WISH I COULD GET HELP, I WISH IT WOULD GO AWAY. MAYBE IF I KEEP PRAYING REAL HARD, IT WILL SOME DAY.

Verbal Abuse
IN ADDITION TO SAYING THINGS THAT ARE MENAT TO BE CRUEL AND HURTFUL, VERBAL ABUSE INCLUDES DEGRADING WOMAN, CURSING HER, OR DICOUNTING HER ACCOMPLISHMENTS. THE BATTERER MAY TELL THE WOMAN THAT SHE'S STUPID AND UNABLE TO FUNCTION WITHOUT HIM. HE MAY WAKE HER UP TO VERBALLY ABUSE HER OR NOT ALLOW HEER TO GO TO SLEEP.

"playful" Use Of Force In Sex
THE BATTERER MAY LIKE TO THROW THE WOMAN DOWN AND HOLD HER DURING SEX. HE MAY WANT TO ACT OUT SEXUAL FANTASIES IN WHICH THE WOMAN IS HELPLESS. HE MAY SHOW LITTLE CONCERN ABOUT WHETER THE WOMAN WANTS TO HAVE SEX OR USE SULKING OR ANGER TO MANIPULATE HER INTO COMPLIANCE. HE MAY START HAVING SEX WITH THE WOMAN WHILE SHE IS SLEEPING OR DEMAND SEX WHEN SHE IS ILL OR TIRED.

Woohoo!
I finally got a new job! I moved home a little over a year ago and I started looking for work as soon as I got here. I worked for a couple weeks selling scrubs at a store near the hospital, but that place sucked! As of monday I will be employed full time as an admin. assistant at Imperial Supply in Huntsvegas! If this job does work out I will be able to start paying off my debts and eventually move out on my own! ^_^ Today starts a whole new chapter in my life and I can't wait to see where it leads me!

Cruelty To Animals Or Children
THE BATTERER MAY BRUTALLY PUNISH ANIMALS OR BE INSENSITIVE TO THEIR PAIN OR SUFFERING. HE MAY EXPECT CHILDREN TO BE CAPABLE OF DOING THINGS FAR BEYOND THEIR ABILITY AND THEN PUNISH THEM WHEN THEY DO NOT MEET HIS EXPECTATIONS. FOR EXAMPLE, HE MAY SPANK A 2 YR OLD FOR WETTING A DIAPER. HE MAY TEASE CHILDREN UNTIL THEY CRY. HE MAY NOT WANT THE CHILDREN TO EAT AT THE TABLE OR EXPECT THEM TO STAY IN THEIR ROOMS WHILE HE IS AT HOME.

A Cute Poem For A Cute Girl
You changed my world with a blink of an eye That is something that I can not deny You put my soul from worst to best That is why I treasure you my dearest Marites You just don't know what you have done for me You even pushed me to the best that I can be You really are an angel sent from above To take care of me and shower with love When I'm with you I will not cry even a single a tear And your touch have chased away all of my fear You have given me a life that I could live worthwhile It is even better everytime you smile It so magical those things you've made To bring back my faith that almost fade Now my life is a dream come true It all began when I was loved by you Now I have found what I am looking for It's you and your love and nothing more Co'z you have given me this feeling of contentment In my life something I've never felt I wish I could talk 'til the end of day But now I'm running out of things to say So I'll end by the lin

Hypersensitivity
THE BATTERER IS EASILY INSULTED. HE CLAIMS HIS "FEELINGS ARE HURT" WHEN HE'S REALLY ANGRY. HE TAKES THE SLIGHTEST SETBACKS AS PERSONAL ATTACKS. HE WILL RAGE ABOUT THE INJUSTICES THAT HAPPEN TO HIM, THINGS THAT ACTUALLY ARE A PART OF LIFE, SUCH AS BEING ASKED TO WORK OVERTIME, GETTING A TRAFFIC TICKET, OR BEING ASKED TO HELP AROUND THE HOUSE.

A Better Tomorrow
I never knew there would be a better tomorrow But you've come into my life and taken away all my sorrow My days of sadness are a thing of the past Because I have found true love at last My days of emptiness are gone for good Because you fill a void in my heart that you should You've opened a window You've shown me the light And my love for you will continue to burn bright.

Fashion Show To Benefit The Boys And Girls Club
Hosted By: orianna kurrusWhen: Friday Jan 26, 2007 at 8:00 PMWhere: Mary Help Center6400 E Chelsea StTampa, FL 33610United StatesDescription:orianna kurrus Click Here To View Event

Blames Others For His Feelings
THE BATTERER WILL TELL THE WOMAN, "YOU MADE ME MAD," OR "I CAN'T HELP BEING ANGRY" HE ACTUALLY MAKES THE DECISION ABOUT WHAT HE THINKS AND FEELS, BUT HE USES THOSE FEELINGS TO MANIPULATE THE WOMAN.

Blames Others For His Problems
IF THE BATTERER IS CHRONICALLY UNEMPLOYED, HE WILL ACCUSE OTHERS OF DOING HIM WRONG. HE MAY MAKE MISTAKES AND THEN BLAME THE WOMAN FOR UPSETTING HIM AND KEEPING HIM FROM CONCENTRATING OR DOING HIS JOB. FOR ALMOST ANYTHING THAT GOES WRONG, HE WILL TELL THE WOMAN SHE IS THE BLAME.

Busted.....
Well last night I stayed the night with my boyfriend at his cousin's house...We waited until everyone was asleep before we started our messing around..Or so we thought..There we were on the living room floor, nice big pallet made out for us, it had done gotten heated...Well seeing that my favorite position happens to be doggystyle, thats the position we assumed...I was on my knees and had my head buried in a pillow and he was going at it...Next thing we knew his cousin walks in and sees everything...Yes it was dark but you could still very much see my naked ass up in the air...She just walks around like nothing happened and says she just needed to get her cigarettes and walks back into her room...Talk about a major buzzkill tho...It was just not cool...

Forbidden
FORBIDDEN PLEASURE WHO MAKES THE RULE UNFOUND TREASURES AND BEAUTIFUL JEWELS CAN THAT LINE BE CROSSED WHAT COULD WE TRULY BE AND AT WHAT COST DO YOU SEE WHAT I SEE I KNOW THERE IS MORE THERE WAITING TO BE FOUND CAN YOU FEEL HOW MUCH I CARE I FEEL LIKE I'M BEING DROWNED IF YOU KNOW THE AMOUNT OF DESIRE THAT I FEEL FOR YOU MY BURNING FIRE THAT WANTS ONE TO BECOME TWO FORBIDDEN PLEASURE WHO MAKES THE RULE UNFOUND TREASURES AND BEAUTIFUL JEWELS

Just Some Thoughts On Paper...
Just something I actually wrote down in the middle of the night a couple years back... The last few months had been so tough... I never thought the road of life could be so rough... Then there was you... Such an unexpected surprise...when you walked into my life... Just when I thought things would never get better... Since then, everything has seemed to changed... I wake up and look forward to hearing from you... I daydream of when I'll next see you... And I fall asleep thinking that it will all happen again tomorrow. Now I realize that a person probably shouldn't feel this way after a short while... but there's just something about you I just can't resist... your work, your passions, your dreams, your face... you're particular, you're thoughful, you never rest... These characteristics you have are really good... and believe me, I've had a good look!

Isolation
THE BATTERER WILL ATTEMPT TO DIMINISH AND DESTROY THE WOMAN'S SUPPORT SYSTEM. IF SHE HAS MADE ANY MALE FRIENDS, SHE IS ACCUSED OF BEING A "WHORE". IF SHE HAS ANY FEMALE FRIENDS SHE IS ACCUSED OF BEING A "LESBIAN". IF SHE IS CLOSE TO HER FAMILY, SHE IS ACCUSED OF BEING "TIED TO THE APRON STRINGS". HE WILL ACCUSE PEOPLE WHO ARE CLOSE TO HER OF "CAUSING TROUBLE". HE MAY WANT TO ISOLATE HER GEOGRAPHICALLY BY MOVING FAR INTO THE COUNTRY AND NOT HAVING A TELEPHONE. HE MAY NOT LET HER USE THE CAR OR MAY TRY TO KEEP HER FROM WORKING OR ATTENTING SCHOOOL.

I Miss You My Friend
I MISS YOU MY FRIEND.. YOU ARE SO DEAR EVEN THOUGH YOU ARE NOT NEAR. I CARRY YOU WITHIN MY HEART. AND I KNOW THAT WE WILL NEVER PART. YOU'RE SPECIAL TO ME.. THAT MUCH IS TRUE. WITHOUT YOU,I WOULDN'T KNOW WHAT TO DO. I DEPEND ON YOU AND YOU ON ME. NO TRUER FRIENDS COULD THERE BE. I WISH WE WERE TOGETHER..THAT WOULD BE SO MUCH FUN. WE WOULD TALK FOR HOURS AND NEVER BE DONE. YOU'RE MORE THAN MY FRIEND.. YOUR MY HEART. AND I KNOW THIS MUCH... I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU.

~tattoo Contest Closed Winners Are ~
Best Tattoo On CT WInners ARE.... 1st Place is......Wins Rolex And Long Island Iced Tea And Dozen Roses with 5783 comments 2nd Place is......Wins Mens Watch And Shot Of Jack Daniels And Dozen Roses with 5529 comments 3rd Place is......Wins Diamond Earrings And Glass Of Wine And Dozen Roses with 655 comments I want to thank everyone for having an awsome close contest. We all had fun....lol Look for the Tribute Ink Contest Comming on 1/22 thur 1/29 and again it was a pleasure to be part of such a good contest! thank you Maria

Unrealistic Expectations
THE BATTERE IS DEPENDENT ON THE WOMAN FOR ALL HIS NEEDS. HE EXPECTS HER TO BE THE PERFECT WIFE, MOTHER, LOVER, AND FRIEND. HE WILL SAY THINGS LIKE,: YOU'RE THE ONLY PERSON I NEED IN MY LIFE". SHE IS EXPECTED TO TAKE CARE OF EVERYTHING FOR HIM, BOTH EMOTIONALLY AND IN THE HOME.

Stuff For Sale!!
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Poetry
we break our own hearts. with beautiful lies. and self sacrifice. sabotage and manipulation. all for the sake. of hearts. that are already broken. a world. that appreciates nothing. and the innocent corrupted. with a single breath. as we revert to our original instincts. kill or be killed.

Quick Involvement
MANY BATTERED WOMAN DATED OR KNEW THEIR ABUSER FOR LESS THAN SIX MONTHS BEFORE THEY WERE ENGAGED OR LIVING TOGETHER. THE BATTERER COMES ON QUICKLY, CLAIMING "LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT" AND WILL TELL THE WOMAN FLATTERING THINGS SUCH AS "YOU'RE THE ONLY PERSON I COULD EVR LOVE" HE NEEDS SOMEONE DESPERATELY AND WILL PRESSURE THE WOMAN TO COMMIT TO HIM.

You Always Hit Me, Sober Or Not.
So i've started this blog to... well... help myself basically. i needed somewhere to rant about my main problem and i guess this is it. If you loved me, you would have never hurt me. if you fucking loved me, you wouldn't have tried to kill me. If you loved me, you wouldnt have punched me in the stomach when i told you i thought i was pregnant. If you loved me... you'd have done a lot of things differently. I'm not saying I was perfect in the relationship, but nothing I ever did deserved what you did to me. You can't blame me anymore. I know it's not my fault. I KNOW THIS but why do you still haunt me in my nightmares? WHY do i relive every beating, every smack, every harsh word you ever dealt to me? I had another one last night and I couldn't wake myself up from it and I tried. I tried hard. I woke up screaming once i finally got "away" from you. i hate this. i want to have a life. atleast one without you in it. I guess i'll be this way until you're gone. or me. whi

I Feel You!
I feel your smile, Deep down in my heart. I feel your sincerety, As I have from the start. I feel your desires, It touches me inside. I feel your dreams, 2 you cannot divide. I feel your needs, As I have them too. I feel your wants, I know I need you. I feel your strength, Without your touch. I feel your power, Sometimes, just too much. I feel your closeness, Yet, your so far away. I feel your lonliness, Soon to be gone one day.

Funny Stories
Teen age sex: The mother of a 17-year-old girl was concerned that her daughter was having sex. Worried the girl might become pregnant and adversely impact the family's status, she consulted the family doctor. The doctor told her that teenagers today were very willful and any attempt to stop the girl would probably result in rebellion. He then told her to arrange for her daughter to be put on birth control and until then, talk to her and give her a box of condoms. Later that evening, as her daughter was preparing for a date, the woman told her about the situation and handed her a box of condoms. The girl burst out laughing and reached over to hug her mother saying: " Oh Mom! You don't have to worry about that! I'm dating Susan!" __________________ Church: A man went to church one day and afterward he stopped to shake the preacher's hand. He said , "Preacher , I'll tell you, that was a damned fine sermon. Damned good!" The preacher said, "Thank you sir, but I'd

Rebels Read This
OK THIS IS GONNA BE A SHOCK TO MOST BUT DUE TO SOME LIARS AND BACKSTABERS IN THE REBEL FAMILY WE ARE SHUTING DOWN THE REBEL FAMILY . SOME BULLSHIT HAPPENED THAT RUINED THE FAMILY NAME THAT WE HAVE WORKED SO HARD TO BUILD AND WE HAVE LOST SOME GOOD FREINDS BECAUSE OF THIS . ALL I HAVE TO SAY IS THANK YOU FOR FUCKING UP IN 5 MIN WHAT WE TOOK MONTHS TO BUILD UP . SO TAKE THE REBELS OF CT OUT OF YOUR NAME CUZ AS OF NOW THERE IS NO MORE REBEL FAMILY .

Controlling Behavior
THE BATTERER WILL CLAIM THAT HIS CONTROLLING BEHAVIOR IS DUE TO HIS CONCERN FOR THE WOMAN'S WELFARE. HE WILL BE ANGRY IF THE WOMAN IS "LATE" AND QUESTION HER CLOSELY ABOUT WHERE SHE WENT AND WHOM SHE TALKED TO. AS THIS BEHAVIOR WORSENS, HE MAY NOT LET THE WOMAN MAKE PERSONAL DECISIONS ABOUT THE HOUSE, HER APPEARANCE, THE CHILDREN, OR GOING TO CHURCH. HE MAY KEEP ALL THE MONEY OR EVEN MAKE HER ASK PERMISSION TO LEAVE THE HOUSE OR USE THE TELEPHONE.

Poetry
enslaved. in chains of fury. but only to let go. let go of love. embracing hate. with skies of red. and thorns of roses. becoming heartless. as taught. with empty eyes. and looks of pain. screaming. in moonless dark.

Are You An Fthb?
Anyone know what an FTHB is? Are you an FTHB? Are you soon to be an FTHB? FTHB is a First Time Home Buyer and if that is you, there are a million questions you may have or that you may need answered. Feel free to ask away. No charge, no price, no strings attached. Free advice. Would I like to do business in the end, hell yes. In the meantime, If I can provide some positive direction and keep someone from making a bad decision, I will have considered myself as having made a new friend.....

Poetry
a single black rose. in a lonely abyss. persecuted and rejected. rising above the rest. not afraid to be bold. viewing in black and white. no in-betweens. only the judged. and the judges. born outside the crowd. but embracing it. questioning. instead of accepting. saying FUCK YOU. to the world. that imprisoned you. let society burn. where it stands. with it's fake. perfection. and the normal. and not. let the clones and followers. who laugh. at your differences. which make you more beautiful. let them rot. rest in pieces.

The One True Friend..
You know there are times in our lives, When we need a special friend. A friend that will understand and care for us, A friend that will be there 'til the end. The friend that always stands by us, Through the good and bad times we overcome. The only true friend to help us make decisons, The once voice we all hear beyond the sun. The friend that guides us through the day, And helps us to sleep at night. The friend we wake to each morning, that makes our day so bright. The friend that walks beside us, And shows us to not hate but love. The friend that makes our lives complete, That friend is the Lord above. He will always be there for us, cuse he cares a great deal. He is the one to turn to , For it is he who mends us to heal. "So" Always know you have a friend, No matter where you are. He is always watching and guiding, For He is our one true shining star.

Jealousy
A BATTERER WILL SAY THAT HIS JEALOUSY IS A SIGN OF LOVE. IN REALITY, JEALOUSY HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH LOVE. IT IS A SIGN OF INSECURITY AND POSSESSIVENESS. A BATTERER MAY QUESTION THE WOMAN ABOUT WHO SHE TALKS TO, ACCUSE HER OF FLIRTING, OR BE JEALOUS OF THE TIME SHE SPENDS WITH FAMILY, FRIENDS, OR CHILDREN. AS JEALOUSY PROGRESSES, HE MAY CALL HER FREQUENTLY DURING THE DAY OR DROP BY UNEXPECTTEDLY AT HER HOME OR OFFICE. HE MAY REFUSE TO LET HER WORK FOR FEAR SHE WILL MEET SOMEONE, AND HE MAY EVEN GO AS FAR AS TO CHECK HER CAR MILEAGE OR ASK FRIENDS AND CO-WORKERS TO WATCH HER.

What Tarot Card Are You?
You Are The Empress You represent the ideal female figure: beauty and nurturing. You bring security and harmony to many. At times, you are also a very sensual person. You are characterized by love, pleasure, and desire. Your fortune: You need to take some time to think about the role of commitment in your life. It's possible you need to commit more to others, or deal with how others have treated you. It is very important for you to support your friends and family right now, difficult as it may be. You may need to look at your relationship with your mother, or your relationships as a mother. What Tarot Card Are You?

New Here
so i new here. thanks to nathan i joined and am enjoying it very much. i like this site alot. off work today cause of ice in Tx. bunch of wussies cant handle a bit of cold and ice.LOL i'm orginally from MI so this is nothing to me. well that all for now..

How To Identify A Potential Batterer
IN THE NEXT FEW BLOGS I'M GONNA GIVE THE SIGNS TO LOOK FOR IN A POTENTIAL BATTERER. I WILL GIVE THE BEHAVIOR AND EXPLAIN IT SO IT IS UNDERSTOOD. THESE BEHAVIORS I WILL BE LISTING ARE SEEN IN PEOPLE WHO ABUSE THEIR INTIMATE PARTNERS. THE LAST FOUR BEHAVIORS ARE ALMOST ALWAYS SEEN IN BATTERERS. IF ANY PERSON SHOWS MORE THAN 3 OF THESE WARNING SIGNS THEY ARE A STRONG POTENTIAL FOR ABUSE IN ANY RELATIONSHIP. A BATTERER MAY EXHIBIT ONLY A COUPLE OF THESE BEHAVIORS AND CAN BE EXAGGERATED. I HOPE THAT THESE NEXT FEW BLOGS WILL HELP THOSE PEOPLE WHO DON'T UNDERSTAND HOW SERIOUS DOMESTIC VIOLENCE IS, AND WILL HELP LOOK FOR THE WARNING SIGNS WHETER IT BE FOR THEM OR FOR THEIR FAMILY AND FRIENDS. I ONLY WISH I HAD KNOWN ALL THE SIGNS TO LOOK FOR THEN I WOULDN'T OF BEEN SUBJECT TO THAT KIND OF LIFE, BUT I GOT OUT AND SO CAN YOU, ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS ASK FOR HELP AND DONT' BE AFRAID TO DO. SENDING YOU ALL MY LOVE AND SUPPORT

R.i.p Dorothy E. Ashton
At 2:13ET 1/17/07 My Grandmother passed away from a massive stroke in the ICU at Lower Bucks Hospital. She was a very strong woman who believed that family came first in any situation. Her life was an inspiration to all who knew her and her passing will be felt by many. She is now reunited with her husband Howard and the rest of her loving family in the Kingdom of Heaven. She will never be forgotten.

Work
Ok, so I have this temp. government job at he DWS. It's basically clarical work. I'm not supposed to have my tattoos showing, my tongue piercing in, and I have to dress business/casual. I have a BIG problem with not being allowed to have my tongue piercing, because yesterday I had it out for most of the day, and it kinda closed up, so I was pissed off about that. About 15-20 minutes before I got off work, I asked one of the girls I work with if I could try to put it back in, because it was semi closed, and she said it was ok. So I kind pryed it in, and now it's in again. It's not offending anyone for one, and 2 why should I take out my piercing just to kiss ass? That's not me, so today, I left my bar in my mouth, and so far no one has said anything to me about it. I mean if I was playing with it and exposing it, I could see how it would offend people, but I'm not doing any of those, so hey, it stays. Today has been kinda lazy, so not much is going on. I helped staple papers t

Respect, Respect Me.
Respect, respect me, I say In every single way Respect me day by day Don’t put me down When we are out and about with people around Playing me like a fool Portraying me as one who never went to school Respect me sweet heart Till life sets us apart Respect my needs Listen and take heed Respect to me is what means love And not those commonly spoken words, ‘I love you’ To respect me is to publicly and privately honour me To respect me is to listen attentively while I speak To respect me is to bread and butter my desire to be free To respect me is to stand by me when I am weak Look up! Look up to me! I may not be perfect Nor a genius of an intellect Respect, respect me & our love will stand erect!

Hey Badboy
Dear BadBoy Loving you gives me such a feeling of fulfillment that I feel close to Heaven. And that is why I feel this huge emptiness when you are far away, which is reflected in the absence of your body. I wish I could have you right now, now that a strong desire takes over me and reveals itself through the most sensitive parts of my body; it burns me from inside, giving me goose bumps, making my soft hair stand on end, making my nipples hard and giving me an incredible lust... a lust for you and the way you touch me and take me with your strong, manly arms. I don’t know if I should print these feelings in a letter; I may even be misunderstood. But the reason I’m doing it is because I know you know me like no one else does. And you understand that this is more than simple lust, but the certainty that I love you and that my love for you shows itself not only in my mind but also in my body! Please don’t take too long to come back. Come back as soon as possible; I will be waiting wit

I Believe.
I believe that the sun shines after the rain I believe if you don't get hurt you'll never gain I believe in not doing things the easy way I believe that being selfish doesn’t pay I believe in a second chance I believe in a life long romance I believe there is life after death And standing up to a life of mess I believe in love at first sight I believe that revenge isn’t right I believe that first impressions last And there is nothing better then a good laugh I believe that dreams do come true I believe there's destiny for me and you I believe that good things come to those who wait I believe love never arrives too late I believe something good comes from something bad I believe that for tears of happiness there are tears of sad I believe everyone has a guardian angel And the good you do will be rewarded well I believe sometimes there is no explanation I believe money can't buy people's affection I believe you don't know what you've got until it's gone I

Beautiful!
Honesty is beautiful Kindness is beautiful Intelligence is beautiful Talent is beautiful Beautiful is a romance with such abundance Beautiful are the flowers that roam the earth Beautiful is awaking to the sound of singing birds Beautiful is a disguise Playing hide and seek inside and outside Beautiful is as naked as the rising sun Beautiful is delightful and truthful Beautiful is the golden daylight that shines And the taste of sweet colored red wine Beautiful was never ever created by mistake Beautiful is the ingredient we bake life’s cake When all or nothing is at stake I am beautiful You are beautiful We are beautiful Beautiful is great Beautiful is sweet Beautiful is love Beautiful is power Come to me Mr. & Mrs. Beautiful Let me into your little secret Of why you are so obedient and dutiful

Crazy......poem
I made you crazy I drove a man crazy and yet I dont know how I made him crazy it wasnt fair for him to be crazy Im sorry for making you crazy I wish I could take your place and I be crazy tell me a way show me a way and make me crazy my heart hurts cause I made my friend crazy Please change I dont want you to be crazy Someone help him, help him, he's crazy take away his pain that made him crazy I dont like how I made him crazy I didnt do it on purpose, I didnt even know I was making him crazy I wish I could take it all back and he leave me crazy

More Quizzes, You Slut
Congratulations your a REAL Slut! Your deffinatly not going to lose it becuase you sure are using it! Your Motto: "I'll try anyone or anything once or twice!" Your Sign: "Slippery When Wet!" * Don't forget to pratice SAFE SEX! Better stock up on condoms and lube!Take The Slut Quiz Now!"Slut Quiz - Female" is available here***starXtest v2.0***

Check Out Cherrytagz.com
Check out what Inked had done for us Cherrytappers. Click on the banner and check out our graphics site. It is awesome! And when you are done there, go let him know he has done a great job for us! Yall know how its done!!! Click on the link below and show him some Sweet Cherry lovins. Inkd @ CherryTagz.com@ CherryTAP

The Distance There Is...
Who are you? Luster in the dark As I kneel before you A slave to your desires In this tiny room where you locked me in Yet your eyes are not to be recognized Breathing against the walls, I am waiting My mind moves to where all lights are dimmed So helplessly lost to your excess Conscious of dissolution And the danger within... No regrets... You come deep inside me I can feel how you burn to my defeat Delicious strength of life to be consumed Your velvet voice and words so deep As you reach out for my heart confused The greatest danger of them all I'll be waiting, a kneeling servant to your needs As you touched my frozen soul Always Locked up here... With a heart that bleeds... Who are you?

To All My Friends:good Friends, Fake Ass Friends, New Friends, Old Friends
OK a mwssage to all those one my friends list: Just so u know...I don't mean to be a bad friend. I'm very busy lately, so if u stop by and say hello or comment, i will gladly return the favor. It's hard to keep track of all the "friends" real or fake on here. I use to go through my friends list once a week and comment everyone....and never got anything in return. So why waste my time?? Thanks for reading this if u did.....

Live It Real
I get so tired of feeling like I have to mind myself, put on a face and make someone happy. I get tired of suppressing myself in a vain attempt to find mr right. Well screw mister right. Since I got divorced I had one fling after the other. Always seeking the right guy who would be my perfect partner. Somone who I can have make love to and be myself during the process without fear of breaking them (which has been a sad case for many of my past lovers.. I always held back my nature during intercourse with them. Only very few out of the handful of men I have been with have seen the real passionate me). If it wasn't fear of breaking them then it was fear of being too intense for them. So I tried to tame myself for finding mister right. I have decided that my mister right that I have seen glimpses of in my dreams doesn't exist for me. Lets face it, it is a pretty tall list. Someone who is just as aggressive and passionate as I am (so I don't feel like I am walking all over him and he

Time Is My Greatest Enemy...
As time goes by i get older... As time goes by it allows me to make more mistakes... As time goes by i waste more of it... As time goes by pain gets deeper... As time goes by my body aches more... As time goes by i get more confused about life... and i just sit here, and watch time go by...

Stang Has Resigned As Bouncer
First I wanted to thank the guys in yellow for having me as a part of their support staff. After 7 months of being a bouncer, it's time for me to move on. I am not leaving the site but I have some things going on in the offline world that need my attention. I am unable to dedicate the time necessary to be a good bouncer and of use to the site and the users. Over the next few days, I'm sure haters will gear up, start rumors about me being "kicked off" and so on but those will be untrue. Truth be told, if they were going to boot me off, they would have done that months ago....LOL. I will always do what I can help the site and the users but for now, I just want to hang out with my CT friends, act up and enjoy the site. I wish much luck to the current bouncers and the best of wishes to the new bouncers that come on board. Thanks all and please repost this for me. Thanks. Oh by the way, please stop by and rate my profile if you have not already....LOL!!!!!! Gypsy Qu

My Contest
This contest has nothing to do with looks, or popularity. This has nothing to do with your tits, ass, friends, eyes, or any of that shit. This one is based on your skills. I don't care if you use photoshop, or come up with your own orginal piece of work, as long as it isn't a stolen copywritten image. I am looking for some artwork for the upcoming AS MY VICTIMS BLEED CD, and I figured to hell with it. I will search for the artist right here on CherryTap. If you, or anyone you know is interested have them contact me. I want to run it kind of like a contest, only how many ratings you get, how many comments you get, those won't matter. There will be no CherryTap gifts awarded to the winner. The winner will receive a free CD as well as recognition for thier work. The winner will be chosen by me. I may follow some suggestions from anyone that does rate and comment your work. Since AS MY VICTIMS BLEED is a DEATH METAL band, the artwork should fit the name and genre of music.

Sick Lil Shits
It's a freakin shame that we allow some people to live in this world when they take a life of a child.I do not know how many people are from North Carolina or have even heard the story about a little girl..4 years old murdered on Thursday night by someone she looked up to and loved unconditionally...her Daddy!!And the way that he did it... my goodness~I see the reports others post of child abuse and I wanted to speak up for her. We see the news of parents putting their babies in ovens, microwaves!! Hello..last I checked babies are not supposed to be nuked on high for 3 minutes! It blows my minds at the ignorance of people that like to lay down and have kids just to cook them, drown them or cut off their heads just because they cannot figure out hey I am not cut out for this. I have not always agreed to the death penalty..but in this case the saying fits.."Do unto others as you would have them do to you." So can someone please cut off Daddy's head??

My Obsession
For my first blog, I'm going to write about something that's become a bit of an obsession. I don't even really play video games, but I can't stop with guitar hero. I'm almost done with expert already. It's pathetic. I actually play guitar, making my obsession with the game even more sad, because it's come at the expense of me making actual music. Anyways, it's like Dance Dance revolution for white guys who can't dance. Everyone should play it all the time, and then we could settle disputes that way. Just kidding. Anyways, that was a boring blog that only interests me, but so what, isn't that what blogging is all about?

Lmao..convo With My Sis
A convo with my sis LOL ..[Nicole].. it's sooooo colddd don't wanna work tonight says: yeah well..i'm getting surgery on my face x0x..(((.l|l.I.Lub Him..l|l.)))..x0x.. ..x0x....{{..He.Makes.My.Heart.All.Scribbley..}} says: =/ ..[Nicole].. it's sooooo colddd don't wanna work tonight says: so I think ur life is goin a lil better than mine lol x0x..(((.l|l.I.Lub Him..l|l.)))..x0x.. ..x0x....{{..He.Makes.My.Heart.All.Scribbley..}} says: nope x0x..(((.l|l.I.Lub Him..l|l.)))..x0x.. ..x0x....{{..He.Makes.My.Heart.All.Scribbley..}} says: i have rob x0x..(((.l|l.I.Lub Him..l|l.)))..x0x.. ..x0x....{{..He.Makes.My.Heart.All.Scribbley..}} says: id rather be cracked in the face with a mallet ..[Nicole].. it's sooooo colddd don't wanna work tonight says: LMFAO ..[Nicole].. it's sooooo colddd don't wanna work tonight says: can I please put that in a blog? LOL

Innocent Princess Needs Our Help
Please stop by and leave a rate for 2 blogs that are here SOLELY for the support of others who might need it. My blog is to support and tell the stories of people who have been touched by pregnancy and infant loss as well as infertility. http://cherrytap.com/blog/1273 and my friend PoeticAngel has dedicated her blog to domestic violence awareness and survivors as well as the memory of her friend that died at the hands of her abuser. http://cherrytap.com/blog/37044 Please stop by and show us some love! let us know that there are people out here touched by these issues and that support what we are doing here. Poetic's blog contains a cell number for support if you would like it and you can write to me in a direct email at: innocentprncss00@yahoo.com Feel free to come to us looking for support or advice. Angie~~innocentprncss

Lmfao..sisterly Conversation
..[Nicole].. it's sooooo colddd don't wanna work tonight says: yeah well..i'm getting surgery on my face x0x..(((.l|l.I.Lub Him..l|l.)))..x0x.. ..x0x....{{..He.Makes.My.Heart.All.Scribbley..}} says: =/ ..[Nicole].. it's sooooo colddd don't wanna work tonight says: so I think ur life is goin a lil better than mine lol x0x..(((.l|l.I.Lub Him..l|l.)))..x0x.. ..x0x....{{..He.Makes.My.Heart.All.Scribbley..}} says: nope x0x..(((.l|l.I.Lub Him..l|l.)))..x0x.. ..x0x....{{..He.Makes.My.Heart.All.Scribbley..}} says: i have rob x0x..(((.l|l.I.Lub Him..l|l.)))..x0x.. ..x0x....{{..He.Makes.My.Heart.All.Scribbley..}} says: id rather be cracked in the face with a mallet ..[Nicole].. it's sooooo colddd don't wanna work tonight says: LMFAO.

Good News
Looks like the guy Mel came up trumps for me as they say, so I am going to be part of a microfinance plan, that will allow people like myself to borrow money for projects like this one, its a pilot scheme and I think I am going to be the first one, at long last, so just got to pull a few plans together then i can get on with it, my friend Tania is helping me with a marketing strategy and hopefully Marc in Oxford should have the online shop he is building for me so I can sell them So once we get the posters sorted we use that to raise money to plough back into the project

People Who Can't Read
i know that this is gonna make me sound like a biyotch but i really don't care. i put up on my profile that i am a married bisexual and am not looking for guys. the guys on my profile i know. if you look at my friends list most of them are girls. and every time a guy wants to be my friend i deny them. is that so wrong.

Random Old Poem Of Mine
Thermal Enigmatic and pragmatic Skin so weathered Only way to have it And I know I've said this before but I still don't know So what's your reason? Leave this cheap disguise behind Make truth from the lies spoke Going for broke just to leave this war So go make your choice Go voice your voice Pick you place 'Cause im waiting, Holding breath and hating This feeling of kneeling to accept the noose around my neck.

My Taro Card
You are The Chariot Triumph, Victory, Overcoming Obstacles. The chariot is one of the most complex cards to define. On its most basic level, it implies war, a struggle, and an eventual, hard-won victory. Either over enemies, obstacles, nature, the beasts inside you, or to just get what you want. But there is a great deal more to it. The charioteer wears emblems of the sun, yet the sign behind this card is the moon. The chariot is all about motion, and yet it is often shown as stationary. It is a union of opposites, like the black and white steeds. They pull in different directions, but must be (and can be!) made to go together in one direction. Control is required over opposing emotions, wants, needs, people, circumstances; bring them together and give them a single direction, your direction. Confidence is also needed and, most especially, motivation. The card can, in fact, indicate new motivation or inspiration, which gets a stagnant situation moving again. What Tarot Card are You?

The Beginning
I found the total package When I started chatting with you You're more than just a pretty face You're beautiful inside too You made me feel so welcome that's why I stayed for a while every virtual kiss you gave expanding my already huge smile I hope this is only the beginning and you and I can be friends but if it isn't meant to be I don't want to know how it ends.

Warning On A Company
warning to those of you that have vonage or are thinking of hooking up with them......i have had them for the past couple of months and have made several attempts to pay my bill...but either the site is not accepting my password and any new pw they give me or when i call they refuse my payment by phone even though they know that my acct with them is messed up and wont let me log in...just today my husband has called them 5 times and asked them to call me since all i could do at the moment was receive a call...and they refused saying they are not allowed to make calls to the customers but yet have called me several times over the past few days about my acct..and each time has been notified that i cannot access my acct that its not accepting my pw....but still refuse to let me make a payment by phone...today was my 5th attempt in 3 weeks to make payment to them......so folks do beware of how they are

Everything She Touches
Everything she Touches My Goddess feels so good Her rose petal touch STrategic and deeply felt She changes Everything she Touches Head to Toe, Fragrant to back Complete oral worship of her altar Her taste of fine wine, Skin soft as a babe's bottom Everything she touches changes On the Bottom or on top Side to Side She rules her destiny Her sexual prowess enfolds, keepign me under her spell I tatse her sweet "flower" delicately Smile with soft moans as it unfolds, exposing her heavenly delights Holding me in place, moaning her pleasure her raw Universal desire Allowing me the honor to taste the primal nectar of her fount My Goddess, My Mama Beautiful, Sexy, Enchanting, Mysterious I love her, serve her, please her every desire My body mind and soul dedicated to her complete satisfaction She feasts on me form head to toe My body trembling and on fire She touches my secret places, my manliness tasting me, swallowing me, Totally vulnerable to her se

Goddess Is Alive
Goddess is Alive She is Queen of all she surveys rests inside every woman She powerful, Grand Creatress She is loving, sensual, she is you you are her Sexual prowess to move Mountains Seas speak of her glory The Earth quakes announcing her pressence To be one with the Goddess To Gain her mysterys To serve her as priest and Lover Is to Live in eternity

Power Of Attraction
Power of Attraction Her anger, her hate, her love Prowess beyond words She is Goddess Empress of all she surveys Golden spark in her soulful eyes Her smile sly and enchanting Her curves full and Sexy Heaven and Earth are as One within her Her divine Body her altar On top, Underneath, side to side She is the ultimate Sexual power She is Goddess Commanding Sacred Lover I hr consort, protector serve her every desire for eternity His Kiss a bolt of lightening Her touch a bodily quake Her sacred nectar Nourish and refresh me completely Her beauty so powerful She possess my mind Her sexual prowess and talent Takes control of my mind, body and soul She is Mighty She makes the greatest Love She is my dream Lover, best friend, and confidant She is Goddess

Drive_in Pleasures
Drive-In Pleasures Its been years since we've been a Drive-In movie Me and my Goddess Together, so primal, public, yet private As the sky darkens The movie begins Lovers in the cars already heaightened to sensual tremors Enfold and protect my Goddess Her Golden mane accentuates her all Fire and desire deep in our eyes Melting, placing me deeper under her spell Oh that Kiss, so complete, so passionate Tongues touch delicate as a butterfly's wings Fingers caress and probe secret places Low Tiress moans escape her Oh Goddess Oh My Goddess MMMMMMM Seat reclined, my body the Goddess's toy Totally under her mercy and prowess Nibbles, bites my hard man nipples Tearing awzy my shirt, reachign into my pants She commands for the my Sex She takes me like no other could Strong and dtermined, yet seductive and teasing My body afire, trembling betraying me Goddess commands me not to touch her or myself The beast within screams for release But Goddess r

Tantric Secrets
Tantric Secrets What an honor it is High priest and lover The Goddess is alive Sexually mysterious and powerful Arms wrapped tightly hot skin to hot skin Moistened lips melted together She sits majestically in my lap No intercourse yet we are magically connected Bodies, minds, souls as one Our breathing deep and with intense sexual rhythm Our energy connected pulsing, racing through our bodies From our Crown to our root chakras Breathing becomes more intense, erratic The God and goddess of the Universe Become one with us The Great rite is complete and fulfilled As Wave after wave of sexual pleasure and bliss crash against Ecstasy's shore The Universe's secrets revealed Full body Pleasure As within and without Top to bottom, bottom to top, side to side, round about and to thinkI still get to taste and physically become one wiht my Goddess...MMMMMM

In Regards To A Bulletin I Reposted Last Night.
This is to support my cause also to those assholes who said my videos were repeative and lame I MADE A WHOLE NEW ONE Kain Thats right watch this video if your gothic or even if your not support us all. We are NOT freaks just because we look or act a little different than the rest.We are NOT freaks because of the music we listen to. We are NOT freaks for how we believe. You know what makes us freaks.Its the close minded people that think they are better than us when they are NOT....So listen to this song watch this video and let your voice be heard.....I AM AGAINST GOTHIC DESCRIMINATION .....True Lord Lestat TO ALL THE HATERS PEACE,LOVE&FREAKINESS ¢¾Akasha¢¾ The above is the bulletin I'm referring to. After I reposted it a friend sent the following message to my inbox and I feel she has a very valid point. This is what she wrote: "Akasha, While I have nothing against goths in general, I do have something against someone telling me fuck God or Christ. That is be

Happy Yule Goddess
Happy Yule Goddess Winter's blanket covers the countryside Festive and jhoyous feelings pore form every inch of our bodies as i kneel before my Goddess eager to please here extra special on this extra special day Dressed as Santa She is impressive, powerful, Mysterious Her breasts big, beautiful strong Carved perfectly by Aphrodite herself Her soft big womanly curves Perfect symmetry, as her soft rose petal skin Accents the hevaenly feature of the Sparkling moist diamond between her creamy nthighs Doesn't priest have a gift for his Goddess In total awe and servitude of my Goddess I can only knod as i await her commands, her soft sexy purr She commands me to start with her toes Grand tigress she is Moaning with prowess As ym tongue journeys on its mission Bottom to top, front to back, and side to side Goddess is worshipped with grand devotion My own pleasure and satisfaction Built by pleasing, worshipping my Goddess Tracing her diamond her

Help Us To Remember-my Version
Help us to remember, that the predjudice piece of shit who won't hire people because of what they look like was raised to do that. He must have been brainwashed since he was young. He worships the great green god above all else, and how can we ask him to go against his religion and blasphmy the all mighty dollar. Help us to remember maybe some people are just born idiots and assholes. And other people mayber were beaten, abused. and molested by individuals who didn't look the "P" word, or conservative. Help us to remember if there weren't pieces of shit in the world, the other people wouldn't seem so good. Help us to remember if we tie those people up, cut them all over, then beat the shit out of them, dip them in lemon juice, rip their fingernails out with plyers, and then boil them in oil and feed them to the rest of them awaiting the same fate, that we wouldn't be much better than they are. Only a little bit. lol. Help us to remember that no matter how educated peop

Chocolate And Vanilla
Chocolate and vanilla No longer a sociuetal taboo Yet a twinge of naughtiness remains Chocolate God and Vanilla Goddess Soft contrasting skin excites and enflames Pure raw Sexual Mystery and Pleasure Drawn together as the Lord and Lady Their Temple of Primal lust and deepest Love AT one with the ryhtms of the Universe Sparks of Creation explode form their Sensual Kiss Soothing full body tremors of desire Radiate form their pleasure cores As they continue their Worship of one another Hands, fingers, tongues Strategic and deternmined, Placed at each others pleasure centers Love, Sexual power and mystery flow form every pore His serpent tongue explores his goddes's tender folds Her moans of prowess and passion show her satisfaction She takes him like only a Goddess can Her tongue, her touch expertly devours his manhood Head to tow, Bottom to top Side to side, not a spot missed or unpleased Candles flicker, Incense burns scents of pleasure They jo

Contest Ideas...
So, I think I'm looking to hold a contest...just not sure what kind of contest I want it to be. Do any of you have any ideas for a (Safe For Work) contest? If so, please post them as a comment to this blog entry, or send me a private message. Whichever you prefer.

Ultimate Sex Organ
The Ultimate Sex organ Hot water soothing our skin as we caress, Kisses passionate as the water is Hot Moistened tongue stretegically placed Zones of pleasure pulsate Hot wax stimulates, excites Ice cubes melt wiht intense sexual heat Frozen Grapes and straberries warm inside her Sex Heighten oral worhsip of the Goddess Lotion to massage her deepest core Chocolate Syrup to sweeten her essence Hot and cold, Hard and soft sensations heighten and prolong this blissfull journey Sensual touch and sensations bodily quakes of desire Breathing deeply, moans od eros Skin is the Ultimate Sexual organ

Confessions Of Insatiability
Confessions of Insatiability My Big Beautiful Goddess Glorious mane of hair flowing on the four winds Lips full of rose petal soft Full Plump, Juicy, Grand Seductress She purs like the Great Cat Goddess Bastet Walks wiht the prowess of Diana Makes Wild passionate Love with the fury of Aphrodite I live to serve, to worhsip her, live for her pleasure Kneeling at her altar Her body moistened and eager Her siren voice pierces my core Her Universal magnetism captures me completely The softness of your breasts rubbign aginats my own Sends waves of sxual tremors surging through me The moistness of her plump labias Tickles my tastebuds; increasing my hunger and thirst for her nectar She mounts me with Grand Prowess Gripping me, mssaging my manhood with her strong kegels Controls me, sudeces me Oh Grand Enchantress has me under her spell Goddess, Divine and beloved Big beautiful, Bodl, and Sexy I am priest, toy, servant Your Wishn is my command

Some Wish's For All My Friends.....
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Hbo Real Sex
HBO Real Sex Thursday Night a mad rush home to Lover and HBO Real Sex Kids are away and grandma's The Whole house our den of Pleasure and bliss 11:30 arrives, wine and chocolates and cheese Sexual desire flows from every pore We tremble delightfully In each others embrace Cyber swinging, Swingstock in Minnesota All very deliciously naughty But then came the piece on sensations The fire of raw desire has been lit Sinks to her knees Goddess is hungry and determined Taking my manhood in her Capable hands She feasts so expertly on it Totally at her sexual mercy My mind and body a blur But you are nto allowed to cum until I say She licks, nibbles and sucks me to orgasm STopping short, teasing me again and again Fianlly her own fire of passion needs release as she pins me to the couch Mounting my waiting tongue eat Me Good Boy Toy Mama demnds it done right Oh how i love to serve my goddess Her body built in beauty and strength, My own built f

Blissfully Cold
Blissfully Cold Winter Lays her White blanket Her nippy breath chills to the bone Lover and I make wild passionate love by fire as Winter howls through the morning sky As I feast delightfully on The Goddess's Tender Moist Sex Her body on fire Her source of inspiration gives thought Let's go outside HUh but its so cold Mama wants what Mama Wants takign me hand leading me otu into the cold There we are Covered by WInters blanket and breath Our bodies starngely warm, Yet hardened by the chill of cold Totally raw and determined Goddess sat at picnic tables edge Her big Seyx legs drapped on my shoulders My tongue at work, playing a loving tune on her tender Sex Winter's cold could not stop The rgaing sexual heat we created Snow melted aorund us As i so expertly tongue massaged her moist labias Lips wrapped warmly aorund her pleasure button Mama layed back, massaging her breasts her Sexy Wolf moans piercing the air The SUmmit of Mount Ecstacy

Random Quotes/sayings....
As silly as these may seem to some of you, I like them... :) Love is giving someone the ability to destroy you, but trusting them not to If You Love Me Like You Told Me, Please Be Careful With My Heart. You Can Take It Just Don't Break It Or My World Would Fall Apart. If she is the first thing you think of when you wake up, the only thing you think of when you're awake, and the last thing you think of before you go to bed, then she is really somebody special. Just the thought of being with you tomorrow, is enough to get me through today. You never truly love a person until the mere thought of you hurting that loved one is enough to break your own heart. "Life may not be the party we hoped for... but while we are here we might as well dance!" Live like there's no tomorrow. Love like you've never been hurt. Dance like no one's watching. A person will forget what you said, forget what you did, but will never forget how you made them feel. As we grow up,

First Taste
First Taste Back in the day Jana and I swore against oral pleasures Yucky icky qwe swore it never breaking that vow WInds of changed flowed across our lives Chacne meeting at life's crossroads She invited me to her place Chip her high school sweetheart now her hubby Though friends for years Chip seemed annoyed at my presence Dinner and drinks, reminscing chat Time for bed Always a nocturnal beast Awakened in the night To low murmurs and growls Peekign into their bedroom to seek what it was Breath leaving me momentarily There was Jana Playing sweet Love music on Chip's love muscle Oh My God Yucky, icky, how could she Yet sometihig deep within, primal trmors Kept me rivoted to the spot Her tongue so methodically tracing, tasting the shaft Curling the head so slick and strategically Was this my girlfriend Jana A familiar warmth and moistness in my own panties Soon passion took over me Moans escpaign ym lips My fingers caressing my cu

Public Displays Of Affection
Public Displays of Affection Holding hands KIsses passionate and wet Normal everyday Things But Lover took me to a new Level Glass Elevator at the Chrysler Building A fantasy yes, but would she ever So naughty and taboo Lover Gets what lover Wants We arrived in sweet anticipation Waves of sexual anticipation cursed through our hardened bodies As we rode the glass elevator higher and higher Facing the street the 4th floor our destination Lover pushed the stop button Locked into place Stripping with intense sexual hunger Our bodies trembling violently Hands everywhere Our Tongue tying Kiss more passionate than ever Point of No Return Breached Total nudity to all below Goddess sank to her knees Set to feast on her sexual lollipop Mix of fear and excitement my eyes darting hear and there Is anyone watching? Oh hell who cares? SUddenly she wraps my manhood tightly inside her billowign breasts Pumping Mama's breasts szo hard Her sucks

Chocolate Orgasm
Chocolate Orgasm Night of Passion once again Ingenious, Andveturous imagination Keep it fresh and new Never STale, Always Hot and Juicy Goddess Lays me down My four limbs to the four directions Mama wants a Chocolate Fix My body her playground, her toy Hershey, the land of Sweet Joy Dark or Milk Chocolate Syrup drizzled all over My body tingles, pulsates at the coolness on my skin Her serpt tongue dancesall over My body totally under her spell forom the beginning Licks, nibbles, suckles Trembling, begging the goddess for release The Great Goddess continues to feast Growlign like a Lioness on the Hunt Devouring me totally form head to toe Refusing to allow me to Cum HWimpers of frustration yet complete bliss Escape my whimpering moist lips My body clean of the sauce, Mama Please..Mama I beg you Untying my arms, commanding me to sit up My Back against the headboard Manhood rockhard and at attention Mama Takes the seat of Power and authori

Broken Heart (lies)
Hey girl, is he everything you wanted in a man You know I gave you the world You had me in the palm of your hand So why your love went away I just can't seem to understand Thought it was me and you babe Me and you until the end But I guess I was wrong Don't want to think about it Don't want to talk about it I'm just so sick about it Can't believe it's ending this way Just so confused about it Feeling the blues about it I just can't do without ya Tell me is this fair? Is this the way it's really going down? Is this how we say goodbye? Should've known better when you came around That you were gonna make me cry It's breaking my heart to watch you run around 'Cause I know that you're living a lie That's okay baby 'cause in time you will find... What goes around, goes around, goes around Comes all the way back around Now girl, I remember everything that you claimed You said that you were moving on now And maybe I should do the same Thought it was me and you, babe And now, it's all just a sh

The Final Hour
And in my final hour The ONe did come to me And unto me The One did say What is it that you have brought to me Not being able to think In mere awe of this entities presence I could think of no such great deeds So to this I had no answer How could one such as myself Dare to even attempt to answer One whose powers Are seemingly endless In a time Which seemed to last an eternity The silence was finally broken A voice so lovely It was as if a chorus of angels Did sing But yet The voice so timid and mild That I was the only one Who could hear this wonderous glory And even though It sounded of an entire song The only words heard were "I give you myself" To this annoucement I was dumfounded How, I a mere man Can offer up oneself To an entity such as this And believe to be taken seriously To this another answer Not because of your great deeds but because of whom you are You left your life open Not to allow your

A Favorite Of Mine...i Did Not Write This One...
Take my hand and lead the way; tell me all you want to say. Whisper softly in my ear, all those things I want to hear. Kiss my lips and touch my skin; bring out passions deep within. Pull me close and hold me near; take away my pain and fear. In the darkness of the night, be my beacon, shine your light. In the brightness of the sun, show me that you are the one. Give me wings so I can fly; for I can soar when you're nearby. Enter my heart, break down the wall, it's time for me to watch it fall. I've been a prisoner, can't you see? Break my chains and set me free. Strip me of my armor tight; you'll find I won't put up a fight. Release my soul held deep within . . . I'm ready now, let love begin.

Sorry
To my friends and family I am sorry that I haven't been rating pics or leaving comments. My eyes are really hurting these days and looking at the computer screen isn't much of a help. I will be back around soon. Baby

Video Game Challange (part 1)
Life is getting exciting day by day but it is off the hook if u r addicted of something which is completely fun. Jz like Video Games. i am addicted to it and i have been playin the video games since i was the kid. I used to go to the video arcades and also play on the consoles at my house. Today, was the surprising day for me. In the morning an old buddy of mine dropped me a call and informed that there is a open challange goes in the video game arena. The game was one of my fav. "Street Fighter". He, asked me to come and join him at the 1st i wasn't in the mood coz i have played this game when i was the kid but now i am a big boy and i was tryin to reject the offer coz there was the thought that i might be out of practice. Anyways, i said OK to my friend and meet him in the game arena after 1 hour. Man it was crowded and alot of boys were there to compete. but the system was the teaming. they made teams of 6 boys each. The rules were "Winner To Stay if he Beat 10 challanges". althoug

Life - A Random Thought From A While Back...
Love....sometimes even the most loving people don't realize how in love they are with someone until that person is gone...that person may just be out of site, out of reach...or maybe out of your life forever but whichever is the case, it can happen....funny how you can fight something so hard, you don't even realize what has come over you when it happens...until it starts diminishing...then little by little, you realize just what that person meant to you...it's not that you didn't love them...you just apparently didn't love them enough....or something....guess it just wasn't in the stars. lol Who knows...might not ever know....

Loving You
We have talked For months now Always being close Never turning away We have been there Through thick and thin Helping each other Making sure all is well Feelings were revealed And our friendship Seems to have become more Even though we aint together We drew a line That we didnt want to cross But deep inside I am loving you I have wanted to say it But know that I cant Not knowing what to do Im telling you here Im in love with you

Nothing Happens Just Because It Does
Read Each One Carefully and Think About It a Second or Two 1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.. 2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is,won't make you cry. 3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have. 4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart 5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them. 6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile. 7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world. 8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.

Naughty Survey Repost!
subject: NAUGHTY SURVEY (repost) date: 2007-01-17 09:54:52 Naughty Adult Survey - Be honest. If you aren't honest then what is the point? Fill it out and re-post as a bulletin. Have fun. 1) Ever been to a strip club? yes 2) Ever been to a bar? yes 3) Ever been kicked out of a bar or a club? yes 4) Ever been so drunk you had to be carried out of somewhere? yes 5) Kissed someone of the same sex? yes 6) Thrown up from drinking too much? yes 7) Had sex in a car? yes 8) Had sex at the beach? yes 9) Had sex in a movie theater? yes 10) Had sex in a bathroom? yes 11) Had sex at work? no 12) Have you ever been in an "adult" store? 11) ever bought something from an adult store? Yes 14) Have you spent over $100.00 in one visit to the adult store? yes 16) Is there anyone on your friends list you would ever consider having sex with? yes 17) Have you been caught having sex? yes 18) Are your breasts real? yes 19) Have you ever kissed a s

What Is It All For
i am wondering . what is it all for we are always working hard at being the most sucsessful and attractive people around at the time i just want to know. why? i just want to live comfotable with no worries for once just to know where the money for the bills are comming from not having to worry that my roomate isn't going to make there part of the bills. i think i just need to go back in the army where you get three hotts and a cott only thing you need to do is what you are told and your ok. i guess it is just me being insecure i know is i work my ass off and i still can't see the end of the tunnel it feels like when i work to my goal someone just shows up to chop my leggs out from under me if it wasn't for my freinds here on ct i would have no release from my reality witch is good bc i try to do the right things all the time and as i said in my pervious blog nice guys finish last. so to all my friends on ct thanks bc without you i would be lost in life . i just need to figure out w

Something A Friend Wrote For Me...
A friend of mine from Scotland who is an artist, songwriter, etc. wrote this for me after we first met over a year ago... From the other side of the pond you can develop a bond but never ask the time unless you need a rhyme shes native to the county the most shes seens a mounty she wanted me to read it the scorpio can feed it if you want her to relax all you do is ask the clarinet is lurking where the house is working all the friends are shopping where the plumbings dropping pick it up and start again aviod the heating men the government holds office "you heard it" said the novice been reading this hard book before the hands were shook so if you love to fish just kneel and make a wish from the pictures I have seen these places that form a dream where people are all friendly where you might enjoy a medley bryan drummond

The Hardest Thing..
The Space Between Alone in the dark On this chosen path Standing at a crossroad Not knowing which way to turn I cant go back from which I came Cant go back to the safety and light It grows darker still The winds of change blow bitter through my soul. Early this morning I said goodbye to someone I feel very deeply about. I know what you must be thinking; 'if I care so deeply about this person then why say goodbye?' Let me explain the events leading to the goodbye to make it perfectly clear. I met this really great guy and there was an instant mutual attraction. The more we got to know each other, the more profound the feelings became. I told this person from the beginning that I have things in my life I need to work through, and until I do I couldnt commit myself to anything more than friendship. He told me that he understood, and was content to wait until a time when I could commit. Everything was going alright until last night he said something that made me take a step b

Is It
Is it possible to know someone You never met Better then those next to you Is it possible to be closer With the one You talk to on the net Is it possible to fall in love With that one Who is always around Is it possible to love them More then the ones You can really hold

Another Middle Of The Nighter...
I know I'm not what you once envisioned to be the one you'd spend your whole life with... I know I'm not the "girl next door". or the rich girl up the road... But what I am, is the woman who fell in love with you. If love is endlessly caring for one another, talking, sharing, feeling alive and wanted... Then who cares about the looks, the money and what everyone thinks?? I want to be me and YOU are part of me! You're my everything...

Count Down To The Daytona...
32 days and 20 minutes away from nascar again!! Woooooohoooooooo!!Best wishes for a safe and prosperous racing season to all the driver's ( even Jeffy Poo Gordon) Gawd it killed me to type that!!!

For My Friends..i Thank You!
Cherished Friends Author Unknown God must have know there would be times we'd need a word of cheer, Someone to praise a triumph or brush away a tear. He must have known we'd need to share the joy of "little things" In order to appreciate the happiness life brings. I think He knew our troubled hearts would sometimes throb with pain, At trials and misfortunes, or goals we can't attain. He knew we'd need the comfort of an understanding heart To give us strength and courage to make a fresh, new start. He knew we'd need companionship, unselfish....lasting....true, And so God answered the heart's great need with Cherished Friends....like you!!

Nothing=nothing
nothing much to say nothing left to do nothing left inside all the scars show its true nothing there to cry for too many times i opened up my heart too many times its crashed and burned for all the wrong reasons love was just the start im here to show what you did no doubt it was worng now im broken and sore but its not your fault just the same old dance and song but to forget you and turn the other cheek would just take to long you opened up my eyes and now i see no longer blinded there nothing left of you and me caught up in the happiness and lost in the sad you did a good thing you made me forget the bad and in turn if you ever need a thing ill be here for you so you dont feel that sting

*sigh* I Found Him!
YES I DID...I FOUND MY SEX SYMBOL FINALLY. I DIDNT EVEN THINK TO GO TO PHOTOBUCKET UNTIL NOW ACTUALLY...LOL! THE GREAT AND SEXY OLIVER MARTINEZ! *SIGH* HE IS SO DAM SEXY. I FELL FOR HIM EVER SINCE I SAW S.W.A.T ACTUALLY. THEN I SAW UNFAITHFUL AND ALL HELL BROKE LOOSE! ANY WOMANS FANTASY. OKAY IF YOU DONT KNOW WHAT THE FU** IM TALKING ABOUT THEN GO TO MY PAGE IN THE ABOUT ME SECTION...GO AHEAD AND LOOK FOR YOURSELF. :)

Violence And Women.
Aight so im chillin and like "face down" comes on. And i just wanna write. Real men dont hit/hurt women. Cowards do. Women are to be loved and respected, not abused or objectified. I once went after one of my good friends because i thought he hit a girl, turns out it was just a big misunderstanding, so you can imagine what i would do to the average joe. There is no excuse for it and if a girl ever comes to me and says you roughed her up in anyway, in the words of dane cook, "I'll fucking kill you", and it will be painful, trust me. Yeah and dont cheat or belittle them either. And treat them right for god sakes. Even the bad ones deserved to be treated right. yeah ok im off my soapbox now.;-}

Can You Solve This Riddle?
Here is a riddle for the true intellectual. Try to come up with the answer on your own. The answer is at the end for those who are unable to think this one through. ~~At the exact same time, there are two 35 year old men on opposite sides of the earth: One is walking a tight rope between two skyscrapers. The other is getting "oral pleasure" from an 85 year old toothless woman. They are both thinking the exact same thing. What are they both thinking?~~ Scroll Down Don't look down!

A Little Background
My birthday is next month, and I don't celebrate it anymore. 7 years ago I lost the most important person in my life on that day. My Mom passed away on Feb. 13, 2000, my birthday, and as it draws closer again this year, my thoughts turn to her. I miss her so much, and time has not lessened the pain, the hurt of losing her. She was such an amazing woman, she suffered for many years with heart problems, but no matter how much suffering and pain she was in, she was the most loving, happy woman. She raised me and my sister by herself with the help of my grandparents. She taught me the power of laughter to overcome the darkness, the power of love to get thru any obstacles. How important it is to be the kind of friend to others, that you wish them to be for you. And how to love your family and the closest of your friends unconditionally and with everything you have. We knew back then her time was short, but you can never truly prepare yourself to lose someone you love even when you know

Tarot
You are The Tower Ambition, fighting, war, courage. Destruction, danger, fall, ruin. The Tower represents war, destruction, but also spiritual renewal. Plans are disrupted. Your views and ideas will change as a result. The Tower is a card about war, a war between the structures of lies and the lightning flash of truth. The Tower stands for "false concepts and institutions that we take for real." You have been shaken up; blinded by a shocking revelation. It sometimes takes that to see a truth that one refuses to see. Or to bring down beliefs that are so well constructed. What's most important to remember is that the tearing down of this structure, however painful, makes room for something new to be built. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

For All Juggalos
Well for those of you who havent already heard Ninja Space is opening up TONIGHT!! For those of you who havent heard already or guessed it, it's a site like myspace but just for the juggalo fam. It is opening up tonight and the link will be reveald on www.gzninjas.net so come chill on the forum and wait for this bomb to be dropped tonight. And all underground bands and rappers this would be a good way to promote yourselfs. MCL and hope to see all of you ninjas on the site tonight when it drops! MCL The gzninjas.net staff

9 Things I Hate About Everyone
A funny for today =) 1. People who point at their wrist while asking for the time.... I know where my watch is pal, where the hell is yours? Do I point at my crotch when I ask where the toilet is? 2 People who are willing to get off their ass to search the entire room for the T.V. remote because they refuse to walk to the T.V. and change the channel manually. 3 When people say "Oh you just want to have your cake and eat it too". Damn right! What good is cake if you can't eat it? 4 When people say "it's always the last place you look". Of course it is. Why the hell would you keep looking after you've found it? Do people do this? Who and where are they? I'm going to Kick their asses! 5 When people say while watching a film "did you see that?". No Loser, I paid $12 to come to the cinema and stare at the damn floor. 6 People who ask "Can I ask you a question?".. Didn't really give me a choice there, did ya sunshine? 7. When someth

Life And What You Find
Life has soooooooo many ways in surprising you. You can join one of these chat sites and meet some really nice people. You have alot of the same interests. You may find some people that are just after friend counts and points. But, then again you can find your best friend. Someone that you can talk to for hours and never get bored. Then again you make some really good friendship that will last a life time. You may meet in person or it will all be by email, IM, or phone calls. But, you have to remember that when you meet someone and you really connect. These are the ones you hold close to your heart. You can be open and honest and they won't judge you. You can have your differences but, know that deep down in your heart you still love them and they love you. I will admit that I have been lucky enough to find a few really nice and true friendships on here. I truely care for you and you all know who you are... With much love, Hugs

Bye
For those who are on my friend list...I totally have to agree with all of you who say people are getting fake In here. So I gave in and let's see who really reposts this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. It serves to eliminate people who are trying to add "friends" like its a popularity contest in High School. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Lets see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are.. Repost this if you are a friend.

Destiny
Destiny I had a dream of our first kiss A precious dream that went like this As we walked by the babbling brook Away from me my breath mistook The world was peaceful and serene Where you were queen and I was king The sky above was a sea of blue A vision of love for me and you I knew right then someday I'd be Asking for your love upon one knee Though just a dream of our first date Inside it seems like futures' fate And if someday we find our souls embraced as if in rhyme Remember this and you will see That our first kiss was destiny! Martin Guy Kays Copyright ©2006 Martin Guy Kays

I Whooped Steven Seagal's Liquidy Anus
actually, it was the other way around, but it makes me sound cooler if i imply that i won...anyway, the other day it snowed out here in lovely wisconsin...and anyone who lives out here knows, when it snows, it's fun to drive around. soooo around 10 pm a few nights back, i decided to twirl my vehicle around in the snow and drive to a 24-hour wal-mart in the nearby city of burlington. upon my arrival, i felt hungry so i browsed the food area and stumbled across what i thought may have been the greatest thing i had ever seen in my life... that's right, steven seagal's enegry drink. i was so sure of the quality of this beverage that i purchased both flavors; cherry charge, which probably tasted like cherry, and asian experience, which probably tasted like asians. i was so pleased...this wal-mart had given me boo berry cereal, and now it had given me an energy drink based off of a man who could kick chuck norris's butt in a fight.yeah, i said it. chuck norris has nothing on seagal. chuck n

People Come Into Your Life For A Reason
People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on. Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. They bring you an experie

Five Websites Everyone (who Stumbles Across This Blog) Should Have Bookmarked
There are several major websites out there that people still don't know about. Rather than going over to your house and slapping you around with a wet fish, I thought I'd post some of them. "For some of you, this will all be old stuff. You'll get over it." 5. Freecycle.org I'm not sure what it is, Here's what they say about themselves: The Freecycle Network™ is made up of many individual groups across the globe. It's a grassroots and entirely nonprofit movement of people who are giving (& getting) stuff for free in their own towns. Each local group is moderated by a local volunteer (them's good people). Membership is free. Once you join, you find a group in your area. In the Tucson group there are 100+ messages a day, all about trading stuff. You look at the listings, and if someone is offering something you want, you shoot them an email and work out the details. Everything is always free. That's the rule. 4. IMDB.com The Internet Movie Database. One or two

What A Day!
Hi there everyone... Its been a long time that ive had a day like this...and its really making me feel really down about it all....and a bit worried. Well for starters it started alright, got up the usual and then had to print off my Accounting assignment...everything was fine up to then. I went into the office to fill in a 'front cover sheet' so that the office people will know who to give the assignment to and for the lecturers to their mark on it for us. Unfortunately i had written the wrong date on it! I thought that it was the 18th today, but unfortunately it is the 17th. It got me so worried becuase i could be marked down for it, could be marked as a late. Ive spoken to one of the office people and they said its alright, not to worry about it. But i still do. Now here comes the worse bit. I remember having my necklace on this morning...well its always there...but somehow, someway when i went to look in the mirror it had gone! Ive looked everywhere for it, it probab

If You Cant Be.....
HONEST......PLS. DONT WAIST MY TIME..... (FOR ALL THOSE WHO DONT KNOW THE MEANING....OR EXAMPLES OF....HERE'S TO YOU !!!) Almost any difficulty will move in the face of honesty. When I am honest I never feel stupid. And when I am honest I am automatically humble. Be sincere and true to your word, serious and careful in your actions ; and you will get along even among barbarians, But if you are not sincere and untrustworthy in your speech, frivolous and careless in your actions, how will you get along even among your own neighbors? When stand, see these principles in front of you; in your carriage see them on the yoke. Then you may be sure to get along. Deal honestly and objectively with yourself; intellectual honesty and personal courage are the hallmarks of great character. Don't worry so much about your self-esteem. Worry more about your character. Integrity is its own reward. Every man should make up his own mind that if he expect to succeed, he must give an ho

Soo...this Is A Rather Lenghthy Heartfelt Blog From Me!
So I'm such a N00B when it comes to excercising. But I am telling you...I got my treadmill out of Lay-Away shortly after Christmas..and I'm telling you...I've been walking on it about 3 times a day - varying between 10 - 45 minutes..Depending on how I'm feeling and whats going on around the house..I can really feel it in my legs. They havent felt this good in a long time. I think if things start going well..I'll start posting a weight-loss blog on here and in my Livejournal. For those that don't know what Livejournal is.. Its basically a blogging site. They've got several communities, groups etc..For pretty much anything you can possibly be interested it. Its a great place to vent and be angry and be happy and whatever emotion you can possibly be. Well I'm in a community there that deals with weight loss. Reading some of their stories, their ups, their downs, their successes, their failures..etc..Have really really inspired me to better my health. I've known for a while that well...I'v

What Tarot Card Are You?
You are The High Priestess Science, Wisdom, Knowledge, Education. The High Priestess is the card of knowledge, instinctual, supernatural, secret knowledge. She holds scrolls of arcane information that she might, or might not reveal to you. The moon crown on her head as well as the crescent by her foot indicates her willingness to illuminate what you otherwise might not see, reveal the secrets you need to know. The High Priestess is also associated with the moon however and can also indicate change or fluxuation, particularily when it comes to your moods. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

19 Things I Dont Give A F**** About !!!
1. It is impossible to lick your elbow. 2. A crocodile can't stick its tongue out. 3. A shrimp's heart is in its head. 4. In a study of 200,000 ostriches over a period of 80 years, no one reported a single case where an ostrich buried its head in the sand. 5. It is physically impossible for pigs to look up into the sky. 6. A pregnant goldfish is called a twit. 7. More than 50% of the people in the world have never made or received a telephone call. 8. Horses can't vomit. 9. Sixth sick sheik's sixth sheep's sick is said to be the toughest tongue twister in the English language. 10. If you sneeze too hard, you can fracture a rib. If you try to suppress a sneeze, you can rupture a blood vessel in your head or neck and die. If you keep your eyes open by force, they can pop out. 11. Rats multiply so quickly that in 18 months, two rats could have over a million descendants. 12. Wearing headphones for just an hour will increase the bacteria in your

Life...
On what is real isn't as easy as it sounds when you live in a fantasy world dreaming the impossible, believing in people and seeing who you thought they were, not who they really are, and thinking they are real...and it all comes undone in the end because your mind played tricks on you thinking you saw something with your eyes but you only saw it with your mind and believed it in your heart, and one day you are awakened out of your slumber to find that the entire time you were awake you were living in a dream... You wonder how you can ever trust again when words spill out full of meaningless hope in a world so uncertain and uncaring about anyone and everyone fends for themselves in this all about me generation...while songs play to the tune of hopeful promises and broken pledges, love and desertion, why do we bother continuing to look for something that is really just an illusion... We continually strive for something that validates our existence only to find at the end

Smile
I want to make you smile as you make me. I wish you saw my thoughts right through my eyes. You ask me what I'm thinking. I can't tell you. You are the stars, and I the empty skies. In me there is a yearning ever flowing That needs to reach an end that never comes. I cannot be myself without you with me. This is a truth no wisdom ever plumbs. You laugh, and say that I'm your personal angel, And this is what I want so much to be. The beauty of my life is like a passion That blows right through the person that you see. Written by: Born N Raised

Memories
I know hardly anyone knows me on this thing, and probably wont put much thought into this, but I just wanna talk about it. Tomorrow, this time last yr, my aunt "Nu Nu" as we called her, died of Bone Cancer. She battled this cancer a little over 7 yrs and decided that December that she was done fighting the fight. It was hard to accept, but she was tired, very tired. I miss her dearly, I saw her the last few days she was alive and it was hard to watch, my aunt, then 43, had so much to give and gave so much. She was a real good friend to me and I miss her laugh, I miss the funny things she did.. she was an awesome aunt, mother, wife, grandmother and its still so hard to accept that she is gone. Four months later my step dad died of complications from throat cancer, that was a major blow too, we knew he was sick, but the doctors made it seem as though things were looking up and then he just died... so unexpectedly. I miss him a lot too, he was a great guy and treated me just like I w

Confidence !!!!!
A feeling of continuous growth is a wonderful source of motivation and self-confidence. The foundation of lasting self-confidence and self-esteem is excellence, mastery of our work. Life is not easy for any of us. But what of that? We must have perseverance and above all confidence in ourselves. We must believe that we are gifted for something and that this thing must be attained. Like gaining confidence, finding one's courage is gradual rather than all at once.-- Most people can do extraordinary things if they have the confidence or take the risks. Yet most people don't. They sit in front of the telly and treat life as if it goes on forever. Nothing builds self-esteem and self-confidence like accomplishment. Real confidence comes from knowing and accepting yourself--your strengths and your limitations--in contrast to depending on affirmation from others. Self-confidence is a good thing to develop, after you are sure you have something to be confident about. Self-confidence is s

Beautiful
Beautiful eyes, beautiful face, I'm shy to talk to you. You're the eagle I must watch No matter what I do. You're the beauty, wild and free, The mistress of my eyes, Rolling through exultant air, Alone in pristine skies. I would take you for my own Could I but have your wings, Could I but go where night begins And frozen sunlight sings. Could I but have you for my love, How might we fly together! But I must watch you from below And long for you forever. But I must be the one below And long for you forever Written by Born N Raised

Soothing
It's been so good to have you as a friend: As sweet and rich as honey-colored sun Slanting steep across a summer lawn, Gilding life with all that love can lend. And now that you yourself have griefs to tend, I want to be the strong and caring one To count to you the lovely things you've done Until these troubles pass and sorrows end. You are so beautiful in form and soul That you bring happiness to all you're near: Just as a sea rose, flowering in mist, Makes a paradise of some bleak shoal, Turning truth to something far more clear, No pain unsoothed or rain-swept cheek unkissed. Written By: Born N Raised

40 Questions
1) What side of the heart do you draw first? Haven't drawn one in a long time 2) Can you dive without plugging your nose? no 3) What color is your razor? pink? i think? 4) What is your blood-type? No idea

Predjudice Managemeant Classes
Everyone is prejudice in one way or another. When I say " predjudice piece of shit " it's someone who discriminates based on their predjudice feelings basicly. It's acting in an bad way because of your irrational feelings towards people before you know them that is awefull. Kind of like being angry. Everyone gets angry, and it's ok. It isn't ok however, to go beat the shit out of someone, and/or destroy their stuff simply because you are angry. I guese what they need to do is have predjudice managemeant classes.

2 In 1 Poem Post Enjoy
Drop a tear, It releases the fear. Feel her near, and tell it to her ear I'll love you to the end of our years. ------------------------------------------------------------- Love me not for what I can do for you But for what we can accomplish together Love me for the things that I make special for you Love me because as two, we are really one Love me because together we can Learn the true meaning of Love.

Dreams......
All of us failed to match our dreams of perfection. So I rate us on the basis of our splendid failure to do the impossible. All our dreams can come true, if we have the courage to pursue them. All successful people men and women are big dreamers. They imagine what their future could be, ideal in every respect, and then they work every day toward their distant vision, that goal or purpose. Always dream and shoot higher than you know you can do. Don't bother just to be better than your contemporaries or predecessors. Try to be better than yourself. Ask yourself, "How long am I going to work to make my dreams come true?" I suggest you answer, "As long as it takes. At a time when opportunism is everything, when hope seems lost, when everything boils down to a cynical business deal, we must find the courage to dream. To reclaim romance. The romance of believing in justice, in freedom, and in dignity.Before your dreams can come true, you have to have those dreams. The best way to make you

Who Wants To Be My Valtine
1: Please provide positive answers. Name: Age: Phone: Height: Do you Drive: State You Live In: School: Grade: May I Call You: Single or Taken: Would You Date Me: Kiss On First Date: Will You Send This Back To Me?: Area 2: What would you do if I... I made a move on u: I kissed you: I lived next door to you: I started smoking: I asked you on a date: I was hospitalized: I ran away from home: I got into a fight and you weren't there? I asked u to have sex? I asked u out? Area 3: What do you think about my... Personality: Eyes: Hair: Body: Area 4: Have you ever.... Lied to make me feel better? Wanted to kiss me? Wanted to kill me? Broke my heart? Kept something important from me? Area 5: "X" marks the spot [ ]Kiss me.. [ ]Hug me.. [ ]Date me.. [ ]grab my ass.. [ ]Kill me.. [ ]Love me.. [ ]Hate me.. [ ]Hold me..

Pea Story
This is a Great Story Babs Miller was bagging some early potatoes for me. I noticed a small boy, delicate of bone and feature, ragged but clean, hungrily apprising a basket of freshly picked green peas. I paid for my potatoes but was also drawn to the display of fresh green peas. I am a pushover for creamed peas and new potatoes. Pondering the peas, I couldn't help overhearing the conversation between Mr. Miller and the ragged boy next to me. "Hello Barry,how are you today?" "H'lo, Mr. Miller. Fine, thank ya. Jus' admirin' them peas. Sure look good." "They are good,Barry. How's your Ma?" "Fine Gittin' stronger alla' time." "Good. Anything I can help you with?" "No,Sir. Jus'admirin'them peas." "Would you like to take some home?" "No, Sir.Got nuthin'to pay for em with." "Well, what have you to trade me for some of those peas?" "All I got's my prize marble here." "Is that right? Let me see it." "Here 'tis. She's a dandy." "I can

How Sexy Is Your Name?
Just something fun.....enjoy......!!!! Add the letters in your first name using the numbers below. A=100 B=14 C=9 D=28 E=145 F=12 G=3 H=10 I=200 J=100 K=114 L=100 M=25 N=450 O=80 P=2 Q=12 R=400 S=113 T=405 U=11 V=10 W=10 X=3 Y=210 Z=23 *under 60 points= not too sexy *from 61-300 points= pretty sexxy over 301-599 points= VERY sexxxxy!!! *beyond 600= beyond very, very sexy !!!!

Sweet Release!
I have been meaning to write this out for a while now, but shit gets in the way. That will make sense soon, I promise. The human body is a remarkable piece of machinery. We have 2 parts of this machine that are very similar to each other. Each has two spheres, and is connected by a long crack. Yes kids, it is your ass, and your brain. Think about it for a second. They look almost identical. The most stunning similarity is that when either is full of crap that can’t get out, you feel the discomfort. You do not want to store shit in your head anymore that in the lower region! Yet, we allow mental constipation to sit and wallow while we find relief for the other kind. A release of both is the correct solution. Ever notice on the model of the human brain how it looks like intestines crammed together looping around the inside of your skull? Ok, I may have just pointed this out, but they do resemble exactly that. What you can relate to is long sessions of sitting on the toilet to relieve the

If You're Happy & U Know It Clap Your Hands...
I choose to be happy. I realize that in regardless as to what is going on in my life or around me; I'm in total control of my own feelings. I count it as a blessing everyday that I awaken and realize that God thought enough of me to put me in this day. I have use of every limb in which He has blessed me with. I'm in my right state of mind; although some people would disagree. (LOL) I'm able to see the beauty of God's creations everyday that I open my eyes. I can hear even the smallest things that are sometimes overlooked by the naked eye. I'm just very happy today. And although I know that everyday isn't a walk in the park, and everything may not be going the way I want them to be going; but still, God granted me another day to get it right. I've come to realize that having a peace of mind is far greater than having all the riches in the world. I've chosen to take a back seat and let God drive my car. For all my true friends out here; thank you for being just as you are a

Just Smile
Smiling is infectious, you catch it like the flu. When someone smiled at me today, I started smiling too. I passed around the corner, and someone saw my grin - When he smiled I realized, I'd passed it on to him. I thought about that smile, then I realized its worth, A single smile, just like mine, could travel round the earth. So, if you feel a smile begin, don't leave it undetected. Let's start an epidemic quick and get the world infected.

When We Girls Drink Too Much............
1. WE HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO IDEA WHERE OUR PURSE IS. 2. WE BELIEVE THAT DANCING WITH OUR ARMS OVERHEAD AND WIGGLING OUR BUTT WHILE YELLING "WOO-HOO!" IS TRULY THE SEXIEST DANCE MOVE AROUND. 3. WE'VE SUDDENLY DECIDED THAT WE WANT TO KICK SOMEONE'S ASS AND HONESTLY BELIEVE WE COULD DO IT TOO. 4. IN OUR LAST TRIP TO PEE, WE REALIZE THAT WE NOW LOOK MORE LIKE A HOMELESS HOOKER THAN THE GODDESS WE WERE JUST FOUR HOURS AGO 5.WE START CRYING AND TELLING EVERYONE WE SEE THAT WE LOVE THEM SOOOOO MUCH. 6. WE GET EXTREMELY EXCITED AND JUMP UP AND DOWN EVERY TIME A NEW SONG PLAY'S BECAUSE "OH MY GOD! I LOVE THIS SONG!" 7. WE'VE FOUND A DEEPER/SPIRITUAL SIDE TO THE GEEK SITTING NEXT TO US. 8. WE'VE SUDDENLY TAKEN UP SMOKING AND BECOME REALLY GOOD AT IT. 9. WE YELL AT THE BARTENDER, WHO WE BELIEVE CHEATED US BY GIVING US JUST LEMONADE, BUT THAT'S JUST BECAUSE WE CAN NO LONGER TASTE THE GIN. 10. WE THINK WE ARE IN BED, BUT OUR PILLOW FEELS STRANGELY LIKE THE KITCHEN

Another Day In Paradise (i Wish!)
I am not looking forward to tomorrow! To bring you up to speed as to why, for the past year or so, I have been battling cancer, more specific, Central Nervous System Lymphoma - a brain tumor if you'd like. Since that time, I have been going for chemotherapy and radiation (the gamma implants) to battle it. Tomorrow will be my last chemo treatment, and albeit it will be the last one, I'm still not looking forward to it. After all, who looks forward to visiting a doctor, much less getting something that's gonna make you physically sick and extremely fatigued? So this happens tomorrow afternoon. So if anyone sees me tomorrow night or the days following, stop in and talk to me. Don't worry about whether or not I am up for it, because I will tell you now, I am not only gonna be up for it, I'm gonna need it! I could use the cheering up! As for tomorrow, I know I'll be fine when all is said and done, but wish me luck anyway!

I'm Learning Chinese And I Think You Should Too.
Read the english meanings and then OUTLOUD say the chinese words... 1) Thats not right........ Sum Ting Wong 2) Are you harboring a fugitive................... Hu Yu Hai Ding 3) See me ASAP.............. Kum Hia Nao 4) Stupid Man................................ Dum Fuk 5) Small horse.................. Tai Ni Po Ni 6) Did you go to the beach?.................... Wai Yu So Tan 7) I bumped into a coffee table................. Ai Bang Mai Fa Kin Ni 8) I think you need a face lift...................... Chin Tu Fat 9) It's very dark in here........................... Wao So Dim 10) I thought you were on a diet............... Wai Yu Mun Ching 11) This is a tow away zone....................... No Pah King 12) staying out of sight.............................. Lei Ying Lo 13) He's cleaning his automobile................ Wa Shing Ka 14) Your body odor is offensive.................. Yu

"daddy, How Was I Born?"
A little boy goes to his father and asks "Daddy, how was I born?" The father answers: "Well son, I guess one day you will need to find out anyway!" "Your Mom and I first got together in a chat room on Yahoo. Then I set up a date via e-mail with your Mom and we met at a cyber-cafe." "We sneaked into a secluded room, where your mother agreed to a download from my drive. As soon as I was ready to upload, we discovered that neither one of us had used a firewall, and since it was too late to hit the delete button, nine months later a little Pop-Up appeared that said... (scroll down) ...you've got male!" (¯`L´¯) `*.¸.*´ (¯`O´¯) `*.¸.*´ (¯`V´¯) `*.¸.*´ (¯`E´¯) `*.¸.*´ ¸.•¸.•*¨) ¸.•*¨) (¸.•´ (¸.•´ ....XOXOXO ~~D~~ Too dang cute enjoy!!!

Remembering Those Who Fought For Us
Angels The skies in New York City, were bright and blue and clear. Unseen by human eyes, the angels gathered near. They hovered ever closer, to the towers standing tall. They did not know or understand, why God had sent them all. Guardian angels, wrapped their arms around people in each plane. And held them close as each plane hit, the angels took the pain. From around the towers the angels flew, to be with every one. They guided some through smoke and fire outside and made them run. Other angels stayed with those, who paused to make a call. They held each close, who had not strength, and those that took a fall. OH GOD! The angels screamed with man, OH GOD please tell us why! But God gave no one answers, as smoke filled up the sky. Twas then the angels headed south to Washington DC. They knew this time, to gather close, they knew what they would see. On this plane too, they took the pain for each and every one. And on the ground, the othe

Ideas Anyone???
So, what do you do when your job is so boring? There is nothing for me to do at my job (I am in the process of looking for something else) BUT I mean I have like 5 mins of work to do each day and then nothing... I mean my boss is an idiot and the other guy that works here is ready to quit too (we are not treated the greatest)... but I get so bored... help...???

I Hate You
I hate you You have torn my world apart I hate you You stole from me what wasn’t yours to take I hate you You laugh as I fell into the darkness of hell I hate you Your silence betrayed me in the hardest of ways I hate you You hold my heart in your hand I hate you You hide from me and cast me out I hate you You poured salt in the open wound I hate you You left me and loneliness filled my world I hate you But most of all I hate you because I love you

What Tree Are You?
FIRST FIND YOUR BIRTHDAY AND THEN FIND YOUR TREE . THIS IS REALLY COOL AND SOMEWHAT ACCURATE , ALSO IN LINE WITH CELTIC ASTROLOGY. Dec 23 to Jan 01 - Apple Tree Jan 01 to Jan 11 - Fir Tree Jan 12 to Jan 24 - Elm Tree Jan 25 to Feb 03 - Cypress Tree Feb 04 to Feb 08 - mPoplar Tree Feb 09 to Feb 18 - Cedar Tree Feb 19 to Feb 28 - Pine Tree Mar 01 to Mar 10 - Weeping Willow Tree Mar 11 to Mar 20 - Lime Tree Mar 21 (only) - Oak Tree Mar 22 to Mar 31 - Hazelnut Tree Apr 01 to Apr 10 - Rowan Tree Apr 11 to Apr 20 - Maple Tree Apr 21 to Apr 30 - Walnut Tree May 01 to May 14 - Poplar Tree May 15 to May 24 - Chestnut Tree May 25 to Jun 03 - Ash Tree Jun 04 to Jun 13 - Hornbeam Tree Jun 14 to Jun 23 - Fig Tree Jun 24 (only) - Birch Tree Jun 25 to Jul 04 - Apple Tree Jul 05 to Jul 14 - Fir Tree Jul 15 to Jul 25 - Elm Tree Jul 26

Me
You are The Wheel of Fortune Good fortune and happiness but sometimes a species of intoxication with success The Wheel of Fortune is all about big things, luck, change, fortune. Almost always good fortune. You are lucky in all things that you do and happy with the things that come to you. Be careful that success does not go to your head however. Sometimes luck can change. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

Signs And Taxes
Seems like people should just listin to that song. If you wouldn't ever hire someone, you shouldn't take their money either. So those people that wouldn't get hired, cuz of what they look like, shouldn't have to pay taxes. And if you won't hire someone with peircings, or colored hair, or long hair, PLEASE DON'T LET ;THEM SPEND MONEY IN YOUR STORE!!!!!!!!! Have a big sign out front saying that your company is run by predjudice pieces of shit, and those people who don't fit the " social norm" aren't allowed in!!!!! Make it perfectly clear just what kind of people run the buisness you have. Gov buildings should have these signs as well.

The Mainstream Has Officially Co-opted My Culture
OK, so first a Buzzcocks song is used in a freaking AARP commercial and now the Biography Channel is airing a special on Sid Vicious! I was going to make some funny hypothetical comparison taking this to some absurd extreme but honestly I can't think of anything that's funnier or less likely. I'm thrilled for the Buzzcocks; it's about time they got a payday of any kind for decades of great work. And as for the Sid thing, I'm sure Johnny Lydon is on the phone to his agent right now ("What about a gardening show? Or cooking, I can cook!").

Catch Up On Me
Oh shit where to start.... how about well to all you IOWANS it is still in the 70's here and not a hint of snow bitches so put that in your frosty mug of shut the hell up lol! JOB:: Anyhoo, alot of good things coming down the pipe-line. I am well digging this job here at the Wyndam Vacation Group. It has been paying off through the Real-estate license and am least getting things back into grips financialy. I knew this when my paychecks went from $800 to $4000 so yeah thats about 3 trips to the River Queen and one tub of Vagisil for Thompson not to mention all the Zimas Dave S could drink and enough left over to bail Taylor out of jail. SKOOL:: As for higher education, I well have put that shit-can on freeze till I get my loans paid off which should be a year then I am going to attend Univ. of Tenn to compete my degree in Graphic Design & Business, just to really piss some people of by succeding, because for my career now going back after a year of college is considered a busin

~ Tribute Ink Contest ~
~~ Okay Everyone I'm Doing A Tribute Ink Contest On CT ~~ Anyone with Tribute Ink can join just send me a link to your pic or tell me with pic and i'll get it to my inbox and i'll enter you. Scores are going to be...... comments + rates = final score Contest will open 1/19 thur 1/26 ( or change of dates until i get enough people for it) click the pic to send request! ~~Going To Be A Grandma On 7/21/07..Angel Family Founder~~@ CherryTAP thanks again maria

Good Time Joke
One Sunday, in counting the money in the weekly offering, the pastor of a small church found a pink envelope containing $1000. It happened again the next week. The following Sunday, he watched as the offering was collected and saw a little old lady put the distinctive pink envelope in the plate. This went on for weeks until the pastor, overcome by curiosity, approached her. "Ma'am, I couldn't help but notice that you put $1,000 a week in the collection plate," he stated. "Why yes," she replied, "every week my son sends me money, and I give some of it to the church." The pastor replied, "That's wonderful, how much does he send you?" The old lady said, "$10,000 a week." The pastor was amazed. "Your son is very successful; what does he do for a living?" "He is a veterinarian," she answered. "That is an honorable profession," the pastor said. "Where does he practice?" The old lady said proudly, "In Nevada. He has two cat houses in Las Vegas and

Average Joe 2 Is Open!
COntest Starts Today 1/17/06 @ 12:00 EST and will end on Sunday 1/21/07 @12:00 EST Contest will be by comments. Please rate their pics in the event of a tie the contestant with more rates will ultimately win. You may comment yourself. My only rule is NO SHOUTBOX SPAM. You can do stickies/blogs/comments/bulletins. First Prize will be a Cherry Blast. 2nd and 3rd place will also receive a nice gift from me. And everyone will receive something for participating. Good Luck guys! This bulletin will be stickied for 24 hours so feel free to repost or comment on it. You can ask ppl to vote for you in this bulletin if you wish. xoxo Immortal Love Create Your Glitter Text Here are the CT Average Joe 2 Contestants! Papajack Druid254 Gods Dream Kodiac GhostlyJer joshtexan00 Angel Of Death draven427

You Should Read This
May you always have an angel by your side Watching out for you in all the things you do Reminding you to keep believing in brighter days Finding ways for your wishes and dreams to take you to beautiful places Giving you hope that is as certain as the sun Giving you the strength of serenity as your guide May you always have love and comfort and courage And may you always have an angel by your side May you always have an angel by your side Someone there to catch you if you fall Encouraging your dreams Inspiring your happiness Holding your hand and helping you through it all In all of our days, our lives are always changing Tears come along as well as smiles Along the roads you travel, may the miles be a thousand times more lovely than lonely May they give you the kind of gifts that never, ever end: someone wonderful to love and a dear friend in whom you can confide May you have rainbows after every storm May you have hopes to keep you warm And may

To Much T.v.???? Lol
I got a call from my son's teacher last night. Yesterday he was having a tough time with a problem in school and was getting very frustrated. He finally slammed his hand down on his desk, looked up at his teacher and said, "I just need some male enhancement!" His teacher said she had to leave the room because she was laughing so hard! Do you think I'm letting him watch too much T.V.??? lol He is 10 years old.

Best Friend
A BEST FRIEND A best friend is always there, whether you need advice, or a pep talk, or even a shoulder to cry on. A best friend listens with her heart and is always honest with you, even though the truth may not be what you want to hear. A best friend knows all your secrets, understands your fears shares your dreams. A best friend never stops believing in you even if you give up on yourself. you are that kind of friend to me. And no matter what happens, you always will be. You are my best friend.... my forever friend.

Girls Are Like Apples
---------------Girls---------------------------- ------- -----are like apples------------------- --------on trees. The best ones----------- ------are at the top of the tree.-------- ----The boys don't want to reach------ ---for the good ones because they ------ -are afraid of falling and getting hurt.---- Instead, they just get the rotten apples- ---from the ground that aren't as good, but easy. So the apples at the top think -something is wrong with them, when in --reality, they're amazing. They just ---have to wait for the right boy to------- ----- come along, the one who's----------- ----------- brave enough to----------------- -----------------climb all---------------------- ----------------- the way--------------------- -----------------to the top-------------------- ---------------- of the tree.------------------

My Poems
~I Know An Angel~ I know a little angel with a halo all aglow Fragile little wings that take her where she goes She follows my every foot step Keeps me always in her sight Whenever I need a little blessing she makes everything all right She tips her tiny halo And blows me a kiss, or two, or three A little wink and then she's off again To show the world to me Things that go unnoticed she quickly points them out She tells me of God's secrets as she flutters all about I feel the brush of tiny angel wings As she gives an unexpected kiss To have a pair of angel wings is my greatest wish Her halo gets a little crooked as she gives a hug so sweet And I just have to giggle when that tiny halo slips and rolls away But she is always quick to find it and puts it back in place I can always count on my angel to fill my heart with love And remind me that life can be easy if I learn to lighten up Let's pet the pretty kitties and eat ice-cream just becaus

War
I do not understand why george bush wants to send more people over to Iraq. If there is anyone on here who can tell me why that makes any sense please let me know. All this money that he is sending over there when we have all these homeless people starving and freezing to death. Someone please try to help me make sense out of this whole mess. PLEASE!

Yea
My husband cheats. I look the other way. For the children, of course. I myself am worthless, Stupid. Humiliation suits me. Each day I steel myself for words each day more vicious. But you are like a rainbow in my sky. I look at you and know life can be good. You call me gorgeous, I don't wonder why. And happiness shines through me, as it should. You, too, bear a cross: Your friend has cancer, And you will not desert her. I agree. Our love must be a question, not an answer, A distant light on hills we cannot see. Perhaps we are both fools to sacrifice, Yet in such love is where true beauty lies.

Power Out
I just wanted to let all my friends know that my power has just been restored after being out since Sunday. I have been staying on post where there was power. Thank you all for stopping by when I was out. Things are kind of crazy now b/c I'm now in the process of moving on post. :) ~M~

Amused
Two fellows from Alabama were sitting around talking one afternoon. After a while the first fellow says to the second, "If'n I was to sneak over to your trailer Saturday and make love to your wife while you was off huntin', and she got pregnant and had a baby,would that make us kin?" The second fellow crooked his head sideways for a minute, scratched his head, and squinted his eyes thinking real hard about the question. Finally, he says, "Well, I don't know about that, but it sure would make us even."

All True
I'm not your parent, nor are you my slave. I wouldn't try to say what you must do. You alone will judge how you behave, And do what you consider best for you. But if you love someone, it means you care How what you do affects the one you love. It means sometimes that two in love must share A hard decision one is certain of. So if your friend still wants you for his* own, It hurts me that you want him* for a friend. Our mutual commitment should be known, And both of us should such encroachments end. Love is fragile, delicate, and fine; To keep it whole, one has to draw a line.

Hate Me.. Break Me
Hate me break me, I don’t care ‘Cause look at me im lying bare With no more secrets, no more lies Only honesty in these eyes Hate me break me, but make it true No words unspoken from me or you No more silence, not one more tear Just be straight and make it clear Hate me break me, but clue me in No more feelings hidden within Say you love me, say goodbye It doesn’t matter 'cause I won’t cry Hate me break me its okay Just tell me what you want to say I need to know I need to see How it is you feel for me. Hate me break me, but don’t take long This glass wall wont make me strong I see you clear, I see you near But words cant seem to make it here. Hate me break me, im slowly dying Never knowing if you’re lying So tell me now and tell me right Will I finally have the truth tonight?

Just Thinking
I'm sorry for the way I say I love you. I know this kind of talk is far too soon. I cannot stop myself; I just adore you. And so this truth pronounces its own doom. But when a truth betrays itself, I wonder: Could it be that such a truth be true? Or could the sweet compulsion that I'm under Be caused in part by ignorance of you? I know only the truth of what I feel, Which lies beneath all sanity or rule. My love for you is deep and rich and real, Though it may be I simply am a fool. Time will tell the truth, for if you do Not want my love, I cannot long love you.

Tears
The rain that is falling, comes from my eyes, As it covers the world below. I'm trying to understand why this is, The path fate chose to go. I thought that maybe, this just might be, The love I've been looking for. I guess I was wrong, how could I have thought, That someone would consider me more. I thought someday, that just maybe, Someone would treat me as such. But once again, I thought wrong, How could I have figured as much. I've given up, this time I learned, That for me, love just doesn't work. I guess I'll never find a guy, Who doesn't act like a fucking jerk.

Early This Morning...he Held Me
Galen isn't very romantic. Don't get me wrong, he does things for me, but he doesn't show his emotions to me all that much; however, last night came as a total shock. He is not one to like to be touched when we are sleeping and he hardly ever puts his arms around me, but early this morning, i felt his arms around me and his head on my head. it was the most wonderful feeling in the world as i melted into his arms. ok, i know this probably isn't much, but coming from a guy that is scared to show his feelings, that meant a lot to me

My Angel
My Web Angel I found a friend one day, as sweet as could be, I'll call her my web angel, she's been there for me. An angel they say, Oh how can that be, she guided me through, my own destiny. A web angel I chat with, never met her before, But turned into a dear friend, like never before. A computer and web angel, is here on my list, my web angel is Ladyluv she really does exist. A creation of love, And nice words to say, I look forward, to meeting her one day. Web angel, Thank you, for being a good friend, web angel look forward, to chatting again.

Are You A Geek?
Are You A Geek?Congratulations, according to our experts, you scored : 67% which makes you A GeekYou are a geek. Don't try to fight it, it may be hard to accept but the truth is being a geek can be a good thing. Now you can meet all your dates online first and have cyber romances Are You A Geek, find out at Quizopolis.com

Poem I Once Wrote
Watch Over Me Watch over me as I sleep this night Give me peace in the full moon's light Hold my hand and dry my tears Send me to sleep without my fears Wake me with the bright morning sun When the time to dream is done.

Are You A Geek?
Are You A Geek?Congratulations, according to our experts, you scored : 83% which makes you A Major GeekYou are an Uber geek. Ruler of all things geek. Lower forms of life bow down to you and your superior geekness. Bill Gates is probably your best friend.Are You A Geek, find out at Quizopolis.com

~love Hurts Sometimes~
Her head is down, Face to the wind, And she walks with determined steps. Early this morning her whole world fell apart, And now she needs some time to see what’s left. -Who is it who knows the emptiness, Brought on when love departs without warning, And takes with them all that you are; For you trusted, Because that’s what you thought love was about, And you gave the best of all that you are, And thought that you were getting it in return, And even if it wasn’t everything that you had hoped for, It was still the best it could be, Or so you thought, Until this morning, When love walked unexpectedly out the door. Now there is no equilibrium, And that’s why her steps are determined. Coat collar upturned against the wind, Sunglasses so they won’t ask questions. She has a gaping hole, Where her heart used to be, And maybe that’s why it’s so hard to breathe. He’s gone, And she knows he’s not coming back. The promises - J

The First Small Step
I took the first small step. I ate something for breakfast. Granted I stared at it for quite awhile, but I actually did eat it and not throw it away. I also remembered to take all my vitamins. Tomorrow I am going to see my doctor and let them know about the disorder.

What Is Your Egyptian Zodiac Sign?
Horus Sparkling personality, intense will, intelligent, understanding, impatient to exert influence. Colors: male: red carmine, female: goldCompatible Signs: Bastet, Geb Dates: Apr 20 - May 7, Aug 12 - Aug 19 Role: God of the pharaohAppearance: Form of a falcon-headed man, wearing the double crown of Upper and Lower EgyptSacred Animal: falcon What is Your Egyptian Zodiac Sign?Designed by CyberWarlock of Warlock's Quizzles and Quandaries

Always Your Friend
SOMETIMES IT HARD TO WRITE THE WORDS THAT YOU, MY DEAR, SHOULD SEE. OR SAY THE THING THAT YOU NEED TO HEAR. OR BE AS I SHOULD BE, YOU GROW SO FAST AND LEARN SO MUCH ITS HARD FOR ME EACH DAY TO SAY OR DO JUST WHAT IS BEST TO HELP ALONG THE WAY! SHOULD I BE SILENT OR GIVE ADVICE? SHOULD I ANSWER YES OR NO ? SHOULD I CONTROL- SET MANY RULES OR SIMPLY LET YOU GO? ONE THING IS CERTAIN- I'LL MAKE MISTAKES AND SOME WILL SEEN HARD TO MEND BUT NOTHING ELSE SEEM CLEAR RIGHT NOW KNOW THAT YOU CAN ALWAYS COUNT ON ME AS YOUR FRIEND YOUMEAN SO MUCH TO ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!

What Tarot Card Are You?
You are The Emperor Stability, power, protection, realization; a great person. The Emperor is the great authority figure of the Tarot, so it represents fathers, father-figures and employers. There is a lot of aggression and violence too. The Emperor naturally follows the Empress. Like an infant, he is filled with enthuiasm, energy, aggression. He is direct, guileless and all too often irresistible. Unfortunately, like a baby he can also be a tyrant. Impatient, demanding, controlling. In the best of circumstances, he signifies the leader that everyone wants to follow, sitting on a throne that indicates the solid foundation of an Empire he created, loves and rules with intelligence and enthusiasm. But that throne can also be a trap, a responsibility that has the Emperor feeling restless, bored and discontent. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

Flirting
I love to flirt online....but I am 100% faithful to my wife. Just thought I'd put that out there, oh, and that doesn't mean I don't want to see your boobies...I DO! LOL I just don't want to meet for sex, well..... unless you're really good and can talk my wife into it! LMAO

I Will Always Be Your Friend
WHEN THE DAYLIGHT GONE AND YOU'RE ON YOUR OWN, AND YOU NEES A FRIEND, JUST TO BE AROUND I'LL BE AT YOUR SIDE. THERE NO NEED TO WORRY, TOGOTHER WE'LL SURVIVE THROUGH TROUBLE AND HURRY,. I'LL BE AT YOUR SIDE I WON'T LET YOU DOWN I BELIEVE IN YOU, I WON'T TURN AROUND! I WILL COMFORT YOU, I WILL TAKE YOUR HAND I WILL PULL YOU THROUGH I WILL UNDERSTAND I'LL ALWAYS BE YOUR FRIEND!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Modem Problems
Hey everyone, please don't think I'm ignoring you right now. I'm having problems -w- my modem, it goes down every few minutes. Hopefully I can get the cable company out here in the next few days to get it fixed, so please bear with me for the time being. Take care, Starr

You Have Truly Touched My Heart
TOUCH MY HEART AND I'LL TOUCH YOUR WITH A GENTLE WORD OR TWO, FOR KINDNESS BEARS THE SWEETEST FRUIT THAT MAKES OUR DREAM COME TRUE. TOUCH MY LIFE WITH TNDERNESS AND FILL MY CUP WITH LOVE, SHARE MY DREAMS AS I SHARE YOURS BEYOND THE STARS ABOVE. TAKE MY HAND AS I GROW OLD AND LEAD ME WHEN I;M BLIND SHOW ME THAT YOU REALLY CARE... GOOD FRIENDS ARE HARD TO FIND. TOUCH MY HEART AND I'LL TOUCH YOUR A LITTLE MORE EACH DAY AND THEN WE BOTH FIND HAPPINESS SOMEWHERE ALONG THE WAY

Able To Exist
I remember a great deal of my life in fact all of it .... I left home at 14 when I got Emancipated , finished school in my home town of Dallas,Texas.. and in Michigan where I ended up when I left Texas. For the longest time I was the "bad boy". u know the popular one did all the drugs sold em and even up until about 2 mos ago I was always in fights ( I do beleive ive actually been in about 104 fights form 12 yrs old till 23 ) which I can say for the record I did not win all of em .... anyways I had any woman I wanted and yet with all I had I was not happy . I was also in 9 county jails and got expelled from highschool got my GED in washtenaw county jail and thats when i woke up ( at 17 yrs old) and did not like the man lookin back at me in the mirror from then on i Vowed to become a respectable man ...and here I stand now as of the last 3 yrs.... granted I was always respectful and sweet I jus didnot take any disrespect to me my family or those friends close .. I s

Depression Suck's~!~
~*~ EVERLASTING ~*~ No more torturing moments, With those so called people who cared, No more always thinking im respected, When really, They didn’t care for you from the start, Those twisted clandestine thoughts, Of detestation and suicide, Or concern for the world, No more forever scared, By those moments that fear you the most, The moment’s from the past, No more of these tears, The tear’s I have cried, Able to be drowned in my own misery, The anguish, I so longed to liberate, No more petrified moments, Of never being obtainable, Or even existing, I can’t fight that battle anymore, I no longer have that power, To grasp the world in my hand, To think there is a way to save everyone, For everyone to have perpetually a gratitude, But still, There is not care in the world, Do I really have a soul? Could everyone possibly know? My innermost judgment, Will I be able to close my eyes? To dream of such a wonderful place, The place I am lastly loved, W

My Hero
Seems like I write about a lot of the bad stuff from my past, so here is something about my Dad. Probably just rambling thoughts and memories. Dad is a retired minister. Still goes out and preaches a lot. He had 2 churches that he was minister for. One was his first church, and he was there almost 40 years. The other he filled in as a temporary position.. which lasted probably close to 30 years. He could have gone on to bigger churches, gone into administrative jobs. Jobs with more money. Jobs with more of a itle. Jobs with prestige. He didn't take them because he wanted us to stay with our friends and graduate where we started. Dad came from the suburbs of Philly. He ended up in Brogue. A little village where there are no stop lights... no sidewalks. Just 2 roads that intersect. Ok, there used to be a third road, but since we had to mow it they removed it from the offical maps..lol. Dad loved to garden. Unfortunately for me I hated my veggies. But Dad would be

Happy Hump Day, Everyone!
Cold, but beautiful here in the heart of western Wisconsin! Sounds like a radio announcer, lol! Dad seems to be doing well, which makes my Mom and all of us very happy indeed. I'm off to work! Hope the rest of the day goes smoothly. Will be online later in the day. Have a wonderful day, everyone. Much love and hugs to all! Blessings to one and all!

I Wanna Know You
YOU'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST, I WANNA KNOW YOU I want to know 26 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, never liked each other, or if we already know everything about each other. You're on my list, so let me know who I am friends with. JUST HIT REPLY TO SEND DIRECTLY TO ME IN A MESSAGE THEN, REPOST THE EMPTY QUESTIONS AS A BULLETIN. (male/female answer accordingly) 1. Can you cook? 2. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator? 3. What talent do you wish you had? 4. Favorite place? 5. Favorite vegetable? 6. What was the last book you read? 7. Are you Dirty or Clean? 8. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? 9. Worst Habit? HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Do we know each other outside of MySpace? 2. What's your philosophy on life? 3. Negative or Optimistic? 4. What was your dream growing up? 5. Worst thing to ever happen to you? 6. Would you give me money or a slap in the face? 7. Tell me

Only 3 More Days!!!!!!!!!
all ya'll keep giving my tat a 10 in my profile pics,so why not click this photo link and do it one more time? help my tat make a statement! here is the photo link: big hugs to those that do,sandra

How Experienced A Kisser Are You?
How Experienced A Kisser Are You?Congratulations, according to our experts, you scored : 94% which makes you An Extremely Experienced KisserYou are a kissing god. Is there anywhere or anyone you havn't kissed. Keep up the good work, kissing and being kissed brings a smile to everyone's face.Find out how experienced a kisser you are at Quizopolis.com

Prayer For Friendship
YOU HAVE BLESSED US O GOD WITH A GIFT OF FRIENDSHIP, THE BONDING OF PERSONS IN A CIRCLE OF LIVE WE THANK YOU FOR SUCH A BLESING; FOR FRIENDS WHO LOVE US, WHO SHARE OUR SOWWORS WHO LAUGH WITH US IN CELEBRATION, WHO BEAR OUR PAIN WHO NEED US AS WE NEED THEM, WHO WEEP AS WE WEEP, WHO HOLD US WHEN WORDS FAIL AND WHO GIVE US THE FREEDOM TO BE OURSELVE. BLESS OUR FRIENDS WITH HEALTH, WHOLENESS, LIFE AND LOVE, AMEN

What Is Your Celtic Horoscope?
You Are A Pine Tree You love agreeable company, peace, and harmony. Compassionate and friendly, you love to help others. A natural poet, you have a very active imagination. You are very soft on the inside - needing affection and reassurance. You can fall in love deeply, but you will leave if you feel betrayed. What's Your Celtic Horoscope?

What Is Your Celtic Horoscope?
You Are An Ash Tree You are vivacious and impulsive, which makes you extremely attractive to many. Intelligent and demanding, you don't care much for criticism. You have a ton of ambition and talent, and sometimes money rules your heart. You like to play with fate, and you can be very egotistical and restless. Demanding of attention, you need love and a lot of emotional support.What's Your Celtic Horoscope?

You Might Be In Ems If....
You find humor in other people's stupidity...(yes, yes I do) You believe that 90% of people are a poor excuse for protoplasm...(yes, yes I do) Discussing dismemberment over a gourmet meal seems perfectly normal to you...(bloody cheeseburger anyone?) You get an almost irresistible urge to stand and wolf your food even in the nicest restaurants... (yes!!) You believe a good tape job will fix anything... (tape fixes EVERYTHING!) You have the bladder capacity of five people... (Eventually you will STOP doing the "pee pee" dance) You can identify the positive teeth to tattoo ratio... Your idea of a good time is a full arrest at shift change... (Oh wait, that's only if you're a NEWBIE to EMS)(fuck that I wanna go home !!) You believe in aerial spraying of Prozac... You disbelieve 90% of what you are told and 75% of what you see... (uh huh) You have your weekends off planned for a year in advance... You automatically assume the patient is a drug seeker wh

Sweet Obsession
Sweet Obsession I close my eyes and still I see You lingering before me. I place the phone upon the hook And still your voice keeps ringing. I hear you everywhere I listen See you everywhere I gaze Awake, asleep, in dreams all night In drifting thoughts I'll never fight The urge I have to hold and love you The urge I have to touch your soul. On my mind and in my eyes Never wishing to say goodbyes. Inside I call you constantly In hopes your heart hears every word Of love that flows from me to you. In hopes your heart turns my way To walk beside me everyday. Can you hear me? Do you see? That I have given all to thee? Each breath I draw Each step I take Oh darling, sweet be mine. Tell me that you love me Tell me that you'll hold me Tell me that you want me And surrender to love's call. For all that is within me That causes me to be And all that keeps me living I've given oe'r to thee.

I Want To Make You Smile As You Make Me
I want to make you smile as you make me. I wish you saw my thoughts right through my eyes. You ask me what I'm thinking. I can't tell you. You are the stars, and I the empty skies. In me there is a yearning ever flowing That needs to reach an end that never comes. I cannot be myself without you with me. This is a truth no wisdom ever plumbs. You laugh, and say that I'm your personal angel, And this is what I want so much to be. The beauty of my life is like a passion That blows right through the person that you see.

H.i.m. ~ Wings Of A Butterfly Lyrics
Wings Of A Butterfly lyrics Heaven ablaze in our eyes We're standing still in time The blood on our hands is the wine We offer as sacrifice [Chorus] Come on, and show them your love Rip out the wings of a butterfly For your soul, my love Rip out the wings of a butterfly For your soul This endless mercy mile We're crawling side by side With hell freezing over in our eyes Gods kneel before our crime [Chorus] Come on lets show, them your love Rip out the wings of a butterfly For your soul, my love Rip out the wings of a butterfly For your soul (Rip out the wings of a butterfly) Don’t let go (Rip out the wings of a butterfly) For your soul [Chorus] Come on, and show them your love Rip out the wings of a butterfly For your soul, my love Rip out the wings of a butterfly For your soul (Rip out the wings of a butterfly) Don’t let go (Rip out the wings of a butterfly) [x2] For your soul

The More I Am Away From You
The more I am away from you, The more I want you here. The more I do without your love, The more I want you near. I know that it makes little sense To want what's not around, But there's just one true love for me And that's the one I've found. We've gone through all the weather maps, The sunshine and the rain, But I would take a sea of storms To be with you again.

Pleasure Dome Poem
In Xanadu did Kubla Khan A stately pleasure-dome decree : Where Alph, the sacred river, ran Through caverns measureless to man Down to a sunless sea. So twice five miles of fertile ground With walls and towers were girdled round : And there were gardens bright with sinuous rills, Where blossomed many an incense-bearing tree ; And here were forests ancient as the hills, Enfolding sunny spots of greenery. But oh ! that deep romantic chasm which slanted Down the green hill athwart a cedarn cover ! A savage place ! as holy and enchanted As e'er beneath a waning moon was haunted By woman wailing for her demon-lover ! And from this chasm, with ceaseless turmoil seething, As if this earth in fast thick pants were breathing, A mighty fountain

Askin My So Called Friends One Last Time
i understand where poeticangel is comming from BIG time, seems all u'r friends want you to do shit for them but when comes right down to it and ya need that help they ain't friggin there for you......well i am askin those of YOU who have NOT helped me to please help me out......click on pic and show a lil love please....to those of u who don't give a rats ass ya may as well delete from friends now., cause god knows i won't help u if u can't show the faves in return

Tears Of Fire
Tears of fire are scorching my soul as my heart weeps How do I open up in a way others will find acceptable My soul screams as tears of fire lick my heart Dreams fears passions all locked up inside terrified to be fully seen My soul searches for love and acceptance but is always found unworthy I'm pleading for love I'm praying for acceptance My heart and soul cry tears of fire

Those Special Footprints
THERE'S FOOTPRINTS LEFT UPON MY HEART FROM PEOPLE I HAVE METEM THE ONE'S WHO'VE TOUCHED ME INA WAY THAT UI WILL NOT FROGET A GENTLE WORD, KINDNESS SHOWN SOME LAUGHTER WE HAVE SHARED.... SPECISL PLACES WE HAVE BEEN: THESE FOOTPRINTS TAKE ME THERE. SO WHEN I'M FEELING LOST AND BLUE AS SOMETIME I MIGHT BE......... THEN I'LL REACH SOFTLY TOWARD MY HEART, WHERE FOOTPRINTS COMFORT ME.

Numb
Well I have been to the dentist. She took some X-rays and she could not take my wisdom tooth out as I have got 3 roots holding it in. She said I am going to be referred to the hospital and I will be asleep when it is taken out. She did numb me really good just in case she could take it out but nope :(

Life Lessons
First Important Lesson - Cleaning Lady. During my second month of college, our professor gave us a pop quiz. I was a conscientious student and had breezed through the questions until I read the last one: "What is the first name of the woman who cleans the school?" Surely this was some kind of joke. I had seen the cleaning woman several times. She was tall, dark-haired and in her 50s, but how would I know her name? I handed in my paper, leaving the last question blank. Just before class ended, one student asked if the last question would count toward our quiz grade. "Absolutely," said the professor. "In your careers, you will meet many people. All are significant. They deserve your attention and care, even if all you do is smile and say "hello." I've never forgotten that lesson. I also learned her name was Dorothy. 2. - Second Important Lesson - Pickup in the Rain One night, at 11:30 p.m., an older African American woman was standing on the

Words Women Use
FINE This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. FIVE MINUTES If she is getting dressed, this is half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given 5 more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. NOTHING This is the calm before the storm. This means "something," and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with 'Nothing' usually end in "Fine" GO AHEAD This is a dare, not permission. Don't do it. LOUD SIGH This is not actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A "Loud Sigh" means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you over "Nothing" THAT'S OKAY This is one of the most dangerous statements that a woman can make to a man. "That's Okay" means that she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake. THANKS A woman is than

Another Great Cause Like Mine...worth Some Notice!
Please stop by and leave a rate on my friend PoeticAngel's blog. She has devoted it to domestic violence awareness and its survivors as well as a close friend who was not lucky enough to have been a survivor. (RIP Grace) This is something that touches people EVERYDAY and people need to be more aware of it and supportive to the men, women and children that live with this. I have not touched on this but I am a survivor as well. I support her cause 110% http://cherrytap.com/blog/37044

Nothing Will Grow There!
NOTHING WILL GROW THERE! Brian Cavanaugh, T.O.R. tells about a magnificent harvest in his book "MORE SOWER'S SEEDS: Second Planting." One spring, he and two seminary friends sought permission to plant a garden. He says, "Our house of studies was located in the downtown area of a large metropolitan city. There wasn't much of a backyard. Actually, it was a stone-covered dirt parking lot with no extra space. However, we carefully planned our garden, taking into account the area that received optimal sunshine. "The three of us approached the superior with our plan for a small area to plant some squash, tomatoes and cucumbers. The only real cost involved was to rent a rake, a pickax and a hoe. However, getting the superior's permission would still be difficult. None of us who were involved with this garden project will ever forget his response to our request. With a slightly bored, tilting of his head he glanced at us and abjectly replied, 'You're wasting your time. Noth

My Wall
My Wall I built a wall One stone at a time I tried to protect This heart of mine It had too many bruises And too many cracks I tried to keep My heart intact He had to be a superman To get through all that stone I remember thinking at the time 'Please leave my wall alone' He tore it to pieces It lay like ashes at our feet It was at that moment that My heart began to beat The first thing I felt was fear As he kicked the ashes aside As my wall lay broken on the ground I had no place left to hide As he took my heart into his hands The bruises began to heal It seemed before I knew it Once again my heart could feel His gentleness filled in the cracks That had been so deep before He'd made me forget my resolve Not to trust love anymore Now I'm building a wall One boulder at a time Now not even a superman Can tear down this wall of mine By ~ Linda Ritnour

From The Heart
From the Heart Ya know love...I miss you more than I should I'd be with you honey if only I could I love you more than words can say And miss you more now then yesterday Our first hug only made me want more The wall around my heart lay crumbled on the floor I remember the first meeting of our eyes I remember not wanting to say goodbyes I tried to stay away from you But this proved impossible to do Your gentleness right from the start broke down the walls around my heart You made my heart soar as if it had wings I wanted to share with you so many things Like a magnet I was drawn to you I couldn't fight it I didn't want to There's one more thing I'd like you to know My love for you continues to grow So even though we're far apart I send you love from the heart By ~ Linda Ritnour

Always Thinking.
Softness,Sweetness,Gentail,Hard,Passionate,Loving, Hello,GoodBye. All this and more. A kiss can hold. So when it is given. The Receiver should not take it:as if it did not matter. A kiss is something special. It should be treated as : It is the only thing in the universe.

I Fall In Love All Over Again
WHEN I WAS YOUNG AND INNOCENT I FELL IN LOVE WITH YOU, A DASHING YOUNG MAN WHO BECAME MY PARTNER IN LIFE I ADORED YOU AND WAS YOUR BIGGEST FAN YOU WERE LOYAL KIND AND GENTLE YOUR PRIOTRY, DREAM AND DESIRE, WAS TO MAKE A GOOD LIFE FOR US A PERSON ANYONE COULD ADMIRE. KNOWING THIS I FELL IN LOVE ALL OVER AGIN WE BECAUSE PARENTS, A MOM AND DAD YOU PLAYED WIT THE CHILDREN, YOUR FACE AGLOW, I KNOW HOW MUCH YOU LOVED THEM UNM, WHAT A MAN, AND I LOVED YOU SO EACH DAY WOULD HEAD OFF TO WORK BUT ALWAYS TURN AND LINGER AT THE DOOR, YOU WOULD JUST STAND THERE AND SMILE A KISS IS WHAT YOU WERE WAITING FOR. AS I WATCHED YOU WALK AWAY WITH LUNCH BOX, HAT AND A WAVE PRIDE SWELLED UP INSIDE ME THES ARE MOMENTS I WANTED TO SHARE SO I FELL IN LOVE ALL OVER AGAIN

Is It True
Is it True Is it true? That you love me Is it true? That you care Is it true? When you tell me you will always be there Is it true? That I make you smile Is it true? When you say, "It is all worthwhile" Is it true? When you say, "I promise, my love for you will never end" Is it true? When you tell me I am your best friend Tell me now Cause I need to know Is it true? That our love will grow Is it really true? When you say, "I will always love you" Please tell me now I need to know By ~ Cindy Bader

Umm......
UMMM...... Oh just lay back and close your eyes. Yes let me take you there. Just relax, let me rub your head. Starts with a look; Goes to a smile; light flirting; Small talk. Yes you know what is going to happen next. You are afraid; you are not sure how to start, or who should start. It is the trill of not knowing, together at last. The fumbling, giggling, kissing; touching; smiling. Opps! The first button is open. Not sure if you should go further, do you really want to stop? No you want to go on. Not sure if the other person wants to go further. Yes they do. They reach for you. Not quit sure of yourself, but you know your heart is racing, kissing touching. Mind is racing; heart is racing, breathing heavy. Touching becomes kissing, kissing becomes licking. Don’t stop the mind says, yet you hear your voice. Off comes the shirt, the rubbing of the hands on the back, on the shoulders, down the chest. What is next? You don’t think you just do. Off come the pants, then a

Words Women Use..just A Funny
FINE This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. FIVE MINUTES If she is getting dressed, this is half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given 5 more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. NOTHING This is the calm before the storm. This means "something," and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with 'Nothing' usually end in "Fine" GO AHEAD This is a dare, not permission. Don't do it. LOUD SIGH This is not actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A "Loud Sigh" means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you over "Nothing" THAT'S OKAY This is one of the most dangerous statements that a woman can make to a man. "That's Okay" means that she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake. THANKS A woman is than

Fresh Meat Here
Hi Everyone! I'm new here so please be patient with me while I figure all this out. I would love to have lots of friends here so drop me a line and I will do my best to add you. I hope everyone is staying safe & warm! XOXOXOXO Kitten

Bush Vacation
Heard this morning bush has taken 2 YEARS of vacation in the last 6. Now i know a pres can work anywhere but clearly this is the most worthless man to ever hold that office. Of course as bad as he has done when he was actually at work maybe more vacation is the answer 1 year at Camp David and 1+ year at his ranch in Texas Rant Over

Stolen From Jack,older Master 4 U With Permission...
We convince ourselves that life will be better after we get married, have a baby, then another. Then we are frustrated that the kids aren't old enough and we'll be more content when they are. After that, we're frustrated that we have teenagers to deal with. We will certainly be happy when they are out of that stage. We tell ourselves that our life will be complete when our spouse gets his or her act together, when we get a nicer car, we are able to go on a nice vacation, or when we retire. The truth is, there's no better time to be happy than right now. If not now, when? Your life will always be filled with challenges. It's best to admit this to yourself and decide to be happy anyway. Happiness is the way. So, treasure every moment that you have and treasure it more because you shared it with someone special, special enough to spend your time with...and remember that time waits for no one. So, stop waiting ...until your car or home is paid off ...un

Dim Bulb.
Sometimes when I tell someone to break a leg, I actually mean that I hope they break a leg. I won't do it myself as I hate getting my hands dirty. I just rely on universal justice to take care of it. Sometimes universal justice takes too long and you need to get a heavy, blunt object.

Take Me Away
I can't allow myself to breathe And so my lungs are caving in Because I can't take in the air For it's poisoned with my sin So here I suffocate With nothing left to do Until you pull me close and whisper "I will die for you" You kiss me bittersweetly But I taste approaching death You offered your life, so I took it As I inhaled your breath I felt your spirit leave And now I don't know what to do Overcome by guilt for accepting your life For how can I even live without you? I thought I lost you forever And so I jumped into the sea I wanted to perish with you But you came back for me You carried me through a tunnel Speeding away from this black lagoon To an enchanted somewhere far away From the vultures and their wicked tune Landing gently on a private beach The portal behind us, closes The breeze carries with it, a song And the ocean is made out of roses But these flowers have no thorns I'll get lost benieth the wav

My Friend Lucy! Hottie!
Hey all my CT friends! Check out my bestest buddy Lucy! She's A HOT M.I.L.F.! Don't believe me see for yourself! click her link,add and fan her! She got some great pics!!! Hugs and licks, Joeylynne lucy K.O.T (AMC)@ CherryTAP

My Friend, I'm Sorry
HOW CAN I BE SO STUBBORN HOW COULD I BE SO BLIND HOW COULD I BE SO SELFISH TO HAVE SAID SOMETHING SO UNKIND HOW COULD I BELIEVE THEIR GOSSIP I KNOW YOU BETTER THAN THAT BUT NOW I'VE SAID SOME HURTFUL THINGS THAT I DON'T KNOW TO TAKE BACK WE'VE SHARED TO MUCH LAUGHTER AND SURVIVED TOO MANY TEARS TO LET SOME STUPID CARELESS WORDS END THOSE FRIENDSHIP YEARS YOU'VE BEEN THERE RIGHT BESIDE ME WHEN ALL ELSE LET ME STAND ALONE YOU DEFENDED ME EVEN WHEN I WAS WRONG IN YOU I FOUND A HOME HOW COULD I BE SO THOUGHTLESS AS TO THINK THE THINGS YOU SAID I YOU HURT AND IN YOUR ANGER WAS ANYTHING YOU TRULY MEANT

A Means Of Contact For Survivors In Need
I opened a special yahoo mail account JUST for the survivors of pregnancy and infant loss and those dealing with infertility. Please feel free to write me if you are or have dealt with this loss whenever you arent on here. I will be sure to write you back about any questions or support you might need. If anyone else writes me there for any other reasons the letters will be deleted as they can write me here. My survivor friends take precedence in my new email. thanks so much for reading and please help spread the word. innocentprncss00@yahoo.com

Hi
well everyone came by to say hi and to see if everyone is having a good day so far. i wanted to let everyone know in february i am going to flordia for the nascar race in daytona. i have been to flordia before but not for the race. this is going to be a good one. So if there are any of my friends from flordia on my list let me know cause maybe i will come and visit u there. Well i am there for 2 weeks and i leave on the on the 14. I can not wait. well going for now by back later

Happiness On Hold
We convince ourselves that life will be better after we get married, have a baby, then another. Then we are frustrated that the kids aren't old enough and we'll be more content when they are. After that, we're frustrated that we have teenagers to deal with. We will certainly be happy when they are out of that stage. We tell ourselves that our life will be complete when our spouse gets his or her act together, when we get a nicer car, we are able to go on a nice vacation, or when we retire. The truth is, there's no better time to be happy than right now. If not now, when? Your life will always be filled with challenges. It's best to admit this to yourself and decide to be happy anyway. Happiness is the way. So, treasure every moment that you have and treasure it more because you shared it with someone special, special enough to spend your time with...and remember that time waits for no one. So, stop waiting ...until your car or home is paid off ...u

A Really Good Comment
happy hump day my loves..have a great one.. Roses are red violets are korny, when I think of you Ohh baby I get horny, Eat me, Beat me, Bite me, Blow me, Suck me, Fuck me, Very Slowly, if you kiss me, don't be sassy, Use your tongue and make it nasty!!! Pass this on to atleast 8 people and 1 back to me... If you get it back atleast 5 times, you know your a SEXY beast lots of love and hugs as always

Making It Real
Wednesday, January 17, 2007 Making it real What will you make real in your world today? There are so many possibilities. Will you focus so heavily on your fears that you create and empower the very things you fear? Or will you fill yourself with positive visions that your awareness and actions can then bring to life? The expectations you have carry a great amount of power. So choose today to expect the best you can imagine in every situation. Your thoughts attract people, objects and circumstances that closely match those thoughts. Be sure to make them peaceful, positive and empowering thoughts, and they'll be faithfully reflected in your world. The way you see things determines what you see, and what you see determines the substance that your life creates. Make it a meaningful, fulfilling substance. The reality of this day will come largely from the way you think, feel, learn, respond, observe and act. Choose to make it the best one yet. -- Ralph Marston

Please Help This Great Friend!
I am asking anyone that sees this blog to go to the blog of my friend PoeticAngel and read it and give it a rate. She has devoted her blog to Domestic Violence awareness and its survivors as well as a friend that she lost to this violence...its a worthy cause that more people should know about and something that touches so many. http://cherrytap.com/blog/37044

Super A-number-1 Terrific!
I've taken a moment to ponder ponderous things and it occurred to me that I might very well be insane. I mean... genuinely stark raving mad. I fully expect to end my days wandering the streets of some small French town mumbling incoherently about pastries while wearing a dead cat as a hat.

A Rose Makes A Garden More Lovely
LIKE ROSES IN A GARDEN KINDNESS FILLS THE AIR WITH A CERTAIN BIT OF SWEETNESS AS IT TOUCHES EVERYWHERE. FOR THE KINDNESS IS A CIRCLE THAT NEVER, EVER ENDS BUT JUST KEEPS EVER-WIDENING IN THE CIRCLE OF OUR FRIENDS. FOR HAPPINESS IS ONLY FOUND IN BRINGING IT TO OTHERS. AND THINKING OF THE FOLKS NEXT DOOR AS SISTERS AND BROTHERS, FOR THE MORE YOU GIVE, THE MORE YOU GET IS PROVEN EVERYDAY AND SO TO GET THE MOST FROM LIFE YOU MUST GIVE YOURSELF AWAY, AND IF THIS GREEDY WORLD TODAY WOULD START TO GIVE LIFE EVERYWHERE FOR EVERYONE WOULD BE MORE SWEET TO LOVE IF A ROSE SHOULD GROW IN HEAVEN, LORD PLEASE PICK A BUNCH FOR US, PLACE THEM IN MY FRIENDS ARMS AND TELL HIM THEY'RE FROM US. TELL HIM WE LOVE AND MISS HIM, LORD AND WHEN HE TURNS TO SMILE, PLACE A KISS UPON HIS CHEEK AND HOLD HIM FOR A WHILE. BECAUSE REMEMBERING HIM IS EASY WE DO IT EVERY MINUTE OF THE DAY BUT THERE ARE ACHES IN OUR HEARTS THAT WILL NEVER GO AWAY.

Atonement
"You've sinned. You know you have. And now you have to pay." The dark, hulking figure said to the cowering man at his feet. The man didn't know what he did wrong. Or why this man was preparing to end his life. Then he remembered... As the young child ran along the path, he watched him. "Hmm...I wonder if I can get him to come to me..." thought the man. He was a pedophile. And he loved to stalk his prey--8 year old boys. After a while, he would eventually lure them to him, then move on to another state. This boy, in particular, was especially appealing. His life had been full of trauma. Both of his parents were, apparently dead. He heard that the father murdered the mother, then killed himself. And from what he observed, his foster parents could care less about him. This fact proved to be a minor setback, as in the child might be watched out by concerned neighbors. But this didn't matter to the man, as he would eventually get what he wanted. He always did

.week 5
WELL THIS IS WEEK FIVE AND I AM NOW ON SOFT FOODS SO MUCH BETTER THAN LIQUIDS AND PURREDS I HAVE LOST 26 POUNDS SINCE SURGERY AND I DROPPED A SIZE IN CLOTHES I HAVE LOST 58 POUNDS SINCE MARCH SO ITS GOING GOOD ITS BEEN HARD AT TIMES I THINK WHY THE HELL DID I DO THIS TO MYSELF BUT I KNOW I DID IT TO BE HEALTHY BUT FOR THE MOST PART EVERYTHING IS GREAT I CANT WAIT TO LOSE ALOT MORE WEIGHT AND SIZES WELL EVERYONE HAVE A GOOD DAY AND THANKS FOR STOPPING BY DONT BE SHY LEAVE ME MESSAGES ILL RESPOND I AM GLAD I HAVE A REALLY GOOD SUPPORT TEAM OF PPL WHO HAVE HAD THE SURGERY ALREADY THAT I CAN TALK TO WHEN IT STARTS TO GET TO ME GOD BLESS THEM THEY ARE GREAT

Vote Vote Vote And Bomb Bulletin It Out Lets Go Ppl!!
ONE OF THESE FUCKS IS GUNNA FUCK YOU !!! WONDER WHICH ONE? COMMENT BOMBERS COMENSE THS CONTEST IS OPEN....GET YOUR VOTES IN NOW!! GOOD LUCK TO ALL MY CONTESTANTS RAZORBLAD3_KIZZ jac1979 !**H8 ~me**! Canadian Hottie --?LO?D?L?§tãt? THE ORGINAL TAZZ"AKA WYITETIGER" tHe dUke nccomicfan MGarcia06 'Jason' xXxW1ck3DxXx CONTEST HOSTED BY £ÃÐ¥ ØF KÃØ§(RATE ME FAN ME I WILL DO IT BACK )@ CherryTAP

Saturday Night - Part 3
Where we left off. Without warning I opened my mouth wide and with one tremendous lunge into his groin I took the entire length of his cock deep, so deep into my warm and moist mouth. He let out a gutteral moan as I felt the tip of his cock poke the back of my throat. I continued to balance his balls and play one over the other as I slowly closed my mouth down hard over his stiff cock and slowly pull my head back away and could almost feel the veins of his cock tickle my tongue as I pulled my head back. It had grown so hard; so thick and so long and now it is so wet from my saliva. Now on to part 3. I pulled away and let his cock literally pop out of my mouth from the suction of my lip's grip on it. I glanced up at him and his eyes were glued down on me as he witnessed me pull away. His eyes were so wide and I could tell he was enjoying what he was seeing and what he was feeling at the same time. My mind began to wander and I thought of what I could do to

Ok So I Love Music Ha Ha
to anyone who looks at my stash if you get the hint i love music well your right everyone of those songs on my list holds a memory in my life it's the music i grew up on i have always loved music i know there is a lot there but i will probably add more as i find them lol if ya don't like the big stash spank me ha ha wait i might like that hope you enjoy the music as much as i do thanks love to ya all Angel

Congress Gets Hustler Magazine, Even If It Is Unwanted
Congress gets Hustler magazine, even if it is unwanted Filling up the trash: Some have sued to make it stop, only to lose over the public's right to seek redress from Congress By Thomas Burr The Salt Lake Tribune WASHINGTON - The porn magazine arrives every month at your congressman's office. Tucked in a conservative-looking manila envelope, the latest edition of Hustler goes to all 535 members of Congress. Free of charge. Not that most members want it. It usually gets thrown in the circular file marked “trash.” But like clockwork, it keeps coming, despite efforts to have it stop. The spokesman for Rep. Chris Cannon, R-Utah, recently tried to halt the mailing. Nope. Several members of Congress have sued to make it stop, only to lose. Something about the public being able to seek redress from Congress means they have to take it, apparently. But that doesn't mean they have to be happy about it. “It's a disgusting abuse of the system,” Cannon says. “It's a nasty,

Hello All.
Well I want to start off by saying thanks for stopping by and taking the time to view my profile. I am very new to this site so I'm open for any advice that anyone would be willing to give. Second I guess I'll just say that as far as the interests and about me section of the profile I wont be filling out because you're never really sure if anyone's truly interesed enough to really take the time to read about ya. So I'll finish by saying if you would truly like to know more about me, just ask and I'll let ya know. Thanks for your time and enjoy.

Ronald Reagan
Thank God I got to see this guy speak ONE time before he passed away. What a hero. You don't realize how much you miss him, until you read and remember some of the stuff he said and stood for: "Here's my strategy on the Cold War: We win, they lose." - Ronald Reagan "The most terrifying words in the English language are: I'm from the government and I'm here to help." - Ronald Reagan "The trouble with our liberal friends is not that they're ignorant: It's just that they know so much that isn't so." - Ronald Reagan "Of the four wars in my lifetime none came about because the U.S. was too strong." - Ronald Reagan "I have wondered at times about what the Ten Commandments would have looked like if Moses had run them through the U.S. Congress."- Ronald Reagan "The taxpayer: That's someone who works for the federal government but doesn't have to take the civil service examination." - Ronald Reagan "Government is like a baby: An

A.f.i. ~ Miss Murder Lyrics
Miss Murder lyrics Hey Miss Murder can I? Hey Miss Murder can I? Make beauty stay if I, Take my life? Whoa-oh-ohh With just a look they shook And heavens bowed before him. Simply a look can break your heart. The stars that pierce the sky; He left them all behind. We’re left to wonder why He left us all behind. Hey Miss Murder can I? Hey Miss Murder can I? Make beauty stay if I, Take my life? Whoa-oh-ohh (ohh) Dreams of his crash won’t pass Or how they all adored him. Beauty will last when spiraled down. The stars that mystify He left them all behind. And how his children cry He left us all behind. Hey Miss Murder can I? Hey Miss Murder can I? Make beauty stay if I, Take my life? Whoa-oh-ohh What's the hook, the twist Within this verbose mystery? I would gladly bet my life upon it. That the ghost you love, your ray of light Will fizzle out without hope. We're the empty set just floating through, wrapped in skin, Ever searching for what

Zodiac Fun
Once you have opened this bulletin, there's no turning back. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictionist. Read your sign, then repost this in a new bulletin with your zodiac sign and label, or you'll get bad luck for the number of years stated in your sign description. This is real shit, try ignoring it, and the first thing you'll notice is having a horrible day starting tomorrow morning - and it only gets worse from there:: .:VIRGO:. The Virgin Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness. 7 years of bad luck if you do not repost. .:SCORPIO:. The sex addict Can be mean. EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Energetic. Predict future. Most erotic. (Freak in bed.

Joke Of The Day 1/17/07
Last year I upgraded from Girlfriend 7.0 to Wife 1.0. I soon noticed that the new program began unexpected child processing that took up a lot of space and valuable resources. In addition, Wife 1.0 installed itself into all other programs and now monitors all other system activities, such as Poker Night 10.3, Football 5.0, Going To The Pub 7.5, and Softball 3.6 I can\'t seem to keep Wife 1.0 in the background while attempting to run my other favorite applications. I\'m thinking about going back to Girlfriend 7.0 , but the uninstall doesn\'t work on Wife 1.0. Please help! Thanks, Troubled User..... _____________________ REPLY: Dear Troubled User: This is a very common problem that men often complain about. Many people upgrade from Girlfriend 7.0 to Wife 1.0, thinking that it is just a Utilities and Entertainment program. Wife 1.0 is an OPERATING SYSTEM and is designed by its Creator to run EVERYTHING!!! It is also impossible to delete Wife 1.0 a

The Time Comes When You Have To Make Decisions...
Do I or dont I? Will I or wont I? A guy friend of mine who is a photographer wants to use some shots of me for a local ad campaign..just bikini shots. IM not really sure I want to do it. The money is good and its a quick job..no hard work there..lol but I dont know who will see it. Or how my bosses at corporate will feel about it. It isnt like I need to do it...I have a great job and at thirty Id say my modeling career such as it is, is over...so is this just one LAST hurrah for me? lol In my time I have done catalog work and some print work but I havent achieved the status some have...not hot enough or tall enough for VIctoria Secret lol or high fashion. Not perfect enough for Sports illustrated ;)...No playboy centerfold here lol, my father would kill me! lol Hmmmmm what to do? My mother wants me to move back home and go to law school...she is probably right about that. Ive probably gone as high on the corporate ladder as I am going to go here. Idont know what

Overall Career Ranking Of All 535 Members Of Congress
Career Subject: Overall Immigration Reduction Grades (Updated: January 09, 2007) A+ 4% Received This Grade: Barrett, J. Gresham (R-SC) - 99% Emerson, Jo Ann (R-MO) - 98% Bilbray, Brian (R-CA) - 97% Coble, Howard (R-NC) - 97% Deal, Nathan (R-GA) - 97% Duncan, John (R-TN) - 97% Hayes, Robin (R-NC) - 97% Hunter, Duncan (R-CA) - 97% Rohrabacher, Dana (R-CA) - 97% Tancredo, Tom (R-CO) - 97% Hastert, Dennis (R-IL) - 96% Kingston, Jack (R-GA) - 96% Smith, Lamar (R-TX) - 96% Stearns, Cliff (R-FL) - 96% Everett, Terry (R-AL) - 95% Goode, Virgil (R-VA) - 95% Goodlatte, Robert (R-VA) - 95% Johnson, Sam (R-TX) - 95% Norwood, Charlie (R-GA) - 95% Royce, Ed (R-CA) - 95% Wamp, Zach (R-TN) - 95% A 7% Received This Grade: Byrd, Robert (D-WV) - 94% Davis, Geoff (R-KY) - 94% Sessions, Jeff (R-AL) - 94% Taylor, Gene (D-MS) - 94% Vitter, David (R-LA) - 94% Baker, Richard (R-LA) - 94% Roberts, Pat (R-KS) - 94% Bachus, Spencer (R-AL) - 93% Chambliss, Saxby (R-GA) - 9

Blah Blah
Dont ya wish life was just a bit easier?Maybe you wish the sun would always shine and the breeze was always cool, but lets face it thats never gonna happen so,I guess life is what ya make it right(damn I'm glad I have a great life!)Anyways have a good year and I hope every1 is safe!!!

~grandma And Grandkid Contest Open Now ~
~ Grandma and Grand kid contest Open Now ~ I'm starting and grandma and grandkid contest if u want to enter please send me a link to my inbox and i'll put u in Here they are...... Contest will start 1/17 thur 1/24 Will count comments + rates = scores thank you maria ~~Going To Be A Grandma On 7/21/07 ~~L.O.D. Member ~~@ CherryTAP

I Wanna
I did not realize how much I could love someone till I got involved with you...I feel things with you that I have not felt ever... Talk with you is so easy...I find myself opening up to you and not feeling nervous about it.... NEVER have I had a man I was involved with to be my best friend....well, I have that now with you....and it feels right..... You touch me deep inside.....I safe loved and wanted with you....I smile so big that I feel my face will be get stuck this way, but what i look to have stuck on me....heehee To say I love you is not enough....I adore you, I want you.....You are my love, my darling, my sweetie, my best friend, my dream, my present, my future.... I think of what it will be like when we are together....All I can see is happiness and love between us.....All who see us together will know without a doubt that we love each other.... I am looking forward to spending my life with you....I am looking forward to falling asleep with you next to me, waki

Iran Shoots Down U.s. Spy Drone Amid Growing U.s. Military Pressure
Iran shoots down U.S. spy drone amid growing U.S. military pressure 17 Jan 2007 Iranian troops have shot down a U.S. pilotless spy plane recently, an Iranian lawmaker announced on Tuesday as Iran was facing increasing military pressure from its arch rival --the United States. The aircraft was brought down when it was trying to cross the borders "during the last few days," Seyed Nezam Mola Hoveizeh, a member of the parliament, was quoted by the local Fars News Agency as saying. http://english.people.com.cn/200701/17/eng20070117_341962.html

British Troops May Leave Within A Year, Says Iraqi Vice-president
British troops may leave within a year, says Iraqi Vice-President 16 Jan 2007 British troops could withdraw from Iraq within a year provided the Iraqi armed forces are 'reformed,' [?!?] says the country's Vice President. tp://news.independent.co.uk/world/middle_east/article2157384.ece

Amid Bloodshed In Iraq, Bush Wants A 'thank You'
Amid bloodshed, Bush wants a 'thank you' By Derrick Z. Jackson 17 Jan 2007 On "60 Minutes," President [sic] Bush was asked, "Do you think you owe the Iraqi people an apology for not doing a better job?" [He replied,] "I think the Iraqi people owe the American people a huge debt of gratitude." That is inhuman. We destroyed a nation under the false pretense of weapons of mass destruction. Between our invasion and the ensuing civil war, at least 53,000 Iraqi civilians and over 3,000 American soldiers have been killed. Nearly 23,000 US soldiers have been wounded... And the Iraqi people owe us a debt of gratitude? http://www.boston.com/news/globe/editorial_opinion/oped/articles/2007/01/17/amid_bloodshed_bush_wants_a_thank_you/

Cia Leak Case Figures Reject Cheney Immunity
CIA leak case figures reject Cheney immunity 16 Jan 2007 As jury selection began Tuesday in the criminal trial of I. Lewis "Scooter" Libby, former chief of staff to Vice President [sic] Dick Cheney, former ambassador Joseph Wilson and his wife, Valerie Plame, claim that the vice president cannot assert immunity from their complaint. http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/16661267

Iran Gets Army Gear In Pentagon Sale
Iran gets army gear in Pentagon sale 16 Jan 2007 The U.S. military has sold forbidden equipment at least a half-dozen times to middlemen for countries - including Iran and China - who exploited security flaws in the Defense Department's surplus auctions. The sales include fighter jet parts and missile components. In one case [Just *one?*], federal investigators said, the contraband made it to Iran. http://dwb.fresnobee.com/24hour/front/story/3473975p-12705356c.html

Not Wanting To Go To School
I have a 16 year old son that refuses to go to school. I have reported this to the Juvenile Authority and they will do nothing unless he does something illegal. But if he doesnt go to school then I can be taken to court. Anybody have any input that might help me?

1,000 U.s. Troops Urge Iraq Pull-out
1,000 U.S. troops urge Iraq pull-out 16 Jan 2007 More than 1,000 active-duty U.S. military personnel are said to have signed a petition calling for a full U.S. withdrawal from Iraq. http://www.upi.com/SecurityTerrorism/view.php?StoryID=20070116-112140-6061r

How Horny Are You
You scored as Very horny. You are very horny. You have a lot of desire. You get hard or wet very easily. Be careful to not let your sex drive go too far. Please rate and comment and tell me what quiz this is when you do!Very horny94%Normal Horny94%Not horny75%Super Horny63%A little horny50%How horny are you? (with pics)created with QuizFarm.com

Supporting Our Troops
To the man Who left his family in God's hands To go overseas To fight for another's peace And To the lady Who left home without her babies To stand beside the man Fighting in a foreign land All I can do is thank you All I can say is thank you All I can do is honor you With so few words of gratitude To the man Who lost his life fighting For another He never even knew To the lady Who lost her life trying To protect Others children and mothers too All I can do is thank you All I can say is thank you All I can do is honor you With so few words of gratitude You have done What so many others will not do You have served Us all and I thank you I thank you for the sacrifice Sand in your shoes Sand in your eyes Fear in your hearts of bravery All I can do is thank you I said a little prayer For each life that we have lost I said a little prayer That we remember the very cost Of sending such brave souls To fight a war for peace I said a little prayer t

Everything I Do-bryan Adams
Look into my eyes - you will see What you mean to me Search your heart - search your soul And when you find me there you'll search no more Don't tell me it's not worth tryin' for You can't tell me it's not worth dyin' for You know it's true Everything I do - I do it for you Look into your heart - you will find There's nothin' there to hide Take me as I am - take my life I would give it all - I would sacrifice Don't tell me it's not worth fightin' for I can't help it - there's nothin' I want more Ya know it's true Everything I do - I do it for you There's no love - like your love And no other - could give more love There's nowhere - unless you're there All the time - all the way Oh - you can't tell me it's not worth tryin' for I can't help it - there's nothin' I want more I would fight for you - I'd lie for you Walk the wire for you - ya I'd die for you Ya know it's true Everything I do - I do it for you

When I Die!!!
>Three Italian nuns die and go to heaven. At the Pearly Gates, they are >met by St. Peter He says, "Sisters, you all led such exemplary lives >that the Lord is granting you six months to go back to earth and be anyone >you wish to be... The first nun says, "I want to be Sophia Loren;" and >*poof* she's gone. The second says, "I want to be Madonna and *poof* >she's gone. The third says, "I want to be Sara Pipalini.. " St. Peter >looks perplexed. "Who?" he asked " Sara Pipalini;" replies the nun. St. >Peter shakes his head and says, "I'm sorry, but that name just doesn't ring >a bell." The nun then takes a newspaper out of her habit and hands it to >St. Peter. St. Peter reads the paper and starts laughing. He hands it >back to her and says, "No sister, the paper says it was the 'Sahara >Pipeline' that was laid by 1,400 men in 6 months." > >If you laugh, you are going straight to hell!

Mum Posted
Ok, I posted a mumm today about whether or not you would live your life again younger or stay where you are at. here it is: Ok, been a while since I posted a MUMM and I have been trying to think of a good one to post. I think that I finally have one, so here goes. Looking back on your life, would you relive your life when you were younger or stay where you are now? This isn't complicated and doesn't require any brain power on anyones part. Just think about your life and be honest. Thanks I wasn't asking if you would change your life, just if you would relive that part of your life. I got some really good answers, but seemed like i got some answers from some that people took it the wrong way. so just to clarify this, not asking you to change your life, but would you relive a certain point in your life?

Lil Bit Of An Update
Ok here is what has been up with me. Well my mother (yes i know still living with mom how pathetic but if anyone doesnt like that fuck you cause its either be homeless or live with her) had the internet and phone an sat tv ( all through the phone company) turned off cause she has not been staying at the house where I am cause she been staying with her boyfriend an forgot about me. So I apologize to anyone if i have not commented back or anything. The only reason I am able to do this is cause obviously if you seen my pics I have been in AZ since the 10 of Jan an will be here till feb 14. anone last thing if you dont like the spelling or grammar them kiss my hind end cause i can care less right now. and thank you for those who understand Russ

Dentist
My wisdom tooth has been hurting for 5 days now and I have plucked up the courage to go see a dentist :( I am sitting here shaking as I really hate the dentist and I know I am going to cry when I get there. I just want the pain to stop, I had 2 hours sleep last night it hurts so much.

Anger Management
Anger Management~ Husband: When I get mad at you, you never fight back. How do you control your anger? Wife: I clean the toilet bowl for hours. Husband: How does that help? Wife: I use your toothbrush. Get more at www.hostdrjack.com

Facts Part 3
Fact #3 : Need. This one of the few things about you humans that I can't fully understand..for eons I've watched this and it blows my mind..This mainly applies towards the females of the species, some males but mostly females.. Why is it that when you humans are "single" you actively look for a relationship on some level...I'll answer that for you...need..you either feel the need to be wanted or want to be needed. It's like you want to see how many people you can attract that fits the bill..then you hook up with someone because they meet the need..oh sure you tell your selves he/she is cute, smart, caring...but the simple reason is he/she wants you..thats the core of it...it wouldn't matter what he/she looked like, how smart, or caring...they WANT you!! your need is full filled..then reality hits..you were so eager to fill the base need that you missed the other things you should have looked for and listen to..you should have looked for reasons he/she is single in the first place, re

Facts Part 2
Fact 2 : Lust. All you humans think about is sex. Even when your not outwardly thinking about it, inwardly you are..A male and female of your species can't be just friends...some where sex is in the back of your minds. You claim to be above the animals of this world, your not..your worse..you kill each other for sex..you let sex control your lives...try this..sleep next to someone of the other sex..naked...8 hours of sleep time...not one of you can truthfully say you got a good nights sleep. not one of you can say you didn't think about making a move or having a move made on you by the other person..You sicken me!!! I can do that, I have done that!! it's called TRUST!! I'm not thinking I've got a naked woman beside me..I'm thinking I've got a woman who trusts me laying next to me, or whom I trust next to me..sex did not enter my mind..and I slept good that night..you humans can't do that. I DARE YOU TO TRY!!! I know my facts about you humans are hitting home due to the lack of respon

Worth Reading
WORTH READING Read Each One Carefully and Think About It a Second or Two 1. I like you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.. 2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry. 3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.. 4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart. 5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them. 6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile. 7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be t he world. 8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.. 9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.

Naughty Riddles
Q. What is the difference between a drug dealer and a hooker? A. A hooker can wash her crack and sell it again. Q. What's a mixed feeling? A. When you see your mother-in-law backing off a cliff in your new car. Q. What's the height of conceit? A. Having an orgasm and calling out your own name. Q. What's the definition of macho? A. Jogging home from your vasectomy. Q. What's the difference between a G-Spot and a golf ball? A. A guy will actually search for a golf ball Q. Do you know how New Zealanders practice safe sex? A. They spray paint X's on the back of the sheep that kick! Q.Why is divorce so expensive? A. Because it's worth it! Q. What is a Yankee? A. The same as a quickie, but a guy can do it alone. Q. What do Tupperware and a walrus have in common? A. They both like a tight seal. Q. What do a Christmas tree and priest have in common? A. Their balls are just for decoration. Q.What is the difference between "ooooooh"an

Playing Poker
a little boy came home from school one evening.decides hes going to ask his dad to play ball with him.so he puts down his school bag walks into his dads room and see's his dad having sex with his mom."dad what you doing to mom?"the little boy asked."well i'm playing poker and shes my wild card,go ask your brother to play ball".so the little boy walks to his brothers room and he's having sex with his girlfriend.the boy asked."brother what you doing with that girl?'the brother reply's"i'm playing poker and shes my wild card."so the little boy walks next door to grandpa house.walks in and grandpa is haveing sex with grandma."grandpa what you doing with grandma?" grandpa tells him."i'm playing poker and shes my wild card" so the little boy dissapears for a couble hours.his dad is looking alover for him.he finds him and the little boy is going to town on himself jerking off.the dad asks"boy what you doind?" the boy reply's"WITH A HAND LIKE THIS

Facts About You Humans.
FACTS about you humans. Over the centuries I've come to learn some facts about you humans. I share them now with you in the hopes that you better understand yourselves and can learn something. Fact 1: Greed, your all greedy. If you say your not, you LIE!. If you see something at the mall that you want for yourself or the one you love, and someone in front of you drops a 100 dollar bill, do you pick it up and give it back or do you pocket it and get the item you want?..Oh I know your answer.." I'd give it back, I'm not that way and it's the right thing to do" You sicken me!! thats the answer you want your so call society to hear. Your above that kind of thing...if that happens to you 10 times in your life, 5 of those times you'd have pocketed the money...Yes you would have. It's one thing to lie to others and your so called society, but don't lie to yourself! I have no material wants. The ones I love know I can't get them material things, they understand and except that. They ha

In Case You Missed This
This was sent to me via private message here yesterday. It is priceless! Lookie what I got! hello baby how are u ? i saw ur profile on this site and i like u, and i also want to be ur friend cos u are the kind of lady i realy want in my life, so if u are intrested in me, pls u can get to me throung my yahoo id princebaba4u@yahoo.com and conrently am online now so if u wish u can come and jion me online now thx hope to hear from u very soon ,love ya....... I am a 26 year old single looking to meet new and exciting friends. I am buiding contractor field and I live in florida. I am b.prince and romantic as hell( so I'v been told lol) I am looking for a romantic sexy female to compliment me in mind and spirit. I love back female but I am not prejudice to anyone. I am a great friend and a good communicator. I have pleanty of intrest just ask and Ill tell. I dont have hang ups so feel free to dropp me a line. All sexy female should drop a line its going to cold soon so I need to be w

148 Indicted In Swift Raids
Attorney General Alberto Gonzales says 148 illegal immigrants have been indicted for allegedly acquiring other peoples' Social Security numbers and other information to get jobs at Swift meat packing plants. The indictments, issued in Iowa and five other states, follow federal raids on the plants last month in the largest-ever workplace crackdown on illegal immigration. The raids led to the arrests of nearly 13 hundred employees and temporarily halted operations for the meat processor. Gonzales says the Bush administration is studying ways to curb identity theft, including better ways for police to report the crime, and to reduce the access that thieves have to Social Security numbers. The federal indictments include: 53 in Texas, 30 in Iowa, 26 in Nebraska, 20 in Minnesota, 18 in Utah and one in Colorado.

What's Your Sex Style?
But I do like kissing and foreplay... Whats your sex style? Fierce Sex StyleStraight to it! No time for kissing and touching here... Maybe the heat of the moment...But always great! Leaving them wanting MORE EACH TIME!!!!!! Take this test

When I Close My Eyes
This is a poem dedicated to soeone I love very much but can't be with cause I messed up... When I close my eyes... I can see your face.. My heart calls out, wanting you with me in this special place.. I can feel your arms holding me tight.. I long to snuggle close and feel all my fears take flight.. I can see your smile.. Reminding me to be patient for just a little while.. I can feel your gentle touch.. Shivers run over my skin, I miss you so much.. I can see the love in your eyes for me.. Shining brightly where all who care to look can see.. I can feel your presence surrounding me..holding me..loving me.. And I know deep in my heart our love was meant to be.. I love you...

Italian Pasta Diet!!-- It Really Works
1. You walka pasta DA bakery. 2. You walka pasta DA candy store. 3. You walka pasta DA ice cream shop. 4. You walka pasta DA table and fridge. You will lose weight! For those of you who watch what you eat, here's the final word on nutrition and health. It's a relief to know the truth after all those conflicting nutritional studies. 1. The Japanese eat very little fat and suffer fewer heart attacks than Americans. 2. The Mexicans eat a lot of fat and suffer fewer heart attacks than Americans. 3. The Chinese drink very little red wine and suffer fewer heart attacks than Americans. 4. The Italians drink a lot of red wine and suffer fewer heart attacks than Americans. 5. The Germans drink a lot of beer and eat lots of sausages and fats and suffer fewer heart attacks than Americans. CONCLUSION Eat and drink what you like. Speaking English is apparently what kills you.

Is It Love?
Is It Love? Can you tell me what love is? Can you touch it or smell it? Is it something real like you or me? Does it solve our problems like a counselor or a judge? Have you ever lost someone that you loved? Have you ever loved someone more than your own life? Could you live with yourself when she left? Did it hurt more than you could control? Have you ever been in love? Do you know how it feels? Do you feel every second away from her? Have you longed for her touch? Do you live every day wondering what she does or if she is OK? Will you love her with all of your heart? Have you ever been in love with someone even though they don't know it? How will you tell them? I know! ....... I just did. I Love You!!!!!

Age On Profile
I have just noticed and was wondering if anyone else has the same problem. I was born August 6, 1976, therefore, that would make me 30; however, the profile says that I am 31. I was just wondering if anyone else had the same problem here. Its bad enough being 30, please don't make me any older than i already am.