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Stressed Out...
I have to sit here and wait until my lawyer calls... My x-hubby never brought my daughter back. I'm flippin out and trying to stay as calm as I can. We are going through a custody battle right now. I'm afraid he has kidnapped her. But I'm not going to call the cops until I talk to my lawyer, I know that she is safe with him. He's just being an ass... and he's keeping her out of school. I'm really scared!!!

No Words Left Unspoken
No words left unspoken. No love left unshared. No hugs left ungiven. I wanted to tell that I loved you. I wanted to tell you that I cared. I wanted to send you some love. and send you some hugs. I never want you to be without. I send you the best of all the years to come. and know in your heart i wish i could be there. the miles are the long the distance between us is driving me crazy. but never will there be words left unspoken. love never shared and hugs never given. I cant imagine my life without you my friend. I will always remember the love I always get back in return. I hope that someday we will cross eachother's path and say all the things that we have wanted to say and give them hugs we have been longing to give. no words will ever be left unspoken no love will be left unshared and no hug will be left ungiven.

That Sucks!
Guess what? Nope, this is not asking anyone for help on a contest. I know, shocking. I finally have a sponsor for Kuwait. Thats the good news. The bad news, there is no internet in the barracks in Kuwait. That means I'll have to drag myself down to the cafe, and pay for it, which means I'll be very limited. That sucks. That sucks badly. I'll still drop by, but it wont' be often. I am going to save money over there, and if I can find a way to get net in my room, I will have it. So, anyone who wants to stay in touch, guess it will have to most likely be via email. Hopefully I can check that at work over there. So that means it is up to all of you who want to talk to me or stay in touch. That means you need to contact me here, and give me a good email address, or request mine. That way we can still stay in contact. I also do accept letters, cards, flowers, money, jewelry, and just notes of greeting. I have considered posting an NSFW blog entry here, they seem

Zin57
This particular chat inspired me to set up a new email address for morons. I am just curious to see whether or not they add it and/or respond. Enjoy. Zin57: kisses Devils Daughter: good morning Zin57: are u married? Devils Daughter: why? looking to marry me? Devils Daughter: No response? Does this mean the marriage is off? Zin57: you are so gorgeous, i like u Devils Daughter: Well thank you. Zin57: tell me who get you and putthe collar on u 1st time Devils Daughter: I'm sorry, can you rephrase that so I can understand it. Zin57: who did u get slave, and who mange to put the collar on u 4 the 1st time Devils Daughter: Thanks for clarifying that… Did you notice the spikes on the collar? Zin57: yess... Devils Daughter: Did you also notice there is no D-ring on the collar? Zin57: though all collars are the same...llol Devils Daughter: No, they aren't. And obviously the collar I have isn't meant for a leash. Zin57: what is ur yahoo? Devils

Can Guys Tell When A Woman "fakes It"?
I would love to hear from both ladies and guys on this one. Ladies, you think you've done a good Meg Ryan impression, he seems to be none the wiser...are you 100% sure he isnt on to your fake? OR....are you honest with him, and then my question is how does his ego take it? Guys, can you tell when she fakes it? If she is honest with you and it just wasn't gonna happen, how do you feel about that? Is it a shot to the ego, or open honest communication with your partner? Respond away!!!.....

Belgium
once again i will be leaving this time im going to a base in belgium called cheveris and again..ill make sure i take some more photos for those of you who actualy enjoy them if you havent takin the time to look i have pics from all over europe on my page...i also want to thank the members of the CONFEDERATE BOMBERS for such a warm welcome into there family . i will still be around until thurday morning and will be back in 7-12 days if your reading this thanks for taking the time....be safe and have a great week

I Love You My Friends
I love you my friends for standing close when i needed a friend standing back when i needed to be alone. but always caring for never making me stand alone. you have been an inspiration, and i hope that the friendship never weekens,but only grow stronger as the years go by. i love you my friends. and if there is ever a day that i have to go away remember you will always be in my heart. I will never forget the talks we have had the memories i have built through the months i have known you. i love you my friends for always being here for me through good and bad laughter and tears. i love you my friends for always standing close. i love you my friends.

Back To School
I have such mixed feelings about today. My oldest daughter is now in the 6th grade. The middle one in 2nd and the little one in Pre K. This is the first time in 7 years that I will not be able to take any of my girls to school on the first day.( except the little one who attends the same school where I teach) I loved walking my kids to school on the first day. My mom was always there for me on my first day. Every year! Today, I will see the middle one leave on a van that will take her to school for me. It just doesn't seem very fair. My youngest will be moving up to Pre K today. Not much of a big deal to her since she has been transitioning into that room for a month now and I think it's just become a natural process with her. My class is at the opposite end of the building, so I don't get to check on her much. I don't know what I am going to do next year when she isn't in the building any longer. I do know that I WILL be taking the first day of school off of work!

Heaven And Hell...
John and Bob were inseparable childhood friends. One night, they both died in a terrible car accident. When John woke up in heaven, he began to search for Bob but could not find him anywhere. Very distraught, he ran to St. Peter and said, "St. Peter, I know Bob was killed in that accident with me, but I can't find him!" St. Peter said, "My son, I am sorry to tell you Bob didn't make it to Heaven." This upset John so much that St. Peter agreed to let him see Bob one more time. St. Peter parted the clouds and John saw Bob sitting in hell with a keg on one side and a beautiful buxom blonde on the other. John looked at St. Peter skeptically and said, "Are you sure I'm in the right place?" "My son," St. Peter said, "looks can be deceiving. You see that keg of beer? It has a hole in it. You see that woman? She doesn't!"

Christ, Torture Me Some More Why Don't You?!
As most people who talk to me much realize I'm very *emotive*, constantly *hugs* or *fidgets* and whatnot. I'm having issues because I'm talking to someone who stops me dead in my tracks. I just can't seem to be myself. And it rather seriously, completely, annoys the every-loving bejezus out of me. All I want to have a nice normal conversation and all I can get out is glib one-liners. I just sit around and I'm literally waiting on the shoutbox alert sound. It's pathetic to see. I'm just twiddling my thumbs, following link to link to link just burning my time away. I have to be to my first day of class in 9 hours and my mind is entrenched down his pants and I'm sure he has no clue. Sometimes I wonder if I shouldn't operate completely drunk at all times because when I was drunk I had no trouble telling him what I wanted and how it was gonna be. *sighs* Where's alcohol when you need some? Wasting five hours dancing around a ring like a boxer who's afraid of his shadow is no wa

Goooood Morning Everyone
goooood morning everyone hope you have a grrreat day and just remeber to smile,remeber someone loves you on fubar:)i want to thank everyone for rating and commenting my pictures and i will get to your soon i hopd you all are awsome

My Lil Girl
Dear World, I bequeath to you today.. one little girl, in a pink ruffled skirt, with a matching bow in her hair, two brown eyes that dance when she laughs and bouncy brown hair that flashes a hint of red in the sun. I release her to you world.. To teach her the things that she will not learn under her mothers care. Today she will learn to stand in lines, to listen for her last name first, to sit quietly and concentrate. Today she will learn that it isn't nice to chase lizards in the yard or put frogs in her bed. Today she will learn that it isn't cute to say each of her dolls names one by one as she says her goodnight prayers.. or to tuck them in individually. World, I bequeath to you my heart of hearts, in a pink ruffled skirt, with a matching bow in her hair, two brown eyes that dance when she laughs, and bouncy brown hair that flashes a hint of red in the sun. Today she will begin to learn what unfairness means, she will learn what it is to be misunderstood, to love some

The Way I See You And How You Make Me Feel
When i seen you for the fist time, i had goose bumps head to toe woundering what to say or what to do but it dident matter what we did still seem alright even when you think things might be going wrong but they get even better, when we hug felt like it was ment to be, with you by myside im ON top of the WoRlD and no body can tell me any different!! or am i crazy and it's going past my head then when i thought it couldent get any better, we laughed soo hard that it reached the heavens, then when we went our ways it pored from the heavens even got the angels tearing up and crying, hours later you got me reminessing thinking am i going crazy?? maybe soo but i never changed what i did or what i said, damn feels soo good like im on cloud 9 reaching outter space and no body can touch me the way you did THEN....i woke up damn what a dreamn!!!!! -Jay Mills

Summer Slam
Oh tonights show was well worth the cost of the PPV. We watched in online via the web and it was so awesome. Great show and lots of surprises. Most of all the HHH return. That one was better than I thought. However, the time was dramatically reduced. :( HHH won within minutes. :( That sucked. :( However he won. :) That was cool. :) Rey Mysterio's return............. HE WON!!!!! Need I say more? :) Over all the PPV rocked. Oh and here is a spoiler, Orton did NOT win. :P

Everyday
Everyday we wake up and take that day for granted but we should take that day for a blessing another day too try and do it right for our lives and our loved ones, try try and try again relax smell the roses and enjoy the day!

Have U Been To My Profile Lately? Check It Out, New Pics,blogs,etc........
HEY ALL, CHECK OUT MY NEW PICS, BLOGS, ETC. AND WHILE YOU'RE AT IT , YOU CAN EVEN ''CRUSH' ME AND PLEASE DON'T FORGET TO SIGN MY GUEST BOOK,THANX! *HUGZZZ* :D ..........JADE Crush this person!Get your own ThisCrush.com CrushTag!

Oh Those Whacky Gremlins…
A friend of mine, in a private discussion, gave me a very very gentle reminder that I have a fully diagnosed mental illness / personality disorder. It’s no big deal, lots of people have Borderline Personality Disorder. There are treatment options available and I’m not any more or less ashamed of it than I was of my diabetes or would be of my high blood pressure now. If anything, this makes me less embarrassed about the state of my emotional flux. Not that I’m using the disorder as a crutch or anything. It just helps to have something a little more tangible than the vague or abstract ‘why do I feel this way when I don’t want to?’ BPD is famous for making romantic and other interpersonal relationships it’s bloody battlefield. And, given the amount of stress I’m under in my living/working situation it makes perfect sense that I would be cracking this badly. Fortunately even crazy people have their moments of lucidity. This is one of them for me. So, just a quick shout

What Do These Three Things Have In Common? A Big Moon, Pigeon Crap And A Bridge?
Its MONDAY that is what they have in common! Good Morning and how was your weekend? Mine was good, relaxing if that can be said for anyone knowing Marty. It has been said many a time that I run 110% most of the time and when I am not then I am running 150%. Wow, that’s’ a lot of percentages. Did anyone see that moon this morning, holey smokes it was like 12 feet away. That would have been an ideal moon for Halloween. Have you seen the latest cause or should I say likely cause of the bridge collapse in Minnesota? Well hold on to your pigeon...There just might be a bounty on its head. Yes you called it, some officials are leaning towards the possibility that “Pigeon Dung” may have caused serious infrastructure damage on the bridge. Oh yea…sighting the “dung” is so acidic that it could rust and weaken bolts. Are you getting this? Is the country so blind that we need a quick response to tragedy? Are we that much in need of the correct answer when this sort of thing happens that we start t

Thinking About You
I remember when you said, "most of the time when you can't sleep your thinking of someone" then you asked me who, now I realize that you were right and when I can't sleep I find myself thinking of you how I miss you so, then I drift off to sleep dream about you, wake up once again thinking about you and the way things use to be I find myself wanting to tell you how much I miss you and how I want to tell you I love you but, then I realize things aren't the way they use to be and things have changed... I wonder if there will ever be a day where I don't think of you without saying to myself I love him and then I wonder, do I ever want that day to come?

I Mss Youi
Before you turn your face away And give up on all we used to have Listen to what I have to say Make sure we're on the right track Love, when you left, I died inside But I thought I had made the right choice After you slipped away I tried To keep you while I still had a voice Perhaps I was trying too hard And I should've pulled back But instead I gambled my heart Because never before had it been attacked Like that A lot of time has passed us by And I know we both have our own dreams But I've never known quite why I still don't feel like I'm complete Because I loved you and you loved me We were lost inside a fairytale Beyond this world I could not see Maybe that's why our love failed Sometimes I think out loud And people punish me For even making a sound About you and me We can never be But I miss you, I miss you And I'm not sure what to do Now you're gone I can't seem to find another Like youme too Don't you know That I miss you and only you

Never Again
He's walking away from me. His back is tense, and I know he's angry with me. I suppose he's got a right to be angry. He's looking back at me now with that look in his eyes. The look that says I've disappointed him again. I know I'm a coward for not even trying. He's been waiting twenty years, and I can't even try. He's getting in his truck, Heading back to that empty place he calls home. Soon I'll have to go back to my own empty life, and wait for the next time we can see each other again. It's not so different from what we've done for the last two decades. Except, I have this awful feeling that something's going to happen. This feeling is so over powering, making it hard to breathe. Every second takes him further and further away from me. I want to go after him. I want to beg him to stay and never leave my side. Why couldn't I just tell him what he wanted to hear? Why couldn't I just tell him I love him? Instead, I say nothing. I do nothing. I just stand

Self, Ego Call It What You Like It Is Not Good Over-inflated If The Cap And Shoes No Longer Fit.
Well, it does not pay to misread the situation and today it was a bump back to reality with the bursting of a bubble. It was all to do with getting excited over ratings and becoming ego inflated. However on closer inspection following he who know all's remarks that the numbers had been stacked and were not true, I did a recalculation. That in itself was a feat due to not being mathematically minded and tired so eventually it occurred that 9000 hits today was false because the stupid Slap and Tickle had not been resetting the numbers. In other words for the last two weeks they have gone up about 700 each day and the total difference had not been subtracted. So each day the roll over went up as well as the grand total. Does that make sense, no probably not but then this explains why it took so long to set the spreadsheet up correctly. Well it was a little deflating but then I thought that maybe my ego needed a jolt and that earth is really a better place to be rather than worryin

Sad Love Poem
What we thought was love and happiness? Is now gone all that's left is to move on. Say goodbye and walk away. Take your wounded pride put it aside. The game of love you have lost. Your broken heart is the cost. Count your blessings and pray. maybe You will win at the game of love one day. Just learn when to walk away. Your strong enough to say good bye. Don't hold back it's okay to cry love hurts sometimes

The Milogram Will Finally Be Done
I JUST WANTED THE ONES THAT ARE KEEPING ME IN THEIR THOUGHT AND/OR PRAYERS...THAT THE PROCEDURE WILL FINALLY BE DONE TODAY AT 1OCST... THEY ARE GOING TO ADMIT ME IN THE HOSPITAL SO THEY CAN WATCH MY BLOOD PRESSURE WHILE I AM THERE. I SHOULD BE HOME TONIGHT DEPENDING UPON WHAT MY BLOOD PRESSURE DOES..THAT IS WHAT THE DOCTOR TOLD ME FRIDAY NIGHT WHEN HE CALLED ME WITH THIS NEWS. SO ONCE AGAIN JUST THINK ABOUT ME PLEASE AND SHOW, SEND ME LOVE!! I WILL RETURN THE FAVOR IF EVER NEEDED!! THANKS VERY MUCH.....IN ADVANCE...KRZKT~~~KATIE~~

Stupid Females Of Your Acquaintance...
Boys are a tiresome lot. Seriously. Just thought I'd let you all know that. Moving on, I'm somewhat bored tonight and to be honest, I don't feel like dealing with people. Genuine people, perhaps, but not so much the people who make me feel as if I'm a "reserve" friend. You know, a filler, so to speak... I tend to respect honesty and gumption moreso than sickly sweet words and subtle attempts to whitewash a black wall. Just be honest in your response/approach. Even if it doesn't come to fruition in a conventional sense, it will at least bear the fruit of respect. And while I'm on this subject, I might as well get some other garbage off my chest. Stop lumping me in with every other stupid female of your acquaintance. I understand that whoever she is, she did something stupid and she may have injured your pride and/or your feelings. I'm truly sorry that she treated you in such a fashion, but how dare you judge me according to the merit of another? Her conduct does not d

Lost Love
Turning way right back, the very hands of time And wishing that I, had then, made you mine For you were my hearts, only true treasure The endless many times, you gave me pleasure Making endless love, was a sweet past time indeed? It was often only the morning that would intercede We must have shared, a whole lifetime together It should have went on, and perhaps lasted forever Did you ever really know my heart loved you so? Did you feel the same did love for you also grow? For to have spent just one night, within your dreams Would have gave me a lifetime, of loving it seems For you were simply but, a schoolyards love crush And never even knew, my heart loved you so much

Hand In Hand
Laying underneath the stars, On a warm silent night, Your arms are wrapped around me, And everything feels right. You kiss me sweet and softly, I feel your warm gentle touch, You help me feel protected, Under the sweet, night-sky rush My world before me is perfect. There's nowhere else I want to be, Except laying underneath the stars Hand in hand, you and me. Just when everything is perfect, And you seem so delicately sweet, A rush of wind comes past me, As I'm swept beneath my feet Nothing could be more right, There's nowhere else I want to be. Let's take a walk, my only love, Hand in hand, you and me

Your Love
Your love is a lantern That lights my way, Uplifting my spirits, When skies are gray. Your love is a wave That lifts me higher, Into a sea Of tender desire. Your love is a flame, That can never die, For always and ever, It will be just you and I. Your love is a rose, Moistened with dew, Touching my soul, With the beauty of you.

Am I That Horrible?!?!
I need some love! I feel like a crushed lightbulb, all outta shine...been dicked over again by a guy I thought actually cared...I'm about to put my heart on lockdown, cause if you can't get to it, then you can't break it again...I think I'm right about that. I hope so anyways....

All About Sex
Do you like it rough or sensual?: Both depends on the mood and company Do you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both?: opposite only!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! How often do you like to have sex?: As much as possible Is sex a top priority for you?: Do you want to keep me happy and sane then give tony some bootay Do you have sex face to face with your partner?: if that positions allows it too happen then yes How often do you get drunk and have wild, crazy sexy with a complete stranger?: Not often at all I like to get to know my partners a bit before I go there with anyone so I guess the answer would be never How do you feel about one night stands?: Never turn one down that will be one you'll never make up How many one night stands have you had?: enough ta satisfy my cravings for them What's your favorite position?: doggy style Love to stab that kitty from the back and make that booty clap Where's your favorite place to hav

Who Am I..?
Patience- Attitude. Music- Being Heard. Writing- Freedom. Reading- Release. Poetry- Expression. These are the Five things that means the most to me. These are the things that set me free. These words makes me who I am. They help me the best I can. ME.

Best Friends..........
you're the PEANUT to my BUTTER , you're the STAR to my BURST, you're the M to my M, you're the POP to my TART, you're the MILKY to my WAY, you're the FRUIT to my LOOP, you're the MILK to my DUDS, you're the LUCKY to my CHARMS, you're the ICE to my CREAM, you're the GHETTO to my BOOTY, but mostly.... you're the BEST to my FRIEND SEND THIS TO 5 OF YOUR BEST FRIENDS (INCLUDING ME) IF YOU GET IT BACK YOUR LOVED

One Step At A Time.
Monday, August 27, 2007 Step after step How many small opportunities do you routinely ignore because you're waiting, wishing, searching and hoping for a big opportunity? That big opportunity may or may not ever arrive, yet all the while those small opportunities are there for the taking. Every moment is an opportunity to create a little bit of value. Although the progress you can make in a single moment may not seem like much, those small moments can add up over time to big achievements. Take one small step and it hardly seems like you've gone anywhere at all. Yet when you continue taking step after step, you can get anywhere you choose to go. The most reliable path to success is a simple one that anyone who chooses to do so can follow. Dream big dreams and take small steps, one after another after another until you're there. If you attempt to leap to the top of the mountain in a single effort, you will almost certainly fail. Yet make the commitment to reach the summit st

Getting There
wow! man do I have allot to be thankfull for, even after all the crap that ive been through i still can brag that ive kept my head up. thus this blog really has no point but to say that im getting back to where i used to be. what i mean by this is that a long time ago i was known for being the really happy guy, ya know, the one that could always bring a smile to your face any time you were down and for some strange reason seemed always happy (because i was). but over the years ive lost some of that spark in me and became very bitter twords people and life in general.......but havent we all? now, ive taken a new path and started doing things again in life that not only bring me back some of that joy but im even now starting to realize a purpose that i have been given(im still not exactly sure what the purpose is yet but im sure it will reveal itself in time) and every day its getting better. im still lonely though but im not that sad about that any more not really. any who's

Essence
Somewhere between black night and blue consciousness of dawn (that shadowed gray gloaming) there is movement so tenuous and transparently green a slight murky slick you will not see it shift (or hear its stray moaning) you will only feel the desolate essence of your harrowed soul.

Last Man Standing
He stood alone, a champion of war Upon a broken battlefield of gore Corpses lay strewn around his armoured feet Each told a tale of how death came to greet He wiped the splatter of blood from his eyes The sound of pain and mourning, distant cries Too overwhelmed with fear and relief He failed to notice the defeater’s grief He had endured the sharp blade and long spear The touch of death, of wild primitive fear Fighting for his life in the dead of the night And against all odds he had won the fight Now a weary body tiredly dips As a sword from bloody hands slips And in the distance the sun rose to see Him standing alone in victory

Signs Of A Soulmate
How will you know you have met your soul mate? Here are some of the indications given by others who have had the experience... Chances are you've met through a set of unusual circumstances that were totally unplanned and unexpected. There is a powerful, instantaneous feeling that you have known the other before. You felt an immediate and deep connection for one another. There is an electrifying feeling between the two of you that words cannot describe. The relationship is immediate, as though no time had been lost since you were last together. It feels as though you had never really lived before the reunion occurred. You feel a deep sense of sacredness and unity with God that you've have never known before. It brings on feelings you never thought possible. The two of you are inseparable. When you look into each other's eyes, time and space have no meaning. There are no barriers between the two of you. The relationship is a totally open one. You

Newbies With Out A Clue
I just dont under stand it. Went 2 greet some new members friend and fanned gave a few tips got a few drinks it was cool 4 a while then wham got 1 who i gave the red carpet treatment 2 rated 10, friend request, fan of, shot of jack and a sweet comment. she hit me with a 5 thats real cold. i guess they dont understand it's about making frends not choping your legs off a the knees I remaind polite but felt totaly dissed wish i could have taken the drink back it wasnt happy hour and it should have gone 2 someone who knew why they were here

Well Damn
I didn't even see my birthday blast. :-p Then again, I wasn't home most of the day. Ha! Oh well...at least I know I didn't get screwed. One person actually sent me a note saying they saw it and stopped in to say hi...another sent a request with a message saying they saw it as well. Wasn't looking for assloads of requests, etc anyway. There's no way in holy haha I'd ever be able to play the "point whore, tage me, tag you" games like some folks here do. LoL...I can hardly keep up with saying hi to the couple of good friends I've made here as is. Speaking of...THANK YOU so much to those of you who always say hi or stop in to molest my pics or page just to let me know you were here and thought of me. Thank you for the kind words, silly links and pics, KICK ASS tunes, and fun chats. It's folks like YOU who make it worth even thinking about turning on this machine some days. ;-) I really do have the best friends. On and off the web. :-D *hugs* for making my birthday, and time her

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#9 8/27 - 9/02
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Slight Change Of Plan
Hello, I'm Nichole. I left you a juicy 11 on your profile page & primary pic. Would appreciate the love returned on votes for my pic by rating & comment bombing. Contest ends on Sept 6th at 10:30pm est. Thank you in advance for all your help. Have A Sexy Day!

Why????
Enough is enough! My ex-wife has done anything she could to get on my nervous. It's bad when she got married only after 9 months from the date of our divorce! It's even worst when the guy she married is the SAmE guy who she cheated on me with and that they're expecting their first child together NEXT month! And dont get me started on how she makes my angels (ranging from 2 years to 8 years old) call this assh#$e "DAD"! But what makes me wanta forget my responsibilities to my children and to GOD is the fact that she let's him hit them!!! I'm at the END of my rope with her and her husband but I got to remember NO MATTER how much I want to PHYSICALLY hurt him that my children have to live with them both and any negativity that their mother feels WILL be felt by my children as well!!! PLEASE PRAY FOR ME AND MY ANGEL SPROUTS...PLEASE!!!! Thank you for reading this blog!!!!!

I Stand Alonea(the Poem Go Out To A Special Deadbeat!!!!!)
Wrong Way Take your opinions and shove them down your throat Bleed Rot Gag until you choke Following the path that will lead to your demise Do you need more black and blues to open up your eyes? Ripped and torn to pieces screaming out your name As the dictators walk by and puts you to shame Open your mouth and pour out pathetic souls Walking across the fire with bare feet on hot coals Take your pride Take your shame Take your useless cries Put it in a bottle and throw it to the skies Watch it fall and land, broken open on the ground Look how much the gods care at your feeble handmade crown Shut up Walk away Hang your head like a child Waste all our time and make this journey so worthwhile Give me the keys and I'll drive far away Just promise me you'll lay here and forget me today

If I Woke Up Tomorrow
If I Woke Up Tomorrow by BlueWolf © If I woke up tomorrow And the world was upside down If the sky was green the grass was blue And nothing made a sound If the sun slept through the day And the stars fell from the sky If the deserts became oceans And the oceans all ran dry If the clouds were made of stone And the earth was made of glass If music had no melody And the future was the past If the mountains turned to wax And melted with the dawn If flowers were all grey And nature’s beauty gone If I woke up tomorrow And everything was new I'd still be sure of one thing Sure that I loved you...............

Tribute To The Sun!
Sun shining caressing my skin making me feel happy within, Rays fallin touching my soul making me feel completly whole, Clouds scattered barely in sight making the world seem just right, Golden color cascading down making a reason not to frown, Temperature rising sweat glazing my flesh making my body seem refreshed, Beautiful day no rain in sight making my day happy and bright!

I Need Help
I need some help, I am going to OK the 22nd next month and I am trying to find a cheap ticket so I don't have to drive out there. It will be a waist of time driving. I am only going to be out there for 3 days and I don't want to spend 2 of them driving. Please help if you can! what should I do?

Love As A Power Source!
Ok, just to get an idea where I want to go, I asked myself, what is LOVE to me?? Is it a feeling, a mask, a tool, an energy or what?? For many years I have tried to define that word! Today isn't any different in that aspect! Throughout my life I have witnessed LOVE being many things!! I have given witness to it being a way to save a family member, a way of letting someone know how special they are, a way of describing a relationship, a way of leading others towards a path of enlightenement, and many other things!! So, if LOVE can be so many things, how would you describe it? As a tool, Love can be used to teach someone what is believed to be right and wrong, as a feeling it can be used to define a level in a relationship, as a mask it can be used to hide hurtful feelings to protect another from any harsh words, as an energy it can be used to make the physical body much stronger than one would anticipate! Knowing these things I recently came to the conclusion that LOVE

~~~it's You~~~
It's You by BlueWolf © It's your voice I want to hear The last thing at night It's your arms I want to hold As we turn off the light. It's your lips I want to taste When I shut down my sight I want to smell your sweet breath As we cuddle together tight. It's you I want to be with For the rest of my life You are the world, the love for me I want to die being your wife. Written For a Friend in need.............

War (to The Soldier Of The World)
Since the dawn of man, We have fought for our land. Peace and tranquility is what we command. Our country is build to withstand, But we hope with all we can, To do what is right when in demand. Men and women fight for us to stand. We first must walk hand in hand, and together we band. If we don't fight back all is lost. Some pay with the highest of costs. Soldiers still guard our posts, And the president sits back and boasts, While enemies continue to enter our coast. Remember the towers that crumbled and collapsed? Loved ones simply burned to ash. Several people tried to dash, But didn't make it before it all crashed. Others jumped from afar, Just to land on someones car. All ones mouth can do is stand ajar, While people repeatively hit the tar. Bodies are scattered everywhere, The pain is too much to bear. Why is that no one seems to care, How the terrorists origionally got there? Think of those who lost their lives, While trying to save those inside. Rem

Death Trap
Don't fall too deep Into the death trap There is nothing to gain And everything to lose You get attached To people you don't know Only to get hurt For their stupid show Your mind gets boggled With thoughts that aren't there Your heart gets crushed Just so they can snicker The internet is my trap Just like many others Do not fall too deep Into your death trap

You're The One
Is it possible That someone like you Could complete me? You're the only one I want The only one I think about The only one I truly love You've treated me wrong sometimes As I've done the same But everyone makes mistakes And your not one of mine Be with me for the rest of time I'll give you my heart And you give me your mind

Without You
My tears are flowing for you As my mind wonders and heart beats My body is nothing without you And as the wetness of my cheek are beginning to dry And my thoughts weaken and try to forget I feel like nothing without you The beats within my chest were real, Something that no one will ever steal When there is nothing without you But as I try to forget you more and more My body grows weaker and begins to wear Mind floats, rises to react I know I'm nothing without you...

Hmmmmm.......
40 Secrets About Yourself. Be honest no matter what. 1. Who was your last text from? Kari 2. Where was your default picture taken? It's a pic I got from a friend. 3. What's your middle name? Andre' 4. Your current relationship status? Single 5.Does your crush like you back? I'm sure someone does.... 6. What is your current mood? Exausted.....just got home from a trip 7.What's your mom's maiden name? Cook 8. What color shirt are you wearing? Black 9. Who's your crush? Hmmmmm....... 10. If you could go back in time and change something, would you? Prob not....cause if I did I wouldn't be where I am now with the knowledge and experience that I now have 11. What color underwear are you wearing? Dunno lemme check..........Black 12. Ever had a near death experience? Yes 13. Something you do a lot? Go for drives Hey where is question #14? I ate it.....lmao 15. Who can you tell anything to? There's a few people out there but I don't

Why I Love You
I've never seen you Or touched your skin I've never felt your lips Or held you tight But I know I love you Not because of the way you look Or because of that sexy voice Not because of the things you say But because of whom you are When we meet I will kiss you And hold you all night I love everything about you Because it's you

Wanting You
You are so amazing When I look into your eyes I feel nothing but cravings You make me feel so ecstatic Chills rush down my spine My heart beats fast I feel warmth throughout my body All I hope for is just one kiss Your sweet lips against mine My arms around you Holding you until the end of time

Thinking About You
When I ate today at noon All I could think about was you Wishing you was here to do what you do Wishing I could feed you with my spoon Hoping someday I'll see your smile again I don't know if I can take all this pain Knowing that I am here and you are there Thinking about the times we had and will not have You are the best there ever was and will be There is nothing to explain you, but lovely Even when I was sad you made me happy I just don't know what to do I just hope one day, I get to see you

Our Moment
Our moment in life has just begun The spirit of our souls embracing this world Keeping our love and freedom sacred Knowing each and every move can cause disaster Moving along this path of danger Living the lives of our souls

Dreams Of You
Dreams of you bombard my brain, As I slumber beneath the pelting rain, Memories of your distance make me cry, As I dream beneath the cold, black sky. Thoughts of our love settle in once more, As I realize what life has in store, A smile lingers upon my lips today, Because I know your love is here to stay.

Kitty Litter Cake
Kitty Litter Cake 1 spice or German chocolate cake mix 1 white cake mix 2 large pkg vanilla instant pudding mix, prepared (I like Bird's® dessert mix) 1 large pkg vanilla sandwich cookies green food coloring 12 small Tootsie Rolls® 1 new kitty litter pan 1 new plastic kitty litter pan liner 1 new pooper scooper halloween recipes Prepare cake mixes and bake according to directions (any size pans). Prepare pudding mix and chill until ready to assemble. Crumble white sandwich cookies in small batches in food processor, scraping often. Set aside all but about 1/4 cup. To the 1/4 cup cookie crumbs, add a few drops green food coloring and mix until completely colored. When cakes are cooled to room temperature, crumble into a large bowl. Toss with half the remaining white cookie crumbs and the chilled pudding. Important: mix in just enough of the pudding to moisten it. You don't want it too soggy. Combine gently. Line a new, clean kitty litter box. Put the cake/

One Kiss
One kiss is all I want To take away my tears And give me a healthy smile One kiss is all I want To give me hope And take on life as it comes One kiss is all I want To know your lips And hold them forever One kiss is all I want To show you I love you And be there for eternity

Feeling
Feeling your love caress my heart Feeling your light touch my soul Feeling like the golden sun Feeling the way you move me Feeling your mind touch my life Knowing I can't lose you For you are my life, heart, and soul Forever I am yours

Dolphin's Cry
If I was a dolphin and you were the sea How would I get to be with thee Trapped in this land alone and tired Can't get out from the horrid treachery Swimming along night and day Waiting for the time to pass me by Somebody save me and let me go Somebody please let me go

Extra Mile
Here I lay thinking of you Making my heart beat My palms sweat You are more than I ever hoped for Your voice Your humor Your sexy body The scent of a cherry The voice of a goddess The mind of a genius and skin of a child You make me laugh You make me smile For you I will go the extra mile

Everlasting Love
What is it about you? That makes my stomach turn My heart beat fast My mouth curl Is it your beautiful smile? Your sexy lips The sweetness of your voice Or just what whisper me The many things we had and shared The sunsets The candlelight dinners Our passion and love The ways we talked and laughed Were only dreams before we met Now turned into reality How I wish this will last for eternity E

Butterfly Voice
The sound of your voice Is like a butterfly It guides along Swiftly, lovely The words slide off your lips Like a butterfly flutters its wings Voice as lovely as gliding in wind The sound of your voice makes me smile But this moment soon fades away And all I have is nothing

Aww Shucks
lol i saw ashly tonight she gave me a kick ass present for my bday hahah a betty page cigg case hahah. shes goign to see her husband next weekend he gets time off for labor day.im glad you get to see him and i cant wait to meet him juggies hahah we talked about the shit the doc said i may have and we joked about everything it was kool oh and lance i hope you enjoy the position of the day book with all my sketches in it

Judging Books By The Cover
They say you should never Judge a book by its cover Yet, I wish I had judged you You′re the worst ever lover? You snore you stink Totally hopeless in bed As for breaking my heart I hope you end up dead

Tear Drops
I′m gonna name you sled a suitable nick name its true Cause only ever dogs would consider pulling you? Or maybe better again I′ll aptly name you egg timer You make love in all of two minutes this name suits you finer You′ll never settle down end up lonely and old its true Unable to keep love afire a waster and loser right through

Angry Heart
I thought of you much alike a Teddy bear As cuddly and cute as a sweet kitty cat I thought you were my one true love It seems you′re a user a fu**ing tw*t The lowest of the low a deadbeat too A common rat gets more respect than you?

...you
You said You love me once You said You love me twice but when they asked You, You denied it once,To You its a game For others its the same you knew the day would come you were prepared and had to put on some makeup but still i said i wanna breakup. You never really loved me, all you could do is deny me. I bet there were someone else above me. you never said you loved me more then anythin but i told you your my everythin. you lost the game cuss you didnt play it right you lost without a fight now i got to say goodbye dont be cryiin back to me with your lil game cuss i said "its over bitch dont you understand i dont want to play you lil damn game its a breakup get over it"

Was
I hate the way you treated me I hate what you did to me When you laughed at what I asked When you weren't there when I passed I loved you more than anything I loved that you thought the same thing You made me feel like I was in heaven You now have me seeking a safe haven

The Wait
Time Clicks as I await The hour ends before my take Sitting, thinking, waiting; my mind escapes The day grows old as night passes Wolves crying, coyotes howling; anticipating Watching, staring, seeing -- nothing Silence begins the day as morning comes without notice Tears begin to fall, slowly The day moves on without hope Wishing to be what is not to be The sun moves to its peak without a whisper or retreat Time moving, but still empty Stomach aching, curling Still waiting

Time Lost
Wasting a lifetime Trying to find love Nothing happens No hope, no girl Suddenly see her But ten years before Can't do anything Used to be friends, nothing more Now realized affection Can go no further Lost a lifetime And lost desire Try to forget But can't Try to die But don't Mind suddenly gone No end is near Nothing to do now But go on

Night
The night we met I felt so good The stars fell from heaven The moon shined so bright I never thought it could But then the owls hooted The coyotes barked I wished it was day My mind was polluted The rain came pouring The moon eclipsed The night was blackened By this single doing I felt lost I felt scared But then morning came And it was all just a dream

Love
When love has come But soon is gone It begs the question Was it there The love was lost And never found Lost without you Lost without me Lost into eternity The love was just a figment A figment of our minds Something we could ponder But never express Was it love or just a feeling Was it love or just healing Healing from the hatred The hatred of our hearts Our past was deep and full of pain We needed this to release the stain For this I do not regret The time with you that I had spent

Lost Love
I loved you more than I have ever known Those starry eyes Those tender lips You made my heart melt Then boil into a roaring fire I now know What my eyes could not see You are the only one that is for me Many nights those tears flew Being myself without anyone Anyone to care about the thoughts Looking at the sky and knowing Many mistakes I had Many mistakes I have had

I Thought
I thought I finally received a break Only to see the sun fall My eyes will not see what they longed to see My lips will not taste what they longed to taste Why does life have to be like this Full of hatred and pain Instead of joy and bliss

Being Hurt .........
apparently i fucked something up somewhere... i thought i had found the man of my dreams.. only to find out... he can hurt me just like everyone else... right now my heart is empty... seems like everyone i meet is the wrong one... instead of the right one... i sit here in tears right now wondering where i went wrong... or what i even did wrong... for once i was myself... i was smiling.. and actually happy... i had something to look foward too... a reason to wake up... a reason to smile... and its gone.. just like that....no warning no nothing.. my heart aches so bad because i fell again without guard.... i wish i would have listened when i was told to keep it up... i am told i was emotionally unstable... i believe it true... but i have went through so much in life...and i try to be happy with myself and be confident but once i get that way.. i am slammed down on my face again... i can say... i give up..... on it all.......

The Healing Heart
Shattered heart forced to heal as greatness unveils thine soul. Hope whispered in the distance, to recover thine lost love. 'Tis night brings tender passing, healing thine soul with glorious blunder. Caus' not one or two, but dissipated nights of dreams. Sadness comes to end, happiness conquered hate. Love sprouting -- sadness shrinking, hope has come again.

The Chioces Is Yours
You sitting there in the back seat of his car Hugging and kissing things went to far Your life is changed now forever more Your clothes don't fit anymore The choice that you make today Is one you will take to your grave To keep the child and raise it alone Hoping your parents let you move back home If you choose to give the child away This is your choice and you have the say If you choose to abort the child today You will have to live with it everyday So for all the girls out there I just want you to be aware Of the chances that you take Or if you will call it a mistake A decision now you must make Not only for the baby's sake As you look into your child's eyes You know what you feel deep down inside

Goodbye
I don't really want to say goodbye I don't really want to leave you But now I have to go away Stay away from you forever What we had was something special Deep down from our hearts But now I have to go away And leave you from my heart

I Can't Sleep
Here I lay trying to sleep,but every time I close my eyes,a beautiful lady I do visualize.In a time I feel she needs someone near,I am to far away.I wish I was there to hold her hand and tell her everything is going to be alright.After I'd say that to her face,I would gently kiss her forehead.I just hope she understands I'm there in spirit even tough I can't be there physically.I hope you know I care so....much and your in my heart.Goodnight and sweetdreams.:)

Disappearing Love
What happened to our love? It used to be so bright Loving, laughing, caring Then soon caught the night You were my one and only love Cared for you too much Then something happened And slept with that man You deceived me I never felt so desperate But I try to forgive you now And try not to think about before I love you so much It just hurts to ponder now Everything I have Is because of you Everything I bought Was because of you I just love you so much I'm scared to lose you

Confused
What is this feeling I have? I seem to love you But other times I seem to loathe you I can't be without you Or maybe just without anyone I think about you all the time But why do I have this feeling? I long for your voice And I would die to hear your laugh But is this love Or merely lust?

Cutting
i am sorry to say but i have done something i havent done in a long time i have started to cut again i hate this but its this or the next step i know its not right but i fucked up like always i know there are alot of you that probably wont talk to me anymore and judge me and thats ok but i listen and listen and hear everyones problems and solve theres but i cant solve mine i cant ever fix mine only everyone elses

In My Heart (this Is For A Special Person)
press play!!! IN MY HEART There is not a single word that expresses how I feel But I know in my heart that my feelings for you are real When i'm feeling blue you know just what to say your gentle soothing words Brighten up my day your amazing deep eyes your sweet friendly smile wanting you in my arms makes my whole life worth-while you are the sun that lightens the day you are my warmth when I am cold you are my candle in the light you are the one I want to hold You have always been there for me you've always given me a hand you can always make me smile you take time to understand If I didn't have you in my life I don't know what I would do Because you mean so much to me In my heart I will always love you

I Believe
I know, always, He is present With love my burdens he bears I am weak but He is strong He is always near me I know there is a God! "EVERYWHERE" In the valley I walked for awhile He sent an angel to pull me through On the mountains I stand without trials So I send out his love to you I know, always, He is present With love my heartache He bears His children are weak He is strong I know there is a God! "EVERYWHERE" When troubles pull you down When loved ones just don't care When your soul is aching With storm clouds roll Lightning flashes, and thunder roars Remember, you are weak, He is strong! He's ever present I know there is a God! "EVERYWHERE" I see the flowers in a garden I see oceans from shore to shore I see a bumble bee A willow tree I look at you and me I know always he is present In all things I see his hands I know there is a God! "EVERYWHERE"

Love Voice Echoes Love
Love dances endlessly, in the profoundness of her profundity Of touch, of sight, of thunderously voiced electricity Virtuous, her voice lingers into the thudding of night Echoed in memory loves emblazon delight Serenadingly she sounds and I close my eyes tight Vivacious I twirl within her commotion, deliciously Open to the appealing aromas she confers, intentionally Innocently lustful, anticipating the joy of her trills Carefully I whisper of the magic she makes me feel Ever watchful, she teases my quickly weakening will Eventual surrender unto all that she gives Crying out boldly within each moment, I live Hilltops ascended within love I am enraptured Over zeniths of dreams, no remembrance can measure Elliptical love encircles mountains of treasure Scented with the desire of a million, trillion pleasures Loves voice echoes of love and I do dance Orating sweet something's I sway held in trance Vibrating unmeasured richness that reverberates, lov

Thank You All!!
I WANT TO THANK EVERYONE WHO CAME OUT TO HELP ECHO ANGEL TO GET HER VIP, WHICH WILL GIVEN TO HER THIS COMING FRIDAY ( SHE ALREADY KNOWS THIS ) THE RESPONSE TO THIS WAS OVERWHELMING!! YOU GUYS ARE GREAT FRIENDS!!

Who Are You?
A life ends another begins, all in this never ending circle..we gain some and lose more than what we gained...but in the end...we realize that it was all worth living, that no matter what happened to you...you survived and grown stronger...and in hopes that next time won't be soo bad. We learn to love, some learn to hate, some start wars while others would rather them stop. Too much darkness in this world...too much sadness, we don't we change what we can stand together as one...change this heartless world...with numbers we can do anything....why don't we?...we don't like something we bitch about it....doesn't anyone try and change what is so wrong...or do you sit back and let things be...no matter how wrong they are...who are you....leader.....or followers...I know what I am do you? are you willing to stand up for change and take a risk no matter how hard or tough the road...no matter how long it is.....or are you the people that sit there and do nothing but complain about your life a

Sick, Twisted
Sick, twisted, broken and spared my life is slipping from my own hands nothing is mine anymore My walls are crumbling, no where to run backed up and trapped, no one to turn to people tell you they care, but do they? Is life really forgiving? my blood is dripping, no where to drain to this anger and rage beating me in what do I do, where do i turn? pills are inviting, knifes gleam with ectasy is this my path? what am I becoming? is this person in the mirror me? I stare back at this unknown person looking back at me is this me? why so angry, why so sad?

No One
No one knows the battle that rages inside me,No one can tame the flames The longer I fight, the stronger it gets, but at the sametime I can't let it win I fight to go on, and the whole time this empty void is never filled. why am I here I ask my self, and no answer comes, I try and try but soon I shall fail, just as we all do, but mine will never be forgotten soo easily I have soo many people fooled that I am ok, and this whole time they have no clue whats inside This war rages on and on, and I am almost spent, I am not me anymore but someone else. The real person has died years ago, to never return to this disolte place My blood shall fall to the ground and with that drop it shall be heard, No more will my scream fall upon deaf ears, no more will my scars fall on the blind people around me For that will be my end, and the terror will flow out and for once peace will be known -Kayla

.........
Lost,lonely sick and twisted left in this f*cked up world alone and lost when will this mudslide of anguish end? when will a new life begin torture within myself to keep me sane, when will this end i look towards the mirror and Pain is all I see why can i ever be happy...i try honest i do, but somedays it is never true the razors gleam and shine with intent, the pills in the cabinet call my name no one to hear my tears, this shall all end Never again shall i be hurt, never agian shall my heart be played with this will end, along with everything else. This angel has fallen and no one can see that her tears fall upon deaf ears Her blood stains the floor, her wings welt the frown turns to a smile, for pain and anger seem to disappear see what they have done! No more shall I be left in this world to mourn No more shall I be me

??
No time to spare, the light is fading away The days grow longer, the night more welcoming No longer shall i fight the shadows anymore I am what I shall become No more anything anymore The life I live is non-existent Nothing will be the same anymore No longer shall I be here No longer shall I care The life I lead is nothing anymore My blood shall fall, and the world shall quake I shall let all see the pain in me I shall let my demons out to slay this world No more shall I keep them caged any longer No longer will I save this place I will let it fall, into broken dispare May my blood fall, and destroy this place

Broken Wings
Take my broken wings and teach me to fly once again I have fallen too hard and too fast, nothing is real anymore Numbness overwelmes me, this rage will never quiet down The battle rages on and on, with no one to save me from my hell how could I have fallen this far down and not realized it? Never agin will life continue to torture me, for i shall be rid of it soon and no one will ever know

Timeless
The roses bloom Sky turns blue time ticks by where am i going what shall i become..... The sky turns gray time seems to fade life will never be the same as the sun turns to stone wondering lost and broken souless and heartless life becomes empty as the heart becomes stone lifeless eyes, grey and lost nothing is anymore blades shine with ectasy the walls never talk take this lifeless body for i am no one anymore nothing remains but a shell take this waste of space

I Am Worthy...
I AM WORTHY It is plain to see and irresistible to ignore. The fact that I AM WORTHY... How when I walk into a room their bottom lips drop to the floor. I see their gaze and their posture restructured, I see their waves and their glasses fog as though the temperature had dropped in the room. You see there is more to me than a cute face, my hella shape and my radiant smile, I have a sort of a "Je ne sais quois", clairvoyance and style. Hard to resist but even harder to understand, The fact that I AM WORTHY... And when the time is right I know God will send me the love of my perfect man. One who can be as gentle as a feather but yet as strong as a bull, One who is sensitive and kind and won`t try to rule. Until God sends him fella`s I have no time to spat because... I AM WORTHY I AM WORTHY I AM WORTHY It is as simple as that!!! Lies I don`t accept Games gets no respect Leeches always get the boot. And playa`s I`m ready

Big Seminar 10
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Sigh
Under your spell again I cant say no to you Crave my heart and its bleeding in your hands I cant say no to you Shouldnt let you torture me so sweetly Now I cant let go of this dream I cant breath but I feel Good enough I feel good enough For you Drink up sweet decadence I cant say no to you And I've completely lost myself And I dont mind I cant say no to you Shouldnt let you conquer me completely But I cant let go of this dream Cant believe that I feel Good enough I feel good enough Its been such a long time coming, but I feel good And I'm still waiting for the rain to fall Pour real life down on me Cause I cant hold on To anything this good Am I good, enough? For you to love me too So take care, what you ask of me Cause I cant say no god I love evanescence.

For A Speical Friend
lost in the dark cant find my way out. then all of a sudden there is a light. as i walk closer to the light i start to see a figure standin there. the closer i get the more i see your face. i seem to know who you are but cant reamember. then you start to walk closer to me and it hits me, i do know you. i run into your arms and hug you and just hold you for the longest time. Just then i realize how much i've misse you. but i cant let you know that. i dont know what horrors you have seen over the years. and as we remember the past and talk about the present, all i want to do is cry. you have been through hell and back and still live your life in the light. i've never even made it to hell and i live my life in the dark. seein you has made me smile and want to keep walkin in the light. and if something should happen and we part lets do our best to find our way back into each others hearts.

Yep Still Pregnant 8-26-07
WELL THEY JUST KEEP ON STOPING MY LABOR. IM SOOO TIRED OF IT. EVERYTIME I GO INTO LABOR THEY STOP IT! THOSE DARN SHOTS ARENT VERY NICE EITHER. LAST TIME IT HAPPENED WAS ON LAST WEDNESDAY. THEY TOLD ME THEY HAD TO STOP IT UNTILL I AM 37 WEEKS, SO NOW I AM 37 WEEKS, AND NO CONTRACTIONS. IT SUCKS. I THINK THE MEDS ARE STILL WORKING. HOPEFULLY THEY WILL WEAR OFF SOON. MY KNEES AND ANKLES FEEL LIKE THEY ARE GONNA BREAK AND EVERYTIME I TAKE A STEP I GOT A SHARP PAIN BEHIND MY BELLY BUTTON. NOT TO MENTION SHE STICKS HER KNEES OUT AND IT HURTS ALOT. I WISH SOMEONE WOULD HAVE TOLD ME PREGNANCY WAS GONNA BE THIS BAD. AS FOR CRAVINGS ITS APPLE PIE! I LOVE ME SOME APPLE PIE WITH ICECREAM... AND OLIVE GARDEN MMMMMM LOL MY NEXT APPOINTMENT IS ON THIS COMING UP WED, HOPEFULLY I WILL HAVE HER BEFORE THEN THO. IM ALREADY DIALATED TO A 2 AND 60% EFFACED. WISH ME LUCK LOL

Sex, Sex, Sex
Sex, Sex, Sex Mission for a missionary Missionary quite contrary How does your garden grow A sixty niner is always finer Come on lets go, dont be slow Diggy doggy, bend over And i'll do you, real slow, no really slow We both stand up you pretend Youre looking over my shoulder For a four leaf clover We both pretend that we dont know We sit up and face each other We'll just sit till the cows come home I'll lie on my back, you pretend your at the track You saddle me like you would a colt Ill just lie there try not to bolt Sex, sex, sex, sex, sex, sex

Ehh Its All Good
well its almost done we got just about the hole store packed up today there not much to do tomorrow maybe only about 4 hours of work or so, im hoping to get done befor 4 so i can go and visit with my one of my best friends cause she is in the hospital right now

I-n-t-i-m-a-t-e-l-y
INTIMATELY I want you to be so into ME That you will know me I-N-T-I-M-A-T-E-L-Y When we are apart I want you to remember; The curves of my body... The strut in my walk... The twinkle in my eye... And the way that I talk... I want you to be so familiar with ME That you will know me I-N-T-I-M-A-T-E-L-Y When those times come and you have to leave, I want you to remember ME; The scent of my body... The softness of my skin... The sounds that I make, when you are deep within... I want you to be so much apart of ME That you will know me I-N-T-I-M-A-T-E-L-Y When you are lonely and yearning for me you will remember ME; The way we started fights just to enjoy making up... The way I would sneak up behind you and squeeze your butt... The way we made love on the sofa made of soft leather... And nine months later planning our future together... I want you to know when you feel that sudden chill, or suddenly you think its me

Watch Your Pro
Well...i need a break away from my website for awhile so i thought i'd browse around fubar alittle, grab random people and do them up a comment tag with their pic on it. Click the logo below to see a few i've done. So keep an eye on your profile cause ya might get alittle gift lol.

My Friend
I have not seen you so happy in a while I am so happy for you, yet I can't smile I watched you with her, I could not help but stare It was the way you one were with me, only I am no longer there It hurts to know that is not me that makes you smile But now I know that you are happy and that is what makes it worth while I wish I knew how to turn off the way I feel Never knowing a love before, never feeling so real I try to hide my pain, so my pain no one can see For your happiness means the world to me The pain I feel inside, is like nothing I have ever felt Yet knowing that the I am not the reason you are happy makes my heart melt I wish I could change myself, and be all that you would want me to be Then we could be happy together, but then again, it wouldn't be me One day, long from now, I know I may find love again Til that time comes for me, I wish you all the best, my one true love, but now....My Friend

Goodnight My Dear Fubarians.
Well...I must confess that I was a tad wasted last night and apparently not only took pics of myself but posted them on tap and made a blast. Due to the fact that because of said drunken photos....I have gotten over 200 friend invites in way less than a day.....I think I will forgive myself for my drunken blunder. The ayes have it....the crowd loves it!! I am a little too pooped for me own good so....it's off to hit the sheets. Goodnight world of fubar!! To all my fubarians....sweet dreams. I can only hope I dont wake up tomorrow to more unremembered photos on my page... ha ha ha.

Everything You Love Will Be Carried Away
Well It's been awhile since I've done a proper update. First off I want to thank everyone who has been there for me the last month or so while my mom has been sick. As far as we know the cancer isn't getting any better but we won't really know anything till her first rounds of chemo are done. She has her good days and her bad days...It really bothers me that we had to put her in a home but we can't possibly keep up with her meds and as of right now she needs 24hr care and we can't provide that. So again THANK YOU to everyone who has been so supportive.. On the plus side I got to see my real sister again (WHOO HOOO!!) On the really plus side of that is she brought her family with her..I havn't seen any of them in 8yrs.. My eldest niece turned 18 while they were here and I have to tell you thats freaky(freaky how all of them have grown!!!!) And I got to see a nephew that I've never got to meet before. And another nice and nephew...I LOVED having them around and wish they could of stay

The Island
I am the island Surrounded by loneliness and despair Wave upon wave of misfortune Reeking havoc on my soul My weaknesses are increasing As I struggle with life’s burdens Sharp pains course through me My greatest fears come to light The realization of my failures Ripping through my chest I long to provide for my family Bring happiness to my world The light which I seek is fading Snuffed out by the rolling tides

My Conception Of Love.....
My Conception of Love: You were supposed to be my first love Ironically, you turned out to be my first heart ache You were supposed to be my first conception of love Through you I was supposed to learn what a real man was all about How they were supposed to treat me...make me feel... Sadly, you failed to teach me that lesson and I developed my own conception of love Not the fairy tale love you see on TV But that painful love that reflects a lack of love and appreciation for oneself That painful love that blinds your vision and allows one to stay when they should really go That needy love That love that yearns for acceptance This was my conception of love He didn't wanna love me so I searched for one that would and even though I've already got a daddy I was looking for a daddy in a man that was supposed to be my mate The one that complemented me not controlled me The one who should have loved me despite my faults All I found was pain My concept

Serenity Prayer
God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change; courage to change the things I can; and wisdom to know the difference. Living one day at a time; Enjoying one moment at a time; Accepting hardships as the pathway to peace; Taking, as He did, this sinful world as it is, not as I would have it; Trusting that He will make all things right if I surrender to His Will; That I may be reasonably happy in this life and supremely happy with Him Forever in the next. Amen.

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Another Similar Naughty Quiz
Lets see who is brave enough.....IF We Had Sex Game... Now don't be scared.... you never know who really wants to do you! Here are the rules to the game.. REPLY SO ONLY I SEE IT AND REPOST SO OTHERS CAN FILL OUT! 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you pull my hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickey? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you, 1 - 10? 16. Would you want fast or slow? 17. Where would you wanna "do it"? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you want me to be loud or quiet?

Alter Egos
Everyone has an alter ego. Someone that they are deep down inside. Sometimes, it's right below the surface. Other times, it's much deeper and only comes out during stressful times. It's that alter ego that allows us to do the things we normally couldn't do. From dealing with a troublesome neighbor to handling a very rude CSR, our alter egos are part of us, and aid us as best they can. They are an extention of our true selves, and sometimes ARE our true selves. They can also be used in the most fun ways. During roleplay, whether it be with a loved one, or a simple roleplaying game, it can allow a person to leave their normal life behind and embrace their alter ego and lead a life of action and adventure! I charge each and everyone of you: Find your alter ego! Go have a blast! You won't regret it!

~~a Real Asshole~~
One day a guy who has been stranded on a desert island for over ten years, sees an unusual speck on the horizon. "It's certainly not a ship," he thinks to himself. As the speck gets closer and closer, he begins to rule out the possibilities of a small boat, then even a raft. Suddenly, emerging from the surf comes a drop dead gorgeous blonde woman wearing a wet suit and scuba gear. She approaches the stunned guy and says to him, "Tell me, how long has it been since you've had a cigarette?" "Ten years," replies the stunned man. With that, she reaches over and unzips a waterproof pocket on her left sleeve and pulls out a pack of cigarettes. He takes one, lights it, takes a long drag and says, "Man, oh man! Is that good!" "And how long has it been since you've had a sip of scotch?" she asks him. Trembling, the castaway replies, "Ten years." She reaches over, unzips her right sleeve, pulls out a flask and hands it to him. He opens the flask, takes a long swig and says, "Wow,

Spiritual Seekers
http://www.llresearch.org/ L/L Research offers information for spiritual seekers, The Ra Material and Law of One books, and a home for wanderers. L/L Research is dedicated to discovering and sharing information for spiritual advancement of all humankind. This site offers transcripts and publications from our weekly channeling and meditation sessions.

F * F By: Joan Jett '
SOMETHING I JUST HAD TO WRITE & SHARE LMFAO!!!! Ok your always hearing how people are fed up with fake friends and throughout our lives we all come across people who start out to be friends yet something happens and changes occur to where their words they once said means nothing anymore, promises are being broken, and lame excuses start to arrise.... However this is LIFE !!! I came across this Kick Ass song and figured this would be one killer blog so just had to put this together.... ENJOY (B)(B)(B)(B)(B) Joan Jett - Fake Friends

From Sheri
Around the corner I have a friend, In this great city that has no end, Yet the days go by and weeks rush on, And before I know it, a year is gone. And I never see my old friends face, For life is a swift and terrible race, He knows I like him just as well, As in the days when I rang his bell. And he rang mine but we were younger then, And now we are busy, tired men. Tired of playing a foolish game, Tired of trying to make a name. "Tomorrow" I say! "I will call on Jim Just to show that I'm thinking of him." But tomorrow comes and tomorrow goes, And distance between us grows and grows. Around the corner, yet miles away, "Here's a telegram sir," "Jim died today." And that's what we get and deserve in the end. Around the corner, a vanished friend. Remember to always say what you mean.

What Dose It Mean? Fubar?
FUBAR is an acronym that originated in the military to stand for the words "fucked up beyond all repair." This is often softened to "fouled up beyond all repair" in reference to hardware. The programming and documentation equivalent is "fouled up beyond all recognition." Sometimes the last word is "recovery" or "reconciliation" or "reason." F.U.B.A.R. International is the name of a film company founded in 1989 by several businessmen seeking adventure. They went on location to film natural disasters. Some of the disasters were artificially created, especially avalanches, which could be triggered by explosives. Company executives vacation in Vail, Colorado every year, and have become local celebrities. These days, F.U.B.A.R. International markets clothing and novelty items. Because foo, an unrelated term, appears phonetically in FUBAR, programmers have taken to using both foo and bar as metasyntactic variables when two such variables are needed.

You're-name
I-scratched-your-name-into-my-arm-today just-so-I-don't-forget the-pain-you-caused. when-you-forget-about-me do-not-forget-our-memories the-day-we-kissed the-day-I-gave-myself-to-you -the-day-I-said-I'd-love-you-forever feed-off-me-all-you-like take-my-energy take-my-being take-my-life bleed-me-dry-bleed-me-free bleed-me-like-the-freak-I-am I-scratched-your-name-into-my-arm-today I-wish-you-can-feel-the-pain I-feel-it-every-day It's-when-you-look-at-me it's-when-you-touch-me it-is-when-you-will-hear-me scream-your-name.

Bad Mom?
Today I feel like a bad mom. My son is 5 and it seems like he never listens. Going into other people's houses when he's not suppose too, very spoiled child. All i did today was yell at him and that doesn't help.

Cheeeese! (best Smile Contest!)
Alrighty! I never thought I'd participate in a contest on here, but what the hell! Seems like fun. I'm in a Best Smile Contest. It ends Monday September 10th at Midnight (Eastern Time) It's based on rates. You can vote for as many as you'd like And there's some fantabulous people in it So show 'em love or else! I'm a Mafia Princess I can say that ;) http://www.fubar.com/images.php?u=916254&albumid=531719 That's the link to the entire folder of contestants And it makes me feel like a shameless whore - but here's my direct link in the album lol http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=916254&albumid=531719&i=671841676 Good luck to all in the Contest! :D

Prison Vs Work
Prison VS Work IN PRISON......you spend the majority of your time in a 10X10 cell. AT WORK........you spend the majority of your time in an8X8 cubicle. IN PRISON.......you get three meals a day. AT WORK.........you get a break for one meal and you have to pay for it. IN PRISON..........you get time off for good behavior. AT WORK............you get more work for good behavior. IN PRISON..........the guard locks and unlocks all the doors for you. AT WORK............you're often required to carry a security card and open all the doors yourself. IN PRISON.........you can watch TV and play games. AT WORK...........you get fired for watching TV and playing games. IN PRISON........you get your own toilet. AT WORK..........you share the toilet with some people who pee on the seat. IN PRISON..........they allow your family and friends to visit. AT WORK............you're not supposed to even speak to your family. IN PRISON.........all expenses are paid by the taxp

Just So Right
holding you kissing you just feels so right i find myself wanting more i close my eyes i see your face your smile i can feel your touch i want this so much you are perfect in everyway. please, dont hurt me dont knock me down show me that you want me around. copyright ashley magana

It's Time
sometimes i feel like i am all alone in this great big world cant you see what you have done to me. you have hurt me in so many ways more ways than one. i can't take it any more. it's time for me to stand alone. and live my life... you tell me you love me but this cant be true... i gave my heart my body my soul but now is the time you let me go i am not happy when i am with you. you make me feel unwanted unloved ugly i do not like what i have become since i have been with you. the time has come to say good bye and i say good bye to you. now i am free no longer under your lock and key i get to live my life the way it was suppose to be copyright by ashley magana

Another Day Has Past
Sitting here listening to an audio book and drinking lager I think of the proceedings of today. My aunt's funeral was today. i meet with the pastor (priest) of my former church (how i loathe that place but i digress). He asked when i was going to rejoin his church. I have no intention of ever doing that. I told him i might visit even though i know in my heart I won't. leaves me in a strange place. I guess he will realize i don't want to go. I hate my old church. I just don't like christian rituals. For now I need to finish my lager and get some sleep.

Dude Can Cook!!
Ok...I love to cook...I really do. And I am good at it. I never knew how good I was until a week ago Sunday. My SCA friends and I had this idea for one of their b-days. We were going to do a competition like Iron Chef, only we would use things used at a campsite. No electric to be used whatsoever. So we got the contestants: Myself and my good friend Roger (check out Alaxander MacBlakrose on my friends list) and the secret ingredient was: APPLES!! They gave us that a week before so we could prepare. The day of the competition came and the rules were simple: had to make at least 3 dishes and you were judged on usage, presentation and flavour. I had come with 6 dishes in mind, but only ended up making 4. They started the competition and I was off. I made a dried apple compote, which consisted of dried apple rings, other dried fruit, sauteed in orange juice with lemon slices and cinnamon sticks. Once that was done and removed, I made the next dish, which was a bottle of my very

Im Pissed Cuz I Get No Help
OK ITS LIKE THIS IM TIRED OF HELPING PPL AND THE DONT RETURN THE THE LOVE WELL ALL I GOTTA SAY IS DONT ASK ME FOR ANYTHING ANYMORE AND YOU KNOW WHO U ARE AND I THANK THE FEW THAT ARE HELPING ME AT LEAST I KNOW WHO MY REAL FRIENDS ARE I RATE RATE RATE ALL YOUR PICS AND STASH AND WHAT DO I GET IN RETURN NOT A DAMN THING WELL I DOUGHT THAT YOU WILL COME AND HELP ME NOW SO HERE IS THE LINK FOR THE CONTEST MAKE SURE YOU STICK YOUR THUMB UP YOUR ASSES IM TIRED OF ASKING FOR HELP BUT WHEN U ALL NEED IT IM THERE BUT WHEN I ASK OH NO IM TOO BUSY WELL DONT ASK ME FOR HELP AGAIN

Quotes About Sex
Quotes about sex Having sex is like playing bridge. If you don't have a good partner, you'd better have a good hand." Woody Allen "Bisexuality immediately doubles your chances for a date on Saturday night" Rodney Dangerfield "There are a number of mechanical devices which increase sexual arousal, particularly in women. Chief among these is the Mercedes-Benz 380SL." Lynn Lavner "Sex at age 90 is like trying to shoot pool with a rope." Camille Paglia "Sex is one of the nine reasons for incarnation. The other eight are unimportant." George Burns "Women might be able to fake orgasms. But men can fake a whole relationship." Sharon Stone "Hockey is a sport for white men. Basketball is a sport for black men. Golf is a sport for white men dressed like black pimps." Tiger Woods "My mother never saw the irony in calling me a son-of-a-bitch." Jack Nicholson "Clinton lied. A man might forget where he parks or where he lives, but he never forgets oral sex

Broken & Twisted
i feel like i'm laying with my soul broken and twisted in the gutter. i lost my heart long ago, so my soul was all that was left. i gave my friendship to one, and rejected me he did. yes rejected me he did why do i bother? why do i blog? grr fuck this shit! i'm done with this crap...

Bombers Needed For Kingdom Of Wolves Fam.
Kingdom of Wolves an Friends.I Desire my Uncles Fubar Wife some Comment Bombing.You all Desire her Native Morphs, Bombing for Morphs.An he will though in Silverfangs Morphs as well. Here is her Picture Link Click will take u right in.Ty. .All Help is needed here,Please

Tonight
Tonight, You call me. Tonight, you love me, Tonight, you hurt me..... Tonight, Tomorrow, and the next day I love you. Today I could have lost someone very close to me, I could not imagine my life without this person in it. Just wanted to let everyone know to cherish every friendship, love, and family you have You Never know when they might meet that drunken driver on the road!!!!!!!!!

Things You Never Knew Your Cell Phone Could Do:
THINGS YOU NEVER KNEW YOUR CELL PHONE COULD DO: There are a few things that can be done in times of grave emergencies. Your mobile phone can actually be a life saver or an emergency tool for survival. Check out the things that you can do with it: FIRST Subject: Emergency The Emergency Number worldwide for Mobile is 112. If you find yourself out of the coverage area of your mobile; network and there is an emergency, dial 112 and the mobile will search any existing network to establish the emergency number for you, and interestingly this number 112 can be dialed even if the keypad is locked. Try it out. SECOND Subject: Have you locked your keys in the car? Does your car have remote keyless entry? This may come in handy someday. Good reason to own a cell phone: If you lock your keys in the car and the spare keys are at home, call someone at home on their cell phone from your cell phone. Hold your cell phone about a foot from your car door and have the person at

If The Damn Shoe Fits...!!!!
I always say.... Jealousy breeds Envy, Envy breeds Animosity, Animosity breeds Hate, Hate breeds Insecurities, and Insecurities breed Ignorance... So when you come across someone that's doing better than you, so to speak, don't get upset at them cause they are! Instead of being spiteful, why not just be more diligent at what you’re doing and get on their level! What’s the matter? You don’t think its possible to actually accept the challenge and push yourself harder?? Don’t be silly. It’s too easy to give up, so why settle for less and then complain about the little that you have? If you’re gonna settle for less, then be happy with the choices you made! Misery loves company, and I wont keep you company just because you feel sorry for yourself. I’ll reach out to you and try to show you a better way, but my arms can only go SO far. I refuse to get lost in your depression just cause you’re too scared to take the steps to walk out of it. I like happy people, driven people, focused peo

When-i-am-gone
My-love-can-last-alife-time But-I-can-not When-I-am-gone I-want-you-to-know-that-I-will-wait, I-will-wait-for-you. I-will-wait-forever, just-for-you. Oh,-how-I-love-you your-purity your-strength. I'd-wait-forever-for-your-touch I'd-wait-eternity for-our-souls-to-connect and-become-one. I'd-wait-forever and-I'd-wait-for-eternity to-be-with-you.

What Is God Doing,
as i watch the sun come up in my dads hospital room i ask one simple question,, what is god doing. why is it when im happy something happens to make it sad. why is he punshing my family, what did we ever do to him, why is he taking the ppl and the things i love away from me, why does he not hear my prayers or my friends prayers, what is god doing? why is he not listening bedrock

Come Check Out My Pics, I Have Thousands Of Hot Pics!
Come check out my regular postings...I have thousands of original pics and hundreds of modded pics for your viewing pleasure. Come enjoy and tell me what you think. New pics will be posted on a regular basis. So come visit my profile my darlings...there is much to enjoy.

Poetry
Laying alone at night just seems hopeless!!!! I had someone by myside for a few nights and I woke up smiling now I just barely wanna wake up. Does it always have to be the lonely and the depressed I think not but could be wrong!!! I often wish I could go back to him being by my side but the wishing is just as hopeless!!! Could this be the way things are going to be the rest of my life? I sure as hell hope not!!!! The one thing for sure is I always have my thought and he cant ake thoise away even if he is in the grave!!!! So lonely and hopeless it's almost sad!!!

Just Relax
Sex... sex... Sex... Is life... Not only sex... Youth life Sex...? All are Wanted sex... Love sex... Do sex... Sex is... Sin... Sex is...hevan... Sex is... Some some Other thing... Relax relax... Of body Making sex... Mind also bee cool Sex is simply Body relax... Do sex... Don't think other...

Poem To Give To A Friend
When the thoughts become quite dismal And your eyes become red like blood The vortex consumes your living being Taking out all like a raging flood. The gleams of power like metallic silver Only shall remain inside your haunted dream You are quite the one I can always love No matter how bad something may seem. Your pure mind and mystic greatness Being the special and legendary it can be Be warned that greatness is never perfect Chaos can occur within your personality.

I Dont Know
So today was a different kind of day. But it didnt start off today it started off a while back but goes to last night. Well last night my x boyfriend kyle's friend Danny calls me up tells me to go to this party they were at. So i was like alright me n my friend Alyssa went and i couldnt stay long. Well At The party i met up with them met a few more of there friends.. yano we just chillen. so kyle(x) decides to go play beer pong ehh w/e yano let him do his thing. well i was talking to his friend danny which is a good friend of mine since we all started to chill w/e yano.. so im there hanging out w/e having fun laughin jokin well danny tells me hes cocked.. so i put my elbow on his shoulder n he goes n puts his arms around me n pulls me closer to him. which was weird for me but i was like yo w/e yano hes cockd i wouldnt let anything happen.. well then i was talkin to him more jokin around n he wouldnt tell me something so i kinda pushed his face to look at me to get him to tell m

To A Friend
As I vanish into the mist of my welled up eyes I turn to the vision, that is foremost in the skies It never dawned on me to be a man of hate the patience I give you, is the patience of fate As I vanish into the morning dew of sorrow I turn to the tides, I yearn for tomorrow I would never imagine you as a child of disease I await each sentence as I would wait for cool summer breeze As I vanish into the darkness of the fading moon I turn out in numbers of the trees left to prune I cannot imagine the things in your past I can only whisper the promise of a friendship that will last As I vanish with your cars every mile I'll turn to my children and I'll give them a smile I cannot believe you'll be driving away For tomorrow you'll be gone, my dreams for you will stay (don't need an audition for that one)...

Wild Irish Ho's
Wild Irish Ho's An Irish daughter had not been home for over five years. Upon her return, her father cursed her. Where have ye been all this time? Why did ye not write to us, not even a line? Why didn't ye call? Can ye not understand what ye put yer old mum thru? The girl, crying, replied, "Sniff, sniff... Dad... I became a prostitute..." "Ye what!!? Out of here, ye shameless harlot! Sinner! You're a disgrace to this family." "OK, Dad -- as ye wish. I just came back to give mum this luxurious fur coat, title deed to a ten bedroom mansion plus a savings certificate for $5 million." "For me little brother, this gold Rolex and for ye daddy, the sparkling new Mercedes limited edition convertible that's parked outside plus a membership to the country club... (takes a breath)... and an invitation for ye all to spend New Years' Eve on board my new yacht in the Riviera, and..." "Now what was it ye said ye had become?" says dad. Girl, crying again, "Sniff, sniff..

Rock
I just got back from the lINKIN PARK projekt Revolution concert. I was sooooo bad ass! Saw 10 bands some I didnt know but the main stage at the end had some really good ones H.I.M. Taking back sunday and My chemical romance. Lets not forget Linkin Park god they rocked they played a 2 hour set and then did 3 encores I cant even talk right now my voice is gone and Im so sore from the mosh pit I saw so many titties and Had a wonderfull time Im so happy we went I had so much fun I cant wait till we go to our next concert!!!!

Southern Home Security System
Southern Home Security System HOW TO INSTALL A HOME SECURITY SYSTEM IN THE SOUTH 1. Go to a second-hand store and buy a pair of men's used size 14-16 work boots. 2. Place them on your front porch, along with a copy of Guns & Ammo Magazine. 3. Put a few giant dog dishes next to the boots and magazines. 4. Leave a note on your door that reads: Hey Bubba, Big Jim, Duke and Slim, I went for more ammunition. Back in an hour. Don't mess with the pit bulls-- they attacked the mailman this morning and messed him up real bad. I don't think Killer took part in it but it was! hard t o tell from all the blood. Anyway, I locked all four of 'em in the house. Better wait outside. "Cooter"

For Her
She is beautiful. She is beautiful with make up on. She is beautiful without it on. She is beautiful when she isn't smiling. She is beautiful when she is smirking. She is beautiful when she is smiling. She is beautiful inside. She is beautiful out. Her hair is perfect. Oh, she is beautiful. I love making her smile. I love your smile.

The World Wins... I Give Up
I've really done alot of thinking about this because i didn't know if i was even going to post this or not but i figure everyone should know. Soon as i can aford it i'm gone because i can't take it here anymore, I have no idea if i will even stay in town or what but right now i just see no reason to even bother to stay. I've been delt the last blow I've been stabbed threw the back and into my heart for the last time and i just ... I just cant do it anymore it's no longer fair to me because i've honestly done nothing to deserve whats been happening to me. In the last year ive had to deal with more drama more lies and more bullshit then ive ever had to in my whole entire life! So very simply i'm outta here. I don't want the dawsons creek drama anymore and so there is a very simple way to stop it, By leaving. Anyone cares to know why i'll be glad to tell you. The following people are my reason for leaving. Chrissy - You lied to me over and over , you fed me line after line and

Ghost Rider Owes His Thanks
Hello everyone, I just want to Thank everyone who helped me win my 1st contest. All of you know who you are I can't list you all here. I would specifically name a few but don't want to start any drama. So thanks to all who helped me and I'll always be there to help those in need if able to. THANK YOU ALL AGAIN Profile Graphics - hitupmyspot.com

Downraters
so i get alot of 10's and other numbers which is ok i guess and im not complaining but i think its fair to rate them what they rate me. am i right? like last week i got a 3.. i go on theirs and vote the same then they send me a shoutbox message yelling at me callin me a loser this and that cuz they shudve been a 10... haha get a life and move on..right? maybe im just venting. what yall think about being downrated?

Medal Of Honor Winner
Lt.Gen. Vargas USMC Ret. is freind on my dad. you can read more about winners of the Congressional Medal of Honor on http://www.cmohs.org/ VARGAS, JAY R. Rank and organization: Major (then Capt.), U.S. Marine Corps, Company G, 2d Battalion, 4th Marines, 9th Marine Amphibious Brigade. Place and date: Dai Do, Republic of Vietnam, 30 April to 2 May 1968. Entered service at: Winslow, Ariz. Born: 29 July 1940, Winslow, Ariz. Citation: For conspicuous gallantry and intrepidity at the risk of his life above and beyond the call of duty while serving as commanding officer, Company G, in action against enemy forces from 30 April to 2 May 1968. On 1 May 1968, though suffering from wounds he had incurred while relocating his unit under heavy enemy fire the preceding day, Maj. Vargas combined Company G with two other companies and led his men in an attack on the fortified village of Dai Do. Exercising expert leadership, he maneuvered his marines across 700 meters of open rice paddy while un

Soldiers
Lest WE Forget The average age of the military man is 19 years. He is a short haired, tight-muscled kid who, under normal circumstances is considered by society as half man, half boy. Not yet dry behind the ears, not old enough to buy a beer, but old enough to die for his country. He never really cared much for work and he would rather wax his own car than wash his father's; but he has never collected unemployment either. He's a recent High School graduate; he was probably an average student, pursued some form of sport activities, drives a ten year old jalopy, and has a steady girlfriend that either broke up with him when he left, or swears to be waiting when he returns from half a world away. He listens to rock and roll or hip-hop or rap or jazz or swing and a 155 mm howitzer. He is 10 or 15 pounds lighter now than when he was at home because he is working or fighting from before dawn to well after dusk. He has trouble spelling, thus letter writing is a pain for hi

Why Do People Give A Shit About There Ratings On Here
why do people cry when some one gives them a low rate that means they got low self esteme and only care about there selves and think there the hottest people in the world those are truly the low lifes of the internet and if you think your that great looking wheres your super model wife or husband lol so have fun complaning about low raters i know i dont god bless the internet for theese type of sites lol

My Honesty
My Honesty is something that i have always showen whom i am and what i am made of well part of what i am made of.... Just over the past few months i have been more blunt about it all thanks to a good friend "Thanks Jay". All my friends will tell you im there for them no matter what even to opening my home to them and being there for them as much as im able to be there for them as. Life isnt all that complicated if you think about it i have friends that have had a worse family life than me or the same as me. But we all lead life differntly each and every day. Its a matter of looking to the next day and getting over what ever has happen. I know its easier said then done, by all means i know that for sure. But with each day i want all my friends to know im here for you no matter what. weather its a shoulder to lean on, someone to just let out pain thats dug deep inside our tainted souls. We all have happy ending some day either alking it over or pushing more and more each day. We all have

Just F'n Read It
I have to get this off my chest. I HATE LIARS. Don't lie to me and we will not have a problem. I would much rather hear the truth about ANYTHING than be lied to only to find out the truth in the end. I always find out the truth. I am old enough to know better and way to smart to NOT figure things out, so please don't lie to me. I am here to make friend, if you don't want to be my friend then don't talk to me, if you do want to be my friend than be straight up honest with me. If you like me and like something that I do tell me, and vice versa if you don't like me or like something I have done tell me that to. I am not sensitive enough to get pissed just because you don't like me or don't like something I have done. Criticism is a part of life and I don't expect everyone to like me and I don't expect everyone to like everything that I do or say so please just be honest with me! HONESTY ROCKS and trust me I can handle it!!!

Contest Has Started
I'm in Punkys contest and want all Kingdom bombers on it rates count as 10 point so go rate and comment bomb the hell out of it..heres the link to my special total graphic morph i made for this contest Thank you everyone

Because You're Beautiful
Because you’re Beautiful This poem’s addressed To you Because you’re beautiful No matter what You do Because you’re beautiful The sun rises Every day Because you’re beautiful The mist shrouds a Dreamy day Because you’re beautiful A blossom blooms and holds Its scent Because you’re beautiful Songs sung in your heart Are meant Because you’re beautiful Reflections shine And glint Because you’re beautiful Poems are written Heaven sent Because you are beautiful This is all that this Poem’s said Just in case you may have Any doubt This poem's heaven sent To tell you You are beautiful And that is what this poem Is about. I WROTE THIS FOR MY VERY BEAUTIFUL SWEETHEART.

Disneyland Vacation
I left Saturday August 18th, flying out of San Jose on a Southwest flight. I was traveling with my sister and my 13 year old niece. The trip got off to a really bumpy start when we checked into for our flight. I won't go into detail, but after my Vegas trip in October, I will not be flying with them again. We flew into John Wayne airport and went straight to Avis to get our rent-a-car. We were able to upgrade to a Chevy Trailblazer. It was a pretty sweet ride. And I say this not being a fan of Chevy (for reasons I won't go into). We found our hotel in about 15 minutes. We were able to check in right when we got there. We went straight to Disneyland after we unpacked. It was already after 4. We went on Pirates of the Carribean first off. There aren't to many rides I will go on, but I don't mind shopping while my sister and niece go on a lot of the other rides. We were at Disneyland until yesterday. I never thought there could be to many days to stay at Disneyland, b

Hmm .. I Dont Get It !
ok ok . WHY IS IT PEOPLE COME TO ME ON MY YAHOO MESSAGER AND ASK TO FUCK? can anyone be honest and tell me the truth! . U can dream all you want about me if u want .. but YOU ARENT GETTING ANY !!!! ok .. I know my OWN AGE and no it doesnt get to me .. it ruins it for others who acutally are a NICE PERSON .. !!

Is It Time To Give Up?
Honestly. Is it time for me just to give up hope of ever having life not kick me in the grapes every single day? WTF am I doing wrong. How can so much go to sh** in such a short time. It's times like these that make me sympathize with the guy wandering around the bad part of town talking to the mailboxes. I don't know about you but I'm tired of trying to "look on the bright side." "The light at the end of my tunnel" always turns out to be a freight train. When "things could be worse." they usually get that way.

From My Best Friend
To my friend We've been through thick and thin Get on each others nerves, talk shit to each other We make funny noises when were laughing at each other But yet we never seem to become distant. Or let others taint our judgment Why is that? Maybe its because we understand each other When I cant finish my thought, you finish it for me When you cant finish my thought, I just laugh Eventually something good and decent comes out of it But its worth the wait when it finally does. Maybe its because we are open minded and honest No matter how hurtful or hilarious the situation may be We dont pretend to be someone were not However we do pretend to think were always smart But no matter what we always admit when were wrong That trait is very hard to find, because pride makes people way to strong They say that two total opposites attract In our case they couldn't be more exact When all others thought wed never get along Amazing how they could never be more wrong. So

Thank You
Thanks every one. ive only been on here a week and have reached twisted fu, lmao. thanks to everyone here. and i havent looked yet but i think i have close to 80 friends!!!! thank yall again so much. oh yeah btw i need a drink lol!

Another Chapter Of My Life Has Been Closed.
2006 was a year of recovery, transitioning, and of life-altering decisions. I had a very trying year and now that that year is over and a new year has begun and has run its course 8 months through, so has a new chapter in my life. I closed, yet another, chapter of my life a few months ago when I moved back down the hill. The move to the high desert from civilization in Sept. 2006 was a new chapter for me, a new life, a new lesson, a new world and to move on to bigger better things. Although my move was sudden and not everyone agreed with it, I made it anyways. I dont regret NOT ONE MINUTE or DAY that I spent there in the high desert; I just wished I would've made better choices with what I had to work with. I learned a new lesson to add to my tally of mistakes and lessons learned. Its time for the next chapter in my life to close and a proceed to live the next one. Things happen for a reason, I feel that my stay in the high desert has come to an end and I took from it all tha

Bull Shit
Take pride in your recent accomplishments -- now is a great time to kick back and enjoy the fruits of your labors. Things could be really different in the near future, so relax while you can! pride in my accomplishments huh? i cant say i've accomplished anything lately that i thought was worth anything... okay, i'm off my soapbox now.

Pictures
Ok i tried this in a MUMM and was told to try this here. I was wondering if there is anyone willing to make me a morph or do anything cool with some of our pics i have seen a lot of cool things done on here and was hoping to find someone to help me out!

Lost Right Now
i dont know2 how to start , or i may never end ? my world revavels around my daughter . she allmost one years old and ive cared about her for allmost 2 years , she stayed in the the bellY fOr 10 months , ive woken up in the morning with her all most all that time give or take 10 days , im a good man and ive allways wanted kids , shit im still one sometimes , but i thought for the longest time i couldnlt but know i can , see i take car of my daughtER but me and her mother just split up for good and she tryig to hurt me in every whitch way she can , see just want suffer, & beleive she still in love with her ex & hes out of jail now. ive had him over to my house to see his son THAT IVE RAISED FOR 2 YEARS NOW. because he just got out of prison , so now im the asshole & its all about money ,she stole my titel to my trailer & now want money to get it back , & she says shes going to take my daughter to missori to live , tonight was the hardest to take my daughter to her new

The Loss Of A Friend
Last night i found out a friend of mine had past away in the morning, she was like a mother a friend . I hurt so much more than words can express. It's like loosing my mom all over again. I feel so lst all i wanna do is cry. To loose someone you care about , feels like a dager being plunged deep into your heart. To not be able to say good bye omg thats the worst. I didnt even say goodbye to my mom. Our last conversation was a blur we had gotten into an agrument . I never got to say i was sorry or tell her how much i loved her. so , i would just like to say this , please take the chance to tell all your loved ones how much you love them every chance you get, because you just might not have later to do it, you might not have tomorrow.

Update.
So the Dr came in and seen mom this evening and said (this came from her and she gets a little confused from all the pain meds) something about an ulcer on a bone that was causing all the trouble and that it had healed it self. I dont know how they got all that from an ultra sound, but that is what she said. Her cancer Dr will be in to see her in the morning and then my sister will call me and tell me whats going on. But they told her she would probably be going home (nursing home) tomorrow. So thank you all for your prayers, they are much appreciated. Much love Good night

Beautiful
Beautiful, are you, as the flowers of the field. Beautiful, is the sound of your voice. Beautiful, is the touch of your hand. Beautiful, are the eyes that speak of love. Beautiful, is your understanding and kindness. Beautiful, is the way you always consider others. Beautiful, are the courage of your convictions. Beautiful, are the silent, countless words of, I love you. Beautiful, is the softness of your touch. Beautiful, are the children that you hold dear. Beautiful, is your faith, honesty and loyalty. Beautiful, are the people, you bless with your love. Beautiful, are you secret acts of charity. Beautiful, is the goodness, you give to all. Beautiful, is the way your never judge anyone. Beautiful, is your never dreaming...that you are indeed so beautiful. Beautiful, is your heart...your very soul. Beautiful, is the way you have made this a better world. Beautiful, is the helping hand, you extend to all. Have I told you, you are beautif

Going Thru Some Shit
Hello to all my friends and fans here at Fubar. I hardly ever write anything in my blogs, im usually sharing sites and graphics and videos. I currently live with my boyfriend, Weve been together over three years. For the past two weeks now he is constantly over his ex's house helping her.."who knows if thats true" His ex just moved into her own place and he is over night after night coming home later and later, First it was after midnight, then 2 or 3 in the morning. Now he's comimg home 5 or 6am. I suffer from bipolar disorder and i take meds for it. I can't help but believe he is cheating..He says it's all in my head. Bipolar or not i know what he is doing aint right. Am I over reacting? Ive considered leaving because it's getting to a point, where i just don't trust him any more.

Followers Are Always #2
We are all born equal, yet different in our own ways. We all thrive to stand out in the world in one way or another. However some loose themselves when they aren't being who they really are. That is the first step to becoming better than what you are now. "No man could be ideally successful until he has found his place. Like a locomotive, he is strong on the track, but weak anywhere else." - Orsen Marden. Avoid following a crowd. Be an engine, not a caboose. As Herman Melville wrote: "it is better to fail in originality than to succeed in imitation." Average people would rather be wrong than be different. We relinquish three-fourths of ourselves in order to be like other people. Confority is the jailer of satisfaction and the enemy of growth. Ask yourself, "If I try to be like him, who will be like me? If I'm not me, who will I be?" The more you develop your potential, the less you will become like someone else. Trying to be like somone else is self-defeating. One of your

My Former Coworker
To my friend! RIP Bridga Turner. Dear Friend u meant so much to me there still are words i didn,t get a chance to tell u u where the greatest friend i,ve had when i was down u maid me laugh its a wonder how your image is in my head and im even having images of your badge id on the table with your name and picture on it i just wish we had more time othere than 5 years to kick it with eatchother u where everything to everybody allways haveing a good sprit about things around people when people got on your nerves u didn,t bug u just told them what was your side of the story and kept it untill the story was ceased i wish we just had more time i know that we will have meet again butt thats hard to belive for me seems like just the other day we where talking and thats gonna stick in my head untill i die i hope u went to me

The Road To Success...ambition And Persistance
Many people fail in life because they believe in the old saying "if you don't succeed, try something else." But success eludes those who follow such advice. The dreams that come true did so because people stuck to their ambitions. They refused to be discouraged. They never let disappointment get the uper hand. Challenges only spurred them on to greater efforts. You will be judged by what you finish, not by what you start. I you dont see results right away, dont worry, you will get paid in the end. All great achievements require time and tenacity. Be persevering because the last key on the ring may be the one that opens the door. Hanging on one second longer than your competition makes you a winner. Become famous for finishing important, difficult tasks. If you are ever tempted to stop, just think of Brahms, who took seven long years to compose his famous lullaby. Woodrow Wilson once said, "I would rather fail in a cuase that will ultimately succeed than succeed in a cause that

What My "x" Thinks Of Me
This was written by my son's dad...comes to show what he really thinks of me but isn't "man" enough to tell me and has to write it...but it's all good :) I am reposting this as he wrote it word for word, only I'm fixing the spelling errors lol Every child models some behavior of a parent. As a parent I would like my child to model more of his mom's behavior. The reasons are that she's tough, ambitious, and successful. First, his mom is a very tough woman. We could say she had it bad and a few low blows (not physical) that I gave her, but she refused to give up on herself and more important on her children. Secondly, she's a very ambitious person. She never settles with less than she could accomplish. With kids and all she managed to find the time and struggled to put herself through school. There has been many brick walls in her life, but one way or another she always made it to the other side. Finally, she's a successful woman today. She's landed a job in computer progr

Sex
How can you live without sex in your life....... Sex in the morning Sex in the eveving Sex at night Every minute of the day Sex.......Sex........Sex Sex is great sex is bad Do it hard when you get mad Sex today Sex tommorow Sex everyday when you're in sorrow Sex on the bed Sex on the floor Have it everyday you will want more.

A Smile Lost
I have lost my smile some where in the mist of the nights. Have you seen it, It was the one that would make my world shine bright?? I look for it in every great day but no matter how far i get it just runs away. I use to smile and be so happy but now I`m all dried out and nothing is happening. I feel as if my world has fallen and i am no where to be found what ever you do if you see it make sure you cherish it because I have trouble to seem to.

Swimmin In A Sea Of......
CRAZINESS & CONFUSION! Whatever happened to just takin life by the horns and makin it what you want it to be?? I guess I've spent far too much of my life being tied to someone. Thirteen years to one man, seven to another and I just don't do this single thing real well. I thought I'd be really good at it, cool with it, whatever, but.....I'm not even a good "hoochie"..LOL! Just not in me I guess, I dunno. I dunno if that's a bad thing or not, but either way...I DON'T FUCKIN LIKE IT! LOL!! I guess I just wanna be something more than a plaything, but not quite a wife. Make sense? Doesn't to me either, but I know what I mean. LOL! I'm just ramblin some thoughts out on this "paper", so pay me no mind. Basically, I think my friend Tom is right, I just need to get laid..LOL! Thanx for readin! Sincerely, Blithering Idiot!

Sober
[Sober] There's a shadow just behind me, shrouding every step I take, making every promise empty, pointing every finger at me. Waiting like a stalking butler, who upon the finger rests. Murder now the path called must we, just because the son has come. (Jesus, won't you fucking whistle, something but the past and done? 2x) Why can't we not be sober? Just want to start this over. Why can't we drink forever? I just want to start things over. I am just a worthless liar. I am just an imbecile. I will only complicate you. Trust in me and fall as well. I will find a center in you. I will chew it up and leave, I will work to elevate you, just enough to bring you down. (Mother Mary won't you whisper, something but what's past and done. 2x) Why can't we not be sober? I just want to start this over. Why can't we sleep forever? I just want to start this over. I am just a worthless liar. I am just an imbecile. I will only complicate you.

13,800 To Level
THIS IS IT FOR THE NIGHT UNLESS THERE IS A SMALL ONE THAT COEMS UP..WE HAVE LEVELERS MAXING EVERYTHING..DO WHAT YOU CAN AND THEN ILL GO SEARCHING FOR FRIENDS THAT CAN HELP..THANKS EVERYONE FOR ALL THE LOVE YOU SHOWED OTHERS TODAY Where is the Love ~ RL Boyfriend to ~ I Love Skittles ~@ fubar

Huuummmmm With Me!
Huuuummmm with me as I tell you that I love you! Why do I love you without knowing you? To love somethimg or someone that you do not know or that does not love you back is the ultimate expression of love......Unconditional love is soooo sweeettt. taste it with me will you?

Please Pray
to all my friends out there i wanted to ask yall to pray for my father. he isnt doin so good. today (sunday aug 26th) he started hurting and i guess it scared him and he told my mom that he was dieing. my mom called 911 and they got here about 5mins later. after some testing they found that it wasnt anything really bad. he felt better to and just wanted to come home. he got to. im thankful that he is ok. this morning was one of the hardest days and i have been sceared b4 but nothing like this. please please pray for him he needs it. thank u all. hugs jen

What Ancient Breed Are You?
You scored as Wolf, You are a wolf, the second oldest but the strongest of all ancient breeds. Your quick to anger but otherwise very frindly. You would do anything for your family and friends.Wolf83% Drow83% Vampyre75% Dragon67% Faerie67% Sorceress58% Shadow Spirit58% Elf42% Goddess33% Zombie33% What ancient breed are you?created with QuizFarm.com

Being In Time: Nothing
1. Nothing is a pseudo-concept in that it refers to what by definition does not exist. 2. When we say, "Nothing is there," we mean that nothing we were looking for, or expected to find, is there. 3. Similarly, nothingness refers to a state before the creation of an identity or after its demise, but only in the sense that the identity we were looking for is not where we were looking for it. 4. To consciousness, however, everything is not, is, and then is not. Is, is a fleeting moment. Is not, is eternal. 5. Within time, then, nothingness is at the heart of being, the ultimate reality, the only thing that lasts. 6. Time is so thoroughly a part of the experience of consciousness that it sometimes seems as though being itself may at some time not have been and perhaps at some time in the future will not be. But this is merely by analogy to consciousness itself, and upon reflection its lack of sense is apparent.

Why Women Hates Me
every women hates me because they really just don't like me. because just the way i look, the way i talk, and they way i walk. no girl out here in virginia would date me. because they don't like the way i look. so which i really don't care at all i rather die alone anyways. women can't handle a guy who's not affraid of commitment. every women thinks that i'm a disgrace to society. the only thing i have is honor for my sensei. a sensei who taught me to be strong and who don't care what other people think of me. i am loyal and i give and i have respect. even though i rather die alone. i give up dating and everything else and that means sex to. that's right i haven't had sex in 4yrs the only reason is because another women would cheat on me. just like my ex girlfriend she cheated on me. you women laugh in my face and i know you wouldn't date me. that means even if i was the last guy on earth. you wonder why i wrote this? well it's the truth and it's the facts..plus this is why you women

What X-man Are You?
You scored as Wolverine, Wolverine is a loner, and a skilled fighter. He's got the hots for Jean Grey but a better fit for him would be Storm. He doesn't like to follow orders which pisses Cyclops off. He has terrible memories from the experimentation done on him at Weapon X. Even though he doesn't show it, he loves the X-Men. Powers: Fast healing and adamantium skeleton and claws.Wolverine75% Colossus55% Jean Grey50% Rogue50% Gambit50% Emma Frost45% Storm40% Iceman40% Cyclops35% Nightcrawler30% Beast

How To Pick Me Up
I was recently asked to write a little something that would detail how to pick me up if I were out and about. I believe that this is an unfair advantage to give to one person so I’m gonna share it with everyone. Below is a short list of do’s and don’ts when trying to pick me up: It’s all about the approach Don’t roll up on me like you’re some kind of daddy mac playa. Leave the pick up lines at home (unless they are painfully stupid and just for an ice breaking laugh). Don’t glance past me like you’re trying to look at me without being caught- I can see you too. Do have the balls to look at me and smile (I like to be eye fucked). Send me a drink if we’re at a bar and actually follow up by coming over to enjoy the drink with me. If we’re in a different setting ie casino, bookstore etc try to find something mildly of interest to me to approach me with to discuss ie are you winning or I read that book and I liked this one too. Heartfelt small talk goes far with me. Convers

With A Single Word
With A Single Word by Wilomoon 8-26-07 In a dream I saw you, Gallant and dark, Astride a fair mare, In fantasy I embarked, Visions of bubbles, Candle flames in the dark, A soft sweet melody, Romance, it did spark, With a single word, like a tree with no bark, Falling to pieces, In a downward arc.

This Week!
im planning to go back to where iam from which is exciting and well there is going to be a really big camp out and alot of familly get to gethers in the next few weeks but yea and my brothers is sending me some money to grab a camera for him so he can take pictures of his belated graduation gift from me and my parents to see MARILYN MANSON and SLAYER well i hope he enjoys him self!!! yay! go MANSON!!!! o_O

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Just One Goal (poetry)
My eternal bliss, Well it would start with your kiss. Your kiss would be welcomed, a pleasure of heavenly sin. To be enraptured by your touch, Would make my head spin. Legs get oh so weak, As our hearts steadily beat, Our lips would then meet, I lay you down on satin sheets. Shaking on waves of passion, With just one goal -- your complete satisfaction.

Soulmates
Come into me, I whisper in the darkness as I watch your eyes glow with passion above me. You sigh, and reaching between us open the heart of me to slowly meld us together in heat and pleasure. We rock, cradling each other in lust, love, and adoration. Our moans blend in the quiet reverence that being one always brings to our hungry hearts beating in unison inside our breasts. Breaths mingle, tongues touch, palm to palm we writhe and dance together on the cool sheets as droplets of sweat form to mingle and merge before winding down to puddle around us. Eyes locked we stare into each others souls, seeing the true meaning of mate, acknowledging silently our pledge to each other, given freely, without words, all said in a single loving embrace. Lava flows through me, centered in the volcanic eruptions radiating out from the center of my being. I tremble and watch in wonder as you too begin to quake, releasing inside of me your essence. Arms wrap around the other, soft kisse

Last Night/this Morning.....
beginning time: 9.30pm it started with a phone call....then another phone call.... then we headed to bw's (buffallo wild wing) then we stayed there till like 11pm. then it was yet another phone call..... and directions lol then we had to prepare for the night and get iced coffee from mCD's.... then we headed to Henderson, to a friends house and chilled there till around 5am.... then we got home and chilled yet again and did not rest completely til 8am. i just awoke from my somber sleep and am now reflecting on the night....it was awesome! we met a lot of new people...there were arguments about different branches of military... mainly just people having fun! there should be more funny nights to come! Ending time: 8.00am

Outta The Hospital
okay i'm up an awake. i had to go to the hospital around 3 inthe morning and I hate that damn place. Seems like I got viral pharyngitis, a fancy way of sayng upper respepitory infection with sore throat headaches and fever. I'm doing ok, just tired alot so dont worry bout me. I'm too onery to stay sick, lol.

Nsfw Photos
Does it bug people on here that I have NSFW photos? Just wondering. I've seen NSFW stuff mentioned in MUMMs and I was just curious. I don't expect certain people to like the idea but the only reason I have NSFWs is because I feel confident with my looks and I went through a phase in the past where I wanted to "show off". If that sounds lame, it's fine.

What Girls Dont Realise
I'm sorry that I bought you roses to tell you that i like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not a jerk I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just screw you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new man hit you and dropped you off in the middle of nowhere,

Heirloom Tomato And Avocado Salad
If heirloom tomatoes are not available, good old-fashioned beefsteak tomatoes are just as juicy and delicious. The combination of sweet tomatoes and tangy cheese creates a pleasant treat. Serving: 6 INGREDIENTS: 3 to 4 heirloom tomatoes (choose different colors and sizes) 2 avocados 1/4 cup extra virgin olive oil 2 tablespoons fresh lemon juice Salt and pepper to taste 1/2 cup aged Gouda cheese, sliced with a vegetable peeler into thin strips DIRECTIONS: Slice the tomatoes and the avocados into 1/3-inch slices. Place on a platter or six individual plates. In a small bowl combine the olive oil and the lemon juice and drizzle over the tomatoes and avocados. Season with salt and pepper and sprinkle with the cheese.

What Action Hero Are You?
You scored as Batman, the Dark Knight, As the Dark Knight of Gotham, Batman is a vigilante who deals out his own brand of justice to the criminals and corrupt of the city. He follows his own code and is often misunderstood. He has few friends or allies, but finds comfort in his cause.Batman, the Dark Knight79% Maximus63% The Terminator54% William Wallace54% Lara Croft54% Captain Jack Sparrow54% Neo, the "One"50% Indiana Jones50% El Zorro42% The Amazing Spider-Man42% James Bond, Agent 007

5400 To Level
I NEED TO KNOW WHO IS MAXED FOR THE NIGHT AND WHO CAN HELP I GOT 2 OVER 10,000 AND I DONT WANT TO PUT THEM OUT IF WE CANT FINISH THEM I HATE TO BOMB SOMEONE INTO A LEVEL UP....PLEASE COMMENT ON HERE IF YOU CAN HELP...THEY WILL BE MY NEXT POST AFTER THIS ONE SHOW HER SOME LOVE Magyc *Part of the M&M Nation* *Club F.A.R.*@ fubar

"fubar = F#@k"
Ok just peachy, I looked at my About Me section, all the pics I'd arranged in there have dissapeared. So until I'm more awake I resized things a bit but now it looks like CRAP!!! Fucking hell I wish they'd stop tweaking pages, fucking w/ codes they haven't tested, using this site for lab tests w/ us as guinea pigs for psyche examinations (ever feel you're being watched, you should), etc & leave shit alone, then just maybe my page would stay constant. This is beyond fucking irritating. One nice thing this isn't a Mumm so we will see if it stays or gets deleted like all the others who say it like it is here & their words somehow just dissapear... Ooops did I say that out loud just now.......

Things I Have Learned
I have learned a lot in my life but I have to say the I have learned a great deal in the last 5 yrs... Here are some of the things I have learned: 1) Life is too short. 2) Have fun every day. Find someone that makes you laugh. 3) If you are not happy with who you are change!! You make your own choices in your life. There is no one making you do anything. If you find yourself saying I would if I could or thinking I don't want to be here or I don't like where I am in this life, change it. Everyone deserves to be happy. And yes sometimes to change a situation people have to get hurt. But there are ways to limit how hurt they get and you still change and be happy. 4) Go after what you want full force. No one is gonna give you anything in this life. You have to make your own way. Don't sit back and wait on a lucky day, the lotto, or the sweepstakes. You have to make your own good fortune in this life! 5) They say good things come with time and that is true. It's ok to wait

Me So Horny
We need everyones help to get Kathy into first place. I know we can do it!! Everyone please help her. There is only 2 1/2 hours left. Anyone who comments at least 150 comments I will buy you a Big Pimpin Gift and give you 15 11's. Just click the link below and comment her as much as you can. Click her to comment--------- Click this link to get your gift and 11's after you comment at least 150 times. Thanks so much. MUAH Click her to get gifts and 11's----Bisexual_Rachel *FU-Bombers Co-Owner Co-Founder*@ fubar

Maryland Day2
Well today was a better day. The rain held of and we got a lot done. After a free buffet breakfast at the hotel we headed into Baltimore Harbor for one of those Duck Boat tours. It was pretty cool a little land tour and then the bus drives right into the water for a short water tour. After that we walked up to Camden Yard to watch the Orioles, we lasted about 6 innings before we were all too hot and tired, they were losing anyway. Alex and Zach fell asleep on the way home, thank god they both need the nap. We had a crappy dinner at "Duclaw Brewing Company". That sums up today. More tomorrow.

Mediterranean Salad With Mandarin Orange Vinaigrette
Serving: 4 Prep Time: 15 minutes Cook Time: 40 minutes Total Time: 45 minutes INGREDIENTS: 1 lb fresh spinach, washed and stems removed 1/2 lb Feta cheese 1 diced red bell pepper 1 diced yellow bell pepper 1/2 cup sliced black olives 1/2 cup Mandarin orange sections (reserve juices) Vinaigrette: 1 1/2 cup extra-virgin Greek olive oil 3/4 cup vinegar 3/4 cup Mandarin juice 2 tbsp red wine vinegar 2 tbsp brown sugar 2 tbsp sugar DIRECTIONS: 1. Toss clean spinach leaves with crumbled Feta cheese, diced peppers and black olives. 2. Garnish with oranges. 3. For dressing, whisk remaining ingredients together; pour over salad. Variation: Dressing can also be served warm. NUTRITIONAL INFORMATION: Based on individual serving. Calories: 606 Total Fat: 55 g Carbohydrates: 21 g Protein: 12 g

Masterbating
LETS SEE HAVENT POSTED ANYTHING IN A WHILE SO I FIGURE I TALK ABOUT MASTERBATION OK WAS MASTBATING AND WAS WACKIN HIM TO HARD AND HURT HIM OK THAT SUCK,SO THEN I WENT AND TOOK A DUMP I KNOW FUN FILLED DAY AND MY 2 DOGS TOOK DUMPS ALSO WE ALL TOOK DUMPS IN THE FAMILY TODAY

The Way I Feel
I wish i could hold you and show you how much i care. wish i could kiss your lips and know you felt the same. I feel like i have known you forever, but sad because i cant be near you. i love you i know i souldnt but it is the way i feel. I wish you were here to share our love. It breaks my heart to know that there are so many miles in between. The way that i feel can never be shared with anyone but you. you hold my heart in the palm of your hands and forever you will be in mine. I will hold you close in my heart. The way that i feel. is it wrong to feel this for you i wish you were here i wish i could hold you tight and kiss your lips. it is the way that i feel

The Bible
Some people follow the bible word for word. Which to me is fine and dandy. But my question is which Bible are you reading? By which Bible I mean which version because there is apparantly more than one version of the bible which astonishes me entirely. Giving the fact that The Bible is just that The Bible. I'm trying to figure out why there are so many different versions and i'm not talking about different languages i'm talking about the actual content, varies from book to book. (I'm not preaching i'm qouting)For example, in Job 39:9-12(New Living Translation) it states. 9 - Will the wild ox consent to being tamed? Will it spend the night in your stall? 10 - Can you hitch a wild ox to a plow? Will it plow a field for you? 11 - Given its strength, can you trust it? Can you leave and trust the ox to do your work? 12 - Can you rely on it to bring home your grain and deliver it to your threshing floor? Now in (King James Version) 9 - Will the unicorn be wil

The Heart
The Heart "Tomorrow morning," the surgeon began, "I'll open up your heart..." "You'll find Jesus there," the boy interrupted The surgeon looked up, annoyed "I'll cut your heart open," he continued, to see how much damage has been done " "But when you open up my heart, you'll find Jesus in there," said the boy. The surgeon looked to the parents, who sat quietly. "When I see how much damage has been done, I'll sew your heart and chest back up, and I'll plan what to do next." "But you'll find Jesus in my heart. The Bible says He lives there. The hymns all say He lives there. You'll find Him in my heart." The surgeon had had enough. "I'll tell you what I'll find in your heart. I'll find damaged muscle, low blood supply, and weakened vessels. And I'll find out if I can make you well." "You'll find Jesus there too. He lives there " The surgeon left. The surgeon sat in his office, recording his notes from the surgery, "...damaged aorta, damaged pulmonary vein

A Bit Of Explanation....
“It is the ultimate cycle of human nature: There is peace and there is war. ‘War is Hell’, although until recently, they eventually came to an end.** ‘Peacetime‘ is the period spent forgetting what the last war was like. ‘Diplomacy’ is the process of staving off a coming war by convincing one’s self that as ‘war has never solved anything’ and is therefore never the answer, acts of Appeasement or Compromise will solve all ills. Not only is this the textbook definition of insanity - repeatedly performing the same action expecting different results - but it is thoroughly out of sync with the historical record. Diplomacy also has the wondrous secondary effect of creating the precise climate needed for the genesis of the very wars it is intended to avoid. Eventually some person, group or sect, not satisfied with the diplomatic solution and wishing to relieve others of their wealth, philosphy or freedom, starts another round of crap. There will always be another war; t

Contest Best Smile!
Click the picture!!! Please Vote and Comment on my Picture for the Best Smile Contest! This is by ratings!!! Comment bombing will be used for tie breaking!!! Everything counts! I will be posting a bulletin or two to promote the contest...it would be greatly appreciated if everyone reposts... The contest ends Monday Sept. 10 at midnight EST... Thanks!!! Will try and return the favors! xoxox Click the picture!!!!!

Forgive
Forgive me for love. I cannot feel you now but I remember traces of God between your words. We were sharing those moments - I swear you knew it then but the forgetting started for you too soon after. I don't throw away miracles like laughter, the physics of electrons aligning, or windows to a place between now and forever - these things belong to me. I remain. I taste the charged air enveloping us, and I need the whisper of your "maybe now" to fill me once again. It really was like that. Forgive my remembering. © All rights reserved

A Funny Lady Needs Your Commenting Love
Hey everyone, I hope your week is going well. I need mad commenting love if you all dont mind. This contest started at 5:00pm,on Tuesday the 21st, and will run till the 31st at Mid- night PST. You need to add fan rate sexy girl blonde to get into my folder. I still need collectively 6K comments a day on my page or more to finish this by minight the 31st, and I am going to need a lot of help to get this done. I know if we all come together as a team, we can get this done. Here is Sexy Girl Blonde's profile link: *SEXYGIRLBLONDE* OWNER OF *THE DYNASTY Here is my contest pic link

This Is So True
Daily Horoscope: Aries For August 26,2007 You've reached the end (or maybe the climax) of this chapter of your life, and need to think about what lies ahead. Your ambition won't let you rest for very long, so get busy and see what happens!

Inspiration And Thoughts
Quote of the Day "Never regret. If it's good, it's wonderful. If it's bad, it's experience." – Victoria Holt I didnt have a chance to put this in yesterday but man this is so true! Only a few more days till I leave for Germany, I am so EXCITED! Being on this dial up kills me though :( Its a total bitch to rate anything or do anything. Tuesday evening and Wednesday I will be back on a cable modem so I will make sure that I get all caught up with everyones ratings! Blows Dial Up to Shreds!

Eye Opening...
The social manipulations of society through fear and division have completely detached human’s form their sense of power and reality, a process that has been going on for century’s if not millennia. Religion, patriotism, race, wealth, class and every other form of arbitrary separatist identification thus conceived has served to create a controlled population utterly malleable in the hands of the few. Divide and conquer is the motto, and as long as people continue to see their self’s as separate from everything else, they lend themselves to being completely enslaved. The men behind the curtain know this, and they also know that if people ever realize the truth of their relationship to nature, and the truth of their personal power the entire manufactured zeitgeist that they prey upon will collapse like a house of cards. The whole system that we live in drills into us that were powerless were week that our society is evil that is fragmented etc and so forth…it’s all a big fat lie…..we

Life's Twists And Turns
Im doing good these days, my friends are loyal, we watch out for each other. Im working my ass at my job, im single and actually liking it for a change.. Too many burned out relationships for my liking.

Life
well is ok just dealing with my kids father who needs to be more of a dad to the children just spend time with them shoot ..just throw a ball around with our son and play tea party or something with our daughter nothing serious not asking for a million dollars just asking for him to spend some quality time with them like they desereve so props go out to all them single fathers who are doing their thing for their children .... ok well thats what i am dealing with in my life as of now

I Wrote This My Senior Year And Won An Award For It...
Romeo and Juliet Two houses fight, although they are the same. The only difference is what lies within the name. A brawl breaks out, that could not be postponed. It was most likely caused by too much testosterone. A party is thrown, where the lovers eventually meet. Romeo knows it is forbidden, yet he does not take defeat. A proposal is inevitable, in a scene so unforgettable. They secretly marry, trying to be coy. But, unfortunately for them her father seeks to destroy. He has promised Juliet to another man, and because of murder Romeo is sent to another land. So, she and the priest devise a plan for Romeo and Juliet to be together again. She'll drink a poison to make her sleep, but her family will think she's dead and weep. Miscommunications occur, and things go astray. In the end, with their children, both house had to pay.

Wil'o Whisp
Dare to dream that most dangerous dream To reach out again for that wil'o whisp light Fae will mislead into mists unseen Whilst hoping a warm haven's plight c2007, Anhkah aka Lara; Consort of Angels of Lestats Dark Covenent Family

Crippled Avalanches
If we were only this. Just a maze of veins. To be solved. A chalkboard of skin. To write upon. And be erased without consequence. Then i could understand. Why the hurt grows so big only to shrink back down into nothing. We are true or false questions. The vague geometry of loneliness tutoring the soft angles in the heart. We are god. Responsible for the happiness of everyone around us. We are the Satan's who take the blame for all their misfortunes. If we were only what we wanted to be I'd be nothing. But we're still. Always have been what they want from us. Discarded apple cores envious of the pie in the oven. Pillows with names I can't recall. Hairs on the sheets that still wreak of all the men who made me glad to be a whore. Each life is its own crippled avalanche. Each life has a pedestal. A place for the things it can't have. Some are stable. While others need to fall.

One Day At A Time
I know it's only been a few days since my wife left, but it's hard on me. I barely have any desire to eat, can't sleep, and every so often I just feel like breaking down. I don't know what to do with myself now that she's not here. I miss her so much. Things will get better for me I know. For now, I'm just going about my normal buisness and trying to keep myself busy. I'm spending a lot more time online and trying to talk to people to keep my mind off of her. I just have to take it one day at a time.

Forever
Timeless What’s happen to me, can this really be true? I’m in the arms of another when I really love you. Everything’s happening much to fast as I’m trying to come down from memories past. My minds gone, with love's needle in my arm, I know I’m hell bound. I’m only nineteen and I’m really in love. And all of this happened because push came to shove. Where are you babe in my time of need? I’m in a man-made hell and I need to be freed. I can see you now with a smile on your face. That same look you had on our first embrace. I see your face and my eye’s fill with tears. I missed the funeral; it’s been two long years.

Friends Vs. Tx Friends
Gotta Love Texas!! FRIENDS: Will wait patiently with you in the long line to the bathroom and hold the stall door shut. TEXAS FRIENDS: Will shine a spotlight on you while your drunk ass is taking a piss in the bushes. --------------------------------------------------------- FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs TEXAS FRIENDS: Call your parents drunk as hell and tell them about the fat chick you tried to pick up ------------------------------------------------------------------- FRIENDS: Hope the night out drinking goes smoothly, and hope that no one is late for the ride home. TEXAS FRIENDS: Know some wild shit will happen, and set up rally points. -------------------------------------------------------------- FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. TEXAS FRIENDS: Will be sitting next to you saying, "Damn...that shit was fun " ------------------------------------------------------ FRIENDS: Cry with you. TEXAS F

My Wish List For My Brthday 10/10/07
what I want for my b-day : 1. Victoria Secret gift card 2. A Tattoo or a eye brow peirceing 3. CD's 4. A party with all my friends 5. lol Criss Angel ( YA RIGHT ONLY IN MY DREAMS LOL ) or I'll just settle for Criss Angel stuff from his online shop or Dvds of his shows 6. Hello Kitty Stuff 7. Faerie stuff 8. Dolphin stuff 9. A gift Card to hottopic or spencers 10. to have fun 11. New computer ya right will never happen lol 12. season 1 and 2 of the girls next door 13. seasons 1 and 2 of the hills

Goodbye Insists
It's difficult to recall, but I originally started this blog to discuss with myself just one thing. Addiction. The isolation it glamorizes. The threat of recovery. Or at least self-preservation. How it impacts my efforts to destroy myself. Exaggeration? Not really. I thought I knew what I wanted. To suffer. and then recover. To become intimate with addiction. So intimate in fact that it wouldn't want me anymore. But the truth is, the uglier I get the closer we become. The fact is, I written every word the skeleton has shed. And still it's not naked. Not even close. In fact, I've lied the entire time. About experiences. About moments that only happened because I created the fiction. What's real is nothing to write about. Nothing that can do any words justice. What's real is I've overcome nothing. And still ask the same questions I pretended to answer a long time ago. Truth is like a zipper. You pull it down. Open the teeth. See what's behind the fabric. And yo

What I Wish For My Children.....
The other day I was asked this question: "What do I wish for my kids?" I couldnt think of an answer at that moment but, after a bit of time to ponder it, I decided that what I would really want for my kids is: 1. That they have love in their life til the very end: Be it from me, their siblings, their own children, a mate, or friends. that is something I've always wanted for myself also, having seen people who have had no one who care or to care for them. I cannot think of a sadder fate than to be "virtually alone". I give thanks every night for my family and friends. By the way, thank you again lord. 2. That they never know extreme poverty: This can cover many things, as never being homeless or going hungry. But just because you have money doesnt mean you will always have a home, or something to eat, as we have all seen by the unforgiven absence of malice of hurricane katrina. What I mean to say is that they keep themselves in the state of mind to care for themselves

= Suspect Device =
Stiff Little Fingers are a punk band from Belfast, Northern Ireland, formed in 1977. They started out as a schoolboy band called Highway Star (named after the Deep Purple song), doing rock covers, until they discovered punk. Despite major personnel changes, they are still touring and recording as of 2007 They decided that Highway Star wasn't a punky enough name, and decided to call themselves Stiff Little Fingers, taking the name from a Vibrators track. Stiff Little Fingers - At The Edge...Live And Kickin DVD Just got this and it is the dogs balls! Features live footage from the band's 2004 performance at the Hackney Ocean. Tracks featured include: 'At The Edge', 'Tin Soldiers', 'Alternative Ulster', 'Barbed Wire Love', and more. (crap youtube vid is NOT from the DVD) Stiff Little Fingers - Barbed Wire Love I met you in No Man's Land Across the wire we were holding hands Hearts a-bubble in the rubble It was love at bomb site All you give me is bar

Only Love
Only Love My thoughts like they often do Drift across this vast land To where only my heart connects To one My darling to you like a desert rose you stand Proud and erect Not an average man To my eyes nor will you be anything less Than a rose so perfect My body aches for the gentle caress of your hand Deeply demanding kisses where tongues explore and entice My need so intense and so strong Darling that I can feel the whisper of your breath against my neck As I am held in your arms How anything so perfect be so wrong The pain without you at times is more then my heart can take Images of you remain fresh in my mind Drifting from the shadows of the day into My restless lonely nights as I lie awake My senses enflamed As I can see, smell and taste you My Adonis , My Wild Rose Like the sun that bakes the desert sand From which you thrive The sweat glisten on your skin I feel the intense heat from my head The very tip of my toes To

Breakfast At Mcdonalds
Breakfast at McDonald's This is a good story and is true, please read it all the way through until the end! (After the story, there are some very interesting facts!): I am a mother of three (ages 14, 12, 3) and have recently completed my college degree. The last class I had to take was Sociology. The teacher was absolutely inspiring with the qualities that I wish every human being had been graced with. Her last project of the term was called, "Smile." The class was asked to go out and smile at three people and document their reactions. I am a very friendly person and always smile at everyone and say hello anyway. So, I thought this would be a piece of cake, literally. Soon after we were assigned the project, my husband, youngest son, and I went out to McDonald's one crisp March morning. It was just our way of sharing special playtime with our son. We were standing in line, waiting to be served, when all of a sudden everyone around us began to back away,

Poems Of Heartache
My soul aches, My heart breaks. A tear in my eye, I'll forever cry. I wish my pain away, I wish it away today. Why does it hurt so bad, Does this make him glad? Why does he douse my inner flame? Was this breakup my blame? What did I do to deserve this? I just wish I could have one last kiss! Why am I so heartbroken? A depressed soul I'll always be, Everyone will always see. I will be strong, Because he was wrong. This is now the past, It's going very fast. Love so simple, but hard to say, It keeps me living another day. I'm drowning in thoughts of how things use to be, My chest was shut tight, complete with purity. It's been a bad day, I'll try letting it not show, Another sad day, I'm just letting it go. Why r u so heartbroken?

Are You Open Minded?
I hear a lot dat frase in here and other sites like this and i always asking me what really means be an open minded person, its belive in everything or its behave in some specific way; well i think that if i tell u dat i meet a real vampire in da past, dat i know someone dan can cure cancer, dat i meet a friend of JESUS, dat i actually can talk with HIM anytime i want, dat i know about things like da spaceship 111, E.T. around da planet, dat actually i came from a planet name it Albitaran in da other galaxy then..well if u think dat im a freak or im nut now and u still consider urself an open minded person i tell u, ur not and open minded person, u just have an open sexual orientation........LOL. God bless u, thanks

On A Eagle's Wings
ON A EAGLE'S WINGS Watch the eagle fly Through the misty blue sky Feel the freedom she brings As she spreads her wings Grab a hold take a ride On her wings you will glide Let the breeze brush against your hair For a moment forget your cares Close your eyes As you soar up high Through the misty blue sky When she swoops down low Ease your troubled soul Do you feel the freedom she brings When you have a hold of her wings The spell will be broken if you look around You will find yourself on solid ground But for a moment You were left with a magical gift That gave your spirit a lift In that moment you took the time To ease your troubled mind Now make a wish That life could really be like this c)Jody Dickey

I Dont Get Some People
well here i am sittin here at pc and i come onto this site to chat and mingle with the friends i have made on here and reach out and try to meet others but theres a few on here that ya start to talk to rate their pics comment here and there on them then maybe a add friend and fan comes to play well theres been a few that allows this and then next thing ya know you are gettin blocked for no reason at all nothing is said or done wrong for that. for the people that i talk to regulary on here they know i am not like most the fellers on here to bash,and make some of the ladies on here uncomfortable in our conversations but i guess the ones that have blocked me either wanted points and thats it or idk whats the deal..it just bothers me cause im here to meet and make friends i dont care were im at on the list or were i rate but thats their perogative if they wish to do so theres some on here that dont give other people a chance or credit and if i go to a profile and rate pics and things a

Never Meant To Hurt You
Stairing out into the empty sky i wonder where things went wrong. It seems i had all the answers, but really all the wrong answers. some where along the way i took the wrong road that led me away from those that i love I am sorry that i walked out my friend. never meant not harm never meant to make you cry. if i could do it over i would find away to tell that i was sorry. if i could find away to say that i never meant the things i said. our friendship meant the world to me. now it seems that it will never be the same. you dont talk to me much anymore but dont blame you for walking away. I will never forget the talks that we had. memories will never be forgotten. if our friendship is close to the end i want you to know that i will never forget you. no matter what happens now you will always be close and in my heart you will remain.

Chicken Salad
Serving: 1 Prep Time: 5 minutes Cook Time: 2 minutes Total Time: 7 minutes INGREDIENTS: 1 1/4 cup diced cooked chicken, white meat, unsalted 1 large apple, diced 2 tablespoons nonfat plain yogurt 1/2 tablespoon curry powder 1/8 cup chopped, unsalted almonds (optional) 4 lettuce leaves DIRECTIONS: Combine all ingredients and serve on a bed of lettuce. NUTRITIONAL INFORMATION: Based on individual serving. Calories: 242 Total Fat: 5 g Carbohydrates: 48 g Protein: 2 g

Funny Story
*keep in mind i got 2 hours of sleep the night be4* ok the last night me and tiff spent together as a couple she was over pickin up her computer. my father reformated it and updated it. now be4 he reformated it i coped alot of info onto my protable hard drive. but for some reason her "my doc" file didnt transfer over. keep in mind i just wanted to watch a movie called disturbia then go have some fun*wink wink* so cuz of the my doc thing she was just alittle upset. and spent most of the night on her computer down loading so files*aol yahoo ect.* by the time she finished it was about 1 or 2 am and i was just to tired to watch a movie and if i was to tired for a movie i was sure to tired to get myself up. so on the last night i didnt get to hang out with her, or watch a movie...OR EVEN GET LAID. :( and now we broke up. so i dont even know when the next time i will.

Ceviche
In this Mexican classic, fish is "cooked" with the acid of lime juice, rather than the heat from an oven or stove. The flavors are bright and fresh and perfect for a warm weather meal. Buy the fish directly from a fishmonger, because it has to be impeccably fresh. Serving: Serves: 6 as an appetizer, or 4 as a main course Cook Time: 15 minutes Total Time: 6 hours (marinating time) and 15 minutes INGREDIENTS: 1 pound fresh fish fillets (mackerel, snapper, grouper, striped bass, tuna, salmon, scallops) cut in 1/2- to 3/4-inch cubes 3/4 cup fresh squeezed lime juice 2 tomatoes, diced (about 2 cups) 1/2 cup minced onion (preferably white) 2 serrano or jalapeño peppers, seeded and minced 3 tablespoons chopped cilantro 2 tablespoons extra virgin olive oil 3 cups shredded lettuce DIRECTIONS: 1. In a nonreactive bowl, combine fish and lime juice. Cover and refrigerate at least 6 hours or overnight. (It can be marinated for up to 2 days.) Drain and discard juice. 2. Add

A Kiss
A Kiss Eyes gleam with pleasure Two set of lips Marks the other's too treasure Two hearts skip Love and desire soar Each sensuous mouth claims more Feeling one emotion called love Under the twinkling stars above A kiss intoxicating as a potent wine Making them lose all sense of time Claiming the other completely Loving each other deeply Welcoming the Heavenly bliss With just a kiss Searing lips with a beautiful heat As two hearts beat Together as one Under the rising sun Jody Dickey

Agnes Corbett - Tree Lover And Animal Activist...
Birth is a beginning and death a destination And life is a journey: From childhood to maturity and youth to age; From innocence to awareness and ignorance to knowing; From foolishness to desecration and then perhaps to wisdom. From weakness to strength or from strength to weakness and often back again; From health to sickness and we pray to health again. From offense to forgiveness from loneliness to love from joy to gratitude from pain to compassion from grief to understanding from fear to faith. From defeat to defeat to defeat until looking backwards or ahead We see that victory lies not at some high point along the way but in having made the journey step by step a sacred pilgrimage. Birth is a beginning and death a destination And life is a journey; A sacred journey to life everlasting In memory of my dear friend Agnes Corbett – who touched the hearts of many who will continue her light in helping to save the Brazilian Rain Forest – even if it’s one

A Fairy Wish
In the green shadows made by the great oak trees, I stay hidden to feel your touch is forbidden. I am just a wood nympth My home is in this oak tree in your mind I am a mere myth. You’re a mortal man Who has wondered into fairy land. Awakening love and desire in my tiny heart. When you sang a lovers sonnet beneath my tree. My fairy heart belongs to you I want to get lost in the deep blue pool of your eyes and listen to your heart sing melodies of love. Atlas it can not be I am just a fairy Heartbroken I wrapped myself up in the foxgloves letting my tears sprinkle across the bluebells. Wishing I were allowed to throw a coin in the wishing well. Only Queen Ana can bestow upon me a life of mortality. But only if you can hear the sound of my lost tears. One single teardrop must touch your soul. To make me a woman pure and whole. No pixie dust can I scatter in the wind; reaching for your soul within. Days I sat here and cry soon I will wither and die. T

I Cried, I Wept
I cried, I wept more than I needed to I cried, I wept with every thought of you I cried, I wept I bled inside I cried, I wept needing you like sand needs the tide I cried, I wept I felt like i did somthing horrid I cried, I wept it was all because of what you did I cried, I wept no more shall I...

Fun Day
Today was interesting. I mowed grass for the first time in forever. I uncovered a wicked looking lizard. It was quite large and spotted. I can't say I've ever seen this particular species. But by the time I could get Lis over to see it he disappeared. While I was mowing I stopped to rip out some bushes or trees or something that had started growing up around where the A/C compressor. When we first moved in someone had weed whacked the wire from the house to the compressor and as a result we didn't have a/c for the first day or two. So as to avoid this mistake i ripped out whatever they had been trying to cut back. Well the funny thing is the leaves on the plant were very similar to a certain plant that north Texas authorities have been collecting a bunch of lately. You know the one I'm talking about. It has 5 leaves and is on everything from wallets to baseball caps. But after carefully inspecting it I realized the leaves were too broad to be everybody's favorite tobacco substitute ;).

Good Friends.
This is about a friend I made via yahoo and myspace then we hung out here at times her and I use to talk at times quite a bit then slacked off of course me being soo busy and all well it turns out that she met a guy well thats all cool and of course I was happy for her even told her congrats yesterday I told her hi and said I hope you 2 are doin ok you know just being a friend and she blew up at me and told me to leave her alone loose her number and never text her again . I learned that its never a good thing for a girl to let a guy control her and yes it does happen I know a few guys personaly that are real nasty to there mates and even the kids and it sucks soo bad just because a man is a man dont mean he has the right to control and shut people off from each other or treat there counter parts bad and the kids too. I could never do that to a woman and or evenkids and yes with my bmx hobby of course I know lots of kids and even mothers who are single with kids and even 1 or 2

What's On My Finger ???
I felt some warm liquid touch my middle finger. I looked and it was a milky white in color and thick in content and texture. I looked at it closer and sized it up. I sniffed it and it was that of something very familiar. OMG ... I wanted it in my mouth. My mouth was watering as I anticipated it being all over my tongue and taste and swish it around in my moistness. I pointed my finger at my face and opened my mouth, wide open. I slipped my finger deep into mouth and I let it fall onto the softness and warmth of my tongue. I closed my mouth around my finger and sucked on it very, very hard to vacuum off as much of the liquid from my finger as I could. I wrapped my tongue around the length of my finger to enjoy the flavor as I identified the taste of all those I have in my memory. It was the familiar taste of mayonnaise that had dripped off the hot dog I was eating at the family BBQ.

I Hate That You Have To Leave!
I hate that you have to leave! I wish you could just stay here with me. I would treat you betta than any otha, i want you to be my one an only lova. cant you see, we met for a reason, you're supposed to stay forget about leavin. you run through my mind all damn day i hate it, but i wouldnt have it any other way. i can show you, an make you mine, all i need is for you to share your time. with me, thats all i need, to make you see, that you an me, we could be, oh so happy. Ok that was a weirdly formatted poem, but that shit just came out like that. enjoy.

Godmother
ATTENTION EVERYONE: I HAVE POSTED UP TONS OF NEW PICS, I KNOW THAT I AM A LONG WAY AWAY FROM GODMOTHER, BUT I WOULD APPRECIATE IT IF YOU GUYS COULD GO CHECK THEM OUT AND LEAVE ME LOTS OF COMMENTS. WE GOT LOTS OF HAPPY HOURS TODAY, SO YOULL GET DOUBLE POINTS FOR EVERYTHING YOU DO. IM TRYING TO REACH GODMOTHER STATUS BY MY DUE DATE SEPTEMBER 22. I WILL BE GONE FOR A WHILE ONCE I HAVE HER SO I REALLY WANNA GET THERE BEFORE I HAVE HER. PLEASE CHECK TO MAKE SURE YOU HAVE RATED AND FANNED ME AS WELL. IF YOU FEEL I HAVE FORGOTTEN TO RETURN IT PLEASE SEND ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE AND ILL GET RIGHT ON IT I PROMISE! ۞Neabear۞@ fubar /font>

Vote For Me . I'm In The Sexiest Picture Contest
i'm in the sexiest picture contest and i want everyone to get the word out for me and to do whatever you can to get the word out for me and for the people that voted muahhhhhh thanks here is the link to go vote too http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=770546&albumid=525357&i=2616641430 nicole(aoa1freak)

You're Prequalified
I just tried another of those surveys for which I'm supposedly "prequalified". I answered around TWENTY QUESTIONS and then the goddamned thing said "We're sorry, but it appears from your responses that you do not qualify to complete this survey." Well FUCK YOU, I just spent five minutes answering your survey, you assholes!! So in what way was I prequalified? Obviously I WASN'T... so fucking bite me. And if you think I will EVER take another one you've got another thing coming!

Whispers Of Some Far Off...
Prying against the tourniquet bite Crimson splashes speckle the floor Slowly weeping out along the gashes Once rose colored and warm lips Frost over a frozen blue Now cold against the rising sunlight Light fades as the sun rises Thickening pools upon the ground Gleam brightly at my feet Deafening silence now rings in my ears Whispers now of some far off screaming invisible don 6/19/06

Today's Events...
So as most of you know, Colin and I moved into our rental house on August 3rd. We've been unpacking boxes ever since!! I don't remember having this much CRAP in the SMALLER apartment!! So the major to-do list for today was for Colin to mow the lawn and for me to start on the garage. When we first moved in the lazy movers put shite in there instead of in the rooms we asked them to, so it was kind of a shite pile for awhile. Well, we can now FINALLY park in our garage!! Colin did an excellent job on the lawn, then we dyed my hair after a MUCH NEEDED shower!! I also washed some blankets that were in the garage...and when I went to take them out of the washer, I wondered what all the black stuff was. It was the leftover shreddings of a black velvet blanket!! I was almost in tears till I found out Colin wasn't upset and that it was his ex's. But it took the two of us to extract it from the washer and into the trashcan so I could re-wash the other blankets! I've had a headache all

This Was Funny, Sounds Like Something My Family Would Do
A mother was working in the kitchen listening to her 5-year-old son playing with his new electric train in the living room. She heard the train stop and her son say, "All of you sons of bitches who want off, get the hell off now....cause this is the last stop! "And all of you sons of bitches who are getting on, get your asses on the train.... cause we're going on down the tracks." The horrified mother went in and told her son, "We don't use that kind of language in this house. Now I want you to go to your room and you are to stay there for TWO HOURS. When you come out, you may play with your train...but I want you to use nice language. Two Hours later, the son came out of the bedroom and resumed playing with his train. Soon the train stopped and the mother heard her son say... "All passengers please remember your things, thank you and hope your trip was a pleasant one. We hope you will ride with us again soon." She heard her little darling continue... "For those o

Ehh
alright well i guess im single again. so no more sex for robbie. but hey its not that bad me and tiff are still friends. and its not out of the blue eather i kinda saw it coming. so thats really it but im going to tell a story about the last night me and her were together in my next blog...it is a funny one

Midnight Brawl
I feel temperature around me suddenly drop.A cloud of frosted air comes out of my mouth as I exhale.I try to find the source of this unusually chill that seems to hold me in it's grip.Focus on your breathing I mentally tell myself.That's easier said then done I realize as the cold air becomes thick and almost nonexistent.A thick fog envelopes the city making it impossible to see.When I try to move my foot appears to be stuck on the ground.My arm feels heavier and numb.Looking down I see that my arms are incased in a block of ice.It's not the only thing frozen.I'm frozen waist down to the street.The ground trembles with the force of a tank rumbling down the street.Then all is silent.I can make out two faint shapes in the thick fog.One human sized and the other one with the massive frame of a giant.This was not good.I've already faced that giant before and I bearly survived that encounter.I'm still a bit out of it.Definitly not a hundred percent.How am I suppose beat both of them while I

Myspace Announcement ((wtf))
MySpace Announcement Tom Latest Update: Aug 23, 8:25pm PDT Hey, you didn’t lose any friends. Things might just look kind of screwy while we fix friend counts. you might see some pictures with a big red x and DELETED in your friends list this weekend. don't freak out. we are running a big cleanup job to remove all the red x profiles in your list and everything will be back 2 normal by the end of the weekend. also, no big whoop if you already deleted the red x profiles. those are just people who are no longer on the site

Old Friends!
Hi to all my old friends and new ones also sorry have not been on much been real busy with work and also at the gym getting ready for up comming bmx races October and november will be real hard for me to be online and catch up with friends. There is a bmx race comming up in October in Orlando Florida the Disney bmx cup I hope to race in that and of course at the end of October is the A.B.A. Grands in Tulsa Oklahoma. I thank you all for being my friend and all the love you have shown Eddie before his passing thank you all for being my friend and spending time with me when you can and checkin out my pics. take care all... Jay

Only A Few From The Whole
Only a few from the whole. By invisible don copyright 2005 Wandering in from haunts long ago Comes a muse The ticking clock echoes in the world No one hears it save for me Counting out the grains of sand Only the crones know Their shears like the scythe of mortality Forever cleaving lives apart. Threads not meant to be twined Parts of the tapestries of two Never meant to touch Look closely at a portrait The brush strokes waiver this way and that. Flecks of red here and there Splatters of blue and green What colors are captivating? What colors are fleeting Stand close to a tapestry Gaze upon the threads. Which ones make the whole? Which thread in the tapestry if pulled? Will unfurl it leaving it wasted on the floor Do you dare pull on this white one? The brown one here that is frayed? Would you know which one to toss aside? Take a step back Gaze up on the whole Where is that f

What The Fu?
ToXic is back and Deadlier than ever! Here’s a bit of what happened… Some hater starts reporting a bunch of my stuff as NSFW, those pictures were already labeled as such and I am thinking WTF? I’m in the NSFW business, the irony here is the pictures I am posting were taken while working. After about six reports of NSFW, this gets some bouncer’s attention maybe even baby jesus who knows, this happens to be while I am uploading even more pictures using the mass upload tool into a Private folder no less with plans to mark the pictures once I got them up, they were not all NSFW and the one that got me the boot wasn’t either IMHO. Just a girl with a nice rack a whole lot of cleavage and NO NIPPLE! Enough of that I’m back and thanks to a few very special loyal dedicated friends back up to a level 10 in just THREE DAYS! Of course I have had to slowly add back pictures, trying to put some different ones up there this time and I have created two new folders. A CyanideDolls conte

Great Quotes On Religion
Anon: "You can safely assume that you've created God in your own image, when it turns out that God hates all the same people you do." Rev. Tony Campolo: "We are furious that the religious right has made Jesus into a Republican. That’s idolatry. To recreate Jesus in your own image rather than allowing yourself to be created in Jesus’ image is what’s wrong with politics." Jim W. Martyn, "I suggest that people who express hatred towards others do so because they are unable to love themselves or God. That's sad, and unfortunately causes many of the social and political problems in our nation and world." Stephen Roberts, a strong Atheist talking to a theist: "I contend that we are both atheists. I just believe in one fewer god than you do. When you understand why you dismiss all the other possible gods, you will understand why I dismiss yours." Xenophanes, an ancient Greek philosopher: "If horses had Gods, they would look like horses!" bullet See dozens of other quotes about G

Whispers In The Night
Whispers In The Night My body lies open for your sweet caress Softly mold your hands around my breast Seal my lips with a kiss, together my love this is our night Probe my mouth with your sweet tongue trail those sweet kisses down to my breast Suckle on each nipple tease them with your caress Let your fingers explore between my thighs Probe into my hot wet nest make me sigh Spread open my legs more Let your sweet kisses and tongue began to explore Ravish and tease my little clit Spread me open dip your tongue into my slit Drink from my loving cup the sweetest nectar of wine Hear me scream out your name Let it echo through your mind Your tongue savors the sweet treasure Then you roll me over face down You love hearing my sweet passion sounds Place a few pillows up under me close to my thighs Bringing up my buttocks way up high part the way between my thighs Now you will hear my pleasure cry you enter me with your sweetest treat

To Say I Am Sorry
To say I am sorry just wouldnt make up for everything i have done. i got caught in my life to notice that you needed me. I am so sorry that i wasnt there to wipe away the tears when you cried. I am sorry i wasnt there to comfort you when you had a bad day. i am sorry i wasnt there. The miles keep me from reaching out. it scares me that you will forget about me. i am so sorry that i couldnt hold you. and I am sorry for every tear that falls from your eyes. I am sorry for every heartache that you have to go through just want you to know that although i got wrapped up in my own life i never forgot about you but still am sorry that i couldnt be there.

Case File 415
I love being a police detective.I always knew that I was destined for great things.Even when I'm not on the clock something always comes up.A new case opens up.Today I was able to unite a mother and child after tracking down the father who had decided to kidnap his own little girl while she was sleeping in her room.The father had lost shared custody rights due to the allegations of physical abuse from his ex-wife.Not to mention on his own daughter.This man was crazy and dangerous.The things I read from physcological background told me that much.It took me two months before I was able to catch up and find this man.The place he chose to hide was away from society.I traced him in a wooded area.My number one concerned was the childs safety first and for most.The moment I found him I called for my backup.Something in my gut told me to wait for my backup before heading toward the shack home.But my body was playing at a different beat.Luckily for me before I could do anything stupid like walk

Wisdom
Two Wolves One evening an old Cherokee told his grandson about a battle that goes on inside people. He said, "My son, the battle is between two "wolves" inside us all. One is Evil. It is anger, envy, jealousy, sorrow, regret, greed, arrogance, self-pity, guilt, resentment, inferiority, lies, false pride, superiority, and ego. The other is Good. It is joy, peace, love, hope, serenity, humility, kindness, benevolence, empathy, generosity, truth, compassion and faith." WISDOM Two Wolves One evening an old Cherokee told his grandson about a battle that goes on inside people. He said, "My son, the battle is between two "wolves" inside us all. One is Evil. It is anger, envy, jealousy, sorrow, regret, greed, arrogance, self-pity, guilt, resentment, inferiority, lies, false pride, superiority, and ego. The other is Good. It is joy, peace, love, hope, serenity, humility, kindness, benevolence, empathy, generosity, truth, compassion and faith." The grandson

Money
money money money....the root of all evil they say. Try living without it...that is pure torture and what is more evil than torture? I'm not destitute by any means...I have a roof over my head, a job and a car to get me from here to there.....but since I have started hoarding money for College for the wee one....I'm really feeling the pinch. I can't go to all the great concerts coming up in the next few weeks.......I am truly on a budget for the first time since getting out of college. It sucks. Money is freedom....freedom to live in the manner you desire! I have read about people starting web pages actually begging for money. Now I would never go down that road...but how genius is that? The chick I read about used the money for shopping and paying off her shopping debts. I think I will start a college fund web page for my girl....probably not...but it is fun to think about.

"if I Only Ask " 4 U Sharon
My Friend loved this poem If I Only Ask "Would you My Brave Knight ; Slay a fire breathing dragon for me tonight ? Would you ride up on your white steed trample my enemies in the ground for their evil deeds ? Would you lasso the stars ride the moon to remove my sorrowful frown ? Would you make love to me in a bed of forget-me-not set my body on fire with passion and desire ? Lay spent in each other's embrace would you kiss me again make my pulse race ? Would you hold me in your arms shield me from harm ? When we grow old and gray can you say " I Love You " everyday ? If I laid near death would you give me your last breath ? Would you pray to God above to save me My Love ? Would you lay your heart next to mine through Eternity and time ? Would you hold my hand when we are called to God's Promise Land ? Would you kiss me My Soul Mate; when we walk through the Heavenly Gate? These

Midnight Hunt
On a dark winters night in Cleveland Ohio walked a young beautiful women,whose beauty seem to radiate throughtout the dim and chilly city.Her eyes were emerald green.Her red hair seem to shimmer in the night, as they bounced lightly through the gusty wind.The women looked like something out of a dream.Like a goddess.Flawless and perfect in everyway.She was not a supermodel even though she could be mistaken for one.No,what she was tonight was a predator.A hunter of men.After she got what she wanted from that man she would dispose of him.Literally.It was easy.Usually she would make the first move then the men would turn into jelly from her beauty alone.Tonight though was going to be a little different than all of her other nights.Tonight she was searching for a very special man.A man of the night.This man was a vigilante.He hunted the guilty and punished them with such savagery that some of the criminals ended up in the hospital.Just thinking about the violence made the red haired beauty

Red Friday
RED FRIDAY If the Red shirt thing is new to you, read below... Last week, while traveling to Chicago on business, a woman noticed a Marine sergeant traveling with a folded flag, but did not put two and two together. After they boarded their flight, she turned to the sergeant, who'd been invited to sit in First Class (across from her), and inquired if he was heading home. No, he responded. Heading out she asked? No. I'm escorting a soldier home. Going to pick him up? No. He is with me right now. He was killed in Iraq, I'm taking him home to his family. The realization of what he had been asked to do hit her like a punch to the gut. It was an honor for him. He told her that, although he didn't know the soldier, he had delivered the news of his pa ssing to the soldier's family and felt as if he knew them after many conversations in so few days. She turned back to him, extended her hand, and said, "Thank you. Thank you for doing what

Magic Of Love
Magic of Love The twinkle in his eyes Makes her senses soar high Caught between Heaven and hell As he weaves his magic spell As intoxicating as a potent wine His kisses sending shivers down her spine His breath gently caress her cheek Making her knees grow weak Pressing his chest Tight against her breast Gazing up into her face His hands leaving nothing Untouched in his haste Her heart gives a skip As he melts into her hips Bury his manhood between her thighs She’ moans and sighs Caught up in the molten fire Lost in pure desire She releases a joyful sigh As he lifts her way up high Rocking to and fro Knowing there is only one place to go With him on that magical flight Of sensual delight Flowing together like a current in a river With one final quiver They relent As their passion is spent Ecstasy they both shared He whispers in her ear Honey you’ve got to believe It is only the magic of our love That we weave For what I do for you You do to

What Not To Say To A Cop
1. I can't reach my license unless you hold my beer. 2. Sorry, I didn't realize my radar detector wasn't on. 3. Aren't you the guy from the Village People? 4. Hey, you must have been going 125 mph just to keep up with me! 5. I thought you had to be in good physical condition to be a cop. 6. Bad cop! No donut! 7. You're gonna check the trunk, aren't you? 8. I was going to be a cop, really, but I decided to finish high school instead. 9. I pay your salary. 10. That's terrific, the last guy only gave me a warning also. 11. Is that a 9mm? It's nothing compared to this .44 magnum! 12. What do you mean, have I been drinking? You're a trained specialist? 13. Do you know why you pulled me over? Good, at least one of us does. 14. That gut doesn't inspire too much confidence; bet I can outrun you. 15. Didn't I see you get your butt kicked on Cops? 16. Is it true people become cops because they're too dumb to work at McDonald's? 17. I was trying to

Personal Responsibility
I have a problem with guilt. I freely admit it. I could blame my Catholic upbringing, but let's face it -- nothing about that stuck except an intense dislike of kneeling, so why would the guilt? Alas, while there is plenty to blame Catholicism for, certainly my guilt is not one of them. No, I place the blame for my almost pathological avoidance of inflicting hurt on others purely on my own shoulders. As someone who tends to be sensitive to slights and small hurts herself, I go out of my way to avoid bringing pain to others -- go out of my way to an extreme. When queried as to my shortcomings as a significant other, my exes all shared variances of "you're wonderful, except you need to stop worrying so much about hurting people." While I do not act in opposition to my own nature or overall self-interest, I will, in essence, take pain onto myself in order to avoid hurting others. I worry constantly about how best to word things so as not to hurt others. Every conversation that might

"l" Is For...
Survey Time! BLUE IS LOVE 1. Do you like someone? yes 2. Do you believe in love at first sight? it's possible 3. Have you ever loved someone so much it hurt? yes RED IS ANGER 1. Are you currently mad at someone? no 2. Which of your family members has the worst temper? Eileen, I think 3. Have you ever thrown something at anyone? yep 4. Is anyone mad at you? I hope not YELLOW IS SELF DISCOVERY 1. Name? Cheryl 2. What is your career plan for the future? Mattress tester 3. What's your main goal in life? to be happy 4. Do you want to have children? yes I do ORANGE IS EXCITEMENT 1. Has anyone ever thrown a surprise party for you?yes, my aunt 2. If you won a million dollars, what would be your first thought? buy a car, pay off debt, save what's left 3. If you could have anything right now what would it be? I'm not telling GREEN IS OPINION 1. Lower the drinking age? only to 18 2. Abortion? not my right to tell others what to do 3. War? hm... too complicated to say

Hey Everyone Read Now!!
EVERYONE GO TO THIS LOUNGE N START MADD SHIT WID DEZ LIL BITCHES I WENT IN THERE TO HELP SUPPORT MY HOMIE TC N THIS CUNT NAMED MARY IN THERE STARTED RUNNIN OFF AT THE MOUTH N SHIT CUZ I SAID A JOKE ABOUT "IF I GET MARRIED IM GETTIN A CRACKER JACK RING FOR MY WIFE" AND SHE WAZ QUICK AS FUCK TO JUDGE AND RUN HER MOUTH GO IN AND START MADD SHIT CUZ I GOT BANNED IM STILL IN THERE THO HERES THE LINK FAM GO GO GO!!! http://fubar.com/lounge.php?l=8808#

A Collection Of Bevi's From The Past Few Weeks....
Well life's been crazy and I haven't been writing enough, but that doesn't mean I haven't been drinking a host of excellent specialty beers, and the occasional regrettable excursion trying to find a real treasure. A recent jaunt to my metaphysical brother from another mother's house led to these 3 finds: Wild Dog Weizenbock Ale - Special Release By Flying Dog Breweries - Denver, Colorado US 8.6% Alcohol by Volume, this Wild Dog Has a bite Now....I had my doubts when the special edition bottling card suggested that the beer had a hint of banana in a Wheat Bock, and a dash of clove. I was intrigued, but apprehensive, not being a real fan of anything flavored banana, other than a banana itself (not to mention that I'm one of those nutters that likes my monkey fruit to be golden yellow with little brown spots all over it and almost smooshy). So needless to say my dark brother smelled the bottle after opening and said, "I'm not smelling any banana....." Pours rich red/br

Drive By Media - Short Attention Spans
Editorial An interesting perspective about our "Drive by Media." Victor Davis Hanson is a professor at Fresno State . See his credentials and a recurring quote about the military at the end of the article. Eye of the Beholder by Victor Davis Hanson War torn Iraq has about 26 million residents, a peaceful California perhaps now 35 million. The former is a violent and impoverished landscape, the latter said to be paradise on Earth. But how you envision either place to some degree depends on the eye of the beholder and is predicated on what the daily media appear to make of each. As a fifth generation Californian, I deeply love this state, but still imagine what the reaction would be if the world awoke each morning to be told that once again there were six more murders, 27 rapes, 38 arsons, 180 robberies, and 360 instances of assault in California yesterday, today, tomorrow, and every day. I wonder if the headlines would scream about "Nearly 200 poor Californians butchered ag

New Game
Alright, spent some time on it this morning.... Asnd just finnished it about 5 minutes ago, it's just a small little game I made in VB6, so if anybody would mind take'n a look at it for me, and givin me some feedback, or even some ideas on if something should be added or anything, I'd like to hear some opinions.... If ya want it, just lemme know, I'll send ya the rar file...

Damn You For Making Me Cry!
This is a moment of rare weakness and truth. Enjoy it. This is simply a repost of a conversation. It really says it all. Me: how is it we smile and put up such a good front when inside we're cyring our eyes out Friend: no idea but were damn good at it Me: I'm sitting here bawling and I dont know why. The tears just wont stop falling Friend: **this was a hug icon** Me: I finally talked to mom today about the ****** thing Friend: howd that go? Me: and I hate him Me: i hate that I couldn't trust him Me: I hate that he couldn't keep his word Me: I hate that I let him break my heart over and over again Me: because that's the truth of it, I let it happen Me: because I wanted 100% 99.9 just wouldn't do Me: and I have no way of knowing or believing I had 99.9 Me: and this whole thing with my cousin Me: my dad being sick or whatever happened to him Me: you know, he went to the dr to find out what happened the other night and didn't bother to update anyone? Me: all mom kno

Single...
and waiting on the one. It's funny how you think you find one and they seem interested and then they back off. Are there any real men left? Or is it all just scared little boys? I just wish for once that one would come along and prove me wrong in my opinion about males. Sort of restore my faith in love. Maybe, I am a fool to actually think anyone could love me. Hell, it seems that every male i get involved with is just wrong for me. Maybe there isn't someone out there for everyone... Who knows? No one does and that's the scary part. So for now my opinion stays the same as far as love goes... PHOOEY on it all!!

As It Is
Oh, to caress the sweet warmth of your breasts, the flesh, firm yet pliant, 'neath my fingers, causing a swell of desire to dwell in that beautiful bosom, which lingers... The soft, silky feel of your skin sends a thrill and a shudder thru me as we touch, with our arms wrapped around one another, we drown in the sea of desiring so much... sheer bliss for me this would utterly be, to fulfill our desires, set our souls on fire, with the passion of you around me... Your sweet lips, so full, entice as they pull my tongue out to mingle with yours; they wrestle and twirl, and my head starts to whirl, making me want you much more... The caress of your hands as they're stroking the glans of my penis excite as it grows and it throbs in delight awaiting it's flight, in the wetness which from you now flows... sheer bliss for me this would utterly be, to fulfill our desires, set our souls on fire, with the passion of you around me... As my manhood enters

Terra
This is about the love of my life my heart and my soul. Her name is Terra and I met her thru the internet in January 2007. It's only been 8 months since I've met her but I love her with all of my heart. She's the most wonderful and loving person I've ever known and has the heart of an angel. She funny, caring, smart, sexy, trustworthy, friendly and that's only the tip of the iceberg. Since I've known her I've felt that my life has been complete and that a missing part of it has been found. Every time I look into her eyes I see the love that she feels towards me reflected in them. I know I'm going to marry this woman and I know that were going to spend the rest of our lifes' together. Here is a picture of us that we took at the end of July in Monterey Ca. I've sometimes felt that I'm nowhere good enough for her and that she could do better then me. Maybe I've thought that way because of how I've been hurt in the past by different people. All I know is that I love this w

What Are You Thinking?
hey so i decided to do a blog bout my friends and what they think of me(feel free to comment and ill add it! make it as long or short as you wish!) i love my friends alot i care for them and alway am and will be here for them so heres what they have to say bout me.. :-D Dawn:"I think you are fun and a good christian.":-D

Feel My Fire
Feel My Fire Your eyes gleam with pure delight As I stand naked in your sight A woman full of fire Wanting to please your every desire Tonight there will be no rest Feel my fire Running along your skin Heating your blood within Pumping so hard and fast through your veins we lay down on your bed In my hands I gentle guide your head Down to my full soft breasts awaiting the softest caress From your warm mouth suckling on each rosy crest Hear me moan and sigh with pleasure My fingers wrap around your manly treasure Stroking and squeezing rubbing the sensitive tip My warm body grinds into your hips My womanly nest wet and ready for the ride As you gently part the hot folds thrust deep inside Now Baby keep your eyes open and see That it is just you and me I grasp your hips drive you in deep Feel my fire wrapping around you completely Hard and fast Breathing coming in loving gasps The fire burning out of control With one final thrust together the

Family Rules For Internet Use
Family Rules for Internet Use Parents Should: Look for a website’s privacy policy. Read the policy closely to learn the kinds of personal information being collected, how it will be used, and whether it will be passed on to third parties. Decide whether to let the website collect personal information from your child. Decide whether to let the website share your child is personal information with others. Ask to see the information your child has submitted. Understand that you may revoke your consent at any time and have your child's information deleted. Kids Should: Never give out your last or family name, your home address or your phone number. Keep your screenname, user ID and password private. Look at a website’s Privacy Policy to see how the site uses the information you give them. Talk about the site’ Privacy Policy with your parents. Show your parents the sites you visit. Understand that websites must get your parent’s permissi

Poem
You are my lighthouse when my sea gets too rough. When I can't see the shore, you come to light my night up. Even though you are far away, that light still helps me find my way. Like everyone, I have my ups and downs. It is good to know the downs are few and far between. When my heart is feeling turmoil, you always seem to be there. You are my special angel sent to me from somewhere. One day I want to hold you because your love is pure. You've given me a treasure that is more than any jewel. For it is your heart you have graciously given me. When I get this low again, I'll always know you love me. Maybe someday, maybe somehow but no matter... still you are my lighthouse.

Darkside: I Am What I Am
Darkside: I am what I am by: me (dragonryder13) The dark underworld I am part of where pain and suffering replaces love Ha Ha goth I am for I am Queen of the Damned Dark, Decay, and Death I come and give you vampire breath kiss of the vampire it is such a deadly twist vampires love when a person is pissed. I am a shapeshifter so thus I am a drifter moving from place to place for not a single drop of blood we waste Black is what we usually wear to get to see us is such a treat when you see me try not to stare cause I can give you that deadly glare Oh yeah! stay out of hell if you can't stand the heat Join forces with us and live forever avoid the slayers and be so clever stay clear when we feed. be careful and take heed. Because I am what I am!

Things You Probably Don't Know
1. Money isn't made out of paper; it's made out of cotton. 2. The Declaration of Independence was written on hemp paper. 3. The dot over the letter i is called a "tittle". 4. A raisin dropped in a glass of fresh champagne will bounce up and down continuously from the bottom of the glass to the top. 5. Susan Lucci is the daughter of Phyllis Diller. 6. 40% of McDonald's profits come from the sales of Happy Meals. 7. 315 entries in Webster's 1996 Dictionary were misspelled. 8. The spot on 7UP comes from its inventor, who had red eyes. He was albino. 9. On average, 12 newborns will be given to the wrong parents, daily. 10. Warren Beatty and Shirley MacLaine are brother and sister. 11. Chocolate affects a dog's heart and nervous system; a few ounces will kill a small sized dog. 12. Orcas (killer whales) kill sharks by torpedoing up into the sharks stomach from underneath, causing the shark to explode. 13. Most lipstick contains fish scales (eeww). 1

Smile Contest Rules
1. This is by ratings!!! Comment bombing will be used for tie breaking!!! 2. Don't forget to make a blog, bulletin, or anything you can do to get votes... 3. Everything counts!!! doesn't matter if you vote for yourself or comment bomb for yourself!! 4. I will be posting a bulletin or two to promote the contest...it would be greatly appreciated if everyone reposts... 5. Have fun with it!!!

Nsfw.....wtf
what the hell....so i uploaded a pic of me in my boxers and some f^cker marked it as NSFW. but a chic can wear her bikini and that doesnt get hit. whats with that. im not showing cleavage or anything and some bored F^ck has to mark it...

Life Is Beautiful Sixx:a.m.
Sixx:A.M. > Life Is Beautiful You can’t quit until you try You can’t live until you die You can’t learn to tell the truth Until you learn to lie You can’t breathe until you choke You gotta laugh when you’re the joke There’s nothing like a funeral to make you feel alive Just open your eyes Just open your eyes And see that life is beautiful. Will you swear on your life, That no one will cry at my funeral? I know some things that you don’t I’ve done things that you won’t There’s nothing like a trail of blood to find your way back home I was waiting for my hearse What came next was so much worse It took a funeral to make me feel alive Just open your eyes Just open your eyes And see that life is beautiful. Will you swear on your life, That no one will cry at my funeral? Alive... Just open your eyes Just open your eyes And see that life is beautiful. Will you swear on your life, That no one will cry at my funeral? Just open your eyes Just op

The 4 Seasons
The 4 Seasons by: me (dragonryder13) Winter is so weird this year with snow, rain, sleet, and ice come sping it really is so near just thinking of flowers, is so nice come summer, it is so hot with the crucial sun beating down Autumn is here and I watch mom planting flowers in the pot Every cricket I hear, I love the sound These are the Four Seasons always changing, always exchanging for every season there is a reason always altering and never faultering Spring months are March, April, and May were all the spring flowers and showers all play Summer months are August, Jully, and June where we can see the lazy loon Autumn months are Spetember, November, and October where the cool winds blows the plants over Winter months are January, December, and Febuary where the snow, ice, and sleet can get pretty hairly

Saw This On A Blast, Think It's Kewl, Wanted To Share It...
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