Fubar Blogs 5

Flames.
Our love is like a candle flame, It burns hotter and hotter, It burns prettier and prettier, It burns more and more.... Then you blow it out...and the love is gone.... It disappears...fades away.... The candle loses whats best about it... It loses its flame...its ignition to keep going.... It’s just gone, gone..... forever

Insomnia
I’ve suffered from insomnia since before I knew there was such a thing. I used to get in trouble as a child because I wasn’t asleep when my parents checked in on me before they went to bed. I learned to play possum. Problem solved. Lately, I’ve been sleeping relatively well. I have a pill that I take and that helps. There have been times when I stayed awake even after taking it, but it helped me relax, so it was something. People, who have never suffered from this, don’t understand it. They don’t get why I can’t just go to sleep. I don’t understand it either, but I don’t really fucking care. I just want to sleep. I’ve had friends in the past few years, who have never had problems sleeping, suddenly have issues with their sleep. They have apologized to me (which I found odd). Tonight I found myself sleepy rather early. It was wonderful to crawl into bed at 8:30 and I must have been asleep by 9. But I fucked up. I didn’t turn my phone ringer off. I heard the phon

Nsfw Pics
I AM OFFERING PENIS SALUTES( THAT IS A PICTURE OF YOUR NAME WRITTEN ON MY PENIS) FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO BUY ME BLASTS. IT MUST BE ATLEAST A 3 DAY BLAST. FOR A 7 DAY BLAST YOU WILL BE GIVEN A PENIS SALUTE AND YOU WILL BE ADDED TO MY FAMILY FOR THAT WEEK THAT I USE YOUR BLAST AND THAT WILL GIVE YOU ACCESS TO MY PRIVATE PICTURES. FOR A 30 DAY BLAST YOU WILL BE GIVEN A PENIS SALUTE, AS WELL AS BEING ADDED TO MY FAMILY FOR THE MONTH THAT I USE YOUR BLAST, AND YOU WILL BE PIMPED OUT IN A BULLETIN FOR ALL OF MY 30K FRIENDS TO SEE. SO PLEASE PLEASE HELP ME OUT.

Beach Home For Sale Cape San Blas Rd
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Deelicious Dee
OK, I just had something really..... odd happen to me. I am still quite in shock, and I honestly do not understand it. Since I have been on Fubar, I have visited many lounges and I am even a member of a few. OK, here is what happened. I went into Studio 54. I have went in there many times. BAM, I get booted. I am like what the heck? I get a message from the owner Achilles, stating I am not welcome in his lounge because I am a member of Dirty Little Secrets. Wow! I mean Wow! I am like totally in shock! Anyone who knows me, knows, that I am the kind of person who goes into lounges for fun and enjoyment, NOT DRAMA! So to all my friends who are members of Studio 54, I just want you to know why you won't see me back in there again. I was told I am not welcome because I work for DLS! It was always great chatting with you, but at ACHILLES wish, I will not go back..... now nor would I think I would want to! Hugs, Dee

The Legend Of Mistletoe
THE LEGEND OF MISTLETOE Mistletoe also known throughout history as the golden bough has several different legends associated with its beginning and its meaning. Starting back as far as the Celtic Druids you can find more than one story concerning the mystical mistletoe. One such story is their belief that the plant held the soul of the host tree, which was the “holy oak”. During a ceremony, the Druid priests would harvest the mistletoe with a golden sickle to ensure the mistletoe never touched the ground, as it would lose its magical powers. The powers would quickly be absorbed back into the earth. Once the mistletoe was harvested, the priests would have the branches out to the people for them to use against all kinds of evils. In England, mistletoe at one time was placed over the doorways for good luck. They believed that only happiness could pass underneath the mistletoe, therefore, enemies would hug and seal their peaceful intentions with a kiss of friendship. The anci

Merry Christmas
I JUST WANTED TO WISH EVERYONE A MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY HOLIDAYS .TO MY FU FAMILY I LOVE YOU GUYS.TO MY FU FRIENDS I AM SORRY I COULDNT SEND EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU A PERSONAL MESSAGE.I DO HOPE YOU ALL HAVE A GREAT CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR.REMEBER TO KEEP SMILING ! THUMPSTAR DESIRED POISON BIG E KAT ANIMAL JAMES BRANDI MIKE YOU GUYS ARE REAL LIFE FRIENDS TO ME AND MEAN ALOT TO ME TO MY FU FRIENDS YOU MAKE ME WANT TO CHECK IN HERE EVERYDAY!YOU ALL ROCK LOVE YOU ALL ......KISSES

Soldiers Ii
TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A ARMY SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE ARMY SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I 'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT, O

Xmas Myths
Not sure if anyone ever cared to research the history of Xmas or the traditions, but i thought i would debunk/explain some of them. If u don't believe me, search anywhere but a catholic site. Every christian holiday is based on a Pagan one. Even some non christian holidays are too....ground hog day is just one. Xmas is no different. It's based upon the celebration of YULE, the first day of winter or the winter solstice as we call it. We celebrate the birth of the Sun God and the beginning of the days getting longer again. Hence, the birth of Christ was improvised to make the Pagans convert. The xmas tree was brought inside to give the fairies a warm place to live. The lights were originally candles meant to help the fairies bring the sun back. The fire is symbolic of life therefore with every fire lit, the sun is able to grow stronger. Since then they have become such a major part of decorating tho, they've lost their meaning :( The yule log is real too and it's not someth

Christmas Wishes
Twas The Night Before Christmas, On FUBAR! (an adaptation by DJ SATIN...) Twas the night before Christmas, on Fubar, when all through the site not a creature was stirring, not evan the Bouncer I.d. Guy. The stockings were hung by the spotlight with care, in hopes that St. Nick, or atleast BABY~JESUS soon would be there. The Fu members were nestled snug in there beds, while visions of: Gift HAPPY HOURS, Gift BLASTS, Gift V.I.P.'s, Gift FU BUCKS, Gift Fu Tickers, & yes evan the shot @ a SPOTLIGHT. DJ~SILK

Jokes
Every one that knows adele and me knows i have said some nasty things to her i freely admit that, but i'm not the monster that she makes me out to be.. i have no feelings for any other woman in here and i NEVER will have she know's i'm in love with her and she knows how to hurt me so BELIEVIE what you want i DON'T CARE AT THE MINUTE SO WHAT I WILL LEAVE HERE! AND LET HER GET ON WITH HER LIFE But UNDERSATAND THIS I Am IN LOVE WITH THIS GIRL AND i will live for her FOREVER!!!!!

My Thoughts Hope They Matter To Someone Lol
This world is crazy now I am all alone in life literally the one I thought loved me can stand me no longer. I need someone who can devote time. lol It is a mad mad desperate plea lol and I do mean desperate. Let me give a quick heads I find an old friend by that I mean someone who I once dated on this site the other found out about this and started a huge fight. Of course it was ok for her to send her ex a christmas card and hide it from me. My question to you out there is this. I am old and worn out. I have become tired of fighting to get my head above water for the longest time. I call myself a warrior one who can stand against anything and help anyone out who needs it. But this battle with her has been ongoing for 10 years and I am tired of drowning anyone out here want to help me get my head above water so to speak even as a friend to chat with. I need company as I hate being alone. I come here cause it is cool and have talked to a few cool peoples, but now more than anything I

Spare A Special Thought This Xmas
I am writing this,not for votes nor comments.I hope that it is read by many,leave a comment if you wish. To all here on fubar,to my family,my friends,here we are at that one day of the year that is full of joy and happiness,Why am i writing this?Well I will tell you,Each and every day for the past 17 years there is someone that is very special in my thoughts.Bette Midler sang In "Wind beneath my wings" That "did you ever know that you were my hero"Well this person was my hero.I am not afraid to say that each and every time i hear this song i come to tears,thinking of this person.All i can wish for that I have become half of this special person in my life.Who is this person you ask.Well it was and is my mother,whom passed away 17 years ago,she is my hero,and i still love and miss her to this day.So to you all,spare a special thought this xmas to lost loved ones,and from my heart to you all i hope you have a merry xmas.xxxx

Single Once More.checked Out My Profile.
Not a poem Just some random thoughts.I'm deep thinking on life tonight and was wondering If anyone else having thought this.They say you are supposed to learned things In life from other people.Not what I'm wondering Is If you are supposed to learned things from other people.then how do you learned when no one else Is around to learned from?A very Interesting question don't you think?Well comment me and let me see how many comments I get on this blog.

Climate , Who Cares ?
Do people have interest to care for climate ? http://www.weather.com/ Reading about storms causing accidents, how many of those are due climate change ? Kioto protocol , climate conference in Bali, Indonesia .. Is there success to turn climate to better ? Time shows, what will happen.

Color Chart
These Are Browser Safe Colors.These are supported by all Browsers.The Hexadecimal are provided below.Just Copy and paste in your Code. fubar Safe Color Chart#000000#000033#000066#000099#0000CC#0000FF#330000#330033#330066#330099#3300CC#3300FF#660000#660033#660066#660099#6600CC#6600FF#990000#990033#990066#990099#9900CC#9900FF

Illinois Statewide Public Smoking Ban
Illinois has now become the 19th state in this country to impose a statewide public smoking ban that will take effect on January 1, 2008. Ok.... Now, the Governor and the legislator's of this state have lost their minds. Once again, government wants to dictate to the American people what is and is not good for them. Everyone already knows that smoking is not healthy and we don't need the government to tell us that. Prohibition didn't work in the 1940's and this won't work either. The city of Chicago has taxed the hell out of cigarettes. A pack of smokes in Chicago cost anywhere from $6 to $8 a pack. The black market for cigarettes in Chicago is now alive and thriving. You can buy smokes on the black market in Chicago for $3 a pack. Hmmmm..... sounds like a lot of lost state and city revenue. Smart move Chicago. The State of Illinois has taxed the shyt out of cigarettes and now a Statewide Public Smoking Ban takes effect on January 1st. No smoking allowed in ba

Fk It
THE NIGHT WAS ROLLLEN TO BE A WONDERFUL SIGHT THE STARS ALLL OUT. THE KIDS ARE ALLL SMILES.. UNTIL A GRUNCH CAME ALONG CALLLED THERE FATHER......(lol) TO ACT LIKE AN ASSSS TO SEEE SUCH A SIGHT...WHEN THE KIDS TURNED AROUND GAVE HIM THE RIGHT ATTUTUDE THAT GAVE HIM A FRIGHT.... THE SMILES ON THERE FACES JOY IN THE EYES WHEN THERE FATHER JUST TURNED AROUND ...WHEN THEY WAVED TO SAY GOOOD BYE......MERRY CHRISTMAS ALLL YR AROUND....

My Thoughts ~ Lol
The older I get the less I like Holidays like Christmas!!! It seems like just another day... Am I the only person that feels this way??? I would prefer to just stay home and relax rather than go to my brothers (2,1/2 hour drive). I'm trying to decide if I should go today or come up with a reason to go tomorrow.... Anyways, I just thought I's share my thoughts, cuz I'm sure there r others out there that prob. feel the same way as I do.... Well I guess Have a Happy & Safe Holiday!!! DC~Angle4eva

Thank You
I normaly thank everyone in the shoutbox once you add me but for some reason mines not seeming to work......So I thought I would say thank you to each and everyone one of you that has added me......Even more thanks to those of you that rated and faned me.......Merry Christmas to yall.....take care Reneck P.S. I love talkin to new people so hit me up on yahoo or aim......

Updates
Injury Updates: Terrell Owens Is The Latest Casualty Last night's 20-13 victory over the Carolina Panthers was bittersweet for the Dallas Cowboys. The Cowboys went into the game with numerous injuries already, including those to Pro Bowl center Andre Gurode, free safety Pat Watkins, and running back Tyson Thompson. Additionally the team had Tony Romo, Chris Canty and Sal Fasano who were each recovering from injuries sustained in the loss against the Eagles the week prior. In yesterday's contest, All Pro wide receiver Terrell Owens suffered a high ankle sprain that could force him to miss considerable time. The recovery time for these types of injuries is usually 3-4 weeks which could put T.O. at risk for missing the first playoff game. The team isn't saying much right now, but they are clearly concerned and have Owens scheduled for an MRI later today. X-rays that were taken last night were negative which means that there is no breaks or fractures. Keep checking back as L

Aimless
Here I sit aimlessly wandering the highways of my mind Never going anywhere yet never here Traffic gets heavy around five Too many people wanting to drive Why must I use a copilot here I am driven by the deepest of fear My days are wasted, my nights congested My lover goes solitaire My mind is no where To be found As I have gone underground!

Girls Night Out
Beth and I have been out with the girls at the local bar and it is late and she doesn’t want to drive all the way home so she comes home with me. We come in the door still buzzed from drinking and turn on the TV. You had been watching the playboy channel and there are two girls on the screen going at it. I leave it there; standing by the couch we start chatting. I tell her that I want to do something with her hair and move around behind her as I gather her hair in my hands I lightly brush my finger across her warm neck. “Oh your skin is so soft.” I tell her. Then her soft scent reaches me. “Mmmm you smell good. What kind of perfume is that?” I ask. She giggles and tells me. I can’t resist touching her neck again. And I stroke it with my fingers. Then lean over and kiss her neck softly. She pushes her neck to me for more of the feeling. I slowly bunch her hair in my fist and tilt her head back. I suck on the skin of her neck and then gentle bite along her shoulder. She starts grinding h

Hot Child In The City
Since I don't explore this genre of music that I'm presenting to you very much, your opinion is wanted! I'm covering one of my favorite songs, "Hot child in the city". When I first heard this song, I was a little boy, and along with my Led Zep and Kiss records, it made me say to myself, "self, this is what I wanna do!". So the rest is history and here we are. Note: This is only a sample segment. I have not finished the chorus and bridge, so you're getting the first verse, up until the chorus. Stop by and let me know what the fuck you think of it. Love, sex n Death always, Aaron/LSD Love Sex n Death

This Might Offend...
so....first off my dad is a southern baptist minister. i have been raised in the church for my whole entire life... and i'm sorry but after a while it gets a little old... and no you're not better than me just because you have a penis...oh wow GOD placed you in charge of me and to submit to you??? ha fuck you!!!! just sitting in church today (cause i said i would go with my mum) i almost lost my mind...when i left i felt like going somewhere and doing the most horrible things possible....scenes from fight club came to mind.... anyways...what the guy speaking said disturbed the shit out of me that i almost broke down into tears... "could you imagine what it would be like to have all of greenwood christian???" YES AND IT WOULD BE HORRIBLE!!!! omg!!!! like in V for Vendetta I can see it going down....people being arrested for the pettiest of things just because a book written by men and put together by men told you it was wrong!! AHHHHH!!!!! AHHHHH!!!! can anyo

Life23
The day is almost here. Some celebrate Christmas Eve and some celebrate Christmas day. Either way, I hope you all have a wonderful loving Christmas with all of your loved ones. I have not been on the internet at all the last few days. I have had lots going on. We had our dinner party Friday night with our friends and it turned out wonderful. Everyone had a great time and stayed late. I was a bit out of sorts yesterday, just tired. Peter and I ended up going out to lunch and then some last minute shopping. We were done with our shopping but somehow thought it would be fun to go out with the rest of the idiots! LMAO It wasn't too bad. We just picked up one more item for our kids. Then we headed over to our friends house and stayed until late over there having fun. Today, Peter is going to the S.F. 49er football game. It will be the last "free" game he will get to go to since my Dad decided to get rid of his season tickets for next year. It was just getting too hard fo

A Different Christmas Poem
PLEASE READ A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight.

'tis The Season
It was the night before Christmas and all thru Fubar, not a creature was stirring not even Baby Jesus had gone too far. The beer mugs where hung, right above the bar for all to see, and drinks were on the house, it was Christmas Eve!! All of Fubar was awake, they were looking for fun, and sipping on hot drinks, like hot toddys and rum. When up at the bar, there was such a clatter, I rose from my computer, to see what was the matter. When what to my wondering eyes should a appear, but all of Fubar (and some deranged reindeer??). Who as they left, they made such a rackett, but they did shout out salutations as they exited the 'net, and left funny quotes right out in plain sight "Merry Christmas to All", they said, "and to All Fubarians a great night." Merry Christmas everyone!! *hugs & kisses* Angela

Sun Rise
Sun Rise The grey began to fade, As the colors filled the sky, The chill began to warm, As the sun began to rise. A lost girl found direction, As the eastern orb rose high, The dark sky turned to blue, Like the color of her eyes. Dark turned to light, Grey turned to blue, Lost became found, That's when I will meet you. "I hope that this day comes, How ever I must say I don't know who this lady will be but I know She is out there!"

Observations Of Life
NOTICE TO READERS: The length of this blog is necessary to describe events leading to the crux of the message. Any comments regarding its length will be responded to with scrutiny, criticism and sarcasm, without the opportunity to respond to defend yourself and will ultimately be banned. Comment at your own risk! Last night my wife and I decided to get up off our tired asses that resulted from a prior evening of imbibing various party substances to do last minute shopping for our daughter. We put on sweats, coats too warm to wear in department stores and strip-malls and slowly moseyed ourselves to the car, dreading facing the stupidity of holiday shoppers. We headed first to Target. We figured we would buy one of those MP3 players to replace the one mysteriously smashed to pieces by our 10 year-old. Walking in the entrance, we bobbed and weaved towards the back of the store, squeezing passed those people who insist on standing in the middle of the aisles with their screaming chi

Love Spell
Love Spell Every time I look at you my heart skips a beat I wonder if you know, my love, that my heart is at your feet I leave it there for you to do whatever that you wish You could take my heart, and love me, Or just leave me in this bliss.

Wish
One wish, just one wish is all I ask, A simple thing, not too great a task. To wake beside you every day, The rising sun's light on your angelic face! To feel you beckoning, as I caress your cheek, Taste your welcoming lips, with love so sweet. Our arms around each other, will never be undone, Our hearts together, beating as one! My heart is yours, my love is true, For me there is no other but you!

My Dream
Gentle faceless stranger I have met you in my dreams Just a re-appearing vision I’m uncertain what it means I have danced with you in twilight Till’ the daylight set you free Hoping when I fall asleep again You would return to me I’ve waited for you many nights When my eyes closed, you held me tight Then finally my dream Revealed your face Your eyes green like a glowing moon Your hair that feels like silk and soon I wished for something real To take dream’s place Then every day I opened eyes And hoped to see my “dreamy guy” Alas…I did awake BEFORE you fled Asleep in my arms next to me I thank the dream that came to be, And now is a REALITY instead.

Crazy Shit
HELLO EVERYONE, THE STUFF I SEE ON DJPHILBURGS STICKY IS JUST CRAZY, ITS OK IF I DO NOT GET ANY HELP, I WILL STILL HELP EVERYONE THAT NEEDS HELP WHEN I AM ON, AND ALOT OF PEOPLE KNOW I HAVE HELPED ALOT ON HERE NOT BECAUSE I HAD TO BUT BECAUSE I WANTED TO, I HAVE MADE SOME GOOD FRIENDS AND MADE SOME BEST FRIENDS AND A GREAT GUY MIKE I WISH EVERYONE A SAFE AND HAPPY HOLIDAY LETS JUST ALL BE FREINDS AND GET ALONG INFARRED(LISA)

Part Of Me
If I could never see your face again, Or reach out to touch you, If I could never again feel your warmth Against me in the night, Something would be missing in me. If, one day, you weren’t by my side, Together in comfortable silence, If your hand didn’t reach out to hold mine As we sat side by side, Part of me wouldn’t be there either. The minutes and the hours and the days Have molded our hearts into one, And I have found contentment and Satisfaction within your love. We belong together.

About Me
It was a wooden plaque hanging on a wall in a bar. A marriage license should be like a fishing license-- it expires every year and if you go out of state you can get a 3 day license. If you think about it girls and fish have a lot in common. They are fun to catch and if you clean and prep them right most are good to eat. Also if you decide to mount one you know it's going to cost you plenty! If you bring one home (no matter how well you treat them) They start going bad & fresh ones are always better. PRACTICE CATCH AND RELEASE.

General
Its Christmas and its celebrated round the world by exchanging gifts and wishes. For those who may have friends in other countries here is a list of how Christmas is said in different languages. 1. Arabic - I'd Miilad said oua sana saida 2. Chinese - (Mandarin) Kung His Hsin Nien bing Chu Shen Tan 3 Croatian - Sretan Bozic 4. Danish - Glædelig Jul 5. Dutch - Vrolijk Kerstfeest 6. Filipino - Maligayang Pasko 7. Finnish - Hyvaa joulua 8. French - Joyeux Noël 9. German - Fröhliche Weihnachten 10. Greek: Kala Christouyenna! 11. Indonesian - Selamat Hari Natal 12. Irish - Nollaig Shona Dhuit 13. Italian Buon Natale! 14. Japanese - Shinnen omedeto. Kurisumasu Omedeto 15. Korean -Sung Tan Chuk Ha 16 Magyars - Kellemes es Boldog Karacsonyt Kivanok 17 Flemish - Schei Kreschtdeeg 18 Croatian - SREH-tahn BO-zheech

Hey I'm Home
yeah i'm finly home from all of my training and i'm looking for some wellcome home from from all my juggalo homies, i'm leaving for iraq in 09 i know it seems far off but it relly ain't wish me luck while i'm out in the combat zone. but for know let us enjoy the fact i'm back i'm so fucking happy to be out of fort leonard wood mo so i'll accecpt any request u send me and i hope a few lette's check me out as well. peace love psyco mmfcl

Daydream
Thoughts floating in my mind... Feelings of another kind... Inexplicable to me Are the visions that I see. The impossibility of such, This dwelling on you so much Has caused me to be free, and yet So captured by my reverie. This dream, uncalled for, yet so real That sets my heart up for the steal, And promises of nothing, or A chance to see you just once more. If I close my eyes I see you there, Royal, classic, golden hair; With eyes that light the world aglow With love and passion burning so. I am better for the chance that I Would meet you once, and qualify The theme of my life changing to A life of thinking about you.

Touch
With a touch she causes my tender heart to race, With a touch she drives me to rapture, With a touch she leads me to a beautiful place, Where I long to be held tight and captured. With a glance she tells me she wants me by her side, With a stare she makes my spirit leap, With a look she takes me on a wonderful ride, Where our passion runs wild and deep. With a smile she tells me she’s happy, With a smile she makes my heart sing, With a smile she lets my lonely soul free, So that love to her life can I bring. With a word she turns my darkness to light, With her voice she drives away cares, With a phrase she makes my world totally right, As she whispers her love in my ears. All this she does just by being so near, With her words, her smiles, her caress, So I send to her now and need her to hear, All the heartfelt love I possess for her in my heart.

Christmas!
So ok I messed up with the christmas buying thing. I should have talked to him about it and discussed how much we were gonna spend on each kid. What he fails to realize is that this is the first christmas my kids don't get to have both their parents there in the morning. My kids were used to getting alot of presents and this year I couldn't do it. So I went and got them $100 gift cards. I thought that there was enough money to do the same for his kids. That was my bad for thinking that. I was forgetting that there were things that automatically come out of my account. Anyway, I went and did the right thing and used the gift cards that I got for my kids and got 3 more gift cards for his kids. So now all the kids have the same amount. What really irks me is that he had to go and post a freakin mumm about it. Most of the people voted to kick me to the curb. So why don't he?

Santa's Naughty List Application
1.Your Name: 2.Age: 3.Favorite position: 4. Do you think I'm cute? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8.Would you take a shower with me? 9.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10.Would you leave after or stay the night? 11.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12.Condom or skin? 13.Have sex on the first date? 14.Would you kiss me during sex? 15.Do you think I would be good in bed? 16. Would you use me as a booty call? 17.Can I use you as a booty call? 18.Can we take pictures of the act? 19.How long would we have sex? 20.Would you tell your friends about me? 21. Have you ever had sex infront of your xmas tree? 22. Did you ever have sex during the company xmas party or had a one nighter with someone from the party? 23. Have you ever had sex with a Santa hat on? 24. How big is/are your "ornament(s)"? 25. Will you repost this for me to send back to you?

Poems
Roses are red Lemons are sour Open ur legs and give me an hour Kissing Is A Habit Fucking Is A Game Guys Get All The Pleasure Girls Get All The Pain 10 Minutes Of Pleasure 9 Months Of Pain 3 Days In The Hospital A Baby Without A Name The Baby Is A Bastard The Mother Is A Whore This Woulda Never Happend If The Rubber Hadn't Tore!! Sex is like math You subtract the clothes Add the bed Divide the legs And Pray to god You dont multiply Roses are red Grass is green Open your legs And I'll fill you with cream Sex is good Sex is fine Doggy Style & 69 Just for fun Or gettin paid Everyone likes gettin laid Sex is evil Sex is a sin Sins are forgiven So stick it in!!! roses are nice violets are fine. ill be the six if you be the nine.

Good Women
I keep seeing women asking where are all the good men. Well im asking where are all the good women. Where are the ones who just dont take? who dont spend up all your money? who dont fuck around on you while your working to provide a good life for them? where are the ones that actually acknowledge the sacrifices we men make for them? what im trying to say show some love to your man, dont take him for granit because the grass is not greener on the other side. If you think it is then you should go and graze in that pasture and let a brother be. there is way to many people out there to unhappy with one. so what im saying is there is good men and women you just have to look and not settle for one just because your comfortable. ONE LOVE

Please Show This Awesome Person Love
PLEASE GO SHOW THIS AWESOME PERSON SOME LOVE AND KINDNESS. ITS SO CLOSE TO CHRISTMAS AND HIS MOM JUST PASSED AWAY. FROM WHAT HE TOLD ME, HIS MOM WAS IN PAIN AND TAKING PAIN MEDICATIONS. BUT LATE THURSDAY NIGHT/VERY EARLY FRIDAY MORNING SHE WAS NO LONGER IN PAIN. SHE SLEPT ALL MORNING WITH OUT TAKING PAIN MEDICATION AND SLEPT PEACEFULLY ON UP TO 3:00PM PST WHEN SHE STOPPED BREATHING AND WENT HOME TO BE WITH HER LORD JESUS CHRIST. SO STOP BY HIS PAGE AND SHOW HIM LOVE, KINDNESS, AND SUPPORT. FlyByNight@ fubar

Life
ok well last week me and the girl was have been dateing for a year in a have got in a little fight . i went to work came home and found my stuff packed up.so i moved out and have tryed to csll her but she wont answer do i say screw it and go on . even thow i love this girl with all my heart or do i still give her the xmass gift i got her and try to make up with her.and the outher night i got a privte call on my cell that no one has the number to

Long Distance
Long Distance Relationships I've been noticing people asking questions about having a long distance relationship and if true love is possible or not. I strongly believe that anyone can have a long distance relationship. how the 2 truly feel about eachother is another story. What makes a long distance relationship strong? honesty, love and care towards both people. now bad times are to be expected throughout a relationship and if you love someone enough you'll work on the issue yourself along with your partner to make sure it's resolved, walking away doesn't solve anything, it just shows that you don't love that person like you claimed you did. issues come up, resolve them than carry on, however as you carry on and as the 2 can resolve problems/issues together you will notice the relationship getting stronger, the love will be burning lol. if people say "how can you love someone that's miles away from you" it's quite simple. you love someone for who they are, not just what

Please Pray
subject: PLEASE PRAY date: 2008-07-13 07:45:50 I NEED EVERYONE ON FUBAR TO PLEASE GOTO THIS PROFILE AND SEND YOUR PRAYERS TO THIS MAN. HE FOUND OUT THREE WEEKS AGO HE HAS INOPERABLE BRAIN CANCER. HE AND HIS FAMILY ALL NEED YOUR PRAYERS AS HE IS IN THE HOSPITAL! http://fubar.com/user/218223

Christmas Sux...
I AM NOT FINE Current mood: gloomy Christmas Sux.... no, let me rethink that remark. "Christmas" does NOT suck. Lights, trees, decorations, music, bells, little kids giggling.... these are magical. The celebration of God's promise to mankind most definately DOES NOT suck. The momentary increase in general goodwill to man does not suck. The pretense, even for just one day, that all is well in this world does not suck. It is my attitude that sux. My selfish attitude. Yes, grief is the most selfish attitude one can have. All I think about is me.. what I once had...and have no longer. I think of all the Christmas's we shared... wonderful, special times. Then I think that I will enjoy no more with My Best Friend. There is no joy. There is no happiness. There is no magic. There is only sadness and an exquisite pain in my soul. Seeing your happiness exaggerates my misery. Hearing your joy magnifies the silence in my heart. Yet, I am not heartless. You, of all p

Nothing In General
Looking through the melting glass As time chooses how fast to pass. I wonder why were even here I'm overwhelmed with sudden fear. I try to speak but only mumble The walls around me start to crumble I look down and close my eyes I cant tell the truth from the lies Is this real or just a dream The voice inside me starts to scream The screaming peaks then fades away Tomorrows just another day.

The Contract
The Contract The time of the old-fashioned "Til Death Do Us Part" marriage license is over. In this age of Las Vegas marriages and quickie divorces, the time has come for a New Deal. The Prenuptial Agreement was a start, I now bring you the Five-Year Marriage Contract also known as THE ROOKIE DEAL The Rookie Deal is a concept spawned by professional sports. In this application it is used for couples entering their first civil union. All original marriage rules apply. Early Termination of Contract results in Monetary Reimbursement of the Injured Party. (That's right, You Cheat You Pay) Predetermined Arrangements will be made for any Child Care Costs and/or Visitation. After four years of (faithful) marriage both parties are eligible to apply for.... FREE AGENCY The two parties have one month to negotiate a Contract Extension suitable to their respective needs. Hiring a

Organized Religion
OK, this one is honestly just to see how many people I piss off (and to let everybody know I'm an equal opportunity heckler). THE TROUBLE WITH ORGANIZED RELIGION Having a personal relationship with God is a wonderful concept that has been absolutely ruined by organized religion. Somehow, over the centuries control freaks have insinuated their own opinions into the Word to the point that their opinions have become Dogma. So, I give you a few observations. Jehovah's Witnesses: Their Heaven has been full since 1978. Buddhism: Right. Just sit there. Everything will be OK. Right. Mormons: Sorry, I take the Black Thing personally. They can kiss my ass. Judaism: Whole religion, half a book. Islam: The phrase Improvised Explosive Device is not in the Quran. Some of you are a little off track. Hindu: Who in their right mind wants to spend the Afterlife as a cow? Catholicism: I cant even say anything w/o sounding like I'm piling

God Is Not A Woman
....but the Holy Trinity has a woman involved. The Holy Ghost is an alias for the supreme First Lady. The King James translators didn't like saying "the Father, the Son, and Michelle". A Kingdom of Heaven without women sounds...kinda gay. Those early Catholics had issues with women. So yes, there was a female presence in the universe before the Garden of Eden. There is no other way to explain dolphins or the color pink. Dad built it, Mom decorated it, and Junior is the main liason with the tenants. Simple. And now for the other extreme. This one is easy too, I have a list. If God Was A Woman 1. Chocolate would be a vegetable 2. Dolphins would have no natural enemies 3. All prayers would be answered immediately. In person. In detail. Even if the answer was No. 4. She would be on CNN more than Britney Spears and Angelina Jolie combined. A Goddess could not go 2000 years without talking out loud. 5. T

The Plunger
The Plunger I will now issue a response to women worldwide who have complained for sooo long about the toilet seat being left up. Granted, it is an annoying habit but you ladies do annoying things too. For instance..... "Dammit woman, where is the plunger???" After doing some research I have discovered that a lot of women for some odd reason dont keep their plungers in the bathroom. I have found them in all sorts of odd places...hall closets, stairways, the washtub in the basement next to the washing machine(my GOD)...everywhere but next to the toilet where it belongs. True, this is not all women, just like its not all guys with the toilet seat...but its just as annoying! So for future reference: the spare tire goes in the trunk, the fire extinguisher goes in the kitchen, the flashlight and candles go in the hall closet, and the plunger...goes in the bathroom. And the next time you're about to complain about a toilet seat ask youself...."Where did leave the

Remember
As we near the Holidays, let us never FORGET those men and women that put their lives on the line everyday, so we can sit at home with our families. Not only those in the military, but the police officers, firefighters, EMT's and Paramedics, and any public servents that are out there away from their families and friends, so we can be with ours. These folks sacrifice so much through the year, and they all say the same thing..."It's my job". God bless those folks, I for one will never FORGET! Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year to ALL!!

Christmas Poem
A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I

Lcd - Plasma - Or Projector Tv???
40" or even 42" systems are good. but most want to know what "brands" that r the best. SAMSUNG which has "stealth" surround sound---the best out there..via Consumner reports, and LC which is also good. Forget alot of the other brands -but many are close but still not as good. Samsung is the LCD i own and very good. sound is unbelievable and picture can be adjusted multiple ways. Plasma is good for 5 years so not worth it really for many people. Let them get better maybe until you wud get one. The ULTIMATE system is a SCREEN with a "line tripler" in combo for it with a projector as an attached unit. The QUALITY is FAR supperior to ANYTHING available. Compare units + screens (INDIANA where the best ones are made---GOOGLE it), and u will have a great system for under $1000. For sum reason the technology for "screens" from the 1950's and early 60's remained only with a firm in Indiana that continues to use crushed diamond on surface for superior viewing and clarity. P

The Worst Bithrday Ever
Well it finally happened. I turned the big four zero. 40. I didn’t think I would make it too see 40. They say (who ever “they” are) that some people have trouble adjusting to 40. I mean how bad can it be, right? Well I’ll tell you.... It’s the worst birthday ever!!! I work for the government in a physical joy and I am required to have a physical exam. Conducted every year at our birth month. I did, and this time the doc recognized my normally abnormal ECG as some thing to worry about. She pulled my weapons and restricted me from duty. I can’t do anything until I am cleared by a cardiac specialist. The army doc seams to think it is something called Bragada syndrome... If your not famillure with Bragada syndrome look it up. It’s a bad thing. I’m very worried about it. My wife and our kids are sick, and have been for almost two weeks with some flu, that I had for nearly that long myself. I am over it now ...they are not. Since every one was sick we couldn’t celebrate in a

Merry Christmas
To all my friends and fans i wish you a merry christmas and a happy new year and i hope that all your dreams and wishes come true my heart is with you all!! thanks for all the rates and comments that have been given to me this yr and i will try to return the faver!! with love carl bdc

Holidays
Hi Everyone. I would like to wish all my friends and family a Very Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year. I hope you all have a wonderful time celebrating christmas with your families. Let's also spare a thought for those kids who might not be getting any presents this christmas. Lots of Love from Willie xoxoxoxooxox Sexy Comments Galore!

Scars
You always wonder "what if" through out your whole life no matter the situation. But you must remember where you came from. You see your past is what built you into the person that you are today. Do not worry about "what if", just know that you are here and live for the moment. Things have a way to work out one way or another without your control. So remember the scars in your life is a reminder that the past is real. Just as real as you are in this world. They say not to look back at your history, but you need to every now and then just for a refresher. You are strong, you are who you are because of your scars. I know, I have plenty.

Holiday's...
I want to wish everyone a Happy Holiday's and a Happy New Year. I will also be taking a bit of time off from here and if you want to get in touch those who know how to get in touch with me by phone or IM's. I have been here off and on for a bit but now is a time for a big change in my life and if everything goes as planned it'll work out for the better. So I'll see you around and I hope everyone holidays are good and safe! BK

The Christmas Elf Massacre
The Christmas Elf Massacre Buy me a beer if you want the story told Of why I moved down South from the frost and cold. Why I'm knee deep in therapy, liquor, and pills. Why I've given up charity in lieu of cheap thrills. Why I loathe mistletoe, fruitcake and bells -- And why I'll celebrate Xmas when it freezes in hell. You'll never see this elf make angels in snow. Hey thanks for the booze – so I guess here it goes: "Twas the night after Christmas in the North Pole No creatures were stirring, not one lousy soul. Santa's house appeared eerily silent But inside the fat man was hungry, was violent . This workshop of toys for kids of all ages Was filled with elves quaking in cages. Who woke up from their long winter's naps To find themselves snared in a devious trap. Hours before I had been bingeing on nog Passed out under the bed, I spied the whole saga. I saw all my brothers rounded up in cages. Sleepy victims of wicked midnight rampages. T

Upload Pix
I have wanted to upload some pix for a little while now, and especially since I got a new tattoo and piercing last night. I want to show off my Maggotry, but I cannot. My whole page freezes, and it stays almost fully black. It's so annoying because it's been going on for like 2 months straight now. Can anyone help me figure out what's wrong? It only seems to happen on CT.

The Apology Blog
Prelude: Well this a Public apology to Witoka (Deanna)an to others that This latest Ranting by me might of hurt.We have been doing to many aurguements over Morphs.Well on Fiday night, where I live we had a Pre Christmas Party.I drank enough for many.jagermeifter,white russians,beers.after the Party was over I came to Fubar to Rip the Morphs,I was promised well being 3 sheets to the wind,an Blind I did not see the Morphs in her Photos,or my folder I had asked her to create for me. So I was so Pissed with the Alcohol doing the Talking I told her I wanted an fu Divorce.An when I came on saturday It was Granted. Deanna an I have been Friends on fubar,it seems like forever.She was my last recruit from when I Founded L.R.L. Society of Wolves.Which I kinda lost in a Merge.Then finally Settling on Kingdom of Wolves. I have had many Morphers since doing the Bombing Family.Deanna is Certainly the Best.I Desire the Best Morphs possible for my Bomber

Nice Guys Finsh Last At Everything
just dont pay to be nice to women anymore cause all they want is badboys and sexy guys and thats it not normal and nice guys like tired of being respectful to women an being nice to them and for what nothing i know am boring guy and all but thats me as soon as sexy guy comes alongs its like for get u oh well the hell with it am nice guy u dont like it to bad

Incognito
glitter-graphics.com Ok so you hide behind the mask,and dare not to peek.You bury your soul in a thought and you dont let a mere second of an intermost conception dare to open the door.Your blood runs through a heated moment that time allowed.You grab a small chance to be happy,Yet you dont let go of all that lies behind the colorful visage.The tears of uncertanity,trails behind the covers of the undecided coarse,that was planned way before your time on earth began.You walked among the heart,that promise you.forever,and you,forget that all it took was to take from the covers,the one thing that would undo the masquerade.Honesty.

Jus Me
Heya all, I figured I would make my first blog ever!! Aren't u xcited?? haha...Anyway, no one on here knows what I'm about...So I thought I'd tell u bout me in a blog...I am 36 yrs old...gettin old already!! MEH.... I have three beautiful children which are in my pics...MY oldest son is 17yrs old, my daughter is 14 yrs old, and my younger son is 8...So I'm a very busy mom!! I don't cyber...as I have respect for myself and i xpect respect out of everyone else..I'm a quiet person until I get pissed off than look out!! I can b a bitch at x's but can't we all??? I don't give out my messenger name so plz don't ask for it..if i want u to have it i will give it to u...I have a big heart that gets stomped on by men who r not with it entirely...so i'm not lookin for anything .... I am seeing someone ... he has had my heart for over a yr now..but i'm too the point where i don't give a shit anymore..he treats me good some dayz and some dayz he is an azz!!! Jus like a man...no offense to any of

Gold Paper
I just got this from my Mom , And wanted to share it with everyone , You may repost this if you wish . Gold Wrapping Paper' The story goes that some time ago a mother punished her five year old daughter for wasting a roll of expensive gold wrapping paper. Money was tight and she became even more upset when the child used the gold paper to decorate a box to put under the Christmas tree. Nevertheless, the little girl brought the gift box to her mother the next morning and then said, 'This is for you, Momma.' The mother was embarrassed by her earlier overreaction, but her anger flared again when she opened the box and found it was empty. She spoke to her daughter in a harsh manner. 'Don't you know, young lady, when you give someone a present there's supposed to be something inside the package?' She had tears in her eyes and said, 'Oh, Momma, it's not empty! I blew kisses into it until it was full.' The mother was crushed.

Godfather!
What else can I say but thank you to ALL of my family and friends and even friends of friends for helping me get to godfather!!!!! This is a SUPER birthday present five days early! I have said many times that I have absolutely the BEST FRIENDS ON FUBAR!!! This is so sweet...thank you all so much again!!!!

Hahaha
So today I was with my family doing some last minute shopping. We were headed home on the highway doing about 75 MPH when I noticed this pick up truck coming up fast behind me. It was a 2 lane highway and I was in the left lane. I got into the right lane and let him pass me, when he did I looked over to see that it was 2 punk ass looking teenagers looking for trouble. It was raining and not the best time to drive like a putz! Right after this idiot passed me he got in front of me so I switched back into the left lane. The right lane got backed up and I passed him then I got into the right lane a 1/4 mile down the road to make my exit. about 1/2 a mile before my exit I see these idiots coming up nest to me. They pulled along side of me and then the driver dropped the hammer. I saw his truck take off in front of me and then he lost control. This dummy must have been looking back at me and his 2 driver side tires went off the road into the mud. He was all over the road spinning and

How Doyou Show Interest In A Woman With Out Being To Foward.
I've been single for about 4 yrs now and i'm looking to fall in love with someone again and i'm a lil lost in how to go about showing my interest with out scaring the lady away. I'm out goiong but i'm also shy to a point. i don't want to come of being to strong on the relationship part of the getting to know a special lady. I find my self apologizing for being straight up and honest on my intentions because i feel like they may be pushing the fine line of interested and being overpowering. I need a little advice all is welcome and thank you to whom ever answers. finally happy holidays. Sincerely Frank

Family Issues
ok my brothers and i havent always seen eye to eye in fact the one im closest to has really fucked me over time and time again but i just found out that he just went to iraq now im struggleing with the fact that im really mad at him for the past but im afraid that he wont come back home

Christmas
What i think is that we need to keep sayin Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year. I really upsets me that the schools can,t decorate anymore. I think that the ediots behind this crap should just move to the middle of the ocean. Thank you and I hope u have a very Merry Christmas

Rose
A lovely rose with petals soft A scent so sweet and light So beautiful a flower With colors shining bright. But something not so savory About the fragrant rose - The thorns, so sharp upon the stem, That sharpen as it grows. Yet still lovely is the flower Despite the thorns that prick Just as life and love are sweet They too have thorns that stick. But do not fear to live or love, Life's not exempt from pain - So pick a rose, you may get hurt, But you will also gain!

Sex Application
REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. LET THE FUN BEGIN........ Your Name: Age: Favorite position: 1. Do you think I'm cute?. 2. Would you have sex with me? 3. lights on or off? 4. Would you have to be drunk? 5.Would you take a shower with me? 6.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 7.Would you leave after or stay the night? 8.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 9.Condom or skin? 10. Have sex on the first date? 11.Would you kiss me during sex? 12.Do you think I would be good in bed? 13. Would you use me as a booty call? 14.Can I use you as a booty call? 15.Can we take pictures of the act? 16.How long would we have sex? 17.Would you tell your friends about me? 18.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 19.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THIS BACK TO YOU

Year End
As the year is getting ready to end I had to reflect on things that happened in 2007. We are still fighting a war that none of us understands but, God bless the men and women that are laying down their lives everyday so that we all may be free. There are some brave men and women to protect everyone like they do. No greater sacrifice is there for a man to lay down their life for someone else. That is what those brave men and women are doing for all of us. We Thank the Troops so much. This year I heard of more women getting missing and their husband are the suspects. All the women out there and you can't live without this one. They don't realize what they are doing to the children when the wife/mother is gone. The child is going to be left with neither of you in their live. Think about what you are doing. You may be able to live without your wife but, what about your child. Where I live their where children getting killed and being left at hospitals. How could you possible kill you

Why Me?!?
This blog is just to get all this shit off my chest! Why do people have to take other people's kids away? My oldest son got taken away from my husband and I by my Grandmother & we still don't really know why. She is being a such a bitch to us & I just wanna take our son & move to Georgia where my Dad, Mom & Sister are but I know I can't do that cuz she has permanent gardianship of my son at this point in time & that would be considered kidnapping. I just feel like nothing is going right & that we will never get our son back even tho people tell us that we will it just takes some time. I don't want it to take time I want my son NOW! Why can't I have him NOW?!? Tomorrow is Christmas Eve & we will only be able to get to see him for 1 HOUR that's it...I don't think that is right but I can't do nothing about it. I just want to tell her what I think of her but I know that I can't. My Mom, Sister, & Dad are my support system thru this whole ordeal besides my husband & they help alot by talkin

Shit
i tell ya everything turns to shit this time of year people go crazy kill others break up with long time loves and pretty much shit on each other except on christmas ever ones nice and will tolerate people but after the 25 they'er just as mean and hateful as they are the rest of the 12 month in our calander the other 11 months everythings normal. did you know in the state of iowa people get in fights in the malls more often between dec. 3 and jan. 3 i mean i thought this month was for giving not taking unless your giving the punches for xmas then i must be crazy and then you have to look at life in genral there is way to much drama and way to many games going on in relationships in friendships i dont know when life turned to shit but it is shit now and will be shit forever

The Eve Of Destruction
The Eve Of Destruction By Judith Moriarty © Copyright 2007 9-19-7 "The eastern world it tis explodin', violence flarin', bullets loadin' ah, you don't believe we're on the eve of destruction" If I were given unlimited power, money, and the unknowing assistance of multitudes of pawns, players, shills, toadies, lap dogs, etc; to take down a nation, how would I do it? Common sense says, first I would want to control that nation's monetary system with the unlimited ability to tax the population (incurring massive debt) into servitude. I might name my monetary system with an official-sounding title that would fool the multitudes into thinking I was an official governmental agency - and not a private banking cartel. I would institute various programs of entitlement to entrap and make the citizenry dependent on various handouts - thus killing their incentive to work, but most of all to control dissent. One doesn't bite the hand that feeds them. I would give robber baro

Divorced
Well, last night i got a phone call from my wife, she is in kentucky and i am stationed in hawaii. i am an infantry soldier in the US Army. but any who i got a phone call from her lastnight telling me that she wanted a divorce. so there wasnt much i could say except okay. lol so i guess i am gonna be a single man. which isnt gonna be hard i mean i have been here alone for two years now so im pretty well used to it. but it still sucks ass you know. well thanks for listening ttyl keith

Gold Paper
I copied this from my friend Tom. And wanted to share it with everyone. You may repost this if you wish. Gold Wrapping Paper' The story goes that some time ago a mother punished her five year old daughter for wasting a roll of expensive gold wrapping paper. Money was tight and she became even more upset when the child used the gold paper to decorate a box to put under the Christmas tree. Nevertheless, the little girl brought the gift box to her mother the next morning and then said, 'This is for you, Momma.' The mother was embarrassed by her earlier overreaction, but her anger flared again when she opened the box and found it was empty. She spoke to her daughter in a harsh manner. 'Don't you know, young lady, when you give someone a present there's supposed to be something inside the package?' She had tears in her eyes and said, 'Oh, Momma, it's not empty! I blew kisses into it until it was full.' The mother was crushed. She fell on her knees and put her arms around he

Merry Christmas My Friends
TO ALL MY FRIENDS, MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR, I TRIED GOING THRU THE LIST TO GET YOU ALL BUT DARN, THERE ARE SOO MANY FRIENDS THAT IT WOULD TAKE ME A WEEK,, GUESS I SHOULD OF STARTED EARLY HUH?? LOL, ANYWAY HAVE A SAFE AND MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE ON MY LIST.. LOVE YA ALL... BRATT Create cool Profile Comments

F.y.i.
i aint gonna be on this site much for the next 6 months cuz im on house arrest but if you hit me in my yahoo email with yo number i might be able to call you..... xdatxonexcrystalx@yahoo.com i can check that email on a regular so holla at me!!!

Song #1
Song 1: Everything I Wasnt Current mood: Heartbroken Everything I Wasnt: You said i made you happy, You said you loved me till death, I treated you like a queen and let nothing bad happen, but all i got in return was heart break and depression, All i wanted was to make you happy, i guess that wasnt good enough, all i wanted was to see you smile, i guess i wasnt good enough, we broke it off, you found another, he broke ur heart and i jumped to try again for you, you say i love you more, and to me that doesnt work, i need a girl to love me, even if i am ugly, i know its hard to ask for, i know i rush things, but all i want in life is, to be with you, and i want to be with you until my life ends, i guess its to late for that, since i ruined it forever, i was sad but not no more, because i accepted it. i accepted that i ruined it, i accepted that i fucked us over, now i have to live with the fact, that i lost someone i loved so very much. -Josh I know

Thoughts...
Today is the day before christmas eve... maybe i could be better if i do somethings my man wants, maybe i should just get a cell. or just leave here and go with him. i know i make him happy but my thoughts are killing me. who cares.... i will figure it out.

Fubar Dictionary
fubar Dictionary Alerts – fubar generates audio and text alerts for the variety of member interactions. Turn up your speakers and keep track of your Alert Box to see what’s going on with your friend network. Alert Box – Your Alert Box is located on the top of your homepage and keeps track of all of your alerts. Avatar – a member’s main photo which is displayed on their profile. Block – Blocking a member prevents another member from messaging you, commenting on your page, bulletins, blogs, stashes, etc. The blocked member is also no longer able to rate your pictures or profile. Bouncer – Bouncers are volunteers from the fubar community who have been selected by fubar staff to help moderate and assist members with any questions they might have. All Bouncers have Orange colored name tags. BRB – Be Right Back Bulletin – A Bulletin is a message that can be sent to all of your Friends or all of your Friends and Fans. To send a bulletin, click on the MY BULLETIN BOARD link

About Me
Well lets see i am 39 and have 3 kids. 2 boys and 1 girl. I live in Texas. I am on here to meet new ppl and have fun. I am married so NO i am not on here to meet any new men I have 1 and thats enough for me. If you would like to get to know me better please fill free to add me or send me a message. Thanks and may God Bless You All....cyaaaaaaaa

Happy Holidays
hey everyone, just wanted to wish everyone merry christmas and hope all goes well and stay safe! i didn't even know this site had a blog thingy untill now :P, but like i say, i'm slightly new and learning slowly on here. lots to learn about on here and tons of new people to meet! :) well, take care and talk to you soon! angie

Jeffffoxworthys Take On Texas
If someone in a Lowe's store offers you assistance and they don't work there, you may live in Texas. If you've worn shorts and a parka at the same time, you may live in Texas If you've had a lengthy telephone conversation with someone who dialed a wrong number, you may live in Texas If "Vacation" means going anywhere south of Dallas for the weekend, you may live in Texas If you measure distance in hours, you may live in Texas If you know several people who have hit a deer more than once, you may live in Texas If you install security lights on your house and garage, but leave both unlocked, you may live in Texas If you carry jumper cables in your car and your wife knows how to use them, you may live in Texas If the speed limit on the highway is 55 mph -- you're going 80 and everybodys passing you, you may live in Texas If you find 60 degrees "a little chilly", you may live in Texas If you actually understand these jokes, and forward them to al

The Ultimate Naughty Quiz
The ULTIMATE NAUGHTY QUIZ! Fill it out and send it to me in a message, and repost to see what people put for you! 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Dick/Boob Size: 4. Favorite position (s) ? 5. Do you think i'm hot? 6. Would you have sex with me? 7. lights on or off? 8. Would you have to be drunk? 9. Would you take a shower with me? 10. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 11. Would you leave after or stay the night? 12. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 13. Condom or skin? 14. Do you give Oral pleasures? 15. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 16. Have sex on the first date? 17. Would you kiss me during sex? 18. Do you think I would be good in bed? 19. Would u have a 3-some with me? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is fore play to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Would you send me nude pics if I gave you my email

But That Was Long Ago...
I was born April 26,1966.The oldest of four girls.Never knew my dad but was raised by my step dad. I remember i used to sit out in my back yard,stare up at the moon and sing to my Mr. Right.I felt in my heart he could hear me and maybe still does...maybe. I was the type that liked to play in the woods and build forts.My mom would always have to call me in not send me out.I was a cowgirl from day one.Every little girl loves horses and i'm no different. I went thru school fairly simply..the type that never studied much.I was in band,flag corp and R.O.T.C. I met my ex husdand in jr,high.It was love at first site.We got married when i was 16 and him 18.After graduation we had our family started.I absolutely worshipped the ground he walked on.I did everything in my power to keep our little family together. He was quite the ladies man.He managed to sleep with 18 women in our 21 years of marriage one of which was my sister.I forgave him for all of them.In my mind sex isn't what made a mar

Fubar The Drink
The new FUBAR drink is the best drink out there BAR-NONE! FUBAR (www.getfubar.com) mixed with Rum or Vodka is unreal...it blows redbull and vodka away! The best part is, FUBAR is made with Young Coconut Water and is a natural HANGOVER remedy! Be young (in mind), have fun (in moderation), drink FUBAR (www.getfubar.com) 1369

Poem
The streets soon blur our vision our goals our morals our friends our enemies. You say you know me understand me want me love me The alleys I ran as a child you never knew, you even fear to see them. The friends I buried never touched you So how can you know me understand me want me love me The streets have blurred my friends my enemies my family.

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immortalized i lay lost in a dream no more you and me it seems but yet i hold on to afraid to lose what i have what is it that i have that i dont even know but it holds me still trapt in the past reaching through the cage i feel what could be but succluded here ive gone blind ive lost sight of all else that could be these strings youve tied to me never released when you left i lay wrapped immobile nothing to move except nerves in my head watching dreams fade away into nothing im left with nothing

Auction Info
playpen auction December 28th ~ 8:00 Pm est ~rules~ SERIOUS BIDDERS ONLY... ALOT OF TIME AND EFFORT WENT INTO THIS. PLEASE READ BEFORE YOU BID!!!! 1. NO DRAMA, VIOLATORS WILL BE BLOCKED 2. ALL BIDDERS MUST HAVE A VERIFIED SALUTE 3. REAL CASH OVER RIDES VIRTUAL CASH AND PRIZES...(WE HAVE A BREAK DOWN OF WHAT WE FEEL IS FAIR) CASH VALUE IN FU BUCKS STICKY = 125,000 1 TICKER = 125,000 4 Tickers = 500,000 1 DAY BLAST = 200,000 3 DAY BLAST = 300,000 7 DAY BLAST = 750,000 30 DAY BLAST = 1,250,000 1 Month Vip = 300,000 3 Month Vip = 900,000 6 Months Vip = 1,800,000 1 Year Vip = 3,6000,000 HAPPY HOUR = 2,500,000 4. THE BIDDER MUST GIVE 1/2 OF ANY FU BUCKS TO THE AUCTIONEER WHO AUCTIONED THEM OFF AND THE OTHER HALF TO THE PERSON YOU WON BEFORE RECEIVING YOUR PRIZE. 5. THE PERSON WHO YOU WIN HAS 1 WEEK TO FULL FILL OBLIGATION TO BE DECIDED ON BY BOTH PARTIES. (THIS IS BECAUSE SOMETIME YOU CANT TALK AT THAT TIME OR NEED TO GET CAMERA FOR PICS AND ALSO YO

Carrying Your Heart
i carry your heart with me(i carry it in my heart)i am never without it(anywhere i go you go,my dear;and whatever is done by only me is your doing,my darling) i fear no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true) and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant and whatever a sun will always sing is you here is the deepest secret nobody knows (here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows higher than soul can hope or mind can hide) and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)

In You
How can I tell you about my love for you? The passions you have stirred in my spirit are more varied than the brilliant hues glowing as the evening sunsets … An internal inferno blazes in the deepest recesses of my soul … Kindled by the harmonious music of your precious voice falling upon my eager ears In You … I find myself … My true essence … You created a better me … a person I never knew existed … A person you set free by your empowering love … In You … I am complete … Whole, for the first time in my life … Our oneness is perfection … An unquenchable thirst in my soul is drenched by your love In You … I find my freedom … Independence in my dependence upon you … I am a captive held by the bonds of your overpowering love … Yet, in that captivity are wings to fly high into the heavens of exquisite delight In You … I find everything … Without you … I am lost.

I Hear You
I hear you. Is that you? Your breath mingles with mine. I whisper your name – so soft. I feel my love for you Reaching out with invisible arms, To bring you even closer to me. Your warmth fans the flames Of my complete happiness. I taste the tear that escapes Mingled with the curve of my lips. And I know, as I flow into slumber, That you have completed me. And our love created rightness, Together - all because of you.

My Love
Look into my eyes and tell me that you care i don't need anything else aslong as you are there gaze into my heart and tell me what you see do you see yourself? because that is where you'll always be whisper in my ear and tell me that you're mine I want it to be kept that way until the end of time stare into my soul and tell me that I'm yours I promise it will stay that way no matter what's in store look into my eyes, gaze into my heart, stare into my soul, and tell me that we'll never part my love

Lost Within
I cannot see beyond the shadows of my mind. I am lost within the past,a life that I destroyed. I cry out from the pain that penetrates my soul. How could I have left you so alone, so cold? You said I brought color to your world, but you had brought hope and love into mine. You taught me how to dream again, to believe in forever. I lost our dream.I turned away from you, coldly I denied you. I shattered our world without a second thought or a care in the world. I reach out for you, but you only turn away. I call to you, but you only walk faster. I took your love for granted and turned our life inside out and now, you no longer want me, no longer need me. I took your colors so bright and beautiful and turned them to black. Please, listen to me, believe me, allow me back into your world so that together we can share shades of grey.

Vip
ok all here is the deal i got a little over a week left on my vip so here is what i am proposing i will each day i have left on it choose one of my friends to use all 100 of my 11s on... i will only choose from those of my friends that actually show love so if you want your chances of having 100 11s used on you in one day then you know what to do. now please remember for me to do this you musy have a total of at least 99 photos, stash items, blogs etc.... so comeone by and show some luv and get well rewarded luv u guys

What Is It With Cheaters?
Why do men and women cheat knowing that it will hurt the one they are with?.. and men try to get laid by women who are already with someone i pisses me off that people cheat and think they won't get caught....the end

I Walk Alone
Alone and in the dark Shadows Is where I am meant to be For that is my chosen path From far and long ago I shall walk my chosen path Within the Darkest Shadows Always alone and freed from worry I walk alone yet hold you close As you are a dear friend to me So that I may guard over you And let no harm come to you Hidden within the Shadows That are all around you I shall always watch and protect you As is my one true duty for you Yet alone and in Darkest Shadows Is where I shall remain For this is my chosen path From so very long and far ago

Recipe For New Year's Punch
Recipe for New Year's Punch !! Take yourself; peel off layers of egotism and self-pity; Cut out seeds of unkind thoughts and unhappy emotions. Remove all prejudices and worries. To this add one firm belief that life's worth living. Mix well with one practical idea that you are somebody. Season with a sense of humor and optimism. Sweeten with love. Then add one strong determination to live at your highest every hour of the day, come what may. Let effervesce for 365 days. Garnish with smiles and pleasant words. Serve with gentleness and courage. Note the effect. Happy New Year.

Just My Thoughts
This is just some of my current thoughts...if you don't really care about reading complete randomness then go somewhere else. If you don't like cuss words and think that things should be marked NSFW because of them this is for you," GO FUCK YOURSELF!" This is an adult website lets act like it your fucking pussies. If you don't like it go to myspace or somewhere else but here. Sorry to any woman I might have offended right then. My thoughts are random deal with it. Do I use proper punctuation most of the time no. I just keep one continuous paragraph with many thought in it. There might be spelling errors on this oh well, I don't spell words that well. Some might say why do you make this public and not private it is because I don't really care what others think about me because I speak what is on my mind. If you have ever talked to me on here you know that I don't sugar coat anything and that I hate that. I am so confused right now as far as what to do about everything that it going on

My Mother
This will be the Sixth Christmas I will spend without my mother. I miss her so much everyday, but even moreso this time of year. I still miss her just as much today as i did the day she passed. In Memory Of Wanda Sue Adams My mother was a precious gift to me, I love and miss her so much, A wonderful mother of three. Certain thoughts enter my mind, Now that she's gone and I'm left behind. So many times I didn't say "Thank You" or "I love you," Somehow I guess I thought she already knew. I learned about patience and love from her, Cherish the moments-she taught me that too. But now she's gone forever, And I'm left with painful tears, Along with all the memories of those happy, joyful years. She was the greatest mother I know, In my eyes, she was the best, I know that prayers are answered, Cause I was truly blessed. And tho everyday I miss her, And long to see her face, I will thank the Good Lord for his loving grace. For God alone could see, The share of pa

Written By Cowgilrinpink For The Firefighters Hall
FIRST AND FOREMOST I'D LIKE TO TAKE THE TIME TO SAY THAT I THINK THE FIREFIGHTERS HALL LOUNGE IS A GREAT PLACE TO HANG OUT AND IT STANDS FOR SOMETHING GREAT, STANDS FOR OUR TRUE AMERICAN HEROES AT THE END OF THE DAY TO GO TALK ABOUT YOUR DAY OR NIGHT WHETHER YOU JUST CAME HOME FROM FIGHTING A FIRE, OR COMING HOME AFTER SAVING ANOTHERS LIFE OR COMING HOME FROM A LONG DAY OF SEARCH AND RESCUE, THE POINT IS THAT ALL OF YOU ALL FIREFIGHTERS,EMTS,PARAMEDICS,WHAT EVER PROFESSION YOU MAY BE IN YOU ALL DO THE SAME JOB YOU SAVE LIVES EVERYDAY PEOPLES LIVES LIKE MINE. THIS LOUNGE WAS CREATED FOR OUR FIRST RESPONDERS A PLACE WHERE THEY COULD GO AND SIT AN RELAX AND TALK ABOUT HOW THEIR DAYS WENT, I DONT WANT TO SEE THIS LOUNGE CLOSE BECAUSE IT REALLY STANDS FOR SOMETHING IMPORTANT AND DON'T FORGET THIS LOUNGE IS MADE UP OF FIRE FIGHTERS EMTS PARAMEDICS AND IN ORDER TO MAKE THIS LOUNGE WORK AND LAST IT'S GOTTA BE A TEAM EFFORT TO KEEP IT GOING THERE SHOULDN'T BE ANY CARRYING ON TAKE PRIDE

Her Truth
Her Beauty is a spotlight Brilliantly bright and easy to see From a safe distance I can ponder What flavor of bliss is she? As long as I stay out of her light I can sit, watch and Wonder What pure delight, What a magnificent sight Just watching her creates this longing in me that grows steadily into a hunger To see her is to want her I should and I would Do anything, Give anything, Say anything just to touch her just to hold her just to taste her I would if I could and I should She smiles at me and the world falls away When she casts her light on me I am breathless Held captive, chained and restrained in the reflection of her eyes I sit and I stare caught up in her gaze, my mind all a haze I am spellbound, bewildered and mesmerized I bathe in her radiance and the truth of her Shines right through me Just one look I am forced to ask What is this woman doing to me? There exists on her lips a promise of ecstasy In her eyes I am lost and All my words ha

Merry Christmas
Hoping this note finds you well and ready for this great day... As a friend of mine you are of high value to me and even if i do not keep in contact as much as i like you are thought of often with fondness in my heart. It is because of you and our friendship that my life is a great as it is today and i just wanted to let you know and say thanks.

If All I Had To Love You With...
If all I had to love you with was.. My Mind I'd envelop you in warm thoughts and imagine us in a place far away from want or care, we'd be alone together with just the knowledge of our love, which is ours alone to share. My Words I would wrap my words around you and cover you in terms of endearment. I'd give you words to comfort you, words excite you, and words to praise you when you just needed to hear it. My Voice I would whisper sweet nothings into your ear. Tell you all of the things that you've wanted to hear. Speak of things that truly matter to me and of how my love for you grew. Reveal my true desires and longing to share them all with you. My Arms and Hands If my hands alone could love you, you'd continually feel my touch. In my tender caress, my loving strokes, and in my grasp you'd feel how much. My affection would become a tangible thing, my embrace a sign of loyalty. In my arms you feel so free and more important than royalty. My Lips My lips are the en

Not Yet...
Not Yet.. There exists in my heart a greatness that has never been measured A place of untapped wonder and unimaginable treasure This piece of my heart is untouched and has not yet been seen It is a place built of fantasies that I've yet to dream. It holds a story of passionate love that has not yet been told about a longing inside of me that has not yet grown cold. Like a diamond that has not yet been pressed from the coal, I have not yet explored the depth of my soul. I have not yet dug deep enough to say I've truly delved and the hunger deep inside me has not yet been quelled. I know that one day A far off someday will come and my world will somehow change. I'll finally meet her and somehow greet her and our hearts will rearrange. She is the dream and I am the dreamer. She holds the key to that deep secret place. She is the word in my soul that I can't erase. In my core I'll feel the stirring and give in to mother nature. There will be rebirth and exp

Goodbye
© By Heather M. Williams At first when we met We said hi Now we're still friends But we've said goodbye I gave you a chance And you rejected You said it's not good right now And you stand corrected You see what you've lost At least I hope you do You see what others can have But not you I don't mean to sound conceited Or vain in any way I'm just merely pointing out What you had, and threw away I liked you a lot I honestly did But did you feel the same? Were there feelings you hid? If you had feelings for me You didn't show it Because things are over now And I didn't know it If you didn't have feelings Then why did you say so When the only person you trust, lies Then where do you go? I just wanted to say Thought you needed to know These feelings I have Need to be let go

Too All The People
I want to tell all the people that are Married in a relationship or Just plain know someone overseas fighting for us this Chistmas My payers are with U all and too all the Troops fighting for Us I want to thank you and Have a great and safe day and Holidays we are all thinking of you MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR.

Am I Alone?
I get a funny feeling, it comes from deep inside. I get all mad and angry, wanting to go and hide. My doctor calls it depression, my dad says it's just me. But the thoughts and feelings, no one will ever be able to see. Some say I'm psycho, some say I'm just weird. It's like I'm a different person, and the old me just disappeared. I get really edgy, I want to commit suicide real bad. Then I get a headache, followed by feeling sad. I wish I could get help, I wish it would go away. Maybe if I keep praying real hard, it will some day.

Last
For everything there must come a last. A last minute, a last hour, a last month, day, or year. A last drink, a last coke, a last tequila, scotch, or beer. A last love, a last heart, a last kiss, hug, or rage... Or even the last words written on a page. But the worst last thing is your last breath because what is to follow will surely be your death.

Xmass
NEED A FAVOR FROM MY FRIENDS.... THIS TIME OF YEAR IS VERY HARD ON MY OLD MAN... MOST OF U DO CHECK HIM OUT CUZ U WANNA SEE WHO HAS CAPTURED MY HEART , HE REALLY CAN USE SOME MORAL AND EMOTIONAL SUPPORT... 15 YRS AGO ON X MAS EVER AN OP WENT SOUTH AND HE LOST MEN.. GOT HIM SELF TAKEN PRISONER... 5 YRS AGO HIS WIFE LEFT HIM AND TOOK THE BOYS.. SO XMASS REALLY HAS NO GOOD MEMORIES.. YA KNO.. I KNO MOST U GUYS JUST WANNA BE MY FRIEND CUZ UR HORNEY...LOL.. TRY BEING HIS JUST CUZ YEAH, HE CAN BE A STONE COLD SHIT.. ARROGENT AND BELIGERENT..LOL BUT HES HAS A POLAR OPPOSITE SIDE... YEAH ONETHAT ONLY I CAN LOVE..LMAO.. COME ON PEEPS HE AIN'T SO BAD AS HE MAKES OUT.. AND HE IS THE LOVE OF MY LIFE.. SHOW SOME FUBAR FRIENDSHIP... MERRY XMASS TO U ALL AND TY FOR UR FRIENDSHIP...EVEN U MALES WHO JUST THINK W THE LIL HEAD...LOL

Happy Holidays
good morning, with nearly 3000 friends i would have had to start last july 4th to wish each and everyone of you a happy holiday and a fantastic new year. not much of a "god fearing" man, i truly believe in the freedom to believe and worship as one see's fit to. thats america. thats why i want to also take a moment to thanx all our women and men serving in this great country's armed forces. may you all have a great holiday, that is as great as possible knowing what you deal with on a daily basis. may you all return to your family and loved ones soon and safely!! so enuff of the mushy shit, please celebrate smart. drink, don't drive. love, don't hate........in 2008 with love, dirtydano p.s. now that i got that out of the way it's time for a cold one! ta-ta.

She Needs 78000 To Level For A Christmas Present!
Judy(Sweet)Needs 78000 To Level For A Christmas Present! She Went Home For Christmas To Be With Her Daughter And Grand Daughters And She Won't Be Back Until Thursday. It Would Be A Great Christmas Present For Her If We Could Get Her Leveled Before She Gets Back. This Is Her Link: (Sweet) Rider of the Love Machine@ fubar Thanks In Advance To All That Can Help And Have A Very Merry Christmas!

Why I Believe In God......by An 8 Yr Old
HIS ONE IS FABULOUS!!! > >It was written by an 8-year-old named Danny Dutton, who lives in Chula >Vista , CA . He wrote it for his third grade homework assignment, to >"explain God." I wonder if any of us could have done as well. ( and he >had such an assignment, in California , and someone published it. I >guess miracles do happen ! ) > >EXPLANATION OF GOD: >"One of God's main jobs is making people. He makes them t o replace the >ones that die, so there will be enough people to take care of things on >earth. He doesn't make grownups, just babies. I think because they are >smaller and easier to make. That way he doesn't have to take up his >valuable time teaching them to talk and walk. He can just leave that to >mothers and fathers." > >"God's second most important job is listening to prayers. An awful lot >of this goes on, since some people, like preachers and things, pray at >times besides bedtime. God doesn't have time to listen to the radio or >TV because of this

Merry F'ing Christmas!
I swear if my kids make 1 more fucking mess Im calling off Christmas! Everytime I turn around one of the boys is into something! I have now cleaned 2 BIG messes of Aveno Oatmeal bathsoak powder from my floors. I think my middle child climbed up the hall closet and got them down. My youngest spread that crap all over my damn bedroom carpet and now in the livinroom! Im looking everywhere to find more packets but so far I havent found anymore. I finally got my turkey in the brine and I still need to take the kids up to the mall to see Santa. I just want this day over with....hell I want Christmas over with! Ive yelled and spanked and Im almost ready to cry! Im actually considering staying home and let the husband take the kids to my parents to have Christmas tonight. I am so stressed. I want a fucking vacation, with no husband and no kids. Just me and the condo at Cocoa Beach, no television or music...just the sound of the waves crashing. I want to have a week of that!!!!!

Thank You!!
I just want to thank Meowzette and Sky for the pimpouts...never did I think that I would be put in a random pimpout...you two are awesome and thanks to the both of you!! and here they are don't forget to show them luv too!! Meowzette@ fubar ♥ §kÿlar © ♥ Head of Security 4 Centerfolds ♥@ fubar and for those of you that stopped by and showed luv. I hope that i have managed to keep with all of you and returned the love. If I haven't then please let me know and I will be glad to come and return the luv! This brought to you by me : ~JeNn ~ ~ AppleBottomGirl ~@ fubar

Haters
After I posted a Military tribute for all Servicemen and service Women that will not be home for the Holidays. Pretending 2 be Happy left the comment: who cares they chose that Soooo I sent him a shout: I am prete...: i say nuke them all even when our soldiers are there I am prete...: fuck the vets ->I am prete...: You Have YOUR opinion, Thank A vet for the Freedoms, You Obviously take for granted and don't have the Nerve or Testicular Fortitude to Serve a Cause greater than your own... This Hater went into my profile and started to give me a Thumbs Down on all of my stash. Before I could respond, He blocked me like a coward that he is.. I am pretending 2 be happy@ fubar Please go show this guy some real FU-love...

Isn't That Special?!?
I'm off to New Orleans at the end of February and I'm so excited! I'll be meeting a friend who has been a great online bud for a couple of years now. I'm going to miss Mardi Gras, which may be a blessing in disguise, but she said she'd drive me down Bourbon Street anyhow so I could show my boobies...MOM..send bail $$....lmao....

Chrstmas
Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets, so love the people who gives you a chance and treats you right forget about the ones who dont and believe that everything happens for a reason for if you get a chance take it if it changes your life let it nobody said it would be easy thye said it would be worth it.

Great Site For Free Game Stuff
I've used this site and have been very happy with it. I recommend this to all my fellow gamers, but suggest you create a new e-mail addy for it so you don't get junk mail in your normal addy. Have a safe and happy holiday.

Funnies
Hospital regulations require a wheel chair for patients being discharged. However, while working as a student nurse, I found one elderly gentleman already dressed and sitting on the bed with a suitcase at his feet, who insisted he didn't need my help to leave the hospital. After a chat about rules being rules, he reluctantly let me wheel him to the elevator. On the way down I asked him if his wife was meeting him. "I don't know," he said. "She's still upstairs in the bathroom changing out of her hospital gown." __________________________ An elderly gentleman... had serious hearing problems for a number of years. He went to the doctor and the doctor was able to have him fitted for a set of hearing aids that allowed the gentleman to hear 100%. The elderly gentleman went back in a month to the doctor and the doctor said, "Your hearing is perfect. Your family must be really pleased that you can hear again." The gentleman replied, "Oh, I haven't told my family yet. I just sit aroun

# Little Pigs
One day the first grade teacher was reading the story of the Three Little Pigs to her class. She came to the part of the story where the first pig was trying to accumulate the building materials for his home. She read, "...And so the pig went up to the man with the wheelbarrow full of straw and said, 'Pardon me sir, but may I have some of that straw to build my house?'" The teacher paused then asked the class, "And what do you think that man said?" One little boy raised his hand and said, "I think he said 'Holy Shit! A talking pig!'"

Poem Competition
A local newspaper ran a competition asking for a poem with the most romantic first line, but the least romantic second line. Here are the top 12 entries they received: 1. Love may be beautiful, love may be bliss But I only slept with you because I was pissed. 2. I thought that I could love no other Until, that is, I met your brother 3. Roses are red, violets are blue, sugar is sweet, and so are you. But the r oses are wilting, the violets are dead, the sugar bowl's empty, and so is your head. 4. Of loving beauty you float with grace If only you could hide your face 5. Kind, intelligent, loving, and hot This describes everything you are not 6. I want to feel your sweet embrace But don't take that paper bag off of your face 7. I love your smile, your face, and your eyes- Damn, I'm good at telling lies! 8. My darling, my lover, my beautiful wife: Marrying you has screwed up my life 9. I see your face when I am dreaming That's why I always wake up sc

Help Me Plzzzz
to all my friends n fu family, plz go to link i need 6,000 vote by 12/31 for a free blast... thx all you for ur help vote as many times as you can please...thx n luv muah http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=813171&albumid=625301&i=750843341

Live Your Dreams
Live your dreams, don't simply fantasize about them. I like a line from the R. Kelly song, I believe I can fly. It goes, "If I can see it, then I can do it. If I just believe it, there's nothing to it." And that's the key, changing a fantasy into a belief. I've already talked about the power of beliefs in a past blog. If you truly believe something, then it becomes your reality--good or bad! Too many of us live in a "bad reality" state of mind. All it takes is flipping that little switch in your mind. Whenever I feel down or want to throw in the towel in regards to my life path and dreams, I know that it's just my negative thinking switch that's on! Trust me, sometimes it's in the on position for a long time! But, I also know that thoughts are just thoughts and in no way reality unless I make them so. That allows me to flip the switch the other way and begin thinking positively which keeps me moving forward. I do an average of one thousand readings per year. Nearly everyone has s

Gratitude
When we were kids our parents taught us to say "Thank you." At the time most of us did it to keep the peace, or so we could watch our favorite tv show. But back then we did not understand the power behind these words. As adults we may still be a little clueless. It is easy around Christmas time to open up our colorfully wrapped gifts and express thanks. We are holding something tangible, an item that the gift giver took the time to seek out just for us, and present to us in a pretty package. But often the day to day experiences we encounter are taken for granted. In an effort to bring awareness to the gifts that the universe brings to us every day, I will share a partial list of things I am grateful for first thing in the morning: 1. The Sun. When I wake up it is still dark outside. But I know with certainty that the Sun will come out. Sometimes it remains hidden behind a patch of clouds, and sometimes it lights up the whole sky. Either way, the Sun is there always without

Observing
The hardest thing to do is to look at yourself from the vantage point of being an Observer. Having an attitude of gratitude will take you to the place you desire. I am fortunate to have as my companion in this life my wife Amy. Daily I get to observe her beauty and grace as she moves through this life. She can observe me for who I am and thus gets the advantage of seeing me as I am. I on the other hand, have to take a step back and observe myself. To grow you must do the same. As the observer you can ask questions like: Is that how I want people to perceive me? I am doing the best for myself and the people in my life? I am being the most productive I can be at this very moment in time as it relates to my personal growth? If not, then change that. Observing is a growth experience. You will grow by seeing and evaluating the real you. Remember, no matter the circumstances you find yourself in you can create any reality you desire. You are the CREATOR of your life. You have

Merry Christmas
To all of my family, friends, and fans - May you have a Merry Christmas. I thought by posting this blog it would get my wish to you all since I have a huge friends list - I chose to share a special Christmas story with you and I hope that you like it Along with this wish for Christmas I want to wish you all a Happy and Safe New Years. What Christmas Is As We Get Older Author: Charles Dickens Time was, with most of us, when Christmas Day, encircling all our limited world like a magic ring, left nothing out for us to miss or seek; bound together all our home enjoyments, affections, and hopes; grouped everything and every one around the Christmas fire; and made the little picture shining in our bright young eyes complete. And is our life here, at the best, so constituted that, pausing as we advance at such a noticeable milestone in the track as this great birthday, we look back on the things that never were, as naturally and full as gravely as on the things that have b

Passion
You were born with a passion to do something unique with your life. As a divine being it was given you from the infinite supply of the universe. As an unborn child in your mother's womb, you had it swirling all around you, and it lived and breathed inside of you, even before your little lungs developed. It survives by simply being - no thinking required. Passion is a gift from the Universe. It's in you, even though you may have forgotten what it is and how to access it. The key to uncovering your passion is a process. Take a look at this step-by-step process and then actually practice the steps. Before you know it will be living with passion rather than just dreaming about it. 1. Spend more time alone. When you surround yourself with lots of people, or even one very strong individual, it is difficult to know what excites you. It is easy to become influenced if outside energies are stronger than yours. Consider this a time for self-care. Be easy and respectful of yourself. I

The Meaning Of Christmas
When Jesus was born, only a few people realized He was more than a typical infant. The same is true today. Many people attend Christmas Eve services and observe holiday traditions but fail to consider three important questions: Was Jesus really God? Why did He come to earth? What does this have to do with me? Genesis, the first book of the Bible, begins with these words: "In the beginning God . . ." What evidence is there that Jesus existed from the very start? First of all, the fourth gospel opens with a claim of His preexistence: "In the beginning was the Word [that is, Jesus] . . . and the Word was God" (John 1:1, 14). Jesus also testified to His own preexistence when He asked God to glorify Him "with the glory which I had with You before the world was" (John 17:5). A second proof would be His demonstrations of divine power. Jesus caused the blind to see, the lame to walk, and the dead to live again. His own words provide additional evidence. He said, "I and the Father are one"

My Job
I love my new job but it sucks cuz i have 2 work almost all tha holidays...Ive only got 6 days off from work since last month. So tha ppl i work wit decided 2 call in....so they put me on tha schedule 2 work 2day and 2morrow. I jus hope i dont have 2 work new yrs

Why
I dont get it why do some people feel the need to wanna come and tell you how they hate you and stuff .. when they never really knew you to begin with . see I dont let too many people get really close to me and know me for the fact in the end I have been hurt by them ,even after they say they would never do it ..I trust people until the prove me wrong and give me a reason not too ..why would someone who hates you want to be in your blog ..to get attention maybe ..who knows or to have a reason to get you into trouble ..i say i hope they move on and find what makes them happy in life cause obviously i am not it and i cant change how they feel ..i know its kinda an all over the place random thought blog but i have lots on my mind

You Gotta See And Hear This!!!
hello im an r&b artist from michigan . music is my love ,and first born . i invite you to check out my music page . i have a demand sticker located on the myspace page . click on the link if you like me to perform in your city. if not i understand . accept me to be your friend , and lets keep in contact. if i perform in your city and get enough demands in your city ,then maybe we can go to the club or bar , and have a few drinks . hope to hear from you soon , dont get too typsy lol. www.myspace.com/sweetpetite26

The 12 Steps Of Christmas
THE 12 STEPS OF CHRISTMAS 1.Admitted you are powerless over Christmas, and that your life has become unmanageable. 2. Believe that a power greater than consumer credit can restore you to sanity. 3. Decide to turn you will and life over to Santa as you understand him. 4. Make a searching and fearless inventory of your material desires. 5. Admit to Santa, to yourself, and to another human being the exact nature of your size, color preferences, and taste in furniture. 6. Allow Santa to remedy all defects of bank account. 7. Humbly ask Santa to pay off your mortgage. 8. Make a list of everything you want, and be willing to read the instruction manual. 9. Cite model numbers and retail locations wherever possible, except when doing so would require an internet search. 10. Continue to take personal inventory, and when you think of something else you need, add it to the list. 11. Seek through prayer and meditation to

Fantasy Island Vip Resort Giveaway!!
Welcome to Fantasy Island VIP Resort Giveaway!Anyone is welcome to join my new giveaway!The first 6 People who join will receive 500 FuBucks!There will be 5 contestants chosen to win 1,000 FuBucks!One Lucky Winner Will Be Chosen to Win 5,000 FuBucks!The Giveaway will start on December 25, 2007and will end on January 31, 2008All contestants will have to wait till then to find out who WINS PRIZES!There are only a few Rulez to follow!#1: All contestants who join must RATE/FAN/ADD all memberswho have joined before them...including ME!#2: All contestants must join our Lounge and leave a commentin the COMMENT box so that I will know you have done so.>>Click here to join Lounge

Twas The Night Before Christmas
T'WAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE PERSON HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT TO SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKINGS BY THE MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH METAL AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT. OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SOLDIERS WHO WERE WILLING TO FIGHT. SOO

Merry Christmas
Twas the night before Christmas, when all through the house Not a creature was stirring, not even a mouse. The stockings were hung by the chimney with care, In hopes that St Nicholas soon would be there. The children were nestled all snug in their beds, While visions of sugar-plums danced in their heads. And mamma in her ‘kerchief, and I in my cap, Had just settled our brains for a long winter’s nap. When out on the lawn there arose such a clatter, I sprang from the bed to see what was the matter. Away to the window I flew like a flash, Tore open the shutters and threw up the sash. The moon on the breast of the new-fallen snow Gave the lustre of mid-day to objects below. When, what to my wondering eyes should appear, But a miniature sleigh, and eight tinny reindeer. With a little old driver, so lively and quick, I knew in a moment it must be St Nick. More rapid than eagles his coursers they came, And he whistled, and shouted, and called them by name! "Now

N.a.p Not A Real Family
Hello, I'm just sending you a message to tell you that I will no longer be a member of the N.A.P family. I had gotten really sick & was in the hospital for about 2 weeks, I had let Chief Donnie know about my sickness & had asked him to let Robin & Sweet know bout my health problem, which is really serious. When i got outta the hospital & back home I seen that my position as "Spirit Mother" was given away with out any notice. I have talked with Sweet & she seems to think I did something wrong by being hospitalized. But like I said their is no computers in the hospital & as soon as i could I got a friend to bring me a laptop to let someone on here know what happened to me but even with my illness they really dont even care now i'm getting told that she is a better "spirit mother" anyways.. so have fun with the so called "family" heads up tho if you get sick they will turn their backs on you. > Take care!!! IF U STILL WANNA B FRIENDS THEN THATS COOL IF NOT THATS COOL ALSO.. I JUS DONT

New Year New Beginning
Looks like I won't be spending New Years Eve alone like I thought I was going to. An old acquaintance has now become a new friend. He wants to bring the New Year in together and I think that would be just great. He is a sweet guy and just went through a divorce too. Starting the New Year with a new friend is a great way to have a new beginning

The 213 Things Skippy Is No Longer Allowed To Do In The U.s. Army -- Sgt Shawn Stranford
This is an archival copy of http://www.avalanchetankers.us/archives/000058.html which has since gone away The 213 Things Skippy is No Longer Allowed to Do in the U.S. Army SGT Shawn Stanford Once upon a time, there was a SPC Schwarz stationed with the Army in the Balkans. SPC Schwarz was either very clever or very bored; but probably both, since he managed to attempt or be warned about 213 things he wasn't allowed to do. He collected those things into a hilarious list and posted them to the web. The site hadn't been updated in a couple of years and has since gone away; but the list is classic, so I saved it. A couple favorites: 2. My proper military title is 'Specialist Schwarz' not 'Princess Anastasia'. and 191. Our Humvees cannot be assembled into a giant battle-robot. Not allowed to watch Southpark when I'm supposed to be working. My proper military title is 'Specialist Schwarz' not 'Princess Anastasia'. Not allowed to threaten anyone wit

Merry Christmas
It is Christmas Eve and I thought I would get online while I had a little bit of time. We celebrate Christmas on Christmas day while others are celebrating tonight. It is such a wonderful time of year. I wish I could have been in 2 places at once today but being thousands and thousands of miles away wouldn't work out too well. LOL I was there in my heart though. Yes, I did have you on my mind Martin. Peter has been baking the cookies that I make every year. I started making these Pecan Tassies years ago and everyone fell in love with them. They are a little difficult to make and very time consuming. My stepmom called me yesterday and asked if I was making them. I told her the only way we were going to have them tomorrow was if Peter made them because making the crust would have hurt my neck. So he was a wonderful husband and son in law and made them for me. They will be very happy to see and eat them tomorrow! It is like heaven in your mouth. I do have other thi

Clarification
Clarification December 24, 2007 They say that “ignorance is bliss” and I would tend to agree…except for those of us who must endure the ignorance of another. Some say Jesus is a Pisces, some say a Virgo…I don’t give a fuck what sign He was born under, I celebrate Christmas in December as the time of His birth. I’m not ignorant nor am I following the masses. I don’t go to church (organized religion is why I became so confused about Christianity). I don’t blindly accept what preachers tell me (I usually go head to head with them…they think I’m stupid, too). I know what I’ve lived. I know what I’ve seen and where I’ve been. I have doubted my faith on more than one occasion for years at a time. I always come back to the same conclusion…I am a Christian. I’m tired of doubting my faith because of bad circumstances. That’s what it generally amounts to…bad shit happening again. I’m sad for those who think I’m ignorant in my belief. Not because I think you’re doomed t

God Plan
God has a plan for each of us . And I have a feeling that there is such a wonderful plan for you! I pray that the paths you walk and the roads you travel will take you to amazing place> Places where you see the possibilites, where you discover what it's like when dreams come true, and where you come to understand the promise and the potential of all the wonderful qualities insideyou. I pray that God"s plan for you will gradually unfold before you eyes, and that - like guiding lights continually showing the way -you will find glimmers of hope and happiness shining every single day. I pray that the people in your life appreciate what it"s like to be in the presence of someone as special as you are. You have the of gifts that are given to so few.

Love Is When
“LOVE IS WHEN” LOVE IS WHEN TWO PEOPLE ARE ONE WITH EACH OTHER EVEN WHEN HE OR SHE IS RIGHT OR WRONG LOVE IS WHEN YOU FIND THAT “SPECIAL” SOMEONE AND YOU CAN’T SLEEP, EAT, OR THINK STRAIGHT WITHOUT SEEING THEM IN YOURS DREAMS LOVE IS WHEN BEING TOGETHER MEANS EVERYTHING TO THE BOTH OF YOU LOVE IS WHEN YOU LEARN EVERTHING ABOUT THAT PERSON FROM HEAD TO TOE LOVE IS WHEN YOU LEARN WHAT MAKES EACH OTHER SATISFIED LOVE IS WHEN YOU WAKEUP IN THE MORNING WITH THAT SPECIAL PERSON CARESSING YOU LOVE IS WHEN YOU LEARN EVERYTHING THAT THERE IS TO KNOW ABOUT EACH OTHER FROM THE OUTSIDE IN AND THE INSIDE OUT

Happy New Year
I just wanted to take the time out to wish all my friends and family and happy New Year. I hope everyone takes the time to reflect on this past year and to notice what needs to be changed in your life and make that a priority in 2008! Love, learn and live always! I have found what I have been missing in my life and I can't wait to see where it leads me to. My life has had it's ups and downs but I am ready to start over and take care of what I need to take care of to better myself as well as my children. I have so much to offer in life and I'm about to change for the better. I hope you all do the same and know that life is way too short to sit and wonder about things and do nothing about it to change. Let love into your heart and you can move mountains! Thank you to all for being a part of my life and I'll see you in 2008!

Drama Queens......
why is it that some people on this site have to be such queens?? some guy satan shouts me and asks "are you on" my reply "yes why" simple answer yes?? well his response get the pole out of my ass, i am a slut and whore and he did not like the way i answered him. kno what just because most guys only want tits and pussy and think they are a gift to women. dont mean i have to put up with disrespect and nastiness, grow the fuck up, or leave me the hell alone...........

Barefoot
Pardon my muddy feet,God of reandrops and wriggle worms. I 've been outside.Splashing in puddles like a child is to rediscover your creation: cloak of fog, spiderweb weavings, birds of different feathers dining peacefully together.I get too busy to enjoyit. Thank you for this mud-luscious day when i am brought to my knees in awe, the best place to meet you --- as any child knows. I plan to pray barefoot from now on, curling my toes like a child and stretching toward you, so each day can be a whole-body experience. For it is because you are , that i am.

First Graders
A 1st grade school teacher had twenty-six students in her class. She presented each child in her classroom the 1st half of a well-known proverb and asked them to come up with the remainder of the proverb. It's hard to believe these were actually done by first graders. Their insight may surprise you. 1. Don't change horses until they stop running. 2. Strike while the bug is close. 3. It's always darkest before Daylight Saving Time. 4. Never underestimate the power of termites. 5. You can lead a horse to water but How? 6. Don't bite the hand that looks dirty. 7. No news is impossible 8. A miss is as good as a Mr. 9. You can't teach an old dog new Math 10. If you lie down with dogs, you'll stink in the morning. 11. Love all, trust Me. 12. The pen is mightier than the pigs. 13. An idle mind is the best way to relax. 14. Where there's smoke there's pollution. 15. Happy the bride who gets all the presents. 16. A penny saved is not much. 17. Two's company,

Mr. Sell's Dragon
Mr. Sell’s Dragon Chapter 1 Mr. Thomas Sell had lost his hat and he was miffed about it. he'd missed his afternoon train and was forced to walk home from his job as an antique writings appraiser. the wind had decided Mr. Sell's hat would look better getting mucked about in the street, and so it blew it off his balding head. Mr. Sell chased his had for several dozens of feet when he passed a tiny used bookstore nearly swallowed by the two larger shops on either side of it. He was shocked because he thought he new every bookstore in the city. he glaced quickly towards his hat, which was steadily making it's way down the street, and then back at the shop, as if there were some actual decision to make as to which direction he should go. Mr. Sell smoothed down his severly thinning hair as he stepped, now hatless, into the small and dimly lit shop. a tiny, ancient looking man was inspecting a decent sized pile of dusty books and sorting them into three piles. the man looked up

Everyone Can Kiss My Ass..........
i cant belive that none of my friends on this site can't even give my husband any fucking suport, all u care about is looking at the tits and pussy pics on here. hes a great fucking guy, he would show any off you guys suport, if needed. you guys make me fucking sick. i see now who my friends really are and thats fucking sad shit. its the fucking holiday guys show some fucking respect and some suport.......i guess i will start taken people off my list, i dont give a shit if i loss fucking points...

A Sad Christmas For Trevon's Family
Trevon Williams 1998 - 2007 Trevon Williams, 9, exited into eternal existence Monday, Dec. 17, 2007, surrounded by his family. Celebration of life: 11 a.m. Friday in the hallowed halls of New Breed Christian Center, 4500 S. Riverside Drive, the Rev. Darrell Blair most gracious host. Interment: Cedar Hill Memorial Park. Visitation: Trevon will receive visitors noon to 4 p.m. Thursday while he serenely slumbers beneath his favorite Spider-Man linens as he lies in repose upon his polished walnut twin bed in the Sam-Johnson Hall of the D&D Johnson Funeral Home and 7 to 8 p.m. at the church. Survivors: Those left awaiting the sound of the trumpet are his loving parents, Tonnette and Otto Hargis; his sister, Tyrionna Williams; brother, TaVazia Williams; the faculty, students and staff of E. Ray Elementary School; and a host of many other relatives and friends. Published in the Star-Telegram on 12/20/2007. TREVON OR TREY AS I CALLED HIM HAD FOUGHT WITH CANCER FOR A YEAR.... THOUGH TH

New Years Best Headlines
THE YEAR'S BEST HEADLINES Something Went Wrong in Jet Crash, Expert Says No, really? Police Begin Campaign to Run Down Jaywalkers Now that ' s taking things a bit far! Panda Mating Fails; Veterinarian Takes Over What a guy! Miners Refuse to Work after Death Those good-for-nothing ' lazy so-and-sos! Juvenile Court to Try Shooting Defendant See if that works any better than a fair trial! War Dims Hope for Peace I can see where it might have that effect! If Strike Isn't Settled Quickly, It May Last Awhile Ya think?! Cold Wave Linked to Temperatures Who would have thought! Enfield Couple Slain; Police Suspect Homicide They may be on to something! Red Tape Holds Up New Bridges You mean there ' s something stronger than duct tape?! Man Struck By Lightning: Faces Battery Charge He probably IS the battery charge! New Study of Obesity Looks for Larger Test Group Weren ' t they fat enough?! Astr

Naughty Night Before Christmas
'Twas the night before Xmas and all through the house The whole damn family was drunk as a louse Grandma and Grandpa were singing a song And the kid was in bed flogging his dong Ma, home from the cat house, and me out of jail Had just crawled into bed for a nice piece of tail When out on the lawn, there arose such a clatter I jumped out of bed to see what was the matter Away to the window I flew like a flash Threw open the shutters and fell on my ass The moon on the crest of the new fallen snow Gave a whore-house-like luster to the objects below When what to my blood shot eyes should appear But a rusty old sleigh and two mangy reindeer With a little old driver a pounding his dick I knew in a moment, it must be Saint Nick Slower than snails his reindeer they came He bitched and he swore as he called them by name Now Dancer, now Prancer, up over the walls Quick now, damn it, or I'll cut out your balls. Then up to the roof he stumbled and

X Mas Love
Winter has finally come... the trees are bald of leaves... the ground is covered in snow. A cold chill blows in the air, and Christmas lights are on everywhere. Christmas is here, everyone is in joy.... from family pets to girls and boys. It never changes year after year. There she stands at a distance... looking radiant like the morning sun. Gazing at her beauty... always puts me in a trance. I don't know what it is about her... that makes me feel so whole. It tears me apart when I'm not with her... I feel empty inside and lost in this world. This Christmas Love is more than I hoped for... everyday with her feels like the first time. This Christmas I want no gifts... all I want is her love for me... to last for eternity.

Is Honesty The Best Policy Here
Do fubar patrons really wish to be rated honestly ? Do they expect to be rated a 10 even if I think they are an 8 or less ? You should always tell the truth , you dont know when you might make a connection and ruin it by lying . Tell someone if you like something ,or dislike something and be ready for their reply what ever it may be . If asked a direct question give an honest reply ,it will be easier to remember later. If someone is interested they should not be too distant ,it may seem as a lack of interest. Complement often ,a thrifty way to make someone feel good . Challenge your friends curiosity , it may make the notice that you wish to inspire them . Be a good listiner ,It lets them know you care. Be naughty ,not vulgar .Sometimes a well placed joke or coment is flattering . To be continued . Please excuse spelling , school was a couple of years ago ------------OK !

Christmas Cake Recipe
Christmas Cake Recipe You'll need the following: a cup of water, a cup of sugar, four large eggs, two cups of dried fruit, a teaspoon of baking soda, a teaspoon of salt, a cup of brown sugar, lemon juice, nuts, and a bottle of whisky. Sample the whisky to check for quality. Take a large bowl. Check the whisky again. To be sure it is the highest quality, pour one level cup and drink. Repeat. Turn on the electric mixer, beat one cup of butter in a large fluffy bowl. Add one teaspoon of sugar and beat again. Make sure the whisky is still okay. Cry another tup. Turn off the mixer. Break two leggs and add to the bowl and chuck in the cup of dried fruit. Mix on the turner. If the fried druit gets stuck in the beaterers pry it loose with a drewscriver. Sample the whisky to check for tonsisticity. Next, sift two cups of salt. Or something. Who cares? Check the whisky. Now sift the lemon juice and strain your nuts. Add one table. Spoon. Of sugar or something. Whatever you ca

If You Have A Little Trouble Getting Into The Christmas Spirit
I do not speak often of my faith. To me, it has become something quite personal and beyond common words. Not to mention that often, the failures I see in myself to live each moment according to the precepts of my faith incline me to often feel unworthy of speaking of something that is so sacred to me. But this magical season we call Christmas always seems to incline me reconnect to my faith. Some of the most painful periods of my life have surrounded me during holiday seasons. Yet oddly, it was during such times of darkness that the light of hope that characterizes Christmas has seemed to shine the most brightly for me. That would seem to be a bit of paradox – hope overtaking the hopelessness of worldly circumstances – joy that surpasses understanding, overtaking deep sorrow and feelings of loss and loneliness – a belief in the magical, in the midst of the all too painful natural illusions of our present reality. And yet it happens to me every year about this time – perhaps because

Merry Christmas
From the heart land down here in dixie I wanna wish everyone a very Merry Christmas and a Happy new Year,Myspace graphicsFree Glitter Graphics CodesFree Glitter Graphics CodesFree Glitter Graphics CodesImage code by deepbox.com cummin by ta say "HIGH",Wish U ALL the best and safest this year to u ALL,Much Love,Hippie

I Have Some Important News For All
For the people that I have been talking to and the ones that know this special lady.Show us some love and support,myself and onesxybrat are now fu-engage.She even took the time to alter her name to say that she is my fu-fiance.Taht's right her new anme for the time is onesxybrat..fu-fiance to Jsarge316.So what I am asking of all that read this send us your support wish us the best of luck.Thank you

Jay Leno?
> >You MUST read to the end. Jay Leno puts it into perspective and >makes us think about the pathetic negativity. That's right, Jay >Leno!! >> >> >>Jay Leno wrote this; it's the Jay Leno we don't often see.... >> >>"The other day I was reading Newsweek magazine and came across some >>poll data I found rather hard to believe. It must be true, given >>the source, right? >> >>The Newsweek poll alleges that 67 percent of Americans are unhappy >>with the direction the country is headed, and 69 percent of the >>country is unhappy with the performance of the President. In >>essence, 2/3's of the citizenry just ain't happy and want a change. >> >>So being the knuckle dragger I am, I started thinking, ''What are >>we so unhappy about?'' >> >>Is it that we have electricity and running water 24 hours a day, 7 >>days a week? >> >>Is our unhappiness the result of having air conditioning in the >>summer and heating in the winter? >> >>Could it be that 95.4 percent

My X-mas And New Years Wish List
MY X - MAS LIST and New Years wish list 1. A job 2. To see CARLY I love you but munch 3. To get past my past and the effects it still has on me. 4. To find Love or at least happenes 5. for every one who does realy care to have a happy hoildays.

X-mas
'Twas, the night before Christmas and all thru the house Not a creature was stirring, except for my mouse. No kids lived with me, so I thought I would chatter There'd be no dang reindeer, and no stupid clatter. There'd be no fat elf, coming through my chimmney I'll be alone, my computer and me. I won't race to the window, to see him arrive I'll just sit right here... with windows ninety-five. There's no one I know, as I'm surfing around None of my regular buddies are to be found. I went in some chat rooms, but quickly got out Age, Sex, Location is all that's about. As, I was about to go check out the net. I got an message, which I didn't expect. A lady told me, she had read my profile And ask, If I would like to chat for a while. She said, if I didn't, then she would just leave But, she was so lonely, on this Christmas Eve. She said, it's the first time, she'd ever been on But, she heard computers could be so much fun. She said the computer was usually locked up tig

Merry Christmas
Just wanted to take the time to say Merry Christmas to all ya'll crazy people that i call my friends! Thanks so much for all the positive things that u have said to me. This year has been very hard for me and I am so thankful for each and every one of ya'll! Merry Christmas and God bless ya'll!

Contest
Hi everyone, Seeing as my recent one has been a success, I'm going to host another of my fubucks contest/giveaway, and anyone can enter. The Contest will start Friday 28th December 2007 @ 7pm GMT, 11am PST, 2pm EST & will end Saturday 12th January 11pm GMT, 32pm PST, 6pm EST. The prizes will fubucks and everyone can win (perfect for if you wanna bid on the spotlight). The amount of fubucks won depends on how many comments you get. How it works - how many comments you have at the close of the contest, I will stick a 0 on the end of the number (so I'm times it by 10) and thats how many fubucks you will get. Example, if you get 5,000 comments, you will get 50,000 fubucks for your prize. But if anyone has 50,000 comments or more, they will get a cool 600,000 fubucks, thats an extra 100,000 fubucks. Seeing as I can no longer bid on the spotlight, I may as well make use of the fubucks I have lying around haven't I? LOL Everyone will receive a VIP beer bong just for enter

Holidays
life can suck at this time of year but it can also be fun even if your singel or your loved one is somewhere else you can always call them and you will always have your family no matter how far they are or close or if your not speaking to them just suck it up everyone wants someone but sometimes it just dont happen just suck it up and keep looking go with your loved onejust try and be happy this time of year or i'll kick your butt up and down the road turn the cheek and smile you dont have to be religous you dont have to belive in anything but yourself and you can have anything you want even that present you wanted that you thought you weren't going to get have a marry x-mas and a great new year drive safe or get a cab or you will see me

"friends" Going "private"
You see a beautiful girl...you add...fan...family...rate...etc. as they specify in their intro's to "see pics". A few weeks later, the pics you joined to see/rate/fan etc. are "private for family only" or "blast to see pics"...false advertising bullshit! All the friends you had before you go all golddigger should be grandfathered in.

Booboo's Christmas Pimpout
This time of year is like no other day. A time for family, friends, memory's and lots of laughter. I wanted too pimp out some friends that make Fubar a place where we all want too log back in everyday. I wish I could pimp out all of my friends because they are all special. I hope all of you have a wonderful holiday and look forward too the New year. Stop by leave some love they will return it back too you. Orly? The Official FUBAR Owl ~@ fubar A m N e S i A@ fubar Johnnydevil@ fubar ~yeahmon~[Shadow Leveler]~Please read profile and sign guestbook~@ fubar LilBamaGirl~♪WRR Fan♪~Shadow Leveler@ fubar Ben DoveЯ®™@ fubar ♥ Arkansas Vixen ♥ aka SxyLisa/ OWNED by BhamBuggy@ fubar Jim~D.S.C.~Fu hubby to Mystêfyï~@ fubar Cup Of Joe@ fubar Boone~Plz Sign My Guestbook~

A Different Christmas Poem...
A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some twen

Show Her Some Christmas Love
The Lovely and Sexy Paradise is in a contest for the Sexiest School Girl Show her some love Please click her picture and leave her comments. If she wins I will give away 100,000 Fu-bucks to one of her friends Also if you leave her 100 comments I will pay you 5,000 Fubucks Let me know when your done this so I can pay you

The Wishes Not Granted
I forgot to save the one I wrote on 12/23/2007, and I can't remember it so I'm writing another one. TIRED OF BEING INSECURE, THINGS ARE NEVER WHAT THEY SEEM. I LISTEN TO THE WORDS YOU TELL ME, AND WONDER WHAT THEY REALLY MEAN. READING THINGS INTO YOUR PHRASES, THINGS THAT REALLY MAY NOT BE, TWISTING THEM UNTIL THEY'RE BROKEN, BROKEN UP INSIDE OF ME. (Chorus 1) BUT I WISH THAT THINGS WERE DIFFERENT, THAT I REALLY UNDERSTOOD, THINGS I WISH I COULD HAVE CHANGED, IF I WENT BACK I KNOW I WOULD. AND AS I SIT AND WRITE THIS FOR YOU, YOU WILL ONLY WONDER WHY, YOU HAVE TO STAND AND WATCH ME CRUMBLE, WHILE THE LOVE INSIDE ME SLOWLY DIES. (Chorus 2) I WISH THAT I COULD STAND AND TELL YOU, THAT EVERYTHING WILL BE OK, I WISH THAT I COULD TRULY TELL YOU, THAT ALL THIS PAIN WILL GO AWAY. I WISH THAT I COULD STAND AND TELL YOU, THAT THIS WON'T HAPPEN YET AGAIN, I WISH BUT I CAN NEVER TELL YOU, THAT THIS MIGHT TRULY BE THE END. WE SHOULD IN LIVE A FAIRYTALE, WITH CASTLES KINGS AND

Goodbye All
Well it's official I've come to the end of my rope, my wife doesn't want to be with me anymore but she doesn't want a divorce and neither do I and I still love her and want to be with her but there's nothing I can do. So I think I'm goin to grant her request and end my life for good then she and nobody else will ever have to worry about me fucking up their life anymore or ever again. It's been a good run but I can no longer think of a reason to stay on this earth. So peace out and I'll see ya on the other side maybe. Love ya'll all

Christmas Eve!
Today is Christmas Eve and today has been an eh ok day, did some last min things, and made cookies and such, I was doing some dishes tonight and i was in the kitchen by my slef with no fan, heater any windows open, and i felt wind by pass me just for that sec. I know it was my daddy letting me know that he was there and he was thinking of me. It made me cry. Was he trying to tell me something? I hope Everyone has a great christmas. Love ya all, Misty

So U Want The Day Off???
So you want the day off, lets take a look at what your asking for............There are 365 days per year available for work. There are 52 weeks per year, in which you already have 2 days off per week, leaving 261 days available for work. Since you spend 16 hrours each day away from work, you have used up 170 days, leaving only 91 days available. You spend 30 minutes each day on coffee break, that accounts for 23 days each year, leaving only 68 days available. With a one hour lunch period each day, you have used up another 46 days, leaving only 22 days available for work. You normally spend 2 days per year on sick leave. This leaves you only 20 days available to work. We are off for 5 holidays per year, so your available working time is down to 15 days. We generously give you 14 days vacation per year, which leaves only 1 day available for work, and I'll be damned if you're going to take that day off!!

Playpen Auction Buy Me Plz
playpen auction December 28th ~ 8:00 Pm est ~rules~ SERIOUS BIDDERS ONLY... ALOT OF TIME AND EFFORT WENT INTO THIS. PLEASE READ BEFORE YOU BID!!!! 1. NO DRAMA, VIOLATORS WILL BE BLOCKED 2. ALL BIDDERS MUST HAVE A VERIFIED SALUTE 3. REAL CASH OVER RIDES VIRTUAL CASH AND PRIZES...(WE HAVE A BREAK DOWN OF WHAT WE FEEL IS FAIR) CASH VALUE IN FU BUCKS STICKY = 125,000 1 TICKER = 125,000 4 Tickers = 500,000 1 DAY BLAST = 200,000 3 DAY BLAST = 300,000 7 DAY BLAST = 750,000 30 DAY BLAST = 1,250,000 1 Month Vip = 300,000 3 Month Vip = 900,000 6 Months Vip = 1,800,000 1 Year Vip = 3,6000,000 HAPPY HOUR = 2,500,000 4. THE BIDDER MUST GIVE 1/2 OF ANY FU BUCKS TO THE AUCTIONEER WHO AUCTIONED THEM OFF AND THE OTHER HALF TO THE PERSON YOU WON BEFORE RECEIVING YOUR PRIZE. 5. THE PERSON WHO YOU WIN HAS 1 WEEK TO FULL FILL OBLIGATION TO BE DECIDED ON BY BOTH PARTIES. (THIS IS BECAUSE SOMETIME YOU CANT TALK AT THAT TIME OR NEED TO GET CAMERA FOR PICS AND ALSO YO

Lonely On Holidays
this year isnt the same for me bein around the holidays bein its first time of over 3 years ive been single for this...im totally over her its been since end of april this year me and heather split..but i didnt think it would bother me then as it is now not havin anyone to share anything with sept for parents but thats not really the same..rest of my family is in diff states ranging from ga,sc,and nc. im used to not seeing them and understand..shes made her choice and got with someone else and hes has taken my place bein with her and sharing what i used to but its all good ive been let down and lot has been taken away from me from all that happend i had the heart and she didnt..im slowly gaining all that back n hopefully ill be able to share all that again with someone new i just wasnt ready to jump right into a relationship but it didnt even take her month or so if that and even move back to her home state of wva with him...oh well such as life and just another day... well yall

Kianna
Kianna was a wonderful woman and friend who will be greatly missed. Her passing has brought confusion, sorrow, grief and hurt. The Confusion comes into play, as to why God would take her from us so early. She had a lot of life left to live, and we will miss her greatly.... The Sorrow comes because I know see my friend Rob in so much hurt and grief....and Kianna is no longer there to be there for him, like I always trusted she would be.... The Grief comes because for those that have spoken to her know that she was a beautiful person inside and out, and we were blessed to have known her, no matter the length in time that we have known her, just knowing her was a blessing.... And the hurt.....well this is different for everyone, but for me it is because I will miss her, and miss feeling "safe" knowing that she is there for one of my best friends. For those of you that don't know, Kianna and Rob have been friends ... BEST FRIENDS ... for the last 12 years. A friendship as pure as fr

What Do You Do?
What do you do when someone you've known half your life and care for very much gets caught up in the wrong thing...When they start to throw there entire life away but theres nothing you can do about it! you try to make them see that the path they are on will only lead to heartache, pain, and even possibly death...But that person just doesn't see or just doesn't care...You rack your brain just trying to think of a way to help them...only to have your heart torn apart when nothing helps...what do you do?... I just don't know anymore...It hurts too much to just whatch it happen but I fear If I let her go the next time I see her will be in her grave!

Ish Christmas Time
10:54 PM 12/24/2007 Okies Yall is about that time again of the Year ... Just wanted to stop in and Say hell and Merry Christmas to Everyone hugssss and plz have a great time and safe one at that smiles be greatful ya have family and friends to be amoung as well for some of us wont be around others hugsss and Nerryyyyyyyy Christamas..ALOve Ya'll Shelly(WildHeart)

Living
So anyway I want to start by wishing everyone a Happy Holiday. Things are going good for me, moving down here was defiantly the right decision for us as a family. I'm having issues with the my family over us moving but we just weren't happy where we were and need a new start. People around us were causeing undo stress because they couldn't come to grips with there own issues and insecurities. But I hold no ill will towards them for Karma always comes through. I have made some new friends and gotten closer to some old ones. I'm hopeing to go back to work soon I'm so bored just chillin around the house. But everyone always comes up with a reason that I shouldn't and the hubby puts restriction on the hours I can work. They tell me to find something to do at home but that's not the same I want to work just to be around people plus then I could go shopping more. I keep saying I'm going to put up some new pics but the problem is it seems I'm always the one taking the pics. We got an X-Box 36

Mythological/fantasy Creatures
I want anybody who reads this to send me a message telling me what they would want to be in a fantasy type world... Something like this is fine: A vampire because it is what I have always liked and I feel a close connection with what they are... Condemned, forsaken, and abused for what they are...

We Are Here
love this thought I would pass it on Trust me it's paradise..This is where the hungry come to feed.. For mine is a generation that circles the globe in search of something we haven't tried before. So never refuse an invitation. Never resist the unfamiliar. Never fail to be polite and never outstay your welcome. Just keep your mind open and suck in the experience. And if it hurts? You know what? It's probably worth it. You hope and you dream, but you never believe that somethings going to happen for you, like it does in the movies and when it actually does, you expect it to feel different, more visceral, more real..I was waiting for it to hit me....-orbital

Merry Christmas To All My Friends Here On Fubar
I want to wish all my friends here on Fubar a very Merry Christmas and all the best for the New Year and let us also remember the ones that can't be with their loved ones at this time and the ones that have lost loved ones this year as it will be a sad time for them and also remember if you drink please don't drive and again Merry Christmas to all. Your friend always: DJ Midnight Rider~Owner of House Of Dreams aka: Steve

Radiohead
Tool Aenima Some say the end is near. Some say we'll see armageddon soon. I certainly hope we will. I sure could use a vacation from this Bullshit three ring circus sideshow of Freaks Here in this hopeless fucking hole we call LA The only way to fix it is to flush it all away. Any fucking time. Any fucking day. Learn to swim, I'll see you down in Arizona bay. Fret for your figure and Fret for your latte and Fret for your hairpiece and Fret for your lawsuit and Fret for your prozac and Fret for your pilot and Fret for your contract and Fret for your car. It's a Bullshit three ring circus sideshow of Freaks Here in this hopeless fucking hole we call LA The only way to fix it is to flush it all away. Any fucking time. Any fucking day. Learn to swim, I'll see you down in Arizona bay. Some say a comet will fall from the sky. Followed by meteor showers and tidal waves. Followed by faultlines that cannot sit still. Followed by millions of dumbfoun

Strange Feed Back...
about the signals..and feed back i receive from women around here...i have over 3500 female friends[350 fans]..but only 3 kisses''under my mistletoe''posted on my profile..one of them said''ur the most classy man of the fubar''..and then blocked me....other says''i love u,hansome'',sent 2 me a bracelet[among other gifts]...and then blocked me!!!....strange!!!!!...anyway,merry christmas 2 u,dear[and real]friends!!...peace and joy!!

Merry Christmas
Hello all my fubar friends!!!! I wanted to take the time to wish you all a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year.. I know I haven't been around much the last month.. I've been busy making sure everyone gets their christmas gifts (delivering packages for UPS) I want to thank you all for being great friends and being here for me when I need ya.. I wish you all the best for 2008!!!!

Understanding
Each "rate" earns a certain number of points. Each comment, as well, for both you and the recipient. You are rewarded with status as points accumulate. Points can also be gained via monetary purchases from the fubar store. You get an indeterminate number of points by sponsoring "happy hour", but I would imagine upon interview and further study, it's a significant amount. I wonder. These points can be used to buy, in the member trading venue... the actions, sometimes odd or extreme, of other fubar members. possibly to continue...

Ceiling
My burning sky is ash and gray, (Ash and gray) This tired face can't wash away, (Wash away) That I'm stuck in feeling everything, while watching time controlling me, It's hard to let go when I'm left, broken when I'm walking the ceiling I'm crazy, I'm dreaming, So close, I'm walking the ceiling, So wasted, In feeling, Come close I'm walking the ceiling. Floor is the sky, Floating on by, You're dripping, I'm gripping your life, I'm crazy, I'm dreaming, So close, I'm walking the ceiling. Eyes of fire burning deep, (Burning deep) Imagination's for the weak, (For the weak) Why can't I deal with this the same, As I've delt with everything, It's hard to let go when I'm left, Broken when I'm walking the ceiling I'm crazy, I'm dreaming, So close, I'm walking the ceiling, So wasted, In feeling, Come close I'm walking the ceiling. Floor is the sky, Floating on by, You're dripping, I'm gripping your life, I'm crazy, I'm dreaming, So close,

This Merry Christmas.........
Yeah this christmas mars is supposed to be brighter than the brightest star or something in the night sky you can read in this article (http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20071220/ap_on_sc/mars_rudolph) but i liked the revamped song they had there.....lmao here it is Mars is a red-tinged planet With a very shiny glow And if you look to see it You will find the moon in tow. All of the other Yuletides Santa would have at his side The shiny nose of Rudolph Acting as his big sleigh's guide But this very Christmas Eve Santa came to say: "Rudolph, now with Mars so bright, You can stay at home tonight." Then all the reindeer teased him. And they shouted out with glee: "Rudolph, the red-nosed reindeer Outsourced to astronomy."

Devotion
Sometimes I look at old pictures Sometimes I think of what used to be But I want to forget all this madness And I want you, I breathe you in with Devotion You're draining all my emotions Afraid inside, you want to Give up, Give in, and Get out And you just make me want to Give up, Give in, and get out And I don't really want to Change the subject this time But I have nothing, I won't Give up, Give in, Get out Cause I have nothing to hide Sometimes your amazingly selfish Sometimes I want to turn off my phone (my phone) But I had it cause your all I'm wanting (I'm wanting) And I had it, but this time I'll say to you I'm finding now I don't know how I feel your breath I give all I have Devotion You're draining all my emotions Afraid inside, you want to Give up, Give in, and Get out And you just make me want to Give up, Give in, and get out And I don't really want to Change the subject this time But I have nothing, I won't Give up, Give in, Get out

New Years Eve In Cleveland
The Ohio BBWS Present A New Years Eve Party Come one come all, for the New Years Eve Ball being held at the Holiday Inn complete with plenty of fun, friends Hors D'oeuvres, Balloon Drop and Champagne Toast at Midnight. Cover Charge is $20.00 per person or $30.00 per couple prepaid via Pay Pal on the website www.ohiobbws.com. No need for a tophat and cane.... its guys and dolls... mobsters and gun molls celebrating... this year Holiday Inn – Airport 4181 West 150th St Cleveland, Ohio 44135 216.252.7700 Room rates starting at $89.00 per night or 2 nights at $79.00 per night. Ask for the BBW rate when making reservations. If you are staying Sun / Mon or Mon / Tues the room rates will be $79.00 per night. For more information log onto our website www.ohiobbws.com Or you can call Alex 216.701.3534 email Alex@ohiobbws.com E-mail your music requests to djoldeskool@ohiobbws.com

About Me
well im 22, im an electrician, i drive an acura legand, im into cars, music, 420, hustlin 420, racing, video games, and steppin up my knowledge game with my head in a book, i am single but possibly not for long. im down to earth, laid back and lovin life and no question is out of bounds with me.

Crazyness
WAT IS IT ABOUT THE HOLIDAY SEASON THAT MAKES EVERONE SO CRAZY IT FEELS LIKE WHENEVER I GO TO THE MALL OR THE STORE THAT PPL ARE ALWAYS IN A FRUSTRATED STATE OF MIND I DONT THINK PPL REMEMBER THE TRUE MEANING OF CHRISTMAS. CHRISTMAS ISNT ALL ABOUT GIFTS ITS ABOUT SPENDING TIME WITH THE PPL YOU CARE ABOUT, IE FRIENDS AND FAMILY, AND FOR ME THATS THE BEST X-MAS PRESENT OF ALL SEEING AS HOW FOR 9 MONTHS OUT OF THE YEAR IM IN ANOTHER COUNTRY BEING ABLE TO CATCH UP WITH PPL AND GET AWAY IS THE PERFECT THING

Bed Time Stories !!!!!!!!
I lit the candles, maid the bed and dimmed the lights as she was taking a shower, unaware of what I just did. As she came out, to her surprise I lay unclothed waiting for the love of my life to come a little closer. Without saying a word I lifted my index finger and motioned for her to come to me. I laid her down on her stomach and rubbed some lotion onto her back while kissing the back of her neck and ears. Having just got out of the shower she she had a few water beads running down her back that I was more the willing to lick away. I proceeded to rub further down her body. She was becoming more and more aroused with every movement of my hands. By now I was at the inner part of her thighs softly running my hands back and forth and at times go back up to her butt with the same soft motion. I brought out her toy and had her lift up while I set it up precisely where she likes it. On the way back, with my finger I began teasing her point of entry until I knew she was ready. I slowly

Christmas
Christmas just isn't any fun when you have the flu. Or when you don't have any gifts to open, and were unable to get gifts for anyone else. And not to mention all your friends and family are over 500 miles away from you, and you haven't seen them in 2 years. Ugghh...this Christmas sucks :(.

Suffering
Finally, I've found something that, Completes me, But how long will. You watch it all go by, As you keep looking to the sky. Cause I'm suffering, Suffering every time you leave, Wont let you just run away, Cause I can't escape, All the suffering. Finally, I've found someone who, Completes me, But how long will. You watch your life go by, As you keep looking to the sky. Cause I'm suffering, Suffering every time you leave, Wont let you just run away, Cause I can't escape, All the suffering. I cant break them, Its hard enough to speak when, You break me down, I'm alone again. I don't feel it, I know cant you see that, You break me down, I'm alone again. Cause I'm suffering, Suffering every time you leave, Wont let you just run away, Cause I can't escape, All the suffering. Cause I'm suffering, For you.

Fubar Lmao
FYI~ Some people think it's a big deal to level up and think that if you don't post a salute that you're a fake. I appreciate the message from Fubar Support but points don't matter to me AT ALL. I have received messages from a few of my "fu friends" reminding me that I need to post a salute to level up and receive points but I will when/if I feel like it. I appreciate the concern but it has no effect on me either way! With that being said have a MERRY CHRISTMAS! LMAO Dear Cresha: You have stopped collecting points because you cannot move higher than level 10 without a salute. To continue accumulating points and move to a higher level, please post a salute. The process is explained in the fubar Bible section on salutes. http://fubar.com/bible.php#salute -Family fubar

A Different Kinda Christmas Poem
A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some twen

James Brown
I was impressed with an article about James Brown. James was a master in his field of music and he had his own unique style of beat and dance that was totally different from the standard of his time. People of respect criticized him about his style and tried to make him reform, but he said that masters march to their own beat, and the world catches up with them rather than they trying to learn a beat already established. James also said that your word must be your bond, its more important to build trust then love. And that people cannot follow you unless they can trust you. My impression of James Brown changed after reading these things about him. He truly was a great man of his time and I would like to pattern my life after him in this respect.

Who So Ever
“For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son, that whosoever believes in Him would not perish, but have everlasting life” (John 3:16). When Jesus sent His Son to the earth, He opened the door of salvation to whosoever would believe. That means, anyone can become a child of His and have everlasting life! Aren’t you glad He didn’t just come to save certain kinds of people? Aren’t you glad He didn’t have a bunch of rules and conditions for salvation? Before Jesus came, people had to observe many laws in order to be holy enough to go into the temple. They were constantly performing sacrifices to pay for their sins just so they could be around the presence of God. And even then, their sins were only covered up. But when Jesus came, He was the final sacrifice. And His blood didn’t just cover our sins, it washed us clean. Now, instead of just going to the temple to be near God, the Bible says we are the temple, and He chooses to live inside of us. Thank Him today for Hi

Grip The Cannon Like Fanon.
For score and seven years ago I was but a child in a man's body. I had no idea what the world was really like and to this day I can safely say that I still don't know. What I can tell you with absolute certainty is that most things are relative. Relative to their time, place, and circumstances, relative to the set of eyes, and experiences of the person relaying the information. Just plain relative. So it boggles my mind when I read these magazines that do their best to make me see things through their eyes. They live and report on a world that I only read about in the New York and LA Times or see on cheesy romantic comedies and VH1. I will never be able to keep up with the Kardashians, those blondes, they aren't the girls next door, and my ass isn't getting shit from the "Maxim - Gifts for him section". This view of me, of you, of us all, it seems so larger than life, it assumes everyone is rolling nigger rich and that is so ridiculous and preposterous to even consider -- at best 10% o

Christmas
Ok guys....so the guy in the red suit has been, children all over the world all awoke this morning with eyes as big as saucers..... oh come on, we were all like that when we were young, you see nothing but a huge mound of presents all wrapped in pretty coloured paper.......and wonder which ones are mine.....REMEMBER NOW?...... Presents, opened, dinner underway,laughter fills the house and while all this is going on can I just say this one little thing........To all my Family,Friends and in fact anyone who knows me on here....... GUYS AND GALS...I LOVE YOU ALL AND WOULD LIKE TO WISH YOU ALL A VERY HAPPY, PEACEFUL AND JOYFUL CHRITSMAS AND A BRIGHT, SAFE AND HAPPY START TO THE NEW YEAR, YOU ALL ROCK MY WORLD AND A GUY COULD NEVER HOPE TO MEET SUCH A GREAT BUNCH OF PEOPLE THANK YOU ONE AND ALL MUCH LOVE EACH AND EVERY DAY Dr@gonMaster

No One
i just want you close Where you can stay forever You can be sure that it will only get better You and me together Through the days and nights I don’t worry cause everything’s ganna be all right People keep talking They can say what they like But all I know is everything’s ganna be alright No one no one no one can get in the way of what I’m feeling No one no one no one can get in the way of what I feel for you You, you Can get in the way of what I feel for you When the rain is pouring down And my heart is hurting You will always be around There’s a no for certain You and me together Through the days and nights I don’t worry cause everything’s ganna be all right People keep talking They can say what they like But all I know is everything’s ganna be alright No one no one no one can get in the way of what I’m feeling No one no one no one can get in the way of what I feel for you You, you Can get in the way of what I feel for you I know some people sea

Krickett's Field
Well today was xmas! I have a 2 yr old and a 2 month old and they both made out like little bandits! I got new pajamas, robe and slippers and hubby got new work boots. The only thing i didnt like about today is that we are in the northeast and we didnt get any snow! So now white xmas for the kiddies. We are having dinner with my family in a few hours here. Nothing really major planned for the rest of the year. Maybe visit some friends on new years, but neither of us are big drinkers so it will probably be an early night. LOL

Oy...thats Teresa For You...
i wonder why some people can lie to you an honestly think you cant tell that they are lieing. Its so freaking annoying and its not like I wouldnt eventually find out anyway that they were lieing. So thats just really stupid on their part, cause in the end the truth always comes out.

Hello Im Gavin
i dont know how many people actually read this but im new to this fubar thing and im trying to learn the ropes so how about stopin by sometime and showin some love kk anyways merry christmas to you all hope urs is as good as mine is

Kelsey Died
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Can't Fight Anmore
BELIEVING IN SOMETHING SOME TIMES HURTS AND HURTS REAL BAD, FIGHTING FOR SOMETHING YOU WANT AND NOT BEING ABLE TO GET IT NO MATTER HOW HARD YOU TRY, BEING THE PERSON YOU ARE AND KNOWING YOU ARE A GOOD PERSON SHOULD BE ENOUGH, ALWAYS BEING HONEST IS THE BEST THING BUT SOMETIMES BEING HONEST GETS YOU KNOW WHERE SO WHAT DO YOU DO- WISH I KNEW!!!

Stuff
Sometimes having kids feels like being in prison. You're limited to where you can go, what you can do and how you spend your time. And if you don't agree with me on those points, then you're either not spending enough time with your kids, or are setting them up for lifetime failure by not having them on a strict schedule. Since "lockdown" (when our kids go to bed) is 7:30 each night, dinner time has migrated back to around 5pm. Now generally, my kids are kind of used to traveling about. And because Heather and I are such militant schedulers, our kids are better behaved than 99% of the little monsters out there. But kids are kids, and sometimes they're gonna push back. My youngest is 18 months, and suddenly is a holy terror. Lately we just can't go out to eat without him throwing a tantrum in the restaurant. Luckily at 5pm there are generally only other parents in the same predicament, or those getting the Early Bird special. Obviously the othe

Its Back
Its back ..that old familiar bondage of addiction. It seemed I had escaped its deadly tendrils for a season, but somehow it has found me again. I dream of it at night. During the day at work, I can almost smell the rich fragrance of sweat and leather. I feel the wind in my face. I’m 12 years old again…nothing can catch me, I can fly like the birds that follow us from tree to tree…at times, almost within my arm’s reach. Squirrels scuttle across our path, oblivious to our presence. I hear the creek rippling across the rocks, before its flow becomes a puddle, just beyond the small beaver dam. The whole world looks just a little different from this higher perspective…you see things you just don’t see when your feet are on the ground. Before dozing off to sleep at day’s end, I relax with a tack or farm supply catalog…as excited at the sight of saddle pads, leather and riding boots as most girls are with a Spiegel or Victoria’s Secret catalog. Yeah, I feel it even now, possessing my

Hardcore Metallica Bitch!!!
METALLICA ROCKS!!! JAMES HETFEILD ...I LOVE YOU!!! YOUR THE HOTTEST MAN THAT EVER WALKED THE EARTH!!!! MERRY THRASH'N CHRISTMAS!!! EXCERPT FROM "MOTORBREATH" "THOSE PEOPLE WHO TELL U NOT TO TAKE CHANCES... THEY ARE ALL MISSING ON WHAT LIFES ABOUT... YOU ONLY LIVE ONCE SO TAKE HOLD OF THE CHANCE.. DON'T END UP LIKE OTHERS..THE SAME SONG & DANCE"

I'ld Like To Say
I'd like to say how much I love you and I hope we never forget. Tomorrow is not promised to anyone, Young or old alike, and today may be the last chance you get to hold your loved one tight. So if you're waiting for tomorrow, Why not does it today? For if tomorrow never comes, you’ll surely regret the day, that you did! 't take that extra time for a smile, a hug, or a kiss and you were too busy to grant someone, What turned out t o be their one last wish. So hold your loved ones close today, And whisper in their ear, Tell them how much you love them And that you'll always hold them dear Take time to say "I'm sorry," "Please forgive me," "Thank you," or "It's okay." And if tomorrow never comes, you’ll have no regrets about today.

Thank You To All Friends And New Ones As Well
I want to thank Trev and all his awesome friends for helping me on leveling to my next level. I tried getting as many as i could and I promise I will return the love. I was doing as much as i could while you all were rating me. Thank you for the help, and the blogs!! I'll be back on tonight to return more love. Thank you again so much and have a Merry Christmas!! BIG HUGS! MINA

Remembering Our Military This Holiday Season
Sexy Comments Galore!Holiday Wishes to you all. You are in our thoughts and prayers no matter how close or how far. Thank you for all that you do and sacrifice. The Nicest Present Under the tree the gifts enthrall, But the nicest present of them all Is filling our thoughts with those who care, Wanting our Christmas joy to share. To you, whom we're often thinking of, We send our holiday joy and love. By Joanna and Karl Fuchs (repost of original by '~*~Vixen*Angel*Baby~*~' on '2007-12-25 10:46:22') (repost of original by 'hellfire(myst's real hubby) & security 4 diablos den/shanes shack/owner of hells @ mysts lounge' on '2007-12-25 10:52:10')

When Love Is Gone
when the love is gone you can't do nothing the deal is done and you pay something you pay for mistakes you pay for experience and after all you ask for forgiveness it's hard to forgive what was so painful what was so mistaken and chosen careful what took the lifetime of love and loving care and you just turn away and you just didn't care the heart is a muscle full of absorption it needs attention and plenty emotions if you don't get it the muscle is dying the heart is bleeding and you are crying.

This Scares Me
Who is Barack Obama? Very interesting and something that should be considered in your choice. If you do not ever forward anything else, please forward this to all your contacts...this is very scary to think of what lies ahead of us here in our own United States...better heed this and pray about it and share it. We checked this out on "snopes.com". It is factual. Check for yourself. Who is Barack Obama? Probable U. S. presidential candidate, Barack Hussein Obama was born in Honolulu, Hawaii, to Barack Hussein Obama, Sr., a black MUSLIM from Nyangoma-Kogel, Kenya and Ann Dunham, a white ATHEIST from Wichita, Kansas. Obama's parents met at the University of Hawaii. When Obama was two years old, his parents divorced. Hi s father returned to Kenya. His < /B> mother then married Lolo Soetoro, a RADICAL Muslim from Indonesia.? When Obama was 6 years old, the family relocate to Indonesia. Obama attended a MUSLIM school in Jakarta. H

I'll Survive
Hurt deeply felt, no more room cannot cry, wound picked until it bleeds. Bittersweet thought never enough, always signifying with left over change, and from you’re within, no peace is found. My smile, not discouraged, came early this morning From God's wake up call; I see many seeded golden opportunities in my grasp. I survive and still I Survive!

Your Eyes
When I look into your eyes I feel wanted. Wanted by you more than you know. The more I look into them I want to be held more. I've never been loved by someone with eyes as beautiful as yours. Oh, when I look into your eyes, I see how much I love you. I love your eyes.

Trapped In The Past
Trapped In The Past Shadows of darkness follow me Secrets hide behind my eyes Honesty no longer means anything Living off of the lies Feeling but not expressing Lost for words and still I talk Thoughts lost in tides of emotion Life is a lonely road to walk Hopeful if death is the prize Fearing I'll actually see today Easy to give up and close my eyes Wishing all things would pass away Dreading the prospect of tomorrow Left with a heart that's dead Praying death will ease the sorrow Sadly living and breathing instead Remembering yesterday with remorse Cursing the life that continues to last Wanting it to finish its course Instead of being trapped in the past

Sign
Aries You are so full of energy, you constantly attract hotties, and you are always the dominant one in the sack. It is very easy for you approach people because you have so much confidence and you are very forward about your feelings.You are very likely to have lots of sexual partners, (sometimes all at once), and be the most sexually experienced of any of your friends.Sex matches: Gemini, Leo, Sagittarius 'What is your Sexual Zodiac?' at QuizUniverse.com

All Together
Your Bedroom Grade: A You are an expert in bed or should I say sexpert? But you're going to have to reach (around) for that A+. You are a natural in bed, and anyone that has had you brags about it long afterwards! What's your Bedroom Grade? at QuizUniverse.com

When The Holidays Come A Calling
When the Holidays come a calling I want no part of them For the one I thought did love me Is now somewhere with him The one that said forever Has been gone over a year And the blue-eyed queen who stole my heart Has also fled I fear So when friends and family ask me What Santa brought this year I'll tell them pain and sorrow As my eyes fill up with tears

X
This time of year is like no other day. A time for family, friends, memory's and lots of laughter. I wanted too pimp out some friends that make Fubar a place where we all want too log back in everyday. I wish I could pimp out all of my friends because they are all special. I hope all of you have a wonderful holiday and look forward too the New year. Stop by leave some love then will return it back too you. Orly? The Official FUBAR Owl ~@ fubar A m N e S i A@ fubar Johnnydevil@ fubar ~yeahmon~[Shadow Leveler]~Please read profile and sign guestbook~@ fubar LilBamaGirl~♪WRR Fan♪~Shadow Leveler@ fubar Ben DoveЯ®™@ fubar ♥ Arkansas Vixen ♥ aka SxyLisa/ OWNED by BhamBuggy@ fubar Jim~D.S.C.~Fu hubby to Mystêfyï~

Brighter Days
Life it doesn't always turn out just as we've planned You have it mapped out and plotted to the tee where you'll stand You reprimand those responsible when dreams don't come true Then you realize the person that's responsible is you It's your life and you have to make of it the best that can Even though some circumstances might bring dreams to an end Whoever said everything was guaranteed to be? Whoever said that you're always going to be happy? Not me I know firsthand what an obstacle is If you don't handle your business it will hurt how you live And keep on lying to yourself because the harder you're trying It seems your heart keeps on dying from the pain life is supplying There's no denying you're applying yourself to make it better But whatever you do it seems your life is bruised forever and ever You and perseverance adhere to the clearance of your problems Sooner or later you will solve them Then there will be brighter days

A Little Different Kind Of Christmas
Santa didn't bring me anything today, I guess he thought I had enough this year, And I reckon he's right, But still a little something Would have been nice. He passed right by my house, I know I heard his sleigh bells ringin' As I sat in my chair, Playing my guitar and singin'. I stepped out my door And said, "Santa why do you tease me?" "You give all these wonderful gifts, And to everyone I am so nice?" I heard him laugh and say, in his jolly way, "Sir, you're truly nice and a poet at heart, But the gifts that you seek don't come In a box or a bow, And they can't be found at your local Walmart." I said, " Santa, how come you didn't come to my house? Why didn't you send them by mail?" He retorted in a way that seemed almost evil, "Last time I did I ended up in a Mexican Jail!" "But Santa, it was fun I left lemon and tequila!" He looked down and said, "Yeah, Rudolph hasn't flown straight since: Let me tell ya'" I knew he was right and I knew it was true, And the

Pain
Pain...Pain, What is pain? Why do I cry? Why do I no longer that the will to try? Pain..What is Pain? Why this life I can nolonger take? Why these feeling I can't shake? Pain...Pain, What is Pain? When will things ever be right? When will I finaully see the light? Pain...What is Pain? When will I finaully be whole? When will I gain control? Pain...Pain, What is Pain? I feel I no longer can breathe I no longer want to grieve Pain...Waht is Pain? each day living with this sorrow will there ever be a better tomorrow? What is Pain

Marriage
Marriage is not a word it’s a sentence,a life sentence. Marriage is very much like a violin after the sweet music is over the strings are Still attached. .. Marriage is love,love is blind.therefore marriage is an institution for the blind… Marriage certificate is just another term for a work permit. Married life is full of excitement and frustration;in the first year of marriage, The man speaks an the woman listens,in the second year the woman speaks an the man listens, In the third year they both speak an the neighbors listen. It is true that love is blind,but marriage is definitely an eye opener. Getting married is very much like going to a restaurant with your friends, You order what you want and when you see what the other fellow has you wish you had ordered that. There once was a man who muttered a few words in the church an found him self married. A year later muttered something in his sleep, and found him self divorced. A happy marriage is a matter of giving and tak

Appreciate Your Parents
Even though... Even though our dad has gone away, his love for us will always stay. He raised three kids to be their best, and then let them take care of the rest. His friends were many, he respected them all, for he was a man so proud and tall. His hobbies were numerous, his talents were great, but fishing came first-the rest could wait. He fished in the winter, spring, summer and fall, and it was during this time God made his call. To Heaven's doors he took dad up, "My dear child you've had enough." He left his children and loving wife to live with God for his eternal life.

Merry Christmas
WELL I FIGURED THIS IS EASIER IN MY BUSY LIFE TO JUST BLOG IT TO EVERYONE....PLEASE HAVE A SAFE AND FUN HOLIDAYS. I WILL BE THINKING OF ALL MY NEW FRIENDS THAT HAVE MADE OVER THE LAST YEAR AND THE ONES THAT DID NOT MAKE IT DUE TO UNFORESEEN SITUATIONS. I WILL KEEP EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU'SE IN MY HEART AS THE HOLIDAYS KEEPS ROLLING THROUGH. THANK YOU AND MARRY CHRISTMAS.

Christmas And The Power Of The Dark Side
Christmas and the Power of the Dark Side December 25, 2007 The power of the dark side is a strange one. I’ve often heard, “Come to the dark side. We have cookies.” I suppose they must be killer cookies because I make some rockin’ cookies. No temptation there for me. I am strong in the force and cannot be swayed. Or so I thought. It was this unsuspecting Christmas morn that the power of the dark side compelled me to reconsider. My lovely 9 year old son got a Darth Vader/Death Star Transformer (like the one that Jesus got from his cousin on the first Christmas). Anyway, we were moving right along, cussing out boxes that held onto the toys with a super tight grip and cutting into packages with blades usually reserved for carving dead birds. And that’s when I was called. Darth made it safely out of the box and we were testing all the cool little things he says. That’s when my son pointed out the obvious, “Look, mommy, he’s even got a robotic wiener!” (He h

Erotica
Pfft. Prom night. I leaned against the wall of the gym, one high-heel on the cinderblocks and my head resting against the corner of the wall. Give me a lunch table full of conversing students, and I could fit right in no problem, but dancing, seduction, and running out to the parking lot to sneak a smoke wasn't my scene. I looked cute, too. Strapless dark blue satin dress with paler blue lace over it, my waist-long light brown hair cascading down my back, and makeup that I managed to apply myself flawlessly for the first time ever. But I couldn't bring myself to smile. A few guys had asked me to dance, and I almost complied, but I was not in the mood for leading them on. Guys weren't exactly my scene either, but few people knew that. I must've zoned out watching the couples sway back and forth "dancing," because I didn't notice her come stand beside me. She was definitely not the type of girl I'd go for, not that I knew if she went for that sort of thing. She had shiny jet black

She~lala's Views On Life
GOAL: SURVIVE PLAYERS: TRILLIONS BONUS: TRUE BLISS IT'S A GAME OF STRATAGY, NO RULES! SURVIVAL IS NUMBER ONE! IT WILL BE BLOODY, COLD, HOT, ROUGH TERRAIN, PLEASURE, THRILLS, DRAMA, NIGHTMARES, BUT MOST OF ALL THE ULTIMATE ROLLER COASTER EVER MADE. THERE ARE SEVERAL CHALLENGES, MUCH PAIN, TONS OF IMPERFECT HANDS ON BATTLES. MIND BENDERS CAN BE CRIPPLING! AS YOU LEVEL UP WITH EACH PASSING YEAR, YOU GET STRONGER,WISER AND IT WILL BE SOMEWHAT EASIER AS YOU GO ON. THERE IS A CHEAT CODE THOUGH.... DON'T STRESS, IF YOU CAN'T DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT RIGHT THEN... RELAX. GO FOR IT!!! IT'S ALL GOOD BABY... TO GET TOTAL BLISS OR EVEN CLOSE... YOU MUST TAKE SOME CHANCES. YOU ARE IN CONTROL OF YOUR MOVEMENTS, ACTIONS, DECISSIONS, AND SPEED. WITH ENEMIES AND ALLIES OUT TO HELP AND DESTROY YOU THIS GAME WILL NEVER BE BORING, YOU CAN'T START OVER YOU CAN ONLY CHANGE THINGS YOU CAN ALONG THE WAY. THIS GAME ONLY LAST AS LONG AS YOU PLA

Nosey People
I've been on here a little while now and I have found there are some very nosey people on here, they will say they are your friends and want whats best for you but then they turn right around and stab you in the back. One of my friends on here has fell in love and the person that they are involved with has a few ex's I guess you can call them that and now they want to start all kinds of trouble and not leave them alone, I mean I got on this site for adult friendships not childish bullshit but this is getting ridiculous, why can't people just move on I mean if they are not bothering you then why put so much energy into trying to hurt them cause really all they are doing is sitting back and laughing at you behind your back. If you are so happy in your own life then why bother being so into theirs and just walk away and leave them be. I am honestly tired of the drama that goes on this site and I can't see how people lay their heads down at night and sleep knowing they are hell bent on hur

Gone
I am writing this in loving memory of Desiray Anne Diorio or Todd Anthony Diorio, II... miscarried December 21, 2007. Their birthday was supposed to be in August of 2008. I was scared of course when I found out I was pregnant, but i realized it could be a new start to my life. I knew some how some way I could make my baby's life special and so full of love the they would never feel alone or neglected, always have a mom that would always be there. I miss her/him terrible, but also know that he/she is in heaven with lots of people who will watch out for him/her until i get to make the journey to meet him/her and that there is no sickness there. I love you my special baby and one day we'll meet in heaven. Just know that mommy is still thinking about you and missing you everyday. Love, Mommy... PS... as for the other things going on, I am going to the breast clinic this friday, so pray for me... and thank you for all your prayers already, they are really helping. Love,

Dreamers Dreams
When dreamers dream so beautiful of love that lights the darkest night, no logic strong enough to break as lovers spread their wings in flight. Suppressed within our deepest parts this truth each soul desires, still searching for what can't be found faith and hope this truth requires. For love that stands the test of time and overshadows all the lies, can not be forced upon a soul even chains the heart denies. To love enough to let it go the soul that's longing to be free, a sacrifice too great for words with heart alone is how to see. When broken wings prevent such flight and sorrow cries her deepest cry, again to question fate herself for even dreamers wonder why. Somewhere within the midst of all as this dreamer still does weep, she knows to rest her heart again for dreams still wait there in her sleep.

A Different Christmas Story
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty years o

More About Me.
These are pretty darn close to who I am. LOL You Have Good Karma In general, you like to do the right thing when it comes to others. Your caring personality really shines through. Sure, you have your moments of weakness - and occasionally act out. But, all in all, you're karma is good... even with those few dark spots. How's Your Karma? What's Your Inner Beast?The Werewolf:The Werewolf is the symbol for Spiritual Paths. You have the soul of a wolf inside you, which makes you warm and caring to those you love.Strengths: Protection is a number one priority, and therefore you always guard the ones you love and keep tight bonds with your pack mates. Loyalty is strong within yourself, and you also expect it from the ones who are close to you.Flip Side: Even though you care for those you love deeply, if they betray you, anger races through your veins. The Werewolf, despite it's warm fun-loving personality, can also stand up for itself if need be. You would have no problem

Crime
I set here watching the news, reading news, and all I see is crime. Crime rates up a lot at the holiday times. What I find funny is, people will go rob somebody for a little cash so they can provice a Christmas to their child, or family member. Myself, I would much rather tell my child, or family why I couldn't get them a gift rather than tell them "I am sorry I can't be with you, but I am in jail". To me, this would have to be the very hardest thing on a child.

Bumper Stickers
The fastest way to a fisherman's heart is through his fly Stupidity is not a crime so you’re free to go " I'm already visualizing the duct tape over your mouth!" Buckle up... it makes it harder for the aliens to suck you out of your car I break for........................OH SHIT NO BRAKES There are 2 types of pedestrians, the quick and the dead. Learn from your parent’s mistakes use birth control He who laughs last thinks slowest. All men are idiots, and I married their king. Friends help you move; real friends help you move the body. Very funny Scotty; now beam down my clothes Low riders are for little boys who can't get it up. Saw it, wanted it, threw a fit, Got It!! Want to get laid? Crawl up a chicken's ass and wait! Mothers with teenagers know why animals eat their young We're not old people we're recycled teenagers! IF THIS STICKER IS GETTING SMALLER, THE LIGHT IS PROBABLY GREEN YOUR TURN SIGNAL IS STILL ON IT'S IMPOLITE TO STARE U.S.M.C. UNCLE SAMS MISGUIDED

Air
I don’t care that you’re five I don’t care that you’re fifty Because I am more than just thrifty To the new I’m a donor To the pro I’m a shark I float them I sink them in the day and in dark I shine in the light Yet also when not And carry this rhythm that one can not stop I come to the mother lying in bed And go with the father when eyes blood shot red Due to the time I now can be mapped With your resources I’m purged and or trapped A love that is stronger more devoted than mine Came with me at time now you can ask why

I Got A Call From Heaven Today
I got a call from heaven today. He said that he was near. I got a call from heaven today. He said that he was here. He said he knows the kids are wearing me down. He said he knows I'm worried. He said he knows i'm tired and that I'm growing weak. I got a call from heaven today. He said that he was near. I got a call from heaven today. He said that he was here. He said he knows I moved and that it took awhile to find me but now he'd be my strength and would always be around me. I got a call from heaven today. He said that he was near. I got a call from heaven today. He said that he was here. written by Laurie Shields 12/25/2007

Santa Missed One Gift I Really Wanted
So this xmas really suked for me.. one week b4 xmas i got replaced,WHY? I'll never have the answers cuz our relationship was one I never had b4. he was the man of my dreams..so xmas rolled around and i thought for sure everything was gonna work out and we would be back together and i would go visit him inna week....ummmm NO. so the night b4 xmas i layed in bed and thought all the material things im gonna get will never make me as happy as he did. so i woke up the next morning tying to keep a good face for my kids but deep down i was dying inside. I stared off at my tree inna daze and thought the one gift i wanted would not be under my tree. i wanted my boyfriend back but i knew it was already too late. so i guess that means i was a naughty gurl this year.But hey theres always next year

My Writing
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you... 1. I hate Dogs. 2. Scarlett O'Hara is my herioness. 3. I eat potato chips everyday. 4. I think my son hung the moon. 5. I like to dance on the coffee table. 6. I swear by Mary Kaye products. 7. Docca & Gavvana is what I smell like. 8. Little things mean alot to me. 9. There is nothing more peaceful then the sound of the ocean. 10. My weakness is exspecting the good in all people. I am Tagging 5 people, they are... ☆~Bran Muffin☆Fu Wife & R/L GirlFriend to Dj Dragon my King☆Dancer@DarkShadowsRealm April aka '~*~°£î₧På£00°~*~ R♀gûë'§♥Æ£îëñ/ĐΩ/Ťonĝue Çõllë

My Family
well how do i start i am 29 yrs old i have 2 girls 1 lives with my mom and one lives with her father and my son lives with me and my husband he has autism spectrum its a hand full everyday its hard sometimes i cant cope with it but he goes to preschool where they help him also its great to get 2 hours alone time but then i miss him i see my other two girls every other weekend if there is anyone that would like to talk about autism spectrum with me and wants to learn i want to learn more about so i know how to handle it more he is 4 yrs old ....

As I Sit Here
“AS I SIT HERE” As I sit here thinking My thoughts Are drawn to One person and I Don’t know why As is sit here and think This person is in my mind, My heart and in my soul Every hour every minute and every second of every day as I sit here thinking more about this person I feel he is attaching to my heart and soul more and more as I sit here I truly am wondering if the thoughts I am having for this person are mutual for the both of us or are they just thoughts I am having as I sit here deep in my own thoughts about this person I reminisce about the conversations we have had together I see his face smiling back at me wondering what his answer is going to be to that one intimate question as I sit here and re-read what I have written I wonder if god has really and Truly Sent me my “knight in shinning armor” After all these years

Christmas Yay & Ney
Well i had been working out 4 about a month then christmas came i went from 280 to 267 when i got weighed at the military place. Hope i didn't screw my diet up to much had to show my mother that she could still cook I put some food away if you know what i mean. Gotta work hard to get rid of what i migt have put on for the holidays.

Evils Of
We are more inclined to hate one another for points on which we differ, than to love one another for points on which we agree. The reason perhaps is: When we find others that agree with us, we seldom trouble ourselves to confirm that agreement; but when we chance on those who differ with us, we are zealous both to convince and to convert them. Our pride is hurt by the failure, and disappointed pride bring about hatred.

Mysticskye
merry meet everyone! This is my first blog on Fubar! I'm not sure what to talk about. I'm lonely. I've been single for two years. I hope I find a nice guy in my area soon. I mean I am not in a rush or anything, I"m just lonely and tired of having no life. Would be nice to have someone else's companionship to share my life with. Of course with my daughter as well. I have a 2 y/o daughter. Someone kinda started talking to me, but I don't know if they are serious about "talking" to me---and I haven't really got any positive or negative energy vibes from this person as of yet. So I don't know where or how to go on that. I've been single for 2 years now. Most guys don't want to enter a relationship with someone who has baggage. Meaning a child. And if that's the attitude they have I don't want them knocking on my door in the first place.

Credit Card Hell
If there’s a hell below, then we’re all gonna go.” -- Curtis Mayfield The clock on the wall says ten o’clock. The club is packed to the hinges and my body has fused with the wet bar to form a single, massive, smoking, drink-making machine: hands and feet churning like pistons; booze gushing from bottles, guns and spigots; cash registers singing “Overture 1812” in a chorus of beeps, clangs and clunks; and my brand new New Balance bar shoes, soaked to the socks from standing in middle of the disgusting oil slick that has formed below my well. And then the engine seized as I have found myself smack in the middle of Credit Card Hell. The clock on the wall says twelve o’clock and I am hunkered over a forest of plastic – trying to find the credit cards of two customers: 1) Tim Rappert – who wants four Red Hooks and yet another subtotal. 2) Susan Delillo – who is closing her tab of one virgin pina colada extra whipped cream. I scan the tabs, “Robbins, Thomas, B

What's On The Menu?
I come home from work on a Friday night, happy that it is a weekend and looking forward to having a weekend alone with you. You greet me at the door with a warm hug and kiss. As I stroke your face and arms in my hands, I can feel my slit grow hot and wet from your touch. You pull back and guide me to the bathroom. "Take a shower and put this on for me." I look on the bathroom counter at see that you have bought me a corset that leaves the breast exposed, beside it is a pair of black stocking and a pair of high heel shoes. I look at you and smile a naughty smile and you chuckle. You give me a peck on the lips. "I'm going to make dinner. Come into the kitchen when you are done." And you leave me alone in the bathroom. I turn the shower on and undress. My nipples are hard thinking about what you might have in store for me. I take care in preparing myself for you. After shaving my legs and pussy smooth. I put on lotion and blow dry my hair. I put the corset on and then the panty hose then

What Is Drink
This blog is a response to a question I received. "Dear Dustin, I have never had an alcoholic beverage in my life. . . and I don’t want to start now. I was wondering, could you define the experience of an alcoholic beverage so I can drink vicariously through you? Joan" What is Drink? This is not a simple question. Drink is yin and drink is yang. It is both demonic and divine. Drink fastens a golden halo of euphoria over your head -- but it also beckons you to rage like a hell-bird. Drink is collusion between Heaven and Hell. Let us begin with the tumbler. Tumblers are made of glass. Glass is fashioned from sand. Sand comes from the desert. The desert burns like a spine in Cerberus’ paw. And yet, the tumbler is cool to the touch and moist from condensation -- like a cloud in the Kingdom of God. Now, there is a difference, of course, between "drink" and "booze." Drink is sacred. Booze is evil incarnate. Booze is Hell-broth. This is why a drink needs ice and mi

My Wedding 12/21
Hey everyboy.I just got married. Walking down the aisle was the most nerve wracking thing I've ever done in my life. While I walking, I kept having to remind myself to breathe. When we were saying our vows I was shaking so badly, I'm surprised the pictures aren't blurry. Above all else though, it was the happiest moment of my life this far. I still can't believe I just got married. I'm so excited and amazed. My husband is so wonderful. He once drove all the way from Longview to Texarkana just to surprise me and bring me tacos from Jack in the box because he knows I love them.

What Drinker Are You?
Here it is the wish list. All you have to do is post this and let people check off what they would want to do to you. []Hug []Kiss on cheek []Kiss on lips []Hold hands []Cuddle []Make out []Boom in my bedroom []Sit on your lap []Go on a date with you []Just be friends []Be more than friends []Love me []Like me []Get to know me more []be with me []just hangout with me []fuck me []rape me []Love me for ever till the day you die how old do i look? [] pre-teen 11-12 [] early teens 13-15 [] mid-teens 16-17 [] late teens 18-19 [] early twenties 20-23 [] mid twenties 24-26 [] late twenties 27-29 [] early thirties 30-33 [] mid thirties 34-36 [] late thirties 37-39 how good do i look from 1-10 (1- ugly/10- hott) [] 1 [] 2 [] 3 [] 4 [] 5 [] 6 [] 7 [] 8 [] 9 [] 10 do i have pretty eyes? [] yes [] no would you be sad if i moved? [] yes [] no would you come visit me? [] yes [] no am i: [] okay [] hott [] sexy []

"by Then It'll Be Too Late"
“By Then It’ll Be Too Late” One of the most asked questions in this world is, What is the point of loving someone if you’re just going to end up getting hurt? In a sense that’s like saying, What’s the point of living if we are just going to die? But in fact it is very different. I’ll explain why. In life there are so many things to experience, both good and bad. Still some may say, What’s the point in having those or any experiences, we are still going to die. Well what happens after we die? No one can say for certain. So as for me I want to experience life and hope that what I have learned and felt comes along with me. I believe that we must face every situation as a chance to learn something. Well I have given love a chance. Quite a few chances actually. And it has always ended up the same. To different degrees, but still the same. Hurt, pain, and emotional scars. Sure the feeling of love is great. It is the one feeling that can’t be topped. To love and be loved is the ultimate ex

Omega Man
So I guess the bovine-witted, dread-breeding doomsday forecasters and survivalists were correct when they said the end was near. But the Apocalypse wasn’t as bad as they predicted. On December 31, 1999, I sealed myself into a bomb shelter called the Mayflower and watched as the nuclear clouds burst all over the world like a flourishing mushroom patch -- until the satellite fritzed and the Mayflower went dark. I stayed in there for 11 years. On January 1, 2011, hoping the radiation had settled, I emerged because I couldn’t bear to eat another can of tomato soup and watch my only VHS tape, Armageddon’s Funniest Home Video’s (my favorite is the segment where the guy gets hit in the nuts with a nuclear warhead). Anyway, I wandered into the Zombie District -- what was once San Diego’s Gaslamp -- and took a job bartending in a popular mutant bar called the Subterranean. It’s a good job, even though most mutants are boil-brained bugbears who booze like sailors on a Bushmill’s

Wedding
I got married this past friday 12/21. I met my wife online, we went on our first date in October and we haven't hardly been apart since. I asked her to marry me 6 days after our first date and have been living in bliss since she said yes.

New Station
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Its That Time Again
Well I guess by now, most of you have opened the gifts, and have decided to either return them or keep them, Time to take down the tree. I Ritual which in my family requires a great deal of debate. First of all we have an Artifical tree, that comes apart in pieces. Which means we always misplace a piece and frantically search the whole house to locate it, seems the dog has developed a taste for artifical tree tops and has neatly dragged it off, quietly munching on the ornaments as he goes. Then decideing that it is his property growls at us when we attempt to take whats left of it back. Whats worse the tree Never fits back in the box it came in! seems its somehow grown an inch or two over the years. Then the final insult is that once we put it it away for the year, come christmas we can never find it. Well it isn't where we put it! until we realise that it is but that since it was last used, we accumulated more stuff and covered its box with several tons of unused stuff that we got

Who The F*c* Cares
oh the games that people play.... who to trust, who to believe. everytime I think I know someone, they turn around and prove me wrong. oh the games that people play.... never there when you need them but expect you there for them anytime they call. oh the games that people play.... who is real and who is fake? i dont know how much more I can take oh the games

****{~tool~}****
here soon theres a few of us starting up a TOOL TRIBUTE BAND...but with that said we`ll also be greating our own origonal stuff but it will be 100% TOOL influenced...be on the look out...WE WILL KEEP THEIR LEGACY ALIVE...thx, darren #17...

Bored
Do it and i'll do it for you... would you kiss me? [] Yes [] No [] Maybe [] Already ***************************** Am I hot? [] No! [] OK [] Fine [] Of Course {}Cute {]Sexy ***************************** Would you hug me? [] Yes [] No [] Already did ***************************** Do you think I'm a virgin? [] Yes [] No [] Don't know ***************************** Name one thing you would like to do to me... ____________ ***************************** I look like.. [] A player [] One time thing [] Next bf [] A friend [] A friend with benefits [] A possibility [] Another somebody ***************************** If you saw me for the first time, would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No [] maybe ***************************** Would you rather... [] Hook up with me [] Cuddle with me [] Date me [] Friends [] Friends with benefits ***************************** On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highes

Online Petition For Getting Married
Ok, as some or all of you know I am physically challenged with Cerebral Palsy and blind in my left eye and deaf in my left ear and I'm also on SSI and SSDI but from what Social Security has told me that if I was to get married that I'd lose my SSI and my Medicaid totally which I think is crap to me! Now somebody else with Cerebral Palsy has sent me an onine petition wanting Social Security to change it's regulations about getting married and being on SSI and Medicaid and getting married when you're physically or mentally challenged and I was wondering if people wanted to sign it, if so, please ONLY private message me your e-mail address if you have one and I will forward this to you, I've already signed it and so has Kate my girlfriend who is on this site, so if you wish to sign it and leave a personal message on there after you put your name on it, that would be greatly appreciated my friends and fans! Thanks Todd There is only 670 signatures and there needs to be 10,000 too.

"the Final Inspection"
"The Final Inspection" The policeman stood and faced his God, which must always come to pass. He hoped his shoes were shining, just as brightly as his brass. "Step forward now, policeman. How shall I deal with you? Have you always turned the other cheek? To My church have you been true?" The policeman squared his shoulders and said, "No Lord. I guess I ain't. Because those who carry badges, can't always be a saint." "I've had to work most Sundays, and at times my talk was rough... and sometimes I've been violent because the streets are awful tough." "But I never took a penny, that wasn't mine to keep... though I worked a lot of overtime when the bills got just too steep." "And I never passed a cry for help, though at times I shook with fear. And sometimes, God forgive me, I wept unmanly tears." "I know I don't deserve a place among the people here. They never wanted me around except to calm their fear." "If you've a place for me here, Lor

"taking Chances"
Love is ...taking chances. Going places you've never gone. Feeling emotions you've never thought real. Making a fool of yourself. Not being able to live without that person. Looking in their eyes and feeling the connection. Walking away and still thinking about them. Your heart skipping a beat every time you're in their arms. Happiness is seeing them smile. Life isn't complete without them whispering 'I love you' in your ear. Thinking how you ever went through life without them. Putting your feelings out there not knowing if they feel the same. Crying and smiling at the same time on your pillow because you love them so much. Surrendering your heart, body, and soul. Let the person you love know how special they are to you. It may be hard to let your feelings show but that's what I mean by saying 'Love is...taking chances'.

"i Need You"
I Need You Just as a poet needs inspiration to write a masterpiece I need you... Just as an artist needs a subject for his work of art I need you... Just as a teacher needs a student to mold into greatness I need you... Just as a composer needs a theme to create a timeless melody I need you... For without you, my life would be empty of all inspiration. There will be no work of art for me to gaze at; no person of greatness before me; no timeless melody to listen to. My life will exist in shades of gray instead of vibrant colors and I will be less than whole.

"forever"
Forever I swore to myself I would never love again, the last time was the last time I'd ever let someone in... But then you came along and I knew right away, that with you is where my heart will stay... You quickly erased all my fears, and made me believe I'd never have to cry those painful tears... Every time I see you, it puts a smile on my face, and every time you kiss me, my heart begins to race... How did I live so long without you in my life, I hope this lasts forever and maybe someday you'll be my wife...

"dying"
Dying (I feel like dying) When I say things that hurt you (Yes, I feel like crying) When we don't talk cuz we fighting (It's only when the drugs are gone) You my strongest drug cuz I'm addicted to ya love (That I feel like dying) When I listen to what others say (I feel like crying) When you leave me and I gotta walk away (It's only when the drugs are gone) You da one thang that keeps hope alive When everyone else abandons me and leaves Me to cry and tells me to silence my voice Without you baby I FEEL LIKE DYING

"i Feel Like Dying"
I feel like dying because I have no place in this world I feel like no one cares the pain I feel is constantly hurting I feel my sorrows constantly burning I feel like dying because no one cares but I believe no one is aware the pain I feel is deeply intense and my tears are heavy from all the pain I feel like dying because you left me here to rot like I am worthless and you dont care when I think of you I feel like I am being stabbed with a blade full of shame for one second I wish you could feel my pain I feel like dying because no one in this world cares they just think about themself and no one else I feel like dying and no one cares

Hmmmm!!
1.Your Name: 2.Age: 3.Favorite position: 4. Do you think I'm cute? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8.Would you take a shower with me? 9.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10.Would you leave after or stay the night? 11.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 14.Condom or skin? 15.Have sex on the first date? 16.Would you kiss me during sex? 17.Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Would you use me as a booty call? 19.Can I use you as a booty call? 20.Can we take pictures of the act? 21.How long would we have sex? 22.Would you tell your friends about me? 29.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Xmas
WELL MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL Today was a good day I was very surprised at how today turned out I had not planned to even be home for christmas now i am glad i came back monday though i have decided only to stay for a day or so being in mississippi is just not where i want to be And i have told very few people where i actually am It feels great to be alone and not have no one around to take care of or have to worry about I can just worry about putting myself back together and being me again and for me to be me again that is leaving mississippi It is something i have always done since i was 14 When i want to get away i leave I'll be back but i have to put myself back together more than i already am I dont think in over 2 years i have had a worry free day or not had someone to take care of till last week but i felt guilty about not being in ms for christmas so i came back for atleast christmas i kinda want to be here for new years but i think id rather start the year

Shade's Journal
OK just b/c I didn't feel like typing this earlier... I'm new as of today. I'm currently visiting family and will be leaving my family in a couple days to get back home. Ready to just get back to my normal routine. Friends, jokes, fun, and the only ways I know how to pass time.

Stupid Chain Letters And Other Crap!!!
Trying to help out in the fight against chain letters, fake viruses, Missing people hoaxes and other crap that is a waste of my time and probaby yours too...Just some URL`s that i found on a veryinforming site.................................... http://www.snopes.com/inboxer/missing/trembley.asp http://www.snopes.com/inboxer/nothing/microsoft-aol.asp http://www.snopes.com/computer/virus/postcard.asp http://www.snopes.com/inboxer/medical/slowdance.asp http://www.snopes.com/inboxer/missing/ashleyflores.asp http://www.snopes.com/inboxer/nothing/blockbuster.asp I`m just posting a few..ok, more than a few..but it goes to show that some people beleve anything they read, thats why they forward this stuff on. Anyways..as you can tell, i dont like chain letters or any of the other stuff thats like what i have posted here, so please dont forward me anything even remotely close. P.S I know some maybe a lot have actually received 1 or more of the ones i have put because i

Random Things
1. Go to www.bangmagone.com and check it out! My best friend owns runs and operates it. If it does well online it will soon be in print in stores! 2. Let's help me boost me level please!!! I have added a few pics and updated a few other things as well.. That is all for now. Love you all! Mistie

Just A Little Info...
In case anyone notices that I have deleted everything off my page, no, I'm not deleting my account or anything. Over the few days I will be redoing my whole page. I removed everything to start over. I know most never look, but the few who do, I didn't want them to think I was leaving FUBAR or anything. Thanks for your time guys & gals... I just hope I can do a better job with my page, make it new & fresh and maybe just a little different too. Have a great day out there in FUBAR LAND !!!

Neva Leave Me Alone
neva leave me alone, neva leave me alone, at night im prone to this pain, whats to gain? its a shame, because this pain wont neva leave me alone what did i do to deserve this pain, mother gave birth to the earth like kain, its such a shame, im goin insane, im to blame, cuz im standin in the freezin rain, ya'll niggaz could neva live my life, ya'll niggaz dont know what pain is like, whats life when at night its like ya dead, and with crist ya still couldnt see the light, ya'll niggaz could neva picture this, its like a frame thats pictureless, in a incident, im given invision by writin my life in sentences, and now im cursed with hatred, blood, my niggaz rest in the dirt from slugs, now you tellin me this motha fuckin pain is love, what? neva leave me alone, neva leave me alone, at night im prone to this pain, whats to gain? its a shame, because this pain wont neva leave me alone now look at my face, you can witness it, given infinite breath, tak

New Way Of Thinking
LIVE LIFE, LOVE LIFE written by: "envi" wakin up in the morning everyday is a blessing and i ask the lord to forgive me for all my confessions, i know i aint alright, every day is a struggle but i live life, sometimes i think its only a matter if time before im back on my grind, i aint even gon lie, sometimes i just gotta get high, cuz it just gets me by, i aint even gon lie, cuz im just livin my life, through time you live & you die, i wanna multiply, some kids one day, ill be in this place until i fade away, ima live my life, till theres no more life, with all my might, with you by my side, its a must i try, and im gonna try, cuz the fact of life is just to live it right, so im movin on, im holdin strong, and im holdin on, cuz im movin strong, i can make life, take life, i can even hate life, break life if the price aint right, i was movin too fast, needed break lights, came to a fork in the road i just stood tight, long nights, hood fight

Love
Many times I search the web to find a decent man. Well all I seem to get is someone who can't come to me or I can't go to them. All I wanted was a friend but that friendship turned to love, then I wanted to go there and couldn't. Oh man that hurts. Well that's my life right now. I feel I can't find someone close to home cause there already taken, I search far to find my mate and when I do, well,I'm way to far. What can I do? OH before you start saying stuff, I believe a man should find his lady, I am a lady in waiting. Take care. Eve.

Debating...
I am debating on just deleting my profile and not even bothering coming back. I don't know why I even log in. I just watch my bar tab as other people get love, and hop into lounges to hardly get talked to unless I buy a round. On the off chance someone does talk to me... I hardly ever hear from them again. I'm just not a real popular guy. It's the same here as when I go to a bar in person. It's just depressing.

Screen Names
i want everyone to tell me how they got therescreen name and what it means. Unicorned1...I have a tattoo of a unicorn on my right sholder so i am unicorned one ok now the rest of u tell your screen name story and rate as u go

Sad First Christmas
THIS WAS THE FIRST CHRISTMAS IN 18 YEARS WITHOUT MY LOVELY WIFE,WHO PASSED AWAY ON JAN 2,OF THIS YEAR.THE MOTHER OF MY 2 WONDERFUL CHILDREN,MY BEST FRIEND!!AND THE GREATEST PESON IN THE WORLD..YOU ARE SO BADLY MISSED,BUT NEVER FORGOTTEN.R.I.P. MY DEAR.AND WE WILL BE TOGETHER AGAIN SOON..