Fubar Blogs 5

I Like Her What Do I Do.....
I finally got to meet this women that I have talked to and traded emails for alittle while and I went to a friends b-day party and I have come to the conclusion that I do like her and would like to see more of her but I get the impression that I may not be what she was expectiing so I dont no what to do....

Stupid But Important To Me!
ok, so this is one of those blogs where if you don't actually know me you're going to wonder by the end whats wrong with me... ok, basically for the first time in a really long time I'm feeling...unpretty...sounds stupid but this is not good at all. I taught myself a long time ago not to be self consious about other women...I've always known I'm not the prettiest, but I was still pretty damn hot...but all the sudden I'm finding myself jealous of the girl phil's watching on the TV when usually I'm checking the girl out too, or jealous of the stack of porn sitting next the the computer (and I LOVE porn!). I know its not just all in my head, my two best features suddenly aren't looking so hot...I recently lost weight (not on purpose) and it all seemed to come out of my ass and my boobs. This wouldn't be a problem for most girls, they all think there ass is too big...but I was proud of my ass and the way it looked in my jeans...now I can't get those jeans to stay on my ass... I feel lik

Travels
For those who didn't know I've been in Amsterdam for three days. Back home now to my more mundane surroundings for a bit of recovery so I thought I'd write a bit on the subject. Ok, so now I'm not sure what I was going to write... hmm... wait a sec.... Well, the trip was for my friend's stag do (bachelor party to those across the pond). We left Oxford at about 7am on Saturday. Getting there was a bit of a mission. It involved driving, then a bus ride, then a plane journey, then some walking, then a tram ride, then some more walking. Finally got to the appartment at about 3pm. The appartment was a pretty cool place to stay. There was only really supposed to be four of us and the appartment supposedly slept a maximum of six, but there was plenty of space for all eight. There were two bedrooms, but we brought a few blow up mattresses so it worked pretty well. The rest of the first day we just spent wandering the streets of Amsterdam really... Trying desperately to get our bearing

It's Been A While
And it's been a while Since I could hold my head up high And it's been a while Since I first saw you And it's been a while Since I could stand on my own two feet again And it's been a while Since I could call you And everything I can remember As f*cked up as it all may seem The consequences that i've rendered I've streached myself beyond my means And it's been a while Since I can say I wasn't addicted And it's been a while Since I can say I love myself as well And it's been a while Since i've gone and f*cked things up just like I always do And it's been a while But all that sh*t seems to dissapear when I am with you And everything I can remember As f*cked up as it all may seem The consequences that i've rendered I've gone and f*cked things up again Why must I feel this way? Just make this go away Just one more peaceful day! And it's been a while Since I could look at myself stra

Daily Horoscopes
"There are only so many times you can say, 'But I didn't know!' and have it be a legitimate excuse. From now on, make it your duty to find out what's going on so you can take responsible action. Life will get much better." I guess this can be true... Damn...

All About Me!!!!!
My name is vickie,I live in West Virginia,i love doing alot of things exspecially out doors activity,my favorate tree is pine i love the pines.an i love 4-wheeling mostly in the mud ,i love camping,fishing,an having cookouts,but most of all is trying to find that special someone to do it with an that wants to do them things with me...... MyHotComments / HotFreeLayouts

The Bird Feeder
THE BIRD FEEDER >I bought a bird feeder. >I hung it on my back porch and filled it with seed. Within a week we >had hundreds of birds taking advantage of the continuous flow of free >and easily accessible food. But then the birds started building nests >in the boards of the patio, above the table, and next to the barbecue. >Then came the poop. It was everywhere: on the patio tile, the chairs, >the table...everywhere. Then some of the birds turned mean: They would >dive bomb me and try to peck me even though I had fed them out of my >own pocket. And others birds were boisterous and loud: They sat on the >feeder and squawked and screamed at all hours of the day and night and >demanded that I fill it when it got low on food. After a while, I >couldn't even sit on my own back porch anymore. I took down the bird >feeder and in three days the birds were gone. I cleaned up their mess >and took down the many nests they had built all over the patio. Soon, >the back yard was

"friends" Vs. "southern" Friends
"FRIENDS" VS. "SOUTHERN" FRIENDS FRIENDS: Never ask for food. SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Always bring the food. FRIENDS: Will say "hello". SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Will give you a big hug and a kiss. FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs. SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Call your parents Mom and Dad FRIENDS: Have never seen you cry. SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Cry with you. FRIENDS: Will eat at your dinner table and leave. SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Will spend hours there, talking, laughing, and just being together. FRIENDS: Know a few things about you. SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Could write a book with direct quotes from you. FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that's what the crowd is doing. SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds' back-ends that left you. FRIENDS: Would knock on your door. SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Walk right in and say, "I'm home!" FRIENDS: Are for a while. SOUTHREN FRIENDS: Are for life.

Fema
FEMA is the biggest joke of all. I've lost everything due to katrina. I've received money from FEMA right after the storm and now they sent me to collections with no notification. I was turned over to collections March 2006. I am just being notified by their collections agency that I am about to be turned over to the Department of Treasury if I do not pay it soon. You know there are a lot of people out there who received money who should not have. I did everything right and this is what i get. Maybe i should start popping out babies and living off the system. That seems to be the only way to get help in this country.

Life At Walmart
life at walmart has bn really stressfull they think we can do it all w/very little help more more more they want and w/bn a single mom 2 i have bn stresses out lately getn lots of migranes so much fun u alll have a gud day

Bull Sh@#
you know i get tired of all the crap that is going on today. some people shoud just take a step back so that thay can get punched in the face. sorry nothing to yall but damn if you dont like somthing change it. dont bitch about it.

Luv
luv really sux what 2 do when u luv someone so much u dont want them ever 2 go away,u need them in ur life.i have a bf but i have fallin 4 another i think about him all the time i never can get him off my mind or out of my heart but i have bn w/the other 4 about a year now but he doesnt make me feel like i do when im w/the other......this suxs

Ive Been Away
To any of you who have noticed i havent replied to your messages or comments. Its because Im out of the country at the moment. Im currently in Vancouver. And before that I spend a week in Venice Beach. Anyway, i havent forgotten about you guys. I will be home in about another week, and I will get back in touch with you all. Take care.

Racing
mommas goin to be a race car driver Current mood: excited ok here's the story. On may 5 my hubby held a race in temple texas. Things went great. Towards the end of the day one of the guys that was at the event had to shut his car down due to a water leak. Well he was so pumped from makin a few passes with his car that he didnt want to watch. so he cranked up his dodge and was ready to race. See this is where i opened my mouth and told him i would race him. I was jokin but the hubby said u talked the talk ur walkin the walk. I freak out about now tryin to come up with reasons why i cant race, doesnt fly. Dave unhitches the truck from the trailer and im off to tech. Got the ok and im lined up next to Mike. Hands sweatin and legs shakin. I do my burn out yes i pulled it off. pull up to the lights and one stage then two and the tree is on and im gone....wooooohoooooo. I end up racin three times and let me tell you it was a rush like nothin i ever felt. I LOVED

Bigger Boobies... Joke!
Subject: big boobs A flat-chested young lady goes to Dr. Smith for advice about breast enlargement. He tells her, 'Every day when you get out of the shower, rub the top of your nipples and say, 'Scooby dooby dooby. I want bigger boobies.' She did this every day faithfully and after several months ... It worked! She grew great boobs! One night she went to a party, got trashed, and went home with some strange guy. In the morning when she woke up, she didn't know where she was, so she took a shower and left for work. On the bus she realized that she had forgotten to do her morning ritual. At this point she loved her boobs and didn't want to lose them, so she got up in the middle of the bus and said, 'Scooby dooby dooby, I want bigger boobies.' A guy sitting nearby asked her, 'Do you go to Dr. Smith by any chance?' 'Why, yes, I do. How did you know?' 'Hickory dickory dock ...'

September
you dragged me around for many a day now telling me lies making promises you wont keep i wish for your sake your mind will change that we wont do this on this cold september day everytime you say you love me i dont know what to think when you say i love you its always someone else you mean to say it too im walking down the street love is in the air i take a deep breath and realize your not in the air our days our over we should have know it from the start emptiness has filled me since the day we said i do that lonely september day i whispered the words i do that was the day when i realized love wasnt for me nor for you

Blue Funk!!!
I just want to apologize to all for pretty much ignoring everyone and not answering comments or messages the past 3 weeks!! As a lot of you know, I had major surgery (back/spinal), and I have some other crap, going on in my life, and between that, the pain, the meds, the fact that i cant ride most of the summer,(!!!), I sunk into a deep depression. I lost all interest in most everything. I not only had nothing to say to my friends here, but pretty much my friends in RL too. I'm sorry. BUT, now I am off all meds, pain is pretty much gone, still hate my brace, but oh well! LOL! As far as the rest, it's still in my life but I am dealing a little better with it. S00000000, I AM BACK!!!! HUGS AND KISSES TO YOU ALL!!!!!!!!! OXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX

This Is Who I Am If You Dont Like It Fuck You!~!~!
people are really starting to piss me off!!!! im srry im not the person you want me to be wait no im not get over ureself and realize imma be who the fuck I want to be and ure not gunna change that no matter how much you bitch about it i could really give a fuck less!!!!! wut really pisses me off is my fuckin family cant except that im Bi yes im BISEXUAL get over it im sure if my mother can except it you can too itz not like im out 2 fuck every girl I see and another thing YES I DO SMOKE POT wippdy fuckin doo I must headed in the wrong direction if you took ure nose outof the air for 2 secondz you'd see that i do have dreamz and im going to follow through with them and who the hell are you to judge me you may be my family but you barely fuckin kno me you dont kno the first thing about me and if you wanna bitch bout this bitch bout it 2 me cuz my mom does not need anything else 2 worry bout shez been through enough this month let alone this year you may not see it but shit like this bot

If I Broke Into Your House
Let's say I break into your house A lady wrote the best letter in the Editorials in ages!!! It explains things better than all the baloney you hear on TV. Her point: Recently large demonstrations have taken place across the country protesting the fact that Congress is f inally addressing the issue of illegal immigration. Certain people are angry that the US might protect its own borders, might make it harder to sneak into this country and, once here, to stay indefinitely. Let me see if I correctly understand the thinking behind these protests. Let's say I break into your house. Let's say that when you discover me in your house, you insist that I leave. But I say, "I've made all the beds and washed the dishes and did the laundry and swept the floors. I've done all the things you don't like to do. I'm hard-working and honest (except for when I broke into your house). According to the protesters: You are Required to let m

Shy's Blogs
I have gotten to a breaking point. I do not know what to do. The drama has gotten so freaking deep. I try and pull myself away fromt he drama only to be pulled in no matter what. I do not have to be where the drama is to be pulled in to it. Seems like everyone keeps pulling the BS around me. Which in turn I am shutting down. I do not wish to do anything anymore. I want to hide under my rock where its safe. There for I do not have to deal anymore. I guess that is that.

This Isnt One I Did But Plz Rate
If u love me (as a friend or more) u'll read the whole thing. What would you do if for every moment you were truly happy there would be 10 moments of sadness? What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life. I look up to you, respect you, and truly cherish you. Send this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk, or how close you are, and send it to the person who sent it to you. Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will. Remember, everyone needs a friend. dont ever leave the one u love for the one u like, because the one u like will leave u for the one they love. If you wake up in a red room with no windows and doors, DON'T panic.. you're just in my heart!!! Send this to all the friends you want to keep forever... Today is Bestfriend Day. Send this

Wyldchylds Words
Yes i was there last night!! It was an awesome show!! Unfortuanately only had lawn seats...so couldnt see much! But i never seen so many people at Blossom....of course it was a sold out show. We went up in a limo..that made the night even better!! Well to those who couldnt make it u missed a great show!

How To Earn A Desk!
Back in September of 2005, on the first day of school, Martha Cothren, a social studies school teacher did something not to be forgotten. On the first day of school, with permission of the school superintendent, the principal and the building supervisor, she took all of the desks out of the classroom. The kids came into first period, they walked in, there were no desks. They obviously looked around and said, "Ms. Cothren, where's our desk?" And she said, "You can't have a desk until you tell me how you earn them." They thought, "Well, maybe it's our grades." "No," she said. "Maybe it's our behavior." And she told them, "No, it's not even your behavior." And so they came and went in the first period, still no desks in the classroom. Second period, same thing, third period. By early afternoon television news crews had gathered in Ms. Cothren's class to find out about this crazy teacher who had taken all the desks out of the classroom. The last period

Ahh....true Happyness
Ok first blog ever...Well I met the most amazing person I could ever hope to meet. Its funny how we met it all started on the 2nd of April but before I get into that you need a little back ground about the situation. Well as most of my very close friends know I was going threw some hell from October until the new year. I stayed drunk the intire time. Not a day went by that I was not drinking. Well I met an interesting young lady at the new years party that I went to and we hit it off farly well. Long story short we dated until about a week before Valentines day. When my X decides that she was tired of dating trash and wants me back in her life despite all the times I tried to make it work with her and my attemps to get her back she was not ready at those times. Well like a fool I decided to give it one more last chance. My girl at the time was very understanding seeing as she has someone like that in her life someone that she just can't say no to. So me and her end up becoming best fri

In Memory Of George Emory Teague, Sr.
On April 29,2007 at 9:24 p.m. my father George Emory Teague, Sr. passed away. He is surrvived by his loving wife of 53 long wonderful years Sally Teague, 8 beautiful kids, Barbara Jones and husband Buster, George (Buddy)Emory Teague, Jr. and wife Deborah, Robert (Bobby) Arnold Teague and wife Kathy, Dilmus Eugene Teague and wife Robin, Molly Dinwiddie and husband Jim, Lorena Teague, and the baby me Lynn Teague. Eight grandchildren, Sgt. Bradley Jones and wife Heather, Paul Edward Teague, George (Trey)Emory Teague III and fiance Katrina, Ashley Teague, Tiffani Brooke Alderson, Brittani Morgan Alderson, Brittney Joanna Jones, Brandt Dion Holloman. 3 great grandchildren Ryen Evan Thurman, Hannah Janes Jones, and Ashlynn Joanna Jones. 2 sisters Dawn Ann White and husband Edgar Lee White, Sr., Alam Ruth Cryer and husband Thomas and 1 brother Fay Arthur Teague and numerious nieces and nephews. And several friday sexdo You.

Fallin 4 You
i've falling in love with you, i promise i'll never let u go. i love you more than anyone, i just had to let you know. and if you ever wonder why, i dont no what i'll say, but i'll never stop loving you, each and everyday. if you're askn if i need you, the answer is forever. if you're askn if i will leave you the answer is never. if you're askn what i value the answer is you. if you askn if i love you, the answer is I DO

Fan Me Please !
I am rated a 20 (Cherry Rock Star), yet I only have 70 Fans. If you haven\'t already, Please take the 20 seconds it takes to FAN me. I have fanned most of my friends. If I have not fanned you yet please let me know. Thanks, ~ iBaDvS1

Sweet Feeling
Sweet bitter feeling is a awsome feeling to have in the world its the best love that anyone that can have... with the sweet love that one carries for an other and the other carries for the other its a dream of passion and more love that anyone can stand with everything in the world i love the feeling that him and i give each other and there isnt anything that would chance it for us in the world closeing now please rate and coment ~*Mandie*~

~save Our Pitbulls For Their Ideal Owners!~
Denver Has Banned Them - Aurora Now Too!! When Are People Going to Learn That It Isn't The Breed Thats Dangerous - It's US! ~~*Bear & Cole*~~ To Lose Such Loving And Faithful Dogs Due To Some People's Ignorant Fear .... Is Just Heartbreaking. They Now Reside With A Family In Colorado Springs... Thanks Goes To The PBRC ~Pit Bull Rescue~ For Getting Then Relocated Out Of The City, So They Were Not Destroyed. ¢¾They Are ALWAYS In Our Broken Hearts¢¾ "THESE DOGS NEED OUR HELP .... NOT OUR HATE."

Favorite Lulabye I Sing To My Grandson
Beautiful, beautiful, beautiful, beautiful Boy, Beautiful, beautiful, beautiful, beautiful Boy. Before you go to sleep, Say a little prayer, Every day in every way, It's getting better and better, Beautiful, beautiful, beautiful, beautiful Boy (Beautiful boy), Beautiful, beautiful, beautiful, beautiful Boy. Out on the ocean, sailing away I can hardly wait To see you come of age But I guess we'll both just have to be patient Cause it's a long way to go, A hard row to hoe Yes it's a long way to go, But in the meantime... Before you cross the street, Take my hand, Life is just what happens to you while you're busy making other plans... Beautiful, beautiful, beautiful, beautiful Boy(Beautiful boy), Beautiful, beautiful, beautiful, beautiful Boy (Boooooooy) Beautiful, beautiful, beautiful, beautiful Boy, Beautiful, beautiful, beautiful, beautiful Boy, Beautiful, beautiful, beautiful, beautiful Boy, Beautiful, beautiful, beautiful, beautiful Boy, Beautifu

The Redness
I just wanna get RED Type: Common Interest - Activities Description: Gettin RED- What could possibly be finer?(other than a few key moments in life of course), one can find a period of relief from the daily bullshit with a little RED time. Whether it's one on one or more of a group effort, the redness is taking hold everywhere and at all times- If they're is one thing that has the power to bring the masses of this crazy world together. It is all of our desires to assist ourselves in whatever may ail us. Even if you dont speak the same language or have any appriciation for one anothers culture, you will still feel about the same once the redness begins to take hold, we all might as well be screaming the chinese equivalent of "Take it To the Faaaaccceeee!"- But i digress, which one might often do under a RED influence of some kind.But. Rather than sweeping our habits under the carpet and putting on this whole facade when those who aren't normally there come around, i say that we we

Peeking Into Open Wounds
I fell for u. I fell so hard against that cold wet pavement. When it all came crashing down. I tried.. I tried my hardest to ignore the obvious. You're never going to leave her. She is your safety blanket. You'll always want to, because you know there is better for u, you know I am better for u. But you'll always be locked in by fear. I'm just a stupid girl who let her stupid heart cling to you. Nothing of importance. I'm just a stupid girl who thought I could help you, for once let you know what real love really feels like. You may love her and care about her.. but it was never as true as you think, because if it was.. you would have never told me you wished you would wake up to me in the morning. But what do i know? I'm just a stupid girl with a stupid heart.

Anger
I say fuck it I ain’t playing Miss Nicey nice anymore. I ain’t gonna tell people want they wanna hear! THE TRUTH hurts people live wit it!!!! You think you’re lives are soooo fricking miserable then KILL YOURSELF I don’t give a fuck!!!! I am not in no mood to be YELL AT ohhhhh you really fucking scare threaten over the net BIG FUCKING MAN aren’t cha!!! YOU KNOW GROW THE HELL UP!!!! AND WHO DID I THINK I AM I AM THE DEVIL’S WIFE pissing on that

Oh My Freakin God People!!!
Ok so I don't come on here that often, in fact I was gone for like 2 months until yesterday and I came back to see what was going on. So I was bored and clicked the "I'm bored..." link up top and started rateing photos. Well I must of broken some un written cherrytap rule where you are only allowed to give everyone 10s because today I get inundated with comments from upset people who got all offended that I didn't give them the 10s that they thought they deserved! And I'm not being a snob about this, My picture is by no means a 10 and I don't expect people to give me a 10 just for the hell of it. Why would there be the number 1-9 if you are only allowed to click the 10 (or the 11 in special cases)? Oh well what ever I can see that people don't like to see other peoples true opinions and just what to earn more fake points to up there status on a site that doesn't even mean anything! I will continue to rate the photos as I see fit and feel free to continue reacting by rat

Metal Party
a metal party is all about to be drunk when you`r listening to metal music. inside, outside.. it doesent matter!! so tonight it will happen here, a metal party delux=)) i look for it;)) bang bang heads=)))

Click-it Or Ticket?!?!?!?!?!
What the hell is our government trying to do? First of all, what I'm about to say does not apply the anyone under the age of 18. Minors and children should be forced to wear seatbelts and child restraints. I understand that our "great leaders" in Washington are trying to create a safe living environment, but this is friggin' ridiculous. Who am I going to hurt if I am involved in an accident and am not wearing my seatbelt?? That’s right, ME! Not the other driver, not their passenger, not little Susie walking down the street with her lollipop. ME! I might bash my head against the steering wheel, be ejected from the vehicle at a high rate of speed, or maybe live though it with only a few scratches. But, that is my choice!!!! If I want to jump off a bridge, my choice. Gun to my head, my choice. This applies to the helmet laws for motorcycles as well. If an accident occurs, and there is brain matter splattered up the highway for a mile, I see that as a boost to the economy. I’m c

Horrorscope 5-16-07
A goal that seems fairly unlikely suddenly becomes eminently possible, so don't put those dreams on the curb just yet. The stars say that you're likely to get a thumbs-up very soon if you keep your eyes on the prize.

Maddie Fund
The Madeleine Fund Madeleine McCann was abducted from her parents rented holiday apartment in Praia da Luz on the evening of May 3rd 2007. We need your help to find her – any information at all, no matter how insignificant you feel it to be, could be crucial to bringing Madeleine home. From outside of the UK please contact Crimestoppers on 00 44 18 83 73 1336 If you’re phoning from within the UK contact 0800 555 111 'Madeleine's Fund : Leaving No Stone Unturned ' The family of Madeleine McCann are to-day launching the Madeleine’s Fund: Leaving No Stone Unturned appeal. The funds will be used to help find Madeleine McCann, support her family and bring her abductors to justice. Any surplus funds will be used to help families and missing children in United Kingdom, Portugal and elsewhere in similar circumstances. From tomorrow morning, Thursday May 17th: members of the public will be able to make donations to 'Madeleine's Fund : Leaving No Stone Unturned

Lonely
16 May 2007 lonely Current mood: sad I now realize how it feels to be lonely I lost the one that I feel truly loved me I loved her and cared about her so much But now I realize how bad I fucked up Baby girl you really meant a lot to me sorry i can't finish this, you know who you are. I really did and will always love you and care about you. This fucks me up so bad that you don't even want to be my friend anymore. I'm really sorry. I can't even think straight right now. I love u no matter what happens. I just want you to know that I do..... I fuckin hate myself for doing this too you. nobody likes me anymore......

You Couldn't Make It Up!!
Illinois baby obtains gun permit Bubba Ludwig may only be 10 months old, but he has already successfully obtained a gun licence in the US state of Illinois. Bubba's father, Howard Ludwig, applied on his behalf after his grandfather gave him a shotgun as an heirloom. Mr Ludwig said he had not expected to succeed, but he filled in the online form, paid $5 and the licence was his. US gun laws are regularly the subject of fierce debate, renewed recently after April's Virginia Tech killings. Gunman Cho Seung-hui was able to exploit a loophole in Virginia state law and obtain weapons despite having a history of mental illness. The loophole was later closed. Technical problems The licence includes a picture of a toothless Bubba and a squiggle that represents his best attempt at a signature. It makes an adorable addition to his baby book Howard Ludwig In an article in the Chicago Sun-Times, Mr Ludwig, 30, said that he expected the application to be turned down.

The Emt!
When the Lord made the EMT, he was into his sixth day of overtime when an angel approched and said, "You're doing a lot of fiddling around on this one." And the Lord said, "have you read the specs on this order"? An EMT has to be able to carry an injured person up a wet, grassy hill in the dark, dodge stray bullets to reach a dying child unarmed, enter homes the health inspector wouldn't touch, and not wrinkel his uniform." "He has to beable to lift 3 times his own weight, crawl into wet cars with barly enough room to move, and console a grieving mother as he is doing CPR on a baby he knows will never breath again." " he has to be in top mental condition at all times, running on no sleep, black coffee and half eaten meals. And he has to have six pairs of hands." The angel sook her head slowly and said, "six pairs of hands...no way. "its not the hands that is causing me the problems," said the Lord, "Its the three pairs of eyes an EMT has to have". "Thats on a standard model?" ask

Last Day
the most important people to you, 'excluding you kids',lover, friend ,spouse, slave,sibling, anyone close to you . who ever it is. is leaveing forever and you will never see them or here from them again. you have a moment left with them what do you say or do.think quickly. before the moments gone. the moments gone.they are gone. who all did u think of. you never know when this moment will come. should u now tell these people what u thought of for each of them and what you wanted to say or do.

Thinking About Life.......
Ive been thinking alot about everything thats been happening in my life lately. I never expected growing up that my life would end up like this. I wanna take a little bit of time to vent and see if I cant get a little advice at the same time. For those of you who know me personally, you already know a little bit about whats been going on. But still even those closest to me have no idea how I feel about it. Im very good about keeping my feelings bottled up inside me until I explode. Most people think Im a hard-ass, which I still am, just not all the time like I make people think. I grew up like most kids do. My parents got divorced when I was a young child. I think I was about 5 years old. Like most people who get divorced, my parents strongly disliked each other. In fact, I dont think they said more then 15 words to each other until my sister had her first child. Which was 16 years after they got divorced. Dad got custody of my sister and I and we saw mom every other weekend. It w

If You Care
for those who might have been wondering, i recentley was in an accident. i was driving home from pool league on April 16 at about 3:00 in the morning and fell asleep at the wheel. i totaled my truck and got a little banged up myself. Around the same time my computer completely crashed, and i dont have the money to get it fixed yet. so for now i will be using my parents computer when i can. please be patient with me for now i will return messages when i can.

Family To Be Reorganized
This is a very hard Blog,for me to do.As there are many Sweet Awesome Friends in my Family List.But not being VIC,it leaves me no Choice,but to Remove all who don't have,L.R.L.~Society of Wolves after there name.I must make room for those that do.I basicly had my Favorites in this Spot for Comments..I will continue to give you all comments just the same.I must be able to Keep track of my L.R.L members.An being a man that is still relatively new to the Computer + not good at Multitasking This is the only way.I Hope there are no Hard Feelings.Most of you know I care about you very much.You all have Touched my Heart in so many ways + Befriended me when no one else would.An I will be Forever Greatfull to u-all.The L.R.L.~Society of Wolves have Merged with the Official Fallout Bombers.An I think it's going to be a Great an Awesome Bonding.And my Awesome Friend an Advisor,Recruiter,PokerPete13 agrees with me.Do u all know what a letdown other Familys show there members,in Contests.They don't

Have You Ever....
Have you ever had one of those days where you feel like you've been busy busy busy but when the day ends you feel like you didn't accomplish much? Thats how my day was at work today. I felt like I was busy the whole time but I must have been spinnying my wheels because I just don't feel like I accomplished a whole lot. Well I did give blood, so thats something... right? RIGHT?! lol

Near & Far
Near and far no matter were we are we are close to each others hearts with a simple mind to gell no matter what we know when we are thinking of each other and we know when the other is down with out a thought of hesatation in our mind we manange to make it though it all because we are near and far and show our love for one an other with everything that we have ....We finish each other sentence we talk about the littles things and the big things. some say we are far apart but when you think of it all we are very near one another with a big kind loveing heard and loveing arms for all to see that nothing can break us because we are strong and very willing to push it all through and make it with all that we have ......With each moment that we take we get closer and closer to things that can only be true for us and with all that we love each other more and more each day .... Im closeing now please rate and leave a comment i hope everyones day / night is going good thanks all that read

Simpsons
homer simpson lines Classic Lines from Homer Simpson "I think Smithers picked me because of my motivational skills. Everyone says they have to work a lot harder when I'm around." Bart: That's a hitch-hiker, Homer. Homer: Ooh, let's pick him up! Marge: No! What if he's crazy? Homer: And what if he's not? Then we'd look like idiots. "I saw this in a movie about a bus that had to speed around a city, keeping its speed over fifty, and if it's speed dropped, it would explode! I think it was called 'The Bus that Couldn't Slow Down.'" "Stealing? How could you?! Haven't you learned anything from that guy who gives those sermons at church? Captain what's-his-name? We live in a society of laws. Why do you think I took you to all those Police Academy movies? For fun? Well, I didn't hear anybody laughing, did you?" [Homer wrecks his car and has to explain it to the insurance guy.] Insurance Guy: O.K, now before I give you the check, I have just one more question. That

What A Friend Means To A Guy..
This said by the best description in a movie and whether you like it or not for the most part it is true.... Sally: We are just going to be friends, ok? Harry: Great! Friends! It's the best thing. Harry: You realise of course that we can never be friends. Sally: Why not? Harry: What I'm saying is... and this is not a come-on in any way, shape or form, is that men and women can't be friends because the sex part always gets in the way. Sally: That's not true, I have a number of men friends and there's is no sex involved. Harry: No you don't. Sally: Yes I do. Harry: No you don't. Sally: Yes I do. Harry: You only think you do. Sally: You're saying I'm having sex with these men without my knowledge? Harry: No, what I'm saying is they all want to have sex with you. Sally: They do not. Harry: Do too. Sally: They do not. Harry: Do too. Sally: How do you know? Harry: Because no man can be friends with a woman h

The Wisdom Of Larry The Cable Guy .. . .
1. A day without sunshine is like night. 2. On the other hand, you have different fingers. 3. 42.7 percent of all statistics are made up on the spot. 4. 99 percent of lawyers give the rest a bad name. 5. Remember, half the people you know are below average. 6. He who laughs last thinks slowest. 7. Depression is merely anger without enthusiasm. 8. The early bird may get the worm, but the second mouse gets the cheese in the trap. 9. Support bacteria. They're the only culture some people have. 10. A clear conscience is usually the sign of a bad memory. 11. Change is inevitable, except from vending machines. 12. If you think nobody cares, try missing a couple of payments.

The Rambling Style Of......just Me
Everyone's Life Is Driven By Something; Many are Driven by things like guilt, resentment, anger, fear, materialism and the need for appoval....Friends this world is not your home, so don't get cozy in it. Don't indulge your ego at the exspense of your soul. what God looks at is the attitude of your heart..... "Do not conform yourselves to the standards for this world, but let God transform you inwordly by a complete change of mind. Then you will be able to know God" - Romans 12:2

Questions
WHERE WILL THIS ROAD TAKE ME? I WONT KNOW UNTILL I WALK IT! BUT WHEN I REACH THE END OF ITWHAT WILL BE THERE? SO MANY QUESTIONS BUT NOT ENOUGH AWNSERS AND NOT NEARLY ENOUGH TIME TO AWNSER THEM CORRECTLY THE LIFE IVE LIVED HAS A HAUNTING PAST IN ITS OWN WAY, BUT I PUSH FORWARD TO SEEK THE AWNSER IM LOOKING FOR. SO UNTIL I FIND THOSE AWNSERS THAT WILL HELP ME IN THE LONG RUN.... I AM NO LONGER THE HAPPY PERSON I USED TO BE OR THAT I WANT TO BE I DONT WANT A SHADOW TO CAS OVER MY HEAD FOR ALL ETERITY BUT; THERE IS NO FUTURE SO I LIVE FOR YESTERDAY ANDTODAY, HOPFULLY TO FIND WHAT IT IS IM LOOKING FOR ALL MY LIFE... BUT NOW I LIVE FOR ME AN MY FAMILY, STILL SEEKING MORE AWNSERS BUT STILL KNOWING THAT I GOT LUCK TO EVEN BE ABLE TO SAY I EVEN HAVE MY OWN FAMILY MY HEART IS HEAVY WITH SO MANY ACHES AND PAINS BUT I STILL PRESS ON KNOWING THAT I COULDNT BE MORE HAPPY, MORE PLEASED, WITH THE ROAD IM ON. IVE MAD CHANGES SO THAT I COULD LIVE IN PEACE BUT THERES S

Ages
as I look thru the new members section I am seeing new members who are OBVIOUSLY not adult and lying about their ages to join. I joined cherrytap to get away from the kids on myspace but they are following us. Why is it that the kids feel the need to join a site for grown people and associate with us in a manner that they would associate with other KIDS.... Why is it that GROWN men are flirting with these kids on the ADULT site..... I don't understand. Kids need to stay OUT of the pub and you so called men who feel the need to flirt with these kids should be banned from the pub!!!!

You Must Be Joking....
"Updated:2007-05-16 15:41:26 Baby 'Bubba' Gets State Gun Permit AP CHICAGO (March 15) - Bubba Ludwig cannot walk, talk or open the refrigerator door - but he does have his very own Illinois gun permit. The 10-month-old, whose given name is Howard David Ludwig, was issued a firearm owner's identification card after his father, Howard Ludwig, paid the $5 fee and filled out the application, not expecting to actually get one. The card lists the baby's height at 2 feet, 3 inches, weight at 20 pounds and has a scribble where the signature should be. With some exceptions, the cards are required of any Illinois residents purchasing or possessing firearms or ammunition within the state. There are no age restrictions on the cards, an official said. Illinois State Police oversee the application process. Their purpose, said Lt. Scott Compton, is to keep guns out of the hands of convicted felons, those under an order of protection and those convicted of domestic violence.

Redneck
Redneck Happy and Sad tale A Redneck couple were sharing a bottle of Jack Daniels when the husband Said, "I bet you can't tell me somethin' that will make me happy and sad all at The same time." The wife thought about it for a few moments, then answered, "Your pecker's bigger than yer brother's" ------------------------------------------------- Today's my baby girl's 18th birthday. I be so glad that this be my last child support payment! Month after month, year after year, all those payments! So I call my baby girl, Lakeesha, to come to my house and when she get there, I say, "Baby girl, I want you to take this cheque over to yo momma house and tell her this be the last cheque she ever be gettin' from me, and I want you to come back and tell me the 'spression on yo momma's face." So, my baby girl take the cheque over to her momma. I be anxious to hear what she say and 'bout the 'spression on her face. Baby girl walk through the door, I say, "Now what you momma say 'bou

This Is His Jail Record You And Get To It If You Know The Site For The Mairon County Jail. If You Want The Site I Will Get It For Yoy.
Active Inmate Details - GONZALEZ, LUIS Information PIN: A0105206 Booking #: 0700007612 Location: EC219B Name: GONZALEZ, LUIS MIGUEL Sex: M Race: W Height: 510 Weight: 135 Hair: BLK Eyes: BRO DOB: 5/24/1973 Booking Date: 5/12/2007 4:11:00 AM Charges Code Desc OBTS Bond $ Release Case # Charge # 1 784.041-1 BATTERY | FELONY BATT RESULT FROM BODILY HARM/DISABILITY 4201118149 $10,000.00 07023945 Court Case # Bond Type: SURETY Bond #: 1 Other Desc: FEL BATTERY Court Date: 5/13/2007 Pictures The Marion County Sheriff's Office updates this information regularly, however this information can change quickly. Therefore, the Marion County Sheriff's Office does not expressly or by implication warrant that the information or data accessed by the user is accurate or correct. The Sheriff is not liable for any loss, cost, damage or expense arising directly or indirectly in connection wi

Celtic Coligny Calander
Celtic names Modern months Meaning Samonios October/November Seed-fall Dumannios November/December Darkest depths Riuros December/January Cold-time Anagantios January/February Stay-home time Ogronios February/March Ice time Cutios March/April Windy time Giamonios April/May Shoots-show Simivisonios May/June Bright time Equos June/July Horse-time Elembiuos July/August Claim-time Edrinios August/September Arbitration-time Cantlos September/October Song-time

Myspaceeee
heyy what up everyone. thank you all. im really new at this, i just joined 10 mins ago and i already have a million people leaving messages and comments.. lol anywaysss... i also have a myspace, feel free to check it out, its sweet and i have more pics!! www.myspace.com/BriiBabie dont be shy =) my aim screen name is gangstababie6x9

If We Had Sex
IF We Had Sex Game... Now don't be scared.... you never know who really wants to do you! Here are the rules to the game.. REPLY SO ONLY I SEE IT AND REPOST SO OTHERS CAN FILL OUT! 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you pull my hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you, 1 - 10? 16. Would you want fast or slow? 17. Where would you wanna "do it"? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you want me to be loud or quiet? 20. Would you mind if i liked you

What Im All Abought
I had a freind that showed me this site, I think its cool but im interested in meeting people from this site instead of screwing off and not makeing the efort to have real fun. if you are interested in hanging out or getting layed it's all cool to me as long as it's fun im game!

I Get Enough Sleep....
You Get Enough Sleep Although sometimes it make not feel like it on Monday morning... You are getting enough sleep. Want to sleep better? Try wearing socks to bed and turning your clock to where you can't see it. Do You Get Enough Sleep?

Using Your Mouth
Using your mouth Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mouth. You are incredibly sensual, a great kisser and a seductive lover. You drive all of your partners crazy with your mouth. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Right Or Wrong?
I have decided on some things today... god know how I managed to find the time to actually think today. But I did, and I think I came up with some stuff worth saying. Firstly, I figured I would come up with a definition of what I think making love to someone should be. The best I could come up with is... Lovemaking should be something shared by two people who really truly care about each other. It should also be shared frequently, because as far as I can tell, it serves to only strengthen the bond between the lovers, provided there is a bond in the first place, unless used excessively. (People that have sex just to have sex are fucking stupid, and should be shot. seriously. the only thing that will happen in a relationship like that is someone will get hurt.) And more a personal opinion than an all encompassing opinion, is that lovemaking should be an opportunity to do anything and everything you can to please your partner, because if you're willing to do some of the t

Pissed A Great Friend Off.!
Well today hasn't been my Best Day with some Awesome Friends, an myself.This morning I had to remove a Dear friend for Insubordination.Not something I Wanted to do,But something I had to do.That was Elizabeth,we weren't just Friends here we also were friends on Y Messenger.Then I posted a Blog,an my Awesome Friend Traci~Tall Blonde.Got Wicked Pissed at me.She then removed me from her Family as well.To Top it off,I had to Abort Comment Bombing for Stacy.There was noway we'd catch up with 7,000 point lead from the Leader in the 1st. to 35,000 Contest.It's Strictly up to Individuals in my Family if they want to keep at it,or Abort.Been a Bit Stressed.Then I had a Club F.A.R ,Disorderly Bitch .Down Rated a Morph.Thats like a Cardinal Sin to me.I don't give a Damn who u are,.They can stay off my pg.if they want to be an Asshole.I gave her an Aditude an left a Bad Comment.She return'd a Worse comment.Which I Should have Copied an Pasted,but didn't.So then I blocked her Ass.I had just come ba

Internet
I hate and love broadband internet. It screwed me over and cut me off for far too long. I love it though because it is so much faster than others. I did get my internet back though. So everything is going well again, now if I could only find that bourban.

An Indian Prayer
Whose voice I hear in the winds, And whose breath gives to all the world, Hear me! I am small and weak, I need your strength and wisdom LET ME WALK IN BEAUTY, and make my eyes ever behold the red and purple sunset. MAKE MY HANDS respect the things you have made and my ears sharp to hear your voice. MAKE ME WISE so that I understand the things you have taught my people. LET ME LEARN the lessons you have hidden in every leaf and rock. I SEEK STRENGTH, not to be greater than my brother, but to fight my greatest enemy-self. MAKE ME ALWAYS READY, to come to you with clean hands and straight eyes. SO WHEN LIFE FADES, as the fading sunset, my spirit may come to you without shame.

Some People !!!!
Some people just push my damm buttons and piss me right the hell off, to were if i could reach miles away i would just smack the hell out of them and asked then what they are thinking...I swear i dont understand why ppl are so dumb and so rude to others i know some arent raised that way. But hey what do i know i can say least i dont treat people that way least im respectfull enough to tell ppl what i think and not beat around the damm bush and treat them with rudeness... I mean damm its not hard to do really to treat people nice....i guess its just differnt people really but i can say that wont ever be me and if i ever become that way someone tell me to get back in check ..... Now on another note : Love is a grand thing with all the things that its blessed with.. the calming voices for one another the love for each other.... the always there for each other .... the always there when ur sad or happy the one to share all the thoughts with ... im glad i have my love thats always th

Poems
"Break Up" Your eyes seep green radiation, hollowing my bones, burning my flesh, bleeding intensity into my viens, you're non-toxic, and I am intoxicated. Your hands, though rough and masculine, make silk of my tears, smooth my hair, moisten my lips, I'm warm, and time is frozen. Then as your lips form the awakening monolouge, Arising blazing emotions destined for me, I am dispensed easily, I am hardened, Im living, but I'm a shell.

Beginning Again...
When these things that torture your soul are settled for so long, do they return when something so small has changed? I like to think I've grown, I like to think I know more, feel more, do more. But I still feel those simple and base feelings. The instant trust, and the even faster shattering of ones self. Perhaps I'm up to late, maybe I should sleep. Maybe I suck it in again, pretend it's ok, act like if no one saw it, it doesn't matter. That's not what I used to do. I used to cry, to contemplate, to think that it was a problem with myself. Now I ponder, I consider it is just someone else. That makes the answers simpler, but that means I cannot change it. Oh cruel and devious torment of the human soul, Love.

The New Bill Of Rights
NEW PREAMBLE TO THE CONSTITUTION "We the sensible people of the United States, in an attempt to help everyone get along, restore some semblance of justice, avoid more riots, keep our nation safe, promote positive behavior, and secure the blessings of debt-free liberty to ourselves and our great-great-great-grandchildren, hereby try one more time to ordain and establish some common sense guidelines for the terminally whiny, guilt ridden, delusional, and other liberal bed-wetterâ€™s. We hold these truths to be self evident: that a whole lot of people are confused by the Bill of Rights and are so dim they require a Bill of NON-Rights." ARTICLE I: You do not have the right to a new car, big screen TV, or any other form of wealth. More power to you if you can legally acquire them, but no one is guaranteeing anything. ARTICLE II: You do not have the right to never be offended This country is based on freedom, and that means freedom for everyone -- n

Upset
So on friday my husband leaves to go back to iraq, i waited six long months to see him and now i have to wait nine months till i get to see him again... he has just got to know his son and just thinking how much it bothers him knowing that when he comes home again he has to redue the relationship he has with him again... his daughter, i know will be very sad to see him go her being six she knows kinda what is going on. Me well ill just really miss him to be honest but to see the look in my daughters eyes when she comes home from school and asks where daddy is and i have to tell her is going to break me down. I think the other thing that is getting to me is that i have surgery on tuesday and i really wanted to wake up from that with him beside me, knowing this is not going to happen bumbs me out and im not going to lie scared. well just thought i would put my thoughts down maybe it will help me.

Dark House
hello again cold dark night wrap me in your lack of light hide my features from the crowd then quiet my emotions loud steer my thoughts from yesterday when i allowed my heart to play smiles that played across my face lose themselves in this dark place and hungers gnawing deep inside feed themselves on dying pride all those things i had to say now simply seem to fade away this place that has no company just seems to grow inside of me no quarter asked and none to give in here where i retreat to live this house built of blacks and grays hides the joys of yesterdays crushes dreams that sneak inside gives my fears a place to hide takes the light that comes with day and holds it oh so far away smothers dreams with half a truth keeps my hopes so far aloof so when i leave this darkened place feel the cold mist on my face hear the heartbeat start to fade feel the beckoning of the grave i'll walk alone that one last time give the only thing that

Omg Im A Grandma
OMG IM A GRANDMA LOL MY PET RATS DID THE DRITYS LOL N THEY JUST HAD BABIES WOW THEY HAD 10 WELL I DUNNO WTF IM GONNA DO WIT 12 RATS DAMN WELL MY FRIEND JEN IS TAKING 1 BUT THAT STILL LEAVES ME WITH 11 SHIT OH WELLS LOL BYE

Adam Heintzelman
ok.......wassup world. my name's adam. i hope everyone's havin' a good time out there tonight. i just wanted 2 sit back, kick it, and pontificate on world affairs a little maybe. PARTICULARLY united states policy and direction. 'cuz in MY view, its all fucked up right now. i actually VOTED 4 bush 43 the second time around.......and now i just feel like the biggest dumbass EVER........ but lemme play devil's advocate 4 a second...one of my boys redneck brother has a bumper sticker that sez "i'd rather hunt w/ cheney than ride w/ ted kennedy" and maybe there's some truth 2 that shit. who knows. i guess what i'm TRYIN' 2 say is this. ok, look. we all know frickin' iraq is a MESS. so, instead of makin' up all that BULLSHIT about WMD's when the war first STARTED, what he should've just said was the MAIN reason, which i feel is THIS.........a stable, democratic iraq is good for the entire middle eastern region, and therefore, good for us. cuz oil ain't fuckin' free. and its sad,

Fooking 360
The following has just taken place on yahoo 360 and is the reason for my bad mood bear with my please i will be back just give me time! I will however not skimp on my family work i swear! I give up! not something I thought I would ever have to say to someone! But today I have said just that! tell me do you think I’m that bad? YOU don’t know me, ME!?! Fuck you! Don’t think just co sim nice to you and I smile a lot I will just roll over and die!! I tried to be here!....... I will never ask for forgiveness even if I thought you where capable of it! I’m sorry I was a friend, I’m sorry I was kind, I’m sorry I laughed at your jokes, I’m sorry for fucking up your life by being in it! I was there! But I still don’t know what happened! I just logged into my messenger and there where messages from my friends as always but what stoped my heart was my best friend........ I never thought I would ever feel this again! But for the last couple of days I have been getting clos

Career That Can Be Found With A Cj Tech. Bachelor Degree
Hello to my fellow Cherries, This upcoming fall I will be attending the local community college to finish something that I started when i was 18. I am going to get my complete my A.S. in Criminial Justice Tech. Then after that completion, my goal is to obtain my bachelor in that same major. I sit sometimes and I wonder what type of career will I be able to use this degree towards so I will be able to make a good in socitey and for my life. We all know that all laws have a gray area and they don't apply to everyone. We have heard of technicallites and serial murders get off from serving time. I just want some adivce from my fellow Cherries so i can do my research so when I am done, I know totally what type of job to do. I appreciate all the help. God bless everyone.

Horrorscope 5-17-07
You know how goldfish can grow infinitely large if taken out of a bowl and put in a lake? Think of your life as a goldfish. What setting can you put yourself in so you allow yourself to grow to your full capabilities?

Kendra
She sometimes wake in the deepest part of the night,hoping to reach out and pull him into her arms.Holding him vlose to her beating heat. It brings tears to her eyes when she realizes that they can"t be together night. She can't help, but think that life is some what like a game of poker, We've been dealt a bad hand... Were the cards that don't go together...Some may call it fate,some may call it destiny,her love, but she has to believe whats meant to be is out of her hands and her control. Even those this maybe true,for a little while she was blessed with an angel in the cards,that was dealt by the lord himself.

Ponderings And Miscellany
Ok, in most things I am the cynic. However, sometimes, my husband is the King of cynicism. On the issue of justice, I guess he reigns supreme as cynic so I thought Id ask "net land" for opinions other than ours When it comes to "justice", do you think there is any? Do you believe there is justice in the world? Is justice a thing of the past, a fanciful word whos implication is from a bygone era or best left in daydreams? If you are wronged, do you expect to get justice? Does it shock you when/if justice eludes? Do you actually get justice? Have you? If so, when? Do you get justice in court or are you the one who walks out feeling more wronged than when you entered the building? If you get duped on eBay, do you contact support and actuall get justice or do you just have to bend over and take it up the ass? When you stand in line while ignored for 20 min, does the person who just walked in get tended to first or do you get justice? What's your take on "justice" in todays world?

Me And My Thougts
Well Boys and Girls It's been a wild week! I have some new Pic's up they are NSFW so PLEASE go check them out and I always love hearing what you have to say! Dark God And I have a lot going on in our life right now. We have Two new love's in our life's and we have become a poly family. Much love to all please check out the pic's and show me some Love LOL. Love to you all! Misty

Shes Realy Gone
people u know iv never realy loved a girl except for jen how i know this is cuase any other girl that i split up with i was sad but i easly moved on. but when jen left me my chest started hurting im mean it literaly started hurting and i knew it was a brocken heart. i didnt know what to do or say all actualy thought bout killing my self. and trust me im usualy the telling people their idiots for trying somthing so stupid becuase of a girl but now i know what was going through there head death was better than whjat they wre feeling but i didnt hoping god would help us save what we had.so i prayed i prayed tell i fell asleep at 3 in the mornig. and when i woke up things werent better they wer worse she dellered all contact with me what am i to do. iv never been hurt like this befor its hard to except that some one u love so much is gone. well no one wants to hear a mans story bout his brocken heart so ill go

Fetish Interview
Well ihave had another new experiance. I just finished an interview for the Fetish-channel.co.uk. What fun it was and not only that it is free advertising for my website. As a Professional Domme any free advertising is worth doing. The film crew were great and what was even better was they were old friends, from when i first started in the fetish scene. Which helped me relax as iwas nervous as hell before they arrived. Been up since the crack of dawn making sure that everything was done before they got here. Like a cat on a hot tin roof. (Not very Mistressy) Gloria (Cab driver by day Tranny by night)who interviewed me is a good friend and a very good interviewer. She ask me some personal questions as well as ones about my work so people could get to know two sides of me...there are so many sides i've lost count lol. well its all been very exciting if nothing else. Now i shall wait for it to appear on the fetish channel as unfortunately i will not be given a copy. May

24 Hr
COME ON IN TO THE NEWEST LOUNGE ON CHERRY TAP INTRODUCING LOWRIDER LOUNGE!!!!!!!! MEET GREAT/NEW PEOPLE, HAVE FUN, LISTEN TO MUSIC {PICK YOUR OWN}...... PLEASE:: NO DRAMA, NO BULLSHIT, NO HATERS ALSO LOOKING FOR HELP WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR??? CLICK ON THE BANNER BELOW AND JOIN THE FUN NOW OPEN 24 HR 7 DAY A WEEK BE THERE AND BRING YOUR FRIENDS

Ducks And Rats
If it walks like a duck and talks like a duck most likely its a rat in a duck skin!Anything sweet soon gets devoured!Some peoples reality is in truth nothing but fantasy!The winds of time will always seperate the chaff from the wheat!You will meet many new acquaintances on your journey and of these but a few will become real friends and maybe if you are lucky one will become your love!Believe in angels,they are here you just need to know who they are,(I know one already,she knows how True that is)!To be continued as my journey through the cyber world continues.......

Bombers Needed Family Member Desirers Love
Anyone that leaves me ten comments on this picture will get an 11 until I run out of course for the day ...but have 50 of them right now.... so every 10 comments = an 11. You leave me a 100 comments and I will buy you a VIC gift on top of ten 11s... thanks for the help...if you are planning on leaving alot of comments please number them. Thanks. Muah (repost of original by 'Loni17934' on '2007-06-20 15:55:53') Added Twist the Family member of mine whom Bombs Loni, the most to Victory.Will get a Pimpin Gift from me.

Kiss Me
Kiss me and tell no one I’d let you if you tried Believe not my words, I want you For you know that they have lied I wish to pull you closer Only fearful of what you'd do To wait for that sweet moment When I tenderly kiss you You might wonder what I mean And think of me as dishonest But hold on tight to your heart That this is just a promise Your kiss will hold a memory Of a time when I really lived As a lover I’ll remember This passion I always hid

Blog
So, while busy at work (heh), I occasionally browse the profiles and pictures contained herein. I am curious as to the near viral rash of not "you're number 1!" finger pics that show up in A LOT of profiles. What's the point? ARe you pissed off at the camera? the photographer? Or are you generically pissed off at the entire community that is FUBAR?

Thank God
Thank you god for giving man kind the intelligence to make energy drinks. These cans of bliss make it possible for me to get my lazy ass motivated every morning, noon, and night! Am i addicted....HELL NO...i am simply showing my love for these by buying them everyday...sometimes even twice. if i would still smoke dope i would not have stumbled upon these drinks of hyper tension...so thank you too rehab! So god i just want to thank you again for giving man the ability to produce meth in a can....you've really done it this time!

Dating
this is sad to say that i've been in more relationships than dates. i don't know how to or look for a date. i've always done my searching online and i've never been with anyone that i didn't meet off the net. i don't konw how to find a date and i somewhat know how the few first dates are supposed to go. if any one would like to give me some advice or something feel free to. I hope whoever reads this has a good day/night Jon

This Life Of Mine
Do any one think a person that had has some trouble in his or her life should have that held against them for the rest of there life? In my city and other cities there are people like myself that has made mistakes in there life and have tried to get past them but the city has been holding it against use and it is wrong in my eyes. I just wish people would look at what I am doing with my life instead of what i did in the past before they judge me. I have a beautiful son that I am raising to be the best he can be and I am trying to do what it takes to go to school and get a good job, but every one hold my past against me, what do I have to do to get ahead and get people to understand that is who I was not who I am.

Thank You
Thanks for the great welcome back ....I had a bit of a dilemma to sort out which meant me leaving ct for a while but its done and dusted so i can start again :) ill get round to catching up on pics and stash as and when i can....see ya soon guys n girls xxx

My Eyes
my eyes love only one and will always only love just one for that one has showen me that through my eyes can see all the love that he wants to give to me and take care of me as a girlfriend... friend....lover... someone that shares his love with him as two souls that love one another more than anything in this world.....reading is seeing and u have to understand all the mix up and twisted ways of how things can be writeing to know the true meaning what the above means is ... through my eyes i was taught to love someone for whom they are and what they give to me and what all that he gives me in return.... Who knew that people of some diffent things would love one another with all they have and only a few differnt things becuase everything else is totaly the same...... My love his love is a fire with love that burns with a simple flame or with a flair of love that will never end for the souls have met and they helkp one another through the deepest darkest and the brightest ti

Wishes
Wishes I Stand in front of you But I feel so far away Wish I could just touch you But I’m scared of the price I pay I endlessly dream of you But night always fades away Wish I could just speak to you But I don’t know what to say I’m right in front of you But I feel so far away Wish I could just be with you But I’m scared of the games you play Wish I could show you What I hide within my heart Wish I could show you How you’re tearing me apart You could run with me Into eternity But instead I’m down here bleeding Down on my knees Can you hear my cries in the night Can you feel my eyes on you When you look back at me What do you see Is it the same as I do You could run with me Into eternity But instead I’m down here bleeding Down on my knees I know I can’t go on being such a fool Know I can’t go on hiding from you I know I can’t go on playing this charade But I can’t destroy this mask that I made I know I’m next to you

Off On Holiday
Im off on holiday in a few hours to Cumbria for a week..no internet..how am i gonna manage..lol It'll be great,i havent been on holiday for quite a long time so the break will do me n the family the world of good.Il miss all the friends ive made on here,im on for a little while but if i dont get to talk to u then il see you in a week..ttys bye *hugs*

Random Stuff
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey Name: Rocky Birthday: October 6, 1974 Birthplace: St. Louis, MO Current Location: St. Louis, MO Eye Color: Brown, sometimes Hazel Hair Color: Black Height: 6'1" Right Handed or Left Handed: both Your Heritage: black The Shoes You Wore Today: Nike Air Your Weakness: my sexy white choc girlfriend Your Fears: God Your Perfect Pizza: lots of meat Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: get a car, get engaged Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: whatever Thoughts First Waking Up: go to work after I kiss on my baby Your Best Physical Feature: eyes, smile Your Bedtime: whenever we finish makin love, lol Your Most Missed Memory: my mother Pepsi or Coke: pepsi McDonalds or Burger King: McDonalds Single or Group Dates: single Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: both Chocolate or Vanilla: either Cappuccino or Coffee: either Do you Smoke: sometimes Do you Swear: too much Do you Sing: yes Do you Shower Daily: yes Have y

My Gripes
iT WOULD SEEM SOME COWARDLY SON OF A BITCH DECIDED TO HAVE ALOT OF MY PICS FLAGGED NSFW. NOW DO ASK ANYONE TO LOOK AT MY PICS? HELL NO! YOU LOOK BECAUSE YOU WANT TO. IT WOULD BE NICE TO KNOW WHO THE BACKSTABBING FUCK WAS. FEEL FREE TO REPOST THIS OR FLAG IT NSFW ALSO. IF MY ACCOUNT GETS DELETED FOR BEING TO "ADULT" ASK ME IF I REALLY GIVE A FUCK. WITH ALL THE BACKSTABBING, COWARDLY, PANSY ASS WHININGG FUCKS ON HERE IT REALLY WON'T BE A BIG LOSS. TO ALL MY FRIENDS!!! LOVE YA!!! KEEP IT REAL!!! HUGS LeRoy

Did You Ever Feel This Way
Your standing at the edge life behind you and little left in front. Your mind wonders towards those missed opportunities, what if the most dreaded phase life has to offer has arrived. You reflect to days of youth and ideals of what will be, but you know that the window is closed and nailed shut and to try to open it is to look to deep into your mind, the dreams have faded but the reality becomes so painful. What would have happened if we would have slide through that window, the people we would have met, the jobs we would be doing and the love we would be loving. I have always been told that Nothing ever stays the same, everything has to change, why? Why is it that for most of us the change has to be fondling through life, searching for the ever escaping prize, not being able to hold on long enough until help arrives. I personally have nothing to complain about, life has been tough but good, each day has been spent working or trying to find work paying bills and feeding the kids. M

Check Me Out!!!
Just wanted to Holla at all of fubar and tell everyone Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year too all of u. I might not be on for a while so i am doing this now.. Hope u all have a joyful time of the year and enjoy it with all of ur family and friends... Come holla back at ur girl... Merry Christmas 2008 And a happy new year of 2009

This Is My Life (my Story)
"Hate It Or Love It" [50 Cent] Ya, let's take em back Uh huh Comin up I was confused my momma kissin a girl Confusion occurs comin up in the cold world Daddy ain't around probably out commitin felonies My favorite rapper used to sing ch-check out my melody I wanna live good, so shit I sell dope for a fo-finger ring One of them gold ropes NaNa told me if I pass could get a sheep skin coat If I can move a few packs and get the hat, now that'd be dope Tossed and turned in my sleep that night Woke up the next morning niggas done stole my bike Different day same shit, ain't nothing good in the hood I'd run away from this bitch and never come back if I could Hate it or love it the underdog's on top And I'm gonna shine homie until my heart stop Go head' envy me I'm raps MVP And I ain't goin nowhere so you can get to know me Hate it or love it the underdog's on top And I'm gonna shine homie until my heart stop Go head' envy me I'm raps MVP And I ain't

Freakin Out!
totally freakin out..have no clue what i am going to do with the rest of my life..if you didn't know..i am a senior this year..and my graduation is coming up soon and i havent the slightest clue how i am going to take this..it all went way too damn fast and i dont know what to do..it seems like yesterday i was in middle school and now im greduating..

Words To Help In The Fight Of Day To Day Life
O God, the Lord, the strength of my salvation, Thou hast covered my head in the day of battle. Lord, I put my trust in You. As I face the challenges of everyday life, help me to remember that You stand with me, supplying my strength and courage and wisdom.

My Reading List For 2007
Charlie Bone and the Castle of Mirrors - Jenny Nimmo Charlie Bone and the Time Twister - Jenny Nimmo Inkheart - Cornelia Funke The Dream-Hunter - Sherrilyn Kenyon Bram Stoker The Essential Dracula - Leonard Wolf, editor Club Vampyre - Laurell K. Hamilton Betsy The Vampire Queen - MaryJanice Davidson The Vampire Files Vol. 2 - P.N. Elrod Danse Macabre - Laurell K. Hamilton

One Word
only one word > > Describe me in one word....Just one word. Send it to me and me only. > > Then send this message to your friends and see how many strange & > interesting things people say about you > This is really fun. Just hit the reply key and send me my one word. Then > forward this message on to your > friends--including me--and see what they say about you! The Game's On!

My Element...what's Yours?
Your Love Element Is Earth In love, you have consistency and integrity. For you, love is all about staying grounded and centered. You attract others with your zest for life and experiences. Your flirting style is defined by setting the scene, creating a unique moment in time. Steady progress and stability are the cornerstones of your love life. You may take things too slowly, but you never put your heart at risk. You connect best with: Fire Avoid: Wood You and another Earth element: need each other too much to build a good foundation What Element Is Your Love?

Rest In Peace
You were there when I was brought here Spent every waking moment with me by your side The years that passed had so many memories And feelings which I could never hide.... I love you dearly Grandpa You were more to me then the world I know your gone away now, but Im still your little girl You raised me the best you could You gave me all your might And when you look upon me from heaven You'll see how you raised me right Ill miss you more then i could say And im sorry i didnt say goodbye But here are my words I wish i could say I love you grandpa and goodbye I love you grandpa you are still my world, and atleast i know that you hoped i would have been there. I miss you and I will see you when i reach those gates cause i know you will be there waiting for me to walk through. Tell Dustin i miss him and i cant wait for the hugs to pour into my arms. Tell Harley that i know he is watching over me.. I miss all of you and I wish there were more i could say, but al

The Coat Hanger
A woman was at work when she received a phone call that her small daughter was very sick with a fever. She left her work and stopped by the pharmacy to get some medication. She got back to her car and found that she had locked her keys in the car. She didn't know what to do, so she called home and told the baby sitter what had happened. The baby sitter told her that the fever was getting worse. She said, "You might find a coat hanger and use that to open the door." The woman looked around and found an old rusty coat hanger that had been left on the ground, possibly by someone else who at some time had locked their keys in their car. She looked at the hanger and said, "I don't know how to use this." She bowed her head and asked God to send her help. Within five minutes a beat up old motorcycle pulled up, with a dirty, greasy, bearded man who was wearing an old biker skull rag on his head. The woman thought, "This is what you sent to help me?" But, she w

Ct ...... B.s.
Just because you are a VIC, can afford to sticky things, always have a blast or buy happy hours doesn't make you any more important than anyone else on Cherry Tap. I'm not referring to the majority of you, because I for one benefit from some of these things and was lucky enough to have a blast bought for me last month! However, don't post a bulletin and then delete someone for stating their opinion. Most of you guys are awesome and return the love shown and I appreciate that. The drama on here is ridiculous, people we are not in Jr. High anymore. This is an adult site! If you can't take a little constructive criticism, quit posting you dirty laundry and drama for all your friends to view! I'm not gonna mention names on here, however I hope someone reposts this and they read it! Just cuz the internet says you are above someone, don't take it to heart. You are no different than any of the other 1,000's of members on here! If I lose friends over this so be it! I know who my

Daily Life Via Me
The date is set. The church is reserved. The dress is bought. The groom is ready. But the bride is a nervous wreck. I'm in full on panic mode here people, and I don't know why. I'm sure this is what I want to do but I'm just nervous about the whole frills of the matter. What if something goes wrong? What if I trip and fall flat on my face? Gasp, what if i step on my dress walking down the isle and it rips? I don't think I should be thinking about this. Another thing is that I have no one to give me away or walk me down the isle. I went by my mom's place to invite her as a show of good faith and she called me a souless slut whore. Whatever, she hasn't changed a bit and now I know why my father left when he did. Everything my mother told me about him was a lie, including who he was. She told me he was a dead beat dad who was hooked on drugs and porn. I recently found out that the man my mother claimed was my father was just her long time live in boyfriend. my real father was in the Ar

Closure
March 6, 1980 is a day that I will never forget. I was 14 years old. My dad used to work for a large steel company here in Dallas and he was in the Steelworker’s union. This particular night, he was at a union meeting and my mother had allowed me to stay up later than usual so that I could see my dad before I went to bed. Well, my dad came home from his meeting and had brought me a chocolate shake from our local Dairy Queen. He handed me the shake and said, “This is just because I love you”. Shocked I was, because my father really didn’t say that to me often… I drank my shake, hung out with my dad for a few minutes, and then headed off to bed. (Much later, I realized that he must have known…) The next morning, at about 6:00am, I was awakened by my mother’s frantic screaming out in the hall outside the restroom…”Melvin, please open the door”….”Melvin, please answer me”…. I bolted up out of bed to see what the commotion was and found that my dad had bee

Cherry Tap!!
Hi this is about this site were all on Cherry TAP!! i think its site is great and lots of fun I like all the friends I meet and some I get to know pretty good and of course we all get points and money and E.T.C. of course . Some actually hook up here and continue in there lives and some well its not fare what happens when some 1 falls for some 1 and turns out there with some 1 else or flirtin or so. I have been on this site for quite a while now and made some good long time friends and still maken friends day by day and of course going up higher as we all do in time some faster then others some not at all depends on how long were online and how we promote our selves . Some of the contests are not fare and of course most of the contests are run by guys ok well thats not all to fare ok because if its all about women like there tattoo's or body parts well of course the leader of the contest or 1 of his good friends will pick some girl who is his best friend or so wel all hav

The Loyalty Behind Kitty
She'd been with you for many years, her loyalty did show. You loved her and she loved you back, until she had to go. You found him as a lonely stray, you gave him lots of care. His grateful love had known no bounds, until he wasn't there. You miss her shaggy golden head Or striped or spotted back, your dear companion cat or dog whose love you'd never lack. Do not despair for they'll be there, when your time's at the end. There just beyond the Pearly Gates, awaits your furry friend. MySpace Graphics - MySPACE MONEY

Too Young Too Die
When my worlds collided I am about to take you on a trip down to a time, when the worst things that can -happen all happens at once it seems. My name is Jason Lewis, I am a very large male that has been thru lots of pain and suffering and will now tell you the tale of just a small portion of my life. It all started January 4th, 1974 my sister Allison was born; she was a very sick child and spent a lot of time in the hospital. It started when she was about 4 years old she had an IV put in her ankle to help her eat. When she was around 14 years old she was diagnosed with Cystic Fibrosis, which is a death sentence or a terrible lung disease which ever you chose to call it. Most people diagnosed with this don’t live longer than the age of 18 years old; she lived until she was 28. It is now March of 2002, it is snowing out which is not too unusually for this time, but we had people in from California who have never seen snow. It almost seemed the way people were reacting was as if the

Walk In The Park...
She loved the solitude more than anything else. It was a popular park during the afternoon and evenings but in the morning there was never anyone around. As she ran the only sounds she could hear were made by her, her shoes hitting the pavement, the sound of her own breathing as she pushed herself to run faster, harder than before. She was racing against no one but herself yet determined to win, to defeat even her own record time for this 6 mile track. She knew every inch of this park, the trails and paths through the woods, the places where a couple could hide and fool around. She had spent her childhood here and every part of this park was ingrained into her memory for one reason or another. Skinny dipping in the lake, her first kiss under the covered bridge, falling from the top of a slide and breaking her arm, even losing her virginity to Darius Stone when she was 15. All of it came back to her as she ran. The sound of someone approaching her from behind didn't raise any cau

My Best Friend
HEY YALL..IM NEW HERE...MY BEST FRIEND KIM TOLD ME ABOUT THIS SITE...AND I LUV IT ALREADY...SO PLEASE HELP ME SHOW HERE SOME LUV IN THIS CONTEST THAT SHE IS IN...KIM IS THE SWEETEST GURL U WILL EVER MEET...IF U GET A CHANCE...GO MEET MET HER KIM..I LUV YA GURL..BEST CHERRY TAP FRIEND CONTEST OK HERE IS KIM AND IM PIMPIN HER OUT TO ALL MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY...SO MAKE SURE U COMMENT BOMB THE HELL OUTTA HER FOR ME...WE NEED ALL THE LOVE WE CAN GET..THE CONTEST STARTS TOMORROW AND WE HAVE TO GET 25,000 COMMENTS...MAKE SURE AND SHOW HER LOTS OF LOVE.. AND I WILL RETURN THE FAVOR..THANKS YALL...

My Ramblings
Well to start I want to tell all my CT friends i am very sorry for not being around like i use to be. But with moving and getting settled things in real time has taken over my life once again.......but its not just the move its that thing i live with.....he wont get a job and its killing me stress wise......no matter what i say or do he still refuses to get a job.......its not for not having a car cause my best friend lives 2 doors up from me and has offered many times to take him out looking and for interviews.......I am disabled and live on 600 a month that has to pay for my phone,internet, cable,elec.,computer payments and lot rent......i own the trailer thanks to my best friend......i cant even get him to apply for his own food stamps and mine is not making it for all month and every time i turn around he is wanting something and when work on the trailer needs doing all i get are excuses.......so being so depressed and overly stressed over all this all i do is sit and play games

More Ink
BAM! in your face ;o) I'm gettin more ink done (finally) this Saturday!!! I'm way excited- finally going to get the piece on my back finished (the dove for my dad) and i couldnt be happier! after five fuddin years it will be complete! Ill post a pic after its all done ;o)

Just Some Stuff I Had Written At A Very Hard Time In My Life.
i wish there was a way to take the pain away. i wish i could just curl up in a ball and cry. i wish there was a button i could push to make it all stop. i wish i could take back the time i was an ass. i wish i could show her just how much she means to me.i wish i could go back to the first day i met her . i wish i could go back to that first kiss. i wish i could make her see what she means to me . i wish she would give me one more chance to show her my love . i wish i would not have been such an ass. To Be With You You are the one who keeps me strong, With you it seems nothing can go wrong. I can't live a minute without thoughts of you. Shows just how much I care about you. Yet you have the power to hurt to hurt me more, Hurt me like I've never been hurt before. I gave you my soul, love, and my heart. But why does it feel like you tore it apart? The sadness seems to never go away, I don't want to live with it another day. I wait all day just to be with you, A

Poem 2
You are my sunrise in the morning and my sunset at night. You capture my heart, and let me be free You gave me back my life that was Bound and chained. You have opened the lock to my mistreated heart and made me realize I can love again.

Poem 3
Staring into the darkness looking at the stars wondering why you haven’t come for me yet. I scream out your name but you can not hear me. This night is getting colder with each passing hour. The tears in my eyes are evaporating away. I'm engulfed in this memory that plays over Like a bad dream. I can feel that I am gradually waking to see the light of another day, I can’t believe I made It though another night without you. It’s been months since I’ve seen your face laying here quiet closing my eyes. I can barely recall something I used to feel when you held me so tight I try to remember the sound of your voice But all I can hear is me. It’s time for me to go to sleep But don’t be concerned I won’t think About you tonight. Maybe one day I’ll get the chance to look you in the eye and tell you that my soul is finally free

Poem 4
We were once really close and together for awhile. Everyone said we were the perfect couple. And there I knew everything was great Because I saw your eyes the love But then one night everything went wrong you left me feeling utterly alone You wanted to end the beautiful love that we had. You will never know how much I wanted to die That night. You hurt me and all I could do was cry The pain you caused is almost too much to bear but I refuse to give you the satisfaction Of seeing me hurt. I went on with my life knowing you Were with another. I still hear from our friends how much you are in love And each passing day it gets better and better. But I can’t turn my back on a promise that I made To you so I will forever keep on loving you.

Assholes Leave Me Alone
there is a guy on CT and be warned ladies that if you ask him not to talk to you a certain way because you arent feeling good or for what ever other reason this is the treatment you will also get ............................................... READ FROM BOTTOM UP AND YOU CAN SEE I NEVER SAID BUT MAYBE A FEW THINGS TO HIM BUT BECAUSE I WAS NICE AND ASKED HIM TO NOT TALK TO ME A CERTAIN WAY HE COULDNT HANDLE REJECTION FROM SOMEONE HE WANTS TO SAY IS FAT AND UGLY LMAOOOO!!! PinkTacoEa...: one last thing before i go about fans im selective not a whore whos married who comes on here to talk to guys because her old man cant fuck. lol PinkTacoEa...: and try getting your fat ass off the couch and gettin some exercise ! moooo PinkTacoEa...: dont be mad cause im thin and your obese! lay off the bacon heffer! PinkTacoEa...: wow ! u hurt me with the fans lol. ur a fat country bumpkin who prob never been out of arkansas your mommma prob fucked her brother and made u! PinkTac

Contest
HOTTEST LOVER CONTEST, think you have what it takes? Ready to show your lover how much you do care, well enter them to win a FREE 7 DAY BLAST. This contest will run for a full week and start as soon as I have 10 to 15 entries. I WILL HAVE NO DRAMA!!! if you start crap you are gone. This is a comment bomb contest and each rate counts as 10 comments. Your pic must be safe for work, lord knows I have had enough flagged this week. I will send out a link to you 24 hours prior to the contest so you can start telling your friends and pimping yourself or lover out. So the question is, HOW MUCH DO YOU REALY LOVE HIM OR HER???????? Lets find out. Second and third place will also recieve a prize of a big pimp gift and everyone who enters and gets at least 100 comments will recieve a trophy. Please send a cmail if you would like to enter Dark Enigma CT MAFIA~ Wife to One Hot Momma & Perky's Mistress & Jess's lover@ CherryTAP

Horrorscope 5-18-07
Go on, rediscover your inner child. How long has it been since you've done something for the heck of it? It's time to do something totally silly. Pointless fun will refresh your soul -- which is, after all, the point. have no clue what this all entails but i'm looking forward to anything that may actually come my way as is, I have a job interview today folks so cross your fingers and i'll give an update later

My Sexual I.q.
You have a sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Dairy Of A Mac
The two pictures I have on my profile at the moment were taken in Febuary 2007. I am planning totake some new photos Monday. Now is your oppertunity to post an idea or theme you would like me to use in the pictures. It can be anything you want. Best ideas will be used. Mac xxxx

If Bush Were To Resign...
Bush resignation speech Even if you are one of the rabid Bush - haters, read this. It might have some value. Many of you deserve a PRESIDENT Pelosi. It has a ring to it that you will find dramatic. Maybe, even a tad mind- bending. I have NO clue as to the author or his/her intent. I think it is a masterpiece. If it were to happen, it just MIGHT awaken this sleeping mass of indifference we once called the UNITED States of America, before we disintegrate into a multi-cultural, politically correct pile of corrupt mush. If he were to give the speech, I would hope some of you might be smart enough to get out of the market one day before. The speech George W. Bush SHOULD give: Normally, I start these things out by saying "My Fellow Americans." Not doing it this time. If the polls are any indication, I don't know who more than half of you are anymore. I do know something terrible has happened, and that you're really not fellow Americans any lon

Still Looking For Entries To Win 7 Day Blast!!!!
I ONLY NEED ONE MORE ENTRY AND THE CONTEST WILL BEGIN ON TIME..I WILL EXCEPT MMORE THEN ONE THOUGH SO SEND ME YOUR CLASSIC CAR PICS... Hey everyone if you want a chance to win a 7-day blast come join my contest....The pic you enter in this contest must be of a car/truck/van 30 years or older.....The winner with the most comments will win a 7- day blast...below are the rules.... RATES DO NOT COUNT.... MOST COMMENTS WINS.... NO BASHING..... YOU MAY COMMENT BOMB AND COMMENT YOUR OWN PIC.... MUST BE A LEVEL 4 OR HIGHER TO COMMENT...... I would like to start this contest on mon. may 21st at 12op.m. pst And will end on mon. may 28th at the same time. I am looking for atleast 10 entries...... FIRST PRIZE-7-day blast SECOND PRIZE-a porsche and diamond earrings or a mens bracelet THIRD PRIZE-a corvette and a platinum cherry EVERYONE WILL RECIEVE A TROPHY So if you are interested please mail me your pics..... MS. GOODY

Tgif
So glad that the weekend is finally here. Going to go to the ren. fair and work, have some fun and have a few drinks ! I can't wait to put on the corset and the rest of the costume and walk around selling them. I'll even try to post a pic or two of me in costume.

Definition (a Closure)
Definition (A Closure) I can’t think of why You still haunt my mind Lying in the shadows Choosing the right time Only surfacing for a moment And then your gone Like a twisted game That’s been played for too long Get out of my head And leave me alone These skeletons in my closet Have too many bones I need a closer An end to it all But again you come to me And again I take the fall I can still feel you breath I can still smell your skin I can still remember your eyes I can still see your grin No remorse And no love lost Youve burnt that bridge That I alone must cross So now the game ends And I go on alone Again downing my mask My favorite mask of stone You will always be in my heart Burning deep at it’s core But I’ve convinced myself That I don’t love you anymore

Starting Shit
I am so tired of this chic starting shit with my sister. She always has to bad mouth her and thinks she is the shit..LOL what little does she know. She says that my sister is starting all these lies with her family and bla bla bla..LOL When my sister writes a mumm or her side of the story this chic always has to stick her nose like she knows what the hell is going on. She knows what her husband told her and thats it. She doesn't know the whole story to any of it and yet she thinks she knows it all..she says that its her business of what my sister's kids do or whatever..what the fuck ever. She ain't there mommy and thank god for that..LOL She has three kids of her own and yet she worries entirly too much about everyone else..what does that tell ya?? People like that need to wake up and see the big picture because obviously she isn't getting it. She writes a mumm about my parents which threw me over the line..she doesn't even know my parents and yet she doesn't even have any so then

No Matching Beauty
The Rose It awakes with drops of tears covering a timeless frame of beauty on a summer morning. It rises up with a glimmering sun shining on its luscious face of magnificence. Through the sight of a man’s eye of this pure loveliness has shown blindness to the heart. From: Someone who knows who you are and the beauty you possess that has weaken the heart

Unresting Love
Unresting The wanting of all worldly things came to an end When I first saw the image of your entirety. The spectacle of your eyes filled my soul With temptations and desires of your infamous touch. I take in a simple pleasure of admiring a beauty that has no comparison when you are not looking. The amazement in my mind of kissing you is like that of no worth but just my unresting heart for you.

Ulimate Gift
The Ultimate Gift The gift that can be given to anyone, The gift that someone should treasure forever, The gift that should never alter, The gift that can please and destroy everyone, The gift is emotional and physical, The gift that be returned, The giving of the gift should be pure, The gift itself is love

Everyday
EVERYDAY! Everyday she yawns to the beginning of the morning While I am lying next to her Everyday she gives me a kiss When I see her Everyday she creates a big smile To which I am blessed Everyday she is my life And you wonder why I cry out for her because she is gone

It Is Not The Age It Is The Attitude!!
A 92-year-old, well-poised and proud man, who is fully dressed each morning by eight o'clock, with his hair fashionably coiffed and shaved perfectly, even though he is legally blind, moved to a nursing home today. His wife of 70 years recently passed away, making the move necessary. After many hours of waiting patiently in the lobby of the nursing home, he smiled sweetly when told his room was ready. As he maneuvered his walker to the elevator, I provided a visual description of his tiny room, including the eyelet sheets that had been hung on his window. 'I love it,' he stated with the enthusiasm of an eight-year-old having just been presented with a new puppy. 'Mr. Jones, you haven't seen the room; just wait.' 'That doesn't have anything to do with it,' he replied. 'Happiness is something you decide on ahead of time. Whether I like my room or not doesn't depend on how the furniture is arranged ... it's how I arrange my mind. I already decided to love it.' It's

Take A Step
Take a Step Take a step back to see what I see Place your hands over your eyes Now try to see pass threw it Darkness covers your eyes While the other side keeps going My sight for you is covered in black While you keep on living Because the death of another love Has torn me You cause me pain When I see your eyes It breaks my heart To not see the pain in your eyes My sight for you is covered in black While you keep on living Because the truth Has torn me I live with pain But I am ok Because one day I might see the light That you live in Because I keep living for only my sight

Forgotten Facts
Conveniently Forgotten Facts. By Paul Harvey Back in 1969 a group of Black Panthers decided that a fellow black panther named Alex Rackley needed to die. Rackley was suspected of disloyalty. Rackley was first tied to a chair. Once safely immobilized, his friends tortured him for hours by, among other things, pouring boiling water on him. When they got tired of torturing Rackley, Black Panther member Warren Kimbo took Rackley outside and put a bullet in his head. Rackley's body was later found floating in a river about 25 miles north of New Haven , Connecticut . Perhaps at this point you're curious as to what happened to these Black Panthers? In 1977, that's only eight years later, only one of the killers was still in jail. The shooter, Warren Kimbro, managed to get a scholarship to Harvard and became good friends with none other than Al Gore. He later became an assistant dean at an Eastern Connecticut State College Isn't that something? As

Don't Give Up On Me...please!
Its me myself and I against the CT MAFIA.... I really want to win my first blast!!! I can with your help. Its a RACE to 35,000 and I am down....but with a little help I could be on TOP. Please come by.....I really need you!!!!!

The Mailman
I wasn't sure if he was new, or I just hadn't noticed him before. I was sitting on the front steps of my home, when he approached with my junk mail. It was a hot day I was sweaty, and when I saw him I realized how unattractive I must of looked. With sweat pouring from my forehead, and outlining the bottom of my bra less breasts. I smiled at him. "Hello," I said as I reached out to take the envelopes from his hand. "What are you doing?" he asked as he looked at the paint chips on the step. Getting ready to paint I told him. He looked to be an x service guy of some type. He had short hair, and a firm build that you only get from working out. He wore dark glasses so I couldn't see his eyes. There was something about the way he carried himself I found very sexy. I see him on a hot day and I invite him in for a cool glass of ice tea. He graciously accepts my invitation. He walks in my front door with a naughty grin. I smile and flip my hair with a flirtatious charm. He eag

Jack N Jill
... their eyes having adjusted to the dark room gently lit with moonlight, Jack is laying on his side watching the moonlight dance on her satiny skin. jill rises and asks jack to sit up in the bed. He takes the position of Indian style as jill leans back with her legs spread wide, giving jack the most perfect seat for the erotic show about to begin. jill rubs her fingers gently over her swollen lips, separating them softly as if to show off the flower within, and massaging the hood of her thick clit, slowing and seductively coaxing it out to be played with. jack smiled as he thought about how sensitive her clitoris is. The sight of her hips slowly beginning to rise and lower in front of him is like erotic art in motion. Her thumb and forefinger relentlessly rub and squeeze her throbbing clit. Knowing that orgasm is imminent, jill raises her legs in the air and ever so slowly inserts two fingers into her hungry pussy, moaning softly as the feeling surges through her and her pussy coats

The Kurt Vonnegut's Commencement Address At Mit
Kurt Vonnegut's Commencement Address at MIT Please note: the following speech has spread all over the Internet as "Kurt Vonnegut's commencement address at MIT". The truth is that Vonnegut had never delivered this address. How did this happen? If you are interested, just click and read my article about this Vonnegut story. "Ladies and gentlemen of the class of '97: Wear sunscreen. If I could offer you only one tip for the future, sunscreen would be it. The long-term benefits of sunscreen have been proved by scientists, whereas the rest of my advice has no basis more reliable than my own meandering experience. I will dispense this advice now. Enjoy the power and beauty of your youth. Oh, never mind. You will not understand the power and beauty of your youth until they've faded. But trust me, in 20 years, you'll look back at photos of yourself and recall in a way you can't grasp now how much possibility lay before you and how fabulous you really looked. You are not as f

When We Make Love
I Light a candle, build a fire, chill the wine, for just awhile, my every thought, is of only you, I know it's hell that, we been through, all the time, we spent apart, all the aching, deep in our hearts, it will all feel, like just a dream, when your finally, here in my arms, all the hurt, will fade away, and everything, will be ok, When We Make Love...

So What To Do
So I find myself trying to figure out my step in my career and in life. Recently divorced and a long way way from my normal environment I am not sure what to do. My job is not a n easy one, and not easy to find a new one period. So, if i help create another new job opportunity do I take it or stay? I ususlly only in 1 place for two years at a shot on average based on my job. Pros; More money, higher position, closer to environment that I am used too and respect from co-workers. Cons; Starting over again (6th time), What few friends I have will be far away, will have to work alot of hours again.

Gift's
There was a blind girl who hated herself just because > > she was blind. She hated everyone, except her loving > > boyfriend. He was always there for her. She said that > > if she could only see the world, she would marry her > > boyfriend. > > > One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her and > > she could see everything, including her boyfriend. Her > > boyfriend asked her, "Now that you can see the world, > > will you marry me?" > > > The girl was shocked when she saw that her boyfriend > > is blind too, and refused to marry him. Her boyfriend > > walked away in tears, and later wrote a letter to her > > and said, "Just take care of my eyes, dear." > > > Only few remember what life was before, and who has > > always been there, even in the most painful situations. > > > Life Is A Gift > >

Mad Ppl
so i always figured if ppl are mad at you you must be doing something right right well recently i asked some bitch a question and her being under the influence took it totally wrong anfd personally i dont give a flying fuck either way fuck her and fuck her stupid friends anyways i am doing it right because they are mmad at me i will give you my address if you want bitch

Men
1. Men are like ..Laxatives ....... They irritate the crap out of you. 2. Men are like.Bananas The older they get, the less firm they are. 3. Men are like Weather Nothing can be done to change them. 4. Men are like ....Blenders You need One, but you're not quite sure why. 5. Men are like ....Chocolate Bars ... Sweet, smooth, & they usually head right for your hips. 6. Men are like ....Commercials ....... You can't believe a word they say. 7. Men are like Department Stores .... Their clothes are always 1/2 off! 8. Men are like ......Government Bonds .... They take soooooooo long to mature. 9. Men are like .....Mascara They usually run at the first sign of emotion. 10. Men are like ..Popcorn .... They satisfy you, but only for a little while. 11. Men are like Snowstorms ... You never know when they're coming, how many inches you'll get or how long it will last. 12. Men are like ........Lava Lamps .. Fun to look at, but not very bright. 13. Men are l

~ A reading from: Good new Bible-Catholic study edition Sirach 6:8-17 "Some people will your friend only when it's convinient for them. But they will not stand by you in trouble. Others will fall out with you over some arguement and then embarrass you by letting everyoneknow about it. Others will sit at your table as long as thing are going well; they will stick to you like your shadow and give orders to your servants. But they will not stand by you in trouble. If your situation takes a turn for the worse, they will turn against youand you will not be able to find them anywhere. Stay away from your enemies and be on guard against your friends. A "Loyal" friend is like a safe shelter; find one and you have found a treasure... Nothing else is as valueable; There is no way of putting a price on it. A loyal friend is like a medicine that will keep you in good health. Only those who fear the Lord can make real friendships. Because he will treat his friends as he does himself"

My First Blog :) (poem)
Love for my computer... For this i have many reasons... On this device Im a virtual surfer... I seek friendship, and jut people to talk to, season after season... Really I just do this just because Im bored... I set Higher standards for people I meet... You can just call it something of some sort... ***SIGHS*** Is there something i seek...that i really care for...? Yes...yes there is... there is still another reason or two why....there has to be.. *THINKING*** Hmm...Why i have love for my computer... Is it because i have no life....no... Am i bored...? Yes! Am i just insecure...? Heavens No!! Is it becuase the people i meet on this device, i really care for....? Maybe... OH!! Its because i do care for them...and i love my computer because all my friends are in them!!! **Its just somwthing silly (9_9)

Horoscope
It's easy to start judging yourself by the world's standards, but it's ultimately unsatisfying -- like eating a whole bunch of cookies and then wondering why your body feels so lousy. Set your own rules and play by them.

Hello
HEY ALL FOR ALL THOSE WHO DONT KNOW MY NAME IS MICHELLE OR SHELLY IM 23 AND A SWEETHEART I LOVE ALL THINGS BIG AND SMALL BUT ANYWAYS NOT DA POINT IM A REAL DOWN KINDA CHICK WIT SOME REAL SHIT. I HAVE A LOT OF RESPECT FOR MY FRIENDS AND HOME BOYS MY BEST FRIEND IS MY HOMEBOY ERICK WHO I CAN TALK TO FOR HOURS ABOUT NOTHING E NOTHING BUT LUV FO YA REAL TALK. YOU MEAN DA WORLD TO ME JUST KNOW DAT. MY EX HUSABAND AND I ARE STIL GOOD FRIENDS TO WE TALK ALOT GOTTA LUV HIM TO BUT DATS ALL FOR NOW STAY POSTED FOR MORE TO COME. LUV MICHELLE

Rest In Peace
ON WEDNESDAY MAY 16, 2007 A VERY DEAR LITTLE GIRL WHOM I KNEW WAS KILLED WHILE RIDING HER BIKE. SHE WAS FLOWN TO GEISINGER MEDICAL CENTER IN DANVILLE PA AND DIED THE NEXT DAY. SHE WAS 11 YEARS OLD. HER DAD WAS LIKE A SON TO ME. SHE WILL AND IS DEARLY MISSED BY LOADS OF PEOPLE. GOD REST HER LITTLE SOUL. WE MISS YOU DEARLY SUSIE. R.I.P. I LOVE YOU SWEETHEART!!! by hrtofgold1958 Suzan M. Frock-Walter, 11, Jersey Shore JERSEY SHORE -- Suzan Marie Frock-Walter, 11, of 479 Old Route 220, passed away at 3:08 a.m. Thursday, May 17, 2007, at Geisinger Medical Center, Danville, as a result of injuries suffered after being struck by an automobile. She was born Feb. 8, 1996, in Lewisburg, a daughter of Dale L. Walter and his fiancee, Lori B. Walter, of Middleburg, and Stacey L. Frock Walter and Christopher E. Walters, of Jersey Shore. Suzan was in the fourth grade at Salladasburg Elementary School, where she was active in cheerleading. She enjoyed playing games with her brot

Maddie At F.a Cup Final
Millions To See Madeleine FA Cup Video A video of missing Madeleine McCann will be broadcast during today's FA Cup Final to an estimated worldwide audience of half a billion people Madeleine's parents have repeated their firm belief that their daughter will be found. The website set up to help trace the four year-old has now received 75 million hits. The two-minute video features images of the missing four-year-old set to the soundtrack of the Simple Minds hit Don't You Forget About Me. Players from both Manchester United and Chelsea have already made televised appeals for help. Last night Kate and Gerry McCann attended an evening church service in Praia da Luz. They stood together holding candles as they prayed for their daughter's return. Mr and Mrs McCann were given the lights by girls from the village of Praia Da Luz, Portugal, where Madeleine was snatched more than two weeks ago. Accompanied by friends and family, they stood quietly in the Church of

The Blog Of A Dualist.
Normaly i post over in myspace. but i suppose ill post here. first im just going to introduce my self. first of all I am Waco Stimson. i live in havre Mt i am starting a business soon, i spell horribly, i have 3 kids 2 live with me and 1 lives with my ex psyco bitch. im looking for a Girlfrind she must be able do shots of what ever im drinking at the time. she must like sex and she must get along with my wife. and you must live in or close to havre cause when i call and say lets do some shots or something i would like to do them with in the next hr and not wait for you to travle 100 miles to get here. im honest to a fault, in otherwords dont ever ask me if a dress makes you look fat cause more often then not ill tell you the truth. that is not saying i dont think you look good. a girl with a bit of meat on her bones is sexy too. right now its 1:50 am and im bored out of my mind. anyway im looking for some one in havre to have fun with hang out with play video games with and ge

Testament
testament this old life's been good to me though at times it's hard to see but over all i can't complain i've felt love and i've felt pain i've seen more than most will see felt the dry hot desert breeze watched my little baby's birth felt the heaving of the earth been amazed at the volcano's breath and crippled by a loved one's death touched the sky in passion's throes amazed by the feelings as they grow had family stand fast by my side when others turned their head's aside spent times alone with no one near reflecting on friends that i held dear laid in my bed tired and content and other times just lay there bent spent times hurt and by myself been lifted up with someone's help i've seen the best and worst in man tried hard to do the best i can i've failed at things so miserably had the sweet taste of victory all these things and so much more are there behind my open door so when comes that decided day when my life will slip away don't waste tears becau

Lookin' 4 A Male Roommate In About A Month And A Half. So If Your Interested Holla.
Lookin' 4 a male roommate that wants to share a apartment with me. I don't care what you do because that's your biznizz. But be prepared to get some booty when you get home and b4 u go to work. but if you want more info, then all you gotta do is holla and i will give some info to you.

The Cow
THE COW The friendly cow all red and white, I love with all my heart: She gives me cream with all her might, To eat with apple-tart. She wanders lowing here and there, And yet she cannot stray, All in the pleasant open air, The pleasant light of day. And blown by the winds that pass And wet with all the showers, She walks among the meadow grass And eats the meadow flowers. The Cow was taken from A Child's Garden of Verses Written by Robert Louis Stevenson ~ Illustrated by Myrtle Sheldon.

Sorry I Was Late
She hurried up the steps, breathless by the time she reached the second floor. She was late and she knew it but she paused long enough to catch her breath and smooth her dress before knocking firmly on the door. Room 216. Thats what the message had said. Now here she was, knocking on the door of room 216 almost an hour late. "Come in." came the deep voice from within. She entered slowly, finding him reclined on the bed, propped up by several pillows, his arms crossed over his chest. At the exact moment that she closed thedoor with a click, he spoke again. "Put your bag on the sofa and come over here." She swallowed hard. Hewas not pleased at having to wait. Im so sorry Im late." she began but he cut her off by raising his palm in a gesture that meant for her to say no more. "Do not speak until I tell you to." She lowered her eyes,unable to gaze any longer at his disappointed expression. "We will get to the reason behindyour tardiness later. Strip for me." he commanded in a

She Was Late.......again
She hurried up the steps, breathless by the time she reached the second floor. She was late and she knew it but she paused long enough to catch her breath and smooth her dress before knocking firmly on the door. Room 216. Thats what the message had said. Now here she was, knocking on the door of room 216 almost an hour late. "Come in." came the deep voice from within. She entered slowly, finding him reclined on the bed, propped up by several pillows, his arms crossed over his chest. At the exact moment that she closed thedoor with a click, he spoke again. "Put your bag on the sofa and come over here." She swallowed hard. Hewas not pleased at having to wait. Im so sorry Im late." she began but he cut her off by raising his palm in a gesture that meant for her to say no more. "Do not speak until I tell you to." She lowered her eyes,unable to gaze any longer at his disappointed expression. "We will get to the reason behindyour tardiness later. Strip for me." he commanded in a ster

Drama
here i am another day. tired of all the stuff goin on and trying so hard to make it all better.dont know where to start and never know when it will end.trying to sort out important from it can wait but it all hits at the same time. dont like getting other people involvrd but seems that i have no other way out.im just tired and wish i could stop it all.

Just Bloggin
this is my first CherryTap blog...not really anything to say just thought I would ramble and put various words together to form sentences, coherant or not. lol. How'd I do? hahahhahah Check ya later Fan or Friend me if you want to. Always happy to meet new people

Us Airforce's Chaplain's Manual Entry On Wicca
This is perphaps the best non-pagan description of wicca I have ever seen. And would recommend it as lititure to be shown to any non-pagan (esp. family members) questioning what wicca is. While is is a little out-dated in reference to it's focus on Covens rather than solitaries, It is an excellent Primer. The "Chaplain's Manual Entry on Wicca" I would like to pass on for those of you interested, the text from the USAF military chaplain's handbook pertaining to Wicca. Excerpt from the Military Chaplains' Handbook... (pgs 231-236) [page headers read "Wicca; Witchcraft" on odd numbered pages, "Religious Requirements and Practices" on even numbered pages.] _______________________________________________________________________ WICCA ADDRESS: No central address. Wiccan worship groups, called covens, are essentially autonomous. Many, but far from all, have affiliated with: Covenant of the Goddess P.O. Box 1226 Berkeley, CA 94704 OTHER NAMES BY WHICH KNOWN: Witchcraft; Go

Lowrider Lounge Is Open
COME ON IN TO THE NEWEST LOUNGE ON CHERRY TAP INTRODUCING LOWRIDER LOUNGE!!!!!!!! MEET GREAT/NEW PEOPLE, HAVE FUN, LISTEN TO MUSIC {PICK YOUR OWN}...... PLEASE:: COME IN AND JOIN THE FUN NO DRAMA, NO BULLSHIT, NO HATERS ALSO LOOKING FOR HELP SUCH AS BARTENDERS,BOUNCERS,GREETERS,DJ'S,MANAGERS APPLY WITH IN THANK YOU WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR??? CLICK ON THE BANNER BELOW AND JOIN THE FUN NOW OPEN 24 HR 7 DAY A WEEK BE THERE AND BRING YOUR FRIENDS

Understanding The Religious Reich 1.2
Understanding the Religious Reich 1.2 or How Fundamentalists Define "Religious Freedom" Copyright © 1990, 1997 c.e., Isaac Bonewits 'Deeply hath sunk the lesson thou hast given and shall not soon depart.'-- William C. Bryant A few years ago, Neopagan newsletters and journals were publishing articles about a religious freedom organization (now defunct), that had been founded by fundamentalists and which had invited Neopagans to join. The response from Neopagans at the time was, I believed, naive. That led to the first publishing of this essay in 1990 under the title, "Can We Trust 'Friendly' Fundamentalists?" Now with the growing power of the Religious Reich, which has almost completely taken over the Republican Party on a local and state level, it is even more important that Neopagans, and all others who cherish their constitutional freedoms, should improve our understanding of fundamentalism, of the long-range plans of "Christian Reconstructionism," and of what a fundamental

About Me
If I will go and die tomorrow Please don't feel pitty, don't feel sorrow Soon, I will be back again in the sunshine, in the rain. This world has punished me enough It didn't gave me happyness or laugh I've fighted from my soul to be a winner But I am tired now and I become a sinner! If I will go to sleap and dieing too You got to know that I love you, But for this world I have no feelings 'Cause she made me think I'm crazy. Too many things has left me and had crash too many dreams it came become in ash And even if I try with all my power to be right the darkness just don't let me see the light! I didn't wanted to be born and fight 'Couse here's the place where happynes had died! I've allways felt that I'm loked in a body and a name and kept like this with no ashame; I've allways had the halth of the entire and no acces at rights and at DESIRE. If I will go tomorrow home and leave this side, please think that I've become a bride and will be gone my sorrow and my

Horrorscope 5-19-07
Everyone has a secret, a burden, something they feel strange about, so stop being so tough on yourself. Try to do at least one nice thing for yourself today. You'll find that it gets easier to be kinder to other people too.

Members Of The N E Bombers
~Tracy~ OWNER OF THE N E WHERE BOMBERS@ CherryTAP ** # 2 of the N E Where Bombers **@ CherryTAP (¯`·._)FUNUSLADYBUG(¯`·._)@ CherryTAP Todd#4 member of THE N E WHERE BOMBERS PROUD CT HUSBAND TO JUST HAPPY BEING ME@ CherryTAP thisbbw2hot4u ~~#5 of NE WHERE BOMBERS~~@ CherryTAP jujuangel-#6 member of THE NE WHERE BOMBERS@ CherryTAP ~~*SEXY_BABY_BLUE_EYES~~ #7 OF THE N E WHERE BOMBERS@ CherryTAP Just Happy being me ~ #8 NE WHERE BOMBERS~CT WIFE TO TODD@ CherryTAP DEVILISH5758 ~~#9 MEMBER OF THE N E WHERE BOMBERS``@ CherryTAP I WILL BE YOUR BIKER BITCH # 10 OF THE N E WHERE BOMBERS@ CherryTAP SEXY JAMES- #11 of the N E WHERE BOMBERS

So Sad!! I Cried!
I am warning you, this is very, very, VERY sad! You may need a tissue... She was only five, This is what happened When she was alive... Her dad was a drunk, Her mom was an addict, Her parents kept her, Locked in an attic. Her only friend was a little toy bear, It was old and worn out, And had patches of hair. She always talked to it, When no one was around. She lays there and hugs it, Not a peep of sound. Until her parents Unlock the door, She'll have to endore A bruise on her leg, A scar on her face, Why would she be In such a horrible place? But she grabs her bear, And softly cries. She loves her parents, But they want her to die. She sits in the corner, Quiet but thinking, "Please God, why is My life always sinking?" Such a bad life, For a sad little kid. She'd get beaten and beaten For anything she did. Then one night, Her mom came home high, And the poor child was beaten As hours went by. Then her mom suddenly Grabbed for a blade, It

White Lace
Hi. My name is Leah and I'm nobody major. I am a mom and a fiance. I live in a small ass town in the middle of Canada, which kind of sucks but I have friends with people everywhere. Just enjoying my daughter today. It's going to be a beautiful weekend here. Hope you guys don't mind that I'm a mom. My fiance tells me I'm a MILF every day... lol...

My Daughter's Trip To State Capital
Wanted to share this video with you all. So very proud of my daughter and all who participated in trying to pass the California Healthy Pet Act which is a mandatory spay and neuter Act. They took a trip to the State Capital in Sacramento,Ca and all came to together for this and WON!!!! WTG Nisa..love ya and so proud of you!(You can see my daughter in the video..she is shown marching..holding ajoining collars or all the dogs and cats that had been euthanized..she's not hard to spot..she was the only 14yr old kid there)

Whyght Mic.
Songs that I have recorded with my friends are on my myspace account. to hear them just type in this in your address bar and press enter: www.myspace.com/naptownghettolyfe this will take you right to my music and my songs will automatically start playing. feel free to leave me a comment if you want to. Thanks

Gas War!!!!
GAS WAR - an idea that WILL work This was originally sent by a retired Coca Cola executive. It came from one of his engineer buddies who retired from Halliburton. It's worthy of your consideration. Join the resistance! I hear we are going to hit close to $4.00 a gallon by summer and it might possibly go higher! Want gasoline prices to come down? We need to take some intelligent, united action. Phillip Hollsworth offered this good idea. This makes MUCH MORE SENSE than the "don't buy gas on a certain day" campaign that was going around earlier! The oil companies just laughed at that because they knew we wouldn't continue to "hurt" ourselves by refusing to buy gas. It was more of an inconvenience to US than it was a problem for them. BUT, whoever thought of THIS idea has come up with a plan that can really work. Please read on and join with us! By now you're probably thinking gasoline priced at about $1.50 is super cheap. Me too! It is currently wel

Life And Times Of Über Fab Brandon™
I've adapted a wonderful life motto: "When life hands you lemons, slit your wrists and start squeezing..." Am I bitter? Yes. LOL... but I admit it, right? Okay, okay...now that I'm over my dramatic shpill for the day, let me just explain to you the insurmountable, overwhelming chaos that has just entered my life lately. I don't understand the pattern, but it's certainly chaotic. But I'm still happy, so I guess it can't be too bad. Well, upon my adventures outward, I decided to stop by the acoustic cofeehouse to see a friend of mine. No big deal, right? I do this like, several times...and it never turns out TOO crazy. I found my exception. I began to walk out to the patio, AKA "the smoker's lounge," still on the prowl for my friend. I reach for the screen door... and this is where the camera begins to slow down just a tad. My eyes slowly shift from my feet, to the door handle...and from the door handle, upward. Upward to the open square of black

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COME ON IN TO THE NEWEST LOUNGE ON CHERRY TAP INTRODUCING LOWRIDER LOUNGE!!!!!!!! MEET GREAT/NEW PEOPLE, HAVE FUN, LISTEN TO MUSIC {PICK YOUR OWN}...... PLEASE:: COME IN AND JOIN THE FUN NO DRAMA, NO BULLSHIT, NO HATERS ALSO LOOKING FOR HELP SUCH AS BARTENDERS,BOUNCERS,GREETERS,DJ'S,MANAGERS APPLY WITH IN THANK YOU WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR??? CLICK ON THE BANNER BELOW AND JOIN THE FUN NOW OPEN 24 HR 7 DAY A WEEK BE THERE AND BRING YOUR FRIENDS

Fun Times
just when i thought things were just starting to finally look better for me.....i end up having a personal crisis sorry if i'm going to be a little unattentive, i will try to get back to everyone but i'm in lots of pain currently and my face is all swollen i have a really bad abscessed tooth.....have already been to the emergency room , so i'm on penicilin and hydrocodone if you get the chance to talk to me...i will be either rather irritable or very flighty depending on where in the cycle the meds are at when we chat so plz be a little patient with me plz understand.....if you are looking to help me in my search for work, i am not going to let this issue stop me or slow me down so plz contact me i am still willing to do odd jobs

Lowrider Lounge Come On In And Have Fun
COME ON IN TO THE NEWEST LOUNGE ON CHERRY TAP INTRODUCING LOWRIDER LOUNGE!!!!!!!! MEET GREAT/NEW PEOPLE, HAVE FUN, LISTEN TO MUSIC {PICK YOUR OWN}...... PLEASE:: COME IN AND JOIN THE FUN NO DRAMA, NO BULLSHIT, NO HATERS ALSO LOOKING FOR HELP SUCH AS BARTENDERS,BOUNCERS,GREETERS,DJ'S,and MANAGERS APPLY WITH IN THANK YOU WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR??? CLICK ON THE BANNER BELOW AND JOIN THE FUN NOW OPEN 24 HR 7 DAY A WEEK BE THERE AND BRING YOUR FRIENDS

What? As I Scratch My Head.
Ok Sorry gang. I started back 2 work like 3 weeks ago now. as most of you know. i just got off work 2 start bombin the contest and it must be over now. DARN it all. Who in the world won?

Wheres The Punstange???
Hummm If u read the title then I guess u already know.Hum Maybe not so. R u illiterate???? I wonder what this looks like to you??? Jack daniels is my friend ummmmm tasty. Jack daniels and Monster family recipe :o

Sitting Here
sitting, spinning silent, I'm screaming a place ever sacred my life what I make it decisions regrets mistakes, don't forget ask myself why pretend not to cry hold in the pain it runs through my veins poison my soul I feel no longer Whole sitting, spinning is this the end or beginning how many more times until I make up my mind what will be enough what will feel like too much shouldn't I be there already on my way to living steady how much will I hurt how many tears must I cry when will I stop having to ask myself why

* Merkaba * Mechanics *
********************************************************************************************* Merkaba Mechanics ********************************************************************************************* (See: Merkaba) ********************************************************************************************* 1) Merkaba Spiral 2) Merkaba Field 3) Merkaba Vehicle 4) Trans-Harmonic Merkaba Vehicle (Space-Time Travel) 5) Merkaba Vehicle Phases ********************************************************************************************* The 15-dimensional personal Merkaba reflects the 15 dimensional Universal Merkaba of the Time Matrix. ********************************************************************************************* 1) The Merkaba Spiral: ********************************************************************************************* Two Counter-Rotating Merkaba Spiral Sets (electric/magnetic), when fully activated represents one Mer

* 12 Human Senses *
********************************************************************************************* * Senses * ********************************************************************************************* (12 Human Senses) ********************************************************************************************* Senses are the scalar-wave apparatus, and their seemingly manifest parts, that allow the personal morphogenetic field to synthesize and translate frequency from the dimensional bands of the Unified Field, into coherent perceptual and experiential qualities that give embodied consciousness a translation of its relationship to other forms of consciousness within the Unified Field. Senses or the apparatus which give us the Ability to Sense - are scalar wave arrangements inherent to our forms that translate energy signatures from the Unified Field into usable data of relationships. The Senses are simply energy constructs within the human morphogenetic field,

Once Was Enough *poem*
Watching you sleeping How peaceful you seem you're so beautiful "I love you" I whisper though I know you're not awake "love you too" you mumble in your sleep you can't know it's me you think I'm someone else I know you don't love me but that's ok you'll keep loving someone else and I'll keep loving you and when your heart is broken you'll cry on my shoulder and then you'll love again and always someone new and I'll always be here cherishing you cherishing your smiles and your tears storing each memory in a secret corner of my mind how the sunlight strikes your hair or how it sparkles in your eyes I'll cherish this moment you may never say you love me again but it's ok because once is enough and I may never tell you again but once was enough and even when you wake and the memory is lost in mist and dreams somewhere inside you'll know and your heart will cherish the memory I steal a kiss from your sleeping lips soft and tender every detail painted

Something So Real *poem*
You said you cared Your kiss felt so real Never before had I felt something so real Until the day I met you The way you held me, I felt I would melt. Every word you spoke, Made my heart race. Your breath so angelic Always made me sigh. Every gaze into your eyes, Made my world come to a stop. All Fears lifted, Every thought so blissfull, Thinking in the back of my heart, This is the one. True Love could be here. Knowing in my heart, It wasn't true, Nothing as good as this could be true. You said you'd never hurt me, That you cared too much. You said I was your one and only. Looking into my eyes, holding my hands, each promise you sealed with a kiss. Should I have ever listened? I believed your words, How could a lie come from lips so sweet? Wishing I had never fallen for you. Hoping I leave all this pain behind. Each tear shed strikes me deep within, Hitting a place deep inside A place I never knew existed Fire from within lashing out unto innocent

For Brian..
My heart pounds, every beat I feel like it's trying to escape.. Where love now stays, once there was pain, anger, maybe a little hate.. I let the images of your body cross my mind, wanting you more each day.. I am hard people have said, don't fuck with her, never get in her way.. They don't know how you have gotten to me, soften the shell.. Each night you are not touching me, kissing me, each night alone, I am in hell.. I question my sanity, putting my heart in a strangers hands, am I wrong.. Don't hurt me, my vengence would be painful, loud, and long.. I'm trusting you to care for what has been broken before, take care.. I am yours, each breath, each word, my soul, each curve, here I am for you bare..

Strange Facts
Saturday mail delivery in Canada was eliminated by Canada Post on February 1, 1969! In Tokyo, a bicycle is faster than a car for most trips of less than 50 minutes! There are 18 different animal shapes in the Animal Crackers cookie zoo! Should there be a crash, Prince Charles and Prince William never travel on the same airplane as a precaution! Your body is creating and killing 15 million red blood cells per second! The king of hearts is the only king without a moustache on a standard playing card! There are no clocks in Las Vegas gambling casinos! There is one slot machine in Las Vegas for every eight inhabitants! Every day 20 banks are robbed. The average take is $2,500! The most popular first name in the world is Muhammad! Tablecloths were originally meant to be served as towels with which dinner guests could wipe their hands and faces after eating! Tourists visiting Iceland should know that tipping at a restaurant is considered an insult! One

Tipsey Mcstagger
hey all, I'm a bartender in this crazy ass bar. My blogs, which I will post as often as i can, will be mostly about the crazy ass place I work. This place is full of crack heads, crazy people, and they all sit next to the doctor, lawyer, funeral directors, and postal peeps. Have a great night, and please support my blog!

Maddie Mccann - New Video Appeal
McCann Family: 'We Are Coping' Updated: 06:27, Sunday May 20, 2007 The parents of Madeleine McCann have given a glimpse of how they are coping with the loss of their daughter. New photographs show Kate and Gerry McCann smiling as they play with their two-year-old twins Sean and Amelie. The pictures give an insight into how the family is trying to maintain a sense of normality, 17 days after Madeleine disappeared. Madeleine was abducted as she slept in her bed in her parents' holiday apartment in the seaside village of Praia Da Luz, southern Portugal. Mr and Mrs McCann allowed a photographer to take pictures of them eating lunch and reading books with the twins on Saturday in the flat to which they have moved. Mrs McCann has yellow and green ribbons tied in her hair to symbolise hope for her daughter's safe return. Her husband is also wearing a green and yellow wristband and Amelie has her hair tied in bunches with a green clip and a yellow band. Meanwhil

De De's Rants
Eh well, I seem to have forgotten about this place for a bit. I'm a married woman now, as of April 21st, and I couldn't be happier about that fact. My birthday's coming up (June 2), which will mean I'm married before turning twenty three. Yay me? Haha. Not sure whether or not it's a great accomplishment, but I do know that the hubby and I couldn't be happier. He even bought me a Nintendo Wii as an early birthday present! So that's about it I guess. Feel free to send me presents..? Cash is good too? Haha! I wish..

Softy's Softies
Ok not what you think. Most people hear that and they think I am refering to a mans penis. Well your wrong. I am talking about women. Does size matter? I am over weight, I know this and i hate it because I was not always chubby. After children you know. Anyways I feel very self consience about it, yet my 2 jobs and being a single mom I guess i do not work out enough and when i do get a moment to myself i use it to relax. Anyways i feel like men look at me and think I am ugly because they see chubby not who I am. I do not want a man that sees me as chubby but finds the beauty inside and understands what kind of a person i am. Sometimes I feel like I could be with a great guy if I had my old body back. I dont know sorry i am just down tonight. My little sister got married tonight and I am very happy for her. I just wish I could find that kind of happiness too. I know who i am and what I am about, but do men take the time to see a woman that is a good cook, and a great mother, a hard work

The Small Things - They Dont Notice
Things you don't think guys notice...but actually do! 1.Your nails. Even without nail polish on they have to be clean. 2.Your accessories. It can be a simple bracelet, pretty earings, or a necklace that matches... 3.Your outfit. 4.Your smile..and how often you show it. 5.Your singing...and if you don't mind other people hearing you. 6.Your laugh. Loud and lively is good; demure Maria Clara giggles aren't. 7.Your sports or physical activities. You don't have to be an athlete, but shopping doesn't count. 8.Your quircks...whether you can't whistle or don't like root beer.

Animal Testing - Pro Or Con
A Valid agrument can be made for some animal testing, esp for drugs that are about to come out onto the market. But regardless if you agree or disagree with Animal testing, It IS your responsibility to know what it entails - what it means, and not pretend it does not happen. Germans once tried that excuse after the Nazi Concentration Camps were discovered - it didn't work then. Neitherdoes it Today. This ARE real Pics. Eugene STOP ANIMAL TESTING!!! .. REPOST THIS. Living creatures are suffering for your comfort. If You pass on any chain mail, I hope you pass on this one. No one cares about your middle name, or what you did in 2006 or stupid stories that involve killers in the night. THEY ARENT REAL. GET OVER IT. THIS IS. This is wrong to the highest level. Please help spread awareness of the animals that go through testing. It is not right and should be stopped. The following images are of animals that have been used

I Have Pics But No Love
i have pics but no love from people and i dont know how to get people to look at them other people have lots of love ive seen anyone can look at them ive showed some pepole some love for there pics would some people stop by and look and show some love.

Horrorscopes 5-20-07
Good relationships move to the next level under this celestial influence. However, that means one that's faltering is on its last legs. Be open to change, and you'll see results. Fight it, and it'll get more difficult.

Unshakable Peace
The Lord has only good plans in store for your life. (Jeremiah 29:11) You may go through difficult times, but God promises to use every trial to build "good" into your life. (Romans 8:28) When Satan tells you to worry, God has the opposite in mind. He wants you to trust Him and to experience His peace on a daily basis. How do we gain and retain the true peace of God? - Recognize your dependence is on God. The heart that finds its identity in Jesus Christ is a heart of peace. The person who rushes here and there to solve his own problems quickly can become a person of strife and worry. Take responsibility for your actions, but let God have the reins to your life. - Pray. The enemy cannot defeat you when you are on your spiritual knees before God in prayer. This is the true pathway to unshakable peace. - Trust God. When thoughts of fear invade your mind, tell the Lord what you are feeling and claim His presence as your protection and shelter. David prayed, "Strengthen my arms

Yes Or No Game!
Yes/No game Here are the rules: 1. You can only say Yes or No! 2. You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks! 3. Repost this ! ------------------------------------------ Kissed someone on your friends list? YES Danced in front of your mirror naked? YES Ever told a lie? YES Tripped on mushrooms? NO Done extasy? NO Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back? YES Been arrested? NO kissed a picture? YES Slept until 5pm? NO Had sex at work? Ummm...YES Fallen asleep at work/school? YES Held an actual snake? YES Ran a red light? YES Been suspended from school? NO Totaled your car/motorbike in an accident? NO Been fired from a job? NO Sang karaoke? NO Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? YES Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? YES Caught a snowflake on your tongue? YES Kissed in the rain? YES Sang in the shower? YES Sat on a roof top? YES Been pushed i

The Note
In the bottom of her dresser drawer we found a little note. He wrote it to her years ago the words he'd never spoke. The paper it was yellowed and worn from all the years. But the words he'd written on it had helped to calm her fears. It talked about there life together and the things that they had done. Bout raising up there children, and he was proud of what they'd become. About the place that they had built and the life they had shared. And how sometimes he didn't show it, but his love was always there. How he thanked the Lord above for the life he'd been givin'. And for having her by his side, he knew what it was to be livin'. In the bottom of her dresser drawer, we found a little note. He closed it with " I Love You", and that's what meant the most.

Reality Check By Ben Stein
Sometimes we all need a reality check! Worth a read... If they know of him at all, many folks think Ben Stein is just a quirky actor/comedian who talks in a monotone. He's also a very intelligent attorney who knows how to put ideas and words together in such a way as to sway juries and make people think clearly. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ The following was written by Ben Stein and recited by him on CBS Sunday Morning Commentary. Here with a few confessions from my beating heart: I have no clue who Nick and Jessica are. I see them on the cover of People and Us constantly when I am buying my dog biscuits and kitty litter. I often ask the checkers at the grocery stores. They never know who Nick and Jessica are either.. Who are they? Will it change my life if I know who they are and why they have broken up? Why are they so important? I don't know who Lindsay Lohan is either, and I do not care at all about Tom Cruise's wife. Am

In Need
I am in need of TLC. It seems all I do is break my back at work and come home, listen to my roommate and go to sleep. I would love to have someone to cook for (beside my roommate), cuddle and watch a movie, go out to a movie. So far all I've done in the past eight months since I moved down here is work and come home. I'm not asking for much, just someone to hold and spend time with.

A Love Poem To My Wife..
My Passion You're my greatest passion, I can't stop thinking about you every sun set and every song reminds me of the last time we made love. You're in my heart like an eternal flame, and I am a starved soul, always hungry for your precious love. There's never a time when I don't want to be with you. You make me feel alive, life would be meaningless without you, and I would be lost to sorrow, and heartache. Say you'll wrap me in your loving arms of yours, and prove that you love me as much as I love you. I want to share a night of sensual passion with you that could inspire poetry. After wards, I just want to hold you in my arms and savor being with you.

My First Blog....
...does that mean im a blog virgin?? Well lets see if i can get worked in real good here without making such a mess *winks* Actually im a cherry tap blog virgin...but i have posted many blogs on myspace...so u can basically say im a blog whore lol... Hmmm..what should i say here?...Im 33 single mother of one 13 yr old son...i work at the gas & electric company here in my city..goo meeee.... Divorced & single....i drive a 2006 chevy cobalt...i have hazel eyes...multi color hair... well damn im sounding like im selling myself...you get all this not for $99.99 or even $69.99 but for 2 easy installments of $25.00 or one payment of $50.00...with a bonus of house utensils and a set of pots & pans...and if you call within the next 15 minutes...we will knock off the shipping & handling LoL Im a big paranormal freak...if you have a ghost dont call ghostbusters...call me!! LoL. well im done rambling.....ttyl...

Contest My Friends Are Having
"THE BEST BOMB SQUAD ON CHERRYTAP?? ARE YOU??? HUMMM LETS TRUELY FIND OUT...I AM HAVING A CONTEST THIS CONTEST WILL BEGIN JUNE 1ST AND RUN THROUGH TO JULY 1ST BOMB SQUADS WANTING TO PARTICIPATE PLEASE PM ME FAMILY TAG PIC TO ENTER INTO THE CONTEST WINNERS WILL RECEIVE THE TITLE " NUMBER ONE BOMB SQUAD ON CT VOTED BY SQUAD AND FRIENDS CT WIDE" I WILL MAKE A TAG FOR YOUR FAMILY WITH THIS. I ALSO WILL BUY FOUNDER OR SQUAD A MANSION AS A GIFT AND I WILL ALSO MAKE A BOMB ASS CUSTOMIZED SKIN FOR THE WINNING SQUAD!THE SQUAD WITH MOST COMMENTS WINS RULES ARE NO DOWN RATING AND THATS BOUT IT BOMBS AWAY WOOT WOOT! ENTER NOW!!!!! PLEASE REPOST THIS TO INFORM OTHER SQUADS THANKS ILLUSION MY LINK IS BELOW CLICK ON IT TO SEND ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE EMAIL..GOOD LUCK!!ILLUSION ~ EXECUTIVE OF THE BLOOD, SWEAT, & TEARS FAMILY@ CherryTAP

Horoscope
Why are you spending time with people who, frankly, don't do it for you? Too much niceness can be as much of a drawback as too little. It's time to identify what it is you want instead of giving others what they want.

::: Which X-men Hero Are You? :::
You Are Jean Grey Although your fate is often unknown, you always seem to survive (even after death). Your mind is your greatest weapon, literally! Powers: telepathy and telekinesis, the ability to project thoughts into the mind of others, communication with animals Which of the X-Men Are You?

Lds Family
I wanted to take a moment and thank each and everyone of you for the warm and sweet welcome and comments you have given me. I am very honored to be a part of such a wonderful family. If there is ever anything I can do for any one please feel free to ask. I well TRY and get comments sent back out but just in case I miss one or two please know that I thank you for your welcome! Much Love to all, Goddess of Afrika of Lestat's Dark Covenant Family

Rudi
i love u more then words can say i love u more and more each day being able to wake up next to you was a dream come true now my dream is faded like my mind in the morning dew but I know once again the time will come and every morning i will wake to the sun you are my angel, my best friend the one who completes me when i am down the time seems so far, yet i know it is near for me to come back to trier I know this isn't great but was wrote while I was with him on cam....It rhymes way too much!

I Hate Stupid People
Hello all I am writting this cz, my wifes kids father, (my step children) thinks he is god. But he knows better than to cross my path. This man is a women beater, and a child beater. He needs to dissaper forever. I so hate this person, he thinks he is a father, but he really is not. I would give anything to have 3 minutes alone with him, cz that is all I would need...... Well talk to you later...

A Little Hurt
I was a little hurt today when I saw that someone rated my picture a 5????!!!!! Normally everyone on here is so nice and cool. I have a hard time even rating someone a 9. Just thought I'd put this out there. I mean, please don't get me wrong, I am not full of myself or anything. I just think that if someone is not your type, per se, don't rate them. That's all. I am going to go look at some sexy women and give them all 10s!!!!!

Cat Useful Info
Please keep in mind that since this is for "real" and not some gimmick , that we cannot guarantee it will work. We know that it will work with most cats and it has a 85% success rate. For obvious reasons , kittens seem to have the best chance at learning, provided they are big enough to reach the seat. Males seem to do better than females. The whole process will take about a month or so. Some cats learn sooner than others. Leave the lid in the "UP" position. Leave the seat in the "DOWN" position. One other thing....... wait until the "Kitten" has grown enough to reach the toilet, unless you want to have to pick them up and place them into it in the beginning. Lets get started. First and foremost, choose a toilet that will be used the LEAST by a person. We used the toilet in the utility room. That is where the picture you saw was taken. Secondly, turn the water OFF on the toilet for now, and place a "Balled" up rag or

Her Andme... Them And Us!!!
For so long i've waited. Patiently, Quietly, Without a single sound! Amidst the shadows, hidden by the darkness of the heart. Feelings, strong and intense, Like nothing ive ever felt before. Holding them inside, Swelling, with all the love and passion I feel for you. Hiding my feelings from you, like i hide my face from prying eyes. Acting like a friend, and a fool. Wanting so much, to be more. Prayers. Made in the night, to a god who never listens. Wishes, made upon starts that sparkle so bright, but inevitably fade out. All of them, for happiness. All for love. All for you. All for naught. Losing all the hopes i had, feeling those warm dreams die. Taking a part of me with them, thinking it will never be. Then, Unexpectedly, A ray of light. A shimmer of hope. A great silver blade, to cut away the darkness. Hopes return. Memories remembered. Those powerfuly moving feelings, Come back to my heart. Tearing away the darkness, me

People
I am starting to really wonder if anything in this world is true or if it is just all one big game to people. I am starting to question everything i am told by people. I am starting to question wether certain people trully want me around or if I am just a convienence to help them get through life but who cares how I feel. I am tired of having to act like everything is ok in my life. I am starting to wonder if maybe I shouldn't just move on with my life. i wonder if certain people want me to become the bad guy so that their conscience will be clear or so that they don't have to feel any guilt. I am not sure what people want from me anymore.

Addiction
WELL I HAVE BEEN DOING A LOT AF THINKING THE IN THE PAST WEEKS. I GUESS I AM A RECOVERING ADDICT, BUT IT WAS NOT A DRUG OR ALCOHOL IT WAS LOVE. I COULD NOT START MY DAY WITH THAT SEEING HER AS I WOKE AND GETTING THAT FIRST KISS, I COULD NOT GO PAST LUNCH WITHOUT HEARING SWEET VOICE,I COULD NOT GO TO BED WITHOUT THAT FINAL KISS OF THE NIGHT. EVERYTHING I DID I DID FOR HER AND HER LOVE. AND ONCE I COULD NOT HAVE IT ANYMORE I DID NOT KNOW WHAT WAS UP OR DOWN. JUST LOKE AN ADDICT I WOULD SPEND HOURS THINKING HOW CAN I GET HER WHERE CAN I FIND HER, I NEED THAT SWEET KISS OR TO HEAR THAT SWEET VOICE.TRYING TO FIGURE OUT HOW TO GET HER BACK! I WOULD NOT LISTEN TO REALITY TELLING ME SHE WAS GONE AND THERE WERE NO MORE KISSES OR SWEET VOICE. SO I GUESS JUST LIKE ANYOTHER ADDICTION I AM GOING THROUGH WITH DRAWL. BUT I AM AND PROBABLY ALWAYS BE ADDICTED TO THE SWEET KISS GENTLE TOUCH AND SWEET VOICE. I AM REALLY STARTING TO SCARE MYSELF WITH MY THOUGHTS AND WHAT I HAVE BEEN WRITING!!

Just A Little Insight To My Life
I wish you could know what it is like to search a burning bedroom for trapped children at 3 AM, flames rolling above your head, your palms and knees burning as you crawl, the floor sagging under your weight as the kitchen below you burns. I wish you could comprehend a husband's horror at 6 in the morning as I check his wife of 40 years for a pulse and find none. I start CPR anyway, hoping to bring her back, knowing intuitively it is too late. But wanting her husband and family to know everything possible was done to try to save her life. I wish you knew the unique smell of burning insulation, the taste of soot-filled mucus, the feeling of intense heat through your turnout gear, the sound of flames crackling, the eeriness of being able to see absolutely nothing in dense smoke-sensations that I've become too familiar with. I wish you could read my mind as I respond to a building fire "Is this a false alarm or a working fire? How is the building constructed? What hazards await me

One Night Stand Vs. Relationship
THere are many people out there that are looking for no strings attached sex. Which is great for somepeople. But if I had to choose sex/one night stand or a relationship. I would choose a relationship hands down any day of the week. Don't get me wrong I love sex (haven't gotten it in a while but I love it) and i think it's important in a relationship but I would rather have someone to share life and life's moments with not just someone to screw. Does anyone else feel this way?

A Letter To My Husband
i just want to sy my husband died on sept 27th of 2006 i miss him very much i found him dead on that mormning and i wish i had to do all over again i would have held him all night long and i think in someway i should have been able to save him but they tell me i couldnt but i just wish i could change everything and go back to sept 26th and make evrything better i love you my sexy budda man i hope you are waiting at the gates for me cuz i will be looking for you huggsssssssss and love forever, i didnt just lose my husband i lost my best friend also , love always kelli maxwell

How Come?
I don't same to understand how this love shit is really suppose to work...I mean I thought I had someone that care I mean I spent 4 years with him had a baby and shit goes wrong....Well now I for some reason have feelings for someone who don't get me wrong is a nice guy, love everything about him...but it's the wrong person..I don't think many guys who read this will understand but I know some females get it....It's the type of guy thats more your friend and you just can't see yourself laying in bed with them and shit....And I really don't understand how come.....this shit always happens...and I need some advice...Please!

Life And Its Issues
...... Okay, SO!! hows life people? i always ask becuase no one ever ask's me lol.. anyways. i just wanted to put this out on a blog becuase no one ever reads my bullitons and no one has ever heard of what im writing. its just life i guess ya know? so if u read then thanks.. ure awesome :D No title............................................ What do yo udo when you have so many decisions in life to make? Do you take the chance one by one hoping that you made the right choice? Or do you let life itself take its time on working everything out for itself? Everything is ment to happen for a reason right? so why do we have t o go though all the pain and suffering? to teach us something? how long will it take and what will we get out of it? its like work... you do it for money and experiance. so life sux and we are forced to live it. but we must not let it bring us down. ugh! in other terms. why me? why any of us? seriously though. I m

Drunk
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Sunshine Date: May 20, 2007 3:27 PM ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: I thought of just your face Date: May 19, 2007 8:16 PM ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- This is Jacqueline Saburido on September 19, 1999. This is her and her Father, 1998. This is her on Vacation in Venezuela. Birthday party as a child. At a party with friends. The car in which Jacqueline traveled. She was hit by another car that was driven by a 17-year old male student on his way home after drinking a couple of hard packs with his friends. This was in December 1999. After the accident Jacqueline has needed over 40 o

Time
Time is too slow to wait, too swift for those who fear, too long for those who grieve, too quick for those who rejoice. But for those who love, time is too short! The value of life to me lies not in the length of days, but in the use we make of them; a person may live long yet live very little. To me; it's what have you done in your life to help make this world a better place. It's never to late to change one's ways. Till one matures and understands truly what they are on this earth for, one cannot successfully lead a gratified life. We are all hear to learn and to give. Though many live there entire lives making everyone around them miserable and being takers there entire lives. There is an end. One day everyone will have to stand before a much more powerful being, and will all be judged there. I believe you live your life and if you don't get it right you come back and start over again till you do. Time is truly the most valuable thing one can spend. Time is the moving image o

A Poem About Wolves
A few people on here know of my love for the wolf, so here's a little poem ..... Don't Kill The Wolf The low murmur of chants And the slow tempo of the drums, The Indian braves dance around the fire As the wolf spirit comes. The slight bellow of a howl Off in the distance you hear, The wolf and Indian are brothers To each, they show no fear. They respect one another Because they share the same land, The Indian learns from the wolf The lessons he keeps at hand. The wolf is strong and stealth In his characteristic ways, His howl lets you know It is the end of the day. The wolf was many As in the days of old, But now there are few That stand so bold. The white man shows fear So with fear, he kills, Thus, he builds up the land With all his skills. The white man doesn't understand Why the wolf kills, He too has to survive With his instincts and skills. The more man builds the land The more he takes away, The wolf has

Am I Wrong??
Am I wrong for not wanting to expose myself on cam or in luscious pics?? I mean don't get me wrong they are erotic, and hell I like looking at them myself. But I feel I shouldn't have to take it all off and bear it for you to find me sexy or irristable. I am by far not condoning anyone that does do it, to each their own. NO I don't have the best body! For those that will say "She's just saying this because she don't have a body like this to be showing." NO I don't think i'm all that, but I am a women and that alone makes me beautiful! To those that will say "She thinks her shit don't stink and she too good to put dirty pics on here." YES I maybe! But God and my genes gave me what I have and I intend to make the best of it. To the pretty and petite females that will say "She's just jealous she don't look like this." And men plz don't bash me thinking that I am trying to convince women not to take their clothes off in pics or on cam because that is not the case. Li

Maddie's Father Flies Home
font color="yellow" size="6" face="comic sans ms">Madeleine's father returns to UK font color="aqua" size="3" face="comic sans ms">The father of missing Madeleine McCann has flown back to the UK from Portugal to meet organisers of the campaign to find his daughter. The Portuguese police have arranged for an officer to travel to Marakesh in the hunt for Maddie after several sightings of her in Morocco. Her family are calling for a 1 min silence at 12 noon today in memory of Maddie. Gerry McCann is expected to spend just over 24 hours away from his wife Kate and two-year-old twins Sean and Amelie. He will also deal with personal matters during the family's first time apart since Madeleine's abduction on 3 May. It is thought Mr McCann's arrangements may allow the family to stay in Portugal for the foreseeable future. Mrs McCann remains at the family's holiday apartment in the Algarve resort of Praia da Luz, where they continue to wait for news of the four-year-old

Horrorscope 5-21-07
A sly someone could talk you into something that's really not to your benefit -- or your checkbook. No matter how persuasive this person is, don't buy what they're selling. It's time to protect your best interests.

Sorry
sorry everyone i havent been online in a long time my internet got shut off so ive been out of business but im back up and running so send we mesages and or anything else you want hope to hear from ya ttyl.

World's Easiest Test
(Passing requires ONLY 4 correct answers!) 1) How long did the Hundred Years' War last? 2) Which country makes Panamahats? 3) From which animal do we get cat gut? 4) In which month do Russians celebrate the October Revolution? 5) What is a camel's hair brush made of? 6) The Canary Islandsin the Pacific are named after what animal? 7) What was King George VI's first name? 8) What color is a purple finch? 9) Where are Chinese gooseberries from? 10) What is the color of the black box in a commercial airplane? Remember, you need ONLY 4 correct answers to pass. Check your answers below. ANSWERS TO THE QUIZ 1) How long did the Hundred Years War last? 116 years 2) Which country makes Panamahats? Ecuador 3) From which animal do we get cat gut? Sheep and Horses 4) In which month do Russians celebrate the October Revolution? November 5)

Hot And Sexy Young Bi Female
hot and sexy photos I like individuals who are assertive, their word is their bond, good personality, a sense of humor, weight in porportion to height, confident, smart, goal oriented, see something needs to be done and does it without hesitation, these are just a few things i'm looking for. Femmes very femme and Guys taller than I.

A Great Man
I just wanted to chat a bit about my great , uncle Salvatore blacky orlando, he was a good hearted man , he ran one of the best italian pizza places on the north shore for over 30 years. Not one person that crossed his path ever went hungry or felt un-loved , he loved everyone. during the holidays him and his sister my grandmother katie lovasco would feed over four hundred strangers a night for seven days. free food and drink, and each left with a full belly and an orange, a lemon and some blessed home made bread fresh from the oven and blessed as it came out by a Catholic priest, as a thanks and as an offering to the saints to which he worshiped and loved so much, his love never stopped or faded it just grew stronger. he never had children himself but all the nieces . nephews, cousins, and all our friends for three generations all saw him as uncle sammy. for a man that had no children he left behind a huge family that loved him so very much and He will be remembered for e

Journey Into Jaded Xtasy
I once heard to not look where you fall but to where you have slipped. My mind wonders if in fact... I was actually tripped.... I float in and out of confusion and anxious worry While my heart ponders why the rest of me is in such a hurry. I believe in giving others the benefit of the doubt I believe in finding the pieces of the puzzle out I have faith that there are a few good souls Who have their head on straight and attain their goals I trust in my beliefs, and respect that of others I don't walk around and covet what's anothers' I get mine and remain focused and strong So why is it Men intend to do Women wrong? What is it that makes Men act a fool? Can't they see their Woman is a jewel? Or is it she's not " hood" or "ghetto" enough, And thats the reason Men run around and play tough? Men tell us to be honest, to " Keep it Real" To be the " Ride or Die" type, with attitude of steel But when they get the loyalty and honesty they seek They turn around and act a fool

My Thoughts And Etc
It's been a month since I discovered the truth and on my own nonetheless the truth that will forever be burned into my memory heart and soul yet you ask for forgiveness how can that be? after causing so much pain physically & emotionally how does one do that? it's been a month since I discovered the truth and I have no feelings left for you it's been a month since I left your side and will never return Yes, there are times when I did miss you but I reminded myself of all that you did now, life has changed for the better for I have now by my side someone who cares someone who showed me to love again someone who showed me to trust again someone who showed me it's okay to care once again someone to love.

Mothers
Before I was a Mom I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby. I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. I never thought about immunizations. Before I was a Mom - I had never been puked on. Pooped on. Chewed on. Peed on. I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts. I slept all night. Before I was a Mom I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests. Or give shots. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep. Before I was a Mom I! never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put them down. I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. I never knew that I could love someone so much. I never knew I would love being a Mom. Before I was a Mom - I didn'

Do The Math
ROMANCE MATHEMATICS Smart man + smart woman = romance Smart man + dumb woman = affair Dumb man + smart woman = marriage Dumb man + dumb woman = pregnancy ______________________________ SHOPPING MATH A man will pay $20 for a $10 item he needs. A woman will pay $10 for a $20 item that she doesn't need. _____________________________ GENERAL EQUATIONS & STATISTICS A woman worries about the future until she gets a husband. A man never worries about the future until he gets a wife. A successful man is one who makes more money than his wife can spend. A successful woman is one who can find such a man. _____________________________ HAPPINESS To be happy with a man, you must understand him a lot and love him a little. To be happy with a woman, you must love her a lot and not try to understand her at all. ______________________________ LONGEVITY Married men live longer than single men do, but married men are a lot more willing to die. ______________________________ PROP

Stab And Twist
at least the blade of that dagger was cool against my backside..... not sure why it had to be a two person job... I myself thought the whole plan lacked style and originality.... oh well, another opening of my eyes and another step further away... i will now bring you a war you have already lost ...

Englishman In France
An Englishman is having breakfast, in Paris, one morning (coffee, croissants, bread, butter and jam) when a Frenchman, chewing bubble-gum, sits down next to him. The Englishman ignores the Frenchman who, nevertheless, starts a conversation. Frenchman: "You English folk eat the whole bread??" Englishman (in a bad mood): "Of course." Frenchman: (after blowing a huge bubble) "We don't. In France, we only eat what's inside. The crusts we collect in a container, recycle it, transform them into croissants and sell them to England." The Frenchman has a smirk on his face. The Englishman listens in silence. The Frenchman persists: "Do you eat jam with the bread??" Englishman: "Of Course." Frenchman: (cracking his bubble-gum between his teeth and chuckling). "We don't. In France we eat fresh fruit for breakfast, then we put all the peels, seeds, and leftovers in containers, recycle them, transform them into jam, and sell the jam to England." After a momen

Fear Of The Inexplicable
But fear of the inexplicable has not alone impoverished the existence of the individual; the relationship between one human being and another has also been cramped by it, as though it had been lifted out of the riverbed of endless possibilities and set down in a fallow spot on the bank, to which nothing happens. For it is not inertia alone that is responsible for human relationships repeating themselves from case to case, indescribably monotonous and unrenewed: it is shyness before any sort of new,unforeseeable experience with which one does not think oneself able to cope. But only someone who is ready for everything, who excludes nothing, not even the most enigmatical, will live the relation to another as something alive and will himself draw exhaustively from his own existence. For if we think of this existence of the individual as a larger or smaller room, it appears evident that most people learn to know only a corner of their room, a place by the window, a str

Male Vs. Female At The Atm Machine
A new sign in the Bank Lobby reads: Please note that this Bank is installing new Drive-through ATM machines enabling customers to withdraw cash without leaving their vehicles. Customers using this new facility are requested to use the procedures outlined below when accessing their accounts. "After months of careful research, MALE & FEMALE Procedures have been developed. Please follow the Appropriate steps for your gender." MALE PROCEDURE: 1. Drive up to the cash machine. 2. Put down your car window. 3. Insert card into machine and enter PIN. (personal id number) 4. Enter amount of cash required and withdraw. 5. Retrieve card, cash and receipt. 6. Put window up. 7. Drive off. ********************************************** FEMALE PROCEDURE: Unfortunately, most of this part is the Truth.!!! 1. Drive up to cash machine. 2. Reverse and back up the required amount to align car window with the machine. 3. Set parking brake, put the win

Chuck Norris
When Chuck Norris calls 1-900 numbers, he doesnt get charged. He holds up the phone and money falls out. Chuck Norris once ate a whole cake before his friends could tell him there was a stripper in it. Some people like to eat frogs' legs. Chuck Norris likes to eat lizard legs. Hence, snakes. There are no races, only countries of people Chuck Norris has beaten to different shades of black and blue. When Chuck Norris was denied an Egg McMuffin at McDonald's because it was 10:35, he roundhouse kicked the store so hard it became a Wendy's. Chuck Norris can't finish a "color by numbers" because his markers are filled with the blood of his victims. Unfortunately, all blood is dark red. A Chuck Norris-delivered Roundhouse Kick is the preferred method of execution in 16 states. When Chuck Norris falls in water, Chuck Norris doesn't get wet. Water gets Chuck Norris. Scientists have estimated that the energy given off during the Big Bang is roughly equal to 1CNRhK (Chuck

Think You Can?
If you think you are beaten,you are. If you think you dare not, you don't. If you like to win, but think you can't It is almost certain you won't... If you think you;ll lose,you're lost. For out in the world we find Success begins with our will It's all in the state of mind. If you think you are outclassed,you are You've got to think high to rise. You've got to be sure of yourself before You can ever win a prize. Life's battles don't always go To the stronger or faster man.But sooner or later the man who wins Is the man WHO THINKS HE CAN!!!!!!

On Movies
the final fantasy series has been my absolute favorite. so how unfortunite it was that the first final fantasy movie had nothing to do with anything the series had to offer. if anyone can remember the spirits within, the animation was great ( i personally thought ) but the story, the story was dreadful.had nothing to do with anything i had ever played. so rightfully to my surprise the makers of the series came out with their rendition of a movie. but this time it was finished with style. the style of final fantasy 7 still one of the most sought after games in playstation history. people this is what cg movies are all about. vibrant whites and lush blacks, colors only truly harnessed by hd. people u must watch this movie, if not for the story, for the graphics alone. i promise if you keep an open mind the movie is rather good. also this one follows the story of 7 two years after the game. give it a try and ponder this. where will entertainment go as technology advances. thanks for

Lou8is
hi how are you feeling i hope in good spirits my mother use to tell me that and im 38 years old now but anyway i have my own advertising agency with 11,000 companies and my motto is advertising is the corner stone of business and you have your businesses i created alot of ads over the years and with my ad agency i got to see what ads did the best and i tell you i was a member of alot of companies out there i started off in the 90s with a web tv back then people did not know anything about paypal and one of the early companies was sfi marketing and now thEY have GDI and aweber and all these cmpanies but the company that MADE money instantly was OWNING MY PERSONAL ATM MACHINE BUSINESS it paid money instantly into my paypal and it was only $7 go to http://tinyurl.com/348ezt purchase it as a FREE bonus i will create an ad for you with your ATM business link and the side bonus is your getting 1 FREE AD COMPANY this is valued more than $200 because you can create FREE ADS or UPGRAD

The Thig Michelle Knows Best Sex!!!!!!!
You have a sexual IQ of 138 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

You Know Your A Dsm'er
You Know YOU ARE A DSMer if -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- i found this online and thought it was pretty funny. Sitting here reading them saying yup to almost all of them LOL.. 1 = If you've ever had to explain crankwalk to a mechanic.... 2 = If you have a garage full of spare engines, just in case.... 3 = If you've tried to bolt your old 14b onto a riding lawnmower.... 4 = If you've hit your head on the B-pillar during an AWD launch.... 5 = If you have a running tab at the local tranny shop.... 6 = If you go rallying in your daily driver.... 7 = If your driveway has divets in it cause your car never moves.... 8 = If you have a trophy case full of Honda and Mustang emblems... 9 = If you eat "rice" for dinner.... 10 = If people recognize your car by the sound of it's lifter tick.... 11 = If you drive 5 extra blocks for a gas station that has 1 more octane point. 12 = If you get refused on your tread wear warranty eve

Downraters
just a FYI for all that seem to be new to cherry.....downrating does not effect your points or your standing, you still get all the credit so the stress is not worth it all a downrating person does is identify a person you don't need to be friends with so smile and move on with the knowledge that your a better person

Free Money Baby!
Marketing Pond - Free Money Programs & Free Advertising How Money Making Programs Add Up It took me a long time to figure out what a huge mistake I was making in overlooking all the ways to bring in multiple streams of income, even if any particular stream on its own would not entice someone to quit their day job. A quick look at your income goals and various ways to achieve them will bring home the point. Let's say you earn $ 27,000 at your regular job. You want to replace at least that much income working at home. That comes out to $ 74 dollars a day. (Remember, 27K / 365 days because web-based businesses and activities work for you every day of the year.) You will probably have trouble starting off as a newcomer to earning money from home finding any one particular program that will immediately bring in $ 74 per day. However, think of it this way: - 2 activities that each made $37 per day would equal $74. - 4 streams of income that earned $18.50 per day would be the

Will Never Go Away
i cant stand this any more all the pain i can nolonger feel i have no soul no heart she took it from me no i gave it to her i wanted her to have it i thought she would want it no all she did is steel it and leave me with scars i have nothing to make me happy nothing to help me get through this i

Just Talkin
Well this bout blows mega chunks!!! You go away for a while and everyone forgets who you are!! thanks guys!! I guess I can just start over what the fuck anyway right!!??!! I'm coming back with a bigger and better tude than before...LMAO. Anyway...peace

Dont Read My Resume
Felicia Austin 360 21st ST SE APT 1 Salem OR 503-930-1175 503-362-7049 angel_black_wolf@yahoo.com Objective: An interesting position with a growing company with working with animals Experience: Tammy Thonas Salem OR Babysitting may 11 1999 to may 2 2003 I toke care of two school age children i toke care of them antell there mom got home keep the house clean and the kids feed walked them to school when they needed to be at school . Ron Niley Lyons OR Horse stable june 3 1999 to may 9 2003 I toke care of the horses and clean them up for tra

R.i.p
Ok, so today freakin sucks, I woke up in a great mood, all stoked cause I'm gonna put some blue in my hair, and then I get the phone call My friend Jack died. Damn it this sucks, two friends gone in the last four months. I am so tired of losing friends. This is number 6, gone. I'm only 23 I can't believe I've already lost this many friends, this is so shitty. anyways, I'm gonna dye my hair blue now, he loved it when I had blue hair, I wish he could have seen it again. One Life One Love One Heart R.I.P Jack you will be missed but never forgotten

My Wifey
this is for my wifey Morgan....thanks so much for makin me smile today even though im as sick as i am you bring so much sunshine in my life...thanks for being my wifey....love ya babes show her some love.......http://www.cherrytap.com/user/889972

My Two Bestest Friends
this is for my two bestest friends in the whole world thanks so much for being here for me through everything i love u both so much i'd be lost without u 2 in my life....remember we're friends to the end...you 2 r my rock without u 2 i'd b lost again i love you two with all my heart..... show them 2 love.... www.cherrytap.com/zman22674 www.cherrytap.com/lupinmystic

Death...
Death becomes her as she sits in the cold... Death becomes her as she sits alone... Lost she will never look again, Once thrown away she will never mend. Death becomes her as she cries... Deathe becomes her from all the lies... Poweful she shall become, Never under estatemate, she IS the one. Death becomes her as forever it will... Death becomes her as her time stands still... Watch her as she grows, Powerful learning & an inner glow. Death becomes her as she gages her rath... Death becomes her to never look back... Touching her power of fire, gaining great strength, going higher. Death becomes her she finds her kill... Death becomes her out of your will... Look at her in all her glory, Do you even know her story? Death becomes her for she lives in the dark... Death becomes her because tis always the start... Her pain riddled with loss, She lays her white wings down in the burnt moss. Death becomes her on this final day... Death becomes

Maddie Pics Appeal 21st May
Police ask for aid in Madeleine case Mon May 21, 2007 7:21PM BST LONDON (Reuters) - Tourists who stayed at the Portuguese resort where 4-year-old Madeleine McCann was abducted were urged on Monday to hand over any holiday photographs which might contain clues to her kidnapper. British police said they wanted pictures from anyone who had been at the Ocean Club resort in Praia da Luz or the surrounding area in the two weeks before her Madeleine's disappearance on May 3. "Look at your prints and see if there are, for instance, people in the background of the picture that at first you may not have noticed," said Jim Gamble, Chief Executive of the police Child Exploitation and Online Protection Centre (CEOP). "These are the pictures we want," he added. "By taking in pictures from the public we can move the investigation forward -- looking for people who might seem out of place or behaving strangely." Gamble said detectives would use advanced facial recognition software

Diki's
Mizoram pronunciation (help·info) is one of the Seven Sister States in northeastern India on the border with Myanmar. Its population at the 2001 census stood at 888,573. Mizoram boasts a literacy rate of 88.8% — the second highest among all the states of India, after Kerala. Mizoram is a mountainous region which became the 23rd state of the Indian Union in February, 1987. It was one of the districts of Assam until 1973 when it became a Union Territory. Sandwiched between Myanmar in the east and south and Bangladesh in the west, Mizoram occupies an area of great strategic importance in the northeastern corner of India. The boundaries with Myanmar and Bangladesh total 722 kilometers. Mizoram has the most variegated hilly terrain in the eastern part of India. The hills are steep (avg. height 1000 metres) and separated by rivers which flow either to the north or south creating deep gorges between the hill ranges. The highest peak in Mizoram is the Blue Mountain (Phawngpui) with a

Its All True
Its all true with the base of life that the truth be in things that u belive in with all your heart, If you stand strong and you do all that you can anything can happen. As in Love i never knew that id have a love in my life as i do now and id never change that for the world for he is the world to me ( besides my kids )He is the one that makes my world go around and that makes me smile with every thought that crosses my mind for he means so much to me as i mean to him. We guide each other with deepest moments with passion, love, careing, understanding, trueth in everything that we stand for for each other....We all have our ups and downs but when it shows and comes to the point we know that we care and will always be there for each other..... I dont know how much more to express that i can stand for all the i want and all that need to make it be shown that im not going no were that im a strong minded woman and i will make it through it all with the love of my life at my side stand

Attention Wal-mart Shoppers!
The last time I shopped in Wal-mart, I was quite surprised! As I went about my shopping I saw a woman go by me with her son, who looked to be about the age of 5. About a minute later, a commotion began as the little boy threw a temper tantrum. It wasn't so much the little boy screaming that was bad, ...it somehow got uglier as the Mom screamed in a shriil voice so loudly, any nearby glass could have shattered.."Shut the fuck up, you little ugly bastard!" She then went on to slap this little boy several times as the crowd was getting ugly,and angry. They started shouting at her as she was slapping this poor child,and security finally calmed things down before the other shoppers were about to attack this so called "Mother". Well...I dont shop there anymore because I prefer Target, a gentler , more upscale crowd that beats their childen kindly with pillows from the bedding department, instead of their hands. Now, I want to place one of these at ever Wal-Mart entrance ,everywhere..to save

We Are Rome........wait, Where's Nero?
I heard in a news report the other day while I was waiting on the weather, stating that our government has approved an experiment on 300 elderly in a nursing home located somewhere in Florida. This experiment is pointed towards our growing problem of Alzheimers' patients leaving the approved areas. They will be inserting a microtransmitter, about the size of a grain of rice, in the connective tissue under the skin. I don't know about the rest of you, but i see trouble on the way. From here, they will put them in all of us eventually, and by that time, the technology will be efficient enough to access all of our information by scanner or some such. I'm not going to much further in my opinions on here too much yet.........i'm just getting started.......... Also, if i say anything that might offend someone, or some form of clarity on something is needed? feel free to ask. I will give you a decent answer. I only ask that you keep the conversation civil. Discuss things, don'

Violated
You used me and abused me. You fucked me and threw me away. Everyone sees the bruises you left behind, you didn't even try to hide them. You held me down and stole my soul. You laughed as you left me bleeding on the floor. You violated me and I still want more.

What's In A "rate"?
Is honesty really the best policy? I am beginning to wonder how fake people really are!! I was doing the "I'm Bored" section on here right!! Well, some of the profiles were of girls that I didnt really want to even rate, but there is no skip button and i am all about honesty, so I rated them what i thought they should get!! Now I am one person of how many on this site. and I am getting attacked for my own personal opinions. come on ppl, opinions are like assholes, every one has one.

For Women Only
i have been alot of places and i see lots of ppl well alot of times im out and about especially at work and i see women wearing mini skirts and some of them sit in such a fashion so that there panties are being shown now is this an "accident" or do they know exactly what they are doing women please share your thoughts

Crappy Poetry
I watch grey clouds Against a greyer sky As I travel in my metal coffin To places I’ve been before Dreaming of what I wish for Freedom, A woman’s touch, A chance to make a difference, In someone’s life Or Just an End to all this

Couldnt Find Video Or Fukkin Song No Where Soooooooooo ...
The One In The Middle - Sarah Johns Genre/Lang. : Country 1st Verse I can't believe you'd do that to me Use me You've fooled around and a'wrecked my heart She's just a skank rode hard and put up Well, good luck Pre Chorus I would've given you the finger on my left hand The one that you use for a wedding band Chorus (But) (And) now I'm givin' you The one in the middle The one that's a little bit longer And I got another one On my other hand So I can say it even stronger If you're askin' if I'm done Well, I'm sure not sayin' you're number one (No, now I'm givin' you) (The one in the middle) (The one that says we're through) 2nd Verse I hope you're happy with your sad life That's right I hope you get what you deserve And when you're tired of TV dinners Remember (Repeat Pre Chorus) (Repeat Chorus) Bridge Well, you made your bed So go lay in it And you forced my heart and hands To the limit

Trial And Error!
There's things in life that aren't always fun to learn. One of those things is how to navigate this DAMNED SITE!!! OMG.....I looked at it and was like...hmmm this should be easy but SHIT! i can't even figure out how to get a picture backdrop on my layout!!! Someone help a girl out!

Capricorn You are very successful in life and are always planning for the future. You are probably already in a committed relationship and enjoy the intimacy that comes with your lovemaking. You are direct with your lover about what you like and you like it when they are direct with you. You have excellent sex, because you make sure that it’s a custom fit for yourself. Sex matches: Taurus, Virgo, Scorpio Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

A Letter From Men To Women
To all women, On behalf of all men I would like to clarify a few points: * The floor is considered an acceptable clothing storage location. * Never ask me to purchase feminine products. Assume that I will come home with the wrong thing. * When watching TV hugging is always fine because I can still see the screen. Kissing should only be done during timeouts and commercials. Questions should also be limited to this period as you stand a much better chance of getting an immediate response. * When we are watching your show and I change the channels during a commercial do not hassle me that they are over to change the channel back. I always know when the timing is right. Also, when we are channel surfing do not ask me to go back, there was a good reason why I skipped it. * If you need help with the laundry, I am more than willing to carry it from the bedroom to the washer. In my mind this is half the chore and I am now free to return to the couch. * If I men

Just Life
Life has a way of interfearing with online activities, lol. Naw, really thou...it's gotten a bit wild here. Down to only ONE pc now, and ds came for the weekend....making it be spread really thin! Anyhow this pc has many users, and this past weekend time-share wasn't what it could have been. Friday my one son was suspended for three days...I know, I know, self defence is the most awful distasteful, evil, vile, and discusting thing any one could ever do!!! Makes one wonder why thoes who say such things are the FIRST one's to BLOCK when the FEEL threatened, and unlike my ds...wait till after the person has struck (repeatedly I might add...) and refuses to stop when asked to??? Hummmm? Too bad they didnt gived him 5 days....that'd be 5 days of peace for him. And to think........some people dont understand why thoes school shootings happen. Talk to any kid that's been majorly massivey bullied, beaten and prosicuted for tryint to get help through the "normal" (deaf and blind) procedures! W

Men Are Like......
# Men are like....Animals Messy, insensitive and potentially violent, but occasionally make great pets. # Men are like.....Bank accounts. Without a lot of money, they don't generate much interest. # Men are like....Beer. The first sip is always bitter. No matter how many varieties you try, they are essentially the same; tasteless, full of bubbles, destabilize your metabolism and give you a headache, but somehow they linger and you either can't finish one or you can't get enough. # Men are like.....Bike helmets. Handy in an emergency, but otherwise they just look silly. # Men are like....Bras. They offer light, medium and complete support. # Men are like....Buses. They come every 15 minutes. # Men are like....Buses. They have spare tires and smell funny. # Men are like....Computers. And a smart woman keeps a backup. # Men are like.....Copiers. You need them for reproduction, but that's about it. # Men are like.....Curling irons. They're always hot, an

My Life
i make a wish and nuthing happins i pray at night but thangs never happin i try in life and thangs look down what more can go wrong in such a lil town my wishis never come true and my prays dont even matter to who but my life seems to drag i wish this pain i would never have but what more would i live for if i could never feel pain but thats the way it works but mines all in vain but this is it and now is the time me and my life will never rime not any more and never again i had enugh pain its time for it to end but it wont caze im still around hell what more will this bring to this small lil town my head it hurts but nuthings in side i killed it long ago and i try to hide that this is my life nuthing more damn i wish to never been born but i am and i will try to live my life with in time i hope my time comes so really soon but it never comes fast eunuf ant that the truth i with this heart would just say poof but no

Aj
So I got a new car!! 2001 PT Cruser!!! whooo! N I work at GetGo!!! Exciteing! yea not so much! lmao~ But yea Im just takeing life as it comes!! Its going pretty well right now sooo yea! hopefillu it stays this way! But yea I need stuff to do ppl!!! lol So message me and maybe...(if ur special)lol ;)... we'll chill! Hit me up!!!!! ~Love ya~

Is It Just Me ?
IS IT JUST ME ? I had to have a rant about this, sorry, I know that CT is a chat and networking site, and we are all here to have some fun etc. but surely we can do some good along the way. Every day I see hundreds of bulletins asking for votes and comments and requests for various things and thats all good, hell I have done it myself, but I also take time out of my day to do something I feel is worthwhile. I have had ppl complain that I am spamming thier bulletin boards with MADDIE McCANN appeals, well if people were to repost and yes I know who does cos if they do it ends up back on my page lol, then I wouldn't feel the need to do so as I know these IMPORTANT appeals are being seen. I am a mother of 5 children, and I know what it is like to lose a child, I buried my daughter on her 1st b/day, I cant sit back and let another parent go through that and know that I did nothing to try and prevent it, Can you ??? All it takes is a simple click on a button to repost, hell it

Friends
I will be adding more to this blog, but for now... im just bummed and venting. the bike ride helped a bit, but didnt cure my weakness. this has nothing to do with love but everything to do with friendship...even though i do love most of my friends.

Lonely Road Of Faith
So many dreams have falling, somewhere along the way, so many broken promises, so many wasted days, if only I could turn back the clock, relive this life once more, would things really be better? or would it just hurt so much more? could I find a better way? or is this all life holds for me, being lost & empty, would I find the path, the way life should be, would you travel with me? or would I still journey alone, trying to find my way, through this world to you, would we be together, would we meet along the way, somewhere on this, Lonely Road Of Faith

Horrorscope 5-22-07
The stars say it's about time you drop any lingering doubts that you're not good enough or that you haven't somehow earned this current bout of enjoyment. It's time to revel in all the love and luck coming your way.

Less Than Zero
Ok, I am fed up enough now that I am starting my own "list" of downraters. 7/18/07 · _Cotton_Candy_G... rated your photo a '6'! 3 min ago Headphones@ CherryTAP whateverrr@ CherryTAP freakyj@ CherryTAP young stud@ CherryTAP ONE OF A KIND SEXY LOVE@ CherryTAP coombzo@ CherryTAP hammurtyme37@ CherryTAP youwontlikeme@ CherryTAP tinadavis@ CherryTAP

Just Me.
Ok I have been away for god knows how long....I haven't counted...Looks like the place got a new name,It's great. For anyone wanting to know how I am doing and where I have been hiding...I must tell you my awefull secret....*whispers*I've been on IMVU....This is not good because now I come in here less and always there...Oh well but any way Just letting yall know I am still alive kicking and screaming....Lates

Members & Rules, Plz Read
~Insane Asylum Rejects~ {I.A.R.} Fan Train is on the move. If you would like to jump aboard please follow a few simple rules. Rate, Fan & Add All the People on the train before you add yourself. When you send your friend request leave a lil note that you are w/I.A.R. If you do not rate & fan back those that rate, fan & add you, you will be removed from the train & blocked. After you have fanned, rated & added everyone, Click the banner below to add your link to the bulletin & Plz comment this blog as well so I can add you here & to the original bulletin. Note: This is NOT a bombsquad, just a fan train so anyone may join. Plz don't post bulletins asking I.A.R. to help bomb your contest. I will be ripping members default pictures to add to an album so if u would like me to use a different picture please say so when you contact me. HollieHottie{Founder of I.A.R.} .:Lµ¢¥:.{Co-Founder of I.A.R.} ~Insane Asylum Rejects Fan Train Family Page ~ ~ GodFathers/GodMothe

A Story About A Raven
Well I just wanted to tell some people that I just wanted to know why so many people have a fear of people that are Wiccan cause people see us as bad people all because we are a different religion we are still humans but because we are different and we are Wiccan people see us as the black sheep in a community we ya know what we are not freaks or anything like that we dont pray to trees we have different ways of doing things just like i have two tattoos one on my left wrist of a pentacle one on my right wrist of a trinity knot i have hear about my tattoos from people that see them cause they are different i always get called a devil worshiper ok whatever but we are always getting our ass chewed by somebody but you know what we are what we are we are Wiccan and that is what we do so if you dont like it well sorry for ya GET OVER IT WE ARE WITCHES AND WE DONT CARE WHAT YOU THINK ABOUT US

My Dads Cafe In Maplewood, Nj
to anyone in the northern new jersey area. looking for a cozy cafe with great music from local and national artists please stop by heres to the arts in maplewood, n.j. it is located in the village on baker st. we have had musicians such as oz noy, keith carlock, lee finkelstein. and great local bands like dubious pastry and no outlet. come by and enjoy the food as well, cooked by my twin brother larry. the website is herestothearts.com to see who is coming by to play. thanks andy

Patb Organisation
My name is Patrick Bonet and I am 49 years old; I live in La Valette of the Var, a village near Toulon in the South of France. Some times ago I wanted to find an outwork!! I fell on announcement which I answered: it was the DHS club. My first réaction was to delete the info I got because I thought it was just yet another multi level marketing system. But because it was free I decided to subscribe and so I became an associate member. I was very sceptical at first but I went to my control center regularly and I saw my network was growing. When I started advertising myself and I got a new member on my own I got really enthousiastic and wanted too work more actively for DHS. And that's why I upgraded to VIP.Today I am "Builder Team Coach" and I continue my training, my network gets bigger in the daytime in days and my incomes also!! I have not regretted that decision for a minute. The information, the training and the help you get from your team is wonderfull. Meeting the

Chain Graphics Etc
Hey cherries, im not trying to sound rude or anything but, I do not like nor do I do chain graphics or letters. To me they take too much room up on my comment section and honestly, "Who in the hell hasnt seen all of them on here yet?" I do apoligize to the ones that post them to me but, upon recieving them I delete them right off the bat. So if you would like to post something on my comments then please do so but no chain graphics or comments nothing personal against anybody but just please dont do it and then your comment will not be erased! :) have a good one

Freak Show
We paid the price In our youth Others smirked As we sought truth We dared to dream And we felt the pain Our contemporaries Branded us insane We couldn't fit No mold would hold Banished from life Out in the cold We forged our lives And we disappeared Representing all That which you feared Welcome to the Freak Show Come make yourself at home Don't mind the books and candles Please leave the snakes alone You wish to have what I have The nightmares turn to dreams Set aside your foolish fears I detest you when you scream Welcome to the Freak Show Welcome to my life Humanity within Your precious society Existing in your homes Dreams and fantasies Living on the net In books and recordshelves Even in your government You're life's a living hell Watch your children learn Our rhymes, rhthym and chant Discover our philosophy And live the way you can't You see us in the news Everyone wants some pie Our freedom excites others It was not by design W

Share My Skin
You're but a victim without a name Without a care, you feel the same Human foul, you cannot escape Feed my lust and leave no trace Vanish thin into the night Experience horror and feel your fright Somehow unusual, unconcerned of harm Slowly unfolding, revealing your interior so warm Whisper softly and taste my neck Demanding bone with no regret Share My Skin Share My Skin Penetrating Exhilirating Expanding Demanding Share My Skin Share My Skin Taste your kitty, expose it wide Nimble fingers on me and slip inside Quest to nourish, there's time to wait Leg surrounds me, I penetrate My wicked essence all frayed inside Appears your itch is my only guide Perhaps a ruse to embezzle my life Your eyes wide shut, unwilling to fight Share My Skin Share My Skin Penetrating Exhilirating Expanding Demanding Share My Skin Share My Skin I tug your hair, you clench your teeth Bodies thumping, fabricating heat Amid your thighs, flesh devoured Upon your breas

My First Blog Finally Lol
Okay here is a little more about me im in college and i am getting my BA in Media Arts. Currently i am in the planning stages of starting my record label the name of it is D & J Records. If you know anything about law or business please msg me and help me out.

Just Checking!!
You have a sexual IQ of 146 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Life As Unusual.
Me and the wife were up at the lake. We were sitting outside in between the lake and the neihbors deck when we heard a rustling. Then a skunk came be-bopin around the corner. We sat REALLY still so not to get sprayed. It came between me and the wife. She freaked so i told her to get up slowly and i put my hand down to get up and it latched on... I picked it up while it was attached to my finger and tried to throw it in the lake which i only managed to hit my wife in the head with my forearm. Well we finaly got away and i imediatly washed with soap and water. We called my mother in-law thats an ER nurse, wich was the first time of many times that we were asked HOW'D ya et BIT by a skunk?. We asked her if it could wait untill the morning. She said probably not and to try the hospital's helpline. Well the nurse on the helpline made it COMPLETLY clear that this was a medical emergency and we needed to go to the neares er ASAP. SO we went to the ER to start my treatment. When we got there w

Nsfw My Ass!!!!
So the other day I posted a Mumm regarding my beliefs on the troops. My beliefs don't follow "normal" beliefs in this matter, and I was basically threatned and told that my beliefs don't matter. Awhile later, my blog was taken off as it was deemed "nsfw". And now apparently I'm "banned" from posting any mumms (for how long, who knows?). Which doesn't make sense to me seeing as I was allowing folks to express there opinions and to attack not only my beliefs but me personally. I'm tempted to report every mum I read from now on that I don't agree on, not because it's nsfw but because I don't agree with what's being said. I came to Cherrytap because I heard that they're more leniant on things of this nature than Myspace. I've never been censored on Myspace. Boo to Cherrytap and there commie ways!!!!

Justice
Well it has been two months since i screwed up my ankle and had worker's comp insurance deny my claim on some trumped up reason. Had my appeals hearing on 5/16/2007 and just got the verdict today. State of Nevada reversed the insurance carrier's decision. WOOOOHOOOOO I get my ankle fixed. There is justice after all

Double P Tees Coming Soon
DOUBLE P TEES COMING SOON! HEY YALL MY NAME IS DOUBLE P AKA JERZY. I AM STARTING MY OWN T-SHIRT WEB SITE LOOKING TO MAKE SOME NEW FRIENDS AND ALSO NETWORK AND SELL SOME SHIRTS AND BEATS I ALSO DO MUSIC ! I HAVE PUT MY LINKS AT THE BOTTOM. GET AT ME IF YALLL NEED SHIRTS OR BEATS ! ONE JERZY AKA CEO STAT DOUBLE P TEES BEAT S FOR SALE DOUBLE P AKA JERZY PLATINUM PROTOCOL PRODUCTIONS J30 MUSIC INC INDIE

Love @ First Sight
When we met, I never meant to fall in love.... But you took me by storm and its true... There is such a thing as I Loved you from the first moment we met. Im in love with you as you are with me,,,how lucky can 2 people be. I feel blessed to have you in my life , even though we cant be together the way we want now. The future holds alot for us, I hold onto that. I know you dont want me to wait for you the rest of my life... But out of all the things you asked me not to do, thats one thing I have to do We have a special kinda love, a once in a lifetime love...the truest love ever I think about you every moment when we are apart and even when we are together.. I know in my heart, you love me the same. And it's because of that, I will not let go..I know in my heart you wont let go. There are things in life that cant be changed at the moment... I want you to know I love you with every breath I take , I know you love me the same. In time things will change for both of us ,

Brain Transplant
In the hospital the relatives gathered in the waiting room, where their family member lay gravely ill. Finally, the doctor came in looking tired and somber. 'I'm afraid I'm the bearer of bad news,' he said as he surveyed the worried faces. 'The only hope left for your loved one at this time is a brain transplant. It's an experimental procedure, very risky but it is the only hope. Insurance will cover the procedure, but you will have to pay for the brain yourselves.' The family members sat silent as they absorbed the news. After a great length of time, someone asked, 'Well, how much does a brain cost?' The doctor quickly responded, '$5,000 for a male brain, and $200 for a female brain.' The moment turned awkward. Men in the room tried not to smile, avoiding eye contact with the women, but some actually smirked. A man unable to control his curiosity, blurted out the question everyone wanted to ask, 'Why is the male brain so much more?'

They Walk Among Us
I walked into a Quizno's with a buy-one-get-one-free coupon for a sandwich. I handed it to the girl and she looked over at a little chalkboard that said "buy one-get one free". "They're already buy-one-get-one-free", she said, "so I guess they're both free". She handed me my free sandwiches and I walked out the door. They walk among us, and many work retail. =================== One day I was walking down the beach with some friends when one of them shouted, "Look at that dead bird!" Someone looked up at the sky and said, "Where?" And they walk among us! ===================== While looking at a house, my brother asked the real estate agent which direction was north because, he explained, he didn't want the sun waking him up every morning. She asked, "Does the sun rise in the north?" When my brother explained that the sun rises in the east, and has for sometime, she shook her head and said, "Oh, I don't keep up with that stuff." They walk among us!! ====================

You Can Help
Hello my friend! PLEASE don't let the American Pit Bull Terrier become EXTINCT! YOU CAN HELP by taking just a few minutes of your time to /www.petitiononline.com/usanimal/petition.html">sign a petition to The U.S. Congress to Protect Property Rights In Animals. Thank you so much for your help! to view a really good page on this please add a very dedicated person http://www.cherrytap.com/user/889085 The Great American Pit Bull Terrier~PLEASE HELP STOP THE ABUSE! thanks for taking the time to read.

Friends
IF WE'RE LOCKED UP IN MY ROOM FOR TWENTY-FOUR HOURS & WE COULD DO WHATEVER YOU WANTED, WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH ME? And what secrets would you reveal to me? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET... THEN REPOST THIS IN YOUR BULLETIN... YOU MIGHT BE SUPRISED WITH THE RESPONSES YOU GET. THEY COULD MAKE YOU LAUGH OR EVEN SMILE OR EVEN DISGUSTED... LOL. REPOST IT SAYING... U + ME + MY ROOM =_________?

Angel Knocking At The Door
There came a frantic knock At the doctor's office door, A knock, more urgent than he had ever heard before. ~~~~ "Come in, Come in," the impatient doctor said, "Come in, Come in, before you wake the dead." ~~ In walked a frightened little girl, a child no more than nine, It was plain for all to see, she had troubles on her mind. ~~~ "Oh doctor, I beg you, please come with me, My mother is surely dying, she's as sick as she can be." ~~~~ "I don't make house calls, bring your mother here," "But she's too sick, so you must come or she will die I fear." ~~~~ The doctor, touched by her devotion, decided he would go, She said he would be blessed, more than he could know. ~~~~ She led him to her house where her mother lay in bed, Her mother was so very sick she couldn't raise her head. ~~~~ But her eyes cried out for help and help her the doctor did, She w

Ri Sucks!!!
the ri dcyf(dept of children youth and families) sucks. they are playing games with my family. they made my bf leave 1 week after our daughter was born because hes a flag in their system from 12 yrs ago. they said all he needed was to be evaluted by a professional. they never set up the appt. he called and made it today. we have worker thats supposed to be doing that. she never even sent in the medical info to cover it. how pathetic can they get. they are making impossible for me to go back to work. anyone who watches my kids have to be screened. i dont know what to do anymore im ready for a breakdown!!!