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Just Wondering
OKAY SO ITS BEEN AWHILE SINCE I HAVE BLOGGED ON HERE SO I AM GONNA DO ONE.... I WAS SITTIN IN CHURCH THIS MORNING... and AT THE END ... A THOUGHT WENT THROUGH MY MIND .... OKAY YAH THIS MIGHT SOUND DUMB BUT IM CURIOUS.... IF YOU HAVE A SUGA DADDY/MOMMA.... WELL ARE YOU OBLIGATED TO STAY MONOGAMIS TO THEM... IF SOMEONE COULD LET ME KNOW.. I WOULD REALLY APPRECIATE IT... THANKS HOPE YA'LL ARE HAVIN A GREAT WEEKEND...

Message 2 Friends
To all my friends who have recently uploaded new photos, I would love to give you a 10 rating, but CT says I have to wait. It seems there is a limit as to how many photos you can rate in one day. As soon as i can rate you I will. but till then, i will try to leave some comments.

Fucking Bitch
Fucking christ she chopped WAY to much of my hair off it looks like shit! I need a camera or mine fixed so I can post what I`m talking about! Good thing hair grows back! ok im editing - heres the damn pic!

Killing Time.
Well, here I sit just passing time on vacation in southern CA. Thus far I have to say the land scape has been beautifull, not to mention my company that is having me as their guest. Although I will be returning home soon which is something I am not looking very forward to.. But One must be at home to take care of various things on occasion. Things have gone well while I have been here, aside from the recent death in the family of my uncle, may he rest in peace.... I've been keeping such mornfull feelings at bay along with breaking down when thinking about things, which I know will eventually catch up to me. Just dreading when it does... Thankfully people here have been keeping me occupied and keeping my mind off of such things. Blessings to them. It's odd though I thought the other evening.. How someone you care about can so easily distract you from the bad points or events in life, to her and her family I owe a large thank you. Looking forward to seeing more of CA with the d

War On Drugs
Here is a video that shows what the War on Drugs is really about. The first couple of minutes are in Dutch, but the rest is English. Check it out at: http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=864268000924014458&hl=en

Hey Peeps...can You Plzzzz Help Me Out
can you please help me out my friend just joined and needs sum points...i will return the love and so will he thanks alot :) hope this works my first blod LMAO i probably srewed it up so if i did im sorry....:( reallyacowboy@ CherryTAP Thank alot Cherries love ya's ~Amy~

Passion And Play.
So my birthday is this week and we decided to celibrate in grand fassion after learning that some friends were throwing a party at a Club Temptations in Dayton. Off we went last night on the long drive to a fun little joint we havent been to in quite some time. hen we got there it was quote packed so we dropped off our coats and bag in a locker, stowed out booze in the cooler opened up a couple and started to cruse the floor chatting with some friends, and seeing some that we had not seen for some time. After about an hour we just could not wait any longer to leave the group and head to the greatest part of the facility, the pool and hot tub! We headed back to the lockers stripped grabbed our towels and headed to the hot tub. Temptations has a heated pool, and a hot tub that seats 30+. When we got there there was only two other couples there and we slid in and enjoyed the watter and conversation for a bit. Our passions started to burn, allong with our bodies in the hot water so we slid

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About me.. Current mood: relaxed I like anything thats fun..who doesn't. I go school for audio production at The Art Istitute of Seattle.. Im very respectable, nice and approchable. I enjoy meeting new people. Im lookin for new people to go out with. I've been makin music since 00.I have a deep love for music,without it I wouldn't know where I would be.I got into music in 96.USC Freaknight. was the 1st rave i went to After networking for a while I decided to start my own production Co, with some close friends of mine.Homegrown Ent. Seattle Love was my 1st rave that I threw & the one I'll always remember.I've had headliners like Donald Glaud,DJ Flave,Dig Dug,Chunky & of course all the Homegrown DJs.After doing it for a couple of years I decided it was best 2 move on.It was great ! I met so many wounderful people and friends.It will always be one thing that I will always miss.In the summer of 03,I was the head of a promotional team for Scarred 4 Life Records.My team was sucessf

I'm Done!
This to every one that has FUCKED with me, my heart,and my mind...I'm Done! I dont need anyone To tell me how to run my life Got along alright so far I dont really think I need to hear your advice Ive got my mind made up know what I wanna do Ill do it anyway I choose So just sit back shut up for a minute let me show you what Im gonna do I aint got no time to waste on you You aint got no time to give Too hung up on all you did If you dont like it If you dont like it I dont care If you dont like it Hit the road cause I just dont care If you dont like it If you dont like it I dont care If you dont like it Hit the road cause I just-just-just dont care Ive seen em come and go The kind that do it all for the show They got their walkin talkin built in jive I dont really think theyre workin nine to five Take it to your heart gonna tell ya from the start Gonna send a word or two your way So just sit back take a ride on your pony Itll all come back to you one d

Random Facts You Prolly Don't Know About Me...
*When I was 3 I wanted to be a vet, till I learned at age 13 I had to be good in science. *I'm horrible in science. *I used to bring stray animals home till I could find their homes. *When I was 14 I was obsessed with Magick and read everything I could find in the school library about it. (who'd of thunk it? hehe) *When I was 7 I gave my brother a haircut, he couldn't go to school for 2 days till my mom took him to get it fixed. *By the time I was 8 I'd saved the lives of 2 baby kittens. *When I was 14 I was a mime for 2 years, face paint and all. *My first "love" was the preachers son. *When I was 11 I lost my Grandfather, a year later my Uncle. A small part of me died those days as well. *I often wonder what my life would be like if I had ran away from home like I wanted to when I was 7. *I have a huge family, but I don't know over half of them. *I hate diamonds, and gold. *I only watch TV at work. *I've always loved to read, and would stay up a

Offshoots.
An Unfinished Description of Pain How does one feel pain? Of longing, of emptiness, of realization and then of acceptance? It is the pain of tears damming in your eyes, waiting to burst open and a dry sob rising to the throat then stifled. It is the mournful gaze, the pensive sighs, the tentative touch, the gasp in between breaths,trying to drown one's soul in the sea of sadness. It is the pregnant pause between the lines of a poem and the fading melody of a sad song, the end of a phone call and the slamming of the door. It is the end of a conversation, the receding shoreline from a departing ship, the lingering perfumed shirt of a lost love one, the echo of a memory and the shadow of a farewell embrace. It is the implacable sadness, the bitter aftertaste of a goodbye. Ah but pain is a quicksand of sorrow. But that pain and joy of knowing that one has fully loved will forever be written in the forgotten sonnets of passion, in folly and in the memory of a one

Inside The World Of Snakecharmer
The costumes, the music, the people, and We had the time of our lives! It's 3:30 in morning now and I am finally getting the chance to update and post photos. The weekend started out in typical fashion. We start out with the best of intentions of planning outfits and making sure we have them done way before we need them. Friday night found us furiously sewing into the wee hours of the morning to finish up. Finally got on the road at 1pm saturday afternoon, which was a rather nice day compared to drive home in the driving wind and rain. Got to the hotel at about 4pm. For the last few years this event has been held at the Washington DC/Silver Spring Hilton. Our room was rather small but very nice. It was decided months ago that we would be getting a room, since the last thing we wanted to do was have a good time into the wee hours of the morning then have to get back into the car for the 2 hour trip back. Secondary decision being that driving in a fully boned corset is next to imp

Neat Little Tips
Bed Sheets > *After dryingsheets, put both sheets and one pillowcase in > the other pillow case. Fold neatly in a square. Next time you > change sheets, you just take the one pillow case and all the sheets > and pillow case are inside. No need to look for matches. > > *Reheat Pizza > *Heat up leftover pizza in a non-stick skillet on top of the > stove, set heat to med-low and heat till warm. This keeps the crust > crispy. No soggy micro pizza. I saw this on the cooking channel and it > really works. > * Easy Deviled Eggs > *Put cooked egg yolks in a zip lock bag. Seal, mash till they > are all broken up. Add remainder of ingredients, reseal, keep mashing > it up mixing thoroughly, cut the tip of the baggy, squeeze mixture > into egg. Just throw bag away when done easy clean up. > > *Expanding Frosting > *When you buy a container of cake frosting from the store, > whip it with your mixer for a few minutes. You can double it in size. You > get to frost more cake/cup

The Stage Of America
I was wondering am i just a bit paranoid or does all these events seem to connect in a way where only America benefits. 9/11, the wars of the middle east, the oil, or before that the fights our military involved themselves in diamond mines in africa while we were distracted by a president gettin a bj by monica, america's corperations % of total american gross has been growing faster then ever. this list can go on for chapters but it seems like everyone is ignoring these things you know maybe i am paranoid.

Now This Is Total Class !!!
April 15, 2007 FORT WORTH, Texas (AP) -- Dale Earnhardt Jr. didn't seem to mind that Kyle Busch rear-ended him and essentially ruined his chance to win the Samsung 500 on Sunday. Sitting around the garage after finally giving up on repair efforts, Earnhardt was asked by a friend on Busch's crew if he would drive Busch's car. Turns out the crew had Busch's car ready to go again, but couldn't find him. NASCAR rules permit such moves, and Earnhardt agreed. The gesture allowed Busch to finish one spot ahead of Jimmie Johnson in 37th. Earnhardt finished 36th. Busch earned three points thanks to Earnhardt, although he did drop two spots in the points standings to seventh with 856, 280 behind leader Jeff Gordon. ``I could tell that it was a real nice car before we had the accident. Smooth steering, just smooth,'' Earnhardt said. Busch went immediately to the garage when he slammed into the back of Earnhardt, who had hit the brakes trying to avoid a spinning Tony Stewart in

Friendship
Friendship is like a rainbow, It is bright and full of colour, There is no end in sight when your with friends. Friends will always be there to help you, It may not be the advice that they give, But it is the support given that counts. Money doesnt make a person rich, What makes a person richer or poorer are the kind of people they call friend, And with the friends i have I think i am very rich indeed. *HUGS* to all my friends!

Stuff About Me
Name: Nihk Battson Birthday: 22nd April Birthplace: Shoreham By Sea Current Location: Aberdeen Eye Color: Hazel Hair Color: Brown Height: 5’10 Right Handed or Left Handed: right Your Heritage: I Say English The Shoes You Wore Today: Black Work Shoes (Scuffed) Your Weakness: Chating Up Ladies Your Fears: Being Broke Your Perfect Pizza: Veggie Supreme Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Sort my life out Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: Don't have yet Thoughts First Waking Up: Why? Your Best Physical Feature: Brain Your Bedtime: Whenever I Feel Your Most Missed Memory: Love Pepsi or Coke: Neither, Sprite MacDonald’s or Burger King: What ever you want Single or Group Dates: Single Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton Ice Tea Chocolate or Vanilla: Rasberry Ripple preferablely Cappuccino or Coffee: Mochachino Really Do you Smoke: no point to it Do you Swear: Who doesn't Do you Sing: Only Along Do you Shower Daily: Not Always, Have bad spell

My Family Stuff
EDIT TO ADD: I'm going to make the family stuff a whole seperate blog so If you've commented on it all ready don't worry about it :) Well I figure I can tell a bit about myself & my family here. So I'm 42 yrs old and married to a wonderful 40(in May)yr old man(I call him Tiger). We have 2 sons Jordan who will be 17 in April. And Colton who will be 12 in September. We have 2 dogs Ozzy who is some kind of hound mix & big. LOL And Sammy who we got from a rescue group and is a black Cock-a-Poo. We also had a Chinese Shar-pei that died last year. We'd had her longer than we had Colton. LOL We miss her. Our pets are definately part of our family. We live in a trailer on our own property. We bought 2 lots have the trailer on one and hoped to build soon on the other. My parents live across the street and a couple houses down. Which is actually pretty nice because the kids can walk down anytime they want to. Plus Jordan & Tiger help them out alot. Not to mention they've helped us out a

Another Reason Why I Have So Few Friends
WE all know how cruel this world can be. Dspite all the beautiful things and concerts we get to attend and music we listen to theres also ass holes! lol About a month ago, I met this gentleman ( i thought) lol and we were slowly just communicating. After a while of talking quite frequently, he offered to take me out on a date. I told him I wassent looking for a realationship however i would love to get to know you as a friend first. So I went and saw a movie with him. We saw Ghost Rider with Nicolas Cage, great actor. After the movie was over he was just saying how he would feel pretty much honered to go on a second date with me. I had no reason not to as well. So a week goes by and hes been cold to me and weird. I have no clue why i know i did nothing wrong however not knowing caused my cobwebbed brain to wonder quite a bit. So days go by and I get nothing from him, so i kept beating myself up wondering what i did wrong to scare him the way it seems i did. Last nig

About Me
I LOVE TO HUNT,FISH,CAMP, 4 WHEELER RIDE,MY KIDS,I LOCE COUNTRY MUSIC ,AND IF THERE IS ANYTHING U WANNA KNOW JUST SEND ME A MESSAGE .I LOVE TALKIN TO PEOPLE AND MEETIN NEW PEOPLE ALSO I LIVE IN LOUISIANA HAVE BEEN HERE FOR 35 YEARS ,IM 35/FEMALE/LOUISIANA /REDDISH BROWN HAIR HAZEL EYES 5'1 AND 160 .THATS ABOUT IT IM JUST A SIMPLE COUNTRYGIRL

Changes
as ive lived my life ive noticed one thing that never really changes peoples opinions of you change constantly and a majority of them say its because you start acting differently or you change but how come ive been told this many time over by lots of people ive actually cared for yet some of my more constant friends even agree i havent changed my personality or anything yet im told by others im different yet the feelings i have to these people are the same i care to much i guess hope someone can provide me with a explination to such a thing

Is This Really Life
Hey Ya'll just when i thought i found mr. right boy was i wrong, Eugene was not what i thought he was... But i never gave up and i think true love is knocking at my door, My family thinks iam wrong but what can you expect they try and runn my life sometimes. but i look at it this way I need to be happy and so do my kids, And if iam NOT happy NEATHER are my kids, Eugene dont make me happy anymore, i love him just not in love with him if that makes any sence... 4 years is a long time with someone and all we did most of the time is fight... We could never see eye to eye, Thats not good on my kids, Now when i say i think true love is knocking at my door, I found this guy who wants me for me he loves me and my kids he dont care that there always going to be there, He wants to help me out with them, He dont want to take over there daddies job he just wants the happiness back in all 3 of our lives. When i talk to him and we get off the phone he always says i love you and kiss the babies for m

Real
So i am listening to the radio on my way in to work this mourning. and the host is talking about a program called "Say no to sex". it is supposed to be aimed at kids to try to stop or prevent kids from engageing in sex to early.turns out that the program is a billion dollar flop.kids and others are saying that it does not work and is not helping at all. i am single and have no kids so this effects me slightly at best, but for the 1000's of you who do that has got to be some scary sh*t to hear. the host went on to say that kids are starting to experiment with sex at a young age. they got a few kids to call in and they were pushing the abstainance thing.one girl said she was going to wait till marrige another saide the same thing. the went on to spell out that the rep you get in like high school sticks with you for life. the cohost mentioned that she stoped hanging out with friends in high school because they had that rep. and she did not want to be caught up in the same sh*t as her frie

3-minute Management Course
Lesson 1: A man is getting into the shower just as his wife is finishing up her shower, when the doorbell rings. The wife quickly wraps herself in a towel and runs downstairs. When she opens the door, there stands Bob, the next-door neighbor. Before she says a word, Bob says, "I'll give you $800 to drop that towel." After thinking for a moment, the woman drops her towel and stands naked in front of Bob. After a few seconds, Bob hands her $800 and leaves. The woman wraps back up in the towel and goes back upstairs. When she gets to the bathroom, her husband asks, "Who was that?" "It was Bob the next door neighbor," she replies. "Great!" the husband says, "did he say anything about the $800 he owes me?" Moral of the story: If you share critical information pertaining to credit and risk with your shareholders in time, you may be in a position to prevent avoidable exposure. Lesson 2: A priest offered a Nun a lift. She got in and crossed her legs, forcing her gown to reveal a

Stupid People
how come some people on here act like they r your friend and then when u need someone to talk to they will not even say hi to you whats up with that? i guess they mean they will be your friend when they have nothing better to do.some people r just not worth the trouble and from now on if they cant talk to me im not going to talk to them.and they KNOW who they r.

My Wildest Dreams
I told him I loved him, never should have cause it was a lie Now he's got me no matter what, anything I do Doesn't make a difference cause it's a lie Hope and pray that your love is returned, or that he won't hurt you this time cause i lied Never coulda found a better guy, i thought that was true but i lied Went back to the usual drugs, and you know what they say about bad habbits dying hard Tried to do right, all my life, tried not to lie Still can't find just the right guy cause all i do is lie You either fall too hard, for a man who's not a man cause you lie and decieve him Or you don't fall hard enough and still end up hurting, missing him cause you lied and he believed it Baby, if you only knew, just how much i miss you, how much I wish I was with you, ha ha i'm lying again I wish we had it to do again, to start over and take away the pain and now i'm lying again In my wildest dreams, you come back home, don't know what you got till it's gone, what

Her Life, When Will The Pain End.
All she has ever wanted was to love and be loved. Something she missed out on as she was growing up. In her search for love she has given it in everything she has done. Unfortunately she has never received love in return. Not real love. She is surrounded by those that are takers and even in her darkest hour she is left alone to struggle with her pain and heartache. Her health is slowly slipping into the place where she doesn't want to go. Not yet , there is to much yet to do. She prays over and over for just one more day. That one extra day may be the one they will find a way to take away this demon that is eating away her existence. She smiles and puts on a front so the little ones won't know the pain she is in. She wants them to have wonderful memories of her and not ones of how she was so sick. Can she continue to hide this pain, only time will tell. Time a thing she doesnt have control over. If she could undo this , if only her prayers would be answered. Only God kn

Cherry Tap
yet again, for the umpteenth time, my pics have been rated NSFW, no, not the ones you gotta be on my friends list to see(which ARE NSFW, and are marked as such) but the ones that are showing nothing sexual or offensive, same thing been happening to hubby's pics, we are both sick of it, we have only been members for 10 days and have sought help from bouncers, support etc, but have had no help recieved to either of us(one bouncer said he would investigate it to hubby and we haven't heard back).I appreciate that folks are busy, but i think its a bit ridiculous that we still have heard nothing back, days later....and you can't sent support a pm if you have no profile pic, well everytime i put a pic up someone feels the need to mark it as NSFW and its removed...hence i can't send message to support......well, that NSFW thing works eh??????? PMSL, maybe they should review the pics before tagging them as such......anyways, if this shit doesn't get sorted we will just leave, if we feel this wa

My Contest Entry
Hey all my friends out there! Im entering my first contest! Now I understand all of you out there that think comment bombing is redundant. But plz come atleast give your opinion. Not like Im going to win anyways....with ppl already having 4000 comments lol But Id appreciate everyones support =] Thanks ahead of time guys *MuaH* Theres the link

Revised April 16 Th
I'd like to Thank,Everyone,that Gifted me for my Birthday.It was all Wicked Awesome. I'd like to Welcome Rick The Webdude, to my Familly.If you've never checked out Ricks Photos,Images,+ Web Designs u should do so.He has Excellent Comments Tags,etc.He's another Great Morph Creator.He does CherryTap Marriage Licenses to name a few.Plus he's a Wicked Decent Dude.He will be a Welcomed Addition to my Familly. I'm a bit behind sending out Comments an Thank You's.Just bare with me,Hopefully I can get them done.

Surveys
Want to know if you're, or someone you know is a gentleman? 1. In the company of feminists, intercourse should be referred to as: a) Lovemaking b) Screwing c) The pigskin bus pulling into tuna town 2. You should make love to a woman for the first time only after you've both shared: a) Your views about what you expect from a sexual relationship b) Your blood-test results c) Five tequila slammers 3. You time your orgasm so that: a) Your partner climaxes first b) You both climax simultaneously c) You don't miss SportsCenter 4. Passionate, spontaneous sex on the kitchen floor is: a) Healthy, creative love-play b) Not the sort of thing your wife/girlfriend would ever agree to c) Not the sort of thing your wife/girlfriend need ever find out about 5. Spending the whole night cuddling a woman you've just had sex with is: a) The best part of the experience b) The second best part of the experience c) $100 extra 6. Your girlfriend says she's gained five pounds in

~*our Hreats*~
Our hearts fly as one through the sky with montions of love, pure, joy, happyness, peace and most of all trust. We fly like no other we work through things as they cross our path all because our hearts belong together. When i cry he cries with madness cause some hurt me. When he cries i cry with tears and tears of madness because someone has hurt him. It all works out as a fifty- fifty thing with all us we work togther as one as fly high with our love because our hearts are together as one ....I couldnt ask for a better man in my life to love me as he does me Fly high with one an other showing no fear can come over us and be there for each other With all the love i have for him and he has for me what better love cvan two people have for each other ~*Mandie*~

Love
who ever said its better to love and lost then to never have loved at all was a jackass who never loved and lost. i swear i will never open myself and my heart up to anyone else cause when i do they either move or die. Maybe i should wear a sign stay away if i love you then youll either leave and move way far away or youll die lol.i want the ones who stole my heart to know that ill always love them forever and im here if you wanna come home as this is home here with me!!!!

Weirdness
ok so i have been "talking" to this guy...and we went on a few dates..hes really nice and not my type lmao...well ive ignored him all weekend and i talk to him today and he thinks im his girlfriend or something...crazy right? but i dont wanna be mean and say you annoy me go away what the hell? i have told him many times that i am unsure of what i want because ive been fuked over too many times..oh lord here we go again

You Must Not Know
How can a man really expect a woman to wait around for him? Knowing very well that the woman has feelings for him that are strong and unwavering. He says that he loves her and misses her only to tell his previous ex the same thing. OK so here's the story: I dated this guy for over 2 years. HE lied to his friends and family about our relationship because he was afraid of commitment and was afraid of his feeling s for me.... well that is what he says... However he has done this with all his ex's I was just the worst case. His parents think I am addicted to Meth and other drugs.... which I am not. His friends are under the impression that I was physically and mentally abusive during the relationship and caused him to become depressed and reserved. He was depressed when I met him and he continued to be that way. No matter what I did to try to help it just got worse. He would just snap at me and treat me like I was a huge pain in the ass. I tried to talk to him, I tried to talk to his f

Tramp Stamps
OK...not sure how this all works but just thought I'd try this out. I Think Tramp stamps are sexy as hell. Girls with ink are sexy as hell if it's in good taste. If any girls read this... just wondering if you find the term "tramp stamp" offensive? Incase you never heard the term "Tramp Stamp", it is the tattoo that girls have over their azz. This is my first attemp at this and still figureing this site out. Let me know what you think. Thanks, Greg Edited*** Please do not take offense to this post. I am not calling anyone a tramp. Just calling a tattoo that for lack of better terminology.

Home Biz Whiz Online
Learn from me, at my expense, on my quest to discover how to really make money online. Here's the better sites I have uncovered so far.... (And if you have great sites you've found, by all means, please share.) XanGo...the MangoSteen Fruit http://www.JuiceTeamGlobal.com Own Your Online Travel Agency and Get All The Perks. http://www.Travel-Info-Express.com The Berry Tree/ Nutronix Powerline - Easy Income. Get in Now. http://www.BusyBerryBiz.com The Secret Science of Getting Rich (SGR) Program http://www.ReadyToReceive.TheSGRProgram.com Passport To Wealth http://simonks1.GrowRichSystems.com/go4 Work From Home Opportunities http://www.KnowUltimateWealth.com Affiliate Marketing - PayDotCom.com http://paydotcom.net/?affilite=106181 Get Paid Cash For What You Think http://paydotcom.com/r/11804/simonks1/511670/ So that's what I have so far...with many more biz ops to follow. Sincerely, KS1

Skeery Things
I'm not complaining...I'm just ummm....a bit un nerved about something that just happened in my alerts.... I just had someone send someone(else) one of my photos...I saw the link with the photos, but never thought much about it...guess it's about like ripping... NavyTiger just sent your photo to someone! Thing is...I couldn't ask him because damn near everything is set to fans/friends etc...pisses me off that I couldn't...at least ask...where he sent it...

The Country Life
Too many city lights, Not enough stars in the sky, I hear the cars and trucks go by, Not the sounds of crickets chirping and birds in flight, This country girl is feeling lost amongst the buildings and the sidewalks, I need to see the animals in the forest, the birds and the bees, I long for the wind blowing through the trees, The fresh smell of earth amongst the leaves, Lord how I long for the simple things The sight of an owl in flight, The look of the moon, the endless stars at night, The sound of a trickling brook, The sparkle of the sun in a rainfilled pond, through the rustle of the wind blown leaves. OH LORD, how I miss the country life.

My Blogs
This poem was dedicated to me and I wanted to share with everyone. Sometimes when you love someone very much, you have to go through every tear, every heartache, every pain. Cause in the end, its not how much you suffered but how you loved. Youll learn to love someone when you find out what makes her laugh but you can never truly love someone until you find out what makes her cry. The greatest mistakes we make are the risks we dont take. If you think something will make you happy, go for it so that you wont live your life asking, "What if?" and telling yourself, "If only." Never say goodbye when you still want to try. Never give up when you feel you can still take it. Never say you dont love that person anymore when you cant let go. Sometimes people choose to hold back and watch love walk away not because no love is there but because they are just so afraid of the risk of loving and losing again. Sometimes we must be hurt in order to grow, fall in order to know, los

Deep Thoughts
So I finally got bored enough to write in the blog here. This place is pretty interesting, so many people from way out in left field. It's awesome. I love the randomness of this site. I dunno what to accomplish by being on here except maybe meeting new people. I'm not really shy at all. I love talking and getting to know new people.

Work
Ever feel so small that no one sees you. Or that no matter how much you do people around you only see the things you don't do. I work in a hardware store and I do everything from placing and checking in orders to mixing paint and cutting keys. Yet all others can see is when I stop to breath for a minute that I am not pricing an order or helping with house accounts. What they didn't see was I just helped a customer with a $300 sale. It pisses me off that people judge yet they don't do or know half of what I do and they been working there twice as long as I am.

Bulletins!!
Just to let everyone know ..I have turned my bulletins off I will no longer see any of them .. it is to hard to keep up with everyone on there because lots of ppl post A LOT of them in one day. So if anyone wants me to know about something send it to me in a message. if you post a blog you want read or whatever ill read it I try to get to everyones pages as much as I can. hope you all have a great day :)

Inner Peace From Dr Phil (lol)
I am passing this on to you because it definitely works, and we could all use a little more calmness in our lives. By following simple advice heard on the Dr. Phil show you too can find inner peace. Dr. Phil proclaimed, "The way to achieve inner peace is to finish all the things you've started and never finished." So I looked around my house to find all the things I started and hadn't finished, and before I left the house this morning I finished off a bottle of Merlot, a bottle of Bailey's Irish Cream, a bottle of Kahlua, a package of Oreos, the remainder of my old Prozac prescription, the rest of the cheesecake, some Doritos, and a box of chocolates. You have no idea how freaking good I feel!!!!

Error: You've Reached The Daily Photo Rating Limit For Your User Level.
It's only 7:30 p.m and I was trying to rate someones pics and recieved this message.... Error: you've reached the daily photo rating limit for your user level. Is this something new? If so it sucks!! I have never seen this before and I'm usually on this site more than I have been today!!! Please repost if you have ran into this problem!!

Esp
So I've been having a hard time recently with truth. I've been having strange dreams that don't translate so well and I wonder if they mean what I think they mean. I've been having random things coming to mind that scare me because I just don't know what to do about them. It's hard when you don't know how to control something, or how to use it properly. How do you help someone without telling them their future? How to you control what you see when the vision makes your head hurt so much that you cry out in pain without even realizing it? I'm so confused and lost about what's been going on and I just want to crawl up somewhere and hide because of what I see. Yet at the same time I want to surround myself with people so assure myself it's not real . . . . Then there is the question, what visions are true and what ones aren't? I kind of hope that they aren't. All of them. But I know a few will happen. But what scares me most is what happens after that?

Bullshit
well i find its bull shit when someone says they love me so much an miss me so much but when they are out shoppeing or what ever with a "friend" all of a sudden its time to ignor me wll now im tired of being ignored so here it goes for all the females hes talking to right now tht i drive nuts i guess well hes useing ur dumbass an if u cant see that then u have some probs an as for me driveing u nuts hahahahahahaha im ognna be here for ever an im gonna keep doin wht i do an wht u want him to stop doin he wont an i can promise u this hes doin it with more then one female thats how he is an u will see it an if u dont then haha on u an u probaly deserve it then but im out peace

Stolen
1. Do you say "Hi" to people you don't know? most of the time 2. What is the name of the first person you had sex with? david 3. Do you still talk to this person? nope.... 4. Recite a line from 2 movies: ummm i dont know... lol 5. What movies were they from? 6. Do you play by the rules? Of course i do. hehehe 7. Name another word for penis: cock.... 8. Do you complain a lot? yes 9. Have you ever been to Canada? nope but i would love to go 10. Do you have an addictive personality? Yeah 11. What size would you say your nose is? med 12. What is someones name, that begins with the letter B? beth ... foster sister.. 13. Name someone whose plastic surgery turned out poorly. michael jackson 14. Have you ever performed CPR, on anyone? yes 15. Name something that falls from the sky: rain snow sleet ..i hate them all 16. Are you polite? most of the time 17. Name a TV show or movie, that impacted soci

Wondering At Times About My Faith
YOU KNOW I WAS LOOKING FORWARD TO A HAPPY WEEK I HAVE BEEN FULL OF HEARTACHE IN THE LAST 9 DAYS FILLED WITH SADNESS AND HEARTACHE OF CHILDREN I WATCHED GROW UP WITH MY SONS AND TONIGHT ANOTHER CHILD DIED AND IT IS RIPPING MY HEART OUT YOU SEE GOD COULD OF TAKEN THIS CHILD BEFORE WHEN HE WAS NEAR DEATH A FEW YEARS AGO BUT HE DIDT HE LET THE CHILD ENDURE MANY SURGERYS AND LOTS OF PAIN PROBALLY MORE THAN I CAN BARE ..WHY?? I ASK MY SELF DID THE CHILD GET HIS HEAD KICKED IN BY A HORSE DRUG AROUND AND LAY LIFELESS ONLT TO MAKE A HUGE RECOVERY AND RETURN TO SCHOOL TO BE WITH HIS CLASSMATES .THEN HE GOT SICK SURELY GOD MADE HIM OUR SPECIAL ANGEL ON EARTH TO GIVE HIS FAMILY A LITTLE MORE TIME TO DEAL WITH HIS LOSS IM NOT SURE I MEAN TONIGHT I WAS TALKING TO MY DADDY AND TOLD HIM ANOTHER ONE OF COREY WHICH IS MY SON FRIEND DIED AND I SAY TO DADDY WHY? AND THE KIDS IN VIRGINIA WHY? HOW DOES THIS HAPPEN I BELIEVE IN GOD AND I KNOW IM NOT TO QUESTION IT BUT BEING SO POWERFUL AND I WONDER WHY DIDN

My Brother
My brother is new to Cherry tap so anyone reading this please add him...H4v1k is his name on here....and show him some love or if your a guy impress me by adding him hahaha... His name is Jeremy and he like to stick his butt in Fish tanks to see how many bubbles he can make. He likes to eat bearded clams and me him and my best friend like to drink to be drunk. His he real good at DDR even though Im better and we are close so no one mess with him... Jeremy is easy to get along with and I am 100% sure he will tell you stuff you never heard in your damn life that will make you laugh. He is also a ninja with a toothbrush so watchout xoxoxoBethxoxox

Not So Much A Blog
As u all probably dont know I love writing short stories when I'm bored keep in mind pretty much 98% of my stories have nothing to do with me it's just things i think of writing about so...Enjoy. But if u dont...Ill try better next time then for you :D Critism is much loved just as well as praise right then? Read on literate people read on!!!! Once upon a time a girl. With all her problems she accumalated she started to disappear. Her and her parents never saw eye-to-eye, her boyfriend aways wanted more and better things, her and her school work could never co-operate, her job was so unappreciating for such hard work. One day she couldn't talk to anyone about all of her problems and issues because people were uncaring and only thought about themselves. While people didn't listen, she couldn't be heard. She started to run away from her problems. She ran away from home leaving her family without a word of goodbye, leaving her boyfriend without a good bye kiss, her friends without

Concerts
I finally got to see the woman of my dreams play live! OTEP, on 4/15/07 in San Antonio. They played a real short set but rocked the whole time they were up there. I left before Static-X finished with their set and im glad i did. B/c i got to meet her in the back by they're bus. She is truly awesome and definately one of the coolest people on this earth by far...! "if only she woulda took me with her as her sex slave..." lol I cant wait till the next time! OTEP is absolutely amazing!!! Next up on the agenda... TOOL, 5/21/07!!! im already so psyched!!!

My Life
So...what can I tell you about my mind set at the moment? I think my life has come to a crossroads (How very cliched!). I know that I spend too much time wandering the internet and not enough time living in the real world but it's pretty scary out there. I need a new job, new interests, new place to live but not entirely sure how to get any of them really. I'm a kids nurse but well I guess i'm debating on doing teacher training at some point and I guess I should do it really, it might get me out of this rut I've found myself in. I even tried the relationship thing to see if that was what I was missing in my life and realised it wasn't. Wow this is a sombre post isn't it? Anyway Hello to everyone

2 Am
2 AM and I'm still awake, writing a song If I get it all down on paper, it's no longer inside of me, Threatening the life it belongs to And I feel like I'm naked in front of the crowd Cause these words are my diary, screaming out loud And I know that you'll use them, however you want to But you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable, And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table No one can find the rewind button now

April 17 Th
Some of my Great an Wonderful Friends know I haven't been Fealing to good.I just got off the phone with my doctor.Since I don't have Transportation into the city.He basicly Orderd me to get to the Emergency Rm.in the Town where I Live.I'm in the process of getting dressed now.Hopefully I'll be back. God Bless my Sweet Friends,you all been so Kind + Sweet to me.I care about a lot of you.An Love some of you as Friends.I Hope an Pray to return later today.Peace + Rock On.Many Hugs

Virginia Tech Tragedy
I try to avoid the news as much as possible I hate to hear all the tragic happenings in our world today. Yesterday was no exception, everyone was talking of the senseless act that took place on the grounds of Virginia Tech University. Tears filled my eyes and a heaviness filled my heart and soul as I thought of the terror and the pain that each of the dead and injured must have endured and the pain of their loved ones who will never see their children again because of a senseless and mindless individual who took their lives. Why? I ask myself a thousand times Why? How can someone kill anything with no remorse or even kill at all. What has come over our society that they feel it is okay to take countless lives and leave their loved ones with irrepairable holes in their lives. My heart and soul cries for the world in which we live today that is so cruel and self involved that one can do this and feel that their actions were just.... if even for an instant. This is why I no

Level Up!!
I am 972 from becomeing an Epic Cherry -- would love some help getting to the next level -- i ahve a bunch of pictures and a ton of stuff in my stash -- also PLEASE sign my guestbook!! hugs and kisses to all! Jacque~~his#1girl here is the link to my page: his#1girl@ CherryTAP

Love
LOVE IS SENSATION FOR THE YOUNGER GENERATION FOR A GUY TO PUT A GIRL AGAINST THE WALL PULL DOWN HER REPUTATION STICK IT IN HER EDUCATION TO MAKE MORE POPULATION DO U DIG MY CONVERSATION OR DO U NEED A DEMOSTRATION?

Ms. Racks 2007 Contest Help Me Win A 3 Day Blast!!!
~THE MS. RACKS 2007 CONTEST~ I'M TRYING TO WIN A 3 DAY BLAST.. EACH COMMENT EQUALS 1 POINT AND EACH RATE EQUALS 5 POINTS SO PLEASE STOP BY AND RATE AND COMMENT BOMB ME.. HERE IS THE LINK..

Survey Says
***fill out your own answers*** 1. Anal or oral? depends 2. Chocolate or whip Cream? cream 3. Ice or feathers? ice works wonders on females so ice 4. Two girls and a guy or two guys and a girl? girls 5. Movie porn or live porn? lboth 6. What do you wear to bed ? boxer 7. Love making or hard fucking? both 8. Do you shave? my beard yea 9. Spit or swallow? thats a female trait 10. Do you masturbate ? 4sho 11. Whats your turn on ? a woman playin with herself or a lesbian porn 12. Whats your favorite position ? doggy style 13. Do you belive in no glove no love ? DEPENDS 14. Where would you really love to have sex ? on a airplane 15. How long can you go ? (and be honest) AS LONG AS NECESSARY 16. Bondage or soft & gentle ? bondage i dont think so 17. Have you ever had sex in public ? yup 18. Do you touch yourself and get turned on ? 4sho 19. Is there anyone on your mind you want to have sex with ? she no who she is..., get with me

Vampire Stuff
The Toreador are a fictional clan of vampires in White Wolf Game Studio's Vampire: The Masquerade and Vampire: The Dark Ages books and role-playing games. Their symbol is the thorned rose. The Toreador typically have an obsession with anything artistic, exquisite or (superficially) beautiful. They are hedonists and self-indulgent artists. As expectable, the Toreador find the Nosferatu to be especially revolting, and vice versa. Their attraction to beauty is so strong that they have to force themselves not to stop at the sight of an aesthetically appealing work. It is said that the Toreador are the closest of the Kindred to human sensibilities. Their Antediluvian founder was believed to be an artist in the first city (Enoch) named Arikel, or possibly Ishtar. At Cain's request she created a beautiful mural which showed the vampires' eternal struggle with the beast and unveiled it before him and one of his childer. In his fury at the depiction, Cain and his childe never saw the f

50 Mistakes For The Ladies To See
just some stuff a friend sent me 50 mistakes women make during sex i dont know 1. Assuming he can get a raging hard on when it suits you. Contrary to popular belief, men can't just flip a switch and get it up because you decided to stop being a frigid bitch. Getting it hard is your job. I suggest you figure it out. 2. Thinking that kissing needs to be this sweet romantic thing all the time. Sometimes pressing your lips against your partners mouth while you get off is the hot. It depends on the situation. 3. Leaving him responsible for your orgasm. You know what gets you off. Tell him. If you don't, it's your own fault when he's snoozing and you're all wound up. 4. Expecting him to cuddle. Men and women are wired differently. Sex makes most women want to talk and bond and all that shit. It makes men pass out. It's a biological thing. Stop fighting it, and stop holding it over his head, it's not his fault. 5. Expecting him to fall asleep with you in his arms. That shit is

Back From The E.r
Back from the E.R.They did EKG,Oxegen,Chest Exray,Blood.Everything was normal so they say.They gave me a script of Vicodans.So I just ate lunch so I could eat 1.My symtoms of chest pain are related to the fact my body,doesn't have it's precious Xanax + Trazodone no more.I have been Weening myself off it for over a month.An everdently my body is still feaning for my 7 yr.addiction to these fine benzo's.I had no choice but to ween myself off of them.As I can't get into the City.My various Doctors have been trying to get me off them for many yrs.To no avail.I haven't slept well for 5 nights now.Maybe I can get some herbs Valarian Root that smells like feet.except it gives me Nightmares.Anyway I'm Home an online in bed,resting.The useless people that Live here actually washed the Dishes an did the Laundry.Shity weather here.Hopefully I didn't worry my many Sweet friends to badly.Musta been U-alls prayers that Kept me safe.

Capricorn And Scorpio Match
When Scorpio and Capricorn make a love match, they get an opportunity to not only enjoy a loving relationship and learn the value of being a pair, but also to grow and mature as individuals. These two may be wary about sharing themselves with one another at first, and this emotional caution may dampen the initial impact of this relationship. These two tend to be a bit cautious (Capricorn) and pensive (Scorpio), and it takes a while for them to feel comfortable with a significant other. Though they may be shy of getting involved and not the quickest to trust and share, these two Signs will discover that they can have quite a profound connection -- one of friendship and deep loyalty. Much can be learned when a Scorpio and Capricorn get together -- and the lessons they learn, while difficult at times to endure, are worth the trouble they might cause. From their stable, capable Capricorn mate, Scorpio can learn to bring their overheated emotions into control. Capricorn must be careful,

Thanks
Thank you.... My heartfelt appreciation goes out to all of you who have taken the time and trouble to send me "forwards" over the past 12 months. Thank you for making me feel safe, secure, blessed, and wealthy. Extra thanks to whoever sent me the one about rat crap in the glue on envelopes cause I now have to go get a wet towel every time I need to seal an envelope. Also, I scrub the top of every can I open for the same reason. Because of your concern I no longer drink Coca Cola because it can remove toilet stains. I no longer drink Pepsi or Dr.Pepper since the people who make these products are atheists who refuse to put "Under God" on their can. I no longer use Saran wrap in the microwave because it causes cancer. I no longer check the coin return on pay phones because I could be pricked with a needle infected with AIDS. I no longer use deodorant! -since it causes cancer, even though I smell like a water buffalo on a hot day. I no longer go to shopping malls because someone migh

He Could Have Been My Friend
HE COULD HAVE BEEN A FRIEND. He could have been someone He could have been a King He could have been a poet He could loved to sing He could have been a dreamer He could have had a plan He could have taught another brother How to be a man He could have been a doctor He could have saved a life He could have been a father He could have taken a wife He could have been an athlete He could have won the game He could have been an actor He could have had such fame He could have chosen a different path He could been in a different place He chose instead to make his mark He chose Virginia Tech as the space He could have changed the world He did without even knowing And even though his journey is done His memory keeps on going His name was Ryan Clark And though tears mark his end Of all the things he could have been He could have been my friend. Rest In Peace Ryan, may angels guide you home. Lil-Shaq

5 Duties Of A Husband
5 Duties Of A Husband 1- Love her The first duty of a man to his woman, or a husband to his wife, is to love her. Now, you might say, "Well, that goes without saying! Move on to number two!" However, what goes under the name of love has little to do with love. The word 'love' has become a misunderstood word. For example, people say, "I love my job. I love my home. I love chocolate cake." Generally what they are talking about is what those things do for them. "The home makes me comfortable. The cake satisfies my sweet tooth. The work satisfies my desire for a career." The word 'love' has become a word to describe the lusts of the flesh, and nothing more. You can only measure love by your sacrifice, not by your enjoyment. That is, the sacrifice that you make for the betterment of someone else. If you talk about loving your wife, and you mean by that that she does a lot of good things for you, that's not love. That's her loving you. To say that a man loves his wife is to ta

Tragedy At Vt
I JUST WANTED TO TAKE THE TIME TO THANK EVERYONE WHO IS JOINING ME IN THE SUPPORT OF THE SHOOTING AT VIRGINA TECH COLLEGE. I DO NOT KNOW ANY ONE THAT GOES THERE. I JUST WANTED TO DO SOME THING FOR ALL THE FAMILY MEMBERS, AND PEOPLE WHO HAVE FRIENDS THERE. IF YOU SEE MY BULLETIN PLEASE REPOST IT. THANKS AGAIN I AM KEEPING MY VT RIBBON UP UNTIL SUN DOWN SUNDAY. OUR "WONDERFUL" PRES. FOR ONCE IS DOING THE RITE THING AND LOWERING THE WHITE HOUSE FLAG TO HALF STAFF UNTIL THAN. PLEASE JOIN ME IN SHOWING SUPPORT. RIP THIS PICTURE FOR YOUR HOME PAGE PICTURE UNTIL THAN. MY PRAYERS AND THOUGHTS GO OUT TO ALL THE FAMILYS.

Why Do We Hurt And Why Do We Hurt Others?
Very often, we shut our hearts or shut others out to protect ourselves from being hurt. While we are on guard, we are defensive. Often we become unapproachable and unavailable. We look for, and usually find, an ulterior motive in everything and everyone. The motives and agendas we see, whether they exist or not, are the reasons we must protect ourselves. At the same time, we are isolated and lonely. We dont want to be hurt. We dont want to be alone, but we dont know what to do about how we feel. In general, people are not out to hurt you. They hurt you because you expect to be hurt. They hurt you because your barriers look and feel very similar to their barriers. When people see their issues being reflected back to them, they often become afraid of what they see and feel. In response, they want to get to you before you get to them. In the process, you get hurt. You must accept that people are not out to hurt you. They hurt you because they dont realize that what they do or how they

Tuesday, 17 April 2007
THIS IS MY CURRENT LIST OF PEOPLE THAT I HAVE TOLD I WOULD HELP. I HAVE BEEN A LITTLE LAX IN HELPING THEM AND I AM GETTING ON IT, MAYBE YOU CAN HELP ME OUT BY HELPING THEM. 1 MONTH BLAST, NEEDS 25,000 COMMENTS. 1 MONTH BLAST, NEEDS 25,000 COMMENTS. FOR A 30 DAY BLAST: CUP OF JOE'S CONTEST, 1st PLACE WINS HAPPY HOUR, 2nd-4th GET A BLAST ENDS APRIL 26th 2007 CUP OF JOE'S CONTEST, 1st PLACE WINS HAPPY HOUR

Ranting
Wow,where do I even begin,and why am I even posting this,for all the world to see?.Because I guess I need to get this off my cheast, I feel as though I am going to break out of my skin. An actual study says the human heart takes 18 months to heal after an inital break-up.18 months for a broken heart to heal.My heart has been broken for 8 years,and yet,I love him still with every broken peice.I won't go into my relationship details,needless to say I was young,he was my first in every way.Since I was 14 I have related in some way,this man, with a part of my life.Every step I have taken without him by my side,was taken with the thought that my steps would lead back to him.We have spent days, months,years apart,yet time brings us back together,and it's always like we have never been apart.And I have loved this man so much,that I was never able to be that clingly type of women that would take what ever means nessasary to hold onto my man.That isnt what love is about.I loved him s

Friends In Ilinois
Well it might seem weid why im writing bout people i haven't seen in years but you know what i love these people & i miss them with all my heart.. (basically) anyways.... ill give the name of a person and a comment or good memory bout them, Tiffany Izer, she's like a sister to me. I love her so much. We would always play kick ball & roll with the guys, we have great Blonde moments! & we will always be BFF's for life.. no one can stop tht from happening! Khyrsten Hitt, omg I love this girl so much.. we are sistah no matter what! Khyrsten & i where born to be Wild & crazy together. We always used to hang out, play kick ball.... talk bout things... & always sleep over at eachothers houses! this girl is so cool.. i miss her soo much, i talk to her every chance i get, her lil sister Bryttnie Hitt is the same, but we never played kick ball together

The Laura Peel Benefit Concert
We've organized an event to help a good friend of ours out. Laura Peel is a 22 year-old mother of two whose been recently diagnosed with advanced melanoma. As she's almost constantly undergoing treament one-hundred miles away from her job, she's unable to work to pay for the medical bills she's racking up. She's going to need a community effort behind her to see her through this, and this is what we aim to achieve. She's been an active member of the local music scene since she's been able to get herself into bars(which was in early high school), and we've been friends for just as long. The great thing about this woman is her attitude about her affliction: her disposition hasn't been affected in the least. She's been facing her endeavor with courage and a smile, and she isn't asking for any of this. She doesn't have to. The event will be hosted @ Suck Bang Blow Four Corners in Garden City on saturday, April 21 @ 4 PM. 6 bands including AFTERMATH, CIRCLES IN AUTUMN, PRIMO NOCTIS

Never Ever Thought...
I thought that I was over pain and thought that I could move forward and open myself up to you. I thought that true friends were always to be loyal to each other. I never asked you to prove it...never asked you to show it. I thought it just simply was. I thought the words were real and that true friendship never dies. You called me your best friend and I held that close to my heart because you knew all I had been through last year and how hard it was for me to trust completely again. I stood by your side trusting and I cared without limits, loved you as family without asking anything of you back. I cared and loved with all my heart...as I do all my true and close friends. ******I would always stand by your side no matter what...damn you for not doing the same and for putting someone less important between our friendship. Thank you for being ashamed of me and what we have as a friendship. ****** You cried on my shoulder and spoke that we would be friends forever...that me m

10 Things I Hate!
1. CHEATERS....(ALL KINDS) 2. THE SUN.....(WHICH IS WHY I AM PASTY WHITE) 3. FAKE BOOBS..(CAUSE THEY ARE WELL...FAKE)(MINE ARE REAL BTW) 4. VIOLENCE....(IT SOLVES NOTHING) 5. DRIVERS WHO TALK ON THEIR CELL PHONES AND CRASH INTO ME THEN SAY ITS MY FAULT, GRRRRRRRR) 6. TWEEKERS....(THEY ALL TURN BAD SOONER OR LATER) 7. HACKERS.....(STOLE MY YAHOO SN....GRRRRRRRR) 8. RACISTS.....(ITS WHATS INSIDE THAT COUNTS) 9. THIEVES.....(GET YOUR OWN!!) 10 STALKERS....(THIS WILL BE ON BOTH HATE AND LOVE LISTS,) (HAHA)

Va. Tech
Just wanted to send my thoughts and prayers out to everyone who may have been involved or who may have had family involved in the tragic events of the past couple of days at VA. TECH. May god bless all of you.

School Update
well it is nearly that time. ill be graduating in three weeks. our portfolio show is in two weeks. cant wait to show off all of our design work to the community. Anyway, our theme for the portfolio show is a movie premier so all of our advertising is following those lines. come check out my page and see the movie trailer that we shot for our tv commercial, its awesome, considering we are graphic designers and not movie makers...lol.

Jokes And Other Funny Stuff I Find
I'm creating this blog so I can post all the funny jokes I find across the net and theres alot. I hope e1 enjoys them as much as I do. I think ones personality comes out when we discover what makes them laugh.

Happiness
I just got married a week ago and its been awesome too. Its so wonderful having the man I have in my life. I couldn't ask for anyone else better than him. He is my everything. All I could've ever asked for in a man. And getting to meet my real dad for the first time on march 21st 2007 was the most awesomest feelings too. I still can't believe it either. I spend time with him everyday too. Its awesome getting to know who he is and things that I never knew when I was a very young child. And now I can find all the stuff out. Soon I hope to get to meet my grandma that lives in Washington. I am excited about that too. Its been a truly awesome experience for me and very overwhelming with everything. My husband and my new family its just awesome.

Having A Baby!
Ok so I found out the other day that I am prego.... I always wanted a baby but I seem to have mixed emtions about being this way. I know I want the baby i guess i am just scared. Mom says its just my hormones kicking each others ass thats making me feel all weird and that all normal. hopefully the all day sickness goes away soon lol cause its kicking my ass at the moment!

The Dance
Your eyes open, where am I you ask yourself? This isn't my room. I went to sleep in my room, that's my bed but where am I. You wipe your eyes and they focus. You're right you are no longer in your room. You now lie in a meadow filled with fragrant flowers, a coolness in the air and the moon shining brightly down upon you. You know this place, it's a place where you spent many a childhood days. You hear a voice call to you. You turn in the darkness and see a hand reach out for yours. "Care to dance?" The voice asks as you take the hand. You try to see who is there but the persons face you can not see. Only hearing the softness of their voice. Caring and tender you both dance. No Music is heard only the music of your breathing and heart beats. Your dance partner softly whispers to you " I see you still enjoy dancing in the moonlight like you did when you were young." Softly you whisper back "Yes, I do how did you know that I danced in the moonlight when I was a child?" The reply is clea

Never Done B4
i was with my friends this last passed weekend and i found myself headed to a club. im not really the club type but since i wasnt driving a decided to go along with it specially since i knew we would have to leave shortly because we were also having a house party... any way it turned out to be a fettish club i guess. women were dressed in dominatrix clothing with just tape across their nipples. the most interesting site i have eva seen. in the upper level was the vip lounge. there was this guy doing things to women and it made them go wild. one of the tools he used was a black glove.. i dunno what else this glove did but when he tapped the women she seemed to orgasm. im not even sure if he touch here. i have soo many question but the next onewont be for weeks and i wont be here bleh maybe some of you kinky people know what that guy was doing

Is This My Lucky Day
The Sun moves toward trining Pluto early tomorrow and we can feel the harmonious alignment of our intentions with our deeply rooted emotional power. Our passions drive us to accomplish more than we normally can, but this isn't about running around and doing many things. It's about making something dramatic happen, but without the drama. Positive changes can improve our lives, yet the Moon in stubborn Taurus possibly frustrates the process.

Mikefire
How is that when I created a profile back in Feb. some one hacked it. I think I checked my profile 4 times. I haven't checked it for about a month and some one hacked it. They wrote I was a rapist in it and that I fucked animals. What the F@ck is that. I would like to reverse that hack and write some shit about them.

My 1st Blast
First of all, thank you Maria for holding the contest to win a free blast. I want to thank all of my AWESOME Friends for putting their timeless efforts and hard work into helping me win this blast. You guys are truly AWESOME, and I couldn't have done it without you. I Love You All! I am Truly Blessed and so Thankful to the good Lord, for giving me the gift of meeting the most Genuine, Amazing, and Awesome people, from all walks of life here on CherryTap. I consider all of my Friends here like my own Brothers and Sisters, and I keep everyone in my thoughts and prayers every day, for the very best of wishes and brightest blessings that life can bring. I love meeting new people and making friends. Friends are like Angels. They love you, watch over you, defend your honor, send messages of love, hope, encouragment, and inspiration, they comfort you, brighten your day, make you laugh, cry tears of joy, are fun to hang out with, and are always there for you when you need them the most. C

A Fireman (joke)
/A FIREMAN came home from work one day and told his wife, "You know, we have a wonderful system at the fire station: BELL 1 rings and we all put on our jackets, BELL 2 rings and we all slide down the pole, BELL 3 rings and we're on the fire truck ready to go. // // //"From now on when I say BELL 1, I want you to strip naked. When I say BELL 2, I want you to jump in bed. And when I say BELL 3, we are going to make love all night." The next night he came home from work and yelled, "BELL 1!" The wife promptly took all her clothes off. // // //When he yelled "BELL 2!", the wife jumped into bed. When he yelled "BELL 3!", they began making love. After a few minutes the wife yelled "BELL 4!" "What the hell is BELL 4?" asked the husband? // // //"ROLL OUT MORE HOSE," she replied, "YOU'RE NOWHERE NEAR THE FIRE."// /

~survey Time~
Obviously I copied this from someone else, but to let you know, my answers would surprise you! If you reply to this I will honestly reply to it as well for you, you don't have to repost it. Loves, Dan 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think i'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Three sum? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23

What's Your Kinky Side
You scored as Bondage. Your turn on is bondage... all out. You don't have a specific part of kinky sex that turns you on more than any other... everything working together turns you on. And why shouldn't it? Sex isn't sex without all the trimmings.Bondage100%Biting100%Chains/Handcuffs92%Whips92%Blood50%Blind Folds33%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

For That Special Someone In Your Life.........
If you have someone that means the world to you or more, tell them how ypu feel about them. I know its hard sometimes, but hey I learned the hard way three times. Its not any fun to go through this much pain. Even, if its just to let them know you are thinking of them and that you (LOVE THEM) just say it, it only takes maybe ten seconds or so....... If you can say it everyday, 'cause you never know when they will be here on min. and gone the next. So, please for those of you that has your soulmate and friend, don't make the same mistake I did, Express yourself, if you don't know how at least say honey, baby, etc..... I love you, you are my world and if you died today I would miss you sooooo much that it would tear my heart apart. Well, you know something like that anyway lol. Its not hard to tell them I miss you, I love you, You are the most beautiful woman on earth or whatever. And men don't be afraid to show or express your feelings, I am not. Infact, I cry like a two year old but he

What Mythological Creature Are You
You scored as Angel. Angel: Angels are the guardians of all things, from the smallest ant to the tallest tree. They give inspiration, love, hope, and positive emotion. They live among humans without being seen. They are the good in all things, and if you feel alone, don't fear. They are always watching. Often times they merely stand by, whispering into the ears of those who feel lost. They would love nothing more then to reveal themselves, but in today's society, this would bring havoc and many unneeded questions. Give thanks to all things beautiful, for you are an Angel.Angel75%Demon67%Mermaid58%WereWolf42%Faerie42%Dragon33%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

My Dearest Dad..................
Dearest Dad, I hope you don't mind me calling you *Dad*. I know we never had the chance to meet in person, but you know who I am. I also know that you can hear me, and feel what is in my heart, now that you are Dan's special Angel in Heaven. This song I am playing, is dedicated to you. I know it's not the kind of music you once listened to, but it's a beautiful song, and the words come from my heart. I don't know if Dan has ever heard it before, but I know this is the way that he has always felt, since you've gone away to Heaven. I also know that Dan is waiting for the "One Sweet Day" when he can be reunited with you. But before I go, there is something else that I want to tell you. I LOVE YOU, Dad, even though I never actually knew you in person. I can feel your presence around us, and it is such a peaceful & warm feeling when you fill the room with your love. Dan always speaks of you, and he loves you soooo much. He is soooo proud that you are the one that God chose to be his

Bulletin
Recently, a very serious problem has been brought to the attention of several members of cafemom. It is a very heinous website called www.puellula.com. This website is a safe haven for pedophiles. The heading on their main page reads, "A Celebration of the Splendor of Little Girls". This website includes links to pictures, or "art" as they call it, of little girls, confessional blogs, a directory of resources for pedophiles (for "both boylovers and girl lovers, as well as anybody else looking for information about pedophilia and consensual child love"), as well as many other links. This site has a manifesto, stating demands to the government to legalize pedophilia. The most disturbing, though, is a link to a page title Sugar and Spice that is specifically for little girls who have "fallen in love" with a pedophile. This site is set up to draw in little girls. It looks like any other fun little girly page. It tells girls that it is okay to be "in love" with an adult, and it is okay t

Let's Try This Again!!
Well I just found out that we are not allowed to post links to other sites here from another member that got into trouble for it. So let's try this. As I said before I did an internet radio show. My friend leighann owns the site and does a comedy show there. I did the first one with her as a guest. The premise of the show was "is the myth about black men true". It's funny as hell. There are also some incriminating vids of me at the after party up in Hollywood Hills. I hear those are funny to as well as embarassing for me. The whole thinig is a gas. it's a cool site too. not as flashy as CT and the content is a little different but there's tons of cool bans, vids, and I really like the people there. If you're interested in hearing it drop e a line and I'd be more than happy to tell you where. And if you decide to join there let em know that spaky8urs sent ya. I just want the owner to know who's turning people on to her site. I don't make a thing from it. Lemme know!! ;)~

Stupid Stress
I have not updated in days I know. I’ve just been busy or unmotivated. Let’s see here. Last Friday Phyls and I had our girl’s night. FINALLY. Haha. We ate and we watched movies with hot boys. Saturday I was pretty much just depressed for some reason. That night was not a good night. Sunday morning there was a little argument with me and James – that was not fun at all! We worked it out of course. He finally got the other package of cds and I’m glad. I need to send the rest out to him soon. I love him dearly. He’s moved into a new room which is good for him in a way but also bad because it doesn’t provide any signal for his phone meaning our time on the phone is limited to his curfew. Blah. Monday I was seriously stressing out. I have this history research proposal I was freaking out about. Basically what happened is, there’s 3 parts. Each part gives you a number of points. The total of the 3 combined must equal AT LEAST 70 points in order for you to be able to write th

Life
Be patient toward all that is unsolved in your heart and try to love the questions themselves, like locked rooms and like books that are written in a very foreign tongue. Do not now seek the answers, which cannot be given you because you would not be able to live them. And the point is, to live everything. Live the questions now. Perhaps you will find them gradually, without noticing it, and live along some distant day into the answer.

Some Depressing Poetry I Wrote A Few Years Ago!
Just some of my poetry from over the years.....very depressing though!! Current mood: depressed My life is so crazy right now and i dont know what to do.I try to let my feelings out but its really hard to do.I scream and noone hears.Why cant they hear me scream?Help me!Help me!Save me!Why dont you care?I figured it out im not letting it out.Its all being left inside.Im screaming inside!!My heart is aching.As i gather all these racing thoughts my body starts to shake,my palms are sweaty.Whats wrong with me am i dying?I dont know do u??? Cant fight the feelings that are running through my mind.They tell me im no good,and just be through.Be through with my whole life and just make it all go away.It tells me to stab myself it wont hurt that long anyway.Take all the pills you want sleeping isnt wrong.I try to fight these feelings but there only getting strong.So really how long will it take to do what i am told?Cause right now i dont think it would matter anyways.My husband

Our World
May 24th, 2007 Thursday Back in 2001 I became good friends with Jayne online. We helped each other through some really tough times and shared some great laughs. We were both married at the time but my marriage was a trainwreck waiting to happen.As time went on we drifted apart. Mostly because I finally went through a divorce and was offline for a few months. Maybe she thought I didn't care anymore. Anyway I had lost most info I had on my pc during the divorce but recently found a cd with some pics and stuff. Browsing through it I suddenly saw Jayne again. I have wondered often how she is and all but had no way to locate her. I've given up hope but figured why not ask my CherryTAP friends for help. If you know her or how to reach her let me know So here is Jayne... She's in Canada...Alberta if memory serves me right. Thanks for any help you can give, IceWizard1021

Leaving Michigan
Okay Friday the 27th I leave Michigan to go back home to Tennesee. I know a couple of good jobs I could get, plus my mom is going to help me get a car and a apartment. I miss my family and friends. Im just not happy here and plus I cant find work here. I will be on a bus for 24 hours. But I figure I can sleep most of the way there. So tennesee here I come!!

Getting This Off My Chest
Recently I found I had bilateral pulmonary embolism. I was hospitalized and treated for it, however for weeks before they found them I was at the hospital several times and was diagnosed with anxiety while I laid on my floor almost dying. Finally my family took me to another hospital that ran test that showed it but still sent me home. Five days later I get into a doctor who realized the test was positive for the blood clots in the lungs and sent me right to the hospitalized and treated all sounds good but now I have a serve case of anxiety a month after the fact. Or is it anxiety? I have lost trust in the medical field I guess .I feel like I am deteriorating, it has affected my relationship with my boyfriend as well as my children because they don’t know how to help me and are as frustrated as I am. Do I believe them and take it as anxiety. I don’t know what to do. I am not asking for sympathy just venting hoping that if I get it off my chest a lot of prayers and maybe some advice

Hello!
hey my name is Sarah.i currently live in Alabama and it sucks by the way.i have 6 tatts and my ears and tongue pierced.i have an older sister,older half brother,and younger brother,i am 6"1 and 135 lb.i listen to music like rob zombie,disturbed,manson,evanescence,lacuna coil,mudvayne,static x,and cradle of filth.i watch movies like gone in 60 seconds,fast and the furious toyko drift,the crow,underworld evolution,van helsing,and resident evil.

About Me
My name is April. I am a 30 year old stay at home mom to 4 wonderful boys. I have an awesome boyfriend named Bobby who i love with all of my heart. I am NOT here to find love or anything like that, i am ONLY here to find friends. I love making new friends and meeting new and interesting people. ~April

Huge Decisions...
I GOT ACCEPTED TO ODU School of Nursing!!!!! It's in VA and it's a 2 year accelerated program. I have also applied to LSU, here in Louisiana, but have not received word as of yet, but... they want me to start as a sophomore (3 years). They are both BSNs... WHAT TO DO (should I get accepted into both)??? Also, the VA Guard pays 100% TA + books, LA Guard has 100% TA "exemption" but no books. ADVICE NEEDED, lets assume I get into LSU.

Need A Babysitter?
The wind whipped through my hair as I clung to you on the back of the bike. After babysitting for you all evening I loved when you would take me for a ride on your motorcycle on the way home. Not only did I enjoy the rumble of the engine sneaking through the seat to tickle my clit but riding gave me an excuse to hold you tight. I could feel the muscles in your chest as my arms wrapped around to hold on tight. Did you ever notice that I slid closer when we got out of sight of your house and your wife? I knew at 18 I was too young for you but still I fantasized about you all the time. When your wife called to have me baby-sit my panties would get moist just thinking of you. All night I would watch the kids and wait for you to come home. Some nights I would sneak a peak at the Playgirl magazines your wife had hidden. I wanted to see you like that, naked, hard, calling to me to take care of it for you. After the kids were sleep I would sit in your chair and play with m

In The Park
To see him there laying on top of the picnic table... I came up and touched his cock He looked at me with a smile. I began to rub up and down his pants He moaned slightly. I laid on top of him as I kissed his lips. His hands grabbed my ass tight I felt his cock grow I felt my pussy get wet. He whispered undo my pants Make me hard as you can with your hand I stood back up and un did his pants I took a hold and stroked his cock Up and down, again and again. He moaned faster, faster Lick the tip top of my cock And stroke me up and down. My pussy was wetter then before But continued to please his cock I wanted his cum in my mouth. He teased me with a small squirt here and there I sucked his cock for over an hour on the table far behind the pond . We heard voices far away That turned both of us on making me suck even harder Wanting him to explode his load in my mouth. He said go down all the way don't stop or pause cause my load is about to exp

We Are Moving
We are going too be moving to south/west indiana so we will be offline from 07-01-07 till 09-01-07 do to the fact that we have not found a house to rent for $550 or less that will alow our dog. so we will with out internet service for awhile.....

My Sign
Aquarius You are very random, changing moods everyday. You are very genuine, and you like to do a lot sexually. When you find something that you like, you like it a lot and want your lover to like it too. Ideally you like to find a partner who is as into sex as you are. You want a lover who is just as independent as you are and you like an equal amount of give and take in the sack. Sex matches: Aries, Gemini, Libra Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

~tell~me~the~truth
I am still learning all of this and I wanted to post a blog just incase you are too slow to figure it out. Haha I know not very funny. Just so everyone knows... Technically I am still single, but I have been going on a couple os dates with a very nice gentleman. Yes Ladies those kinds of men do still exist. It's true. He even askes if it is okay if he calls me. I am not used to that kind of treatment. Guys maybe you could learn something from this. Haha you will still do whatever makes you feel comfortable and it doesn't really matter what I say. Anyway, I just thought that I would create my first blog. This is just me being honest with everyone and for your best interst it would be to your benefit to be honest with me. Take care and I will keep adding to my blogs over time.

F.y.i.
Well just in case anyone wants to know, the reason I have been feeling bad is I had to go to the ER last night. I thought for sure they were going to tell me I had Bronchits but nope...I was having a severe asthma attack. I was given 4 breathing treatments before they let me go home. Anyway I feel much better today, have to take meds and hopefully will get better each day that goes by. So if you don't see me on here I am just trying to get well. Love ya's

Limericks
A mathematician named halls Had some extremely small balls, And the square of their weight, Plus his penis, times eight, Was two-thirds of four-fifths of fuck-all! The mathamatician Van Blecks devised an equation for sex, he proved a good fuck Isn't patience or luck, But a function of Y over X. A mathamatician called Glum, devised an ingenious sum, ten jerks of his cock, and two women to fuck, equals one point two ounces of cum

Chain Letters
I know you all mean well.But these things Stink.Most of the Time they are over 2000 characters,an I can't send anyway.How it was sent to me, know Idea.You all might think these things are Fun.They aren't to me.Pain in my Ass to cut + copy as it is.For now on when sent to me.I'll send it back.If the Damn thing returns I will Deleete it. An Wishing Upon me Bad Luck,if I don't send it pretty Damn Right Mean if you ask me. Speaking of Bad Luck,I have enough of that Thank You.5 weeks Fishless,4 weeks sexless,3 rd in a Morph contest,that I should have got second in. If I recieved them today they will go back.My Precious Sweet Friend,Lizzy Bless her Heart.Sorry to Spoil your Fun Hun. M'Lady Gothic Rose,Yours I'll send it back as well. It's not like I can contact the U.S.Postal Service on this Matter. When rating for contests,one of the error messages tells u it's spam.Get with it CT spam are those damn Chain Letters nothing Else is. Apologize for being a Fuddy Duddy,Bore,Cr

Update On Gardiner
My thoughts and prays go out to everyone that lives in gardiner newyork .what iwas told it was something to do with the wiring. sunday afternoon a fire took out one of the apartments. everyone got out it would be a couple of days for the other people to get back in to there apts . there was no damage to the rest of them just the back apt from what i understand. please keep them in your thoughts. i m feel bad for the ppl that lost everything in the fire in gardiner ny my old house. due 2 wiring the whole back apt is gone. none of the people that live there can get back in there for a month , my exroommate is sleeping in a van across the st from the house . so i talked ralph into finding a new place which i found him just a few mintues ago going to take him 2 look at it tommorow. giving up rosie my dog and starting fresh with new stuff in which . he willing to do that . i feel bad cuz the guy out back and his girlfirend lost everything. i'll see how ba

Deadlines
Well to start of with there are lots of different types of deadlines. For school work, project deadlines, all sorts . But there are some wierd deadlines around, like the one i've just been set. The girl i'm currently with has told me that she will break up with me in july. strange eh? i'm not completely sure how to feel with this as its kinda like knowing when your gonna die. its very odd.

About Me....
I am 34...not 35 ..at least until September! I am happily married , I have two wonderful children of my own and many others that call me mom !! I like to get online and meet new friends. I like to take pictures of nature..( trees, flowers, sky , waterfalls...etc). I enjoy going riding in the woods ( muddin` lol)and spending time with my family and friends!! As you can see from my photos...I enjoy changing my hair color from time to time... Some of my interest are paganism..don`t knock me for that ..it`s not what most people believe it is...my favorite colors are purple and black! I am very into anything , angels,fairies,wiccan related stuff, fantasy related art, and photography. I also enjoy all different types of music!! Yes...my hubby is younger than me and to that I have this to say to those who oppose....GET OVER IT..it`s my life not yours !! He is the most wonderful yet sometimes stubborn MAN I have ever met...and he is mine ! lol Oh, I am a flirt too...not always trying

Lies Only Skim The Surface
YOUR LIES ONLY SKIM THE SURFACE THE SUFACE OF MY WALLS I HAVE BEEN BUT HIDING HIDING BEHIND THE STONES I DO NOT BID YOUR LIES ENTRY ENTRY INTO THE WALLS MY BITTER SMILE MY BLANK NOD THE REAL ME LIES WRAPPED IN A NUMBING COCOON YOUR LIES CAN NOT PENETRATE PENETRATE BENEATH THE NUMBNESS I FEEL NOTHING YOUR LIES NO LONGER AFFECT ME I WATCH THEM FROM BELOW AS THEY SKIM ABOVE

Funny
In Memoriam Please join me in remembering a great icon of the entertainment community. The Pillsbury Doughboy died yesterday of a yeast infection and trauma complications from repeated pokes in the belly. He was 71. Doughboy was buried in a lightly greased coffin. Dozens of celebrities turned out to pay their respects, including Mrs. Butterworth, Hungry Jack, the California Raisins, Betty Crocker, the Hostess Twinkies, and Captain Crunch. The gravesite was piled high with flours. Aunt Jemima delivered the eulogy and lovingly described Doughboy as a man who never knew how much he was kneaded. Doughboy rose quickly in show business, but his later life was filled with turnovers. He was not considered a very smart cookie, wasting much of his dough on half-baked schemes. Despite being a little flaky at times he still was a crusty old man and was considered a positive roll model for millions. Doughboy is survived by his wife Play Dough, two children, John Dough and Jane Doug

Believe It Or Not I Think We All Should Thank George Bush
President Bush's fast response to the killings at VT were surprising. Mr. bush was made aware of the carnage right away. While the shooting was still going on he dispatched the National Guard to assist. Shortly after Promising justice and the quick capture of the suspect the guard was sent to Florida State University where they still wait for an explanation as to why they are in the wrong place. ***My Heart goes out to the victims and their families, I know this may seem like a cold joke to some....***

Usrsf
The Pentagon announced TODAY the formation of a new 500-man elite fighting unit called the United States Redneck Special Forces (USRSF) These Alabama boys will be dropped off into Iraq and have been given only the following facts about terrorists : 1. The season opened today. 2. There is no limit.3. They taste just like chicken. 4. They don't like beer, pickups, country music or Jesus. 5. They are directly responsible for the death of Dale Earnhardt. The Pentagon expects the problem in Iraq to be over by Friday.

Things Of Interest And Venting
""THEY SAY IT TAKES A MINUTE...... .......TO FIND A SPECIAL PERSON, ....... .....AN HOUR TO APPRECIATE THEM, ...... .........A DAY TO LOVE THEM, ........ ..........AN ENTIRE LIFETIME......... ..............TO FORGET THEM............. .......SEND THIS TO THE PEOPLE...... .............YOU'LL NEVER FORGET.............. .........IT'S A SHORT COMMENT.......... ...........TO LET THEM KNOW............. ......THAT YOU'LL NEVER FORGET THEM...... ...IF YOU DON'T SEND THIS TO ANYONE... .......IT MEANS YOU'RE IN A HURRY....... ..........AND THAT YOU HAVE FORGOTTEN......... ...............YOUR FRIENDS If you get a dozen, you're loved!! . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .* . . . . . . . . . . .*. . . . . . . ** * . . . . .. . . . . .*** . . * . . ***** . . . . . . . . . . .** . . **. . . . .* . . . . . . . . . . ***.*. . *. . . . .* . . . . . . . . . .****. . . .** . . . ****** . . . . . . . . . ***** . . . .**.*. . . . . ** . . . . . . . . .*****. . .

Reaching
Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com I reach for you in the night and find empty air and my heart burns and my soul weeps. I try to find you in the sands of time and I have lost you over and over. I look for you in the storms of life, and the thunder covers my cries. I see you and try to hold you, and lightings strikes you away. I have lost me and it consumes me, and the core of fire burns you away. In the darkness of life I stand, and you have only to find the shadow... Jessica R....2007

Our Prayers Are With Them All!!
Please Read PLZ SIGN THIS PRAYER LIST FOR KIDS AT VT > VA Tech > Everybody needs to say a prayer for the students and loved ones of Virginia Tech. If people can find the time to fill out silly surveys then they can be a part of a prayer list! > COPY AND REPOST! > > > 1.Jerri J. > 2. VTS > 3. Lisavf > 4.Tiffany > 5. Sharon > 6. Brittaney > 7. SaDeE c. > 8. Holly M. > 9. Justyn Davis > 10.samantha > 11.taylor. > 12. leann a. > 13.Shelby G > 14.Ashley H > 15.Miranda > 16.DARREN B. > 17.Laura D > 18. Marilla L. > 19. Jaylynn C > 20.Karista P. > 21.Kimber G > 22.Kelsey R. > 23. Lisette L. > 24. Amandaa R. > 25. Becky. > 26.Ileana Moreno 27. Ian aikman > 28. christina .m > 29.Jared.G > 30.Alyssa C > 31.PAUL O. > 32.Jason D. > 33.analise S. > 34.JENNA FORBES:] > 35.Emmmmma > 36. MONWELL > 37. jessicaaa > 38.Elisha > 39.Dana > 40.Benjamin > 41.Alicia > 42. DJ > 43. Sue > 44. Sexy_Tex > 45. Annie > 46. Melanie T. > 47. Stephen Y. > 48. Liz

Crimson Tears Management
Crimson Tearz Management Mission Statement Our mission is to provide exceptional service, growth, success and prosperity to clients, industry partners, employees and shareholders alike. Crimson Tearz Management believes in the creation of opportunities for the company and all of its business partners by generating win-win situations. We trust that the best way to complete this mission is through the development and success of these situations. Music Management- Attending rehearsals and critiquing your music so that it can reach its fullest potential is encouraged for our employees to pursue. We will handle all booking situations and information to allow your performance to progress. Our management is also responsible for making sure the promotions run as smoothly as possible to help draw the best crowd for your bands performance. As your band gains popularity, recognition, and grows to the fullest potential to the company, we will send demos and press kits out to independe

Top 10 Shoutbox Irritations
Top Ten Reasons to Hate the Shoutbox 10. It is as hard to use as a condom in the heat of passion 9. It disappears right in the middle of your work, not unlike some men I have been with 8. No I do not want to see your wife naked, if I want to see a naked woman I will look in the mirror 7. I do not want to watch a man on cam, why waste time on something I can't touch? 6. Have you seen my birth certificate? If so you would know my name is not honey, sexy, etc. 5. More propositons than an Intern in Washington 4. What the heck happened to starting a conversation with "HI, How are you? 3. If I wanted in your pants you would know and not have to ask. 2. Are the majority of members, desperate and lonely? I think not.. 1. Where is the respect....Most people are more than what can be found at the "V" at the top of legs. Take some time to say Hello and get to know a person you just might like what you find out. Have some confidence in your

Karma Sutra
Karma Sutra PositionYour Karma Sutra Position isChurning CurdsCatching and crushing his lover in the cage of his arms, he forces her knees apart with his and sink slowly into herGet Your Karma Sutra Position at NaughtyQ.com

The Ring...
Hello ! I Just want to thank all of you who have given me the wonderfull ratings on the ring from my profile... I am simply amazed at the responce it has gotten so even tho I hesitate to do so, I thought I would let you know somthing strange about this ring. This ring is an artifact that was discovered by a friend of mine who was lost years ago on an exploration of what is now believed to be part of the lost continent of Atlantis... It is mostly gold but has other properties that are unknown. It seems to be preserved as if it were created yesterday. It is truly a pricless artifact from the Antediluvian civilisation period (before the time of Noah) and strangely enough it seems to haunt me in a way I cannot explain. It appears to change its look or even its expression at times, and on several occasions I have been awakened by the feeling of pressure surounding my body, or the sensation of being moved, or even a pulling sensation from inside me, and sometimes even breathlessness only

To Deidre....r.i.p.
to the world it may seem as though you are just a memory. and during the day when the sun is out, i act as though you are. as though we have memories, but we will also have a chance to make more...you are just at work or visiting friends in madison. but when the sun sets and everyones in bed, and its just me, i find myself thinking of you. and there is nothing i can do to make it go away. i bury myself in un-realities like movies and conversations on the internet. movies dont work well anymore, but if im talking to someone, as long as im fooling them, i can fool myself. but i cant lie to the dark silence which is the night... such as now. these are the times when i break down thinking of you. these are the times that i realize its true, i wont see you again, our memories are just that and we wont make anymore. but dont worry my friend I hold your motto dear "no regrets" day to day im living, its night to night that i fret and fail this. maybe its because the night is where w

Stuff To Ponder
So at work tonight there is a female who is all holy and religious. well she likes to preach it on people. Her and someone we work with were having an arguement/discussion about religion and blah blah blah about it. I am not a relgious person but I would like to know where in the bible it says that homosexuality is wrong? Why do these religions not allow gay people? I have not read the bible or even studdied the bible but from what I hear it does not say anything about homosexuality. I have no particular faith, but I have researched various relgions, i know I really cannot say much about this. But I just don't see why people have to shut out gay people. Why the are they supposedly going to "hell". This lady that was preaching the bible and her relgion is "formally" gay, but has turned her ways around to please god. So anyway, why would god "ban" people for something they cannot control? I believe that a person is born heterosexual or homoesexual, you can't "learn" to be ga

Men
Ok so I have about 10 new friends request a day, ALL MEN!!! don't these assholes read?!?! I already have a man, I had two but my hubby has run off with the pool boy, little worms!!! but any way, dosen't mean I need any more... I only need one for a few minor things around the house and to play with once in a while but can't the guys on here read? Im mean come on its in my name!!!!! Don't get me wrong I don't hate men I just am really picky about them. I don't have any trouble finding the ones I want either so why do they think just because I'm on CT I need one of them.

Military Train
> > > THE MILITARY SUPPORT TRAIN!ALL ABOARD!!Okay,ladies and gentleman, We are creating a train to help support our troops and We want this to be the largest train there is on CT. Here is how we have to do it, below are the people on the train. All u have to do is click on our pic, add us as a fan, friend, rate us and send us a yellow ribbon.Then pm us telling us u want on the train, We will add you as a friend and a fan and all the others on the train will do the same for you as you do the same for them. When we get 10 people, I'll post a bulletin and u can repost it to get more people and then hopefully we can get the most people on this train. WE HERE WANT TO THANK YOU-THIS FROM ALL THE TROOPS FROM ALL AROUND IRAQ, GERMANY, CHINA! WE LOVE AND MISS U ALL AND WE ASK U ALL TO DO US ONE OTHER FAVOR WHEN YOU JOIN THIS TRAIN 1. SIGN OUR GUEST BOOK ON FRONT PROFILE. 2. THERE IS A MESSAGE COMMENT RECORDER TOWARDS THE BOTTOM OF THE PROFILE PAGE PLEASE CLICK ON IT CALL THE NUMBER IT GIVES

Birthday
Body: Pick your birthday month and read it, then repost with whatever you are... ¢¾ JANUARY = BIG WHORE Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you. You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparky. spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be love

Our Hereos
At this point I am at tears begging people for answers, and ask...why must this hatred go towards us soldiers? What have we ever personally done to you? We volunteered to join during a wartime situation and joined knowning that one day we could be called to duity. I got my award for joining during a war time situation and wear it proudly. But i am appalled at the actions. For those who protest like the officer on trial I am ashamed to say are part of our military. We signed the contract knowing this could happen and that we could die. All we want is respect in our jobs. We dont ask that you support the war, just us. Dont use our funerals as a place of protest....We wouldn't create a riot at yours. -ARMYGIRLKATZ- ArmyGirlKatz The newspaper wrote a lovely article over him. He was an amazing friend and man. Never EVER argued about going to iraq. I think the only thing most said was "I want to be home. I miss it there. " that was the total amount of words said in his pro

Virginia Tech, We Send Our Loves.
We are so sorry for you loss, and Our thoughts and prayers with you all. P.S. I just want everyone to sign this and re-post it that everyone at Virginia Tech that We're thinking about them.. God BLESS them! Elissa H, Wisconsin.

Help Get A Murder
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How Are You In Bed
You scored as A Slave To BDSM. Admit it, you like being tied up and being told you've been very naughty. You like teasing your partner and making them squirm, and not letting them be able to do anything about it. Some people think what you do is sick and disgusting, but you know it's all in good fun.A Slave To BDSM100%Sex God80%A Romantic40%Virgin20%How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com

What Vamp.describe You
You scored as Akasha. You are the ultimate in ambition. You don't just want to own the world you want to make crawl to you on its hands and knees begging for mercy or at the least a taste!Armand100%Marius100%Akasha100%Dracula92%Spike75%Deacon Frost67%Angel50%Lestat17%Blade17%Louis0%Whose your Vampire personality? (images)created with QuizFarm.com

Virginia Tech Massacre
Here we go again another school massacre this time at a college and this time the death toll is 33 people and so very close to the columbine annivsary so we need to pary for the familes of both massacres cause i am sure they are all heart broken about the loved ones they lost so keep them in your prayers.

What Subcategory Of Goth Are You
You scored as Romantic Goth. You are a romantic goth, better known as a traditional goth. You are probably quickly identified as a goth by outsiders. Black lace, bats, and moonlit cemetaries are just a few of your favorite things. Click on my name to take my other tests if you liked this one.Romantic Goth100%Industrial/Rivet-Head79%Death Rocker75%Ethereal Goth63%Old-school Goth58%Confused Outsider54%Perky Goff42%Fantasy Goth42%Anything-Goes Goth38%Cyber-goth21%Understanding Outsider

Mlg Charlotte
OK here is the story of my weekend in Charlotte, NC Since I play competitive gaming I was asked by a team to join them since their 4th member couldn't make it. I asked my friends if they wanted to go down for fun and learn some stuff from the pros. they said yeah and so i figured it be fun for everyone. boy was i wrong. Weds night i goto my friend jons house and a bunch of people LANing halo2 and well i asked if they were ready... low and behold they said they weren't going. so i got ditched for bullshit reasons. THURS: 9am - I wake up get packing, went to the bank took out $300 and at breakfast 11am - I start driving down. doing an average of 80mph. I ended up stoping about 3 times for gas in the mustang. their goes about 80 for the drive down. 8pm - I made it to the border of NC and Charlotte on mapquest says about 110 miles away... I avereage about 115 the whole way racing some kid and made it within the hour which was really good timing i though. 10pm - i'm settled i

Georgia's Blog
So I just joined, I am trying to figure this out. . . Kinda confusing so much stuff going on lol. . . . oh well I will pick this up soon I hope!!! Well I jumped on this cherry to help promote my online diary www.georgiasdiary.com and my website www.georgiaspeach.com I hope you guys enjoy all my pictures. xoxo gp

Baghdad Blues
Car bombs, suicide bombers, and other nasties, people dying all the time. People complaining about contractors making to much money for this I tell them KMA!!!!!!! I have done my time in hell so now its time to enjoy the good life for myself.

Am I A Fireman Yet
n Queensland, Australia, a 26-year-old mother stared down at her 6 year old son, who was dying of terminal leukaemia. Although her heart was filled with sadness, she also had a strong feeling of determination. Like any parent, she wanted her son to grow up & fulfil all his dreams. Now that was no longer possible. The leukaemia would see to that. But she still wanted her son's dream to come true. She took her son's hand and asked, "Ben, did you ever think about what you wanted to be once you grew up? Did you ever dream and wish what you would do with your life?" "Mummy, I always wanted to be a fireman when I grew up." Mum smiled back and said, "Let's see if we can make your wish come true." Later that day she went to her local fire Station in Brisbane, where she met Fireman Bob, who had a heart as big as Queensland. She explained her son's final wish and asked if it might be possible to give her 6 year old son a ride around the block on a fire engine. Fireman Bob said,

Reformation Of My Familly
First Off haveing trouble leaveing Comments.I cannot write in the Comment Box.My message either goes Invisable on me or Erases.I know not which sence I can't see it.I Post a Comment if I don't send within 5 seconds that erases as well.I'm Functioning on 3 hrs.Sleep once again. Not in the Mood,for Difficulty's as soon as I come online. #2.I will be Reformatting my Familly List once again.I will be Shuffleing Friends in an out.Some of u-all might not move at all.I'm Seeking a certain Chemistry,Loyalty,Respect.An I'm Determined to Find that.This situation might take up to 2 weeks or longer.Many New Possible Friends have Arrived.Will certainly make my Choices more Difficult.If you've Shown me Loyalty in the Past,Especially my run in the Morph contest you have nothing to worry about. #3.When my Heading Carry's Various Names as it does Today.HeraticBitch long Hair contest.Sexiest Cherry B.G.D.Club F.A.R + LDC.This is not a Given it's a Mandatory Vote.If your already Voteing for anothe

Lemme Take You Back
....Close your eyes.... And go back.... ....Before the Internet or PC or the MAC.... ....Before semi-automatics and crack.... ....Before Playstation, SEGA, Super Nintendo, even before Atari.... ....Before cell phones, CD's, DVD's, voicemail and e-mail.... ....way back.... ....way....way....way back.... I'm talkin' bout hide and seek at dusk Red light, Green light Red Rover - Red Rover Even Kick the Bucket REMEMBER.... Ring around the Rosie London Bridges Hot potato Hop Scotch Jump rope Duck....duck....GOOSE!!! YOU'RE IT!! Parents stood on the front porch and yelled (or whistled) for you to come home NO PAGERS OR CELL PHONES WHAT ABOUT.... Mother May I? Hula Hoops Seeing shapes in the clouds Endless summer days... ~and~ hot summer nights with the windows open The sound of crickets Running through the sprinkler Cereal boxes with that GREAT prize in the bottom.... Cracker Jacks with the same thing Ice pops with 2 sticks you could b

Child Abuse Awareness Month
When you are a mother and fell the start of a new life inside you. The first time you hear a heart beat or the first time you feel your baby move you wonder what your child will become or even be when they grow up. Then comes the time to give birth yet so painful but in the end so rewarding. I lost my son it will be three years this December he will or should say be turning three this September and I think to myself how can all these mothers and fathers abuse their children. Since it is Child Abuse Awarness month I dont know how many times a day I find myself looking at my lil boys pics or even looking at his clothes or the pics from his grave where he lay sleeping for all eternity. There are mothers that let thier boyfreinds beat and abuse their kids to no means and social services never steps in and takes action and the child dies in result to the mother/father/step parent or what ever the case may be beats them to death. Being a parent in such a cruel world what is it

Whats Your Emotional Intelligence Quotient??
Your EQ is 140 50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick! 51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese. 71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely. 91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that. 111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt. 131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin. 150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar. What's Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)?

My Seduction Style
Your Seduction Style: Au Natural You rank up there with your seduction skills, though you might not know it. That's because you're a natural at seduction. You don't realize your power! The root of your natural seduction power: your innocence and optimism. You're the type of person who happily plays around and creates a unique little world. Little do you know that your personal paradise is so appealing that it sucks people in. You find joy in everything - so is it any surprise that people find joy in you? You bring back the inner child in everyone you meet with your sincere and spontaneous ways. Your childlike (but not childish) behavior also inspires others to care for you. As a result, those who you befriend and date tend to be incredibly loyal to you. What Kind of Seducer Are You?

Never Argue With A Woman...
>> One morning the husband returns after several hours of fishing >>and decides to take a nap. Although not familiar with the lake, the >>wife decides to take the boat out. She motors out a short distance, >>anchors, and reads her book. >> >> Along comes a Game Warden in his boat. He pulls up alongside the >>woman and says, "Good morning, Ma'am. What are you doing?" >> >> >> "Reading a book," she replies, (thinking, "Isn't that obvious?") >> >> "You're in a Restricted Fishing Area," he informs her. >> >> "I'm sorry, officer, but I'm not fishing. I'm reading." >> >> "Yes, but you have all the equipment. For all I know you could >>start at any moment. I'll have to take you in and write you up." >> >> "If you do that, I'll have to charge you with sexual assault," >>says the woman. >> >> "But I haven't even touched you," says the game warden. >> >> "That's true, but you have all the equipment. For all I know >>you could start at any mo

Getting Even
One December day we found an old straggly cat at our door. She was a sorry sight Starving, dirty, smelled terrible, skinny, and hair all matted down. We felt sorry for her so we put her in a carrier and took her to the vet. We didn't know what to call her so we named her "Pussycat." The vet decided to keep her for a day or so. He said he would let us know when we could come and get her. My husband (the complainer) said, "OK, but don't forget to wash her, she stinks." He reminded the vet that it was his WIFE (me) that wanted the dirty cat, not him. My husband and my Vet don't see eye to eye. The vet calls my husband 'El-Cheap-O', and my husband calls the vet 'El-Charge-O'. They love to hate each other and constantly 'snipe' at one another, with my husband getting in the last word on this particular occasion. The next day my husband had an appointment with his doctor, who is located in the same building, next door to the vet. The MD's waiting room and office was ful

Vaseline
A man doing market research knocked on a door and was greeted by a redhead with three small children running around at her feet. He said, "I'm doing some research for Vaseline. Have you ever used the product?" She said, "Yes. My husband and I use it all the time." "And if you don't mind me asking, what do you use it for?" "We use it for sex." The researcher was a little taken aback. He said, "Usually people lie to me and say that they use it on a child's bicycle chain or to help with a gate hinge. But, in fact, I know that most people do use it for sex. I admire you for your honesty. Since you've been frank so far, can you tell me exactly how you use it for sex?" The redhead said, "I don't mind telling you at all. My husband and I put it on the door knob and it keeps the kids out."

Thank You
i couldnt get the you tube video to work but .... THANK YOU FOR LOVING ME (Bon Jovi) It's hard for me to say the things I want to say sometimes There's no one here but you and me And that broken old street light Lock the doors We'll leave the world outside All I've got to give to you Are these five words when I Thank you for loving me For being my eyes When I couldn't see For parting my lips When I couldn't breathe Thank you for loving me Thank you for loving me I never knew I had a dream Until that dream was you When I look into your eyes The sky's a different blue Cross my heart I wear no disguise If I tried, you'd make believe That you believed my lies Thank you for loving me For being my eyes When I couldn't see For parting my lips When I couldn't breathe Thank you for loving me You pick me up when I fall down You ring the bell before they count me out If I was drowning you would part the sea And risk your

About Me
You have a sexual IQ of 146 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Please Show Support To A Familly Member Of Mine
Theresa B.G.D's Yummy Cursed Rebel of the L.D.C~~Club F.A.R. member as well.Sexiest Cherry Contest.Please Vote for my Sweet Beautiful Friend.This is her First Contest ever Lets not let it be her Last.Show Some Love

Murderer Caught
The San Antonio music scene suffers yet another loss of a wonderful person. Yesterday police were led to the body of Alex Countryman who had been missing since December 9, 2006. My heart goes out to her family and everyone else affected by this tragedy. She was sweet person and an amazing vocalist. Many of you all will remember her as the lead vocalist in . She will be greatly missed. http://www.mysanantonio.com/news/crime/stories/MYSA081807.murderarrest.kens.1f3a3152.html COPY / PASTE URL FOR STORY!

A Special Thanks, 2 A Couple Of People!
Well, let me start by say Thank you to a few people of have been there for me, helped me, and well Just for being! First is to Bob, thank you for sending me the link to join! 2nd is to a Very special person, and he knows who he is! And he knows the reason why! Next is my best friend, Kim, for always being there and loving me! Last but not least, well this is to Keith, I want to tell you Thank You! For everything you have done for me and to help me. I aprreciate it from the bottom of my heart. Thanks, Guys, and Gal! Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com

Wanna Go To The Beach?
The day was finishing the sun setting and you had taken me to the beach a perfect setting after a day of romance and fun with you. We are standing at the water edge hand in hand watching the sun set, the waves crashing on the beach the water lapping at our feet. No words shared just each of us speaking to the others heart through silent words of love. You turn to me, and I to you, at the same time, leaning into me you place your lips on mine and kiss me with the most gentle sweet kiss, I close my eyes as our lips touch and I moan softly feeling the vibration of love surge through my body, tasting your essence, the kiss lingers on. Your hands moves down my arms and you place the palms of your hands against my palms and gently raise my arms above my head as you continue to kiss me. Sliding your palms down my arms I feel the electric currents penetrate my skin as your fingers glide over it. Your hands move down the sides of my torso and at the hem of my top you clasp it and slowly

Mental Health Awareness
From: Graphix 4 Stoners!© Date: Apr 18, 2007 8:30 PM I just have some things to say about the recent tragedies at Virginia Tech. First off, and I'm sure everyone will be with me on this, my heart goes out to all of you who were effected by this horrendous event. I do also have a large complaint. Here are my questions when I see or hear quotes like this: "A university official said the English literature student was "troubled" and his essays had been so disturbing that he was referred to the campus counseling service. It was feared that he suffered from depression." My Question: WHY DIDN'T THAT "UNIVERSITY OFFICIAL" TAKE THE INITIATIVE TO MAKE SURE HE GOT HELP? The Quote: " "There was some concern about him," said Professor Carolyn Rude, head of the English department. "Sometimes, in creative writing, people reveal things and you never know if it's creative or if they are describing things." " My Question: WHY THE HELL DIDN'T YOU ASK HIM???

Newbi
Not exactly sure what this site is for....it looks pretty interesting. I was on the classifieds section of myspace lookin for new people to talk to and I stubled across this. GOt any questions or anything of the such, message me!

Something Has To Be Done
I'm not posting his picture because he is a sick bastard!!! nabito@ CherryTAP this guy needs to be banned from CT. he's a 38 year old man who keeps posting child/teen porn as his primary picture. They keep getting removed and he keeps adding them back on. This is unexcusable and he needs to be removed from the site all together. everyone needs to contact cherry support and report him!!! REPORT HIM

My Blog
When you find love, wherever you find it whoever you choose, don't run away from it. But you don't have to chase after it either. You just be patient,and it'll come to you when you least expect it. You don't be afraid and remember: "TO LOVE IS TO LIVE!"

Friends
Of all the friends I've ever met, You're the one I won't forget. And if I die Before you do I'll go to heaven And wait for you I'll give the angels Back their wings And risk the loss Of everything Just to prove My friendship is true I'm thankful to have Family and Friends like you!

Guh Work...
So who wants to go to work for me tomorrow? You'll get to spend the day doing, web/graphic design, search engine optimization, random IT work, ebay sales, product testing, and anything else they can throw at me. In short, you will be a swiss army knife. ... have fun ... oh crap, thats my job... 0_0

International Very Good Looking Day
Today is International Very Good Looking, Damn Smart Woman's Day, so please send this message to someone you think fits this description. Please do not send it back t o me as I have already received it from a Very Good Looking, Damn Smart Woman! And remember this motto to live by: Life should NOT be a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in an attractive and well preserved body, but rather to skid in sideways, chocolate in one hand, wine in the other, body thoroughly used up, totally worn out and screaming "WOO HOO what a ride!" Have a wonderful day !

Medical Exam #65
I recently turned 65 and had to choose a new primary care physician For my Medicare program. After two visits and exhaustive lab tests, he Said I was doing "fairly well" for my age. A little concerned about that comment, I couldn't resist asking him , "Do you think I will live to be 80?" He asked: Do you smoke tobacco or drink alcoholic beverages?" "Oh no," I replied. "I don't do drugs, either." "Do you have many friends and entertain frequently?" "I said, "No, I usually stay home and keep to myself". "Do you eat rib-eye steaks and barbecued ribs?" I said, "No, my other doctor said that all red meat is unhealthy!" "Do you spend a lot of time in the sun, like playing golf, sailing, Hiking, or bicycling?" "No, I don't," I said. "Do you gamble, drive fast cars, or have a lot of sex?" "No," I said. "I don't do any of those things." He looked at me and said, "Then why do you give a damn?

Odds And Ends
Let me start by saying.. Zombies shouldn't be allowed to carry concealed weapons. Never. I mean how is that fair? Really, if you think about it.. It's not fair at all. They already have the advantage. The whole "Grrrr" thing totally counts as an advantage. And the eating you alive.. Also counts. But a gun? Really? It's not fair I tell you! - Clears throat. - So.... That wasn't completely random. I have just watched the best movie EVER. Best zombie movie ever. Best sword fighting movie ever. Best bad versus good movie ever. The best EVER! It was.. Oh. Words fail me. It went from having me squealing loudly to covering my eyes and Ewing. Gasp! The gore! The gore was awesome. Almost as awesome as the fight scenes. And the humor? AH! BEST EVER! So, so! You have to go watch it! I don't care how you see it, but you just must! Tis called Versus. And I will be ranting, and raving about this movie for many, many, many years to come. I repeat. And stress this point. BEST. MOVI

New!
Hello Everyone! I am new to this site, so any helpful information about this site, would be much appreciated. Any mistakes that you made that you could tell me about so I won't make the same. Or if you just like to give advice, I would really appreciate it! Thanks!

What Now!
What Now! i seem to be saying this to myself alot lately. My son calls my name while screaming at the top of his lungs, what now i say mommy he says i lost my car. Great i thought he busted his head open, but it was just his car lost. Baby says my husband, what now i say, where are my work shoes , under the bed , i say without even looking, thinking to myself i spoil him to death , if his head wasnt attached to him he'd lose it. What now , i say alot but i wouldnt be myself if i never said what now thats what makes my family my family and i would never in the world give that up for anything. So no matter how frustrating i get at them because i say what now i will always love them because i say what now!

Va Tech Massacre
On Tuesday morning 32 kids woke up not knowing it would be the last day of their lives. Their parents woke up that morning thinking they would see their kids for summer break, have them home for Thanksgiving, and Christmas only to find out that these just past were the last ones they'd have with them. 1 teacher's family woke up thinking he would be home for dinner to sit and chat about his day. We wake up everyday and think we will have tomorrow not knowing if that will be our last. So out of the past few days experiences and sadness take it as a lesson. Live everyday as if it were your last. Don't take anything for granted in this world. Because as quick as you were brought in fate can take you out. Never go to bed mad at your loved ones. Never miss the chance to tell them you love them. For it could be the last time you get that chance. Remember all the families, faculty, and students of VA Tech. They all need our prayers. May God be with those who were lost and their families.

Dreanweaver
I am here to weave your dreams to let your fantasies come through let me know your innerfantasy and let me weave our dreams together so our dreams can come true So let me weave your dreams and who knows what will come through

Pictures I Have Taken
If you would like hi-resolution copies or to see more pictures like I posted under "Pictures I have taken" visit my website (http://skylerhart.com) and click on the downloads link. Once on the downloads page Click on the "Pictures taken on 19 Apr 2007" link to download a compressed folder containing 148 pictures. When you are finished downloading, extract the files to the folder of your choice and veiw the pictures. Hope you all enjoy them if you decide to download them! I had a lot of fun taking them. ~Sky

New Ct
Hey friends and family I ended up with 2 CT's so i am not going to keep this one going. My other email add for CT is partygrl123@yahoo.com please add me as ur friend so we all can keep up Hugs and Kisses everyone

The Most Functional Word!
The Most Functional English Word Well, it's shit ... that's right, shit! Shit may just be the most functional word in the English language. Consider: You can get shit-faced, Be shit-out-of-luck, Or have shit for brains. With a little effort, you can get your shit together, find a place for your shit, or be asked to shit or get off the pot. ! You can smoke shit, buy shit, sell shit, lose shit, find shit, forget shit, And tell others to eat shit. Some people know their shit, while others can't tell the difference between shit and shineola. There are lucky shits, dumb shits, and crazy shits. There is bull shit, horse shit, and chicken shit. You can throw shit, sling shit, catch shit, shoot the shit, or duck when the shit hits the fan. You can give a shit or serve shit on a shingle. You can find yourself in deep shit or be happier than a pig in shit. Some days are colder than shit, some days are h

Pervs
i recently updated the aboutme section in my profile the jist of which was: to any and all guys lookin for a cheap thrill don't bother comin near my page. i don't want to rate your pix, i don't want ya'll lookin at mine. i'm here to make friends not spend my time talkin to perv's and nut jobs. if ya'll want points rate me, fan me idon't mind, if ya wanna add me go ahead but dont expect me to start gettin fucked up with y'all. since i've posted that they've gotten worse fuck off and leave me alone if ya'll don't wanna get to know me.

Hosting My First Contest
PRETTIEST EYES CONTEST!!! I WILL BE TAKING ENTRIES UNTIL I GET AT LEAST 10 PEOPLE, MEN AND WOMEN CAN BE IN THE CONTEST.. (No NSFW!) 1ST PLACE GETS A YACHT!!!! 2ND PLACE GETS A PORSCHE!!!! 3RD, PLACE GETS A TROPICAL VACATION!!!! AS SOON AS I GET 10 PEOPLE TO JOIN IT WILL START.. IT WILL LAST A WEEK FROM THE DAY IT STARTS, AND COMMENT BOMBING AND BOMBING YOURSELF IS ALLOWED.. IF THERE IS A TIE THEN RATES WILL COUNT!! Contact me for all the info! Thanks! Hott and Horny!

Message Of The Day!
Life is short, Break the rules, Forgive quickly, Kiss slowly, Love truly, Laugh uncontrollably, And never regret anything that made you smile. Send to all the people you love and don't want to lose in 2007, even me.... If you get 3 back, you are a great friend Life may not be the party we hoped for, but while we`re here we may as well dance...

Living Without....
gurl has tried to keep herself busy all day, from playing around on here with all my fellow cherries to cleaning house, to constantly checking email. The thing about it is, no matter what one tries to do on a day they find themselves depressed, nothing seems to help no matter how busy they try to keep themselves. It's kinda funny how when someone goes almost 3 years without something and then all the sudden it's given back to them, they just can't get enough of it. When that something that meant so much is jerked out from under them again it's even more devastating than it was the first time and the pain is deeper and more severe than it was the first time. The sheer fear of never getting it back again can scare the hell out of them, give them some really crazy thoughts they otherwise wouldn't think of, and can eventually drive them to doing things they normally would never do. Now, sit and think about what matters most in life to Y/you and imagine what Y/you would do if

Perfect Guy
Every girl dreams that one day she will find a guy that does these things for her. even the smallest action can have the BIGGEST impact in someones life. • give her one of your t-shirts to sleep in. • leave her cute text notes. • kiss her in front of your friends. • tell her she looks beautiful. • look into her eyes when you talk to her. • let her mess with your hair. • touch her hair. • just walk around with her. • FORGIVE her for her MISTAKES. • look at her like she's the only girl you see. • D0N'T MAKE HER CRY EVERYNiGHT. • tickle her even when she says stop. • hold her hand when you're around your friends. • when she starts swearing at you, tell her you love her. • let her fall asleep in your arms. • get her mad, then kiss her. • tease her and let her tease you back. • stay up all night with her when she's sick. • watch her favorite movie with her. • kiss her forehead. • give her the world. • let her wear your clot

She Rated Me A 5 ...hahahaha
Some woman who happens to be a level 10, so I know she isn't new to CT, rated my pic a 5... Soooo I went to her profile and took a look... I wanted to see if it was our typical rude person trying to piss me off or if it was a fake profile or someone new to CT... Wellll.. she looks real... isn't new... so I guess I must really be just a 5... I will now go to my corner and feel shame... If ya wanna check her out her name is Spank Me! ... and if she is better looking than me..then.... SHOOT ME...HAHAHAHAHA... Love to all.. Peace...SPIN

Who Are You Really?
Floating around in all these sites makes one aware of a growing trend. Pretending. Why is it so popular to be someone other than who you are? Or is being yourself where no one knows if you are really you the only place you feel safe being you? Confusing isn't it? Exactly. Oh,... the tangled webs we weave. If only one would just be who they are, wherever they are, how much simpler life would be. Do you agree? Do you know? For myself, I am being me without being me.By that I mean to say that I mean what I say, but I have used a fake identity here, so I am not really being totally me. Why? Because, as I said, I am a very private person, and I don't know all the people here. What's your story?

Jade's Reminder
As Master walked through the door, His eyes scanned the room noticing the few things that were out of place. His coffee cup was still on the table, along with the strewn about morning paper. The immediate look of displeasure crossed His face. He did not expect much from Jade, just the things He did require of her He expected done. Jade's disobedience had been of annoyance to him these past few weeks. However after a day like He had today, this was one of the last straws. Master had been pleased with Jade's behavior and submission to Him since He had taken her in. Master had decided to give Jade a little more freedom as a reward. But to Master's dismay she had begun to forget her place at His feet. Master took a seat on the couch, turning on the tv. As He sat watching the evening news, He heard the back door quietly shutting. Jade knew she was probably pushing the limits, not being at the door at His arrival. However Jade, figured she could just explain to Master that she was out sw

Jade's Reminder........
As Master walked through the door, His eyes scanned the room noticing the few things that were out of place. His coffee cup was still on the table, along with the strewn about morning paper. The immediate look of displeasure crossed His face. He did not expect much from Jade, just the things He did require of her He expected done. Jade's disobedience had been of annoyance to him these past few weeks. However after a day like He had today, this was one of the last straws. Master had been pleased with Jade's behavior and submission to Him since He had taken her in. Master had decided to give Jade a little more freedom as a reward. But to Master's dismay she had begun to forget her place at His feet. Master took a seat on the couch, turning on the tv. As He sat watching the evening news, He heard the back door quietly shutting. Jade knew she was probably pushing the limits, not being at the door at His arrival. However Jade, figured she could just explain to Master that she was out swi

Family
There are moments in life we feel lost in translation. we are floating away from what we know. But sometimes we need to know we are loved by our family we need them when we don;t even know we need them. i try so hard sometimes to fit into my family but i;am different we are all different in our ways. but i plan to start a family one day and when that happens everything will come together. I;am a family man and i'am going to have an amazing family and i will never let what happened to my family happen to my own. this i swear. Be there no matter what that is what it means to be a father, husband. I will never let them down. I finish this by saying that i have so much to tell the world but some things a just for you. And your own mind.

* Love *
********************************************************************************************* * Love * ********************************************************************************************* The feeling of Love is the result of the condition of vibrational harmonization, or the co-resonance of consciousness, between the lover and the Beloved. Through the condition of At-One-Ment with Source, through selflessness and humility, genuine Love can be known. In terms of "felt experience", At-One-Ment creates the feeling of absolute love, Unconditional Love, the quality of love the our Source Mind experiences toward all it's manifestations (with whom It eternally remains in a state of vibrational co-resonance of consciousness). Absolute love IS the eternal vibrational resonance of consciousness that holds the structure of the Cosmos together. Absolute love creates the experience of absolute joy and ecstatic fulfillment - and - in human terms generates the a

* Twelve Attitudes & Responsibilities Of Mastery * Spiritual Integration * Soul Integration *
********************************************************************************************* Twelve Attitudes & Responsibilities of Mastery ********************************************************************************************* Part of the process of Spiritual Integration of our Higher Selves (Identities) or Expansion of our Consciousness involves "re-programming" the way we think. Our thoughts create our reality and the life experience we have on the inside and the outside of us. The following Attitudes and Responsibilities, when embodied and "lived" will help to change our thought patterns. Thoughts that we simply take for granted because they are part of the programming we currently carry. Changing the thought patterns is actually changing the programming in the personal shields. The Attitudes and Responsibilities of Mastery are crucial to understanding what kind of choices lead to what kind of outcomes, and provide guidelines regarding choices t

Stuff
Very Important to Note: Isn't it true that we all carry our mobile phones with hundreds of names/numbers stored in its memory but yet nobody, other than ourselves, know which of these numbers belong to our near and dear ones? Let us for a moment create a scenario wherein (God forbid); We are involved in an accident or had a heart attack and the people attending us get hold of our mobile phone but don't' know which number to call to inform our family members. Yes, there are hundreds of numbers stored but which one is the contact person in case of an emergency? For this reason, we must have one or more telephone numbers stored under the name ICE (In case of Emergency) in our mobile phones. Read below for more details..... Subject: " ICE " Campaign Recently, the concept of " ICE " is catching up quickly. It is simple, an important method of contact during emergency situations. As cell phones are carried by majority of the population, all you need to do is st

* Co-creation * Divine Intention * Divine Right Order * Source * Yunasai * Source Seed *
********************************************************************************************* Co-Creation ********************************************************************************************* When the Intension of consciousness within he manifestation is aligned with the Original Divine Intention of our Source, then energy/consciousness flows freely both ways and it is appropriate to speak of Co-Creation. Through Co-Creation both the non-manifest and the manifest aspects of consciousness work harmoniously to create realities. (Introduction to the Monad - Class Module) When we use our gift of Free Will to direct our energies in a manner congruent with the Divine Right Order of Universal Unified Field Physics (which implies co-creative, non competitive co-evolution for all), the scalar-wave design of our personal Scalar Shields remains organized upon the intrinsic design of universal and personal Primal Order. (The Kathara Bio-Spiritual Healing

My Mind
''There's nothing but bad news in the newspapers to make us live in a constant state of paranoia. That's what they want because it keeps people in fear.'' ''We were brought up to believe that science and engineering were going to make the world a better place. Now we've got pollution and everything and it seems we've come to a halt. But I think we've got to retain some faith in believing tomorrow will be better than today.'' ''If I had five million dollers I'd start a radio station because something needs to be done. It would be nice to turn on the radio and hear something that didn't make you feel like smashing up the kitchen and strangling the cat.'' ''I've got no doubt the fourth dimension exists. But is it just like the world we're trying to escape from? I need to know if you're allowed to smoke in there...''

Spiffy
so yeah this is my first blog its almost 5 am im tired but i just saw my pic scrolling across the top of the page for the first time so i thought i would write about it haha well guess i should head to bed since i gotta work in 5 hours or so

Poison Kiss
You hypnotized me once. but never again.. poison my kisses with yummy lies on ur lips. come sweet, fill my ears with ur empty promises. so clueless,thinking you've got it all figured out. ironic tho, still i find you desperate hollow, & cold. oh yes, lying to me always made u feel so bold, but remember luv,only i know ur secret, that inside ur lifeless,scared,and alone. & oh how ur blood,only runs lukewarm to cold. ur claim to fame, to be master of playing games. funny how its me who can see right through you! oh,i see u...crystal clear, in fact! see u right to the bone.to the ugliness deep inside of u.i'm dissecting u now. (can u feel me baby?) i wanna rip u open,mmm gonna tear u apart! I remember how we started, watch from anothers eyes. but this time i'm on to ur tricks.i gaze closely as slowly u gather up all my trust,and i see how u managed to sneak away more of my l

Funny Stuff (or Not So Funny)
SOUTHERN BIRTH SIGNS: What's Your "Southern" Sign? Some of us (especially Southerners) are pretty skeptical of horoscopes, and it has become obvious that what we need are "Southern" symbols: OKRA (Dec 22 - Jan 20) Although you appear crude, you are actually very slick on the inside. Okras have tremendous influence. An older Okra can look back over his life and see the seeds of his influence everywhere. Stay away from Moon Pies. CHITLIN (Jan 21 - Feb 19) Chitlins come from humble backgrounds. A chitlin, however, can make something of himself if he's motivated and has lots of seasoning. In dealing with Chitlins, be careful. They can erupt like Vesuvius. Chitlins are best with Catfish and Okra. BOLL WEEVIL (Feb 20 - Mar 20) You have an overwhelming curiosity. You're unsatisfied with the surface of things, and you feel the need to bore deep into the interior of everything. Needless to say, you are very intense and driven as if you had some inner hunger. Nobody in thei

Poem ~ Drowning Hopes
Drowning hopes The cold dead earth beneath my feet, the empty hearts that long to beat, twisted minds in search of games, futile thoughts for madness blames. Salty tears that fail to fall, deafened ears my echoed call, finding fear in friendly faces, lost and lured in familiar places. Softened speach with razor tips, the unformed words upon your lips, warming breath a whispered diss, sunken depths my own abyss.

Ramblings
Been doing some thinking....Trying to figure this world out. As a mom I have to step back and wonder what kind of world my children will be living in. Lord knows I try not to think about the world my grandchildren will live in. There was a time not so long ago that it was safe to say hello to the guy you passed on the street. We used to live in a world where neighbors knew each other. Where people actually cared about the important stuff. I am afraid for our future, the future of my children..... I fear the society that we face ahead. What kind of society are we living in? What does it say about us when we allow so much hatred to breed and grow around us never stepping up to make a difference? There will be more added to this over time just having my coffee and doing some reflecting....

Are You High Maintenance?
I thought this was funny.. I am always looking out for these types.. but usually fail.. You are 0% High-Maintenance! You aren't high-maintenance at all. You seem to be a pretty relaxed and easygoing person, and you don't expect others to cater to your whims. 'How High-Maintenance are You?' at QuizGalaxy.com and here is another one .... http://ynr.blogthings.com/areyouhighmaintenancequiz/ http://ynr.blogthings.com/whatkindofbraareyouquiz/ http://quizfarm.com/test.php?q_id=27955

Yesterday
Sitting here with nothing to do, But close my eyes and think of you, Your smile is bright, Your eyes would shine, I'd forever be proud to call you mine, But all i see is a cloud of gray, I wish you was here, like you were yesterday.

Wine
I am presently in Sonoma County, a great area for wine, even though it is California, and not Oregon hehe.. what ya expect, I'm a native Oregonian. I hate sales tax, and pumping my own gas... Here is some info for most of us that are not wine snobs like me.. hehe Any healthy, mature human can enjoy the sensual and psychic pleasures of moderate wine drinking. It requires no knowledge or skills other than bringing a glass to the lips and swallowing. The overall sensory experience of wine can be transformed, however, from a simple pleasure to a profound one, with just a bit of knowledge about how humans experience "taste" and how wine can have so many flavor variations. A wine palate is part ability and part experience. The individual's preferences for and sensitivity to smell and taste elements, along with the memory of their taste history, combine to form the palate. In developing this personal wine palate, remember to consider the temperature, the texture, and the feel, as wel

Erotic Words For The Song Bilingual By Jose Nunez
The only aphrodisiac I need is your voice. Hearing you speak my name, beckoning me to answer telling me you want me. So I tell you that you're the answer to every question I've ever had about love. Without words, I use my tongue to tell the tale of "us". Tracing your shadowscape, kneeling before you, my eyes feast upon your masculinity, in all it's divinity, and I praise you because all of that is for me. I begin to indulge myself of your delicacies, digesting semi-sweet dark-chocolate decadence as it melts, dripping down my chin. Your taste is something Godiva couldn't recreate. Needing every atom of your anatomy, necessity is placed upon me knowing you're the source of my serendipity. Dipping in and out of me stroking more than my conciousness. Subconciously, I find myself rewinding our love-scenes in my day-dreams. Seeing that face you make when you're making me cum and it makes me want you right there and then. Thinking of you in inappropriate places I get ting

Cleaning House
I'm pretty sure I'm having a visitor, nothing written in stone yet, and no definite time frame, ETA is in about 3 weeks, give or take. My heart is hopeful for an early arrival, and yes, I am ultra excited. I have missed him..... I'm trying to get my house together and do some necessary closet cleaning and rearranging to make room. I am determined to curb my packrat nature and get rid of stuff I REALLY don't need, I already have space issues, and keeping junk is just not an option anymore. I'm also scrubbing kitchen cabinets and cleaning out the pantry of all the lil snippets of things you collect when you cook for one, and swear you will use up later, but never do. Taking ceiling fans apart and cleaning the glass and the blades, what a pain in the ass. Fitting all this in with work has been a challenge, because I have generally been working on my scheduled days off, and trying to do double shifts on the weekend to get caught up and actually get ahead on some bills in antic

Hedo
Any fans of Hedo out there? I've been a number of times and I'm thinking of going back. Maybe we could get a Cherrytap group going and get a group rate. Its just an idea. Let me know if there are any takers on it and I will see what I can do.

Tgif.. Lets Have Some Fun
"It was late in the evening and I was getting board all alone on a Friday night. I get dressed and decide to go to a movie. All by my self, I went to see a romantic comedy. I sat closer to the back but in the darkest corner I could find. Just after the movie started a man came and sat two seats down from me. A little upset that I just couldn’t be left alone, I tried to ignore him and watch the movie. After a little while he got up and went to get a drink. When he came back he sat in the seat right next to me, looked at me and smiled saying hi. I said hi and looked at him. WOW, what a handsome man I thought to myself. He was tall big muscles and a baby face that any woman would die for. He offered me some popcorn and I readily agreed. Sitting their eating popcorn and watching the movie he slowly put his arm around my shoulder. My nipples got big and hard right away just thinking about him touching me. He was eating popcorn with one hand and feeling my titties with the other. M

Was It Really Time
This is a very sad time for us here. Ashley was best friends with one of the girls that was killed on Monday. She was accepted to go to Tech in the fall, She is not sure if she wants to go there now. WAS IT REALLY TIME By: Angel In Waiting Dear God our hearts are breaking As we watch these scenes we see A tragedy at Virginia Tech How could this ever be A young man armed with guns Lord Killed 33 right there Dear God, what made him do this Why did he not even care Taking lives of fellow students Who were there to learn ~ to graduate What could have turned this student Into a young man full of hate Killing even young folk that He didn't even know Killing some he knew quite well Dear God, we're hurting so Man's inhumanity to man Seems to be just everywhere I must wonder God above Why is there such despair What creates within a mind A tragedy of this proportion God how were others to even know What would lead to this situation There are no wor

I`ll Kick You In The Throat
Rant: ABCDEFG PCP and LSD that is what I want in me. Sniff it up and swallow me whole, leave me to waste in the isolated black hole. Imagery of a self slit throat, blood pours as I begin to choke. Thoughts written on a page collide with ideas of lust and rage. Down goes the liquid numb goes the mind loosing myself in an endless time. Now theres nothing I hate as much. Rip the skin off as its raped, what started as a simple date. Screaming voices in my head grab the shotgun shoot them dead. I couldn`t care less about the way that you see me. Bipolar breakdowns, mental meltdowns, living in a world of ignorance. Deafening silence as my ears black out. Living in a moment full of doubt sitting back watching you reach out. Choke it down on the reality you ignore. Choke it down as you become another worthless whore. I don`t need you anymore.

Military Men This Is For You....
I am feeling brave, brazen, a tad bit sassy tonight as I walk in to the dimly lit bar, my eyes focus and there you stand off by yourself in the corner. Tall handsome and sexy as hell in that uniform. I have no idea what possessed me to approach you. As I am walking toward you you turn to find a song on the jukebox placing your beer on top. I slide my self in between the chair and you. My hands grabbing that perfectly shaped ass rubbing it. You turn stunned having not heard me approach you. Quickly you turn around, before you can say a word I wrap my fingers around the back of your neck drawing your mouth to mine giving you a kiss so deep and passionate our souls meet. I pull back and brazenly slide my hand down your body to your crotch. Squeezing you through your pants. I hear your sharp intake of breath. I place my mouth on yours and kiss you again. I can hear the murmur of your buddies in the back ground the noise of the bar. I pull away and one last time I reach down squeezing y

My Mom's Obituary
My mom passed away recently,on April 4,2007. She was 44 yrs old.She died way before her time and I will truely never get over her death...I miss her so much. Heres her obituary: Laura Kay Munden died suddenly and unexpectedly April 4, 2007 at Saint Mary’s Hospital in Reno, Nevada. She was born Laura Kay Jepsen on December 11, 1962 in Fremont, California to Sharon and Neils Jepsen. Laura grew up in Newark, California, coming to Hawthorne as a teenager. After graduating high school, Laura went to work at DZHC where she was employed for 24 years. Laura had many hobbies and interests: she enjoyed working in her yard, she loved to paint, and she enjoyed arts and crafts, she also enjoyed cooking and baking. She loved her pets: Moffee, Troopie, Maggie and Simon. Her greatest role in life and the thing that made her the happiest was being a wife and mother. Laura graced our lives with her kindness, tenderness and genuine love. Her passing has left a tremendous hole

The Randomness
Whats up Everybody, In my personal opinion, 2007 sucked ass. but seeing its the holidays, and I normally make a holiday card that pokes fun at someone. I'm gonna put a disclaimer at this one. for those of you that know me, my custom cards have always been in poor taste, and deciphers someone in a light that they would later curse at me about. Adam Walsh did when I make one of him fucking his mother and handed it out of his workplace, Dan got pissed off as his Mr.Turkey X-Mas card. so I'm used to bad Views on my Holiday cards. Normally, its all in good fun and I dont mean any of it. Sadly, this year, I was quite pissed off when I made this one. Now Before I show ya, I may want to backtrack at to what lead to this one. A Few Weeks ago, I posted a bulletin that showed a Danceing Elf (yes, I know, will I ever stop talking about it.) IT showed who I thought was a good friend, Mr.Freeze of No Luck Recordz, in a elf suit dancing to X-mas Music. Now when I originally did this, I did it in go

*~the Wind~*
The wind blows freely through our hearts with passion and love for every loveing person that we have on this eather that has a true heart and knows to leave well enough alone and knows that when two people love each other not to mess around were the hearts belong to one another. But when the wind blows fondly for each other its like a magicial stroy with all the stars lined up all in a row for each other. I dont write from my brain i write from my heart. SO if anyone has any thing they would like to ask feel free to wrtie to me and ask me im open to answer them if i can thank you to all those that like reading things that i write here. ~*Mandie*~

Beauty From The Heaven
Make your Comments HEARD using COMMENTYOU.com Beauty from the heavens The darkest hours you are the light, Crystal clear you shine so bright. I can't abhor to your attractiveness, How I so long to hold and caress. To whisper like the wind and the texture of a dove, So long have I dreamt of this sweet and sour love. From your tempting smile, to your soft and smooth hair, you can make millions from the skin you wear. In the midst of perfect scenery, there my love I find your beauty. All the girls in this burnt world, you shine like diamonds among the pearls. I searched and found no bitter end, to this secret love my cause I defend. Is it possible for her to be perfect?, God must have spent very long on this exquisite project, Coco-Cola shaped body, soft and overpowering lips, Beauty from within, beauty from your skin, I love every aspect. She stands out like a red cherry on a pie, she is an angel on earth but she can't fly. The pillars of her beauty

Sometimes......
Not sure how i feel today? I feel like everyday is a good news bad news day.. Emotions run high! Not sure I will survive... I wonder how the days will be... Will I be free... How will I feel tomorrow .... Your emotions.. can I borrow?

420
another year has come and gone but there's no way that 420 will be gone! as days go on and time rolls on there is only one blunt gone! so pass the blunt to all the homies to show the appreciation without no money!

If You Don't Support Our Troops ...you're Welcome To Stand In Front Of Them.
I am sick and tired of people back home safe and sound being ignorant as to what is happening outside of "their backyard". Loss of any life in the cause of aiding others is a necessity in making sure that history doesn't repeat itself. Take a stand and quit bitching about those who are taking the losses so that we can enjoy the life styles we have.

New Site
anyway my friend mikey started this new site tht has lots of cool pics, vids, and lots of cool shit...so if yur interested go check it out ..im there a few times a day checkin for new stuff...later Linkmynuts.com

The True Me
Well just to get the word out on myself and try not to sound to conceded.I'm a true to the core gentleman (A GOOD GUY) I guess that's why it's so hard for me to find someone I could spend some time with 1 on 1 time.I work for a local government agency down here on what we call the shore ( LOWER EASTERN SHORE of MARYLAND)East New Market is the name of the town I live in.If you'd like to come hang out with a guy that's a blast to be with let me know and possibly I could come meet you sometime and see what's what. I own my own home just bought it I have 2 cars not that that really matters just though I'd put that out there to show that I do have some responsibilties.I was once married for 17yrs I have 1 daughter who just turned 21yrs old. Age doesn't make me no never mind it's just a number,most of my friends hell all of my friends are younger than me I still have alot of childness in me and never want to grow up,as you might be able to tell if you ever saw my cars.I listen to all kin

So Alone!!!!!!!
MY HEART HURTS I FEEL SO ALONE SO UNWANTED TIRED OF ALL THE GAMES WILL I EVER FIND MY LOVE SOMEONE WHO CAN APPRECIATE ME LOVE ME FOR ME SOMEONE WHO WANTS ONLY ME SOMEONE WHO KNOWS THAT I AM WORTH COMIN AFTER SOMEONE WITH A GOOD HEART SOMEONE WITH A SENSE OF HUMOR SOMEONE LOYAL AND HONEST SOMEONE WHO CAN EXCITE ME MENTALLY AS WELL AS SEXUALLY IS HE OUT THERE WHERE IS HE I FEEL SO ALONE

Beggings And Askings Lol
I'm in a Blast contest that runs from 4PM CST today until 4PM CST April 27th. First prize is a 30 day blast!! I want it!!! Please give me any and all help you can. And please repost this for me. Thank you all very much. Just click the link and help me win please!!! YES I'm begging!!! LOL And you know I will always return the favor. = )

Ducks And Resturaunts...
ok, so i finally had something happen that is completely blog worthy...so on tuesday night after the bitch was calling me satanic, joes came and got me. we went to riverside park in billings (as there was nothing else to do) and we walked the trails for a while...it was getting dark, so we finally got back up to the parking lot after walking a lot. then we just chilled on the grass...after laying there for a while and hearing weird noises, i sit up, and there happens to be a 4 some going on! its the fucking ducks! so after my stomache stops hurting from laughing...i decide those porn monkeys should quit their "fucking around." after chasing all the horny bastards away, we went up to the outback steakhouse. so we eat, and they have this really awesome bread...so im so full i start gagging since i cant hold anymore food down, but we have this crazy waiter that keeps giving us this bread, and on top of that, he keeps taking off with Joe's soda, even when hes only taken 3 sips out of it, (

School Scares
OK First Columbine in 1999, then the next major shooting was in Colorado again at a high school where a guy walked in and had a gun and a bomb. One female student was shot and killed. Then we get Virginia Tech, 32 killed plus one gunman. Now in Denver we've had several things happen yesterday and today. Morlie Middle School had two students walk in today carrying semi-automatic handguns. We also had a small explosive device go off in Ponderosa High School near Castle Rock, CO in Douglas County. Yesterday we had 4 different Denver area schools receive either bomb threats or students carrying weapons onto campus. All 4 were middle or high school campuses. WTF is going on with our god***n kids?!?!? Are parents that afraid of their kids now that they can't properly discipline them and make sure their kids are as afraid of them as we were of OUR parents?!? THIS HAS TO STOP!! We ~*HAVE*~ to take back control of our children and families!!!!!! If we don't, what's nex

About Me
Just want to let everyone know what is going on with me health wise. You probably often see it says im sick. Well, I have been dealing with peritinitis, it sand infection of the lining of the stomach. People have died from it. I almost did. I spent 29 nights in Gi unit in Boston. Had 7 surgical procedures done to fix. I got peritinitis from a mistake made by a surgeon during a sugery. I still have infection in stomach now. Also, my heart has been acting weird, skipping, fluttering, palpitations. CVhest pain, shortness of breath, weak, dizzy. Blood pressure very high. Yes Ive been seeing docs. I have major signs of heart attack lol, but they say its not. But not sure what is going on. Ive been having mri, catscans, upper and lower gis, x rays etc. MY real father died at 44 with a tumor on his heart, i have all same signs as he . And they said he had a rare form and it runs in families. So they are watching closely. I just wnat to let you all know, if one day I am just no there, that i

100 Things
100 Things You Didn't Want to Know About Me... [Tell the truth] 1. What is the last alcoholic beverage you drank? ~ Jack n coke 2. Do you follow college football? ~cant say that i do 3. How many miles does your car have on it? ~115K 4. Who was the last person to send you a text message and what did it say? ~steve...like im gonna tell u 5. Last time you went swimming in a pool: ~this past summer 6. Are you happy: ~at the moment yea 7. Where was the last place you went shopping: ~walgreens...cuz i practicaly live there cuz i work too much 8. How do you feel about your hair? ~i want it longer and mabe go back blonde 9.Where do you work?: ~walgreens 10. Last thing you ate: ~mac n cheese 11. Do you wish you were someplace else right now? ~yes in my babys arms 12. Last time you smoked a cigarette? ~just put it out 13. Do you have any expensive jewelry? ~yes,i also have a topaz ring that i got from a passed great aunt that i hafta pay ins on blah 14. AIM or MSN?

Why.
Why do i screw things up? Why do i give you my heart to break? Why do i always end up in pain? What did i do to deserve this? Why, won't you please tell me? I can't go on like this anymore. Why can't someone save me? Will you please save me?

Stupid People
Why is it when there is a natural disaster people always have to drive by and check it out? Why can't they just stay at home and let the fire, police and work crews clean it up without getting in the way? Where I live and work a tornado touched down and we (the city workers) couldn't even get to the blocked roads without the intrustion of buttheads blocking the roads with their cars! I just have to know.

Color Describes You
You scored as Red. Just like Red, you fit most catergories. Red can be used to describe danger, and danger is what you are all about. You possibly tend not to follow the rules, are not afraid of most things and know exactly what you want. Red can also be described as the colour of 'love' and this is your weakness. You are an absolute sucker for romance and your usual stubborn shell falls when in the presense of someone you like. You are passionate, beautiful and alluring to the eye.Red100%Black100%Green83%Orange67%Pink67%White67%Purple67%Yellow61%Blue44%Which Colour Represents You???created with QuizFarm.com

Happy 4:20 To All, And To All A Good Buzz!!!
This is to all my friends… Happy 4:20. In these “trying” times it is a very important holiday. To some u might think this is a joke… but its not. We all try to “try” to do things. Some are more difficult to accomplish than others. But today, is the day… that we can all just stop trying … and do. In all my times celebrating… not once have I ever had to center my thinking on something. The answer just popped into my head like it was meant to be there. So … get out there… and have fun… and have a day of peace. Peace from the smoke I see billowing out of your ears. You might hurt yourself with that… ya know it only takes a spark to ignite a massive fire in your brain. And then it’s all over. Peace… to you all… and remember a happy person is born every time you spark a bowl.

Dante's Inferno Test
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Egyptian Zodiac Sign
Geb Engaging personality, sensitive, modest, occasionally narcissistic, but can rise above vanity. Colors: male: violet, female: roseCompatible Signs:Set, Horus Dates: Feb 12 - Feb 29, Aug 20 - Aug 31 Role: God of the earthAppearance: Green-skinned man, with leaves all over his body and a goose on his head. Sometimes he was shown laying on his side under his wife, the sky goddess Nut.Sacred animals: goose What is Your Egyptian Zodiac Sign?Designed by CyberWarlock of Warlock's Quizzles and Quandaries

Witch Vampire Cian Do You Belong In
You aren't sure where you came from. Perhaps your sire did an embrace and run. Or maybe your sire was an outcast himself. Either way, your powers are unique and really don't belong to any clan...or maybe a little from each. Because you of these circumstances, you aren't really sure where you belong. You tend to wander and do a bit of soul searching in your eternal life. Maybe some day...you have a while after all. What Vampire Clan Do You Belong To?

A Little About Me
im 21 in the military single straight and looking for someone im a fun loving dude i love working on my truck and going 4 wheeling when ever i get the chance i am a country boy from east texas nuff said there

What Colour Is Your Heart
You scored as Yellow. Your heart is yellow. You are very fun loving and you\'re the life and soul of the party. Some people may call you childish, but they\'re boring fuckers and should be shot! Be happy to be happy and don\'t change for anyone. Oh wow, I\'m very proud of you *sniffles*. This is my first quiz so bite me...Yellow96%Blue86%Pink71%Orange36%Red29%Green25%Black14%Purple11%White0%~What colour is your heart?~created with QuizFarm.com

Thoughtstonowhere
SO my stepdad has been working long hours all week. My mother has been in the hospitol with pancreatitis for the past few days. So there has been nobody home for around 8 hours a day during daylight hours. My step dad came home today when it was still fairly light outside and noticed all the tree's on his proporty were broken, knocked down, knocked over didnt matter if the branch was 3 inches thick or three foot they knocked it back over the fenceline and tore it off the tree with a huge piece of farm equipment.Still sitting in field.. All the tree's that were shading the proporty were' broken. Some are back into the field we just cleared a couple weeks ago to plan a large crop of veggies and fruit. Now we have reclear it again before we can till it up. NOT to mention how much colder and windier its goin to be this coming winter without as many tree's to block the wind. Is this legal for the farmers to do to our land?? I spoke with my family and the neighbor and they said they t

~prettiest Smile Contest Contestants~
PRETTIEST EYES CONTEST!!! HERE ARE THE CONTESTANTS IN THE PRETTIEST EYES CONTEST. STOP BY AND RATE AND COMMENT BOMB THEM.. GOOD LUCK TO ALL THE CONTESTANTS... ~THE BAG LADY~ COMMENT BOMB HER, AND SELF COMMENT BOMBING IS ALLOWED.. ~THE INFAMOUS DEZ~ COMMENT BOMB HER, AND SELF COMMENT BOMBING IS ALLOWED.. ~DJ MIZZMURDER~ COMMENT BOMB HER, AND SELF COMMENT BOMBING IS ALLOWED.. ~TOEKNEE~ COMMENT BOMB HIM, AND SELF COMMENT BOMBING IS ALLOWED.. ~SWEET BUMBLBEE~ COMMENT BOMB HER, AND SELF COMMENT BOMBING IS ALLOWED.. ~FILTHY CUTE~ COMMENT BOMB HER, AND SELF COMMENT BOMBING IS ALLOWED.. ~MINNESOTA ANGEL~ COMMENT BOMB HER, AND SELF COMMENT BOMBING IS ALLOWED.. ~REDNECKCDB~ COMMENT BOMB HIM, AND SELF COMMENT BOMBING IS ALLOWED.. ~DIRTRACER15S~ COMMENT BOMB HIM, AND SELF COMMENT BOMBING IS ALLOWED.. ~DELICIOUSLY UNIQUE~ COMMENT BOMB HER, AND SELF COMMENT BOMBING IS ALLOWED.. ~EYES TO YOUR SOUL~ COMMENT BOMB HER,

Role Plays
Role Play, So I convinced my Beverly Hills Princess Cassie to role play. Who I'm sort hanging out with a bit. It was kinda hard convincing her as she didn’t know she could do it and keep it serious and to stay in character. As some of my friends know I'm really into story line visual role play as it adds more element, adventure and excitement to foreplay. I have been doing photo shoots with visually artistic photographers in the past. Plus having Brittany as a mentor has helped me develop a twisted mind. So tomorrow is the first night. I was thinking of what exactly to do. I already had ideas that I've used before. Vampire Role Plays, Devils Reject role plays etc (those are always good, I like doing Devils Reject Role Plays). Then I had a flashback on an old music video I remembered. The video is very dark, hot and sexy. I have to posted. Reading up on the video I remember it was banned because of its sexual nature and the fact that at the time the video was dire

Chapter 4
my first fcuking blog. Well to be honest I am just a little out of it. I've been confused and pissed off lately. Mostly at this girl,we use to be friends but she sends me a message on myspace one day tellin me that i'm white trash and that i'm annoying and thats why ive never had a boyfriend [ohh yeah by the way i've never had a boyfriend] soo i sent her a message back saying "yeah sure I'm white trash and your the one whos 17 yrs old,pregnant and living in a trailer with your parents" yeah yeah the bitch started it!.. But on the other hand I'M DOING GREAT!! I got my lip pierced last week;I'm thinkin bout gettin the other side done =/ well im gonna go for now be sure to comment my pichas!! xxKimi

Vera Wang,....and Me
Wow, I've never heard of that one, but I like it. Do you have any other new samples? I love men's cologne and when I go shopping I always pass through the men's department and see what's new or get samples of my old favorites. There's a method to my madness. I take the samples home and when I masturbate I create the perfect fantasy man to go with each fragrance. I like to turn the lights down low, relax and drink in a fragrance that I've selected. This one would be dark haired man; tall with a devilish smile that just told you he could kiss with the best of them. Sometimes when I'm out with my friends having drinks I'll pass by one of my favorite aromas and see what type of man is wearing it. About six months ago, I was in a crowded nightspot headed for the ladies room. As I was slowly squeezing my way through the crowd, it hit me. My all time favorite men's cologne, Vera Wang; I would know that maddening flavor anywhere. It has just the right amount of musk without being heavy and t

Poems And Such.
Curled up next to the one you love Thinking to yourself She should be the only one That I am thinking of Wandering thoughts of this mystery woman Burning through your mind like wild fire It shouldn’t be this way you think to yourself The one next to me should be my only desire Is it lust for this woman that I feel Is it her love and affection that I seek Or is it just the passion that I know is there That I so desire to feel every where The craving unreal The desire too much Oh how I long For that sweet tender touch

Blast Contest
I need help from all friends,famly and fans...Help me win a blast....This is my first contest and I would love to win. Thanks in advance for all your help. Please Comment bomb and rate my pic to help me out....

So Lonley
It's been 2 and 1/2 weeks since my wife died and I miss her SO much I think I'm going to go insane. We met on the steps of our high school on a January day, I think it was the 12th, we were 15 years old and we were together ever since. She would've had her 50th birthday the 27th of this month. Cathy had a small stroke, a TIA, October 26 and lost some vision in her right eye. Then 90 days later in January she had another one this one was worse. It affected her speech and right arm. Our local hospital sent her to Barnes Hospital in St.Louis, Mo. and while they were checking on the damage done by the stroke a CAT scan showed a tumor in her neck. Now she had recovered almost 100% from the stroke but another CAT scan showed tumors on both sides of the neck, left collar bone, bronchi in the lungs, stomach, liver and lymph nodes. Her cancer fell into the 15% that can't be identified as to where it started (occult primary)but we suspected the stomach. She came home for a week then we met with

Silent Sound
wow, it's my first english blog. and I hope to be friends with everybody on CT. i am a chinese. i'd like to go abroad to study. maybe in this autumn. and it will be my first time to go abroad and stay there. i don't know what will happen, but I think all will be fine. come on, be friends, have nice days.

Money Maker
Make money with Paypal How to make thousands of dollars in cash overflowing your paypal account. PLEASE do not pass this up now!! This is a simple program that works! You probably heard about the $5.00 chain letter going around where you send cash in the mail. WELL THIS IS NOT THAT LETTER!! This uses the power of the internet to do all the dirty work. If you don?t know what paypal is, you wil very soon. Ebay has recently bought this company. It is a great way to pay for auctions, bills, or send money to whoever has an email address. You can click on any of the paypal links to join it is very simple and FREE!!!!!!!!!! Even if you don?t use the program paypal is a great internet tool. It works like this. There are 3 people on the email list. 1. george1150_8@hotmail.com 2. chaz_man_hatton@msn.com 3. i_love_my_wife_leslie@yahoo.com(After you have a paypal account) 1. Send the first person on the list $5.00 via the paypal link. 2. Send an email to them saying ?thanks I?ve joined? 3. Put yo

It's Just Jazz
Miles Davis began playing the trumpet when he was 13. Miles Davis (1926-1991) grew up in East St. Louis, Illinois. His father was a wealthy dentist who was able to provide Miles a privileged life. His family had a big house in the city and a 200 acre country estate where Miles loved to ride horses when he was a boy. After receiving a trumpet from his father, Miles began trumpet lessons and practiced his instrument regularly. He loved music and admired jazz greats, Duke Ellington and Louis Armstrong, whom he listened to on the radio. During his high school years, he studied musical theory and received classical training. Miles claimed he was the best trumpeter in his music class but was overlooked during competitions because he was an African American. Prejudiced attitudes motivated Miles to outdo his classmates and excel as a musician. Miles had his first professional gig when he was 17. Miles traveled across the river to St. Louis, Missouri to hear well-known jazz musicians p

Quiz Plz Do Xx
do diz 19 hours ago Q1.Who are you? Q2.Are we friends? Q3.When and how did we meet? Q4.Do you like me? how much? Q5.Would you kiss me? Q6.What nickname would you give me? (only if you know me proply) Q7.Describe me in one word! Q8.What was your 1st impression of me? Q9.Do you still think that now? Q10.What reminds you of me? Q11.If you had 2 give me anyting what would it be? Q12.How well do you know me? Q13.When was the last time you saw me? Q14.Ever wanted to tell me someting but you couldn't? Q15.Are you goin 2 put this up as your blog 2 c wat i rite about you? Q16.If you wer asked would you go out wit me, what you reply with

Irritants
I just want to point out one thing that really gets on my nerves and it seems to be getting worse and worse...Come on people... learn when to use "You're" and when to use "Your". This is a growing problem in this country. "You're" is short for "You Are". See, the apostrophe... that makes it a "contraction". Yea, "Your" shows possession. You know... like you don't say, "You know YOUR the best". NO! You say, "You know YOU'RE the best"!!! Cause it's short for "...YOU ARE the best". You don't say, "Your a model?" NO! "YOU'RE a model!" It's not that hard. You use "your" in sentences like, "Give me your number"... you wouldn't say, "Give me you're number". Why do people continue to struggle with this? It really bothers me.

Aleee
Gospel Music in the new Millennium = Aleee, a Warrior fighting to save our lost children in American ghettos Murderous rage, bitterness, jealousy, racial intolerance, rape, drug-induced insanity—these are only a few of the horrific forces running rampant in the ghettos of many of our American cities today. Few musicians have experienced the devastation of living "in the hood", of facing all this evil on a daily basis, and survived. Aleee not only escaped death during his childhood in Compton, California, but released all the hatred and bitterness of losing two children to gang violence, and emerged as a warrior for the Word of God. No other Cherokee warrior or ex-marine (Aleee's mother was a full-blooded Cherokee, and he served as a marine in the Vietnam war), past or present, would be a match for the ferocious tenacity that Aleee brings to battle. Fiercely and relentlessly dedicated to God's calling, he is prepared to face the hard, cold, chilling rea

Fellow St'rs..and You Know Who You Are!!
Hey guys...and you know who you are ..my fellow ST'rs....if you dont know what an ST'r is then this isnt the lounge for you..lol.... I've just created my first lounge..come on in...

My Wreck
The accident happened just over 4 yrs ago. Jan. 3, 2003. I can still feel the impact of hitting the tree to this day. The closest that I could compare it to would be to drive your car into a steel barrier at 75 mph. I was treated for severe whiplash and hematomas, and given pain meds and muscle relaxers and told my injuries were deep, and would take time to heal, before I was sent on my way. As the months passed, I progressively got worse and worse. I attemepted many times to go to the Doctor, but the minute you spoke of a car accident, they would say, we don\'t treat car accident patients. WHAT????? What kind of a Doctor are you? I don\'t know if it is a Florida thing, or if it is common everywhere, but the only way for me to get any help, was to go to the ER, where I spent many nights. I had not been given an MRI. They would always do Xrays and send me home with some form of a narcotic for pain. Because my accident was a hit and run accident with severe injuries, I was approved

Just Me...
So I know that is says on my profile I am pregnant. I don't go into detail with that. I however, am single and pregnant. Sometimes, it is hard to think about it, other times it can be exciting. But if people have questions I can provide some answers I guess.

Predating Exclusively Agreement
Pre~dating Exclusively agreement! PRE DATING EXCLUSIVELY AGREEMENT.... (our my comments) 1. Before I agree to date you and only you, you must read and agree to all statements in this contract. By signing this you take full responsibility to ensure all rules are followed. By not signing this agreement, dating exclusively is null and void. This contract is NON-NEGOTIABLE! 2. If you stop insulting Nascar racing and concede that it is a real sport, that it takes talent and skill, I will stop calling your WWE wrestling a bad soap opera with untalented actors. However, I won't stop thinking it. 3. If you take a genuine interest in racing, I will be more than happy to help you gain an intimate understanding of the sport. 4. Events and activities are to be planned AROUND NASCAR races. So learn the race schedule. Under special circumstances, this may not apply, However, If I will miss a race, it must be taped using TWO VCRs (just in case one fails). NO special circumstanc

Invitation
Hey everyone! I just wanted to let everyone know that I have started to DJ at the Love Metal Lounge here on Cherry Tap. I would like to invite all of my family and friends to join me there. They are also looking for DJs to jam out some hits, so if you're interested, stop on by and we'll get you hooked up. It is a lot of fun! I'll be bringing you music 6-10 PM Thursday, Saturday and Sunday nights so keep tuned in ;)

Proud To Be White
Are You Proud To Be White ? Someone finally said it. How many are actually paying attention to this? There are African Americans, Mexican Americans, Asian Americans, Arab Americans, Native Americans, etc. And then there are just Americans. You pass me on the street and sneer in my direction. You Call me "White boy," "Cracker," "Honkey," "Whitey," "Caveman" .. And that's OK. But when I call you, Nigger, Kike, Towel head, Sand-nigger, Camel Jockey, Beaner, Gook, or Chink ... You call me a racist. You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, So why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live? You have the United Negro College Fund. You have Martin Luther King Day. You have Black History Month. You have Cesar Chavez Day. You Have Yom Hashoah You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi You have the NAACP. You have BET. If we had WET (White Entertainment Television) .. We'd be racists. If we had a White Pride Day .. You

A Poem In Memory Of Elaine
*When Tomorrow Starts* When tomorrow starts without me, And I'm not there to see; If the sun should rise and find your eyes, All filled with tears for me. I wish so much you wouldn't cry, The way you do each day, While thinking of the many things, We did not get to say. I know how much you love me, As much as I love you; And each time that you think of me, Please know I'll miss you too. But when tomorrow starts without me, Please try to understand, That an angel came and called my name, And took me by the hand, And said a place was ready, In heaven up above; And that I'd have to leave behind, All those I truly love. I had too much to live for, So much yet to do. It seemed almost impossible, That I was leaving you. When tomorrow starts without me, Don't think that we're far apart; For every time you think of me, I'm right here in your heart author unknown

Haven't Been Around The Past Few Days!
So yeah... I've been a busy busy lil Munky! Thursday I went to my nieces' softball game after work. Got home around 7:30 messed around for a little bit on here then got ready for bed. Friday... went to work... came home and left for ANOTHER softball game, came home got around for bed. Worked 4 hrs this morning and came home changed clothes and it was out there door for a double header! *L* First game was at noon. When that was over we took off went to a buffet place and ate. Went back to my sis's house for a minute then headed back to the ball park for the 4 o'clock game! I'm a little bit red but it was a beautiful day! I hope everyone else had as nice a day as I did! *huggers*

Bread Is Dangerous
Research on bread indicates that: 1. More than 98 percent of convicted felons are bread users. 2. Fully HALF of all children who grow up in bread-consuming households score below average on standardized tests. 3. In the 18th century, when virtually all bread was baked in the home, the average life expectancy was less than 50 years; infant mortality rates were unacceptably high; many women died in childbirth; and diseases such as typhoid, yellow fever, and influenza ravaged whole nations. 4. More than 90 percent of violent crimes are committed within 24 hours of eating bread. 5. Bread is made from a substance called "dough." It has been proven that as little as one pound of dough can be used to suffocate a mouse. The average American eats more bread than that in one month! 6. Primitive tribal societies that have no bread exhibit a low incidence of cancer, Alzheimer's, Parkinson's disease, and osteoporosis. 7. Bread has been proven to be addictive. Subjects deprived of bread

Attention: Wife Seeks Girlfriend!
Hello, lovely Ladies of CherryTap! My beloved wife, Emigin is looking for a Girlfriend, and naturally, I'm a help her! ~_^ Below are some pics of her. If you're interested, send the answers to these following questions to either me, or my Girl (www.myspace.com/emigin). Name: Age: Location: Occupation: Do you have pictures of yourself that you may want to show us? Willing to travel for Her? What are YOU looking for? Any questions of your own? Thanks for reading this! ^_^ ~K*

Lanae
Satisfaction.com Free Comment Codes Lanae A Baby for me to borrow A brief moment in time I got to hold and squeeze you Press your heart to mine The Love I feel for you Lanae is forever in my heart Two months we got to keep you Your twin brother by your side Living never knowing What life had in store for us Now I know that nothing could possibbly hurt more I woke to hear crying, hunger yes indeed I rose to feed your brother and found you couldn't breathe. For on that fateful day an angel God did need Early in the morning, you were called to leave To rise above to heaven to love us from afar Just knowing you are watching is comfort The loss of you Lanae has changed me from within I have a hurt to carry, inside my soul for life Missing, wishing, wanting to hold you yearning for the things, that just are not to be

My Future Soul Mate
Poem Title: Perfect Love I feel like I’ve known you forever I feel as though our hearts are already one We’ve loved each other for nine years And our lives together have only just begun. We’ve been through ups and downs We’ve lived in different states Never a night we haven’t kissed Because god knew we’d make perfect mates. Ever single day I wake up I can’t wait to see you ever single mourn I believe we were meant to be Since the day we were born. As we get married this day Our hearts will become one My goal to find the perfect love Is finally over and done. To live with you for the rest of my life Will be the perfect gift from heaven above I’ll love you and cherish you ever day Because we have a perfect love.

Love And Her Mind
Love And Her Mind by The old abby She sat with her toes in the sea, While her poor mind drowned helplessly In thoughts of love, in thoughts of loss, In thoughts of wretched poetry. Across the water he had flown Confused, to a far land alone, She thought it right, she thought it best For her mind to be all her own. Here, the tide slowly receded, And her wearied mind conceded Defeat to hurt, defeat to thirst- After all, love had succeeded. Her mind, which once was free to blaze Through remote worlds and sparkling rays, Was now so vague, was now a slave, And forced to think in meek cliches: His touch was in the gentle breeze, His soft voice rustled though the trees, He was in this, he was in that, Her mind grappled with the disease. As the sun slipped beyond her sight, She thought he would now see its light, In his lone land, in his lone world, His day would always be her night. With this thought, she now arose, She washed the cold sand from her

I Will
I will by Sebastian Han Sky doesn't always blue Sun doesn't always shine The God doesn't always get the clue We don't always get what we want to find Life goes up and down Sometimes it makes you frown Sometimes it makes you smile Sad or happy, I just love to see you smile! Glory is not always yours Victory is not always mine Good luck is not always yours Prosperity is not always mine Sometimes you're sick of yourself Well that is fine as our life is inconsistent Anyhow, I want you to love yourself Be motivated and be more confident Your depression is my tribulation When you're in predicament I give you salvation Give you support by standing in your shadow when you need me just look out your window It's hard to find someone to confide When your problems come I won't hide When no-one stands up for you, I will! When no-one loves you, but always I will!!!!

My Heart
My heart by Erik When you talk to me good, my heart feels like a cord of firewood. when you talk to me mean, my heart feels like it left the scene. when you sing a lovely song, my hearts racing more than 500 laps long. when you sing a loatheful rhyme, my heart feels like it ran out of time. whether you talk to me good or you talk to me mean, my heart feels like an out of control machine. whether you sing a lovely song or a loatheful rhyme, my heart feels like it's reached its prime. baby when you're here right by my side, my heart feels like a roller coaster ride. now the end is coming and i know it's near, i hope it never happens cuz that's what i fear.

My Sweetheart
My sweetheart by Sheena I love you with all my heart no one will ever take that away not even me the way u look at me melts my heart and your touch brings me to heaven ive been with u for a whole ten months but it seems so much longer and this will never end

You And Me
You and Me by GothChick That night was so special, it was so true. The night I gave myself to you. You made out like it meant nothing, when you knew how much I loved you. Why did you leave in such a big rush, was it me or was it us? If that was all you were after, please leave and never return. But if I mean more to you then that please come back and tell me so

I'll Love You Untill Life Ends
Ill love you until life ends by Chastity No matter how many times i try I think about u and i cry ill always wish to be your boo i hope u want to be mine too i think about you every day and ill miss u in every way i hope that we will still friends Cause ill love you until life ends.

For You I Would Do Anything
For You I Would Do Anything by Rachel For you I would do anything And ask nothing in return, Just to know my love for you You never have to earn. For you I would do anything Just to let you know, How much I really love you Although it dosn't always show. For you I would do anything Just to see you smile, Life sometimes can be hard But you make it all worthwhile. For you I would do anything I'll make all your dreams come true, Baby, if you stick with me I'll stay true to you. For you I would do anything I'll put your needs before my own, We'll always be together You'll never feel alone. For you I would do anything So that our love will last, I'll be there to hold you When the world moves way too fast. For you I would do anything What you want and what you need, Love, happiness and everything Else is guaranteed. For you I would do anything All you got to do is ask, Just tell me what you wish for And I'll get onto my task. For you I wo

L.o.v.e
L O V E L is for the sweet LOVE that you have given me O is for the ONLY ONE that there will ever be V is for your sweet VOICE that i long to hear E is EVER i long to have you near......I LOVE YOU! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Peoms
L O V E L is for the sweet LOVE that you have given me O is for the ONLY ONE that there will ever be V is for your sweet VOICE that i long to hear E is EVER i long to have you near......I LOVE YOU! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ TU ERES tu eres el amor de mi vida la razon de mi vivir tu eres toda la razon que yo no quiro ni morir tu eres el hombrre que yo amo con mi alma corazon tu eres tu eres tu eres la razon ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ SIEMPRE ESTARAS EN MI CORAZON Here's one present for one valentines day for one lucky boy i love him and will as cupid shot his arrow for him and i my babe im here for you im not lost just confused we've been together for about a year and i love you for hanging on hun when im around you feel good when you talk to me i get into a good mood i wish us to live together forever because i know we are meant to be estaras siempre en mi corazon my love your always in my heart i love you for bieng there for me when im sad or mad ill never be

Lyrics
:Chorous: Im tellin ya to loosen up my buttons babe(uh hu) But u keep frontin(uh) Sayin what u gon do to me(uh hu) But I aint seen nuttin Im tellin you to loosen up my buttons babe(uh hu) But u keep frontin(uh) sayin wut u gon do to me(uh hu) but I aint seen nuttin Download Pussycat Dolls Ringtones! Select your carrier... UK Phones I like when its physical gone leave me askin for more Im a sexy mama and I always get what I wanna I wanna do this thing right on ya do a couple the things that I told ya you been sayin all the right things all night long But I cant seem to get you over here to help take this off Baby cant you see,these clothes are comin off me This heat comin from this beat Im about to blow I dont think you know :Chorous: You say ur a big boy but I cant agree cuz the love you said you had aint been put on me [these lyrics are found on http://www.songlyrics.com] I wonda,if Im just to much for you wonda dont my ki

Please Read This Poem And Repost A Poem That Gives You Goosebumps
A drunk man in an Oldsmobile They said had run the light That caused the six-car pileup On 109 that night. When broken bodies lay about "And blood was everywhere," ! "The sirens screamed out eulogies," For death was in the air. "A mother, trapped inside her car," Was heard above the noise; Her plaintive plea near split the air: "Oh, God, please spare my boys!" She fought to loose her pinned hands; "She struggled to get free," ! ! But mangled metal held her fast In grim captivity. Her frightened eyes then focused "On where the

Family
Are you aware that if we died tomorrow, we could easily be replaced at work? But the family we leave behind will feel the loss for the rest of their lives. So, why do we pour ourselves more into work than into our own families? Invest your time wisely. Do you know what the word FAMILY means? (F)ather (A)nd (M)other (I) (L)ove (Y)ou.

Bzero's Blog On Tap
Tonight Ke and I went to see the Naptown Roller Girls. The bout was the local Tornado Sirens vs. The Hard Knox Roller Girls from Knoxville, Tenn. lildomino picked me up from work, and we grabbed some Wendy's on the way. We ate in the fairgrounds parking lot, and then went in to pick up our tickets. As we sat down, my phone buzzed, but I ignored it. Soon, my friend Mika popped up behind us, and chided me for not answering her phone. Turns out that she and her BF Tesh were sitting a few rows behind us, and invited us to join them. I sat next to Mika, and Ke sat in front of me on the bleachers, where she could occasionally lean back and rest against my legs. The bout was interesting and fun. I've never seen a roller derby before, but several of my friends are into it, so I've been meaning to. Once Mika explained to me what was going on, it was easy to follow, and I got into it pretty quickly. Not only do both teams consist of hot, bad-ass women in short skirts, but the action is fast

What Kind Of Pagan Are You
You scored as Shamanic Pagan. A shamanic pagan's roots are generally found in Native American faith. A true love and respect for the earth and all that it yields is central to their faith. Wisdom is most often found in spirit guides or totems, who can be animals, ancestors, or spirits. Pagans who follow this path tend to be far more aware of the delicate web that interweaves the lives of every person and thus move within that web accordingly. They're usually deeply insightful, friendly, loving people and excellent friends and parents. Mysterious and strong, as well, they are often the protectors of their friends and family as well as the moral compass for their friends and loved ones. Shamanic Pagan95%Greek Pantheonic Pagan90%Egyptian Pantheonic Pagan90%Celtic Pantheonic Pagan85%Norse Pantheonic Pagan (Asatru)75%Eastern Pagan75%Kabbalistic Pagan75%Ecclectic Pagan70%Sumerian, Babylonian, and Mesopotamian Pagans

What Is Your Sexual Style
You scored as Violent. You are violent. To you there is nothing better than a good spank. You like scratching and biting 'cause that's what people are for.Violent88%Hot88%Soft69%Wet63%Sweet63%Exciting63%Awkward56%Shy19%What is your sexual style?created with QuizFarm.com

Feeling Horrid
I'm feeling so ill and weak. I've had no sleep because of what has happened and don't know what to do with myself. Maybe i'll just go lie down and watch the London Marathon on TV, just have a lazy day and do nowt. Yeah, think i'll just do that as i am so not in the mood to do anything today anyway. boo

Assholes
And thank you very much...I think I will!!!!!! Tony knows what is really going on and so do I!!!!! I know it is just not me, because I have had all kinds of friends saying the same. Don't you think it is ironic, that just as Jeff Gordon is getting passed by Ryan Newman the caution flag is thrown???? You have got to be effing kidding me. This shit has gotten way out of hand!!!! I may work for Alltel, but I can assure you, I am not a Ryan Newman fan. But come on.........I can guarantee you this....if he had gotten passed, they would not have called that race. We would have ran again until a Hendricks car was up front. And for all of you punkboy fans....here is what I have to say.....Jeffy started with Hendricks and has always finished good. Lets put his ass in another owners car, and let him show us what he is really made of....then we will see if he is really a good driver, or just happens to drive for the right owner. I don't have to tell you what I think!!!!!! I have been a Nascar

New Cherry Tap Features
well the new Check you out feature is actually a big step forward well done Baby J (Mike) keeping CT right up there with the trend setting site we have come to know .so i now have changed how i broswe profiles here now LOL I know tend to open read profiles much more than previous ,so with that in mind all you should consider how much ya fill you page up with tunes and Vid clips it really does make opening them very slow and also a Very important note is How readable your page is with selecting background text etc to make it easy on eyes to see read and understand you more so with that said Cherrytap has now made it more important to OPEN Profiles fully now the new mail concept is also fantastic a huge advance what can be done there attach fonts colours amazing what the message format is now congratulations CT Development team now eagerly waiting on the rumoured feature coming the ability to change the look of home page to a choice of what i have

On A Fishing Trip
On a Fishing Trip A woman is in bed with her lover who also happens to be her husband's best friend. They make love for hours, and afterwards, while they're just laying there, the phone rings. Since it is the woman's house, she picks up the receiver. Her lover looks over at her and listens, only hearing her side of the conversation... (She is speaking in a cheery voice) "Hello? Oh, hi. I'm so glad that you called. Really? That's wonderful. I am so happy for you. That sounds terrifiic. Great! Thanks. Okay. Bye bye." She hangs up the telephone and her lover asks, "Who was that?" "Oh" she replies, "that was my husband telling me all about the wonderful time he's having on his fishing trip with you."

Cancer Awareness
Plese copy n paste this link into ur browser http://thebreastcancerinfo.com/breast_cancer_pictures.html,u can get the html codes from it where the ribbons are. My auntie had breastcancer n i saw her suffer from it..she died last april..shes in a better place now but we all still miss n love her dearly.For those whos loved ones has any kind of cancer then my thoughts are with you..*hugz*

Just My Ranting
I just have to rant a lil bit about my daughters father. Well first my daughter just turned a year old. And her father has seen her in almost 6 months. His choice not mine. I have never kept him from her. He is just full of excuses why he hasn't. He hasn't given me a single dime for her in that period of time either. What I don't understand is how someone can look at such a precious lil girl and hold her and then just not be bothered with her? It took the both of us to create her and I am the one that is doing all the work. Which I don't mind doing the work but a lil help would be nice every once in a while. The only time he seems to want to be in her life is when he wants to try to work things out with me. And every time I tell him it isn't going to happen he doesn't bother showing up to she her. aaaaaa it is just aggervating.

Thought And Feeling
Thoughts and Feelings So many things on my mind Really don’t know how to unwind Kids are screaming through my ears I want to scream, but who would hear Deep down my mind is hurt By what was said It was lower than dirt All I want to do is lie abed Things keep spinning round and round Everything just seems too loud As a mom, what should I do? All I want is to hear Thank You! Just how do we make them see? That what we say is what’s to be All it comes down to is more and more What I can’t give them I feel sorry for Still it comes back around I want this I want that They think it’s just allowed What are we a welcome mat? These are all Thoughts And Feelings I can not hide!!!!!

Prison To The Pulpit
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Reason, Season, Lifetime
When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed outwardly or inwardly. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally, or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend, and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrong -doing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up or out and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled; their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and it is now time to move on. When people come into your life for a SEASON, it is because your turn has come to share, grow, or learn. They may bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh. They may teach you something you have never done. Th

Morph Pic Contest
My morph picture is in a contest. COuld you stop by and rate it and leave a few comments on it for me? I would appreciate it a bunch. :-) http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=814757&albumid=314248&i=1975530909 Repost for me please?

True Friends Are Hard To Cum By
Hey yall. Joe and i are very lucky to have as many friends as we do. We have made alot of new friends this past yr. and we also have a couple we have known for a really long time. To the new friends we have mt this year(Brandy,Ronnie,Ashley,Christine,mon&dad odem,and Greg)We are so happy we got to meet you. We love everyone of you with all our hearts and we have had a blast in the short time we have known yall. and if we had to do it all over again we would. Thanks for being the friends you are. Don't ever change. To all of our old friends, and when i say old i mean the friends we have known for more than a year. Curt, You are a terriffic person and an even better friend. Thank you so much for all the rides, you've been my life saver when i nthought i would go insane being inside this house any longer. Sam, You are one crazy ass mo fo(lol) We L ove you. Hell we've been friends for so long we can't help but love you. Jaline, I'm Glad you moved back down here. We have had a ba

Randomness
OK, My mind get's filled with all kinds of crazy shit and I just need to let a few devious things out every now & again, or I'll burst! I am sick and tired of seeing all these freakin Bowflex commercials with scantily clad hotties showin off their "Oh so svelt" bods...ugh. Promoting that certain diet pills or exercise machines will build a better me. What's wrong here? Everytime I turn on the television, the radio, hell, even with stupid pop-ups on the internet...I'm bombarded by images of these unrealistic bodies! It's messed up people! Men with abs that look like they were chiseled out of stone, arms so big, they resemble tree trunks, rather than human limbs...women with extremely tiny waists and ENORMOUS fake breasts, all preaching to my lazy ass about fitness...sigh. WTF?! Like ANY of those people share common ground with Jared (That subway guy). They don't even look real! How am I, or any of you for that matter, supposed to "relate" to them? I sit there watching